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Obvious printer +errors have been corrected, inconsistent hyphenation has been left as in +the original. + + + + + + WOMAN IN PRISON. + + BY + + CAROLINE H. WOODS. + + + + NEW YORK: + PUBLISHED BY HURD AND HOUGHTON. + Cambridge: Riverside Press. + 1869. + + + Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1869, by + CAROLINE H. WOODS, + in the Clerk's Office of the District Court for the District of + Massachusetts. + + RIVERSIDE, CAMBRIDGE: + STEREOTYPED AND PRINTED BY + H. O. HOUGHTON AND COMPANY. + + + + + WHY WRITTEN. + + +I was reading an evening paper. I glanced over the advertisements. One +attracted my attention, and held it so strongly that I read it over and +over, again and again. There was nothing unusual in it to ordinary +observation. It read, "Wanted.--At the Penitentiary, a Matron. Inquire +at the Institution." + +I turned the paper over to read the general news; but could not place my +thoughts so as to comprehend the meaning of the words before my sight. +Without the intention to do so, I looked again at the advertisement. It +became a study to me. + +Said Thought--If you were to answer that advertisement, and obtain the +situation, it would place you upon missionary ground, and at the same +time give you employment which would afford you a support while you are +teaching the ignorant. You would get knowledge in the position. A new +phase of life would be opened to your view. You would have an +opportunity to observe, practically, how well the present system of +prison discipline is adapted to reform convicts, and repress crime. But +the cost is too much. I cannot become a Matron in a Penitentiary. + +I laid the paper down, without reading it, because I could see nothing +in it except that advertisement. + +The next day I went in town, sat down in the office of a friend, and +took up a morning paper. No sooner had I opened it than that +advertisement spread itself out before me. It changed the form of its +appeal; left out what my selfishness might gain, to enlist my compassion +and aid, entirely, in what I might accomplish for others. It called to +me, in piteous tones, to go work for the prisoner. It was the echo of a +voice that I long ago heard, Come into our prisons, and help us, we +beseech you! + +I cannot! I have other things to do, and they are as much for the +benefit of humanity as anything I may be able to accomplish for you. My +spirit darkened as I made the answer; a cloud of guilt settled down upon +it. I threw down the paper in order to dissipate it, and to avoid the +plea. + +I turned and talked with my friend; but my thoughts were not in what we +were saying. That advertisement followed them, and filled them to the +exclusion of every other subject. + +In the abstraction which it caused the hour in which I was to leave the +city passed, and I missed my train. I must remain and avail myself of +another. + +While I was waiting, that advertisement returned to my reflections, and +urged its cause imperatively as a command. It was a call, to me, +resistless as the voice that awoke the young Israelitish Prophet from +his slumbers. In another moment the struggle with my pride was over, and +my spirit answered,--I will go, even to lust-besotted Sodom if thou +leadest, Light of my path! + +I seated myself in a street car, went to the prison, applied for the +place, and obtained it. + +Day by day I wrote down what I saw and heard, what I said and did. Why? +In obedience to the same Voice that called me to the work. + +The tale is before you. + +May it touch the heart of every one who reads the story, and melt it +into a compassion which will labor for the redemption of the prisoner; +into a pity which will echo around the cry--Open the prison doors, not +to let the prisoner go free, but to let in, to him, the light of moral +knowledge, and the discipline of Christian charity. + + + + + CONTENTS. + + + PAGE + + WHY WRITTEN iii + + I. FIRST DAY IN PRISON 1 + + II. AT NIGHT 13 + + III. SECOND DAY IN PRISON 23 + + IV. A QUARREL, AND DISCIPLINE 34 + + V. THE SUPERVISOR, AND THE RULES 48 + + VI. FIRST NIGHT ALONE IN PRISON 58 + + VII. THE MASTER AND THE RULES 75 + + VIII. MRS. HARDHACK 79 + + IX. A BREAD-AND-WATER BOARDER 87 + + X. AN ARRIVAL 93 + + XI. INSIDE MANAGEMENT 98 + + XII. SUNDAY 102 + + XIII. LIFE AMONG THE LOWLY 110 + + XIV. INSPECTION OF PRIVATE APARTMENTS 127 + + XV. A DAY OF ODDS AND ENDS 138 + + XVI. A FRIGHT 151 + + XVII. VISITING DAY 156 + + XVIII. CALLAHAN AGAIN 163 + + XIX. DISCOMFORTS, AND THE END 178 + + + + + I. + + FIRST DAY IN PRISON. + + +It was Saturday morning that I became an inmate of the Penitentiary. + +I was conducted to the kitchen, where I was to oversee the cooking for +the prisoners, and to the prison adjoining it, which I was to see kept +in order, by the Deputy Master of the institution, who gave me my keys +and installed me in my office of Prison Matron. + +When we first went in he called the six women who do the work in the +kitchen, and the three "sweeps" who keep the prison clean, to him, and +presented their new mistress, in my person, to them. + +They were convicts that surrounded me at his call; but they were human +beings. Human faces looked up to mine for sympathy and care. Some of +them were fine looking, even in their coarse uniform, some were pretty +as I picked them out one by one. They all looked at me earnestly, for a +few moments, as though they were reading their sentence of harshness or +kindly treatment, under my rule, in my face; then, turned away to their +work again. + +They whispered as they stood together, and I saw by their furtive +glances that they were watching, and discussing me, as I walked around +to take a survey of my new field of labor. They were undoubtedly +commenting upon my personal appearance; and making their predictions as +to my sharpness in detecting their impositions, and ability to control +their perverseness; or, I imagined so. + +The Deputy showed me the mush boiler, that would cook two large tubs +full of that farinaceous edible at a time; the potato steamer, that +would hold four barrels of that esculent vegetable at a cooking; the +soup and coffee kettles, of still larger dimensions; and that comprised +all of the apparatus required in preparing the mammoth meals which were +to serve above four hundred people. These cooking utensils were kept in +operation by pipes conducting steam to them from a boiler stationed in +the middle of the room. + +When he put the steam boiler under my direction I shrank back in terror +from the task of managing it. The huge culinary apparatus, which he had +been exhibiting, although outside the pale of ordinary housekeeping, was +still within the reach of my understanding; but I had no idea of the +management of steam; it was not only a difficult, but dangerous affair. + +"The house will surely be blown up if you leave the care of that upon +me," I said to him. + +"You must watch it very closely." + +"I don't know how, and I have no aptness for learning that kind of +science." + +"One of the women will tend it." And he went on with explanations that +were all Greek to me. "It is safe when you have on twenty pounds of +steam. There is your gauge," and he pointed to a clock-like looking +affair on the wall. "That hand will move round and tell you how much +steam you have on. You must keep water enough in the boiler or you will +get blown up. If it runs from that centre stopcock, on the side, it is +safe. You notice that glass tube in front. The water is just as high in +that as it is in the boiler. This faucet is to let the water off if you +get the boiler too full. Turn that faucet when you let the water on," +and he went along and pointed to one in a pipe by the wall, "and that +pump is there in case of accident. You must have it worked every day so +as to keep it in order." + +All knowledge is useful, I thought, and in time I shall understand +running a steam-engine. As the women have been trusted with the +dangerous thing, they may still continue to be, till I have leisure to +learn the science of steam as applied to cooking. + +After I had taken a survey of the kitchen the Deputy took me into the +women's prison which led out of it. + +The centre of the hollow square, in which the dormitories are built, +looked like a huge block of glittering ice, so white were the washed +walls of brick and stone. The black, grated doors of the cells, inserted +into them, like the teeth of grinning demons, were ranged along the +sides about two feet apart, tier after tier, five stories, one above +another. + +The Deputy led me along past the iron doors. I trembled and shrank back; +but I had no idea of receding from my undertaking. I "screwed my courage +to the sticking-point," and looked into the narrow, stone rooms; but it +was many days before I could force myself to enter one. + +I grew heart-sick, and faint with apprehension of unknown terrors at +their cheerless aspect. + +"What lodgings for human beings!" I exclaimed. + +"They are not very pleasant," said the Deputy. + +"If you were the one to blame for it I should certainly charge you with +great inhumanity." + +"I suppose you will think us very cruel sometimes." + +"In this case I don't know as you can help it. You did not make these +sleeping apartments for the prisoners. The public functionaries of the +State may be thanked for showing such tender mercies as these." + +"We are used to seeing them, and they don't look to us as they do to +you." + +"Does that make them any more comfortable for the prisoners? Do they get +used to them so as to be comfortable?" + +"I presume so. I know they are more comfortable places than some had +before they came here." + +"Then it should be the work of the vaunting Christianity of this +religious land to raise such degradation to cleanliness, comfort, and +respectability." + +"There might be a great deal done in that direction if people were only +disposed to do it." + +"Our prisons are rather private affairs, I believe. They can only be +visited on certain days and occasions." + +"It would be very inconvenient for our work to have people running in, +and over the place at all times. We could not have it. And it wouldn't +be liked by the prisoners to be gazed at constantly." + +I made no reply; but I thought it might have a salutary effect upon the +discipline of the prison, which he had just said I might think cruel, to +be exposed to the observation of the public. The prisoners must have +lost the sensibility which would shrink from being made a spectacle +before they came in there. If visiting were allowed only on certain days +and occasions, the place and the convicts would be put in order for +company, and a very incorrect idea of the every-day life of the +prisoners would be obtained. + +If there were liberty to visit the place, every day, many might go from +curiosity, and it might become annoying. That very curiosity might +discover and discuss faults in the management, which ought to be +remedied, and thus produce a counterbalancing benefit. + +The officers might dislike such scrutiny, especially, if they were not +doing their duty. They are officers of the government. Is it not proper +that their conduct should be looked after by the people as much as that +of any other government official? + +Evil comrades might go in and hold improper communication with the +prisoners. Can they not do that on regular visiting days? + +Is it not only the work of humanity to see that crime is punished in a +way that will not increase it; but also that of the legislator as a +matter of civil policy; and that of the taxpayer as a matter of personal +interest. It should interest every man and woman as a matter of personal +protection from the depredations of vice to know how convicts are +treated, and to judge whether that treatment tends to reform the +criminal, or to harden and lead him deeper into crime when he is let out +into the world again to pursue his own ways. + +Ought the punishment of criminals, who have been tried, convicted, and +sentenced publicly, to be conducted in secret? It is to be presumed that +the keeper of the prison is trusty. There should be no presumption in +the matter. It should be known that he is so, and he should be kept so +by the ceaseless vigilance of public inspection. What is the quarterly, +or semi-annual visit of fifty or a hundred men when the visit has been +notified, and the prison put in order for their reception, towards +effecting that? + +My residence in that prison led me to see that the descriptions of +Dickens, and his compeers in the regions of fictitious writing, have +given, not the poetic illusions of imaginary sufferings to the +contemplation of the world--hardly a vivid picture of the truth. + +God speed the day when our prisons and penitentiaries may take a place +beside public schools, orphan asylums, houses of refuge, all +institutions for the cultivation of a knowledge which tends to the +elevation of virtue, and the suppression of vice, in the care of the +public! + +Our own children may not stimulate to an interest in them. Our own +children may not require the benefit of the public school, or orphan +asylum; but somebody's children will. In working for the elevation of +everybody's children are we not benefiting our own? + +After he had shown me around, so that I might take a general survey of +my field of labor, the Deputy left me with my charge, saying,-- + +"You are mistress here. No one has a right to interfere with you, and +you are responsible to no one but me, or the Master." + +"But the Head Matron will, of course, come and instruct me in the +details of my work. I must know what work belongs to each woman, and how +she is expected to perform it." + +"The women know their work and will do it. The most you have to do is to +keep order." + +"That may be a man's idea of managing a kitchen; but there are a great +many details that I ought to understand in order to get the work +properly done, and done in its proper time; and with the greatest ease +to myself and the women." + +"The other Matrons will tell you. I will tell you all I can." + +I thought, but I did not say it,--You are better disposed than informed. +He saw by the anxious expression of my face that I was not satisfied, +and added, "The women know, they will tell you." + +I made no reply; but I thought--It is not the proper thing for me to +receive my instructions from the convicts. It is their place to be +instructed by me. If I am taught by them, I am placed in an inferior +position to them. In order to entertain a proper respect for me they +should look up to me as their superior in all things. + +The arrangement for receiving my directions from them placed me too much +in their power also. It would be only indulging natural proclivities to +"play off" on me under the circumstances; and I could hardly expect +these poor, abandoned creatures to be superior to the temptation to do +it when the opportunity was afforded them. + +I could not consider such teachers reliable. If, by misleading me, with +regard to a rule of the institution, they could obtain an indulgence, or +relieve themselves of a burden, would they not take the advantage which +they had of me and do it. I was suspicious that they would. + +There was, probably, some pride mixed with these considerations, that +rebelled against becoming a pupil of convicts when I was their mistress. + +I stood looking on, or walking around, watching the movements of the +women very narrowly, till one of the other Matrons came in. Then, I went +to her with a volume of questions. + +To most of them I received the answer,-- + +"I don't know about that particularly. I have never had anything to do +with this department." + +"Then, how am I to learn my duties, and get definite orders for the +regulation of my work? Is there no Head Matron, no superior officer in +the women's prison to whom I can go?" + +"The Master's wife is enrolled as Head Matron, and receives pay as such, +but she never comes round." + +"I would go to her if I knew where to find her." + +"I don't think she knows much more about it than you do, if you were to +go to her. We will all tell you." + +"But you don't know. If there is a Head Matron, and she is paid for +doing the duties of one, why does she not perform them? Is she enrolled +head officer of this prison merely to obtain the salary? The government +is very obliging to make her office a sinecure." + +I was already perplexed--I was beginning to get vexed. + +"Her husband does them for her, perhaps." + +"Perhaps! Then why is he not here, to tell me the work which belongs to +each woman, and how she is to do it; what work is required, and how I am +to get my things to do with? But how can the Master attend to his own +duties and those of the Head Matron too?" + +"The Deputy will tell you." + +"He must have his own duties to attend to--how can he perform hers? He +is just as willing to tell me as you are, and I don't think he knows any +more about my place than you do." + +"The women know, they will tell you." + +I was thrown back upon the convicts again for my instructions. + +I went on, despairing of help, to study them out as best I could. +Sometimes by asking left-hand questions of the women, and sometimes by +getting direct explanations from them; but chiefly by watching the +progress of the work. The place seemed to me full of disorder, +confusion, and dirt. + +When the Deputy came round again, I was full of trouble. + +He said, when I complained to him,-- + +"You will find things in confusion. The Matron who went away yesterday +was inefficient." + +"Perhaps so," I replied; "but the confusion appears to me to date +farther back than the last Matron. It arises from the want of a head +officer to regulate affairs." + +"I have double the trouble on this side, with four Matrons and a hundred +women, than with three hundred men and more than a dozen officers on the +other." + +"You would insinuate that women are more difficult to get on with than +men. I make a very different solution of the difficulty in this +particular case. You are on the ground all of the time; explain his duty +to every officer, and see that he does it. That makes the officer's work +distinct before him. It is done under your eye, which makes it promptly +and well done. If that were the case on this side, we might be as +orderly, and have as little trouble in performing our part, as you on +yours. The cook tells me that certain work belongs to the slide woman; +the slide woman says it belongs to the sink women; the sink women shift +it on the steam woman, and so I am kept on the chase, from one to +another, for some one to do a piece of labor. I do not know who ought to +do it, and they know it. If they do not intend to confuse me, they +intend to clear themselves of all the work they can." + +"Use your own judgment, and call on whom you please. They are all +obliged to obey any order that you give." + +"If I call upon one to do the work that has formerly been done by +another, I stir up ill feelings among the prisoners towards each other, +and contention, and they think me hard and unjust. It makes me trouble. +They obey my order reluctantly, and say, 'That isn't my work.'" + +"If they quarrel, they know the punishment. If they refuse to obey your +orders, report them to me, and I will put them where they will be glad +to obey." He nodded towards the prison door. + +I knew he must refer to some kind of punishment. I did not know what; +but frightful visions of the cruelties of which I had read rose in my +imagination, and I said no more. + +I vowed to myself that I would never get them punished by refusing to +obey my unjust exactions if I could help it. + +My thoughts did not stop with my words. I reasoned with myself. If my +ignorance, or bad management, cause me to be unjust towards those women, +and if I, by my injustice, arouse their bad temper so as to cause them +to be punished, who will be most in fault? I decided that I should be. +The question suggested itself to me--If you get them punished unjustly +who will avenge them? The All-seeing-Eye will notice, and avenge it. I +will be careful. + +I resolved to feel my way along softly and carefully. There was no +relief for my dilemma, except in my own ingenuity to find out the ways +of the place, and the proper management to apply to it. + + + + + II. + + AT NIGHT. + + +At seven o'clock, P. M., came the marching in to supper, and the locking +up of all the prisoners. + +I looked to see, as they filed past me, one by one, if they carried +marks of their crimes upon their faces. I saw nothing unusual in the +mass; occasionally an individual countenance betrayed the vicious habits +which had brought the woman there. If I had not known that they were +convicts, I should never have suspected them to be different from the +ordinary poor people who are constantly passing along the streets. + +About sixty of the women in the Penitentiary were employed in the shop +upon contract vests, pantaloons, coats, and shirts. There were about +fifty employed upon sewing-machines. The rest cut, basted, and finished +the work. + +There were from four to ten in the wash-room. These were all lodged in +my domain, with the exception of two or three who slept in the hospital. + +When they left their work, at night, they were placed in file, in the +order of their cells, and marched into the prison past the ration door, +where their meals were handed out to them, through a slide, from the +kitchen. + +Their supper was a "skillet pan" of mush, or a slice of bread, and a +quart of rye coffee, which was taken to their cells to be eaten after +they were locked in their rooms--or stone dens, I called them in my +indignation. The sight of those little, cramped stone cells recalled to +my memory the pictures of dungeons, and imprisonments, and tortures +which I had looked at in my childhood till my heart was racked with +agony at the cruelties which they portrayed. + +It was no paper picture that I was looking upon, but a stern reality; +and my shrinking spirit asked again and again, as I saw those poor +creatures marched in, and immured for the night,--Why did your folly +prompt you to undertake such work? + +Never shall I forget the hissing creak of the sliding bar as it closed +them in; or the click of the lock as I turned the key in it, for the +first time, upon those poor wretches. Long before I got through with the +thirty-six locks, it fell to my share to bolt, my fingers were bruised, +and my arm ached; but not so much as my heart. + +I looked in upon the poor things, one by one, as I locked them in. An +agony of pity worked itself into my soul, and oppressed me almost to +suffocation. + +I said to myself--Is this a woman's work? May be. If it must be done, it +should be done tenderly. Great God, for Christ's sake, pity them in +their cold, damp, narrow cells, and make their straw pallets couches of +rest! I prayed mentally as I left the grated doors. + +I had thought this to be missionary ground. I might teach some of them +the way to Eternal Life, and the way to reformation. Alas! I found +little chance with those who went to the shop and wash-room. They rose +at sunrise, and worked till sunset. No one was allowed to hold +communication with them, but their own Overseer, about their work. +Neither were they allowed to talk in their cells at night, and they +would have been too tired if they had been given the liberty to do so. +The taskmaster had been over them all day to drive them, pitilessly, to +fulfill their sentence of so many months hard labor in the Penitentiary. + +I turned away, sadly, from that disappointed hope; but I saw the +opportunity still before me to teach the nine, whom I had under my +immediate care, to govern their tempers, and their passions, and to lead +a new life. It was teaching only that could effect it. They were +ignorant of the way to do it. + +My bonnet and shawl had lain all day upon the table that was placed for +my use in the kitchen. The woman, who was to wait upon me in my room, +had asked if she should take them up. I had said, no, thinking I might +find time to go with her; but that opportunity did not offer. + +After the women were locked up, the Receiving Matron said to her, "Take +those things to our room! We will go up now," she said to me. + +I started back as she led me to the stone stairs of the prison, and +began to ascend them. + +"Where are we going?" I asked in surprise. + +"Our room is up here," she replied quietly. + +"In the prison! are we to sleep in the prison?" + +"Yes." + +She made no further comment. It was too late in the day to recede or +demur. I followed her up, up, up, over five stone flights, along a stone +walk to the farther end of the building, through a grated door, into a +room made up of a half dozen cells with a dormer window in the roof. +Some straw had been thrown down upon the stone floor, and an old woolen +carpet laid over it. The walls were of stone like the cells, and +whitewashed like them. There were some wooden chairs, an old bureau, two +sinks, and two single beds, arranged on opposite sides of the room. In +one corner was a double wardrobe, apparently to be shared in common by +both Matrons. + +I had not given my own accommodations a thought in taking my place in +the prison. In all institutions of the kind which I had ever been in, +each Matron had a nice bed-room to herself, in a comfortable part of the +house, and most of them comfortable sitting-rooms attached. It never +occurred to me that a female officer, in any public institution, could +be requested to occupy such a room. However I could bring myself to it +for the sake of carrying out the purpose that induced me to take the +place. + +I stood a moment, and looked all round the room. I then examined the +bed. It was clean, and looked comfortable. + +"Is this all the room, and are these all the comforts we are to have?" I +asked of the Receiving Matron. + +"You see all," she replied. "If we had more, we should have no time to +enjoy them." + +"Rather a sorry prospect if one is to take herself into consideration at +all. Is there a bath-room that we can use? To take a bath would be +really refreshing, and help me to sleep to-night, I am so tired." + +"I am tired all of the time, and there is no chance to rest. We must +rise at four in the morning, and be on the spring every moment till +eight in the evening; you will be on duty till nine, because you receive +the keys at that hour." + +"Every day?" + +"Every day!" + +"There is usually a Relief Matron in such institutions, so that the +other Matrons can have rest." + +"There used to be one here; but, instead of that, there is an Assistant +Matron in the shop." + +"Then the Shop Matron has all of the relief, and the others none. Why is +that?" + +"They want to get as much work done in the shop as possible, to support +the institution, the Master says. When I get tired, and feel like +grumbling, I tell them it is money taken out of our flesh and blood to +make the institution rich." + +"It is probably the way the Master takes to recommend himself to the +Board of Directors. They like him for his thrift in managing." + +"I don't know where the money goes; but I know we are worked to death. I +am dying by inches." + +"Why must I be up an hour later than the rest to receive the keys?" + +"Because you have them in charge during the night, those that stay in +the prison. If you are out, I take them." + +"Out! What time have I to go out?" + +"Three evenings in the week, after the prisoners are locked up, if you +wish." + +"What time have I then?" + +"You can be gone till four o'clock in the morning, if you like." + +"When shall I sleep?" + +"You can make your own arrangements for that. Perhaps on the way, if you +take a horse car." + +"I am afraid to go out evenings alone; but in that relief I can get a +bath." + +"I forgot your question about the bath-room. There is none, that I know +of, for the officers' use. There is one in the house for the Master's +family. I don't know whether the Matrons that lodge there are allowed to +use it." + +"Then some of the Matrons are lodged comfortably in the house. Why is +that distinction made?" + +"I don't know. There are bathing-tubs, for the prisoners, in my +wash-house. I never use them; but if you wish to, you can. They are +scrubbed out clean." + +"I must be up from four A. M., 'till nine P. M. That makes seventeen +hours of labor." + +"Sometimes you will be required to sit up one, two, or three hours +later." + +"Why?" + +"The Master's wife or daughters may have company, and keep the women +up-stairs. We have to sit up and wait for them to come in, so as to lock +them up." + +"And be up all the same at four next morning?" + +"Yes." + +"Do the Master's wife and daughters get up at four the next morning, +after sitting up so late, and go to work?" + +"Of course not." + +"If the wife is Head Matron, has she not her duties to do in the morning +as well as we? And ought she not to see that the other officers are not +worked like that? If she possesses the common feelings of humanity, she +would provide some relief, if it were in her power." + +"There is not much humanity in exercise here. We are all too hard worked +to think of any one but ourselves." + +"I should think that might be your case." + +"I often tell them it is as much a House of Correction for the officers +as the prisoners." + +"Ten hours of labor is now considered a good day's work. To drag the +convicts from sunrise to sunset only exhausts them. They do not get +through with as much work as they would do in ten hours, and the +intervening time given to rest." + +"That has been an established rule here for fifty years or more." + +"It is certainly a very antiquated idea, all of a half century old. I +recollect hearing my grandfather say that people worked that way when he +was a boy. But people's ideas have changed since that time, and the +people of this generation consider such demands of labor very +unreasonable." + +"The only changes here have been to make things harder. They will put +upon you all they can make you do." + +If she had been telling the truth that was a plain, but correct +statement of facts. + +"How long has the present Master had charge here?" + +"Forty-five or fifty years." + +"It is no wonder that his heart has become like the nether millstone. No +man ought to remain in such a place such a length of time. The best +human heart that ever beat would become ossified, if it ever entertained +human feelings, if compelled to exercise such continued tyrannous +exactions." + +"I don't know whether he ever had human feelings--he does not exercise +much humanity, as I regard it, now." + +"But he does not make the laws for the regulation of the institution. +There must be State laws and a Board of Overseers to which he is +accountable. There must be printed regulations for the management of +this prison. I will get them from the Deputy to-morrow." + +"If you can, you will accomplish more than the rest of us have been able +to do." + +"I can try." + +"You can try, and I hope you