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FIRST LOVE.
@@ -426,7 +392,7 @@ fat."
"To be sure, my dear," replied Mrs. Montgomery, "we will never turn
the poor little thing out of doors again, while it wants a shelter."
Frances was delighted; caught up both her mother's hands and kissed
-them, and then the forehead of her protege: nor did she leave him till
+them, and then the forehead of her protegé: nor did she leave him till
he dropped asleep in a comfortable bed, with her hand in his to give
him confidence.
@@ -1074,7 +1040,7 @@ French windows, leading out on the lawn, were all standing open. A
table, covered with fruit and other refreshments, might be just peeped
at through one of these; musical instruments, freed from their cases,
appeared through others, and through more might be discerned, sofas,
-book-stands, work-tables, Turkey carpets, repose chairs, Italian vases,
+book-stands, work-tables, Turkey carpets, reposé chairs, Italian vases,
bronze lamps, cut-glass lustres, hothouse plants, French beds, swing
mirrors, &c.: while the intervention of silk and muslin draperies,
permitting each object to be but imperfectly seen, left imagination
@@ -5417,7 +5383,7 @@ a grey freckled skin, light red hair, and green-gooseberry eyes, who
had never done any thing remarkable in his life, of whom nobody spoke,
whose entrance into a room created no sensation,--in this case, we
maintain that Julia would have felt, forcibly, his situation as the
-protege of her family; that she would have dreaded the thoughts of his
+protegé of her family; that she would have dreaded the thoughts of his
feeling himself little among so many great people; and that, therefore,
she would have shown him, particularly on his return home, the most
marked attention, and bestowed, too, with the utmost frankness.
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- FIRST LOVE.
-
- A NOVEL
- IN THREE VOLUMES.
-
-
- VOL. I.
-
-
- LONDON:
- SAUNDERS AND OTLEY, CONDUIT STREET.
-
- 1830.
-
-
-
-
- LONDON:
- IBOTSON AND PALMER, PRINTERS, SAVOY-STREET, STRAND.
-
-
-
-
-All the mottoes annexed to the chapters of this work, have been
-selected from the Author's dramatic and other poetical works, not yet
-published.
-
-
-
-
-FIRST LOVE.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
- "No hut shelters Comala from the rain."
-
-
-A family of travelling vagrants were overtaken on the high road
-just leading out of Keswick, on the Penrith side, by a gentleman
-on horseback. He had observed the same group begging during the
-entertainments of the regatta which had concluded but the evening
-before.
-
-"Ho! ho! my good woman," he said, as he passed in a sling trot, "I am
-glad to see your boy has found his second leg!"
-
-The woman, who appeared to be young, and who would have been handsome,
-had not dirt and impudence rendered her disgusting, looked behind her,
-and perceived that a poor, sickly, ragged child, apparently about five
-years old, who followed her, tired of his crutches, which pushed up his
-little shoulders almost out of their sockets, had contrived to loosen
-the bandage of his tied-up leg, and slip it down out of the dirty linen
-bag, in which it usually hung on the double, and from which it was not
-always released, even at night, as so doing necessarily incurred the
-further trouble of tying it up again in the morning. She laid down her
-bundle, and stood still with her arms a-kimbo, till, with hesitating
-steps, and looks of suppressed terror, her victim came up; then
-glancing round, to ascertain that the gentleman was out of sight, she
-seized the child, snatched both the crutches from his trembling hands,
-and grasping them in one of hers, she began to flog him without pity.
-He seemed used to this, for he uttered no sound of complaint; silent
-tears only rolled down his face.
-
-"Ye villain!" said she at last, with a strong Cumberland accent, and
-gasping for breath, "it's not the first time, is it? it's not the first
-time I've beat you within an inch of your life for this. But I'll
-do for you this time: that I will! You shan't be a burden to me any
-longer, instead of a profit. If it wasn't for the miserable looks of
-ye," she added, shaking him almost to atoms as she wheeled him round,
-"that sometimes wrings a penny out of the folk, I'd ha' finished ye
-long ago." Then, with her great foot, armed with an iron-rimmed wooden
-shoe, she gave him a violent kick on the offending leg, continuing
-thus:--"Its best break the shanks on ye at ance, ye whey-faced urchin
-ye! and then ye'll tak te yeer crutches without biddin'!"
-
-Finding, however, that though he had staggered and fallen forward on
-both hands, he had yet risen again, and still contrived to stand, she
-once more lifted her foot, to repeat the kick with increased force: for
-she was as much intoxicated by drink as by rage, and really seemed to
-intend to break the child's leg; but her husband, a sort of travelling
-tinker, coming up at the moment, and uttering a violent curse, struck
-her a blow that, poised as she just then was on one foot, brought her
-to the ground.
-
-During the scuffle which ensued, the poor little sufferer, who had
-occasioned it all, crept through the hedge of a field by the road side,
-and hid himself under some bushes. But the woman, soon after pursuing
-in search of him, jumped the fence, and dropped among the very brambles
-where he lay. She perceived him instantly, and shook her clenched hand,
-which so paralysed him, that he did not dare to move, though she for
-some time delayed seizing him. Finding that the inside of the hedge
-was covered with clothes for bleaching, she thought it best, the first
-thing she did, to secure a good bundle of so desirable a booty, and
-fling it over to her husband. She was just in the act of so doing,
-when the owner of the linen came into the field, and immediately set
-up the halloo of "Thieves! thieves!" upon which, dropping what she had
-collected, and giving up all thoughts of carrying the child with her,
-she made the best of her way, and disappeared not only from the spot,
-but from the neighbourhood.
-
-About an hour after, when the poor boy, pressed by hunger, crept from
-his hiding place, a girl, who was left to watch the clothes, spying
-him, cried out, "Ha! you little spawn e--the devil! did she leave you
-to bring her the bundle?" And so saying, she pursued and beat him, till
-she drove him out of the field, and into the adjoining garden of an old
-woman, who was standing at the moment with a long pole in her hand,
-endeavouring to beat down, as well as her failing sight would permit,
-the few remaining apples from the topmost branches of her single
-apple-tree: the well laden lower boughs of which had been robbed of
-their goodly winter store but the preceding night.
-
-On seeing a boy scramble through her hedge, she concluded, of course,
-that his errand was to possess himself of the said remaining apples,
-and, accordingly, uttering a yell of execration, she converted her
-fruit-pole into a weapon defensive and offensive, and hobbling towards
-the poor child, drove him from her premises; over the boundary of
-which, long after he had so far escaped, she continued to address to
-him, at the very top of her voice, every opprobrious epithet of which
-she was mistress: her shrill tones the while collecting, at the heels
-of the fugitive, hooting boys, and barking curs innumerable. These,
-however, did not follow him far; and when they returned to their homes
-or their sports, he wandered about for the rest of the day, avoiding
-houses and people, and fearing that every one he met would beat him.
-
-At length, towards evening, he found himself on the borders of the lake
-of Derwent, and seeing a boat fastened close to the land, he got into
-it; partly with the idea of hiding himself, and partly with a vague
-recollection of having often wished to be a sailor-boy, when begging
-about with his mother in sea-port towns. He rolled himself up in an old
-cloak which lay under one of the benches, where, exhausted by pain,
-hunger, and fatigue, he fell asleep.
-
-Shortly after our poor wanderer had chosen this refuge, in stepped
-Master Henry St. Aubin, whose pleasure-boat it was, to take a sail
-_alone_, contrary to reiterated commands, and for no other reason,
-but because, for fear of accidents, he had been desired never to go
-without a servant. He pushed from the land, and began to arrange his
-canvass. He put up his main-sail, which filling immediately, bent his
-little bark on one side, almost level with the water, and made it fly
-across the lake in great style. When, however, it got under shade of
-the high mountains on the Borrowdale coast, the breeze slackened, and
-he determined to add his mizen and jib; but what was his surprise,
-when, on attempting to remove the old cloak which lay near them, he
-discovered within its folds the sleeping boy. Supposing him to be a spy
-placed there to watch his movements, and report his disobedience, he
-began to curse and swear, kicked at him under the bench, and ordered
-him to pack out of his boat instantly. The poor child, but half awake,
-gazed all round him, got up as well as his bruises would permit, and
-was about to obey in silence; but, when, he saw how far they were from
-land, he hesitated; upon which Henry took up a rope's end, and lashed
-at him in the manner that sailors call starting, repeating at each
-stroke, "Jump, spy! jump!"
-
-Driven almost wild with the pain of the blows, the child at last did
-jump; but, at the same moment, caught instinctively at the side of
-the boat, to which he hung with both hands, and so kept his head above
-water. Henry set up a loud laugh, and rowed out, towing him after him.
-Then, willing to make sport for himself, by terrifying the beggar
-brat, he attempted to push his fingers off the edge of the boat, but
-they clung to it with all the tenacity of self preservation; when
-the one hand was forced for a moment from its hold, the grasp of the
-other became but the more convulsively strong; and when the second was
-assailed by the united efforts of both of Henry's, the first returned
-to its former position.
-
-At length, tired of the jest himself, Master St. Aubin turned into
-shallow water, leaped ashore, and suffering the half-drowned child to
-land as he might, bade him scamper, ere he had well got footing. Then,
-intent on pursuing his sweet, because forbidden amusement, he stepped
-back into his boat, which with its white sails, contrasted with the
-dark woods of the coast it glided silently beneath, soon became as
-picturesque an object as though the urchin that guided it had been the
-most noble and adventurous of romantic heroes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
- --"And I tremble amid the night."
-
-
-About the centre of the entrance of the vale of Borrowdale,
-conspicuously situated, stands that curious rock, called, by the
-native Cumbrians, Borrowdale-stane. In form and position it is much
-like a dismasted and stranded vessel, laying on its keel and leaning
-a little to one side. On the highest point of this rock, a station
-well known to the lovers of the sublime, stood a lady wrapped in a
-warm fur lined cloak. Her air, however, was much too fashionable and
-modern to harmonize in any degree with the wild desolation of the
-surrounding region, which, when viewed from the elevated position she
-thus occupied, as far as the eye could reach, resembled a stormy ocean:
-its gigantic billows formed by the congregated tops of mountains.
-
-The evening was cold, approaching to frost; and the sun, though still
-much above the natural horizon, was just sinking from view behind
-the lofty chain of western hills: his last rays lingered a while on
-the most prominent parts of each stupendous height, then, gradually
-retiring, left point after point, which, like so many beacon lights
-extinguished by an invisible hand, successively disappeared, till all
-became shrouded alike in cheerless gloom and volumes of mist rolling
-down the sides of the mountains, a dense fog settled in the valley like
-a white and waveless lake.
-
-The lady on the rock appeared to deem it time to return home, for,
-withdrawing her eyes from the distant view, she cast them downward in
-search of the path by which to descend; when, amid the rocks and huge
-rough stones which lay scattered beneath like the ruins of a former
-world, she thought she saw something move, though very slightly.
-She looked at it for a time; it quitted not the spot where she
-first descried it; yet, still it certainly did move! She descended,
-approached, and beheld a poor little boy, who seemed about five or six
-years old. He was sitting on the ground; the wretched rags, in which
-he was dressed, were dripping with wet; his poor limbs, which were all
-bent together, and drawn up close to his face, trembled extremely,
-while his little hands, with their long emaciated fingers, spread and
-hooked round his knees, seemed endeavouring to hold them, as though
-the violence of their motion was becoming too much for his frame to
-bear.
-
-The lady stood looking down on him for a moment with mingled pity and
-surprise. He was slowly rocking himself from side to side: it was a
-movement quite expressive of despondency, his chin rested on the backs
-of the hands which held his knees, and his eyes wandered hopelessly
-among the bare stones that lay around him, while his head retained the
-same fixed position.
-
-"Little boy, look up!" she said, taking one of his cold wet hands in
-hers. He raised his face; misery was depicted in every feature: his
-teeth chattered excessively, and his poor eyes, that swam in tears,
-were now lifted to hers with an expression truly piteous.
-
-"Poor child! come with me," she said. Something like hope began to dawn
-on his forlorn countenance; but she finished her sentence, in what she
-intended for the most comforting manner, by saying, "and I will take
-you home to your mother."
-
-He had not risen. He drew his hand from hers, turned on his face on
-the ground with the universal shudder of terror, and, clinging to the
-rocks, cried, "No! no! no!"
-
-She endeavoured to soothe him, and to untwist his fingers from the
-fastenings, which, like so many fibres of roots, they had found for
-themselves among the crevices and broken fragments of his flinty bed;
-but he hid his face against the hard stone, and would not turn round.
-When she succeeded at length in detaching one of his hands, and was
-gently endeavouring to raise him, his inward shudderings increased so
-visibly that she became fearful of throwing him into convulsions: she
-desisted therefore, and, feigning to go away, removed a few paces;
-then stopped, and said, "Well! I am going; but won't you tell me your
-name?"
-
-"Edmund," he sobbed out; without, however, raising his head.
-
-"Well, Edmund," said the lady, in a kind voice, "good night!" He
-turned, sat up, looked at her, and then all round, as though having
-had her near him, even for the last few seconds, the thought of being
-left alone for the night now struck upon his heart anew with fresh
-desolation; then, resuming the attitude she had first found him in,
-he began, as before, to rock himself from side to side and weep. "But
-where do you mean to sleep tonight, Edmund?" said the lady; "I am sure
-you must be cold sitting on those hard stones with your clothes so wet."
-
-"Yes, I am," he said, looking up wistfully again, "very cold, and very
-hungry." Then, hesitating a little, he suddenly stretched out his
-hand, and said, "I'll go with you, if you will hide me from every one."
-
-"I will! I will, my poor child!" she exclaimed, flying back to him,
-kindly stooping over him, and, with some difficulty, assisting him to
-rise; for he was so stiffened it seemed scarcely possible to unbend his
-knees: nor did there appear to be one spark of vital heat remaining in
-the poor little creature! She drew a part of her warm fur mantle close
-over him, and endeavoured to soothe him and give him confidence in her
-protection.
-
-"And will you stay here with me, then?" he whispered softly.
-
-"I will take you to a much more comfortable place," she replied, "where
-there is a good fire, and a nice dinner for Edmund."
-
-"And are you sure she won't find me there?" he said, still whispering.
-
-"She shall never hurt you, while you are with me," the lady replied,
-"whoever she may be."
-
-"Then I will go!" said Edmund; and he lifted his head and tried to
-smile through his tears. The lady, still sharing with him her warm
-cloak, now led him by the hand, while he held hers fast in both of his,
-and walked, with short uneven steps, so close to her, that she was
-every moment in danger of treading on his little bare feet; and thus
-did they arrive at Lodore House, just as the first roll of the thunder
-resounded along the desolate valley they had so lately quitted.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
- "Vases filled with liquid beams, hang in chains
- Of gold."
-
- "A sumptuous banquet
- Spread, invites the taste."
-
-
-The cheerful, well-aired, already lit up dwelling, now entered by our
-wanderers of the valley, formed a striking contrast to the dreary scene
-they had just left. An excellent fire blazed in the hall, bronzed
-figures held flaming lamps aloft, and powdered, well-dressed, well-fed
-servants, bustled to and fro, bearing, towards the dining-room, dishes,
-which though covered, tempted the palate by the various savoury odours
-they sent forth. In short, every comfort, every elegance, nay, every
-luxury, evidently abounded beneath the roof of Lodore House.
-
-It had indeed, some years since, been a mere shooting lodge, situated
-in the midst of an extensive property, on which, from its remoteness,
-no family mansion had ever been built. Mrs. Montgomery, however, its
-present possessor, had, since her early widowhood, made additions to
-the lodge in her own taste: and though on her daughter's account she
-regularly visited London during the fashionable season, at all other
-times she chose to reside in this romantic retirement. The lady,
-who had just entered, leading poor Edmund by the hand, was Frances
-Montgomery, the only child of Mrs. Montgomery. As Frances, with her
-charge, crossed the hall already described, they met Henry St. Aubin, a
-nephew of Mrs. Montgomery's, a boy of about twelve years old. Frances
-called immediately for the housekeeper, and desired her own maid to
-bring some warm soup. While her attention was thus engaged, master
-Henry contrived to come up close to the poor little stranger, and say
-to him in an under tone, "Take care, you sir, you don't dare to tell,
-or I'll--" Frances feeling an additional pressure of Edmund's hand,
-turned suddenly round, and saw the frown still on Henry's face, with
-which he had thought fit to strengthen his arguments.
-
-"How can you look so cross, Henry?" she exclaimed; "you actually
-frighten the poor child!"
-
-"Pshaw!" said Henry, and went laughing into the drawing-room, where he
-attempted to entertain, by ludicrous descriptions of the pretty new
-pet Frances had found; while she proceeded to the housekeeper's room,
-and there, before a comfortable fire, herself assisted, in despite
-of the dinner-announcing voice of the gong, the operations of the two
-women she had summoned. They released the poor child from the wet rags
-which hung about him, sending a chill to his little heart; they put him
-up to the neck in warm water; and cautiously gave him, by a little at
-a time, some nourishing soup. Frances then called for meat, pudding,
-and every thing nice she could think of; and, lastly, for a supply of
-her own night things. By all these prompt exertions, the poor, naked,
-shivering, starving Edmund, was soon dressed in a long sleeved, high
-collared, full frilled sleeping chemise; his limbs warmly clothed in a
-pair of the housekeeper's worsted web stockings, which served him at
-once for drawers and hose; a large dressing-gown of Frances's folded
-about him, and a pair of her dressing slippers on his little feet;
-and, thus equipped, he was seated in front of the fire, with all the
-other good things which had been called for, placed on a table before
-him.
-
-It was with the greatest pleasure that Frances, who stayed to help
-him herself, saw him venture, thus encouraged, to eat some dinner;
-and what with the refreshment, the cleanliness, the glow of all the
-surrounding warmth on his cheeks, and the comfortable white dress up
-about his neck, he certainly appeared almost a new creature; though,
-when he looked up, there was still a wildness, the unsteady glance of
-fear mingled with the appealing expression of his eyes; and when he
-looked down, their long black lashes, sweeping his hollow cheeks, might
-well inspire the beholder with even a painful degree of compassion;
-yet when, notwithstanding his timidity, he smiled with gratitude and
-a sense of present pleasure arising from bodily comfort, Frances, at
-least, could not help thinking him grown already quite a beauty; and
-she ran to the dining-room door, and entreated her mamma just to come
-out for a moment and see what a fine child the poor boy was, now that
-they had washed and dressed him.
-
-Lord L., hearing her voice, begged permission to follow, but was
-refused.
-
-Frances' absence had, in the meantime, banished the smiles of Edmund,
-so that Mrs. Montgomery, on entering the housekeeper's room, exclaimed,
-with a laugh, patting her daughter on the cheek, "I cannot say much for
-his beauty, my dear!--But that is no reason why you should not save
-the life of the poor child," she added; and, with the tenderness of
-one accustomed to a mother's feelings, she stroked his little head. He
-smiled again, and she continued, "but he may be pretty when he gets
-fat."
-
-"And shall he stay here to get fat, mamma?" asked Frances eagerly.
-
-"To be sure, my dear," replied Mrs. Montgomery, "we will never turn
-the poor little thing out of doors again, while it wants a shelter."
-Frances was delighted; caught up both her mother's hands and kissed
-them, and then the forehead of her protegé: nor did she leave him till
-he dropped asleep in a comfortable bed, with her hand in his to give
-him confidence.
-
-Frances at length entered the dining-room, just as the domestic party
-engaged round the table were dispatching a third or fourth summons for
-her; the second course having by this time made its appearance. Lord
-L., who occupied his usual seat beside her chair, began to question
-her about the adventure of the evening. Compassion made her eloquent on
-the misery, the cold, the hunger, the wretchedness of poor Edmund; but
-when she came to his beauty, she faltered and looked at her mother with
-a beseeching expression.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery laughed, and replied to the look, "Oh, yes! there
-was a sweetness when he smiled, that made me begin to think he would
-be pretty if he were fat; but now, the poor child is all eyes and
-eyelashes."
-
-"Oh, mamma!" said Frances, "he has the most beautiful mouth I ever saw
-in my life, and such nice teeth!"
-
-"Has he, my dear?" said Mrs. Montgomery, with provoking indifference:
-for she happened to be deep in a discussion on the nature of the poor
-laws, with Mr. Jackson, the clergyman.
-
-Master Henry, meanwhile, was greedily devouring tart and cream,
-with his face close to his plate, and his eyes levelled at the dish,
-in great anxiety to be in time to claim the last portion which now
-remained on it; but, in his attempt to swallow what was before him, he
-missed his aim, and was a moment too late, though he thrust out his
-plate with both hands just as he saw a servant coming round; but the
-tart was dispatched to Lord L., to whom it had been offered, and who,
-being too much occupied to refuse it, had bowed. It lay before him
-a few moments, and went away untouched. Henry, vexed extremely, and
-desirous of revenge on Frances for the disappointment occasioned him
-by her lover, said, "If you are talking of the beggar brat, he is the
-image of a monkey! I was quite afraid he would bite me as I passed him
-in the hall."
-
-"I am sure, Henry," retorted Frances, "he seemed more afraid of you,
-than you could be of him: and, by the bye, you need not, I think, have
-looked so cross at the poor child."
-
-"Cross!" repeated Henry, "I did not look cross. What reason do you
-suppose I had to look cross? I never saw the brat before in my life."
-
-Henry's speech was accompanied by that hateful expression, which the
-eyes of an ill-disposed child assume, when it knows it is uttering
-falsehood!
-
-"Henry!" said Mrs. Montgomery, with some surprise; "you need not look
-angry, much less guilty. No one can suppose that you know any thing of
-the poor boy. But leave the room, sir: and remember you don't sit at
-table again, till you know better how to conduct yourself."
-
-Henry obeyed, but slowly and sulkily; trailing one foot after the
-other, and determining to have revenge on the cause of his disgrace.
-He offered no apology, and therefore was not taken into favour again
-for the evening, though poor Mrs. Montgomery, as she passed to her own
-apartment, looked into that where he lay, and said, with a sigh, "Good
-night, and God bless you, child!"
-
-To account, in some degree, for the unprepossessing manners of Master
-Henry, we shall introduce a few words respecting the young gentleman's
-birth, and hitherto unfortunately directed education.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
- "Lifting at
- The thought my timid eyes, I pass them o'er
- His brow; and, if I would, I dare not love him:
- Yet, dare I never disobey that eye,
- Flashing outward fires, while, within its depths,
- Where love should dwell, 'tis ever still, and cold,
- To look upon."
-
-
-St. Aubin, Henry's father, was a Frenchman, and totally without
-religion. A flourish of worldly honour, as long as no temptation had
-arisen, had sustained for him even a showy character. By this, a
-showy appearance, and showy manners, he had, what is called, gained
-the affections, that is, he had dazzled the fancy, of Maria, the
-younger sister of Mrs. Montgomery. Maria was a beautiful girl, and
-but seventeen. Her sister, who was also her guardian, for she was some
-years her senior, and their parents were dead, disapproved of the
-match, but in vain: Maria married St. Aubin, and was miserable! The
-marriage being a runaway affair, no settlements were entered into,
-which circumstance St. Aubin imagined would be in his favour; but,
-when he discovered that the consent of the guardians not having been
-obtained, gave them the power of withholding Maria's fortune till she
-should be of age, and of then settling it on herself and her children,
-without suffering him to touch one shilling, his brutality was such,
-that Mrs. St. Aubin, before the birth of her child, for she had but
-one, was broken-hearted.
-
-She denied herself the consolation she might have found in the sympathy
-of her sister, for she wished to conceal from her the wretchedness she
-had brought upon herself, by acting contrary to her advice. She was,
-however, shortly removed out of the reach of that sister's penetration.
-
-St. Aubin was deeply in debt when he married, and things had been
-ever since becoming worse and worse. He had always flattered himself
-that the guardians would not use the full power of which they spoke,
-and that by making fair promises he should be able, when once Maria
-was of age, to get the money, or the greater part of it, into his own
-hands; he had therefore laboured incessantly to put off the payment of
-every demand to the day of his wife's coming of age, and made all his
-arrangements with reference to that period. At length it arrived. He
-made application for his wife's fortune; but Mrs. Montgomery, in reply,
-reminded him, that her sister having married without her consent, had
-given her, as sole remaining guardian, a power, which she now saw it
-was her duty to exert; namely, that of refusing to pay down any part of
-the money. She should, therefore, she said, secure the whole of it in
-the hands of trustees, as a future provision for Maria and her child.
-
-With this letter open in his hand, St. Aubin, foaming with rage,
-entered the room where his wife sat with Henry, then between two
-and three years old, playing on the ground at her feet, while she
-was absorbed in melancholy anticipations of the probable result of
-her husband's application. St. Aubin flung the letter in her face,
-swearing, with horrid imprecations, that he would be the death both
-of her and her brat, and then blow out his own brains. Mrs. St. Aubin
-remained silent; but the shrieks of the child brought servants. By
-the time they arrived, however, St. Aubin was striding up and down the
-room, venting his rage on the open letter, which he kicked before him
-at each step.
-
-Shortly after this final disappointment respecting Maria's fortune, St.
-Aubin found it necessary to take refuge from his creditors in the Isle
-of Man; whither he went accordingly, carrying with him his wife and
-child, and settling there with a very reduced establishment.
-
-Not choosing, it would seem, to be hung for declared murder, he
-appeared determined, by every species of ingenious barbarity, to
-torture the wretched Maria out of her remaining shred of existence;
-and, among other devices, he daily and hourly made her shudder, by his
-vows of deep and black revenge on her sister.
-
-One day, after sitting some time leaning his head on his hand, with a
-countenance resembling the thunder-cloud, lightning suddenly flashed
-from his eyes, imprecations exploded from his lips, he started to his
-feet, stood before his wife, and clenching his hand, uttered these
-words: "I tell you, Mrs. St. Aubin, that child, that I hate, because
-it is yours! that child, to whose future provision she has sacrificed
-me! that child I will rear, I will preserve, for the sole purpose of
-being the instrument of my revenge!--by his means, were it twenty years
-hence, were it thirty years hence, I will break her heart! Yes," he
-added, as if in reply to a look from Maria of astonishment, almost
-amounting to incredulity, "and I have determined how I shall do it." He
-then resumed his sitting attitude, and again leaning his head on his
-hand, a long hour of utter silence followed, during which his unhappy
-wife sat at the other side of the table, not daring to arouse him by
-rising to leave the room.
-
-Henry, at this time, promised to have in him a strange mixture of the
-dispositions both of his father and mother; or, in other words, of evil
-and good. The evil certainly did predominate; yet, had a careful hand
-early separated the seeds, cultivated the good, and cast out the bad,
-this ill-fated child might have been saved from perdition; or had he,
-with all his faults, been supplied with that only unerring standard of
-right, the practical application of sacred truths to moral obligations,
-even in after-life there might have been hope; but his father, as we
-have said, had no religion: he daily scoffed at whatever was most
-sacred, purposely to insult the feelings of his wife, and this before
-his child. One morning, he found Maria with the Bible before her, and
-Henry on her knee. He looked at them for a moment; then taking the
-child by the shoulder, he raised one foot level with the hand in which
-he held him, and kicked him, in a contemptuous manner, as he swung him
-to the middle of the floor, saying, that such a mammy's brat ought
-to have been a girl. Mrs. St. Aubin ran to raise the child from the
-ground. St. Aubin snatched up the sacred volume, open as it lay, and
-flung it after her, telling her, in a voice of thunder, that she was a
-psalm-singing fool, and ordering her not to cram the boy's head with
-any of her cursed nonsense. Indeed, in his calmest and best disposed
-moods, "You are a fool, Mrs. St. Aubin!" was his usual remark on any
-thing his wife ventured to say or do.
-
-Mrs. St. Aubin having ascertained that the child was not hurt, took up
-the book, arranged its ruffled leaves in silence, and laid it with
-reverence on the table. Her husband viewed her with a malicious grin
-till her task was completed; then, walking up to the table, he opened
-the treasury of sacred knowledge, and deliberately tore out every leaf,
-flinging them, now on one side, now on the other, to each far corner of
-the apartment; then striding towards the fire-place, he planted himself
-on the hearth, with his back to the chimney, his legs spread in the
-attitude of a colossal statue, the tails of his coat turned apart under
-his arms, and his hands in his side-pockets.
-
-"Now," he said, looking at his wife, "pick them up!--pick them up! pick
-them up!" he continued, till all were collected.
-
-Mrs. St. Aubin was about to place the sheets within their vacant cover
-on the table; but, with a stamp of his foot, which made every article
-of furniture in the room shake, and brought a picture that hung
-against the wall, on its face to the floor, he commanded her to put
-them in the fire. She hesitated; when seizing her arm, he shook it over
-the flames, till the paper taking fire, she was compelled to loose her
-hold.
-
-"I ought to have reserved a sheet to have made a fool's cap for you, I
-think," he said, perceiving that silent tears were following each other
-down the cheeks of his wife. "Why, what an idiot you are! the child has
-more sense than you have," he added, seeing that Henry, occupied by
-surprise and curiosity, was not crying. "Come, Henry," he continued, in
-a voice for him most condescending, "you shall carry my fishing basket
-to-day."
-
-Henry had been just going to pity his poor mamma when he saw her
-crying; but hearing his father say that he had more sense than his
-mother, he could not help feeling raised in his own estimation, and
-anxious to show his sense by flying with peculiar alacrity for the
-basket.
-
-He had viewed the whole of the preceding scene with but little
-comprehension, as may be supposed, of its meaning, and with very
-confused ideas of right and wrong, being, at the time, not above six
-years old; but the practical lesson--and there are no lessons like
-practical lessons--made an indelible impression: all future efforts,
-whether of mother or aunt, usher or schoolmaster, layman or divine,
-to infuse into Henry precepts derived from a source he had seen so
-contemned by his father, were for ever vain. His father, he was old
-enough to perceive, was feared and obeyed by every one within the
-small sphere of his observation: for him, therefore, he felt a sort
-of spurious deference, though he could not love him. For his mother,
-who had always indulged him with the too great tenderness of a
-gentle spirit utterly broken, and who had wept over him many a silent
-hour, till his little heart was saddened without his knowing why, he
-naturally felt some affection; but then he daily saw her treated with
-indignity, and therefore did not respect either her or her lessons: for
-he was just at the age when a quick child judges wrong, a dull one not
-at all.
-
-Henry had much of the violence of his father's temper, with some of the
-fearfulness of his mother's. In judicious hands, the latter, though
-no virtue, might have been made to assist in correcting the former;
-the whole current of his fears might have been turned into a useful
-channel: in short, he might have been taught to fear only doing wrong,
-and, by a strict administration of justice, proving to him his perfect
-security from blame while he did right, he might have been given
-all that honest-hearted boldness in a good cause, which, throughout
-after-life, is so necessary to ensure dignity to the character of man,
-and the early promises of which, it is so delightful to see in the
-happy open countenance, in the very step and air of a fine frank boy,
-who has never had his spirit broken by undeserved harshness, or been
-rendered hopeless of pleasing by inconsistency.
-
-Henry, on the contrary, when he had done no real wrong, was frequently
-treated with the most violent cruelty; while his very worst faults
-passed unreproved, if they did not happen to cross the whims of his
-father: and this cruelty, thus inflicted on a helpless, powerless
-child, which could not resist, for ever raised in the breast of Henry,
-who was, as we have said, naturally violent, an ever unsatisfied
-thirst of vengeance; a sense too of the injustice of the punishments
-inflicted, a thing early understood by children, embittered his
-feelings, and the transient impressions thus rendered permanent,
-corroded inwardly, till they settled into a malice of nature, totally
-subversive of all that was or might have been good or amiable.
-
-Alas! why will not parents reflect, how much the characters and
-happiness of their children, in after life, depend on the species of
-minor experience collected in infancy, and the few years immediately
-succeeding that period. When intellect is matured, we may call upon it
-to judge of great events, to guide us in great undertakings, or lead us
-to signal self-conquests; but by this time, the feelings, the strong
-holds, whether of vice or virtue, are pre-occupied, and the passions,
-already in arms and in the field, too probably on the side of error,
-certainly so, if hitherto undirected. And hence it is, that in so many
-minds the kingdom within is found in a perpetual state of rebellion
-against the sovereignty of reason: or, in other words, hence it is,
-that so many people daily act by impulse, contrary to what they call
-their better judgment. Here, then, is the true task of the parent; to
-use, for the benefit of his child, that deliberate sense of right,
-which, in his own case, comes frequently too late for action. And how
-shall that parent depart in peace, who has not thus endeavoured, at
-least, to smooth the path of truth before the footsteps of his child?
-
-When Henry was old enough for public education, Mrs. Montgomery wrote
-to her sister, to offer an allowance for the expenses of placing him at
-school. St. Aubin ordered his wife to accept the offer, and selected
-S-- B-- school, with the meanest description of lodging in the
-neighbouring village, as the cheapest he could hear of, that a part of
-the allowance, which was liberal, might remain in his own hands.
-
-The school-house, at the period of which we speak, could accommodate
-but a very few of the boys, while the rest were generally lodged in the
-houses of the poor villagers; where, it is to be feared, they lorded
-it, and did just as they pleased.
