diff options
Diffstat (limited to 'old/4517.txt')
| -rw-r--r-- | old/4517.txt | 4202 |
1 files changed, 4202 insertions, 0 deletions
diff --git a/old/4517.txt b/old/4517.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e2fbc1e --- /dev/null +++ b/old/4517.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4202 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Ethan Frome, by Edith Wharton + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Ethan Frome + +Author: Edith Wharton + +Release Date: October, 2003 [Etext #4517] +Posting Date: February 4, 2010 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ETHAN FROME *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo + + + + + +ETHAN FROME + + +By Edith Wharton + + + + +ETHAN FROME + + + +I had the story, bit by bit, from various people, and, as generally +happens in such cases, each time it was a different story. + +If you know Starkfield, Massachusetts, you know the post-office. If you +know the post-office you must have seen Ethan Frome drive up to it, drop +the reins on his hollow-backed bay and drag himself across the brick +pavement to the white colonnade; and you must have asked who he was. + +It was there that, several years ago, I saw him for the first time; and +the sight pulled me up sharp. Even then he was the most striking figure +in Starkfield, though he was but the ruin of a man. It was not so much +his great height that marked him, for the "natives" were easily singled +out by their lank longitude from the stockier foreign breed: it was the +careless powerful look he had, in spite of a lameness checking each step +like the jerk of a chain. There was something bleak and unapproachable +in his face, and he was so stiffened and grizzled that I took him for an +old man and was surprised to hear that he was not more than fifty-two. +I had this from Harmon Gow, who had driven the stage from Bettsbridge +to Starkfield in pre-trolley days and knew the chronicle of all the +families on his line. + +"He's looked that way ever since he had his smash-up; and that's +twenty-four years ago come next February," Harmon threw out between +reminiscent pauses. + +The "smash-up" it was--I gathered from the same informant--which, besides +drawing the red gash across Ethan Frome's forehead, had so shortened and +warped his right side that it cost him a visible effort to take the few +steps from his buggy to the post-office window. He used to drive in +from his farm every day at about noon, and as that was my own hour for +fetching my mail I often passed him in the porch or stood beside him +while we waited on the motions of the distributing hand behind the +grating. I noticed that, though he came so punctually, he seldom +received anything but a copy of the Bettsbridge Eagle, which he put +without a glance into his sagging pocket. At intervals, however, the +post-master would hand him an envelope addressed to Mrs. Zenobia--or Mrs. +Zeena--Frome, and usually bearing conspicuously in the upper left-hand +corner the address of some manufacturer of patent medicine and the name +of his specific. These documents my neighbour would also pocket without +a glance, as if too much used to them to wonder at their number and +variety, and would then turn away with a silent nod to the post-master. + +Every one in Starkfield knew him and gave him a greeting tempered to +his own grave mien; but his taciturnity was respected and it was only on +rare occasions that one of the older men of the place detained him for +a word. When this happened he would listen quietly, his blue eyes on the +speaker's face, and answer in so low a tone that his words never reached +me; then he would climb stiffly into his buggy, gather up the reins in +his left hand and drive slowly away in the direction of his farm. + +"It was a pretty bad smash-up?" I questioned Harmon, looking after +Frome's retreating figure, and thinking how gallantly his lean brown +head, with its shock of light hair, must have sat on his strong +shoulders before they were bent out of shape. + +"Wust kind," my informant assented. "More'n enough to kill most men. But +the Fromes are tough. Ethan'll likely touch a hundred." + +"Good God!" I exclaimed. At the moment Ethan Frome, after climbing to +his seat, had leaned over to assure himself of the security of a wooden +box--also with a druggist's label on it--which he had placed in the back +of the buggy, and I saw his face as it probably looked when he thought +himself alone. "That man touch a hundred? He looks as if he was dead and +in hell now!" + +Harmon drew a slab of tobacco from his pocket, cut off a wedge and +pressed it into the leather pouch of his cheek. "Guess he's been in +Starkfield too many winters. Most of the smart ones get away." + +"Why didn't he?" + +"Somebody had to stay and care for the folks. There warn't ever anybody +but Ethan. Fust his father--then his mother--then his wife." + +"And then the smash-up?" + +Harmon chuckled sardonically. "That's so. He had to stay then." + +"I see. And since then they've had to care for him?" + +Harmon thoughtfully passed his tobacco to the other cheek. "Oh, as to +that: I guess it's always Ethan done the caring." + +Though Harmon Gow developed the tale as far as his mental and moral +reach permitted there were perceptible gaps between his facts, and I had +the sense that the deeper meaning of the story was in the gaps. But +one phrase stuck in my memory and served as the nucleus about which I +grouped my subsequent inferences: "Guess he's been in Starkfield too +many winters." + +Before my own time there was up I had learned to know what that meant. +Yet I had come in the degenerate day of trolley, bicycle and rural +delivery, when communication was easy between the scattered mountain +villages, and the bigger towns in the valleys, such as Bettsbridge and +Shadd's Falls, had libraries, theatres and Y. M. C. A. halls to which +the youth of the hills could descend for recreation. But when winter +shut down on Starkfield and the village lay under a sheet of snow +perpetually renewed from the pale skies, I began to see what life +there--or rather its negation--must have been in Ethan Frome's young +manhood. + +I had been sent up by my employers on a job connected with the big +power-house at Corbury Junction, and a long-drawn carpenters' strike +had so delayed the work that I found myself anchored at Starkfield--the +nearest habitable spot--for the best part of the winter. I chafed at +first, and then, under the hypnotising effect of routine, gradually +began to find a grim satisfaction in the life. During the early part of +my stay I had been struck by the contrast between the vitality of +the climate and the deadness of the community. Day by day, after the +December snows were over, a blazing blue sky poured down torrents +of light and air on the white landscape, which gave them back in an +intenser glitter. One would have supposed that such an atmosphere must +quicken the emotions as well as the blood; but it seemed to produce +no change except that of retarding still more the sluggish pulse of +Starkfield. When I had been there a little longer, and had seen this +phase of crystal clearness followed by long stretches of sunless cold; +when the storms of February had pitched their white tents about the +devoted village and the wild cavalry of March winds had charged down to +their support; I began to understand why Starkfield emerged from its +six months' siege like a starved garrison capitulating without quarter. +Twenty years earlier the means of resistance must have been far fewer, +and the enemy in command of almost all the lines of access between the +beleaguered villages; and, considering these things, I felt the sinister +force of Harmon's phrase: "Most of the smart ones get away." But if that +were the case, how could any combination of obstacles have hindered the +flight of a man like Ethan Frome? + +During my stay at Starkfield I lodged with a middle-aged widow +colloquially known as Mrs. Ned Hale. Mrs. Hale's father had been the +village lawyer of the previous generation, and "lawyer Varnum's house," +where my landlady still lived with her mother, was the most considerable +mansion in the village. It stood at one end of the main street, its +classic portico and small-paned windows looking down a flagged path +between Norway spruces to the slim white steeple of the Congregational +church. It was clear that the Varnum fortunes were at the ebb, but the +two women did what they could to preserve a decent dignity; and Mrs. +Hale, in particular, had a certain wan refinement not out of keeping +with her pale old-fashioned house. + +In the "best parlour," with its black horse-hair and mahogany weakly +illuminated by a gurgling Carcel lamp, I listened every evening to +another and more delicately shaded version of the Starkfield chronicle. +It was not that Mrs. Ned Hale felt, or affected, any social superiority +to the people about her; it was only that the accident of a finer +sensibility and a little more education had put just enough distance +between herself and her neighbours to enable her to judge them with +detachment. She was not unwilling to exercise this faculty, and I had +great hopes of getting from her the missing facts of Ethan Frome's +story, or rather such a key to his character as should co-ordinate the +facts I knew. Her mind was a store-house of innocuous anecdote and any +question about her acquaintances brought forth a volume of detail; but +on the subject of Ethan Frome I found her unexpectedly reticent. There +was no hint of disapproval in her reserve; I merely felt in her an +insurmountable reluctance to speak of him or his affairs, a low "Yes, I +knew them both... it was awful..." seeming to be the utmost concession +that her distress could make to my curiosity. + +So marked was the change in her manner, such depths of sad initiation +did it imply, that, with some doubts as to my delicacy, I put the case +anew to my village oracle, Harmon Gow; but got for my pains only an +uncomprehending grunt. + +"Ruth Varnum was always as nervous as a rat; and, come to think of it, +she was the first one to see 'em after they was picked up. It happened +right below lawyer Varnum's, down at the bend of the Corbury road, just +round about the time that Ruth got engaged to Ned Hale. The young folks +was all friends, and I guess she just can't bear to talk about it. She's +had troubles enough of her own." + +All the dwellers in Starkfield, as in more notable communities, had had +troubles enough of their own to make them comparatively indifferent to +those of their neighbours; and though all conceded that Ethan Frome's +had been beyond the common measure, no one gave me an explanation of the +look in his face which, as I persisted in thinking, neither poverty +nor physical suffering could have put there. Nevertheless, I might have +contented myself with the story pieced together from these hints had +it not been for the provocation of Mrs. Hale's silence, and--a little +later--for the accident of personal contact with the man. + +On my arrival at Starkfield, Denis Eady, the rich Irish grocer, who was +the proprietor of Starkfield's nearest approach to a livery stable, had +entered into an agreement to send me over daily to Corbury Flats, where +I had to pick up my train for the Junction. But about the middle of the +winter Eady's horses fell ill of a local epidemic. The illness spread +to the other Starkfield stables and for a day or two I was put to it to +find a means of transport. Then Harmon Gow suggested that Ethan Frome's +bay was still on his legs and that his owner might be glad to drive me +over. + +I stared at the suggestion. "Ethan Frome? But I've never even spoken to +him. Why on earth should he put himself out for me?" + +Harmon's answer surprised me still more. "I don't know as he would; but +I know he wouldn't be sorry to earn a dollar." + +I had been told that Frome was poor, and that the saw-mill and the arid +acres of his farm yielded scarcely enough to keep his household through +the winter; but I had not supposed him to be in such want as Harmon's +words implied, and I expressed my wonder. + +"Well, matters ain't gone any too well with him," Harmon said. "When a +man's been setting round like a hulk for twenty years or more, seeing +things that want doing, it eats inter him, and he loses his grit. That +Frome farm was always 'bout as bare's a milkpan when the cat's been +round; and you know what one of them old water-mills is wuth nowadays. +When Ethan could sweat over 'em both from sunup to dark he kinder choked +a living out of 'em; but his folks ate up most everything, even then, +and I don't see how he makes out now. Fust his father got a kick, out +haying, and went soft in the brain, and gave away money like Bible texts +afore he died. Then his mother got queer and dragged along for years as +weak as a baby; and his wife Zeena, she's always been the greatest hand +at doctoring in the county. Sickness and trouble: that's what Ethan's +had his plate full up with, ever since the very first helping." + +The next morning, when I looked out, I saw the hollow-backed bay between +the Varnum spruces, and Ethan Frome, throwing back his worn bearskin, +made room for me in the sleigh at his side. After that, for a week, he +drove me over every morning to Corbury Flats, and on my return in the +afternoon met me again and carried me back through the icy night to +Starkfield. The distance each way was barely three miles, but the old +bay's pace was slow, and even with firm snow under the runners we were +nearly an hour on the way. Ethan Frome drove in silence, the reins +loosely held in his left hand, his brown seamed profile, under the +helmet-like peak of the cap, relieved against the banks of snow like the +bronze image of a hero. He never turned his face to mine, or +answered, except in monosyllables, the questions I put, or such slight +pleasantries as I ventured. He seemed a part of the mute melancholy +landscape, an incarnation of its frozen woe, with all that was warm +and sentient in him fast bound below the surface; but there was nothing +unfriendly in his silence. I simply felt that he lived in a depth of +moral isolation too remote for casual access, and I had the sense that +his loneliness was not merely the result of his personal plight, tragic +as I guessed that to be, but had in it, as Harmon Gow had hinted, the +profound accumulated cold of many Starkfield winters. + +Only once or twice was the distance between us bridged for a moment; +and the glimpses thus gained confirmed my desire to know more. Once I +happened to speak of an engineering job I had been on the previous year +in Florida, and of the contrast between the winter landscape about us +and that in which I had found myself the year before; and to my surprise +Frome said suddenly: "Yes: I was down there once, and for a good while +afterward I could call up the sight of it in winter. But now it's all +snowed under." + +He said no more, and I had to guess the rest from the inflection of his +voice and his sharp relapse into silence. + +Another day, on getting into my train at the Flats, I missed a volume +of popular science--I think it was on some recent discoveries in +bio-chemistry--which I had carried with me to read on the way. I thought +no more about it till I got into the sleigh again that evening, and saw +the book in Frome's hand. + +"I found it after you were gone," he said. + +I put the volume into my pocket and we dropped back into our usual +silence; but as we began to crawl up the long hill from Corbury Flats to +the Starkfield ridge I became aware in the dusk that he had turned his +face to mine. + +"There are things in that book that I didn't know the first word about," +he said. + +I wondered less at his words than at the queer note of resentment in +his voice. He was evidently surprised and slightly aggrieved at his own +ignorance. + +"Does that sort of thing interest you?" I asked. + +"It used to." + +"There are one or two rather new things in the book: there have been +some big strides lately in that particular line of research." I waited +a moment for an answer that did not come; then I said: "If you'd like to +look the book through I'd be glad to leave it with you." + +He hesitated, and I had the impression that he felt himself about to +yield to a stealing tide of inertia; then, "Thank you--I'll take it," he +answered shortly. + +I hoped that this incident might set up some more direct communication +between us. Frome was so simple and straightforward that I was sure his +curiosity about the book was based on a genuine interest in its subject. +Such tastes and acquirements in a man of his condition made the contrast +more poignant between his outer situation and his inner needs, and I +hoped that the chance of giving expression to the latter might at least +unseal his lips. But something in his past history, or in his present +way of living, had apparently driven him too deeply into himself for any +casual impulse to draw him back to his kind. At our next meeting he made +no allusion to the book, and our intercourse seemed fated to remain as +negative and one-sided as if there had been no break in his reserve. + +Frome had been driving me over to the Flats for about a week when one +morning I looked out of my window into a thick snow-fall. The height of +the white waves massed against the garden-fence and along the wall of +the church showed that the storm must have been going on all night, +and that the drifts were likely to be heavy in the open. I thought +it probable that my train would be delayed; but I had to be at the +power-house for an hour or two that afternoon, and I decided, if Frome +turned up, to push through to the Flats and wait there till my train +came in. I don't know why I put it in the conditional, however, for I +never doubted that Frome would appear. He was not the kind of man to be +turned from his business by any commotion of the elements; and at +the appointed hour his sleigh glided up through the snow like a +stage-apparition behind thickening veils of gauze. + +I was getting to know him too well to express either wonder or gratitude +at his keeping his appointment; but I exclaimed in surprise as I saw him +turn his horse in a direction opposite to that of the Corbury road. + +"The railroad's blocked by a freight-train that got stuck in a drift +below the Flats," he explained, as we jogged off into the stinging +whiteness. + +"But look here--where are you taking me, then?" + +"Straight to the Junction, by the shortest way," he answered, pointing +up School House Hill with his whip. + +"To the Junction--in this storm? Why, it's a good ten miles!" + +"The bay'll do it if you give him time. You said you had some business +there this afternoon. I'll see you get there." + +He said it so quietly that I could only answer: "You're doing me the +biggest kind of a favour." + +"That's all right," he rejoined. + +Abreast of the schoolhouse the road forked, and we dipped down a lane +to the left, between hemlock boughs bent inward to their trunks by the +weight of the snow. I had often walked that way on Sundays, and knew +that the solitary roof showing through bare branches near the bottom of +the hill was that of Frome's saw-mill. It looked exanimate enough, with +its idle wheel looming above the black stream dashed with yellow-white +spume, and its cluster of sheds sagging under their white load. Frome +did not even turn his head as we drove by, and still in silence we began +to mount the next slope. About a mile farther, on a road I had never +travelled, we came to an orchard of starved apple-trees writhing over +a hillside among outcroppings of slate that nuzzled up through the snow +like animals pushing out their noses to breathe. Beyond the orchard +lay a field or two, their boundaries lost under drifts; and above the +fields, huddled against the white immensities of land and sky, one of +those lonely New England farm-houses that make the landscape lonelier. + +"That's my place," said Frome, with a sideway jerk of his lame elbow; +and in the distress and oppression of the scene I did not know what to +answer. The snow had ceased, and a flash of watery sunlight exposed the +house on the slope above us in all its plaintive ugliness. The black +wraith of a deciduous creeper flapped from the porch, and the thin +wooden walls, under their worn coat of paint, seemed to shiver in the +wind that had risen with the ceasing of the snow. + +"The house was bigger in my father's time: I had to take down the 'L,' +a while back," Frome continued, checking with a twitch of the left rein +the bay's evident intention of turning in through the broken-down gate. + +I saw then that the unusually forlorn and stunted look of the house was +partly due to the loss of what is known in New England as the "L": +that long deep-roofed adjunct usually built at right angles to the main +house, and connecting it, by way of storerooms and tool-house, with the +wood-shed and cow-barn. Whether because of its symbolic sense, the image +it presents of a life linked with the soil, and enclosing in itself the +chief sources of warmth and nourishment, or whether merely because +of the consolatory thought that it enables the dwellers in that harsh +climate to get to their morning's work without facing the weather, it +is certain that the "L" rather than the house itself seems to be the +centre, the actual hearth-stone of the New England farm. Perhaps this +connection of ideas, which had often occurred to me in my rambles about +Starkfield, caused me to hear a wistful note in Frome's words, and to +see in the diminished dwelling the image of his own shrunken body. + +"We're kinder side-tracked here now," he added, "but there was +considerable passing before the railroad was carried through to the +Flats." He roused the lagging bay with another twitch; then, as if the +mere sight of the house had let me too deeply into his confidence for +any farther pretence of reserve, he went on slowly: "I've always set +down the worst of mother's trouble to that. When she got the rheumatism +so bad she couldn't move around she used to sit up there and watch the +road by the hour; and one year, when they was six months mending the +Bettsbridge pike after the floods, and Harmon Gow had to bring his stage +round this way, she picked up so that she used to get down to the gate +most days to see him. But after the trains begun running nobody ever +come by here to speak of, and mother never could get it through her head +what had happened, and it preyed on her right along till she died." + +As we turned into the Corbury road the snow began to fall again, cutting +off our last glimpse of the house; and Frome's silence fell with it, +letting down between us the old veil of reticence. This time the wind +did not cease with the return of the snow. Instead, it sprang up to +a gale which now and then, from a tattered sky, flung pale sweeps of +sunlight over a landscape chaotically tossed. But the bay was as good +as Frome's word, and we pushed on to the Junction through the wild white +scene. + +In the afternoon the storm held off, and the clearness in the west +seemed to my inexperienced eye the pledge of a fair evening. I finished +my business as quickly as possible, and we set out for Starkfield with +a good chance of getting there for supper. But at sunset the clouds +gathered again, bringing an earlier night, and the snow began to fall +straight and steadily from a sky without wind, in a soft universal +diffusion more confusing than the gusts and eddies of the morning. It +seemed to be a part of the thickening darkness, to be the winter night +itself descending on us layer by layer. + +The small ray of Frome's lantern was soon lost in this smothering +medium, in which even his sense of direction, and the bay's homing +instinct, finally ceased to serve us. Two or three times some ghostly +landmark sprang up to warn us that we were astray, and then was sucked +back into the mist; and when we finally regained our road the old horse +began to show signs of exhaustion. I felt myself to blame for having +accepted Frome's offer, and after a short discussion I persuaded him +to let me get out of the sleigh and walk along through the snow at the +bay's side. In this way we struggled on for another mile or two, and +at last reached a point where Frome, peering into what seemed to me +formless night, said: "That's my gate down yonder." + +The last stretch had been the hardest part of the way. The bitter cold +and the heavy going had nearly knocked the wind out of me, and I could +feel the horse's side ticking like a clock under my hand. + +"Look here, Frome," I began, "there's no earthly use in your going any +farther--" but he interrupted me: "Nor you neither. There's been about +enough of this for anybody." + +I understood that he was offering me a night's shelter at the farm, and +without answering I turned into the gate at his side, and followed him +to the barn, where I helped him to unharness and bed down the tired +horse. When this was done he unhooked the lantern from the sleigh, +stepped out again into the night, and called to me over his shoulder: +"This way." + +Far off above us a square of light trembled through the screen of snow. +Staggering along in Frome's wake I floundered toward it, and in the +darkness almost fell into one of the deep drifts against the front of +the house. Frome scrambled up the slippery steps of the porch, digging +a way through the snow with his heavily booted foot. Then he lifted his +lantern, found the latch, and led the way into the house. I went +after him into a low unlit passage, at the back of which a ladder-like +staircase rose into obscurity. On our right a line of light marked the +door of the room which had sent its ray across the night; and behind the +door I heard a woman's voice droning querulously. + +Frome stamped on the worn oil-cloth to shake the snow from his boots, +and set down his lantern on a kitchen chair which was the only piece of +furniture in the hall. Then he opened the door. + +"Come in," he said; and as he spoke the droning voice grew still... + +It was that night that I found the