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- THE YOUNG O'BRIENS
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-Title: The Young O'Briens
-Author: Margaret Westrup
-Release Date: April 05, 2014 [EBook #45324]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE YOUNG O'BRIENS ***
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-Produced by Al Haines.
-
-
-
-
- THE YOUNG
- O'BRIENS
-
- BEING AN ACCOUNT OF
- THEIR SOJOURN IN LONDON
-
-
- By the author of
- "ELIZABETH'S CHILDREN"
-
- [Transcriber's note: Margaret Westrup]
-
-
-
- LONDON: JOHN LANE, THE BODLEY HEAD
- NEW YORK: JOHN LANE COMPANY, MDCCCCVI
-
-
-
-
- _Copyright_, 1906
- BY JOHN LANE COMPANY
-
- _The Plimpton Press Norwood Mass. U.S.A._
-
-
-
-
- _By the same Author_
-
- ELIZABETH'S CHILDREN
- Fifth Edition
-
- HELEN ALLISTON
-
-
-
-
- *THE YOUNG O'BRIENS*
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER I*
-
-
-Inside the hired omnibus there was a dead silence. Outside the rain
-lashed drearily against the window panes. From the corner where Molly
-sat there came a dismal, despairing sniffle, drowned, before its finish,
-by Denis's superlatively cheerful voice.
-
-"Sure, 'tis a rough night entirely!" he observed airily.
-
-Nell gave a sudden quick little laugh with a queer end to it.
-
-"So it is!" she said, and her effort after cheerfulness gave the remark
-a surprised tone, as if she had not noticed before that the night was
-rough.
-
-Sheila Pat sat silent in her corner, her slim little body stiff and
-erect, a bag and a box clutched tight in her small arms. Afterwards,
-later that night, she found that her arms ached. There was desperation
-in that tight clutch of the bag and the box.
-
-Suddenly Mr. O'Brien spoke; he recognised the futility of ignoring what
-was in everyone's mind.
-
-"Well," he said, "a year soon passes, after all, and I hope we shall be
-back in about ten or eleven months."
-
-"But--but not--" came a watery stammer from Molly's corner, but Nell
-broke in hurriedly.
-
-"I--I wonder will you look different, dad?"
-
-"Oh, yes," her mother laughed the pretty laugh that was just like
-Nell's, "I shall be a horrid, stout old woman! Even Sheila Pat won't
-acknowledge me then!"
-
-Sheila Pat said nothing.
-
-Mrs. O'Brien squeezed Nell's fingers tightly. There was another
-silence. There was nothing to say. Everything had been said over and
-over again. The wind sent the rain beating angrily against the closed
-windows. The omnibus jolted and jarred over the road.
-
-A hoarse shout smote on their ears, and the driver's whip flicked one of
-the panes.
-
-Denis jumped up and let down the small window in front. Then shouting
-began; the wind howled derisively, drowning their voices. The driver's
-hoarse yells, and Denis's impatient shouts, asked and answered questions
-over and over again. At last Denis drew in his head:
-
-"If that's a specimen of the London driver, I don't think much of 'em!
-The wind didn't get at you, did it, mother?"
-
-"No, dear, your broad shoulders kept it off."
-
-"Does he seem to understand the way now?" Mr. O'Brien queried.
-
-"I wouldn't like to answer for him. I've explained till I'm hoarse, but
-the damp seems to have got to his brain--it won't work--rusty, you
-know."
-
-"Isn't his voice funny?" observed Nell, doing her duty manfully.
-
-"Drivers often have those hoarse voices," responded her father, and for
-just as long as they could make it last, they used that driver as a
-topic of conversation. Certainly he did not seem of much use for any
-other purpose.
-
-It was not long before there came another flick against the window, and
-on Denis putting forth his head, there ensued more shouts and yells. In
-a lull of the wind the driver waxed sentimentally despairing. "Never
-been to these 'ere East Lunnon docks afore--eh, sir? Wot? Which
-turning? Can't see no turning. It ain't a night as I'd turn a pore
-blessed cat out--much less a respectable fambly man with little children
-dependant on 'im! Eh, sir? Can't 'ear, sir! Wot? Poplar? Ain't
-nowhere's near Poplar!"
-
-Denis drew in his head.
-
-"Of all the old fools! I'd better go up on to the box and direct him.
-I know my way better than he does, anyway, though I've only been to the
-docks once."
-
-"It's raining so, Denis," his mother put in.
-
-"But we don't want the death from exposure of the respectable fambly man
-on our consciences, do we, mother? Not to mention the touching little
-children--"
-
-It ended in his exit to the box. Nell watched him go with wide,
-strained eyes; she crushed down a strong impulse to clutch at his coat.
-Without her twin she felt feeble and deserted.
-
-When the omnibus stopped at last outside the dock gates, no one made a
-movement towards getting out. Long and dreary as that drive had been,
-each one, looking out at those gates looming so big and grim in the dim
-light cast by a solitary lamp, wished it could begin all over again. The
-parting grew, at that jolting stop, suddenly, acutely nearer. In spite
-of the dread of it, perhaps no one had quite realised it. To get out of
-the omnibus was to give it a hideous reality. A cautious voice demanded
-their business. Denis appeared at the door. One by one they left the
-omnibus. The policeman, to whom the cautious voice belonged, let them
-through a wicket; then began a dreary march in the dark; the wind sent
-the rain beating against them in angry little gusts. Laden with bundles
-and packages, they stumbled along in the dense darkness, treading into
-puddles, splashing, slipping. There were no friendly lamps to cast a
-warning glimmer on the deep puddles left by the rain in the holes of the
-uneven ground. They could barely distinguish the form of the diminutive
-guide with whom the policeman had provided them. But they could hear
-him. He was a small, sharp-looking boy, who heeded neither rain nor
-wind nor dark, but trudged along, in and out the puddles, up and down
-the hillocks, emitting a kind of dismal whistling below his breath.
-
-Nell laughed suddenly with an overdone hilarity.
-
-"The water's trickling down my neck!"
-
-Denis seconded her with, "It's running a regular cascade off my hat
-rim!"
-
-Then the Atom spoke; it was the first remark she had made since they had
-started from Miss Kezia's house in Henley Road.
-
-"Isn't is _London_?" she said.
-
-Her father was amused.
-
-"You know, we do see rain occasionally at home," he observed.
-
-"There's rain and _rain_!" the Atom declared sapiently, and relapsed
-again into her dour silence.
-
-Molly, with a sudden sob, put the fear that was in everyone's mind into
-words.
-
-"It's--awfully bad--for mother!"
-
-"Oh, I shall be all right, dear," Mrs. O'Brien insisted with tired
-cheerfulness.
-
-"I've a good mind to drop my bag and carry you!" her husband declared.
-
-"Oh, Owen, what a first appearance for the wife of the ship's surgeon!
-Let me at least be dignified."
-
-Beyond the small figure of their guide the _Albany_ loomed, slowly
-taking shape in the dark, big, very mysterious.
-
-"I bet we came to the wrong entrance," Denis observed.
-
-Mr. O'Brien handed the guide a tip. "I'm afraid we did," he said.
-
-The guide disappeared with a "thankysir"; a steward's head bobbed up
-from the hatchway and shouted out directions. Mr. O'Brien and Denis
-helped the others along a wet, slippery board, and over the ship's side.
-
-The saloon looked more cheerful; deserted as it was, it wore quite a
-festive air after the wet and darkness outside.
-
-In the cabin they hung up a few things, to give it a more homelike air,
-and because it was easier to do something than not. They procured
-coffee from the steward, but no one wanted it. Everyone pretended they
-did, except Sheila Pat, who never pretended. Mrs. O'Brien made her
-drink it.
-
-"You are cold and wet, dear; it--I--will--"
-
-She stopped abruptly. Nell saw and understood. She went close.
-
-"I--I will take care of her--" she whispered.
-
-She had promised it so often, but Mrs. O'Brien turned to her gratefully.
-
-"Yes, dear," she said; her eyes went from Nell back again hungrily to
-the bit of brow and head that Sheila Pat's big coffee cup left exposed.
-
-"I know you will, Nell," she said gently, and kissed her.
-
-Several other passengers had arrived and sat or stood about the saloon
-and cabins with an air of unsettledness, of uncertainty. The last
-minute came suddenly at the end. There was a sort of breathless rush;
-injunctions, good-byes, forcedly hopeful prognostications.
-
-"A year soon passes!" Mr. O'Brien said again.
-
-A little later they were in the omnibus once more. There were gaps now;
-there was so much room to move about. Those gaps gave a poignant reality
-to the loneliness.
-
-In Nell's mind there grew up a dull wonder whether anyone could
-conceivably think that a year soon passes. To her the coming year
-stretched long and interminable; at the moment she was incapable of
-looking beyond it. Father and mother were gone, and home was gone too.
-The wonder passed, and with aching iteration there dinned in her
-ears--"So long as the shamrock's growing in Ireland, will there be
-O'Briens in Kilbrannan." It was a prediction of an old gipsy's. She
-had given it when telling Denis his fortune. That was last year, barely
-a year ago, and now--Nell's lips curled with a sudden bitterness that
-made her young, soft face look, for the moment, older--now there were
-strangers in their home, and no O'Briens in Kilbrannan. She wondered
-tragically how it was possible to live through months such as they had
-lived through. Looking back, the failure of the bank in which most of
-her father's money had been placed, and which had been the first
-misfortune to fall upon them, seemed a small calamity. She remembered
-the shock of it, the sorrow, with surprise now. What though they had
-been obliged to retrench, to pinch and try to learn the lesson of
-economy, they had still their home and were not separated. The grief of
-parting with old servants, with some of the horses, had been sharp. But
-they had still dear old Patsy; they had O'Leary and Gretta; and they
-had--Nell's breath caught suddenly--they had Acushla, the Colleen Bawn.
-Her thoughts chased each other over those unhappy months. The day when
-her mother had so suddenly been taken ill stood out, sharp and grim. She
-remembered the anxious worry she had experienced when she saw that in
-spite of the doctor's hopeful words, in spite of the daily improvement
-in the invalid, her father's face refused to lighten. She remembered
-the slow growth of suspicion in her mind, so that when at last he asked
-her and Denis to come into the study one day, she knew they were to hear
-some bad news. Denis knew it too, but in their worst prognostications
-they had never given one thought to the possibility of having to give up
-their home for awhile. Even when their father had told them, they could
-not comprehend quite. Nell remembered how she had stood staring
-stupidly at the binding of one of Ruskin's works in the book-case, where
-a ray of sunlight shone on it. She had found herself saying, "Sesame
-and Lilies." Then her eyes had followed the ray of sunshine to the
-windows--beyond the windows. She gave a little shudder at the memory of
-that moment of sudden, sharp realisation. The study faced east; its
-windows looked out on to great boulders of grey rock that led in a long
-uneven slope to the seaweed-covered rocks and the sea. The heather had
-been out then; the boulders were covered with it; there was a little
-mist in the air, so that the grey and purple mingled in a lovely haze of
-colour. The sea-gulls and the gannets were quarrelling over something;
-their voices came in at the open windows. The scent of the seaweed had
-come to her, too; and quite suddenly she had understood that they were
-to leave it all. Her father had gone on speaking; she had felt vaguely
-sorry for him, as she listened to his halting speech and saw the
-strained look on his face. But in those first minutes nothing was of
-moment, nothing was real, save the crushing blow that they were to leave
-their home; that they were to go away; that strangers were to live in
-it. But presently she realised that he was trying to prepare them for
-some further bad news. She had smiled at his thinking it necessary to
-prepare them; nothing mattered now. Denis had had the same feeling. He
-had broken into his father's speech abruptly, roughly:--
-
-"Tell us what it is. What does it matter, anyway?"
-
-But Mr. O'Brien had gone on skirting the subject, preparing them.
-
-"I have been anxious for months about those mine shares. They have gone
-down and down, and now they have ceased to pay any dividends at all."
-
-He had said it before, had explained that it was because of these shares
-that they must let their home.
-
-Denis said, surprised, "The Reve d'or shares?"
-
-"Why, yes! Oh, you mean I've told you that already? But I thought they
-were such a good investment--" he broke off, and walked quickly to the
-window.
-
-"Your mother isn't getting her strength back," he said suddenly.
-
-They realised at once that there were still things that mattered. He
-went on quickly: "You needn't be anxious. Oh, no! But Dr. O'Donovan--"
-he broke off, and started afresh. "You know that, as a young man, I
-didn't expect to come into this--" he waved his hand impatiently around.
-There was an air about him now of wanting to get it over as quickly as
-possible; an irritated impatience made his words hurried.
-
-"Well, you know, I studied medicine. I was a qualified doctor. It's
-all settled. I've got the post. There's no other way. Dr. O'Donovan
-says your mother must have a sea voyage. We can't afford it. I've got
-the post of surgeon on the _Albany_--starts at end of October for
-Australia--sailing ship."
-
-They knew it all at last. Thinking it over now, Nell was struck with
-the difference there had been from his usual manner of speaking. She
-knew now what it had cost him to tell them. Then she had been too
-absorbed in her horror to think much of anything beyond the news he had
-told them.
-
-After that, in the weeks that followed, there had been the cruel
-carrying into effect of the news. There had been much wearisome talk.
-Amongst it Nell remembered one thing that had been clear and definite at
-once. That was Denis's determination to do some sort of work. Mr.
-O'Brien wished him to study shorthand and type-writing, with a literary
-future in view. But Denis refused, beyond agreeing to study them in his
-spare time. For the rest he intended to do work that would have
-remuneration attached to it. Already he was fired with hope and
-ambition to turn the strangers from their home. Mr. O'Brien secured him
-a position as a clerk in a London bank, the manager of which had been a
-schoolfellow of his. Nell cried miserably because she wasn't a boy.
-Denis shook her, and painted, in glowing colours, the great academy
-picture that in a few years' time was to win her fame and fortune. But
-two or three years seemed such an interminable time that, mostly, her
-mind refused to grasp the thought.
-
-There had been much discussion as to where they should stay while their
-parents were away. They were singularly destitute of relations. They
-had some cousins in America, and an aunt by marriage in London. They
-had never seen the aunt; but she happened to live near the bank where
-Denis had found employment. She had lately lost her mother, and with
-her the annuity that had helped to pay the rent of the house. She wrote
-suggesting that they should come to her. After much worried discussion
-it was settled that they should live with her for the time. Mr. O'Brien
-paid a small sum for their maintenance in advance, and they faced the
-thought of a house in a street in London.
-
-Sheila Pat, before she left Kilbrannan, laid out a burying-ground. She
-dug with a dogged face, and a mind black with pictures of a London where
-it was always foggy--where there were nothing but muddy pavements; roads
-crowded with poor tired horses carrying loads too heavy for them; and
-tall houses packed so close together that you were stifled. She refused
-to lighten the picture by the admittance into it of so much as one blade
-of grass. She chose a spot for her burying-ground close by the little
-stream that gurgled so softly sometimes and roared and rushed at others.
-The smooth piece of grass, just by the boulders that turned the stream
-into a little cascade, was sheltered on the other side by a hill that
-rose up--grey rock, purple heather, bracken, and grass--till it seemed
-to meet the sky. There Sheila Pat buried her treasures. She had always
-scorned dolls; only once had she been presented with a doll, and within
-the day it had been mercilessly drowned. But she had many treasures,
-and she buried them, in an agony of renunciation. "Here you will have
-the heather and the stream, and when the wind blows from the west you'll
-get the scent of the turf smoke from Biddy's cottage." She laid a large
-and grinning monkey tenderly down beside a one-legged driver. "Oh, my
-dears, and when the wind's in the east, you'll get the sea,"--she hid
-her face in a passion of woe--"and you'll be hearing the trees
-whisp'rin' and singin' and your Sheila Pat far away in a great, dirty
-London, dead with stiflin', and only streets to walk in!"
-
-She hugged up to her bosom a jaunty jockey, who had lost an eye and a
-nose.
-
-"I'll put you on Mavourneen--your own Mavourneen--who won the Dalgerry
-race for you." She seized up Mavourneen and hugged her too. "You won't
-mind waitin' for me, under the earth; for isn't it Irish earth,
-Mavourneen? And weren't you born and bred on it? But I was, too! Oh, I
-was, too!"
-
-The old grey rock and the heather looked down upon a prone Atom--prone
-and shaking in a storm of bitter weeping--midst dogs and horses,
-jockeys, monkeys, and jaunting-car drivers.
-
-No one intruded on her there. Sheila Pat had not been known to cry
-since her babyhood. She scorned tears; no physical hurt could break
-down her sturdy self-control. In those last days she was often a
-ludicrous Atom. Grave, self-contained, her pig-tail immaculate, she
-would emerge from the burying-ground, facing the world with a brave
-little countenance and all unaware that it was adorned with patches and
-streaks of dirt.
-
-The pig-tail was generally crooked, but that was merely because Sheila
-Pat invariably plaited it herself. No one would do it for her; they did
-not approve of her mode of dressing her hair, but the Atom clung
-obstinately to her pig-tail, and serenely wore it over her left
-shoulder.
-
-Nell, in the omnibus, glanced across at the small, still figure opposite
-her; a great ache seized her throat.
-
-Suddenly Denis made a valiant effort. He broke the silence with a
-jocose--
-
-"This rivals Dinny O'Sullivan's donkey barrow! My teeth are fairly
-rattling in my boots!"
-
-Nell said "yes" with weary dutifulness.
-
-The silence fell again. He rubbed his brow, and recognised the
-uselessness of worrying them with such palpably unreal cheerfulness.
-All his castles in Spain were, for the time being, razed to the ground.
-With the O'Briens there was no possibility of a story or two tumbling;
-the whole edifice had to tower to the skies or fall flat to the ground.
-The omnibus drew up outside No. 35, Henley Road. They got out, and
-stood a moment--a forlorn little group--looking at the tall, narrow
-house, with, to their eyes, such an unhappy air of being wedged in too
-tightly between the two neighbouring houses.
-
-"Run in and knock, while I pay up," Denis admonished them.
-
-They trailed slowly up the flight of steps. Nell knocked. There was a
-pause; then they heard a step approaching the door. With a sudden
-spasmodic burst of awakened conscience and courage Nell drew herself
-erect and tried to achieve a smile.
-
-The rattle of bars and chains that heralded the opening of the door was
-hideous to their unaccustomed ears; it shocked them with its clang of
-inhospitality--its suggestion of suspicion.
-
-Miss Kezia opened the door a cautious inch or two and peered out. Her
-face appeared to them, against the light, very long and very black.
-
-"It's you," she said; "come in."
-
-Nell faltered, calling together all her stock of politeness, "I'm sorry
-that you had to sit up for us."
-
-Miss Kezia waved it aside with a curt response that a little loss of
-sleep would not hurt her.
-
-There was porridge waiting for them in the dining room. Too wretched,
-too apathetic to make the necessary stand against it, they sat down to
-the table and tried to eat.
-
-The dining room was furnished strictly for use and not for ornament.
-Heavy chairs and a heavier sideboard constituted all the furniture, save
-the table. The floor was covered with a cold linoleum. There was no
-flower in the room. Only one gas-burner was alight, and it left gloomy
-corners. There was a stiff look about it all, a poverty and bareness
-that was bewilderingly new to them. A beautiful little cocker spaniel,
-who pressed close to them with plaintive whimpers when they entered the
-room, looked quite out of place there. Miss Kezia eyed her with
-disfavour. She demanded, "Where will that dog sleep?"
-
-The want of due respect in the designation roused Sheila Pat.
-
-She said coldly, "Her name is Kate Kearney."
-
-"What a ridiculous name!" Miss Kezia ejaculated.
-
-The Atom was indignant.
-
-"Is it rickelous? And how about Kezia, then?"
-
-There was a pause.
-
-Denis interposed amusedly: "Perhaps you don't know the song, Aunt Kezia?
-It's like this--" Gaily his voice sang out:--
-
- "'Oh, did you not hear of Kate Kearney?
- She lives on the banks of Killarney--'
-
-"Eh? Noise? _Noise_?" he murmured surprisedly. "Allow me just to
-whisper the lines that fit K.K. so beautifully:--
-
- "'For that eye is so modestly beaming
- You ne'er think of mischief she's dreaming--'"
-
-Grim and portentous came an interruption.
-
-"Is it mischievous?"
-
-"Er--" said Denis, and his eye twinkled, "she was when she was a puppy,
-you see."
-
-"Um," observed Miss Kezia. "If it works any mischief here, it will have
-to be chained up in the garden."
-
-"Sure, then," burst wildly from the Atom, "'tis myself'll be chained
-beside her!"
-
-"Sheila, do not be absurd!"
-
-"And she isn't 'it'! If you call her 'it' again, I'll be callin' you a
-Scotch bannock!"
-
-Nell roused to a perfunctory--
-
-"Oh, Sheila Pat!"
-
-Miss Kezia said coldly, "You are a very rude little girl." She turned
-to Denis. "Will you tell me where that dog is to sleep?"
-
-"On the mat outside Nell's door."
-
-"I will not have a dog rampaging over my house to work what mischief it
-likes while we sleep."
-
-"She shall sleep on my bed," put in a very disdainful Atom.
-
-"Certainly she shall not! Disgusting! Unhealthy! Spoiling my
-counterpanes!"
-
-Nell looked at Miss Kezia, a weary wonder in her face. "She can sleep on
-the floor beside my bed," she said.
-
-Miss Kezia hesitated; her eyes met those of the Atom--wide, defiant,
-indomitable in her small, obstinate face. In her ears echoed some words
-of Mrs. O'Brien's that Miss Kezia had privately labelled foolish.
-"Sheila Pat is delicate. Perhaps we have spoilt her a little. She is
-very strong-willed. She cannot be driven, but she can be led. Her
-feelings use her up--exhaust her." There had been a little sudden
-hopeless pause there; then--"I hope you will understand her."
-
-Miss Kezia had not noticed the pause or the pleading note--a note
-vibrating with the struggle against the speaker's own conviction. She
-would not have understood, had she noticed, any more than she would ever
-understand the Atom of humanity who was defying her now.
-
-"Very well," she said, with a glance of dislike at poor K.K.
-
-Denis broke in with a solicitous air, and a tone reminiscent of the
-Blarney Stone:--
-
-"I do wish you would go to bed, Aunt Kezia! You do look so tired."
-
-Nell smiled suddenly.
-
-"Yes, do, Aunt Kezia," she urged demurely.
-
-Miss Kezia, after somewhat lengthy directions as to turning off the gas,
-shutting, locking, and hanging a huge burglar bell on the dining-room
-door, turned to leave the room.
-
-Sheila Pat, stiff, erect, followed her with warlike gaze.
-
-Miss Kezia paused and said:--
-
-"See that that baby goes to bed the minute she has finished her
-porridge. She ought not to have gone to the docks at all--"
-
-Nell flashed out a shaky interruption--
-
-"Others--thought she ought!"
-
-The Atom observed calmly:--
-
-"I am not a baby. At home, gerrels of six will not be babies. I'm not
-wantin' the stirabout at all, thank you."
-
-"Sheila, you are speaking with an atrocious accent!"
-
-For the first time that night the Atom's sombre eyes lit with a gleam of
-satisfaction.
-
-"Accent, is it? Sure and 'tisn't me own native accent I'd be ashamed of
-then!" she retorted.
-
-"It isn't the accent of ladies and gentlemen, Sheila! You are a rude and
-foolish little girl!"
-
-Calm and unabashed, the Atom responded with fervour.
-
-"'Tis the way many of my best friends spake at home--always--wakin' and
-sleepin' they spake like that, and I'll be spakin' like it, too."
-
-With her black little head well up, and her absurd pig-tail at an acute
-angle, she waited for Miss Kezia's response.
-
-But Denis interposed from the doorway with a judicious appeal to her
-sense of economy.
-
-"I say, Aunt Kezia, I've lit your candle, and it's spluttering like a
-dumb man asking for a tip!"
-
-Miss Kezia turned and hurriedly left the room.
-
-Molly suddenly pushed her bowl away with an angry clatter. She flung
-her arms out over the table and hid her face in them.
-
-"Oh, I can't--help it!" she cried out wildly. "Everything's so--awful!"
-and she burst into tears.
-
-Nell caught her underlip between her teeth and rose.
-
-"Shan't we go to bed, Denis?" she said wearily.
-
-"Yes, come along. K.K. may as well have the porridge. We've been
-neglecting you, old lady, haven't we, then?"
-
-The Atom sat rigid, her shocked gaze bent stiffly on Molly's prone head.
-
-"Oh," sobbed Molly, "I shall die--in a week--here--I--hate Aunt Kezia--I
-hate this house--I hate--everything! Oh, I want mother--and dad--"
-
-The Atom got down stiffly from her chair, her gaze never leaving Molly.
-
-Nell, in pity of the little white face, tried to put Kate Kearney into
-her arms, but she drew back. "I don't want her," she said.
-
-They crept upstairs and bade each other good night.
-
-"I--I'm sure I'll be dead when I wake up in the morning!" Molly quavered
-wretchedly. "I--can't breathe--in this place--there isn't room to
-move--I shall suffocate."
-
-Sheila Pat was to share Nell's room. She followed her in in silence.
-They undressed quickly. The Atom said her prayers and got into bed.
-Nell knelt down, but no prayers would come. She knelt and cried into
-the counterpane.
-
-After a while an austere voice smote upon her ear.
-
-"Nell O'Brien, I'm thinkin' you're keepin' God up very late!"
-
-Nell said a prayer--a somewhat incoherent one--and scrambled into bed.
-
-An hour later she sat up and turned her pillow. She looked across at
-the little white bed that glimmered over by the window; then she
-burrowed her head despairingly down into the dry side of her pillow.
-The sight of it, as she had lifted it to turn it over, had brought to
-her mind the stout old rector at home. She remembered how Sheila Pat
-had once earnestly declared he was so nice to lean against--"just like a
-pillow." She quoted him beneath her breath, a humorous dimple denting
-her wet cheek.
-
-"'Let us now consider our blessings--never mind the bad things. Let
-them go. Consider the good things. The bad things will have more than
-their share of our thoughts, you may be very sure!'" So Nell got her
-hands into position to tick off her blessings. "First, there's Denis."
-She paused; her slim body grew tense with sudden horror, as the thought
-gripped her: "Suppose Denis had gone, too!"
-
-With an impulsiveness that was characteristic she slipped from the bed
-to the floor, seized up her dressing-gown, ran out on to the landing and
-upstairs to his room.
-
-"Come in!"
-
-She opened the door and was nearly blown backward down the stairs by the
-gale that met her.
-
-Denis was sitting up in bed.
-
-"You, old girl? Anything up?"
-
-She stood in the doorway, her dressing-gown streaming out around her,
-her hair blowing across her face. She laughed uncertainly.
-
-"Come out of that! Shut the door, you goose. And why on earth don't
-you furl your sails? Anything wrong with the Atom?"
-
-She shut the door with slow care.
-
-"No," she said; "she's pretending to be asleep."
-
-There was a little pause. She buttoned up her dressing-gown slowly.
-
-"You're not walking in your sleep, are you?" he suggested, with a little
-laugh. He swung himself off the bed and came towards her; he put his
-hands on her shoulders. "Now, twin, out with it! What did you come
-for, eh?"
-
-She gave a little childish struggle under his warm hands; she looked up
-into his face.
-
-"I had to, Denis! A dreadful conviction has come upon me that she'll
-give us soft-boiled eggs for breakfast!"
-
-He swung her softly to and fro.
-
-"Well, you needn't have come to give me nightmare just because you're
-going to have it! Was it the action of a twin, I ask?"
-
-She laughed softly, irresistibly.
-
-"Oh, oh, Denis, your floor's swamped! What will Aunt Kezia say?"
-
-He turned his head lazily and surveyed the floor over by the window.
-
-"It'll dry," he observed with equanimity.
-
-She eyed the window, flung as wide as it would go.
-
-"You _mustn't_ have it so wide, Denis! You really mustn't!"
-
-"D'you want to murder your twin? Why, I'd be dying of suffocation!
-There're _roofs_ all round, Nell! Beastly houses stuck all on top of
-us--almost in our back yard! I can't get a breath of air even now!"
-
-The toilet cover was wildly fluttering its corners; a towel had been
-blown from the towel horse and danced merrily in a corner; one curtain
-was streaming, a wet limp rag, out into the night, the other was
-whirling in graceful curves across the room; Denis's tie had twined
-itself round the leg of a chair.
-
-She gave a little laugh.
-
-"If you won't shut the window, I will! And," glancing down at her bare
-toes, "I don't feel the least bit inclined to paddle just now."
-
-"Then don't."
-
-"But you _will_ shut it--"
-
-"But I won't!"
-
-She looked out into the darkness where the curtain waved forlornly.
-
-"Seriously, Denis--"
-
-"Seriously, Nell, it's in bed you ought to be, not to mention your poor
-twin!"
-
-"You see, I've got a conscience."
-
-"More noodle you! Go and sleep it off."
-
-"Sure now, asthore, you'll not be refusin' your own twin?" she cooed.
-
-"You're a beastly little humbug!"
-
-He went across to the window and banged it down. The bang echoed
-startlingly in the night.
-
-"Oh, Denis, you've shut the curtain out!"
-
-"Eh? Oh, well, it can stay out."
-
-A loud whisper hissed with disconcerting suddenness through the keyhole.
-
-"Denis O'Brien, are you asleep?"
-
-Nell turned to him with a little gasp.
-
-"Denis, I--I can't stand any more of her to-night!" Her small fingers
-caught his arm with sudden desperation.
-
-"Here, in you go!" He picked her up and deposited her in the bed.
-"Keep quiet," he said peremptorily.
-
-He emitted a loud and very realistic yawn.
-
-"Denis O'Brien!"
-
-"Is it dreaming I am?" he observed in a sleepy voice.
-
-"Apparently you are!" came the sharp retort through the keyhole.
-
-"Is that you, Aunt Kezia?" he queried in a surprised voice. "Isn't it
-time you were in bed?"
-
-"I wish to speak to you at once!"
-
-"I'm here, close to the keyhole."
-
-"Open the door!"
-
-"Oh! Er--you know--my costume--rather primitive, you know--" His
-absurd air of coyness brought an irrepressible giggle from the bed.
-
-"Please don't try to be funny! Unlock your door at once!"
-
-"It's never locked at all." He opened it so suddenly that Miss Kezia
-nearly fell headlong into the room. He caught her in his arms. "Are
-you hurt? Sure? Well, what is it now? A mouse? Let me go and kill
-him!"
-
-Miss Kezia had righted herself; she stood, candle in hand, glaring at
-him angrily. The light flickered over her gaunt face and weird
-night-cap, over the severe and scanty folds of her sombre dressing-gown.
-
-"I heard a window closed," she began.
-
-"Window? I say, Aunt Kezia, don't be nervous, but--er--don't London
-burglars generally open windows? Let's find a poker. I," quoth he,
-bravely, "will protect you."
-
-"It--wasn't you?" Miss Kezia hesitated.
-
-Apparently he did not hear. He was gently but firmly ejecting her from
-his room. Together they searched the house, but found no suggestion of
-a burglar. Miss Kezia went back reluctantly to her bed.
-
-"Let us trust she'll be visited with a plague of nightmare burglars!"
-Denis sent after her cheerfully.
-
-Nell, creeping back to her room, heard through the half-open door a
-murmur. She looked in, and saw a small pig-tailed figure sitting up in
-bed clasping something black to its bosom.
-
-"Oh, my own K.K.--did I say I wasn't wantin' you, asthore? 'Twas only
-because I was frightened I'd cry, like that silly Molly. I didn't mean
-it, K.K. Oh, I didn't! 'Twas cruel of me to say it, dear--" The murmur
-was broken, full of tears.
-
-Nell went back softly up a few stairs; then came down again, with a
-little stumble and an "Oh!"
-
-She could not help an apprehensive thought of Miss Kezia and burglars.
-When she entered the bedroom Sheila Pat lay still, apparently fast
-asleep.
-
-Trotting across the floor, back to the petticoat she had purloined from
-a chair, went a sedate little Kate Kearney.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER II*
-
-
-"Four and threepence," said Denis, with his head up the chimney.
-
-"Sure?" said Nell, doubtfully. "I've added it up three times, and it
-hasn't come to that once."
-
-"Then there's no doubt about it; four and threepence 'tis, my dear!"
-
-A pause. A scream.
-
-"Oh, Denis, rescue them!"
-
-A horrible smell of burning ensued. Denis eyed the smoking stockings
-with equanimity.
-
-"O dear," sighed Nell, "and there was only one tiny hole in them. It's
-all your fault, Denis. You shouldn't be rude to me, when your head's
-such a beautiful target."
-
-But Denis had emerged from the chimney, and was quietly smoking his
-cigarette in the open room.
-
-"Jolly good idea, old girl. Twig? Every time I want to do a smoke,
-we'll burn a pair of stockings--they'd out-smell Patsy O'Driscoll's
-cigars!"
-
-"Denis," Nell spoke with a puckered brow, "how much _is_ five cakes when
-they're four for threepence halfpenny?"
-
-"Nell, your grammar! It makes me feel faint!"
-
-"'Are,' then. You're only trying to gain time. Oh, Atom, don't move!
-Kate Kearney's splendid like that. I _must_ get her."
-
-Denis looked over her shoulder as she dashed in a rapid pencil sketch.
-He glanced across at Molly and winked. It was a family joke that
-everything Nell began--accounts, sewing, tidying-up--ended, on the
-slightest possible pretext, in a sketch.
-
-"Oh, Denis," Molly besought nervously, "I _know_ Aunt Kezia will smell
-your cigarette!"
-
-He struck an attitude.
-
-"I defy her! Shall an O'Brien be cowed by a Scotch woman, and in his
-stronghold, too? Shall a young man who is also a bank clerk be
-frightened of a mere ignoramusess--oh, Lor', Molly, hide me--hide
-me--here she comes!"
-
-Molly flung down the stocking she was darning.
-
-"Oh, Denis!" she gasped, jumping up and knocking over her chair. "Oh--"
-
-But Denis had subsided on to the old lounge, with his head buried in the
-cushion, and Molly realised she had been "had." She made a wild rush at
-him, K.K. joined in the fray, and Nell's model was gone.
-
-"Pommel me as much as you like," cried he, weakly. "That's the third
-time to-day you've swallowed Aunt Kezia!"
-
-"I should think she would be rather indigestible," opined Nell, putting
-in a few finishing touches. "Denis, what do you think of the way these
-chrysanthemums have faded? Only two days, and they cost half a crown!"
-
-"I'll get you some more."
-
-Nell looked thoughtful; she stubbed her paper viciously.
-
-"I begin to fancy paupers oughtn't to indulge in flowers."
-
-"Oh, Irish paupers ought," he declared airily.
-
-The Atom arose, shook out her skirts, and proceeded to the door.
-
-"Where are you going, Sheila Pat?"
-
-"Downstairs," was the staid reply.
-
-Once outside, she stopped to smooth her hair; then she stood
-considering, with a thoughtful brow. She went into her bedroom, dragged
-a chair to the toilet table, scrambled on to it, and anxiously examined
-the pair of slim legs displayed in the glass. What she saw displeased
-her; she stamped angrily, and toppled off the chair with a crash.
-
-"What's up?" came a musical shout from the direction of the
-"Stronghold."
-
-"Nothin' at all!" responded the Atom, with unabated dignity, though she
-was obliged for the moment to stand on one leg. She waited a minute,
-then lifting her loose frock, wiggled round and round in her efforts to
-unfasten her petticoat. She managed it at last, shook it down to her
-ankles, and mounted the chair again to view the effect. Her anxious face
-fell; she sighed heavily, and slowly climbed to the floor. She fumbled
-at the fastening of her petticoat, pulling it well up, then left the
-room. She went down the stairs till she reached the last flight that
-faced the front door. She sat down on the top stair and waited. The
-dusk deepened; the clock ticked on and on down in the hall, but the
-little pale face glimmered patiently at the top of the stairs.
-Presently a key grated in the lock of the door; Sheila Pat rose. The
-door opened, and a big broad man in a huge ulster came heavily in.
-Sheila Pat took a dignified step forward, missed, in the dusk, the
-stair, and rolled down and down to the big man's feet.
-
-"Ach!" exclaimed the big man, and then he made noises that interested
-Sheila Pat, because they made her think of the hens in Biddy O'Regan's
-cottage. She rose; her cheeks were scarlet with shame.
-
-"Are you hurrt?" exclaimed the big man.
-
-"Not at all. Please," said the Atom, with a dignity a good deal bigger
-than herself, "please don't mention it. 'Tis a visit I've come to pay
-you," she added.
-
-"Ach!" said the big man again.
-
-Over a large and very fierce mustache, all grey bristles, his eyes were
-twinkling down at her.
-
-"Pray come in," he said, and opened the door of the room opposite the
-dining room. The Atom's face kindled triumphantly as she looked round.
-Miss Kezia's grim voice seemed to hover alluringly round the solid
-mahogany chairs and table.
-
-"You are not to enter this room. Remember, I have forbidden you."
-
-Sheila Pat climbed on to one of the big chairs and sat down with a
-complacent smile.
-
-Herr Schmidt eyed her anxiously.
-
-"You are quite sure you are not hurt, meine liebe? It was a bad fall, a
-very bad fall."
-
-Sheila Pat looked surprised. As a matter of fact her left elbow was
-smarting badly, and her left ankle bone, too, but in the O'Brien
-phraseology, this did not signify a "hurt." Moreover she objected to
-his alluding again to her undignified entrance into the hall. She gave
-her skirts a pull, and turned the conversation.
-
-"How-d'you-do?" she said.
-
-He came forward and gravely shook hands.
-
-"It is ze fine day, hein?" he observed, with a curious elephantine
-anxiety to be properly polite to his very polite visitor.
-
-The Atom's eyes turned to the window and studied the brilliant pink sky
-beyond it.
-
-"The fine day, is it? It's not so bad for London," she observed in a
-disparaging voice.
-
-"You come from Ireland?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-He peered into the rigid little face and understood.
-
-"I come from Shermany," he said gently. "Little one, you will return
-some day."
-
-The Atom said nothing.
-
-"You haf ze nice little dog." Herr Schmidt changed the conversation
-cheerfully. "What do you call him?"
-
-"She isn't a him at all," the Atom said scornfully; "'tis herself's a
-lady! An' her name's Kate Kearney."
-
-"Ach!" said Herr Schmidt.
-
-Sheila Pat looked at him gravely.
-
-"I am very small for my age," she began in an anxious voice. "I'm not
-very young really. I'm more than six. I'm quite nine weeks more."
-
-"Quite very old," he agreed heartily. "And now you will eat and drink
-with me, hein?" He was opening a cupboard. "It is a very goot cake. I
-am what you call an old sweet-teeth. And the drink will not harm you;
-it is sweet and hot--it is made by my old mother." He poured out two
-glasses and handed her one.
-
-"We will drink and be friends, eh?"
-
-She hesitated.
-
-"'Tis wondhring I am just what a lodger _is_," she explained. "I've
-never met one before, you see. Nell turned up her nose at you and said
-she'd never be dhramin' Aunt Kezia was so bad as to have a lodger."
-
-"Your aunt is a very kind laty; she allows me to live here, while I am
-far from Shermany," he said gravely.
-
-The Atom looked interested; after a pause of wonder she dismissed the
-question of her aunt's being a kind lady, and observed:--
-
-"Is that all? We'll drink then and be friends. I hope you won't mind
-if I don't love you _very_ much, because you're not Irish, you see."
-
-He declared he would be satisfied with what degree of affection she
-thought fit to bestow on him. She lifted her glass.
-
-"'Tis Sheila Patricia Kathleen O'Brien I'm called, but _you_ must be
-callin' me Miss O'Brien."
-
-"Ach, so, of course. And I," he bowed deeply, "am Herr Schmidt, Miss
-O'Brien."
-
-The Atom's heart rejoiced exceedingly. She put down her glass and
-slipped off her chair. Gravely she bowed her head, and the pig-tail
-stuck out with a rakish air of enjoyment. Reseating herself, she
-politely urged him to have some cake.
-
-"Now we are friends, I will interdruce you to my Snowy-Breasted Pearl,
-Mr. Hair Smitt. He is very beautiful. I couldn't bring him with me,
-because, he preferred to stay in his cage." She eyed a red tooth-mark
-on her forefinger. "He is very high-spirited, you see. He is gold and
-brown and he has a white breast like pearls and snow, and he is white
-behind, too--just up over his extremes and both hind legs. Nell has
-painted him lots of times. You see, in the song, 'the snowy-breasted
-Pearl' is a lady, but my _dear_ guinea-pig was so _'zact_, I crissened
-him that."
-
-"I wish you would be so goot as to sing the song to me, Miss O'Brien."
-
-"Is it me sing? Oh, yes. But it's rather long. Do you think you'd get
-tired of it at all?"
-
-He denied such a possibility with horror.
-
-"My mouth is rather full of cake, Mr. Hair Smitt. Do you mind waitin' a
-little?"
-
-The cake disposed of, she lifted up a sweet little voice, and sang:--
-
- "'There's a colleen fair as May,
- For a year and for a day
- I have sought by ev'ry way
- Her heart to gain.
-
- "'There's no art of tongue or eye
- Fond youths with maidens try,
- But I've tried with ceaseless sigh,
- Yet tried in vain.'"
-
-
-(Pause.) "I'm afraid I forget some," the Atom confessed, ashamed. "But
-I know all the parts about my guinea-pig," she added anxiously.
-
-"Will you sing those parts?" he asked courteously.
-
-She began again:--
-
- "'Oh, thou bloomin' milk-white dove
- To whom I've given my love,
- Do not ever thus reprove
- My consancy.
-
- "'For if not mine, dear boy,
- Oh, snowy-breasted pearl,
- May I never from the fair
- With life return.'
-
-
-"It _ought_ to be 'girl' to rhyme with 'pearl,' but, you see, he _isn't_
-a girl, so I made up 'boy' myself. Doesn't the song fit him
-_beautifully_?"
-
-The door had been left ajar; a small black nose inserted itself in the
-crack with a pathetic snort.
-
-"It is your little dog!" Herr Schmidt exclaimed. "Come in! Come in!"
-He gave a great fat laugh. "Come in!"
-
-Sheila Pat slipped to the floor.
-
-"She's shy," she explained, and went and opened the door wide.
-
-Kate Kearney trotted in, sleek and black, giving little scriggles of
-love as she came. She rubbed herself against the Atom's legs, she
-licked her hand, she lifted superlatively great innocent eyes.
-
-"Kate Kearney, what is it you've been doin'?" the Atom said.
-
-K.K. went into an ecstasy of adoration; she jumped and licked the Atom's
-cheek, she wriggled, she ran to and fro, she gave short little whimpers,
-and she turned a reproachful, widely innocent gaze upon the Atom's
-suspicious countenance.
-
-Sheila Pat laughed proudly.
-
-"She always looks burstin' with goodness when she's been doin' somethin'
-bad," she said.
-
-"She is a beautiful little dog."
-
-"She got first prize at the dog show, in the cocker spaniel puppy class,
-an' a 'Highly Commended' in the open class."
-
-"Ach!" said Herr Schmidt.
-
-"Aunt Kezia doesn't like her. Molly says she would if she was a cat,
-because old maids always like cats, but Sarah says she won't let her
-give scraps to the poor starvin' creatures at all. Kate Kearney mostly
-stays in the Stronghold with us. Denis 'gested the name. Isn't it a
-good one? It's our very own room, you see, and Aunt Kezia's the enemy we
-keep--" There was a jerk, a pause.
-
-Herr Schmidt, peering across at her, saw an agonised wave of red mount
-to her very brow.
-
-"I--I think I'd better be goin' now," but she did not move.
-
-He took a step towards her.
-
-"Oh, oh, _please_ would you mind stayin' there?" she cried out in a
-shrill little agitated voice.
-
-He stopped abruptly.
-
-"What is it, meine liebe?"
-
-"You have been very kind, indeed, Mr. Hair Smitt." The Atom's
-exceedingly grown-up manner precluded any more questions. "Thank you
-very much. Would you mind turnin' your back a minute?"
-
-He moved away and looked out of the window.
-
-Sheila Pat with trembling hands turned up her skirt and grasped the
-dangling petticoat beneath, but as she did it, a wicked black head
-emerged from beneath the table, and wicked white teeth closed on the
-flannel and pulled--pulled.
-
-"K.K.! I'll _whip_ you! Drop it! Oh, _drop_ it, K.K.!"
-
-But whether it was that the Atom dared not raise her voice above a
-whisper, or whether K.K. just felt specially naughty--anyway, she did
-not leave go.
-
-And Sheila Pat's proud soul was filled with very real agony. With a
-despairing "Please don't turn round--I'm goin'!" she fled out into the
-hall, stumbling along, with K.K. and her petticoat dragging her
-sideways. She sank on to the lowest stair and let her petticoat go; she
-watched K.K. drag it down her legs, across the hall. He had treated her
-so beautifully! He had behaved as if she were a grown-up. All had gone
-so well--and what would he think of her now? A vision of Biddy
-O'Regan's numerous babies trotting about with various garments dangling
-about their legs rose up before her eyes. Only babies let their things
-come down, the Atom thought, and she shuddered.
-
-K.K. brought the petticoat to her with a conciliatory wag, and laid it
-gently in her lap. The Atom took no notice. She was sure he had
-forgotten how she had tumbled down the stairs, and now--K.K. pushed a
-moist nose into her hand. "Oh, K.K., is it lovin' me you are after
-_that_?" She pointed to the petticoat with a short but tragic finger.
-K.K. laid a sweet head on her knee, with upturned eyes adoring.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER III*
-
-
-"I'm getting quite fond of our Stronghold," said Nell. "That's crooked,
-Denis!"
-
-"What if it is, and you an artist! I'm not going to take the nail
-out,--no, not if it's standing on its head. Isn't my thumb pathetic
-pulp already?"
-
-"_Gerrls_ can't use a hammer! _Gerrls_ always hit more thumb than
-anything else!" from the foot of the step-ladder came an impish voice.
-
-"That you, Atom?" Denis flung himself down the steps. Sheila Pat fled,
-squealing, down the stairs and into the garden.
-
-"_What_ we would have done without this room to call our own, my brain
-refuses to imagine!" Nell observed.
-
-"Wasn't it just like mother to think of it?" queried Molly, wistfully.
-
-Nell nodded.
-
-"And our teas! Thank goodness, Aunt Kezia desires us to have tea up
-here, in case some of her friends turn up. It's something to be looked
-upon as savages, after all, Mol!"
-
-She was digging a drawing pin through a mounted photograph of a
-beautiful Irish wolf hound. She touched his head softly with her finger
-before she turned away. He was Denis's dog, and he had been left at
-Kilbrannan with friends. She picked up a photograph of her little
-chestnut mare. She stood with it in her hands, then turned suddenly and
-put it away in her drawer of the table. The hound was still Denis's,
-but Acushla was sold--sold to the same friends who were taking care of
-the dog. Nell clinched her teeth. The other horses had been sold, too.
-She gathered up a pile of photographs taken by herself and Denis, and
-laid them in her drawer. For a minute the sick longing for them all,
-for her home, her father and mother, gripped her and held her silent.
-Then she turned to Molly.
-
-"Hark at Sheila Pat's accent! Whose benefit is it for?"
-
-Molly looked out at the dingy scrap of garden.
-
-"There's that little boy in the garden next door. Denis is chasing
-Sheila Pat."
-
-They reappeared in the Stronghold, the Atom's wild little face emerging
-from beneath Denis's arm, her legs and arms kicking and struggling.
-Denis seized the tablecloth, hauled it off with a clatter of falling
-lesson books, drawing board, pencils, and paint-box. "Hang on, Nell!
-We'll toss her."
-
-Miss Kezia, entering the room unnoticed, was surprised to find her
-youngest niece bouncing in the air.
-
-"Aunt--Ke--" With a burst of terrified laughter Molly smothered the
-rest of the word.
-
-Denis and Nell, holding the tablecloth, with Sheila Pat enthroned in its
-middle, turned innocently to their aunt.
-
-"I came," said Miss Kezia, "to see if there had been any accident."
-
-"Won't you sit down?" suggested Denis, with a wave of his disengaged
-hand toward a chair. "There's been no accident at all. What made you
-think there had?"
-
-"The noise!" It was snapped out like the click of a box being shut.
-
-"Noise?" He looked surprised. Sheila Pat, tailor-wise in her
-tablecloth, regarded Miss Kezia thoughtfully.
-
-"May I ask," resumed her aunt, "if you are playing a game?"
-
-"Jolly good game," Denis agreed smilingly.
-
-"And it necessitates the smashing and throwing to the floor of--those?"
-pointing majestically. "And the ruining of the tablecloth?"
-
-"Not necessarily, Aunt Kezia; Sheila Pat's only an Atom--I don't expect
-she'll tear the cloth."
-
-"You will not have another, in any case," Miss Kezia said. A little
-flush rose to Denis's brow; his mouth shut into a thin line. Then he
-looked at Nell.
-
-"Nell, amn't I right in understanding that this is _our_ cloth?"
-
-"Quite, Denis."
-
-"Have--" exclaimed Miss Kezia, suddenly, "have you been knocking nails
-into my walls?"
-
-"We'll pull them out," said Nell coldly, "since you object to them."
-
-Miss Kezia actually smiled a grim little smile.
-
-"How very Irish! What good would that do, when the holes would still be
-there? It is most tiresome! It ruins the walls! It really--good
-gracious! Call your dog off!--Go _away_!" Miss Kezia, red-faced,
-undignified, was striving wildly to extricate her skirt from K.K.'s
-teeth.
-
-For a few moments Denis and Nell's attention was engaged elsewhere; each
-was rearranging assiduously the folds of the cloth. And in the middle
-of it Sheila Pat sat and chuckled softly.
-
-Then Denis turned.
-
-"K.K., drop it!" he said sternly, and K.K. obeyed with a sad little
-wriggle.
-
-"It's a most objectionable dog," Miss Kezia said breathlessly. "I insist
-that you make no more holes in my paper!" And she marched from the
-room. Denis sank on to the lounge, stuffed the cushion into his mouth,
-and wildly waved his legs in the air.
-
-The door reopened--Nell made a frantic dash at his legs. "Of course you
-understand that I will not have that guinea-pig brought into the house!"
-Miss Kezia said, her eyes on Denis, who at the sound of her voice
-dropped the cushion and sat up with a ludicrous face of dismay.
-
-She retired once more, and for a minute there was dead silence in the
-room she had left. Then Nell fell into Denis's arms. "Oh--you
-gossoon!"
-
-On the floor, where she had been ignominiously dumped, Sheila Pat sat in
-her tablecloth and hugged Kate Kearney.
-
-Denis arose and seized her pig-tail.
-
-"Let's attack the garden now, Atom."
-
-Nell was looking out of the window.
-
-"There's that pretty little lame boy next door. I'm going down to talk
-to him."
-
-"I don't want to come, thank you," Sheila Pat said to Denis.
-
-"Eh? Why not?"
-
-"A person," quoted the Atom, "may have reasons."
-
-"You're a lazy Atom," said Denis, and strolled out of the room.
-
-"The little boy's gone in," Molly observed.
-
-The Atom slipped out of the room and downstairs after Denis. Denis sat
-on an old up-turned wheelbarrow and studied a book on shorthand and the
-garden alternately.
-
-"It's a problem that requires a good deal of thought," he observed
-lazily. "A back yard: Item--a patch of bare ground adorned with ten and
-a half blades of grass. Item--a narrow ridge of clay running parallel
-with the walls, in which flowers are presumably meant to grow. Item--a
-careless mosaic of china, etc. Item--a wheelbarrow. Item--a dustbin.
-Item--a diminutive Atom ready to turn it all into an elysium of sweet
-flowers."
-
-"Go on with your readin'," said the Atom, refusing to smile, and
-valiantly beginning to pick up bits of china.
-
-"The spirit is willing, but the brain is weak. I've come to a
-standstill. Hulloa, K.K.'s over the wall!"
-
-"It was a cat makin' faces at her. If that little boy's there, he'll be
-very frightened."
-
-"Why on earth should he be?"
-
-"Oh, I know he will," with dire meaning.
-
-Nell came dancing out into the garden with Molly.
-
-"You're out of step, Mol! Kate Kearney, I saw you leap the wall after a
-poor pussy!"
-
-She dug her toes into the wall and looked over.
-
-"Can you give me that wicked little black bogy?" she called.
-
-Sheila Pat turned and trotted towards the house.
-
-Denis, on his wheelbarrow, eyed her inquiringly.
-
-"Where are you off to? Going to exercise the Snowy-Panted Pearl?"
-
-The Atom refused to acknowledge the question. She always did refuse
-when he miscalled her Pearl so rudely.
-
-Over the wall Nell accepted a limp Kate Kearney from the little shy,
-fair-haired boy she had accosted, and held a conversation with him.
-
-"Nell!" came a faint voice. "Nell! I'm caught! Oh, _Nell_!"
-
-"Someone is calling," observed Denis, from his barrow.
-
-Nell looked round.
-
-"It's Molly. I thought she was here. Stewart, you hear that cry? It
-comes from the mouth of my sister Molly. She has a predilection for
-falling into slop-pails, jamming her fingers into doors-- _Coming_!"
-she sang out in response to a louder cry. "Good-bye, Stewart. Another
-time you must see my littlest sister." She dropped to the ground.
-
-Up in Molly's room she found wild confusion, and, in the midst of it,
-Molly hanging out of the wardrobe.
-
-"I'm caught, Nell! Oh, it's killing me! You might have hurried--oh!"
-
-"Hair this time," observed Nell, untwining and pulling, while the house
-echoed with Molly's screams. Her hair had caught in the hooks of a
-blouse hanging on one of the pegs. They were safety hooks, which were
-one of the trials of Molly's life.
-
-When she was freed at last, Nell looked round the room littered with
-boots, hats, frocks, collars.
-
-"Whence?" she said, with a wave of her hand.
-
-"I was looking for my thimble."
-
-"Oh!" said Nell, expressively.
-
-"Nell," shouted Denis, from somewhere, "come up and look at these
-beastly grey collars!"
-
-She ran up to his room. The laundress was a grievance of his.
-
-She sat on his bed and sympathised; then she observed, "Denis, tell me
-what this Pennington is like."
-
-"Haven't I told you? I'll look a fine guy this evening in a dirty
-collar!"
-
-"'Not half a bad chap. See him mimic old Tellbridge, his uncle--simply
-ripping,'" mocked she, suggestively.
-
-He laughed. "Is that all I told you? Well, it's his chief
-accomplishment. He's a little chap--very dark. I say, I told you old
-Tellbridge apologised that his wife hadn't called, because she's abroad,
-didn't I? He isn't a bad old chap, only he's got such a beastly pompous
-manner. Pennington calls him Uncle Pom-Pom. Well, he hasn't got much of
-a bargain with me!" He gave a quick sigh. "I do loathe figures, Nell!"
-Then he laughed again. "Aunt Kezia has been talking to me about the
-hours she expects me to keep! 'Pon my word, I believe she thinks I'm
-not a day over eleven!"
-
-At ten o'clock he came meekly home.
-
-"Please, Aunt Kezia, I hope I'm not late?"
-
-"I told you ten o'clock. You are punctual."
-
-He went up to the Stronghold. He found Nell huddled over the
-account-book.
-
-"Well?" she said.
-
-"Where's Molly?"
-
-"Just gone to bed."
-
-"What are you doing?"
-
-She laughed.
-
-"I'm _trying_ to do accounts. I've been trying more or less all the
-evening."
-
-"More foolish you! What's the use of accounts, anyway? If the money's
-gone, it's gone!"
-
-"Yes, but still--why, you see, Denis, we--we've just got to be careful
-now, and I must see how our money dwindles when we never spend a
-farthing! And I can't get to-day right. I come threepence short."
-
-"Put it down to stamps."
-
-"I do my accounts honourably!"
-
-"I'll help you. Read out items."
-
-"Woman with baby--india rubber--watch for boy," she enumerated glibly.
-
-"Eh? Woman with an india rubber baby and a watchful boy? How much that
-little lot?"
-
-She was surreptitiously trying to tear a leaf from the account-book.
-
-"Fivepence," she said, "and there was the hair ribbon for
-Molly--tenpence three farthings--that is one and threepence, three
-farthings, isn't it?"
-
-He reached out a long arm and captured the book. On the leaf opposite
-the items for the day, dangling, half torn out, was a pencil sketch of
-Kate Kearney.
-
-"I--I forgot," said Nell. "I really didn't know I was doing it!"
-
-"You know it's forbidden in this book," sternly.
-
-"Plase, your Honour, I'm sorry."
-
-"You've got her expression splendidly. What had she been doing?"
-
-"Eating Molly's hair-brush."
-
-"Injured innocence. It's ripping, Nell! You'll be a second Rosa
-Bonheur yet!"
-
-She sighed.
-
-He glanced at her quickly.
-
-"We'll manage it somehow, old girl!"
-
-"So we will! I'll sit on the pavement and draw pictures in vivid
-chalks, as a beginning, and with my earnings--oh, up and up I'll go--"
-
-"To the Royal Academy--a studio in South Kensington--private
-exhibitions--your photograph in all the papers--interviews--'The
-charming young genius who has taken the artist world by storm greeted me
-with a delightful amiability. She afforded me a glimpse of a dimple and
-a half. I understand that her intimate friends are treated to three
-whole ones--'"
-
-"Oh, be quiet. Tell me if I've done the adding and subtracting right."
-
-"You have! Nell, you're getting on. Meanwhile, we're threepence short.
-Three whole pennies!"
-
-"Threepence is threepence."
-
-He looked surprised.
-
-"Are you sure?"
-
-"I _can't_ think what it is."
-
-"Account-book?" he suggested blandly.
-
-On the occasion of Nell's first essay at accounts, she had worried and
-fought and wrestled over a missing sixpence, till Sheila Pat brilliantly
-bethought her of the account-book, price sixpence. Thereafter the
-account-book was a family joke.
-
-"_Chestnuts_!" said Denis, in solemn tone.
-
-"Oh, you jewel! That's it. Now I'm beautifully right." She scribbled
-it down.
-
-He picked up a piece of stick, smooth and round. Nell glanced at it and
-laughed.
-
-"That's Molly's! She's been sitting with a bit of hair rolled round it
-all the evening!"
-
-It was the ambition of Molly's life to have waving hair like Nell's.
-Secretly she tried many ways to make it curl. Pencils, pens, bits of
-stick, all were requisitioned in guilty secrecy.
-
-"Now tell me about your evening, Denis. Who was there?"
-
-"Uncle Pom-Pom and Pennington, of course. Chap named Lancaster, and a
-queer little man--Yovil, I think his name is--all grey and black
-bristles. He used to be the elocution master at Pennington's school.
-He writes, Nell!"
-
-"Oh, what does he write?"
-
-"There was an article of his in last month's _Imperial_ on Coleridge.
-I'm going to get it. Pennington goes to his place every Tuesday--in the
-evening; some of the other boys who used to go to his school go too, and
-they talk and read and recite. No fee, you know; he just does it
-because he likes it--has an idea that when you've got to leave school to
-be a beastly clerk or something of that kind, you let your reading slip.
-Pennington says he's cranky on Billy S.!"
-
-"Don't be so irreverent, Denis!"
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"And the other--Lancaster--what is he like?"
-
-"Decent sort of chap, I should think. Don't know much about
-him--awfully quiet--hardly spoke to any one. Pennington seems to think
-a lot of him. He beat me at billiards, anyway. Father's got a pot of
-money. There, that's all I know."
-
-Nell sat gazing into the fire. Suddenly her mouth dimpled.
-
-"Denis, what do you think I've been doing this evening, beyond
-accounts?"
-
-"Daubing."
-
-"No. I've been looking at things from Aunt Kezia's point of view."
-
-"Oh, lor'!" he said heavily.
-
-"And I've come to the conclusion it's pretty hard on her to have four
-practically unknown relatives dumped down on her."
-
-"We're not sacks of coals," he remonstrated, "and she offered for the
-post. And we efface ourselves as much as possible. And we're rather
-nice, you know."
-
-"Sheila Pat went down to Herr Schmidt this evening, and requested him to
-take her for a walk, as she felt stifled. He did take her, and Aunt
-Kezia disapproved of that! Molly bet me I couldn't run up and down the
-stairs six times without a pause. I did it, and she disapproved of
-_that_. Poor Molly, trying to jump a hurdle,--two chairs arranged by
-me,--fell and hurt herself badly. She disapproved of _that_. Certainly
-she broke the chair," reflectively; "still, it seems to me Aunt Kezia
-disapproves of everything."
-
-"And on top of all that you fall to pitying her! I can't rise to your
-heights at all, my dear." Nell, chin in hand, puckered her brow
-thoughtfully.
-
-"Why, you see, from her point of view we're a horrid nuisance--"
-
-"Oh, are we, indeed? I wish Sheila Pat could hear you! Nell, if I don't
-go to bed at once, you'll arrive at the point of considering our
-respected aunt a martyred saint, and us the bad little imps who got her
-her crown! Well, anyway, the imps are useful! For isn't it a grand
-thing to be a martyr, and aren't we helping her to be one? I'm going to
-bed."
-
-"Lazy!"
-
-"My dear, remember I am now a working man. Remember what my earnings are
-to go towards--" He broke off suddenly. "Nell, why can't I write a
-book or a play, and make my fortune?"
-
-"You will soon."
-
-He shook his head.
-
-"I can see it's all rubbish almost as I write it. No, Nell, you'll have
-to give us back Kilbrannan, alone!"
-
-"I won't, Denis! You know you're much too conceited to let me do it.
-Mustn't you have your finger in every pie? And don't speak as if it
-isn't ours still! It's only let--"
-
-"So it is!" He seized her round her waist. "We'll do it together--you
-and I--turn 'em out--buy back all the horses--and meanwhile--meanwhile,
-we'll economise like a couple of German Jews!"
-
-She looked at the jar of great golden chrysanthemums, at a large box of
-Fuller's chocolates he had brought them that day, and at her
-account-book where the money seemed to run away so mysteriously.
-
-"Oh," quoth Denis, "it isn't the things like that that use up the money;
-it's the little things--copper here, copper there; 'Take care of the
-pence and the pounds will take care of themselves,' you know. That's
-sound commercial sense."
-
-"Is it?" said Nell. "It _sounds_ all right."
-
-"It's as right as your hand which isn't your left. I'm going to put out
-the lamp."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IV*
-
-
-"Sarah," said Sheila Pat, "who's in the drawing-room?"
-
-"Mrs. Barclay, miss."
-
-"Oh!" said Sheila Pat.
-
-"Bread and butter--cakes--best milk jug--smallest spoons--that's right."
-Sarah's muttering ended with a sigh of relief.
-
-"Sarah, are you very busy?"
-
-"I've took the things up, miss, and now I've got to wash up the dinner
-things."
-
-"Sarah," wheedlingly, "let me help you."
-
-"Oh, no, miss, certainly not, and you oughter be upstairs, too."
-
-"I don't wish to be there," with dignity settling herself on the table.
-"Sarah, haven't you any silver to clean now? I do like cleaning
-silver."
-
-"Oh, no, miss, and you're making yourself dirty and all!"
-
-A pause, while Sarah bustled about and the Atom watched her.
-
-"Sarah," sternly issued the small voice, "I inquest you to give me some
-work _at once_!"
-
-"Oh--oh, certingly, miss, yes, miss." Sarah, in a flurry, routed out
-some shining pots and pans and gave them to the Atom to dust. Sheila
-Pat took them and examined them carefully. There was a long silence,
-while Sarah made up the fire and left the room to fill the coal box.
-When she returned she saw the Atom sitting in stiff idleness beside her
-pots and pans.
-
-"What, done them already, miss! Well, you _'ave_ been quick; and how
-nice and bright you've made them look, to be sure!"
-
-The Atom fixed her with a stony eye.
-
-"I haven't touched them," said she.