-
-Rather more than a year before the opening of this history, St. Aubin
-was assailed by a temptation, against which, the fear of detection, in
-the desperate state of his affairs, was an insufficient defence. He
-yielded, and became engaged in a swindling transaction to an immense
-amount. The business was discovered, and St. Aubin apprehended under
-circumstances which left no doubt of his being hung, unless steps were
-taken to prevent the prosecution. In this extremity the wretched Maria
-entreated her sister, if the sacrifice of the fortune so long preserved
-would suffice, to rescue with it herself and child from the disgrace
-of having a husband and father die an ignominious death. A compromise
-was accordingly offered, and accepted. It was not, however, in the
-power of the persons principally interested, to do more than connive
-at the escape of St. Aubin, who therefore fled the kingdom, taking
-with him his miserable wife, and his black factotum, the only slaves
-utter beggary had left him; and abandoning the child, still at S-- B--
-school, to the compassion of Mrs. Montgomery. Nor did he remit any part
-of his hatred to that lady, notwithstanding her late concession; on the
-contrary, he called down fresh imprecations on her head, as being the
-sole cause, he said, of all his misfortunes, by having withheld the
-money at the time it would have been really of use, and enabled him to
-have arranged his affairs before they became quite desperate.
-
-The next accounts Mrs. Montgomery had of her sister and St. Aubin
-were, that the ship in which they had sailed, with all the crew, and
-passengers, had perished off the coast of France. The affair was of
-too public a nature to afford, from the first, the slightest hope of
-mis-statement; for the vessel, though a merchantman, was of importance,
-from the value of her cargo, as she had much specie on board. The
-circumstances too under which she was lost were remarkable, and
-consequently made a great noise, for the weather was perfectly calm.
-She had been seen and passed in the evening by a frigate homeward
-bound, but after that was never seen or heard of more, and not even
-one individual, it was stated, had escaped, to relate the particulars
-of the accident: it was therefore concluded, that she must have
-foundered during the night.
-
-Thus was Henry cast entirely on Mrs. Montgomery; who, while she grieved
-to trace in him the evil nature of his father, could not help loving
-him, as the child of her poor lost sister. Having concluded this
-necessary retrospect, we shall, in our next chapter, return to our
-narrative.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
- "He
- To her face looked up, with innocent love,
- And she looked fondly on him."
-
-
-We left the family at Lodore House enjoying, we hope, the refreshment
-of a good night's rest. The next morning Frances, before she thought
-of breakfast, repaired to the bedside of Edmund. He had been for some
-time awake; but, unaccustomed, it would seem, to have any friend or
-confidant, he had not ventured to speak or stir. The tones of Frances'
-voice, naming him to the servants as she inquired for him, appeared to
-bring at once happiness and confidence to his heart. He opened his
-eyes as she bent over him: he started up, clung round her neck, and
-wept; though now it was evidently for joy. These first transports, over
-however, he cast, from time to time, doubting glances on the various
-sides of the apartment, and especially towards that in which the door
-was placed, and evinced a great anxiety to retain Frances' hand. She
-thought him feverish; and with great alarm perceived that his poor
-little frame was covered with fearful bruises. His neck and hands first
-drew her attention; and Mrs. Smyth, the housekeeper, soon ascertained
-that the limbs, concealed by the night-dress, had suffered full as
-much. Frances sent to Keswick for medical aid, and left her charge
-with Mrs. Smyth. Mrs. Smyth was a good-natured woman, added to which,
-the patience and gentleness of the little sufferer had begun to win
-upon her heart, from the very moment her assistance was first ordered
-to him. She found it necessary to sit by and encourage him while he
-breakfasted, for, like a wild animal, driven by hunger nearer to the
-haunts of man than usual, he started, and desisted from eating, at
-every sound.
-
-"And what might you have for breakfast yesterday's morn, my dear?" said
-Mrs. Smyth.
-
-"Nothing," he answered.
-
-"And what had you for dinner, then?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"Nothing, my dear!" repeated the good woman; "and ye could na ha'
-less! Ney fault tell the cooking o' sic dinners, to be sure! And wha
-was it then, that beat and bruised the life and saul out on ye in this
-shamefoo manner, my dear?" she continued.
-
-Edmund trembled, sighed heavily, and was silent.
-
-"And win't ye tall me wha it was 'at beat ye?"
-
-Tears stood in his eyes, but still he was silent.
-
-"So you win't speak till me! And after the nice breakfast I geed ye,
-too!"
-
-The tears now flowed, but still he was silent.
-
-"And wha was it then, that droonded ye in the water?"
-
-He looked all round, but did not speak; and Mrs. Smyth soon saw it was
-vain to persist in questioning him.
-
-Mr. Dixon, the Keswick surgeon, arrived. He inquired of Mrs. Smyth what
-the child had eaten, and how his food had seemed to agree with him.
-Having received due replies, he turned to Frances, who by this time was
-just entering, and addressed her thus:--
-
-"I should not have anticipated, madam--I should not have anticipated,
-that so great a variety of aliment would have assimilated well in the
-child's stomach; but, such being the case, I never set my face against
-facts, madam!--never set my face against facts! I should, therefore,
-continue the course which has been hitherto pursued, with respect to
-nutriment."
-
-"Yes, sir; but have you seen his bruises?" asked Frances.
-
-"My practice is very simple, madam," resumed the doctor, without
-answering her question; "I love to go hand-in-hand with our great
-instructress, Nature."
-
-"But--these terrible bruises, sir! What is your----"
-
-"It is too much the custom with men of our profession, to oppose the
-efforts of nature; but I love to assist them, madam--I love to assist
-them."
-
-"You are quite right, sir. But, do you think those bruises will be of
-any consequence?"
-
-"Depend upon it, madam, depend upon it, there is always a revulsion,
-as it were, towards right; a rebounding, a returning, in nature to her
-usual functions, as first ordained by her all, wise Creator; and our
-part, is carefully to watch those movements. And when the elasticity of
-any power is impaired by the forcible, or long continued pressure of
-adventitious circumstances; first, to remove the weight of such, and
-then, by gentle stimulants, to restore buoyancy to the injured spring;
-thus, madam--thus, I ever doff my cap to Nature!"
-
-The doctor having arrived at what seemed a pause, at least, if not
-a conclusion, Frances had some hopes of being heard; and, by way of
-exordium, said,
-
-"Your system, sir, is as judicious as it is pious."
-
-"I am not presumptuous, madam!" again interrupted the doctor; "I am not
-presumptuous--"
-
-"And I should like," persisted Frances, "to have the opinion of one so
-skilful, respecting the bruises of this poor child."
-
-The doctor's ear at length caught the word. "The bruises, madam! the
-bruises! They have been inflicted by a cruel and most unsparing hand!
-No doubt of it, madam--no doubt of it! Who was it that beat you in this
-shocking manner, my little dear?" he continued, stroking the child's
-head good-naturedly.
-
-Edmund looked alarmed, but made no attempt at reply.
-
-"There are, I hope, no inward bruises," resumed the doctor: "some
-of these outward ones are attended with a degree of inflammation,
-doubtless; but it is very slight and quite local, and may, I hope, be
-even beneficial: inasmuch as it may divert the attention of the system,
-and prevent any more vital part becoming the seat of disease; but it is
-not such as to require any general reduction of a patient already so
-low."
-
-"I am delighted to hear you say so, sir!" exclaimed Frances; "for I
-wish so much to give him every thing good, when I think, poor fellow,
-that perhaps he never had a comfortable meal in his life, before last
-night! And I long so, too," she added, looking at Edmund, "to see the
-little creature quite fat and rosy."
-
-"No roses here, madam! doubtless none, nor rotundity of limb, that is
-most certain. I do not know that I have ever met with a more decided
-case of emaciation in the whole course of my practice! Look at his
-fingers, madam! do look at his fingers! Nor do I think that his pulse
-would warrant me in bleeding him at present, as I should, doubtless,
-any other patient, labouring under contusions of this nature. I will,
-therefore, send an emolient and cooling mixture, with which, Mrs.
-Smyth, you will bathe the parts frequently. Nutriment and quiet will do
-the rest," he added, turning again to Frances, "for his fever proceeds
-entirely from irritation of the nervous system, not from general
-fulness; therefore, as I said before, cannot require general reduction.
-General opposed to general, you see, madam, in the healing, as well
-as in the wounding profession! Heigh! heigh! You don't admire puns,
-I know; but come, that's rather a good one, is it not? Good morning
-to you." And so saying, though on the wrong side of sixty, the doctor
-performed an active pirouette at the door, as was his custom; and,
-with the lightness of a lad of sixteen, made good his retreat, being
-in great haste to leave the impression of the last good thing he had
-said fresh on the minds of his hearers. Notwithstanding these little
-innocent peculiarities, Mr. Dixon was a truly worthy, a kind-hearted,
-and a skilful man, charitable to the poor, and solicitously attentive
-to his patients; and, with all, he had not a mercenary thought! Mrs.
-Montgomery had employed him for many years; and such was her confidence
-in his abilities, that she would have judged those she regarded, less
-safe in any other hands.
-
-Frances flew after Mr. Dixon, to entreat his aid for Fairy, her
-beautiful Italian greyhound, that she had left very ill in the arms of
-Lord L--. But, alas! the poor little dog was no more: it had expired
-in convulsions; and the group which presented itself, on entering the
-breakfast-room, appeared holding a sort of coroner's inquest over
-the body. Lord L., still faithful to his charge, held the motionless
-favourite on his knee; Mrs. Montgomery sat near, with a countenance
-which seemed to say, "all is over!" Frances' maid and the butler stood,
-one with a saucer of milk, the other with a plate of water, both now
-become useless; while Henry pinched, first a foot, then the tail, then
-an ear, to ascertain, as he said, whether the thing were quite dead.
-Frances gently put his hand aside, and looked in the doctor's face. The
-doctor shook his head. He was asked if he could say, from the symptoms,
-what had caused the creature's death?
-
-"Poison, madam! poison!" he replied, without hesitation.
-
-Henry reddened. "It does not admit of a doubt, madam!" continued the
-doctor, "the animal has died by poison." The servants had their own
-opinion, as to who had given the poison, but were silent.--Such are the
-beginnings of crime.
-
-Poor Edmund had now been some days an inmate of Lodore House, but, as
-yet, no one had been able to discover who or what he was: while from
-himself no replies could be obtained, but sobs and terrified looks.
-
-One morning Frances sent for him to the breakfast-room, and, after
-giving him many good things, began a kind of questioning, which she
-hoped might draw some information from the child, without alarming
-him: such as, Where was his home? Where was the place where he used
-always to be? He replied, "No where." Was there any one that used to
-love him? "Yes," he said. She now thought she had found a clue to some
-useful discovery, and asked him, who it was that loved him? "You do,"
-he replied. Frances took him on her knee, and put her questions in low
-whispers; upon which, when she asked him particularly about the large
-bruise on the side of his leg, he stole his little arms round her
-neck, and breathed softly in her ear, "She wanted to break it off."
-"Who, my dear, wanted to break it off?" "My mother." Then, alarmed at
-the great effort he had made, he became more silent than ever, and
-looked so much distressed, that at last, for his own relief, he was
-dismissed in charge of good Mrs. Smyth. While Frances, inspired by the
-same sentiment which had guided the righteous judgment of Solomon,
-felt convinced that the woman, whoever she might be, who could treat
-a child so barbarously, was not its real mother. Mrs. Montgomery was
-herself disposed to entertain the same opinion; she, however, laughed
-at the romantic deduction attempted to be made by Frances, that Edmund
-therefore must be the child of parents in an exalted rank in life.
-
-While the ladies were discussing this point, Mr. Lauson, an attorney
-resident at Keswick, came in to pay his respects: for he was agent to
-the Cumberland and Westmoreland estates, as well as general man of
-business to the family. Lauson had passed Mrs. Smyth and Edmund in the
-hall, and had looked rather hard at the child. As soon as the morning
-salutations were ended, and he had taken his seat, he pointed with his
-thumb over his shoulder towards the door, which was behind him, saying,
-"What child's that?" And, without waiting for a reply, he added, "I'd
-be sworn but it's the boy that was begging about at the regatta with
-one leg."
-
-"With one leg!" interrupted Frances.
-
-"Ay, ay," said Lauson; "but I saw him myself find the other, so there
-is nothing so surprising in his having the two now."
-
-The ladies requested an explanation, and Mr. Lauson gave the best he
-could, by recounting as much as he had witnessed of the scene which
-opens our history.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
- "Of snowy white the dress, the buskin white,
- And purest white, the graceful waving plume."
-
-
-In about six weeks the marriage of Frances and Lord L-- took place,
-and the happy couple set off for Beech Park, his lordship's seat, near
-London. Within the following ten days Mrs. Montgomery made all her
-home arrangements, paid her pensioners, gave orders for the Christmas
-dinner of the neighbouring poor, placed Edmund in the peculiar care
-of Mrs. Smyth; and, finally, the day before she set out to join her
-daughter and son-in-law, dispatched Henry, under escort of the butler,
-back to S-- B-- school. The school, as we have before observed, was
-an excellent, though a cheap one; but the lodging was such as Mrs.
-Montgomery certainly would not have selected for her nephew, nor indeed
-suffered him to occupy, could she have known the scenes and society
-into which it threw him.
-
-Henry arrived at the village of S-- B--, and jumped out of the carriage
-at the door of a butcher's house. While the servant was taking out the
-luggage, Henry addressed, very familiarly, a woman who stood with her
-back to him; and accommodating his language, as was his custom, to his
-company, said, "Weel, Katty, and whoo is't wee aw wee you?" "No mickle
-the better for yeer axin!" she replied, continuing her washing. The
-next moment Henry was engaged in a game of romps with a fine girl of
-fourteen, who just then came in from the garden: all the flowers which
-had lately bloomed there collected in her apron, to be tied up in penny
-bunches for the ensuing day's market. On receiving, though not, it must
-be confessed, without richly deserving it, a smart slap on the ear from
-his fair antagonist, the young gentleman closed with her, and commenced
-an absolute boxing-match. At this juncture the butcher himself entered.
-
-"What's aw this? what's aw this?" he exclaimed. The angry voice of
-David Park (such was the butcher's name) ended the scuffle.
-
-"Mr. Henry and me was no' but larking, fether," replied his daughter,
-adjusting her disordered hair and drapery, and gathering up her
-scattered flowers.
-
-"Mr. Henry! Mr. Deevil!" said the man, recognising Henry with a scowl.
-"Bonny larking truly!" he continued; "bonny larking truly! And what
-business had you, wife, to aloo of ony sic work?" And he sat down
-sullenly, deterred from taking signal vengeance on the laughing young
-gentleman, by the dread of losing his lodger. "Bonny larking truly!" he
-resumed, as, without looking round, he poked the fire before which he
-had seated himself, and began to light his pipe. "Ye'll soon be oure
-aul', te lark afther that gate wi' the scholar lads, I can tell yee!"
-Here he glanced at his daughter, and added, "Git awaw wi' ye, and don
-yeer sel', lass! yeer na fit till stand afoor a man body noo, tho' he
-be thee fether! Yeer aw ribbands!"
-
-We shall here leave Henry to keep such society, and to follow such
-pursuits unmolested, and give our attention again to other and more
-amiable personages of our history.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
- "Yes, sweet boy, Clara will be thy mother.
- Thou hast thus her first of mother's feelings;
- Even should there rise, to claim her fondness,
- Other beings like to thee: innocents,
- Helpless innocents."
-
-
-Months had rolled away. It was a beautiful evening in the middle
-of July; and Lodore House, which had been deserted by most of its
-inhabitants about the latter end of last October, when the trees were
-almost leafless, and the voice of the fall loud with the swell of
-wintry torrents, now looked with a cheerful aspect from amid embowering
-verdure. The lofty head of Skiddaw arose with great majesty above the
-woods immediately behind the house, and the calm lake spread abroad in
-front, and bounded by the wide amphitheatre of the Keswick mountains,
-filled the mind with pleasing ideas of peace and retirement. The
-building, in its own outline, was picturesque; running along in light
-corridors, connecting its principal parts. Numerous glass doors, or
-French windows, leading out on the lawn, were all standing open. A
-table, covered with fruit and other refreshments, might be just peeped
-at through one of these; musical instruments, freed from their cases,
-appeared through others, and through more might be discerned, sofas,
-book-stands, work-tables, Turkey carpets, reposé chairs, Italian vases,
-bronze lamps, cut-glass lustres, hothouse plants, French beds, swing
-mirrors, &c.: while the intervention of silk and muslin draperies,
-permitting each object to be but imperfectly seen, left imagination
-free to deck the whole with the charms of fairy-land. Indeed, from
-what did appear, it was evident that the sitting-rooms were numerous,
-and richly furnished; that one corridor was a green house, another
-a conservatory; and that the wings contained library, music-room,
-billiard-room, and several sleeping and dressing-rooms, all on the
-ground floor, all opening on the smooth turf, and displaying, or
-rather betraying, enough of their arrangements to show that, not only
-convenience, but luxury had been studied in their fitting up.
-
-On the outside, ever-blowing roses, with jessamine, honeysuckle and
-clematis, bloomed in abundance, climbing around the casements, and
-creeping along the palings: while a gay assemblage of the choicest and
-sweetest flowers occupied plots, scattered irregularly on the velvet
-green.
-
-The evening song of myriads of birds was pouring from the deep woods
-with every wild variety of note, rendered the more remarkable by the
-monotonous sound of the now subdued murmur of the fall, which still
-went on, on, like the studied sameness of a judicious accompaniment,
-selected to give effect to the varied excursions of the singer's voice.
-
-Though the sun was still above the horizon, many bonfires were already
-lit at various distances along the road. The immediate approach was
-crouded with people, looking full of expectation. Detached groups were
-advancing in different directions; and, here and there, individuals had
-climbed trees, or elevated portions of rock, and seemed looking out
-for something. Every now and then, Mrs. Smyth, dressed in a holiday
-suit, came forth from some one or other of the many open doors, held
-up her hand to shade the glare of light from her eyes, looked towards
-the lake for a few moments, and returned in again. Then, would some
-beautiful exotic be seen to change its position on some flower-stand;
-next a drapery would be let down from the golden pin which had held it,
-and hung again, we suppose, with more grace, at least in the opinion
-of good Mrs. Smyth, whose form glided on through long corridors, from
-time to time appearing, disappearing, and re-appearing; and generally
-followed by that of a child that seemed, at every step, to leap and
-gambol for very glee.
-
-At length, a carriage was seen driving, at a rapid pace, along the
-borders of Derwent-water. Every thing bright about it sparkled in the
-rays of the setting sun. A universal shout arose, and all became
-hurry and motion. The carriage approached: it was a barouche thrown
-open, and, seated in it, were Mrs. Montgomery and Lord and Lady L.
-They bowed, smiled, and waved their hands on every side. But soon the
-attention of the latter lady was entirely engrossed by the appearance
-of a lovely little boy, whom Mrs. Smyth, as she descended the lawn,
-led by the hand; and in whom, but for one touching expression,
-imperceptible perhaps to any other eye than Frances', no one could have
-recognized poor Edmund. The rich dark locks, the profusion of which
-had formerly added the look of wild neglect to that of misery, now
-flew back as he ran against the wind, displaying and giving contrast
-to a forehead white and open. The late hollow cheeks were now rounded,
-dimpled, and glowing, at once with exercise and delight. His mouth,
-always beautiful in its form, and so very sweet in its movements, had
-now all the advantages of rosy lips and happy smiles. While his eyes,
-which from their being large, and adorned by peculiarly long lashes,
-had once seemed to occupy the chief part of his face, now but served to
-give soul to the more earthly beauties, which the good cheer of Mrs.
-Smyth had supplied.
-
-Edmund had got a few paces before his conductress. He stretched
-forward both hands, and leaped up with a bound towards the door, as
-he reached the side of the carriage. Lady L. pulled the check-string.
-The carriage stopped, and Edmund, whom by its rapid motion it had
-already passed some yards, was brought back by a servant, and lifted
-in. Such was his joy, that the poor little creature could not speak!
-He trembled excessively, and, for a moment or two, his features
-were almost convulsed by his struggles not to cry: he thought it
-would seem as if he were not glad, and he knew he was very glad. A
-few tears, however, forced their way; but they only hung in the long
-lashes, shining like early dew-drops, while happiness sparkled through
-them: for now, encouraged and caressed, he sat on Lady L.'s knee, and
-hugged one of her hands. Yet, when he looked up in her face and tried
-to speak, his little lip trembled again, and his little countenance
-assumed an expression of feeling beyond his years, which early sorrow
-had taught the infant features. Lady L. kissed his forehead and passed
-her hand over it, to wipe away, as it were, the trace of care; while
-an ardent desire swelled in her heart to screen this object of her
-tender compassion from every painful vicissitude of life, accompanied,
-however, by a sigh to think how vain the wish! This sigh was followed
-by yet another, as, from association, the very natural idea presented
-itself, that it must be also impossible for her effectually to shelter
-from the changes and chances of mortal existence, even the babe, that
-destined to be born under auspices so different, would, in a few
-months, make her really a mother.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery rallied, and Lord L. complimented her on her
-discernment; declaring that they never had seen any thing half so
-beautiful as her unpromising favourite had turned out.
-
-"Do not think me illiberal," said Lady L.; "but I cannot imagine this
-the child of coarse, vulgar parents--a creature that seems all soul!
-See, with what an intelligent countenance he listens to every thing
-that is said!"
-
-Mrs. Montgomery smiled; and Lord L., anxious to please a wife with whom
-he was still in love, was about to express himself quite of her opinion.
-
-The discussion was, however, for the present broken off by the stopping
-of the carriage amid shouts of joyous welcome. While the merry groups
-around the bonfires drank the healths of our family party, its members
-seated themselves at a most inviting looking table, which we have long
-half seen from behind a muslin curtain.
-
-The agreeable summer supper they here found prepared for their
-entertainment, consisted chiefly of fruit, of which little Edmund,
-placed between Lady L. and Mrs. Montgomery, was permitted to partake.
-
-"You see," remarked her partial ladyship, after observing the child for
-a time, "with all the gentleness of his nature, there is no slavish
-awe of superiors about him. Do you know, I almost fancy I can discern
-an innate consciousness of being in his right place when he is with us:
-it would seem as though, however long he had been in the hands of those
-wretches, the impressions of absolute infancy, and of the caresses
-and tender treatment experienced, (if my conjecture is correct,)
-during that period, were never entirely effaced; for, that though they
-were not within the reach of memory to recall with any thing like
-distinctness, association possessed a mysterious power of bringing
-every thing similar to them home to the feelings. Can you imagine so
-nice a distinction? I can," she added, turning to Lord L.
-
-"There are few," replied his lordship, "who have not, I should think,
-experienced the feeling of which you speak. Of this class are all the
-sensations of pleasure or of pain, occasioned by sounds or sights
-possessing in their own natures no corresponding qualities. How often,
-for instance, do we hear people say of an air, by no means solemn.
-'That tune always makes me melancholy: it reminds me of something,
-though I cannot remember what.'"
-
-This sort of conversation naturally led to the subject of Edmund's
-future prospects. It seemed tacitly yielded to the evident wishes of
-Lady L., that his profession should be that of a gentleman.
-
-"I think," said Lord L., "it will be the best way to give the boy a
-liberal education: and when he is of an age to judge for himself, let
-him choose for himself."
-
-Mrs. Montgomery expressed the same opinion.
-
-"Nothing can be kinder, I am sure!" said Lady L., giving a hand to
-each, and seeming to take the obligation entirely to herself: then
-looking at Edmund, she added, after a moment's pause, "I dare say, he
-will choose to be a clergyman, the benevolent duties of that sacred
-office will suit so well with his gentle temper. Should you not like
-to be a clergyman, my dear--like the gentleman who reads in the church
-every Sunday."
-
-"I'd like to be a sailor boy," said Edmund.
-
-"A sailor boy!" repeated Lady L. "Poor child!"
-
-"That's right, my brave fellow!" exclaimed Lord L. "You see, Frances,
-he will not be so very gentle after all! Less than a year of good
-feeding and kind treatment have already brought out his English spirit.
-If he continue of this opinion, I can obtain his admittance into the
-naval college at Portsmouth; after which, I shall put him forward in
-his profession with all the interest I can command."
-
-Things being thus arranged, so much to Lady L.'s satisfaction, the
-family retired for the night.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
- "Thou wilt see him."
-
-
-Mrs. Montgomery received an account, in the morning, from Mrs. Smyth,
-of how good Edmund had been, and of his having become so great a
-favourite, not only with the good doctor, but also with the clergyman,
-that both had had him to dine and play with their children more than
-once. She also reported, with great self gratulation, the very uncommon
-progress he had made in learning, under her tuition; and then proceeded
-to relate an adventure she had met with one evening, when walking with
-Edmund.
-
-"We were just returning," said Mrs. Smyth, "from Keswick, where I had
-been taking a cup of tea wee a vara discreet neighbour. I carried
-the boy wee me, for I niver like to let a child that is in my care
-oot o' my sight; it's a thing I nivir did, and Edmund is ne trouble;
-tack him whar ye will, he awways behaves himsel so prettily. So just
-as we were walking quietly up the hill, before ye git under the
-shade o' the trees, hearing voices, I happened to look ehint me,
-when I saw following us a dacent, vara gentleman looking man, in
-earnest conversation with a woman, wha from her rags, and the whiff
-o' spirituous liquor I found as she passed, seemed a beggar o' the
-maist disreputable kind. They keep't looking, looking, still at little
-Edmund, as they spoke; and though, when I think upon it, it seems as
-though ony body might look at his bonny face, heaven love him! yet at
-the time I felt within myself parfact sure 'at they were no looking at
-him for the sake o' looking at him. As they cam' past I heard the man
-say, 'Well, I suppose she'll be satisfied, now that I have seen him
-myself.' I am quite sure o' these words, but they went on, and I could
-hear no more. It seemed so strange like, I thought, to follow and speak
-wee them, when I felt the bairn pull me by the hand; I looked round,
-and he was trembling aw over, and as pale as death. By the time I had
-speered at him what ailed him, and spoken him a word o' comfort, the
-man and the woman were bathe gane, and the peur thing talt me, that yon
-graceless wretch was his mother."
-
-Much commenting followed, on the part of Mrs. Smyth, which it is
-unnecessary to repeat; while Mrs. Montgomery could not refrain from
-expressing great regret, that so favourable an opportunity had been
-lost for compelling the vagrant to give some account of herself, and of
-the child. The subject was, of course, discussed in the breakfast-room,
-but nothing could be made of it, except that it would seem there did
-exist some one who took an interest in Edmund, and who might yet claim
-him, when their reasons for mystery were at an end. But then, their
-choice of such an agent as the drunken beggar, was quite unaccountable;
-for, had she stolen the child, why should she be in the confidence of
-the decent man, who, it seems, was to satisfy the child's friends,
-by being able to say that he had seen him himself. The most diligent
-search was made in the neighbourhood, but neither man nor woman could
-be heard of.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery and Lady L. now undertook the instruction of Edmund
-themselves, till proper arrangements should be made respecting that
-point, lest he should acquire too much of good Mrs. Smyth's accent; yet
-that discreet lady was far from thinking any such precaution necessary,
-as she prided herself on reading English with great precision, and
-indulging in her native idiom only in familiar conversation, for the
-sake, as she averred, of "Auld lang syne."
-
-This plan of the lessons brought Edmund much into the sitting-rooms,
-till, by degrees, it passed into a custom for him to remain all the
-morning with the ladies. Then, when particularly good, he was indulged
-with a sort of second dinner at the table: and he was always good, so
-that there was no opportunity to withdraw an indulgence once granted,
-and, very shortly, a chair and plate were set for him at every meal,
-as a matter of course; while every one grew so fond of him, that
-it seemed forgotten he was not a child of the family, and even the
-servants, of their own accord, all began to call him Master Edmund.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
- "This is thy
- Birth-day, and thou must be the little idol
- Of the festival."
-
-
-In the mean time preparations of every kind were making for Lady L.'s
-expected confinement. The doctor had an apartment assigned him, and
-now lived at Lodore House, lest his attendance should be a moment too
-late. A respectable woman, of approved abilities, arrived all the way
-from Edinburgh. She was provided with an assistant under-nurse from
-Keswick, and both established at Lodore. Offerings too, at the shrine
-of the expected stranger, made their appearance every day. A splendid
-set of caudle-cups, of very curious china, was sent from London by Lady
-Theodosia R., a sister of Lord L. A set of baby-linen, of needle-work
-the most exquisite, arrived from Scotland, sent by Major Morven,
-a rather elderly bachelor-brother of Mrs. Montgomery's. The major
-mentioned in his letter, that, as he did not understand those things
-himself, he had had them chosen by a committee of ladies, the best
-judges in Edinburgh.
-
-Many, indeed, were the little, very little things, which came from
-various quarters, more than we entirely understand ourselves; but every
-band-box that was opened produced something little, so that it seemed
-a sort of importation from the Liliputian world. Little hats of white
-beaver, like snow-balls, in which, however, little plumes were not
-forgotten. Little caps, little bonnets, and even little shoes, wrapped
-in silver paper. In short, there was nothing big, but the good woman
-from Edinburgh, and Major Morven. The major came to be in time for the
-christening, as he was to be one of the sponsors.
-
-At length another little arrival took place, and a beautiful little
-girl commenced her earthly pilgrimage. Quickly was the young stranger
-dressed in the raiment of needle-work, and carried by its grandmamma,
-and followed by its nurse, to the drawing-room, there to receive the
-caresses, and claim the admiration of its happy papa. There also was
-Edmund, wondering much at the bustle, and at his lessons having been
-entirely omitted. His ecstacies of delight and astonishment on seeing
-the baby were so great, and his entreaties so eager, first to be
-allowed to look at, then to touch this quite new object of wonder,
-all the time trying each expedient to add to his height, now leaping
-straight up, now climbing the chair nearest to Lord L., then the arm of
-the sofa, and, finally, the sofa-table itself, to the imminent danger
-of his neck, that Mrs. Montgomery was at length induced, after making
-him sit down on the said table, to hold the infant, for a second or
-two, across his knees.
-
-During those seconds it was, we have good reason to believe, that the
-first idea of self-importance ever entertained by our hero, entered
-his mind: it accompanied the proud consciousness of fancying that he
-afforded support to a creature more helpless than himself. He touched
-its soft cheek, then its miniature hand, which soon began to close
-itself round his finger, in the manner that infants do. It seemed to
-Edmund, as though his caresses were kindly returned. His little heart
-overflowed with fondness. He looked up, his face beaming with delight,
-and asked if he might kiss the darling little baby.
-
-"A pretty bold request indeed!" said Lord L., laughing, "kiss my eldest
-daughter, you urchin."
-
-Mrs. Montgomery, laughing also, told him he might, and Edmund
-accordingly approached his rosy lips to those of his precious charge,
-with, however, the greatest gentleness, lest, as he said, he should
-hurt it.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery, on her return back from the drawing-room, was much
-surprised to hear the cry of an infant inside her daughter's apartment,
-while she herself, if she were not dreaming, held the baby in her own
-arms, outside the door. The fact was, an occurrence had taken place,
-which, with all their preparation, they were not at all prepared
-for. A second little girl had made her appearance. Two dress caps,
-certainly, had been provided, one with a cockade for a boy, the other
-with a suitable rosette for a girl, in case of such a contingency
-(and bad enough in all conscience) as that of the child being a girl,
-after doctor, nurse, servants, tenants, and indeed every one knowing
-perfectly well that it would be a boy, but two girls never had been so
-much as thought of. The elder young lady, therefore, by three-quarters
-of an hour, being already in possession of the girl's rosette, the
-younger was obliged to make her first public appearance in this world
-of vanities, figuring in a boy's cockade.
-
-To prevent, however, a serious disappointment on the part of Lord L.,
-an explanatory message was sent to him before she was permitted to
-enter the drawing-room. There was but one child's nurse, too; but what
-with grandmamma's help, and good Mrs. Smyth's assistance, and Edmund's,
-which he judicially afforded, by running under every body's feet who
-carried a baby, they contrived to manage till a second nurse could be
-procured.
-
-We speak of nurses under certain limitations; for Lady L. had been too
-well instructed by her mother, in every right sentiment, to meditate
-for a moment depriving her infants of the nutriment nature had ordained
-for them.
-
-The doctor, as soon as he thought he could venture to assert that there
-would be no more, either boys or girls, frisked into the drawing-room,
-rubbing his hands, and smiling with perfect satisfaction.
-
-"I give your lordship," he said, "joy, twice told! twice told! I
-believe I am justified in so doing on the present twofold occasion.
-Twofold, heigh? twofold it certainly is, literally so, and twofold
-should be our rejoicing; else are we ungrateful for the bounty of
-Providence, and the liberality of nature! Liberality of nature, heigh?"
-
-"But--," said his lordship, with a countenance of some anxiety.
-
-"We did not anticipate this, sir," continued the doctor, "this is a
-contingency that we did not anticipate."