clue to Ethan Frome, and began to put +together this vision of his story. + + + + +I + + +The village lay under two feet of snow, with drifts at the windy +corners. In a sky of iron the points of the Dipper hung like icicles +and Orion flashed his cold fires. The moon had set, but the night was +so transparent that the white house-fronts between the elms looked gray +against the snow, clumps of bushes made black stains on it, and the +basement windows of the church sent shafts of yellow light far across +the endless undulations. + +Young Ethan Frome walked at a quick pace along the deserted street, past +the bank and Michael Eady's new brick store and Lawyer Varnum's house +with the two black Norway spruces at the gate. Opposite the Varnum gate, +where the road fell away toward the Corbury valley, the church reared +its slim white steeple and narrow peristyle. As the young man walked +toward it the upper windows drew a black arcade along the side wall of +the building, but from the lower openings, on the side where the ground +sloped steeply down to the Corbury road, the light shot its long bars, +illuminating many fresh furrows in the track leading to the basement +door, and showing, under an adjoining shed, a line of sleighs with +heavily blanketed horses. + +The night was perfectly still, and the air so dry and pure that it gave +little sensation of cold. The effect produced on Frome was rather of +a complete absence of atmosphere, as though nothing less tenuous than +ether intervened between the white earth under his feet and the metallic +dome overhead. "It's like being in an exhausted receiver," he +thought. Four or five years earlier he had taken a year's course at a +technological college at Worcester, and dabbled in the laboratory with +a friendly professor of physics; and the images supplied by that +experience still cropped up, at unexpected moments, through the totally +different associations of thought in which he had since been living. His +father's death, and the misfortunes following it, had put a premature +end to Ethan's studies; but though they had not gone far enough to be +of much practical use they had fed his fancy and made him aware of huge +cloudy meanings behind the daily face of things. + +As he strode along through the snow the sense of such meanings glowed in +his brain and mingled with the bodily flush produced by his sharp tramp. +At the end of the village he paused before the darkened front of the +church. He stood there a moment, breathing quickly, and looking up and +down the street, in which not another figure moved. The pitch of +the Corbury road, below lawyer Varnum's spruces, was the favourite +coasting-ground of Starkfield, and on clear evenings the church corner +rang till late with the shouts of the coasters; but to-night not a sled +darkened the whiteness of the long declivity. The hush of midnight lay +on the village, and all its waking life was gathered behind the church +windows, from which strains of dance-music flowed with the broad bands +of yellow light. + +The young man, skirting the side of the building, went down the slope +toward the basement door. To keep out of range of the revealing rays +from within he made a circuit through the untrodden snow and gradually +approached the farther angle of the basement wall. Thence, still hugging +the shadow, he edged his way cautiously forward to the nearest window, +holding back his straight spare body and craning his neck till he got a +glimpse of the room. + +Seen thus, from the pure and frosty darkness in which he stood, it +seemed to be seething in a mist of heat. The metal reflectors of the +gas-jets sent crude waves of light against the whitewashed walls, and +the iron flanks of the stove at the end of the hall looked as though +they were heaving with volcanic fires. The floor was thronged with +girls and young men. Down the side wall facing the window stood a row of +kitchen chairs from which the older women had just risen. By this time +the music had stopped, and the musicians--a fiddler, and the young lady +who played the harmonium on Sundays--were hastily refreshing themselves +at one corner of the supper-table which aligned its devastated +pie-dishes and ice-cream saucers on the platform at the end of the hall. +The guests were preparing to leave, and the tide had already set toward +the passage where coats and wraps were hung, when a young man with a +sprightly foot and a shock of black hair shot into the middle of +the floor and clapped his hands. The signal took instant effect. +The musicians hurried to their instruments, the dancers--some already +half-muffled for departure--fell into line down each side of the room, +the older spectators slipped back to their chairs, and the lively young +man, after diving about here and there in the throng, drew forth a girl +who had already wound a cherry-coloured "fascinator" about her head, +and, leading her up to the end of the floor, whirled her down its length +to the bounding tune of a Virginia reel. + +Frome's heart was beating fast. He had been straining for a glimpse +of the dark head under the cherry-coloured scarf and it vexed him that +another eye should have been quicker than his. The leader of the reel, +who looked as if he had Irish blood in his veins, danced well, and his +partner caught his fire. As she passed down the line, her light figure +swinging from hand to hand in circles of increasing swiftness, the scarf +flew off her head and stood out behind her shoulders, and Frome, at each +turn, caught sight of her laughing panting lips, the cloud of dark hair +about her forehead, and the dark eyes which seemed the only fixed points +in a maze of flying lines. + +The dancers were going faster and faster, and the musicians, to keep +up with them, belaboured their instruments like jockeys lashing their +mounts on the home-stretch; yet it seemed to the young man at the window +that the reel would never end. Now and then he turned his eyes from the +girl's face to that of her partner, which, in the exhilaration of the +dance, had taken on a look of almost impudent ownership. Denis Eady was +the son of Michael Eady, the ambitious Irish grocer, whose suppleness +and effrontery had given Starkfield its first notion of "smart" business +methods, and whose new brick store testified to the success of the +attempt. His son seemed likely to follow in his steps, and was meanwhile +applying the same arts to the conquest of the Starkfield maidenhood. +Hitherto Ethan Frome had been content to think him a mean fellow; but +now he positively invited a horse-whipping. It was strange that the +girl did not seem aware of it: that she could lift her rapt face to her +dancer's, and drop her hands into his, without appearing to feel the +offence of his look and touch. + +Frome was in the habit of walking into Starkfield to fetch home his +wife's cousin, Mattie Silver, on the rare evenings when some chance of +amusement drew her to the village. It was his wife who had suggested, +when the girl came to live with them, that such opportunities should be +put in her way. Mattie Silver came from Stamford, and when she entered +the Fromes' household to act as her cousin Zeena's aid it was thought +best, as she came without pay, not to let her feel too sharp a contrast +between the life she had left and the isolation of a Starkfield farm. +But for this--as Frome sardonically reflected--it would hardly have +occurred to Zeena to take any thought for the girl's amusement. + +When his wife first proposed that they should give Mattie an occasional +evening out he had inwardly demurred at having to do the extra two miles +to the village and back after his hard day on the farm; but not long +afterward he had reached the point of wishing that Starkfield might give +all its nights to revelry. + +Mattie Silver had lived under his roof for a year, and from early +morning till they met at supper he had frequent chances of seeing her; +but no moments in her company were comparable to those when, her arm in +his, and her light step flying to keep time with his long stride, they +walked back through the night to the farm. He had taken to the girl from +the first day, when he had driven over to the Flats to meet her, and +she had smiled and waved to him from the train, crying out, "You must be +Ethan!" as she jumped down with her bundles, while he reflected, looking +over her slight person: "She don't look much on housework, but she ain't +a fretter, anyhow." But it was not only that the coming to his house of +a bit of hopeful young life was like the lighting of a fire on a cold +hearth. The girl was more than the bright serviceable creature he had +thought her. She had an eye to see and an ear to hear: he could show her +things and tell her things, and taste the bliss of feeling that all he +imparted left long reverberations and echoes he could wake at will. + +It was during their night walks back to the farm that he felt most +intensely the sweetness of this communion. He had always been more +sensitive than the people about him to the appeal of natural beauty. His +unfinished studies had given form to this sensibility and even in his +unhappiest moments field and sky spoke to him with a deep and powerful +persuasion. But hitherto the emotion had remained in him as a silent +ache, veiling with sadness the beauty that evoked it. He did not even +know whether any one else in the world felt as he did, or whether he +was the sole victim of this mournful privilege. Then he learned that +one other spirit had trembled with the same touch of wonder: that at his +side, living under his roof and eating his bread, was a creature to whom +he could say: "That's Orion down yonder; the big fellow to the right is +Aldebaran, and the bunch of little ones--like bees swarming--they're the +Pleiades..." or whom he could hold entranced before a ledge of granite +thrusting up through the fern while he unrolled the huge panorama of the +ice age, and the long dim stretches of succeeding time. The fact that +admiration for his learning mingled with Mattie's wonder at what he +taught was not the least part of his pleasure. And there were other +sensations, less definable but more exquisite, which drew them together +with a shock of silent joy: the cold red of sunset behind winter +hills, the flight of cloud-flocks over slopes of golden stubble, or the +intensely blue shadows of hemlocks on sunlit snow. When she said to him +once: "It looks just as if it was painted!" it seemed to Ethan that the +art of definition could go no farther, and that words had at last been +found to utter his secret soul.... + +As he stood in the darkness outside the church these memories came back +with the poignancy of vanished things. Watching Mattie whirl down the +floor from hand to hand he wondered how he could ever have thought +that his dull talk interested her. To him, who was never gay but in her +presence, her gaiety seemed plain proof of indifference. The face she +lifted to her dancers was the same which, when she saw him, always +looked like a window that has caught the sunset. He even noticed two or +three gestures which, in his fatuity, he had thought she kept for him: +a way of throwing her head back when she was amused, as if to taste her +laugh before she let it out, and a trick of sinking her lids slowly when +anything charmed or moved her. + +The sight made him unhappy, and his unhappiness roused his latent fears. +His wife had never shown any jealousy of Mattie, but of late she had +grumbled increasingly over the house-work and found oblique ways of +attracting attention to the girl's inefficiency. Zeena had always been +what Starkfield called "sickly," and Frome had to admit that, if she +were as ailing as she believed, she needed the help of a stronger arm +than the one which lay so lightly in his during the night walks to the +farm. Mattie had no natural turn for housekeeping, and her training had +done nothing to remedy the defect. She was quick to learn, but forgetful +and dreamy, and not disposed to take the matter seriously. Ethan had +an idea that if she were to marry a man she was fond of the dormant +instinct would wake, and her pies and biscuits become the pride of the +county; but domesticity in the abstract did not interest her. At first +she was so awkward that he could not help laughing at her; but she +laughed with him and that made them better friends. He did his best to +supplement her unskilled efforts, getting up earlier than usual to light +the kitchen fire, carrying in the wood overnight, and neglecting the +mill for the farm that he might help her about the house during the day. +He even crept down on Saturday nights to scrub the kitchen floor after +the women had gone to bed; and Zeena, one day, had surprised him at the +churn and had turned away silently, with one of her queer looks. + +Of late there had been other signs of her disfavour, as intangible but +more disquieting. One cold winter morning, as he dressed in the dark, +his candle flickering in the draught of the ill-fitting window, he had +heard her speak from the bed behind him. + +"The doctor don't want I should be left without anybody to do for me," +she said in her flat whine. + +He had supposed her to be asleep, and the sound of her voice had +startled him, though she was given to abrupt explosions of speech after +long intervals of secretive silence. + +He turned and looked at her where she lay indistinctly outlined under +the dark calico quilt, her high-boned face taking a grayish tinge from +the whiteness of the pillow. + +"Nobody to do for you?" he repeated. + +"If you say you can't afford a hired girl when Mattie goes." + +Frome turned away again, and taking up his razor stooped to catch the +reflection of his stretched cheek in the blotched looking-glass above +the wash-stand. + +"Why on earth should Mattie go?" + +"Well, when she gets married, I mean," his wife's drawl came from behind +him. + +"Oh, she'd never leave us as long as you needed her," he returned, +scraping hard at his chin. + +"I wouldn't ever have it said that I stood in the way of a poor girl +like Mattie marrying a smart fellow like Denis Eady," Zeena answered in +a tone of plaintive self-effacement. + +Ethan, glaring at his face in the glass, threw his head back to draw +the razor from ear to chin. His hand was steady, but the attitude was an +excuse for not making an immediate reply. + +"And the doctor don't want I should be left without anybody," Zeena +continued. "He wanted I should speak to you about a girl he's heard +about, that might come--" + +Ethan laid down the razor and straightened himself with a laugh. + +"Denis Eady! If that's all, I guess there's no such hurry to look round +for a girl." + +"Well, I'd like to talk to you about it," said Zeena obstinately. + +He was getting into his clothes in fumbling haste. "All right. But I +haven't got the time now; I'm late as it is," he returned, holding his +old silver turnip-watch to the candle. + +Zeena, apparently accepting this as final, lay watching him in silence +while he pulled his suspenders over his shoulders and jerked his arms +into his coat; but as he went toward the door she said, suddenly and +incisively: "I guess you're always late, now you shave every morning." + +That thrust had frightened him more than any vague insinuations about +Denis Eady. It was a fact that since Mattie Silver's coming he had taken +to shaving every day; but his wife always seemed to be asleep when he +left her side in the winter darkness, and he had stupidly assumed that +she would not notice any change in his appearance. Once or twice in the +past he had been faintly disquieted by Zenobia's way of letting things +happen without seeming to remark them, and then, weeks afterward, in +a casual phrase, revealing that she had all along taken her notes and +drawn her inferences. Of late, however, there had been no room in his +thoughts for such vague apprehensions. Zeena herself, from an oppressive +reality, had faded into an insubstantial shade. All his life was lived +in the sight and sound of Mattie Silver, and he could no longer conceive +of its being otherwise. But now, as he stood outside the church, and saw +Mattie spinning down the floor with Denis Eady, a throng of disregarded +hints and menaces wove their cloud about his brain.... + + + + +II + + +As the dancers poured out of the hall Frome, drawing back behind the +projecting storm-door, watched the segregation of the grotesquely +muffled groups, in which a moving lantern ray now and then lit up a +face flushed with food and dancing. The villagers, being afoot, were +the first to climb the slope to the main street, while the country +neighbours packed themselves more slowly into the sleighs under the +shed. + +"Ain't you riding, Mattie?" a woman's voice called back from the throng +about the shed, and Ethan's heart gave a jump. From where he stood he +could not see the persons coming out of the hall till they had advanced +a few steps beyond the wooden sides of the storm-door; but through its +cracks he heard a clear voice answer: "Mercy no! Not on such a night." + +She was there, then, close to him, only a thin board between. In another +moment she would step forth into the night, and his eyes, accustomed +to the obscurity, would discern her as clearly as though she stood in +daylight. A wave of shyness pulled him back into the dark angle of the +wall, and he stood there in silence instead of making his presence known +to her. It had been one of the wonders of their intercourse that from +the first, she, the quicker, finer, more expressive, instead of crushing +him by the contrast, had given him something of her own ease and +freedom; but now he felt as heavy and loutish as in his student days, +when he had tried to "jolly" the Worcester girls at a picnic. + +He hung back, and she came out alone and paused within a few yards of +him. She was almost the last to leave the hall, and she stood looking +uncertainly about her as if wondering why he did not show himself. +Then a man's figure approached, coming so close to her that under their +formless wrappings they seemed merged in one dim outline. + +"Gentleman friend gone back on you? Say, Matt, that's tough! No, I +wouldn't be mean enough to tell the other girls. I ain't as low-down as +that." (How Frome hated his cheap banter!) "But look at here, ain't it +lucky I got the old man's cutter down there waiting for us?" + +Frome heard the girl's voice, gaily incredulous: "What on earth's your +father's cutter doin' down there?" + +"Why, waiting for me to take a ride. I got the roan colt too. I kinder +knew I'd want to take a ride to-night," Eady, in his triumph, tried to +put a sentimental note into his bragging voice. + +The girl seemed to waver, and Frome saw her twirl the end of her scarf +irresolutely about her fingers. Not for the world would he have made +a sign to her, though it seemed to him that his life hung on her next +gesture. + +"Hold on a minute while I unhitch the colt," Denis called to her, +springing toward the shed. + +She stood perfectly still, looking after him, in an attitude of tranquil +expectancy torturing to the hidden watcher. Frome noticed that she no +longer turned her head from side to side, as though peering through the +night for another figure. She let Denis Eady lead out the horse, climb +into the cutter and fling back the bearskin to make room for her at his +side; then, with a swift motion of flight, she turned about and darted +up the slope toward the front of the church. + +"Good-bye! Hope you'll have a lovely ride!" she called back to him over +her shoulder. + +Denis laughed, and gave the horse a cut that brought him quickly abreast +of her retreating figure. + +"Come along! Get in quick! It's as slippery as thunder on this turn," he +cried, leaning over to reach out a hand to her. + +She laughed back at him: "Good-night! I'm not getting in." + +By this time they had passed beyond Frome's earshot and he could only +follow the shadowy pantomime of their silhouettes as they continued +to move along the crest of the slope above him. He saw Eady, after a +moment, jump from the cutter and go toward the girl with the reins over +one arm. The other he tried to slip through hers; but she eluded him +nimbly, and Frome's heart, which had swung out over a black void, +trembled back to safety. A moment later he heard the jingle of departing +sleigh bells and discerned a figure advancing alone toward the empty +expanse of snow before the church. + +In the black shade of the Varnum spruces he caught up with her and she +turned with a quick "Oh!" + +"Think I'd forgotten you, Matt?" he asked with sheepish glee. + +She answered seriously: "I thought maybe you couldn't come back for me." + +"Couldn't? What on earth could stop me?" + +"I knew Zeena wasn't feeling any too good to-day." + +"Oh, she's in bed long ago." He paused, a question struggling in him. +"Then you meant to walk home all alone?" + +"Oh, I ain't afraid!" she laughed. + +They stood together in the gloom of the spruces, an empty world +glimmering about them wide and grey under the stars. He brought his +question out. + +"If you thought I hadn't come, why didn't you ride back with Denis +Eady?" + +"Why, where were you? How did you know? I never saw you!" + +Her wonder and his laughter ran together like spring rills in a thaw. +Ethan had the sense of having done something arch and ingenious. To +prolong the effect he groped for a dazzling phrase, and brought out, in +a growl of rapture: "Come along." + +He slipped an arm through hers, as Eady had done, and fancied it was +faintly pressed against her side, but neither of them moved. It was so +dark under the spruces that he could barely see the shape of her head +beside his shoulder. He longed to stoop his cheek and rub it against +her scarf. He would have liked to stand there with her all night in the +blackness. She moved forward a step or two and then paused again above +the dip of the Corbury road. Its icy slope, scored by innumerable +runners, looked like a mirror scratched by travellers at an inn. + +"There was a whole lot of them coasting before the moon set," she said. + +"Would you like to come in and coast with them some night?" he asked. + +"Oh, would you, Ethan? It would be lovely!" + +"We'll come to-morrow if there's a moon." + +She lingered, pressing closer to his side. "Ned Hale and Ruth Varnum +came just as near running into the big elm at the bottom. We were all +sure they were killed." Her shiver ran down his arm. "Wouldn't it have +been too awful? They're so happy!" + +"Oh, Ned ain't much at steering. I guess I can take you down all right!" +he said disdainfully. + +He was aware that he was "talking big," like Denis Eady; but his +reaction of joy had unsteadied him, and the inflection with which she +had said of the engaged couple "They're so happy!" made the words sound +as if she had been thinking of herself and him. + +"The elm is dangerous, though. It ought to be cut down," she insisted. + +"Would you be afraid of it, with me?" + +"I told you I ain't the kind to be afraid" she tossed back, almost +indifferently; and suddenly she began to walk on with a rapid step. + +These alterations of mood were the despair and joy of Ethan Frome. The +motions of her mind were as incalculable as the flit of a bird in the +branches. The fact that he had no right to show his feelings, and thus +provoke the expression of hers, made him attach a fantastic importance +to every change in her look and tone. Now he thought she understood him, +and feared; now he was sure she did not, and despaired. To-night the +pressure of accumulated misgivings sent the scale drooping toward +despair, and her indifference was the more chilling after the flush of +joy into which she had plunged him by dismissing Denis Eady. He mounted +School House Hill at her side and walked on in silence till they +reached the lane leading to the saw-mill; then the need of some definite +assurance grew too strong for him. + +"You'd have found me right off if you hadn't gone back to have that last +reel with Denis," he brought out awkwardly. He could not pronounce the +name without a stiffening of the muscles of his throat. + +"Why, Ethan, how could I tell you were there?" + +"I suppose what folks say is true," he jerked out at her, instead of +answering. + +She stopped short, and he felt, in the darkness, that her face was +lifted quickly to his. "Why, what do folks say?" + +"It's natural enough you should be leaving us" he floundered on, +following his thought. + +"Is that what they say?" she mocked back at him; then, with a sudden +drop of her sweet treble: "You mean that Zeena--ain't suited with me any +more?" she faltered. + +Their arms had slipped apart and they stood motionless, each seeking to +distinguish the other's face. + +"I know I ain't anything like as smart as I ought to be," she went on, +while he vainly struggled for expression. "There's lots of things a +hired girl could do that come awkward to me still--and I haven't got much +strength in my arms. But if she'd only tell me I'd try. You know she +hardly ever says anything, and sometimes I can see she ain't suited, +and yet I don't know why." She turned on him with a sudden flash of +indignation. "You'd ought to tell me, Ethan Frome--you'd ought to! Unless +you want me to go too--" + +Unless he wanted her to go too! The cry was balm to his raw wound. The +iron heavens seemed to melt and rain down sweetness. Again he struggled +for the all-expressive word, and again, his arm in hers, found only a +deep "Come along." + +They walked on in silence through the blackness of the hemlock-shaded +lane, where Ethan's sawmill gloomed through the night, and out again +into the comparative clearness of the fields. On the farther side of the +hemlock belt the open country rolled away before them grey and lonely +under the stars. Sometimes their way led them under the shade of an +overhanging bank or through the thin obscurity of a clump of leafless +trees. Here and there a farmhouse stood far back among the fields, mute +and cold as a grave-stone. The night was so still that they heard the +frozen snow crackle under their feet. The crash of a loaded branch +falling