will succeed. The rest of us have been told +that there were no printed rules that would do us any good. It may be a +benefit to the rest of us if you succeed." + +I lay down upon my bed. Sleep was out of the question. The effluvia of a +hundred human bodies came up through our open door, rank with nauseous +odor. I got up and opened our one window to its utmost extent, first +asking my room-mate if it would be disagreeable to her to have it left +so. + +Fatigue even would not overcome the noise of the rattling buckets, the +snoring, coughing, and groaning of the tired women. If I closed my eyes, +my head was in confusion. I was going up, up, up over the stone steps, +and looking over the rails down the dizzy height, to the stone floor +below. + +I lay thinking over my prison prospects. Seventeen hours of regular +labor, to which might be added occasionally, one, two, or three more. +The other seven, with the noise of that prison ringing in my ears, and +the care of it, if accident or sickness intervene. How long can any +constitution bear such a strain? Surely the Board of Directors cannot +understand how things are managed here. They cannot understand the +amount of work which is demanded by the Master of his female Prison +Matron. One other was no more favored, by her own account. + +I was glad when the four o'clock bell rung me up to my duties. + + + + + III. + + SECOND DAY IN PRISON. + + +There was a small bell hung directly over my head; the wire from it +reached into the men's prison. It was rung by the watchman at four +o'clock in the morning, to call me up. + +I sprang out of bed at the first tinkle, threw a shawl around me, put my +feet into my slippers, ran down, unlocked my steam woman to make her +fire, and my cook to start her breakfast. I let them into the kitchen, +and locked them in. Then, I went back to dress myself. + +Up, up, over the five flights, past the grated doors, over the stone +walks. The air of that prison sent a chill over me like that of a tomb. +Were not those cells the tomb of love, of hope, of peace, and +respectability! In them lay buried all of this world's success, all that +it values: how much of the inheritance of the life to come God knows. +Those black doors were a pall of disgrace of deeper dye than that which +covers the coffin with its lifeless clay. I was chilled through and +through by my thoughts and the objects that engendered them. And those +objects were to be ever there before my sight, while I remained in +prison, and those thoughts must ever arise to be my company. I could +escape; no prison bar was slid upon me to keep me there; but the +convicts _must_ remain. The unyielding lock, the unremitting toil, the +pursuing regret, and the torture of remorse were before them, upon them, +within them. + +I might be able to speak to them a word of pity, of hope in a better +life to come. The thought gave me courage to go to my day's work. + +I took no unnecessary time for personal adorning; but my fingers were +benumbed and moved slowly. I had scarcely finished dressing when the +"first bell" rung. + +That was the large bell in the yard that called all of the prisoners +from their beds. + +At that signal I was to assist in unlocking the rest of the women. If +they were not out of their beds when the key was put in the lock, they +were called to sharply by the Matron who was with me-- + +"Come, get up! How dare you lie there after the first bell has rung!" + +It might prove necessary to talk to some laggards in that harsh way; but +I would try some other method, with those of whom I had the care, first. + +Yawning, and groaning, and moaning, they dragged themselves out of their +beds and made them up. After this was done they tied them up against the +wall with a cord which was attached to the iron bars upon which the bed +rested, and then passed over a hook in the side of the cell. Then, they +stood waiting for the second bell, which was the signal for them to go +to work. + +Poor, pitiable objects, they looked, as they were mustered for the long +day's drill of thankless, unrequited toil. They worked without a motive, +and they went to it with listless indifference, or the sullen +determination to escape all of the task which they could. They +accomplished their work as it was driven from them; not by the lash, but +by fear of passing the night upon the bare iron bars of their bed-frame; +or the stone floor of the solitary cell, without covering beside their +ordinary dress, without food, save the daily slice of bread and quart of +cold water. + +Between the ringing of the bells the unlocking had been accomplished. +One of the sweeps was stationed at the end of the upper tier of cells. +When the second bell rung I called to her,-- + +"Slide your bar!" + +The long bar that runs across the top of all the cells of one division, +with a bolt reaching down over each door to keep it shut when it is +unlocked, was then drawn out by her, so that the doors could be opened. +I then called,-- + +"Third Division!" + +At that they all appeared at their doors. + +I called, "Front!" + +The doors were opened, and they stood on the threshold. + +"Right face!" All wheeled to the right. + +"March!" was the next order. + +At that word they marched down the stairs, in the order that they came +out of their cells, deposited the ration pan and quart, in which they +had carried their supper to their rooms the night before, on the ration +table, to be taken into the kitchen and washed, ready to receive their +breakfast, which was passed out in them when they came in from work at +seven. + +The other divisions were called out in the same way, and followed in +their order. + +Unrefreshed, sleepy, and without energy, they moved along to their two +hours of labor before breakfast. And such a breakfast to look forward to +when it came. Rye coffee and mush, varied with brown bread once a week, +and this purposely stinted to the least possible amount which one could +subsist on and work. + +I noticed that most of them took only their coffee, and worked upon that +when it was brown bread morning till the noon meal came. + +Many a one looked into her quart, as she passed me, and sighed out, "God +help us!" + +"May He help you! He only can--I cannot," was my response; but not +always made audibly. + +He only knew how I longed to do so. I often said to myself, as the days +passed on, I would not starve a dumb dog as those poor human things are +starved. I would not work a dumb animal as those poor human things are +worked! Nor would the Master feed his horse as they were fed; nor would +he stall him as those prisoners were lodged. + +I did what I could for them. I asked the Deputy if he could not +substitute flour bread for the brown which they refused. He answered,-- + +"No! They will come to it. The Master will not change the order." + +They did not come to it. And day after day, as I saw them go +breakfastless to their work, I wished,--was it wrong? perhaps so,--that +the avenger might be on the track of that unfeeling Master, and that the +day might come when he might be obliged to breakfast upon a quart of rye +coffee and a slice of brown bread, instead of the steaks, and eggs, and +toasts, and other delicacies that I saw carried to his room from the +kitchen, as I passed through it to the officers' dining-room. + +If it aroused such indignation to witness such cruelty, what must it do +in the hearts of those who suffer from it! Does such correction of +convicts tend to arouse better purposes in their hearts than those which +brought them into prison? Such treatment aroused in them anger and +revenge. When they dared, and in every way which they could invent +without laying themselves liable to punishment, they gave expression to +their feelings. + +When they were dismissed from the prison, the officer usually remarked, +"We shall have that boarder back again." + +The answer that I should have made, had I spoken my thoughts, would have +been--The whole tendency of their discipline here is to produce that +end. + +The first thing that I did, after breakfast was over, was to take the +names of my six kitchen women, and learn, as nearly as I could, just +what work belonged to each one of them. + +There were two sink women, McMullins and Magill. Their work was to wash +the dishes, keep the sink clean, and scrub about one quarter of the +floor. The slide woman scrubbed the ration table, a certain portion of +the floor, washed the quarts and piled them up, scrubbed the table in +the centre of the room, took care of the flour bread when it came in, +and the pieces that were left. At meal time she passed out the coffee, +and put the potatoes in the ration pans. + +The cook made the mush, which was boiled twice a day, the soup, and +hash, and stewed the peas. She had a certain portion of the floor to +scrub, and the room to keep tidy, as well as her boilers to wash. + +The steam woman took care of the steam boiler, made the coffee, helped +the cook slice the meat, and kept her portion of the floor clean. It was +a part of her work to pile the ration pans in rows of pyramids on the +centre table. + +The one who tended the women's slide had one half of the floor to scrub, +and the Master's furnace, which stood in the centre of the kitchen, to +tend. + +There were many things to be done in common, where all helped; like the +carrying out of the swill, which was emptied into tubs when the ration +pans came in to be washed. That was carried a long way down the yard, +poured into barrels, and left for the yard man to take to the piggery. + +They all helped to bring up the potatoes, four barrels at a time, wash +them in the sink with a large bat-stick, and then put them in the boiler +to be cooked by steam. + +To make the confusion more confounded, the work was changed round, and +new hands put to it, the day I went there. The bringing up of the coal, +for the steam boiler, which had heretofore devolved upon the steam +woman, was now required of all the rest, to be divided among them, +because the steam woman had had a broken wrist, and it was not quite +strong again. That gave dissatisfaction, and created grumbling, and the +constant contention of shifting the labor from one to the other. The +rest were constantly fretting Allen, the steam woman, because she asked +it of them. + +To settle the difficulty I asked the Deputy, when he came round,--"who +should bring up the coal for Allen?" + +"Any of them that you see fit to order." + +That was an excellent hint to me. Allen had been in the habit of giving +her own orders, which made it necessary for me to interfere continually +so as to get them executed, and also to keep peace. They invariably +answered her back with refusal when she asked for coal, and made +altercation over every bucket that was needed. + +All orders, like information, were given promiscuously. I at once gave +direction that all orders were to be given through me. + +"Allen, when you wish for coal, come to me for it!" + +Orders had no authority when given by one to another; and by watching I +discovered that Allen was disposed to retaliate the little peckings she +received, by making the one that aggravated her most bring up the most +coal. + +It was more than one day's work to bring them to this arrangement. So I +made it another rule that when they differed they were never to answer +back; but come to me to settle the trouble. That was rather more +difficult to establish than the first, they were so hot-headed, and +anxious to defend themselves. + +O'Sullivan, one of the slide women, undertook to try my authority on the +first order which I gave for coal. She sat idly upon her table, and I +asked her to bring it up. + +A scowl came over her face, she hesitated, and then answered,-- + +"She's just as well able to bring up the coal as I." + +"That's so! that's so!" came from three or four other voices. + +"Stop! every one! It is the order that Allen is not to bring up coal; +you have nothing to say about it." + +The others were silenced. + +"O'Sullivan, will you bring up a bucket of coal?" + +"I'm not going to bring up her coal; she's as well able to fetch it up +as I." + +"You will do just what I tell you! Go now and bring a bucket of coal!" + +She started, after looking me in the eye a few seconds to see whether +she could succeed if she attempted to disobey. + +"When you come back I will talk with you about it." + +I must have prompt obedience. I saw that her condition, that of +motherhood, required consideration. + +While she was gone Allen came to me and whispered,-- + +"They never lock up women like her, so she takes the advantage." + +After she had brought up the coal, and sat down upon the table again, I +went along to her, laid my hand upon her shoulder, stooped down, and +said softly,-- + +"I see the condition that you are in,--I know that it requires care,--I +am a mother,--I will see that you do no more than your part. You will do +as I wish in future, pleasantly, will you?" + +"Yes, ma'am!" + +I then called them all around me, and said to them,-- + +"The bringing up of the coal for the steam boiler is to be divided among +you. I will give each her share of it to do as equally as I can. If any +one of you thinks she is doing more than belongs to her, rightfully, +make no talk about it, but come directly to me, and I will see that it +is made right." + +My first object was to lead the women to make me the central, regulating +power, in the kitchen, so that I could reduce the chaotic state of +affairs to something like order. + +"In a week," I said to the Deputy that day, "I hope to get something +like order established." + +"I will give you a month to get the run of things." + +"You want the meals well cooked, and promptly passed out at the time; +the place kept quiet and clean." + +"That is what we want." + +"Be patient, and in a week or two we shall arrive at that." + +"I shall find no fault till I see occasion." + +That night, after the work was done, I called them all around me, and +told them they would find me kind and pleasant, if they were obedient. +If they were not, they would surely find themselves in trouble, because +it was a part of my duty to make them obey, and it must be done by the +rules of the institution; I could not change them. I saw that their work +was hard; but I would make it as easy as possible. The work was there, +and they were put there to do it. The more willingly they undertook it, +the easier it would go off. If they tried to help themselves, I would +help them. + +They all assented, and thus we made a compact to be kind to each other. + + + + + IV. + + A QUARREL, AND DISCIPLINE. + + +It was my third morning in prison. I stood beside the mush boiler with +Annie O'Brien, who had been scraping it, and was wiping it out with a +dry cloth. + +McMullins came along, and demanded the cloth from her. An altercation +ensued. I hushed the noise, and asked,-- + +"To whom does the cloth belong?" + +"It is my dish-cloth," said McMullins. + +"You might let me have it a moment just to wipe this out!" + +"I want it meself, I'm in hurry for it." + +"Where is yours?" I asked O'Brien. + +"I don't know, ma'am. I left it on the boiler, and some one has taken +it." + +She still kept on using McMullins'. + +"I want my dish-cloth; I'm in hurry," said McMullins, impatiently. + +"Give her the dish-cloth, and go find your own!" I said. + +Annie O'Brien's temper was like a lucifer match. At the command she +threw the cloth in McMullins's face. + +Quick as a cat would spring upon a mouse, McMullins was upon her; and +the report of the slaps that fell quick, and followed each other fast on +the side of O'Brien's face, sounded through the room. + +It was in vain that I called upon them to stop. O'Brien was enraged. She +caught up an iron rod that lay upon the window seat, and struck +McMullins a blow upon her forehead that brought blood. + +I called the other women to the spot, and they were soon parted. + +I sent McMullins out of the room, took O'Brien, who was white with +anger, by the arm, and led her to a seat. + +"Sit down!" + +She looked defiance for a moment; then, did as I commanded her. + +"What kind of behavior is this, Annie O'Brien?" I asked, sternly. + +"She slapped me in the face--slapped in the face by that low hussy!" + +The thought added fuel to her rage, and she started up again as though +to pursue her. + +"Be quiet!" + +She sat down again. I stood silent by her. + +"She slapped me in the face; by ----, I will not bear it!" + +She darted past me, and caught up a carving-knife that lay on the +table. + +"She slapped me in the face; and, by ----, I will have her heart's +blood!" + +My heart sickened at the disgusting scene; but my duty was before me. + +"Stop her, and take the knife away!" I shouted to the women at the other +end of the room. + +In a moment the knife was taken from her, and both of her hands were +confined by four of the women. + +"Annie O'Brien, come here!" I called. + +She looked at me, but did not stir. + +I called again, "Annie O'Brien, come here!" + +She said to the women that held her, "Let me go! I will go to her," and +she started towards me. + +I laid my hand on her pale, cold cheek. + +"O'Brien, are you not ashamed to get so angry with that poor, foolish, +half-crazed McMullins?" + +"Wouldn't it make your blood boil to have any one slap you in the face?" + +"Undoubtedly it would rouse my temper for the moment. It is a very mean +and wrong thing to strike; but you have behaved no better." + +"I was a fool; but I could not help it." + +"Yes, you could. Will you behave yourself now?" + +"I will do nothing more," and she heaved a deep sigh. + +"If you have really come to your senses, go about your work!" + +She returned to her work; but in a moment she called to me,-- + +"You must report me!" + +"Yes, in my own time." + +"You must report me now; I must be punished. They will blame you if you +put it off." + +"Would you care if they blamed me, Annie?" + +"Yes, ma'am, I should. It is bad enough for me to behave so without +making you any more trouble." + +"I wish to see you entirely over your frenzy, perfectly quiet, before I +call the Deputy." + +"I am perfectly quiet," and she went about making her mush. + +"Annie, if you will promise me to try to control your temper in future, +I will try to get your punishment made as light as possible." + +"I will try to do anything you want me to; but they will put it on to me +hard, I've been punished so many times before." + +I saw that I had possession of her so far as she had control of herself. + +"Keep about your work as though nothing had happened!" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +I went to the door, blew my whistle, and sent for the Deputy. I waited +in the entry for him, and stated the case before he went in to punish +the women. + +"McMullins gave the first blow; you know she is a poor, foolish thing; +she has fits. You won't punish her this time, will you? She slapped +O'Brien in the face, and she struck back. Won't you let them off this +time?" + +"I can't. It won't do." + +"Wouldn't it make you angry, and wouldn't you strike back if any one +struck you in the face?" + +"Probably I should." + +"You won't punish her for doing what you would do yourself?" + +"I must." + +"If one is punished both must be. The trouble began in Annie's not +having her own things to use. I will see that each has her own things in +future, and avoid cause of contention in that way as much as possible. +If McMullins should have a fit in her cell, we should both feel bad. +Can't you let them off with a reproof this time?" + +"I can't. McMullins must not count on the fool's pardon when she fights. +If I let her go now she might fly in any woman's face at any time. They +never would be safe from her slappings. Don't you think they ought to be +punished?" + +"Yes, sir; with some kind of punishment." + +"If I were to let them off, it would be known all through the prison in +two hours, and there would be rebellion in all quarters." + +"Subordination must be maintained. I wish there were a different way. I +am so sorry to have the poor things locked up." + +"I am sorry; but I have no other way." + +When he went into the kitchen, Annie O'Brien took off her apron, and +delivered herself up to him without a word; but McMullins cried, and +begged him not to lock her in a black cell. + +He made no reply, but pointed them to the prison. As he went, he asked +me to bring No. 1 key. + +The black cells are of the same size, and made like the others. The only +difference between them is, that the doors of the black cells are closed +from the entrance of all light by a black board placed against the bars. + +They have no beds in them, not a blanket to lie upon. Nothing but the +cold stones to sit, to stand upon, or to lean against. The only article +of furniture allowed in them is the night bucket, which may be converted +into a seat. The rations, when in that "durance vile," is one quart of +water, and one thin slice of bread during the twenty-four hours. + +With a heavy heart I saw my poor women locked up. I turned the key upon +them with my own hand. + +O this continual turning of keys! The bunch in my hand all day, under my +pillow at night. + +Click, click, when I go out of the room; click, click, when I come in. +Will my ears ever harden to the sound so that I shall not notice it! + +It is a constant drill, drill to labor under the ever impending +punishment, which hangs over the prisoner, suspended by a breath of +complaint by an officer. Is one kind of punishment the only cure for +disobedience? Should it not be mitigated by mercy, or changed in +character according to the circumstances, or the peculiar disposition +of the offender? How does the Great Lawgiver treat His convicts? Does He +punish all offenders with the same unmitigated rigor? His sun shines +alike on the evil and the good. He reproves often, and teaches, and +suffers long, and is kind, and adapts His punishment to the character of +the crime committed. + +Some crime is committed in willful disobedience of known law; but much +more of it in ignorance of the way to control bad tempers--in ignorance +of the way to resist temptation. + +Teaching is what these poor creatures want, and the time in which to +learn. + +Many a time I went to the key-holes of those black cells to listen that +day. Many a time I called,-- + +"McMullins, are you well?" + +She invariably begged me to let her out. + +"I cannot. You did wrong and must be punished." + +"She threw the dish-cloth at me." + +"You struck her." + +"I'll never do it again, I am so tired. Please will you get the Deputy +to let me out." + +"Just as soon as I can." + +That night I went to him, and begged to have my women let out. + +"You know McMullins has fits, and to lie there on the cold stones all +night might bring them on." + +"You may put her in her own room to sleep." + +"Thank you! It is a favor done to me as well as her. I don't think I +could sleep at all if she were left lying there. You will let O'Brien go +to hers--it would be hardly right to let one sleep in her bed, and not +the other." + +He shook his head. + +"O'Brien has been here before. I know more about her than you do." + +"Let me try her my way, Mr. Deputy?" + +"Not to-night." + +"In the morning?" + +"I will see." + +O'Brien was obliged to make the cold stones her couch that night, and +little sleep did I get thinking of her. Many a time did I say to myself +in its silent hours, I will have her out in the morning if it is in the +power of persuasion to effect it. + +After the women were locked up, Annie called to me. Her quick ears had +learned, or some other prisoner had told her, that McMullins was in her +own cell. + +She asked,-- + +"Is it right to keep me in here, and let McMullins sleep in her bed?" + +It was not for me to decide the right or wrong of the Deputy's orders, +to a prisoner. + +"McMullins has fits, and it would not be safe to leave her in solitary +all night. I should not sleep at all if she were there. I am sorry for +you, O'Brien; but you don't wish McMullins to remain, in solitary +because you must, do you?" + +"No, ma'am; but it don't seem hardly fair to let one out, and not the +other." + +She was using the same argument with me to get her bed that I had used +with the Deputy to get it for her. + +"When you have been here before, and been punished, you have behaved +very badly, have you not?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Annie O'Brien, will you be patient to-night, and make no complaints?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"In the morning, when the Deputy comes around, will you tell him that +you will try to govern your temper?" + +"I will tell you so." + +"Will you tell him so?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Good night, Annie, and may the Christ, whose name you called so +wickedly this morning, take care of you!" + +"Good night, ma'am!" + +The next morning, when I gave O'Brien her bread and water, I asked +her,-- + +"O'Brien, do you think, if McMullins were to strike you again, you would +strike back?" + +"I don't think I should now,--I shouldn't if I thought." + +"What do you think of your behavior yesterday?" + +"I am ashamed of myself that I should take any notice of that poor, +foolish, half crazy thing! But I've got an awful temper, and it gets +the upper hands of me before I know it." + +"When the Deputy comes around, if he says anything to you, will you tell +him you are ashamed of yourself, and resolved to do better?" + +"He never could make me say it to him before." + +"He may not ask you to now; if he does, you will be submissive and +perfectly respectful?" + +"Yes, ma'am, I will." + +When the Deputy came in, I importuned him to unlock my women. + +"If I do, it will only be to have O'Brien locked up again in a few days. +She has been here twice before, and is one of the worst cases we have +ever had." + +"If she is subdued and promises to do better, is not that enough?" + +"Subdued!" he echoed. "She will promise anything to get out." + +"Did you ever get a promise from her to do better?" + +"I don't think we ever did. She has always braved us as long as she +could speak." + +"I am a new mistress, my management may be new to her. Will you let me +try her, if you please? She is such a young thing, it seems as though +she might be influenced to reform. You are punishing me to keep her in +that dark cell. It takes my strength all away to think of her there. I +could not sleep last night,--thoughts of her haunted me." + +The tears came into my eyes. If he had refused me, I should have cried +outright. He was a man, and one of kindly feelings, too, when left to +himself. He gave me the order,-- + +"Bring me your key!" + +I brought it very quickly, and unlocked Annie's cell with more alacrity +than I ever turned key in a lock before. + +"O'Brien," said the Deputy to her, "I let you out because your Matron +asks me to. Now show your gratitude by your good behavior, and obedience +to her." + +"I will try, sir." + +"Unlock the other one when you please," he said to me, and went out. + +O'Brien turned to me. + +"I will never give you occasion to have me locked up again, while I am +here. I never made the promise before, but I make it now. I have been in +solitary ten days and ten nights; I have been carried from there to the +hospital, fainted away dead, and my feet so swelled that I could not +walk on them. I have been gagged till my jaws were so stiff and swelled +that I could not shut my mouth. I have been in the dungeon in the +cellar"-- + +"Stop, Annie! in the name of pity, stop!" + +I was sick to loathing of the cruelty she recounted. Was I in one of the +prisons of the Inquisition, hearing a description of their tortures? + +"It is the truth. And I never made a promise to do any better before." + +I trembled with disgust, almost fear, of the place I was in. I bethought +me, I am here to benefit these poor wretches. I held my breath as I +asked,-- + +"What was all that done for?" + +"Because I sauced a matron, and wouldn't say I was sorry." + +"Did you say it at last?" + +"No, ma'am! I wouldn't have said it if they had killed me. I was so mad +I had just as soon died as not. The more they did to me, the madder I +grew, and I swore, if ever I should catch her outside, I would pay her +back, if I got in here for life." + +"Annie O'Brien, if you were to sauce me, as you call it, I should punish +you." I did not say how. "I expect you to treat me with respect always. +It is not treating me with respect to quarrel with the other women in my +presence." + +"I shall always treat you with respect. I could never be mean enough to +do anything else after the way you have treated me." + +She fulfilled her promise. Never yet have I met a human being that +kindness would not influence; but I have met with many a perverse will +that harshness would neither bend or break. + +"Now, Annie, you say that you wish to govern your temper, and that you +will try?" + +"I will try!" + +"I will help you. When you begin to grow angry, shut your lips close +together; then, look for me before you answer." + +"I will, if I can think." + +"As soon as you do think, come straight to me, and tell me that you were +getting angry. If I see you, and can catch your eye, I will lift my +finger in warning; or I will call your name. Will you heed me?" + +"I will try, with all my might." + +"Go get your breakfast, and then go about your work." + +Many a time after that, when I saw her face growing pale with anger, I +have called her name, and lifted my finger. She would recognize the +signal, drop upon a bench, or the bare brick floor, bury her face in her +hands for a few moments, then arise and go about her work without +speaking a word. + +Once, about a week after that locking up, she got into an altercation +with the slide woman. I was in the prison; but I heard her voice, and +ran to the kitchen door. + +"Annie!" I called. She did not heed me, but went on with her dispute. +"Annie, remember!" I whispered in her ear as I caught her arm. + +She jerked it away from me. I looked her steadily in the eye. She +dropped hers. She was wavering between the disposition to obey, and the +desire to indulge her temper. + +"There is the Dr.'s whistle, Annie. Run to the wash-room, and tell Mrs. +Martin he is coming!" + +She ran out quickly; but when she came back, she walked slowly, looking +down to her feet. She came up to me and asked:-- + +"Why didn't you get me punished? I almost broke my promise; but I didn't +mean to. If you had scolded me, I certainly should." + +"I did not get you punished, because I see that you are trying to govern +your temper, and I promised to help you. If I were to get angry and +scold, of what use would it be for me to reprove you?" + +"If you had scolded me then, I should certainly have sauced you, and +then I should have been punished. Didn't you send me away on purpose?" + +"If I did, it was better than scolding." + +"I thought so; and this shall be the last time I will be so foolish." + +"I hope so; but if I am obliged to hold up my finger a great many more +times, I shall not