-
-"Pray--," recommenced Lord L., making a fresh effort to be heard; but
-the doctor proceeded.
-
-"Two beautiful girls, upon my life--beautiful! I already see future
-conquests sparkling in their eyes!"
-
-"Are you sure, doctor," asked the major, "there won't be any more? A
-boy now, eh? Girls first: all right that--_Place aux dames_."
-
-"The next," proceeded the doctor, still addressing Lord L., "shall be a
-boy. At present two _belles_ have been sent us, and we should make them
-joy _belles_! eh? Come, that's rather good, a'n't it?" And with his
-usual pirouette, he flung himself on the sofa beside the major, threw
-one leg across the other, and with his head a little back, and on one
-side, looked up and smiled with entire self-complacency.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery now appeared at the door, to give Lord L. the
-long-wished-for summons; which he obeyed on tip-toe.
-
-"From Scotland, I presume, sir?" said the doctor to his neighbour on
-the sofa.
-
-"Ee noo, sir," replied the major; "bit hoo did ye ken I cam frae
-Scotland? No by my speech, I reckon."
-
-"Oh, sir, the name--the name," returned the doctor, a little
-disconcerted.
-
-"Morven is a weel kent name, dootless," rejoined the man of war; "and
-for my speech, I should tack ney sham that it savoured o' the land o'
-my nativity, provided sic was the case; bit it fell oot, that being
-much wee my regiment, on the sarvice o' his Majesty, I ha' been full
-saxteen year o' my life oot o' Scotland; se that noo, when I gang to
-Lunnon, ne body kens me till be a Scotchman: that is, by my speech. Bit
-ne' doot--"
-
-Here the doctor, who had kept silence unusually long (perhaps from
-admiration of the major's pure English), interrupted his companion, to
-descant on use or custom being second nature, &c. And the major being
-one of the many who never listen to anybody's speeches but their own,
-leaned back on the sofa, and fell asleep.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
- "But not less pious was the ardent pray'r
- That rose spontaneously."
-
- "Look at him! Is he not a beauteous boy?"
-
-
-The christening was quite a splendid festival. A number of friends and
-relations, among whom was Lady Theodosia R., became inmates of Lodore
-House for the occasion. All the neighbourhood was invited to join their
-party for the day; and the tenantry and poor people entertained on the
-lawn and borders of the lake; while the inhabitants of the town of
-Keswick illuminated their houses to show their respect and affection
-for the family.
-
-The names of Julia and Frances were given to the little girls. The
-ceremony was over, and Edmund, who had been dressed very sprucely for
-the great occasion, was standing near one of the nurses, endeavouring
-to pacify his baby, as he invariably called the eldest of the twins.
-The young lady was evincing her displeasure at the drops of cold water
-which had visited, so suddenly, the nice warm glow produced on her
-cheek by the full lace border of her cap, and the sheltering shawl of
-her nurse.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery, who was looking on much amused at the little
-manoeuvres of Edmund, naturally recollected (the whole business being
-about names) that he, poor fellow, had but one appellation, and though
-that did very well now, the case would be altered when he began to
-go among strangers, when some sort of surname would become quite
-indispensable. She chanced to express her thoughts on the subject (in
-an under tone of course) to Lady L. and Mr. Jackson, who were standing
-near her, adding, that as there was no name over which she had so good
-a right as her own, she thought he had better in future be called
-Montgomery.
-
-"Are you quite determined, madam?" asked Mr. Jackson.
-
-"Yes, quite," she replied.
-
-"Come here, then, my dear little fellow!" proceeded the worthy
-clergyman, addressing Edmund in an elevated tone.
-
-Edmund obeyed timidly, but immediately.
-
-Mr. Jackson still stood opposite to the font, though, his sacred duties
-being ended, he had descended the steps previous to the foregoing
-conversation, which took place while the congregation were moving out
-of church.
-
-The figure and countenance of Mr. Jackson were fine and impressive,
-and his air and carriage lent to them all the dignity which the Ruler
-of nature intended man to derive from his upright form, when the mind
-is upright too. The infantine figure at his knee seemed, by contrast,
-to add nobleness to his stature. His eyes were raised to heaven, those
-of the child to his face, as laying one hand on Edmund's head, and
-extending the other, he pronounced with solemnity the following words:
-
-"May the Almighty Father of the fatherless, and Defender of the
-orphan's cause, bless, guide, and protect you, under the name of Edmund
-Montgomery, till your claim (if you have such) to any other shall be
-known and acknowledged."
-
-The tones of his voice were fine; and, on this occasion, a tenderness
-was blended with their depth, supplied by the growing partiality he
-had for some time felt for poor Edmund; while his naturally grave and
-almost severe deportment, borrowed, when, as now, he had been recently
-engaged in divine service, a grace from his piety, a humility which yet
-elevated: it was a consciousness, visible, of standing in the presence
-of his Maker.
-
-When our party had come out of church, and were waiting under some
-trees in the little green that surrounded the building, for the
-carriages to come up in convenient order, Mr. Jackson, who still
-held Edmund by the hand, turned to Mrs. Montgomery, and, with an
-enthusiasm peculiar to himself, and the very glow of which prevented
-his perceiving that he not unfrequently produced a smile on the lips of
-those who were not capable of entering into his feelings, said, "This
-child, madam, is a more perfect personification of my ideas of what
-the angels must be, than any thing I have ever before met with, or even
-read of."
-
-"You except the ladies, I hope," said Lady Theodosia, "or, at least,
-those of the present company."
-
-"I make no exceptions, madam," replied Mr. Jackson, with but little
-gallantry of voice or manner. Then turning again to Mrs. Montgomery, he
-was about to proceed; but Lady Theodosia ran on thus:--
-
-"It is certainly customary to say of any fine fat child, that it is
-quite a cherub; but I cannot see why a perfection so earthly, should
-lay exclusive claim to the attribute of angels! The Edinburgh sick
-nurse, in that case, would be the most angelic creature among us, for
-she must measure, as Sir John Falstaff says of himself, at least three
-yards round the waist."
-
-Lady Theodosia was very thin.
-
-"My premises, madam, led to no such monstrous conclusion!" replied Mr.
-Jackson, with much more severity of tone than the occasion called for.
-
-"Monstrous conclusion!" echoed the doctor. "Come, that's very good!
-The person your ladyship has just mentioned, is somewhat monstrous, it
-cannot be denied."
-
-Mr. Jackson, meanwhile, with a gravity not to be shaken, proceeded
-addressing Mrs. Montgomery as follows:--"In my mental visions, I have
-often indulged in speculations on the possible appearance of angels.
-I have, 'tis true, always pictured them to myself decked in that
-freshness of beauty peculiar to extreme youth; yet, on the brow, I have
-imagined an expression resembling what may be traced here!" and he
-passed his hand over the forehead of Edmund. Then taking off the little
-plumed Scotch bonnet, and viewing him as he spoke, he continued: "That
-look, I had almost said of thought, that touch of sentiment, scarcely
-corresponding with the dimpled and infantine loveliness of the cheek:
-that smile too, of perfect happiness, emanating from the blissful
-consciousness of never even wishing wrong! No seeds of jarring passions
-there, madam! no contentions of spirit: but that absolute harmony of
-soul, so rarely to be met with on earth, when every impulse of the
-native will is in unison with the sense of right implanted in all, by
-the great Author and Source of good!"
-
-Lady Theodosia was dying to laugh, but dare not, Mr. Jackson's face was
-so perfectly serious. Edmund looked up at the moment, conscious that he
-was spoken of, though, of course, not comprehending what was said.
-
-"The eye," continued Mr. Jackson, "when it meets yours, certainly
-conveys a tender appeal, a silent claim on protection, that we scarcely
-expect in that of a superior intelligence."
-
-Lady Theodosia philosophically observed, that the child's hair was
-black, and that angels were always depicted with golden locks. (Her
-ladyship's were auburn, bordering on red.) "And as to supposing,"
-continued the lady, "that angels must invariably be children," (Lady
-Theodosia was no child,) "it is quite an erroneous idea. Milton's
-angels were of all ages."
-
-"But there were no ladies among them, Theodosia!" said Lord L., just
-coming up. "Lovers call you angels, but brothers and married men may
-speak the truth; and, it must be confessed, that all the angels upon
-record are either children or young men."
-
-"Oh fie! my lord," ventured the doctor; "is it not recorded every day
-before our eyes, in the fairest characters," bowing and smiling to
-Lady Theodosia, "that the ladies are angels! Fair characters! fair
-characters! Come, that's fair, very fair, a'n't?"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
- "There is nothing great,
- Which religion does not teach; nothing good,
- Of which she is not the eternal source;
- At once the motive and the recompense."
-
-
-From the evening of the birth of Lady L.'s babies, it was evident that
-our hero, though not yet seven years old, no longer thought himself
-little. He assumed a manly air and carriage, and could not bear the
-idea of being suspected of wanting assistance or protection. He,
-indeed, was always ready to give his assistance, if one of the babies
-stretched a little hand for any thing, or his protection, if the
-bark of a dog, the sight of a stranger, or any such awful occurrence,
-alarmed either of them; or his soothings, if they cried.
-
-He would no longer hold by any one's hand in walking, but would step
-out in front of the nursery party, with quite a proud air, looking over
-his shoulder, from time to time, and telling the nurses that he was
-going first, to see that there was nothing there to hurt the babies.
-He often asked if they would ever be as big as he was; and always kept
-alive, by perpetual inquiries, and additional caresses, a perfect
-recollection of the identity of the eldest baby--the one that had been
-held across his arms, the evening it was born; and which, at the moment
-it seemed to clasp his finger, had awakened in his little breast the
-first emotion of tenderness, that was not accompanied by that almost
-awe-inspiring feeling--a grateful looking up, as from an immeasurable
-distance, to beings, in whose love and protection he himself sought
-shelter.
-
-The partiality evinced by Mr. Jackson for our hero, on the day of the
-christening, encouraged Mrs. Montgomery to put in immediate execution
-a plan which Lady L. and herself had been for some time meditating;
-namely, to request that gentleman to undertake the education of Edmund,
-till he was of an age to be sent to the Naval College.
-
-Mr. Jackson was eminently fitted for the task of instructing youth. He
-had been a fellow of one of the universities, and distinguished both
-for his learning and his talents.
-
-Since his retirement from college on his present living, he had enjoyed
-much leisure, and had devoted it to elegant studies: modern classics,
-modern languages, the fine arts, late discoveries in science, &c. &c.
-In short, to use his own words, he had, since that period, wandered
-daily through the pleasure-grounds of literature; not suffering his
-mind to sink into utter indolence, yet giving it no more than the
-healthful stimulus of gentle exercise. He was born a poet, but had,
-through life, indulged more in poetical feelings than in poetical
-effusions; unless, indeed, we admit as such, the energetic overflowing
-of his spontaneous eloquence in conversation; for his sermons, he took
-care, should be plain and practical. He was not a shepherd, who, at the
-instigation of vanity, would turn the green pasture-lands of his flock
-into beds of tulips. Yet did not the pure and perspicuous style, which
-good taste, as well as good feeling, taught him to adopt on sacred
-subjects, want for that true sublime which is derived from simplicity,
-when the grandeur of the thought itself leaves laboured language far
-behind.
-
-The topic on which he was unwearied was, the inseparable connexion
-between right faith and right practice, and between both and
-happiness. He proved, by the most beautiful and feeling arguments and
-illustrations, that, like the root, the blossom, and the fruit, they
-grew out of, necessarily produced, and, as necessarily, could not exist
-without each other. He then proceeded to show, that the whole chain of
-natural causes and effects formed one unbroken, practical revelation
-of the Almighty will, ordaining virtue and forbidding vice; inasmuch
-as not only is virtue necessary to make us capable of happiness even
-here, but out of vice invariably grows suffering, not only moral, but
-generally physical also, lest the lowest capacity should be slow to
-comprehend this manifestation of the sovereign purpose of him who
-called us into being, but bestows upon us that felicity, towards which,
-his all-wise government is constituted to lead us; of him who, had it
-been possible even to infinite power, to bestow a consciousness of
-individuality of spiritual being, without an equal consciousness of
-freedom of will, would have rendered it impossible for his creatures
-to err; or, in other words, to forfeit that bliss which "eye hath not
-seen, ear heard, neither hath it entered into the heart of man to
-conceive."
-
-"For," our Christian philosopher would add, as he drew his arguments
-to their close, "had that emanation of the divinity which is the
-soul of man, been without choice between good and evil; or, in other
-words, necessitated to act by no other impulse than that of its great
-source, the Almighty had created but a material world, all spiritual
-intelligence, the whole soul of the universe, had still been God
-himself!"
-
-Mr. Jackson's imaginings, especially when he walked alone amid the
-majestic scenery that surrounded his dwelling, certainly were poetry;
-but he seldom interrupted his pleasing reveries, or checked his nights
-of fancy, to place them on paper, or even to arrange them in any
-precise order of words. Indeed, it was one of his favourite positions,
-(and he was famous for theories of his own,) that a man might be a
-poet, without possessing one word of any language whatsoever, in which
-to express his poetic ideas.
-
-In judging a new work, too, he seldom descended to verbal criticism;
-but, taking an enlarged view of the spirit in which the thing was
-written, pronounced it, at once, to want, or to possess, that poetical
-spark, that vivifying principle, which must, he maintained, breathe a
-soul into every composition, whether prose or verse, worth the trouble
-of reading.
-
-To complete Mr. Jackson's qualifications for a preceptor, he himself
-found a sensible pleasure in imparting knowledge. Let others prove the
-wonders, the properties, the virtues of all that the material world
-affords; and, admired be their curious, and respected their useful
-labours; but the natural philosophy in which he delighted, was the
-development of the young mind. In his mode, too, of communicating
-instruction, there was a peculiar felicity. He never required of a
-pupil an arbitrary act of mere memory: "indeed," he would say, "there
-is no such a power as mere memory." What is commonly called having a
-good memory, he considered as nothing more than the natural result
-of fixing the attention, awaking the feelings, and forming the
-associations. These last, he termed the roots, by which remembrances
-entwine themselves with our whole constitution, till the very heart
-vibrates to a sound, a colour, or but the scent of a flower, plucked
-in the day of joy, or of sorrow. He, therefore, always endeavoured to
-lead the understanding to facts, through their causes; and, again, to
-interest the feelings in the consequences of those facts: thus were
-the lessons he taught never to be effaced. Above all things, he hasted
-to supply the infant mind with salutary associations, on every subject
-tending to implant principles and form character; considering every
-avenue of the soul, not thus timely fortified, as laid open to the
-incursions of wrong, perhaps, fatal opinions. For instance, whilst
-others railed, with common-place argument, against bribing children, as
-they termed it, into goodness; he maintained that the lowest animal
-gratification of the infant, (that is, before it can understand any
-other,) may be so judiciously bestowed, as to become the first seed of
-that grand principle, a thorough conviction that the virtuous only can
-enjoy happiness. If the child's daily and hourly experience prove to
-it, that when it is good it has all from which it knows how to derive
-pleasure; and that when it is not good, the reverse is the case; must
-it not soon learn to connect, so thoroughly, goodness with happiness,
-that, through after-life, the ideas can never present themselves apart.
-"As mind is developed," he would say, "let the sources of the child's
-happiness be ennobled: teach it to prize, as its best reward, the
-love and approval of its parent; to dread, as its greatest punishment,
-the withholding such. And, to acquire this power, let your tenderest
-indulgence, the perpetual sunshine of your countenance, be the very
-atmosphere in which your child is reared; and soon, the sight of
-features on which no smile appears, will be chastisement sufficient,
-and you be spared the brutalizing and alienating your offspring, by
-beating it into forced obedience, and spontaneous hatred."
-
-That such a man as we have described, was ever found, in the fulfilment
-of his active duties as a pastor, the conscientious and benevolent
-Christian, we need scarcely add.
-
-The income arising from Mr. Jackson's living was considerable; and,
-as he had also private property, he was quite independent; it was,
-therefore, entirely as a favour; that Mrs. Montgomery meditated
-requesting him to take charge of Edmund's education. He, on his part,
-came into all her plans and wishes, with as much readiness and warmth,
-as his enthusiastic praises of our hero had led her to hope.
-
-The parsonage, to which Mr. Jackson had built very elegant additions,
-stands within a short walk of Lodore House. Its own situation is
-beautiful. Indeed, it is scarcely possible to choose a spot in this
-immediate neighbourhood which is not so. Every distance is terminated
-by magnificent mountains. More or less ample views of the lake,
-are almost everywhere to be descried through trees that grow with
-luxuriance to the water's-edge; the long vista of each opening,
-carpeted with a velvet sod of the tenderest green; while, where the
-wooding climbs the feet of the hills, bare rocks, like the sides and
-turrets of ruined castles, protrude in many parts, giving much beauty
-and variety to the scenery. One of the highest of these lifts itself
-conspicuously above the grove which embowers Mr. Jackson's dwelling,
-and stands just in view of his study-windows. It is crowned by a rent
-and blasted oak, the outer branches of which still bud forth every
-spring, displaying a partial verdure, while the naked roots are bound
-around the rock's hard brow, with a grasp which has maintained its hold
-from age to age, against the winds and rains of countless winters.
-Beyond the woods, stupendous Skiddaw rears its lofty head, enveloped
-in perpetual clouds, in much the same manner, that it backs the view
-of Lodore House; for in this wild region, that mountain holds so
-conspicuous a place in every scene, that it may almost be said to be
-omnipresent.
-
-A window to the south presents some slight traces of human existence,
-not discernible from any of the others: a curious bridge, roughly
-constructed, its date unknown, and crossing a spot where there is
-now no water; and a single chimney, with its blue smoke, peeping from
-the cleft of a rock, within which is concealed the little habitation
-to which it belongs. The study itself, from which these prospects are
-enjoyed, contains an excellent library: it opens with French windows
-on the lawn, and communicates with the drawing-room by means of a
-green-house in the corridor form, in imitation of that at Lodore, from
-which it had been stored with choice plants. Beyond the drawing-room,
-in the old part of the building, is situated a comfortable dining-room.
-To this literary Eden, our hero each day repaired, reaping from his
-visits all the advantages which might be expected. Thus did matters
-proceed for about four years, except that we omitted to mention that
-he spent all periods of Mrs. Montgomery's absence from Lodore House
-entirely at Mr. Jackson's dwelling, by that gentleman's particular
-request. Edmund had become the consolation of his worthy preceptor's
-lonely hours, the centre of his affections. Those had, indeed, no other
-object. Within the first three years of Mr. Jackson's marriage, he had
-lost a wife to whom he had been attached from early youth; and, more
-recently, the measles had robbed him of both the boys she had left him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
- "Did jealous hate inspire thee?"
-
-
-Meanwhile the unamiable Henry, every time he returned from his school
-for the vacations, was filled with fresh envy and hatred on beholding
-Edmund more and more established in the rank of a child of the family,
-and more and more beloved by every one; while he, Henry, felt as if at
-enmity with the whole world, merely because his own unworthy nature
-could not divest itself of an instinctive consciousness, that he did
-not deserve to be loved. He, however, explained the business very
-differently: he persuaded himself that the beggar-brat (as he called
-Edmund in his own thoughts, for Mrs. Montgomery would not suffer him to
-do so to be heard) had got into his place, and deprived him of every
-body's regard.
-
-As soon as Mrs. Montgomery had been aware of her nephew's lodging, she
-had had him removed to one more eligible; but his low habits were too
-strongly confirmed to be much amended by this salutary change. He still
-spent his leisure hours at the butcher's house, and carried thither the
-fruits of all his depredations, namely, the spoils of robbed orchards,
-and scaled poultry-yards. There the wife and daughter would first cook
-for him, and then, joining in the carousal, help to demolish. His
-rompings too, with Miss Betsy Park, for so was the butcher's daughter
-named, grew daily more frequent.
-
-The sagacious mother did not choose to interfere, observing, that
-though Betsy had become very saucy to Mr. Henry, and sometimes even
-gave him a smart slap in the face, he, instead of threatening to beat,
-and not unfrequently to kick her, as he used to do, was now often heard
-to menace her with a good kissing if she did not behave herself. The
-damsel, however, by no means alarmed, would most generally repeat her
-offence, and, snapping her fingers, tell him she defied him; upon which
-he would pursue her round the house, back yard, or garden, to put his
-threat into execution. On such occasions, however, he could not so
-entirely get rid of his old habits, as to let Miss Betsy off, without
-following up his new species of vengeance, by some of those cruel
-pinches which, in childhood, had so often diversified the snowy surface
-of the young lady's skin, with the various tints of black, blue, and
-green.
-
-Yet Miss Betsy was, by this time, become a very fine girl: she was
-fair, had a glowing colour, a quantity of light auburn hair, laughing
-blue eyes, a saucy nose, full pouting lips, good white teeth, and was
-tall and well made, though, if any thing, a little too fat; but, in
-consequence of her youth, this, at present, rather gave luxuriance to
-her beauty, than coarseness to her appearance.
-
-It may be asked, why any thing in the shape of a mother sanctioned
-such scenes as we have alluded to. But too many S-- B-- mothers, in
-Mrs. Park's way, speculated on marrying their daughters to scholar
-lads, as the boys and young men are indiscriminately termed; and the
-questionable means employed by Mrs. Park were not only, in her opinion,
-the best to obtain her end, but those sanctioned by the customs of the
-village, time immemorial.
-
-By such mothers, while their daughters were permitted--we had almost
-said counselled--to cast off all delicacy, a sort of worldly prudence
-was taught, by which the necessity of not forfeiting their chance of
-marrying a gentleman was duly impressed on young creatures, whose
-habitual manners, from childhood, had early deprived them of the
-natural guard of modesty. Thus, a girl who was forsaken (before
-marriage we mean) by a scholar-lad, incurred direful suspicions in the
-village; while one who had so successfully balanced her blandishments,
-as to decoy one into marriage, was ever after held up as a pattern
-of virtue! This was the more easily managed, when we consider the
-respective ages of the parties.
-
-When once these lads left the school, their brides saw no more of them.
-The ladies, however, as soon as the schoolmaster's authority was at an
-end, proclaimed their marriage in the village, called themselves by the
-gentleman's name, had some allowance, particularly if there was a child
-in the case, and considered themselves a step higher in the ranks of
-society.
-
-Henry was not yet seventeen, but he would be older before he finally
-quitted the school; and most of the S-- B-- weddings took place between
-mere boys and girls a few years their seniors.
-
-A custom too prevailed in this village, and its vicinity, very
-favourable to suitors--we mean among the elevated rank of which we
-are now speaking. All received sweethearts, as they are called, were
-permitted to sit the whole of the night by the embers of the kitchen
-fire, without witness or candle, beside the damsel to whom they wished
-to plead their cause. This indulgence was granted, whether scholar
-lad or labourer, on the plea of the swain, in either case, having no
-leisure for love-making by day. It was a custom, however, which David
-Park never permitted in his house, though he had himself been so
-favoured when courting Betsy's mother.
-
-It is reported in the village, that great confusion exists in the
-parish register, respecting the christenings and weddings of many
-families, including the butchers. We think, however, that it must be by
-a mistake of the old clerk, when a christening appears actually upon
-record before the wedding, the circumstance being quite out of the
-course of nature.
-
-Betsy's father, to do him justice, though he joined in wishing to
-see his daughter married to a gentleman, and though he was sturdily
-determined, if such a thing should ever happen, to have her publicly
-acknowledged; yet would he have disapproved of all the methods pursued
-by his wife for forwarding such views, had he been aware of them; nor
-did he permit the slightest familiarity in his presence, from the time
-that Betsy began to assume at all the appearance of a woman. Indeed he
-often took her seriously to task; and one memorable day, in particular,
-as he sat before his house fire, he drew his pipe, which he had been
-smoking for some time in moody silence, from his mouth, and addressed
-his daughter thus:--
-
-"If thoo has a mind tle be a gintleman's woife, or an honest man's
-outher, kep thee sell' to thee sell', and behave theesell' decently."
-Turning half round, with both hands resting on his knees, he seemed
-to measure her height and form with his eyes, and then said, "Thoo's
-gitting up, Bess! dinna let the lads owr nigh thee!" She blushed and
-smiled. "Coome," he continued, "thoo may kiss thee fayther tho'!"
-
-After a rough caress, he recommenced, still looking at her, "Thoo's a
-fine lass thoo! It wad be a pity ti--a, that thoo shouldst coome tle
-ney bitter end, than tle mac devartion for scholar lads!--And sham to
-thee fayther!" he subjoined, after a pause, and in an altered tone.
-
-After another pause he proceeded thus:--"Bonny devartion truly! bonny
-devartion! Nay, nay, Betsy, thoo's worthy to be sum'ot bether nor that,
-my barne! If thoo sould niver be a gintleman's woife, thoo may be a
-farmer's woife, and ha' plenty and decency roond thee aw thee days,
-and bonny bairns, like what thoo was thee sell, aboot thee. And when
-I's tired wee killing swine," he added, pleased with the picture he had
-drawn, "I can coome to thee chimney corner, and tack the wee things
-on my knee, and gee thee good-man sum'ot be the week for my leeving.
-I think I sould like that bether, after aw Betsy, nor yon gentleman
-hunting!"
-
-"A weel, fayther," said Betsy, affected, "and I'll dee whativer thoo
-wilt. Bit Mr. Henry's a nice enough lad, tee--a! and civiler grown nor
-he used to be."
-
-"Weel, weel, lass! Bit tack care o' thee sell: the civiler the war, may
-be."
-
-That evening Henry brought one of his suppers to be cooked; and, among
-other good things, a jar of smuggled spirits, a delicacy which he
-had latterly contrived, by some secret means, to add to his feasts.
-On this occasion he seemed already to have taken himself a foretaste
-of the potent beverage. He found Betsy unusually distant. He kept
-following her about and deranging all her culinary proceedings, in the
-hope of provoking a game of romps. At last he got her up into a corner
-and kept teasing her, and coming up so close that it was impossible
-to get by without a struggle, which was just what he wanted. At this
-moment her father came in.
-
-"Kep off the lass!" he cried; "kep off the lass!" And, pushing Henry
-roughly aside, he stood between him and his daughter. "I tell you what,
-Mr. Henry St. Aubin," he said, "I been't a gintleman, to be sure; bit
-she is my flesh and blood for au' that, and the best gintleman in the
-land shan't coome nigh hand her, withoot he gangs to church wee her
-first! She's a fine lass, and a bonny lass, and a good lass; and
-worthy till be an honest man's wife, and the mother o' bonny bairns;
-and she sha'n't be sport for scholar lads, as long as her fayther has
-twa hands tle knock him doon that mislests her!"
-
-Henry laughed coarsely, and muttered some reply which did not seem to
-coincide exactly with David's notions of delicacy; for he continued
-thus:
-
-"Hoo durst yee tle spack in that undecent fashion afoor the lass? And
-what for do you look at her e that gate?"
-
-Henry, whose usually slender stock of good manners had not received
-much addition from his late intercourse with the spirit jar, was
-getting provoked. He could think, at the moment, of no readier mode of
-venting his anger than that which the immediate power of insulting
-offered. He seized Betsy, therefore, in pretended jest, and began to
-pull her about rudely, in open defiance of David and decency. The
-father's ire, at this, so got the better of him, that he forgot all his
-speculations.
-
-"Git oot o' my hoose!" he cried; and seizing Henry by the shoulders, he
-thrust him into the street, flinging the preparations for the supper at
-his heels, and exclaiming, "I'll gar ye! ye greet gapping fiery-faced
-deevil! I'll gar ye!"
-
-Henry's countenance, at the time, flushed with intoxication, rage, and
-insolence, at once suggested and justified the epithet of 'fiery-faced
-deevil,' bestowed by honest David.
-
-The next time Henry found Betsy alone (though, fortunately for her, her
-father came in almost immediately) there was so much of ferocity in his
-manner; and the determined advances of the urchin, in despite of grave
-looks, partook so much more of revenge than of love, that Betsy was
-instinctively disgusted, and determined, though with tears, to think no
-more of him, and please fayther by marrying John Dixon.
-
-Dixon was a young farmer in the neighbourhood, who could not help
-showing a partiality for Betsy, though he did not much like her
-intimacy with the scholar lads, nor the thoughts of her having romped
-so often with Mr. Henry. He got over all this, however, being a
-gentle-tempered, kind-hearted, rather simple young man; and, since he
-first fancied Betsy, disposed to melancholy.
-
-The day was accordingly fixed for their wedding, when Henry, who had
-been forbid the house, contrived, by the mother's means, to get an
-interview with the bride elect. He affected repentance for his late
-rudeness, pleaded excessive love by way of an excuse, and, rather
-than be ousted by the farmer, proposed marriage. Betsy shed tears of
-reconciliation, and poor John Dixon was dismissed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
- "No green star trembles
- On its top, no moonbeam on its side."
-
- "The blast of the desert comes,
- It howls in thy empty courts."
-
-
-There happened to be a young man at this time expected in the village,
-who had received his early education at S-- B-- school, and who had
-been, for many years, the mate in mischief of Henry St. Aubin.
-
-The young man, of whom we are speaking, was the only child of a lone
-woman who kept the bakehouse of the village. His father, whom he had
-never seen, had been, in the youthful days of his mother, a scholar
-lad. The mother was determined that her son should be, as his father
-had been, a gentleman! She devoted, therefore, the fruits of a life's
-industry to educate him for the church. After such an exertion,
-however, she had no pocket-money left to give her darling, who,
-consequently, often wanted cash. He was selfish, and had no principles.
-His habits were low, yet, in their own petty way, expensive. His
-present return to the village was after a considerable absence. Henry
-hastened to the bakehouse at the moment of his arrival, and, taking him
-aside, asked him if he was yet ordained, "because," continued Henry,
-without waiting for a reply, "if you are not, tell David you are, and
-pretend to marry me to Betsy. We'll have rare fun and carousing at the
-wedding: and the next time my aunt fills my purse, I'll go halves with
-you."
-
-Now, the young man was in orders already; but so good an offer as
-a carouse and even half a purse, was not to be cast away without
-consideration. Besides which, it might be 'very convenient' to have
-St. Aubin in his power; for though it was perfectly well known that
-Henry did not inherit any thing from his father, his future prospects
-from his aunt were equally well known not to be despicable; and, at
-any rate, she behaved so handsomely to him at present, that as a
-scholar-lad his purse was always tolerably well lined; it was not
-likely, therefore, that she would ever let him be without money, when
-he went into the world as a man. The conscientious young divine,
-accordingly, without more time for his calculations than whilst Henry
-spoke, told his friend that he was not yet ordained, and, at the same
-time, undertook that his mother should tell David (as well she might)
-that her son was in orders. "Indeed, for that matter," he added, "it
-will be the safest way to make her think so herself."
-
-After this, it was easily arranged, with all parties, that Greyson
-(such was our hopeful churchman's name) should perform the ceremony. It
-was to take place among the roofless ruins of S-- B-- Abbey, poor David
-having a prejudice in favour of his child being married in church, and
-the repaired part of the building, which is the present church, being
-of course locked. The little party, in contempt of canonical hours,
-left David's house after midnight. They passed down the street, and all
-was silent. As they approached the little bridge, situated half-way
-between the village and the abbey, Betsy saw a man leaning over the
-battlements, seemingly looking on the water as it glided from beneath
-the one low arch. She was sure, doubtful as was the light, for the moon
-was much obscured, that the figure was that of the young farmer. When
-they came to the gate which divides the road and school-house from the
-wide-spread ruins, they found it fastened, and were obliged to get over
-the stile. When elevated on the upper step of this, Betsy gave one look
-towards the bridge. The figure had left its position there. She passed
-her eye along the road, and could still discern it following at some
-distance.
-
-"Make haste!" whispered Henry, hurrying her down the steps rather
-roughly. "You're not going to change your mind again, are you?" he
-added, sneeringly.
-
-Betsy's heart misgave her, and she answered, with a heavy sigh, "If I
-have changed it ance, Henry, it's no you 'at sould reproach me!"
-
-"Hoot! if it is such a sighing matter," he replied, "don't break your
-heart to oblige me."
-
-"Tack care yee dinna brack it, Henry, nor my honest fayther's nowther,"
-was Betsy's answer. Then, mentally she added, "There's ane 'at must be
-bracken, and that's enew."
-
-At this moment a shadow passed along a moonlit wall beside them, and
-sunk in a dark archway before them. They soon entered the same archway;
-proceeded along the flags in front of the great western entrance;
-mounted some steps; walked on the northern high gravelled terrace,
-some way; then, leaving it, climbed over graves, and stumbled over
-tombstones, till, descending a rugged path, among nettles and long
-grass, they entered a part of the ruin which was without any roof. The
-walls, however, still rose to their full original height, till the
-starry sky seemed a canopy that closed them in; while, through a row
-of long, narrow, well-preserved arches, the moonlight streamed with an
-adventitious brightness, borrowed from contrast with the dark shadows
-in every other part. The entrance of our party, however, seemed the
-signal for all that had been bright to disappear. The moon, which had
-struggled for some time with the vapours of a hazy night, almost at the
-instant dropped behind a range of thick clouds near the horizon. She
-set a few moments after, and the haze thickening to a mizzling rain,
-the very stars became extinguished. It was slowly, therefore, and with
-difficulty, that the feet of our wanderers now advanced to the further
-or eastern end, where the altar is said to have once stood.