-
-Sarah collapsed in dire confusion.
-
-"I may wear short dresses," resumed the Atom, coldly, "my fam'ly is
-resisting about that,--but I am not a _baby_, Sarah Jane Jones."
-
-Meekly and in awe, Sarah provided her with real work in the drying of
-cups and saucers and plates. The Atom unbent over her rubbing.
-
-"Have you any brothers, Sarah?"
-
-"Yes, miss, two."
-
-"How old are they?"
-
-"One's three and t'other four and a 'alf, miss."
-
-"Have you any sisters, Sarah?"
-
-"Yes, miss, three."
-
-"How old are they?"
-
-"Two and five and seving, miss. I'm a long way the eldest in the
-fambly. There's three died between me and Gladys. Father, 'e died
-eighteen months back, too."
-
-"Your mother has had a lot of trouble, Sarah."
-
-"Yes, miss, and she's mostly ailing."
-
-"Would she like some cough medicine, do you think? You see I've got some
-in a bottle upstairs. I didn't use it all."
-
-"Thank you, miss. She takes in sewing when she's able, but they pay
-that bad! Threepence for a blarse! Did you ever, now?"
-
-The Atom fidgeted uncomfortably.
-
-"I don't _quite_ know what a blarse is, Sarah, not _quite_, you see."
-
-"Why, a bodice as don't fit, miss, just 'angs loose, and you pull it in
-round the waist with a belt or somethink."
-
-"Oh!" said the Atom, recognising "blouse" now, but too polite to
-explain.
-
-"No," pursued Sarah, "_I'm_ the worker of the fambly!"
-
-The Atom eyed her gravely.
-
-"You're not _very_ big and strong, are you?" she queried doubtfully.
-
-"Oh, there's a lot of work in me, miss, more'n you'd think. I can go on
-and on, you see. Why," proudly, "lots o' times when my back's just
-aching all over and my legs and feet too, I can work just as well as
-_hever_!"
-
-"That's spunk, Sarah," said Denis's voice round the door.
-
-"Oh, sir! Oh, Mr. Denis!" Sarah, in her confusion, let fall a plate.
-"Oh!" she cried, "four pieces! Oh!" She wrung her hands.
-
-Denis laughed.
-
-"My fault, Sarah; put it down to me."
-
-But the poor little maid-of-all-work had no smile left in her; her sharp
-little face was puckered and drawn into ludicrous lines of woe; tears
-stood in her pale eyes. "'Alf a crown at least!" she moaned beneath her
-breath. "I'd never match it under!"
-
-Denis glanced sharply at her. "What do you mean? You talk as if you
-will have to pay for it!"
-
-"So I do, sir! Ten pounds--washing done out--pay your own breakages--no
-beer--no followers," she rattled off glibly.
-
-"Do you mean Aunt Kezia makes you pay for everythin' you break?"
-interposed the Atom.
-
-"Yes, miss!"
-
-There was scorn in Denis's eye; he drew a half crown from his pocket.
-
-"I broke it, Sarah," he said gently. "Would you mind getting the new
-one for me? You'd bargain better than I should. Come on, Atom,
-everyone's asking for you."
-
-Sheila Pat held back.
-
-"Is the goody-goo up there, too?"
-
-"The what?"
-
-"The little lame boy."
-
-"No; only his mother. Hurry up!"
-
-They left Sarah half weeping over his magnificent kindness. Denis
-little knew how from that moment he was a young god--a prince in a fairy
-tale--a hero--to the romantic Sarah.
-
-Up in the drawing-room a stiff little party sat nursing empty cups. In
-vain Mrs. Barclay tried to unstiffen it. Her eyes met Nell's, and a
-gleam of amusement shone in them before she discreetly veiled them
-beneath decorous lids.
-
-Miss Kezia was cross. She had been taken unawares. With a queer kind of
-heavy hospitality, she liked to know when a visitor was coming, that she
-might have cakes and scones of all sorts freshly baked. To-day she had
-not known, and there was nothing but bread and butter and half a dozen
-small cakes. So she sat, stiffly disapproving, and refused to unbend.
-
-Sheila Pat marched in, calm and cool, greeted Mrs. Barclay with her most
-pronounced accent, took her seat upon a chair, pulled down her skirt,
-and surveyed the room.
-
-"I have a little boy not much older than you," Mrs. Barclay began
-pleasantly.
-
-"Sure I'm knowin' that already."
-
-"He wants to know you very badly."
-
-Dead silence.
-
-"I hope you will be friends--you and he."
-
-The Atom wriggled on her chair; then,
-
-"I don't care for children much, thank you; that is," her hopeless
-honesty impelled her, "not some children!"
-
-Nell broke in hastily, "I have spoken to him over the wall."
-
-"So I heard. He is rather lonely. We do not seem to know any nice
-young people."
-
-Denis suggested, "_Used_ not to know?"
-
-She laughed.
-
-"I stand corrected. Well, I hope we shall soon know very well some very
-nice young people!" She rose to go.
-
-"Will you come in to-morrow afternoon? Early--about three?"
-
-"Oh, thanks--if Aunt--" Nell looked inquiringly at Miss Kezia.
-
-"I have no objection."
-
-"When will _you_ come, Miss McAlister? It is so long since you have--"
-
-"I have not much time for gadding about, thank you."
-
-"Mind," Mrs. Barclay turned back to the others, "you are all to come!"
-
-Clear and distinct spoke Sheila Pat.
-
-"'Tis engaged I'll be, Mrs. Barclay."
-
-"What do you mean, Sheila?" demanded Miss Kezia, frowning mightily.
-
-"I shall be helping Sarah, thank you."
-
-"What maggot have you got into your head now?"
-
-"'Tisn't a maggot at all," calmly. "I wish to do it. Sarah's a very
-good girl--for London, that is--and she has too much work entirely."
-
-"Sheila, when I wish you to help in the menial work of the house, I will
-ask you to do so. Tell Mrs. Barclay at once that you will be very glad
-to accept her kind invitation."
-
-The Atom heaved a most palpable sigh.
-
-"I will come, then, thank you," she amended her aunt's words.
-
-"Of all the rude little grumps!" Molly attacked her later on.
-
-"I don't care! I do erject to goody-goos!"
-
-"Who is a goody-goo?"
-
-"Why, that silly little Stewart, of course."
-
-"How do you know?"
-
-"Know, is it?" scoffed the Atom. "Hasn't he got big blue eyes and fair
-hair and a lame leg? Sure I know the sort!" her pig-tail jerking
-angrily. "And I just can't bear them, Molly O'Brien!"
-
-"I don't see how you can tell. Denis has blue eyes--"
-
-"Oh, _Denis_!" in a tone of strong contempt for Molly's lack of
-understanding. "There are eyes and eyes!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER V*
-
-
-"Is my pig-tail quite tidy, Nell?"
-
-"There isn't a hair out of place, Sheila Pat. Atom, do let me do your
-hair nicely just for once."
-
-"I prefer a pig-tail, thank you."
-
-Nell disappeared into the wardrobe in search of a skirt. When she
-emerged she stared incredulously at the Atom.
-
-Sheila Pat was wriggling her head into a pink cotton frock.
-
-"What on _earth_ are you putting that on for?"
-
-"I prefer it to that," with a nod at a loose white cashmere frock lying
-on the bed.
-
-"Are you mad, Sheila Pat? Why, it's November. Where did you dig it up
-from?"
-
-"One of the trunks. Will you hook it, please, Nell?"
-
-"Indeed, I won't. Take it off at once. Don't be so silly."
-
-"I'm never cold. Do let me wear it, Nell." Sheila Pat laid her
-delicate little face wheedlingly against Nell's arm. "Do let me."
-
-"I can't, asthore. You'd catch cold."
-
-When the Atom indulged in her rare coaxing she was hard to resist.
-
-"I'll put my coat on, too, Nell!"
-
-But Nell was firm.
-
-"No, Sheila Pat. And why do you want to wear it, anyway?"
-
-"It's just a little longer than that one. Why, I show my _knees_ in
-that, Nell!"
-
-"What's it matter if you do, you goose?"
-
-"I do not _like_ showin' my knees. And I want pertickly to look
-grown-up to-day."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Persons," quoth Sheila Pat, austerely, "can't take liberties with
-grown-ups. They can't talk to them if you don't wish them to," her
-pronouns getting somewhat mixed.
-
-"Whom don't you want to talk to you?"
-
-"That little boy--Stewart."
-
-"But why not?" Nell peered at her laughingly through her hair.
-
-"I know him. I've got him at home in that book Mrs. Norton gave me,"
-laboriously wriggling out of the much-desired cotton frock. "He saves
-up all his pocket money in a money box and buys himself a new coat with
-it. And he'd sooner learn his Catchykism than play cricket. I know
-him!"
-
-"Well," said Nell, tying on her hair ribbon, "of all the nasty little
-hard-hearted wretches you're the worst!"
-
-"Oh, I'm very sorry he's lame," with belated consideration, "but I
-_won't_ have him talk to me!"
-
-"I don't believe he's a bit goody, poor little chap, and, anyway, why
-should he want to talk to you?"
-
-This aspect of the case had not struck Sheila Pat. She considered it as
-she pulled on the cashmere frock.
-
-"Amn't I Irish, then?" she decided gloomily. "Of course he'll want to
-talk to me."
-
-"I'm going to see how Molly's getting on," Nell said.
-
-In Molly's room chaos greeted her. On the floor stood a drawer, its
-contents scattered everywhere. The bed was strewn with blouses, hats, a
-pair of shoes, collars, while Molly herself, red-faced, dishevelled,
-attired in skirt and petticoat-bodice, was wildly turning out another
-drawer.
-
-"Ready, Mol?" inquired Nell, blandly.
-
-"Oh, don't, Nell! I can't help it! I _can't_ find my grey blouse--the
-one with the white piping--I've hunted _everywhere_!"
-
-"In the box?"
-
-"N-no! I forgot!" making a dash at the dress basket. "Oh, don't laugh,
-Nell. I looked _everywhere_ else!"
-
-"Of course you did, when we decided to keep all our nicer blouses in
-there! Do hurry up. Here, I'd better do you up now. Fancy all this
-fuss just to go next door! I was going in my blue flannel that I had on
-this morning, but Aunt Kezia gave such stringent orders. Isn't it
-absurd?"
-
-"Ridiculous. Oh, you're pinching a bit of neck in!"
-
-Nell, at the door, looked back.
-
-"Sure you've got everything? Your hair ribbon?"
-
-"Yes, everything."
-
-When Nell and the Atom were ready they went back to Molly's room. Worse
-chaos than before greeted them. Molly was crawling under the bed.
-
-"I've lost one of my shoes! Oh, I'm _so_ hot! And now I suppose my
-nose will get red!"
-
-The Atom, wise beyond her years, found the shoe in a hat box, and they
-sallied forth.
-
-"Thank goodness, we're not needing hats and things," sighed Nell, "or
-we'd never start at all!"
-
-"_Nell_," on the next-door doorstep came an agonised whisper from Molly,
-"I've forgotten my waist belt!"
-
-In the drawing-room Sheila Pat ensconced herself behind a table, and
-kept a wary eye on Stewart. Presently his mother sent him across to
-her. He came and stood in front of her; the Atom gazed over his head.
-
-Nell caught her eye and frowned meaningly.
-
-"Sure, thin, haven't you a tongue at all?" Sheila Pat obediently opened
-the conversation.
-
-"Y-yes."
-
-"Why aren't ye usin' it, thin?"
-
-"I--I--don't know."
-
-"Well!" said Sheila Pat.
-
-The boy's fair little face flushed scarlet.
-
-"I--I've got a rabbit!" he burst out desperately.
-
-"Um! what colour is it?"
-
-"Fawn and white. Come and look at him."
-
-Sheila Pat hesitated. Longing to see the rabbit fought with
-disinclination to be alone with Stewart.
-
-"If you'll promise not to talk goody, I'll come," she said cautiously.
-Suddenly he changed; he turned on her a small, passionate face.
-
-"I don't want you--you little beast!"
-
-Sheila Pat gasped, and grew slowly red.
-
-"You are very rude," she said with tremulous dignity.
-
-"I don't care if I am! D'you think you're the queen or what? _I_ don't
-want to speak to you. I can't bear you!"
-
-He limped away to the other end of the room.
-
-Sheila Pat sat very still and quiet for a while, then she rose and went
-after him.
-
-"I think, perhaps, I wasn't _very_ perlite," she said stiffly.
-
-"Come and see my rabbit," he rejoined.
-
-Sheila Pat went with alacrity; she was reflecting satisfiedly that the
-goody-goo little boy of her imaginings would never have called her "a
-little beast." Still she was not completely reassured. Together they
-examined the rabbit, and the Atom told him all about her Pearl, and
-nothing "goody-gooish" appeared about him. But as they went back to the
-house for tea, she sounded him cautiously.
-
-"Are you fond of cricket?" keeping a stern eye on his face while she
-awaited his answer.
-
-He hesitated.
-
-"No," he said.
-
-"_I knew it!_"
-
-"Awful clever of you!" he muttered sarcastically.
-
-"I s'pose," she went on as they reached the door, "you'd sooner be at
-your Catchykism now than cricket?"
-
-"Yes," he said.
-
-"I knew it!" gasped the Atom, and fled into the house before him.
-
-From a far corner she presently accosted her hostess.
-
-"Is that a silk _blouse_ you're wearin', Mrs. Barclay?"
-
-"Yes, my dear."
-
-"Did you give more than threepence for it?"
-
-"Sheila Pat!" stammered Molly.
-
-"A little!" Mrs. Barclay's fair little faded face was vividly amused.
-
-"I'm glad you did," with grave approval. "But Sarah's mother only gets
-threepence for the ones she makes, and she's always ailin', with a large
-fam'ly of babies and her husband dead and three more dead between Sarah
-and the next one."
-
-"Who is Sarah?"
-
-"She's just the little maid at Aunt Kezia's. She's a real good
-worker--for a Londoner, of course, I'm meanin'!"
-
-"And her mother makes blouses?"
-
-"Yes, and only threepence for them, but perhaps they wouldn't be silk."
-
-"No, they wouldn't be silk, but it is shocking to hear how badly they
-pay for such work."
-
-"Is it at sales?" Nell queried, looking very wise.
-
-Mrs. Barclay smiled.
-
-"Oh, no, my dear. The big shops and wholesale places buy hundreds of
-blouses that they sell off cheap, and that is what they pay for the
-making of them. What is that noise?" she broke off.
-
-"It's rats!" opined Stewart, shyly.
-
-But it was Kate Kearney scratching at the door. When she was let in she
-came, wriggling and wagging, lifting great pathetic eyes to the faces of
-her own people.
-
-"You bad little K.K.," laughed Nell. "What door did you get in at, I
-wonder?"
-
-Kate Kearney trotted sedately over to the Atom's corner, and Stewart
-followed her with a piece of cake.
-
-"Mind she doesn't bite!" jeered the Atom, rudely.
-
-He flushed, but did not answer. He gave K.K. two pieces of cake, then
-turned politely to Sheila Pat:--
-
-"Would you like to give her some?"
-
-He held out the cake.
-
-His politeness--to her a sure and distasteful sign of goodyness--riled
-the stormy Atom past bearing.
-
-"Is it _afraid_ you are?" she cried scornfully.
-
-He raised his arm with a sudden fierce gesture and flung the cake
-straight into her face. It bounced off her small nose and lit with a
-thud on a chair. In silence they glared at each other for a minute;
-then he turned to Kate Kearney, thrust his hand right into her
-protesting mouth, and walked off.
-
-Sheila Pat sat trembling on her chair. Twice that afternoon she had
-been insulted, and by the goody-goo!
-
-During the leave-takings Sheila Pat and Stewart coldly ignored each
-other's existence.
-
-In the hall at No. 35 wrath awaited them in the shape of Miss Kezia, who
-had just returned home from some shopping. She faced them dramatically,
-her tall, thin figure drawn to its full height.
-
-"You mean to tell me that you left _my_ house, and made an afternoon
-call on a friend of _mine_--like _that_?" she cried, pointing a long and
-disapproving forefinger at her nieces.
-
-Molly clapped terrified hands to her waist.
-
-Through Nell's mind there darted two lines of one of Denis's nonsense
-verses:--
-
- "She stood, a tall, and bony queen,
- And eyed her subjects very keen."
-
-
-"What's wrong with us at all?" demanded the Atom, indignantly.
-
-"No hats! No coats! No gloves! House-shoes--"
-
-"Ought we to have put on our outdoor things just to go next door?"
-exclaimed Nell, opening her eyes wide.
-
-"Of course you ought! It is most reprehensible! You are not in the
-wilds now! No one thinks of going into the street in London without
-being properly clothed--"
-
-Nell almost chanted aloud:--
-
- "'Her tongue it wagged, her tongue it wogged,
- Her subjects then she up and flogged!'"
-
-
-"Eileen," Miss Kezia broke off sharply, "don't look so idiotic! You
-look as if you think it is funny!"
-
-"Do I, aunt?" said Nell, meekly.
-
-"I cannot think how you, at least, did not know better," pursued her
-aunt.
-
-"You see at home we are as often without hats and things as with them."
-
-"Well, please to remember you are in London now!"
-
-Miss Kezia turned and marched up the stairs.
-
- "'The Queen turned tail and up she went,
- Her subjects then their clothes did rent!'"
-
-chuckled Nell, and sank down laughing on to a hall chair.
-
-The Atom disappeared in the direction of her Pearl. It was a cherished
-conviction, on her part (and on no one else's), that the Pearl moped in
-her absence.
-
-"Where's that boy Denis, I wonder?" Nell ran up stairs two at a time.
-
-In the Stronghold she found a torn slip of paper on the table: "Off to
-Lancaster's to dine. Who sneaked my nail-brush?"
-
-"Molly, was it you?"
-
-"Oh, yes, I meant to put it back. Mine tumbled into the slop-pail full
-of dirty water."
-
-Nell wandered into Denis's room.
-
-"Just like Molly's, only it's masculine chaos instead of feminine!" She
-laughed softly, and began to tidy up. When Miss Kezia heard of his
-absence she drew down her long upper lip.
-
-"Who is this Mr. Lancaster?"
-
-"A friend of Pennington's--"
-
-"_Mr._ Pennington, if you please. Is that all you know about him,
-Eileen?"
-
-"Well," said Nell, demurely, "'decent sort of chap, I should think ...
-awfully quiet ... father's got a pot of money--'"
-
-"Eileen O'Brien, how dare you speak vulgar jargon like that to me!"
-
-"Me, aunt?" with injured innocence. "I was only quoting Denis."
-
-"Then kindly do so no more. I object strongly to the tendency of the
-modern girl to use slangy, slipshod, vulgar English. I will have none
-of it in my house.
-
-"I hope Denis will not come home late," she pursued. "I do not like his
-going out in this way--without my permission."
-
-"He isn't a baby, Aunt Kezia! And, anyway, you were out this
-afternoon."
-
-"Some boy of whom I know nothing--"
-
-Nell interrupted impatiently, "He's a friend of Mr. Tellbridge's! Denis
-met him there."
-
-"Why didn't you explain that before? Of course Mr. Tellbridge would
-have no one--Sheila, are you feeding that dog again?"
-
-"Yes, Aunt Kezia."
-
-"Then leave the room at once! You really are a most tiresome little
-girl!"
-
-The Atom arose and walked from the room. It was her way of obtaining
-release when she considered a meal had lasted sufficiently long.
-
-"I will not have late hours kept in my house," said Miss Kezia, with a
-final snap of her lips.
-
-When ten o'clock came and went without bringing Denis, Nell began to
-grow anxious. Half-past ten was Miss Kezia's hour for going to bed. At
-twenty-eight minutes past ten she "locked up." She never varied the
-time by a minute, unless by special arrangement with Herr Schmidt.
-
-Listening behind the door of the Stronghold, Nell heard her lock up as
-usual and retire to bed. She slipped out and down into the hall. From
-beneath Herr Schmidt's door there came a thin line of light.
-
-She softly unbarred the chains and lifted down the burglar bell; then
-she stood listening for Denis's step. Suddenly Herr Schmidt's door
-opened. Nell, in the darkness of the hall, gazed expectantly at the big
-figure outlined against the light of the sitting room. She crept back
-and hid behind a coat hanging on the stand. The next moment hands
-fumbled against her throat.
-
-"Ur--ur," she gurgled irrepressibly. "Oh, you tickled me!"
-
-Herr Schmidt stumbled back.
-
-"Himmel!" he gasped. "Ach, what is it?"
-
-Nell emerged from the coat.
-
-"Oh, hush! Aunt Kezia will hear you. She _mustn't_ catch me down
-here."
-
-A door opened overhead. A voice called over the balusters.
-
-"Is that you, Herr Schmidt?"
-
-"Yes, Miss McAlister, it is I. I stumble and make a noise. I beg
-pardon."
-
-"It is granted. Good night, Herr Schmidt."
-
-"You're a brick, Herr Schmidt," said Nell's pretty voice.
-
-"A brick? A good fellow, is it?"
-
-She nodded.
-
-She stood in the light now, and he looked at her benignly.
-
-"You are playing go-hide-and-find?" he suggested.
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"Hush! I'm waiting for my brother--to let him in. Aunt Kezia never
-dreams he could be so depraved as to be out after twenty-eight minutes
-past ten, so she has gone to bed with a serene mind."
-
-He looked rather troubled.
-
-"Your aunt is a worthy lady."
-
-"The horse is a noble animal."
-
-He peered at her through his spectacles in ludicrous bewilderment. Nell
-was half sitting on, half leaning against, the marble slab of the hall
-table. Her head was tilted back; the light caught the ends of her
-roughened hair and turned them into gold, and they made a sort of halo
-round her mischievous face.
-
-"Well?" she said. "You're not shocked, are you? Why, he's seventeen,
-Herr Schmidt. And you know if they don't dine till--say--eight o'clock,
-he can't very well be in by half-past ten, now, can he? Isn't it very
-rude to rush away as soon as you've eaten all you want? I'm sure I've
-seen that it is--in a copy-book or somewhere."
-
-"You will, perhaps, do me the great honour of waiting in my room,
-Fraeulein?" he asked, giving up the other question in despair.
-
-"I can't, thanks. I want to hear him come, so that I can stop his
-knocking, you see."
-
-"I will leaf my door open to gif you a little light, hein?"
-
-"All right, thanks; you might, if you don't mind."
-
-He stood looking down on her in obvious trouble.
-
-"You will be angry if I tell you not to be naughty to your aunt?"
-
-"Oh, no, I won't. It amuses me, Herr Schmidt."
-
-He sighed, and retired to his room. In a few minutes he reappeared,
-beaming over his spectacles at her.
-
-"See, I haf ze sweets. Young laties like ze sweets, hein?"
-
-He was carrying a little crumpled paper bag with a few fruit drops in
-one corner. His simplicity touched her. She took two with a hearty
-"thank you."
-
-"Oh, there he is!" She ran to the door and softly opened it.
-
-"Whence this sepulchral--" Denis began cheerfully.
-
-"Hush!"
-
-He raised his eyebrows.
-
-"Bad little boy to be out at eleven o'clock, eh?" he whispered.
-
-"Be quiet, chatterbox!"
-
-"Goot night," said Herr Schmidt.
-
-"Eh?" Denis looked surprised. "I hadn't seen you."
-
-"Herr Schmidt has been keeping me company while I waited for you,
-Denis."
-
-"Has he? I say, are _you_ allowed to be out after half-past ten, Herr
-Schmidt?"
-
-"I haf no one belonging to me to care," he said pathetically.
-
-"We'd give him Aunt Kezia," suggested Denis, _sotto voce_.
-
-They retired upstairs.
-
-"I say, Nell, I'm beastly hungry," he declared.
-
-"Greedy, didn't they give you a good dinner?"
-
-"Rather! Lancaster did the thing in style. Old man's away. Lancaster
-seems to pretty well boss the show."
-
-"Why are you hungry, then?"
-
-"Well, I've been out since then." He looked at her with twinkling eyes.
-"Tearing around in a motor makes you hungry, I can tell you!"
-
-"A--motor!"
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Jolly fine one, too. And at this time of night when all the squares
-are pretty well deserted it is fine."
-
-"How many dogs did you run over?"
-
-"Dozen or so."
-
-"I'd just have thought he'd have a motor!" She couldn't have sounded
-more scornful if she had said a wheelbarrow.
-
-"Well, can't you give me something to eat, anyhow?"
-
-"The kitchen's unprotected. Let's try."
-
-Downstairs they crept.
-
-"Oh, more bolts!" groaned Nell.
-
-In the kitchen Denis stumbled over the coal-box and sent the coal
-flying.
-
-"Oh, Lor'--and I've got no matches! _Nell_!" flinging out and catching
-her as she stumbled forward.
-
-She subsided on to the chair she had fallen against.
-
-"Don't make such a row. Nell, there's a rat or something running up my
-leg!"
-
-"Is--is it a _beetle_, do you think?"
-
-"Very likely."
-
-"Oh, Denis!" she drew her toes up on to the chair.
-
-"Where do people keep matches, Nell?"
-
-"I expect they're locked up!"
-
-"_No_! Well, I can't go to bed on an empty--um--chest."
-
-"Sleep on your back, then."
-
-"Unfeeling twin! Dash it all, what a beastly hard chimney this is!"
-
-"And what a soft head it came in contact with."
-
-"You're helping a lot, aren't you? Sitting in the seat of the scoffer.
-Here, come out of that. You've got to help!"
-
-"Denis! Oh, _do_ be quiet!"
-
-He had seized her round the waist. "If you don't promise to help look
-for those matches, I'll roll you into the scullery where the black
-beetles live!"
-
-"I promise, Denis!"
-
-She came gingerly forward and gave a scream.
-
-"_Denis_! I trod on something horrid and soft! Oh, Denis!"
-
-"A rat, I expect. I thought I heard a squeak. Eureka! Got 'em! Now
-for the larder or pantry or storeroom or whatever it is--"
-
-"I'm going to see what I trod on first. Light a match, Denis!"
-
-He lit one and discovered her standing staring at the floor, her skirts
-gathered up. "Oh, 'twas an iron-holder!" she cried. "A dear, innocent
-little iron-holder!"
-
-In the end they found half a loaf of bread and a pot with a little
-raspberry jam in it. Nell found the jam and was immensely proud of
-herself.
-
-"By all that's wonderful, a hap'orth of jam in the bottom of a pot!
-Left out--unlocked--for the first thief to break in and steal!"
-
-"Don't call nasty names. That'll do. I'll be a cripple soon--I've
-burnt all the tips of my fingers off already. Come along."
-
-Upstairs he sat on his bed and munched bread and jam.
-
-"He's got horses, Nell! One--a ripping chestnut--made me think of
-Acushla."
-
-He picked a crumb off his knee and ate it thoughtfully.
-
-Her lip curled.
-
-"And he prefers a motor!" she ejaculated.
-
-He did not heed her; he still looked thoughtful.
-
-"But it's a gloomy house, somehow. I think London's a gloomy place.
-But he's got a room--his own--quite different. You'd go cracked over
-it. Crammed with carved wood things, Indian, Japanese--ivory, too. And
-a jolly Grand-- Hulloa, what's that?"
-
-A sepulchral whisper came floating up the stairs.
-
-"Are you children not in bed yet?"
-
-He went out on to the landing.
-
-"Just off, Aunt Kezia. Let me carry your candle for you."
-
-"I can carry it myself, thank you. You ought to be in bed and asleep at
-this time of night."
-
-"Me isn't s'eepy, auntie, weally," he lisped, and Miss Kezia almost
-relaxed into a smile.
-
-"Nell," he said, returning to his room, "you're to go to bed at once--a
-baby like you!"
-
-"Oh, oh, have you been talking to her like that?"
-
-"Like what?"
-
-"L-look in the glass!"
-
-He looked and grinned.
-
-"''Twas a grim and gory sight,'" he quoted. "'It hath a manly look
-which pleases me.'"
-
-"A baby look, you mean. Babies always smear their cheeks with jam."
-
-He was engaged in twisting his tongue out and round in a vain endeavour
-to catch the smear of jam.
-
-"Nell," advancing his cheek, "lick it off for a chap. Pity to waste it."
-
-She boxed his ear.
-
-"Now I won't buy you a box of Fuller's chocolates!"
-
-She sobered. She was discovering, to her amazement, that money, even
-when never spent in larger sums than a few shillings or even sixpences,
-had a mysterious and alarming way of dwindling.
-
-"No more sweets, Denis!"
-
-He went across to the wash-hand stand.
-
-"I was going to buy you a three-shilling box of chocolates, and yet not
-make our fund a penny the poorer!"
-
-"Is it a riddle?"
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Give it up. It's too late to solve riddles."
-
-He was rubbing at his cheek with a sponge.
-
-"I won it. I, even I, Denis, the twin of Nell, won it in a sweep-stake.
-Now see how businesslike I've grown, Nell. I pulled off six bob really,
-but it was a shilling to enter each time--that's two bob--and the time I
-lost, another, so I reckon I won three altogether. See?"
-
-"What a beautifully easy way to get three shillings!"
-
-"I might have lost two instead. Seems to me there's an idea somewhere
-there, Nell--work it on a bigger scale, and you'd have me turning those
-beggars out of Kilbrannan."
-
-"But suppose you lost?"
-
-"Oh, I shouldn't. Anyhow, I'd stand to win so much more than I'd lose.
-I'm going to think it out. There are places abroad."
-
-"Denis, you'd get taken up! I remember dad reading about a case--"
-
-"Not me," airily.
-
-Nell punched his pillow thoughtfully. "I don't like it, Denis," she
-decided. "It's too risky, and--and--"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"I'm sure dad and mother would call it gambling! There, I feel like a
-goody little sister in a book."
-
-He laughed.
-
-"You don't look the character, anyway. And you're to go to bed."
-
-"But--but you won't--"
-
-"Oh, I may break the bank of England yet, who knows?" teasingly; "go to
-bed and dream of me, asthore."
-
-"Is it nightmare you want me to have?"
-
-"Race you to your room--in the dark!"
-
-Two minutes later Miss Kezia's door opened once more. Dead silence
-greeted her. She went a few steps up the stairs. All doors were shut.
-Miss Kezia was sleepy, even more than she was cross. She went back to
-her bed.
-
-As Nell laid her head on the pillow she muttered, "Of course it was that
-tiresome Lancaster!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VI*
-
-
-Molly was huddled up on the hearth-rug, chin on knees, staring with her
-great soft eyes into the fire.
-
-"Nell, do you think I'll be like the ugly duckling and grow pretty?"
-
-"You're not ugly enough."
-
-Molly sighed.
-
-"I _wish_ my hair curled!"
-
-"Molly," said Nell, flinging down her pencil in despair of seeing any
-longer without the lamp, "your soul is full of the vanities of life.
-'Be good, sweet child, and let who will be--pretty.'"
-
-"It's so easy for pretty people to talk like that!"
-
-"I'm bowing, Mol, I really am--only it's so dark it's lost on you."
-
-"I've a good mind to start saying 'prunes and prisms' all day long, my
-mouth's so huge!"
-
-"But it's so Irish, asthore!"
-
-"I hate you," said Molly.
-
-Nell stuck her elbows on the table, and her chin into her hands, and
-studied in her mind the painting of the old cab horse. It was such a
-glorious painting--there was such depth--his muscles--the veins in that
-leg were wonderful--in her mind. She sighed.
-
-"Nell," in the firelight Molly blushed, "I'm going to soften Aunt
-Kezia's heart!"
-
-"What? Soften her heart, is it? You'll have to soften her head first,
-my dear."
-
-She began to laugh softly.
-
-"How are you going to set about it, Mol?"
-
-"Like they do in books. Oh, Nell," Molly's romantic soul lent
-enthusiasm to her tone, "you know they always do! However hard and grim
-and horrid she is, the niece, or whoever comes and stays with her,
-gradually twines herself round her heart--"
-
-"She must be an acrobat, then," put in Nell, sotto voce.
-
-"And alters her whole nature. You see, I'll be awfully sweet and
-nice--I'll do things for her. They always pick up her handkerchief and
-fetch her spectacles and put down her shoes to warm when she's coming in
-with wet feet, and things like that. You needn't laugh, Nell! It's
-something to do--I'll try awfully hard. I think," Molly's pretty voice
-trembled, "I think mother would like it."
-
-Nell jumped up.
-
-"All right, only don't go and put your great, noodlish heart into it,
-Mol! For she's not the right material, old girl!"
-
-"I like her awfully grim and hard at first," enthusiastically. "It's a
-pity I'm quite so frightened of her, though. I just can't help it--she
-makes me shiver in my shoes!"
-
-"Nell," from a dim corner came Sheila Pat's voice, and a squeak as she
-moved.
-
-"Where are you, Atom? Yes?"
-
-"Nell," in very judicial tones, "is it very rude to ask a person not to
-talk goody?"
-
-"Rather riling, I should say."
-
-Silence.
-
-"Shall we light up?" said Nell, lazily.
-
-"Nell, is it very rude to ask a person if he's afraid?"
-
-"More than rude, Sheila Pat, downright insulting!"
-
-"Oh!"
-
-Pause.
-
-"But he wasn't an _Irish_ person," ingenuously.
-
-"Was he English?" gravely.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"No one can say Englishmen are cowards, Sheila Pat. They don't
-understand us, but they're not cowards."
-
-"Is it rude to ask a person if he likes his Catchykism better than
-cricket?"
-
-"It's unkind, Sheila Pat."
-
-Pause.
-
-"Is it more unkind if he--if he is lame, Nell?"
-
-"Miles worse. Downright mean."
-
-After a long pause:
-
-"May we have the lamp now? I wish to write a letter."
-
-"Who to?" inquired Molly.
-
-"To a 'quaintance."
-
-Nell rose from the hearth-rug.
-
-"Nell," the Atom pressed close and spoke in a loud whisper, "a person
-can't be _very_ goody-goo if he calls you a beast and throws a piece of
-cake at your nose, can he?"
-
-"Good gracious!"
-
-"Hush!" the Atom seized her arm, almost trembling with terror of her
-dignity being in danger. "I didn't say _my_ nose, Nell! Or _my_
-beast!" incoherently.
-
-"Of course not. Where are the matches?"
-
-Sheila Pat took a long while over that letter. Her delicate little face
-downbent over the sheet of paper flushed and paled several times before
-it was done. Her heart and her dignity fought it out again and again.
-At last she evolved the following:--
-
-
-"DEAR MISTER STUART
-
-"this leter coms hopin you are wel i do not bare maliss and perhaps i
-was not very perlit which i regret bein a lady i hop. I therefore beg
-to apologise and will never menson the cak or the beest but i shud dye
-of rag if you tel anyone of that grate indignity with kind regards your
-very truly Miss Sheila Patricia Kathleen O'Brien i must be honourable
-and ad that this spelling is not qite all my one bein helped by Miss
-Eileen O'Brien."
-
-
-She addressed it to "mister Stuart barclay essire," and going downstairs
-desired Sarah to take it next door.
-
-Sarah was forbidden to leave the house without permission, but, in face
-of the Atom's tremendous weightiness, she fled.
-
-Sheila Pat returned slowly to the Stronghold, her face weary with
-overmuch thought. Nell was surreptitiously studying a photograph of
-Acushla jumping a stone wall, with herself on her back. Denis had taken
-it with his Goetz camera. It had been a glorious morning in early
-spring. She remembered the vivid blue of the sky, the wonderful golden
-mist that had hung over the Ballymara hills, the feeling of utter fresh
-joy of life that had filled her and Acushla--
-
-"Hulloa! How quiet we are!" Denis invaded the room with cheery
-breeziness. "Nell, rub noses! Mine's frozen. I say, the atmosphere's
-too exalted altogether for me."
-
-"Perhaps we're doing penance," she laughed. "Denis," she broke off,
-"whatever have you got?"
-
-He was swinging a large square hat box to and fro.
-
-"Catch hold!"
-
-He swung it across to her.
-
-"It's for you, old girl."
-
-"For me? Give me the scissors, Molly!"
-
-Presently she pulled from a nest of tissue paper a great soft brown felt
-hat, with one long brown feather drooping on the brim.
-
-"_Denis_! Oh, isn't it lovely!"
-
-"Put it on."
-
-She put it on, and turned to him, irresistibly pink and pretty.
-
-"But 'tis _wicked_, Denis! And _why_ did you get it? And where--"
-
-"It's lovely," exclaimed Molly, with a big sigh.
-
-"Oh, I heard you talking to Molly about having to wear up a hat you
-hated with your brown suit--"
-
-"I thought you were fathoms deep in your Latin!"
-
-"Ah, but I wasn't. So I asked Lancaster if he could tell me of a decent
-hat shop, and he told me of one in Bond Street where his cousins go.
-You should have seen his face when I asked him whether he wasn't coming
-in with me! He never dreamt I was really going to get it. Don't see
-why, myself. 'It's full of Frenchified women!' he gasped. So it was.
-They were awfully sweet to me--tried on the hats, but, by Jove, what
-hats they were, Nell! I found this one myself. Now isn't it just the
-colour of your suit? Let me look at you."
-
-He turned her round by her slim shoulders, and eyed her critically. She
-was adorable in it.
-
-"I--I shall take it back, Denis. I suppose they'd give me back the
-money? How much was it?"
-
-"Don't ask rude questions. And don't be a goose! They wouldn't think of
-taking it back."
-
-"Oh!" her voice rose with an irrepressibly joyful lilt. "Are you sure?"
-
-"Quite puffeckly sure. Don't I shop well, now?"
-
-"But I _could_ have made the old one do!" Her dimples refused to be
-repressed. "Denis, what a dream that feather is! And the sweep of the
-brim--"
-
-"Oh, stow it, Nell! Great Scott, spare me more! I've had enough of
-hat-jargon to last me a lifetime. 'So chaste, isn't it? So pure--so
-simple--but of an elegance so chic! A poem, Monsieur, an idyll--a
-three-volume novel! It expresses so much! Worn so--cocked over the
-right ear--it is gay, insouciante, of an impudence, Monsieur! So--down
-in front--demure, sweet, to suit the freshness of a young demoiselle--'"
-
-"Denis, you're making it up!"
-
-"Oh, well, that's the sort of stuff they talked--more or less. Wish old
-Lancaster had come in! He's gone off to meet his governor at
-Paddington."
-
-"What does he _do_, Denis?"
-
-"Who, the old man? Used to sell pigs or tallow candles or something."
-
-His eyes twinkled.
-
-"He made his money in something like that. I forget what it was.
-Believe it was lamp oil!"
-
-"That accounts for it."
-
-"Eh? Accounts for what?"
-
-"Oh, everything," vaguely.
-
-"What d'you mean, Nell?"
-
-His tone was peremptory.
-
-"Oh, I don't know," she hedged. "But I didn't mean his father, anyway.
-I meant _him_. What does he do, Denis?"
-
-"Nothing, apparently."
-
-"But why isn't he at school or college or somewhere?" her voice was
-scornful. "Do you mean to say he just hangs around all day, and does
-nothing?"
-
-"Suppose so."
-
-"Well!" said Nell.
-
-"Suppose he knows his own business," suggested Denis, slamming his books
-down on to the table. "Hadn't you better put that hat away?"
-
-Nell walked off with the hat.
-
-"Of all the great, lazy _boobies_! And he dare--he _dare_ make Denis in
-a rage with _me_!"
-
-"Nell!"
-
-"Sheila Pat, I didn't see you. What are you doing?"
-
-"Sarah told me that she always lengthened her skirts by _letting down_
-the hem. What does it mean, Nell?"
-
-Nell explained absently.
-
-Sheila Pat looked thoughtful.
-
-Nell went back to the Stronghold and bent over Denis's shoulder.
-
-"Shall I dictate for you? Are you going to practise shorthand?"
-
-"No," grumpily.
-
-"Denis, asthore, the hat's _so_ lovely!"
-
-He burst out laughing.
-
-"You rank little duffer. Well, tell me why you were doing penance when
-I came in."
-
-"We weren't. I merely suggested that _perhaps_ we were. I meant because
-we've done nothing all day but get into Aunt Kezia's black books.
-First," she ticked off the items on her fingers, "we heard a band
-playing--"
-
-"Oh, Denis," interposed Molly, "it was playing 'The Girl I left behind
-Me.'"
-
-"So we rushed out, as surely anyone with feet _would_ rush out to hear a
-band. It was at the corner and we rushed along and stood and
-listened--"
-
-"And
-
- "'By came a Flappyjack turning out her toes,
- Forth she spurted anger like a garden hose.'
-
-
-"Eh?"
-
-"But the rest doesn't apply--
-
- "'But the boys of Bally more had kissed the blarney stone,
- Soon her anger melted--she sighed, Asthore! Ochone!'"
-
-
-"Well, she sighed neither the one nor the other. Oh, she _was_ angry!
-No melting of her! Next," she ticked off another finger, "we conceived,
-or I believe _I_ conceived, the brilliant idea of an obstacle race on
-the garden walls. Oh, Denis, 'tis such fun! You see, the boughs of the
-trees next door and the summer house are the obstacles, and then when
-you try to pass each other, one is always bound to topple off. I'm
-bruised horribly, and Sheila Pat fell into the garden next door, and
-then of course Molly must needs roll off--"
-
-"Into the dust-bin for a wager!"
-
-"Of course; and the tin lid smashed in, and she went in after it, and
-_yelled_! And I laughed so I slipped all down the wall into the garden
-and scraped skin off everywhere. And Aunt Kezia came out!" She stopped
-with a vulgar but expressive little whistle.
-
-"You see, Sheila Pat was in the garden next door; and halfway through
-Aunt Kezia's lecture her head came bobbing up! That made matters hotter
-than before. O dear, she has got a lot of breath to waste!"
-
-"Why," inquired Denis, judicially, "weren't you doing your lessons?"
-
-"We were. Those were the interludes. And oh, Denis, we've been locked
-into separate rooms all the afternoon till a little while ago! It was
-because we tried tobogganing down the stairs. We took a leaf out of the
-dining-room table. Aunt Kezia was out, so 'twas quite safe. It's not
-at all bad, only the leaf had silly little ridges, one at each end, that
-caught on the stairs in jerks, so we had to put it shiny side down.
-Molly kept getting stuck--wedged in between the balusters and the wall,
-and of course she did it just when we heard Aunt Kezia's key in the
-front door. It was such hard luck, because I'd tobogganed down once
-straight into Herr Schmidt (we hadn't dreamt he was at home), and he
-didn't mind a bit--"
-
-"He gave such a hop that all the house shook," put in Sheila Pat, with
-deep enjoyment.
-
-"Well, I banged right into his poor shins," said Nell, reflectively.
-"I've come to the conclusion that he's a dear old man, though he _is_
-the lodger! And he sat down rather suddenly on the hall chair. We had
-to flee and leave the leaf wedged," she added sorrowfully. "We hoped in
-vain that Aunt Kezia would turn into the dining room or kitchen or
-somewhere, but she didn't. Not she! She smelt that leaf! And she
-stumbled over it, which made it worse. And when she came to lecture us
-her bonnet was all crooked. _Oh_, she was in a temper! Here's Sarah,
-and tea!"
-
-"How," she asked pathetically, later on, "can I feel good and sorry when
-she's scolding us with _such_ a long nose? Her upper lip comes down and
-it drags her nose down with it. It's like a barometer--I can always
-tell how her temper is by the length of her nose!"
-
-"You've tired the Atom out, anyway," teased Denis.
-
-Sheila Pat was on his knee: her head had lain motionless against his
-shoulder for the last half hour. She sat up as if worked by a wire.
-
-"I'm not tired, Denis O'Brien! A person has things to think about
-sometimes!"
-
-"Hulloa, thought you were asleep!"
-
-The Atom struggled to get off his knee, but he held her fast.
-
-"Please let me go, Denis!"
-
-"You're not angry with your one and only brother, Sheila Pat?"
-
-"You shouldn't be sayin' rude things," she wavered. She adored Denis so
-deeply that she could never hold out long against him.
-
-"It was all her fault to-day, anyway," declared Molly. "She just
-_wouldn't_ settle down to anything!"
-
-"Couldn't," murmured Nell, with a glance at Sheila Pat's great eyes.
-
-Denis suddenly began to laugh.
-
-"It was awful sport this afternoon! Lancaster came to the bank. Old
-Tellbridge and Jackson were out, and we got fooling around. I was
-standing on a chair spouting that thing I made up--you know--
-
- "'Now Micky Magee wi' his piggy so wee
- Went courtin' the fair Molly Moore--'
-
-
-"Remember? Well, I put a lot of expression and action into it--chaps
-were roaring, and as I finished, out from the manager's room burst that
-little chap--Mark Yovil! Wasn't it killing? He had heard it all! Owned
-he'd been listening. And he's quite struck!" He gave a shout of
-laughter. "He is, 'pon my word! He says my voice is made for reading
-aloud and reciting! I feel like a little saintly chorister or
-something. Lancaster and I have promised to go to his place next
-Tuesday. They're going to start on Henry V,' and I'm to be Hal himself!
-_Now_ what do you think of your twin, Nell?"
-
-"That he's getting so puffed up that soon all that remains of him will
-be a farewell pop--oh--"
-
-Along the passages her fleeing voice echoed, "I haven't any run--left in
-me--_oh_, Denis!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VII*
-
-
-It was a damp close day. Nell felt stifled and cross, and was ashamed
-of the feeling. The deep depression that sometimes seized upon her held
-her now. The longing for her home gripped her in a sudden fresh access
-of misery. She sat on her bed and tortured herself by imagining
-strangers in all the rooms--about the grounds. As she always did, in
-these depressions, she lost sight of the fact that her home was let and
-not sold. She told herself they had not a home now. She said that they
-were outcasts, and would never set foot in Ireland again. She wondered
-keenly why they did not all die. Turned out of home and country; father
-and mother hundreds of miles away; poor and desolate, why did they
-continue to live? And laugh! She was quite sure just then that she
-would never laugh again.
-
-She rose to make her bed. The depth of her depression had a physical
-effect, making the mere folding of her nightgown an act that required a
-strong effort. At Kilbrannan no weather had affected her beautiful
-young health and strength. She did not realise that the sudden and
-tremendous change in her way of living was bound to tell on her, more or
-less, at first.
-
-She made her bed languidly. When Molly burst into the room she actually
-jumped.
-
-"I'm growing nervey in my old age! If I believed in presentiments, I
-should think something horrid was going to happen. I feel
-presentimenty." Of course she did not believe in presentiments; she
-reminded herself so several times that morning. Just as, of course, she
-wasn't the least bit superstitious. She knew a great many of her
-country-people were, but not she! When she found herself inadvertently
-walking beneath a ladder, she laughed. "If I were superstitious, I
-should feel horrid that I had done that!" At luncheon Denis helped her
-to salt, with a mischievous grin as he did it.
-
-"I shall bring you sorrow now, old girl!" he murmured, "unless," his
-eyes twinkling, "you throw some over your left shoulder, you know."
-
-"It's likely I would!" said Nell.
-
-She fell to thinking how funny it was that all on that one day she had a
-presentiment, first of all, that something bad was going to happen; then
-she walked beneath a ladder, and then Denis helped her to salt. If she
-were superstitious, how uneasy she would be! But she wasn't, so it
-didn't matter.
-
-Miss Kezia picked up a letter that had come just then. Molly went a
-fiery red, glanced at Nell, then blurted out, jumping up and knocking
-her chair over, "Do let me fetch your spectacles, Aunt Kezia!"
-
-Miss Kezia turned her head slowly and looked at her, with a good deal of
-offence.
-
-"I never wear spectacles, Molly; I do not require them. Pray sit down."
-
-"Oh!" gasped Molly, and sat down, covered with confusion.
-
-"I do not know," pursued Miss Kezia, "if you intended to be impertinent.
-If so, it was very feeble."
-
-The whole table except Molly and her aunt were too convulsed to offer
-the former any aid.
-
-Molly sat and stared into her plate, the fiery red of face and neck
-refusing to die down. In books, she reflected miserably, the aunts
-always wore spectacles.
-
-After luncheon, when Denis had gone back to the bank, Nell tried to go
-on with a painting she was doing of Mrs. Barclay's tabby cat.
-
-"To think that I should have come to cats! To be so hard up for models
-that I have to seek refuge in a _cat_! Oh, what a great, stupid, moon
-face you've got, Tim! K.K., come here. You needn't be jealous, my dear.
-You're worth all the cats in the world."
-
-Kate Kearney refused to budge. She sat in a corner, her back to the
-room. It was her way of showing dignified disapproval. Denis called it
-sulks. Poor K.K.--she had been called sternly to order when she teased
-the cat. No one seemed to object to the cat's swearing at her. Very
-well. It was an unjust world. She sat and presented the room with a
-beautiful black shiny back and long drooping ears.
-
-For no obvious reason, except that it was a horrid day, somehow, and
-horrid things seemed to come naturally into one's mind, Nell fell to
-worrying over Denis and his ideas on the lottery question. He often
-teased her on the subject, declaring that though he had not gone in for
-any more just yet, he was working it all out in his mind, and would be a
-millionnaire some day, in spite of her.
-
-"Oh, K.K., let's go out! Cats are too much for me! So are studies
-to-day."
-
-A quiver tingled all along that sedate little black back.
-
-Nell laughed. "Very well, we'll go without her, won't we, Sheila Pat?
-We'll go for a walk--a _walk_! Good-bye, Kate Kearney!"
-
-It was too much for her dignity or her sulks. With a frenzied howl she
-hurled herself on them.
-
-"Nell," Sheila Pat looked thoughtful, "don't you think it would be
-perlite to ask that little boy next door to come with us? But I won't
-walk beside him," she added hastily.
-
-The breach had been healed between them, to a certain extent. Stewart
-had responded suitably to her letter that she was "sorry," but the Atom
-was still cautious; the Catechism and cricket question loomed always
-before her.
-
-She planted herself between Nell and Molly, and walked along with a
-certain aloofness that kept him in his place. He laughed and talked
-with Nell, and the Atom listened. In her rigidly honest soul she
-confessed that he did not sound like a goody-goo, but there was always
-that question of the cricket and the Catechism.
-
-He came in with them and had tea. Denis did not appear. Nell found
-herself making an effort to laugh and talk. It took her back, with a
-little shiver, to those bad last days at Kilbrannan. Stewart avoided
-the Atom's serious eyes shyly; he seemed much more at his ease with Nell
-and Molly.
-
-When he was going, Sheila Pat went down with him into the hall. Nell
-went, too, and Molly. But Sheila Pat slipped out on to the doorstep,
-and accosted him in an earnest whisper. "Are you _sure_ you'd sooner
-learn your Catchykism than play cricket?"
-
-"Yes," he said with an obstinate jerk to his small chin.
-
-Sheila Pat followed the others back to the Stronghold in silence. Sarah
-came up presently with a slip of paper in her hand.
-
-"For you, miss," she said to Nell. Nell opened it wonderingly.
-
-
-"Don't know what time I'll be in, old girl. Haven't a moment to write.
-On the way to be a millionnaire. Tell you when I see you. Awful spree.
-Don't let on to anyone.
-
-"Denis."
-
-
-It was scrawled in pencil, evidently in a frantic hurry.
-
-"What is it?" Molly inquired.
-
-"Only a note from Denis--to say he'll be late." Nell spoke slowly. She
-twisted the paper in her hands with a feverishness, a restlessness oddly
-in contrast with her slow speech. She turned and went downstairs to the
-kitchen.
-
-"Sarah, who brought that note just now?"
-
-"A boy, miss."
-
-"What sort of boy?"
-
-"A urchin, miss, up to no good, I should say."
-
-Nell wandered aimlessly to the dresser and played with a plate.
-
-"Did he look disreputable, Sarah?"
-
-"Awful, miss," delightedly revelling in her word-painting, "sort of boy
-the pleece 'ud be after, I should say."
-
-"The police!" Nell gave a queer little jump. "Oh, Sarah, isn't it hot
-to-day?"
-
-"You do look pale, miss; it's a nasty un'ealthy day, an unlucky day, my
-mother 'ud say."
-
-"Unlucky! Oh, why, Sarah?"
-
-"Well, you see, miss, it was on just such a warm, unseasoning (Nell
-supposed she meant unseasonable) day that father was run over and
-killed."
-
-"Oh, don't, Sarah!" Nell hurried away into the hall. She stood a moment,
-hesitating. A latch-key fumbled in the lock of the door. She waited,
-knowing it was Herr Schmidt. Miss Kezia never fumbled. He came in with
-his heavy tread.
-
-"Ach, Fraeulein, it is a bad day, eh?"
-
-"Horrible!" she said.
-
-He glanced at her and smiled.
-
-"Poor Mr. Weather," he said, chuckling. "We are angry when he is colt,
-we are angry when he is warm."
-
-"May I--may I come and talk to you a little, Herr Schmidt?"
-
-"Oh, with such bleasure!" he beamed at her over his spectacles.
-
-Nell went into his room and stood looking out into the dark street.
-
-"I will light the lamp, Fraeulein. Zere, now you can see me. Will you
-blease to sit down?"
-
-She sat down. "You--I suppose you know all about business and money,
-don't you, Herr Schmidt?" She had seized an ink pot that was on the
-table, and seemed to be clutching it meaninglessly.
-
-He smiled widely.
-
-"They call me a goot business head, Fraeulein."
-
-"Do you have good weather in Germany, Herr Schmidt?"
-
-He looked rather bewildered. The other question had seemed the opening
-of a conversation on business matters. He replied with conscientious
-length. Nell seemed to be listening absorbedly; she left hold of the
-ink pot. She was wondering if she had artfully put him sufficiently off
-the scent. Denis would never forgive her if she were to talk of his
-lottery to Herr Schmidt.
-
-"I suppose," she remarked casually in a pause on his part for breath,
-"there are lotteries and things like that in Germany as well as here?"
-
-Herr Schmidt had not finished about his climate. He blinked his eyes
-several times, then turned his mind to the new question. He started to
-give her a good deal of information on the subject. He spoke strongly,
-because he felt strongly about all forms of gambling. Nell had clutched
-hold of the ink pot again.
-
-"And--and are there gambling places like that in England?" in a pause on
-his part.
-
-"Ach, yes, Fraeulein. In the bapers constantly one reads of the bolice
-appearing at the scene and taking them all to brison."
-
-"Oh!" Nell jerked the ink pot suddenly and a few drops spattered her
-hand. Herr Schmidt produced blotting paper, and wiped the spots off
-carefully.
-
-"Thank you very much." She rose and went to the door. "Good-bye, Herr
-Schmidt."
-
-"Goot-bye. You, berhaps," with a curious, wistful glance over his
-spectacles that made him look like a great baby, "would not care to eat
-a biece of cake?"
-
-"Not now, thank you. I--another time if I may."
-
-The evening wore on slowly. Nell twice put her ear to the little clock
-on the mantel-shelf, thinking it must have stopped.
-
-Molly, fathoms deep in "Monsieur Beaucaire," was blind and deaf to
-everything else, but Sheila Pat eyed Nell shrewdly.
-
-"Can't you be sittin' still at all, Nell O'Brien?" she demanded
-impatiently.
-
-Nell started and grew red.
-
-"I like walking up and down."
-
-"Do you like pickin' up that jogglefry book and lookin' at it every time
-you pass the table?" The Atom's sarcastic little tongue was sharp.
-
-But Nell squashed her with a guiltily unkind, "What's a jogglefry book?"
-
-The Atom grew slowly scarlet. After a little while she fetched the
-dictionary, and wrestled with it indefatigably till bedtime. She
-hunted, her mouth set firmly, her brows frowning, all through the "J's".
-She went to bed unsatisfied. When Molly had been in bed a few minutes a
-little night-gowned figure crept into the room.
-
-"Molly!"
-
-Molly gave a yell of terror. "Oh, Sheila Pat, you did make me jump!
-What do you want?"
-
-The Atom stood shivering beside her bed. "Molly, how--how'd you be
-savin' Jog--you know all about pennyshulars and capes and gulfs and
-things?"
-
-"Geography, do you mean?"
-
-"Yes. Jography. Is that right?"
-
-"Yes," sleepily. "Go back to bed."
-
-In the Stronghold Nell waited for Denis. It was nine o'clock. She went
-into a front room and looked out into the street. She wondered vaguely
-why everything sounded so clear and loud; why the scent of a sandal-wood
-box was so sharp. She did not know that every nerve was on the stretch,
-that she was strung up till every sense was painfully acute. As she
-stood at the window she heard a hubbub of men's voices; the noise of
-many feet. They passed into the distance, across the top of Henley
-Road. She saw them in her mind--men being taken to the police station.
-She turned suddenly and ran into her bedroom. Sheila Pat was asleep.
-She seized a hat and coat, flung off her shoes, put on others, and crept
-down the stairs. Miss Kezia was not at home, but in the hall, just
-going out, Herr Schmidt stood drawing on his gloves.
-
-"I haf to take a book to a friend," he said, his eyes questioning her
-surprisedly, as his tongue was too polite to do.
-
-"Yes?" she said vaguely. She went to the door.
-
-"Is your brozzer outside waiting for you, Fraeulein?"
-
-Up went Nell's head.
-
-"No, Herr Schmidt."
-
-He moved a step so that he blocked her way.
-
-"He is coming down ze stairs?"
-
-"No. I am going out alone. Please let me pass, Herr Schmidt!"
-
-There was a little pause. Nell pulled restlessly at the throat of her
-coat.
-
-"It is nine o'clock, Fraeulein. Young laties do not go out alone at
-that time."
-
-"Let me pass!" her eyes blazed; she stamped her foot. "What business is
-it of yours? How dare you stop me!" she said haughtily.
-
-"I am frightened," he declared simply, "but I dare because I see you are
-young and a little girl who does not understand--"
-
-"But I must go, Herr Schmidt! Please, oh, please don't stop me! It is
-important--"
-
-"Poor little one, no, I will not stop you. I will kom also."
-
-He moved aside and began to open the door.
-
-She said coldly, "It--it is a private matter!"
-
-"Zen take your bruzzer, Fraeulein."
-
-"He is out."
-
-"Zen I know. See, I will be blind, Fraeulein. I will be deaf. I see
-noting. I hear noting. I do but take care of you, Fraeulein, hein?"
-
-"Very well," she said impatiently. "I want a cab."
-
-He beamed. "Zat is right, meine liebe. All will be well now."
-
-Nell was quivering with nervous impatience. She gave the driver Ted
-Lancaster's address and sprang into the cab. She was conscious of the
-heavy jolt as Herr Schmidt climbed in--so slowly, oh, so slowly! She
-had lost all sense of proportion in her mind. She was absorbed in a
-sort of wild terror, a foreboding, and her one idea was to get to Ted
-Lancaster. It was all his fault. He would know. Probably, almost
-certainly, it was at his house it was all going on. She did not wait to
-wonder what Denis would think of her appearance on the scene. She had
-only room for one thought--to get him away, to warn him, before the
-police came.
-
-The cab stopped at last at No. 16 Gowan Square, and they got out. Herr
-Schmidt rang the bell, and after an interval the door was opened by a
-sleepy-looking maid.
-
-"Mr. Lancaster, miss?' He isn't at home. Oh, Mr. Edward--yes, he's at
-home. Will you come this way?"
-
-They entered the handsome hall; the maid opened a door and showed them
-into a small sort of anteroom.
-
-"What name, please?"
-
-But Nell was strung up to such a pitch now that she could wait no
-longer. She followed the maid across the hall. In answer to her knock
-a lazy voice responded, "Come in." Then, as she opened the door: "You
-don't mean to say you've come, Thompson! Why, I've only rung once!"
-
-Over the maid's shoulder Nell saw a large, handsome room; a table still
-littered with the dinner things; a huge fire, and in front of it a
-chair, over the top of which she could see a piece of smooth, dark head.
-On the mantel-shelf reposed a pair of patent-leather shoes; she had a
-glimpse of the legs they belonged to, of a pair of black silk socks with
-a little green pattern on them, and a haze of blue smoke. She saw it
-all in a lightning flash, and Denis was not there!
-
-The pleasant, lazily sarcastic voice had drowned the maid's words. She
-began again.
-
-"Thompson's out, sir, and it's a lady to see you."
-
-"A lady?" Neither the head nor the feet moved. "Oh, I say, Mary, it's
-the Pater she wants."
-
-"She said you, sir."
-
-"Don't you know her?"
-
-"No, sir, and--and she's _here_," in a desperate voice, suddenly
-becoming aware of Nell's proximity.
-
-"Here!" Down came the legs; up jumped Ted Lancaster.
-
-"Oh, I say!" He stood facing Nell, red and uncomfortable. He gave his
-hair a surreptitious pat and flung his cigarette into the fire. Then he
-turned on Mary.
-
-"Why did you show this lady in here? Where's Thompson?" he demanded
-angrily.
-
-"He's out, sir, and--and--"
-
-The sudden apathy of disappointment that had come over Nell broke.
-
-"She didn't show me in here. I followed her. This room will do. I am
-in a hurry."
-
-The maid disappeared.
-
-"Where is Denis?" Nell's voice broke the little silence in measured
-accents.
-
-"If you will come into another room--"
-
-"No, thanks. This room will do."
-
-He pushed a chair toward her and gave his tie a pull.
-
-"Where is Denis?" she repeated, not noticing the chair. She stood facing
-him, her slim figure drawn to its full height, her head thrown back.
-
-"I--I'm sure I don't know--won't you sit down?" He drew his hand
-nervously over his hair. "Do you mean O'Brien?"
-
-"Whom else should I mean? Where is he?"
-
-"'Pon my word, I don't know! I--_won't_ you sit down?"
-
-"Hasn't he been here this evening?"
-
-His rueful brows mounted higher and higher till his forehead was all
-little creases, which, oddly enough, Nell remembered afterwards.
-
-"No--no, he hasn't-- But I saw him--about--about--"
-
-"Oh, would you mind being quick?" she broke in irritatedly; her cheeks
-were a vivid pink, her eyes shone. Ted, looking at her, suddenly burst
-out, "I say, are you O'Brien's sister?"
-
-"Oh, no, his aunt!"
-
-It wasn't a dignified retort, but the extreme and very scornful
-exasperation in the sarcastic inflection made him redden to the roots of
-his hair.
-
-"When did you see him? Oh, do tell me quickly!"
-
-"I beg pardon. It's--er--a trifle disconcerting," a gleam of humour
-shot into his grey eyes, "rather unexpected, you know, and--er--all
-that. I saw him about three, I think."
-
-"Oh!" gasped she. "That must have been in the bank! You _know_--you
-_must_ know--I don't mean that! Where is he _now_?"
-
-"I don't know," patiently.
-
-"Don't know! Don't you know anything, or don't you care? I must find
-him. He--he maybe wearing handcuffs in prison now!"
-
-Ted Lancaster put up his hand and rubbed his nose.
-
-For the first time she noticed his coat. It was a pretty coat--a loose,
-silk smoking-jacket--but in some unaccountable way it was, to her, the
-last stroke. All her pent-up nervousness, her quivering impatience,
-suddenly culminated in wild wrath against the wearer of that coat.
-
-"Oh!" she cried, her soft voice low and passionate. "It is all your
-fault! You invite him here--you suggest this hateful lottery business.
-What do you care? You make him gamble--but it doesn't hurt you. _You_
-don't need money--you aren't led on by the hope of winning a great heap
-of money. You only dabble in it. It doesn't matter to you whether you
-win or lose. And you don't care if he loses! Why should you? You
-don't care if he gets into trouble--if he's taken to prison! Oh, no,
-you're safe, so what does anything matter? And now he has gone--gone
-somewhere to make money, and I--I can't find him. He is so careless--he
-would laugh at the idea of a policeman coming after him. It's all a
-joke to you--I expect," her voice suddenly lost all its fire; "you are
-laughing at me now--"
-
-"I'm not! I'm not a cad, whatever else I may be!"
-
-She glanced at him, vaguely surprised. His face had lost its
-ruefulness, its uncomfortableness. He looked suddenly older and
-grimmer; his eyes stared at her angrily from beneath frowning brows.