be disappointed." + + + + + V. + + THE SUPERVISOR, AND THE RULES. + + +As my orders conflicted, and my work bothered me, I made another effort +to find a head manager, or some printed regulations. + +When the Deputy came in, on his morning rounds, I asked him,-- + +"Is the Master's wife Head Matron here?" + +"Yes." + +"Then why does she not come and teach me to manage my department, and +see that I do my duty? I go to you, and you tell me the other matrons +know. I go to them, and they tell me so many conflicting things that I +am bothered more than helped. Then if I ask some of them one thing, they +wish to manage the whole, and come in, and give orders that produce such +an effect that I am obliged to give others to countermand them. They +give them in such a way, too, that my women are all stirred up, and it +takes me a long time to get them settled down again. This morning, one +of them told Mrs. Martin that she needn't come in here putting on airs, +and giving off orders, when she was no better than the rest of them. I +pretended not to hear it, for I really thought she provoked the answer. +If there is a Head Matron, she ought to come to my rescue." + +"The Master's wife is Supervisor," said the good-natured fellow, after +thinking a few moments. He was anxious to make it right on her part. + +Superfudge! I thought to myself. I said,-- + +"I wish she would supervise my place into order. Have you any printed +directions?" + +"Yes. I don't think they would do you much good, but I will bring them +to you." + +He did not offer to bring the Supervisor to me, or to take me to her. As +I got acquainted with the affairs of the institution, I found that she +was emphatically super to all of them except her own housekeeping. She +had brilliancy enough to look after that, and see that it was done well. +She had the ability, and she exercised it, to come or send down when her +parlor, which was directly over the prisoners' kitchen, was too cold, to +have the furnace door shut, or if it was too warm, to have it opened. + +About a week after I went there she came in, probably my repeated +inquiries had been reported to her, and gave me an order to have a room +cleaned in the attic of the prison. It was one morning when we were in +the midst of house-cleaning with a gang of men whitewashing in the +prison. + +I told her I didn't think it possible to attend to it that day. + +"I will show it to you now, because I have time." + +I really had not time to look at it, as any one of common powers of +observation would have seen; but, as she was my superior officer, I +followed her without further remark. + +As she passed through the prison, and saw the men at work, she gave me +another illustration of her luminous capacity by remarking,-- + +"You must be careful and not let your women get with the men." + +"Yes, ma'am." + +She took me up the sixth flight of stairs into the roof of the prison, +into a room where the receiving officer packs away the clothing that he +takes off the convicts when they come into the prison. After showing me +the dust on the floor, and cobwebs on the walls, she said,-- + +"You had better send one of your women up to clean it. I always begin at +the top when I clean house." + +"I don't see how I can spare one to-day. If the Deputy will send me in +one to do it, I will do my best to oversee it. But you see how +inconvenient that will be, it is so far up here, and there is so much +going on in the kitchen." + +"It won't be much to clean this." + +I thought, but did not say it, it might appear differently to you if you +were to do it. I should consider it a good day's work for two strong +women. + +I looked round with her, and listened to her suggestions. + +"What I wanted to call your attention to, particularly, was this box of +old clothes. I think it must have been here two or three years." + +I wondered if it had been two or three years since she had been in that +room. + +"They are cloth caps," she went on, "there may be an old coat or pair of +pants among them. I don't think they will be of any use,--they might as +well be sold, and the pay go towards the support of the institution." + +I looked into the box. There might have been twenty pounds of woolen +rags, originally; but they were nearly chowdered into dust by moths. + +I saw by that one interview the occasion of the reticence of the Deputy, +with regard to the Head Matron. + +The first moment of leisure I got, that afternoon, I examined the +printed "Rules and Regulations," by the Board of Directors, which the +Deputy had brought me. They were printed eight or ten years before, but +sensible and humane so far as they went. + +There were no directions to regulate the details of duty; but all of the +Master's orders were subject to the approval of the Board. I did not see +how it could be possible to carry that article out, practically, when +many of them were changed almost every day. + +One order that I noticed gave me great satisfaction, and had it been +observed, would have created a very different state of things in the +prison from what then obtained. It was, that "no irritating language" +should be used to the prisoners. Had that rule been observed, there +would have been comparatively few "in solitary," to the number which +came under my observation. + +I came to the conclusion that if the rules which governed the +institution had been subjected to the approval of the Board of +Directors, that august body must entertain a very imperfect idea of +their practical working. + +One of my orders was to stand at the ration table, in the kitchen, while +the meals were passed out. Another was to be in the prison, at the same +time, on duty, which shut me out of the kitchen entirely. + +The trouble that arose from the conflicting orders was this. After I +left the kitchen, the food for the meals was under the control of the +prisoners, and they secreted what part of it they pleased for themselves +and their favorites. + +Before I left the kitchen I saw the meat sliced, and an equal portion +placed in each pan. After I left, and there was no one to watch it, the +women abstracted a part of it from some of the pans, or changed it from +one pan to another. + +I was allowed about two hundred and eighty pounds of meat for the four +hundred prisoners, bones included. After this was sliced, it was divided +to each pan as nearly equally alike as possible. To this was added three +or four potatoes, with the skins on, and the gravy or soup was then +poured over them. + +These pans were arranged in rows across the ration table, to be passed +out, through a slide, to the men, as they were marched into prison, on +their side; and to the women, on their side. The kitchen was between the +prisons. + +After the pans were arranged on the table, and the dinners put into +them, I was obliged to go out into the prison to receive the women, and +see them slid into their cells. The slide door was shut upon me, and the +convicts were left alone with the food to hand it out. + +Was it strange, with this opportunity placed in their way, that they +should help themselves to the meat which had been divided to the others? + +My order was to detect the thief and report her. That was much easier +said than done. My opinion was that they all took it. + +It was a question strongly debated in my mind, who was most at fault, +those poor, half-starved things, for taking the meat when the +opportunity was given them, or those who put the temptation in their +way? + +I did not decide it in season to have any of them punished for breaking +the rule. + +When the convicts got angry with each other, they would report on the +one they were offended with; but it was an established rule that the +testimony of one prisoner was not to be taken against another, and I had +not the least inclination to break the rule. + +I did discover one of the thieves at last; but I took my own way to +punish her. + +The steam woman got angry with one of the slide women, and reported her +to me one day when the dinner came short. + +"Never mind now, Allen; but the next time you see her take it, tell me +where she hides the meat. I will go find it; and then, she can't turn it +on you for betraying her." + +A day or two afterwards, Allen whispered to me,-- + +"You look on the top of the bread closet in the cellar, and you will +find something." + +I went down, mounted some false steps, and found a quart filled with +slices of meat. I took it up into the kitchen, and asked,-- + +"Who hid this meat away on the top of the bread cupboard in the cellar?" + +Not one of them answered. + +"Will the one who did it be honest enough to own it; or will she be mean +enough to let me lay the blame on some one else? Did you do it, Annie +O'Brien?" + +"No, ma'am." + +"Will you tell me who did it?" + +"I don't know, ma'am." + +"Allen, did you do it?" + +"No, ma'am." + +I did not wish to ask her who did it, because she had told me. + +"I am going to ask you all, and I hope no one will be mean enough to lie +about it." + +"I put it there," said O'Sullivan. + +"Who did you put it away for?" + +"For myself, because I don't like peas." + +"Very well, O'Sullivan; but you were rather too generous to yourself. +Half of that would have been enough for your dinner, and to punish you +for being so selfish, you can't have any of it. I shall give it to the +others. Your hiding it away down there, gave it very much the appearance +of stealing. In future, when you wish to put anything away, show it to +me, and then, put it away like an honest woman. But you are never to put +anything away unless it is left over, after I have divided the meat. It +would be very mean to take a double portion for yourself, and make the +poor fellows on the other side go without." + +I had been studying the Rules and Regulations of the Board, and +discovered that I was to admonish once, before reporting for punishment. +I did not propose to transcend that rule. + +"Now, remember, there is nothing more to be hid away from me." + +"There isn't much danger, as long as you let us tell you all about it." + +"I shall always let you tell me, before I get you punished; but you must +always obey, and then there will be no punishment." + +"I suppose it is only right that we should eat our share of peas with +the rest, for they can't get even bread and coffee as we can." + +"It is certainly wrong for you to take another prisoner's meat; and very +mean, because, as you say, he has not the chance you have to get +anything else. Now, girls, will you promise not to hide things away, and +try to cheat me any more?" + +"I will, I will," was responded by the six. I did not expect them to do +it without a great many more "admonishings." + +"Now, girls, be on your guard, so that the temptation does not become +too strong for you." + +When the Deputy came in, I asked him whether the order for me to stand +at the ration table in the kitchen, at meal time, had been approved by +the Board. + +"Of course it has." + +"Has the order for me to be on duty in the prison at meal time, been +approved by the Board?" + +"Certainly!" + +"You consider them a very intelligent body of men, do you not?" + +"Of course,--they are my superior officers." + +"How can they expect me to be in two different places at the same time?" + +"I really don't know much about the arrangements on the women's side at +meal times. My station is in the men's prison at that time." + +"Yes, sir; and it is the place of our head officer to be stationed on +this side, in the women's prison, at that time, and it is my place to be +in the kitchen at meal time, to see that the meals go out properly, and +that none of them are turned from the right channel." + +The next day afforded him an illustration of what I said. The dinner +fell short. He entered the kitchen at one door as I went in at another. +He came hurrying up to me, and asked--"Why is this?" + +"I don't know, sir! It was all right when I left the kitchen. Since +that, I have no means of knowing what has been going on. I have been +shut out in the prison, on duty." + +He ordered in bread to supply the deficiency. In that case it was the +mismanagement of the hash, by a new hand, when "dished out," which would +have been prevented had I been there to oversee it. + + + + + VI. + + FIRST NIGHT ALONE IN PRISON. + + +The four Matrons took the evening watch, alone in prison, in rotation. +It was a rule that one of them was to be always there, when the +prisoners were in. They were not to be left by themselves a moment. + +The one who had charge was to be alone; the other three were at liberty, +one to go about the buildings or grounds, two to go out of the prison +confines, if they liked. It was my turn to be alone in prison. + +Immediately after they had been locked into their cells, and the other +Matrons had left, Haggerton began to complain of her coffee. + +"What is the matter with your coffee?" I asked. + +"It is cold," she replied. + +"I am sorry; but I can't help it now." + +Upon that she began to fret. "I haven't eaten any breakfast, nor any +dinner, and I've worked hard all day, and staid an hour later,"--some of +them had staid till eight o'clock that night in the shop--"and now I +can't eat any supper because my coffee is cold. I'll tell the Master, +and he'll make an awful fuss." + +Of course I could not allow such talk as that, and I told her to stop. + +"I have done the best for you that I could. You had the same chance to +eat that the rest had, and the same breakfast and dinner provided for +you. I am not allowed to provide anything else. If you haven't eaten, it +is your own fault." + +"I can't eat brown bread, and I can't eat soup, nor I can't drink cold +coffee. The Master will be awful mad, and make an awful fuss, for me to +have cold coffee." + +"Not another word, Haggerton! If you don't like the fare, you ought not +to take board here," I said. I thought, if the Master would feel so bad +that your coffee is cold, why don't his compassion lead him to provide +something that you can eat. + +Upon that she went on to cry and sob, and make a great disturbance in +the prison. + +I told her she must stop; but she kept on. I had not the heart to scold +and threaten the girl. I had no doubt that she was tired and hungry, and +I pitied her. I went for the Deputy, to see what I should do. He was +out. I stepped into the officers' dining-room to find some one to direct +me. + +Mrs. Hardhack, the Shop Matron, was eating her supper. The Supervisor +sat there, talking with her. I stated the case to her. Before I had got +half through with it, she motioned me away, and exclaimed, in great +agitation,-- + +"You mustn't leave the prison alone a moment! You mustn't leave the +prison alone a moment!" + +Mrs. Hardhack rushed past me as though every prisoner had got loose, and +was running away. + +I thought they would probably be safe if she arrived without accident, +and followed at my usual gait. + +When I entered the prison she was leaving Haggerton's cell door, and +from the second division saluted me with,-- + +"It's no wonder the girl cries! her coffee is cold! I went to the kettle +and tasted it myself! She hasn't eaten a mouthful to-day; and now, to +have cold coffee given her for her supper, it's too bad! The Master +shall know it, and he'll make an awful fuss." + +I made no reply to her; but the next morning, I had several questions to +ask the Deputy. + +"It is a rule, is it, that the prisoners are not to be left alone a +moment at night, after they are locked in?" + +"Yes." + +"Then how am I to leave the prison, go across the kitchen, and pass out +my keys? Sometimes it will be ten or fifteen minutes before I can make +the prison officer hear my rap." + +"Of course you must do that." + +"Then I must leave the prison alone. Have the Board of Directors +approved both those rules?" + +He smiled. + +"The reason why I asked was, because the Supervisor and Shop Matron +thought I had committed a great violation of the rules, to leave the +prison a moment to find you, to ask you a question, when I was in +difficulty last night." + +"Did you have any difficulty last night?" + +I told him the story of Haggerton, and Mrs. Hardhack's management in the +case. + +"You can judge that such conduct is calculated to produce disorder, and +it did. It was nearly half an hour before I got the women quiet again." + +"Mrs. Hardhack has been here many years--she ought to know better than +to behave in that way. If she don't, I can teach her." + +I did not tell him what followed. I had been studying the "Rules and +Regulations" of the Board of Directors, for myself, and intended to +abide by them. I remarked carelessly,-- + +"The Board direct that the convicts shall work from sunrise to sunset. +They were worked an hour later last night." + +"They had some contract work that they wanted to finish." + +"The order of the Board is to work from sunrise to sunset. There is no +provision made for finishing contract work. The order to work over hours +was submitted to the Board for approval last night, was it not?" + +"You are sharp. I see you wish to do your own duty, and you wish others +to do the same." + +"Yes, I like to do my duty if I can find out what it is. In this +particular case, I am indifferent whether others do theirs or not. But, +if I find them following me up to make me perform mine accurately, when +they are involved in the same, it is perfectly natural for me to turn +and observe their manner of doing theirs." + +"I am trying to do mine." + +"I see that you are, and I am glad that you have a better opportunity to +find out what it is, than I do." + +The moment that Mrs. Hardhack was out of the prison, that night, the +convicts commenced hooting and whistling. If she did not put Haggerton +up, directly, to play off on me, which I strongly suspected, her +behavior was calculated to encourage their conduct. + +I was a new Matron, this was my first night alone, and they would try +me, to see what stuff I was made of. + +If Mrs. Hardhack had instigated their conduct, the punishment would come +upon them, not her. It was my business to suppress the noise, and to +detect those who were engaged in making it. + +I drew my feet from my slippers, and commenced my search for the +culprits. + +It was made a short one by the assistance of one of the sweeps who hated +Mrs. Hardhack, and would do anything to thwart her--even betray a +fellow-prisoner. + +She pointed me to one of the doors from whence the whistling came. I +crept softly along, in the shade, and stood by the next door a moment. +The girl, unconscious that I was near, gave another shrill call. + +"That is you, is it, Kate Connolly?" I said, close to her ear. + +She burst into tears at the sound of my voice. Her imagination at once +brought before her the long aching induced by solitary confinement. It +was far from an agreeable prospect to look forward to. + +"I'm sorry! indeed I am!" + +"Sorry for what,--that you made disturbance, or that I found you out?" + +"For both. Indeed I am; I knew better--I knew the rules; I've been here +before, and it'll go hard with me." + +"You thought I was a stranger and wouldn't know them, did you?" + +"Yes, ma'am; but I'm sorry." + +"I'm sorry for you, Kate, that you should be so ill-disposed as to make +a noise, purposely to disturb me; and that you should be so mean as to +try to impose upon a stranger. In future it will be well for you to know +who you are playing off on before you begin. Now, Kate Connolly, +remember--if ever I catch you in another such a trick, I shall have you +punished!" + +"And you won't now? I thank you! I never will trouble you so again!" + +I never had occasion to reprove her afterwards for any bad conduct while +she was in the prison. + +She thought it was through my kindness that she escaped punishment. I +had been reading the "Rules and Regulations," which directed me to +"admonish" once; and then, report for punishment. By following those +Rules, I had silenced the noise, and restored order without resorting +to punishment. I had also secured the future good behavior of the girl. + +When one was detected, the others became quiet. + +There are good and noble qualities still existing in those prisoners, if +the right management only be applied to rouse, and bring them into +action. The rule to admonish was a wise one, and was adopted to that +end. That the officers did not follow out the rule was wherein the fault +lay. And that they overlooked it, or failed to obey it, caused untold +suffering to the prisoners. + +No instance came under my observation where the offense was repeated, +after a prisoner had been admonished. + +After quiet was restored, I sat down to think, and rest. I was tired of +the ceaseless surveillance, the turning of keys, the grating of bars, +the driving of the prisoners at their tasks, the compelling to pleasant +manners while under such severe exactions of toil. + +I sat thinking it over and asking myself if it would be possible for me, +driven, urged to work with no alternative but the solitary cell, and the +bread and water diet, with no motive but fear of punishment, to be +gentle and patient. + +The exhausted flesh and the wearied spirit would express their agony in +some form of complaint. Human nature might restrain its indignation at +such a dreary lot from breaking forth, in fear of a greater punishment. +The prisoner might work on in silence till she fell, and was carried to +the Hospital. I was told that it had been so, and I could not doubt it. + +My orders verified the statement. I was to keep them at work. If they +complained they were to see the Doctor, and he was to decide whether +they were unfit for labor. In that case they were to go into the +Hospital. + +I had asked, "Shall their whole task be exacted of them?" + +"Yes,--if you listen to their complaints, they will all play sick, and +we shall get no work done." + +I had said, "They might do something, and by not being driven so hard, +made useful, and their health spared." + +"We have no such rules," was the reply. + +"But any Matron, after she is acquainted with her women, can judge so +that they will not impose upon her very much." + +"They will all cheat, and lie, and shirk, if they can." + +That might be so generally; but I knew that I had women who would rather +work reasonably than be idle, because time passed faster when they were +employed, if from no other motive. + +If they would all lie, and cheat, and shirk, the discipline that was +applied to them did not work any reformation in their characters. + +The treatment meted out to them was hard, unremitting toil, enforced by +harsh words and punishment. + +Implicit obedience to arbitrary rules was exacted, with no reasons given +why they were enforced, and no explanations for their necessity. The +hard work, the solitary cell, the meagre food, the damp stone prison, +the narrow cells, and the crawling vermin, all went in revision before +me. + +Can such discipline soften the heart, and turn its stern purposes to +commit crime into the ways of virtue? Must not the hearts of these poor +things inevitably grow harder under such influences, till they become +the human fiends which they sometimes manifest themselves? + +I looked along the whitewashed floor. Rats and mice were running +fearlessly about, holding gay revel over the crumbs that had been +scattered to them by the prisoners in their rooms. + +I looked up at the cells. Human faces stared down upon me, through the +bars, made ghastly by the flickering gas-light. There were human hearts, +alive with all human emotions, beating beneath those horrid faces. + +Directly in front of me, with no light, save one narrow, stinted ray, +which glimmered through the key-hole, with no bed but the stone floor, +no seat but the wooden bucket, nothing to lean against but the bare +brick walls, lay a girl "in solitary." + +No human being has life enough to stir up those cold stones to warmth, +no change can soften them to comfort. Whichever way she turns, the hard, +chilling granite is her resting-place. She lies there with no covering +but her usual clothing, and that has been dealt out to her with the +spare hand of public rigor. No discretionary mercy has interposed to +provide a plank or a blanket to break the chill. + +Like a flash the thought crossed my brain, If that were my child! It +sent a pang through my heart that stopped and wrung there till I gasped +for breath. + +I looked up at the cells. The faces that glared down upon me were the +sweet faces of my own daughters transformed to human demons by the vile +impress of crime, and its compeer, punishment. + +Was I putting my hand to the work to help on the hardening of human +hearts, and the degradation of human beings! I would flee the place, and +leave the work with the morning light. I could not flee the thoughts. +Wretched, wretched employment! + +I was half frenzied. I started up and rushed around the prison. I laid +my head against the iron bars of the grated doors. I leaned against the +cold stone walls. I could have lain down upon them in bitter penance for +the part which I had taken. + +The eight o'clock bell rung for inspection. It was a relief. + +Humbly I took my lantern, and crept softly round to examine the locks. +Many of the women were in bed, some of them were up reading. + +One of the girls looked up to me with a smile, and said,--I wondered +that she could smile at all,-- + +"See how nicely I keep the rats out." + +She had taken off the cover of her box, and braced it, by the box, +against the lower part of the door. + +Every room is furnished with a box which has a drawer in it. This box +serves for table and pantry. It contains a spoon, knife and fork, salt +and pepper boxes. + +"Can't they jump over that?" + +"They don't try; but run along to another room. There hasn't been one in +here since I put it up." + +I sat down and busied myself reading till the nine o'clock locking came. +When that was accomplished, I went up, up, up the stone stairs to my +cell in the roof of the prison. + +I laid me down, and from sheer exhaustion fell into a kind of slumber; +but my short sleep, if it were sleep, was rank with nightmare, or +haunted with the ghosts of my abode. No sooner did I become unconscious, +than I was falling from my eyrie to the rocky floor below, or was +strapped upon the iron bars that held the prisoners' beds. Visions +appeared to my dream-sight that roused me with a start and scream to +wakefulness again. + +Even such disturbed slumber had hardly got possession of my faculties +when a volley of oaths came rolling through my door, and roused me to +distinct consciousness. + +I sprang from my bed, ran to the door, and called,-- + +"What is the matter?" + +"That bloody Smith snores so that we can't sleep!" + +"Where is she? I will go down and wake her." + +"On the third division, south side, almost to the foot." + +I put my feet into my slippers, wrapped a shawl around me, and ran down +to Smith's door. + +"Smith, turn over! You are snoring so loud that the other women can't +sleep." + +"O! how you scared me." + +"Do you know that you are snoring so loud that the women can't sleep? +Turn over on your side!" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +I went back to my bed, but no sooner had I settled myself to sleep than +the clamor of complaint was renewed. + +"That bloody Smith is at her snoring again!" + +Again I started for the second division, south side. + +"Smith! you are snoring again!" + +"I can't help it, ma'am! don't have me punished." + +Punished! How the idea haunted them, even in their sleep. "I know you +can't help it, only by turning over. Turn on your face, and try that. +The women must sleep, they are tired, and they are obliged to work +to-morrow." + +"I'll try not to snore, ma'am!" She turned on her face as I directed +her. + +At last I attained to that state of repose which the renowned Sancho +Panza has so felicitously eulogized, and successfully immortalized; but +my enjoyment was not of long duration. + +It was but a short distance that reached into the middle of the dark, +dismal night, and time had travelled it when I slowly awoke. Shivers of +terror, from some undefined cause, crept over me. Gradually I came to a +knowledge of what was passing. My hair, which was thrown loosely over +the pillow, was moving as though trodden by some nocturnal agent of +locomotion. What moved it? there was no draft of air in the room. + +I put my hand to the "crowning ornament by Nature given" to my head, and +imprisoned a mammoth mouse, or scarce grown rat. + +I was fast getting initiated into the mysteries of prison life, and +inured to its peculiarities. Unmoved, I might allow my hair to become a +bed for rats and mice; but I could not spare the sleep. + +I threw the creature from me, in a fret at being disturbed, and issued a +peremptory order, independent of the Master, and without the approval of +the Board, for all rats and mice to pay respect to my person, and my +apartments, and trouble me no more. Then I turned over, and went to +sleep again. + +Adverse fate, or some other mysterious personage was on my track that +night. Before I had time to close my eyes, a shrill shriek of horror +resounded through the building, starting the echoes from every side. + +It sounded in my ears like the despairing cry of one doomed to eternal +death. Imagination supplied the cause, and brought me to my feet with +one bound. + +Some pent up prisoner was dying alone in his cell. I sprang to the rail +and called,-- + +"What is the matter?" + +"I think I had the nightmare. I do have it sometimes." + +"Was that you, Mary McCullum?" + +"I think it was, ma'am. I'm sorry I waked you! Never mind me, ma'am!" + +Poor Mary McCullum! In a moment I remembered all about her. They had +told me a sad tale about her incarceration for the murder of her rival. + +Mary's husband had left her, taking her three little girls away, and +married another woman. Mary, in a fit of jealous madness, had ground up +a knife, enticed the woman to drink with her, and murdered her in her +cellar. A policeman had detected her in the act. God pity, and judge +her! She had been sentenced to ten years of hard labor in the +Penitentiary for the crime. + +Five years had been worked out. Her health was gone, her nervous system +had become a wreck. The damp rooms, the chilling stones, the ceaseless +toil, were the slow torture that had undermined her constitution, and +consumed her vitality. + +Her narrow cell had become, to her imagination, the home of demons who +haunted her with her crime. + +The other women had told me that the ghost of the murdered woman came to +Mary McCullum every night, all in her bloody garments, and set her +shrieking in her dreams. + +Should such a criminal go unpunished? The halter could bring no surer +death than what was slowly creeping upon her. Restrained of her liberty +she should be, and from the power to do further harm. Labor for her own +support should be required of her. Connected with it, a sufficient +amount of rest to secure health, a place to sleep free from the damp and +noisome air of a stone prison. + +A plenty of wholesome food should be allowed her; time and space for +repentance given, time to think upon the error of her ways, and +instruction that would teach her how to do it. + +That worrisome night was to meet with one more "thrilling adventure" +before it passed away into the light of the following day. + +I lay, tossing from side to side, after I returned to my bed. Sleep was +out of the question. I lay, tossing thoughts about the circumstances +that surrounded me to and fro in my mind, trying to analyze, to +distinctness, the mixed up conclusions that arose from them. + +Another unearthly cry rung out on the air, and startled me from my +perplexed meditations. It was more like the shriek of an animal in +distress, than a human sound. + +Wail followed wail, in quick succession. Can it be a human being? I +asked myself, as I hurried on some clothing. It must be, there is +nothing else here that can make such a noise. + +I stopped to listen, as I went to search it out. It came from one +quarter, and then, from another. If it were made in one cell, it +possessed a wonderful power of ventriloquism. + +I remembered the hooting and whistling of the night before, and +immediately inferred that the same mischievous girls, who made the +disturbance in the evening, had set up this cry and echoed it around +from division to division, in order to make a night of it. + +Quick as the thought entered my mind, my patience gave way. I vowed, in +my heart, that I would have them punished if I could catch them. My own +aroused temper certainly suggested the punishment that I contemplated. +Even with the thought which suggested punishment arose the query--Is it +not a just indignation that I feel, and do they not deserve punishment +for willfully making this unreasonable disturbance? Is it my anger that +seeks revenge for the annoyance they are inflicting? + +Although half way down into the prison, I ran back to my room, and left +my slippers, in order to avoid the tap, tapping of the leather soles on +the walks, which would announce my approach to the culprits, and warn +them in season to avoid detection. + +Again I traversed flat after flat in my stockings. Quickly, and +noiselessly, I threaded the walks towards the spot from whence the sound +appeared to proceed. But when I reached it, all was silent there, and +the wail came shrieking around another corner. + +I grew more and more angry as chills crept up my limbs, and set my +teeth chattering. I raised my thinly clad feet from the cold stones only +to set them down in a still colder track--a practical test, it now +occurs to me, of the experience of the woman on the stones "in +solitary,"--but my determination to ferret out the offenders never +faltered. + +I was benumbed; but I persevered till I had traversed the five flats, +and listened at the door of nearly a hundred cells. The wails had grown +to howls, and filled the prison with their noise as the thunder fills +the air with its reverberations, but eluded my search. + +I gathered my shawl around me, and sat down by the stove to listen; and +determine my future course. When I became stationary, the sounds changed +their course, and instead of receding approached me. Nearer, and nearer +they came. In a moment they were issuing from the floor at my side. I +shook with a vague dread. Were those shrieking wails from some prisoner +confined in the dungeon vaults below the prison, insane or dying? +Involuntarily I looked down. There stood the cat, uttering piteous cries +on account of separation from her kittens in the kitchen, and pleading +to be let out to them. + +Quickly I ran over the stairs to get my keys, nor did I feel the chill +of the cold stone walks, as I ran back to appease the distress of the +mother cat by opening the way to her little ones. + +I did not regret that I lost the opportunity to execute the mentally +threatened punishment of my women. + + + + + VII. + + THE MASTER AND THE RULES. + + +One morning, as I sat warming my feet by the prison stove, I heard a +slow, measured tread on the stone walk, like some one pacing off the +length of the building. When it came near to me I looked, to see the +Master stalking along in pompous dignity. + +There was what he probably supposed to be authority in his bearing. + +I arose and stood respectfully before him. I supposed he had commands of +some kind, for me, from his appearance. + +He went along without changing his gait, or turning his head, into the +kitchen. + +I really did not know what etiquette to observe on this state occasion; +but I slowly followed him. He marched round, looking over the place in +silent inspection; then came directly before me, and made a dead halt. + +He did not speak for a moment, and I, to relieve the embarrassment, +asked,-- + +"Does the place look to suit you?" + +"When it don't, I shall tell you," he answered gruffly. + +"It is more pleasant to be told when we have pleased, than when we have +not." + +He made no reply to that remark; but said sternly,-- + +"You are not to read the Rules to the prisoners; you have nothing to do +with that." + +"I have not read the Rules to the prisoners. I can find no rules to be +governed by myself, much more to read to them." + +"If the prisoners do not obey you, you are to report them at once." + +"I believe, according to the Rules and Regulations laid down by the +Board of Directors, that I am to admonish them once, and at the second +offense report them." + +He turned and stalked away, looking a little puzzled. + +At first I could not imagine to what he referred; but after stirring up +my memory, I recollected that I had mentioned, in reproving the women, a +day or two before, that they were breaking the Rules. + +I sat down and wrote the Master a note after this wise:-- + +"The women have a habit of talking as they march in and out of prison. I +am ordered to report them if they do it. I find in the Rules and +Regulations, given to the officers, by the Board of Overseers, on the +tenth page, that we are directed to 'admonish' the prisoners, for +misbehavior, and at the second offense report them. That was what I did +yesterday, however my proceedings may have been reported to you." + +In a few moments the Deputy made his appearance. + +"Your explanation was just the thing. We have looked up the Rule, and +you are right. It is better to take each one as you catch her, rather +than take them all together." + +"That gives me a chance to exercise still more mercy. Thank you!" + +Thus ended my first interview with the Master, and the second was like +unto it. + +About a week after that the Receiving Matron came and told me that I was +to go to her wash-room, to oversee her women, while she went to put the +officers' rooms in order. + +I replied, "I cannot attend to your work. I have more to do in my own +department than I have strength to accomplish." + +"Mrs. Hardhack"--that was the Shop Matron--"said you were to do it." + +"I am not employed by Mrs. Hardhack, nor do I take my orders from her." + +I was overburdened with work, and extremely tired. It appeared +unreasonable, to me, to crowd anything more upon me. I had not physical +strength to do any more than I was doing. + +The Matron turned from me in a fret, and left. I dropped upon a bench +and rested my head upon the table. From sheer fatigue the tears +started. + +In a few moments I heard the measured tread of the Master. I did not +raise my head till he had stood before me a moment or two. Then I looked +up. I did not pay him the respect to rise. He looked at me a moment, and +seemed to have some idea of my condition. He said gently, if anything +could be said gently by one so rough-- + +"I should like to have you go to the wash-room while the Matron is at +the officers' rooms. There is a gang of women at work there, and she +cannot leave them alone very well." + +His manner modified my feelings somewhat; but I had no idea of having +any more labor put upon me, and I said,-- + +"I find it very difficult to get through with the labor that I engaged +for, and it is impossible for me to have that of another put upon me." + +"Just for to-day, as she has just come in." + +"I will go for to-day, as a matter of favor; but I did not engage for +that work, and I don't wish her to feel that she can call upon me to +take her place at any time that she may wish. Her relief should come +from another quarter." + +"It is only for to-day." + +He went out, and I started for the wash-house. + + + + + VIII. + + MRS. HARDHACK. + + +I had been in the prison but a few days when Ellen, one of my "sweeps," +crept softly round to me, and whispered in my ear,-- + +"You must be careful what you say! Mrs. Hardhack has just been in on the +other side to listen. She creeps round like a cat, and you never know +when she's coming, and there's no knowing what she'll tell, and she'll +surely get you into trouble." + +"Don't give yourself any uneasiness, she can't get me into trouble." + +"Don't tell what I say; but she do pick a fuss with all the Matrons that +come here, and she tells on 'em, and reports 'em, and makes the Master +mad with 'em. And I jest see her creeping round in there now." + +"You know that I am not obliged to stay here as you are, Ellen. If I am +made unhappy, I can leave at any time." + +"I know you can; but I don't want you to be unhappy. I want you to stay, +and so do the rest of the women." + +"Thank you, Ellen. I am glad you want me to stay, because I think you +will do your work well and try to please me by obeying all of the +rules." + +"I'm sure I'll do anything in the world to please ye." + +I thought I would see if Ellen's information were correct, so I stepped +lightly around the corner to which she pointed. I was just in season to +see the back of Mrs. Hardhack's garments disappearing through the door. + +I was indifferent to such espionage personally. I could easily correct +any false impression which might be made of my conduct, as I had done in +the representation which had been made of my reading the Rules; but it +is extremely unpleasant to look upon such a character, as had been +developed, in one who must be an associate. The meanness and treachery +that were written upon it would stand out before me, whenever I saw her, +in spite of any good qualities that she might possess. + +That woman had been in the institution a great many years, and had +become thoroughly imbued with the spirit of its rulers. If she went +round into the other departments to listen, I inferred that it must be +with the approval of the Master. + +If she carried him information acquired in that way, it must be +acceptable, or she would not continue it. + +It is difficult to understand why such management need be pursued in +this country. If the Master found a subordinate practicing against him, +he could dismiss her arbitrarily; but in so doing he would only dismiss +her out into the world to tell her own tale, he would argue. He could +make his own representation of the case to the Board of Directors, and +screen his own doings; but the Board are not the directors of public +opinion. + +A just, upright, and open management would secure the cooeperation of +subordinates who are fit to hold a position in such an institution. That +such a course was not pursued, was because the disposition of the head +Manager led him in another direction, and the disposition of the +subordinate, Mrs. Hardhack, made her a fit agent to carry out his +peculiar views of the proper way to govern the institution. + +She did not stop at that, but tried many little experiments of her own +suggestion. Her long residence and knowledge of the place enabled her to +practice them very much to the annoyance of the other Matrons, and to +the distress of the prisoners. + +The women were her equals in detecting her ways, if they had not the +power to practice her stratagems. + +They watched her till she was fairly across the yard that morning; then, +they gathered around me, and began to tell me of her "tricks," as they +called them. + +"She's the artfulest huzzy that ever lived," said Ellen. "She'll tell +the women when they leave the shop not to speak a word till they get out +of it, nor in the yard; but when they get into the prison they may talk +as much as they are a mind to. Don't ye see, that's to make you trouble. +You'll have to scold 'em, and get 'em locked up; and then, they'll hate +you, and plague you all they can." + +"Don't be anxious, Ellen! After I have been here awhile the women will +understand me, and they won't be any more willing to plague me than you +are." + +"That's true! but it will take longer because you don't see 'em so much +as you do us. And don't ye see, she'll tell 'em anything. She always +be's stirring up a fuss somewhere. The women all hates her." + +"Never mind saying anything more, Ellen. I think I can manage her." + +"Don't let her know I've said anything! She'd surely pick up something +to get me locked up for." + +"'Twas she that got me ten days in solitary, and the gag," said O'Brien. +"I'd like to make her bones ache as mine ached then! If ever I catch her +out-outside I'll"-- + +"Anne O'Brien, stop!" + +"Well, ma'am, if she had treated you as she has me you would hate her. +I'd strike her down in a minute if I could get the chance. And she will +get struck down in the shop sometime and killed. She never goes outside, +and she dares not, so many of the women hate her, and are on the watch +for her." + +That was the effect produced by solitary confinement, without +mitigation, as I heard it talked universally among the prisoners. Does +it conduce to reformation? + +At the time this occurred, I thought the prisoners had exaggerated in +their statements about Mrs. Hardhack; but in a few days they were +confirmed by her own conduct. + +I was suspicious that the truth had been told me with regard to her +putting the prisoners up to make a noise when they came in prison, by +the appearance of a few of them. + +I thought I might arouse her pity for them, and induce her to stop her +machinations in that way. + +I remarked to her, as we were standing together one evening after the +women had been particularly noisy in coming in from the shop,-- + +"I am afraid I shall be obliged to have some of the women put in +solitary if they continue to be so troublesome when they come in to +supper." + +"Afraid!" she echoed scornfully, "I like to get them locked up." + +I looked in blank astonishment upon the human monster before me. + +"Are you in earnest?" I asked. "Do you mean to say that you like to add +to the hard lot of those poor creatures by that dreadful punishment of +solitary?" + +"Yes, I'm sure I do!" + +And with a coarse laugh she turned away. + +I hoped she could not mean it; but all of her actions, and all the +reports that I heard of her, tended to produce the conviction that she +had formed a just estimate of her own character; and, upon that, made a +correct representation of herself. + +That remark of mine hit wide of the mark. Instead of touching her +compassion it roused the spirit of mischief. + +She was on duty that night in prison, and, restless as the renowned +adventurer who went to and fro in the earth seeking whom he might +devour, she went on a search through the cells of the first division +where my kitchen women lodged. + +The Deputy had ordered me to supply the women, on that division, with +all the blankets they wanted, because they worked in the kitchens where +it was hot and the air full of steam. And being the lowest tier of +cells, they were colder than the others. + +I had done as he directed me, so that some of them had four or five. +Allen, my steam woman, an old woman of nearly sixty, had six. + +Mrs. Hardhack stripped their beds, and counted their blankets. She took +off all but two, and locked them up in a black cell. + +The sweep who sat 'tending the door saw the proceeding, and ran to tell +me what was going on. + +"Mrs. Hardhack is stripping the blankets off the women's beds, and she +hasn't left poor old Allen but two little strips of rags." + +I went to see what she was doing. No sooner did her eye light on me than +she commenced to show me how well educated she was in the use of the +dictionary. + +"Here are your women with six blankets, and the rule is that they shall +have only two. A double one and a single one." + +I was in no wise accountable to her, and did not think it necessary to +answer. I stood and looked at her. She went on,-- + +"You have no right to give your women more than the rest have. You have +no right to give out blankets in that way, and the Master will know it +directly. Here are your women with six blankets, and my shop women with +only two. It's a shame to treat your women so much better than you do +mine." + +When she had exhausted herself, I said, quietly, but loud enough for +them all to hear,-- + +"Your shop women are just as well treated as my kitchen women. Some of +the old ones have five or six blankets--they all have as many as they +wish for. I have been to the doors, and asked every one of them if they +wished for more. And now if any woman wants another blanket, speak! and +she shall have it. You may be assured, every one of you, that you shall +have every comfort, from me, that I am allowed to give you." + +No one spoke. That time Mrs. Hardhack failed to stir up jealousy on the +part of the shop women towards me; or create disturbance in the prison. + +"I shall have it my own way about the blankets to-night," she said, and +locked them in a black cell. + +I did not like to come in contact with her, so I went for the Deputy, to +settle the matter. He was out. I asked for the Master. I was told that I +could not see him. He was indisposed. I could not get access to him, +and my women slept without their blankets till nine o'clock, when Mrs. +Hardhack left the prison. After she was gone I returned them the +blankets she had taken away. + +The next morning she came to me to know who unlocked the black cell +door. + +"When you have authority to inquire into my actions, I will render an +account of them to you." + +"You have no right to unlock a door after I lock it." + +"You have no further care of the prison after you leave it at night, and +the last order given is the one to be obeyed. I had a plenty of blankets +up-stairs, in a chest, to supply the ones you took away, if I had chosen +to use them." + +I went to the Deputy in the morning, and he forbade her interference in +such matters. + +She indulged herself in one more exhibition of her sweet temper with +regard to the affair, and that was to tell me that she had secured my +women a few hours of cool repose. + + + + + IX. + + A BREAD-AND-WATER BOARDER. + + +One night, when the women were coming into the prison, I observed great +commotion and disturbance among them. I heard a confused, mixed up, talk +about beds being taken out. + +Two or three of the women stepped out of the ranks, and looked up into +their rooms, to see if their beds were taken out of them. Among the +number was a woman by the name of Callahan. + +I had heard of her as being a desperate character; but she had behaved +well in the prison. + +She was a tall, stout woman, with a loud voice. After she had looked +into her room, and seen that her bed was gone, she turned to me, and +asked,-- + +"What was my bed taken out for?" + +"I didn't know that it was out." + +She looked steadily at me for a moment; then, lowered her voice, and +asked,-- + +"Do you mean to say that you didn't know that my bed was out?" + +"Yes, Callahan, I meant to say that I did not know your bed was taken +out. Perhaps you are mistaken, it may not be out." + +"O, yes, it is out; I saw the naked bars." + +"Come, Callahan, go along like a good woman! Go to your room first, and +see, before you ask why it is done." + +She went into her room. The other women were in theirs. I called,-- + +"Second Division!" + +All of the rest shut their doors. + +"Shut your door, Callahan!" I called pleasantly. + +"No, ma'am, I will not. I don't mean anything against you; but I will +not shut my door, nor sleep on the bars. Do you know who reported me, +and what my bed is taken out for?" + +"No, I do not." + +I was obliged to leave her standing in her door, and go round to the +other side of the prison to see the other prisoners slid in. + +The moment I left Callahan, she began to rave. "By the Holy Jesus, I +won't sleep on the bars. And I'll know who reported me, and what I'm +reported for,--the miserable set of"-- + +"Callahan, stop!" I ran round and called. + +Neither of the Shop Matrons appeared, and I was told that it was because +they were afraid of Callahan's violence. + +"No, I won't stop! I'll do something to make them lock me up. I won't +sleep on the bars. It was Hardhack that reported me. I wish I'd struck +her down!" + +"No! no! it was Thingsly," said a voice that I did not know. + +"Hardhack made the balls if Thingsly fried 'em. She's at the bottom of +all the deviltry there is done here." + +Then she commenced a tirade of vituperations and oaths that made my ears +tingle. + +In a few moments the Deputy made his appearance. + +"Your No. 1 key," he said to me, and proceeded to Callahan's room. + +I got it; and then followed him. + +"Now, Mr. Deputy," she said to him, when he went up to her; "you know I +won't sleep on the bars. You might as well lock me up first as last, if +you are going to punish me. But you ought to tell me what it's for. I +haven't done anything but speak in the walk, and all of 'em do that." + +The Deputy made no reply; but I saw that he had buttoned up his coat as +though he expected violence. She went peaceably to her solitary cell, +however; but all of the way she begged the Deputy to tell her what he +was locking her up for. + +When she saw me standing by the Deputy, she asked me where Hardhack and +Thingsly were. + +"I don't know; they haven't been in the prison to-night." + +"They're afraid to come; but I wouldn't hurt the poor little lambs. They +know they're guilty, and they know I'm locked up for nothing." + +"Shall I give her her bread and water to-night?" I asked the Deputy, as +he turned to leave. + +"Yes." + +I knew the water would be grateful to the poor thing. + +I wished to ask the Deputy if Callahan had told the truth; but my own +consciousness told me that she had. I had learned to esteem the man, and +I could not bear to hear him say that he was accessory to such +injustice, although I knew that it was his duty as a subordinate officer +to do as he had done. + +I could not help questioning, Ought not the girl to be told what she is +punished for? Has she been "admonished?" The poor thing had no redress +for such injustice. + +That was the point that she, too, was revolving in her mind. When I gave +her the bread and water, she said to me,-- + +"Look here, now, don't you think they ought to tell me what I am +punished for?" + +"You must not ask me such questions. It isn't for me to sit in judgment +upon what the Master does." + +She was intent on finding out my opinions, so she put her questions in a +different way. + +"If you reported me, wouldn't you tell me what it was for?" + +"Certainly! I should probably give you a good scolding before I had you +punished." + +"If you was going to punish me just as you were a mind to, for speaking +on the walk, would you shut me up here two days and two nights for it?" + +"Perhaps not; but how do you know that you are to stay here two days and +two nights?" + +"Because they are never shut up for any shorter time." + +"O'Brien and McMullins were only in for one day and a night." + +"That was because you begged 'em off. But nobody'll beg me off. Say! +would you shut me up here for speaking on the walk?" + +"Perhaps not; but you knew the rule, and disobeyed,--it is for +disobedience that you are punished." + +"Ever so many of them talked,--they all talk; but none of 'em got +punished but me. They've got a spite against me,--is that right." + +"Perhaps that is your jealousy, Callahan." + +"No, it isn't. Four of us were talking together. If Thingsly saw one, +she saw the whole of us." + +"Perhaps it isn't for that you are punished." + +"Won't you find out? Won't you ask Hardhack?" + +"No, I don't wish to." + +"Are you afraid of her?" + +"No!" + +"Do you like that woman?" + +"She is nothing to me. But if I were to ask her a question, about what +does not concern me, I might not get a civil answer." + +I was fast arriving to the conclusion that it would be impossible for me +to assist in carrying out such a system of government. + +The next day I spoke to the Deputy about letting her out. He shook his +head. + +"If she was one of your women, and you had the care of her, I might." + +When the two days were expired, he sent me round word to let Callahan +out at six o'clock. With my watch in my hand I did not defer it a moment +later. As I was waiting upon her to her room, I asked her,-- + +"Why had you rather go into solitary than sleep on the bars?" + +"If I sleep on the bars, I lose just as much time, and have to work all +the next day. If I can't have my bed to sleep in, I won't work for 'em." + +"I shouldn't think there would be much rest in solitary." + +"There ain't; but I don't earn any money for them either." + +There was retaliation with calculation. + +"Callahan, I turned the key on you in solitary, and kept you there,--why +are you not angry with me?" + +"You didn't do it out of spite--you never did me any wrong. If they only +punished me when I deserved it, I shouldn't be mad." + +I did not know how to reprove the woman. "Callahan, be as good a woman +in the shop as you are with me." + +"I'll try to; but they wake up the devil in me. I wish you would get me +into the kitchen." + +"I'll try." + + + + + X. + + AN ARRIVAL. + + +The windows of the kitchen were of ground glass. They were made to let +down at the top, but could not be raised at the bottom. + +When they were let down, I noticed that the younger women, if I were out +of the way a moment, sprang upon the window-seat, which was a deep +recess, and stood looking out. I inferred from the manner of doing it, +and the apprehensive look they gave me, when detected, that it was +breaking the rules to do so. + +But no one informed me of such a rule, and I did not think it necessary +to inquire. I could see no possible harm that could come to them from +looking through the bars upon the grass, and trees, and flowers of the +grounds. Positive good might arise from changing the tenor of their +thoughts. If they stood longer than I thought best, I sent them to do +something for me. + +One day, Annie O'Brien had mounted the window-seat, in my absence from +the kitchen, and when I went back, was exercising her powers of +description upon what she saw, for the entertainment of the others. + +The window through which she was looking, commanded a view of the yard, +the office, and the walk through which the public found entrance to the +buildings. + +"An arrival, an arrival!" called Annie, in a loud whisper. + +"Who is it? Is it anybody that we know?" asked one of the girls that had +been brought in with her. + +I stood behind the furnace a moment to notice what was going on. + +"Yes, there is Tom Ticket. I wonder what he has been doing." + +"Nothing new, of course! They wanted a carpenter down here, so they sent +up for him. The carpenter was discharged the other day, and I heard one +of the men say they'd have another down in a few days,--they knew just +where to lay their hands on one of the best in the city." + +"Do you mean to say, Lissett, that they can have a man brought down here +a prisoner, because they want a carpenter?" I asked. + +"Yes, ma'am. They know he drinks, and can prove it, but they don't want +too many at a time, so they let him run till they want him; then, they +have him taken up, and fetched down here." + +My face must have expressed the utter abhorrence I felt of such work. O +let us cleanse our whited sepulchres! Is there not work enough within +our own borders to employ our Christian men and reforming women! We need +not go abroad for work with such festering sores in our own vitals. For +very shame let us cleanse these places!