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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Forsyte Saga, Complete, by John Galsworthy
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-Title: The Forsyte Saga, Complete
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-Author: John Galsworthy
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-Release Date: September 24, 2004 [EBook #4397]
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE FORSYTE SAGA, COMPLETE ***
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-Produced by David Widger
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-
-[NOTE: The spelling conforms to the original: "s's" instead of our
-"z's"; and "c's" where we would have "s's"; and "...our" as in colour
-and flavour; many interesting double consonants; etc.]
-
-
-
-
-FORSYTE SAGA
-
-Complete
-
-
-By John Galsworthy
-
-
-
-Contents:
- Part 1. The Man of Property
- Part 2. Indian Summer of a Forsyte
- In Chancery
- Part 3. Awakening
- To Let
-
-
-
-
-THE MAN OF PROPERTY
-
-
-
-TO MY WIFE:
-
- I DEDICATE THE FORSYTE SAGA IN ITS ENTIRETY,
- BELIEVING IT TO BE OF ALL MY WORKS THE LEAST
- UNWORTHY OF ONE WITHOUT WHOSE ENCOURAGEMENT,
- SYMPATHY AND CRITICISM I COULD NEVER HAVE
- BECOME EVEN SUCH A WRITER AS I AM.
-
-
-
-
-PREFACE:
-
-"The Forsyte Saga" was the title originally destined for that part of it
-which is called "The Man of Property"; and to adopt it for the collected
-chronicles of the Forsyte family has indulged the Forsytean tenacity that
-is in all of us. The word Saga might be objected to on the ground that
-it connotes the heroic and that there is little heroism in these pages.
-But it is used with a suitable irony; and, after all, this long tale,
-though it may deal with folk in frock coats, furbelows, and a gilt-edged
-period, is not devoid of the essential heat of conflict. Discounting for
-the gigantic stature and blood-thirstiness of old days, as they have come
-down to us in fairy-tale and legend, the folk of the old Sagas were
-Forsytes, assuredly, in their possessive instincts, and as little proof
-against the inroads of beauty and passion as Swithin, Soames, or even
-Young Jolyon. And if heroic figures, in days that never were, seem to
-startle out from their surroundings in fashion unbecoming to a Forsyte of
-the Victorian era, we may be sure that tribal instinct was even then the
-prime force, and that "family" and the sense of home and property counted
-as they do to this day, for all the recent efforts to "talk them out."
-
-So many people have written and claimed that their families were the
-originals of the Forsytes that one has been almost encouraged to believe
-in the typicality of an imagined species. Manners change and modes
-evolve, and "Timothy's on the Bayswater Road" becomes a nest of the
-unbelievable in all except essentials; we shall not look upon its like
-again, nor perhaps on such a one as James or Old Jolyon. And yet the
-figures of Insurance Societies and the utterances of Judges reassure us
-daily that our earthly paradise is still a rich preserve, where the wild
-raiders, Beauty and Passion, come stealing in, filching security from
-beneath our noses. As surely as a dog will bark at a brass band, so will
-the essential Soames in human nature ever rise up uneasily against the
-dissolution which hovers round the folds of ownership.
-
-"Let the dead Past bury its dead" would be a better saying if the Past
-ever died. The persistence of the Past is one of those tragi-comic
-blessings which each new age denies, coming cocksure on to the stage to
-mouth its claim to a perfect novelty.
-
-But no Age is so new as that! Human Nature, under its changing
-pretensions and clothes, is and ever will be very much of a Forsyte, and
-might, after all, be a much worse animal.
-
-Looking back on the Victorian era, whose ripeness, decline, and 'fall-of'
-is in some sort pictured in "The Forsyte Saga," we see now that we have
-but jumped out of a frying-pan into a fire. It would be difficult to
-substantiate a claim that the case of England was better in 1913 than it
-was in 1886, when the Forsytes assembled at Old Jolyon's to celebrate the
-engagement of June to Philip Bosinney. And in 1920, when again the clan
-gathered to bless the marriage of Fleur with Michael Mont, the state of
-England is as surely too molten and bankrupt as in the eighties it was
-too congealed and low-percented. If these chronicles had been a really
-scientific study of transition one would have dwelt probably on such
-factors as the invention of bicycle, motor-car, and flying-machine; the
-arrival of a cheap Press; the decline of country life and increase of the
-towns; the birth of the Cinema. Men are, in fact, quite unable to control
-their own inventions; they at best develop adaptability to the new
-conditions those inventions create.
-
-But this long tale is no scientific study of a period; it is rather an
-intimate incarnation of the disturbance that Beauty effects in the lives
-of men.
-
-The figure of Irene, never, as the reader may possibly have observed,
-present, except through the senses of other characters, is a concretion
-of disturbing Beauty impinging on a possessive world.
-
-One has noticed that readers, as they wade on through the salt waters of
-the Saga, are inclined more and more to pity Soames, and to think that in
-doing so they are in revolt against the mood of his creator. Far from
-it! He, too, pities Soames, the tragedy of whose life is the very
-simple, uncontrollable tragedy of being unlovable, without quite a thick
-enough skin to be thoroughly unconscious of the fact. Not even Fleur
-loves Soames as he feels he ought to be loved. But in pitying Soames,
-readers incline, perhaps, to animus against Irene: After all, they think,
-he wasn't a bad fellow, it wasn't his fault; she ought to have forgiven
-him, and so on!
-
-And, taking sides, they lose perception of the simple truth, which
-underlies the whole story, that where sex attraction is utterly and
-definitely lacking in one partner to a union, no amount of pity, or
-reason, or duty, or what not, can overcome a repulsion implicit in
-Nature. Whether it ought to, or no, is beside the point; because in fact
-it never does. And where Irene seems hard and cruel, as in the Bois de
-Boulogne, or the Goupenor Gallery, she is but wisely realistic--knowing
-that the least concession is the inch which precedes the impossible, the
-repulsive ell.
-
-A criticism one might pass on the last phase of the Saga is the complaint
-that Irene and Jolyon those rebels against property--claim spiritual
-property in their son Jon. But it would be hypercriticism, as the tale
-is told. No father and mother could have let the boy marry Fleur without
-knowledge of the facts; and the facts determine Jon, not the persuasion
-of his parents. Moreover, Jolyon's persuasion is not on his own account,
-but on Irene's, and Irene's persuasion becomes a reiterated: "Don't think
-of me, think of yourself!" That Jon, knowing the facts, can realise his
-mother's feelings, will hardly with justice be held proof that she is,
-after all, a Forsyte.
-
-But though the impingement of Beauty and the claims of Freedom on a
-possessive world are the main prepossessions of the Forsyte Saga, it
-cannot be absolved from the charge of embalming the upper-middle class.
-As the old Egyptians placed around their mummies the necessaries of a
-future existence, so I have endeavoured to lay beside the, figures of
-Aunts Ann and Juley and Hester, of Timothy and Swithin, of Old Jolyon and
-James, and of their sons, that which shall guarantee them a little life
-here-after, a little balm in the hurried Gilead of a dissolving
-"Progress."
-
-If the upper-middle class, with other classes, is destined to "move on"
-into amorphism, here, pickled in these pages, it lies under glass for
-strollers in the wide and ill-arranged museum of Letters. Here it rests,
-preserved in its own juice: The Sense of Property.
-1922.
-
-
-
-
-THE MAN OF PROPERTY
-
-by JOHN GALSWORTHY
-
-
-
-
-"........ You will answer
-The slaves are ours ....."
-
---Merchant of Venice.
-
-
-
-
-TO EDWARD GARNETT
-
-
-
-
-PART I
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-'AT HOME' AT OLD JOLYON'S
-
-Those privileged to be present at a family festival of the Forsytes have
-seen that charming and instructive sight--an upper middle-class family in
-full plumage. But whosoever of these favoured persons has possessed the
-gift of psychological analysis (a talent without monetary value and
-properly ignored by the Forsytes), has witnessed a spectacle, not only
-delightful in itself, but illustrative of an obscure human problem. In
-plainer words, he has gleaned from a gathering of this family--no branch
-of which had a liking for the other, between no three members of whom
-existed anything worthy of the name of sympathy--evidence of that
-mysterious concrete tenacity which renders a family so formidable a unit
-of society, so clear a reproduction of society in miniature. He has been
-admitted to a vision of the dim roads of social progress, has understood
-something of patriarchal life, of the swarmings of savage hordes, of the
-rise and fall of nations. He is like one who, having watched a tree grow
-from its planting--a paragon of tenacity, insulation, and success, amidst
-the deaths of a hundred other plants less fibrous, sappy, and
-persistent--one day will see it flourishing with bland, full foliage, in
-an almost repugnant prosperity, at the summit of its efflorescence.
-
-On June 15, eighteen eighty-six, about four of the afternoon, the
-observer who chanced to be present at the house of old Jolyon Forsyte in
-Stanhope Gate, might have seen the highest efflorescence of the Forsytes.
-
-This was the occasion of an 'at home' to celebrate the engagement of Miss
-June Forsyte, old Jolyon's granddaughter, to Mr. Philip Bosinney. In the
-bravery of light gloves, buff waistcoats, feathers and frocks, the family
-were present, even Aunt Ann, who now but seldom left the corner of her
-brother Timothy's green drawing-room, where, under the aegis of a plume
-of dyed pampas grass in a light blue vase, she sat all day reading and
-knitting, surrounded by the effigies of three generations of Forsytes.
-Even Aunt Ann was there; her inflexible back, and the dignity of her calm
-old face personifying the rigid possessiveness of the family idea.
-
-When a Forsyte was engaged, married, or born, the Forsytes were present;
-when a Forsyte died--but no Forsyte had as yet died; they did not die;
-death being contrary to their principles, they took precautions against
-it, the instinctive precautions of highly vitalized persons who resent
-encroachments on their property.
-
-About the Forsytes mingling that day with the crowd of other guests,
-there was a more than ordinarily groomed look, an alert, inquisitive
-assurance, a brilliant respectability, as though they were attired in
-defiance of something. The habitual sniff on the face of Soames Forsyte
-had spread through their ranks; they were on their guard.
-
-The subconscious offensiveness of their attitude has constituted old
-Jolyon's 'home' the psychological moment of the family history, made it
-the prelude of their drama.
-
-The Forsytes were resentful of something, not individually, but as a
-family; this resentment expressed itself in an added perfection of
-raiment, an exuberance of family cordiality, an exaggeration of family
-importance, and--the sniff. Danger--so indispensable in bringing out the
-fundamental quality of any society, group, or individual--was what the
-Forsytes scented; the premonition of danger put a burnish on their
-armour. For the first time, as a family, they appeared to have an
-instinct of being in contact, with some strange and unsafe thing.
-
-Over against the piano a man of bulk and stature was wearing two
-waistcoats on his wide chest, two waistcoats and a ruby pin, instead of
-the single satin waistcoat and diamond pin of more usual occasions, and
-his shaven, square, old face, the colour of pale leather, with pale eyes,
-had its most dignified look, above his satin stock. This was Swithin
-Forsyte. Close to the window, where he could get more than his fair
-share of fresh air, the other twin, James--the fat and the lean of it,
-old Jolyon called these brothers--like the bulky Swithin, over six feet
-in height, but very lean, as though destined from his birth to strike a
-balance and maintain an average, brooded over the scene with his
-permanent stoop; his grey eyes had an air of fixed absorption in some
-secret worry, broken at intervals by a rapid, shifting scrutiny of
-surrounding facts; his cheeks, thinned by two parallel folds, and a long,
-clean-shaven upper lip, were framed within Dundreary whiskers. In his
-hands he turned and turned a piece of china. Not far off, listening to a
-lady in brown, his only son Soames, pale and well-shaved, dark-haired,
-rather bald, had poked his chin up sideways, carrying his nose with that
-aforesaid appearance of 'sniff,' as though despising an egg which he knew
-he could not digest. Behind him his cousin, the tall George, son of the
-fifth Forsyte, Roger, had a Quilpish look on his fleshy face, pondering
-one of his sardonic jests. Something inherent to the occasion had
-affected them all.
-
-Seated in a row close to one another were three ladies--Aunts Ann,
-Hester (the two Forsyte maids), and Juley (short for Julia), who not in
-first youth had so far forgotten herself as to marry Septimus Small, a
-man of poor constitution. She had survived him for many years. With her
-elder and younger sister she lived now in the house of Timothy, her sixth
-and youngest brother, on the Bayswater Road. Each of these ladies held
-fans in their hands, and each with some touch of colour, some emphatic
-feather or brooch, testified to the solemnity of the opportunity.
-
-In the centre of the room, under the chandelier, as became a host, stood
-the head of the family, old Jolyon himself. Eighty years of age, with
-his fine, white hair, his dome-like forehead, his little, dark grey eyes,
-and an immense white moustache, which drooped and spread below the level
-of his strong jaw, he had a patriarchal look, and in spite of lean cheeks
-and hollows at his temples, seemed master of perennial youth. He held
-himself extremely upright, and his shrewd, steady eyes had lost none of
-their clear shining. Thus he gave an impression of superiority to the
-doubts and dislikes of smaller men. Having had his own way for
-innumerable years, he had earned a prescriptive right to it. It would
-never have occurred to old Jolyon that it was necessary to wear a look of
-doubt or of defiance.
-
-Between him and the four other brothers who were present, James, Swithin,
-Nicholas, and Roger, there was much difference, much similarity. In
-turn, each of these four brothers was very different from the other, yet
-they, too, were alike.
-
-Through the varying features and expression of those five faces could be
-marked a certain steadfastness of chin, underlying surface distinctions,
-marking a racial stamp, too prehistoric to trace, too remote and
-permanent to discuss--the very hall-mark and guarantee of the family
-fortunes.
-
-Among the younger generation, in the tall, bull-like George, in pallid
-strenuous Archibald, in young Nicholas with his sweet and tentative
-obstinacy, in the grave and foppishly determined Eustace, there was this
-same stamp--less meaningful perhaps, but unmistakable--a sign of
-something ineradicable in the family soul. At one time or another during
-the afternoon, all these faces, so dissimilar and so alike, had worn an
-expression of distrust, the object of which was undoubtedly the man whose
-acquaintance they were thus assembled to make. Philip Bosinney was known
-to be a young man without fortune, but Forsyte girls had become engaged
-to such before, and had actually married them. It was not altogether for
-this reason, therefore, that the minds of the Forsytes misgave them.
-They could not have explained the origin of a misgiving obscured by the
-mist of family gossip. A story was undoubtedly told that he had paid his
-duty call to Aunts Ann, Juley, and Hester, in a soft grey hat--a soft
-grey hat, not even a new one--a dusty thing with a shapeless crown. "So,
-extraordinary, my dear--so odd," Aunt Hester, passing through the little,
-dark hall (she was rather short-sighted), had tried to 'shoo' it off a
-chair, taking it for a strange, disreputable cat--Tommy had such
-disgraceful friends! She was disturbed when it did not move.
-
-Like an artist for ever seeking to discover the significant trifle which
-embodies the whole character of a scene, or place, or person, so those
-unconscious artists--the Forsytes had fastened by intuition on this hat;
-it was their significant trifle, the detail in which was embedded the
-meaning of the whole matter; for each had asked himself: "Come, now,
-should I have paid that visit in that hat?" and each had answered "No!"
-and some, with more imagination than others, had added: "It would never
-have come into my head!"
-
-George, on hearing the story, grinned. The hat had obviously been worn
-as a practical joke! He himself was a connoisseur of such. "Very
-haughty!" he said, "the wild Buccaneer."
-
-And this mot, the 'Buccaneer,' was bandied from mouth to mouth, till it
-became the favourite mode of alluding to Bosinney.
-
-Her aunts reproached June afterwards about the hat.
-
-"We don't think you ought to let him, dear!" they had said.
-
-June had answered in her imperious brisk way, like the little embodiment
-of will she was: "Oh! what does it matter? Phil never knows what he's
-got on!"
-
-No one had credited an answer so outrageous. A man not to know what he
-had on? No, no! What indeed was this young man, who, in becoming
-engaged to June, old Jolyon's acknowledged heiress, had done so well for
-himself? He was an architect, not in itself a sufficient reason for
-wearing such a hat. None of the Forsytes happened to be architects, but
-one of them knew two architects who would never have worn such a hat upon
-a call of ceremony in the London season.
-
-Dangerous--ah, dangerous! June, of course, had not seen this, but,
-though not yet nineteen, she was notorious. Had she not said to Mrs.
-Soames--who was always so beautifully dressed--that feathers were vulgar?
-Mrs. Soames had actually given up wearing feathers, so dreadfully
-downright was dear June!
-
-These misgivings, this disapproval, and perfectly genuine distrust, did
-not prevent the Forsytes from gathering to old Jolyon's invitation. An
-'At Home' at Stanhope Gate was a great rarity; none had been held for
-twelve years, not indeed, since old Mrs. Jolyon had died.
-
-Never had there been so full an assembly, for, mysteriously united in
-spite of all their differences, they had taken arms against a common
-peril. Like cattle when a dog comes into the field, they stood head to
-head and shoulder to shoulder, prepared to run upon and trample the
-invader to death. They had come, too, no doubt, to get some notion of
-what sort of presents they would ultimately be expected to give; for
-though the question of wedding gifts was usually graduated in this way:
-'What are you givin'? Nicholas is givin' spoons!'--so very much depended
-on the bridegroom. If he were sleek, well-brushed, prosperous-looking,
-it was more necessary to give him nice things; he would expect them. In
-the end each gave exactly what was right and proper, by a species of
-family adjustment arrived at as prices are arrived at on the Stock
-Exchange--the exact niceties being regulated at Timothy's commodious,
-red-brick residence in Bayswater, overlooking the Park, where dwelt Aunts
-Ann, Juley, and Hester.
-
-The uneasiness of the Forsyte family has been justified by the simple
-mention of the hat. How impossible and wrong would it have been for any
-family, with the regard for appearances which should ever characterize
-the great upper middle-class, to feel otherwise than uneasy!
-
-The author of the uneasiness stood talking to June by the further door;
-his curly hair had a rumpled appearance, as though he found what was
-going on around him unusual. He had an air, too, of having a joke all to
-himself. George, speaking aside to his brother, Eustace, said:
-
-"Looks as if he might make a bolt of it--the dashing Buccaneer!"
-
-This 'very singular-looking man,' as Mrs. Small afterwards called him,
-was of medium height and strong build, with a pale, brown face, a
-dust-coloured moustache, very prominent cheek-bones, and hollow checks.
-His forehead sloped back towards the crown of his head, and bulged out in
-bumps over the eyes, like foreheads seen in the Lion-house at the Zoo.
-He had sherry-coloured eyes, disconcertingly inattentive at times. Old
-Jolyon's coachman, after driving June and Bosinney to the theatre, had
-remarked to the butler:
-
-"I dunno what to make of 'im. Looks to me for all the world like an
-'alf-tame leopard." And every now and then a Forsyte would come up, sidle
-round, and take a look at him.
-
-June stood in front, fending off this idle curiosity--a little bit of a
-thing, as somebody once said, 'all hair and spirit,' with fearless blue
-eyes, a firm jaw, and a bright colour, whose face and body seemed too
-slender for her crown of red-gold hair.
-
-A tall woman, with a beautiful figure, which some member of the family
-had once compared to a heathen goddess, stood looking at these two with a
-shadowy smile.
-
-Her hands, gloved in French grey, were crossed one over the other, her
-grave, charming face held to one side, and the eyes of all men near were
-fastened on it. Her figure swayed, so balanced that the very air seemed
-to set it moving. There was warmth, but little colour, in her cheeks;
-her large, dark eyes were soft.
-
-But it was at her lips--asking a question, giving an answer, with that
-shadowy smile--that men looked; they were sensitive lips, sensuous and
-sweet, and through them seemed to come warmth and perfume like the warmth
-and perfume of a flower.
-
-The engaged couple thus scrutinized were unconscious of this passive
-goddess. It was Bosinney who first noticed her, and asked her name.
-
-June took her lover up to the woman with the beautiful figure.
-
-"Irene is my greatest chum," she said: "Please be good friends, you two!"
-
-At the little lady's command they all three smiled; and while they were
-smiling, Soames Forsyte, silently appearing from behind the woman with
-the beautiful figure, who was his wife, said:
-
-"Ah! introduce me too!"
-
-He was seldom, indeed, far from Irene's side at public functions, and
-even when separated by the exigencies of social intercourse, could be
-seen following her about with his eyes, in which were strange expressions
-of watchfulness and longing.
-
-At the window his father, James, was still scrutinizing the marks on the
-piece of china.
-
-"I wonder at Jolyon's allowing this engagement," he said to Aunt Ann.
-"They tell me there's no chance of their getting married for years. This
-young Bosinney" (he made the word a dactyl in opposition to general usage
-of a short o) "has got nothing. When Winifred married Dartie, I made him
-bring every penny into settlement--lucky thing, too--they'd ha' had
-nothing by this time!"
-
-Aunt Ann looked up from her velvet chair. Grey curls banded her
-forehead, curls that, unchanged for decades, had extinguished in the
-family all sense of time. She made no reply, for she rarely spoke,
-husbanding her aged voice; but to James, uneasy of conscience, her look
-was as good as an answer.
-
-"Well," he said, "I couldn't help Irene's having no money. Soames was in
-such a hurry; he got quite thin dancing attendance on her."
-
-Putting the bowl pettishly down on the piano, he let his eyes wander to
-the group by the door.
-
-"It's my opinion," he said unexpectedly, "that it's just as well as it
-is."
-
-Aunt Ann did not ask him to explain this strange utterance. She knew
-what he was thinking. If Irene had no money she would not be so foolish
-as to do anything wrong; for they said--they said--she had been asking
-for a separate room; but, of course, Soames had not....
-
-James interrupted her reverie:
-
-"But where," he asked, "was Timothy? Hadn't he come with them?"
-
-Through Aunt Ann's compressed lips a tender smile forced its way:
-
-"No, he didn't think it wise, with so much of this diphtheria about; and
-he so liable to take things."
-
-James answered:
-
-"Well, HE takes good care of himself. I can't afford to take the care of
-myself that he does."
-
-Nor was it easy to say which, of admiration, envy, or contempt, was
-dominant in that remark.
-
-Timothy, indeed, was seldom seen. The baby of the family, a publisher by
-profession, he had some years before, when business was at full tide,
-scented out the stagnation which, indeed, had not yet come, but which
-ultimately, as all agreed, was bound to set in, and, selling his share in
-a firm engaged mainly in the production of religious books, had invested
-the quite conspicuous proceeds in three per cent. consols. By this act
-he had at once assumed an isolated position, no other Forsyte being
-content with less than four per cent. for his money; and this isolation
-had slowly and surely undermined a spirit perhaps better than commonly
-endowed with caution. He had become almost a myth--a kind of incarnation
-of security haunting the background of the Forsyte universe. He had
-never committed the imprudence of marrying, or encumbering himself in any
-way with children.
-
-James resumed, tapping the piece of china:
-
-"This isn't real old Worcester. I s'pose Jolyon's told you something
-about the young man. From all I can learn, he's got no business, no
-income, and no connection worth speaking of; but then, I know
-nothing--nobody tells me anything."
-
-Aunt Ann shook her head. Over her square-chinned, aquiline old face a
-trembling passed; the spidery fingers of her hands pressed against each
-other and interlaced, as though she were subtly recharging her will.
-
-The eldest by some years of all the Forsytes, she held a peculiar
-position amongst them. Opportunists and egotists one and all--though
-not, indeed, more so than their neighbours--they quailed before her
-incorruptible figure, and, when opportunities were too strong, what could
-they do but avoid her!
-
-Twisting his long, thin legs, James went on:
-
-"Jolyon, he will have his own way. He's got no children"--and stopped,
-recollecting the continued existence of old Jolyon's son, young Jolyon,
-June's father, who had made such a mess of it, and done for himself by
-deserting his wife and child and running away with that foreign
-governess. "Well," he resumed hastily, "if he likes to do these things,
-I s'pose he can afford to. Now, what's he going to give her? I s'pose
-he'll give her a thousand a year; he's got nobody else to leave his money
-to."
-
-He stretched out his hand to meet that of a dapper, clean-shaven man,
-with hardly a hair on his head, a long, broken nose, full lips, and cold
-grey eyes under rectangular brows.
-
-"Well, Nick," he muttered, "how are you?"
-
-Nicholas Forsyte, with his bird-like rapidity and the look of a
-preternaturally sage schoolboy (he had made a large fortune, quite
-legitimately, out of the companies of which he was a director), placed
-within that cold palm the tips of his still colder fingers and hastily
-withdrew them.
-
-"I'm bad," he said, pouting--"been bad all the week; don't sleep at
-night. The doctor can't tell why. He's a clever fellow, or I shouldn't
-have him, but I get nothing out of him but bills."
-
-"Doctors!" said James, coming down sharp on his words: "I've had all the
-doctors in London for one or another of us. There's no satisfaction to
-be got out of them; they'll tell you anything. There's Swithin, now.
-What good have they done him? There he is; he's bigger than ever; he's
-enormous; they can't get his weight down. Look at him!"
-
-Swithin Forsyte, tall, square, and broad, with a chest like a pouter
-pigeon's in its plumage of bright waistcoats, came strutting towards
-them.
-
-"Er--how are you?" he said in his dandified way, aspirating the 'h'
-strongly (this difficult letter was almost absolutely safe in his
-keeping)--"how are you?"
-
-Each brother wore an air of aggravation as he looked at the other two,
-knowing by experience that they would try to eclipse his ailments.
-
-"We were just saying," said James, "that you don't get any thinner."
-
-Swithin protruded his pale round eyes with the effort of hearing.
-
-"Thinner? I'm in good case," he said, leaning a little forward, "not one
-of your thread-papers like you!"
-
-But, afraid of losing the expansion of his chest, he leaned back again
-into a state of immobility, for he prized nothing so highly as a
-distinguished appearance.
-
-Aunt Ann turned her old eyes from one to the other. Indulgent and severe
-was her look. In turn the three brothers looked at Ann. She was getting
-shaky. Wonderful woman! Eighty-six if a day; might live another ten
-years, and had never been strong. Swithin and James, the twins, were only
-seventy-five, Nicholas a mere baby of seventy or so. All were strong,
-and the inference was comforting. Of all forms of property their
-respective healths naturally concerned them most.
-
-"I'm very well in myself," proceeded James, "but my nerves are out of
-order. The least thing worries me to death. I shall have to go to
-Bath."
-
-"Bath!" said Nicholas. "I've tried Harrogate. That's no good. What I
-want is sea air. There's nothing like Yarmouth. Now, when I go there I
-sleep...."
-
-"My liver's very bad," interrupted Swithin slowly. "Dreadful pain here;"
-and he placed his hand on his right side.
-
-"Want of exercise," muttered James, his eyes on the china. He quickly
-added: "I get a pain there, too."
-
-Swithin reddened, a resemblance to a turkey-cock coming upon his old
-face.
-
-"Exercise!" he said. "I take plenty: I never use the lift at the Club."
-
-"I didn't know," James hurried out. "I know nothing about anybody;
-nobody tells me anything...."
-
-Swithin fixed him with a stare:
-
-"What do you do for a pain there?"
-
-James brightened.
-
-"I take a compound...."
-
-"How are you, uncle?"
-
-June stood before him, her resolute small face raised from her little
-height to his great height, and her hand outheld.
-
-The brightness faded from James's visage.
-
-"How are you?" he said, brooding over her. "So you're going to Wales
-to-morrow to visit your young man's aunts? You'll have a lot of rain
-there. This isn't real old Worcester." He tapped the bowl. "Now, that
-set I gave your mother when she married was the genuine thing."