far off in the woods reverberated like a musket-shot, and once a +fox barked, and Mattie shrank closer to Ethan, and quickened her steps. + +At length they sighted the group of larches at Ethan's gate, and as they +drew near it the sense that the walk was over brought back his words. + +"Then you don't want to leave us, Matt?" + +He had to stoop his head to catch her stifled whisper: "Where'd I go, if +I did?" + +The answer sent a pang through him but the tone suffused him with joy. +He forgot what else he had meant to say and pressed her against him so +closely that he seemed to feel her warmth in his veins. + +"You ain't crying are you, Matt?" + +"No, of course I'm not," she quavered. + +They turned in at the gate and passed under the shaded knoll where, +enclosed in a low fence, the Frome grave-stones slanted at crazy angles +through the snow. Ethan looked at them curiously. For years that quiet +company had mocked his restlessness, his desire for change and freedom. +"We never got away--how should you?" seemed to be written on every +headstone; and whenever he went in or out of his gate he thought with a +shiver: "I shall just go on living here till I join them." But now all +desire for change had vanished, and the sight of the little enclosure +gave him a warm sense of continuance and stability. + +"I guess we'll never let you go, Matt," he whispered, as though even the +dead, lovers once, must conspire with him to keep her; and brushing by +the graves, he thought: "We'll always go on living here together, and +some day she'll lie there beside me." + +He let the vision possess him as they climbed the hill to the house. +He was never so happy with her as when he abandoned himself to these +dreams. Half-way up the slope Mattie stumbled against some unseen +obstruction and clutched his sleeve to steady herself. The wave of +warmth that went through him was like the prolongation of his vision. +For the first time he stole his arm about her, and she did not resist. +They walked on as if they were floating on a summer stream. + +Zeena always went to bed as soon as she had had her supper, and the +shutterless windows of the house were dark. A dead cucumber-vine dangled +from the porch like the crape streamer tied to the door for a death, and +the thought flashed through Ethan's brain: "If it was there for Zeena--" +Then he had a distinct sight of his wife lying in their bedroom asleep, +her mouth slightly open, her false teeth in a tumbler by the bed... + +They walked around to the back of the house, between the rigid +gooseberry bushes. It was Zeena's habit, when they came back late from +the village, to leave the key of the kitchen door under the mat. Ethan +stood before the door, his head heavy with dreams, his arm still about +Mattie. "Matt--" he began, not knowing what he meant to say. + +She slipped out of his hold without speaking, and he stooped down and +felt for the key. + +"It's not there!" he said, straightening himself with a start. + +They strained their eyes at each other through the icy darkness. Such a +thing had never happened before. + +"Maybe she's forgotten it," Mattie said in a tremulous whisper; but both +of them knew that it was not like Zeena to forget. + +"It might have fallen off into the snow," Mattie continued, after a +pause during which they had stood intently listening. + +"It must have been pushed off, then," he rejoined in the same tone. +Another wild thought tore through him. What if tramps had been +there--what if... + +Again he listened, fancying he heard a distant sound in the house; then +he felt in his pocket for a match, and kneeling down, passed its light +slowly over the rough edges of snow about the doorstep. + +He was still kneeling when his eyes, on a level with the lower panel of +the door, caught a faint ray beneath it. Who could be stirring in that +silent house? He heard a step on the stairs, and again for an instant +the thought of tramps tore through him. Then the door opened and he saw +his wife. + +Against the dark background of the kitchen she stood up tall and +angular, one hand drawing a quilted counterpane to her flat breast, +while the other held a lamp. The light, on a level with her chin, drew +out of the darkness her puckered throat and the projecting wrist of the +hand that clutched the quilt, and deepened fantastically the hollows and +prominences of her high-boned face under its ring of crimping-pins. To +Ethan, still in the rosy haze of his hour with Mattie, the sight came +with the intense precision of the last dream before waking. He felt as +if he had never before known what his wife looked like. + +She drew aside without speaking, and Mattie and Ethan passed into the +kitchen, which had the deadly chill of a vault after the dry cold of the +night. + +"Guess you forgot about us, Zeena," Ethan joked, stamping the snow from +his boots. + +"No. I just felt so mean I couldn't sleep." + +Mattie came forward, unwinding her wraps, the colour of the cherry scarf +in her fresh lips and cheeks. "I'm so sorry, Zeena! Isn't there anything +I can do?" + +"No; there's nothing." Zeena turned away from her. "You might 'a' shook +off that snow outside," she said to her husband. + +She walked out of the kitchen ahead of them and pausing in the hall +raised the lamp at arm's-length, as if to light them up the stairs. + +Ethan paused also, affecting to fumble for the peg on which he hung his +coat and cap. The doors of the two bedrooms faced each other across the +narrow upper landing, and to-night it was peculiarly repugnant to him +that Mattie should see him follow Zeena. + +"I guess I won't come up yet awhile," he said, turning as if to go back +to the kitchen. + +Zeena stopped short and looked at him. "For the land's sake--what you +going to do down here?" + +"I've got the mill accounts to go over." + +She continued to stare at him, the flame of the unshaded lamp bringing +out with microscopic cruelty the fretful lines of her face. + +"At this time o' night? You'll ketch your death. The fire's out long +ago." + +Without answering he moved away toward the kitchen. As he did so his +glance crossed Mattie's and he fancied that a fugitive warning gleamed +through her lashes. The next moment they sank to her flushed cheeks and +she began to mount the stairs ahead of Zeena. + +"That's so. It is powerful cold down here," Ethan assented; and with +lowered head he went up in his wife's wake, and followed her across the +threshold of their room. + + + + +III + + +There was some hauling to be done at the lower end of the wood-lot, and +Ethan was out early the next day. + +The winter morning was as clear as crystal. The sunrise burned red in a +pure sky, the shadows on the rim of the wood-lot were darkly blue, and +beyond the white and scintillating fields patches of far-off forest hung +like smoke. + +It was in the early morning stillness, when his muscles were swinging +to their familiar task and his lungs expanding with long draughts of +mountain air, that Ethan did his clearest thinking. He and Zeena had not +exchanged a word after the door of their room had closed on them. She +had measured out some drops from a medicine-bottle on a chair by the bed +and, after swallowing them, and wrapping her head in a piece of yellow +flannel, had lain down with her face turned away. Ethan undressed +hurriedly and blew out the light so that he should not see her when he +took his place at her side. As he lay there he could hear Mattie moving +about in her room, and her candle, sending its small ray across the +landing, drew a scarcely perceptible line of light under his door. He +kept his eyes fixed on the light till it vanished. Then the room grew +perfectly black, and not a sound was audible but Zeena's asthmatic +breathing. Ethan felt confusedly that there were many things he ought +to think about, but through his tingling veins and tired brain only one +sensation throbbed: the warmth of Mattie's shoulder against his. Why had +he not kissed her when he held her there? A few hours earlier he would +not have asked himself the question. Even a few minutes earlier, when +they had stood alone outside the house, he would not have dared to think +of kissing her. But since he had seen her lips in the lamplight he felt +that they were his. + +Now, in the bright morning air, her face was still before him. It was +part of the sun's red and of the pure glitter on the snow. How the +girl had changed since she had come to Starkfield! He remembered what a +colourless slip of a thing she had looked the day he had met her at the +station. And all the first winter, how she had shivered with cold when +the northerly gales shook the thin clapboards and the snow beat like +hail against the loose-hung windows! + +He had been afraid that she would hate the hard life, the cold and +loneliness; but not a sign of discontent escaped her. Zeena took the +view that Mattie was bound to make the best of Starkfield since she +hadn't any other place to go to; but this did not strike Ethan as +conclusive. Zeena, at any rate, did not apply the principle in her own +case. + +He felt all the more sorry for the girl because misfortune had, in +a sense, indentured her to them. Mattie Silver was the daughter of +a cousin of Zenobia Frome's, who had inflamed his clan with mingled +sentiments of envy and admiration by descending from the hills to +Connecticut, where he had married a Stamford girl and succeeded to +her father's thriving "drug" business. Unhappily Orin Silver, a man of +far-reaching aims, had died too soon to prove that the end justifies the +means. His accounts revealed merely what the means had been; and these +were such that it was fortunate for his wife and daughter that his books +were examined only after his impressive funeral. His wife died of the +disclosure, and Mattie, at twenty, was left alone to make her way on the +fifty dollars obtained from the sale of her piano. For this purpose her +equipment, though varied, was inadequate. She could trim a hat, make +molasses candy, recite "Curfew shall not ring to-night," and play "The +Lost Chord" and a pot-pourri from "Carmen." When she tried to extend the +field of her activities in the direction of stenography and book-keeping +her health broke down, and six months on her feet behind the counter of +a department store did not tend to restore it. Her nearest relations had +been induced to place their savings in her father's hands, and though, +after his death, they ungrudgingly acquitted themselves of the Christian +duty of returning good for evil by giving his daughter all the advice +at their disposal, they could hardly be expected to supplement it by +material aid. But when Zenobia's doctor recommended her looking about +for some one to help her with the house-work the clan instantly saw the +chance of exacting a compensation from Mattie. Zenobia, though doubtful +of the girl's efficiency, was tempted by the freedom to find fault +without much risk of losing her; and so Mattie came to Starkfield. + +Zenobia's fault-finding was of the silent kind, but not the less +penetrating for that. During the first months Ethan alternately burned +with the desire to see Mattie defy her and trembled with fear of the +result. Then the situation grew less strained. The pure air, and the +long summer hours in the open, gave back life and elasticity to Mattie, +and Zeena, with more leisure to devote to her complex ailments, grew +less watchful of the girl's omissions; so that Ethan, struggling on +under the burden of his barren farm and failing saw-mill, could at least +imagine that peace reigned in his house. + +There was really, even now, no tangible evidence to the contrary; but +since the previous night a vague dread had hung on his sky-line. It was +formed of Zeena's obstinate silence, of Mattie's sudden look of warning, +of the memory of just such fleeting imperceptible signs as those which +told him, on certain stainless mornings, that before night there would +be rain. + +His dread was so strong that, man-like, he sought to postpone certainty. +The hauling was not over till mid-day, and as the lumber was to be +delivered to Andrew Hale, the Starkfield builder, it was really easier +for Ethan to send Jotham Powell, the hired man, back to the farm on +foot, and drive the load down to the village himself. He had scrambled +up on the logs, and was sitting astride of them, close over his shaggy +grays, when, coming between him and their streaming necks, he had a +vision of the warning look that Mattie had given him the night before. + +"If there's going to be any trouble I want to be there," was his vague +reflection, as he threw to Jotham the unexpected order to unhitch the +team and lead them back to the barn. + +It was a slow trudge home through the heavy fields, and when the two +men entered the kitchen Mattie was lifting the coffee from the stove and +Zeena was already at the table. Her husband stopped short at sight of +her. Instead of her usual calico wrapper and knitted shawl she wore her +best dress of brown merino, and above her thin strands of hair, which +still preserved the tight undulations of the crimping-pins, rose a hard +perpendicular bonnet, as to which Ethan's clearest notion was that he +had to pay five dollars for it at the Bettsbridge Emporium. On the floor +beside her stood his old valise and a bandbox wrapped in newspapers. + +"Why, where are you going, Zeena?" he exclaimed. + +"I've got my shooting pains so bad that I'm going over to Bettsbridge +to spend the night with Aunt Martha Pierce and see that new doctor," she +answered in a matter-of-fact tone, as if she had said she was going into +the store-room to take a look at the preserves, or up to the attic to go +over the blankets. + +In spite of her sedentary habits such abrupt decisions were not without +precedent in Zeena's history. Twice or thrice before she had suddenly +packed Ethan's valise and started off to Bettsbridge, or even +Springfield, to seek the advice of some new doctor, and her husband had +grown to dread these expeditions because of their cost. Zeena always +came back laden with expensive remedies, and her last visit to +Springfield had been commemorated by her paying twenty dollars for an +electric battery of which she had never been able to learn the use. But +for the moment his sense of relief was so great as to preclude all other +feelings. He had now no doubt that Zeena had spoken the truth in saying, +the night before, that she had sat up because she felt "too mean" to +sleep: her abrupt resolve to seek medical advice showed that, as usual, +she was wholly absorbed in her health. + +As if expecting a protest, she continued plaintively; "If you're too +busy with the hauling I presume you can let Jotham Powell drive me over +with the sorrel in time to ketch the train at the Flats." + +Her husband hardly heard what she was saying. During the winter months +there was no stage between Starkfield and Bettsbridge, and the trains +which stopped at Corbury Flats were slow and infrequent. A rapid +calculation showed Ethan that Zeena could not be back at the farm before +the following evening.... + +"If I'd supposed you'd 'a' made any objection to Jotham Powell's driving +me over--" she began again, as though his silence had implied refusal. On +the brink of departure she was always seized with a flux of words. "All +I know is," she continued, "I can't go on the way I am much longer. +The pains are clear away down to my ankles now, or I'd 'a' walked in to +Starkfield on my own feet, sooner'n put you out, and asked Michael Eady +to let me ride over on his wagon to the Flats, when he sends to meet the +train that brings his groceries. I'd 'a' had two hours to wait in the +station, but I'd sooner 'a' done it, even with this cold, than to have +you say--" + +"Of course Jotham'll drive you over," Ethan roused himself to answer. +He became suddenly conscious that he was looking at Mattie while Zeena +talked to him, and with an effort he turned his eyes to his wife. She +sat opposite the window, and the pale light reflected from the banks of +snow made her face look more than usually drawn and bloodless, sharpened +the three parallel creases between ear and cheek, and drew querulous +lines from her thin nose to the corners of her mouth. Though she was but +seven years her husband's senior, and he was only twenty-eight, she was +already an old woman. + +Ethan tried to say something befitting the occasion, but there was only +one thought in his mind: the fact that, for the first time since +Mattie had come to live with them, Zeena was to be away for a night. He +wondered if the girl were thinking of it too.... + +He knew that Zeena must be wondering why he did not offer to drive her +to the Flats and let Jotham Powell take the lumber to Starkfield, and +at first he could not think of a pretext for not doing so; then he said: +"I'd take you over myself, only I've got to collect the cash for the +lumber." + +As soon as the words were spoken he regretted them, not only because +they were untrue--there being no prospect of his receiving cash payment +from Hale--but also because he knew from experience the imprudence of +letting Zeena think he was in funds on the eve of one of her therapeutic +excursions. At the moment, however, his one desire was to avoid the long +drive with her behind the ancient sorrel who never went out of a walk. + +Zeena made no reply: she did not seem to hear what he had said. She had +already pushed her plate aside, and was measuring out a draught from a +large bottle at her elbow. + +"It ain't done me a speck of good, but I guess I might as well use it +up," she remarked; adding, as she pushed the empty bottle toward Mattie: +"If you can get the taste out it'll do for pickles." + + + + +IV + + +As soon as his wife had driven off Ethan took his coat and cap from the +peg. Mattie was washing up the dishes, humming one of the dance tunes +of the night before. He said "So long, Matt," and she answered gaily "So +long, Ethan"; and that was all. + +It was warm and bright in the kitchen. The sun slanted through the south +window on the girl's moving figure, on the cat dozing in a chair, and on +the geraniums brought in from the door-way, where Ethan had planted +them in the summer to "make a garden" for Mattie. He would have liked to +linger on, watching her tidy up and then settle down to her sewing; but +he wanted still more to get the hauling done and be back at the farm +before night. + +All the way down to the village he continued to think of his return to +Mattie. The kitchen was a poor place, not "spruce" and shining as his +mother had kept it in his boyhood; but it was surprising what a homelike +look the mere fact of Zeena's absence gave it. And he pictured what it +would be like that evening, when he and Mattie were there after supper. +For the first time they would be alone together indoors, and they would +sit there, one on each side of the stove, like a married couple, he in +his stocking feet and smoking his pipe, she laughing and talking in that +funny way she had, which was always as new to him as if he had never +heard her before. + +The sweetness of the picture, and the relief of knowing that his fears +of "trouble" with Zeena were unfounded, sent up his spirits with a rush, +and he, who was usually so silent, whistled and sang aloud as he +drove through the snowy fields. There was in him a slumbering spark of +sociability which the long Starkfield winters had not yet extinguished. +By nature grave and inarticulate, he admired recklessness and gaiety in +others and was warmed to the marrow by friendly human intercourse. At +Worcester, though he had the name of keeping to himself and not being +much of a hand at a good time, he had secretly gloried in being clapped +on the back and hailed as "Old Ethe" or "Old Stiff"; and the cessation +of such familiarities had increased the chill of his return to +Starkfield. + +There the silence had deepened about him year by year. Left alone, after +his father's accident, to carry the burden of farm and mill, he had had +no time for convivial loiterings in the village; and when his mother +fell ill the loneliness of the house grew more oppressive than that +of the fields. His mother had been a talker in her day, but after her +"trouble" the sound of her voice was seldom heard, though she had not +lost the power of speech. Sometimes, in the long winter evenings, when +in desperation her son asked her why she didn't "say something," she +would lift a finger and answer: "Because I'm listening"; and on stormy +nights, when the loud wind was about the house, she would complain, if +he spoke to her: "They're talking so out there that I can't hear you." + +It was only when she drew toward her last illness, and his cousin +Zenobia Pierce came over from the next valley to help him nurse her, +that human speech was heard again in the house. After the mortal silence +of his long imprisonment Zeena's volubility was music in his ears. He +felt that he might have "gone like his mother" if the sound of a new +voice had not come to steady him. Zeena seemed to understand his case +at a glance. She laughed at him for not knowing the simplest sick-bed +duties and told him to "go right along out" and leave her to see to +things. The mere fact of obeying her orders, of feeling free to go about +his business again and talk with other men, restored his shaken balance +and magnified his sense of what he owed her. Her efficiency shamed and +dazzled him. She seemed to possess by instinct all the household wisdom +that his long apprenticeship had not instilled in him. When the end came +it was she who had to tell him to hitch up and go for the undertaker, +and she thought it "funny" that he had not settled beforehand who was +to have his mother's clothes and the sewing-machine. After the funeral, +when he saw her preparing to go away, he was seized with an unreasoning +dread of being left alone on the farm; and before he knew what he was +doing he had asked her to stay there with him. He had often thought +since that it would not have happened if his mother had died in spring +instead of winter... + +When they married it was agreed that, as soon as he could straighten out +the difficulties resulting from Mrs. Frome's long illness, they would +sell the farm and saw-mill and try their luck in a large town. Ethan's +love of nature did not take the form of a taste for agriculture. He had +always wanted to be an engineer, and to live in towns, where there +were lectures and big libraries and "fellows doing things." A slight +engineering job in Florida, put in his way during his period of study at +Worcester, increased his faith in his ability as well as his eagerness +to see the world; and he felt sure that, with a "smart" wife like Zeena, +it would not be long before he had made himself a place in it. + +Zeena's native village was slightly larger and nearer to the railway +than Starkfield, and she had let her husband see from the first that +life on an isolated farm was not what she had expected when she married. +But purchasers were slow in coming, and while he waited for them Ethan +learned the impossibility of transplanting her. She chose to look down +on Starkfield, but she could not have lived in a place which looked +down on her. Even Bettsbridge or Shadd's Falls would not have been +sufficiently aware of her, and in the greater cities which attracted +Ethan she would have suffered a complete loss of identity. And within +a year of their marriage she developed the "sickliness" which had since +made her notable even in a community rich in pathological instances. +When she came to take care of his mother she had seemed to Ethan like +the very genius of health, but he soon saw that her skill as a nurse had +been acquired by the absorbed observation of her own symptoms. + +Then she too fell silent. Perhaps it was the inevitable effect of life +on the farm, or perhaps, as she sometimes said, it was because Ethan +"never listened." The charge was not wholly unfounded. When she spoke +it was only to complain, and to complain of things not in his power to +remedy; and to check a tendency to impatient retort he had first formed +the habit of not answering her, and finally of thinking of other things +while she talked. Of late, however, since he had reasons for observing +her more closely, her silence had begun to trouble him. He recalled his +mother's growing taciturnity, and wondered if Zeena were also turning +"queer." Women did, he knew. Zeena, who had at her fingers' ends the +pathological chart of the whole region, had cited many cases of the kind +while she was nursing his mother; and he himself knew of certain lonely +farm-houses in the neighbourhood where stricken creatures pined, and +of others where sudden tragedy had come of their presence. At times, +looking at Zeena's shut face, he felt the chill of such forebodings. +At other times her silence seemed deliberately assumed to conceal +far-reaching intentions, mysterious conclusions drawn from suspicions +and resentments impossible to guess. That supposition was even more +disturbing than the other; and it was the one which had come to him the +night before, when he had seen her standing in the kitchen door. + +Now her departure for Bettsbridge had once more eased his mind, and all +his thoughts were on the prospect of his evening with Mattie. Only one +thing weighed on him, and that was his having told Zeena that he was to +receive cash for the lumber. He foresaw so clearly the consequences +of this imprudence that with considerable reluctance he decided to ask +Andrew Hale for a small advance on his load. + +When Ethan drove into Hale's yard the builder was just getting out of +his sleigh. + +"Hello, Ethe!" he said. "This comes handy." + +Andrew Hale was a ruddy man with a big gray moustache and a stubbly +double-chin unconstrained by a collar; but his scrupulously clean shirt +was always fastened by a small diamond stud. This display of opulence +was misleading, for though he did a fairly good business it was known +that his easygoing habits and the demands of his large family frequently +kept him what Starkfield called "behind." He was an old friend of +Ethan's family, and