--were my thoughts. + +Here was another occasion for glib Annie O'Brien to hold forth; and such +occasions were never slighted by her. + +"Half that come in here," she said, "are not doing anything when they +come. My coming, when I came, was a put up job." + +"What do you mean by that?" + +"A policeman was hired to take me up. I was sitting in a store, about +nine o'clock in the evening, when he came in and told me to follow him." + +"Who put him up to it?" + +"A man that kept a saloon paid him five dollars, and he did it. Any of +the policemen will take a person up for five dollars. When I came here I +wasn't doing anything out of the way; but, of course, they knew what I +had done." + +"What did the saloon man want you taken up for?" + +"Because I wouldn't tend for him. He had tried to get me in there, and I +wouldn't go." + +"Why wouldn't you go? Wouldn't it have been better for you to earn an +honest living?" + +"An honest living! I'd had to gone with any man he said if I'd gone +there, and I rather choose my own friends." + +"O, Annie, how can you stand there, and tell this over? I should think +your heart would burst with grief when you think of it!" + +"O pshaw! it's nothing when you get used to it!" said Lissett, and +snapping her fingers at the imagination that O'Brien had called up, she +flounced out of the room. But for all that, I saw that she choked as she +said it, and the tears came in her eyes. + +"I hadn't got quite so used to it as to go to that pitch," said O'Brien. + +And where are the men that make these women what they are? I asked +myself. Coolly walking the streets outside the terrors of the law. At +that moment I could have locked all of mankind in solitary, and fed them +on bread and water, without suffering one pang. Is there no help for +this state of things, that the weak suffer for the sins of the strong? +If man does not meet his punishment here he is borne on, by time, to +judgment, where he will have no power to screen his guilty acts or shift +his punishment upon the helpless. + +That reflection did not satisfy me at the time. A more summary +retribution would be better suited to the sin. One that would inflict +immediate tribulation and anguish upon him, such as had fallen upon his +victims. + +Annie turned again to look out of the window. + +"There is but one woman taking a ride in the fancy carriage of the +government. Exercise in that carriage is excellent for dyspepsia." + +"Do you know her?" asked Allen. + +"No! she's a jail-bird, I know, by her looks. She's come from the +Superior Court; she'll have a long sentence. She's coming through the +kitchen." + +Annie sprang down to look at her, and all of the rest followed her to +the door which stood open, into the garden, for the men to bring in the +bread for supper. + +"Stand back! It isn't necessary for you to give her a welcome." + +The newly arrived had her veil drawn tightly down over her face; but I +could see that she was young, and very good looking. + +In the absence of the female Receiving Officer I took her from the +Clerk, and waited upon her to the reception room where she was stripped +of her own clothes, and put into a bathing-tub. When she was thoroughly +scrubbed and dried, she was arrayed in the uniform of the place, and +sent to the shop. + +There her capabilities were tried, and she was assigned to the work for +which she was best adapted. + +The clothes that she had taken off were carefully folded, put in a bag +by themselves, and labeled, to restore to her when she went out of the +prison. + +When I returned to the kitchen, my girls had found out who the new +prisoner was, how long a sentence she had, and what was the offense for +which she had been committed. + +How the facts got circulation in so short a time, was a mystery to me. + + + + + XI. + + INSIDE MANAGEMENT. + + +In deciding upon the capabilities of the prisoners Mrs. Supervisor made +herself useful. + +Her first care was to find out how long a sentence a woman had. That +determined one qualification for her own service. If the sentence were +for two or three years, and there was to be a vacancy in her own family, +the woman was eligible to a place there, provided she could be trained +into the work required. + +This care was taken to save herself and her Housekeeper the trouble of +changing. + +To oversee her housekeeping was the Supervisor's pet employment, and it +was fortunate for the Housekeeper that the government super-official had +one pet. Through that partiality, she got two hours and a half more +sleep in the morning than the rest of us. + +She was not called till half past six; but I unlocked her women at the +same time that I did the others. + +I was glad she could be so favored; but I could not see the justice of +such an arrangement. + +I found, in the course of time, that it was a system of mutual favor. I +went in to breakfast one morning, and there was no milk on the table. + +Katie, the table girl, went to the refrigerator, that stood in the room, +to get me some. She had just laid her hand upon the bowl when the +Housekeeper, with a quick motion, arrested her. + +"I must have that cream for the Master's breakfast!" she whispered. + +She took the bowl, removed the cream into one pitcher, poured the +skimmed milk into the one Katie held in her hand, and sent it to me. + +I was not particularly anxious to drink skimmed milk in my tea so that +the Master might have cream; but I supposed it was in some way to +contribute to the support of the institution; or that there was an order +of the Board to that effect, so I made no complaint. Indeed it was my +policy not to appear to notice what was going on in such trifling +matters,--trifling to the Supervisor, probably, whatever they might have +been to the inferior officers. + +Before I knew the Housekeeper's hour of rising, I went into her kitchen, +on an errand, several times before she was up. + +I always found the women working on nice embroidery. They could not +attend to their housework because the Housekeeper had the keys, and was +not up to unlock the stores and give out the things to work with. But +there could be no relaxation of their labor on that account. They must +be up and at work. + +One morning, Mary Hartwell asked me to look on the list, and see if her +name were there. + +The names of the women who were going out during the month, with the +date of the day that they were to be discharged, was handed to the +Receiving Matron, the first of the month. + +The women were very accurate, usually, in keeping account of their own +time, still they were anxious to have their own calculations confirmed +by knowing that their names were entered on the discharge list. + +"If you will please look for me, I will do something for you after I go +out." + +"Something for me, Mary! O no! I will look for you when I go to the +wash-room to-day." + +Her remark called my attention to her work. I saw that she was doing a +beautiful piece of embroidery. When she saw that I noticed it, she held +it up and exhibited it with a great deal of pride. + +It was a night-gown yoke, in linen, of an elegant and elaborate pattern. + +"Who are you doing this for?" I asked. + +"This is for Mrs. Means." That was the Housekeeper. + +That is what I call you up two hours and a half before she rises, to do, +I thought. + +"How many of you are there that can do such work?" I asked. + +"Five of us can do this kind, and we can all do fine stitching, or +crochet, or some kind of fine needlework." + +There were ten of them to do the work in the Housekeeper's rooms, and +those of the Supervisor. Quite an array of talent! + +"You ought to see Ann Horton's work. She does all kinds beautifully. She +stays up-stairs, and works all of the time. She had a sentence of three +years; it's most out now. It would do your eyes good to see the piles +and piles of nice things she has done for the Master's wife and the +young ladies. The pillow-cases, and the yokes, and bands, and skirts." + +"Has she been doing embroidery all of the time for three years?" + +"Yes, ma'am, and nice sewing." + +I thought three years of hard labor, from five in the morning till eight +at night, must accumulate quite an amount in value, of such work, beside +what was done at intervals of two or three hours at a time, by the other +nine women. + +Supervisor might have exercised her thrift in supporting the +institution, very profitably, by selling that embroidery as she proposed +to do the moth-eaten rags. In doing that she might obviate the necessity +of giving the officers skimmed milk in their tea. + +I inferred that that three years' labor was a perquisite belonging to +the office of Supervisor. In addition to her salary she was making a +profitable affair of her sinecure situation. Far more advantage would +accrue to her than to the institution in having such an incumbent. + +Supervisor of what? Of her own housekeeping. The very best of +employments for a woman if she has a family. + + + + + XII. + + SUNDAY. + + +It was Sunday morning. Sunday was our busiest day, because our meals +came so near together. + +We were allowed one hour more of sleep on this morning than on the +others. I had waked at the usual hour, but settled myself comfortably to +rest again hoping to obtain it. Tinkle, tinkle, went the bell over my +head. I paid no heed to it for a moment. Rattle, rattle, rattle went the +noisy thing for full ten minutes. By that time, vexation had expelled +all drowsiness. + +I vowed, in my own mind, that I would muffle it the next Saturday night, +in retaliation for the unseasonable summons. At first I determined to +disregard the call. It must have rung from habit. + +The next thought that suggested itself brought me to my feet. Perhaps a +new order had been issued, and subjected to the approval of the Board at +that early hour. In that case the august mandate was not to be +disregarded. I rose, unlocked my women, and set them to work. + +The ringing of the bell so early proved to be a mistake of the watchman, +who was a new hand, who fearing he should be late, gave me that +untimely warning. I judged, from that circumstance, that the orders were +as distinctly given, and the duties as definitely arranged on the other +side as on ours. + +I grudged that hour of lost repose both for myself and my women. I was +hungry for rest; and my women were worked to sheer exhaustion. + +Sunday all of the women were unlocked at six o'clock. They were called +out of their rooms, in the same order as on other days, left their +skillet pans, and the quarts in which they had taken their suppers to +their cells the night before, at the slide, as they went out. They were +marched to the shop to wash and be dressed for chapel. While they were +gone, their dishes were washed, and their breakfasts put into them to be +taken to their rooms when they returned to them. + +At nine they were marched to chapel, where they remained till half-past +eleven or twelve, when they returned to take their dinners, and remain +in their cells till half-past one. Then, they went to chapel again, and +returned at three to take their suppers to their rooms, and be locked +in. + +After that the presence of only one Matron was required in the prison. +One of the other three was required to remain on the premises. Two might +go where they liked. + +Sunday breakfast and supper was of bread, mush, and rye coffee, the same +as other days. The dinner was of roast beef, which was cooked at the +bake-house, and sent in to us to be carved and served. + +The gravy was to be made in the kitchen, and the potatoes steamed: the +meat and potatoes put into the pans, and the gravy poured over them. + +To get that meat to its right destination required sharp care on my +part. There were extra women sent in from the wash-room to help on +Sunday. They, with my own, were possessed with a disposition to get +possession of the greater part of that rarity. + +They got up all sorts of inventions to get me out of the room, while it +was being sliced, in order to secrete a part of it for their own use, +the next day, and for that of their favorites among the prisoners. + +At first they had been able to impose upon my ignorance, but at this +time I had learned just how much two hundred and eighty pounds of meat +would divide to about four hundred people. I had learned their "tricks +and their manners" also, so that it had become impossible for them to +draw me from my object, which was, to see it equally divided. + +"An' sure ma'am," said Bridget O'Halloran; "we're wanting the pails from +the hospital." + +In order to get the pails I must go to the outside door, blow my whistle +to call a runner, wait till he came, and then order my pails. The hint +was just in season. Allen had taken the first piece on her fork to +commence carving. I said to her,-- + +"Don't cut that meat till I come back, not one slice." + +I then ordered in the pails, and bread--everything that would be wanted +before dinner, and took my station at the table with the determination +not to be drawn away from it upon any pretense. + +The smell of the meat to the poor, half-fed things was very savory, and +they came around picking up the bits which fell off while it was being +carved. + +"Please ma'am, give me a bone,--just the least bit of bone!" was the cry +perpetually in my ears. And the bones I was forced to give to their +importunity as fast as they were freed from the meat. + +To keep their fingers from that meat was like fighting eagles from a +dead carcass. + +Bridget O'Halloran's ways were suspicious. I thought she had eluded my +vigilance, and secreted some of it in spite of me. I kept watch of her +motions for the rest of the day. + +I noticed that she visited the shed very frequently. If I wanted her I +was continually obliged to send for her. At last I thought I would go +myself and see what attraction that old shed had become so suddenly +possessed of. + +When I discovered her she was stooping down in the middle of the +building without any apparent object in view. + +"Bridget--I want you in the kitchen at this moment!" + +She was fumbling about her stocking. I stood looking at her while she +was apparently arranging it. + +"What is the matter with your stocking, Bridget?" + +"Nothing, ma'am!" + +She colored, was confused, and started with the top of it in her hand. I +let her pass on before me so as to get a better prospect of what was +going on. + +From the glimpse that I got of her leg I thought she had been following +the fashion--in adopting false calves. In hurrying her I had spoiled the +proper adjustment of them, and they had slipped to her ankles. I +intended to examine into the case when I reached the kitchen; but an +explanation came by way of accident. + +In order to make more speed, as I hurried her on before me, she let go +the top of her stocking, the weight of what was in it brought it down +over her shoe, and out fell two or three slices of meat. The cause of +her clumsiness in moving was explained, also of her frequent absences. +She had slily slipped away slice after slice, one at a time, and gone +into the shed to secrete them in that safe place. + +Under my eyes, as I stood looking at that meat, she had done it. + +"Stop! pick up your meat, Bridget!" + +"It's no matter, ma'am!" + +Her face was ablaze with disappointment and smothered anger, and tears +filled her eyes. + +"Stop, and pick up that meat!" + +She did so. + +"Now look me in the face!" + +That was a hard command for her to fulfill; but she looked up at me. + +"Caught in the act of stealing! You do not intend to treat me any +better than you do any one else?" + +"I did not mean it against you,--indeed I didn't!" + +"Every rule that you disobey is something done against me." + +"I suppose you will report me; but I was awful hungry." + +"The rest of the prisoners are awful hungry; you are no worse off than +they when you share equally with them; but if you rob them, in order to +help yourself to more than they have, you make them worse off." + +"I did not think of that. I work hard, and I earn a good living, and I +mean to get it if I could. It's a shame for me to go hungry when I work +so hard." + +"If you steal food here, Bridget, you steal it from your +fellow-prisoners, not from the institution. There is just so much +allowed for you all, and the rest won't get any more, in any way, if you +take it from them. They must go without if you have it; and they work +just as hard as you, and get no more for it." + +"It makes me awful mad to think I work so hard, and don't get any pay +for it." + +"Then you ought not to come here. You have been here before, and you +knew just how it was before you did the wrong which brought you here. +You were sent here to work hard, for nothing, for a punishment." + +"Others do worse than I, and they don't come here. If those that put me +here had their dues they'd be here too!" + +That was the continual rejoinder. + +"May be; but how are you going to help that? You will have about as much +as you can do to attend to your own case. Only think of what you have +been doing; robbing another person as badly off as you are. You ought to +have pity on each other, if no one else has pity on you! You ought to +respect the rights of your fellow-prisoners,--they have done you no +harm!" + +"I will; but I was so hungry and the meat smelt so good; and I did not +think of them. If you worked as I do, and was real hungry, and saw the +meat, wouldn't you take it?" + +"I don't know, Bridget; I have not had the temptation." + +The word temptation sounded out from the other words that I had been +using, fearfully loud when I pronounced it. A nice slice of roast beef +was a strong temptation to those hungry women. They were allowed enough +to tantalize but not to satisfy them. + +By being kept without enough to satisfy their hunger they were led into +sin, if it be a sin for them to help themselves to more than their +share. They were led to disobey the rules, which involved punishment if +they were detected. It would certainly undermine their health to work so +many hours as they were obliged to without a suitable amount of food to +produce recuperation. + +"Are you hungry enough to eat that meat after it has been in your +stocking, and on this floor?" + +"Yes, ma'am; it ain't hurt it any. I'll eat it if you'll give it to me." + +"Eat it!" + +She brushed the dust off it with her hand, tore it apart with her +fingers, and put it in her mouth. + +"Bridget, don't ever take any more, and secrete it without my +knowledge." + +"No, ma'am; and you wont report me now." + +"I gave you the meat. How can I report you?" + +"Thank you!" + +"If you are ever so hungry, don't you put any away for yourself without +asking me!" + +"No, ma'am!" + +Perhaps she will not. The fear of punishment, in a solitary cell, had +not deterred her from taking the meat. Perhaps pity for her +fellow-prisoners would not; nor the desire to please me. + +That evening I heard the Matrons discussing the music by the quartette +choir in the chapel of the prison. + +"You have a hired choir?" I asked. + +"Yes, and an organ?" + +That information sounded strangely in contrast with the scanty meals and +the solitary cells. + +Where does the praise of God come in? + + + + + XIII. + + LIFE AMONG THE LOWLY. + + +After the kitchen was put in order, that Sunday afternoon, I gathered +the women around me, and read a story to them, from a religious +newspaper. + +I also read them one of the Saviour's parables. Then, I talked with them +so as to find out what ideas they entertained of themselves, and the +lives they had led. + +"What are you in here for, Sarah?" I asked of a smart, bright, active +woman. As she was among convicts she was called bold; but if she were +working outside she would be called a smart, capable woman. If any +notice were taken of her ways she would be just remarked as independent. + +"For shoplifting, ma'am;" and with a toss of her head, that was intended +to ward off reproof, she added, "When I go out of here I will do just so +again. I'll take five dollars for every day they've left me here." + +"Then you will get detected, and brought back again." + +"No, ma'am! I'll look out for that." + +"You cannot; you may be sure your sin will find you out. If you break +God's commandment, 'Thou shalt not steal,' his eye is on you, He will +see it, and surely punish you for it. It may be by coming here, and it +may be in some other way." + +"I'll risk all He'll do to me if I don't fall into the hands of the +police, and get in here." + +"That's my case," said Bridget. "The Lord knows just how poor we are, +and how hard it is for us to get along; and He knows how the rich folks +crowds on us, and He pities us. And He knows how they lie, and cheat, +and steal from each other,--and He won't punish us any more nor He does +them." + +"It will make no difference to you what they do to each other, or what +He does to them. You will not have to answer for their misconduct, nor +be punished for it. You will only suffer for the commands which you +break." + +"We shall get into their company once where they can't put on airs over +us; and that'll be a great comfort. I hope I shall be there when some of +'em go to judgment." + +"If you are you may have enough to do to attend to your own affairs." + +"If I was in the lower end of the d--l's kitchen, I shouldn't be too +busy to see them sprinkled with brimstone." + +"Hush, Bridget! that is revenge!" + +"We can't help it," said the ever ready O'Brien. "I'd like to pay them +back what they've done to me. Don't you suppose we've got human +feelings? Only think what that miserable Hardhack has made me suffer in +solitary. Wouldn't I make her suffer back again? I'd beat her till she +couldn't stand, the first time I meet her, if it wasn't for getting +another sentence. One girl did give her an awful pommeling, and +scratched her face; and she got another six months for it." + +"O Annie, that is a bad temper!" but I thought I would study her still +further. "I don't see why just the idea of being punished should make +you so angry. I had you punished. What would tempt you to strike me?" + +"Nothing on earth, ma'am! I would stand between you and a blow if it +broke my head." + +"But I had you locked in solitary." + +"Yes, ma'am, and you was sorry for it, and I deserved it. But when they +lock me up for nothing it makes me mad." + +"Who is to be judge of when you deserve it? It would not do to leave it +to you. You would never think you deserved it." + +"You are mistaken there, ma'am. Didn't I tell you to report me when I +was locked up? Didn't I say that I deserved it? You might have some of +us locked up every day, if you were a mind to; but it wouldn't make us a +bit better." + +"It would make me very unhappy to do that. It would make me sick at +heart to see you such bad women as that." + +"We know it, and that keeps us from a great many things. But you might, +for what we do, if you had a mind to, just to show your authority. You +don't get mad, and we don't. You try to make us better, and we wouldn't +any of us be mean enough to do wrong on purpose." + +"I could not have you punished when I see that you are trying to do +right. It is when you do wrong, and are determined to do wrong, that I +shall have you punished. I see that you are improving in governing your +temper, Annie. You don't get angry so easily as you used to, and you +don't give way to it when you are angry, as you did two or three weeks +ago." + +"I don't think I do; but I should if you got mad and scolded me. If I do +anything wrong, you turn round so calm, and talk to me so, it makes me +ashamed; and I think of it when I want to do it again, and it keeps me +from it, because I know you'd make me ashamed again. You have the upper +hands of me. When I was in the shop, Hardhack would get mad and scold +me, and that would make me mad, and I would sauce her; and then I got +punished. If she hadn't got mad first I shouldn't." + +It occurred to me that the officers of the institution would do well to +study the rule of the Board which directs that "no irritating language" +be used to the prisoners. The provision was a good one. It needed an +additional quality, the oversight which compelled it to be carried out. + +"If I were to get angry and scold I could hardly have confidence to +teach you to be gentle and good-tempered. Now, Sarah, as you are only +here Sunday, let us talk about the crime that brought you into this +place." + +"It wasn't a crime, ma'am. I'm sure I only took from the rich. I never +lifted from any but the big stores where they lie and steal and make +fortunes. I never went into any of the little small places, where they +are trying hard for a living. I wouldn't be guilty of such a mean +thing." + +"Honor among thieves," says the old proverb. + +"But it did not belong to you, without regard to the way they got it. +You gave nothing in return for it." + +"It did not belong to them, either. It belonged to me as much as it did +to them. It would be hard telling who the right owner is. I thought I +might as well have my share." + +"I do not see that you had any share in it. You were taking that for +which you made no return to any one, and that was stealing." + +"If it had belonged to them it would be stealing. They take it, and +dress their children up, and make a great show on it. My children are as +good as theirs. Don't you suppose I want them drest up as nice when they +go to school, and look like other children? I can't earn the things if I +work ever so hard, so I lift from those that cheat out of others." + +"Do you see what examples you are setting them? You are bringing them up +to be thieves; and instead of the fine things which you covet for them, +they will be drest in the same uniform that you are." + +"Never, ma'am; never! my children shall never be thieves!" + +"But they will do as you do." + +"No, ma'am, they will not do as I do. They shall not. They go to +day-school, and to Sunday-school, and say their prayers at night. They +will never do as their mother does!" + +In saying that she choked down the sobs that rose in her throat, and +brushed off the tears that were gathered in her eyes, just ready to run +over the hardy old cheeks. + +"If they grow up to think differently from what you do,--to look upon +the sin of stealing as it really is,--they will be greatly grieved that +you have committed such acts. They will be ashamed of the clothes you +have stolen for them. Every time they look at them they will think, my +mother stole this dress. They will think everybody knows that she stole +it. They will be ashamed to look any one in the face. The other children +will taunt them with it, and they will be miserable, and they will turn +it back upon you. They will blush for their mother; then, how can they +respect or love her!" + +If there were a tender spot in that mother's heart I meant to probe it, +and I succeeded. She covered her face with her hands, and her chest +heaved. The big tears made their way through her fingers. She was +determined to brave it out. In a very few moments she mastered her +emotions, and answered me,-- + +"They don't know what I do, and they never shall know it." + +"Don't they know where you are now?" + +"No, ma'am!" + +"Where do they think you are?" + +"Gone a journey." + +"You may deceive them that way for a time; but you are only adding sin +to sin. God says 'the iniquities of the parents shall be visited upon +the children.' You may be sure that they will know it in the end. It was +put in the papers when you came here. It is impossible to conceal what +you have done, and where your sin has brought you." + +"I didn't come here in my own name." + +"Every one in here knows your real name; so do all of your acquaintances +outside. You cannot save your children the knowledge and disgrace of +your crime. Then, consider what you suffer from it." + +"I don't care what I suffer, if I can only get the things for them. +Talking is one thing, and living another. My children shall look as well +as the best of them they go with." + +That one idea had been ground into her mind by the force of her +associations--the one idea of dress. It was in those above, around, +below her. She had adopted it unconsciously, irresistibly. + +The mother's love and pride were in that woman's heart in all their +strength, and they had been developed by the circumstances around her. +She did not care what she suffered if they could only be supplied with +the good things which she valued because she saw the whole world setting +the high price upon them. Body and soul might be the sacrifice; no +matter, so she obtained them. Into what a strangely perverted channel +had that mother's love run. Was that noblest, best of woman's instincts +to destroy that woman's human life, and ruin her soul? God knows! He +also knows how much of her sin rests upon those who profess to be +following after better things; but have set her the example to make the +obtaining of dress the business of her life; and placed the temptation +in her way to do it dishonestly. + +How much of the guilt he who causes his brother to offend ought to bear, +must be decided by the Higher Judgment. + +"If God had seen fit to gratify your pride, in your children, He would +have provided a way for you in which you could have done it honestly. As +he did not, you ought to have submitted to your lot, and done the best +that you could." + +How hollow those words sounded to me as they came from my lips. How easy +it is to preach sound doctrine. How hard to make an impression, with it, +upon minds and hearts established in their own opinions of right and +wrong, and persistent in the determination to follow the wrong! If I +could have had that woman under my influence a year, I might have led +her into different views and ways. She was not wholly hardened, as her +tears showed. + +"God did intend that I should have it, and that was His way of giving it +to me. He made me light-fingered, and gave me a chance to help myself. +I'm willing to leave it to Him. I don't believe He will judge me any +harder than He will those I took it from." + +She fell back again upon what others do. I had made no progress in +dispossessing her of the idea that the wrong of another mitigated her +own. + +"The command reads, '_Thou_ shalt not steal.' If the men that keep those +large stores steal, you are not responsible for it. It is only for what +you do that you will be called to give an account." + +"Line upon line," I thought. "I hope you will never come in here again." + +"I never mean to," and she nodded her head as much as to say, I'll be +bright enough to avoid that. + +"I hope you will never again do the things that brought you here." + +"I shall, ma'am. For every day I'm in here, I'll have five dollars out +of 'em." + +She did not say this so vauntingly as she had made the assertion at +first. Still there was the spirit of retaliation, of revenge, upon some +one for her punishment. + +"In doing that, who do you think you will spite?" + +She stopped to think a moment. The question had taken her at unawares. + +"I don't know. Them that put me here." + +"But if you go into their store, they will know you, and watch you, and +you will get caught again." + +"Then I'll have it out of some of the rest of them." + +"How will that spite the ones that sent you here?" + +"They're all alike. It won't make any difference which I take it from." + +"They are not all alike, any more than you and I are alike because we, +just now, happen to be in the same place. If you go out of here and +steal again, you spite yourself, and the punishment for it will fall +upon your own head, and on the heads of those poor children that you +have brought into the world. Those poor little things that are bone of +your bone, and flesh of your flesh. Does not the mother-heart melt +within you in pity for those children when they come to find out that +their mother is a thief? O Sarah, if you are not afraid of God's +judgment, which is the most fearful thing that can overtake you, let +your children be in your thoughts when you go to take what is not your +own, and turn you from your wicked purpose." + +"She tells ye the truth," said McMullins. "And only think of me! Here I +am, the mither of five beautiful chilter as ye ever set eyes on. And me +heart is sick after them. The lads are with the father, and the little +girls are in the alms house. Only think what a mither I am! I have +ruined meself for life, and damned me soul to hell forever." + +"I don't believe anything about a hell," said Lissett. But she moved +uneasily on her seat. It was easy to shake off the terror at the end of +her tongue; but it was to be seen that she was haunted by a fear of it +in a conscience not quite seared. + +"Indade, there is. The praist has always told me that, and I've got it +already whin I think what a mither I've been. God pity! God pity me!" +This she said amidst sobs and tears. + +"What kind of a wife were you, McMullins?" + +"I don't care so much for the old man, he used to bate me sometimes, and +he says he'll never live wid me any more. The minister went to see him +for me, and he told him I had disgraced him; that he was fond of me +once, but I had disgraced him, and put the chilter in the almshouse, and +he would live wid me no more. Do you think he will? Only think what a +miserable wife I've been! God pity me!" + +"What did you come in here for McMullins?" + +"It was all for a gallon measure, and a pint of beer. I wint in a store, +and there stood a gallon measure, and a pint of ale widin it. An' sure I +drank the beer like a sinsible woman; but I didn't know what to do wid +the gallon measure, and I carried it to a policeman, and told him to +take it. An' sure he brought me wid it to the watch-house, and thin, to +the court, an' sure they gave me a year. Wasn't it too bad to give me +the making of a year in here for jist a pint of beer and a gallon +measure? Wasn't it a long sintence for a pint of beer, and a gallon +measure?" + +"I think you must have had something before you took the pint of beer +and the gallon