-
-June shook hands one by one with her three great-uncles, and turned to
-Aunt Ann. A very sweet look had come into the old lady's face, she
-kissed the girl's check with trembling fervour.
-
-"Well, my dear," she said, "and so you're going for a whole month!"
-
-The girl passed on, and Aunt Ann looked after her slim little figure.
-The old lady's round, steel grey eyes, over which a film like a bird's
-was beginning to come, followed her wistfully amongst the bustling crowd,
-for people were beginning to say good-bye; and her finger-tips, pressing
-and pressing against each other, were busy again with the recharging of
-her will against that inevitable ultimate departure of her own.
-
-'Yes,' she thought, 'everybody's been most kind; quite a lot of people
-come to congratulate her. She ought to be very happy.' Amongst the
-throng of people by the door, the well-dressed throng drawn from the
-families of lawyers and doctors, from the Stock Exchange, and all the
-innumerable avocations of the upper-middle class--there were only some
-twenty percent of Forsytes; but to Aunt Ann they seemed all Forsytes--and
-certainly there was not much difference--she saw only her own flesh and
-blood. It was her world, this family, and she knew no other, had never
-perhaps known any other. All their little secrets, illnesses,
-engagements, and marriages, how they were getting on, and whether they
-were making money--all this was her property, her delight, her life;
-beyond this only a vague, shadowy mist of facts and persons of no real
-significance. This it was that she would have to lay down when it came
-to her turn to die; this which gave to her that importance, that secret
-self-importance, without which none of us can bear to live; and to this
-she clung wistfully, with a greed that grew each day! If life were
-slipping away from her, this she would retain to the end.
-
-She thought of June's father, young Jolyon, who had run away with that
-foreign girl. And what a sad blow to his father and to them all. Such a
-promising young fellow! A sad blow, though there had been no public
-scandal, most fortunately, Jo's wife seeking for no divorce! A long time
-ago! And when June's mother died, six years ago, Jo had married that
-woman, and they had two children now, so she had heard. Still, he had
-forfeited his right to be there, had cheated her of the complete
-fulfilment of her family pride, deprived her of the rightful pleasure of
-seeing and kissing him of whom she had been so proud, such a promising
-young fellow! The thought rankled with the bitterness of a
-long-inflicted injury in her tenacious old heart. A little water stood
-in her eyes. With a handkerchief of the finest lawn she wiped them
-stealthily.
-
-"Well, Aunt Ann?" said a voice behind.
-
-Soames Forsyte, flat-shouldered, clean-shaven, flat-cheeked,
-flat-waisted, yet with something round and secret about his whole
-appearance, looked downwards and aslant at Aunt Ann, as though trying to
-see through the side of his own nose.
-
-"And what do you think of the engagement?" he asked.
-
-Aunt Ann's eyes rested on him proudly; of all the nephews since young
-Jolyon's departure from the family nest, he was now her favourite, for
-she recognised in him a sure trustee of the family soul that must so soon
-slip beyond her keeping.
-
-"Very nice for the young man," she said; "and he's a good-looking young
-fellow; but I doubt if he's quite the right lover for dear June."
-
-Soames touched the edge of a gold-lacquered lustre.
-
-"She'll tame him," he said, stealthily wetting his finger and rubbing it
-on the knobby bulbs. "That's genuine old lacquer; you can't get it
-nowadays. It'd do well in a sale at Jobson's." He spoke with relish, as
-though he felt that he was cheering up his old aunt. It was seldom he
-was so confidential. "I wouldn't mind having it myself," he added; "you
-can always get your price for old lacquer."
-
-"You're so clever with all those things," said Aunt Ann. "And how is
-dear Irene?"
-
-Soames's smile died.
-
-"Pretty well," he said. "Complains she can't sleep; she sleeps a great
-deal better than I do," and he looked at his wife, who was talking to
-Bosinney by the door.
-
-Aunt Ann sighed.
-
-"Perhaps," she said, "it will be just as well for her not to see so much
-of June. She's such a decided character, dear June!"
-
-Soames flushed; his flushes passed rapidly over his flat cheeks and
-centered between his eyes, where they remained, the stamp of disturbing
-thoughts.
-
-"I don't know what she sees in that little flibbertigibbet," he burst
-out, but noticing that they were no longer alone, he turned and again
-began examining the lustre.
-
-"They tell me Jolyon's bought another house," said his father's voice
-close by; "he must have a lot of money--he must have more money than he
-knows what to do with! Montpellier Square, they say; close to Soames!
-They never told me, Irene never tells me anything!"
-
-"Capital position, not two minutes from me," said the voice of Swithin,
-"and from my rooms I can drive to the Club in eight."
-
-The position of their houses was of vital importance to the Forsytes, nor
-was this remarkable, since the whole spirit of their success was embodied
-therein.
-
-Their father, of farming stock, had come from Dorsetshire near the
-beginning of the century.
-
-'Superior Dosset Forsyte, as he was called by his intimates, had been a
-stonemason by trade, and risen to the position of a master-builder.
-
-Towards the end of his life he moved to London, where, building on until
-he died, he was buried at Highgate. He left over thirty thousand pounds
-between his ten children. Old Jolyon alluded to him, if at all, as 'A
-hard, thick sort of man; not much refinement about him.' The second
-generation of Forsytes felt indeed that he was not greatly to their
-credit. The only aristocratic trait they could find in his character was
-a habit of drinking Madeira.
-
-Aunt Hester, an authority on family history, described him thus: "I don't
-recollect that he ever did anything; at least, not in my time. He was
-er--an owner of houses, my dear. His hair about your Uncle Swithin's
-colour; rather a square build. Tall? No--not very tall" (he had been
-five feet five, with a mottled face); "a fresh-coloured man. I remember
-he used to drink Madeira; but ask your Aunt Ann. What was his father?
-He--er--had to do with the land down in Dorsetshire, by the sea."
-
-James once went down to see for himself what sort of place this was that
-they had come from. He found two old farms, with a cart track rutted
-into the pink earth, leading down to a mill by the beach; a little grey
-church with a buttressed outer wall, and a smaller and greyer chapel.
-The stream which worked the mill came bubbling down in a dozen rivulets,
-and pigs were hunting round that estuary. A haze hovered over the
-prospect. Down this hollow, with their feet deep in the mud and their
-faces towards the sea, it appeared that the primeval Forsytes had been
-content to walk Sunday after Sunday for hundreds of years.
-
-Whether or no James had cherished hopes of an inheritance, or of
-something rather distinguished to be found down there, he came back to
-town in a poor way, and went about with a pathetic attempt at making the
-best of a bad job.
-
-"There's very little to be had out of that," he said; "regular country
-little place, old as the hills...."
-
-Its age was felt to be a comfort. Old Jolyon, in whom a desperate
-honesty welled up at times, would allude to his ancestors as: "Yeomen--I
-suppose very small beer." Yet he would repeat the word 'yeomen' as if it
-afforded him consolation.
-
-They had all done so well for themselves, these Forsytes, that they were
-all what is called 'of a certain position.' They had shares in all sorts
-of things, not as yet--with the exception of Timothy--in consols, for
-they had no dread in life like that of 3 per cent. for their money. They
-collected pictures, too, and were supporters of such charitable
-institutions as might be beneficial to their sick domestics. From their
-father, the builder, they inherited a talent for bricks and mortar.
-Originally, perhaps, members of some primitive sect, they were now in the
-natural course of things members of the Church of England, and caused
-their wives and children to attend with some regularity the more
-fashionable churches of the Metropolis. To have doubted their
-Christianity would have caused them both pain and surprise. Some of them
-paid for pews, thus expressing in the most practical form their sympathy
-with the teachings of Christ.
-
-Their residences, placed at stated intervals round the park, watched like
-sentinels, lest the fair heart of this London, where their desires were
-fixed, should slip from their clutches, and leave them lower in their own
-estimations.
-
-There was old Jolyon in Stanhope Place; the Jameses in Park Lane; Swithin
-in the lonely glory of orange and blue chambers in Hyde Park Mansions--he
-had never married, not he--the Soamses in their nest off Knightsbridge;
-the Rogers in Prince's Gardens (Roger was that remarkable Forsyte who had
-conceived and carried out the notion of bringing up his four sons to a
-new profession. "Collect house property, nothing like it," he would say;
-"I never did anything else").
-
-The Haymans again--Mrs. Hayman was the one married Forsyte sister--in a
-house high up on Campden Hill, shaped like a giraffe, and so tall that it
-gave the observer a crick in the neck; the Nicholases in Ladbroke Grove,
-a spacious abode and a great bargain; and last, but not least, Timothy's
-on the Bayswater Road, where Ann, and Juley, and Hester, lived under his
-protection.
-
-But all this time James was musing, and now he inquired of his host and
-brother what he had given for that house in Montpellier Square. He
-himself had had his eye on a house there for the last two years, but they
-wanted such a price.
-
-Old Jolyon recounted the details of his purchase.
-
-"Twenty-two years to run?" repeated James; "The very house I was
-after--you've given too much for it!"
-
-Old Jolyon frowned.
-
-"It's not that I want it," said James hastily; it wouldn't suit my
-purpose at that price. Soames knows the house, well--he'll tell you it's
-too dear--his opinion's worth having."
-
-"I don't," said old Jolyon, "care a fig for his opinion."
-
-"Well," murmured James, "you will have your own way--it's a good opinion.
-Good-bye! We're going to drive down to Hurlingham. They tell me June's
-going to Wales. You'll be lonely tomorrow. What'll you do with yourself?
-You'd better come and dine with us!"
-
-Old Jolyon refused. He went down to the front door and saw them into
-their barouche, and twinkled at them, having already forgotten his
-spleen--Mrs. James facing the horses, tall and majestic with auburn hair;
-on her left, Irene--the two husbands, father and son, sitting forward, as
-though they expected something, opposite their wives. Bobbing and
-bounding upon the spring cushions, silent, swaying to each motion of
-their chariot, old Jolyon watched them drive away under the sunlight.
-
-During the drive the silence was broken by Mrs. James.
-
-"Did you ever see such a collection of rumty-too people?"
-
-Soames, glancing at her beneath his eyelids, nodded, and he saw Irene
-steal at him one of her unfathomable looks. It is likely enough that
-each branch of the Forsyte family made that remark as they drove away
-from old Jolyon's 'At Home!'
-
-Amongst the last of the departing guests the fourth and fifth brothers,
-Nicholas and Roger, walked away together, directing their steps alongside
-Hyde Park towards the Praed Street Station of the Underground. Like all
-other Forsytes of a certain age they kept carriages of their own, and
-never took cabs if by any means they could avoid it.
-
-The day was bright, the trees of the Park in the full beauty of mid-June
-foliage; the brothers did not seem to notice phenomena, which
-contributed, nevertheless, to the jauntiness of promenade and
-conversation.
-
-"Yes," said Roger, "she's a good-lookin' woman, that wife of Soames's.
-I'm told they don't get on."
-
-This brother had a high forehead, and the freshest colour of any of the
-Forsytes; his light grey eyes measured the street frontage of the houses
-by the way, and now and then he would level his, umbrella and take a
-'lunar,' as he expressed it, of the varying heights.
-
-"She'd no money," replied Nicholas.
-
-He himself had married a good deal of money, of which, it being then the
-golden age before the Married Women's Property Act, he had mercifully
-been enabled to make a successful use.
-
-"What was her father?"
-
-"Heron was his name, a Professor, so they tell me."
-
-Roger shook his head.
-
-"There's no money in that," he said.
-
-"They say her mother's father was cement."
-
-Roger's face brightened.
-
-"But he went bankrupt," went on Nicholas.
-
-"Ah!" exclaimed Roger, "Soames will have trouble with her; you mark my
-words, he'll have trouble--she's got a foreign look."
-
-Nicholas licked his lips.
-
-"She's a pretty woman," and he waved aside a crossing-sweeper.
-
-"How did he get hold of her?" asked Roger presently. "She must cost him
-a pretty penny in dress!"
-
-"Ann tells me," replied Nicholas, "he was half-cracked about her. She
-refused him five times. James, he's nervous about it, I can see."
-
-"Ah!" said Roger again; "I'm sorry for James; he had trouble with
-Dartie." His pleasant colour was heightened by exercise, he swung his
-umbrella to the level of his eye more frequently than ever. Nicholas's
-face also wore a pleasant look.
-
-"Too pale for me," he said, "but her figures capital!"
-
-Roger made no reply.
-
-"I call her distinguished-looking," he said at last--it was the highest
-praise in the Forsyte vocabulary. "That young Bosinney will never do any
-good for himself. They say at Burkitt's he's one of these artistic
-chaps--got an idea of improving English architecture; there's no money in
-that! I should like to hear what Timothy would say to it."
-
-They entered the station.
-
-"What class are you going? I go second."
-
-"No second for me," said Nicholas;--"you never know what you may catch."
-
-He took a first-class ticket to Notting Hill Gate; Roger a second to
-South Kensington. The train coming in a minute later, the two brothers
-parted and entered their respective compartments. Each felt aggrieved
-that the other had not modified his habits to secure his society a little
-longer; but as Roger voiced it in his thoughts:
-
-'Always a stubborn beggar, Nick!'
-
-And as Nicholas expressed it to himself:
-
-'Cantankerous chap Roger--always was!'
-
-There was little sentimentality about the Forsytes. In that great
-London, which they had conquered and become merged in, what time had they
-to be sentimental?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-OLD JOLYON GOES TO THE OPERA
-
-At five o'clock the following day old Jolyon sat alone, a cigar between
-his lips, and on a table by his side a cup of tea. He was tired, and
-before he had finished his cigar he fell asleep. A fly settled on his
-hair, his breathing sounded heavy in the drowsy silence, his upper lip
-under the white moustache puffed in and out. From between the fingers of
-his veined and wrinkled hand the cigar, dropping on the empty hearth,
-burned itself out.
-
-The gloomy little study, with windows of stained glass to exclude the
-view, was full of dark green velvet and heavily-carved mahogany--a suite
-of which old Jolyon was wont to say: 'Shouldn't wonder if it made a big
-price some day!'
-
-It was pleasant to think that in the after life he could get more for
-things than he had given.
-
-In the rich brown atmosphere peculiar to back rooms in the mansion of a
-Forsyte, the Rembrandtesque effect of his great head, with its white
-hair, against the cushion of his high-backed seat, was spoiled by the
-moustache, which imparted a somewhat military look to his face. An old
-clock that had been with him since before his marriage forty years ago
-kept with its ticking a jealous record of the seconds slipping away
-forever from its old master.
-
-He had never cared for this room, hardly going into it from one year's
-end to another, except to take cigars from the Japanese cabinet in the
-corner, and the room now had its revenge.
-
-His temples, curving like thatches over the hollows beneath, his
-cheek-bones and chin, all were sharpened in his sleep, and there had come
-upon his face the confession that he was an old man.
-
-He woke. June had gone! James had said he would be lonely. James had
-always been a poor thing. He recollected with satisfaction that he had
-bought that house over James's head.
-
-Serve him right for sticking at the price; the only thing the fellow
-thought of was money. Had he given too much, though? It wanted a lot of
-doing to--He dared say he would want all his money before he had done
-with this affair of June's. He ought never to have allowed the
-engagement. She had met this Bosinney at the house of Baynes, Baynes and
-Bildeboy, the architects. He believed that Baynes, whom he knew--a bit
-of an old woman--was the young man's uncle by marriage. After that she'd
-been always running after him; and when she took a thing into her head
-there was no stopping her. She was continually taking up with 'lame
-ducks' of one sort or another. This fellow had no money, but she must
-needs become engaged to him--a harumscarum, unpractical chap, who would
-get himself into no end of difficulties.
-
-She had come to him one day in her slap-dash way and told him; and, as if
-it were any consolation, she had added:
-
-"He's so splendid; he's often lived on cocoa for a week!"
-
-"And he wants you to live on cocoa too?"
-
-"Oh no; he is getting into the swim now."
-
-Old Jolyon had taken his cigar from under his white moustaches, stained
-by coffee at the edge, and looked at her, that little slip of a thing who
-had got such a grip of his heart. He knew more about 'swims' than his
-granddaughter. But she, having clasped her hands on his knees, rubbed
-her chin against him, making a sound like a purring cat. And, knocking
-the ash off his cigar, he had exploded in nervous desperation:
-
-"You're all alike: you won't be satisfied till you've got what you want.
-If you must come to grief, you must; I wash my hands of it."
-
-So, he had washed his hands of it, making the condition that they should
-not marry until Bosinney had at least four hundred a year.
-
-"I shan't be able to give you very much," he had said, a formula to which
-June was not unaccustomed. "Perhaps this What's-his-name will provide
-the cocoa."
-
-He had hardly seen anything of her since it began. A bad business! He
-had no notion of giving her a lot of money to enable a fellow he knew
-nothing about to live on in idleness. He had seen that sort of thing
-before; no good ever came of it. Worst of all, he had no hope of shaking
-her resolution; she was as obstinate as a mule, always had been from a
-child. He didn't see where it was to end. They must cut their coat
-according to their cloth. He would not give way till he saw young
-Bosinney with an income of his own. That June would have trouble with
-the fellow was as plain as a pikestaff; he had no more idea of money than
-a cow. As to this rushing down to Wales to visit the young man's aunts,
-he fully expected they were old cats.
-
-And, motionless, old Jolyon stared at the wall; but for his open eyes, he
-might have been asleep.... The idea of supposing that young cub Soames
-could give him advice! He had always been a cub, with his nose in the
-air! He would be setting up as a man of property next, with a place in
-the country! A man of property! H'mph! Like his father, he was always
-nosing out bargains, a cold-blooded young beggar!
-
-He rose, and, going to the cabinet, began methodically stocking his
-cigar-case from a bundle fresh in. They were not bad at the price, but
-you couldn't get a good cigar, nowadays, nothing to hold a candle to
-those old Superfinos of Hanson and Bridger's. That was a cigar!
-
-The thought, like some stealing perfume, carried him back to those
-wonderful nights at Richmond when after dinner he sat smoking on the
-terrace of the Crown and Sceptre with Nicholas Treffry and Traquair and
-Jack Herring and Anthony Thornworthy. How good his cigars were then!
-Poor old Nick!--dead, and Jack Herring--dead, and Traquair--dead of that
-wife of his, and Thornworthy--awfully shaky (no wonder, with his
-appetite).
-
-Of all the company of those days he himself alone seemed left, except
-Swithin, of course, and he so outrageously big there was no doing
-anything with him.
-
-Difficult to believe it was so long ago; he felt young still! Of all his
-thoughts, as he stood there counting his cigars, this was the most
-poignant, the most bitter. With his white head and his loneliness he had
-remained young and green at heart. And those Sunday afternoons on
-Hampstead Heath, when young Jolyon and he went for a stretch along the
-Spaniard's Road to Highgate, to Child's Hill, and back over the Heath
-again to dine at Jack Straw's Castle--how delicious his cigars were then!
-And such weather! There was no weather now.
-
-When June was a toddler of five, and every other Sunday he took her to
-the Zoo, away from the society of those two good women, her mother and
-her grandmother, and at the top of the bear den baited his umbrella with
-buns for her favourite bears, how sweet his cigars were then!
-
-Cigars! He had not even succeeded in out-living his palate--the famous
-palate that in the fifties men swore by, and speaking of him, said:
-"Forsyte's the best palate in London!" The palate that in a sense had
-made his fortune--the fortune of the celebrated tea men, Forsyte and
-Treffry, whose tea, like no other man's tea, had a romantic aroma, the
-charm of a quite singular genuineness. About the house of Forsyte and
-Treffry in the City had clung an air of enterprise and mystery, of
-special dealings in special ships, at special ports, with special
-Orientals.
-
-He had worked at that business! Men did work in those days! these young
-pups hardly knew the meaning of the word. He had gone into every detail,
-known everything that went on, sometimes sat up all night over it. And
-he had always chosen his agents himself, prided himself on it. His eye
-for men, he used to say, had been the secret of his success, and the
-exercise of this masterful power of selection had been the only part of
-it all that he had really liked. Not a career for a man of his ability.
-Even now, when the business had been turned into a Limited Liability
-Company, and was declining (he had got out of his shares long ago), he
-felt a sharp chagrin in thinking of that time. How much better he might
-have done! He would have succeeded splendidly at the Bar! He had even
-thought of standing for Parliament. How often had not Nicholas Treffry
-said to him:
-
-"You could do anything, Jo, if you weren't so d-damned careful of
-yourself!" Dear old Nick! Such a good fellow, but a racketty chap! The
-notorious Treffry! He had never taken any care of himself. So he was
-dead. Old Jolyon counted his cigars with a steady hand, and it came into
-his mind to wonder if perhaps he had been too careful of himself.
-
-He put the cigar-case in the breast of his coat, buttoned it in, and
-walked up the long flights to his bedroom, leaning on one foot and the
-other, and helping himself by the bannister. The house was too big.
-After June was married, if she ever did marry this fellow, as he supposed
-she would, he would let it and go into rooms. What was the use of
-keeping half a dozen servants eating their heads off?
-
-The butler came to the ring of his bell--a large man with a beard, a soft
-tread, and a peculiar capacity for silence. Old Jolyon told him to put
-his dress clothes out; he was going to dine at the Club.
-
-How long had the carriage been back from taking Miss June to the station?
-Since two? Then let him come round at half-past six!
-
-The Club which old Jolyon entered on the stroke of seven was one of those
-political institutions of the upper middle class which have seen better
-days. In spite of being talked about, perhaps in consequence of being
-talked about, it betrayed a disappointing vitality. People had grown
-tired of saying that the 'Disunion' was on its last legs. Old Jolyon
-would say it, too, yet disregarded the fact in a manner truly irritating
-to well-constituted Clubmen.
-
-"Why do you keep your name on?" Swithin often asked him with profound
-vexation. "Why don't you join the 'Polyglot'? You can't get a wine like
-our Heidsieck under twenty shillin' a bottle anywhere in London;" and,
-dropping his voice, he added: "There's only five hundred dozen left. I
-drink it every night of my life."
-
-"I'll think of it," old Jolyon would answer; but when he did think of it
-there was always the question of fifty guineas entrance fee, and it would
-take him four or five years to get in. He continued to think of it.
-
-He was too old to be a Liberal, had long ceased to believe in the
-political doctrines of his Club, had even been known to allude to them as
-'wretched stuff,' and it afforded him pleasure to continue a member in
-the teeth of principles so opposed to his own. He had always had a
-contempt for the place, having joined it many years ago when they refused
-to have him at the 'Hotch Potch' owing to his being 'in trade.' As if he
-were not as good as any of them! He naturally despised the Club that did
-take him. The members were a poor lot, many of them in the City
---stockbrokers, solicitors, auctioneers--what not! Like most men of
-strong character but not too much originality, old Jolyon set small store
-by the class to which he belonged. Faithfully he followed their customs,
-social and otherwise, and secretly he thought them 'a common lot.'
-
-Years and philosophy, of which he had his share, had dimmed the
-recollection of his defeat at the 'Hotch Potch'; and now in his thoughts
-it was enshrined as the Queen of Clubs. He would have been a member all
-these years himself, but, owing to the slipshod way his proposer, Jack
-Herring, had gone to work, they had not known what they were doing in
-keeping him out. Why! they had taken his son Jo at once, and he believed
-the boy was still a member; he had received a letter dated from there
-eight years ago.
-
-He had not been near the 'Disunion' for months, and the house had
-undergone the piebald decoration which people bestow on old houses and
-old ships when anxious to sell them.
-
-'Beastly colour, the smoking-room!' he thought. 'The dining-room is
-good!'
-
-Its gloomy chocolate, picked out with light green, took his fancy.
-
-He ordered dinner, and sat down in the very corner, at the very table
-perhaps! (things did not progress much at the 'Disunion,' a Club of
-almost Radical principles) at which he and young Jolyon used to sit
-twenty-five years ago, when he was taking the latter to Drury Lane,
-during his holidays.
-
-The boy had loved the theatre, and old Jolyon recalled how he used to sit
-opposite, concealing his excitement under a careful but transparent
-nonchalance.
-
-He ordered himself, too, the very dinner the boy had always chosen-soup,
-whitebait, cutlets, and a tart. Ah! if he were only opposite now!
-
-The two had not met for fourteen years. And not for the first time
-during those fourteen years old Jolyon wondered whether he had been a
-little to blame in the matter of his son. An unfortunate love-affair
-with that precious flirt Danae Thornworthy (now Danae Pellew), Anthony
-Thornworthy's daughter, had thrown him on the rebound into the arms of
-June's mother. He ought perhaps to have put a spoke in the wheel of
-their marriage; they were too young; but after that experience of Jo's
-susceptibility he had been only too anxious to see him married. And in
-four years the crash had come! To have approved his son's conduct in
-that crash was, of course, impossible; reason and training--that
-combination of potent factors which stood for his principles--told him of
-this impossibility, and his heart cried out. The grim remorselessness of
-that business had no pity for hearts. There was June, the atom with
-flaming hair, who had climbed all over him, twined and twisted herself
-about him--about his heart that was made to be the plaything and beloved
-resort of tiny, helpless things. With characteristic insight he saw he
-must part with one or with the other; no half-measures could serve in
-such a situation. In that lay its tragedy. And the tiny, helpless thing
-prevailed. He would not run with the hare and hunt with the hounds, and
-so to his son he said good-bye.
-
-That good-bye had lasted until now.
-
-He had proposed to continue a reduced allowance to young Jolyon, but this
-had been refused, and perhaps that refusal had hurt him more than
-anything, for with it had gone the last outlet of his penned-in
-affection; and there had come such tangible and solid proof of rupture as
-only a transaction in property, a bestowal or refusal of such, could
-supply.
-
-His dinner tasted flat. His pint of champagne was dry and bitter stuff,
-not like the Veuve Clicquots of old days.
-
-Over his cup of coffee, he bethought him that he would go to the opera.
-In the Times, therefore--he had a distrust of other papers--he read the
-announcement for the evening. It was 'Fidelio.'
-
-Mercifully not one of those new-fangled German pantomimes by that fellow
-Wagner.
-
-Putting on his ancient opera hat, which, with its brim flattened by use,
-and huge capacity, looked like an emblem of greater days, and, pulling
-out an old pair of very thin lavender kid gloves smelling strongly of
-Russia leather, from habitual proximity to the cigar-case in the pocket
-of his overcoat, he stepped into a hansom.
-
-The cab rattled gaily along the streets, and old Jolyon was struck by
-their unwonted animation.
-
-'The hotels must be doing a tremendous business,' he thought. A few
-years ago there had been none of these big hotels. He made a
-satisfactory reflection on some property he had in the neighbourhood. It
-must be going up in value by leaps and bounds! What traffic!
-
-But from that he began indulging in one of those strange impersonal
-speculations, so uncharacteristic of a Forsyte, wherein lay, in part, the
-secret of his supremacy amongst them. What atoms men were, and what a lot
-of them! And what would become of them all?
-
-He stumbled as he got out of the cab, gave the man his exact fare, walked
-up to the ticket office to take his stall, and stood there with his purse
-in his hand--he always carried his money in a purse, never having
-approved of that habit of carrying it loosely in the pockets, as so many
-young men did nowadays. The official leaned out, like an old dog from a
-kennel.
-
-"Why," he said in a surprised voice, "it's Mr. Jolyon Forsyte! So it is!
-Haven't seen you, sir, for years. Dear me! Times aren't what they were.