-
-Our reverend divine here took a small dark lantern from his breast,
-unfastened its door, and opened before it a pocket prayer-book. By
-this time the darkness of all around was total, and added much to the
-strange effect of the partial gleam that lit up the book, the one
-hand that held it, and a part only of the one arm, the back of the
-lantern itself throwing a powerful shadow on the rest of the figure;
-so that the waving hand seemed a floating vision unconnected with any
-form, and the voice that arose out of the darkness behind it, almost
-supernatural! At the moment of its first sound, which, after the
-silence that had preceded it, seemed to startle every thing, an owl
-on the top of the ruins screamed. Betsy shuddered: the owl fluttered
-downwards, fell, as it happened, actually on the lantern, and, striking
-it out of the hand that held it, extinguished its light; then, having
-panted a moment at the feet of the astounded group, rose, and screaming
-again, brushed by their faces. A minute after, its cry was heard
-repeated, but fainter from the distance, for it now came from the
-highest point of the steeple.
-
-"It's no to be, fayther!" said Betsy, in a low voice, "it's no to be!"
-
-"Hoot!" said Henry, gruffly.
-
-Betsy felt her hand, on the other side, taken in one that seemed to
-tremble. She thought, at first, it was her father's; but just then she
-heard his voice on the far side of Henry, saying to the clergyman,
-"What's to be done noo?"
-
-"He kens it off book," said Henry.
-
-Greyson, who had engaged to swear whatever Henry said, alleged that,
-while he held the book in his hand, and repeated the words, it was the
-same thing as if he read them. Accordingly, with particular solemnity
-of tone, as if to compensate for the want of other requisites, he
-recommenced the ceremony.
-
-Betsy felt the hand suddenly dropped, which had been all this time held
-against the throbbing heart of some one, whose laboured breathing she
-had distinguished close to her; not by sounds, those were apparently
-suppressed, but she had felt each warm sigh steal over that side of her
-neck and cheek. A moment after her hand had been dropped, she heard
-a slight movement among some loose stones at a little distance. The
-darkness was such, that she could not see any of the figures present.
-
-David gave away his daughter: the ceremony was concluded, and they all
-began to make the best of their rugged way homeward. With much ado they
-got from among tombstones, and fragments of ruins. They passed the
-stile at the gate, even the bridge, and Betsy could see no traces of
-any one; but it was still very dark. At length they arrived at David
-Park's door; it was opened, and a strong stream of light, pouring from
-it, crossed the street. David, the clergyman, and a friend of David's,
-who had been taken as a witness, went in.
-
-The bride and bridegroom, happening to be a little behind the rest,
-were following, when, just as Betsy put her foot on the threshold, she
-heard in the direction of the bridge a plunge, which, though distant,
-was distinct, from the perfect stillness of the night. She staggered
-back a few paces, drawing Henry with her.
-
-"Oh, run! run!" she cried, pointing to the bridge, which was in a
-straight line from where they stood, so that any one who had been upon
-it might have seen the light of David's open door, and the figures
-entering.
-
-"Run where?" asked Henry.
-
-"Yonder! yonder! Didna ye hear yon? I's amaist sure its John, gane o'ur
-the brig for love o' me!"
-
-"And if it be," replied Henry, "he may go. He shall have no help of
-mine!"
-
-At this tender and considerate speech from the bridegroom, his young
-bride fainted away. She was carried into the house, without any one but
-Henry knowing the cause of her illness.
-
-"My peur bairn's doon-hearted wid yon darkling wedding, and that ne'er
-do weel o'a Jenny Owlet," said David.
-
-When Betsy recovered, which was not for a considerable time, she told
-her father her fears, and entreated him to go to the bridge.
-
-"It was aw nonsense," he said, "and no but fancy! The lad had na mickle
-to say for his sel, to be sure, bit he was no sic a feul as aw that;
-and if there had been ony body faud i' the water, of a mischance, it
-wad be owr late tle help them noo."
-
-However, to satisfy his daughter, he walked down the road; but
-returned, saying, he could see nout. "It was no but yon Jenny Owlet
-again, or may be a wild duck; there plenty o' them i' the Senbee vale.
-And, what's mare," he added, "I wadend care an' we had twa on them noo,
-twirling afoor this rouser."
-
-So saying, he placed himself in his own large chair before the said
-rouser, which he roused still more, with a gigantic poker, as was his
-invariable custom; while his wife laid on the board smoking dishes, one
-of which was graced, if not by two wild ducks, by two good tame geese.
-Henry, mean time, was preparing, scientifically, a large bowl of punch;
-to which was added, on the present occasion, several bottles of choice
-wine, purloined from the cellars of Lodore House.
-
-In the morning, the miller who lives near to where the river ----,
-after wandering through the vale of S-- B--, and passing under the
-bridge of which we have spoken, empties itself into the sea, found,
-stopped in its course, as it floated towards the ocean, by his
-mill-dam, the body of poor John Dixon. And Betsy was long before she
-could get it out of her mind, how his heart had beat against her hand
-so short a time before it lay still, and cold, in the mill-stream.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
- "My soul is tormented
- With fear! Ah, they are dead!"
-
-
-Lady L. had not increased her family since the birth of the twins, and
-they were, by this time, between four and five years old. Her ladyship
-now, however, expected to do so, and the event was to take place at
-Lodore.
-
-Dr. Dixon, too, such was the almost superstitious confidence placed in
-him by Mrs. Montgomery, was to be again employed, which was matter of
-no small pride, as well as delight of heart, to the good old man.
-
-He did not fail, as may be believed, to mention in every house in
-Keswick, and that before he felt a pulse, or even contemplated the hue
-of a tongue, that an humble individual like himself, had been selected
-to usher into this eventful life the future Earl of L. "For it would be
-a boy, no doubt," ran on the Doctor, "as there are already two girls;
-lovely little creatures!--the Ladies Julia and Frances L. Both the
-future brides of noble earls, doubtless. But, respecting the seniority
-of the Lady Julia L.," continued the Doctor, proud of having it in his
-power to give little people so much information about great people,
-"the circumstances are very remarkable--very remarkable, indeed! And
-if her little ladyship makes as good use of her time through life,
-as she did for the first three quarters of an hour, she will be
-fortunate--very fortunate--no doubt of it! Three quarters of an hour
-only, the elder of her fair sister; yet, by that short space, is her
-ladyship entitled to the sum of three thousand pounds per annum; to
-which fine property, situated in the shire of ----, her ladyship is, by
-the will of the late Major Morven, of age on the day that she completes
-her eighteenth year. The property has on it, the Earl tells me, a fine
-old family-seat, called the Craigs, with wood, they say, worth forty
-thousand pounds! The mansion, too, I understand, contains a gallery of
-invaluable pictures, a fine library, with service of plate, &c."
-
-The old gentleman made a very curious will, leaving the young lady
-entirely her own mistress, independent of father, mother, or guardian.
-"For," said the good major, "I had not been an old bachelor, had they
-let me follow my own way in my youth." "I was one of the witnesses
-myself," continued the doctor, "and heard him say these words. The
-major was gallant, you see, as all soldiers should be, and was
-determined that his will, should not thwart the will of a lady! The
-will! the will! Well, come, that's very fair, a'n't it?"
-
-About this time, Mrs. Montgomery received a letter from the master
-of the S-- B-- school, stating, that he had been obliged, however
-reluctantly, to expel Mr. St. Aubin from his establishment, for the
-following offences, namely,--many scandalous irregularities, respecting
-the young women of the village; holding intercourse with the crew of a
-smuggling vessel, laying off S-- B-- head; absenting himself for days
-and nights, it is supposed on board the said vessel; and re-appearing
-in a shameful state of intoxication.
-
-Soon after this epistle had been read, and before its contents had
-been half talked over, Henry himself arrived. Some charges he denied,
-others scoffed at; but did not succeed in satisfying Mrs. Montgomery.
-
-He was sitting with her and Lady L. in the breakfast-room, which opens
-on the lawn. Speaking in answer to the account of his being supposed
-to have formed an unjustifiable intimacy, at least, if not a marriage,
-with Betsy Park, he said: "You must know, ma'am, the people of that
-village are always getting some one to swear that their daughters
-are married to every gentleman's son in the school, just to extort
-money. They consider it quite a trade, I assure you," he added; seeing
-that what he had said had made some impression. At this moment, a
-tradesman-like looking man appeared on the lawn.
-
-On perceiving Henry, instead of directing his steps to the regular
-entrance, he came up to the French window, or glass-door, which was
-standing open. Stopping a moment, he said, respectfully, to Mrs.
-Montgomery: "May I comeb ene, madam?" His dress and manner were so
-decent, and he seemed so much heated and fatigued, that, without
-hesitation, she said: "Certainly, sir." He put the lifted foot, which
-had waited in that position for her reply, over the threshold, and,
-turning to Henry, said, in a determined manner: "Where is my Bess, sir?
-Where is my bairn?"
-
-"You needn't ask me," replied Henry, turning pale, and speaking as
-though a lock-jaw were coming on; "the last I saw of her was in your
-own house."
-
-"Oh, doon't say so, Mr. Henry!" exclaimed the poor man, clasping his
-hands entreatingly.
-
-"It's very true though," said Henry, gaining courage.
-
-"It's not true!" returned David, with sudden fierceness, "or, if it
-is," he added, changing again to accents of despair; "there's nay body
-in this warld that kens whare she is!" He paused; then, with forced
-composure subjoined, "She gade oot o' the hoose, the morn after yee
-gade away, and she's niver cam back syne."
-
-"She is gone off with some sweetheart, I suppose," replied Henry,
-affecting carelessness.
-
-"For sham o' yeersel!" cried David, "for sham o' yeersel; and she at
-the doon-lying wid yeer bairn! Wha was she gang wid bit wid you? Ye ken
-weel enew, she was nane o' that sort, or ye wad niver have been forced
-til mack her yeer wife."
-
-"She's no wife of mine, man," interrupted Henry, "and don't dare to say
-so!"
-
-"I will dare," returned David, "til spack the truth." Henry switched
-his boots with his whip, and whistled a tune. David continued--"She
-is your wife, Mr. St. Aubin; and your lawfu' wife, afoor heaven, and
-lawfu' witnesses beside."
-
-"Neither you, nor your false witnesses, can say that you saw us
-married," said Henry, with a sort of laugh.
-
-"If we didna, we heard yee," replied poor David.
-
-"Then it would seem, by your own confession, that you have nothing but
-hear-say to found your story upon," wittily retorted master Henry.
-"You had better send the fellow away, ma'am," he added; turning, as he
-hurried out of the room, to Mrs. Montgomery; who, together with Lady
-L., had hitherto listened in mute astonishment.
-
-"Look yee theere!" cried David: "oh, madam, if my heart was na breaking
-within my body, I wad knock that young man doon at my feet."
-
-Mrs. Montgomery was about to speak, probably to reprove such violence.
-
-"Hear me, madam!" he continued with solemn earnestness; "Yee're a
-Christian woman, and a mother, I dar say. She was doon-lying, (as
-yon lady may be,) the neighbours aw kent she was wid bairn, and kent
-she was wedded and need na' sham; then, whare wad she gang from her
-fayther, and her fayther's hoose, in sic a straight, if she didna gang
-we him, whose wedded wife she was? Sweetheart, indeed! An the lass had
-been withoot sham hersel, whare's the sweetheart at wad tack her awa,
-an she gone wid another man's bairn?--Not his wife!--not his wife! An'
-he thinks then, does he, to tack a vantage of yon darkling wedding?
-But I'll tell you aw aboot it, madam," he continued, gasping for
-breath. Then, with the utmost simplicity, he recounted every minute
-particular of Betsy's wedding; the roofless ruin, the midnight hour,
-the fall of the owl, the consequent darkness, &c. &c.; and finding that
-his relation was listened to with interest, and evident compassion,
-he advanced a step nearer, grasped Mrs. Montgomery's arm, with a hand
-that almost scorched her skin, and, lowering his voice, continued: "Oh,
-madam! bit what's to come, is war than all; I went to Whiten like one
-distract, when Bess was missing; and theere, the ostler folk at ane
-o' the Inn-yards, talt me sic a tale aboot a lady and a gentleman, at
-had been seen late at evening, walking ootby o' the sands, a lang way
-aff. And hoo the gentleman, at darkling, cam back by his sel'; and cam
-'intle the inn-yard, looking affeared like, and caw'd for a carriage;
-and hoo he walked up and doon, up and doon, on a bit o' flag, nay
-longer nor yon table, aw the time the cattle war putting too; (the folk
-showed me the bit o' flag;) and hoo, when ane on them asked him to
-remember t'ostler, hoo he looked at him, and never spack; and when he
-asked him again to remember t'ostler, hoo he started like a body at was
-wakened, and talt him te gang te hell; and gave him nout, and bad the
-driver drive on. I trembled fray head to foot," continued David, "and I
-asked them--but, oh, I feard te hear what they should say in reply--I
-asked them, if the lass was na wid bairn; and--and--they answered----"
-Here the poor man became dreadfully agitated; threw up his arms and
-eyes a moment, then flung himself forward with violence on a table
-that stood before him, laid his face down on it, and sobbed audibly,
-uttering, in broken accents, the concluding words:--"They answered,
-she was wid bairn--it was why they notished her."
-
-"But what would you infer?" asked Mrs. Montgomery.
-
-"Wha wad it be but Bess!" he replied, still sobbing. "And she did-na
-cam back," he recommenced, raising his streaming eyes and clasped hands
-to heaven, as he joined complaint to complaint thus:--"And she'll niver
-cam back! and she was aw I had! and I'll niver see her bonny face more!
-nor her bairn, that I could ha' loved for being Betsy's bairn, if the
-deevil had been the fayther on't! He has murdered her i' the sands!"
-he added, sternly and suddenly, and he faced round as he spoke, "to be
-clean rid bathe o' her and the bairn!"
-
-"Silence! silence, man!" exclaimed Mrs. Montgomery, in a voice of
-authority. Then, too much shocked and affected to experience, in full,
-the indignation she must otherwise have felt on hearing Henry thus
-accused, she added, "For heaven's sake compose yourself! The horrible
-suspicion which agitates you in this dreadful manner, it is quite
-impossible should have any foundation! My nephew, however imprudent he
-may have been, is much too young a creature to have even thought of an
-enormity such as this!"
-
-"Then where is Betsy?" said the poor man, looking up in her face.
-
-"I shall insist on Henry's declaring all he knows about her," replied
-Mrs. Montgomery. "Depend upon it, she is perfectly safe in some lodging
-in Whitehaven, or some cottage in this neighbourhood, perhaps."
-
-The poor father smiled. It was a ghastly and a momentary smile. "Heaven
-grant it!" he ejaculated.
-
-"Henry has behaved most imprudently," continued Mrs. Montgomery,
-"in marrying, as you assure me he has done: and very wickedly, in
-endeavouring to deny it, when done; and I shall see that he does your
-daughter, if she be a modest girl, every justice, however ruinous to
-his prospects, ill-fated being! But you ought, indeed, my good man,
-you ought to take care, how you accuse any one, lightly, of such a
-crime as you have ventured to name! Were it not that I see your own
-internal sufferings are so dreadful, that you scarcely know what you
-say, and that it all proceeds from parental affection, in which I can
-sympathise, I should, indeed, be very much, and very justly offended!"
-
-But there was no severity in Mrs. Montgomery's tone: she looked, while
-she spoke, at her own daughter, and her mind glanced at what was, and
-what was not, parallel in situation, and she could have pardoned
-almost any extravagance in poor David.
-
-"Weel, weel," he replied, and forgetting ceremony, he sat down on a
-chair, and leaned back quite exhausted.
-
-Lady L., who had felt for his extreme agitation, and had ordered wine
-to be brought in, now charitably offered him some, helping him herself.
-At this mark of condescension he attempted to stand up; but she saw
-he was unable, and would not let him. He took the glass from her; in
-doing so, a finger came in contact with the hand of Lady L.; its touch
-was like that of an icicle! He brought the wine near his lips; then,
-pausing, laid it on the table untasted, and said, "Bit wha could yon
-ha' been, 'at went oot wid a young gintleman, and niver cam' back, and
-was big wid bairn!"
-
-"Possibly," replied Mrs. Montgomery, "some lady, whose friends live in
-that direction, and who had no intention of returning."
-
-David took up the glass again; but it dropped from his hand, and he
-fell to the floor with a fatally heavy sound.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery rang, called, begged Lady L. to sit down quietly in the
-next room, and not suffer herself to be agitated; then rang, and called
-again. Servants appeared, the doctor was sent for, bleeding, and every
-other method of restoring animation, resorted to, but in vain--poor
-David was no more! It was the doctor's opinion, that his long and
-hurried journeys on foot, the frightful agitation of his mind, and the
-heat of the weather, had all together occasioned apoplexy.
-
-Henry, when, a few days after this melancholy catastrophe, the subject
-was renewed, persisted in his assertions, that he had never thought of
-marrying the girl; that she was a perfectly good-for-nothing creature,
-and, most probably, gone off with some fellow, whoever, perhaps, she
-had been most intimate with; though it was not a week since the father
-had had the insolence to threaten him, because he had spoken to the
-girl two or three times, with legal proceedings, forsooth.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery was staggered, and puzzled, and knew not what to think.
-She wrote, however, to the master of S-- B-- school, but received, in
-reply, no more satisfactory information than the certainty that Betsy
-Park was missing. As to her character, she had always been considered
-dressy, and fond of the company of scholar lads.
-
-If there was any truth in David's having thought of taking legal
-proceedings, his sudden death seemed to have silenced his intended
-witnesses, for no person came forward. All, therefore, on which Mrs.
-Montgomery could decide was, that Henry's profession should not be the
-church, as had been intended; and that she would settle some little
-pension on David Park's widow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XV.
-
- "Fruits, abundant as the southern vintage,
- O'erspread the board, and please the wand'ring eye,
- As each, from its moist and globular side,
- Reflects a ray, varied by its native hue;
- And all, through shelt'ring foliage shine, so placed,
- To give them tempting freshness: while Flora,
- Dispensing fragrance in the gayest forms,
- And brightest tints, that once fair Paradise
- Adorned, flings all the loveliness of spring
- O'er autumn's ripen'd richness."
-
-
-A social party of relatives, friends, and neighbours, were seated
-round the dinner-table at Lodore House. They have, it would seem, just
-dispatched the first two courses, and all important business thus
-concluded, they appear to be, at the present moment, trifling most
-agreeably with a summer dessert, consisting of clustering grapes,
-golden pines, velvet-cheeked peaches, &c. &c. These, crowning costly
-dishes, and decked with fresh leaves and gay flowers, resembled,
-as the shining surface of the board reflected each inverted heap,
-so many isles of plenty, scattered on a glassy sea. While, to keep
-up our simile, we may add, that cruising fleets of wine decanters
-sailed smoothly round and round, dispensing, wherever they passed,
-the sparkling juice of the foreign grape, with wit and gaiety as
-sparkling. The busy hum of voices still went on, some in the low murmur
-of flirtation, some in the loud debate of politics; while others, in
-medium tones, discussed the merits of the last new novel, opera, or
-play.
-
-Mr. Jackson, who sat next to Mrs. Montgomery, addressing Henry,
-said--"Pray, Mr. St. Aubin, if the question is not an impertinent one,
-who might the man be, whom I saw part from you last evening, at the end
-of the wood leading into the shrubbery walks between this and my little
-place? I was much struck with his figure, and the insolence, I had
-almost said, of his step and carriage."
-
-Henry, at first, affected not to hear; but, on the question being
-repeated, answered, with over-acted indifference--"The fellow has been,
-I believe, a sailor. Begging, I fancy, is his present calling."
-
-"He doubted then," rejoined Mr. Jackson, "either my ability, or my will
-to be charitable; for he did not beg of me. Indeed, he seemed disposed
-to get out of my way as fast as he could."
-
-"Possibly," said Henry, "he feared that, as a magistrate, you might
-put into force the laws against vagrants."
-
-"There was something very remarkable in the countenance of the man,"
-persisted Mr. Jackson: "handsome, certainly; but the expression
-sinister in the extreme!"
-
-"Expression," repeated Henry with a sneer, "the man is deranged! You
-must have heard of a mad beggar about Whitehaven, who calls himself Sir
-Sydney Smyth: this is the fellow. I have been foolish enough to give
-him money, more than once, I believe; and, consequently, he now does me
-the favour to consider me in the light of an old acquaintance."
-
-"I thought," said Mr. Jackson, "the man spoke in a strangely loud and
-dictatorial tone.--And so, he is a mad beggar! Well, I have dignified
-him amazingly: for he presented to my fancy, why, I scarcely know, the
-poetical idea of Milton's devil, walking in paradise. The spot where I
-first observed him certainly is equal to any garden of Eden I have ever
-been able to imagine!"
-
-"The parson is always in the heroics!" whispered Lady Theodosia to her
-next neighbour, Colonel B--: "the last time I was down here, he could
-talk of nothing but angels, I remember."
-
-At this moment, the beautiful little twins, now between four and five
-years old, were ushered in. After speaking to mamma, papa, grandmamma,
-&c. they took up their usual station, one at each side of Edmund, who
-helped them to fruit, ice, &c. Indeed he had so many requisitions of
-attention from both young ladies, and generally at one and the same
-moment, that he proved himself to have no mean talent for gallantry, in
-being able to turn with sufficient quickness from one to the other.
-
-"Why, my little pupil will learn to be quite an accomplished ladies'
-man," observed Mr. Jackson, aside to Mrs. Montgomery.
-
-"Then will the list of his accomplishments be complete!" said our old
-friend the doctor, who happened to catch the words, though across the
-table; "for I understand you are teaching him everything--absolutely
-everything! In short, erecting, on the substratum of ancient
-literature, an elegant structure, adorned with all the modern additions
-lately made to science, and inhabited by the muses!"
-
-"Why," said Mr. Jackson, who always answered seriously, however
-foolish the speech addressed to him; "I could not feel satisfied in
-communicating to a mind like Edmund's, mere dry learning: he already
-shows a sensibility to what I call the poetry of nature, and indeed of
-everything, which quite delights me."
-
-A young lady, beside whom Henry sat speaking at the same time to her
-neighbour, observed, that the little beau had quite enough to do. "It
-is not every gentleman who can take as good care of even one lady," she
-added, with a laugh.
-
-Henry's attention thus aroused, (for something had thrown him into
-a reverie,) he perceived that the lady's plate was quite vacant. He
-started, apologized, and now heaped upon it every kind of fruit;
-making, at the same time, so many pretty speeches, that the young lady
-began to suspect that love, and that for herself, must have caused
-his absence of manner. Henry now appeared determined to be quite gay,
-and even full of frolic: and the young lady, restored to perfect
-good-humour, seemed highly amused by his efforts.
-
-Edmund, and his two little ladies, were on the other side of Henry;
-Julia the nearest to him: whenever she looked away, he stole the fruit
-off her plate; and laughed much, in unison with his young lady, at
-her look of innocent astonishment, when she turned about; and at her
-instant application to Edmund, to get her more fruit; which, at the
-next opportunity, Henry would again steal. At length he was discovered;
-and Julia, without condescending to remonstrate, turned her shoulder as
-much as possible to him, and took better care of her plate; which she
-pushed with both hands quite close to Edmund's.
-
-Henry's young lady, now seized with a strong veneration for justice,
-insisted on her swain's making restitution of the heap of fruit, by
-this time collected before her. He, accordingly, slipped his hand over
-Julia's head, and emptied the young lady's plate on hers. Julia turned
-round; hustled back from off her own chair, and on to Edmund's knee,
-supporting herself with one arm over his shoulder; and now, facing the
-enemy, she took up her plate in her other hand, slid off its whole
-contents on the table near Henry, still without speaking to him, and
-asked Edmund to give her more fruit; which he did.
-
-"That is not polite, my dear," observed Lady L.; "why should you throw
-Henry's fruit away, and take the same kind from Edmund?"
-
-"Because," answered Julia, speaking distinctly, and with an air of
-importance and decision which amused every one, "I don't love Henry,
-and I do love Edmund!"
-
-"Explicit, upon my word!" said a gentleman at the other side of the
-table, who had been all day receiving alternate smiles and frowns from
-an heiress, to whom he was paying his devotions.
-
-"You love poor Henry, then, I suppose," said that gentleman's fair
-neighbour to Frances.
-
-"No, indeed!" said Frances; "I hate Henry!"
-
-"And so do I!" said Julia.
-
-The twins always made it a point to be exactly of the same opinion.
-
-"You must not hate any one, my dears," said Lady L., looking grave.
-
-Frances was busily engaged arranging the grey hair of the doctor; and
-the better to effect her purpose, she was standing on tip-toe on the
-seat of her chair, with her little arms stretched eagerly across the
-wrinkled, smiling countenance of the good old man. While Julia, having
-kept the strong position she had at first taken up on Edmund's knee,
-was sitting perfectly still.
-
-"How marked at this moment," observed Mr. Jackson, aside to Mrs.
-Montgomery, "are the distinguishing characteristics of the two little
-girls! Quiescent," he proceeded, "I should hardly know one from the
-other: the size, the fairness of the skin, the brilliancy of the red in
-the cheek, but especially the remarkable quantity of curling, floating,
-flaxen hair, is so exactly the same in both."
-
-"The eyes," interrupted Mrs. Montgomery, "are a different colour."
-
-"Oh, yes; and in my opinion," said Mr. Jackson, "the dark hazel is
-the most beautiful eye in the world! Yet, Frances', it must be owned,
-have many of the poets on their side. Do look," he added, "at the
-elastic spring of all her movements, and the picturesque air of her
-every attitude; while Julia's grace is always that of repose, except
-at the moment of some immediate excitement--I mean, of the feelings,
-when the colour mounts, the eyes sparkle, and all becomes energetic
-expression. That little creature will require the greatest nicety of
-management: her very warmth of heart may lead to a too great vehemence
-of character."
-
-"She has certainly a most affectionate disposition," said Mrs.
-Montgomery.
-
-"And her gratitude," pursued Mr. Jackson, "is quite a passion!"
-
-"Well, gratitude can never degenerate into a fault!" resumed Mrs.
-Montgomery, "and the child is not in the least selfish; indeed, it is
-always in the cause of something oppressed or injured, that her little
-spirit rises: a bird, a fly, or I have seen her, after trying to beat
-Henry, sit down and cry over a crushed worm, that he had refused to
-step aside to spare."
-
-"She may require the stricter guard," rejoined Mr. Jackson; "for, under
-the guise, and in the cause of generous feelings, we sometimes permit
-a warmth of temper to grow upon us, which we should have early subdued,
-had it appeared with a bare-faced front, and offered to fight our own
-battles."
-
-The rising of the ladies to retire, here put an end to the conversation.
-
-In a day or two, Lady L.'s expected confinement took place. What were
-the rejoicings, bonfires, and illuminations, may be imagined, when we
-say, that the child was, as the doctor had prophesied, a son.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
- "Thinkest thou, that he but sleeps?
- Long shalt thou wait his awaking."
-
-
-The sick nurse ought not to have been asleep. Yet it appears that she
-certainly must have slept; for when the sound of something like a
-door shutting made her start forward from the deep, high back, of her
-easy-chair, she found, not only that her eyes had been shut, but that
-she had dreamed, what she considered a most remarkable dream. She was
-our old acquaintance from Edinburgh, and was very superstitious. The
-dream, and the particulars attending it, were as follows. We shall
-give them in her own words, as she ventured, nearly thirteen years
-after, to relate them, under a promise of secrecy, to her countrywoman,
-Mrs. Smyth, while they sat together at their tea in the housekeeper's
-room.
-
-"The peur lady," said the nurse, "had fall'n intle a sweet sleep, wi'
-the baby at her breast. The chamber was dark, exceptin' a dull bit
-lamp, that was blinking doon on the hearth-stane; for being summer
-time, there was nae fire. I mysell' was sitting quietly e the great
-chair; every thing e the hoose was se still, that I amaste thought
-'at I could hear the far-aff voises o' the folk, 'at was making
-rejoicing around the bonfires. My ane mind, you see, being quite easy
-like; for, nor mother, nor child, could be doing better nor they were
-doing; I must just ha' dozed a bit; for I begun a-dreaming, tho' I
-canna' say precisely the purport of my dreams, until I thought I saw
-Mr. Henry, as plain as I see you, slip on tip-toe, and stop half-way
-e the middle e the floor. And then, I was se parfect certain, that I
-heard him ask, in a whisper, hoo Lady L. was; that I meant to reply,
-'As weel as can be expected, Sir;' bit tho' I begun working my jaw
-frae side to side, to strive to get the words oot, it was se stiff it
-wad na move. I can remember naething maer, till I thought I heard a
-soond like a watchman's rattle; and then, I thought it was naething
-bit the crumpling o' a piece o' paper, 'at I dreamed the doctor was
-taking aff o' a bottle o' medicine. I was sure 'at I saw him quite
-plain, standing wi' the bottle in his hand, near the table. Nor was I
-that far gane, but that I kent weel enough, through aw my sleep, 'at
-I ought tle rise and reach him a glass; bit I had na poor tle stir a
-limb. I could nae ha' been weell mysell', for it was mere like tle a
-trance, woman, nor tle common sleep. And then, I thought, 'at to my
-great surprise, the doctor had the vara face o' Mr. Henry, bit oulder
-like; and while I was wondering at this, and looking at the doctor, and
-the doctor, I thought, looking hard at me, the doctor, and the bottle,
-and the table, and the foot o' the bed-curtain, aw disappeared; and I
-can remember naething mere, bit a deal o' confusion about being hame
-again in Edinburgh; until I was wakened ootright, by what I thought at
-the time, was the shutting o' the door frae the dressing-room intle
-the gareden. Bit it must ha' been the doctor's rap, for he cam' in
-amaste immediately. What was vara remarkable was, that after I should
-ha' dreamed o' seeing yon bottle in the doctor's hand, that there
-should hae been se mickle said and done about yon vara bottle; and
-that it should ha' been yon bottle, that I mysell' blamed for every
-thing! Weel! the doctor he could na get the bit tie undoone; and he
-sais to me, 'Mrs. Mowbray, will you favour me weth a pin?' I remember
-it as weel as it was but yesterday. And he said, at the same time,
-that he never had afore, in aw the hale course o' his practice, used
-a double knot wi' tying down a bottle, but a'y a single ane, wi' the
-ends twisted. And then he said, in his curious way, ye ken, as he shook
-the bottle afoor he poured the medicine intle the glass, that the
-good lady need na to be afeared to tack it, for that he aye mixed his
-medicines afoor dinner. And then, he pleased his sell', honest man, wi'
-laughing a bit at his ane joke. And then he geed the lady the glass;
-bit yeer mistress, wha had come in soon after the doctor did, and wha
-was standing at the bedside, just eased the lily-white hand o' the
-weight, for a moment or twa, while she observed, that as her daughter
-had had some refreshing sleep, it might no be necessary to gie her a
-composing draught. Weel, the doctor, he alood his sell', that there was
-naething like natural rest; bit tho' he was amang the best o' them, he
-was like them aw, in that particular, he wad hae his ane ill-savoured
-trash swallowed, right or wrong--and wrong enough it proved. However,
-the doctor said, that they might depend upon it, it was a maste benign
-and salubrious mixture; and that having slept se much a'ready, the lady
-might the mere likely be wakefu' in the night-time, if she did na tack
-her sleeping-draught. And se, her peur mither, she was over-ruled, and
-geed her back the glass. And she swallowed the draught sure enough,
-and slept sure enough, and lang enough, for she never waked more!"
-
-Mrs. Smyth made no reply, for she was rocking herself from side to
-side, with the tears rolling down her face.
-
-"The doctor, peur old man, he is dead and gane," resumed the nurse, "or
-I wad na say what I am going to say, even to yoursell', Mrs. Smyth;
-but I have often thought syne," and here she lowered her voice, "that
-yon sleeping-draught was stronger nor the hold o' life in her that
-drank it." Mrs. Smyth only shook her head. "My dream," added the old
-nurse, after a short silence, "certainly cam' oot, about the bottle;
-and that's what I blame mysell' for: I should ha' spoken up, and talt
-the vision; for never did I, nor ony belanging to me, dream o' seeing
-ony thing, so distinct as I saw yon bottle, that some harm did na come
-o' 't. And the doctor, too, he was na long for this warld, after I
-dreamed o' seeing his face changed. It's never good to dream o' seeing
-ony body wi' another body's face."
-
-"Bonfires, indeed!" murmured Mrs. Smyth to herself, as if thinking
-aloud. "Aye," she added, in a spiritless tone, when aroused to
-attention by the ceasing of nurse's voice, "it was a particular dream,
-to be sure. And some of the folk was saying, too, that there was ane
-seen oot by that night, that keeped be his sell', like the angel o'
-death. He went near nowther bonfires nor drink, and was seen ne more,
-when aw was over wi' them within."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
- "He lies beside the dead; at frantic starts,
- Kisses the cold lips of Julius."