his house one of the few to which Zeena occasionally +went, drawn there by the fact that Mrs. Hale, in her youth, had done +more "doctoring" than any other woman in Starkfield, and was still a +recognised authority on symptoms and treatment. + +Hale went up to the grays and patted their sweating flanks. + +"Well, sir," he said, "you keep them two as if they was pets." + +Ethan set about unloading the logs and when he had finished his job he +pushed open the glazed door of the shed which the builder used as his +office. Hale sat with his feet up on the stove, his back propped against +a battered desk strewn with papers: the place, like the man, was warm, +genial and untidy. + +"Sit right down and thaw out," he greeted Ethan. + +The latter did not know how to begin, but at length he managed to bring +out his request for an advance of fifty dollars. The blood rushed to his +thin skin under the sting of Hale's astonishment. It was the builder's +custom to pay at the end of three months, and there was no precedent +between the two men for a cash settlement. + +Ethan felt that if he had pleaded an urgent need Hale might have made +shift to pay him; but pride, and an instinctive prudence, kept him from +resorting to this argument. After his father's death it had taken time +to get his head above water, and he did not want Andrew Hale, or any one +else in Starkfield, to think he was going under again. Besides, he hated +lying; if he wanted the money he wanted it, and it was nobody's business +to ask why. He therefore made his demand with the awkwardness of a proud +man who will not admit to himself that he is stooping; and he was not +much surprised at Hale's refusal. + +The builder refused genially, as he did everything else: he treated the +matter as something in the nature of a practical joke, and wanted to +know if Ethan meditated buying a grand piano or adding a "cupolo" to his +house; offering, in the latter case, to give his services free of cost. + +Ethan's arts were soon exhausted, and after an embarrassed pause he +wished Hale good day and opened the door of the office. As he passed out +the builder suddenly called after him: "See here--you ain't in a tight +place, are you?" + +"Not a bit," Ethan's pride retorted before his reason had time to +intervene. + +"Well, that's good! Because I am, a shade. Fact is, I was going to ask +you to give me a little extra time on that payment. Business is pretty +slack, to begin with, and then I'm fixing up a little house for Ned and +Ruth when they're married. I'm glad to do it for 'em, but it costs." His +look appealed to Ethan for sympathy. "The young people like things nice. +You know how it is yourself: it's not so long ago since you fixed up +your own place for Zeena." + +Ethan left the grays in Hale's stable and went about some other business +in the village. As he walked away the builder's last phrase lingered in +his ears, and he reflected grimly that his seven years with Zeena seemed +to Starkfield "not so long." + +The afternoon was drawing to an end, and here and there a lighted pane +spangled the cold gray dusk and made the snow look whiter. The bitter +weather had driven every one indoors and Ethan had the long rural street +to himself. Suddenly he heard the brisk play of sleigh-bells and a +cutter passed him, drawn by a free-going horse. Ethan recognised Michael +Eady's roan colt, and young Denis Eady, in a handsome new fur cap, +leaned forward and waved a greeting. "Hello, Ethe!" he shouted and spun +on. + +The cutter was going in the direction of the Frome farm, and Ethan's +heart contracted as he listened to the dwindling bells. What more likely +than that Denis Eady had heard of Zeena's departure for Bettsbridge, and +was profiting by the opportunity to spend an hour with Mattie? Ethan was +ashamed of the storm of jealousy in his breast. It seemed unworthy of +the girl that his thoughts of her should be so violent. + +He walked on to the church corner and entered the shade of the Varnum +spruces, where he had stood with her the night before. As he passed +into their gloom he saw an indistinct outline just ahead of him. At +his approach it melted for an instant into two separate shapes and then +conjoined again, and he heard a kiss, and a half-laughing "Oh!" provoked +by the discovery of his presence. Again the outline hastily disunited +and the Varnum gate slammed on one half while the other hurried on ahead +of him. Ethan smiled at the discomfiture he had caused. What did it +matter to Ned Hale and Ruth Varnum if they were caught kissing each +other? Everybody in Starkfield knew they were engaged. It pleased Ethan +to have surprised a pair of lovers on the spot where he and Mattie had +stood with such a thirst for each other in their hearts; but he felt a +pang at the thought that these two need not hide their happiness. + +He fetched the grays from Hale's stable and started on his long climb +back to the farm. The cold was less sharp than earlier in the day and a +thick fleecy sky threatened snow for the morrow. Here and there a star +pricked through, showing behind it a deep well of blue. In an hour +or two the moon would push over the ridge behind the farm, burn a +gold-edged rent in the clouds, and then be swallowed by them. A mournful +peace hung on the fields, as though they felt the relaxing grasp of the +cold and stretched themselves in their long winter sleep. + +Ethan's ears were alert for the jingle of sleigh-bells, but not a sound +broke the silence of the lonely road. As he drew near the farm he saw, +through the thin screen of larches at the gate, a light twinkling in +the house above him. "She's up in her room," he said to himself, "fixing +herself up for supper"; and he remembered Zeena's sarcastic stare when +Mattie, on the evening of her arrival, had come down to supper with +smoothed hair and a ribbon at her neck. + +He passed by the graves on the knoll and turned his head to glance at +one of the older headstones, which had interested him deeply as a boy +because it bore his name. + +SACRED TO THE MEMORY OF + +ETHAN FROME AND ENDURANCE HIS WIFE, + +WHO DWELLED TOGETHER IN PEACE + +FOR FIFTY YEARS. + +He used to think that fifty years sounded like a long time to live +together; but now it seemed to him that they might pass in a flash. +Then, with a sudden dart of irony, he wondered if, when their turn came, +the same epitaph would be written over him and Zeena. + +He opened the barn-door and craned his head into the obscurity, +half-fearing to discover Denis Eady's roan colt in the stall beside +the sorrel. But the old horse was there alone, mumbling his crib with +toothless jaws, and Ethan whistled cheerfully while he bedded down the +grays and shook an extra measure of oats into their mangers. His was not +a tuneful throat--but harsh melodies burst from it as he locked the barn +and sprang up the hill to the house. He reached the kitchen-porch and +turned the door-handle; but the door did not yield to his touch. + +Startled at finding it locked he rattled the handle violently; then +he reflected that Mattie was alone and that it was natural she should +barricade herself at nightfall. He stood in the darkness expecting to +hear her step. It did not come, and after vainly straining his ears he +called out in a voice that shook with joy: "Hello, Matt!" + +Silence answered; but in a minute or two he caught a sound on the stairs +and saw a line of light about the door-frame, as he had seen it the +night before. So strange was the precision with which the incidents of +the previous evening were repeating themselves that he half expected, +when he heard the key turn, to see his wife before him on the threshold; +but the door opened, and Mattie faced him. + +She stood just as Zeena had stood, a lifted lamp in her hand, against +the black background of the kitchen. She held the light at the same +level, and it drew out with the same distinctness her slim young throat +and the brown wrist no bigger than a child's. Then, striking upward, it +threw a lustrous fleck on her lips, edged her eyes with velvet shade, +and laid a milky whiteness above the black curve of her brows. + +She wore her usual dress of darkish stuff, and there was no bow at her +neck; but through her hair she had run a streak of crimson ribbon. This +tribute to the unusual transformed and glorified her. She seemed to +Ethan taller, fuller, more womanly in shape and motion. She stood aside, +smiling silently, while he entered, and then moved away from him with +something soft and flowing in her gait. She set the lamp on the table, +and he saw that it was carefully laid for supper, with fresh dough-nuts, +stewed blueberries and his favourite pickles in a dish of gay red glass. +A bright fire glowed in the stove and the cat lay stretched before it, +watching the table with a drowsy eye. + +Ethan was suffocated with the sense of well-being. He went out into the +passage to hang up his coat and pull off his wet boots. When he came +back Mattie had set the teapot on the table and the cat was rubbing +itself persuasively against her ankles. + +"Why, Puss! I nearly tripped over you," she cried, the laughter +sparkling through her lashes. + +Again Ethan felt a sudden twinge of jealousy. Could it be his coming +that gave her such a kindled face? + +"Well, Matt, any visitors?" he threw off, stooping down carelessly to +examine the fastening of the stove. + +She nodded and laughed "Yes, one," and he felt a blackness settling on +his brows. + +"Who was that?" he questioned, raising himself up to slant a glance at +her beneath his scowl. + +Her eyes danced with malice. "Why, Jotham Powell. He came in after he +got back, and asked for a drop of coffee before he went down home." + +The blackness lifted and light flooded Ethan's brain. "That all? Well, +I hope you made out to let him have it." And after a pause he felt it +right to add: "I suppose he got Zeena over to the Flats all right?" + +"Oh, yes; in plenty of time." + +The name threw a chill between them, and they stood a moment looking +sideways at each other before Mattie said with a shy laugh. "I guess +it's about time for supper." + +They drew their seats up to the table, and the cat, unbidden, jumped +between them into Zeena's empty chair. "Oh, Puss!" said Mattie, and they +laughed again. + +Ethan, a moment earlier, had felt himself on the brink of eloquence; +but the mention of Zeena had paralysed him. Mattie seemed to feel the +contagion of his embarrassment, and sat with downcast lids, sipping her +tea, while he feigned an insatiable appetite for dough-nuts and sweet +pickles. At last, after casting about for an effective opening, he took +a long gulp of tea, cleared his throat, and said: "Looks as if there'd +be more snow." + +She feigned great interest. "Is that so? Do you suppose it'll interfere +with Zeena's getting back?" She flushed red as the question escaped her, +and hastily set down the cup she was lifting. + +Ethan reached over for another helping of pickles. "You never can tell, +this time of year, it drifts so bad on the Flats." The name had benumbed +him again, and once more he felt as if Zeena were in the room between +them. + +"Oh, Puss, you're too greedy!" Mattie cried. + +The cat, unnoticed, had crept up on muffled paws from Zeena's seat to +the table, and was stealthily elongating its body in the direction +of the milk-jug, which stood between Ethan and Mattie. The two leaned +forward at the same moment and their hands met on the handle of the jug. +Mattie's hand was underneath, and Ethan kept his clasped on it a +moment longer than was necessary. The cat, profiting by this unusual +demonstration, tried to effect an unnoticed retreat, and in doing so +backed into the pickle-dish, which fell to the floor with a crash. + +Mattie, in an instant, had sprung from her chair and was down on her +knees by the fragments. + +"Oh, Ethan, Ethan--it's all to pieces! What will Zeena say?" + +But this time his courage was up. "Well, she'll have to say it to the +cat, any way!" he rejoined with a laugh, kneeling down at Mattie's side +to scrape up the swimming pickles. + +She lifted stricken eyes to him. "Yes, but, you see, she never meant it +should be used, not even when there was company; and I had to get up on +the step-ladder to reach it down from the top shelf of the china-closet, +where she keeps it with all her best things, and of course she'll want +to know why I did it--" + +The case was so serious that it called forth all of Ethan's latent +resolution. + +"She needn't know anything about it if you keep quiet. I'll get another +just like it to-morrow. Where did it come from? I'll go to Shadd's Falls +for it if I have to!" + +"Oh, you'll never get another even there! It was a wedding present--don't +you remember? It came all the way from Philadelphia, from Zeena's aunt +that married the minister. That's why she wouldn't ever use it. Oh, +Ethan, Ethan, what in the world shall I do?" + +She began to cry, and he felt as if every one of her tears were pouring +over him like burning lead. "Don't, Matt, don't--oh, don't!" he implored +her. + +She struggled to her feet, and he rose and followed her helplessly while +she spread out the pieces of glass on the kitchen dresser. It seemed to +him as if the shattered fragments of their evening lay there. + +"Here, give them to me," he said in a voice of sudden authority. + +She drew aside, instinctively obeying his tone. "Oh, Ethan, what are you +going to do?" + +Without replying he gathered the pieces of glass into his broad palm +and walked out of the kitchen to the passage. There he lit a candle-end, +opened the china-closet, and, reaching his long arm up to the highest +shelf, laid the pieces together with such accuracy of touch that a close +inspection convinced him of the impossibility of detecting from below +that the dish was broken. If he glued it together the next morning +months might elapse before his wife noticed what had happened, and +meanwhile he might after all be able to match the dish at Shadd's Falls +or Bettsbridge. Having satisfied himself that there was no risk of +immediate discovery he went back to the kitchen with a lighter step, and +found Mattie disconsolately removing the last scraps of pickle from the +floor. + +"It's all right, Matt. Come back and finish supper," he commanded her. + +Completely reassured, she shone on him through tear-hung lashes, and his +soul swelled with pride as he saw how his tone subdued her. She did not +even ask what he had done. Except when he was steering a big log down +the mountain to his mill he had never known such a thrilling sense of +mastery. + + + + +V + + +They finished supper, and while Mattie cleared the table Ethan went to +look at the cows and then took a last turn about the house. The earth +lay dark under a muffled sky and the air was so still that now and then +he heard a lump of snow come thumping down from a tree far off on the +edge of the wood-lot. + +When he returned to the kitchen Mattie had pushed up his chair to the +stove and seated herself near the lamp with a bit of sewing. The scene +was just as he had dreamed of it that morning. He sat down, drew his +pipe from his pocket and stretched his feet to the glow. His hard day's +work in the keen air made him feel at once lazy and light of mood, and +he had a confused sense of being in another world, where all was warmth +and harmony and time could bring no change. The only drawback to his +complete well-being was the fact that he could not see Mattie from where +he sat; but he was too indolent to move and after a moment he said: +"Come over here and sit by the stove." + +Zeena's empty rocking-chair stood facing him. Mattie rose obediently, +and seated herself in it. As her young brown head detached itself +against the patch-work cushion that habitually framed his wife's gaunt +countenance, Ethan had a momentary shock. It was almost as if the other +face, the face of the superseded woman, had obliterated that of the +intruder. After a moment Mattie seemed to be affected by the same sense +of constraint. She changed her position, leaning forward to bend her +head above her work, so that he saw only the foreshortened tip of her +nose and the streak of red in her hair; then she slipped to her feet, +saying "I can't see to sew," and went back to her chair by the lamp. + +Ethan made a pretext of getting up to replenish the stove, and when he +returned to his seat he pushed it sideways that he might get a view of +her profile and of the lamplight falling on her hands. The cat, who +had been a puzzled observer of these unusual movements, jumped up into +Zeena's chair, rolled itself into a ball, and lay watching them with +narrowed eyes. + +Deep quiet sank on the room. The clock ticked above the dresser, a piece +of charred wood fell now and then in the stove, and the faint sharp +scent of the geraniums mingled with the odour of Ethan's smoke, which +began to throw a blue haze about the lamp and to hang its greyish +cobwebs in the shadowy corners of the room. + +All constraint had vanished between the two, and they began to talk +easily and simply. They spoke of every-day things, of the prospect +of snow, of the next church sociable, of the loves and quarrels of +Starkfield. The commonplace nature of what they said produced in Ethan +an illusion of long-established intimacy which no outburst of emotion +could have given, and he set his imagination adrift on the fiction that +they had always spent their evenings thus and would always go on doing +so... + +"This is the night we were to have gone coasting, Matt," he said at +length, with the rich sense, as he spoke, that they could go on any +other night they chose, since they had all time before them. + +She smiled back at him. "I guess you forgot!" + +"No, I didn't forget; but it's as dark as Egypt outdoors. We might go +to-morrow if there's a moon." + +She laughed with pleasure, her head tilted back, the lamplight sparkling +on her lips and teeth. "That would be lovely, Ethan!" + +He kept his eyes fixed on her, marvelling at the way her face changed +with each turn of their talk, like a wheat-field under a summer breeze. +It was intoxicating to find such magic in his clumsy words, and he +longed to try new ways of using it. + +"Would you be scared to go down the Corbury road with me on a night like +this?" he asked. + +Her cheeks burned redder. "I ain't any more scared than you are!" + +"Well, I'd be scared, then; I wouldn't do it. That's an ugly corner down +by the big elm. If a fellow didn't keep his eyes open he'd go plumb into +it." He luxuriated in the sense of protection and authority which his +words conveyed. To prolong and intensify the feeling he added: "I guess +we're well enough here." + +She let her lids sink slowly, in the way he loved. "Yes, we're well +enough here," she sighed. + +Her tone was so sweet that he took the pipe from his mouth and drew his +chair up to the table. Leaning forward, he touched the farther end of +the strip of brown stuff that she was hemming. "Say, Matt," he began +with a smile, "what do you think I saw under the Varnum spruces, coming +along home just now? I saw a friend of yours getting kissed." + +The words had been on his tongue all the evening, but now that he had +spoken them they struck him as inexpressibly vulgar and out of place. + +Mattie blushed to the roots of her hair and pulled her needle rapidly +twice or thrice through her work, insensibly drawing the end of it away +from him. "I suppose it was Ruth and Ned," she said in a low voice, as +though he had suddenly touched on something grave. + +Ethan had imagined that his allusion might open the way to the accepted +pleasantries, and these perhaps in turn to a harmless caress, if only +a mere touch on her hand. But now he felt as if her blush had set a +flaming guard about her. He supposed it was his natural awkwardness that +made him feel so. He knew that most young men made nothing at all of +giving a pretty girl a kiss, and he remembered that the night before, +when he had put his arm about Mattie, she had not resisted. But that had +been out-of-doors, under the open irresponsible night. Now, in the warm +lamplit room, with all its ancient implications of conformity and order, +she seemed infinitely farther away from him and more unapproachable. + +To ease his constraint he said: "I suppose they'll be setting a date +before long." + +"Yes. I shouldn't wonder if they got married some time along in the +summer." She pronounced the word married as if her voice caressed it. +It seemed a rustling covert leading to enchanted glades. A pang shot +through Ethan, and he said, twisting away from her in his chair: "It'll +be your turn next, I wouldn't wonder." + +She laughed a little uncertainly. "Why do you keep on saying that?" + +He echoed her laugh. "I guess I do it to get used to the idea." + +He drew up to the table again and she sewed on in silence, with dropped +lashes, while he sat in fascinated contemplation of the way in which her +hands went up and down above the strip of stuff, just as he had seen +a pair of birds make short perpendicular flights over a nest they were +building. At length, without turning her head or lifting her lids, she +said in a low tone: "It's not because you think Zeena's got anything +against me, is it?" + +His former dread started up full-armed at the suggestion. "Why, what do +you mean?" he stammered. + +She raised distressed eyes to his, her work dropping on the table +between them. "I don't know. I thought last night she seemed to have." + +"I'd like to know what," he growled. + +"Nobody can tell with Zeena." It was the first time they had ever spoken +so openly of her attitude toward Mattie, and the repetition of the name +seemed to carry it to the farther corners of the room and send it back +to them in long repercussions of sound. Mattie waited, as if to give the +echo time to drop, and then went on: "She hasn't said anything to you?" + +He shook his head. "No, not a word." + +She tossed the hair back from her forehead with a laugh. "I guess I'm +just nervous, then. I'm not going to think about it any more." + +"Oh, no--don't let's think about it, Matt!" + +The sudden heat of his tone made her colour mount again, not with +a rush, but gradually, delicately, like the reflection of a thought +stealing slowly across her heart. She sat silent, her hands clasped on +her work, and it seemed to him that a warm current flowed toward +him along the strip of stuff that still lay unrolled between them. +Cautiously he slid his hand palm-downward along the table till his +finger-tips touched the end of the stuff. A faint vibration of her +lashes seemed to show that she was aware of his gesture, and that it had +sent a counter-current back to her; and she let her hands lie motionless +on the other end of the strip. + +As they sat thus he heard a sound behind him and turned his head. The +cat had jumped from Zeena's chair to dart at a mouse in the wainscot, +and as a result of the sudden movement the empty chair had set up a +spectral rocking. + +"She'll be rocking in it herself this time to-morrow," Ethan thought. +"I've been in a dream, and this is the only evening we'll ever have +together." The return to reality was as painful as the return to +consciousness after taking an anaesthetic. His body and brain ached with +indescribable weariness, and he could think of nothing to say or to do +that should arrest the mad flight of the moments. + +His alteration of mood seemed to have communicated itself to Mattie. She +looked up at him languidly, as though her lids were weighted with sleep +and it cost her an effort to raise them. Her glance fell on his hand, +which now completely covered the end of her work and grasped it as if it +were a part of herself. He saw a scarcely perceptible tremor cross her +face, and without knowing what he did he stooped his head and kissed +the bit of stuff in his hold. As his lips rested on it he felt it glide +slowly from beneath them, and saw that Mattie had risen and was silently +rolling up her work. She fastened it with a pin, and then, finding +her thimble and scissors, put them with the roll of stuff into the +box covered with fancy paper which he had once brought to her from +Bettsbridge. + +He stood up also, looking vaguely about the room. The clock above the +dresser struck eleven. + +"Is the fire all right?" she asked in a low voice. + +He opened the door of the stove and poked aimlessly at the embers. When +he raised himself again he saw that she was dragging toward the stove +the old soap-box lined with carpet in which the cat made its bed. Then +she recrossed the floor and lifted two of the geranium pots in her arms, +moving them away from the cold window. He followed her and brought the +other geraniums, the hyacinth bulbs in a cracked custard bowl and the +German ivy trained over an old croquet hoop. + +When these nightly duties were performed there was nothing left to do +but to bring in the tin candlestick from the passage, light the candle +and blow out the lamp. Ethan put the candlestick in Mattie's hand and +she went out of the kitchen ahead of him, the light that she carried +before her making her dark hair look like a drift of mist on the moon. + +"Good night, Matt," he said as she put her foot on the first step of the +stairs. + +She turned and looked at him a moment. "Good night, Ethan," she +answered, and went up. + +When the door of her room had closed on her he remembered that he had +not even touched her hand. + + + + +VI + + +The next morning at breakfast Jotham Powell was between them, and Ethan +tried to hide his joy under an air of exaggerated indifference, lounging +back in his chair to throw scraps to the cat, growling at the weather, +and not so much as offering to help Mattie when she rose to clear away +the dishes. + +He did not know why he was so irrationally happy, for nothing was +changed in his life or hers. He had not even touched the tip of her +fingers or looked her full in the eyes. But their evening together had +given him a vision of what life at her side might be, and he was glad +now that he had done nothing to trouble the sweetness of the picture. He +had a fancy that she knew what had restrained him... + +There