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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Wreck of the Grosvenor, Volume 3 of 3, by
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-Title: The Wreck of the Grosvenor, Volume 3 of 3
- An account of the mutiny of the crew and the loss of the
- ship when trying to make the Bermudas
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-THE WRECK OF THE "GROSVENOR."
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- THE
- WRECK OF THE "GROSVENOR:"
-
- AN ACCOUNT OF
- _THE MUTINY OF THE CREW AND THE
- LOSS OF THE SHIP_
- WHEN TRYING TO MAKE THE BERMUDAS.
-
- _IN THREE VOLUMES._
- VOL. III.
-
- LONDON:
- SAMPSON LOW, MARSTON, SEARLE & RIVINGTON,
- CROWN BUILDINGS, 188, FLEET STREET.
- 1877.
-
- (_All rights reserved._)
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- LONDON:
- PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS,
- STAMFORD STREET AND CHARING CROSS.
-
-
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-
-THE WRECK OF THE "GROSVENOR."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-
-Our next job was to man the port-braces and bring the ship to a
-westerly course. But before we went to this work the boatswain and I
-stood for some minutes looking at the appearance of the sky.
-
-The range of cloud which had been but a low-lying and apparently a
-fugitive bank in the north-west at midnight, was now so far advanced
-as to project nearly over our heads, and what rendered its aspect
-more sinister was the steely colour of the sky, which it ruled with a
-line, here and there rugged, but for the most part singularly even,
-right from the confines of the north-eastern to the limits of the
-south-western horizon. All the central portion of this vast surface
-of cloud was of a livid hue, which, by a deception of the eye, made
-it appear convex, and at frequent intervals a sharp shower of arrowy
-lightning whizzed from that portion of it furthest away from us, but as
-yet we could hear no thunder.
-
-"When the rain before the wind, then your topsail halliards mind,"
-chaunted the boatswain. "There's rather more nor a quarter o' an inch
-o' rain there, and there's something worse nor rain astern of it."
-
-The gloomiest feature of this approaching tempest, if such it were, was
-the slowness, at once mysterious and impressive, of its approach.
-
-I was not, however, to be deceived by this into supposing that, because
-it had taken nearly all night to climb the horizon, there was no wind
-behind it. I had had experience of a storm of this kind, and remembered
-the observations of one of the officers of the ship, when speaking
-of it. "Those kind of storms," he said, "are not driven by wind, but
-create it. They keep a hurricane locked up in their insides, and wander
-across the sea, on the look-out for ships; when they come across
-something worth wrecking they let fly. Don't be deceived by their
-slow pace, and imagine them only thunderstorms. They'll burst like an
-earthquake in a dead calm over your head, and whenever you see one
-coming snug your ship right away down to the last reef in her, and keep
-your stern at it."
-
-"I am debating, bo'sun," said I, "whether to bring the ship round or
-keep her before it. What do you think?"
-
-"There's a gale of wind there. I can smell it," he replied; "but we're
-snug enough to lie close, aren't we?" looking up at the masts.
-
-"That's to be proved," said I. "We'll bring her close if you like; but
-I'm pretty sure we shall have to run for it later on."
-
-"It'll bowl us well away into mid-Atlantic, won't it, Mr. Royle?"
-
-"Yes; I wish we were more to the norrard of Bermudas. However, we'll
-tackle the yards, and have a try for the tight little islands."
-
-"They're pretty nigh all rocks, aren't they? I never sighted 'em."
-
-"Nor I. But they've got a dockyard at Bermuda, I believe, where the
-Yankees refit sometimes, and that's about all I know of those islands."
-
-I asked Miss Robertson to put the helm down and keep it there until the
-compass pointed west; but the ship had so little way upon her, owing
-to the small amount of canvas she carried now and the faintness of the
-wind, that it took her as long to come round as if we had been warping
-her head to the westwards by a buoy.
-
-Having braced up the yards and steadied the helm, we could do no more;
-and resolving to profit as much as possible from the interval of rest
-before us, I directed Cornish to take the wheel, and ordered the
-steward to go forward and light the galley fire and boil some coffee
-for breakfast.
-
-"Bo'sun," said I, "you might as well drop below and have a look at
-those plugs of yours. Take a hammer with you and this light," handing
-him the binnacle lamp, "and drive the plugs in hard, for if the ship
-should labour heavily, she might strain them out."
-
-He started on his errand, and I then told Miss Robertson that there
-was nothing now to detain her on deck, and thanked her for the great
-services she had rendered us.
-
-How well I remember her as she stood near the wheel, wearing my straw
-hat, her dress hitched up to allow freedom to her movements; her small
-hands with the delicate blue veins glowing through the white clear
-skin, her yellow hair looped up, though with many a tress straying like
-an amber-coloured feather; her marble face, her lips pale with fatigue,
-her beautiful blue eyes fired ever with the same brave spirit, though
-dim with the weariness of long and painful watching and the oppressive
-and numbing sense of ever-present danger.
-
-On no consideration would I allow her to remain any longer on deck, and
-though she begged to stay, I took her hand firmly, and led her into the
-cuddy to her cabin door.
-
-"You will faithfully promise me to lie down and sleep?" I said.
-
-"I will lie down, and will sleep if I can," she answered, with a wan
-smile.
-
-"We have succeeded in saving you so far," I continued, earnestly, "and
-it would be cruel, very cruel, and hard upon me, to see your health
-break down for the want of rest and sleep, when both are at your
-command, now that life is bright again, and when any hour may see us
-safe on the deck of another vessel."
-
-"You shall not suffer through me," she replied. "I will obey you,
-indeed I will do anything you want."
-
-I kissed her hand respectfully, and said that a single hour of sound
-sleep would do her a deal of good; by that time I would take care that
-breakfast should be ready for her and her father, and I then held open
-the cabin door for her to enter, and returned on deck.
-
-A most extraordinary and wonderful sight saluted me when I reached the
-poop.
-
-The sun had risen behind the vast embankment of cloud, and its glorious
-rays, the orb itself being invisible, projected in a thousand lines of
-silver beyond the margin of the bank to the right and overhead, jutting
-out in visible threads, each as defined as a sunbeam in a dark room.
-
-But the effect of this wonderful light was to render the canopy of
-cloud more horribly livid; and weird and startling was the contrast
-of the mild and far-reaching sunshine, streaming in lines of silver
-brightness into the steely sky, with the blue lightning ripping up the
-belly of the cloud and suffering the eye to dwell for an instant on the
-titanic strata of gloom that stood ponderously behind.
-
-Nor was the ocean at this moment a less sombre and majestical object
-than the heavens; for upon half of it rested a shadow deep as night,
-making the water sallow and thick, and most desolate to behold under
-the terrible curtain that lay close down to it upon the horizon; whilst
-all on the right the green sea sparkled in the sunbeams, heaving slowly
-under the calm that had fallen.
-
-Looking far away on the weather beam, and where the shadow on the sea
-was deepest, I fancied that I discerned a black object, which might
-well be a ship with her sails darkened by her distance from the sun.
-
-I pointed it out to Cornish, who saw it too, and I then fetched the
-telescope.
-
-Judge of my surprise and consternation, when the outline of a boat with
-her sail low down on the mast, entered the field of the glass! I cried
-out, "It's the long-boat!"
-
-Cornish turned hastily.
-
-"My God!" he cried, "they're doomed men!"
-
-I gazed at her intently, but could not be deceived, for I recognised
-the cut of the stu'nsail, lowered as it was in anticipation of the
-breaking of the storm, and I could also make out the minute dark
-figures of the men in her.
-
-My surprise, however, was but momentary, for, considering the lightness
-of the wind that had prevailed all night, and the probability of her
-having stood to and fro in expectation of coming across us, or the
-quarter-boat which had attacked us, I had no reason to expect that they
-should have been far off.
-
-The boatswain came along the quarterdeck singing out, "It's all right
-below! No fear of a leak there!"
-
-"Come up here!" I cried. "There's the long-boat yonder!"
-
-On hearing this, he ran aft as hard as he could and stared in the
-direction I indicated, but could not make her out until he had the
-glass to his eye, on which he exclaimed--
-
-"Yes, it's her, sure enough. Why, we may have to make another fight for
-it. She's heading this way, and if she brings down any wind, by jingo
-she'll overhaul us."
-
-"No, no," I answered. "They're not for fighting. They don't like the
-look of the weather, bo'sun, and would board us to save their lives,
-not to take ours."
-
-"That's it, sir," exclaimed Cornish. "I reckon there's little enough
-mutineering among 'em now Stevens is gone. I'd lay my life they'd turn
-to and go to work just as I have if you'd lay by for 'em and take 'em
-in."
-
-Neither the boatswain nor I made any reply to this.
-
-For my own part, though we had been perishing for the want of more
-hands, I don't think I should have had trust enough in those rascals
-to allow them on board; for I could not doubt that when the storm was
-over, and they found themselves afloat in the _Grosvenor_ once more,
-they would lay violent hands upon me and the boatswain, and treat us as
-they had treated Coxon and Duckling, revenging themselves in this way
-upon us for the death of Stevens and the other leaders of the mutiny,
-and likewise protecting themselves against their being carried to
-England and handed over to the authorities on shore as murderers.
-
-The lightning was now growing very vivid, and for the first time I
-heard the sullen moan of thunder.
-
-"That means," said the boatswain, "that it's a good bit off yet; and
-if that creature forrard 'll only bear a hand we shall be able to get
-something to eat and drink afore it comes down."
-
-However, as he spoke, the steward came aft with a big coffee-pot. He
-set it on the skylight, and fetched from the pantry some good preserved
-meat, biscuit and butter, and we fell to the repast with great relish
-and hunger.
-
-Being the first to finish, I took the wheel while Cornish breakfasted,
-and then ordered the steward to go and make some fresh coffee, and keep
-it hot in the galley, and prepare a good breakfast for the Robertsons
-ready to serve when the young lady should leave her cabin.
-
-"Bo'sun," said I, as he came slowly towards me, filling his pipe, "I
-don't like the look of that mainsail. It 'll blow out and kick up a
-deuce of a shindy. You and Cornish had better lay aloft with some spare
-line and serve the sail with it."
-
-"That's soon done," he answered, cheerfully. And Cornish left his
-breakfast, and they both went aloft.
-
-I yawned repeatedly as I stood at the wheel, and my eyes were sore for
-want of sleep.
-
-But there was something in the aspect of that tremendous, stooping,
-quarter-sphere of cloud abeam of us, throwing a darkness most sinister
-to behold on half the sea, and vomiting quick lances of blue fire from
-its caverns, while now and again the thunder rolled solemnly, which was
-formidable enough to keep me wide awake.
-
-It was growing darker every moment: already the sun's beams were
-obscured, though that portion of the great canopy of cloud which lay
-nearest to the luminary carried still a flaming edge.
-
-A dead calm had fallen, and the ship rested motionless on the water.
-
-The two men remained for a short time on the main-yard, and then came
-down, leaving the sail much more secure than they had found it. Cornish
-despatched his breakfast, and the boatswain came to me.
-
-"Do you see the long-boat now, sir?"
-
-"No," I replied; "she's hidden in the rain yonder. By Heaven! it _is_
-coming down!"
-
-I did not exaggerate; the horizon was grey with the rain: it looked
-like steam rising from a boiling sea.
-
-"It 'll keep 'em busy bailing," said the boatswain.
-
-"Hold on here," I cried, "till I get my oilskins."
-
-I was back again in a few moments, and he went away to drape himself
-for the downfall, and to advise Cornish to do the same.
-
-I left the wheel for a second or two to close one of the skylights,
-and as I did so a flash of lightning seemed to set the ship on fire,
-and immediately came a deafening crash of thunder. I think there is
-something more awful in the roar of thunder heard at sea than on shore,
-unless you are among mountains; you get the full intensity of it, the
-mighty outburst smiting the smooth surface of the water, which in
-itself is a wonderful vehicle of sound, and running onwards for leagues
-without meeting with any impediment to check or divert it.
-
-I hastened to see if the lightning conductor ran clear to the water,
-and finding the end of the wire coiled up in the port main-chains,
-flung it overboard and resumed my place at the wheel.
-
-Now that the vast surface of cloud was well forward of overhead,
-I observed that its front was an almost perfect semicircle, the
-extremities at either point of the horizon projecting like horns.
-There still remained, embraced by these horns, a clear expanse of
-steel-coloured sky. _There_ the sea was light, but all to starboard it
-was black, and the terrible shadow was fast bearing down upon the ship.
-
-Crack! the lightning whizzed, and turned the deck, spars, and rigging
-into a network of blue fire. The peal that followed was a sudden
-explosion--a great dead crash, as though some mighty ponderous orb had
-fallen from the highest heaven upon the flooring of the sky and riven
-it.
-
-Then I heard the rain.
-
-I scarcely know which was the more terrifying to see and hear--the
-rain, or the thunder and lightning.
-
-It was a cataract of water falling from a prodigious elevation. It was
-a dense, impervious liquid veil, shutting out all sight of sea and
-sky. It tore the water into foam in striking it.
-
-Then, _boom_! down it came upon us.
-
-I held on by the wheel, and the boatswain jammed himself under the
-grating. It was not rain only--it was hail as big as eggs; and the rain
-drops were as big as eggs too.
-
-There was not a breath of air. This terrific fall came down in
-perfectly perpendicular lines; and as the lightning rushed through it,
-it illuminated with its ghastly effulgence a broad sheet of water.
-
-It was so dark that I could not see the card in the binnacle. The water
-rushed off our decks just as it would had we shipped a sea. And for
-the space of twenty minutes I stood stunned, deaf, blind, in the midst
-of a horrible and overpowering concert of pealing thunder and rushing
-rain, the awful gloom being rendered yet more dreadful by the dazzling
-flashes which passed through it.
-
-It passed as suddenly as it had come, and left us still in a breathless
-calm, drenched, terrified, and motionless.
-
-It grew lighter to windward, and I felt a small air blowing on my
-streaming face; lighter still, though to leeward the storm was raging
-and roaring, and passing with its darkness like some unearthly night.
-
-I squeezed the water out of my eyes, and saw the wind come rushing
-towards us upon the sea, whilst all overhead the sky was a broad
-lead-coloured space.
-
-"Now, bo'sun," I roared, "stand by!"
-
-He came out from under the grating, and took a grip of the rail.
-
-"Here it comes!" he cried; "and by the holy poker," he added, "here
-comes the long-boat atop of it!"
-
-I could only cast one brief glance in the direction indicated, where,
-sure enough, I saw the long-boat flying towards us on a surface of
-foam. In an instant the gale struck the ship and over she heeled,
-laying her port bulwark close down upon the water. But there she
-stopped.
-
-"Had we had whole topsails," I cried, "it would have been Amen!"
-
-I waited a moment or two before deciding whether to put the helm up and
-run. If this was the worst of it, the ship would do as she was. But in
-that time the long-boat, urged furiously forward by the sail they still
-kept on her, passed close under our stern. Twice, before she reached
-us, I saw them try to bring her so as to come alongside, and each time
-I held my breath, for I knew that the moment they brought her broadside
-to the wind she would capsize.
-
-May God forbid that ever I should behold such a sight again!
-
-It was indescribably shocking to see them swept helplessly past within
-hail of us. There were seven men in her. Two of them cried out and
-raved furiously, entreating with dreadful, mad gesticulations as they
-whirled past. But the rest, some clinging to the mast, others seated
-with their arms folded, were silent, like dead men already, with fixed
-and staring eyes--a ghastly crew. I saw one of the two raving men
-spring on to the gunwale, but he was instantly pulled down by another.
-
-But what was there to see? It was a moment's horror--quick-vanishing as
-some monstrous object leaping into sight under a flash of lightning,
-then instantaneously swallowed up in the devouring gloom.
-
-Our ship had got way upon her, and was surging forward with her
-lee-channels under water. The long-boat dwindled away on our quarter,
-the spray veiling her as she fled, and in a few minutes was not to be
-distinguished upon the immeasurable bed of foam and wave, stretching
-down to the livid storm that still raged upon the far horizon.
-
-"My God!" exclaimed Cornish, who stood near the wheel unnoticed by me.
-"I might ha' been in her! I might ha' been in her!"
-
-And he covered his face with his hands, and sobbed and shook with the
-horror of the scene, and the agony of the thoughts it had conjured up.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-
-I hardly knew what to make of the weather, for though it blew very hard
-the wind was not so violent as it had been during those three days
-which I have written of in another part of this story.
-
-The ship managed to hold her own well, with her head at west; I mean
-that she went scraping through the water, making very little lee-way,
-and so far she could fairly well carry the three close-reefed topsails,
-though I believe that had another yard of canvas more than was already
-exposed been on her, she would have lain down and never righted again,
-so violent was the first clap and outfly of the wind.
-
-Nevertheless, I got the boatswain to take the wheel, and sent Cornish
-forward to stand by the fore-topsail sheets, whilst I kept by the
-mizzen, for I was not at all sure that the terrific thunder-storm that
-had broken over us was not the precursor of a hurricane, to come down
-at any moment on the gale that was already blowing, and wreck the ship
-out of hand.
-
-In this way twenty minutes passed, when finding the wind to remain
-steady, I sang out to Cornish that he might come aft again. As I never
-knew the moment when a vessel might heave in sight I bent on the
-small ensign and ran it half-way up at the gaff end, not thinking it
-judicious to exhibit a train of flag-signals in so much wind. I then
-took the telescope, and, setting it steady in the mizzen rigging,
-slowly and carefully swept the weather horizon, and afterwards
-transferred the glass to leeward, but no ship was to be seen.
-
-"We ought to be in the track o' some sort o' wessels, too," exclaimed
-the boatswain, who had been awaiting the result of my inspections. "The
-steamers from Liverpool to New Orleans, and the West Indie mail-ships
-'ud come right across this way, wouldn't they?"
-
-"Not quite so far north," I answered. "But there ought to be no lack
-of sailing ships from all parts--from England to the southern ports of
-the United States and North America--from American ports to Rio and
-the eastern coast of South America. They cannot keep us long waiting.
-Something must heave in sight soon."
-
-"Suppose we sight a wessel, what do you mean to do, sir?"
-
-"Ask them to let me have a few men to work the ship to the nearest
-port."
-
-"But suppose they're short-handed?"
-
-"Then they won't oblige us."
-
-"I can't see myself, sir," said he, "why, instead o' tryin' to fetch
-Bermuda, we shouldn't put the helm up and square away for England. How
-might the English Channel lie as we now are?"
-
-"A trifle to the east'ard of north-east."
-
-"Well, this here's a fair wind for it."
-
-"That's true; but will you kindly remember that the ship's company
-consists of three men."
-
-"Of four, countin' the steward, and five, countin' Miss Robertson."
-
-"Of three men, I say, capable of working the vessel."
-
-"Well, yes; you're right. Arter all, there's only three to go aloft."
-
-"I suppose you know," I continued, "that it would take a sailing ship,
-properly manned, four or five weeks to make the English Channel."
-
-"Well, sir."
-
-"Neither you, nor I, nor Cornish could do without sleep for four or
-five weeks."
-
-"We could keep regular watches, Mr. Royle."
-
-"I dare say we could; but we should have to let the ship remain under
-reefed topsails. But instead of taking four or five weeks, we should
-take four or five months to reach England under close-reefed topsails,
-unless we could keep a gale of wind astern of us all the way. I'll tell
-you what it is, bo'sun, these exploits are very pretty, and appear very
-possible in books, and persons who take anything that is told them
-about the sea as likely and true, believe they can be accomplished.
-And on one or two occasions they have been accomplished. Also I have
-heard on one occasion a gentleman made a voyage from Timor to Bathurst
-Island on the back of a turtle. But the odds, in my unromantic opinion,
-are a thousand to one against our working the ship home as we are,
-unless we can ship a crew on the road, and very shortly. And how can
-we be sure of this? There is scarce a ship goes to sea now that is not
-short-handed. We may sight fifty vessels, and get no help from one of
-them. They may all be willing to take us on board if we abandon the
-_Grosvenor_; but they'll tell us that they can give us no assistance to
-work her. Depend upon it, our wisest course is to make Bermuda. There,
-perhaps, we may pick up some hands. But if we head for England in this
-trim--a deep ship, with heavy gear to work, and but two seamen to
-depend upon, if the third has to take the wheel, trusting to chance to
-help us, I repeat that the odds against our bringing the ship home are
-one thousand to one. We shall be at the mercy of every gale that rises,
-and end in becoming a kind of phantom ship, chased about the ocean just
-as the wind happens to blow us."
-
-"Well, sir," said he, "I dare say you're right, and I'll say no more
-about it. Now, about turnin' in. I'll keep here if you like to go below
-for a couple of hours. Cornish can stand by to rouse you up."
-
-I had another look to windward before making up my mind to go below.
-A strong sea was rising, and the wind blew hard enough to keep one
-leaning against it. There was no break in the sky, and the horizon was
-thick, but the look-out was not worse than it had been half an hour
-before.
-
-We were, however, snug enough aloft, if not very neat; the bunt of
-the mainsail, indeed, looked rather shaky, but the other sails lay
-very secure upon the yards; and this being so, and the gale remaining
-steady, I told the boatswain to keep the ship to her present course,
-and went below, yawning horribly and dead wearied.
-
-I had slept three-quarters of an hour, when I was awakened by the
-steward rushing into my cabin and hauling upon me like a madman. Being
-scarcely conscious, I imagined that the mutineers had got on board
-again, and that here was one of them falling upon me; and having sense
-enough, I suppose, in my sleepy brain to make me determine to sell my
-life at a good price, I let fly at the steward's breast and struck him
-so hard that he roared out, which sound brought me to my senses at once.
-
-"What is it?" I cried.
-
-"Oh, sir," responded the steward, half dead with terror and the loss
-of breath occasioned by my blow, "the ship's sinking, sir! We're all
-going down! I've been told to fetch you up. The Lord have mercy upon
-us!"
-
-I rolled on to the deck in my hurry to leave the bunk, and ran with all
-my speed up the companion ladder; nor was the ascent difficult, for the
-ship was on a level keel, pitching heavily indeed, but rolling slightly.
-
-Scarcely, however, was my head up through the companion, when I thought
-it would have been blown off my shoulders. The fury and force of the
-wind was such as I had never before in all my life experienced.
-
-Both the boatswain and Cornish were at the wheel, and, in order to
-reach them, I had to drop upon my hands and knees and crawl along the
-deck. When near them I took a grip of the grating and looked around me.
-
-The first thing I saw was that the mainsail had blown away from most
-of the gaskets, and was thundering in a thousand rags upon the yard.
-The foresail was split in halves, and the port mizzen-topsail sheet
-had carried away, and the sail was pealing like endless discharges of
-musketry.
-
-All the spars were safe still. The lee braces had been let go, the
-helm put up, and the ship was racing before a hurricane as furious as
-a tornado, heading south-east, with a wilderness of foam boiling under
-her bows.
-
-This, then, was the real gale which the thunder-storm had been nearly
-all night bringing up. The first gale was but a summer breeze compared
-to it.
-
-The clouds lay like huge fantastic rolls of sheet lead upon the sky; in
-some quarters of the circle drooping to the water-line in patches and
-spaces ink-black. No fragment of blue heaven was visible; and yet it
-was lighter than it had been when I went below.
-
-The ensign, half-masted, roared over my head; the sea was momentarily
-growing heavier, and, as the ship pitched, she took the water in broad
-sheets over her forecastle.
-
-The terrible beating of the mizzen-topsail was making the mizzen-mast,
-from the mastcoat to the royal mast-head, jump like a piece of
-whalebone. Although deafened, bewildered, and soaked through with the
-screaming of the gale, the thunder of the torn canvas, and the spray
-which the wind tore out of the sea and hurtled through the air, I still
-preserved my senses; and perceiving that the mizzen-topmast would go if
-the sail were not got rid of, I crawled on my hands and knees to the
-foot of the mast, and let go the remaining sheet.
-
-With appalling force, and instantaneously, the massive chain was torn
-through the sheave-hole, and in less time than I could have counted
-ten, one half the sail had blown into the main-top, and the rest
-streamed like the ends of whipcord from the yard.
-
-I crawled to the fore-end of the poop to look at the mainmast; that
-stood steady; but whilst I watched the foremast, the foresail went to
-pieces, and the leaping and plunging of the heavy blocks upon it made
-the whole mast quiver so violently that the top-gallant and royal-mast
-bent to and fro like a bow strung and unstrung quickly.
-
-I waited some moments, debating whether or not to let go the
-fore-topsail sheets; but reflecting that the full force of the wind was
-kept away from it by the main-topsail, and that it would certainly blow
-to pieces if I touched a rope belonging to it, I dropped on my hands
-and knees again and crawled away aft.
-
-"I saw it coming!" roared the bo'sun in my ear. "I had just time to
-sing out to Cornish to slacken the lee-braces, and to put the helm hard
-over."
-
-"We shall never be able to run!" I bellowed back. "She'll be pooped as
-sure as a gun when the sea comes! We must heave her to whilst we can.
-No use thinking of the fore-topsail--it must go!"
-
-"Look there!" shouted Cornish, dropping the spokes with one hand to
-point.