-
- "At such a moment, piety becomes
- The only passion of the soul!"
-
-
-Although the conversation related in our last chapter, was not, as we
-have already hinted, held between the parties till thirteen years after
-the present era, owing to the nurse's unwillingness to confess that she
-had slept when she should have watched; yet, as the subjects of which
-it treats, belong strictly to this epoch of our history, we do not
-consider that we anticipate unjustifiably, in giving the conversation
-itself the place it now fills.
-
-The melancholy events to which it alludes, divested only of the
-additions made by superstition, did indeed but too truly, too surely,
-take place at this period. Lady L.'s infant died at her breast, soon
-after the closing in of evening had rendered the illuminations for its
-birth conspicuous; and in less than half an hour she herself expired.
-
-When once the termination of the miserable scene had separated the
-remaining members of the family, Lord L. could not be prevailed on to
-see again, even for a moment, Mrs. Montgomery or the children. He lay,
-day and night, without retiring, on the sofa in his dressing-room, till
-the funeral was over, and then fled to the continent in a state of mind
-the most alarming.
-
-Henry, now destined to a naval life, went with him as far as the port
-where both embarked, though on board different vessels.
-
-Henry, usually so unamiable, had, on the present occasion, greatly
-endeared himself both to Mrs. Montgomery and Lord L. by the excessive
-grief he had evinced. Indeed, his countenance appeared haggard, and
-expressive not only of sorrow, but almost of despair.
-
-Mr. Jackson was the only person who had conducted any thing like
-business; not only the family, but the very servants, were in
-consternation; and even the doctor had been quite unable to give
-the slightest assistance. He, indeed, from the time that Lady L.'s
-unfavourable symptoms had appeared, had behaved as if seized with
-sudden insanity; while life remained, he had continued in the sick
-room, in a state of uncontrollable perturbation; he had drained or
-tasted every bottle from which the patient had taken medicine; his hand
-had trembled to that degree, that he had broken almost every thing he
-had attempted to take up; he had repeated incessantly the word "No, no,
-no," beginning with low murmurs, and increasing gradually in quickness
-and loudness, and again declining into whispers; till, finally, the
-moment Lady L. had expired, he rushed from the house without hat or
-cane, and ran till he reached home, while his horse stood in the
-stables at Lodore.
-
-It was Mr. Jackson too, who had put all the household in mourning,
-and who had made the arrangements for the funeral: at which, what
-was remarkable, was the concourse of the poor, and, perhaps, the
-unpremeditated part taken by our hero in the solemn pageant; for,
-when the hearse arrived at its destination, and the body was about
-to be lifted out, poor Edmund, to the astonishment of every one, was
-discovered lying across the coffin. He had not fainted; for, when
-brought into the light, he looked all round him vacantly, and, with a
-sudden movement, hid his face again.
-
-Mrs. Smyth had, it seems, some days before shown him the chamber of
-death, with all its awful circumstances; and on this morning, when
-dressing him, she had, inconsiderately, given vent to the petulance
-which often accompanies sorrow, in the following words:--"And its her
-ain sel 'at brought ye in aff the cald stanes, boy, and tak the wet
-rags aff ye, and put the warm clothing on ye, and geed ye bread when ye
-were hungry, boy; its hersel' they're goin' to carry oot the day, and
-leave her by hersel', in the cald church-yard!"
-
-Edmund made no reply; but soon after this he stole from the nursery,
-and lingered about the halls. Presently the bearers brought out the
-coffin; he followed at their feet, and when they lifted it into the
-hearse, he too clambered up unheeded. But here, no sooner was the
-hearse closed, and the consequent darkness complete, than the situation
-into which an impulse of grateful affection had led the poor child,
-proved too much for his strength. A strange sensation of awe, and worse
-than loneliness, at once silenced the sobs which had hitherto shaken
-his frame; the tears, which had been streaming over his cheeks, ceased
-to flow; his forehead became covered with the cold dew of superstitious
-terror; he was motionless; his very breathing was suspended; while
-still the wretched consciousness remained, that his little heart was
-breaking. And had the funeral not arrived at the church door at the
-moment it did, most probably either life or reason must have yielded
-to a combination of feelings so overwhelming.
-
-Mr. Jackson also preached the funeral sermon. All he was able to
-deliver were a few broken sentences of passionate admiration and
-pathetic regret, mingled with the tender hopes of piety, for the
-triumphant ones he could not reach.
-
-And now it was painful to witness, even on the outside, the appearance
-of the late gay Lodore House. All was silent; the very bells were taken
-off the necks of the sheep that fed on the lawn; no sound was heard,
-but the uninterrupted murmur of the fall; every window was closed by
-a blind or shutter; and when any symptom of remaining life was seen,
-it was, at times, the figure of Mr. Jackson, in deep mourning, both of
-habit and attitude, leaning against the paling, and looking fixedly
-at the two little girls, in their little black frocks, walking, one
-on each side of Edmund, also dressed in black, up and down the gravel
-before the door, without speaking a word, or deviating from the direct
-path. If a meal of the children happened to be ready, Mrs. Smyth would
-come to the door, and preserving silence, beckon them in; then letting
-them pass her, and following them, look at them, and shake her head
-mournfully.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII
-
- "Am I indeed the cause of this?"
-
-
-In one of the streets of Keswick stood an old, gloomy, but respectable
-house. In this house was a small back parlour, receiving light from a
-back lane, and surrounded with shelves, covered with bottles and jars;
-while ranged beneath the shelves were small drawers, on the outsides
-of which appeared, labelled, the names of every medicine in use. In
-the midst of this parlour stood a table; on the table stood a number
-of bottles, with the apparatus for various chemical experiments;
-and before the table, wrapped in a loose dressing-gown, slippers on
-his feet, his grey hair uncombed, stood Doctor Dixon. On his face
-a haggard expression of fear, inverted the lines of harmless mirth
-which had so often mingled, gleefully, with those of age, on the poor
-man's features. His step was uncertain, and his hand trembled, as he
-selected another and another bottle from a shelf, or another paper
-from a drawer. His whole frame seemed to have undergone a species of
-dissolution; and all the infirmities of old age, which he had hitherto,
-with so much gaiety, warded off, seemed to have been suddenly let in
-upon him. In short, his heart was broken!
-
-A terrible suspicion had for some days pressed upon his mind; his
-experiments, his researches, had failed to throw any light upon the
-subject; he had not dared to communicate his thoughts to any one. He
-sat down. At length he exclaimed, "I--I, who should have healed, have I
-destroyed?" Tears came to his relief. "I am an old man," he said, in a
-faltering tone, "I cannot live long: would I had died before this had
-happened!" After a long silence, during which he moved his lips often,
-and seemed to undergo a powerful inward struggle, he pronounced, with
-the air of one refusing an importunate request, "Never! never! never!"
-
-The cruel thoughts which so agonized the poor man's mind were these.
-From Lady L.'s symptoms, he suspected that her death had been
-occasioned by poison; every medicine she had taken had been mixed by
-himself, and here was the distracting thought! Some ingredients in his
-dispensary must then, he feared, have come to him wrong labelled; and,
-in mixing these, he must have formed some combination, hitherto unknown
-in chemistry, which had produced a deadly poison. To decide this point,
-he made numerous experiments. When every mixture proved wholesome, or
-at least innocent, and every label seemed rightly placed, he would say
-to himself. "But, they are dead!" Then, after pausing, and wearying
-his mind with vain conjectures, he would break forth again: "And the
-symptoms of both were those of poison, which the babe, doubtless,
-imbibed with its mother's milk. And I mixed every medicine myself; my
-own servant took them over; they lay on the table in Lady L.'s own
-bedroom, till I, with my own hands, administered them, taking care to
-see that my own labels were upon them! Yet," he added, shuddering,
-"the dregs in one of the bottles had neither exactly the colour, nor
-exactly the taste, that I should have anticipated." And whenever this
-conviction forced itself upon him, he turned cold, and the pulsations
-of his heart ceased for some seconds.
-
-We have seen the doctor completing the last of his experiments. He had
-reflected for a short time, in dreadful agitation, whether he were not
-in duty bound to declare his belief respecting the cause of Lady L.'s
-death to the family. He had decided that the information could only add
-to their affliction; while the confession, to himself, would be worse
-than ten thousand deaths! It was at this conclusion he had arrived,
-when we heard him exclaim, "Never! never! never!"
-
-He destroyed the whole contents of his dispensary, never more
-prescribed for any one, or mixed another medicine. All observed a
-general decay, a total failure both of strength and faculties, in
-their friend, the good doctor. He never smiled again, nor made another
-pun; and in a few weeks he died, carrying with him to the grave, the
-dreadful secret, or rather surmise, which was the occasion of his
-death.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
- "He spoke of thee, but not by name."
-
-
-About six months after the death of Lady L., Mrs. Montgomery, in
-looking over papers of all descriptions, which had accumulated on her
-dressing-table, while she had been unable to attend to any thing, found
-one, folded and wafered, which had the appearance of a petition. On
-being opened, however, it proved to be a sort of letter, but vulgarly
-written, badly spelt, and without signature. It was also without date
-of time or place. It bore, notwithstanding, in its simplicity, strong
-marks of truth.
-
-It professed to be from a person, calling herself Edmund's nurse. Yet
-it gave him no name but that of the "young masther; or, be rights, the
-young lord, sure; only he was too young, the crathur, to be calling
-him any thing, barring the misthress's child." In like manner, it
-called Edmund's father "the lord," and his mother "the lady," but did
-not mention the title of the family. The writer asserted, that having
-laid the child down for a moment, on the grass of the lawn, at a time
-when the family were from home, it was stolen by a strolling beggar,
-for the sake of the fine clothes it had on; for, that the "lord and
-the lady" were, that very day, expected at the castle. That afraid of
-blame, she had substituted her own infant. That it had been received
-without suspicion by the parents, who, having been "mostly in London
-town and other foreign parts," had seen but little of their boy. It
-then went on as follows:--"A little while after, sure, I seen the poor
-child, with hardly a tack on him, of a winter's day, in the arms of
-the divil's own wife, at laste, if it was'nt the divil himself, the
-strolling woman, I mane, in the big town, hard by. I went up to her,
-and abused her all to nothing, and offered to take the child from her.
-And glad enough he was, the crathur, to see me, and stretched out his
-poor arms to come to me. But the woman, she hits him a thump, and
-houlds down both his little hands with one of her great big fists, and
-turns to me, and says, smelling strong wid spirits all the while, (but
-for a drunkard as she was, she had cunning enough left,) and she says,
-spakin' low, and winking her eye, like, 'And whose young master is
-that, dressed up at the castle, yonder?' says she. 'And it's my boy,
-to be sure,' says I, 'and small blame to me, when you didn't lave me
-the right one.' 'And are you going to send the right one there now,
-if you get him?' says she. 'And what's that to you?' says I. And with
-that, she gives a whistle like, and snaps her fingers afore my face,
-and thrusts her tongue in her cheek, and begins jogging off. 'And'
-says I, following of her, 'and what do you want o' the child?' says I;
-'and haven't you got the clothes? and can't yee be satisfied? I'm not
-going, sure, to ax them of yee, and can't yee give me the child! when
-it's I that 'ill kape him warm, any how, and fade him well too; I that
-gave him the strame o' life from my own breast,' says I; 'and what 'ud
-I be grudging of him afther that?' says I. 'Then nothing at all sure,
-but jist what belongs to him!' says she, 'But the divil a bit of him
-you'll get, any how; for there's not a day since I've carried him, that
-I haven't got the price of a dram, at laste, by the pitiful face of
-him!' says she. 'And for that mather,' says she, 'if any one takes him
-to the castle,' says she, 'it'll be myself that'll do it,' says she,
-'and git the reward too.' 'You the reward!' says I; 'is it for stailing
-him? It's the gaol's the reward you'll get, my madam!' says I. 'It's
-the resaver's as bad as the thafe,' says she. 'And it's you, and yours,
-that'll git more by the job than iver I will. But it's I that'll make
-my young gintleman up at the castle yonder, pay for his sate in the
-coach, and his sate in the parler, too, one o' these days,' says she,
-wagging her head, and looking cunning like. And so it was, to make a
-long story short, the divil tempted me; and I couldn't think te take
-my own boy out o' the snug birth he had got safe into; and the divil a
-bit o' her 'at was worse nor the divil, that 'ud give up the mistress's
-boy quietly, at all, at all; and so, I was forced, without I'd a mind
-to tell the whole truth, to say no more why about it, and let her take
-the poor child away wid her, tho' my heart bled for him. Well, sure,
-twis every year, she came to the big town, begging, and brought him
-with her, sure enough; but looking miserable like, and starved like;
-for it was less of him there was every time, instead o' more. And be
-the time he was near hand five years ould, she brought him, at last,
-sure, lainin' up on crutches, and only one leg on him! I flewd upon
-her like a tiger, to be sure, and just fastening every nail o' me in
-the face of her, I axed her where the rest o' the boy was. And she
-tould me, but not till she was tired bateing me for what my nails had
-done, that the leg o' him was safe enough in the bag. And a dirty rag
-of a bag there was, sure enough, hanging where the tother leg should
-be. And jist then, cums by the coach and six from the castle! And up
-she makes to the side of it, with the brazen face of her, driving the
-poor cripple before her. And, sure, I see my mistress throw money out
-to him, little thinking it was her own child, with the one bare foot
-of him over the instip in mud, and them crutches, pushing his little
-shoulders a'most as high as his head, and his poor teeth chattering
-with the could, and the tears streaming from his eyes, (for she'd given
-him a divil of a pinch, to make him look pitiful.) And there was my boy
-sitting laughing on the mistress's knee. But he looked quite sorry
-like, when the little cripple said he was hungry, and he throw'd him
-out a cake he was ateing. 'Well!' says I, (quite low to myself,) 'that
-you should be throwing a mouthful of bread to the mistress's child!'
-And it was for dropping on my knees I was, and telling all, to the
-mistress herself; but just then, they brought her out a sight o' toys
-she was waiting for, and she drawd up the winder, and the coach druv
-off. And the next time the woman cum, she cum'd without him, at all, at
-all! 'And,' says I, 'the last time you cum'd, you brought but a piece
-of him, and now you've brought none at all of him!' But she tould me,
-sure, his fortune was made, and that he was with grand people that 'ud
-do for him. But I wouldn't believe her, you see, and gave her no pace,
-any way, but threat'nin' te hav' her hanged at the 'sizes, if I was
-hanged myself along with her, till she took'd my husband with her over
-seas, and let him see the boy. And he seen him, sure enough, walking
-with a nice ould lady, that's been your ladyship, I suppose. And he had
-his two legs, my husband said, which I was particular glad to hear.
-And he was getting fat, too, and rosy-like, and was dressed, as the
-mistress's child (heaven love the boy) should be. And this made my mind
-a dale asier, for now there was little wrong dun him.
-
-"But, by and bye, troubles came upon me, and my husband died; but,
-before he died, he thought, and I thought about our sin in regard to
-the child, and so I made him write down the way to get a letter to
-your ladyship's hands; and it was a thing that my husband, as he was a
-dying, seemed to hear to. Well, when I buried my husband, sure, I fell
-sick myself, and then I begun to think the hand of Heaven was upon me,
-and I sat up in my bed, and wrote this long letter to your ladyship;
-which, becourse of what my husband set down for me before he died, I
-give to one that's going over seas to the harvest, to give to your
-ladyship's own hand. He'll tell your ladyship all my husband thought
-it best not to put down in the letter. But just ax him that takes it
-what is nurse's name, and he'll tell you fast enough, and all about the
-great folk at the castle. And it's he that can tell that too, for its
-he that ought to know it, for his father, and grandfather before him,
-got bread under them, and he might have got bread under them himself,
-only for his tricks. But no matter for that. He knows no more o' what's
-inside the letter, than one that never seen the outside of it; and he's
-sworn too, before the praist, at the bedside of the sick, and may be
-of the dying, to deliver it safe, for the ase of the conscience of the
-living, and the rest of the soul of him that's dead.
-
-"And now I have no more to add, but that the young masther (that's him
-that's with your ladyship this present time,) when he has all, should
-take it to heart to do for his foster-brother, that's innocent of all
-harm, and that has larned to lie on a soft bed, without fault o' his,
-and that throwd him the cake he was aiting in the coach, poor boy, when
-he thought it was his own, and that may be too.--But no matter for that
-now: the penance has been done for that, and the absolution has been
-given for that, and the priest has had his dues. And it's not like the
-sin that satisfaction can be done for, and that it must be done for
-too, before the absolution can serve the soul: sich as giving back
-to the owner his own, or the likes of that; or the setting up of the
-misthress's child again in his own place, and the pulling down of him
-that a mother's heart blades for, but that has no business where he is;
-though it would be hard, for all that, if his father's child should
-want. But don't be frightening yourself with the thoughts of that,
-Molly. The young masther, after all that cum and gone, will surely do
-for him that's his foster-brother, any way; and may be do something for
-his foster-sister too.
-
-"Why I trouble your ladyship I forgot to mintion, but thim that
-it concarns most are not to the fore, and, besides, you have the
-boy.--Your sarvent till death: and that, I think, won't be long now.
-
-"I'm jist thinking, that may be your ladyship would'nt be happy without
-you'd a boy to be doing for: and there's him, sure, that's up at the
-castle now, my poor boy, and there isn't a finer boy in the wide world;
-and if I thought that your ladyship would jist take him in place of the
-misthress's child, and do for him, I would die quite aisy."
-
-Thus ended the nurse's epistle.
-
-"I should certainly," observed Mrs. Montgomery to Mr. Jackson, "believe
-this strange letter to be genuine, from the perfect simplicity of the
-style, but that the writer appears to be too illiterate to have been
-any thing so decent as a nurse in such a family as is here described."
-
-"That," replied Mr. Jackson, "does not at all invalidate the evidence
-of this extraordinary document; for, nurses intended merely to
-supply the nutriment denied by unnatural mothers to their offspring,
-must be chosen with reference chiefly to their youth, health, and
-wholesomeness of constitution; and, in great country families, they
-are naturally selected from among the simplest of the surrounding
-peasantry."
-
-The letter, bearing, as we have said, no date of time or place, the
-first and most obvious step seemed to be, to inquire very particularly
-where, and by whom, it had been brought to the house. The outside of
-the mysterious dispatch was shown to, and examined, by most of the
-servants, without other effect than a disclaiming shake of the head,
-although each turned it upside down, and downside up, and viewed it,
-not only before the light, but through the light, as with the light
-through, is generally expressed.
-
-Mrs. Smyth, indeed, allowed that, as the bit of a scrawl was vara like
-a petition, it was no impossible that she hersel' meud ha' just laid it
-o' the mistress's table; for the mistress, to be sure, never refused
-tle read ony peur body's bit o' paper, however unlarned or dirty it
-meud be.
-
-At length John, the under-footman, made his appearance, and after
-examining the shape, hue, and dimensions of the folded paper, said,
-that it was not unlike one which he had taken about six months since
-from a strange looking man, who had come to the door, requesting to see
-his mistress, on the very day that ----, and he hesitated--that every
-body was in so much trouble, he added.
-
-Mr. Jackson, seeing Mrs. Montgomery turn pale, took up the questioning
-of John. And here, lest the said John's powers of description should
-not do justice to his subject, we shall give the scene between him and
-the nurse's messenger, exactly as it occurred.
-
-The stranger was tall and well made, with a countenance, the leading
-characteristic of which was, now drollery, and now defiance;
-whilst its secondary, and more stationary expression, was equally
-contradictory, being made up of shrewdness and simplicity, most oddly
-blended. He carried a reaping-hook in one hand, and, with the other,
-held over his shoulder a large knotted stick, with a bundle slung on
-the end of it.
-
-This personage, on the melancholy day alluded to, arrived at the
-closed and silent entrance of Lodore House. Disdaining to use the
-still muffled, and therefore, in his opinion, noneffective knocker, he
-substituted the thick end of his own stick. This strange summons was
-answered by John.
-
-"And is it affeard of a bit of a noise you are?" was the first question
-asked by the stranger. Without, however, waiting for reply, he was
-about to pass in, saying, "Just show us which is the mistress, will
-yee?"
-
-The powdered lackey, astonished at such want of etiquette, placed
-an opposing hand against the breast of the intruder; upon which the
-stranger, after a momentary look of unfeigned surprise, very quietly
-laid down his reaping-hook, bundle, and stick, behind him, (for
-the latter he would not deign to use against an unarmed foe,) then
-planting his heels as firmly together as though he had grown out of
-the spot whereon he stood, he cocked his hat (none of the newest) on
-three hairs, put his arms a-kimbo, and his head on one side; and, his
-preparations thus completed, with a knowing wink, said, "Now I'll tell
-you what, my friend, I'd as soon crack the scull of yee, as look at
-yee!"
-
-John, even by his own account, stepped back a little, while saying,
-"You had better not raise a hand to me: for if you do, there are half a
-dozen more of us within, to carry you to Carlisle gaol."
-
-"Half a dozen!" cried our unknown hero, in a voice of contempt, and
-snapping his fingers as he spoke, "the divil a much I'd mind half
-a dozen of you, Englishers, with your gingerbread coats, and your
-floured pates, for all the world as if you had been out in the snow
-of a Christmas day, with never a hat on; that is, if I had you onest
-in my own dacent country, where one can knock a man down in pace and
-quietness if he desarve it, without bothering wid yeer law for every
-bit of a hand's turn."
-
-During the latter part of this speech he turned to his bundle, and
-kneeling on one knee, untied it, took a small parcel out of it,
-unrolled a long bandage of unbleached linen cloth from about the
-parcel, next a covering of old leather, that seemed to have once formed
-a part of a shamoy for cleaning plate, then several pieces of torn
-and worn paper, and at length, from out the inmost fold, he produced
-a letter, which, as he concluded, he held up between his thumb and
-finger, saying, "There it is now! I mane no harm at all at all, to the
-misthress; nothing but to give her this small bit of paper, that the
-dying woman put into my hands, in presence of the priest, and that
-hasn't seen the light o' day since till now."
-
-John told him, that if that was all, he might be quite easy, as his
-delivering the letter at the house was the same thing as if he handed
-it to his lady herself; for that all his lady's letters were carried in
-by the servants.
-
-"And is she so great a lady as all that," said the stranger, "that a
-poor man can't have spache of her? But I've had spache, before now, of
-the great lady up at the castle, sure, and its twiste, aye, three times
-as big as that house."
-
-After some more parleying, in the course of which John disclosed the
-peculiar circumstances in which his mistress then was, our faithful
-messenger, after ejaculating, with a countenance of true commiseration,
-"And has she, the crathur?" at length seemed to feel the necessity of
-consenting to what he considered a very irregular proceeding, namely,
-the sending in of the letter; not, however, till he had first compelled
-John to kiss the back of it, and, in despite of the evidence of his
-own senses, to call it a blessed book, and holding one end, while our
-pertinacious friend held the other, to repeat after him the words of a
-long oath, to deliver it in safety. This, John proceeded to say, he did
-immediately, by giving the letter to one of the women to carry into his
-mistress's room.
-
-"I suppose," said Mrs. Montgomery, with a sigh, "I must have laid it
-down without opening, and forgotten it."
-
-Mr. Jackson observed, that from the expression, "over seas to the
-harvest," and also the man's appearance, it was very evident he must
-be one of those poor creatures who come over in shiploads from the
-north of Ireland to Whitehaven, during the reaping season; and that
-this fact, once admitted, seemed to render it more than probable, that
-the noble family spoken of were Irish. As to the important particulars
-of names and titles, there seemed but one chance of obtaining them;
-which was, to institute an immediate search after the young man who had
-brought the letter. Every inquiry was accordingly made, but in vain.
-
-After some months, Mr. Jackson himself, in the warmth of his zeal,
-undertook a journey to Ireland; but returned, without having been able
-to discover any clue to the business. Advertisements were next resorted
-to, but no one claimed Edmund. The letter had said, that "those it
-concerned most were," in the nurse's phraseology, "not to the fore."
-Whether death, or absence from the kingdom was meant, it was impossible
-to say.
-
-The harvest season of the next year came and went, but the wandering
-knight of the reaping-hook was heard of no more; and Mrs. Montgomery,
-while her better judgment condemned the feeling, could not conceal
-from herself, that she experienced a sensation of reprieve, on finding
-that she was not immediately to be called upon to resign her little
-charge. Poor Edmund had now become to her a kind of sacred pledge;
-every thought and feeling that regarded him, was associated with the
-memory of her dear departed child, who had taken so benevolent a
-delight in protecting and cherishing the helpless being she had rescued
-from misery, and almost certain death. Could the mourning mother then
-leave undone any thing that that dear child, had she lived, would have
-done? The absolute seclusion too, in which grief for the loss of her
-daughter, induced Mrs. Montgomery to live, gave all that concerned this
-object, of an interest thus connected with the feelings of the time,
-an importance in her eyes, which, under any other circumstances, would
-scarcely, perhaps, have been natural.
-
-Gradually, however, the prospect of discovering who Edmund's parents
-were, faded almost entirely away; but the conviction that they must be
-noble was, from the period of the receipt of the nurse's packet, firmly
-fixed on the mind, both of his benefactress and of Mr. Jackson. The
-style, indeed, of the letter itself, left no doubt of the veracity of
-the writer; while the manners of him who had been the bearer of the
-strange epistle, the conversation of the man and woman on the Keswick
-road, nay, the very state in which the poor child was first found--were
-all corroborating evidences.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
- "Thy fame, like the growing tree of the vale,
- Shall arise in its season, and thy deeds
- Shine like those of thy fathers. But go not
- Yet to the bloody strife; for thy young arm
- scarce can draw the heavy sword of Artho,
- Or lift Temora's spear."
-
- "The blue arms of the lovely boy
- Invest him, as grey clouds the rising sun."
-
-
-Lord L. remembered, and even experienced, something of a consolatory
-feeling, in faithfully performing the promise which, within the first
-happy year of his marriage, he had made to his beloved wife, and which
-had seemed to give her so much pleasure: we mean that which respected
-placing and advancing Edmund in the navy. His lordship accordingly
-wrote from abroad to his friend, Lord Fitz Ullin, and Edmund, at the
-age of twelve, was received into the naval college at Portsmouth.
-
-This was, no doubt, a very wise and proper arrangement; yet there
-were those to whom it caused infinite grief: we speak of the twins,
-who, though they had never been expressly told that Edmund was their
-brother, had learned to love him as such; and whether they really
-thought he was so, or never thought about the matter, were in the
-habit, in all their little plays and pastimes, of calling him brother
-Edmund, and fancying that nothing could be done without him.
-
-His vacations, however, were all spent at Lodore House, and were
-joyful in proportion to the sorrows of parting. On the first of those
-memorable occasions, Mrs. Montgomery absolutely wept over him; Frances
-frolicked round him, as if obliged to exhaust herself by fatigue, to
-moderate her transports; while little Julia stood silently, and with a
-pensive expression, quite close to him; and when, after performing any
-extraordinary new feat for the amusement of Frances, he would stoop,
-and ask of his little favourite what he should do for her, she would
-answer, with a glow of enthusiasm, "Stay always with me!"
-
-He generally brought some tasks home, which were to be learned before
-his return to college. When he sat at these, Frances would fidget
-round the table, in visible discontent--stop straight opposite to him,
-put her head on one side, watch to meet his eye, and make him laugh;
-failing in this, try to play alone; and finding this also dreadfully
-stupid, return to the charge; while Julia would get on a part of
-his chair, hold his hand and remain perfectly still, till the hand
-was borrowed to turn over a leaf, when she would follow it with an
-appealing look, which look, being repaid by a fond caress, she would
-retake the hand, and sit again as motionless as before. At length,
-poor Lady Frances, infected by the dullness of her companions, would
-sometimes bring a chair on the other side, and insist on having the
-other hand, which would reduce Edmund to the necessity of fastening his
-book open on the table with another book; after which arrangement, we
-must confess, that, however unjust the proceeding, and notwithstanding
-the remonstrances of the injured party, it was always the hand which
-Frances held, which was borrowed to turn over leaves, &c. &c.
-
-But there was something in little Julia's enthusiastic manner of
-showing attachment, which won upon the affections in an extraordinary
-degree, and made her almost unjustly the favourite; poor Frances,
-considering her lively temper, loved brother Edmund full as well, in
-her own way.
-
-Thus passed two years; and at fourteen, Edmund was appointed to the
-same ship on board which Henry then happened to be. The vessel was
-ready for sea, and going on a foreign station, on which it was to
-remain for three years. Our hero, after joining, obtained a few days'
-leave, that he might pay a farewell visit to Lodore. Arrived at the
-last stage of his journey, he stopped at the little inn, and put on his
-midshipman's dress, which he had brought with him, from a boyish wish
-to surprise his two little sisters, as he called the twins, now about
-seven years old. Accordingly, he entered the domestic circle fully
-equipped, and produced, at least, as great a sensation as his beating
-heart, while jumping out of the carriage, and hastening across the
-lawn, had anticipated.
-
-As soon as the first clamorous joy of meeting, as well as the first
-public examination of every part of his dress was over, Frances
-possessed herself of his cocked-hat, dirk, and belt, and began arraying
-herself in the spoils. While Mrs. Montgomery, drawing him near her
-chair, began to question him as to how long he could now remain with
-them, and when he thought he should be able to return. Little Julia
-stood close at the other side of her grandmother, her eyes raised, and
-passing from one countenance to the other, watching every word. When
-Edmund answering, that he must leave them early in the morning, and
-that it would be, at least, three years before he could hope to see
-them again.
-
-"Three years!" exclaimed Julia, turning as red as crimson for one
-moment, and the next as pale as death! Edmund took her on his knee,
-kissed her little forehead, and remonstrated fondly. At length, showers
-of tears came to her relief; and amid reiterated sobs, she articulated,
-in broken accents, "No! I cannot bear the thoughts of summer coming
-three times without Edmund! Oh! I'll hate summer, that I used to love
-so much!"
-
-"But, Julia! my darling Julia!" said Edmund, "why should you hate
-summer? You know, I must be far away in the winter also."
-
-"Then I must only hate winter too!" said Julia, as well as her
-continued sobs would permit; "but you used to come back in the summer."
-
-Meanwhile, the little Lady Frances, quite unconscious of the tragic
-scene, was standing before a large mirror, at the far end of the
-room, contemplating her tiny form, surmounted by the cocked-hat, tried
-on in all the varieties of fore and aft, athwart ships, &c. &c. Now,
-perfectly satisfied with her own appearance, she advanced on tip-toe,
-that her height, as well as her dress, might, as much as possible,
-resemble Edmund's. But perceiving Julia's tears, and being informed of
-their cause, she flung away hat and dirk, and threw herself into her
-sister's arms, and joined in her sobs--with a violence proportioned to
-the sudden transition of her feelings. Nothing could console the little
-girls, and it being late in the evening, they were obliged to be sent
-to bed; to which measure, after some demurring, and many last words,
-they consented, for the purpose of being up very early, as they could
-not think of an over-night farewell. Locked in each other's arms, and
-planning to stay awake all night, lest they should not be called in
-time, they cried themselves to sleep; and, alas! ere their eyes started
-open in the morning, early as that was, the unconscious cheek of each
-had received Edmund's parting kiss, and he was already some way on his
-journey.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI.
-
- "The billows lift their white heads above me!"
-
-
-A few days more, and our hero's ship, the Glorious, was on the
-high seas. It was night. Edmund had had the early watch--had been
-relieved--had retired to his hammock--had fallen into a sound sleep,
-and was dreaming of Lodore. Suddenly, his pleasing vision became
-troubled. A thunder-storm arose; the loud peal rolled, and resounded
-from mountain to mountain: the little girls shrieked. He started
-awake! and found the scene indeed different; but the noises which
-had occasioned his dream, real. The drum was beating to quarters;
-signal-guns were firing; and all hands hastening on deck. He jumped out
-of his hammock. The officers were all getting up; the men were casting
-the great guns loose, knocking away the bulk-heads, and tumbling them,
-as well as all the furniture of the cabins--trunks, tables, chairs, &c.
-&c.--pell-mell together, down into the hold, with a tremendous clatter.
-In short, the ship was clearing for action. She was also tacking
-to close with the enemy, and her deck, in consequence, was greatly
-crowded: blue lights burning, rockets going off, sails flapping, yards
-swinging, ropes rattling, and the tramping of feet excessive; while
-the voice of the officer giving orders was heard, from time to time,
-resounding through all. The vessel they were approaching, carried two
-stern-lights, indicating that a vice-admiral was on board. While all
-eyes were fixed upon her, she drew near slowly, and on coming up,
-opened at once all the ports of her three decks, displaying a blaze
-of lights which, amid the surrounding darkness, had much grandeur of
-effect, not only dazzling by its sudden brightness, but exhibiting, as
-it were, in proud defiance, the strength of the broadside, which was
-thus ready to salute a foe. The vessels now hailed each other, and lo!
