diff options
Diffstat (limited to '44970-0.txt')
| -rw-r--r-- | 44970-0.txt | 6927 |
1 files changed, 6927 insertions, 0 deletions
diff --git a/44970-0.txt b/44970-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b58d640 --- /dev/null +++ b/44970-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6927 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 44970 *** + +Transcriber's note: + The original spelling of words has been retained. Italic + text has been marked with _underscores_. Minor spelling + inconsistencies, mainly hyphenated words, have been + harmonized. Obvious typos have been corrected. + + + + + [Illustration: READY FOR THE FRONT.] + + + + + THE RECOLLECTIONS + + OF + + A DRUMMER-BOY + + BY + + HARRY M. KIEFFER + + LATE OF THE ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTIETH REGIMENT + PENNSYLVANIA VOLUNTEERS + + ILLUSTRATED + + "_Forsan et hæc olim meminisse juvabit_" + + VIRGIL, ÆNEID I. 203 + + [Illustration] + + BOSTON + JAMES R. OSGOOD AND COMPANY + + 1883 + + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1881, BY HARRY M. KIEFFER, AND 1883, BY + THE CENTURY CO. + + _All rights reserved._ + + + Cambridge: + + PRINTED BY JOHN WILSON AND SON, + UNIVERSITY PRESS. + + + + + TO + + THE OFFICERS AND MEN + + OF + + THE ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTIETH REGIMENT + PENNSYLVANIA VOLUNTEERS, + + And to their Children, + + _THIS VOLUME IS AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED_. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +As some apology would seem to be necessary for the effort, herewith +made, to add yet one more volume to the already overcrowded shelf +containing the Nation's literature of the great Civil War, it may +be well to say a few words in explanation of the following pages. + +Several years ago the writer prepared a brief series of papers for +the columns of _St. Nicholas_, under the title of "Recollections of +a Drummer-Boy." It was thought that these sketches of army life, as +seen by a boy, would prove enjoyable and profitable to children in +general, and especially to the children of the men who participated +in the great Civil War, on one side or the other; while the belief +was entertained that they might at the same time serve to revive +in the minds of the veterans themselves long-forgotten or but +imperfectly remembered scenes and experiences in camp and field. In +the outstart it was not the author's design to write a connected +story, but rather simply to prepare a few brief and hasty sketches +of army life, drawn from his own personal experience, and suitable +for magazine purposes. But these, though prepared in such intervals +as could with difficulty be spared from the exacting duties of +a busy professional life, having been so kindly received by the +editors of _St. Nicholas_, as well as by the very large circle +of the readers of that excellent magazine, and the writer having +been urgently pressed on all sides for more of the same kind, it +was thought well to revise and enlarge the "Recollections of a +Drummer-Boy," and to present them to the public in permanent book +form. In the shape of a more or less connected story of army life, +covering the whole period of a soldier's experience from enlistment +to muster-out, and carried forward through all the stirring scenes +of camp and field, it was believed that these "Recollections," in +the revised form, would commend themselves not only to the children +of the soldiers of the late war, but to the surviving soldiers +themselves; while at the same time they would possess a reasonable +interest for the general reader as well. + +From first to last it has been the author's design, while +endeavoring faithfully to reflect the spirit of the army to which +he belonged, to avoid all needless references of a sectional +nature, and to present to the public a story of army life which +should breathe in every page of it the noble sentiment of "malice +towards none, and charity for all." + +In all essential regards, the following pages are what they profess +to be,--the author's personal recollections of three years of army +life in active service in the field. In a few instances, it is +true, certain incidents have been introduced which did not properly +fall within the range of the writer's personal experience; but +these have been admitted merely as by the way, or for the sake +of being true to the spirit rather than to the letter. Facts +and dates have been given as accurately as the author's memory, +aided by a carefully kept army journal, would permit; while the +names of officers and men mentioned in the narrative are given as +they appear in the published muster-rolls, with the exception of +several instances, easily recognized by the intelligent reader, in +which, for evident reasons, it seemed best to conceal the actors +beneath fictitious names. While speaking of the matter of names, an +affectionate esteem for a faithful boyhood's friend and subsequent +army messmate constrains the writer to mention that, as "Andy" was +the name by which Fisher Gutelius, "high private in the rear rank," +was commonly known while wearing the blue, it has been deemed well +to allow him to appear in the narrative under cover of this, his +army _sobriquet_. + +As no full and complete history of the One Hundred and Fiftieth +Regiment Pennsylvania Volunteers has ever yet been written, it is +hoped that these Recollections of one of its humblest members may +serve the purpose of recalling to the minds of surviving comrades +the stirring scenes through which they passed, as well as of +keeping alive in coming time the name and memory of an organization +which deserved well of its country during the ever-memorable days +of now more than twenty years ago. + +The author herewith acknowledges his indebtedness for certain +facts to a brief sketch of the One Hundred and Fiftieth Regiment +Pennsylvania Volunteers by Thomas Chamberlain, late Major of the +same; and to John C. Kensill, late sergeant of Company F, for +valuable information; and to the editors of _St. Nicholas_ for +their uniform courtesy and encouragement. + +It cannot fail to interest the reader to know that the +illustrations signed A. C. R. were drawn by Allen C. Redwood, who +served in the Confederate army, and witnessed, albeit from the +other side of the fence, many of the scenes which his graphic +pencil has so admirably depicted. + +With these few words of apology and explanation, the author +herewith places THE RECOLLECTIONS OF A DRUMMER-BOY in the hands of +a patient and ever-indulgent public. + + H. M. K. + + NORRISTOWN, PA., + March 1, 1883. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + CHAPTER PAGE + + I. OFF TO THE WAR 15 + + II. FIRST DAYS IN CAMP 34 + + III. ON TO WASHINGTON 49 + + IV. OUR FIRST WINTER QUARTERS 60 + + V. A GRAND REVIEW 71 + + VI. ON PICKET ALONG THE RAPPAHANNOCK 76 + + VII. A MUD-MARCH AND A SHAM-BATTLE 89 + + VIII. HOW WE GOT A SHELLING 107 + + IX. IN THE WOODS AT CHANCELLORSVILLE 117 + + X. THE FIRST DAY AT GETTYSBURG 128 + + XI. AFTER THE BATTLE 152 + + XII. THROUGH "MARYLAND, MY MARYLAND" 159 + + XIII. PAINS AND PENALTIES 171 + + XIV. A TALE OF A SQUIRREL AND THREE + BLIND MICE 187 + + XV. "THE PRIDE OF THE REGIMENT" 201 + + XVI. AROUND THE CAMP-FIRE 214 + + XVII. OUR FIRST DAY IN "THE WILDERNESS" 221 + + XVIII. A BIVOUAC FOR THE NIGHT 235 + + XIX. "WENT DOWN TO JERICHO AND FELL + AMONG THIEVES" 245 + + XX. IN THE FRONT AT PETERSBURG 257 + + XXI. FUN AND FROLIC 272 + + XXII. CHIEFLY CULINARY 290 + + XXIII. HATCHER'S RUN 300 + + XXIV. KILLED, WOUNDED, OR MISSING? 305 + + XXV. A WINTER RAID TO NORTH CAROLINA 314 + + XXVI. "JOHNNY COMES MARCHING HOME!" 324 + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS. + + + PAGE + + READY FOR THE FRONT _Frontispiece_ + + VIGNETTE 8 + + THE COMPANY STARTS FOR THE WAR 26 + + TAILPIECE 48 + + IN WINTER-QUARTERS 62 + + WAITING TO BE REVIEWED BY THE PRESIDENT 72 + + TAILPIECE 75 + + IN A DANGEROUS PART OF HIS BEAT 84 + + THE QUARTERMASTER'S TRIUMPH 102 + + TAILPIECE 106 + + GENERAL DOUBLEDAY DISMOUNTS AND SIGHTS THE + GUN 112 + + TAILPIECE 116 + + A SURGEON WRITING UPON THE POMMEL OF HIS + SADDLE AN ORDER FOR AN AMBULANCE 118 + + A SKIRMISH AFTER A HARD DAY'S MARCH 140 + + AT CLOSE QUARTERS THE FIRST DAY AT GETTYSBURG 144 + + ON THE MARCH TO AND FROM GETTYSBURG 156 + + TAILPIECE 158 + + "I'VE GOT HIM, BOYS!" 168 + + DRUMMING SNEAK-THIEVES OUT OF CAMP 172 + + TAILPIECE 186 + + TAILPIECE 213 + + CHRISTMAS EVE AROUND THE CAMP-FIRE 216 + + SICK 220 + + A SCENE IN THE FIELD-HOSPITAL 228 + + ARMY BADGES 236 + + "GENERAL GRANT CAN'T HAVE ANY OF THIS WATER!" 242 + + "ANDY HAD BOUGHT THE SORREL FOR TEN DOLLARS" 254 + + "BETTER GIT OFF'N DAT DAR MULE!" 260 + + FINDING A WOUNDED PICKET IN A RIFLE-PIT 262 + + SCENE AMONG THE RIFLE-PITS BEFORE PETERSBURG 266 + + THE MAGAZINE WHERE THE POWDER AND SHELLS + WERE STORED 270 + + "FALL IN FOR HARD-TACK!" 292 + + THE CONFLICT AT DAYBREAK IN THE WOODS AT + HATCHER'S RUN 304 + + WRECKING THE RAILWAY 316 + + THE CHARGE ON THE CAKES 326 + + THE WELCOME HOME 330 + + + + + THE RECOLLECTIONS + + OF + + A DRUMMER-BOY. + + + + + [Illustration] + + + + +THE RECOLLECTIONS + +OF + +A DRUMMER-BOY. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +OFF TO THE WAR. + + +"It is no use, Andy, I cannot study any more. I have struggled +against this feeling, and have again and again resolved to shut +myself up to my books and stop thinking about the war; but when +news comes of one great battle after another, and I look around in +the school-room and see the many vacant seats once occupied by the +older boys, and think of where they are and what they may be doing +away down in Dixie, I fall to day-dreaming and wool-gathering over +my books, and it is just no use. I cannot study any more. I might +as well leave school and go home and get at something else." + +But my companion was apparently too deeply interested in +unravelling the intricacies of a sentence in Cæsar to pay much +attention to what I had been saying. For Andy was a studious boy, +and the sentence with which he had been wrestling when the bell +rang for recess could not at once be given up. He had therefore +carried his book with him on our walk as we strolled leisurely up +the green lane which led past the "Old Academy," and, with his +copy of Cæsar spread out before him, lay stretched out at full +length on the greensward, in the shade of a large cherry-tree, +whose fruit was already turning red under the warm spring sun. It +was a beautiful, dreamy day in May, early in the summer of 1862, +the second year of the great Civil War. The air was laden with the +sweet scent of the young clover, and vocal with the song of the +robin and the bluebird. The sky was cloudless overhead, and the +soft spring breeze blew balmily up from the south. Behind us were +the hills, covered with orchards, and beneath us lay the quiet +little village of M----, with its one thousand inhabitants, and +beyond it the valley, renowned far and wide for its beauty, while +in the farther background deep-blue mountains rose towering toward +the sky. + +My companion, apparently quite indifferent to the languid influence +of the season, resolutely persevered at his task until he had +triumphantly mastered it. Then, closing the book and clasping his +hands behind his head as he rolled around on his back, he looked at +me with a smile and said,-- + +"Oh! you only have the spring-fever, Harry." + +"No, I haven't, Andy; it was the same last winter. And don't you +remember how excited _you_ were when the news came about Fort +Sumter last spring? You would have enlisted right off, had your +father consented. Or, may be, _you_ had the spring-fever then?" + +"I'm all over that now, and for good and all. I want to study, and +as I cannot study and keep on thinking of the war all the time, why +I just stop thinking about the war as well as I can." + +"Well," said I, "I cannot. Look at our school: why, there are +scarcely any large boys left in it any more, only little fellows +and the girls. For my part, I ought to get at something else." + +"What would you get at? You would feel the same anywhere else. +There is Ike Zellers, the blacksmith, for example. When I came +past his shop this morning on my way to school, instead of being +busy with hammer and tongs as he should have been, there he was, +sitting on an old harrow outside his shop-door whittling a stick, +while Elias Foust was reading an account of the last battle from +some newspaper. I shouldn't wonder if Elias and Ike both would be +enlisting some one of these days. It is the same everywhere. All +people feel the excitement of the war--storekeepers, tradesmen, +farmers, and even the women; and we school-boys are no exception." + +"Would you enlist, Andy, if your father would consent? You are old +enough." + +"I don't think I should, Harry. I want to stick to study. But there +is no telling what a person may do when he is once taken down with +this war-fever. But you are too young to enlist; they wouldn't take +you. And you had therefore better make up your mind to stick to +school and help me at my Cæsar. If you want war, there's enough of +it in old Julius here to satisfy the most bloodthirsty, I should +think." + +"You will find more about war, and of a more romantic kind too, +in Virgil and Homer when you get on so far in your studies, Andy. +But the wars of Cæsar and the siege of Troy, what are they when +compared with the great war now being waged in our own time and +country? The nodding plumes of Hector and the shining armor of +all old Homer's heroes do not seem to me half so interesting or +magnificent as the brave uniforms in which some of our older +school-fellows occasionally come home on furlough." + +"Up there on the hillside," said Andy, suddenly rising from his +reclining posture, "is cousin Joe Gutelius, hoeing corn in his +father's lot. Let's go up and see what he has to say about the war." + +We found Joe busy and hard at work with the young corn. He was +a fine young fellow, perhaps twenty-two or twenty-three years +of age, tall, well built, of a fine manly bearing, and looked a +likely subject for a recruiting-officer, as, in response to our +loud "Hello, Joe!" he left his unfinished row and came down to the +fence for a talk. + +"Rather a warm day for work in a cornfield, isn't it, Joe?" + +"Well, yes," said Joe, as he threw down his hoe and mounted the +top rail, wiping away the perspiration, which stood in great beads +on his brow. "But I believe I'd rather hoe corn than go to school +such beautiful weather. Nearly kill me to be penned up in the old +Academy such a day as this." + +"That's what's the matter with Harry, here," said Andy. "He's got +the spring-fever, I tell him; but he thinks he has the war-fever. I +told him we'd come up here and see what you had to say about it." + +"About what? About the spring-fever, or about the war?" + +"Why, about the war, of course, Joe," said Andy with a smile. + +"Well, boys, I know what the war-fever is like. I had a touch of +it last winter when the Fifty-first boys went off, and I came very +near going along with them, too. But my brothers, Charlie and Sam, +both wanted to go, and I declared that if they went I'd go too; +and mother took it so much to heart that we all had to give it up. +Charlie and Sam came near joining a cavalry company some months +ago, and I shouldn't wonder much if they did get off one of these +days; but as for myself, I guess I'll have to stay at home and take +care of the old folks." + +"And I tell Harry, here," said Andy, "that he had better stick to +books and help me with my Cæsar." + +"Or he might get a hoe and come and help me with my corn," said +Joe, with a smile; "that would take both the spring-fever and the +war-fever out of him in a jiffy. But there is your bell calling you +to your books. Poor fellows, how I pity you!" + +That my companion would persevere in his purpose of "sticking +to books," as he called it, I had no doubt. For besides being +naturally possessed of a resolute will, he was several years +my senior, and therefore presumably less liable to be carried +away by the prevailing restlessness of the times. But for myself +study continued to grow more and more irksome as the summer drew +on apace, so that when, before the close of the term, a former +schoolmate began to "raise a company," as it was called, for the +nine months' service, unable any longer to endure my restless +longing for a change, I sat down at my desk one day in the +school-room and wrote the following letter home:-- + + DEAR PAPA: I write to ask whether I may have your permission to + enlist. I find the school is fast breaking up; most of the boys + are gone. I can't study any more. _Won't_ you let me go? + +Poor father! In the anguish of his heart it must have been that he +sat down and wrote: "You may go!" Without the loss of a moment I +was off to the recruiting-office, showed my father's letter, and +asked to be sworn in. But alas! I was only sixteen, and lacked two +years of being old enough, and they would not take me unless I +could swear I was eighteen, which, of course, I could not and would +not do. + +So, then, back again to the school when the fall term opened early +in August, 1862, there to dream over Horace, and Homer, and that +one poor little old siege of Troy, for a few days more, while Andy +at my side toiled manfully at his Cæsar. The term had scarcely well +opened, when, unfortunately for my peace of mind, a gentleman who +had been my school-teacher some years previously, began to raise +a company for the war, and the village at once went into another +whirl of excitement, which carried me utterly away; for they said +I could enlist as a drummer-boy, no matter how young I might be, +provided I had my father's consent. But this, most unfortunately, +had been meanwhile revoked. For, to say nothing of certain +remonstrances on the part of my father during the vacation, there +had recently come a letter saying,-- + + MY DEAR BOY: If you have not yet enlisted, do not do so; for + I think you are quite too young and delicate, and I gave my + permission perhaps too hastily, and without due consideration. + +But alas! dear father, it was too late then, for I had set my +very heart on going. The company was nearly full, and would leave +in a few days, and everybody in the village knew that Harry was +going for a drummer-boy. Besides, the very evening on which the +above letter reached me we had a grand procession which marched +all through the village street from end to end, and this was +followed by an immense mass-meeting, and our future captain, Henry +W. Crotzer, made a stirring speech, and the band played, and the +people cheered and cheered again, as man after man stepped up and +put his name down on the list. Albert Foster and Joe Ruhl and Sam +Ruhl signed their names, and then Jimmy Lucas and Elias Foust and +Ike Zellers and several others followed; and when Charlie Gutelius +and his brother Sam stepped up, with Joe at their heels declaring +that "if they went he'd go too," the meeting fairly went wild with +excitement, and the people cheered and cheered again, and the band +played "Hail Columbia!" and the "Star-Spangled Banner," and "Away +Down South in Dixie," and--in short, what in the world was a poor +boy to do? + + * * * * * + +There was an immense crowd of people at the depot that midsummer +morning, more than twenty years ago, when our company started off +to the war. It seemed as if the whole county had suspended work +and voted itself a holiday, for a continuous stream of people, old +and young, poured out of the little village of L----, and made its +way through the bridge across the river, and over the dusty road +beyond, to the station where we were to take the train. + +The thirteen of us who had come down from the village of M---- to +join the larger body of the company at L----, had enjoyed something +of a triumphal progress on the way. We had a brass band to start +with, besides no inconsiderable escort of vehicles and mounted +horsemen, the number of which was steadily swelled to quite a +procession as we advanced. The band played, and the flags waved, +and the boys cheered, and the people at work in the fields cheered +back, and the young farmers rode down the lanes on their horses, or +brought their sweethearts in their carriages, and fell in line with +the dusty procession. Even the old gatekeeper, who could not leave +his post, became much excited as we passed, gave "three cheers for +the Union forever," and stood waving his hat after us till we were +hid from sight behind the hills. + +Reaching L---- about nine in the morning, we found the village all +ablaze with bunting, and so wrought up with the excitement that all +thought of work had evidently been given up for that day. As we +formed in line and marched down the main street toward the river, +the sidewalks were everywhere crowded with people,--with boys who +wore red-white-and-blue neckties, and boys who wore fatigue-caps; +with girls who carried flags, and girls who carried flowers; with +women who waved their kerchiefs, and old men who waved their +walking-sticks; while here and there, as we passed along, at +windows and doorways, were faces red with long weeping, for Johnny +was off to the war, and maybe mother and sisters and sweetheart +would never, never see him again. + + [Illustration: THE COMPANY STARTS FOR THE WAR.] + +Drawn up in line before the station, we awaited the train. There +was scarcely a man, woman, or child in that great crowd around +us but had to press up for a last shake of the hand, a last good +by, and a last "God bless you, boys!" And so, amid cheering, and +hand-shaking, and flag-waving, and band-playing, the train at last +came thundering in, and we were off, with the "Star-Spangled +Banner" sounding fainter and farther away, until it was drowned and +lost to the ear in the noise of the swiftly rushing train. + +For myself, however, the last good by had not yet been said, for I +had been away from home at school, and was to leave the train at a +way station some miles down the road, and walk out to my home in +the country, and say good by to the folks at home; and that was the +hardest part of it all, for good by then might be good by forever. + +If anybody at home had been looking out of door or window that hot +August afternoon, more than twenty years ago, he would have seen, +coming down the dusty road, a slender lad, with a bundle slung over +his shoulder, and--but nobody _was_ looking down the road, nobody +was in sight. Even Rollo, the dog, my old playfellow, was asleep +somewhere in the shade, and all was sultry, hot, and still. Leaping +lightly over the fence by the spring at the foot of the hill, +I took a cool draught of water, and looked up at the great red +farmhouse above with a throbbing heart, for that was home, and many +a sad good by had there to be said, and said again, before I could +get off to the war! + +Long years have passed since then, but never have I forgotten how +pale the faces of mother and sisters became when, entering the +room where they were at work, and throwing off my bundle, in reply +to their question, "Why, Harry! where did _you_ come from?" I +answered, "I come from school, and I'm off for the war!" You may +well believe there was an exciting time of it in the dining-room of +that old red farmhouse then. In the midst of the excitement, father +came in from the field and greeted me with, "Why, my boy, where did +_you_ come from?" to which there was but the one answer, "Come from +school, and off for the war!" + +"Nonsense! I can't let you go! I thought you had given up all idea +of that. What would they do with a mere boy like you? Why, you'd be +only a bill of expense to the Government. Dreadful thing to make me +all this trouble!" + +But I began to reason full stoutly with poor father. I reminded +him, first of all, that I would not go without his consent; that +in two years, and perhaps in less, I might be drafted and sent +amongst men unknown to me, while here was a company commanded by my +own school-teacher, and composed of acquaintances who would look +after me; that I was unfit for study or work while this fever was +on me, and so on; till I saw his resolution begin to give way, as +he lit his pipe and walked down to the spring to think the matter +over. + +"If Harry is to go, father," mother says, "hadn't I better run +up to the store and get some woollens, and we'll make the boy an +outfit of shirts to-night yet?" + +"Well--yes; I guess you had better do so." + +But when he sees mother stepping past the gate on her way, he halts +her with,-- + +"Stop! That boy can't go! I _can't_ give him up!" + +And shortly after, he tells her that she "had better be after +getting that woollen stuff for shirts;" and again he stops her at +the gate with,-- + +"Dreadful boy! Why _will_ he make me all this trouble? I _can not_ +let my boy go!" + +But at last, and somehow, mother gets off. The sewing-machine is +going most of the night, and my thoughts are as busy as it is, +until far into the morning, with all that is before me that I have +never seen, and all that is behind me that I may never see again. + +Let me pass over the trying good by the next morning, for Joe is +ready with the carriage to take father and me to the station, and +we are soon on the cars, steaming away toward the great camp, +whither the company already has gone. + +"See, Harry, there is your camp!" And looking out of the +car-window, across the river, I catch, through the tall tree tops, +as we rush along, glimpses of my first camp,--acres and acres of +canvas, stretching away into the dim and dusty distance, occupied, +as I shall soon find, by some ten or twenty thousand soldiers, +coming and going continually, marching and countermarching, until +they have ground the soil into the driest and deepest dust I ever +saw. + +I shall never forget my first impressions of camp life as father +and I passed the sentry at the gate. They were anything but +pleasant; and I could not but agree with the remark of my father, +that "the life of a soldier must be a hard life indeed." For as we +entered that great camp, I looked into an A tent, the front flap +of which was thrown back, and saw enough to make me sick of the +housekeeping of a soldier. There was nothing in that tent but dirt +and disorder, pans and kettles, tin cups and cracker-boxes, forks +and bayonet-scabbards, greasy pork and broken hard-tack in utter +confusion, and over all and everywhere that insufferable dust. +Afterward, when we got into the field, our camps in summer-time +were models of cleanliness, and in winter models of comfort, as +far, at least, as axe and broom could make them so; but this, +the first camp I ever saw, was so abominable, that I have often +wondered it did not frighten the fever out of me. + +But once among the men of the company, all this was soon forgotten. +We had supper,--hard-tack and soft bread, boiled pork and strong +coffee (in tin cups),--fare that father thought "one could live +on right well, I guess;" and then the boys came around and begged +father to let me go; "they would take care of Harry; never you +fear for that;" and so helped on my cause, that that night, about +eleven o'clock, when we were in the railroad station together, on +the way home, father said,-- + +"Now, Harry, my boy, you are not enlisted yet. I am going home on +this train; you can go home with me now, or go with the boys. Which +will you do?" + +To which the answer came quickly enough,--too quickly and too +eagerly, I have often since thought, for a father's heart to bear +it well,-- + +"Papa, I'll go with the boys!" + +"Well, then, good by, my boy! And may God bless you and bring you +safely back to me again!" + +The whistle blew "Off brakes!" the car-door closed on father, and I +did not see him again for three long, long years! + +Often and often as I have thought over these things since, I have +never been able to come to any other conclusion than this: that it +was the "war-fever" that carried me off, and that made poor father +let me go. For that "war-fever" was a terrible malady in those +days. Once you were taken with it, you had a very fire in the bones +until your name was down on the enlistment-roll. There was Andy, +for example, my schoolfellow, and afterward my messmate for three +ever-memorable years. I have had no time to tell you how Andy came +to be with us; but with us he surely was, notwithstanding he had so +stoutly asserted his determination to quit thinking about the war +and stick to his books. + +He was on his way to school the very morning the company was +leaving the village, with no idea of going along; but seeing this, +that, and the other acquaintance in line, what did he do but run +across the street to an undertaker's shop, cram his school-books +through the broken window, take his place in line, and march off +with the boys without so much as saying good by to the folks at +home! And he did not see his Cæsar and Greek grammar again for +three years. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +FIRST DAYS IN CAMP. + + +Our first camp was located on the outskirts of Harrisburg, Pa., +and was called "Camp Curtin." It was so named in honor of Governor +Andrew G. Curtin, the "War Governor" of the State of Pennsylvania, +who was regarded by the soldiers of his State with a patriotic +enthusiasm second only to that with which they, in common with all +the troops of the Northern States, greeted the name of Abraham +Lincoln. + +Camp Curtin was not properly a camp of instruction. It was rather +a mere rendezvous for the different companies which had been +recruited in various parts of the State. Hither the volunteers +came by hundreds and thousands for the purpose of being mustered +into the service, uniformed and equipped, assigned to regiments, +and shipped to the front as rapidly as possible. Only they who +witnessed it can form any idea of the patriotic ardor, amounting +often to a wild enthusiasm, with which volunteering went on in +those days. Companies were often formed, and their muster-rolls +filled, in a week, sometimes in a few days. The contagion of +enlisting and "going to the war" was in the very atmosphere. You +could scarcely accompany a friend to a way station on any of the +main lines of travel, without seeing the future wearers of blue +coats at the car-windows and on the platforms. Very frequently +whole trains were filled with them, speeding away to the State +capital as swift as steam could carry them. They poured into +Harrisburg, company by company, usually in citizens' clothes, and +marched out of the town a week or so later, regiment by regiment, +all glorious in bright new uniforms and glistening bayonets, +transformed in a few days from citizens into soldiers, and destined +for deeds of high endeavor on many a bloody field. + +Shortly after our arrival in camp, Andy and I went to town to +purchase such articles as we supposed a soldier would be likely to +need,--a gum-blanket, a journal, a combination knife, fork, and +spoon, and so on to the end of the list. To our credit I have it to +record that we turned a deaf ear to the solicitations of a certain +dealer in cutlery who insisted on selling us each a revolver, and +an ugly looking bowie-knife in a bright red morocco sheath. + +"Shentlemens, shust de ting you vill need ven you goes into de +battle. Ah, see dis knife, how it shines! Look at dis very fine +revolfer!" + +But Moses entreated in vain, while his wife stood at the shop-door +looking at some regiment marching down the street to the depot, +weeping as if her heart would break, and wiping her eyes with the +corner of her apron from time to time. + +"Ah, de poor boys!" said she. "Dere dey go again, off to de great +war, away from deir homes, and deir mutters, deir wives and deir +sweethearts, all to be kilt in de battle! Dey will nefer any more +coom back. Oh, it is so wicked!" + +But the drums rattled on, and the crowd on the sidewalk gazed and +cheered, and Moses behind his counter smiled pleasantly as he +cried up his wares and went on selling bowie-knives and revolvers +to kill men with, while his wife went on weeping and lamenting +because men would be killed in the wicked war, and "nefer any more +coom back." The firm of Moses and wife struck us as a very strange +combination of business and sentiment. I do not know how many +knives and pistols Moses sold, nor how many tears his good wife +shed, but if she wept whenever a regiment marched down the street +to the depot, her eyes must have been turned into a river of tears; +for the tap of the drum and the tramp of the men resounded along +the streets of the capital by day and by night, until people grew +so used to it that they scarcely noticed it any more. + +The tide of volunteering was at the full during those early fall +days of 1862. But the day came at length when the tide began to +turn. Various expedients were then resorted to for the purpose of +stimulating the flagging zeal of Pennsylvania's sons. At first the +tempting bait of large bounties was presented--county bounties, +city bounties, State and United States bounties--some men towards +the close of the war receiving as much as one thousand dollars, and +never smelling powder at that. At last drafting was of necessity +resorted to, and along with drafting came all the miseries of +"hiring substitutes," and so making merchandise of a service of +which it is the chief glory that it shall be free. + +But in the fall of '62 there had been no drafting yet, and large +bounties were unknown--and unsought. Most of us were taken quite +by surprise when, a few days after our arrival in camp, we were +told that the County Commissioners had come down for the purpose of +paying us each the magnificent sum of fifty dollars. At the same +time, also, we learned that the United States Government would +pay us each one hundred dollars additional, of which, however, +only twenty-five were placed in our hands at once. The remaining +seventy-five were to be received only by those who might safely +pass through all the unknown dangers which awaited us, and live to +be mustered out with the regiment three years later. + +Well, it was no matter then. What cared we for bounty? It seemed a +questionable procedure, at all events, this offering of money as a +reward for an act which, to be a worthy act at all, asks not and +needs not the guerdon of gold. We were all so anxious to enter the +service, that, instead of looking for any artificial helps in that +direction, our only concern was lest we might be rejected by the +examining surgeon and not be admitted to the ranks. + +For soon after our arrival, and before we were mustered into the +service, every man was thoroughly examined by a medical officer, +who had us presented to him one by one, _in puris naturalibus_, +in a large tent, where he sharply questioned us--"Teeth sound? +Eyes good? Ever had this, that, and the other disease?"--and +pitiable was the case of that unfortunate man who, because of bad +hearing, or defective eyesight, or some other physical blemish, +was compelled to don his citizen's clothes again and take the next +train for home. + +After having been thoroughly examined, we were mustered into the +service. We were all drawn up in line. Every man raised his right +hand while an officer recited the oath. It took only a few minutes, +but when it was over one of the boys exclaimed: "Now, fellows, I'd +like to see any man go home if he dare. We belong to Uncle Sam now." + +Of the one thousand men drawn up in line there that day, some +lived to come back three years later and be drawn up in line again, +almost on that identical spot, for the purpose of being mustered +out of the service. And how many do you think there were? Not more +than one hundred and fifty. + +As we now belonged to Uncle Sam, it was to be expected that he +would next proceed to clothe us. This he punctually did a few days +after the muster. We had no little merriment when we were called +out and formed in line and marched up to the quartermaster's +department at one side of the camp to draw our uniforms. There were +so many men to be uniformed, and so little time in which to do it, +that the blue clothes were passed out to us almost regardless of +the size and weight of the prospective wearer. Each man received +a pair of pantaloons, a coat, cap, overcoat, shoes, blanket, and +underwear, of which latter the shirt was--well, a revelation to +most of us both as to size and shape and material. It was so rough, +that no living mortal, probably, could wear it, except perhaps one +who wished to do penance by wearing a hair shirt. Mine was promptly +sent home along with my citizen's clothes, with the request +that it be kept as a sort of heir-loom in the family for future +generations to wonder at. + +With our clothes on our arms, we marched back to our tents, +and there proceeded to get on the inside of our new uniforms. +The result was in most cases astonishing! For, as might have +been expected, scarcely one man in ten was fitted. The tall men +had invariably received the short pantaloons, and presented an +appearance, when they emerged from their tents, which was equalled +only by that of the short men who had, of course, received the +long pantaloons. One man's cap was perched away up on the top of +his head, while another's rested on his ears. Andy, who was not +very tall, waddled forth into the company street amid shouts of +laughter, having his pantaloons turned up some six inches or more +from the bottoms, declaring that "Uncle Sam must have got the +patterns for his boys' pantaloons somewhere over in France; for he +seems to have cut them after the style of the two French towns, +Toulon and Toulouse." + +"Hello, fellows! what do you think of this? Now just look here, +will you!" exclaimed Pointer Donachy, the tallest man in the +company, as he came out of his tent in a pair of pantaloons that +were little more than knee-breeches for him, and began to parade +the street with a tent-pole for a musket. "How in the name of the +American eagle is a man going to fight the battles of his country +in such a uniform as this? Seems to me that Uncle Sam must be a +little short of cloth, boys." + +"Brother Jonathan generally dresses in tights, you know," said some +one. + +"Ah," said Andy, "Pointer's uniform reminds one of what the poet +says,-- + + "'Man needs but little here below, + Nor needs that little long.'" + +"You're rather poor at quoting poetry, Andy," answered Pointer, +"because I need more than a little here below: I need at least six +inches." + +But the shoes! Coarse, broad-soled, low-heeled "gunboats," as we +afterward learned to call them--what a time there was getting into +them. Here came one fellow down the street with shoes so big that +they could scarcely be kept on his feet, while over yonder another +tugged and pulled and kicked himself red in the face over a pair +that _would_ not go on. But by trading off, the large men gradually +got the large garments and the little men the small, so that in a +few days we were all pretty well suited. + +I remember hearing about one poor fellow in another company, a +great strapping six-footer, who could not be suited. The largest +shoe furnished by the Government was quite too small. The giant +tried his best to force his foot in, but in vain. His comrades +gathered about him, and laughed, and chaffed him unmercifully, +whereupon he exclaimed,-- + +"Why, you don't think they are all _boys_ that come to the army, do +you? A man like me needs a man's shoe, not a baby's." + +There was another poor fellow, a very small man, who had received +a very large pair of shoes, and had not yet been able to effect +any exchange. One day the sergeant was drilling the company on the +facings--Right-face, Left-face, Right-about-face--and of course +watched his men's feet closely, to see that they went through the +movements promptly. Observing one pair of feet down the line that +never budged at the command, the sergeant, with drawn sword, rushed +up to the possessor of them, and in menacing tones demanded,-- + +"What do you mean by not facing about when I tell you? I'll have +you put in the guard-house, if you don't mind." + +"Why--I--did, sergeant," said the trembling recruit. + +"You did not, sir. Didn't I watch your feet? They never moved an +inch." + +"Why, you see," said the man, "my shoes are so big that they don't +turn when I do. I go through the motions on the inside of them!" + +Although Camp Curtin was not so much a camp of instruction as a +camp of equipment, yet once we had received our arms and uniforms, +we were all eager to be put on drill. Even before we had received +our uniforms, every evening we had some little drilling under +command of Sergeant Cummings, who had been out in the three +months' service. Clothed in citizens' dress and armed with such +sticks and poles as we could pick up, we must have presented a +sorry appearance on parade. Perhaps the most comical figure in +the line was that of old Simon Malehorn, who, clothed in a long +linen duster, high silk hat, blue overalls, and loose slippers, +was forever throwing the line into confusion by breaking rank and +running back to find his slipper, which he had lost in the dust +somewhere, and happy was he if some one of the boys had not quietly +smuggled it into his pocket or under his coat, and left poor Simon +to finish the parade in his stocking-feet. + +Awkward enough in the drill we all were, to be sure. Still, we were +not quite so stupid as a certain recruit of whom it was related +that the drill sergeant had to take him aside as an "awkward squad" +by himself, and try to teach him how to "mark time." But alas! +the poor fellow did not know his right foot from his left, and +consequently could not follow the order, "Left! Left!" until the +sergeant, driven almost to desperation, lit on the happy expedient +of tying a wisp of straw on one foot and a similar wisp of hay on +the other, and then put the command in a somewhat agricultural +shape--"Hay-foot, Straw-foot! Hay-foot, Straw-foot!" whereupon it +is said he did quite well; for if he did not know his left foot +from his right, he at least could tell hay from straw. + +One good effect of our having been detained in Camp Curtin for +several weeks was that we thus had the opportunity of forming the +acquaintance of the other nine companies, with which we were to be +joined in one common regimental organization. Some of these came +from the western and some from the eastern part of the State; some +were from the city, some from inland towns and small villages, +and some from the wild lumber regions. Every rank, class, and +profession seemed to be represented. There were clerks, farmers, +students, railroad men, iron-workers, lumbermen. At first we