-
-She turned to the door.
-
-"Where are you going?"
-
-"I don't know--to find him."
-
-In a few strides he was before her.
-
-"You're not going out alone to look for him!" he observed quietly.
-
-She drew a quick little breath.
-
-"Now look here," he went on before she could reply at all; "I don't know
-where he is. I haven't an idea. But I'm a good deal more likely to
-find him than you are. Whether he'll be pleased to have me coming around
-after him as if I'm his nurse is another matter. I'll do it. He'd be
-angrier if you did it. Although I'm the bad character you've just drawn
-for my benefit, I promise I won't give information to the police you're
-so afraid of. I shall go first to Pennington's. Anyhow, I'll find him
-somehow. But you've got to promise to go straight home first."
-
-"Allow me to pass at once!" Her face was quite white now; she spoke in
-a low, desperately quiet voice.
-
-"I'm not going to. What's it matter if I'm rude to you? Isn't it only
-in accordance with your idea of me?"
-
-"Quite. But it matters, because I am _determined_ to go and find him.
-I am not alone. I am with a gentleman," she added this unwillingly but
-in despair. "He will go with me."
-
-"He'll take you home at once. You'll excuse my saying that you're
-acting very unwisely. You're only keeping me--and doing no good.
-O'Brien is probably at home now--or more probably," his mouth twisted
-humourously, "out hunting for you. Hadn't you better go?"
-
-"Yes, I'll go!" her voice gave a little choke. "I'll go, but oh, how I
-_hate_ you! If only I could show you how I hate you!"
-
-"If that's all, you're showing me remarkably well, Miss O'Brien."
-
-He turned and opened the door for her. She went across the hall and
-rejoined Herr Schmidt. When she saw his broad, kindly face, his anxious
-eyes peering over his spectacles at her, she felt a sudden fondness for
-him, a weak inclination to cry. She ran to him and slipped her hand
-into his arm.
-
-"Take me home, Herr Schmidt, please," she cried.
-
-In the cab the reaction came. Suppose she had been making a fuss about
-nothing? What would Denis think of her? Two tears fell with a little
-splash on her ungloved hands. She turned suddenly to her big, silent
-companion.
-
-"Herr Schmidt, was I horrid to you about coming with me?"
-
-"Ach, mein Fraeulein! I intrude, I know---"
-
-"Oh, you don't, you don't! I think you have been beautiful! I'll never
-forget it!"
-
-"Fraeulein, you are goot to say so, but I am troubled. I haf ze unquiet
-conscience about you."
-
-"You needn't have, Herr Schmidt. I--" with a sudden wild Irish change
-of feeling, "I believe I have just been making a fuss about nothing!"
-She gave a quick little laugh. "Oh, Herr Schmidt, it's nothing at all!
-Don't go making mountains out of it."
-
-"Fraeulein, I will think of it as a mere young maid's episode. Hein? A
-mere naughty prank."
-
-She laughed almost hysterically.
-
-"That's it, Herr Schmidt!"
-
-She went up to the Stronghold and sat down wearily. Only five minutes to
-ten now! It seemed hours since she had left that room. She sat doing
-nothing--just waiting. She had not long to wait. In a very little while
-there was a ring at the door; she sat forward, listening breathlessly,
-but she did not go downstairs. Then she heard him coming up. He strode
-into the room, laughing.
-
-"I say, old girl, such a spree! Never enjoyed myself so much since I've
-been in London! Spoilt my gloves a bit! Given 'em quite the dear old
-look--"
-
-"What have you been doing, Denis?"
-
-"Driving a hansom!"
-
-"A--is that _all_?"
-
-"Rather! Quite enough, too, with a brute like that! What's up, Nell?"
-
-She had risen and gone across to the window; she was looking out with
-great interest through one of the slats of the Venetian blind.
-
-"Nothing. Tell me about it."
-
-"I'm ravenous, by the way! Still, here goes. I went with Pennington
-about his camera--gone wrong--to the shop after I left the bank this
-afternoon. When I left him I came upon a hansom--empty--no driver--ugly
-brute of a horse, sort of pink roan. I was having a look at him when
-out came cabby from the public house. He had evidently 'met friends,'
-as they say at home, and he hailed me as a long-lost brother. Well, I
-wanted to drive that hansom, wanted to see what it was like. He
-wouldn't let me--swore he'd be taken up and so should I if we were found
-out. I tipped him. He hesitated. I let out a flood of native
-eloquence and another tip. I might drive it to the corner and up the
-next road and back to him. I did. Then at the corner I called back to
-him not to get anxious if I took a few hours getting to the end of that
-road. Heavens, he did swear! He started chasing me, too, but gave it up
-when he found a lamp-post in his way. I called out to him that all the
-tips over sixpence I won by my eloquence I should stick to. By Jove, it
-was a spree! I pulled my hat down over my eyes, turned up my collar,
-and trusted to the darkness to hide my aristocratic features from the
-bobbies. Then it struck me you'd get wondering where I was, and I
-pulled out a letter I'd taken down for old Pom-Pom to some man, and
-which I'd forgotten to send off, tore off the blank sheet, scrawled that
-message to you, shouted at a boy, threw it at his head, and sent him off
-with it. I've posted t'other half just now, by the way. Then I
-prepared to enjoy myself! I've taken tons of people to the theatres and
-restaurants. I made that brute go! But he nearly pulled my arms out of
-their sockets every now and then--had a mouth like my boots. Guess what
-I made--thirteen and six! Not bad, you know. But I needed it all to
-soften cabby's wrath. He'd been in a dead funk that I'd made off with
-horse and cab for good. Oh, I can tell you, he was pretty eloquent!
-But I soothed him a bit with the thirteen and six. I wish I'd met
-Lancaster a bit sooner," he broke off, "I'd have made him pay double
-fare!"
-
-"Sooner?" Nell said.
-
-"Yes. Met him just now. He was apparently gazing at the house. Fallen
-in love with Aunt Kezia, perhaps."
-
-"Did--didn't--he say anything?"
-
-"Not much. What d'you mean?"
-
-"I--I want to tell you something, Denis. I--I've been--mad, I think--"
-
-"Thought there was something up. What is it, old girl?"
-
-Nell suddenly turned and faced him.
-
-"You'll hate me," she said, and plunged into her story.
-
-When she had done there was a little silence. She had averted her eyes
-from him in terror. She knew how a boy of his age would loathe the fuss
-she had made--how he would resent her going to Lancaster. She turned
-her eyes to him--he had buried his head in the cushion and was shaking
-with laughter!
-
-"Oh, poor old Lancaster! Did you really slang him like that, Nell? I
-can see him."
-
-She drew a deep breath.
-
-He sat up, rubbing his eyes.
-
-"Poor beggar!" he chuckled. "Oh, it's rich!"
-
-Then he sobered.
-
-"But--were you mad, Nell? To make up bogeys in your mind and go rushing
-off like that--"
-
-"I don't know, Denis," she said humbly. "I don't know what was the
-matter with me to-day. I--I never was so silly at home. I felt sort of
-funny all day, I think."
-
-He was frowning.
-
-"I don't like it at all--your going off to Lancaster like that! It was
-jolly decent of Herr Schmidt to go with you. You ought to have known
-better, Nell."
-
-"Yes."
-
-He looked at her irritatedly.
-
-"Don't be so beastly meek! You know you've been awfully idiotic all
-round. And you've made me look a most consummate fool, and"--his mouth
-widened again in spite of himself--"you've slanged poor Lancaster most
-unwarrantably. It was awfully rude, you know, and quite mad. He really
-hasn't been leading your little twin astray. As a matter of fact, it was
-he who squashed my idea of making money by going in for big lotteries.
-He's got a level head, and he reasoned it all out on paper and proved
-some way or other that I stood, ten to one, or a hundred to one, or
-something, to lose in the end. I've only been teasing you when I talked
-about going in for them. I didn't know you were bothering about it.
-And I never thought of the beastly things when I scrawled that note off
-to you. I've never been in for any sweepstake or thing of that kind
-except that one I told you of. I hope you think you've made enough fuss
-all round about nothing!"
-
-Nell was silent. She seemed to have no spark of spirit left. She made
-no defence. Suddenly he rose and came to her. He caught her shoulders
-and shook her.
-
-"There, never mind, you poor meek little goose! You'd better be off to
-bed, and sleep some sense into your soft old head."
-
-She was struggling desperately against tears.
-
-"I--I'm awfully sorry, Denis--and ashamed--I--I do believe I was mad--"
-
-"Course you were," cheerfully, "temporary insanity. It's this beastly
-London fog got into your brain. I'll make it all right with
-Lancaster--tell him you're sorry and all that."
-
-She winced.
-
-"Yes--please," she said. "And--and you won't--feel that you--that I--"
-
-"I've forgotten all about it already, old girl!" he declared generously.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER VIII*
-
-
-"What d'you think I'm let in for, Nell O'Brien?"
-
-"I don't know. I haven't a guess in me. Aunt Kezia has squashed me
-flat. I've low instincts, Denis,--think of that! And no sense of what
-is befitting a young lady, and all sorts of other things. Oh, I'm a bad
-character entirely!"
-
-He flung down his hat.
-
-"Think I didn't know all that already? What made our respected aunt
-discover it?"
-
-"I'm sick of having no models!" she burst out passionately. "I haven't
-touched a horse for weeks! I--I'm just aching for the mere feel of
-them! A cat! Beyond Kate Kearney I'm offered a cat! It's like
-offering a starving man a piece of sugar-stick! Denis, try to draw a
-cat! A heap of stupid, meaningless fur! No muscles--no veins--oh, a
-horse is so glorious to paint!" She broke off with a quick little
-laugh. "Twin Nell 'pletely sorry," she said, using an old baby formula.
-"Tell me what you're let in for?"
-
-"Not till you tell me what you've been up to."
-
-"Oh, it was nothing. I saw a hansom waiting outside the corner house.
-Ripping little chestnut, Denis," her whole-face kindled irresistibly;
-"the driver told me she was almost a thoroughbred. When a car passed
-along the top of the road, she played-up beautifully. Oh, the drawing
-in her! Well, I saw her from a window and seized up my sketch-book and
-bolted up the road. Now, is there any harm in that? I asked the driver
-how long he thought he'd be, and he smiled and said his fare was a
-solicitor who'd come to a client's house on business. 'They charge for
-their time, miss!' he said meaningly, so I rejoiced and started
-sketching her in. And he was such a nice man, too. He'd actually been
-to the Dublin horse show a few years ago. We had an argument about our
-horses. And he made her put her head as I wanted, and he told me how
-he'd come across her, and then--oh, I'd left the hall door open, of
-course, and Aunt Kezia--oh, Denis, you'd think I'd committed something
-much worse than a murder!"
-
-"Show me the sketch."
-
-"I did one of her--and then several bits--quite rough. I'm going to
-paint her into that picture I was doing."
-
-"It's splendid, Nell. What a cute little beast!"
-
-"Now tell me what you've been let in for?"
-
-"A speech! A lecture! Old Yovil has let us all in for it. You can't
-say no to him somehow--he sort of works you up. Lancaster's swearing
-like the wind round the Craffrone tower. He says he must have been out
-of his mind to say he'd do it, but he can't go back now. It's to be on
-the third. Choose any subject you like--write it up--no notes,
-though--and spout forth in his drawing-room to a long-suffering
-audience. There're six of us going in for it, and a ripping edition of
-all the immortal Billy's plays for the winner."
-
-"Which will be you," annotated Nell with conviction.
-
-"Not it! There's one chap--Morley--poetical sort of ass, who wears his
-hair too long--he'll beat me in a canter, my dear, not to mention the
-others."
-
-"I'll come and hear you, won't I, Denis?"
-
-"Wish you could! But there won't be any ladies. Only us and Yovil, you
-know."
-
-After luncheon a maid came to ask if the Atom might go and have tea with
-Stewart. Sheila Pat, her Pearl clasped beneath one arm, and a
-spelling-book beneath the other, interviewed her in the hall.
-
-"I'm not comin', thank you, Mary."
-
-The maid hesitated. "If you could, miss--"
-
-"I have reasons of my own for not comin', Mary."
-
-"Very well, miss, only--he's such a dear little boy, and you'd brighten
-him up like."
-
-Sheila Pat looked worried.
-
-"Does he want me to come?"
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-"Then I will!" She heaved a big sigh. "Unless," brightening, "Aunt
-Kezia doesn't wish me to. I'll go and ask her."
-
-She came back sadly.
-
-"I can come," she said ungraciously.
-
-"Sarah! Sarah!"
-
-Down the stairs floated Miss Kezia's voice, stern anger in its tone.
-
-"Yes, ma'am."
-
-"Sarah, I cannot find my house-shoes! I have forbidden you to move any
-of my things."
-
-"I--I haven't touched 'em, ma'am!"
-
-"She's getting trembly--like an earthquake, poor little hap'orth,"
-observed Nell.
-
-"Not touched them? Then where are they? They have disappeared! Are
-you sure--"
-
-"Nell--oh, _Nell_, I--I put them on the dining-room fender to warm!"
-
-"Molly! Oh, you are too lovely for anything! Hadn't you better go and
-tell her?"
-
-Molly cowered down in her chair.
-
-"I daren't!"
-
-"I will, then."
-
-She turned to the door, but Molly jumped up. "No, I'll go!"
-
-She came tearing back presently and flung herself down into a chair.
-
-"Well?"
-
-But Molly buried her head in the chair-back and said nothing.
-
-"Molly," Nell grasped her shoulder, "was she awful?"
-
-"Y-yes, she was!" sobbed Molly. "Oh, I did want to soften
-her--and--and--oh, Nell," her voice suddenly shook with watery laughter,
-"K.K. had been at her shoes and--_had eaten all the linings_!"
-
-"Oh, how _delightful!_"
-
-"It's awfully funny, but--oh, she's in a frightful temper! She--she
-says I'm an interfering--busybody! And when she wants
-coddling--she'll--she'll have a nurse in to do it for her--properly!
-She--shut K.K. in the boot closet! She made Sarah clear it out first.
-Can't you hear her howling? Oh, Nell, why did I go and forget all about
-her shoes? I meant to take them to her directly she came in--all nice
-and warm--"
-
-"She might be warm, but she wouldn't be nice, Mol."
-
-"Don't be silly! You know what I meant. Of course, it's all very funny
-to you--"
-
-"My dear Molly, you must confess it is rather funny!"
-
-Molly began to shake with laughter. "Oh, Nell, and K.K. looked so
-beautifully meek and innocent and the linings only little bits of
-leather left sticking out--and they're _such_ big, flat shoes! And
-K.K.'s toe-scratches all over them. Oh, and Nell--" Molly couldn't go
-on for a while--"while she--was talking--so awfully majestic and
-angry--oh, _Nell_!--K.K. seized a shoe out of her hand and fled with it,
-shaking it--you know how she does! Oh, I'm glad you weren't there!"
-
-After a while Nell went upstairs. She listened outside the boot closet;
-all was still. A good deal surprised, she went into her room. Sheila
-Pat, in her petticoat, sat huddled up on a chair, scissors in hand,
-bending over the frock she had just taken off.
-
-"What are you doing, Atom?"
-
-She lifted a worried face.
-
-"I'm just lengthing it," she said curtly.
-
-"Oh, Kate Kearney, how did you get out of the boot cupboard?"
-
-"I let her out," calmly. "I tried all the keys on the doors, and,"
-triumphantly, "Sarah's fitted it!"
-
-"Sheila Pat, I'm ashamed of you. My dear child, you're not unpicking
-the stitches at all--you're merely cutting little snips in the stuff.
-And, anyway, you're not to do it."
-
-"I like this dress, but it's rikkleously short. I don't think it's
-_perlite_ to wear them so short, Nell."
-
-"Well, you'll have to be impolite then. Come along into the Stronghold,
-sweetheart. You're frozen."
-
-"I did want to wear it to go and see that boy! Nell, wouldn't _you_
-just let down the hem?"
-
-"No, Atom, I won't. I hate long frocks for short atoms."
-
-Presently, uneasily, "Do you hate me for being so hard, Sheila Pat?"
-
-"The O'Briens," excessively grown-upedly, "don't hate each other so
-easily, Nell."
-
-When the Atom came back after tea she was very quiet. Nell wondered if
-she were tired; she answered all questions as to her afternoon's
-enjoyment in her soft little voice that gave her curt sentences such a
-quaintness, but she originated no remark of her own. An hour after she
-had gone to bed Nell went into her room and peeped at her. She lay
-wide-eyed, thoughtful. A little after that she appeared suddenly in her
-night-gown at the door of the Stronghold.
-
-"Hulloa, Atom!" Denis seized her and swung her up; her arms went round
-his neck.
-
-"Denis," the strenuous little voice sounded as if it were near breaking,
-"I must go next door, please."
-
-"Now?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"But you're in your nightie, old girl! What do you want to go for?"
-
-"It's a private reason." Her arms clung tighter; she pressed her cheek
-against his. Nell met the great eyes looking over his shoulder, and
-went up to her gently.
-
-"Can't you wait till to-morrow, Atom?"
-
-"Why, you'll have to," put in Molly. "If it's Stewart you want, he'll
-be in bed."
-
-"I must go now, Denis; please take me now."
-
-"We can wrap her up," said soft-hearted Denis.
-
-The arms round his neck gave a little spasmodic squeeze.
-
-"Thank y-you," said the Atom.
-
-Laughing, he wrapped her in a great coat of his and a blanket, and
-carried her down the steps and in next door.
-
-Mrs. Barclay was a good deal surprised to see them. Denis put the Atom
-down, and she stood shivering, her small white face peering with a queer
-intensity from out the blanket.
-
-"Stewart, my dear? Well, I am afraid he is in bed--"
-
-"Please may I go up to him?"
-
-"Very well; come along."
-
-"Please may I go by my _alone_?"
-
-"Oh! Yes, dear, if you like."
-
-"Thank you."
-
-She turned and went up the stairs to the room Stewart had shown her that
-afternoon. She knocked politely at the door, then went in. The gas was
-burning dimly.
-
-"You? Is it a fire next door?" He sat up in bed with joyful
-anticipation on his face.
-
-"No. I--I want to speak to you."
-
-"Is the Pearl ill?"
-
-"No." She climbed on to his bed and sat silent.
-
-"Hurry up!"
-
-"I--you see, I think I have been very unjust. I am sorry. I--when you
-said you would rather learn your Catchykism than play cricket, was it
-because of your leg?"
-
-"Oh, don't bother! I want to go to sleep!"
-
-"Please tell me!" the tone was not pleading, but authoritative.
-
-"Yes, then!"
-
-"I--I'm very sorry," quavered Sheila Pat. "I'm not mostly so nasty,"
-she added extenuatingly. "I didn't think of that."
-
-Stewart was hugging his knees up under his chin.
-
-"You see, I kept thinking you must be a goody-goo because of that."
-
-"You see," he said haltingly, "I--can't run quickly--or field--"
-
-"No."
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"Do you think," came the quavering little voice, "you will ever be able
-to like me?"
-
-"Rather!"
-
-"Do you like me now?"
-
-"Course!"
-
-"You may kiss me just once--round by that ear--if you like," said Sheila
-Pat.
-
-"I'll kiss you twice if I like!" giving her two hearty smacks.
-
-"Oh!" said Sheila Pat. Suddenly she perked up. "I shall call you
-Tommy," she said. "Stewart is like a book."
-
-"All right."
-
-"You see," her tone was rather uncomfortable, "I did mean--I had quite
-dessided--you see, I thought I had been very nasty, and I thought you
-would be very cross, and I did mean to give you--my Pearl--for a whole
-week--but I don't want to now."
-
-"I wouldn't take her. Peter'd be awful jealous, you bet!"
-
-"So he would," joyfully. "Oh, Tommy, do let's have a pillow fight!"
-
-So it was that the listeners downstairs, with the memory of the small
-tragic figure that had left them still vividly in their minds, were
-startled by a sudden uproar of cries and bumps and laughter. Denis, up
-the stairs in a moment, and joining in the fray in another moment, found
-a wild Sheila Pat, shining-eyed, squealing with excitement, pelting
-Stewart with a pillow. He was not surprised, but Mrs. Barclay felt
-somewhat bewildered.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER IX*
-
-
-Sheila Pat came thoughtfully into the room. "Nell," she observed, "we
-give Sarah a lot of extra work."
-
-Nell looked up with an absent eye. She was trying to calculate how much
-they would be able to spend on toys for their Dublin hospital this year.
-They were determined not to omit their contribution to the annual
-Christmas tree and festivities.
-
-"We make our own beds," said Molly, virtuously.
-
-"But she has to clean out this room to-day; it's cleanin' day. And
-she's goin' home this evenin' to see her mother, and she walks all the
-way there and back with her young man. You see, if she didn't, she'd
-never be walkin' out with him at all. And she tidies up at home,
-because her mother's mostly ailin', and she bathes every one of her
-brothers and sisters. There now, Nell O'Brien!"
-
-Nell flung aside paper and pencil.
-
-"Come on, Atom, we'll turn this room out ourselves!"
-
-"I'll go and tell Sarah." The Atom trotted contentedly from the room.
-"Aunt Kezia's out!" she called back.
-
-"How on earth do you begin?" asked Molly, looking helplessly around.
-
-"Oh, you put everything out in the passage first of all," said Nell,
-confidently, "then you tie your head up in a duster or something,
-because of the dust, you know, and then you begin to sweep and fill the
-room with dust. Oh, and the big things you cover over with dusting
-sheets. I'll get all the things we'll want from Sarah. You go and tie
-up your head."
-
-"Oh, miss!" Sarah was in a state of horror bordering on lunacy. "You
-young ladies to do my work!"
-
-But Nell got her way in the end.
-
-The Atom helped in a silence that was ecstatic. She pinned up her
-pig-tail, and tied a clean duster round her head. Molly followed suit,
-and then the supply being exhausted, Nell twisted a pale blue silk scarf
-round hers, and they set to work. They brushed and brushed; silence
-reigned in the Stronghold. Sheila Pat broke it to observe in a rather
-breathless but deeply content voice, "We're gettin' a fine dust now!"
-
-Denis came in with a rush. "Hulloa! I say, old man," he called over
-his shoulder, "rather a choking atmosphere!"
-
-Nell's greeting froze on her lips. Her laughing glance met a pair of
-well-remembered grey eyes looking straight at her over Denis's shoulder.
-She stood quite still; the hot colour dyed her face red.
-
-"I'll go--really, O'Brien, I'd rather--another time!"
-
-The uncomfortable murmur reached her ear; she forgot all about her
-unfortunate visit--all about her sense of antagonism. She went swiftly
-forward, hand outstretched, smiling charmingly.
-
-"Please don't go! Really, we've almost finished. The dust is dying
-down already."
-
-"After manoeuvring the barricade outside successfully you've got to
-stay, old man," Denis declared. "Tell us what you're doing, anyway,
-Nell."
-
-But Nell was interested to see the ruefulness in her visitor's face
-change suddenly to keen amusement. She followed his look to the head of
-Sheila Pat, which, adorned dusterwise, was crowned with her pig-tail
-sticking straight up on top out of the duster. She gave a little laugh,
-and he laughed too. She turned to Denis and explained why they were
-cleaning out the room. Then Ted Lancaster astonished them all.
-
-"I say," he burst out eagerly, "I wish you'd let me stay and lend a
-hand!"
-
-Sheila Pat, squatting on her heels in the middle of the floor, with a
-short brush, looked up at him approvingly.
-
-"Come along in and shut the door, there's a good boy!"
-
-The good boy's eyes twinkled as he obeyed. He removed his extremely
-smart coat and professed his readiness to begin.
-
-"By the way," observed Denis, the corners of his mouth twitching
-humorously, "I'd better introduce him first!"
-
-"Oh--yes," said Nell, blushing suddenly.
-
-Ted Lancaster bowed gravely to her and with almost deeper gravity to
-Sheila Pat.
-
-"That's another sister over there in the cupboard," Denis remarked.
-"Molly's fond of cupboards."
-
-The two boys set to work and raised a fearful dust. Nell observed
-ruefully that the parts they were sweeping had been gone over once
-already.
-
-Ted looked up earnestly, his brush pausing:--
-
-"You must let us do it--O'Brien and me--every week, Miss O'Brien; our
-arms are stronger."
-
-"I," said the Atom, weightily, "think you are a very nice boy."
-
-"And I think you are a very nice lit--young lady."
-
-"I'll show you my snowy-breasted Pearl afterwards."
-
-"Eh? Oh, thanks."
-
-"He's very sensertive; you mustn't mind if he bites you a little."
-
-"Oh, I'll like it. So your white-breasted Pearl's a boy, is he?"
-
-"I'll essplain to you about his name another time," she said with great
-dignity. She came closer, and whispered: "Denis calls him somethin'
-else. I'm 'fraid he might do it now. Promise you'll never, _never_ ask
-him what he calls my Pearl!"
-
-He looked surprised into the beseeching face.
-
-"All right," he said gently, "I'll never ask him."
-
-"Thank you."
-
-She dusted a table leg in silence.
-
-"You are English, aren't you?" she said then.
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Perhaps you've lived years and years in Ireland?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Perhaps you've lived a little while there?"
-
-He was looking amused.
-
-"No."
-
-"Perhaps you've stayed for _heaps_ of visits there?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Perhaps you've stayed for just a _few little_ visits?"
-
-"No."
-
-Sheila Pat stared in disappointed wonder.
-
-"Haven't you ever been there at _all_?"
-
-"Never set foot in it."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-Presently, "Well, you're not at all bad--_for England_."
-
-"England," quoth he, gravely, "is the finest country in the world!"
-
-The Atom's eyes and mouth opened incredulously; a swift rush of delicate
-pink dyed her face.
-
-"You--you're forgettin' Ireland!" she gasped.
-
-"Not at all. I believe Ireland's a very decent little place."
-
-"Decent, is it?"--the Atom forgot her dusting--"I'm just s'prised a big
-boy like you should be such a--a _hignoramous_!"
-
-She waited proudly, then pursued, her voice trembling with earnestness:
-"You're all the same--you English! You're jealous of us! You--oh,
-you're all stupid donkeys!"
-
-It was a downfall from eloquence to rude vituperation. But she was, for
-the moment, beyond realisation of that. She stood waiting, her eyes
-shining. But interruption, in the form of Miss Kezia, broke in on Ted's
-answer, and the discussion had to be postponed for the present. Miss
-Kezia was somewhat amused, in a dry sort of way, at their room-cleaning.
-She shrugged her shoulders over it; if they liked to amuse themselves
-that way, it did no harm, and work never yet hurt anyone. She asked Ted
-to stay to luncheon, and he accepted. He seemed to enjoy the roast beef
-and jam roly pudding. He talked courteously to Miss Kezia, he
-skirmished with the Atom, but he avoided Nell's eyes.
-
-Nell seemed absent-minded, sunk in thought. After luncheon in the hall
-she seized an opportunity and approached him.
-
-"I--I want to beg your pardon," she said stiffly, "for--for that
-night--"
-
-"Oh--ah--awfully good of you--_good-bye_! I say, O'Brien, you'll be
-late at the bank--I mean," glancing swiftly at her and away again, "not
-at all--of course--" He was out of the hall door, hustling in front of
-Denis, down the steps, and into the street.
-
-"You're in a hurry, aren't you?" observed Denis, mildly surprised.
-
-"Er--yes." He turned his red face away, and strode on.
-
-Nell went up to the Stronghold, smiling unwillingly. She felt as if she
-had known him for years, and she resented the feeling. She told herself
-that it was most annoying--his having come in just that morning when
-they were cleaning out the room; it was most unfortunate, for how could
-anyone be politely distant and dignified under such circumstances? And
-of course sweeping and laughing and having jokes _made_ you feel as if
-you had known a person for quite a long while--even an objectionable
-person like this Ted Lancaster, who spent his time lounging about and
-doing nothing except visit his tailor. She was quite sure he visited
-his tailor a great deal. And he preferred a motor-car to horses! By
-the time she reached the Stronghold she was frowning.
-
-"Sheila Pat, come and write your dictation."
-
-"Nell," the Atom observed as she sat her down, "I'm very sorry for that
-poor boy."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"He's _never been in Ireland_, Nell!"
-
-"Well, so haven't lots of other people."
-
-"I don't mind about them, but I like that boy, and all these wicked men
-in Parlymint have--_diseased_ his mind about Ireland! I have forgave
-all the nasty things he said because I'm so sorry for him, poor boy.
-And you see," patronisingly, "he doesn't know anythin' about it."
-
-"He's not a bit good-looking," observed Molly irrelevantly; "he's got
-rather a big nose."
-
-"Molly O'Brien, you're none so beautiful yourself that you need be rude
-about other persons' noses," severely. "That boy's the best I've seen in
-this London yet!"
-
-"What queer taste you have, Sheila Pat!" said Nell, with a curl of her
-lip.
-
-The Atom did not heed her. She was sunk deep in thought.
-
-"I like him," she remarked after a while thoughtfully. "Sure I wouldn't
-mind him about--when it's mistletoe time!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER X*
-
-
-Miss Kezia put her latch-key into the lock in a serene frame of mind.
-She had spent a morning in giving advice. In any case that was a way
-congenial to her of spending her time. Moreover, on this occasion her
-advice had been taken; all the bare, unsweetened pills concocted of her
-wisdom had been swallowed unmurmuringly. Miss Kezia smiled decorously
-as she stood on her doorstep. Then she opened the door, and was greeted
-with an emphatic: "Git out, you old meddlar! D'you hear? Git out!"
-
-The shock to her was considerable; it was the more considerable that it
-came on top of her advice-given-and-taken morning.
-
-She paused, her hand on the latch of the door. She had a confused
-impression that her Irish relatives were showing her a new side of their
-character; the voice had come from the Stronghold. Hitherto, however
-noisy, however tiresome, they had not been rude. Indeed, their soft
-manners had oftentimes riled her, she being unable, in her rough
-austerity, to disconnect the softness altogether from insincerity.
-
-She was not an imaginative woman; her mind was not formed even to
-comprehend, or make allowance for, the quality of imagination in
-another. But as her bonnet slowly rose from her head, she felt suddenly
-as if she had been precipitated into an evil dream. For a moment the
-solid aspect of everyday life, in which she moved and had her being,
-lost its common-sense reality. She merely stood, feeling her bonnet
-rise. Then, with a sudden angry gesture, she put up her hand to her
-head. It encountered another hand, a little, soft, cold hand; gentle
-little flabby fingers clung round hers, and even Miss Kezia's strong
-nerves received a severe jar. She had no belief in ghosts, in spirits,
-or any of "that sort of rubbish," under which designation she lumped
-many occult subjects together, but a little gentle hand in mid-air,
-clasping hers, was somewhat disconcerting even to her well-balanced
-mind. She glanced up hurriedly, feeling suddenly very hot. She saw
-nothing. She gazed, with a sort of angry anxiety, round the little hall.
-The two chairs stood there as usual; the hat-stand looked no different.
-Mechanically she counted, seizing unconsciously and with relief on the
-everyday hats and coats. There was Herr Schmidt's bowler and Denis's
-cap and coat. Her eye was arrested suddenly; from out the coat a little
-wizened face looked down at her, inimitably wise, inimitably sad. Miss
-Kezia took a step towards it; a long lean arm came softly out in the
-direction of her bonnet. She drew back and went towards the stairs.
-
-"Hulloa!" shouted a voice. "By Jove, ain't she a disy! Oh, Lor'!" The
-voice broke suddenly into shrieks of laughter. It was such intensely
-rude laughter that Miss Kezia reddened hotly, and almost shrank, for a
-moment, from it. The plaintive, long-drawn miaow of a cat rose above
-the laughter. Howls--sudden, frenzied wails of woe rose above both.
-Miss Kezia went upstairs and entered the Stronghold.
-
-As she opened the door something darted past her. There was a wild
-shouting: "Shut the door! He's gone! Look out, she'll be off, too!"
-Miss Kezia felt herself being pushed unceremoniously to one side; there
-was a bang of the door, and she found herself alone in the Stronghold.
-She drew her hand across her forehead.
-
-"Oh, Lor', here's the disy!"
-
-Miss Kezia positively jumped; she jumped quite badly. She found herself
-staring into a grey old face, into a pair of eyes that seemed to have
-looked into all the wickedness of the world. She was not alone in the
-Stronghold. A grey parrot sat on the back of a chair and returned her
-gaze with an insolent _sang froid_.
-
-"Get out!" he adjured her. "You're a disy, you are!"
-
-The dissipated wrinkles round his old eyes added to his _blase_ air of
-knowing all things.
-
-"Old meddlar!" he screamed at her in sudden anger. "Old
-meddlar,--meddlar-meddlar-meddlar," and he sank into sudden heavy
-silence. He was a particularly ugly specimen of his kind; he was scarce
-of feathers, on his poll there was a nasty wound, and one leg had very
-obviously at some time been broken and very badly reset. His
-self-admiration, nevertheless, was so absurdly apparent that it raised
-an intense irritation in Miss Kezia's mind. His air of superiority was
-aggressive; his little beady eye told her she was dirt. They stared at
-each other. Then Miss Kezia's attention was drawn suddenly to a box on
-the table. Under the circumstances she was not really much surprised to
-observe that its lid was slowly rising. Across her mind there flitted,
-with a vague discomfort, the memory of Irish superstition, of the Irish
-belief in fairies and "such rubbish." She gave herself an angry shake
-and approached the box. As she did so a small brown head appeared in
-the aperture, a small brown body followed it, and a thin little mouse
-scudded across the table and disappeared. Miss Kezia waged a deadly war
-with mice; the faintest suggestion of a nibble anywhere in the house
-resulted in traps--a whole army of traps--up and down stairs. But now
-she stood and watched mouse after mouse push up the box lid, alight on
-the table with a little thud, and disappear. She counted six
-mechanically, and then she awoke to full realisation of the enormity of
-what was happening. She approached the box, and with a firm hand pushed
-down the lid and put a heavy book upon it. Of the fact that the box was
-empty she remained in ignorance. Then she opened the door and went out
-on to the landing. She looked down into the hall, and beheld the
-decorous Sarah, capless, wispy, her apron torn, standing upon one of the
-staid hall chairs and screaming. Perhaps that gave Miss Kezia as severe
-a shock as any she had yet received. But it also acted as a swift and
-very emphatic brain-clearer. No douche of cold water was ever more
-effective in its action.
-
-"Sarah!"
-
-Now Sarah had not been aware of the fact that her mistress was within
-the house. The knowledge, sudden and grim, found her quite unprepared,
-and coming, as it did, a climax on top of mice, monkeys, cats, dogs,
-parrots, tortoises, was too much for her equilibrium. Sarah fell with a
-clatter and a scream, and took the staid hall chair with her. She also
-took two umbrellas and a puppy. The puppy burst into howls and Sarah
-burst into tears. Each made a considerable noise, and a mouse fled
-appalled into Herr Schmidt's bowler. Some of the O'Briens appeared from
-the kitchen (Molly had apparently been embracing the coal box).
-
-"Here's the puppy!"
-
-The joy in Sheila Pat's shout was the finishing touch to Miss Kezia's
-wrath. It fairly blazed forth; she excelled herself. Her audience
-consisted chiefly of Sarah, still weeping; Molly, also weeping; and the
-wise-faced monkey, who sat in Denis's coat collar and listened with sad
-attention. For the rest Denis and Nell and the Atom appeared and
-disappeared at intervals in pursuit of the puppy, the cat, and the mice.
-Miss Kezia's peroration was eloquent; wrath lent it fire. But her
-eloquence began to fail at last, and then she demanded an explanation.
-Unfortunately, only Molly and Sarah were present at that point. Molly
-essayed an explanation, but evolved only the following:--
-
-"We--we didn't mean--it--we didn't. They--they--oh--poor little
-things--all cramped up--the--the cages were smaller--than
-themselves--we--we--we--"
-
-Then Miss Kezia said something that was not at all like her usual method
-of speech. In a voice thin and rasped with irritation and much
-eloquence, she observed:--
-
-"Apparently you think you are a pig! Eileen! Eileen! I _command_ you
-to come here!"
-
-Nell, a struggling puppy in her arms, stopped short. She was breathless,
-untidy, and hilarious.
-
-"We've got them all now, except three of the mice," she added.
-
-The jet ornament in Miss Kezia's bonnet quivered spasmodically.
-
-"Perhaps you will condescend to explain now how it happens that you have
-turned my house into a menagerie," she said.
-
-Nell sat down on the lowest stair and kissed the puppy's ugly little
-head.
-
-"We are going to send them all to Kilbrannan, Aunt Kezia. Duckie, stay
-still then! You see--"
-
-"You cannot send the missing mice away! They will overrun my house."
-
-"They'll have plenty of room, anyway! If you had seen the cages, Aunt
-Kezia! This blessed puppy--"
-
-"Was in a cage smaller than himself! I have heard that already." There
-was sarcasm in her tone that was completely lost on Nell.
-
-"Yes! Just imagine! Oh, we just had to buy them all. And that poor
-parrot was eating out of an empty pan! It was cruel! We just went in
-and bought them all."
-
-"Bought--them--all!" Miss Kezia echoed her words quite faintly.
-
-"You _paid_ for these--these creatures!"
-
-"Why, yes! It was a horrid little shop, half full of papers and
-magazines, half full of tobacco and pipes, and half full of these poor
-dears. Of course it was a good deal of money, but what were we to do?
-It was Jim who cost the most--oh, Denis, have you got the rest of the
-mice?"
-
-"This beast of a midnight caroller has scratched a hunk of flesh out of
-my hand, and all because I saved a mouse from her cattish jaws!"
-
-He was holding a thin and mangy tabby cat at arm's length.
-
-"Why didn't you let her catch it? It is perfectly ridiculous to be so
-childish at your age!" Poor Miss Kezia could not find words to express
-her utter disapproval and want of understanding.
-
-"Well," observed Denis, "'twould be playing it pretty low to buy
-half-a-dozen tame mice and give 'em to the cat. I expect, if their
-opinion were asked, you'd find they preferred even the old Jew's cage to
-the cat's interior."
-
-Miss Kezia gave some final directions; there was a subdued fury in eye
-and voice due as much to her inadequacy to the occasion as to her anger
-at the havoc wrought in her well-ordered house. The monkey coughed
-softly, and Sarah, still weeping in the background, screamed. Sheila
-Pat appeared, climbed on to a chair, and lifted the monkey down. The
-monkey put a thin arm round her neck in a horribly human way. Sheila
-Pat kissed his face, and Miss Kezia called out in irrepressible horror.
-
-"I love him," the Atom said calmly. "He's just 'zact like my dearrest
-Patsy O'Driscoll."
-
-The monkey's bright little eyes blinked knowingly.
-
-"I believe he's a first cousin," Denis declared. "Ever been to
-Kilbrannan, old man? Played hand-ball on summer evenings on Patsy's
-wall, eh? Driven Kate in the jaunting-car? D'you know the road
-up-along by Dinny O'Sullivan's? Sure ye'll be meetin' the doctor's house
-to the west--ah, yes, thin, ye're knowin' that all right. Look at him
-smiling, Nell!"
-
-Miss Kezia turned a stiff back upon them and walked into her bedroom.
-
-"She doesn't appreciate you, Jim."
-
-Jim coughed delicately. It was a funny little soft deprecating cough.
-
-"He is just like Patsy," Nell said. "If we were to dress him up and put
-him on the box seat of the jaunting-car, he'd be acknowledged by his own
-mother!"
-
-Miss Kezia's bedroom door was opened.
-
-"You will please to send off all those creatures to-day--and at once!"
-
-It was several hours before her mandate was obeyed. The packing took a
-considerable time. During those hours the monkey crept more and more
-into their affections.
-
-"I think," opined Nell, "it's positively wicked to send him on a long,
-cold journey with a nasty little cough like that!"
-
-"I shall feel as if I'm murdering one of my own relations," Denis
-agreed.
-
-Sheila Pat put a protecting arm round the monkey.
-
-"Jimmy O'Driscoll," Denis said suddenly, "you have an artful
-countenance. Could you make yourself scarce whenever our respected aunt
-appeared on the scene? James, could you remember to remember that you're
-actually and bodily in Kilbrannan?"
-
-"Oh, Denis!" Sheila Pat broke in ecstatically. "Oh, I do love Patsy's
-cousin!"
-
-That night Miss Kezia said, "I am thankful that your _pets_ have left my
-house, and I beg that you will not spend your money in that ridiculous
-and wicked way again!" There was a sarcastic inflexion on the word
-"pets."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XI*
-
-
-Denis stood upon a chair and declaimed. His audience consisted of
-Sheila Pat and Jim O'Driscoll.
-
-"'Literature of the Elizabethan Period.' Pause, Sheila Pat, with an
-inward gaze. By the way, how d'you gaze at your innards? Then you
-fling back your hair," he tried ridiculously to fling back his short
-locks. "Meant to let them grow long for the happy occasion. Then you
-begin: 'The Elizabethan Period was one of grand, of glorious prolificacy
-in the realms of literature. What names the mere mention of the period
-conjures up, names that still ring, and will always ring'--ha! ha! ha!"
-
-He doubled up with sudden laughter. Jim, squatting in a chair, eyed him
-with the same grave attention that he had given to the opening of the
-speech. He was an earnest, if not a particularly appreciative,
-audience.
-
-Sheila Pat demanded, "What are you laughin' at?"
-
-"I saw old Lancaster's face suddenly. He's dangerous. His scowl's
-enough to turn the sunshine into a black frost. But he won't back out
-now. He's too jolly obstinate. You should have seen his face when
-Yovil told us his sister had persuaded him to make the evening a bigger
-affair and invite ladies too. And his 'naughty little cuss words,'
-Atom! What d'you think he said about your sex too? He said: 'What
-meddlers women are! Why must they have their fingers in everyone's
-pie?' Why, James there would be more gallant!"
-
-Sheila Pat did not respond to his nonsense. She said sombrely, "I'm
-comin' to hear you speak, Denis O'Brien."
-
-"Sorry, old girl, but the invitation's only for Nell, you know."
-
-She shut her mouth obstinately.
-
-Denis approached Jim.
-
-"Jim, what have you got in your mouth?"
-
-The monkey, in a flutter of fear, opened his mouth and shot out a piece
-of india rubber, a small tube of paint, a button off the chair, and a
-thimble. He had a habit of putting things in his mouth and carrying
-them about with him. Denis had taught him already to give them up. As
-the thimble rolled on to the chair, Jim sprang away, up the curtains,
-and sat glowering down from the curtain rod.
-
-"He asked Aunt Kezia to come," Sheila Pat said.
-
-"But when he heard that--ahem--unfortunately she was engaged for that
-evening, he said he hoped I'd bring my sister myself,--only mentioned
-one sister, you see. Fact is, he's full up--afraid his drawing-room
-won't hold them all."
-
-The Atom stared out of the window. Jim, having, with a good deal of
-ingenuity, extricated a curtain hook, dropped it on her head. She shook
-it off impatiently. Jim watched, peering impishly over the curtain
-rail.
-
-"I'm awfully sorry, asthore,"--Denis pulled her pig-tail
-lovingly--"shall I put you in my pocket?"
-
-"I will hear you speak," the Atom said.
-
-"Well, I'll recite my speech to you and Jim here. Nell was saying she
-wishes you'd take her place."
-
-"Don't be silly, Denis."
-
-A measured step approached the door.
-
-"Aunt Kezia--and Jim not in his cage!" he ejaculated, and strode to the
-door.
-
-He glanced back at Jim--a dim little outline in the curtain. "If only
-he stays there!"
-
-He swung out on to the landing, nearly upsetting Miss Kezia.
-
-"I wish to see Molly," she said.
-
-"Molly? She's not in there, Aunt Kezia."
-
-"One of my boots is missing. I conclude that Molly, for some purpose of
-her own, has taken it." She moved towards him and the door.
-
-"Don't you trouble," he besought her; "you go and finish getting ready.
-I'll find Molly and ask her."
-
-"I prefer to look for myself."
-
-She entered the Stronghold and gazed around.
-
-Jim peered inquisitively at her over the curtain top. Denis frowned at
-him and shook his head.
-
-"There is my boot!" Miss Kezia dragged a large and solid boot from
-beneath a chair. "Well!" she ejaculated, and the amount of indignation
-she managed to compress into that one word was terrific. She held up
-the boot--there was not a button left on it. But on the floor, ranged
-in a neat little line, sat ten black buttons. The absolute regularity
-of the line, the precision and neatness, somehow seemed to aggravate the
-offence.
-
-"I--I would like to _whip_ Molly!"
-
-Miss Kezia's accents were not so judicial as usual; there was a hurried,
-almost a pathetic, note about them. She was at a loss. "I will find
-Molly," she said with dire meaning, and stalked towards the door.
-
-"I'll find her for you!" Denis exclaimed, and brushed past her. When
-the door was shut, Sheila Pat, with a smile for what had occurred, went
-back to the window and her thoughts.
-
-Jim crept stealthily down the curtain and across to the boot buttons,
-which had been scattered by Miss Kezia's angry toe. He picked them up,
-one by one, and laid them in a neat little row again. Then he sat and
-regarded them with his head on one side.
-
-Sheila Pat's solitude was invaded presently by a very injured and
-tearful Molly.
-
-"She thinks I'm mad! And he isn't worth it! I'm to--to sew them all on
-myself! I can't!"
-
-Sheila Pat rose suddenly and left the room. She went into her bedroom..
-It was a bright, cold day with a brilliant sun sparkling on a
-fast-disappearing frost. But Sheila Pat donned a dark blue raincoat.
-She looked down with satisfaction on the neat little ankles and feet
-that were all that emerged from that end. From the other end, above an
-intensely sporting turned-up collar, her small face looked out with a
-weighty seriousness. She put on a dark blue peaked sort of cap, also
-rain proof, slipped downstairs, and left the house. With her hands in
-big pockets, she walked staidly down the road, a quaint little
-exceedingly tailorish figure. She stopped to accost a grey cob in a
-milkman's cart, and on the milkman's appearing from a house fell into
-conversation with him. Suddenly she broke out, appealingly young and
-eager in spite of her coat:--
-
-"Might I--oh, _please_ might I get in and hold the reins while you're in
-the houses?"
-
-He appeared to hesitate.
-
-"It--" a little choke jostled the words--"it's weeks and weeks since
-I've held the reins!"
-
-The milkman glanced dubiously down at the very small Atom, then at his
-quiet old cob, and assented. As he politely helped her in he felt the
-little tremor that shook her, but he did not understand it. He smiled
-surprisedly at the workmanlike way in which she gathered up the reins.
-He nodded kindly into the suddenly joyous face uplifted to his. Sheila
-Pat let out a great big breath and clucked softly to the cob.
-
-"Plenty of work in him yet," she observed conversationally. "Pretty
-shrewd, too," with a proud little laugh as the cob stopped outside a
-house.
-
-"He knows the houses I supply as well as I do, miss."
-
-On his rejoining her, "Any special fad?" she asked.
-
-"Well, he's steady-going as a rule, miss,--don't mind motors, or trains,
-or stone-crushers a bit,--but it's a funny thing he can't stand
-wheelbarrers! Shies at 'em quite skittish."
-
-Sheila Pat listened with absorbed interest. The milkman came to the
-last house on his list, and she drove him in style to the dairy. The
-conversation on the way was strictly horsey. As they drew up she
-mentioned where she was going.
-
-"Mr. Yovil? Oh, we supply him. I'll take you there, miss; it's close
-by."
-
-So it came about that Mr. Mark Yovil, looking forth from his study
-window, beheld his milkman driven to his gate by a very small and very
-dignified driver, who, after bidding the cob a lingering and loving
-farewell, shook hands with the milkman, and entered Mr. Yovil's gate.
-
-A few minutes later a rigidly grave maid announced: "Miss Sheila
-Patricia Kathleen O'Brien," and the Atom walked in.
-
-"How-do-you-do? I am the sister of Denis O'Brien."
-
-Mr. Yovil took off his glasses and polished them with his handkerchief,
-then he fixed them on the brown and bumpy bridge of his nose, and
-regarded her through them.
-
-"I'm sure I'm very pleased to see you," he said in a particularly
-charming voice. Sheila Pat would never have dreamt how exceedingly curt
-and cutting that voice could be. "Pray sit down."
-
-"Thank you."
-
-There was a pause, while he watched her pulling down her long coat over
-her ankles.
-
-"You see, I've come on business," she said presently, looking up
-straight into his face.
-
-"Oh, indeed. I'm afraid," with a comical shake of his bristly head,
-"I'm not much good on business matters."
-
-"It's not about money at all. I--" there was just a tiny pause--"I want
-to know if you--if you would engage me as an extra hand on next
-Wednesday."
-
-"An--extra--hand?"
-
-A little pink signal of distress lest he laugh at her flamed in her
-cheek.
-
-"You see," the staid voice grew hurried, "I'm rather small for my age.
-I'm not really very young. I'm quite six and fourteen weeks, and I--I'm
-'ceptionally strong. I could wash the plates and knives and forks,
-and--and run errings--and fill the water jugs. I'd do anythin', and I
-wouldn't want any wages. The only stippleation I'd make is that I might
-listen in a corner to Denis's speech."
-
-"It's very kind of you," the dark eyes behind the glasses were twinkling
-a good deal, "but I really do not need an--er--extra hand."
-
-There was a pause. Sheila Pat swallowed twice, quite loudly.
-
-"P'raps," tremulous hope sounded in her voice, "p'raps you'd like me to
-show people to their seats?"
-
-"N-no," he said slowly, "I really don't think there's any office I need
-filling."
-
-He stared distressed at the woeful face of Sheila Pat. He polished his
-glasses with a queer nervousness, this quick-tempered little man before
-whom so many grown-ups had trembled.
-
-"I--" with a trembling burst of desperation, "I could fill the coal
-skuttles!"
-
-He came over and, drawing up a chair, sat down beside her.
-
-"Will you tell me why you want to--er--fulfil all these menial offices?"
-he asked gently.
-
-She slid off her chair.
-
-"It was to hear Denis, you see. Good-bye, Mr. Yovil."
-
-"But--why not come with your brother?"
-
-"Nell's comin', and you're full up. Molly doesn't want to, anyway,
-because there'd be so many boys starin'."
-
-"I shall be very much hurt if you don't come, too."
-
-A little flush rose to her cheeks.
-
-"I'm not wishin' to intrude, thank you; I wasn't askin' for _that_!
-Only, you see, I thought if I could be an extra hand, that would do."
-
-He took the hand extended to him, and with his other rubbed his brow
-wildly. He realised that nothing would induce his small companion to
-come on the Wednesday merely as a visitor. He stared at her in comical
-distress.
-
-"Good-bye," he said absently.
-
-As she reached the door he gave a jubilant shout.
-
-"Could you be my Social Prompter, do you think?"
-
-She turned back.
-
-"Yes," she said. "What is it?"
-
-He smiled.
-
-"Come and sit down again. There, that's right. Oh, I shall want a
-Social Prompter that evening!" he gave a quizzical little chuckle. "Now
-listen, my dear. I'm a rude man. Oh, yes, I am," as she politely
-refuted his statement. "A good many ladies have told me so. I never
-speak to the people I should speak to, and I speak to those I shouldn't.
-Well, there will be a good many ladies present on Wednesday, and I must
-speak to them all and I must say just about as many words to one as the
-other. Now, my sister was to have been hostess, and she gives me a sign
-whom I'm to accost next, and so on. But her little boy has the measles,
-and she won't come up to town. Do you see?"
-
-"Oh, yes!" Sheila Pat's face was intent. "I'll turn up my nose at the
-ladies you've spoken to, and smile at the ones you haven't."
-
-"Well--hardly that. The ladies whom you turned your nose up at might be
-hurt, you know. Let me see, now. I think if you come quietly up to me
-every now and then, and suggest what group I shall join-- How will that
-do?"
-
-"Yes," said Sheila Pat. She put out her hand and gave his arm an
-ecstatic little squeeze.
-
-"I did want to see Denis get the prize."
-
-"But perhaps he won't."
-
-"Oh, yes, he will. He's Irish, you see. Good-bye. I'm very much
-'bliged."
-
-"Not at all. It's I who should say that. I'm coming out. We'll start
-together."
-
-With infinite tact he invented the need of tobacco, because he knew
-there was a tobacconist's near the top of Henley Road. He never smoked
-any but a particular brand that he procured at a particular shop, and
-that evening his man was gratified by the present of a tin of tobacco.
-
-He bade the Atom good-bye at the top of her road, and looking after the
-sedate little back, he smiled. Such an immense dignity was there in
-that small back view of Sheila Pat that it was difficult to associate
-her with the severe scolding to which she knew she was walking.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XII*
-
-
-"Four half crowns is ten bob. Sarah, if ever I catch you carrying that
-heavy coal-box up to our room again, I'll give you a month's warning and
-pack you off without a day's notice!
-
-"Nell," entering the Stronghold, "to-day is Saturday. Old Tellbridge,
-gazing at my interesting countenance, pale from overwork and perhaps
-tired of my unfortunate method of making two and two tot up to five or
-three, let me off early. The pit of a theatre is peopled nowadays by a
-most respectable and worthy--"
-
-"A theatre? Oh, Denis! Which? What?"
-
-"My dears, do not shout. 'Tis vulgar. You've heard of a play called
-'Monsieur Beaucaire.' Softly--softly. And James, there are
-no--er--butterflies in K.K.'s coat, I assure you. Yes, Atom, we _are_
-going! Yes, we must start _at once_! Lancaster says it's going very
-strong. We'll have to wait outside ages. As our aunt is not at home, I
-would suggest a raid on the kitchen, and then flight."
-
-Nell said demurely:--
-
-"Yesterday Aunt Kezia was holding forth on the vulgarity of any but
-grocers' assistants and 'sich-like' waiting in a queue outside a
-theatre."
-
-Down in the kitchen a scandalised Sarah looked on while they "foraged."
-She held a table-cloth in one hand and two table napkins in the other.
-Agitatedly she sought to thrust them upon the O'Briens, while they sat
-on the table and ate cold jam-tart, bread and cheese, and apples.
-Later, as they hurried out of the gate--Molly, gloveless, working her
-arms into her coat--she called after them:--
-
-"You'll be faint with 'unger, missansir!"
-
-On the omnibus Molly discovered that she had brought odd gloves with
-her.
-
-As they drew near the theatre they were overcome with a sudden fear that
-they would be too late to get seats in the front row and they scrambled
-anyhow down the omnibus steps. Sheila Pat took a flying leap that
-brought down upon her shouts from the conductor and from the drivers of
-two cabs. The Atom, safe and sound on the curb, drew herself up with
-dignity.
-
-"Really, in this _London_ a person can't do a thing at all, without
-being interfered with!"
-
-Then they ran. When they arrived at the theatre, they found only about
-ten people there before them. Denis assured them they would get
-front-row seats, and they exulted.
-
-The long wait did not seem long to them. But their money flew. There
-was the poor man who tied himself into horrible knots; the newspaper
-boy, who had blue eyes, and whom they thought might be Irish. When he
-thanked them for the sixpence, his Cockney accent shattered their hopes.
-They gave pennies to the little pink-nosed boy whose sister played the
-flageolet, and to an old man who sang.
-
-Then the move began. A very big man directly behind Sheila Pat looked
-down amusedly at that excessively small, but excessively determined
-young person. He recognised the fact that the Atom meant no one to push
-in front of her. In the front row Sheila Pat sat her down, and looked
-around, quivering with excitement.
-
-Just before the curtain went up Ted Lancaster strolled into the stalls,
-and sat down in front of the Atom. She bent forward and dug eager
-little fingers into his shoulder.
-
-"Won't you be speakin' to me at all, then, Mr. Lancaster?"
-
-He turned.
-
-"Why, it's my lit--my Irish friend! How-do-you-do, Miss O'Brien?"
-
-"Oh, please," said Sheila Pat, "is there anyone _Irish_ in the play?"
-
-"I'm afraid not. But you'll lose your heart to Monsieur Beaucaire,
-though he's only a Frenchman!"
-
-She shook an obstinate head.
-
-"I won't!"
-
-At the end of the first act he turned to her. A little faint pink
-colour dyed her cheeks, her eyes were wide and bright.
-
-"Well? How about your heart?"
-
-"I--I _haven't_! I won't!"
-
-"I love him!" said Molly. "And oh, I _loathe_ that wicked Duke of
-Winterset!"
-
-When the curtain went down at the end of the first scene of the second
-act, he turned to her again. Her eyes were brighter, her cheeks pinker
-than before. She refused to look at him.
-
-"It's only two minutes," Ted said. "Miss Sheila Patricia?" he finished
-with an uplifting of brows.
-
-"I--I _haven't_! You are a very intruding boy!"
-
-The curtain went up, and he turned away.
-
-The moment when she finally and absolutely and openly capitulated was
-when Monsieur Beaucaire came down the stairs, taking the old Countess of
-Greenbury to supper. In the midst of the storm of applause, one ecstatic
-little voice rang out.
-
-"He's _worthy_ to be Irish, anyway!"
-
-As they went out Molly managed to become separated from them and lost.
-
-Denis said, "You stay out here with Lancaster," and plunged back into
-the crowd.
-
-Sheila Pat, excited, too restless to stand still, plunged eagerly after
-him.
-
-Nell was left standing with Ted. Now Ted Lancaster was possessed of
-some physical attributes that particularly displeased Nell, as being so
-ridiculously untrue to his character. She fell to pondering the
-strength of his rather thin mouth and of his chin; on the look of
-cleverness about his deep-set eyes. The very breadth of his shoulders
-displeased her. She told herself that a slack creature such as he must
-be, who lounged about and did nothing except drive in a motor, had no
-business with a face like his. Irritatedly she fought against a strong
-inclination to like him.
-
-"Isn't your motor waiting for you?" she broke the silence in a bland
-tone of voice.
-
-"No." He sounded a little surprised. "There're always hansoms, you
-know," he added.
-
-"Oh! But you prefer your motor, don't you?"
-
-He gave her a quick, shrewd glance; there was just the suspicion of a
-smile at the corners of his lips as he answered carelessly:--
-
-"Well, they get you along quicker, you know."
-
-"Yes," she said, "and of course when you've a lot to do--when you are
-very busy--that's a consideration."
-
-There was a little pause. She glanced at him and smiled maliciously.
-He had flushed a little.
-
-"Yes," he agreed nonchalantly.
-
-She watched three women frantically tearing about in search of a hansom,
-but she was thinking of Ted. What a cool voice he had! She wasn't sure
-that it wasn't impertinent. And as for his looking tired and ill--well,
-of course he would, living an unhealthy, self-indulgent, lazy life.
-Suddenly she began to contrast his mode of life with Denis's before they
-had left Kilbrannan. Impulsively she spoke her thoughts aloud, keeping,
-in actual words, only to Denis, his prowess in the hunting field,
-football, and so on; but her expressive voice and face pointed the
-moral, drew the contrast, as plainly as if she had spoken it. There was
-another pause when she stopped.
-
-Then Denis appeared with the others. The relief in her welcome was
-unmistakable.
-
-"Got her! She was rushing off in a frenzy straight for the North Pole!
-You're not going, Lancaster? Rot! Come along with us, old chap, and be
-introduced to Jimmy O'Driscoll."
-
-Ted glanced at Nell; it was an odd glance, and his mouth twisted in a
-sudden dry smile.
-
-"Yes, won't you?" she said carelessly.
-
-"Thanks, no, I've to meet a fellow!"
-
-He raised his hat and walked away.
-
-Sarah let them in at No. 35. She looked scared and spoke in a loud
-whisper.
-
-"Oh, missansir, there's been murder done as sure as my name's Sarah
-Jones! Hush! She's in! The poor little dog! Its dying 'owls were
-pitiful! I allus knew that unchristian monkey-thing would do us a
-'arm!"
-
-She managed to work on their feelings to a certain extent, although they
-knew that Jim had conceived a deep affection for Kate Kearney, which
-that young person returned with a disdainful and bullying sort of
-tolerance. They hurried up to the Stronghold, Denis produced the key,
-and they opened the door. The room presented a somewhat chaotic
-appearance; bits of Denis's slippers strewed the floor; a fur rug
-distributed itself in bunches round the room; the table-cloth had been
-pulled off, and with it various books, papers, and a bowl of
-chrysanthemums. With the chaos a dead silence greeted them; they could
-see neither Kate Kearney nor Jim O'Driscoll.
-
-Molly gasped:--
-
-"Oh--they're both killed!"
-
-Behind the easy chair they sat, two little mute, obstinate figures,
-palpably worn out, and each still holding on grimly to a battered thing
-of felt and ribbon that once had been a hat of Nell's. In Jim's thin
-little hands, as they gripped the hat, bunches of black fur were
-discernible, which told a tale. At their approach K.K. arose, panting,
-and renewed the struggle. She was very strong and Jim was very small.
-With her teeth fixed firmly in the felt, she pulled and pulled, backing
-all round the room, and at the other end of the hat came Jim, hopping,
-sliding, but never letting his hold slip. His pathetic little wizened
-face added to the ludicrousness of the spectacle. In the end Denis
-bethought him brilliantly of a way to end the struggle with fairness to
-both sides. He took a knife and sawed Nell's hat in halves.
-Immediately each went straight for the piece the other held, and as each
-dropped its own piece, Nell picked them up, and the battle was perforce
-at an end.
-
-Jim fled, chattering with rage, to the top of the curtain, and Kate
-Kearney had resort to what no doubt she would have termed a hurt
-dignity, but what looked considerably like a fit of the sulks.
-
-"Now," said Denis, "how did that little beggar undo his cage door?"
-
-Nell said, still laughing:--
-
-"It's just struck me that it's rather hard on my hat!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIII*
-
-
-Denis was immersed, fathoms deep, in unutterable gloom. It was the
-all-important day, at last. That morning he had risen in wild spirits.
-"Don't believe my poor old essay is so bad after all! Anyhow, what's it
-matter?"
-
-At luncheon time he was still hilarious; at tea time down, down in the
-depths. His thermometer had been very much like that in regard to his
-speech, up and down, down and up, for the past week.
-
-"It's tea time, Denis."
-
-"All right." He glanced up from his notes with his eyebrows up, his
-forehead wrinkled. "T'won't make any difference whether I go on reading
-up or not--it's awful rot, anyway."
-
-"It's grand," declared Sheila Pat, and the Pearl chattered his teeth
-angrily at the enthusiastic squeeze she gave him.
-
-"Don't lose heart, Denis, it's a fine speech," said Nell.
-
-"It's stiff--stilted," he said, frowning.
-
-She flushed; he had put her own secret fear into words.
-
-"I'm quite sure you will get the prize," remarked Stewart, who had been
-invited to tea. He spoke with deep earnestness; he had an intense
-admiration for Denis.
-
-But Denis sat glum and gloomy while they pressed bread and butter on
-him, and Stewart made him a slice of French toast. Then suddenly he
-looked up, and he burst out laughing.
-
-"Oh, how you're all waiting on Sir Doldrums Gloomy-grump! Look at the
-noble Stewart's flushed countenance, reddened in my unworthy service!
-Not another word on literature! Let's forget that such things as
-speeches exist!"
-
-But presently he began to laugh again:--
-
-"I'm thinking of poor old Lancaster. Saw him this afternoon--talk about
-gloom! He was in a vile temper! 'Pretty lot of fools we'll look! But I
-deserve all I get!' he growled, and off he marched, though I wanted to
-speak to him particularly!"
-
-While they were dressing, Stewart slipped away next door.
-
-He reappeared, oddly red and shy.
-
-Sheila Pat, in short white petticoat and stockinged feet, met him on the
-landing.
-
-"Where have you been, Tommy?"
-
-"Just home."
-
-"What's the matter, Tommy?"
-
-"Nothing!"
-
-Sheila Pat considered him gravely.
-
-"Your face is very red."
-
-"Rot!"
-
-"And why are you keepin' your hand behind you?"