-proved to be both English! The supposed enemy was the Erina, Admiral
-Lord Fitz Ullin, returning from Gibraltar. All hopes of fighting thus
-at an end, both men and officers were, to use their own expression,
-"confoundedly disappointed."
-
-They soon, however, had fighting enough; so much, that to give any
-account of the various actions they were in, would, we fear, be
-tedious; and, to those unacquainted with naval affairs, uninteresting;
-we shall not, therefore, attempt it, but passing over about four years
-of our hero's life, proceed at once to his return to Old England,
-a fine, promising lad, of nineteen--a great favourite with all the
-officers, and in high estimation with the captain, having already given
-many proofs of spirit, and being always remarkable for regularity and
-good conduct.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
- "From ocean's mist, the white-sailed fleet arose!
- First, a ridge of clouds it seemed; but brighter
- Shone the sun--and the distant ships stood forth,
- Their wet sides glittering in all his beams!"
-
- "Heavens!
- Must I renounce honour, reputation?"
-
-
-As the Glorious anchored in Cawsand Bay, in company with a numerous
-fleet, the animated prospect which presented itself, especially in
-its combined effect with the state of the atmosphere, uniting a
-bright sunny glow with a fog, consequently, of a peculiar whiteness,
-possessed a degree and style of beauty not easily imagined by any one
-unaccustomed to harbour scenery.
-
-It was the noon of a frosty day: the sun which, as we have observed,
-shone brightly, gave to the face of the waters the appearance of a
-sheet of light. The heights around, and all other distant objects,
-were covered with the smoky veil of white fog, already noticed, which
-reduced them to shades of the neutral tint; while, on the side of
-the nearest hill, the clumps of wood and undulations of ground were
-plainly visible, and along its topmost line some scattered trees stood
-curiously and beautifully traced against the pale, even mistiness of
-all behind. In the bay, too, the nearest range of ships, with all the
-varied and still varying forms of their floating canvass, (for almost
-all the fleet at this time were employed in furling their sails,) every
-mast, every cord, each figure standing beneath the picturesque canopy
-of a sail-boat, or stretching to the oars of a row-boat, were all
-strongly defined, and appeared, from contrast with the snowy whiteness
-of the fog behind them, black as ebony; while the more distant vessels,
-being deeper and deeper sunk in the shrouding atmosphere, were more
-and more faintly shown, till the farthest seemed but one degree more
-palpable than the mist itself. The wind, soon after the fleet anchored,
-died away entirely, and all that had been activity and bustle, changed
-to the most peculiar repose; as though the beautiful picture, once
-completed, was left to delight posterity; for nothing now moved as
-far as the eye could reach, except that, from time to time, a gleam
-reflected from the flat, wet oar of some row-boat, plying between ship
-and ship, shot, like a flash of summer lightning, across the still and
-shadowy scene.
-
-During the anchoring of the fleet, one of the ships, by some
-mischance, got aground, and all the others were ordered to send
-boats immediately to her assistance. The task was laborious, and
-much disorder occurred in the tiers of the stranded vessel, where
-the sailors, taking advantage of the confusion which prevailed, had
-broken into the spirit-room, and were regaling themselves with rum.
-Towards evening, however, with the help of the tide, she was got off
-the rocks, and the signal being given for the boats which had been
-sent to her assistance to return alongside their respective ships,
-Edmund and Henry, with their boats and crews, did not obey the signal
-with their usual promptitude. Edmund, meanwhile, after going through
-great exertion the whole day, was still on board the vessel so lately
-got off, commanding his men in the most peremptory manner into his
-boat, when Henry observing that he appeared heated and fatigued, and
-thinking that, at such a time, a very little would overcome one not
-accustomed to excess, drew towards him a second glass, (for he had
-been drinking freely,) and filling both that and his own, said, "How
-heated you are, Montgomery! you will kill yourself, if you don't take
-something!" at the same time offering him one of the glasses. Edmund
-answered instantly, and with indignation, that were it but water, and
-were he expiring with fatigue, it should not, in such a place, and
-at such a time, approach his lips! Henry stared at him, lifted the
-glass to his head, and, with a laugh, swallowed its contents. Edmund
-again remonstrated, and taking Henry, who was by this time very much
-intoxicated, by the arm, endeavoured to draw him away. Henry staggered,
-fell, dragged Edmund with him, and at the same time, seizing the
-handle of a can of spirits, which stood on the cask, trailed it after
-him, emptying its odoriferous contents on our hero's breast and face,
-as he rolled with him on the floor.
-
-At this unfortunate moment, a lieutenant, sent in search of the boats
-and midshipmen, which were missing, entered, and seeing both officers
-on the deck drenched in rum, two glasses on the barrel-head beside
-them, the spirit-can in their arms, and, apparently, the object of
-contention, as they struggled together on the floor while their men
-stood round them drinking, laughing, and swearing, he very naturally
-drew most unfavourable conclusions. Edmund, as soon as he could
-release himself from Henry's grasp, arose; but so much heated, and so
-thoroughly ashamed of the situation in which he had been found, that he
-looked quite confused. He attempted to speak, but was silenced, and
-very harshly repulsed by the lieutenant to whom he addressed himself,
-who told him, with an air of the utmost contempt, at the same time
-holding a handkerchief to his nose, that while he smelt of spirits in
-so disgusting a manner, it was impossible to listen to him.
-
-Our hero reddened with indignation, and repaired to his boat without
-further attempt at explanation, not doubting, however, that he should
-be able to justify himself ultimately. Henry was obliged to be carried
-to his boat, and thus did all return to the ship. The necessary report
-being made to Captain B., he was so much incensed, that he sent an
-order for both young men to quit the ship in half an hour, directing
-that, with their sea-chests beside them, they should be left on the
-nearest beach, to find their way home as they might.
-
-Edmund begged to be heard. The captain refused, sending him word that
-it was impossible for him to permit gentlemen to remain in his ship,
-who had disgraced themselves by carousing among the common sailors.
-There was then no longer a hope! He must get into the boat. He did
-so; and, as they pushed off, another boat, in which sat a midshipman,
-(a stranger to Edmund,) passed them, and then ran alongside the ship,
-taking up the position they had just quitted.
-
-The sun, a moment before, had dropped below the horizon. Edmund folded
-his arms, sighed, and resigned himself to his fate; then rested his
-eyes almost unconsciously on the scene before him. The water in the
-bay was still as a frozen lake, its face one sheet of cold transparent
-light, marking, by contrast, the pitchy darkness which twilight had
-already imparted to the hills that rose around it, and to every opaque
-object laying or moving on its peaceful surface. Perpetual, though
-imperceptibly wrought changes were each moment taking place in every
-thing around. The clouds near the horizon breaking, the still illumined
-western sky shed awhile a brilliant ray: the clouds closed again, and
-left all darker than before. The trees on the western hill stood for a
-few seconds strongly defined by the parting beam; then faded with the
-fading light. Some of the larger vessels, more lately arrived than the
-rest of the fleet, with majestic progress passed slowly to their places
-of anchorage. Single-masted boats, (warned by the approach of evening,)
-one by one drew smoothly towards the shore, changing, as they did so,
-at each moment, the disposition of their sails; and, finally, taking
-all down as they came to for the night under shelter of a projecting
-point. Alongside the same point, numerous row-boats, having shipped
-their oars as they drew near, fell silently; while the single figure
-that had guided each, might shortly after be traced wandering homeward
-along the extended beach.
-
-When the boat in which our hero sat had gone about twenty yards, they
-were hailed from their own ship, and desired by the officer of the
-watch to lay on their oars till further orders. Some time of anxious
-suspense followed, during which the approaches of night were as rapid
-as they were silent, and all objects were visibly shrouding themselves
-in that mysterious gloom which imagination loves to people with shadowy
-forms, when the flash of the evening gun was seen from the admiral's
-ship, followed by a report which, with startling effect, broke upon
-the universal stillness, then rolled along like distant thunder up
-the harbour. As the last sound died away, they were hailed again,
-ordered to come alongside, and Mr. Montgomery to come on board. Our
-hero obeyed the order, and was not a little surprised, on reaching
-the deck, to find all the ship's company assembled there. In a few
-minutes, the captain and officers, preceded by lights, and accompanied
-by the strange midshipman who had passed the boat on its first quitting
-the ship, ascended the hatchway, and arranged themselves on the
-quarter-deck. Edmund was ordered to draw near. He did so; when the
-captain, addressing the stranger, in a tone which showed he wished to
-be heard by all present, said, "Lord Ormond, will you have the goodness
-to repeat, in the hearing of my officers and the whole ship's company,
-the deposition you have made to me respecting Mr. Montgomery."
-
-The stranger, a mild-looking lad, about Edmund's own age, came forward
-and said, that he had been in the tiers of the stranded vessel, calling
-off his own men, when Mr. Montgomery came in to collect his; that his
-attention had been fixed by that gentleman's very proper conduct, which
-he here explained minutely, dwelling on our hero's effort to rescue
-Henry; and his declaration, that were the beverage but water, he would
-not, for example sake, suffer a glass to be seen approach his lips,
-&c., till he came to where Edmund was pulled to the ground by the fall
-of Henry. He then proceeded to say, that he himself was about to go to
-his assistance, when, seeing the officer who came in search of both
-young men enter, he had hurried to his own boat, it being late.
-
-Here the captain again spoke, saying, that as all had had reason
-to believe Mr. Montgomery's conduct disgraceful, he had deemed it
-necessary that all should be thus publicly informed of his innocence,
-as well as made sensible of his, the captain's, sufficient reasons
-for so sudden a change of measures towards him. He then turned to our
-hero, and expressed himself as highly gratified, to find the favourable
-opinion he had formed of his character thus justified. Captain B. here
-renewed the order to have Mr. St. Aubin immediately sent a-shore.
-
-The stranger, Lord Ormond, who was the son of Admiral Lord Fitz-Ullin,
-got himself presented to Mr. Montgomery; and Edmund, anxious to express
-his gratitude, requested his new acquaintance to tell him by what
-fortunate circumstance he had become his deliverer.
-
-"If any one deserves that title," answered Ormond, "it is my father.
-I fear I was rather negligent in not remaining to assist you; but I
-had been already detained much too late. In my own justification, I
-described the scene I had just witnessed, and the consequent interest
-I could not avoid taking in what was passing; when, happening to say
-that the other gentleman called you Montgomery, my father repeated the
-name, and, after considering for a moment, exclaimed, 'Why, that is
-the name of Lord L.'s young friend! If it be the same, he must be in
-the Glorious, Captain B., which came in this morning with the Cadiz
-fleet.' I mentioned about what age you appeared to be; upon which my
-father started up, saying, 'I could almost venture to affirm, that that
-young man has got into a serious scrape! You had better, Ormond,' he
-continued, 'go instantly on board the Glorious, present my compliments
-to Captain B., and recount all you witnessed of the business.'"
-
-Before the young men parted, Ormond gave a message, of which he was the
-bearer, inviting Mr. Montgomery to dine with Lord Fitz-Ullin on the
-following day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
- "A vision came in on the moon-beam."
-
-
-Henry, left on the beach, with his chest beside him, slept heavily for
-some hours. When he awoke it was night. He lay on the shingles. He
-felt the fresh breath of the breeze, as, from time to time, it lifted
-the hair on his fevered temples. He heard the dash of each billow as
-it struck the shore, and the rattle of the loose stones, as each wave
-retired again, down the extended sloping bank of smooth pebbles, on
-which his head was pillowed. Thinking it all a dream, he remained for
-some moments motionless; when, becoming more clearly awake, he sat up,
-and passed his hand across his eyes, as it were to rectify their vision.
-
-The moon had risen over the expanse of waters before him. He gazed on
-the sparkling of her myriad beams, mingling in fairy dance o'er all the
-solitary waste, for not a sail or mast appeared. He looked on his right
-hand, and on his left; here too all was loneliness!
-
-His ideas still bewildered, he rested his eyes on the pillar of light,
-which the bright orb exactly opposite to him, and still near the
-horizon, had flung across the whole ocean, planting its base at his
-very feet. On a sudden this dazzling object became obscured, and he
-beheld, standing over him, and intercepting its refulgence, the same
-remarkable figure which, it may be remembered, Mr. Jackson had seen
-walking with him, about eight years since, in the shrubbery at Lodore
-House.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
- "The darts of death,
- Are but hail to me, so oft they've bounded
- From my shield!"
-
- "No boy's staff his spear!"
- "No harmless beam
- Of light, his sword."
-
-
-The next day, according to appointment, Edmund went to dine on board
-the Erina. Arriving rather early, he found Lord Fitz-Ullin alone in his
-cabin, reading a newspaper.
-
-His lordship received our hero with the greatest cordiality, saying,
-he was happy to have it in his power to show any mark of attention,
-however trifling, to the young friend of Lord L.; "particularly," he
-added, smiling, "as my office of patron is, I understand, to be quite a
-sinecure, I am the more called upon to discover minor modes of proving
-my friendship. You have already, I am informed, Mr. Montgomery," he
-continued, "by your gallant conduct, so far cut your own way, that you
-are to receive your commission immediately, without any interference
-on my part. But, remember, my interest is only laid up for the first
-occasion on which it may be required, when you shall command it in a
-double proportion."
-
-Edmund was commencing a speech of thanks, but was prevented by Lord
-Fitz-Ullin, who said, "By the bye, Ormond is going up to the next
-examination, which will take place in a day or two. Had you not better
-go with him? You can then pass, and be made, without any unnecessary
-delays; and, if you have no objection to sail with me, we can have you
-appointed to the Erina on your promotion."
-
-Edmund was delighted with this arrangement; and, as he smiled, and
-made his grateful acknowledgments, and even when he had concluded,
-he observed Lord Fitz-Ullin's eyes resting on his features with a
-lingering expression of interest which surprised him, and therefore
-made him look grave. For a moment or two Lord Fitz-Ullin continued to
-gaze at him, as if waiting for something; and then, with an air of
-disappointment, sat down, and resumed his newspaper.
-
-Ormond entering, and joining Edmund, the young people conversed with
-animation, but apart, that they might not interrupt the admiral's
-reading. Edmund, however, saw that the newspaper was little regarded,
-and that Lord Fitz-Ullin's eyes were generally turned on his
-countenance. He felt rather embarrassed by so strict a scrutiny, but
-contrived to maintain the appearance of not noticing it, except that he
-coloured a little.
-
-Lord Fitz-Ullin rose, came forward, and joining them, asked Edmund if
-he thought Ormond like him.
-
-"I have scarcely ever seen a likeness so strong as that of Lord Ormond
-to your lordship," answered Edmund.
-
-"Such is the general opinion," said Lord Fitz-Ullin; "but it is a
-stationary likeness, consisting in feature. What a fascination there is
-about that gleam of resemblance, found only in expression, which comes
-and goes with a smile, particularly when the likeness is to one who has
-been dear to us, and who no longer exists! We wait for it, we watch for
-it! and, when it comes, it brings momentary sunshine to the heart,
-and is gone again, with all the freshness of its charm entire, the eye
-not having had time to satisfy itself with a full examination into its
-nature or degree."
-
-Letters were at this moment brought in, and the admiral opened one,
-which he excused himself for reading, saying, it was from Lady
-Fitz-Ullin. The entrance of the rest of the company now diversified the
-scene, and dinner soon followed.
-
-During the remainder of the day and evening, the intimacy between our
-hero and his young friend, Oscar Ormond, such was Lord Ormond's name,
-made rapid progress; and both the lads looked forward, with equal
-pleasure, to the prospect of Edmund's being appointed to the Erina.
-
-There was an innocent openness about the manners of Oscar Ormond,
-proceeding from perfectly harmless intentions, which, to one so young
-as Edmund, and, himself of a disposition peculiarly frank, was very
-attractive. In Oscar, however, this winning quality, never having
-been cultivated into a virtue, had remained a mere instinct, and
-was even in danger of degenerating into a weakness--we mean that of
-idle egotism. While Edmund's native candour, equally, in the first
-instance, springing from an honest consciousness of having no motive
-to conceal a thought, had, during that earliest period of education,
-so vitally important, been trained and sustained by the skilful hand
-of Mr. Jackson; and, therefore, already was accompanied by undeviating
-veracity on principle, and a consequent firmness of mind, worthy of
-riper years. This gave our hero an ascendancy over his young friend,
-which might be said to have commenced at their very first interview;
-and which, in their after lives, frequently influenced the conduct of
-both, though neither, perhaps, was conscious of its existence.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV.
-
- "Pleasant to the ear is the praise of kings;
- But, Carril, forget not the lowly."
-
-
-At this time there was no passing in any sea-port, but before three
-captains. Oscar and Edmund, therefore, proceeded to town. The anxious
-hour, big with the fate of many a middy, arrived. The friends,
-accordingly, having already got through their first examination with
-success, now wended their way to the great centre of naval hopes and
-fears, to answer such final queries as it might be judged necessary to
-put to them. Entering an ante-room, they approached a standing group
-of youngsters, who, probably, had not much interest to smooth their
-path, for their conversation chiefly turned on subjects of discontent.
-One, whose name was Bullen, and who had once been a messmate of
-Ormond's, seemed to be chief spokesman. He was growling at the
-additional difficulty which, he asserted, there was now every day in
-passing. "A young man might know it all well enough aboard," he said,
-"but to have a parcel of old-wigs staring a fellow in the face, and
-asking him puzzlers, why, it was enough to scatter the brains of any
-one of common modesty!"
-
-"If that is all," said one of his companions, for middies are not
-ceremonious, "there is no fear of you, Bullen: your modesty will never
-stand in your way!"
-
-"I hope not," answered Bullen, "nor any thing else, if I can help it.
-At any rate, I should be sorry to be quite so soft a one as Armstrong!
-Only think," he continued, turning to Ormond, "only think of that
-foolish fellow Armstrong! One of the old-wigs asked him (saw he was
-soft, I suppose) the simplest question in the world, just to try him.
-Well, old-wig stares him in the face, and looking devilish knowing,
-says, 'Suppose yourself, Sir, in a gale of wind on a lee shore, the
-ship in great danger of going on the rocks, when, the wind suddenly
-shifting, you are taken all aback, what, Sir, would you do in this
-critical juncture?' Instead of answering, 'Clap on sail, and put out to
-sea,' poor Armstrong took it for granted he should not have been asked
-the question if it were not a puzzler, and was so confounded, that
-he looked like a fool, and had not a word to say, till the old-wigs
-themselves were all obliged to laugh out."
-
-At this moment Bullen was sent for to attend the said old-wigs, as he
-called them; and though he still tried to bluster, he coloured to the
-very roots of his hair at the awful summons. On his return, however, he
-came laughing and swaggering, and bolting into the midst of the still
-standing group, he seized a button of Ormond's coat with one hand, and
-of Edmund's with the other, and began to tell his story.
-
-"Have you passed? have you passed?" cried many voices.
-
-"Have I passed!" repeated Bullen. "There is no difficulty in passing."
-
-"I thought it was very difficult, a short time since," observed Ormond.
-
-"Well, well--so it may be to some: I found no difficulty, however.
-But listen till I tell you the fun. They thought they had got another
-Armstrong to deal with, I suppose; for one of the old fellows, looking
-as wise as Solomon, and as pompous as the grand Mogul, turned his
-eyes full on me, and began. I felt mine inclined to take a peep at my
-shoe-buckles; but, mustering all my courage, I raised them, stared
-straight in his face, clenched my teeth, drew my heels together, thus,
-and stood firm.
-
-"'Well, Sir!' said old-wig, 'hitherto you have answered well.'--This
-was encouraging. 'Now,' he continued, 'suppose yourself on a lee shore,
-under a heavy press of sail, the wind blowing such a gale that, in
-short, it is impossible to save the ship, what, Sir, would you do?'
-
-"'Why, let her go ashore and be d----d!' I replied. Then, thinking I
-had been too rough, I added, with a bow, that I should never take the
-liberty of saving a ship which his lordship judged it impossible to
-save. He smiled, and said I had a fine bold spirit, just fit for a
-brave British tar! So I sailed out of port with flying colours, but no
-pennant, faith: I heard nothing of my commission.
-
-"After all," he continued, "what is the use of passing, when, if a
-man has not the devil and all of Scotch interest, and all that stuff,
-he don't know when he'll get made; but may, in all probability, be a
-_youngster_ at _forty_! a middy in the cockpit, when he is as grey as
-a badger! There's a fellow aboard of us now, who jumped over three
-times,--no less,--to save boys who fell over the ship's side, and
-couldn't swim; (he swims like a fish himself;) but he's not Scotch!
-Well, the captain wrote word to the Admiralty; and what reward do
-you think they gave him? Why, employed one of their sneaking under
-_scratchatories_ to write an official line and a half, importing, that
-'their lordships were pleased to approve of his conduct.'"
-
-"You may depend upon it," replied Ormond, to whom Bullen chiefly
-addressed himself, "that his name is marked for promotion, as soon as a
-convenient opportunity offers."
-
-"Convenient!" interrupted Bullen: "it would be devilish convenient to
-me, I know, to be made just now."
-
-"And in the meantime," continued Ormond, "what can be more gratifying
-than the approbation of the respectable heads of the department, under
-which he serves his country?"
-
-"I think," said our hero, whose opinions, like himself, were young, and
-therefore unsophisticated, "the lords of the admiralty do but justice
-to the motives of British officers, when they deem approbation the
-first of rewards! I mean, of course, in a public sense; considering
-their lordships, in pronouncing that approbation, as the organs, not
-only of government, but also of the nation, on naval affairs; of which
-they are constituted the judges."
-
-"Besides," said Ormond, "you forget how many men, in the British navy,
-have risen to the highest rank, without any interest whatever, entirely
-in consequence of meritorious conduct."
-
-"That was long ago," replied Bullen sulkily. "But it's very easy for
-you to talk! You, the son of Admiral Lord Fitz-Ullin; sure of whatever
-you want, and want nothing neither! Aye, aye, that's the way of the
-world! I wish you'd make your father get me my commission, I know!"
-
-The other young men looked at each other, and smiled.
-
-"Well," said Ormond, laughing; "do something very brilliant to deserve
-it; and if the Admiralty give you approbation only, I pledge myself
-you shall not want interest. Here is my friend, Montgomery," he added,
-turning to Edmund, "saying not a word; and yet, so just a sense have
-their lordships of his merits, that he has no use for interest, though
-he possesses it in the greatest profusion."
-
-"Does he faith?" exclaimed Bullen, "I wish he'd give it to me, then!"
-
-Here all laughed out. And now Lord Ormond was summoned. He went; and,
-in due time, returned with rather a conscious smile on his countenance.
-
-"Well!" cried Bullen. "Well!" echoed a dozen voices at once. "Well!"
-repeated Ormond; but proceeded no further.
-
-Edmund began to question his amused-looking friend somewhat anxiously,
-as to how matters stood; and whether there was really any difficulty,
-to one who knew what he was about.
-
-"Why, to tell you the truth," said Ormond, laughing out at last, "the
-only question they asked me, was--But I'll not tell you--guess!--all
-guess!--I give you fifty guesses!"
-
-Every puzzler which had been conned by any of the party, was now
-proposed and rejected, in turn; at first, with much of loud merriment;
-subsiding, finally, however, into grave wonder; for unguessed riddles
-are apt to grow dull.
-
-"I am sure I can guess no more," said Edmund at last. "Tell!" cried
-one. "Tell!" cried another. "Can't you tell!" vociferated Bullen.
-
-"Well," said Ormond, "do you all give it up?"
-
-"Yes!" "Yes!" "We all give it up!" "We all give it up!" answered many
-voices eagerly. And the circle drew itself closer round him.
-
-"Well, then," proceeded Ormond, "they asked me how"--and here he
-hesitated and laughed again.
-
-"How what?" cried Bullen. "How what?" "How what?" "How what?" cried all.
-
-"How my father was!!!" concluded his lordship, trying to look grave.
-
-"No!" exclaimed every voice at once.
-
-"I told you how it would be with you," cried Bullen.
-
-"But you are not serious?" demanded Edmund.
-
-"But I am, faith!" answered his friend.
-
-"And they asked you nothing else?" pursued Edmund.
-
-"No," said Ormond--"but, yes, they did, by the bye; they asked me to
-take a glass of wine, and a bit of cake."
-
-"And you passed?" demanded Bullen.
-
-"I did," replied Ormond.
-
-"And are to have your commission, I suppose?"
-
-His lordship answered in the affirmative.
-
-Our hero was now summoned. He met with a very flattering reception;
-and, after a respectable examination, was informed, that his commission
-should be made out immediately. He had also the satisfaction of
-being expressly told, that he was thus early promoted, to mark their
-lordship's approbation of his gallant and meritorious conduct, as
-reported by Captain B. How different this from being turned out of the
-ship in disgrace! thought Edmund.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
- "Behold! the red stars silently descend
- High Cromla's head of clouds is grey."
-
- "Towards Temora's groves rolls the lofty car
- Of Cormac."
-
-
-We next find our hero, wrapped in a large boat cloak of blue camlet,
-lined with scarlet plush, and seated on the top of a mail coach; which,
-with more regard to expedition than to comfort, travels night and day
-towards the north. His anticipations were all of unmixed delight.
-
-With what fixed attention would his darling Julia, and even the
-restless Frances, listen to all he had to recount!
-
-How much gratified would both Mrs. Montgomery and Mr. Jackson be,
-to find, that by endeavouring to follow their wise counsels, he had
-obtained the approbation of those best entitled to judge of his
-conduct. And this, to Edmund, was no trifling source of happiness.
-
-Then, what an important personage must his promotion render him in the
-eyes of every one! What joy would Mrs. Smyth evince, on seeing him
-return safe, and grown to be a man too! for such, at little more than
-nineteen, he already thought himself. Even one glimpse of the gleeful
-countenance of the old bargeman, who had the care of the pleasure-boat
-on the lake, appeared in the far perspective of busy fancy. Or,
-perhaps, this was a sort of vision; for it was one of the last things
-he could remember to have seen pass in review before his mind's eye,
-when, over night, he had begun to nod on his perilous throne. The hour
-was early, the morning bright, when the mail set him down where the
-road turns off to Lodore House.
-
-He almost ran the rest of the way, and quite breathless entered the
-dear haven of all his wishes, not by the common approach, but, as had
-ever been the custom of his childhood, by one of the glass doors which
-open on the lawn.
-
-Breakfast was laid; the urn and hot rolls, evidently but just brought
-in, were smoking on the table: yet, a general stillness prevailed, and
-the room seemed without inhabitant. Edmund's heart, which had been
-beating with violence, stopped suddenly: he drew a longer breath, and
-felt even a kind of relief; for the intensity of expectation had arisen
-to almost a painful height while he crossed the green and stepped over
-the threshold.
-
-Advancing a few paces into the apartment he cast an eager look all
-round; and, in a far window, descried his darling little Julia sitting
-alone; her eyes fixed on a book--her lips moving, apparently learning
-a task. She looked up, and, not quite recognising the intruder, the
-first expression of her countenance was alarm. He spoke. Her colour
-mounted till a universal glow spread itself over neck, face, and arms;
-not from bashfulness, for she was not quite thirteen, therefore too
-young for such a feeling; but from that extreme emotion peculiar to the
-enthusiasm of her temper.
-
-Edmund forgot to throw off his boat-cloak, and enveloped the elastic
-fairy form of his little favourite in its uncouth folds; while she
-clung round his neck and sobbed for a considerable time before she
-could speak to tell him how glad she was to see him, and how much she
-loved him still--though he had staid such a long, long time away!
-
-Mrs. Montgomery, preceded by Frances performing pirouettes, now
-entered. They had heard nothing of Edmund's arrival: the old lady,
-therefore, was much overcome. She embraced him, and wept over him;
-for his idea was ever associated in her feelings with that of her
-lost child. Frances, after a momentary pause, sprung into his arms,
-exclaiming,
-
-"It's brother Edmund! it's brother Edmund!"
-
-Our hero, meanwhile, swinging about in his boat-cloak, looked rather an
-unwieldy monster amongst them.
-
-"My dear boy," said Mrs. Montgomery, "why don't you take off that great
-frightful muffle? I want to see what you are like!"
-
-Edmund looked down at himself, laughed, and flung off the cloak,
-declaring he had quite forgotten it. Mrs. Montgomery now contemplated,
-with visible pleasure, his figure, become, from its height and
-proportions, almost manly, without losing any of that air of elegance,
-which, from childhood, had been animate grace of Edmund's: then,
-pointing to an ottoman close beside her chair, she bade him sit down;
-and, putting on her spectacles, for the shedding of many tears had
-dimmed her sight, she kindly stroked back the hair from his forehead,
-and examined his features. Julia stood close at her other side,
-holding her other hand. Frances was off to publish the joyful tidings
-to good Mrs. Smyth and the rest of the household; by singing at every
-bound, "News! news! news!--Brother Edmund is come! brother Edmund is
-come!--News! news! news!"
-
-After dropping a few large tears in silence, Mrs. Montgomery said,
-mournfully,
-
-"My poor child was quite right. She always prophesied how handsome you
-would be, when I used to say you were all eyes and eyelashes. Now,
-I am sure, they are just in good proportion. She used to admire the
-forehead, too; and the form of the mouth; and the sweetness of the
-expression. Yes, yes! she was certainly right."
-
-And she looked at him as though he had been a picture, without the
-slightest compassion for his blushes.
-
-Edmund, willing to turn the conversation from himself, said,
-
-"Pray, ma'am, is it not generally thought that Julia will be very
-beautiful? Did you ever see any thing like the brilliancy of her
-colour?"
-
-"Yes, it is very bright," said the old lady, "a sign of health, I hope."
-
-"And as to her smile," proceeded Edmund, "I have always thought it the
-sweetest thing in nature! even in her nurse's arms I can remember being
-delighted with it; when the darling used to stretch out its little
-hands to come to me!"
-
-And he looked, as he spoke, into the full, uplifted, liquid eyes of
-his little, listening favourite, with a thrill of tenderness, but too
-prophetic of the future.
-
-"There! look how she blushes!" he continued, collecting the quantity of
-fair hair which hung around her neck, and playfully strewing it again
-over her shoulders.
-
-"I think her beautiful, of course, my dear," answered Mrs. Montgomery;
-"but I am partial, you know: and so indeed are you. You began to love
-her, I believe, on the very evening she was born! I shall never forget
-how carefully you supported the baby's head on your little arm as you
-sat on this very table, I think it was, and asked leave to kiss her."
-
-"And was my presumptuous request granted, ma'am?" asked Edmund,
-laughing, and drawing little Julia kindly towards him, as though he
-had some thought of repeating the presumption of which he spoke; but
-she now began to twist her head away, blush, and look half angry: for
-little girls of her age, though, as we before observed, too young to be
-bashful, are very apt to be furiously modest.
-
-"Certainly, my dear," replied Mrs. Montgomery: "you were but six years
-of age, you know, and poor Julia there, not an hour old at the time."
-
-Her voice here faltered, her tears began to flow again, and her head
-shook a little; an infirmity she was able to suppress, except when
-much moved. Julia, who knew the symptom well, stole her arms round
-her grandmamma's neck, and tried all the little coaxing ways which
-she had long found the most effectual on such occasions of mournful
-recollection.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
- "What tho'
- No chiefs were they; their hands were strong in fight:
- They were our rock in danger; in triumph,
- The mountain whence we spread our eagle wing!"
-
-
-Let those who are fond of dramatizing their ideas, picture to
-themselves the scene opening, and displaying the wardroom of the Erina;
-its centre occupied by a long breakfast-table, at which a number of the
-officers are already ranged.
-
-Our hero enters, and takes his seat among them for the first time,
-having joined but the night before, just as the ship was getting under
-way.
-
-Thus situated, he feels a very natural curiosity to observe what his
-new messmates are like. He looks around him accordingly; and every face
-being equally strange to him, he begins to amuse himself, by wondering
-at the manifold and ingenious contrivances of nature, to make such
-variety out of the old materials, of eyes, nose, and mouth.
-
-One gentleman sat eating an egg with great solemnity; his elongated
-countenance, resembling one seen on the back of a table-spoon, held up
-the long way; while his next neighbour smiled on a roll, with a face
-that seemed reflected from the same part of the same utensil, turned
-the cross way. The next, a portly gentleman, looked as though he had
-stowed away, preparatory to the long voyage, good sea-store of claret
-in his cheeks, nose, and double chin. The next to him, as spare as
-Don Quixote, had a countenance the colour of a blanket; while the
-hollow of his cheeks, which he had ingeniously endeavoured to fill,
-by encouraging the growth of his whiskers, resembled excavations in
-a disused quarry, where tangled brambles had long been permitted to
-flourish undisturbed. One of the good-looking sat next; and the eye
-that was going the circle of the table, found agreeable rest, for a
-moment, on his oval countenance, adorned by a healthful complexion,
-fine eyes, and chesnut-brown hair. Next to him appeared a bluff-looking
-fellow; his face deeply pitted with the small-pox, and of a dark-red
-colour, relieved only by the sooty black of beard, hair, eye-brows,
-eye-lashes, eyes and whiskers. His neighbour had a merry face, of a
-lighter and brighter red, with the exception of the forehead, which was
-high, open, and brilliantly white, skirted by a thick forest of red
-hair; while a vigorous growth of whiskers, of the same colour, stood on
-each plump cheek, like underwood on the side of a hill.