were +all strangers to one another. The different companies, having as +yet no regimental life to bind them together as a unit, naturally +regarded each other as foreigners rather than as members of the +same organization. In consequence of this, there was no little +rivalry between company and company, together with no end of +friendly chaffing and lively banter, especially about the time +of roll-call in the evening. The names of the men who hailed +from the west were quite strange, and a long-standing source of +amusement to the boys from the east, and _vice versâ_. When the +Orderly-Sergeant of Company I called the roll, the men of Company +B would pick out all the outlandish-sounding surnames and make all +manner of puns on them, only to be paid back in their own coin by +similar criticisms of _their_ roll. Then there were certain forms +of expression peculiar to the different sections from which the men +came, strange idiomatic usages of speech, amounting at times to the +most pronounced provincialisms, which were a long-continued source +of merriment. Thus the Philadelphia boys made all sport of the boys +from the upper tier of counties because they said "I be going deown +to teown," and invariably used "I make out to" for "I am going to," +or "I intend to." Some of the men, it was observed, called every +species of board, no matter how thin, "a plank;" and every kind +of stone, no matter how small, "a rock." How the men laughed one +evening when a high wind came up and blew the dust in dense clouds +all over the camp, and one of the western boys was heard to declare +that he had "a rock in his eye!" + +Once we got afield, however, there was developed such a feeling of +regimental unity as soon obliterated whatever natural antagonisms +may at first have existed between the different companies. +Peculiarities of speech of course remained, and a generous and +wholesome rivalry never disappeared; but these were a help rather +than a hindrance. For in military, as in all social life, there can +be no true unity without some diversity in the component parts,--a +principle which is fully recognized in our national motto, "_E +pluribus unum_." + + [Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +ON TO WASHINGTON. + + +After two weeks in that miserable camp at the State capital, we +were ordered to Washington; and into Washington, accordingly, one +sultry September morning, we marched, after a day and a night in +the cars on the way thither. Quite proud we felt, you may be sure, +as we tramped up Pennsylvania Avenue, with our new silk flags +flying, the fifes playing "Dixie," and we ten little drummer-boys +pounding away, awkwardly enough, no doubt, under the lead of a +white-haired old man, who had beaten _his_ drum, nearly fifty +years before, under Wellington, at the battle of Waterloo. We were +green, raw troops, as anybody could tell at a glance; for we were +fair-faced yet, and carried enormous knapsacks. I remember passing +some old troops somewhere near Fourteenth Street, and being +painfully conscious of the difference between them and us. _They_, +I observed, had no knapsacks; a gum-blanket, twisted into a roll, +and slung carelessly over the shoulder, was all the luggage they +carried. Dark, swarthy, sinewy men they were, with torn shoes and +faded uniforms, but with an air of self-possession and endurance +that came only of experience and hardship. They smiled on us as we +passed by,--a grim smile of half pity and half contempt,--just as +we in our turn learned to smile on other new troops a year or two +later. + +By some unpardonable mistake, instead of getting into camp +forthwith on the outskirts of the city, whither we had been ordered +for duty at the present, we were marched far out into the country, +under a merciless sun, that soon scorched all the endurance out +of me. It was dusty; it was hot; there was no water; my knapsack +weighed a ton. So that when, after marching some seven miles, our +orders were countermanded, and we faced about to return to the +city again, I thought it impossible I ever should reach it. My +feet moved mechanically, everything along the road was in a misty +whirl; and when at nightfall Andy helped me into the barracks near +the Capitol from which we had started in the morning, I threw +myself, or rather perhaps fell, on the hard floor, and was soon so +soundly asleep that Andy could not rouse me for my cup of coffee +and ration of bread. + +I have an indistinct recollection of being taken away next morning +in an ambulance to some hospital, and being put into a clean white +cot. After which, for days, all consciousness left me, and all was +blank before me, save only that, in misty intervals, I saw the kind +faces and heard the subdued voices of Sisters of Mercy,--voices +that spoke to me from far away, and hands that reached out to me +from the other side of an impassable gulf. + +Nursed by their tender care back to returning strength, no sooner +was I able to stand on my feet once more than, against their solemn +protest, I asked for my knapsack and drum, and insisted on setting +out forthwith in quest of my regiment, which I found had meanwhile +been scattered by companies about the city, my own company and +another having been assigned to duty at "Soldiers' Home," the +President's summer residence. Although it was but a distance of +three miles or thereabouts, and although I started out in search of +"Soldiers' Home" at noon, so conflicting were the directions given +me by the various persons of whom I asked the road, that it was +nightfall before I reached it. Coming then at the hour of dusk to a +gateway leading apparently into some park or pleasure-ground, and +being informed by the porter at the gate that this was "Soldiers' +Home," I walked about among the trees, in the growing darkness, +in search of the camp of Company D, when, just as I had crossed a +fence, a challenge rang out,-- + +"Halt! Who goes there?" + +"A friend." + +"Advance, friend, and give the countersign!" + +"Hello, Elias!" said I, peering through the bushes, "is that you?" + +"That isn't the countersign, friend. You'd better give the +countersign, or you're a dead man!" + +Saying which, Elias sprang back in true Zouave style, with his +bayonet fixed and ready for a lunge at me. + +"Now, Elias," said I, "you know me just as well as I know myself, +and you know I haven't the countersign; and if you're going to kill +me, why, don't stand there crouching like a cat ready to spring on +a mouse, but up and at it like a man. Don't keep me here in such +dreadful suspense." + +"Well, friend without the countersign, I'll call up the corporal, +and he may kill you,--you're a dead man, any way!" Then he sang +out,-- + +"Corporal of the guard, post number three!" + +From post to post it rang along the line, now shrill and high, now +deep and low: "Corporal of the guard, post number three!" "Corporal +of the guard, post number three!" + +Upon which up comes the corporal of the guard on a full trot, with +his gun at a right-shoulder shift, and saying,-- + +"Well, what's up?" + +"Man trying to break my guard." + +"Where is he?" + +"Why there, beside that bush." + +"Come along, you there; you'll be shot for a spy to-morrow morning +at nine o'clock." + +"All right, Mr. Corporal, I'm ready." + +Now all this was fine sport; for Corporal Harter and Elias were +both of my company, and knew me quite as well as I knew them; +but they were bent on having a little fun at my expense, and the +corporal had marched me off some distance toward headquarters, +beyond the ravine, when again the call rang along the line,-- + +"Corporal of the guard, post number three!" "Corporal of the guard, +post number three!" + +Back the corporal trotted me to Elias. + +"Well, what in the mischief's up now?" + +"Another fellow trying to break my guard, corporal." + +"Well, where is he? Trot him out! We'll have a grand execution in +the morning! The more the merrier, you know; and 'Long live the +Union!'" + +"I'm sorry, corporal, but the fact is I killed this chap myself. +I caught him trying to climb over the gate there, and he wouldn't +stop nor give the countersign, and so I up and at him, and ran my +bayonet through him, and there he is!" + +And sure enough, there he was,--a big fat 'possum! + +"All right, Elias; you're a brave soldier. I'll speak to the +colonel about this, and you shall have two stripes on your sleeve +one of these days." + +And so, with the 'possum by the tail and me by the shoulder, he +marched us off to headquarters, where, the 'possum being thrown +down on the ground, and I handed over to the tender mercies of the +captain, it was ordered that-- + +"This young man should be taken down to Andy's tent, and a supper +cooked, and a bed made for him there; and that henceforth and +hereafter he should beat reveille at daybreak, retreat at sundown, +tattoo at nine p.m., and lights out a half-hour later." + +Nothing, however, was said about the execution of spies in the +morning, although it was duly ordained that the 'possum, poor +thing, should be roasted for dinner the next day. + +Never was there a more pleasant camp than ours,--there on that +green hillside across the ravine from the President's summer +residence. We had light guard duty to do, and that of a kind we +esteemed a most high honor; for it was no less than that of being +special guards for President Lincoln. But the good President, we +were told, although he loved his soldiers as his own children, did +not like being guarded. Often did I see him enter his carriage +before the hour appointed for his morning departure for the White +House, and drive away in haste, as if to escape from the irksome +escort of a dozen cavalry-men, whose duty it was to guard his +carriage between our camp and the city. Then when the escort rode +up to the door, some ten or fifteen minutes later, and found that +the carriage had already gone, wasn't there a clattering of hoofs +and a rattling of scabbards as they dashed out past the gate and +down the road to overtake the great and good President, in whose +heart was "charity for all, and malice toward none!" + +Boy as I was, I could not but notice how pale and haggard the +President looked as he entered his carriage in the morning, or +stepped down from it in the evening, after a weary day's work in +the city; and no wonder, either, for those September days of 1862 +were the dark, perhaps the darkest, days of the war. Many a mark +of favor and kindness did we receive from the President's family. +Delicacies, such as we were strangers to then, and would be for a +long time to come, found their way from Mrs. Lincoln's hand to our +camp on the green hillside; while little Tad, the President's son, +was a great favorite with the boys, fond of the camp, and delighted +with the drill. + +One night, when all but the guards on their posts were wrapped in +great-coats and sound asleep in the tents, I felt some one shake me +roughly by the shoulder, and call: + +"Harry! Harry! Get up quick and beat the long roll; we're going to +be attacked. Quick, now!" + +Groping about in the dark for my drum and sticks, I stepped out +into the company street, and beat the loud alarm, which, waking the +echoes, brought the boys out of their tents in double-quick time, +and set the whole camp in an uproar. + +"What's up, fellows?" + +"Fall in, Company D!" shouted the orderly. + +"Fall in, men," shouted the captain; "we're going to be attacked at +once!" + +Amid the confusion of so sudden a summons at midnight, there was +some lively scrambling for guns, bayonets, cartridge-boxes, and +clothes. + +"I say, Bill, you've got my coat on!" + +"Where's my cap?" + +"Andy, you scamp, you've got my shoes!" + +"Fall in, men, quick; no time to look after shoes now. Take your +arms and fall in." + +And so, some shoeless, others hatless, and all only half dressed, +we formed in line and marched out and down the road at double-quick +for a mile; then halted; pickets were thrown out; an advance of +the whole line through the woods was made among tangled bushes and +briers, and through marshes, until, as the first early streaks +of dawn were shooting up in the eastern sky, our orders were +countermanded, and we marched back to camp, to find--that the whole +thing was a ruse, planned by some of the officers for the purpose +of testing our readiness for work at any hour. After that, we slept +with our shoes on. + +But poor old Peter Blank,--a man who should never have enlisted, +for he was as afraid of a gun as Robinson Crusoe's man Friday,--poor +old Peter was the butt for many a joke the next day. For amid +the night's confusion, and in the immediate prospect, as he +supposed, of a deadly encounter with the enemy, so alarmed did +he become that he at once fell to--praying! Out of consideration +for his years and piety, the captain had permitted him to remain +behind as a guard for the camp in our absence, in which capacity +he did excellent service, excellent service! But oh, when we sat +about our fires the next morning, frying our steaks and cooking our +coffee, poor Peter was the butt of all the fun, and was cruelly +described by the wag of the company as "the man that had a brave +heart, but a most cowardly pair of legs!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +OUR FIRST WINTER QUARTERS. + + +"Well, fellows, I tell you what! I've heard a good deal about the +balmy breezes and sunny skies of Old Virginny, but if this is a +specimen of the sort of weather they have in these parts, I, for +one, move we 'right-about-face' and march home." + +So saying, Phil Hammer got up from under the scrub-pine, where +he had made his bed for the night, shaking the snow from his +blanket and the cape of his overcoat, while a loud "Ha! ha!" and +an oft-repeated "What do you think of this, boys?" rang along the +hillside on which we had found our first camping-place on "Old +Virginia's Shore." + +The weather had played us a most deceptive and unpleasant trick. We +had landed the day before, as my journal says, "at Belle Plains, +at a place called Platt's Landing," having been brought down from +Washington on the steamer "Louisiana;" had marched some three or +four miles inland in the direction of Falmouth, and had halted +and camped for the night in a thick undergrowth of scrub-pine and +cedar. The day of our landing was remarkably fair. The skies were +so bright, the air was so soft and balmy, that we were rejoiced +to find what a pleasant country it was we were getting into, to +be sure; but the next morning, when we drummer-boys woke the men +with our loud reveille, we were all of Phil's opinion, that the +sunny skies and balmy breezes of this new land were all a miserable +fiction. For as man after man opened his eyes at the loud roll +of our drums, and the shout of the orderly: "Fall in, Company +D, for roll-call!" he found himself covered with four inches of +snow, and more coming down. Fortunately, the bushes had afforded +us some protection; they were so numerous and so thick that one +could scarcely see twenty rods ahead of him, and with their great +overhanging branches had kindly kept the falling snow out of our +faces, at least while we slept. + + [Illustration: IN WINTER-QUARTERS.] + +And now began a busy time. We were to build winter quarters--a +work for which we were but poorly prepared, either by nature or by +circumstance. Take any body of men out of civilized life, put them +into the woods to shift for themselves, and they are generally as +helpless as children. As for ourselves, we were indeed "Babes in +the Wood." At least half the regiment knew nothing of wood-craft, +having never been accustomed to the use of the axe. It was a +laughable sight to see some of the men from the city try to cut +down a tree! Besides, we were poorly equipped. Axes were scarce, +and worth almost their weight in gold. We had no "shelter-tents." +Most of us had "poncho" blankets; that is to say, a piece of +oilcloth about five feet by four, with a slit in the middle. But we +found our ponchos very poor coverings for our cabins; for the rain +just _would_ run down through that unfortunate hole in the middle; +and then, too, the men needed their oilcloths when they went on +picket, for which purpose they had been particularly intended. This +circumstance gave rise to frequent discussion that day: whether to +use the poncho as a covering for the cabin, and get soaked on +picket, or to save the poncho for picket, and cover the cabin +with brushwood and clay? Some messes[1] chose the one alternative, +others the other; and as the result of this preference, together +with our ignorance of wood-craft and the scarcity of axes, we +produced on that hillside the oddest looking winter quarters a +regiment ever built! Such an agglomeration of cabins was never seen +before nor since. I am positive no two cabins on all that hillside +had the slightest resemblance to each other. + + [1] A "mess" is a number of men who eat together. + +There, for instance, was a mess over in Company A, composed of men +from the city. They had _one_ kind of cabin, an immense square +structure of pine-logs, about seven feet high, and covered over +the top, first with brushwood, and then coated so heavily with +clay that I am certain the roof must have been two feet thick at +the least. It was hardly finished before some wag had nicknamed it +"Fortress Monroe." + +Then there was Ike Zellers, of our own company; he invented another +style of architecture, or perhaps I should rather say he borrowed +it from the Indians. Ike would have none of your flat-roofed +concerns; he would build a wigwam. And so, marking out a huge +circle, in the centre of which he erected a pole, and around the +pole a great number of smaller poles, with one end on the circle +and the other end meeting in the common apex, covering this with +brush, and the brush with clay, he made for himself a house that +was quite warm, indeed, but one so fearfully gloomy, that within it +was as dark at noon as at midnight. Ominous sounds came afterward +from the dark recesses of "The Wigwam;" for we were a "skirmish +regiment," and Ike was our bugler, and the way he tooted all day +long, "Deploy to the right and left," "Rally by fours," and "Rally +by platoons," was suggestive of things yet to come. + +Then there was my own tent, or cabin, if indeed I may dignify +it with the name of either; for it was a cross between a house +and a cave. Andy and I thought we would follow the advice of the +Irishman, who, in order to raise his roof higher, dug his cellar +deeper. We resolved to dig down some three feet; "and then, Harry, +we'll log her up about two feet high, cover her with ponchos, and +we'll have the finest cabin in the row!" It took us about three +days to accomplish so stupendous an undertaking, during which time +we slept at night under the bushes as best we could, and when our +work was done, we moved in with great satisfaction. I remember the +door of our house was a mystery to all visitors, as, indeed, it was +to ourselves until we "got the hang of it," as Andy said. It was a +hole about two feet square, cut through one end of the log part of +the cabin, and through it you had to crawl as best you could. If +you put one leg in first, then the head, and then drew in the other +leg after you, you were all right; but if, as visitors generally +did, you put in your head first, you were obliged to crawl in on +all fours in a most ungraceful and undignified fashion. + +That was a queer-looking camp all through. If you went up to the +top of the hill, where the Colonel had his quarters, and looked +down, a strange sight met your eyes. By the time the next winter +came, however, we had learned how to swing an axe, and we built +ourselves winter quarters that reflected no little credit on +our skill as experienced woodsmen. The last cabin we built--it +was down in front of Petersburg--was a model of comfort and +convenience: ten feet long by six wide and five high, made of clean +pine-logs straight as an arrow, and covered with shelter tents; a +chimney at one end, and a comfortable bunk at the other; the inside +walls covered with clean oat-bags, and the gable ends papered with +pictures cut from illustrated papers; a mantelpiece, a table, a +stool; and we were putting down a floor of pine-boards, too, one +day toward the close of winter, when the surgeon came by, and, +looking in, said: + +"No time to drive nails now, boys; we have orders to move!" But +Andy said: + +"Pound away, Harry, pound away; we'll see how it looks, anyhow, +before we go!" + +I remember an amusing occurrence in connection with the building +of our winter quarters. I had gone over to see some of the boys +of our company one evening, and found they had "logged up" their +tent about four feet high, and stretched a poncho over it to keep +the snow out, and were sitting before a fire they had built in a +chimney-place at one end. The chimney was built up only as high +as the log walls reached, the intention being to "cat-stick and +daub" it afterward to a sufficient height. The mess had just got a +box from home, and some one had hung nearly two yards of sausage +on a stick across the top of the chimney, "to smoke." And there, +on a log rolled up in front of the fire, I found Jimmy Lucas and +Sam Ruhl sitting smoking their pipes, and glancing up the chimney +between whiffs every now and then, to see that the sausage was +safe. Sitting down between them, I watched the cheery glow of the +fire, and we fell to talking, now about the jolly times they were +having at home at the holiday season, and again about the progress +of our cabin-building, while every now and then Jimmy would peep +up the chimney on one side, and shortly after Sam would squint up +on the other. After sitting thus for half an hour or so, all of a +sudden, Sam, looking up the chimney, jumped off the log, clapped +his hands together, and shouted: + +"Jim, it's _gone_!" + +Gone it was; and you might as well look for a needle in a haystack +as search for two yards of sausage among troops building winter +quarters on short rations! + +One evening Andy and I were going to have a feast, consisting in +the main of a huge dish of apple-fritters. We bought the flour +and the apples of the sutler at enormous figures, for we were so +tired of the endless monotony of bacon, beef, and bean-soup, that +we were bent on having a glorious supper, cost or no cost. We had +a rather small chimney-place, in which Andy was superintending +the heating of a mess-pan half full of lard, while I was busying +myself with the flour, dough, and apples, when, as ill-luck would +have it, the lard took fire and flamed up the chimney with a roar +and a blaze so bright that it illuminated the whole camp from end +to end. Unfortunately, too, for us, four of our companies had been +recruited in the city, and most of them had been in the volunteer +fire department, in which service they had gained an experience, +useful enough to them on the present occasion, but most disastrous +to us. + +No sooner was the bright blaze seen pouring high out of the +chimney-top of our modest little cabin, than at least a half-dozen +fire companies were on the instant organized for the emergency. The +"Humane," the "Fairmount," the "Good-will," with their imaginary +engines and hose-carriages, came dashing down our company street +with shouts, and yells, and cheers. It was but the work of a moment +to attach the imaginary hose to imaginary plugs, plant imaginary +ladders, tear down the chimney and demolish the roof, amid a +flood of sparks, and to the intense delight of the firemen, but +to our utter consternation and grief. It took us days to repair +the damage, and we went to bed with some of our neighbors, after a +scant supper of hard-tack and coffee. + +How did we spend our time in winter quarters, do you ask? Well, +there was always enough to do, you may be sure, and often it was +work of the very hardest sort. Two days in the week the regiment +went out on picket, and while there got but little sleep and +suffered much from exposure. When they were not on picket, all +the men not needed for camp guard had to drill. It was nothing +but drill, drill, drill: company drill, regimental drill, brigade +drill, and once even division drill. Our regiment, as I have said, +was a skirmish regiment, and the skirmish-drill is no light work, +let me tell you. Many an evening the men came in more dead than +alive after skirmishing over the country for miles around, all the +afternoon. Reveille and roll-call at five o'clock in the morning, +guard mount at nine, company drill from ten to twelve, regimental +drill from two to four, dress-parade at five, tattoo and lights +out at nine at night, with continual practice on the drum for us +drummer-boys--so our time passed away. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +A GRAND REVIEW. + + +On a certain day near the beginning of April, 1863, we were ordered +to prepare for a grand review of our corps. President Lincoln, Mrs. +Lincoln, Master Tad Lincoln (who used to play among our tents at +"Soldiers' Home"), and some of the Cabinet officers, were coming +down to look us over and see what promise we gave for the campaign +soon to open. + +Those who have never seen a grand review of well-drilled troops +in the field have never seen one of the finest and most inspiring +sights the eyes of man can behold. I wish I could impart to my +readers some faint idea of the thrilling scene which must have +presented itself to the eyes of the beholders when, on the morning +of the ninth day of April, 1863, our gallant First Army Corps, +leaving its camps among the hills, assembled on a wide, extended +plain for the inspection of our illustrious visitors. + +As regiment after regiment, and brigade after brigade, came +marching out from the surrounding hills and ravines, with flags +gayly flying, bands and drum corps making such music as was enough +to stir the blood in the heart of the most indifferent to a +quicker pulse, and well-drilled troops that marched in the morning +sunlight with a step as steady as the stroke of machinery,--ah! +it was a sight to be seen but once in a century! And when those +twenty thousand men were all at last in line, with the artillery +in position off to one side on the hill, and ready to fire their +salute, it seemed well worth the President's while to come all the +way from Washington to look at them. + + [Illustration: WAITING TO BE REVIEWED BY THE PRESIDENT.] + +But the President was a long, long time in coming. The sun, +mounting fast toward noon, began to be insufferably hot. One hour, +two hours, three hours were passing away, when, at last, far off +through a defile between the hills, we caught sight of a great +cloud of dust. + +"Fall in, men!" for now here they come, sure enough. Mr. and Mrs. +Lincoln in a carriage, escorted by a body of cavalry and groups of +officers, and at the head of the cavalcade Master Tad, big with +importance, mounted on a pony, and having for his especial escort +a boy orderly, dressed in a cavalry-man's uniform, and mounted +on another pony! And the two little fellows, scarce restraining +their boyish delight, outride the company, and come on the field +in a cloud of dust and at a full gallop,--little Tad shouting to +the men, at the top of his voice: "Make way, men! Make way, men! +Father's a-coming! Father's a-coming!" + +Then the artillery breaks forth into a thundering salute, that +wakes the echoes among the hills and sets the air to shivering and +quaking about your ears, as the cavalcade gallops down the long +line, and regimental standards droop in greeting, and bands and +drum corps, one after another, strike up "Hail to the Chief," till +they are all playing at once in a grand chorus that makes the hills +ring as they never rang before. + +But all this is only a flourish by way of prelude. The real +beauty of the review is yet to come, and can be seen only when the +cavalcade, having galloped down the line in front and up again on +the rear, has taken its stand out yonder immediately in front of +the middle of the line, and the order is given to "pass in review." + +Notice now, how, by one swift and dexterous movement, as the +officers step out and give the command, that long line is broken +into platoons of exactly equal length; how, straight as an arrow, +each platoon is dressed; how the feet of the men all move together, +and their guns, flashing in the sun, have the same inclination. +Observe particularly how, when they come to wheel off, there is no +_bend_ in the line, but they wheel as if the whole platoon were a +ramrod made to revolve about its one end through a quarter-circle; +and now that they are marching thus down the field and past the +President, what a grandeur there is in the steady step and onward +sweep of that column of twenty thousand boys in blue! + +But once we have passed the President and gained the other end of +the field, it is not nearly so fine. For we must needs finish +the review in a double-quick, just by way of showing, I suppose, +what we could do if we were wanted in a hurry,--as indeed we +shall be, not more than sixty days hence! Away we go, then, on a +dead run off the field, in a cloud of dust and amid a clatter of +bayonet-scabbards, till, hid behind the hills, we come to a more +sober pace, and march into camp just as tired as tired can be. + + [Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +ON PICKET ALONG THE RAPPAHANNOCK. + + +"Harry, wouldn't you like to go out on picket with us to-morrow? +The weather is pleasant, and I'd like to have you for company, +for time hangs rather heavy on a fellow's hands out there; and, +besides, I want you to help me with my Latin." + +Andy was a studious fellow, and carried on his studies with greater +or less regularity during our whole time of service. Of course we +had no books, except a pocket copy of "Cæsar;" but to make up for +the deficiency, particularly of a grammar, I had written out the +declensions of the nouns and the conjugations of the verbs on odd +scraps of paper, which Andy had gathered up and carried in a roll +in his breast-pocket, and many were the lessons we had together +under the canvas or beneath the sighing branches of the pines. + +"Well, old boy, I'd like to go along first-rate; but we must get +permission of the adjutant first." + +Having secured the adjutant's consent, and provided myself with a +gun and accoutrements, the next morning, at four o'clock, I set +out, in company with a body of some several hundred men of the +regiment. We were to be absent from camp for two days, at the +expiration of which time we were to be relieved by the next detail. + +It was pleasant April weather, for the season was well advanced. +Our route lay straight over the hills and through the ravines, +for there were no roads, fences, nor fields. But few houses were +to be seen, and from these the inhabitants had, of course, long +since disappeared. At one of these few remaining houses, situated +some three hundred yards from the river's edge, our advance +picket-reserve was established, the captain in command making +his headquarters in the once beautiful grounds of the mansion, +long since deserted and left empty by its former occupants. The +place had a very distressing air of neglect. The beautiful lawn +in front, where merry children had no doubt played and romped in +years gone by, was overgrown with weeds. The large and commodious +porch, where in other days the family gathered in the evening-time +and talked and sang, while the river flowed peacefully by, was +now abandoned to the spiders and their webs. The whole house was +pitifully forlorn looking, as if wondering why the family did not +come back to fill its spacious halls with life and mirth. Even +the colored people had left their quarters. There was not a soul +anywhere about. + +We were not permitted either to enter the house or to do any damage +to the property. Pitching our shelter-tents under the outspreading +branches of the great elms on the lawn in front of the house, +and building our fires back of a hill in the rear to cook our +breakfast, we awaited our turn to stand guard on the picket-line, +which ran close along the river's edge. + +It may be interesting to my young readers to know more particularly +how this matter of standing picket is arranged and conducted. When +a body of men numbering, let us say, for the sake of example, two +hundred in all, go out on picket, the detail is usually divided +into two equal parts, consisting in the supposed case of one +hundred each. One of these companies of a hundred goes into a sort +of camp about a half mile from the picket-line,--usually in a woods +or near by a spring, if one can be found, or in some pleasant +ravine among the hills,--and the men have nothing to do but make +themselves comfortable for the first twenty-four hours. They may +sleep as much as they like, or play at such games as they please, +only they must not go away any considerable distance from the post, +because they may be very suddenly wanted, in case of an attack on +the advance picket-line. + +The other band of one hundred takes position only a short distance +to the rear of the line where the pickets pace to and fro on +their beats, and is known as the advance picket-post. It is under +the charge of a captain or Lieutenant, and is divided into three +parts, each of which is called a "relief," the three being known +as the first, the second, and the third relief, respectively. Each +of these is under the charge of a non-commissioned officer,--a +sergeant or corporal,--and must stand guard in succession, two +hours on and four off, day and night, for the first twenty-four +hours, at the end of which time the reserve one hundred in the +rear march up and relieve the whole advance picket-post, which +then goes to the rear, throws off its accoutrements, stacks its +arms, and sleeps till it can sleep no more. I need hardly add that +each picket is furnished with the countersign, which is regularly +changed every day. While on the advance picket-post no one is +permitted to sleep, whether on duty on the line or not, and to +sleep on the picket-line is death! At or near midnight a body of +officers, known as "The Grand Rounds," goes all along the line, +examining every picket, to see that "all is well." + +Andy and I had by request been put together on the second relief, +and stood guard from eight to ten in the morning, two to four in +the afternoon, and eight to ten and two to four at night. + +It was growing dark as we sat with our backs against the old +elms on the lawn, telling stories, singing catches of songs, or +discussing the probabilities of the summer campaign, when the call +rang out: "Fall in, second relief!" + +"Come on, Harry--get on your horse-hide and shooting-iron. We have +a nice moonlight night for it, any way." + +Our line, as I have said, ran directly along the river's edge, up +and down which Andy and I paced on our adjoining beats, each of us +having to walk about a hundred yards, when we turned and walked +back, with gun loaded and capped and at a right-shoulder-shift. + +The night was beautiful. A full round moon shone out from among +the fleecy clouds overhead. At my feet was the pleasant plashing +of the river, ever gliding on, with the moonbeams dancing as if in +sport on its rippling surface, while the opposite bank was hid in +the deep, solemn shadows made by the overhanging trees. Yet the +shadows were not so deep there but that occasionally I could catch +glimpses of a picket silently pacing his beat on the south side of +the river, as I was pacing mine on the north, with bayonet flashing +in the patches of moonlight as he passed up and down. I fell to +wondering, as I watched him, what sort of man he was? Young or old? +Had he children at home, may be, in the far-off South? Or a father +and mother? Did he wish this cruel war was over? In the next fight +may be he'd be killed! Then I fell to wondering who had lived in +that house up yonder, and what kind of people they were. Were the +sons in the war? And the daughters, where were they? and would they +ever come back again and set up their household gods in the good +old place once more? My imagination was busy trying to picture the +scenes that had enlivened the old plantation, the darkies at work +in the fields, and the-- + +"Hello, Yank! We can lick you!" + +"Beautiful night, Johnny, isn't it?" + +"Y-e-s, lovely!" + +But our orders are to hold as little conversation with the pickets +on the other side of the river as necessary, and so, declining any +further civilities, I resume my beat. + +"Harry, I'm going to lie down here at the upper end of your beat," +says the sergeant who has charge of our relief. "I ain't a-going +to sleep, but I'm tired. Every time you come up to this end of your +beat, speak to me, will you? for I _might_ fall asleep." + +"Certainly, sergeant." + +The first time I speak to him, the second, and the third, he +answers readily enough, "All right, Harry;" but at the fourth +summons he is sound asleep. Sleep on, sergeant, sleep on! Your +slumbers shall not be broken by me, unless the "Grand Rounds" come +along, for whom I must keep a sharp lookout, lest they catch you +napping and give you a pretty court-martial! But Grand Rounds or +no, you shall have a little sleep. One of these days you, and many +more of us besides, will sleep the last long sleep that knows no +waking. But hark! I hear the challenge up the line! I must rouse +you, after all. + +"Sergeant! Sergeant! Get up--Grand Rounds!" + +"Halt! Who goes there?" + +"The Grand Rounds." + +"Advance, officer of the Grand Rounds, and give the countersign." + +An officer steps out from the group that is half-hidden in the +shadow, and whispers in my ear, "Lafayette," when the whole body +silently and stealthily passes down the line. + +Relieved at ten o'clock, we go back to our post at the house, and +find it rather hard work to keep our eyes open from ten to two +o'clock, but sleep is out of the question. At two o'clock in the +morning the second relief goes out again, down through the patch +of meadow, wet with the heavy dew, and along down the river to our +posts. It is nearly three o'clock, and Andy and I are standing +talking in low tones, he at the upper end of his beat and I at the +lower end of mine, when-- + +Bang! And the whistle of a ball is heard overhead among the +branches. Springing forward at once by a common impulse, we get +behind the shelter of a tree, run out our rifles, and make ready to +fire. + +"You watch up-river, Harry," whispers Andy, "and I'll watch down; +and if you see him trying to handle his ramrod, let him have it, +and don't miss him." + + [Illustration: IN A DANGEROUS PART OF HIS BEAT.] + +But apparently Johnny is in no hurry to load up again, and likes +the deep shadow of his tree too well to walk his beat any more, for +we wait impatiently for a long while and see nothing of him. By +and by we hear him calling over: "I say, Yank!" + +"Well, Johnny?" + +"If you won't shoot, I won't." + +"Rather late in the morning to make such an offer, isn't it? Didn't +you shoot just now?" + +"You see, my old gun went off by accident." + +"That's a likely yarn o' yours, Johnny!" + +"But it's an honest fact, any way." + +"Well, Johnny, next time your gun's going to go off in that +uncomfortable way, you will oblige us chaps over here by holding +the muzzle down toward Dixie, or somebody'll turn up his toes to +the daisies before morning yet." + +"All right, Yank," said Johnny, stepping out from behind his tree +into the bright moonlight like a man, "but we can lick you, any +way!" + +"Andy, do you think that fellow's gun went off by accident, or was +the rascal trying to hurt somebody?" + +"I think he's honest in what he says, Harry. His gun might have +gone off by accident. There's no telling, though; he'll need a +little watching, I guess." + +But Johnny paces his beat harmlessly enough for the remainder of +the hour, singing catches of song, and whistling the airs of Dixie, +while we pace ours as leisurely as he, but, with a wholesome regard +for guns that go off so easily of themselves, we have a decided +preference for the dark shadows, and are cautious lest we linger +too long on those parts of our several beats where the bright +moonbeams lie. + +It must not be supposed that the sentries of the two armies were +forever picking one another off whenever opportunity offered; for +what good did it do to murder each other in cold blood? It only +wasted powder, and did not forward the issue of the great conflict +at all. Except at times immediately before or after a battle, or +when there was some specially exciting reason for mutual defiance, +the pickets were generally on friendly terms, conversed freely +about the news of the day, exchanged newspapers, coffee, and +tobacco, swapped knives, and occasionally had a friendly game of +cards together. Sometimes, however, picket duty was but another +name for sharpshooting and bushwhacking of the most dangerous and +deadly sort. + +When we had been relieved, and got back to our little bivouac under +the elms on the lawn, and sat down there to discuss the episode of +the night, I asked Andy,-- + +"What was that piece of poetry you read to me the other day, about +a picket being shot? It was something about 'All quiet along the +Potomac to-night.' Do you remember the words well enough to repeat +it?" + +"Yes, I committed it to memory, Harry; and if you wish, I'll recite +it for your benefit. We'll just imagine ourselves back in the dear +old Academy again, and that it is 'declamation-day,' and my name is +called, and I step up and declaim:-- + + +"ALL QUIET ALONG THE POTOMAC TO-NIGHT. + + "All quiet along the Potomac, they say, + Except, now and then, a stray picket + Is shot, as he walks on his beat to and fro, + By a rifleman hid in the thicket. + 'Tis nothing--a private or two, now and then, + Will not count in the news of the battle; + Not an officer lost--only one of the men, + Moaning out, all alone, the death-rattle. + + "All quiet along the Potomac to-night, + Where the soldiers lie peacefully dreaming; + Their tents, in the rays of the clear autumn moon, + O'er the light of the watch-fires are gleaming. + A tremulous sigh of the gentle night-wind + Through the forest-leaves softly is creeping, + While stars up above, with their glittering eyes, + Keep guard, for the army is sleeping. + + "There's only the sound of the lone sentry's tread, + As he tramps from the rock to the fountain, + And thinks of the two, in the low trundle-bed, + Far away in the cot on the mountain. + His musket falls slack--his face, dark and grim, + Grows gentle with memories tender, + As he mutters a prayer for the children asleep-- + For their mother--may Heaven defend her! + + "He passes the fountain, the blasted