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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/4490-0.txt b/4490-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..75b91f8 --- /dev/null +++ b/4490-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3848 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 4490 *** + +CELT AND SAXON + +By George Meredith + +1910 + + + +BOOK 2. + +XII. MISS MATTOCK +XIII. THE DINNER-PARTY +XIV. OF ROCKNEY +XV. THE MATTOCK FAMILY +XVI. OF THE GREAT MR. BULL AND THE CELTIC AND SAXON VIEW OF HIM: + AND SOMETHING OF RICHARD ROCKNEY +XVII. CROSSING THE RUBICON +XVIII. CAPTAIN CON'S LETTER +X1X. MARS CONVALESCENT + + + +CHAPTER XII + +MISS MATTOCK + +Mrs. Adister O'Donnell, in common with her family, had an extreme dislike +of the task of composing epistles, due to the circumstance that she was +unable, unaided, to conceive an idea disconnected with the main theme of +her communication, and regarded, as an art of conjuring, the use of words +independent of ideas. Her native superiority caused her to despise the +art, but the necessity for employing it at intervals subjected her to +fits of admiration of the conjurer, it being then evident that a +serviceable piece of work, beyond her capacity to do, was lightly +performed by another. The lady's practical intelligence admitted the +service, and at the same time her addiction to the practical provoked +disdain of so flimsy a genius, which was identified by her with the +genius of the Irish race. If Irishmen had not been notoriously fighters, +famous for their chivalry, she would have looked on them as a kind of +footmen hired to talk and write, whose volubility might be encouraged +and their affectionateness deserved by liberal wages. The promptitude +of Irish blood to deliver the war-cry either upon a glove flung down +or taken up, raised them to a first place in her esteem: and she was +a peaceful woman abhorring sanguinary contention; but it was in her +own blood to love such a disposition against her principles. + +She led Patrick to her private room, where they both took seats and +he selected a pen. Mr. Patrick supposed that his business would be to +listen and put her words to paper; a mechanical occupation permitting the +indulgence of personal phantasies; and he was flying high on them until +the extraordinary delicacy of the mind seeking to deliver itself forced +him to prick up all his apprehensiveness. She wished to convey that she +was pleased with the news from Vienna, and desired her gratification to +be imparted to her niece Caroline, yet not so as to be opposed to the +peculiar feelings of her brother Edward, which had her fullest sympathy; +and yet Caroline must by no means be requested to alter a sentence +referring to Adiante, for that would commit her and the writer jointly to +an insincerity. + +'It must be the whole truth, madam,' said Patrick, and he wrote: 'My dear +Caroline,' to get the start. At once a magnificently clear course for +the complicated letter was distinguished by him. 'Can I write on and +read it to you afterward? I have the view,' he said. + +Mrs. Adister waved to him to write on. + +Patrick followed his 'My dear Caroline' with greetings very warm, founded +on a report of her flourishing good looks. The decision of Government to +send reinforcements to Ireland was mentioned as a prelude to the +information from Vienna of the birth of a son to the Princess Nikolas: +and then; having conjoined the two entirely heterogeneous pieces of +intelligence, the composer adroitly interfused them by a careless +transposition of the prelude and the burden that enabled him to play ad +libitum on regrets and rejoicings; by which device the lord of Earlsfont +might be offered condolences while the lady could express her strong +contentment, inasmuch as he deplored the state of affairs in the sister +island, and she was glad of a crisis concluding a term of suspense thus +the foreign-born baby was denounced and welcomed, the circumstances +lamented and the mother congratulated, in a breath, all under cover of +the happiest misunderstanding, as effective as the cabalism of Prospero's +wand among the Neapolitan mariners, by the skilful Irish development on a +grand scale of the rhetorical figure anastrophe, or a turning about and +about. + +He read it out to her, enjoying his composition and pleased with his +reconcilement of differences. 'So you say what you feel yourself, madam, +and allow for the feelings on the other side,' he remarked. 'Shall I +fold it? + +There was a smoothness in the letter particularly agreeable to her +troubled wits, but with an awful taste. She hesitated to assent: it +seemed like a drug that she was offered. + +Patrick sketched a series of hooked noses on the blotter. He heard a +lady's name announced at the door, and glancing up from his work he +beheld a fiery vision. + +Mrs. Adister addressed her affectionately: 'My dear Jane!' Patrick was +introduced to Miss Mattock. + +His first impression was that the young lady could wrestle with him and +render it doubtful of his keeping his legs. He was next engaged in +imagining that she would certainly burn and be a light in the dark. +Afterwards he discovered her feelings to be delicate, her looks pleasant. +Thereupon came one of the most singular sensations he had ever known: he +felt that he was unable to see the way to please her. She confirmed it +by her remarks and manner of speaking. Apparently she was conducting a +business. + +'You're right, my dear Mrs. Adister, I'm on my way to the Laundry, and I +called to get Captain Con to drive there with me and worry the manageress +about the linen they turn out: for gentlemen are complaining of their +shirt-fronts, and if we get a bad name with them it will ruin us. Women +will listen to a man. I hear he has gone down to the city. I must go +and do it alone. Our accounts are flourishing, I'm glad to say, though +we cannot yet afford to pay for a secretary, and we want one. John and I +verified them last night. We're aiming at steam, you know. In three or +four years we may found a steam laundry on our accumulated capital. If +only we can establish it on a scale to let us give employment to at least +as many women as we have working now! That is what I want to hear of. +But if we wait for a great rival steam laundry to start ahead of us, we +shall be beaten and have to depend on the charitable sentiments of rich +people to support the Institution. And that won't do. So it's a serious +question with us to think of taking the initiative: for steam must come. +It 's a scandal every day that it doesn't while we have coal. I'm for +grand measures. At the same time we must not be imprudent: turning off +hands, even temporarily, that have to feed infants, would be quite +against my policy.' + +Her age struck Patrick as being about twenty-three. + +'Could my nephew Arthur be of any use to you?' said Mrs. Adister. + +'Colonel Adister?' Miss Mattock shook her head. 'No.' + +'Arthur can be very energetic when he takes up a thing.' 'Can he? But, +Mrs. Adister, you are looking a little troubled. Sometimes you confide +in me. You are so good to us with your subscriptions that I always feel +in your debt.' + +Patrick glanced at his hostess for a signal to rise and depart. + +She gave none, but at once unfolded her perplexity, and requested Miss +Mattock to peruse the composition of Mr. Patrick O'Donnell and deliver an +opinion upon it. + +The young lady took the letter without noticing its author. She read it +through, handed it back, and sat with her opinion evidently formed +within. + +'What do you think of it?' she was asked. + +'Rank jesuitry,' she replied. + +'I feared so!' sighed Mrs. Adister. 'Yet it says everything I wish to +have said. It spares my brother and it does not belie me. The effect of +a letter is often most important. I cannot but consider this letter very +ingenious. But the moment I hear it is jesuitical I forswear it. But +then my dilemma remains. I cannot consent to give pain to my brother +Edward: nor will I speak an untruth, though it be to save him from a +wound. I am indeed troubled. Mr. Patrick, I cannot consent to despatch +a jesuitical letter. You are sure of your impression, my dear Jane?' + +'Perfectly,' said Miss Mattock. + +Patrick leaned to her. 'But if the idea in the mind of the person +supposed to be writing the letter is accurately expressed? Does it +matter, if we call it jesuitical, if the emotion at work behind it +happens to be a trifle so, according to your definition?' + +She rejoined: 'I should say, distinctly it matters.' + +'Then you'd not express the emotions at all?' + +He flashed a comical look of astonishment as he spoke. She was not to be +diverted; she settled into antagonism. + +'I should write what I felt.' + +'But it might be like discharging a bullet.' + +'How?' + +'If your writing in that way wounded the receiver.' + +'Of course I should endeavour not to wound!' + +'And there the bit of jesuitry begins. And it's innocent while it 's no +worse than an effort to do a disagreeable thing as delicately as you +can.' + +She shrugged as delicately as she could: + +'We cannot possibly please everybody in life.' + +'No: only we may spare them a shock: mayn't we?' + +'Sophistries of any description, I detest.' + +'But sometimes you smile to please, don't you?' + +'Do you detect falseness in that?' she answered, after the demurest of +pauses. + +'No: but isn't there a soupcon of sophistry in it?' + +'I should say that it comes under the title of common civility.' + +'And on occasion a little extra civility is permitted!' + +'Perhaps: when we are not seeking a personal advantage.' + +'On behalf of the Steam Laundry?' + +Miss Mattock grew restless: she was too serious in defending her position +to submit to laugh, and his goodhumoured face forbade her taking offence. + +'Well, perhaps, for that is in the interest of others.' + +'In the interests of poor and helpless females. And I agree with you +with all my heart. But you would not be so considerate for the sore +feelings of a father hearing what he hates to hear as to write a +roundabout word to soften bad news to him?' + +She sought refuge in the reply that nothing excused jesuitry. + +'Except the necessities of civilisation,' said Patrick. + +'Politeness is one thing,' she remarked pointedly. + +'And domestic politeness is quite as needful as popular, you'll admit. +And what more have we done in the letter than to be guilty of that? And +people declare it's rarer: as if we were to be shut up in families to +tread on one another's corns! Dear me! and after a time we should be +having rank jesuitry advertised as the specific balsam for an unhappy +domesticated population treading with hard heels from desperate habit and +not the slightest intention to wound.' + +'My dear Jane,' Mrs. Adister interposed while the young lady sat between +mildly staring and blinking, 'you have, though still of a tender age, so +excellent a head that I could trust to your counsel blindfolded. It is +really deep concern for my brother. I am also strongly in sympathy with +my niece, the princess, that beautiful Adiante: and my conscience +declines to let me say that I am not.' + +'We might perhaps presume to beg for Miss Mattock's assistance in the +composition of a second letter more to her taste,' Patrick said slyly. + +The effect was prompt: she sprang from her seat. + +'Dear Mrs. Adister! I leave it to you. I am certain you and Mr. +O'Donnell know best. It's too difficult and delicate for me. I am +horribly blunt. Forgive me if I seemed to pretend to casuistry. I am +sure I had no such meaning. I said what I thought. I always do. I +never meant that it was not a very clever letter; and if it does exactly +what you require it should be satisfactory. To-morrow evening John and I +dine with you, and I look forward to plenty of controversy and amusement. +At present I have only a head for work.' + +'I wish I had that,' said Patrick devoutly. + +She dropped her eyes on him, but without letting him perceive that he was +a step nearer to the point of pleasing her. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE DINNER-PARTY + +Miss Mattock ventured on a prediction in her mind: + +She was sure the letter would go. And there was not much to signify if +it did. But the curious fatality that a person of such a native +uprightness as Mrs. Adister should have been drawn in among Irishmen, set +her thoughts upon the composer of the letter, and upon the contrast of +his ingenuous look with the powerful cast of his head. She fancied a +certain danger about him; of what kind she could not quite distinguish, +for it had no reference to woman's heart, and he was too young to be much +of a politician, and he was not in the priesthood. His transparency was +of a totally different order from Captain Con's, which proclaimed itself +genuine by the inability to conceal a shoal of subterfuges. The younger +cousin's features carried a something invisible behind them, and she was +just perceptive enough to spy it, and it excited her suspicions. +Irishmen both she and her brother had to learn to like, owing to their +bad repute for stability: they are, moreover, Papists: they are not given +to ideas: that one of the working for the future has not struck them. In +fine, they are not solid, not law-supporting, not disposed to be (humbly +be it said) beneficent, like the good English. These were her views, and +as she held it a weakness to have to confess that Irishmen are socially +more fascinating than the good English, she was on her guard against +them. + +Of course the letter had gone. She heard of it before the commencement +of the dinner, after Mrs. Adister had introduced Captain Philip O'Donnell +to her, and while she was exchanging a word or two with Colonel Adister, +who stood ready to conduct her to the table. If he addressed any remarks +to the lady under his charge, Miss Mattock did not hear him; and she +listened--who shall say why? His unlike likeness to his brother had +struck her. Patrick opposite was flowing in speech. But Captain Philip +O'Donnell's taciturnity seemed no uncivil gloom: it wore nothing of that +look of being beneath the table, which some of our good English are +guilty of at their social festivities, or of towering aloof a Matterhorn +above it, in the style of Colonel Adister. Her discourse with the latter +amused her passing reflections. They started a subject, and he +punctuated her observations, or she his, and so they speedily ran to +earth. + +'I think,' says she, 'you were in Egypt this time last winter.' + +He supplies her with a comma: 'Rather later.' + +Then he carries on the line. 'Dull enough, if you don't have the right +sort of travelling crew in your boat.' + +'Naturally,' she puts her semicolon, ominous of the full stop. + +'I fancy you have never been in Egypt?' + +'No' + +There it is; for the tone betrays no curiosity about Egypt and her Nile, +and he is led to suppose that she has a distaste for foreign places. + +Condescending to attempt to please, which he has reason to wish to +succeed in doing, the task of pursuing conversational intercourse +devolves upon him + +'I missed Parlatti last spring. What opinion have you formed of her?' + +'I know her only by name at present.' + +'Ah, I fancy you are indifferent to Opera.' + +'Not at all; I enjoy it. I was as busy then as I am now.' + +'Meetings? Dorcas, so forth.' + +'Not Dorcas, I assure you. You might join if you would.' + +'Your most obliged.' + +A period perfectly rounded. At the same time Miss Mattock exchanged a +smile with her hostess, of whose benignant designs in handing her to the +entertaining officer she was not conscious. She felt bound to look happy +to gratify an excellent lady presiding over the duller half of a table of +eighteen. She turned slightly to Captain O'Donnell. He had committed +himself to speech at last, without tilting his shoulders to exclude the +company by devoting himself to his partner, and as he faced the table +Miss Mattock's inclination to listen attracted him. He cast his eyes on +her: a quiet look, neither languid nor frigid seeming to her both open +and uninviting. She had the oddest little shiver, due to she knew not +what. A scrutiny she could have borne, and she might have read a +signification; but the look of those mild clear eyes which appeared to +say nothing save that there was fire behind them, hit on some perplexity, +or created it; for she was aware of his unhappy passion for the beautiful +Miss Adister; the whole story had been poured into her ears; she had been +moved by it. Possibly she had expected the eyes of such a lover to +betray melancholy, and his power of containing the expression where the +sentiment is imagined to be most transparent may have surprised her, +thrilling her as melancholy orbs would not have done. + +Captain Con could have thumped his platter with vexation. His wife's +diplomacy in giving the heiress to Colonel Adister for the evening had +received his cordial support while he manoeuvred cleverly to place Philip +on the other side of her; and now not a step did the senseless fellow +take, though she offered him his chance, dead sick of her man on the +right; not a word did he have in ordinary civility; he was a burning +disgrace to the chivalry of Erin. She would certainly be snapped up by a +man merely yawning to take the bite. And there's another opportunity +gone for the old country!--one's family to boot! + +Those two were in the middle of the table, and it is beyond mortal, +beyond Irish, capacity, from one end of a table of eighteen to whip up +the whole body of them into a lively unanimous froth, like a dish of +cream fetched out of thickness to the airiest lightness. Politics, in +the form of a firebrand or apple of Discord, might knead them together +and cut them in batches, only he had pledged his word to his wife to shun +politics as the plague, considering Mr. Mattock's presence. And yet it +was tempting: the recent Irish news had stung him; he could say sharp +things from the heart, give neat thrusts; and they were fairly divided +and well matched. There was himself, a giant; and there was an +unrecognised bard of his country, no other than himself too; and there +was a profound politician, profoundly hidden at present, like powder in a +mine--the same person. And opposite to him was Mr. John Mattock, a +worthy antagonist, delightful to rouse, for he carried big guns and took +the noise of them for the shattering of the enemy, and this champion +could be pricked on to a point of assertion sure to fire the phlegm in +Philip; and then young Patrick might be trusted to warm to the work. +Three heroes out skirmishing on our side. Then it begins to grow hot, +and seeing them at it in earnest, Forbery glows and couches his gun, the +heaviest weight of the Irish light brigade. Gallant deeds! and now Mr. +Marbury Dyke opens on Forbery's flank to support Mattock hardpressed, and +this artillery of English Rockney resounds, with a similar object: the +ladies to look on and award the crown of victory, Saxon though they be, +excepting Rockney's wife, a sure deserter to the camp of the brave, +should fortune frown on them, for a punishment to Rockney for his +carrying off to himself a flower of the Green Island and holding +inveterate against her native land in his black ingratitude. Oh! but +eloquence upon a good cause will win you the hearts of all women, Saxon +or other, never doubt of it. And Jane Mattock there, imbibing forced +doses of Arthur Adister, will find her patriotism dissolving in the +natural human current; and she and Philip have a pretty wrangle, and like +one another none the worse for not agreeing: patriotically speaking, +she's really unrooted by that half-thawed colonel, a creature snow-bound +up to his chin; and already she's leaping to be transplanted. Jane is +one of the first to give her vote for the Irish party, in spite of her +love for her brother John: in common justice, she says, and because she +hopes for complete union between the two islands. And thereupon we +debate upon union. On the whole, yes: union, on the understanding that +we have justice, before you think of setting to work to sow the land with +affection:--and that 's a crop in a clear soil will spring up harvest- +thick in a single summer night across St. George's Channel, ladies!.... + +Indeed a goodly vision of strife and peace: but, politics forbidden, it +was entirely a dream, seeing that politics alone, and a vast amount of +blowing even on the topic of politics, will stir these English to enter +the arena and try a fall. You cannot, until you say ten times more than +you began by meaning, and have heated yourself to fancy you mean more +still, get them into any state of fluency at all. Forbery's anecdote now +and then serves its turn, but these English won't take it up as a start +for fresh pastures; they lend their ears and laugh a finale to it; you +see them dwelling on the relish, chewing the cud, by way of mental note +for their friends to-morrow, as if they were kettles come here merely for +boiling purposes, to make tea elsewhere, and putting a damper on the fire +that does the business for them. They laugh, but they laugh +extinguishingly, and not a bit to spread a general conflagration and +illumination. + +The case appeared hopeless to Captain Con, bearing an eye on Philip. He +surveyed his inanimate eights right and left, and folded his combative +ardour around him, as the soldier's martial cloak when he takes his rest +on the field. Mrs. Marbury Dyke, the lady under his wing, honoured wife +of the chairman of his imagined that a sigh escaped him, and said in +sympathy: 'Is the bad news from India confirmed?' + +He feared it was not bright, and called to Philip for the latest. + +'Nothing that you have not had already in the newspapers,' Philip +replied, distinctly from afar, but very bluntly, as through a trumpet. + +Miss Mattock was attentive. She had a look as good as handsome when she +kindled. + +The captain persevered to draw his cousin out. + +'Your chief has his orders?' + +'There's a rumour to that effect.' + +'The fellow's training for diplomacy,' Con groaned. + +Philip spoke to Miss Mattock: he was questioned and he answered, and +answered dead as a newspaper telegraphic paragraph, presenting simply the +corpse of the fact, and there an end. He was a rival of Arthur Adister +for military brevity. + +'Your nephew is quite the diplomatist,' said Mrs. Dyke, admiring Philip's +head. + +'Cousin, ma'am. Nephews I might drive to any market to make the most of +them. Cousins pretend they're better than pigs, and diverge bounding +from the road at the hint of the stick. You can't get them to grunt more +than is exactly agreeable to them.' + +'My belief is that if our cause is just our flag will triumph,' Miss +Grace Barrow, Jane Mattock's fellow-worker and particular friend, +observed to Dr. Forbery. + +'You may be enjoying an original blessing that we in Ireland missed in +the cradle,' said he. + +She emphasised: 'I speak of the just cause; it must succeed.' + +'The stainless flag'll be in the ascendant in the long run,' he assented. + +'Is it the flag of Great Britain you're speaking of, Forbery?' the +captain inquired. + +'There's a harp or two in it,' he responded pacifically. + +Mrs. Dyke was not pleased with the tone. 'And never will be out of it!' +she thumped her interjection. + +'Or where 's your music?' said the captain, twinkling for an adversary +among the males, too distant or too dull to distinguish a note of +challenge. 'You'd be having to mount your drum and fife in their places, +ma'am.' + +She saw no fear of the necessity. + +'But the fife's a pretty instrument,' he suggested, and with a candour +that seduced the unwary lady to think dubiously whether she quite liked +the fife. Miss Barrow pronounced it cheerful. + +'Oh, and martial!' he exclaimed, happy to have caught Rockney's +deliberate gaze. 'The effect of it, I'm told in the provinces is +astonishing for promoting enlistment. Hear it any morning in your London +parks, at the head of a marching regiment of your giant foot-Guards. +Three bangs of the drum, like the famous mountain, and the fife announces +himself to be born, and they follow him, left leg and right leg and +bearskin. And what if he's a small one and a trifle squeaky; so 's a +prince when the attendant dignitaries receive him submissively and hear +him informing the nation of his advent. It 's the idea that 's grand.' + +'The idea is everything in military affairs,' a solemn dupe, a Mr. +Rumford, partly bald, of benevolent aspect, and looking more copious than +his flow, observed to the lady beside him. 'The flag is only an idea.' + +She protested against the barbarism of war, and he agreed with her, +but thought it must be: it had always been: he deplored the fatality. +Nevertheless, he esteemed our soldiers, our sailors too. A city man +himself and a man of peace, he cordially esteemed and hailed the +victories of a military body whose idea was Duty instead of Ambition. + +'One thing,' said Mrs. Dyke, evading the ambiguous fife, 'patriotic as I +am, I hope, one thing I confess; I never have yet brought myself to +venerate thoroughly our Royal Standard. I dare say it is because I do +not understand it.' + +A strong fraternal impulse moved Mr. Rumford to lean forward and show her +the face of one who had long been harassed by the same incapacity to +digest that one thing. He guessed it at once, without a doubt of the +accuracy of the shot. Ever since he was a child the difficulty had +haunted him; and as no one hitherto had even comprehended his dilemma, +he beamed like a man preparing to embrace a recovered sister. + +'The Unicorn!' he exclaimed. + +'It is the Unicorn!' she sighed. 'The Lion is noble.' + +'The Unicorn, if I may speak by my own feelings, certainly does not +inspire attachment, that is to say, the sense of devotion, which we +should always be led to see in national symbols,' Mr. Rumford resumed, +and he looked humorously rueful while speaking with some earnestness; +to show that he knew the subject to be of the minor sort, though it was +not enough to trip and jar a loyal enthusiasm in the strictly meditative. + +'The Saxon should carry his White Horse, I suppose,' Dr. Forbery said. + +'But how do we account for the horn on his forehead?' Mr. Rumford sadly +queried. + +'Two would have been better for the harmony of the Unicorn's appearance,' +Captain Con remarked, desirous to play a floundering fish, and tender to +the known simple goodness of the ingenuous man. 'What do you say, +Forbery? The poor brute had a fall on his pate and his horn grew of it, +and it 's to prove that he has got something in his head, and is +dangerous both fore and aft, which is not the case with other horses, +who're usually wicked at the heels alone. That's it, be sure, or near +it. And his horn's there to file the subject nation's grievances for the +Lion to peruse at his leisure. And his colour's prophetic of the Horse +to come, that rides over all.' + +'Lion and Unicorn signify the conquest of the two hemispheres, Matter and +Mind,' said Dr. Forbery. 'The Lion there's no mistake about. The +Unicorn sets you thinking. So it's a splendid Standard, and means the +more for not being perfectly intelligible at a glance.' + +'But if the Lion, as they've whispered of late, Forbery, happens to be +stuffed with straw or with what's worse, with sawdust, a fellow bearing a +pointed horn at close quarters might do him mortal harm; and it must be a +situation trying to the patience of them both. The Lion seems to say "No +prancing!" as if he knew his peril; and the Unicorn to threaten a +playful dig at his flank, as if he understood where he's ticklish.' + +Mr. Rumford drank some champagne and murmured with a shrug to the +acquiescent lady beside him: 'Irishmen!' implying that the race could not +be brought to treat serious themes as befitted the seriousness of the +sentiments they stir in their bosoms. He was personally a little hurt, +having unfolded a shy secret of his feelings, which were keenly patriotic +in a phlegmatic frame, and he retired within himself, assuring the lady +that he accepted our standard in its integrity; his objection was not +really an objection; it was, he explained to her, a ridiculous desire to +have a perfect comprehension of the idea in the symbol. But where there +was no seriousness everything was made absurd. He could, he said, laugh +as well as others on the proper occasion. As for the Lion being stuffed, +he warned England's enemies for their own sakes not to be deluded by any +such patent calumny. The strong can afford to be magnanimous and +forbearing. Only let not that be mistaken for weakness. A wag of his +tail would suffice. + +The lady agreed. But women are volatile. She was the next moment +laughing at something she had heard with the largest part of her ear, +and she thought the worthy gentleman too simple, though she knew him for +one who had amassed wealth. Captain Con and Dr. Forbery had driven the +Unicorn to shelter, and were now baiting the Lion. The tremendous import +of that wag of his tail among the nations was burlesqued by them, and it +came into collision with Mr. Rumford's legendary forefinger threat. She +excused herself for laughing: + +'They are so preposterous!' + +'Yes, yes, I can laugh,' said he, soberly performing the act: and Mr. +Rumford covered the wound his delicate sensations had experienced under +an apology for Captain Con, that would redound to the credit of his +artfulness were it not notorious our sensations are the creatures and +born doctors of art in discovering unguents for healing their bruises. +'O'Donnell has a shrewd head for business. He is sound at heart. There +is not a drop of gout in his wine.' + +The lady laughed again, as we do when we are fairly swung by the tide, +and underneath her convulsion she quietly mused on the preference she +would give to the simple English citizen for soundness. + +'What can they be discussing down there?' Miss Mattock said to Philip, +enviously as poor Londoners in November when they receive letters from +the sapphire Riviera. + +'I will venture to guess at nonsense,' he answered. + +'Nothing political, then.' + +'That scarcely follows; but a host at his own table may be trusted to +shelve politics.' + +'I should not object.' + +'To controversy?' + +'Temperately conducted.' + +'One would go a long way to see the exhibition.' + +'But why cannot men be temperate in their political arguments?' + +'The questions raised are too close about the roots of us.' + +'That sounds very pessimist.' + +'More duels come from politics than from any other source.' + +'I fear it is true. Then women might set you an example.' + +'By avoiding it?' + +'I think you have been out of England for some time.' + +'I have been in America.' + +'We are not exactly on the pattern of the Americans.' Philip hinted a +bow. He praised the Republican people. + +'Yes, but in our own way we are working out our own problems over here,' +said she. 'We have infinitely more to contend with: old institutions, +monstrous prejudices, and a slower-minded people, I dare say: much +slower, I admit. We are not shining to advantage at present. Still, +that is not the fault of English women.' + +'Are they so spirited?' + +Spirited was hardly the word Miss Mattock would have chosen to designate +the spirit in them. She hummed a second or two, deliberating; it flashed +through her during the pause that he had been guilty of irony, and she +reddened: and remembering a foregoing strange sensation she reddened +more. She had been in her girlhood a martyr to this malady of youth; it +had tied her to the stake and enveloped her in flames for no accountable +reason, causing her to suffer cruelly and feel humiliated. She knew the +pangs of it in public, and in private as well. And she had not conquered +it yet. She was angered to find herself such a merely physical victim of +the rushing blood: which condition of her senses did not immediately +restore her natural colour. + +'They mean nobly,' she said, to fill an extending gap in the conversation +under a blush; and conscious of an ultra-swollen phrase, she snatched at +it nervously to correct it: 'They are becoming alive to the necessity for +action.' But she was talking to a soldier! 'I mean, their heads are +opening.' It sounded ludicrous. 'They are educating themselves +differently.' Were they? 'They wish to take their part in the work of +the world.' That was nearer the proper tone, though it had a ring of +claptrap rhetoric hateful to her: she had read it and shrunk from it in +reports of otherwise laudable meetings. + +'Well, spirited, yes. I think they are. I believe they are. One has +need to hope so.' + +Philip offered a polite affirmative, evidently formal. + +Not a sign had he shown of noticing her state of scarlet. His grave +liquid eyes were unalterable. She might have been grateful, but the +reflection that she had made a step to unlock the antechamber of her +dearest deepest matters to an ordinary military officer, whose notions of +women were probably those of his professional brethren, impelled her to +transfer his polished decorousness to the burden of his masculine +antagonism-plainly visible. She brought the dialogue to a close. +Colonel Adister sidled an eye at a three-quarter view of her face. +'I fancy you're feeling the heat of the room,' he said. + +Jane acknowledged a sensibility to some degree of warmth. + +The colonel was her devoted squire on the instant for any practical +service. His appeal to his aunt concerning one of the windows was +answered by her appeal to Jane's countenance for a disposition to rise +and leave the gentlemen. Captain Con, holding the door for the passage +of his wife and her train of ladies, received the injunction: + +'Ten,' from her, and remarked: 'Minutes,' as he shut it. The shortness +of the period of grace proposed dejection to him on the one hand, and on +the other a stimulated activity to squeeze it for its juices without any +delay. Winding past Dr. Forbery to the vacated seat of the hostess he +frowned forbiddingly. + +'It's I, is it!' cried the doctor. Was it ever he that endangered +the peace and placability of social gatherings! He sat down prepared +rather for a bout with Captain Con than with their common opponents, +notwithstanding that he had accurately read the mock thunder of his +brows. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +OF ROCKNEY + +Battles have been won and the streams of History diverted to new channels +in the space of ten minutes. Ladies have been won, a fresh posterity +founded, and grand financial schemes devised, revolts arranged, a yoke +shaken off, in less of mortal time. Excepting an inspired Epic song and +an original Theory of the Heavens, almost anything noteworthy may be +accomplished while old Father Scythe is taking a trot round a courtyard; +and those reservations should allow the splendid conception to pass for +the performance, when we bring to mind that the conception is the +essential part of it, as a bard poorly known to fame was constantly +urging. Captain Con had blown his Epic bubbles, not to speak of his +projected tuneful narrative of the adventures of the great Cuchullin, and +his Preaching of St. Patrick, and other national triumphs. He could own, +however, that the world had a right to the inspection of the Epic books +before it awarded him his crown. The celestial Theory likewise would +have to be worked out to the last figure by the illustrious astronomers +to whom he modestly ranked himself second as a benefactor of his kind, +revering him. So that, whatever we may think in our own hearts, Epic and +Theory have to remain the exception. Battles indeed have been fought, but +when you survey the field in preparation for them you are summoned to +observe the preluding courtesies of civilised warfare in a manner +becoming a chivalrous gentleman. It never was the merely flinging of +your leg across a frontier, not even with the abrupt Napoleon. You have +besides to drill your men; and you have often to rouse your foe with a +ringing slap, if he's a sleepy one or shamming sleepiness. As here, for +example: and that of itself devours more minutes than ten. Rockney and +Mattock could be roused; but these English, slow to kindle, can't subside +in a twinkling; they are for preaching on when they have once begun; +betray the past engagement, and the ladies are chilled, and your wife +puts you the pungent question: 'Did you avoid politics, Con?' in the +awful solitude of domestic life after a party. Now, if only there had +been freedom of discourse during the dinner hour, the ten disembarrassed +minutes allotted to close it would have afforded time sufficient for +hearty finishing blows and a soothing word or so to dear old innocent Mr. +Rumford, and perhaps a kindly clap of the shoulder to John Mattock, no +bad fellow at bottom. Rockney too was no bad fellow in his way. He +wanted no more than a beating and a thrashing. He was a journalist, a +hard-headed rascal, none of your good old-fashioned order of regimental +scribes who take their cue from their colonel, and march this way and +that, right about face, with as little impediment of principles to hamper +their twists and turns as the straw he tosses aloft at midnight to spy +the drift of the wind to-morrow. Quite the contrary; Rockney was his +own colonel; he pretended to think independently, and tried to be the +statesman of a leading article, and showed his intention to stem the +current of liberty, and was entirely deficient in sympathy with the +oppressed, a fanatical advocate of force; he was an inveterate Saxon, +good-hearted and in great need of a drubbing. Certain lines Rockney had +written of late about Irish affairs recurred to Captain Con, and the +political fires leaped in him; he sparkled and said: 'Let me beg you to +pass the claret over to Mr. Rockney, Mr. Rumford; I warrant it for the +circulating medium of amity, if he'll try it.' + +"Tis the Comet Margaux,' said Dr. Forbery, topping anything Rockney might +have had to say, and anything would have served. The latter clasped the +decanter, poured and drank in silence. + +''Tis the doctor's antidote, and best for being antedated,' Captain Con +rapped his friend's knuckles. + +'As long as you're contented with not dating in double numbers,' retorted +the doctor, absolutely scattering the precious minutes to the winds, for +he hated a provocation. + +'There's a golden mean, is there!' + +'There is; there's a way between magnums of good wine and gout, and it's +generally discovered too late.' + +'At the physician's door, then! where the golden mean is generally +discovered to be his fee. I've heard of poor souls packed off by him +without an obolus to cross the ferry. Stripped they were in all +conscience.' + +'You remind me of a fellow in Dublin who called on me for medical advice, +and found he'd forgotten his purse. He offered to execute a deed to +bequeath me his body, naked and not ashamed.' + +'You'd a right to cut him up at once, Forbery. Any Jury 'd have +pronounced him guilty of giving up the ghost before he called.' + +'I let him go, body and all. I never saw him again.' + +'The fellow was not a lunatic. As for your golden mean, there's a +saying: Prevention is better than cure: and another that caps it: Drink +deep or taste not.' + +'That's the Pierian Spring.' + +'And what is the wine on my table, sir?' + +'Exhaustless if your verses come of it.' + +'And pure, you may say of the verses and the fount.' + +'And neither heady nor over-composed; with a blush like Diana confessing +her love for the young shepherd: it's one of your own comparisons.' + +'Oh!' Con could have roared his own comparisons out of hearing. He was +angry with Forbery for his obstructive dulness and would not taste the +sneaking compliment. What could Forbery mean by paying compliments and +spoiling a game! The ten minutes were dancing away like harmless wood- +nymphs when the Satyr slumbers. His eyes ranged over his guests +despondently, and fixed in desperation on Mr. Rumford, whom his +magnanimous nature would have spared but for the sharp necessity to +sacrifice him. + +The wine in Rumford at any rate let loose his original nature, if it +failed to unlock the animal in these other unexcitable Saxons. + +'By the way, now I think of it, Mr. Rumford, the interpretation of your +Royal Standard, which perplexes you so much, strikes me as easy if you +'ll examine the powerfully different colours of the two beasts in it.' + +Mr. Rumford protested that he had abandoned his inquiry: it was a piece +of foolishness: he had no feeling in it whatever, none. + +The man was a perfect snail's horn for coyness. + +The circumstances did not permit of his being suffered to slip away: and +his complexion showed that he might already be classed among the roast. + +'Your Lion:--Mr. Rumford, you should know, is discomposed, as a +thoughtful patriot, by the inexplicable presence of the Unicorn in the +Royal Standard, and would be glad to account for his one horn and the +sickly appearance of the beast. I'm prepared to say he's there to +represent the fair one half of the population. + +Your Lion, my dear sir, may have nothing in his head, but his tawniness +tells us he imbibes good sound stuff, worthy of the reputation of a noble +brewery. Whereas your, Unicorn, true to the character of the numberless +hosts he stands for, is manifestly a consumer of doctor's drugs. And +there you have the symbolism of your country. Right or left of the +shield, I forget which, and it is of no importance to the point--you have +Grandgosier or Great Turk in all his majesty, mane and tail; and on the +other hand, you behold, as the showman says, Dyspepsia. And the pair are +intended to indicate that you may see yourselves complete by looking at +them separately; and so your Royal Standard is your national mirror; and +when you gaze on it fondly you're playing the part of a certain Mr. +Narcissus, who got liker to the Lion than to the Unicorn in the act. Now +will that satisfy you?' + +'Quite as you please, quite as you please,' Mr. Rumford replied. +'One loves the banner of one's country--that is all.' He rubbed his +hands. 'I for one am proud of it.' + +'Far be it from me to blame you, my dear sir. Or there's the alternative +of taking him to stand for your sole great festival holiday, and +worshipping him as the personification of your Derbyshire race.' + +A glittering look was in Captain Con's eye to catch Rockney if he would +but rise to it. + +That doughty Saxon had been half listening, half chatting to Mr. Mattock, +and wore on his drawn eyelids and slightly drawn upper lip a look of +lambent pugnacity awake to the challenge, indifferent to the antagonist, +and disdainful of the occasion. + +'We have too little of your enthusiasm for the flag,' Philip said to Mr. +Rumford to soothe him, in a form of apology for his relative. + +'Surely no! not in England?' said Mr. Rumford, tempted to open his heart, +for he could be a bellicose gentleman by deputy of the flag. He +recollected that the speaker was a cousin of Captain Con's, and withdrew +into his wound for safety. 'Here and there, perhaps; not when we are +roused; we want rousing, we greatly prefer to live at peace with the +world, if the world will let us.' + +'Not at any price?' Philip fancied his tone too quakerly. + +'Indeed I am not one of that party!' said Mr. Rumford, beginning to glow; +but he feared a snare, and his wound drew him in again. + +'When are you ever at peace!' quoth his host, shocked by the +inconsiderate punctuality of Mrs. Adister O'Donnell's household, for here +was the coffee coming round, and Mattock and Rockney escaping without a +scratch. 'There's hardly a day in the year when your scarlet mercenaries +are not popping at niggers.' + +Rockney had the flick on the cheek to his manhood now, it might be hoped. + +'Our what?' asked Mr. Rumford, honestly unable to digest the opprobrious +term. + +'Paid soldiery, hirelings, executioners, whom you call volunteers, by a +charming euphemism, and send abroad to do the work of war while you +propound the doctrines of peace at home.' + +Rockney's forehead was exquisitely eruptive, red and swelling. Mattock +lurched on his chair. The wine was in them, and the captain commended +the spiriting of it, as Prospero his Ariel. + +Who should intervene at this instant but the wretched Philip, pricked on +the point of honour as a soldier! Are we inevitably to be thwarted by +our own people? + +'I suppose we all work for pay,' said he. 'It seems to me a cry of the +streets to call us by hard names. The question is what we fight for.' + +He spoke with a witless moderation that was most irritating, considering +the latest news from the old country. + +'You fight to subjugate, to enslave,' said Con, 'that's what you're +doing, and at the same time your journals are venting their fine irony +at the Austrians and the Russians and the Prussians for tearing Poland to +strips with their bloody beaks.' + +'We obey our orders, and leave you to settle the political business,' +Philip replied. + +Forbery declined the fray. Patrick was eagerly watchful and dumb. +Rockney finished his coffee with a rap of the cup in the saucer, an +appeal for the close of the sitting; and as Dr. Forbery responded to it +by pushing back his chair, he did likewise, and the other made a +movement. + +The disappointed hero of a fight unfought had to give the signal for +rising. Double the number of the ten minutes had elapsed. He sprang up, +hearing Rockney say: 'Captain Con O'Donnell is a politician or nothing,' +and as he was the most placable of men concerning his personality, he +took it lightly, with half a groan that it had not come earlier, and +said, 'He thinks and he feels, poor fellow!' + +All hope of a general action was over. + +'That shall pass for the epitaph of the living,' said Rockney. + +It was too late to catch at a trifle to strain it to a tussle. Con was +obliged to subjoin: 'Inscribe it on the dungeon-door of tyranny.' But the +note was peaceful. + +He expressed a wish that the fog had cleared for him to see the stars of +heaven before he went to bed, informing Mr. Mattock that a long look in +among them was often his prayer at night, and winter a holy season to +him, for the reason of its showing them bigger and brighter. + +'I can tell my wife with a conscience we've had a quiet evening, and +you're a witness to it,' he said to Patrick. That consolation remained. + +'You know the secret of your happiness,' Patrick answered. + +'Know you one of the secrets of a young man's fortune in life, and give +us a thrilling song at the piano, my son,' said Con: 'though we don't +happen to have much choice of virgins for ye to-night. Irish or French. +Irish are popular. They don't mind having us musically. And if we'd go +on joking to the end we should content them, if only by justifying their +opinion that we're born buffoons.' + +His happy conscience enabled him to court his wife with assiduity and +winsomeness, and the ladies were once more elated by seeing how +chivalrously lover-like an Irish gentleman can be after years of wedlock. + +Patrick was asked to sing. Miss Mattock accompanied him at the piano. +Then he took her place on the music-stool, and she sang, and with an +electrifying splendour of tone and style. + +'But it's the very heart of an Italian you sing with!' he cried. + +'It will surprise you perhaps to hear that I prefer German music,' said +she. + +'But where--who had the honour of boasting you his pupil?' + +She mentioned a famous master. Patrick had heard of him in Paris. He +begged for another song and she complied, accepting the one he selected +as the favourite of his brother Philip's, though she said: 'That one?' +with a superior air. It was a mellifluous love-song from a popular +Opera somewhat out of date. 'Well, it's in Italian!' she summed up her +impressions of the sickly words while scanning them for delivery. +She had no great admiration of the sentimental Sicilian composer, she +confessed, yet she sang as if possessed by him. Had she, Patrick +thought, been bent upon charming Philip, she could not have thrown more +fire into the notes. And when she had done, after thrilling the room, +there was a gesture in her dismissal of the leaves displaying critical +loftiness. Patrick noticed it and said, with the thrill of her voice +lingering in him: 'What is it you do like? I should so like to know.' + +She was answering when Captain Con came up to the piano and remarked in +an undertone to Patrick: 'How is it you hit on the song Adiante Adister +used to sing?' + +Miss Mattock glanced at Philip. He had applauded her mechanically, +and it was not that circumstance which caused the second rush of scarlet +over her face. This time she could track it definitely to its origin. +A lover's favourite song is one that has been sung by his love. She +detected herself now in the full apprehension of the fact before she had +sung a bar: it had been a very dim fancy: and she denounced herself +guilty of the knowledge that she was giving pain by singing the stuff +fervidly, in the same breath that accused her of never feeling things at +the right moment vividly. The reminiscences of those pale intuitions +made them always affectingly vivid. + +But what vanity in our emotional state in a great jarring world where we +are excused for continuing to seek our individual happiness only if we +ally it and subordinate it to the well being of our fellows! The +interjection was her customary specific for the cure of these little +tricks of her blood. Leaving her friend Miss Barrow at the piano, she +took a chair in a corner and said; 'Now, Mr. O'Donnell, you will hear the +music that moves me.' + +'But it's not to be singing,' said Patrick. 'And how can you sing so +gloriously what you don't care for? It puzzles me completely.' + +She assured him she was no enigma: she hushed to him to hear. + +He dropped his underlip, keeping on the conversation with his eyes until +he was caught by the masterly playing of a sonata by the chief of the +poets of sound. + +He was caught by it, but he took the close of the introductory section, +an allegro con brio, for the end, and she had to hush at him again, and +could not resist smiling at her lullaby to the prattler. Patrick smiled +in response. Exchanges of smiles upon an early acquaintance between two +young people are peeps through the doorway of intimacy. She lost sight +of the Jesuit. Under the influence of good music, too, a not +unfavourable inclination towards the person sitting beside us and sharing +that sweetness, will soften general prejudices--if he was Irish, he was +boyishly Irish, not like his inscrutable brother; a better, or hopefuller +edition of Captain Con; one with whom something could be done to steady +him, direct him, improve him. He might be taught to appreciate Beethoven +and work for his fellows. 'Now does not that touch you more deeply than +the Italian?' said she, delicately mouthing: 'I, mio tradito amor!' + +'Touch, I don't know,' he was honest enough to reply. 'It's you that +haven't given it a fair chance I'd like to hear it again. There's a +forest on fire in it.' + +'There is,' she exclaimed. 'I have often felt it, but never seen it. +You exactly describe it. How true!' + +'But any music I could listen to all day and all the night,' said he. + +'And be as proud of yourself the next morning?' + +Patrick was rather at sea. What could she mean? + +Mrs. Adister O'Donnell stepped over to them, with the object of +installing Colonel Adister in Patrick's place. + +The object was possibly perceived. Mrs. Adister was allowed no time to +set the manoeuvre in motion. + +'Mr. O'Donnell is a great enthusiast for music, and could listen to it +all day and all night, he tells me,' said Miss Mattock. 