-Why! you and your brother, and that auctioneer--Mr. Traquair, and Mr.
-Nicholas Treffry--you used to have six or seven stalls here regular every
-season. And how are you, sir? We don't get younger!"
-
-The colour in old Jolyon's eyes deepened; he paid his guinea. They had
-not forgotten him. He marched in, to the sounds of the overture, like an
-old war-horse to battle.
-
-Folding his opera hat, he sat down, drew out his lavender gloves in the
-old way, and took up his glasses for a long look round the house.
-Dropping them at last on his folded hat, he fixed his eyes on the
-curtain. More poignantly than ever he felt that it was all over and done
-with him. Where were all the women, the pretty women, the house used to
-be so full of? Where was that old feeling in the heart as he waited for
-one of those great singers? Where that sensation of the intoxication of
-life and of his own power to enjoy it all?
-
-The greatest opera-goer of his day! There was no opera now! That fellow
-Wagner had ruined everything; no melody left, nor any voices to sing it.
-Ah! the wonderful singers! Gone! He sat watching the old scenes acted,
-a numb feeling at his heart.
-
-From the curl of silver over his ear to the pose of his foot in its
-elastic-sided patent boot, there was nothing clumsy or weak about old
-Jolyon. He was as upright--very nearly--as in those old times when he
-came every night; his sight was as good--almost as good. But what a
-feeling of weariness and disillusion!
-
-He had been in the habit all his life of enjoying things, even imperfect
-things--and there had been many imperfect things--he had enjoyed them all
-with moderation, so as to keep himself young. But now he was deserted by
-his power of enjoyment, by his philosophy, and left with this dreadful
-feeling that it was all done with. Not even the Prisoners' Chorus, nor
-Florian's Song, had the power to dispel the gloom of his loneliness.
-
-If Jo were only with him! The boy must be forty by now. He had wasted
-fourteen years out of the life of his only son. And Jo was no longer a
-social pariah. He was married. Old Jolyon had been unable to refrain
-from marking his appreciation of the action by enclosing his son a cheque
-for L500. The cheque had been returned in a letter from the 'Hotch
-Potch,' couched in these words.
-
-'MY DEAREST FATHER,
-
-'Your generous gift was welcome as a sign that you might think worse of
-me. I return it, but should you think fit to invest it for the benefit
-of the little chap (we call him Jolly), who bears our Christian and, by
-courtesy, our surname, I shall be very glad.
-
-'I hope with all my heart that your health is as good as ever.
-
-'Your loving son,
-
- 'Jo.'
-
-The letter was like the boy. He had always been an amiable chap. Old
-Jolyon had sent this reply:
-
-'MY DEAR JO,
-
-'The sum (L500) stands in my books for the benefit of your boy, under the
-name of Jolyon Forsyte, and will be duly-credited with interest at 5 per
-cent. I hope that you are doing well. My health remains good at
-present.
-
-'With love, I am, 'Your affectionate Father,
-'JOLYON FORSYTE.'
-
-And every year on the 1st of January he had added a hundred and the
-interest. The sum was mounting up--next New Year's Day it would be
-fifteen hundred and odd pounds! And it is difficult to say how much
-satisfaction he had got out of that yearly transaction. But the
-correspondence had ended.
-
-In spite of his love for his son, in spite of an instinct, partly
-constitutional, partly the result, as in thousands of his class, of the
-continual handling and watching of affairs, prompting him to judge
-conduct by results rather than by principle, there was at the bottom of
-his heart a sort of uneasiness. His son ought, under the circumstances,
-to have gone to the dogs; that law was laid down in all the novels,
-sermons, and plays he had ever read, heard, or witnessed.
-
-After receiving the cheque back there seemed to him to be something wrong
-somewhere. Why had his son not gone to the dogs? But, then, who could
-tell?
-
-He had heard, of course--in fact, he had made it his business to find
-out--that Jo lived in St. John's Wood, that he had a little house in
-Wistaria Avenue with a garden, and took his wife about with him into
-society--a queer sort of society, no doubt--and that they had two
-children--the little chap they called Jolly (considering the
-circumstances the name struck him as cynical, and old Jolyon both feared
-and disliked cynicism), and a girl called Holly, born since the marriage.
-Who could tell what his son's circumstances really were? He had
-capitalized the income he had inherited from his mother's father
-and joined Lloyd's as an underwriter; he painted pictures,
-too--water-colours. Old Jolyon knew this, for he had surreptitiously
-bought them from time to time, after chancing to see his son's name
-signed at the bottom of a representation of the river Thames in a
-dealer's window. He thought them bad, and did not hang them because of
-the signature; he kept them locked up in a drawer.
-
-In the great opera-house a terrible yearning came on him to see his son.
-He remembered the days when he had been wont to slide him, in a brown
-holland suit, to and fro under the arch of his legs; the times when he
-ran beside the boy's pony, teaching him to ride; the day he first took
-him to school. He had been a loving, lovable little chap! After he went
-to Eton he had acquired, perhaps, a little too much of that desirable
-manner which old Jolyon knew was only to be obtained at such places and
-at great expense; but he had always been companionable. Always a
-companion, even after Cambridge--a little far off, perhaps, owing to the
-advantages he had received. Old Jolyon's feeling towards our public
-schools and 'Varsities never wavered, and he retained touchingly his
-attitude of admiration and mistrust towards a system appropriate to the
-highest in the land, of which he had not himself been privileged to
-partake.... Now that June had gone and left, or as good as left him, it
-would have been a comfort to see his son again. Guilty of this treason
-to his family, his principles, his class, old Jolyon fixed his eyes on
-the singer. A poor thing--a wretched poor thing! And the Florian a
-perfect stick!
-
-It was over. They were easily pleased nowadays!
-
-In the crowded street he snapped up a cab under the very nose of a stout
-and much younger gentleman, who had already assumed it to be his own.
-His route lay through Pall Mall, and at the corner, instead of going
-through the Green Park, the cabman turned to drive up St. James's
-Street. Old Jolyon put his hand through the trap (he could not bear
-being taken out of his way); in turning, however, he found himself
-opposite the 'Hotch Potch,' and the yearning that had been secretly with
-him the whole evening prevailed. He called to the driver to stop. He
-would go in and ask if Jo still belonged there.
-
-He went in. The hall looked exactly as it did when he used to dine there
-with Jack Herring, and they had the best cook in London; and he looked
-round with the shrewd, straight glance that had caused him all his life
-to be better served than most men.
-
-"Mr. Jolyon Forsyte still a member here?"
-
-"Yes, sir; in the Club now, sir. What name?"
-
-Old Jolyon was taken aback.
-
-"His father," he said.
-
-And having spoken, he took his stand, back to the fireplace.
-
-Young Jolyon, on the point of leaving the Club, had put on his hat, and
-was in the act of crossing the hall, as the porter met him. He was no
-longer young, with hair going grey, and face--a narrower replica of his
-father's, with the same large drooping moustache--decidedly worn. He
-turned pale. This meeting was terrible after all those years, for
-nothing in the world was so terrible as a scene. They met and crossed
-hands without a word. Then, with a quaver in his voice, the father said:
-
-"How are you, my boy?"
-
-The son answered:
-
-"How are you, Dad?"
-
-Old Jolyon's hand trembled in its thin lavender glove.
-
-"If you're going my way," he said, "I can give you a lift."
-
-And as though in the habit of taking each other home every night they
-went out and stepped into the cab.
-
-To old Jolyon it seemed that his son had grown. 'More of a man
-altogether,' was his comment. Over the natural amiability of that son's
-face had come a rather sardonic mask, as though he had found in the
-circumstances of his life the necessity for armour. The features were
-certainly those of a Forsyte, but the expression was more the
-introspective look of a student or philosopher. He had no doubt been
-obliged to look into himself a good deal in the course of those fifteen
-years.
-
-To young Jolyon the first sight of his father was undoubtedly a shock--he
-looked so worn and old. But in the cab he seemed hardly to have changed,
-still having the calm look so well remembered, still being upright and
-keen-eyed.
-
-"You look well, Dad."
-
-"Middling," old Jolyon answered.
-
-He was the prey of an anxiety that he found he must put into words.
-Having got his son back like this, he felt he must know what was his
-financial position.
-
-"Jo," he said, "I should like to hear what sort of water you're in. I
-suppose you're in debt?"
-
-He put it this way that his son might find it easier to confess.
-
-Young Jolyon answered in his ironical voice:
-
-"No! I'm not in debt!"
-
-Old Jolyon saw that he was angry, and touched his hand. He had run a
-risk. It was worth it, however, and Jo had never been sulky with him.
-They drove on, without speaking again, to Stanhope Gate. Old Jolyon
-invited him in, but young Jolyon shook his head.
-
-"June's not here," said his father hastily: "went of to-day on a visit.
-I suppose you know that she's engaged to be married?"
-
-"Already?" murmured young Jolyon'.
-
-Old Jolyon stepped out, and, in paying the cab fare, for the first time
-in his life gave the driver a sovereign in mistake for a shilling.
-
-Placing the coin in his mouth, the cabman whipped his horse secretly on
-the underneath and hurried away.
-
-Old Jolyon turned the key softly in the lock, pushed open the door, and
-beckoned. His son saw him gravely hanging up his coat, with an
-expression on his face like that of a boy who intends to steal cherries.
-
-The door of the dining-room was open, the gas turned low; a spirit-urn
-hissed on a tea-tray, and close to it a cynical looking cat had fallen
-asleep on the dining-table. Old Jolyon 'shoo'd' her off at once. The
-incident was a relief to his feelings; he rattled his opera hat behind
-the animal.
-
-"She's got fleas," he said, following her out of the room. Through the
-door in the hall leading to the basement he called "Hssst!" several
-times, as though assisting the cat's departure, till by some strange
-coincidence the butler appeared below.
-
-"You can go to bed, Parfitt," said old Jolyon. "I will lock up and put
-out."
-
-When he again entered the dining-room the cat unfortunately preceded him,
-with her tail in the air, proclaiming that she had seen through this
-manouevre for suppressing the butler from the first....
-
-A fatality had dogged old Jolyon's domestic stratagems all his life.
-
-Young Jolyon could not help smiling. He was very well versed in irony,
-and everything that evening seemed to him ironical. The episode of the
-cat; the announcement of his own daughter's engagement. So he had no
-more part or parcel in her than he had in the Puss! And the poetical
-justice of this appealed to him.
-
-"What is June like now?" he asked.
-
-"She's a little thing," returned old Jolyon; they say she's like me, but
-that's their folly. She's more like your mother--the same eyes and
-hair."
-
-"Ah! and she is pretty?"
-
-Old Jolyon was too much of a Forsyte to praise anything freely;
-especially anything for which he had a genuine admiration.
-
-"Not bad looking--a regular Forsyte chin. It'll be lonely here when
-she's gone, Jo."
-
-The look on his face again gave young Jolyon the shock he had felt on
-first seeing his father.
-
-"What will you do with yourself, Dad? I suppose she's wrapped up in
-him?"
-
-"Do with myself?" repeated old Jolyon with an angry break in his voice.
-"It'll be miserable work living here alone. I don't know how it's to
-end. I wish to goodness...." He checked himself, and added: "The
-question is, what had I better do with this house?"
-
-Young Jolyon looked round the room. It was peculiarly vast and dreary,
-decorated with the enormous pictures of still life that he remembered as
-a boy--sleeping dogs with their noses resting on bunches of carrots,
-together with onions and grapes lying side by side in mild surprise. The
-house was a white elephant, but he could not conceive of his father
-living in a smaller place; and all the more did it all seem ironical.
-
-In his great chair with the book-rest sat old Jolyon, the figurehead of
-his family and class and creed, with his white head and dome-like
-forehead, the representative of moderation, and order, and love of
-property. As lonely an old man as there was in London.
-
-There he sat in the gloomy comfort of the room, a puppet in the power of
-great forces that cared nothing for family or class or creed, but moved,
-machine-like, with dread processes to inscrutable ends. This was how it
-struck young Jolyon, who had the impersonal eye.
-
-The poor old Dad! So this was the end, the purpose to which he had lived
-with such magnificent moderation! To be lonely, and grow older and
-older, yearning for a soul to speak to!
-
-In his turn old Jolyon looked back at his son. He wanted to talk about
-many things that he had been unable to talk about all these years. It
-had been impossible to seriously confide in June his conviction that
-property in the Soho quarter would go up in value; his uneasiness about
-that tremendous silence of Pippin, the superintendent of the New Colliery
-Company, of which he had so long been chairman; his disgust at the steady
-fall in American Golgothas, or even to discuss how, by some sort of
-settlement, he could best avoid the payment of those death duties which
-would follow his decease. Under the influence, however, of a cup of tea,
-which he seemed to stir indefinitely, he began to speak at last. A new
-vista of life was thus opened up, a promised land of talk, where he could
-find a harbour against the waves of anticipation and regret; where he
-could soothe his soul with the opium of devising how to round off his
-property and make eternal the only part of him that was to remain alive.
-
-Young Jolyon was a good listener; it was his great quality. He kept his
-eyes fixed on his father's face, putting a question now and then.
-
-The clock struck one before old Jolyon had finished, and at the sound of
-its striking his principles came back. He took out his watch with a look
-of surprise:
-
-"I must go to bed, Jo," he said.
-
-Young Jolyon rose and held out his hand to help his father up. The old
-face looked worn and hollow again; the eyes were steadily averted.
-
-"Good-bye, my boy; take care of yourself."
-
-A moment passed, and young Jolyon, turning on his, heel, marched out at
-the door. He could hardly see; his smile quavered. Never in all the
-fifteen years since he had first found out that life was no simple
-business, had he found it so singularly complicated.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-DINNER AT SWITHIN'S
-
-In Swithin's orange and light-blue dining-room, facing the Park, the
-round table was laid for twelve.
-
-A cut-glass chandelier filled with lighted candles hung like a giant
-stalactite above its centre, radiating over large gilt-framed mirrors,
-slabs of marble on the tops of side-tables, and heavy gold chairs with
-crewel worked seats. Everything betokened that love of beauty so deeply
-implanted in each family which has had its own way to make into Society,
-out of the more vulgar heart of Nature. Swithin had indeed an impatience
-of simplicity, a love of ormolu, which had always stamped him amongst his
-associates as a man of great, if somewhat luxurious taste; and out of the
-knowledge that no one could possibly enter his rooms without perceiving
-him to be a man of wealth, he had derived a solid and prolonged happiness
-such as perhaps no other circumstance in life had afforded him.
-
-Since his retirement from land agency, a profession deplorable in his
-estimation, especially as to its auctioneering department, he had
-abandoned himself to naturally aristocratic tastes.
-
-The perfect luxury of his latter days had embedded him like a fly in
-sugar; and his mind, where very little took place from morning till
-night, was the junction of two curiously opposite emotions, a lingering
-and sturdy satisfaction that he had made his own way and his own fortune,
-and a sense that a man of his distinction should never have been allowed
-to soil his mind with work.
-
-He stood at the sideboard in a white waistcoat with large gold and onyx
-buttons, watching his valet screw the necks of three champagne bottles
-deeper into ice-pails. Between the points of his stand-up collar,
-which--though it hurt him to move--he would on no account have had
-altered, the pale flesh of his under chin remained immovable. His eyes
-roved from bottle to bottle. He was debating, and he argued like this:
-Jolyon drinks a glass, perhaps two, he's so careful of himself. James,
-he can't take his wine nowadays. Nicholas--Fanny and he would swill
-water he shouldn't wonder! Soames didn't count; these young nephews
---Soames was thirty-one--couldn't drink! But Bosinney?
-
-Encountering in the name of this stranger something outside the range of
-his philosophy, Swithin paused. A misgiving arose within him! It was
-impossible to tell! June was only a girl, in love too! Emily (Mrs.
-James) liked a good glass of champagne. It was too dry for Juley, poor
-old soul, she had no palate. As to Hatty Chessman! The thought of this
-old friend caused a cloud of thought to obscure the perfect glassiness of
-his eyes: He shouldn't wonder if she drank half a bottle!
-
-But in thinking of his remaining guest, an expression like that of a cat
-who is just going to purr stole over his old face: Mrs. Soames! She
-mightn't take much, but she would appreciate what she drank; it was a
-pleasure to give her good wine! A pretty woman--and sympathetic to him!
-
-The thought of her was like champagne itself! A pleasure to give a good
-wine to a young woman who looked so well, who knew how to dress, with
-charming manners, quite distinguished--a pleasure to entertain her.
-Between the points of his collar he gave his head the first small,
-painful oscillation of the evening.
-
-"Adolf!" he said. "Put in another bottle."
-
-He himself might drink a good deal, for, thanks to that prescription of
-Blight's, he found himself extremely well, and he had been careful to
-take no lunch. He had not felt so well for weeks. Puffing out his lower
-lip, he gave his last instructions:
-
-"Adolf, the least touch of the West India when you come to the ham."
-
-Passing into the anteroom, he sat down on the edge of a chair, with his
-knees apart; and his tall, bulky form was wrapped at once in an
-expectant, strange, primeval immobility. He was ready to rise at a
-moment's notice. He had not given a dinner-party for months. This
-dinner in honour of June's engagement had seemed a bore at first (among
-Forsytes the custom of solemnizing engagements by feasts was religiously
-observed), but the labours of sending invitations and ordering the repast
-over, he felt pleasantly stimulated.
-
-And thus sitting, a watch in his hand, fat, and smooth, and golden, like
-a flattened globe of butter, he thought of nothing.
-
-A long man, with side whiskers, who had once been in Swithin's service,
-but was now a greengrocer, entered and proclaimed:
-
-"Mrs. Chessman, Mrs. Septimus Small!"
-
-Two ladies advanced. The one in front, habited entirely in red, had
-large, settled patches of the same colour in her cheeks, and a hard,
-dashing eye. She walked at Swithin, holding out a hand cased in a long,
-primrose-coloured glove:
-
-"Well! Swithin," she said, "I haven't seen you for ages. How are you?
-Why, my dear boy, how stout you're getting!"
-
-The fixity of Swithin's eye alone betrayed emotion. A dumb and grumbling
-anger swelled his bosom. It was vulgar to be stout, to talk of being
-stout; he had a chest, nothing more. Turning to his sister, he grasped
-her hand, and said in a tone of command:
-
-"Well, Juley."
-
-Mrs. Septimus Small was the tallest of the four sisters; her good, round
-old face had gone a little sour; an innumerable pout clung all over it,
-as if it had been encased in an iron wire mask up to that evening, which,
-being suddenly removed, left little rolls of mutinous flesh all over her
-countenance. Even her eyes were pouting. It was thus that she recorded
-her permanent resentment at the loss of Septimus Small.
-
-She had quite a reputation for saying the wrong thing, and, tenacious
-like all her breed, she would hold to it when she had said it, and add to
-it another wrong thing, and so on. With the decease of her husband the
-family tenacity, the family matter-of-factness, had gone sterile within
-her. A great talker, when allowed, she would converse without the
-faintest animation for hours together, relating, with epic monotony, the
-innumerable occasions on which Fortune had misused her; nor did she ever
-perceive that her hearers sympathized with Fortune, for her heart was
-kind.
-
-Having sat, poor soul, long by the bedside of Small (a man of poor
-constitution), she had acquired, the habit, and there were countless
-subsequent occasions when she had sat immense periods of time to amuse
-sick people, children, and other helpless persons, and she could never
-divest herself of the feeling that the world was the most ungrateful
-place anybody could live in. Sunday after Sunday she sat at the feet of
-that extremely witty preacher, the Rev. Thomas Scoles, who exercised a
-great influence over her; but she succeeded in convincing everybody that
-even this was a misfortune. She had passed into a proverb in the family,
-and when anybody was observed to be peculiarly distressing, he was known
-as a regular 'Juley.' The habit of her mind would have killed anybody but
-a Forsyte at forty; but she was seventy-two, and had never looked better.
-And one felt that there were capacities for enjoyment about her which
-might yet come out. She owned three canaries, the cat Tommy, and half a
-parrot--in common with her sister Hester;--and these poor creatures (kept
-carefully out of Timothy's way--he was nervous about animals), unlike
-human beings, recognising that she could not help being blighted,
-attached themselves to her passionately.
-
-She was sombrely magnificent this evening in black bombazine, with a
-mauve front cut in a shy triangle, and crowned with a black velvet ribbon
-round the base of her thin throat; black and mauve for evening wear was
-esteemed very chaste by nearly every Forsyte.
-
-Pouting at Swithin, she said:
-
-"Ann has been asking for you. You haven't been near us for an age!"
-
-Swithin put his thumbs within the armholes of his waistcoat, and replied:
-
-"Ann's getting very shaky; she ought to have a doctor!"
-
-"Mr. and Mrs. Nicholas Forsyte!"
-
-Nicholas Forsyte, cocking his rectangular eyebrows, wore a smile. He had
-succeeded during the day in bringing to fruition a scheme for the
-employment of a tribe from Upper India in the gold-mines of Ceylon. A
-pet plan, carried at last in the teeth of great difficulties--he was
-justly pleased. It would double the output of his mines, and, as he had
-often forcibly argued, all experience tended to show that a man must die;
-and whether he died of a miserable old age in his own country, or
-prematurely of damp in the bottom of a foreign mine, was surely of little
-consequence, provided that by a change in his mode of life he benefited
-the British Empire.
-
-His ability was undoubted. Raising his broken nose towards his listener,
-he would add:
-
-"For want of a few hundred of these fellows we haven't paid a dividend
-for years, and look at the price of the shares. I can't get ten
-shillings for them."
-
-He had been at Yarmouth, too, and had come back feeling that he had added
-at least ten years to his own life. He grasped Swithin's hand,
-exclaiming in a jocular voice:
-
-"Well, so here we are again!"
-
-Mrs. Nicholas, an effete woman, smiled a smile of frightened jollity
-behind his back.
-
-"Mr. and Mrs. James Forsyte! Mr. and Mrs. Soames Forsyte!"
-
-Swithin drew his heels together, his deportment ever admirable.
-
-"Well, James, well Emily! How are you, Soames? How do you do?"
-
-His hand enclosed Irene's, and his eyes swelled. She was a pretty
-woman--a little too pale, but her figure, her eyes, her teeth! Too good
-for that chap Soames!
-
-The gods had given Irene dark brown eyes and golden hair, that strange
-combination, provocative of men's glances, which is said to be the mark
-of a weak character. And the full, soft pallor of her neck and
-shoulders, above a gold-coloured frock, gave to her personality an
-alluring strangeness.
-
-Soames stood behind, his eyes fastened on his wife's neck. The hands of
-Swithin's watch, which he still held open in his hand, had left eight
-behind; it was half an hour beyond his dinner-time--he had had no
-lunch--and a strange primeval impatience surged up within him.
-
-"It's not like Jolyon to be late!" he said to Irene, with uncontrollable
-vexation. "I suppose it'll be June keeping him!"
-
-"People in love are always late," she answered.
-
-Swithin stared at her; a dusky orange dyed his cheeks.
-
-"They've no business to be. Some fashionable nonsense!"
-
-And behind this outburst the inarticulate violence of primitive
-generations seemed to mutter and grumble.
-
-"Tell me what you think of my new star, Uncle Swithin," said Irene
-softly.
-
-Among the lace in the bosom of her dress was shining a five-pointed star,
-made of eleven diamonds. Swithin looked at the star. He had a pretty
-taste in stones; no question could have been more sympathetically devised
-to distract his attention.
-
-"Who gave you that?" he asked.
-
-"Soames."
-
-There was no change in her face, but Swithin's pale eyes bulged as though
-he might suddenly have been afflicted with insight.
-
-"I dare say you're dull at home," he said. "Any day you like to come and
-dine with me, I'll give you as good a bottle of wine as you'll get in
-London."
-
-"Miss June Forsyte--Mr. Jolyon Forsyte!... Mr. Boswainey!..."
-
-Swithin moved his arm, and said in a rumbling voice:
-
-"Dinner, now--dinner!"
-
-He took in Irene, on the ground that he had not entertained her since she
-was a bride. June was the portion of Bosinney, who was placed between
-Irene and his fiancee. On the other side of June was James with Mrs.
-Nicholas, then old Jolyon with Mrs. James, Nicholas with Hatty Chessman,
-Soames with Mrs. Small, completing, the circle to Swithin again.
-
-Family dinners of the Forsytes observe certain traditions. There are,
-for instance, no hors d'oeuvre. The reason for this is unknown. Theory
-among the younger members traces it to the disgraceful price of oysters;
-it is more probably due to a desire to come to the point, to a good
-practical sense deciding at once that hors d'oeuvre are but poor things.
-The Jameses alone, unable to withstand a custom almost universal in Park
-Lane, are now and then unfaithful.
-
-A silent, almost morose, inattention to each other succeeds to the
-subsidence into their seats, lasting till well into the first entree, but
-interspersed with remarks such as, "Tom's bad again; I can't tell what's
-the matter with him!" "I suppose Ann doesn't come down in the
-mornings?"--"What's the name of your doctor, Fanny?" "Stubbs?" "He's a
-quack!"--"Winifred? She's got too many children. Four, isn't it? She's
-as thin as a lath!"--"What d'you give for this sherry, Swithin? Too dry
-for me!"
-
-With the second glass of champagne, a kind of hum makes itself heard,
-which, when divested of casual accessories and resolved into its primal
-element, is found to be James telling a story, and this goes on for a
-long time, encroaching sometimes even upon what must universally be
-recognised as the crowning point of a Forsyte feast--'the saddle of
-mutton.'
-
-No Forsyte has given a dinner without providing a saddle of mutton.
-There is something in its succulent solidity which makes it suitable to
-people 'of a certain position.' It is nourishing and tasty; the sort of
-thing a man remembers eating. It has a past and a future, like a deposit
-paid into a bank; and it is something that can be argued about.
-
-Each branch of the family tenaciously held to a particular locality--old
-Jolyon swearing by Dartmoor, James by Welsh, Swithin by Southdown,
-Nicholas maintaining that people might sneer, but there was nothing like
-New Zealand! As for Roger, the 'original' of the brothers, he had been
-obliged to invent a locality of his own, and with an ingenuity worthy of
-a man who had devised a new profession for his sons, he had discovered a
-shop where they sold German; on being remonstrated with, he had proved
-his point by producing a butcher's bill, which showed that he paid more
-than any of the others. It was on this occasion that old Jolyon, turning
-to June, had said in one of his bursts of philosophy:
-
-"You may depend upon it, they're a cranky lot, the Forsytes--and you'll
-find it out, as you grow older!"
-
-Timothy alone held apart, for though he ate saddle of mutton heartily, he
-was, he said, afraid of it.
-
-To anyone interested psychologically in Forsytes, this great
-saddle-of-mutton trait is of prime importance; not only does it
-illustrate their tenacity, both collectively and as individuals, but it
-marks them as belonging in fibre and instincts to that great class which
-believes in nourishment and flavour, and yields to no sentimental craving
-for beauty.
-
-Younger members of the family indeed would have done without a joint
-altogether, preferring guinea-fowl, or lobster salad--something which
-appealed to the imagination, and had less nourishment--but these were
-females; or, if not, had been corrupted by their wives, or by mothers,
-who having been forced to eat saddle of mutton throughout their married
-lives, had passed a secret hostility towards it into the fibre of their
-sons.
-
-The great saddle-of-mutton controversy at an end, a Tewkesbury ham
-commenced, together with the least touch of West Indian--Swithin was so
-long over this course that he caused a block in the progress of the
-dinner. To devote himself to it with better heart, he paused in his
-conversation.