-
-There was something indeed to look at; one of the finest steamers I had
-ever seen, brig-rigged, hove to under a main-staysail. She seemed, so
-rapidly were we reeling through the water, to rise out of the sea.
-
-She lay with her bowsprit pointing across our path, just on our
-starboard bow. Lying as she was, without way on her, we should have
-run into her had the weather been thick, as surely as I live to say so.
-
-We slightly starboarded the helm, clearing her by the time we were
-abreast by not more than a quarter of a mile. But we dared not have
-hauled the ship round another point; for, with our braces all loose,
-the first spilling of the sails would have brought the yards aback, in
-which case indeed we might have called upon God to have mercy on our
-souls, for the ship would not have lived five minutes.
-
-There was something fascinating in the spectacle of that beautiful
-steamship, rolling securely in the heavy sea, revealing as she went
-over to starboard her noble graceful hull, to within a few feet of her
-keel. But there was also something unspeakably dreadful to us to see
-help so close at hand, and yet of no more use than had it offered a
-thousand miles away.
-
-There was a man on her bridge, and others doubtless watched our vessel
-unseen by us; and God knows what sensations must have been excited
-in them by the sight of our torn and whirling ship blindly rushing
-before the tempest, her sails in rags, the half-hoisted ensign bitterly
-illustrating our miserable condition, and appealing, with a power and
-pathos no human cry could express, for help which could not be given.
-
-"Let us try and heave her to now!" I shrieked, maddened by the sight of
-this ship whirling fast away on our quarter. "We can lie by her until
-the gale has done and then she will help us!"
-
-But the boatswain could not control the wheel alone: the blows of the
-sea against the rudder made it hard for even four pairs of hands to
-hold the wheel steady. I rushed to the companion and bawled for the
-steward, and when, after a long pause, he emerged, no sooner did the
-wind hit him than he rolled down the ladder.
-
-I sprang below, hauled him up by the collar of his jacket, and drove
-him with both hands to his stern up to the wheel.
-
-"Hold on to these spokes!" I roared. And then Cornish and I ran
-staggering along the poop.
-
-"Get the end of the starboard main-brace to the capstan!" I cried to
-him. "Look alive! ship one of the bars ready!"
-
-And then I scrambled as best I could down on the main-deck, and went
-floundering forward through the water that was now washing higher than
-my ankle to the fore-topsail halliards, which I let go.
-
-Crack! whiz! away went the sail, strips of it flying into the sea like
-smoke.
-
-I struggled back again on to the poop, but the violence of the wind was
-almost more than I could bear: it beat the breath out of me; it stung
-my face just as if it were filled with needles; it roared in my ears;
-it resembled a solid wall; it rolled me off my knees and hands, and
-obliged me to drag myself against it bit by bit, by whatever came in my
-road to hold on to.
-
-Cornish lay upon the deck with the end of the main-brace in his hands,
-having taken the necessary turns with it around the capstan.
-
-I laid my weight against the bar and went to work, and scrambling and
-panting, beaten half dead by the wind, and no more able to look astern
-without protecting my eyes with my hands than I could survey any object
-in a room full of blinding smoke, I gradually got the mainyard round,
-but found I had not the strength to bring it close to the mast.
-
-I saw the boatswain speak to the steward, who left the wheel to help
-me with his weight against the capstan bar.
-
-I do think at that moment that the boatswain transformed himself into
-an immovable figure of iron. Heaven knows from what measureless inner
-sources he procured the temporary strength: he clenched his teeth, and
-the muscles in his hands rose like bulbs as he hung to the wheel and
-pitted his strength against the blows of the seas upon the rudder.
-
-Brave, honest fellow! a true seaman, a true Englishman! Well would
-it be for sailors were there more of his kind among them to set them
-examples of honest labour, noble self-sacrifice, and duty ungrudgingly
-performed!
-
-The seas struck the ship heavily as she rounded to. I feared that
-she would have too much head-sail to lie close, for the foresail and
-fore-topsail were in ribbons--they might show enough roaring canvas
-when coupled with the fore-topmast staysail to make her pay off, we
-having no after-sail set to counterbalance the effect of them.
-
-However, she lay steady, that is, as the compass goes, but rolled
-fearfully, wallowing deep like a ship half full of water, and shipped
-such tremendous seas that I constantly expected to hear the crash of
-the galley stove in.
-
-I now shaded my eyes to look astern; not hoping, indeed, to see the
-steamer near, but expecting at least to find her in sight. But the
-horizon was a dull blank: not a sign of the vessel to be seen, nothing
-but the rugged line of water, and the nearer deep dark under the shadow
-of the leaden pouring clouds.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-
-In bringing the ship close to the wind in this terrible gale, without
-springing a spar, we had done what I never should have believed
-practicable to four men, taking into consideration the size of the
-ship and the prodigious force of the wind; and when I looked aloft and
-considered that only a few hours before, so to speak, the ship was
-carrying all the sail that could be put upon her, and that three men
-had stripped her of it and put her under a close-reefed main-topsail
-fit to encounter a raging hurricane, I could not help thinking that we
-had a right to feel proud of our endurance and spirit.
-
-There was no difficulty now in holding the wheel, and, had no worse sea
-than was now running been promised us, the helm might have been lashed
-and the vessel lain as comfortably as a smack with her foresail over to
-windward.
-
-The torn sails were making a hideous noise on the yards forward, and
-as there was no earthly reason why this clamour should be suffered to
-last, I called to Cornish to get his knife ready and help me to cut the
-canvas away from the jackstays. We hauled the braces taut to steady the
-yards, and then went aloft, and in ten minutes severed the fragments of
-the foresail and topsail, and they blew up into the air like paper, and
-were carried nearly half a mile before they fell into the sea.
-
-The wind was killing up aloft, and I was heartily glad to get on deck
-again, not only to escape the wind, but on account of the fore-topmast
-and top-gallant mast, both of which had been heavily tried, and now
-rocked heavily as the ship rolled, and threatened to come down with the
-weight of the yards upon them.
-
-But neither Cornish nor I had strength enough in us to stay the masts
-more securely; our journey aloft and our sojourn on the yards, and our
-fight with the wind to maintain our hold, had pretty well done for
-us; and in Cornish I took notice of that air of lassitude and dull
-indifference which creeps upon shipwrecked men when worn out with their
-struggles, and which resembles in its way the stupor which falls upon
-persons who are perishing of cold.
-
-It was fair, however, since I had had some rest, that I should now take
-a spell at the wheel, and I therefore told Cornish to go to the cabin
-lately occupied by Stevens, the ship's carpenter, and turn in, and then
-crawled aft to the poop and desired the boatswain to go below and rest
-himself, and order the steward, who had not done one-tenth of the work
-we had performed, to stand by ready to come on deck if I should call to
-him.
-
-I was now alone on deck, in the centre, so it seemed when looking
-around the horizon, of a great storm, which was fast lifting the sea
-into mountains.
-
-I took a turn round the spokes of the wheel and secured the tiller
-ropes to steady the helm, and held on, crouching to windward, so that
-I might get some shelter from the murderous force of the wind by the
-slanting deck and rail.
-
-I could better now realize our position than when at work, and the
-criticalness of it struck and awed me like a revelation.
-
-I cast my eyes upon the main-topsail, and inspected it anxiously, as
-on this sail our lives might depend. If it blew away the only sail
-remaining would be the fore-topmast staysail. In all probability the
-ship's head would at once pay off, let me keep the helm jammed down as
-hard as I pleased; the vessel would then drive before the seas, which,
-as she had not enough canvas on her to keep her running at any speed,
-would very soon topple over her stern, sweep the decks fore and aft,
-and render her unmanageable.
-
-There was likewise the further danger of the fore-topmast going, the
-whole weight of the staysail being upon it. If this went it would take
-that sail with it, and the ship would round into the wind's eye and
-drive away astern.
-
-Had there been more hands on board I should not have found these
-speculations so alarming. My first job would have been to get some of
-the cargo out of the hold and pitch it overboard, so as to lighten the
-ship, for the dead weight in her made her strain horribly. Then with
-men to help it would have been easy to get the storm trysail on if the
-topsail blew away, clap preventer backstays on to the foremast and
-fore-topmast, and rouse them taut with tackles, and send down the royal
-and top-gallant yards, so as to ease the masts of the immense leverage
-of these spars.
-
-But what could four men do--one of the four being almost useless, and
-all four exhausted not by the perils and labour of the storm only, but
-by the fight they had had to make for their lives against fellow-beings?
-
-Alone on deck, with the heavy seas splashing and thundering, and
-precipitating their volumes of water over the ship's side, with the
-gale howling and roaring through the skies, I grew bitterly despondent.
-It seemed as if God Himself were against me, that I was the sport of
-some remorseless fate, whereby I was led from one peril to another,
-from one suffering to another, and no mercy to be shown me until death
-gave me rest.
-
-And yet I was sensible of no revolt and inward rage against what
-I deemed my destiny. My being and individuality were absorbed and
-swallowed up in the power and immensity of the tempest, like a
-rain-drop in the sea. I was overwhelmed by the vastness of the dangers
-which surrounded me, by the sense of the littleness and insignificance
-of myself and my companions in the midst of this spacious theatre of
-warring winds, and raging seas, and far-reaching sky of pouring cloud.
-I felt as though all the forces of nature were directed against my
-life; and those cries which my heart would have sent up in the presence
-of dangers less tumultuous and immense were silenced by a kind of dull
-amazement, of heavy passive bewilderment, which numbed my mind and
-forced upon me an indifference to the issue without depriving me of the
-will and energy to avert it.
-
-I held my post at the wheel, being anxious that the boatswain and
-Cornish should recruit their strength by sleep, for if one or the other
-of them broke down, then, indeed, our case would be deplorable.
-
-The force of the wind was stupendous, and yet the brave main-topsail
-stood it; but not an hour had passed since the two men went below when
-a monster wave took the ship on the starboard bow and threw her up,
-rolling at the same time an immense body of water on to the decks; her
-stern, where I was crouching, sank in the hollow level with the sea,
-then as the leviathan wave rolled under her counter, the ship's bows
-fell into a prodigious trough with a sickening, whirling swoop. Ere she
-could recover, another great sea rolled right upon her, burying her
-forecastle, and rushing with the fury of a cataract along the main-deck.
-
-Another wave of that kind, and our fate was sealed.
-
-But happily these were exceptional seas; smaller waves succeeded, and
-the struggling, straining ship showed herself alive still.
-
-Alive, but maimed. That tremendous swoop had carried away the jibboom,
-and the fore top-gallant mast--the one close against the bowsprit head,
-the other a few inches above the top-gallant yard. The mast, with the
-royal yard upon it, hung all in a heap against the fore-topmast, but
-fortunately kept steady, owing to the yard-arm having jammed itself
-into the fore-topmast rigging. The jibboom was clean gone adrift and
-was washing away to leeward.
-
-This was no formidable accident, though it gave the ship a wrecked
-and broken look. I should have been well-pleased to see all three
-top-gallant masts go over the side, for the weight of the yards,
-swaying to and fro at great angles, was too much for the lower-masts,
-and not only strained the decks, but the planking to which the
-chain-plates were bolted.
-
-My great anxiety now was for the fore-topmast, which was sustaining
-the weight of the broken mast and yard, in addition to the top-gallant
-yard, still standing, and the heavy pulling of the fore-topmast
-staysail.
-
-Dreading the consequences that might follow the loss of this sail, I
-called to the steward at the top of my voice, and on his thrusting his
-head up the companion, I bade him rouse up Cornish and the boatswain,
-and send them on deck.
-
-In a very short time they both arrived, and the boatswain, on looking
-forward, immediately comprehended our position and anticipated my order.
-
-"The topmast 'll go!" he roared in my ear. "Better let go the
-staysail-halliards, and make a short job o' it."
-
-"Turn to and do it at once," I replied. Away they skurried. I lost
-sight of them when they were once off the poop, and it seemed an
-eternity before they showed themselves again on the forecastle.
-
-No wonder! They had to wade and struggle through a rough sea on the
-main-deck, which obliged them to hold on, for minutes at a time, to
-whatever they could put their hands to.
-
-I wanted them to bear a hand in getting rid of the staysail, for, with
-the wheel hard down, the ship showed a tendency to fall off. But it was
-impossible for me to make my voice heard; I could only wave my hand;
-the boatswain understood the gesture, and I saw him motion to Cornish
-to clear off the forecastle. He then ran over to leeward and let go the
-fore-topmast staysail sheet and halliards, and, this done, he could do
-no more but take to his heels.
-
-The hullabaloo was frightful--the thundering of the sails, the snapping
-and cracking of the sheets.
-
-Boom! I knew it must follow. It was a choice of two evils--to poop the
-ship or lose a mast.
-
-Down came the topmast, splintering and crashing with a sound that rose
-above the roar of the gale, and in a minute was swinging against the
-shrouds--an awful wreck to behold in such a scene of raging sea and
-buried decks.
-
-I knew well now what ought to be done, and done without delay; for the
-staysail was in the water, ballooning out to every wave, and dragging
-the ship's head round more effectually than had the sail been set.
-
-But I had a wonderful ally in the boatswain--keen, unerring, and
-intrepid, a consummate sailor. I should never have had the heart to
-give him the order; and yet there he was, and Cornish by his side, at
-work, knife in hand, cutting and hacking away for dear life.
-
-A long and perilous job indeed!--now up aloft, now down, soaked by the
-incessant seas that thundered over the ship's bows, tripping over the
-raffle that encumbered the deck, actually swarming out on the bowsprit
-with their knives between their teeth, at moments plunged deep in the
-sea, yet busy again as they were lifted high in the air.
-
-I draw my breath as I write. I have the scene before me: I see the
-ropes parting under the knives of the men. I close my eyes as I behold
-once more the boiling wave that buries them, and dare not look, lest
-I should find them gone. I hear the hooting of the hurricane, the
-groaning of the over-loaded vessel, and over all the faint hurrah those
-brave spirits utter as the last rope is severed and the unwieldly wreck
-of spars and cordage falls overboard and glides away upon a running
-sea, and the ship comes to again under my hand, and braves, with her
-bows almost at them, the merciless onslaught of the huge green waves.
-
-Only the day before, one of these men was a mutineer, blood-stained
-already, and prepared for new murders!
-
-Strange translation! from base villainy to actions heroical! But those
-who know sailors best will least doubt their capacity of gauging
-extremes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-
-By the loss of the fore-topmast the ship was greatly eased. In almost
-every sea that we had encountered since leaving England, I had observed
-the immense leverage exerted over the deep-lying hull by the weight
-of her lofty spars; and by the effect which the carrying away of the
-fore-topmast had produced, I had no doubt that our position would be
-rendered far less critical, while the vessel would rise to the waves
-with much greater ease, if we could rid her of a portion of her immense
-top-weight.
-
-I waited until the boatswain came aft, and then surrendered the wheel
-to Cornish; after which I crouched with the boatswain under the lee of
-the companion, where, at least, we could hear each other's voices.
-
-"She pitches easier since that fore-topmast went, bo'sun. There is
-still too much top-hamper. The main-royal stay is gone, and the mast
-can't stand long, I think, unless we stay it forrard again. But we
-mustn't lose the topmast."
-
-"No, we can't do without him. Yet there's a risk of him goin' too, if
-you cut away the top-gall'nt backstays. What's to prevent him?" said
-he, looking up at the mast.
-
-"Oh, I know how to prevent it," I replied. "I'll go aloft with a
-hand-saw and wound the mast. What do you think? Shall we let it carry
-away?"
-
-"Yes," he replied promptly. "She'll be another ship with them masts
-out of her. If it comes on fine we'll make shift to bend on the new
-foresail, and get a jib on her by a stay from the lower mast-head to
-the bowsprit end. Then," he continued, calculating on his fingers,
-"we shall have the main-topmast stays'l, mizzen-topmast stays'l,
-main-topsail, mains'l, mizzen, mizzen-tops'l,--six and two makes
-height--height sails on her--a bloomin' show o' canvas!"
-
-He ran his eye aloft, and said emphatically--
-
-"I'm for lettin' of 'em go, most sartinly."
-
-I got up, but he caught hold of my arm.
-
-"I'll go aloft," said he.
-
-"No, no," I replied, "it's my turn. You stand by to cut away the
-lanyards to leeward, and then get to windward and wait for me. We must
-watch for a heavy lurch, for we don't want the spars to fall amidships
-and drive a hole through the deck."
-
-Saying which I got off the poop and made for the cabin lately shared
-between the carpenter and the boatswain, where I should find a saw in
-the tool chest.
-
-I crept along the main-deck to leeward, but was washed off my feet in
-spite of every precaution, and thrown with my head against the bulwark,
-but the blow was more bewildering than hurtful. Fortunately, everything
-was secure, so there were no pounding casks and huge spars driving
-about like battering rams, to dodge.
-
-I found a saw, and also laid hold of the sounding-rod, so that I might
-try the well, being always very distrustful of the boatswain's plugs
-in the fore hold; but on drawing up the rod out of the sounding-pipe,
-I found there were not above five to six inches of water in her, and,
-as the pumps sucked at four inches, I had not only the satisfaction of
-knowing that the ship was tight in her hull, but that she was draining
-in very little water from her decks.
-
-This discovery of the ship's soundness filled me with joy, and,
-thrusting the saw down my waistcoat, I sprang into the main-rigging
-with a new feeling of life in me.
-
-I could not help thinking as I went ploughing and clinging my way up
-the ratlines, that the hurricane was less furious than it had been an
-hour ago; but this, I dare say, was more my hope than my conviction,
-for, exposed as I now was to the full force of the wind, its power and
-outcry were frightful. There were moments when it jammed me so hard
-against the shrouds that I could not have stirred an inch--no, not to
-save my life.
-
-I remember once reading an account of the wreck of a vessel called the
-_Wager_, where it was told that so terrible was the appearance of the
-sea that many of the sailors went raving mad with fear at the sight of
-it, some throwing themselves overboard in their delirium, and others
-falling flat on the deck and rolling to and fro with the motion of the
-ship, without making the smallest effort to help themselves.
-
-I believe that much such a sea as drove those poor creatures wild was
-spread below me now, and I can only thank Almighty God for giving me
-the courage to witness the terrible spectacle without losing my reason.
-
-No words that I am master of could submit the true picture of this
-whirling, mountainous, boiling scene to you. The waves, fore-shortened
-to my sight by my elevation above them, drew nevertheless a deeper
-shadow into their caverns, so that, so lively was this deception of
-colouring, each time the vessel's head fell into one of these hollows,
-it seemed as though she were plunging into a measureless abysm, as
-roaring and awful as a maelström, from which it would be impossible
-for her to rise in time to lift to the next great wave that was rushing
-upon her.
-
-When, after incredible toil, I succeeded in gaining the cross-trees, I
-paused for some moments to recover breath, during which I looked, with
-my fingers shading my eyes, carefully all round the horizon, but saw no
-ship in sight.
-
-The topmast was pretty steady, but the top-gallant mast rocked
-heavily, owing to the main-royal stay being carried away; moreover,
-the boatswain had already let go the royal and top-gallant braces, so
-that they might run out when the mast fell, and leave it free to go
-overboard; and the yards swinging in the wind and to the plunging of
-the ship, threatened every moment to bring down the whole structure of
-masts, including all or a part of the topmast, so that I was in the
-greatest peril.
-
-In order, therefore, to lose no time, I put my knife in my teeth, and
-shinned up the top-gallant rigging, where, holding on with one hand, I
-cut the top-gallant stay adrift, though the strands were so hard that
-I thought I should never accomplish the job. This support being gone,
-the mast jumped wildly, insomuch that I commended my soul to God, every
-instant believing that I should be shaken off the mast or that it would
-go overboard with me.
-
-However, I succeeded in sliding down again into the cross-trees, and
-having cut away the top-gallant rigging to leeward, I pulled out my saw
-and went to work at the mast with it, sawing the mast just under the
-yard, so that it might go clean off at that place.
-
-When I had sawed deep enough, I cut away the weather rigging and got
-down into the maintop as fast as ever I could, and sung out to the
-boatswain to cut away to leeward.
-
-By the time I reached the deck, all was adrift to leeward, and the mast
-was now held in its place by the weather backstays. I dropped into the
-chains and there helped the boatswain with my knife, and, watching an
-opportunity when the ship rolled heavily to leeward, we cut through the
-lanyards of the top-gallant backstay, and the whole structure of spar,
-yards, and rigging went flying overboard.
-
-Encouraged by the success of these operations, and well knowing that
-a large measure of our safety depended upon our easing the ship of
-her top-hamper, I sung out that we would now cut away the mizzen
-top-gallant mast, and once more went aloft, though the boatswain begged
-hard to take my place this time.
-
-This spar, being much lighter and smaller, did not threaten me so
-dangerously as the other had done, and in a tolerably short space
-of time we had sent it flying overboard after the main top-gallant
-mast; and all this we did without further injury to ourselves than a
-temporary deprivation of strength and breath.
-
-The ship had now the appearance of a wreck; and yet in her mutilated
-condition was safer than she had been at any moment since the gale
-first sprang up. The easing her of all this top-weight seemed to make
-her as buoyant as though we had got a hundred tons of cargo out of her.
-Indeed, I was now satisfied, providing everything stood, and the wind
-did not increase in violence, that she would be able to ride out the
-gale.
-
-Cornish (as well as the boatswain and myself) was soaked through and
-through; we therefore arranged that the boatswain and I should go
-below and shift our clothes, and that the boatswain should then relieve
-Cornish.
-
-So down we went, I, for one, terribly exhausted, but cheered all the
-same by an honest hope that we should save our lives and the ship after
-all.
-
-I stepped into the pantry to swallow a dram so as to get my nerves
-together, for I was trembling all over with the weariness in me, and
-cold as ice on the skin from the repeated dousings I had received; and
-then changed my clothes; and never was anything more comforting and
-grateful than the feel of the dry flannel and the warm stockings and
-sea-boots which I exchanged for shoes that sopped like brown paper and
-came to pieces in my hand when I pulled them off.
-
-The morning was far advanced, a little past eleven. I was anxious to
-ask Miss Robertson how she did, and reassure her as to our position
-before going on deck to take observations, and therefore went to her
-cabin door and listened, meaning to knock and ask her leave to see her
-if I heard her voice in conversation with her father.
-
-I strained my ear, but the creaking and groaning of the ship inside,
-and the bellowing of the wind outside, were so violent, that had the
-girl been singing at the top of her voice I do not believe that I
-should have heard her.
-
-I longed to see her, and shook the handle of the door, judging that she
-would distinguish this sound amid the other noises which prevailed,
-and, sure enough, the door opened, and her sweet face looked out.
-
-She showed herself fully when she saw me, and came into the cuddy,
-and was going to address me, but a look of agonized sorrow came into
-her face; she dropped on her knees before the bench at the table
-and buried her head, and never was there an attitude of grief more
-expressive of piteous misery than this.
-
-My belief was that the frightful rolling of the ship had crazed her
-brain, and that she fancied I had come to tell her we were sinking.
-
-Not to allow this false impression to affect her an instant longer than
-could be helped, I dropped on one knee by her side, and at once told
-her that the ship had been eased, and was riding well, and that the
-gale, as I believed, was breaking.
-
-She shook her head, still keeping her face buried, as though she would
-say that it was not the danger we were in that had given her that
-misery.
-
-"Tell me what has happened?" I exclaimed. "Your troubles and trials
-have been very, very great--too great for you to bear, brave and
-true-hearted as you are. It unmans me and breaks me down to see you in
-this attitude. For your own sake, keep up your courage a little longer.
-The first ship that passes when this gale abates will take us on board;
-and there are three of us still with you who will never yield an inch
-to any danger that may come whilst their life holds out and yours
-remains to be saved."
-
-She upturned her pale face, streaming with tears, and said the simple
-words, but in a tone I shall never forget--"Papa is dead!"
-
-Was it so, indeed?
-
-And was I so purblind as to wrong her beautiful and heroic character by
-supposing her capable of being crazed with fears for her own life.
-
-I rose from her side, and stood looking at her in silence. I had
-nothing to say.
-
-However dangerous our situation might have been, I should still have
-known how to comfort and encourage her.
-
-But--her father was dead!
-
-This was a blow I could not avert--a sorrow no labour could remit. It
-struck home hard to me.
-
-I took her hand and raised her, and entered the cabin hand in hand
-with her. The moisture of the deck dulled the transparency of the
-bull's-eye, but sufficient light was admitted through the port-hole to
-enable me to see him. He was as white as a sheet, and his hair frosted
-his head, and made him resemble a piece of marble carving. His under
-jaw had dropped, and that was the great and prominent signal of the
-thing that had come to him.
-
-Poor old man! lying dead under the coarse blanket, with his thin hands
-folded, as though he had died in prayer, and a most peaceful holy calm
-in his face!
-
-Was it worth while bringing him from the wreck for this?
-
-"God was with him when he died," I said, and I closed his poor eyes as
-tenderly as my rough hands would let me.
-
-She looked at him, speechless with grief, and then burst into an
-uncontrollable fit of crying.