'Would he not +sicken of it in a week, Mrs. Adister?' + +'But why should I?' cried Patrick. 'It's a gift of heaven.' + +'And, like other gifts of heaven, to the idle it would turn to evil.' + +'I can't believe it.' + +'Work, and you will believe it.' + +'But, Miss Mattock, I want to work; I'm empty-handed. It 's true I want +to travel and see a bit of the world to help me in my work by and by. +I'm ready to try anything I can do, though.' + +'Has it ever struck you that you might try to help the poor?' + +'Arthur is really anxious, and only doubts his ability,' said Mrs. +Adister. + +'The doubt throws a shadow on the wish,' said Miss Mattock. 'And can one +picture Colonel Adister the secretary of a Laundry Institution, receiving +directions from Grace and me! We should have to release him long before +the six months' term, when we have resolved to incur the expense of a +salaried secretary.' + +Mrs. Adister turned her head to the colonel, who was then looking down +the features of Mrs. Rockney. + +Patrick said: 'I'm ready, for a year, Miss Mattock.' + +She answered him, half jocosely: 'A whole year of free service? Reflect +on what you are undertaking.' + +'It's writing and accounts, no worse?' + +'Writing and accounts all day, and music in the evening only now and +then.' + +'I can do it: I will, if you'll have me.' + +'Do you hear Mr. O'Donnell, Mrs. Adister?' + +Captain Con fluttered up to his wife, and heard the story from Miss +Mattock. + +He fancied he saw a thread of good luck for Philip in it. 'Our house +could be Patrick's home capitally,' he suggested to his wife. She was +not a whit less hospitable, only hinting that she thought the refusal of +the post was due to Arthur. + +'And if he accepts, imagine him on a stool, my dear madam; he couldn't +sit it!' + +Miss Mattock laughed. 'No, that is not to be thought of seriously. And +with Mr. O'Donnell it would be probationary for the first fortnight or +month. Does he know anything about steam?' + +'The rudimentary idea,' said Patrick. + +'That's good for a beginning,' said the captain; and he added: 'Miss +Mattock, I'm proud if one of my family can be reckoned worthy of +assisting in your noble work.' + +She replied: 'I warn everybody that they shall be taken at their word if +they volunteer their services.' + +She was bidden to know by the captain that the word of an Irish gentleman +was his bond. 'And not later than to-morrow evening I'll land him at +your office. Besides, he'll find countrywomen of his among you, and +there's that to enliven him. You say they work well, diligently, +intelligently.' + +She deliberated. 'Yes, on the whole; when they take to their work. +Intelligently certainly compared with our English. We do not get the +best of them in London. For that matter, we do not get the best of the +English--not the women of the north. We have to put up with the rejected +of other and better-paying departments of work. It breaks my heart +sometimes to see how near they are to doing well, but for such a little +want of ballast.' + +'If they're Irish,' said Patrick, excited by the breaking of her heart, +'a whisper of cajolery in season is often the secret.' + +Captain Con backed him for diplomacy. 'You'll learn he has a head, Miss +Mattock.' + +'I am myself naturally blunt, and prefer the straightforward method,' +said she. + +Patrick nodded. 'But where there's an obstruction in the road, it's +permissible to turn a corner.' + +'Take 'em in flank when you can't break their centre,' said Con. + +'Well, you shall really try whether you can endure the work for a short +time if you are in earnest,' Miss Mattock addressed the volunteer. + +'But I am,' he said. + +'We are too poor at present to refuse the smallest help.' + +'And mine is about the smallest.' + +'I did not mean that, Mr. O'Donnell.' + +'But you'll have me?' + +'Gladly.' + +Captain Con applauded the final words between them. They had the genial +ring, though she accepted the wrong young man for but a shadow of the +right sort of engagement. + +This being settled, by the sudden combination of enthusiastic Irish +impulse and benevolent English scheming, she very considerately resigned +herself to Mrs. Adister's lead and submitted herself to a further jolting +in the unprogressive conversational coach with Colonel Adister, whose +fault as a driver was not in avoiding beaten ways, but whipping wooden +horses. + +Evidently those two were little adapted to make the journey of life +together, though they were remarkably fine likenesses of a pair in the +dead midway of the journey, Captain Con reflected, and he could have +jumped at the thought of Patrick's cleverness: it was the one bright +thing of the evening. There was a clear gain in it somewhere. And if +there was none, Jane Mattock was a good soul worth saving. Why not all +the benefaction on our side, and a figo for rewards! Devotees or +adventurers, he was ready in imagination to see his cousins play the part +of either, as the cross-roads offered, the heavens appeared to decree. +We turn to the right or the left, and this way we're voluntary drudges, +and that way we're lucky dogs; it's all according to the turn, the fate +of it. But never forget that old Ireland is weeping! + + O never forget that old Ireland is weeping + The bitter salt tears of the mother bereft! + +He hummed the spontaneous lines. He was accused of singing to himself, +and a song was vigorously demanded of him by the ladies. + +He shook his head. 'I can't,' he sighed. 'I was plucking the drowned +body of a song out of the waters to give it decent burial. And if I sing +I shall be charged with casting a firebrand at Mr. Rockney.' + +Rockney assured him that he could listen to anything in verse. + +'Observe the sneer:--for our verses are smoke,' said Con. + +Miss Mattock pressed him to sing. + +But he had saddened his mind about old Ireland: the Irish news weighed +heavily on him, unrelieved by a tussle with Rockney. If he sang, it +would be an Irish song, and he would break down in it, he said; and he +hinted at an objection of his wife's to spirited Irish songs of the sort +which carry the sons of Erin bounding over the fences of tyranny and the +brook of tears. And perhaps Mr. Rockney might hear a tale in verse as +hard to bear as he sometimes found Irish prose!--Miss Mattock perceived +that his depression was genuine, not less than his desire to please her. +'Then it shall be on another occasion,' she said. + +'Oh! on another occasion I'm the lark to the sky, my dear lady.' + +Her carriage was announced. She gave Patrick a look, with a smile, for +it was to be a curious experiment. He put on the proper gravity of a +young man commissioned, without a dimple of a smile. Philip bowed to her +stiffly, as we bow to a commanding officer who has insulted us and will +hear of it. But for that, Con would have manoeuvred against his wife to +send him downstairs at the lady's heels. The fellow was a perfect +riddle, hard to read as the zebra lines on the skin of a wild jackass-- +if Providence intended any meaning when she traced them! and it's a moot +point: as it is whether some of our poets have meaning and are not +composers of zebra. 'No one knows but them above!' he said aloud, +apparently to his wife. + +'What can you be signifying?' she asked him. She had deputed Colonel +Arthur to conduct Miss Mattock and Miss Barrow to their carriage, and she +supposed the sentence might have a mysterious reference to the plan she +had formed; therefore it might be a punishable offence. Her small round +eyes were wide-open, her head was up and high. + +She was easily appeased, too easily. + +'The question of rain, madam,' he replied to her repetition of his words. +'I dare say that was what I had in my mind, hearing Mr. Mattock and Mr. +Rockney agree to walk in company to their clubs.' + +He proposed to them that they should delay the march on a visit to his +cabin near the clouds. They were forced to decline his invitation to the +gentle lion's mouth; as did Mr. Rumford, very briskly and thankfully. +Mr. Rockney was taken away by Mr. and Mrs. Marbury Dyke. So the party +separated, and the Englishmen were together, and the Irishmen together; +and hardly a syllable relating to the Englishmen did the Irishmen say, +beyond an allusion to an accident to John Mattock's yacht off the Irish +west-coast last autumn; but the Irishmen were subjected to some remarks +by the Englishmen, wherein their qualities as individuals and specimens +of a race were critically and neatly packed. Common sense is necessarily +critical in its collision with vapours, and the conscious possessors of +an exclusive common sense are called on to deliver a summary verdict, nor +is it an unjust one either, if the verdict be taken simply for an +estimate of what is presented upon the plain surface of to-day. Irishmen +are queer fellows, never satisfied, thirsting for a shindy. Some of them +get along pretty well in America. The air of their Ireland intoxicates +them. They require the strong hand: fair legislation, but no show of +weakness. Once let them imagine you are afraid of them, and they see +perfect independence in their grasp. And what would be the spectacle if +they were to cut themselves loose from England? The big ship might be +inconvenienced by the loss of the tender; the tender would fall adrift on +the Atlantic, with pilot and captain at sword and pistol, the crew +playing Donnybrook freely. Their cooler heads are shrewd enough to see +the folly, but it catches the Irish fancy to rush to the extreme, and we +have allowed it to be supposed that it frightens us. There is the +capital blunder, fons et origo. + +Their leaders now pretend to work upon the Great Scale; they demand +everything on the spot upon their own interpretation of equity. +Concessions, hazy speeches, and the puling nonsense of our present +Government, have encouraged them so far and got us into the mess. Treat +them as policemen treat highwaymen: give them the law: and the law must +be tightened, like the hold on a rogue by his collar, if they kick at it. +Rockney was for sharp measures in repression, fair legislation in due +course. + +'Fair legislation upon your own interpretation of fair,' said Mattock, +whose party opposed Rockney's. 'As to repression, you would have missed +that instructive scene this evening at Con O'Donnell's table, if you had +done him the kindness to pick up his glove. It 's wisest to let them +exhaust their energies upon one another. Hold off, and they're soon at +work.' + +'What kind of director of a City Company does he make?' said Rockney. + +Mattock bethought him that, on the whole, strange to say, Con O'Donnell +comported himself decorously as a director, generally speaking on the +reasonable side, not without shrewdness: he seemed to be sobered by the +money question. + +'That wife of his is the salvation of him,' Rockney said, to account for +the Captain's shrewdness. 'She manages him cleverly. He knows the +length of his line. She's a woman of principle, and barring the +marriage, good sense too. His wife keeps him quiet, or we should be +hearing of him. Forbery 's a more dangerous man. There's no intentional +mischief in Con O'Donnell; it's only effervescence. I saw his game, and +declined to uncork him. He talks of a niece of his wife's: have you ever +seen her?--married to some Servian or Roumanian prince.' + +Mattock answered: 'Yes.' + +'Is she such a beauty?' + +Again Mattock answered: 'Yes,' after affecting thoughtfulness. + +'They seem to marry oddly in that family.' + +Mattock let fly a short laugh at the remark, which had the ring of some +current phrase. 'They do,' he said. + +Next morning Jane Mattock spoke to her brother of her recruit. He +entirely trusted to her discretion; the idea of a young Irish secretary +was rather comical, nevertheless. He had his joke about it, requesting +to have a sight of the secretary's books at the expiry of the week, which +was the length of time he granted this ardent volunteer for evaporating +and vanishing. + +'If it releases poor Grace for a week, it will be useful to us,' Jane +said. 'Women are educated so shamefully that we have not yet found one +we can rely on as a competent person. And Mr. O'Donnell--did you notice +him? I told you I met him a day or two back--seems willing to be of use. +It cannot hurt him to try. Grace has too much on her hands.' + +'She has a dozen persons.' + +'They are zealous when they are led.' + +'Beware of letting them suspect that they are led.' + +'They are anxious to help the poor if they can discover how.' + +'Good men, I don't doubt,' said John Mattock. 'Any proposals from +curates recently?' + +'Not of late. Captain O'Donnell, the brother of our secretary, is +handsomer, but we do not think him so trustworthy. Did you observe him +at all?--he sat by me. He has a conspirator's head.' + +'What is that?' her brother asked her. + +'Only a notion of mine.' + +She was directed to furnish a compendious report of the sayings, doings, +and behaviour of the Irish secretary in the evening. + +'If I find him there,' she said. + +Her brother was of opinion that Mr. Patrick O'Donnell would be as good as +his word, and might be expected to appear there while the novelty lasted. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE MATTOCK FAMILY + +That evening's report of the demeanour of the young Irish secretary in +harness was not so exhilarating as John Mattock had expected, and he +inclined to think his sister guilty of casting her protecting veil over +the youth. It appeared that Mr. O'Donnell had been studious of his +duties, had spoken upon no other topic, had asked pertinent questions, +shown no flippancy, indulged in no extravagances. He seemed, Jane said, +eager to master details. A certain eagerness of her own in speaking of +it sharpened her clear features as if they were cutting through derision. +She stated it to propitiate her brother, as it might have done but for +the veracious picture of Patrick in the word 'eager,' which pricked the +scepticism of a practical man. He locked his mouth, looking at her with +a twinkle she refused to notice. 'Determined to master details' he could +have accepted. One may be determined to find a needle in a dust-heap; +one does not with any stiffness of purpose go at a dust-heap eagerly. +Hungry men have eaten husks; they have not betrayed eagerness for such +dry stuff. Patrick's voracity after details exhibited a doubtfully +genuine appetite, and John deferred his amusement until the termination +of the week or month when his dear good Jane would visit the office to +behold a vacated seat, or be assailed by the customary proposal. +Irishmen were not likely to be far behind curates in besieging an +heiress. For that matter, Jane was her own mistress and could very well +take care of herself; he had confidence in her wisdom. + +He was besides of an unsuspicious and an unexacting temperament. The +things he would strongly object to he did not specify to himself because +he was untroubled by any forethought of them. Business, political, +commercial and marine, left few vacancies in his mind other than for the +pleasures he could command and enjoy. He surveyed his England with a +ruddy countenance, and saw the country in the reflection. His England +saw much of itself in him. Behind each there was more, behind the +country a great deal more, than could be displayed by a glass. The +salient features wore a resemblance. Prosperity and heartiness; a ready +hand on, and over, a full purse; a recognised ability of the second-rate +order; a stout hold of patent principles; inherited and embraced, to make +the day secure and supply a somniferous pillow for the night; occasional +fits of anxiety about affairs, followed by an illuminating conviction +that the world is a changing one and our construction not of granite, +nevertheless that a justifiable faith in the ship, joined to a constant +study of the chart, will pull us through, as it has done before, despite +all assaults and underminings of the common enemy and the particular; +these, with the humorous indifference of familiarity and constitutional +annoyances, excepting when they grew acute and called for drugs, and with +friendliness to the race of man of both colours, in the belief that our +Creator originally composed in black and white, together with a liking +for matters on their present footing in slow motion, partly under his +conductorship, were the prominent characteristics of the grandson of the +founder of the house, who had built it from a spade. + +The story of the building was notorious; popular books for the inciting +of young Englishmen to dig to fortune had a place for it among the +chapters, where we read of the kind of man, and the means by which the +country has executed its later giant strides of advancement. The first +John Mattock was a representative of his time; he moved when the country +was moving, and in the right direction, finding himself at the auspicious +moment upon a line of rail. Elsewhere he would have moved, we may +suppose, for the spade-like virtues bear their fruits; persistent and +thrifty, solid and square, will fetch some sort of yield out of any soil; +but he would not have gone far. The Lord, to whom an old man of a mind +totally Hebrew ascribed the plenitude of material success, the Lord and +he would have reared a garden in the desert; in proximity to an oasis, +still on the sands, against obstacles. An accumulation of upwards of +four hundred thousand pounds required, as the moral of the popular books +does not sufficiently indicate, a moving country, an ardent sphere, to +produce the sum: and since, where so much was done, we are bound to +conceive others at work as well as he, it seems to follow that the +exemplar outstripping them vastly must have profited by situation at +the start, which is a lucky accident; and an accident is an indigestible +lump in a moral tale, real though the story be. It was not mentioned in +the popular books; nor did those worthy guides to the pursuit of wealth +contain any reminder of old John Mattock's dependence upon the conjoint +labour of his fellows to push him to his elevation. As little did they +think of foretelling a day, generations hence, when the empty heirs of +his fellows might prefer a modest claim (confused in statement) to +compensation against the estate he bequeathed: for such prophecy as that +would have hinted at a tenderness for the mass to the detriment of the +individual, and such tenderness as that is an element of our religion, +not the drift of our teaching. + +He grumbled at the heavy taxation of his estate during life: yearly this +oppressed old man paid thousands of pounds to the Government. It was +poor encouragement to shoulder and elbow your way from a hovel to a +mansion! + +He paid the money, dying sour; a splendid example of energy on the road, +a forbidding one at the terminus. And here the moral of the popular +books turned aside from him to snatch at humanity for an instance of our +frailness and dealt in portentous shadows:--we are, it should be known, +not the great creatures we assume ourselves to be. Six months before his +death he appeared in the garb of a navvy, humbly soliciting employment at +his own house-door. There he appealed to the white calves of his footmen +for a day's work, upon the plea that he had never been a democrat. + +The scene had been described with humanely-moralising pathos in the +various books of stories of Men who have come to Fortune, and it had for +a length of seasons an annual position in the foremost rank (on the line, +facing the door) in our exhibition of the chosen artists, where, as our +popular words should do, it struck the spectator's eye and his brain +simultaneously with pugilistic force: a reference to the picture in the +catalogue furnishing a recapitulation of the incident. 'I've worked a +good bit in my time, gentlemen, and I baint done yet':--SEE PROFESSOR +SUMMIT'S 'MEN WHO HAVE COME TO FORTUNE.' There is, we perceive at a +glance, a contrast in the bowed master of the Mansion applying to his +menials for a day's work at the rate of pay to able-bodied men:--which he +is not, but the deception is not disingenuous. The contrast flashed with +the rapid exchange of two prizefighters in a ring, very popularly. The +fustian suit and string below the knee, on the one side, and the purple +plush breeches and twinkling airy calves (fascinating his attention as he +makes his humble request to his own, these domestic knights) to right and +left of the doorway and in front, hit straight out of the canvas. And as +quickly as you perceive the contrast you swallow the moral. The dreaded +thing is down in a trice, to do what salutary work it may within you. +That it passed into the blood of England's middle-class population, and +set many heads philosophically shaking, and filled the sails of many a +sermon, is known to those who lived in days when Art and the classes +patronising our Native Art existed happily upon the terms of venerable +School-Dame and studious pupils, before the sickly era displacing +Exhibitions full of meaning for tricks of colour, monstrous atmospherical +vagaries that teach nothing, strange experiments on the complexion of the +human face divine--the feminine hyper-aethereally. Like the first John +Mattock, it was formerly of, and yet by dint of sturdy energy, above the +people. They learnt from it; they flocked to it thirsting and retired +from it thoughtful, with some belief of having drunk of nature in art, as +you will see the countless troops of urchins about the one cow of London, +in the Great City's Green Park. + +A bequest to the nation of the best of these pictures of Old John, by a +very old Yorkshire collector, makes it milk for all time, a perpetual +contrast, and a rebuke. Compared with the portrait of Jane Mattock in +her fiery aureole of hair on the walls of the breakfast-room, it marks +that fatal period of degeneracy for us, which our critics of Literature +as well as Art are one voice in denouncing, when the complex overwhelms +the simple, and excess of signification is attempted, instead of letting +plain nature speak her uncorrupted tongue to the contemplative mind. +Degeneracy is the critical history of the Arts. Jane's hair was of a +reddish gold-inwoven cast that would, in her grandfather's epoch, have +shone unambiguously as carrots. The girl of his day thus adorned by +Nature, would have been shown wearing her ridiculous crown with some +decent sulkiness; and we should not have had her so unsparingly crowned; +the truth would have been told in a dexterous concealment--a rope of it +wound up for a bed of the tortoise-shell comb behind, and a pair of tight +cornucopias at the temples. What does our modern artist do but flare it +to right and left, lift it wavily over her forehead, revel in the +oriental superabundance, and really seem to swear we shall admire it, +against our traditions of the vegetable, as a poetical splendour. The +head of the heiress is in a Jovian shower. Marigolds are in her hand. +The whole square of canvas is like a meadow on the borders of June. It +causes blinking. + +Her brother also is presented: a fine portrait of him, with clipped red +locks, in blue array, smiling, wearing the rose of briny breezes, a +telescope under his left arm, his right forefinger on a map, a view of +Spitzbergen through a cabin-window: for John had notions about the north- +west passage, he had spent a winter in the ice, and if an amateur, was +not the less a true sailor. + +With his brass-buttoned blue coat, and his high coloured cheeks, and his +convict hair--a layer of brickdust--and his air of princely wealth, and +the icebergs and hummocks about him, he looks for adventure without a +thought of his heroism--the country all over. + +There he stands, a lover of the sea, and a scientific seaman and engineer +to boot, practical in every line of his face, defying mankind to suspect +that he cherishes a grain of romance. On the wall, just above his +shoulder, is a sketch of a Viking putting the lighted brand to his ship +in mid sea, and you are to understand that his time is come and so should +a Viking die: further, if you will, the subject is a modern Viking, ready +for the responsibilities of the title. Sketches of our ancient wooden +walls and our iron and plated defences line the panellings. These +degenerate artists do work hard for their money. + +The portrait of John's father, dated a generation back, is just the man +and little else, phantomly the man. His brown coat struggles out of the +obscurity of the background, but it is chiefly background clothing him. +His features are distinguishable and delicate: you would suppose him +appearing to you under the beams of a common candle, or cottage coalfire +--ferruginously opaque. The object of the artist (apart from the triumph +of tone on the canvas) is to introduce him as an elegant and faded +gentleman, rather retiring into darkness than emerging. He is the ghost +of the painter's impasto. Yet this is Ezra Mattock, who multipled the +inheritance of the hundreds of thousands into millions, and died, after +covering Europe, Asia, and the Americas with iron rails, one of the few +Christians that can hold up their heads beside the banking Jew as +magnates in the lists of gold. The portrait is clearly no frontispiece +of his qualities. He married an accomplished and charitable lady, and +she did not spoil the stock in refining it. His life passed quietly; +his death shook the country: for though it had been known that he had +been one of our potentates, how mightily he was one had not entered into +the calculations of the public until the will of the late Ezra Mattock, +cited in our prints, received comments from various newspaper articles. +A chuckle of collateral satisfaction ran through the empire. All England +and her dependencies felt the state of cousinship with the fruits of +energy; and it was an agreeable sentiment, coming opportunely, as it did, +at the tail of articles that had been discussing a curious manifestation +of late--to-wit, the awakening energy of the foreigner--a prodigious +apparition on our horizon. Others were energetic too! We were not, the +sermon ran, to imagine we were without rivals in the field. We were +possessed of certain positive advantages; we had coal, iron, and an +industrious population, but we were, it was to be feared, by no means a +thrifty race, and there was reason for doubt whether in the matter of +industry we were quite up to the mark of our forefathers. No +deterioration of the stock was apprehended, still the nation must be +accused of a lack of vigilance. We must look round us, and accept the +facts as they stood. So accustomed had we become to the predominance of +our position that it was difficult at first to realise a position of +rivalry that threatened our manufacturing interests in their hitherto +undisputed lead in the world's markets. The tale of our exports for the +last five years conveys at once its moral and its warning. Statistics +were then cited. + +As when the gloomy pedagogue has concluded his exhortation, statistics +birched the land. They were started at our dinner-tables, and scourged +the social converse. Not less than in the articles, they were perhaps +livelier than in the preface; they were distressing nevertheless; they +led invariably to the question of our decadence. Carthage was named; a +great mercantile community absolutely obliterated! Senatorial men were +led to propose in their thoughtfullest tones that we should turn our +attention to Art. Why should we not learn to excel in Art? We excelled +in Poetry. Our Poets were cited: not that there was a notion that poems +would pay as an export but to show that if we excel in one of the Arts we +may in others of them. The poetry was not cited, nor was it necessary, +the object being to inflate the balloon of paradox with a light-flying +gas, and prove a poem-producing people to be of their nature born +artists; if they did but know it. The explosion of a particular trade +points to your taking up another. Energy is adapted to flourish equally +in every branch of labour. + +It is the genius of the will, commanding all the crossroads. A country +breeding hugely must prove its energy likewise in the departments of the +mind, or it will ultimately be unable to feed its young--nay, to feast +its aldermen! Let us be up and alive.--Such was the exhortation of a +profound depression. Outside these dismal assemblies, in the streets, +an ancient song of raven recurrence croaked of 'Old England a-going down +the hill'; for there is a link of electricity between the street-boy and +the leading article in days when the Poles exchange salutations. + +Mr. Ezra's legacy of his millions to son and daughter broke like a golden +evening on the borders of the raincloud. Things could not be so bad when +a plain untitled English gentleman bequeathed in the simplest manner +possible such giant heaps, a very Pelion upon Ossa, of wealth to his +children. The minds of the readers of journals were now directed to +think of the hoarded treasures of this favoured country. They might +approximately be counted, but even if counted they would be past +conception, like the sidereal system. The contemplation of a million +stupefies: consider the figures of millions and millions! Articles were +written on Lombard Street, the world's gold-mine, our granary of energy, +surpassing all actual and fabulous gold-mines ever spoken of: Aladdin's +magician would find his purse contracting and squeaking in the +comparison. Then, too, the store of jewels held by certain private +families called for remark and an allusion to Sindbad the sailor, whose +eyes were to dilate wider than they did in the valley of diamonds. Why, +we could, if we pleased, lie by and pass two or three decades as jolly +cricketers and scullers, and resume the race for wealth with the rest of +mankind, hardly sensible of the holiday in our pockets though we were the +last people to do it, we were the sole people that had the option. Our +Fortunatus' cap was put to better purposes, but to have the cap, and not +to be emasculated by the possession, might excuse a little reasonable +pride in ourselves. + +Thus did Optimism and Pessimism have their turn, like the two great +parties in the State, and the subsiding see-saw restored a proper +balance, much to the nation's comfort. Unhappily, it was remembered, +there are spectators of its method of getting to an equipoise out of the +agitation of extremes. The peep at our treasures to regain composure +had, we fear, given the foreigner glimpses, and whetted the appetite of +our masses. No sooner are we at peace than these are heard uttering low +howls, and those are seen enviously glaring. The spectre, Panic, that +ever dogs the optimistic feast, warns us of a sack under our beds, and +robbers about to try a barely-bolted door. . . Then do we, who have so +sweetly sung our senses to sleep, start up, in their grip, rush to the +doctor and the blacksmith, rig alarums, proclaim ourselves intestinally +torn, defenceless, a prey to foes within and without. It is discovered +to be no worse than an alderman's dream, but the pessimist frenzy of the +night has tossed a quieting sop to the Radical, and summoned the +volunteers to a review. Laudatory articles upon the soldierly 'march +past' of our volunteers permit of a spell of soft repose, deeper than +prudent, at the end of it, India and Ireland consenting. + +So much for a passing outline of John Bull--the shadow on the wall of +John Mattock. The unostentatious millionaire's legacy to his two +children affected Mr. Bull thrillingly, pretty nearly as it has here been +dotted in lining. That is historical. Could he believe in the existence +of a son of his, a master of millions, who had never sighed (and he had +only to sigh) to die a peer, or a baronet, or simple Knight? The +downright hard-nailed coffin fact was there; the wealthiest man in the +country had flown away to Shadowland a common Mr.! You see the straight +deduction from the circumstances:--we are, say what you will, a +Republican people! Newspaper articles on the watch sympathetically for +Mr. Bull's latest view of himself, preached on the theme of our peculiar +Republicanism. Soon after he was observed fondling the Crown Insignia. +His bards flung out their breezy columns, reverentially monarchial. The +Republican was informed that they were despised as a blatant minority. A +maudlin fit of worship of our nobility had hold of him next, and English +aristocracy received the paean. Lectures were addressed to democrats; +our House of Lords was pledged solemnly in reams of print. We were told +that 'blood' may always be betted on to win the race; blood that is blue +will beat the red hollow. Who could pretend to despise the honour of +admission to the ranks of the proudest peerage the world has known! Is +not a great territorial aristocracy the strongest guarantee of national +stability? The loudness of the interrogation, like the thunder of Jove, +precluded thought of an answer. + +Mr. Bull, though he is not of lucid memory, kept an eye on the owner of +those millions. His bards were awake to his anxiety, and celebrated John +Mattock's doings with a trump and flourish somewhat displeasing to a +quietly-disposed commoner. John's entry into Parliament as a Liberal was +taken for a sign of steersman who knew where the tide ran. But your +Liberals are sometimes Radicals in their youth, and his choice of parties +might not be so much sagacity as an instance of unripe lightheadedness. +A young conservative millionaire is less disturbing. The very wealthy +young peer is never wanton in his politics, which seems to admonish us +that the heir of vast wealth should have it imposed on him to accept a +peerage, and be locked up as it were. A coronet steadies the brain. +You may let out your heels at the social laws, you are almost expected to +do it, but you are to shake that young pate of yours restively under such +a splendid encumbrance. Private reports of John, however, gave him +credit for sound opinions: he was moderate, merely progressive. When it +was added that the man had the habit of taking counsel with his sister, +he was at once considered as fast and safe, not because of any public +knowledge of the character of Jane Mattock. We pay this homage to the +settled common sense of women. Distinctly does she discountenance leaps +in the dark, wild driving, and the freaks of Radicalism. + +John, as it happened, had not so grave a respect for the sex as for the +individual Jane. He thought women capable of acts of foolishness; his +bright-faced sister he could thoroughly trust for prudent conduct. He +gave her a good portion of his heart in confidence, and all of it in +affection. There were matters which he excluded from confidence, even +from intimate communication with himself. These he could not reveal; nor +could she perfectly open her heart to him, for the same reason. They +both had an established ideal of their personal qualities, not far above +the positive, since they were neither of them pretentious, yet it was a +trifle higher and fairer than the working pattern; and albeit they were +sincere enough, quite sincere in their mutual intercourse, they had, by +what each knew at times of the thumping organ within them, cause for +doubting that they were as transparent as the other supposed; and they +were separately aware of an inward smile at one another's partial +deception; which did not thwart their honest power of working up to the +respected ideal. The stroke of the deeper self-knowledge rarely shook +them; they were able to live with full sensations in the animated picture +they were to the eyes best loved by them. This in fact was their life. +Anything beside it was a dream, and we do not speak of our dreams--not of +every dream. Especially do we reserve our speech concerning the dream in +which we had a revelation of the proud frame deprived of a guiding will, +flung rudderless on the waves. Ah that abject! The dismantled ship has +the grandeur of the tempest about it, but the soul swayed by passion is +ignominiously bare-poled, detected, hooted by its old assumption. If +instinct plays fantastical tricks when we are sleeping, let it be ever +behind a curtain. We can be held guilty only if we court exposure. The +ideal of English gentleman and gentlewoman is closely Roman in the self- +repression it exacts, and that it should be but occasionally difficult to +them shows an affinity with the type. Do you perchance, O continental +observers of the race, call it hypocritical? It is their nature +disciplined to the regimental step of civilisation. Socially these +island men and women of a certain middle rank are veterans of an army, +and some of the latest enrolled are the stoutest defenders of the flag. + +Brother and sister preserved their little secrets of character apart. +They could not be expected to unfold what they declined personally to +examine. But they were not so successful with the lady governing the +household, their widowed maternal aunt, Mrs. Lackstraw, a woman of +decisive penetration, and an insubordinate recruit of the army aforesaid. +To her they were without a mask; John was passion's slave, Jane the most +romantic of Eve's daughters. She pointed to incidents of their youth; +her vision was acutely retrospective. The wealth of her nephew and niece +caused such a view of them to be, as she remarked, anxious past +endurance. She had grounds for fearing that John, who might step to an +alliance with any one of the proudest houses in the Kingdom, would marry +a beggar-maid. As for Jane, she was the natural prey of a threadbare +poet. Mrs. Lackstraw heard of Mr. Patrick O'Donnell, and demanded the +right to inspect him. She doubted such perfect disinterestedness in any +young man as that he should slave at account-keeping to that Laundry +without a prospect of rich remuneration, and the tale of his going down +to the city for a couple of hours each day to learn the art of keeping +books was of very dubious import in a cousin of Captain Con O'Donnell. +'Let me see your prodigy,' she said, with the emphasis on each word. +Patrick was presented at her table. She had steeled herself against an +Irish tongue. He spoke little, appeared simple, professed no enthusiasm +for the Laundry. And he paid no compliments to Jane: of the two he was +more interested by the elder lady, whose farm and dairy in Surrey he +heard her tell of with a shining glance, observing that he liked thick +cream: there was a touch of home in it. The innocent sensuality in the +candid avowal of his tastes inspired confidence. Mrs. Lackstraw fished +for some account of his home. He was open to flow on the subject; he +dashed a few sketches of mother and sisters, dowerless girls, fresh as +trout in the stream, and of his own poor estate, and the peasantry, with +whom he was on friendly terms. He was an absentee for his education. +Sweet water, pure milk, potatoes and bread, were the things he coveted in +plenty for his people and himself, he said, calling forth an echo from +Mrs. Lackstraw, and an invitation to come down to her farm in the Spring. +'That is, Mr. O'Donnell, if you are still in London.' + +'Oh, I'm bound apprentice for a year,' said he. + +He was asked whether he did not find it tiresome work. + +'A trifle so,' he confessed. + +Then why did he pursue it, the question was put. + +He was not alive for his own pleasure, and would like to feel he was +doing a bit of good, was the answer. + +Could one, Mrs. Lackstraw asked herself, have faith in this young +Irishman? He possessed an estate. His brogue rather added to his air of +truthfulness. His easy manners and the occasional streak of correct +French in his dialogue cast a shadow on it. Yet he might be an ingenuous +creature precisely because of the suspicion roused by his quaint +unworldliness that he might be a terrible actor. Why not?--his heart was +evidently much more interested in her pursuits than in her niece's. The +juvenility of him was catching, if it was indeed the man, and not one of +the actor's properties. Mrs. Lackstraw thought it prudent to hint at the +latter idea to Jane while she decided in her generosity to embrace the +former. Oh! if all Irishmen shared his taste for sweet water, pure milk +and wholesome bread, what a true Union we should have! She had always +insisted on those three things as most to be desired on earth for the +masses, and she reminded Jane of it as a curious fact. Jane acquiesced, +having always considered it a curious fact that her aunt should combine +the relish of a country life with the intensest social ambition-- +a passion so sensitive as to make the name her husband had inflicted on +her a pain and a burden. The name of Mattock gave her horrors. She +spoke of it openly to prove that Jane must marry a title and John become +a peer. Never was there such a name to smell of the soil. She declared +her incapacity to die happy until the two had buried Mattock. Her own +one fatal step condemned her, owing to the opinion she held upon the +sacredness of marriage, as Lackstraw on her tombstone, and to Lackstraw +above the earthly martyr would go bearing the designation which marked +her to be claimed by him. But for John and Jane the index of Providence +pointed a brighter passage through life. They had only to conquer the +weakness native to them--the dreadful tendency downward. They had, in +the spiritual sense, frail hearts. The girl had been secretive about the +early activity of hers, though her aunt knew of two or three adventures +wanting in nothing save boldness to have put an end to her independence +and her prospects:--hence this Laundry business! a clear sign of some +internal disappointment. The boy, however, had betrayed himself in his +mother's days, when it required all her influence and his father's +authority, with proof positive of the woman's unworthiness, to rescue him +from immediate disaster. + +Mrs. Lackstraw's confidences on the theme of the family she watched over +were extended to Patrick during their strolls among the ducks and fowls +and pheasants at her farm. She dealt them out in exclamations, as much +as telling him that now they knew him they trusted him, notwithstanding +the unaccountable part he played as honorary secretary to that Laundry. +The confidences, he was aware, were common property of the visitors one +after another, but he had the knowledge of his being trusted as not every +Irishman would have been. A service of six months to the secretaryship +established his reputation as the strange bird of a queer species: not +much less quiet, honest, methodical, than an Englishman, and still +impulsive, Irish still; a very strange bird. + +The disposition of the English to love the children of Erin, when not +fretted by them, was shown in the treatment Patrick received from the +Mattock family. It is a love resembling the affection of the stage-box +for a set of favourite performers, and Patrick, a Celt who had schooled +his wits to observe and meditate, understood his position with them as +one of the gallant and amusing race, as well as the reason why he had won +their private esteem. They are not willingly suspicious: it agitates +their minds to be so; and they are most easily lulled by the flattery of +seeing their special virtues grafted on an alien stock: for in this +admiration of virtues that are so necessary to the stalwart growth of +man, they become just sensible of a minor deficiency; the tree, if we +jump out of it to examine its appearance, should not be all trunk. Six +months of ungrudging unremunerated service, showing devotion to the good +cause and perfect candour from first to last, was English, and a poetic +touch beyond: so that John Mattock, if he had finished the sentence +instead of lopping it with an interjection, would have said: 'These Irish +fellows, when they're genuine and first rate!--are pretty well the pick +of the land.' Perhaps his pause on the interjection expressed a doubt +of our getting them genuine. Mr. O'Donnell was a sort of exceptional +Irishman, not devoid of practical ability in a small way--he did his +duties of secretary fairly well; apparently sincere--he had refrained +from courting Jane; an odd creature enough, what with his mixture of +impulsiveness and discretion; likeable, pleasant to entertain and talk +to; not one of your lunatics concerning his country--he could listen to +an Englishman's opinion on that head, listen composedly to Rockney, +merely seeming to take notes; and Rockney was, as Captain Con termed him, +Press Dragoon about Ireland, a trying doctor for a child of the patient. + +On the whole, John Mattock could shake his hand heartily when he was +leaving our shores. Patrick was released by Miss Grace Barrow's +discovery at last of a lady capable of filling his place: a circumstance +that he did not pretend to regret. He relinquished his post and stood +aside with the air of a disciplined soldier. This was at the expiration +of seven months and two weeks of service. Only after he had gone, upon +her receiving his first letter from the Continent, did Jane distinguish +in herself the warmth of friendliness she felt for him, and know that of +all around her she, reproaching every one who had hinted a doubt, had +been the most suspicious of his pure simplicity. It was the vice of her +condition to be suspicious of the honesty of men. She thought of her +looks as less attractive than they were; of her wealth she had reason to +think that the scent transformed our sad sex into dogs under various +disguises. Remembering her chill once on hearing Patrick in a green lane +where they botanised among spring flowers call himself her Irish cousin, +as if he had advanced a step and betrayed the hoof, she called him her +Irish cousin now in good earnest. Her nation was retrospectively +enthusiastic. The cordiality of her letter of reply to the wandering +Patrick astonished him on the part of so cool a young lady; and Captain +Con, when he heard Miss Mattock speak of Patrick to his wife, came to the +conclusion that the leery lad had gone a far way toward doing the trick +for himself, though Jane said his correspondence was full of the deeds of +his brother in India. She quite sparkled in speaking of this boy. + +She and the captain had an interchange of sparklings over absent Patrick, +at a discovery made by Miss Colesworth, the lady replacing him, in a nook +of the amateur secretary's official desk, under heaps of pamphlets and +slips, French and English and Irish journals, not at all bearing upon the +business of the Laundry. It was a blotting-pad stuffed with Patrick's +jottings. Jane brought it to Con as to the proper keeper of the +reliquary. He persuaded her to join him in examining it, and together +they bent their heads, turning leaf by leaf, facing, laughing, pursuing +the search for more, sometimes freely shouting. + +Her inspection of the contents had previously been shy; she had just +enough to tell her they were funny. Dozens of scraps, insides of torn +envelopes, invitation-cards, ends of bills received from home, whatever +was handy to him at the moment, had done service for the overflow of Mr. +Secretary's private notes and reflections; the blotting-paper as well; +though that was devoted chiefly to sketches of the human countenance, +the same being almost entirely of the fair. Jane fancied she spied +herself among the number. Con saw the likeness, but not considering +it a complimentary one, he whisked over the leaf. Grace Barrow was +unmistakeable. Her dimpled cushion features, and very intent eyes gazing +out of the knolls and dingles, were given without caricature. Miss +Colesworth appeared on the last page, a half-length holding a big key, +demure between curls. The key was explained by a cage on a stool, and a +bird flying out. She had unlocked the cage for Patrick. + +'He never seemed anxious to be released while he was at work,' said Jane, +after she and the captain had spelt the symbolling in turns. + +'And never thirsted to fly till he flew, I warrant him,' said Con. + +A repeated sketch of some beauty confused them both; neither of them +could guess the proud owner of those lineaments. Con proclaimed it to be +merely one of the lad's recollections, perhaps a French face. He thought +he might have seen a face rather resembling it, but could not call to +mind whose face it was. + +'I dare say it's just a youngster's dream on a stool at a desk, as poets +write sonnets in their youth to nobody, till they're pierced by somebody, +and then there's a difference in their handwriting,' he said, vexed with +Patrick for squandering his opportunity to leave a compliment to the +heiress behind him. + +Jane flipped the leaves back to the lady with stormy hair. + +'But you'll have the whole book, and hand it to him when he returns; it +'ll come best from you,' said Con. 'The man on horseback, out of +uniform, 's brother Philip, of course. And man and horse are done to the +life. Pray, take it, Miss Mattock. I should lose it to a certainty; I +should; I can't be trusted. You'll take it!' + +He pressed her so warmly to retain the bundle in her custody that she +carried it away. + +Strange to say the things she had laughed at had been the things which +struck her feelings and sympathies. Patrick's notes here and there +recalled conversations he had more listened to than taken part in between +herself and Grace Barrow. Who could help laughing at his ideas about +women! But if they were crude, they were shrewd--or so she thought them; +and the jejuneness was, to her mind, chiefly in the dressing of them. +Grace agreed with her, for Grace had as good a right to inspect the +papers as she, and a glance had shown that there was nothing of peculiar +personal import in his notes: he did not brood on himself. + +Here was one which tickled the ladies and formed a text for discussion. + +'Women must take the fate of market-fruit till they earn their own +pennies, and then they 'll regulate the market. It is a tussle for money +with them as with us, meaning power. They'd do it as little by oratory +as they have done by millinery, for their oratory, just like their +millinery, appeals to a sentiment, and to a weaker; and nothing solid +comes of a sentiment. Power is built on work.' + +To this was appended: 'The better for mankind in the developing process, +ay, and a bad day for us, boys, when study masks the charming eyes in +gig-lamps, and there is no pretty flying before us. Good-night to Cupid, +I fear. May be I am not seeing far enough, and am asking for the devil +to have the loveliest women as of old. Retro S. M.' + +The youthful eye on their sex, the Irish voice, and the perceptible moral +earnestness in the background, made up a quaint mixture. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +OF THE GREAT MR. BULL AND THE CELTIC AND SAXON VIEW OF HIM: AND SOMETHING +OF RICHARD ROCKNEY + +Meanwhile India, our lubber giant, had ceased to kick a leg, and Ireland, +our fever-invalid, wore the aspect of an opiate slumber. The volcano we +couch on was quiet, the gritty morsel unabsorbed within us at an +armistice with the gastric juices. Once more the personification of the +country's prosperity had returned to the humming state of roundness. +Trade whipped him merrily, and he spun. + +A fuller sketch of the figure of this remarkable emanation of us and +object of our worship, Bull, is required that we may breathe the +atmosphere of a story dealing with such very different views of the idol, +and learn to tolerate plain-speaking about him. + +Fancy yourself delayed by stress of weather at an inn or an excursion, +and snapped up by some gossip drone of the district, who hearing whither +you are bound, recounts the history and nature of the place, to your +ultimate advantage, though you groan for the outer downpour to abate.