was a last load of lumber to be hauled to the village, and Jotham +Powell--who did not work regularly for Ethan in winter--had "come round" +to help with the job. But a wet snow, melting to sleet, had fallen in +the night and turned the roads to glass. There was more wet in the air +and it seemed likely to both men that the weather would "milden" toward +afternoon and make the going safer. Ethan therefore proposed to his +assistant that they should load the sledge at the wood-lot, as they had +done on the previous morning, and put off the "teaming" to Starkfield +till later in the day. This plan had the advantage of enabling him to +send Jotham to the Flats after dinner to meet Zenobia, while he himself +took the lumber down to the village. + +He told Jotham to go out and harness up the greys, and for a moment he +and Mattie had the kitchen to themselves. She had plunged the breakfast +dishes into a tin dish-pan and was bending above it with her slim arms +bared to the elbow, the steam from the hot water beading her forehead +and tightening her rough hair into little brown rings like the tendrils +on the traveller's joy. + +Ethan stood looking at her, his heart in his throat. He wanted to say: +"We shall never be alone again like this." Instead, he reached down his +tobacco-pouch from a shelf of the dresser, put it into his pocket and +said: "I guess I can make out to be home for dinner." + +She answered "All right, Ethan," and he heard her singing over the +dishes as he went. + +As soon as the sledge was loaded he meant to send Jotham back to +the farm and hurry on foot into the village to buy the glue for the +pickle-dish. With ordinary luck he should have had time to carry out +this plan; but everything went wrong from the start. On the way over +to the wood-lot one of the greys slipped on a glare of ice and cut his +knee; and when they got him up again Jotham had to go back to the barn +for a strip of rag to bind the cut. Then, when the loading finally +began, a sleety rain was coming down once more, and the tree trunks were +so slippery that it took twice as long as usual to lift them and get +them in place on the sledge. It was what Jotham called a sour morning +for work, and the horses, shivering and stamping under their wet +blankets, seemed to like it as little as the men. It was long past the +dinner-hour when the job was done, and Ethan had to give up going to the +village because he wanted to lead the injured horse home and wash the +cut himself. + +He thought that by starting out again with the lumber as soon as he had +finished his dinner he might get back to the farm with the glue before +Jotham and the old sorrel had had time to fetch Zenobia from the Flats; +but he knew the chance was a slight one. It turned on the state of +the roads and on the possible lateness of the Bettsbridge train. +He remembered afterward, with a grim flash of self-derision, what +importance he had attached to the weighing of these probabilities... + +As soon as dinner was over he set out again for the wood-lot, not daring +to linger till Jotham Powell left. The hired man was still drying his +wet feet at the stove, and Ethan could only give Mattie a quick look as +he said beneath his breath: "I'll be back early." + +He fancied that she nodded her comprehension; and with that scant solace +he had to trudge off through the rain. + +He had driven his load half-way to the village when Jotham Powell +overtook him, urging the reluctant sorrel toward the Flats. "I'll have +to hurry up to do it," Ethan mused, as the sleigh dropped down ahead +of him over the dip of the school-house hill. He worked like ten at the +unloading, and when it was over hastened on to Michael Eady's for the +glue. Eady and his assistant were both "down street," and young Denis, +who seldom deigned to take their place, was lounging by the stove with +a knot of the golden youth of Starkfield. They hailed Ethan with ironic +compliment and offers of conviviality; but no one knew where to find +the glue. Ethan, consumed with the longing for a last moment alone with +Mattie, hung about impatiently while Denis made an ineffectual search in +the obscurer corners of the store. + +"Looks as if we were all sold out. But if you'll wait around till the +old man comes along maybe he can put his hand on it." + +"I'm obliged to you, but I'll try if I can get it down at Mrs. Homan's," +Ethan answered, burning to be gone. + +Denis's commercial instinct compelled him to aver on oath that what +Eady's store could not produce would never be found at the widow +Homan's; but Ethan, heedless of this boast, had already climbed to +the sledge and was driving on to the rival establishment. Here, after +considerable search, and sympathetic questions as to what he wanted +it for, and whether ordinary flour paste wouldn't do as well if she +couldn't find it, the widow Homan finally hunted down her solitary +bottle of glue to its hiding-place in a medley of cough-lozenges and +corset-laces. + +"I hope Zeena ain't broken anything she sets store by," she called after +him as he turned the greys toward home. + +The fitful bursts of sleet had changed into a steady rain and the horses +had heavy work even without a load behind them. Once or twice, hearing +sleigh-bells, Ethan turned his head, fancying that Zeena and Jotham +might overtake him; but the old sorrel was not in sight, and he set his +face against the rain and urged on his ponderous pair. + +The barn was empty when the horses turned into it and, after giving them +the most perfunctory ministrations they had ever received from him, he +strode up to the house and pushed open the kitchen door. + +Mattie was there alone, as he had pictured her. She was bending over a +pan on the stove; but at the sound of his step she turned with a start +and sprang to him. + +"See, here, Matt, I've got some stuff to mend the dish with! Let me get +at it quick," he cried, waving the bottle in one hand while he put her +lightly aside; but she did not seem to hear him. + +"Oh, Ethan--Zeena's come," she said in a whisper, clutching his sleeve. + +They stood and stared at each other, pale as culprits. + +"But the sorrel's not in the barn!" Ethan stammered. + +"Jotham Powell brought some goods over from the Flats for his wife, and +he drove right on home with them," she explained. + +He gazed blankly about the kitchen, which looked cold and squalid in the +rainy winter twilight. + +"How is she?" he asked, dropping his voice to Mattie's whisper. + +She looked away from him uncertainly. "I don't know. She went right up +to her room." + +"She didn't say anything?" + +"No." + +Ethan let out his doubts in a low whistle and thrust the bottle back +into his pocket. "Don't fret; I'll come down and mend it in the night," +he said. He pulled on his wet coat again and went back to the barn to +feed the greys. + +While he was there Jotham Powell drove up with the sleigh, and when the +horses had been attended to Ethan said to him: "You might as well come +back up for a bite." He was not sorry to assure himself of Jotham's +neutralising presence at the supper table, for Zeena was always +"nervous" after a journey. But the hired man, though seldom loth to +accept a meal not included in his wages, opened his stiff jaws to answer +slowly: "I'm obliged to you, but I guess I'll go along back." + +Ethan looked at him in surprise. "Better come up and dry off. Looks as +if there'd be something hot for supper." + +Jotham's facial muscles were unmoved by this appeal and, his vocabulary +being limited, he merely repeated: "I guess I'll go along back." + +To Ethan there was something vaguely ominous in this stolid rejection of +free food and warmth, and he wondered what had happened on the drive to +nerve Jotham to such stoicism. Perhaps Zeena had failed to see the new +doctor or had not liked his counsels: Ethan knew that in such cases +the first person she met was likely to be held responsible for her +grievance. + +When he re-entered the kitchen the lamp lit up the same scene of shining +comfort as on the previous evening. The table had been as carefully +laid, a clear fire glowed in the stove, the cat dozed in its warmth, and +Mattie came forward carrying a plate of dough-nuts. + +She and Ethan looked at each other in silence; then she said, as she had +said the night before: "I guess it's about time for supper." + + + + +VII + + +Ethan went out into the passage to hang up his wet garments. He listened +for Zeena's step and, not hearing it, called her name up the stairs. She +did not answer, and after a moment's hesitation he went up and opened +her door. The room was almost dark, but in the obscurity he saw her +sitting by the window, bolt upright, and knew by the rigidity of the +outline projected against the pane that she had not taken off her +travelling dress. + +"Well, Zeena," he ventured from the threshold. + +She did not move, and he continued: "Supper's about ready. Ain't you +coming?" + +She replied: "I don't feel as if I could touch a morsel." + +It was the consecrated formula, and he expected it to be followed, as +usual, by her rising and going down to supper. But she remained seated, +and he could think of nothing more felicitous than: "I presume you're +tired after the long ride." + +Turning her head at this, she answered solemnly: "I'm a great deal +sicker than you think." + +Her words fell on his ear with a strange shock of wonder. He had often +heard her pronounce them before--what if at last they were true? + +He advanced a step or two into the dim room. "I hope that's not so, +Zeena," he said. + +She continued to gaze at him through the twilight with a mien of wan +authority, as of one consciously singled out for a great fate. "I've got +complications," she said. + +Ethan knew the word for one of exceptional import. Almost everybody in +the neighbourhood had "troubles," frankly localized and specified; +but only the chosen had "complications." To have them was in itself a +distinction, though it was also, in most cases, a death-warrant. People +struggled on for years with "troubles," but they almost always succumbed +to "complications." + +Ethan's heart was jerking to and fro between two extremities of feeling, +but for the moment compassion prevailed. His wife looked so hard and +lonely, sitting there in the darkness with such thoughts. + +"Is that what the new doctor told you?" he asked, instinctively lowering +his voice. + +"Yes. He says any regular doctor would want me to have an operation." + +Ethan was aware that, in regard to the important question of surgical +intervention, the female opinion of the neighbourhood was divided, some +glorying in the prestige conferred by operations while others shunned +them as indelicate. Ethan, from motives of economy, had always been glad +that Zeena was of the latter faction. + +In the agitation caused by the gravity of her announcement he sought +a consolatory short cut. "What do you know about this doctor anyway? +Nobody ever told you that before." + +He saw his blunder before she could take it up: she wanted sympathy, not +consolation. + +"I didn't need to have anybody tell me I was losing ground every day. +Everybody but you could see it. And everybody in Bettsbridge knows +about Dr. Buck. He has his office in Worcester, and comes over once +a fortnight to Shadd's Falls and Bettsbridge for consultations. Eliza +Spears was wasting away with kidney trouble before she went to him, and +now she's up and around, and singing in the choir." + +"Well, I'm glad of that. You must do just what he tells you," Ethan +answered sympathetically. + +She was still looking at him. "I mean to," she said. He was struck by a +new note in her voice. It was neither whining nor reproachful, but drily +resolute. + +"What does he want you should do?" he asked, with a mounting vision of +fresh expenses. + +"He wants I should have a hired girl. He says I oughtn't to have to do a +single thing around the house." + +"A hired girl?" Ethan stood transfixed. + +"Yes. And Aunt Martha found me one right off. Everybody said I was lucky +to get a girl to come away out here, and I agreed to give her a dollar +extry to make sure. She'll be over to-morrow afternoon." + +Wrath and dismay contended in Ethan. He had foreseen an immediate demand +for money, but not a permanent drain on his scant resources. He no +longer believed what Zeena had told him of the supposed seriousness of +her state: he saw in her expedition to Bettsbridge only a plot hatched +between herself and her Pierce relations to foist on him the cost of a +servant; and for the moment wrath predominated. + +"If you meant to engage a girl you ought to have told me before you +started," he said. + +"How could I tell you before I started? How did I know what Dr. Buck +would say?" + +"Oh, Dr. Buck--" Ethan's incredulity escaped in a short laugh. "Did Dr. +Buck tell you how I was to pay her wages?" + +Her voice rose furiously with his. "No, he didn't. For I'd 'a' been +ashamed to tell him that you grudged me the money to get back my health, +when I lost it nursing your own mother!" + +"You lost your health nursing mother?" + +"Yes; and my folks all told me at the time you couldn't do no less than +marry me after--" + +"Zeena!" + +Through the obscurity which hid their faces their thoughts seemed to +dart at each other like serpents shooting venom. Ethan was seized +with horror of the scene and shame at his own share in it. It was as +senseless and savage as a physical fight between two enemies in the +darkness. + +He turned to the shelf above the chimney, groped for matches and lit the +one candle in the room. At first its weak flame made no impression on +the shadows; then Zeena's face stood grimly out against the uncurtained +pane, which had turned from grey to black. + +It was the first scene of open anger between the couple in their sad +seven years together, and Ethan felt as if he had lost an irretrievable +advantage in descending to the level of recrimination. But the practical +problem was there and had to be dealt with. + +"You know I haven't got the money to pay for a girl, Zeena. You'll have +to send her back: I can't do it." + +"The doctor says it'll be my death if I go on slaving the way I've had +to. He doesn't understand how I've stood it as long as I have." + +"Slaving!--" He checked himself again, "You sha'n't lift a hand, if he +says so. I'll do everything round the house myself--" + +She broke in: "You're neglecting the farm enough already," and this +being true, he found no answer, and left her time to add ironically: +"Better send me over to the almshouse and done with it... I guess +there's been Fromes there afore now." + +The taunt burned into him, but he let it pass. "I haven't got the money. +That settles it." + +There was a moment's pause in the struggle, as though the combatants +were testing their weapons. Then Zeena said in a level voice: "I thought +you were to get fifty dollars from Andrew Hale for that lumber." + +"Andrew Hale never pays under three months." He had hardly spoken when +he remembered the excuse he had made for not accompanying his wife to +the station the day before; and the blood rose to his frowning brows. + +"Why, you told me yesterday you'd fixed it up with him to pay cash down. +You said that was why you couldn't drive me over to the Flats." + +Ethan had no suppleness in deceiving. He had never before been convicted +of a lie, and all the resources of evasion failed him. "I guess that was +a misunderstanding," he stammered. + +"You ain't got the money?" + +"No." + +"And you ain't going to get it?" + +"No." + +"Well, I couldn't know that when I engaged the girl, could I?" + +"No." He paused to control his voice. "But you know it now. I'm sorry, +but it can't be helped. You're a poor man's wife, Zeena; but I'll do the +best I can for you." + +For a while she sat motionless, as if reflecting, her arms stretched +along the arms of her chair, her eyes fixed on vacancy. "Oh, I guess +we'll make out," she said mildly. + +The change in her tone reassured him. "Of course we will! There's a +whole lot more I can do for you, and Mattie--" + +Zeena, while he spoke, seemed to be following out some elaborate mental +calculation. She emerged from it to say: "There'll be Mattie's board +less, any how--" + +Ethan, supposing the discussion to be over, had turned to go down to +supper. He stopped short, not grasping what he heard. "Mattie's board +less--?" he began. + +Zeena laughed. It was on odd unfamiliar sound--he did not remember ever +having heard her laugh before. "You didn't suppose I was going to keep +two girls, did you? No wonder you were scared at the expense!" + +He still had but a confused sense of what she was saying. From the +beginning of the discussion he had instinctively avoided the mention of +Mattie's name, fearing he hardly knew what: criticism, complaints, or +vague allusions to the imminent probability of her marrying. But the +thought of a definite rupture had never come to him, and even now could +not lodge itself in his mind. + +"I don't know what you mean," he said. "Mattie Silver's not a hired +girl. She's your relation." + +"She's a pauper that's hung onto us all after her father'd done his best +to ruin us. I've kep' her here a whole year: it's somebody else's turn +now." + +As the shrill words shot out Ethan heard a tap on the door, which he had +drawn shut when he turned back from the threshold. + +"Ethan--Zeena!" Mattie's voice sounded gaily from the landing, "do you +know what time it is? Supper's been ready half an hour." + +Inside the room there was a moment's silence; then Zeena called out from +her seat: "I'm not coming down to supper." + +"Oh, I'm sorry! Aren't you well? Sha'n't I bring you up a bite of +something?" + +Ethan roused himself with an effort and opened the door. "Go along down, +Matt. Zeena's just a little tired. I'm coming." + +He heard her "All right!" and her quick step on the stairs; then he +shut the door and turned back into the room. His wife's attitude was +unchanged, her face inexorable, and he was seized with the despairing +sense of his helplessness. + +"You ain't going to do it, Zeena?" + +"Do what?" she emitted between flattened lips. + +"Send Mattie away--like this?" + +"I never bargained to take her for life!" + +He continued with rising vehemence: "You can't put her out of the house +like a thief--a poor girl without friends or money. She's done her best +for you and she's got no place to go to. You may forget she's your kin +but everybody else'll remember it. If you do a thing like that what do +you suppose folks'll say of you?" + +Zeena waited a moment, as if giving him time to feel the full force +of the contrast between his own excitement and her composure. Then she +replied in the same smooth voice: "I know well enough what they say of +my having kep' her here as long as I have." + +Ethan's hand dropped from the door-knob, which he had held clenched +since he had drawn the door shut on Mattie. His wife's retort was like a +knife-cut across the sinews and he felt suddenly weak and powerless. +He had meant to humble himself, to argue that Mattie's keep didn't cost +much, after all, that he could make out to buy a stove and fix up a +place in the attic for the hired girl--but Zeena's words revealed the +peril of such pleadings. + +"You mean to tell her she's got to go--at once?" he faltered out, in +terror of letting his wife complete her sentence. + +As if trying to make him see reason she replied impartially: "The girl +will be over from Bettsbridge to-morrow, and I presume she's got to have +somewheres to sleep." + +Ethan looked at her with loathing. She was no longer the listless +creature who had lived at his side in a state of sullen self-absorption, +but a mysterious alien presence, an evil energy secreted from the long +years of silent brooding. It was the sense of his helplessness that +sharpened his antipathy. There had never been anything in her that +one could appeal to; but as long as he could ignore and command he had +remained indifferent. Now she had mastered him and he abhorred her. +Mattie was her relation, not his: there were no means by which he could +compel her to keep the girl under her roof. All the long misery of his +baffled past, of his youth of failure, hardship and vain effort, rose +up in his soul in bitterness and seemed to take shape before him in the +woman who at every turn had barred his way. She had taken everything +else from him; and now she meant to take the one thing that made up for +all the others. For a moment such a flame of hate rose in him that it +ran down his arm and clenched his fist against her. He took a wild step +forward and then stopped. + +"You're--you're not coming down?" he said in a bewildered voice. + +"No. I guess I'll lay down on the bed a little while," she answered +mildly; and he turned and walked out of the room. + +In the kitchen Mattie was sitting by the stove, the cat curled up on her +knees. She sprang to her feet as Ethan entered and carried the covered +dish of meat-pie to the table. + +"I hope Zeena isn't sick?" she asked. + +"No." + +She shone at him across the table. "Well, sit right down then. You must +be starving." She uncovered the pie and pushed it over to him. So they +were to have one more evening together, her happy eyes seemed to say! + +He helped himself mechanically and began to eat; then disgust took him +by the throat and he laid down his fork. + +Mattie's tender gaze was on him and she marked the gesture. + +"Why, Ethan, what's the matter? Don't it taste right?" + +"Yes--it's first-rate. Only I--" He pushed his plate away, rose from his +chair, and walked around the table to her side. She started up with +frightened eyes. + +"Ethan, there's something wrong! I knew there was!" + +She seemed to melt against him in her terror, and he caught her in his +arms, held her fast there, felt her lashes beat his cheek like netted +butterflies. + +"What is it--what is it?" she stammered; but he had found her lips at +last and was drinking unconsciousness of everything but the joy they +gave him. + +She lingered a moment, caught in the same strong current; then she +slipped from him and drew back a step or two, pale and troubled. Her +look smote him with compunction, and he cried out, as if he saw her +drowning in a dream: "You can't go, Matt! I'll never let you!" + +"Go--go?" she stammered. "Must I go?" + +The words went on sounding between them as though a torch of warning +flew from hand to hand through a black landscape. + +Ethan was overcome with shame at his lack of self-control in flinging +the news at her so brutally. His head reeled and he had to support +himself against the table. All the while he felt as if he were still +kissing her, and yet dying of thirst for her lips. + +"Ethan, what has happened? Is Zeena mad with me?" + +Her cry steadied him, though it deepened his wrath and pity. "No, no," +he assured her, "it's not that. But this new doctor has scared her about +herself. You know she believes all they say the first time she sees +them. And this one's told her she won't get well unless she lays up and +don't do a thing about the house--not for months--" + +He paused, his eyes wandering from her miserably. She stood silent a +moment, drooping before him like a broken branch. She was so small and +weak-looking that it wrung his heart; but suddenly she lifted her head +and looked straight at him. "And she wants somebody handier in my place? +Is that it?" + +"That's what she says to-night." + +"If she says it to-night she'll say it to-morrow." + +Both bowed to the inexorable truth: they knew that Zeena never changed +her mind, and that in her case a resolve once taken was equivalent to an +act performed. + +There was a long silence between them; then Mattie said in a low voice: +"Don't be too sorry, Ethan." + +"Oh, God--oh, God," he groaned. The glow of passion he had felt for her +had melted to an aching tenderness. He saw her quick lids beating back +the tears, and longed to take her in his arms and soothe her. + +"You're letting your supper get cold," she admonished him with a pale +gleam of gaiety. + +"Oh, Matt--Matt--where'll you go to?" + +Her lids sank and a tremor crossed her face. He saw that for the first +time the thought of the future came to her distinctly. "I might get +something to do over at Stamford," she faltered, as if knowing that he +knew she had no hope. + +He dropped back into his seat and hid his face in his hands. Despair +seized him at the thought of her setting out alone to renew the weary +quest for work. In the only place where she was known she was surrounded +by indifference or animosity; and what chance had she, inexperienced +and untrained, among the million bread-seekers of the cities? There came +back to him miserable tales he had heard at Worcester, and the faces +of girls whose lives had begun as hopefully as Mattie's.... It was not +possible to think of such things without a revolt of his whole being. He +sprang up suddenly. + +"You can't go, Matt! I won't let you! She's always had her way, but I +mean to have mine now--" + +Mattie lifted her hand with a quick gesture, and he heard his wife's +step behind him. + +Zeena came into the room with her dragging down-at-the-heel step, and +quietly took her accustomed seat between them. + +"I felt a little mite better, and Dr. Buck says I ought to eat all I can +to keep my strength up, even if I ain't got any appetite," she said in +her flat whine, reaching across Mattie for the teapot. Her "good" dress +had been replaced by the black calico and brown knitted shawl which +formed her daily wear, and with them she had put on her usual face and +manner. She poured out her tea, added a great deal of milk to it, helped +herself largely to pie and pickles, and made the familiar gesture of +adjusting her false teeth before she began to eat. The cat rubbed itself +ingratiatingly against her, and she said "Good Pussy," stooped to stroke +it and gave it a scrap of meat from her plate. + +Ethan sat speechless, not pretending to eat, but Mattie nibbled +valiantly at her food and asked Zeena one or two questions about her +visit to Bettsbridge. Zeena answered in her every-day tone and, warming +to the theme, regaled them