-
-"Want to!"
-
-She made a dart, but he turned, too. Round and round they went, and she
-won. She was too quick and elf-like for him.
-
-"Oh!" she said. "It's a red rose. Is it for Nell?"
-
-"No!"
-
-"Is it for me?"
-
-"If--if you like--you can have it!"
-
-"Oh, yes, please, Tommy."
-
-He held it out to her, a lovely deep red rose with a spray of maiden
-hair.
-
-"I'll pin it in front of my dress, Tommy, and I'll look so nice, won't
-I? Janie and Benny Jones are comin' to look at us when we're dressed."
-
-"Sheila Pat! Sheila Pat!"
-
-She slipped away from him.
-
-Presently she reappeared in the Stronghold.
-
-"Tommy, _don't_ you think--with my button-hole and all--_I might be
-seven_?"
-
-Stewart looked at her in her little loose, short white frock; at her
-long, slim legs and little white heelless shoes.
-
-"Don't look at my _legs_!" she breathed.
-
-"Ten!" he said unblinkingly.
-
-"Oh, Tommy! I do so want to look old to-night! It's very
-erportant--what I've got to do! And I'll put some cakes in my pocket
-for you."
-
-Nell ran past the room and upstairs to see how Denis was getting on. He
-had lost his collar stud. She found it for him; she put it in for him;
-she sewed the bow on to his shoe; she rearranged his tie; helped him on
-with his coat, and all he said in thanks was:--
-
-"Oh, Jemima! how I pity the poor chap who marries you!"
-
-Nell pulled her hair a trifle looser, using his glass. She turned on
-him, young, slim, radiantly pretty. "Do you?" she laughed. "I'll be an
-old maid, then!"
-
-"You do look stunning, old girl! Bet I'll have the prettiest sister
-there to-night."
-
-"Oh, I do believe you carry a chip of the blarney stone about with you.
-Come down and let Janie and Benny look at you. Denis, there's a most
-delicious scent in this room. What is it?"
-
-"Eh? Oh, a bit of lily of the valley I thought you might like. It's on
-the wash-hand stand."
-
-He whistled a bar of "Widow Macree."
-
-"Oh, Denis!" She was holding up a lovely bunch of lilies of the valley
-to her cheek.
-
-He turned with sudden irritation.
-
-"Don't start about it's being extravagant! It isn't! If you say a word,
-I'll chuck 'em in the dust-bin!"
-
-She smiled demurely. The flowers had been behind the water-jug, with a
-suspicious air of having been hidden there.
-
-"They're lovely," she said, tucking them into her soft folded belt. "I
-must pin them in. Are you coming, twin?"
-
-"If it weren't for taking you two, I wouldn't come at all."
-
-"Oh, yes, you would."
-
-"What's the good? I haven't a ghost of a chance--"
-
-"If you _knew_ you were bound to make the worst speech there," her head
-was up, "you would go. We never funk anything, Denis!"
-
-"Neither we do, old lady!"
-
-He seized her round the waist and ran her downstairs to her room.
-
-"Nell," called out the Atom, "aren't you ready? Janie and Benny have
-come!"
-
-"O dear, then hurry I _must_! Molly, I wish you were coming, too!"
-
-"I don't! I wouldn't for anything," she whispered eagerly. "I shall go
-and talk to Aunt Kezia!"
-
-"Molly, you're getting too good altogether for the likes of us! Don't,
-in your exaltation, forget to shut Jim up. Benny, what big eyes! Janie,
-how's the cold? Duckies, ask Sarah if we didn't leave two nice cakes at
-tea. Coming, Denis! Good-bye, Aunt Kezia. Molly, there's a packet of
-butter-scotch somewhere--find it for them. Good-bye!"
-
-Mark Yovil greeted the Atom as an old friend.
-
-"Of course," said Sheila Pat, anxiously, "I don't know which ladies
-you've spoke to before I came."
-
-"Oh, that doesn't count," he reassured her.
-
-Nell looked round the room interestedly. There were not many people
-there yet. Standing by a lounge talking to a girl with an elaborately
-dressed head of colourless hair, she saw Ted Lancaster. Another girl,
-younger, sat between her and an older, stouter edition of them both,
-obviously the mother. Nell had a quick thought of a hairdresser's shop,
-the three heads were so stiffly held, so carefully dressed. Then she
-wondered, humorously, whether the husband and father didn't get tired of
-seeing his wife in three stages of age and size.
-
-"Will you come?" Mr. Yovil asked. "I'd like to introduce you to Mrs.
-Lancaster. She's Ted Lancaster's aunt, you know--he and your brother
-are chums, aren't they?"
-
-"Y-yes."
-
-Mrs. Lancaster bent a stiff head, Miss Lancaster and Miss Gertrude
-Lancaster did likewise. Ted shook hands.
-
-"Is your brother going to make a speech?" Gertrude asked as Nell sat
-down beside her.
-
-"Yes. When are they going to start?"
-
-"I don't know. The whole thing is an awful bore, isn't it?"
-
-"No; I love it."
-
-"Really? Alicia," turning to her sister, "Miss O'Brien is actually
-enjoying herself!"
-
-"Really? How queer! We only came because we thought dear Mr. Yovil
-would be hurt if we refused."
-
-Up came Denis.
-
-"I say, can't you squeeze me in somehow?"
-
-Gertrude unbent and laughed as he sat down between her and Nell.
-
-Sheila Pat, always earnest, trotted gravely at her host's heels till he
-released her. Even then she watched. He was standing talking to an
-imposing matron when he felt a sharp little nip on his arm. He looked
-down and met Sheila Pat's chiding eyes.
-
-"You've spoken to her _twice_! I would have thought you'd remember
-her--_by her nose_!"
-
-The whisper was loud; he muttered a hasty excuse and fled. But he fled
-in the wrong direction. After him ran Sheila Pat.
-
-"You haven't spoken _once_ to the lady in the bathing dress!"
-
-In her eagerness her voice rose, and several pairs of eyes glanced
-instinctively across the room to where a lady in a red and white striped
-silk gown sat amiably looking on, and several people hid smiles.
-
-"Ted isn't a bit nervous," Gertrude Lancaster confided to Nell. "He's
-quite calm and cool. Now, that poor Cuthbert Pennington who's just been
-introduced to you is all on wires about it."
-
-Nell looked across to where Ted lounged, talking to an old gentleman.
-
-"Is he convinced he'll win the prize?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know. But nothing ever troubles him, I think. Can you
-catch his eye? I want to ask him about a dinner-party--I _can't_ make
-him look this way!"
-
-"Isn't it unkind to disturb him? He looks so comfortable."
-
-"Oh, no--oh, that's it. Now he'll come."
-
-He came slowly and stood before them.
-
-"You want me?"
-
-Gertrude chattered about an approaching dinner-party, then she turned to
-join in another conversation.
-
-Ted stood silent.
-
-Nell glanced up at him. "Nothing ever troubles him," rang in her ears.
-She frowned impatiently.
-
-"Poor Mr. Pennington!" she said softly.
-
-He glanced across at Pennington, surrounded, the centre of a noisy
-group, and raised his eyebrows.
-
-"He's nervous about his speech. He," there was the faintest accent on
-the "he," "doesn't feel sure he will win the Shakespeare."
-
-"How queer! Surely each one in his heart is convinced he'll pull it
-off!" There was an odd mocking note in his voice.
-
-"Only the conceited ones!" she laughed.
-
-There was a little pause.
-
-She looked up at him, smiling.
-
-"_You_ feel as if you will win it, don't you?" she said amiably.
-
-"Thanks. I take it, Miss O'Brien."
-
-"The speeches are going to begin," observed Gertrude, turning round.
-
-"I say," Cuthbert Pennington's dark face was trying to look injured,
-"they've made me go up first! Wish me luck! I'm a-trembling all over.
-Shouldn't wonder if I faint away in a swoond!"
-
-His speech was good, bright, and vivacious, and sometimes humorous.
-There was a good deal of applause at its finish.
-
-Nell felt terribly excited. She glanced often at Denis, who looked gay
-and debonnair enough.
-
-The two next speeches were not so good; in both there was a stiffness of
-phrase that made her put them aside with a metaphoric wave of her hand.
-Then came the poetic Morley's turn. He was inclined to be
-grandiloquent, he brought in a great many poetical quotations, his
-metaphors were inclined to run away with him; but he used fervid
-gestures, he flung back his hair a good deal, and people seemed
-enthusiastic.
-
-Nell felt uneasy; she did not herself care for his speech, but she
-recognised a good deal of merit in it.
-
-Ted Lancaster was the next.
-
-He rose and strolled slowly to the end of the room.
-
-"Isn't he at his ease!" laughed Gertrude.
-
-Nell was conscious of a quick, uncharitable wish that his speech should
-be bad--bad--that he should receive hardly any applause--that that
-conceited ease of his should be ruffled--upset. He bowed to his
-audience. A little hot spasm of shame went through her. Surely--surely
-he was nervous! His face was quite white, and his eyes stared out
-sombrely from beneath frowning brows.
-
-"The Influence of Music on Mankind," he announced in his deep, quiet
-voice. He paused, looked down, then straight out before him again.
-
-"It is impossible," he began, "to exaggerate--" his eyes met Nell's, he
-stumbled, stopped--"to exaggerate--er--er--the important part that--that
-music--that music--has played in the--er--history of the world--"
-
-Nell was tingling all over with shame and pity; her cheeks burnt; she
-bit her lip cruelly. She could see his hand, resting on the top of the
-Grand piano beside him, shake; and then suddenly, abruptly, in the
-middle of a sentence, he bowed and strolled back to his seat.
-
-There was an uncomfortable little silence. A few people clapped feebly.
-
-"Oh," whispered Gertrude in Nell's ear, "_poor_ Ted! He must have been
-nervous, after all!"
-
-"You were rather ridiculously out in your opinion, weren't you?"
-retorted Nell, hotly.
-
-"How could I know? He--"
-
-Some one said, "Hush!" It was a red-cheeked boy with a twinkle in his
-eye, but it stopped Gertrude. Nell forgot Ted then, for it was Denis's
-turn next. Head erect, he marched to his place. Nell's hands locked
-themselves together; she hardly breathed; but when he turned and bowed
-she drew a sharp breath. Denis was nervous! He stood there, tall,
-broad-shouldered, his head flung back. His blue eyes looked very dark;
-his mouth was shut tightly. And he stood there, silent.
-
-No one moved. No one seemed to breathe. The stillness was awful. Nell
-felt as if she would shriek aloud. Then suddenly his eyes met hers; a
-little flush rose to his brow: "Early morning--the world gleaming green
-and wet through the blue haze--all the young things waking and stirring
-about you--" his voice rang out, musical, assured, and left Nell
-gasping. Dimly, with his talk of the stream glinting in the sunshine,
-the scent of the turf fires, there mingled in her ears--"names that
-still ring throughout all the lands--a grand and awe-inspiring age--the
-literature of that day--" and the result was bewildering. And then she
-was leaning forward, drinking it all in--for here was a bit of their old
-life--of Kilbrannan--home itself. Something caught in her throat, and
-for a moment Denis shone through a mist.
-
-Others were listening, too,--really listening,--absorbed, interested;
-grave and smiling by turns, as he willed. He stood there, before them
-all, unself-conscious, eager, making them see what he saw; and the words
-came without stumble or pause--easy, fluent, enthusiastic. It was just
-a bit of the old life he was showing them--a wild hunt made them laugh
-aloud; the peasants, the scenery, kept them absorbed; and when he
-stopped, there was a perfect storm of applause. The room fairly rang
-with it.
-
-He glanced swiftly, anxiously, at Nell, and then he bowed with all his
-own airy grace, again and again, laughing outright. One of the boys
-shouted out, "Encore!"
-
-There was only one speaker to come after Denis, and the unfortunate boy
-was received with yawns behind fans and barely concealed indifference.
-
-Of course Denis had won the Shakespeare. He received it in a storm of
-clapping. Everyone smiled on him and paid him compliments. Unabashed,
-he deftly returned them with interest to the ladies. The defeated boys
-nearly shook his arm out of its socket. Sheila Pat forgot, for the time
-being, her duties as Social Prompter, and went about informing everyone
-that she was Denis's sister.
-
-"He doesn't mind me pinching him a bit!" she said proudly.
-
-But she remembered her duty presently, and when Mr. Yovil was talking to
-Nell, down swooped Sheila Pat.
-
-"It's not her turn! I think you'd better go and talk to the jingle lady
-now."
-
-He went, meek as a lamb.
-
-"Nell," said Denis, coming up to her a moment, "no, I won't answer any
-questions."
-
-"But, Denis--"
-
-"I'll tell you when we get home. I want you to be sweet to poor old
-Lancaster, Nell."
-
-She blushed guiltily. "I'd like to, but he won't come near me, I'm
-afraid."
-
-"I'll manage. Don't you want some sandwiches?"
-
-"Awfully badly."
-
-"I'll send him along with them. Mind," warningly, "that you're nice to
-him."
-
-She grew hotter still.
-
-Presently Ted came to her.
-
-"O'Brien asked me to bring you these," he said stiffly.
-
-"Oh, thanks!" She dimpled at him charmingly.
-
-"Don't you want anything to eat or drink? The coffee's awfully good."
-
-"No, thanks."
-
-He stood a moment.
-
-She wondered why he looked so terribly tired, why he was so pale, with
-such dark rings round his eyes. All the mother in her wakened, and,
-with her shame, swamped the old sense of antagonism and made her long to
-make amends.
-
-He turned on his heel.
-
-"I--there's room for you here." She drew her skirt aside with a quick
-little nervous gesture.
-
-He looked back at her surprised. She was smiling at him anxiously;
-there was soft deprecation in her eyes.
-
-He hesitated.
-
-"I--thanks," he said, and sat down.
-
-She began chattering about Sheila Pat; about the Zooelogical Gardens,
-where they had been that day. She rattled on about their own Zoo in
-Dublin, in the Phoenix Park. She laughingly owned that the Regent's Park
-Zoo was larger. "But it hasn't such a beautiful background, there are
-no mountains, and ours is such a dear little Zoo somehow. The pelicans
-and peacocks and seagulls wander about in the open. Sheila Pat scorns
-your Regent's Park because they don't have polo matches there--"
-
-"Oh, Mr. Lancaster," a fair-haired girl stopped before them, "I _was_ so
-sorry for you! It must be _terrible_ to be so nervous!"
-
-He stood up.
-
-"Very kind of you."
-
-Her mother joined in: "Oh, no, everyone is pitying you! And Mr. Yovil
-is _wild_ about it! He won't _speak_ of it! So hard and unkind of him!
-As if anyone can help being nervous. Come, Lucy, dear."
-
-Ted sat down again.
-
-Nell looked fierce; her lips were shut tight, her cheeks glowing. He
-glanced at her.
-
-"Something has vexed you?" he said tentatively.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Anything I can do?"
-
-"No! Oh, how hateful--_hateful_ people are! What idiots! Oh, I'm as
-bad as they are! I didn't mean to worry you, but it--I never can keep
-things in. I choke."
-
-"Please don't," he smiled rather bewilderedly. "Say what you like."
-
-"No, I won't. Only how anyone could be so idiotic--so thick-skinned--so
-_aggravating_ as those two just now--"
-
-He looked at her incredulously.
-
-"You're angry with them--for me?"
-
-"Of course!" she sounded quite snappy.
-
-"It's awfully nice of you, you know."
-
-"Oh, no, it isn't. And I'm just making it worse--"
-
-"No, you're not, you--you've made it a lot better."
-
-"Have I?" She smiled radiantly. "Oh, I'm so glad!"
-
-"And you know," in an extremely casual tone, "it serves me right for
-going in for it! And I was an awful fool, of course."
-
-"You weren't. Denis was only saved by being an Irishman. I'll tell you
-a secret--he wouldn't mind...."
-
-"Well, he _is_ a clever chap!"
-
-"And now do have something to eat. I expect," shrewdly, "you didn't
-have much dinner."
-
-"But I'm so comfortable here," he pleaded.
-
-"You are to go and get something," she commanded. "I'll keep your place
-for you."
-
-At that he rose obediently.
-
-Presently up came Cuthbert Pennington.
-
-"I say, Miss O'Brien, don't you feel puffed up--reflected glory, you
-know, and all that? That young sister of yours says she knew he'd get
-the prize, because he's Irish. I said, 'Och, begorra, why doesn't his
-nose try to look at his brow then?' and she boxed my ears! Did, really!
-I've fallen head over heels in love with her. But she says she's going
-to marry an Irish breeder of horses. Hard on me, isn't it?"
-
-His white teeth gleamed as he laughed out joyously.
-
-"I say, if I'd known we'd a second what's-his-name amongst us, I'd never
-have fagged over books and notes till my hair went grey."
-
-She glanced at his crisp black locks.
-
-"What dye do you use?"
-
-"Oh, a family secret! Won't you have some more coffee? Poor old
-Lancaster looks down, doesn't he? Never nervous myself--"
-
-"If you'll let me get a word in edgeways, I'd like to observe that that
-seat is taken."
-
-"How unkind you are to me! If you hadn't tempered your words with a
-smile, I'd have gone out and hanged myself. All right, I may stay here
-till the owner turns up? Thanks. I won't talk," sadly.
-
-She dimpled mischievously.
-
-Pause.
-
-Someone passing smiled and nodded to him.
-
-"I say, Miss O'Brien, see her? Think she's pretty? Well, my mater beats
-her hollow! Wish she was here to-night. I'd like you to know her--oh!"
-He gave a roar of laughter. "I'm talking! Well, I don't care!"
-
-"I like you to talk," said she, sweetly, but rather absently. She was
-looking across to where Ted Lancaster stood in conversation with some
-friends. She was wondering when he meant to come and claim his place.
-
-Presently he left the people he was talking to and strolled across to
-two boys.
-
-Nell's head went up a little.
-
-"Owner of this place doesn't seem to be coming," observed Pennington.
-"Lucky for me. I'm an awfully lucky chap. Oh, you're not going?"
-
-"Denis is making faces at me. Everyone's gone or going. And we have an
-aunt who objects to us keeping late hours."
-
-"Going, Nell?" Denis came up, laughing. "Look at the Atom shadowing
-poor old Yovil! He was just having a chat with that grey-haired cousin
-or something of his--awful nice old lady--and up came the Atom, 'You
-_mustn't_ talk to her any more. Go at once and speak to the grumpy one
-in green!' She was pretty autocratic, and he as meek as butter."
-
-"O'Brien," exclaimed their host as they reached his side, "I've been
-trying to get to you, but," with a whimsical glance down at Sheila Pat,
-"I'm under orders to-night. I've never been so polite before in all my
-life. Now shake hands! You'll be heard of some day, O'Brien!"
-
-Denis flushed and laughed.
-
-"I'd like to tell you something--"
-
-"Eh?" The glasses flashed on him quickly. He drew him aside.
-
-"Well? Well?"
-
-Presently they heard him give a satisfied chuckle.
-
-"Good! Good! That accounts for a certain want of polish. The
-sentences were at times crude--abrupt--rounded off carelessly. There
-was tautology once or twice. Good! I'm glad you told me! I like your
-family. Shake again! Ah, there's Lancaster. Young man," gripping
-Ted's shoulder as he passed, "I have great hopes for you! For you have
-made just the same beginning as I did myself many years ago." He
-twinkled humorously and shook hands with great heartiness. Nell thought
-of the little man's reported "wildness." She had decided that it was
-very rude indeed of Ted not to trouble to come back to her when she was
-keeping his place for him. So her good night lacked warmth. But then
-so did his.
-
-Mr. Yovil turned to Sheila Pat; he tilted up her face and eyed her
-amusedly.
-
-"Have I worked you too hard, my Social Prompter?"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"You haven't spoken _much_ to the bathing-dress lady!"
-
-"Haven't I? I'd sooner speak to you."
-
-"Would you? Perhaps I'll come and see you all alone one day, shall I?"
-
-"I wish you would. And I wonder if I dare ask for a kiss?"
-
-"Your musstache looks rather prickly, I think," she hesitated.
-
-"Try it."
-
-He lifted her high in the air and kissed her. He put her down gently
-and turned to bid other guests good-bye. At the door the Atom looked
-back and waved her hand.
-
-"Good-bye, Mr. Yovil!" her voice rang out. "Don't forget the one in
-the--you know--" An obvious nod at the red and white striped lady
-completed the sentence.
-
-When they reached Henley Road the door was opened by Herr Schmidt.
-
-"My brother won the prize, Herr Schmidt." Sheila Pat's tone was full of
-decorous pride.
-
-"Ach, I am glad! Come in. Hush, your aunt sleeps--"
-
-"You weren't sitting up for us, were you, Herr Schmidt?" Nell asked.
-
-"Nein, nein, Fraeulein! I sit up late always, and I tell your aunt I
-will open ze door to you. You will come in and tell me about your
-evening, hein?"
-
-Sheila Pat's gaiety had gone; her face looked pale and tired.
-
-Up in the Stronghold Molly lay in the arm-chair fast asleep, but Kate
-Kearney flew to welcome them.
-
-Nell, looking at the Atom's weary little face, and hearing her sharp
-responses to Molly's questions, cut the talk short. Molly went to bed
-bewildered with sleepiness and hearing that Denis's speech hadn't been
-his speech at all.
-
-To Nell he explained more fully.
-
-"It was your face, Nell! I stood there, and it had all gone--I couldn't
-remember a word! Whether it was poor old Lancaster's bad example, I
-don't know. And all of a sudden I met your eyes. Oh, Nell," with a
-chuckle, "you did look so agonised, so beseeching! And it was exactly
-how you looked at me that day when the Colleen Bawn knocked that hole
-into her foreleg--d'you remember?--and you were trying to stop the
-bleeding, when I came up. Well, I'd got to stop it for you, somehow,
-and I did. And to-night I'd got to speak a speech, and I did."
-
-"Yes, you did."
-
-She was silent, gazing into the fire.
-
-"Poor little Atom!" she murmured softly.
-
-"I wish I hadn't done it!" He kicked the fender moodily.
-
-"Oh, don't, Denis! It was splendid. Isn't it a true sign of power to
-move your audience? Besides--somehow it has done me good--it has made
-me feel--_know_--that we're going back to it all some day!"
-
-"How?"
-
-Her beautiful eyes were misty; she gave a little radiant smile.
-
-"Oh, how should I know! But it _has_! And I'm sure it's done the same
-to Sheila Pat!"
-
-But that night she had to turn her pillow round more than once.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIV*
-
-
- Six gold watches at 1d. . . . . . . . 6
- Six gold horses at 1d. . . . . . . . 6
- Two dolls at 2d. . . . . . . . . . . 4
- Bottle of gum at 1d. . . . . . . . . 1
- Two drums at 4 3/4d. . . . . . . . . . 9 1/2
- \ --
- Total . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 2-2 1/2
-
-
-Nell handed it over to Denis with an air of pride.
-
-"That's all we've bought for Christmas so far, Denis. We'd better hurry
-up."
-
-"There's not much to get this year," he said gloomily.
-
-She stabbed the table with her pencil.
-
-"Sir William Harrison will give 'em all their Christmas 'comforts,'" he
-pursued with a sneer.
-
-She sighed.
-
-"Nora says in the letter I had this morning that they're really very
-nice people, only none of them can bear to see them in our home. She
-says they're awfully good to the poor people, and--and haven't altered
-anything--"
-
-There was a silence.
-
-"There's the hospital," she began; "we must send the box off in good
-time, and I want to give Sarah's little brothers and sisters presents,
-and now Sheila Pat has chummed up with that milkman, and he certainly
-has two of the dearest little chubby girls! There's a good deal to get,
-Denis."
-
-"So there is, asthore! To-morrow's Saturday. We'll go shopping
-directly after lunch!"
-
-He picked up a chocolate cake from the table and ate it. It was one of
-a lot he had bought for Sheila Pat, whose lunch, in punishment for some
-misdeed, had been meagre and puddingless. Miss Kezia invariably
-punished the Atom so, and Denis invariably bought her a substitute of
-cakes and goodies to make up.
-
-"It'll have to be ingenious shopping this year, Denis," Nell said.
-
-He tapped his brow. "Here's an idea now! Surely in big toy shops some
-of the toys must get broken! Eh? Here's the shopper. We'll buy the
-broken toys, and I'll mend 'em. See, I'll turn carpenter for the nonce!
-Oh, we'll drive wonderful bargains between us! What a head I've got!"
-
-The next afternoon they set forth. The first toy shop they came to was
-a large and fashionable one. Molly elected to wait outside, but the
-others marched gaily in.
-
-A tall and smiling damsel came gliding towards them, but at Denis's
-debonair request for damaged toys, the smile froze, and the damsel
-informed him coldly that it was not a second-hand shop.
-
-He smiled blandly, and responded that he could see that, but had thought
-that even in such an elegant emporium things must occasionally be
-broken.
-
-"We'll relieve you of tailless horses, armless and legless dolls,
-sailless ships, funnelless engines, neckless giraffes, humpless camels,
-trunkless elephants, even noseless tapirs," he ended with a flourish.
-
-The damsel's eye gleamed coldly.
-
-"I conclude when things are broken they are thrown away," she observed
-with haughty nonchalance.
-
-He searched his pockets; his face was very grave.
-
-"Ah, I have not a tract with me bearing on this subject. But, my dear
-young lady, it is a subject very near my heart. Waste! Ah, 'Waste not,
-want not!' You have heard the wise old proverb? Waste! In thy name
-how many sins are committed, daily, hourly, minutely! Think of empty
-little arms--outstretched, clamoring--empty--while the dust-bin is full!
-Think of armless dolls smiling in the midst of decayed vegetables!
-Trunkless elephants sleeping in dust! And they might be hushed on happy
-little bosoms!"
-
-He turned aside with a gesture of grief and opened the door for Nell and
-the Atom to pass through.
-
-Outside: "Oh, Nell," cried Molly, "what are you laughing at? Oh! and
-there are one--two--_three_ heads looking out of the door after us!"
-
-They were more successful in the next shop. In a few minutes the
-shop-walker and three assistants were laughingly crawling about
-searching for broken toys. Kate Kearney helped too, and demolished a
-ball in the process.
-
-But the big success of the afternoon was the fourpence halfpenny shop.
-They were enthralled. Shining pots and pans, gorgeous picture frames,
-still more gorgeous pictures, vases, tea-pots, and toys, and all for
-four-pence halfpenny each! What was fourpence halfpenny? Nothing.
-Joyously they marched in. The tubby little woman who came forward to
-serve them was delightful, too. When she nodded her head, the bobby
-little grey curls at the sides of her face nodded too.
-
-Nell said: "Oh, what a lovely shop! Isn't _any_thing more than
-fourpence halfpenny?"
-
-"No, dearie, that is, miss, all the same price. Twenty-four year 'ave
-me and Jelks kep' this shop. We find toys and kitching utensils sell
-best. That doll now is good valley for your money, miss. Will your dog
-do any damage, sir? Oh," as Kate Kearney lay down at Denis's command,
-"what a good-beyaved little man! I must fetch 'im a biscuit while
-you're looking round like."
-
-The O'Briens were hilarious.
-
-Fourpence halfpenny! They had decided that they must only spend two or
-three shillings more; but two or three shillings was untold wealth in a
-fourpenny halfpenny shop. No need to be careful now. Gaily they chose
-dolls, horses and carts, trumpets, Noah's arks filled with weird and
-wondrous animals that Noah himself would never have recognised. Then a
-customer came in. He was a small and puny customer, but he marched into
-the shop with an air of grave importance before which his ragged clothes
-seemed to fade into an abashed oblivion. Denis flung his hat away, and
-came forward, rubbing his hands together in true professional style.
-
-"And what can I do for you, sir? Toys? Pots? Pans? Brushes?"
-
-"Ain't Mrs. Jelks in?" gasped the urchin; "'ere, none o' that,"
-recovering with Cockney speed. "You're a gent, you are."
-
-"A distant relative of Mrs.--er--Jelks. I'm taking charge of the shop
-during her absence. Well, miss," turning to Nell, "have you chosen a
-doll yet?"
-
-"I think I'll have this one." She seized recklessly upon a particularly
-ugly specimen.
-
-"That's not such good valley for your money as this lady with the golden
-locks, madam."
-
-"I'll look about a little longer," she declared demurely.
-
-"Certainly, madam!"
-
-He turned again to the bewildered but now convinced urchin.
-
-"Is it something for yourself you want?" he inquired blandly.
-
-The boy shook his head with an air of deep mystery.
-
-"Whom for, then? If you will tell me, I can help you to choose, you
-know."
-
-He hesitated, glanced sharply at Denis's face, and suddenly blurted out
-excitedly:--
-
-"It's for Liz, sir! She's my sister what can't walk, you know. I've
-got it--look!" opening out a grimy little palm with a penny, six
-halfpennies, and two farthings on it. "Ain't it fine? And I put 'er
-off--she thinks I only got a penny! She do, true as I stand 'ere!
-It'll 'ave to be a secret till Christmas, too!"
-
-"Did you save it all up?" asked Nell.
-
-"Yes, miss! Every fardin'! And she don't know!"
-
-"You will have to choose very carefully, won't you? A doll, do you
-think?"
-
-He shook his head.
-
-"Gals are so funny," with a puzzled little frown; "she's got a ole
-wooden thing, 'as Liz, with no arms nor legs, and she 'ugs it like
-anythink, and I ses to 'er t'other day, 'Liz,' I ses, that artful she'd
-never guess what I was up to,--'Liz,' I ses, 'wouldn't it be fine if
-Sandy Claws was to come and give you a fine new doll with arms and legs
-now?' And she up with 'er face all red, and she ses quite angry like,
-'I wouldn't 'ave it,' she ses, 'ugging 'er old wooden doll, 'I'd throw
-it in the fire,' she ses, 'my _sweet_ Lily Vilet!'"
-
-"Well, then," Nell suggested, "something _for_ the doll?"
-
-"Yes, miss, that's it!"
-
-He was studying the treasures around him with solemn gaze.
-
-"This little doll's house?" suggested Denis. "Or this Noah's ark--it
-seems to be filled chiefly with brown paper, by the way. Or this
-beautiful cradle? All good valley," twinkling at Nell, "excellent
-valley."
-
-The urchin looked from one thing to another.
-
-"It's differcult to know which, ain't it?"
-
-"Take your time, take your time. I'll be serving my other customers."
-
-He eyed Molly concernedly.
-
-"Don't you feel well, miss? You look sort of hysterical. Twenty-four
-year 'ave me and Jelks kep' this shop and never 'ad our goods laughed at
-before!"
-
-He turned his attention to Sheila Pat, who was rummaging earnestly for
-broken toys.
-
-"That's a splendid ball you're looking at, miss. Let me show you how it
-bounces."
-
-In an instant Kate Kearney was after it; there was a crash, a
-tumble--and a horse, a donkey, a tin pail, and a box of bricks lay on
-the floor. K.K., unabashed, seized the donkey and shook it.
-
-"Drop it! Drop it, K.K.!"
-
-The little urchin, after one glance round at the crash, went on staring
-at the treasure of treasures he had found on the counter--a small wooden
-table with pink and white cups and saucers, plates, tea-pot, milk jug,
-and sugar basin set out invitingly on a spotless white cloth. The last
-brick hunted out of the last corner and put back into its box, they
-turned their attention to their small customer again. Nell whispered
-quickly to Denis:--
-
-"Quick, before she comes back--pretend its fourpence halfpenny for
-_both_! _Don't_ let him guess--it would spoil it all for him!"
-
-"Chosen anything yet?" Denis queried. "Take your time. We are
-accustomed to purchasers not being able to decide between the wondrous
-bargains we display. Now this," he waved aloft a particularly awful tin
-plate on which was painted in very vivid colours a big-headed little
-girl caressing a dog several sizes larger than herself, "this is a
-wonderful artistic product--after Landseer. You might think the animal
-was perchance an elephant--"
-
-"They're fourpence ha'penny for the table, and fourpence ha'penny for
-the cups and things, in course," the urchin interpolated with a big
-sigh, and never a thought for Denis's nonsense. "They beat everythink
-in the shop into fits!"
-
-"This table? This tea-set? Well, you're a born shopper. Fourpence
-ha'penny for 'em both! Best valley I've got in the shop!"
-
-"'And 'em over, sir!"
-
-He held out his money in a grubby little hand that positively shook with
-eagerness. Then his fingers closed on it suddenly. He said with
-suspicion:--
-
-"Yer sure it's for _both_? I ain't got no more money, so it's no use
-trying to bluff me into buying more'n fourpenny 'a'penny worth!"
-
-"My dear sir, this shop is above suspicion. Twenty-four year 'ave me
-and Jelks kep' it!" He had seized a newspaper and was rolling it round
-the toys. "For twenty-four years has it stood in conscious rectitude--"
-
-"'Ere, don't I git a box to put 'em in?" the urchin interrupted,
-unimpressed.
-
-"A box, is it?"
-
-Nell interposed, stern disapproval in her tone.
-
-"Of course you should have a box! He's a most careless young man!
-There's the box that the tea things fit into just at his elbow!"
-
-She watched delightedly his vain efforts to fit the cups and saucers
-into the shaped spaces cut into the cardboard.
-
-"Really," she observed to the urchin, "I wonder Mrs. Jelly has such a
-very foolish young man to attend to her shop!"
-
-"J-Jelks," came from the background in Molly's voice and with Molly's
-giggle.
-
-In dignified silence Denis sought valiantly to ram the sugar basin into
-the place where the milk jug belonged; he put a cup into a plate hole,
-the cup disappeared and ran about under the cardboard.
-
-"That ain't where it belongs! New to the business, ain't yer?" scoffed
-the urchin.
-
-"That is where it is going to stay," Denis said firmly. "I never tempt
-Providence."
-
-Nell came forward with an air.
-
-"Young man, hand them over to me! I really am surprised at Mrs.
-Jel--Jelks! I will arrange the tea things."
-
-As the urchin took the parcel from her, he said in a confidential
-aside:--
-
-"Tell yer wot it is, miss, 'e's too 'igh and mighty for 'is business!"
-
-"I expect so. You can see that he is consumed with conceit."
-
-The urchin nodded his head towards Molly.
-
-"That young lidy's just laughing at 'im, ain't she?"
-
-Nell declared with an airy recklessness, "Oh, they're all maniacs!"
-
-He trotted off, parcel under arm, and the maniacs sent "Happy
-Christmasses" after him.
-
-"Nell O'Brien," Denis exclaimed, "that for your impertinent pate!"
-
-The woolly rabbit bit her brow. A dog followed, a ball, an elephant, a
-brush--then Molly burst out, "Mrs. J-J-Jelks!"
-
-Mrs. Jelks received a fur monkey on her plump shoulder. She was wiping
-her eyes, but her laughter was dying, killed by her disapproval of the
-toy storm.
-
-"Please, sir, I--couldn't afford to pay breakages! O dear! Well, it
-was as good as a play, I do declare. I only come back because you was
-getting too free with my goods. 'Ere's your biscuit, doggie." She bent
-down slowly to K.K. Denis gazed at her back.
-
-"Jelly, valley, and twenty-four year 'ave Jelks and me," he murmured
-serenely.
-
-Molly fled.
-
-"Were you list'nin'?" Sheila Pat demanded.
-
-"Did you think I'd leave my shop all that while, my dear? I've been
-a-watching you through the spy-'ole. You've broke one or two things,
-sir!"
-
-"Oh, we'll buy them. We like 'em broken."
-
-"Well, now, I've never 'eard anyone say that before. And you sold that
-table and tea-set at half price--"
-
-"Oh, that's all right! We'll pay the difference."
-
-"I thought that was what you'd do, sir."
-
-They began choosing toys again. Sheila Pat, on whom the fever of
-bargain-hunting had descended, asked earnestly if Mrs. Jelks hadn't any
-broken toys.
-
-Mrs. Jelks nearly subsided on to a piled-up heap of pots and pans, under
-the impression that they were a chair.
-
-"Well," she gasped, "_more_ broken toys! Well, I never did!"
-
-Molly crept back and took part in the choosing.
-
-"I think that's all," Nell said at last.
-
-"Yes, miss. I've kep' count. That'll be eleven and threepence."
-
-"_How_ much?"
-
-"Eleven and threepence, miss."
-
-They began to laugh.
-
-"Denis, we didn't mean to go beyond two or three shillings! I wouldn't
-have thought if we'd bought _pounds'_ worth of fourpenny halfpenny
-things, it could have come to that!"
-
-Mrs. Jelks did not deliver goods at houses, and she had no brown paper.
-So the O'Briens marched forth laden heavily with weird-shaped newspaper
-parcels. It happened that Ted Lancaster, in a silk hat, long fawn coat,
-and immaculate patent-leather boots, came strolling across their path.
-Over a large and bulging Noah's ark up went Nell's head.
-
-Hat in hand, he greeted them.
-
-"You'll let me carry those parcels, Miss O'Brien?"
-
-"No, thanks."
-
-"Please let me; and you'll let me carry yours, too," to Molly, "won't
-you?"
-
-"Thank you," said Molly, shyly.
-
-"Good for you, old chap! I did my best, but I've only one pair of arms,
-don't you know," observed Denis.
-
-"Newspaper parcels seem incongruous with you, somehow," said Nell,
-unkindly.
-
-He flushed up.
-
-"Hand 'em over, Nell!" said Denis, frowning. "Don't keep us all
-standing here!"
-
-Nell walked on quickly.
-
-"I like to carry them myself."
-
-Ted spoke to Sheila Pat.
-
-"Gigantic Atom, I bet anything you, too, prefer to carry your own
-parcels?"
-
-She nodded.
-
-"But I'd like to hold your arm."
-
-"Honoured, I'm sure."
-
-Laboriously she freed her right hand and tucked it, and a lamb that had
-escaped from a parcel, beneath his arm.
-
-Nell had grown penitent. She turned a charming and rather pink cheek
-towards him.
-
-"I'm tired of carrying my parcels," she said plaintively.
-
-"You'll let me? _Thanks_!"
-
-They told him of their morning's shopping, and he listened with absorbed
-interest.
-
-Then Nell, who hated to have a grievance hidden away, brought hers out
-reproachfully.
-
-"I do think it was awfully nasty of you to go away and forget I was
-keeping a place for you the other night."
-
-He promptly dropped a parcel.
-
-"Forget!" he exclaimed, standing on Noah, and surrounded by his
-relations and his horses and his cows and his elephants and his trees.
-"Why, Pennington took my place!"
-
-"Oh, but that was only till you should come back."
-
-"Fool!" he muttered savagely, and kicked Noah's aunt.
-
-"Be careful, boy!" shrilled the Atom, who was picking up Noah and his
-impedimenta.
-
-"Sorry!" He stooped and helped her.
-
-"So," said Mistress Nell, "you thought I broke my word!"
-
-"I--I'm awfully sorry. I thought you'd forgotten."
-
-"I never forget a promise."
-
-"No, of course not! That is--I mean--I thought--hang it all, I was an
-idiot!" He flung Noah's patriarchal oak into the box. "But when I saw
-that fool of a Pennington--"
-
-"He's not a fool. I don't see why you should call him names. And
-hadn't you better hurry? We're obstructing the pavement."
-
-"This--er--lady in the blue dressing-gown won't go in."
-
-"I'll take her," volunteered the Atom.
-
-Nell looked down into his face and laughed.
-
-"Oh, that's all right!" he exclaimed, relieved.
-
-"I say," Denis and Molly reappeared, coming back to look for them,
-"aren't you ever coming?"
-
-Ted, once more clasping the newspapered Noah's ark and other toys to the
-bosom of his fashionable coat, walked on.
-
-"Been to a concert with my aunt and cousins," he volunteered to Denis.
-
-"Like it?"
-
-He frowned.
-
-"I like going to concerts alone," he observed ungallantly.
-
-And Nell dimpled, as she mentally drew pictures.
-
-He could not come in with them, as he was due somewhere else, but the
-real regret in his face and voice prompted them to insist that he should
-come very soon.
-
-Up in the Stronghold Sheila Pat turned to Denis.
-
-"I'm thinking you make very unrespectful friends, Denis O'Brien," she
-remarked austerely. "That boy--" pause--"_pulled--my--pig-tail_!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XV*
-
-
-Nell stirred energetically.
-
-"Molly! Molly!"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"Come and stir my toffee a minute. I want to run down and look at my
-cakes."
-
-"Oh, miss," Sarah greeted her with a relieved and beaming smile, "I'm so
-glad you've come. I'm that afraid they'll burn! And I darsent open the
-oven door, 'cause you told me not to."
-
-"Don't they look good, Sarah?"
-
-"'Aven't they risen splendid, miss?"
-
-Sarah looked at the little golden cakes admiringly. "You can cook
-beautiful! Those pitaters you showed me 'ow to do--they were
-beautiful."
-
-"Oh, potatoes!" She laughed. "They're our national dish, you know.
-Sarah, is your mother better?"
-
-"Yes, miss, and those books did cheer 'er you wouldn't believe, with all
-the beautiful pictures of the birds and animals and flowers and trees
-and reading about 'em; not," honestly, "that she reads all of 'em, her
-not being a scholard, but there's one or two about the little birds and
-'ow they builds their nests and all that that she's just read over and
-over again, and she does enjoy the pictures--such a one she is for the
-country ever since she went to Margate for a week on 'er 'oneymoon! And
-she's that careful with them, miss!"
-
-Nell nodded.
-
-"Yes she is. I'm so glad--I do hate to have books mauled about."
-
-Sarah grinned delightedly.
-
-"This is how she does, miss. She gits out 'er black-edged handkercher
-what she 'ad for father's funeral and Walter's and Gladys's,--what died,
-you know,--and she puts it across the back of the book and round the
-edges so as her fingers don't touch the pages at all, and she keeps the
-book wrapped up in that funeral handkercher, and she says to the
-children, 'If ever I ketch you a-touching of that handkercher, I'll beat
-you till you're black and blue from head to foot!' So you see, miss,
-that's 'ow it is."
-
-Nell, twinkling over the contrast between Mrs. Jones's fierce words and
-herself, a meek little thin woman with watery blue eyes and no control
-over even her baby, gravely declared she did see, and then hurried up to
-the Stronghold again.
-
-"It really looks charming!" she said, standing on the threshold and
-looking round the little, overcrowded room, with its pictures, its
-books, its various treasures, its photographs, a good many of them in
-beautifully carved Irish bog-oak frames, its two bronze jars with pink
-chrysanthemums in them, its collection of bog-oak pigs of all sizes.
-
-Jim O'Driscoll sat thoughtfully in the large cage that Denis had made
-for him. He had discovered that, by stretching out his arm to its
-uttermost length, he could reach a cushion on the sofa; that, by
-wriggling in a finger, he could pull the feathers out, and he was very
-happy.
-
-"Poor Jimmy," Nell said as she passed him sitting innocently gazing
-before him, "I wonder if you're getting used to earthquakes and
-tornadoes that seize up your house and hurl it into darkness behind the
-sofa! Aunt Kezia never used to come up here as she does now!"
-
-Molly shouted out, "Oh!" and a crash drowned her voice.
-
-In trying to fix some holly in a pot on a shelf, she had knocked the
-shelf down, and with it a collection of pots, curious stones,
-photographs, pigs.
-
-Nell prognosticated, "Now Ted Lancaster will come," and dived under the
-table after a curious old fossil she had found one day in the little
-stream at the foot of Belmarknock Hill. She picked it up, and sat back
-on her heels, lost in a sudden dream of that misty day when she had
-found it. The dear mist! She remembered what a vivid emerald green the
-grass had been--and the golden shafts of sunlight that fell athwart the
-mist--and the deep blue sky behind it. She remembered how clearly the
-reflection of herself and her red tam-o'-shanter had shown in the
-stream--and down the hill Denis's voice, singing and shouting to his
-dogs, had come to her....
-
-Ted Lancaster stood within the doorway and looked round the room with
-bewildered eyes.
-
-Emerging from the lounge were a pair of long legs and a bit of skirt.
-Up on a step-ladder, in the corner, he discerned the Atom. From beneath
-the table trailed a piece of bright blue pinafore; that was all.
-
-"I've told the handmaiden to hurry up with tea," came Denis's voice
-behind him.
-
-The legs beneath the lounge wriggled spasmodically, and out came Molly,
-red and abashed. From the step-ladder descended the Atom, but Nell sat
-on, serene and absorbed, beneath the table.
-
-"Where's Nell?" shouted Denis. "I say, bet you knocked that shelf down,
-old muddle-head! What ever's Nell sitting under the table for?"
-
-Brought to the present, she crawled out.
-
-"How-do-you-do?" she said in an absent sort of voice.
-
-Ted looked at her. Her eyes were soft and looking far away; she quite
-forgot to remember how queer he must have thought it to find her sitting
-under the table. The suddenness of the change from the stream with its
-music in her ears, and the hills and the mist before her eyes, to the
-Stronghold was harsh, and made her feel bad. From her face he glanced
-to the queer old fossil to which her fingers were clinging with
-something of desperation in their hold, and he understood suddenly. He
-turned his broad shoulders on her.
-
-"What were you doing under that lounge, Miss Molly? And you, Miss Sheila
-Patricia Kathleen O'Brien--surely you should not have been at the top of
-those steps?"
-
-Sheila Pat's great eyes fairly glowered at him.
-
-"Sure, thin, I was never dhramin' you were a--a spoilsport! Go away!
-It's easy to see now that you've never been in Ireland!"
-
-"I've forbidden those steps to her," declared Denis, striving to look
-severe. "Let's take them out, old man."
-
-"I--I wish you wouldn't call me 'Miss Molly'!" blurted out Molly,
-suddenly.
-
-He looked at her surprised.
-
-"It's awfully good of you," he said in his quiet voice, and Molly's hot
-cheeks cooled. "I shall be awfully pleased to call you 'Molly,' Molly."
-
-"You're not to call me Sheila Pat," declared the Atom, her pig-tail at
-an acute angle.
-
-"I should not think of taking such a liberty, Miss Sheila Patricia
-Kathleen O'Brien."
-
-"I've made some toffee," said Nell. "Are you fond of it? It's too soft
-to eat yet," digging a knife into it.
-
-"Oh, I say, is it at the stage where it pulls into long strips when you
-try to bite it, and catches on your nose and mouth and everywhere?"
-
-She nodded.
-
-"Let me have a bit, will you? I haven't had it like that since I was a
-kid and my old nurse used to make it."
-
-Presently, with his teeth stuck together and his fingers all sticky, he
-seemed supremely happy.
-
-"_I_ prefer toffee the proper way," observed the Atom, nose in air.
-"_I'm_ not a baby to want it all soft for my teeth!"
-
-"Ah," said Ted, "you will soon, when your milk teeth begin to wabble
-before they fall out."
-
-The Atom was observed surreptitiously feeling her little white teeth.
-
-"Nell," quoth Denis, "I've just washed my hands. Feed me, asthore.
-Think I'm a little, little birdie--ah!"
-
-He stopped abruptly, and his cheek shone round and tight over Nell's
-liberal interpretation of his request. But, liberal as it was, it did
-not seem to affect his appetite for tea. Nell's cakes all vanished;
-more toast had to be made, and Ted called down a good deal of laughter
-at his clumsiness over the business of toasting. Once Miss Kezia sent
-Sarah up to request that there should be "less noise." Ted's face of
-whimsical amusement delighted Nell.
-
-Denis issued a mandate that it should be a "rhyming tea." He explained
-to Ted:--
-
-"You mustn't speak except in rhyme. Everything you say must rhyme
-somehow--twig?"
-
-"Oh, I say," Ted's eyebrows were stuck up. "I can't, you know! Never
-made a rhyme in my life!"
-
-"That's the fun!" declared Nell, and he pondered her cryptic utterance
-ruefully.
-
-It was "fun." Ted's awful and desperate rhymes made them shout with
-laughter. He mournfully dubbed Denis a beastly poet, and eyed him with
-reproach. Then suddenly his face cleared. With a bland gravity he
-asked Nell to have a cake, and left the request rhymeless. To the
-chorus of "Rhyme! Rhyme!" he responded amiably that he was speaking in
-blank verse, and from the refuge of blank verse they could not move him.
-In vain the Atom, her metre waxing wilder and wilder, as her indignation
-grew, in vain she strove to shame him into rhyming. He gazed at her
-with ever increasing enjoyment. To her madly rhyming vituperation he
-responded with gentle obstinacy. And he stuck to his blank verse like an
-Englishman, and a very unpoetical one.
-
-"Oh!" exclaimed Nell, later on in the evening, "I want to show you
-something. Now, you remember our broken purchases the other day?
-Behold the legless doll!"
-
-Ted gravely took it and examined a pair of somewhat shapeless, but plump
-white linen extremities stuffed with wool.
-
-"The shaftless cart! The paintless boat! The one-armed doll! The
-headless lady! The three-legged cat!" One after another he examined
-them. He was a good deal amused, but full of admiration; seeing which
-Nell dragged out further examples of their art.
-
-"Tell me what that is."
-
-She held up a very corpulent, grey stuffed pincushion on four legs.
-
-Ted stared uneasily.
-
-"Be careful, old chap," warned Denis, from the armchair. "It's Nell's
-pet admiration, and made by herself."
-
-"A pig?" he queried uncertainly.
-
-"Oh, 'tis the broth of a bhoy you are!" exclaimed Nell, in impulsive
-triumph. "Now, then, Denis! Didn't I know all your scoffing was just
-jealousy?"
-
-"It's a splendid pig!" declared Ted, with enthusiasm. "Look at its
-tail!"
-
-"Do English pigs grow their tails on top of their off-hind legs?"
-queried Denis.
-
-"No; but little Irish girls grow 'em over their left shoulders!"
-
-There was a spurt of appreciative laughter from an unwilling and
-would-be dignified Atom.
-
-"Look at my bear!" said Nell; "and oh, do look at Denis's effort!"
-
-"Um! Is it an Irish animal?"
-
-"No; you know what it is, you duffer!"
-
-"An elephant, old man?"
-
-"Try again!" dimpled Nell.
-
-"A kangeroo?"
-
-"You're getting nearer. It's something that hops."
-
-"Hops? A lame giraffe?" He caught the cushion aimed at him by Denis.
-
-"It's a--_robin_!" cried Nell.
-
-"Great Scott!"
-
-"What's this?" he picked up another work of art.
-
-"That's a needle cushion," observed Denis. "It was going to be a cat,
-but Molly's broken five needles into it already! Say, Lancaster, you
-come over here and I'll show you a genuine work of art as compiled and
-invented and built entirely by your humble servant!"
-
-"Did you really make it?" He knelt down and studied the doll's house.
-"Um--might be worse!"
-
-"Four rooms," said Nell, thoughtfully. "Bedroom, kitchen, dining room,
-drawing-room, or nursery?"
-
-"Nursery," Denis decided. "Girls are always cranky over horrid wobbly
-babies!"
-
-"That's true," said Nell. "I mean," hastily, "girls do have the sense
-to like nice little chubby babies, so a nursery it shall be!"
-
-Kate Kearney came pattering softly up to Ted, and stood gazing into his
-face. He picked her up.
-
-"What d'you want, old girl?"
-
-She lashed her tail; she wriggled her head into his shoulder; she eyed
-him with innocent adoration.
-
-"She's been up to something," observed Denis.
-
-"Oh!" ejaculated Nell. "Oh, K.K.!" She held up a half-demolished grey
-pig.
-
- "'Oh! should you e'er meet this Kate Kearney,
- Who lives on the banks of Killarney,
- Beware of her smile, for many a wile
- Lies hid in the smile of Kate Kearney.
- Though she looks so bewitchingly simple,
- Yet there's mischief in every dimple;
- And who dares inhale her sigh's spicy gale,
- Must die by the breath of Kate Kearney,'"
-
-sang Denis. "The poor piggy inhaled her sigh this time."
-
-When Molly and Sheila Pat had gone to bed, the others sat around the
-fire and talked. Jim came down from the curtain rod, sat on the
-hearth-rug, and gazed into the fire. Occasionally he glanced up with his
-bright little eyes from one to another. He obviously took part in the
-conversation. Nell began to feel that she had known Ted for years and
-years. She discovered that he had no near relations except his father
-and the aunt and cousins she had seen. Filling the gaps he left, she
-made out that his father was absorbed in the game of speculation; that
-he was always going to and fro between London and New York on business;
-that Ted often did not even know his address.
-
-When Ted departed, Denis went with him to the corner. Coming back alone,
-he lifted his beautiful voice in "The Wearing o' the Green," and,
-oblivious of the heads thrust from windows, strolled slowly towards his
-gate.
-
-Whereupon Miss Kezia was wroth on three counts: his being so absurd as
-to have gone to the corner; his going with no coat or hat on; and his
-singing in that disgraceful manner at that time of night in the streets.
-Poor Denis! He had been used to sing always when he felt inclined at
-Kilbrannan. Nell had often listened with delight to his voice as it
-rang and echoed amongst their beloved hills. She had often joined in,
-too.
-
-All his excuse now was--"It's such a glorious moonlight night!" And he
-went up unabashed to Nell. She was standing staring thoughtfully into
-the fire.
-
-"Denis," she said slowly, "all he could find to say good about his
-father was that he 'gives him a jolly good allowance!'"
-
-"Yes, poor beggar."
-
-Silence.
-
-"Denis, he seemed to enjoy it all so!"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Longer pause. Then, tragically:--
-
-"Denis, he--_doesn't hang out a Christmas stocking_!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVI*
-
-
-"Oh, Denis!" said Nell.
-
-"What have you been up to now?"
-
-"Jim and I have been dodging Aunt Kezia all the morning. He's very
-exciting. Of course because I was with him in the garden she chose to
-want me for some deep purpose of her own. Molly told her I wasn't in.
-She said she wouldn't say I was out, because it didn't seem truthful.
-Then she waved the red flag from the Stronghold window, so I knew I was
-to lie low. I sat down on the path behind the dust-bin. I don't like
-dust-bins, and Jim does, which makes it awkward. He persisted in
-stretching out and picking out horrible bits of dirty paper and
-cardboard and tin. Then Aunt Kezia, out of pure, native cussedness,
-decides to come into the garden to mend that bit of broken lattice. I
-heard her saying so to Sarah in the kitchen doorway, and I simply fled
-over the wall. Denis, now I ask you, why couldn't the dust-bin be
-against Mrs. Barclay's wall? I daren't cross the garden, so I had to
-take refuge in the garden of the enemies of our aunt! And there Jim and
-I crouched behind an inadequate laurel bush. At intervals I'd look up,
-but always I could see the red handkerchief dangling from the window.
-Sometimes I could see Aunt Kezia's head, too! I was frozen so stiff I
-couldn't move. And Jim ate two buttons off my blouse. And that awful
-old Mrs. Ponsonby next door kept appearing at one of the windows. Hair
-by hair I felt my head going grey. But Jim must be exercised. That's
-four times in two days Aunt Kezia has almost caught him!"
-
-"I'll mend the catch of his cage this very moment. We're going to St.
-James Park this afternoon, you know, and we'll make sure he's safe."
-
-Sheila Pat suggested, "I think Tommy would like to come, too."
-
-"We'll ask him."
-
-That afternoon Sheila Pat was ready first.
-
-"Nell, may I go and ask Tommy?"
-
-"All right, only don't dawdle."
-
-Sheila Pat trotted off.
-
-Mrs. Barclay hesitated; she looked worried.
-
-"Please may he come?" Sheila Pat repeated.
-
-"I should like him to go, dear, but--but--" Suddenly she bent down and
-kissed the serious little face passionately. "Be good to him, Sheila
-Pat! He isn't strong--he has a good deal to bear. Sometimes he gets
-into a bad temper, because he can't be quite like other boys. To-day he
-won't speak. He hasn't spoken since breakfast."
-
-"Please may I go up to him?"
-
-"Yes, dear. He is in the schoolroom."
-
-She turned and walked staidly out into the hall, and opened the
-schoolroom door.
-
-Stewart was huddled up in the window doing nothing.
-
-"Good mornin'," she said.
-
-He took no notice.
-
-She tiptoed across the room, an oddly worried look on her small face.
-
-"Tommy, will you come to see the horse guards with us?" she almost
-whispered.
-
-He stared out of the window.
-
-"Denis is comin', too. And we're goin' on an omnibus, and you and me
-will get front seats, and--and it's very windy," the soft little voice
-went patiently on, enumerating all the delights of the expedition. "Do
-come, Tommy, won't you?"
-
-He drummed on the window pane with thin little fingers.
-
-"I 'spect our hats will blow right off, and the horses and soljers are
-grand, and--and p'raps it will rain, too--and--and--and Mrs. Barclay
-says she would like you to go--"
-
-Suddenly he turned on her, the brilliant colour leaping to his cheeks.
-
-"_You_!" he cried stormily. "_You_! Why don't you sneer at me? Why
-don't you call me names? _You_!"
-
-A little puzzled frown settled on her brows.
-
-"I--don't--know why I don't," she said slowly.
-
-"Go away! Go now! Go _at once_!" and before she could move he had
-burst into a perfect storm of tears. Sheila Pat backed across the room
-till she reached the opposite wall, and stood staring, wide eyed, at the
-shaking little figure in the window, at the fair head prone on the
-outstretched, despairing arms.
-
-Presently he raised his head.
-
-"Why don't you go, you hateful, beastly little pryer? Why don't you?
-Oh, I don't mean it," he added wildly, "only--you--you'll despise
-me--more'n ever--" His voice dropped dejectedly. He began fumbling
-vainly for his handkerchief. Sheila Pat produced a clean folded one of
-her own, and came across the room and handed it to him. "You'd better
-go--they'll be waiting for you won't they?"
-
-"Please come, too, Tommy."
-
-He turned wondering eyes on her.
-
-"Look here, I--I'm going to tell you! It was a beastly boy--I went to
-post a letter for mother this morning, and he--" his face flushed
-scarlet, "he imitated me--he pertended to be lame like me, and I--I
-tried to go for him, but he just ran, you see--and he--laughed--"
-
-Sheila Pat's face quivered. There was a little silence.
-
-"And--and he made me feel--wild--"
-
-"Please, Tommy, don't talk about that boy," her voice shook, "please
-don't."
-
-He stared moodily out of the window again. She stood by, a queer little
-motherly look on her serious face.
-
-"Will you come now, Tommy?"
-
-A loud rat-a-tat-tat-tat-_tat_ echoed through the house.
-
-"That's them!" exclaimed the Atom, with ungrammatical excitement.
-
-"Oh, Tommy, please be quick!"
-
-A minute later they ran down to the hall, where they found Denis
-declaring he wouldn't wait any longer.
-
-Stewart gave his mother a shy little nod, and they started.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVII*
-
-
-Nell hardly paused to breathe. Standing before her easel, the easel
-dragged into the window, the curtains tugged back, she worked away with
-a rapid brush.
-
-"Mr. Lancaster, missansir!" Sarah announced with an air.
-
-"Oh, how are you? Do you mind waiting a minute?" She did not even
-glance round.
-
-Silence reigned.
-
-Then she flung down her brush with a sigh, stepped back and into Ted
-Lancaster's arms.
-
-"Oh!" She gave a little laugh and turned round. "I've been rude,
-haven't I? But I did so want to catch that bit of grudging daylight.
-Denis is out with the others. He got off early to-day."
-
-"Yes, I know. I thought I'd catch him. I wanted to ask him if he'd
-come round this evening."
-
-She held out painty fingers.
-
-"I can't even shake hands! And why did you stand there all the time?"
-
-"I've been watching you."
-
-"I hope you found it interesting."
-
-"I did. I like the little dabs you do with your brush on the front of
-your pinafore up at the right-hand side."
-
-She laughed.
-
-"I make myself very painty."
-
-He was studying her painting earnestly.
-
-"It's just a study of an old white horse a milkman--a friend of Sheila
-Pat's--has. I spent the morning in his stable. He's invalided home on
-account of a lame leg. I was just putting a few finishing touches from
-memory."
-
-"He's splendid."
-
-"He was a glorious model--but difficult. There's any amount of drawing
-in him. I'm going again to-morrow, only you see, if Aunt Kezia were to
-find out, I feel sure she'd forbid me, and--well, I suppose there would
-be ructions then, because she'd forbid me to go, and I'm going to finish
-him down to the last hair on his tail. I know she'll catch me. I walk
-out, canvas and easel, paint-box and all, as bold as Larry Hoolahan
-himself. Only Aunt Kezia's worse than any shape the fairies ever took!"
-
-"Who's the gentleman?"
-
-"Oh, he was a piper who was afraid of nothing." She picked up her brush
-again, and worked a little on the head. "He wasn't afraid even of the
-fairies, and actually won the good-will of the chief of them on
-Knocksheogonna."
-
-"Would you mind saying it again?" he suggested.
-
-She smiled.
-
-"It means 'the Hill of the Fairy Calf.' I'm spoiling this," she put
-down her palette and brush. "I'll show you my rendering of some of the
-shapes the fairy took to scare the poor herdsmen away. They resented
-cattle being herded on their ground, you see."
-
-She started rummaging in a big old untidy portfolio. She handed him a
-sheet of paper covered with rough sketches in water colour.
-
-"By Jove, that Hooligan must have had a good nerve to stand those."
-
-"You're not to call him that. I like him. That's where she turned
-herself into a man with a lame leg and a bull's head, with flames
-playing all round it. There she's a big horse, with eagle's wings and a
-dragon's tail, with fire coming out of her mouth."
-
-"This beats them all, I think!"
-
-"Oh, yes, she's a huge ape with a turkey's tail and duck's feet, there."
-
-"I don't need explanations, thanks," he observed with dignified
-politeness.
-
-"No? What is that, then?"
-
-She pointed to a sketch.
-
-He studied it earnestly.
-
-"Er--it's a conglomeration--boots--" he paused, reddened, "and a
-collar."
-
-She laughed.
-
-"It's meant for a salmon with a cravat round its neck, and a pair of
-top-boots, only I can't draw a salmon to save my life!"
-
-He looked injured.
-
-"I knew what all the rest were!"
-
-She took the sheet from him. He moved towards the door.
-
-"Will you give O'Brien my message?"
-
-"You're not going! Please put up with me till the others come in. I'll
-just go and wash my hands. Sit down."
-
-She came back presently, gave a piece of coal a poke with her foot, sat
-down, looked into the red heart of the fire, then across at him.
-
-"Do you really like a motor better than a horse?" she said.
-
-He stared at her, astonished.
-
-"A motor--better than a horse? Great Scott, no! What made you ask?"
-
-"Well, you drive about in a motor."
-
-"Oh, yes, the governor has a ripping car. And for getting about the
-country--real long trips, you know--they're splendid. But of course,
-they don't come under the same heading as horses at all."
-
-"I've been hoarding that up against you," she declared frankly.
-
-"Have you?" He looked amused. "It seems so queer to me--I never look
-upon them in the same light at all."
-
-"Motors are horrid things."
-
-"I don't think so."
-
-"The dust--the smell--"
-
-"Don't affect you when you're in one."
-
-"But they affect other people."
-
-He shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"They're real selfish things!" he laughed. "When you're motoring, you
-don't care a hang for that sort of thing. You just go tearing
-along--monarch of all you survey."
-
-"And--dogs?"
-
-He smiled. "I've never run over one yet, unless they die like martyrs
-without a groan."
-
-"Well, they may be _useful_," she conceded. "But the feeling can't be
-anything like the glory of a gallop--a canter--"
-
-"No, it isn't. Nothing can come anywhere near a decent mount, and a
-good stretch of country before you."
-
-They fell silent for a while.
-
-Nell, furtively studying him, as he sat forward in his chair looking
-into the fire, broke out at last.
-
-"Mr. Lancaster, you've no business to look so--so pale--so done up!"
-
-He flushed.
-
-"Do I? Overwork, perhaps."
-
-She bent toward him; she said softly:--
-
-"Do you mind my noticing? Denis always lets me fuss if he cuts his
-finger or anything like that."
-
-"I was riding this morning," the words seemed to be dragged from him
-against his will; "I expect I overdid it."