-- +Of Bull, then: our image, before the world: our lord and tyrant, ourself +in short--the lower part of us. Coldly worshipped on the whole, he can +create an enthusiasm when his roast-beef influence mounts up to peaceful +skies and the domestic English world spins with him. What he does not +like will then be the forbidding law of a most governable people, what +he does like the consenting. If it is declared that argument will be +inefficacious to move him, he is adored in the form of post. A hint of +his willingness in any direction, causes a perilous rush of his devotees. +Nor is there reason to suppose we have drawn the fanatical subserviency +from the example of our subject India. We may deem it native; perhaps +of its origin Aryan, but we have made it our own. Some have been so +venturesome as to trace the lordliness of Bull to the protecting +smiles of the good Neptune, whose arms are about him to encourage the +development of a wanton eccentricity. Certain weeds of the human bosom +are prompt to flourish where safeness would seem to be guaranteed. Men, +for instance, of stoutly independent incomes are prone to the same sort +of wilfulness as Bull's, the salve abject submission to it which we +behold in his tidal bodies of supporters. Neptune has done something. +One thinks he has done much, at a rumour of his inefficiency to do the +utmost. Spy you insecurity?--a possibility of invasion? Then indeed the +colossal creature, inaccessible to every argument, is open to any +suggestion: the oak-like is a reed, the bull a deer. But as there is no +attack on his shores, there is no proof that they are invulnerable. +Neptune is appealed to and replies by mouth of the latest passenger +across the Channel on a windy night:--Take heart, son John! They will +have poor stomachs for blows who intrude upon you. The testification to +the Sea-God's watchfulness restores his darling who is immediately as +horny to argument as before. Neptune shall have his share of the +honours. + +Ideal of his country Bull has none--he hates the word; it smells of +heresy, opposition to his image. It is an exercise of imagination to +accept an ideal, and his digestive organs reject it, after the manner of +the most beautiful likeness of him conjurable to the mind--that flowering +stomach, the sea-anemone, which opens to anything and speedily casts out +what it cannot consume. He is a positive shape, a practical corporation, +and the best he can see is the mirror held up to him by his bards of the +Press and his jester Frank Guffaw. There, begirt by laughing ocean- +waves, manifestly blest, he glorifies his handsome roundness, like that +other Foam-Born, whom the decorative Graces robed in vestments not so +wonderful as printed sheets. Rounder at each inspection, he preaches to +mankind from the text of a finger curved upon the pattern spectacles. +Your Frenchmen are revolutionising, wagering on tentative politics; your +Germans ploughing in philosophy, thumbing classics, composing music of a +novel order: both are marching, evolutionising, learning how to kill. +Ridiculous Germans! capricious Frenchmen! We want nothing new in +musical composition and abstract speculation of an indecent mythology, +or political contrivances and schemes of Government, and we do not want +war. Peace is the Goddess we court for the hand of her daughter Plenty, +and we have won that jolly girl, and you are welcome to the marriage- +feast; but avaunt new-fangled theories and howlings: old tunes, tried +systems, for us, my worthy friends. + +Roundness admiring the growth of its globe may address majestic +invitation to the leaner kine. It can exhibit to the world that Peace is +a most desirable mother-in-law; and it is tempted to dream of capping the +pinnacle of wisdom when it squats on a fundamental truth. Bull's perusal +of the Horatian carpe diem is acute as that of the cattle in fat meads; +he walks like lusty Autumn carrying his garner to drum on, for a sign of +his diligent wisdom in seizing the day. He can read the page fronting +him; and let it be of dining, drinking, toasting, he will vociferously +confute the wiseacre bookworms who would have us believe there is no such +thing as a present hour for man. + +In sad fact, the member for England is often intoxicate. Often do we +have him whirling his rotundity like a Mussulman dervish inflated by the +spirit to agitate the shanks, until pangs of a commercial crisis awaken +him to perceive an infructuous past and an unsown future, without one bit +of tracery on its black breast other than that which his apprehensions +project. As for a present hour, it swims, it vanishes, thinner than the +phantom banquets of recollection. What has he done for the growth of his +globe of brains?--the lesser, but in our rightful posture the upper, and +justly the directing globe, through whose directions we do, by feeding on +the past to sow the future, create a sensible present composed of both-- +the present of the good using of our powers. What can he show in the +Arts? What in Arms? His bards--O faithless! but they are men--his +bards accuse him of sheer cattle-contentedness in the mead, of sterility +of brain, drowsihood, mid-noddyism, downright carcase-dulness. They +question him to deafen him of our defences, our intellectual eminence, +our material achievements, our poetry, our science; they sneer at his +trust in Neptune, doubt the scaly invulnerability of the God. They +point over to the foreigner, the clean-stepping, braced, self-confident +foreigner, good at arms, good at the arts, and eclipsing us in +industriousness manual and mental, and some dare to say, in splendour +of verse=-our supreme accomplishment. + +Then with one big fellow, the collapse of pursiness, he abandons his +pedestal of universal critic; prostrate he falls to the foreigner; he is +down, he is roaring; he is washing his hands of English performances, +lends ear to foreign airs, patronises foreign actors, browses on reports +from camps of foreign armies. He drops his head like a smitten ox to all +great foreign names, moaning 'Shakespeare!' internally for a sustaining +apostrophe. He well-nigh loves his poets, can almost understand what +poetry means. If it does not pay, it brings him fame, respectfulness in +times of reverse. Brains, he is reduced to apprehend, brains are the +generators of the conquering energies. He is now for brains at all +costs, he has gained a conception of them. He is ready to knock +knighthood on the heads of men of brains--even literary brains. They +shall be knights, an ornamental body. To make them peers, and a +legislative, has not struck him, for he has not yet imagined them a +stable body. They require petting, to persuade them to flourish and +bring him esteem. + +This is Mr. Bull, our image before the world, whose pranks are passed as +though the vivid display of them had no bad effect on the nation. +Doubtless the perpetual mirror, the slavish mirror, is to blame, but his +nakedness does not shrink from the mirror, he likes it and he is proud of +it. Beneath these exhibitions the sober strong spirit of the country, +unfortunately not a prescient one, nor an attractively loveable, albeit +of a righteous benevolence, labours on, doing the hourly duties for the +sake of conscience, little for prospective security, little to win +affection. Behold it as the donkey of a tipsy costermonger, obedient to +go without the gift of expression. Its behaviour is honourable under a +discerning heaven, and there is ever something pathetic in a toilful +speechlessness; but it is of dogged attitude in the face of men. Salt is +in it to keep our fleshly grass from putrefaction; poets might proclaim +its virtues. They will not; they are averse. The only voice it has is +the Puritan bray, upon which one must philosophise asinically to unveil +the charm. So the world is pleased to let it be obscured by the paunch +of Bull. We have, however, isolated groups, individuals in all classes, +by no means delighting in his representation of them. When such is felt +to be the case among a sufficient number, his bards blow him away as a +vapour; we hear that he is a piece of our English humour--we enjoy +grotesques and never should agree to paint ourselves handsome: our subtle +conceit insists on the reverse. Nevertheless, no sooner are the hours +auspicious to fatness than Bull is back on us; he is our family goat, +ancestral ghost, the genius of our comfortable sluggishness. And he is +at times a mad Bull: a foaming, lashing, trampling, horn-driving, +excessive, very parlous Bull. It is in his history that frenzies catch +him, when to be yoked to him is to suffer frightful shakings, not to +mention a shattering of our timbers. It is but in days of the rousing of +the under-spirit of the country, days of storm imprudent to pray the +advent of, that we are well rid of him for a while. In the interim he +does mischief, serious mischief; he does worse than when, a juvenile, he +paid the Dannegelt for peace. Englishmen of feeling do not relish him. +For men with Irish and Cambrian blood in their veins the rubicund +grotesque, with his unimpressionable front and his noisy benevolence of +the pocket, his fits of horned ferocity and lapses of hardheartedness, is +a shame and a loathing. You attach small importance to images and +symbols; yet if they seem representative, and they sicken numbers of us, +they are important. The hat we wear, though it is not a part of the +head, stamps the character of our appearance and has a positive influence +on our bearing. Symbolical decorations will stimulate the vacant-minded +to act up to them, they encircle and solidify the mass; they are a sword +of division between Celts and Saxons if they are abhorrent to one +section. And the Celtic brotherhood are not invariably fools in their +sensitiveness. They serve you on the field of Mars, and on other fields +to which the world has given glory. These execrate him as the full-grown +Golden Calf of heathenish worship. And they are so restive because they +are so patriotic. Think a little upon the ideas of unpatriotic Celts +regarding him. You have heard them. You tell us they are you: +accurately, they affirm, succinctly they see you in his crescent +outlines, tame bulk, spasms of alarm and foot on the weaker; his +imperviousness to whatsoever does not confront the sensual eye of +him with a cake or a fist, his religious veneration of his habitual +indulgences, his peculiar forms of nightmare. They swear to his +perfect personification of your moods, your Saxon moods, which their +inconsiderate spleen would have us take for unmixedly Saxon. They are +unjust, but many of them speak with a sense of the foot on their necks, +and they are of a blood demanding a worshipworthy idea. And they dislike +Bull's bellow of disrespect for their religion, much bruited in the +meadows during his periods of Arcadia. They dislike it, cannot forget +the sound: it hangs on the afflicted drum of the ear when they are in +another land, perhaps when the old devotion to their priest has expired. +For this, as well as for material reasons, they hug the hatred they +packed up among their bundles of necessaries and relics, in the flight +from home, and they instruct their children to keep it burning. They +transmit the sentiment of the loathing of Bull, as assuredly they would +be incapable of doing, even with the will, were a splendid fire-eyed +motherly Britannia the figure sitting in the minds of men for our image +--a palpitating figure, alive to change, penetrable to thought, and not a +stolid concrete of our traditional old yeoman characteristic. Verily he +lives for the present, all for the present, will be taught in sorrow that +there is no life for him but of past and future: his delusion of the +existence of a present hour for man will not outlast the season of his +eating and drinking abundantly in security. He will perceive that it was +no more than the spark shot out from the clash of those two meeting +forces; and penitently will he gaze back on that misleading spark-the +spectral planet it bids wink to his unreceptive stars--acknowledging him +the bare machine for those two to drive, no instrument of enjoyment. He +lives by reading rearward and seeing vanward. He has no actual life save +in power of imagination. He has to learn this fact, the great lesson of +all men. Furthermore there may be a future closed to him if he has +thrown too extreme a task of repairing on that bare machine of his. The +sight of a broken-down plough is mournful, but the one thing to do with +it is to remove it from the field. + +Among the patriotic of stout English substance, who blew in the trumpet +of the country, and were not bards of Bull to celebrate his firmness and +vindicate his shiftings, Richard Rockney takes front rank. A journalist +altogether given up to his craft, considering the audience he had gained, +he was a man of forethought besides being a trenchant writer, and he +was profoundly, not less than eminently, the lover of Great Britain. +He had a manner of utterance quite in the tone of the familiar of the +antechamber for proof of his knowing himself to be this person. He did +not so much write articles upon the health of his mistress as deliver +Orphic sentences. He was in one her physician, her spiritual director, +her man-at-arms. Public allusions to her were greeted with his emphatic +assent in a measured pitch of the voice, or an instantaneous flourish of +the rapier; and the flourish was no vain show. He meant hard steel to +defend the pill he had prescribed for her constitutional state, and +the monition for her soul's welfare. Nor did he pretend to special +privileges in assuming his militant stand, but simply that he had studied +her case, was intimate with her resources, and loved her hotly, not to +say inspiredly. Love her as well, you had his cordial hand; as wisely, +then all his weapons to back you. There were occasions when +distinguished officials and Parliamentary speakers received the impetus +of Rockney's approval and not hesitatingly he stepped behind them to +bestow it. The act, in whatever fashion it may have been esteemed by the +objects propelled, was a sign of his willingness to let the shadow of any +man adopting his course obscure him, and of the simplicity of his +attachment. If a bitter experience showed that frequently, indeed +generally, they travelled scarce a tottering stagger farther than they +were precipitated, the wretched consolation afforded by a side glance at +a more enlightened passion, solitary in its depth, was Rockney's. Others +perchance might equal his love, none the wisdom of it; actually none the +vigilant circumspection, the shaping forethought. That clear knowledge +of the right thing for the country was grasped but by fits by others. +Enough to profit them this way and yonder as one best can! You know the +newspaper Press is a mighty engine. Still he had no delight in shuffling +a puppetry; he would have preferred automatic figures. His calls for +them resounded through the wilderness of the wooden. + +Any solid conviction of a capable head of a certainty impressed upon the +world, and thus his changes of view were not attributed to a fluctuating +devotion; they passed out of the range of criticism upon inconsistency, +notwithstanding that the commencement of his journalistic career smelt +of sources entirely opposed to the conclusions upon which it broadened. +One secret of the belief in his love of his country was the readiness of +Rockney's pen to support our nobler patriotic impulses, his relish of the +bluff besides. His eye was on our commerce, on our courts of Law, on our +streets and alleys, our army and navy, our colonies, the vaster than the +island England, and still he would be busy picking up needles and threads +in the island. Deeds of valour were noted by him, lapses of cowardice: +how one man stood against a host for law or humanity, how crowds looked +on at the beating of a woman, how a good fight was maintained in some sly +ring between two of equal brawn: and manufacturers were warned of the +consequences of their iniquities, Government was lashed for sleeping upon +shaky ordinances, colonists were gibbeted for the maltreating of natives: +the ring and fervour of the notes on daily events told of Rockney's hand +upon the national heart--with a faint, an enforced, reluctant indication +of our not being the men we were. + +But after all, the main secret was his art of writing round English, +instead of laborious Latinised periods: and the secret of the art was his +meaning what he said. It was the personal throb. The fire of a mind was +translucent in Press columns where our public had been accustomed to the +rhetoric of primed scribes. He did away with the Biscay billow of the +leading article--Bull's favourite prose--bardic construction of sentences +that roll to the antithetical climax, whose foamy top is offered and +gulped as equivalent to an idea. Writing of such a kind as Rockney's was +new to a land where the political opinions of Joint Stock Companies had +rattled Jovian thunders obedient to the nod of Bull. Though not alone in +working the change, he was the foremost. And he was not devoid of style. +Fervidness is the core of style. He was a tough opponent for his betters +in education, struck forcibly, dexterously, was always alert for debate. +An encounter between Swift and Johnson, were it imaginable, would present +us probably the most prodigious Gigantomachy in literary polemics. It is +not imaginable among comparative pygmies. But Rockney's combat with his +fellow-politicians of the Press partook of the Swiftian against the +Johnsonian in form. He was a steam ram that drove straight at the bulky +broadside of the enemy. + +Premiers of parties might be Captains of the State for Rockney: Rockney +was the premier's pilot, or woe to him. Woe to the country as well, +if Rockney's directions for steering were unheeded. He was a man of +forethought, the lover of Great Britain: he shouted his directions in +the voice of the lover of his mistress, urged to rebuke, sometimes to +command, the captain by the prophetic intimations of a holier alliance, +a more illumined prescience. Reefs here, shallows there, yonder a foul +course: this is the way for you! The refusal of the captain to go this +way caused Rockney sincerely to discredit the sobriety of his intellect. +It was a drunken captain. Or how if a traitorous? We point out the +danger to him, and if he will run the country on to it, we proclaim him +guilty either of inebriety or of treason--the alternatives are named: +one or the other has him. Simple unfitness can scarcely be conceived +of a captain having our common senses and a warranted pilot at his elbow. + +Had not Rockney been given to a high expression of opinion, plain in +fervour, he would often have been exposed bare to hostile shafts. Style +cast her aegis over him. He wore an armour in which he could walk, run +and leap-a natural style. The ardour of his temperament suffused the +directness of his intelligence to produce it, and the two qualities made +his weakness and strength. Feeling the nerve of strength, the weakness +was masked to him, while his opponents were equally insensible to the +weakness under the force of his blows. Thus there was nothing to teach +him, or reveal him, except Time, whose trick is to turn corners of +unanticipated sharpness, and leave the directly seeing and ardent to dash +at walls. + +How rigidly should the man of forethought govern himself, question +himself! how constantly wrestle with himself! And if he be a writer +ebullient by the hour, how snappishly suspect himself, that he may feel +in conscience worthy of a hearing and have perpetually a conscience in +his charge! For on what is his forethought founded? Does he try the +ring of it with our changed conditions? Bus a man of forethought who has +to be one of our geysers ebullient by the hour must live days of fever. +His apprehensions distemper his blood; the scrawl of them on the dark of +the undeveloped dazzles his brain. He sees in time little else; his very +sincereness twists him awry. Such a man has the stuff of the born +journalist, and journalism is the food of the age. Ask him, however, +midway in his running, what he thinks of quick breathing: he will answer +that to be a shepherd on the downs is to be more a man. As to the +gobbling age, it really thinks better of him than he of it. + +After a term of prolonged preachification he is compelled to lash that he +may less despise the age. He has to do it for his own sake. O gobbling +age! swallowing all, digesting nought, us too you have swallowed, +O insensate mechanism! and we will let you know you have a stomach. +Furiously we disagree with you. We are in you to lead you or work you +pangs! + +Rockney could not be a mild sermoniser commenting on events. Rather no +journalism at all for him! He thought the office of the ordinary daily +preacher cowlike. His gadfly stung him to warn, dictate, prognosticate; +he was the oracle and martyr of superior vision: and as in affairs of +business and the weighing of men he was of singularly cool sagacity, hard +on the downright, open to the humours of the distinct discrimination of +things in their roughness, the knowledge of the firmly-based materialism +of his nature caused him. thoroughly to trust to his voice when he +delivered it in ardour--circumstance coming to be of daily recurrence. +Great love creates forethoughtfulness, without-which incessant journalism +is a gabble. He was sure of his love, but who gave ear to his +prescience? Few: the echo of the country now and then, the Government +not often. And, dear me! those jog-trot sermonisers, mere commentators +upon events, manage somehow to keep up the sale of their journals: +advertisements do not flow and ebb with them as under the influence of a +capricious moon. Ah, what a public! Serve it honourably, you are in +peril of collapsing: show it nothing but the likeness of its dull animal +face, you are steadily inflated. These reflections within us! Might not +one almost say that the retreat for the prophet is the wilderness, far +from the hustled editor's desk; and annual should be the uplifting of his +voice instead of diurnal, if only to spare his blood the distemper? +A fund of gout was in Rockney's, and he had begun to churn it. Between +gouty blood and luminous brain the strife had set in which does not +conduce to unwavering sobriety of mind, though ideas remain closely +consecutive and the utterance resonant. + +Never had he been an adulator of Bull. His defects as well as his +advantages as a politician preserved to him this virtue. Insisting on a +future, he could not do homage to the belying simulacrum of the present. +In the season of prosperity Rockney lashed the old fellow with the crisis +he was breeding for us; and when prostration ensued no English tongue was +loftier in preaching dignity and the means of recovery. Our monumental +image of the Misuse of Peace he pointed out unceasingly as at a despot +constructed by freemen out of the meanest in their natures to mock the +gift of liberty. His articles of foregone years were an extraordinary +record of events or conditions foreseen: seductive in the review of them +by a writer who has to be still foreseeing: nevertheless, that none of +them were bardic of Bull, and that our sound man would have acted wisely +in heeding some of the prescriptions, constituted their essential merit, +consolatory to think of, though painful. The country has gone the wrong +road, but it may yet cross over to the right one, when it perceives that +we were prophetic. + +Compared with the bolts discharged at Bull by Rockney's artillery, +Captain Con O'Donnell's were popgun-pellets. Only Rockney fired to +chasten, Con O'Donnell for a diversion, to appease an animus. The +revolutionist in English journalism was too devoutly patriotic to +belabour even a pantomime mask that was taken as representative of us for +the disdainful fun of it. Behind the plethoric lamp, now blown with the +fleshpots, now gasping puffs of panic, he saw the well-minded valorous +people, issue of glorious grandsires; a nation under a monstrous +defacement, stupefied by the contemplation of the mask: his vision +was of the great of old, the possibly great in the graver strife ahead, +respecters of life, despisers of death, the real English whereas an +alienated Celtic satirist, through his vivid fancy and his disesteem, +saw the country incarnate in Bull, at most a roguish screw-kneed clown to +be whipped out of him. Celt and Saxon are much inmixed with us, but the +prevalence of Saxon blood is evinced by the public disregard of any +Celtic conception of the honourable and the loveable; so that the Celt +anxious to admire is rebutted, and the hatred of a Celt, quick as he is +to catch at images, has a figure of hugeous animalism supplied to his +malign contempt. Rockney's historic England, and the living heroic +England to slip from that dull hide in a time of trial, whether of war or +social suffering, he cannot see, nor a people hardening to Spartan +lineaments in the fire, iron men to meet disaster, worshippers of a +discerned God of Laws, and just men too, thinking to do justice; he has +Bull on the eye, the alternately braggart and poltroon, sweating in +labour that he may gorge the fruits, graceless to a scoffer. And this is +the creature to whose tail he is tied! Hereditary hatred is approved by +critical disgust. Some spirited brilliancy, some persistent generosity +(other than the guzzle's flash of it), might soften him; something +sweeter than the slow animal well-meaningness his placable brethren point +his attention to. It is not seen, and though he can understand the +perils of a severance, he prefers to rub the rawness of his wound and be +ready to pitch his cap in the air for it, out of sheer bloodloathing of +a connection that offers him nothing to admire, nothing to hug to his +heart. Both below and above the blind mass of discontent in his island, +the repressed sentiment of admiration-or passion of fealty and thirst to +give himself to a visible brighter--is an element of the division: +meditative young Patrick O'Donnell early in his reflections had noted +that:--and it is partly a result of our daily habit of tossing the straw +to the monetary world and doting on ourselves in the mirror, until our +habitual doings are viewed in a bemused complacency by us, and the scum- +surface of the country is flashed about as its vital being. A man of +forethought using the Press to spur Parliament to fitly represent the +people, and writing on his daily topics with strenuous original vigour, +even though, like Rockney, he sets the teeth of the Celt gnashing at him, +goes a step nearer to the bourne of pacification than Press and +Parliament reflecting the popular opinion that law must be passed to +temper Ireland's eruptiveness; for that man can be admired, and the Celt, +in combating him, will like an able and gallant enemy better than a +grudgingly just, lumbersome, dull, politic friend. The material points +in a division are always the stronger, but the sentimental are here very +strong. Pass the laws; they may put an extinguisher on the Irish +Vesuvian; yet to be loved you must be a little perceptibly admirable. +You may be so self-satisfied as to dispense with an ideal: your yoke- +fellow is not; it is his particular form of strength to require one for +his proper blooming, and he does bloom beautifully in the rays he courts. + +Ah then, seek to be loved, and banish Bull. Believe in a future and +banish that gross obscuration of you. Decline to let that old-yeoman- +turned alderman stand any longer for the national man. Speaking to the +brain of the country, one is sure of the power of a resolute sign from it +to dismiss the brainless. Banish him your revels and your debatings, +prohibit him your Christmas, lend no ear either to his panics or his +testiness, especially none to his rages; do not report him at all, +and he will soon subside into his domestic, varied by pothouse, privacy. +The brain should lead, if there be a brain. Once free of him, you will +know that for half a century you have appeared bottom upward to mankind. +And you have wondered at the absence of love for you under so astounding +a presentation. Even in a Bull, beneficent as he can dream of being, +when his notions are in a similar state of inversion, should be sheepish +in hope for love. + +He too, whom you call the Welshman, and deride for his delight in songful +gatherings, harps to wild Wales, his Cambrian highlands, and not to +England. You have not yet, though he is orderly and serviceable, allured +his imagination to the idea of England. Despite the passion for his +mountains and the boon of your raising of the interdict (within a hundred +years) upon his pastors to harangue him in his native tongue, he gladly +ships himself across the waters traversed by his Prince Madoc of +tradition, and becomes contentedly a transatlantic citizen, a member of +strange sects--he so inveterate in faithfulness to the hoar and the +legendary!--Anything rather than Anglican. The Cymry bear you no hatred; +their affection likewise is undefined. But there is reason to think that +America has caught the imagination of the Cambrian Celt: names of +Welshmen are numerous in the small army of the States of the Union; and +where men take soldier-service they are usually fixed, they and their +children. Here is one, not very deeply injured within a century, of +ardent temperament, given to be songful and loving; he leaves you and +forgets you. Be certain that the material grounds of division are not +all. To pronounce it his childishness provokes the retort upon your +presented shape. He cannot admire it. Gaelic Scots wind the same note +of repulsion. + +And your poets are in a like predicament. Your poets are the most +persuasive of springs to a lively general patriotism. They are in the +Celtic dilemma of standing at variance with Bull; they return him his +hearty antipathy, are unable to be epical or lyrical of him, are +condemned to expend their genius upon the abstract, the quaint, the +picturesque. Nature they read spiritually or sensually, always +shrinkingly apart from him. They swell to a resemblance of their patron +if they stoop to woo his purse. He has, on hearing how that poets bring +praise to nations, as in fact he can now understand his Shakespeare to +have done, been seen to thump the midriff and rally them for their +shyness of it, telling them he doubts them true poets while they abstain +from singing him to the world-him, and the things refreshing the centre +of him. Ineffectual is that encouragement. Were he in the fire, melting +to the iron man, the backbone of him, it would be different. At his +pleasures he is anti-hymnic, repellent to song. He has perceived the +virtues of Peace, without the brother eye for the need of virtuousness to +make good use of them and inspire the poet. His own enrolled +unrhythmical bardic troops (humorous mercenaries when Celts) do his +trumpeting best, and offend not the Pierides. + +This interlude, or rather inter-drone, repulsive to write, can hardly be +excluded from a theme dramatising Celtic views, and treating of a blood, +to which the idea of country must shine resplendently if we would have it +running at full tide through the arteries. Preserve your worship, if the +object fills your optics. Better worship that than nothing, as it is +better for flames to be blown out than not to ascend, otherwise it will +wreak circular mischief instead of illumining. You are requested simply +to recollect that there is another beside you who sees the object +obliquely, and then you will not be surprised by his irreverence. What +if, in the end, you were conducted to a like point of view? Self-worship, +it has been said, is preferable to no trimming of the faculty, but +worship does not necessarily cease with the extinction of this of +the voraciously carnal. An ideal of country, of Great Britain, is +conceivable that will be to the taste of Celt and Saxon in common, to +wave as a standard over their fraternal marching. Let Bull boo his +drumliest at such talk: it is, I protest, the thing we want and can have. +He is the obstruction, not the country; and against him, not against the +country, the shots are aimed which seem so malignant. Him the gay +manipulators propitiate who look at him through Literature and the Press, +and across the pulpit-cushions, like airy Macheath at Society, as carrion +to batten on. May plumpness be their portion, and they never hanged for +it! But the flattering, tickling, pleasantly pinching of Bull is one of +those offices which the simple starveling piper regards with afresh +access of appetite for the well-picked bone of his virtue. That ghastly +apparition of the fleshly present is revealed to him as a dead whale, +having the harpoon of the inevitable slayer of the merely fleshly in his +oils. To humour him, and be his piper for his gifts, is to descend to a +carnival deep underneath. While he reigns, thinks this poor starveling, +Rome burns, or the explosive powders are being secretly laid. He and his +thousand Macheaths are dancing the country the giddy pace, and there +will, the wretch dreads, be many a crater of scoria in the island, before +he stretches his inanimate length, his parasites upon him. The theme is +chosen and must be treated as a piper involved in his virtue conceives +it: that is, realistically; not with Bull's notion of the realism of the +butcher's shop and the pendent legs of mutton and blocks of beef painted +raw and glaring in their streaks, but with the realism of the active +brain and heart conjoined. The reasons for the division of Celt and +Saxon, what they think and say of one another, often without knowing that +they are divided, and the wherefore of our abusing of ourselves, brave +England, our England of the ancient fortitude and the future incarnation, +can afford to hear. Why not in a tale? It is he, your all for animal +pleasure in the holiday he devours and cannot enjoy, whose example +teaches you to shun the plaguey tale that carries fright: and so you find +him sour at business and sick of his relaxings, hating both because he +harnesses himself in turn bestially to each, growling at the smallest +admixture of them, when, if he would but chirp a little over his work, +and allow his pleasures to inspire a dose of thoughtfulness, he would be +happier, and--who knows?-become a brighter fellow, one to be rescued from +the pole-axe. + +Now the rain is over, your carriage is at the door, the country smiles +and the wet highway waves a beckoning hand. We have worn through a cloud +with cloudy discourses, but we are in a land of shifting weathers, +'coelum crebris imbribus ac nebulis foedum,' not every chapter can be +sunshine. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +CROSSING THE RUBICON + +Rough weather on the Irish sea discharged a pallid file of passengers +from the boat at Holyhead just as the morning sun struck wave and +mountain with one of the sudden sparkling changes which our South-welters +have in their folds to tell us after a tumultuous night that we have only +been worried by Puck. The scene of frayed waters all rosy-golden, and +golden-banded heathery height, with the tinted sand, breaking to flights +of blue, was resplendent for those of our recent sea-farers who could +lift an eye to enjoy it. Freshness, illumination, then salt air, vivid +distances, were a bath for every sense of life. You could believe the +breast of the mountain to be heaving, the billows to be kissing fingers +to him, the rollers shattered up the cliff to have run to extinction to +scale him. He seemed in his clear-edged mass King of this brave new +boundless world built in a minute out of the wreck of the old. + +An hour back the vessel was labouring through rueful chasms under +darkness, and then did the tricksy Southwest administer grisly slaps to +right and left, whizzing spray across the starboard beam, and drenching +the locks of a young lady who sat cloaked and hooded in frieze to teach +her wilfulness a lesson, because she would keep her place on deck from +beginning to end of the voyage. Her faith in the capacity of Irish +frieze to turn a deluge of the deeps driven by an Atlantic gale was +shaken by the time she sighted harbour, especially when she shed showers +by flapping a batlike wing of the cloak, and had a slight shudder to find +herself trickling within. + +'Dear! and I'm wet to the skin,' she confided the fact to herself +vocally. + +'You would not be advised,' a gentleman beside her said after a delicate +pause to let her impulsive naturalism of utterance fly by unwounded. + +'And aren't you the same and worse? And not liking it either, I fear, +Sir!' she replied, for despite a manful smile his complexion was tell- +tale. 'But there 's no harm in salt. But you should have gone down to +the cabin with Father Boyle and you would have been sure of not catching +cold. But, Oh! the beautiful . . . look at it! And it's my first +view of England. Well, then, I'll say it's a beautiful country.' + +Her companion looked up at the lighted sky, and down at the pools in +tarpaulin at his feet. He repressed a disposition to shudder, and with +the anticipated ecstasy of soon jumping out of wet clothes into dry, he +said: 'I should like to be on the top of that hill now.' + +The young lady's eyes flew to the top. + +'They say he looks on Ireland; I love him; and his name is Caer Gybi; and +it was one of our Saints gave him the name, I 've read in books. I'll be +there before noon.' + +'You want to have a last gaze over to Erin?' + +'No, it's to walk and feel the breeze. But I do, though.' + +'Won't you require a little rest?' + +'Sure and I've had it sitting here all night!' said she. + +He laughed: the reason for the variation of exercise was conclusive. + +Father Boyle came climbing up the ladder, uncertain of his legs; he +rolled and snatched and tottered on his way to them, and accepted the +gentleman's help of an arm, saying: 'Thank ye, thank ye, and good +morning, Mr. Colesworth. And my poor child! what sort of a night has +it been above, Kathleen?' + +He said it rather twinkling, and she retorted: + +'What sort of a night has it been below, Father Boyle?' Her twinkle was +livelier than his, compassionate in archness. + +'Purgatory past is good for contemplation, my dear. 'Tis past, and +there's the comfort! You did well to be out of that herring-barrel, +Mr. Colesworth. I hadn't the courage, or I would have burst from it to +take a ducking with felicity. I haven't thrown up my soul; that's the +most I can say. I thought myself nigh on it once or twice. And an +amazing kind steward it was, or I'd have counted the man for some one +else. Surely 'tis a glorious morning?' + +Mr. Colesworth responded heartily in praise of the morning. He was +beginning to fancy that he felt the warmth of spring sunshine on his +back. He flung up his head and sniffed the air, and was very like a +horse fretful for the canter; so like as to give Miss Kathleen an idea of +the comparison. She could have rallied him; her laughing eyes showed the +readiness, but she forbore, she drank the scene. Her face, with the +threaded locks about forehead and cheeks, and the dark, the blue, the +rosy red of her lips, her eyes, her hair, was just such a south-western +sky as April drove above her, the same in colour and quickness; and much +of her spirit was the same, enough to stand for a resemblance. But who +describes the spirit? No one at the gates of the field of youth. When +Time goes reaping he will gather us a sheaf, out of which the picture +springs. + +'There's our last lurch, glory to the breakwater!' exclaimed Father +Boyle, as the boat pitched finally outside the harbour fence, where a +soft calm swell received them with the greeting of civilised sea-nymphs. +'The captain'll have a quieter passage across. You may spy him on the +pier. We'll be meeting him on the landing.' + +'If he's not in bed, from watching the stars all night,' said Miss +Kathleen. + +'He must have had a fifty-lynx power of sight for that, my dear.' + +'They did appear, though, and wonderfully bright,' she said. 'I saw them +come out and go in. It's not all cloud when the high wind blows.' + +'You talk like a song, Kathleen.' + +'Couldn't I rattle a throat if I were at home, Father!' + +'Ah! we're in the enemy's country now.' + +Miss Kathleen said she would go below to get the handbags from the +stewardess. + +Mr. Colesworth's brows had a little darkened over the Rev. Gentleman's +last remark. He took two or three impatient steps up and down with his +head bent. 'Pardon me; I hoped we had come to a better understanding,' +he said. 'Is it quite fair to the country and to Miss O'Donnell to +impress on her before she knows us that England is the enemy?' + +'Habit, Mr. Colesworth, habit! we've got accustomed to the perspective +and speak accordingly. There's a breach visible.' + +'I thought you agreed with me that good efforts are being made on our +side to mend the breach.' + +'Sir, you have a noble minority at work, no doubt; and I take you for one +of the noblest, as not objecting to stand next to alone.' + +'I really thought, judging from our conversation at Mrs. O'Donnell's that +evening, that you were going to hold out a hand and lead your flock to +the right sort of fellowship with us.' + +'To submission to the laws, Mr. Colesworth; 'tis my duty to do it as +pastor and citizen.' + +'No, to more than that, sir. You spoke with friendly warmth.' + +'The atmosphere was genial, if you remember the whisky and the fumes of +our tobacco at one o'clock!' + +'I shall recollect the evening with the utmost pleasure. You were kind +enough to instruct me in a good many things I shall be sure to profit by. +I wish I could have spent more time in Ireland. As it is, I like +Irishmen so well that if the whole land were in revolt I should never +call it the enemy's country.' + +'Excellently spoken, Mr. Colesworth,' said the priest. 'We 'll hope your +writings may do service to mend the breach. For there is one, as you +know, and more 's the pity; there's one, and it's wide and deep. As my +friend Captain Con O'Donnell says, it's plain to the naked eye as a pair +of particularly fat laundry drawers hung out to dry and ballooned in +extension--if mayhap you've ever seen the sight of them in that state:-- +just held together by a narrow neck of thread or button, and stretching +away like a corpulent frog in the act of swimming on the wind. His +comparison touches the sentiment of disunion, sir.' + +Mr. Colesworth had not ever seen such a pair of laundry drawers inflated +to symbolise the breach between Ireland and England; nor probably, if he +had, would the sentiment of national disunion have struck his mind: it +was difficult to him in the description. He considered his Rev. friend +to be something of a slippery fish, while Father Boyle's opinion of him +likewise referred him to an elemental substance, of slow movement-earth, +in short: for he continued to look argumentative after all had been said. + +Or perhaps he threw a coveting eye on sweet Miss Kathleen and had his own +idea of mending a stitch of the breach in a quite domestic way. If so, +the Holy Father would have a word to say, let alone Kathleen. The maids +of his Church do not espouse her foes. For the men it is another matter: +that is as the case may be. Temporarily we are in cordial intercourse, +Mr. Colesworth. + +Miss Kathleen returned to deck carrying her bags. The gentleman had to +descend, and subsequently an amiable dissension arose on the part of the +young lady and Mr. Colesworth. She, however, yielded one of her bags, +and he, though doubly laden, was happy. All very transparent to pastoral +observation, but why should they not be left to their chirruping +youthfulness? The captain was not in view, and Father Boyle wanted to +go to bed for refreshment, and Kathleen was an airy gossamer, with a boy +running after it, not by any means likely to catch it, or to keep it if +he did. Proceed and trip along, you young ones! + +At the hotel they heard that Captain Con O'Donnell was a snug sleeper +upstairs. This, the captain himself very soon informed them, had not +been the kernel of the truth. He had fancied they would not cross the +Channel on so rattlesome a night, or Kathleen would have had an Irish +kiss to greet her landing in England. But the cousinly salute was little +delayed, news of the family in Ireland and England was exchanged, and +then Mr. Colesworth and the captain bowed to an introduction; and the +captain, at mention of his name, immediately cried out that Mr. +Colesworth might perchance be a relative of the highly intelligent +admirable lady who had undertaken the secretaryship, and by her vast +ability got the entire management, of Miss Mattock's benevolent +institution, and was conducting it with such success that it was fast +becoming a grief to the generous heart of the foundress of the same to +find it not only self-paying, but on the road to a fortune, inasmuch as +it was already an article in the decrees of fashion among the nobility +and gentry of both sexes in the metropolis to have their linen and laces +washed at the Mattock laundry. + +Mr. Colesworth said he was the brother of the lady in question, he had +also the pleasure of an acquaintance with Miss Mattock. He was +vehemently congratulated on the relationship, which bore witness, the +captain armed, to a certain hereditary share of brains greatly to be +envied: brother of Miss Colesworth, a title of distinction in itself! +He was congratulated not less cordially for his being so fortunate as to +know Miss Mattock, one of a million. + +Captain Con retained the hand of Father Boyle and squeezed it during his +eulogies, at the same time dispensing nods and winks and sunny sparkles +upon Kathleen. Mr. Colesworth went upstairs to his room not unflattered. +The flattery enveloped him in the pleasant sense of a somehow now +established companionship for the day with a pleasant person from +whom he did not wish to separate. + +'You made the gentleman's acquaintance, my dear . . . ?' said Con. + +Kathleen answered: 'He made friends with our Patrick on the Continent, +I think it was in Germany, and came to us to study the old country, +bearing a letter from Patrick. He means to be one of their writers on +the newspapers. He studies everything; he has written books. He called +on us coming and called on us going and we came over together,' said Miss +Kathleen. 'But tell me: our Philip?' + +'Books!' Con exclaimed. 'It's hard to discover a man in these days who +hasn't written books. Oh! Philip! Ease your heart about Philip. +They're nursing him, round. He was invalided at the right moment for +him, no fear. I gave him his chance of the last vacant seat up to the +last hour, and now the die is cast and this time I 'm off to it. Poor +Philip--yes, yes! we 're sorry to see him flat all his length, we love +him; he's a gallant soldier; alive to his duty; and that bludgeon sun of +India knocked him down, and that fall from his horse finished the +business, and there he lies. But he'll get up, and he might have +accepted the seat and spared me my probation: he's not married, I am, +I have a wife, and Master Philip divides me against my domestic self, +he does. But let that be: I serve duty too. Not a word to our friend up +yonder. It's a secret with a time-fuse warranted to explode safe enough +when the minutes are up, and make a powerful row when it does. It is all +right over there, Father Boyle, I suppose?' + +'A walk over! a pure ceremonial,' said the priest, and he yawned +frightfully. + +'You're for a nap to recompose you, my dear friend,' remarked the +captain. + +'But you haven't confided anything of it to Mrs. Adister?' + +'Not a syllable; no. That's to come. There's my contest! I had urgent +business in Ireland, and she 's a good woman, always willing to let me +go. I count on her kindness, there 's no mightier compliment to one's +wife. She'll know it when it's history. She's fond of history. Ay, she +hates fiction, and so I'm proud to tell her I offer her none. She likes +a trifling surprise too, and there she has it. Oh! we can whip up the +business to a nice little bowl of froth-flummery. But it's when the +Parliamentary voting is on comes the connubial pull. She's a good woman, +a dear good soul, but she's a savage patriot; and Philip might have saved +his kinsman if he had liked. He had only to say the word: I could have +done all the business for him, and no contest to follow by my fireside. +He's on his couch--Mars convalescent: a more dreadful attraction to the +ladies than in his crimson plumes! If the fellow doesn't let slip his +opportunity! with his points of honour and being an Irish Bayard. Why +Bayard in the nineteenth century's a Bedlamite, Irish or no. So I tell +him. There he is; you'll see him, Kathleen: and one of them as big an +heiress as any in England. Philip's no fool, you'll find.' + +'Then he's coming all right, is he?' said Kathleen. + +'He 's a soldier, and a good one, but he 's nothing more, and as for +patriotic inflammation, doesn't know the sensation.' + +'Oh! but he's coming round, and you'll go and stroke down mother with +that,' Kathleen cried. 'Her heart's been heavy, with Patrick wandering +and Philip on his back. I'll soon be dressed for breakfast.' + +Away she went. + +'She's got an appetite, and looks like a strapped bit of steel after the +night's tumbling,' said the captain, seeing her trip aloft. 'I'm young +as that too, or not far off it. Stay, I'll order breakfast for four in a +quiet corner where we can converse--which, by the way, won't be possible +in the presence of that gaping oyster of a fellow, who looks as if he +were waiting the return of the tide.' + +Father Boyle interposed his hand. + +'Not for . . .' he tried to add 'four.' The attempt at a formation of +the word produced a cavernous yawn a volume of the distressful deep to +the beholder. + +'Of course,' Captain Con assented. He proposed bed and a sedative +therein, declaring that his experience overnight could pronounce it good, +and that it should be hot. So he led his tired old friend to the +bedroom, asked dozens of questions, flurried a withdrawal of them, +suggested the answers, talked of his Rubicon, praised his wife, delivered +a moan on her behalf, and after assisting to half disrobe the scarce +animate figure, which lent itself like an artist's lay-model to the +operation, departed on his mission of the sedative. + +At the breakfast for three he was able to tell Kathleen that the worthy +Father was warm, and on his way to complete restoration. + +'Full fathom five the Father lies, in the ocean of sleep, by this time,' +said Con. 'And 'tis a curious fact that every man in that condition +seems enviable to men on their legs. And similarly with death; we'd +rather not, because of a qualm, but the picture of the finish of the leap +across is a taking one. These chops are done as if Nature had mellowed +their juiciness.' + +'They are so nice,' Kathleen said. + +'You deserve them, if ever girl in this world!' + +'I sat on deck all night, and Mr. Colesworth would keep me company.' + +'He could hardly do less, having the chance. But that notwithstanding, +I'm under an obligation to your cavalier. And how did you find Ireland, +sir? You've made acquaintance with my cousin, young Mr. Patrick +O'Donnell, I rejoice to hear.' + +'Yes, through his hearing or seeing my name and suspecting I had a +sister,' said Mr. Colesworth, who was no longer in the resemblance of a +gaping oyster on the borders of the ebb. 