-
-From his seat by Mrs. Septimus Small Soames was watching. He had a
-reason of his own connected with a pet building scheme, for observing
-Bosinney. The architect might do for his purpose; he looked clever, as
-he sat leaning back in his chair, moodily making little ramparts with
-bread-crumbs. Soames noted his dress clothes to be well cut, but too
-small, as though made many years ago.
-
-He saw him turn to Irene and say something and her face sparkle as he
-often saw it sparkle at other people--never at himself. He tried to
-catch what they were saying, but Aunt Juley was speaking.
-
-Hadn't that always seemed very extraordinary to Soames? Only last Sunday
-dear Mr. Scole, had been so witty in his sermon, so sarcastic, "For
-what," he had said, "shall it profit a man if he gain his own soul, but
-lose all his property?" That, he had said, was the motto of the
-middle-class; now, what had he meant by that? Of course, it might be
-what middle-class people believed--she didn't know; what did Soames
-think?
-
-He answered abstractedly: "How should I know? Scoles is a humbug,
-though, isn't he?" For Bosinney was looking round the table, as if
-pointing out the peculiarities of the guests, and Soames wondered what he
-was saying. By her smile Irene was evidently agreeing with his remarks.
-She seemed always to agree with other people.
-
-Her eyes were turned on himself; Soames dropped his glance at once. The
-smile had died off her lips.
-
-A humbug? But what did Soames mean? If Mr. Scoles was a humbug, a
-clergyman--then anybody might be--it was frightful!
-
-"Well, and so they are!" said Soames.
-
-During Aunt Juley's momentary and horrified silence he caught some words
-of Irene's that sounded like: 'Abandon hope, all ye who enter here!'
-
-But Swithin had finished his ham.
-
-"Where do you go for your mushrooms?" he was saying to Irene in a voice
-like a courtier's; "you ought to go to Smileybob's--he'll give 'em you
-fresh. These little men, they won't take the trouble!"
-
-Irene turned to answer him, and Soames saw Bosinney watching her and
-smiling to himself. A curious smile the fellow had. A half-simple
-arrangement, like a child who smiles when he is pleased. As for George's
-nickname--'The Buccaneer'--he did not think much of that. And, seeing
-Bosinney turn to June, Soames smiled too, but sardonically--he did not
-like June, who was not looking too pleased.
-
-This was not surprising, for she had just held the following conversation
-with James:
-
-"I stayed on the river on my way home, Uncle James, and saw a beautiful
-site for a house."
-
-James, a slow and thorough eater, stopped the process of mastication.
-
-"Eh?" he said. "Now, where was that?"
-
-"Close to Pangbourne."
-
-James placed a piece of ham in his mouth, and June waited.
-
-"I suppose you wouldn't know whether the land about there was freehold?"
-he asked at last. "You wouldn't know anything about the price of land
-about there?"
-
-"Yes," said June; "I made inquiries." Her little resolute face under its
-copper crown was suspiciously eager and aglow.
-
-James regarded her with the air of an inquisitor.
-
-"What? You're not thinking of buying land!" he ejaculated, dropping his
-fork.
-
-June was greatly encouraged by his interest. It had long been her pet
-plan that her uncles should benefit themselves and Bosinney by building
-country-houses.
-
-"Of course not," she said. "I thought it would be such a splendid place
-for--you or--someone to build a country-house!"
-
-James looked at her sideways, and placed a second piece of ham in his
-mouth....
-
-"Land ought to be very dear about there," he said.
-
-What June had taken for personal interest was only the impersonal
-excitement of every Forsyte who hears of something eligible in danger of
-passing into other hands. But she refused to see the disappearance of
-her chance, and continued to press her point.
-
-"You ought to go into the country, Uncle James. I wish I had a lot of
-money, I wouldn't live another day in London."
-
-James was stirred to the depths of his long thin figure; he had no idea
-his niece held such downright views.
-
-"Why don't you go into the country?" repeated June; "it would do you a
-lot of good."
-
-"Why?" began James in a fluster. "Buying land--what good d'you suppose I
-can do buying land, building houses?--I couldn't get four per cent. for
-my money!"
-
-"What does that matter? You'd get fresh air."
-
-"Fresh air!" exclaimed James; "what should I do with fresh air,"
-
-"I should have thought anybody liked to have fresh air," said June
-scornfully.
-
-James wiped his napkin all over his mouth.
-
-"You don't know the value of money," he said, avoiding her eye.
-
-"No! and I hope I never shall!" and, biting her lip with inexpressible
-mortification, poor June was silent.
-
-Why were her own relations so rich, and Phil never knew where the money
-was coming from for to-morrow's tobacco. Why couldn't they do something
-for him? But they were so selfish. Why couldn't they build
-country-houses? She had all that naive dogmatism which is so pathetic,
-and sometimes achieves such great results. Bosinney, to whom she turned
-in her discomfiture, was talking to Irene, and a chill fell on June's
-spirit. Her eyes grew steady with anger, like old Jolyon's when his
-will was crossed.
-
-James, too, was much disturbed. He felt as though someone had threatened
-his right to invest his money at five per cent. Jolyon had spoiled her.
-None of his girls would have said such a thing. James had always been
-exceedingly liberal to his children, and the consciousness of this made
-him feel it all the more deeply. He trifled moodily with his
-strawberries, then, deluging them with cream, he ate them quickly; they,
-at all events, should not escape him.
-
-No wonder he was upset. Engaged for fifty-four years (he had been
-admitted a solicitor on the earliest day sanctioned by the law) in
-arranging mortgages, preserving investments at a dead level of high and
-safe interest, conducting negotiations on the principle of securing the
-utmost possible out of other people compatible with safety to his clients
-and himself, in calculations as to the exact pecuniary possibilities of
-all the relations of life, he had come at last to think purely in terms
-of money. Money was now his light, his medium for seeing, that without
-which he was really unable to see, really not cognisant of phenomena; and
-to have this thing, "I hope I shall never know the value of money!" said
-to his face, saddened and exasperated him. He knew it to be nonsense, or
-it would have frightened him. What was the world coming to! Suddenly
-recollecting the story of young Jolyon, however, he felt a little
-comforted, for what could you expect with a father like that! This
-turned his thoughts into a channel still less pleasant. What was all
-this talk about Soames and Irene?
-
-As in all self-respecting families, an emporium had been established
-where family secrets were bartered, and family stock priced. It was
-known on Forsyte 'Change that Irene regretted her marriage. Her regret
-was disapproved of. She ought to have known her own mind; no dependable
-woman made these mistakes.
-
-James reflected sourly that they had a nice house (rather small) in an
-excellent position, no children, and no money troubles. Soames was
-reserved about his affairs, but he must be getting a very warm man. He
-had a capital income from the business--for Soames, like his father, was
-a member of that well-known firm of solicitors, Forsyte, Bustard and
-Forsyte--and had always been very careful. He had done quite unusually
-well with some mortgages he had taken up, too--a little timely
-foreclosure--most lucky hits!
-
-There was no reason why Irene should not be happy, yet they said she'd
-been asking for a separate room. He knew where that ended. It wasn't as
-if Soames drank.
-
-James looked at his daughter-in-law. That unseen glance of his was cold
-and dubious. Appeal and fear were in it, and a sense of personal
-grievance. Why should he be worried like this? It was very likely all
-nonsense; women were funny things! They exaggerated so, you didn't know
-what to believe; and then, nobody told him anything, he had to find out
-everything for himself. Again he looked furtively at Irene, and across
-from her to Soames. The latter, listening to Aunt Juley, was looking up,
-under his brows in the direction of Bosinney.
-
-'He's fond of her, I know,' thought James. 'Look at the way he's always
-giving her things.'
-
-And the extraordinary unreasonableness of her disaffection struck him
-with increased force.
-
-It was a pity, too, she was a taking little thing, and he, James, would
-be really quite fond of her if she'd only let him. She had taken up
-lately with June; that was doing her no good, that was certainly doing
-her no good. She was getting to have opinions of her own. He didn't
-know what she wanted with anything of the sort. She'd a good home, and
-everything she could wish for. He felt that her friends ought to be
-chosen for her. To go on like this was dangerous.
-
-June, indeed, with her habit of championing the unfortunate, had dragged
-from Irene a confession, and, in return, had preached the necessity of
-facing the evil, by separation, if need be. But in the face of these
-exhortations, Irene had kept a brooding silence, as though she found
-terrible the thought of this struggle carried through in cold blood. He
-would never give her up, she had said to June.
-
-"Who cares?" June cried; "let him do what he likes--you've only to stick
-to it!" And she had not scrupled to say something of this sort at
-Timothy's; James, when he heard of it, had felt a natural indignation and
-horror.
-
-What if Irene were to take it into her head to--he could hardly frame the
-thought--to leave Soames? But he felt this thought so unbearable that he
-at once put it away; the shady visions it conjured up, the sound of
-family tongues buzzing in his ears, the horror of the conspicuous
-happening so close to him, to one of his own children! Luckily, she had
-no money--a beggarly fifty pound a year! And he thought of the deceased
-Heron, who had had nothing to leave her, with contempt. Brooding over
-his glass, his long legs twisted under the table, he quite omitted to
-rise when the ladies left the room. He would have to speak to Soames
---would have to put him on his guard; they could not go on like this, now
-that such a contingency had occurred to him. And he noticed with sour
-disfavour that June had left her wine-glasses full of wine.
-
-'That little, thing's at the bottom of it all,' he mused; 'Irene'd never
-have thought of it herself.' James was a man of imagination.
-
-The voice of Swithin roused him from his reverie.
-
-"I gave four hundred pounds for it," he was saying. "Of course it's a
-regular work of art."
-
-"Four hundred! H'm! that's a lot of money!" chimed in Nicholas.
-
-The object alluded to was an elaborate group of statuary in Italian
-marble, which, placed upon a lofty stand (also of marble), diffused an
-atmosphere of culture throughout the room. The subsidiary figures, of
-which there were six, female, nude, and of highly ornate workmanship,
-were all pointing towards the central figure, also nude, and female, who
-was pointing at herself; and all this gave the observer a very pleasant
-sense of her extreme value. Aunt Juley, nearly opposite, had had the
-greatest difficulty in not looking at it all the evening.
-
-Old Jolyon spoke; it was he who had started the discussion.
-
-"Four hundred fiddlesticks! Don't tell me you gave four hundred for
-that?"
-
-Between the points of his collar Swithin's chin made the second painful
-oscillatory movement of the evening.
-
-"Four-hundred-pounds, of English money; not a farthing less. I don't
-regret it. It's not common English--it's genuine modern Italian!"
-
-Soames raised the corner of his lip in a smile, and looked across at
-Bosinney. The architect was grinning behind the fumes of his cigarette.
-Now, indeed, he looked more like a buccaneer.
-
-"There's a lot of work about it," remarked James hastily, who was really
-moved by the size of the group. "It'd sell well at Jobson's."
-
-"The poor foreign dey-vil that made it," went on Swithin, "asked me five
-hundred--I gave him four. It's worth eight. Looked half-starved, poor
-dey-vil!"
-
-"Ah!" chimed in Nicholas suddenly, "poor, seedy-lookin' chaps, these
-artists; it's a wonder to me how they live. Now, there's young
-Flageoletti, that Fanny and the girls are always hav'in' in, to play the
-fiddle; if he makes a hundred a year it's as much as ever he does!"
-
-James shook his head. "Ah!" he said, "I don't know how they live!"
-
-Old Jolyon had risen, and, cigar in mouth, went to inspect the group at
-close quarters.
-
-"Wouldn't have given two for it!" he pronounced at last.
-
-Soames saw his father and Nicholas glance at each other anxiously; and,
-on the other side of Swithin, Bosinney, still shrouded in smoke.
-
-'I wonder what he thinks of it?' thought Soames, who knew well enough
-that this group was hopelessly vieux jeu; hopelessly of the last
-generation. There was no longer any sale at Jobson's for such works of
-art.
-
-Swithin's answer came at last. "You never knew anything about a statue.
-You've got your pictures, and that's all!"
-
-Old Jolyon walked back to his seat, puffing his cigar. It was not likely
-that he was going to be drawn into an argument with an obstinate beggar
-like Swithin, pig-headed as a mule, who had never known a statue from
-a---straw hat.
-
-"Stucco!" was all he said.
-
-It had long been physically impossible for Swithin to start; his fist
-came down on the table.
-
-"Stucco! I should like to see anything you've got in your house half as
-good!"
-
-And behind his speech seemed to sound again that rumbling violence of
-primitive generations.
-
-It was James who saved the situation.
-
-"Now, what do you say, Mr. Bosinney? You're an architect; you ought to
-know all about statues and things!"
-
-Every eye was turned upon Bosinney; all waited with a strange, suspicious
-look for his answer.
-
-And Soames, speaking for the first time, asked:
-
-"Yes, Bosinney, what do you say?"
-
-Bosinney replied coolly:
-
-"The work is a remarkable one."
-
-His words were addressed to Swithin, his eyes smiled slyly at old Jolyon;
-only Soames remained unsatisfied.
-
-"Remarkable for what?"
-
-"For its naivete"
-
-The answer was followed by an impressive silence; Swithin alone was not
-sure whether a compliment was intended.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-PROJECTION OF THE HOUSE
-
-Soames Forsyte walked out of his green-painted front door three days
-after the dinner at Swithin's, and looking back from across the Square,
-confirmed his impression that the house wanted painting.
-
-He had left his wife sitting on the sofa in the drawing-room, her hands
-crossed in her lap, manifestly waiting for him to go out. This was not
-unusual. It happened, in fact, every day.
-
-He could not understand what she found wrong with him. It was not as if
-he drank! Did he run into debt, or gamble, or swear; was he violent;
-were his friends rackety; did he stay out at night? On the contrary.
-
-The profound, subdued aversion which he felt in his wife was a mystery to
-him, and a source of the most terrible irritation. That she had made a
-mistake, and did not love him, had tried to love him and could not love
-him, was obviously no reason.
-
-He that could imagine so outlandish a cause for his wife's not getting on
-with him was certainly no Forsyte.
-
-Soames was forced, therefore, to set the blame entirely down to his wife.
-He had never met a woman so capable of inspiring affection. They could
-not go anywhere without his seeing how all the men were attracted by her;
-their looks, manners, voices, betrayed it; her behaviour under this
-attention had been beyond reproach. That she was one of those women--not
-too common in the Anglo-Saxon race--born to be loved and to love, who
-when not loving are not living, had certainly never even occurred to him.
-Her power of attraction, he regarded as part of her value as his
-property; but it made him, indeed, suspect that she could give as well as
-receive; and she gave him nothing! 'Then why did she marry me?' was his
-continual thought. He had, forgotten his courtship; that year and a half
-when he had besieged and lain in wait for her, devising schemes for her
-entertainment, giving her presents, proposing to her periodically, and
-keeping her other admirers away with his perpetual presence. He had
-forgotten the day when, adroitly taking advantage of an acute phase of
-her dislike to her home surroundings, he crowned his labours with
-success. If he remembered anything, it was the dainty capriciousness
-with which the gold-haired, dark-eyed girl had treated him. He certainly
-did not remember the look on her face--strange, passive, appealing--when
-suddenly one day she had yielded, and said that she would marry him.
-
-It had been one of those real devoted wooings which books and people
-praise, when the lover is at length rewarded for hammering the iron till
-it is malleable, and all must be happy ever after as the wedding bells.
-
-Soames walked eastwards, mousing doggedly along on the shady side.
-
-The house wanted doing, up, unless he decided to move into the country,
-and build.
-
-For the hundredth time that month he turned over this problem. There was
-no use in rushing into things! He was very comfortably off, with an
-increasing income getting on for three thousand a year; but his invested
-capital was not perhaps so large as his father believed--James had a
-tendency to expect that his children should be better off than they were.
-'I can manage eight thousand easily enough,' he thought, 'without calling
-in either Robertson's or Nicholl's.'
-
-He had stopped to look in at a picture shop, for Soames was an 'amateur'
-of pictures, and had a little-room in No. 62, Montpellier Square, full
-of canvases, stacked against the wall, which he had no room to hang. He
-brought them home with him on his way back from the City, generally after
-dark, and would enter this room on Sunday afternoons, to spend hours
-turning the pictures to the light, examining the marks on their backs,
-and occasionally making notes.
-
-They were nearly all landscapes with figures in the foreground, a sign of
-some mysterious revolt against London, its tall houses, its interminable
-streets, where his life and the lives of his breed and class were passed.
-Every now and then he would take one or two pictures away with him in a
-cab, and stop at Jobson's on his way into the City.
-
-He rarely showed them to anyone; Irene, whose opinion he secretly
-respected and perhaps for that reason never solicited, had only been into
-the room on rare occasions, in discharge of some wifely duty. She was
-not asked to look at the pictures, and she never did. To Soames this was
-another grievance. He hated that pride of hers, and secretly dreaded it.
-
-In the plate-glass window of the picture shop his image stood and looked
-at him.
-
-His sleek hair under the brim of the tall hat had a sheen like the hat
-itself; his cheeks, pale and flat, the line of his clean-shaven lips, his
-firm chin with its greyish shaven tinge, and the buttoned strictness of
-his black cut-away coat, conveyed an appearance of reserve and secrecy,
-of imperturbable, enforced composure; but his eyes, cold,--grey,
-strained--looking, with a line in the brow between them, examined him
-wistfully, as if they knew of a secret weakness.
-
-He noted the subjects of the pictures, the names of the painters, made a
-calculation of their values, but without the satisfaction he usually
-derived from this inward appraisement, and walked on.
-
-No. 62 would do well enough for another year, if he decided to build!
-The times were good for building, money had not been so dear for years;
-and the site he had seen at Robin Hill, when he had gone down there in
-the spring to inspect the Nicholl mortgage--what could be better! Within
-twelve miles of Hyde Park Corner, the value of the land certain to go up,
-would always fetch more than he gave for it; so that a house, if built in
-really good style, was a first-class investment.
-
-The notion of being the one member of his family with a country house
-weighed but little with him; for to a true Forsyte, sentiment, even the
-sentiment of social position, was a luxury only to be indulged in after
-his appetite for more material pleasure had been satisfied.
-
-To get Irene out of London, away from opportunities of going about and
-seeing people, away from her friends and those who put ideas into her
-head! That was the thing! She was too thick with June! June disliked
-him. He returned the sentiment. They were of the same blood.
-
-It would be everything to get Irene out of town. The house would please
-her she would enjoy messing about with the decoration, she was very
-artistic!
-
-The house must be in good style, something that would always be certain
-to command a price, something unique, like that last house of Parkes,
-which had a tower; but Parkes had himself said that his architect was
-ruinous. You never knew where you were with those fellows; if they had a
-name they ran you into no end of expense and were conceited into the
-bargain.
-
-And a common architect was no good--the memory of Parkes' tower precluded
-the employment of a common architect:
-
-This was why he had thought of Bosinney. Since the dinner at Swithin's
-he had made enquiries, the result of which had been meagre, but
-encouraging: "One of the new school."
-
-"Clever?"
-
-"As clever as you like--a bit--a bit up in the air!"
-
-He had not been able to discover what houses Bosinney had built, nor what
-his charges were. The impression he gathered was that he would be able
-to make his own terms. The more he reflected on the idea, the more he
-liked it. It would be keeping the thing in the family, with Forsytes
-almost an instinct; and he would be able to get 'favoured-nation,' if not
-nominal terms--only fair, considering the chance to Bosinney of
-displaying his talents, for this house must be no common edifice.
-
-Soames reflected complacently on the work it would be sure to bring the
-young man; for, like every Forsyte, he could be a thorough optimist when
-there was anything to be had out of it.
-
-Bosinney's office was in Sloane Street, close at, hand, so that he would
-be able to keep his eye continually on the plans.
-
-Again, Irene would not be to likely to object to leave London if her
-greatest friend's lover were given the job. June's marriage might depend
-on it. Irene could not decently stand in the way of June's marriage; she
-would never do that, he knew her too well. And June would be pleased; of
-this he saw the advantage.
-
-Bosinney looked clever, but he had also--and--it was one of his great
-attractions--an air as if he did not quite know on which side his bread
-were buttered; he should be easy to deal with in money matters. Soames
-made this reflection in no defrauding spirit; it was the natural attitude
-of his mind--of the mind of any good business man--of all those thousands
-of good business men through whom he was threading his way up Ludgate
-Hill.
-
-Thus he fulfilled the inscrutable laws of his great class--of human
-nature itself--when he reflected, with a sense of comfort, that Bosinney
-would be easy to deal with in money matters.
-
-While he elbowed his way on, his eyes, which he usually kept fixed on the
-ground before his feet, were attracted upwards by the dome of St.
-Paul's. It had a peculiar fascination for him, that old dome, and not
-once, but twice or three times a week, would he halt in his daily
-pilgrimage to enter beneath and stop in the side aisles for five or ten
-minutes, scrutinizing the names and epitaphs on the monuments. The
-attraction for him of this great church was inexplicable, unless it
-enabled him to concentrate his thoughts on the business of the day. If
-any affair of particular moment, or demanding peculiar acuteness, was
-weighing on his mind, he invariably went in, to wander with mouse-like
-attention from epitaph to epitaph. Then retiring in the same noiseless
-way, he would hold steadily on up Cheapside, a thought more of dogged
-purpose in his gait, as though he had seen something which he had made up
-his mind to buy.
-
-He went in this morning, but, instead of stealing from monument to
-monument, turned his eyes upwards to the columns and spacings of the
-walls, and remained motionless.
-
-His uplifted face, with the awed and wistful look which faces take on
-themselves in church, was whitened to a chalky hue in the vast building.
-His gloved hands were clasped in front over the handle of his umbrella.
-He lifted them. Some sacred inspiration perhaps had come to him.
-
-'Yes,' he thought, 'I must have room to hang my pictures.
-
-That evening, on his return from the City, he called at Bosinney's
-office. He found the architect in his shirt-sleeves, smoking a pipe, and
-ruling off lines on a plan. Soames refused a drink, and came at once to
-the point.
-
-"If you've nothing better to do on Sunday, come down with me to Robin
-Hill, and give me your opinion on a building site."
-
-"Are you going to build?"
-
-"Perhaps," said Soames; "but don't speak of it. I just want your
-opinion."
-
-"Quite so," said the architect.
-
-Soames peered about the room.
-
-"You're rather high up here," he remarked.
-
-Any information he could gather about the nature and scope of Bosinney's
-business would be all to the good.
-
-"It does well enough for me so far," answered the architect. "You're
-accustomed to the swells."
-
-He knocked out his pipe, but replaced it empty between his teeth; it
-assisted him perhaps to carry on the conversation. Soames noted a hollow
-in each cheek, made as it were by suction.
-
-"What do you pay for an office like this?" said he.
-
-"Fifty too much," replied Bosinney.
-
-This answer impressed Soames favourably.
-
-"I suppose it is dear," he said. "I'll call for you--on Sunday about
-eleven."
-
-The following Sunday therefore he called for Bosinney in a hansom, and
-drove him to the station. On arriving at Robin Hill, they found no cab,
-and started to walk the mile and a half to the site.
-
-It was the 1st of August--a perfect day, with a burning sun and cloudless
-sky--and in the straight, narrow road leading up the hill their feet
-kicked up a yellow dust.
-
-"Gravel soil," remarked Soames, and sideways he glanced at the coat
-Bosinney wore. Into the side-pockets of this coat were thrust bundles of
-papers, and under one arm was carried a queer-looking stick. Soames
-noted these and other peculiarities.
-
-No one but a clever man, or, indeed, a buccaneer, would have taken such
-liberties with his appearance; and though these eccentricities were
-revolting to Soames, he derived a certain satisfaction from them, as
-evidence of qualities by which he must inevitably profit. If the fellow
-could build houses, what did his clothes matter?
-
-"I told you," he said, "that I want this house to be a surprise, so don't
-say anything about it. I never talk of my affairs until they're carried
-through."
-
-Bosinney nodded.
-
-"Let women into your plans," pursued Soames, "and you never know where
-it'll end."
-
-"Ah!" Said Bosinney, "women are the devil!"
-
-This feeling had long been at the--bottom of Soames's heart; he had
-never, however, put it into words.
-
-"Oh!" he Muttered, "so you're beginning to...." He stopped, but added,
-with an uncontrollable burst of spite: "June's got a temper of her
-own--always had."
-
-"A temper's not a bad thing in an angel."
-
-Soames had never called Irene an angel. He could not so have violated
-his best instincts, letting other people into the secret of her value,
-and giving himself away. He made no reply.
-
-They had struck into a half-made road across a warren. A cart-track led
-at right-angles to a gravel pit, beyond which the chimneys of a cottage
-rose amongst a clump of trees at the border of a thick wood. Tussocks of
-feathery grass covered the rough surface of the ground, and out of these
-the larks soared into the hate of sunshine. On the far horizon, over a
-countless succession of fields and hedges, rose a line of downs.
-
-Soames led till they had crossed to the far side, and there he stopped.
-It was the chosen site; but now that he was about to divulge the spot to
-another he had become uneasy.
-
-"The agent lives in that cottage," he said; "he'll give us some
-lunch--we'd better have lunch before we go into this matter."
-
-He again took the lead to the cottage, where the agent, a tall man named
-Oliver, with a heavy face and grizzled beard, welcomed them. During
-lunch, which Soames hardly touched, he kept looking at Bosinney, and once
-or twice passed his silk handkerchief stealthily over his forehead. The
-meal came to an end at last, and Bosinney rose.
-
-"I dare say you've got business to talk over," he said; "I'll just go and
-nose about a bit." Without waiting for a reply he strolled out.
-
-Soames was solicitor to this estate, and he spent nearly an hour in the
-agent's company, looking at ground-plans and discussing the Nicholl and
-other mortgages; it was as it were by an afterthought that he brought up
-the question of the building site.
-
-"Your people," he said, "ought to come down in their price to me,
-considering that I shall be the first to build."
-
-Oliver shook his head.
-
-The site you've fixed on, Sir, he said, "is the cheapest we've got.
-Sites at the top of the slope are dearer by a good bit."
-
-"Mind," said Soames, "I've not decided; it's quite possible I shan't
-build at all. The ground rent's very high."
-
-"Well, Mr. Forsyte, I shall be sorry if you go off, and I think you'll
-make a mistake, Sir. There's not a bit of land near London with such a
-view as this, nor one that's cheaper, all things considered; we've only
-to advertise, to get a mob of people after it."
-
-They looked at each other. Their faces said very plainly: 'I respect you
-as a man of business; and you can't expect me to believe a word you
-say.'
-
-Well, repeated Soames, "I haven't made up my mind; the thing will very
-likely go off!" With these words, taking up his umbrella, he put his
-chilly hand into the agent's, withdrew it without the faintest pressure,
-and went out into the sun.
-
-He walked slowly back towards the site in deep thought. His instinct
-told him that what the agent had said was true. A cheap site. And the
-beauty of it was, that he knew the agent did not really think it cheap;
-so that his own intuitive knowledge was a victory over the agent's.
-
-'Cheap or not, I mean to have it,' he thought.
-
-The larks sprang up in front of his feet, the air was full of
-butterflies, a sweet fragrance rose from the wild grasses. The sappy
-scent of the bracken stole forth from the wood, where, hidden in the
-depths, pigeons were cooing, and from afar on the warm breeze, came the
-rhythmic chiming of church bells.
-
-Soames walked with his eyes on the ground, his lips opening and closing
-as though in anticipation of a delicious morsel. But when he arrived at
-the site, Bosinney was nowhere to be seen. After waiting some little
-time, he crossed the warren in the direction of the slope. He would have
-shouted, but dreaded the sound of his voice.