-
-My love and tenderness, my deep pity of her lonely helplessness, were
-all so great an impulse in me that I took her in my arms and held her
-whilst she sobbed upon my shoulder. I am sure that she knew my sorrow
-was deep and real, and that I held her to my heart that she might not
-feel her loneliness.
-
-When her great outburst of grief was passed, I made her sit; and
-then she told me that when she had left the deck, she had looked at
-her father before lying down, and thought him sleeping very calmly.
-He was not dead then. Oh, no! she had noticed by the motion of the
-covering on him that he was breathing peacefully. Being very tired she
-had fallen asleep quickly, and slept soundly. She awoke, not half an
-hour before she heard me trying the handle of the door. The rolling
-and straining of the ship frightened her, and she heard one of the
-masts go overboard. She got out of bed, meaning to call her father, so
-that he might be ready to follow her, if the ship were sinking (as she
-believed it was), on to the deck, but could not wake him. She took him
-by the arm, and this bringing her close to his face, she saw that he
-was dead. She would have called me, but dreaded to leave the cabin lest
-she should be separated from her father. Meanwhile she heard the fall
-of another mast alongside, and the ship at the moment rolling heavily,
-she believed the vessel actually sinking, and flung herself upon
-her father's body, praying to God that her death might be mercifully
-speedy, and that the waves might not separate them in death.
-
-At this point she broke down and cried again bitterly.
-
-When I came to think over what she had gone through during that half
-hour--the dead body of her father before her, of him whose life a few
-hours before she had no serious fear of, and the bitterness of death
-which she had tasted in the dreadful persuasion that the vessel was
-sinking, I was too much affected to speak. I could only hold her hands
-and caress them, wondering in my heart that God who loves and blesses
-all things that are good and pure, should single out this beautiful,
-helpless, heroic girl for suffering so complicated and miserable.
-
-After a while I explained that it was necessary I should leave her, as
-I was desirous of observing the position of the sun, and promised, if
-no new trouble detained me on deck, to return to her as soon as I had
-completed my observations.
-
-So without further words I came away and got my sextant, and went on
-deck.
-
-I found Cornish still at the wheel, and the boatswain leaning over
-the weather side of the ship about half-way down the poop, watching
-the hull of the vessel as she rolled and plunged. I might have saved
-myself the trouble of bringing the sextant with me, for there was not
-only no sign of the sun now, but no promise of its showing itself
-even for a minute. Three impenetrable strata of cloud obscured the
-heavens: the first, a universal mist or thickness, tolerably bright as
-it lay nearest the sun; beneath this, ranges of heavier clouds, which
-had the appearance of being stationary, owing to the speed at which
-the ponderous smoke-coloured clouds composing the lowest stratum were
-swept past them. Under this whirling gloomy sky the sea was tossing
-in mountains, and between sea and cloud the storm was sweeping with a
-stupendous voice, and with a power so great that no man on shore who
-could have experienced its fury there, would believe that anything
-afloat could encounter it and live.
-
-I remained until noon anxiously watching the sky, hoping that the
-outline of the sun might swim out, if for a few moments only, and give
-me a chance to fix it.
-
-I was particularly wishful to get sights, because, if the wind abated,
-we might be able to wear the ship and stand for the Bermudas, which was
-the land the nearest to us that I knew of. But I could not be certain
-as to the course to be steered unless I knew my latitude and longitude.
-The _Grosvenor_, now hove to in this furious gale, was drifting dead
-to leeward at from three to four knots an hour. Consequently, if the
-weather remained thick and this monstrous sea lasted, I should be out
-of my reckoning altogether next day. This was the more to be deplored,
-as every mile was of serious consequence to persons in our position,
-as it would represent so many hours more of hard work and bitter
-expectation.
-
-The boatswain had by this time taken the wheel, to let Cornish go below
-to change his clothes, and, as no conversation could be carried on in
-that unsheltered part of the deck, I reserved what I had to say to him
-for another opportunity, and returned to the cuddy.
-
-I could not bear to think of the poor girl being alone with her dead
-father in the darksome cabin, where the grief of death would be
-augmented by the dismaying sounds of the groaning timbers and the
-furious wash of the water against the ship's side.
-
-I went to her and begged her to come to me to my own cabin, which,
-being to windward and having two bull's-eyes in the deck, was lighter
-and more cheerful than hers.
-
-"Your staying here," I said, "cannot recall your poor father to life,
-and I know, if he were alive, he would wish me to take you away. He
-will rest quietly here, Miss Robertson, and we will close the cabin
-door and leave him for a while."
-
-I drew her gently from the cabin, and when I had got her into the
-cuddy, I closed the door upon the dead old man, and led her by the hand
-to my own cabin.
-
-"I intend," I said, "that you shall occupy this berth, and I will
-remove into the cabin next to this."
-
-She answered in broken tones that she could not bear the thought of
-being separated from her father.
-
-"But you will not be separated from him," I answered, "even though you
-should never see him more with your eyes. There is only one separation,
-and that is when the heart turns and the memory forgets. He will always
-be with you in your thoughts, a dear friend, a dear companion, and
-father, as in life; not absent because he is dead, since I think that
-death makes those whom we love doubly our own, for they become spirits
-to watch over us, to dwell near us, let us journey where we please, and
-their affection is not to be chilled by any worldly selfishness. Try
-to think thus of the dead. It is not a parting that should pain us.
-Your father has set out on his journey before you; death is but a short
-leave-taking, and only a man who is doomed to live for ever could look
-upon death as an eternal separation."
-
-She wept quietly, and once or twice looked at me as though she would
-smile through her tears, to let me know that she was grateful for my
-poor attempts to console her; but she could not smile. Rough and idle
-as my words were, yet, in the fulness of my sympathy, and my knowledge
-of her trials, and my sense of the dangers which, even as I spoke, were
-raging round us, my voice faltered, and I turned to hide my face.
-
-It happened then that my eye lighted upon the little Bible I had
-carried with me in all my voyages ever since I had gone to sea, and I
-felt that now, with the old man lying dead, and his poor child's grief,
-and our own hard and miserable position, was the fitting time to invoke
-God's mercy, and to pray to Him to watch over us.
-
-I spoke to that effect to Miss Robertson, and said that if she
-consented I would call in Cornish and the steward and ask them to join
-us; that the boatswain was at the wheel and could not leave his post,
-but we might believe that the Almighty would accept the brave man's
-faithful discharge of his duty as a prayer, and would not overlook him,
-if our prayers were accepted, because he could not kneel in company
-with us.
-
-"Let him know that we are praying," she exclaimed, eagerly, "and he
-will pray too."
-
-I saw that my suggestion had aroused her, and at once left the cabin
-and went on deck, and going close to the boatswain I said--
-
-"Poor Mr. Robertson is dead, and his daughter is in great grief."
-
-"Ah, poor lady!" he replied. "I hope God 'll spare her. She's a brave
-young woman, and seen a sight more trouble within the last fortnight
-than so pretty a gell desarves."
-
-"Bo'sun, I am going to call in Cornish and the steward, and read
-prayers and ask God for His protection. I should have liked you, brave
-old messmate, to join; but, as you can't leave the deck, pray with us
-in your heart, will you?"
-
-"Ay, ay, that I will, heartily; an' I hope for the lady's sake that God
-Almighty 'll hear us, for I'd sooner die myself than she should, poor
-gell, for I'm older, and it's my turn afore hers by rights."
-
-I clapped him on the back and went below, where I called to the steward
-and Cornish, both of whom came aft on hearing my voice.
-
-During my absence, Miss Robertson had taken the Bible and laid it open
-on the table; and when the two men came in I said--
-
-"My lads, we are in the hands of God, who is our Father; and I will
-ask you to join this lady and me in thanking Him for the mercy and
-protection He has already vouchsafed us, and to pray to Him to lead us
-out of present peril and bring us safely to the home we love."
-
-The steward said "Yes, sir," and looked about him for a place to sit or
-kneel, but Cornish hung his head and glanced at the door shamefacedly.
-
-"You need not stop unless you wish, Cornish," said I. "But why should
-you not join us? The way you have worked, the honest manner in which
-you have behaved, amply atone for the past. From no man can more than
-hearty repentance be expected, and we all stand in need of each other's
-prayers. Join us, mate."
-
-"Won't it be makin' a kind of game o' religion for the likes o' me to
-pray?" he answered. "I was for murderin' you an' the lady and all hands
-as are left on board this wessel--what 'ud be the use o' _my_ prayers?"
-
-Miss Robertson went over to him and took his hand.
-
-"God," said she, "has told us that there is more joy in heaven over one
-sinner that repenteth than over ninety and nine just persons who need
-no repentance. But who is good among us, Cornish? Be sure that as you
-repent so are you forgiven. My poor father lies dead in his cabin, and
-I wish you to pray with me for him, and to pray with us for our own
-poor lives. Mr. Royle," she said, "Cornish will stay."
-
-And with an expression on her face of infinite sweetness and pathos,
-she drew him to one of the cushioned lockers and seated herself by his
-side.
-
-I saw that her charming wonderful grace, her cordial tender voice, and
-her condescension, which a man of his condition would feel, had deeply
-moved him.
-
-The steward seated himself on the other side of her, and I began to
-read from the open book before me, beginning the chapter which she had
-chosen for us during my absence on deck. This chapter was the eleventh
-of St. John, wherein is related the story of that sickness "which was
-not unto death, but for the glory of God, that the Son of God might be
-glorified thereby."
-
-I read only to the thirty-sixth verse, for what followed that did not
-closely apply to our position; but there were passages preceding it
-which stirred me to the centre of my heart, knowing how they went home
-to the mourner, more especially those pregnant lines--"Martha saith
-unto Him, I know that he shall rise again in the resurrection at the
-last day. Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection and the life: he
-that believeth in Me, though he were dead, yet shall he live," which
-made me feel that the words I had formerly addressed to her were not
-wholly idle.
-
-I then turned to St. Matthew, and read from the eighth chapter those
-few verses wherein it is told that Christ entered a ship with His
-disciples, and that there arose a great storm. Only men in a tempest at
-sea, their lives in jeopardy, and worn out with anxiety and the fear of
-death, know how great is the comfort to be got out of this brief story
-of our Lord's power over the elements, and His love of those whom He
-died to save; and, taking this as a kind of text, I knelt down, the
-others imitating me, and prayed that He who rebuked the sea and the
-wind before His doubting disciples, would be with us who believed in
-Him in our present danger.
-
-Many things I said (feeling that He whom I addressed was our Father,
-and that He alone could save us) which have gone from my mind, and
-tears stood in my eyes as I prayed; but I was not ashamed to let the
-others see them, even if they had not been as greatly affected as
-I, which was not the case. Nor would I conclude my prayer without
-entreating God to comfort the heart of the mourner, and to receive in
-heaven the soul of him for whom she was weeping.
-
-I then shook Cornish and the steward heartily by the hand, and I am
-sure, by the expression in Cornish's face, that he was glad he had
-stayed, and that his kneeling in prayer had done him good.
-
-"Now," said I, "you had best get your dinner, and relieve the
-boatswain; and you, steward, obtain what food you can, and bring it to
-us here, and then you and the bo'sun can dine together."
-
-The two men left the cabin, and I went and seated myself beside Miss
-Robertson, and said all that I could to comfort her.
-
-She was very grateful to me for my prayers for herself and her father,
-and already, as though she had drawn support from our little service,
-spoke with some degree of calmness of his death. It would have made her
-happy, she said, could she have kissed him before he died, and have
-been awake to attend to any last want.
-
-I told her that I believed he had died in his sleep, without a
-struggle; for, so recent as his death was, less placidity would have
-appeared in his face had he died awake or conscious. I added that
-secretly I had never believed he would live to reach Valparaiso, had
-the ship continued her voyage. He was too old a man to suffer and
-survive the physical and mental trials he had passed through; and sad
-though his death was under the circumstances which surrounded it, yet
-she must think that it had only been hastened a little; for he was
-already an old man, and his end might have been near, even had all
-prospered and he had reached England in his own ship.
-
-By degrees I drew her mind away from the subject by leading her
-thoughts to our own critical position. At another time I should have
-softened my account of our danger: but I thought it best to speak
-plainly, as the sense of the insecurity of our lives would in some
-measure distract her thoughts from her father's death.
-
-She asked me if the storm was not abating.
-
-"It is not increasing in violence," I answered, "which is a good sign.
-But there is one danger to be feared which must very shortly take me
-on deck. The wind may suddenly lull and blow again hard from another
-quarter. This would be the worst thing that could happen to us, for we
-should then have what is called a cross sea, and the ship is so deeply
-loaded that we might have great difficulty in keeping her afloat."
-
-"May I go on deck with you?"
-
-"You would not be able to stand. Feel this!" I exclaimed, as the ship's
-stern rose to a sickening height and then came down, down, down, with
-the water roaring about her as high as our ears.
-
-"Let me go with you!" she pleaded.
-
-"Very well," I replied, meaning to keep her under the companion,
-half-way up the ladder.
-
-I took a big top-coat belonging to the captain and buttoned her up in
-it, and also tied his fur cap over her head, so that she would be well
-protected from the wind, whilst the coat would keep her dress close
-against her.
-
-I then slipped on my oilskins, and taking a strong grip of her hand to
-steady her, led her up the companion ladder.
-
-"Do not come any farther," said I.
-
-"Wherever you go I will go," she answered, grasping my arm.
-
-Admiring her courage and stirred by her words, which were as dear to me
-as a kiss from her lips would have been, I led her right on to the deck
-over to windward, and made her sit on a small coil of rope just under
-the rail.
-
-The sea was no heavier than it had been since the early morning, and
-yet my short absence below had transformed it into a sublime and
-stupendous novelty.
-
-You will remember that not only was the _Grosvenor_ a small ship, but
-that she lay deep, with a free board lower by a foot and a half than
-she ought to have shown.
-
-The height from the poop rail to the water was not above twelve feet;
-and it is therefore no exaggeration to say that the sea, running from
-fifteen to twenty feet high, stood like walls on either side of her.
-
-To appreciate the effect of such a sea upon a ship like the
-_Grosvenor_, you must have crossed the Atlantic in a hurricane, not in
-an immense and powerful ocean steamer, but in a yacht.
-
-But even this experience would not enable you to realise our danger;
-for the yacht would not be overloaded with cargo, she would probably be
-strong, supple, and light; whereas the _Grosvenor_ was choked to the
-height of the hold with seven hundred and fifty tons of dead weight,
-and was a Nova Scotia soft wood ship, which means that she might start
-a butt at any moment and go to pieces in one of her frightful swoops
-downwards.
-
-Having lodged Miss Robertson in a secure and sheltered place, I crawled
-along the poop on to the main-deck and sounded the well again. I found
-a trifle over six inches of water in her, which satisfied me that she
-was still perfectly tight, and that the extra leakage was owing to the
-drainings from the decks.
-
-I regained the poop and communicated the good news to the boatswain,
-who nodded; but I noticed that there was more anxiety in his face than
-I liked to see, and that he watched the ship very closely each time she
-pitched with extra heaviness.
-
-Miss Robertson was looking up at the masts with alarmed eyes; but
-I pointed to them and smiled, and shook my head to let her know
-that their wrecked appearance need not frighten her. I then took
-the telescope, and, making it fast over my back, clambered into the
-mizzen-top, she watching my ascent with her hands tightly clasped.
-
-The ensign still roared some half-dozen feet below the gaff-end; it was
-a brave bit of bunting to hold on as it did. I planted myself firmly
-against the rigging, and carefully swept the weather horizon, and
-finding nothing there, pointed the glass to leeward; but all that part
-of the sea was likewise a waste of foaming waves, with never a sign of
-a ship in all the raging seas.
-
-I was greatly disappointed, for though no ship could have helped us in
-such a sea, yet the sight of one hove to near us--and no ship afloat,
-sailer or steamer, but must have hove to in that gale--would have
-comforted us greatly, as a promise of help at hand, and rescue to come
-when the wind should have gone down.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-
-All that day the wind continued to blow with frightful force, and the
-sky to wear its menacing aspect. On looking, however, at the barometer
-at four o'clock in the afternoon, I observed a distinct rise in the
-mercury; but I did not dare to feel elated by this promise of an
-improvement; for, as I have before said, the only thing the mercury
-foretells is a change of weather, but what kind of change you shall
-never be sure of until it comes.
-
-What I most dreaded was the veering of the gale to an opposite quarter,
-whereby, a new sea being set running right athwart, or in the eye of
-the already raging sea, our decks would be helplessly swept and the
-ship grow unmanageable.
-
-A little after eight the wind sensibly decreased, and, to my great
-delight, the sky cleared in the direction whence the gale was blowing,
-so that there was a prospect of the sea subsiding before the wind
-shifted, that is, if it shifted at all.
-
-When Cornish, who had been below resting after a long spell, came on
-deck and saw the stars shining, and that the gale was moderating, he
-stared upwards like one spell-bound, and then, running up to me, seized
-my hand and wrung it in silence.
-
-I heartily returned this mute congratulation, and we both went over
-and shook hands with the boatswain; and those who can appreciate the
-dangers of the frightful storm that had been roaring about us all day,
-and feel with us in the sentiments of despair and helplessness which
-the peril we stood in awoke in us, will understand the significance of
-our passionate silence as we held each other's hand and looked upon the
-bright stars, which shone like the blessing of God upon our forlorn
-state.
-
-I was eager to show Mary Robertson those glorious harbingers, and ran
-below to bring her on deck.
-
-I found her again in the cabin in which her father lay, bending over
-his body in prayer. I waited until she turned her head, and then
-exclaimed that the wind was falling, and that all the sky in the
-north-west was bright with stars, and begged her to follow me and see
-them.
-
-She came immediately, and, after looking around her, cried out in a
-rapturous voice--
-
-"Oh, Mr. Royle! God has heard our prayers!" and, in the wildness of her
-emotions, burst into a flood of tears.
-
-I held her hand as I answered--
-
-"It was your grief that moved me to pray to Him, and I consider you
-our guardian angel on board this ship, and that God who loves you will
-spare our lives for your sake."
-
-"No, no; do not say so; I am not worthier than you--not worthier than
-the brave boatswain and Cornish, whose repentance would do honour to
-the noblest heart. Oh, if my poor father had but been spared to me!"
-
-She turned her pale face and soft and swimming eyes up to the stars and
-gazed at them intently, as though she witnessed a vision there.
-
-But though the wind had abated, it still blew a gale, and the sea
-boiled and tumbled about us and over our decks in a manner that would
-have been terrifying had we not seen it in a greater state of fury.
-
-I sent the steward forward to see if he could get the galley fire to
-burn, so as to boil us some water for coffee, for though the ship was
-in a warm latitude, yet the wind, owing to its strength, was at times
-piercingly cold, and we all longed for a hot drink--a cup of hot coffee
-or cocoa being infinitely more invigorating, grateful, and warming than
-any kind of spirits drunk cold.
-
-All that the steward did, however, was to get wet through; and this he
-managed so effectually that he came crawling aft, looking precisely as
-if he had been fished out of the water with grappling-hooks.
-
-I lighted a bull's-eye lamp and went to the pumps and sounded the well.
-
-On hauling up the rod I found to my consternation that there were nine
-inches of water in the ship.
-
-I was so much startled by this discovery that I stood for some moments
-motionless; then, bethinking me that one of the plugged auger holes
-might be leaking, I slipped forward without saying a word to the
-others, and, getting a large mallet from the tool-chest, I entered the
-forecastle, so as to get into the fore peak.
-
-I had not been in the forecastle since the men had left the ship, and
-I cannot describe the effect produced upon me by this dark deserted
-abode, with its row of idly swinging hammocks glimmering in the light
-shed by the bull's-eye lamp; the black chests of the seamen which they
-had left behind them; here and there a suit of dark oilskins suspended
-by a nail and looking like a hanged man; the hollow space resonant with
-the booming thunder of the seas and the mighty wash of water swirling
-over the top-gallant deck.
-
-The whole scene took a peculiarly ghastly significance from the
-knowledge that of all the men who had occupied those hammocks and
-bunks, one only survived; for four of them we ourselves had killed, and
-I could not suppose that the long-boat had lived ten minutes after the
-gale had broken upon her.
-
-I made my way over the cable-ranges, stooping my head to clear the
-hammocks, and striking my shins against the sea-chests, and swung
-myself into the hold.
-
-Here I found myself against the water casks, close against the cargo,
-and just beyond was the bulk-head behind which the boatswain had hidden
-while Stevens bored the holes.
-
-Carefully throwing the light over the walls, I presently perceived the
-plugs or ends of the broom-stick protruding; and going close to them I
-found they were perfectly tight, that no sign of moisture was visible
-around them.
-
-It may seem strange that this discovery vexed and alarmed me.
-
-And yet this was the case.
-
-It would have made me perfectly easy in my mind to have seen the water
-gushing in through one of these holes, because not only would a few
-blows of the mallet have set it to rights, but it would have acquainted
-me with the cause of the small increase of water in the hold.
-
-Now that cause must be sought elsewhere.
-
-Was it possible that the apprehensions I had felt each time the ship
-had taken one of her tremendous headers were to be realised?--that she
-had strained a butt or started a bolt in some ungetatable place?
-
-Here where I stood, deep in the ship, below the water-line, it was
-frightful to hear her straining, it was frightful to feel her motion.
-
-The whole place resounded with groans and cries, as if the hold had
-been filled with wounded men.
-
-What bolts, though forged by a Cyclops, could resist that horrible
-grinding?--could hold together the immense weight which the sea threw
-up as a child a ball, leaving parts of it poised in air, out of water,
-unsustained save by the structure that contained it, then letting the
-whole hull fall with a hollow, horrible crash into a chasm between the
-waves, beating it first here, then there, with blows the force of which
-was to be calculated in hundreds of tons?
-
-I scrambled up through the fore scuttle, and perceiving Cornish smoking
-a pipe under the break of the poop, I desired he would go and relieve
-the boatswain at the wheel for a short while and send him to me, as I
-had something particular to say to him.
-
-I waited until the boatswain came, as here was the best place I could
-choose to conduct a conversation.
-
-Beyond all question the wind was falling, and though the ship still
-rolled terribly, she was not taking in nearly so much water over her
-sides.
-
-I re-trimmed the lamp in my hand, and in a few minutes the boatswain
-joined me.
-
-I said to him at once--
-
-"I have just made nine inches of water in the hold."
-
-"When was that?" he inquired.
-
-"Ten minutes ago."
-
-"When you sounded the well before what did you find?"
-
-"Between five and six inches."
-
-"I'll tell you what it is, sir," said he. "You'll hexcuse me sayin' of
-it, but it's no easy job to get at the true depth of water in a ship's
-bottom when she's tumblin' about like this here."
-
-"I think I got correct soundings."
-
-"Suppose," he continued, "you drop the rod when she's on her beam ends.
-Where's the water? Why, the water lies all on one side, and the rod 'll
-come up pretty near dry."
-
-"I waited until the ship was level."
-
-"Ah, _you_ did, because you knows your work. But it's astonishin' what
-few persons there are as really _does_ know how to sound the pumps.
-You'll hexcuse me, sir, but I should like to drop the rod myself."
-
-"Certainly," I replied, "and I hope you'll make it less than I."
-
-In order to render my description clear to readers not acquainted with
-such details, I may state that in most large ships there is a pipe that
-leads from the upper deck, alongside the pumps, down to the bottom or
-within a few inches of the bottom of the vessel. The water in the hold
-necessarily rises to the height of its own level in this pipe; and in
-order to gauge the depth of water, a dry rod of iron, usually graduated
-in feet and inches, is attached to the end of a line and dropped down
-the tube, and when drawn up the depth of water is ascertained by the
-height of the water on the rod.
-
-It is not too much to say that no method for determining this essential
-point in a ship's safety could well be more susceptible of inaccuracy
-than this.
-
-The immersed rod, on being withdrawn from the tube, wets the sides of
-the tube; hence, though the rod be dry when it is dropped a second
-time, it is wetted in its passage down the tube; and as the accuracy
-of its indication is dependent on its exhibiting the mark of the level
-of water, it is manifest that if it becomes wetted before reaching the
-water, the result it shows on being withdrawn must be erroneous.
-
-Secondly, as the boatswain remarked to me, if the well be sounded at
-any moment when the vessel is inclined at any angle on one side or the
-other, the water must necessarily roll to the side to which the vessel
-inclines, by which the height of the water in the well is depressed, so
-that the rod will not report the true depth.
-
-Hence, to use the sounding-rod properly, one must not only possess good
-sense, but exercise very great judgment.
-
-I held the lamp close to the sounding-pipe, and the boatswain carefully
-dried the rod on his coat preparatory to dropping it.
-
-He then let it fall some distance down the tube, keeping it, however,
-well above the bottom, until the ship, midway in a roll, stood for a
-moment on a level keel.
-
-He instantly dropped the rod, and hauling it up quickly, remarked that
-we had got the true soundings this time.
-
-He held the rod to the light, and I found it a fraction over nine
-inches.
-
-"That's what it is, anyways," said he, putting down the rod.
-
-"An increase of three inches since the afternoon."