-
-Her pretty eyes opened wide.
-
-"You needn't think I'm just a weakly idiot," he burst out angrily.
-
-"I don't. You've had an illness?"
-
-He nodded.
-
-She sighed suggestively. He looked at her, and smiled unwillingly.
-
-"It was nearly six months ago now." He frowned and paused.
-"Accident--horse had to be shot."
-
-"Oh!" She waited.
-
-"It was a beastly motor omnibus--poor old Pilot bolted. We had a
-fight--I'd nearly got him under--and a fool of a boy came tearing round
-a corner yelling and waving a hoop in the air. Pilot bolted straight
-into a shop window--had to be shot."
-
-She shivered. "And you?"
-
-"Oh, I broke a leg, and cracked my skull, and broke a few ribs. Went to
-bed for a while. Then got up--went out for a walk--got drenched
-through--pneumonia and pleurisy--eternal bed. Hard lines, wasn't it?"
-
-"Who nursed you?"
-
-"Two of 'em. When I was a bit off my head you wouldn't believe how they
-worried me. You see, one had a red face and a blaze of red-gold hair,
-and the other had a great, pale moon-face and black hair, and the
-red-gold one was the night nurse, and the pale one the day nurse. I got
-sort of mixed and thought one was the sun and the other the moon, and I
-yelled and shouted and made such a row that they had to change! I
-couldn't stand having the sun blazing at night, and the moon by day.
-Funny, wasn't it?"
-
-Nell was looking into the fire.
-
-"Where were you?"
-
-"House in Gowan Square, you know."
-
-"But who--nursed you?"
-
-"Those two poor things. I believe I led them an awful life--when I
-wasn't off my head, too! I got so beastly sick of it--" He stopped
-abruptly.
-
-"Wasn't there anyone--I mean--your aunt--" But her voice died on the
-word, as she pictured that lady, with her bangles, her chains, rattling
-in a sick room.
-
-A twinkle crept into his eye.
-
-"They hate sick rooms, and," gravely, "they excited me."
-
-She smiled.
-
-"So you just had those two nurses?"
-
-"And the doctor. I've got an awfully decent cousin--second cousin--down
-in Cornwall. She's married--has two little girls--she'd have come up,
-but one of them was ill."
-
-She was silent.
-
-"I'm awfully strong, though," he protested anxiously. "Yesterday I
-whined to the doctor because I can't do things same as I used to, yet,
-and he said, 'If you weren't as strong as a horse, you'd have been dead
-twice over by now!' He's got Irish blood in his veins, I fancy!"
-
-She smiled absently.
-
-"Why aren't you down in the country?"
-
-"I did go for a while, but you see--well, I'm going up to Cambridge as
-soon as Dr. Murray will let me, and I don't want to get too far behind.
-So I'm attending classes and that sort of thing--as much as I'm
-allowed," with a rueful smile.
-
-"I think," said Nell, in her charming, softest voice, "you're just a
-hero!"
-
-"A--a _what_? Good Heavens, what have I done? What have I been
-saying?"
-
-She turned suddenly, unheeding his ludicrous dismay, and stretching
-across, opened a little drawer in the table. She took out a bundle of
-photographs and handed him one.
-
-"That's Acushla!" she said with a queer little breathless note in her
-voice. "I had to sell her."
-
-He glanced at her swiftly, and looked down at the photograph. Nell was
-making amends. In her rush of disgust at all the unkind things she had
-thought of him, in the pity that made her heart ache, she instinctively
-took him close as a friend.
-
-"That is the Colleen Bawn. She belonged to all of us. Dad bought her
-for fourteen pounds of an awful old pedler! She looked dreadful; you
-could count all her ribs--and dirty--and her tail! Well, it isn't very
-grand there, but I don't believe it had more than fourteen hairs in it
-when dad bought her--pound a hair, we always said. She was lame, and had
-a great bare patch on her right shoulder. But we fattened her up, and
-groomed her, and you wouldn't believe how she could go! And jump! She'd
-jump anything, if she saw anything in front of her. That was her fad.
-She couldn't stand anyone's getting in front of her. She's taken me
-clear over a wall that even Denis's best hunter can't manage without
-knocking down a stone or two. She's rather big and bony, but there's
-something rather fine about her head, I think."
-
-He nodded.
-
-"That's a jolly colt!"
-
-"He is Sheila Pat's. We haven't sold him. We dared not. I believe it
-would have made her ill--really ill, I mean. The parting nearly did, in
-any case."
-
-She showed him all the photographs--even the dim ones that needed to be
-looked at very closely, when, with time and patience, a horse, perhaps
-several horses, mostly jumping or galloping, and riders would slowly
-disentangle themselves from the surrounding gloom.
-
-"I confess that our climate isn't an ideal one for taking photographs!"
-she laughed. "Most of those were taken in the rain or a mist." She
-rose. "I want to show you something else."
-
-She fetched a little oil painting of Acushla.
-
-"By Jove!" he said, and studied it in silence.
-
-"Mr. O'Neil--my master--says it's the best thing I've ever done."
-
-"It's splendid! She's a beauty! Just look at her legs--and the colour.
-What a glorious little beast she is! I don't know when I've seen a more
-beautiful head and shape."
-
-"Mr. O'Neil came upon me just when I'd done that, and he burst out,
-'Good! Good! Good!' He doesn't believe in praise, you know, and
-directly he'd said that he pulled himself up. 'But might be better!' he
-said, and he glared into my face, and groaned out: 'I believe you're
-pleased with it! I wash my hands of you! You'll never be a painter!
-Go away! You should be weeping that you can't do better!' It took all
-my eloquence to convince him that I didn't think it was good, only
-better work than I had been doing. But I made him laugh, by
-representing how pleased he'd be if he always came upon me sitting
-weeping into my pinny, and then he cheered up, and slanged my poor
-little painting with tremendous energy!"
-
-"Beast!"
-
-"He's a dear old man, but he has a theory that complacency is the curse
-of art. He declares that talent is choked by it, and so never rises.
-You should always be dissatisfied with your work--always feel you _must_
-do better, or die in the attempt. Now, if I were to listen to your
-praise, it would do me incalculable harm, according to him."
-
-He smiled whimsically.
-
-"I don't think even he'd mind my praise!"
-
-"I don't agree with him," she pursued thoughtfully, "unless, of course,
-a person is naturally conceited and complacent, and then I don't think
-it matters one way or the other; the person will remain complacent
-anyway. But I think a little praise cheers one up! I'm just delighted
-you think that good!"
-
-"It's more than good," earnestly.
-
-"Oh, if he could hear you! And me!"
-
-She stooped to pick up from the floor a sheet of foreign note-paper
-scrawled over with large uneven writing.
-
-"Sheila Pat," she said, "to-morrow's mail day. We write an awful lot.
-But we can't get any letters from them yet."
-
-She took the photographs from him and put them away in the drawer.
-
-"Thank you," he said quietly.
-
-She turned to him with a little laugh, and held out her hand.
-
-"I've been awfully mean--had mean thoughts about you--been rude to you."
-Her words tumbled out in a soft little jumble. "I'm sorry."
-
-He grasped her hand.
-
-"Not you--I say--" he stammered.
-
-"I'm going to call you Ted, and you may call me Nell. I feel as if I've
-known you for ages, and the other's so stiff, and we'll be friends 'till
-the sun has burnt itself down to the bigness of a farthing rushlight,'
-shall we?"
-
-"Er--yes--"
-
-She teased him, her dimples dancing.
-
-"Say, 'Yes, Nell!'"
-
-"Yes, N-N-_Nell_!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XVIII*
-
-
-Christmas was drawing very near. The stock of stuffed animals was
-growing large; toys overflowed the Stronghold. A pillow-case, purloined
-from the bed in the spare room, did duty as a bag to hold some of them.
-In a spasm of artistic joy Nell had painted a rough sketch of a hunting
-scene on it, and they lived in terror that Miss Kezia would see it.
-
-The doll's house was furnished throughout; in the bedroom two little
-dolls in white night-dresses lay in bed. In the dining room three sat
-at the table. They had intended to dress two more for the nursery, but
-Nell, having put in the last stitch on the fifth doll, flung it down on
-to the table, jumped up: "Denis, come dance with me! Not another
-hateful little doll will I touch! They drive me crazy! Little, fiddley
-things! I'm doing enough sewing lately to canonise me as Saint Eileen
-of the needle!"
-
-They waltzed out on to the landing and down the stairs, improvising
-fancy steps to a tune Denis carolled out as they went. Into the kitchen
-they came, round the table they danced, while Sarah gaped.
-
-"Bet I can do an Irish jig on the garden wall!" declared Denis suddenly.
-
-"So can I!"
-
-It was in the height of the jig that Miss Kezia and a friend who was
-paying her an afternoon call looked forth into the garden. All along,
-back windows were up, and heads looking out. For Denis had a beautiful
-voice and he sang as he danced--rather spasmodically, as one foot and
-then the other landed on space instead of the wall, but very heartily.
-
-Miss Kezia's friend was a somewhat prim and stiff-necked matron, and she
-was a good deal scandalised. Miss Kezia was considerably annoyed; but
-before she could open the window, the jig stopped abruptly, Denis leapt
-from the wall and after him Nell, and both started in chase of a small
-figure which had come out into the garden and defied them to catch it.
-
-Mysterious shopping expeditions took place about this time. The Atom,
-not allowed to go out alone, chose Sarah as her escort while she
-purchased Christmas presents. Miss Kezia unexpectedly gave her sanction
-to the arrangement. A queer sort of mutual recognition of worth had
-grown up between the Atom and Miss Kezia. Sheila Pat discussed her
-gravely with Nell.
-
-"I do think she's worthy, Nell. Sarah says she is, and she says she
-wouldn't leave here because you never know what you might get. She's
-very _just_, you see. Some mistresses are awful; they blame you for
-things like the taps leakin' and the chimney smokin', when they're
-cross. Aunt Kezia never does. I think she's rather nice to talk to
-sometimes," thoughtfully, "and she's very honest--she told me she was
-always quite ugly, and she's got some beautiful animals all worked in
-silk that her mother did when she was quite young, and you see, she
-can't help bein' borned Scotch!"
-
-On her part Miss Kezia went so far as, "I do not understand Sheila, but
-there is a solid layer of goodness beneath her eccentricities." The
-truth was, Miss Kezia, angry, bewildered, worried, as she so often was
-in these days, nevertheless found an unexpected partiality developing
-within her for the young O'Briens,--an unexpected recognition of their
-charm.
-
-What with finishing presents, buying them, packing up the hospital toys,
-and fighting various little imps who whispered things about this time
-last year, they found those days before Christmas pretty full.
-
-One evening some carollers came and sang lustily in the road outside the
-house. As they began, the front door was opened and Miss Kezia's grim
-voice bade them begone. But upstairs there was a wild scamper to a
-bedroom window--it was flung up--and pennies came hurtling through the
-air--"Go on! Please, go on!" and voices at the window joined lustily
-in. For the song the carollers sang was "Rory O'More."
-
- "Young Rory O'More courted Kathaleen bawn,
- He was bold as a hawk, and she soft as the dawn;
- He wish'd in his heart pretty Kathleen to please,
- And he thought the best way to do that was to tease.
- 'Now, Rory, be aisy,' sweet Kathleen would cry,
- Reproof on her lip, but a smile in her eye,
- 'With your tricks I don't know, in troth, what I'm about;
- Faith, you've teaz'd till I've put on my cloak inside out.'
- 'Oh, jewel!' says Rory, 'that same is the way
- You've thrated my heart for this many a day,
- And 'tis plaz'd that I am, and why not, to be sure?
- For 'tis all for good luck,' says bold Rory O'More."
-
-
-The voices at the window started the next verse:--
-
- "'Indeed, then,' says Kathleen, 'don't think of the like,
- For I half gave a promise to soothering Mike;
- The ground that I walk on he loves, I'll be bound.'
- 'Faith,' says Rory, 'I'd rather love you than the ground.'
- 'Now, Rory, I'll cry, if you don't let me go;
- Sure I dream ev'ry night that I'm hating you so!'
- 'Oh!' says Rory, 'that same I'm delighted to hear,
- For dhrames always go by contraries, my dear.'
- 'Now, Rory, leave off, sir. You'll hug me no more;
- That's eight times to-day, that you've kissed me before.'
- 'Then here goes another,' says he, 'to make sure,
- For there's luck in odd numbers,' says Rory O'More."
-
-
-As the last words rang out Nell flung down a sixpence.
-
-"A Merry Christmas!"
-
-"Shure and 'tis afther the same I'd be wishing you entirely, at all, at
-all!" came the sonorous response. "Shure and 'tis the Oirish are afther
-being the gradely folks on this earrth, me beautiful honour, your
-leddyship!"
-
-"You're not Irish!" shrilled out an indignant little voice.
-
-"Och, begorra, and would yez be insulting us now, at all, at all, your
-honour? Shure 'tis the Oirish we are, thin, and long may they live,
-hoots toots! Ochone!"
-
-Nell flung down a piece of holly she was wearing in her waist belt; she
-flung it waveringly, overcome with mirth.
-
-Denis shouted aloud. Of all of them the Atom alone refused to even
-smile.
-
-"I object to hypocrites," she said dignifiedly.
-
-"I wonder how they found out we are Irish?" pondered Molly.
-
-"I suppose it was just an odd coincidence--their singing 'Rory O'More,'
-and then they found out by our brogues!" laughed Nell.
-
-It was that same evening that, fired by "Rory O'More," they left their
-toys and trooped down to the cold drawing-room and sang and played.
-Sheila Pat, leaving the room for something, found Herr Schmidt on the
-mat outside the door, listening.
-
-"I lof ze music so much!" he excused himself hurriedly. "It was so
-beautiful--the lovely voices--full of music! You will pardon me,
-Fraeulein?"
-
-Sheila Pat bowed.
-
-"With the greatest pleasure. Please come in."
-
-Later on he begged them to use his piano any time they wished.
-
-"We _must_ finish packing the hospital toys to-night!" said Nell, and
-sped up the stairs.
-
-A few minutes later Ted came in.
-
-"How are you, N-N-Nell?"
-
-"Quite well, thank you, T-T-Ted."
-
-"Sheila Pat," tweaking her pig-tail, "don't they grow straight pig-tails
-in Ireland?"
-
-"Please don't be foolish," said Sheila Pat, ramming a fur rabbit into
-the box.
-
-He looked at Nell and raised his eyebrows.
-
-"Sheila Pat's cross still, aren't you, Atom?" Nell said.
-
-"I'm innoyed."
-
-"Tell me about it," he begged.
-
-Denis glanced up from a letter he was writing, then bent his head again.
-
-"Two wicked hypocrites came and they told stories, too. He said he was
-Irish! _Irish_, was it? Sure 'twas sooner goriller-monkeys they'd be!
-They sang outside, and we gave them some money. Did they think we were
-unborned babies that they'd be sayin' they were Irish?"
-
-"What a double-dyed villain!" Ted said with grave disapproval.
-
-"I'd knew _you_ wouldn't be laughin' and thinkin' it funny." She paused
-to watch Nell.
-
-Nell was coming straight at Ted; once in front of him, she pointed a
-tragic forefinger first at a sixpence that dangled on his watch-chain,
-and then at a spray of holly in his button-hole.
-
-He gazed back at her amusedly.
-
-"Sheila Pat! Molly! Out on him! Oh, the thraitor! The wicked
-thraitor! Don't you see? It was Ted--_Ted Lancaster_! Behold, the
-holly! Behold, my ill-gotten sixpence! Mine own familiar friend! What
-shall we do to him? Girls, what shall we do to him?"
-
-Sheila Pat, her face scarlet, ran at him, and tried futilely to shake
-him. He seized her and swung her aloft. From her lofty perch she
-scornfully attacked him. "Sure I would have thought you'd be spakin' it
-better than that! _How_ old are you? O dear, what great boobies these
-English boys are! Hoots toots, indeed! And who was the other
-monkey-kangaroo, then?"
-
-"Little Foster. You don't know him. Thought it looked better to have
-two, and, you see, I was too shy to sing all alone! Aren't you going to
-forgive me, acushlums? Och, begorra, I've been learning that 'Rory
-O'More' a whole week all for your benefit!"
-
-"Nell,"--he began presently.
-
-"Bravo, Ted!" she interpolated.
-
-He flushed and laughed.
-
-"Well, Nell," he resumed, "how did you find out so quickly?"
-
-"That gossoon," nodding at Denis. "I saw by his face. He never can keep
-anything in. And to think he _knew_! And let me waste my substance on a
-wicked fraud of a Ted!"
-
-"I recognised him almost at once," observed Denis.
-
-Nell's eye had grown suddenly absent, preoccupied with thoughts of
-something else. She rose and sidled, with what she thought deep
-artfulness, but which a child could have seen through, toward the
-artistic pillow-case. She had caught sight of the deep emerald green
-silk tie she was knitting for Ted sticking up in full view, gazing
-brazenly at Ted himself, she declared.
-
-Fortunately he was engaged just then with the Atom, so saw nothing of
-Nell's transparent manoeuvring.
-
-"Sure the very babies themselves," said Sheila Pat, earnestly, "speak it
-better than that!"
-
-"Do they, Sheila Pat? How clever the Irish must be!"
-
-"Of course they are," said Sheila Pat.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XIX*
-
-
-Christmas came with a rush in the end.
-
-"Santa Claus," said Nell, "has not a well-regulated mind. For the weeks
-before Christmas he rides at a leisurely trot, looking about him,
-smiling. Then suddenly he finds there isn't time for half he's got to
-do, and off he gallops--over hedges of toys--ditches of sweets--up hills
-of mince pies and puddings--sends us all scattering here and there on
-his errands--I wonder why he always muddles it like that?"
-
-"Perhaps the old chap's Irish," suggested Ted.
-
-Christmas eve found her with the painting of Kate Kearney for Sarah not
-finished; with Ted's tie in the same condition; with Denis's present
-still unbought; with half Molly's not got yet, and innumerable little
-bits and things to do. The others were in much the same case.
-
-But all the hospital toys had been sent off, and Mrs. Jones presented
-with the doll's house and other presents for Benny and Janie and Susan.
-On that last day Sheila Pat went out with Sarah. (Never had Sarah
-enjoyed herself so much as on these shopping expeditions, during which
-sometimes a smug-faced young man of an infinite respectability met them,
-nearly overcome with surprise at the strange coincidence of his being
-just there while they were just there, too.)--Sheila Pat went out with
-Sarah and bought Ted's present. She came home, fairly glowing and
-clasping a small parcel tight in both hands.
-
-"Oh, Nell!" she said.
-
-Nell bundled something under her pinafore and tried to look innocent.
-
-"What is it, Atom?"
-
-"I've got a present for Ted--I've been lookin' and lookin'--oh, Nell!"
-
-"Show it me."
-
-The Atom was unwrapping the paper. Beneath was a little cardboard box;
-in it lay a vividly green painted shamrock with a large diamond in the
-centre. It represented a tie pin, and had cost a shilling and a
-halfpenny.
-
-For Stewart she bought two large cabbages. "Won't Peter have a lovely
-Christmas dinner?" she queried ecstatically. "And he'll be so sad, you
-see, with Tommy and his mother away a whole week!"
-
-That afternoon Nell and Molly came suddenly face to face in a draper's
-shop, and exactly as they did it, up came the bland shop-walker to know
-what they wanted. He stared with dignified disapproval, as they stood
-there and laughed and laughed. Nell wanted a charming little useless
-fancy box for Molly that she had seen in the window, and Molly wanted a
-little handkerchief for Nell.
-
-"I--er--oh!" Nell laughed ridiculously and Molly turned, giggling, and
-fled from the shop.
-
-Nell made a valiant effort, "I want a little bancy fox--oh!" and she
-fled after Molly.
-
-Outside she stood and laughed helplessly. A little way farther up the
-street she could see Molly, and the knowledge that she too was trying to
-overcome her giggles made matters much worse.
-
-Neither she nor Molly alluded to that meeting till after Christmas.
-There was a very strict O'Brien etiquette on such matters.
-
-On that Christmas Eve they gave pennies away recklessly to poor
-children. They treated a whole family--mother two little girls, a
-little boy, and a baby, all eminently clean, but hungry-faced--to a
-hearty tea at a confectioner's, and presented them with a bunch of
-holly, and a shilling over and beyond the tea. They bought an old man
-with crutches half a pound of his favourite tobacco, because he was
-gazing longingly at it in a tobacconist's window. His poor old eyes grew
-very watery as he accepted it and declared with shaky fervour that "King
-Edward himself couldn't have given him anything he'd like better."
-
-The account-book was thrust to the back of a drawer, and to the back of
-everyone's mind as well. They locked themselves mysteriously into their
-bedrooms; and there was a sudden dearth of paper and string. The whole
-day was rush and hurry and bustle and fun.
-
-In the evening Nell put her last stitch into Ted's tie.
-
-"'Tis done! 'Tis done! Denis, go forth! Bring thy friend to our
-hospitable portals and bid him enter. Guide him to this our Stronghold,
-and leave him with us. Retire thyself to thy bedroom, where, secreted
-beneath thy bed, thou shalt find a fair fat stocking, once a foot-ball
-stocking that clad thine own unworthy leg. Take it to thy manly bosom,
-creep down the stairs, and hie thee to the house of that same Ted
-Lancaster, our very good friend. Crave speech with the stately
-butler--"
-
-"Halt! Is thy servant without his proper complement of brains that thou
-giv'st him his directions twice over? Or is it as thy servant with
-humility suspects, merely to give exercise to the pendulum within thy
-coral lips?"
-
-"Oh, hurry up!" Molly expostulated. "It's getting late!"
-
-"I go to fetch the British Ted!" Denis vanished.
-
-They found paper and pen, and Nell wrote, "Not to be looked into till
-the morning;" then they began to collect their various presents to Ted,
-and poke them well down in a foot-ball stocking of Denis's.
-
-"Now for the trimmings!" said Nell. "The rattle--in you go! Farthing
-dolly. Packet of my toffee. Six little pink jube-jube mice. ABC
-bricks. India-rubber tailless donkey. _Is_ that all?"
-
-"Pin a piece of holly on to it, Nell," adjured the Atom.
-
-"I can't find room for the donkey. Out you come, box of bricks--oh!"
-
-Her gasp was echoed by two other voices. K.K. pattered across to the
-door, wagging her tail. There was a burst of smothered laughter; they
-all knew that rap on the door. Then Nell reached out impulsively and
-turned out the lamp. "Come in!"
-
-Ted Lancaster stumbled into the room, which was lit only by the glow of
-a very small fire.
-
-"Oh!" he ejaculated. "Am I in the way?"
-
-A wild giggle from Molly. An ecstatic thrill in the Atom's voice as she
-responded, "Sure you're always welcome, my boy!"
-
-"That's my acushlum, _I_ know! Any mistletoe about?"
-
-"It's nice to sit in the dark sometimes, don't you think?" Nell
-suggested.
-
-"Oh--ah--yes. Are you telling stories?"
-
-At that Nell grew helpless; she couldn't keep her gravity any longer.
-
-"Oh, Ted--I feel so silly--I can't help it--"
-
-"I love to hear you," he replied with funny earnestness.
-
-"Do sit down," she said. "Oh, not there--that chair is--"
-
-He sat on the edge of the table, which was worse.
-
-"Oh," said Nell, "the table's rather crowded--"
-
-"Sorry!" Down he sat on another chair, and there was a fresh giggle
-from poor Molly, who was really suffering a good deal.
-
-"Won't you come nearer the fire?" Nell suggested desperately.
-
-"No, thanks, I'm warm. It's a beastly night--all slush and wet."
-
-The door was pushed open.
-
-"I say, can't find him anywhere! What on earth shall we do if we can't
-get--"
-
-"Ted's here, Denis!"
-
-Three frantic voices gave him the information at the same moment.
-
-"Oh, by Jove, is he? Why on earth are you sitting in the dark, eh?"
-
-Nell could hear the laugh in his voice.
-
-"It--it's nice, sometimes."
-
-He punched Ted on the back. "Beg pardon--thought you were the easel,
-old chap!"
-
-Ted punched back. "Awfully sorry--thought you were the sofa cushion!"
-
-"Great Scott!" ejaculated Denis, with overdone dismay. "Won't be a
-minute--forgot--" and he strode from the room.
-
-Nell sat down suddenly, and hid her face in her hands. She knew quite
-well that Denis was now crawling about under his bed in search of the
-stocking.
-
-Presently he reappeared, and worked his way round to her. Ted was urging
-a political argument with the Atom. Under cover of it Denis began.
-
-"Beastly stocking isn't there!"
-
-"If it were, why would the lamp be out, you goose?"
-
-"Never thought of that!" He gave a chuckle.
-
-"It's under the table! It's not packed properly yet. Get Ted up to
-your room. I'll put it in mine."
-
-"Right you are."
-
-"I say, what on earth am I kicking under here?" came from Ted suddenly.
-"Ugh, it feels like a corpulent corpse." He stooped to peer under the
-table. Molly cried out; he dropped the cloth and turned round.
-
-"Did you hurt yourself?"
-
-"I say, old man," Denis flung his arm round his shoulders and dragged
-him towards the door, "you might come up now and look at that book of
-Heller's I was telling you about. It's in my room."
-
-"All right, but I've a conviction it's Herr Schmidt under that table!"
-
-When they returned to the Stronghold all was light and innocent and
-calm. Denis made some excuse and went away.
-
-Nell glanced several times at Ted. She guessed he had been doing too
-much; his face was pale and there were dark rings round his eyes. All
-the mother in her surged up; she smiled whimsically as she wondered if
-he would be astonished if she were to go and stroke his head, as she
-felt inclined to do. She went and sat on the rug by the fire and looked
-at him softly.
-
-"Ted," she said, "I wish you were going to spend to-morrow with us."
-
-"Do you really?" He looked tremendously pleased.
-
-She nodded. "You'll spend New Year's day with us, won't you?"
-
-"Rather. But the Governor and I always spend Christmas with my aunt.
-They have a large house party every year."
-
-"It'll be more fun for you than here."
-
-"Will it?"
-
-She pulled Kate Kearney on to her lap, and stroked her long ears
-thoughtfully.
-
-"When did your mother die, Teddie?"
-
-"When I was four."
-
-"Do you remember her?"
-
-"A little. I can remember hiding behind a curtain and watching, with
-all my head stuck out, a lady all in pale yellow hunting in the vases
-and under the table for me. Other bits I can remember, too. And I
-remember screaming and howling because I didn't like the black frock
-they put me into."
-
-She gazed into the fire in silence. Then impulsively she stretched out
-her arm and laid her hand on his knee.
-
-"Teddie, will you promise me to go to bed at ten to-night?"
-
-"At ten?" He lifted his eyebrows in surprise.
-
-"Yes. _Please_," she coaxed.
-
-"But why?"
-
-"If I tell you, you'll get grumpy."
-
-"No, I won't."
-
-"Well, then, you're done up."
-
-He frowned impatiently.
-
-"I'm not!"
-
-"There, I knew you'd get grumpy!" she replied pathetically; "boys are so
-prickly."
-
-He smiled. "I'll promise, Nell."
-
-She dimpled joyfully.
-
-"That's a good boy!"
-
-"Nell," wailed Molly, "this trumpet for the milkman's little boy has
-gone wrong! It won't make a sound."
-
-"Let me try," said Ted.
-
-Denis reappeared with winks and nods. "Let's have a concert," he
-suggested. "Where's the milkman's drum?"
-
-They mustered between them the trumpet (which wheezed a good deal, but
-did squeaks as well), the drum, and a mouth organ. Nell and Denis
-procured combs, put paper over them, and led the concert.
-
-Ted sat through it bravely, even contributing squeaks and wheezes from
-the trumpet; but Denis gave a yell suddenly.
-
-"I forgot he was real musical--a composer and all sorts of things!"
-
-"Stow that!" Ted came at him, blaring the trumpet.
-
-When he had gone Nell began at once:--
-
-"Did you hang the stocking up, Denis?"
-
-"I did."
-
-"I hope you put it so that the paper showed?" said Molly.
-
-"I did."
-
-"I hope you told that butler to tell everyone not to touch it?" said
-Sheila Pat.
-
-"For the third time--_I did_!"
-
-"What are you laughin' at?" the Atom demanded.
-
-"I bought something for Aunt Kezia this evening."
-
-"Oh, Denis, you know her strong objection to Christmas presents!"
-exclaimed Nell.
-
-"She thinks we're wild savages because we hang out our stockin's,"
-observed Sheila Pat. "She said she thought no one older than three
-years did it."
-
-Denis had gone across to his overcoat, and was rummaging in a pocket.
-
-"Behold!"
-
-He held forth a long white canvas stocking filled with little infantile
-toys and sweets.
-
-"Oh, Denis!"
-
-Nell and the Atom were gleeful; Molly's glee was tempered.
-
-"She'll be awfully cross!"
-
-"I'm going to write that it's from Santa Claus with compliments and
-respect, and then I'm going to hang it on her bed."
-
-At about half-past ten they prepared to go to bed. The
-"this-time-last-year" imps were rather busy, but found themselves
-combated fiercely.
-
-Nell hugged Sheila Pat a little harder than usual.
-
-"Good night, asthore."
-
-"I like you in your nightie, Nell," the Atom said.
-
-Nell put out the candle and got into bed. She lay very still, straining
-her ears in the dark; but Sheila Pat made no movement. Dimpling with
-glee, Nell at last slipped out of bed, slid her feet into her bedroom
-slippers, flung on her dressing-gown, and took various parcels from
-beneath her bedclothes. Then she felt her way, pausing to listen,
-scarcely breathing, across to the Atom's bed. Reaching out for the
-stocking she knew would be hanging there, she seized a foot. She held a
-parcel up tight against her mouth to keep her laughter in. The foot had
-not moved. Nell felt an admiration for the Atom's self-control. She
-was quite sure she would have called out if someone from out the
-darkness had suddenly caught hold of her foot. She found the stocking
-and bundled in her parcels; then she crept across to the door, went out
-on to the landing and straight into Denis's arms.
-
-"Bother these balusters!" ejaculated he. "One can't walk comfortably in
-one's sleep for the beastly things!"
-
-She fled recklessly through the dark back to her bed. She had left the
-door ajar. She lay waiting, determined to try again presently. It was
-very still; her eyes tried to pierce the darkness. Suddenly something
-seized the sleeve of her night-gown; she gave a scream.
-
-"Oh," giggled Molly's voice, "I thought it was a stoc--" The giggles
-fled from the room.
-
-Nell thought how the Atom must be despising her. She determined that,
-happen what would, she would, next time, make no sound. But when the
-next minute something lit, with a thud, on her chest, she called out
-involuntarily. A warm little tongue licked her cheek. "Oh, K.K.! You've
-given me palpitations of the heart! And you know you're not allowed on
-beds!" she whispered.
-
-She gave her a kiss and lifted her down to the floor. Then she slipped
-off the bed, gathered up her parcels once more, and made another
-attempt, K.K. trotting delightedly at her heels. She got a little way
-along the passage and was suddenly confronted by Molly, outlined dimly
-against a window.
-
-"Oh!" gasped Molly, and stumbled noisily back into her room.
-
-Nell drew herself up flat against the wall and waited. Presently
-something brushed past her knees. She knew it was not K.K.; it was too
-tall. She gave a little shiver, then stooped and softly put down her
-hand; it fell on a tight little pig-tail, and Nell drew back with a
-smothered laugh. So the Atom was crawling about her business! Presently
-there echoed a frenzied scream from Molly's room; then wild excuses.
-
-"I don't care! You shouldn't crawl! You nearly scared me to death!
-K.K.'s nearly killed me once already! Why don't you speak, Sheila Pat?
-I _know_ it's you--I felt you! Oh, you little _beast--why_ won't you
-speak? _Do_ just say it _is_ you, Atom! _Do_!"
-
-Kate Kearney barked suddenly; a door opened downstairs. Miss Kezia
-demanded what was the matter. From overhead came Sarah's quivering
-voice, declaring that she had a poker and they'd better look out. Then
-Denis's voice soothingly: "It's all right, Aunt Kezia! Christmas time,
-you know--excitement--nightmare--so sorry you were disturbed. Good
-night."
-
-In Molly's room there was sudden silence. Nell had not moved.
-Presently she crept along by the wall and went in. Just as she found the
-stocking Molly's voice quavered out: "I know someone's in here! I never
-minded at home--but--but it's different here--who is it?"
-
-To Nell's utter surprise a voice just behind her answered and made her
-jump.
-
-"I am Santa Claus!" it said, deep and low. "What you felt was the
-breeze my beard made as I flew past your bed. Do not be afraid, maiden;
-I am the friend of all, and more especially am I the friend of the Irish
-people! Now close thine eyes, and sleep till morning! Fare thee well!"
-
-Nell heard the sort of relieved, happy little chuckle Molly gave. Then
-she slipped out on to the landing, expecting every moment to bump into
-Denis, and upstairs to his room. The door was open; she crept in,
-turned to the left, and stretched out her hand. It encountered only
-space; she moved forward, hand outstretched, till suddenly it hit
-against the wall. She stood still, bewildered. Where was the bed?
-
- "Turn round three times
- To clear a Paddy's brain!
- Once more to make sure
- And now for luck again!"
-
-
-"Five times is beyond me--in the dark. _I_ know! That horrid Denis has
-moved his bed!" She groped round the room till she found it; she put her
-last parcels into his stocking and prepared to go back to her own room.
-On her landing, just in front of the window, she came face to face with
-a big and shadowy Denis.
-
-"Ah," he said, "I thought I heard you moving. I've just been to your
-room to see if you wanted anything. I was afraid you might be ill."
-
-"How queer! That's just what I heard and thought about you!"
-
-"Very queer!"
-
-"Yes, isn't it?"
-
-"Such coincidences do occur in the best-regulated families. You're sure
-you _are_ all right?"
-
-"Quite, thank you. And you?"
-
-"Oh, quite. Good night."
-
-"Good night."
-
-They passed each other; he looked back over his shoulder. Nell had
-stopped. He turned, went back, swung her up into his strong arms.
-
-"I'll carry you back to your bed, young lady, and lock the door on you!"
-He took her and plumped her down on to her bed. He bent and rubbed his
-cheek against hers. "Strange we should both be walking in our sleep
-to-night, old girl!"
-
-"Very strange--_duckie_!"
-
-"Nell! I won't be called names. Atom asleep?"
-
-"I think so."
-
-Soon after he had gone the door was opened with a laborious care and
-creakiness that proclaimed Molly. Nell smothered a laugh. "Of course!
-Forgotten something."
-
-She could hear her creeping round the room; she heard K.K.'s tail go
-thump, thump on the floor; then there was a pause--then thud! Something
-fell on the carpet--thud! thud!
-
-"Oh!" came a breathless gasp--thud--thud--thud!
-
-"She's knocked my stocking down!" Nell shook with laughter.
-
-Thud! Scrape--bang--she could hear Molly crawling about the floor
-picking up various parcels. Finally Nell was shaken up and down while
-Molly adjusted the stocking once more. Then she crept away. Just as
-she reached the door she blundered into a chair, and sent something
-crashing to the floor.
-
-From Sheila Pat's bed came an irrepressible, long-suffering, "Sure I
-_knew_ she'd do that!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XX*
-
-
-"So this is the best they can give us for Christmas in London!" observed
-the Atom, gazing frowningly out upon a yellow fog.
-
-"Get dressed and give poor old London a rest, Atom! We shall end by
-being late."
-
-There was a knock at the door. "Come in!"
-
-In came a beaming Sarah, carrying a tray laden with parcels.
-
-"Oh, miss! Oh, miss Shelerpat!--Same to you and many on 'em--I'm sure
-the picture's lovely--it just might be the dog 'imself--and the scarf
-too--I shall wear it on my Sunday out, and I'm sure it's very kind of
-you young ladies--thank you, miss--and mistress told me to bring these
-round to your rooms--" So Sarah, in a breathless rush of excitement.
-"Two for you, miss, and two for you!"
-
-"Well!" ejaculated Nell. "To think that Aunt Kezia--" She stopped
-abruptly, with a little catch in her breath. She had caught sight of the
-writing on the parcels; one was her mother's and the other her father's.
-There was a long letter from each as well as the Christmas present.
-Nell smiled as she read her father's plaint: "We wanted to leave
-directions with your aunt to put these little presents into the various
-stockings she would be sure to find waiting if she were to look. But
-you see, mavourneen, she wouldn't look! And I'm rather frightened of
-her, so I dared not insist. I tried to coax your mother into bearding
-her about presenting these to you at any rate on Christmas morning, but
-she (is she a dutiful wife?) pleaded her ill health, and declared she
-could not stand the stony disapproval she would see in Aunt Kezia's eye.
-So I threw back my shoulders and twirled my moustache, and faced the
-enemy myself. I had to listen to a lecture on Irish thriftlessness, but
-perhaps I deserved that. Poor Aunt Kezia, she's very dry and hard, and
-very opposite to all of you. But she is a good woman, and wants to make
-you all comfortable. But she doesn't approve of Christmas presents. A
-twinkle comes into your mother's eye (but she sternly represses the
-dimple you used to dig your baby fingers into) when I conjecture over
-her aspect on Christmas day this year! For we're a very Christmasy lot,
-aren't we, asthore? Be just as Christmasy as ever you can this year, my
-dear, and when you think of dear old Kilbrannan and us--as I know you
-will be doing--(a conceited old father, amn't I?)--well, just remember
-too that the months soon skip by, and we'll be back, please God, in a
-few months, and that Kilbrannan is still ours, and we have only kindly
-and hospitably lent it to the Harrisons for a while! But there, am I
-preaching? And to my brave little Nell! Don't I know she'll be making
-herself and others see all the bright bits?"
-
-At breakfast Miss Kezia did not allude to her Christmas stocking. She
-was very amiable, and had had fish cakes added to the porridge. But in
-the middle of the meal Kate Kearney came into the room, looking
-seraphic, and carrying jauntily in her mouth a limp white muslin
-stocking. It was torn, and nothing remained in it now but a little
-wooden whistle, three or four pink and white sweets, and the china head
-of a doll. She carried it to Nell, and dropped it at her feet.
-
-Miss Kezia flushed a little, and drew down her upper lip.
-
-"I did not wish to allude to what I considered a foolish and
-disrespectful joke, as it is Christmas morning, but you see now what a
-disgraceful mess that dog must have made. I expect the stairs are strewn
-with sweets and toys--"
-
-"She'd eat the sweets," interposed Sheila Pat.
-
-"Please go and pick up the debris!"
-
-Joyfully they all rushed from the room, and crawled about the stairs,
-picking up splinters of wood, wool-stuffing, china legs and arms, but no
-sweets. Kate Kearney had eaten them. She brought the stocking, with
-its few little sweets rammed into the toe, and begged them to get them
-out for her.
-
-"Sweets," said Nell, "are bad for you, but 'tis Christmas morning!"
-
-After breakfast the chief event for which everyone was waiting was the
-advent of the postman. Miss Kezia exclaimed surprisedly:--
-
-"Surely there can be nothing else coming by post! The postman has been
-laden for you for this week past!"
-
-Before the postman came Ted appeared. He was surrounded in the hall,
-and a babel of noise enveloped him. Miss Kezia's eyebrows went up, but
-she smiled a grim little smile of uncomprehending amiability. Ted was
-wearing his new tie, and valiantly flaunted the pin with which Sheila
-Pat had presented him.
-
-"Come up to the Stronghold."
-
-On the stairs he hung back and turned to Nell.
-
-"I say, Nell, I haven't half thanked all of you--need I?"
-
-She laughed out.
-
-"You have--heaps and heaps!"
-
-He shook his head.
-
-She looked at him with a worried little frown.
-
-"You've no _business_ to be so grateful for silly little things!"
-
-He was mute.
-
-She laughed again.
-
-"Ted, I do think you're nice!"
-
-"Er--awfully good of you--" His face was flushed, his eyebrows up.
-
-Nell tucked her hand under his arm.
-
-"Escort me up to the Stronghold, Mr. Lancaster."
-
-At the door of the Stronghold Denis pounced on him.
-
-"Here, what are you up to?"
-
-"I say, old man, it's a gorgeous stocking, but--you might have given me
-a pair!"
-
-"Come and look at everything," Molly besought.
-
-"Fripperies and all," laughed Nell.
-
-He took out his watch with a hurried gesture.
-
-"Afraid I can't stay long--"
-
-"Why not?" demanded the Atom.
-
-"Er--I've got to get back--"
-
-"I hoped you had come early so that you could stay a little while," said
-Nell.
-
-"Oh, I say, did I come round too early?"
-
-"Ted, don't be a goose!"
-
-"Friend, do not put such a horribly inhospitable construction--" began
-Denis.
-
-"How much?" interrupted Ted.
-
-"Come on!" cried Denis, doubling his fists. "You have insulted me! _A
-outrance_!"
-
-"When you're quite finished, Mr. Lancaster," called out Nell, "perhaps
-you'll condescend to look at this box!"
-
-He gave a final thrust and turned to her.
-
-"It is made of bog oak, and carved by a friend of ours--"
-
-"Was that the postman?" exclaimed the Atom, and scuttled out of the
-room.
-
-No one heard her save Ted.
-
-"Isn't it a glorious design? Do you see how--"
-
-"I--I must go! Awfully sorry! Good-bye!"
-
-They stared after him in astonishment, then started in pursuit. In the
-hall they caught him. He was standing looking rather red and foolish,
-talking to the Atom.
-
-Denis seized him by his collar.
-
-"Search him! Search him!"
-
-"Don't ass, O.B.!"
-
-"Why did you run away like that?" queried Molly eagerly.
-
-"If it weren't Christmas morning, I should be deciding to be offended,"
-Nell declared.
-
-"I'm awfully sorry. I've to go to my aunt's, you know."
-
-"Aren't you in rather a sudden complexity of hurry?" Denis inquired.
-"That's a favourite remark of an old Irishwoman I know!"
-
-"I am rather, old chap! Er--so sorry--"
-
-"Here comes the postman!" squealed Molly, flinging open the door. Ted
-hurled himself through it, leapt down the steps, and with a vague
-flourish of his hat turned to the left and disappeared. The postman
-laughed as he handed package after package, letter after letter, into
-various eager hands outstretched for them. "You'll lighten my load a
-good deal, sir!"
-
-"Happy Christmas, postman!"
-
-"Same to you, miss."
-
-"To the Stronghold!" went forth the cry, and up they swarmed, all
-heavily laden, K.K. gravely bringing up the rear with a parcel someone
-had dropped. Everything was tilted on to the table, and then each one
-pounced on various parcels--tearing of paper, cutting of string, noise,
-delight, exclamations!
-
-Nell opened Ted's parcel last of all. It was an old ivory paper knife,
-with a little hunting scene beautifully carved on its handle.
-
-"_Denis!_"
-
-He turned at her tone.
-
-"Isn't it lovely, Denis?"
-
-He nodded.
-
-"He knows what's what! It's ripping, Nell."
-
-She was examining it delightedly.
-
-"It's such a beautiful old thing--just look at the carving--that leg,
-Denis, isn't it wonderful? And the manes and tails--"
-
-"_Do_ look what he's sent me, Nell," cried Molly.
-
-"And me--"
-
-"Are you ready for church?" Up the stairs floated Miss Kezia's voice.
-
-"A minute, Aunt Kezia!"
-
-There was a wild scattering and scramble.
-
-Church was a good deal of a trial: but once Nell smiled suddenly,
-irresistibly. A thought had struck her. She whispered to Molly, "_I_
-know why he rushed off!"
-
-"Why?"
-
-Nell shook her head virtuously; and Molly went back to her own thoughts,
-which made her eyes water and smart uncomfortably. Once back at No. 35
-Henley Road, Nell observed:--
-
-"Oh, you dullards, don't you see why Ted rushed off? It was because he
-was afraid of the postman--his _presents_!"
-
-"By Jove, so it was!"
-
-"He wasn't wantin' to be thanked," said the Atom.
-
-"O dear, won't we make him blush next time we see him!" cried Nell.
-"I'll thank him and thank him and thank him!"
-
-"Nice way of showing your gratitude," observed Denis. "You know, it _is_
-trying to a chap to have a pack of girls hanging around thanking you! I
-know I felt it this morning," he added bashfully.
-
-There was a perfect storm of laughter, and the pack of girls made for
-him with one accord.
-
-They had an early dinner of turkey and plum pudding; and after it Sarah
-went off home, wearing the new scarf, and a smile from ear to ear. They
-roasted chestnuts, and actually prevailed upon Miss Kezia to eat two.
-They played games, sang carols, and to please her, a Scotch one,
-whereupon she remarked there was nothing like them, and a fine argument
-ensued between her and Sheila Pat. They all set the supper table and
-all cleared away. They allowed the Atom--a sleepy Atom, who desperately
-tried to appear a very wide awake one--to sit up till eleven o'clock,
-and then with big hugs they all went off to bed.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXI*
-
-
-One morning, about a fortnight after Christmas, Miss Kezia was called
-away suddenly to the bedside of an old friend in Tunbridge Wells, who
-was ill. She packed and got ready in a perfect hail of her own counsel
-which she poured into Nell's ear. Molly, in valiant endeavours to help
-her aunt, hid everything she specially wanted, and poked things she
-didn't want into her box, till she was banished from the room. When
-Miss Kezia had at last taken her departure, Nell made her way to the
-kitchen, smiling over Denis's last words, "I say, Nell, make us some
-cakes for tea to celebrate the hap--mournful occasion!"
-
-Sheila Pat queried earnestly:--
-
-"Is the friend _very_ ill?"
-
-"No; influenza--low-spirited--wants Aunt Kezia."
-
-"Aren't these Scotch people _queer_?" mused Sheila Pat.
-
-Ted looked in after a ride, hoping he would be in time to catch Denis.
-The sight of his riding things brought a lump to Nell's throat, but she
-smiled on him brightly.
-
-"I'm going to make some cakes, Ted, and you're to help eat them this
-afternoon!"
-
-"Oh, I say--er--I'm always here--"
-
-"If you're tired of coming--"
-
-"You know I'm not!"
-
-"Well, then, don't be a goose."
-
-"May I watch you make the cakes?"
-
-She laughed.
-
-"You're like the lodge children at home. So sure as I went into the
-kitchen to make cakes, yellow and black heads would appear round the
-door, and beaming mouths would wait for bits! Come along!"
-
-He amused her greatly by wandering after her round the kitchen with a
-chair.
-
-"You could sit down to do that!"
-
-"I'm never tired!" she declared, laughing.
-
-He eyed her admiringly.
-
-"I do like that! I thought girls were always feeling tired and faint."
-
-"Oh, Ted, how old-fashioned you are!"
-
-"You see, I haven't known many girls."
-
-"Your experience must have been very unfortunate," she said, and then
-she thought of his cousins, and blushed.
-
-He smiled; he was thinking of them, too.
-
-"You see these tricky little channels through these long cakes? Well,
-they're going to be filled with a little jam, and a great roll of thick
-cream!"
-
-"Five hours to tea-time!" he sighed.
-
-Down the stairs floated a wail of woe.
-
-"I've upset the ink!"
-
-"That's Molly. Do go and help her, Ted!"
-
-To Nell presently there came the sound of Herr Schmidt's piano. She
-propped the kitchen door open, and prepared to listen while she worked.
-Hitherto she had only heard Ted play dances and jigs for them, but now
-it was different. It drew her slowly from the kitchen up the stairs to
-Herr Schmidt's room. She stood by the door and listened. He did not
-see her. His legs were twisted contortedly round the old-fashioned
-piano-stool; he was wrapt in his music. He was playing a waltz--soft,
-dreamy, with a beautiful, pathetic refrain that made Nell's breath catch
-in her throat.
-
-When the last note had died away she went softly in. He glanced at her
-with a far-away look in his deep-set eyes then he flushed, and stood up,
-frowning.
-
-"It was beautiful," she said softly.
-
-"Er--glad you liked it. Piano's a good one. Finished the cakes, Nell?"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"They're all burning and spoiling, I expect, but that waltz just drew my
-feet up here! What is it, Ted?"
-
-"Oh--that? Just a little waltz, you know," digging his hands into his
-coat pockets.
-
-"Well, yes, I know so much. But what is it called?"
-
-"Oh--er--I don't quite know--"
-
-"Who composed it? It was lovely!"
-
-"Glad you liked it. I say, hadn't you better rescue your cakes?"
-
-"Edward Lancaster, _who composed that waltz_?"
-
-"Er--oh, I didn't see the composer's name--"
-
-"It doesn't by any chance begin with an E and an L? Oh," she laughed out
-at his fiery face, "how funny you are! What is there to be ashamed of?
-You should be proud--_proud_! Are all the English like that? Shake
-hands, Ted! It's lovely!"
-
-"No--it's nothing!" But he looked delighted all the same. "You see, I
-got this part," sitting down and softly playing the sad little refrain,
-"I got that at home this morning;"--he had forgotten his shyness in his
-interest,--"but I couldn't get a setting for it, and then suddenly down
-in the kitchen just now, amongst the cakes, I got it!"
-
-"I'm glad it was the happy part that came to you while you were with
-me!" she laughed, and fled down to her cakes.
-
-At tea that afternoon she nodded at Ted. "You're to take that burnt
-one, please!" she said mischievously.
-
-"Honoured," he declared, and they both laughed.
-
-They had an evening of music, singing, and dancing down in Herr
-Schmidt's room. They moved his table and chairs close to the walls, and
-danced to their hearts' content.
-
-It was in the midst of a rollicking chorus that Herr Schmidt returned
-unexpectedly. He stood in the doorway, unseen, unheard, while the
-chorus rang out:--
-
- "'Mush, mush, mush, tooral i-add
- Mush, mush, mush, tooral i-ay!
- There was ne'er a gossoon in the village,
- Dare thread on the tail of me coat!'"
-
-
-"By Jove, the owner!" ejaculated Ted, as Denis started on the next
-verse.
-
-Denis nodded with gay insouciance at Herr Schmidt, and sang on.
-
-Nell went forward, laughing:--
-
-"Oh, Herr Schmidt, we knew you wouldn't mind our using your room--_do_
-you?"
-
-"Nein, nein! It is a great unexpectful bleasure, Fraeulein! It is so
-goot of you, meine liebe! I am so bleased, so very much bleased!" He
-was patting her hand and beaming round his crowded room. "Ach, zere is
-my little Miss Sheila! But zere is no fire!" His face fell
-ludicrously. "How inhospital! Why did not ze maid light ze fire?
-Fraeulein, we must light ze fire at once!"
-
-They persuaded him to sing, and his great rolling bass amused Molly so
-much that she had to retire to the stairs to hide her mirth. Then he
-joined their supper party, and his broad, red, beaming face, with its
-kind little eyes twinkling over his glasses, was certainly indicative of
-enjoyment.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXII*
-
-
-"On, Denis!" said Nell, looking up from a letter from Miss Kezia. They
-were at breakfast. In the middle of the table there was a great jar of
-jonquils. In a tiny glass bowl were some precious snowdrops from home.
-The room wore a rakish air somehow. Perhaps it was the different
-arrangement of the furniture, which, instead of standing stiffly in set
-places, was clotted about haphazard just wherever it happened to find
-itself. On one chair lay a smock of the Atom's, with a needle and
-cotton stuck into it where Nell had begun to mend a rent. On another
-lay Molly's gloves. Books and papers were scattered about--James
-O'Driscoll wandered about and picked out all the furniture buttons that
-he could find. The sun peeped in and laughed and danced to think what
-Miss Kezia would say.
-
-"Oh, Denis!" said Nell.
-
-He looked up from a letter.
-
-"What's up?"
-
-Nell bit her lip.
-
-"What's _up_?"
-
-With eyes cast down, she began rather tremulously:--
-
-"It's--it's Miss Hadlow. She has it worse than Aunt Kezia thought. She
-doesn't think she'll be able to be home for some days yet."
-
-"How many days, Nell?" queried the Atom, anxiously.
-
-"She doesn't know, but she says Miss Hadlow won't take proper
-nourishment unless she's there to make her; and it is essential that
-while the influenza runs its course, she should take sufficient
-nourishment to keep up her strength. Denis, you're _not_ to laugh!"
-
-"How long does it take running its course?" asked Molly.
-
-"I don't know. A week--"
-
-"Oh, more than that," said Denis, cheerfully.
-
-"Poor Miss Hadlow!" said Molly, dutifully.
-
-They all began to laugh and laugh.
-
-"Aren't we h-h-horrid?" gasped Nell.
-
-"I don't see _why_," argued the Atom; "if she were _really_ ill, we'd be
-sorry--I suppose."
-
-Denis shouted with laughter at her tone.
-
-"She isn't ill, you see," pursued Sheila Pat. "She's just like a baby
-and won't take this and won't take that! So I don't see why we should
-be sorry yet awhile--we will be when she gets worse, perhaps."
-
-"Denis," said Nell, "I'm going to give Sarah a holiday!"
-
-"To celebrate the joy--melancholy occasion?"
-
-Nell had been waving Aunt Kezia's letter with its reams of counsel and
-advice over her head. She laid it down demurely.
-
-"Don't be silly, Denis. I consider Sarah deserves a holiday."
-
-"Prunes and prisms! So she does!"
-
-"And it's Saturday, so you can help after lunch."
-
-"I'm at your service, fair Eileen."
-
-When Sarah came to clear the table Nell waved her away.
-
-"Sarah, go and put on your outdoor apparel! You are to have a holiday.
-We--the O'Briens--have decreed it so."
-
-"Yes, miss--_what_? A 'oliday? What for, miss?"
-
-"For general good conduct, Sarah."
-
-"But--"
-
-"Away! We stand no 'buts' in our family. Once a ram was slain for
-butting, you know, Sarah," observed Denis, absurdly.
-
-"You're just wasting your time and you might be with your _sweetheart_,
-Sarah!" put in the Atom, practically.
-
-Scarlet-faced, Sarah fled.
-
-Nell pursued her.
-
-"Sarah, you are not to return before ten o'clock to-night."
-
-"Oh, if you'll hexcuse me, miss, I must--there's 'Err Smitt's dinner!"
-
-"What were you going to give him, Sarah?"
-
-"A steak with boiled potaters and a cauliflower, and a jam tart," said
-Sarah, dejectedly.
-
-"All of which I can manage," said Nell. "He has coffee after it,
-doesn't he?"
-
-"And who'll answer the door, miss?"
-
-"Any of us. Now go and get ready, Sarah."
-
-After clearing away Herr Schmidt's breakfast Sarah took her departure
-with many injunctions: "Leave the dirty plates and things for me, miss,
-and would you please tell the baker to shut the gate after 'im, as
-mistress do object so to it being left open, and 'e always forgets--"
-
-She went at last, joyful but full of anxiety.
-
-Denis had gone off to the bank.
-
-"Now," said Nell, "I'm going to concoct a dream of a lunch!
-Chicken--oysters--jellies--such sweets! And we'll get hold of Ted,
-somehow--he must be here!"
-
-He was there. They had the luncheon in the kitchen. "It saves carrying
-things into the dining room," said Nell, but it was more for the fun of
-it than anything else. It was a very successful lunch, and the cook
-received quite an ovation. When the meal was over, she observed:--
-
-"I do hate to give a person a holiday and then make her do her work when
-she comes home."
-
-Ted looked at her inquiringly.
-
-Denis gazed at the ceiling.
-
-"I do," reiterated Nell, severely.
-
-"Of course," said Ted, vaguely.
-
-"Careful, old man! Any statement you make now will be used against you.
-Nell's pathetic observation, translated into cold English, means that
-we've got to wash up."
-
-"I will!" cried Sheila Pat.
-
-Denis looked at her enviously.
-
-"What it is to be young and energetic!"
-
-"I'll do it," said Ted.
-
-"Leave it to us," sighed Denis.
-
-"Oh, indeed," she laughed. "I wonder how many plates Aunt Kezia would
-have left by the time you'd done?"
-
-Denis looked at Ted with an injured expression.
-
-"That's how I'm thrated in the bosom of me family, Lancaster! But we'll
-heap coals of fire upon her ungrateful pate, and won't let her soil her
-nasty little hands."
-
-"We will--we won't."
-
-The Atom carried the last plate into the scullery.
-
-Nell tilted her chin, and held out her hands.
-
-"Indeed, then, I _will_ wash up. These hands were made for work, and
-not for play! Edward, what are you doing?"
-
-"Trying to see them," peering close. "I see them! So they were made for
-work?"
-
-"That grin does not become your naturally saturnine countenance, Edward.
-I wouldn't think of intrusting Aunt Kezia's china to two great clumsy
-boys."
-
-Denis looked at Ted, then strolled towards the scullery.
-
-"I say, O.B.," said Ted, and followed him in a casual sort of way. The
-next minute the door between scullery and kitchen was banged to, Denis
-turned the key in the lock, and he and Ted stood grinning through the
-upper part of the door, which was made of glass. Nell sprang forward,
-but was too late. Then suddenly a twinkle crept into her eyes.
-
-"You watch!" she adjured Molly. "I wish the Atom would finish giving
-her Pearl his dinner!"
-
-The two boys took off their coats, rolled up their sleeves. Denis hauled
-down a big sauce-pan from a shelf.
-
-"_Dirty_ boy!" cried Nell, through the door. "Things are _cooked_ in
-that!"
-
-Ted proudly brought forward a bowl for mixing the ingredients of cakes
-and puddings.
-
-"It's for _cakes_! Put it away!"
-
-They found the right bowl at last.
-
-Nell's dimples deepened.
-
-Denis took the pan to the sink, stopped short, and looked at Ted.
-
-"No hot water!" they heard him say. "Tap's gone wrong!"
-
-"Won't cold do?" queried Ted, innocently.
-
-"Suppose so."
-
-"Oh," cried Nell, clutching Molly ecstatically, "you wait and _see_ the
-grease!"
-
-They filled the bowl, then seized plates, big, little indiscriminately,
-and plunged them into the water.
-
-"Oh, they'll make the pudding plates as greasy as the others. And they
-haven't thought of the dish-cloth."
-
-Denis took a meat plate and bobbed it up and down in the water. The
-grease refused to come off. He bobbed energetically, and whistled
-"Widow Malone" airily.
-
-Then Ted bent forward and heroically put forth a finger and rubbed. He
-made a long smear, and that was all.
-
-We studied his finger disgustedly. Nell tripped across to he fireplace,
-lifted the steaming kettle, and carried it to the scullery door.
-
-Ted was valiantly rubbing now with two fingers.
-
-"Denis! Ted!"
-
-They saw a pompous, steaming kettle, hot, inviting.
-
-"Hand it over!" said Denis, advancing. "But promise not to come in!"
-
-"I suppose you don't think you need me?"
-
-"Most assuredly we don't. Do we, Ted?"
-
-"N-no."
-
-"I won't promise."
-
-He shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"As you will, my dear. Cold water's a lot fresher, anyway," and he
-seized a plate with a savage shake. Ted put up his hand and ruefully
-rubbed his head. Nell nearly dropped the kettle in her glee. He had
-used his greasy hand, and his smooth hair stuck up in front in three
-jaunty wisps. Denis turned and seized a tray-cloth, lying neatly folded
-on the table, and dabbed it into the water.
-
-"Oh, you _dirty_ boy!" She pommelled excitedly on the door, but was
-presented with two dignified backs, the dignity of Ted marred a good
-deal by his airy locks, of which he was blissfully unconscious. She
-watched the horrid smears they were chasing round the plates with the
-poor little tray-cloth, and succumbed suddenly.
-
-"You may have the hot water! Oh, yes, unconditionally!"
-
-Truth to tell, she hated the idea of washing the greasy plates, and was
-glad to get out of it so easily.
-
-"Mayn't I just come in to show you how to set about it?" she queried
-sweetly.
-
-"We don't need showing, once we've got the hot water, do we, Ted?"
-
-"N-n-no," said Ted.
-
-Of course Denis burnt himself, but nothing was broken. Nell called
-directions through the door, and the washing up was finished at last.
-When Ted emerged into the kitchen, carrying some plates, she accosted
-him demurely:--
-
-"Have you _really_ finished? I want Denis to go down into the cellar
-and fill the coal-box."
-
-"I will," he said, seizing on the scuttle.
-
-"No, really, Ted--it's horrid to let you do things--"
-
-"It's ripping, Nell!" he declared with an earnestness that somehow sent
-her thoughts longingly to Kilbrannan--to have him there!
-
-He paused in the doorway, coal-box in hand.
-
-"What's wrong, Nell?" he asked uneasily.
-
-"Wrong? Nothing. Why?"
-
-"You--you looked--sort of--" he stammered, and fled.
-
-She stood a minute looking thoughtfully into the fire. A loud and
-prolonged rat-a-tat-tat-tat-tat-tat-_tat_ on the front door sent her
-flying into the scullery.
-
-Denis was putting on his coat.
-
-"Royalty at the front door, Denis! You so! Hurry up!"
-
-Denis went to the door. No one was on the doorstep, but a tall footman
-stood at the gate, holding it back for two white cloth and fur visions
-to enter.
-
-"By Jove! Ted's relations!"
-
-His hospitable instinct prompted him to greet them as genially as he
-could. He cast a whimsical glance at their hats pondering on the
-relative size of them and the hall.
-
-"How-do-you-do? Is our cousin Ted here?"
-
-The hats sailed successfully into the hall, and then stopped abruptly
-with a little jerk and flutter of chiffon, feathers, and velvet. For
-before them stood an Object--a dirty Object in smeared shirt-sleeves,
-with a black smudge across one brazen cheek, and hair sticking up in
-three jaunty wisps over a coal-dust speckled brow. Moreover, the
-Object--the Dirty Object--was carrying a very full coal scuttle,
-swinging it gently to and fro, rather as if he were enjoying the
-situation and found it funny. And it was their cousin! It was Edward
-Lancaster!
-
-"Sorry I can't shake hands." He held forth his free hand, unabashed,
-and it was very black.
-
-"Come in here, will you?" Denis flung open the door of the
-drawing-room.
-
-Ted deposited the coal scuttle in the hall and followed them. Then
-coldly came Miss Lancaster's voice:--
-
-"Are you acting charades or what?"
-
-"Neither," said Ted, "work--real, honest work, you know. Have you come
-to fetch me?"
-
-"Yes. Your father wants you. He's starting for South Africa to-night."
-
-"All right. I'll put on my coat."
-
-Nell came in, very pink, very demure. The response to her greeting was
-very cold. She turned to Ted.
-
-"I see you've filled the coal-box. Thanks so much."
-
-"Governor wants me." Ted's face had grown grim, frowning.
-
-"We suggested he might be with his Irish friends," pursued Alicia, with
-a nasty little emphasis on the two last words, "and as we were just
-starting for a drive, we offered to--er--"
-
-"Look for Ted?" finished Nell.
-
-"Er--Ted?" Alicia said.
-
-"That's me," explained Ted, gravely.
-
-"If," said Alicia, "you can spare our cousin now, we should like to
-drive him back."
-
-Nell turned to him.
-
-"Hurry up, _Teddie_!"
-
-"Let me see," observed Denis, thoughtfully, "can we spare him yet? He's
-washed up--and filled the coal-box. There're the boots to clean, old
-man, but if your pater wants you, you'll have to go!"
-
-"How kind of you!" sneered Alicia, angrily.
-
-"I shall have to go, Nell," Ted said; "my father's off to-night to South
-Africa."
-
-"Oh, hurry, then! Denis, take him to your room."
-
-"There's the scullery sink. I saw a bit of saffron-hued soap there, and
-a beautiful brush in a pail. Come on, old chap."
-
-Ted glanced frowningly at Nell and then at Denis.
-
-"Don't you come. I can find it."
-
-Denis nodded.
-
-"All right."
-
-Ted left the room.
-
-"What a good thing you thought of coming here for him," observed Nell,
-politely.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Mrs. Lancaster's well, I hope?" said Denis, cheerfully.
-
-"Yes, thank you."