pine-tree-- + His footstep is lagging and weary; + Yet onward he goes, through the broad belt of light, + Toward the shades of the forest so dreary. + Hark! was it the night-wind that rustled the leaves? + Was it the moonlight so wondrously flashing? + It looked like a rifle--'Ha! Mary, good by!' + And the life-blood is ebbing and plashing! + + "All quiet along the Potomac to-night-- + No sound save the rush of the river: + While soft falls the dew on the face of the dead,-- + The picket's off duty forever!" + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +A MUD-MARCH AND A SHAM BATTLE. + + +We had been quietly lying in our winter quarters there at Belle +Plains some two months and more, without having yet had much to +vary the dull monotony of a soldier's everyday life. There was, +of course, plenty of work in the way of picket duty and endless +drilling, and no lack of fun in the camp of one kind or other; but +of all this we gradually wearied, and began to long for something +new. Not that we were especially anxious for the fatigues of the +march and the stirring scenes of the battle-field (of all which we +were so far blissfully ignorant): we simply felt that we were tired +of the monotony of camp life, and, knowing that great things were +before us, with all the ardor of young men for strange experiences +and new adventures, we gradually became more and more anxious for +the campaign to open. Alas! we knew not what it was we wished for; +for when this celebrated campaign of '63 was ended, the few of us +who remained to build our second winter quarters had seen quite +enough of marching and fighting to last us the rest of our natural +days. + +However, it was with feelings of relief that we suddenly received +orders for the march early in the afternoon of Monday, April 20. +As good luck would have it, Andy and I had just finished a hearty +meal consisting in the main of apple-fritters; for by this time we +had repaired our chimney, which had been destroyed by the fire, and +had several times already prepared our fritters without burning our +house down over our heads in the operation. Having finished our +meal, we were lying lazily back against our knapsacks, disputing as +to whose turn it was to wash the dishes, when Andy, hearing some +outcry which I had not noticed, suddenly leaped out of the little +door in the side of our cabin into the company street, exclaiming +as he did so,-- + +"What's that, sergeant? What's up?" + +"Orders to move, that's all, my boy," said the sergeant. "Orders to +move. Pack up immediately." + +"Where are we going?" queried a dozen voices in chorus; for the +news spread like fire in a clearing, and the boys came tumbling +out of their cabins pell-mell and gathered about the sergeant in a +group. + +"You tell me, and I'll tell you," answered the sergeant, with a +shrug of his shoulders, as he shouted,-- + +"Pack up immediately, men! We go in light marching order. No +knapsacks; only a shelter or a gum-blanket, and three days' rations +in your haversacks; and be lively now!" + +It was not long before we were all ready, with our thirty +hard-tack, a piece of pork, and a little coffee and sugar in our +haversacks, and our gum-blankets or shelters rolled and twisted +into a shape somewhat resembling an immense horse-collar, slung +over the shoulder diagonally across the body, as was universally +the custom with the troops when knapsacks were to be dispensed with +in winter, or had been thrown away in summer. We drummer-boys, +tightening our drums and tuning them up with a tap-tap-tap of +the drumstick, took station on the parade-ground up on the hill, +awaiting the adjutant's signal to beat the assembly. At the first +tap of our drums the whole regiment, in full view below us, +poured out of quarters, like ants tumbling out of their hill when +disturbed by the thrust of a stick. As the men fell into line and +marched by companies up the hill to the parade-ground where the +regiment was ordinarily formed, cheer upon cheer went up; for the +monotony of camp life was now plainly at an end, and we were at +last to be up and doing, though where, or how, or what, no one +could tell. + +When a drum-head is wet, it at once loses all its peculiar charm +and power. On the present occasion our drum-heads were soon soaked, +for it was raining hard. So, unloosening the ropes, we slung our +useless sheepskins over our shoulders, as the order was given, +"Forward--route-step--march!" The order "route-step" was always +a welcome and merciful command, and the reader must bear in mind +that troops on the march always go by the "route-step." They march +usually four abreast, indeed, but make no effort to keep step; +for marching in that way, though good enough for a mile or two on +parade, would soon become intolerable if kept up for any great +distance. In "route-step" each man picks his way, selecting his +steps at his pleasure, and carrying or shifting his arms at his +convenience. Even then, marching is no easy matter, especially when +it is raining, and you are marching over a clay soil,--and it did +seem to us that the soil about Belle Plains was the toughest and +most slippery clay in the world, at least in the roads that wound, +serpent-like, around the hills amongst which we were marching, +where, as we well knew, many a poor mule during the winter had +stuck fast, and had to be literally pulled out or left to die in +his tracks after the harness had been ripped off his back. + +At first, however, we had tolerable marching, for we took across +the fields, and kept well upon the high ground as long as we could. +We passed some good farms and comfortable looking houses, where +we should have liked to stop and buy bread and butter, or get +"hoecake" and milk; but there was no time for that, for we made no +halt longer than was necessary to allow the rear to "close up," +and then were up and away again at a swift pace. + +The afternoon wore on. Night set in, and we began to wonder, in +all the simplicity of new troops, whether Uncle Sam expected us to +march all night as well as all day? To make matters still worse, as +night fell dark and drizzling, we left the high ground and came out +on the main road of those regions; and if we never before knew what +Virginia mud was like, we knew it then. It was not only knee-deep, +but also so sticky, that when you set one foot down, you could +scarcely pull the other out. As for myself, I found my side-arms +(if indeed they merited the name) a provoking incumbrance. +Drummer-boys carried no arms except a straight thin sword fastened +to a broad leathern belt about the waist. Of this we had been in +the outstart quite proud, and had kept it polished with great +care. However, this "toad-sticker," as we were pleased to call +it, on this mud-march caused each of us drummer-boys a world of +trouble, and well illustrated the saying that "pride goeth before +a fall." For as we groped about in the darkness and slid and +plunged about in the mud, this miserable sword was forever getting +tangled up with the wearer's legs, so that before he was aware of +it, down he went on his face in the mud. My own weapon gave me so +many falls that night, that I was quite out of conceit with it. +When we reached camp after this march was done, I handed it to the +quartermaster, agreeing to pay the price of it thrice over rather +than carry it any more. The rest of the drummer-boys, I believe, +carried theirs as far as Chancellorsville, and there solemnly hung +them up on an oak-tree, where they are unto this day, if nobody has +found them and carried them off as trophies of war. + +We had a little darky along with us on this march who had an +experience which was quite as provoking to him as it was amusing +to us. The darky's name was Bill. Other name he had none, except +"Shorty," which had been given him by the boys because of his +remarkably short stature. For although he was as strong as a man, +and quite as old-featured, he was nevertheless so dwarfed in +size that the name Shorty seemed to become him better than his +original name of Bill. Well, Shorty had been employed by one of +our captains as cook, or, as seemed more likely on the present +occasion, as a sort of sumpter-mule. For the captain, having an eye +to comfort on the march, had loaded the poor darky with a pack of +blankets, tents, pans, kettles, and general camp equipage, so large +and bulky, that it is no exaggeration to say that Shorty's pack +was quite as large as himself. All along it had been a wonder to +us how he had managed to pull through so far with all that immense +bundle on his back; but, with strength far beyond his size, he had +trudged doggedly on at the captain's heels, over hill and through +field, until we came at nightfall to the main road. There, like +many another sumpter-mule, he stuck fast in the mud, so that, puff +and pull as he might, he could not pull either foot out, and had to +be dragged out by two men, to the great merriment of all who in the +growing darkness were aware of Shorty's misfortune. + +At length it became so dark that no one was able to see an inch +before his face, and we lost the road. Torches were then lighted, +in order to find it. Then we forded a creek, and then on and on +we went, till at length we were allowed to halt and fall out on +either side of the road into a last year's cornfield, to "make +fires and cook coffee." + +To make a fire was a comparatively easy matter, notwithstanding +the rain; for some one or other always had matches, and there were +plenty of rails at hand, and these were dry enough when split open +with a hatchet or an axe. In a few moments the fence around the +cornfield was carried off rail by rail, and everywhere was heard +the sound of axes and hatchets, the premonitory symptoms of roaring +camp-fires, which were soon everywhere blazing along the road. + +"Harry," said Lieutenant Dougal, "I haven't any tin cup, and when +you get your coffee cooked, I believe I'll share it with you; may +I?" + +"Certainly, lieutenant. But where shall I get water to make the +coffee with? It's so dark, that nobody can see how the land lies so +as to find a spring." + +Without telling the lieutenant what I did, I scooped up a tin cup +full of water (whether clear or muddy I could not tell; it was too +dark to see) out of a corn-furrow. I had the less hesitation in +doing so, because I found all the rest were doing the same, and I +argued that if they could stand it, why I could too--and so could +the lieutenant. Tired and wet and sleepy as I was, I could not +help but be sensible of the strange, weird appearance the troops +presented, as, coming out of the surrounding darkness, I faced +the brilliant fires with groups of busy men about them. There +they sat, squatting about the fires, each man with his quart tin +cup suspended on one end of his iron ramrod or on some convenient +stick, and each eager and impatient to be the first to bring his +cup to the boiling-point. Thrusting my cup in amongst the dozen +others already smoking amid the crackling flames, I soon had the +pleasure of seeing the foam rise to the surface,--a sure indication +that my coffee was nearly done. When the lieutenant and I had +finished drinking it, I called his attention to the half inch of +mud in the bottom of the cup, and asked him how he liked coffee +made out of water taken from a last year's corn-furrow? "First +rate," he replied, as he took out his tobacco pouch and pipe for a +smoke, "first rate; gives it the real old 'Virginny' flavor, you +see." + +We were not permitted, however, to enjoy the broad glare of our +fires very long after our coffee was disposed of, for we soon +heard the command to "fall in" coming down the line. It was now +half-past eleven o'clock, and away we went again slap-dash in the +thick darkness and bottomless mud. At three o'clock in the morning, +during a brief halt, I fell asleep while sitting on my drum, and +tumbled over into the road from sheer exhaustion. Partly aroused by +my fall, I spread out my shelter on the road where the mud seemed +the shallowest, and lay down to sleep, chilled to the bone and +shivering like an aspen. + +At six o'clock we were roused up, and a pretty appearance we +presented too, for every man was covered with mud from neck to +heel. However, daylight having now come to our assistance, we +marched on in merrier mood in the direction of Port Royal, a +place or village on the Rappahannock some thirty miles below +Fredericksburg, and reached our destination about ten o'clock that +forenoon. + +As we emerged from the woods and came out into the open fields, +with the river in full view about a fourth of a mile in front, +we fully believed that now, at last, we were to go at once into +battle. And so, indeed, it seemed, as the long column halted in a +cornfield a short distance from the river, and the pontoon trains +came up, and the pioneers were sent forward to help lay the bridge, +and signal-flags began flying, and officers and orderlies began to +gallop gayly over the field--of course we were now about to go into +our first battle. + +"I guess we'll have to cross the river, Harry," said Andy, as we +stood together beside a corn shock and watched the men putting down +the pontoons, "and then we'll have to go in on 'em and gobble 'em +up." + +"Yes; gobbling up is all right. But suppose that over in the woods +yonder, on the other side the river, there might happen to be a +lot of Johnnies watching us, and all ready to sweep down on us and +gobble _us_ up, while we are crossing the river--eh? That wouldn't +be nearly so nice, would it?" + +"Hah!" exclaimed Andy, "I'd just like to see 'em do it once! Look +there! There come the boys that'll take the Johnnies through the +brush!" + +Looking in the direction in which Andy was pointing, that is, +away to the skirt of the woods in our rear, I beheld a battery of +artillery coming up at full gallop towards us and making straight +for the river. + +"Just you wait, now," said Andy, with a triumphant snap of his +fingers, "till you hear those old bull-dogs begin to bark, and +you'll see the Johnnies get up and dust!" + +As the battery came near the spot where we were standing, and could +be plainly seen, I exclaimed: + +"Why, Andy, I don't believe those dogs can bark at all! Don't you +see? They are wooden logs covered over with black gum-blankets +and mounted on the front-wheels of wagons, and--as sure as you're +alive--it's our quartermaster on his gray horse in command of the +battery!" + +"Well, I declare!" said Andy, with a look of mingled surprise and +disappointment. + +There was no disputing the fact. Dummies they were, those cannon +which Andy had so exultingly declared were to take the Johnnies +through the brush; and we began at once to suspect that this +whole mud-march was only a miserable ruse, or feint of war, got +up expressly for the purpose of deceiving the enemy and making +him believe that the whole Union army was there in full force, +when such was by no means the case. So there was not going to be +any battle after all, then? Such indeed, as we learned a little +later in the day, was the true state of things. Nevertheless the +pioneers went on with their work of putting down the pontoon-boats +for a bridge, and our gallant quartermaster, on his bobtail gray, +with drawn sword, and shouting out his commands like a veritable +major-general, swept by us with his battery of wooden guns, and +then away out into the field like a whirlwind, apparently bent on +the most bloody work imaginable. Now the battery would dash up and +unlimber and get into position here; then away on a gallop across +the field and go into position there; while the quartermaster would +meanwhile swing his sword and shout himself hoarse, as if in the +very crisis of a battle. + +It was, then, all, alas! a ruse, and there wouldn't be any battle +after all! I think the general feeling among the men was one +of disappointment, when about nine o'clock that night we were +all withdrawn from the riverside under cover of darkness, and +bivouacked in the woods to our rear, where we were ordered to +make as many and as large fires as we could, so as to attract the +enemy's attention, and make him believe that the whole Army of +the Potomac was concentrating at that point; whereas the truth +was that, instead of making any movement thirty miles _below_ +Fredericksburg, the Union army, ten days later, crossed the +river thirty miles _above_ Fredericksburg, and met the enemy at +Chancellorsville. + + [Illustration: THE QUARTERMASTER'S TRIUMPH.] + +But I have never forgotten our gallant quartermaster, and what a +fine appearance he made as the commanding officer of a battery of +artillery. It was an amusing sight; for the reader must remember +that a quartermaster, having to do only with army supplies, was +a non-combatant, that is to say, he did no fighting, and in most +cases "stayed by the stuff" among his army wagons, which were +usually far enough to the rear in time of battle. Thinking of this +little episode on our first mud-march, there comes to my mind a +conversation I recently had with a gentleman, my neighbor, who was +also a quartermaster in the Union army. + +"I was down in Virginia on business last spring," said the +ex-quartermaster, "in the neighborhood of Warrenton. (You remember +Warrenton? Fine country down there.) And I found the people very +kind and friendly, and inclined to forget the late unpleasantness. +Well, one man came up to me, and says he: + +"'Major, you were in the war, weren't you?' + +"'Yes,' said I, 'I was; but (I might as well admit it) I was on the +other side of the fence. I was in the Union army.' + +"'You were? Well, Major, did you ever kill anybody?' + +"'Oh yes,' said I; 'lots of 'em,--lots of 'em, sir.' + +"'You don't tell me!' said the Virginian. 'And if I might be so +bold as to ask--how did you generally kill them?' + +"'Well,' said I, 'I never like to tell, because bragging is not +in my line; but I'll tell you. You see, I never liked this thing +of shooting people. It seemed to me a barbarous business, and +besides, I was a kind of Quaker, and had conscientious scruples +about bearing arms. And so, when the war broke out and I found +I'd have to enter the army, maybe, whether I wanted to or not, +I enlisted and got in as a quartermaster, thinking that in that +position I wouldn't have to kill anybody with a gun, anyhow. But +war is a dreadful thing, a dreadful thing, sir. And I found that +even a quartermaster had to take a hand at killing people; and the +way I took for it was this: I always managed to have a good swift +horse, and as soon as things would begin to look a little like +fighting, and the big guns would begin to boom, why I'd clap spurs +to my horse and make for the rear as fast as ever I could. And then +when your people would come after me, they never _could_ catch me; +they'd always get out of breath trying to come up to me. And in +that way I've killed dozens of your people, sir, dozens of them, +and all without powder or ball. They couldn't catch me, and always +died for want of breath trying to get hold of me!'" + +We slept in the woods that night under the dark pines and beside +our great camp-fires; and early the next morning took up the line +of march for home. We marched all day over the hills, and as the +sun was setting, came at last to a certain hilltop whence we could +look down upon the odd-looking group of cabins and wigwams which we +recognized as our camp, and which we hailed with cheers as our home. + + [Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +HOW WE GOT A SHELLING. + + +"Pack up!" "Fall in!" All is stir and excitement in the camp. The +bugles are blowing "boots and saddles" for the cavalry camped above +us on the hill; we drummer-boys are beating the "long roll" and +"assembly" for the regiment; mounted orderlies are galloping along +the hillside with great yellow envelopes stuck in their belts; and +the men fall out of their miserable winter-quarters, with shouts +and cheers that make the hills about Falmouth ring again. For the +winter is past; the sweet breath of spring comes balmily up from +the south, and the whole army is on the move,--whither? + +"Say, Captain, tell us where are we going?" But the captain doesn't +know, nor even the colonel,--nobody knows. We are raw troops yet, +and have not learned that soldiers never ask questions about +orders. + +So, fall in there, all together, and forward! And we ten little +drummer-boys beat gayly enough "The Girl I left behind me," as the +line sweeps over the hills, through the woods, and on down to the +river's edge. + +And soon here we are, on the Rappahannock, three miles below +Fredericksburg. We can see, as we emerge from the woods, away over +the river, the long line of earthworks thrown up by the enemy, +and small dark specks moving about along the field, in the far, +dim distance, which we know to be officers, or perhaps cavalry +pickets. We can see, too, our own first division laying down the +pontoon-bridge, on which, according to a rumor that is spreading +among us, we are to cross the river and charge the enemy's works. + +Here is an old army letter lying before me, written on my drum-head +in lead pencil, in that stretch of meadow by the river, where I +heard my first shell scream and shriek:-- + + "NEAR RAPPAHANNOCK RIVER, Apr. 28th. + + "DEAR FATHER,--We have moved to the river, and are just going + into battle. I am well, and so are the boys.--Your affect. son, + + "HARRY." + +But we do not go into battle this day, nor next day, nor at all +at this point; for we are making only a "feint," though we do not +know it now, to attract the attention of the enemy from the main +movement of the army at Chancellorsville, some twenty-five or +thirty miles farther up the river. The men are in good spirits and +all ready for the fray; but as the day wears on without further +developments, arms are stacked, and we begin to roam about the +hills. Some are writing letters home, some sleeping, some even +fishing in a little rivulet that runs by us, when, toward three +o'clock in the afternoon, and all of a sudden, the enemy opens fire +on us with a salute of three shells fired in rapid succession, not +quite into our ranks, but a little to the left of us. And see! +over there where the 'Forty-third lies, to our left, come three +_stretchers_, and you can see deep crimson stains on the canvas +as they go by us on a lively trot to the rear; for "the ball is +opening, boys," and we are under fire for the first time. + +I wish I could convey to my readers some faint idea of the noise +made by a shell as it flies shrieking and screaming through +the air, and of that peculiar _whirring_ sound made by the +pieces after the shell has burst overhead or by your side. So +loud, high-pitched, shrill, and terrible is the sound, that one +unaccustomed to it would think at first that the very heavens were +being torn down about his ears! + +How often I have laughed and laughed at myself when thinking of +that first shelling we got there by the river! For up to that time +I had had a very poor, old-fashioned idea of what a shell was like, +having derived it probably from accounts of sieges in the Mexican +war. + +I had thought a shell was a hollow ball of iron, filled with +powder and furnished with a fuse, and that they threw it over +into your ranks, and there it lay, hissing and spitting, till the +fire reached the powder, and the shell burst and killed a dozen +men or so; that is, if some venturesome fellow didn't run up and +stamp the fire off the fuse before the miserable thing went off! +Of a _conical_ shell, shaped like a minie-ball, with ridges on +the outside to fit the grooves of a rifled cannon, and exploding +by a percussion-cap at the pointed end, I had no idea in the +world. But that was the sort of thing they were firing at us +now,--Hur-r-r--bang! Hur-r-r--bang! + +Throwing myself flat on my face while that terrible shriek is +in the air, I cling closer to the ground while I hear that low, +whirring sound near by, which I foolishly imagine to be the sound +of a burning fuse, but which, on raising my head and looking up and +around, I find is the sound of pieces of exploded shells flying +through the air about our heads! The enemy has excellent range of +us, and gives it to us hot and fast, and we fall in line and take +it as best we may, and without the pleasure of replying, for the +enemy's batteries are a full mile and a half away, and no Enfield +rifle can reach half so far. + +"Colonel, move your regiment a little to the right, so as to get +under cover of yonder bank." It is soon done; and there, seated on +a bank about twenty feet high, with our backs to the enemy, we let +them blaze away, for it is not likely they can tumble a shell down +at an angle of forty-five degrees. + +And now, see! Just to the rear of us, and therefore in full +view as we are sitting, is a battery of our own coming up into +position at full gallop,--a grand sight indeed! The officers with +swords flashing in the evening sunlight, the bugles clanging out +the orders, the carriages unlimbered, and the guns run up into +position; and now, that ever beautiful drill of the artillery in +action, steady and regular as the stroke of machinery! How swiftly +the man that handles the swab has prepared his piece, while the +runners have meanwhile brought up the little red bag of powder and +the long conical shell from the caisson in the rear! How swiftly +they are rammed home! The lieutenant sights his piece, the man with +the lanyard with a sudden jerk fires the cap, the gun leaps five +feet to the rear with the recoil, and out of the cannon's throat, +in a cloud of smoke, rushes the shell, shrieking out its message of +death into the lines a mile and a half away, while our boys rend +the air with wild hurrahs, for the enemy's fire is answered! + +Now ensues an artillery duel that keeps the air all quivering +and quaking about our ears for an hour and a half, and it is all +the more exciting that we can see the beautiful drill of the +batteries beside us, with that steady swabbing and ramming, running +and sighting, and bang! bang! bang! The mystery is how in the world +they can load and fire so fast. + +"Boys, what are you trying to do?" + + [Illustration: GENERAL DOUBLEDAY DISMOUNTS AND SIGHTS THE GUN.] + +It is Major-General Abner Doubleday, our division-commander, who +reins in his horse and asks the question. He is a fine-looking +officer, and is greatly beloved by the boys. He rides his horse +beautifully, and is said to be one of the finest artillerists in +the service, as he may well be, for it was his hand that fired the +first gun on the Union side from the walls of Fort Sumter. + +"Why, General, we are trying to put a shell through that stone barn +over there; it's full of sharpshooters." + +"Hold a moment!" and the general dismounts and sights the gun. +"Try that elevation once, sergeant," he says; and the shell +goes crashing through the barn a mile and a half away, and the +sharpshooters come pouring out of it like bees out of a hive. "Let +them have it so, boys." And the general has mounted, and rides, +laughing, away along the line. + +Meanwhile, something is transpiring immediately before our eyes +that amuses us greatly. Not more than twenty yards away from us +is another high bank, corresponding exactly with the one we are +occupying, and running parallel with it, the two hills inclosing a +little ravine some twenty or thirty yards in width. + +This second high bank, the nearer one, you must remember, faces the +enemy's fire. The water has worn out of the soft sand-rock a sort +of cave, in which Darkie Bill, our company cook, took refuge at +the crack of the first shell. And there, crouching in the narrow +recess of the rock, we can see him shivering with affright. Every +now and then, when there is a lull in the firing, he comes to the +wide-open door of his house, intent upon flight, and, rolling up +the great whites of his eyes, is about to step out and run, when +Hur-r-r--bang--crack! goes the shell, and poor scared Darkie Bill +dives into his cave again head-first, like a frog into a pond. + +After repeated attempts to run and repeated frog-leaps backward, +the poor fellow takes heart and cuts for the woods, pursued by +the laughter and shouts of the regiment, for which he cares far +less, however, than for that terrible shriek in the air, which, he +afterward told us, "was a-sayin' all de time, 'Where's dat nigger! +Where's dat nigger! Where's dat nigger!'" + +As nightfall comes on, the firing ceases. Word is passed around +that under cover of night we are to cross the pontoons and charge +the enemy's works; but we sleep soundly all night on our arms, and +are awaked only by the first streaks of light in the morning sky. + +We have orders to move. A staff-officer is delivering orders to +our colonel, who is surrounded by his staff. They press in toward +the messenger, standing immediately below me as I sit on the bank, +when the enemy gives us a morning salute, and the shell comes +ricochetting over the hill and tumbles into a mud-puddle about +which the group is gathered; the mounted officers crouch in their +saddles and spur hastily away, the foot officers throw themselves +flat on their faces into the mud; the drummer-boy is bespattered +with mud and dirt; but fortunately the shell does not explode, or +my readers would never have heard how we got our first shelling. + +And now, "Fall in, men!" and we are off on a double-quick in a +cloud of dust, amid the rattle of canteens and tin cups, and the +regular _flop, flop_ of cartridge-boxes and bayonet-scabbards, +pursued for two miles by the hot fire of the enemy's batteries, for +a long, hot, weary day's march to the extreme right of the army at +Chancellorsville. + + [Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +IN THE WOODS AT CHANCELLORSVILLE. + + +It is no easy matter to describe a long day's march to one who +knows nothing of the hardships of a soldier's life. That a body of +troops marched some twenty-five or thirty miles on a certain day +from daylight to midnight, from one point to another, seems, to one +who has not tried it, no great undertaking. Thirty miles! It is +but an hour's ride in the cars. Nor can the single pedestrian, who +easily covers greater distances in less time, have a full idea of +the fatigue of a soldier as he throws himself down by the roadside, +utterly exhausted, when the day's march is done. + +Unnumbered circumstances combine to test the soldier's powers of +endurance to the very utmost. He has, in the first place, a heavy +load to carry. His knapsack, haversack, canteen, ammunition, +musket, and accoutrements are by no means a light matter at the +outset, and they grow heavier with every additional mile of the +road. So true is this, that, in deciding what of our clothing to +take along on a march and what to throw away, we soon learned to +be guided by the soldiers' proverb that "what weighs an ounce in +the morning weighs a pound at night." Then, too, the soldier is not +master of his own movements, as is the solitary pedestrian; for he +cannot pick his way, nor husband his strength by resting when and +where he may choose. He marches generally "four abreast," sometimes +at double-quick, when the rear is closing up, and again at a most +provokingly slow pace when there is some impediment on the road +ahead. Often his canteen is empty, no water is to be had, and he +marches on in a cloud of dust, with parched throat and lips and +trembling limbs,--on and on, and still on, until about the midnight +hour, at the final "Halt!" he drops to the ground like a shot, +feverish, irritable, exhausted in body and soul. + +It would seem a shame and a folly to take troops thus utterly worn +out, and hurl them at midnight into a battle the issue of which +hangs trembling in the balance. Yet this was what they came pretty +near doing with us, after our long march from four miles below +Fredericksburg to the extreme right of the army at Chancellorsville. + + [Illustration: A SURGEON WRITING UPON THE POMMEL OF HIS SADDLE AN + ORDER FOR AN AMBULANCE.] + +I have a very indistinct and cloudy recollection of that march. +I can quite well remember the beginning of it, when at the early +dawn the enemy's batteries drove us, under a sharp shell-fire, at a +lively double-quick for the first four miles. And I can well recall +how, at midnight, we threw ourselves under the great oak-trees +near Chancellorsville, and were in a moment sound asleep amid +the heaven-rending thunder of the guns, the unbroken roll of the +musketry, and the shouts and yells of the lines charging each other +a quarter of a mile to our front. But when I attempt to call up +the incidents that happened by the way, I am utterly at a loss. My +memory has retained nothing but a confused mass of images: here a +farmhouse, there a mill; a company of stragglers driven on by the +guard; a surgeon writing upon the pommel of his saddle an order +for an ambulance to carry a poor exhausted and but half-conscious +fellow; an officer's staff or an orderly dashing by at a lively +trot; a halt for coffee in the edge of a wood; filling a canteen +(oh, blessed memory!) at some meadow stream or roadside spring; +and on, and on, and on, amid the rattle of bayonet-scabbards and +tin cups, mopping our faces and crunching our hard-tack as we +went,--this, and such as this, is all that will now come to mind. + +But of events toward nightfall the images are clearer and more +sharply defined. The sun is setting, large, red, and fiery-looking, +in a dull haze that hangs over the thickly-wooded horizon. We are +nearing the ford where we are to cross the Rappahannock. We come to +some hilltop, and--hark! A deep, ominous growl comes, from how many +miles away we know not; now another; then another! + +On, boys, on! There is work doing ahead, and terrible work it is, +for two great armies are at each other's throat, and the battle is +raging fierce and high, although we know nothing as yet of how it +may be going. + +On,--on,--on! + +Turning sharp to the left, we enter the approach to the ford, the +road leading, in places, through a deep cut,--great high pine-trees +on either side of the road shutting out the little remaining light +of day. Here we find the first actual evidences of the great battle +that is raging ahead: long lines of ambulances filled with wounded; +yonder a poor fellow with a bandaged head sitting by a spring; and +a few steps away another, his agonies now over; here, two men, +one with his arm in a sling supporting the other, who has turned +his musket into a crutch; then more ambulances, and more wounded +in increasing numbers; orderlies dashing by at full gallop, while +the thunder of the guns grows louder and closer as we step on the +pontoons and so cross the gleaming river. + +"Colonel, your men have had a hard day's march; you will now let +them rest for the night." + +It is a staff-officer whom I hear delivering this order to our +colonel, and a sweeter message I think I never heard. We cast +wistful eyes at the half-extinguished camp-fires of some regiment +that has been making coffee by the roadside, and has just moved +off, and we think them a godsend, as the order is given to "Stack +arms!" But before we have time even to unsling knapsacks, the +order comes, "Fall in!" and away we go again, steadily plodding +on through that seemingly endless forest of scrub-pine and oak, +straight in the direction of the booming guns ahead. + +Why whippoorwills were made I do not know; doubtless for some wise +purpose; but never before that night did I know they had been made +in such countless numbers. Every tree and bush was full of them, it +seemed. There were thousands of them, there were tens of thousands +of them, there were millions of them! And every one whistling, as +fast as it could, "Who-hoo-hoo! Who-hoo-hoo! Who-hoo-hoo!" Had they +been vultures or turkey-buzzards,--vast flocks of which followed +the army wherever we went, almost darkening the sky at times, and +always suggesting unpleasant reflections,--they could not have +appeared more execrable to me. Many were the imprecations hurled +at them as we plodded on under the light of the great red moon, +now above the tree-tops, while still from every bush came that +monotonous half-screech, half-groan, "Who-hoo-hoo! Who-hoo-hoo!" + +But, O miserable birds of ill-omen, there is something more ominous +in the air than your lugubrious night-song! There is borne to our +ears at every additional step the deepening growl of the cannon +ahead. As the moon mounts higher, and we advance farther along the +level forest-land, we hear still more distinctly another sound--the +long, unbroken roll of musketry. + +Forward now, at double-quick, until we are on the outskirts of the +battle-field. + +Shells are crashing through the tall tree-tops overhead. + +"Halt! Load at will! Load!" + +In the moonlight that falls shimmering across the road, as I look +back over the column, I see the bright steel flashing, while the +jingle of the ramrods makes music that stirs the blood to a quicker +pulse. A well-known voice calls me down the line, and Andy whispers +a few hurried words into my ear, while he grasps my hand hard. But +we are off at a quick step. A sharp turn to the left, and--hark! +The firing has ceased, and they are "charging" down there! That +peculiar, and afterward well-known, "Yi! Yi! Yi!" indicates a +struggle for which we are making straight and fast. + +At this moment comes the order: "Colonel, you will countermarch +your men, and take position down this road on the right. Follow +me!" The staff-officer leads us half a mile to the right, where, +sinking down utterly exhausted, we are soon sound asleep. + +Of the next day or two I have but an indistinct recollection. What +with the fatigue and excitement, the hunger and thirst, of the last +few days, a high fever set in for me. I became half-delirious, +and lay under a great oak-tree, too weak to walk, my head nearly +splitting with the noise of a battery of steel cannon in position +fifty yards to the left of me. That battery's beautiful but +terrible drill I could plainly see. My own corps was put on +reserve: the men built strong breastworks, but took no part in the +battle, excepting some little skirmishing. Our day was yet to come. + +One evening,--it was the last evening we spent in the woods at +Chancellorsville,--a sergeant of my company came back to where we +were, with orders for me to hunt up and bring an ambulance for one +of the lieutenants who was sick. + +"You see, Harry, there are rumors that we are going to retreat +to-night, for the heavy rains have so swollen the Rappahannock that +our pontoons are in danger of being carried away, and it appears +that, for some reason or other, we've got to get out of this at +once under cover of night, and lieutenant can't stand the march. +So you will go for an ambulance. You'll find the ambulance-park +about two miles from here. You'll take through the woods in that +direction,"--pointing with his finger,--"until you come to a path; +follow the path till you come to a road; follow the road, taking to +the right and straight ahead, till you come to the ambulances." + +Although it was raining hard at the time, and had been raining +for several days, and though I myself was probably as sick as the +lieutenant, and felt positive that the troops would have started in +retreat before I could get back, yet it was my duty to obey, and +off I went. + +I had no difficulty in finding the path; and I reached the road +all right. Fording a stream, the corduroy bridge of which was all +afloat, and walking rapidly for a half-hour, I found the ambulances +all drawn up ready to retreat. + +"We have orders to pull out from here at once, and can send an +ambulance for no man. Your lieutenant must take his chance." + +It was getting dark fast, as I started back with this message. I +was soaked to the skin, and the rain was pouring down in torrents. +To make bad worse, in the darkness I turned off from the road at +the wrong point, missed the path, and quite lost my way! What was +to be done? If I should spend much time where I was, I was certain +to be left behind, for I felt sure that the troops were moving off; +and yet I feared to make for any of the fires I saw through the +woods, for I knew the lines of the two armies were near each other, +and I might, as like as not, walk over into the lines of the enemy. + +Collecting my poor fevered faculties, I determined to follow the +course of a little stream I heard plashing down among the bushes to +the left. By and by I fixed my eye on a certain bright camp-fire, +and determined to make for it at all hazards, be it of friend or of +foe. Judge of my joyful surprise when I found it was burning in +front of my own tent! + +Standing about our fire trying to get warm and dry, our fellows +were discussing the question of the retreat about to be made. But I +was tired and sick, and wet and sleepy, and did not at all relish +the prospect of a night-march through the woods in a drenching +rain. So, putting on the only remaining dry shirt I had left (I had +_two_ on already, and they were soaked through), I lay down under +my shelter, shivering and with chattering teeth, but soon fell +sound asleep. + +In the gray light of the morning we were suddenly awakened by a +loud "Halloo there, you chaps! Better be digging out of this! We're +the last line of cavalry pickets, and the Johnnies are on our +heels!" + +It was an easy matter for us to sling on our knapsacks and rush +after the cavalry-man, until a double-quick of two miles brought us +within the rear line of defences thrown up to cover the retreat. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +THE FIRST DAY AT GETTYSBURG. + + +"Harry, I'm getting tired of this thing. It's becoming monotonous, +this thing of being roused every morning at four, with orders +to pack up and be ready to march at a moment's notice, and then +lying around here all day in the sun. I don't believe we are going +anywhere, anyhow." + +We had been encamped for six weeks, of which I need give no special +account, only saying that in those "summer quarters," as they might +be called, we went on with our endless drilling, and were baked and +browned, and thoroughly hardened to the life of a soldier in the +field. + +The monotony of which Andy complained did not end that day, nor +the next. For six successive days we were regularly roused at four +o'clock in the morning, with orders to "pack up and be ready to +move immediately!" only to unpack as regularly about the middle of +the afternoon. We could hear our batteries pounding away in the +direction of Fredericksburg, but we did not then know that we were +being held well in hand till the enemy's plan had developed itself +into the great march into Pennsylvania, and we were let off in hot +pursuit. + +So, at last, on the 12th of June, 1863, we started, at five o'clock +in the morning, in a north-westerly direction. My journal says: +"Very warm, dust plenty, water scarce, marching very hard. Halted +at dusk at an excellent spring, and lay down for the night with +aching limbs and blistered feet." + +I pass over the six days' continuous marching that followed, +steadily on toward the north, pausing only to relate several +incidents that happened by the way. + +On the 14th we were racing with the enemy--we being pushed on to +the utmost of human endurance--for the possession of the defences +of Washington. From five o'clock of that morning till three the +following morning,--that is to say, from daylight to daylight,--we +were hurried along under a burning June sun, with no halt longer +than sufficient to recruit our strength with a hasty cup of coffee +at noon and nightfall. Nine, ten, eleven, twelve o'clock at night, +and still on! It was almost more than flesh could endure. Men fell +out of line in the darkness by the score, and tumbled over by the +roadside, asleep almost before they touched the ground. + +I remember how a great tall fellow in our company made us laugh +along somewhere about one o'clock that morning,--"Pointer," we +called him,--an excellent soldier, who afterward fell at his +post at Spottsylvania. He had been trudging on in sullen silence +for hours, when all of a sudden, coming to a halt, he brought +his piece to "order arms" on the hard road with a ring, took off +his cap, and, in language far more forcible than elegant, began +forthwith to denounce both parties to the war, "from A to Izzard," +in all branches of the service, civil and military, army and navy, +artillery, infantry, and cavalry, and demanded that the enemy +should come on in full force here and now, "and I'll fight them +all, single-handed and alone, the whole pack of 'em! I'm tired of +this everlasting marching, and I want to fight!" + +"Three cheers for Pointer!" cried some one, and we laughed heartily +as we toiled doggedly on to Manassas, which we reached at three +o'clock A. M., June 15th. I can assure you we lost no time in +stretching ourselves at full length in the tall summer grass. + +"James McFadden, report to the adjutant for camp guard! James +McFadden! Anybody know where Jim McFadden is?" + +Now that was rather hard, wasn't it? To march from daylight to +daylight, and lie down for a rest of probably two hours before +starting again, and then to be called up to stand throughout those +precious two hours on guard duty! + +I knew very well where McFadden was, for wasn't he lying right +beside me in the grass? But just then I was in no humor to tell. +The camp might well go without a guard that night, or the orderly +might find McFadden in the dark if he could. + +But the rules were strict, and the punishment was severe, and poor +McFadden, bursting into tears of vexation, answered like a man: +"Here I am, Orderly; I'll go." It was hard. + +Two weeks later, both McFadden and the orderly went where there is +neither marching nor standing guard any more. + +Now comes a long rest of a week in the woods near the Potomac; for +we have been marching parallel with the enemy, and dare not go +too fast, lest by some sudden and dexterous move in the game he +should sweep past our rear in upon the defences of Washington. And +after this sweet refreshment, we cross the Potomac on pontoons, +and march, perhaps with a lighter step, since we are nearing home, +through the smiling fields and pleasant villages of "Maryland, my +Maryland." At Poolesville, a little town on the north bank of the +Potomac, we smile as we see a lot of children come trooping out of +the village school,--a merry sight to men who have seen neither +woman nor child these six months and more, and a touching sight to +many a man in the ranks as he thinks of his little flaxen-heads in +the far-away home. Ay, think of them now, and think of them full +tenderly too, for many a man of you shall never have child climb +on his knee any more! + +As we enter one of these pleasant little Maryland +villages,--Jefferson by name,--we find on the outskirts of the +place two young ladies and two young gentlemen waving the good old +flag as we pass, and singing "Rally round the Flag, Boys!" The +excitement along the line is intense. Cheer on cheer is given by +regiment after regiment as we pass along, we drummer-boys beating, +at the colonel's express orders, the old tune, "The Girl I left +behind me," as a sort of response. Soon we are in among the hills +again, and still the cheering goes on in the far distance to the +rear. + +Only ten days later we passed through the same village again, and +were met by the same young ladies and gentlemen, waving the same +flag and singing the same song. But though we tried twice, and +tried hard, we could not cheer at all; for there's a difference +between five hundred men and one hundred,--is there not? So, that +second time, we drooped our tattered flags, and raised our caps +in silent and sorrowful salute. Through Middletown next, where a +rumor reaches us that the enemy's forces have occupied Harrisburg, +and where certain ladies, standing on a balcony and waving their +handkerchiefs as we pass by, in reply to our colonel's greeting, +that "we are glad to see so many Union people here," answer, "Yes; +and we are glad to see the Yankee soldiers too." + +From Middletown, at six o'clock in the evening, across the mountain +to Frederick, on the outskirts of which city we camp for the night. +At half-past five next morning (June 29th) we are up and away, +in a drizzling rain, through Lewistown and Mechanicstown, near +which latter place we pass a company of Confederate prisoners, +twenty-four in number, dressed in well-worn gray and butternut, +which makes us think that the enemy cannot be far ahead. After +a hard march of twenty-five miles, the greater part of the way +over a turnpike, we reach Emmittsburg at nightfall, some of us +quite barefoot, and all of us footsore and weary. Next morning +(June 30th) at nine o'clock we are up and away again, "on the +road leading towards Gettysburg," they say. After crossing the +line between Maryland and Pennsylvania, where the colonel halts +the column for a moment, in order that we may give three rousing +cheers for the Old Keystone State, we march perceptibly slower, as +if there were some impediment in the way. There is a feeling among +the men that the enemy is somewhere near. Towards noon we leave the +public road, and taking across the fields, form in line of battle +along the rear of a wood, and pickets are thrown out. There is an +air of uncertainty and suspicion in the ranks as we look to the +woods, and consider what our pickets may possibly unmask there. +But no developments have yet been made when darkness comes, and we +bivouac for the night behind a strong stone wall. + +Passing down along the line of glowing fires in the gathering +gloom, I come on one of my company messes squatting about a fire, +cooking supper. Joe Gutelius, corporal and color-guard from our +company, is superintending the boiling of a piece of meat in a tin +can, while Sam Ruhl and his brother Joe are smoking their pipes +near by. + +"Boys, it begins to look a little dubious, don't it? Where is Jimmy +Lucas?" + +"He's out on picket in the woods yonder. Yes, Harry, it begins to +look a little as if we were about to stir the Johnnies out of the +brush," says Joe Gutelius, throwing another rail on the fire. + +"If we do," says Joe Ruhl, "remember that you have the post of +honor, Joe, and 'if any man pulls down that flag, shoot him on the +spot!'" + +"Never you fear for that," answers Joe Gutelius. "We of the +color-guard will look out for the flag. For my part, I'll stay a +dead man on the field before the colors of the 150th are disgraced." + +"You'll have some tough tussling for your colors, then," says Sam. +"If the Louisiana Tigers get after you once, look out!" + +"Who's afraid of the Louisiana Tigers? I'll back the Buck-tails +against the Tigers any day. Stay and take supper with us, Harry! +We are going to have a feast to-night. I have the heart of a beef +boiling in the can yonder; and it is done now. Sit up, boys, get +out your knives and fall to." + +"We were going to have boiled lion heart for supper, Harry," says +Joe Ruhl with mock apology for the fare, "but we couldn't catch +any lions. They seem to be scarce in these parts. Maybe we can +catch a tiger to-morrow, though." + +Little do we think, as we sit thus cheerily talking about the +blazing fire behind the stone-wall, that it is our last supper +together, and that ere another nightfall two of us will be sleeping +in the silent bivouac of the dead. + + * * * * * + +"Colonel, close up your men, and move on as rapidly as possible." + +It is the morning of July 1st, and we are crossing a bridge over +a stream, as the staff-officer, having delivered this order for +us, dashes down the line to hurry up the regiments in the rear. We +get up on a high range of hills, from which we have a magnificent +view. The day is bright, the air is fresh and sweet with the +scent of the new-mown hay, and the sun shines out of an almost +cloudless sky, and as we gaze away off yonder down the valley to +the left--look! Do you see that? A puff of smoke in mid-air! Very +small, and miles away, as the faint and long-coming "boom" of the +exploding shell indicates; but it means that something is going on +yonder, away down in the valley, in which, perhaps, we may have a +hand before the day is done. See! another--and another! Faint and +far away comes the long-delayed "boom!" "boom!" echoing over the +hills, as the staff-officer dashes along the lines with orders to +"double-quick! double-quick!" + +Four miles of almost constant double-quicking is no light work at +any time, least of all on such a day as this memorable first day +of July, for it is hot and dusty. But we are in our own State now, +boys, and the battle is opening ahead, and it is no time to save +breath. On we go, now up a hill, now over a stream, now checking +our headlong rush for a moment, for we _must_ breathe a little. But +the word comes along the line again, "double-quick," and we settle +down to it with right good-will, while the cannon ahead seem to be +getting nearer and louder. There's little said in the ranks, for +there is little breath for talking, though every man is busy enough +thinking. We all feel, somehow, that our day has come at last--as +indeed it has! + +We get in through the outskirts of Gettysburg, tearing down the +fences of the town-lots and outlying gardens as we go; we pass a +battery of brass guns drawn up beside the Seminary, some hundred +yards in front of which building, in a strip of meadow-land, we +halt, and rapidly form the line of battle. + +"General, shall we unsling knapsacks?" shouts some one down the +line to our division-general, as he is dashing by. + +"Never mind the knapsacks, boys; it's the State now!" + +And he plunges his spurs into the flanks of his horse, as he takes +the stake-and-rider fence at a leap, and is away. + +"Unfurl the flags, Color-guard!" + +"Now, forward, double----" + +"Colonel, we're not loaded yet!" + +A laugh runs along the line as, at the command "Load at +will--load!" the ramrods make their merry music, and at once the +word is given, "Forward, double-quick!" and the line sweeps up that +rising ground with banners gayly flying, and cheers that rend the +air,--a sight, once seen, never to be forgotten. + +I suppose my readers wonder what a drummer-boy does in time of +battle. Perhaps they have the same idea I used to have, namely, +that it is the duty of a drummer-boy to beat his drum all the time +the battle rages, to encourage the men or drown the groans of the +wounded! But if they will reflect a moment, they will see that +amid the confusion and noise of battle, there is little chance of +martial music being either heard or heeded. Our colonel had long +ago given us our orders: + +"You drummer-boys, in time of an engagement, are to lay aside your +drums and take stretchers and help off the wounded. I expect you to +do this, and you are to remember that, in doing it, you are just +as much helping the battle on as if you were fighting with guns in +your hands." + +And so we sit down there on our drums and watch the line going +in with cheers. Forthwith we get a smart shelling, for there is +evidently somebody else watching that advancing line besides +ourselves; but they have elevated their guns a little too much, so +that every shell passes quite over the line and ploughs up the +meadow-sod about _us_ in all directions. + + [Illustration: A SKIRMISH AFTER A HARD DAY'S MARCH] + +Laying aside our knapsacks, we go to the Seminary, now rapidly +filling with the wounded. This the enemy surely cannot know, or +they wouldn't shell the building so hard! We get stretchers at the +ambulances, and start out for the line of battle. We can just see +our regimental colors waving in the orchard, near a log-house about +three hundred yards ahead, and we start out for it--I on the lead, +and Daney behind. + +There is one of our batteries drawn up to our left a short distance +as we run. It is engaged in a sharp artillery duel with one of +the enemy's, which we cannot see, although we can hear it plainly +enough, and straight between the two our road lies. So, up we +go, Daney and I, at a lively trot, dodging the shells as best we +can, till, panting for breath, we set down our stretcher under an +apple-tree in the orchard, in which, under the brow of the hill, +we find the regiment lying, one or two companies being out on the +skirmish line ahead. + +I count six men of Company C lying yonder in the grass--killed, +they say, by a single shell. Close beside them lies a tall, +magnificently built man, whom I recognize by his uniform as +belonging to the "Iron Brigade," and therefore probably an Iowa +boy. He lies on his back at full length, with his musket beside +him--calm-looking as if asleep, but having a fatal blue mark on +his forehead and the ashen pallor of death on his countenance. +Andy calls me away for a moment to look after some poor fellow +whose arm is off at the shoulder; and it was just time I got away, +too, for immediately a shell plunges into the sod where I had been +sitting, tearing my stretcher to tatters, and ploughing up a great +furrow under one of the boys who had been sitting immediately +behind me, and who thinks, "That was rather close shaving, wasn't +it, now?" The bullets whistling overhead make pretty music with +their ever-varying "z-i-p! z-i-p!" and we could imagine them so +many bees, only they have such a terribly sharp sting. They tell +me, too, of a certain cavalry-man (Dennis Buckley, Sixth Michigan +cavalry it was, as I afterwards learned--let history preserve +the brave boy's name) who, having had his horse shot under him, +and seeing that first-named shell explode in Company C with such +disaster, exclaimed, "That is the company for me!" He remained with +the regiment all day, doing good service with his carbine, and he +escaped unhurt! + +"Here they come, boys; we'll have to go in at them on a charge, +I guess!" Creeping close around the corner of the log-house, I +can see the long lines of gray sweeping up in fine style over the +fields; but I feel the colonel's hand on my shoulder. + +"Keep back, my boy; no use exposing yourself in that way." + +As I get back behind the house and look around, an old man is seen +approaching our line through the orchard in the rear. He is dressed +in a long blue swallow-tailed coat and high silk hat, and coming up +to the colonel, he asks: + +"Would you let an old chap like me have a chance to fight in your +ranks, colonel?" + +"Can you shoot?" inquires the colonel. + +"Oh yes, I can shoot, I reckon," says he. + +"But where are your cartridges?" + +"I've got 'em here, sir," says the old man, slapping his hand on +his trousers pocket. + +And so "old John Burns," of whom every school-boy has heard, takes +his place in the line and loads and fires with the best of them, +and is left wounded and insensible on the field when the day is +done. + +Reclining there under a tree while the skirmishing is going on in +front and the shells are tearing up the sod around us, I observe +how evidently hard pressed is that battery yonder in the edge of +the wood, about fifty yards to our right. The enemy's batteries +have excellent range on the poor fellows serving it. And when the +smoke lifts or rolls away in great clouds for a moment, we can +see the men running, and ramming, and sighting, and firing, and +swabbing, and changing position every few minutes to throw the +enemy's guns out of range a little. The men are becoming terribly +few, but nevertheless their guns, with a rapidity that seems +unabated, belch forth great clouds of smoke, and send the shells +shrieking over the plain. + + [Illustration: AT CLOSE QUARTERS THE FIRST DAY AT GETTYSBURG.] + +Meanwhile, events occur which give us something more to think of +than mere skirmishing beloved brigadier-general, Roy Stone, +stepping out a moment to reconnoitre the enemy's position and +movements, is seen by some sharpshooter off in a tree, and is +carried, severely wounded, into the barn. Our colonel, Langhorne +Wister, assumes command of the brigade. Our regiment, facing +westward, while the line on our right faces to the north, is +observed to be exposed to an enfilading fire from the enemy's +guns, as well as from the long line of gray now appearing in +full sight on our right. So our regiment must form in line and +"change front forward," in order to come in line with the other +regiments. Accomplished swiftly, this new movement brings our line +at once face to face with the enemy's, which advances to within +fifty yards, and exchanges a few volleys, but is soon checked and +staggered by our fire. + +Yet now, see! Away to our left, and consequently on our flank, a +new line appears, rapidly advancing out of the woods a half-mile +away, and there must be some quick and sharp work done now, boys, +or, between the old foes in front and the new ones on our flank, +we shall be annihilated. To clear us of these old assailants in +front before the new line can sweep down on our flank, our brave +colonel, in a ringing command, orders a charge along the whole +line. Then, before the gleaming and bristling bayonets of our +"Buck-tail" brigade, as it yells and cheers, sweeping resistlessly +over the field, the enemy gives way and flies in confusion. But +there is little time to watch them fly, for that new line on our +left is approaching at a rapid pace; and, with shells falling thick +and fast into our ranks, and men dropping everywhere, our regiment +must reverse the former movement by "changing front to rear," and +so resume its original position facing westward, for the enemy's +new line is approaching from that direction, and if it takes us in +flank, we are done for. + +To "change front to rear" is a difficult movement to execute even +on drill, much more so under severe fire; but it is executed now +steadily and without confusion, yet not a minute too soon! For the +new line of gray is upon us in a mad tempest of lead, supported by +a cruel artillery fire, almost before our line can steady itself to +receive the shock. However, partially protected by a post-and-rail +fence, we answer fiercely, and with effect so terrific that the +enemy's line wavers, and at length moves off by the right flank, +giving us a breathing space for a time. + +During this struggle, there had been many an exciting scene +all along the line as it swayed backward and forward over the +field,--scenes which we have had no time to mention yet. + +See yonder, where the colors of the regiment on our right--our +sister regiment, the 149th--have been advanced a little, to draw +the enemy's fire, while our line sweeps on to the charge. There +ensues about the flags a wild _mêlée_ and close hand-to-hand +encounter. Some of the enemy have seized the colors and are making +off with them in triumph, shouting victory. But a squad of our own +regiment dashes out swiftly, led to the rescue of the stolen colors +by Sergeant John C. Kensill, of Company F, who falls to the ground +before reaching them, and amid yells and cheers and smoke, you see +the battle-flags rise and fall, and sway hither and thither upon +the surging mass, as if tossed on the billows of a tempest, until, +wrenched away by strong arms, they are borne back in triumph to the +line of the 149th. + +See yonder, again! Our colonel is clapping his hand to his cheek, +from which a red stream is pouring; our lieutenant-colonel, H. +S. Huidekoper, is kneeling on the ground, and is having his +handkerchief tied tight around his arm at the shoulder; Major +Thomas Chamberlain and Adjutant Richard L. Ashurst both lie low, +pierced with balls through the chest; one lieutenant is waving his +sword to his men, although his leg is crushed at the knee; three +other officers of the line are lying over there, motionless now +forever. All over the field are strewn men wounded or dead, and +comrades pause a moment in the mad rush to catch the last words +of the dying. Incidents such as these the reader must imagine +for himself, to fill in these swift sketches of how the day was +won--and lost! + +Ay, lost! For the balls which have so far come mainly from our +front, begin now to sing in from our left and right, which means +that we are being flanked. Somehow, away off to our right, a +half-mile or so, our line has given way, and is already on retreat +through the town, while our left is being driven in, and we +ourselves may shortly be surrounded and crushed--and so the retreat +is sounded. + +Back now along the railroad cut we go, or through the orchard and +the narrow strip of woods behind it, with our dead scattered around +on all sides, and the wounded crying piteously for help. + +"Harry! Harry!" It is a faint cry of a dying man yonder in the +grass, and I _must_ see who it is. + +"Why, Willie! Tell me where you are hurt," I ask, kneeling down +beside him; and I see the words come hard, for he is fast dying. + +"Here in my side, Harry. Tell--mother--mother----" + +Poor fellow, he can say no more. His head falls back, and Willie is +at rest forever! + +On, now, through that strip of woods, at the other edge of which, +with my back against a stout oak, I stop and look at a beautiful +and thrilling sight. Some reserves are being brought up; infantry +in the centre, the colors flying and officers shouting; cavalry on +the right, with sabres flashing and horses on a trot; artillery on +the left, with guns at full gallop sweeping into position to check +the headlong pursuit,--it is a grand sight, and a fine rally; but +a vain one, for in an hour we are swept off the field, and are in +full retreat through the town. + +Up through the streets hurries the remnant of our shattered corps, +while the enemy is pouring into the town only a few squares away +from us. There is a tempest of shrieking shells and whistling balls +about our ears. The guns of that battery by the woods we have +dragged along, all the horses being disabled. The artillery-men +load as we go, double-charging with grape and canister. + +"Make way there, men!" is the cry, and the surging mass crowds +close up on the sidewalks to right and left, leaving a long lane +down the centre of the street, through which the grape and canister +go rattling into the ranks of the enemy's advance-guard. + +And so, amid scenes which I have neither space nor power to +describe, we gain Cemetery Ridge towards sunset, and throw +ourselves down by the road in a tumult of excitement and grief, +having lost the day through the overwhelming force of numbers, and +yet somehow having gained it too (although as yet we know it not), +for the sacrifice of our corps has saved the position for the +rest of the army, which has been marching all day, and which comes +pouring in over Cemetery Ridge all night long. + +Ay, the position is saved; but where is our corps? Well may our +division-general, Doubleday, who early in the day succeeded to the +command when our brave Reynolds had fallen, shed tears of grief as +he sits there on his horse and looks over the shattered remains of +that First Army Corps, for there is but a handful of it left. Of +the five hundred and fifty men that marched under our regimental +colors in the morning, but one hundred remain. All our field and +staff officers are gone. Of some twenty captains and lieutenants, +but one is left without a scratch, while of my own company only +thirteen out of fifty-four sleep that night on Cemetery Ridge, +under the open canopy of heaven. There is no roll-call, for +Sergeant Weidensaul will call the roll no more; nor will Joe +Gutelius, nor Joe Ruhl, nor McFadden, nor Henning, nor many others +of our comrades whom we miss, ever answer to their names again +until the world's last great reveille. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +AFTER THE BATTLE. + + +I had frequently seen pictures of battle-fields, and had often +read about them; but the most terrible scenes of carnage my boyish +imagination had ever figured fell far short of the dreadful reality +as I beheld it after the great battle of the war. It was the +evening of Sunday, July 5, 1863, when, at the suggestion of Andy, +we took our way across the breastworks, stone fences, and redoubts, +to look over the battle-field. Our shattered brigade had been +mainly on reserve during the last three days; and as we made our +way through the troops lying in our front, and over the defences of +stone and earth and ragged rocks, the scene among our troops was +one for the pencil of a great artist. + +Scattered about irregularly were groups of men discussing the +battle and its results, or relating exciting incidents and +adventures of the fray: here, one fellow pointing out bullet-holes +in his coat or cap, or a great rent in the sleeve of his blouse +made by a flying piece of shell; there, a man laughing as he held +up his crushed canteen, or showed his tobacco-box with a hole in +the lid and a bullet among his "fine cut"; yonder, knots of men +frying steaks and cooking coffee about the fire, or making ready +for sleep. + +Before we pass beyond our own front line, evidences of the terrible +carnage of the battle environ us on all sides. Fresh, hastily dug +graves are there, with rude head-boards telling the poor fellows' +names and regiments; yonder, a tree on whose smooth bark the names +of three Confederate generals, who fell here in the gallant charge, +have been carved by some thoughtful hand. The trees round about are +chipped by the balls and stripped almost bare by the leaden hail, +while a log-house near by in the clearing has been so riddled with +shot and shell that scarcely a whole shingle is left to its roof. + +But sights still more fearful await us as we step out beyond the +front line, pick our way carefully among the great rocks, and walk +down the slope to the scene of the fearful charge. The ground has +been soaked with the recent rains, and the heavy mist which hangs +like a pall over the field, together with the growing darkness, +renders objects but indistinctly visible, and all the more ghastly. +As the eye ranges over so much of the field as the shrouding +mist allows us to see, we behold a scene of destruction terrible +indeed, if ever there was one in all this wide world! Dismounted +gun-carriages, shattered caissons, knapsacks, haversacks, muskets, +bayonets, accoutrements, scattered over the field in wildest +confusion,--horses (poor creatures!) dead and dying,--and, worst +and most awful of all, dead men by the hundreds! Most of the men in +blue have been buried already, and the pioneers yonder in the mist +are busy digging trenches for the poor fellows in gray. + +As we pass along, we stop to observe how thickly they lie, here and +there, like grain before the scythe in summer-time,--how firmly +some have grasped their guns, with high, defiant looks,--and how +calm are the countenances of others in their last solemn sleep; +while more than one has clutched in his stiffened fingers a piece +of white paper, which he waved, poor soul, in his death-agony, as +a plea for quarter, when the great wave of battle had receded and +left him there, mortally wounded, on the field. + +I sicken of the dreadful scene,--can endure it no longer,--and beg +Andy to "Come away! Come away! It's too awful to look at any more!" + +And so we get back to our place in the breastworks with sad, +heavy hearts, and wonder how we ever could have imagined war so +grand and gallant a thing when, after all, it is so horribly +wicked and cruel. We lie down--the thirteen of us that are left +in the company--on a big flat rock, sleeping without shelter, and +shielding our faces from the drizzling rain with our caps as best +we may, thinking of the dreadful scene in front there, and of the +sad, heavy hearts there will be all over the land for weary years, +till kindly sleep comes to us, with sweet forgetfulness of all. + +Our clothes were damp with the heavy mists and drizzling rain +when we awoke next morning, and hastily prepared for the march +off the field and the long pursuit of the foe through the waving +grain-fields of Maryland. Having cooked our coffee in our blackened +tin cups, and roasted our slices of fresh beef, stuck on the end of +a ramrod and thrust into the crackling fires, we were ready in a +moment for the march, for we had but little to pack up. + +Straight over the field we go, through that valley of death where +the heavy charging had been done, and thousands of men had been +swept away, line after line, in the mad and furious tempest of the +battle. Heavy mists still overhang the field, even dumb Nature +seeming to be in sympathy with the scene, while all around us, as +we march along, are sights at which the most callous turn faint. +Interesting enough we find the evidences of conflict, save only +where human life is concerned. + + [Illustration: ON THE MARCH TO AND FROM GETTYSBURG.] + +We stop to wonder at the immense furrow yonder which some shell has +ploughed up in the ground; we call one another's attention to a +caisson shivered to atoms by an explosion, or to a tree cut clean +off by a solid shot, or bored through and through by a shell. With +pity we contemplate the poor artillery-horses hobbling, wounded +and mangled, about the field, and we think it a mercy to shoot them +as we pass. But the dead men! Hundreds of torn and distorted bodies +yet on the field, although thousands already lie buried in the +trenches. Even the roughest and rudest among us marches awed and +silent, as he is forced to think of the terrible suffering endured +in this place, and of the sorrow and tears there will be among the +mountains of the North and the rice-fields of the far-off South. + +We were quiet, I remember, very quiet, as we marched off that great +field; and not only then, but for days afterwards, as we tramped +through the pleasant fields of Maryland. We had little to say, and +we all were pretty busily thinking. Where were the boys who, but +a week before, had marched with us through those same fragrant +fields, blithe as a sunshiny morn in May? And so, as I have told +you, when those young ladies and gentlemen came out to the end +of that Maryland village to meet and cheer us after the battle, +as they had met and cheered us before it, we did not know how +heavy-hearted we were until, in response to their song of "Rally +round the Flag, Boys!" some one proposed three cheers for them. But +the cheers would not come. Somehow, after the first hurrah, the +other two stuck in our throats or died away soundless on the air. +And so we only said: "God bless you, young friends; but we can't +cheer to-day, you see!" + + [Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +THROUGH "MARYLAND, MY MARYLAND." + + +Our course now lay through Maryland, and we performed endless +marches and countermarches over turnpikes and through field and +forest. + +After crossing South Mountain,--but stop, I just _must_ tell you +about that, it will take but a paragraph or two. South Mountain +Pass we entered one July evening, after a drenching rain, on the +Middletown side, and marched along through that deep mountain +gorge, with a high cliff on either side, and a delightful stream +of fresh water flowing along the road; emerging on the other side +at the close of day. Breaking off the line of march by the right +flank, we suddenly crossed the stream, and were ordered up the +mountain-side in the gathering darkness. We climbed very slowly at +first, and more slowly still as the darkness deepened and the path +grew steeper and more difficult. At about nine o'clock, orders were +given to "sleep on arms," and then, from sheer fatigue, we all fell +sound asleep, some lying on the rocks, some sitting bolt upright +against the trees, some stretched out at full length on beds of +moss or clumps of bushes. + +What a magnificent sight awaited us the next morning! Opening +our eyes at peep o' day, we found ourselves high up on top of a +mountain-bluff overlooking the lovely valley about Boonesboro. The +rains were past; the sun was just beginning to break through the +clouds; great billows of mist were rolling up from the hollows +below, where we could catch occasional glimpses of the movements of +troops,--cavalry dashing about in squads, and infantry marching in +solid columns. What may have been the object of sending us up that +mountain, or what the intention in ordering us to fell the trees +from the mountain-top and build breastworks hundreds of feet above +the valley, I have never learned. That one morning amid the mists +of the mountain, and that one grand view of the lovely valley +beneath, were to my mind sufficient reason for being there. + +Refreshed by a day's rest on the mountain-top, we march down into +the valley on the 10th, exhilarated by the sweet, fresh mountain +air, as well as by the prospect, as we suppose, of a speedy +end being put to this cruel war. For we know that the enemy is +somewhere crossing the swollen Potomac back into Virginia, in a +crippled condition, and we are sure he will be finally crushed in +the next great battle, which cannot now be many hours distant. +And so we march leisurely along, over turnpikes and through +grain-fields, on the edge of one of which, by and by, we halt in +line of battle, stack arms, and, with three cheers, rush in a +line for a stake-and-rider fence, with the rails of which we are +to build breastworks. It is wonderful how rapidly that Maryland +farmer's fence disappears! Each man seizing a rail, the fence +literally walks off, and in less than fifteen minutes it reappears +in the shape of a compact and well-built line of breastworks. + +But scarcely is the work completed when we are ordered into the +road again, and up this we advance a half-mile or so, and form +in line on the left of the road and on the skirt of another +wheat-field. We are about to stack arms and build a second line of +works, when-- + +Z-i-p! z-i-p! z-i-p! + +Ah! It is music we know right well by this time! Three light puffs +of smoke rise yonder in the wheat-field, a hundred yards or so +away, where the enemy's pickets are lying concealed in the tall +grain. Three balls go singing merrily over my head--intended, no +doubt, for the lieutenant, who is acting-adjutant, and who rides +immediately in front of me, with a bandage over his forehead, but +who is too busy forming the line to give much heed to his danger. + +"We'll take you out o' that grass a-hopping, you long-legged +rascals!" shouts Pointer, as the command is given: + +"Deploy to right and left as skirmishers,"--while a battery of +artillery is brought up at a gallop, and the guns are trained on +a certain red barn away across the field, from which the enemy's +sharpshooters are picking off our men. + +Bang! Hur-r-r! Boom! One, two, three, four shells go crashing +through the red barn, while the shingles and boards fly like +feathers, and the sharpshooters pour out from it in wild haste. +The pickets are popping away at one another out there along the +field and in the edge of the wood beyond; the enemy is driven +in and retreats, but we do not advance, and the expected battle +does not come off after all, as we had hoped it would. For in the +great war-council held about that time, as we afterwards learned, +our generals, by a close vote, have decided not to risk a general +engagement, but to let the enemy get back into Virginia again, +crippled, indeed, but not crushed, as every man in the ranks +believes he well might be. + +As we step on the swaying pontoons to recross the Potomac into old +Virginia, there are murmurs of disappointment all along the line. + +"Why didn't they let us fight? We could have thrashed them now, +if ever we could. We are tired of this everlasting marching and +countermarching up and down, and we want to fight it out and be +done with it." + +But for all our feelings and wishes, we are back again on the south +side of the river, and the column of blue soon is marching along +gayly enough among the hills and pleasant fields about Waterford. + +We did not go very fast nor very far those hot July days, because +we had very little to eat. Somehow or other our provision trains +had lost their reckoning, and in consequence we were left to +subsist as best we could. We were a worn, haggard-looking, hungry, +ragged set of men. As for me--out at knee and elbow, my hair +sticking out in tufts through holes in the top of my hat, my shoes +in shreds, and my haversack empty--I must have presented a forlorn +appearance indeed. Fortunately, however, blackberries were ripe +and plentiful. All along the road and all through the fields, +as we approached Warrenton, these delicious berries hung on the +vines in great luscious clusters. Yet blackberries for supper and +blackberries for breakfast give a man but little strength for +marching under a July sun all day long. So Corporal Harter and I +thought, as we sat one morning in a clover-field where we were +resting for the day, busy boiling a chicken at our camp-fire. + +"Where did you get that chicken, Corporal?" said I. + +"Well, you see, Harry, I didn't steal her, and I didn't buy her, +neither. Late last night, while we were crossing that creek, I +heard some fellow say he had carried that old chicken all day since +morning, and she was getting too heavy for him, and he was going to +throw her into the creek; and so I said I'd take her, and I did, +and carried her all night, and here she is now in the pan, sizzling +away, Harry." + +"I'm afraid, Corporal, this is a fowl trick." + +"Fair or fowl, we'll have a good dinner, any way." + +With an appetite ever growing keener as we caught savory whiffs +from the steaming mess-pan, we piled up the rails on the fire and +boiled the biddy, and boiled, and boiled, and boiled her from morn +till noon, and from noon to night, and couldn't eat her then, she +was so tough! + +"May the dogs take the old grizzle-gizzard! I'm not going to break +my teeth on this old buzzard any more," shouted the corporal, as +he flung the whole cartilaginous mass into a pile of brush near by. +"It _was_ a fowl trick, after all, Harry, wasn't it?" + +Thus it chanced that, when we marched out of Warrenton early +one sultry summer morning, we started with empty stomachs and +haversacks, and marched on till noon with nothing to eat. Halting +then in a wood, we threw ourselves under the trees, utterly +exhausted. About three o'clock, as we lay there, a whole staff of +officers came riding down the line--the quartermaster-general of +the Army of the Potomac and staff, they said it was. Just the very +man we wanted to see! Then broke forth such a yell from hundreds of +famished men as the quartermaster-general had probably never heard +before nor ever wished to hear again: + +"Hard-tack!" + +"Coffee!" + +"Pork!" + +"Beef!" + +"Sugar!" + +"Salt!" + +"Pepper!" + +"Hard-tack! Hard-tack!" + +The quartermaster and staff put their spurs to their horses and +dashed away in a cloud of dust, and at last, about nightfall, we +got something to eat. + +By the way, this reminds me of an incident that occurred on one of +our long marches; and I tell it just to show what sometimes is the +effect of short rations. + +It was while we were lying up at Chancellorsville in an immense +forest that our supply of pork and hard-tack began to give out. +We had, indeed, carried with us into the woods eight full days' +rations in our knapsacks and haversacks; but it rained in torrents +for several days, so that our hard-tack became mouldy, the roads +were impassable, transportation was out of the question, and we +were forced to put ourselves on short allowance. + +"I wish I had some meat, Harry," said Pete Grove, anxiously +inspecting the contents of his haversack; "I'm awful hungry for +meat." + +"Well, Pete," said I, "I saw some jumping around here pretty lively +a while ago. Maybe you could catch it." + +"_Meat_ jumping around here? Why what do you mean?" + +"Why frogs, to be sure--frogs, Pete. Did you never eat frogs?" + +"Bah! I think I'd be a great deal hungrier than I am now, ever to +eat a frog! Ugh! No, indeed! But where is he? I'd like the fun of +hunting him, anyhow." + +So saying, he loaded his revolver, and we sallied forth along the +stream, and Pete, who was a good marksman, in a short time had laid +out Mr. Froggy at the first shot. + +"Now, Pete, we'll skin him, and you shall have a feast fit for a +king." + +So, putting the meat into a tin cup with a little water, salt, and +pepper, boiling it for a few minutes, and breaking some hard-tack +into it when done, I set it before him. I need hardly say that when +he had once tasted the dish he speedily devoured it, and when he +had devoured it, he took his revolver in hand again, and hunted +frogs for the rest of that afternoon. + + * * * * * + +Drum and fife have more to do with the discipline of an army than +an inexperienced person would imagine. The drum is the tongue +of the camp. It wakes the men in the morning, mounts the guard, +announces the dinner-hour, gives a peculiar charm to dress-parade +in the evening, and calls the men to quarters with its pleasant +tattoo at night. For months, however, we had had no drums. Ours +had been lost, with our knapsacks, at Gettysburg. [And I will here +pause to say that if any good friend across the border has in his +possession a snare-drum with the name and regiment of the writer +clearly marked on the inside of the body, and will return the same +to the owner thereof, he will confer no small favor, and will be +overwhelmed with an ocean of thanks!] + + [Illustration: "I'VE GOT HIM, BOYS!"] + +We did not know how really important a thing a drum is until, +one late September day, we were ordered to prepare for a +dress-parade--a species of regimental luxury in which we had not +indulged since the early days of June. + +"Major, you don't expect us drummer-boys to turn out, do you?" + +"Certainly. And why not, my boy?" + +"Why, we have no drums, Major!" + +"Well, your fifers have fifes, haven't they? We'll do without the +drums; but you must all turn out, and the fifers can play." + +So when we stood drawn up in line on the parade-ground among the +woods, and the order was given: + +"Parade rest! Troop, beat off!" + +Out we drummers and fifers wheeled from the head of the line, with +three shrill fifes screaming out the rolls, and started at a slow +march down the line, while every man in the ranks grinned, and we +drummer-boys laughed, and the officers joined us, until at last the +whole line, officers and men alike, broke out into loud haw-haws at +the sight. The fifers couldn't whistle for laughing, and the major +ordered us all back to our places when only half down the line, +and never even attempted another parade until a full supply of +brand-new drums arrived for us from Washington. + +Then the major picked out mine for me, I remember, and it proved to +be the best in the lot. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +PAINS AND PENALTIES. + + +Among all civilized nations the "rules of war" seem to have been +written with an iron hand. The laws by which the soldier in +the field is governed are of necessity inexorable, for strict +discipline is the chief excellence of an army, and a ready +obedience the chief virtue of the soldier. Nothing can be more +admirable in the character of the true soldier than his prompt and +unquestioning response to the trumpet-call of duty. The world can +never forget, nor ever sufficiently admire, a Leonidas with his +three hundred Spartans at Thermopylæ, the Roman soldier on guard +at the gates of the perishing Pompeii, or the gallant six hundred +charging into the "valley of death" at Balaklava. Disobedience to +orders is the great sin of the soldier, and one that is sure to +be punished, for at no other time does Justice wear so stern and +severe a look as when she sits enthroned amidst the camps of armed +men. + +In different sections of the army, various expedients were resorted +to for the purpose of correcting minor offences. What particular +shape the punishment should assume depended very much upon the +inventive faculty of the Field and Staff, or of such officers of +the line as might have charge of the case. + +Before taking the field, a few citizen sneak-thieves were +discovered prowling amongst the tents. These were promptly drummed +out of camp to the tune of the "Rogue's March," the whole regiment +shouting in derision as the miserable fellows took to their heels +when the procession reached the limits of the camp, where they were +told to begone and never show their faces in camp any more, on pain +of a more severe treatment. + + [Illustration: DRUMMING SNEAK-THIEVES OUT OF CAMP.] + +If, as very seldom happened, it was an enlisted man who was caught +stealing, he was often punished in the following way: A barrel, +having one end knocked out and a hole in the other large enough to +allow one's head to go through, was slipped over the culprit's +shoulders. On the outside of the barrel the word THIEF! was +printed in large letters. In this dress he presented the ludicrous +appearance of an animated meal-barrel; for you could see nothing +of him but his head and legs, his hands being very significantly +confined. Sometimes he was obliged to stand or sit (as best he +could) about the guard-house, or near by the colonel's quarters, +all day long. At other times he was compelled to march through the +company streets and make the tour of the camp under guard. + +Once in the field, however, sneak-thieves soon disappeared. Nor was +there frequent occasion to punish the men for any other offences. +Nearly, if not quite all of the punishments inflicted in the field +were for disobedience in some form or other. Not that the men were +wilfully disobedient. Far from it. They knew very well that they +must obey, and that the value of their services was measured wholly +by the quality of their obedience. It very rarely happened, even +amid the greatest fatigue after a hard day's march, or in the face +of the most imminent danger, that any one refused his duty. But +after a long and severe march, a man is so completely exhausted +that he is likely to become irritable and to manifest a temper +quite foreign to his usual habit. He is then not himself, and may +in such circumstances do what at other times he would not think of +doing. + +Thus it once happened in my own company that one of the boys took +it into his head to kick over the traces. We had had a long hot +day's march through Maryland on the way down from Gettysburg, and +were quite worn out. About midnight we halted in a clover field on +a hillside for rest and sleep. Corporal Harter, who was the only +officer, commissioned or non-commissioned, that we had left to us +after Gettysburg, called out: + +"John D----, report to the adjutant for camp guard." + +Now John, who was a German, by the way, did not like the prospect +of losing his sleep, and had to be summoned a second time before +replying: + +"Corporal, ich thu's es net!" (Corporal, I won't do it.) + +Tired though we all were, we could not help laughing at the +preposterous idea of a man daring to disobey the corporal. As +the boys jerked off their accoutrements and began to spread down +their gum-blankets on the fragrant clover wet with the dew, they +were greatly amused at this singular passage between John and the +corporal. + +"Come on, John. Don't make a Dutch dunce of yourself. You know you +_must_ go." + +"Ich hab' dir g'sawt, ich thu's es net" (I have told you I won't do +it), insisted John. + +"Pitch in, John!" shouted some one from his bed in the clover. +"Give it to him in Dutch; that'll fetch him." + +"Oh, hang it!" said the corporal. "Come on, man. What do you mean? +You know you've got to go." + +"Ich hab' dir zwei mohl g'sawt, ich thu's es gar net" (I have told +you twice that I will certainly not do it). + +"Ha! ha! It beats the Dutch!" said some one. + +"Something rotten in Denmark!" exclaimed another. + +"Put him in the guard-house!" suggested a third from under his +gum-blanket. + +"Plague take the thing!" said the corporal, perplexed. "Pointer," +continued he, "put on your accoutrements again, get your gun, and +take John under arrest to the adjutant." + +"Come on, John," said Pointer, buckling on his belt, "and be mighty +quick about it too. I don't want to stand about here arguing all +night; I want to get to roost. Come along!" + +The men leaned up on their elbows in their beds on the clover, +interested in knowing how John would take _that_. + +"Well," said he, scratching his head and taking his gun in hand, +"Corporal, ich glaub' ich det besser geh" (Corporal, I guess I'd +better go). + +"Yes," said Pointer with a drawl, "I guess you 'besser' had, or +the major'll make short work with you and your Dutch. What in the +name of General Jackson did you come to the army for, if you ain't +a-going to obey orders?" + +If while we were lying in camp a man refused his duty, he was at +once haled to the guard-house, which is the military name for +lock-up. Once there, at the discretion of the officers, he was +either simply confined and put on bread and water, or maybe +ordered to carry a log of wood, or a knapsack filled with stones, +"two hours on and two off," day and night, until such time as he +was deemed to have done sufficient penance. In more extreme cases +a court-martial was held, and the penalty of forfeiture of all pay +due, with hard labor for thirty days, or the like, was inflicted. + +"Tying up by the thumb" was sometimes adopted. Down in front of +Petersburg, out along the Weldon Railroad, I once saw thirteen +colored soldiers tied up by their thumbs at a time. Between two +pine-saplings a long pole had been thrown across and fastened at +either end about seven feet from the ground. To this pole thirteen +ropes had been attached at regular intervals, and to each rope a +darky was tied by the thumb in such a way that he could just touch +the ground with his heel and keep the rope taut. If any one will +try the experiment of holding up his arm in such a position for +only five minutes, he will appreciate the force of the punishment +of being tied up by the thumbs for a half day. + +In some regiments they had a high wooden horse, which the offender +was made to mount; and there he was kept for hours in a seat as +conspicuous as it was uncomfortable. + +One day, down in front of Petersburg, a number of us had been +making a friendly call on some acquaintances over in another +regiment. As we were returning home we came across what we took +to be a well, and wishing a drink we all stopped. The well in +question, as was usual there, was nothing but a barrel sunk in +the ground; for at some places the ground was so full of springs +that, in order to get water, all you had to do was to sink a box +or barrel, and the water would collect of its own accord. Stooping +down and looking into the well in question, Andy discovered a man +standing in the well and bailing out the water. + +"What's he doing down there in that hole?" asked some one of our +company. + +"He says he's in the gopher-hole," said Andy, with a grin. + +"Gopher-hole! What's a gopher-hole!" + +"Why," said the guard, who was standing near by, and whom we had +taken for the customary guard on the spring, "you see, comrades, +our colonel has his own way of punishin' the boys. One thing he +won't let 'em do--he won't let 'em get drunk. They may drink as +much as they want, but they must not get drunk. If they do, they +go into the gopher-hole. Jim, there, is in the gopher-hole now. +That hole has a spring in the bottom, and the water comes in pretty +fast; and if Jim wants to keep dry he's got to keep dippin' all the +time, or else stand in the water up to his neck--and Jim isn't so +mighty fond o' water neither." + +Late in the fall of 1863, while we were lying in camp somewhere +among the pine woods along the Orange and Alexandria Railroad, we +were one day marched out to witness the execution of a deserter. +Instances of desertion to the enemy's lines were extremely rare +with us; but whenever they occurred, the unfortunate offenders, if +caught, were dealt with in the most summary manner, for the doom of +the deserter is death. + +The poor fellow who was to suffer the highest penalty of military +law on the present occasion was, we were informed, a Maryland boy. +Some months previously he had deserted his regiment for some cause +or other, and had gone over to the enemy. Unfortunately for him it +happened that in one of the numerous skirmishes we were engaged in +about that time, he was taken prisoner, in company with a number of +Confederate soldiers. Unfortunately, also, for the poor fellow, it +chanced that he was captured by the very company from which he had +deserted. The disguise of a Confederate uniform, which might have +stood him in good stead had he fallen into any other hands, was +now of no avail. He was at once recognized by his former comrades +in arms, tried by court-martial, found guilty, and sentenced to be +shot. + +So, one October morning, orders came to the effect that the whole +division was to turn out at one o'clock, to witness the execution +of the sentence. I need hardly say that this was most unwelcome +news. Nobody wished to see so sad a sight. Some of the men begged +to be excused from attendance, and others could not be found when +our drums beat the "assembly;" for none could well endure, as they +said, "to see a man shot down like a dog." It was one thing to +shoot a fellow mortal, or to see him shot, in battle; but this +was quite a different thing. A squad of men had been detailed to +shoot the poor fellow, Elias Foust, of our company, being among +the number. But Elias, to his credit be it recorded, begged off, +and had some one else appointed in his stead. One could not help +but pity the men who were assigned to this most unpleasant duty, +for if it be painful only to see a man shot, what must it not be +to shoot him with your own hand? However, in condescension to this +altogether natural and humane aversion to the shedding of blood, +and in order to render the task as endurable as possible, the +customary practice was observed:--On the morning of the execution +an officer, who had been appointed for the purpose, took a number +of rifles, some twelve or fourteen in number, and loaded all of +them carefully with powder and ball, _except one_, this one being +loaded with blank cartridge, that is, with powder only. He then +mixed the guns so thoroughly that he himself could scarcely tell +which guns were loaded with ball and which one was not. Another +officer then distributed the guns to the men, not one of whom +could be at all certain whether his particular gun contained a ball +or not, and all of whom could avail themselves of the full benefit +of the doubt in the case. + +It was one of those peculiarly impressive autumn days when all that +one sees or hears conspires to fill the mind with an indefinable +feeling of sadness. There was the chirp of the cricket in the air, +and the far-away chorus of the myriads of insects complaining that +the year was done. There was all the impressiveness of a dull +sky, a dreamy haze over the field, a yellow and brown tinge on +the forest, accompanied by that peculiarly mournful wail of the +breeze as it sighed and moaned dolefully among the branches of the +pines,--all joining in chanting a requiem, it seemed to me, for the +poor Maryland boy whose sands were fast running out. + +At the appointed hour the division marched out and took position in +a large field, or clearing, surrounded on all sides by pine-woods. +We were drawn up so as to occupy three sides of a great hollow +square, two ranks deep and facing inward, the fourth side of +the square (where we could see that a grave had been recently +dug) being left open for the execution. Scarcely were we well in +position, when there came to our ears, wafted by the sighing autumn +wind, the mournful notes of the "Dead March." Looking away in the +direction whence the music came, we could see a long procession +marching sadly and slowly to the measured stroke of the muffled +drum. First came the band, playing the dirge; next, the squad of +executioners; then a pine coffin, carried by four men; then the +prisoner himself, dressed in black trousers and white shirt, and +marching in the midst of four guards; then a number of men under +arrest for various offences, who had been brought out for the sake +of the moral effect it was hoped this spectacle might have upon +them. Last of all came a strong guard. + +When the procession had come up to the place where the division +was formed, and had reached the open side of the hollow square, +it wheeled to the left and marched all along the inside of the +line from the right to the left, the band still playing the dirge. +The line was long and the step was slow, and it seemed that they +never would get to the other end. But at long last, after having +solemnly traversed the entire length of the three sides of the +hollow square, the procession came to the open side of it, opposite +to the point from which it had started. The escort wheeled off. +The prisoner was placed before his coffin, which was set down in +front of his grave. The squad of twelve or fourteen men who were to +shoot the unfortunate man took position some ten or twelve yards +from the grave, facing the prisoner, and a chaplain stepped out +from the group of division officers near by, and prayed with and +for the poor fellow a long, long time. Then the bugle sounded. The +prisoner, standing proudly erect before his grave, had his eyes +bandaged, and calmly folded his arms across his breast. The bugle +sounded again. The officer in charge of the squad stepped forward. +Then we heard the command, given as calmly as if on drill,-- + +"Ready!" + +"Aim!" + +Then, drowning out the third command, "Fire!" came a flash of +smoke and a loud report. The surgeons ran up to the spot. The +bands and drum-corps of the division struck up a quick-step as +the division faced to the right and marched past the grave, in +order that in the dead form of its occupant we might all see that +the doom of the deserter is death. It was a sad sight. As we +moved along, many a rough fellow, from whom you would hardly have +expected any sign of pity, pretending to be adjusting his cap so as +to screen his eyes from the glare of the westering sun, could be +seen furtively drawing his hand across his face and dashing away +the tears that could not be kept from trickling down the bronzed +and weather-beaten cheek. As we marched off the field, we could +not help being sensible of the harsh contrast between the lively +music to which our feet were keeping step, and the fearfully solemn +scene we had just witnessed. The transition from the "Dead March" +to the quick-step was quite too sudden. A deep solemnity pervaded +the ranks as we marched homeward across the open field and into +the sombre pine-woods beyond, thinking, as we went, of the poor +fellow's home somewhere among the pleasant hills of Maryland, and +of the sad and heavy hearts there would be there when it was known +that he had paid the extreme penalty of the law. + + [Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +A TALE OF A SQUIRREL AND THREE BLIND MICE. + + +"Andy, what is a shade-tail?" + +We were encamped in an oak-forest on the eastern bank of +the Rappahannock, late in the fall of 1863. We had built no +winter-quarters yet, although the nights were growing rather +frosty, and had to content ourselves with our little "dog-tents," +as we called our shelters, some dozen or so of which now +constituted our company row. I had just come in from a trip through +the woods in quest of water at a spring near an old deserted +log-house about a half-mile to the south of our camp, when, +throwing down my heavy canteens, I made the above interrogatory of +my chum. + +Andy was lazily lying at full length on his back in the tent, +reclining on a soft bed of pine-branches, or "Virginia feathers," +as we called them, with his hands clasped behind his head, lustily +singing-- + + "Tramp, tramp, tramp! the boys are marching! + Cheer up, comrades, they will come! + And beneath the starry flag + We shall breathe the air again--" + +"What's that?" asked he, ceasing his song before finishing the +stanza, and rising up on his elbow. + +"I asked whether you could tell me what a shade-tail is?" + +"A shade-tail! Never heard of it before. Don't believe there is any +such thing. I know what a buck-tail is, though. There's one," said +he, pulling a fine specimen out from under his knapsack. "That just +came in the mail while you were gone. The old buck that chased the +flies with that brush for many a year was shot up among the Buffalo +mountains last winter, and my father bought his tail of the man who +killed him, and has sent it to me. It cost him just one dollar." + +Buck-tails were in great demand with us in those days, and happy +indeed was the man who could secure so fine a specimen as Andy now +proudly held in his hand. + +"But isn't it rather large?" inquired I. "And it's nearly all +white, and would make an excellent mark for some Johnny to shoot +at, eh?" + +"Never you fear for that. 'Old Trusty' up there," said he, +pointing to his gun hanging along underneath the ridge-pole of the +tent,--"'Old Trusty' and I will take care of Johnny Reb." + +"But, Andy," continued I, "you haven't answered my question yet. +What is a shade-tail?" + +"A shade-tail," said he, meditatively,--"how should I know? I +know precious well what a _detail_ is, though; and I'm on one for +to-morrow. We go across the river to throw up breastworks." + +"I forgot," said I, "that you have not studied Greek to any extent +yet. If you live to get home and go back to school again at the old +Academy, and begin to dig Greek roots in earnest, you will find +that a shade-tail is a--squirrel. For that is what the old Greeks +called the bonny bush-tail. Because, don't you see, when a squirrel +sits up on a tree with his tail turned up over his back, he makes a +shade for himself with his tail, and sits, as it were, under the +shadow of his own vine and fig-tree." + +"Well," said Andy, "and what if he does? What's to hinder him?" + +"Nothing," answered I, entering the tent and lying down beside him +on the pile of Virginia feathers; "only I saw one out here in the +woods as I came along, and I think I know where his nest is; and +if you and I can catch him, or, what would be better still, if we +can capture one of his young ones (if he has any), why we might +tame him and keep him for a pet. I've often thought it would be a +fine thing for us to have a pet of some kind or other. Over in the +Second Division, there is one regiment that has a pet crow, and +another has a kitten. They go with the men on all their marches, +and they say that the kitten has actually been wounded in battle, +and no doubt will be taken or sent up North some day and be a great +curiosity. Now why couldn't we catch and tame a shade-tail?" + +"Yes," said Andy, becoming a little interested; "he could be taught +to perch on Pointer's buck-horns in camp, and could ride on your +drum on the march." + +Pointer, you must know, was the tallest man in the company, +and therefore stood at the head of the line when the company +was formed. When we enlisted, he brought with him a pair of +deer-antlers as an appropriate symbol for a Buck-tail company,--no +doubt with the intention of making both ends meet. Now the idea of +having a live tame squirrel to perch on Pointer's buck-horns was a +capital one indeed. + +But as the first thing to be done in cooking a hare is to catch the +hare, so we concluded that the first thing to be done in taming +a squirrel was to catch the squirrel. This gave us a world of +thought. It would not do to shoot him. We could not trap him. After +discussing the merits of smoking him out of his hole, we determined +at last to risk cutting down the tree in which he had his home, and +trying to catch him in a bag. + +That afternoon, when we thought he would likely be at home taking a +nap, having provided ourselves with an axe, an old oat-bag, and a +lot of tent rope, we cautiously proceeded to the old beech-tree on +the outskirts of the camp, where our intended pet had his home. + +"Now, you see, Andy," said I, pointing up to a crotch in the tree, +"up there is his front door; there he goes out and comes in. My +plan is this: one of us must climb the tree and tie the mouth of +the bag over that hole somehow, and come down. Then we will cut the +tree down, and when it falls, if old shade-tail is at home, like as +not he'll run into the bag; and then, if we can be quick enough, we +can tie a string around the bag, and there he is!" + +Andy climbed the tree and tied the bag. After he had descended, we +set vigorously to work at cutting down the beech. It took us about +half an hour to make any serious inroad upon the tough trunk. But +by and by we had the satisfaction of seeing the tree apparently +shiver under our blows, and at last down it came with a crash. + +We both ran toward the bag as fast as we could, ready to secure +our prize; but we found, alas! that squirrels sometimes have two +doors to their houses, and that while we had hoped to bag our +bush-tail at the front door, he had merrily skipped out the back +way. For scarcely had the tree reached the ground, when we both +beheld our intended pet leaping out of the branches and running up +a neighboring tree as fast as his legs could carry him. + +"Plague take it!" said Andy, wiping the perspiration from his face, +"what shall we do now? I guess you'd better run to camp and get a +little salt to throw on his tail." + +"Never mind," said I, "we'll get him yet, see if we don't. I see +him up there behind that old dry limb peeping out at us--there he +goes!" + +Sure enough, there he did go, from tree-top to tree-top, +"lickerty-skoot," as Andy afterward expressed it, and we after him, +quite losing our heads, and shouting like Indians. + +As ill luck would have it, our shade-tail was making straight for +the camp, on the outskirts of which he was discovered by one of the +men, who instantly gave the alarm--"A squirrel! a squirrel!" In a +moment all the boys in camp not on duty came running pell-mell, +Sergeant Kensill's black-and-tan terrier, Little Jim (of whom more +anon), leading the way. I suppose there must have been about a +hundred men together, and all yelling and shouting too, so that +the poor squirrel checked his headlong course high up on the dead +limb of a great old oak-tree. Then, forming a circle around the +tree, with "Little Jim" in the midst, the boys began to shout and +yell as when on the charge,-- + +"Yi-yi-yi! Yi-yi-yi!" + +Whereat the poor squirrel was so terrified, that, leaping straight +up and out from his perch into open space, in sheer affright and +despair, down he came tumbling tail over head into the midst of the +circle, which rapidly closed about him as he neared the ground. +With yells and cheers that made the wood ring, a hundred hands were +stretched out as if to catch him as he came down. But Little Jim +beat them all. True to his terrier blood and training, he suddenly +leaped up like a shot, seized the squirrel by the nape of the neck, +gave him a few angry shakes, which ended his agony, and carried him +off triumphantly in his mouth to the tent of his owner, Sergeant +Kensill, of Company F. + +That evening, as we sat in our tent eating our fried hard-tack, +Andy remarked, while sipping his coffee from his black tin cup, +that if buck-tails were as hard to catch as shade-tails, they were +well worth a dollar apiece any day; and that he believed a crow, or +one of those young pigs we found running wild in the woods when we +came to that camp, or something of that sort, would make a better +pet than a squirrel. + +"Well," said I, "we caught those pigs, anyhow, didn't we? But +didn't they squeal! Fortunately they were so much like oysters that +they couldn't get away from us, and all found their way into our +frying-pans at last." + +"I fail to apprehend your meaning," said Andy, with mock gravity, +setting down his black tin cup on the gum-blanket. "By what right +or authority, sir, do you presume to tell me that a pig is like an +oyster?" + +"Why, don't you see? A pig is like an oyster _because he can't +climb a tree_! And that's the reason why we caught him." + +"Bah!" exclaimed Andy; "that's a miserable joke, that is." + +"Yet you must admit that it is a most happy circumstance that a pig +cannot climb a tree, or we should have missed more than one good +meal of fresh pork. Yet although we failed to make a pet of the +squirrel because he _could_ climb a tree, and of the pig because he +_could not_, we shall make a pet of something or other yet. Of that +I am certain." + +It was some months later, and not until we were safely established +in winter-quarters, that we finally succeeded in our purpose of +having something to pet. I was over at Brigade headquarters one +day, visiting a friend who had charge of several supply-wagons. +Being present while he was engaged in overhauling his stores, I +found in the bottom of a large box, in which blankets had been +packed away, a whole family of mice. The father of the family +promptly made his escape; the mother was killed in the capture, and +one little fellow was so injured that he soon died; but the rest, +three in number, I took out unhurt. As I laid them in the palm of +my hand, they at once struck me as perfect little beauties. They +were very young and quite small, being no larger than the end of my +finger, with scarcely any fur on them, and their eyes quite shut. +Putting them into my pocket and covering them with some cotton +which my friend gave me, I started home with my prize. Stopping +at the surgeon's quarters on reaching camp, I begged a large +empty bottle (which I afterward found had been lately filled with +pulverized gum arabic), and somewhere secured an old tin can of +the same diameter as the bottle. Then I got a strong twine, went +down to my tent, and asked Andy to help me make a cage for my pets, +which with pride I took out of my pocket and set to crawling and +nosing about on the warm blankets on the bunk. + +"What are you going to do with that bottle?" inquired Andy. + +"Going to cut it in two with this string," said I, holding up my +piece of twine. + +"Can't be done!" asserted he. + +"Wait and see," answered I. + +Procuring a mess-pan full of cold water, and placing it on the +floor of the tent near the bunk on which we were sitting, I wound +the twine once around the bottle a few inches from the bottom, in +such a way that Andy could hold one end of the bottle and pull one +end of the twine one way, while I held the other end of the bottle +and pulled the other end of the twine the other way, thus causing +the twine, by means of its rapid friction, to heat the bottle in a +narrow, straight line all around. After sawing away in this style +for several minutes, I suddenly plunged the bottle into the pan of +cold water, when it at once snapped in two along the line where the +twine had passed around it, and as clean and clear as if it had +been cut by a diamond. Then, melting off the top of the old tin +can by holding it in the fire, I fastened the body of the can on +the lower end of the bottle. When finished, the whole arrangement +looked like a large long bottle, the upper part of which was glass +and the lower tin. In this way I accomplished the double purpose +of providing my pets with a dark chamber and a well-lighted +apartment, at the same time preventing them from running away. +Placing some cotton on the inside of both can and bottle for a bed, +and thrusting a small sponge moistened with sweetened water into +the neck of the bottle, I then put my pets into their new home. +Of course they could not see, for their eyes were not yet open; +neither did they at first seem to know how to eat; but as necessity +is the mother of invention with mice as well as with men, they +soon learned to toddle forward to the neck of the bottle and suck +their sweet sponge. In a short time they learned also to nibble at +a bit of apple, and by and by could crunch their hard-tack like +veritable veterans. + +The bottle, as has already been said, had been filled with +pulverized gum arabic. Some of this still adhering to the inside +of the bottle, was gradually brushed off by their growing fur; and +it was amusing to see the little things sit on their haunches and +clean themselves of the sticky substance. Sometimes they would +all three be busy at the same time, each at himself; and again +two of them would take to licking the third, rubbing their little +red noses all over him from head to tail in the most amusing way +imaginable. + +Gradually they grew very lively, and became quite tame, so that we +could take them out of their house into our hands, and let them +hunt about in our pockets for apple-seeds or pieces of hard-tack. +We called them Jack, Jill, and Jenny, and they seemed to know their +names. When let out of their cage occasionally for a romp on the +blankets, they would climb over everything, running along the inner +edge of the eave-boards and the ridge-pole, but never succeeded +in getting away from us. It was a comical sight to see Little Jim +come in to look at them. A mouse was almost the highest possible +excitement to Jim; for a mouse was second cousin to a rat, no +doubt, as Jim looked at matters; and just say "rats!" to Jim, if +you wanted to see him jump! He would come in and look at our pets, +turn his head from one side to the other, and wrinkle his brow, +and whine and bark; but we were determined he should not kill our +mousies as he had killed our shade-tail a few months before. + +What to do with our pets when spring came on and winter-quarters +were nearly at an end, we knew not. We could not take them along on +the march, neither did we like to leave them behind; for it seemed +cruel to leave Jack, Jill, and Jenny in the deserted and dismantled +camp to go back to the barbarous habits of their ancestors. On +consideration, therefore, we concluded to take them back to the +wagon train and leave them with the wagoner, who, though at first +he demurred to our proposal, at last consented to let us turn them +loose among his oat-bags, where I doubt not they had a merry time +indeed. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +"THE PRIDE OF THE REGIMENT." + + +The pet-making disposition which had led Andy and me to take so +much trouble with our mice was not confined to ourselves alone. The +disposition was quite natural, and therefore very general among the +men of all commands. Pets of any and all kinds, whether chosen from +the wild or the domestic animals, were everywhere in great esteem, +and happy was the regiment which possessed a tame crow, squirrel, +coon, or even a kitten. + +Our own regiment possessed a pet of great value and high esteem +in Little Jim, of whom some incidental mention has already been +made. As Little Jim enlisted with the regiment, and was honorably +mustered out of the service with it at the close of the war, after +three years of as faithful service as so little a creature as he +could render the flag of his country, some brief account of him +here may not be out of place. + +Little Jim, then, was a small rat-terrier, of fine-blooded stock, +his immediate maternal ancestor having won a silver collar in a +celebrated rat-pit in Philadelphia. Late in 1859, while yet a +pup, he was given by a sailor friend to John C. Kensill, with +whom he was mustered into the United States service "for three +years or during the war," on Market Street, Philadelphia, Pa., +late in August, 1862. Around his neck was a silver collar with the +inscription,--"Jim Kensill, Co. F., 150th Regt. P. V." + +He soon came to be a great favorite with the boys, not only of +his own company, but of the entire regiment as well, the men +of the different companies thinking quite as much of him as if +he belonged to each of them individually, and not to Sergeant +Kensill, of Company F., alone. On the march he would be caught +up from the roadside where he was doggedly trotting along, and +given a ride on the arms of the men, who would pet him and talk +to him as if he were a child, and not a dog. In winter-quarters, +however, he would not sleep anywhere except on Kensill's arm and +underneath the blankets; nor was he ever known to spend a night +away from home. On first taking the field, rations were scarce +with us, and for several days fresh meat could not be had for poor +Jim, and he nearly starved. Gradually, however, his master taught +him to take a hard-tack between his fore-paws, and, holding it +there, to munch and crunch at it till he had consumed it. He soon +learned to like hard-tack, and grew fat on it too. On the march to +Chancellorsville he was lost for two whole days, to the great grief +of the men. When his master learned that he had been seen with a +neighboring regiment, he had no difficulty in finding volunteers +to accompany him when he announced that he was about to set out +for the recapture of Jim. They soon found where he was. Another +regiment had possession of him, and laid loud and angry claim to +him; but Kensill and his men were not to be frightened, for he +knew the Buck-tails were at his back, and that sooner than give up +Little Jim there would be some rough work. As soon as Jim heard +his master's sharp whistle, he came bounding and barking to his +side, overjoyed to be at home again, albeit he had lost his silver +collar, which his thievish captors had cut from his neck, in order +the better to lay claim to him. + +He was a good soldier too, being no coward, and caring not a wag +of his tail for the biggest shells the Johnnies could toss over at +us. He was with us under our first shell fire at "Clarke's Mills," +a few miles below Fredericksburg, in May, 1863, and ran barking +after the very first shell that came screaming over our heads. When +the shell had buried itself in the ground, Jim went up close to +it, crouching down on all fours, while the boys cried "Rats! rats! +Shake him, Jim! Shake him, Jim!" Fortunately that first shell did +not explode, and when others came that did explode, Jim, with true +military instinct, soon learned to run after them and bark, but to +keep a respectful distance from them. + +On the march to Gettysburg he was with us all the way, but when we +came near the enemy, his master sent him back to William Wiggins, +the wagoner; for he thought too much of Jim to run the risk of +losing him in battle. It was a pity Jim was not with us out in +front of the Seminary the morning of the first day, when the fight +opened; for as soon as the cannon began to boom, the rabbits began +to run in all directions, as if scared quite out of their poor +little wits; and there would have been fine sport for Jim with the +cotton-tails, had he only been there to give them chase. + +In the first day's fight Jim's owner, Sergeant John C. Kensill, +while bravely leading the charge for the recapture of the 149th +Pennsylvania Regiment's battle-flags (of which some brief account +has been elsewhere given), was wounded and left for dead on +the field, with a bullet through his head. He, however, so far +recovered from his wound that in the following October he rejoined +the regiment, which was then lying down along the Rappahannock +somewhere. In looking for the regiment, on his return from a +Northern hospital, Sergeant Kensill chanced to pass the supply +train, and saw Jim busy at a bone under a wagon. Hearing the old +familiar whistle, Jim at once looked up, saw his master, left his +bone, and came leaping and barking in greatest delight to his +owner's arm. + +On the march he was sometimes sent back to the wagon. Once he came +near being killed. To keep him from following the regiment or from +straying and getting lost in search of it, the wagoner had tied +him to the rear axle of his wagon with a strong twine. In crossing +a stream, in his anxiety to get his team over safely, the wagoner +forgot all about poor little Jim, who was dragged and slashed +through the waters in a most unmerciful way. After getting safely +over the stream, the teamster, looking back, found poor Jim under +the rear of the wagon, being dragged along by the neck, more dead +than alive. He was then put on the sick-list for a few days; but +with this single exception he had never a mishap of any kind, and +was always ready for duty. + +His master having been honorably discharged before the close of the +war because of wounds, Jim was left with the regiment in care of +Wiggins, the wagoner. When the regiment was mustered out of service +at the end of the war, Little Jim was mustered out too. He stood +up in rank with the boys and wagged his tail for joy that peace +had come, and that we were all going home. I understand that his +discharge-papers were regularly made out, the same as those of the +men, and that they read somewhat as follows,-- + + TO ALL WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: Know ye that _Jim Kensill_, + Private, Company F, 150th Regiment Pennsylvania Volunteers, who + was enrolled on the twenty-second day of August, One Thousand + Eight Hundred and Sixty-Two, to serve three years or during + the war, is hereby DISCHARGED from the service of the United + States, this twenty-third day of June, 1865, at Elmira, New + York, by direction of the Secretary of War. + + (No objection to his being re-enlisted is known to exist.) + + Said _Jim Kensill_ was born in Philadelphia in the State of + Pennsylvania, is six years of age, six inches high, dark + complexion, black eyes, black and tan hair, and by occupation + when enrolled a Rat Terrier. + + Given at Elmira, New York, this twenty-third day of June, 1865. + + JAMES R. REID, + + CAPT. 10TH U. S. INF'Y. A. C. M. + +Before parting with him, the boys bought him a silver collar, which +they had suitably inscribed with his name, regiment, and the +principal engagements in which he had participated. This collar, +which he had honorably earned in the service of his country in war, +he proudly wore in peace to the day of his death. + + * * * * * + +Although not pertaining to the writer's own personal recollections, +there yet may be appropriately introduced here some brief mention +of another pet, who, from being "the pride of his regiment," +gradually arose to the dignity of national fame. I mean Old Abe, +the war eagle of the Eighth Wisconsin Volunteers. + +Whoever it may have been that first conceived the idea, it was +certainly a happy thought to make a pet of an eagle. For the eagle +is our national bird, and to carry an eagle along with the colors +of a regiment on the march, and in battle, and all through the +whole war, was surely very appropriate indeed. + +Old Abe's perch was on a shield, which was carried by a soldier, +to whom, and to whom alone, he looked as to a master. He would not +allow any one to carry or even to handle him except this soldier, +nor would he ever receive his food from any other person's hands. +He seemed to have sense enough to know that he was sometimes a +burden to his master on the march, however, and as if to relieve +him, would occasionally spread his wings and soar aloft to a great +height, the men of all regiments along the line of march cheering +him as he went up. He regularly received his rations from the +commissary, the same as any enlisted man. Whenever fresh meat was +scarce and none could be found for him by foraging parties, he +would take things into his own claws, as it were, and go out on a +foraging expedition himself. On some such occasions he would be +gone two or three days at a time, during which nothing whatever was +seen of him; but he would invariably return, and seldom came back +without a young lamb or a chicken in his talons. His long absences +occasioned his regiment not the slightest concern, for the men knew +that though he might fly many miles away in quest of food, he would +be quite sure to find them again. + +In what way he distinguished the two hostile armies so accurately +that he was never once known to mistake the gray for the blue, no +one can tell. But so it was that he was never known to alight save +in his own camp and amongst his own men. + +At Jackson, Mississippi, during the hottest part of the battle +before that city, Old Abe soared up into the air and remained there +from early