with several vivid descriptions of intestinal +disturbances among her friends and relatives. She looked straight at +Mattie as she spoke, a faint smile deepening the vertical lines between +her nose and chin. + +When supper was over she rose from her seat and pressed her hand to the +flat surface over the region of her heart. "That pie of yours always +sets a mite heavy, Matt," she said, not ill-naturedly. She seldom +abbreviated the girl's name, and when she did so it was always a sign of +affability. + +"I've a good mind to go and hunt up those stomach powders I got last +year over in Springfield," she continued. "I ain't tried them for quite +a while, and maybe they'll help the heartburn." + +Mattie lifted her eyes. "Can't I get them for you, Zeena?" she ventured. + +"No. They're in a place you don't know about," Zeena answered darkly, +with one of her secret looks. + +She went out of the kitchen and Mattie, rising, began to clear the +dishes from the table. As she passed Ethan's chair their eyes met and +clung together desolately. The warm still kitchen looked as peaceful as +the night before. The cat had sprung to Zeena's rocking-chair, and the +heat of the fire was beginning to draw out the faint sharp scent of the +geraniums. Ethan dragged himself wearily to his feet. + +"I'll go out and take a look around," he said, going toward the passage +to get his lantern. + +As he reached the door he met Zeena coming back into the room, her lips +twitching with anger, a flush of excitement on her sallow face. +The shawl had slipped from her shoulders and was dragging at her +down-trodden heels, and in her hands she carried the fragments of the +red glass pickle-dish. + +"I'd like to know who done this," she said, looking sternly from Ethan +to Mattie. + +There was no answer, and she continued in a trembling voice: "I went to +get those powders I'd put away in father's old spectacle-case, top of +the china-closet, where I keep the things I set store by, so's folks +shan't meddle with them--" Her voice broke, and two small tears hung +on her lashless lids and ran slowly down her cheeks. "It takes the +stepladder to get at the top shelf, and I put Aunt Philura Maple's +pickle-dish up there o' purpose when we was married, and it's never been +down since, 'cept for the spring cleaning, and then I always lifted it +with my own hands, so's 't it shouldn't get broke." She laid the fragments +reverently on the table. "I want to know who done this," she quavered. + +At the challenge Ethan turned back into the room and faced her. "I can +tell you, then. The cat done it." + +"The cat?" + +"That's what I said." + +She looked at him hard, and then turned her eyes to Mattie, who was +carrying the dish-pan to the table. + +"I'd like to know how the cat got into my china-closet"' she said. + +"Chasin' mice, I guess," Ethan rejoined. "There was a mouse round the +kitchen all last evening." + +Zeena continued to look from one to the other; then she emitted her +small strange laugh. "I knew the cat was a smart cat," she said in a +high voice, "but I didn't know he was smart enough to pick up the pieces +of my pickle-dish and lay 'em edge to edge on the very shelf he knocked +'em off of." + +Mattie suddenly drew her arms out of the steaming water. "It wasn't +Ethan's fault, Zeena! The cat did break the dish; but I got it down from +the china-closet, and I'm the one to blame for its getting broken." + +Zeena stood beside the ruin of her treasure, stiffening into a stony +image of resentment, "You got down my pickle-dish-what for?" + +A bright flush flew to Mattie's cheeks. "I wanted to make the +supper-table pretty," she said. + +"You wanted to make the supper-table pretty; and you waited till my back +was turned, and took the thing I set most store by of anything I've got, +and wouldn't never use it, not even when the minister come to dinner, +or Aunt Martha Pierce come over from Bettsbridge--" Zeena paused with a +gasp, as if terrified by her own evocation of the sacrilege. "You're a +bad girl, Mattie Silver, and I always known it. It's the way your father +begun, and I was warned of it when I took you, and I tried to keep my +things where you couldn't get at 'em--and now you've took from me the one +I cared for most of all--" She broke off in a short spasm of sobs that +passed and left her more than ever like a shape of stone. + +"If I'd 'a' listened to folks, you'd 'a' gone before now, and this +wouldn't 'a' happened," she said; and gathering up the bits of broken +glass she went out of the room as if she carried a dead body... + + + + +VIII + + +When Ethan was called back to the farm by his father's illness his +mother gave him, for his own use, a small room behind the untenanted +"best parlour." Here he had nailed up shelves for his books, built +himself a box-sofa out of boards and a mattress, laid out his papers on +a kitchen-table, hung on the rough plaster wall an engraving of Abraham +Lincoln and a calendar with "Thoughts from the Poets," and tried, with +these meagre properties, to produce some likeness to the study of a +"minister" who had been kind to him and lent him books when he was at +Worcester. He still took refuge there in summer, but when Mattie came to +live at the farm he had to give her his stove, and consequently the room +was uninhabitable for several months of the year. + +To this retreat he descended as soon as the house was quiet, and Zeena's +steady breathing from the bed had assured him that there was to be +no sequel to the scene in the kitchen. After Zeena's departure he and +Mattie had stood speechless, neither seeking to approach the other. Then +the girl had returned to her task of clearing up the kitchen for the +night and he had taken his lantern and gone on his usual round outside +the house. The kitchen was empty when he came back to it; but his +tobacco-pouch and pipe had been laid on the table, and under them was +a scrap of paper torn from the back of a seedsman's catalogue, on which +three words were written: "Don't trouble, Ethan." + +Going into his cold dark "study" he placed the lantern on the table +and, stooping to its light, read the message again and again. It was the +first time that Mattie had ever written to him, and the possession of +the paper gave him a strange new sense of her nearness; yet it deepened +his anguish by reminding him that henceforth they would have no other +way of communicating with each other. For the life of her smile, the +warmth of her voice, only cold paper and dead words! + +Confused motions of rebellion stormed in him. He was too young, too +strong, too full of the sap of living, to submit so easily to the +destruction of his hopes. Must he wear out all his years at the side +of a bitter querulous woman? Other possibilities had been in him, +possibilities sacrificed, one by one, to Zeena's narrow-mindedness +and ignorance. And what good had come of it? She was a hundred times +bitterer and more discontented than when he had married her: the one +pleasure left her was to inflict pain on him. All the healthy instincts +of self-defence rose up in him against such waste... + +He bundled himself into his old coon-skin coat and lay down on the +box-sofa to think. Under his cheek he felt a hard object with strange +protuberances. It was a cushion which Zeena had made for him when they +were engaged--the only piece of needlework he had ever seen her do. He +flung it across the floor and propped his head against the wall... + +He knew a case of a man over the mountain--a young fellow of about his +own age--who had escaped from just such a life of misery by going West +with the girl he cared for. His wife had divorced him, and he had +married the girl and prospered. Ethan had seen the couple the summer +before at Shadd's Falls, where they had come to visit relatives. They +had a little girl with fair curls, who wore a gold locket and was +dressed like a princess. The deserted wife had not done badly either. +Her husband had given her the farm and she had managed to sell it, and +with that and the alimony she had started a lunch-room at Bettsbridge +and bloomed into activity and importance. Ethan was fired by the +thought. Why should he not leave with Mattie the next day, instead of +letting her go alone? He would hide his valise under the seat of the +sleigh, and Zeena would suspect nothing till she went upstairs for her +afternoon nap and found a letter on the bed... + +His impulses were still near the surface, and he sprang up, re-lit the +lantern, and sat down at the table. He rummaged in the drawer for a +sheet of paper, found one, and began to write. + +"Zeena, I've done all I could for you, and I don't see as it's been any +use. I don't blame you, nor I don't blame myself. Maybe both of us will +do better separate. I'm going to try my luck West, and you can sell the +farm and mill, and keep the money--" + +His pen paused on the word, which brought home to him the relentless +conditions of his lot. If he gave the farm and mill to Zeena what would +be left him to start his own life with? Once in the West he was sure of +picking up work--he would not have feared to try his chance alone. But +with Mattie depending on him the case was different. And what of Zeena's +fate? Farm and mill were mortgaged to the limit of their value, and even +if she found a purchaser--in itself an unlikely chance--it was doubtful if +she could clear a thousand dollars on the sale. Meanwhile, how could +she keep the farm going? It was only by incessant labour and personal +supervision that Ethan drew a meagre living from his land, and his wife, +even if she were in better health than she imagined, could never carry +such a burden alone. + +Well, she could go back to her people, then, and see what they would do +for her. It was the fate she was forcing on Mattie--why not let her try +it herself? By the time she had discovered his whereabouts, and brought +suit for divorce, he would probably--wherever he was--be earning enough to +pay her a sufficient alimony. And the alternative was to let Mattie go +forth alone, with far less hope of ultimate provision... + +He had scattered the contents of the table-drawer in his search for a +sheet of paper, and as he took up his pen his eye fell on an old copy of +the Bettsbridge Eagle. The advertising sheet was folded uppermost, and +he read the seductive words: "Trips to the West: Reduced Rates." + +He drew the lantern nearer and eagerly scanned the fares; then the paper +fell from his hand and he pushed aside his unfinished letter. A moment +ago he had wondered what he and Mattie were to live on when they reached +the West; now he saw that he had not even the money to take her there. +Borrowing was out of the question: six months before he had given his +only security to raise funds for necessary repairs to the mill, and +he knew that without security no one at Starkfield would lend him ten +dollars. The inexorable facts closed in on him like prison-warders +handcuffing a convict. There was no way out--none. He was a prisoner for +life, and now his one ray of light was to be extinguished. + +He crept back heavily to the sofa, stretching himself out with limbs so +leaden that he felt as if they would never move again. Tears rose in his +throat and slowly burned their way to his lids. + +As he lay there, the window-pane that faced him, growing gradually +lighter, inlaid upon the darkness a square of moon-suffused sky. A +crooked tree-branch crossed it, a branch of the apple-tree under which, +on summer evenings, he had sometimes found Mattie sitting when he came +up from the mill. Slowly the rim of the rainy vapours caught fire and +burnt away, and a pure moon swung into the blue. Ethan, rising on his +elbow, watched the landscape whiten and shape itself under the sculpture +of the moon. This was the night on which he was to have taken Mattie +coasting, and there hung the lamp to light them! He looked out at the +slopes bathed in lustre, the silver-edged darkness of the woods, the +spectral purple of the hills against the sky, and it seemed as +though all the beauty of the night had been poured out to mock his +wretchedness... + +He fell asleep, and when he woke the chill of the winter dawn was in the +room. He felt cold and stiff and hungry, and ashamed of being hungry. +He rubbed his eyes and went to the window. A red sun stood over the grey +rim of the fields, behind trees that looked black and brittle. He said +to himself: "This is Matt's last day," and tried to think what the place +would be without her. + +As he stood there he heard a step behind him and she entered. + +"Oh, Ethan--were you here all night?" + +She looked so small and pinched, in her poor dress, with the red scarf +wound about her, and the cold light turning her paleness sallow, that +Ethan stood before her without speaking. + +"You must be frozen," she went on, fixing lustreless eyes on him. + +He drew a step nearer. "How did you know I was here?" + +"Because I heard you go down stairs again after I went to bed, and I +listened all night, and you didn't come up." + +All his tenderness rushed to his lips. He looked at her and said: "I'll +come right along and make up the kitchen fire." + +They went back to the kitchen, and he fetched the coal and kindlings +and cleared out the stove for her, while she brought in the milk and +the cold remains of the meat-pie. When warmth began to radiate from the +stove, and the first ray of sunlight lay on the kitchen floor, Ethan's +dark thoughts melted in the mellower air. The sight of Mattie going +about her work as he had seen her on so many mornings made it seem +impossible that she should ever cease to be a part of the scene. He said +to himself that he had doubtless exaggerated the significance of Zeena's +threats, and that she too, with the return of daylight, would come to a +saner mood. + +He went up to Mattie as she bent above the stove, and laid his hand on +her arm. "I don't want you should trouble either," he said, looking down +into her eyes with a smile. + +She flushed up warmly and whispered back: "No, Ethan, I ain't going to +trouble." + +"I guess things'll straighten out," he added. + +There was no answer but a quick throb of her lids, and he went on: "She +ain't said anything this morning?" + +"No. I haven't seen her yet." + +"Don't you take any notice when you do." + +With this injunction he left her and went out to the cow-barn. He saw +Jotham Powell walking up the hill through the morning mist, and the +familiar sight added to his growing conviction of security. + +As the two men were clearing out the stalls Jotham rested on his +pitch-fork to say: "Dan'l Byrne's goin' over to the Flats to-day noon, +an' he c'd take Mattie's trunk along, and make it easier ridin' when I +take her over in the sleigh." + +Ethan looked at him blankly, and he continued: "Mis' Frome said the new +girl'd be at the Flats at five, and I was to take Mattie then, so's 't +she could ketch the six o'clock train for Stamford." + +Ethan felt the blood drumming in his temples. He had to wait a moment +before he could find voice to say: "Oh, it ain't so sure about Mattie's +going--" + +"That so?" said Jotham indifferently; and they went on with their work. + +When they returned to the kitchen the two women were already at +breakfast. Zeena had an air of unusual alertness and activity. She drank +two cups of coffee and fed the cat with the scraps left in the pie-dish; +then she rose from her seat and, walking over to the window, snipped two +or three yellow leaves from the geraniums. "Aunt Martha's ain't got a +faded leaf on 'em; but they pine away when they ain't cared for," she +said reflectively. Then she turned to Jotham and asked: "What time'd you +say Dan'l Byrne'd be along?" + +The hired man threw a hesitating glance at Ethan. "Round about noon," he +said. + +Zeena turned to Mattie. "That trunk of yours is too heavy for the +sleigh, and Dan'l Byrne'll be round to take it over to the Flats," she +said. + +"I'm much obliged to you, Zeena," said Mattie. + +"I'd like to go over things with you first," Zeena continued in an +unperturbed voice. "I know there's a huckabuck towel missing; and I +can't make out what you done with that match-safe 't used to stand +behind the stuffed owl in the parlour." + +She went out, followed by Mattie, and when the men were alone Jotham +said to his employer: "I guess I better let Dan'l come round, then." + +Ethan finished his usual morning tasks about the house and barn; then +he said to Jotham: "I'm going down to Starkfield. Tell them not to wait +dinner." + +The passion of rebellion had broken out in him again. That which had +seemed incredible in the sober light of day had really come to pass, +and he was to assist as a helpless spectator at Mattie's banishment. +His manhood was humbled by the part he was compelled to play and by the +thought of what Mattie must think of him. Confused impulses struggled +in him as he strode along to the village. He had made up his mind to do +something, but he did not know what it would be. + +The early mist had vanished and the fields lay like a silver shield +under the sun. It was one of the days when the glitter of winter shines +through a pale haze of spring. Every yard of the road was alive with +Mattie's presence, and there was hardly a branch against the sky or a +tangle of brambles on the bank in which some bright shred of memory was +not caught. Once, in the stillness, the call of a bird in a mountain ash +was so like her laughter that his heart tightened and then grew large; +and all these things made him see that something must be done at once. + +Suddenly it occurred to him that Andrew Hale, who was a kind-hearted +man, might be induced to reconsider his refusal and advance a small sum +on the lumber if he were told that Zeena's ill-health made it necessary +to hire a servant. Hale, after all, knew enough of Ethan's situation +to make it possible for the latter to renew his appeal without too much +loss of pride; and, moreover, how much did pride count in the ebullition +of passions in his breast? + +The more he considered his plan the more hopeful it seemed. If he could +get Mrs. Hale's ear he felt certain of success, and with fifty dollars +in his pocket nothing could keep him from Mattie... + +His first object was to reach Starkfield before Hale had started for +his work; he knew the carpenter had a job down the Corbury road and was +likely to leave his house early. Ethan's long strides grew more rapid +with the accelerated beat of his thoughts, and as he reached the foot of +School House Hill he caught sight of Hale's sleigh in the distance. He +hurried forward to meet it, but as it drew nearer he saw that it was +driven by the carpenter's youngest boy and that the figure at his side, +looking like a large upright cocoon in spectacles, was that of Mrs. +Hale. Ethan signed to them to stop, and Mrs. Hale leaned forward, her +pink wrinkles twinkling with benevolence. + +"Mr. Hale? Why, yes, you'll find him down home now. He ain't going to +his work this forenoon. He woke up with a touch o' lumbago, and I just +made him put on one of old Dr. Kidder's plasters and set right up into +the fire." + +Beaming maternally on Ethan, she bent over to add: "I on'y just heard +from Mr. Hale 'bout Zeena's going over to Bettsbridge to see that new +doctor. I'm real sorry she's feeling so bad again! I hope he thinks he +can do something for her. I don't know anybody round here's had more +sickness than Zeena. I always tell Mr. Hale I don't know what she'd 'a' +done if she hadn't 'a' had you to look after her; and I used to say +the same thing 'bout your mother. You've had an awful mean time, Ethan +Frome." + +She gave him a last nod of sympathy while her son chirped to the horse; +and Ethan, as she drove off, stood in the middle of the road and stared +after the retreating sleigh. + +It was a long time since any one had spoken to him as kindly as Mrs. +Hale. Most people were either indifferent to his troubles, or disposed +to think it natural that a young fellow of his age should have carried +without repining the burden of three crippled lives. But Mrs. Hale had +said, "You've had an awful mean time, Ethan Frome," and he felt less +alone with his misery. If the Hales were sorry for him they would surely +respond to his appeal... + +He started down the road toward their house, but at the end of a few +yards he pulled up sharply, the blood in his face. For the first time, +in the light of the words he had just heard, he saw what he was about to +do. He was planning to take advantage of the Hales' sympathy to obtain +money from them on false pretences. That was a plain statement of the +cloudy purpose which had driven him in headlong to Starkfield. + +With the sudden perception of the point to which his madness had carried +him, the madness fell and he saw his life before him as it was. He was a +poor man, the husband of a sickly woman, whom his desertion would leave +alone and destitute; and even if he had had the heart to desert her he +could have done so only by deceiving two kindly people who had pitied +him. + +He turned and walked slowly back to the farm. + + + + +IX + + +At the kitchen door Daniel Byrne sat in his sleigh behind a big-boned +grey who pawed the snow and swung his long head restlessly from side to +side. + +Ethan went into the kitchen and found his wife by the stove. Her head +was wrapped in her shawl, and she was reading a book called "Kidney +Troubles and Their Cure" on which he had had to pay extra postage only a +few days before. + +Zeena did not move or look up when he entered, and after a moment he +asked: "Where's Mattie?" + +Without lifting her eyes from the page she replied: "I presume she's +getting down her trunk." + +The blood rushed to his face. "Getting down her trunk--alone?" + +"Jotham Powell's down in the wood-lot, and Dan'l Byrne says he darsn't +leave that horse," she returned. + +Her husband, without stopping to hear the end of the phrase, had left +the kitchen and sprung up the stairs. The door of Mattie's room was +shut, and he wavered a moment on the landing. "Matt," he said in a low +voice; but there was no answer, and he put his hand on the door-knob. + +He had never been in her room except once, in the early summer, when +he had gone there to plaster up a leak in the eaves, but he remembered +exactly how everything had looked: the red-and-white quilt on her narrow +bed, the pretty pin-cushion on the chest of drawers, and over it the +enlarged photograph of her mother, in an oxydized frame, with a bunch of +dyed grasses at the back. Now these and all other tokens of her presence +had vanished, and the room looked as bare and comfortless as when Zeena +had shown her into it on the day of her arrival. In the middle of the +floor stood her trunk, and on the trunk she sat in her Sunday dress, +her back turned to the door and her face in her hands. She had not heard +Ethan's call because she was sobbing and she did not hear his step till +he stood close behind her and laid his hands on her shoulders. + +"Matt--oh, don't--oh, Matt!" + +She started up, lifting her wet face to his. "Ethan--I thought I wasn't +ever going to see you again!" + +He took her in his arms, pressing her close, and with a trembling hand +smoothed away the hair from her forehead. + +"Not see me again? What do you mean?" + +She sobbed out: "Jotham said you told him we wasn't to wait dinner for +you, and I thought--" + +"You thought I meant to cut it?" he finished for her grimly. + +She clung to him without answering, and he laid his lips on her hair, +which was soft yet springy, like certain mosses on warm slopes, and had +the faint woody fragrance of fresh sawdust in the sun. + +Through the door they heard Zeena's voice calling out from below: "Dan'l +Byrne says you better hurry up if you want him to take that trunk." + +They drew apart with stricken faces. Words of resistance rushed to +Ethan's lips and died there. Mattie found her handkerchief and dried her +eyes; then, bending down, she took hold of a handle of the trunk. + +Ethan put her aside. "You let go, Matt," he ordered her. + +She answered: "It takes two to coax it round the corner"; and submitting +to this argument he grasped the other handle, and together they +manoeuvred the heavy trunk out to the landing. + +"Now let go," he repeated; then he shouldered the trunk and carried it +down the stairs and across the passage to the kitchen. Zeena, who had +gone back to her seat by the stove, did not lift her head from her book +as he passed. Mattie followed him out of the door and helped him to lift +the trunk into the back of the sleigh. When it was in place they stood +side by side on the door-step, watching Daniel Byrne plunge off behind +his fidgety horse. + +It seemed to Ethan that his heart was bound with cords which an unseen +hand was tightening with every tick of the clock. Twice he opened his +lips to speak to Mattie and found no breath. At length, as she turned to +re-enter the house, he laid a detaining hand on her. + +"I'm going to drive you over, Matt," he whispered. + +She murmured back: "I think Zeena wants I should go with Jotham." + +"I'm going to drive you over," he repeated; and she went into the +kitchen without answering. + +At dinner Ethan could not eat. If he lifted his eyes they rested on +Zeena's pinched face, and the corners of her straight lips seemed to +quiver away into a smile. She ate well, declaring that the mild weather +made her feel better, and pressed a second helping of beans on Jotham +Powell, whose wants she generally ignored. + +Mattie, when the meal was over, went about her usual task of clearing +the table and washing up the dishes. Zeena, after feeding the cat, +had returned to her rocking-chair by the stove, and Jotham Powell, who +always lingered last, reluctantly pushed back his chair and moved toward +the door. + +On the threshold he turned back to say to Ethan: "What time'll I come +round for Mattie?" + +Ethan was standing near the window, mechanically filling his pipe while +he watched Mattie move to and fro. He answered: "You needn't come round; +I'm going to drive her over myself." + +He saw the rise of the colour in Mattie's averted cheek, and the quick +lifting of