measure?" + +"An' sure I had; but it was on that I lost my sinses, and got me +sintence." + +"You have been here before, havn't you?" + +"An' sure I have." + +"You were put here, probably, to keep you out of the way of temptation. +If you were out you would, probably, take another pint of beer and +gallon measure the first thing you did." + +"I don't believe I could help it." + +"I don't think you could." + +I turned to one of the other women and asked: "What are you in here for, +O'Sullivan?" + +"For a home," said the slide woman, sharply. + +"You must have a curious taste to choose this for a home." + +"I had no other. The man what's the father of my child told me to steal +a dress, and get in here, and be taken care of. I stole the dress, and +he informed on me, and I came here." + +"Why didn't he take care of you himself, after bringing that trouble +upon you?" + +"He couldn't. He give me all his earnings; but couldn't get work enough +to do it all." + +"An' sure he's nothing but a miserable drunkard hisself," said +McMullins. + +"It don't become the likes of you to say much about it if he is!" +snapped back O'Sullivan. + +A poor, old reprobate, from the wash-house, whose hair was once red, now +gray, sat next. + +"What are you here for, granny?" I asked. + +"An' sure they swore a theft on me. I didn't desarve it. I lived with a +German family on Rust Street. They missed a solid hundred dollars, and I +never saw it no more nor a child unborn. But they got the sintence of +ten years on me." + +"How long have you been here, granny?" + +"Since seven years last Christmas." + +A long sentence, if it is the first one. I was sure it was not. A long +life full of transgressions of the law stretched itself upon her past +history. + +"What are you here for, Nellie?" I asked a girl not twenty. + +"A handsome Balmoral skirt took my fancy, and I'm here for it. I took a +sup of liquor, and I was as rich as a Jew. I thought the Balmoral and +all that I saw was mine." + +"It is glorious to feel so rich!" said Lissett. "I mean to get a sup of +liquor before I get back into the city." + +"And be brought directly back here again." + +"I shall have that one time on them." + +"On yourself, you mean. It is all on yourself. The law does not suffer, +nor do those who execute it, for your being here." + +It was evidently a new aspect of the subject that they were the greatest +sufferers for their misdoing. + +"It plagues them, or they wouldn't put me here." + +"It is not because you plague them; it is because that you injure others +that you are put here." + +The spirit of revenge, upon some one, for the punishment they were +receiving, was the one that was uppermost in their minds. Revenge +against those whom they had injured in the beginning; against those who +made the laws, or the officials who executed them. Their idea of revenge +was to commit the same deed again. + +"Don't you all feel ashamed of what you have done," I asked, "when you +think of it?" + +"Yes, we do, that's the truth," said Annie O'Brien. "But's of no use. +Nobody will ever think anything of us again, after we have been in here, +and its no use to try to do any better; and we just do as bad as we +can." + +"But the All-seeing Eye is watching you, and, if you try to do right, +will help you along. And in the life to come, where all hearts are +known, you will get your recompense. Then, if you are really trying to +do right you will be thought of and loved." + +"It is a great while to wait for that, and it is hard." + +"I know it is hard; but it cannot be long. It may be that we go at any +moment; and then, it is forever and forever." + +"If we could only keep that in our minds--but we forget it." + +"You cannot of yourself. But if you ask the Father of your spirit to +take your thoughts under his control, He will, and help you to think." + +Poor things! They were ignorant of the way to control themselves. They +had few to teach them in it, and none to help them in their personal +efforts to overcome the evil dispositions so long indulged in. + +That night, when I went into the hospital, for the closing inspection, +the nurse was grumbling about the trouble one of the women had given +her. + +"Indeed, ma'am, this is the awfullest place a woman can get into!" + +I thought I would give her a hint that it was her own misdoings that +brought her there. + +"What brought you in here, Mary?" I asked. + +"I made my fingers too nimble with a man's pocket-book." + +"You did! then you don't deserve a very good place, do you?" + +"I have got my pay for it." + +"How came you to do such a thing?" + +"He left some money with me to keep, and I did keep it so as he couldn't +get it again. He got drunk, and I thought perhaps he wouldn't remember +it again." + +"Men don't forget their money so easily." + +"So I found to my cost." + +"What did you do with the money?" + +"I spent it for things that I wanted." + +"You will hardly try that again if you ever have the chance." + +"No, ma'am! I could have earned the two hundred and eighty dollars that +I took in half the time I have been here, and had my liberty too." + +"You knew it was wrong when you took the money and used it?" + +"Yes, ma'am; but I wanted the things, and the money was in my hand to +buy 'em. The things would be of use; and I knew that drunken fellow +would waste it if he had it." + +Another specimen of specious reasoning; nor is that kind of reasoning +confined to convicts. + +"It was not yours; you had no right to it, and that ought to have been +sufficient for you. If he wasted it in drunkenness that was his sin, not +yours. You could have restrained him through the laws that punish +drunkenness. You could have told him how wrong he was doing, and set him +a better example. Instead of that you stole, and he got drunk. You made +yourself as bad as he." + +"I did not think of that." + +"I hope this has taught you a lesson that you will never forget,--one +that will make you think. Before you had this punishment you had not the +strength to resist the temptation to take the money. Now you will always +remember what you have suffered here, and you will not be likely to do +it again." + +"No, ma'am, I don't think I shall. This is harder than working for a +living outside, besides the rough handling we get. A poor living at +that, and poorer clothes. And you officers don't fare much better. You +get a little better feed, and a better bed, and a little pay; but not so +much rest; and you are in as close confinement as we are." + +"But we are not prisoners; we can go if we like." + +"What do you stay here for; you don't seem fit for such work, and you +might earn a great deal more outside, and not work so hard?" + +"I may be able to teach a few of you, poor things, to live right when +you go outside, and that will be better to me than money." + +"God bless you! that is what we want. There is many a one of us would be +glad to live right if we knew how." + +"There are some that only grow harder for coming here, and do as bad +again, and come back." + +"O, yes! they think they're prison birds, and there's nothing more for +'em in this world, and they don't care. Nobody likes to have such as we +about 'em." + +"But there are people that would help you to lead a better life, and +earn an honest living, if you could find them." + +"They might find us, but it is hard for us to find them." + +That was a very true remark. Our prisons are prominent institutions in +the land. It is easy for any one who is interested in the cause of +humanity to find them; but to get access to them is a more difficult +undertaking, as many can testify who have attempted it. I leave them to +tell their own tale, and let it bear its own testimony. It is easy to +find the poor wretches who are compelled to take up their abode within +them, and do them good if one wills. + +What a page of life was revealed to me in that one day! What a work is +there here for you to do, O women of this broad land, for your fellow +woman, if you will address yourselves to it! + + + + + XIV. + + INSPECTION OF PRIVATE APARTMENTS. + + +It required the exercise of a large share of physical courage to enter, +and examine into the condition of the private apartments of my boarders. + +I shrank away from the task in loathing. Low, narrow, confined, they +were like the cages of wild animals. + +The human odor of the occupants had penetrated the walls and made the +air noisome. They were ventilated through the bars of the door, and an +aperture of five or six inches in diameter in the inner wall of the +cell; but being used for all purposes, they would have remained +uncleansed had every care been taken. + +I went to the door of one, and looked in. I shivered, dreaded to enter, +turned away. I went along to another. It looked comparatively tidy. A +little white cloth embroidered around the edge with gay-colored thread, +was laid carefully over the box. I stood and looked in while I reasoned +with myself to screw my courage to the sticking point. + +I put my head within the door, the bugs were crawling along the walls, +and the white-wash was spotted with marks of the violent death which +had befallen many of them the night before. Again I shrank back in +disgust. I called the white-wash woman to come with her brush and cover +up the filthy sight, if she could not cleanse the dirt away. + +If the sight is so revolting, what must it be to sleep among them, to be +lodged with, and fed upon by them. I worked up my feelings of pity for +the poor prisoners till my disgust was partially overcome. + +The rats and mice can come in at the open doors, and there is no +obstacle to such ingress of bed-bugs. Indeed such armies of them as I +beheld could hardly have made their entrance in any other way. There +they were in swarms, and had planted their colonies upon the solid brick +and mortar, granite and iron, industriously, as the busy bee prepares +her dormitory. + +There is no ill to which the flesh is heir which has not been endured by +the flesh. What has been endured by one flesh may be by another. In this +case under modifying circumstances. Truly I can bear the sight of these +vermin, and attend to their destruction with much less suffering than +those poor women can be made their prey night after night. + +My indignation was aroused against those who had charge of this place, +and who, in their neglect, had allowed these dens for the confinement of +human beings to become breeding nests of vermin. That indignation gave +me courage and energy for my task. I set one of my sweeps to the work of +slaughter. I stood by and directed the cleansing with shivers of +disgust creeping along my flesh, and thrills of indignation stirring my +heart. + +When the Deputy came round, I gave vent to my feelings in a side-thrust +of sarcasm. I stated to him the condition in which I found the cells, +and then asked,-- + +"Did these bed-bugs get a sentence here for life; or did they come, a +special beneficence to the prisoners, by an order approved by the +Board?" + +"We have the beds taken down, and filled with new straw in the spring, +and the cells white-washed, and the frames washed. It has just been +done, you know." + +"To what purpose you can see. It could not have been properly done. If +it had they would not have recruited so quickly." + +"I will give you a bed-bug woman, whose special business it shall be to +look after and exterminate them." + +"Some poor old cripple, I suppose, who would be an additional care. It +is no matter about the woman." + +I was vexed that the cells had been allowed to get into such a +condition. "It is very disagreeable to make them clean. I can keep Berry +at the work. If I do not keep her hands busy her tongue is hatching +mischief. If I do not keep her at work I can't keep the track of her. +She is over to the wash-house, down to the shop, or hospital, gossiping, +and carrying news." + +Berry was the white-wash woman. After the other two "sweeps," or prison +chambermaids, had swept the cells, and walks, her work was to go around +with her white-wash brush, and cover up any soil or stains which had +been left upon them. + +"Suit yourself. I will do all I can for you." + +"Thank you! If I could have one smart, healthy woman in the kitchen, it +would help me very much." + +"O, a smart woman! we must have the smart women in the shop. We can't +spare you a shop hand." + +"I have enough that are maimed and halt, and blind, now." + +"You know a greenback covers every bundle of contract work that is done +in the shop," he said, with a knowing wink. + +"And the women must be made to help support the institution. There may +be various ways of doing that. Greenbacks may look very nice to you men; +but will not the health and reformation of those woman be as much money +in the treasury of the state as the greenbacks which cover that contract +work?" + +"That is the Master's order. He is bound up in that contract work. He +knows just how much each woman does. He examines the tickets himself, +every morning." + +"Would you work the women in that way if you were Master here?" + +"I am not." + +"Just let me tell you what an able-bodied corps I have in the kitchen. +Old Allen, the steam woman, has a broken wrist. The cook is lame in one +of her hips. One of the sink women has fits; the women say, the other is +a 'poor weak thing.' One of the slide women is in that condition which +some women, of the class that are here, find themselves without a lord, +and always demands consideration. Another has just got up from her +confinement. One of the sweeps is blind of one eye, and can't see with +the other. The only able-bodied woman that I have complains that I put +every hard thing upon her to do." + +The Deputy laughed good humoredly at my description, and said,-- + +"I will see what I can do for you; but I'm sure the Master will not be +willing to spare you one of his shop hands." + +To get a large amount of contract work done, and show the figures that +were received for it, was the Master's way of recommending himself to +the Board of Directors; and it was what enabled him to keep his place. + +It must be an apparent fact to the most shallow comprehension, that +dollars and cents are essential to the welfare of humanity; but there +are various ways of calculating their benefit. + +The "almighty dollar" enlarges and increases in value, as it is +contemplated, and its advantages dwelt upon. In the same ratio does an +appreciation of human suffering decrease as it becomes familiar to the +observation. The Master had evidently been through the mental process in +both directions. The dollar had grown till it covered the whole surface +of human life; the suffering had diminished till it became a mere speck +in the distant view which he took of it. + +"Let me have Callahan?" I proposed. + +"I don't believe it would be best," and he shook his head wisely. "You +would get along with her, and she would make you no trouble; but it +wouldn't be a week before she would be in a broil with the other women, +and I should be obliged to lock her up." + +"When she was in here before, she was in the kitchen four months, +without being locked up, wasn't she? She gets locked up where she is +now." + +He saw that I was informed upon Callahan's past history. She did a great +deal of work in the shop; the Master would not be willing to spare her. +He knew that to transfer her to the kitchen would be to interfere with +Mrs. Hardhack's plan of breaking her temper, and she would resist her +removal. His influence was not strong enough to overcome that of the two +combined. He shook his head,-- + +"I'm afraid I cannot, and I do not think it would be best." He +understood how to make his refusal palatable. "I think you are getting +along well. I have been intending to tell you that I am satisfied with +your management. The kitchen is clean and quiet; and the meals are +prompt, much more so than they were for a long time before you came. +They are well cooked, too." + +"Thank you! but my women are worked beyond endurance. It makes my heart +ache to see those poor cripples lifting out tubs of swill that two men +could scarce handle; and bucketful after bucketful of that large, heavy +coal from the cellar, with all of their other lifting and scrubbing." + +"I'll see what can I do about sending you another woman. Do the best you +can!" + +"I will certainly do that." + +After he had gone out, O'Brien said to me,-- + +"The Deputy wouldn't be hard on us, if he could help it." + +I did the best I could. I told them I was sorry to make them work so +hard; but I could not help it. I asked them to do things, when I could +possibly do it, rather than give a command. + +When I had time I gave them a reason, for an order, and however tired +they might be, that was sure to secure ready and prompt acquiescence. + +"You must get on more steam as quick as you can, because we are a little +behind time with our dinner," was sure to set Allen's fire going at +once. + +If I came in, and found them sitting down, idly gossiping away the time +before their work was done, I had only to say,-- + +"Now, girls, start round, and get your work done; then, you can sit down +and talk. A clean room is so much pleasanter than a dirty one to me, and +I want my place to look the nicest of any one in the institution, and +you wish me to have the credit of its being so. You like to have all of +the visitors taken in to see the kitchen because it looks so nice." + +They would put the work about very quickly. Scrub and dust, and make the +old kitchen shine like a new one in a twinkling. + +They were keen enough to fathom character, and took no advantage of my +manner. They were conciliated; but did not lose the restraint of +authority. They knew it was there, and could be used if necessary. + +They never gave me impertinence; nor refused to obey when an order came +directly from me. + +That inspection day was a literal washing of the great Master's feet; +not with my tears of penitence, but with the bitter remnants of pride +and anger subdued to patience? My work was even more humiliating. It was +that of the dogs, at the temple gate, cleansing the sores of the vagrant +Lazarus. + +The prisoners were allowed the condiments of salt, pepper, and vinegar. +Their boxes and bottles were filled every Thursday. That was to last +till the next Thursday. If they were wasted, or extravagantly used, they +were obliged to go without till the replenishing day came. To attend to +that was one of the duties of the chambermaids. + +I was obliged to look after it or they would scatter and waste their +allowance, and then play off on me. They would call to me,-- + +"I want salt; there was none put in my box." + +That would be done from pure mischief, to get the sweeps a scolding. +But I gave them little chance to carry out their mischief in that way. I +had the answer ready,-- + +"It was put there. I have been in every room to-day and saw it there. If +it is gone you have wasted it, and must go without." + +"I haven't wasted it." + +"Wasn't it your pepper and salt that was strewed on the shop-floor +to-day?" + +That hint that I was after them, and knew what they were about, was +sufficient. There were no more complaints made. + +Every woman was obliged to make, and tie up, her own bed. The prison +women swept the rooms every morning. That gave them an opportunity to +secrete many a nice bit for their friends. Indeed my sweeps ran a +regular underground bakery express from the Masters kitchen, and also +from the prisoners'. + +Many a nice biscuit and slice of cake went from the range to the cells, +and bread from my table was provided against mush morning, and +brown-bread breakfasts. + +Onions were a favorite vegetable, but their telltale odor enabled me to +detect them easily. + +One evening, I passed a cell where they gave out unmistakable evidence +of their presence. I called to one of the sweeps,-- + +"Ellen, the gardener has made a mistake! He has put the onions, for the +soup to-morrow, in one of those cells. Won't you take them out, and put +them in the cellar. If one of the other Matrons, or the Deputy, were to +come in, they would smell them as plainly as I do, and they might think +you put them there for some one to eat privately, and get you reported." + +That hint was sufficient; I never smelt onions in the cells again. + +The officers professed to take no report from one prisoner against +another; but when they got angry with a prisoner, and wished to remove +her from their department, they did not scruple to avail themselves of +information obtained in that way. Berry, my white-washer, was an apt +agent. Sly, artful, and treacherous, she pretended sympathy, and got +possession of knowledge which was Mrs. Hardhack's principal clew to find +out what was going on in the kitchen and prison. + +The other women understood, and avoided her. That made her angry, and +the more watchful and treacherous. + +One day she found a biscuit from the officers' table in a cell. She +reasoned that Flannagan must have put it there, because Flannagan and +the girl in whose cell she found it were great friends. That morning the +Housekeeper had been fretted with Flannagan, and Berry had got wind of +it. Here was the opportunity to exercise her vocation. She slipped the +biscuit under her apron, took it into the officers' kitchen, and showed +it to the Housekeeper. + +Flannagan must have done it, because she had given offense in the +morning; and she was forthwith dismissed to the shop. + +A woman who came in a few days before, on a long sentence, had been +discovered to be a nice needle-woman, smart and pretty; whereas +Flannagan was plain and slow. Occasion was thus made to effect the +change, so my women said. And what they failed to find out in that +institution was beyond investigation. + + + + + XV. + + A DAY OF ODDS AND ENDS. + + +The day commenced at odds. In the morning Mrs. Hardhack came flying into +the kitchen, and demanded, from O'Brien, something for one of her girls +to eat. + +"She has fainted away for the want of food! She has had no breakfast! +How did you dare to keep her breakfast from her!" + +O'Brien kept her temper wonderfully. She answered very quietly,-- + +"I'm sure she had the same as the rest if she had been a mind to taken +it." + +"How do you dare to stand there and answer me in that way? I'll have you +punished if you dare to open your mouth again." + +O'Brien's face grew red, she opened her lips to retort just as I arrived +to where they stood. I stepped between them. + +"O'Brien, will you get a bucket of coal? I want more steam as soon as I +can have it." + +"Yes, ma'am," and she started away; but she looked up at me as she went +as much to say, you have saved me. + +I turned to Mrs. Hardhack. + +"I'm sorry one of your girls couldn't eat her breakfast; you know it is +impossible for me to get anything aside from the Master's orders, and +what the rest have. I'll see if I can find her something." + +"We have got so much contract work to get done to-night, and, if the +women faint away, they can't do it." + +"I should be glad to provide them a good, substantial breakfast to work +on; but I can't have my way about it. It is very cruel to feed them as +they are fed here; and then, to work them as they are worked." + +I thought, as I went to look up something for her to take to the poor +girl, of the remark John Randolph made to his lady neighbor, when he +entered her house and found her at work for the Greeks, "The Greeks are +at your door." He had entered the house through a little army of naked, +ignorant servants. + +Do not the ladies of the United States need to be reminded that the +Greeks are at their door? Are they not in every prison in the land? + +I went into the pantry. There was a skillet pan standing on the shelf +with a bone in it. I took it out and inquired,-- + +"Whose bone is this?" + +"It is mine," said Lissett. + +"Will you give it to the woman in the shop who fainted this morning +because she had no breakfast?" + +"Yes, ma'am!" + +"Bring a slice of bread, and quart of coffee to go with it." + +Handing it to Mrs. Hardhack, I dispatched her as quickly as possible. I +was glad when she departed. Her visits to the kitchen were very +disagreeable. She always managed to use the "irritating language," +forbidden by the Board in their "Rules and Regulations," which stirred +up the angry feelings of my women, and it took time and argument to get +them settled down into calmness and quiet again. + +"If it hadn't been for you, I should have been in solitary again," said +O'Brien, after she left. "How I hate that woman!" + +"And so do I, and so do I!" was echoed round the room. + +"If you hate such ways never copy them!" + +"What's the use in scolding us! She knows we can't help the victuals. If +she wants to scold anybody she'd better scold the Master." + +"He'd sauce her back again; and then, both of 'em would get locked up. +Wouldn't you like to see 'em both locked up?" said Lissett. + +"Yes, that I should!" was echoed all around. + +"I'd like to cut the bread for 'em," said O'Brien. "The slices would be +thin." + +"I would draw small quarts of water," said Lissett. + +"Hush, girls! Don't you know that you are now indulging in the very +temper that looks so hateful to you when you see it in others." + +Scarcely was I relieved of Mrs. Hardhack's anti-benign influence, when +the Receiving Matron made her appearance, and asked, although in a very +different manner,-- + +"Why didn't the women bring over their clothes?" + +"What clothes?" + +"Their sheets to be washed. This is their day. They take them from their +beds when they get up, and carry them to the wash-house as they go down +to the shop. My women, and the four who were sent up from the shop to +help them, have lost an hour by the delay. I don't mind about mine; but +the shop women will be late back; and then, I shall be complained of +that I did not drive them hard enough, and get the work out of them +sooner." + +"I didn't know anything about it. If you had told me last night I would +have attended to it. Some of the women asked me if they should take out +their sheets; but I didn't know what they meant, and told them I would +see. I will send the sweeps to gather them up immediately, and send them +over." + +"I forgot to tell you last night. They won't blame you but me; there is +the trouble. I hate to have the Master come around, and find fault." + +"Are you afraid of him?" + +"No! I'm not a prisoner; but I always feel uncomfortable where he is, +don't you?" + +"I have only seen him once or twice; and then I was very much inclined +to laugh at the pompous airs he put on; but a sense of propriety +restrained me." + +"I had a great deal rather not see him, especially, when he comes to +find fault." + +"He ought not to find fault with you in this instance. You are under no +obligation to teach me the duties of my department. If you attend to the +work in your own you do your duty." + +"I know that, but I can't help myself. He says I am here to do whatever +he orders me, and that I must do it if I stay. I am a widow, and have a +boy to support, so I try to do all I can." + +"He knows that?" + +"Yes, they all know it." + +"And he takes advantage of it to compel you to do his wife's work while +he gets the pay for it." + +"That is the plain English of the whole thing." + +"But you can get more pay outside for less work than you do here." + +"Perhaps so, if I knew how to find it; but I never have been so +fortunate as to find it before." + +I had gone out into the prison as I was talking with her, and stood at +the door a moment after she had passed out; but there was no chance for +rest during my watch. There came the sound of scolding and contention +after me, and recalled me to the kitchen. I hurried back. The fear that +some of them would get into a quarrel, beyond my reach to control, +always haunted me. + +"What is the matter?" I called out at the door. + +"The cook is so slow we shall never get this swill out, and I am trying +to hurry her," said the sink woman. "She hinders me so I shall never get +my work done." + +"I can't do no faster than I can," called back the sink woman. "It is no +use hurrying me." + +"Stop! both of you! Lissett, you know Jennie is slow, and you must have +patience with her. Do I not have patience with you? You only make +matters worse by fretting. Jennie, you are slow. When you carry swill +with Lissett, go as fast as you can, so as not to hinder her; then rest +when you get through." + +"Do come along!" fretted Lissett, "You are enough to fret a saint." + +"That can't be you, Lissett. Haven't I told you, many a time, that you +ought to help each other along, instead of scolding and fretting at each +other." + +"It is hard work to drag her, and the swill tub too." + +"Then go a little slower, and give her a chance to do her part. There is +one thing that I wish to do myself, and that is the scolding, and I +don't wish to have you take it out of my hands." + +"If you do it all there won't get much of it done." + +"There will be enough. I do not need help. And I can suit myself much +better in doing it than any one else can suit me. In future, Lissett, +you and Annie O'Brien will carry the swill together. Then you can both +work as fast as you please. Jennie, you and Allen may carry together; +you can be as slow as you please. I wish to hear no more trouble over +the swill." + +I intended to arrange their work so as to avoid all collision; but I +sometimes failed. When I had put those, whom I thought to be the best of +friends, at work together, some little difference would arise and +separate them. + +Directly I had a call in the prison. Berry could not get on with her +white-washing, because Maggie had not done her sweeping, and came to me +with a complaint,-- + +"Maggie won't sweep, and that keeps me waiting. Won't you tell her to +sweep so I can white-wash?" + +"Maggie, why don't you sweep so that Berry can white-wash?" + +"I am, ma'am, as fast as I can. I have got all of the rooms to do before +I do the floor." + +"You need not wait, Berry. Take a broom and help her." + +That was something that Berry did not calculate upon. + +"If Maggie would get up in season she could get her work done herself; +she loves her bed too well." + +"I have told you of a way to get your work done if you do not wish to +wait." + +"You favor Maggie too much, and the other Matrons all say so. You ought +to get her up in the morning, they all say." + +"Take a broom and sweep that platform! Don't bring any tales to me from +the other Matrons! When I wish you to teach me how to treat the women, I +will ask you." + +Berry chose to consider herself a very much injured woman, and began to +snivel and grumble. + +"I am going down to the shop to work. Maggie is so saucy I can't get +along with her." She dared not express her disaffection towards me. + +"Well, Berry, when you find yourself so much your own mistress as to go +where you please, I will give you 'a character,' and you may go to the +shop to work." + +"What kind of a character?" asked O'Brien, who happened along at that +moment. + +"A good one. You are