-
-"Well, there's nothen to alarm us in that, is there, Mr. Royle?" he
-exclaimed. "Perhaps its one o' my plugs as wants hammerin'."
-
-"No, they're as tight as a new kettle," I answered. "I have just come
-from examining them."
-
-"Well, all we've got to do is to pump the ship out; and, if we can,
-make the pumps suck all right. That 'll show us if anything's wrong."
-
-This was just the proposition I was about to make; so I went into the
-cuddy and sang out for the steward, but he was so long answering that I
-lost my temper and ran into the pantry, where I found him shamming to
-be asleep.
-
-I started him on to his legs and had him on the main-deck in less time
-than he could have asked what the matter was.
-
-"Look here!" I cried, "if you don't turn to and help us all to save our
-lives, I'll just send you adrift in that quarter-boat with the planks
-out of her bottom! What do you mean by pretending to be asleep when I
-sing out to you?"
-
-And after abusing him for some time to let him know that I would have
-no skulking, and that if his life were worth having he must save it
-himself, for we were not going to do his work and our own as well, I
-bid him lay hold of one of the pump-handles, and we all three of us set
-to work to pump the ship.
-
-If this were not the heaviest job we had yet performed, it was the most
-tiring; but we plied our arms steadily and perseveringly, taking every
-now and then a spell of rest, and shifting our posts so as to vary our
-postures; and after pumping I scarcely know how long, the pumps sucked,
-whereat the boatswain and I cheered heartily.
-
-"Now, sir," said the boatswain, as we entered the cuddy to refresh
-ourselves with a drain of brandy and water after our heavy exertions,
-"we know that the ship's dry, leastways, starting from the ship's
-bottom; if the well's sounded agin at half-past ten--its now half-past
-nine--that 'll be time enough to find out if anything's gone wrong."
-
-"How about the watches? We're all adrift again. Here's Cornish at the
-wheel, and its your watch on deck."
-
-As I said this, Miss Robertson came out of the cabin where her father
-lay--do what I might I could not induce her to keep away from the old
-man's body--and approaching us slowly asked why we had been pumping.
-
-"Why, ma'm," replied the boatswain, "it's always usual to pump the
-water out o' wessels. On dry ships it's done sometimes in the mornin'
-watch, and t'others they pumps in the first dog watch. All accordin'.
-Some wessels as they calls colliers require pumpin' all day long; and
-the _Heagle_, which was the fust wessel as I went to sea in, warn't the
-only Geordie as required pumpin' not only all day long but all night
-long as well. Every wessel has her own custom, but it's a werry dry
-ship indeed as don't want pumpin' wunce a day."
-
-"I was afraid," she said, "when I heard the clanking of the pumps that
-water was coming into the ship."
-
-She looked at me earnestly, as though she believed that this was the
-case and that I would not frighten her by telling her so. I had learnt
-to interpret the language of her eyes by this time, and answered her
-doubts as though she had expressed them.
-
-"I should tell you at once if there was any danger threatened in that
-way," I said. "There was more water in the ship than I cared to find in
-her, and so the three of us have been pumping her out."
-
-"About them watches, Mr. Royle?" exclaimed the boatswain.
-
-"Well, begin afresh, if you like," I replied. "I'll take the wheel for
-two hours, and then you can relieve me."
-
-"Why will you not let me take my turn at the wheel?" said Miss
-Robertson.
-
-The boatswain laughed.
-
-"I have proved to you that I know how to steer."
-
-"Well, that's right enough," said the boatswain.
-
-"All three of you can lie down, then."
-
-I smiled and shook my head.
-
-Said the boatswain: "If your arms wur as strong as your sperrit Miss,
-there'd be no reason why you shouldn't go turn and turn about with us."
-
-"But I can hold the wheel."
-
-"It 'ud fling you overboard. Listen to its kickin'. You might as well
-try to prewent one o' Barclay Perkins' dray hosses from bustin' into
-a gallop by catchin' hold o' it's tail. It 'ud be a poor look-out
-for us to lose you, I can tell yer. What," continued the boatswain,
-energetically, "we want to know is that you're sleepin', and forgettin'
-all this here excitement in pleasing dreams. To see a lady like you
-knocked about by a gale o' wind is just one o' them things I have no
-fancy for. Mr. Royle, if I had a young and beautiful darter, and a
-Dook or a Barryonet worth a thousand a year, if that ain't sayin'
-too much, wos to propose marriage to her, an' ax her to come and be
-married to him in some fur-off place, wich 'ud oblige her to cross the
-water, blowed if I'd consent. No flesh an' blood o' mine as I had any
-kind o' feeling for should set foot on board ship without fust having
-a row with me. Make no mistake. I'm talkin' o' females, Miss. I say
-the sea ain't a fit place for women and gells. It does middlin' well
-for the likes of me and Mr. Royle here, as aren't afraid o' carryin'
-full-rigged ships and other agreeable dewices in gunpowder and Hindian
-ink on our harms, and is seasoned, as the sayin' is, to the wexations
-o' the mariner's life. But when it comes to young ladies crossin' the
-ocean, an' I don't care wot they goes as--as passengers or skippers'
-wives, or stewardishes, or female hemigrants--then I say it ain't
-proper, and if I'd ha' been a lawyer I'd ha' made it agin the law,
-and contrived such a Act of Paleyment as 'ud make the gent as took
-his wife, darter, haunt, cousin, grandmother, female nephey, or any
-relations in petticoats to sea along with him, wish hisself hanged
-afore he paid her passage money."
-
-I was so much impressed by this vehement piece of rhetoric, delivered
-with many convulsions of the face, and a great deal of hand-sawing,
-that I could not forbear mixing him some more brandy and water, which
-he drank at a draught, having first wished Miss Robertson and myself
-long life and plenty of happiness.
-
-His declamation had quite silenced her, though I saw by her eyes that
-she would renew her entreaties the moment she had me alone.
-
-"Then you'll go on deck, sir, and relieve Cornish, and I'll turn in?"
-observed the boatswain.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Right," said he, and was going.
-
-I added:
-
-"We must sound the well again at half-past ten."
-
-"Aye! aye!"
-
-"I shan't be able to leave the wheel, and I would rather you should
-sound than Cornish. I'll send the steward to rouse you."
-
-"Very well," said he. And after waiting to hear if I had anything more
-to say, he entered his cabin, and in all probability was sound asleep
-two minutes after.
-
-Miss Robertson stood near the table, with her hands folded and her eyes
-bent down.
-
-I was about to ask her to withdraw to her cabin and get some sleep.
-
-"Mr. Royle, you are dreadfully tired and worn out, and yet you are
-going on deck to remain at the wheel for two hours."
-
-"That is nothing."
-
-"Why will you not let me take your place?"
-
-"Because----"
-
-"Let the steward keep near that ladder there, so that I can call to him
-if I want you."
-
-"Do you think I could rest with the knowledge you were alone on deck?"
-
-"You refuse because you believe I am not to be trusted," she said
-gently, looking down again.
-
-"If your life were not dependent on the ship's safety, I should not
-think of her safety, but of yours. I refuse for your own sake, not for
-mine--no, I will not say that. For _both_ our sakes I refuse. I have
-one dear hope--well, I will call it a great ambition, which I need not
-be ashamed to own: it is, that I may be the means of placing you on
-shore in England. This hope has given me half the courage with which
-I have fought on through danger after danger since I first brought you
-from the wreck. If anything should happen to you now, I feel that all
-the courage and strength of heart which have sustained me would go.
-Is that saying too much? I do not wish to exaggerate," I exclaimed,
-feeling the blood in my cheeks, and lamenting, without being able to
-control, the impulse that had forced this speech from me, and scarcely
-knowing whether to applaud or detest myself for my candour.
-
-She looked up at me with her frank, beautiful eyes, but on a sudden
-averted them from my face to the door of the cabin where her dead
-father lay. A look of indescribable anguish came over her, and she drew
-a deep, long, sobbing breath.
-
-Without another word, I took her hand and led her to the cabin, and I
-knew the reason why she did not turn and speak to me was that I might
-not see she was weeping.
-
-But it was a time for action, and I dared not let the deep love that
-had come to me for her divert my thoughts from my present extremity.
-
-I summoned the steward, who tumbled out of his cabin smartly enough,
-and ordered him to bring his mattress and lay it alongside the
-companion ladder so as to be within hail.
-
-This done, I gained the poop and sent Cornish below.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-
-As I stood at the wheel I considered how I should act when the storm
-had passed. And I was justified in so speculating, because now the sky
-was clear right away round, and the stars large and bright, though a
-strong gale was still blowing and keeping the sea very heavy.
-
-Indeed, the clearness of the sky made me think that the wind would go
-to the eastward, but as yet there was no sign of it veering from the
-old quarter.
-
-We had been heading west ever since we hove to, and travelling
-broadside on dead south south-east. Now, if wind and sea dropped, our
-business would be to make sail if possible, and, with the wind holding
-north north-west, make an eight hours' board north-easterly, and then
-round and stand for Bermuda.
-
-This, of course, would depend upon the weather.
-
-It was, however, more than possible that we should be picked up very
-soon by some passing ship. It was not as though we were down away in
-the South Pacific, or knocking about in the poisonous Gulf of Guinea,
-or up in the North Atlantic at 60°. We were on a great ocean highway,
-crossed and re-crossed by English, American, Dutch, and French ships,
-to and from all parts of the world; and bad indeed would our fortune
-be, and baleful the star under which we sailed, if we were not
-overhauled in a short time and assistance rendered us.
-
-A great though unexpressed ambition of mine was to save the ship and
-navigate her myself, not necessarily to England, but to some port
-whence I could communicate with her owners and ask for instructions.
-
-As I have elsewhere admitted, I was entirely dependent on my
-profession, my father having been a retired army surgeon, who had died
-extremely poor, leaving me at the age of twelve an orphan, with no
-other friend in the world than the vicar of the parish we dwelt in,
-who generously sent me to school for two years at his own expense, and
-then, after sounding my inclinations, apprenticed me to the sea.
-
-Under such circumstances, therefore, it would be highly advantageous
-to my interests to save the ship, since my doing so would prefer some
-definite claims upon the attention of the owners, or perhaps excite
-the notice of another firm more generous in their dealings with their
-servants, and of a higher commercial standing.
-
-Whilst I stood dreaming in this manner at the wheel, allowing my
-thoughts to run on until I pictured myself the commander of a fine
-ship, and ending in allowing my mind to become engrossed with thoughts
-of Mary Robertson, whom I believed I should never see again after we
-had bidden each other farewell on shore, and who would soon forget the
-young second mate, whom destiny had thrown her with for a little time
-of trouble and suffering and death, I beheld a figure advance along the
-poop, and on its approach I perceived the boatswain.
-
-"I've been sounding the well, Mr. Royle," said he. "I roused up on a
-sudden and went and did it, as I woke up anxious; and there's bad news,
-sir, twelve inches o' water."
-
-"Twelve inches!" I cried.
-
-"It's true enough. I found the bull's-eye on the cuddy table, and the
-rod don't tell no lies when it's properly used."
-
-"The pumps suck at four inches, don't they?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"Then that's a rise of eight inches since half-past nine o'clock. What
-time is it now?"
-
-"Twenty minutes arter ten."
-
-"We must man the pumps at once. Call Cornish. You'll find the steward
-on a mattress against the companion ladder."
-
-He paused a moment to look round him at the weather, and then went away.
-
-I could not doubt now that the ship was leaky, and after what we
-had endured, and my fond expectation of saving the vessel--and the
-miserable death, after all our hopes, that might be in store for us--I
-felt that it was very very hard on us, and I yielded to a fit of
-despair.
-
-What struck most home to me was that my passionate dream to save Mary
-Robertson might be defeated. The miseries which had been accumulated on
-her wrung my heart to think of. First her shipwreck, and then the peril
-of the mutiny, and then the dreadful storm that had held us face to
-face with death throughout the fearful day, and then the death of her
-father, and now this new horror of the ship whereon we stood filling
-with water beneath our feet.
-
-Yet hope--and God be praised for this mercy to all men--springs
-eternal, and after a few minutes my despair was mastered by reflection.
-If the ship made no more water than eight inches in three-quarters
-of an hour, it would be possible to keep her afloat for some days by
-regular spells at the pump, and there were four hands to work them if
-Miss Robertson steered whilst we pumped. In that time it would be a
-thousand to one if our signal of distress was not seen and answered.
-
-Presently I heard the men pumping on the main-deck, and the boatswain's
-voice singing to encourage the others. What courage that man had! I,
-who tell this story, am ashamed to think of the prominence I give to
-my own small actions when all the heroism belongs to him. I know not
-what great writer it was who, visiting the field of the battle of
-Waterloo, asked how it was that the officers who fell in that fight had
-graves and monuments erected to them, when the soldiers--the privates
-by whom all the hard work was done, who showed all the courage and won
-the battle--lay nameless in hidden pits? And so when we send ships to
-discover the North Pole we have little to say about poor Jack, who
-loses his life by scurvy, or his toes and nose by frost-bites, who
-labours manfully, and who makes all the success of the expedition
-so far as it goes. Our shouts are for Jack's officer; we title him,
-we lionize him--_his_ was all the work, all the suffering, all the
-anxiety, we think. I, who have been to sea, say that Jack deserves as
-much praise as his skipper, and perhaps a little more; and if honour
-is to be bestowed, let Jack have his share; and if a monument is to be
-raised, let poor Jack's name be written on the stone as well as the
-other's; for be sure that Jack could have done without the other, but
-also be sure that the other couldn't have done without Jack.
-
-Chained to my post, which I dared not vacate for a moment, for the ship
-pitched heavily, and required close watching as she came to and fell
-off upon the swinging seas, I grew miserably anxious to learn how the
-pumping progressed, and felt that, after the boatswain, my own hands
-would do four times the work of the other two.
-
-It was our peculiar misfortune that of the four men on board the ship
-three only should be capable; and that as one of the three men was
-constantly required at the wheel, there were but two available men
-to do the work. Had the steward been a sailor our difficulties would
-have been considerably diminished, and I bitterly deplored my want
-of judgment in allowing Fish and the Dutchman to be destroyed; for
-though I would not have trusted Johnson and Stevens, yet the other two
-might have been brought over to work for us, and I had no doubt that
-the spectacle of the perishing wretches in the long-boat, as she was
-whirled past us, would have produced as salutary an effect upon them as
-it had upon Cornish; and with two extra hands of this kind we could not
-only have kept the pumps going, but have made shift to sail the ship
-at the same time.
-
-The hollow thrashing sounds of the pump either found Miss Robertson
-awake or aroused her, for soon after the pumping had commenced she came
-on deck, swathed in the big warm overcoat and fur cap.
-
-Such a costume for a girl must make you laugh in the description; and
-yet, believe me, she lost in nothing by it. The coat dwarfed her figure
-somewhat, but the fur cap looked luxurious against her fair hair,
-and nothing could detract from the exquisite femininity of her face,
-manner, and carriage. I speak of the impression she had made on me in
-the daytime; the starlight only revealed her white face now to me.
-
-"Is the water still coming into the ship?" she asked.
-
-"The bo'sun has reported to me that eight inches deep have come into
-her since half-past nine."
-
-"Is that much?"
-
-"More than we want."
-
-"I don't like to trouble you with my questions, Mr. Royle; but I am
-very, very anxious."
-
-"Of course you are; and do not suppose that you can trouble. Ask me
-what you will. I promise to tell you the truth."
-
-"If you find that you cannot pump the water out as fast as it comes in,
-what will you do?"
-
-"Leave the ship."
-
-"How?" she exclaimed, looking around her.
-
-"By that quarter-boat there."
-
-"But it would fill with water and sink in such waves as these."
-
-"These waves are not going to last, and it is quite likely that by
-this time to-morrow the sea will be calm."
-
-"Will the ship keep afloat until to-morrow?"
-
-"If the water does not come in more rapidly than it does at present,
-the ship will keep afloat so long as we can manage to pump her out
-every hour. And so," said I, laughing to encourage her, "we are not
-going to die all at once, you see."
-
-She drew quite close to me and said--
-
-"I shall never fear death while you remain on board, Mr. Royle. You
-have saved me from death once, and, though I may be wicked in daring to
-prophesy, yet I feel _certain_--_certain_," she repeated, with singular
-emphasis, "that you will save my life again."
-
-"I shall try very hard, be sure of that," I answered.
-
-"I believe--no, it is not so much a belief as a strong conviction,
-with which my mind seems to have nothing to do, that, whatever dangers
-may be before us, you and I will not perish."
-
-She paused, and I saw that she was looking at me earnestly.
-
-"You will not think me superstitious if I tell you that the reason of
-my conviction is a dream? My poor father came and stood beside me: he
-was so _real_! I stretched out my arms to him, and he took my hand and
-said, '_Darling, do not fear! He who has saved your life once will
-save it again. God will have mercy upon you and him for the prayers
-you offered to Him._' He stooped and kissed me and faded away, and I
-started up and heard the men pumping. I went to look at him, for I
-thought ... I thought he had really come to my side.... Oh, Mr. Royle,
-his spirit is with us!"
-
-Though my mind was of too prosaic a turn to catch at any significance
-in a dream, yet there was a strange, deep, solemn tenderness in her
-voice and manner as she related this vision, that impressed me. It made
-my heart leap to hear her own sweet lips pronounce her faith in me,
-and my natural hopes and longings for life gathered a new light and
-enthusiasm from her own belief in our future salvation.
-
-"Shipwrecked persons have been saved by a dream before now," I replied,
-gravely. "Many years ago a vessel called the _Mary_ went ashore on some
-rocks to the southward of one of the Channel Islands. A few of the
-crew managed to gain the rocks, where they existed ten or twelve days
-without water or any kind of food save limpets, which only increased
-their thirst without relieving their hunger. A vessel bound out of
-Guernsey passed the rocks at a distance too far away to observe the
-signals of distress made by the perishing men. But the son of the
-captain had twice dreamed that there were persons dying on those rocks,
-and so importuned his father to stand close to them that the man with
-great reluctance consented. In this way, and by a dream, those sailors
-were saved. Though I do not, as a rule, believe in dreams, I believe
-this story to be true, and I believe in your dream."
-
-She remained silent, but the ship presently giving a sudden lurch, she
-put her hand on my arm to steady herself, and kept it there. Had I
-dared I should have bent my head and kissed the little hand. She could
-not know how much she made me love her by such actions as this.
-
-"The boatswain has told me," she said, after a short silence, "that you
-want to save the ship. I asked him why? Are you angry with me for being
-curious?"
-
-"Not in the least. What did he answer?"
-
-"He said that you thought the owners would recompense you for your
-fidelity, and promote you in their service."
-
-"Now how could he know this? I have never spoken such thoughts to him."
-
-"It would not be difficult to guess such a wish."
-
-"Well, I don't know that I have any right to expect promotion or
-recompense of any kind from owners who send their ship to sea so badly
-provisioned that the men mutiny."
-
-"But if the water gains upon the ship you will not be able to save her?"
-
-"No, she must sink."
-
-"What will you do then?"
-
-"Put you on shore or on board another ship," I replied, laughing at my
-own evasion, for I knew what she meant.
-
-"Oh, of course, if we do not reach the shore we shall none of us be
-able to do anything," she said, dropping her head, for she stood close
-enough to the binnacle light to enable me to see her movements and
-almost catch the expression on her face. "I mean what will you do when
-we get ashore?"
-
-"I must try to get another ship."
-
-"To command?"
-
-"Oh dear no! as second mate, if they'll have me."
-
-"If command of a ship were given you would you accept it?"
-
-"If I could, but I can't."
-
-She asked quickly, "Why not?"
-
-"Because I have not passed an examination as master."
-
-She was silent again, and I caught myself listening eagerly to the
-sound of the pumping going on on the main-deck and wondering at my own
-levity in the face of our danger. But I could not help forgetting a
-very great deal when she was at my side.
-
-All at once it flashed upon me that her father owned several ships, and
-that her questions were preliminary to her offering me the command of
-one of them.
-
-I give you my honour that all recollection of who and what she was,
-of her station on shore, of her wealth as the old man's heiress, had
-as absolutely gone out of my mind as if the knowledge had never been
-imparted. What she was to me--what love and the wonderful association
-of danger and death had endeared her to me as--was what she was as she
-stood by my side, a sweet and gentle woman whom my heart was drawing
-closer and closer to every hour, whose life I would have died to
-preserve, whose danger made my own life a larger necessity to me than I
-should have felt it.
-
-A momentary emotion of disappointment, a resentment whereof I knew not
-the meaning, through lacking the leisure or the skill to analyse it,
-made me turn and say--
-
-"Would you like me to command one of your ships, Miss Robertson?"
-
-"Yes," she answered, promptly.
-
-"As a recompense for my humane efforts to preserve you from drowning?"
-
-She withdrew her hand from my arm and inclined her head to look me full
-in the face.
-
-"Mr. Royle, I never thought you would speak to me like that."
-
-"I want no recompense for what I have done, Miss Robertson."
-
-"I have not offered you any recompense."
-
-"Let me feel," I said, "that you understand it is possible for an
-English sailor to do his duty without asking or expecting any manner of
-reward. The Humane Society's medals are not for him."
-
-"Why are you angry with me?" she exclaimed, sinking her head, and
-speaking with a little sob in her voice.
-
-I was stirred to the heart by her broken tones, and answered--
-
-"I am not angry. I could not be angry with you. I wish you to feel that
-what I have done, that whatever I may do is ... is...."
-
-I faltered and stopped--an ignominious break down! though I think it
-concealed the true secret of my resentment.
-
-I covered my confusion by taking her hand, and resting it on my arm
-again.
-
-"Do you mean," she said, "that all you have done has been for my sake
-only--out of humanity--that you would do as much for anybody else?"
-
-"No," said I, boldly.
-
-Again she withdrew her hand and remained silent, and I made up my mind
-not to interrupt her thoughts.
-
-After a few moments she went to the ship's side, and stood there;
-sometimes looking at the stars, and sometimes at the water that
-stretched away into the gloom in heavy breaking seas.
-
-The wind was singing shrilly up aloft, but the sounds of the pumping
-ceased on a sudden.
-
-I awaited the approach of the boatswain with inexpressible anxiety.
-After an interval I saw his figure come up the poop ladder.
-
-"Pumps suck!" he roared out.
-
-"Hurrah!" I shouted. "Down with you for grog all round," for the other
-two were following the boatswain. But they all came aft first and stood
-near the wheel, blowing like whales, and Miss Robertson joined the
-group.
-
-"If it's no worse than this, bo'sun," I exclaimed, "she'll do."
-
-"Aye, she'll do, sir; but it's hard work. My arms feel as though they
-wos tied up in knots."
-
-"So do mine," said the steward.
-
-"Shall I take the wheel?" asked Cornish.
-
-"No; go and get some grog and turn in, all of you. I am as fresh as a
-lark, and will stay here till twelve o'clock," I replied.
-
-The steward at once shuffled below.
-
-"Boatswain, ask Mr. Royle to let me take the wheel," said Miss
-Robertson. "He has been talking to me for the last half-hour and
-sometimes held the wheel with one hand. I am sure I can hold it."
-
-"As you won't go below, Miss Robertson, you shall steer; but I will
-stop by you," I said.
-
-"That will be of no use!" she exclaimed.
-
-Cornish smothered a laugh and walked away.
-
-"Now, bo'sun, down with you," I cried. "I'll have you up again shortly
-to sound the well. But half an hour's sleep is something. If you get
-knocked up, I lose half the ship's company--two-thirds of it."
-
-"All right, sir," he replied, with a prodigious yawn. "You an' the lady
-'ll know how to settle this here business of steering."
-
-And off he went.
-
-"You see how obedient these men are, Miss Robertson. Why will you not
-obey orders, and get some sleep?"
-
-"I have offended you, Mr. Royle, and I am very, very sorry."
-
-"Let us make peace then," I said, holding out my hand.
-
-She took it; but when I had got her hand, I would not let it go for
-some moments.
-
-She was leaving the deck in silence when she came back and said--
-
-"If we should have to leave this ship suddenly, I should not like--it
-would make me unhappy for ever to think of poor papa left in her."
-
-She spoke, poor girl, with a great effort.
-
-I answered immediately--
-
-"Any wish you may express shall be carried out."
-
-"He would go down in this ship without a prayer said for him," she
-exclaimed, sobbing.
-
-"Will you leave this with me? I promise you that no tenderness, no
-reverence, no sincere sorrow shall be wanting."
-
-"Mr. Royle, you are a dear good friend to me. God knows how lonely I
-should have been without you--and yet--I made you angry."
-
-"Do not say that. What I do I do for your safety--for your ultimate
-happiness--so that when we say farewell to each other on shore, I
-may feel that the trust which God gave me in you was honourably and
-faithfully discharged. I desire, if our lives are spared, that this
-memory may follow me when all this scene is changed, and we behold it
-again only in our dreams. I should have told you my meaning just now,
-but one cannot always express one's thoughts."