'The country is not disturbed.' + +'So the doctor thinks his patient is doing favourably! And you cottoned +to Patrick? And I don't wonder. Where was it?' + +'We met in Trieste. He was about to start by one of the Austrian boats +for the East.' + +'Not disturbed! no! with a rotten potato inside it paralysing +digestion!' exclaimed Con. 'Now Patrick had been having a peep at +Vienna, hadn't he?' + +'He had; he was fresh from Vienna when I met him. As to Ireland, the +harvest was only middling good last year.' + +'And that's the bit of luck we depend on. A cloud too much, and it's +drowned! Had he seen, do you know, anybody in Vienna?--you were not long +together at Trieste?' + +Mr. Colesworth had sufficient quickness to perceive that the two +questions could be answered as one, and saying: 'He was disappointed,' +revealed that he and Patrick had been long enough together to come to +terms of intimacy. + +'To be sure, he gave you a letter of introduction to his family!' said +Con. 'And permit me to add, that Patrick's choice of a friend is mine +on trust. The lady he was for seeing, Mr. Colesworth, was just then +embarking on an adventure of a romantic character, particularly well +suited to her nature, and the end of it was a trifle sanguinary, and +she suffered a disappointment also, though not perhaps on that account.' + +'I heard of it in England last year,' said Mr. Colesworth. 'Did she come +through it safely?' + +'Without any personal disfigurement: and is in England now, under her +father's roof, meditating fresh adventures.' + +Kathleen cried: 'Ye 're talking of the lady who was Miss Adister--I can +guess--Ah!' She humped her shoulders and sent a shudder up her neck. + +'But she's a grand creature, Mr. Colesworth, and you ought to know her,' +said Con. 'That is, if you'd like to have an idea of a young Catherine +or a Semiramisminus an army and a country. There's nothing she's not +capable of aiming at. And there's pretty well nothing and nobody she +wouldn't make use of. She has great notions of the power of the British +Press and the British purse--each in turn as a key to the other. Now for +an egg, Kathleen.' + +'I think I'll eat an egg,' Kathleen replied. + +'Bless the honey heart of the girl! Life's in you, my dear, and calls +for fuel. I'm glad to see that Mr. Colesworth too can take a sight at +the Sea-God after a night of him. It augurs magnificently for a future +career. And let me tell you that the Pen demands it of us. The first of +the requisites is a stout stomach--before a furnished head! I'd not pass +a man to be anything of a writer who couldn't step ashore from a tempest +and consume his Titan breakfast.' + +'We are qualifying for the literary craft, Miss O'Donnell,' said Mr. +Colesworth. + +'It's for a walk in the wind up Caer Gybi, and along the coast I mean to +go,' said Kathleen. + +'This morning?' the captain asked her. + +She saw his dilemma in his doubtful look. + +'When I've done. While you're discussing matters with Father Boyle. +I--know you're burning to. Sure it's yourself knows as well as anybody, +Captain Con, that I can walk a day long and take care of my steps. I've +walked the better half of Donegal alone, and this morning I'll have a +protector.' + +Captain Con eyed the protector, approved of him, disapproved of himself, +thought of Kathleen as a daughter of Erin--a privileged and inviolate +order of woman in the minds of his countrymen--and wriggling internally +over a remainder scruple said: 'Mr. Colesworth mayhap has to write a bit +in the morning.' + +'I'm unattached at present,' the latter said. 'I am neither a +correspondent nor a reporter, and if I were, the event would be wanting.' + +'That remark, sir, shows you to be eminently a stranger to the official +duties,' observed the captain. 'Journalism is a maw, and the journalist +has to cram it, and like anything else which perpetually distends for +matter, it must be filled, for you can't leave it gaping, so when nature +and circumstance won't combine to produce the stuff, we have recourse to +the creative arts. 'Tis the necessity of the profession.' + +'The profession will not impose that necessity upon me,' remarked the +young practitioner. + +'Outside the wheels of the machine, sir, we indulge our hallucination of +immunity. I've been one in the whirr of them, relating what I hadn't +quite heard, and capitulating what I didn't think at all, in spite of the +cry of my conscience--a poor infant below the waters, casting up +ejaculatory bubbles of protestation. And if it is my reproach that I +left it to the perils of drowning, it's my pride that I continued to +transmit air enough to carry on the struggle. Not every journalist can +say as much. The Press is the voice of the mass, and our private opinion +is detected as a discord by the mighty beast, and won't be endured by +him.' + +'It's better not to think of him quite as a beast,' said Mr. Colesworth. + +'Infinitely better: and I like your "guile," sir: But wait and tell me +what you think of him after tossing him his meat for a certain number of +years. There's Rockney. Do you know Rockney? He's the biggest single +gun they've got, and he's mad for this country, but ask him about the +public, you'll hear the menagerie-keeper's opinion of the brute that +mauled his loins.' + +'Rockney,' said Mr. Colesworth, 'has the tone of a man disappointed of +the dictatorship.' + +'Then you do know Rockney!' shouted Captain Con. 'That's the man in a +neat bit of drawing. He's a grand piece of ordnance. But wait for him +too, and tell me by and by. If it isn't a woman, you'll find, that +primes him, ay, and points him, and what's more, discharges him, I'm not +Irish born. Poor fellow! I pity him. He had a sweet Irish lady for his +wife, and lost her last year, and has been raging astray politically ever +since. I suppose it's hardly the poor creature's fault. None the less, +you know, we have to fight him. And now he 's nibbling at a bait--it 's +fun: the lady I mentioned, with a turn for adventure and enterprise: it's +rare fun: he 's nibbling, he'll be hooked. You must make her +acquaintance, Mr. Colesworth, and hold your own against her, if you can. +She's a niece of my wife's and I'll introduce you. I shall find her in +London, or at our lodgings at a Surrey farm we've taken to nurse my +cousin Captain Philip O'Donnell invalided from Indian awful climate!-- +on my return, when I hope to renew the acquaintance. She has beauty, +she has brains. Resist her, and you 'll make a decent stand against +Lucifer. And supposing she rolls you up and pitches you over, her +noticing you is a pretty compliment to your pen. That 'll be consoling.' + +Mr. Colesworth fancied, he said, that he was proof against feminine +blandishments in the direction of his writings. + +He spoke as one indicating a thread to suggest a cable. The captain +applauded the fancy as a pleasing delusion of the young sprigs of +Journalism. + +Upon this, Mr. Colesworth, with all respect for French intelligence, +denied the conclusiveness of French generalisations, which ascribed to +women universal occult dominion, and traced all great affairs to small +intrigues. + +The captain's eyes twinkled on him, thinking how readily he would back +smart Miss Kathleen to do the trick, if need were. + +He said to her before she started: 'Don't forget he may be a clever +fellow with that pen of his, and useful to our party.' + +'I'll not forget,' said she. + +For the good of his party, then, Captain Con permitted her to take the +walk up Caer Gybi alone with Mr. Colesworth: a memorable walk in the +recollections of the scribe, because of the wonderful likeness of the +young lady to the breezy weather and the sparkles over the deep, the +cloud that frowned, the cloud that glowed, the green of the earth +greening out from under wings of shadow, the mountain ranges holding +hands about an immensity of space. It was one of our giant days to his +emotions, and particularly memorable to him through the circumstance that +it insisted on a record in verse, and he was unused to the fetters of +metre: and although the verse was never seen by man, his attempt at it +confused his ideas of his expressive powers. Oddly too, while scourging +the lines with criticism, he had a fondness for them: they stamped a +radiant day in his mind, beyond the resources of rhetoric to have done it +equally. + +This was the day of Captain Con's crossing the Rubicon between the secret +of his happiness and a Parliamentary career. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +CAPTAIN CON'S LETTER + +Women may be able to tell you why the nursing of a military invalid +awakens tenderer anxieties in their bosoms than those called forth by +the drab civilian. If we are under sentence of death we are all of us +pathetic of course; but stretched upon the debateable couch of sickness +we are not so touching as the coloured coat: it has the distinction +belonging to colour. It smites a deeper nerve, or more than one; and +this, too, where there is no imaginary subjection to the charms of +military glory, in minds to which the game of war is lurid as the plumes +of the arch-slayer. + +Jane Mattock assisting Mrs. Adister O'Donnell to restore Captain Philip +was very singularly affected, like a person shut off on a sudden from her +former theories and feelings. Theoretically she despised the soldier's +work as much as she shrank abhorrently from bloodshed. She regarded him +and his trappings as an ensign of our old barbarism, and could peruse +platitudes upon that theme with enthusiasm. The soldier personally, she +was accustomed to consider an inferior intelligence: a sort of schoolboy +when young, and schoolmaster when mature a visibly limited creature, not +a member of our broader world. Without dismissing any of these views +she found them put aside for the reception of others of an opposite +character; and in her soul she would have ascribed it to her cares of +nursing that she had become thoughtful, doubtful, hopeful, even +prayerful, surcharged with zeal, to help to save a good sword for the +country. If in a world still barbarous we must have soldiers, here was +one whom it would be grievous to lose. He had fallen for the country; +and there was a moving story of how he had fallen. She inclined to think +more highly of him for having courted exposure on a miserable frontier +war where but a poor sheaf of glory could be gathered. And he seemed to +estimate his professional duties apart from an aim at the laurels. A +conception of the possibility of a man's being both a soldier and morally +a hero edged its way into her understanding. It stood edgeways within, +desirous of avoiding a challenge to show every feature. + +The cares of nursing were Jane's almost undividedly, except for the aid +she had from her friend Grace Barrow and from Miss Colesworth. Mrs. +Adister O'Donnell was a nurse in name only. 'She'll be seen by Philip +like as if she were a nightmare apparition of his undertaker's wraith,' +Captain Con said to Jane, when recommending his cousin to her charitable +nature, after he had taken lodgings at a farmhouse near Mrs. Lackstraw's +model farm Woodside on the hills. 'Barring the dress,' as he added, some +such impression of her frigid mournfulness might have struck a recumbent +invalid. Jane acknowledged it, and at first induced her aunt to join her +in the daily walk of half a mile to sit with him. Mrs. Lackstraw was a +very busy lady at her farm; she was often summoned to London by her +intuition of John's wish to have her presiding at table for the +entertainment of his numerous guests; she confessed that she supervised +the art of nursing better than she practised it, and supervision can be +done at a distance if the subordinate is properly attentive to the rules +we lay down, as Jane appeared to be. So Jane was left to him. She loved +the country; Springtide in the country set her singing; her walk to her +patient at Lappett's farm and homeward was an aethereal rapture for a +heart rocking easy in fulness. There was nothing to trouble it, no hint +of wild winds and heavy seas, not even the familiar insinuation from the +vigilant monitress, her aunt, to bid her be on her guard, beware of what +it is that great heiresses are courted for, steel her heart against +serpent speeches, see well to have the woman's precious word No at the +sentinel's post, and alert there. Mrs. Lackstraw, the most vigilant and +plain-spoken of her sex, had forborne to utter the usual warnings which +were to preserve Miss Mattock for her future Earl or Duke and the reason +why she forbore was a double one; a soldier and Papist could never be +thought perilous to a young woman scorning the sons of Mars and slaves +of sacerdotalism. The picture of Jane bestowing her hand on a Roman +Catholic in military uniform, refused to be raised before the mind. +Charitableness, humaneness, the fact that she was an admirable nurse and +liked to exercise her natural gift, perfectly accounted for Jane's trips +to Lappett's farm, and the jellies and fresh dairy dainties and neat +little dishes she was constantly despatching to the place. A suggestion +of possible danger might prove more dangerous than silence, by rendering +it attractive. Besides, Jane talked of poor Captain Philip as Patrick +O'Donnell's brother, whom she was bound to serve in return for Patrick's +many services to her; and of how unlike Patrick he was. Mrs. Lackstraw +had been apprehensive about her fancy for Patrick. Therefore if Captain +Philip was unlike him, and strictly a Catholic, according to report, the +suspicion of danger dispersed, and she was allowed to enjoy the pleasures +of the metropolis as frequently as she chose. The nursing of a man of +Letters, or of the neighbour to him, a beggar in rags, would not have +been so tolerated. Thus we perceive that wits actively awake inside the +ring-fence of prepossessions they have erected may lull themselves with +their wakefulness. Who would have thought!--is the cry when the +strongest bulwark of the fence is broken through. + +Jane least of any would have thought what was coming to pass. The pale +square-browed young officer, so little Irish and winning in his brevity +of speech, did and said nothing to alarm her or strike the smallest +light. Grace Barrow noticed certain little changes of mood in Jane she +could scarcely have had a distinct suspicion at the time. After a recent +observation of him, on an evening stroll from Lappett's to Woodside, she +pronounced him interesting, but hard. 'He has an interesting head . . . +I should not like to offend him.' They agreed as to his unlikeness to +fluid Patrick; both eulogistic of the absent brother; and Jane, who could +be playful in privacy with friends, clapped a brogue on her tongue to +discourse of Patrick and apostrophise him: 'Oh! Pat, Pat, my dear cousin +Pat! why are you so long away from your desponding Jane? I 'll take to +poetry and write songs, if you don't come home soon. You've put seas +between us, and are behaving to me as an enemy. I know you 'll bring +home a foreign Princess to break the heart of your faithful. But I'll +always praise you for a dear boy, Pat, and wish you happy, and beg the +good gentleman your brother to give me a diploma as nurse to your first- +born. There now!' + +She finished smiling brightly, and Grace was a trifle astonished, for her +friend's humour was not as a rule dramatic. + +'You really have caught a twang of it from your friend Captain Con; only +you don't rattle the eighteenth letter of the alphabet in the middle of +words.' + +'I've tried, and can't persuade my tongue to do it "first off," as boys +say, and my invalid has no brogue whatever to keep me in practice,' Jane +replied. 'One wonders what he thinks of as he lies there by the window. +He doesn't confide it to his hospital nurse.' + +'Yes, he would treat her courteously, just in that military style,' said +Grace, realising the hospital attendance. + +'It 's the style I like best:--no perpetual personal thankings and +allusions to the trouble he gives!' Jane exclaimed. 'He shows perfect +good sense, and I like that in all things, as you know. A red-haired +young woman chooses to wait on him and bring him flowers--he's brother +to Patrick in his love of wild flowers, at all events!--and he takes it +naturally and simply. These officers bear illness well. I suppose +it 's the drill.' + +'Still I think it a horrid profession, dear.' + +Grace felt obliged to insist on that: and her 'I think,' though it was +not stressed, tickled Jane's dormant ear to some drowsy wakefulness. + +'I think too much honour is paid to it, certainly. But soldiers, of all +men, one would expect to be overwhelmed by a feeling of weakness. He has +never complained; not once. I doubt if he would have complained if Mrs. +Adister had been waiting on him all the while, or not a soul. I can +imagine him lying on the battle-field night after night quietly, +resolving not to groan.' + +'Too great a power of self-repression sometimes argues the want of any +emotional nature,' said Grace. + +Jane shook her head. She knew a story of him contradicting that. + +The story had not recurred to her since she had undertaken her service. +It coloured the remainder of an evening walk home through the beechwoods +and over the common with Grace, and her walk across the same tracks early +in the morning, after Grace had gone to London. Miss Colesworth was +coming to her next week, with her brother if he had arrived in England. +Jane remembered having once been curious about this adventurous man of +Letters who lived by the work of his pen. She remembered comparing him +to one who was compelled to swim perpetually without a ship to give him +rest or land in view. He had made a little money by a book, and was +expending it on travels--rather imprudently, she fancied Emma Colesworth +to be thinking. He talked well, but for the present she was happier in +her prospect of nearly a week of loneliness. The day was one of +sunshine, windless, odorous: one of the rare placid days of April when +the pettish month assumes a matronly air of summer and wears it till the +end of the day. The beech twigs were strongly embrowned, the larches +shot up green spires by the borders of woods and on mounds within, deep +ditchbanks unrolled profuse tangles of new blades, and sharp eyes might +light on a late white violet overlooked by the children; primroses ran +along the banks. Jane had a maxim that flowers should be spared to live +their life, especially flowers of the wilds; she had reared herself on +our poets; hence Mrs. Lackstraw's dread of the arrival of one of the +minstrel order: and the girl, who could deliberately cut a bouquet from +the garden, if requested, would refuse to pluck a wildflower. But now +they cried out to her to be plucked in hosts, they claimed the sacrifice, +and it seemed to her no violation of her sentiment to gather handfuls +making a bunch that would have done honour to the procession of the +children's May-day--a day she excused for the slaughter because her idol +and prophet among the poets, wild nature's interpreter, was that day on +the side of the children. How like a bath of freshness would the thick +faintly-fragrant mass shine to her patient! Only to look at it was +medicine! She believed, in her lively healthfulness, that the look would +give him a spring to health, and she hurried forward to have them in +water-the next sacred obligation to the leaving of them untouched. + +She had reared herself on our poets. If much brooding on them will +sometimes create a sentimentalism of the sentiment they inspire, that +also, after our manner of developing, leads to finer civilisation; and as +her very delicate feelings were not always tyrants over her clear and +accurate judgement, they rather tended to stamp her character than lead +her into foolishness. Blunt of speech, quick in sensibility, +imaginative, yet idealistic, she had the complex character of diverse +brain and nerve, and was often a problem to the chief person interested +in it. She thought so decisively, felt so shrinkingly; spoke so flatly, +brooded so softly! Such natures, in the painful effort to reconcile +apparent antagonism and read themselves, forget that they are not full +grown. Longer than others are they young: but meanwhile they are of an +age when we are driven abroad to seek and shape our destinies. + +Passing through the garden-gate of Lappett's farm she made her way to the +south-western face of the house to beg a bowl of water of the farmer's +wife, and had the sweet surprise of seeing her patient lying under +swallows' eaves on a chair her brother had been commissioned to send +from London for coming uses. He was near the farm-wife's kitchen, but to +windward of the cooking-reek, pleasantly warmed, sufficiently shaded, and +alone, with open letter on the rug covering his legs. He whistled to +Jane's dog Wayland, a retriever, having Newfoundland relationships, of +smithy redness and ruggedness; it was the whistle that startled her to +turn and see him as she was in the act of handing Mrs. Lappett her +primroses. + +'Out? I feared it would be a week. Is it quite prudent?' Jane said, +toning down her delight. + +He answered with the half-smile that refers these questions to the +settled fact. Air had always brought him round; now he could feel he +was embarked for recovery: and he told her how the farmer and one of his +men had lent a shoulder to present him to his old and surest physician-- +rather like a crippled ghost. M. Adister was upstairs in bed with one of +her headaches. Captain Con, then, was attending her, Jane supposed: She +spoke of him as the most devoted of husbands. + +A slight hardening of Philip's brows, well-known to her by this time, +caused her to interrogate his eyes. They were fixed on her in his manner +of gazing with strong directness. She read the contrary opinion, and +some hieroglyphic matter besides. + +'We all respect him for his single-hearted care of her,' she said. +'I have a great liking for him. His tirades about the Saxon tyrant are +not worth mentioning, they mean nothing. He would be one of the first to +rush to the standard if there were danger; I know he would. He is truly +chivalrous, I am sure.' + +Philip's broad look at her had not swerved. The bowl of primroses placed +beside him on a chair by the farmer's dame diverted it for a moment. + +'You gathered them?' he said. + +Jane drank his look at the flowers. + +'Yes, on my way,' she replied. 'We can none of us live for ever; and +fresh water every day will keep them alive a good long time. They had it +from the clouds yesterday. Do they not seem a bath of country +happiness!' Evidently they did their service in pleasing him. + +Seeing his fingers grope on the rug, she handed him his open letters. + +He selected the second, passing under his inspection, and asked her to +read it. + +She took the letter, wondering a little that it should be in Captain +Con's handwriting. + +'I am to read it through?' she said, after a run over some lines. + +He nodded. She thought it a sign of his friendliness in sharing family +secrets with her, and read: + +'MY DEAR PHILIP,--Not a word of these contents, which will be delivered +seasonably to the lady chiefly concerned, by the proper person. She +hears this morning I 'm off on a hasty visit to Ireland, as I have been +preparing her of late to expect I must, and yours the blame, if any, +though I will be the last to fling it at you. I meet Father B. and +pretty Kitty before I cross. Judging by the wind this morning, the +passage will furnish good schooling for a spell of the hustings. But if +I am in the nature of things unable to command the waves, trust me for +holding a mob in leash; and they are tolerably alike. My spirits are up. +Now the die is cast. My election to the vacancy must be reckoned +beforehand. I promise you a sounding report from the Kincora Herald. +They will not say of me after that (and read only the speeches reported +in the local paper) "what is the man but an Irish adventurer!" He is a +lover of his country, Philip O'Donnell, and one of millions, we will +hope. And that stigmatic title of long standing, more than anything +earthly, drove him to the step-to the ruin of his domestic felicity +perhaps. But we are past sighing. + +'Think you, when he crossed the tide, Caius Julius Caesar sighed? + +'No, nor thought of his life, nor his wife, but of the thing to be done. +Laugh, my boy! I know what I am about when I set my mind on a powerful +example. As the chameleon gets his colour, we get our character from the +objects we contemplate . . .' + +Jane glanced over the edge of the letter sheet rosily at Philip. + +His dryness in hitting the laughable point diverted her, and her mind +became suffused with a series of pictures of the chameleon captain +planted in view of the Roman to become a copy of him, so that she did not +peruse the terminating lines with her wakefullest attention: + +'The liege lady of my heart will be the earliest to hail her hero +triumphant, or cherish him beaten--which is not in the prospect. Let +Ireland be true to Ireland. We will talk of the consolidation of the +Union by and by. You are for that, you say, when certain things are +done; and you are where I leave you, on the highway, though seeming to go +at a funeral pace to certain ceremonies leading to the union of the two +countries in the solidest fashion, to their mutual benefit, after a +shining example. Con sleeps with a corner of the eye open, and you are +not the only soldier who is a strategist, and a tactician too, aware of +when it is best to be out of the way. Now adieu and pax vobiscum. Reap +the rich harvest of your fall to earth. I leave you in the charge of the +kindest of nurses, next to the wife of my bosom the best of women. +Appreciate her, sir, or perish in my esteem. She is one whom not to +love is to be guilty of an offence deserving capital punishment, and a +bastinado to season the culprit for his execution. Have I not often +informed her myself that a flower from her hand means more than treasures +from the hands of others. Expect me absent for a week. The harangues +will not be closely reported. I stand by the truth, which is my love of +the land of my birth. A wife must come second to that if she would be +first in her husband's consideration. Hurrah me on, Philip, now it is +action, and let me fancy I hear you shouting it.' + +The drop of the letter to the signature fluttered affectionately on a +number of cordial adjectives, like the airy bird to his home in the corn. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +MARS CONVALESCENT + +Jane's face was clear as the sky when she handed the letter back to +Philip. In doing so, it struck her that the prolonged directness of his +look was peculiar: she attributed it to some effect of the fresh Spring +atmosphere on a weakened frame. She was guessing at his reasons for +showing her the letter, and they appeared possibly serious. + +'An election to Parliament! Perhaps Mrs. Adister should have a hint of +it, to soften the shock I fear it may be: but we must wait till her +headache has passed,' she said. + +'You read to the end?' said Philip. + +'Yes, Captain Con always amuses me, and I am bound to confess I have no +positive disrelish of his compliments. But this may prove a desperate +step. The secret of his happiness is in extreme jeopardy. Nothing would +stop him, I suppose?' + +Philip signified that it was too late. He was moreover of opinion, and +stated it in his briefest, that it would be advisable to leave the +unfolding of the present secret to the captain. + +Jane wondered why the letter had been shown. Her patient might be +annoyed and needing sympathy? + +'After all,' she said, 'Captain Con may turn out to be a very good sort +of member of Parliament in his way.' + +Philip's eyebrows lifted, and he let fall a breath, eloquent of his +thoughts. + +'My brother says he is a serviceable director of the Company they are +associated in.' + +'He finds himself among reasonable men, and he is a chameleon.' + +'Parliament may steady him.' + +'It is too much of a platform for Con's head.' + +'Yes, there is more of poet than politician,' said she. 'That is a +danger. But he calls himself our friend; I think he really has a liking +for John and me.' + +'For you he has a real love,' said Philip. + +'Well, then, he may listen to us at times; he may be trusted not to wound +us. I am unmitigatedly for the one country--no divisions. We want all +our strength in these days of monstrous armies directed by banditti +Councils. England is the nation of the Christian example to nations. +Oh! surely it is her aim. At least she strives to be that. I think it, +and I see the many faults we have.' + +Her patient's eyelids were down. + +She proposed to send her name up to Mrs. Adister. + +On her return from the poor lady racked with headache and lying little +conscious of her husband's powder-barrel under the bed, Jane found her +patient being worried by his official nurse, a farm-labourer's wife, a +bundle of a woman, whose lumbering assiduities he fenced with reiterated +humourous negatives to every one of her propositions, until she prefaced +the last two or three of the list with a 'Deary me!' addressed +consolatorily to herself. She went through the same forms each day, +at the usual hours of the day, and Jane, though she would have felt the +apathetic doltishness of the woman less, felt how hard it must be for him +to bear. + +'Your sister will be with you soon,' she said. 'I am glad, and yet I +hope you will not allow her to put me aside altogether?' + +'You shall do as you wish,' said Philip. + +'Is she like Patrick? Her name is Kathleen, I know.' + +'She is a raw Irish girl, of good Irish training, but Irish.' + +'I hope she will be pleased with England. Like Patrick in face, I mean.' + +'We think her a good-looking girl.' + +'Does she play? sing?' + +'Some of our ballads.' + +'She will delight my brother. John loves Irish ballads.' + +A silence of long duration fell between them. She fancied he would like +to sleep, and gently rose to slip away, that she might consult with Mrs. +Lappett about putting up some tentcover. He asked her if she was going. +'Not home,' she said. His hand moved, but stopped. It seemed to have +meant to detain her. She looked at a white fleece that came across the +sun, desiring to conjure it to stay and shadow him. It sailed by. She +raised her parasol. + +His eyelids were shut, and she thought him asleep. Meditating on her +unanswered question of Miss Kathleen's likeness to Patrick, Jane imagined +a possibly greater likeness to her patient, and that he did not speak of +his family's exclamations on the subject because of Kathleen's being so +good-looking a girl. For if good-looking, a sister must resemble these +handsome features here, quiescent to inspection in their marble outlines +as a corse. So might he lie on the battle-field, with no one to watch +over him! + +While she watched, sitting close beside him to shield his head from the +sunbeams, her heart began to throb before she well knew the secret of it. +She had sight of a tear that grew big under the lashes of each of his +eyelids, and rolled heavily. Her own eyes overflowed. + +The fit of weeping was momentary, April's, a novelty with her. She +accused her silly visions of having softened her. A hasty smoothing to +right and left removed the traces; they were unseen; and when she +ventured to look at him again there was no sign of fresh drops falling. +His eyelids kept shut. + +The arrival of her diurnal basket of provisions offered a refreshing +intervention of the commonplace. Bright air had sharpened his appetite: +he said he had been sure it would, and anticipated cheating the doctor of +a part of the sentence which condemned him to lie on his back up to the +middle of June, a log. Jane was hungry too, and they feasted together +gaily, talking of Kathleen on her journey, her strange impressions and +her way of proclaiming them, and of Patrick and where he might be now; +ultimately of Captain Con and Mrs. Adister. + +'He has broken faith with her,' Philip said sternly. 'She will have the +right to tell him so. He never can be anything but a comic politician. +Still he was bound to consult his wife previous to stepping before the +public. He knows that he married a fortune.' + +'A good fortune,' said Jane. + +Philip acquiesced. 'She is an excellent woman, a model of uprightness; +she has done him all the good in the world, and here is he deceiving her, +lying--there is no other word: and one lie leads to another. When he +married a fortune he was a successful adventurer. The compact was +understood. His duty as a man of honour is to be true to his bond and +serve the lady. Falseness to his position won't wash him clean of the +title.' + +Jane pleaded for Captain Con. 'He is chivalrously attentive to her.' + +'You have read his letter,' Philip replied. + +He crushed her charitable apologies with references to the letter. + +'We are not certain that Mrs. Adister will object,' said she. + +'Do you see her reading a speech of her husband's?' he remarked. +Presently with something like a moan: + +'And I am her guest!' + +'Oh! pray, do not think Mrs. Adister will ever allow you to feel the +lightest shadow . . .' said Jane. + +'No; that makes it worse.' + +Had this been the burden of his thoughts when those two solitary tears +forced their passage? + +Hardly: not even in his physical weakness would he consent to weep for +such a cause. + +'I forgot to mention that Mrs. Adister has a letter from her husband +telling her he has been called over to Ireland on urgent business,' she +said. + +Philip answered: 'He is punctilious.' + +'I wish indeed he had been more candid,' Jane assented to the sarcasm. + +'In Ireland he is agreeably surprised by the flattering proposal of a +vacant seat, and not having an instant to debate on it, assumes the +consent of the heavenliest wife in Christendom.' + +Philip delivered the speech with a partial imitation of Captain Con +addressing his wife on his return as the elected among the pure Irish +party. The effort wearied him. + +She supposed he was regretting his cousin's public prominence in the +ranks of the malcontents. 'He will listen to you,' she said, while she +smiled at his unwonted display of mimicry. + +'A bad mentor for him. Antics are harmless, though they get us laughed +at,' said Philip. + +'You may restrain him from excesses.' + +'Were I in that position, you would consider me guilty of greater than +any poor Con is likely to commit.' + +'Surely you are not for disunion?' + +'The reverse. I am for union on juster terms, that will hold it fast.' + +'But what are the terms?' + +He must have desired to paint himself as black to her as possible. He +stated the terms, which were hardly less than the affrighting ones blown +across the Irish sea by that fierce party. He held them to be just, +simply sensible terms. True, he spoke of the granting them as a sure +method to rally all Ireland to an ardent love of the British flag. But +he praised names of Irish leaders whom she had heard Mr. Rockney denounce +for disloyal insolence: he could find excuses for them and their dupes-- +poor creatures, verily! And his utterances had a shocking emphasis. +Then she was not wrong in her idea of the conspirator's head, her first +impression of him! + +She could not quit the theme: doing that would have been to be +indifferent: something urged her to it. + +'Are they really your opinions?' + +He seemed relieved by declaring that they were. + +'Patrick is quite free of them,' said she. + +'We will hope that the Irish fever will spare Patrick. He was at a +Jesuit college in France when he was wax. Now he's taking the world.' + +'With so little of the Jesuit in him!' + +'Little of the worst: a good deal of the best.' + +'What is the best?' + +'Their training to study. They train you to concentrate the brain upon +the object of study. And they train you to accept service: they fit you +for absolute service: they shape you for your duties in the world; and so +long as they don't smelt a man's private conscience, they are model +masters. Happily Patrick has held his own. Not the Jesuits would have +a chance of keeping a grasp on Patrick! He'll always be a natural boy +and a thoughtful man.' + +Jane's features implied a gentle shudder. + +'I shake a scarlet cloak to you?' said Philip. + +She was directed by his words to think of the scarlet coat. 'I reflect a +little on the substance of things as well,' she said. 'Would not +Patrick's counsels have an influence?' + +'Hitherto our Patrick has never presumed to counsel his elder brother.' + +'But an officer wearing . . .' + +'The uniform! That would have to be stripped off. There'd be an end to +any professional career.' + +'You would not regret it?' + +'No sorrow is like a soldier's bidding farewell to flag and comrades. +Happily politics and I have no business together. If the country favours +me with active service I'm satisfied for myself. You asked me for my +opinions: I was bound to give them. Generally I let them rest.' + +Could she have had the temerity? Jane marvelled at herself. + +She doubted that the weighty pair of tears had dropped for the country. +Captain Con would have shed them over Erin, and many of them. Captain +Philip's tone was too plain and positive: he would be a most practical +unhistrionic rebel. + +'You would countenance a revolt?' she said, striking at that extreme to +elicit the favourable answer her tones angled for. And it was instantly: + +'Not in arms.' He tried an explanation by likening the dissension to a +wrangle in a civilised family over an unjust division of property. + +And here, as he was marking the case with some nicety and difficulty, +an itinerant barrel-organ crashed its tragic tale of music put to torture +at the gate. It yelled of London to Jane, throttled the spirits of the +woods, threw a smoke over the country sky, befouled the pure air she +loved. + +The instrument was one of the number which are packed to suit all English +tastes and may be taken for a rough sample of the jumble of them, where a +danceless quadrille-tune succeeds a suicidal Operatic melody and is +followed by the weariful hymn, whose last drawl pert polka kicks aside. +Thus does the poor Savoyard compel a rich people to pay for their wealth. +Not without pathos in the abstract perhaps do the wretched machines +pursue their revolutions of their factory life, as incapable of +conceiving as of bestowing pleasure: a bald cry for pennies through the +barest pretence to be agreeable but Jane found it hard to be tolerant of +them out of London, and this one affecting her invalid and Mrs. Adister +must be dismissed. Wayland was growling; he had to be held by the +collar. He spied an objectionable animal. A jerky monkey was attached +to the organ; and his coat was red, his kepi was blue; his tailor had +rigged him as a military gentleman. Jane called to the farm-wife. +Philip assured her he was not annoyed. Jane observed him listening, +and by degrees she distinguished a maundering of the Italian song she +had one day sung to Patrick in his brother's presence. + +'I remember your singing that the week before I went to India,' said +Philip, and her scarlet blush flooded her face. + +'Can you endure the noise?' she asked him. + +'Con would say it shrieks "murder." But I used to like it once.' + +Mrs. Lappett came answering to the call. Her children were seen up the +garden setting to one another with squared aprons, responsive to a +livelier measure. + +'Bless me, miss, we think it so cheerful!' cried Mrs. Lappett, and +glanced at her young ones harmonious and out of mischief. + +'Very well,' said Jane, always considerate for children. She had +forgotten the racked Mrs. Adister. + +Now the hymn of Puritanical gloom-the peacemaker with Providence +performing devotional exercises in black bile. The leaps of the children +were dashed. A sallow two or three minutes composed their motions, and +then they jumped again to the step for lively legs. The similarity to +the regimental band heading soldiers on the march from Church might have +struck Philip. + +'I wonder when I shall see Patrick!' he said, quickened in spite of +himself by the sham sounds of music to desire changes and surprises. + +Jane was wondering whether he could be a man still to brood tearfully +over his old love. + +She echoed him. 'And I! Soon, I hope.' + +The appearance of Mrs. Adister with features which were the acutest +critical summary of the discord caused toll to be paid instantly, and +they beheld a flashing of white teeth and heard Italian accents. The +monkey saluted militarily, but with painful suggestions of his foregone +drilling in the ceremony. + +'We are safe nowhere from these intrusions,' Mrs. Adister said; 'not on +these hills!--and it must be a trial for the wretched men to climb them, +that thing on their backs.' + +'They are as accustomed to it as mountain smugglers bearing packs of +contraband,' said Philip. + +'Con would have argued him out of hearing before he ground a second +note,' she resumed. 'I have no idea when Con returns from his unexpected +visit to Ireland.' + +'Within a fortnight, madam.' + +'Let me believe it! You have heard from him? But you are in the air! +exposed! My head makes me stupid. It is now five o'clock. The air +begins to chill. Con will never forgive me if you catch a cold, and I +would not incur his blame.' + +The eyes of Jane and Philip shot an exchange. + +'Anything you command, madam,' said Philip. + +He looked up and breathed his heaven of fresh air. Jane pitied, she +could not interpose to thwart his act of resignation. The farmer, home +for tea, and a footman, took him between them, crutched, while Mrs. +Adister said to Jane: 'The doctor's orders are positive:--if he is to be +a man once more, he must rest his back and not use his legs for months. +He was near to being a permanent cripple from that fall. My brother +Edward had one like it in his youth. Soldiers are desperate creatures.' + +'I think Mr. Adister had his fall when hunting, was it not?' said Jane. + +'Hunting, my dear.' + +That was rather different from a fall on duty before the enemy, incurred +by severe exhaustion after sunstroke! . . . + +Jane took her leave of Philip beside his couch of imprisonment in his +room, promising to return in the early morning. He embraced her old dog +Wayland tenderly. Hard men have sometimes a warm affection for dogs. + +Walking homeward she likewise gave Wayland a hug. She called him 'dear +old fellow,' and questioned him of his fondness for her, warning him not +to be faithless ever to the mistress who loved him. Was not her old +Wayland as good a protector as the footman Mrs. Adister pressed her to +have at her heels? That he was! + +Captain Con's behaviour grieved her. And it certainly revived an ancient +accusation against his countrymen. If he cared for her so much, why had +he not placed confidence in her and commissioned her to speak of his +election to his wife? Irishmen will never be quite sincere!--But why had +his cousin exposed him to one whom he greatly esteemed? However angry he +might be with Con O'Donnell in his disapproval of the captain's conduct, +it was not very considerate to show the poor man to her in his natural +colours. Those words: 'The consolidation of the Union:' sprang up. She +had a dim remembrance of words ensuing: 'ceremonies going at a funeral +pace . . . on the highway to the solidest kind of union:'--Yes, he +wrote: 'I leave you to . . .' And Captain Philip showed her the letter: + +She perceived motives beginning to stir. He must have had his intention: +and now as to his character!--Jane was of the order of young women +possessing active minds instead of figured paste-board fronts, who see +what there is to be seen about them and know what may be known instead of +decorously waiting for the astonishment of revelations. As soon as she +had asked herself the nature of the design of so honourable a man as +Captain Philip in showing her his cousin's letter, her blood spun round +and round, waving the reply as a torch; and the question of his character +confirmed it. + +But could he be imagined seeking to put her on her guard? There may be +modesty in men well aware of their personal attractions: they can credit +individual women with powers of resistance. He was not vain to the +degree which stupefies the sense of there being weight or wisdom in +others. And he was honour's own. By these lights of his character she +read the act. His intention was . . . and even while she saw it +accurately, the moment of keen perception was overclouded by her innate +distrust of her claim to feminine charms. For why should he wish her +to understand that he was no fortune-hunter and treated heiresses with +greater reserve than ordinary women! How could it matter to him? + +She saw the tears roll. Tears of men sink plummet-deep; they find their +level. The tears of such a man have more of blood than of water in +them.--What was she doing when they fell? She was shading his head from +the sun. What, then, if those tears came of the repressed desire to +thank her with some little warmth? He was honour's own, and warmhearted +Patrick talked of him as a friend whose heart was, his friend's. +Thrilling to kindness, and, poor soul! helpless to escape it, he felt. +perhaps that he had never thanked her, and could not. He lay there, +weak and tongue-tied: hence those two bright volumes of his condition +of weakness. + +So the pursuit of the mystery ended, as it had commenced, in confusion, +but of a milder sort and partially transparent at one or two of the gates +she had touched. A mind capable of seeing was twisted by a nature that +would not allow of open eyes; yet the laden emotions of her nature +brought her round by another channel to the stage neighbouring sight, +where facts, dimly recognised for such--as they may be in truth, are +accepted under their disguises, because disguise of them is needed by +the bashful spirit which accuses itself of audaciousness in presuming to +speculate. Had she asked herself the reason of her extended speculation, +her foot would not have stopped more abruptly on the edge of a torrent +than she on that strange road of vapours and flying lights. She did not; +she sang, she sent her voice through the woods and took the splendid ring +of it for an assurance of her peculiarly unshackled state. She loved +this liberty. Of the men who had 'done her the honour,' not one had +moved her to regret the refusal. She lived in the hope of simply doing +good, and could only give her hand to a man able to direct and help her; +one who would bear to be matched with her brother. Who was he? Not +discoverable; not likely to be. + +Therefore she had her freedom, an absolutely unflushed freedom, happier +than poor Grace Barrow's. Rumour spoke of Emma Colesworth having a wing +clipped. How is it that sensible women can be so susceptible? For, +thought Jane, the moment a woman is what is called in love, she can give +her heart no longer to the innocent things about her; she is cut away +from Nature: that pure well-water is tasteless to her. To me it is wine! + +The drinking of the pure well-water as wine is among the fatal signs of +fire in the cup, showing Nature at work rather to enchain the victim than +bid her daughter go. Jane of course meant the poet's 'Nature.' She did +not reflect that the strong glow of poetic imagination is wanted to +hallow a passionate devotion to the inanimate for this evokes the +spiritual; and passionateness of any kind in narrower brains should be +a proclamation to us of sanguine freshets not coming from a spiritual +source. But the heart betraying deluded her. She fancied she had not +ever been so wedded to Nature as on that walk through the bursting +beechwoods, that sweet lonely walk, perfect in loneliness, where even a +thought of a presence was thrust away as a desecration and images of +souls in thought were shadowy. + +Her lust of freedom gave her the towering holiday. She took the delirium +in her own pure fashion, in a love of the bankside flowers and the downy +edges of the young beech-buds fresh on the sprays. And it was no unreal +love, though too intent and forcible to win the spirit from the object. +She paid for this indulgence of her mood by losing the spirit entirely. +At night she was a spent rocket. What had gone she could not tell: her +very soul she almost feared. Her glorious walk through the wood seemed +burnt out. She struck a light to try her poet on the shelf of the elect +of earth by her bed, and she read, and read flatness. Not his the fault! +She revered him too deeply to lay it on him. Whose was it? She had a +vision of the gulfs of bondage. + +Could it be possible that human persons were subject to the spells of +persons with tastes, aims, practices, pursuits alien to theirs? It was a +riddle taxing her to solve it for the resistance to a monstrous iniquity +of injustice, degrading her conception of our humanity. She attacked it +in the abstract, as a volunteer champion of our offended race. And Oh! +it could not be. The battle was won without a blow. + +Thereupon came glimpses of the gulfs of bondage, delicious, rose- +enfolded, foreign; they were chapters of soft romance, appearing +interminable, an endless mystery, an insatiable thirst for the mystery. +She heard crashes of the opera-melody, and despising it even more than +the wretched engine of the harshness, she was led by it, tyrannically led +a captive, like the organ-monkey, until perforce she usurped the note, +sounded the cloying tune through her frame, passed into the vulgar +sugariness, lost herself. + +And saying to herself: This is what moves them! she was moved. One +thrill of appreciation drew her on the tide, and once drawn from shore +she became submerged. Why am I not beautiful, was her thought. Those +voluptuous modulations of melting airs are the natural clothing of +beautiful women. Beautiful women may believe themselves beloved. +They are privileged to believe, they are born with the faith. + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +A whisper of cajolery in season is often the secret +Ah! we're in the enemy's country now +Beautiful women may believe themselves beloved +Could peruse platitudes upon that theme with enthusiasm +Foamy top is offered and gulped as equivalent to an idea +Hard men have sometimes a warm affection for dogs +He was not alive for his own pleasure +Hug the hatred they packed up among their bundles +I baint done yet +Irishmen will never be quite sincere +Loudness of the interrogation precluded thought of an answer +Love the children of Erin, when not fretted by them +Loves his poets, can almost understand what poetry means +May lull themselves with their wakefulness +Never forget that old Ireland is weeping +Not every chapter can be sunshine +Not likely to be far behind curates in besieging an heiress +Not the great creatures we assume ourselves to be +Nursing of a military invalid awakens tenderer anxieties +Paying compliments and spoiling a game! +Secret of the art was his meaning what he said +Suggestion of possible danger might more dangerous than silence +Tears of men sink plummet-deep +Tears of such a man have more of blood than of water in them +They laugh, but they laugh extinguishingly +Time, whose trick is to turn corners of unanticipated sharpness +Twisted by a nature that would not allow of open eyes +With death; we'd rather not, because of a qualm +Woman's precious word No at the sentinel's post, and alert +Would like to feel he was doing a bit of good + + +[The End] + + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 4490 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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MARS CONVALESCENT + + + +CHAPTER XII + +MISS MATTOCK + +Mrs. Adister O'Donnell, in common with her family, had an extreme dislike +of the task of composing epistles, due to the circumstance that she was +unable, unaided, to conceive an idea disconnected with the main theme of +her communication, and regarded, as an art of conjuring, the use of words +independent of ideas. Her native superiority caused her to despise the +art, but the necessity for employing it at intervals subjected her to +fits of admiration of the conjurer, it being then evident that a +serviceable piece of work, beyond her capacity to do, was lightly +performed by another. The lady's practical intelligence admitted the +service, and at the same time her addiction to the practical provoked +disdain of so flimsy a genius, which was identified by her with the +genius of the Irish race. If Irishmen had not been notoriously fighters, +famous for their chivalry, she would have looked on them as a kind of +footmen hired to talk and write, whose volubility might be encouraged +and their affectionateness deserved by liberal wages. The promptitude +of Irish blood to deliver the war-cry either upon a glove flung down +or taken up, raised them to a first place in her esteem: and she was +a peaceful woman abhorring sanguinary contention; but it was in her +own blood to love such a disposition against her principles. + +She led Patrick to her private room, where they both took seats and +he selected a pen. Mr. Patrick supposed that his business would be to +listen and put her words to paper; a mechanical occupation permitting the +indulgence of personal phantasies; and he was flying high on them until +the extraordinary delicacy of the mind seeking to deliver itself forced +him to prick up all his apprehensiveness. She wished to convey that she +was pleased with the news from Vienna, and desired her gratification to +be imparted to her niece Caroline, yet not so as to be opposed to the +peculiar feelings of her brother Edward, which had her fullest sympathy; +and yet Caroline must by no means be requested to alter a sentence +referring to Adiante, for that would commit her and the writer jointly to +an insincerity. + +'It must be the whole truth, madam,' said Patrick, and he wrote: 'My dear +Caroline,' to get the start. At once a magnificently clear course for +the complicated letter was distinguished by him. 