a pretty good woman, Berry. There is one fault +which I think might be corrected by going to the shop. You are very much +disposed to tattle, and that sometimes makes mischief. If you go to the +shop, where you are not allowed to speak at all, you can't do that kind +of mischief. That would save me, if it did not yourself, a great deal of +trouble." + +I heard no more about going to the shop. + +The kitchen was quiet after dinner and the work, before supper, done. I +threw my head back, in the large chair in which I was resting, and +drowsed. + +The women sat buzzing, on low stools, just behind me. I had been too +sleepy to notice what they were saying; finally a word or two that I +heard attracted me to listen. + +"Was you here, O'Brien?" asked Maggie; "when Ida Jones was pulled into +the hospital by the hair of her head?" + +"Yes, I was, and I saw it with my two eyes. The Master pulled her by the +hair of her head, and kicked her as he went along the walk; and she a +poor, half-witted thing too. That was six weeks ago, and she has been in +the hospital ever since." + +I was wide awake--thoroughly aroused when that story was completed. + +"Maggie Murray, do you mean to say that you saw the Master pull Ida +Jones along the walk, by the hair of her head, and kick her as he pulled +her? You ought to be very careful how you tell such stories, unless they +are true." + +"It is the truth, ma'am!" said several of them in a breath. + +"He took her by her pug, like this," and she took hold of the coil of +hair on the back of O'Brien's head, "and dragged her along. We all saw +it, and the Housekeeper saw it, and she said he ought to be reported to +the Board. And that Matron, that skinny person, I forget her name, that +was here, she saw it. There were a plenty that saw it. When you go down +to the hospital, you can ask Ida what is the matter, and she will tell +you so too." + +"What did he do it for?" + +"She said she was dead with work--she could not sit at it another +minute--she was ready to fall; and Hardhack reported her; and the Master +was so mad,--some of 'em said so drunk,--he dragged her himself out of +the shop, all of the way to the Hospital." + +My face must have expressed the horror that I felt. + +"Indeed it is the truth, ma'am!" said O'Brien. "The Master was crazy to +get a lot of work done that night, and it made him awful mad to lose a +hand." + +I asked myself if it were possible that that man would dare to abuse the +trust reposed in him in that manner. Certainly! The whole system of +secrecy upon which our prisons are managed is just calculated to screen +such conduct, and to induce the practice of it, if there be a tendency, +in the disposition of the man who has charge, to do it. If the testimony +of prisoners is not to be relied upon, a Master could make it for the +interest of his officers to remain silent. Some might look at it in the +same light that he did, and feel perfectly satisfied. + +Why should not a prisoner's testimony be taken in a matter where he is +concerned? He has been tried and convicted of an offense. Is that fact a +conviction in every other case where he may have difficulty with another +person? + +If prisoners are entirely unworthy of trust, how does it happen that +such a man, once a convict himself, according to the traditions of that +prison, has charge there, and the unlimited confidence of the Board? + +I noticed, in making out the report of inmates, that there were not so +many women as men in prison. There was satisfaction in obtaining that +fact, because I had entertained the idea that women were more frequently +punished for their offenses than men. + +It was a mistake, except in the one crime of licentiousness. In that man +goes comparatively free, and woman is the only sufferer in what is, to +say the least, their mutual sin. I say, almost every woman will say, and +with truth, for the sin that man leads her into. + +Woman does not seek man, in that way, in the first instance. He draws +her into the sin, and when she becomes abandoned, and the Penitentiary +brings her up, she is no worse than he. She becomes a night-walker, and +suffers for her violation of law. He is a night-walker also, as +miserable and degraded a man as she is woman; but who prosecutes him, +and gives him a sentence in the House of Correction! He continues a +night-walker unmolested while she suffers for her sin. + +He walks into the parlors of the intellectually cultivated, and socially +refined,--I was about to say virtuous woman. There can be little virtue +in such shaky morality. I can only say of the chaste woman, and she +takes the hand of the night-walker, and greets him cordially, and makes +him welcome, especially if he be rich,--the hand that leads her fellow +woman to her social ruin if not to her eternal death. + +If woman were to help make the laws, could she remedy this state of +things,--would she? Would she take her husband, father, brother from his +home to the Penitentiary? She must do that, in order to rid society of +the pest of night-walking. She may do that now if she will. The law +gives her the opportunity. Instead of lavishing her courtesies, as she +now does, upon the male offender, she might extend her charity in kindly +assistance to his victim, if she were disposed to do it. + +To judge by the way she treats him now, if she were to assist in making +laws would she not be still more unjust than she now is, to her own sex, +and lenient to the other. + +If man go unpunished, of human law, for this sin, justice will find him +out sooner or later. God pity him when his retribution comes! The +avenging of a guilty conscience will work him greater woe than the +miseries of a prison can inflict. + +As I sat in the prison this evening reviewing my day's work, I counted +up my occupations. + +I am Housekeeper, Engineer, Overseer, Jailer, Porter, Usher, Sentinel, +and many others which I did not enumerate. + +Irksome as was the handling of keys to me, it was quite an entertainment +to see myself answering the knock of the gentlemen in striped uniform, +letting them into my kitchen, and following them around, like a page +after a prince; and then, letting them out. I hardly think they get such +attendances in the outside world. + +Rotation in duties, and reversion in offices was the order of the place. +I was Usher to the prisoners; my sweeps were stationed on the stone +stairs, when the prisoners were in their cells, and the kitchen door +locked, to open it if there were a knock on the outside, and to lock it +again after the officer who entered. + +Sittings on the stone stairs could hardly have been comfortable +accommodations. I was reminded of that fact this evening, by hearing +Ellen whisper when she heard a knock,-- + +"I hate to get up,--I've just got my seat warm." + +"Every back is fitted to its burden," is an old proverb. I wondered if +those prisoners had been provided by a beneficent Providence, of some +kind, with an extra amount of animal heat, in order to warm up the +stones they lived on during their incarceration. + + + + + XVI. + + A FRIGHT. + + +Supernumerary was in the habit of sending to me for my No. 5 key +occasionally. She said it let her through from the house into the attic +of the prison. + +I could not imagine what she wished to go through there for. I finally +settled down upon the supposition that she wished to supervise the +prisoners' rooms at her convenience, and see if I kept them in order, +and made the poor things as comfortable as possible. + +The mystery was unraveled when she took me up to show me the room of the +Receiving Officer which she wished to have cleaned. She pointed to a +large closet on the same flat, where she packed away summer articles of +use in the fall, and winter ones in the spring, which she said my 5 key +locked. + +I had given her the credit of one generous deed too many. Still, +although she went through on her own business she did have an eye to +cast about upon the affairs of the prison. + +One night, about eight o'clock, after she had been using this key in the +afternoon, I was on the third flight of stairs. The Deputy went rushing +past me, in great perturbation, looking deathly pale. + +"What is the matter, sir? pray what is the matter?" I asked, as I turned +back to follow him. + +"Mrs. Martin says she heard some one in solitary, this afternoon, in one +of the upper cells; and there has been no one put in for three days." + +"And I have fed no one up there for three days!" I exclaimed in an agony +of apprehension. The second thought followed fast upon the first. "It +cannot be, Mr. Deputy! I have passed those doors several times a day, +and the sweeps sleep next to the black cells. No woman would stay there +three days and nights without letting it be known. If there had been any +one there I should not have forgotten her, and I don't think you would." + +"Mrs. Martin says she heard her talk and sing this afternoon." + +"It cannot be! She has been very cool to make no mention of it till +now." + +But the thought of my having left any one so long in solitary, without +food, took my strength from me. My limbs trembled; I sunk upon the +steps. + +"It cannot be, Mr. Deputy, that we have been so careless! Mrs. Martin +has been very cool about it. She had my key about three; it is now after +eight. No woman who had been in solitary three days without food would +be merry enough to sing." + +He slackened his pace; but still said,-- + +"I am going to see!" + +When he came down I asked him what he found. + +"An empty cell," he said quietly. + +Mrs. Hardhack did not let her superior officer off so easily. + +"I wish that woman could ever exercise a little common sense!" was her +gentle comment. + +"She is Head Matron of this institution,--you ought to speak of your +superiors with respect;" was my sarcastic rejoinder. I could not choke +down the remark. + +The Deputy showed his humanity by looking into the matter as soon as it +was told him, as much as such testimony, in his favor, is to the +disadvantage of the brilliant and energetic Head of the female +department of the prison. + +That man was very acute in his management to get along pleasantly with +the officers; and obtain from them what service he wished. If he exacted +labor of us, that he had no right to ask, he made the exaction tolerable +by his manner. + +One day we were without a Receiving Matron. On that day I had had the +promise of having my kitchen white-washed, and had made my arrangements +for it, so as to make it as easy for the women as I could, while it was +going on. + +I expected to take the Receiving Matron's place; but I gave no hint that +I expected to do so. I wished to see how the Deputy would manage to +obtain the favor from me. + +He came in quite early in the morning and said to me,-- + +"I'm afraid we can't do the kitchen for you to-day. I don't think the +white-wash will dry. It is too damp." + +If he sent his men in to white-wash it would be impossible for me to +leave, and go to the Receiving Matron's rooms, and oversee the washing. +I saw through his plan; but I said,-- + +"I think I can keep fire enough to dry it. I have made my arrangements +to have it done." + +"I'll see," he said, and went out. + +In a short time the officer who was to oversee the white-washing came +in,-- + +"As it is so damp to-day, the Deputy told me I had better put the men on +a job down in the men's workshop; so they won't be in here to-day." + +"If the whitening will dry there, why not here?" I asked. + +He smiled. "The men have begun there; it won't be best to take them off. +I don't think the Deputy would like to have me come in here now." + +"I don't think he would," was my knowing reply. + +Very soon, Mr. Deputy made his appearance again, and came up to me with +a nice, spicy compliment. + +"I find it the same here early and late, quiet and clean." + +"I'm glad you are pleased with my place." + +"Can't you go over to the wash-room, and set the women to work, when +they go out from breakfast? And I should like to have you stay there as +much as you can this forenoon, to keep order. As it is pea day your +women won't have a great deal to do; and you have got them so well +trained they will get on very well without you. You will have no trouble +in managing both places." + +"O yes, sir; I will oblige you in that way with pleasure!" + +When they came in to white-wash the kitchen, it rained pouring. The only +revenge I took upon the Deputy was to ask him if he thought it would be +a good drying day. + + + + + XVII. + + VISITING DAY. + + +Visiting day, which came every fourth Wednesday, was a great occasion in +the institution. + +For two weeks before it was due, the question was continually asked +me,-- + +"Is it next Wednesday, or a week from next Wednesday, that is visiting +day? I wonder if my husband will come! I wonder if anybody will come to +see me! I want to see the old man so much! I want to hear from the +childer so much!" + +For a day or two it was my constant care to repress the talk occasioned +by the overflowing of their expectations, or fears, so as to get their +work done by the women. + +The Doctor, when he came to make his visits, passed the kitchen door. +That door was made of small panes of ground glass. There was a wooden +one inside, to slide over it at night. When he announced his arrival, he +had knocked upon one of the panes, with the head of his cane, and broken +it. It had been done apparently for mischief; but I thought it was to +give the prisoners a glimpse of the blue sky, and the green trees, and +the bright flowers that were in front of the prison. + +The windows of the kitchen were of the same ground glass, cut into small +panes of six by seven. They were made fifty or a hundred years ago, no +doubt, with the utilitarian notion of producing greater diligence in the +inmates by shutting out all attractive sights which might decoy them +from their work. The Matron was taken into the account; her attention +must not be drawn from the care of her maidens. + +If that were a good rule for the inferior officers and prisoners, why +might it not apply with propriety to the Head Matron and Master? The +city or state might be saved the large item of expense, in "supporting +the institution," of cultivating handsome grounds exclusively for their +benefit? + +It was a deed of mercy to break that window pane. Many a time when I +have seen the lowering brow, or heard the angry remark, I have saved a +war of words, perhaps of hands, by sending one of the belligerents to +that broken pane to see if the Doctor were on his way to the hospital, +or if the bread or meat were coming round. + +If I saw the dissatisfaction to be deep-rooted, I gave the command,-- + +"Stand there and watch a few moments!" + +That broken pane, on that visiting day, was an outlet for much anxiety. +One of the women stood sentinel there all day--sometimes one, sometimes +another. + +The steam woman, in her anxiety to discover the approach of her "old +man," forgot the care of her boiler, and created quite a scene. She +turned the water into it and went to the broken pane to look a moment, +forgot to turn it off, and the consequence was an overflow which put out +her fire and flooded the floor,--created what McMullins called an +"explosion." This she did twice in the forenoon. + +The hurry and scurry which was created to relight the fire, and sweep +the water down the hatches, diverted the attention of all for a few +moments, and passed away the wearisome time of waiting. I pitied the +poor old thing as the day wore away, and there was no call for her to go +out and see her husband. + +"What time is it, if you please, ma'am?" was the continually repeated +question when I went near her. + +"I don't expect any one to see me," was the remark of the volatile +O'Brien. + +"Then why do you stand at the window so much to watch?" I asked. + +"I want to see who comes to see the others. I want to see if anybody +comes in that I know." + +Then, the restless thing would mount the window seat. "There goes +Johnny, or Charley, or Jimmy, or Dolan." She either saw some of her old +associates, with her "two eyes," or through the vision of her +imagination. Her suppositions, as to whom they came to see, were as +active as her curiosity to see who came. + +For the last time the steam woman asked,-- + +"It is five yet, ma'am?" + +I looked at my watch. "Yes, Allen, and five minutes past." + +She dropped upon a low table, by which she stood, and burst into tears. + +I walked round the kitchen a few times to let her fret spend itself; +then I went back, and stood by her side. + +"How many children have you, Allen?" + +"Three, ma'am; two boys and a girl." + +"If they were not all right your husband would have come, or sent some +one to tell you." + +"That's what I'm afraid of, ma'am. The little girl has had a fever. I'm +afraid she is worse, or has died, and my husband hates to tell me." + +"Perhaps he couldn't leave his work. What does he do?" + +"He's a house-builder, ma'am. He's one of the best workmen, ma'am, and +they don't like to let him go. He gets three dollars a day, and now he +has the whole care of the childer." + +"What did you come in here for, Allen?" + +"Shoplifting, ma'am." + +"With your husband earning three dollars a day you had no excuse; that +was enough to keep you comfortably." + +"So it would, ma'am, if I had been contented. I don't know what made +me,--I got a hankering for it. It was eighteen years ago, I was going +out to buy me a silk dress, and one of my comrades went with me. I stood +looking at a piece of silk, and was going to buy it. She touched my +shoulder, 'don't buy that till we look in another store!' When we got +out she showed me a piece of silk that she had under her shawl. She got +it while I was looking at the other. After that we used to go together." + +"Did you ever get caught before?" + +"Yes, ma'am; I was in here seven years ago." + +"And for eighteen years you have followed that wicked life, constantly, +and never got caught but twice." + +"I never stole from the poor. It was from those that could well afford +to spare it. I always took the richest of silks and satins and velvets +and linens. Sometimes I had seven or eight hundred dollars' worth at a +time." + +There was an exhibition of pride in her statement. + +The larger the crime, the more honorable, she thought. A strange code of +honesty, but a very common one, it would be found, if the practical +principles of every person were subjected to analysis. + +"But you had no right to the goods; you paid nothing for them." + +"It is the way they do. If a rich customer goes into one of those big +stores, they ask him a big price. If a poorer one comes in, and they +think he knows what a thing is worth, they don't ask him so much. What +is that but stealing?" + +"Their doing wrong does not make it right for you to do wrong. What did +you do with what you took?" + +"Sometimes I used it, and sometimes I sold it at people's doors. I went +out West a great many times with a lot." + +"What did you intend to do with your money?" + +"Buy a big house, and live in the fashion, when the childer get up." + +"Do you think you would enjoy a house bought with money got in that +way?" + +"Most of the big houses are bought with money got in that way. I know +many a person as has carried on the business for years, and got rich by +it." + +"The business of shoplifting! then the crime has become dignified into a +business." Rather a liberal translation of the example set, I thought. + +"Did your husband know what you were doing?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"Did he approve of it?" + +"No, ma'am; he always warned me, and sometimes forbid me. But as soon as +he was off to his work, I would shift my clothes and go out. I hurried +back, and got them shifted again before he came home; and he wouldn't +know it till I had got a great many pieces." + +"Does he turn against you now?" + +"O no! He is a good man; and he cried when I came here,--for me and the +poor childer. He pitied me, and told me how hard it would be on me, +seein' I was never used to it." + +Crazy Manhattan came up just in time to hear the last sentence. + +"An' sure it is hard on her! I've known her outside, and she's not +bein' used to lift her finger to work." + +"She had better have been, than to have been lifting her finger to take +other people's goods." + +"Give me a slice of bread, ma'am, an' you please! I've been ironing in +the wash-room, and I've done your own things beautifully. Don't tell the +Deputy!" she said, as she slipped it under her apron and ran away. + +"I knew her a little outside," said the steam woman; "but she was +nothing but a house thief!" + +Well, well! the fashions of society obtain among thieves as well as the +principles. A shop lifter ranks in a higher grade than a house thief. + +I talked with Allen some time, and tried to show her that whatever +others might do was no excuse for her in wrong doing. At last she +admitted it; but wound up by saying,-- + +"Ise got such an itching in my fingers for it, I couldn't help taking +the things." + +The patience which is required to inculcate right principles, where +wrong ones have been practiced for half a century, is incalculable. But +it does not come in comparison with that which is exercised towards us +by the long-suffering Father of our spirits. + + + + + XVIII. + + CALLAHAN AGAIN. + + +I stood by the mush-boiler, one morning, calculating the probabilities +of having that delicacy well cooked by eleven o'clock, so that a second +edition might be issued before night, when I heard the cry out in the +prison,-- + +"Callahan is coming! Callahan is coming! they've had an awful row at the +shop!" + +I had some idea of what a row with Callahan meant. I had been told that +she had snatched the Master's wig from his head, torn it in bits, and +scattered it to the winds; that she had pulled the Deputy's watch from +his pocket, and stamped it beneath her feet; that she had ripped their +coats open with her fingers, and scratched their faces like a cat. I had +heard that she gloried in being the worst tempered woman in the shop, in +being stronger than a man, and bragged that it took two to confine her. +To me she had always been respectful and obedient, even when in +solitary. + +Once, when I saw her speak while marching into prison, I "admonished" +her. + +"Callahan, you know it is against the rules to talk when you are coming +in; you won't do it again?" + +"No, ma'am; but Callahan isn't my name, now; that was my first husband's +name. It is Goodenough, now. Please call me Goodenough!" + +"I will call you so; and I hope you will be good enough when you are +under my care." + +"I will be good when I am under your care." + +That was all the experience I had had in reproving, or punishing, +Callahan when she had offended in my presence. And that was the only +offense she had committed. + +The noise of voices grew loud in the yard. O'Brien came running up to +me,-- + +"Please come out here, ma'am. They have had an awful time with Callahan, +I know by the way she swears; but she will mind you if you speak to her. +She behaves well enough if she is only treated half decent." + +I went to the door. Callahan was coming up the walk between two +officers, raving frightfully, shouting and swearing. When she came into +the entry she smashed her hand through every pane of glass that she +could reach, gashing her arms and spattering the blood on the floor and +walls. + +As soon as I could get her attention, which it took me some time to do, +she was so excited, I spoke to her,-- + +"Callahan, stop! haven't you promised to be a good woman when you are +with me?" + +She looked at me, lowered her voice, but kept on with her talk. In a few +moments I spoke again,-- + +"Callahan, stop!" + +She turned to me, and answered, but pleasantly,-- + +"Can't the Deputy take care of me?" + +"Certainly! but you ought to have respect enough to my feelings to talk +decently where I am." + +"I have cut my hands awfully;" and she held out her arm towards me. + +"Yes, you have. Shall I bind it up for you?" + +I sent for bandages and water, and bound up her hands and arms. She +washed the blood-stains from her clothes, and made herself tidy. + +"That will do, Callahan! We want to lock you in now." + +She looked at the key which I held in my hand. + +"I am ready; lock me up." + +The key was turned, and Callahan was in solitary again. + +Not long afterwards, when all was quiet, I passed her door. She called +to me,-- + +"Look here!" + +"Well, Callahan." + +"I'm sorry I talked so bad before you; but I was so mad I didn't know +what I said. I've got no spite against you." + +"I am sorry you have against any one." + +"O that she-d--l in the shop! I'd send her into eternity if I could get +hold of her!" + +"Stop, Callahan! will you be gentle and patient while you are here with +me?" + +"Yes, for you I will. But look here! my arm pains me, and it's swelled +awfully! I'm afraid there's glass in it." + +"I think you can see the Doctor if you wish. I think he had better see +it. I'll go ask the Deputy to send him in." + +"Thank you; I wish you would. I'm afraid there's glass in it, and it +will be awful sore if it stays there." + +I whistled for the Deputy, told him what Callahan said, and he sent the +Doctor in. + +When she was first locked in he had told me not to open her cell unless +he were present. He was a new Deputy who had come into office that day, +and evidently felt the responsibility that was attached to his office, +and the consequence it gave him. + +"You will come round when it is time to give her food?" + +"Yes." + +I thought he was afraid of her violence; but I had no apprehension on +that score, so when the Doctor came, not thinking of the order, I opened +the cell as I had always done under the other Deputy. I had occasion to +think, afterwards, that he did not wish her to tell her own story, +unless it was in his presence; or intended to prevent her altogether. + +The front door of the kitchen stood open, and the Doctor came in that +way without seeing any of the officers. + +"What is the matter here?" he asked in his jolly way; "who is cut to +pieces?" + +"Callahan has cut herself," I answered, as I went to get the key to open +her cell. + +"How did she do it?" + +"She got angry and struck her hand through the window." + +"Is that the way you do when you get angry?" + +"Did you come here to treat me?" + +"Women are a great deal alike, are they not?" + +"You make an assertion, and ask me to confirm it." + +"Isn't it so?" + +"As much alike as different men, if you are really interested to know my +opinion." + +"How about the other?" + +"You wish to understand my disposition, do you? I am happy to gratify +you on that point so far as my knowledge goes. There is method in my +madness. I usually consider the matter awhile, or sulk; then, make a +thorough application of the dictionary to the offending party. Look out +for yourself or you may get a blow sometime from Webster's Unabridged." + +I had opened the black cell door. + +"What are you in here again for so soon, Callahan? Let me see your arm." + +She reached out her arm, and the Doctor took off the bandages. + +"I'll tell you the truth, Doctor." + +"Tell away." + +"I called to little red-headed Jones,--you know that little dumpy thing +that fetches the work for us,--I called to Jones to fetch me some work. +She was talking to that little fire-brand of a Harlan that takes care +of the engine in the work-room. Well, you see, she felt so nice to be +taken notice of by Harlan, that she wouldn't mind when I spoke. She +pretended not to hear. I called louder, 'Jones, fetch me some work,' +Jones was mad then, and said, 'I'll fetch it when I please.' Then I told +her to fetch me some work now, and do her talking afterwards: 'That's +what you're here for,' I said. Harlan was mad, and went straight out +into the men's shop and reported me. The Master and the Deputy came +right in, and made towards me. I was mad; for if anybody was reported it +ought to be Harlan and Jones, for it is against the rules for them to be +talking together; but 'twasn't against the rules for me to ask for work. +When I saw the Master and the Deputy coming straight to me, to lock me +up, I pulled up a chair to knock him down, I was so mad to think I was +going to be locked up for nothing, and Jones to be let go when she had +been breaking the rules. And Harlan to report me, when he helped her +break 'em. The little spit-fire!" + +"Why didn't you wait and see if you were going to be locked up, and tell +the Master how it was, before you took up a chair to strike him down?" I +asked. + +"She's green, Doctor! Tell him! he wouldn't let me tell him anything! +Many's the time I've been locked up and didn't know what 'twas for. Look +here, wouldn't it make you mad to be locked up when you wasn't to blame? +Look here, do you blame me for being mad?" + +I could not say yes, and tell the truth. There is not a human heart but +what would resent such injustice. There are but few who would not resist +it if they could. I could not say no, because it might be construed into +encouraging insubordination. I did not feel it incumbent on me to think +the Master in the right because he was the Master, and she the convict. +I deliberately committed the vulgarity of listening to a convict's +story; but did not think it necessary to tell her my thoughts. + +"Callahan, you mustn't ask me such questions. I am sorry for you, and +will make you as comfortable as I can." + +The doctor put some compresses on her arm, wet them with water, and +ordered her some to drink. + +"Some water for Callahan to drink! Quick! The doctor has ordered it!" I +echoed. I thought I heard an officer's step at the farther end of the +prison, and it was a legitimate supposition that if it were the new +Deputy, who was coming, she would get no such favor. Unless she got the +water and drank it before he came, she would not get it at all. + +It had been whispered to me that the Master had thrown Callahan on the +floor in his anger, when she caught up the chair, and put his foot on +her neck. I saw a mark of dirt on the lower part of her cheek and neck. +I looked closely at it. The skin was grazed as though a boot-heel had +been ground against it. + +"Callahan, what is that dirt on your cheek and neck?" I asked. + +She put up her hand and passed it across her face and neck at the place +where I saw the dirt. She knew exactly where to find the mark of which I +spoke. The boot had evidently been there. + +"He did hurt me some," she said. + +"Who?" I asked. + +"The Master, he put his foot on me." + +"On your cheek and neck?" + +"Yes, ma'am." + +"What for?" + +"To hold me down." + +"Let me see." + +I examined the flesh; it was a little discolored as though it had been +bruised. It was evident that the tale that had been told me was true. +Was it necessary for that man--or the monster--in taking the chair away +from that woman, with two men to help him, to throw her upon the floor, +and place his foot on her neck? + +"He was pretty well seas over. He's