morning till the fight closed at night, having, no +doubt, greatly enjoyed his bird's-eye view of the battle. He did +the same at Mission Ridge. He was, I believe, struck by the enemy's +bullets two or three times; but his feathers were so thick, that +his body was not much hurt. The shield on which he was carried, +however, showed so many marks of the enemy's balls, that it looked +on top as if a groove-plane had been run over it. + +At the Centennial celebration held in Philadelphia in 1876, Old +Abe occupied a prominent place on his perch on the west side of +the nave in the Agricultural building. He was still alive, though +evidently growing old, and was the observed of all observers. +Thousands of visitors from all sections of the country paid their +respects to the grand old bird, who, apparently conscious of the +honors conferred upon him, overlooked the sale of his biography +and photographs going on beneath his perch with entire satisfaction. + +As was but just and right, the soldier who had carried him during +the war continued to have charge of him after the war was over, +until the day of his death, which occurred at the Capitol of +Michigan some two or three years ago. + +Proud as the Wisconsin boys justly were of Old Abe, the Twelfth +Indiana Regiment possessed a pet of whom it may be truly said that +he enjoyed a renown scarcely second to that of the wide-famed war +eagle. This was "Little Tommy," as he was familiarly called in +those days,--the youngest drummer-boy, and so far as the writer's +knowledge goes, the youngest enlisted man, in the Union Army. The +writer well remembers having seen him on several occasions. His +diminutive size and childlike appearance, as well as his remarkable +skill and grace in handling the drum-sticks, never failed to make +an impression on the beholder. Some brief and honorable mention of +Little Tommy, the pride of the Twelfth Indiana Regiment, may with +propriety find a place in these "Recollections of a Drummer-Boy." + +Thomas Hubler was born in Fort Wayne, Allen County, Indiana, +October 9th, 1851. When two years of age, the family removed to +Warsaw, Indiana. On the outbreak of the war, his father, who had +been a German soldier of the truest type, raised a company of men, +in response to President Lincoln's first call for seventy-five +thousand troops. Little Tommy was among the first to enlist in his +father's company, the date of enrolment being April 19th, 1861. He +was then nine years and six months old. + +The regiment to which the company was assigned was with the Army of +the Potomac throughout all its campaigns in Maryland and Virginia. +At the expiration of its term of service in August, 1862, Little +Tommy re-enlisted, and served to the end of the war, having been +present in some twenty-six battles in all. He was greatly beloved +by all the men of his regiment, and was a constant favorite amongst +them. It is thought that he beat the first "long roll" of the great +Civil War. He is still living in Warsaw, Indiana, and bids fair +to be the latest survivor of the great and grand army of which he +was the youngest member. With the swift advancing years the ranks +of the soldiers of the late war are being rapidly thinned out, and +those who yet remain are showing signs of age. The "Boys in Blue" +are thus, as the years go by, almost imperceptibly turning into +the "Boys in Gray;" and as Little Tommy, the youngest of them all, +sounded their first reveille, so may he yet live to beat their last +tattoo. + + [Illustration] + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +AROUND THE CAMP-FIRE. + + +What glorious camp-fires we used to have in the fall of the year +1863! It makes one rub his hands together yet, just to think of +them. The nights were getting cold and frosty, so that it was +impossible to sleep under our little shelters with comfort; and so +half the night was spent around the blazing fires at the ends of +the company streets. + +I always took care that there should be a blazing good fire for +our little company, anyhow. My duties were light, and left me +time, which I found I could spend with pleasure in swinging an +axe. Hickory and white-oak saplings were my favorites; and with +these cut into lengths of ten feet, and piled up as high as my +head on wooden fire-dogs, what a glorious crackle we would have by +midnight! Go out there what time of night you might please,--and +you were pretty sure to go out to the fire three or four times a +night, for it was too bitterly cold to sleep in the tent more than +an hour at a stretch,--you would always find a half-dozen of the +boys sitting about the fire on logs, smoking their pipes, telling +yarns, or singing odd catches of song. As I recall those weird +night-scenes of army life,--the blazing fire, the groups of swarthy +men gathered about, the thick darkness of the forest, where the +lights and shadows danced and played all night long, and the rows +of little white tents covered with frost--it looks quite poetical +in the retrospect; but I fear it was sometimes prosy enough in the +reality. + + * * * * * + +"If you fellows would stop your everlasting arguing there, and go +out and bring in some wood, it would be a good deal better; for +if we don't have a big camp-fire to-night we'll freeze in this +snow-storm." + +So saying, Pointer threw down the butt-end of a pine-sapling he had +been half-dragging, half-carrying out of the woods in the edge of +which we were to camp, and, axe in hand, fell to work at it with a +will. + +There was, indeed, some need of following Pointer's good advice, +for it was snowing fast, and was bitterly cold. It was Christmas +Eve, 1863, and here we were, with no protection but our little +shelters, pitched on the hard, frozen ground. + +Why did we not build winter-quarters, do you ask? Well, we had +already built two sets of winter-quarters, and had been ordered +out of them in both instances, to take part in some expedition or +other; and it was a little hard to be houseless and homeless at +this merry season of the year, when folks up North were having such +happy times, wasn't it? But it is wonderful how elastic the spirits +of a soldier are, and how jolly he can be under the most adverse +circumstances. + + [Illustration: CHRISTMAS EVE AROUND THE CAMP-FIRE.] + +"Well, Pointer, they hadn't any business to put me out of the mess. +That was a mean trick, any way you take it." + +"If we hadn't put you out of our mess, you'd have eaten up our +whole box from home in one night. He's an awful glutton, Pointer." + +"Say, boys! I move we organize ourselves into a court, and try this +case," said Sergeant Cummings. "They've been arguing and arguing +about this thing the whole day, and it's time to take it up and put +an end to it. The case is--let's see; what'll we call it? I'm not +a very good hand at the legal lingo, but I suppose if we call it a +'motion to quash a writ of ejectment,' or something of that sort, +we'll be within the lines of the law. Let me now state the case: +Shell _versus_ Diehl and Hottenstein. These three, all members +of Company D, after having lived, messed, and sojourned together +peaceably for a year or more, have had of late some disagreement, +quarrel, squabble, fracas, or general tearing out, the result of +which said disagreement, quarrel, squabble, et cetery, et cetery, +has been that the hereinbeforementioned Shell has been thrown out +of the mess and left to the cold charities of the camp; and he, +the said Shell, now lodges a due and formal complaint before this +honorable court, presently sitting on this pile of pine-brush, and +humbly prays and petitions reinstatement in his just rights and +claims, _sine qua non, e pluribus unum, pro bono publico_!" + +"Silence in the court!" + +To organize ourselves into a court of justice was a matter of a +few moments. Cummings was declared judge, Ruhl and Ransom his +assistants. A jury of twelve men, good and true, was speedily +impanelled. Attorneys and tipstaves, sheriff and clerk were +appointed, and in less time than it takes to narrate it, there we +were, seated on piles of pine-brush around a roaring camp-fire, +with the snow falling fast, and getting deeper every hour, trying +the celebrated case of "Shell _versus_ Diehl and Hottenstein." +And a world of merriment we had out of it, you may well believe. +When the jury, after having retired for a few moments behind a +pine-tree, brought in a verdict for the plaintiff, it was full one +o'clock on Christmas morning, and we began to drop off to sleep, +some rolling themselves up in their blankets and overcoats, and +lying down, Indian fashion, feet to the fire; while others crept +off to their cold shelters under the snow-laden pine-trees for what +poor rest they could find, jocularly wishing one another a "Merry +Christmas!" + +Time wore away monotonously in the camp we established there, near +Culpeper Court-house. All the more weary a winter was it for me, +because I was so sick that I could scarcely drag myself about. So +miserable did I look, that one day a Company B boy said, as I was +passing his tent: + +"Young mon, an' if ye don't be afther pickin' up a bit, it's my +opinion ye'll be gathered home to your fathers purty soon." + +I was sick with the same disease which slew more men than fell in +actual battle. We had had a late fall campaign, and had suffered +much from exposure, of which one instance may suffice: + +We had been sent into Thoroughfare Gap to hold that mountain pass. +Breaking camp there at daylight in a drenching rain, we marched all +day long, through mud up to our knees, and soaked to the skin by +the cold rain; at night we forded a creek waist-deep, and marched +on with clothes frozen almost stiff; at one o'clock the next +morning we lay down utterly exhausted, shivering helplessly, in +wet clothes, without fire, and exposed to the north-west wind that +swept the vast plain keen and cold as a razor. Whoever visits the +Soldiers' Cemetery near Culpeper will there find a part of the +sequel of that night-march; the remainder is scattered far and wide +over the hills of Virginia, and in forgotten places among the pines. + +Could we have had home care and home diet, many would have +recovered. But what is to be done for a sick man whose only choice +of diet must be made from pork, beans, sugar, and hard-tack? Home? +Ah yes, if we only _could_ get home for a month! Homesick? Well, +no, not exactly. Still we were not entire strangers to the feelings +of that poor recruit who was one day found by his lieutenant +sitting on a fallen pine-tree in the woods, crying as if his heart +would break. + +"Why," said the lieutenant, "what are you crying for, you big baby, +you?" + +"I wish I was in my daddy's barn, boo, hoo!" + +"And what would you do if you were?" + +The poor fellow replied, between his sobs: "Why, if I was in my +daddy's barn, _I'd go into the house mighty quick_!" + + [Illustration: SICK.] + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +OUR FIRST DAY IN "THE WILDERNESS." + + +At last the long winter, with its deep snows and intense cold, +was gone, and on May 4, 1864, at four o'clock in the morning, we +broke camp. In what direction we should march, whether north, +south, east, or west, none of us had the remotest idea; for the +pickets reported the Rapidan River so well fortified by the enemy +on the farther bank, that it was plainly impossible for us to +break their lines at any point there. But in those days we had a +general who had no such word as "impossible" in his dictionary, and +under his leadership we marched that May morning straight for and +straight across the Rapidan, in solid column. All day we plodded +on, the road strewn with blankets and overcoats, of which the army +lightened itself now that the campaign was opening; and at night +we halted, and camped in a beautiful green meadow. + +Not the slightest suspicion had we, as we slept quietly there that +night, of the great battle, or rather series of great battles, +about to open on the following day. Even on that morrow, when we +took up the line of march and moved leisurely along for an hour or +two, we saw so few indications of the coming struggle, that, when +we suddenly came upon a battery of artillery in position for action +by the side of the road, some one exclaimed: + +"Why, hello, fellows! that looks like business!" + +Only a few moments later, a staff-officer rode up to our regiment +and delivered his orders: + +"Major, you will throw forward your command as skirmishers for the +brigade." + +The regiment at once moved into the thick pine-woods, and was lost +to sight in a moment, although we could hear the bugle clanging out +its orders, "deploy to right and left," as the line forced its way +through the tangled and interminable "Wilderness." + +Ordered back by the major into the main line of battle, we +drummer-boys found the troops massed in columns along a road, and +we lay down with them among the bushes. How many men were there we +could not tell. Wherever we looked, whether up or down the road, +and as far as the eye could reach, were masses of men in blue. +Among them was a company of Indians, dark, swarthy, stolid-looking +fellows, dressed in our uniform, and serving with some Iowa +regiment, under the command of one of their chiefs as captain. + +But hark! + +"Pop! Pop! Pop-pop-pop!" The pickets are beginning to fire, the +"ball is going to open," and things will soon be getting lively. + +A venturesome fellow climbs up a tall tree to see what he can see, +and presently comes scrambling down, reporting nothing in sight but +signal-flags flying over the tree-tops, and beyond them nothing but +woods and woods for miles. + +Orderlies are galloping about, and staff-officers are dashing up +and down the line, or forcing their way through the tangled bushes, +while out on the skirmish line is the ever-increasing rattle of the +musketry,-- + +"Pop-pop! Pop-pop-pop!" + +"Fall in, men! Forward, guide right!" + +There is something grand in the promptitude with which the order +is obeyed. Every man is at his post. Forcing its way as best it +can through the tangled undergrowth of briers and bushes, across +ravines and through swamps, our whole magnificent line advances, +until, after a half-hour's steady work, we reach the skirmish line, +which, hardly pressed, falls back into the advancing column of blue +as it reaches a little clearing in the forest. Now we see the lines +of gray in the edge of the woods on the other side of the little +field; first their pickets behind clumps of bushes, then the solid +column appearing behind the fence, coming on yelling like demons, +and firing a volley that fills the air with smoke and cuts it with +whistling lead. Sheltered behind the trees, our line reserves its +fire, for it is likely that the enemy will come out on a charge, +and then we'll mow them down! + +With bayonets fixed, and yells that make the woods ring, here they +come, boys, through the clearing, on a dead run! And now, as you +love the flag that waves yonder in the breeze, up, boys, and let +them have it! Out from our Enfields flashes a sheet of flame, +before which the lines of gray stagger for a moment; but they +recover and push on, then reel again and quail, and at length fly +before the second leaden tempest, which sweeps the field clear to +the opposite side. + +With cheers and shouts of "Victory!" our line, now advancing +swiftly from behind its covert of the trees, sweeps into and across +the clearing, driving back the enemy into the woods from which they +had so confidently ventured. + +The little clearing over which the lines of blue are advancing is +covered with dead and dying and wounded men, among whom I find +Lieutenant Stannard, of my acquaintance. + +"Harry, help me, quick! I'm bleeding fast. Tear off my suspender, +or take my handkerchief and tie it as tight as you can draw it +around my thigh, and help me off the field." + +Ripping up the leg of his trousers with my knife, I soon check the +flow of blood with a hard knot,--and none too soon, for the main +artery has been severed. Calling a comrade to my assistance, we +succeed in reaching the woods, and make our way slowly to the rear +in search of the division-hospital. + +Whoever wishes to know something of the terrible realities of +war should visit a field-hospital during some great engagement. +No doubt my young readers imagine war to be a great and glorious +thing, and so, indeed, in many regards it is. It would be idle +to deny that there is something stirring in the sound of martial +music, something strangely uplifting and intensely fascinating in +the roll of musketry and the loud thunder of artillery. Besides, +the march and the battle afford opportunities for the unfolding +of manly virtue, and as things go in this disjointed world, human +progress seems to be almost impossible without war. + +Yet still, war is a terrible, a horrible thing. If my young readers +could have been with us as we helped poor Stannard off the field +that first day in "the Wilderness;" if they could have seen the +surgeons of the first division of our corps as we saw them, when +passing by with the lieutenant on a stretcher,--they would, I +think, agree with me that if war is a necessity, it is a dreadful +necessity. There were the surgeons, busy at work, while dozens of +poor fellows were lying all around on stretchers awaiting their +turns. + +"Hurry on, boys, hurry on! Don't stop here; I can't stand it!" +groaned our charge. + +So we pushed on with our burden, until we saw our division-colors +over in a clearing among the pines, and on reaching this we came +upon a scene that I can never adequately describe. + +There were hundreds of the wounded already there; other hundreds, +perhaps thousands, were yet to come. On all sides, within and just +without the hastily erected hospital-tents, were the severely and +dangerously wounded, while great numbers of slightly wounded men, +with hands or feet bandaged or heads tied up, were lying about +the sides of the tents or out among the bushes. The surgeons were +everywhere busy,--here dressing wounds; there, alas! stooping down +to tell some poor fellow, over whose countenance the pallor of +death was already spreading, that there was no longer any hope for +him; and down yonder, about a row of tables, each under a fly,[2] +stood groups of them, ready for their dreadful and yet helpful work. + + [2] A piece of canvas stretched over a pole and fastened to + tent-pins by long ropes; having no walls, it admits light on all + sides. + + [Illustration: A SCENE IN THE FIELD-HOSPITAL.] + +To one of these groups we carried poor Stannard, and I stood by +and watched. The sponge saturated with chloroform was put to his +face, rendering him unconscious while the operation of tying the +severed artery was performed. On a neighboring table was a man +whose leg was being taken off at the thigh, and who, chloroformed +into unconsciousness, interested everybody by singing at the top of +his voice, and with a clear articulation, five verses of a hymn to +an old-fashioned Methodist tune, never once losing the melody nor +stopping for a word. I remember seeing another poor fellow with his +arm off at the shoulder, lying on the ground and resting after the +operation. He appeared to be very much amused at himself, because +(he said, in answer to my inquiry as to what he was laughing at) +he had felt a fly on his right hand, and when he went to brush it +off with his left there was no right hand there any more! I +remember, too, seeing a tall prisoner brought in and laid on the +table,--a magnificent specimen of physical development, erect, well +built, and strong looking, and with a countenance full of frank and +sturdy manliness. As the wounded prisoner was stretched out on the +table, the surgeon said,-- + +"Well, Johnny, my man, what is the matter with you, and what can we +do for you to-day?" + +"Well, Doctor, your people have used me rather rough to-day. In the +first place, there's something down in here," feeling about his +throat, "that troubles me a good deal." + +Opening his shirt-collar, the surgeon found a deep blue mark an +inch or more below the "Adam's apple." On pressing the blue lump +a little with the fingers, out popped a "minié" ball, which had +lodged just beneath the skin. + +"Lucky for you that this was a 'spent ball,' Johnny," said the +surgeon, holding the bullet between his fingers. + +"Give me that, Doctor--give me that ball; I want it," said Johnny, +eagerly reaching out his left hand for the ball. Then he carefully +examined it, and put it away into his jacket-pocket. + +"And now, Doctor, there's something else, you see, the matter with +me, and something more serious too, I'm afraid. You see, I can't +use my right arm. The way was this: we were having a big fight out +there in the woods. In the bayonet-charge I got hold of one of your +flags, and was waving it, when all on a sudden I got an ugly clip +in the arm here, as you see." + +"Never mind, Johnny. We shall treat you just the same as our own +boys, and though you are dressed in gray, you shall be cared for as +faithfully as if you were dressed in blue, until you are well and +strong again." + +Never did I see a more delighted or grateful man than he, when, +awakened from his deep chloroform sleep, he was asked whether he +did not think his arm had better come off now? + +"Just as you think best, Doctor." + +"Look at your arm once, Johnny." + +What was his glad surprise to find that the operation had been +already performed, and that a neat bandage was wound about his +shoulder! + +The most striking illustration of the power of religion to sustain +a man in distress and trial, I saw there in that field-hospital. + +We had carried Stannard into a tent, and laid him on a pile of +pine-boughs, where, had he only been able to keep quiet, he would +have done well enough. But he was not able to keep quiet. A more +restless man I never saw. Although his wound was not considered +necessarily dangerous, yet he was evidently in great fear of +death, and for death, I grieve to say, he was not at all prepared. +He had been a wild, wayward man, and now that he thought the end +was approaching, he was full of alarm. As I bent over him, trying +my best, but in vain, to comfort and quiet him, my attention was +called to a man on the other side of the tent, whose face I thought +I knew, in spite of its unearthly pallor. + +"Why, Smith," said I, "is this you? Where are you hurt?" + +"Come turn me around and see," he said. + +Rolling him over carefully on his side, I saw a great, cruel wound +in his back. + +My countenance must have expressed alarm when I asked him, as +quietly as I could, whether he knew that he was very seriously +wounded, and might die. + +Never shall I forget the look that man gave me, as, with a strange +light in his eye, he said: + +"I am in God's hands; I am not afraid to die." + +Two or three days after that, while we were marching on rapidly in +column again, we passed an ambulance-train filled with wounded on +their way to Fredericksburg. Hearing my name called by some one, I +ran out of line to an ambulance, in which I found Stannard. + +"Harry, for pity's sake, have you any water?" + +"No, lieutenant; I'm very sorry, but there's not a drop in my +canteen, and there's no time now to get any." + +It was the last time I ever saw him. He was taken to +Fredericksburg, submitted to a second operation, and died; and I +have always believed that his death was largely owing to want of +faith. + +Six months, or maybe a year, later, Smith came back to us with a +great white scar between his shoulders, and I doubt not he is +alive and well to this day. + +And there was Jimmy Lucas too. They brought him in about the middle +of that same afternoon, two men bearing him on their arms. He was +so pale, that I knew at a glance he was severely hurt. "A ball +through the lungs," they said, and "he can't live." Jimmy was of my +own company, from my own village. We had been school-fellows and +playmates from childhood almost, and you may well believe it was +sad work to kneel down by his side and watch his slow and labored +breathing, looking at his pallid features, and thinking--ah, yes, +that was the saddest of all!--of those at home. He would scarcely +let me go from him a moment, and when the sun was setting, he +requested every one to go out of the tent, for he wanted to speak +a few words to me in private. As I bent down over him, he gave me +his message for his father and mother, and a tender good by to his +sweetheart, begging me not to forget a single word of it all if +ever I should live to see them; and then he said: + +"And, Harry, tell father and mother I thank them now for all their +care and kindness in trying to bring me up well and in the fear of +God. I know I have been a wayward boy sometimes, but my trust is in +him who said,'Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, +and I will give you rest.' My hope is in God, and I shall die a +Christian man." + +When the sun had set that evening, poor Jimmy had entered into +rest. He was buried somewhere among the woods that night, and no +flowers are strewn over his grave on "Decoration Day" as the years +go by, for no head-board marks his resting-place among the moaning +pines; but "the Lord knoweth them that are his." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +A BIVOUAC FOR THE NIGHT. + + +If from any cause whatsoever one happened to have lost his command, +or to have strayed away from or to have been left behind by his +regiment, he could usually tell with tolerable certainty, as he +trudged along the road among the men of another command, what +part of the army he was with, and whether any of his own corps or +division were anywhere near by; and he could tell this at a glance, +without so much as stopping to ask a question. Do you ask how? I +answer, by the badges the men wore on their caps. + + [Illustration: ARMY BADGES.] + +An admirable and significant system of badges was adopted for the +entire Union army. The different corps were distinguished by the +_shapes_, the different divisions by the _colors_, of their several +badges. Thus the First Corps wore a round badge, the Second a +clover-leaf, the Third a diamond, the Fifth a Maltese cross, the +Sixth a Roman cross, the Ninth a shield, the Eleventh a crescent, +the Twentieth a star,[3] and so on. As each corps usually included +three divisions, and as it was necessary to distinguish each of +these from the other two, the three good old colors of the flag +were chosen for this purpose,--red, white, and blue,--red for the +First Division of each corps, white for the Second, and blue for +the Third. Thus a round red badge meant First Division, First +Corps; a round white, Second Division, First Corps; a round +blue, Third Division, First Corps; and so on for the other corps. +Division and corps headquarters could always be known by their +flags, bearing the badges of their respective commands. As the men +were all obliged to wear their proper badges, cut out of cloth or +colored leather, on the top of their caps, one could always tell +at a glance what part of the Army of the Potomac he was with. +In addition to this, some regiments were distinguished by some +peculiarity of uniform. Our own brigade was everywhere known as +"The Buck-tails," for we all wore buck-tails on the side of our +caps. + + [3] Later in the service the Twelfth Corps wore the star. + +It was in this way that I was able to tell that none of my own +brigade, division, or even corps were anywhere near me, as, late +one evening about the middle of May, 1864, I wearily trudged along +the road, in the neighborhood of Spottsylvania Court-house, in +search of my regiment. I had lost the regiment early in the day, +for I was so sick and weak when we started in the morning, that +it was scarcely possible for me to drag one foot after the other, +much less to keep up at the lively pace the men were marching. +Thus it had happened that I had been left behind. However, after +having trudged along all day as best I could, when nightfall came +on I threw myself down under a pine-tree along the road which led +through the woods, stiff and sore in limb, and half bewildered by +a burning fever. All around me the woods were full of men making +ready their bivouac for the night. Some were cooking coffee and +frying pork, some were pitching their shelters, and some were +already stretched out sound asleep. But all, alas! wore the red +Roman cross. Could I only have espied a Maltese cross somewhere, +I should have felt at home; for then I should have known that the +good old Fifth Corps was near at hand. But no blue Maltese cross +(the badge of my own division) was anywhere to be seen. As I lay +there with half-closed eyes, feverishly wondering where in the +world I was, and heartily wishing for the sight of some one wearing +a buck-tail on his cap, I heard a well-known voice talking with +some one out in the road, and, leaning upon my elbow, called out +eagerly: + +"Harter! Hello! Harter!" + +"Hello! Who are you?" replied the sergeant, peering in amongst the +trees and bushes. "Why, Harry, is that you? And where in the world +is the regiment?" + +"That's just what I'd like to know," answered I. "I couldn't keep +up, and was left behind, and have been lost all day. But where have +you been? I haven't seen you this many a day." + +"Well," said he, as he brought his gun down to a rest and leaned +his two hands on the muzzle, "you see the Johnnies spoiled my +good looks a little back there in the Wilderness, and I was sent +to the hospital. But I couldn't stand it there, wounded and dying +men all around one; and concluded to shoulder my gun and start out +and try to find the boys. Look here," continued he, taking off a +bandage from the side of his face and displaying an ugly-looking +bullet-hole in his right cheek. "See that hole? It goes clean +through, and I can blow through it. But it don't hurt very much, +and will no doubt heal up before the next fight. Anyhow, I have the +chunk of lead that made that hole here in my jacket pocket. See +that!" said he, taking out a flattened ball from his vest-pocket +and rolling it around in the palm of his hand. "Lodged in my mouth, +right between my teeth. But I'm tired nearly to death tramping +around all day. Let's put up for the night. Shall we strike up a +tent, or bunk down here under the pines?" + +We concluded to put up a shelter, or rather, I should say, Harter +did so; for I was too sick and weak to think of anything but sleep +and rest, and lay there at full length on a bed of soft pine +shatters, dreamily watching the sergeant's preparations for the +night. Throwing off his knapsack, haversack, and accoutrements, +he took out his hatchet, trimmed away the lower branches of two +pine-saplings which stood some six feet apart, cut a straight +pole, and laid it across from one to the other of these saplings, +buttoned together two shelters and threw them across the +ridge-pole, staked them down at the corners, and throwing in his +traps, exclaimed: + +"There you are, 'as snug as a bug in a rug.' And now for water, +fire, and a supper." + +A fire was soon and easily built, for dry wood was plenty; and +soon the flames were crackling and lighting up the dusky woods. +Taking our two canteens, Harter started off in search of water, +leaving me to stretch myself out in the tent and--heartily wish +myself at home. + +For soldiering is all well enough so long as one is strong and +well. But when a man gets sick he is very likely to find that all +the romance of marching by day and camping by night is suddenly +gone, and that there is, after all, no place like home. For one, +I was fully conscious of this as I lay there in the tent awaiting +the sergeant's return. The sounds which came to my ears from the +woods all around me,--of strong men's voices, some shouting and +some conversing in low tones; the noise of axes and of falling +trees; the busy, bee-like hum, losing itself amongst the trees and +in the far distance; the bright glare of the many fires, and the +dancing lights and shadows which seemed to people the forest with +ghostlike forms,--all this, although at another time it would have +had a singular charm, now awakened no response in me. One draught +of water at the "Big Spring" at home, which I knew at that very +moment was gushing cool and clear as crystal out of the hillside, +and on the bottom of which I could in vision see the white pebbles +lying, would have been worth to me all, and more than all, the +witchery of our bivouac for the night. And I would have given more +for a bed on the hard floor on the landing at the head of the +stairs at home--I would not have asked for a bed--than for a dozen +nights spent in the finest camps in the Army of the Potomac. But +the thought of the Big Spring troubled me most. It seemed to me I +could see it with my eyes shut, and that I could hear the water as +it came gushing out of the hillside and flowed down to the meadow, +plashing and rippling---- + +"I tell you, Harry," said the sergeant, suddenly interrupting my +vision as he stepped into the circle of light in front of our +little tent, and flung down his canteens, "there isn't anything +like military discipline. I went down the road here about a +quarter of a mile and came out near General Grant's headquarters, +in a clearing. Down at the foot of a hill right in front of his +headquarters is a spring: but it seems the surgeon of some +hospital near by had got there before the general, and had placed +a guard on the spring to keep the water for the wounded. As I came +up, I heard the guard say to a darky who had come to the spring for +water with a bucket,-- + +"'Get out of that, you black rascal; you can't have any water here.' + +"'Guess I kin,' said the darky. 'I want dis yere water for Gen'l +Grant; an' ain't he a commandin' dis yere army, or am you?' + +"'You touch that water and I'll run my bayonet through you,' said +the guard. 'General Grant can't have any water at this spring till +my orders are changed.' + +"The darky, saying that he'd 'see 'bout dat mighty quick,' went up +the hill to headquarters, and returned in a few moments declaring +that + +"'Gen'l Grant said dat you got to gib me water outen dis yere +spring.' + + [Illustration: "GENERAL GRANT CAN'T HAVE ANY OF THIS WATER!"] + +"'You go back and tell General Grant, for me,' said the corporal +of the guard, who came up at the moment, 'that neither he nor any +other general in the Army of the Potomac can get water at this +spring till my orders are changed.' + +"Now, you see," continued Harter, as he gave me a tin cup on a +stick to hold over the fire for coffee, while he cut down a slice +of pork, "there's something mighty fine in the idea of a man +standing to his post though the heavens fall, and obeying the +orders given him when he is put on guard, so that even though the +greatest generals in the army send down contrary orders to him, +he'll die before he'll give in. A man is mighty strong when he is +on guard and obeys orders. Though he's only a corporal, or even +a private, he can command the general commanding the army. But I +don't believe General Grant sent that darky for water a second +time." + +Supper was soon ready, and soon disposed of. Then, without further +delay, while the shadows deepened into thick night in the forest, +we rolled ourselves up in our blankets and stretched ourselves out +with our feet to the fire. Dreamily watching the blazing light of +our little camp fire, and thinking each his own thoughts of things +which had been and things which might be, we both soon fell sound +asleep. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +"WENT DOWN TO JERICHO AND FELL AMONG THIEVES." + + +On the morning of May 23d, 1864, after a good and refreshing +sleep, we took up the line of march and moved rapidly all day in +a southerly direction, "straight for Richmond," according to our +somewhat bewildered conception of the geography of those parts. +With the exception of an occasional skirmish and some heavy +cannonading away along the horizon, we had seen and heard but +little of the enemy for several days. Where he was we did not know. +We only hoped that, after the terrible fighting of the last two +weeks, commencing at the Wilderness on the 5th, he had had enough +of it and had taken to his heels and run away-- + + "Away down South in Dixie's land, + Away, away," + +and that we should never again see anything of him but his back. +Alas! for the presumption. And alas! for the presumption of the +innumerable company and fellowship of cooks, camp-followers, and +mule-drivers, who, emboldened by the quietude of the last few +days, had ventured to come up from the rear, and had joined each +his respective regiment, and were marching along bravely enough, +as on the evening of this same May 23d we approached North Anna +River, which we were to cross at a place called Jericho Ford. As we +came near to the river, we found the supply and ammunition-trains +"parked" to the rear of a wood a short distance from Jericho, so +that as we halted for a while in the edge of the woods nearest to +the stream, everything wore so quiet and unsuspicious a look, that +no one dreamed of the enemy being anywhere near at hand. Under +the impression that we should probably halt there for the night, +I gathered up a number of the boys' canteens and started out in +search of water, taking my course toward an open meadow which lay +to the right and close to the river's edge. There was a cornfield +off to the left, across which I could see the troops leisurely +marching in the direction of the bridge. As I stooped down to fill +my canteens, another man came up on the same errand as had brought +me there. From where I was, I could see the bridge full of troops +and the general rabble of camp followers carelessly crossing. But +scarcely had I more than half filled my first canteen, when the +enemy, lying concealed in the woods on the other side of the river, +opened fire. + +Boom! Bang! Whir-r-r! Chu-ck! + +"Hello!" said I to my companion, "the ball is going to open!" + +"Yes," answered he with a drawl and a certain supercilious look, +as if to intimate that few besides himself had ever heard a shell +crack before--"Yes; but when you have heard as many shells busting +about your head as I have"-- + +Whir-r-r! Chu-ck! I could hear the terrific shriek of the shell +overhead, and the sharp _thud_ of the pieces as they tore up the +meadow sod to the right and left of us; whereupon my brave and +boastful friend, leaving his sentence to be completed and his +canteens to be filled some other day, cut for the rear at full +speed, ducking his head as he went. Finding an old gateway near +by, with high stone posts on either side, I took refuge there; +and feeling tolerably safe behind my tall defence, turned about +and looked toward the river. It is said that there is but a step +from the sublime to the ridiculous; and surely laughable indeed +was the scene which greeted my eyes. Everything was in confusion, +and all was helter-skelter, skurry, and skedaddle. There was the +bridge in open view, full of a struggling mass of men, horses, +and mules,--the troops trying to force their way over to the +other side, and the yelling crowd of camp-followers equally bent +on forcing their way back; some jumping or being tumbled off the +bridge, while others were swept, _nolens volens_, over to the other +side, and there began to plunge into the dirty ooze of the stream, +with the evident intention of getting on the safe side of things as +speedily as possible, while all the time the shells flew shrieking +and screaming through the air as though the demons had been let +loose. Between me and the river was a last year's cornfield, over +which the rabble now came swift and full, fear furnishing wings +to flight,--and happy indeed was he who had no mule to take care +of! One poor fellow who had had his mule heavily laden with camp +equipage when he crossed over, was now making for the rear with his +mule at a full trot, but in sad plight himself; for he was hatless, +covered with mud, and quite out of breath, had lost saddle, bag, +and baggage, and had nothing left but himself, the mule, and the +halter. Another immediately in front of me had come on well enough +until he arrived in the middle of the open field, where the shells +were falling rather thick, when his mule took it into his head that +flight was disgraceful, and that he would retreat no farther,--no, +not an inch. There he stood like a rock, the poor driver pulling at +his halter and frantically kicking the beast in the ribs, but all +to no avail; while all around him, and past him, swept the crowd of +his fellow cooks and coffee-coolers in full flight for the rear. + +As soon as the firing began to cease a little, I started off for +the regiment, which had meanwhile changed position. In searching +for it, I passed the forage and ammunition-trains, which were +parked to the rear of the woods, and within easy range of the +enemy's guns,--which latter fact the enemy, fortunately, did not +know. One who has not actually seen them can scarcely form any +adequate idea of the vast numbers of white-covered wagons which +followed our armies, carrying food, forage, and ammunition; nor can +any one who has not actually witnessed a panic among the drivers +of these wagons, form any conception of the terror into which they +were sometimes thrown. The drivers of the ammunition-wagons were +especially anxious to keep well out of range of shells,--and no +wonder! For if a shot from the enemy's guns were to fall amongst a +lot of wagons laden with percussion shells, the result may perhaps +be imagined. It was no wonder, therefore, that the driver of an +ammunition-wagon, with six mules in front of him and several tons +of death and destruction behind him, felt somewhat nervous when he +heard the whirr of the shells over the tops of the pines. + +In searching for the regiment I passed one of these trains. A +commissary sergeant was dealing out forage to his men, who were +standing around him in a circle, each holding open a bag for his +oats, which the commissary was alternately dealing out to them with +a bucket,--a bucketful to this man, then to the next, and so on +around the circle. It was plain, however, to any observer that he +was more concerned about the shells than interested in the oats, +for he dodged his head every time a shell cracked, which happened +just about the time he was in the act of pouring a bucketful of +oats into a bag. + +While I was looking at them, Page, a Michigan boy who was well +known to me, came up on his horse in search of our division forage +train, for he was orderly to our brigadier-general, and wanted oats +for his horses. Stopping a moment to contemplate the scene I was +admiring, he said,-- + +"You just keep an eye on my horse a minute, will you, and I'll show +you how I get oats for my horses when forage is scarce." + +It was very often a difficult matter for the mounted officers to +get forage for their horses; for our movements were so many and so +sudden, that it was plainly impossible for the trains to follow +us wherever we went. Often when we halted at night the wagons were +miles and miles away from us, and sometimes we did not get a sight +of them for a week, or even longer. Then the poor hard-ridden +horses would have to suffer. But it was well known that Page could +get oats when nobody else could. Though the wagon trains were many +miles in the rear, Page seldom permitted his horses to go to bed +supperless. Though an American by birth, he was a Spartan in craft, +and had a wit as keen and sharp as a razor. It was said that, +rather than have his horses go without their allowance, he would +if necessary sit up half the night, after a hard day's march, and +wait till everybody else was sound asleep, and then quietly slip +from under the heads of the orderlies of other commands the very +oat-bags which, in order to guard them the more securely, they were +using for their pillows; for oats Page would have for the general's +horse, by hook or by crook. + +"You see the commissary yonder?" said Page to me in a half-whisper, +as he dismounted and threw an empty bag over his arm and gave his +waist-belt a hitch: "he's a coward, he is. Look at him how he +jukes his head at every crack of the cannon! Don't know whether +he's dealing out oats to the right man or not. Just you keep an eye +on my horse, will you?" + +Now Page had no right in the least to draw forage rations there, +for that was not our division-train. But as he did not know where +our division-train was, and as all the oats belonged to Uncle Sam +anyhow, why where was the harm of getting your forage wherever you +could? + +Pushing his way into the circle of teamsters, who were too much +engaged in watching for shells to notice the presence of a +stranger, Page boldly opened his bag, while Mr. Commissary, ducking +his head between his shoulders at every boom of the guns, poured +four bucketfuls of oats into the bag of the new-comer, whereupon +Page shouldered his prize, mounted his horse, and rode away with a +smile on his face which said as plainly as could be, "That's the +way to do it, my lad!" + +In the wild _mêlée_ of that May evening there at Jericho,--where +evidently we had all fallen among thieves,--there was no little +confusion as to the rights of property; _meum_ and _tuum_ got +sadly mixed; some horses had lost their owners, and some owners +had lost their horses; and the same was the case with the mules. +So that by the time things began to get quiet again, some of the +boys had picked up stray horses, or bought them for a mere song. On +coming up with the regiment, I found that Andy had just concluded +a bargain of this sort. He had bought a sorrel horse. The animal +was a great raw-boned, ungainly beast, built after the Gothic style +of horse architecture, and would have made an admirable sign for +a feed-store up North, as a substitute for "Oats wanted; inquire +within." However, when I came up, Andy had already concluded the +bargain, and had become the sole owner and proprietor of the sorrel +horse for the small consideration of ten dollars. + +"Why, Andy!" exclaimed I, "what in the name of all conscience do +you want with a horse? Going to join the cavalry?" + + [Illustration: "ANDY HAD BOUGHT THE SORREL FOR TEN DOLLARS."] + +"Well," said Andy, with a grin, "I took him on a speculation. Going +to feed him up a little"---- + +"Glad to hear it," said I; "he needs it sadly." + +"Yes; going to feed him up and then sell him to somebody, and +double my money on him, you see. You may ride him on the march and +carry our traps. I guess the colonel will give you permission. And, +you know, that would be a capital arrangement for you, for you are +so sick and weak that you are often left behind on the march." + +"Thank you, old boy," said I with a shrug. "You always were a good, +kind, thoughtful soul; but if the choice must be between joining +the general cavalcade of coffee-coolers on this old barebones of +yours and marching afoot, I believe I'd prefer the infantry." + +However, we tied a rope around the neck of _Bonaparte_, as we +significantly called him, fastened him up to a stake, rubbed him +down, begged some oats of Page, and pulled some handfuls of young +grass for him, and so left him for the night. + +I do not think Andy slept well that night. How could he after so +bold a dash into the horse-market? Grotesque images of the wooden +horse of ancient Troy, and of Don Quixote on his celebrated +Rosinante charging the windmills, were no doubt hopelessly mixed up +in his dreams with wild vagaries of General Grant at the head of +Mosby's men fiercely trying to force a passage across Jericho Ford. +For daylight had scarcely begun to peep into the forest the next +morning, when Andy rolled out from under the blankets and went to +look after Bonaparte. I was building a fire when he came back. It +seemed to me that he looked a little solemn. + +"How's Bony this morning, Andy?" inquired I. + +Andy whistled a bit, stuck his hands into his pockets, mounted a +log, took off his cap, made a bow, and said: + +"Comrades and fellow-citizens, lend me your ears, and be silent +that you may hear! This is my first and last speculation in +horseflesh. _Bony is gone!