-
-Nearest him, sat a tall gentleman, whom our hero, on a further
-acquaintance, considered handsome; for he had a fine fresh skin and
-colour, a well-set mouth, good teeth, a high nose, and large blue
-eyes; but the rise on the nose was placed so much too high up, that
-it gave a ludicrous air of mock pomp to the whole countenance; while
-the eyes, peculiarly round, opened with that species of stare, which
-looks as though the cravat were tied too tight; and the cheeks, that
-seemed to have been plumped by practising the trumpet, wanting, alas!
-the sheltering grace of whiskers, but too much resembled, save in their
-hue, very large apple dumplings.
-
-After thus scanning the faces of so many good fellows, brave and
-jovial, though not, at first sight, perfect beauties; our hero's
-wandering eye arrived, at length, at a vacant seat, before which was
-placed a plate, carefully covered. At this seat and plate, he observed
-many of the party looking, from time to time, with various knowing
-winks and smiles, accompanied by glances directed towards a door,
-leading from one of the cabins. The said door opening shortly, admitted
-a perfect personification of Sir John Falstaff.
-
-"Mr. Barns, our chaplain," whispered Edmund's neighbour. Our hero felt
-uneasy: he saw, at a glance, that Barns was the butt of the mess; and
-it was not accordant with his habits, to make a jest of the sacred
-office, be it held by whom it might.
-
-Mr. Barns rolled towards his seat; placed himself upon it, and as he
-settled in it, seemed to spread with his own weight. He made a sort of
-grunt, intended for the morning salutation; then, stretching forward
-his arms, a certain protuberance of chest and abdomen, not permitting
-a nearer approach of the rest of the person to the table, he touched
-lightly, with the fore-finger and thumb of both hands, the cover; when,
-finding that he was in no danger of burning himself, he raised it. His
-countenance had begun to fall a little on finding the cover cold; but
-now, aghast, his under jaw hung on his double chin; while the tongue,
-spread and slighted protruded, rested on the under-lip; for, lo!--the
-plate contained but atmospheric air, and Mr. Barns was not used to feed
-on the camelion.
-
-He clapped down the cover, which, during his first astonishment, he
-had held suspended; and, leaning back in his chair, said, in a surly
-tone;--"Come, come, gentlemen; this making a jest of your chaplain, and
-that on Sunday morning too, is not very becoming, let me tell you! What
-must this gentleman, who is a stranger, think of such behaviour? I am
-very good-natured, sir, you must know," he added, looking towards our
-hero, "and these gentlemen presume upon it." Edmund bowed assent.
-
-"I hope, Mr. Barns," said the claret-faced gentleman, by name
-Warburton, "you mean to make your sermon to-day at least one minute the
-shorter, for this extempore lecture. Ten minutes, you know--we never
-listen after ten minutes; but promise, on the faith of a true divine,
-that you will not this day exceed nine minutes, and you shall have
-the real broil, that the steward is keeping hot without." Mr. Barns'
-countenance became less severe, when he heard that there actually was a
-real broil!
-
-"Nonsense! nonsense!" he said; "but, there, call for the broil, or it
-will be too much done: a broil is not worth a farthing without the red
-gravy in it!"
-
-The broil was called for accordingly.
-
-"You are a man of honour, Barns," continued Warburton; "remember the
-conditions: the sermon is not to exceed nine minutes this morning, or
-ten on any future occasion."
-
-"I don't know that I shall preach at all to-day," said Barns.
-
-"Not preach at all!" echoed the gentleman with the high nose, making
-his eyes rounder than before.
-
-"But, why? but, why?" demanded various voices.
-
-"I don't think the day will suit," said Barns, taking his eye from the
-door for a moment, to glance it at the windows.
-
-"You are always too timid of the weather, Mr. Barns," observed Mr.
-Elliot, the long-faced gentleman: "a moderate sermon, such as Warburton
-spoke of, no man can object to. Those things, in my opinion, should
-not be entirely neglected, were it but for the sake of example to the
-youngsters and ship's company."
-
-"Example!" repeated Barns; "that's all very proper ashore, sir; and no
-man set a better example to his flock, when on terra firma, than I did;
-but I have no idea of being made an example of myself, in the fullest
-sense of the word, by having my pulpit blown over board, as might be
-the case, were it erected on deck without due regard to the weather,
-Mr. Elliot."
-
-"Nay, nay, Barns!" interrupted Warburton, "there can be no danger of
-that, when you are in it!"
-
-"I don't sail without ballast, I grant you, sir. But here comes the
-broil!" said Barns.
-
-The bluff gentleman, Mr. Thomson, asked the steward, as he entered, how
-the day was on deck.
-
-"Very fine, sir."
-
-"Will it do for the pulpit?" asked Mr. Jones, the red-haired gentleman.
-
-"The pulpit is erected already, sir, by order of the captain," replied
-the steward.
-
-"I thought," said Jones, aside, "this no preaching was too good news to
-be true."
-
-"Why," asked Edmund, aside also, for Jones sat next to him, "is Mr.
-Barns's preaching so very bad?"
-
-"No--yes--I don't know, faith!" answered Jones.
-
-"Have you never heard Mr. Barns, then?" again asked Edmund.
-
-"Oh, a thousand times!--That is--but you see, I never listen to
-prosing: it's a bad sort of thing, I think. In short, I generally box
-the compass, or something of the sort, to amuse myself. It's the best
-way, in my opinion," he added, "never to think at all!"
-
-"There you are quite wrong, sir," observed Mr. Barns, catching the last
-words as he wiped his mouth, having finished his broil; "for spiritual
-food is as needful to the soul, as our common nutriment is to the body:
-and inasmuch as that body thrives best, which is best nurtured, so will
-that soul, which is best instructed!"
-
-"That argument, from Mr. Barns, is certainly conclusive," observed Mr.
-White, the thin gentleman.
-
-"White," whispered Jones to Edmund, "thin as he is, eats more than
-Barns does!"
-
-All now repaired on deck, where, it is reported, that Mr. Barns's
-presentiment proved but too well-founded; for, that while he was
-preaching, a most unexpected squall came on a sudden--took hold of the
-ship--gave her one thorough shake--and laid her on her beam-ends; and,
-that all being in confusion, the men in crowds running forward with the
-ropes to shorten sail, &c. &c., it was some time before he, Mr. Barns,
-was missed, and that when he was missed, while one talked of lowering
-a boat down, and another ran to look over the ship's side, it was Mr.
-Montgomery, who at length discovered him, feet uppermost, in the lee
-scuppers, where the first reel of the vessel had tumbled him, with the
-heavy cannonade slides, and what not else besides, heaped on top of him.
-
-Edmund very soon perceived, that this unbecoming levity of his
-messmates on sacred subjects, had much of its origin in the character
-of the admiral himself: for Lord Fitz-Ullin, though a man of so much
-personal dignity, that in his own manners he never offended against
-outward decorum, had, unfortunately, no settled principle on religious
-subjects--no happy conviction, that moral obligations, with all
-the thousand blessings that flow from them, have but one pure and
-inexhaustible source, in that simple, practical religion, which the
-universal Father gave his children to promote their happiness, temporal
-as well as eternal; that religion which saith, "Do unto others, as you
-would that they should do unto you;" that religion, which for every
-possible duty, hath a plain, practicable precept, which if followed by
-all, would realize the bliss of heaven even upon earth.
-
-But Lord Fitz-Ullin had been disgusted, by frequently, during a
-considerable portion of very early life, being compelled to hear
-the irrational railing of a fanatical preacher against good works.
-The man might have meant right, but he knew not how to express
-himself; and Lord Fitz-Ullin, unable to adopt his doctrine, such as
-it met the ear, without further examination, rejected, or at least
-thenceforward neglected, all religion. Something of this was felt, if
-not seen, by those who looked up to the admiral, as to a man older
-than themselves--a man at the head of the honourable profession to
-which they had devoted themselves--and a man, as eminent in brilliancy
-of courage and talent, as in rank, both hereditary and acquired. The
-mischief done, therefore, bore proportion to the extensive influence
-which those shining qualities and exalted circumstances bestowed on
-their possessor.
-
-With respect to his lordship's choice of a chaplain, being blameably
-indifferent on the subject, he had appointed Mr. Barns, on the
-application of a friend, without any regard whatever to his fitness or
-unfitness to fill the situation. Our hero, notwithstanding, found his
-patron both a kind and most agreeable friend; and one, whose partiality
-to him daily increased. Lord Fitz-Ullin had been, all his life, in
-love with glory; in Edmund he recognized much of the same spirit,
-accompanied, too, by all that romance and enthusiasm of youth, so
-delightful to those, who, having retained such feelings longer than the
-usual period, find little that is congenial in the minds of people of
-their own age.
-
-"I wish, Montgomery," said the Earl, one day that Edmund dined with
-his lordship, "I wish you could inspire Ormond by your example--he is
-so indolent. I fear," he continued, "I have given him bad habits: he
-has always, in fact, been sure of whatever he wished for, without the
-slightest exertion on his own part."
-
-"Why, yes," said Ormond, playfully; "you know, sir, I am aware that I
-shall be an admiral one of those days, without taking any trouble about
-the matter."
-
-"Oscar," said his father, "remember, that though you may attain to rank
-by interest, you can never obtain glory, but by deserving it!"
-
-"Have I not the glory of being your son, sir!" replied Oscar, smiling.
-
-"I have not even a name by inheritance!" thought Edmund; "I, therefore,
-must endeavour to earn one."
-
-As intercourse continued, and friendship grew, Edmund saw in his young
-friend daily evidences of a heart overflowing with every amiable and
-generous sentiment; also, a high sense of honour--worldly honour, we
-mean, which had been carefully inculcated by his father.
-
-Of any other standard of right, Oscar Ormond had little or no idea. The
-predominant weakness of his character, was an idle degree of vanity
-about his rank--the consequence of the early lessons of his nurse. This
-uneducated and ill-judging woman, with whom he was too much left, used
-carefully to give him his title from infancy, always telling him what
-a grand thing it was for him to be a lord already, when there were so
-many big men, who would never be lords! Yet, strange to say, Oscar was,
-as we have seen, devoid of ambition in his profession, to the infinite
-regret of his father; but he had got it into his head, that his own
-hereditary rank was something much greater than any thing that could
-be acquired, and also, that all future steps would come, as all past
-ones had done--as mere matters of course. The natural consequences of
-his exalted birth!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
- "Doest thou not know me?"
-
-
-A few days after the fleet under the command of Lord Fitz-Ullin had
-arrived on its station, the Glorious, Edmund's old ship, joined, and
-making the usual signal for a lieutenant from each vessel at anchor,
-our hero, as officer from the Erina, went on board. While receiving the
-salutations of his former friends, his attention, as well as theirs,
-was arrested by the appearance of a boat, which was falling alongside,
-and in which, if they could believe their own eyes, they beheld, in
-the shape of a lieutenant, Mr. St. Aubin.
-
-Henry came on board. All his old messmates collecting round him,
-demanded clamourously how he had got out of the scrape in which they
-had left him.
-
-"Scrape!" repeated Henry, in a contemptuous tone. "The best thing that
-ever happened to me; I might have been a poor devil of a middy, down
-there in your confounded cockpit yet, but for it!"
-
-"Why, d-- it," said Walton, "if I thought they would make me a
-post-captain for it, I would get drunk to night! but tell us how you
-got made, man, after our throwing you out, like spare ballast, on that
-rascally beach at Plymouth?"
-
-"Why," answered Henry, "I waited upon the first lord of the Admiralty,
-and informed him that I should prefer being a lieutenant to remaining
-a midshipman: upon which his lordship very politely gave me the
-commission I now have the honour to hold."
-
-"Yier taste was sae vara uncommon, sir!" observed the Scot, "that his
-lordship did na care te balk ye?"
-
-"Precisely so, sir," said Henry, with a bow.
-
-"But, joking apart, Henry," said Edmund, "do tell us how it happened."
-
-In fact, the friend Henry had met with at Plymouth, but whom he did not
-name even to Edmund, had informed him that Lord L. was just returned to
-England on business connected with his diplomacy, and was at that time
-actually in London. Henry had set out that night for London, waited
-on Lord L., and, without any mention of his being in disgrace, said
-that his time being served, he had hastened to town to secure, if
-possible, his promotion while his lordship was on the spot. Lord L.,
-accordingly, taking Henry with him, made his application in person. The
-commission was granted so immediately, that the business was concluded
-before Captain B.'s report, respecting Mr. St. Aubin's unofficer-like
-conduct, had reached the Admiralty. Lord L., however, highly resented
-the trick thus put upon him, and declared himself determined never
-again to use any interest of his on Henry's behalf. And in this resolve
-he persevered.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX.
-
- "Through the wide heaving of the strife,
- Are the strides of Fingall, like some strong ship
- Cutting through wintry seas. The dark tumbling
- Of death, the gleams of broken steel, mingle
- Round him; the waves of war part before him
- And roll along the field."
-
-
-Now followed that most brilliant era of our naval history, which
-confirmed to the British flag its supremacy on the world of waters!
-Lord Fitz-Ullin had the good fortune to command in some of the
-greatest, and, in their results, the most glorious engagements of the
-period: and, in each of these, Edmund distinguished himself. Lord
-Fitz-Ullin consequently made such creditable mention of our hero's name
-in every account he sent home, that, after being about two years in the
-Erina, he was appointed to fill an Admiralty vacancy, as commander of
-the Desdemona, a sloop-of-war, on the same station.
-
-Shortly after, another general, and to the English successful,
-engagement took place. On this occasion the services of the vessel
-commanded by our hero proved so important, that when the glorious
-affair was drawing to a close, Lord Fitz-Ullin appointed Edmund to the
-command of a post-ship, the Euphrasia, a very fine frigate which had
-that day lost her captain.
-
-"The vacancy is one which I am entitled to fill," said his lordship,
-as he signed dispatches in which the name of Captain Montgomery again
-stood conspicuous: "and were this not the case," he continued, "I
-could have no doubt of the Admiralty confirming such an officer.
-Oscar," he then said, turning kindly to his son, "I am sorry to leave
-you behind, my boy; but I cannot, even in a public point of view, pass
-over merit so distinguished as Montgomery's: and, you know, Oscar, you
-have never taken the trouble of doing more than the mere routine of
-duty required. In short, I have never been able to make you fond of
-the service. Yet you shall have the very next ship, though it is thus
-I have ever spoiled you. I have made every step too easy," he added,
-after a moment of silence.
-
-"I know it, sir," replied Oscar: "you have always been kind and
-indulgent." Then turning to Edmund, and shaking hands with him, he
-continued, "Montgomery well deserves his promotion, and I am the first
-to give him joy of it."
-
-"Well, Oscar," said the earl, "you certainly have a good heart; and
-that, after all, is, perhaps, the first of good qualities."
-
-In the next three years, every newspaper was emblazoned with the
-brilliant deeds of the gallant Captain Montgomery! We need scarcely
-add, that each such newspaper was, with proud enthusiasm, read aloud
-by Mr. Jackson at Lodore House; and, by the quiet home circle there,
-listened to with the liveliest interest. An immensity of prize-money
-also had, from time to time, been shared by the fleet; and Edmund
-having been one year a commander, and nearly two a post captain,
-his proportion of the various sums so shared was very considerable,
-amounting, in all, to upwards of fifteen thousand pounds.
-
-Henry, whose advancement had, as we have seen, received a check,
-happened to be lieutenant in the Euphrasia, when our hero was appointed
-her captain.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
- "Their eyes roll in search of the foe."
-
-
-The Euphrasia was detached from the fleet, with instructions to cruise
-in the Archipelago, and look out for, capture, sink, or otherwise
-destroy, a formidable Turkish corsair, which had lately committed great
-depredations. On making the little island of Patras, every speck which
-the face of the water presented was accordingly examined with more than
-usual eagerness. In a few hours the words, "A sail! a sail!" were heard
-from aloft, and echoed throughout the ship. All hands were summoned,
-and the vessel crouded with canvass.
-
-About six o'clock, it being then sun-set, they had approached near
-enough to the stranger for Edmund, with the assistance of his glass,
-to ascertain that she was a frigate of the largest description,
-standing towards them under a press of sail. He gave orders accordingly
-to clear for action; but the wind decreasing, and the night closing
-in, they lost sight of the enemy for a considerable time. About nine
-o'clock, however, they beheld much nearer, but imperfectly seen in
-consequence of the darkness, a vessel evidently manoeuvering to gain
-the weather-gauge of them. They soon found that she had failed in
-this attempt; upon which they observed her stand off a little, and
-show great indecision, making signals, burning blue lights, and, at
-intervals, firing guns. About ten o'clock a flash, which preceded its
-report longer than usual, was observed in a different direction; and,
-immediately after, a second large sail was discovered bearing down, as
-if to join the first.
-
-Edmund and his officers, having no doubt that this was the consort
-of the ship with which they had been about to engage, held a short
-consultation, as to the propriety of giving battle to so unequal a
-force. It was, however, unanimously decided, that they should confide
-in the superior courage and seamanship of British sailors, and commence
-the attack forthwith.
-
-The plan to be pursued was, if possible, to separate the enemy, in such
-a manner as to be subject to the fire of one only of their vessels at
-a time; but this was very shortly discovered to be impracticable, for
-at the moment the moon, which had lately risen, shining out from behind
-a range of thick clouds, near the horizon, with sudden splendour,
-the expanse of waters, the distance, nature, and movements of the
-enemy--all, in short, which had been obscure or doubtful, was at once
-presented to the view; and the two strangers were seen to close with
-each other, and shorten sail, at the same time displaying their sable
-flags and crescents.
-
-All this was clearly discernible with the naked eye from the deck
-of the Euphrasia, and placed it beyond a doubt, that the vessels in
-question were Algerine corsairs.
-
-Edmund gave orders to run his ship in between the two Turkish frigates,
-that he might thus, if he must receive two broadsides, at least have
-one for each in return. Having succeeded in gaining this position, and
-being within pistol-shot of both ships, he opened his two broadsides
-at once, with a fire so destructive, and so much better sustained than
-that of the enemy, that, in less than an hour, one of the Turks had
-lost her main and mizen masts, and the other, being much shattered
-in the hull, put her helm up, for the purpose of boarding. Our hero,
-perceiving this, had the guns on the quarter-deck loaded with grape
-shot and musket balls, in place of the usual charge; and thus
-prepared, waited, with perfect coolness, till the Musselmen, armed
-with battle-axes and cymetars, and uttering hideous yells, had nearly
-filled the lower rigging, into which they had leaped from that of their
-own ship, and whence, in another second, they would have descended
-in hordes on the forecastle and gangway, when, giving the signal,
-the whole of the thus loaded ordnance was discharged full upon the
-barbarians, and with such effect, that multitudes of bodies fell at
-one and the same instant; while turbans rolled along, appearing, in
-the partial light of the moon, like so many heads severed at the same
-moment from so many trunks. Such as descended alive, were instantly
-charged by the pikemen and marines; while the few who escaped, being
-cut down, fell over the ship's side into the water, in attempting to
-regain their own vessel.
-
-The Euphrasia herself, having by this time lost all her masts, and in
-other particulars sustained much injury, the three ships ceased firing,
-as if by general consent; the Turks making every effort their crippled
-condition would permit, to get clear of the English frigate.
-
-Hostilities were now therefore suspended for some hours, which hours
-were employed by our hero, in causing all hands to work with such
-unexampled diligence in making temporary repairs, especially erecting
-jury masts, that, in that short time, they had effected so much, as to
-be again able to work the ship, and once more to attack the enemy.
-
-The two Turkish frigates lay at a little distance, like logs on the
-face of the water; unable to move from the relative situations into
-which they had drifted during the cessation of the battle, and too much
-separated to afford each other any assistance. It was therefore with
-as much dismay as astonishment, that they beheld the Euphrasia approach
-one of them, take up a raking position within pistol shot of her, and
-open a well-directed fire. This was but feebly answered by the Turks,
-who, little expecting a renewal of the combat before daylight, were not
-prepared to fire more than one or two of their stern chasers with any
-effect. Stubborn, however, and desperate to the last, they continued to
-fight with musketry, till their decks were heaped with dead and dying;
-when, their captain, losing all hope of escape, snatched up a lighted
-match, and brandishing it in a species of mad triumph, ran with it to
-fire the magazine. At this point the frantic valour of this remnant of
-a crew forsook them: they cut down their captain ere he could effect
-his desperate purpose, cried for quarter, and struck their colours.
-
-Edmund now made sail towards the other frigate. She had already lost
-the greater part of her crew, being the vessel which had boarded: she
-could therefore make scarcely any resistance; and, seeing the fate of
-her consort, she struck her colours, after firing but one or two guns.
-
-The object for which Edmund had been detached being thus happily
-accomplished, he rejoined Lord Fitz-Ullin as quickly as possible,
-taking with him his two disabled prizes; both, notwithstanding,
-valuable frigates. He was received, as may well be imagined, with loud
-cheers from the crews of all the vessels in the fleet.
-
-Thus did our hero, in less than five years from the date of his
-last visit to his friends at Lodore, see himself, at the early age
-of four-and-twenty, risen to the rank of post-captain, possessed of
-prize-money to a large amount, and crowned with laurels so gallantly
-won, as to render his name known and respected in every part of the
-world to which a newspaper could find its way.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
- "The feast is smoking wide."
-
-
-"Here, Alice, bairn, here, tack it fray me; and mind ye, mack it light
-and flecky, like to the leaves o' a reading buke," cried our old
-friend, Mrs. Smyth; who stood up to her elbows in flour, and up to her
-eyes in business, in the housekeeper's room at Lodore House; "and mind
-ye dinna pit the raspberry in 'till the puffs be mair nor half baked;
-or it 'ill be bubbling o'er, and spoiling the edges o' the pastry.
-Bless me weel, sich a fuss! Ye mun mind a' the'e thing soon bairn. I'm
-no used till them noo, and, indeed, I'm getting auld. Nell, woman! rin,
-will ye, till the ice-hoose, there's a canny wife! and see if yon jelly
-will turn oot yet. What will come o' me, if the jelly will no turn oot
-affoor dinner-time! Maister Donald," said she, to the butler, who had
-just entered, and who was a countryman of her own, being one of the old
-Scotch establishment, "hoo cum ye on? As for my auld head, it's fairly
-bothered: we are no used to such doings o' late years, Maister Donald!"
-
-"Vara true, Mrs. Smyth," said the butler, "it's thirteen years, I
-believe, sin we have had to say, reg'lar coompany in this hoose."
-
-"Aye, thirteen years," rejoined Mrs. Smyth, "and some three or four
-weeks, it is noo sin that awfu' neght, (and here she turned to Lady
-Arandale's woman, who sat beside her,) when the hale country roond was
-shining wi' bonfires and illuminations; for every ane at had a pane
-o' glass, woman, pit a candle in't, till the bonny smooth lake yonder
-fairly glittered! I mind it as weel, as it had been but yestereen--bit,
-affoor the lights o' joy were put oot, him, for the birth o' whom they
-were lighted, and her, wha gave him birth, baith lay dead! Aye, cauld
-corses they were, afoor ever the embers o' the bonfires had ceased to
-reek!" Here a few tears fell from the eyes of poor Mrs. Smyth; for the
-present bustle had brought that which preceded the melancholy event to
-which she alluded, fresh to her mind.
-
-"It was a sair blow, in truth!" said the butler; "and sairly did the
-mistress take it to heart; and wha could blame her?"
-
-"It's time, however," replied Mrs. Smyth, "that the peur lasses, wha
-were o'er young to ken ony thing about the loss o' their mither,
-peur things, should see a little o' the warl, and ha'e some youthfu'
-divartions. They are baith i' their eighteenth year noo," she added,
-again addressing the stranger; "and if they dina ha'e their sport, peur
-things, a wee while, afoor they git a gliff o' the ills o' this mortal
-life, they'l set little count by dancing, and the like, by and bye!
-Bit here comes Nell wi' the jelly! That's right--my mind's easy noo!
-Come awa, will ye, Maister Donald, and look o'er the things wi' me: I's
-feard for my life, at I shall forgit someot at's maist material."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
- "Like sounds that are no more, past is Erin's
- Strife; and Ingall is returned with his fame."
-
-
-Lord Arandale, the eldest brother of Mrs. Montgomery; his lady; their
-daughter, Lady Susan Morven; their son, Lord Morven; and a nephew,
-Colonel Morven, had all come from Scotland, on a visit to their
-relative, and a tour to the lakes.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery, in compliment to these friends, and also for the
-purpose of affording some little society to her hitherto secluded
-grand-daughters, had determined, though she never would herself go
-out again, to see company at home, as before the death of Lady L.
-In pursuance of this plan, a large and gay party was now assembled
-in the drawing-room of Lodore House, awaiting the important summons
-to that very dinner which we have just seen Mrs. Smyth so anxiously
-preparing. There was also to be a dance in the evening, to which all
-the neighbouring families for many miles round were invited.
-
-Julia, now about eighteen, according to the account given us in the
-last chapter by Mrs. Smyth, was endeavouring, for the whim of the
-thing, to learn from Lady Susan Morven, the Scotch pronunciation of the
-words of "Auld Lang Syne," of which she was playing the accompaniment
-on the harp; Mrs. Montgomery and Lady Arandale were seated on a sofa,
-engaged in conversation; Lord Arandale was talking politics in a window
-with Mr. Jackson; Frances, Lord Morven, and Colonel Morven, were
-standing near the harp, laughing at Julia's attempts at Scotch; and the
-rest, in various groupes, were exerting their patience, or their wit,
-to pass away the time till dinner.
-
-"That is not right," said Lady Susan, "can't you say it as I do? We twa
-ha'e climed aboot the hills."
-
-Julia recommenced accordingly; "We twa ha'e climed"---- The unfinished
-sentence died away on her lips, her hands ceased to move on the
-strings, she arose slowly from her seat, stood some seconds motionless
-as a statue, her colour mounting gradually, then darted past Frances
-and the gentlemen. They turned to look after her, and beheld her
-standing in the centre of the room; her hand in that of an extremely
-handsome young man, in a travelling dress. The stranger appeared to be
-about four-and-twenty, but was strikingly like the picture of a lad,
-some three or four years younger, which hung over the chimney-piece.
-
-In short, it was Edmund. The fleet had returned to England; the
-Euphrasia wanted repairs, that must require some months for their
-completion; and our hero had availed himself of the opportunity thus
-afforded him of visiting Lodore House--setting out without even
-delaying to write; and while the carriage in which he had arrived, was
-driving round, he had entered the drawing-room, according to his old
-custom, from the lawn, by one of the open glass doors. He had been
-dazzled by the unexpected sight of a large company in rooms so long
-devoted to mourning and quiet affections, while the first distinct
-object which had fixed his eyes, (guided possibly by certain sweet
-sounds,) was the glittering pillar of a harp, the chords of which,
-were vibrating at the moment in harmony with the tones of a mellow,
-yet almost infantine voice. A step more, and he beheld, seated at the
-said harp ---- impossible!--it cannot be!--yet it must be, his darling
-little Julia that was, but transformed from the child she had been
-when he last saw her, into a seeming woman of perfect beauty, nay,
-almost majesty; for Julia was not only tall of her age, but as fully
-rounded as symmetry would permit. She was dressed too, preparatory to
-the ball of the evening, in a much too fashionable full-dress (she
-had not yet arrived at choosing for herself) sent from town by a
-fashionable milliner, who wished to send also a long bill.
-
-It was this artificial costume, in fact, though Edmund was not aware of
-its power, which had, at first sight, added years to Julia's apparent
-age, and inspired our amazed hero with absolute awe of his former
-playfellow. In the crayon drawing he had of both sisters in one frame,
-(full-length, age thirteen,) they wore each a frock, without flounce or
-tucker, and their fair hair loose on their shoulders.
-
-While lost in astonishment, he gazed, yet saw in the well-remembered
-expression of the soft hazel eyes, so often raised to his in the
-undisguised fondness of childhood; but it was indeed the same Julia;
-a vivid recollection of their last meeting in that room, on that very
-spot, and of the boat-cloak, in the folds of which he had then, without
-hesitation, wrapped his little favourite, as he clasped her to his
-heart, presented itself most inopportunely, to his imagination. Now the
-very retrospect seemed presumption; yet the years that had intervened,
-were to memory but as hours; while the pressure of the soft hand, which
-kindly returned that of his, did not at all tend to the regulation of
-his already confused ideas. Nor, indeed, had he any leisure whatever
-afforded him for such an undertaking; for Frances, as soon as she
-had turned and seen the cause of Julia's emotion, had flown towards
-him; and Mrs. Montgomery, on hearing Frances' exclamation of--"Oh,
-grandmamma, here's Edmund!" had called him to her; and Mr. Jackson, on
-catching the same sounds, had left Lord Arandale and his politics, and
-hastened to greet his young friend. In short, he was surrounded in a
-moment, and overwhelmed with rejoicings, questionings, congratulations,
-and, finally, introductions; being presented, in due form, to Lord and
-Lady Arandale, and all the family party.
-
-The low growl of the gong, preceding its fearful bellowings, was now
-heard; and Mrs. Montgomery reminded our hero, that the ten minutes it
-usually sounded was all the time he would have to make his preparations
-for dinner. He retired accordingly, and changed his travelling dress
-for one more suitable to the occasion.
-
-On his return to the drawing-room, Julia was still engaged playing
-Scotch airs, and learning the pronunciation of the words. Without
-being conscious of the direction he gave his steps, he went as directly
-towards her, as though he had been the bearer of a message which he
-was about to deliver. He stopped short, however, when arrived within a
-pace or two of the harp, where he remained standing. Julia continued
-playing, but performed very badly; for she was wishing to speak to
-Edmund in the kind manner that every recollection of her habitual
-feelings towards him dictated. She had never, on any former occasion,
-found the least difficulty in expressing those feelings. What an
-awkward thing it is, she thought, to meet an old friend, after a long
-absence, before so many strangers!
-
-She returned in a playful manner to the song of "Auld lang syne," for
-the sake of the reference the words have to old times, and old friends;
-but, when she looked up, very innocently, intending, as a sort of
-friendly welcome, to enforce the application by a kind smile, and met
-the eyes of Edmund fixed upon her, she looked down, blushed, felt an
-undefined uneasiness as if she had done something wrong, and did not
-venture to look up again; though she said to herself, "It is only
-Edmund!"
-
-Edmund's gaze was so continued, that Mrs. Montgomery asked him if Julia
-was much more grown than he expected.
-
-"Yes, ma'am--oh, no!" answered Edmund. "That is, I always thought--that
-Julia--but--but"---- He coloured and stammered.
-
-"I always thought, myself, she would be tall," said Mrs. Montgomery;
-"but you think her more grown than you could have supposed, perhaps?"
-
-"Yes--ma'am--yes--I do," he replied, glad to be spared the task of
-translating himself.
-
-Dinner was at this moment announced; and, the next, Edmund heard
-the words:--"Lady Julia L., allow me----" pronounced by Lord Morven,
-who, at the same time, presented his arm to Julia. She accepted it,
-and the couple fell into the rear of the battalion, marching towards
-the dining-room. Edmund felt an odd sort of sensation, which he did
-not wait to define, but, offering his arm to Frances, who was busy,
-declaring that she wanted but half an inch of Julia's height; he
-followed with her, and, on taking his seat at the table, between her
-ladyship and Lady Susan Morven, found himself placed opposite to Julia
-and Lord Morven.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
- "Thou, fairer than the spirit of the hills,
- And blooming as the bow of the shower,
- With thy soft hair, floating round thy beauty
- Thus, like the bright curling mist of Cona,
- Hast thou no welcome for Fingall?"
-
-
-The likeness between the twins had nearly disappeared. The uncommon
-colour of the hair, indeed, blended of flaxen and light brown, with
-the luxuriance of its growth, and the peculiar golden lustre received
-by the curls when the light shone on them, was still the same in both
-sisters. The fairness of the skin, too, was much the same; but the rest
-will require separate portraits.
-
-Frances' colour was not quite so brilliant as her sister's; yet it was,
-at once, lively and delicate, and came and went, in a slight degree,
-at every movement. Her blue eyes sparkled, almost continually, with
-unmixed delight. Her mouth was small, pretty, and peculiarly flexible,
-every moment escaping from any attempt at gravity, into smiles and
-laughs of various degrees, displaying the white, small, regular, pearly
-teeth. Her figure was slight and light, to a sylph-like degree, and so
-frequently seen in the active pursuit of some medium of pleasure, or
-means of mirth, that had her picture been taken in any attitude that
-did not indicate passing, that did not keep the beholder in constant
-dread of its disappearance, it would not have been like.