always savage when he is. I knew +he'd just had a horn when I saw him coming, and that's one thing made me +mad. Look here; folks are sent down here for getting drunk. Do you think +it'll ever cure 'em to put a drunkard over 'em?" + +I did not make Callahan any reply; but I thought of the old proverb, "It +takes a rogue to catch a rogue;" but whether a rogue may be +advantageously set to cure one, is another question, and one upon which +a great deal of discussion might be spent, before popular judgment +would decide it in the affirmative. + +Callahan had just finished washing the dirt from her face when the +Deputy made his appearance. + +"I gave the order that Callahan's cell should not be opened unless I was +here." + +"The doctor came, I supposed you sent him, and opened the cell door as I +always do for him." + +"What way did he come in?" + +"Through the front door of the kitchen, as he often does." + +I was not sorry for the mistake. + +That evening Mrs. Hardhack told me they were determined to break +Callahan's temper. They had got her pretty well under; but it was not +quite broken. + +Her constitution was in a fair way to be broken, her temper might share +the same fate. If to teach her to control her temper were what was +meant, a very unfit method was adopted to effect the purpose. + +How can one person teach another to control his temper when he is +ignorant of the way, and does not practice the government of his own? + +When I was left alone in the prison, I sat down before Callahan's cell +door. I thought over the object of punishment. Is it intended to deter +the vicious from continuing in crime? That is the apparent object. Then, +ought it not to be adapted to the crime, and administered by those who +are free from the same faults? Instead of that, it was left, in this +instance, an almost irresponsible power, in the hands of ignorance and +cruelty, and if report were not mistaken, of kindred sin. + +I thought, some mother's heart is aching for you, poor Callahan; such +treatment as you receive here, will never lead you to make it ache the +less. Injustice and severity will never soften your heart, or enlighten +your understanding. God pity you, and interpose in your behalf! + +"What are you thinking of?" asked Callahan. + +"How did you know that I was thinking?" + +"I looked through the key-hole, and saw you looking straight to the +floor, biting your nails." + +"I was thinking of you, Callahan." + +"You was thinking what a wicked wretch I am?" + +"I wish you might become better, and never come in this place again. It +is a great deal of suffering for so little comfort as you can take in +sin. Won't you try to do better, Callahan?" + +"I can't in here. They are just as bad as I am that put me in here, and +they'll never make me any better." + +There was the injustice for which she had suffered rankling in her +heart. + +"It is more what we do ourselves than what others do to us which makes +us happy or unhappy." + +"It's what they've done to me that makes me unhappy, and if ever I catch +them ---- outside, I'll pay 'em back,--I will, if I go to h--l for it!" + +"Callahan, Callahan, be patient and gentle! Don't think of any wicked +things to do outside, but think how to behave so that you can stay +there. Remember it was for your own deeds that you came in here. If you +hadn't been in here, they couldn't have put you in the black cell. Be +gentle and patient while you are here, now that it can't be helped, and +never come again." + +"For you, I will; and I'll try not to go in the ways that bring me here. +But if I should meet them, I know I should forget it all. I should think +about it, and it would make me so mad. If I was out of the right way, +and got in here, the Master had no right to lock me up here for what I +did not do." + +I had no justification of that proceeding to offer, so I said nothing +more. + +"Will you please give me a drink of water?" asked Callahan in a moment. + +"Callahan, you know that I cannot! Why do you hurt my feelings by asking +me?" + +"You have the keys,--you could give it to me, and the Deputy would never +know it. If you knew how dry I am you would." + +"I cannot, Callahan. When I go out of here I can tell those who make the +rules, how hard it is to go so long without drinking, and how tiresome +it is to lie, and sit, and stand on the stones, and perhaps they will +change them; but I cannot disobey." + +"O dear!" she sighed, and began to sing. Every sound went through my +heart like the stab of a sharp knife. If that were my child! was the +agonizing thought. What keeps my children from such a fate? The loving +care of Him who holds the hearts of all in His hand. I could have gone +prostrate on the cold stones to thank Him that He had saved them from +such a fate, and me from such an agony of sorrow. How can I show my +gratitude? By trying to make less hard the hapless lot of the +unfortunates around me, and teaching them in the principles that lead to +better practices. + +My tears almost choked my utterance as I called to her, "Callahan, stop +that singing unless you mean to break my heart!" + +O'Brien had been standing on the steps that led to the kitchen, only a +few feet from me. She came along and sat down on a low stool at my feet. + +"How different you are to what I thought you was when you came in here. +You stepped round so square and independent, I thought we had got a hard +mistress." + +"Look here!" said Callahan, "it does me good to speak to you sometimes. +It is easier to be patient, and the time don't seem so long. Look here! +Do you love Hardhack?" + +"I know very little about her." + +"I heard her in the kitchen scolding awhile ago, and you took it as cool +as could be. If I'd been you I'd put her out. She has no right to come +in your place and give orders. It sets me crazy to hear her." + +"If I could not keep my own temper when I am annoyed, how could I teach +you to keep yours?" + +"That's it," said O'Brien. "Hardhack gets mad in the shop, and scolds +us, and we scold back; and then we get punished. I wish there was +somebody to report her, too." + +"Girls, did you ever hear of One who said, 'Love your enemies, bless +them that curse you'?" + +"Yes; but I never saw anybody do it," said O'Brien. + +"Did you ever try to do it, Callahan?" + +"No! I always thought 'twas all moonshine. It'll do to preach about." + +"It will do to practice, too. Suppose you try it towards Mrs. Hardhack, +and see how much happier you will feel." + +"Ha! ha! ha!" resounded through the prison in continuous echoes. + +"It has done me good to laugh. I don't feel half so mad with her as I +did." + +"O'Brien, I came very near sending you to the shop to-day, when you +scolded Allen so hard. Be careful or you will change your mistress +before you know it. You keep me in constant anxiety lest the Deputy, or +some of the other Matrons should come in and hear you. In that case it +would be beyond my power to help you." + +"If you do send me to the shop you will have me home again in less than +twenty-four hours, one of your bread-and-water boarders." + +She understood how to meet that threat. + +"I don't know but Hardhack will get me into solitary as it is. When she +came through the kitchen this noon, she saw me eating a piece of fish +with my bread,--we'd been stripping it off for the hash, and I took a +piece. She asked me who gave me liberty to eat fish. I told her, nobody. +She asked me how I dared to eat that fish without permission. I should +have made her a saucy answer only I knew it would make you feel bad, so +I didn't say anything." + +"I am glad you had so much thought, and exercised so much self-control." + +"I wasn't afraid of Hardhack." + +"I am glad you had so much regard for me. It gives me a great deal of +pleasure to know of your good behavior. Don't you feel better, yourself, +for doing what is right?" + +"Yes, ma'am; I do! and when you tell me I do right, it makes me feel +quite like a woman again; as though I was somebody." + +Self-respect goes a long way towards creating good behavior, and +commendation given, where it is deserved, produces that effect. I +watched for a chance to praise them when they did well, and bestowed the +approval wherever I could find the opportunity. + +There was no lack of discrimination on their part. They were aware when +they committed intentional wrong, and, as a rule, acknowledged it when +rebuked in a kind spirit. With the same understanding they appreciated +the praise when it was deserved. Gratitude was aroused when it was +given, and the satisfaction they enjoyed was an incentive to strive to +obtain more. + +I had constant proof that the exercise of kindness was far more +effectual in getting my work done than that of stern authority. + +That afternoon I had wished O'Brien to take more pains with her +scrubbing, and had said to her,-- + +"Your floor looks red and nice,"--the kitchen floor was of brick,--"but +do you notice that soiled strip in that corner, under the table? A dingy +border spoils all the effect of your labor." + +"Yes, ma'am. I saw it when I was scrubbing; but I was so tired, and my +shoulder ached so bad that I didn't touch it." + +"I am sorry your shoulder aches, and I know you are tired; but I like to +see the place look nice." + +"I know you do; I'll go right now and take it away." + +Kindness begets kindness. There are few human beings so totally +depraved, desperately wicked as some may be, who cannot be aroused into +appreciation of kind treatment. I have never met with one who could not. +So harshness in a superior begets harshness in an inferior; and constant +fault finding either arouses anger from its injustice, or paralyzes all +effort to do well. + +As are the manners of those who lead, so are the manners of those who +follow. As a matter of policy, to restrain crime without regard to the +teaching of religion, those who have charge of convicts should be gentle +and humane. + + + + + XIX. + + DISCOMFORTS, AND THE END. + + +A very few days after I entered the institution, I gave up looking for +any consideration from any one but the Deputy. + +It was a rule of the place to shift every labor, when it could be +effected, by the one to whom it belonged, upon some other person. That +is, in the female department. The example set by the Head Matron was +considered worthy of imitation, and copied with an accuracy deserved by +a better one. + +To impose upon an officer, ignorant of the ways of the place, was a +favorite entertainment of some of the others. + +They commenced to hand me along from one to another when I wished for +things to use, or for information, giving me a long chase to find it; +but a short time, only, was required to extinguish that entertainment. I +refused to take orders or information from any one but the Deputy. + +My inquiries of him, and statements of what I had been told, exposed +them. They got reproof instead of entertainment, which, of course, +created resentment that vented itself in a thousand of those little +annoying inventions in which unamiable women are so ingenious. + +The reprisals Mrs. Hardhack made did not always redound to my +inconvenience alone,--my women came in for a share in the retaliation. A +new Receiving Matron was told to take no trouble about the dresses of my +women in the kitchen,--it was no matter how they looked. The shorter she +kept them, the better the Master would like it. The less they had to +wear the more money would be saved to the institution. In consequence, +dresses sufficient to make them decent were withheld. + +I made a statement of some of these things to the Deputy. He said,-- + +"The Matrons have been in the habit of settling those small matters +among themselves." + +"So we might if either of us had the authority to dictate. If Mrs. +Hardhack has the authority to control, and gives the order that my women +are to go dirty and ragged, as you see them, I appeal to you. Just look +at them as you see them now. Those dresses are all they have, and I can +get no better without an order from you." + +He looked at them. The angry color flashed into his face, and his teeth +were set together. In about two hours tidy dresses were sent in to my +women. + +I went on,-- + +"If she has no authority, but is meddling to make mischief, will you +please see that she does it no longer. I know it is not the Deputy's +business to be settling these little disagreements among the Matrons; +but I have no one else to go to. We have no one to regulate these +matters for us but you. You call them small matters; so they may be to +one who looks on; but our life, every day, is made up of them. And if +you take them home, and make them your own, you will not think them so +very small. Neither you nor I would consider it a small matter to go +dirty and ragged. Would you allow one of your male officers to keep the +men who are under another officer dirty and ragged, out of sheer malice, +or for any reason?" + +"They could not do it,--I should not allow it." + +"And you are there to see it, and have the authority to prevent it. And +as you have undertaken to do the duty of the Head Officer on this side, +I see no other way but to appeal to you in these cases of ours. I have +no authority to prevent the mischievous interference of Mrs. Hardhack; +and to aggravate, in return, I cannot. She has the advantage of me in +the disposition and ability to do so. She has ample opportunity to +meddle with the affairs of the other Matrons, because they are sent to +her for instruction; and also to give her interpretation of the Rules. +Mrs. Hardhack is not so much to blame for what she does. She is only +following the bent of her own disposition, as the opportunity to do so +is given her. The Head Matron comes to me, and says,--'Control your own +place. Mrs. Hardhack has nothing to do with it. If she makes trouble +with another Matron, she shall surely be discharged. She has been +discharged three times, and begged herself back; but if we say to her, +go again, she will surely go.' Then she goes to Mrs. Hardhack, and +says,--'You go over to the wash-room and tell the Receiving Matron about +her place. You know all about the Rules and things better than I do. I +don't know what I should do without you.' That pleases Mrs. Hardhack, +and she meddles with everything, and makes trouble all around." + +"I will do all I can to help you." + +"I know; but I am tired. The care is altogether too much, and the +mismanagement of the place makes it intolerable. Explain to the +Receiving Matron, if you please, that she is under obligation to wash +and mend the clothes of my women the same that she does the others, and +give them out another dress when one fails." + +"I will do that." + +That night I was speaking of the severe labor required of the officers +in the institution to Mrs. Hardhack. She turned to me, and said +roughly,-- + +"I find it easy enough." + +It was just the right moment for me to tell her why she found it so much +easier than the rest of us. + +"You may well find it so, in comparison with the rest of us. You have an +hour more of rest in the morning than I, and an hour more at night, +making nine hours of rest from labor in the twenty-four, instead of the +seven that I have. During those nine hours you are entirely free from +care, and sleep in a quiet room in the house. During the fifteen that +you are on duty you have the entire help of the only Relief Matron in +the institution, which ought to be divided among us all, so that you can +go out when you please." + +"Perhaps, when you have been in the institution as long as I, you will +get as many favors." + +"I could not take them, if I got them by robbery. I could not enjoy my +liberty if the work which belonged to me were imposed upon another, +making her burden double, for me to have it." + +A smart rap was all the woman could feel. I really grew in her esteem by +cutting her up with my sharpness, and she attempted to ingratiate +herself into my favor. I will relate how, and how I discovered it. + +The next night I was called to lock a woman in solitary. She walked into +her cell in silence, and I as silently turned the key upon her. I did +not ask the Deputy why she was put there. She was brought up from the +shop, and I supposed some miserable tale was appended to her +incarceration which I did not care to know. + +The next morning, when I went to give her bread and water, she asked +me,-- + +"Do you know what I am in here for?" + +"No; I haven't heard them say." + +"It was for mocking you. I know it was wrong; but the others did it, and +I did it too, and I got caught." + +"Who caught you?" + +"Mrs. Hardhack. I know it was wrong, I was foolish, but I'll never do it +again. The others did it, and so I did it, too." + +"And you hadn't courage to do right when others were doing wrong. You +are a brave girl! Do you know that there must be order kept in this +place, and that there must be rules in order to keep order, and that you +must treat those who have the rules in charge with respect?" + +"Yes, ma'am; and I never will do it again. Will you get me out?" + +"I'll try; but you must always treat me with respect, and all of the +other officers in the same way. I shall never intercede for you again." + +"I will never give you any reason to." + +When the Deputy came round I asked,-- + +"Is Mary Muran in solitary for mimicking me?" + +He said, "Yes." + +"Was it for the second offense? Had she been admonished once?" + +"She knew better." + +"Your Rules and Regulations make no conditions that they know better. +They shall be admonished once, and, for the second offense punished." + +"They wouldn't do exactly the same thing twice, perhaps; but they would +do something as near like it as they could." + +"We have no help for that, if we obey the Rules." + +"We should be constantly admonishing." + +"Wouldn't that be better than constantly punishing? Isn't it better to +err on the side of mercy than on that of severity? It seems to me a very +severe punishment to put upon a girl for so slight an offense. I think I +could have administered a rebuke that would have prevented her repeating +it towards me. It really makes me very unhappy to think she is locked up +there for a disrespect shown me." + +"If you are satisfied with the punishment she has had, you can let her +out." + +"Indeed I am!" + +If she had been one of my women perhaps I should not have reminded the +Deputy that he had transcended his orders. Mary Muran was a shop woman. +When she was released from her solitary confinement she would return to +the shop. Mrs. Hardhack would call him to account for letting her off +with so slight a punishment. I gave him an answer for her. + +I went directly to the girl's cell. + +"You can go, Mary, and I hope you will never do so mean and foolish a +thing as to mimic a Matron again." + +"I never will, and I shall always remember this kindness in you." + +I never knew her to require reproof again, while I was in the +institution. It was like the experience I had with every other prisoner. +There are, undoubtedly, those who return kindness with ingratitude, but +I never saw the kindness fail to produce good behavior while there. + +The long day's work, the night vigils, and the damp, noisome air of the +prison, were telling upon my health. I was getting an intermittent +pulse; chills and fainting every other morning. + +I asked the Housekeeper to let me have a cup of tea at half past six. +Unless I took it then, I was obliged to wait another hour, because I +must attend to giving out the breakfast of the prisoners. In doing that +duty I was made a three hours and a half watch before I had anything to +eat in the morning. She had given her permission for me to have it; and +I had availed myself of the privilege. + +One morning after setting my women about the work I wished to have done, +while I was gone, I went in to breakfast. + +Supervisor arose about that time, and made the important discovery, to +her, that the fire had gone out in her furnace, and her parlor was cold. +This was in May, consequently the weather was not very inclement. + +Her parlor was directly over the prisoners' kitchen; her front door over +the kitchen door. The steps that led up to her apartments went past our +windows. She often ran down these steps, and looked in the window to +give an order about the furnace. This morning she did so, and, not +seeing me, inquired where I was. + +"Gone in to breakfast," was the reply. + +Annie O'Brien, who had charge of the furnace, brought me the order as +soon as I went in. + +"Shall I have time to do it?" she asked. + +"No; it wants but eight minutes of breakfast time. It will take all of +that time to "dish up" your mush, and get your coffee ready. It will +take half an hour to clear the furnace and light the fire. I am sorry; +but you will be obliged to wait till after breakfast." + +Supervisor grew impatient, and the more impatient she was the colder she +grew. Her comfort was the first thing to be attended to in that +institution. The prisoners might go without their breakfast,--the +Matrons might faint away for want of food,--it was only paying her +proper respect to light her fire, as soon as the order was given. + +I was in her power, she could retaliate upon me. + +That evening I met her in the officers' dining-room, and asked her if +she wished me to keep a three hours and a half watch before breakfast. +She replied,-- + +"It has been done thirty-three years." + +"Great changes have taken place in the world during the last +thirty-three years, and many more might be effected with advantage," I +remarked. + +"I don't see how you can find time to go to breakfast at that hour." + +"I should not find time at any hour unless I took it." + +"That is so; but they were dishing out when I went down. You ought to be +there when they are dishing out." + +"I suppose so; but I have an order to be in the prison a large part of +the time, at all three of the meals, when they are dishing out, and they +are obliged to do it without my oversight." Doing your duty, I would +have liked to have added. + +"Most of the officers like to go to table with the others for company." + +"I did not come here for society. In wishing to breakfast earlier, I was +not consulting my taste, but trying to take care of my health. Unless I +am made somewhat comfortable, I shall break down, and be obliged to +leave." + +"Comfortable!" she echoed. I was not surprised that the word sounded so +strangely to her, connected with any other person than herself. + +Discipline had become a mania, and it was applied as severely to the +officers as the prisoners, so far as it was in her power to effect it. + +The whole study, it appeared to me, was to keep them on duty all day, +without relaxation; and they were cut off from every means of enjoyment +which was not connected with their care. + +There was a common sitting-room where the male officers and Matrons sat +and talked together, when they were not on duty, when I went there; but +that was taken away, and made into a bed-room, so that there was no +place for them to meet except in their own bed-rooms, the halls, or on +the grounds. + +If human ingenuity were to set itself to work to invent a position of +unmitigated discomfort, that prison life would give some excellent +hints. The heads of the establishment were certainly very keen in +discovering ways to circumscribe the comforts of its inmates. + +I made a statement of my circumstances to Supervisor; not with any +expectation of obtaining any consideration, but merely to place my view +of things before her. + +"You cannot wonder that I do not consider that I am made comfortable +when you think of my seventeen hours of labor in the day, to which is +added the care of the prison, nights." + +"The care of the prison, nights!" she echoed, and turned up her nose in +disdain. + +I did not explain; but reminded her that the Housekeeper had two hours +and a half more rest in the morning than I. + +"I am glad she can have it; and it would be only kind to give me my tea +a little earlier, as I cannot have it." + +"She has to be up nights frequently." + +"No oftener than I, and not so late. I lock her women up after she +dismisses them from her kitchen." + +"I shall lose a good Housekeeper if you have your breakfast before the +rest. She won't stay if she is obliged to get it." + +"She told me she was willing I should have it." + +"She is unwilling now." + +I readily saw why she had become unwilling. She herself had made up her +mind that it was not to be given me, because I delayed the kindling of +her fire, and she had made the Housekeeper unwilling. + +"You had better keep her. It is doubtful if I could remain with that +favor. It is with great difficulty that I get through the day now, with +the help of a tonic that the Doctor has given me." + +I sent in my resignation the next morning. I told the Master that I +would stay till he could find some one to take my place. + +As I was no longer an officer on duty, merely a temporary supply of +help, I took the liberty to go back to bed, after I had called the women +out, to get an additional hour or two of sleep. I found that it helped +me wonderfully in getting through the day. + +When the Deputy came round, I reported myself. + +"You did not do your duty!" was his curt reply. + +"I am not on duty and I shall do it every morning that I stay here to +oblige you. If I were the only one in the institution who does not do +her duty, it would be well to single me out for reproof. Indeed I am not +sure that I am not doing my duty--to myself. If the women in the +officers' kitchen can work two hours and a half in the morning without a +mistress, so that the Housekeeper can get her rest, why may not the +women in the prisoners' kitchen do the same thing, so that their Matron +may get rest?" + +The Deputy smiled at my reasoning. "I cannot discipline you; you are not +one of the officers of the institution now. I get up nearly as early as +you do." + +"I hope you enjoy it." + +"I cannot say that I exactly enjoy it; but my duty calls me, and I do +it." + +"You are a strong, healthy man, and can bear a great deal of care. But +you do not have as much as I. You have your rest through the night +without it. You have your watchman in prison, and go to your bed in the +house. That prison is no place for a woman to sleep in, and the care of +it is no work for a woman, who works all day,--and for no one else who +is obliged to be on duty through the day." + +"It is hardly fit work for a woman to sleep in a prison, and take care +of it nights." + +"Aside from its fitness I cannot do it for want of strength. I hope you +will find some one to take my place very soon. I saw two or three +advertisements in last night's paper for such a place." + +The next morning, I fainted in attempting to rise, and was obliged to go +down in my night-dress and shawls to call the women out. + +I should have told the Master that day that I could rise no longer to +call the women out, only that I heard that Mrs. Hardhack wished to go +out that night, to return at seven the next morning. If I refused to get +up, she would be obliged to stay at home to do that duty. + +I thought I would heap one coal of kindness on her head, so I told her I +would try to get through with it one more morning. She accepted the +favor; but it was like casting pearls before swine--she did not thank +me. + +As soon as she returned the next morning, I wrote the Master a note, +saying I could rise no longer to call the women out, and I hoped he +would find some one to relieve me of all duty as soon as possible. + +He took no notice of my note till afternoon; then I heard him, in his +measured tread, stalking along the prison floor. The dinner was out of +the way; nearly all of the work attended to for the day. The time I had +spent from morning till afternoon was so much gained for which he did +not pay. + +"You are not willing to get up and unlock any longer in the morning, you +say?" + +"I cannot, sir; I am too ill." + +"Then we don't want you here any longer," was the gentlemanly response. + +"I am happy to be relieved of my duties here." + +"You may go now, the sooner the better," was his gentle reply. + +"Yes, sir; I will leave directly." + +I called my maid, packed my trunk, and made all haste to depart. I made +my adieus as brief as possible. My women, with one exception, were +crying and lamenting my departure, and I truly regretted to leave the +poor wretches in such merciless care. + +"I shall spend the rest of my time in solitary," said O'Brien. + +"I shall get locked up the first thing," said Lissett. + +"I shall try to get into the shop," said Allen. "I never can stand it +here after ye." + +"My heart is as black after ye as that stove," sobbed McMullins. + +It was many a day and night, after I went out from that prison, before +the sights and sounds that I saw and heard there left my mental sight +and hearing. + +I thought as I went away, I will go from door to door through this broad +Commonwealth, state what I have learned of woman's condition in prison, +and beseech every other woman to help open the doors of her ignorance, +and degradation, to the light of the knowledge which will lead to +reformation. + +Every one who has the cause of humanity at heart will echo the +cry,--open the doors of our prisons, as the doors of other public +institutions are thrown open, so that those who support may have an +opportunity to inspect them. + +It is the right of every tax-payer to know what is done within our +prison walls at all times. It is the duty of every Christian man to make +himself acquainted with the moral bearing of the discipline which +obtains within them. + +It is the duty of every religious woman to see that her fellow woman is +not trampled down in degradation and vice, lower than her own sins would +carry her, by the heel of her master in discipline. + +Let the prison doors be opened, and the inside of them exposed to the +view of all. Knowledge awakens interest, and interest leads to action. + +If the people of this land could be roused to examine the subject, our +prisons would soon be managed upon principles which would tend to the +elevation of the wretched beings who now come out of them more degraded +and hardened in the commission of crime than they go in. + +God grant that the day filled with such blessing for the poor convict, +be not far distant! + + + + +Transcriber's Notes: + +The following corrections which did not concern obvious printer errors +have been made to the text: + +In the header for the second chapter ("At Night"), the number II. was +added. + +"mammoth mouse" was "mammouth mouse". + +"aperture" was "apperture". + +"worrisome" was "worrysome". + +"awfullest" was "awfulest". + +"You ought to have pity on each other, if no one else has pity on you!": +"one" was added. + +"As he went, he asked me to bring the No. 1 key.": "the" was added. + +"Don't be anxious, Ellen!": question mark replaced by exclamation mark. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Woman in Prison, by Caroline H. 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