-
-"You have told me your meaning, and I shall not forget it. God bless
-you!" she exclaimed, in her calm, earnest voice, and went slowly down
-into the cuddy.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-
-The wind still continued a brisk gale and the sea very heavy. Yet
-overhead it was a glorious night, and as the glass had risen steadily,
-I was surprised to find the wild weather holding on so long.
-
-I busied my head with all kinds of schemes to save the ship, and
-believed it would be no hard matter to do so if the water did not come
-into her more quickly than she was now making it.
-
-Unfortunately, there were only two parts of the ship's hold which we
-could get into: namely, right forward in the fore peak, and right aft
-down in the lazarette. If she had strained a butt, or started any part
-of her planking or outer skin, amidships or anywhere in her bottom
-between these two points, there would be no chance of getting at the
-leak unless the cargo were slung out of her.
-
-But the leak could not be considered very serious that did not run a
-greater depth of water into the ship than under a foot an hour; and
-with the Bermudas close at hand and the weather promising fair, I could
-still dare to think it possible, despite the hopes and fears which
-alternately depressed and elevated me, to bring the vessel to port, all
-crippled and under-manned as she was.
-
-These speculations kept me busily thinking until half-past eleven, on
-which I bawled to the steward, who got up and called the boatswain and
-Cornish, though I only wanted the boatswain. Cornish thought it was
-midnight and his turn to take the wheel, so he came aft. I resigned
-my post, being anxious to get on the main-deck, where I found the
-bo'sun in the act of sounding the well, he having lost some time in
-re-lighting the lamp, which had burnt out.
-
-He dropped the rod carefully and found the water thirteen inches
-deep,--that was, nine inches high in the pumps.
-
-"Just what I thought," said he; "she's takin' of it at a foot an hour,
-no better and no worse."
-
-"Well, we must turn to," I exclaimed. "We mustn't let it rise above a
-foot, as every inch will make our work longer and harder."
-
-"If it stops at that, good and well," said the boatswain. "But there's
-always a hif in these here sinkin' cases. However, there's time enough
-to croak when the worst happens."
-
-He called to the steward, and we all three went to work and pumped
-vigorously, and kept the handles grinding and clanking, with now and
-again a spell of a couple of minutes' rest between, until the pumps
-gave out the throaty sound which told us that the water was exhausted.
-
-Though this proved beyond a doubt that, providing the leak remained as
-it was, we should be able to keep the water under, the prospect before
-us of having to work the pumps every hour was extremely disheartening;
-all four of us required sleep to put us right, and already our bones
-were aching with weariness. Yet it was certain that we should be able
-to obtain at the very best but brief snatches of rest; and I for one
-did not even promise myself so much, for I had strong misgivings as to
-the condition of the ship's bottom, and was prepared, at any moment, to
-find the water gaining more rapidly upon us than we could pump it out,
-though I kept my fears to myself.
-
-I had been on deck now for four hours at one stretch; so, leaving
-Cornish at the wheel, I lay down on the steward's mattress in the
-cuddy, whilst he seated himself on the bench with his head upon the
-cuddy table, and snored in that posture.
-
-But we were all aroused again within the hour by Cornish, who called
-to us down the companion, and away we floundered, with our eyes gummed
-up with sleep, to the pumps, and wearily worked them like miserable
-automatons.
-
-The dawn found me again at the wheel, having been there half an hour.
-
-I scanned the broken desolate horizon in the pale light creeping over
-it, but no ship was in sight. The sea, though not nearly so dangerous
-as it had been, was terribly sloppy, short, and quick, and tumbled
-very often over the ship's sides, making the decks, with the raffle
-that encumbered them, look wretched.
-
-I had not had my clothes off me for some days, and the sense of
-personal discomfort in no small degree aggravated the profound feeling
-of weariness which ached like rheumatism in my body and absolutely
-stung in my legs. The skin of my face was hard and dry with long
-exposure to the terrible wind and the salt water it had blown and dried
-upon it; and though my underclothing was dry, yet it produced all the
-sensation of dampness upon my skin, and never in all my life had I
-felt so uncomfortable, weary, and spiritless as I did standing at the
-wheel when the dawn broke and I looked abroad upon the rugged fields
-of water, and found no vessel in sight to inspire me with a moment's
-emotion of hope.
-
-I was replaced at the wheel by the boatswain, and took another turn
-at the pumps. When this harassing job was ended, I went into the
-forecastle, making my way thither with much difficulty.
-
-I had a sacred duty to perform, and now that the daylight was come it
-was proper I should go to work.
-
-On entering the forecastle I looked around me on the empty hammocks
-swinging from the deck, and finding one that looked new and clean, took
-it down and threw the mattress and blankets out of it and folded it up
-as a piece of canvas.
-
-I then searched the carpenter's berth for a sail needle, twine, and
-palm, which things, together with the hammock, I took aft.
-
-On reaching the cuddy I called Cornish, whose services in this matter I
-preferred to the steward's, and bid him follow me into the cabin where
-the old man's body lay.
-
-When there, I closed the door and informed him that we should bury
-the poor old gentleman when the morning was more advanced, and that I
-wished him to help me to sew up the body in the hammock.
-
-God knows I had rather that any man should have undertaken this job
-than I; but it was a duty I was bound to perform, and I desired,
-for Miss Robertson's sake, that it should be carried out with all
-the reverence and tenderness that so rude and simple a burial was
-susceptible of, and nothing done to cause the least violence to her
-feelings.
-
-We spread the hammock open on the deck, and lifted the body and placed
-it on the hammock, and rolled a blanket over it. A very great change
-had come over the face of the corpse since death, and I do not think
-I should have known it as the kindly, dignified countenance, reverent
-with its white hair and beard, that had smiled at me from the bunk and
-thanked me for what I had done.
-
-For what I had done!--alas! how mocking was this memory now!--with what
-painful cynicism did that lonely face illustrate the power of man over
-the great issues of life and death!
-
-I brought the sides of the hammock to meet over the corpse and held
-them while Cornish passed the stitches. I then sent him to find me a
-big holystone or any pieces of iron, so as to sink the body, and he
-brought some pieces of the stone, which I secured in the clues at the
-foot of the hammock.
-
-We left the face exposed and raised the body on to the bunk and covered
-it over; after which I despatched Cornish for a carpenter's short-stage
-I had noticed forward, and which was in use for slinging the men over
-the ship's side for scraping or painting her. A grating would have
-answered our purpose better, but the hatches were battened down, the
-tarpaulins over them, and there was no grating to be got at without
-leaving the hatchway exposed.
-
-I dressed this short-stage in the big ensign, and placed it on the
-upper bunk ready to be used, and then told Cornish to stand by with the
-steward, and went aft and knocked at Miss Robertson's door.
-
-My heart was in my throat, for this mission was even more ungrateful
-to me than the sewing up of the body had been, and I was afraid that
-I should not be able to address her tenderly enough, and show her how
-truly I mourned for and with her.
-
-As I got no answer, I was leaving, wishing her to obtain all the sleep
-she could, but when I had gone a few paces she came out and followed
-me.
-
-"Did you knock just now, Mr. Royle?" she asked.
-
-I told her yes, but could not immediately summon up courage enough to
-tell her why I had knocked.
-
-She looked at me inquiringly, and I began to reproach myself for my
-weakness, and still I could not address her; but seeing me glance
-towards her father's cabin she understood all on a sudden, and covered
-her face with her hands.
-
-"I have left his face uncovered for you to kiss," I said, gently laying
-my hand on her arm.
-
-She went at once into his cabin, and I closed the door upon her and
-waited outside.
-
-She did not keep me long waiting. I think, brave girl that she was,
-even amid all her desolating sorrow, that she knew I would wish the
-burial over so that we might address ourselves again to the ship.
-
-"I leave him to you now," she said.
-
-I thought she meant that she would not witness the funeral, and was
-glad that she had so resolved, and I accordingly took her hand to lead
-her away to her cabin.
-
-"Let me be with you!" she exclaimed. "Indeed, indeed, I am strong
-enough to bear it. I should not be happy if I did not know the moment
-when he left me, that I might pray to God for him then."
-
-"Be it so," I answered. "I will call you when we are ready."
-
-She left me; and Cornish and the steward and I went into the cabin to
-complete the mournful preparations.
-
-I cased the body completely in the hammock, and we then raised it
-up and laid it upon the stage, which we had made to answer for a
-stretcher, and over it I threw a sheet, so that only the sheet and the
-ensign were visible.
-
-This done, I consulted with Cornish as to what part of the deck we
-should choose in order to tilt the body overboard. It is generally the
-custom to rest the body near the gangway, but the ship was rolling too
-heavily to enable us to do this now, and the main-deck was afloat, so
-we decided on carrying the body right aft, and thither we transported
-it, lodging the foot of the stretcher on the rail abaft the port
-quarter-boat.
-
-The boatswain removed his hat when he saw the body, and the others
-imitated him.
-
-I went below and told Miss Robertson that all was ready, and took from
-among the books belonging to the captain an old thin volume containing
-the Office for the Burial of Dead at Sea, printed in very large
-type. It was fortunate that I had noticed this slip of a book when
-overhauling Captain Coxon's effects, for my own Prayer-Book did not
-contain the office, and there was no Church Service among the captain's
-books.
-
-I entreated Miss Robertson to reflect before resolving to witness the
-burial. I told her that her presence could do no good, and faithfully
-assured her that prayers would be read, and the sad little service
-conducted as reverently and tenderly as my deep sympathy and the
-respect which the others felt for her could dictate.
-
-She only answered that it would comfort her to pray for him and herself
-at the moment he was leaving her, and put her hand into mine, and
-gently and with tearless eyes, though with a world of sorrow in her
-beautiful pale face, asked me to take her on deck.
-
-Such grief was not to be argued with--indeed, I felt it would be cruel
-to oppose any fancy, however strange it seemed to me, which might
-really solace her.
-
-She started and stopped when she saw the stretcher and the white sheet
-and the outline beneath it, and her hand clasped mine tightly; but she
-recovered herself and we advanced, and then resolving that she should
-not see the body leave the stretcher, I procured a flag and placed it
-near the after skylight and said she could kneel there; which she did
-with her back turned upon us.
-
-I then whispered Cornish to watch me and take note of the sign I should
-give him to tilt the stretcher and to do it quickly; after which I
-placed myself near the body and began to read the service.
-
-It was altogether a strange, impressive scene, one that in a picture
-would, I am sure, hold the eye for a long time; but in the reality
-create an ineffaceable memory.
-
-The insecurity--the peril, I should prefer to say--of our situation,
-heightened my own feelings, and made me behold in the corpse we were
-about to commit to the deep a sad type and melancholy forerunner of
-our own end. The ship, with her broken masts, her streaming decks,
-her jib-boom gone, her one sail swollen by the hoarse gale, plunging
-and rolling amid the tumultuous seas that foamed around and over her;
-the strong man at the wheel, bareheaded, his hair blown about by the
-wind, looking downwards with a face full of blunt and honest sorrow,
-and his lips moving as they repeated the words I read; the motionless,
-kneeling girl; the three of us standing near the corpse; the still,
-dead burden on the stretcher, waiting to be launched; the blue sky,
-and sun kindling into glory as it soared above the eastern horizon: all
-these were details which formed a picture the wildness and strangeness
-of which no pen could describe. They are all, as a vision, before me as
-I write; but they make me know how poor are words, and eloquence how
-weak, when great realities and things which have befallen many men are
-to be described.
-
-When I came to that part of the office wherein it is directed that the
-body shall be let fall into the sea, my heart beat anxiously, for I
-feared that the girl would look around and see what was done.
-
-I gave the sign, and instantly Cornish obeyed, and I thank God that
-the sullen splash of the corpse was lost in the roar of a sea bursting
-under the ship's counter.
-
-Now that it was gone, the worst was over; and in a short time I brought
-the service to an end, omitting many portions which assuredly I had
-not skipped had not time been precious to us.
-
-I motioned to Cornish and the steward to carry the stretcher away, and
-waited for Miss Robertson to rise; but she remained for some minutes on
-her knees, and when she rose, the deck was clear.
-
-She gave me her hand, and smiled softly, though with a heart-broken
-expression in her eyes, at the boatswain by way of thanking him for his
-sympathy, and I then conducted her below and left her at the door of
-the cabin, saying--
-
-"I have no words to tell you how I feel for you. Pray God that those
-who are still living may be spared, and be sure that in His own good
-time He will comfort you."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-
-All that morning the gale continued fresh and the sea dangerous. We
-found that the ship was regularly making nine to ten inches of water an
-hour; and after the funeral we turned to and pumped her out again.
-
-But this heavy work, coupled with our extreme anxiety and the perils
-and labour we had gone through, was beginning to tell heavily upon us.
-The steward showed signs of what strength he had coming to an end,
-and Cornish's face had a worn and wasted look as of a man who has
-fasted long. The boatswain supported this fatigue best, and always
-went cheerfully to work, and had encouraging words for us all. As
-for me, what I suffered most from was, strange to say, the eternal
-rolling of the ship. At times it completely nauseated me. Also it gave
-me a racking headache, and occasionally the motion so bewildered me
-that I was obliged to sit down and hold my head in my hands until the
-dizziness had passed.
-
-I believe this feeling was the result of over-work, long wakefulness,
-and preying anxiety, which was hourly sapping my constitution. Yet
-I was generally relieved by even a quarter of an hour's sleep, but
-presently was troubled again, and I grew to dread the time when I
-should take the wheel, for right aft the motion of the ship was
-intensely felt by me, so much so that on that morning, the vessel's
-stern falling heavily into a hollow, I nearly fainted, and only saved
-myself from rolling on the deck by clinging convulsively to the wheel.
-
-At a quarter-past eleven I had just gone into the cuddy, after having
-had an hour's spell at the pumps with the boatswain and the steward,
-when I heard Cornish's voice shouting down the companion, "A sail! a
-sail!"
-
-But a minute before I had felt so utterly prostrated, that I should not
-have believed myself capable of taking half-a-dozen steps without a
-long rest between each. Yet these magical words sent me rushing up the
-companion ladder with as much speed and energy as I should have been
-capable of after a long night's refreshing slumber.
-
-The moment Cornish saw me he pointed like a mad man to the horizon on
-the weather beam, and the ship's stern rising at that moment, I clearly
-beheld the sails of a vessel, though in what direction she was going I
-could not tell by the naked eye.
-
-Both the boatswain and the other had come running aft on hearing
-Cornish's exclamation, and the steward, in the madness of his
-eagerness, had swung himself on to the mizzen rigging, and stood there
-bawling, "Yonder's the ship! yonder's the ship! Come up here, and
-you'll see her plain enough!"
-
-I got the telescope and pointed it at the vessel, and found that she
-was heading directly for us, steering due south, with the gale upon her
-starboard quarter.
-
-On this I cried out: "She's coming slap at us, boys! Hurrah! Cornish,
-you were the first to see her; thank you! thank you!"
-
-And I grasped his hand and shook it wildly. I then seized the
-telescope, and inspected the vessel again, and exclaimed, while I held
-the glass to my eye--
-
-"She's a big ship, bo'sun. She's carrying a main top-gallant sail, and
-there's a single reef in her fore-topsail. She can't miss us! She's
-coming right at us, hand over fist, boys! Steward, go and tell Miss
-Robertson to come on deck. Down with you and belay that squalling. Do
-you think we're blind?"
-
-The small ensign was still alive, roaring away just as we had
-hoisted and left it; but in my excitement I did not think the signal
-importunate enough, though surely it was so; and rushing to the
-flag-locker, I got out the book of signals, and sang out to the
-boatswain to help me to bend on the flags which I threw out, and which
-would represent that we were sinking.
-
-We hauled the ensign down, and ran up the string of flags, and glorious
-they looked in our eyes, as they streamed out in a semicircle, showing
-their brilliant colours against the clear blue sky.
-
-Again I took the telescope, and set it on the rail, and knelt to steady
-myself.
-
-The hull of the ship was now half risen, and as she came rolling and
-plunging over the seas I could discern the vast space of froth she was
-throwing up at her bows. Dead on as she was, we could not tell whether
-she had hoisted any flag at the peak, and I hoped in mercy to us that
-she would send up an answering pennant to the royal mast-head, so that
-we might see it and know that our signal was perceived.
-
-But this was a foolish hope, only such a one as bitter eager anxiety
-could coin. She was coming right at us; she _could_ not fail to see
-us; what need to answer us yet when a little patience, only a little
-patience, and she would be within a biscuit's throw of us?
-
-Miss Robertson came on deck without any covering on her head, and the
-wind blew her hair away from its fastenings and floated it out like a
-cloud of gold. She held on to the rail and stared at the coming ship
-with wild eyes and a frowning forehead, while the steward, who had
-fallen crazy with the sight of the ship, clambered once more into the
-mizzen rigging, and shouted and beckoned to the vessel as a little
-child would.
-
-It did not take me long, however, to recover my own reason, the more
-especially as I felt that we might require all the sense we had when
-the ship rounded and hove to. I could not, indeed, hope that they would
-send a boat through such a sea; they would lie by us and send a boat
-when the sea moderated, which, to judge by the barometer and the high
-and beaming sky, we might expect to find that night or next morning;
-and then we should require our senses, not only to keep the pumps
-going, but to enter the boat calmly and in an orderly way, and help our
-rescuers to save our lives.
-
-The boatswain leaned against the companion hatchway with his arms
-folded, contemplating the approaching ship with a wooden face.
-Variously and powerfully as the spectacle of the vessel had affected
-Cornish and Miss Robertson, and myself and the steward, on the
-boatswain it had scarcely produced any impression.
-
-I know not what kind of misgiving came into my mind as I looked from
-the coming ship to his stolid face.
-
-I had infinite confidence in this man's judgment and bravery, and
-his lifelessness on this occasion weighed down upon me like a heavy
-presentiment, insomuch that the cheery gratulatory words I was about
-to address to Miss Robertson died away on my lips.
-
-I should say that we had sighted this vessel's upper sails when she
-was about seventeen miles distant, and, therefore, coming down upon us
-before a strong wind, and helped onwards by the long running seas, in
-less than half an hour her whole figure was plain to us upon the water.
-
-I examined her carefully through the glass, striving to make out her
-nationality by the cut of her aloft. I thought she had the look of a
-Scotch ship, her hull being after the pattern of the Aberdeen clippers,
-such as I remembered them in the Australian trade, painted green, and
-she was also rigged with skysail-poles and a great breadth of canvas.
-
-I handed the glass to the boatswain, and asked him what country he took
-her to be of. After inspecting her, he said he did not think she was
-English; the colour of her canvas looked foreign, but it was hard to
-tell; we should see her colours presently.
-
-As she approached, Miss Robertson's excitement grew very great; not
-demonstrative--I mean she did not cry out nor gesticulate like the
-steward in the rigging; it was visible, like a kind of madness, in her
-eyes, in her swelling bosom, in a strange, wonderful, brilliant smile
-upon her face, such as a great actress might wear in a play, but which
-we who observe it know to be forced and unreal.
-
-I ran below for the fur cap and coat, and made her put them on, and
-then drew her away from the ship's side and kept close to her, even
-holding her by the hand for some time, for I could not tell what effect
-the sight of the ship might produce upon her mind, already strung and
-weakened by privation and cruel sorrow and peril.
-
-The vessel came rolling and plunging down towards us before the wind,
-carrying a sea on either quarter as high as her main-brace bumpkins,
-and spreading a great surface of foam before and around her.
-
-When she was about a couple of miles off they let go the main
-top-gallant halliards and clewed up the sail; and then the helm was
-starboarded, which brought her bows astern of us and gave her a sheer,
-by which we saw that she was a fine barque, of at least eight hundred
-tons burden.
-
-At the same moment she hoisted Russian colours.
-
-I was bitterly disappointed when I saw that flag. I should have been
-equally disappointed by the sight of any other foreign flag, unless it
-were the Stripes and Stars, which floats over brave hearts and is a
-signal to Englishmen as full of welcome and promise almost as their
-own loved bit of bunting.
-
-I had hoped, God knows how earnestly, that we should behold the English
-ensign at the gaff end. Our chances of rescue by a British ship were
-fifty to one as against our chances of rescue by a foreigner. Cases,
-indeed, have been known of ships commanded by Englishmen sighting
-vessels in distress and leaving them to their fate; but, to the honour
-and glory of our calling, I say that these cases make so brief a list
-that no impartial-minded man will allow them to weigh with him a moment
-when he considers the vast number of instances of pluck, humanity, and
-heroism which illustrate and adorn the story of British naval life.
-
-It is otherwise with foreigners. I write not with any foolish insular
-prejudice against wooden shoes and continental connexions: we cannot
-dispute good evidence. Though I believe that the Russians make fair
-sailors, and fight bravely on sea, why was it that my heart sank when
-I saw that flag? I say that the British flag is an assurance to all
-distressed persons that what can be done for them will be done for
-them, and foreigners know this well, and would sooner sight it when
-they are in peril than their own colours, be those colours Dutch, or
-French, or Spanish, or Danish, or Italian, or Russian. But he must be a
-confident man indeed who hopes anything from a vessel sailing under a
-foreign flag when life is to be saved at the risk of the lives of the
-rescuers.
-
-"He's goin' to round to!" exclaimed the boatswain, who watched the
-movements of ship with an unconcern absolutely phenomenal to me even
-to recall now, when I consider that the lives of us all might have
-depended upon the issue of the stranger's actions.
-
-She went gracefully swooping and swashing along the water, and I saw
-the hands upon the deck aft standing by at the main-braces to back the
-yards.
-
-"Bo'sun!" I cried, "she means to heave to--she won't leave us!"
-
-He made no answer, but continued watching her with an immovable face.
-
-She passed under our stern not more than a quarter of a mile distant,
-perhaps not so far. There was a crowd of persons near the wheel, some
-looking at us through binocular glasses, others through telescopes.
-There were a few women and children among them.
-
-Yet I could detect no hurry, no eagerness, no excitement in their
-movements; they appeared as imperturbable as Turks or Hollanders,
-contemplating us as though we were rather an object of curiosity than
-in miserable, perishing distress.
-
-I jumped upon the grating abaft the wheel and waved my hat to them
-and pointed to our signals. A man standing near their starboard
-quarter-boat, whom, by the way he looked aloft, I judged to be the
-captain, flourished his hand in reply.
-
-I then, at the top of my voice and through my hands, shouted, "We're
-sinking! for God's sake stand by us!" On which the same person held up
-his hand again, though I do not believe he understood or even heard
-what I said.
-
-Meanwhile they had braced up the foreyards, and as the vessel came
-round parallel with us, at a distance of about two-thirds of a mile,
-they backed the mainyards, and in a few moments she lay steady, riding
-finely upon the water and keeping her decks dry, though the seas were
-still splashing over us freely.
-
-Seeing now, as I believed, that she meant to stand by us, all my
-excitement broke out afresh. I cried out that we were saved, and fell
-upon my knees and thanked God for His mercy. Miss Robertson sobbed
-aloud, and the steward came down out of the rigging, and danced about
-the deck, exclaiming wildly and extending his arms towards the ship.
-Cornish retained his grasp of the wheel, but could not remove his eyes
-from the ship; the boatswain alone remained perfectly tranquil, and
-even angered me by his hard, unconcerned face.
-
-"Good God!" I cried; "do you not value your life? Have you nothing to
-say? See, she is lying there, and will wait till the sea moderates, and
-then fetch us on board!"
-
-"Perhaps she may," he answered, "and it'll be time enough for me to go
-mad when I _am_ saved."
-
-And he then folded his arms afresh, and leaned against the rail,
-contemplating the ship with the same extraordinary indifference.
-
-They now hauled down the flag, and I waited anxiously to see if they
-would hoist the answering pennant to let us know they understood our
-signal; but they made no further sign that way, nor could I be sure,
-therefore, that they understood the flags we had hoisted; for though
-in those days Marryatt's Code was in use among ships of all nations,
-yet it often happened (as it does now), that vessels, both British and
-foreign, would, through the meanness of their owners, be sent to sea
-with merely the flags indicating their own number on board, so that
-speaking one of these vessels was like addressing a dumb person.
-
-The movements of the people on the Russian barque were quite
-discernible by the naked eye; and we all now, saving the boatswain,
-watched her with rapt eagerness, the steward stopping his mad antics to
-grasp the poop rail, and gaze with devouring eyes.
-
-We did not know what they would do, and, indeed, we scarcely knew what
-we had to expect; for it was plain to us all that a boat would stand
-but a poor chance in that violent sea, and that we should run a greater
-risk of losing our lives by quitting the ship than by staying in her.
-
-But would they not give us some sign, some assurance that they meant to
-stand by us?
-
-The agony of my doubts of their intentions was exquisite.
-
-For some time she held her ground right abreast of us; but our topsail
-being full, while the Russian was actually hove to, we slowly began to
-reach ahead of her.
-
-Seeing this, I cried out to Cornish to put the helm hard down, and keep
-the sail flat at the leech; but he had already anticipated this order,
-though it was a useless one; for the ship came to and fell off with
-every sea, though the helm was hard down, and before we could have got
-her to behave as we wished, we should have been obliged to clap some
-after sail upon her, which I did not dare do, as we had only choice of
-the mizzen and crossjack, and either of these sails (both being large),
-would probably have slewed her round head into the sea, and thrown her
-dead and useless on our hands.