-
-The warren was as lonely as a prairie, its silence only broken by the
-rustle of rabbits bolting to their holes, and the song of the larks.
-
-Soames, the pioneer-leader of the great Forsyte army advancing to the
-civilization of this wilderness, felt his spirit daunted by the
-loneliness, by the invisible singing, and the hot, sweet air. He had
-begun to retrace his steps when he at last caught sight of Bosinney.
-
-The architect was sprawling under a large oak tree, whose trunk, with a
-huge spread of bough and foliage, ragged with age, stood on the verge of
-the rise.
-
-Soames had to touch him on the shoulder before he looked up.
-
-"Hallo! Forsyte," he said, "I've found the very place for your house!
-Look here!"
-
-Soames stood and looked, then he said, coldly:
-
-"You may be very clever, but this site will cost me half as much again."
-
-"Hang the cost, man. Look at the view!"
-
-Almost from their feet stretched ripe corn, dipping to a small dark copse
-beyond. A plain of fields and hedges spread to the distant
-grey-bluedowns. In a silver streak to the right could be seen the line
-of the river.
-
-The sky was so blue, and the sun so bright, that an eternal summer seemed
-to reign over this prospect. Thistledown floated round them, enraptured
-by the serenity, of the ether. The heat danced over the corn, and,
-pervading all, was a soft, insensible hum, like the murmur of bright
-minutes holding revel between earth and heaven.
-
-Soames looked. In spite of himself, something swelled in his breast. To
-live here in sight of all this, to be able to point it out to his
-friends, to talk of it, to possess it! His cheeks flushed. The warmth,
-the radiance, the glow, were sinking into his senses as, four years
-before, Irene's beauty had sunk into his senses and made him long for
-her. He stole a glance at Bosinney, whose eyes, the eyes of the
-coachman's 'half-tame leopard,' seemed running wild over the landscape.
-The sunlight had caught the promontories of the fellow's face, the bumpy
-cheekbones, the point of his chin, the vertical ridges above his brow;
-and Soames watched this rugged, enthusiastic, careless face with an
-unpleasant feeling.
-
-A long, soft ripple of wind flowed over the corn, and brought a puff of
-warm air into their faces.
-
-"I could build you a teaser here," said Bosinney, breaking the silence at
-last.
-
-"I dare say," replied Soames, drily. "You haven't got to pay for it."
-
-"For about eight thousand I could build you a palace."
-
-Soames had become very pale--a struggle was going on within him. He
-dropped his eyes, and said stubbornly:
-
-"I can't afford it."
-
-And slowly, with his mousing walk, he led the way back to the first site.
-
-They spent some time there going into particulars of the projected house,
-and then Soames returned to the agent's cottage.
-
-He came out in about half an hour, and, joining Bosinney, started for the
-station.
-
-"Well," he said, hardly opening his lips, "I've taken that site of yours,
-after all."
-
-And again he was silent, confusedly debating how it was that this fellow,
-whom by habit he despised, should have overborne his own decision.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-A FORSYTE MENAGE
-
-Like the enlightened thousands of his class and generation in this great
-city of London, who no longer believe in red velvet chairs, and know that
-groups of modern Italian marble are 'vieux jeu,' Soames Forsyte inhabited
-a house which did what it could. It owned a copper door knocker of
-individual design, windows which had been altered to open outwards,
-hanging flower boxes filled with fuchsias, and at the back (a great
-feature) a little court tiled with jade-green tiles, and surrounded by
-pink hydrangeas in peacock-blue tubs. Here, under a parchment-coloured
-Japanese sunshade covering the whole end, inhabitants or visitors could
-be screened from the eyes of the curious while they drank tea and
-examined at their leisure the latest of Soames's little silver boxes.
-
-The inner decoration favoured the First Empire and William Morris. For
-its size, the house was commodious; there were countless nooks resembling
-birds' nests, and little things made of silver were deposited like eggs.
-
-In this general perfection two kinds of fastidiousness were at war.
-There lived here a mistress who would have dwelt daintily on a desert
-island; a master whose daintiness was, as it were, an investment,
-cultivated by the owner for his advancement, in accordance with the laws
-of competition. This competitive daintiness had caused Soames in his
-Marlborough days to be the first boy into white waistcoats in summer, and
-corduroy waistcoats in winter, had prevented him from ever appearing in
-public with his tie climbing up his collar, and induced him to dust his
-patent leather boots before a great multitude assembled on Speech Day to
-hear him recite Moliere.
-
-Skin-like immaculateness had grown over Soames, as over many Londoners;
-impossible to conceive of him with a hair out of place, a tie deviating
-one-eighth of an inch from the perpendicular, a collar unglossed! He
-would not have gone without a bath for worlds--it was the fashion to take
-baths; and how bitter was his scorn of people who omitted them!
-
-But Irene could be imagined, like some nymph, bathing in wayside streams,
-for the joy of the freshness and of seeing her own fair body.
-
-In this conflict throughout the house the woman had gone to the wall. As
-in the struggle between Saxon and Celt still going on within the nation,
-the more impressionable and receptive temperament had had forced on it a
-conventional superstructure.
-
-Thus the house had acquired a close resemblance to hundreds of other
-houses with the same high aspirations, having become: 'That very charming
-little house of the Soames Forsytes, quite individual, my dear--really
-elegant.'
-
-For Soames Forsyte--read James Peabody, Thomas Atkins, or Emmanuel
-Spagnoletti, the name in fact of any upper-middle class Englishman in
-London with any pretensions to taste; and though the decoration be
-different, the phrase is just.
-
-On the evening of August 8, a week after the expedition to Robin Hill, in
-the dining-room of this house--'quite individual, my dear--really
-elegant'--Soames and Irene were seated at dinner. A hot dinner on
-Sundays was a little distinguishing elegance common to this house and
-many others. Early in married life Soames had laid down the rule: 'The
-servants must give us hot dinner on Sundays--they've nothing to do but
-play the concertina.'
-
-The custom had produced no revolution. For--to Soames a rather
-deplorable sign--servants were devoted to Irene, who, in defiance of all
-safe tradition, appeared to recognise their right to a share in the
-weaknesses of human nature.
-
-The happy pair were seated, not opposite each other, but rectangularly,
-at the handsome rosewood table; they dined without a cloth--a
-distinguishing elegance--and so far had not spoken a word.
-
-Soames liked to talk during dinner about business, or what he had been
-buying, and so long as he talked Irene's silence did not distress him.
-This evening he had found it impossible to talk. The decision to build
-had been weighing on his mind all the week, and he had made up his mind
-to tell her.
-
-His nervousness about this disclosure irritated him profoundly; she had
-no business to make him feel like that--a wife and a husband being one
-person. She had not looked at him once since they sat down; and he
-wondered what on earth she had been thinking about all the time. It was
-hard, when a man worked as he did, making money for her--yes, and with an
-ache in his heart--that she should sit there, looking--looking as if she
-saw the walls of the room closing in. It was enough to make a man get up
-and leave the table.
-
-The light from the rose-shaded lamp fell on her neck and arms--Soames
-liked her to dine in a low dress, it gave him an inexpressible feeling of
-superiority to the majority of his acquaintance, whose wives were
-contented with their best high frocks or with tea-gowns, when they dined
-at home. Under that rosy light her amber-coloured hair and fair skin
-made strange contrast with her dark brown eyes.
-
-Could a man own anything prettier than this dining-table with its deep
-tints, the starry, soft-petalled roses, the ruby-coloured glass, and
-quaint silver furnishing; could a man own anything prettier than the
-woman who sat at it? Gratitude was no virtue among Forsytes, who,
-competitive, and full of common-sense, had no occasion for it; and Soames
-only experienced a sense of exasperation amounting to pain, that he did
-not own her as it was his right to own her, that he could not, as by
-stretching out his hand to that rose, pluck her and sniff the very
-secrets of her heart.
-
-Out of his other property, out of all the things he had collected, his
-silver, his pictures, his houses, his investments, he got a secret and
-intimate feeling; out of her he got none.
-
-In this house of his there was writing on every wall. His business-like
-temperament protested against a mysterious warning that she was not made
-for him. He had married this woman, conquered her, made her his own, and
-it seemed to him contrary to the most fundamental of all laws, the law of
-possession, that he could do no more than own her body--if indeed he
-could do that, which he was beginning to doubt. If any one had asked him
-if he wanted to own her soul, the question would have seemed to him both
-ridiculous and sentimental. But he did so want, and the writing said he
-never would.
-
-She was ever silent, passive, gracefully averse; as though terrified lest
-by word, motion, or sign she might lead him to believe that she was fond
-of him; and he asked himself: Must I always go on like this?
-
-Like most novel readers of his generation (and Soames was a great novel
-reader), literature coloured his view of life; and he had imbibed the
-belief that it was only a question of time.
-
-In the end the husband always gained the affection of his wife. Even in
-those cases--a class of book he was not very fond of--which ended in
-tragedy, the wife always died with poignant regrets on her lips, or if it
-were the husband who died--unpleasant thought--threw herself on his body
-in an agony of remorse.
-
-He often took Irene to the theatre, instinctively choosing the modern
-Society Plays with the modern Society conjugal problem, so fortunately
-different from any conjugal problem in real life. He found that they too
-always ended in the same way, even when there was a lover in the case.
-While he was watching the play Soames often sympathized with the lover;
-but before he reached home again, driving with Irene in a hansom, he saw
-that this would not do, and he was glad the play had ended as it had.
-There was one class of husband that had just then come into fashion, the
-strong, rather rough, but extremely sound man, who was peculiarly
-successful at the end of the play; with this person Soames was really not
-in sympathy, and had it not been for his own position, would have
-expressed his disgust with the fellow. But he was so conscious of how
-vital to himself was the necessity for being a successful, even a
-'strong,' husband, that he never spoke of a distaste born perhaps by the
-perverse processes of Nature out of a secret fund of brutality in
-himself.
-
-But Irene's silence this evening was exceptional. He had never before
-seen such an expression on her face. And since it is always the unusual
-which alarms, Soames was alarmed. He ate his savoury, and hurried the
-maid as she swept off the crumbs with the silver sweeper. When she had
-left the room, he filled his glass with wine and said:
-
-"Anybody been here this afternoon?"
-
-"June."
-
-"What did she want?" It was an axiom with the Forsytes that people did
-not go anywhere unless they wanted something. "Came to talk about her
-lover, I suppose?"
-
-Irene made no reply.
-
-"It looks to me," continued Soames, "as if she were sweeter on him than
-he is on her. She's always following him about."
-
-Irene's eyes made him feel uncomfortable.
-
-"You've no business to say such a thing!" she exclaimed.
-
-"Why not? Anybody can see it."
-
-"They cannot. And if they could, it's disgraceful to say so."
-
-Soames's composure gave way.
-
-"You're a pretty wife!" he said. But secretly he wondered at the heat of
-her reply; it was unlike her. "You're cracked about June! I can tell
-you one thing: now that she has the Buccaneer in tow, she doesn't care
-twopence about you, and, you'll find it out. But you won't see so much
-of her in future; we're going to live in the country."
-
-He had been glad to get his news out under cover of this burst of
-irritation. He had expected a cry of dismay; the silence with which his
-pronouncement was received alarmed him.
-
-"You don't seem interested," he was obliged to add.
-
-"I knew it already."
-
-He looked at her sharply.
-
-"Who told you?"
-
-"June."
-
-"How did she know?"
-
-Irene did not answer. Baffled and uncomfortable, he said:
-
-"It's a fine thing for Bosinney, it'll be the making of him. I suppose
-she's told you all about it?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-There was another pause, and then Soames said:
-
-"I suppose you don't want to, go?"
-
-Irene made no reply.
-
-"Well, I can't tell what you want. You never seem contented here."
-
-"Have my wishes anything to do with it?"
-
-She took the vase of roses and left the room. Soames remained seated.
-Was it for this that he had signed that contract? Was it for this that
-he was going to spend some ten thousand pounds? Bosinney's phrase came
-back to him: "Women are the devil!"
-
-But presently he grew calmer. It might have, been worse. She might have
-flared up. He had expected something more than this. It was lucky, after
-all, that June had broken the ice for him. She must have wormed it out of
-Bosinney; he might have known she would.
-
-He lighted his cigarette. After all, Irene had not made a scene! She
-would come round--that was the best of her; she was cold, but not sulky.
-And, puffing the cigarette smoke at a lady-bird on the shining table, he
-plunged into a reverie about the house. It was no good worrying; he
-would go and make it up presently. She would be sitting out there in the
-dark, under the Japanese sunshade, knitting. A beautiful, warm night....
-
-In truth, June had come in that afternoon with shining eyes, and the
-words: "Soames is a brick! It's splendid for Phil--the very thing for
-him!"
-
-Irene's face remaining dark and puzzled, she went on:
-
-"Your new house at Robin Hill, of course. What? Don't you know?"
-
-Irene did not know.
-
-"Oh! then, I suppose I oughtn't to have told you!" Looking impatiently
-at her friend, she cried: "You look as if you didn't care. Don't you
-see, it's what I've' been praying for--the very chance he's been wanting
-all this time. Now you'll see what he can do;" and thereupon she poured
-out the whole story.
-
-Since her own engagement she had not seemed much interested in her
-friend's position; the hours she spent with Irene were given to
-confidences of her own; and at times, for all her affectionate pity, it
-was impossible to keep out of her smile a trace of compassionate contempt
-for the woman who had made such a mistake in her life--such a vast,
-ridiculous mistake.
-
-"He's to have all the decorations as well--a free hand. It's perfect--"
-June broke into laughter, her little figure quivered gleefully; she
-raised her hand, and struck a blow at a muslin curtain. "Do you, know I
-even asked Uncle James...." But, with a sudden dislike to mentioning that
-incident, she stopped; and presently, finding her friend so unresponsive,
-went away. She looked back from the pavement, and Irene was still
-standing in the doorway. In response to her farewell wave, Irene put her
-hand to her brow, and, turning slowly, shut the door....
-
-Soames went to the drawing-room presently, and peered at her through the
-window.
-
-Out in the shadow of the Japanese sunshade she was sitting very still,
-the lace on her white shoulders stirring with the soft rise and fall of
-her bosom.
-
-But about this silent creature sitting there so motionless, in the dark,
-there seemed a warmth, a hidden fervour of feeling, as if the whole of
-her being had been stirred, and some change were taking place in its very
-depths.
-
-He stole back to the dining-room unnoticed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-JAMES AT LARGE
-
-It was not long before Soames's determination to build went the round of
-the family, and created the flutter that any decision connected with
-property should make among Forsytes.
-
-It was not his fault, for he had been determined that no one should know.
-June, in the fulness of her heart, had told Mrs. Small, giving her leave
-only to tell Aunt Ann--she thought it would cheer her, the poor old
-sweet! for Aunt Ann had kept her room now for many days.
-
-Mrs. Small told Aunt Ann at once, who, smiling as she lay back on her
-pillows, said in her distinct, trembling old voice:
-
-"It's very nice for dear June; but I hope they will be careful--it's
-rather dangerous!"
-
-When she was left alone again, a frown, like a cloud presaging a rainy
-morrow, crossed her face.
-
-While she was lying there so many days the process of recharging her will
-went on all the time; it spread to her face, too, and tightening
-movements were always in action at the corners of her lips.
-
-The maid Smither, who had been in her service since girlhood, and was
-spoken of as "Smither--a good girl--but so slow!"--the maid Smither
-performed every morning with extreme punctiliousness the crowning
-ceremony of that ancient toilet. Taking from the recesses of their pure
-white band-box those flat, grey curls, the insignia of personal dignity,
-she placed them securely in her mistress's hands, and turned her back.
-
-And every day Aunts Juley and Hester were required to come and report on
-Timothy; what news there was of Nicholas; whether dear June had succeeded
-in getting Jolyon to shorten the engagement, now that Mr. Bosinney was
-building Soames a house; whether young Roger's wife was
-really--expecting; how the operation on Archie had succeeded; and what
-Swithin had done about that empty house in Wigmore Street, where the
-tenant had lost all his money and treated him so badly; above all, about
-Soames; was Irene still--still asking for a separate room? And every
-morning Smither was told: "I shall be coming down this afternoon,
-Smither, about two o'clock. I shall want your arm, after all these days
-in bed!"
-
-After telling Aunt Ann, Mrs. Small had spoken of the house in the
-strictest confidence to Mrs. Nicholas, who in her turn had asked Winifred
-Dartie for confirmation, supposing, of course, that, being Soames's
-sister, she would know all about it. Through her it had in due course
-come round to the ears of James. He had been a good deal agitated.
-
-"Nobody," he said, "told him anything." And, rather than go direct to
-Soames himself, of whose taciturnity he was afraid, he took his umbrella
-and went round to Timothy's.
-
-He found Mrs. Septimus and Hester (who had been told--she was so safe,
-she found it tiring to talk) ready, and indeed eager, to discuss the
-news. It was very good of dear Soames, they thought, to employ Mr.
-Bosinney, but rather risky. What had George named him? 'The Buccaneer'
-How droll! But George was always droll! However, it would be all in the
-family they supposed they must really look upon Mr. Bosinney as belonging
-to the family, though it seemed strange.
-
-James here broke in:
-
-"Nobody knows anything about him. I don't see what Soames wants with a
-young man like that. I shouldn't be surprised if Irene had put her oar
-in. I shall speak to...."
-
-"Soames," interposed Aunt Juley, "told Mr. Bosinney that he didn't wish
-it mentioned. He wouldn't like it to be talked about, I'm sure, and if
-Timothy knew he would be very vexed, I...."
-
-James put his hand behind his ear:
-
-"What?" he said. "I'm getting very deaf. I suppose I don't hear people.
-Emily's got a bad toe. We shan't be able to start for Wales till the end
-of the month. There' s always something!" And, having got what he
-wanted, he took his hat and went away.
-
-It was a fine afternoon, and he walked across the Park towards Soames's,
-where he intended to dine, for Emily's toe kept her in bed, and Rachel
-and Cicely were on a visit to the country. He took the slanting path
-from the Bayswater side of the Row to the Knightsbridge Gate, across a
-pasture of short, burnt grass, dotted with blackened sheep, strewn with
-seated couples and strange waifs; lying prone on their faces, like
-corpses on a field over which the wave of battle has rolled.
-
-He walked rapidly, his head bent, looking neither to right nor, left.
-The appearance of this park, the centre of his own battle-field, where he
-had all his life been fighting, excited no thought or speculation in his
-mind. These corpses flung down, there, from out the press and turmoil of
-the struggle, these pairs of lovers sitting cheek by jowl for an hour of
-idle Elysium snatched from the monotony of their treadmill, awakened no
-fancies in his mind; he had outlived that kind of imagination; his nose,
-like the nose of a sheep, was fastened to the pastures on which he
-browsed.
-
-One of his tenants had lately shown a disposition to be behind-hand in
-his rent, and it had become a grave question whether he had not better
-turn him out at once, and so run the risk of not re-letting before
-Christmas. Swithin had just been let in very badly, but it had served
-him right--he had held on too long.
-
-He pondered this as he walked steadily, holding his umbrella carefully by
-the wood, just below the crook of the handle, so as to keep the ferule
-off the ground, and not fray the silk in the middle. And, with his thin,
-high shoulders stooped, his long legs moving with swift mechanical
-precision, this passage through the Park, where the sun shone with a
-clear flame on so much idleness--on so many human evidences of the
-remorseless battle of Property, raging beyond its ring--was like the
-flight of some land bird across the sea.
-
-He felt a--touch on the arm as he came out at Albert Gate.
-
-It was Soames, who, crossing from the shady side of Piccadilly, where he
-had been walking home from the office, had suddenly appeared alongside.
-
-"Your mother's in bed," said James; "I was, just coming to you, but I
-suppose I shall be in the way."
-
-The outward relations between James and his son were marked by a lack of
-sentiment peculiarly Forsytean, but for all that the two were by no means
-unattached. Perhaps they regarded one another as an investment;
-certainly they were solicitous of each other's welfare, glad of each
-other's company. They had never exchanged two words upon the more
-intimate problems of life, or revealed in each other's presence the
-existence of any deep feeling.
-
-Something beyond the power of word-analysis bound them together,
-something hidden deep in the fibre of nations and families--for blood,
-they say, is thicker than water--and neither of them was a cold-blooded
-man. Indeed, in James love of his children was now the prime motive of
-his existence. To have creatures who were parts of himself, to whom he
-might transmit the money he saved, was at the root of his saving; and, at
-seventy-five, what was left that could give him pleasure, but--saving?
-The kernel of life was in this saving for his children.
-
-Than James Forsyte, notwithstanding all his 'Jonah-isms,' there was no
-saner man (if the leading symptom of sanity, as we are told, is
-self-preservation, though without doubt Timothy went too far) in all this
-London, of which he owned so much, and loved with such a dumb love, as
-the centre of his opportunities. He had the marvellous instinctive
-sanity of the middle class. In him--more than in Jolyon, with his
-masterful will and his moments of tenderness and philosophy--more than in
-Swithin, the martyr to crankiness--Nicholas, the sufferer from
-ability--and Roger, the victim of enterprise--beat the true pulse of
-compromise; of all the brothers he was least remarkable in mind and
-person, and for that reason more likely to live for ever.
-
-To James, more than to any of the others, was "the family" significant
-and dear. There had always been something primitive and cosy in his
-attitude towards life; he loved the family hearth, he loved gossip, and
-he loved grumbling. All his decisions were formed of a cream which he
-skimmed off the family mind; and, through that family, off the minds of
-thousands of other families of similar fibre. Year after year, week
-after week, he went to Timothy's, and in his brother's front
-drawing-room--his legs twisted, his long white whiskers framing his
-clean-shaven mouth--would sit watching the family pot simmer, the cream
-rising to the top; and he would go away sheltered, refreshed, comforted,
-with an indefinable sense of comfort.
-
-Beneath the adamant of his self-preserving instinct there was much real
-softness in James; a visit to Timothy's was like an hour spent in the lap
-of a mother; and the deep craving he himself had for the protection of
-the family wing reacted in turn on his feelings towards his own children;
-it was a nightmare to him to think of them exposed to the treatment of
-the world, in money, health, or reputation. When his old friend John
-Street's son volunteered for special service, he shook his head
-querulously, and wondered what John Street was about to allow it; and
-when young Street was assagaied, he took it so much to heart that he made
-a point of calling everywhere with the special object of saying: He knew
-how it would be--he'd no patience with them!
-
-When his son-in-law Dartie had that financial crisis, due to speculation
-in Oil Shares, James made himself ill worrying over it; the knell of all
-prosperity seemed to have sounded. It took him three months and a visit
-to Baden-Baden to get better; there was something terrible in the idea
-that but for his, James's, money, Dartie's name might have appeared in
-the Bankruptcy List.
-
-Composed of a physiological mixture so sound that if he had an earache he
-thought he was dying, he regarded the occasional ailments of his wife and
-children as in the nature of personal grievances, special interventions
-of Providence for the purpose of destroying his peace of mind; but he did
-not believe at all in the ailments of people outside his own immediate
-family, affirming them in every case to be due to neglected liver.
-
-His universal comment was: "What can they expect? I have it myself, if
-I'm not careful!"
-
-When he went to Soames's that evening he felt that life was hard on him:
-There was Emily with a bad toe, and Rachel gadding about in the country;
-he got no sympathy from anybody; and Ann, she was ill--he did not believe
-she would last through the summer; he had called there three times now
-without her being able to see him! And this idea of Soames's, building a
-house, that would have to be looked into. As to the trouble with Irene,
-he didn't know what was to come of that--anything might come of it!
-
-He entered 62, Montpellier Square with the fullest intentions of being
-miserable. It was already half-past seven, and Irene, dressed for
-dinner, was seated in the drawing-room. She was wearing her
-gold-coloured frock--for, having been displayed at a dinner-party, a
-soiree, and a dance, it was now to be worn at home--and she had adorned
-the bosom with a cascade of lace, on which James's eyes riveted
-themselves at once.
-
-"Where do you get your things?" he said in an aggravated voice. "I never
-see Rachel and Cicely looking half so well. That rose-point, now--that's
-not real!"
-
-Irene came close, to prove to him that he was in error.
-
-And, in spite of himself, James felt the influence of her deference, of
-the faint seductive perfume exhaling from her. No self-respecting
-Forsyte surrendered at a blow; so he merely said: He didn't know--he
-expected she was spending a pretty penny on dress.
-
-The gong sounded, and, putting her white arm within his, Irene took him
-into the dining-room. She seated him in Soames's usual place, round the
-corner on her left. The light fell softly there, so that he would not be
-worried by the gradual dying of the day; and she began to talk to him
-about himself.
-
-Presently, over James came a change, like the mellowing that steals upon
-a fruit in the, sun; a sense of being caressed, and praised, and petted,
-and all without the bestowal of a single caress or word of praise. He
-felt that what he was eating was agreeing with him; he could not get that
-feeling at home; he did not know when he had enjoyed a glass of champagne
-so much, and, on inquiring the brand and price, was surprised to find
-that it was one of which he had a large stock himself, but could never
-drink; he instantly formed the resolution to let his wine merchant know
-that he had been swindled.
-
-Looking up from his food, he remarked:
-
-"You've a lot of nice things about the place. Now, what did you give for
-that sugar-sifter? Shouldn't wonder if it was worth money!"
-
-He was particularly pleased with the appearance of a picture, on the wall
-opposite, which he himself had given them:
-
-"I'd no idea it was so good!" he said.
-
-They rose to go into the drawing-room, and James followed Irene closely.
-
-"That's what I call a capital little dinner," he murmured, breathing
-pleasantly down on her shoulder; "nothing heavy--and not too Frenchified.
-But I can't get it at home. I pay my cook sixty pounds a year, but she
-can't give me a dinner like that!"
-
-He had as yet made no allusion to the building of the house, nor did he
-when Soames, pleading the excuse of business, betook himself to the room
-at the top, where he kept his pictures.
-
-James was left alone with his daughter-in-law. The glow of the wine, and
-of an excellent liqueur, was still within him. He felt quite warm
-towards her. She was really a taking little thing; she listened to you,
-and seemed to understand what you were saying; and, while talking, he
-kept examining her figure, from her bronze-coloured shoes to the waved
-gold of her hair. She was leaning back in an Empire chair, her shoulders
-poised against the top--her body, flexibly straight and unsupported from
-the hips, swaying when she moved, as though giving to the arms of a
-lover. Her lips were smiling, her eyes half-closed.
-
-It may have been a recognition of danger in the very charm of her
-attitude, or a twang of digestion, that caused a sudden dumbness to fall
-on James. He did not remember ever having been quite alone with Irene
-before. And, as he looked at her, an odd feeling crept over him, as
-though he had come across something strange and foreign.
-
-Now what was she thinking about--sitting back like that?
-
-Thus when he spoke it was in a sharper voice, as if he had been awakened
-from a pleasant dream.
-
-"What d'you do with yourself all day?" he said. "You never come round to
-Park Lane!"
-
-She seemed to be making very lame excuses, and James did not look at her.
-He did not want to believe that she was really avoiding them--it would
-mean too much.
-
-"I expect the fact is, you haven't time," he said; "You're always about
-with June. I expect you're useful to her with her young man,
-chaperoning, and one thing and another. They tell me she's never at home
-now; your Uncle Jolyon he doesn't like it, I fancy, being left so much
-alone as he is. They tell me she's always hanging about for this young
-Bosinney; I suppose he comes here every day. Now, what do you think of
-him? D'you think he knows his own mind? He seems to me a poor thing. I
-should say the grey mare was the better horse!"