-
-Nell dared not meet his eye. She bit her lip in terror she would begin
-to laugh.
-
-"Is it the custom in Ireland to use one's friends as one's servants?"
-inquired Alicia.
-
-"Oh, yes, invariable custom," he responded. "It's a good idea--does
-away with the servant problem, you see. When you invite people to
-dinner, the husbands go off to shoot pheasants, and the wives come in to
-help cook 'em. When dinner's over they all help wash up; Ted's new to it
-yet, but he's getting on!"
-
-"We'll soon be able to give Sarah a week's holiday, and have him in
-every day," annotated Nell.
-
-"Oh, _have_ you a servant?" said Alicia, and Nell's eyes lit with
-contempt of her petty ill-breeding.
-
-"Well, I wouldn't like to call her that," pondered Denis, thoughtfully,
-"servantette would be better."
-
-"Will you have some tea?" Nell asked. "I won't be a minute getting it."
-
-"No, thank you."
-
-Ted came in, immaculate in long fawn coat.
-
-"Coming?" he said curtly.
-
-They rose, bowed coldly to Nell, and rustled from the room, accompanied
-by Denis. Ted stood a moment, hesitating. Nell held out her hand.
-
-"Good-bye, Ted."
-
-"Good-bye."
-
-He turned and strode from the room.
-
-"Come early to-morrow!" she called, following him.
-
-"Say, Lancaster, you might have given these steps a rub if you'd been
-able to stay," came Denis's musical voice.
-
-And Nell ran back into the drawing-room, subsided into a chair, and
-laughed.
-
-Denis came back fairly shouting.
-
-"Oh, aren't they rich? Their faces!--I feel quite exhausted--have I
-swelled with compressed laughter, Nell? Let's open the windows! I can't
-stand that scent."
-
-She sat up, wiping her eyes.
-
-"I think it's horrid to laugh! Poor Ted!"
-
-"Hard lines for him. Sarah's more refined than they are."
-
-"I'm afraid he felt awfully bad, Denis. He looked so horribly grim.
-I'm worried about him."
-
-"That's why you're weeping!"
-
-She began to smile again.
-
-"I can't help it. They were so horribly, rudely funny! Poor old Ted."
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIII*
-
-
-"I was thinking, miss," said Sarah, "as 'ow the bit of beef would 'ash
-nicely."
-
-"Beef bone, you mean, Sarah?"
-
-Sarah looked uncomfortable; she picked up a corner of her apron and
-pleated it uneasily.
-
-"Well, you see, miss, we've been using up a lot of things lately--"
-
-Nell laughed lightly.
-
-"Sarah, are you telling me I eat too much?"
-
-"No, miss." Sarah sighed, hesitated. "But it do run away with things
-'aving folks to meals!" she blurted out. "Oh, miss, I beg your parding!"
-she gasped, aghast at the change in Nell's face.
-
-"We will have the beef bone for lunch, with potatoes and bread!" said
-Nell, tragically, and marched upstairs to the Stronghold, where Denis
-was mending a shelf before rushing off to the bank.
-
-"Denis,"--her soft voice rushed it all out in wild indignation,--"we
-have been insulted! We're not to invite Ted here to meals any more!
-Nor anyone else! We're to bundle them off without letting them eat or
-drink beneath this hateful, mean, petty little roof! That's what it has
-come to now!"
-
-"By Jove, Nell! what's it all mean?"
-
-"It means that we've been using up too much of Aunt Kezia's money! The
-accounts were to run till she came back, whatever that means! But this
-morning Sarah warned me--_me!_--that having folks to meals do run away
-with things so!" She ended with a shaky little laugh.
-
-"That all? What on earth does it matter what a well-meaning but silly
-little hap'orth says?"
-
-"But--Denis--it isn't our money, you see!"
-
-He banged a nail into the shelf. "I may be a thief, but I'll never turn
-my friends away, Nell O'Brien!"
-
-She laughed gaily. "I know! I'll make Sarah tell me the exact amount
-Aunt Kezia spends in a week, and we'll keep horrible accounts, and never
-go beyond it! At least, with her money. When we get to the end of
-that, we'll pay for the things with our own money, and live on bread and
-water and all that sort of thing!"
-
-"We will, my twin, we will! You're a genius."
-
-He took out his watch, then frowned. "Good-bye, Nell. Hustle me out, or
-I shall never go!"
-
-"Poor old Denis!"
-
-"That's not hustling. If you sympathise, I shall begin to cry, and
-refuse to budge."
-
-She went down into the hall to help him into his coat.
-
-"It's poor old Tellbridge, too," he observed comically. "I don't fancy
-I'm much of a bargain. Oh, Nell, aren't letters immeasurably more
-interesting, more human, than hard and dry figures? That Pennington,"
-he added, "can tot up--subtract--fly around with figures, till he makes
-my head spin. He's helped me out lots of times."
-
-"I'm going to figure, too, this morning--with Sarah! So you can think of
-me drowning in a sea of curly threes and twos and fives, and
-noughts--heaps of noughts."
-
-Ted did not appear that day. But the next morning Nell was standing in
-the dining-room window, snipping off the dead jonquils from a bunch in a
-bowl, when, glancing up, she saw Ted coming in at the gate. She nodded
-and smiled, and he raised his hat. She dropped two or three dead
-jonquils and ran out into the hall to open the door.
-
-"Well--" she began; she stopped abruptly--no one was there. She looked
-to the right; she looked to the left; she gazed up at the sky as if she
-thought Ted might have become possessed of wings and had flown away.
-Then suddenly she gave a quick little nod, and off she started in
-pursuit, clad in blue painting pinafore, and clasping the large pair of
-old scissors. A good way in front of her there was a broad-shouldered
-figure striding along at a terrific pace. Up the road went Nell, and
-after her came an open-mouthed butcher's boy. Nell was a splendid
-runner, but Ted's pace was swift and his strides long. He turned the
-corner and disappeared.
-
-"Ted! _Ted!_" But he was too far off to hear. She rounded the corner
-in her turn, and collided with a respectable old gentleman going
-citywards.
-
-"So--sorry!" she gasped, not stopping. "Did I hurt you?" she called
-back.
-
-"A--pleasure!" ejaculated the respectable old gentleman, who was little
-and very rotund. He gazed dazedly after her and the butcher's boy.
-Then--for he was a chivalrous old gentleman--he trotted after them.
-
-"If I--can help--" he observed breathlessly to a lamp-post as he passed
-it.
-
-"_Ted!_"
-
-He heard at last, and turned and stood staring. Then he approached
-stiffly, hat in hand. The butcher's boy and the little old gentleman
-drew nearer.
-
-"Ted--" Nell clutched hold of his coat-sleeve.
-
-"If I--can help--" The little old gentleman had reached her side now.
-The butcher's boy stood listening, mouth agape.
-
-"Oh!" Nell gave a breathless little gurgle. "Thanks, but--"
-
-"There's no necessity for anyone's help, thanks," said Ted, coldly.
-
-"It was very kind of you," she interposed charmingly, "especially after
-I butted into you like that. But I've caught him, you see. That was
-all I wanted."
-
-The old gentleman raised his hat, and retreated.
-
-"You'll catch cold," said Ted. "You must have my coat."
-
-"I'm not made of sugar! I _won't_!"
-
-He shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"You're to come back with me at once," she said imperiously.
-
-Dr. Hildersley, from the corner house, looked forth admiringly: "What
-eyes! What a colour! I wouldn't mind betting the aunt isn't at home!"
-
-Mrs. Denbigh at No. 41 looked out and shrugged her shoulders and smiled:
-"One of those mad Irish people! But _what_ a pretty girl she is!"
-
-Once back in the dining room Nell faced him.
-
-"Now!" she said.
-
-"What is it you wanted me for?" he asked.
-
-She leant, half-sitting, against the back of a chair; she swung herself
-gently to and fro, and looked at him thoughtfully.
-
-"Ted, you've got a horrible temper, I believe!"
-
-"If that's all, I may as well go!"
-
-She made a dart toward him. "Oh, don't make me run after you again!
-And Aunt Kezia has expressly forbidden me to leave the house in my
-pinny. I've just remembered it."
-
-"Ted," suddenly, "what did you do yesterday?"
-
-"Rode."
-
-"What did you ride?"
-
-"Rowena--then Peter."
-
-"How long did you ride?"
-
-"All day."
-
-She nodded.
-
-"Sit down."
-
-"I don't want to, thanks."
-
-"Ted, tell me why you began to come in, and changed your mind."
-
-"Remembered something. Is O'Brien at the bank?"
-
-"Oh, no, he's reading in bed!"
-
-There was a little pause.
-
-She began suddenly: "You may go if you want to! If any little stupid
-thing can make you never want to come near us any more, go! I shan't
-run after you again, anyway. We don't understand that kind of thing,
-but then we're not cold-blooded Englishmen!"
-
-"I say, Nell!"
-
-He had grown very red, but he looked rather amused.
-
-"Why don't you go? I'll tell Denis not to come round worrying you--"
-Quite suddenly she stopped. The pink colour leapt to her cheeks; she
-gave a little, shamefaced laugh, "Oh, Ted, it's just like--that--that
-first night!"
-
-"Just what I was thinking."
-
-There was a little silence.
-
-"Nell, why _did_ you come after me?"
-
-"Because I wanted to ask you something."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"I wanted to know where you got that waistcoat," demurely.
-
-He glanced down at it.
-
-"Well, I was afraid it was rather gorgeous," he said slowly, "but I
-didn't think it would shine through my overcoat!"
-
-"Oh, yes,"--she was quite unabashed,--"I saw the glow of it on thy manly
-bosom."
-
-"I--I want to apologise for--"
-
-"Oh, no, you don't! _Please_ don't, Ted!"
-
-"They were so beastly rude," he said.
-
-She searched for excuses. "It really was rather--rather startling for
-them! You see, they're different from us--I mean," catching sight of
-his expression, "we're always having fun and that kind of thing--"
-
-He smiled at her.
-
-"Give it up, Nell," he said gently; "it's awfully good of you, but it's
-no go, anyway."
-
-"Well, but--why _did_ you come to the gate, and then turn away?"
-
-He flushed.
-
-"I don't know. I was coming in. I saw you, and--I funked it suddenly!
-I was so beastly ashamed. It was awfully good of you to come after me
-like that, Nell," earnestly.
-
-"Oh, now he's a nice, sweet Teddie again, and he'll let me tell him to
-come and sit up in the Stronghold while I paint, won't he? There's that
-'Adventures of an Irish R.M.' you're halfway through. You can read
-that."
-
-He opened the door for her.
-
-"I can hear my acushlum," he said.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIV*
-
-
-"Aunt Kezia says she hopes to be home in a few days, and that she trusts
-we are all behaving ourselves, and she hopes I'm looking after Sarah,
-and seeing that she uses up all the crusts and bits of bread for
-bread-puddings and bread-crumbs, and that she doesn't go up into Aunt
-Kezia's bedroom to look out of the window at her young man--"
-
-"By Jove, I _never_ knew Aunt Kezia had a young man!"
-
-"And she hopes--"
-
-"And she might let poor Sarah just look at him--he must be a curiosity.
-Fancy Aunt Kezia being so jealous!"
-
-Nell put down her letter.
-
-"She gives a great deal of advice, and is very anxious, but since Denis
-is so frivolous I won't tell you any more."
-
-"_I've_ got a letter from Tommy, and he sends his love to my
-snowy-breasted Pearl," observed the Atom, "and he thinks they're comin'
-home in about a week."
-
-"Oh, missansir," exclaimed Sarah, coming in to clear away the breakfast
-things, "let me shut the winders! You'll catch your deaths of colds!"
-
-"Oh, it's a lovely morning," said Nell, leaning out.
-
-"When I die, plant a shamrock o'er my corpse, Sarah," begged Denis.
-
-Sarah sighed heavily.
-
-"It's a great responsibility me having to look after you all!"
-
-Nell put her head down on the window-sill and laughed.
-
-"Sheila Pat," said Molly, "what are you doing?"
-
-The Atom was standing, with absorbed countenance, one foot extended,
-balancing a pin-cushion. On her head was the slop basin.
-
-"Don't--speak--to me!"
-
-The whisper was earnest and intense, but at that moment Kate Kearney
-crept up, picked off the pin-cushion, and frisked away with it. The
-slop basin fell with a crash.
-
-"Oh, we shall catch it," said Nell, eying the pieces.
-
-"I was tryin' to do the balancin' clown."
-
-On the previous Saturday Ted had appeared very casually with a box at a
-circus going begging.
-
-"Pity to waste it," he had observed uncomfortably.
-
-He had not explained that he had booked for that box three weeks before,
-and had never summoned up courage to mention it till the very day
-itself.
-
-They had enjoyed every moment of that circus; and Sheila Pat had striven
-to do many things since that she had witnessed that day.
-
-"Next time," advised Denis, from the hall, "you practise the clown, do
-it with sofa-cushions, Atom. It will come more economical in the end."
-
-That evening Herr Schmidt went into his bedroom, and found a small
-burglar walking off with the two tall candles from his toilet table.
-
-"Good evenin'," the burglar said calmly. "I'm glad you've come in,
-because now I can ask if you've any injection to lendin' us your
-candles, Herr Schmidt."
-
-"Not at all, my dear; it is a bleasure."
-
-He followed her into the hall. Suddenly she turned, looking gnomish.
-
-"I invite you to join our little party, Herr Schmidt!" she said with a
-good deal of effect.
-
-"A barty? But I am old--"
-
-"Please come! I do so _want_ you to come!"
-
-He smiled delightedly.
-
-"You are a nice little girl! Ach, yes, I will come if ze rest wish it
-also."
-
-"Oh, yes, they will! You see, it's to jump over candles!"
-
-"To joomp? Candles?"
-
-She nodded.
-
-"Nell," entering the dining room, which was cleared for action, "isn't
-it lovely--Herr Schmidt's goin' to jump them, too!" Her wicked little
-voice trembled with glee.
-
-"Oh!" said Nell, "oh, it's very good of him!"
-
-Herr Schmidt looked on with benign interest as they arranged twelve
-candles, big, little, thin, fat, in a row on the floor, some in
-candlesticks and a few stuck on pieces of wood. He listened earnestly
-to Nell's explanation.
-
-"Yes, yes, I understand. Every candle represents a month. Yes. I
-joomp--so!" He gave an elephantine leap in the air that sent Molly
-flying from the room. "And if I blow out any, I shall be onhappy zat
-month--ach, yes!"
-
-"And all you jump over without blowing out will be happy and prosperous
-months."
-
-"So! I understant. Shall I begin?"
-
-He did begin. He stood before the first candle drew his feet together,
-and--thud!--he was over and beaming round, breathless but triumphant.
-
-"Ach--he not out!"
-
-He smiled seraphically upon his rude, convulsed audience, which was
-strewn around helplessly on chairs and sofa.
-
-Then he prepared to manipulate the second candle. With a thud that shook
-the whole house, he cleared it triumphantly.
-
-"January, February! Ach, it is so easy!"
-
-"You're a fairy, Herr Schmidt!" declared Denis. "I believe you've got
-gossamer wings hidden in your toes!"
-
-"You're a bit muddled, O.B., aren't you?" observed Ted.
-
-But the hackneyed and stale old saying that pride goes before a fall
-held good now. Herr Schmidt, overconfident, leapt buoyantly at his
-third candle and came down with a horrible squelch straight on it.
-
-"Ach, I've put--him out!" he ejaculated dismally.
-
-"No, have you?" said Ted.
-
-"Yes, I haf," he responded in all good faith, eying the flattened mass
-of wax. "It is March; I shall be unlucky."
-
-Then warily he started once more. He surmounted successfully April,
-May, June, and July. By that time his beaming smiles had given place to
-a deep and solemn earnestness infinitely more ludicrous. His face was
-very red, and his breath was very short. But on he went; came to grief
-over August; on again, over September, October, successfully, put
-November out, and leapt December with a bang that Denis declared made
-his teeth rattle in his head.
-
-"Zere!" He looked round on his audience much as a conqueror might have
-looked on the worlds he had conquered--with pride tempered by sadness
-for losses. "I shall be unlucky in March and August and November, but I
-joomp zem well, eh? Zo many not out, hein?"
-
-"Oh, beautifully," said Nell, wiping her eyes, "only three out!"
-
-They replaced flattened March, then Sheila Pat went earnestly at the
-candles; bright and airy as a sprite, she skipped over them without
-putting out one. Molly was not so lucky. Her skirts were longer than
-the Atom's, her giggles more helpless. Her jumps were wild, hopelessly
-crooked. She put out February and March, then stood on one leg, her
-skirts all bunched up in front, shaking with laughter.
-
-"_Don't_ look at me! Oh, _mayn't_ I begin again? _Denis_--don't make
-me laugh!"
-
-She gathered her skirts together--thud, thud, thud, thud! In a wild rush
-April, May, June, July, were jumped triumphantly.
-
-"O dear!" She stopped again, breathless with giggles and frantic little
-squeals at each candle. Denis was shouting aloud at her desperate hops.
-
-"You're like a one-legged frog, Mol! Go on! You mustn't stop!"
-
-"I'll _never_ do the rest! _Oh_!" She stumbled--kicked August over,
-trod on September, and fell headlong on October, November, and December.
-A horrible smell of burning arose. Herr Schmidt, with a torrent of
-guttural exclamations, rushed to her assistance. Ted also helped her to
-rise. The others simply collapsed and laughed.
-
-Two burnt holes in her skirt, and grease--grease--grease--were the
-extent of the damages. Molly lay on the lounge and groaned out:--
-
-"Oh, I _ache_! _Stop_ me laughing!"
-
-They cut a long candle in two and procured two fresh ones; then Nell
-went forward, light as Sheila Pat but not able to control her laughter
-so well, and jumped all successfully except February.
-
-A friend called to see Herr Schmidt and he went regretfully away. Denis
-skipped airily over the whole twelve candles, without a pause, and
-without putting out one.
-
-"Come on, Ted! It's as easy as sleeping with your eyes shut!"
-
-"Wait a moment--I've an idea!" exclaimed Nell.
-
-"_No!_"
-
-"It's not fair for you boys. How do you think I put out February? Why,
-with the whiff of my skirt! _You shall wear skirts_!"
-
-They draped them artistically with rugs and shawls, pinning them up till
-Ted declared ruefully that he moved in terror of his life.
-
-"Come on!" shouted Denis. "What's a rug when you've got a good pair of
-legs! Houp la!"
-
-And he was staggering and stumbling helplessly, with January and
-February both out.
-
-"Where are your good pair of legs now?"
-
-"_I_ can do better than that. It requires a calm dignity and caution,"
-observed Ted. "You were too rash, O.B., too Oirish altogether."
-
-He dragged his rugs and shawls together.
-
-"You've lit them again? Thanks. Now!"
-
-He jumped slowly, heavily, without any spring, cleared January
-successfully, and put out February with a fliff of his draperies.
-
-"Hang it all! That's not fair. Why, it's out before I've jumped the
-thing!"
-
-"Of course!" cried Nell, gleefully. "You're too English altogether,
-Ted! You should be more careful with your skirt!"
-
-"Um." He eyed the candle reflectively, then cautiously stepped round
-it.
-
-"I'm not going to jump it for nothing," he declared; "it's out and it
-can't be outer. Now for March."
-
-He rolled his draperies into a ball in front, jumped blindly, the ball
-projecting too far for him to be able to see the candle, and peered
-round complacently.
-
-"He's all right!"
-
-But a storm of expostulations arose.
-
-"You jumped right on one side!"
-
-"You didn't jump over it at all!"
-
-"You must do it again!"
-
-He sighed.
-
-"I do call that jolly hard!"
-
-He looked appealingly at Nell, but got no sympathy.
-
-At that moment Denis gave a war-whoop behind him.
-
-"Go on! Let's rush 'em! I'm coming! Hurry _up_!"
-
-"Oh, I say!" He clutched wildly at his draperies, heard Denis clear the
-candle behind him, and leapt forward desperately, his rugs held up
-anyhow.
-
-Over March, April, May, June, July, August, September, October, November
-they careered without a pause to view what success they had achieved,
-stumbling, kicking, making the most awful noise; then Ted did not take
-December quickly enough--Denis, unable to stop himself, with a yell
-collided into him, and over they went, squashing December as flat as the
-proverbial pancake. They lay, kicking, struggling, all muddled up.
-
-"Give us a hand!" shouted Denis. "Here, you idiot, you're hanging on to
-_my_ rug!"
-
-"I'm not! A pin's digging into my calf!"
-
-"I tell you, you _have_ got hold of my rug!"
-
-"I haven't! It's my shawl you're pulling at."
-
-"Nell, I'll disown you as my twin forever if you don't come and separate
-this fool from me!"
-
-Ted groaned dismally. "There's another pin--in my shoulder!"
-
-"Pooh, I've got 'em digging into me everywhere! I'm the latest thing in
-pin-cushions! Nell O'Brien, when at the post mortem the verdict is
-'Death due to an overdose of pins,' you'll repent, perhaps--"
-
-"O.B., _will_ you let that bit of shawl go? Or tear off the corner
-you've taken such a fancy to!"
-
-"Oh, no, it's Aunt Kezia's," squealed Molly, "oh--_do_ be careful!"
-
-"Oh, _Lor'_," gasped Denis, in exhausted tones, "I'm done! And with my
-last breath I maintain 'tis _my_ shawl."
-
-"There, now, I've let everything go. Twirl me--twist me--do what you
-will with me," said Ted. "Get up, O.B.! I say, ware shins, old man!"
-
-They stumbled to their feet and stood and surveyed the row of
-dilapidated candles--bent double, lying full length on the ground,
-squashed flat, and one only still alight.
-
-"Ted, shake hands. In face of the sad and gloomy year I see before us,
-I can harbour no ill feeling towards you; though _'twas_ my shawl, yet
-let us be as brothers in misfortune."
-
-"January, February, March, April, May, June, July--July is to be our one
-and only joyful month, O.B.!"
-
-"And now," pursued Denis, "let us bow to the ladies of the company. Our
-awe and admiration--always intense--have increased by five hundred
-yards, four inches, during the last half hour of sad experience. Amn't
-I right, sweet brother?"
-
-Ted bowed; then his eyes twinkled as he fixed them on the Atom's long
-legs.
-
-"My awe and admiration for Sheila Pat remain as they were," he announced
-firmly.
-
-The Atom sat down suddenly on the floor.
-
-"Oh, the mess!" sighed Nell, "the awful mess!"
-
-"Who is it who speaks?" inquired Denis, in tragic tones. "I have no
-twin. In my direst need she deserted me--her one and only twin--her
-Irish boy--her brown-haired brother--oh, by Jove!" with a sudden shout
-of laughter, _"suppose Aunt Kezia were to walk in now_!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXV*
-
-
-Nell conned her accounts and sighed worriedly. They were in a hopeless
-muddle; the only clear thing about them was--the unexpectedness of the
-size of the total. Then she turned to Aunt Kezia's books and her own
-separate account of what they were spending. Finally she took a long
-letter from the pocket of her pinafore, and studied it anxiously. Then
-she rose and went slowly downstairs to the kitchen.
-
-"What'll you 'ave for lunch, miss?" queried Sarah.
-
-"There was some chicken left, wasn't there?"
-
-"Nothing to speak of, miss."
-
-"You might get it up and let me see it Sarah."
-
-Sarah left the kitchen, and Nell sat on the table and studied the
-butcher's account, and her brow grew puckered.
-
-"There, miss, not more'n enough for two."
-
-Nell eyed the diminutive wing and leg and bit of breast anxiously. Then
-she laughed.
-
-"Sarah, we'll have it curried--with plenty of rice!"
-
-"It'll never do, miss."
-
-"I shall be quite content with rice. It will have to do, and that's all
-about it. We're spending too much, Sarah!"
-
-"Well, miss, it's the little things somehow. I don't know 'ow it is,
-but you have such a _lot_ of extrys--pretty jim-crams I calls 'em to
-myself."
-
-"And the baker's account is so much larger too, Sarah." Nell wandered
-over to the bread-pan and looked in. Some words in Miss Kezia's letter
-were in her mind: "Keep a strict watch on the bread, and see that the
-stale is all used up. Servants never will trouble to do this."
-
-"Oh, Sarah, what a heap of stale bread!"
-
-"Well, miss, I can't help it. You all like new bread. Mr. Denis said
-only t'other morning at breakfast when I tried to use up a bit o' stale,
-'e said, 'I _wondered_, where that old pair of shoes of mine had got
-to!'"
-
-Her tone was full of admiration of Denis's wit.
-
-"But--I don't understand--couldn't we order less, or something?"
-
-"Oh, no, miss, sure as you did that, you'd come short."
-
-"I know! I read once of a way to make stale bread new, Sarah, and I
-tried it for fun, and it acted beautifully."
-
-Sarah looked sceptical.
-
-"I'll show you with a small piece. Now let me see--first you pass it
-under the cold-water tap--like this--then you put it in the oven for
-about ten minutes."
-
-At the end of the ten minutes she brought it forth triumphantly.
-
-"Well, I never!" exclaimed Sarah, admiringly. "I must tell mother that!
-And oh, miss, I meant to tell you butter's gone up tuppence, and we do
-use such an orful lot!"
-
-Nell sighed. "I've noticed we spend much more on it than Aunt Kezia
-did."
-
-"Oh, yes, that's because you none liked the second best, miss, so I
-hordered the best. Even Miss Sheilerpat said she would as soon 'ave her
-bread buttered with candle grease, a little bit of a thing like 'er!
-You see, miss, you've been used to country butter and the best, living
-in a castle as you did--"
-
-Nell hardly smiled.
-
-"But which does Aunt Kezia have, Sarah?"
-
-"The second best. She's a Scotch lady, you see, miss, and different
-and--it seemed to grow worse lately--"
-
-"It can't be helped, Sarah. Candle grease or lamp oil, we must have it,
-if Aunt Kezia did. And--don't you think you could use less butter in
-your cooking, Sarah?" She felt distinctly mean as she said it, but it
-was only in accordance with strict injunctions in Miss Kezia's letter.
-
-"Oh, well, miss," Sarah's tone grew ruffled, "I couldn't cook proper
-with less! And as for dripping--_you_ wouldn't like that!"
-
-"But you must use it if you do when Aunt Kezia is at home, Sarah," said
-Nell, preparing to flee. Now dripping was to Sarah as a red rag to a
-bull. Nell was pursued across the hall and into the morning room with
-an avalanche of excited eloquence, the refrain of which was: "Castle
-folk to eat dripping! Why, you'll turn sick at it, miss!"
-
-Nell, in a perfect excess of goodness, went up to the Stronghold once
-more, and averting her eyes from a study of foxhounds on her easel, took
-up the account-book once more. She sent Molly and the Atom out with
-Kate Kearney, and then she wrestled. The end of it was flushed cheeks,
-angry eyes, worried brows, and a ruffled head of hair. Then Nell flung
-the book into a corner of the room.
-
-"That's where you ought to be, you nasty, sordid, money-grubbing little
-worm!"
-
-"Hulloa," cried Denis, suddenly appearing with Ted. "Whom on earth are
-you talking to, and swearing at, what's more?"
-
-"How-do-you-do?" said Nell to Ted.
-
-"Been washing your head, twin?"
-
-"No."
-
-"It looks like it, and you look pretty warm."
-
-"Oh, do leave my looks alone!" petulantly.
-
-Denis's eyebrows went up.
-
-Ted looked out of the window and whistled with soft energy to himself.
-
-"Silly old bounder wouldn't come in for ages," observed Denis, sitting
-astride a chair; "says he was here to lunch yesterday."
-
-He paused, and waited for her to speak. She gave a little gasp, as she
-remembered the curried chicken, and was silent.
-
-Denis's brows drew together in a great frown.
-
-Ted broke in with a laugh.
-
-"I'm not going to stay now! I only came in to pacify O.B."
-
-With a little flush of horror all her instincts of hospitality awoke.
-
-"Shut the door, Denis! Guard it! Don't let him go, except over your
-dead body!"
-
-His brow cleared at once; laughing, he placed himself before the door.
-
-"Oh, but," expostulated Ted, "I--er--I--really, you know, I just _live_
-here!"
-
-"Wish you did, old man!"
-
-"It's awfully kind, you know, and all that, but--"
-
-"Oh, Ted, what a lot of breath you do waste!" ejaculated Nell. She
-spoke heartily, because she felt that if he went away, she would be
-shamed forever; but she was still cross, and inclined to make molehills
-into mountains.
-
-She took her place at the table and watched Denis moodily as he peered
-into the dish before him.
-
-"I say, Sheila Pat, fetch me the fairy spectacles of Karring Glen! I'll
-need 'em! Bothered if my own unaided mortal eyes can find any meat or
-snails or puppy-dogs' tails here!"
-
-"It's curried chicken," said Nell, austerely.
-
-"_Thanks_, my dear! But are you sure 'tisn't curried rice?"
-
-"I'm in luck," Ted observed quietly; "I adore rice."
-
-"Glad to hear it, old man! It's pretty well all you'll get to-day.
-Sarah, are you trying to starve your youthful charges?"
-
-"It is my fault; I said it would do," Nell said clearly.
-
-"How awfully nice of you," Ted cut in; "you must have known I was coming
-along."
-
-"Denis, I don't want any chicken--only rice, please."
-
-"You've got to have it, anyway."
-
-"I don't _want_ it!"
-
-"Leave it, then."
-
-She knew that tone. She frowned and bit her lip, but rather than make
-more fuss, she gave in.
-
-"No one's cut any bread," observed Molly.
-
-Ted seized the loaf. Nell glanced at him, saw his face was red and
-puzzled, looked at the loaf, which wore a somewhat grimy and cindery
-appearance, leant forward, and gave it a squeeze. Then suddenly she
-began to laugh and laugh: "Oh--it's an experiment!" she gasped.
-"I'm--afraid--it isn't--a success!"
-
-Ted was smiling amusedly.
-
-Denis seized the loaf.
-
-"Great Scott, it's as hard as stone! Shake her, Ted, shake the
-explanation out of her!"
-
-"I--I told Sarah--to wet it and put it in the oven--to make it new! O
-dear!"
-
-He rang the bell.
-
-"You might experiment on lump sugar next time, old girl, 'twon't affect
-me, you see!"
-
-"The rest's all the same, miss! I did it all at once just as you told
-me to, and you said as I wasn't to horder any more till the stale was
-used up--"
-
-"All right, Sarah," Denis broke in impatiently; "go to the nearest
-baker's, and get a loaf at once."
-
-"Mistress won't 'ave nothink to do with Brown, sir; she says they give
-short weight--"
-
-"Then go to Smith or Robinson's!" he shouted impatiently.
-
-"I don't know either of them, sir, if you'll hexcuse me--"
-
-"Go to the next nearest to Brown's, Sarah," he said in a gentle,
-lamblike voice.
-
-"Yessir. I 'aven't any money."
-
-He found a sixpence and handed it to her with a bow.
-
-Ted was calmly eating his lunch.
-
-"Servants," observed Denis, "are born without brains, and with the bump
-of unconscious aggravation dumped in the place where the brains ought to
-be."
-
-Later, they found that the butter was rank. Before Nell knew what he
-was going to do Denis had attacked Sarah about it and out came a voluble
-and injured explanation about the best butter being so dear, and Miss
-Nell had said they were to have the second best because they ate such a
-lot and were spending too much money. Nell sat quite calm and quiet;
-she made no attempt to stop Sarah. She had got beyond that. Ted
-meanwhile had helped himself to the rank butter, and was heroically
-eating it, his face stolid.
-
-Denis's brow was thunderous; in a curt voice that set poor Sarah weeping
-in the kitchen he told her to go.
-
-Then there was an uncomfortable pause.
-
-Ted broke it with an anecdote. He told it, and Nell smiled politely.
-Sheila Pat sat and considered awhile, then she observed clearly, "I
-don't see anythin' to laugh at in that story at all!"
-
-Ted grew scarlet.
-
-"I--I believe I left out the point, acushlum!"
-
-"Please tell it me!"
-
-He did--laboriously, and with none of the dry humour that usually
-distinguished his stories.
-
-Nell looked at him, heroically retelling his poor little anecdote, and
-heroically eating his bread and rank butter, and she burst out laughing.
-
-"Oh, poor Ted, do give K.K. the rest of that crust!"
-
-"Should think it would poison her," said Denis, moodily.
-
-"I like it," declared Ted, with obstinate mendacity. "You're all so
-particular!"
-
-And he ate it down to the very last crumb.
-
-After lunch Denis went off to the bank, and Ted went with him.
-
-"Nell," at the end of the afternoon Denis burst in, "I'm all bottled up!
-Let me explode! Wasn't it a beastly lunch, old girl? I know we've got
-to be poor,--horribly, beastly poor,--but I can't stand making a show
-like that before a guest--making him think he oughtn't to be there at
-all--hang it all, to be stingy to one's friends!"
-
-"You see," said Nell, in quite a weary old little voice, "poverty isn't
-so picturesque out of books as in them."
-
-"Rice and rank butter--bricky bread! It's all rot! We can stint more
-when we're alone."
-
-"I didn't know Ted was coming."
-
-"Good Heavens, are we to live like pigs, that we can't ask anyone to
-lunch without an elaborate warning beforehand?"
-
-"You just said we could stint--"
-
-"I don't care what I said! It was a ridiculous and needless fiasco!
-And you know it! Why are we living so much worse all of a sudden? When
-Aunt Kezia's here we do have something decent to eat, though it _is_
-plain."
-
-Nell sprang up. She flung her palette, her brush, down.
-
-"Why don't you telegraph for her to come back since you miss her so
-terribly? _I_ can't do any better! It's so beautifully easy to stand
-and look on, and then grumble because you can't live on the fat of the
-land! What do you care if the butcher's bill runs to a disgraceful
-total--if we're spending six times as much as we ought--if we have, in
-the end, to beg money of Aunt Kezia, because ours has all gone--if the
-bread-pan is full of stale bread? No, you're the lordly male creature
-who ordains impossibilities and expects them to be carried out with a
-smiling face! Oh, I'm sick--_sick_ of it all! And I loathe and
-_abominate_ housekeeping on farthings! It's sordid and hateful!" And
-she fled from the room.
-
-Denis stood and stared at the door; then he gave a low whistle, and
-walked slowly up and down the room. Finally, he strode out and banged
-on to Nell's door.
-
-"May I come in, twin?"
-
-"Yes," said a very small voice. He rushed at her and butted his cheek
-against hers, which was suspiciously wet.
-
-"I was a beast, mavourneen! I'm sorry, Nell--all through. By Jove, to
-think I'm growing into a grumpy old curmudgeon all along o' these London
-fogs! Why didn't we just laugh at it all, I wonder? I'm sure it _was_
-funny! You're not cross with poor bad-tempered old Snarly-Jaw, are you,
-Nell?"
-
-"No! You know quite well that it was _I_--"
-
-"I say, Nell, stick on a hat! We'll go and get some kippers for tea!
-Savory and economical and charmingly vulgar! I'm pretty hungry--I am.
-And we'll haul Ted along, shall we? To get the taste of that grumpy
-lunch out of him, eh? Here's a hat!" He seized one up from the bed and
-stuck it on her head. She looked up at him from under its brim, her
-pretty eyes still wet, her dimples dancing.
-
-He seized her face in his hands, and gave her cheek a great, hearty
-kiss.
-
-"Denis," she said, "suppose Fate had given me Patsy O'Neil for a twin!"
-
-"You desecrate the annals of our house by such an infamous and
-unalluring supposition."
-
-Ted was easily persuaded to come back to tea: he jumped at the
-invitation before it was finished. He would have agreed to come and
-stay for a week, a month, so terrified was he that he should betray
-remembrance of that luckless luncheon.
-
-The Stronghold greeted them with a great, glowing fire, before which Jim
-O'Driscoll sat eating a biscuit; the table glimmered in its light, set
-out with a special daintiness; poor Sarah also was doing her best to
-obliterate memories. There was a raid on the kitchen for forks; a
-hustling and pushing for places at the fire in the Stronghold. Ted
-pushed and hustled Denis with all his strength, but his politeness stood
-in his way with the others. There was a food deal of noise and a good
-many tumbles as they fought and elbowed each other, and of course
-Molly's kipper fell into the fire.
-
-"Oh! Oh, _Denis_--get it out!"
-
-"I will!" cried Ted, and gallantly hied to the rescue.
-
-They shouted with joy at his wild plunges after the kipper, and when he
-at last held it proudly aloft, minus a tail, and scorched and shrivelled
-into a sprat, it was met with a torrent of rude remarks.
-
-Ted handed Molly his own kipper with an air of offended pride; in vain
-she protested.
-
-"Here--catch, old man!" Denis flung a fresh kipper to him. "The burnt
-one will do for your second help!"
-
-And sure enough it did. Ted found kippers, cooked by himself and eaten
-for tea, so good that he ate up every blackened bit of the luckless
-burnt fish, and declared he regretted the lost tail.
-
-He looked round on the scorched cheeks and smiled benignly. "Isn't it
-good?" he said, with the simplicity that made Nell so fond of him.
-
-"Oh, Ted, what a dear old man you will make some day!"
-
-"Cantankerous old beast, I think!" observed Denis.
-
-"Isn't it funny that things one cooks one's self are always so much
-nicer than kitchen-cooked things?" reflected Molly. "But I wish I
-hadn't cooked my nose quite so much."
-
-"A cape is a promontory projecting from the land," suddenly declaimed
-Denis, and they all laughed.
-
-"Ware noses!" exclaimed Ted, tenderly fingering his own.
-
-"I like big noses," Sheila Pat said thoughtfully. "There's a more--sort
-of--_understandin'_ look about them--for boys."
-
-"Acushlum, _what_ made you think of big noses just then?" he urged
-reproachfully.
-
-"Let's play hide-and-seek all over the house!" exclaimed Molly. Sheila
-Pat slid from her chair.
-
-"The benighted Englishman shall be seeker first!" she decreed, and with
-a little squeal of laughter darted from the room.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXVI*
-
-
-"Seen any Irish pictures?" Ted's tone was labouredly casual.
-
-They were talking about the various picture galleries they had revelled
-in. Nell turned a suspicious eye on him; she was beginning to know that
-casual tone. He had used it when he had suggested that Denis might
-exercise Rowena for him--"Pity to let her eat her head off in the
-stable, and I'm off for the day to a cousin who's passing through town
-on her way to Paris." He had used it too in connection with flowers and
-sweets, and on appearing in a dog-cart one day had observed--"Struck
-me--room for all--squeeze acushlum in anywhere--pity to waste it."
-
-So now Nell responded with a "Why?"
-
-"Oh, nothing. I was thinking--chap sent me tickets for private
-show--pity to waste 'em--Neil O'Donoghue's pictures, you know--"
-
-"Oh, Ted, the Irish landscape man?"
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Teddie, you angel! Oh, I'll use your tickets. There's no false modesty
-about me, when you hold out a bait like that! Can we go now--_now_?"
-
-"Rather! Look here, Nell, you--I mean you _will_ let me-- Jolly place
-just close by--give you ripping luncheons! You will all come, won't
-you?"
-
-"Oh! Well, you know--"
-
-"Oh, I say, be a brick, Nell!"
-
-She laughed out.
-
-"I was only hesitating because I felt I _ought_ to! I won't be polite
-with you ever again, Ted! You do look so abjectly miserable. I'd love
-to end up like that!"
-
-"That's all right. I'll just scoot round to the bank and tell Denis to
-meet us outside at half-past one. Will you all be ready when I get
-back?"
-
-"I should think we will indeed."
-
-When he came back they met him at the gate.
-
-"I'm not coming, Ted," said Nell, buttoning her glove.
-
-He smiled.
-
-"Good-bye, then."
-
-"You see, we've given Sarah a holiday, and Aunt Kezia would faint if she
-knew we'd left the house unguarded."
-
-"There's Kate Kearney."
-
-"Oh! You cruel boy! Why, Sheila Pat took her into the maids next door.
-You don't think we'd leave her all alone, do you? No, I'm going to stay
-and guard the house. Do hurry, we're missing precious moments."
-
-Sheila Pat led the way into the picture gallery, lured on by a glimpse
-of a large water-colour painting--just a bit of her own Emerald Isle.
-How they enjoyed those pictures!
-
-"Oh, Teddie, they're beautiful--beautiful! Can't you see how he _loves_
-every bit he paints? He's got the spirit of it all--the meaning--so
-beautifully! Look at that dear, misty bit, over there, with the sun
-breaking through! Isn't it glorious? She never cries without a laugh at
-the end of it, you know! And those mountains there--so mysterious--so
-_silent_! And the little stream laughing up at them--it's such an
-impudent little stream--all laughter and ripples and sun-flecks--no
-awing _that_--" Her breath caught suddenly and she stopped.
-
-Sheila Pat said never a word from the moment she entered the gallery to
-the moment she left it. She studied the paintings alone, her odd little
-face absorbed. But when they left the place, and saw Denis just coming
-towards them, she made a sudden, wild little run at him, and caught hold
-of his arm. He lifted her up.
-
-"Take my hat off for me, asthore!"
-
-It was rather a silent luncheon party at first, but Denis soon altered
-that.
-
-Ted insisted on presenting them with a huge box of chocolates at the end
-of lunch.
-
-"Now for two hansoms," he said, when they came out. "There's the horse
-for me!"
-
-"Um," observed Denis, as the cab drew up, "don't think much of him.
-Forelegs a bit groggy. Hi! Here!" he shouted to another driver. "Now
-that's a cute little beast if you like!"
-
-Ted preferred his own choice.
-
-"Race you to No. 35!" Denis exclaimed. "Bet I beat you!"
-
-"Done!"
-
-Nell, the Atom, and Ted hurried into one hansom; Molly and Denis into
-the other.
-
-"Double fare if you beat that!" Denis shouted.
-
-"Same here!" yelled Ted.
-
-Off they went.
-
-It was a close and very exciting race. Denis's horse seemed the
-likeliest to win at first. He led all along Regent Street; then in a
-block at the Circus Ted's driver manoeuvred cleverly and got in front.
-Then for a while they raced neck by neck. Round the corners they
-rocked.
-
-"By Jove, this chap can drive!" ejaculated Ted, as they rocked round a
-corner, shaving the curb, and gaining a yard or two on the other hansom.
-From that came fragments of angry shouts. "Idiot!--drive a cow!--afraid
-of-- 'Tisn't a _funeral_, man!"
-
-"This is Henley Road," cried Nell, "and we're still leading!"
-
-There was a final mad and unlawful spurt, and Ted's hansom leading by a
-yard or two, they dashed up in style before a pair of incredulous,
-horrified eyes watching their mad approach from Mrs. Barclay's
-drawing-room window. Moreover, the window was open, and a pair of ears,
-as incredulous and horrified as the eyes, listened to a babel of
-laughter and talk, to arguments on the horses' and drivers' merits.
-
-Nell broke in suddenly, "Good gracious, _how are we to get in_?"
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"Allow me to scratchulate my head and ruminate," Denis observed.
-
-Ted suggested: "How about the old German? When does he come in? I
-suppose he has a key?"
-
-"He's gone away till Monday!"
-
-"I have it," ejaculated Denis; "I, even I, will climb that passage gate
-and effect a burglarious--oh, my prophetic soul, my--_aunt_!"
-
-A voice--an awful, laughter-killing voice, smote upon their startled
-ears.
-
-"So," it said, in accents hard and cold, "this is the way you behave in
-my absence!"
-
-She came slowly down the steps of the next-door house. Denis strode to
-open the gate, hat in hand.
-
-"How are you, Aunt Kezia? Quite an unexpected pleasure!"
-
-Ted raised his hat.
-
-She took no notice of either salutation.
-
-"May I ask how you intend to enter the house?"
-
-"With your key, Aunt Kezia. Could things have happened more
-fortunately?" The twinkle in his gay blue eye was irresistible. "You
-arrive at the crucial moment--a ministering angel--a fairy godmother--"
-
-"Be quiet, sir! You are impertinent! And my latchkey," a dull pink
-spread slowly over her face, "is packed in my box, and my box is coming
-on this evening. I could not dream that I should need my key at
-half-past two o'clock, the time I arrived home!"
-
-He winked at Nell.
-
-"Do you always pack your key, Aunt Kezia?" in an innocent little voice.
-
-"No! Once more, may I inquire how you intend to enter the house?"
-
-"You see that wooden gate? I will climb it--Excelsior--or perish in the
-attempt! Once over that, I can enter by the kitchen or the passage
-door."
-
-"So you did not even trouble to lock them?"
-
-"Sure, then, how would we be getting in if we had?"
-
-"It was me!" burst out Nell, and her voice trembled.
-
-"I!" said Miss Kezia.
-
-"Fare thee well! I go to attack bolts and bars for you!"
-
-He made for the gate, which only opened from the inside, swarmed airily
-up, and disappeared with a wave of his hand.
-
-"Is Miss Hadlow quite well now, Aunt Kezia?" queried Nell, breaking the
-awful silence.
-
-"No! When I read in your letter that still Mrs. Barclay had not
-returned, I considered it my duty to come back! _It is well I did so_!"
-
-"I must be off," said Ted, turning to shake hands with Nell.
-
-"Will you please to remain, Master Lancaster? I wish to have some
-questions answered once we get into the house."
-
-That emphasised "Master" tickled him hugely; he gave Nell's arm a
-surreptitious pinch as he responded courteously that he would be pleased
-to stay.
-
-"I'm sorry we kept you waiting, Aunt Kezia," began Nell again,
-valiantly.
-
-"Eileen, I do not wish to speak to any of you till we get inside the
-house!"
-
-Nell gave a little helpless gurgle, and tried to turn it into a cough.
-So they stood in dead silence and looked at each other. Nell felt that
-in another moment she would shriek aloud with mirth. Sheila Pat's small
-shoulders shook every now and then, and Sheila Pat's eyes studied Miss
-Kezia's face with a most unholy glee in their wicked depths. Suddenly
-Molly, in a paroxysm of nervousness, burst out:--
-
-"Did you enjoy yourself, Aunt Kezia?"
-
-There was a little dreadful pause.
-
-Then--"I do not go to nurse my sick friends for _enjoyment_, Molly!"
-
-Nell clutched Ted's arm despairingly, and then suddenly, glancing wildly
-about to keep her eyes from the comical little group, she caught sight
-of Denis's wicked face peering at them from Herr Schmidt's window. He
-met her eye, winked, and rolled away from the window in roars of
-laughter.
-
-She struggled--she pinched Ted's arm cruelly--and she glared,
-fascinated, at that window. In a minute he reappeared, his eyes wet,
-studied them a moment, and rolled away again, roaring. His face was
-irresistible. She could see how he was roaring. She gave one last
-frantic pinch of Ted's arm, and burst out into wild laughter--hopeless,
-unmistakable, helpless laughter.
-
-Ted looked at her, then at Miss Kezia's crimson face, and leant
-helplessly against the front door. Poor Molly made the most awful
-sounds in her agitated efforts not to laugh, and Sheila Pat's face grew
-momentarily more impish. Then the front door was opened with a
-suspicious suddenness, and Ted went headlong in--Denis dodged--he
-stumbled and staggered into the wall, where he recovered his
-equilibrium, and stood ruefully rubbing his head.
-
-"All right, old man, I'll remember it!" he declared.
-
-Nell fled ignominiously, laughing and shaking, up the stairs and into
-the Stronghold, and banged the door. Down to the others there floated a
-long ripple of helpless laughter.
-
-They followed Miss Kezia into the morning room, and there she turned and
-faced them.
-
-Ted looked about him interestedly. He was distinctly amused; to be held
-up like this and lectured as if he were a naughty little boy was new to
-him, and he enjoyed it immensely.
-
-"One of you go up and fetch Eileen--no, not you, Denis! Or you, Master
-Lancaster! You go, Molly."
-
-Molly hesitated, in distress. She knew that, once alone with Nell, she
-would never be able to regain her seriousness.
-
-Ted took a step forward, "_Mayn't_ I, please?" he asked meekly.
-
-"Did you not hear me, Molly?"
-
-"Y-yes, Aunt Kezia."
-
-She hurried from the room, banged her elbow against the door, and went
-upstairs. She opened the door of the Stronghold about an inch, and
-called through, all in one agitated breath:--
-
-"You're to come down, and oh, _don't_ laugh, Nell!"
-
-"I _can't_, M-Molly! I s-simply _can't_!"
-
-"You must! Oh, _do_ be serious!"
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"What are you all doing down there, Molly?"
-
-"Standing--"
-
-There was a ripple of laughter from the other side of the door.
-
-"Oh, don't! I can see it! I--I can't come."
-
-Molly had started giggling directly Nell's laugh reached her.
-
-"Oh, Nell, don't be--so mean! You--you're making me laugh!"
-
-"Why don't you come in?"
-
-"I daren't!"
-
-Inside and outside the door there was laughter then. Then a despairing--
-
-"You go down, M-Molly! I'll come in a minute!"
-
-Molly fled.
-
-"S-she's coming, Aunt Kezia." She gave a terrified giggle, and took her
-place next to the Atom.
-
-There was a pause. All heard a light pattering step outside and glanced
-towards the door. Nothing happened.
-
-Miss Kezia stood gaunt and grim; no one spoke. Denis's head drooped
-low; he had folded his hands meekly before him. The door handle was
-touched--there was another pause--then it was turned abruptly, suddenly,
-and Nell marched in. Head back, looking straight in front of her,
-biting her lip, frowning, she marched in, took her stand beside Ted, and
-implored him in a shaky whisper not to make her l-laugh. Then Miss
-Kezia began. She started on the vulgarity and danger of racing in
-hansoms in London. She pointed out the trouble in which they might have
-involved their drivers. She emphasised the scandal there would have
-been had they been pursued by the police, and Sheila Pat's face grew
-full of longing. From hansoms she went on to the awful iniquity of
-having left the house unguarded; from that to Sarah's holiday, of which
-she disapproved strongly. From Sarah's holiday she ranged austerely to
-grease stains, untidiness, foolish hilarity, and hysteria. She threw in
-various uncomplimentary remarks on feather-heads, untrustworthiness,
-rowdyism, and other things of a similar nature, and then in a final tone
-she wound up:--
-
-"I shall forbid all intercourse between you and Master Lancaster for a
-month!"
-
-There was a sudden movement, an uplifting of heads, a very definite and
-unmistakable change in the faces confronting her.
-
-"Aunt Kezia--" Denis began, and his tone left nothing to the imagination
-with regard to the nature of the thing he meant to say. Miss Kezia cut
-in with sudden and very wise haste:--
-
-"No, I shall not do that, but I shall write to your parents by this
-mail, and tell them how you failed to behave with any decorum in my
-absence. Now you may go."
-
-They did go. They fled.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXVII*
-
-
-Nell rose with a headache.
-
-"I never," said she, "owned such a thing at home!"
-
-She went to the window and looked out. A dingy grey fog hung over
-everything; the garden walls were wet.
-
-"The fourth day that has been foggy and raw and liquid with mud!"
-
-Sheila Pat trotted back into the room, her small face pinched, her teeth
-shut tight to prevent their chattering.
-
-"Sheila Pat, you've had a cold bath!"
-
-"I let the hot tap run a minute."
-
-"And the hot water was tepid. Come here."
-
-"I'm busy, Nell."
-
-Nell went across and seized the shivering little body. Even through the
-bath-robe she could feel how cold it was. She started rubbing her down
-with a rough towel.
-
-"You're awfully tiresome, Sheila Pat. If you will be such a baby, I
-shall have to come and get your bath ready myself."
-
-"Y-you all have cold s-sponges!" sulked Sheila Pat, with chattering
-teeth.
-
-"And so will you when you've grown bigger and stronger. Didn't Dr.
-McCarthy tell you so?"
-
-"Is it s-strong? Feel my muscles! I j-just _love_ icy-c-cold baths!"
-
-"You look as if you do!"
-
-"I think you're v-very rude, Nell O'Brien!" The Atom, after this
-dignified retort, relapsed into a cold silence.
-
-"Now go and get Molly up, there's a good Atom," Nell said when Sheila
-Pat was clothed. "I can hear she's not moving."
-
-The Atom departed.
-
-"She's up now," she announced on her return.
-
-"_Well_ up?"
-
-"I dipped her sponge in the jug, and squeezed it on her feet. She's
-very cross."
-
-"I daresay she is. You're an ingenious little torturer, Sheila Pat."
-
-Presently a wild-haired Molly burst into the room.
-
-"Oh, Nell, I _can't_ find any hair-ribbons, and my comb has tumbled
-down--I stuck it in the window to stop it rattling, and it's tumbled
-out--"
-
-Nell interrupted, "Here's a comb and here's a ribbon."
-
-"And Sheila Pat's made my bed all wet!"
-
-"Hurry up! You've only three minutes, and you were late down yesterday,
-you know."
-
-"Oh, Nell, _do_ wait for me! I simply _can't_ come into that room with
-Aunt Kezia's eye on me and grim silence!"
-
-Sheila Pat had shut the door on her.
-
-After breakfast the fog deepened, yellowed; Nell, with her mouth set
-obstinately, got out her canvas and brushes, and began to paint.
-
-"Nell, you _can't_ see to paint!" exclaimed Molly.
-
-"I know I can't."
-
-"Then what are you painting for?"
-
-Nell squeezed out cobalt blue recklessly.
-
-"My dear child, if we're to live in a place where it's always foggy,
-I've got to learn to paint in a thick yellow atmosphere, with the gas
-alight one minute and out the next. D'you think I'm not going to
-practise for the next hundred years? Sheila Pat, _don't_ go near K.K.!
-You'll rouse her! Oh, _why_ is she black? Do go on with your copy."
-
-"I don't wish ever to write like my copy," said the Atom, stiffening her
-straight little back, "so what's the use of doin' it now?"
-
-"Well, you've got to!" said Nell.
-
-Sheila Pat arose.
-
-"Sheila Pat, where are you going?"
-
-"To fetch my snowy-breasted Pearl. I'm afraid he'll be breakin' his
-heart, all alone so long."
-
-"You're to come straight back, then."
-
-"I don't want to, Nell!"
-
-"Well, you are to."
-
-"I want to take him to visit Herr Smit, Nell."
-
-Nell eyed the little heavy black mass that on ordinary days was Kate
-Kearney, and savagely harked back with, "I don't think a lodger's
-landlady's belongings should worry him at all times of the day!"
-
-She blushed and dabbed angrily at her canvas.
-
-Sheila Pat paused, and thought.
-
-Intolerable, biting irritation possessed Nell. The room cramped her
-unbearably; painting drove her mad; everyone worried her; sick anger at
-it all goaded her.
-
-"Sheila Pat, go and fetch your Pearl at once, and bring him straight
-back here!"
-
-Sheila Pat eyed her interestedly.
-
-"Eileen O'Brien, you got out of your bed the wrong side this morning!"
-she observed, and walked from the room. Molly looked at Nell
-commiseratingly.
-
-"_I_ know," she said, "we never have these horrid yellow fogs at--"
-
-Nell stopped the word before it left her lips, with a wildly
-impatient:--
-
-"Oh, _be_ quiet!"
-
-"I only meant--"
-
-"I know you did! Go on with your history."
-
-"But--"
-
-Nell looked at her.
-
-"If you say another word, Molly O'Brien, I shall yell!"
-
-Denis came in.
-
-He looked at her with her hair pushed up and laughed.
-
-"Golliwog, what's happened to your hair?"
-
-She looked away from him, fighting a weak inclination to go to him and
-cry.
-
-"Nothing," she said.
-
-"Painting in this light! Why, Nell, you must be crazy!"
-
-"I daresay I am. I'm sick of never being able to paint--"
-
-"But a dense fog!"
-
-"It's always dense fog in London."
-
-"Headache?" he queried.
-
-"It's my temper that aches, I think."
-
-She put down her palette, and gave a little laugh.
-
-"Head, too?" he persisted.
-
-"That I should have to own to such a thing! A little."
-
-"It's boiled mutton for lunch; Sarah just told me so. I'll go and tell
-Aunt Kezia you must have something else. What would you like? Chicken?
-Sole?"
-
-She laughed helplessly.
-
-"Denis, I see her face! No--really--"
-
-She stopped him. "I couldn't touch either. I'm not hungry. I'll have
-some pudding."
-
-"It's rice puddin'," put in Sheila Pat, her words annotated by
-protesting squeaks. The Pearl objected to being taken from his cage.
-
-Nell, feeling momentarily more sane, declared valiantly that rice
-pudding would do nicely.
-
-Aunt Kezia was sorry that boiled mutton did not meet with her approval,
-so she said.
-
-The Atom was the first to answer her.
-
-"Approval, is it? And would you be approvalin' it with a headache, Aunt
-Kezia?"
-
-It was a Saturday. Denis had suggested Madam Tussaud's for the
-afternoon. Now he declared he didn't think Nell was fit to come with
-them. She did not feel fit herself, but she wouldn't own it. She was
-very prickly, and somehow he rubbed her the wrong way,--"Oh, very well,
-if they'd rather go without her!" Up flared one of those quick Irish
-outbursts. Nell found herself alone. She sang loudly, listening
-intently for the shutting of the front door.
-
- "''Twas down at Ballina Fair,
- Cailins and boys were gaily tripping it there,
- And I the soul of the spree,
- When I set eyes on Kitty Magee.
- Her smile so sweet, her step so neat,
- Hide and seek her two little feet;
- Gliding just like a swan at sea,
- Handsome, winsome Kitty Magee.
-
- And now I'm dreaming all day,
- Sighing from dark to dawn, and wasting away,
- Like a lone bird on a tree,
- Pining the long hours through for Kitty Magee,
- At dance or wake no--"
-
-
-Bang!
-
-The song died abruptly.
-
-The hopeless muddle on the easel was dabbed at, made more and more oily.
-
-"Eileen!"
-
-Nell went out on to the landing.
-
-"Yes, Aunt Kezia?"
-
-"Please clean your brushes and put away your paints and all that smells
-so horribly, at once! The house reeks, and I have a friend coming to
-see me this afternoon!"
-
-Nell said, "Yes, Aunt Kezia," and a gleam lit her eye. She went back to
-the Stronghold, and washed her brushes with slow care in turpentine.
-There was an air of waiting about her. She lifted Jim into his cage,
-and dropped it behind the lounge. Presently an irate voice rang up the
-stairs:--
-
-"Eileen! _Eileen_!"
-
-Ah expression of grim satisfaction overspread her features. The voice
-ascended with its owner.
-
-"How dare you, Eileen? What is this horrible smell?"
-
-"Smell, Aunt Kezia? Do you mean the turps?"
-
-"I suppose so! It is _filthy_! I told you I expect a visitor. It is
-positively disgraceful--"
-
-"You told me to wash my brushes, Aunt Kezia."
-
-Nell's tone was as soft as butter.
-
-"Certainly I told you to! You are being unwarrantably impertinent!
-You--"
-
-"But I am only washing my brushes as you told me, Aunt Kezia!"
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"You have to wash them in turpentine, Aunt Kezia."
-
-Miss Kezia had a moment of hesitation; her face reddened.
-
-Nell dipped a brush into the tin washer.
-
-"Then cease washing them at once! Open the window, and keep the door
-shut."
-
-She closed the door behind her with such a very decisive click that it
-might almost have been designated a bang. Nell smiled wryly. She
-cleared up a little, then went to the window and looked out. Kate
-Kearney came to her, and begged to look, too. Nell sat down, and K.K.
-jumped into her lap.
-
-"They don't allow dogs at Madame Tussaud's, K.K. Bad taste. But they do
-allow Nells--even bad-tempered ones; but she wasn't wanted, you see.
-Oh, K.K., you must get off!"
-
-She rose restlessly. She looked down at a pathetic Kate Kearney, and
-exclaimed suddenly:--
-
-"We'll go for a walk!"
-
-The pathos of Kate Kearney vanished in a black whirl of ecstatic body
-and tail.
-
-Nell went to put on her boots.
-
-"We'll go for a long, long walk, and we'll come back on top of an
-omnibus, K.K. It's such a glorious day for a walk, isn't it? Oh,
-heavenly! But we'll go."
-
-In the hall they came upon Miss Kezia. Nell's slim body stiffened
-suddenly; a feeling of desperation seized her.
-
-"You are going to take that dog out on a day like this! I cannot allow
-it! Think of its feet when it comes in!"
-
-Nell found that she had to moisten her dry lips; she took a moment or
-two to choke back unexpectedly rude words. She said then in an even
-tone:--
-
-"I'll carry her upstairs, Aunt Kezia."
-
-"But when it gets there! The carpet! Ruining my carpet!"
-
-"I'll put her on her rug till she's dry."
-
-"Microbes!" Miss Kezia said.
-
-There was a little, pregnant silence. Nell's face had grown suddenly
-hot; she felt she dared not trust her tongue to speak again; she was
-shaken with longing to be very rude to Miss Kezia.
-
-Miss Kezia hesitated, then she said:--
-
-"Very well. And make her _stay_ on her rug, and you had better not go
-far; the fog is deepening again."
-
-Nell went out into the street. At the corner she met Ted.
-
-"You? Where are the others?" he asked innocently, showing faint
-surprise.
-
-"At Madame Tussaud's. Good-bye," she said.
-
-"Where are you off to, Nell?"
-
-"A walk---a long walk--" Something prompted her to add, "just me and
-Kate Kearney."
-
-"You needn't be afraid that I shall offer my escort. Am I allowed to
-suggest that it's beginning to sleet, and that the fog is getting
-thicker?"
-
-The deadly politeness of his tone afforded her a small satisfaction.
-
-"You may suggest what you like," she assured him, "only--do you mind
-suggesting it to the lamp-post? It's cold standing here."
-
-"Oh, certainly. I've never come to embracing a lamp-post yet, but I
-daresay it's better to talk to than some people are!"
-
-The grand sweep with which he raised his hat, and the dignified sarcasm
-of his tone, lifted the words above mere childishness.
-
-Nell walked on down Gardiner Street. The fact that she could not help
-feeling that it would be comfortable to have Ted's sturdy figure beside
-her irritated her.
-
-She felt a touch on her arm. Through the yellowing fog Ted smiled at
-her.
-
-"I say, Nell, I can't stand it! You'd be on my conscience. You know
-you don't know your way about a bit, and if the fog comes down--"
-
-She began to smile warmly.
-
-"Since Denis has deserted you," cheerfully he blundered, "you'll let me
-order you about, eh?"
-
-The "eh" held a suddenly surprised inflection, brought about by the
-change in her face.
-
-"You're downright impertinent!" she stormed. "Do go away! How can you
-thrust yourself where you're not wanted?"
-
-She hurried on, leaving silence behind her.
-
-The lamps were alight; they shone pale and blurred through the fog. The
-lights from the shops made little pathways of misty light across the
-pavement. It was very raw, the air was bitter, wet, laden with sleet.
-She had not brought an umbrella with her; she was so unused to
-umbrellas. She turned up the collar of her coat, and valiantly
-suppressed a shiver. Kate Kearney trotted dejectedly at her heels.
-
-"We will go for a long walk, K.K., won't we? And then we will take an
-omnibus back again. There are always omnibuses in London to take one
-everywhere.... Some people are so fussy and frumpish, aren't they?"
-
-She was in dull, quiet streets; the effect of the tall houses, wet,
-ghostlike in the fog, was gloomy, weird. They got on her nerves, set
-them jarring. A deep depression seized upon her; she ceased trying to
-fight it. She was too cold, too wretched. She found herself suddenly
-in a dirty, noisy street, amongst innumerable barrows, innumerable
-ragged children. Everyone was shouting, it seemed to her; their voices
-were hideous. Everyone jostled her. She was afraid, horribly afraid.
-It was all so squalid, so inexpressibly sordid. She shrank back
-appalled. The noise set her head throbbing and aching. Through the fog
-she could discern an unending stream of traffic; she could see
-omnibuses. But to get to one she must slip between two barrows--venture
-into that muddy road. She hesitated, went on nervously, at a loss. She
-walked up the Hampstead Road, and came out upon Euston Road, where
-numberless omnibuses were drawn up. The noise was worse than before.