-
-Seeing that we were slowly bringing the Russian on to our lee quarter,
-I called out in the hope of encouraging the others--
-
-"No matter! she will let us draw ahead, and then shorten sail and stand
-after us."
-
-"Are they goin' to lower that boat?" exclaimed the boatswain, suddenly
-starting out of his apathetic manner.
-
-There was a crowd of men round the starboard davits where the
-quarter-boat hung, but it was not until I brought the telescope to bear
-upon them that I could see they were holding an animated discussion.
-
-The man who had motioned to us, and whom I took to be master of
-the ship, stood aft, in company with two others and a woman, and
-gesticulated very vehemently, sometimes pointing at us and sometimes at
-the sea.
-
-His meaning was intelligible enough to me, but I was not disheartened;
-for though it was plain that he was representing the waves as too
-rough to permit them to lower a boat, which was a conclusive sign, at
-least, that those whom he addressed were urging him to save us; yet
-his refusal was no proof that he did not mean to keep by us until it
-should be safe to send a boat to our ship.
-
-"What will they do, Mr. Royle?" exclaimed Miss Robertson, speaking in a
-voice sharpened by the terrible excitement under which she laboured.
-
-"They will not leave us," I answered. "They are men--and it is enough
-that they should have seen you among us to make them stay. Oh!" I
-cried, "it is hard that those waves do not subside! but patience. The
-wind is lulling--we have a long spell of daylight before us. Would to
-God she were an English ship!--I should have no fear then."
-
-I again pointed the glass at the vessel.
-
-The captain was still declaiming and gesticulating; but the men
-had withdrawn from the quarter-boat, and were watching us over the
-bulwarks.
-
-Since the boat was not to be lowered, why did he continue arguing?
-
-I watched him intently, watched him until my eyes grew bleared and the
-metal rim of the telescope seemed to burn into the flesh around my eye.
-
-I put the glass down and turned to glance at the flags streaming over
-my head.
-
-"There she goes! I knew it. They never shows no pity!" exclaimed the
-boatswain, in a deep voice.
-
-I looked and saw the figures of the men hauling on the lee main-braces.
-
-The yards swung round; the vessel's head paid off; they squared away
-forward, and in a few minutes her stern was at us, and she went away
-solemnly, rolling and plunging; the main top-gallant sail being sheeted
-home and the yard hoisted as she surged forward on her course.
-
-We remained staring after her--no one speaking--no one believing in
-the reality of what he beheld.
-
-Of all the trials that had befallen us, this was the worst.
-
-Of all the terrible, cruel disappointments that can afflict suffering
-people, none, _none_ in all the hideous catalogue, is more deadly, more
-unendurable, more frightful to endure than that which it was our doom
-then to feel. To witness our salvation at hand and then to miss it; to
-have been buoyed up with hope unspeakable; to taste in the promise of
-rescue the joy of renovated life; to believe that our suffering was
-at an end, and that in a short time we should be among sympathetic
-rescuers, looking back with shudders upon the perils from which we had
-been snatched--to have felt all this, and then to be deceived!
-
-I thought my heart would burst. I tried to speak, but my tongue clove
-to the roof of my mouth.
-
-When the steward saw that we were abandoned, he uttered a loud scream
-and rushed headlong down into the cuddy.
-
-I took no notice of him.
-
-Cornish ran from the wheel, and springing on to the rail, shook his
-fist at the departing vessel, raving, and cursing her with horrible,
-blasphemous words, black in the face with his mad and useless rage.
-
-The boatswain took his place and grasped the wheel, never speaking a
-word.
-
-I was aroused from the stupor that had come over me, the effect of
-excessive emotion, by Miss Robertson putting her hand in mine.
-
-"Be brave!" she whispered, with her mouth close to my ear. "God is with
-us still. My dead father would not deceive me. We shall be saved yet.
-Have courage, and be your own true self again!"
-
-I looked into her shining eyes, out of which all the excitement that
-had fired them while the Russian remained hove to, had departed. There
-was a beautiful tranquillity, there was a courage heaven-inspired,
-there was a soft and hopeful smile upon her pale face, which fell upon
-the tempest in my breast and stilled it.
-
-God had given her this influence over me, and I yielded to it as though
-He Himself had commanded me.
-
-All her own troubles came before me, all her own bitter trials, her
-miserable bereavement; and as I heard her sweet voice bidding me have
-courage, and beheld her smiling upon me out of her deep faith in her
-simple, sacred dream, I caught up both her hands and bent my head over
-them and wept.
-
-"Cornish!" I cried, recovering myself, and seizing the man by the arm
-as he stood shouting at the fast-lessening ship, "what is the use
-of those oaths? let them go their ways--the pitiless cowards. We are
-Englishmen, and our lives are still our own. Come, brave companion! we
-have all undergone too much to permit this trial to break us. See this
-lady! she swears that we shall be saved yet. Be of her heart and mine
-and the bo'sun's there, and help us to make another fight for it. Come!"
-
-He suffered me to pull him off his perilous perch, and then sat himself
-down upon a coil of rope trembling all over, and hid his face in his
-hands.
-
-But a new trouble awaited me.
-
-At this moment the steward came staggering up the companion ladder, his
-face purple, his eyes protruding, and talking loudly and incoherently.
-He clasped the sea-chest belonging to himself, which certainly was of
-greater weight than he in his enfeebled state would have been able to
-bear had he not been mad. The chest was corded, and he had no doubt
-packed it.
-
-He rushed to the ship's side and pitched the chest overboard, and was
-in the act of springing on to the rail, meaning to fling himself into
-the sea, when I caught hold of him, and using more force than I was
-conscious of, dragged him backward so violently that his head struck
-the deck like a cannon shot, and he lay motionless and insensible.
-
-"That's the best thing that could have happened to him," exclaimed the
-boatswain. "Let him lie a bit. He'll come to, and maybe leave his craze
-behind him. It wouldn't be the fust time I've seen a daft man knocked
-sensible."
-
-And then, coolly biting a chew out of a stick of tobacco, which he very
-carefully replaced in his breeches pocket, he added--
-
-"Jim, come and lay hold of this here wheel, will yer, while me and Mr.
-Royle pumps the ship out!"
-
-Cornish got up and took the boatswain's place.
-
-"I can help you to pump, Mr. Royle!" said Miss Robertson.
-
-The boatswain laughed.
-
-"Lor' bless your dear 'art, miss, what next?" he cried. "No, no; you
-stand by here ready to knock this steward down agin if he shows hisself
-anxious to swim arter the Roosian. We'll see what water the ship's
-a-makin', and if she shows herself obstinate, as I rayther think she
-will, why, we'll all turn to and leave her. For you've got to deal with
-a bad ship as you would with a bad wife: use every genteel persuasion
-fust, and if that won't alter her, there's nothen for it but to grease
-your boots, oil your hair, and po-litely walk out."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-
-There being but two of us now to work the pumps, it was more than we
-could do to keep them going. We plied them, with a brief spell between,
-and then my arms fell to my side, and I told the boatswain I could pump
-no more.
-
-He sounded the well and made six inches.
-
-"There's only two inches left that we can get out of her," said he;
-"and they'll do no harm."
-
-On which we quitted the main-deck and came into the cuddy.
-
-"Mr. Royle," he said, seating himself on the edge of the table, "we
-shall have to leave this ship if we aren't taken off her. I reckon
-it'll require twelve feet o' water to sink her, allowin' for there
-being a deal o' wood in the cargo; and maybe she won't go down at that.
-However, we'll say twelve feet, and supposin' we lets her be, she'll
-give us, if you like, eight or nine hours afore settlin'. I'm not
-saying as we ought to leave her; but I'm lookin' at you, sir, and see
-that you're werry nigh knocked up; Cornish is about a quarter o' the
-man he was; an' as to the bloomin' steward, he's as good as drownded,
-no better and no worse. We shall take one spell too many at them pumps
-and fall down under it an' never get up agin. Wot we had best do is to
-keep a look all around for wessels, get that there quarter-boat ready
-for lowerin', and stand by to leave the ship when the sea calms. You
-know how Bermuda bears, don't you, sir?"
-
-"I can find out to-night. It is too late to get sights now."
-
-"I think," he returned, "that our lives 'll be as safe in the boat as
-they are on board this ship, an' a trifle safer. I've been watching
-this wessel a good deal, and my belief is that wos another gale to
-strike her, she'd make one o' her long plunges and go all to pieces
-like a pack o' cards when she got to the bottom o' the walley o'
-water. Of course, if this sea don't calm, we must make shift to keep
-her afloat until it do. You'll excuse me for talkin' as though I wos
-dictatin'. I'm just givin' you the thoughts that come into my head
-whilst we wos pumpin'."
-
-"I quite agree with you," I replied; "I am only thinking of the size of
-the quarter-boat; whether she isn't too small for five persons?"
-
-"Not she! I'll get a bit of a mast rigged up in her and it'll go hard
-if we don't get four mile an hour out of her somehows. How fur might
-the Bermuda Islands be off?"
-
-I answered, after reflecting some moments, that they would probably be
-distant from the ship between 250 and 300 miles.
-
-"We should get pretty near 'em in three days," said he, "if the wind
-blew that way. Will you go an' tell the young lady what we're thinkin'
-o' doing while I overhauls the boat an' see what's wantin' in her? One
-good job is, we shan't have to put off through the ship sinkin' all of
-a heap. There's a long warning given us, and I can't help thinkin' that
-the stormy weather's blown hisself out, for the sky looks to me to have
-a regular set fair blue in it."
-
-He went on to the main-deck. I inspected the glass, which I found had
-risen since I last looked at it. This, coupled with the brilliant
-sky and glorious sunshine and the diminishing motion of the ship,
-cheered me somewhat, though I looked forward with misgiving to leaving
-the ship, having upon me the memory of the sufferings endured by
-shipwrecked men in this lonely condition, and remembering that Mary
-Robertson would be one of us, and have to share in any privations that
-might befall us.
-
-At the same time, it was quite clear to me that the boatswain, Cornish,
-and myself would never, with our failing strength, be able to keep the
-ship afloat; and for Miss Robertson's sake, therefore, it was my duty
-to put a cheerful face upon the melancholy alternative.
-
-When I reached the poop the first thing I beheld was the Russian
-barque, now a square of gleaming white upon the southern horizon.
-
-I quickly averted my eyes from the shameful object, and saw that the
-steward had recovered from his swoon and was squatting against the
-companion counting his fingers and smiling at them.
-
-Miss Robertson was steering the ship, while Cornish lay extended along
-the deck, his head pillowed on a flag.
-
-The wind (as by the appearance of the weather I might have anticipated,
-had my mind been free to speculate on such things) had dropped
-suddenly, and was now a gentle breeze, and the sea was subsiding
-rapidly. Indeed, a most golden, glorious afternoon had set in, with a
-promise of a hot and breathless night.
-
-I approached Miss Robertson, and asked her what was the matter with
-Cornish.
-
-"I noticed him reeling at the wheel," she answered, "with his face
-quite white. I put a flag for his head, and told him to lie down. I
-called to you, but you did not hear me; and I have been waiting to see
-you that you might get him some brandy."
-
-I found that the boatswain had not yet come aft, and at once went below
-to procure a dram for Cornish. I returned and knelt by his side, and
-was startled to perceive that his eyeballs were turned up, and his
-hands and teeth clenched, as though he were convulsed. Sharp tremors
-ran through his body, and he made no reply nor appeared to hear me,
-though I called his name several times.
-
-Believing that he was dying, I shouted to the boatswain, who came
-immediately.
-
-The moment he looked at Cornish he uttered an exclamation.
-
-"God knows what ails the poor creature!" I cried. "Lift his head, that
-I may get some brandy into his mouth."
-
-The boatswain raised him by the shoulders, but his head hung back like
-a dead man's. I drew out my knife and inserted the blade between his
-teeth, and by this means contrived to introduce some brandy into his
-mouth, but it bubbled back again, which was a terrible sign, I thought;
-and still the tremors shook his poor body, and the eyes remained
-upturned, making the face most ghastly to see.
-
-"It's his heart broke," exclaimed the boatswain, in a tremulous voice.
-"Jim, what's the matter with 'ee, mate? You're not goin' to let the
-sight o' that Roosian murderer kill you? Come, come! God Almighty knows
-we've all had a hard fight for it, but we're not beat yet, lad. 'Tis
-but another spell o' waitin', and it'll come right presently. Don't let
-a gale o' wind knock the breath out o' you. What man as goes to sea but
-meets with reverses like this here? Swaller the brandy, Jim!... My
-God! Mr. Royle, he's dyin'!"
-
-As he said this Cornish threw up his arms and stiffened out his body.
-So strong was his dying action that he knocked the glass of brandy
-out of my hand and threw me backwards some paces. The pupils of his
-eyes rolled down, and a film came over them; he uttered something in a
-hoarse whisper, and lay dead on the boatswain's knee.
-
-I glanced at Miss Robertson. Her lips were tightly compressed,
-otherwise the heroic girl showed no emotion.
-
-The boatswain drew a deep breath and let the dead man's head fall
-gently on the flag.
-
-"For Miss Robertson's sake," I whispered, "let us carry him forward."
-
-He acquiesced in silence, and we bore the body off the poop and laid it
-on the fore-hatch.
-
-"There will be no need to bury him," said I.
-
-"No need and no time, sir. I trust God'll be merciful to the poor
-sailor when he's called up. He was made bad by them others, sir. His
-heart wasn't wrong," replied the boatswain.
-
-I procured a blanket from the forecastle and covered the body with it,
-and we then walked back to the poop slowly and without speaking.
-
-I felt the death of this man keenly. He had worked well, confronted
-danger cheerfully; he had atoned, in his untutored fashion, for the
-wrongs he had taken a part in--besides, the fellowship of peril was a
-tie upon us all, not to be sundered without a pang, which our hearts
-never would have felt had fate dealt otherwise with us.
-
-I stopped a moment with the boatswain to look at the steward before
-joining Miss Robertson. To many, I believe this spectacle of idiocy
-would have been more affecting than Cornish's death. He was tracing
-figures, such as circles and crosses, with his fore finger on the deck,
-smiling vacantly meanwhile, and now and then looking around him with
-rolling, unmeaning eyes.
-
-"How is it with you, my man?" I said.
-
-He gazed at me very earnestly, rose to his feet, and, taking my arm,
-drew me a short distance away from the boatswain.
-
-"A ship passed us just now, sir," he exclaimed in a whisper, and with a
-profoundly confidential air. "Did you see her?"
-
-"Yes, steward, I saw her."
-
-"A word in your ear, sir--_mum!_ that's the straight tip. Do you see? I
-was tired of this ship, sir--tired of being afraid of drowning. I put
-myself on board that vessel, _and there I am now, sir_. But hush! do
-you know I cannot talk to them--they're furriners! Roosians, sir, by
-the living cock! that's my oath, and it crows every morning in my back
-garden."
-
-He struck me softly on the waistcoat, and fell back a step, with his
-finger on his lip.
-
-"Ah," said I, "I understand. Sit down again and go on drawing on the
-deck, and then they'll think you're lost in study and not trouble you."
-
-"Right, my lord--your lordship's 'umble servant," answered the poor
-creature, making me a low bow; and with a lofty and dignified air he
-resumed his place on the deck near the companion.
-
-"Wot was he sayin'?" inquired the boatswain.
-
-"He is quite imbecile. He thinks he is on board the Russian," I
-replied.
-
-"Well, that's a comfort," said the boatswain. "He'll not be tryin' to
-swim arter her agin."
-
-"Miss Robertson," I exclaimed, "you need not remain at the wheel. There
-is so little wind now that the ship may be left to herself."
-
-Saving which I made the wheel fast and led her to one of the skylights.
-
-"Bo'sun," said I, "will you fetch us something to eat and drink out of
-the pantry? Open a tin of meat, and get some biscuit and wine. This
-may prove our last meal on board the _Grosvenor_," I added to Miss
-Robertson, as the boatswain left us.
-
-She looked at me inquiringly, but did not speak.
-
-"Before we knew," I continued, "that poor Cornish was dying, the
-boatswain and I resolved that we should all of us leave the ship. We
-have no longer the strength to man the pumps. The water is coming in
-at the rate of a foot an hour, and we have found latterly that even
-three of us cannot pump more at a time out of her than six or seven
-inches, and every spell at the pumps leaves us more exhausted. But even
-though we had hesitated to leave her, yet now that Cornish is gone and
-the steward has fallen imbecile, we have no alternative."
-
-"I understand," she said, glancing at the boat and compressing her lip.
-
-"You are not afraid--you who have shown more heart and courage than all
-of us put together?"
-
-"No--I am not much afraid. I believe that God is looking down upon us,
-and that He will preserve us. But," she cried, taking a short breath,
-and clasping her hands convulsively, "it will be very, very lonely on
-the great sea in that little boat."
-
-"Why more lonely in that little boat than on this broken and sinking
-ship? I believe with you that God is looking down upon us, and that
-He has given us that pure and beautiful sky as an encouragement and a
-promise. Contrast the sea now with what it was this morning. In a few
-hours hence it will be calm; and believe me when I say that we shall
-be a thousandfold safer in that boat than we are in this strained and
-leaking ship. Even while we talk now the water is creeping into the
-hold, and every hour will make her sink deeper and deeper until she
-disappears beneath the surface. On the other hand, we may have many
-days together of this fine weather. I will steer the boat for the
-Bermuda Islands, which we cannot miss by heading the boat west, even
-if I should lack the means of ascertaining our exact whereabouts,
-which you may trust me will not be the case. Moreover, the chance of
-our being rescued by a passing ship will be much greater when we are
-in the boat than it is while we remain here; for no ship, though she
-were commanded by a savage, would refuse to pick a boat up and take
-its occupants on board; whereas vessels, as we have already discovered
-to our cost, will sight distressed ships and leave them to shift for
-themselves."
-
-"I do not doubt you are right," she replied, with a plaintive smile.
-"I should not say or do anything to oppose you. And believe me," she
-exclaimed earnestly, "that I do not think more of my own life than of
-that of my companions. Death is not so terrible but that we may meet
-it, if God wills, calmly. And I would rather die at once, Mr. Royle,
-than win a few short years of life on hard and bitter terms."
-
-She looked at the steward as she spoke, and an expression of beautiful
-pity came into her face.
-
-"Miss Robertson," I said, "in my heart I am pledged to save your life.
-If you die, we both die!--of that be sure."
-
-"I know what I owe you," she answered, in a low and broken voice. "I
-know that my life is yours, won by you from the very jaws of death,
-soothed and supported by you afterwards. What my gratitude is only God
-knows. I have no words to tell you."
-
-"Do you give me the life I have saved?" I asked, wondering at my own
-breathless voice as I questioned her.
-
-"I do," she replied firmly, lifting up her eyes and looking at me.
-
-"Do you give it to me because your sweet and generous gratitude makes
-you think it my due?--not knowing I am poor, not remembering that my
-station in life is humble, without a question as to my past?"
-
-"I give it to you because I love you!" she answered, extending her hand.
-
-I drew her towards me and kissed her forehead.
-
-"God bless you, Mary darling, for your faith in me! God bless you for
-your priceless gift of your love to me! Living or dead, dearest, we are
-one!"
-
-And she, as though to seal these words which our danger invested with
-an entrancing mysteriousness, raised my hand to her spotless lips, and
-then held it for some moments to her heart.
-
-The boatswain, coming up the poop ladder, saw her holding my hand. He
-approached us slowly, and in silence; and putting down the tray, which
-he had heaped with sailor-like profusion with food enough for a dozen
-persons, stood looking on us thoughtfully.
-
-"Mr. Royle," he said, in a deliberate voice, "you'll excuse me for
-sayin' of it, but, sir, you've found her out?"
-
-"I have, bo'sun."
-
-"You've found her out, sir, as the truest-hearted gell as ever did duty
-as a darter?"
-
-"I have."
-
-"I've watched her, and know her to be British--true oak-seasoned, by
-God Almighty, as does this sort o' work better nor Time! You've found
-her out, sir?"
-
-"It is true, bo'sun."
-
-"And you, miss," he exclaimed, in the same deliberate voice, "have
-found _him_ out?"
-
-She looked downwards with a little blush.
-
-"Mr. Royle, and you, miss," he continued, "I'm not goin' to say nothen
-agin this being the right time to find each other out in. It's
-Almighty Providence as brings these here matters to pass, and it's in
-times o' danger as love speaks out strongest, turnin' the heart into a
-speakin' trumpet and hailin' with a loud and tremendious woice. Wot I
-wur goin' to say is this: that in Mr. Royle I've seen the love for a
-long while past burnin' and strugglin', and sometimes hidin' of itself,
-and then burstin' up afresh, like a flare aboard o' a sinkin' ketch on
-a windy night; and in you, miss, I've likewise seen tokens as 'ud ha'
-made me up and speak my joy days an' days ago, had it been _my_ consarn
-to attend to 'em. I say, that now as we're sinkin' without at all
-meanin' to drown, with no wun but God Almighty to see us, this is the
-properest time for you to have found each other out in. Mr. Royle, your
-hand, sir; miss, yours. I say, God bless you! Whilst we have breath
-we'll keep the boat afloat; and if it's not to be, still I'll say, God
-bless you!"
-
-He shook us heartily by the hand, looked hard at the poor steward, as
-though he would shake hands with him too; then walked aft, hauled down
-the signals, stepped into the cuddy, returned with the large ensign,
-bent it on to the halliards, and ran it up to the gaff-end.
-
-"That," said he, returning and looking up proudly at the flag, "is to
-let them as it may consarn know that we're not dead yet. Now, sir,
-shall I pipe to dinner?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-
-I think the boatswain was right.
-
-It was no season for love-making; but it was surely a fitting moment
-"for finding each other out in."
-
-I can say this--and God knows never was there less bombast in such a
-thought than there was in mine: that when I looked round upon the sea
-and then upon my beloved companion, I felt that I would rather have
-chosen death with her love to bless me in the end, than life without
-knowledge of her.
-
-I put food before the steward and induced him to eat; but it was
-pitiful to see his silly, instinctive ways, no reason in them, nothing
-but a mechanical guiding, with foolish fleeting smiles upon his pale
-face.
-
-I thought of that wife of his whose letter he had wept over, and his
-child, and scarcely knew whether it had not been better for him and
-them that he should have died than return to them a broken-down, puling
-imbecile.
-
-I said as much to Mary, but the tender heart would not agree with me.
-
-"Whilst there is life there is hope," she answered softly. "Should
-God permit us to reach home, I will see that the poor fellow is well
-cared for. It may be that when all these horrors have passed his mind
-will recover its strength. Our trials are _very_ hard. When I saw that
-Russian ship I thought my own brain would go."
-
-She pressed her hand to her forehead, and an expression of suffering,
-provoked by memory, came into her face.
-
-We despatched our meal, and I went on to the main-deck to sound the
-well. I found two feet of water in the hold, and I came back and gave
-the boatswain the soundings, who recommended that we should at once
-turn to and get the boat ready.
-
-I said to him, as he clambered into the boat for the purpose of
-overhauling her, that I fully believed that a special Providence was
-watching over us, and that we might confidently hope God would not
-abandon us now.
-
-"If the men had not chased us in this boat," I continued, "what chance
-should we have to save our lives? The other boat is useless, and we
-should never have been able to repair her in time to get away from the
-ship. Then look at the weather! I have predicted a dead calm to-night,
-and already the wind is gone."
-
-"Yes, everything's happened for the best," he replied. "I only wish
-poor Jim's life had been saved. It's a'most like leavin' of him to
-drown to go away without buryin' him; and yet I know there'd be no use
-in puttin' him overboard. There's been a deal o' precious human life
-wasted since we left the Channel; and who are the murderers? Wy, the
-owners. It's all come through their sendin' the ship to sea with rotten
-stores. A few dirty pounds 'ud ha' saved all this."
-
-We had never yet had the leisure to inspect the stores with which
-the mutineers had furnished the quarter-boat, and we now found, in
-spite of their having shifted a lot of the provisions out of her into
-the long-boat before starting in pursuit of us, that there was still
-an abundance left: four kegs of water, several tins of cuddy bread,
-preserved meat and fruits, sugar, flour, and other things, not to
-mention such items as boxes of lucifer-matches, fishing tackle, a
-burning-glass, a quantity of tools and nails; in a word, everything
-which men in the condition they had hoped to find themselves in might
-stand in need of to support life. Indeed, the foresight illustrated by
-the provisioning of this boat was truly remarkable, the only things
-they had omitted being a mast and sail, it having been their intention
-to keep this boat in tow of the other. I even found that they had
-furnished the boat with the oars belonging to the disabled quarter-boat
-in addition to those of her own.
-
-However, the boat was not yet stocked to my satisfaction. I therefore
-repaired to my cabin and procured the boat's compass, some charts, a
-sextant, and other necessary articles, such as the "Nautical Almanack,"
-and pencils and paper wherewith to work out my observations, which
-articles I placed very carefully in the locker in the stern-sheets of
-the boat.