-
-The colour deepened in Irene's face; and James watched her suspiciously.
-
-"Perhaps you don't quite understand Mr. Bosinney," she said.
-
-"Don't understand him!" James hummed out: "Why not?--you can see he's one
-of these artistic chaps. They say he's clever--they all think they're
-clever. You know more about him than I do," he added; and again his
-suspicious glance rested on her.
-
-"He is designing a house for Soames," she said softly, evidently trying
-to smooth things over.
-
-"That brings me to what I was going to say," continued James; "I don't
-know what Soames wants with a young man like that; why doesn't he go to a
-first-rate man?"
-
-"Perhaps Mr. Bosinney is first-rate!"
-
-James rose, and took a turn with bent head.
-
-"That's it'," he said, "you young people, you all stick together; you all
-think you know best!"
-
-Halting his tall, lank figure before her, he raised a finger, and
-levelled it at her bosom, as though bringing an indictment against her
-beauty:
-
-"All I can say is, these artistic people, or whatever they call
-themselves, they're as unreliable as they can be; and my advice to you
-is, don't you have too much to do with him!"
-
-Irene smiled; and in the curve of her lips was a strange provocation.
-She seemed to have lost her deference. Her breast rose and fell as
-though with secret anger; she drew her hands inwards from their rest on
-the arms of her chair until the tips of her fingers met, and her dark
-eyes looked unfathomably at James.
-
-The latter gloomily scrutinized the floor.
-
-"I tell you my opinion," he said, "it's a pity you haven't got a child to
-think about, and occupy you!"
-
-A brooding look came instantly on Irene's face, and even James became
-conscious of the rigidity that took possession of her whole figure
-beneath the softness of its silk and lace clothing.
-
-He was frightened by the effect he had produced, and like most men with
-but little courage, he sought at once to justify himself by bullying.
-
-"You don't seem to care about going about. Why don't you drive down to
-Hurlingham with us? And go to the theatre now and then. At your time of
-life you ought to take an interest in things. You're a young woman!"
-
-The brooding look darkened on her face; he grew nervous.
-
-"Well, I know nothing about it," he said; "nobody tells me anything.
-Soames ought to be able to take care of himself. If he can't take care
-of himself he mustn't look to me--that's all."
-
-Biting the corner of his forefinger he stole a cold, sharp look at his
-daughter-in-law.
-
-He encountered her eyes fixed on his own, so dark and deep, that he
-stopped, and broke into a gentle perspiration.
-
-"Well, I must be going," he said after a short pause, and a minute later
-rose, with a slight appearance of surprise, as though he had expected to
-be asked to stop. Giving his hand to Irene, he allowed himself to be
-conducted to the door, and let out into the street. He would not have a
-cab, he would walk, Irene was to say good-night to Soames for him, and if
-she wanted a little gaiety, well, he would drive her down to Richmond any
-day.
-
-He walked home, and going upstairs, woke Emily out of the first sleep she
-had had for four and twenty hours, to tell her that it was his impression
-things were in a bad way at Soames's; on this theme he descanted for half
-an hour, until at last, saying that he would not sleep a wink, he turned
-on his side and instantly began to snore.
-
-In Montpellier Square Soames, who had come from the picture room, stood
-invisible at the top of the stairs, watching Irene sort the letters
-brought by the last post. She turned back into the drawing-room; but in
-a minute came out, and stood as if listening. Then she came stealing up
-the stairs, with a kitten in her arms. He could see her face bent over
-the little beast, which was purring against her neck. Why couldn't she
-look at him like that?
-
-Suddenly she saw him, and her face changed.
-
-"Any letters for me?" he said.
-
-"Three."
-
-He stood aside, and without another word she passed on into the bedroom.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-OLD JOLYON'S PECCADILLO
-
-Old Jolyon came out of Lord's cricket ground that same afternoon with the
-intention of going home. He had not reached Hamilton Terrace before he
-changed his mind, and hailing a cab, gave the driver an address in
-Wistaria Avenue. He had taken a resolution.
-
-June had hardly been at home at all that week; she had given him nothing
-of her company for a long time past, not, in fact, since she had become
-engaged to Bosinney. He never asked her for her company. It was not his
-habit to ask people for things! She had just that one idea now--Bosinney
-and his affairs--and she left him stranded in his great house, with a
-parcel of servants, and not a soul to speak to from morning to night.
-His Club was closed for cleaning; his Boards in recess; there was
-nothing, therefore, to take him into the City. June had wanted him to go
-away; she would not go herself, because Bosinney was in London.
-
-But where was he to go by himself? He could not go abroad alone; the sea
-upset his liver; he hated hotels. Roger went to a hydropathic--he was
-not going to begin that at his time of life, those new-fangled places
-we're all humbug!
-
-With such formulas he clothed to himself the desolation of his spirit;
-the lines down his face deepening, his eyes day by day looking forth with
-the melancholy which sat so strangely on a face wont to be strong and
-serene.
-
-And so that afternoon he took this journey through St. John's Wood, in
-the golden-light that sprinkled the rounded green bushes of the acacia's
-before the little houses, in the summer sunshine that seemed holding a
-revel over the little gardens; and he looked about him with interest; for
-this was a district which no Forsyte entered without open disapproval and
-secret curiosity.
-
-His cab stopped in front of a small house of that peculiar buff colour
-which implies a long immunity from paint. It had an outer gate, and a
-rustic approach.
-
-He stepped out, his bearing extremely composed; his massive head, with
-its drooping moustache and wings of white hair, very upright, under an
-excessively large top hat; his glance firm, a little angry. He had been
-driven into this!
-
-"Mrs. Jolyon Forsyte at home?"
-
-"Oh, yes sir!--what name shall I say, if you please, sir?"
-
-Old Jolyon could not help twinkling at the little maid as he gave his
-name. She seemed to him such a funny little toad!
-
-And he followed her through the dark hall, into a small double,
-drawing-room, where the furniture was covered in chintz, and the little
-maid placed him in a chair.
-
-"They're all in the garden, sir; if you'll kindly take a seat, I'll tell
-them."
-
-Old Jolyon sat down in the chintz-covered chair, and looked around him.
-The whole place seemed to him, as he would have expressed it, pokey;
-there was a certain--he could not tell exactly what--air of shabbiness,
-or rather of making two ends meet, about everything. As far as he could
-see, not a single piece of furniture was worth a five-pound note. The
-walls, distempered rather a long time ago, were decorated with
-water-colour sketches; across the ceiling meandered a long crack.
-
-These little houses were all old, second-rate concerns; he should hope
-the rent was under a hundred a year; it hurt him more than he could have
-said, to think of a Forsyte--his own son living in such a place.
-
-The little maid came back. Would he please to go down into the garden?
-
-Old Jolyon marched out through the French windows. In descending the
-steps he noticed that they wanted painting.
-
-Young Jolyon, his wife, his two children, and his dog Balthasar, were all
-out there under a pear-tree.
-
-This walk towards them was the most courageous act of old Jolyon's life;
-but no muscle of his face moved, no nervous gesture betrayed him. He
-kept his deep-set eyes steadily on the enemy.
-
-In those two minutes he demonstrated to perfection all that unconscious
-soundness, balance, and vitality of fibre that made, of him and so many
-others of his class the core of the nation. In the unostentatious conduct
-of their own affairs, to the neglect of everything else, they typified
-the essential individualism, born in the Briton from the natural
-isolation of his country's life.
-
-The dog Balthasar sniffed round the edges of his trousers; this friendly
-and cynical mongrel--offspring of a liaison between a Russian poodle and
-a fox-terrier--had a nose for the unusual.
-
-The strange greetings over, old Jolyon seated himself in a wicker chair,
-and his two grandchildren, one on each side of his knees, looked at him
-silently, never having seen so old a man.
-
-They were unlike, as though recognising the difference set between them
-by the circumstances of their births. Jolly, the child of sin,
-pudgy-faced, with his tow-coloured hair brushed off his forehead, and a
-dimple in his chin, had an air of stubborn amiability, and the eyes of a
-Forsyte; little Holly, the child of wedlock, was a dark-skinned, solemn
-soul, with her mother's, grey and wistful eyes.
-
-The dog Balthasar, having walked round the three small flower-beds, to
-show his extreme contempt for things at large, had also taken a seat in
-front of old Jolyon, and, oscillating a tail curled by Nature tightly
-over his back, was staring up with eyes that did not blink.
-
-Even in the garden, that sense of things being pokey haunted old Jolyon;
-the wicker chair creaked under his weight; the garden-beds looked
-'daverdy'; on the far side, under the smut-stained wall, cats had made a
-path.
-
-While he and his grandchildren thus regarded each other with the peculiar
-scrutiny, curious yet trustful, that passes between the very young and
-the very old, young Jolyon watched his wife.
-
-The colour had deepened in her thin, oval face, with its straight brows,
-and large, grey eyes. Her hair, brushed in fine, high curves back from
-her forehead, was going grey, like his own, and this greyness made the
-sudden vivid colour in her cheeks painfully pathetic.
-
-The look on her face, such as he had never seen there before, such as she
-had always hidden from him, was full of secret resentments, and longings,
-and fears. Her eyes, under their twitching brows, stared painfully. And
-she was silent.
-
-Jolly alone sustained the conversation; he had many possessions, and was
-anxious that his unknown friend with extremely large moustaches, and
-hands all covered with blue veins, who sat with legs crossed like his own
-father (a habit he was himself trying to acquire), should know it; but
-being a Forsyte, though not yet quite eight years old, he made no mention
-of the thing at the moment dearest to his heart--a camp of soldiers in a
-shop-window, which his father had promised to buy. No doubt it seemed to
-him too precious; a tempting of Providence to mention it yet.
-
-And the sunlight played through the leaves on that little party of the
-three generations grouped tranquilly under the pear-tree, which had long
-borne no fruit.
-
-Old Jolyon's furrowed face was reddening patchily, as old men's faces
-redden in the sun. He took one of Jolly's hands in his own; the boy
-climbed on to his knee; and little Holly, mesmerized by this sight, crept
-up to them; the sound of the dog Balthasar's scratching arose
-rhythmically.
-
-Suddenly young Mrs. Jolyon got up and hurried indoors. A minute later
-her husband muttered an excuse, and followed. Old Jolyon was left alone
-with his grandchildren.
-
-And Nature with her quaint irony began working in him one of her strange
-revolutions, following her cyclic laws into the depths of his heart. And
-that tenderness for little children, that passion for the beginnings of
-life which had once made him forsake his son and follow June, now worked
-in him to forsake June and follow these littler things. Youth, like a
-flame, burned ever in his breast, and to youth he turned, to the round
-little limbs, so reckless, that wanted care, to the small round faces so
-unreasonably solemn or bright, to the treble tongues, and the shrill,
-chuckling laughter, to the insistent tugging hands, and the feel of small
-bodies against his legs, to all that was young and young, and once more
-young. And his eyes grew soft, his voice, and thin-veined hands soft,
-and soft his heart within him. And to those small creatures he became at
-once a place of pleasure, a place where they were secure, and could talk
-and laugh and play; till, like sunshine, there radiated from old Jolyon's
-wicker chair the perfect gaiety of three hearts.
-
-But with young Jolyon following to his wife's room it was different.
-
-He found her seated on a chair before her dressing-glass, with her hands
-before her face.
-
-Her shoulders were shaking with sobs. This passion of hers for suffering
-was mysterious to him. He had been through a hundred of these moods; how
-he had survived them he never knew, for he could never believe they were
-moods, and that the last hour of his partnership had not struck.
-
-In the night she would be sure to throw her arms round his neck and say:
-"Oh! Jo, how I make you suffer!" as she had done a hundred times before.
-
-He reached out his hand, and, unseen, slipped his razor-case into his
-pocket. 'I cannot stay here,' he thought, 'I must go down!' Without a
-word he left the room, and went back to the lawn.
-
-Old Jolyon had little Holly on his knee; she had taken possession of his
-watch; Jolly, very red in the face, was trying to show that he could
-stand on his head. The dog Balthasar, as close as he might be to the
-tea-table, had fixed his eyes on the cake.
-
-Young Jolyon felt a malicious desire to cut their enjoyment short.
-
-What business had his father to come and upset his wife like this? It
-was a shock, after all these years! He ought to have known; he ought to
-have given them warning; but when did a Forsyte ever imagine that his
-conduct could upset anybody! And in his thoughts he did old Jolyon
-wrong.
-
-He spoke sharply to the children, and told them to go in to their tea.
-Greatly surprised, for they had never heard their father speak sharply
-before, they went off, hand in hand, little Holly looking back over her
-shoulder.
-
-Young Jolyon poured out the tea.
-
-"My wife's not the thing today," he said, but he knew well enough that
-his father had penetrated the cause of that sudden withdrawal, and almost
-hated the old man for sitting there so calmly.
-
-"You've got a nice little house here," said old Jolyon with a shrewd
-look; "I suppose you've taken a lease of it!"
-
-Young Jolyon nodded.
-
-"I don't like the neighbourhood," said old Jolyon; "a ramshackle lot."
-
-Young Jolyon replied: "Yes, we're a ramshackle lot."'
-
-The silence was now only broken by the sound of the dog Balthasar's
-scratching.
-
-Old Jolyon said simply: "I suppose I oughtn't to have come here, Jo; but
-I get so lonely!"
-
-At these words young Jolyon got up and put his hand on his father's
-shoulder.
-
-In the next house someone was playing over and over again: 'La Donna
-mobile' on an untuned piano; and the little garden had fallen into shade,
-the sun now only reached the wall at the end, whereon basked a crouching
-cat, her yellow eyes turned sleepily down on the dog Balthasar. There
-was a drowsy hum of very distant traffic; the creepered trellis round the
-garden shut out everything but sky, and house, and pear-tree, with its
-top branches still gilded by the sun.
-
-For some time they sat there, talking but little. Then old Jolyon rose
-to go, and not a word was said about his coming again.
-
-He walked away very sadly. What a poor miserable place; and he thought
-of the great, empty house in Stanhope Gate, fit residence for a Forsyte,
-with its huge billiard-room and drawing-room that no one entered from one
-week's end to another.
-
-That woman, whose face he had rather liked, was too thin-skinned by half;
-she gave Jo a bad time he knew! And those sweet children! Ah! what a
-piece of awful folly!
-
-He walked towards the Edgware Road, between rows of little houses, all
-suggesting to him (erroneously no doubt, but the prejudices of a Forsyte
-are sacred) shady histories of some sort or kind.
-
-Society, forsooth, the chattering hags and jackanapes--had set themselves
-up to pass judgment on his flesh and blood! A parcel of old women! He
-stumped his umbrella on the ground, as though to drive it into the heart
-of that unfortunate body, which had dared to ostracize his son and his
-son's son, in whom he could have lived again!
-
-He stumped his umbrella fiercely; yet he himself had followed Society's
-behaviour for fifteen years--had only today been false to it!
-
-He thought of June, and her dead mother, and the whole story, with all
-his old bitterness. A wretched business!
-
-He was a long time reaching Stanhope Gate, for, with native perversity,
-being extremely tired, he walked the whole way.
-
-After washing his hands in the lavatory downstairs, he went to the
-dining-room to wait for dinner, the only room he used when June was
-out--it was less lonely so. The evening paper had not yet come; he had
-finished the Times, there was therefore nothing to do.
-
-The room faced the backwater of traffic, and was very silent. He
-disliked dogs, but a dog even would have been company. His gaze,
-travelling round the walls, rested on a picture entitled: 'Group of Dutch
-fishing boats at sunset'; the chef d'oeuvre of his collection. It gave
-him no pleasure. He closed his eyes. He was lonely! He oughtn't to
-complain, he knew, but he couldn't help it: He was a poor thing--had
-always been a poor thing--no pluck! Such was his thought.
-
-The butler came to lay the table for dinner, and seeing his master
-apparently asleep, exercised extreme caution in his movements. This
-bearded man also wore a moustache, which had given rise to grave doubts
-in the minds of many members--of the family--, especially those who, like
-Soames, had been to public schools, and were accustomed to niceness in
-such matters. Could he really be considered a butler? Playful spirits
-alluded to him as: 'Uncle Jolyon's Nonconformist'; George, the
-acknowledged wag, had named him: 'Sankey.'
-
-He moved to and fro between the great polished sideboard and the great
-polished table inimitably sleek and soft.
-
-Old Jolyon watched him, feigning sleep. The fellow was a sneak--he had
-always thought so--who cared about nothing but rattling through his work,
-and getting out to his betting or his woman or goodness knew what! A
-slug! Fat too! And didn't care a pin about his master!
-
-But then against his will, came one of those moments of philosophy which
-made old Jolyon different from other Forsytes:
-
-After all why should the man care? He wasn't paid to care, and why
-expect it? In this world people couldn't look for affection unless they
-paid for it. It might be different in the next--he didn't know--couldn't
-tell! And again he shut his eyes.
-
-Relentless and stealthy, the butler pursued his labours, taking things
-from the various compartments of the sideboard. His back seemed always
-turned to old Jolyon; thus, he robbed his operations of the unseemliness
-of being carried on in his master's presence; now and then he furtively
-breathed on the silver, and wiped it with a piece of chamois leather. He
-appeared to pore over the quantities of wine in the decanters, which he
-carried carefully and rather high, letting his heard droop over them
-protectingly. When he had finished, he stood for over a minute watching
-his master, and in his greenish eyes there was a look of contempt:
-
-After all, this master of his was an old buffer, who hadn't much left in
-him!
-
-Soft as a tom-cat, he crossed the room to press the bell. His orders
-were 'dinner at seven.' What if his master were asleep; he would soon
-have him out of that; there was the night to sleep in! He had himself to
-think of, for he was due at his Club at half-past eight!
-
-In answer to the ring, appeared a page boy with a silver soup tureen.
-The butler took it from his hands and placed it on the table, then,
-standing by the open door, as though about to usher company into the
-room, he said in a solemn voice:
-
-"Dinner is on the table, sir!"
-
-Slowly old Jolyon got up out of his chair, and sat down at the table to
-eat his dinner.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-PLANS OF THE HOUSE
-
-Forsytes, as is generally admitted, have shells, like that extremely
-useful little animal which is made into Turkish delight, in other words,
-they are never seen, or if seen would not be recognised, without
-habitats, composed of circumstance, property, acquaintances, and wives,
-which seem to move along with them in their passage through a world
-composed of thousands of other Forsytes with their habitats. Without a
-habitat a Forsyte is inconceivable--he would be like a novel without a
-plot, which is well-known to be an anomaly.
-
-To Forsyte eyes Bosinney appeared to have no habitat, he seemed one of
-those rare and unfortunate men who go through life surrounded by
-circumstance, property, acquaintances, and wives that do not belong to
-them.
-
-His rooms in Sloane Street, on the top floor, outside which, on a plate,
-was his name, 'Philip Baynes Bosinney, Architect,' were not those of a
-Forsyte.--He had no sitting-room apart from his office, but a large
-recess had been screened off to conceal the necessaries of life--a couch,
-an easy chair, his pipes, spirit case, novels and slippers. The business
-part of the room had the usual furniture; an open cupboard with
-pigeon-holes, a round oak table, a folding wash-stand, some hard chairs,
-a standing desk of large dimensions covered with drawings and designs.
-June had twice been to tea there under the chaperonage of his aunt.
-
-He was believed to have a bedroom at the back.
-
-As far as the family had been able to ascertain his income, it consisted
-of two consulting appointments at twenty pounds a year, together with an
-odd fee once in a way, and--more worthy item--a private annuity under his
-father's will of one hundred and fifty pounds a year.
-
-What had transpired concerning that father was not so reassuring. It
-appeared that he had been a Lincolnshire country doctor of Cornish
-extraction, striking appearance, and Byronic tendencies--a well-known
-figure, in fact, in his county. Bosinney's uncle by marriage, Baynes, of
-Baynes and Bildeboy, a Forsyte in instincts if not in name, had but
-little that was worthy to relate of his brother-in-law.
-
-"An odd fellow!' he would say: 'always spoke of his three eldest boys as
-'good creatures, but so dull'; they're all doing capitally in the Indian
-Civil! Philip was the only one he liked. I've heard him talk in the
-queerest way; he once said to me: 'My dear fellow, never let your poor
-wife know what you're thinking of! But I didn't follow his advice; not
-I! An eccentric man! He would say to Phil: 'Whether you live like a
-gentleman or not, my boy, be sure you die like one! and he had himself
-embalmed in a frock coat suit, with a satin cravat and a diamond pin.
-Oh, quite an original, I can assure you!"
-
-Of Bosinney himself Baynes would speak warmly, with a certain compassion:
-"He's got a streak of his father's Byronism. Why, look at the way he
-threw up his chances when he left my office; going off like that for six
-months with a knapsack, and all for what?--to study foreign
-architecture--foreign! What could he expect? And there he is--a clever
-young fellow--doesn't make his hundred a year! Now this engagement is
-the best thing that could have happened--keep him steady; he's one of
-those that go to bed all day and stay up all night, simply because
-they've no method; but no vice about him--not an ounce of vice. Old
-Forsyte's a rich man!"
-
-Mr. Baynes made himself extremely pleasant to June, who frequently
-visited his house in Lowndes Square at this period.
-
-"This house of your cousin's--what a capital man of business--is the very
-thing for Philip," he would say to her; "you mustn't expect to see too
-much of him just now, my dear young lady. The good cause--the good
-cause! The young man must make his way. When I was his age I was at work
-day and night. My dear wife used to say to me, 'Bobby, don't work too
-hard, think of your health'; but I never spared myself!"
-
-June had complained that her lover found no time to come to Stanhope
-Gate.
-
-The first time he came again they had not been together a quarter of an
-hour before, by one of those coincidences of which she was a mistress,
-Mrs. Septimus Small arrived. Thereon Bosinney rose and hid himself,
-according to previous arrangement, in the little study, to wait for her
-departure.
-
-"My dear," said Aunt Juley, "how thin he is! I've often noticed it with
-engaged people; but you mustn't let it get worse. There's Barlow's
-extract of veal; it did your Uncle Swithin a lot of good."
-
-June, her little figure erect before the hearth, her small face quivering
-grimly, for she regarded her aunt's untimely visit in the light of a
-personal injury, replied with scorn:
-
-"It's because he's busy; people who can do anything worth doing are never
-fat!"
-
-Aunt Juley pouted; she herself had always been thin, but the only
-pleasure she derived from the fact was the opportunity of longing to be
-stouter.
-
-"I don't think," she said mournfully, "that you ought to let them call
-him 'The Buccaneer'; people might think it odd, now that he's going to
-build a house for Soames. I do hope he will be careful; it's so
-important for him. Soames has such good taste!"
-
-"Taste!" cried June, flaring up at once; "wouldn't give that for his
-taste, or any of the family's!"
-
-Mrs. Small was taken aback.
-
-"Your Uncle Swithin," she said, "always had beautiful taste! And
-Soames's little house is lovely; you don't mean to say you don't think
-so!"
-
-"H'mph!" said June, "that's only because Irene's there!"
-
-Aunt Juley tried to say something pleasant:
-
-"And how will dear Irene like living in the country?"
-
-June gazed at her intently, with a look in her eyes as if her conscience
-had suddenly leaped up into them; it passed; and an even more intent look
-took its place, as if she had stared that conscience out of countenance.
-She replied imperiously:
-
-"Of course she'll like it; why shouldn't she?"
-
-Mrs. Small grew nervous.
-
-"I didn't know," she said; "I thought she mightn't like to leave her
-friends. Your Uncle James says she doesn't take enough interest in life.
-We think--I mean Timothy thinks--she ought to go out more. I expect
-you'll miss her very much!"
-
-June clasped her hands behind her neck.
-
-"I do wish," she cried, "Uncle Timothy wouldn't talk about what doesn't
-concern him!"
-
-Aunt Juley rose to the full height of her tall figure.
-
-"He never talks about what doesn't concern him," she said.
-
-June was instantly compunctious; she ran to her aunt and kissed her.
-
-"I'm very sorry, auntie; but I wish they'd let Irene alone."
-
-Aunt Juley, unable to think of anything further on the subject that would
-be suitable, was silent; she prepared for departure, hooking her black
-silk cape across her chest, and, taking up her green reticule:
-
-"And how is your dear grandfather?" she asked in the hall, "I expect he's
-very lonely now that all your time is taken up with Mr. Bosinney."
-
-She bent and kissed her niece hungrily, and with little, mincing steps
-passed away.
-
-The tears sprang up in June's eyes; running into the little study, where
-Bosinney was sitting at the table drawing birds on the back of an
-envelope, she sank down by his side and cried:
-
-"Oh, Phil! it's all so horrid!" Her heart was as warm as the colour of
-her hair.
-
-On the following Sunday morning, while Soames was shaving, a message was
-brought him to the effect that Mr. Bosinney was below, and would be glad
-to see him. Opening the door into his wife's room, he said:
-
-"Bosinney's downstairs. Just go and entertain him while I finish
-shaving. I'll be down in a minute. It's about the plans, I expect."
-
-Irene looked at him, without reply, put the finishing touch to her dress
-and went downstairs. He could not make her out about this house. She
-had said nothing against it, and, as far as Bosinney was concerned,
-seemed friendly enough.
-
-From the window of his dressing-room he could see them talking together
-in the little court below. He hurried on with his shaving, cutting his
-chin twice. He heard them laugh, and thought to himself: "Well, they get
-on all right, anyway!"
-
-As he expected, Bosinney had come round to fetch him to look at the
-plans.
-
-He took his hat and went over.
-
-The plans were spread on the oak table in the architect's room; and pale,
-imperturbable, inquiring, Soames bent over them for a long time without
-speaking.
-
-He said at last in a puzzled voice:
-
-"It's an odd sort of house!"
-
-A rectangular house of two stories was designed in a quadrangle round a
-covered-in court. This court, encircled by a gallery on the upper floor,
-was roofed with a glass roof, supported by eight columns running up from
-the ground.
-
-It was indeed, to Forsyte eyes, an odd house.
-
-"There's a lot of room cut to waste," pursued Soames.
-
-Bosinney began to walk about, and Soames did not like the expression on
-his face.
-
-"The principle of this house," said the architect, "was that you should
-have room to breathe--like a gentleman!"
-
-Soames extended his finger and thumb, as if measuring the extent of the
-distinction he should acquire; and replied:
-
-"Oh! yes; I see."
-
-The peculiar look came into Bosinney's face which marked all his
-enthusiasms.
-
-"I've tried to plan you a house here with some self-respect of its own.
-If you don't like it, you'd better say so. It's certainly the last
-thing to be considered--who wants self-respect in a house, when you can
-squeeze in an extra lavatory?" He put his finger suddenly down on the
-left division of the centre oblong: "You can swing a cat here. This is
-for your pictures, divided from this court by curtains; draw them back
-and you'll have a space of fifty-one by twenty-three six. This
-double-faced stove in the centre, here, looks one way towards the court,
-one way towards the picture room; this end wall is all window; You've a
-southeast light from that, a north light from the court. The rest of
-your pictures you can hang round the gallery upstairs, or in the other
-rooms." "In architecture," he went on--and though looking at Soames he
-did not seem to see him, which gave Soames an unpleasant feeling--"as in
-life, you'll get no self-respect without regularity. Fellows tell you
-that's old fashioned. It appears to be peculiar any way; it never occurs
-to us to embody the main principle of life in our buildings; we load our
-houses with decoration, gimcracks, corners, anything to distract the eye.