Zeena's head. + +"I want you should stay here this afternoon, Ethan," his wife said. +"Jotham can drive Mattie over." + +Mattie flung an imploring glance at him, but he repeated curtly: "I'm +going to drive her over myself." + +Zeena continued in the same even tone: "I wanted you should stay and fix +up that stove in Mattie's room afore the girl gets here. It ain't been +drawing right for nigh on a month now." + +Ethan's voice rose indignantly. "If it was good enough for Mattie I +guess it's good enough for a hired girl." + +"That girl that's coming told me she was used to a house where they had +a furnace," Zeena persisted with the same monotonous mildness. + +"She'd better ha' stayed there then," he flung back at her; and turning +to Mattie he added in a hard voice: "You be ready by three, Matt; I've +got business at Corbury." + +Jotham Powell had started for the barn, and Ethan strode down after him +aflame with anger. The pulses in his temples throbbed and a fog was in +his eyes. He went about his task without knowing what force directed +him, or whose hands and feet were fulfilling its orders. It was not till +he led out the sorrel and backed him between the shafts of the sleigh +that he once more became conscious of what he was doing. As he passed +the bridle over the horse's head, and wound the traces around the +shafts, he remembered the day when he had made the same preparations +in order to drive over and meet his wife's cousin at the Flats. It +was little more than a year ago, on just such a soft afternoon, with a +"feel" of spring in the air. The sorrel, turning the same big ringed eye +on him, nuzzled the palm of his hand in the same way; and one by one all +the days between rose up and stood before him... + +He flung the bearskin into the sleigh, climbed to the seat, and drove up +to the house. When he entered the kitchen it was empty, but Mattie's bag +and shawl lay ready by the door. He went to the foot of the stairs and +listened. No sound reached him from above, but presently he thought he +heard some one moving about in his deserted study, and pushing open the +door he saw Mattie, in her hat and jacket, standing with her back to him +near the table. + +She started at his approach and turning quickly, said: "Is it time?" + +"What are you doing here, Matt?" he asked her. + +She looked at him timidly. "I was just taking a look round--that's all," +she answered, with a wavering smile. + +They went back into the kitchen without speaking, and Ethan picked up +her bag and shawl. + +"Where's Zeena?" he asked. + +"She went upstairs right after dinner. She said she had those shooting +pains again, and didn't want to be disturbed." + +"Didn't she say good-bye to you?" + +"No. That was all she said." + +Ethan, looking slowly about the kitchen, said to himself with a shudder +that in a few hours he would be returning to it alone. Then the sense +of unreality overcame him once more, and he could not bring himself to +believe that Mattie stood there for the last time before him. + +"Come on," he said almost gaily, opening the door and putting her bag +into the sleigh. He sprang to his seat and bent over to tuck the rug +about her as she slipped into the place at his side. "Now then, go +'long," he said, with a shake of the reins that sent the sorrel placidly +jogging down the hill. + +"We got lots of time for a good ride, Matt!" he cried, seeking her hand +beneath the fur and pressing it in his. His face tingled and he felt +dizzy, as if he had stopped in at the Starkfield saloon on a zero day +for a drink. + +At the gate, instead of making for Starkfield, he turned the sorrel to +the right, up the Bettsbridge road. Mattie sat silent, giving no sign +of surprise; but after a moment she said: "Are you going round by Shadow +Pond?" + +He laughed and answered: "I knew you'd know!" + +She drew closer under the bearskin, so that, looking sideways around his +coat-sleeve, he could just catch the tip of her nose and a blown brown +wave of hair. They drove slowly up the road between fields glistening +under the pale sun, and then bent to the right down a lane edged with +spruce and larch. Ahead of them, a long way off, a range of hills +stained by mottlings of black forest flowed away in round white curves +against the sky. The lane passed into a pine-wood with boles reddening +in the afternoon sun and delicate blue shadows on the snow. As they +entered it the breeze fell and a warm stillness seemed to drop from the +branches with the dropping needles. Here the snow was so pure that the +tiny tracks of wood-animals had left on it intricate lace-like patterns, +and the bluish cones caught in its surface stood out like ornaments of +bronze. + +Ethan drove on in silence till they reached a part of the wood where the +pines were more widely spaced; then he drew up and helped Mattie to get +out of the sleigh. They passed between the aromatic trunks, the snow +breaking crisply under their feet, till they came to a small sheet +of water with steep wooded sides. Across its frozen surface, from the +farther bank, a single hill rising against the western sun threw the +long conical shadow which gave the lake its name. It was a shy secret +spot, full of the same dumb melancholy that Ethan felt in his heart. + +He looked up and down the little pebbly beach till his eye lit on a +fallen tree-trunk half submerged in snow. + +"There's where we sat at the picnic," he reminded her. + +The entertainment of which he spoke was one of the few that they had +taken part in together: a "church picnic" which, on a long afternoon of +the preceding summer, had filled the retired place with merry-making. +Mattie had begged him to go with her but he had refused. Then, toward +sunset, coming down from the mountain where he had been felling timber, +he had been caught by some strayed revellers and drawn into the group by +the lake, where Mattie, encircled by facetious youths, and bright as +a blackberry under her spreading hat, was brewing coffee over a gipsy +fire. He remembered the shyness he had felt at approaching her in his +uncouth clothes, and then the lighting up of her face, and the way she +had broken through the group to come to him with a cup in her hand. They +had sat for a few minutes on the fallen log by the pond, and she had +missed her gold locket, and set the young men searching for it; and it +was Ethan who had spied it in the moss.... That was all; but all their +intercourse had been made up of just such inarticulate flashes, when +they seemed to come suddenly upon happiness as if they had surprised a +butterfly in the winter woods... + +"It was right there I found your locket," he said, pushing his foot into +a dense tuft of blueberry bushes. + +"I never saw anybody with such sharp eyes!" she answered. + +She sat down on the tree-trunk in the sun and he sat down beside her. + +"You were as pretty as a picture in that pink hat," he said. + +She laughed with pleasure. "Oh, I guess it was the hat!" she rejoined. + +They had never before avowed their inclination so openly, and Ethan, for +a moment, had the illusion that he was a free man, wooing the girl he +meant to marry. He looked at her hair and longed to touch it again, and +to tell her that it smelt of the woods; but he had never learned to say +such things. + +Suddenly she rose to her feet and said: "We mustn't stay here any +longer." + +He continued to gaze at her vaguely, only half-roused from his dream. +"There's plenty of time," he answered. + +They stood looking at each other as if the eyes of each were straining +to absorb and hold fast the other's image. There were things he had to +say to her before they parted, but he could not say them in that place +of summer memories, and he turned and followed her in silence to +the sleigh. As they drove away the sun sank behind the hill and the +pine-boles turned from red to grey. + +By a devious track between the fields they wound back to the Starkfield +road. Under the open sky the light was still clear, with a reflection of +cold red on the eastern hills. The clumps of trees in the snow seemed to +draw together in ruffled lumps, like birds with their heads under their +wings; and the sky, as it paled, rose higher, leaving the earth more +alone. + +As they turned into the Starkfield road Ethan said: "Matt, what do you +mean to do?" + +She did not answer at once, but at length she said: "I'll try to get a +place in a store." + +"You know you can't do it. The bad air and the standing all day nearly +killed you before." + +"I'm a lot stronger than I was before I came to Starkfield." + +"And now you're going to throw away all the good it's done you!" + +There seemed to be no answer to this, and again they drove on for a +while without speaking. With every yard of the way some spot where they +had stood, and laughed together or been silent, clutched at Ethan and +dragged him back. + +"Isn't there any of your father's folks could help you?" + +"There isn't any of 'em I'd ask." + +He lowered his voice to say: "You know there's nothing I wouldn't do for +you if I could." + +"I know there isn't." + +"But I can't--" + +She was silent, but he felt a slight tremor in the shoulder against his. + +"Oh, Matt," he broke out, "if I could ha' gone with you now I'd ha' done +it--" + +She turned to him, pulling a scrap of paper from her breast. "Ethan--I +found this," she stammered. Even in the failing light he saw it was the +letter to his wife that he had begun the night before and forgotten +to destroy. Through his astonishment there ran a fierce thrill of joy. +"Matt--" he cried; "if I could ha' done it, would you?" + +"Oh, Ethan, Ethan--what's the use?" With a sudden movement she tore the +letter in shreds and sent them fluttering off into the snow. + +"Tell me, Matt! Tell me!" he adjured her. + +She was silent for a moment; then she said, in such a low tone that he +had to stoop his head to hear her: "I used to think of it sometimes, +summer nights when the moon was so bright. I couldn't sleep." + +His heart reeled with the sweetness of it. "As long ago as that?" + +She answered, as if the date had long been fixed for her: "The first +time was at Shadow Pond." + +"Was that why you gave me my coffee before the others?" + +"I don't know. Did I? I was dreadfully put out when you wouldn't go to +the picnic with me; and then, when I saw you coming down the road, I +thought maybe you'd gone home that way o' purpose; and that made me +glad." + +They were silent again. They had reached the point where the road +dipped to the hollow by Ethan's mill and as they descended the darkness +descended with them, dropping down like a black veil from the heavy +hemlock boughs. + +"I'm tied hand and foot, Matt. There isn't a thing I can do," he began +again. + +"You must write to me sometimes, Ethan." + +"Oh, what good'll writing do? I want to put my hand out and touch you. I +want to do for you and care for you. I want to be there when you're sick +and when you're lonesome." + +"You mustn't think but what I'll do all right." + +"You won't need me, you mean? I suppose you'll marry!" + +"Oh, Ethan!" she cried. + +"I don't know how it is you make me feel, Matt. I'd a'most rather have +you dead than that!" + +"Oh, I wish I was, I wish I was!" she sobbed. + +The sound of her weeping shook him out of his dark anger, and he felt +ashamed. + +"Don't let's talk that way," he whispered. + +"Why shouldn't we, when it's true? I've been wishing it every minute of +the day." + +"Matt! You be quiet! Don't you say it." + +"There's never anybody been good to me but you." + +"Don't say that either, when I can't lift a hand for you!" + +"Yes; but it's true just the same." + +They had reached the top of School House Hill and Starkfield lay below +them in the twilight. A cutter, mounting the road from the village, +passed them by in a joyous flutter of bells, and they straightened +themselves and looked ahead with rigid faces. Along the main street +lights had begun to shine from the house-fronts and stray figures were +turning in here and there at the gates. Ethan, with a touch of his whip, +roused the sorrel to a languid trot. + +As they drew near the end of the village the cries of children reached +them, and they saw a knot of boys, with sleds behind them, scattering +across the open space before the church. + +"I guess this'll be their last coast for a day or two," Ethan said, +looking up at the mild sky. + +Mattie was silent, and he added: "We were to have gone down last night." + +Still she did not speak and, prompted by an obscure desire to +help himself and her through their miserable last hour, he went on +discursively: "Ain't it funny we haven't been down together but just +that once last winter?" + +She answered: "It wasn't often I got down to the village." + +"That's so," he said. + +They had reached the crest of the Corbury road, and between the +indistinct white glimmer of the church and the black curtain of the +Varnum spruces the slope stretched away below them without a sled on its +length. Some erratic impulse prompted Ethan to say: "How'd you like me +to take you down now?" + +She forced a laugh. "Why, there isn't time!" + +"There's all the time we want. Come along!" His one desire now was to +postpone the moment of turning the sorrel toward the Flats. + +"But the girl," she faltered. "The girl'll be waiting at the station." + +"Well, let her wait. You'd have to if she didn't. Come!" + +The note of authority in his voice seemed to subdue her, and when he +had jumped from the sleigh she let him help her out, saying only, with a +vague feint of reluctance: "But there isn't a sled round anywheres." + +"Yes, there is! Right over there under the spruces." He threw the +bearskin over the sorrel, who stood passively by the roadside, hanging +a meditative head. Then he caught Mattie's hand and drew her after him +toward the sled. + +She seated herself obediently and he took his place behind her, so close +that her hair brushed his face. "All right, Matt?" he called out, as if +the width of the road had been between them. + +She turned her head to say: "It's dreadfully dark. Are you sure you can +see?" + +He laughed contemptuously: "I could go down this coast with my +eyes tied!" and she laughed with him, as if she liked his audacity. +Nevertheless he sat still a moment, straining his eyes down the long +hill, for it was the most confusing hour of the evening, the hour when +the last clearness from the upper sky is merged with the rising night in +a blur that disguises landmarks and falsifies distances. + +"Now!" he cried. + +The sled started with a bound, and they flew on through the dusk, +gathering smoothness and speed as they went, with the hollow night +opening out below them and the air singing by like an organ. Mattie sat +perfectly still, but as they reached the bend at the foot of the hill, +where the big elm thrust out a deadly elbow, he fancied that she shrank +a little closer. + +"Don't be scared, Matt!" he cried exultantly, as they spun safely past +it and flew down the second slope; and when they reached the level +ground beyond, and the speed of the sled began to slacken, he heard her +give a little laugh of glee. + +They sprang off and started to walk back up the hill. Ethan dragged the +sled with one hand and passed the other through Mattie's arm. + +"Were you scared I'd run you into the elm?" he asked with a boyish +laugh. + +"I told you I was never scared with you," she answered. + +The strange exaltation of his mood had brought on one of his rare fits +of boastfulness. "It is a tricky place, though. The least swerve, +and we'd never ha' come up again. But I can measure distances to a +hair's-breadth--always could." + +She murmured: "I always say you've got the surest eye..." + +Deep silence had fallen with the starless dusk, and they leaned on each +other without speaking; but at every step of their climb Ethan said to +himself: "It's the last time we'll ever walk together." + +They mounted slowly to the top of the hill. When they were abreast of +the church he stooped his head to her to ask: "Are you tired?" and she +answered, breathing quickly: "It was splendid!" + +With a pressure of his arm he guided her toward the Norway spruces. "I +guess this sled must be Ned Hale's. Anyhow I'll leave it where I found +it." He drew the sled up to the Varnum gate and rested it against the +fence. As he raised himself he suddenly felt Mattie close to him among +the shadows. + +"Is this where Ned and Ruth kissed each other?" she whispered +breathlessly, and flung her arms about him. Her lips, groping for his, +swept over his face, and he held her fast in a rapture of surprise. + +"Good-bye-good-bye," she stammered, and kissed him again. + +"Oh, Matt, I can't let you go!" broke from him in the same old cry. + +She freed herself from his hold and he heard her sobbing. "Oh, I can't +go either!" she wailed. + +"Matt! What'll we do? What'll we do?" + +They clung to each other's hands like children, and her body shook with +desperate sobs. + +Through the stillness they heard the church clock striking five. + +"Oh, Ethan, it's time!" she cried. + +He drew her back to him. "Time for what? You don't suppose I'm going to +leave you now?" + +"If I missed my train where'd I go?" + +"Where are you going if you catch it?" + +She stood silent, her hands lying cold and relaxed in his. + +"What's the good of either of us going anywheres without the other one +now?" he said. + +She remained motionless, as if she had not heard him. Then she snatched +her hands from his, threw her arms about his neck, and pressed a sudden +drenched cheek against his face. "Ethan! Ethan! I want you to take me +down again!" + +"Down where?" + +"The coast. Right off," she panted. "So 't we'll never come up any +more." + +"Matt! What on earth do you mean?" + +She put her lips close against his ear to say: "Right into the big elm. +You said you could. So 't we'd never have to leave each other any more." + +"Why, what are you talking of? You're crazy!" + +"I'm not crazy; but I will be if I leave you." + +"Oh, Matt, Matt--" he groaned. + +She tightened her fierce hold about his neck. Her face lay close to his +face. + +"Ethan, where'll I go if I leave you? I don't know how to get along +alone. You said so yourself just now. Nobody but you was ever good to +me. And there'll be that strange girl in the house... and she'll sleep +in my bed, where I used to lay nights and listen to hear you come up the +stairs..." + +The words were like fragments torn from his heart. With them came the +hated vision of the house he was going back to--of the stairs he would +have to go up every night, of the woman who would wait for him there. +And the sweetness of Mattie's avowal, the wild wonder of knowing at +last that all that had happened to him had happened to her too, made the +other vision more abhorrent, the other life more intolerable to return +to... + +Her pleadings still came to him between short sobs, but he no longer +heard what she was saying. Her hat had slipped back and he was stroking +her hair. He wanted to get the feeling of it into his hand, so that it +would sleep there like a seed in winter. Once he found her mouth again, +and they seemed to be by the pond together in the burning August sun. +But his cheek touched hers, and it was cold and full of weeping, and he +saw the road to the Flats under the night and heard the whistle of the +train up the line. + +The spruces swathed them in blackness and silence. They might have been +in their coffins underground. He said to himself: "Perhaps it'll feel +like this..." and then again: "After this I sha'n't feel anything..." + +Suddenly he heard the old sorrel whinny across the road, and thought: +"He's wondering why he doesn't get his supper..." + +"Come!" Mattie whispered, tugging at his hand. + +Her sombre violence constrained him: she seemed the embodied instrument +of fate. He pulled the sled out, blinking like a night-bird as he passed +from the shade of the spruces into the transparent dusk of the open. The +slope below them was deserted. All Starkfield was at supper, and not a +figure crossed the open space before the church. The sky, swollen with +the clouds that announce a thaw, hung as low as before a summer storm. +He strained his eyes through the dimness, and they seemed less keen, +less capable than usual. + +He took his seat on the sled and Mattie instantly placed herself in +front of him. Her hat had fallen into the snow and his lips were in her +hair. He stretched out his legs, drove his heels into the road to keep +the sled from slipping forward, and bent her head back between his +hands. Then suddenly he sprang up again. + +"Get up," he ordered her. + +It was the tone she always heeded, but she cowered down in her seat, +repeating vehemently: "No, no, no!" + +"Get up!" + +"Why?" + +"I want to sit in front." + +"No, no! How can you steer in front?" + +"I don't have to. We'll follow the track." + +They spoke in smothered whispers, as though the night were listening. + +"Get up! Get up!" he urged her; but she kept on repeating: "Why do you +want to sit in front?" + +"Because I--because I want to feel you holding me," he stammered, and +dragged her to her feet. + +The answer seemed to satisfy her, or else she yielded to the power of +his voice. He bent down, feeling in the obscurity for the glassy slide +worn by preceding coasters, and placed the runners carefully between its +edges. She waited while he seated himself with crossed legs in the front +of the sled; then she crouched quickly down at his back and clasped her +arms about him. Her breath in his neck set him shuddering again, and +he almost sprang from his seat. But in a flash he remembered the +alternative. She was right: this was better than parting. He leaned back +and drew her mouth to his... + +Just as they started he heard the sorrel's whinny again, and the +familiar wistful call, and all the confused images it brought with it, +went with him down the first reach of the road. Half-way down there +was a sudden drop, then a rise, and after that another long delirious +descent. As they took wing for this it seemed to him that they were +flying indeed, flying far up into the cloudy night, with Starkfield +immeasurably below them, falling away like a speck in space... Then the +big elm shot up ahead, lying in wait for them at the bend of the road, +and he said between his teeth: "We can fetch it; I know we can fetch +it--" + +As they flew toward the tree Mattie pressed her arms tighter, and her +blood seemed to be in his veins. Once or twice the sled swerved a little +under them. He slanted his body to keep it headed for the elm, repeating +to himself again and again: "I know we can fetch it"; and little phrases +she had spoken ran through his head and danced before him on the air. +The big tree loomed bigger and closer, and as they bore down on it +he thought: "It's waiting for us: it seems to know." But suddenly his +wife's face, with twisted monstrous lineaments, thrust itself between +him and his goal, and he made an instinctive movement to brush it aside. +The sled swerved in response, but he righted it again, kept it straight, +and drove down on the black projecting mass. There was a last instant +when the air shot past him like millions of fiery wires; and then the +elm... + +The sky was still thick, but looking straight up he saw a single star, +and tried vaguely to reckon whether it were Sirius, or--or--The effort +tired him too much, and he closed his heavy lids and thought that he +would sleep... The stillness was so profound that he heard a little +animal twittering somewhere near by under the snow. It made a small +frightened cheep like a field mouse, and he wondered languidly if +it were hurt. Then he understood that it must be in pain: pain so +excruciating that he seemed, mysteriously, to feel it shooting through +his own body. He tried in vain to roll over in the direction of the +sound, and stretched his left arm out across the snow. And now it was as +though he felt rather than heard the twittering; it seemed to be under +his palm, which rested on something soft and springy. The thought of +the animal's suffering was intolerable to him and he struggled to raise +himself, and could not because a rock, or some huge mass, seemed to be +lying on him. But he continued to finger about cautiously with his left +hand, thinking he might get hold of the little creature and help it; and +all at once he knew that the soft thing he had touched was Mattie's hair +and that his hand was on her face. + +He dragged himself to his knees, the monstrous load on him moving with +him as he moved, and his hand went over and over her face, and he felt +that the twittering came from her lips... + +He got his face down close to hers, with his ear to her mouth, and in +the darkness he saw her eyes open and heard her say his name. + +"Oh, Matt, I thought we'd fetched it," he moaned; and far off, up the +hill, he heard the sorrel whinny, and thought: "I ought to be getting +him his feed..." + + +***** + + +THE QUERULOUS DRONE ceased as I entered Frome's kitchen, and of the two +women sitting there I could not tell which had been the speaker. + +One of them, on my appearing, raised her tall bony figure from her seat, +not as if to welcome me--for she threw me no more than a brief glance +of surprise--but simply to set about preparing the meal which Frome's +absence had delayed. A slatternly calico wrapper hung from her shoulders +and the wisps of her thin grey hair were drawn away from a high forehead +and fastened at the back by a broken comb. She had pale opaque eyes +which revealed nothing and reflected nothing, and her narrow lips were +of the same sallow colour as her face. + +The other woman was much smaller and slighter. She sat huddled in an +arm-chair near the stove, and when I came in she turned her head quickly +toward me, without the least corresponding movement of her body. +Her hair was as grey as her companion's, her face as bloodless and +shrivelled, but amber-tinted, with swarthy shadows sharpening the nose +and hollowing the temples. Under her shapeless dress her body kept its +limp immobility, and her dark eyes had the bright witch-like stare that +disease of the spine sometimes