-
-I allowed Mary to help me, that the occupation might divert her mind
-from the overwhelming thoughts which the gradual settling of the ship
-on which we stood must have excited in the strongest and bravest mind;
-and, indeed, I worked busily and eagerly to guard myself against any
-terror that might come upon me. She it was who suggested that we should
-provide ourselves with lamps and oil; and I shipped a lantern to hoist
-at our mast-head when the darkness came, and the bull's-eye lamp to
-enable me to work out observations of the stars, which I intended
-to make when the night fell. To all these things, which, sounding
-numerous, in reality occupied but little space, I added a can of oil,
-meshes for the lamps, top-coats, oilskins, and rugs to protect us at
-night, so that the afternoon was well advanced before we had ended
-our preparations. Meanwhile, the boatswain had stepped a top-gallant
-stun'sail boom to serve us for a mast, well stayed, with a block and
-halliards at the mast-head to serve for hoisting a flag or lantern, and
-a spare top-gallant stun'sail to act as a sail.
-
-By this time the wind had completely died away; a peaceful deep blue
-sky stretched from horizon to horizon; and the agitation of the sea
-had subsided into a long and silent swell, which washed up against the
-ship's sides, scarcely causing her to roll, so deep had she sunk in the
-water.
-
-I now thought it high time to lower the boat and bring her alongside,
-as our calculations of the length of time to be occupied by the ship
-in sinking might be falsified to our destruction by her suddenly going
-stern down with us on board.
-
-We therefore lowered the boat, and got the gangway ladder over the side.
-
-The boatswain got into the boat first to help Mary into her. I then
-took the steward by the arms and brought him along smartly, as there
-was danger in keeping the boat washing against the ship's side. He
-resisted at first, and only smiled vacantly when I threatened to leave
-him; but on the boatswain crying out that his wife was waiting for
-him, the poor idiot got himself together with a scramble, and went so
-hastily over the gangway that he very narrowly escaped a ducking.
-
-I paused a moment at the gangway and looked around, striving to
-remember if there was anything we had forgotten which would be of some
-use to us. Mary watched me anxiously, and called to me by my Christian
-name, at the same time extending her arms. I would not keep her in
-suspense a moment, and at once dropped into the boat. She grasped and
-fondled my hand, and drew me close beside her.
-
-"I should have gone on board again had you delayed coming," she
-whispered.
-
-The boatswain shoved the boat's head off, and we each shipped an oar
-and pulled the boat about a quarter of a mile away from the ship; and
-then, from a strange and wild curiosity to behold the ship sink, and
-still in our hearts clinging to her, not only as the home wherein we
-had found shelter for many days past, but as the only visible object
-in all the stupendous reach of waters, we threw in the oars and sat
-watching her.
-
-She had now sunk as deep as her main-chains, and was but a little
-higher out of water than the hull from which we had rescued Mary and
-her father. It was strange to behold her even from a short distance
-and note her littleness in comparison with the immensity of the deep
-on which she rested, and recall the terrible seas she had braved and
-triumphed over.
-
-Few sailors can behold the ship in which they have sailed sinking
-before their eyes without the same emotion of distress and pity almost
-which the spectacle of a drowning man excites in them. She has grown
-a familiar name, a familiar object; thus far she has borne them in
-safety; she has been rudely beaten, and yet has done her duty; but the
-tempest has broken her down at last; all the beauty is shorn from her;
-she is weary with the long and dreadful struggle with the vast forces
-that Nature arrayed against her; she sinks, a desolate abandoned thing
-in mid-ocean, carrying with her a thousand memories, which surge up in
-the heart with the pain of a strong man's tears.
-
-I looked from the ship to realize our own position. Perhaps not yet
-could it be keenly felt, for the ship was still a visible object for
-us to hold on by; and yet, turning my eyes away to the far reaches of
-the horizon, at one moment borne high on the summit of the ocean swell,
-which appeared mountainous when felt in and viewed from the boat, then
-sinking deep in the hollow, so that the near ship was hidden from
-us--the supreme loneliness of our situation, our helplessness, and
-the fragility and diminutiveness of the structure on which our lives
-depended, came home to me with the pain and wonder of a shock.
-
-Our boat, however, was new this voyage, with a good beam, and showing a
-tolerably bold side, considering her dimensions and freight. Of the two
-quarter-boats with which the _Grosvenor_ had been furnished, this was
-the larger and the stronger built, and for this reason had been chosen
-by Stevens. I could not hope, indeed, that she would live a moment in
-anything of a sea; but she was certainly stout enough to carry us to
-the Bermudas, providing the weather remained moderate.
-
-It was now six o'clock. I said to the boatswain--
-
-"Every hour of this weather is valuable to us. There is no reason why
-we should stay here."
-
-"I should like to see her sink, Mr. Royle; I should like to know that
-poor Jim found a regular coffin in her," he answered. "We can't make
-no headway with the sail, and I don't recommend rowin' for the two or
-three mile we can fetch with the oars. It 'ud be wurse nor pumpin'!"
-
-He was right. When I reflected I was quite sure I should not, in my
-exhausted state, be able to handle one of the big oars for even five
-minutes at a stretch; and admitting that I _had_ been strong enough to
-row for a couple of hours, yet the result to have been obtained could
-not have been important enough to justify the serious labour.
-
-The steward all this time sat perfectly quiet in the bottom of the
-boat, with his back against the mast. He paid no attention to us when
-we spoke, nor looked around him, though sometimes he would fix his
-eyes vacantly on the sky as if his shattered mind found relief in
-contemplating the void. I was heartily glad to find him quiet, though
-I took care to watch him, for it was difficult to tell whether his
-imbecility was not counterfeited by his madness, to throw us off our
-guard, and furnish him with an opportunity to play us and himself some
-deadly trick.
-
-As some hours had elapsed since we had tasted food, I opened a tin of
-meat and prepared a meal. The boatswain ate heartily, and so did the
-steward; but I could not prevail upon Mary to take more than a biscuit
-and some sherry and water.
-
-Indeed, as the evening approached, our position affected her more
-deeply, and very often, after she had cast her eyes towards the
-horizon, I would see her lips whispering a prayer, and feel her hand
-tightening on mine.
-
-The ship still floated, but she was so low in the water that I every
-minute expected to see her vanish. The water was above her main-chains,
-and I could only attribute her obstinacy in not sinking to the great
-quantity of wood--both in cases and goods--which composed her cargo.
-
-The sun was now quite close to the horizon, branding the ocean with
-a purple glare, but itself descending into a cloudless sky. I cannot
-express how majestic and wonderful the great orb looked to us who
-were almost level with the water. Its disc seemed vaster than I had
-ever before seen it, and there was something sublimely solemn in the
-loneliness of its descent. All the sky about it, and far to the south
-and north, was changed into the colour of gold by its lustre; and over
-our heads the heavens were an exquisite tender green, which melted in
-the east into a dark blue.
-
-I was telling Mary that ere the sun sank again we might be on board a
-ship, and whispering any words of encouragement and hope to her, when I
-was startled by the boatswain crying, "Now she's gone! Look at her!"
-
-I turned my eyes towards the ship, and could scarcely credit my senses
-when I found that her hull had vanished, and that nothing was to be
-seen of her but her spars, which were all aslant sternwards.
-
-I held my breath as I saw the masts sink lower and lower. First the
-crossjack-yard was submerged, then the gaff with the ensign hanging
-dead at the peak, then the mainyard; presently only the main-topmast
-cross-trees were visible, a dark cross upon the water: they vanished;
-at the same moment the sun disappeared behind the horizon; and now
-we were alone on the great, breathing deep, with all the eastern sky
-growing dark as we watched.
-
-"It's all over!" said the boatswain, breaking the silence, and speaking
-in a hollow tone. "No livin' man'll ever see the _Grosvenor_ agin!"
-
-Mary shivered and leaned against me. I took up a rug and folded it
-round her, and kissed her forehead.
-
-The boatswain had turned his back upon us, and sat with his hands
-folded, I believe in prayer. I am sure he was thinking of Jim Cornish,
-and I would not have interrupted that honest heart's communion with its
-Maker for the value of the ship that had sunk.
-
-Darkness came down very quickly, and that we might lose no chance of
-being seen by any distant vessel, I lighted the ship's lantern and
-hoisted it at the mast-head. I also lighted the bull's-eye lamp and set
-it in the stern-sheets.
-
-"Mary," I whispered, "I will make you up a bed in the bottom of the
-boat. Whilst this weather lasts, dearest, we have no cause to be
-alarmed by our position. It will make me happy to see you sleeping, and
-be sure that whilst you sleep there will be watchful eyes near you."
-
-"I will sleep as I am, here, by your side. I shall rest better so," she
-answered. "I could not sleep lying down."
-
-It was too sweet a privilege to forego: I passed my arm around her and
-held her close to me; and she closed her eyes like a child to please me.
-
-Worn out as I was, enfeebled both intellectually and physically by the
-heavy strain that had been put upon me ever since that day when I had
-been ironed by Captain Coxon's orders, I say--and I solemnly believe
-in the truth of what I am about to write--that had it not been for
-the living reality of this girl, encircled by my arm, with her head
-supported by my shoulder--had it not been for the deep love I felt for
-her, which localized my thoughts, and, so to say, humanized them down
-to the level of our situation, forbidding them to trespass beyond the
-prosaic limits of our danger, of the precautions to be taken by us, of
-our chances of rescue, of the course to be steered when the wind should
-fill our sail: I should have gone mad when the night came down upon
-the sea and enveloped our boat--a lonely speck on the gigantic world of
-water--in the mystery and fear of darkness. I know this by recalling
-the fancy that for a few moments possessed me in looking along the
-water, when I clearly beheld the outline of a coast, with innumerable
-lights twinkling upon it; by the whirling, dizzy sensation in my head
-which followed the extinction of the vision; by the emotion of wild
-horror and unutterable disappointment which overcame me when I detected
-the cheat. I pressed my darling to me, and looked upon her sweet face,
-revealed by the light shed by the lantern at the mast-head, and all my
-misery left me; and the delight which the knowledge that she was my own
-love and that I held her in my arms, gave me, fell like an exorcism
-upon the demons of my stricken imagination.
-
-She smiled when I pressed her to my side and when she saw my face close
-to hers, looking at her; but she did not know then that she had saved
-me from a fate more dreadful than death, and that I--so strong as I
-seemed, so earnest as I had shown myself in my conflicts with fate,
-so resolutely as I had striven to comfort her--had been rescued from
-madness by her whom I had a thousand times pitied for her helplessness.
-
-She fell asleep at last, and I sat for nearly two hours motionless,
-that I should not awaken her. The steward slept with his head in his
-arms, kneeling, a strange, mad posture. The boatswain sat forward, with
-his face turned aft and his arms folded. I addressed him once, but he
-did not answer. Probably I spoke too low for him to hear, being fearful
-of waking Mary; but there was little we had to say. Doubtless he found
-his thoughts too engrossing to suffer him to talk.
-
-Being anxious to "take a star," as we say at sea, and not knowing how
-the time went, I gently drew out my watch and found the hour a quarter
-to eleven. In replacing the watch I aroused Mary, who raised her head
-and looked round her with eyes that flashed in the lantern light.
-
-"Where are we?" she exclaimed, and bent her head to gaze at me, on
-which she recollected herself. "Poor boy!" she said, taking my hand, "I
-have kept you supporting my weight. You were more tired than I. But it
-is your turn now. Rest your head on my shoulder."
-
-"No, it is still your turn," I answered, "and you shall sleep again
-presently. But since you are awake, I will try to find out where we
-are. You shall hold the lamp for me while I make my calculations and
-examine the chart."
-
-Saying which, I drew out my sextant and got across the thwarts to the
-mast, which I stood up alongside of to lean on, for the swell, though
-moderate enough to pass without notice on a big vessel, lifted and sunk
-the boat in such a way as to make it difficult to stand steady.
-
-I was in the act of raising the sextant to my eye, when the boatswain
-suddenly cried, "Mr. Royle, listen!"
-
-"What do you hear?" I exclaimed.
-
-"Hush! listen now!" he answered, in a breathless voice.
-
-I strained my ear, but nothing was audible to me but the wash of the
-water against the boat's side.
-
-"Don't you hear it, Mr. Royle?" he cried, in a kind of agony, holding
-up his finger. "Miss Robertson, don't you hear something?"
-
-There was another interval of silence, and Mary answered, "I hear a
-kind of throbbing!"
-
-"It is so!" I exclaimed. "I hear it now! it is the engines of a
-steamer!"
-
-"A steamer! Yes! I heard it! where is she?" shouted the boatswain, and
-he jumped on to the thwart on which I stood.
-
-We strained our ears again.
-
-That throbbing sound, as Mary had accurately described it, closely
-resembling the rythmical running of a locomotive engine heard in the
-country on a silent night at a long distance, was now distinctly
-audible; but so smooth was the water, so breathless the night, that it
-was impossible to tell how far away the vessel might be; for so fine
-and delicate a vehicle of sound is the ocean in a calm, that, though
-the hull of a steamship might be below the horizon, yet the thumping of
-her engines would be heard.
-
-Once more we inclined our ears, holding our breath as we listened.
-
-"It grows louder!" cries the boatswain. "Mr. Royle, bend your
-bull's-eye lamp to the end o' one o' the oars and swing it about whilst
-I dip this mast-head lantern."
-
-Very different was his manner now from what it had been that morning
-when the Russian hove in sight.
-
-I lashed the lamp by the ring of it to an oar and waved it to and fro.
-Meanwhile the boatswain had got hold of the mast-head halliards, and
-was running the big ship's lantern up and down the mast.
-
-"Mary," I exclaimed, "lift up the seat behind you, and in the left-hand
-corner you will find a pistol."
-
-"I have it," she answered, in a few moments.
-
-"Point it over the stern and fire!" I cried.
-
-She levelled the little weapon and pulled the trigger, the white flame
-leapt, and a smart report followed.
-
-"Listen now!" I said.
-
-I held the oar steady, and the boatswain ceased to dance the lantern.
-For the first few seconds I heard nothing, then my ear caught the
-throbbing sound.
-
-"I see her!" cried the boatswain; and following his finger (my sight
-being keener than my hearing) I saw not only the shadow of a vessel
-down in the south-west, but the smoke from her funnel pouring along the
-stars.
-
-"Mary," I cried, "fire again!"
-
-She drew the trigger.
-
-"Again!"
-
-The clear report whizzed like a bullet passed my ears.
-
-Simultaneously with the second report a ball of blue fire shot up into
-the sky. Another followed, and another.
-
-A moment after a red light shone clear upon the sea.
-
-"She sees us!" I cried. "God be praised! Mary, darling, she sees us!"
-
-I waved the lamp furiously. But there was no need to wave it any
-longer. The red light drew nearer and nearer; the throbbing of the
-engines louder and louder, and the revolutions of the propeller sounded
-like a pulse beating through the water.
-
-The shadow broadened and loomed larger. I could hear the water spouting
-out of her side and the blowing off of the safety-valve.
-
-Soon the vessel grew a defined shape against the stars, and then a
-voice, thinned by the distance, shouted, "What light is that?"
-
-I cried to the boatswain, "Answer, for God's sake! My voice is weak."
-
-He hollowed his hands and roared back, "We're shipwrecked seamen
-adrift in a quarter-boat!"
-
-Nearer and nearer came the shadow, and now it was a long, black hull, a
-funnel pouring forth a dense volume of smoke, spotted with fire-sparks,
-and tapering masts and fragile rigging, with the stars running through
-them.
-
-"Ease her!"
-
-The sound of the throbbing grew more measured. We could hear the water
-as it was churned up by the screw.
-
-"Stop her!"
-
-The sounds ceased, and the vessel came looming up slowly, more slowly,
-until she stopped.
-
-"What is that?--a boat?" exclaimed a strong bass voice.
-
-"Yes!" answered the boatswain. "We've been shipwrecked; we're adrift in
-a quarter-boat."
-
-"Can you bring her alongside?"
-
-"Aye, aye, sir!"
-
-I threw out an oar, but trembled so violently that it was as much as
-I could do to work it. We headed the boat for the steamer, and rowed
-towards her. As we approached I perceived that she was very long,
-barque-rigged, and raking, manifestly a powerful, iron-built, ocean
-steamer. They had hung a red light on the forestay, and a white light
-over her port quarter, and lights flitted about her gangway.
-
-A voice sang out, "How many are there of you?"
-
-The boatswain answered, "Three men and a lady!"
-
-On this the same voice called, "If you want help to bring the boat
-alongside we'll send to you."
-
-"We'll be alongside in a few minutes," returned the boatswain.
-
-But the fact was the vessel had stopped her engines when further off
-from us than we had imagined; being deceived by the magnitude of her
-looming hull, which seemed to stand not a hundred fathoms away from us
-and by the wonderful distinctness of the voice that had spoken us.
-
-I did not know how feeble I had become until I took the oar, and the
-violent emotions excited in me by our rescue now to be effected after
-our long and heavy trials, diminished still the little strength that
-was left in me, so that the boat moved very slowly through the water,
-and it was full twenty minutes, starting from the time when we had
-shipped the oars, before we came up with her.
-
-"We'll fling you a rope's end," said a voice; "look out for it."
-
-A line fell into the boat; the boatswain caught it and sang out "All
-fast!"
-
-I looked up the high side of the steamer: there was a crowd of men
-assembled round the gangway, their faces visible in the light shed
-not only by our own mast-head lantern (which was on a level with the
-steamer's bulwarks) but by other lanterns which some of them held. In
-all this light we, the occupants of the boat, were to be clearly viewed
-from the deck; and the voice that had first addressed us said--
-
-"Are you strong enough to get up the ladder? if not we'll sling you on
-board."
-
-I answered that if a couple of hands would come down into the boat so
-as to help the lady and a man (who had fallen imbecile) over the ship's
-side, the other two would manage to get on board without assistance.
-
-On this a short gangway ladder was lowered, and two men descended and
-got into the boat.
-
-"Take that lady first," I said, pointing to Mary, but holding on as I
-spoke to the boat's mast, for I felt horribly sick and faint, and knew
-not, indeed, what was going to happen to me; and I had to exert all my
-power to steady my voice.
-
-They took her by the arms, and watching the moment when the wash of the
-swell brought the boat against the ship's side, landed her cleverly on
-the ladder and helped her on to the deck.
-
-"Bo'sun," I cried huskily, "she ... she is ... saved ... I am dying, I
-think.... God bless her! and ... and ... your hand, mate...."
-
-I remember uttering these incoherent words and seeing the boatswain
-spring forward to catch me. Then my senses left me with a flash.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-
-I remained, as I was afterwards informed, insensible for four days,
-during which time I told and re-told in my delirium the story of the
-mutiny and our own sufferings, so that, as the ship's surgeon assured
-me, he became very exactly acquainted with all the particulars of the
-_Grosvenor's_ voyage, from the time of her leaving the English Channel
-to the moment of our rescue from the boat, though I, from whom he
-learnt the story, was insensible as I related it. My delirium even
-embraced so remote an incident as the running down of the smack.
-
-When I opened my eyes I found myself in a small, very comfortable
-cabin, lying in a bunk; and being alone, I had no knowledge of where I
-was, nor would my memory give me the slightest assistance. That every
-object my eye rested upon was unfamiliar, and that I was on board a
-ship, was all that I knew for certain. What puzzled me most was the
-jarring sound caused by the engines. I could not conceive what this
-meant nor what produced it; and the vessel being perfectly steady, it
-was not in my power to realize that I was being borne over the water.
-
-I closed my eyes and lay perfectly still, striving to master the past
-and inform myself of what had become of me; but so hopelessly muddled
-was my brain, that had some unseen person, by way of a joke, told me in
-a sepulchral voice that I was dead and apprehending the things about me
-only by means of my spirit, which had not yet had time to get out of
-my body, I should have believed him; though I don't say that I should
-not have been puzzled to reconcile my very keen appetite and thirst
-with my non-existent condition.
-
-In a few minutes the door of the cabin was opened and a jolly,
-red-faced man, wearing a Scotch cap, looked in. Seeing me with my eyes
-open, he came forward and exclaimed in a cheerful voice--
-
-"All alive O! Staring about you full of wonderment! Nothing so good as
-curiosity in a sick man. Shows that the blood is flowing."
-
-He felt my pulse, and asked me if I knew who he was.
-
-I replied that I had never seen him before.
-
-"Well, that's not my fault," said he; "for I've been looking at you a
-pretty tidy while on and off since we hoisted you out of the brine.
-
- 'Guid speed an' furder to you, Johnny;
- Guid health, hale han's, an' weather bonnie;
- May ye ne'er want a stoup o' brany
- To clear your head!'
-
-Hungry?"
-
-"Very," said I.
-
-"Thirsty?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"How do you feel in yourself?"
-
-"I have been trying to find out. I don't know. I forget who I am."
-
-"Raise your arm and try your muscles."
-
-"I can raise my arm," I said, doing so.
-
-"How's your memory?"
-
-"If you'll give me a hint or two, I'll see."
-
-He looked at me very earnestly and with much kindness in the expression
-of his jovial face, and debated some matter in his own mind.
-
-"I'll send you in some beef-tea," he said, "by a person who'll be able
-to do you more good than I can. But don't excite yourself. Converse
-calmly, and don't talk too much."
-
-So saying he went away.
-
-I lay quite still and my memory remained as helpless as though I had
-just been born.
-
-After an interval of about ten minutes the door was again opened and
-Mary came in. She closed the door and approached me, holding a cup of
-beef-tea in her hand, but however she had schooled herself to behave,
-her resolution forsook her; she put the cup down, threw her arms round
-my neck, and sobbed with her cheek against mine.
-
-With my recognition of her my memory returned to me.
-
-"My darling," I cried, in a weak voice, "is it you indeed! Oh, God is
-very merciful to have spared us. I remembered nothing just now; but
-all has come back to me with your dear face."
-
-She was too overcome to speak for some moments, but raising herself
-presently she said in broken tones--
-
-"I thought I should never see you again, never be able to speak to
-you more. But I am wicked to give way to my feelings when I have been
-told that any excitement must be dangerous to my darling. Drink this,
-now--no, I will hold the cup to your lips. Strength has been given me
-to bear the sufferings we have gone through, that I may nurse you and
-bring you back to health."
-
-I would not let go her hand; but when I attempted to prop myself up, I
-found my elbow would not sustain me; so I lay back and drank from the
-cup which she held to my mouth.
-
-"How long is it," I asked her, "since we were taken on board this
-vessel?"
-
-"Four days. Do you know that you fell down insensible in the boat the
-moment after I had been carried on to the deck of this ship? The men
-crowded around me and held their lanterns to my face, and I found that
-most of them were Scotch by their exclamations. A woman took me by the
-hand to lead me away, but I refused to move one step until I saw that
-you were on board. She told me that you had fainted in the boatswain's
-arms, and others cried out that you were dead. I saw them bring you up
-out of the boat, and told the woman that I must go with you and see
-where they put you, and asked if there was a doctor on board. She said
-yes, and that he was that man in the Scotch cap and greatcoat, who was
-helping the others to take you downstairs. I took your poor senseless
-hands and cried bitterly over them, and told the doctor I would go on
-my knees to him if he would save your life. But he was very kind--very
-kind and gentle."
-
-"And you, Mary? I saw you keep up your wonderful courage to the last."
-
-"I fainted when the doctor took me away from you," she answered, with
-one of her sweet, wistful smiles. "I slept far into the next day, and
-I rose quite well yesterday morning, and have been by your side nearly
-ever since. It is rather hard upon me that your consciousness should
-have returned when I had left the cabin for a few minutes."
-
-I made her turn her face to the light that I might see her clearly, and
-found that though her mental and physical sufferings had left traces on
-her calm and beautiful face, yet on the whole she looked fairly well in
-health; her eyes bright, her complexion clear, and her lips red, with a
-firm expression on them. I also took notice that she was well dressed
-in a black silk, though probably I was not good critic enough just then
-in such matters to observe that it fitted her ill, and did no manner of
-justice to her lovely shape.
-
-She caught me looking at the dress, and told me with a smile that it
-had been lent to her by a lady passenger.
-
-"Why do you stand?" I said.
-
-"The doctor only allowed me to see you on condition that I did not stay
-above five minutes."
-
-"That is nonsense. I cannot let you go now you are here. Your dear
-face gives me back all the strength I have lost. How came I to fall
-down insensible? I am ashamed of myself! I, a sailor, supposed to be
-inured to all kinds of privation, to be cut adrift from my senses by a
-shipwreck! Mary, you are fitter to be a sailor than I. After this, let
-me buy a needle and thread, and advertise for needlework."
-
-"You are talking too much. I shall leave you."
-
-"You cannot while I hold your hand."
-
-"Am I not stronger than you?"
-
-"In all things stronger, Mary. You have been my guardian angel. You
-interceded for my life with God, and He heard you when He would not
-have heard me."
-
-She placed her hand on my mouth.