-She tried to find out which was her omnibus by listening to the
-conductors' raucous voices. She was deafened by the din.
-
-"King's Cross! Baker Street! 'Ammersmith! Victoria!"
-
-She approached the nearest conductor, and asked if he went to Henley
-Road.
-
-"What road, miss?"
-
-"Henley Road."
-
-'"Enley Road? Where is it, miss?"
-
-"It,"--she faltered, at a loss,--"oh," brightening--"it leads out of
-Gardiner Street!"
-
-"Never 'eard of it, miss."
-
-"It's not very far from Horton Square."
-
-"Oh, we don't go anywhere near there."
-
-He hopped on to his step and rang the bell.
-
-She stood on the curb, looking at the other omnibuses with a weary
-disinclination to ask again. She held Kate Kearney in her arms, in
-terror of the traffic. A boy was shouting almost in her ear: "_Star_!
-Daring burglary by d'ylight! _Star_! Murder in the West End! _Evening
-News_! Duke of Oldchester run over by a motor! Great Strike in
-Nottingham! Families starving!..."
-
-She turned from him with a sense of physical repulsion. She went forward
-and accosted another conductor.
-
-"That dawg with you, miss? Can't take a dawg in a 'bus! Not allowed,
-miss!"
-
-He shouted as a consolatory afterthought: "'E can run alongside, you
-know!"
-
-She gave a sudden hysterical little laugh. She glanced at the crowded
-road, and down at Kate Kearney, cowering in her arms. She moved forward
-slowly, not knowing which way Henley Road lay. She was tired out; she
-had never felt so tired and forlorn in all her life. The sea of people,
-of traffic, the noise, the shouts, bewildered her, dazed her. She moved
-away hurriedly from the newspaper boys, who seemed, to her shrinking
-fancy, to be gloating with aggressive noise over endless horrors.
-
-"We--we've got to walk back, K.K. I've only sixpence, so we can't drive
-at all. Oh, K.K.--I--I'm going to cry--"
-
-"Expect you'll bite my head off, but you've just got to put up with me!"
-
-Out of the yellow fog--out of the chaotic nightmarish hubbub--a
-broad-shouldered figure, a gruff, sulky voice, suddenly became clear to
-her.
-
-"Oh!" she gasped.
-
-Ted took hold of her elbow and shouldered his way through the crowd.
-She submitted weakly, occupied chiefly in swallowing ignominious tears.
-She found herself being helped into a hansom. She heard him say,
-"Fuller's--Regent Street." Then he seated himself beside her.
-
-"Is it--a station?" she asked.
-
-"No. You're going to have some tea before you go home."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-There was a silence. She cudgelled dull brains for something to say,
-then having found it, turned it over and over in her mind, distrusting
-her voice, till it grew silly and meaningless, and she let it go. The
-silence got on her nerves; she almost began to laugh helplessly; she
-burst out in an odd voice:--
-
-"W-what a funny action the horse has!"
-
-"Took the first that came. Couldn't wait to pick and choose."
-
-"Of course not," she hurried to agree with meek haste.
-
-The silence fell again. She cast a swift glance at Ted's profile; it
-was very grim and very cross. She couldn't let the silence last; it
-worried her past bearing.
-
-"Kate Kearney is getting perky," she said.
-
-"Yes?" said Ted.
-
-She began wildly:--
-
-"Ted--I--I--" and stopped.
-
-He did not help her, and she said no more.
-
-Presently the cab came to a standstill, and he helped her out. They
-went in, past the tempting sweets, on to warmth and lightness. The rush
-for tea was over, and there were not many people left now. They secured
-a little table and sat down.
-
-"What'll you have?" he said curtly.
-
-"Oh--anything."
-
-He ordered tea and tea-cake. The band struck up with a selection from a
-popular musical play. She looked round quickly.
-
-"Oh, how lovely!"
-
-She poured out tea; he accepted his cup with a brief "thanks." She bent
-across the table to him.
-
-"Would you mind listening? I'm sure I'm purring all over."
-
-There was a tentative smile in her eyes.
-
-"Tea-cake?" he said.
-
-She took a piece with a sigh. Suddenly her laugh rang out, deliciously
-gay and glad. Coaxingly she bent towards him.
-
-"Don't be cross, Ted! I'm so happy!"
-
-He frowned.
-
-"It was ridiculous of you," he began.
-
-"I know it was!" with gay insouciance. "But this isn't the way to
-punish me, is it?" Her voice sank softly; she was radiant in the joy of
-the reaction. "You wouldn't be spoiling it all, Teddie?" she coaxed.
-
-Unwillingly, his mouth relaxed into a smile; he caught it back with a
-quick, bad-tempered indrawing of his lips.
-
-"You'd better know--first--I followed you! Now bite my head off!"
-
-Her eyes opened wide.
-
-"All--the--way?" she said slowly.
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Why, Ted, how awfully _sweet_ of you!" in a soft and very unexpected
-rush. "Fancy taking all that trouble! Bite your head off? Why, I think
-it was just lovely of you!"
-
-His glum face cleared.
-
-"And my head's gone! gone! gone!" she laughed.
-
-He glanced at it inquiringly.
-
-"Oh, well, the ache thereof."
-
-Presently she sighed loudly and with suggestive reproach.
-
-"To think that all the time nice, cross, comfy you were there behind me!
-I wish I'd known!"
-
-He compressed his lips humorously.
-
-"Don't be mean!" she laughed. "More tea?" As she handed him his cup:--
-
-"Ted, you're not to be feeling superior just because I got into a muddle
-and you pulled me out! If it had been a bog now, it would have been the
-other way about! But yellow fog, and--" she gave a little shudder--"the
-newspaper boys! But I ask you, how was a sane person, in other words,
-an Irish person, to guess that omnibuses would refuse to allow dogs in
-them? All the same," softly, "I'm feeling just now that man is a noble
-animal, and woman a mere headless and rudderless cipher. But I warn you
-it won't last."
-
-"Wish it would," he said, giving K.K. a piece of cake.
-
-"Ah, then, you are feeling superior! Ted, what would you have done if I
-had had hysterics when I caught sight of you? Oh, I'm so happy!"
-
-"Eat something," he urged.
-
-She looked round the room, then out at the fog, and smiled on him.
-
-He looked at her with sudden seriousness.
-
-"Nell, remember another time if you're in a hole--"
-
-"The hole doesn't exist that'll ever get a chance of seeing me again!"
-She dismissed it airily.
-
-"Well, anyhow, when that frame of mind's worn off--"
-
-"You mean when I'm in a howling temper again," she interpolated, pursing
-her mouth.
-
-"Perhaps. Well, remember, _take a hansom_!"
-
-"But I couldn't. I'd only sixpence with me."
-
-"Doesn't matter. You pay up the other end. You could get it when you
-arrived."
-
-"Oh, do you? I didn't know. You don't in omnibuses."
-
-"No, you don't in omnibuses."
-
-She rested her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands.
-
-"Shall I try to thank you, Ted?"
-
-He flushed in horror.
-
-"Good Lord, no! I say, have another cake."
-
-She laughed softly.
-
-"I don't want any more, thanks. I--"
-
-"Do have some more tea."
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"If you'll let me speak--"
-
-"You might give me some more, will you?"
-
-She poured it out.
-
-"I'm only trying to assure you I won't thank you!" she managed to say.
-"I won't, really. You've been too nice. I'll do just whatever you
-wish."
-
-"Um!" he grunted.
-
-She settled her elbows on the table again. She looked out straight
-before her, and her face grew thoughtful. There was a little silence.
-Then she looked at him and smiled; it was an odd little smile,
-half-humorous, half sad.
-
-"I'm getting like that," she said, "all bad-tempered and horrid and
-cross! I was horrid to you, and to Denis,--to everyone. I--I used not
-to be grumpy and nasty. I'm just growing that way. In books they don't.
-When there's trouble and things all go wrong, they get sweeter and
-sweeter. I don't. I feel sometimes all shuddery with snappishness. I
-never used to feel like that--" Her voice died away in a plaintive
-little murmur.
-
-"Books are all rot!" he declared vigorously.
-
-"Oh, Ted, all of them?"
-
-She was laughing again, but the shadow of wistfulness still clouded her
-eyes.
-
-"All those with goody-goody heroines hanging around like dying ducks in
-a thunder-storm!" he asserted.
-
-"You don't mind if I'm horrid and grumpy, then?"
-
-"Not a bit," he declared cheerfully.
-
-She rose.
-
-"You know you ought to have said that I never am horrid or grumpy. But
-no matter!"
-
-"I've got a conscience to think of, you know," he suggested.
-
-Outside, they found that the fog had cleared away, leaving a wet, cold
-world behind it.
-
-"We'll choose our horse now," he said.
-
-"Oh, how lovely! Here comes a hansom! Poor thing, his knees are rather
-awful. There's a better one--that big bay, Ted!"
-
-"Got a fare already."
-
-"Oh, I didn't think of that."
-
-"We'll walk along. You wouldn't sooner have a crock from the rank,
-would you?"
-
-"Don't insult me, Ted! Look--that grey! Oh, he's a beauty!"
-
-"Put on the pace," Ted said to the man, and presently Nell was sighing
-with joy.
-
-"I'd love to spend a whole day in hansoms! Ted, the moral's all wrong!
-I'm enjoying myself much too much. And never so much as one
-'I-told-you-so' glance from you! It's hopelessly wrong!"
-
-As they turned into Henley Road, she held out her hand.
-
-"Shake," she said, "and--I'm not going to thank you, but--oh, Teddie,
-you _are_ a brick!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXVIII*
-
-
-Towards morning on March 17 Miss Kezia dreamed. She was not often
-troubled with dreams, but on this occasion her dream was long and
-peculiarly vivid. She dreamed that she was passing through a narrow
-roadway, on either side of which great rocks rose high and precipitous.
-On these rocks men were at work, cutting, chiselling, hammering, and
-every sound they made rolled and rumbled and echoed amongst the rocks,
-till, in her dream, Miss Kezia's ears sang and buzzed in agony. As they
-worked the men sang and talked, and the rocks took up their voices, and
-flung them from one to another, till the noise was deafening. On she
-hurried, striving to get through the roadway, but it had the
-interminableness of dream roads, and Miss Kezia struggled in vain.
-
-At seven o'clock she woke, because seven o'clock was the hour at which
-she invariably rose. On the 17th of March she rose four minutes later
-than usual, taking that time to ponder her dream and feel her pulse.
-She looked anxiously at herself in the peculiarly unflattering mirror on
-the toilet-table, but it showed her the same long Scotch face as usual,
-and the green tinge imparted by the glass was no greener than it always
-was. Miss Kezia considered dreams a weakness due to illness or a
-diseased imagination, but halfway through her toilet a voice broke
-out:--
-
- "'Oh! Paddy dear, and did you hear the news that's going round?
- The shamrock is forbid by law to grow on Irish ground;
- Saint Patrick's day no more we'll keep, his colour can't be
- seen.
- For there's a cruel law agin' the wearin' of the green....'"
-
-
-Miss Kezia stood, the cold water trickling down her face, and
-experienced a queer sort of sensation. Where had she heard that
-tune--sad even to her tough senses--quite lately? Why did her dream
-suddenly descend upon her, the sense of it gripping her most
-unaccountably?
-
-A scream of woe in Molly's most material voice, "Oh, I've hammered my
-thumb into the middle of next month!" and the heavy fall of a hammer
-roused her suddenly, sharply, to full realisation and understanding of
-her dream. To the accompaniment of a steady hammering she finished her
-ablutions with a grim and wrathful haste. She faced the unflattering
-mirror with a gleam in her eye, and pulled and screwed her hair into its
-accustomed tight knot. She finished her toilet, and then she left her
-room.
-
-Green met her eye; whichever way she turned she encountered green. The
-balusters were draped with green muslin. The austere photograph of a
-long-faced ancestor hanging, a perpetual prim disdainer of the follies
-of youth, on the wall opposite her door, looked out now disapprovingly
-from beneath a coquettish green satin bow hanging over his very brows.
-
-Sheila Pat came marching down the stairs, holding aloft the Irish flag.
-
-"Are you all mad?" Miss Kezia queried wrathfully.
-
-The Atom turned an eye alight with a far-away scorn upon her.
-
-"It's St. Patrick's Day!" she said curtly, and marched on down the
-stairs.
-
-Miss Kezia put up with a good deal that day. She sat at the
-breakfast-table and faced, with strong but silent disapproval, a
-green-draped window. She said no word even when Sarah wriggled shyly
-in, her diminutive cap adorned with a great green bow. But her eye
-followed the hot and abashed little hand-maiden with dire meaning. When
-next Sarah appeared the bow had vanished.
-
-She watched, from beneath raised brows, Kate Kearney tumbling over her
-own head in pursuit of the ribbon tied about her neck, but she did not
-say anything. After breakfast a box came by parcel's post addressed to
-Nell. It was a large box, and it was filled with shamrock. Miss Kezia
-studied it amiably.
-
-"I suppose it is a pretty little weed," she said with affability.
-
-She went farther. She asked Sheila Pat for information anent St.
-Patrick.
-
-Unfortunately Sheila Pat started with the little item of his having swum
-across the Shannon with his head in his mouth. Miss Kezia remonstrated.
-She pointed out the impossibility of his performing such a feat.
-
-Sheila Pat waxed indignant. She explained scornfully that anything was
-possible to St. Patrick, and that, moreover, his being in Ireland at the
-time had a great deal to do with his wonderful cleverness.
-
-Miss Kezia argued that it would have been nothing more or less than a
-miracle.
-
-Sheila Pat retorted, "And why not?" Miss Kezia was shocked. A long and
-hot discussion followed, of which the Atom had the last word. She
-said:--
-
-"Why, you can't know _any*thing! You don't even know what Ireland's
-*like_! You're just a hignoramus!"
-
-Miss Kezia was angry. She was also genuinely worried. It was not the
-first time that her young relatives by marriage had worried her active
-conscience from a religious point of view. Their stories of fairies and
-legends and miracles seemed, to her stern narrowness, profane. In the
-course of her argument with Sheila Pat, the Atom had observed that she
-thought it must be very nice for God to have St. Patrick for a
-companion. The remark had left Miss Kezia gasping.
-
-Left alone with the rude epithet of hignoramus hovering scornfully in
-the air, Miss Kezia sought to arrange the chaos in her mind. She was
-still forming sound arguments to be used with effect on a future
-occasion, when she heard the O'Briens going out. She went to the window
-and received several further shocks. In the first place Denis was with
-the others, when he should have been at the bank. In the second, third,
-and fourth places, their costumes were most unseemly. To Miss Kezia
-they appeared to be composed chiefly of shamrock and green ribbon. In
-the fifth place Kate Kearney, all unchidden, was dividing her energies
-in a vain attempt to rid herself of her bow, between the mud heap at the
-side of the road and Miss Kezia's spotless door-steps.
-
-Miss Kezia flung open the window, and called out:--
-
-"Ridiculous! I won't have it! Denis, why aren't you at the bank? My
-steps!"
-
-Denis waved an airy farewell with his shillelagh.
-
-"Bank?" His voice was amazed. "It's a holiday, of course! Told them I
-shouldn't be there!"
-
-"You are not to--"
-
-Miss Kezia's voice died away. She recognised the uselessness of calling
-injunctions after fast-disappearing and obviously obstinate backs.
-
-She returned to her dusting. Her amiability had been sorely tried; it
-was little more than a memory now. She approached the window to dust a
-chair, and became aware of the fact that her house was an object of
-interest and mirth to passers-by. She sighed angrily. She had a
-genuine wish to make allowances. She understood dimly that the day
-meant a great deal to them. She could not discover from the windows the
-cause of the interest her house seemed to possess for the passers-by.
-She donned her bonnet and coat and went out. From the pavement she
-discovered only too quickly the cause of that interest and mirth. Her
-respectable house wore a festive, even a rakish, air. The dingy bricks
-seemed to shrink back apologetically beneath their gay adornments.
-Green--green--green--Miss Kezia took a violent dislike to the colour
-that day which never left her. The Irish flag held a prominent
-position; green bunting was festooned across from window to window; a
-basket of shamrock was slung by green ribbons from a water-pipe; there
-were garlands and harps. From one window there hung a long, limp
-object, professedly a dead serpent. Miss Kezia's eyesight was good; it
-was better than her imagination. She saw at once that a thing composed
-of some rolled-up strips of carpet that were her property hung from a
-window. But she did not see that the thing was a serpent. The
-realistic touches given by Nell's brush were, to her, merely so many
-insults added to the injury.
-
-The O'Briens did not come home to lunch. Miss Kezia lunched alone. She
-also said to Sarah, "You are not to keep anything hot, Sarah!"
-
-Sarah dragged the beef from the oven in such a temper that it fell into
-the fender.
-
-Soon after lunch Miss Kezia went out. She glanced from the gate with
-approval at the decorous, unadorned bricks of her house. When she
-returned a few hours later, she glanced again at it approvingly. But as
-she put her key into the lock of the door, the more amiable expression
-of her countenance faded, and a look of disapproving horror took its
-place. She entered the hall and was greeted with several disconcerting
-things. Her ears were offended by the loud singing of many voices,
-accompanied by a concertina and combs. Her nose was offended with the
-unmistakable scent of tobacco. Her eyes--well, her eyes were offended
-with the smoke and with many signs of untidiness, of riot, and of fun.
-
-Miss Kezia went upstairs. As she reached the door of the Stronghold the
-voices and music were in full swing:--
-
- "'You may take the Shamrock from your hat and cast it on the
- sod,
- But, never fear, 'twill take root there, tho' under foot 'tis
- trod.
- When laws can stop the blades of grass from growing as they
- grow,
- And when the leaves in summer time their verdure dare not show,
- Then I will change the colour I wear in my caubeen;
- But till that day, please God, I'll stick to wearin' of the
- green.'"
-
-
-Miss Kezia stood, unseen, unheard, within the door of the Stronghold,
-and gazed.
-
-Round the table sat several men, women, and children. On the table were
-the remains of a feast. Miss Kezia caught sight of a beef bone and
-gasped; she saw poultry bones, remains of pies, tarts, and cakes. The
-windows were flung wide, but the atmosphere of the room, thick with
-smoke, offended her nostrils.
-
-A pair of bare little legs gave a sudden spasmodic leap to a sheltering
-lap, and a shrill little voice exclaimed:--
-
-"Lady!"
-
-There was a sudden lull. Denis turned to his aunt.
-
-"Hulloa, Aunt Kezia! These are a few friends we came across to-day."
-
-"In--deed!" said Miss Kezia.
-
-An old woman was heard to exclaim with deep sentiment:
-
-"Sure 'tis his honour's a rale gintleman entirely!"
-
-Miss Kezia, looking back afterwards, on the minutes that followed,
-marvelled angrily at her strange and quite unsuitable behaviour. She
-concluded, and rightly, that she was dazed with bewilderment at the
-welcome she received. To her cold and austere nature it was
-inexplicable. She found herself surrounded, called by terms of
-endearment, her hands held and shaken, compliments paid to herself and
-her nation. One old woman, half weeping over the joy that had been hers
-that day, actually kissed her hand. She was not a particularly clean old
-woman, and Miss Kezia wished that she wouldn't do it. But she did not
-draw her hand roughly away. "Ten years," wailed the old woman, "have I
-stood the whole day through beside me barrow, and me not able to put me
-foot to the ground with the rheumatics!"
-
-Miss Kezia felt a passing inclination to point out that the two facts
-were not compatible. Oh, these people were awful! And one had a
-monkey, a horrible little monkey, sitting on his shoulder! And they
-were dirty!
-
-"Sure 'tis herself's the kind lady, givin' the poor Irish immigrants the
-welcome!"
-
-Welcome!
-
-Miss Kezia began to beat an ignominious retreat. She had to confess
-herself unequal to the occasion. Her inclination set strongly toward
-turning these undesirable guests from her house. But their gratitude
-was so exuberant; they were so sure of her welcome, so childishly
-hilarious.
-
-"'Tis herself's giving us the grand time entirely!"
-
-"Won't ye be sittin' down wid us, me dear?" The old woman who had
-kissed her hand dragged a chair forward invitingly.
-
-"'Tisn't much we've left ye," she pursued, "but ye'll be havin' a piece
-of cheese now?"
-
-Miss Kezia heard, amazedly, her own voice making excuses, as she edged
-back into the doorway. A grimy little hand was thrust up in front of
-her; a beguiling little voice suggestively besought God to bless her.
-
-Miss Kezia looked down into a smutty imp's face with eyes as blue and
-innocent as Heaven.
-
-"God bless ye, lady! God bless ye, lady!"
-
-Slowly Miss Kezia opened her purse, slowly she took from it a halfpenny,
-and dropped it into the little hand.
-
-"God send ye a good husband, lady!" rang out jubilantly. "God guard
-every shtep of your way!"
-
-Miss Kezia found herself surrounded suddenly by bare legs, blue eyes,
-outstretched hands, entreating voices.
-
-"God bless ye, lady! God bless ye, lady!"
-
-There were five halfpennies and two farthings in her purse. She
-dispensed them automatically.
-
-"God send ye a good husband! God send ye a good husband!"
-
-Even the smallest imp, a scrap of a thing, about a foot and a half high,
-shrilly called on Heaven to provide her with a suitable partner.
-
-Miss Kezia looked uncomfortable. She shut her purse with a snap and
-retreated on to the landing. But they followed her, all talking at
-once. Her hands were taken again. Disconcerting questions as to her
-family, her parents, were asked. The old woman who had stood beside her
-barrow for ten years without once putting her foot to the ground broke
-out wailingly into an account of her trials, her sorrows, and pains. A
-black-bearded man gave her a picturesque presentment of his life as a
-father of eight children. His was the shoulder on which the
-objectionable monkey sat. He came close, emphasising, with dramatic
-gestures, his story. The monkey stretched out a thin little arm towards
-Miss Kezia's bonnet. Miss Kezia backed precipitately. Why did her
-bonnet possess a fascination for monkeys, she wondered shudderingly. She
-hated monkeys.
-
-"Sure, thin, isn't he welcoming one of his own people?" the man with the
-black beard observed.
-
-Miss Kezia thought the remark impertinent, and concluded that it was
-intended to be funny. It wasn't.
-
-It gave her disapproval the necessary fillip, and she managed to beat a
-retreat. Once in her bedroom, she shut the door, and, with a hurried
-air not usual to her, turned the key in the lock.
-
-Miss Kezia possessed an uncompromising conscience. She never allowed it
-to veil or excuse her motives. Yet, as she stood untying the strings of
-the bonnet that possessed such a weird attraction for the monkey tribe,
-she said to herself that she really must turn out and tidy a certain
-drawer at once. To an outsider the drawer would have seemed tidy
-enough, but Miss Kezia, sitting before it, the door still locked,
-methodically sorted out and refolded every article it contained. As she
-was refolding, for the third time, a certain scarf that was the last
-article to be tidied, the noise that had been surging, high and low,
-exuberant and sad, in her ears, as a never ceasing accompaniment to her
-tidying, suddenly swelled into sharper sounds, and she understood that
-the door of the Stronghold had been opened. She sat, rigid, a queer
-dread on her face. The dread gave place presently to absolute
-astonishment at the noise they managed to make. The rapid talk, the
-laughter, the jokes, bewildered her. The great affection that evidently
-existed between them and her young relatives surprised her.
-
-"Old tenants," she surmised. "How very fond they are of their
-landlord's children!"
-
-She experienced a distinct feeling of gratitude towards the Albert Hall,
-and the Irish concert that was to be held there that evening, and for
-which her relatives had taken tickets.
-
-For a quarter of an hour by Miss Kezia's watch, the "tenants" bade their
-landlord's children good-bye. Three times the door was shut, three
-times there came bangs and thumps on it, and it was re-opened. And each
-time all the noise and talk began again.
-
-Later on Miss Kezia ventured forth. On meeting the O'Briens, she
-observed with forbearance that she trusted they would make things tidy
-now that their father's tenants had gone. She went on to remark that it
-was strange so many of them should be in London. They were a good deal
-amused. They pointed out airily that they were no tenants of their
-father's; that they had never seen them till that day; that they had
-just come across them. It was the last shock poor Miss Kezia received
-on that 17th of March. She was very angry, and very genuinely
-bewildered. She watched them go off to their concert with a sense of
-relief. She felt a newly developed fondness for the Albert Hall.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXIX*
-
-
-The day after St. Patrick's day was a bad one for them. It was a
-beautiful day, bright and cold; but, in the reactionary mood that had
-gripped them all in a great gloom, the very brightness was a thing to
-rail at.
-
-At the breakfast-table Miss Kezia gazed at them astonished. She was not
-a keen observer, but even she, with the memory of yesterday in her mind,
-marvelled at the sudden depression.
-
-Denis, in the hall, observed gloomily:--
-
-"Wish I'd get run over, or save a millionnaire's life. Either'd make a
-break."
-
-"Millionnaires only get their lives saved in books," Nell rejoined
-bitterly.
-
-He kicked the hat-stand angrily.
-
-"Look here, Nell, I can't go to that beastly bank to-day. I'm sick of
-it! I'll be committing suicide, or murder, or something, if I do!"
-
-A quick little sob caught suddenly at her throat.
-
-"Oh, Denis!" she whispered. "Oh, Denis!"
-
-He smoothed out a dent he had made in his hat. He looked up at her, a
-humorous smile twisting his mouth.
-
-"Anyhow, I'll be a success as an author soon," he said. "Didn't I say
-all this beastly bank business was copy? Well, my books'll be pretty
-morbid and sordid, won't they?"
-
-She felt blindly for his coat; it danced before her eyes in a mist. He
-began to laugh.
-
-"I say, old fumble-fist, wouldn't old Pom-Pom be rich while I was
-murdering him? I can see him--'Excuse me, Mr. O'Brien, but you really
-are going to work in an unnecessarily rough manner.'" He dived an arm
-into the coat she held out for him. "Nell--think I shall ever want to
-bring in a realistic murder into a book? If so, now's the time to get
-it."
-
-"You're late. Don't dawdle."
-
-"Bet I'd get to the corner before you even if I gave you the steps in!"
-
-"Not you!"
-
-She flung open the door, jumped the long flight of steps, and vanished.
-She came back laughing, flushed, and vanquished, into the disapproving
-arms of Miss Kezia.
-
-She listened to the lecture that followed in a passion of dreary revolt.
-When it was finished she observed tragically, "Next time I'll put on a
-_veil_!"
-
-She went upstairs to Molly and French translation. She set Sheila Pat a
-sum to work out. Sheila Pat sat and gazed awhile at the figures, then
-she slid down from her chair.
-
-"I won't do it, Nell!" she said.
-
-She stood, a small figure at bay; a little quiver passed through her.
-
-"Very well, asthore," Nell said gently.
-
-The Atom went to the window and looked out. She came back to the table.
-
-"Give me something to do, please, Nell."
-
-Molly began, "Why, you just said--"
-
-"I'm not sayin' it now, Molly O'Brien!"
-
-"Duckie," Nell said, "will you write me a letter? I just feel I'd like
-a letter."
-
-Sheila Pat got paper and ink and began:--
-
-"My dear Nell--"
-
-She wrote for a few minutes, then she said:--.
-
-"May I say I've no time to write any more now, Nell? I don't want to
-write any more."
-
-She went down into the garden and quarrelled violently with Stewart over
-the rival merits of St. George and St. Patrick. In the very heart of
-the argument she slipped and grazed her nose on the wall. But she
-retrieved her position without loss of time or dignity, and went on with
-the argument.
-
-Nell met her later wandering aimlessly up and down the stairs, in and
-out the rooms.
-
-"Please don't touch me!" she said strenuously as Nell advanced, and she
-ran away down to the kitchen. At luncheon she hardly ate anything; she
-fidgeted, was rude to Miss Kezia.
-
-Afterward she refused to go for a walk with the others. She said with
-forlorn dignity:--
-
-"I am tired of walkin' between houses that squeeze you to death, thank
-you."
-
-To omnibuses she made much the same objection. Nell, in pity, left her
-alone.
-
-Later on Nell went out to buy a tube of rose-madder. She was painting
-desperately, in a sudden wild accession of determination to get back to
-Kilbrannan somehow. When she came back she found Molly deep in a book in
-the Stronghold.
-
-"Where's the Atom?"
-
-"Somewhere about."
-
-Nell searched.
-
-"She isn't."
-
-"Oh, she's gone, then. I didn't know she'd gone yet. The maid came from
-next door to ask her to go to tea with Stewart."
-
-"I'm glad."
-
-A little before six Miss Kezia came into the Stronghold. Denis whisked
-Jim behind him, and faced her serenely.
-
-"Molly, I wish to know if it is to you I am indebted for--these?"
-
-She held out a pair of large, flat, square-toed shoes, and pointed
-majestically to two frivolous-looking little bows on their toes.
-
-Molly grew scarlet.
-
-"Y-yes, Aunt Kezia! I--I--"
-
-"I thought so. I should like to know _why_ my property is never to be
-safe from you?"
-
-"I--I saw--I saw there _had_ been bows--and I--I made fresh ones--"
-
-"Yes. I picked the bows off myself. I object to them." She stared at
-Molly with a puzzled frown. "You are a very peculiar girl," she said,
-and left the room.
-
-"I took _hours_ sewing them on!" wailed the discomfited Molly to an
-unsympathetic and much-amused audience.
-
-"I believe our dear aunt thinks you're a bit wanting," declared Denis,
-tapping his brow.
-
-Miss Kezia put her head round the door again
-
-"Where is Sheila?"
-
-"She hasn't come back yet."
-
-"Come back? From where?"
-
-"Next door," said Nell.
-
-"What has she gone there for? I object to her running in and out."
-
-"She went to tea."
-
-"No. I have come from there only half an hour ago."
-
-"Are you _sure_?" Nell looked bewildered.
-
-"Stewart had tea with us. She was not there."
-
-Nell looked at Molly; her eyes had widened suddenly,
-
-"Molly!"--her voice was quite sharp--"you said she had gone--"
-
-"I thought she had. A maid came and asked her--"
-
-Denis bounded down the stairs.
-
-"Sarah!"
-
-"Yes, sir!"
-
-"Do you know anything about a maid coming from next door to ask Miss
-Sheila to go to tea?"
-
-"Yes, sir, but she said, 'No, thank you, she didn't wish to go.'"
-
-"Have you seen her go out, Sarah?"
-
-"No, sir. She's never out, and it pouring and that bitter cold and
-windy!"
-
-In another minute he had on his coat, and had gone off to the milkman's
-to see if she were there. The others waited. Molly tried guiltily to
-comfort Nell, and to excuse herself.
-
-"Oh, do be quiet!" Nell interrupted her. "Can't you at least do that?"
-
-Denis returned with no news of her.
-
-"She may have gone to Mr. Yovil's or to Sarah's home--"
-
-"Or Ted Lancaster's--Denis," Nell's voice was desperate, "she's been
-gone nearly three hours! I can't stay here. I'll go to Sarah's, while
-you go--"
-
-"You will not! You cannot go out alone! It is dark and raining," Miss
-Kezia interrupted.
-
-Nell gave a queer little laugh.
-
-"I'm going," she said.
-
-"Nell," Denis interposed, "I'll get you a cab. You go to Mr.
-Yovil's--I'll go off to Lancaster's. Sarah will go home." His tone was
-quietly authoritative.
-
-Miss Kezia found herself put aside and everyone obeying him implicitly.
-In reality she was very uneasy and anxious herself, but she hid it
-beneath a cold and disapproving manner.
-
-Nell returned a few minutes after he did. She shook her head.
-
-"He was out. She hasn't been there."
-
-"There's Sarah yet. She isn't back."
-
-"Must we wait, Denis?"
-
-"No. I'm off to the police station. If she should bring her back, I can
-go and cancel orders."
-
-His hand was on the door latch. "Here's Sarah!" he said.
-
-Sarah hurried in, wet, breathless.
-
-"No, missansir--oh, and them crool moters--and she such a baby for all
-her grown ways!"
-
-The wind and the rain beat in angrily. Denis closed the door, and
-turned to speak to Nell. Something drove up and stopped outside. He
-flung open the door. In the light of the lamp they could discern a
-small figure standing by a horse's head. The horse was in a
-four-wheeled cab, the driver was getting down from his box. The next
-instant Sheila Pat was met at the gate and marshalled up the steps.
-Into the hall she came, a small, weary figure, drenched through, her
-face shining white in the lamplight.
-
-They closed round her; Nell's arms squeezed her desperately; there was a
-babel of questions, reprimands, relief.
-
-"What a rikkledous fuss!" were the first words the Atom spoke, and a
-strong odor of peppermint began to pervade the hall.
-
-"Where have you been?" demanded Miss Kezia for the third time.
-
-"Out," laconically.
-
-Nell cried: "Oh, Sheila Pat, you're soaked through! Come and get dry
-things on!"
-
-"Directly her clothes have been changed I wish to hear an account of
-what she has been doing," said Miss Kezia.
-
-Denis picked her up into his arms and held her tight. "You're eating
-peppermint, you vulgar little ragamuffin!"
-
-"He gave it me--he says it keeps out the cold wonderful. He used to take
-to drink to keep himself warm, but ever since his little baby was
-borned, a year ago, he sucks peppermint instead!" The excited little
-voice vanished up the stairs.
-
-"With whom have you been consorting, Sheila?" Miss Kezia's dire tones
-followed her.
-
-"I haven't been con--con--doin' that at all!" was the indignant
-response.
-
-Denis translated into the wet ear nearest to him:--
-
-"Who was 'he,' duckums?"
-
-"Mr. Willie Riley," in a dignified voice. "And I shared his tea!"
-triumphantly.
-
-"Hurry up, Denis!" Nell's face was worried, anxious. "I've her dry
-things all ready. But I think she ought to go to bed--"
-
-"I won't! Sure, Nell O'Brien, I'm not a baby to go to bed at seven
-o'clock!"
-
-Nell, rubbing her down, found she was shivering and trembling all
-through her slim little body. She huddled her into warm, dry clothes,
-rubbed her toes, hugged her.
-
-"Asthore, asthore, you've given us all such a bad time!"
-
-"But, Nell, I'm really not a baby! I don't see why you make such a
-fuss."
-
-"You're absurd, Atom! We didn't know what might be happening to you.
-We don't know now what was happening. You _must_ tell us--"
-
-"I went out, and--and I got lost, Nell."
-
-"But where did you go? And why?"
-
-"Oh, we were all so frightened!" interposed Molly. "And I felt so awful,
-because I told Nell you were next door. I never dreamed you'd said you
-wouldn't go, and I heard the maid say it to Sarah, and oh, Sarah cried
-and said motor cars killed all the children, and I do think you're
-awfully naughty--" She stopped, out of breath.
-
-"So do I." Nell's arms were round her again; she gave her a little
-shake. "I'm dreadfully angry with you, sweet, and you shall have some
-nice hot bread and milk presently."
-
-"I don't want it, Nell! I shared Mr. Riley's tea."
-
-"Tell me why you went out, Atom," she coaxed.
-
-The little body stiffened.
-
-"A person doesn't--always--want to--to tell things," she said, a note of
-desperation in her voice. "I'll tell you all about Mr. Riley," eagerly.
-
-Denis came in. "I say, Aunt Kezia's waiting. Come and confess, Atom!"
-
-"I won't."
-
-"You've got to be a man. Come along."
-
-He had touched the right note. Downstairs marched the Atom and into the
-dining room. Not pale was she now. Two vivid spots of colour glowed in
-her cheeks; her eyes shone. She sat her down on a chair and began:--
-
-"I wished to go out all by my alone, so I put on my things and I creeped
-down the stairs and out of the door--"
-
-"Most wrong! Most naughty!" interpolated Miss Kezia, but the Atom went
-on unheeding.
-
-"Sure I'll not be tellin' you anythin' I don't wish to, so it's no use
-askin' undesirable questions about--" a halt, a momentary quaver, "about
-things. This London is just houses and houses and houses and streets
-like--" pause for an insulting metaphor, "like twin maggots! And I got
-lost." She stopped abruptly.
-
-"It is very naughty and selfish to cause so much trouble to others while
-you enjoy yourself roaming the streets!" said Miss Kezia.
-
-A curious expression came into the Atom's small face--a bitter little
-expression that made it look oddly old for a moment.
-
-"Go on, asthore," Nell put in. "What did you do when you were lost?"
-
-"I walked and walked. I wouldn't ask a policeman the way, because
-Sarah's young man says they're a bad lot and you can't trust them. And
-then," her face kindled, "I came upon a cab-stand, and there was one
-poor horse with his nose-bag slipped down,--the strap had come loose,
-and he couldn't get his poor nose in at all,--and I ran across and I
-kissed his nose--it had a white flame--he was a bay with a hog mane--and
-I tried to get his bag up, but, oh, 'tis heavy they are! I tried and
-tried, and I gave him a handful of oats to go on with, and then Willie
-Riley came along--" She broke off. "Oh, Nell," she said, in a
-breathless little aside, "all day long I'd been hearing all these
-hidjous London people's voices, all shoutin'--and Willie Riley came
-along, and oh, he called out, 'Sure and what's wrong at all?' Oh, but
-'twas grand! All day I hadn't heard it. 'Sure and what's wrong at
-all?' just like that."
-
-"The horse might have bitten you. It was a most foolish and foolhardy
-thing to do," reprimanded Miss Kezia.
-
-Sheila Pat stared at her in a funny little considering way, then
-pursued:--
-
-"He soon put it right, and then we had a talk. Nell, he comes from
-Cork! And he was tellin' me all about his home--"
-
-"Get on with what _you_ did!" put in Miss Kezia.
-
-"I'm tellin' you," obstinately, "I talked with him. And then he drove
-me here." With a sudden abrupt movement she slipped from the chair.
-"I'll go to bed now."
-
-There were great dark rings round her eyes; Nell saw her shiver.
-
-"Come on, then, Atom," Denis picked her up again. "I'll carry you up."
-
-The small arms went with sudden desperate clinging round his neck;
-Sheila Pat pressed her cheek hard into his.
-
-"She must be punished," said Miss Kezia. "She has been wandering about
-alone for more than three hours."
-
-"We'll see about that to-morrow," Denis said.
-
-Nell went towards the kitchen.
-
-"Where are you going, Eileen?"
-
-"To make her some hot bread and milk."
-
-"It is perfectly absurd the way you none seem to think she should be
-punished--"
-
-"I shall make her promise never to go out alone again."
-
-"She shared that cabman's tea," grimly; "that is sufficient. I will not
-have her coddled and fussed over as if she has done something clever."
-
-"She must have the bread and milk. She is tired and shivering." Nell's
-eyes looked dark, her head was back. For a moment Miss Kezia hesitated
-whether she should enforce her words. She glanced keenly at Nell's
-face.
-
-"If it is to stave off a cold, I will say no more," she said, and turned
-away.
-
-When Nell took the bread and milk up, she found Sheila Pat on Denis's
-knee, flushed, heavy-eyed, half asleep.
-
-"I don't want it, Nell! Make her take it away, Denis!" Her tone was
-peevish.
-
-"Not I. I want you to eat it. Come, try, old girl."
-
-But the Atom turned her head away, and buried it deeper in his chest.
-
-"I don't want it! I don't want it!"
-
-"But you've got to try and eat it, Sheila Pat! Come, don't be a baby."
-
-She sat up listlessly.
-
-"I'll feed you. We'll pretend you are a baby, shall we?"
-
-Halfway through it her heavy lids drooped, her weary little head fell
-back against his shoulder. Nell took the basin away.
-
-"I'll get her to bed as quickly as I can," she whispered.
-
-"Molly, run and fetch her nightie--to warm."
-
-But the Atom clung wearily to Denis.
-
-"I don't want to go to bed. Denis, need I go to bed?"
-
-"Must, old lady."
-
-"May I go in my clothes, then? I don't want to get undressed."
-
-"You'll be so much more cosey, dear," coaxed Nell. "It won't take a
-minute."
-
-Denis put her down. She stood gazing into the fire, her sleepy eyes
-closing now and then.
-
-"Oh, Nell--why does a person have such a lot of clothes?" as her arms
-were dragged out of various garments.
-
-"Oh--leave my chimmy on--"
-
-"Need I have my stockin's off?"
-
-In her blue flannel nightgown she knelt in front of a chair and said her
-prayers. She roused over them.
-
-"I've got a new bit to-night," she said, and gave a curious little
-shudder. "I'm goin' to pray it to Jesus as well as God."
-
-When she had finished Nell carried her into their bedroom, wrapped in a
-warmed blanket.
-
-"Good night, Nell." Sheila Pat's arms clung tight.
-
-Three times Nell peeped in that evening, and found her tossing
-restlessly, wide-eyed.
-
-When she came to bed, Sheila Pat was still awake. She sat up.
-
-"Nell, I've been very inceitful!"
-
-"You're going to tell me why you went out?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Nell sat down on the bed and took her, blankets and all, into her lap.
-
-"Now, sweetheart."
-
-But the Atom was silent. She wriggled restlessly.
-
-"I feel--oh, someone's playin' tunes in my head, Nell! I--won't I ever
-be sleepy again? My legs hurt, Nell. Is it all those steps?"
-
-"What steps, dear?"
-
-"The monnyment. Are you _very_ s'prised? I went up the
-monnyment--to--Nell, do you think I've got a cold comin'? My nose feels
-funny."
-
-"I'm afraid you have. Go on, pet."
-
-"The boy told me--I asked him--he had blue eyes and red cheeks and--and
-I thought he might be nice like an Irish boy, and--and--I--I felt," with
-sudden passion, "I would just _die_ if I didn't see it--just one tiny
-bit! And he said I could--from the top of the monnyment--he said, 'Oh,
-yes, you can see Ireland right enough from there, you can see all the
-world,' but--I--couldn't--"
-
-Nell's arms tightened about her.
-
-"He was a wicked boy! He told a lie. I mustn't say 'lie,' but I will.
-I could only see--dirty--smoke--and houses--"
-
-"How did you find your way there?"
-
-"I don't know. It was very differcult, and I kept goin' wrong, but I
-asked people. And one woman gave me an apple off her barrow. It was
-very kind of her. But there was only smoke and houses--"
-
-A sudden convulsive sob shook her from head to foot.
-
-"I--I _ran_ up a lot of the steps--" her fingers dug into Nell's
-arm--"and it was three pennies--and the man told me there are three
-hundred and forty-five steps--it was a long way--and," a little
-terrified shudder shook her, "there's a nasty cage--he said it's because
-people used to throw theirselves over to--because they wanted to kill
-theirselves, Nell! I--I didn't know people ever wanted to kill
-theirselves, did you?"
-
-The shrinking terror in her eyes hurt Nell horribly.
-
-"Don't, Atom--don't! Dear, it's only poor people who--who are mad--who
-don't know what they are doing. If they knew, they wouldn't do it."
-
-The terror lightened a little. She lay quiet a little while in Nell's
-arms.
-
-Nell hoped she was falling asleep, but presently the whole small form
-was shaken by another desperate sob.
-
-"It was only smoke---and houses--" came a desolate little murmur of
-utter weariness.
-
-"Try to go to sleep, darling--do try."
-
-"I'm not cryin', Nell! Only--I--you see shiverin' and a cold is rather
-like cryin', isn't it?"
-
-"Very much, but you'll be better to-morrow. You must get better
-quickly, because suppose our first letters from Australia were to come
-with you sick! And they may come any day now, sweet. And there mustn't
-be anyone sick here! Because how can we celebrate the occasion properly
-then? If the letters say that mother is quite, _quite_ strong
-again--and they will, darling, I know they will!--well, what shall we do
-then?"
-
-She talked on softly, gently, and after a while the Atom slept. Nell
-sat for some time with her on her lap, frightened to move lest she wake
-her, but at last she laid her gently in her bed, and the Atom still
-slept on.
-
-But the next morning Nell was wakened suddenly at six o'clock. She sat
-up. The Atom was striving to pour some water from the bottle to the
-glass, and it was the two clinking together that had waked Nell. The
-bottle shook in the Atom's hands; Nell saw that she was shaking all
-over.
-
-She slipped to the floor.
-
-"Go back to bed, asthore, I'll give you some water."
-
-"I--I'm so th-thirsty, Nell, and I c-can't keep still--I'm r-rather like
-Mrs. J-Jelly!" with a shivery little smile.
-
-"You're frozen. Now, drink it quickly, and let me tuck you in again."
-
-"I'd sooner get up, Nell."
-
-"Not yet, Sheila Pat."
-
-"My bed's so c-cold, Nell. I don't like my bed."
-
-"Come into mine, dear."
-
-She snuggled into Nell, shivering and shaking.
-
-"Will I make you very cold?"
-
-"Oh, no, asthore. Now go to sleep."
-
-After a while Nell dozed. She woke suddenly to find Sheila Pat lying
-beside her with all the bedclothes off.
-
-"I'm so hot, Nell! I just burn--I b'lieve I'll scorch soon."
-
-"You've caught a bad cold, Sheila Pat. You'll have to stay in bed."
-
-"I won't! I want to go out and get cool. I'll go and have my cold bath
-now."
-
-But very soon she was shivering again.
-
-Miss Kezia sent for Dr. Everton. Sheila Pat was pronounced an invalid,
-the fire was lit, and the restless little Atom condemned to bed.
-
-Dr. Everton looked grave; he murmured the dread words--rheumatic
-fever--but hoped it might be merely a heavy, influenza cold. He told
-them to be very careful.
-
-It seemed a long, long day. Sheila Pat, realising she was to be an
-invalid, used all her sturdy powers to be a brave one. She was very hot
-and feverish; her poor little head ached, and she ached all over her
-body.
-
-"Nell," she said once, "I can't be very little, after all, because
-there's such a heap of room for the aches! I feel most as big as the
-giant Mahon MacMahon. Nell, I wonder if he ever caught cold?"
-
-But there was something that worried the Atom and tormented her far more
-than the worst of the aches did, and that was a bewildering,
-disconcerting longing to cry that had assailed her. Over and over again
-the tears got as far as her eyes, and had to be hidden away in the
-pillow. Once one ran down her cheek, and they caught her breath in her
-throat and made it ache with a worse ache than that in her legs. She
-lay tossing and turning, her brilliant eyes full of a desperation that
-hurt the others to see. Every other minute she was sitting up, her
-pig-tail sticking out, breathing hard.
-
-"Mayn't I get up, just for a _minute_? May I just put my legs over the
-edge, then? Nell, I--I'm just tired of bein' in bed!" The poor little
-voice shook despairingly.
-
-"Atom, _darling_!"
-
-"I will be good, Nell." Down she lay again. "Am I a very tiresome
-invalid?"
-
-"You're a jewel, sweetheart, only you must try to lie quiet."
-
-"Yes, Nell."
-
-Pause.
-
-"When will Denis come, Nell?"
-
-"Directly he gets home from the bank."
-
-"Will it be _very_ long now?"
-
-"No, dear, not very."
-
-"How long, Nell?"
-
-"An hour and a half," unwillingly.
-
-Sheila Pat hid weak tears in the pillow.
-
-
-"Nell."
-
-"Yes, asthore?"
-
-"P'raps those people who throwed theirselves off the monnyment thought
-they could _fly_. Do you think they did, Nell?"
-
-"Very likely. Try not to think about them, Atom."
-
-"I--I can't help it, Nell. Do you think God would make the ground soft
-so's it wouldn't hurt _very_ much?"
-
-"Yes, dear."
-
-
-"Up again?"
-
-"I--I'm 'fraid I'll burn all up, Nell!"
-
-She took the hot little hands into hers. Sheila Pat rested her head
-wearily against her arm.
-
-"Is Denis comin' now, Nell?"
-
-"In an hour, now, sweetheart."
-
-"I'm so thirsty, Nell."
-
-Nell fetched the toast water.
-
-"I don't want that! I want real water. Mayn't I have just _one_
-drink?"
-
-"Try this, dear. You mustn't have any more plain water."
-
-She drank a little.
-
-"Have you ever been up three hundred and forty-five steps, Nell? It
-does make your legs ache, but I wouldn't have minded that--if-- There
-was only smoke and houses, Nell--"
-
-She dropped back on to her pillow and buried her head in it.
-
-"Some day you'll see it,"--Nell's voice shook a little--"see the
-greenness of it--the--"
-
-"I shouldn't wonder if I'm dead before then," the Atom told her pillow
-with heartsick pessimism.
-
-"Oh, Sheila Pat! That's not like you. You've had colds before, and
-been so brave!"
-
-"They were different colds." The pillow was dented deep as she burrowed
-her head feverishly in her puzzlement. "I feel quite diffrent. I think
-I've got a cold _inside_ as well as _outside_ this time, Nell."
-
-Nell looked at the dark little head in the pillow, and her eyes filled
-with tears.
-
-Sheila Pat started kicking.
-
-"My legs ache so, Nell! I can't keep them still."
-
-"Let me rub them."
-
-"Where's Molly?"
-
-"I sent her away to keep you quiet. Do you want her?"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"Isn't Denis comin' yet?"
-
-"Very soon now, dear. Does rubbing make them a little better?"
-
-"Yes, thank you, but I--I'm so hot, Nell! I feel as if it's never
-rained for years and years! Please may I have my Pearl?"
-
-Nell fetched him. He squeaked angrily and protestingly.
-
-"I don't want him, thank you. S'pose I gave him my cold? Will you put
-him back in his cage, please?"
-
-Nell took him away, came back, and tucked her in afresh.
-
-"Now try to sleep, sweetheart."
-
-"I don't b'lieve I'll ever go to sleep again. I feel most as if they've
-burnt eye-holes all round my head."
-
-
-She heard him coming. She knelt upon the bed quivering and shaking with
-sick eagerness.
-
-"Well, poor little invalid!" His big arms went round her. "Wasn't it a
-little goose to go and catch cold? And the people worrying over you!
-Pennington sent his compliments, and Lancaster his love. Has she been a
-good Atom, Nell?"
-
-"I--I'm very worryin'. I'm not very brave," she confided to his
-shoulder.
-
-"Yes, she is, but she can't go to sleep."
-
-"Denis, might I get up--just for one minute?"
-
-"On to my knee. Come along. Plenty of blankets."
-
-"I do b'lieve I'll scorch you." Eagerly she snuggled into his arms.
-
-"When I smell burning, I'll put you back into your bed. Head ache, old
-girl?"
-
-"Yes. I s'pose it couldn't grow any bigger in one could it? It _feels_
-so big and heavy."
-
-"That's because it's full of all the sleep you ought to have had."
-
-When he was going, she stopped him:--
-
-"Denis, there aren't _many_ people who--who have throwed theirselves off
-the monnyment, are there?"
-
-"Bless you, no! Only one or two poor lunatics who didn't know what they
-were doing!"
-
-"Perhaps it wouldn't hurt a lunytic quite so much?"
-
-"Not it! You see, the poor things wouldn't be feeling the same as
-ordinary people--they'd all be dulled and heavy. Don't think of them,
-there's a good old Atom!"
-
-"Denis, will you come back before you go to the bank again?"
-
-"Why, yes, asthore! I won't be long over lunch."
-
-The long, weary day dragged slowly on. Sheila Pat set all her hardy
-will to work, and succeeded in silencing her tongue. But Nell, looking
-at the restless little head tossing, turning, burrowing into the
-pillows; at the great heavy, weary eyes; wished her will were not so
-strong. She was sure it would be better for the Atom to give way and cry
-her cry out. The puzzled look that she met again and again in her eyes,
-the seeking, despairing expression, wrung her heart. She knew that the
-poor Atom could not understand; that she was at war with Providence in a
-vague, bewildered way, and that she was heartsick for her country.
-
-Nell refused to leave her; but at last, in the afternoon, Miss Kezia,
-with strong common sense, put matters before her, and Nell went for a
-little walk with Molly. Miss Kezia betook herself and her knitting to
-the Atom's room. The Atom was lying with all the bedclothes off and
-trailing on the floor. Miss Kezia put them on again in silence. Sudden
-wicked feverish battle leapt to the Atom's eyes. Directly Miss Kezia had
-sat down she kicked them off again. Miss Kezia rose and rearranged
-them. When this had taken place four times, Sheila Pat lay exhausted
-and breathing hard, but in her eyes there still lurked battle.
-
-"Please will you fetch my Pearl?" She watched triumphantly. "If you
-don't, I'll go and fetch him myself."
-
-Miss Kezia hesitated.
-
-"I will!" the Atom said firmly.
-
-"I'll bring him up in his cage." Miss Kezia rose.
-
-The triumph fell away from the flushed, restless face.
-
-"I don't want him, thank you. I'm afraid of givin' him my cold."
-
-"Very well," patiently.
-
-Sheila Pat watched her a minute.
-
-"May I have some toast water, please?"
-
-Pause.
-
-"I've dropped my handkerchief out of bed, Aunt Kezia."
-
-Pause.
-
-"Please will you readrange my pillow?"
-
-Pause.
-
-"May I have some more water, please, Aunt Kezia?"
-
-Then Sheila Pat chuckled hysterically at the idea of her being able to
-make her aunt trot about just as she wished. But the amusement palled;
-listless curiosity made her ask, "Why don't you tell me to be quiet,
-Aunt Kezia?"
-
-Miss Kezia looked at her over her knitting.
-
-"You are feverish, and consequently restless. I conclude you would be
-as quiet as you could."
-
-"No, I wasn't! I was doin' it to worry you."
-
-Miss Kezia went on with her knitting.
-
-"Are you cross, Aunt Kezia?"
-
-"No, my dear, but I should be very glad if you could sleep a little."
-
-"I'll try," said Sheila Pat, touched. She screwed her hot eyelids up
-with earnest purpose.
-
-"Aunt Kezia, did _you_ know some people want to kill theirselves?"
-
-Miss Kezia looked across at the small face peering at her, excited,
-shrinking.
-
-"Only a very few. It's not a nice subject for you to think about,
-Sheila."
-
-"They threw theirselves down off the monnyment--right down--"
-
-"Not now. There is a--"
-
-"I know. It's only poor people who are mad, isn't it?"
-
-Miss Kezia hesitated.
-
-Sheila Pat was sitting up; her eyes were terrified, wretched.
-
-"Yes, my dear; they don't know what they are doing," Miss Kezia said
-gently. "Lie down."
-
-The room began to grow dim. Miss Kezia knitted on in the dusk, hoping
-the Atom would fall asleep. Suddenly her voice, shrill, impish, rang
-out:--
-
- "'The ould dame sat in a stiff'-backed chair,
- Click-clack, click-clack, click-clack, click!
- Sure she knitted of stockin's sixteen pair
- Click-clack, click!
-
- Her face was long and her temper short
- Piff-pouff, piff-pouff, piff-pouff, piff!
- Sure she worked in bad words more than she ought
- Piff-pouff, piff!'"
-
-
-A chuckle.
-
-"Are you cross, Aunt Kezia?"
-
-"No."
-
-"_Why_ aren't you? Don't you think I asserve a cold?"
-
-"You were naughty and foolish, and you are paying for it, but--" after a
-glance at the figure sitting up in the dusk, "I am sorry for you."
-
-"I don't _want_ you to be sorry for me!"
-
-Sheila Pat flung herself back.
-
- "'Her mouth was wide and her tongue was sharp'--
-
-Oh, go away! Go away! _Quick_--"
-
-Miss Kezia, to her own amazement, found herself obeying the strenuous
-voice, the note of real agony. As she hesitated outside the door she
-heard a sudden storm of sobs--a breathless, wild weeping, a smothered
-wail of woe. And she walked softly away, her face flushed, as if she had
-been guilty of some meanness. She stood inside her room awhile, then
-went back. She paused outside the door; all was silent. She turned the
-handle clumsily and went in. Sheila Pat lay in her bed, quiet and
-still; but Miss Kezia knew she was not asleep.
-
-"I've fetched my red wool for the border," she said, and she told the
-falsehood--a thing abhorred of her rigid conscientiousness--with a
-ringing cheerfulness.
-
-Nell came in presently with a bowl of bread and milk. The Atom sat up
-listlessly.
-
-"Aunt Kezia has been very patient," she said gravely. "Nell, _please_
-need I have any?" She leant her head against Nell's arm, and her
-fingers squeezed it lovingly.
-
-"Just a little, sweet. Has she slept at all, Aunt Kezia?
-
-"No. Perhaps she will after her bread and milk."
-
-But she didn't. And as the evening wore on her temperature rose; her
-little burning face grew more desperate. She began to talk, feverishly,
-excitedly. Dr. Everton called again. He gave a few directions, and
-urged them to keep her mind as quiet as possible.
-
-"Her temperature is very high. She hardly knows what she is saying. I
-believe she has something on her mind. I will call early to-morrow
-morning. No talk, please; she _must_ be kept quiet."
-
-
-"Nell, people never want to kill theirselves in Ireland, do they?
-There's not a bad old monnyment there. It had three hundred million
-steps. The man said so. It was _very_ high, you see, and I was glad,
-because I thought I'd be able to see over all the roofs, and I thought
-I'd see the sea and a blue mist and Ireland shinin' out--all green--oh,
-I want to go home, Nell! I want to go home!" She broke out into
-pitiful crying, too bad now to fight any longer.
-
-"You shall soon--you shall soon--" Nell's arms were round her; her
-voice choked.
-
-"I want to go now! S'pose I'm dead before mother and dad come
-back?--All green--and cool--I'm all scorchin', but I wouldn't be
-there--Oh, I want to go home! I want just to _look_ at it!--I'll come
-back quite quick--I b'lieve I'll _die_ if I don't go!--Molly O'Rourke
-died, because she went to America. I'll die, too--I'm all _sick_
-inside--" She shook all over with sobs; her voice rose to a wail of
-utter woe. "I _must_ see it--all green--and the colt--oh, he can
-go--he'll be a fine horse, miss, entirely--look at the legs of him
-already!--Where's the sugar, then, you bad boy? _He_ knows!--All dirt
-and smoke and houses--and houses--and a great big monnyment where people
-kill theirselves. Nell, where are you? _Nell_--I b'lieve you're
-throwin' yourself off the monnyment--"
-
-She quieted down a little; her body shook with deep, silent sobs. She
-began whispering to herself.
-
-"If I could just see you--just for one minute--just walk 'long on the
-grass--by the stream--and up the Kilsparran hill--and go and see
-Biddy--with the turf smokin' in my eyes--and smell it--" Then she broke
-out crying again.
-
-"I want to go home! I want to go home!"
-
-Nell tried to soothe her. She was trembling herself; but the Atom's
-little body was torn and shaken with her awful weeping. She clung to
-Nell, crying out pitifully that she must go home--she must go home.
-
-"I can't bear it any longer--I'm stiflin'--_please_--just to let me
-_feel_ it--I'll come back--so good--oh, _please_--I must go home! Oh, I
-want to go home! Where's Denis? I want Denis--"
-
-"I'll go and fetch him, dear. Will you wait?"
-
-She went out on to the landing. He was walking up and down: he turned
-quickly.
-
-She shut the door quietly, and went to meet him. Her face was quite
-white; when she spoke, her voice shook.
-
-"She wants you. She--she's crying for home--" Her lips quivered so
-that she could not go on. "I can't quiet her. She's--oh, I can't stand
-it, Denis!" She broke into sudden passionate tears.
-
-"Don't cry, old girl. I'll see if I can quiet her."
-
-He went into the room. Sheila Pat was crouched up on her bed, moaning:
-"I want to go home! I want to go home!"
-
-She lifted her head, and her heavy eyes leapt to his with a wild gleam
-of hope. She stretched out her arms; she was shaking all over.
-
-"Denis--oh, Denis--I want to go home!"
-
-He put his arms round her.
-
-"Try to be good, Atom--try to be quiet, and go to sleep." His face
-worked; he bit his lip. "You'll go--some day," he said huskily.
-
-"Let me go now---I'll be so good--I won't stay a minute--if I can see
-it--just _feel_ it--and smell it--oh, Denis--Denis--I want to go home!"
-
-"You shall go, Atom."
-
-There was a sudden breathless lull. She gave a little shiver.
-
-"I--I didn't quite hear--" she whispered hoarsely.
-
-He glanced, his blue eyes desperate, across at Nell, then down at the
-wild, incredulous little face upturned to his. His eyes cleared, grew
-deeply tender.
-
-"I said that you shall go." His voice was clear, firm. "Directly your
-cold has gone I will take you across for a few days if you still want to
-go."
-
-She dropped suddenly forward against his chest.
-
-"Please hold me." Her faint little whisper told of sudden ineffable
-peace.
-
-They wrapped her in blankets, and he took her into his arms and walked
-up and down the room with her. She pulled her arm out of the coverings
-and stroked his cheek with a gesture almost of adoration.
-
-"I don't think," a sudden passionate whisper came from her, "God _can_
-be quite so nice as you!"
-
-Up and down he went.
-
-"Try to go to sleep, Atom."
-
-"Yes, Denis."
-
-Presently she started trembling.
-
-"Denis?"
-
-"Yes, acushla."
-
-"Have--have I been asleep?"
-
-"No."
-
-"--I didn't _dream_ that you--you said--"
-
-"I said that when your cold is better, I will take you home for a few
-days."
-
-She gave a little wriggle and a snuggle of utter joy.
-
-"I was 'fraid I'd dreamt it."
-
-
-"Denis, _would_ you mind keep sayin' it every now and then?"
-
-Nell sat by the fire and watched him tramp the room. Once Molly peeped
-round the door, but was frowned away. Once he tried to lay her down, but
-she objected with drowsy terror.
-
-"_Hold_, me, Denis! Say it again!"
-
-Presently.
-
-"Denis, if we took all the poor mad people to Ireland, wouldn't they get
-better, and not want to kill theirselves any more?--Please just say it
-again."
-
-
-"Where's Nell? I want to say good night to her."
-
-Nell came and kissed her softly.
-
-"Poor Nell--may she come, too, Denis?--All green--and cool--I--I can
-most smell it already--I like lying my cheek on the
-grass--like--this--it's so--cool--it smells--all--wet--Please--say
-it--again."
-
-Up and down the room he went, while she slept in his arms. Nell signed
-to him to put her down, but he glanced down at the small white face in
-the blankets, and shook his head.
-
-But at last he put her into her bed, and covered her up. For a minute
-they stood waiting, but Sheila Pat lay still, her breathing soft and
-regular.
-
-Denis turned to Nell; he put his hand on her shoulder, marched her out
-of the room, and into the Stronghold.
-
-Molly was there, frightened and sleepy.
-
-"She's all right now. Fast asleep. Go to bed, old girl."
-
-"It's been such a horrid day--is she really better?"
-
-"Yes. I hope she'll be all right to-morrow. Scoot."
-
-Molly went yawning out of the room.
-
-They stood a minute, looking into the fire. Then Nell said:--
-
-"Denis, don't you think--it will make it worse--for her--after?"
-
-He answered without any hesitation:--
-
-"There wasn't any worse then."
-
-She dropped tiredly into a chair.
-
-"No," she said.
-
-He seized the poker, and began hammering at a lump of coal.
-
-"I suppose the money--" she worried.
-
-"Can't be helped! Nell, I _couldn't_ do anything else! I--I couldn't
-stand it!"
-
-They were silent a little while. Presently he said:--
-
-"I don't believe she'll go. If I know the Atom when she's calm and all
-right, she'll stick to her guns. If she doesn't--if she still wants to
-go--I take her. The coming back--having it all over again--will be
-awful for her, but there was nothing else to do."
-
-"No," she agreed.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXX*
-
-
-"Good morning, Atom."
-
-Nell bent caressingly over the bed, and laid her hand lightly on a cool
-little brow.
-
-"Good mornin', Nell."
-
-"You're better, asthore, you're better." There was a gay lilt to her
-voice that told her relief, her joy, more plainly than her words.
-
-"Yes," the Atom said. "Will I get up now, Nell?"
-
-"Oh, no, dear, you must wait till Dr. Everton has been. Do you ache
-anywhere now?"