gives. + +Even for that part of the country the kitchen was a poor-looking place. +With the exception of the dark-eyed woman's chair, which looked like a +soiled relic of luxury bought at a country auction, the furniture was of +the roughest kind. Three coarse china plates and a broken-nosed milk-jug +had been set on a greasy table scored with knife-cuts, and a couple +of straw-bottomed chairs and a kitchen dresser of unpainted pine stood +meagrely against the plaster walls. + +"My, it's cold here! The fire must be 'most out," Frome said, glancing +about him apologetically as he followed me in. + +The tall woman, who had moved away from us toward the dresser, took no +notice; but the other, from her cushioned niche, answered complainingly, +in a high thin voice. "It's on'y just been made up this very minute. +Zeena fell asleep and slep' ever so long, and I thought I'd be frozen +stiff before I could wake her up and get her to 'tend to it." + +I knew then that it was she who had been speaking when we entered. + +Her companion, who was just coming back to the table with the remains +of a cold mince-pie in a battered pie-dish, set down her unappetising +burden without appearing to hear the accusation brought against her. + +Frome stood hesitatingly before her as she advanced; then he looked at +me and said: "This is my wife, Mis' Frome." After another interval he +added, turning toward the figure in the arm-chair: "And this is Miss +Mattie Silver..." + + +***** + + +Mrs. Hale, tender soul, had pictured me as lost in the Flats and buried +under a snow-drift; and so lively was her satisfaction on seeing me +safely restored to her the next morning that I felt my peril had caused +me to advance several degrees in her favour. + +Great was her amazement, and that of old Mrs. Varnum, on learning that +Ethan Frome's old horse had carried me to and from Corbury Junction +through the worst blizzard of the winter; greater still their surprise +when they heard that his master had taken me in for the night. + +Beneath their wondering exclamations I felt a secret curiosity to know +what impressions I had received from my night in the Frome household, +and divined that the best way of breaking down their reserve was to let +them try to penetrate mine. I therefore confined myself to saying, in a +matter-of-fact tone, that I had been received with great kindness, and +that Frome had made a bed for me in a room on the ground-floor which +seemed in happier days to have been fitted up as a kind of writing-room +or study. + +"Well," Mrs. Hale mused, "in such a storm I suppose he felt he couldn't +do less than take you in--but I guess it went hard with Ethan. I don't +believe but what you're the only stranger has set foot in that house for +over twenty years. He's that proud he don't even like his oldest friends +to go there; and I don't know as any do, any more, except myself and the +doctor..." + +"You still go there, Mrs. Hale?" I ventured. + +"I used to go a good deal after the accident, when I was first married; +but after awhile I got to think it made 'em feel worse to see us. And +then one thing and another came, and my own troubles... But I generally +make out to drive over there round about New Year's, and once in the +summer. Only I always try to pick a day when Ethan's off somewheres. +It's bad enough to see the two women sitting there--but his face, when he +looks round that bare place, just kills me... You see, I can look back +and call it up in his mother's day, before their troubles." + +Old Mrs. Varnum, by this time, had gone up to bed, and her daughter +and I were sitting alone, after supper, in the austere seclusion of +the horse-hair parlour. Mrs. Hale glanced at me tentatively, as though +trying to see how much footing my conjectures gave her; and I guessed +that if she had kept silence till now it was because she had been +waiting, through all the years, for some one who should see what she +alone had seen. + +I waited to let her trust in me gather strength before I said: "Yes, +it's pretty bad, seeing all three of them there together." + +She drew her mild brows into a frown of pain. "It was just awful from +the beginning. I was here in the house when they were carried up--they +laid Mattie Silver in the room you're in. She and I were great friends, +and she was to have been my bridesmaid in the spring... When she came +to I went up to her and stayed all night. They gave her things to quiet +her, and she didn't know much till to'rd morning, and then all of a +sudden she woke up just like herself, and looked straight at me out +of her big eyes, and said... Oh, I don't know why I'm telling you all +this," Mrs. Hale broke off, crying. + +She took off her spectacles, wiped the moisture from them, and put them +on again with an unsteady hand. "It got about the next day," she went +on, "that Zeena Frome had sent Mattie off in a hurry because she had a +hired girl coming, and the folks here could never rightly tell what she +and Ethan were doing that night coasting, when they'd ought to have been +on their way to the Flats to ketch the train... I never knew myself +what Zeena thought--I don't to this day. Nobody knows Zeena's thoughts. +Anyhow, when she heard o' the accident she came right in and stayed with +Ethan over to the minister's, where they'd carried him. And as soon as +the doctors said that Mattie could be moved, Zeena sent for her and took +her back to the farm." + +"And there she's been ever since?" + +Mrs. Hale answered simply: "There was nowhere else for her to go;" and +my heart tightened at the thought of the hard compulsions of the poor. + +"Yes, there she's been," Mrs. Hale continued, "and Zeena's done for her, +and done for Ethan, as good as she could. It was a miracle, considering +how sick she was--but she seemed to be raised right up just when the call +came to her. Not as she's ever given up doctoring, and she's had sick +spells right along; but she's had the strength given her to care for +those two for over twenty years, and before the accident came she +thought she couldn't even care for herself." + +Mrs. Hale paused a moment, and I remained silent, plunged in the vision +of what her words evoked. "It's horrible for them all," I murmured. + +"Yes: it's pretty bad. And they ain't any of 'em easy people either. +Mattie was, before the accident; I never knew a sweeter nature. But +she's suffered too much--that's what I always say when folks tell me how +she's soured. And Zeena, she was always cranky. Not but what she bears +with Mattie wonderful--I've seen that myself. But sometimes the two +of them get going at each other, and then Ethan's face'd break your +heart... When I see that, I think it's him that suffers most... anyhow +it ain't Zeena, because she ain't got the time... It's a pity, though," +Mrs. Hale ended, sighing, "that they're all shut up there'n that one +kitchen. In the summertime, on pleasant days, they move Mattie into +the parlour, or out in the door-yard, and that makes it easier... but +winters there's the fires to be thought of; and there ain't a dime to +spare up at the Fromes.'" + +Mrs. Hale drew a deep breath, as though her memory were eased of its +long burden, and she had no more to say; but suddenly an impulse of +complete avowal seized her. + +She took off her spectacles again, leaned toward me across the bead-work +table-cover, and went on with lowered voice: "There was one day, about +a week after the accident, when they all thought Mattie couldn't live. +Well, I say it's a pity she did. I said it right out to our minister +once, and he was shocked at me. Only he wasn't with me that morning +when she first came to... And I say, if she'd ha' died, Ethan might ha' +lived; and the way they are now, I don't see's there's much difference +between the Fromes up at the farm and the Fromes down in the graveyard; +'cept that down there they're all quiet, and the women have got to hold +their tongues." + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Ethan Frome, by Edith Wharton + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ETHAN FROME *** + +***** This file should be named 4517.txt or 4517.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/4/5/1/4517/ + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. Project +Gutenberg is a registered trademark, and may not be used if you +charge for the eBooks, unless you receive specific permission. If you +do not charge anything for copies of this eBook, complying with the +rules is very easy. You may use this eBook for nearly any purpose +such as creation of derivative works, reports, performances and +research. They may be modified and printed and given away--you may do +practically ANYTHING with public domain eBooks. Redistribution is +subject to the trademark license, especially commercial +redistribution. + + + +*** START: FULL LICENSE *** + +THE FULL PROJECT GUTENBERG LICENSE +PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE YOU DISTRIBUTE OR USE THIS WORK + +To protect the Project Gutenberg-tm mission of promoting the free +distribution of electronic works, by using or distributing this work +(or any other work associated in any way with the phrase "Project +Gutenberg"), you agree to comply with all the terms of the Full Project +Gutenberg-tm License (available with this file or online at +http://gutenberg.org/license). + + +Section 1. General Terms of Use and Redistributing Project Gutenberg-tm +electronic works + +1.A. By reading or using any part of this Project Gutenberg-tm +electronic work, you indicate that you have read, understand, agree to +and accept all the terms of this license and intellectual property +(trademark/copyright) agreement. If you do not agree to abide by all +the terms of this agreement, you must cease using and return or destroy +all copies of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works in your possession. +If you paid a fee for obtaining a copy of or access to a Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic work and you do not agree to be bound by the +terms of this agreement, you may obtain a refund from the person or +entity to whom you paid the fee as set forth in paragraph 1.E.8. + +1.B. "Project Gutenberg" is a registered trademark. It may only be +used on or associated in any way with an electronic work by people who +agree to be bound by the terms of this agreement. There are a few +things that you can do with most Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works +even without complying with the full terms of this agreement. See +paragraph 1.C below. There are a lot of things you can do with Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic works if you follow the terms of this agreement +and help preserve free future access to Project Gutenberg-tm electronic +works. See paragraph 1.E below. + +1.C. The Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation ("the Foundation" +or PGLAF), owns a compilation copyright in the collection of Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic works. Nearly all the individual works in the +collection are in the public domain in the United States. If an +individual work is in the public domain in the United States and you are +located in the United States, we do not claim a right to prevent you from +copying, distributing, performing, displaying or creating derivative +works based on the work as long as all references to Project Gutenberg +are removed. Of course, we hope that you will support the Project +Gutenberg-tm mission of promoting free access to electronic works by +freely sharing Project Gutenberg-tm works in compliance with the terms of +this agreement for keeping the Project Gutenberg-tm name associated with +the work. You can easily comply with the terms of this agreement by +keeping this work in the same format with its attached full Project +Gutenberg-tm License when you share it without charge with others. + +1.D. The copyright laws of the place where you are located also govern +what you can do with this work. Copyright laws in most countries are in +a constant state of change. If you are outside the United States, check +the laws of your country in addition to the terms of this agreement +before downloading, copying, displaying, performing, distributing or +creating derivative works based on this work or any other Project +Gutenberg-tm work. The Foundation makes no representations concerning +the copyright status of any work in any country outside the United +States. + +1.E. Unless you have removed all references to Project Gutenberg: + +1.E.1. The following sentence, with active links to, or other immediate +access to, the full Project Gutenberg-tm License must appear prominently +whenever any copy of a Project Gutenberg-tm work (any work on which the +phrase "Project Gutenberg" appears, or with which the phrase "Project +Gutenberg" is associated) is accessed, displayed, performed, viewed, +copied or distributed: + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + +1.E.2. If an individual Project Gutenberg-tm electronic work is derived +from the public domain (does not contain a notice indicating that it is +posted with permission of the copyright holder), the work can be copied +and distributed to anyone in the United States without paying any fees +or charges. If you are redistributing or providing access to a work +with the phrase "Project Gutenberg" associated with or appearing on the +work, you must comply either with the requirements of paragraphs 1.E.1 +through 1.E.7 or obtain permission for the use of the work and the +Project Gutenberg-tm trademark as set forth in paragraphs 1.E.8 or +1.E.9. + +1.E.3. If an individual Project Gutenberg-tm electronic work is posted +with the permission of the copyright holder, your use and distribution +must comply with both paragraphs 1.E.1 through 1.E.7 and any additional +terms imposed by the copyright holder. Additional terms will be linked +to the Project Gutenberg-tm License for all works posted with the +permission of the copyright holder found at the beginning of this work. + +1.E.4. Do not unlink or detach or remove the full Project Gutenberg-tm +License terms from this work, or any files containing a part of this +work or any other work associated with Project Gutenberg-tm. + +1.E.5. Do not copy, display, perform, distribute or redistribute this +electronic work, or any part of this electronic work, without +prominently displaying the sentence set forth in paragraph 1.E.1 with +active links or immediate access to the full terms of the Project +Gutenberg-tm License. + +1.E.6. You may convert to and distribute this work in any binary, +compressed, marked up, nonproprietary or proprietary form, including any +word processing or hypertext form. However, if you provide access to or +distribute copies of a Project Gutenberg-tm work in a format other than +"Plain Vanilla ASCII" or other format used in the official version +posted on the official Project Gutenberg-tm web site (www.gutenberg.org), +you must, at no additional cost, fee or expense to the user, provide a +copy, a means of exporting a copy, or a means of obtaining a copy upon +request, of the work in its original "Plain Vanilla ASCII" or other +form. Any alternate format must include the full Project Gutenberg-tm +License as specified in paragraph 1.E.1. + +1.E.7. Do not charge a fee for access to, viewing, displaying, +performing, copying or distributing any Project Gutenberg-tm works +unless you comply with paragraph 1.E.8 or 1.E.9. + +1.E.8. You may charge a reasonable fee for copies of or providing +access to or distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works provided +that + +- You pay a royalty fee of 20% of the gross profits you derive from + the use of Project Gutenberg-tm works calculated using the method + you already use to calculate your applicable taxes. The fee is + owed to the owner of the Project Gutenberg-tm trademark, but he + has agreed to donate royalties under this paragraph to the + Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation. Royalty payments + must be paid within 60 days following each date on which you + prepare (or are legally required to prepare) your periodic tax + returns. Royalty payments should be clearly marked as such and + sent to the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation at the + address specified in Section 4, "Information about donations to + the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation." + +- You provide a full refund of any money paid by a user who notifies + you in writing (or by e-mail) within 30 days of receipt that s/he + does not agree to the terms of the full Project Gutenberg-tm + License. You must require such a user to return or + destroy all copies of the works possessed in a physical medium + and discontinue all use of and all access to other copies of + Project Gutenberg-tm works. + +- You provide, in accordance with paragraph 1.F.3, a full refund of any + money paid for a work or a replacement copy, if a defect in the + electronic work is discovered and reported to you within 90 days + of receipt of the work. + +- You comply with all other terms of this agreement for free + distribution of Project Gutenberg-tm works. + +1.E.9. If you wish to charge a fee or distribute a Project Gutenberg-tm +electronic work or group of works on different terms than are set +forth in this agreement, you must obtain permission in writing from +both the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation and Michael +Hart, the owner of the Project Gutenberg-tm trademark. Contact the +Foundation as set forth in Section 3 below. + +1.F. + +1.F.1. Project Gutenberg volunteers and employees expend considerable +effort to identify, do copyright research on, transcribe and proofread +public domain works in creating the Project Gutenberg-tm +collection. Despite these efforts, Project Gutenberg-tm electronic +works, and the medium on which they may be stored, may contain +"Defects," such as, but not limited to, incomplete, inaccurate or +corrupt data, transcription errors, a copyright or other intellectual +property infringement, a defective or damaged disk or other medium, a +computer virus, or computer codes that damage or cannot be read by +your equipment. + +1.F.2. LIMITED WARRANTY, DISCLAIMER OF DAMAGES - Except for the "Right +of Replacement or Refund" described in paragraph 1.F.3, the Project +Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation, the owner of the Project +Gutenberg-tm trademark, and any other party distributing a Project +Gutenberg-tm electronic work under this agreement, disclaim all +liability to you for damages, costs and expenses, including legal +fees. YOU AGREE THAT YOU HAVE NO REMEDIES FOR NEGLIGENCE, STRICT +LIABILITY, BREACH OF WARRANTY OR BREACH OF CONTRACT EXCEPT THOSE +PROVIDED IN PARAGRAPH F3. YOU AGREE THAT THE FOUNDATION, THE +TRADEMARK OWNER, AND ANY DISTRIBUTOR UNDER THIS AGREEMENT WILL NOT BE +LIABLE TO YOU FOR ACTUAL, DIRECT, INDIRECT, CONSEQUENTIAL, PUNITIVE OR +INCIDENTAL DAMAGES EVEN IF YOU GIVE NOTICE OF THE POSSIBILITY OF SUCH +DAMAGE. + +1.F.3. LIMITED RIGHT OF REPLACEMENT OR REFUND - If you discover a +defect in this electronic work within 90 days of receiving it, you can +receive a refund of the money (if any) you paid for it by sending a +written explanation to the person you received the work from. If you +received the work on a physical medium, you must return the medium with +your written explanation. The person or entity that provided you with +the defective work may elect to provide a replacement copy in lieu of a +refund. If you received the work electronically, the person or entity +providing it to you may choose to give you a second opportunity to +receive the work electronically in lieu of a refund. If the second copy +is also defective, you may demand a refund in writing without further +opportunities to fix the problem. + +1.F.4. Except for the limited right of replacement or refund set forth +in paragraph 1.F.3, this work is provided to you 'AS-IS' WITH NO OTHER +WARRANTIES OF ANY KIND, EXPRESS OR IMPLIED, INCLUDING BUT NOT LIMITED TO +WARRANTIES OF MERCHANTIBILITY OR FITNESS FOR ANY PURPOSE. + +1.F.5. Some states do not allow disclaimers of certain implied +warranties or the exclusion or limitation of certain types of damages. +If any disclaimer or limitation set forth in this agreement violates the +law of the state applicable to this agreement, the agreement shall be +interpreted to make the maximum disclaimer or limitation permitted by +the applicable state law. The invalidity or unenforceability of any +provision of this agreement shall not void the remaining provisions. + +1.F.6. INDEMNITY - You agree to indemnify and hold the Foundation, the +trademark owner, any agent or employee of the Foundation, anyone +providing copies of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works in accordance +with this agreement, and any volunteers associated with the production, +promotion and distribution of Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works, +harmless from all liability, costs and expenses, including legal fees, +that arise directly or indirectly from any of the following which you do +or cause to occur: (a) distribution of this or any Project Gutenberg-tm +work, (b) alteration, modification, or additions or deletions to any +Project Gutenberg-tm work, and (c) any Defect you cause. + + +Section 2. Information about the Mission of Project Gutenberg-tm + +Project Gutenberg-tm is synonymous with the free distribution of +electronic works in formats readable by the widest variety of computers +including obsolete, old, middle-aged and new computers. It exists +because of the efforts of hundreds of volunteers and donations from +people in all walks of life. + +Volunteers and financial support to provide volunteers with the +assistance they need, are critical to reaching Project Gutenberg-tm's +goals and ensuring that the Project Gutenberg-tm collection will +remain freely available for generations to come. In 2001, the Project +Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation was created to provide a secure +and permanent future for Project Gutenberg-tm and future generations. +To learn more about the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation +and how your efforts and donations can help, see Sections 3 and 4 +and the Foundation web page at http://www.pglaf.org. + + +Section 3. Information about the Project Gutenberg Literary Archive +Foundation + +The Project Gutenberg Literary Archive Foundation is a non profit +501(c)(3) educational corporation organized under the laws of the +state of Mississippi and granted tax exempt status by the Internal +Revenue Service. The Foundation's EIN or federal tax identification +number is 64-6221541. Its 501(c)(3) letter is posted at +http://pglaf.org/fundraising. Contributions to the Project Gutenberg +Literary Archive Foundation are tax deductible to the full extent +permitted by U.S. federal laws and your state's laws. + +The Foundation's principal office is located at 4557 Melan Dr. S. +Fairbanks, AK, 99712., but its volunteers and employees are scattered +throughout numerous locations. Its business office is located at +809 North 1500 West, Salt Lake City, UT 84116, (801) 596-1887, email +business@pglaf.org. Email contact links and up to date contact +information can be found at the Foundation's web site and official +page at http://pglaf.org + +For additional contact information: + Dr. Gregory B. Newby + Chief Executive and Director + gbnewby@pglaf.org + + +Section 4. Information about Donations to the Project Gutenberg +Literary Archive Foundation + +Project Gutenberg-tm depends upon and cannot survive without wide +spread public support and donations to carry out its mission of +increasing the number of public domain and licensed works that can be +freely distributed in machine readable form accessible by the widest +array of equipment including outdated equipment. Many small donations +($1 to $5,000) are particularly important to maintaining tax exempt +status with the IRS. + +The Foundation is committed to complying with the laws regulating +charities and charitable donations in all 50 states of the United +States. Compliance requirements are not uniform and it takes a +considerable effort, much paperwork and many fees to meet and keep up +with these requirements. We do not solicit donations in locations +where we have not received written confirmation of compliance. To +SEND DONATIONS or determine the status of compliance for any +particular state visit http://pglaf.org + +While we cannot and do not solicit contributions from states where we +have not met the solicitation requirements, we know of no prohibition +against accepting unsolicited donations from donors in such states who +approach us with offers to donate. + +International donations are gratefully accepted, but we cannot make +any statements concerning tax treatment of donations received from +outside the United States. U.S. laws alone swamp our small staff. + +Please check the Project Gutenberg Web pages for current donation +methods and addresses. Donations are accepted in a number of other +ways including checks, online payments and credit card donations. +To donate, please visit: http://pglaf.org/donate + + +Section 5. General Information About Project Gutenberg-tm electronic +works. + +Professor Michael S. Hart is the originator of the Project Gutenberg-tm +concept of a library of electronic works that could be freely shared +with anyone. For thirty years, he produced and distributed Project +Gutenberg-tm eBooks with only a loose network of volunteer support. + + +Project Gutenberg-tm eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the U.S. +unless a copyright notice is included. Thus, we do not necessarily +keep eBooks in compliance with any particular paper edition. + + +Most people start at our Web site which has the main PG search facility: + + http://www.gutenberg.org + +This Web site includes information about Project Gutenberg-tm, +including how to make donations to the Project Gutenberg Literary +Archive Foundation, how to help produce our new eBooks, and how to +subscribe to our email newsletter to hear about new eBooks. |