-On the contrary the eye should rest; get your effects with a few strong
-lines. The whole thing is regularity there's no self-respect without
-it."
-
-Soames, the unconscious ironist, fixed his gaze on Bosinney's tie, which
-was far from being in the perpendicular; he was unshaven too, and his
-dress not remarkable for order. Architecture appeared to have exhausted
-his regularity.
-
-"Won't it look like a barrack?" he inquired.
-
-He did not at once receive a reply.
-
-"I can see what it is," said Bosinney, "you want one of Littlemaster's
-houses--one of the pretty and commodious sort, where the servants will
-live in garrets, and the front door be sunk so that you may come up
-again. By all means try Littlemaster, you'll find him a capital fellow,
-I've known him all my life!"
-
-Soames was alarmed. He had really been struck by the plans, and the
-concealment of his satisfaction had been merely instinctive. It was
-difficult for him to pay a compliment. He despised people who were
-lavish with their praises.
-
-He found himself now in the embarrassing position of one who must pay a
-compliment or run the risk of losing a good thing. Bosinney was just the
-fellow who might tear up the plans and refuse to act for him; a kind of
-grown-up child!
-
-This grown-up childishness, to which he felt so superior, exercised a
-peculiar and almost mesmeric effect on Soames, for he had never felt
-anything like it in himself.
-
-"Well," he stammered at last, "it's--it's, certainly original."
-
-He had such a private distrust and even dislike of the word 'original'
-that he felt he had not really given himself away by this remark.
-
-Bosinney seemed pleased. It was the sort of thing that would please a
-fellow like that! And his success encouraged Soames.
-
-"It's--a big place," he said.
-
-"Space, air, light," he heard Bosinney murmur, "you can't live like a
-gentleman in one of Littlemaster's--he builds for manufacturers."
-
-Soames made a deprecating movement; he had been identified with a
-gentleman; not for a good deal of money now would he be classed with
-manufacturers. But his innate distrust of general principles revived.
-What the deuce was the good of talking about regularity and self-respect?
-It looked to him as if the house would be cold.
-
-"Irene can't stand the cold!" he said.
-
-"Ah!" said Bosinney sarcastically. "Your wife? She doesn't like the
-cold? I'll see to that; she shan't be cold. Look here!" he pointed, to
-four marks at regular intervals on the walls of the court. "I've given
-you hot-water pipes in aluminium casings; you can get them with very good
-designs."
-
-Soames looked suspiciously at these marks.
-
-"It's all very well, all this," he said, "but what's it going to cost?"
-
-The architect took a sheet of paper from his pocket:
-
-"The house, of course, should be built entirely of stone, but, as I
-thought you wouldn't stand that, I've compromised for a facing. It ought
-to have a copper roof, but I've made it green slate. As it is, including
-metal work, it'll cost you eight thousand five hundred."
-
-"Eight thousand five hundred?" said Soames. "Why, I gave you an outside
-limit of eight!"
-
-"Can't be done for a penny less," replied Bosinney coolly.
-
-"You must take it or leave it!"
-
-It was the only way, probably, that such a proposition could have been
-made to Soames. He was nonplussed. Conscience told him to throw the
-whole thing up. But the design was good, and he knew it--there was
-completeness about it, and dignity; the servants' apartments were
-excellent too. He would gain credit by living in a house like that--with
-such individual features, yet perfectly well-arranged.
-
-He continued poring over the plans, while Bosinney went into his bedroom
-to shave and dress.
-
-The two walked back to Montpellier Square in silence, Soames watching him
-out of the corner of his eye.
-
-The Buccaneer was rather a good-looking fellow--so he thought--when he
-was properly got up.
-
-Irene was bending over her flowers when the two men came in.
-
-She spoke of sending across the Park to fetch June.
-
-"No, no," said Soames, "we've still got business to talk over!"
-
-At lunch he was almost cordial, and kept pressing Bosinney to eat. He
-was pleased to see the architect in such high spirits, and left him to
-spend the afternoon with Irene, while he stole off to his pictures, after
-his Sunday habit. At tea-time he came down to the drawing-room, and
-found them talking, as he expressed it, nineteen to the dozen.
-
-Unobserved in the doorway, he congratulated himself that things were
-taking the right turn. It was lucky she and Bosinney got on; she seemed
-to be falling into line with the idea of the new house.
-
-Quiet meditation among his pictures had decided him to spring the five
-hundred if necessary; but he hoped that the afternoon might have softened
-Bosinney's estimates. It was so purely a matter which Bosinney could
-remedy if he liked; there must be a dozen ways in which he could cheapen
-the production of a house without spoiling the effect.
-
-He awaited, therefore, his opportunity till Irene was handing the
-architect his first cup of tea. A chink of sunshine through the lace of
-the blinds warmed her cheek, shone in the gold of her hair, and in her
-soft eyes. Possibly the same gleam deepened Bosinney's colour, gave the
-rather startled look to his face.
-
-Soames hated sunshine, and he at once got up, to draw the blind. Then he
-took his own cup of tea from his wife, and said, more coldly than he had
-intended:
-
-"Can't you see your way to do it for eight thousand after all? There must
-be a lot of little things you could alter."
-
-Bosinney drank off his tea at a gulp, put down his cup, and answered:
-
-"Not one!"
-
-Soames saw that his suggestion had touched some unintelligible point of
-personal vanity.
-
-"Well," he agreed, with sulky resignation; "you must have it your own
-way, I suppose."
-
-A few minutes later Bosinney rose to go, and Soames rose too, to see him
-off the premises. The architect seemed in absurdly high spirits. After
-watching him walk away at a swinging pace, Soames returned moodily to the
-drawing-room, where Irene was putting away the music, and, moved by an
-uncontrollable spasm of curiosity, he asked:
-
-"Well, what do you think of 'The Buccaneer'?"
-
-He looked at the carpet while waiting for her answer, and he had to wait
-some time.
-
-"I don't know," she said at last.
-
-"Do you think he's good-looking?"
-
-Irene smiled. And it seemed to Soames that she was mocking him.
-
-"Yes," she answered; "very."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-DEATH OF AUNT ANN
-
-There came a morning at the end of September when Aunt Ann was unable to
-take from Smither's hands the insignia of personal dignity. After one
-look at the old face, the doctor, hurriedly sent for, announced that Miss
-Forsyte had passed away in her sleep.
-
-Aunts Juley and Hester were overwhelmed by the shock. They had never
-imagined such an ending. Indeed, it is doubtful whether they had ever
-realized that an ending was bound to come. Secretly they felt it
-unreasonable of Ann to have left them like this without a word, without
-even a struggle. It was unlike her.
-
-Perhaps what really affected them so profoundly was the thought that a
-Forsyte should have let go her grasp on life. If one, then why not all!
-
-It was a full hour before they could make up their minds to tell Timothy.
-If only it could be kept from him! If only it could be broken to him by
-degrees!
-
-And long they stood outside his door whispering together. And when it
-was over they whispered together again.
-
-He would feel it more, they were afraid, as time went on. Still, he had
-taken it better than could have been expected. He would keep his bed, of
-course!
-
-They separated, crying quietly.
-
-Aunt Juley stayed in her room, prostrated by the blow. Her face,
-discoloured by tears, was divided into compartments by the little ridges
-of pouting flesh which had swollen with emotion. It was impossible to
-conceive of life without Ann, who had lived with her for seventy-three
-years, broken only by the short interregnum of her married life, which
-seemed now so unreal. At fixed intervals she went to her drawer, and
-took from beneath the lavender bags a fresh pocket-handkerchief. Her
-warm heart could not bear the thought that Ann was lying there so cold.
-
-Aunt Hester, the silent, the patient, that backwater of the family
-energy, sat in the drawing-room, where the blinds were drawn; and she,
-too, had wept at first, but quietly, without visible effect. Her guiding
-principle, the conservation of energy, did not abandon her in sorrow.
-She sat, slim, motionless, studying the grate, her hands idle in the lap
-of her black silk dress. They would want to rouse her into doing
-something, no doubt. As if there were any good in that! Doing something
-would not bring back Ann! Why worry her?
-
-Five o'clock brought three of the brothers, Jolyon and James and Swithin;
-Nicholas was at Yarmouth, and Roger had a bad attack of gout. Mrs.
-Hayman had been by herself earlier in the day, and, after seeing Ann, had
-gone away, leaving a message for Timothy--which was kept from him--that
-she ought to have been told sooner. In fact, there was a feeling amongst
-them all that they ought to have been told sooner, as though they had
-missed something; and James said:
-
-"I knew how it'd be; I told you she wouldn't last through the summer."
-
-Aunt Hester made no reply; it was nearly October, but what was the good
-of arguing; some people were never satisfied.
-
-She sent up to tell her sister that the brothers were there. Mrs. Small
-came down at once. She had bathed her face, which was still swollen, and
-though she looked severely at Swithin's trousers, for they were of light
-blue--he had come straight from the club, where the news had reached
-him--she wore a more cheerful expression than usual, the instinct for
-doing the wrong thing being even now too strong for her.
-
-Presently all five went up to look at the body. Under the pure white
-sheet a quilted counter-pane had been placed, for now, more than ever,
-Aunt Ann had need of warmth; and, the pillows removed, her spine and head
-rested flat, with the semblance of their life-long inflexibility; the
-coif banding the top of her brow was drawn on either side to the level of
-the ears, and between it and the sheet her face, almost as white, was
-turned with closed eyes to the faces of her brothers and sisters. In its
-extraordinary peace the face was stronger than ever, nearly all bone now
-under the scarce-wrinkled parchment of skin--square jaw and chin,
-cheekbones, forehead with hollow temples, chiselled nose--the fortress of
-an unconquerable spirit that had yielded to death, and in its upward
-sightlessness seemed trying to regain that spirit, to regain the
-guardianship it had just laid down.
-
-Swithin took but one look at the face, and left the room; the sight, he
-said afterwards, made him very queer. He went downstairs shaking the
-whole house, and, seizing his hat, clambered into his brougham, without
-giving any directions to the coachman. He was driven home, and all the
-evening sat in his chair without moving.
-
-He could take nothing for dinner but a partridge, with an imperial pint
-of champagne....
-
-Old Jolyon stood at the bottom of the bed, his hands folded in front of
-him. He alone of those in the room remembered the death of his mother,
-and though he looked at Ann, it was of that he was thinking. Ann was an
-old woman, but death had come to her at last--death came to all! His
-face did not move, his gaze seemed travelling from very far.
-
-Aunt Hester stood beside him. She did not cry now, tears were
-exhausted--her nature refused to permit a further escape of force; she
-twisted her hands, looking not at Ann, but from side to side, seeking
-some way of escaping the effort of realization.
-
-Of all the brothers and sisters James manifested the most emotion. Tears
-rolled down the parallel furrows of his thin face; where he should go now
-to tell his troubles he did not know; Juley was no good, Hester worse
-than useless! He felt Ann's death more than he had ever thought he
-should; this would upset him for weeks!
-
-Presently Aunt Hester stole out, and Aunt Juley began moving about, doing
-'what was necessary,' so that twice she knocked against something. Old
-Jolyon, roused from his reverie, that reverie of the long, long past,
-looked sternly at her, and went away. James alone was left by the
-bedside; glancing stealthily round, to see that he was not observed, he
-twisted his long body down, placed a kiss on the dead forehead, then he,
-too, hastily left the room. Encountering Smither in the hall, he began
-to ask her about the funeral, and, finding that she knew nothing,
-complained bitterly that, if they didn't take care, everything would go
-wrong. She had better send for Mr. Soames--he knew all about that sort
-of thing; her master was very much upset, he supposed--he would want
-looking after; as for her mistresses, they were no good--they had no
-gumption! They would be ill too, he shouldn't wonder. She had better
-send for the doctor; it was best to take things in time. He didn't think
-his sister Ann had had the best opinion; if she'd had Blank she would
-have been alive now. Smither might send to Park Lane any time she wanted
-advice. Of course, his carriage was at their service for the funeral.
-He supposed she hadn't such a thing as a glass of claret and a
-biscuit--he had had no lunch!
-
-The days before the funeral passed quietly. It had long been known, of
-course, that Aunt Ann had left her little property to Timothy. There
-was, therefore, no reason for the slightest agitation. Soames, who was
-sole executor, took charge of all arrangements, and in due course sent
-out the following invitation to every male member of the family:
-
-To...........
-
-Your presence is requested at the funeral of Miss Ann Forsyte, in
-Highgate Cemetery, at noon of Oct. 1st. Carriages will meet at "The
-Bower," Bayswater Road, at 10.45. No flowers by request.
-'R.S.V.P.'
-
-The morning came, cold, with a high, grey, London sky, and at half-past
-ten the first carriage, that of James, drove up. It contained James and
-his son-in-law Dartie, a fine man, with a square chest, buttoned very
-tightly into a frock coat, and a sallow, fattish face adorned with dark,
-well-curled moustaches, and that incorrigible commencement of whisker
-which, eluding the strictest attempts at shaving, seems the mark of
-something deeply ingrained in the personality of the shaver, being
-especially noticeable in men who speculate.
-
-Soames, in his capacity of executor, received the guests, for Timothy
-still kept his bed; he would get up after the funeral; and Aunts Juley
-and Hester would not be coming down till all was over, when it was
-understood there would be lunch for anyone who cared to come back. The
-next to arrive was Roger, still limping from the gout, and encircled by
-three of his sons--young Roger, Eustace, and Thomas. George, the
-remaining son, arrived almost immediately afterwards in a hansom, and
-paused in the hall to ask Soames how he found undertaking pay.
-
-They disliked each other.
-
-Then came two Haymans--Giles and Jesse perfectly silent, and very well
-dressed, with special creases down their evening trousers. Then old
-Jolyon alone. Next, Nicholas, with a healthy colour in his face, and a
-carefully veiled sprightliness in every movement of his head and body.
-One of his sons followed him, meek and subdued. Swithin Forsyte, and
-Bosinney arrived at the same moment,--and stood--bowing precedence to
-each other,--but on the door opening they tried to enter together; they
-renewed their apologies in the hall, and, Swithin, settling his stock,
-which had become disarranged in the struggle, very slowly mounted the
-stairs. The other Hayman; two married sons of Nicholas, together with
-Tweetyman, Spender, and Warry, the husbands of married Forsyte and Hayman
-daughters. The company was then complete, twenty-one in all, not a male
-member of the family being absent but Timothy and young Jolyon.
-
-Entering the scarlet and green drawing-room, whose apparel made so vivid
-a setting for their unaccustomed costumes, each tried nervously to find a
-seat, desirous of hiding the emphatic blackness of his trousers. There
-seemed a sort of indecency in that blackness and in the colour of their
-gloves--a sort of exaggeration of the feelings; and many cast shocked
-looks of secret envy at 'the Buccaneer,' who had no gloves, and was
-wearing grey trousers. A subdued hum of conversation rose, no one
-speaking of the departed, but each asking after the other, as though
-thereby casting an indirect libation to this event, which they had come
-to honour.
-
-And presently James said:
-
-"Well, I think we ought to be starting."
-
-They went downstairs, and, two and two, as they had been told off in
-strict precedence, mounted the carriages.
-
-The hearse started at a foot's pace; the carriages moved slowly after.
-In the first went old Jolyon with Nicholas; in the second, the twins,
-Swithin and James; in the third, Roger and young Roger; Soames, young
-Nicholas, George, and Bosinney followed in the fourth. Each of the other
-carriages, eight in all, held three or four of the family; behind them
-came the doctor's brougham; then, at a decent interval, cabs containing
-family clerks and servants; and at the very end, one containing nobody at
-all, but bringing the total cortege up to the number of thirteen.
-
-So long as the procession kept to the highway of the Bayswater Road, it
-retained the foot's-pace, but, turning into less important
-thorough-fares, it soon broke into a trot, and so proceeded, with
-intervals of walking in the more fashionable streets, until it arrived.
-In the first carriage old Jolyon and Nicholas were talking of their
-wills. In the second the twins, after a single attempt, had lapsed into
-complete silence; both were rather deaf, and the exertion of making
-themselves heard was too great. Only once James broke this silence:
-
-"I shall have to be looking about for some ground somewhere. What
-arrangements have you made, Swithin?"
-
-And Swithin, fixing him with a dreadful stare, answered:
-
-"Don't talk to me about such things!"
-
-In the third carriage a disjointed conversation was carried on in the
-intervals of looking out to see how far they had got, George remarking,
-"Well, it was really time that the poor old lady went." He didn't
-believe in people living beyond seventy, Young Nicholas replied mildly
-that the rule didn't seem to apply to the Forsytes. George said he
-himself intended to commit suicide at sixty. Young Nicholas, smiling and
-stroking a long chin, didn't think his father would like that theory; he
-had made a lot of money since he was sixty. Well, seventy was the
-outside limit; it was then time, George said, for them to go and leave
-their money to their children. Soames, hitherto silent, here joined in;
-he had not forgotten the remark about the 'undertaking,' and, lifting his
-eyelids almost imperceptibly, said it was all very well for people who
-never made money to talk. He himself intended to live as long as he
-could. This was a hit at George, who was notoriously hard up. Bosinney
-muttered abstractedly "Hear, hear!" and, George yawning, the conversation
-dropped.
-
-Upon arriving, the coffin was borne into the chapel, and, two by two, the
-mourners filed in behind it. This guard of men, all attached to the dead
-by the bond of kinship, was an impressive and singular sight in the great
-city of London, with its overwhelming diversity of life, its innumerable
-vocations, pleasures, duties, its terrible hardness, its terrible call to
-individualism.
-
-The family had gathered to triumph over all this, to give a show of
-tenacious unity, to illustrate gloriously that law of property underlying
-the growth of their tree, by which it had thriven and spread, trunk and
-branches, the sap flowing through all, the full growth reached at the
-appointed time. The spirit of the old woman lying in her last sleep had
-called them to this demonstration. It was her final appeal to that unity
-which had been their strength--it was her final triumph that she had died
-while the tree was yet whole.
-
-She was spared the watching of the branches jut out beyond the point of
-balance. She could not look into the hearts of her followers. The same
-law that had worked in her, bringing her up from a tall, straight-backed
-slip of a girl to a woman strong and grown, from a woman grown to a woman
-old, angular, feeble, almost witchlike, with individuality all sharpened
-and sharpened, as all rounding from the world's contact fell off from
-her--that same law would work, was working, in the family she had watched
-like a mother.
-
-She had seen it young, and growing, she had seen it strong and grown, and
-before her old eyes had time or strength to see any more, she died. She
-would have tried, and who knows but she might have kept it young and
-strong, with her old fingers, her trembling kisses--a little longer;
-alas! not even Aunt Ann could fight with Nature.
-
-'Pride comes before a fall!' In accordance with this, the greatest of
-Nature's ironies, the Forsyte family had gathered for a last proud
-pageant before they fell. Their faces to right and left, in single
-lines, were turned for the most part impassively toward the ground,
-guardians of their thoughts; but here and there, one looking upward, with
-a line between his brows, searched to see some sight on the chapel walls
-too much for him, to be listening to something that appalled. And the
-responses, low-muttered, in voices through which rose the same tone, the
-same unseizable family ring, sounded weird, as though murmured in hurried
-duplication by a single person.
-
-The service in the chapel over, the mourners filed up again to guard the
-body to the tomb. The vault stood open, and, round it, men in black were
-waiting.
-
-From that high and sacred field, where thousands of the upper middle
-class lay in their last sleep, the eyes of the Forsytes travelled down
-across the flocks of graves. There--spreading to the distance, lay
-London, with no sun over it, mourning the loss of its daughter, mourning
-with this family, so dear, the loss of her who was mother and guardian.
-A hundred thousand spires and houses, blurred in the great grey web of
-property, lay there like prostrate worshippers before the grave of this,
-the oldest Forsyte of them all.
-
-A few words, a sprinkle of earth, the thrusting of the coffin home, and
-Aunt Ann had passed to her last rest.
-
-Round the vault, trustees of that passing, the five brothers stood, with
-white heads bowed; they would see that Ann was comfortable where she was
-going. Her little property must stay behind, but otherwise, all that
-could be should be done....
-
-Then severally, each stood aside, and putting on his hat, turned back to
-inspect the new inscription on the marble of the family vault:
-
-SACRED TO THE MEMORY OF ANN FORSYTE, THE DAUGHTER OF THE ABOVE JOLYON AND
-ANN FORSYTE, WHO DEPARTED THIS LIFE THE 27TH DAY OF SEPTEMBER, 1886, AGED
-EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS AND FOUR DAYS
-
-Soon perhaps, someone else would be wanting an inscription. It was
-strange and intolerable, for they had not thought somehow, that Forsytes
-could die. And one and all they had a longing to get away from this
-painfulness, this ceremony which had reminded them of things they could
-not bear to think about--to get away quickly and go about their business
-and forget.
-
-It was cold, too; the wind, like some slow, disintegrating force, blowing
-up the hill over the graves, struck them with its chilly breath; they
-began to split into groups, and as quickly as possible to fill the
-waiting carriages.
-
-Swithin said he should go back to lunch at Timothy's, and he offered to
-take anybody with him in his brougham. It was considered a doubtful
-privilege to drive with Swithin in his brougham, which was not a large
-one; nobody accepted, and he went off alone. James and Roger followed
-immediately after; they also would drop in to lunch. The others
-gradually melted away, Old Jolyon taking three nephews to fill up his
-carriage; he had a want of those young faces.
-
-Soames, who had to arrange some details in the cemetery office, walked
-away with Bosinney. He had much to talk over with him, and, having
-finished his business, they strolled to Hampstead, lunched together at
-the Spaniard's Inn, and spent a long time in going into practical details
-connected with the building of the house; they then proceeded to the
-tram-line, and came as far as the Marble Arch, where Bosinney went off to
-Stanhope Gate to see June.
-
-Soames felt in excellent spirits when he arrived home, and confided to
-Irene at dinner that he had had a good talk with Bosinney, who really
-seemed a sensible fellow; they had had a capital walk too, which had done
-his liver good--he had been short of exercise for a long time--and
-altogether a very satisfactory day. If only it hadn't been for poor Aunt
-Ann, he would have taken her to the theatre; as it was, they must make
-the best of an evening at home.
-
-"The Buccaneer asked after you more than once," he said suddenly. And
-moved by some inexplicable desire to assert his proprietorship, he rose
-from his chair and planted a kiss on his wife's shoulder.
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-PROGRESS OF THE HOUSE
-
-The winter had been an open one. Things in the trade were slack; and as
-Soames had reflected before making up his mind, it had been a good time
-for building. The shell of the house at Robin Hill was thus completed by
-the end of April.
-
-Now that there was something to be seen for his money, he had been coming
-down once, twice, even three times a week, and would mouse about among
-the debris for hours, careful never to soil his clothes, moving silently
-through the unfinished brickwork of doorways, or circling round the
-columns in the central court.
-
-And he would stand before them for minutes' together, as though peering
-into the real quality of their substance.
-
-On April 30 he had an appointment with Bosinney to go over the accounts,
-and five minutes before the proper time he entered the tent which the
-architect had pitched for himself close to the old oak tree.
-
-The accounts were already prepared on a folding table, and with a nod
-Soames sat down to study them. It was some time before he raised his
-head.
-
-"I can't make them out," he said at last; "they come to nearly seven
-hundred more than they ought"
-
-After a glance at Bosinney's face he went on quickly:
-
-"If you only make a firm stand against these builder chaps you'll get
-them down. They stick you with everything if you don't look sharp....
-Take ten per cent. off all round. I shan't mind it's coming out a
-hundred or so over the mark!"
-
-Bosinney shook his head:
-
-"I've taken off every farthing I can!"
-
-Soames pushed back the table with a movement of anger, which sent the
-account sheets fluttering to the ground.
-
-"Then all I can say is," he flustered out, "you've made a pretty mess of
-it!"
-
-"I've told you a dozen times," Bosinney answered sharply, "that there'd
-be extras. I've pointed them out to you over and over again!"
-
-"I know that," growled Soames: "I shouldn't have objected to a ten pound
-note here and there. How was I to know that by 'extras' you meant seven
-hundred pounds?"
-
-The qualities of both men had contributed to this not-inconsiderable
-discrepancy. On the one hand, the architect's devotion to his idea, to
-the image of a house which he had created and believed in--had made him
-nervous of being stopped, or forced to the use of makeshifts; on the
-other, Soames' not less true and wholehearted devotion to the very best
-article that could be obtained for the money, had rendered him averse to
-believing that things worth thirteen shillings could not be bought with
-twelve.
-
-"I wish I'd never undertaken your house," said Bosinney suddenly. "You
-come down here worrying me out of my life. You want double the value for
-your money anybody else would, and now that you've got a house that for
-its size is not to be beaten in the county, you don't want to pay for it.
-If you're anxious to be off your bargain, I daresay I can find the
-balance above the estimates myself, but I'm d----d if I do another stroke
-of work for you!"
-
-Soames regained his composure. Knowing that Bosinney had no capital, he
-regarded this as a wild suggestion. He saw, too, that he would be kept
-indefinitely out of this house on which he had set his heart, and just at
-the crucial point when the architect's personal care made all the
-difference. In the meantime there was Irene to be thought of! She had
-been very queer lately. He really believed it was only because she had
-taken to Bosinney that she tolerated the idea of the house at all. It
-would not do to make an open breach with her.
-
-"You needn't get into a rage," he said. "If I'm willing to put up with
-it, I suppose you needn't cry out. All I meant was that when you tell me
-a thing is going to cost so much, I like to--well, in fact, I--like to
-know where I am."
-
-"Look here!" said Bosinney, and Soames was both annoyed and surprised by
-the shrewdness of his glance. "You've got my services dirt cheap. For
-the kind of work I've put into this house, and the amount of time I've
-given to it, you'd have had to pay Littlemaster or some other fool four
-times as much. What you want, in fact, is a first-rate man for a
-fourth-rate fee, and that's exactly what you've got!"
-
-Soames saw that he really meant what he said, and, angry though he was,
-the consequences of a row rose before him too vividly. He saw his house
-unfinished, his wife rebellious, himself a laughingstock.
-
-"Let's go over it," he said sulkily, "and see how the money's gone."
-
-"Very well," assented Bosinney. "But we'll hurry up, if you don't mind.
-I have to get back in time to take June to the theatre."
-
-Soames cast a stealthy look at him, and said: "Coming to our place, I
-suppose to meet her?" He was always coming to their place!
-
-There had been rain the night before-a spring rain, and the earth smelt
-of sap and wild grasses. The warm, soft breeze swung the leaves and the
-golden buds of the old oak tree, and in the sunshine the blackbirds were
-whistling their hearts out.
-
-It was such a spring day as breathes into a man an ineffable yearning, a
-painful sweetness, a longing that makes him stand motionless, looking at
-the leaves or grass, and fling out his arms to embrace he knows not what.
-The earth gave forth a fainting warmth, stealing up through the chilly
-garment in which winter had wrapped her. It was her long caress of
-invitation, to draw men down to lie within her arms, to roll their bodies
-on her, and put their lips to her breast.
-
-On just such a day as this Soames had got from Irene the promise he had
-asked her for so often. Seated on the fallen trunk of a tree, he had
-promised for the twentieth time that if their marriage were not a
-success, she should be as free as if she had never married him!
-
-"Do you swear it?" she had said. A few days back she had reminded him of
-that oath. He had answered: "Nonsense! I couldn't have sworn any such
-thing!" By some awkward fatality he remembered it now. What queer
-things men would swear for the sake of women! He would have sworn it at
-any time to gain her! He would swear it now, if thereby he could touch
-her--but nobody could touch her, she was cold-hearted!