-
-"You are talking too much, I say. You reproach yourself for your
-weakness, but try to remember what you have gone through: how you had
-to baffle the mutineers--to take charge of the ship--to save our lives
-from their terrible designs. Remember, too, that for days together you
-scarcely closed your eyes in sleep, that you did the work of a whole
-crew during the storm--dearest, what you have gone through would have
-broken many a man's heart or driven him mad. It has left you your own
-true self for me to love and cherish whilst God shall spare us to each
-other."
-
-She kissed me on the mouth, drew her hand from mine, and with a smile
-full of tender affection left the cabin.
-
-I was vexed to lose her even for a short time; and still chose to think
-myself a poor creature for falling ill and keeping to my bed, when I
-might be with her about the ship and telling the people on board the
-story of her misfortunes and beautiful courage.
-
-It was a mistake of the doctor's to suppose that _her_ conversation
-could hurt me.
-
-I had no idea of the time, and stared hard at the bull's-eye over my
-head, hoping to discover by the complexion of the light that it was
-early in the day, so that I might again see Mary before the night came.
-I was even rash enough to imagine that I had the strength to rise,
-and made an effort to get out of the bunk, which gave me just the best
-illustration I could wish that I was as weak as a baby. So I tumbled
-back with a groan of disappointment, and after staring fixedly at the
-bull's-eye, I fell asleep.
-
-This sleep lasted some hours. I awoke, not as I had first awakened
-from insensibility, with tremors and bewilderment, but easily, with a
-delicious sense of warmth and rest and renewing vigour in my limbs.
-
-I opened my eyes upon three persons standing near the bunk; one was
-Mary, the other the doctor, and the third a thin, elderly, sunburnt
-man, in a white waistcoat with gold buttons and a blue cloth loose coat.
-
-The doctor felt my pulse, and letting fall my hand, said to Mary--
-
-"Now, Miss Robertson, Mr. Royle will do. If you will kindly tell the
-steward to give you another basin of broth, you will find our patient
-able to make a meal."
-
-She kissed her hand to me behind the backs of the others, and went out
-with a beaming smile.
-
-"This is Captain Craik, Mr. Royle," continued the doctor, motioning
-to the gentleman in the white waistcoat, "commanding this vessel, the
-_Peri_."
-
-I at once thanked him earnestly for his humanity, and the kindness he
-was showing me.
-
-"Indeed," he replied, "I am very pleased with my good fortune in
-rescuing so brave a pair of men as yourself and your boatswain, and
-happy to have been the instrument of saving the charming girl to whom
-you are betrothed from the horror of exposure in an open boat. I have
-had the whole of your story from Miss Robertson, and I can only say
-that you have acted very heroically and honourably."
-
-I replied that I was very grateful to him for his kind words; but I
-assured him that I only deserved a portion of his praise. The man who
-truly merited admiration was the boatswain.
-
-"You shall divide the honours," he said, smiling. "The bo'sun is
-already a hero. My crew seem disposed to worship him. If you have
-nothing better for him in your mind, you may hand him over to me. I
-know the value of such men now-a-days, when so much is left to the
-crimp."
-
-Saying this, he went to the door and called; and immediately my old
-companion, the boatswain, came in. I held out my hand, and it was
-clutched by the honest fellow and held with passionate cordiality.
-
-"Mr. Royle, sir," he exclaimed, in a faltering voice, "this is a happy
-moment for me. There wos a time when I never thought I should ha'
-seen you alive agin, and it went to my heart, and made me blubber
-like any old woman when I thought o' your dyin' arter all the trouble
-you've seen, and just when, if I may be so bold as to say it, you might
-be hopin' to marry the brave, high-sperrited gell as you saved from
-drownin', and who belongs to you by the will o' God Almighty. Captain
-Craik, sir--I speak by your favour, and ax pardon for the liberty--this
-gen'man and me has seen some queer starts together since we fust
-shipped aboard the _Grosvenor_ in the West Hindie Docks, and," he
-cried with vehemence, "I'd sooner ha' lost the use o' my right arm an'
-leg--yes, an' you may chuck my right eye in along with them--than Mr.
-Royle should ha' died just as he was agoin' to live properly and set
-down on the bench o' matrimony an' happiness with a bold and handsome
-wife!"
-
-This eloquent harangue he delivered with a moist eye, addressing us all
-three in turn. I thanked him heartily for what he had said, but limited
-my reply to this: for though I could have complimented him more warmly
-than he had praised me, I considered that it would be more becoming to
-hold over all mutual admiration and you-and-me glorification until we
-should be alone.
-
-I observed that he wore a velvet waistcoat, and carried a shiny cloth
-cap with a brilliant peak, very richly garnished with braid; and as
-such articles of raiment could only emanate from the forecastle, I
-concluded that they were gifts from the crew, and that Captain Craik
-had reason in thinking that the boatswain had become a hero.
-
-The doctor shortly after this motioned him to go, whereon he gave a
-shipshape salute, by tweaking an imaginary curl on his forehead, and
-went away.
-
-I now asked what had become of the steward. Captain Craik answered that
-the man was all right so far as his health went; that he wandered about
-the decks very harmlessly, smiling in the faces of the men, and seldom
-speaking.
-
-"One peculiarity of the poor creature," said he, "is that he will not
-taste any kind of food but what is served out to the crew. I have
-myself tried him with dishes from the saloon table, but could not
-induce him to touch a mouthful. The first time I tried him in this
-way he fell from me as though I had offered to cut his throat; the
-perspiration poured from his forehead, and he eyed me with looks of the
-utmost horror and aversion. Can you account for this?"
-
-"Yes, sir," I replied. "The steward was in the habit of serving out the
-ship's stores to the crew of the _Grosvenor_. He rather sided with
-the captain, and tried to make the best of what was outrageously bad.
-When the men mutinied they threatened to hang him if he touched any
-portion of the cuddy stores, and I dare say they would have executed
-their threat. He was rather a coward before he lost his reason, and the
-threat affected him violently. I myself never could induce him to taste
-any other food than the ship's rotten stores whilst the men remained in
-the vessel, and I dare say the memory of the threat still lives in his
-broken mind."
-
-"Thanks for your explanation," said the doctor, "I shall sleep the
-better for it; for, upon my word, the man's unnatural dislike of good
-food--of _entrées_, man, and curried fowl and roast goose, for I tried
-him myself--has kept me awake bothering my head to understand."
-
-"May I ask what vessel this is?" I said, addressing Captain Craik.
-
-"The _Peri_, of Glasgow, homeward-bound from Jamaica," he answered.
-
-"I know the ship now, sir. She belongs to the ---- Line."
-
-"Quite right. We shall hope to put you ashore in seven days hence. It
-is curious that I should have known Mr. Robertson, your lady's father.
-I called upon him a few years since in Liverpool, on business, and had
-a long conversation with him. Little could I have dreamt that his end
-would be so sad, and that it should be reserved for me to rescue his
-daughter from an open boat, in mid-Atlantic!"
-
-"Ah, sir," I exclaimed, "no one but I can ever know the terrible trials
-this poor girl has passed through. She has been twice shipwrecked
-within three weeks; she has experienced all the horrors of a mutiny;
-she has lost her father under circumstances which would have killed
-many girls with grief; she has been held in terror of her life, and yet
-never once has her noble courage flagged, her splendid spirit failed
-her."
-
-"Yes," answered Captain Craik, "I have read her character in her story
-and in her way of relating it. You are to be congratulated on having
-won the love of a woman whose respect alone would do a man honour."
-
-"He deserves what he has got," said the doctor, laughing. "Findings
-keepings."
-
-"I did find her and I mean to keep her," I exclaimed.
-
-"Well, you have picked up a fortune," observed Captain Craik. "It is
-not every man who finds a shipwreck a good investment."
-
-"I know nothing about her fortune," I answered. "She did indeed tell me
-that her father was a ship-owner; but I have asked no questions, and
-only know her as Mary Robertson, a sweet, brave girl, whom I love, and,
-please God, mean to marry, though she possessed nothing more in the
-world than the clothes I found her in."
-
-"Come, come," said the doctor.
-
-"You're not a sailor, doctor," remarked Captain Craik, drily.
-
-"But, my dear sir, you'll not tell me that a gold pound's not better
-than a silver sixpence?" cried the doctor. "Did you never sing this
-song?--
-
- 'Awa wi' your witchcraft o' beauty's alarms,
- The slender bit beauty you grasp in your arms;
- Oh, gie me the lass that has acres o' charms,
- Oh, gie me the lass wi' the weel-stockit farms.
- Then hey for a lass wi' a tocher; then hey for a lass wi' a tocher;
- Then hey for a lass wi' a tocher; the nice yellow guineas for me.'
-
-Is not an heiress better than a poor wench?"
-
-"I don't see how your simile of the pound and the sixpence applies,"
-answered Captain Craik. "A good woman is a good woman all the world
-over, and a gift that every honest man will thank God for.
-
- 'Mark yonder pomp of costly fashion
- Round the wealthy titled bride;
- But when compared with real passion,
- Poor is all that princely pride.'
-
-That's one of Robbie's too, doctor, and I commend your attention to the
-whole song as a wholesome purge."
-
-As the conversation was rather too personal to be much to my liking, I
-was very glad when it was put an end to by Mary coming in with a basin
-of soup for me.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-
-Thanks to my darling's devotion, to her unwearied attentions, to her
-foresight and care of me, I was strong enough to leave my cabin on the
-third day following my restoration to consciousness.
-
-During that time many inquiries were made after my health by the
-passengers, and Mary told me that the greatest curiosity prevailed fore
-and aft to see me. So misfortune had made a little ephemeral hero of
-me, and this, perhaps, was one stroke of compensation which I should
-have been very willing to dispense with.
-
-The second officer of the ship, a man of about my height and build,
-had very kindly placed his wardrobe at my disposal, but all that I
-had chosen to borrow from him was some linen, which, indeed, I stood
-greatly in need of; but my clothes, though rather the worse for salt
-water, were, in my opinion, quite good enough for me to wear until I
-should be able to buy a new outfit ashore.
-
-At twelve o'clock, then, on the third day I rose and leisurely dressed
-myself, and then sat waiting for Mary, whose arm to lean on I preferred
-to any one's else.
-
-She came to the cabin presently, and when she had entered I folded her
-in my arms with so deep a feeling of happiness and love and gratitude
-in me, that I had no words to speak to her.
-
-It was when I released her that she said--"Since God has heard our
-prayers, dearest, and mercifully preserved us from death, shall we
-thank Him now that we are together, and say one prayer for my dear
-father, who, I firmly believe, looks down upon us and has still the
-power to bless us?"
-
-I took her hand and we knelt together, and first thanking her for
-reminding me of my bounden duty, I lifted up my heart to Almighty God,
-Father of all men, who had guarded us amid our perils, who had brought
-us to the knowledge and love of Him and of each other, by the lesson of
-hard trials and sorrowful privation.
-
-And I would ask you to believe that I do not relate such circumstances
-as these from any ostentatious wish to parade my piety, of which God
-knows I have not so large a store that I need be vain of showing it;
-but that I may in some poor fashion justify many good men in my own
-profession who, because they are scandalised by persons among us that
-are bad, are confounded with these by people ashore who imagine the
-typical sailor to be a loose, debauched fellow, with his mouth full
-of bad language and his head full of drink. I say earnestly that this
-is not so; that a large and generous soul animates many sailors; that
-they love God, pray to Him, and in many ways too rough, maybe, to
-commend them to fastidious piety, but not surely the less honest for
-the roughness, strive to act up to a just standard of goodness; and
-that even among the bad--bad, I mean, through the looseness of their
-morals and the insanity of their language--there is often found a
-hidden instinctive religion and veneration and fear of God not to be
-discovered in the classes ashore to which you may parallel them. Nor,
-indeed, do I understand how this can fail to be; for no familiarity
-with the mighty deep can lessen its ever-appealing grandeur to them as
-a symbol of heavenly power and majesty; and the frequent fear of their
-lives in which sailors go--the fury of tempests, the darkness of stormy
-nights, the fragility of the ship in comparison with the mountainous
-waves which menace her, the horror of near and iron coasts--I say that
-such things, which are daily presented to them, must inevitably excite
-and sustain contemplations which very few events that happen on shore
-are calculated to arouse in the minds of the ignorant classes with whom
-such sailors as I am speaking of are on a level.
-
-When I quitted the cabin, supported by Mary, I found myself in a very
-spacious saloon, most handsomely furnished and decorated, and striking
-me the more by the contrast it offered to the plain and small interior
-of the _Grosvenor's_ cabin.
-
-The table was being prepared for lunch: smartly dressed stewards
-and under-stewards trotted to and fro; there were flowers on the
-table, vases of gold fish swinging from the deck, a rich thick carpet
-underfoot, comfortable and handsome sofas; a pianoforte stood against
-the mizzen-mast, which was covered with a mahogany skin and gilded;
-two rows of lamps went the length of the saloon; and what with the
-paintings on the cabin doors, the curtains, the rich brasswork about
-the spacious skylights, the bright sunshine streaming in upon the whole
-scene and kindling a brilliance in the polished woodwork, the crystal
-on the table, the looking-glasses at the fore end of the saloon--I
-fairly paused with amazement, scarcely conceiving it possible that this
-airy, sunshiny, sumptuous drawing-room was actually the interior of a
-ship, and that we were on the sea, steaming at the rate of so many
-miles an hour towards England.
-
-There were a couple of well-dressed women sewing or doing some kind of
-needlework and conversing on one of the sofas, and on another sofa a
-gentleman sat reading. These, with the stewards, were all the people in
-the saloon.
-
-The gentleman and the ladies looked at us when we approached, and all
-three of them rose.
-
-The ladies came and shook hands with Mary, who introduced me to them;
-but I forget their names.
-
-They began to praise me; the gentleman struck in, and asked permission
-to shake me by the hand. They had heard my story: it was a beautiful
-romance; in short, they overpowered me with civilities, and made me so
-nervous that I had scarcely the heart to go on deck.
-
-Of course it was all very kindly meant; but then what were my exploits?
-Nothing to make money out of, nothing to justify my appearance on the
-boards of a London theatre, nothing to furnish a column of wild writing
-to a newspaper, nothing to merit even the honour of a flattering
-request from a photographic company. I very exactly knew what I _had_
-done, and was keenly alive to the absurdity of any heroizing process.
-
-However, I had sense enough to guess that what blushing honours were
-thrust upon me would be very short-lived. Who does not thank God at
-some time or other in his life that there _is_ such a thing as oblivion?
-
-So we went on deck; I overhearing one of the ladies talk some nonsense
-about her never having read or heard of anything more deliciously
-romantic and exciting than the young sailor rescuing a pretty girl
-from a wreck and falling in love with her.
-
-"Did you hear that, Mary?" I whispered.
-
-"Yes," she answered.
-
-"Was it romantic?"
-
-"I think so."
-
-"And exciting?"
-
-"Dreadfully."
-
-"And did they live happily ever afterwards?"
-
-"We shall see."
-
-"Darling, it _is_ romantic, and it _is_ exciting, to us, and to no
-one else. Yes, very romantic now that I come to think of it; but all
-has come about so gradually that I have never thought of the romance
-that runs through our story. What time did we have to think? Mutineers
-out of Wapping are no polite garnishers to a love story; and romance
-must be pretty stoutly bolt-roped not to be blown to smithereens by a
-hurricane."
-
-There were a number of passengers on deck, men, women, and children,
-and when I ran my eye along the ship (the _Grosvenor_ would have made
-a neat long-boat for her) and observed her dimensions, I thought that
-a city might have gone to sea in her without any inconvenience arising
-from overcrowding. In a word, she was a magnificent Clyde-built iron
-boat of some four thousand tons burden, and propelled by eight hundred
-horse-power engines; her decks white as a yacht's, a shining awning
-forward and aft; a short yellow funnel, towering masts and broad yards,
-and embodying every conceivable "latest improvement" in compasses,
-capstans, boat-lowering gear, blocks, gauges, logs, windlass, and the
-rest of it. She was steaming over a smooth sea and under a glorious
-blue sky at the rate of thirteen knots, or nearly fifteen miles an
-hour. Cool draughts of air circled under the awning and fanned my
-hollow cheeks, and invigorated and refreshed me like cordials.
-
-The captain was on deck when we arrived, and the moment he saw me he
-came forward and shook my hand, offering me many kindly congratulations
-on my recovery; and with his own hands placed chairs for me and Mary
-near the mizzen-mast. Then the chief officer approached, and most,
-indeed I think all, of the passengers; and I believe that had I been as
-cynical as old Diogenes I should have been melted into a hearty faith
-in human nature by the sympathy shown me by these kind people.
-
-They illustrated their goodness best, perhaps, by withdrawing, after
-a generous salutation, and resuming their various employments or
-discussions, so as to put me at my ease. The doctor and the chief
-officer stayed a little while talking to us; and then presently the
-tiffin-bell rang, and all the passengers went below, the captain having
-previously suggested that I should remain on deck, so as to get the
-benefit of the air, and that he would send a steward to wait upon me.
-Mary would not leave my side; and the officer in charge taking his
-station on the bridge before the funnel, we, to my great satisfaction,
-had the deck almost to ourselves.
-
-"You predicted, Mary," I said, "that our lives would be spared. Your
-dream has come true."
-
-"Yes; I knew my father would not deceive me. Would to God he had been
-spared!"
-
-"Yet God has been very good to us, Mary. What a change is this, from
-the deck of the _Grosvenor_--the seas beating over us, the ship
-labouring as though at any moment she must go to pieces--ourselves
-fagged to death, and each of us in our hearts for hours and hours
-beholding death face to face. I feel as though I had no right to be
-alive after so much hard work. It is a violation of natural laws and an
-impertinent triumphing of vitality over the whole forces of Nature."
-
-"But you are alive, dear, and that is all I care about."
-
-I pressed her hand, and after looking around me asked her if she knew
-whether this vessel went direct to Glasgow.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Have you any friends there?"
-
-"None. But I have friends here. The captain has asked me to stay with
-his wife until I hear from home."
-
-"To whom shall you write?"
-
-"To my aunt in Leamington. She will come to Glasgow and take me home.
-And you?"
-
-"I?"
-
-I looked at her and smiled.
-
-"I! Why, your question puts a matter into my head that I must think
-over."
-
-"You are not strong enough to think. If you begin to think I shall grow
-angry."
-
-"But I must think, Mary."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I must think how I am to get to London, and what I am to do when I get
-there."
-
-"When we were on the _Grosvenor_," she said, "you did all the thinking
-for me, didn't you? And now that we are on the _Peri_ I mean to do
-all the thinking for you. But I need not say that. I have thought my
-thoughts out. I have done with them."
-
-"Look here, Mary, I am going to be candid----"
-
-"Here comes one of the stewards to interrupt you."
-
-A very civil fellow came with a tray, which he placed on the skylight,
-and stood by to wait on us. I told him he need not stay, and,
-addressing Mary, I exclaimed--
-
-"This recalls our farewell feast on the _Grosvenor_."
-
-"Yes; and there is the boatswain watching us, as if he would like to
-come to us again and congratulate us on having found each other out. Do
-catch his eye, dear, and wave your hand. He dare not come here."
-
-I waved my hand to him and he flourished his cap in return, and so did
-three or four men who were around him.
-
-"I am going----" I began.
-
-"You will eat your lunch first," she interrupted.
-
-"But why will you not listen?"
-
-"Because I have made my arrangements."
-
-"But I wish to speak of myself, dear."
-
-"I am speaking of you--my arrangements concern you--and me."
-
-I looked at her uneasily, for somehow the sense of my own poverty came
-home to me very sharply, and I had a strong disinclination to hear what
-my foolish pride might smart under as a mortification.
-
-She read my thoughts in my eyes; and blushing, yet letting me see her
-sweet face, she said in a low voice, "I thought we were to be married?"
-
-"I hope so. It is my dearest wish, Mary. I have told you I love you. It
-would break up my life to lose you now."
-
-"You shall not lose me--but neither will I lose you. I shall never
-release you more."
-
-"Mary, _do_ let me speak my thoughts out. I am very poor. The little
-that I had has gone down in the _Grosvenor_. I could not marry you
-as I am. I could not offer you the hand of a pauper. Let me tell you
-my plans. I shall write, on reaching Glasgow, to the owners of the
-_Grosvenor_, relate the loss of the ship, and ask for payment of the
-wages that are due to me. With this money I will travel to London and
-go to work at once to obtain a berth on another ship. Perhaps, when
-the owners of the _Grosvenor_ hear my story, they will give me a post
-on board one of their other vessels. At all events I must hope for the
-best. I will work very hard----"
-
-"No, no, I cannot listen!" she exclaimed, impetuously. "You are going
-to tell me that you will work very hard to become captain and save a
-little money; and you will then say that several years must pass before
-your pride will suffer you to think yourself in a proper position to
-make me your wife."
-
-"Yes, I was going to say that."
-
-"Oh, where is your clever head which enabled you to triumph over the
-mutineers? Has the shipwreck served you as it has the poor steward?"
-
-"My darling----"
-
-"Were you to work twenty years, what money could you save out of this
-poor profession of the sea that would justify your pride--your cruel
-pride?"
-
-I was about to speak.
-
-"What money could you save that would be of service when you know that
-I am rich, when you know that what is mine is yours?"
-
-"Not much," said I.
-
-"Would you have loved me the less had you known me to be poor? Would
-you not have risked your life to save mine though I had been a beggar?
-You loved me because--because I am Mary Robertson; and I love you
-because you are Edward Royle--dear to me for your own dear sake, for my
-poor dead father's sake, because of my love for you. Would you go away
-and leave me because you are too proud to make us both happy? I will
-give you all I have--I will be a beggar and you shall be rich that you
-need not leave me. Oh, do not speak of being poor! Who is poor that
-acts as you have done? Who is poor that can enrich a girl's heart as
-you have enriched mine?"
-
-She had raised her voice unconsciously, and overhearing herself, as it
-were, she stopped on a sudden, and bowed her head with a sob.
-
-"Mary," I whispered, "I will put my pride away. Let no man judge me
-wrongly. I talk idly--God knows how idly--when I speak of leaving you.
-Yes, I could leave you--but at what cost? at what cost to us both?
-What you have said--that I loved you as Mary Robertson--is true. I know
-in my own heart that my love cannot dishonour us--that it cannot gain
-nor lose by what the future may hold in store for me with you, dear
-one, as my wife."
-
-"Now you are my own true sailor boy!" was all she said.
-
- * * * * *
-
-I began this story on the sea, and I desire to end it on the sea; and
-though another yarn, which should embrace my arrival at Glasgow, my
-introduction to Mary's aunt, my visit to Leamington, my marriage, and
-divers other circumstances of an equally personal nature, could easily
-be spun to follow this--yet the title of this story must limit the
-compass of it, and with the "Wreck of the _Grosvenor_" my tale should
-have had an end.
-
-And yet I should be doing but poor justice to the faithful and
-beautiful nature of my dear wife, if I did not tell you that the plans
-which she had unfolded to me, and which I have made to appear as
-though they only concerned myself, included the boatswain and the poor
-steward. For both a provision was contemplated which I knew her too
-well to doubt that she had the power to make, or that she would forget:
-a provision that, on the one hand, would bring the boatswain alongside
-of us even in our own home, and make him independent of his calling,
-which, to say the least, considering the many years he had been to
-sea, had served him but ill, and still offered him but a very scurvy
-outlook; whilst, on the other hand, it would enable the steward to
-support himself and his wife and child, without in the smallest degree
-taxing those unfortunate brains which we could only hope the shipwreck
-had not irreparably damaged.
-
-Thus much, and this bit of a yarn is spun.
-
-And now I ask myself, is it worth the telling? Well, however it goes
-as a piece of work, it may teach a lesson: that good sailors may be
-made bad, and bad sailors may be made outrageous, and harmless men may
-be converted into criminals by the meanness of shipowners. Every man
-knows, thanks to one earnest, eloquent, and indefatigable voice that
-has been raised among us, what this country thinks of the rascals who
-send rotten ships to sea. And it is worth while to acquaint people
-with another kind of rottenness that is likewise sent to sea, which in
-its way is as bad as rotten timbers--a rottenness which is even less
-excusable, inasmuch as it costs but a trifling sum of money to remedy,
-than rotten hulls:
-
-I mean rotten food.
-
-Sailors have not many champions, because I think their troubles and
-wrongs are not understood. You must live and suffer their lives to
-know their lives. Go aloft with them, man the pumps with them, eat
-their biscuit and their pork, and drink their water with them; lodge
-with crimps along with them; be of their nature, and experience their
-shore-going temptations, the harpies in trousers and petticoats who
-prey upon them, who drug them and strip them.
-
-And however deficient a man may be in those qualifications of mind
-which go to the making of popular novels, I hope no person will charge
-such a writer with impertinence for drawing a quill on behalf of a
-race of men to whom Britain owes the greatest part of her wealth and
-prosperity, who brave death, who combat the elements, who lead in
-numerous instances the lives of mongrel dogs, who submit, with few
-murmurs that ever reach the shore-going ear, to privations which blanch
-the cheek to read, that our tables and our homes may be abundantly
-furnished, our banking balances large, and our national importance
-supreme.
-
-
-THE END.
-
-
- LONDON: PRINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, STAMFORD STREET
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