-
-"Only a little."
-
-Nell looked down into the sombre eyes, then turned away.
-
-Sheila Pat lay stiff and still, her small face frowning a little,
-solemn, mournful.
-
-When Denis came cheerily in, she looked at him quickly, nervously, and
-her face flushed a little.
-
-"Well, invalidish Atom, you'll soon be up and worrying me again, won't
-you?"
-
-"Good mornin', Denis."
-
-"Pardon. Good morning. Aren't you going to give me a kiss?"
-
-She turned her face to his languidly. He looked at Nell and raised his
-eyebrows. Then he sat down on the bed and talked.
-
-Sheila Pat lay very quiet and answered monosyllabically.
-
-"You're very unkind to me, Atom, you know."
-
-She gave him another odd little glance, and her face grew scarlet.
-
-"I--I'm thinkin'," she stammered. "--I'm not unkind--"
-
-"Of course you're not! I was joking. I must be off now. Good-bye."
-
-"Good-bye."
-
-When he had gone, she lifted her head.
-
-"Nell, when is Dr. Everton comin'?"
-
-"Any moment."
-
-"Nell--"
-
-"Yes, dear?"
-
-"I--I wish to speak to him--alone, please."
-
-For a moment Nell looked startled.
-
-"There isn't anything--you don't mean there's some pain you haven't told
-us of?"
-
-"No. I'm quite well now."
-
-"Very well. You shall, dear."
-
-"Thank you."
-
-Molly tiptoed into the room, knocked a photograph off the mantle shelf,
-bade the Atom a loudly whispered good morning, stood on one leg, then on
-the other, and tiptoed out again.
-
-"Nell, isn't Dr. Everton here yet?"
-
-"He will be presently, Atom."
-
-"Will he come straight up to me?"
-
-"Oh, yes."
-
-"Are you _sure_? Perhaps he's talkin' to Aunt Kezia now?"
-
-"I'll go and see," soothingly.
-
-In a few minutes he came. Miss Kezia came upstairs with him, but at
-Nell's request she followed her presently from the room, and left the
-doctor and the Atom alone.
-
-"Dr. Everton!"
-
-"Yes, my dear?"
-
-Pause.
-
-He looked down at her surprised. Sheila Pat was breathing hard; her
-eyes were wildly eager.
-
-"Something is troubling you," he said gently. "Tell me what it is!"
-
-But she shrank back nervously into the bed.
-
-"You see--I--"
-
-"Well?" He felt the fluttering pulse again. "Tell me, little one."
-
-"Was I--" Pause; then, with a burst, "Was I 'lirious last night?"
-
-"Now, now, you mustn't get nervous--"
-
-Her face stopped him. He rubbed his chin and studied her perplexedly.
-He was trying to discover what it was that she wanted.
-
-"Was I?" She sat up, clung to the bed knob with one hand. "I--I
-_thought_ I was!"
-
-The expressive voice held a note of despairing doubt in the last words
-that helped him.
-
-"Well, you were very feverish and," he was feeling his way, "you
-certainly didn't quite know what you were saying--um! Yes, you _were_
-delirious!" he finished with sudden heartiness. There was no doubting
-now what it was she wanted. At his words she sank down on to the pillow
-with a sort of little croon of relief.
-
-"When a person's 'lirious she might say--say _very_ foolish things--she
-might--_ask_ for things--she'd be 'shamed to if she _knew_--"
-
-He was sure of his way now. He pulled his chair closer, and his clever
-face softened.
-
-"I should think so, indeed. Why, now, there was a young lady I was
-attending,--she was quite grown-up, too,--and when she is well she's a
-very sensible sort of girl, but she was delirious, and what do you think
-she kept crying out for? Why, an elephant--a real, live elephant!"
-
-Sheila Pat laughed.
-
-He took her hand into his.
-
-"Oh, yes, people say and do very queer things when they are delirious.
-I had a big boy once who wanted a doll, and another who wanted to start
-for Australia." He paused as he felt the hand in his give a little
-jerk.
-
-"Do persons--often want to--to go somewhere when they're 'lirious?"
-
-"Very often. It's one of the commonest wants, little one."
-
-Sheila Pat was smiling; she lay looking up at him, her face pale, tired,
-but very peaceful.
-
-"You're going to be a good little girl, and keep very quiet, and take
-all your medicine--"
-
-"I--I'm just goin' to be as good as--as snow-drops."
-
-"Why snowdrops?"
-
-She drew her brows together in thought. "I don't know: snowdrops are
-just good through and through."
-
-He smiled.
-
-"I do think you're such a nice doctor," Sheila Pat said earnestly.
-
-When Nell crept in a few minutes later, she was fast asleep. When she
-woke, she took her medicine without a murmur.
-
-"Is Denis home, Nell?"
-
-"I think he's just come in. Yes, here he is."
-
-He entered with a beautiful bunch of parma violets.
-
-"With Lancaster's compliments. Aren't you proud, Atom?"
-
-"They are very beautiful," but her eye was absent.
-
-Nell took them and buried her nose in them.
-
-"Denis, Dr. Everton says I was 'lirious last night."
-
-"Poor old Atom."
-
-"And--and he says when a person's 'lirious, they want elephants and
-Australia and--and to go to places--"
-
-There was a pause.
-
-The Atom turned her face a little away on the pillow.
-
-"I remember--some--I--I didn't know what I was sayin', Denis--I--I
-wouldn't--have--said--it if--"
-
-"Of course you wouldn't. We know that. But what I said holds good,
-Atom. If you want me to take you home for a few days, I will!"
-
-There was silence in the room. Sheila Pat had turned her face to the
-pillow and buried it deep. Nell stood, the violets pressed against her
-cheek, waiting.
-
-"No--thank you." It came with a little catch between the two first
-words, but firm, decided.
-
-Denis bent his head suddenly, and whispered in her ear. She turned,
-stretched up her arms, and held him tight. Tears were running quietly
-down her face and dropping on to her nightgown, but Nell caught an
-ecstatically proud note in the whispered query, "Do
-you--really-_truly_--think I'm all that?"
-
-When he had gone, she turned to Nell.
-
-"Am I very heavy, Nell?"
-
-Nell felt suddenly what a bit of a baby Sheila Pat was: she stroked her
-cheek gently.
-
-"You weigh about as much as a good-sized robin. Why?"
-
-"I do feel," wistfully, "I'd like to sit on your lap a little while!"
-
-"Oh, petsums, come along."
-
-She fell asleep almost directly.
-
-That evening, wrapped in blankets, sitting in a large arm-chair, the
-Atom received three visitors.
-
-Stewart came first. He was very subdued, shy of this white-faced Atom
-in the blankets.
-
-He sat down and stared at her.
-
-"You're to intertain me," she told him peremptorily.
-
-Stewart, just about to speak, at this awful mandate flushed and
-collapsed.
-
-Sheila Pat watched him relentlessly.
-
-"Sure you English _are_ queer! Mum! Mum! Mum!"
-
-"Do you feel better?" he burst out.
-
-"You know I do, else I wouldn't be receivin' visitors."
-
-Silence.
-
-"You're not intertainin' me," warned the Atom.
-
-"I don't know how! I've never done it!"
-
-"I think you're a very silly little boy, and you're not intertainin' me
-at all! You'd better go, I think."
-
-He got as far as the door.
-
-"Tommy, come back!"
-
-He stood and faced her, his thin little body stretched to its utmost
-limit.
-
-"I'm not a _little_ boy!"
-
-"Tommy, how's Peter?"
-
-He came back eagerly.
-
-"I say, what d'you think he swallowed yesterday?"
-
-Ted Lancaster came next.
-
-"Mayn't I pull your pig-tail?" he asked gently.
-
-"'Tisn't any manners you English have got at all!" Sheila Pat retorted.
-
-"Ah, that's all right. 'Pon my word, when I came in you looked so good,
-I was afraid I'd never be allowed to be rude to you again. May I hide
-that medicine bottle? I do hate medicine bottles. They carry me back
-to a sick room of my own."
-
-She asked interestedly, "Were you 'lirious?"
-
-"Rather!"
-
-She sat forward, her face alight with eagerness
-
-"Did you want a elephant and to go to Australia?"
-
-"I don't know about the elephant. But I know I wanted to go to
-Australia, or anywhere else, so long as medicine bottles and beef-tea
-and thermometers didn't grow there."
-
-She hesitated, her eyes never leaving his face.
-
-"But--but did you--did you say things--"
-
-He smiled.
-
-"Yes, I said things, Sheila Pat!"
-
-"Awful things? Things you'd never, _never_ say when you were well?"
-
-"I hope I shouldn't!"
-
-A tired little frown creased her forehead.
-
-"Did you--did you _ask_ for things?"
-
-"Oh, yes, heaps of 'em! I nearly wept because they wouldn't give me my
-organ into bed with me. And foot-balls--I was always begging for
-foot-balls. And one night I insisted on its being imperative that I
-should start off for Paris--"
-
-Eagerly she interrupted, "Did you worry and _worry_?"
-
-"They had to hold me down."
-
-She lay back in the pillows; she gave a little excited laugh.
-
-"Aren't persons _queer_ when they're 'lirious?"
-
-"Sheila Pat, catch hold!"
-
-He tilted a brown-paper parcel into her lap.
-
-"It's a book about horses, and there're plenty of photographs in it, so
-will you forgive its not being Irish? And remember that I hate being
-thanked, Sheila Pat. If you thank me for it, I'll kiss you. So now you
-know."
-
-She was turning the pages with trembling fingers. He watched the
-expressive face as she bent over the beautiful photographs.
-
-"Nell," Denis poked his head round the door, "may that conceited Atom
-receive another visitor? Mr. Yovil wants to see her."
-
-"Yes, with great pleasure!" shrilled out Sheila Pat, excitedly.
-
-She turned to Ted; she lifted up her face.
-
-"I love it! I _love_ it!"
-
-"You're thanking me!"
-
-He bent and kissed her.
-
-"I'm jealous," Mark Yovil said sadly, as he entered the room. "He isn't
-half so nice as I am, Sheila Pat! You ask my mother. She's down in
-Devonshire, but we could send her a wire. And you've never been his
-Social Prompter, have you? Please send him away, Sheila Pat!"
-
-"I will, anyway," Nell laughed.
-
-Mark Yovil only stayed a few minutes. He looked at the Atom's excited
-face, her bright eyes, and talked quietly to Nell. Then he went.
-
-For a quarter of an hour Sheila Pat studied her precious book.
-
-Then Sarah appeared with a petition from Herr Schmidt for just a "beep
-at the little Miss Sheila."
-
-He came in, laboriously tiptoeing, beaming.
-
-"Ze poor little invalid! You are better, hein?"
-
-Sheila Pat was very tired.
-
-"I'm quite well, thank you," she responded, her manner exceedingly
-grown-up.
-
-"There's only one thing about her that troubles us, Herr Schmidt,"
-laughed Nell. "She's so good! She takes her medicine without a
-grimace! She's so meek and good I'm quite uneasy."
-
-Sheila Pat fidgeted restlessly. She explained earnestly. "I'm not
-_really_ good! I'm doin' it for--for a reason of my own."
-
-Herr Schmidt seemed to think that exquisitely funny. He chuckled like a
-great fat baby.
-
-"Ze funny little child!" he chuckled, "ze very funny little child."
-
-He took off his spectacles, rubbed them with a gigantic handkerchief,
-and said, "Ach, I forget!" He fumbled in his coat-tail pocket; he
-dragged forth a limp and very much sat upon brown-paper parcel. He eyed
-it proudly.
-
-"Ach, zat is why I zink her so nice for a bed! See, I sit on her, but
-it does not matter!"
-
-"Great Scott!" ejaculated Denis in Nell's ear.
-
-Herr Schmidt handed the parcel to Sheila Pat. He stood watching,
-beaming at her over his spectacles. Sheila Pat pulled off the paper;
-she gave a little gasp. There was a tense silence.
-
-The present was a baby doll--a rag baby doll.
-
-Nell quavered desperately, "What a fine colour it has!" And she averted
-her eyes hastily from the horrible, crimson-dabbed cheeks.
-
-"You like her, little one?" Herr Schmidt's tone was anxious.
-
-"Thank you," said Sheila Pat, in a subdued little voice. She stared
-fixedly into the fire, her head averted from the Thing in her lap.
-
-"Ach, I zink berhaps she does not like it?" Herr Schmidt whispered
-loudly to Nell. "And I zink it so sweet!"
-
-"She is tired. She has had too many visitors. It was so awfully kind
-of you to bring it for her, Herr Schmidt. I want her to go to sleep
-now."
-
-Sweetly Nell sped his departure. When he had gone, Sheila Pat, still
-with averted head, dropped her knee till the doll slid to the floor.
-She looked up at Nell, outraged dignity in every feature.
-
-"Please take the--carrion thing--away!"
-
-And to Kate Kearney she presently whispered:--
-
-"Oh, K.K., he's never forgotten! He thinks I'm a baby! And it's all
-that petticoat! I knew it!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXI*
-
-
-These came a morning when Miss Kezia breakfasted in angry state, alone.
-At eight o'clock she sat down, as usual, to the table. With down-drawn
-lip she filled the five cups with coffee, then started on her porridge.
-Every now and then her eye glanced at the four bowls of porridge with
-their rapidly lessening issue of steam. From overhead there came, at
-intervals, the banging of a door, the rush of footsteps from one room to
-another, a burst of laughter now and then. Miss Kezia went on with her
-breakfast. Once Sarah knocked timidly, and, with a scared face, dared
-the whispered suggestion that she should take the porridge "to keep it
-hot." Her courage failed before ever Miss Kezia's grim lips had begun
-to frame an answer, and she fled back to the refuge of the kitchen.
-
-From above came Denis's voice, jubilant, a musical shout of joy.
-
- "'Miss Judy O'Connor, she lived forninst me
- And tinder words to her I wrote--'
-
-"I say, Nell, did I leave my towels in your room?"
-
-Down came Miss Kezia's upper lip.
-
-From above:--
-
-"A stud is an animate article, possessing the human attributes of legs
-and devilment--got him, by Jove! Now thin ye young devil, is it hidin'
-from me, indeed! I'll be teachin' ye a lesson--"
-
-"Denis, _have_ you seen my hair-ribbon?"
-
-"Oh," this was Nell's voice, "I wish I had a tail like a kitten, to run
-round and round after!"
-
-Miss Kezia's expression grew painfully long-suffering.
-
-"If you were havin' a tail in this London, there wouldn't be room to run
-round after it!" Scorn vibrated in this voice.
-
-A pause.
-
-Thud--thud--patter-- Then, with a startling suddenness, a wild Irish
-whoop.
-
-Miss Kezia jumped badly, and the angry, shamed colour flooded her
-cheeks. She rose--a quick succession of whoops sounded nearer and
-nearer--she went out into the hall. Denis was coming downstairs, two at
-a time, and performing an Irish jig at the same moment. The others were
-behind him.
-
-"May I request that you cease making those horrible noises? I do not
-want the police here, thinking murder is being committed."
-
-Unfortunately this struck their perverse minds as being intensely funny.
-
-Miss Kezia went back to the dining room, and they followed her to cold
-coffee and congealed porridge. But coffee as cold as the ice round the
-North pole, and porridge as congealed as lead, were powerless, as Miss
-Kezia's disapproval was powerless, to quench the hilarity in the
-atmosphere that morning.
-
-"May I inquire why you have chosen to be three-quarters of an hour late
-this morning?"
-
-Heads were lifted from bowls of congealed porridge; laughter rippled
-round the table.
-
-"'Twasn't we chose--it was the letters," Nell said, and her voice was
-almost a song, so gay was the lilt of it.
-
-Denis said blandly, "Put the blame on the postman, and the cap will fit
-him like a glove."
-
-Nell volunteered sweetly:--
-
-"They're letters from Melbourne, Aunt Kezia! Mother is quite well and
-strong--quite brown and well and strong!"
-
-"I am glad to hear it, but surely you could have read them after
-breakfast."
-
-The gaiety was quenched momentarily by the sheer force of the surprise
-that invaded them. Silence reigned, while their thoughts worked rapidly
-over the waiting of the last months--the impatient suspense of the last
-days, as the time drew near the date on which they had calculated they
-could get their first Australian mail. Nell eyed Miss Kezia with a hint
-of soberness in her face.
-
-Tucking Denis into his coat a little later, she said, "I pity her."
-
-"Who? Our austere relative?"
-
-She nodded; then tapped her brow and her left side suggestively.
-
-"There must be something wanting somewhere."
-
-"A good deal," laughed he, amused.
-
-On the door-step he paused, turned, and made a comical grimace.
-
-"Figures on a day like this! Don't start pitying me, too, or I'll never
-go!"
-
-He was out of the gate.
-
-At lunch time he observed to Nell:--
-
-"Suppose I get the sack?"
-
-"I could almost wish it, twin."
-
-He laughed.
-
-"Never did man be burdened with such a degenerate twin! Well, old
-Tellbridge wants to speak to me this afternoon! In the manager's room,
-Nell!"
-
-"A rise!" she ejaculated.
-
-"Or a fall! I was showing the chaps how to play handball. We'd cleared
-the room a bit. Tellbridge came in. Lord, he did swell! I thought it
-was a good thing we'd cleared the room. He asked a few questions--with
-bland edges to them--and he wants to see me at half-past two in his
-room."
-
-"Oh, Denis, suppose--"
-
-"A wrinkled brow to-day, Nell!" he laughed. "I refuse to suppose," he
-observed gaily. "Even in my very innermost recesses, I don't suppose.
-I'm horribly hungry. Let's see, there's no mutton from yesterday to be
-eaten up, is there?"
-
-She flung her arms wide.
-
-"My innermost recesses are not supposing now!"
-
-When he came back that afternoon he brought Ted Lancaster, and both were
-laden with parcels.
-
-"Celebration parcels, Nell!"
-
-Ted said, "I say," and wrung her hand hard.
-
-"Denis! Well?"
-
-"What? Oh, my interview with old Pom-Pom. My dear, I made a plain
-statement of the facts of the case, and he actually smiled! Here endeth
-the--er--_third_ interview!"
-
-Molly came in and poked about amongst the parcels.
-
-"I do wish Aunt Kezia were going out to-night."
-
-Denis pretended to feel faint.
-
-"_You_, Molly? You, the patent softener of a relative's hard heart?"
-
-Molly blushed and glanced abashed at Ted's amused face.
-
-"Well, for her own sake, anyway," she protested, and dropped her eyes
-with a giggle over her hypocrisy.
-
-"Ted," Nell said, "here's a penny."
-
-"Thanks awfully."
-
-He took it and dropped it into his pocket.
-
-"It may come in useful some day. One never knows."
-
-"Well?" she said.
-
-"Well what?"
-
-"You don't think I'd give you a penny for nothing! It's for your
-thoughts."
-
-He gave her a quick little glance.
-
-"Oh, my thoughts! And I hoped it was pure disinterested benevolence!"
-
-"Tell me your thoughts! I'm sure you were thinking of something nice
-for us--"
-
-He interrupted flurriedly.
-
-"Something nice? I--I-- What made you think that? I wasn't! I
-really--"
-
-"You looked sort of kind," she said, laughing.
-
-"Well, I wasn't!"
-
-"Give me back my penny!" He handed it back with an absent-minded air.
-
-Protests were sent and brought up to the Stronghold that evening. An
-abashed and blushing Sarah brought them, and an austere and angry Miss
-Kezia sent them.
-
-Sheila Pat marched downstairs, and knocked at Herr Schmidt's door.
-
-"Kom in!"
-
-Sheila Pat went in. Her eyes were very bright, her pig-tail was very
-crooked.
-
-"Herr Schmidt," she said, "please will you walk out with Aunt Kezia?"
-
-Herr Schmidt's big face grew redder than its usual red wont. It chanced
-that he understood the meaning of "walking out."
-
-"Ach!" he ejaculated.
-
-Sheila Pat eyed him severely.
-
-"Sarah says if you're walking out with a young man you must always go
-when he asks you to," she explained. Her voice rose, "Oh, Herr Schmidt,
-you could _always_ ask Aunt Kezia when we want to get rid of her, and,"
-impishly she glowed, "she could never say no!"
-
-"I'm sorry--" he began.
-
-She urged strenuously. "She's very worthy! She gives all her old
-clothes to charity. And Sarah says she's very just, and she'd make your
-wages go a very long way. Sarah says that's a great thing."
-
-He began to chuckle, but checked it in his distress at having to
-disappoint her. She came down at last to a humble, "Well, will you
-please just take her for a walk _now_?"
-
-She returned, chastened and severe, to the Stronghold. A visit a few
-minutes later, from Miss Kezia herself, lent an added intensity to the
-small figure that flung itself desperately at Mr. Mark Yovil, who called
-to leave some book for Denis.
-
-"Take her away! Walk out with her! She's a wet counterpane on us!"
-
-Mark Yovil, known for his obstinacy, his firm will, was weak where this
-Atom was concerned.
-
-"I'm going to a lecture," he declared hesitatingly.
-
-"Take her!"
-
-"But, my dear, it's nothing that would interest her. She would not
-come--"
-
-"Oh, _please_! 'Magine us--up there--all quiet and still like dead
-mice! And our letter-day! It--it's really very sad!"
-
-He looked down into her upturned face, into the wild entreaty of her
-great eyes.
-
-Miss Kezia came into the hall and greeted him, surprised.
-
-He turned to her, and asked her if she would be so very kind--his sister
-had lost her cook quite suddenly--not very experienced--advice--
-
-Miss Kezia presently had gone upstairs to don her bonnet, her one
-weakness, love of giving advice, enveloping her in a cloud of
-complacency.
-
-"Now, small Sheila Pat, am I not a true friend? But, mark this, I have
-told no falsehoods." He took her on his knee. "My sister has lost her
-cook. She is inexperienced. She does want advice," he twinkled there;
-"I don't know that it's the advice of your estimable aunt that she
-particularly requires, but we'll hope so. Your aunt once whacked my
-sister's baby on the back when it had swallowed a spoon or fork or knife
-or something of the kind. Perhaps it was the soup-tureen. Well, now, I
-shall have to leave your aunt in one room while I explain to my sister.
-You'll have to love me for ever for this, Sheila Pat."
-
-A little later, and noise echoed with joyful abandon through the house.
-
-When Ted bade them good night, he said hesitatingly:--
-
-"I say, Nell--er--"
-
-"Say on!" she encouraged him.
-
-"You don't think--I mean--well, you won't get thinking--er--will you?"
-
-"Oh, Ted, why? Have you noticed any grey hairs yet?" She put up her
-hands to her hair.
-
-He smiled.
-
-"I mean--you know--"
-
-"By Jove, if she does know, they didn't divide the supply of brains
-between us equally," Denis observed.
-
-"I only mean that I don't want you to--to get thinking that--you know
-you said before that I looked as if I were thinking of something nice
-for you--well, you won't think I was, will you?"
-
-"Oh, indeed, I will now! Denis, can't you see there's a secret
-somewhere? Oh, how lovely! Ted, I do love secrets. Is it something
-_very_ nice?"
-
-He looked into her teasing face with an expression of almost ludicrous
-dismay.
-
-"I--wish you wouldn't!" he muttered so gravely that she stopped
-laughing.
-
-"Well, I won't!" she said. "I'm quite sure there's nothing nice going
-to happen anywhere or any time, and it'll be all the more a surprise,
-won't it? Oh, Ted, I didn't mean it," she added remorsefully. "It was
-all fun, all smoke--"
-
-"'There's no smoke without a fire,'" Denis told the ceiling.
-
-"Mine was pipe smoke," she rejoined.
-
-Ted still looked worried. His good nights were absent. When he had
-gone, Nell observed thoughtfully:--
-
-"I wonder what it is! Oh, I hope we won't have to wait long!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXII*
-
-
-Down the stairs flew Nell, out into the street, up to a banana barrow, a
-boy, and a puppy.
-
-"Could you lend him to me for a while?"
-
-The boy eyed her suspiciously. There was not much ground for suspicion,
-since it was hardly likely she could be contemplating theft; the puppy,
-though fascinating, was obviously incapable of proclaiming what breed he
-was intended by nature to represent. Moreover Nell, in a long pinafore
-and hatless, could scarcely run away with him. It was merely from force
-of habit that the boy eyed her suspiciously. The puppy was more
-discerning. He welcomed her as a long and ardently looked for friend;
-he turned ecstatic somersaults over her feet; then stood up, and tore at
-her pinafore with wild, soft little paws. She picked him up.
-
-"May I have him? I want to paint him."
-
-The owner of the bananas, for whom the boy and the puppy were waiting,
-reappeared. He was quite a gallant gentleman, and assured Nell he would
-be pleased to let her have the puppy for "a _h_our, miss," he said with
-a good deal of effect. "And in a _h_our I shall be back this way, and
-will fetch 'im if convenient."
-
-Nell smuggled the puppy into the house and up to the Stronghold beneath
-her pinafore.
-
-He started the _h_our by persisting in looking upon Kate Kearney as a
-butt, provided by Providence, for his especial benefit. He thought her
-a tremendously funny joke and the more K.K. aired her dignity, the
-funnier he thought her. He rolled over in uncontrollable mirth, kicking
-up impertinent little legs right beneath her nose; he turned somersaults
-over her staid body; he frisked up to her in ridiculous boxing
-attitudes; he slapped her face, and he jeeringly incited her over and
-over again to "come on."
-
-But K.K. refused to "come on." She was furiously jealous of the
-unaristocratic little mongrel who had suddenly invaded her precincts.
-She took refuge in a hurt dignity; she turned her head away at his
-approach with an unmistakable suggestion. The puppy was not hurt; he
-had, together with his dirt and his plebeian origin, a useful
-thick-skinned philosophy.
-
-K.K. retired to a corner, back to audience, and Nell tried to sketch the
-puppy. When held by Molly, he howled so pathetically that he procured
-his release, which was exactly what he meant to do. Thereupon he licked
-all available hands and waddled back to Kate Kearney. As interludes to
-his worrying of her, he tugged a great hole into the table-cloth and
-upset Nell's paint-water; he managed to get a pencil stuck into his
-mouth, and screamed with terror; he, perhaps, after all, and in spite of
-his plebeian philosophy, somewhat affected by K.K.'s suggestively
-averted nose, essayed a bath in her drinking-pan. He upset the pan, and
-his own feelings; dripping and whimpering at the shock of the water, he
-ran round the room, and chose a wet oil-painting of Nell's against which
-to dry himself. The result was bad for the painting, and for the puppy,
-too. Adorned with patches of green and blue, he waxed pathetic, sat down
-with a disconcerting suddenness, and put his head on one side.
-
-Nell exclaimed, "I can't give him back like that!" and had resort to
-turpentine.
-
-All the puppy's instincts arose and defied her. He wriggled and kicked
-and howled, and in the midst of it Sheila Pat appeared with Jim on her
-arm, and the information that Aunt Kezia had returned home. The puppy
-was released. The Atom put Jim down, and ran to him delightedly. But a
-change had come o'er the puppy. On the floor Jim O'Driscoll sat, lazily
-picking the shell from a nut. He took no notice of the puppy; his air
-of complete indifference was positively insulting. The puppy stood for
-a minute, petrified, then he pranced a little closer, and waited. Jim
-scratched his left ear and ruminated. The puppy barked. Jim scratched
-his right ear and ruminated further. The puppy made a nervous dash at
-him, and fled with his tail between his legs. Jim drew in the foot that
-the puppy had touched and went on shelling his nut. There was a pause,
-then the puppy approached within a yard of the blase little figure on
-the floor and barked. They tried to stop him, but that puppy refused to
-be stopped; he had a good deal to say, and he meant to say it. That the
-object of the rude things he was saying gave not the slightest heed to
-him merely aggravated his eloquence to a louder pitch.
-
-Molly thrust her head round the door. "Aunt Kezia is coming!"
-
-Nell seized the puppy and poked him into the bottom shelf of the
-cupboard. Sheila Pat dropped Jim's cage behind the sofa, picked Jim up,
-poked him into it, tried to fasten the door, and Miss Kezia entered the
-room. There was a dead silence while she gazed about and took in every
-detail of disorder down to a dropped match.
-
-"Ow--yow--yow--_yo--o--ow_!"
-
-A long and distressful wail arose from the cupboard.
-
-Now it happened that Kate Kearney had so far foregone her dignity as to
-approach the cupboard to dab at it with a triumphant and insulting paw.
-
-"There it is again!" Miss Kezia was wrathful, but there was also an
-anxious glint in her eye. "What is the matter with the dog? Is it
-ill?"
-
-Nell, fascinatedly watching the putting forth of a stealthy brown arm
-from beneath the sofa, in the direction of Sheila Pat's shoe buttons,
-responded with an irrepressible little laugh.
-
-"I don't see anything to laugh at, Eileen! I am afraid you are very
-foolish and frivolous for your age."
-
-"Ow--yow--yow--yo--o--o--oo--_ow_!"
-
-The final "ow" was a veritable triumph of hideous nerve shattering.
-Miss Kezia's voice rose angrily: "I believe it is going mad! Or has
-distemper! I was foolish ever to allow it in my house! I hate dogs!
-It will have to be sent away if it's ill!"
-
-The brown paw had reached and seized a shoe button. Sheila Pat was
-kicking frantically. The paw darted back.
-
-"Oh, no--he--she isn't ill, Aunt Kezia--she's quite well--she's been
-mad--I mean, had distemper, already--oh, I--I think I'm rather m-muddley
-this morning--"
-
-"I hope you're not hysterical, Eileen! You are really astonishingly
-foolish! As for the dog--"
-
-K.K. had turned; her head was now facing Miss Kezia. Nell recognised the
-fact that the next howl could not, even by Miss Kezia, be put down to
-her. For a moment she thought of hustling her aunt from the room; but
-the detection of the puppy merely meant anger, punishment, a letter to
-Australia. They could face that, and Jim's arm had disappeared. They
-could not put up with his banishment.
-
-There was a sudden and portentous silence in the cupboard.
-
-Miss Kezia had a few more remarks to make. She made them. Once she
-deviated from the main theme of noise and general untidiness, lured by a
-rustle in the cupboard, on to mice. She declared that the kitchen was
-overrun by mice, and all because they had wantonly bought and let loose
-three in her house. She was going to buy new traps, as something had
-evidently gone wrong with the springs of hers. Twice she had found the
-cheese gone and the mouse, too!
-
-Sheila Pat sat and gazed down thoughtfully at the forefinger of her
-right hand; a small smile flickered at the corners of her lips. The
-finger was rough and red. She wondered would it be possible to grease
-the lock of the kitchen door. It was not the pain she minded so much as
-the risk attached to the noise the slow turning of a stiff key makes at
-four or five o'clock in the morning. At the moment of her musing a
-determined little hand seized again on her shoe; fingers picked at a
-button. Sheila Pat kicked. Now, as a rule, Jim O'Driscoll was easily
-cowed--easily induced to retire. A frowning shake of the head had
-hitherto been sufficient to keep him still, in an attitude of petrified
-thought, for several minutes at a time. Apparently a backward kick,
-gentle because Sheila Pat could not, even for his own welfare bring
-herself to make it otherwise, had lost its power of petrification;
-anyhow Jim refused to abandon his tenacious hold upon her shoe button.
-Sheila Pat wriggled her foot out of the shoe; it disappeared
-immediately. Meanwhile Miss Kezia talked. She had never considered
-herself, or been considered by others, a talkative woman. When she left
-the Stronghold, there were worried lines about her face; she moved her
-lips in an irritated manner. It was irksome to her to be obliged to
-talk so much; it outraged Nature, and added to the irritation consequent
-on the O'Briens' misdemeanours. But she considered it her duty to talk,
-so she did it. And no one was grateful.
-
-Sheila Pat rescued her button from Jim's cheek, and Nell opened the
-cupboard. The puppy certainly looked very charming. He lay in a nest
-of oats, biscuits, ink, and torn paper; a long paint-brush stuck
-rakishly out of the corner of his mouth. It was perhaps his expression
-that was so particularly charming. He had feasted on biscuits; he had
-tasted the flavours of oats, ink, and paper. He had had a meal to his
-taste, and now he was sleepy. He looked up at Nell a little
-mischievously and palpably with a supreme content with life. He was
-sleepy, and willing to be petted. That he was adorned still with patches
-of paint to which he had added smears of ink in no way detracted from
-his adorableness.
-
-Nell said, "Oh, you bad puppy!"
-
-She picked him up and hugged him.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXIII*
-
-
-Nell, carrying Jim O'Driscoll upstairs beneath her pinafore, nearly fell
-down at the sudden loud rat-a-tat-tat-tat-tat that echoed through the
-house.
-
-Sarah came running to open the door. They peeped over the balusters;
-Ted dashed in, up the stairs, and into them.
-
-"You seem to be in a hurry," Denis suggested.
-
-"Er--no--"
-
-He stood silent.
-
-"Police after you, old man? We'll hide you. Get into Jim's cage, and
-they won't know the difference!"
-
-Nell was looking at Ted.
-
-She said quietly, "What is it, Ted?"
-
-"Oh--coming out? Nice day--"
-
-A snort came from the direction of the Atom's bedroom:
-
-"Only fog so thick that a person can't see an inch in front of her! And
-whichever way you look, you see nothing but mud and mud! But sure 'tis
-a nice day for London!"
-
-Nell's eyes had met Ted's; she understood.
-
-"Molly, go and put on your things. I'll get ready in a minute."
-
-She led the way into the Stronghold. She turned and faced him.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-But he had grown suddenly uncomfortable.
-
-"I hope you won't think--er--that I've been meddling," he said, with the
-slight drawl Nell understood so well now.
-
-"Never!" she said. "Go on."
-
-"Well, you might. O.B. told me about those Reve d'or shares--" He
-paused.
-
-Denis nodded.
-
-Nell put her hand out suddenly, and rested it heavily on the table.
-
-"What about them?" she said.
-
-Ted spoke quickly, giving the heart of what he had to say.
-
-"The governor says--'Hold on--don't sell.'"
-
-There was a little pause. Nell's face had gone quite white.
-
-"He--means?" she said.
-
-Ted glanced at her, and away again.
-
-"It may mean nothing--of course, you can't always tell--"
-
-"No, no! We know that," Denis broke in impatiently. "What made your
-father say it?"
-
-"He's out there, you know--South Africa. He's got no end of a head.
-And he's a shareholder. I asked him about them in a letter some time
-ago. He wrote last week saying he believed they weren't as bad as he'd
-thought, but he couldn't be sure yet--"
-
-"That was the night our Australian letters had come," Nell said.
-
-He nodded.
-
-"Just now I got a cablegram--saying, 'Hold on, don't sell.'"
-
-He paused.
-
-"He may be making a mistake," he said slowly. "The shares may not go
-up--don't reckon on it--" He stopped.
-
-"We--we can't help it, Ted," Nell said shakily.
-
-"No."
-
-He walked over to the window and looked out. There was a little silence.
-Then suddenly she laughed out, an excited, wild little laugh.
-
-"Oh, I _know_ it's true! I _know_ it is! We shall go home--Denis,
-don't you _feel_ it? Ted, it's all you--all you, Teddie! You'll come
-with us. You'll climb the hills with us--you'll love our home--" Her
-voice broke.
-
-Ted grew very red; he turned his back on her, and spoke, in a tone of
-elaborate unconcern, to Denis.
-
-"Thought you might come round to Bumpus's, old man, with me, about that
-book--"
-
-"Oh, hang Bumpus! Hang the book!" Denis interpolated.
-
-Nell's charming face, laughing, was poked suddenly close to Ted's.
-
-"I'm not going to cry, Teddie! D'you think I'd repay you like that?
-And I won't even try to thank you--"
-
-"Nothing to thank me for," he interposed.
-
-"Oh, no, it's nothing to hear that we're going back to Kilbrannan soon,"
-observed Denis.
-
-"Don't be such a fool, O.B.!" Ted turned on him angrily. "You're not a
-baby! I tell you, those shares may never pay another dividend!"
-
-"Oh, Teddie!"
-
-The woeful change in her face made him add weakly:--
-
-"But I've never known the Pater to make a mistake over that sort of
-thing--"
-
-"Oh, _Teddie_!"
-
-She was radiant again. She started talking; her voice was breathless,
-almost a song of joy.
-
-Ted said heavily, "It's an awful responsibility."
-
-She stopped in the middle of a laugh.
-
-"Anyway--in any case--" she said, "you--oh, how good you are, Ted!"
-
-"Good Heavens!" he ejaculated. "Why don't you put me up on a pedestal
-and worship me?"
-
-He spoke with strong irritation.
-
-"Oh, how rude you are! You English are queer! Denis can do with any
-amount of gratitude."
-
-"Well, I'm not Denis," he grumped. "Your father's not likely to sell
-out, is he?"
-
-"No, no one'd buy the shares, you know," Denis replied confidently.
-
-But Ted had inherited somewhat of his father's business faculty.
-
-"Don't be an ass, O.B.!" he ejaculated. "Some chap might scent that
-they're likely to go up, and offer to buy them of your governor."
-
-"Oh, Denis, and dad would sell them for _nothing_!" Nell cried. "Oh,
-what shall we do? He'd never suspect--he thinks they're worth nothing.
-Ted, tell us what to do!"
-
-"We must cable to him," Denis put in. "Where's my hat? I'm off!"
-
-"Oh, do wait for me. Do let me come, too!"
-
-She fled into her bedroom. She dragged out a coat. Sheila Pat was
-folding up her nightgown.
-
-"Are you goin' out?" she demanded.
-
-"Yes. Find me a hat, there's a sweet."
-
-Sheila Pat crawled under the bed, and dived into a hatbox.
-
-"Where are you goin'? I'll come, too."
-
-Nell dissembled badly.
-
-"Oh, we--we're only going just out--for a little while. Give me a hat,
-Atom."
-
-Sheila Pat handed it to her in silence; she studied Nell's superlatively
-guilty face with calm disapproval.
-
-"Why don't you own up that you're doin' somethin' secret?" she queried
-disdainfully.
-
-"Oh, don't be silly, Atom! Oh, why _won't_ my hat go on?"
-
-"I'm comin' too," Sheila Pat said, and she smiled a little triumphant
-smile.
-
-"Oh!" said Nell.
-
-Sheila Pat went to the wardrobe, and lifted down her coat. Nell kicked
-one of her boots beneath the chest of drawers.
-
-"I can see what you're doin'," said Sheila Pat, calmly.
-
-Nell began to laugh.
-
-"You can come if you're ready to start when we are, but we won't wait,"
-she said, and ran out of the room.
-
-A cold little voice pursued her.
-
-"I was only pertendin'; I never intrude where I'm not wanted."
-
-Nell hardened her heart. She burst into the Stronghold.
-
-"Do come! Oh, every moment's precious!"
-
-As they went downstairs Denis said, "Lancaster's been pointing out that
-of course we may be advising the Pater quite wrong--"
-
-"How, Denis? Oh, _how_?" She wrinkled her brows anxiously.
-
-"The shares mayn't go up, you see."
-
-"Oh, that!" she cried relieved. "Yes, I know."
-
-"But, by telling him to hold on, we should stop his selling if he got a
-chance and if they don't go up--oh, you see, don't you?"
-
-She nodded.
-
-They let themselves out into the street in silence.
-
-"I wanted you to understand," Denis said.
-
-"Yes."
-
-She looked down abstractedly at her thin house-slippers, which she had
-forgotten to change.
-
-"I want to send the cablegram," she said. "I want to take the risk."
-
-"That's all right. So do I."
-
-"It's four and tenpence a word to Melbourne," observed Ted, prosaically.
-"What shall you say?"
-
-"'Hold on to Reve d'or shares,' I think," Denis said.
-
-"'Don't sell' would be a word less," Nell suggested. "'Do not,'" Ted
-amended. "You mustn't put 'don't' in a telegram."
-
-'"Hold on to' is more emphatic," Denis opined.
-
-On the way back Nell said hesitatingly:--
-
-"Denis, do you think it'll frighten them dreadfully to get a cablegram
-from us?"
-
-"Only for a second, and it can't be helped, worse luck!"
-
-"We won't tell Molly or the Atom, will we?"
-
-"No. We'll wait. It would drive the Atom mad to wait."
-
-"Yes." She looked as if she thought it might drive her mad, too.
-
-When she and Denis were alone in the Stronghold that night, she observed
-elatedly, and with considerable confidence, "And we'll be able to manage
-so beautifully, because we've had such practice in economising lately."
-
-He nodded.
-
-"We'll live on potatoes, old girl! I must say I prefer to economise on
-praties rather than on porridge."
-
-"I've been thinking it all out. We'll have to be very careful, of
-course, but what does it matter--what does it matter? I'll sweep and
-clean and groom the horses! I'll have one dress a year--oh, Denis!
-Denis! I'm all in a wuzzle. I'm so happy that--"
-
-"Let's go out! Come along. I shall burst if I don't."
-
-"We'll find a quiet square and _run_!" she cried.
-
-It was ten o'clock. At eleven o'clock they remembered that they would
-be locked out. They returned and threw small stones at Herr Schmidt's
-window. He let them in.
-
-"Ach," he exclaimed, looking at Nell, "you make my dry heart glad!"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXIV*
-
-
-Miss Kezia entered the dining room.
-
-Molly, hastily and with a very red face, slipped the sheet of paper on
-which she had been writing beneath the blotting paper. She looked up,
-and the giggle that had started to her lips died away.
-
-"Oh! Oh, can I do anything for you, Aunt Kezia?" She jumped up and
-kicked over her chair.
-
-Miss Kezia replied stiffly that she required nothing from her. She
-looked at her thoughtfully.
-
-"I suppose it was you who put my everyday bonnet into the wrong box?"
-she queried.
-
-"I--oh, was it the wrong box? I--I'm very sorry--"
-
-"And it was you who sewed a black button on my glove, while the others
-are white, I suppose?"
-
-"I didn't think it would matter--"
-
-"And may I ask where you have hidden my keys?"
-
-"I--I haven't touched them!" Eagerly she seized on the small bit of
-relief. "I haven't seen them."
-
-"You surprise me!" Miss Kezia said, with a strong inflexion of sarcasm
-in her tone. "Hadn't you better pick up that chair?"
-
-Molly stooped and set it erect; she blinked back tears.
-
-Miss Kezia said: "You are a very peculiar girl, Molly. I should be
-obliged if you would leave my things alone. You puzzle me, but I
-understand that you mean well."
-
-Molly's downcast face lightened. Impulsively she burst out, "Oh, thank
-you, aunt--_auntie_!"
-
-"I," said Miss Kezia, "object to pet names!"
-
-She walked from the room, leaving a scarlet and abashed niece behind
-her.
-
-She went into Herr Schmidt's room to see that Sarah had dusted it
-thoroughly. She found Sheila Pat sitting at the table, with paper,
-pens, and ink of Herr Schmidt's before her.
-
-"What are you doing in here, Sheila?"
-
-"Writin' a private letter," said Sheila Pat.
-
-"Take it up into your room! You have no business in here at all."
-
-"Has," said Sheila Pat, in very judicial tones, "has Herr Schmidt ever
-told you that you're like a little sunbeam in his room, and just as
-welcome?"
-
-Miss Kezia seemed a little disconcerted.
-
-"N-no," she said.
-
-"Then you'd better go," the Atom observed. "He's said that to me."
-
-She bent over her writing.
-
-Miss Kezia came closer.
-
-"Please," said Sheila Pat, "don't read what I'm writin'. It's very
-private."
-
-"May I ask," said Miss Kezia, "if Herr Schmidt has also given you
-permission to use his writing materials and paper?"
-
-"He hasn't given me _permission_," said Sheila Pat; "he asked me to do
-him the _honour_ of placin' them at my disposal."
-
-It sounded very grand. Miss Kezia left the room.
-
-She went upstairs to the Stronghold to speak to Nell. Nell was seated at
-the table, writing. She started up guiltily as Miss Kezia entered the
-room.
-
-"You all appear to be very busy writing this morning," Miss Kezia said
-crossly.
-
-For some reason or other this seemed to amuse Nell considerably. She
-began to laugh.
-
-"Oh, are they writing, too? I wonder--" She broke off, and went on
-laughing.
-
-"Eileen, I am constantly obliged to chide you for your frivolity. You
-laugh at nothing; or, at least, I can see no cause for laughter?"
-
-There was a pronounced query at the end of her sentence. Nell strove to
-answer it.
-
-"Well, you see--you see--we're writing--private letters--at least, I am,
-and now you say--so I suppose they are, too--you see--oh, I c-c-can't
-help it, it's s-so f-f-funny!"
-
-Miss Kezia gave the message she had come to deliver; she gave it in an
-austere voice, and with a face of disgust. The she went.
-
-"Oh, I'm a w-worm!" Nell chuckled, crawling beneath the sofa to speak to
-James. "But, oh, Jimmy, I feel all mad these days! If--if it comes to
-nothing--but it won't! it won't! Oh, Jimmy!"
-
-The next morning was bright and sunny, with a gladness in the air, a
-song of spring. It was the first of April, and even in London it was a
-glorious day.
-
-"I won't even _think_ the thought, 'What it would be like at
-Kilbrannan,'" Nell declared to Denis, when she met him on her way down
-to breakfast, "because--shan't we soon be there?" She broke out
-singing:--
-
- "'There blooms a bonny flower,
- Up the heather glen;
- Tho' bright in sun, in shower
- 'Tis just as bright again.
- I never can pass by it,
- I never dar' go nigh it,
- My heart it won't be quiet,
- Up the heather glen.
- Sing O, the blooming heather!
- O, the heather glen!
- Where fairest fairies gather
- To lure in mortal men--'"
-
-
-She broke off; she turned to him on the last stair, hung on to his arm.
-
-"Denis, if only, _only_ we might tell them! My hair fairly rises with
-the weight of the secret! I know Sheila Pat is wondering what has come
-to us!"
-
-"Eileen, come in to breakfast!"
-
-They went in. On the table there lay a great pile of letters. Molly
-and the Atom came hurrying in; Denis tossed letters to them all, and
-kept a few himself.
-
-"I cannot understand why there are so many letters this morning," Miss
-Kezia observed. She looked round the table, surprised.
-
-"Why do you not open them?" she asked.
-
-"Anticipation is the soul of wit!" observed Denis, absurdly.
-
-They fingered their letters, laughing, glancing at each other.
-
-"Have you all gone mad?" Miss Kezia demanded.
-
-"That's a good suggestion," Denis opined thoughtfully. "They do look
-somewhat abbreviated in the top story. As for me, I will open my
-letters at one minute past twelve, noon."
-
-He airily tucked them away in an inner pocket.
-
-"I request an explanation of these horribly addressed letters!" Miss
-Kezia cried.
-
-The laughter broke out hilariously. Denis stretched out, picked up one
-of Sheila Pat's letters, and eyed it with pride.
-
-"I thought that rather good," he observed. "Look at the curly little
-heads, and those tricky Greek _e_'s!"
-
-"Molly!" Miss Kezia turned to her with an air of finality, "Molly, will
-_you_ vouchsafe me an explanation?"
-
-Molly, at once proud and horrified, plunged forthwith:--
-
-"Oh, yes, Aunt Kezia, you see, it's April the first, and you're a fool
-if you don't know it--"
-
-She made an unfortunate pause, flustered by a burst of laughter.
-
-Miss Kezia's cheek reddened a little.
-
-"Molly, your language--"
-
-"Oh, no! Oh, I didn't mean that! I mean that if you don't know it, you
-get caught, and if you do, you don't, and--and--you see--we wrote
-letters to each other--we didn't know the others were remembering the
-date, too, and of course if it had been our own handwriting we'd have
-known, you see. So we disguised them, and we can't open them before
-twelve or we'll be fools." She stopped, out of breath.
-
-Miss Kezia said slowly:--
-
-"Do you mean that you have wasted all those stamps, that paper, those
-envelopes, on a ridiculous childish game? That you have thrown away
-honest pennies on such tom-foolery?"
-
-She proceeded to deliver a lecture on thrift which lasted throughout
-breakfast. Just before Denis started for the bank, a telegram came for
-Nell. Sarah brought it up to the Stronghold. She looked at Nell with
-scared pity in her face.
-
-"It's for you, miss!"
-
-Nell seized it, tore it open, burst out laughing.
-
-"I'm caught! It's from Moira McCarthy! Oh, I _wish_ I could catch
-her!"
-
-She crumpled it up and threw it at Denis.
-
-Sheila Pat picked it up and studied it.
-
-"April 1," she read thoughtfully. She smoothed the paper out with a
-tender little hand, then folded it carefully, carried it to her room,
-and locked it in the box where she kept such treasures as she had
-brought to London with her. They were in the hall a little later, Denis
-had just gone, when there was another loud double knock at the door.
-Sarah came running, but Nell was before her. She opened the door; a
-telegraph boy stood on the step. She took the telegram from him. "For
-you this time, Sheila Pat!"
-
-Sheila Pat took it. She looked at it.
-
-"And 'er so little!" Sarah murmured from the background.
-
-"Molly," said the Atom, "wouldn't you like to open it?"
-
-"No, thank you!"
-
-"I know it's from that Ted!" opined Nell. "Open it, Atom. The boy's
-waiting to know if there's an answer!"
-
-From the dining room issued Miss Kezia.
-
-"A telegram? And for you, Sheila? Why do you not open it?"
-
-Sheila Pat hesitated. Longing to see if it were by any chance another
-telegram from Ireland, and determination not to let Ted Lancaster catch
-her, fought within her small bosom.
-
-"Are you afraid?" Miss Kezia said, coming forward. "I will open it for
-you."
-
-Now at the opening words of her sentence Sheila Pat's head had been
-uplifted with a disgusted jerk, but as Miss Kezia finished speaking, a
-sudden impish glow shone in her face, and gravely she held out the
-orange envelope. Miss Kezia took it. They watched breathlessly. She
-tore open the envelope, she read what was written on the form inside. A
-great and triumphant satisfaction illumined the Atom's small features as
-she watched the expression that overspread her aunt's countenance.
-
-"It is, I suppose, intended to be witty," Miss Kezia observed at last.
-"I consider it a vulgar and sinfully wasteful joke. Sheila, did you
-know what the telegram contained?"
-
-"I thought it was somethin' like that," the Atom said. "Please give it
-to me." She turned to Nell. "There can't be two April Fools over _one_
-thing, can there?"
-
-The telegram was long; it was addressed in full to Miss Sheila Patricia
-Kathleen O'Brien, and it said: "Shure and isn't it afther being the 1st
-of April then, och begorra, and isn't it meself will be having the laugh
-of ye entoirely at all at all, for when ye rade this, won't ye be afther
-being taken in ochone acushla!"
-
-"That telegram," said Miss Kezia, in awful tones, "cost four shillings
-and eightpence to send."
-
-Nell eyed her admiringly.
-
-"How quickly you can add up!" she said.
-
-A little later Molly stole guiltily away up to her room. She locked the
-door, and sitting down on her bed began to tear open envelopes.
-Presently to her through the keyhole came a whisper:--
-
-"Molly O'Brien, I hear the rending of note-paper!"
-
-Molly jumped; her face grew scarlet.
-
-"Oh, Nell! I!--I--"
-
-Through the keyhole there was a ripple of triumphant laughter. Molly
-stood, red, and stammering futile excuses, and heard the laughter die
-away down the passage.
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXV*
-
-
-"Denis," said Nell, "let's!"
-
-She turned to him; her cheeks were flushed pink, her breath came in
-quick little pants between her lips.
-
-"Right you are!"
-
-She ran towards the door, but Ted barred her way.
-
-"I'm a mere cautious Englishman," he said, with an uncomfortable little
-laugh. "I want to remind you--"
-
-She danced before him, her hands over her ears.
-
-"I know it all by heart, Teddie. 'Tis mere waste of breath to tell it
-me all over again. And if you died for want of breath through telling
-me, I shouldn't understand any more than I do now, not if you went on
-and on for ever! 'The shares,'" her laughing voice sobered, echoed his
-ponderously, "'have only gone up a little. It is true that they
-continue to go up, but they may never pay a high enough dividend to
-enable you to return to Kilbrannan.' There, don't I know it all?"
-
-Suddenly she dropped her hands, her lips quivered.
-
-"I must tell them, oh, I must! Even if--if--it comes to nothing,--oh,
-we must risk it, mustn't we, Denis? Sheila Pat--"
-
-She turned and went over to the window.
-
-Ted looked as if all the cares of the state sat upon his shoulders.
-
-Denis said:--
-
-"We've kept it from them till it's pretty well certain--"
-
-"You can't tell," put in Ted, moodily.
-
-"Well, they'll face it somehow, whatever happens. And meanwhile--why,
-man, think what it'll mean to them! Come along, Nell!"
-
-Molly and Sheila Pat were downstairs trying to play a duet on the piano.
-
-When Nell and Denis went in, Sheila Pat glanced round; her eyes widened
-suddenly, her hand fell with a little crash of notes on the keyboard.
-She sat staring at Nell; a little quiver went through her.
-
-"Yes--yes--oh, Atom!" Nell cried out.
-
-She left Molly to Denis. She went closer to Sheila Pat, and told
-her--told her breathlessly, almost incoherently, her words hurrying one
-over the other.
-
-Sheila Pat sat awhile, rigid on the stool, then suddenly she slipped to
-the floor, she ran at Nell, her arms held out: "Nell--oh, Nell!"
-
-Nell held her close, whispering to her, and Sheila Pat cried, with never
-a thought of the hurt to her dignity.
-
-That night when ready for bed she turned to Nell.
-
-"Nell," she said in very dignified tones, "please don't wait."
-
-She stood, a small figure in her white nightgown, her face very tired,
-her eyes very bright. Nell, looking at her, thought suddenly of the
-time she had been so ill. A little shiver went through her.
-
-"Why not, sweet?" she said.
-
-"I shall be a long while over my prayers, you see. It worries me to
-have you waitin'; I've got a good deal to say to God to-night."
-
-As Nell left the room, the Atom's voice pursued her:--
-
-"Nell, I do want to be very perlite to-night. Don't you think I'd
-better call him _Mister_ God?"
-
-
-
-
- *CHAPTER XXXVI*
-
-
-It was on the 9th of May that the letters came. They came in the middle
-of the morning, when Nell and Molly and Sheila Pat were wrestling with
-their studies. It was a real wrestle to fix their minds on their work,
-for they knew it was mail day, and they knew that they might get an
-answer to their cablegram that week. The Reve d'or shares had gone up
-and up. That alone was sufficient to make any study a weariness of the
-flesh. The wild hilarity in the atmosphere lately had been borne with a
-considerable amount of fortitude by Miss Kezia. There had been storms;
-there had been lectures; but Miss Kezia found herself making excuses for
-her Irish relatives. She was not given to making excuses for people,
-any more than she would have made them for herself; but she certainly
-took to reminding herself during these hilarious days of such facts
-connected with the O'Briens, as their youth, the peculiar circumstances
-attending the Reve d'or shares, and largest excuse of all, their
-nationality. Had she possessed nerves, they would have suffered
-acutely. She wished sincerely that her relatives would not make such
-undesirable acquaintances. She came upon Nell in the hall one day
-holding a diminutive baby. It was enveloped entirely in an old shawl,
-and Nell told her it was Irish! Miss Kezia had no fondness for babies,
-but being in an amiable mood, she came forward to examine this one. But
-Nell drew back with all the appearance of anxious alarm.
-
-"Do you think you'd better come near, Aunt Kezia? He's fretful--perhaps
-he has the measles or scarlet fever."
-
-Miss Kezia had been very angry, and considerably alarmed. She had
-ordered his instant return to his parents.
-
-"Who is he? Where does he come from? Where are his people?"
-
-Nell had told her that the baby's name was James O'Driscoll, that she
-did not know where his people were, but would take him to some friends
-of his.
-
-Miss Kezia had been a good deal worried. For several days she
-scrutinised her relatives' countenances, dreading to find them flushed
-or spotted. But the weeks slipped by and not a spot appeared; not one
-face was unduly flushed. Then the 9th of May dawned. It was a
-beautiful 9th of May; the hilarity of these spring days was mixed with a
-great restlessness; no one could settle down to anything. The
-letters--there were four of them--came in the middle of the morning.
-
-The first Miss Kezia knew of their arrival, was when she was swept aside
-in the hall by an advancing trio, making for the door. She asked
-questions. She received answers, breathless, wild, glad answers that
-left her with a dazed understanding that something very wonderful had
-happened, that they had received letters of marvellous import. Then
-they swept out of the door. They left Miss Kezia calling out that
-Molly's gloves were odd; that Sheila Pat's hat was on back to front;
-that Nell had left her painting pinafore on, and it showed beneath her
-coat. They laughed and waved back to her airily; they started, to her
-consternation, running. She would have been more concerned had she
-known where they were going. They made straight for the bank where
-Denis worked. They ran all the way; they pushed open the swing doors,
-they hurried in waving their letters above their heads.
-
-Mr. Tellbridge was there, giving instructions to a clerk. Both he and
-the clerk looked startled. Mr. Tellbridge also looked disapproving.
-
-"Good morning!" Nell cried out breathlessly. "Oh, where is Denis?
-Where is he, Mr. Tellbridge?"
-
-"Here I am! What's up?"
-
-From round the partition he came.
-
-"Letters, Denis! They're coming home! In about two weeks! They got
-the cablegram! He was just going to sell out! P.&O. boat! In a
-fortnight they'll be here!"
-
-Mr. Tellbridge pushed his spectacles up on his brow, and eyed them with
-a mild surprise. He seemed to find the study of them and their joy
-bewildering. In the babel his somewhat pompous, but not unkindly, "Dear
-me, I cannot allow this!" passed unheard.
-
-At last Nell turned to him:--
-
-"Denis may come with us now, mayn't he, Mr. Tellbridge? You see, he
-couldn't do any work now, possibly."
-
-"Pennington will do my share, when he comes in," observed Denis, easily.
-
-Nell looked at the bank manager, gave a little laugh.
-
-"We're being awfully rude," she said. "I will try to explain."
-
-She did try. She tried to speak soberly, plainly, but her words sang,
-jostled each other, grew picturesquely extravagant.
-
-Mr. Tellbridge's mild disapproval was not proof against her eloquence.
-He professed himself delighted at the good news. He gave Denis a
-half-holiday, his benignity tempered by a drily expressed suggestion
-that the work would not suffer much from his absence.
-
-They went straight to Gowan Square, found Ted in, and dragged him off to
-lunch.
-
-At No. 35 Henley Road, boiled mutton and a bread-and-butter pudding
-awaited them in vain. At the Express Dairy in Oxford Street four
-perfectly happy people lunched that day. Ted was quieter. He seemed to
-derive a certain amount of satisfaction from watching and teasing Sheila
-Pat. Sheila Pat was very Irish, her sharp little tongue very quick, and
-very broadly accented. She was never at a loss for a repartee. Her
-great eyes fairly glittered with excitement; a faint pink flush glowed
-on either cheek; her pig-tail, owing to constant rude tweaks, stuck out
-at an aggressive angle. Halfway through lunch, Ted said:--
-
-"And now, suppose some one explains what it's all about."
-
-"Explain!"
-
-"One at a time, please. Oh, not just yet, perhaps. I thought I'd given
-you time for the effervescence to have subsided a little--"
-
-"Time? An hour or so?" laughed Nell. "Why, we shall go on effervescing
-like ginger beer for the whole of the next fortnight!"
-
-He sighed.
-
-"I wonder if Miss Kezia's effervescing, too! Why do you laugh? I'm
-thinking of applying to her for an explanation of your state."
-
-Nell bent toward him.
-
-"Ask," she said softly; "after all, it's you--you--you--who did it all!
-Oh, Ted, dad says he had had an offer for the shares, and had just
-decided to sell out when he received the cablegram!"
-
-"How'll they be home in a fortnight?" he put in quickly, warding off her
-gratitude. "Question No. 1."
-
-"Why, mother's quite strong and well now, so she doesn't need the long
-sea voyage, by sailing vessel now, you see!"
-
-"But I thought the passage was booked--"
-
-"Dad managed to exchange on to a P.&O. boat."
-
-"Ah, now I begin to understand."
-
-"Time you did," Denis remarked. "Your skull must be a foot thick."
-
-It was later, up in the Stronghold, that Nell drew near to Ted.
-
-"Mother and dad are so surprised and inquisitive," she began. "They
-can't think _how_ we knew about those shares, you see." She paused.
-"If it hadn't been for you, dad would have sold out--I don't understand
-a bit--but he says it would have been for quite a little, we--we
-couldn't have gone back to Kilbrannan."
-
-There was a little pause.
-
-Denis strolled up to them.
-
-"Ted," Nell said, "you will spend all your vacations with us, won't you?
-Except just a week here and there for other people--won't you?"
-
-He laughed uncomfortably.
-
-"I know I've been pretty good at poking myself in here--" he began.
-
-"_Teddie_!" Nell ejaculated.
-
-"Don't be such a fool!" Denis exclaimed angrily.
-
-"Well, anyhow, your people--"
-
-"Will be delighted if you'll make Kilbrannan another home," finished
-Denis, proudly.
-
-Nell held her letter out to him.
-
-"It's true, Teddie. Read what mother says about you. She knows all
-about you. There--at the top of the page."
-
-He took the letter and read:--
-
-"I know you would not have cabled to us as you did unless you had very
-strong reasons for your opinion that the shares were going up; that, and
-the fact that your father had an offer for them--oh, Nell, he is telling
-Denis about that! He very nearly accepted it!--well, this makes me hope
-that we shall be able to return to our home. Won't we all be willing to
-economise? Bread and potatoes and Kilbrannan are not to be despised,
-are they, asthore? You and Denis must make your friend, Ted Lancaster,
-promise that, if we only can go back, he will look upon it as a second
-home. Tell him we shall want as much of his time as he can spare to be
-spent at Kilbrannan, and we'll manage to add a trout or two, perhaps
-even a salmon, to the bread and potatoes when he is with us. With these
-extras, and the hearty welcome he will receive from us all, I hope he'll
-find Kilbrannan so bearable that all his vacations will be given to us!"
-
-Ted grew very red as he perused the letter. He handed it back in
-silence.
-
-"Well?" Nell laughed.
-
-"I say--er--why, it's no end kind--"
-
-"That'll do. You needn't say anything, except--you will, Teddie, won't
-you?"
-
-"By Jove, yes!" he said.
-
-He stood looking out of the window. He felt then the first liking for
-Mrs. O'Brien that afterwards developed into such devotion that she
-always declared she had two sons.
-
-Once he approached Nell.
-
-"I say," he said, "you know--I--I mean a lot!"
-
-She gave a little laugh.
-
-"So do I," she said. "Oh, Ted--"
-
-"But you say it!" he remonstrated, and strode across to Sheila Pat,
-whose pig-tail he proceeded to pull. But Sheila Pat was very dignified.
-
-"Please don't intrude. I'm thinkin'."
-
-Presently she came to Nell.
-
-"Nell," she whispered, "Kilbrannan's very healthy, isn't it?"
-
-"Why, yes, sweet!"
-
-"I'm thinkin' maybe it'll make Tommy's left leg grow as long as the
-other one!"
-
-"I'm afraid it won't do that, asthore."
-
-Her face fell.
-
-"I'm glad I didn't mention it to him," she said earnestly. "I didn't on
-purpose, because I wasn't wantin' to give false hopes to him, you see."
-
-Nell bent and kissed her.
-
-"It will make him strong and well, anyway."
-
-Sheila Pat nodded. She went across to James O'Driscoll.
-
-"In a fortnight and two days we'll introduce you to your cousin!" she
-said.
-
-That evening Nell went into her bedroom. She came upon an absorbed
-Atom, kneeling before her treasure box.
-
-"What are you doing, Sheila Pat?"
-
-Sheila Pat lifted her head; her small face was full of a restless joy.
-She said staidly:--
-
-"Sure, Nell O'Brien, and what would I be doin' then? _I'm packin'_!"
-
-
-
-
-
-
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