_" + +It was indeed true. We had fallen among thieves, and they had even +baffled Andy's plan for future money-making; for none of us ever +laid eyes on Bony again. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +IN THE FRONT AT PETERSBURG. + + +"Andy, let's go a-swimming." + +"Well, Harry, I don't know about that. I'd like to take a good +plunge; but, you see, there's no telling how soon we may move." + +It was the afternoon of Tuesday, June 14, 1864. We had been +marching and fighting almost continually for five weeks and more, +from the Wilderness to Spottsylvania, over the North Anna, in at +Cold Harbor, across the Pamunky and over the Chickahominy to the +banks of the James River, about a mile and a half from which we +were now lying, along a dusty road. We were sunburned, covered with +dust, and generally used up, so that a swim in the river would be a +refreshment indeed. + +Having learned from one of the officers that the intention +evidently was to remain where we then were until the entire corps +should come up, and that we should probably cross the river at or +somewhere near that point, we resolved to risk it. + +So, over a cornfield we started at a good pace. We had not gone +far, when we discovered a mule tied up in a clump of bushes, with +a rope around his neck. And this long-eared animal, as Gothic +as Bonaparte in his style of architecture, we decided, after a +solemn council of war, to declare contraband, and forthwith we +impressed him into service, intending to return him, after our +bath, on our way back to camp. Untying Bucephalus from the bush, we +mounted, Andy in front and I on behind, each armed with a switch, +and we rode along gayly enough, with our feet dangling among the +corn-stalks. + +For a while all went well. We fell to talking about the direction +we had come since leaving the Pamunky; and Andy, who was usually +such an authority on matters geographical and astronomical that on +the march he was known in the company as "the compass," confessed +to me as we rode on that he himself had been somewhat turned about +in that march over the Chickahominy swamp. + +"And as for me," said I, "I think this is the awfullest country to +get turned about in that I ever did see. Why, Andy, while we were +lying over there in the road it seemed to me that the sun was going +down in the east. Fact! But when I took my canteen and went over +a little ridge to the rear to look for water for coffee, I found, +on looking up, that on that side of the ridge the sun was all +right. Yet when I got back to the road and looked around, judge of +my surprise when I found the whole thing had somehow swung around +again, and the sun was going down in the east! And you may judge +still further of my surprise, Andy, when, on going and walking +back and forth across that ridge, I found one particular spot from +which, if I looked in one direction, the sun was going down all +right in the west; but if in the opposite direction, he was going +down all wrong, entirely wrong, in the east!" + +"Whoa dar! Whoa dar! Whar you gwine wid dat dar mule o' mine? Whoa, +Pete!" + +The mule stopped stock-still as we caught sight of the black +head and face of a darky boy peering forth from the door of a +tobacco-house that we were passing. Possibly, he was the owner +of the whole plantation now, and the mule Pete might be his only +live-stock. + +"Where are we going, Pompey? Why we're going 'on to Richmond!'" + +"On ter Richmon'! An' wid dat dar mule o' mine! 'Clar to goodness, +sodgers, can't git along widout dat mule. Better git off'n dat dar +mule!" + +"Whip him up, Andy!" shouted I. + +"Come up, Bucephalus!" shouted Andy. + +And we both laid on right lustily. But never an inch would that +miserable mule budge from the position he had taken on hearing the +darky's voice, until all of a sudden, and as if a mine had been +sprung under our feet, there was such a striking out of heels and +such an uncomfortable elevation in the rear, the angle of which +was only increased by increased cudgelling, that at last, with an +enormous spring, Andy and I were sent flying off into the corn. + + [Illustration: "BETTER GIT OFF'N DAT DAR MULE!"] + +"Yi! yi! yi! Didn' I say better git off'n dat dar mule o' mine? Yi! +yi! yi!" + +Laughing as heartily as the darky at our misadventure, we felt that +it would be safer to make for the river afoot. We had a glorious +plunge in the waters of the James, and returned to the regiment at +sunset, greatly refreshed. + +The next day we crossed the James in steamboats. There were +thousands of men in blue all along both shores; some were crossing, +some were already over, and others were awaiting their turn. By the +middle of the forenoon we were all well over, and it has been said +that, had we pushed on without delay, the story of the siege of +Petersburg would have read quite differently. But we waited,--for +provisions, I believe,--and during this halt the whole corps took +a grand swim in the river. We marched off at three o'clock in the +afternoon, over a dusty road and without fresh water, and reached +the neighborhood of Petersburg at midnight, but did not get into +position until after several days of hard fighting in the woods. + +It would be impossible to give a clear and interesting account +of the numerous engagements in which we took part around that +long-beleaguered city, where for ten months the two great armies +of the North and South sat down to watch and fight each other +until the end came. For, after days and days of manoeuvring and +fighting, attack and sally, it became evident that Petersburg could +not be carried by storm, and there was nothing for it but to sit +down stubbornly, and, by cutting off all railroad supplies and +communications, starve it into surrender. + +It may be interesting, however, to tell something of the everyday +life and experience of our soldiers during that great siege. + + [Illustration: FINDING A WOUNDED PICKET IN A RIFLE-PIT.] + +Digging becomes almost an instinct with the experienced soldier. It +is surprising how rapidly men in the field throw up fortifications, +how the work progresses, and what immense results can be +accomplished by a body of troops in a single night. Let two armies +fight in the open field one evening--by the next morning both are +strongly intrenched behind rifle-pits and breastworks, which it +will cost either side much blood to storm and take. If spades and +picks are at hand when there is need of fortifications, well; +if not, bayonets, tin cups, plates, even jack-knives, are pressed +into service until better tools arrive; and every man works like a +beaver. + +Thus it was that although throughout the 18th of June the fighting +had been severe, yet, in spite of weariness and darkness, we set to +work, and the morning found us behind breastworks; these we soon +so enlarged and improved that they became well-nigh impregnable. +At that part of the line where our regiment was stationed, we +built solid works of great pine-logs, rolled up, log on log, seven +feet high and banked with earth on the side toward the enemy, the +whole being ten feet through at the base. On the inside of these +breastworks we could walk about perfectly safe from the enemy's +bullets, which usually went singing harmlessly over our heads. + +On the outside of these works were further defences. First, there +was the ditch made by throwing up the ground against the logs; +then, farther out, about twenty or thirty yards away, was the +_abatis_--a peculiar means of defence made by cutting off the tops +and heavy limbs of trees, sharpening the ends, and planting them +firmly in the ground in a long row, the sharpened ends pointing +toward the enemy, the whole being so close and so compacted +together with telegraph-wires everywhere twisted in, that it was +impossible for a line of battle to get through it without being cut +off to a man. Here and there, at intervals, were left gaps wide +enough to admit a single man, and it was through these man-holes +that the pickets passed out to their pits beyond. + +Fifty yards in front of the _abatis_ the pickets were stationed. +When first the siege began, picketing was dangerous business. +Both armies were bent on fight, and picketing meant simply +sharpshooting. As a consequence, at first the pickets were +posted only at night, so that from midnight to midnight the poor +fellows lay in their rifle-pits under a broiling July sun, with +no protection from the intolerable heat, excepting the scanty +shade of a little pine-brush erected overhead, or in front of the +pit as a screen. There the picket lay, flat on his face, picking +off the enemy's men whenever he could catch sight of a head, or +even so much as a hand; and right glad would he be if, when the +long-awaited relief came at length, he had no wounds to show. + +But later on, as the siege progressed, this murderous state of +affairs gradually disappeared. Neither side found it pleasant or +profitable, and nothing was gained by it. It decided nothing, and +only wasted powder and ball. And so, gradually the pickets on both +sides began to be on quite friendly terms. It was no unusual thing +to see a Johnny picket--who would be posted scarcely a hundred +yards away, so near were the lines--lay down his gun, wave a piece +of white paper as a signal of truce, walk out into the neutral +ground between the picket-lines, and meet one of our own pickets, +who, also dropping his gun, would go out to inquire what Johnny +might want to-day. + +"Well, Yank, I want some coffee, and I'll trade tobacco for it." + +"Has any of you fellows back there some coffee to trade for +tobacco? 'Johnny Picket,' here, wants some coffee." + +Or maybe he wanted to trade papers, a Richmond _Enquirer_ for a +New York _Herald_ or _Tribune_, "even up and no odds." Or he only +wanted to talk about the news of the day--how "we 'uns whipped you +'uns up the valley the other day;" or how "if we had Stonewall +Jackson yet, we'd be in Washington before winter;" or maybe he only +wished to have a friendly game of cards! + +There was a certain chivalrous etiquette developed through this +social intercourse of deadly foemen, and it was really admirable. +Seldom was there breach of confidence on either side. It would have +gone hard with the comrade who should have ventured to shoot down +a man in gray who had left his gun and come out of his pit under +the sacred protection of a piece of white paper. If disagreement +ever occurred in bartering, or high words arose in discussion, +shots were never fired until due notice had been given. And I find +mentioned in one of my old army letters that a general fire along +our entire front grew out of some disagreement on the picket-line +about trading coffee for tobacco. The two pickets couldn't agree, +jumped into their pits, and began firing, the one calling out: +"Look out, Yank, here comes your tobacco." Bang! + +And the other replying: "All right, Johnny, here comes your +coffee." Bang! + + [Illustration: SCENE AMONG THE RIFLE-PITS BEFORE PETERSBURG.] + +Great forts stood at intervals all along the line as far as the eye +could see, and at these the men toiled day and night all summer +long, adding defence to defence, and making "assurance doubly +sure," until the forts stood out to the eye of the beholder, with +their sharp angles and well-defined outlines, formidable structures +indeed. Without attempting to describe them in technical military +language, I will simply ask you to imagine a piece of level ground, +say two hundred feet square, surrounded by a bank of earth about +twenty feet in height, with rows of gabions[4] and sand-bags +arranged on top of the embankment, and at intervals along the +sides embrasures or port-holes, at which the great cannon were +planted,--and you will have some rough notion of what one of our +forts looked like. Somewhere within the inclosure, usually near +the centre of it, was the magazine, where the powder and shells +were stored. This was made by digging a deep place something like +a cellar, covering it over with heavy logs, and piling up earth +and sand-bags on the logs, the whole, when finished, having the +shape of a small round-topped pyramid. At the rear was left a +small passage, like a cellar-way, and through this the ammunition +was brought up. If ever the enemy could succeed in dropping a +shell down that little cellar-door, or in otherwise piercing the +magazine, then good by to the fort and all and everybody in and +around it! + + [4] Bottomless wicker-baskets, used to strengthen earthworks. + +On the outside of each large fort there were, of course, all the +usual defences of ditch, _abatis_, and _chevaux-de-frise_, to +render approach very dangerous to the enemy. + +The enemy had fortifications like ours,--long lines of breastworks, +with great forts at commanding positions; and the two lines were so +near that, standing in one of our forts, I could have carried on +a conversation with a man in the fort opposite. I remember, while +on the picket-line one evening, watching a body of troops moving +along the edge of a wood within the enemy's works, and quite easily +distinguishing the color of their uniforms. + +I have said already that, inside of our breastworks, one was +quite secure against the enemy's bullets. But bullets were not the +only things we had to look out for,--there were the shell, the +case-shot, and I know not what shot besides. Every few hours these +would be dropped behind our breastworks, and often much execution +was done by them. To guard against these missiles, each mess built +what was called a "bomb-proof," which consisted of an excavation +about six feet square by six deep, covered with heavy logs, the +logs covered with earth, a little back cellar-way being left on the +side away from the enemy. Into this bomb-proof we could dart the +moment the shelling began, and be as safe as in our own mother's +kitchen. Our shelter-tents we pitched on top of the bomb-proof, +and in this upper story we lived most of the time, dropping down +occasionally into the cellar. + +Bang! bang! bang! + +"Fall into your pits, boys!" and in a trice there wasn't so much as +a blue coat in sight. + +Familiarity breeds contempt,--even of danger; and sometimes we +were caught. Thus, one day, when there had been no shelling for a +long time, and we had grown somewhat careless, and were scattered +about under the trees, some sleeping and others sitting on top of +the breastworks to get a mouthful of fresh air, all of a sudden +the guns of one of the great forts opposite us opened with a +rapid fire, dropping shells right among us. Of course there was +a "scatteration" as we tried to fall into our pits pell-mell; +but, for all our haste, several of us were severely hurt. There +was a boy from Philadelphia,--I forget his name,--sitting on the +breastworks writing a letter home; a piece of shell tore off his +arm with the pen in his hand. A lieutenant received an iron slug +in his back, while a number of other men were hurt. And such +experiences were of frequent occurrence. + +A great victory had been gained by our cavalry somewhere (I think +by Sheridan), and one evening an orderly rode along the line to +each regimental headquarters, distributing despatches containing an +account of the victory, with instructions that the papers be read +to the men. Cheers were given all along the line that night, and a +shotted salute was ordered at daylight the next morning. + + [Illustration: THE MAGAZINE WHERE THE POWDER AND SHELLS WERE + STORED.] + +At sunrise every available gun from the Appomattox to the Weldon +Railroad must have been brought into service and trained against +the enemy's works, for the noise was terrific. And still further to +increase the din, the Johnnies, supposing it to be a grand assault +along the whole line, replied with every gun they could bring to +bear, and the noise was so great that you would have thought the +very thunders of doom were rolling. After the firing had ceased, +the Johnnies were informed that "we have only been giving three +iron cheers for the victory Sheridan has gained up the valley +lately." There was, I presume, some regret on the other side over +the loss of powder and shot. At all events, whenever, after that, +similar iron cheers were given, and this was not seldom the case, +the enemy preserved a moody silence. + +After remaining in our works for about a month, we were relieved +by other troops and marched off to the left in the direction of +the Weldon Railroad, which we took after severe fighting. We held +it, and at once fortified our position with a new line of works, +thus cutting off one of the main lines of communication between +Petersburg and the South. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +FUN AND FROLIC. + + +In what way to account for it I know not, but so it is, that +soldiers always have been, and I suppose always will be, +merry-hearted fellows and full of good spirits. One would naturally +suppose that, having so much to do with hardship and danger every +day, they would be sober and serious above the generality of men. +But such was by no means the case with our Boys in Blue. In camp, +on the march, nay even in the solemn hour of battle, there was +ever and anon a laugh passing down the line or some sport going +on amongst the tents. Seldom was there wanting some one noted for +his powers of storytelling, to beguile the weary hours about the +camp-fire at the lower end of the company street, or out among +the pines on picket. Few companies could be found without some +native-born wag or wit, whose comical songs or quaint remarks +kept the boys in good humor, while at the same time each and all, +according to the measure of their several capacities, were given +to playing practical jokes of one kind or other for the general +enlivenment of the camp. + +There was Corporal Harter, for example, of my own company. I do not +single him out as a remarkable wit, or in any sense as a shining +light in our little galaxy of Boys in Blue; but choose him rather +as an average specimen. More than one was the trick which Harter +played on Andy and myself--though I cannot help but remember, also, +that he sometimes had good ground for so doing, as the following +will show. + +It was while we were yet lying around Washington during the winter +of 1863, that Harter and I one day secured a "pass" and went into +the city. In passing the Treasury Department we found a twenty-five +cent note. We had at first a mind to call on the Secretary of the +Treasury and ask whether he had lost it, as we had found it in +front of his establishment; but thinking that it would not go +very far toward paying the expenses of the war, and reflecting +that even if it did belong to Uncle Sam, we belonged to Uncle +Sam too, and so where could be the harm of our keeping it and +laying it out on ourselves?--we finally concluded to spend it at +a certain print-shop on Pennsylvania Avenue, where were exposed +for sale great numbers of colored pictures of different generals +and statesmen, a prize of cheap gilt jewelry being given with each +picture. For the jewelry we cared not a whit; but the pictures +each of us was anxious to possess, for they would make very nice +decorations for our tents, we thought. Having, then, purchased +a number of these with our treasure-trove, and having received +from the shopkeeper a handful of brass earrings, which neither of +us wanted (for what in the world did a soldier want with brass +earrings, or even with gold ones, for the matter of that?), we took +our way to the park, west of the Capitol buildings, and sat down on +a bench. + +"Now, Harry," said the corporal, as he sat wistfully looking at a +picture of a general dressed in the bluest of blue uniforms, who, +with sword drawn and horse at full gallop, dismounted cannon in +the rear and clouds of blue smoke in front, was apparently leading +his men on to the desperate charge. The men had not come on the +field yet, but it was of course understood by the general's looks +that they were coming somewhere in the background. A person can't +have _everything_ in a picture, at the rate of four for a quarter, +with a handful of earrings thrown in to clinch the bargain,--all of +which, no doubt, passed rapidly through the corporal's mind as he +examined the pictures,--"Now, Harry, how will we divide 'em?" + +"Well, corporal," answered I, "suppose we do it this way: we'll +toss up a penny for it. 'Heads I win, tails you lose,' you know. +If it comes head I'll take the pictures and you'll take the +jewelry; if it comes tail you'll take the jewelry and I'll take the +pictures. That's fair and square, isn't it?" + +The corporal's head could not have been very clear that morning, +or he would have seen through this nicely laid little scheme as +clearly as one can see through a grindstone with a hole in the +middle. But the proposition was so rapidly announced, and set +forth with such an appearance of candor and exact justice, that, +not seeing the trap laid for him, he promptly got out a penny +from his pocket, and balancing it on his thumb-nail, while he +thoughtfully squinted up toward a tree-top near by, said,-- + +"I guess that's fair. Here goes--but, hold on. How is it, now? Say +it over again." + +"Why, it's as plain as the nose on your face, man. Don't you +see? If it comes head, then I take the pictures and you take the +jewelry. If it comes tail, then you take the jewelry and I take +the pictures. Nothing could be plainer than that; so, flop her up, +corporal." + +"All right, Harry. Here she go--. But hold on!" said he, as a +new light seemed to dawn on his mind, while he raised his cap +and thoughtfully scratched his head. "Let me see. Ah! you young +rascal! You're sharp, you are! Going to gobble up the whole grist +of illuminated generals and statesmen, and leave me this handful +of brass earrings and breastpins to send home to the girl I left +behind me--eh?" + +But every dog has his day, and whether or not Harter bided his +time for retaliation, or had quite forgotten about 'heads I win, +tails you lose,' by the time we got down into Virginia, yet so it +was that in more than one camp he gave Andy and myself a world of +trouble. More than one evening in winter-quarters, as we sat about +our fire, cartridges were dropped down our chimney by some unseen +hand, driving us out of our tent in a jiffy; and it was not seldom +that our pan of frying hard-tack was sent a flying by a sudden +explosion. It was wasted breath to ask who did it. + +We were lying in camp near the Rappahannock some time along in the +fall of 1863, when Andy said one day,-- + +"Look here, Harry, let's have some _roast_ beef once. I'm tired of +this everlasting frying and frizzling, and my mouth just waters +for a good roast. And I've just learned how to do it, too, for I +saw a fellow over here in another camp at it, and I tell you it's +just fine. You see, you take your chunk of beef and wrap it up in a +cloth or newspaper, and then you get some clay and cover it thick +all over with the clay, until it looks like a big forty-pound +cannon-ball, and then you put it in among the red-hot coals, and +it bakes hard like a brick; and when it's done, you just crack the +shell off, and out comes your roast fit for the table of a king." + +We at once set to work, and all went well enough till Harter came +along that way. While Andy was off for more clay, and I was looking +after more paper, Harter fumbled around our beef, saying he didn't +believe we could roast it that way. + +"Just you wait, now," said Andy, coming in with the clay; "we'll +show you." + +So we covered our beef thick with stiff clay, and rolled the great +ball into the camp-fire, burying it among the hot ashes and coals, +and sat down to watch it, while the rest of the boys were boiling +their coffee and frying their steaks for dinner. The fire was a +good one, and there were about a dozen black tin cups dangling on +as many long sticks, their several owners squatting about in a +circle,--when all of a sudden, with a terrific bang, amid a shower +of sparks and hot ashes, the coffee-boilers were scattered, right +and left, and a dozen quarts of coffee sent hissing and sizzling +into the fire. Our poor roast beef was a sorry looking mess indeed +when we picked it out of the general wreck. + +We always believed that Harter had somehow smuggled a cartridge +into that beef of ours while our backs were turned, and we +determined to pay him back in his own coin on the very first +favorable opportunity. It was a long time, however, before the +coveted opportunity came; in fact it was quite a year afterward, +and happened in this wise. + +We were lying in front of Petersburg, some little while after the +celebrated Petersburg mine explosion, of which my readers have no +doubt often heard. We were playing a game of chess one day, Andy +and I, behind the high breastworks. Our chessmen we had whittled +out of soft white pine with our jack-knives. I remember we were at +first puzzled to know how to distinguish our men; for, all being +whittled out of white pine, both sides were of course alike white, +and it was impossible to keep them from getting sadly confused +during the progress of the game. At length, however, we hit on the +expedient of staining one half of our men with tincture of iodine, +which we begged of the surgeon, and then they did quite well. Our +kings we called generals,--one Grant, the other Lee,--the knights +were cavalry, the castles forts, the bishops chaplains, and the +pawns Yanks and Johnny Rebs. We were deep in a game of chess with +these our men one day, when Andy suddenly broke a long silence by +saying: + +"Harry, do you remember how Harter blew up our beef-roast last year +down there along the Rappahannock? And don't you think it's pretty +nearly time we should pay him back? Because if you do, I've got a +plan for doing it." + +"Yes, Andy, I remember it quite well; but then, you know, we are +not quite sure he did it. Besides, he was corporal then, and he's +captain now, and he might play the mischief with us if he catches +us at any nice little game of that sort." + +"Oh, pshaw!" exclaimed Andy, as he threw out his cavalry on my +right flank. "He won't find out; and if he does, 'all's fair in +love, war, and controversy,' you know, and I'm sure we can rely on +his good nature, even if he does get a little riled." + +On examining into matters at the conclusion of the game, we found +that the captain was on duty somewhere, and that, so far, the coast +was clear. Entering his tent, we found a narrow bunk of poles on +either side, with an open space of several feet between the two. +Here, while Andy set out in search of ammunition, I was set to +digging a six-inch square hole in the ground, into which we emptied +the powder of a dozen cartridges, covering all carefully with +earth, and laying a long train, or running fuse, out of the rear of +the tent. + +When Harter came in for dinner, and was comfortably seated on his +bunk with his cup of bean-soup on his knee, suddenly there was +a fiz-z-z and a boom! and Harter came dashing out of his tent, +covered with gravel and bespattered with bean soup, to the great +merriment of the men, who instantly set up shouts of-- + +"Fall in your pits!" + +"Petersburg mine explosion!" + +"'Nother great Union victory!" + +Did he get cross? Well, it was natural he should feel a little +vexed when the fur was so rudely brushed the wrong way; but he +tried not to show it, and laughed along with the rest; for in war, +as in peace, a man must learn to join in a laugh at his own expense +sometimes, as well as to make merry over the mishaps of others. + + * * * * * + +A famous and favorite kind of sport, especially when we had been +long lying in camp in summer, or were in quarters in winter, was +what was commonly known as "raiding the sutler." + +We heard a great deal in those days about "raids." We read in the +newspapers which occasionally fell into our hands, or heard on the +picket-line, of raids into Maryland and raids into Pennsylvania, +sometimes by Mosby's men, and sometimes by Stuart's cavalry; and +it was quite natural, when growing weary of the dull monotony of +camp life, to look around for some one to raid. Very often the +sutler was the chosen victim. He was selected, not because he +was a civilian and wore citizen's clothes, but chiefly because +of what seemed to the boys the questionable character of his +pursuit,--making money out of the soldiers. "Here we are,"--for so +the men would reason--"here we are,--left home and took our lives +in our hands--in for 'three years or sooner shot'--get thirteen +dollars a month and live on hard-tack; and over there is that +sutler, at whose shop a man may spend a whole month's pay and +hardly get enough to make a single good meal--it's a confounded +mean business!" + +The sutler seldom enjoyed much respect, as how could he when he +flourished and fattened on our hungry stomachs? Of course, if a man +spent the whole of his month's pay for ginger-cakes and sardines, +why it was his own fault. He did not need to spend his money if he +did not choose to do so. But it was hardly in human nature to live +on pork, bean-soup, and hard-tack day after day, and not feel the +mouth water at the sight of the sutler's counter, with its array of +delicacies, poor and common though they were. Besides, the sutler +usually charged most exorbitant prices--two ginger-cakes for five +cents, four apples for a quarter, eighty cents for a small can +of condensed milk, and ninety for a pound of butter, which Andy +usually denounced in vigorous Biblical terms as being as strong as +Samson and as old as Methuselah. Maybe the sutler's charges were +none too high, when his many risks were duly considered; for he +was usually obliged to transport his goods a great distance, over +almost impassable roads, and was often liable to capture by the +enemy's foraging parties, besides being exposed to numerous other +fortunes of war, whereby he might lose his all in an hour. But +soldiers in search of sport were not much disposed to take a just +and fair view of all his circumstances. What they saw was only +this--that they wanted somebody to raid, and who could be a fitter +subject than the sutler? + +The sutler's establishment was a large wall tent, usually pitched +on the side of the camp farthest away from the colonel's quarters. +It was therefore in a somewhat exposed and tempting position. +Whenever it was thought well to raid him, the men of his own +regiment would usually enter into a contract with those of some +neighboring regiment-- + +"You fellows come over here some night and raid our sutler, and +then we'll come over to your camp some night and raid your sutler. +Will you do it?" + +It was generally agreed to, this courteous offer of friendly +offices; and great, though indescribable, was the sport which often +resulted. For when all had been duly arranged and made ready, some +dark night when the sutler was sleeping soundly in his tent, a +skirmish line from the neighboring regiment would cautiously pick +its way down the hill and through the brush, and silently surround +the tent. One party, creeping close in by the wall of the tent, +would loosen the ropes and remove them from the stakes on the one +side, while another party on the other side, at a given signal, +would pull the whole concern down over the sutler's head. And +then would arise yells and cheers for a few moments, followed by +immediate silence as the raiding party would steal quietly away. + +Did they steal his goods? Very seldom; for soldiers are not +thieves, and plunder was not the object, but only fun. Why did +not the officers punish the men for doing this? Well, sometimes +they did. But sometimes the officers believed the sutler to be +exorbitant in his charges and oppressive to the men, and cared +little how soon he was cleared out and sent a-packing; and +therefore they enjoyed the sport quite as well as the men, and +often did as Nelson did when he put his blind eye to the telescope +and declared he did not see the signal to recall the fleet. They +winked at the frolic and came on the scene usually in ample time to +condole with the sutler, but quite too late to do him any service. + +Thus, once when the sutler was being raided he hastily sent for +the "officer of the day," whose business it was to keep order in +the camp. But he was so long in coming, that the boys were in the +height of their sport when he arrived; and not wishing to spoil +their fun, he gave his orders in two quite different ways,--one in +a very loud voice, intended for the sutler to hear, and the other +in a whisper, designed for the boys:-- + +(_Loud._) "Get out of this! Put you all in the guard-house!" + +(_Whisper._) "Pitch in, boys! Pitch in, boys!" + +The sutler's tent was often a favorite lounging place with the +officers. One evening early a party of about a dozen officers were +seated on boxes and barrels in the sutler's establishment. All of +them wanted cigars, but no one liked to call for them, for cigars +were so dear that no one cared about footing the bill for the +whole party, and yet could not be so impolite as to call for one +for himself alone. As they sat there with the flaps of the tent +thrown back, they could see quite across the camp to the colonel's +quarters beyond. + +"Now, boys," said Captain K----, "I see the chaplain coming down +Company C street, and I think he is coming here; and if he does +come here we'll have some fun at his expense. We all want cigars, +and we might as well confess what is an open secret, that none of +us dares to call for a cigar for himself alone, nor feels like +footing the bill for the whole party. Well, let the sutler set out +a few boxes of cigars on the counter, so as to have them handy when +they are needed, and you follow my lead, and we'll see whether we +can't somehow or other make the chaplain yonder pay the reckoning." + +The chaplain in question, be it remembered, made some pretension +to literature, and considered himself quite an authority in camp +on all questions pertaining to orthography, etymology, syntax, and +prosody; and presumed to be an umpire in all matters which might +from time to time come into discussion in the realm of letters. +So, when he came into the sutler's tent, Captain K---- saluted him +with,-- + +"Good evening, Chaplain; you're just the very man we want to see. +We've been having a little discussion here, and as we saw you +coming we thought we'd submit the question to you for decision." + +"Well, gentlemen," said the chaplain, with a smile of +gratification, "I shall be only too happy to render you what poor +assistance I can. May I inquire what may be the question under +discussion?" + +"It is but a small thing," replied the captain; "you might, I +suppose, call it more a _matter of taste_ than anything else. It +concerns a question of emphasis, or rather, perhaps, of inflection, +and it is this: Would you say, 'Gentlemen, will you have a cigár?' +or 'Gentlemen, will you have a cigàr?'" + +Pushing his hat forward as he thoughtfully scratched his head, the +chaplain, after a pause, responded,-- + +"Well, there don't seem to be much difference between the two. But, +on consideration, I believe I would say, 'Gentlemen, will you have +a cigár?'" + +"_Certainly!_" exclaimed they all, in full and hearty chorus, as +they rushed up to the counter in a body and each took a handful +of cigars with a "Thank you, Chaplain," leaving their bewildered +literary umpire to pay the bill,--which, for the credit of his +cloth, I believe he did. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +CHIEFLY CULINARY. + + +It was Frederick the Great, I believe, who said that "An army, like +a serpent, goes upon its belly,"--which was but another way of +saying that if you want men to fight well, you must feed them well. + +Of provisions, Uncle Sam usually gave us a sufficiency; but the +table to which he invited his boys was furnished with little +variety and less delicacy. On first entering the service, the +drawing of our rations was not a small undertaking, for there were +nearly a hundred of us in the company, and it takes a considerable +weight of bread and pork to feed a hundred hungry stomachs. But +after we had been in the field a year or two, the call, "Fall in +for your hard-tack!" was leisurely responded to by only about a +dozen men,--lean, sinewy, hungry-looking fellows, each with his +haversack in hand. I can see them yet as they sat squatting around +a gum-blanket spread on the ground, on which were a small heap of +sugar, another of coffee, and another of rice, may be, which the +corporal was dealing out by successive spoonfuls, as the boys held +open their little black bags to receive their portion, while near +by lay a small piece of salt pork or beef, or possibly a dozen +potatoes. + +Much depended, of course, on the cooking of the provisions +furnished us. At first we tried a company cook; but we soon learned +that the saying of Miles Standish,-- + + "If you wish a thing to be well done, + You must do it yourself, you must not leave it to others!" + +applied to cooking quite as well as to courting. We therefore soon +dispensed with our cook, and although scarcely any of us knew +how to cook so much as a cup of coffee when we took the field, a +keen appetite, aided by that necessity which is ever the mother +of invention, soon taught us how bean-soup should be made and +hard-tack prepared. + +Hard-tack! It is a question which I have much debated with +myself while writing, whether this chapter should not be entitled +"Hard-Tack." For as this article of diet was the grand staff of +life to the Boys in Blue, it would seem that but little could be +said of the culinary art in camp without involving some mention of +hard-tack at almost every turn. + + [Illustration: "FALL IN FOR HARD TACK!"] + +As I write, there lies before me on my table an innocent-looking +cracker, which I have faithfully preserved for years. It is about +the size and has the general appearance of an ordinary soda +biscuit. If you take it in your hand, you will find it somewhat +heavier than an ordinary biscuit, and if you bite it--but no; I +will not let you bite it, for I wish to see how long I can keep +it. But if you were to reduce it to a fine powder, you would +find that it would absorb considerably more water than an equal +weight of wheat-flour; showing that in the making of hard-tack +the chief object in view is to stow away the greatest amount of +nourishment in the smallest amount of space. You will also observe +that this cracker is very hard. This you may perhaps attribute +to its great age. But if you imagine that its age is to be +measured only by the years which have elapsed since the war, you +are greatly mistaken; for there was a common belief among the boys +that our hard-tack had been baked long before the commencement +of the Christian era! This opinion was based upon the fact that +the letters B. C. were stamped on many, if not indeed all, of the +cracker-boxes. To be sure there were some wiseacres who shook +their heads, and maintained that these mysterious letters were +the initials of the name of some army contractor or inspector of +supplies; but the belief was wide-spread and deep-seated that they +were without a doubt intended to set forth the era in which our +bread had been baked. + +For our hard-tack were very hard; you could scarcely break +them with your teeth--some of them you could not fracture with +your fist. Still, as I have said, there was an immense amount +of nourishment stowed away in them, as we soon discovered when +once we had learned the secret of getting at it. It required +some experience and no little hunger to enable one to appreciate +hard-tack aright, and it demanded no small amount of inventive +power to understand how to cook hard-tack as they ought to be +cooked. If I remember correctly, in our section of the army we had +not less than fifteen different ways of preparing them. In other +parts, I understand, they had discovered one or two ways more; +but with us, fifteen was the limit of the culinary art when this +article of diet was on the board. + +On the march they were usually not cooked at all, but eaten in +the raw state. In order, however, to make them somewhat more +palatable, a thin slice of nice fat pork was cut down and laid on +the cracker, and a spoonful of good brown sugar put on top of the +pork, and you had a dish fit for a--soldier. Of course the pork +had just come out of the pickle, and was consequently quite raw; +but fortunately we never heard of _trichinæ_ in those days. I +suppose they had not yet been invented. When we halted for coffee, +we sometimes had fricasseed hard-tack--prepared by toasting them +before the hot coals, thus making them soft and spongy. If there +was time for frying, we either dropped them into the fat in the +dry state and did them brown to a turn, or soaked them in cold +water and then fried them, or pounded them into a powder, mixed +this with boiled rice or wheat flour, and made griddle-cakes and +honey--minus the honey. When, as was generally the case on a march, +our hard-tack had been broken into small pieces in our haversacks, +we soaked these in water and fried them in pork-fat, stirring well +and seasoning with salt and sutler's pepper, thus making what was +commonly known as a "Hishy-hashy, or a hot-fired stew." + +But the great triumph of the culinary art in camp, to my mind, +was a hard-tack pudding. This was made by placing the biscuit in +a stout canvas bag, and pounding bag and contents with a club +on a log, until the biscuit were reduced to a fine powder. Then +you added a little wheat-flour (the more the better), and made +a stiff dough, which was next rolled out on a cracker-box lid, +like pie-crust. Then you covered this all over with a preparation +of stewed dried apples, dropping in here and there a raisin or +two, just for "auld lang syne's" sake. The whole was then rolled +together, wrapped in a cloth, boiled for an hour or so, and eaten +with wine sauce. The wine was, however, usually omitted, and hunger +inserted in its stead. + +Thus you see what truly vast and unsuspected possibilities reside +in this innocent-looking three-and-a-half-inch-square hard-tack +lying here on my table before me. Three like this specimen made a +meal, and nine were a ration; and this is what fought the battles +for the Union. + +The army hard-tack had but one rival, and that was the army +bean. A small white roundish soup-bean it was, such as you have +no doubt often seen. It was quite as innocent looking as its +inseparable companion, the hard-tack, and, like it, was possessed +of possibilities which the uninitiated would never suspect. It was +not so plastic an edible as the hard-tack, indeed; that is to say, +not capable of entering into so many different combinations, nor +susceptible of so wide a range of use, but the one great dish which +might be made of it was so pre-eminently excellent, that it threw +hishy-hashy and hard-tack pudding quite into the shade. This was +"baked beans." No doubt bean-soup was very good, as it was also +very common; but oh, "baked beans!" + +I had heard of the dish before, but had never, even remotely, +imagined what toothsome delights lurked in the recesses of a +camp-kettle of beans baked after the orthodox backwoods fashion, +until one day Bill Strickland, whose home was in the lumber +regions, where the dish had no doubt been first invented, said to +me,-- + +"Come round to our tent to-morrow morning; we're going to have +baked beans for breakfast. If you will walk around to the lower end +of our Company street with me, I'll show you how we bake beans up +in the country I come from." + +It was about three o'clock in the afternoon, and the boys were +already busy. They had an immense camp-kettle about two thirds full +of parboiled beans. Near by they had dug a hole in the ground, +about three feet square and two deep, in which and on top of which +a great fire was to be made about dusk, so as to get the hole +thoroughly heated and full of red-hot coals by the time _tattoo_ +sounded. Into this hole the camp-kettle was then set, with several +pounds of fat pork on the top of the beans, and securely covered +with an inverted mess-pan. It was sunk into the red-hot coals, by +which it was completely concealed, and was left there all night to +bake, one of the camp-guards throwing a log on the fire from time +to time during the night, to keep matters a-going. + +Early the next morning some one shook me roughly, as I lay sleeping +soundly in my bunk,-- + +"Get up, Harry. Breakfast is ready. Come over to our tent. If you +never ate baked beans before, you never ate anything worth eating." + +I found three or four of the boys seated around the camp-kettle, +each with a tin plate on his knee and a spoon in his hand, doing +their very best to establish the truth of the adage that "the proof +of the pudding is in the eating." Now it is a far more difficult +matter to describe the experiences of the palate than of either +the eye or the ear, and therefore I shall not attempt to tell the +reader how very good baked beans are. The only trouble with a +camp-kettle full of this delicious food was that it was gone so +soon. Where _did_ it get to, anyhow? It was something like Father +Tom's quart of drink,--"an irrational quantity, because it was too +much for one and too little for two." + +Still, too much of a good thing _is_ too much; and one might get +quite too much of beans (except in the state above described), as +you will find if you ask some friend or acquaintance who was in the +war to sing you the song of "The Army Bean." And remember, please, +to ask him to sing the refrain to the tune sometimes called "Days +of Absence," and to pull up sharp on the last word,-- + + "Beans for breakfast, + Beans for dinner, + Beans for supper,-- + BEANS!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +"HATCHER'S RUN." + + +While we were yet before Petersburg, two divisions of our corps +(the Fifth), with two divisions of the Ninth, leaving the line of +works at the Weldon Railroad, were pushed out still farther to the +left, with the intention of turning the enemy's right flank. + +Starting out, therefore, early on the morning of Thursday, October +27, 1864, with four days' rations in our haversacks, we moved off +rapidly by the left, striking the enemy's picket-line about ten +o'clock. + + * * * * * + +"Pop! pop! pop! Boom! boom! boom! We're in for it again, boys; so, +steady on the left there, and close up." + +Away into the woods we plunge in line of battle, through briers +and tangled undergrowth, beneath the great trees dripping with +rain. We lose the points of the compass, and halt every now and +then to close up a gap in the line by bearing off to the right or +left. Then forward we go through the brush again, steady on the +left and guide right, until I feel certain that officers as well as +men are getting pretty well "into the woods" as to the direction +of our advance. It is raining, and we have no sun to guide us, and +the moss is growing on the wrong side of the trees. I see one of +our generals sitting on his horse, with his pocket-compass on the +pommel of his saddle, peering around into the interminable tangle +of brier and brush, with an expression of no little perplexity. + +Yet still on, boys, while the pickets are popping away, and the +rain is pouring down. The evening falls early and cold, as we come +to a stand in line of battle and put up breastworks for the night. + +We have halted on the slope of a ravine. Minié-balls are singing +over our heads as we cook our coffee, while sounds of axes and +falling trees are heard on all sides; and still that merry "z-i-p! +z-i-p!" goes on among the tree-tops and sings us to sleep at +length, as we lie down shivering under our India-rubber blankets, +to get what rest we may. + +How long we had slept I did not know, when some one shook me, and +in a whisper the word passed around: + +"Wake up, boys! Wake up, boys! Don't make any noise, and take care +your tin cups and canteens don't rattle. We've got to get out of +this on a double jump!" + +We were in a pretty fix indeed! In placing the regiments in +position, by some blunder, quite excusable, no doubt, in the +darkness and the tangled forest, we had been unwittingly +pushed beyond the main line,--were, in fact, quite outside the +picket-line! It needed only daylight to let the enemy see his game, +and sweep us off the boards. And daylight was fast coming in the +east. + +Long after, a Company A boy, who was on picket that night, told +me that, upon going to the rear somewhere about three o'clock, to +cook a cup of coffee at a half-extinguished fire, a cavalry picket +ordered him back within the lines. + +"The lines are not back there; my regiment is out yonder in front, +on skirmish!" + +"No," said the cavalry-man, "our cavalry is the extreme +picket-line, and our orders are to send in all men beyond us." + +"Then take me at once to General Bragg's headquarters," said the +Company A boy. + +When General Bragg learned the true state of affairs, he at once +ordered out an escort of five hundred men to bring in our regiment. + +Meanwhile we were trying to get back of our own accord. + +"This way, men!" said a voice in a whisper ahead. + +"This way, men!" said another voice in the rear. + +That we were wandering about vainly in the darkness, and under no +certain leadership, was evident, for I noticed in the dim light +that, in our tramping about in the tangle, we had twice crossed the +same fallen tree, and so must have been moving in a circle. + +And now, as the day is dawning in the east, and the enemy's pickets +see us trying to steal away, a large force is ordered against us, +and comes sweeping down with yells and whistling bullets,--just as +the escort of five hundred, with reassuring cheers, comes up from +the rear to our support! + +Instantly we are in the cloud and smoke of battle. A battery of +artillery, hastily dragged up into position, opens on the charging +line of gray with grape and canister, while from bush and tree +pours back and forth the dreadful blaze of musketry. For half an +hour, the conflict rages fierce and high in the dawning light and +under the dripping trees,--the officers shouting, and the men +cheering and yelling and charging, often fighting hand to hand and +with bayonets locked in deadly encounter, while the air is cut +by the whistling lead, and the deep bass of the cannon wakes the +echoes of the forest. + +But at last the musketry-fire gradually slackens, and we find +ourselves out of danger. + +The enemy's prey has escaped him, and, to the wonder of all, we are +brought within the lines again, begrimed with smoke and leaving +many of our poor fellows dead or wounded on the field. + +Anxiously every man looked about for his chum and messmates, lost +sight of during the whirling storm of battle in the twilight woods. +And I, too, looked; but where was Andy? + + [Illustration: THE CONFLICT AT DAYBREAK IN THE WOODS AT HATCHER'S + RUN.] + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +KILLED, WOUNDED, OR MISSING? + + +Andy was nowhere to be found. + +All along the line of battle-worn men, now gathered in irregular +groups behind the breastworks, and safe from the enemy, I searched +for him--and searched in vain. Not a soul had tidings of him. At +last, however, a soldier with his blouse-sleeve ripped up and a +red-stained bandage around his arm, told me that, about daylight, +when the enemy came sweeping down on us, he and Andy were behind +neighboring trees. He himself received a ball through the arm, and +was busy trying to stop the flow of blood, when, looking up, he saw +Andy reel, and, he thought, _fall_. He was not quite sure it was +Andy, but he thought so. + +Andy killed! What should I do without Andy?--the best and truest +friend, the most companionable messmate, that a soldier ever could +hope to have! It could not be! I would look farther for him. + +Out, therefore, I went, over the breastworks to the picket-line, +where the rifles were popping away at intervals. I searched among +trees and behind bushes, and called and called, but all in vain. +Then the retreat was sounded, and we were drawn off the field, and +marched back to the fortifications which we had left the day before. + +Toward evening, as we reached camp, I obtained permission to +examine the ambulance-trains, in search of my chum. As one train +after another came in, I climbed up and looked into each ambulance; +but the night had long set in before I found him--or thought I had +found him. Raising my lantern high, so as to throw the light full +on the face of the wounded man lying in a stupor on the floor of +the wagon, I was at first confident it was Andy; for the figure was +short, well-built, and had raven black hair. + +"Andy! Andy! Where are you hurt?" I cried. + +But no answer came. Rolling him on his back and looking full into +his face, I found, alas! a stranger--a manly, noble face, too, but +no life, no signs of life, in it. There were indeed a very low, +almost imperceptible breathing and a faint pulse--but the man was +evidently dying. + +About a week afterward, having secured a pass from corps +headquarters, I started for City Point to search the hospitals +there for my chum. The pass allowed me not only to go through all +the guards I might meet on my way, but also to ride free to City +Point over the railroad--"General Grant's Railroad," we called it. + +Properly speaking, this was a branch of the road from City Point +to Petersburg, tapping it about midway between the two places, and +from that point following our lines closely to the extreme left of +our position. Never was road more hastily built. So rapidly did the +work advance, that scarcely had we learned such a road was planned, +before one evening the whistle of a locomotive was heard down the +line only a short distance to our right. No grading was done. The +ties were simply laid on the top of the ground, the rails were +nailed fast, and the rolling-stock was put on without waiting +for ballast; and there the railroad was--up hill and down dale, +and "as crooked as a dog's hind leg." At only one point had any +cutting been done, and that was where the road, after climbing a +hill, came within range of the enemy's batteries. The first trains +which passed up and down afforded a fine mark and were shelled +vigorously, the enemy's aim becoming with daily practice so exact +that nearly every train was hit somewhere. The hill was then cut +through, and the fire avoided. It was a rough road, and the riding +was full of fearful jolts; but it saved thousands of mules, and +enabled General Grant to hold his position during the winter of the +Petersburg siege. + +I was obliged to make an early start, for the train left General +Warren's headquarters about four o'clock in the morning. When I +reached the station, I found on the platform a huge pile of boxes +and barrels, nearly as high as a house, which I was informed was +the Fifth Corps' share of a grand dinner which the people of New +York had just sent down to the Army of the Potomac. Before the +train arrived I had seen enough to cause me to fear that a very +small portion of the contents of those boxes and barrels would ever +find its way into the haversack of a drummer-boy. For I had not +been contemplating the pile with a wistful eye very long, before a +certain sergeant came out of a neighboring tent with a lantern in +his hand, followed by two darkies, one of whom carried an axe. + +"Knock open that bar'l, Bill," said the sergeant. + +Bill did so. The sergeant, thrusting in his hand, pulled out a fat +turkey and a roll of butter. + +"Good!" said he. "Now let's see what's in that box." + +Smash went Bill's axe into the side of the box. + +"Good again!" said the sergeant, taking out a chicken, several +tumblers of jelly, and a great pound-cake, which latter made me +feel quite homesick. "Now, Bill," continued the sergeant, "let's +have breakfast." + +City Point was a stirring place at that time. It was General +Grant's headquarters, and the depot of all supplies for the army; +and here I found the large hospitals which I meant to search for +Andy, although I scarcely hoped to find him. + +Into hospital-tents at one end and out at the other, looking from +side to side at the long white rows of cots, and inquiring as I +went, I searched long and almost despairingly, until at last--there +he was, sitting on his cot, his head neatly bandaged, writing a +letter! + +Coming up quietly behind him, I laid my hand on his shoulder with: +"Andy, old boy, have I found you at last? I thought you were +killed!" + +"Why, Harry!--God bless you!" + +The story was soon told. "A clip in the head, you see, Harry, out +there among the trees when the Johnnies came down on us, yelling +like demons,--all got black before me as I reeled and fell. By and +by, coming to myself a little, I begged a man of a strange regiment +to help me off, and so I got down here. It's nothing much, Harry, +and I'll soon be with you again,--not nearly so bad as that poor +fellow over there, the man with the black hair. His is a wonderful +case. He was brought in the same day I was, with a wound in the +head which the doctors said was fatal. Every day we expected him +to die; but there he lies yet, breathing very low, conscious, but +unable to speak or to move hand or foot. Some of his company came +yesterday to see him. They had been with him when he fell, had +supposed him mortally wounded, and had taken all his valuables out +of his pockets to send home--among them was an ambrotype of his +wife and child. Well, you just should have seen that poor fellow's +face when they opened that ambrotype and held it before his eyes! +He couldn't speak or reach out his hand to take the picture; and +there he lay, convulsed with feeling, while tears rolled down his +cheeks." + +On looking at him, I found it was the very man I had seen in the +ambulance and mistaken for Andy. + +Before returning to camp on the evening train, I strolled along the +wharf and watched the boats coming and going, lading and unlading +their cargoes of army supplies. A company of colored soldiers was +doing guard duty at one point along the wharf. They were evidently +proud of their uniforms, and big with importance generally. By and +by two officers came leisurely walking toward the wharf, one of +whom I at once recognized as General Grant. He was smoking a cigar. +As the two stood on the edge of the wharf, looking up the river and +conversing in low tones, one of the colored guards came up behind +them and tapped the general on the shoulder. + +"Beg pardon, Gen'l," said the guard, giving the military salute, +"but dere ain't no smokin' allowed on dis yere warf." + +"Are those your orders?" asked the general, with a quiet smile. + +"Yes, sah; dem's de orders." + +Promptly taking his cigar from his lips, the general threw it into +the water. + +On my return to camp late in the evening, I found that the comrade +with whom I was messing during Andy's absence had already "turned +in" for the night. Leaning upon his elbow on his bunk, as I was +stirring up the fire, in order to make a cup of coffee, he said,-- + +"There is your share of the dinner the New York people sent down to +the Army of the Potomac." + +"Where?" inquired I, looking around everywhere in all the corners +of the tent. "I don't see it." + +"Why, there on your knapsack in the corner." + +On looking toward the spot indicated, I found one potato, half an +onion, and the gristly end of a chicken-wing! + +"You see," continued my messmate, "the New York people meant well, +but they have no idea how big a thing this Army of the Potomac +is, and they did not stop to consider how many toll-gates their +dinner would have to pass in order to reach us. By the time corps, +division, brigade, regimental, and company headquarters had +successively inspected and taken toll out of the boxes and barrels, +there was precious little left for the high private in the rear +rank." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +A WINTER RAID TO NORTH CAROLINA. + + +About the beginning of December, 1864, we were busy building cabins +for the winter. Everywhere in the woods to our rear were heard the +sound of axes and the crash of falling trees. Men were carrying +pine-logs on their shoulders, or dragging them along the ground +with ropes, for the purpose of building our last winter-quarters; +for of the three years for which we had enlisted, but a few months +remained. The camp was a scene of activity and interest on all +sides. Here were some men "notching" the logs to fit them firmly +together at the corners; yonder, one was hewing rude Robinson +Crusoe boards for the eaves and gables; there, a man was digging +clay for the chimney, which his messmate was cat-sticking up to a +proper height; while some had already stretched their shelters +over rude cabins, and were busy cooking their suppers. Just then, +as ill-luck would have it in those uncertain days, an orderly rode +into camp with some orders from headquarters, and all building was +directed to be stopped at once. + +"We have orders to move, Andy," said I, coming into the +half-finished cabin where Andy (lately returned from hospital) was +chinking the cracks in the side of the house. + +"Orders to move! Why, where in the world are we going this time of +year? I thought we had tramped around enough for one campaign, and +were going to settle down for the winter." + +"I don't know where we're going; but they say the Sixth Corps will +relieve us in the morning, and we are to pull out, anyhow." + +We were not deceived. At daylight next morning, December 6th, we +did "pack up and fall in" and move out from our fortified camp, +away to the rear, where we lay all day massed in the woods, with +nothing to do but to speculate as to the direction we were to take. + +From daylight of Wednesday, December 7th, we marched, through rain +and stiff mud, steadily toward the South, crossing the Nottaway +River on pontoons at 8 P. M., and halting at midnight for such +rest as we could find on the cold damp soil of a cornfield. Next +day on again we went, straight toward the South, through Sussex +Court-house at 10 A. M., halting at dusk near the Weldon and +Petersburg Railway, about five miles from the North Carolina line. + +Though we did not then know what all this meant, we soon learned +that it was simply a winter raid on the enemy's communications; +the intention being to destroy the Weldon road, and so render +it useless to him. True, we had already cut that same road near +Petersburg; but the enemy still brought his supplies on it from the +South, near to the point where our lines were thrown across, and by +means of wagons carried these supplies around our left, and safely +into Petersburg. + + [Illustration: WRECKING THE RAILWAY.] + +Never was railway more completely destroyed. The morning after we +had reached the scene of operations, in the drizzling rain and +falling sleet, the whole command was set to work. As far as the eye +could see down the road were men in blue, divested of weapons +and accoutrements, prying and wrenching and tearing away at iron +rails and wooden ties. It was a well-built road, and hard to tear +up. The rails were what are known as "T" rails, and each being +securely fastened to its neighbor at either end by a stout bar of +iron or steel, which had been forced into the groove of the T, the +track was virtually two long unbroken rails throughout its whole +length. + +"No use tryin' to tear up them rails from the ties, Major," said an +old railroader, with a touch of his cap. "The plagued things are +all spliced together at the j'ints, and the only way to get them +off is to pry up the whole thing, rails, ties, and all, and then +split the ties off from the rails when you've got her upside down." + +So, with fence-rails for levers, the men fell to work, prying and +heave-I-ho-ing, until one side of the road, ties, track, and all, +pulled and wrenched by thousands of strong arms, began to loosen +and move, and was raised gradually higher and higher. Forced at +last to a perpendicular, it was pushed over and laid upside down, +with a mighty cheer from the long line of wreckers! + +Once the thing was started it was easy enough to roll miles and +miles of it over without a break. And so brigade after brigade +rolled it along; tearing and splitting off the ties, and wrenching +away the rails. + +It was not enough, however, merely to destroy the track. The rails +must be made forever useless as rails. Accordingly, the ties were +piled in heaps, or built up as children build corn-cob houses, and +then the heaps were fired. The rails were laid across the top of +the burning pile, where they soon became red-hot in the middle, and +bent themselves double by the weight of their ends, which hung out +beyond the reach of the fire. In some cases, however, a grim and +humorous conceit led to a more artistic use of the heated rails, +for many of them were taken and carried to some tree hard by, and +twisted two or three times around the trunk, while not a few of the +men hit on the happy device of bending the rails, some into the +shape of a U, and others into the shape of an S, and setting them +up by pairs against the fences along the line, in order that, in +this oft-repeated iron U S, it might be seen that Uncle Sam had +been looking around in those parts. + +When darkness came, the scene presented by that long line of +burning ties was wild and weird. Rain and sleet had been falling +all day, and there was frost as well, and we lay down at night +with stiff limbs, aching bones, and chattering teeth. Everything +was covered with a coating of ice; so that Andy and I crept under +a wagon for shelter and a dry spot to lie down in. But the horses, +tied to the wheels, gave us little sleep. Scarcely would we fall +into a doze, when one of the horses would poke his nose between +the wheels, or through the spokes, and whinny pitifully in our +ears. And no wonder, either, we thought, when, crawling out at +daybreak, we found the poor creatures covered with a coating of +ice, and their tails turned to great icicles. The trees looked very +beautiful in their magnificent frost-work; but we were too cold and +wet to admire anything, as our drums hoarsely beat the "assembly," +and we set out for a two days' wet and weary march back to camp in +front of Petersburg. + +Both on the way down and on the retreat, we passed many fine farms +or plantations. It was a new country to us, and no other Northern +troops had passed through it. One consequence of this was that we +were everywhere looked upon with wonder by the white inhabitants, +and by the colored population as deliverers sent for their express +benefit. + +All along the line of march, both down and back, the overjoyed +darkies flocked to us by hundreds, old and young, sick and well, +men, women, and children. Whenever we came to a road or lane +leading to a plantation, a crowd of darkies would be seen hurrying +pell-mell down the lane toward us. And then they would take their +places in the colored column that already tramped along the road +in awe and wonderment beside "de sodjers." There were stout young +darkies with bundles slung over their backs, old men hobbling along +with canes, women in best bib and tucker with immense bundles on +their heads, mothers with babes in their arms, and a barefooted +brood trotting along at their heels; and now and then one would +call out anxiously to some venturesome boy: + +"Now, you Sam! Whar you goin' dar? You done gone git run ober by de +sodjers yit, you will." + +"Auntie, you've got a good many little folks to look after, haven't +you?" some kindly soldier would say to one of the mothers. + +"Ya-as, Cunnel, right smart o' chilluns I'se got yere; but I'se +a-gwine up Norf, an' can't leabe enny on 'em behind, sah." + +Fully persuaded that the year of jubilee had come at last, the poor +things joined us, from every plantation along the road, many of +them mayhap leaving good masters for bad, and comfortable homes for +no homes at all. Occasionally, however, we met some who would not +leave. I remember one old, gray-headed, stoop-shouldered uncle who +stood leaning over a gate, looking wide-eyed at the blue-coats and +the great exodus of his people. + +"Come along, uncle," shouted one of the men. "Come along,--the year +of jubilee is come!" + +"No, sah. Dis yere chile's too ole. Reckon I better stay wid ole +Mars'r." + +When we halted at nightfall in a cotton-field, around us was +gathered a great throng of colored people, houseless, homeless, +well-nigh dead with fatigue, and with nothing to eat. Near where +we pitched our tent, for instance, was a poor negro woman with +six little children, of whom the oldest was apparently not more +than eight or nine years of age. The whole forlorn family crouched +shivering together in the rain and sleet. Andy and I thought, as we +were driving in our tent-pins: + +"That's pretty hard now, isn't it? Couldn't we somehow get a +shelter and something to eat for the poor souls?" + +It was not long before we had set up a rude but serviceable +shelter, and thrown in a blanket and built a fire in front for +them, and set Dinah to cooking coffee and frying bacon for her +famishing brood. + +Never shall I forget how comical those little darkies looked as +they sat cross-legged about the fire, watching the frying-pan and +coffee-pot with great eager eyes! + +Dinah, as she cooked, and poked the fire betimes, told Andy and me +how she had deserted the old home at the plantation,--a home which +no doubt she afterward wished she had never left. + +"When we heerd dat de Yankees was a-comin'," said she, "de folks +all git ready fer to leabe. Ole Mars' John, he ride out de road dis +way, an' young Mars' Harry, he ride out de road dat way, fer to +watch if dey was a-comin'; and den ebbery now an' den one or udder +on 'em'd come a-ridin' up to de house an' say, 'Did ye see anyt'ing +on 'em yit? Did ye hear whar dey is now?' An' den one mawning, +down come young Mars' Harry a-ridin' his hoss at a gallop,--'Git +out o' dis! Git out o' dis! De Yankees is a-comin'! De Yankees is +a-comin'!' and den all de folks done gone cl'ar out an' leabe us +all 'lone, an' so when we see de sodjers comin' we done cl'ar out +too,--ki-yi!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +"JOHNNY COMES MARCHING HOME." + + +We had just come out of what is known as the "Second Hatcher's Run" +fight, somewhere about the middle of February, 1865. The company, +which was now reduced to a mere handful of men, was standing about +a smoking fire in the woods, discussing the engagement and relating +adventures, when some one came in from brigade headquarters, +shouting the following message: "Say, boys, good news! They told me +over at headquarters that we are to be sent North to relieve the +'regulars' somewhere." + +Ha! ha! ha! That was an old story,--too old to be good, and too +good to be true. For a year and more we had been hearing that same +good news,--"Going to Baltimore," "Going to Washington," and so +forth, and we always ended with going into battle instead, or off +on some long raid. + +So we didn't much heed the tidings; we were too old birds to be +caught with chaff. + +But, in spite of our incredulity, the next morning we were marched +down to General Grant's branch of the Petersburg Railway, loaded on +box-cars, and carried to City Point, where we at once embarked on +two huge steamers, which we found awaiting us. + +For two days and nights we were cooped up in those miserable boats. +We had no fire, and we suffered from the cold. We had no water for +thirty-six hours, and, of course, no coffee; and what is life to a +soldier without coffee? All were sea-sick, too, for the weather was +rough. And so, what with hunger and thirst, cold and sea-sickness, +we landed one evening at Baltimore more dead than alive. + +No sooner were we well down the gangplank than the crowd of apple +and pie women that stood on the wharf made quick sales and large +profits. Then we marched away to a "soldiers' retreat" and were +fed. Fed! We never tasted so grand a supper as that before or +since--"salt horse," dry bread and coffee! The darkies that +carried around the great cans of the latter were kept pretty busy +for a while, I can tell you; and they must have thought: + +"Dem sodjers, dar, must be done gone starved, dat's sartin. Nebber +seed sech hungry men in all my bawn days,--nebber!" + +After supper we were lodged in a great upper room of a large +building, having bunks ranged around the four sides of it, and +in the middle an open space, which was soon turned to account; +for one of the boys strung up his fiddle, which he had carried on +his knapsack for full two years, on every march and through every +battle we had been in, and with the help of this we proceeded to +celebrate our late "change of front" with music and dancing until +the small hours of the morning. + + [Illustration: THE CHARGE ON THE CAKES.] + +Down through the streets of Baltimore we march the next day, with +our blackened and tattered flags a-flying, mustering only one +hundred and eighty men out of the one thousand who marched through +those same streets nearly three years before. We find a train +of cars awaiting us, which we gladly enter, making no complaint +that we are stowed away in box or cattle cars, instead of +passenger coaches, for we understand that Uncle Sam cannot afford +any luxuries for his boys, and we have been used to roughing +it. Nor do we complain, either, that we have no fire, although +we have just come out of a warm climate, and the snow is a foot +deep at Baltimore, and is getting deeper every hour as we steam +away northward. Toward evening we pass Harrisburg, giving "three +cheers for Andy Curtin," as the State Capitol comes in sight. +Night draws on, and the boys one by one begin to bunk down on the +floor, wrapped in their great-coats and blankets. But I cannot lie +down or sleep until we have passed a certain way-station, from +which it is but two miles across the hills to my home. I stand at +the door of the car, shivering and chilled to the bone, patiently +waiting and watching as village after village rushes by in the +bright moonlight, until at long last we reach the well-known little +station at the hour of midnight. And then, as I look across the +snow-clad moonlit hills, toward the old red farmhouse where father +and mother and sisters are all sleeping soundly, with never a +thought of my being so near, I fall to thinking, and wondering, +and wishing with a bounding heart, as the train dashes on between +the mountain and the river, and bears me again farther and farther +away from home. Then rolling myself up in my blanket, and drawing +the cape of my overcoat about my head, I lie down on the car floor +beside Andy, and am soon sound asleep. + +The following evening we landed at Elmira, New York, where we were +at once put on garrison duty. _Why_ we had been taken out of the +field and sent to a distant Northern city, we never could discover, +and we had seen too much service to think of asking questions which +the mysterious pigeon-holes of the War Department alone could +answer. But we always deemed it a pity that we were not left in the +field until the great civil war came to an end with the surrender +of Lee at Appomattox, and that we had no part in the final +gathering of the troops at Washington, where the grand old Army of +the Potomac passed in review for the last time. + +But so it was, that after some months of monotonous garrison duty +at Elmira, the great and good news came at last one day that +peace had been declared, and that the great war was over! My young +readers can scarcely imagine what joy instantly burst forth all +over the land. Bells were rung all day long, bonfires burned, and +people paraded the streets half the night, and everybody was glad +beyond possibility of expression. And among the joyful thousands +all over the land, the Boys in Blue were probably the gladdest +of all; for was not the war over now, and would not "Johnny come +marching home?" + +But before we could go home we must be mustered out, and then +we must return to our State capital to be paid off and finally +disbanded, and say a last good-by to our comrades in arms, the +great majority of whom we should never in all probability see +again. And a more hearty, rough and ready, affectionate good-by +there never was in all this wide world. In the rooms of one of +the hotels at the State capital we were gathered, waiting for +our respective trains: knapsacks slung, Sharp's rifles at a +"right-shoulder shift" or a "carry;" songs were sung, hands shaken, +or rather wrung; loud, hearty "God bless you, old fellows!" +resounded; and many were the toasts and the healths that were drunk +before the men parted for good and all. + +It was past midnight when the last camp-fire of the One Hundred +and Fiftieth broke up. "Good by, boys! Good by! God bless you, old +fellow!" was shouted again and again, as by companies or in little +squads we were off for our several trains, some of us bound North, +some East, some West,--and all bound for Home! + +Of the thirteen men who had gone out from our little village +(whither my father's family had meanwhile removed), but three had +lived to return home together. One had already gone home the day +before. Some had been discharged because of sickness or wounds, +and four had been killed. As we rode along over the dusty turnpike +from L---- to M---- in the rattling old stage-coach that evening in +June, we could not help thinking how painful it would be for the +friends of Joe Gutelius and Jimmy Lucas and Joe Ruhl and John Diehl +to see us return without their brave boys, whom we had left on the +field. + + [Illustration: THE WELCOME HOME.] + +Reaching the village at dusk, we found gathered at the hotel where +the stage stopped, a great crowd of our school-fellows and friends, +who had come to meet us. We almost feared to step down among them, +lest they should quite tear us to pieces with shaking of hands. The +stage had scarcely stopped when I heard a well-known voice calling: + +"Harry! Are _you_ there?" + +"Yes, father! Here I am!" + +"God bless you, my boy!" + +And pushing his way through the crowd, my father plunges into the +stage, not able to wait until it has driven around to the house; +and if his voice is husky with emotion, as he often repeats "God +bless you, my boy!" and gets his arm around my neck, is it any +wonder? + +But my dog Rollo can't get into the stage, and so he runs barking +after it, and is the first to greet me at the gate, and jumps up at +me with his great paws on my shoulders. Does he know me? I rather +think he does! + +Then mother and sisters come around, and they must needs call for a +lamp and hold it close to my face, and look me all over from head +to foot, while father is saying to himself again and again, "God +bless you, my boy!" + +Although I knew that my name was never forgotten in the evening +prayer all the while I was away, yet not once, perhaps, in all that +time was father's voice so choked in utterance as when now, his +heart overflowing, he came to give thanks for my safe return. And +when I lay down that night in a clean white bed, for the first time +in three long years, I thanked God for Peace and Home. + + * * * * * + +And--Andy? Why--the Lord bless him and his!--he's a soldier still. +For, having laid aside the blue, he put on the black, being a +sober, steady-going Presbyterian parson now, somewhere up in York +State. I haven't seen him for years; but when we do meet, once +in a great while, there is such a wringing of hands as makes us +both wince until the tears start, and we sit up talking over old +times so far into the night that the good folk of the house wonder +whether we shall ever get to-- + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Recollections of A Drummer-Boy, by +Harry M. Kieffer + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 44970 *** |