-
-Julia's figure was perfectly formed, taller than her sister's, and, as
-we have before observed, as fully rounded as symmetry would permit; her
-neck and shoulders particularly fine. Her characteristic attitudes were
-those of graceful quiescence; yet, when she did move, it was with a
-freedom from effort, that preserved unbroken that dignity of carriage,
-for which, young as she was, she was already remarkable. She had an
-air too of quiet composure, equally beyond her years; though in this
-Julia was, unintentionally, a hypocrite, her seeming stillness of
-manner being the result of a conscious depth of enthusiastic feeling,
-sedulously concealed by extreme timidity, yet so pre-occupying her
-entire nature, that trifles had no power to excite, even in their
-due proportion. Her colour, as well as Frances', came and went, but
-seldomer, and on greater occasions; and then its rising was more
-gradual, as if a silent effort to avoid the exposure of emotion had
-delayed, though it could not prevent, the blush. Nay, from the moment
-it did dawn on the cheek, it continued heightening, till it arrived
-at a painful degree of intensity, and then was as slow in retiring.
-Her mouth was perfectly formed, the lips fuller than her sister's, but
-only sufficiently so, to give an additional luxuriance to her beauty;
-while her smile had a witchery about it, that no man whatever could
-behold with entire composure. Her nose was straight, her eyes hazel,
-their habitual expression softness; but, when she listened to any
-thing that interested her much, they assumed an eagerness of look, so
-enthusiastic, so natural, that it was at such moments her character was
-best understood.
-
-At the dinner table, around which we left our party placing themselves,
-Edmund happened to be, as we have already noticed, seated facing
-Julia and Lord Morven. Thus situated, our ill-starred hero felt a
-fatal desire to watch the countenances and movements of his opposite
-neighbours. He did so, as closely as politeness would permit.
-
-Lord Morven, in the course of conversation, observed (aside) to his
-companion, that Captain Montgomery was a very handsome fellow; and then
-talked (but still in an under tone, to avoid being heard by him who was
-the subject of his remarks,) of how gallantly he, the said captain,
-had behaved in his professional character; how highly he was esteemed
-by Lord Fitz-Ullin, &c.
-
-A gradually spreading smile lit up every feature of Julia's, as she
-listened.
-
-Edmund, it may be remembered, had long ago said, that he had always
-thought Julia's smile the thing in all nature the most beautiful to
-look on! He now thought so with more fervour than ever, but with less
-pleasure; for he now envied Lord Morven, each of whose supposed soft
-whispers seemed to be welcomed by the growing brightness of that smile,
-and by the corresponding glow that grew with it on the cheek, where
-sparkling dimples momentarily came, and went, and came again. And then,
-without distinctly determining why, he suddenly began to think of the
-vast disparity of birth, and consequent place in society, between
-himself and Julia; while some busy fiends seemed to press on his notice
-the exact suitability of Lord Morven's rank and circumstances, in
-every particular.
-
-Julia made some observation to his lordship.
-
-Edmund's eyes rested on the motions of her lips while she spoke; and
-(strange flight of fancy!) he, at this critical moment, called to
-mind an ancient family legend, which asserted, that eighteen years
-since he had actually kissed those lips--those very lips! Eighteen
-years! nay, five years since, could he not himself perfectly remember
-having, as a matter of course, on his arrival, kissed little Julia
-most affectionately; while those white arms, which now dazzled his
-sight across the table, had hung around his neck. He wondered if she
-remembered it, and what she thought about it, if she did. He supposed
-such a salutation would now be considered very strange--indeed quite
-improper, quite impertinent, even had they not met before so large
-a company. He wondered too, how little consequence he had attached
-to the circumstance at the time, though he had always idolized her
-as a child, from the enthusiastic fondness she had always shown for
-him. Did any of that feeling still exist? How well he could remember
-her insisting on sitting close beside him, with a hand of his in
-both of hers, and her full eyes raised to his, to watch his every
-look. Unlucky recollections! for, in efforts of the imagination to
-identify the Julia so remembered, with the Julia now before him, he
-nearly lost his dinner. He rejected and accepted, in the same breath,
-whatever was offered him; allowed the plates that had each, for a
-limited time, stood before him in due succession, to go away almost
-untouched; and when rallied by Lord Arandale on his want of appetite,
-and asked whether he had left his heart with some foreign fair one,
-or eat luncheon, he replied, that he had made an excellent dinner.
-When, however, convicted of having scarcely tasted any thing, by the
-united testimony both of Frances and Lady Susan, who had hitherto only
-suppressed their laughter, for fear of awaking him from his reverie, he
-changed his ground of defence, said he was too much fatigued to eat,
-and called for wine and water.
-
-Mrs. Montgomery feared he was ill. He declared he was perfectly well,
-and helped himself largely from a fluted shape of jelly just set down
-before him; the elegant form of which he thus cruelly defaced, without
-the slightest consideration for all the anxiety it had cost good Mrs.
-Smyth.
-
-On the gentlemen repairing to the drawing-room, Edmund, who entered
-the apartment immediately after Lord Morven, saw his lordship go
-forward and take up a lover-like position, leaning on the back of
-Julia's chair. Frances and Lady Susan were at the pianoforte, singing
-a duet. Our hero, who thought that under the circumstances he must not
-approach Julia, as, after his so recent return, had else been natural,
-possessed himself of a sort of neutral ground between the parties,
-where he stood listening to, or intending to listen to, the music. His
-attention, however, was much disturbed by observing the confidential
-manner of Julia and Lord Morven, and the interest with which they
-seemed to converse. He had certainly no intention of becoming a
-listener; nor, for some time, did a single word alarm his sense of
-honour by reaching his sense of hearing.
-
-At length, during a diminuendo passage in the singing, he distinctly
-heard Lord Morven say,
-
-"We can spend a couple of years abroad while the building of our new
-house is completing."
-
-And Julia's sweet voice reply, with perfect complacency,
-
-"That will be rather agreeable than otherwise."
-
-Edmund's heart beat to such an excess that he could scarcely breathe;
-but he resolutely moved to a greater distance: the duet, too, having
-just concluded, the final symphony began to thunder away, drowning all
-other sounds, so that, for the present, he heard no more.
-
-When the music had ended, however, Frances sent him (for by that time
-he was standing by the pianoforte) to request that Julia would sing. He
-went towards her accordingly; but before he could draw her attention,
-her head being turned back over her shoulder speaking to Lord Morven,
-he was in a manner compelled to hear her say:
-
-"Remember, the promise I have given is only conditional; my father's
-consent, of course, must be obtained, before I can be considered to
-have formed an engagement of so serious a nature."
-
-Edmund, confounded, uncertain whether he ought to retreat or speak
-immediately, stammered out her name. She looked round with a sort
-of start, and blushed. He hastened to relieve her embarrassment by
-delivering his message; but so confused were his own ideas, that he
-could scarcely find words in which to make himself understood. When at
-length he succeeded in doing so, Julia declined singing: her alleged
-reason was, that dancing, she believed, was about to commence. Music,
-at the same time, striking up in an adjoining apartment, the company,
-in general, directed their steps towards the inspiring sounds.
-
-"She is going to marry him!" thought Edmund, as he moved unconsciously
-in the same direction with those around him.
-
-He next began to think, would there be any use in asking Julia to
-dance, and to fear that, of course, Lord Morven had already done so,
-when he heard a stranger behind him say:
-
-"I suppose Lady Julia L. will commence the dancing with Lord
-Borrowdale;" and at the same moment he saw a young man of very
-fashionable appearance go towards Julia, and lead her to the head of
-the room. He turned towards Frances, whom next to Julia he loved; but,
-just as he reached her, she took the arm of Lord Morven, and moved on.
-Edmund now gave up all thoughts of dancing, and stood with his arms
-folded, watching every movement of Julia's. His thoughts adverted, with
-strong emotion, to his boyish days, when he had ever found Lodore House
-in quiet seclusion; when his return thither seemed to be considered
-as an event; when neither of his little sisters, as he called them
-then, seemed to have a thought, a wish, an amusement, or a happiness,
-that was not found in his society. But the scene was changed; his
-play-fellows were become women, were surrounded by men of their own
-rank in life; while the affection, which he had hitherto freely
-declared for them, and which he, who had no other friends, still fondly
-felt for them, now seemed, even to himself, a sort of presumption.
-
-The sisters, with their respective partners, stood opposite couples.
-Lord Borrowdale took Julia's hand, and, leading her forward, left her
-beside Lord Morven, and returned to his place. Lord Morven took her
-hand: Edmund thought lords very disagreeable sort of people. Lord
-Morven proceeded to lead both sisters forward, then all three fell back
-to the position they had left: and Lord Borrowdale, coming forward
-alone, figured before them, laughing and talking carelessly; then
-joining all hands round, led Julia back to her place, (Edmund thought,)
-with an air of triumph that seemed to say, "this is my share;" at the
-same time, his lordship, stooping towards her and whispering something,
-she looked up and smiled as she replied. Edmund thought Lord Borrowdale
-an insolent, conceited-looking puppy. Lord Morven then led Frances
-forward, and, while leaving her on the further hand of Lord Borrowdale,
-bent across and said something to Julia: she answered with another
-smile, and Edmund came to the sage conclusion that exalted rank and
-sounding titles were quite indispensable to happiness.
-
-"While I," he mentally continued, "have not even a name, but a borrowed
-one, for the use of which I am indebted to the compassionate kindness
-of her grandmother."
-
-Julia, at this moment, looked towards Edmund, and perceiving that he
-seemed grave and was not dancing, she smiled, and made a signal with
-her fan for him to approach. He was at her elbow in a moment, his heart
-beating, and his hatred to lords considerably diminished.
-
-"Why are you not dancing, Edmund?" asked Julia.
-
-"You were engaged," he replied, "and so was Frances; and I, you know,
-have been scarcely ashore since I was a boy, and am, therefore, quite a
-stranger. But--the next dance--perhaps--you--"
-
-"Unfortunately," she replied, "I have just promised Lord Morven to
-dance with him: and Frances too, I know, is engaged to Lord Borrowdale."
-
-"The deuce take those lords!" thought Edmund.
-
-"Unfortunately for me, certainly!" he replied aloud; the smile, with
-which Julia's summons had lit up his features, fading quite away.
-
-"But Lady Susan," continued Julia, "perhaps she is not engaged: or, if
-she is, grandmamma, I am sure, can get you a partner."
-
-"You, then, are engaged for the whole evening, I suppose?" said Edmund.
-
-"Oh, no! only for the next set."
-
-"Then, will you dance the one after with me?"
-
-"Certainly! and Frances the one after that. But I am so sorry," she
-added, "that you have not been dancing all the time."
-
-At this instant, Lord Borrowdale snatched up her hand, as the music
-indicated the moment, and led her forward again to perform some new
-evolution of the dance. When the music ceased, Julia said something
-to Lady Susan: and, on receiving her reply and smile, looked towards
-Edmund, and telegraphed the smile with the yes it implied. Our hero was
-accustomed in his own profession to understanding and obeying signals;
-he, therefore, stepped forward, requested the honour of Lady Susan's
-hand for the next set, and received a ready assent.
-
-The music now commenced a waltz tune, and Lord Morven immediately began
-to wheel himself round and round, and holding up his arms in a circular
-position, to approach Julia.
-
-"Just one round of the room!" he cried; "pray do!"
-
-Edmund's heart stopped beating to await her reply, while one foot was
-unconsciously advanced at the moment, as if to avert the apprehended
-catastrophe. Julia laughed at the many entreating attitudes Lord
-Morven thought fit to assume, but shook her head, and answered, "No!
-no!" on which his lordship seized his sister, Lady Susan, in his arms,
-and whirled her round and round the room.
-
-"It would, I fear," said Lord Borrowdale, addressing our heroine, with
-affected humility, "be too great presumption in me, after Morven's
-discomfiture, to think of changing your ladyship's determination?"
-Julia declined. "Morven," proceeded his lordship, "certainly has
-no right to esteem himself quite irresistible, notwithstanding the
-present favourable juncture of his stars. In a day or two, at farthest,
-this gay monopolizer of all that is brightest and loveliest, must, I
-understand, withdraw from Cupid's lists, and confess himself a mere
-married man!"
-
-Edmund, though he heard not a word of what Frances was very kindly
-saying to him about not having danced, yet heard every word of Lord
-Borrowdale's speech. All the blood in his system seemed to rush to his
-face, it suffused even his forehead, and mounted to the very roots of
-his hair. "In a day or two! In a day or two!" he repeated to himself.
-"So public, so ascertained a thing, that other men think themselves
-at liberty to speak to her on the subject in this free and careless
-manner!"
-
-Lady Susan, whirling over at the moment, almost fell against Edmund's
-arm, on which, laughing at the reeling of her head, she rested a finger
-to steady herself. Her ladyship was all fair, all soft, and without
-much form; but, being young, she was by no means forbidding; and her
-countenance exhibited such a ceaseless sunshine of smiles, and was so
-much adorned by the undulating movement of its dimples, now deepening,
-now spreading on rosy cheeks, or playing around ruby lips, that the
-beholder had no leisure to observe its dumpling contour, or criticise
-its want of feature.
-
-"How fond my brother is of being a beau!" observed Lady Susan to her
-partner, as Julia and Lord Morven took their places opposite.
-
-"His lordship must resign that character shortly, I understand," said
-Edmund, with effort.
-
-"In a day or two, I suppose," replied her ladyship. "You have observed,
-I dare say, what an admirer he is of his cousin, Lady Julia?"
-
-"It is very apparent, certainly," replied Edmund.
-
-"There!" exclaimed her ladyship, "so I tell him! I don't know what his
-wife will say to all this, when she comes!"
-
-"His wife!" exclaimed Edmund, unable to trust his ears.
-
-"She has no right to complain, to be sure!" continued Lady Susan, "for
-she is an unconscionable flirt herself!"
-
-"His wife!" again reiterated Edmund.
-
-"Yes, his wife," she repeated.
-
-"So, then, Lord Morven is a married man!" said Edmund.
-
-"Is there any thing so very astonishing in that?" demanded her ladyship.
-
-"No--oh no," he stammered out.
-
-"Lady Morven is expected here in a few days,--that is, if she does not
-disappoint, as usual," continued Lady Susan.
-
-"In a few days!" repeated Edmund.
-
-"Did you then think my brother so very disagreeable, or ugly, or what,
-that he could not get a wife?" she asked, laughing.
-
-"Ugly! disagreeable!" repeated Edmund, glancing a complacent look at
-Lord Morven, (for his own good-humour was fast returning,) "quite the
-contrary; your brother is extremely handsome!" and he might have added,
-"so is your ladyship," had he spoken all he thought: for Lady Susan's
-smiling countenance, just then, appeared the most charming in the
-world, Julia's only excepted, at which, from an involuntary impulse, he
-at the instant stole a glance. He met her eyes--she smiled--a kind of
-intoxication came over his spirits--he danced as if on air, and talked
-an immensity. His partner thought him quite fascinating. When the dance
-was over, Frances and several other ladies congratulated Lady Susan,
-with much laughing, on her sudden conquest, telling her she had already
-made quite another being of Captain Montgomery! Frances said she should
-resign any claims she might have on the score of old acquaintanceship,
-for she thought Edmund quite spoiled, he was grown so affected.
-
-He, for his part, had flown to avail himself of Julia's promise. He
-had forgotten disparity of rank, want of fortune, mystery of birth,
-everything, but that she was not going to be married to Lord Morven! He
-could now feel only, that he was near to, dancing with, looking upon a
-being altogether captivating; and experiencing, in so doing, a delight
-he had never known before; while blending itself with, and lending an
-additional interest to, the natural admiration of personal loveliness,
-there was, as he gazed, an unexamined, yet endearing consciousness,
-that this was indeed the self-same being, not only whom he had all
-his life tenderly loved, but, still more, who had always shown the
-strongest, the most enthusiastic affection for him. It was as a child,
-certainly--but it was delightful to remember it! And as she sat at the
-supper-table, trying with now downcast, now averted eyes, to laugh off
-the blushes which Edmund's extravagant compliments on her growth and
-improvement had called up; and that he, turning towards her, his arm
-leaning on the table before her, forgetting all present but herself,
-the moments flew in a delirium of absolute happiness, till all but the
-thus engrossed couple having risen from their seats, they too were
-reminded that it was time to move: and the gay scene closed for the
-night.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
- "The bright vision lasted not."
-
-
-When Edmund retired to rest, all his ideas were in such a state of
-confusion, that sleep was absolutely out of the question. He found
-it equally impossible to arrange his thoughts. All came and went in
-a constant whirl, over which he seemed to have no controul. Yet,
-at first, all were blissful: fond recollections again and again
-presented themselves, of the endearing attachment which Julia had in
-childhood evinced for him; and these again and again blended themselves
-with intoxicating visions of her present loveliness, and while the
-tenderness he had ever cherished for her, was all at once converted
-into an overwhelming passion; so entirely was every reasoning faculty
-subdued, that with no better foundation than these same recollections,
-a delightful feeling, almost approaching a sense of mutual affection,
-glowed at his heart, and unconsciously strengthened his own infatuation.
-
-When it so happens, that the same object which has engrossed the
-tenderest affections of the child; and which, if we may be allowed the
-expression, is, as it were, at home in the heart, associated with all
-its best, its purest feelings, becomes also the first object to awaken
-passion, the feeling, so produced, is as rare as the combination of
-circumstances out of which it arises. This is _First Love_, indeed,
-with all its own luxuriance of blossom, yet as deep-rooted as the ties
-of kindred: how unlike the surface-sown plant, _Love at First Sight_.
-
-As, however, the delightful sensations derived from seeing and speaking
-to Julia, from receiving her smiles, and listening to the sweet accents
-of her voice; as these, we say, began to subside, other, and less
-pleasing thoughts, like spectres, arose and crossed his imagination:
-at first singly, and at a great distance, and causing only momentary
-panics; afterwards, nearer and nearer; till, at length, they collected
-around him, closed in upon him, awoke him from his dream of unfounded,
-unjustifiable happiness, and compelled him to look on the realities of
-his situation.
-
-"Though," said he to himself, "she is not to be, thank heaven!--cannot
-be married to Lord Morven, I am not the less altogether unworthy of
-her! It would not be the less of presumption, the less of ingratitude,
-the less of baseness in me, to indulge for a moment in such a thought.
-Though Lord Morven happens to be a married man, it is to some one of
-rank and fortune equal to his, that Lord L. will think of uniting his
-daughter. That Lord Borrowdale!--he is not married, and it was with
-him she danced the first set--and they are neighbours too. But of what
-avail is it for me to torture myself with conjectures?--it is enough
-for me, that she can never, never--no, never be----" He paused--then
-recommenced--"I must fly her presence! I must return to the wild waves
-which have long been my home, and make them my home still! There I have
-earned a sort of claim; elsewhere I have none! On no one spot of earth
-can the wretched Edmund place the wanderer's foot, and say, 'This is my
-native soil!'--and for a name----!" Here the painful thought pressed
-upon him, that he had no actual right to any. He then remembered,
-with a sigh, the many useless efforts which had been made to discover
-his birth. Then a burning blush tingled on his cheek, as the sudden
-thought struck him, and for the first time, that he might possibly be
-the child of shame, and that therefore it was that no one would claim
-him. He strove to shake off the idea; then, as if to drown an intruding
-voice, which seemed to whisper that the suggestion was probable, he
-thus continued:--"Wrapped in mystery, as every thing concerning me is,
-I must, all my life, remain an isolated, a miserable being! A home
-of joy--sweet domestic affections--all, in short, that renders life
-desirable, is forbidden to me! Under what name dare I present myself
-before heaven's holy altar? What appellation dare I offer to that woman
-who would share my fortunes?"
-
-Engaged in reflections such as these, every delightful vision
-vanished, the tumultuous beatings of each pulse subsided; and, under
-the sobering, yet soporific influence of sadness, he at length
-fell asleep--a long and tremulous sigh, as his eye-lids closed,
-breaking, for the last time, the regulated breathing which nature was
-endeavouring to establish. His dreams, however, by an extraordinary
-contradiction, took their colour from his first feelings. Julia seemed
-to be before him; to smile sweetly upon him; to raise her full eyes to
-his. Their expression carried absolute conviction to his heart that he
-was beloved: the impression was irresistible: he thought he declared
-his own mad passion; he thought he saw her covered with blushes indeed,
-but there was no reproof in her manner, and all his own scruples,
-too, had somehow vanished! He thought he held her soft hand; (for he
-remembered, particularly when he awoke, how soft it had felt;) she did
-not withdraw it; nay, it seemed to return the pressure of his! Then
-he thought, with all the strange and sudden inconsistency of dreams,
-that he had actually been married to Julia for some time, though he
-could not remember how or where the ceremony had taken place; yet he
-saw her so distinctly that he was sure he was awake. Her appearance
-was what it had been the evening before at the supper table; but her
-manners, what they had used to be in childhood: the same endearing,
-enthusiastic, unreserved affection; manifesting itself, with all the
-happy confidence of mutual and habitual fondness.
-
-But the feelings such visions excited were not calm enough for
-undisturbed repose: he heard the beating of his own heart, through his
-sleep; he began to fear he was dreaming; he tried not to awake--but
-it would not do: his eyes opened; he saw the sun shining through his
-window-curtains; he started upright in his bed. A tide of contradictory
-recollections poured in upon him; but, alas! where were those so full
-of bliss?--They were in his dream!--they were not to be recalled;
-yet, while he could contrive to discourage all thought, a vaguely
-pleasing impression remained, as though something very delightful
-had lately happened! He dressed mechanically; when, crossing his
-apartment to step forth by a glass door, which opened on the lawn,
-he caught a glimpse of Julia, turning into one of the walks of the
-shrubbery. His heart began again to beat audibly, as it had done in
-his dream; he stumbled against his valet, who stood offering him his
-hat, and, going out without it, flew across the green to join her.
-She, too, had had her reflections: she had reproached herself for
-having treated Edmund quite like a stranger. "And without any fault
-of his," said she to herself--for Julia was a great respecter of
-justice, and, on the present occasion, fancied herself guided entirely
-by its dictates. There was not one hour of her whole existence, (that
-she could remember,) when Edmund had not shared with Frances her
-sisterly affection; and he had not done any thing wrong, she argued
-with herself--any thing unkind, any thing to forfeit any one's regard;
-then would it not be very wrong, very unjust of her, if she did not
-still love--that is to say, still consider him as her brother. Had
-not grandmamma and Mr. Jackson always loved him as much as if he was
-really so; and, of course, they did so still, and so ought Frances and
-herself.
-
-Had she been aware how very complimentary to Edmund were the causes
-which had unconsciously operated upon her manner, in producing the
-unusual restraint of which she was so painfully conscious, she would
-have acquitted herself of unkindness to an old friend, and want of
-generous feeling towards the friendless; for we can venture to assert,
-upon our own knowledge of her warm-hearted character, that had Edmund
-not been tall or handsome; had his figure and carriage had no air, no
-look of consequence, no dignity, no grace; had there been no expression
-in his eyes, particularly when he looked at her; no glow on his
-cheek, especially when he spoke to her; nothing at all dangerous in
-his smile, or persuasive in the tones of his voice, particularly when
-he spoke to her; had she never heard his gallant actions and high
-character extolled; had she never known Mr. Jackson, as he laid down
-the newspaper, exclaim, "There is true nobility for you! Pray what is
-it that you titled people inherit from your ancestors, but the distant
-reflection of some great exploit performed by some one of them, for
-which he was ennobled! Then, is not that man, in whom the splendour
-of noble deeds is self-existent, in whom it shines independent of
-reflection, greater than any of you? And yet," would he add, with that
-glaring inconsistency of which the wisest of us are often guilty, "I
-have not a doubt that my Edmund, my boy, will yet prove the descendant
-of a line of ancestry as exalted as his own merits, and I need say
-no more!" Had nothing, we say, of all this been the case; on the
-contrary, had all this been reversed--had Edmund been, as indeed he
-might have been, and yet have been a very worthy personage, a little,
-insignificant-looking, diminutive-faced, bandy-legged fellow, with
-a grey freckled skin, light red hair, and green-gooseberry eyes, who
-had never done any thing remarkable in his life, of whom nobody spoke,
-whose entrance into a room created no sensation,--in this case, we
-maintain that Julia would have felt, forcibly, his situation as the
-protegé of her family; that she would have dreaded the thoughts of his
-feeling himself little among so many great people; and that, therefore,
-she would have shown him, particularly on his return home, the most
-marked attention, and bestowed, too, with the utmost frankness.
-
-This morning, however, she had not yet seen him, to remind her of the
-tall and awful hero he now appeared in her eyes; and she had been
-studiously bringing to her recollection what he had been, when Frances
-and herself used to vie with each other in declarations of how much
-they loved him, and ask him, again and again, which he loved best; and
-she well remembered (but, of course, as the nonsense of children)
-that he used to tell her, when Frances would get tired of the subject,
-and run away to play, that it was her he loved best; that she was his
-favourite, his darling Julia! &c. &c.
-
-Finally, she came to the valiant resolve, to shake off the artificial
-manner, made up of too much, perhaps sometimes, and, certainly, often
-too little courtesy, which she felt she had had a part, at least, of
-yesterday, and to be, what she had ever been, towards one, who had no
-friends but those at Lodore House. "I don't mean," said she to herself,
-"flying into his arms at meetings and partings, as I used to do, when I
-was a foolish child;" and here she blushed, and felt astounded, at the
-recollection; "but I mean to show him frank and unaffected kindness,
-always the same."
-
-As she arrived at this sage conclusion, Edmund stood before her,
-looking not the worse for the want of his hat, the careless
-arrangement the breeze had thought fit to make of his hair, and the
-heightened colour caused by running; to say nothing of a certain
-beaming light, which thoughts, that lovers' lips dare not confess,
-sometimes shed through lovers' eyes. In short, his dream had given
-a most dangerous, delighted, bridegroom-like expression to his
-countenance!
-
-On first seeing him Julia blushed, as though, in her late conference
-with herself, she had been speaking, instead of only thinking, and
-might have been overheard. In pursuance, however, of her resolve, she
-extended towards him the open palm of welcome, as she bade him good
-morning.
-
-When he felt her hand within his, soft as it had been in his dream;
-when he saw her cheek glowing, and in her eyes, as she lifted them to
-his, beheld the blended expression of kindness and timidity, called up
-by the yet unsubdued current of such reflexions as had just passed
-through her mind; he could not help thinking how like she, at that
-moment, looked, to what she had appeared in the too delightful vision,
-from which he had so lately and so unwillingly awakened.
-
-He was so much absorbed by this idea, that his eyes dwelt on her face,
-till hers were bent on the ground: her blush, too, deepened. She wished
-to speak, but felt there was something in his manner, which made it
-impossible for her to keep her resolution of behaving with perfect
-ease; both remained silent, and she withdrew her hand.
-
-Edmund, who had continued gazing, till aroused by this movement, now
-felt that some apology was necessary. He stammered out one about
-her being so much grown, and about trying to trace, in her present
-appearance, the little favourite of his boyish days. "After the first
-surprise is over," he added, encouraged by a gentle look, and playfully
-lowering his tone, and smiling, as he drew her hand over his arm, and
-walked slowly on, his head turned towards his companion--"after the
-first surprise is over, of finding her, whom I can remember carrying
-about in my arms through these very woods, become,--while I was so busy
-ploughing the wide ocean, that I observed not the lapse of time,--a
-full-grown, fashionable, awe-inspiring woman!--when this surprise is
-over, I say, you will find that I shall learn to behave myself with all
-due propriety, and not stare grownup young ladies out of countenance,
-as if they were still children."
-
-Julia, remembering her resolution, seized this opening, and said, "I
-hope, Edmund, I shall never prove so much the woman of fashion, as to
-be capricious or unsisterly, in my manners or conduct. Perhaps you
-think I have been so?"
-
-"You quite mistake my meaning, Julia," said Edmund.
-
-"But,"--she continued, hesitating, "I trust you will find that the
-regard which Frances and I have felt for you, from our earliest
-childhood, will prove, through life, an unshaken friendship!"
-
-This was valiantly said of Julia; and the speech took all the breath,
-of which she was mistress, to bring it to so handsome a conclusion.
-
-"If your friendship," he replied, with sudden depression of manner,
-"and that of your family were withdrawn, what would be left to the
-desolate Edmund!" A short silence ensued. "Promise me, Julia," he
-recommenced, taking again the hand that leaned on his arm, and
-trembling as he reflected that he might yet lose all share in her
-regard, if his rash passion should ever be discovered; "promise me,
-that you never will, under any circumstances, withdraw your friendship
-from me."
-
-Julia, after hesitating a little, said--"I may, I think, make that
-promise, Edmund, for I am sure you never will deserve to lose it,
-and--even--" She stopped as if uncertain whether or not she ought to
-proceed.
-
-"Do not check that kind sentence, Julia!" he exclaimed, in a tone of
-entreaty. "You were going to say, that you would still regard and pity
-the unfortunate Edmund, even if he were in fault, and condemned by
-strangers!"
-
-"Well, I am sure I would, Edmund," she replied, after a moment's pause;
-"and so would Frances, and so would grandmamma," she added, eagerly, as
-Edmund pressed the hand which leaned on his arm against his heart, to
-express his gratitude.
-
-At this moment, Henry, who had been sent to call them in to breakfast,
-came up. He curled his lip as he observed Edmund let go the hand of
-Julia, and all three walked towards the house in silence.
-
-"That won't do, Captain Montgomery," whispered Henry, as they entered,
-affecting a laugh.
-
-Edmund reddened, and turning on him with a frown, said, "I request,
-sir, that you will spare yourself the trouble of thinking for me."
-
-Julia was a few steps in advance.
-
-"On the quarter-deck, sir," said Henry, with mock deference, "I bow to
-your opinions; but here, I too must request the liberty of thinking for
-myself, as well as feeling solicitude for a lady, towards whom I stand
-somewhat, though not absolutely, I am happy to say, in the situation of
-a brother, being one of her nearest male relatives."
-
-"Sir!" said Edmund, "till I request your confidence on the subject
-of your solicitudes, I beg I may not be troubled with the recital of
-them."
-
-This short scene passed while the various morning salutations
-which Julia's appearance had called forth were going round the
-breakfast-table, and, consequently, entirely escaped her notice. Lord
-Borrowdale, starting up, on her first entrance, had given her his seat,
-and found, or rather made room for himself beside her.
-
-Lady Susan, whom Frances had laughed into a belief that she had
-achieved a first-sight conquest of Captain Montgomery, now made room
-for Edmund near herself, and all the time of breakfast, simpered,
-dimpled, laughed, and talked to him, while he thought only of how
-he could, with most propriety, resent the insolence of Henry. Lord
-Borrowdale composed and delivered elaborate compliments to Julia on
-the roses she had collected during her morning ramble, directing, from
-time to time, rather inquisitive, and not very well-satisfied glances,
-towards the much too handsome companion of her walk. Lord Morven
-mentioned to Mrs. Montgomery how much he wished Julia and Frances to
-accompany Lady Morven and himself in the Italian trip they proposed
-making, while their new house was finishing; and added, that Julia had
-half-promised him, in case Lord L. gave his consent. Mrs. Montgomery
-shook her head, and Edmund almost smiled to think how much unnecessary
-misery this subject had caused him only the evening before.
-
-The smile, however, was but languid, for of what avail was it that
-this source of uneasiness was removed; was not Lord Borrowdale's
-admiration declared? and was it not probable that he would be approved
-of by all her friends? Or, if Lord Borrowdale were not in existence,
-he himself, at least, had no pretentions--worse than none! he was
-peculiarly bound by honour, gratitude, every good feeling, not even to
-stand the competition, had he the egregious vanity to hope that such
-treachery could avail him. Henry's interference, indeed, he despised
-as much as he resented; and had he been capable of doing wrong, from
-a feeling of false pride, he would, from that moment, have paid Julia
-pointed attention; but his own sense of right was too strong to permit
-such a line of conduct. The impulse, indeed, was felt, but instantly
-rejected; for now that reason, which his dream for a time had banished,
-was restored, by seeing Julia join the circle of the proud, the gay,
-the titled, (which was surely her natural sphere,) honour and duty
-predominated even over passion. He still, however, resented the liberty
-Henry had taken, and immediately after breakfast sought an interview
-with him, which ended in that gentleman finding himself compelled to
-make an ample apology, though with a very bad grace.
-
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<h1>FIRST LOVE.<br />
<span class="smaller">A NOVEL</span><br />
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thing out of doors again, while it wants a
shelter.&rdquo; Frances was delighted; caught up
both her mother&rsquo;s hands and kissed them,
-and then the forehead of her protegé: nor did
+and then the forehead of her protegé: nor did
she leave him till he dropped asleep in a comfortable
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these; musical instruments, freed from their
cases, appeared through others, and through
more might be discerned, sofas, book-stands,
-work-tables, Turkey carpets, reposé chairs, Italian
+work-tables, Turkey carpets, reposé chairs, Italian
vases, bronze lamps, cut-glass lustres, hothouse
plants, French beds, swing mirrors, &amp;c.:
while the intervention of silk and muslin dra<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span>peries,
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spoke, whose entrance into a room created no
sensation,&mdash;in this case, we maintain that Julia
would have felt, forcibly, his situation as the
-protegé of her family; that she would have
+protegé of her family; that she would have
dreaded the thoughts of his feeling himself
little among so many great people; and that,
therefore, she would have shown him, particularly
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