'Can I write on and +read it to you afterward? I have the view,' he said. + +Mrs. Adister waved to him to write on. + +Patrick followed his 'My dear Caroline' with greetings very warm, founded +on a report of her flourishing good looks. The decision of Government to +send reinforcements to Ireland was mentioned as a prelude to the +information from Vienna of the birth of a son to the Princess Nikolas: +and then; having conjoined the two entirely heterogeneous pieces of +intelligence, the composer adroitly interfused them by a careless +transposition of the prelude and the burden that enabled him to play ad +libitum on regrets and rejoicings; by which device the lord of Earlsfont +might be offered condolences while the lady could express her strong +contentment, inasmuch as he deplored the state of affairs in the sister +island, and she was glad of a crisis concluding a term of suspense thus +the foreign-born baby was denounced and welcomed, the circumstances +lamented and the mother congratulated, in a breath, all under cover of +the happiest misunderstanding, as effective as the cabalism of Prospero's +wand among the Neapolitan mariners, by the skilful Irish development on a +grand scale of the rhetorical figure anastrophe, or a turning about and +about. + +He read it out to her, enjoying his composition and pleased with his +reconcilement of differences. 'So you say what you feel yourself, madam, +and allow for the feelings on the other side,' he remarked. 'Shall I +fold it? + +There was a smoothness in the letter particularly agreeable to her +troubled wits, but with an awful taste. She hesitated to assent: it +seemed like a drug that she was offered. + +Patrick sketched a series of hooked noses on the blotter. He heard a +lady's name announced at the door, and glancing up from his work he +beheld a fiery vision. + +Mrs. Adister addressed her affectionately: 'My dear Jane!' Patrick was +introduced to Miss Mattock. + +His first impression was that the young lady could wrestle with him and +render it doubtful of his keeping his legs. He was next engaged in +imagining that she would certainly burn and be a light in the dark. +Afterwards he discovered her feelings to be delicate, her looks pleasant. +Thereupon came one of the most singular sensations he had ever known: he +felt that he was unable to see the way to please her. She confirmed it +by her remarks and manner of speaking. Apparently she was conducting a +business. + +'You're right, my dear Mrs. Adister, I'm on my way to the Laundry, and I +called to get Captain Con to drive there with me and worry the manageress +about the linen they turn out: for gentlemen are complaining of their +shirt-fronts, and if we get a bad name with them it will ruin us. Women +will listen to a man. I hear he has gone down to the city. I must go +and do it alone. Our accounts are flourishing, I'm glad to say, though +we cannot yet afford to pay for a secretary, and we want one. John and I +verified them last night. We're aiming at steam, you know. In three or +four years we may found a steam laundry on our accumulated capital. If +only we can establish it on a scale to let us give employment to at least +as many women as we have working now! That is what I want to hear of. +But if we wait for a great rival steam laundry to start ahead of us, we +shall be beaten and have to depend on the charitable sentiments of rich +people to support the Institution. And that won't do. So it's a serious +question with us to think of taking the initiative: for steam must come. +It 's a scandal every day that it doesn't while we have coal. I'm for +grand measures. At the same time we must not be imprudent: turning off +hands, even temporarily, that have to feed infants, would be quite +against my policy.' + +Her age struck Patrick as being about twenty-three. + +'Could my nephew Arthur be of any use to you?' said Mrs. Adister. + +'Colonel Adister?' Miss Mattock shook her head. 'No.' + +'Arthur can be very energetic when he takes up a thing.' 'Can he? But, +Mrs. Adister, you are looking a little troubled. Sometimes you confide +in me. You are so good to us with your subscriptions that I always feel +in your debt.' + +Patrick glanced at his hostess for a signal to rise and depart. + +She gave none, but at once unfolded her perplexity, and requested Miss +Mattock to peruse the composition of Mr. Patrick O'Donnell and deliver an +opinion upon it. + +The young lady took the letter without noticing its author. She read it +through, handed it back, and sat with her opinion evidently formed +within. + +'What do you think of it?' she was asked. + +'Rank jesuitry,' she replied. + +'I feared so!' sighed Mrs. Adister. 'Yet it says everything I wish to +have said. It spares my brother and it does not belie me. The effect of +a letter is often most important. I cannot but consider this letter very +ingenious. But the moment I hear it is jesuitical I forswear it. But +then my dilemma remains. I cannot consent to give pain to my brother +Edward: nor will I speak an untruth, though it be to save him from a +wound. I am indeed troubled. Mr. Patrick, I cannot consent to despatch +a jesuitical letter. You are sure of your impression, my dear Jane?' + +'Perfectly,' said Miss Mattock. + +Patrick leaned to her. 'But if the idea in the mind of the person +supposed to be writing the letter is accurately expressed? Does it +matter, if we call it jesuitical, if the emotion at work behind it +happens to be a trifle so, according to your definition?' + +She rejoined: 'I should say, distinctly it matters.' + +'Then you'd not express the emotions at all?' + +He flashed a comical look of astonishment as he spoke. She was not to be +diverted; she settled into antagonism. + +'I should write what I felt.' + +'But it might be like discharging a bullet.' + +'How?' + +'If your writing in that way wounded the receiver.' + +'Of course I should endeavour not to wound!' + +'And there the bit of jesuitry begins. And it's innocent while it 's no +worse than an effort to do a disagreeable thing as delicately as you +can.' + +She shrugged as delicately as she could: + +'We cannot possibly please everybody in life.' + +'No: only we may spare them a shock: mayn't we?' + +'Sophistries of any description, I detest.' + +'But sometimes you smile to please, don't you?' + +'Do you detect falseness in that?' she answered, after the demurest of +pauses. + +'No: but isn't there a soupcon of sophistry in it?' + +'I should say that it comes under the title of common civility.' + +'And on occasion a little extra civility is permitted!' + +'Perhaps: when we are not seeking a personal advantage.' + +'On behalf of the Steam Laundry?' + +Miss Mattock grew restless: she was too serious in defending her position +to submit to laugh, and his goodhumoured face forbade her taking offence. + +'Well, perhaps, for that is in the interest of others.' + +'In the interests of poor and helpless females. And I agree with you +with all my heart. But you would not be so considerate for the sore +feelings of a father hearing what he hates to hear as to write a +roundabout word to soften bad news to him?' + +She sought refuge in the reply that nothing excused jesuitry. + +'Except the necessities of civilisation,' said Patrick. + +'Politeness is one thing,' she remarked pointedly. + +'And domestic politeness is quite as needful as popular, you'll admit. +And what more have we done in the letter than to be guilty of that? And +people declare it's rarer: as if we were to be shut up in families to +tread on one another's corns! Dear me! and after a time we should be +having rank jesuitry advertised as the specific balsam for an unhappy +domesticated population treading with hard heels from desperate habit and +not the slightest intention to wound.' + +'My dear Jane,' Mrs. Adister interposed while the young lady sat between +mildly staring and blinking, 'you have, though still of a tender age, so +excellent a head that I could trust to your counsel blindfolded. It is +really deep concern for my brother. I am also strongly in sympathy with +my niece, the princess, that beautiful Adiante: and my conscience +declines to let me say that I am not.' + +'We might perhaps presume to beg for Miss Mattock's assistance in the +composition of a second letter more to her taste,' Patrick said slyly. + +The effect was prompt: she sprang from her seat. + +'Dear Mrs. Adister! I leave it to you. I am certain you and Mr. +O'Donnell know best. It's too difficult and delicate for me. I am +horribly blunt. Forgive me if I seemed to pretend to casuistry. I am +sure I had no such meaning. I said what I thought. I always do. I +never meant that it was not a very clever letter; and if it does exactly +what you require it should be satisfactory. To-morrow evening John and I +dine with you, and I look forward to plenty of controversy and amusement. +At present I have only a head for work.' + +'I wish I had that,' said Patrick devoutly. + +She dropped her eyes on him, but without letting him perceive that he was +a step nearer to the point of pleasing her. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + +THE DINNER-PARTY + +Miss Mattock ventured on a prediction in her mind: + +She was sure the letter would go. And there was not much to signify if +it did. But the curious fatality that a person of such a native +uprightness as Mrs. Adister should have been drawn in among Irishmen, set +her thoughts upon the composer of the letter, and upon the contrast of +his ingenuous look with the powerful cast of his head. She fancied a +certain danger about him; of what kind she could not quite distinguish, +for it had no reference to woman's heart, and he was too young to be much +of a politician, and he was not in the priesthood. His transparency was +of a totally different order from Captain Con's, which proclaimed itself +genuine by the inability to conceal a shoal of subterfuges. The younger +cousin's features carried a something invisible behind them, and she was +just perceptive enough to spy it, and it excited her suspicions. +Irishmen both she and her brother had to learn to like, owing to their +bad repute for stability: they are, moreover, Papists: they are not given +to ideas: that one of the working for the future has not struck them. In +fine, they are not solid, not law-supporting, not disposed to be (humbly +be it said) beneficent, like the good English. These were her views, and +as she held it a weakness to have to confess that Irishmen are socially +more fascinating than the good English, she was on her guard against +them. + +Of course the letter had gone. She heard of it before the commencement +of the dinner, after Mrs. Adister had introduced Captain Philip O'Donnell +to her, and while she was exchanging a word or two with Colonel Adister, +who stood ready to conduct her to the table. If he addressed any remarks +to the lady under his charge, Miss Mattock did not hear him; and she +listened--who shall say why? His unlike likeness to his brother had +struck her. Patrick opposite was flowing in speech. But Captain Philip +O'Donnell's taciturnity seemed no uncivil gloom: it wore nothing of that +look of being beneath the table, which some of our good English are +guilty of at their social festivities, or of towering aloof a Matterhorn +above it, in the style of Colonel Adister. Her discourse with the latter +amused her passing reflections. They started a subject, and he +punctuated her observations, or she his, and so they speedily ran to +earth. + +'I think,' says she, 'you were in Egypt this time last winter.' + +He supplies her with a comma: 'Rather later.' + +Then he carries on the line. 'Dull enough, if you don't have the right +sort of travelling crew in your boat.' + +'Naturally,' she puts her semicolon, ominous of the full stop. + +'I fancy you have never been in Egypt?' + +'No' + +There it is; for the tone betrays no curiosity about Egypt and her Nile, +and he is led to suppose that she has a distaste for foreign places. + +Condescending to attempt to please, which he has reason to wish to +succeed in doing, the task of pursuing conversational intercourse +devolves upon him + +'I missed Parlatti last spring. What opinion have you formed of her?' + +'I know her only by name at present.' + +'Ah, I fancy you are indifferent to Opera.' + +'Not at all; I enjoy it. I was as busy then as I am now.' + +'Meetings? Dorcas, so forth.' + +'Not Dorcas, I assure you. You might join if you would.' + +'Your most obliged.' + +A period perfectly rounded. At the same time Miss Mattock exchanged a +smile with her hostess, of whose benignant designs in handing her to the +entertaining officer she was not conscious. She felt bound to look happy +to gratify an excellent lady presiding over the duller half of a table of +eighteen. She turned slightly to Captain O'Donnell. He had committed +himself to speech at last, without tilting his shoulders to exclude the +company by devoting himself to his partner, and as he faced the table +Miss Mattock's inclination to listen attracted him. He cast his eyes on +her: a quiet look, neither languid nor frigid seeming to her both open +and uninviting. She had the oddest little shiver, due to she knew not +what. A scrutiny she could have borne, and she might have read a +signification; but the look of those mild clear eyes which appeared to +say nothing save that there was fire behind them, hit on some perplexity, +or created it; for she was aware of his unhappy passion for the beautiful +Miss Adister; the whole story had been poured into her ears; she had been +moved by it. Possibly she had expected the eyes of such a lover to +betray melancholy, and his power of containing the expression where the +sentiment is imagined to be most transparent may have surprised her, +thrilling her as melancholy orbs would not have done. + +Captain Con could have thumped his platter with vexation. His wife's +diplomacy in giving the heiress to Colonel Adister for the evening had +received his cordial support while he manoeuvred cleverly to place Philip +on the other side of her; and now not a step did the senseless fellow +take, though she offered him his chance, dead sick of her man on the +right; not a word did he have in ordinary civility; he was a burning +disgrace to the chivalry of Erin. She would certainly be snapped up by a +man merely yawning to take the bite. And there's another opportunity +gone for the old country!--one's family to boot! + +Those two were in the middle of the table, and it is beyond mortal, +beyond Irish, capacity, from one end of a table of eighteen to whip up +the whole body of them into a lively unanimous froth, like a dish of +cream fetched out of thickness to the airiest lightness. Politics, in +the form of a firebrand or apple of Discord, might knead them together +and cut them in batches, only he had pledged his word to his wife to shun +politics as the plague, considering Mr. Mattock's presence. And yet it +was tempting: the recent Irish news had stung him; he could say sharp +things from the heart, give neat thrusts; and they were fairly divided +and well matched. There was himself, a giant; and there was an +unrecognised bard of his country, no other than himself too; and there +was a profound politician, profoundly hidden at present, like powder in a +mine--the same person. And opposite to him was Mr. John Mattock, a +worthy antagonist, delightful to rouse, for he carried big guns and took +the noise of them for the shattering of the enemy, and this champion +could be pricked on to a point of assertion sure to fire the phlegm in +Philip; and then young Patrick might be trusted to warm to the work. +Three heroes out skirmishing on our side. Then it begins to grow hot, +and seeing them at it in earnest, Forbery glows and couches his gun, the +heaviest weight of the Irish light brigade. Gallant deeds! and now Mr. +Marbury Dyke opens on Forbery's flank to support Mattock hardpressed, and +this artillery of English Rockney resounds, with a similar object: the +ladies to look on and award the crown of victory, Saxon though they be, +excepting Rockney's wife, a sure deserter to the camp of the brave, +should fortune frown on them, for a punishment to Rockney for his +carrying off to himself a flower of the Green Island and holding +inveterate against her native land in his black ingratitude. Oh! but +eloquence upon a good cause will win you the hearts of all women, Saxon +or other, never doubt of it. And Jane Mattock there, imbibing forced +doses of Arthur Adister, will find her patriotism dissolving in the +natural human current; and she and Philip have a pretty wrangle, and like +one another none the worse for not agreeing: patriotically speaking, +she's really unrooted by that half-thawed colonel, a creature snow-bound +up to his chin; and already she's leaping to be transplanted. Jane is +one of the first to give her vote for the Irish party, in spite of her +love for her brother John: in common justice, she says, and because she +hopes for complete union between the two islands. And thereupon we +debate upon union. On the whole, yes: union, on the understanding that +we have justice, before you think of setting to work to sow the land with +affection:--and that 's a crop in a clear soil will spring up harvest- +thick in a single summer night across St. George's Channel, ladies!.... + +Indeed a goodly vision of strife and peace: but, politics forbidden, it +was entirely a dream, seeing that politics alone, and a vast amount of +blowing even on the topic of politics, will stir these English to enter +the arena and try a fall. You cannot, until you say ten times more than +you began by meaning, and have heated yourself to fancy you mean more +still, get them into any state of fluency at all. Forbery's anecdote now +and then serves its turn, but these English won't take it up as a start +for fresh pastures; they lend their ears and laugh a finale to it; you +see them dwelling on the relish, chewing the cud, by way of mental note +for their friends to-morrow, as if they were kettles come here merely for +boiling purposes, to make tea elsewhere, and putting a damper on the fire +that does the business for them. They laugh, but they laugh +extinguishingly, and not a bit to spread a general conflagration and +illumination. + +The case appeared hopeless to Captain Con, bearing an eye on Philip. He +surveyed his inanimate eights right and left, and folded his combative +ardour around him, as the soldier's martial cloak when he takes his rest +on the field. Mrs. Marbury Dyke, the lady under his wing, honoured wife +of the chairman of his imagined that a sigh escaped him, and said in +sympathy: 'Is the bad news from India confirmed?' + +He feared it was not bright, and called to Philip for the latest. + +'Nothing that you have not had already in the newspapers,' Philip +replied, distinctly from afar, but very bluntly, as through a trumpet. + +Miss Mattock was attentive. She had a look as good as handsome when she +kindled. + +The captain persevered to draw his cousin out. + +'Your chief has his orders?' + +'There's a rumour to that effect.' + +'The fellow's training for diplomacy,' Con groaned. + +Philip spoke to Miss Mattock: he was questioned and he answered, and +answered dead as a newspaper telegraphic paragraph, presenting simply the +corpse of the fact, and there an end. He was a rival of Arthur Adister +for military brevity. + +'Your nephew is quite the diplomatist,' said Mrs. Dyke, admiring Philip's +head. + +'Cousin, ma'am. Nephews I might drive to any market to make the most of +them. Cousins pretend they're better than pigs, and diverge bounding +from the road at the hint of the stick. You can't get them to grunt more +than is exactly agreeable to them.' + +'My belief is that if our cause is just our flag will triumph,' Miss +Grace Barrow, Jane Mattock's fellow-worker and particular friend, +observed to Dr. Forbery. + +'You may be enjoying an original blessing that we in Ireland missed in +the cradle,' said he. + +She emphasised: 'I speak of the just cause; it must succeed.' + +'The stainless flag'll be in the ascendant in the long run,' he assented. + +'Is it the flag of Great Britain you're speaking of, Forbery?' the +captain inquired. + +'There's a harp or two in it,' he responded pacifically. + +Mrs. Dyke was not pleased with the tone. 'And never will be out of it!' +she thumped her interjection. + +'Or where 's your music?' said the captain, twinkling for an adversary +among the males, too distant or too dull to distinguish a note of +challenge. 'You'd be having to mount your drum and fife in their places, +ma'am.' + +She saw no fear of the necessity. + +'But the fife's a pretty instrument,' he suggested, and with a candour +that seduced the unwary lady to think dubiously whether she quite liked +the fife. Miss Barrow pronounced it cheerful. + +'Oh, and martial!' he exclaimed, happy to have caught Rockney's +deliberate gaze. 'The effect of it, I'm told in the provinces is +astonishing for promoting enlistment. Hear it any morning in your London +parks, at the head of a marching regiment of your giant foot-Guards. +Three bangs of the drum, like the famous mountain, and the fife announces +himself to be born, and they follow him, left leg and right leg and +bearskin. And what if he's a small one and a trifle squeaky; so 's a +prince when the attendant dignitaries receive him submissively and hear +him informing the nation of his advent. It 's the idea that 's grand.' + +'The idea is everything in military affairs,' a solemn dupe, a Mr. +Rumford, partly bald, of benevolent aspect, and looking more copious than +his flow, observed to the lady beside him. 'The flag is only an idea.' + +She protested against the barbarism of war, and he agreed with her, +but thought it must be: it had always been: he deplored the fatality. +Nevertheless, he esteemed our soldiers, our sailors too. A city man +himself and a man of peace, he cordially esteemed and hailed the +victories of a military body whose idea was Duty instead of Ambition. + +'One thing,' said Mrs. Dyke, evading the ambiguous fife, 'patriotic as I +am, I hope, one thing I confess; I never have yet brought myself to +venerate thoroughly our Royal Standard. I dare say it is because I do +not understand it.' + +A strong fraternal impulse moved Mr. Rumford to lean forward and show her +the face of one who had long been harassed by the same incapacity to +digest that one thing. He guessed it at once, without a doubt of the +accuracy of the shot. Ever since he was a child the difficulty had +haunted him; and as no one hitherto had even comprehended his dilemma, +he beamed like a man preparing to embrace a recovered sister. + +'The Unicorn!' he exclaimed. + +'It is the Unicorn!' she sighed. 'The Lion is noble.' + +'The Unicorn, if I may speak by my own feelings, certainly does not +inspire attachment, that is to say, the sense of devotion, which we +should always be led to see in national symbols,' Mr. Rumford resumed, +and he looked humorously rueful while speaking with some earnestness; +to show that he knew the subject to be of the minor sort, though it was +not enough to trip and jar a loyal enthusiasm in the strictly meditative. + +'The Saxon should carry his White Horse, I suppose,' Dr. Forbery said. + +'But how do we account for the horn on his forehead?' Mr. Rumford sadly +queried. + +'Two would have been better for the harmony of the Unicorn's appearance,' +Captain Con remarked, desirous to play a floundering fish, and tender to +the known simple goodness of the ingenuous man. 'What do you say, +Forbery? The poor brute had a fall on his pate and his horn grew of it, +and it 's to prove that he has got something in his head, and is +dangerous both fore and aft, which is not the case with other horses, +who're usually wicked at the heels alone. That's it, be sure, or near +it. And his horn's there to file the subject nation's grievances for the +Lion to peruse at his leisure. And his colour's prophetic of the Horse +to come, that rides over all.' + +'Lion and Unicorn signify the conquest of the two hemispheres, Matter and +Mind,' said Dr. Forbery. 'The Lion there's no mistake about. The +Unicorn sets you thinking. So it's a splendid Standard, and means the +more for not being perfectly intelligible at a glance.' + +'But if the Lion, as they've whispered of late, Forbery, happens to be +stuffed with straw or with what's worse, with sawdust, a fellow bearing a +pointed horn at close quarters might do him mortal harm; and it must be a +situation trying to the patience of them both. The Lion seems to say "No +prancing!" as if he knew his peril; and the Unicorn to threaten a +playful dig at his flank, as if he understood where he's ticklish.' + +Mr. Rumford drank some champagne and murmured with a shrug to the +acquiescent lady beside him: 'Irishmen!' implying that the race could not +be brought to treat serious themes as befitted the seriousness of the +sentiments they stir in their bosoms. He was personally a little hurt, +having unfolded a shy secret of his feelings, which were keenly patriotic +in a phlegmatic frame, and he retired within himself, assuring the lady +that he accepted our standard in its integrity; his objection was not +really an objection; it was, he explained to her, a ridiculous desire to +have a perfect comprehension of the idea in the symbol. But where there +was no seriousness everything was made absurd. He could, he said, laugh +as well as others on the proper occasion. As for the Lion being stuffed, +he warned England's enemies for their own sakes not to be deluded by any +such patent calumny. The strong can afford to be magnanimous and +forbearing. Only let not that be mistaken for weakness. A wag of his +tail would suffice. + +The lady agreed. But women are volatile. She was the next moment +laughing at something she had heard with the largest part of her ear, +and she thought the worthy gentleman too simple, though she knew him for +one who had amassed wealth. Captain Con and Dr. Forbery had driven the +Unicorn to shelter, and were now baiting the Lion. The tremendous import +of that wag of his tail among the nations was burlesqued by them, and it +came into collision with Mr. Rumford's legendary forefinger threat. She +excused herself for laughing: + +'They are so preposterous!' + +'Yes, yes, I can laugh,' said he, soberly performing the act: and Mr. +Rumford covered the wound his delicate sensations had experienced under +an apology for Captain Con, that would redound to the credit of his +artfulness were it not notorious our sensations are the creatures and +born doctors of art in discovering unguents for healing their bruises. +'O'Donnell has a shrewd head for business. He is sound at heart. There +is not a drop of gout in his wine.' + +The lady laughed again, as we do when we are fairly swung by the tide, +and underneath her convulsion she quietly mused on the preference she +would give to the simple English citizen for soundness. + +'What can they be discussing down there?' Miss Mattock said to Philip, +enviously as poor Londoners in November when they receive letters from +the sapphire Riviera. + +'I will venture to guess at nonsense,' he answered. + +'Nothing political, then.' + +'That scarcely follows; but a host at his own table may be trusted to +shelve politics.' + +'I should not object.' + +'To controversy?' + +'Temperately conducted.' + +'One would go a long way to see the exhibition.' + +'But why cannot men be temperate in their political arguments?' + +'The questions raised are too close about the roots of us.' + +'That sounds very pessimist.' + +'More duels come from politics than from any other source.' + +'I fear it is true. Then women might set you an example.' + +'By avoiding it?' + +'I think you have been out of England for some time.' + +'I have been in America.' + +'We are not exactly on the pattern of the Americans.' Philip hinted a +bow. He praised the Republican people. + +'Yes, but in our own way we are working out our own problems over here,' +said she. 'We have infinitely more to contend with: old institutions, +monstrous prejudices, and a slower-minded people, I dare say: much +slower, I admit. We are not shining to advantage at present. Still, +that is not the fault of English women.' + +'Are they so spirited?' + +Spirited was hardly the word Miss Mattock would have chosen to designate +the spirit in them. She hummed a second or two, deliberating; it flashed +through her during the pause that he had been guilty of irony, and she +reddened: and remembering a foregoing strange sensation she reddened +more. She had been in her girlhood a martyr to this malady of youth; it +had tied her to the stake and enveloped her in flames for no accountable +reason, causing her to suffer cruelly and feel humiliated. She knew the +pangs of it in public, and in private as well. And she had not conquered +it yet. She was angered to find herself such a merely physical victim of +the rushing blood: which condition of her senses did not immediately +restore her natural colour. + +'They mean nobly,' she said, to fill an extending gap in the conversation +under a blush; and conscious of an ultra-swollen phrase, she snatched at +it nervously to correct it: 'They are becoming alive to the necessity for +action.' But she was talking to a soldier! 'I mean, their heads are +opening.' It sounded ludicrous. 'They are educating themselves +differently.' Were they? 'They wish to take their part in the work of +the world.' That was nearer the proper tone, though it had a ring of +claptrap rhetoric hateful to her: she had read it and shrunk from it in +reports of otherwise laudable meetings. + +'Well, spirited, yes. I think they are. I believe they are. One has +need to hope so.' + +Philip offered a polite affirmative, evidently formal. + +Not a sign had he shown of noticing her state of scarlet. His grave +liquid eyes were unalterable. She might have been grateful, but the +reflection that she had made a step to unlock the antechamber of her +dearest deepest matters to an ordinary military officer, whose notions of +women were probably those of his professional brethren, impelled her to +transfer his polished decorousness to the burden of his masculine +antagonism-plainly visible. She brought the dialogue to a close. +Colonel Adister sidled an eye at a three-quarter view of her face. +'I fancy you're feeling the heat of the room,' he said. + +Jane acknowledged a sensibility to some degree of warmth. + +The colonel was her devoted squire on the instant for any practical +service. His appeal to his aunt concerning one of the windows was +answered by her appeal to Jane's countenance for a disposition to rise +and leave the gentlemen. Captain Con, holding the door for the passage +of his wife and her train of ladies, received the injunction: + +'Ten,' from her, and remarked: 'Minutes,' as he shut it. The shortness +of the period of grace proposed dejection to him on the one hand, and on +the other a stimulated activity to squeeze it for its juices without any +delay. Winding past Dr. Forbery to the vacated seat of the hostess he +frowned forbiddingly. + +'It's I, is it!' cried the doctor. Was it ever he that endangered +the peace and placability of social gatherings! He sat down prepared +rather for a bout with Captain Con than with their common opponents, +notwithstanding that he had accurately read the mock thunder of his +brows. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + +OF ROCKNEY + +Battles have been won and the streams of History diverted to new channels +in the space of ten minutes. Ladies have been won, a fresh posterity +founded, and grand financial schemes devised, revolts arranged, a yoke +shaken off, in less of mortal time. Excepting an inspired Epic song and +an original Theory of the Heavens, almost anything noteworthy may be +accomplished while old Father Scythe is taking a trot round a courtyard; +and those reservations should allow the splendid conception to pass for +the performance, when we bring to mind that the conception is the +essential part of it, as a bard poorly known to fame was constantly +urging. Captain Con had blown his Epic bubbles, not to speak of his +projected tuneful narrative of the adventures of the great Cuchullin, and +his Preaching of St. Patrick, and other national triumphs. He could own, +however, that the world had a right to the inspection of the Epic books +before it awarded him his crown. The celestial Theory likewise would +have to be worked out to the last figure by the illustrious astronomers +to whom he modestly ranked himself second as a benefactor of his kind, +revering him. So that, whatever we may think in our own hearts, Epic and +Theory have to remain the exception. Battles indeed have been fought, but +when you survey the field in preparation for them you are summoned to +observe the preluding courtesies of civilised warfare in a manner +becoming a chivalrous gentleman. It never was the merely flinging of +your leg across a frontier, not even with the abrupt Napoleon. You have +besides to drill your men; and you have often to rouse your foe with a +ringing slap, if he's a sleepy one or shamming sleepiness. As here, for +example: and that of itself devours more minutes than ten. Rockney and +Mattock could be roused; but these English, slow to kindle, can't subside +in a twinkling; they are for preaching on when they have once begun; +betray the past engagement, and the ladies are chilled, and your wife +puts you the pungent question: 'Did you avoid politics, Con?' in the +awful solitude of domestic life after a party. Now, if only there had +been freedom of discourse during the dinner hour, the ten disembarrassed +minutes allotted to close it would have afforded time sufficient for +hearty finishing blows and a soothing word or so to dear old innocent Mr. +Rumford, and perhaps a kindly clap of the shoulder to John Mattock, no +bad fellow at bottom. Rockney too was no bad fellow in his way. He +wanted no more than a beating and a thrashing. He was a journalist, a +hard-headed rascal, none of your good old-fashioned order of regimental +scribes who take their cue from their colonel, and march this way and +that, right about face, with as little impediment of principles to hamper +their twists and turns as the straw he tosses aloft at midnight to spy +the drift of the wind to-morrow. Quite the contrary; Rockney was his +own colonel; he pretended to think independently, and tried to be the +statesman of a leading article, and showed his intention to stem the +current of liberty, and was entirely deficient in sympathy with the +oppressed, a fanatical advocate of force; he was an inveterate Saxon, +good-hearted and in great need of a drubbing. Certain lines Rockney had +written of late about Irish affairs recurred to Captain Con, and the +political fires leaped in him; he sparkled and said: 'Let me beg you to +pass the claret over to Mr. Rockney, Mr. Rumford; I warrant it for the +circulating medium of amity, if he'll try it.' + +"Tis the Comet Margaux,' said Dr. Forbery, topping anything Rockney might +have had to say, and anything would have served. The latter clasped the +decanter, poured and drank in silence. + +''Tis the doctor's antidote, and best for being antedated,' Captain Con +rapped his friend's knuckles. + +'As long as you're contented with not dating in double numbers,' retorted +the doctor, absolutely scattering the precious minutes to the winds, for +he hated a provocation. + +'There's a golden mean, is there!' + +'There is; there's a way between magnums of good wine and gout, and it's +generally discovered too late.' + +'At the physician's door, then! where the golden mean is generally +discovered to be his fee. I've heard of poor souls packed off by him +without an obolus to cross the ferry. Stripped they were in all +conscience.' + +'You remind me of a fellow in Dublin who called on me for medical advice, +and found he'd forgotten his purse. He offered to execute a deed to +bequeath me his body, naked and not ashamed.' + +'You'd a right to cut him up at once, Forbery. Any Jury 'd have +pronounced him guilty of giving up the ghost before he called.' + +'I let him go, body and all. I never saw him again.' + +'The fellow was not a lunatic. As for your golden mean, there's a +saying: Prevention is better than cure: and another that caps it: Drink +deep or taste not.' + +'That's the Pierian Spring.' + +'And what is the wine on my table, sir?' + +'Exhaustless if your verses come of it.' + +'And pure, you may say of the verses and the fount.' + +'And neither heady nor over-composed; with a blush like Diana confessing +her love for the young shepherd: it's one of your own comparisons.' + +'Oh!' Con could have roared his own comparisons out of hearing. He was +angry with Forbery for his obstructive dulness and would not taste the +sneaking compliment. What could Forbery mean by paying compliments and +spoiling a game! The ten minutes were dancing away like harmless wood- +nymphs when the Satyr slumbers. His eyes ranged over his guests +despondently, and fixed in desperation on Mr. Rumford, whom his +magnanimous nature would have spared but for the sharp necessity to +sacrifice him. + +The wine in Rumford at any rate let loose his original nature, if it +failed to unlock the animal in these other unexcitable Saxons. + +'By the way, now I think of it, Mr. Rumford, the interpretation of your +Royal Standard, which perplexes you so much, strikes me as easy if you +'ll examine the powerfully different colours of the two beasts in it.' + +Mr. Rumford protested that he had abandoned his inquiry: it was a piece +of foolishness: he had no feeling in it whatever, none. + +The man was a perfect snail's horn for coyness. + +The circumstances did not permit of his being suffered to slip away: and +his complexion showed that he might already be classed among the roast. + +'Your Lion:--Mr. Rumford, you should know, is discomposed, as a +thoughtful patriot, by the inexplicable presence of the Unicorn in the +Royal Standard, and would be glad to account for his one horn and the +sickly appearance of the beast. I'm prepared to say he's there to +represent the fair one half of the population. + +Your Lion, my dear sir, may have nothing in his head, but his tawniness +tells us he imbibes good sound stuff, worthy of the reputation of a noble +brewery. Whereas your, Unicorn, true to the character of the numberless +hosts he stands for, is manifestly a consumer of doctor's drugs. And +there you have the symbolism of your country. Right or left of the +shield, I forget which, and it is of no importance to the point--you have +Grandgosier or Great Turk in all his majesty, mane and tail; and on the +other hand, you behold, as the showman says, Dyspepsia. And the pair are +intended to indicate that you may see yourselves complete by looking at +them separately; and so your Royal Standard is your national mirror; and +when you gaze on it fondly you're playing the part of a certain Mr. +Narcissus, who got liker to the Lion than to the Unicorn in the act. Now +will that satisfy you?' + +'Quite as you please, quite as you please,' Mr. Rumford replied. +'One loves the banner of one's country--that is all.' He rubbed his +hands. 'I for one am proud of it.' + +'Far be it from me to blame you, my dear sir. Or there's the alternative +of taking him to stand for your sole great festival holiday, and +worshipping him as the personification of your Derbyshire race.' + +A glittering look was in Captain Con's eye to catch Rockney if he would +but rise to it. + +That doughty Saxon had been half listening, half chatting to Mr. Mattock, +and wore on his drawn eyelids and slightly drawn upper lip a look of +lambent pugnacity awake to the challenge, indifferent to the antagonist, +and disdainful of the occasion. + +'We have too little of your enthusiasm for the flag,' Philip said to Mr. +Rumford to soothe him, in a form of apology for his relative. + +'Surely no! not in England?' said Mr. Rumford, tempted to open his heart, +for he could be a bellicose gentleman by deputy of the flag. He +recollected that the speaker was a cousin of Captain Con's, and withdrew +into his wound for safety. 'Here and there, perhaps; not when we are +roused; we want rousing, we greatly prefer to live at peace with the +world, if the world will let us.' + +'Not at any price?' Philip fancied his tone too quakerly. + +'Indeed I am not one of that party!' said Mr. Rumford, beginning to glow; +but he feared a snare, and his wound drew him in again. + +'When are you ever at peace!' quoth his host, shocked by the +inconsiderate punctuality of Mrs. Adister O'Donnell's household, for here +was the coffee coming round, and Mattock and Rockney escaping without a +scratch. 'There's hardly a day in the year when your scarlet mercenaries +are not popping at niggers.' + +Rockney had the flick on the cheek to his manhood now, it might be hoped. + +'Our what?' asked Mr. Rumford, honestly unable to digest the opprobrious +term. + +'Paid soldiery, hirelings, executioners, whom you call volunteers, by a +charming euphemism, and send abroad to do the work of war while you +propound the doctrines of peace at home.' + +Rockney's forehead was exquisitely eruptive, red and swelling. Mattock +lurched on his chair. The wine was in them, and the captain commended +the spiriting of it, as Prospero his Ariel. + +Who should intervene at this instant but the wretched Philip, pricked on +the point of honour as a soldier! Are we inevitably to be thwarted by +our own people? + +'I suppose we all work for pay,' said he. 'It seems to me a cry of the +streets to call us by hard names. The question is what we fight for.' + +He spoke with a witless moderation that was most irritating, considering +the latest news from the old country. + +'You fight to subjugate, to enslave,' said Con, 'that's what you're +doing, and at the same time your journals are venting their fine irony +at the Austrians and the Russians and the Prussians for tearing Poland to +strips with their bloody beaks.' + +'We obey our orders, and leave you to settle the political business,' +Philip replied. + +Forbery declined the fray. Patrick was eagerly watchful and dumb. +Rockney finished his coffee with a rap of the cup in the saucer, an +appeal for the close of the sitting; and as Dr. Forbery responded to it +by pushing back his chair, he did likewise, and the other made a +movement. + +The disappointed hero of a fight unfought had to give the signal for +rising. Double the number of the ten minutes had elapsed. He sprang up, +hearing Rockney say: 'Captain Con O'Donnell is a politician or nothing,' +and as he was the most placable of men concerning his personality, he +took it lightly, with half a groan that it had not come earlier, and +said, 'He thinks and he feels, poor fellow!' + +All hope of a general action was over. + +'That shall pass for the epitaph of the living,' said Rockney. + +It was too late to catch at a trifle to strain it to a tussle. Con was +obliged to subjoin: 'Inscribe it on the dungeon-door of tyranny.' But the +note was peaceful. + +He expressed a wish that the fog had cleared for him to see the stars of +heaven before he went to bed, informing Mr. Mattock that a long look in +among them was often his prayer at night, and winter a holy season to +him, for the reason of its showing them bigger and brighter. + +'I can tell my wife with a conscience we've had a quiet evening, and +you're a witness to it,' he said to Patrick. That consolation remained. + +'You know the secret of your happiness,' Patrick answered. + +'Know you one of the secrets of a young man's fortune in life, and give +us a thrilling song at the piano, my son,' said Con: 'though we don't +happen to have much choice of virgins for ye to-night. Irish or French. +Irish are popular. They don't mind having us musically. And if we'd go +on joking to the end we should content them, if only by justifying their +opinion that we're born buffoons.' + +His happy conscience enabled him to court his wife with assiduity and +winsomeness, and the ladies were once more elated by seeing how +chivalrously lover-like an Irish gentleman can be after years of wedlock. + +Patrick was asked to sing. Miss Mattock accompanied him at the piano. +Then he took her place on the music-stool, and she sang, and with an +electrifying splendour of tone and style. + +'But it's the very heart of an Italian you sing with!' he cried. + +'It will surprise you perhaps to hear that I prefer German music,' said +she. + +'But where--who had the honour of boasting you his pupil?' + +She mentioned a famous master. Patrick had heard of him in Paris. He +begged for another song and she complied, accepting the one he selected +as the favourite of his brother Philip's, though she said: 'That one?' +with a superior air. It was a mellifluous love-song from a popular +Opera somewhat out of date. 'Well, it's in Italian!' she summed up her +impressions of the sickly words while scanning them for delivery. +She had no great admiration of the sentimental Sicilian composer, she +confessed, yet she sang as if possessed by him. Had she, Patrick +thought, been bent upon charming Philip, she could not have thrown more +fire into the notes. And when she had done, after thrilling the room, +there was a gesture in her dismissal of the leaves displaying critical +loftiness. Patrick noticed it and said, with the thrill of her voice +lingering in him: 'What is it you do like? I should so like to know.' + +She was answering when Captain Con came up to the piano and remarked in +an undertone to Patrick: 'How is it you hit on the song Adiante Adister +used to sing?' + +Miss Mattock glanced at Philip. He had applauded her mechanically, +and it was not that circumstance which caused the second rush of scarlet +over her face. This time she could track it definitely to its origin. +A lover's favourite song is one that has been sung by his love. She +detected herself now in the full apprehension of the fact before she had +sung a bar: it had been a very dim fancy: and she denounced herself +guilty of the knowledge that she was giving pain by singing the stuff +fervidly, in the same breath that accused her of never feeling things at +the right moment vividly. The reminiscences of those pale intuitions +made them always affectingly vivid. + +But what vanity in our emotional state in a great jarring world where we +are excused for continuing to seek our individual happiness only if we +ally it and subordinate it to the well being of our fellows! The +interjection was her customary specific for the cure of these little +tricks of her blood. Leaving her friend Miss Barrow at the piano, she +took a chair in a corner and said; 'Now, Mr. O'Donnell, you will hear the +music that moves me.' + +'But it's not to be singing,' said Patrick. 'And how can you sing so +gloriously what you don't care for? It puzzles me completely.' + +She assured him she was no enigma: she hushed to him to hear. + +He dropped his underlip, keeping on the conversation with his eyes until +he was caught by the masterly playing of a sonata by the chief of the +poets of sound. + +He was caught by it, but he took the close of the introductory section, +an allegro con brio, for the end, and she had to hush at him again, and +could not resist smiling at her lullaby to the prattler. Patrick smiled +in response. Exchanges of smiles upon an early acquaintance between two +young people are peeps through the doorway of intimacy. She lost sight +of the Jesuit. Under the influence of good music, too, a not +unfavourable inclination towards the person sitting beside us and sharing +that sweetness, will soften general prejudices--if he was Irish, he was +boyishly Irish, not like his inscrutable brother; a better, or hopefuller +edition of Captain Con; one with whom something could be done to steady +him, direct him, improve him. He might be taught to appreciate Beethoven +and work for his fellows. 'Now does not that touch you more deeply than +the Italian?' said she, delicately mouthing: 'I, mio tradito amor!' + +'Touch, I don't know,' he was honest enough to reply. 'It's you that +haven't given it a fair chance I'd like to hear it again. There's a +forest on fire in it.' + +'There is,' she exclaimed. 'I have often felt it, but never seen it. +You exactly describe it. How true!' + +'But any music I could listen to all day and all the night,' said he. + +'And be as proud of yourself the next morning?' + +Patrick was rather at sea. What could she mean? + +Mrs. Adister O'Donnell stepped over to them, with the object of +installing Colonel Adister in Patrick's place. + +The object was possibly perceived. Mrs. Adister was allowed no time to +set the manoeuvre in motion. + +'Mr. O'Donnell is a great enthusiast for music, and could listen to it +all day and all night, he tells me,' said Miss Mattock. 'Would he not +sicken of it in a week, Mrs. Adister?' + +'But why should I?' cried Patrick. 'It's a gift of heaven.' + +'And, like other gifts of heaven, to the idle it would turn to evil.' + +'I can't believe it.' + +'Work, and you will believe it.' + +'But, Miss Mattock, I want to work; I'm empty-handed. It 's true I want +to travel and see a bit of the world to help me in my work by and by. +I'm ready to try anything I can do, though.' + +'Has it ever struck you that you might try to help the poor?' + +'Arthur is really anxious, and only doubts his ability,' said Mrs. +Adister. + +'The doubt throws a shadow on the wish,' said Miss Mattock. 'And can one +picture Colonel Adister the secretary of a Laundry Institution, receiving +directions from Grace and me! We should have to release him long before +the six months' term, when we have resolved to incur the expense of a +salaried secretary.' + +Mrs. Adister turned her head to the colonel, who was then looking down +the features of Mrs. Rockney. + +Patrick said: 'I'm ready, for a year, Miss Mattock.' + +She answered him, half jocosely: 'A whole year of free service? Reflect +on what you are undertaking.' + +'It's writing and accounts, no worse?' + +'Writing and accounts all day, and music in the evening only now and +then.' + +'I can do it: I will, if you'll have me.' + +'Do you hear Mr. O'Donnell, Mrs. Adister?' + +Captain Con fluttered up to his wife, and heard the story from Miss +Mattock. + +He fancied he saw a thread of good luck for Philip in it. 'Our house +could be Patrick's home capitally,' he suggested to his wife. She was +not a whit less hospitable, only hinting that she thought the refusal of +the post was due to Arthur. + +'And if he accepts, imagine him on a stool, my dear madam; he couldn't +sit it!' + +Miss Mattock laughed. 'No, that is not to be thought of seriously. And +with Mr. O'Donnell it would be probationary for the first fortnight or +month. Does he know anything about steam?' + +'The rudimentary idea,' said Patrick. + +'That's good for a beginning,' said the captain; and he added: 'Miss +Mattock, I'm proud if one of my family can be reckoned worthy of +assisting in your noble work.' + +She replied: 'I warn everybody that they shall be taken at their word if +they volunteer their services.' + +She was bidden to know by the captain that the word of an Irish gentleman +was his bond. 'And not later than to-morrow evening I'll land him at +your office. Besides, he'll find countrywomen of his among you, and +there's that to enliven him. You say they work well, diligently, +intelligently.' + +She deliberated. 'Yes, on the whole; when they take to their work. +Intelligently certainly compared with our English. We do not get the +best of them in London. For that matter, we do not get the best of the +English--not the women of the north. We have to put up with the rejected +of other and better-paying departments of work. It breaks my heart +sometimes to see how near they are to doing well, but for such a little +want of ballast.' + +'If they're Irish,' said Patrick, excited by the breaking of her heart, +'a whisper of cajolery in season is often the secret.' + +Captain Con backed him for diplomacy. 'You'll learn he has a head, Miss +Mattock.' + +'I am myself naturally blunt, and prefer the straightforward method,' +said she. + +Patrick nodded. 'But where there's an obstruction in the road, it's +permissible to turn a corner.' + +'Take 'em in flank when you can't break their centre,' said Con. + +'Well, you shall really try whether you can endure the work for a short +time if you are in earnest,' Miss Mattock addressed the volunteer. + +'But I am,' he said. + +'We are too poor at present to refuse the smallest help.' + +'And mine is about the smallest.' + +'I did not mean that, Mr. O'Donnell.' + +'But you'll have me?' + +'Gladly.' + +Captain Con applauded the final words between them. They had the genial +ring, though she accepted the wrong young man for but a shadow of the +right sort of engagement. + +This being settled, by the sudden combination of enthusiastic Irish +impulse and benevolent English scheming, she very considerately resigned +herself to Mrs. Adister's lead and submitted herself to a further jolting +in the unprogressive conversational coach with Colonel Adister, whose +fault as a driver was not in avoiding beaten ways, but whipping wooden +horses. + +Evidently those two were little adapted to make the journey of life +together, though they were remarkably fine likenesses of a pair in the +dead midway of the journey, Captain Con reflected, and he could have +jumped at the thought of Patrick's cleverness: it was the one bright +thing of the evening. There was a clear gain in it somewhere. And if +there was none, Jane Mattock was a good soul worth saving. Why not all +the benefaction on our side, and a figo for rewards! Devotees or +adventurers, he was ready in imagination to see his cousins play the part +of either, as the cross-roads offered, the heavens appeared to decree. +We turn to the right or the left, and this way we're voluntary drudges, +and that way we're lucky dogs; it's all according to the turn, the fate +of it. But never forget that old Ireland is weeping! + + O never forget that old Ireland is weeping + The bitter salt tears of the mother bereft! + +He hummed the spontaneous lines. He was accused of singing to himself, +and a song was vigorously demanded of him by the ladies. + +He shook his head. 'I can't,' he sighed. 'I was plucking the drowned +body of a song out of the waters to give it decent burial. And if I sing +I shall be charged with casting a firebrand at Mr. Rockney.' + +Rockney assured him that he could listen to anything in verse. + +'Observe the sneer:--for our verses are smoke,' said Con. + +Miss Mattock pressed him to sing. + +But he had saddened his mind about old Ireland: the Irish news weighed +heavily on him, unrelieved by a tussle with Rockney. If he sang, it +would be an Irish song, and he would break down in it, he said; and he +hinted at an objection of his wife's to spirited Irish songs of the sort +which carry the sons of Erin bounding over the fences of tyranny and the +brook of tears. And perhaps Mr. Rockney might hear a tale in verse as +hard to bear as he sometimes found Irish prose!--Miss Mattock perceived +that his depression was genuine, not less than his desire to please her. +'Then it shall be on another occasion,' she said. + +'Oh! on another occasion I'm the lark to the sky, my dear lady.' + +Her carriage was announced. She gave Patrick a look, with a smile, for +it was to be a curious experiment. He put on the proper gravity of a +young man commissioned, without a dimple of a smile. Philip bowed to her +stiffly, as we bow to a commanding officer who has insulted us and will +hear of it. But for that, Con would have manoeuvred against his wife to +send him downstairs at the lady's heels. The fellow was a perfect +riddle, hard to read as the zebra lines on the skin of a wild jackass-- +if Providence intended any meaning when she traced them! and it's a moot +point: as it is whether some of our poets have meaning and are not +composers of zebra. 'No one knows but them above!' he said aloud, +apparently to his wife. + +'What can you be signifying?' she asked him. She had deputed Colonel +Arthur to conduct Miss Mattock and Miss Barrow to their carriage, and she +supposed the sentence might have a mysterious reference to the plan she +had formed; therefore it might be a punishable offence. Her small round +eyes were wide-open, her head was up and high. + +She was easily appeased, too easily. + +'The question of rain, madam,' he replied to her repetition of his words. +'I dare say that was what I had in my mind, hearing Mr. Mattock and Mr. +Rockney agree to walk in company to their clubs.' + +He proposed to them that they should delay the march on a visit to his +cabin near the clouds. They were forced to decline his invitation to the +gentle lion's mouth; as did Mr. Rumford, very briskly and thankfully. +Mr. Rockney was taken away by Mr. and Mrs. Marbury Dyke. So the party +separated, and the Englishmen were together, and the Irishmen together; +and hardly a syllable relating to the Englishmen did the Irishmen say, +beyond an allusion to an accident to John Mattock's yacht off the Irish +west-coast last autumn; but the Irishmen were subjected to some remarks +by the Englishmen, wherein their qualities as individuals and specimens +of a race were critically and neatly packed. Common sense is necessarily +critical in its collision with vapours, and the conscious possessors of +an exclusive common sense are called on to deliver a summary verdict, nor +is it an unjust one either, if the verdict be taken simply for an +estimate of what is presented upon the plain surface of to-day. Irishmen +are queer fellows, never satisfied, thirsting for a shindy. Some of them +get along pretty well in America. The air of their Ireland intoxicates +them. They require the strong hand: fair legislation, but no show of +weakness. Once let them imagine you are afraid of them, and they see +perfect independence in their grasp. And what would be the spectacle if +they were to cut themselves loose from England? The big ship might be +inconvenienced by the loss of the tender; the tender would fall adrift on +the Atlantic, with pilot and captain at sword and pistol, the crew +playing Donnybrook freely. Their cooler heads are shrewd enough to see +the folly, but it catches the Irish fancy to rush to the extreme, and we +have allowed it to be supposed that it frightens us. There is the +capital blunder, fons et origo. + +Their leaders now pretend to work upon the Great Scale; they demand +everything on the spot upon their own interpretation of equity. +Concessions, hazy speeches, and the puling nonsense of our present +Government, have encouraged them so far and got us into the mess. Treat +them as policemen treat highwaymen: give them the law: and the law must +be tightened, like the hold on a rogue by his collar, if they kick at it. +Rockney was for sharp measures in repression, fair legislation in due +course. + +'Fair legislation upon your own interpretation of fair,' said Mattock, +whose party opposed Rockney's. 'As to repression, you would have missed +that instructive scene this evening at Con O'Donnell's table, if you had +done him the kindness to pick up his glove. It 's wisest to let them +exhaust their energies upon one another. Hold off, and they're soon at +work.' + +'What kind of director of a City Company does he make?' said Rockney. + +Mattock bethought him that, on the whole, strange to say, Con O'Donnell +comported himself decorously as a director, generally speaking on the +reasonable side, not without shrewdness: he seemed to be sobered by the +money question. + +'That wife of his is the salvation of him,' Rockney said, to account for +the Captain's shrewdness. 'She manages him cleverly. He knows the +length of his line. She's a woman of principle, and barring the +marriage, good sense too. His wife keeps him quiet, or we should be +hearing of him. Forbery 's a more dangerous man. There's no intentional +mischief in Con O'Donnell; it's only effervescence. I saw his game, and +declined to uncork him. He talks of a niece of his wife's: have you ever +seen her?--married to some Servian or Roumanian prince.' + +Mattock answered: 'Yes.' + +'Is she such a beauty?' + +Again Mattock answered: 'Yes,' after affecting thoughtfulness. + +'They seem to marry oddly in that family.' + +Mattock let fly a short laugh at the remark, which had the ring of some +current phrase. 'They do,' he said. + +Next morning Jane Mattock spoke to her brother of her recruit. He +entirely trusted to her discretion; the idea of a young Irish secretary +was rather comical, nevertheless. He had his joke about it, requesting +to have a sight of the secretary's books at the expiry of the week, which +was the length of time he granted this ardent volunteer for evaporating +and vanishing. + +'If it releases poor Grace for a week, it will be useful to us,' Jane +said. 'Women are educated so shamefully that we have not yet found one +we can rely on as a competent person. And Mr. O'Donnell--did you notice +him? I told you I met him a day or two back--seems willing to be of use. +It cannot hurt him to try. Grace has too much on her hands.' + +'She has a dozen persons.' + +'They are zealous when they are led.' + +'Beware of letting them suspect that they are led.' + +'They are anxious to help the poor if they can discover how.' + +'Good men, I don't doubt,' said John Mattock. 'Any proposals from +curates recently?' + +'Not of late. Captain O'Donnell, the brother of our secretary, is +handsomer, but we do not think him so trustworthy. Did you observe him +at all?--he sat by me. He has a conspirator's head.' + +'What is that?' her brother asked her. + +'Only a notion of mine.' + +She was directed to furnish a compendious report of the sayings, doings, +and behaviour of the Irish secretary in the evening. + +'If I find him there,' she said. + +Her brother was of opinion that Mr. Patrick O'Donnell would be as good as +his word, and might be expected to appear there while the novelty lasted. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + +THE MATTOCK FAMILY + +That evening's report of the demeanour of the young Irish secretary in +harness was not so exhilarating as John Mattock had expected, and he +inclined to think his sister guilty of casting her protecting veil over +the youth. It appeared that Mr. O'Donnell had been studious of his +duties, had spoken upon no other topic, had asked pertinent questions, +shown no flippancy, indulged in no extravagances. He seemed, Jane said, +eager to master details. A certain eagerness of her own in speaking of +it sharpened her clear features as if they were cutting through derision. +She stated it to propitiate her brother, as it might have done but for +the veracious picture of Patrick in the word 'eager,' which pricked the +scepticism of a practical man. He locked his mouth, looking at her with +a twinkle she refused to notice. 'Determined to master details' he could +have accepted. One may be determined to find a needle in a dust-heap; +one does not with any stiffness of purpose go at a dust-heap eagerly. +Hungry men have eaten husks; they have not betrayed eagerness for such +dry stuff. Patrick's voracity after details exhibited a doubtfully +genuine appetite, and John deferred his amusement until the termination +of the week or month when his dear good Jane would visit the office to +behold a vacated seat, or be assailed by the customary proposal. +Irishmen were not likely to be far behind curates in besieging an +heiress. For that matter, Jane was her own mistress and could very well +take care of herself; he had confidence in her wisdom. + +He was besides of an unsuspicious and an unexacting temperament. The +things he would strongly object to he did not specify to himself because +he was untroubled by any forethought of them. Business, political, +commercial and marine, left few vacancies in his mind other than for the +pleasures he could command and enjoy. He surveyed his England with a +ruddy countenance, and saw the country in the reflection. His England +saw much of itself in him. Behind each there was more, behind the +country a great deal more, than could be displayed by a glass. The +salient features wore a resemblance. Prosperity and heartiness; a ready +hand on, and over, a full purse; a recognised ability of the second-rate +order; a stout hold of patent principles; inherited and embraced, to make +the day secure and supply a somniferous pillow for the night; occasional +fits of anxiety about affairs, followed by an illuminating conviction +that the world is a changing one and our construction not of granite, +nevertheless that a justifiable faith in the ship, joined to a constant +study of the chart, will pull us through, as it has done before, despite +all assaults and underminings of the common enemy and the particular; +these, with the humorous indifference of familiarity and constitutional +annoyances, excepting when they grew acute and called for drugs, and with +friendliness to the race of man of both colours, in the belief that our +Creator originally composed in black and white, together with a liking +for matters on their present footing in slow motion, partly under his +conductorship, were the prominent characteristics of the grandson of the +founder of the house, who had built it from a spade. + +The story of the building was notorious; popular books for the inciting +of young Englishmen to dig to fortune had a place for it among the +chapters, where we read of the kind of man, and the means by which the +country has executed its later giant strides of advancement. The first +John Mattock was a representative of his time; he moved when the country +was moving, and in the right direction, finding himself at the auspicious +moment upon a line of rail. Elsewhere he would have moved, we may +suppose, for the spade-like virtues bear their fruits; persistent and +thrifty, solid and square, will fetch some sort of yield out of any soil; +but he would not have gone far. The Lord, to whom an old man of a mind +totally Hebrew ascribed the plenitude of material success, the Lord and +he would have reared a garden in the desert; in proximity to an oasis, +still on the sands, against obstacles. An accumulation of upwards of +four hundred thousand pounds required, as the moral of the popular books +does not sufficiently indicate, a moving country, an ardent sphere, to +produce the sum: and since, where so much was done, we are bound to +conceive others at work as well as he, it seems to follow that the +exemplar outstripping them vastly must have profited by situation at +the start, which is a lucky accident; and an accident is an indigestible +lump in a moral tale, real though the story be. It was not mentioned in +the popular books; nor did those worthy guides to the pursuit of wealth +contain any reminder of old John Mattock's dependence upon the conjoint +labour of his fellows to push him to his elevation. As little did they +think of foretelling a day, generations hence, when the empty heirs of +his fellows might prefer a modest claim (confused in statement) to +compensation against the estate he bequeathed: for such prophecy as that +would have hinted at a tenderness for the mass to the detriment of the +individual, and such tenderness as that is an element of our religion, +not the drift of our teaching. + +He grumbled at the heavy taxation of his estate during life: yearly this +oppressed old man paid thousands of pounds to the Government. It was +poor encouragement to shoulder and elbow your way from a hovel to a +mansion! + +He paid the money, dying sour; a splendid example of energy on the road, +a forbidding one at the terminus. And here the moral of the popular +books turned aside from him to snatch at humanity for an instance of our +frailness and dealt in portentous shadows:--we are, it should be known, +not the great creatures we assume ourselves to be. Six months before his +death he appeared in the garb of a navvy, humbly soliciting employment at +his own house-door. There he appealed to the white calves of his footmen +for a day's work, upon the plea that he had never been a democrat. + +The scene had been described with humanely-moralising pathos in the +various books of stories of Men who have come to Fortune, and it had for +a length of seasons an annual position in the foremost rank (on the line, +facing the door) in our exhibition of the chosen artists, where, as our +popular words should do, it struck the spectator's eye and his brain +simultaneously with pugilistic force: a reference to the picture in the +catalogue furnishing a recapitulation of the incident. 'I've worked a +good bit in my time, gentlemen, and I baint done yet':--SEE PROFESSOR +SUMMIT'S 'MEN WHO HAVE COME TO FORTUNE.' There is, we perceive at a +glance, a contrast in the bowed master of the Mansion applying to his +menials for a day's work at the rate of pay to able-bodied men:--which he +is not, but the deception is not disingenuous. The contrast flashed with +the rapid exchange of two prizefighters in a ring, very popularly. The +fustian suit and string below the knee, on the one side, and the purple +plush breeches and twinkling airy calves (fascinating his attention as he +makes his humble request to his own, these domestic knights) to right and +left of the doorway and in front, hit straight out of the canvas. And as +quickly as you perceive the contrast you swallow the moral. The dreaded +thing is down in a trice, to do what salutary work it may within you. +That it passed into the blood of England's middle-class population, and +set many heads philosophically shaking, and filled the sails of many a +sermon, is known to those who lived in days when Art and the classes +patronising our Native Art existed happily upon the terms of venerable +School-Dame and studious pupils, before the sickly era displacing +Exhibitions full of meaning for tricks of colour, monstrous atmospherical +vagaries that teach nothing, strange experiments on the complexion of the +human face divine--the feminine hyper-aethereally. Like the first John +Mattock, it was formerly of, and yet by dint of sturdy energy, above the +people. They learnt from it; they flocked to it thirsting and retired +from it thoughtful, with some belief of having drunk of nature in art, as +you will see the countless troops of urchins about the one cow of London, +in the Great City's Green Park. + +A bequest to the nation of the best of these pictures of Old John, by a +very old Yorkshire collector, makes it milk for all time, a perpetual +contrast, and a rebuke. Compared with the portrait of Jane Mattock in +her fiery aureole of hair on the walls of the breakfast-room, it marks +that fatal period of degeneracy for us, which our critics of Literature +as well as Art are one voice in denouncing, when the complex overwhelms +the simple, and excess of signification is attempted, instead of letting +plain nature speak her uncorrupted tongue to the contemplative mind. +Degeneracy is the critical history of the Arts. Jane's hair was of a +reddish gold-inwoven cast that would, in her grandfather's epoch, have +shone unambiguously as carrots. The girl of his day thus adorned by +Nature, would have been shown wearing her ridiculous crown with some +decent sulkiness; and we should not have had her so unsparingly crowned; +the truth would have been told in a dexterous concealment--a rope of it +wound up for a bed of the tortoise-shell comb behind, and a pair of tight +cornucopias at the temples. What does our modern artist do but flare it +to right and left, lift it wavily over her forehead, revel in the +oriental superabundance, and really seem to swear we shall admire it, +against our traditions of the vegetable, as a poetical splendour. The +head of the heiress is in a Jovian shower. Marigolds are in her hand. +The whole square of canvas is like a meadow on the borders of June. It +causes blinking. + +Her brother also is presented: a fine portrait of him, with clipped red +locks, in blue array, smiling, wearing the rose of briny breezes, a +telescope under his left arm, his right forefinger on a map, a view of +Spitzbergen through a cabin-window: for John had notions about the north- +west passage, he had spent a winter in the ice, and if an amateur, was +not the less a true sailor. + +With his brass-buttoned blue coat, and his high coloured cheeks, and his +convict hair--a layer of brickdust--and his air of princely wealth, and +the icebergs and hummocks about him, he looks for adventure without a +thought of his heroism--the country all over. + +There he stands, a lover of the sea, and a scientific seaman and engineer +to boot, practical in every line of his face, defying mankind to suspect +that he cherishes a grain of romance. On the wall, just above his +shoulder, is a sketch of a Viking putting the lighted brand to his ship +in mid sea, and you are to understand that his time is come and so should +a Viking die: further, if you will, the subject is a modern Viking, ready +for the responsibilities of the title. Sketches of our ancient wooden +walls and our iron and plated defences line the panellings. These +degenerate artists do work hard for their money. + +The portrait of John's father, dated a generation back, is just the man +and little else, phantomly the man. His brown coat struggles out of the +obscurity of the background, but it is chiefly background clothing him. +His features are distinguishable and delicate: you would suppose him +appearing to you under the beams of a common candle, or cottage coalfire +--ferruginously opaque. The object of the artist (apart from the triumph +of tone on the canvas) is to introduce him as an elegant and faded +gentleman, rather retiring into darkness than emerging. He is the ghost +of the painter's impasto. Yet this is Ezra Mattock, who multipled the +inheritance of the hundreds of thousands into millions, and died, after +covering Europe, Asia, and the Americas with iron rails, one of the few +Christians that can hold up their heads beside the banking Jew as +magnates in the lists of gold. The portrait is clearly no frontispiece +of his qualities. He married an accomplished and charitable lady, and +she did not spoil the stock in refining it. His life passed quietly; +his death shook the country: for though it had been known that he had +been one of our potentates, how mightily he was one had not entered into +the calculations of the public until the will of the late Ezra Mattock, +cited in our prints, received comments from various newspaper articles. +A chuckle of collateral satisfaction ran through the empire. All England +and her dependencies felt the state of cousinship with the fruits of +energy; and it was an agreeable sentiment, coming opportunely, as it did, +at the tail of articles that had been discussing a curious manifestation +of late--to-wit, the awakening energy of the foreigner--a prodigious +apparition on our horizon. Others were energetic too! We were not, the +sermon ran, to imagine we were without rivals in the field. We were +possessed of certain positive advantages; we had coal, iron, and an +industrious population, but we were, it was to be feared, by no means a +thrifty race, and there was reason for doubt whether in the matter of +industry we were quite up to the mark of our forefathers. No +deterioration of the stock was apprehended, still the nation must be +accused of a lack of vigilance. We must look round us, and accept the +facts as they stood. So accustomed had we become to the predominance of +our position that it was difficult at first to realise a position of +rivalry that threatened our manufacturing interests in their hitherto +undisputed lead in the world's markets. The tale of our exports for the +last five years conveys at once its moral and its warning. Statistics +were then cited. + +As when the gloomy pedagogue has concluded his exhortation, statistics +birched the land. They were started at our dinner-tables, and scourged +the social converse. Not less than in the articles, they were perhaps +livelier than in the preface; they were distressing nevertheless; they +led invariably to the question of our decadence. Carthage was named; a +great mercantile community absolutely obliterated! Senatorial men were +led to propose in their thoughtfullest tones that we should turn our +attention to Art. Why should we not learn to excel in Art? We excelled +in Poetry. Our Poets were cited: not that there was a notion that poems +would pay as an export but to show that if we excel in one of the Arts we +may in others of them. The poetry was not cited, nor was it necessary, +the object being to inflate the balloon of paradox with a light-flying +gas, and prove a poem-producing people to be of their nature born +artists; if they did but know it. The explosion of a particular trade +points to your taking up another. Energy is adapted to flourish equally +in every branch of labour. + +It is the genius of the will, commanding all the crossroads. A country +breeding hugely must prove its energy likewise in the departments of the +mind, or it will ultimately be unable to feed its young--nay, to feast +its aldermen! Let us be up and alive.--Such was the exhortation of a +profound depression. Outside these dismal assemblies, in the streets, +an ancient song of raven recurrence croaked of 'Old England a-going down +the hill'; for there is a link of electricity between the street-boy and +the leading article in days when the Poles exchange salutations. + +Mr. Ezra's legacy of his millions to son and daughter broke like a golden +evening on the borders of the raincloud. Things could not be so bad when +a plain untitled English gentleman bequeathed in the simplest manner +possible such giant heaps, a very Pelion upon Ossa, of wealth to his +children. The minds of the readers of journals were now directed to +think of the hoarded treasures of this favoured country. They might +approximately be counted, but even if counted they would be past +conception, like the sidereal system. The contemplation of a million +stupefies: consider the figures of millions and millions! Articles were +written on Lombard Street, the world's gold-mine, our granary of energy, +surpassing all actual and fabulous gold-mines ever spoken of: Aladdin's +magician would find his purse contracting and squeaking in the +comparison. Then, too, the store of jewels held by certain private +families called for remark and an allusion to Sindbad the sailor, whose +eyes were to dilate wider than they did in the valley of diamonds. Why, +we could, if we pleased, lie by and pass two or three decades as jolly +cricketers and scullers, and resume the race for wealth with the rest of +mankind, hardly sensible of the holiday in our pockets though we were the +last people to do it, we were the sole people that had the option. Our +Fortunatus' cap was put to better purposes, but to have the cap, and not +to be emasculated by the possession, might excuse a little reasonable +pride in ourselves. + +Thus did Optimism and Pessimism have their turn, like the two great +parties in the State, and the subsiding see-saw restored a proper +balance, much to the nation's comfort. Unhappily, it was remembered, +there are spectators of its method of getting to an equipoise out of the +agitation of extremes. The peep at our treasures to regain composure +had, we fear, given the foreigner glimpses, and whetted the appetite of +our masses. No sooner are we at peace than these are heard uttering low +howls, and those are seen enviously glaring. The spectre, Panic, that +ever dogs the optimistic feast, warns us of a sack under our beds, and +robbers about to try a barely-bolted door. . . Then do we, who have so +sweetly sung our senses to sleep, start up, in their grip, rush to the +doctor and the blacksmith, rig alarums, proclaim ourselves intestinally +torn, defenceless, a prey to foes within and without. It is discovered +to be no worse than an alderman's dream, but the pessimist frenzy of the +night has tossed a quieting sop to the Radical, and summoned the +volunteers to a review. Laudatory articles upon the soldierly 'march +past' of our volunteers permit of a spell of soft repose, deeper than +prudent, at the end of it, India and Ireland consenting. + +So much for a passing outline of John Bull--the shadow on the wall of +John Mattock. The unostentatious millionaire's legacy to his two +children affected Mr. Bull thrillingly, pretty nearly as it has here been +dotted in lining. That is historical. Could he believe in the existence +of a son of his, a master of millions, who had never sighed (and he had +only to sigh) to die a peer, or a baronet, or simple Knight? The +downright hard-nailed coffin fact was there; the wealthiest man in the +country had flown away to Shadowland a common Mr.! You see the straight +deduction from the circumstances:--we are, say what you will, a +Republican people! Newspaper articles on the watch sympathetically for +Mr. Bull's latest view of himself, preached on the theme of our peculiar +Republicanism. Soon after he was observed fondling the Crown Insignia. +His bards flung out their breezy columns, reverentially monarchial. The +Republican was informed that they were despised as a blatant minority. A +maudlin fit of worship of our nobility had hold of him next, and English +aristocracy received the paean. Lectures were addressed to democrats; +our House of Lords was pledged solemnly in reams of print. We were told +that 'blood' may always be betted on to win the race; blood that is blue +will beat the red hollow. Who could pretend to despise the honour of +admission to the ranks of the proudest peerage the world has known! Is +not a great territorial aristocracy the strongest guarantee of national +stability? The loudness of the interrogation, like the thunder of Jove, +precluded thought of an answer. + +Mr. Bull, though he is not of lucid memory, kept an eye on the owner of +those millions. His bards were awake to his anxiety, and celebrated John +Mattock's doings with a trump and flourish somewhat displeasing to a +quietly-disposed commoner. John's entry into Parliament as a Liberal was +taken for a sign of steersman who knew where the tide ran. But your +Liberals are sometimes Radicals in their youth, and his choice of parties +might not be so much sagacity as an instance of unripe lightheadedness. +A young conservative millionaire is less disturbing. The very wealthy +young peer is never wanton in his politics, which seems to admonish us +that the heir of vast wealth should have it imposed on him to accept a +peerage, and be locked up as it were. A coronet steadies the brain. +You may let out your heels at the social laws, you are almost expected to +do it, but you are to shake that young pate of yours restively under such +a splendid encumbrance. Private reports of John, however, gave him +credit for sound opinions: he was moderate, merely progressive. When it +was added that the man had the habit of taking counsel with his sister, +he was at once considered as fast and safe, not because of any public +knowledge of the character of Jane Mattock. We pay this homage to the +settled common sense of women. Distinctly does she discountenance leaps +in the dark, wild driving, and the freaks of Radicalism. + +John, as it happened, had not so grave a respect for the sex as for the +individual Jane. He thought women capable of acts of foolishness; his +bright-faced sister he could thoroughly trust for prudent conduct. He +gave her a good portion of his heart in confidence, and all of it in +affection. There were matters which he excluded from confidence, even +from intimate communication with himself. These he could not reveal; nor +could she perfectly open her heart to him, for the same reason. They +both had an established ideal of their personal qualities, not far above +the positive, since they were neither of them pretentious, yet it was a +trifle higher and fairer than the working pattern; and albeit they were +sincere enough, quite sincere in their mutual intercourse, they had, by +what each knew at times of the thumping organ within them, cause for +doubting that they were as transparent as the other supposed; and they +were separately aware of an inward smile at one another's partial +deception; which did not thwart their honest power of working up to the +respected ideal. The stroke of the deeper self-knowledge rarely shook +them; they were able to live with full sensations in the animated picture +they were to the eyes best loved by them. This in fact was their life. +Anything beside it was a dream, and we do not speak of our dreams--not of +every dream. Especially do we reserve our speech concerning the dream in +which we had a revelation of the proud frame deprived of a guiding will, +flung rudderless on the waves. Ah that abject! The dismantled ship has +the grandeur of the tempest about it, but the soul swayed by passion is +ignominiously bare-poled, detected, hooted by its old assumption. If +instinct plays fantastical tricks when we are sleeping, let it be ever +behind a curtain. We can be held guilty only if we court exposure. The +ideal of English gentleman and gentlewoman is closely Roman in the self- +repression it exacts, and that it should be but occasionally difficult to +them shows an affinity with the type. Do you perchance, O continental +observers of the race, call it hypocritical? It is their nature +disciplined to the regimental step of civilisation. Socially these +island men and women of a certain middle rank are veterans of an army, +and some of the latest enrolled are the stoutest defenders of the flag. + +Brother and sister preserved their little secrets of character apart. +They could not be expected to unfold what they declined personally to +examine. But they were not so successful with the lady governing the +household, their widowed maternal aunt, Mrs. Lackstraw, a woman of +decisive penetration, and an insubordinate recruit of the army aforesaid. +To her they were without a mask; John was passion's slave, Jane the most +romantic of Eve's daughters. She pointed to incidents of their youth; +her vision was acutely retrospective. The wealth of her nephew and niece +caused such a view of them to be, as she remarked, anxious past +endurance. She had grounds for fearing that John, who might step to an +alliance with any one of the proudest houses in the Kingdom, would marry +a beggar-maid. As for Jane, she was the natural prey of a threadbare +poet. Mrs. Lackstraw heard of Mr. Patrick O'Donnell, and demanded the +right to inspect him. She doubted such perfect disinterestedness in any +young man as that he should slave at account-keeping to that Laundry +without a prospect of rich remuneration, and the tale of his going down +to the city for a couple of hours each day to learn the art of keeping +books was of very dubious import in a cousin of Captain Con O'Donnell. +'Let me see your prodigy,' she said, with the emphasis on each word. +Patrick was presented at her table. She had steeled herself against an +Irish tongue. He spoke little, appeared simple, professed no enthusiasm +for the Laundry. And he paid no compliments to Jane: of the two he was +more interested by the elder lady, whose farm and dairy in Surrey he +heard her tell of with a shining glance, observing that he liked thick +cream: there was a touch of home in it. The innocent sensuality in the +candid avowal of his tastes inspired confidence. Mrs. Lackstraw fished +for some account of his home. He was open to flow on the subject; he +dashed a few sketches of mother and sisters, dowerless girls, fresh as +trout in the stream, and of his own poor estate, and the peasantry, with +whom he was on friendly terms. He was an absentee for his education. +Sweet water, pure milk, potatoes and bread, were the things he coveted in +plenty for his people and himself, he said, calling forth an echo from +Mrs. Lackstraw, and an invitation to come down to her farm in the Spring. +'That is, Mr. O'Donnell, if you are still in London.' + +'Oh, I'm bound apprentice for a year,' said he. + +He was asked whether he did not find it tiresome work. + +'A trifle so,' he confessed. + +Then why did he pursue it, the question was put. + +He was not alive for his own pleasure, and would like to feel he was +doing a bit of good, was the answer. + +Could one, Mrs. Lackstraw asked herself, have faith in this young +Irishman? He possessed an estate. His brogue rather added to his air of +truthfulness. His easy manners and the occasional streak of correct +French in his dialogue cast a shadow on it. Yet he might be an ingenuous +creature precisely because of the suspicion roused by his quaint +unworldliness that he might be a terrible actor. Why not?--his heart was +evidently much more interested in her pursuits than in her niece's. The +juvenility of him was catching, if it was indeed the man, and not one of +the actor's properties. Mrs. Lackstraw thought it prudent to hint at the +latter idea to Jane while she decided in her generosity to embrace the +former. Oh! if all Irishmen shared his taste for sweet water, pure milk +and wholesome bread, what a true Union we should have! She had always +insisted on those three things as most to be desired on earth for the +masses, and she reminded Jane of it as a curious fact. Jane acquiesced, +having always considered it a curious fact that her aunt should combine +the relish of a country life with the intensest social ambition-- +a passion so sensitive as to make the name her husband had inflicted on +her a pain and a burden. The name of Mattock gave her horrors. She +spoke of it openly to prove that Jane must marry a title and John become +a peer. Never was there such a name to smell of the soil. She declared +her incapacity to die happy until the two had buried Mattock. Her own +one fatal step condemned her, owing to the opinion she held upon the +sacredness of marriage, as Lackstraw on her tombstone, and to Lackstraw +above the earthly martyr would go bearing the designation which marked +her to be claimed by him. But for John and Jane the index of Providence +pointed a brighter passage through life. They had only to conquer the +weakness native to them--the dreadful tendency downward. They had, in +the spiritual sense, frail hearts. The girl had been secretive about the +early activity of hers, though her aunt knew of two or three adventures +wanting in nothing save boldness to have put an end to her independence +and her prospects:--hence this Laundry business! a clear sign of some +internal disappointment. The boy, however, had betrayed himself in his +mother's days, when it required all her influence and his father's +authority, with proof positive of the woman's unworthiness, to rescue him +from immediate disaster. + +Mrs. Lackstraw's confidences on the theme of the family she watched over +were extended to Patrick during their strolls among the ducks and fowls +and pheasants at her farm. She dealt them out in exclamations, as much +as telling him that now they knew him they trusted him, notwithstanding +the unaccountable part he played as honorary secretary to that Laundry. +The confidences, he was aware, were common property of the visitors one +after another, but he had the knowledge of his being trusted as not every +Irishman would have been. A service of six months to the secretaryship +established his reputation as the strange bird of a queer species: not +much less quiet, honest, methodical, than an Englishman, and still +impulsive, Irish still; a very strange bird. + +The disposition of the English to love the children of Erin, when not +fretted by them, was shown in the treatment Patrick received from the +Mattock family. It is a love resembling the affection of the stage-box +for a set of favourite performers, and Patrick, a Celt who had schooled +his wits to observe and meditate, understood his position with them as +one of the gallant and amusing race, as well as the reason why he had won +their private esteem. They are not willingly suspicious: it agitates +their minds to be so; and they are most easily lulled by the flattery of +seeing their special virtues grafted on an alien stock: for in this +admiration of virtues that are so necessary to the stalwart growth of +man, they become just sensible of a minor deficiency; the tree, if we +jump out of it to examine its appearance, should not be all trunk. Six +months of ungrudging unremunerated service, showing devotion to the good +cause and perfect candour from first to last, was English, and a poetic +touch beyond: so that John Mattock, if he had finished the sentence +instead of lopping it with an interjection, would have said: 'These Irish +fellows, when they're genuine and first rate!--are pretty well the pick +of the land.' Perhaps his pause on the interjection expressed a doubt +of our getting them genuine. Mr. O'Donnell was a sort of exceptional +Irishman, not devoid of practical ability in a small way--he did his +duties of secretary fairly well; apparently sincere--he had refrained +from courting Jane; an odd creature enough, what with his mixture of +impulsiveness and discretion; likeable, pleasant to entertain and talk +to; not one of your lunatics concerning his country--he could listen to +an Englishman's opinion on that head, listen composedly to Rockney, +merely seeming to take notes; and Rockney was, as Captain Con termed him, +Press Dragoon about Ireland, a trying doctor for a child of the patient. + +On the whole, John Mattock could shake his hand heartily when he was +leaving our shores. Patrick was released by Miss Grace Barrow's +discovery at last of a lady capable of filling his place: a circumstance +that he did not pretend to regret. He relinquished his post and stood +aside with the air of a disciplined soldier. This was at the expiration +of seven months and two weeks of service. Only after he had gone, upon +her receiving his first letter from the Continent, did Jane distinguish +in herself the warmth of friendliness she felt for him, and know that of +all around her she, reproaching every one who had hinted a doubt, had +been the most suspicious of his pure simplicity. It was the vice of her +condition to be suspicious of the honesty of men. She thought of her +looks as less attractive than they were; of her wealth she had reason to +think that the scent transformed our sad sex into dogs under various +disguises. Remembering her chill once on hearing Patrick in a green lane +where they botanised among spring flowers call himself her Irish cousin, +as if he had advanced a step and betrayed the hoof, she called him her +Irish cousin now in good earnest. Her nation was retrospectively +enthusiastic. The cordiality of her letter of reply to the wandering +Patrick astonished him on the part of so cool a young lady; and Captain +Con, when he heard Miss Mattock speak of Patrick to his wife, came to the +conclusion that the leery lad had gone a far way toward doing the trick +for himself, though Jane said his correspondence was full of the deeds of +his brother in India. She quite sparkled in speaking of this boy. + +She and the captain had an interchange of sparklings over absent Patrick, +at a discovery made by Miss Colesworth, the lady replacing him, in a nook +of the amateur secretary's official desk, under heaps of pamphlets and +slips, French and English and Irish journals, not at all bearing upon the +business of the Laundry. It was a blotting-pad stuffed with Patrick's +jottings. Jane brought it to Con as to the proper keeper of the +reliquary. He persuaded her to join him in examining it, and together +they bent their heads, turning leaf by leaf, facing, laughing, pursuing +the search for more, sometimes freely shouting. + +Her inspection of the contents had previously been shy; she had just +enough to tell her they were funny. Dozens of scraps, insides of torn +envelopes, invitation-cards, ends of bills received from home, whatever +was handy to him at the moment, had done service for the overflow of Mr. +Secretary's private notes and reflections; the blotting-paper as well; +though that was devoted chiefly to sketches of the human countenance, +the same being almost entirely of the fair. Jane fancied she spied +herself among the number. Con saw the likeness, but not considering +it a complimentary one, he whisked over the leaf. Grace Barrow was +unmistakeable. Her dimpled cushion features, and very intent eyes gazing +out of the knolls and dingles, were given without caricature. Miss +Colesworth appeared on the last page, a half-length holding a big key, +demure between curls. The key was explained by a cage on a stool, and a +bird flying out. She had unlocked the cage for Patrick. + +'He never seemed anxious to be released while he was at work,' said Jane, +after she and the captain had spelt the symbolling in turns. + +'And never thirsted to fly till he flew, I warrant him,' said Con. + +A repeated sketch of some beauty confused them both; neither of them +could guess the proud owner of those lineaments. Con proclaimed it to be +merely one of the lad's recollections, perhaps a French face. He thought +he might have seen a face rather resembling it, but could not call to +mind whose face it was. + +'I dare say it's just a youngster's dream on a stool at a desk, as poets +write sonnets in their youth to nobody, till they're pierced by somebody, +and then there's a difference in their handwriting,' he said, vexed with +Patrick for squandering his opportunity to leave a compliment to the +heiress behind him. + +Jane flipped the leaves back to the lady with stormy hair. + +'But you'll have the whole book, and hand it to him when he returns; it +'ll come best from you,' said Con. 'The man on horseback, out of +uniform, 's brother Philip, of course. And man and horse are done to the +life. Pray, take it, Miss Mattock. I should lose it to a certainty; I +should; I can't be trusted. You'll take it!' + +He pressed her so warmly to retain the bundle in her custody that she +carried it away. + +Strange to say the things she had laughed at had been the things which +struck her feelings and sympathies. Patrick's notes here and there +recalled conversations he had more listened to than taken part in between +herself and Grace Barrow. Who could help laughing at his ideas about +women! But if they were crude, they were shrewd--or so she thought them; +and the jejuneness was, to her mind, chiefly in the dressing of them. +Grace agreed with her, for Grace had as good a right to inspect the +papers as she, and a glance had shown that there was nothing of peculiar +personal import in his notes: he did not brood on himself. + +Here was one which tickled the ladies and formed a text for discussion. + +'Women must take the fate of market-fruit till they earn their own +pennies, and then they 'll regulate the market. It is a tussle for money +with them as with us, meaning power. They'd do it as little by oratory +as they have done by millinery, for their oratory, just like their +millinery, appeals to a sentiment, and to a weaker; and nothing solid +comes of a sentiment. Power is built on work.' + +To this was appended: 'The better for mankind in the developing process, +ay, and a bad day for us, boys, when study masks the charming eyes in +gig-lamps, and there is no pretty flying before us. Good-night to Cupid, +I fear. May be I am not seeing far enough, and am asking for the devil +to have the loveliest women as of old. Retro S. M.' + +The youthful eye on their sex, the Irish voice, and the perceptible moral +earnestness in the background, made up a quaint mixture. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + +OF THE GREAT MR. BULL AND THE CELTIC AND SAXON VIEW OF HIM: AND SOMETHING +OF RICHARD ROCKNEY + +Meanwhile India, our lubber giant, had ceased to kick a leg, and Ireland, +our fever-invalid, wore the aspect of an opiate slumber. The volcano we +couch on was quiet, the gritty morsel unabsorbed within us at an +armistice with the gastric juices. Once more the personification of the +country's prosperity had returned to the humming state of roundness. +Trade whipped him merrily, and he spun. + +A fuller sketch of the figure of this remarkable emanation of us and +object of our worship, Bull, is required that we may breathe the +atmosphere of a story dealing with such very different views of the idol, +and learn to tolerate plain-speaking about him. + +Fancy yourself delayed by stress of weather at an inn or an excursion, +and snapped up by some gossip drone of the district, who hearing whither +you are bound, recounts the history and nature of the place, to your +ultimate advantage, though you groan for the outer downpour to abate.-- +Of Bull, then: our image, before the world: our lord and tyrant, ourself +in short--the lower part of us. Coldly worshipped on the whole, he can +create an enthusiasm when his roast-beef influence mounts up to peaceful +skies and the domestic English world spins with him. What he does not +like will then be the forbidding law of a most governable people, what +he does like the consenting. If it is declared that argument will be +inefficacious to move him, he is adored in the form of post. A hint of +his willingness in any direction, causes a perilous rush of his devotees. +Nor is there reason to suppose we have drawn the fanatical subserviency +from the example of our subject India. We may deem it native; perhaps +of its origin Aryan, but we have made it our own. Some have been so +venturesome as to trace the lordliness of Bull to the protecting +smiles of the good Neptune, whose arms are about him to encourage the +development of a wanton eccentricity. Certain weeds of the human bosom +are prompt to flourish where safeness would seem to be guaranteed. Men, +for instance, of stoutly independent incomes are prone to the same sort +of wilfulness as Bull's, the salve abject submission to it which we +behold in his tidal bodies of supporters. Neptune has done something. +One thinks he has done much, at a rumour of his inefficiency to do the +utmost. Spy you insecurity?--a possibility of invasion? Then indeed the +colossal creature, inaccessible to every argument, is open to any +suggestion: the oak-like is a reed, the bull a deer. But as there is no +attack on his shores, there is no proof that they are invulnerable. +Neptune is appealed to and replies by mouth of the latest passenger +across the Channel on a windy night:--Take heart, son John! They will +have poor stomachs for blows who intrude upon you. The testification to +the Sea-God's watchfulness restores his darling who is immediately as +horny to argument as before. Neptune shall have his share of the +honours. + +Ideal of his country Bull has none--he hates the word; it smells of +heresy, opposition to his image. It is an exercise of imagination to +accept an ideal, and his digestive organs reject it, after the manner of +the most beautiful likeness of him conjurable to the mind--that flowering +stomach, the sea-anemone, which opens to anything and speedily casts out +what it cannot consume. He is a positive shape, a practical corporation, +and the best he can see is the mirror held up to him by his bards of the +Press and his jester Frank Guffaw. There, begirt by laughing ocean- +waves, manifestly blest, he glorifies his handsome roundness, like that +other Foam-Born, whom the decorative Graces robed in vestments not so +wonderful as printed sheets. Rounder at each inspection, he preaches to +mankind from the text of a finger curved upon the pattern spectacles. +Your Frenchmen are revolutionising, wagering on tentative politics; your +Germans ploughing in philosophy, thumbing classics, composing music of a +novel order: both are marching, evolutionising, learning how to kill. +Ridiculous Germans! capricious Frenchmen! We want nothing new in +musical composition and abstract speculation of an indecent mythology, +or political contrivances and schemes of Government, and we do not want +war. Peace is the Goddess we court for the hand of her daughter Plenty, +and we have won that jolly girl, and you are welcome to the marriage- +feast; but avaunt new-fangled theories and howlings: old tunes, tried +systems, for us, my worthy friends. + +Roundness admiring the growth of its globe may address majestic +invitation to the leaner kine. It can exhibit to the world that Peace is +a most desirable mother-in-law; and it is tempted to dream of capping the +pinnacle of wisdom when it squats on a fundamental truth. Bull's perusal +of the Horatian carpe diem is acute as that of the cattle in fat meads; +he walks like lusty Autumn carrying his garner to drum on, for a sign of +his diligent wisdom in seizing the day. He can read the page fronting +him; and let it be of dining, drinking, toasting, he will vociferously +confute the wiseacre bookworms who would have us believe there is no such +thing as a present hour for man. + +In sad fact, the member for England is often intoxicate. Often do we +have him whirling his rotundity like a Mussulman dervish inflated by the +spirit to agitate the shanks, until pangs of a commercial crisis awaken +him to perceive an infructuous past and an unsown future, without one bit +of tracery on its black breast other than that which his apprehensions +project. As for a present hour, it swims, it vanishes, thinner than the +phantom banquets of recollection. What has he done for the growth of his +globe of brains?--the lesser, but in our rightful posture the upper, and +justly the directing globe, through whose directions we do, by feeding on +the past to sow the future, create a sensible present composed of both-- +the present of the good using of our powers. What can he show in the +Arts? What in Arms? His bards--O faithless! but they are men--his +bards accuse him of sheer cattle-contentedness in the mead, of sterility +of brain, drowsihood, mid-noddyism, downright carcase-dulness. They +question him to deafen him of our defences, our intellectual eminence, +our material achievements, our poetry, our science; they sneer at his +trust in Neptune, doubt the scaly invulnerability of the God. They +point over to the foreigner, the clean-stepping, braced, self-confident +foreigner, good at arms, good at the arts, and eclipsing us in +industriousness manual and mental, and some dare to say, in splendour +of verse=-our supreme accomplishment. + +Then with one big fellow, the collapse of pursiness, he abandons his +pedestal of universal critic; prostrate he falls to the foreigner; he is +down, he is roaring; he is washing his hands of English performances, +lends ear to foreign airs, patronises foreign actors, browses on reports +from camps of foreign armies. He drops his head like a smitten ox to all +great foreign names, moaning 'Shakespeare!' internally for a sustaining +apostrophe. He well-nigh loves his poets, can almost understand what +poetry means. If it does not pay, it brings him fame, respectfulness in +times of reverse. Brains, he is reduced to apprehend, brains are the +generators of the conquering energies. He is now for brains at all +costs, he has gained a conception of them. He is ready to knock +knighthood on the heads of men of brains--even literary brains. They +shall be knights, an ornamental body. To make them peers, and a +legislative, has not struck him, for he has not yet imagined them a +stable body. They require petting, to persuade them to flourish and +bring him esteem. + +This is Mr. Bull, our image before the world, whose pranks are passed as +though the vivid display of them had no bad effect on the nation. +Doubtless the perpetual mirror, the slavish mirror, is to blame, but his +nakedness does not shrink from the mirror, he likes it and he is proud of +it. Beneath these exhibitions the sober strong spirit of the country, +unfortunately not a prescient one, nor an attractively loveable, albeit +of a righteous benevolence, labours on, doing the hourly duties for the +sake of conscience, little for prospective security, little to win +affection. Behold it as the donkey of a tipsy costermonger, obedient to +go without the gift of expression. Its behaviour is honourable under a +discerning heaven, and there is ever something pathetic in a toilful +speechlessness; but it is of dogged attitude in the face of men. Salt is +in it to keep our fleshly grass from putrefaction; poets might proclaim +its virtues. They will not; they are averse. The only voice it has is +the Puritan bray, upon which one must philosophise asinically to unveil +the charm. So the world is pleased to let it be obscured by the paunch +of Bull. We have, however, isolated groups, individuals in all classes, +by no means delighting in his representation of them. When such is felt +to be the case among a sufficient number, his bards blow him away as a +vapour; we hear that he is a piece of our English humour--we enjoy +grotesques and never should agree to paint ourselves handsome: our subtle +conceit insists on the reverse. Nevertheless, no sooner are the hours +auspicious to fatness than Bull is back on us; he is our family goat, +ancestral ghost, the genius of our comfortable sluggishness. And he is +at times a mad Bull: a foaming, lashing, trampling, horn-driving, +excessive, very parlous Bull. It is in his history that frenzies catch +him, when to be yoked to him is to suffer frightful shakings, not to +mention a shattering of our timbers. It is but in days of the rousing of +the under-spirit of the country, days of storm imprudent to pray the +advent of, that we are well rid of him for a while. In the interim he +does mischief, serious mischief; he does worse than when, a juvenile, he +paid the Dannegelt for peace. Englishmen of feeling do not relish him. +For men with Irish and Cambrian blood in their veins the rubicund +grotesque, with his unimpressionable front and his noisy benevolence of +the pocket, his fits of horned ferocity and lapses of hardheartedness, is +a shame and a loathing. You attach small importance to images and +symbols; yet if they seem representative, and they sicken numbers of us, +they are important. The hat we wear, though it is not a part of the +head, stamps the character of our appearance and has a positive influence +on our bearing. Symbolical decorations will stimulate the vacant-minded +to act up to them, they encircle and solidify the mass; they are a sword +of division between Celts and Saxons if they are abhorrent to one +section. And the Celtic brotherhood are not invariably fools in their +sensitiveness. They serve you on the field of Mars, and on other fields +to which the world has given glory. These execrate him as the full-grown +Golden Calf of heathenish worship. And they are so restive because they +are so patriotic. Think a little upon the ideas of unpatriotic Celts +regarding him. You have heard them. You tell us they are you: +accurately, they affirm, succinctly they see you in his crescent +outlines, tame bulk, spasms of alarm and foot on the weaker; his +imperviousness to whatsoever does not confront the sensual eye of +him with a cake or a fist, his religious veneration of his habitual +indulgences, his peculiar forms of nightmare. They swear to his +perfect personification of your moods, your Saxon moods, which their +inconsiderate spleen would have us take for unmixedly Saxon. They are +unjust, but many of them speak with a sense of the foot on their necks, +and they are of a blood demanding a worshipworthy idea. And they dislike +Bull's bellow of disrespect for their religion, much bruited in the +meadows during his periods of Arcadia. They dislike it, cannot forget +the sound: it hangs on the afflicted drum of the ear when they are in +another land, perhaps when the old devotion to their priest has expired. +For this, as well as for material reasons, they hug the hatred they +packed up among their bundles of necessaries and relics, in the flight +from home, and they instruct their children to keep it burning. They +transmit the sentiment of the loathing of Bull, as assuredly they would +be incapable of doing, even with the will, were a splendid fire-eyed +motherly Britannia the figure sitting in the minds of men for our image +--a palpitating figure, alive to change, penetrable to thought, and not a +stolid concrete of our traditional old yeoman characteristic. Verily he +lives for the present, all for the present, will be taught in sorrow that +there is no life for him but of past and future: his delusion of the +existence of a present hour for man will not outlast the season of his +eating and drinking abundantly in security. He will perceive that it was +no more than the spark shot out from the clash of those two meeting +forces; and penitently will he gaze back on that misleading spark-the +spectral planet it bids wink to his unreceptive stars--acknowledging him +the bare machine for those two to drive, no instrument of enjoyment. He +lives by reading rearward and seeing vanward. He has no actual life save +in power of imagination. He has to learn this fact, the great lesson of +all men. Furthermore there may be a future closed to him if he has +thrown too extreme a task of repairing on that bare machine of his. The +sight of a broken-down plough is mournful, but the one thing to do with +it is to remove it from the field. + +Among the patriotic of stout English substance, who blew in the trumpet +of the country, and were not bards of Bull to celebrate his firmness and +vindicate his shiftings, Richard Rockney takes front rank. A journalist +altogether given up to his craft, considering the audience he had gained, +he was a man of forethought besides being a trenchant writer, and he +was profoundly, not less than eminently, the lover of Great Britain. +He had a manner of utterance quite in the tone of the familiar of the +antechamber for proof of his knowing himself to be this person. He did +not so much write articles upon the health of his mistress as deliver +Orphic sentences. He was in one her physician, her spiritual director, +her man-at-arms. Public allusions to her were greeted with his emphatic +assent in a measured pitch of the voice, or an instantaneous flourish of +the rapier; and the flourish was no vain show. He meant hard steel to +defend the pill he had prescribed for her constitutional state, and +the monition for her soul's welfare. Nor did he pretend to special +privileges in assuming his militant stand, but simply that he had studied +her case, was intimate with her resources, and loved her hotly, not to +say inspiredly. Love her as well, you had his cordial hand; as wisely, +then all his weapons to back you. There were occasions when +distinguished officials and Parliamentary speakers received the impetus +of Rockney's approval and not hesitatingly he stepped behind them to +bestow it. The act, in whatever fashion it may have been esteemed by the +objects propelled, was a sign of his willingness to let the shadow of any +man adopting his course obscure him, and of the simplicity of his +attachment. If a bitter experience showed that frequently, indeed +generally, they travelled scarce a tottering stagger farther than they +were precipitated, the wretched consolation afforded by a side glance at +a more enlightened passion, solitary in its depth, was Rockney's. Others +perchance might equal his love, none the wisdom of it; actually none the +vigilant circumspection, the shaping forethought. That clear knowledge +of the right thing for the country was grasped but by fits by others. +Enough to profit them this way and yonder as one best can! You know the +newspaper Press is a mighty engine. Still he had no delight in shuffling +a puppetry; he would have preferred automatic figures. His calls for +them resounded through the wilderness of the wooden. + +Any solid conviction of a capable head of a certainty impressed upon the +world, and thus his changes of view were not attributed to a fluctuating +devotion; they passed out of the range of criticism upon inconsistency, +notwithstanding that the commencement of his journalistic career smelt +of sources entirely opposed to the conclusions upon which it broadened. +One secret of the belief in his love of his country was the readiness of +Rockney's pen to support our nobler patriotic impulses, his relish of the +bluff besides. His eye was on our commerce, on our courts of Law, on our +streets and alleys, our army and navy, our colonies, the vaster than the +island England, and still he would be busy picking up needles and threads +in the island. Deeds of valour were noted by him, lapses of cowardice: +how one man stood against a host for law or humanity, how crowds looked +on at the beating of a woman, how a good fight was maintained in some sly +ring between two of equal brawn: and manufacturers were warned of the +consequences of their iniquities, Government was lashed for sleeping upon +shaky ordinances, colonists were gibbeted for the maltreating of natives: +the ring and fervour of the notes on daily events told of Rockney's hand +upon the national heart--with a faint, an enforced, reluctant indication +of our not being the men we were. + +But after all, the main secret was his art of writing round English, +instead of laborious Latinised periods: and the secret of the art was his +meaning what he said. It was the personal throb. The fire of a mind was +translucent in Press columns where our public had been accustomed to the +rhetoric of primed scribes. He did away with the Biscay billow of the +leading article--Bull's favourite prose--bardic construction of sentences +that roll to the antithetical climax, whose foamy top is offered and +gulped as equivalent to an idea. Writing of such a kind as Rockney's was +new to a land where the political opinions of Joint Stock Companies had +rattled Jovian thunders obedient to the nod of Bull. Though not alone in +working the change, he was the foremost. And he was not devoid of style. +Fervidness is the core of style. He was a tough opponent for his betters +in education, struck forcibly, dexterously, was always alert for debate. +An encounter between Swift and Johnson, were it imaginable, would present +us probably the most prodigious Gigantomachy in literary polemics. It is +not imaginable among comparative pygmies. But Rockney's combat with his +fellow-politicians of the Press partook of the Swiftian against the +Johnsonian in form. He was a steam ram that drove straight at the bulky +broadside of the enemy. + +Premiers of parties might be Captains of the State for Rockney: Rockney +was the premier's pilot, or woe to him. Woe to the country as well, +if Rockney's directions for steering were unheeded. He was a man of +forethought, the lover of Great Britain: he shouted his directions in +the voice of the lover of his mistress, urged to rebuke, sometimes to +command, the captain by the prophetic intimations of a holier alliance, +a more illumined prescience. Reefs here, shallows there, yonder a foul +course: this is the way for you! The refusal of the captain to go this +way caused Rockney sincerely to discredit the sobriety of his intellect. +It was a drunken captain. Or how if a traitorous? We point out the +danger to him, and if he will run the country on to it, we proclaim him +guilty either of inebriety or of treason--the alternatives are named: +one or the other has him. Simple unfitness can scarcely be conceived +of a captain having our common senses and a warranted pilot at his elbow. + +Had not Rockney been given to a high expression of opinion, plain in +fervour, he would often have been exposed bare to hostile shafts. Style +cast her aegis over him. He wore an armour in which he could walk, run +and leap-a natural style. The ardour of his temperament suffused the +directness of his intelligence to produce it, and the two qualities made +his weakness and strength. Feeling the nerve of strength, the weakness +was masked to him, while his opponents were equally insensible to the +weakness under the force of his blows. Thus there was nothing to teach +him, or reveal him, except Time, whose trick is to turn corners of +unanticipated sharpness, and leave the directly seeing and ardent to dash +at walls. + +How rigidly should the man of forethought govern himself, question +himself! how constantly wrestle with himself! And if he be a writer +ebullient by the hour, how snappishly suspect himself, that he may feel +in conscience worthy of a hearing and have perpetually a conscience in +his charge! For on what is his forethought founded? Does he try the +ring of it with our changed conditions? Bus a man of forethought who has +to be one of our geysers ebullient by the hour must live days of fever. +His apprehensions distemper his blood; the scrawl of them on the dark of +the undeveloped dazzles his brain. He sees in time little else; his very +sincereness twists him awry. Such a man has the stuff of the born +journalist, and journalism is the food of the age. Ask him, however, +midway in his running, what he thinks of quick breathing: he will answer +that to be a shepherd on the downs is to be more a man. As to the +gobbling age, it really thinks better of him than he of it. + +After a term of prolonged preachification he is compelled to lash that he +may less despise the age. He has to do it for his own sake. O gobbling +age! swallowing all, digesting nought, us too you have swallowed, +O insensate mechanism! and we will let you know you have a stomach. +Furiously we disagree with you. We are in you to lead you or work you +pangs! + +Rockney could not be a mild sermoniser commenting on events. Rather no +journalism at all for him! He thought the office of the ordinary daily +preacher cowlike. His gadfly stung him to warn, dictate, prognosticate; +he was the oracle and martyr of superior vision: and as in affairs of +business and the weighing of men he was of singularly cool sagacity, hard +on the downright, open to the humours of the distinct discrimination of +things in their roughness, the knowledge of the firmly-based materialism +of his nature caused him. thoroughly to trust to his voice when he +delivered it in ardour--circumstance coming to be of daily recurrence. +Great love creates forethoughtfulness, without-which incessant journalism +is a gabble. He was sure of his love, but who gave ear to his +prescience? Few: the echo of the country now and then, the Government +not often. And, dear me! those jog-trot sermonisers, mere commentators +upon events, manage somehow to keep up the sale of their journals: +advertisements do not flow and ebb with them as under the influence of a +capricious moon. Ah, what a public! Serve it honourably, you are in +peril of collapsing: show it nothing but the likeness of its dull animal +face, you are steadily inflated. These reflections within us! Might not +one almost say that the retreat for the prophet is the wilderness, far +from the hustled editor's desk; and annual should be the uplifting of his +voice instead of diurnal, if only to spare his blood the distemper? +A fund of gout was in Rockney's, and he had begun to churn it. Between +gouty blood and luminous brain the strife had set in which does not +conduce to unwavering sobriety of mind, though ideas remain closely +consecutive and the utterance resonant. + +Never had he been an adulator of Bull. His defects as well as his +advantages as a politician preserved to him this virtue. Insisting on a +future, he could not do homage to the belying simulacrum of the present. +In the season of prosperity Rockney lashed the old fellow with the crisis +he was breeding for us; and when prostration ensued no English tongue was +loftier in preaching dignity and the means of recovery. Our monumental +image of the Misuse of Peace he pointed out unceasingly as at a despot +constructed by freemen out of the meanest in their natures to mock the +gift of liberty. His articles of foregone years were an extraordinary +record of events or conditions foreseen: seductive in the review of them +by a writer who has to be still foreseeing: nevertheless, that none of +them were bardic of Bull, and that our sound man would have acted wisely +in heeding some of the prescriptions, constituted their essential merit, +consolatory to think of, though painful. The country has gone the wrong +road, but it may yet cross over to the right one, when it perceives that +we were prophetic. + +Compared with the bolts discharged at Bull by Rockney's artillery, +Captain Con O'Donnell's were popgun-pellets. Only Rockney fired to +chasten, Con O'Donnell for a diversion, to appease an animus. The +revolutionist in English journalism was too devoutly patriotic to +belabour even a pantomime mask that was taken as representative of us for +the disdainful fun of it. Behind the plethoric lamp, now blown with the +fleshpots, now gasping puffs of panic, he saw the well-minded valorous +people, issue of glorious grandsires; a nation under a monstrous +defacement, stupefied by the contemplation of the mask: his vision +was of the great of old, the possibly great in the graver strife ahead, +respecters of life, despisers of death, the real English whereas an +alienated Celtic satirist, through his vivid fancy and his disesteem, +saw the country incarnate in Bull, at most a roguish screw-kneed clown to +be whipped out of him. Celt and Saxon are much inmixed with us, but the +prevalence of Saxon blood is evinced by the public disregard of any +Celtic conception of the honourable and the loveable; so that the Celt +anxious to admire is rebutted, and the hatred of a Celt, quick as he is +to catch at images, has a figure of hugeous animalism supplied to his +malign contempt. Rockney's historic England, and the living heroic +England to slip from that dull hide in a time of trial, whether of war or +social suffering, he cannot see, nor a people hardening to Spartan +lineaments in the fire, iron men to meet disaster, worshippers of a +discerned God of Laws, and just men too, thinking to do justice; he has +Bull on the eye, the alternately braggart and poltroon, sweating in +labour that he may gorge the fruits, graceless to a scoffer. And this is +the creature to whose tail he is tied! Hereditary hatred is approved by +critical disgust. Some spirited brilliancy, some persistent generosity +(other than the guzzle's flash of it), might soften him; something +sweeter than the slow animal well-meaningness his placable brethren point +his attention to. It is not seen, and though he can understand the +perils of a severance, he prefers to rub the rawness of his wound and be +ready to pitch his cap in the air for it, out of sheer bloodloathing of +a connection that offers him nothing to admire, nothing to hug to his +heart. Both below and above the blind mass of discontent in his island, +the repressed sentiment of admiration-or passion of fealty and thirst to +give himself to a visible brighter--is an element of the division: +meditative young Patrick O'Donnell early in his reflections had noted +that:--and it is partly a result of our daily habit of tossing the straw +to the monetary world and doting on ourselves in the mirror, until our +habitual doings are viewed in a bemused complacency by us, and the scum- +surface of the country is flashed about as its vital being. A man of +forethought using the Press to spur Parliament to fitly represent the +people, and writing on his daily topics with strenuous original vigour, +even though, like Rockney, he sets the teeth of the Celt gnashing at him, +goes a step nearer to the bourne of pacification than Press and +Parliament reflecting the popular opinion that law must be passed to +temper Ireland's eruptiveness; for that man can be admired, and the Celt, +in combating him, will like an able and gallant enemy better than a +grudgingly just, lumbersome, dull, politic friend. The material points +in a division are always the stronger, but the sentimental are here very +strong. Pass the laws; they may put an extinguisher on the Irish +Vesuvian; yet to be loved you must be a little perceptibly admirable. +You may be so self-satisfied as to dispense with an ideal: your yoke- +fellow is not; it is his particular form of strength to require one for +his proper blooming, and he does bloom beautifully in the rays he courts. + +Ah then, seek to be loved, and banish Bull. Believe in a future and +banish that gross obscuration of you. Decline to let that old-yeoman- +turned alderman stand any longer for the national man. Speaking to the +brain of the country, one is sure of the power of a resolute sign from it +to dismiss the brainless. Banish him your revels and your debatings, +prohibit him your Christmas, lend no ear either to his panics or his +testiness, especially none to his rages; do not report him at all, +and he will soon subside into his domestic, varied by pothouse, privacy. +The brain should lead, if there be a brain. Once free of him, you will +know that for half a century you have appeared bottom upward to mankind. +And you have wondered at the absence of love for you under so astounding +a presentation. Even in a Bull, beneficent as he can dream of being, +when his notions are in a similar state of inversion, should be sheepish +in hope for love. + +He too, whom you call the Welshman, and deride for his delight in songful +gatherings, harps to wild Wales, his Cambrian highlands, and not to +England. You have not yet, though he is orderly and serviceable, allured +his imagination to the idea of England. Despite the passion for his +mountains and the boon of your raising of the interdict (within a hundred +years) upon his pastors to harangue him in his native tongue, he gladly +ships himself across the waters traversed by his Prince Madoc of +tradition, and becomes contentedly a transatlantic citizen, a member of +strange sects--he so inveterate in faithfulness to the hoar and the +legendary!--Anything rather than Anglican. The Cymry bear you no hatred; +their affection likewise is undefined. But there is reason to think that +America has caught the imagination of the Cambrian Celt: names of +Welshmen are numerous in the small army of the States of the Union; and +where men take soldier-service they are usually fixed, they and their +children. Here is one, not very deeply injured within a century, of +ardent temperament, given to be songful and loving; he leaves you and +forgets you. Be certain that the material grounds of division are not +all. To pronounce it his childishness provokes the retort upon your +presented shape. He cannot admire it. Gaelic Scots wind the same note +of repulsion. + +And your poets are in a like predicament. Your poets are the most +persuasive of springs to a lively general patriotism. They are in the +Celtic dilemma of standing at variance with Bull; they return him his +hearty antipathy, are unable to be epical or lyrical of him, are +condemned to expend their genius upon the abstract, the quaint, the +picturesque. Nature they read spiritually or sensually, always +shrinkingly apart from him. They swell to a resemblance of their patron +if they stoop to woo his purse. He has, on hearing how that poets bring +praise to nations, as in fact he can now understand his Shakespeare to +have done, been seen to thump the midriff and rally them for their +shyness of it, telling them he doubts them true poets while they abstain +from singing him to the world-him, and the things refreshing the centre +of him. Ineffectual is that encouragement. Were he in the fire, melting +to the iron man, the backbone of him, it would be different. At his +pleasures he is anti-hymnic, repellent to song. He has perceived the +virtues of Peace, without the brother eye for the need of virtuousness to +make good use of them and inspire the poet. His own enrolled +unrhythmical bardic troops (humorous mercenaries when Celts) do his +trumpeting best, and offend not the Pierides. + +This interlude, or rather inter-drone, repulsive to write, can hardly be +excluded from a theme dramatising Celtic views, and treating of a blood, +to which the idea of country must shine resplendently if we would have it +running at full tide through the arteries. Preserve your worship, if the +object fills your optics. Better worship that than nothing, as it is +better for flames to be blown out than not to ascend, otherwise it will +wreak circular mischief instead of illumining. You are requested simply +to recollect that there is another beside you who sees the object +obliquely, and then you will not be surprised by his irreverence. What +if, in the end, you were conducted to a like point of view? Self-worship, +it has been said, is preferable to no trimming of the faculty, but +worship does not necessarily cease with the extinction of this of +the voraciously carnal. An ideal of country, of Great Britain, is +conceivable that will be to the taste of Celt and Saxon in common, to +wave as a standard over their fraternal marching. Let Bull boo his +drumliest at such talk: it is, I protest, the thing we want and can have. +He is the obstruction, not the country; and against him, not against the +country, the shots are aimed which seem so malignant. Him the gay +manipulators propitiate who look at him through Literature and the Press, +and across the pulpit-cushions, like airy Macheath at Society, as carrion +to batten on. May plumpness be their portion, and they never hanged for +it! But the flattering, tickling, pleasantly pinching of Bull is one of +those offices which the simple starveling piper regards with afresh +access of appetite for the well-picked bone of his virtue. That ghastly +apparition of the fleshly present is revealed to him as a dead whale, +having the harpoon of the inevitable slayer of the merely fleshly in his +oils. To humour him, and be his piper for his gifts, is to descend to a +carnival deep underneath. While he reigns, thinks this poor starveling, +Rome burns, or the explosive powders are being secretly laid. He and his +thousand Macheaths are dancing the country the giddy pace, and there +will, the wretch dreads, be many a crater of scoria in the island, before +he stretches his inanimate length, his parasites upon him. The theme is +chosen and must be treated as a piper involved in his virtue conceives +it: that is, realistically; not with Bull's notion of the realism of the +butcher's shop and the pendent legs of mutton and blocks of beef painted +raw and glaring in their streaks, but with the realism of the active +brain and heart conjoined. The reasons for the division of Celt and +Saxon, what they think and say of one another, often without knowing that +they are divided, and the wherefore of our abusing of ourselves, brave +England, our England of the ancient fortitude and the future incarnation, +can afford to hear. Why not in a tale? It is he, your all for animal +pleasure in the holiday he devours and cannot enjoy, whose example +teaches you to shun the plaguey tale that carries fright: and so you find +him sour at business and sick of his relaxings, hating both because he +harnesses himself in turn bestially to each, growling at the smallest +admixture of them, when, if he would but chirp a little over his work, +and allow his pleasures to inspire a dose of thoughtfulness, he would be +happier, and--who knows?-become a brighter fellow, one to be rescued from +the pole-axe. + +Now the rain is over, your carriage is at the door, the country smiles +and the wet highway waves a beckoning hand. We have worn through a cloud +with cloudy discourses, but we are in a land of shifting weathers, +'coelum crebris imbribus ac nebulis foedum,' not every chapter can be +sunshine. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + +CROSSING THE RUBICON + +Rough weather on the Irish sea discharged a pallid file of passengers +from the boat at Holyhead just as the morning sun struck wave and +mountain with one of the sudden sparkling changes which our South-welters +have in their folds to tell us after a tumultuous night that we have only +been worried by Puck. The scene of frayed waters all rosy-golden, and +golden-banded heathery height, with the tinted sand, breaking to flights +of blue, was resplendent for those of our recent sea-farers who could +lift an eye to enjoy it. Freshness, illumination, then salt air, vivid +distances, were a bath for every sense of life. You could believe the +breast of the mountain to be heaving, the billows to be kissing fingers +to him, the rollers shattered up the cliff to have run to extinction to +scale him. He seemed in his clear-edged mass King of this brave new +boundless world built in a minute out of the wreck of the old. + +An hour back the vessel was labouring through rueful chasms under +darkness, and then did the tricksy Southwest administer grisly slaps to +right and left, whizzing spray across the starboard beam, and drenching +the locks of a young lady who sat cloaked and hooded in frieze to teach +her wilfulness a lesson, because she would keep her place on deck from +beginning to end of the voyage. Her faith in the capacity of Irish +frieze to turn a deluge of the deeps driven by an Atlantic gale was +shaken by the time she sighted harbour, especially when she shed showers +by flapping a batlike wing of the cloak, and had a slight shudder to find +herself trickling within. + +'Dear! and I'm wet to the skin,' she confided the fact to herself +vocally. + +'You would not be advised,' a gentleman beside her said after a delicate +pause to let her impulsive naturalism of utterance fly by unwounded. + +'And aren't you the same and worse? And not liking it either, I fear, +Sir!' she replied, for despite a manful smile his complexion was tell- +tale. 'But there 's no harm in salt. But you should have gone down to +the cabin with Father Boyle and you would have been sure of not catching +cold. But, Oh! the beautiful . . . look at it! And it's my first +view of England. Well, then, I'll say it's a beautiful country.' + +Her companion looked up at the lighted sky, and down at the pools in +tarpaulin at his feet. He repressed a disposition to shudder, and with +the anticipated ecstasy of soon jumping out of wet clothes into dry, he +said: 'I should like to be on the top of that hill now.' + +The young lady's eyes flew to the top. + +'They say he looks on Ireland; I love him; and his name is Caer Gybi; and +it was one of our Saints gave him the name, I 've read in books. I'll be +there before noon.' + +'You want to have a last gaze over to Erin?' + +'No, it's to walk and feel the breeze. But I do, though.' + +'Won't you require a little rest?' + +'Sure and I've had it sitting here all night!' said she. + +He laughed: the reason for the variation of exercise was conclusive. + +Father Boyle came climbing up the ladder, uncertain of his legs; he +rolled and snatched and tottered on his way to them, and accepted the +gentleman's help of an arm, saying: 'Thank ye, thank ye, and good +morning, Mr. Colesworth. And my poor child! what sort of a night has +it been above, Kathleen?' + +He said it rather twinkling, and she retorted: + +'What sort of a night has it been below, Father Boyle?' Her twinkle was +livelier than his, compassionate in archness. + +'Purgatory past is good for contemplation, my dear. 'Tis past, and +there's the comfort! You did well to be out of that herring-barrel, +Mr. Colesworth. I hadn't the courage, or I would have burst from it to +take a ducking with felicity. I haven't thrown up my soul; that's the +most I can say. I thought myself nigh on it once or twice. And an +amazing kind steward it was, or I'd have counted the man for some one +else. Surely 'tis a glorious morning?' + +Mr. Colesworth responded heartily in praise of the morning. He was +beginning to fancy that he felt the warmth of spring sunshine on his +back. He flung up his head and sniffed the air, and was very like a +horse fretful for the canter; so like as to give Miss Kathleen an idea of +the comparison. She could have rallied him; her laughing eyes showed the +readiness, but she forbore, she drank the scene. Her face, with the +threaded locks about forehead and cheeks, and the dark, the blue, the +rosy red of her lips, her eyes, her hair, was just such a south-western +sky as April drove above her, the same in colour and quickness; and much +of her spirit was the same, enough to stand for a resemblance. But who +describes the spirit? No one at the gates of the field of youth. When +Time goes reaping he will gather us a sheaf, out of which the picture +springs. + +'There's our last lurch, glory to the breakwater!' exclaimed Father +Boyle, as the boat pitched finally outside the harbour fence, where a +soft calm swell received them with the greeting of civilised sea-nymphs. +'The captain'll have a quieter passage across. You may spy him on the +pier. We'll be meeting him on the landing.' + +'If he's not in bed, from watching the stars all night,' said Miss +Kathleen. + +'He must have had a fifty-lynx power of sight for that, my dear.' + +'They did appear, though, and wonderfully bright,' she said. 'I saw them +come out and go in. It's not all cloud when the high wind blows.' + +'You talk like a song, Kathleen.' + +'Couldn't I rattle a throat if I were at home, Father!' + +'Ah! we're in the enemy's country now.' + +Miss Kathleen said she would go below to get the handbags from the +stewardess. + +Mr. Colesworth's brows had a little darkened over the Rev. Gentleman's +last remark. He took two or three impatient steps up and down with his +head bent. 'Pardon me; I hoped we had come to a better understanding,' +he said. 'Is it quite fair to the country and to Miss O'Donnell to +impress on her before she knows us that England is the enemy?' + +'Habit, Mr. Colesworth, habit! we've got accustomed to the perspective +and speak accordingly. There's a breach visible.' + +'I thought you agreed with me that good efforts are being made on our +side to mend the breach.' + +'Sir, you have a noble minority at work, no doubt; and I take you for one +of the noblest, as not objecting to stand next to alone.' + +'I really thought, judging from our conversation at Mrs. O'Donnell's that +evening, that you were going to hold out a hand and lead your flock to +the right sort of fellowship with us.' + +'To submission to the laws, Mr. Colesworth; 'tis my duty to do it as +pastor and citizen.' + +'No, to more than that, sir. You spoke with friendly warmth.' + +'The atmosphere was genial, if you remember the whisky and the fumes of +our tobacco at one o'clock!' + +'I shall recollect the evening with the utmost pleasure. You were kind +enough to instruct me in a good many things I shall be sure to profit by. +I wish I could have spent more time in Ireland. As it is, I like +Irishmen so well that if the whole land were in revolt I should never +call it the enemy's country.' + +'Excellently spoken, Mr. Colesworth,' said the priest. 'We 'll hope your +writings may do service to mend the breach. For there is one, as you +know, and more 's the pity; there's one, and it's wide and deep. As my +friend Captain Con O'Donnell says, it's plain to the naked eye as a pair +of particularly fat laundry drawers hung out to dry and ballooned in +extension--if mayhap you've ever seen the sight of them in that state:-- +just held together by a narrow neck of thread or button, and stretching +away like a corpulent frog in the act of swimming on the wind. His +comparison touches the sentiment of disunion, sir.' + +Mr. Colesworth had not ever seen such a pair of laundry drawers inflated +to symbolise the breach between Ireland and England; nor probably, if he +had, would the sentiment of national disunion have struck his mind: it +was difficult to him in the description. He considered his Rev. friend +to be something of a slippery fish, while Father Boyle's opinion of him +likewise referred him to an elemental substance, of slow movement-earth, +in short: for he continued to look argumentative after all had been said. + +Or perhaps he threw a coveting eye on sweet Miss Kathleen and had his own +idea of mending a stitch of the breach in a quite domestic way. If so, +the Holy Father would have a word to say, let alone Kathleen. The maids +of his Church do not espouse her foes. For the men it is another matter: +that is as the case may be. Temporarily we are in cordial intercourse, +Mr. Colesworth. + +Miss Kathleen returned to deck carrying her bags. The gentleman had to +descend, and subsequently an amiable dissension arose on the part of the +young lady and Mr. Colesworth. She, however, yielded one of her bags, +and he, though doubly laden, was happy. All very transparent to pastoral +observation, but why should they not be left to their chirruping +youthfulness? The captain was not in view, and Father Boyle wanted to +go to bed for refreshment, and Kathleen was an airy gossamer, with a boy +running after it, not by any means likely to catch it, or to keep it if +he did. Proceed and trip along, you young ones! + +At the hotel they heard that Captain Con O'Donnell was a snug sleeper +upstairs. This, the captain himself very soon informed them, had not +been the kernel of the truth. He had fancied they would not cross the +Channel on so rattlesome a night, or Kathleen would have had an Irish +kiss to greet her landing in England. But the cousinly salute was little +delayed, news of the family in Ireland and England was exchanged, and +then Mr. Colesworth and the captain bowed to an introduction; and the +captain, at mention of his name, immediately cried out that Mr. +Colesworth might perchance be a relative of the highly intelligent +admirable lady who had undertaken the secretaryship, and by her vast +ability got the entire management, of Miss Mattock's benevolent +institution, and was conducting it with such success that it was fast +becoming a grief to the generous heart of the foundress of the same to +find it not only self-paying, but on the road to a fortune, inasmuch as +it was already an article in the decrees of fashion among the nobility +and gentry of both sexes in the metropolis to have their linen and laces +washed at the Mattock laundry. + +Mr. Colesworth said he was the brother of the lady in question, he had +also the pleasure of an acquaintance with Miss Mattock. He was +vehemently congratulated on the relationship, which bore witness, the +captain armed, to a certain hereditary share of brains greatly to be +envied: brother of Miss Colesworth, a title of distinction in itself! +He was congratulated not less cordially for his being so fortunate as to +know Miss Mattock, one of a million. + +Captain Con retained the hand of Father Boyle and squeezed it during his +eulogies, at the same time dispensing nods and winks and sunny sparkles +upon Kathleen. Mr. Colesworth went upstairs to his room not unflattered. +The flattery enveloped him in the pleasant sense of a somehow now +established companionship for the day with a pleasant person from +whom he did not wish to separate. + +'You made the gentleman's acquaintance, my dear . . . ?' said Con. + +Kathleen answered: 'He made friends with our Patrick on the Continent, +I think it was in Germany, and came to us to study the old country, +bearing a letter from Patrick. He means to be one of their writers on +the newspapers. He studies everything; he has written books. He called +on us coming and called on us going and we came over together,' said Miss +Kathleen. 'But tell me: our Philip?' + +'Books!' Con exclaimed. 'It's hard to discover a man in these days who +hasn't written books. Oh! Philip! Ease your heart about Philip. +They're nursing him, round. He was invalided at the right moment for +him, no fear. I gave him his chance of the last vacant seat up to the +last hour, and now the die is cast and this time I 'm off to it. Poor +Philip--yes, yes! we 're sorry to see him flat all his length, we love +him; he's a gallant soldier; alive to his duty; and that bludgeon sun of +India knocked him down, and that fall from his horse finished the +business, and there he lies. But he'll get up, and he might have +accepted the seat and spared me my probation: he's not married, I am, +I have a wife, and Master Philip divides me against my domestic self, +he does. But let that be: I serve duty too. Not a word to our friend up +yonder. It's a secret with a time-fuse warranted to explode safe enough +when the minutes are up, and make a powerful row when it does. It is all +right over there, Father Boyle, I suppose?' + +'A walk over! a pure ceremonial,' said the priest, and he yawned +frightfully. + +'You're for a nap to recompose you, my dear friend,' remarked the +captain. + +'But you haven't confided anything of it to Mrs. Adister?' + +'Not a syllable; no. That's to come. There's my contest! I had urgent +business in Ireland, and she 's a good woman, always willing to let me +go. I count on her kindness, there 's no mightier compliment to one's +wife. She'll know it when it's history. She's fond of history. Ay, she +hates fiction, and so I'm proud to tell her I offer her none. She likes +a trifling surprise too, and there she has it. Oh! we can whip up the +business to a nice little bowl of froth-flummery. But it's when the +Parliamentary voting is on comes the connubial pull. She's a good woman, +a dear good soul, but she's a savage patriot; and Philip might have saved +his kinsman if he had liked. He had only to say the word: I could have +done all the business for him, and no contest to follow by my fireside. +He's on his couch--Mars convalescent: a more dreadful attraction to the +ladies than in his crimson plumes! If the fellow doesn't let slip his +opportunity! with his points of honour and being an Irish Bayard. Why +Bayard in the nineteenth century's a Bedlamite, Irish or no. So I tell +him. There he is; you'll see him, Kathleen: and one of them as big an +heiress as any in England. Philip's no fool, you'll find.' + +'Then he's coming all right, is he?' said Kathleen. + +'He 's a soldier, and a good one, but he 's nothing more, and as for +patriotic inflammation, doesn't know the sensation.' + +'Oh! but he's coming round, and you'll go and stroke down mother with +that,' Kathleen cried. 'Her heart's been heavy, with Patrick wandering +and Philip on his back. I'll soon be dressed for breakfast.' + +Away she went. + +'She's got an appetite, and looks like a strapped bit of steel after the +night's tumbling,' said the captain, seeing her trip aloft. 'I'm young +as that too, or not far off it. Stay, I'll order breakfast for four in a +quiet corner where we can converse--which, by the way, won't be possible +in the presence of that gaping oyster of a fellow, who looks as if he +were waiting the return of the tide.' + +Father Boyle interposed his hand. + +'Not for . . .' he tried to add 'four.' The attempt at a formation of +the word produced a cavernous yawn a volume of the distressful deep to +the beholder. + +'Of course,' Captain Con assented. He proposed bed and a sedative +therein, declaring that his experience overnight could pronounce it good, +and that it should be hot. So he led his tired old friend to the +bedroom, asked dozens of questions, flurried a withdrawal of them, +suggested the answers, talked of his Rubicon, praised his wife, delivered +a moan on her behalf, and after assisting to half disrobe the scarce +animate figure, which lent itself like an artist's lay-model to the +operation, departed on his mission of the sedative. + +At the breakfast for three he was able to tell Kathleen that the worthy +Father was warm, and on his way to complete restoration. + +'Full fathom five the Father lies, in the ocean of sleep, by this time,' +said Con. 'And 'tis a curious fact that every man in that condition +seems enviable to men on their legs. And similarly with death; we'd +rather not, because of a qualm, but the picture of the finish of the leap +across is a taking one. These chops are done as if Nature had mellowed +their juiciness.' + +'They are so nice,' Kathleen said. + +'You deserve them, if ever girl in this world!' + +'I sat on deck all night, and Mr. Colesworth would keep me company.' + +'He could hardly do less, having the chance. But that notwithstanding, +I'm under an obligation to your cavalier. And how did you find Ireland, +sir? You've made acquaintance with my cousin, young Mr. Patrick +O'Donnell, I rejoice to hear.' + +'Yes, through his hearing or seeing my name and suspecting I had a +sister,' said Mr. Colesworth, who was no longer in the resemblance of a +gaping oyster on the borders of the ebb. 'The country is not disturbed.' + +'So the doctor thinks his patient is doing favourably! And you cottoned +to Patrick? And I don't wonder. Where was it?' + +'We met in Trieste. He was about to start by one of the Austrian boats +for the East.' + +'Not disturbed! no! with a rotten potato inside it paralysing +digestion!' exclaimed Con. 'Now Patrick had been having a peep at +Vienna, hadn't he?' + +'He had; he was fresh from Vienna when I met him. As to Ireland, the +harvest was only middling good last year.' + +'And that's the bit of luck we depend on. A cloud too much, and it's +drowned! Had he seen, do you know, anybody in Vienna?--you were not long +together at Trieste?' + +Mr. Colesworth had sufficient quickness to perceive that the two +questions could be answered as one, and saying: 'He was disappointed,' +revealed that he and Patrick had been long enough together to come to +terms of intimacy. + +'To be sure, he gave you a letter of introduction to his family!' said +Con. 'And permit me to add, that Patrick's choice of a friend is mine +on trust. The lady he was for seeing, Mr. Colesworth, was just then +embarking on an adventure of a romantic character, particularly well +suited to her nature, and the end of it was a trifle sanguinary, and +she suffered a disappointment also, though not perhaps on that account.' + +'I heard of it in England last year,' said Mr. Colesworth. 'Did she come +through it safely?' + +'Without any personal disfigurement: and is in England now, under her +father's roof, meditating fresh adventures.' + +Kathleen cried: 'Ye 're talking of the lady who was Miss Adister--I can +guess--Ah!' She humped her shoulders and sent a shudder up her neck. + +'But she's a grand creature, Mr. Colesworth, and you ought to know her,' +said Con. 'That is, if you'd like to have an idea of a young Catherine +or a Semiramisminus an army and a country. There's nothing she's not +capable of aiming at. And there's pretty well nothing and nobody she +wouldn't make use of. She has great notions of the power of the British +Press and the British purse--each in turn as a key to the other. Now for +an egg, Kathleen.' + +'I think I'll eat an egg,' Kathleen replied. + +'Bless the honey heart of the girl! Life's in you, my dear, and calls +for fuel. I'm glad to see that Mr. Colesworth too can take a sight at +the Sea-God after a night of him. It augurs magnificently for a future +career. And let me tell you that the Pen demands it of us. The first of +the requisites is a stout stomach--before a furnished head! I'd not pass +a man to be anything of a writer who couldn't step ashore from a tempest +and consume his Titan breakfast.' + +'We are qualifying for the literary craft, Miss O'Donnell,' said Mr. +Colesworth. + +'It's for a walk in the wind up Caer Gybi, and along the coast I mean to +go,' said Kathleen. + +'This morning?' the captain asked her. + +She saw his dilemma in his doubtful look. + +'When I've done. While you're discussing matters with Father Boyle. +I--know you're burning to. Sure it's yourself knows as well as anybody, +Captain Con, that I can walk a day long and take care of my steps. I've +walked the better half of Donegal alone, and this morning I'll have a +protector.' + +Captain Con eyed the protector, approved of him, disapproved of himself, +thought of Kathleen as a daughter of Erin--a privileged and inviolate +order of woman in the minds of his countrymen--and wriggling internally +over a remainder scruple said: 'Mr. Colesworth mayhap has to write a bit +in the morning.' + +'I'm unattached at present,' the latter said. 'I am neither a +correspondent nor a reporter, and if I were, the event would be wanting.' + +'That remark, sir, shows you to be eminently a stranger to the official +duties,' observed the captain. 'Journalism is a maw, and the journalist +has to cram it, and like anything else which perpetually distends for +matter, it must be filled, for you can't leave it gaping, so when nature +and circumstance won't combine to produce the stuff, we have recourse to +the creative arts. 'Tis the necessity of the profession.' + +'The profession will not impose that necessity upon me,' remarked the +young practitioner. + +'Outside the wheels of the machine, sir, we indulge our hallucination of +immunity. I've been one in the whirr of them, relating what I hadn't +quite heard, and capitulating what I didn't think at all, in spite of the +cry of my conscience--a poor infant below the waters, casting up +ejaculatory bubbles of protestation. And if it is my reproach that I +left it to the perils of drowning, it's my pride that I continued to +transmit air enough to carry on the struggle. Not every journalist can +say as much. The Press is the voice of the mass, and our private opinion +is detected as a discord by the mighty beast, and won't be endured by +him.' + +'It's better not to think of him quite as a beast,' said Mr. Colesworth. + +'Infinitely better: and I like your "guile," sir: But wait and tell me +what you think of him after tossing him his meat for a certain number of +years. There's Rockney. Do you know Rockney? He's the biggest single +gun they've got, and he's mad for this country, but ask him about the +public, you'll hear the menagerie-keeper's opinion of the brute that +mauled his loins.' + +'Rockney,' said Mr. Colesworth, 'has the tone of a man disappointed of +the dictatorship.' + +'Then you do know Rockney!' shouted Captain Con. 'That's the man in a +neat bit of drawing. He's a grand piece of ordnance. But wait for him +too, and tell me by and by. If it isn't a woman, you'll find, that +primes him, ay, and points him, and what's more, discharges him, I'm not +Irish born. Poor fellow! I pity him. He had a sweet Irish lady for his +wife, and lost her last year, and has been raging astray politically ever +since. I suppose it's hardly the poor creature's fault. None the less, +you know, we have to fight him. And now he 's nibbling at a bait--it 's +fun: the lady I mentioned, with a turn for adventure and enterprise: it's +rare fun: he 's nibbling, he'll be hooked. You must make her +acquaintance, Mr. Colesworth, and hold your own against her, if you can. +She's a niece of my wife's and I'll introduce you. I shall find her in +London, or at our lodgings at a Surrey farm we've taken to nurse my +cousin Captain Philip O'Donnell invalided from Indian awful climate!-- +on my return, when I hope to renew the acquaintance. She has beauty, +she has brains. Resist her, and you 'll make a decent stand against +Lucifer. And supposing she rolls you up and pitches you over, her +noticing you is a pretty compliment to your pen. That 'll be consoling.' + +Mr. Colesworth fancied, he said, that he was proof against feminine +blandishments in the direction of his writings. + +He spoke as one indicating a thread to suggest a cable. The captain +applauded the fancy as a pleasing delusion of the young sprigs of +Journalism. + +Upon this, Mr. Colesworth, with all respect for French intelligence, +denied the conclusiveness of French generalisations, which ascribed to +women universal occult dominion, and traced all great affairs to small +intrigues. + +The captain's eyes twinkled on him, thinking how readily he would back +smart Miss Kathleen to do the trick, if need were. + +He said to her before she started: 'Don't forget he may be a clever +fellow with that pen of his, and useful to our party.' + +'I'll not forget,' said she. + +For the good of his party, then, Captain Con permitted her to take the +walk up Caer Gybi alone with Mr. Colesworth: a memorable walk in the +recollections of the scribe, because of the wonderful likeness of the +young lady to the breezy weather and the sparkles over the deep, the +cloud that frowned, the cloud that glowed, the green of the earth +greening out from under wings of shadow, the mountain ranges holding +hands about an immensity of space. It was one of our giant days to his +emotions, and particularly memorable to him through the circumstance that +it insisted on a record in verse, and he was unused to the fetters of +metre: and although the verse was never seen by man, his attempt at it +confused his ideas of his expressive powers. Oddly too, while scourging +the lines with criticism, he had a fondness for them: they stamped a +radiant day in his mind, beyond the resources of rhetoric to have done it +equally. + +This was the day of Captain Con's crossing the Rubicon between the secret +of his happiness and a Parliamentary career. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + +CAPTAIN CON'S LETTER + +Women may be able to tell you why the nursing of a military invalid +awakens tenderer anxieties in their bosoms than those called forth by +the drab civilian. If we are under sentence of death we are all of us +pathetic of course; but stretched upon the debateable couch of sickness +we are not so touching as the coloured coat: it has the distinction +belonging to colour. It smites a deeper nerve, or more than one; and +this, too, where there is no imaginary subjection to the charms of +military glory, in minds to which the game of war is lurid as the plumes +of the arch-slayer. + +Jane Mattock assisting Mrs. Adister O'Donnell to restore Captain Philip +was very singularly affected, like a person shut off on a sudden from her +former theories and feelings. Theoretically she despised the soldier's +work as much as she shrank abhorrently from bloodshed. She regarded him +and his trappings as an ensign of our old barbarism, and could peruse +platitudes upon that theme with enthusiasm. The soldier personally, she +was accustomed to consider an inferior intelligence: a sort of schoolboy +when young, and schoolmaster when mature a visibly limited creature, not +a member of our broader world. Without dismissing any of these views +she found them put aside for the reception of others of an opposite +character; and in her soul she would have ascribed it to her cares of +nursing that she had become thoughtful, doubtful, hopeful, even +prayerful, surcharged with zeal, to help to save a good sword for the +country. If in a world still barbarous we must have soldiers, here was +one whom it would be grievous to lose. He had fallen for the country; +and there was a moving story of how he had fallen. She inclined to think +more highly of him for having courted exposure on a miserable frontier +war where but a poor sheaf of glory could be gathered. And he seemed to +estimate his professional duties apart from an aim at the laurels. A +conception of the possibility of a man's being both a soldier and morally +a hero edged its way into her understanding. It stood edgeways within, +desirous of avoiding a challenge to show every feature. + +The cares of nursing were Jane's almost undividedly, except for the aid +she had from her friend Grace Barrow and from Miss Colesworth. Mrs. +Adister O'Donnell was a nurse in name only. 'She'll be seen by Philip +like as if she were a nightmare apparition of his undertaker's wraith,' +Captain Con said to Jane, when recommending his cousin to her charitable +nature, after he had taken lodgings at a farmhouse near Mrs. Lackstraw's +model farm Woodside on the hills. 'Barring the dress,' as he added, some +such impression of her frigid mournfulness might have struck a recumbent +invalid. Jane acknowledged it, and at first induced her aunt to join her +in the daily walk of half a mile to sit with him. Mrs. Lackstraw was a +very busy lady at her farm; she was often summoned to London by her +intuition of John's wish to have her presiding at table for the +entertainment of his numerous guests; she confessed that she supervised +the art of nursing better than she practised it, and supervision can be +done at a distance if the subordinate is properly attentive to the rules +we lay down, as Jane appeared to be. So Jane was left to him. She loved +the country; Springtide in the country set her singing; her walk to her +patient at Lappett's farm and homeward was an aethereal rapture for a +heart rocking easy in fulness. There was nothing to trouble it, no hint +of wild winds and heavy seas, not even the familiar insinuation from the +vigilant monitress, her aunt, to bid her be on her guard, beware of what +it is that great heiresses are courted for, steel her heart against +serpent speeches, see well to have the woman's precious word No at the +sentinel's post, and alert there. Mrs. Lackstraw, the most vigilant and +plain-spoken of her sex, had forborne to utter the usual warnings which +were to preserve Miss Mattock for her future Earl or Duke and the reason +why she forbore was a double one; a soldier and Papist could never be +thought perilous to a young woman scorning the sons of Mars and slaves +of sacerdotalism. The picture of Jane bestowing her hand on a Roman +Catholic in military uniform, refused to be raised before the mind. +Charitableness, humaneness, the fact that she was an admirable nurse and +liked to exercise her natural gift, perfectly accounted for Jane's trips +to Lappett's farm, and the jellies and fresh dairy dainties and neat +little dishes she was constantly despatching to the place. A suggestion +of possible danger might prove more dangerous than silence, by rendering +it attractive. Besides, Jane talked of poor Captain Philip as Patrick +O'Donnell's brother, whom she was bound to serve in return for Patrick's +many services to her; and of how unlike Patrick he was. Mrs. Lackstraw +had been apprehensive about her fancy for Patrick. Therefore if Captain +Philip was unlike him, and strictly a Catholic, according to report, the +suspicion of danger dispersed, and she was allowed to enjoy the pleasures +of the metropolis as frequently as she chose. The nursing of a man of +Letters, or of the neighbour to him, a beggar in rags, would not have +been so tolerated. Thus we perceive that wits actively awake inside the +ring-fence of prepossessions they have erected may lull themselves with +their wakefulness. Who would have thought!--is the cry when the +strongest bulwark of the fence is broken through. + +Jane least of any would have thought what was coming to pass. The pale +square-browed young officer, so little Irish and winning in his brevity +of speech, did and said nothing to alarm her or strike the smallest +light. Grace Barrow noticed certain little changes of mood in Jane she +could scarcely have had a distinct suspicion at the time. After a recent +observation of him, on an evening stroll from Lappett's to Woodside, she +pronounced him interesting, but hard. 'He has an interesting head . . . +I should not like to offend him.' They agreed as to his unlikeness to +fluid Patrick; both eulogistic of the absent brother; and Jane, who could +be playful in privacy with friends, clapped a brogue on her tongue to +discourse of Patrick and apostrophise him: 'Oh! Pat, Pat, my dear cousin +Pat! why are you so long away from your desponding Jane? I 'll take to +poetry and write songs, if you don't come home soon. You've put seas +between us, and are behaving to me as an enemy. I know you 'll bring +home a foreign Princess to break the heart of your faithful. But I'll +always praise you for a dear boy, Pat, and wish you happy, and beg the +good gentleman your brother to give me a diploma as nurse to your first- +born. There now!' + +She finished smiling brightly, and Grace was a trifle astonished, for her +friend's humour was not as a rule dramatic. + +'You really have caught a twang of it from your friend Captain Con; only +you don't rattle the eighteenth letter of the alphabet in the middle of +words.' + +'I've tried, and can't persuade my tongue to do it "first off," as boys +say, and my invalid has no brogue whatever to keep me in practice,' Jane +replied. 'One wonders what he thinks of as he lies there by the window. +He doesn't confide it to his hospital nurse.' + +'Yes, he would treat her courteously, just in that military style,' said +Grace, realising the hospital attendance. + +'It 's the style I like best:--no perpetual personal thankings and +allusions to the trouble he gives!' Jane exclaimed. 'He shows perfect +good sense, and I like that in all things, as you know. A red-haired +young woman chooses to wait on him and bring him flowers--he's brother +to Patrick in his love of wild flowers, at all events!--and he takes it +naturally and simply. These officers bear illness well. I suppose +it 's the drill.' + +'Still I think it a horrid profession, dear.' + +Grace felt obliged to insist on that: and her 'I think,' though it was +not stressed, tickled Jane's dormant ear to some drowsy wakefulness. + +'I think too much honour is paid to it, certainly. But soldiers, of all +men, one would expect to be overwhelmed by a feeling of weakness. He has +never complained; not once. I doubt if he would have complained if Mrs. +Adister had been waiting on him all the while, or not a soul. I can +imagine him lying on the battle-field night after night quietly, +resolving not to groan.' + +'Too great a power of self-repression sometimes argues the want of any +emotional nature,' said Grace. + +Jane shook her head. She knew a story of him contradicting that. + +The story had not recurred to her since she had undertaken her service. +It coloured the remainder of an evening walk home through the beechwoods +and over the common with Grace, and her walk across the same tracks early +in the morning, after Grace had gone to London. Miss Colesworth was +coming to her next week, with her brother if he had arrived in England. +Jane remembered having once been curious about this adventurous man of +Letters who lived by the work of his pen. She remembered comparing him +to one who was compelled to swim perpetually without a ship to give him +rest or land in view. He had made a little money by a book, and was +expending it on travels--rather imprudently, she fancied Emma Colesworth +to be thinking. He talked well, but for the present she was happier in +her prospect of nearly a week of loneliness. The day was one of +sunshine, windless, odorous: one of the rare placid days of April when +the pettish month assumes a matronly air of summer and wears it till the +end of the day. The beech twigs were strongly embrowned, the larches +shot up green spires by the borders of woods and on mounds within, deep +ditchbanks unrolled profuse tangles of new blades, and sharp eyes might +light on a late white violet overlooked by the children; primroses ran +along the banks. Jane had a maxim that flowers should be spared to live +their life, especially flowers of the wilds; she had reared herself on +our poets; hence Mrs. Lackstraw's dread of the arrival of one of the +minstrel order: and the girl, who could deliberately cut a bouquet from +the garden, if requested, would refuse to pluck a wildflower. But now +they cried out to her to be plucked in hosts, they claimed the sacrifice, +and it seemed to her no violation of her sentiment to gather handfuls +making a bunch that would have done honour to the procession of the +children's May-day--a day she excused for the slaughter because her idol +and prophet among the poets, wild nature's interpreter, was that day on +the side of the children. How like a bath of freshness would the thick +faintly-fragrant mass shine to her patient! Only to look at it was +medicine! She believed, in her lively healthfulness, that the look would +give him a spring to health, and she hurried forward to have them in +water-the next sacred obligation to the leaving of them untouched. + +She had reared herself on our poets. If much brooding on them will +sometimes create a sentimentalism of the sentiment they inspire, that +also, after our manner of developing, leads to finer civilisation; and as +her very delicate feelings were not always tyrants over her clear and +accurate judgement, they rather tended to stamp her character than lead +her into foolishness. Blunt of speech, quick in sensibility, +imaginative, yet idealistic, she had the complex character of diverse +brain and nerve, and was often a problem to the chief person interested +in it. She thought so decisively, felt so shrinkingly; spoke so flatly, +brooded so softly! Such natures, in the painful effort to reconcile +apparent antagonism and read themselves, forget that they are not full +grown. Longer than others are they young: but meanwhile they are of an +age when we are driven abroad to seek and shape our destinies. + +Passing through the garden-gate of Lappett's farm she made her way to the +south-western face of the house to beg a bowl of water of the farmer's +wife, and had the sweet surprise of seeing her patient lying under +swallows' eaves on a chair her brother had been commissioned to send +from London for coming uses. He was near the farm-wife's kitchen, but to +windward of the cooking-reek, pleasantly warmed, sufficiently shaded, and +alone, with open letter on the rug covering his legs. He whistled to +Jane's dog Wayland, a retriever, having Newfoundland relationships, of +smithy redness and ruggedness; it was the whistle that startled her to +turn and see him as she was in the act of handing Mrs. Lappett her +primroses. + +'Out? I feared it would be a week. Is it quite prudent?' Jane said, +toning down her delight. + +He answered with the half-smile that refers these questions to the +settled fact. Air had always brought him round; now he could feel he +was embarked for recovery: and he told her how the farmer and one of his +men had lent a shoulder to present him to his old and surest physician-- +rather like a crippled ghost. M. Adister was upstairs in bed with one of +her headaches. Captain Con, then, was attending her, Jane supposed: She +spoke of him as the most devoted of husbands. + +A slight hardening of Philip's brows, well-known to her by this time, +caused her to interrogate his eyes. They were fixed on her in his manner +of gazing with strong directness. She read the contrary opinion, and +some hieroglyphic matter besides. + +'We all respect him for his single-hearted care of her,' she said. +'I have a great liking for him. His tirades about the Saxon tyrant are +not worth mentioning, they mean nothing. He would be one of the first to +rush to the standard if there were danger; I know he would. He is truly +chivalrous, I am sure.' + +Philip's broad look at her had not swerved. The bowl of primroses placed +beside him on a chair by the farmer's dame diverted it for a moment. + +'You gathered them?' he said. + +Jane drank his look at the flowers. + +'Yes, on my way,' she replied. 'We can none of us live for ever; and +fresh water every day will keep them alive a good long time. They had it +from the clouds yesterday. Do they not seem a bath of country +happiness!' Evidently they did their service in pleasing him. + +Seeing his fingers grope on the rug, she handed him his open letters. + +He selected the second, passing under his inspection, and asked her to +read it. + +She took the letter, wondering a little that it should be in Captain +Con's handwriting. + +'I am to read it through?' she said, after a run over some lines. + +He nodded. She thought it a sign of his friendliness in sharing family +secrets with her, and read: + +'MY DEAR PHILIP,--Not a word of these contents, which will be delivered +seasonably to the lady chiefly concerned, by the proper person. She +hears this morning I 'm off on a hasty visit to Ireland, as I have been +preparing her of late to expect I must, and yours the blame, if any, +though I will be the last to fling it at you. I meet Father B. and +pretty Kitty before I cross. Judging by the wind this morning, the +passage will furnish good schooling for a spell of the hustings. But if +I am in the nature of things unable to command the waves, trust me for +holding a mob in leash; and they are tolerably alike. My spirits are up. +Now the die is cast. My election to the vacancy must be reckoned +beforehand. I promise you a sounding report from the Kincora Herald. +They will not say of me after that (and read only the speeches reported +in the local paper) "what is the man but an Irish adventurer!" He is a +lover of his country, Philip O'Donnell, and one of millions, we will +hope. And that stigmatic title of long standing, more than anything +earthly, drove him to the step-to the ruin of his domestic felicity +perhaps. But we are past sighing. + +'Think you, when he crossed the tide, Caius Julius Caesar sighed? + +'No, nor thought of his life, nor his wife, but of the thing to be done. +Laugh, my boy! I know what I am about when I set my mind on a powerful +example. As the chameleon gets his colour, we get our character from the +objects we contemplate . . .' + +Jane glanced over the edge of the letter sheet rosily at Philip. + +His dryness in hitting the laughable point diverted her, and her mind +became suffused with a series of pictures of the chameleon captain +planted in view of the Roman to become a copy of him, so that she did not +peruse the terminating lines with her wakefullest attention: + +'The liege lady of my heart will be the earliest to hail her hero +triumphant, or cherish him beaten--which is not in the prospect. Let +Ireland be true to Ireland. We will talk of the consolidation of the +Union by and by. You are for that, you say, when certain things are +done; and you are where I leave you, on the highway, though seeming to go +at a funeral pace to certain ceremonies leading to the union of the two +countries in the solidest fashion, to their mutual benefit, after a +shining example. Con sleeps with a corner of the eye open, and you are +not the only soldier who is a strategist, and a tactician too, aware of +when it is best to be out of the way. Now adieu and pax vobiscum. Reap +the rich harvest of your fall to earth. I leave you in the charge of the +kindest of nurses, next to the wife of my bosom the best of women. +Appreciate her, sir, or perish in my esteem. She is one whom not to +love is to be guilty of an offence deserving capital punishment, and a +bastinado to season the culprit for his execution. Have I not often +informed her myself that a flower from her hand means more than treasures +from the hands of others. Expect me absent for a week. The harangues +will not be closely reported. I stand by the truth, which is my love of +the land of my birth. A wife must come second to that if she would be +first in her husband's consideration. Hurrah me on, Philip, now it is +action, and let me fancy I hear you shouting it.' + +The drop of the letter to the signature fluttered affectionately on a +number of cordial adjectives, like the airy bird to his home in the corn. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + +MARS CONVALESCENT + +Jane's face was clear as the sky when she handed the letter back to +Philip. In doing so, it struck her that the prolonged directness of his +look was peculiar: she attributed it to some effect of the fresh Spring +atmosphere on a weakened frame. She was guessing at his reasons for +showing her the letter, and they appeared possibly serious. + +'An election to Parliament! Perhaps Mrs. Adister should have a hint of +it, to soften the shock I fear it may be: but we must wait till her +headache has passed,' she said. + +'You read to the end?' said Philip. + +'Yes, Captain Con always amuses me, and I am bound to confess I have no +positive disrelish of his compliments. But this may prove a desperate +step. The secret of his happiness is in extreme jeopardy. Nothing would +stop him, I suppose?' + +Philip signified that it was too late. He was moreover of opinion, and +stated it in his briefest, that it would be advisable to leave the +unfolding of the present secret to the captain. + +Jane wondered why the letter had been shown. Her patient might be +annoyed and needing sympathy? + +'After all,' she said, 'Captain Con may turn out to be a very good sort +of member of Parliament in his way.' + +Philip's eyebrows lifted, and he let fall a breath, eloquent of his +thoughts. + +'My brother says he is a serviceable director of the Company they are +associated in.' + +'He finds himself among reasonable men, and he is a chameleon.' + +'Parliament may steady him.' + +'It is too much of a platform for Con's head.' + +'Yes, there is more of poet than politician,' said she. 'That is a +danger. But he calls himself our friend; I think he really has a liking +for John and me.' + +'For you he has a real love,' said Philip. + +'Well, then, he may listen to us at times; he may be trusted not to wound +us. I am unmitigatedly for the one country--no divisions. We want all +our strength in these days of monstrous armies directed by banditti +Councils. England is the nation of the Christian example to nations. +Oh! surely it is her aim. At least she strives to be that. I think it, +and I see the many faults we have.' + +Her patient's eyelids were down. + +She proposed to send her name up to Mrs. Adister. + +On her return from the poor lady racked with headache and lying little +conscious of her husband's powder-barrel under the bed, Jane found her +patient being worried by his official nurse, a farm-labourer's wife, a +bundle of a woman, whose lumbering assiduities he fenced with reiterated +humourous negatives to every one of her propositions, until she prefaced +the last two or three of the list with a 'Deary me!' addressed +consolatorily to herself. She went through the same forms each day, +at the usual hours of the day, and Jane, though she would have felt the +apathetic doltishness of the woman less, felt how hard it must be for him +to bear. + +'Your sister will be with you soon,' she said. 'I am glad, and yet I +hope you will not allow her to put me aside altogether?' + +'You shall do as you wish,' said Philip. + +'Is she like Patrick? Her name is Kathleen, I know.' + +'She is a raw Irish girl, of good Irish training, but Irish.' + +'I hope she will be pleased with England. Like Patrick in face, I mean.' + +'We think her a good-looking girl.' + +'Does she play? sing?' + +'Some of our ballads.' + +'She will delight my brother. John loves Irish ballads.' + +A silence of long duration fell between them. She fancied he would like +to sleep, and gently rose to slip away, that she might consult with Mrs. +Lappett about putting up some tentcover. He asked her if she was going. +'Not home,' she said. His hand moved, but stopped. It seemed to have +meant to detain her. She looked at a white fleece that came across the +sun, desiring to conjure it to stay and shadow him. It sailed by. She +raised her parasol. + +His eyelids were shut, and she thought him asleep. Meditating on her +unanswered question of Miss Kathleen's likeness to Patrick, Jane imagined +a possibly greater likeness to her patient, and that he did not speak of +his family's exclamations on the subject because of Kathleen's being so +good-looking a girl. For if good-looking, a sister must resemble these +handsome features here, quiescent to inspection in their marble outlines +as a corse. So might he lie on the battle-field, with no one to watch +over him! + +While she watched, sitting close beside him to shield his head from the +sunbeams, her heart began to throb before she well knew the secret of it. +She had sight of a tear that grew big under the lashes of each of his +eyelids, and rolled heavily. Her own eyes overflowed. + +The fit of weeping was momentary, April's, a novelty with her. She +accused her silly visions of having softened her. A hasty smoothing to +right and left removed the traces; they were unseen; and when she +ventured to look at him again there was no sign of fresh drops falling. +His eyelids kept shut. + +The arrival of her diurnal basket of provisions offered a refreshing +intervention of the commonplace. Bright air had sharpened his appetite: +he said he had been sure it would, and anticipated cheating the doctor of +a part of the sentence which condemned him to lie on his back up to the +middle of June, a log. Jane was hungry too, and they feasted together +gaily, talking of Kathleen on her journey, her strange impressions and +her way of proclaiming them, and of Patrick and where he might be now; +ultimately of Captain Con and Mrs. Adister. + +'He has broken faith with her,' Philip said sternly. 'She will have the +right to tell him so. He never can be anything but a comic politician. +Still he was bound to consult his wife previous to stepping before the +public. He knows that he married a fortune.' + +'A good fortune,' said Jane. + +Philip acquiesced. 'She is an excellent woman, a model of uprightness; +she has done him all the good in the world, and here is he deceiving her, +lying--there is no other word: and one lie leads to another. When he +married a fortune he was a successful adventurer. The compact was +understood. His duty as a man of honour is to be true to his bond and +serve the lady. Falseness to his position won't wash him clean of the +title.' + +Jane pleaded for Captain Con. 'He is chivalrously attentive to her.' + +'You have read his letter,' Philip replied. + +He crushed her charitable apologies with references to the letter. + +'We are not certain that Mrs. Adister will object,' said she. + +'Do you see her reading a speech of her husband's?' he remarked. +Presently with something like a moan: + +'And I am her guest!' + +'Oh! pray, do not think Mrs. Adister will ever allow you to feel the +lightest shadow . . .' said Jane. + +'No; that makes it worse.' + +Had this been the burden of his thoughts when those two solitary tears +forced their passage? + +Hardly: not even in his physical weakness would he consent to weep for +such a cause. + +'I forgot to mention that Mrs. Adister has a letter from her husband +telling her he has been called over to Ireland on urgent business,' she +said. + +Philip answered: 'He is punctilious.' + +'I wish indeed he had been more candid,' Jane assented to the sarcasm. + +'In Ireland he is agreeably surprised by the flattering proposal of a +vacant seat, and not having an instant to debate on it, assumes the +consent of the heavenliest wife in Christendom.' + +Philip delivered the speech with a partial imitation of Captain Con +addressing his wife on his return as the elected among the pure Irish +party. The effort wearied him. + +She supposed he was regretting his cousin's public prominence in the +ranks of the malcontents. 'He will listen to you,' she said, while she +smiled at his unwonted display of mimicry. + +'A bad mentor for him. Antics are harmless, though they get us laughed +at,' said Philip. + +'You may restrain him from excesses.' + +'Were I in that position, you would consider me guilty of greater than +any poor Con is likely to commit.' + +'Surely you are not for disunion?' + +'The reverse. I am for union on juster terms, that will hold it fast.' + +'But what are the terms?' + +He must have desired to paint himself as black to her as possible. He +stated the terms, which were hardly less than the affrighting ones blown +across the Irish sea by that fierce party. He held them to be just, +simply sensible terms. True, he spoke of the granting them as a sure +method to rally all Ireland to an ardent love of the British flag. But +he praised names of Irish leaders whom she had heard Mr. Rockney denounce +for disloyal insolence: he could find excuses for them and their dupes-- +poor creatures, verily! And his utterances had a shocking emphasis. +Then she was not wrong in her idea of the conspirator's head, her first +impression of him! + +She could not quit the theme: doing that would have been to be +indifferent: something urged her to it. + +'Are they really your opinions?' + +He seemed relieved by declaring that they were. + +'Patrick is quite free of them,' said she. + +'We will hope that the Irish fever will spare Patrick. He was at a +Jesuit college in France when he was wax. Now he's taking the world.' + +'With so little of the Jesuit in him!' + +'Little of the worst: a good deal of the best.' + +'What is the best?' + +'Their training to study. They train you to concentrate the brain upon +the object of study. And they train you to accept service: they fit you +for absolute service: they shape you for your duties in the world; and so +long as they don't smelt a man's private conscience, they are model +masters. Happily Patrick has held his own. Not the Jesuits would have +a chance of keeping a grasp on Patrick! He'll always be a natural boy +and a thoughtful man.' + +Jane's features implied a gentle shudder. + +'I shake a scarlet cloak to you?' said Philip. + +She was directed by his words to think of the scarlet coat. 'I reflect a +little on the substance of things as well,' she said. 'Would not +Patrick's counsels have an influence?' + +'Hitherto our Patrick has never presumed to counsel his elder brother.' + +'But an officer wearing . . .' + +'The uniform! That would have to be stripped off. There'd be an end to +any professional career.' + +'You would not regret it?' + +'No sorrow is like a soldier's bidding farewell to flag and comrades. +Happily politics and I have no business together. If the country favours +me with active service I'm satisfied for myself. You asked me for my +opinions: I was bound to give them. Generally I let them rest.' + +Could she have had the temerity? Jane marvelled at herself. + +She doubted that the weighty pair of tears had dropped for the country. +Captain Con would have shed them over Erin, and many of them. Captain +Philip's tone was too plain and positive: he would be a most practical +unhistrionic rebel. + +'You would countenance a revolt?' she said, striking at that extreme to +elicit the favourable answer her tones angled for. And it was instantly: + +'Not in arms.' He tried an explanation by likening the dissension to a +wrangle in a civilised family over an unjust division of property. + +And here, as he was marking the case with some nicety and difficulty, +an itinerant barrel-organ crashed its tragic tale of music put to torture +at the gate. It yelled of London to Jane, throttled the spirits of the +woods, threw a smoke over the country sky, befouled the pure air she +loved. + +The instrument was one of the number which are packed to suit all English +tastes and may be taken for a rough sample of the jumble of them, where a +danceless quadrille-tune succeeds a suicidal Operatic melody and is +followed by the weariful hymn, whose last drawl pert polka kicks aside. +Thus does the poor Savoyard compel a rich people to pay for their wealth. +Not without pathos in the abstract perhaps do the wretched machines +pursue their revolutions of their factory life, as incapable of +conceiving as of bestowing pleasure: a bald cry for pennies through the +barest pretence to be agreeable but Jane found it hard to be tolerant of +them out of London, and this one affecting her invalid and Mrs. Adister +must be dismissed. Wayland was growling; he had to be held by the +collar. He spied an objectionable animal. A jerky monkey was attached +to the organ; and his coat was red, his kepi was blue; his tailor had +rigged him as a military gentleman. Jane called to the farm-wife. +Philip assured her he was not annoyed. Jane observed him listening, +and by degrees she distinguished a maundering of the Italian song she +had one day sung to Patrick in his brother's presence. + +'I remember your singing that the week before I went to India,' said +Philip, and her scarlet blush flooded her face. + +'Can you endure the noise?' she asked him. + +'Con would say it shrieks "murder." But I used to like it once.' + +Mrs. Lappett came answering to the call. Her children were seen up the +garden setting to one another with squared aprons, responsive to a +livelier measure. + +'Bless me, miss, we think it so cheerful!' cried Mrs. Lappett, and +glanced at her young ones harmonious and out of mischief. + +'Very well,' said Jane, always considerate for children. She had +forgotten the racked Mrs. Adister. + +Now the hymn of Puritanical gloom-the peacemaker with Providence +performing devotional exercises in black bile. The leaps of the children +were dashed. A sallow two or three minutes composed their motions, and +then they jumped again to the step for lively legs. The similarity to +the regimental band heading soldiers on the march from Church might have +struck Philip. + +'I wonder when I shall see Patrick!' he said, quickened in spite of +himself by the sham sounds of music to desire changes and surprises. + +Jane was wondering whether he could be a man still to brood tearfully +over his old love. + +She echoed him. 'And I! Soon, I hope.' + +The appearance of Mrs. Adister with features which were the acutest +critical summary of the discord caused toll to be paid instantly, and +they beheld a flashing of white teeth and heard Italian accents. The +monkey saluted militarily, but with painful suggestions of his foregone +drilling in the ceremony. + +'We are safe nowhere from these intrusions,' Mrs. Adister said; 'not on +these hills!--and it must be a trial for the wretched men to climb them, +that thing on their backs.' + +'They are as accustomed to it as mountain smugglers bearing packs of +contraband,' said Philip. + +'Con would have argued him out of hearing before he ground a second +note,' she resumed. 'I have no idea when Con returns from his unexpected +visit to Ireland.' + +'Within a fortnight, madam.' + +'Let me believe it! You have heard from him? But you are in the air! +exposed! My head makes me stupid. It is now five o'clock. The air +begins to chill. Con will never forgive me if you catch a cold, and I +would not incur his blame.' + +The eyes of Jane and Philip shot an exchange. + +'Anything you command, madam,' said Philip. + +He looked up and breathed his heaven of fresh air. Jane pitied, she +could not interpose to thwart his act of resignation. The farmer, home +for tea, and a footman, took him between them, crutched, while Mrs. +Adister said to Jane: 'The doctor's orders are positive:--if he is to be +a man once more, he must rest his back and not use his legs for months. +He was near to being a permanent cripple from that fall. My brother +Edward had one like it in his youth. Soldiers are desperate creatures.' + +'I think Mr. Adister had his fall when hunting, was it not?' said Jane. + +'Hunting, my dear.' + +That was rather different from a fall on duty before the enemy, incurred +by severe exhaustion after sunstroke! . . . + +Jane took her leave of Philip beside his couch of imprisonment in his +room, promising to return in the early morning. He embraced her old dog +Wayland tenderly. Hard men have sometimes a warm affection for dogs. + +Walking homeward she likewise gave Wayland a hug. She called him 'dear +old fellow,' and questioned him of his fondness for her, warning him not +to be faithless ever to the mistress who loved him. Was not her old +Wayland as good a protector as the footman Mrs. Adister pressed her to +have at her heels? That he was! + +Captain Con's behaviour grieved her. And it certainly revived an ancient +accusation against his countrymen. If he cared for her so much, why had +he not placed confidence in her and commissioned her to speak of his +election to his wife? Irishmen will never be quite sincere!--But why had +his cousin exposed him to one whom he greatly esteemed? However angry he +might be with Con O'Donnell in his disapproval of the captain's conduct, +it was not very considerate to show the poor man to her in his natural +colours. Those words: 'The consolidation of the Union:' sprang up. She +had a dim remembrance of words ensuing: 'ceremonies going at a funeral +pace . . . on the highway to the solidest kind of union:'--Yes, he +wrote: 'I leave you to . . .' And Captain Philip showed her the letter: + +She perceived motives beginning to stir. He must have had his intention: +and now as to his character!--Jane was of the order of young women +possessing active minds instead of figured paste-board fronts, who see +what there is to be seen about them and know what may be known instead of +decorously waiting for the astonishment of revelations. As soon as she +had asked herself the nature of the design of so honourable a man as +Captain Philip in showing her his cousin's letter, her blood spun round +and round, waving the reply as a torch; and the question of his character +confirmed it. + +But could he be imagined seeking to put her on her guard? There may be +modesty in men well aware of their personal attractions: they can credit +individual women with powers of resistance. He was not vain to the +degree which stupefies the sense of there being weight or wisdom in +others. And he was honour's own. By these lights of his character she +read the act. His intention was . . . and even while she saw it +accurately, the moment of keen perception was overclouded by her innate +distrust of her claim to feminine charms. For why should he wish her +to understand that he was no fortune-hunter and treated heiresses with +greater reserve than ordinary women! How could it matter to him? + +She saw the tears roll. Tears of men sink plummet-deep; they find their +level. The tears of such a man have more of blood than of water in +them.--What was she doing when they fell? She was shading his head from +the sun. What, then, if those tears came of the repressed desire to +thank her with some little warmth? He was honour's own, and warmhearted +Patrick talked of him as a friend whose heart was, his friend's. +Thrilling to kindness, and, poor soul! helpless to escape it, he felt. +perhaps that he had never thanked her, and could not. He lay there, +weak and tongue-tied: hence those two bright volumes of his condition +of weakness. + +So the pursuit of the mystery ended, as it had commenced, in confusion, +but of a milder sort and partially transparent at one or two of the gates +she had touched. A mind capable of seeing was twisted by a nature that +would not allow of open eyes; yet the laden emotions of her nature +brought her round by another channel to the stage neighbouring sight, +where facts, dimly recognised for such--as they may be in truth, are +accepted under their disguises, because disguise of them is needed by +the bashful spirit which accuses itself of audaciousness in presuming to +speculate. Had she asked herself the reason of her extended speculation, +her foot would not have stopped more abruptly on the edge of a torrent +than she on that strange road of vapours and flying lights. She did not; +she sang, she sent her voice through the woods and took the splendid ring +of it for an assurance of her peculiarly unshackled state. She loved +this liberty. Of the men who had 'done her the honour,' not one had +moved her to regret the refusal. She lived in the hope of simply doing +good, and could only give her hand to a man able to direct and help her; +one who would bear to be matched with her brother. Who was he? Not +discoverable; not likely to be. + +Therefore she had her freedom, an absolutely unflushed freedom, happier +than poor Grace Barrow's. Rumour spoke of Emma Colesworth having a wing +clipped. How is it that sensible women can be so susceptible? For, +thought Jane, the moment a woman is what is called in love, she can give +her heart no longer to the innocent things about her; she is cut away +from Nature: that pure well-water is tasteless to her. To me it is wine! + +The drinking of the pure well-water as wine is among the fatal signs of +fire in the cup, showing Nature at work rather to enchain the victim than +bid her daughter go. Jane of course meant the poet's 'Nature.' She did +not reflect that the strong glow of poetic imagination is wanted to +hallow a passionate devotion to the inanimate for this evokes the +spiritual; and passionateness of any kind in narrower brains should be +a proclamation to us of sanguine freshets not coming from a spiritual +source. But the heart betraying deluded her. She fancied she had not +ever been so wedded to Nature as on that walk through the bursting +beechwoods, that sweet lonely walk, perfect in loneliness, where even a +thought of a presence was thrust away as a desecration and images of +souls in thought were shadowy. + +Her lust of freedom gave her the towering holiday. She took the delirium +in her own pure fashion, in a love of the bankside flowers and the downy +edges of the young beech-buds fresh on the sprays. And it was no unreal +love, though too intent and forcible to win the spirit from the object. +She paid for this indulgence of her mood by losing the spirit entirely. +At night she was a spent rocket. What had gone she could not tell: her +very soul she almost feared. Her glorious walk through the wood seemed +burnt out. She struck a light to try her poet on the shelf of the elect +of earth by her bed, and she read, and read flatness. Not his the fault! +She revered him too deeply to lay it on him. Whose was it? She had a +vision of the gulfs of bondage. + +Could it be possible that human persons were subject to the spells of +persons with tastes, aims, practices, pursuits alien to theirs? It was a +riddle taxing her to solve it for the resistance to a monstrous iniquity +of injustice, degrading her conception of our humanity. She attacked it +in the abstract, as a volunteer champion of our offended race. And Oh! +it could not be. The battle was won without a blow. + +Thereupon came glimpses of the gulfs of bondage, delicious, rose- +enfolded, foreign; they were chapters of soft romance, appearing +interminable, an endless mystery, an insatiable thirst for the mystery. +She heard crashes of the opera-melody, and despising it even more than +the wretched engine of the harshness, she was led by it, tyrannically led +a captive, like the organ-monkey, until perforce she usurped the note, +sounded the cloying tune through her frame, passed into the vulgar +sugariness, lost herself. + +And saying to herself: This is what moves them! she was moved. One +thrill of appreciation drew her on the tide, and once drawn from shore +she became submerged. Why am I not beautiful, was her thought. Those +voluptuous modulations of melting airs are the natural clothing of +beautiful women. Beautiful women may believe themselves beloved. +They are privileged to believe, they are born with the faith. + + + +ETEXT EDITOR'S BOOKMARKS: + +A whisper of cajolery in season is often the secret +Ah! we're in the enemy's country now +Beautiful women may believe themselves beloved +Could peruse platitudes upon that theme with enthusiasm +Foamy top is offered and gulped as equivalent to an idea +Hard men have sometimes a warm affection for dogs +He was not alive for his own pleasure +Hug the hatred they packed up among their bundles +I baint done yet +Irishmen will never be quite sincere +Loudness of the interrogation precluded thought of an answer +Love the children of Erin, when not fretted by them +Loves his poets, can almost understand what poetry means +May lull themselves with their wakefulness +Never forget that old Ireland is weeping +Not every chapter can be sunshine +Not likely to be far behind curates in besieging an heiress +Not the great creatures we assume ourselves to be +Nursing of a military invalid awakens tenderer anxieties +Paying compliments and spoiling a game! +Secret of the art was his meaning what he said +Suggestion of possible danger might more dangerous than silence +Tears of men sink plummet-deep +Tears of such a man have more of blood than of water in them +They laugh, but they laugh extinguishingly +Time, whose trick is to turn corners of unanticipated sharpness +Twisted by a nature that would not allow of open eyes +With death; we'd rather not, because of a qualm +Woman's precious word No at the sentinel's post, and alert +Would like to feel he was doing a bit of good + + +[The End] + + + + +************************************************************************* +The Project Gutenberg Etext of The Celt and Saxon, v2, by George Meredith +***********This file should be named gm96v10.txt or gm96v10.zip********** + +Corrected EDITIONS of our etexts get a new NUMBER, gm96v11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, gm96v10a.txt + +This etext was produced by David Widger <widger@cecomet.net> + +More information about this book is at the top of this file. + +We are now trying to release all our etexts one year in advance +of the official release dates, leaving time for better editing. +Please be encouraged to tell us about any error or corrections, +even years after the official publication date. + +Please note neither this listing nor its contents are final til +midnight of the last day of the month of any such announcement. +The official release date of all Project Gutenberg Etexts is at +Midnight, Central Time, of the last day of the stated month. 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