-
-And memories crowded on him with the fresh, sweet savour of the spring
-wind-memories of his courtship.
-
-In the spring of the year 1881 he was visiting his old school-fellow and
-client, George Liversedge, of Branksome, who, with the view of developing
-his pine-woods in the neighbourhood of Bournemouth, had placed the
-formation of the company necessary to the scheme in Soames's hands. Mrs.
-Liversedge, with a sense of the fitness of things, had given a musical
-tea in his honour. Later in the course of this function, which Soames, no
-musician, had regarded as an unmitigated bore, his eye had been caught by
-the face of a girl dressed in mourning, standing by herself. The lines
-of her tall, as yet rather thin figure, showed through the wispy,
-clinging stuff of her black dress, her black-gloved hands were crossed in
-front of her, her lips slightly parted, and her large, dark eyes wandered
-from face to face. Her hair, done low on her neck, seemed to gleam above
-her black collar like coils of shining metal. And as Soames stood
-looking at her, the sensation that most men have felt at one time or
-another went stealing through him--a peculiar satisfaction of the senses,
-a peculiar certainty, which novelists and old ladies call love at first
-sight. Still stealthily watching her, he at once made his way to his
-hostess, and stood doggedly waiting for the music to cease.
-
-"Who is that girl with yellow hair and dark eyes?" he asked.
-
-"That--oh! Irene Heron. Her father, Professor Heron, died this year.
-She lives with her stepmother. She's a nice girl, a pretty girl, but no
-money!"
-
-"Introduce me, please," said Soames.
-
-It was very little that he found to say, nor did he find her responsive
-to that little. But he went away with the resolution to see her again.
-He effected his object by chance, meeting her on the pier with her
-stepmother, who had the habit of walking there from twelve to one of a
-forenoon. Soames made this lady's acquaintance with alacrity, nor was it
-long before he perceived in her the ally he was looking for. His keen
-scent for the commercial side of family life soon told him that Irene
-cost her stepmother more than the fifty pounds a year she brought her; it
-also told him that Mrs. Heron, a woman yet in the prime of life, desired
-to be married again. The strange ripening beauty of her stepdaughter
-stood in the way of this desirable consummation. And Soames, in his
-stealthy tenacity, laid his plans.
-
-He left Bournemouth without having given himself away, but in a month's
-time came back, and this time he spoke, not to the girl, but to her
-stepmother. He had made up his mind, he said; he would wait any time.
-And he had long to wait, watching Irene bloom, the lines of her young
-figure softening, the stronger blood deepening the gleam of her eyes, and
-warming her face to a creamy glow; and at each visit he proposed to her,
-and when that visit was at an end, took her refusal away with him, back
-to London, sore at heart, but steadfast and silent as the grave. He
-tried to come at the secret springs of her resistance; only once had he a
-gleam of light. It was at one of those assembly dances, which afford the
-only outlet to the passions of the population of seaside watering-places.
-He was sitting with her in an embrasure, his senses tingling with the
-contact of the waltz. She had looked at him over her, slowly waving fan;
-and he had lost his head. Seizing that moving wrist, he pressed his lips
-to the flesh of her arm. And she had shuddered--to this day he had not
-forgotten that shudder--nor the look so passionately averse she had given
-him.
-
-A year after that she had yielded. What had made her yield he could
-never make out; and from Mrs. Heron, a woman of some diplomatic talent,
-he learnt nothing. Once after they were married he asked her, "What made
-you refuse me so often?" She had answered by a strange silence. An
-enigma to him from the day that he first saw her, she was an enigma to
-him still....
-
-Bosinney was waiting for him at the door; and on his rugged,
-good-looking, face was a queer, yearning, yet happy look, as though he
-too saw a promise of bliss in the spring sky, sniffed a coming happiness
-in the spring air. Soames looked at him waiting there. What was the
-matter with the fellow that he looked so happy? What was he waiting for
-with that smile on his lips and in his eyes? Soames could not see that
-for which Bosinney was waiting as he stood there drinking in the
-flower-scented wind. And once more he felt baffled in the presence of
-this man whom by habit he despised. He hastened on to the house.
-
-"The only colour for those tiles," he heard Bosinney say,--"is ruby with
-a grey tint in the stuff, to give a transparent effect. I should like
-Irene's opinion. I'm ordering the purple leather curtains for the
-doorway of this court; and if you distemper the drawing-room ivory cream
-over paper, you'll get an illusive look. You want to aim all through the
-decorations at what I call charm."
-
-Soames said: "You mean that my wife has charm!"
-
-Bosinney evaded the question.
-
-"You should have a clump of iris plants in the centre of that court."
-
-Soames smiled superciliously.
-
-"I'll look into Beech's some time," he said, "and see what's
-appropriate!"
-
-They found little else to say to each other, but on the way to the
-Station Soames asked:
-
-"I suppose you find Irene very artistic."
-
-"Yes." The abrupt answer was as distinct a snub as saying: "If you want
-to discuss her you can do it with someone else!"
-
-And the slow, sulky anger Soames had felt all the afternoon burned the
-brighter within him.
-
-Neither spoke again till they were close to the Station, then Soames
-asked:
-
-"When do you expect to have finished?"
-
-"By the end of June, if you really wish me to decorate as well."
-
-Soames nodded. "But you quite understand," he said, "that the house is
-costing me a lot beyond what I contemplated. I may as well tell you that
-I should have thrown it up, only I'm not in the habit of giving up what
-I've set my mind on."
-
-Bosinney made no reply. And Soames gave him askance a look of dogged
-dislike--for in spite of his fastidious air and that supercilious,
-dandified taciturnity, Soames, with his set lips and squared chin, was
-not unlike a bulldog....
-
-When, at seven o'clock that evening, June arrived at 62, Montpellier
-Square, the maid Bilson told her that Mr. Bosinney was in the
-drawing-room; the mistress--she said--was dressing, and would be down in
-a minute. She would tell her that Miss June was here.
-
-June stopped her at once.
-
-"All right, Bilson," she said, "I'll just go in. You, needn't hurry Mrs.
-Soames."
-
-She took off her cloak, and Bilson, with an understanding look, did not
-even open the drawing-room door for her, but ran downstairs.
-
-June paused for a moment to look at herself in the little old-fashioned
-silver mirror above the oaken rug chest--a slim, imperious young figure,
-with a small resolute face, in a white frock, cut moon-shaped at the base
-of a neck too slender for her crown of twisted red-gold hair.
-
-She opened the drawing-room door softly, meaning to take him by surprise.
-The room was filled with a sweet hot scent of flowering azaleas.
-
-She took a long breath of the perfume, and heard Bosinney's voice, not in
-the room, but quite close, saying.
-
-"Ah! there were such heaps of things I wanted to talk about, and now we
-shan't have time!"
-
-Irene's voice answered: "Why not at dinner?"
-
-"How can one talk...."
-
-June's first thought was to go away, but instead she crossed to the long
-window opening on the little court. It was from there that the scent of
-the azaleas came, and, standing with their backs to her, their faces
-buried in the golden-pink blossoms, stood her lover and Irene.
-
-Silent but unashamed, with flaming cheeks and angry eyes, the girl
-watched.
-
-"Come on Sunday by yourself--We can go over the house together."
-
-June saw Irene look up at him through her screen of blossoms. It was not
-the look of a coquette, but--far worse to the watching girl--of a woman
-fearful lest that look should say too much.
-
-"I've promised to go for a drive with Uncle...."
-
-"The big one! Make him bring you; it's only ten miles--the very thing
-for his horses."
-
-"Poor old Uncle Swithin!"
-
-A wave of the azalea scent drifted into June's face; she felt sick and
-dizzy.
-
-"Do! ah! do!"
-
-"But why?"
-
-"I must see you there--I thought you'd like to help me...."
-
-The answer seemed to the girl to come softly with a tremble from amongst
-the blossoms: "So I do!"
-
-And she stepped into the open space of the window.
-
-"How stuffy it is here!" she said; "I can't bear this scent!"
-
-Her eyes, so angry and direct, swept both their faces.
-
-"Were you talking about the house? I haven't seen it yet, you
-know--shall we all go on Sunday?"'
-
-From Irene's face the colour had flown.
-
-"I am going for a drive that day with Uncle Swithin," she answered.
-
-"Uncle Swithin! What does he matter? You can throw him over!"
-
-"I am not in the habit of throwing people over!"
-
-There was a sound of footsteps and June saw Soames standing just behind
-her.
-
-"Well! if you are all ready," said Irene, looking from one to the other
-with a strange smile, "dinner is too!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-JUNE'S TREAT
-
-Dinner began in silence; the women facing one another, and the men.
-
-In silence the soup was finished--excellent, if a little thick; and fish
-was brought. In silence it was handed.
-
-Bosinney ventured: "It's the first spring day."
-
-Irene echoed softly: "Yes--the first spring day."
-
-"Spring!" said June: "there isn't a breath of air!" No one replied.
-
-The fish was taken away, a fine fresh sole from Dover. And Bilson
-brought champagne, a bottle swathed around the neck with white....
-
-Soames said: "You'll find it dry."
-
-Cutlets were handed, each pink-frilled about the legs. They were refused
-by June, and silence fell.
-
-Soames said: "You'd better take a cutlet, June; there's nothing coming."
-
-But June again refused, so they were borne away. And then Irene asked:
-"Phil, have you heard my blackbird?"
-
-Bosinney answered: "Rather--he's got a hunting-song. As I came round I
-heard him in the Square."
-
-"He's such a darling!"
-
-"Salad, sir?" Spring chicken was removed.
-
-But Soames was speaking: "The asparagus is very poor. Bosinney, glass of
-sherry with your sweet? June, you're drinking nothing!"
-
-June said: "You know I never do. Wine's such horrid stuff!"
-
-An apple charlotte came upon a silver dish, and smilingly Irene said:
-"The azaleas are so wonderful this year!"
-
-To this Bosinney murmured: "Wonderful! The scent's extraordinary!"
-
-June said: "How can you like the scent? Sugar, please, Bilson."
-
-Sugar was handed her, and Soames remarked: "This charlottes good!"
-
-The charlotte was removed. Long silence followed. Irene, beckoning,
-said: "Take out the azalea, Bilson. Miss June can't bear the scent."
-
-"No; let it stay," said June.
-
-Olives from France, with Russian caviare, were placed on little plates.
-And Soames remarked: "Why can't we have the Spanish?" But no one
-answered.
-
-The olives were removed. Lifting her tumbler June demanded: "Give me
-some water, please." Water was given her. A silver tray was brought,
-with German plums. There was a lengthy pause. In perfect harmony all
-were eating them.
-
-Bosinney counted up the stones: "This year--next year--some time."
-
-Irene finished softly: "Never! There was such a glorious sunset. The
-sky's all ruby still--so beautiful!"
-
-He answered: "Underneath the dark."
-
-Their eyes had met, and June cried scornfully: "A London sunset!"
-
-Egyptian cigarettes were handed in a silver box. Soames, taking one,
-remarked: "What time's your play begin?"
-
-No one replied, and Turkish coffee followed in enamelled cups.
-
-Irene, smiling quietly, said: "If only...."
-
-"Only what?" said June.
-
-"If only it could always be the spring!"
-
-Brandy was handed; it was pale and old.
-
-Soames said: "Bosinney, better take some brandy."
-
-Bosinney took a glass; they all arose.
-
-"You want a cab?" asked Soames.
-
-June answered: "No! My cloaks please, Bilson." Her cloak was brought.
-
-Irene, from the window, murmured: "Such a lovely night! The stars are
-coming out!"
-
-Soames added: "Well, I hope you'll both enjoy yourselves."
-
-From the door June answered: "Thanks. Come, Phil."
-
-Bosinney cried: "I'm coming."
-
-Soames smiled a sneering smile, and said: "I wish you luck!"
-
-And at the door Irene watched them go.
-
-Bosinney called: "Good night!"
-
-"Good night!" she answered softly....
-
-June made her lover take her on the top of a 'bus, saying she wanted air,
-and there sat silent, with her face to the breeze.
-
-The driver turned once or twice, with the intention of venturing a
-remark, but thought better of it. They were a lively couple! The spring
-had got into his blood, too; he felt the need for letting steam escape,
-and clucked his tongue, flourishing his whip, wheeling his horses, and
-even they, poor things, had smelled the spring, and for a brief half-hour
-spurned the pavement with happy hoofs.
-
-The whole town was alive; the boughs, curled upward with their decking of
-young leaves, awaited some gift the breeze could bring. New-lighted
-lamps were gaining mastery, and the faces of the crowd showed pale under
-that glare, while on high the great white clouds slid swiftly, softly,
-over the purple sky.
-
-Men in, evening dress had thrown back overcoats, stepping jauntily up the
-steps of Clubs; working folk loitered; and women--those women who at
-that time of night are solitary--solitary and moving eastward in a
-stream--swung slowly along, with expectation in their gait, dreaming of
-good wine and a good supper, or--for an unwonted minute, of kisses given
-for love.
-
-Those countless figures, going their ways under the lamps and the
-moving-sky, had one and all received some restless blessing from the stir
-of spring. And one and all, like those clubmen with their opened coats,
-had shed something of caste, and creed, and custom, and by the cock of
-their hats, the pace of their walk, their laughter, or their silence,
-revealed their common kinship under the passionate heavens.
-
-Bosinney and June entered the theatre in silence, and mounted to their
-seats in the upper boxes. The piece had just begun, and the
-half-darkened house, with its rows of creatures peering all one way,
-resembled a great garden of flowers turning their faces to the sun.
-
-June had never before been in the upper boxes. From the age of fifteen
-she had habitually accompanied her grandfather to the stalls, and not
-common stalls, but the best seats in the house, towards the centre of the
-third row, booked by old Jolyon, at Grogan and Boyne's, on his way home
-from the City, long before the day; carried in his overcoat pocket,
-together with his cigar-case and his old kid gloves, and handed to June
-to keep till the appointed night. And in those stalls--an erect old
-figure with a serene white head, a little figure, strenuous and eager,
-with a red-gold head--they would sit through every kind of play, and on
-the way home old Jolyon would say of the principal actor: "Oh, he's a
-poor stick! You should have seen little Bobson!"
-
-She had looked forward to this evening with keen delight; it was stolen,
-chaperone-less, undreamed of at Stanhope Gate, where she was supposed to
-be at Soames'. She had expected reward for her subterfuge, planned for
-her lover's sake; she had expected it to break up the thick, chilly
-cloud, and make the relations between them which of late had been so
-puzzling, so tormenting--sunny and simple again as they had been before
-the winter. She had come with the intention of saying something
-definite; and she looked at the stage with a furrow between her brows,
-seeing nothing, her hands squeezed together in her lap. A swarm of
-jealous suspicions stung and stung her.
-
-If Bosinney was conscious of her trouble he made no sign.
-
-The curtain dropped. The first act had come to an end.
-
-"It's awfully hot here!" said the girl; "I should like to go out."
-
-She was very white, and she knew--for with her nerves thus sharpened she
-saw everything--that he was both uneasy and compunctious.
-
-At the back of the theatre an open balcony hung over the street; she took
-possession of this, and stood leaning there without a word, waiting for
-him to begin.
-
-At last she could bear it no longer.
-
-"I want to say something to you, Phil," she said.
-
-"Yes?"
-
-The defensive tone of his voice brought the colour flying to her cheek,
-the words flying to her lips: "You don't give me a chance to be nice to
-you; you haven't for ages now!"
-
-Bosinney stared down at the street. He made no answer....
-
-June cried passionately: "You know I want to do everything for you--that
-I want to be everything to you...."
-
-A hum rose from the street, and, piercing it with a sharp 'ping,' the
-bell sounded for the raising of the curtain. June did not stir. A
-desperate struggle was going on within her. Should she put everything to
-the proof? Should she challenge directly that influence, that attraction
-which was driving him away from her? It was her nature to challenge, and
-she said: "Phil, take me to see the house on Sunday!"
-
-With a smile quivering and breaking on her lips, and trying, how hard,
-not to show that she was watching, she searched his face, saw it waver
-and hesitate, saw a troubled line come between his brows, the blood rush
-into his face. He answered: "Not Sunday, dear; some other day!"
-
-"Why not Sunday? I shouldn't be in the way on Sunday."
-
-He made an evident effort, and said: "I have an engagement."
-
-"You are going to take...."
-
-His eyes grew angry; he shrugged his shoulders, and answered: "An
-engagement that will prevent my taking you to see the house!"
-
-June bit her lip till the blood came, and walked back to her seat without
-another word, but she could not help the tears of rage rolling down her
-face. The house had been mercifully darkened for a crisis, and no one
-could see her trouble.
-
-Yet in this world of Forsytes let no man think himself immune from
-observation.
-
-In the third row behind, Euphemia, Nicholas's youngest daughter, with her
-married-sister, Mrs. Tweetyman, were watching.
-
-They reported at Timothy's, how they had seen June and her fiance at the
-theatre.
-
-"In the stalls?" "No, not in the...." "Oh! in the dress circle, of
-course. That seemed to be quite fashionable nowadays with young people!"
-
-Well--not exactly. In the.... Anyway, that engagement wouldn't last
-long. They had never seen anyone look so thunder and lightningy as that
-little June! With tears of enjoyment in their eyes, they related how she
-had kicked a man's hat as she returned to her seat in the middle of an
-act, and how the man had looked. Euphemia had a noted, silent laugh,
-terminating most disappointingly in squeaks; and when Mrs. Small, holding
-up her hands, said: "My dear! Kicked a ha-at?" she let out such a number
-of these that she had to be recovered with smelling-salts. As she went
-away she said to Mrs. Tweetyman:
-
-"Kicked a--ha-at! Oh! I shall die."
-
-For 'that little June' this evening, that was to have been 'her treat,'
-was the most miserable she had ever spent. God knows she tried to stifle
-her pride, her suspicion, her jealousy!
-
-She parted from Bosinney at old Jolyon's door without breaking down; the
-feeling that her lover must be conquered was strong enough to sustain her
-till his retiring footsteps brought home the true extent of her
-wretchedness.
-
-The noiseless 'Sankey' let her in. She would have slipped up to her own
-room, but old Jolyon, who had heard her entrance, was in the dining-room
-doorway.
-
-"Come in and have your milk," he said. "It's been kept hot for you.
-You're very late. Where have you been?"
-
-June stood at the fireplace, with a foot on the fender and an arm on the
-mantelpiece, as her grandfather had done when he came in that night of
-the opera. She was too near a breakdown to care what she told him.
-
-"We dined at Soames's."
-
-"H'm! the man of property! His wife there and Bosinney?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Old Jolyon's glance was fixed on her with the penetrating gaze from which
-it was difficult to hide; but she was not looking at him, and when she
-turned her face, he dropped his scrutiny at once. He had seen enough,
-and too much. He bent down to lift the cup of milk for her from the
-hearth, and, turning away, grumbled: "You oughtn't to stay out so late;
-it makes you fit for nothing."
-
-He was invisible now behind his paper, which he turned with a vicious
-crackle; but when June came up to kiss him, he said: "Good-night, my
-darling," in a tone so tremulous and unexpected, that it was all the girl
-could do to get out of the room without breaking into the fit of sobbing
-which lasted her well on into the night.
-
-When the door was closed, old Jolyon dropped his paper, and stared long
-and anxiously in front of him.
-
-'The beggar!' he thought. 'I always knew she'd have trouble with him!'
-
-Uneasy doubts and suspicions, the more poignant that he felt himself
-powerless to check or control the march of events, came crowding upon
-him.
-
-Was the fellow going to jilt her? He longed to go and say to him: "Look
-here, you sir! Are you going to jilt my grand-daughter?" But how could
-he? Knowing little or nothing, he was yet certain, with his unerring
-astuteness, that there was something going on. He suspected Bosinney of
-being too much at Montpellier Square.
-
-'This fellow,' he thought, 'may not be a scamp; his face is not a bad
-one, but he's a queer fish. I don't know what to make of him. I shall
-never know what to make of him! They tell me he works like a nigger, but
-I see no good coming of it. He's unpractical, he has no method. When he
-comes here, he sits as glum as a monkey. If I ask him what wine he'll
-have, he says: "Thanks, any wine." If I offer him a cigar, he smokes it
-as if it were a twopenny German thing. I never see him looking at June
-as he ought to look at her; and yet, he's not after her money. If she
-were to make a sign, he'd be off his bargain to-morrow. But she
-won't--not she! She'll stick to him! She's as obstinate as fate--She'll
-never let go!'
-
-Sighing deeply, he turned the paper; in its columns, perchance he might
-find consolation.
-
-And upstairs in her room June sat at her open window, where the spring
-wind came, after its revel across the Park, to cool her hot cheeks and
-burn her heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-DRIVE WITH SWITHIN
-
-Two lines of a certain song in a certain famous old school's songbook run
-as follows:
-
-'How the buttons on his blue frock shone, tra-la-la! How he carolled and
-he sang, like a bird!....'
-
-Swithin did not exactly carol and sing like a bird, but he felt almost
-like endeavouring to hum a tune, as he stepped out of Hyde Park
-Mansions, and contemplated his horses drawn up before the door.
-
-The afternoon was as balmy as a day in June, and to complete the simile
-of the old song, he had put on a blue frock-coat, dispensing with an
-overcoat, after sending Adolf down three times to make sure that there
-was not the least suspicion of east in the wind; and the frock-coat was
-buttoned so tightly around his personable form, that, if the buttons did
-not shine, they might pardonably have done so. Majestic on the pavement
-he fitted on a pair of dog-skin gloves; with his large bell-shaped top
-hat, and his great stature and bulk he looked too primeval for a Forsyte.
-His thick white hair, on which Adolf had bestowed a touch of pomatum,
-exhaled the fragrance of opoponax and cigars--the celebrated Swithin
-brand, for which he paid one hundred and forty shillings the hundred, and
-of which old Jolyon had unkindly said, he wouldn't smoke them as a gift;
-they wanted the stomach of a horse!
-
-"Adolf!"
-
-"Sare!"
-
-"The new plaid rug!"
-
-He would never teach that fellow to look smart; and Mrs. Soames he felt
-sure, had an eye!
-
-"The phaeton hood down; I am going--to--drive--a--lady!"
-
-A pretty woman would want to show off her frock; and well--he was going
-to drive a lady! It was like a new beginning to the good old days.
-
-Ages since he had driven a woman! The last time, if he remembered, it
-had been Juley; the poor old soul had been as nervous as a cat the whole
-time, and so put him out of patience that, as he dropped her in the
-Bayswater Road, he had said: "Well I'm d---d if I ever drive you again!"
-And he never had, not he!
-
-Going up to his horses' heads, he examined their bits; not that he knew
-anything about bits--he didn't pay his coachman sixty pounds a year to
-do his work for him, that had never been his principle. Indeed, his
-reputation as a horsey man rested mainly on the fact that once, on Derby
-Day, he had been welshed by some thimble-riggers. But someone at the
-Club, after seeing him drive his greys up to the door--he always drove
-grey horses, you got more style for the money, some thought--had called
-him 'Four-in-hand Forsyte.' The name having reached his ears through that
-fellow Nicholas Treffry, old Jolyon's dead partner, the great driving man
-notorious for more carriage accidents than any man in the
-kingdom--Swithin had ever after conceived it right to act up to it. The
-name had taken his fancy, not because he had ever driven four-in-hand, or
-was ever likely to, but because of something distinguished in the sound.
-Four-in-hand Forsyte! Not bad! Born too soon, Swithin had missed his
-vocation. Coming upon London twenty years later, he could not have
-failed to have become a stockbroker, but at the time when he was obliged
-to select, this great profession had not as yet became the chief glory of
-the upper-middle class. He had literally been forced into land agency.
-
-Once in the driving seat, with the reins handed to him, and blinking over
-his pale old cheeks in the full sunlight, he took a slow look
-round--Adolf was already up behind; the cockaded groom at the horses'
-heads stood ready to let go; everything was prepared for the signal, and
-Swithin gave it. The equipage dashed forward, and before you could say
-Jack Robinson, with a rattle and flourish drew up at Soames' door.
-
-Irene came out at once, and stepped in--he afterward described it at
-Timothy's--"as light as--er--Taglioni, no fuss about it, no wanting this
-or wanting that;" and above all, Swithin dwelt on this, staring at Mrs.
-Septimus in a way that disconcerted her a good deal, "no silly
-nervousness!" To Aunt Hester he portrayed Irene's hat. "Not one of your
-great flopping things, sprawling about, and catching the dust, that women
-are so fond of nowadays, but a neat little--" he made a circular motion
-of his hand, "white veil--capital taste."
-
-"What was it made of?" inquired Aunt Hester, who manifested a languid but
-permanent excitement at any mention of dress.
-
-"Made of?" returned Swithin; "now how should I know?"
-
-He sank into silence so profound that Aunt Hester began to be afraid he
-had fallen into a trance. She did not try to rouse him herself, it not
-being her custom.
-
-'I wish somebody would come,' she thought; 'I don't like the look of
-him!'
-
-But suddenly Swithin returned to life. "Made of" he wheezed out slowly,
-"what should it be made of?"
-
-They had not gone four miles before Swithin received the impression that
-Irene liked driving with him. Her face was so soft behind that white
-veil, and her dark eyes shone so in the spring light, and whenever he
-spoke she raised them to him and smiled.
-
-On Saturday morning Soames had found her at her writing-table with a note
-written to Swithin, putting him off. Why did she want to put him off? he
-asked. She might put her own people off when she liked, he would not
-have her putting off his people!
-
-She had looked at him intently, had torn up the note, and said: "Very
-well!"
-
-And then she began writing another. He took a casual glance presently,
-and saw that it was addressed to Bosinney.
-
-"What are you writing to him about?" he asked.
-
-Irene, looking at him again with that intent look, said quietly:
-"Something he wanted me to do for him!"
-
-"Humph!" said Soames,--"Commissions!"
-
-"You'll have your work cut out if you begin that sort of thing!" He said
-no more.
-
-Swithin opened his eyes at the mention of Robin Hill; it was a long way
-for his horses, and he always dined at half-past seven, before the rush
-at the Club began; the new chef took more trouble with an early dinner--a
-lazy rascal!
-
-He would like to have a look at the house, however. A house appealed to
-any Forsyte, and especially to one who had been an auctioneer. After all
-he said the distance was nothing. When he was a younger man he had had
-rooms at Richmond for many years, kept his carriage and pair there, and
-drove them up and down to business every day of his life.
-
-Four-in-hand Forsyte they called him! His T-cart, his horses had been
-known from Hyde Park Corner to the Star and Garter. The Duke of Z....
-wanted to get hold of them, would have given him double the money, but he
-had kept them; know a good thing when you have it, eh? A look of solemn
-pride came portentously on his shaven square old face, he rolled his head
-in his stand-up collar, like a turkey-cock preening himself.
-
-She was really--a charming woman! He enlarged upon her frock afterwards
-to Aunt Juley, who held up her hands at his way of putting it.
-
-Fitted her like a skin--tight as a drum; that was how he liked 'em, all
-of a piece, none of your daverdy, scarecrow women! He gazed at Mrs.
-Septimus Small, who took after James--long and thin.
-
-"There's style about her," he went on, "fit for a king! And she's so
-quiet with it too!"
-
-"She seems to have made quite a conquest of you, any way," drawled Aunt
-Hester from her corner.
-
-Swithin heard extremely well when anybody attacked him.
-
-"What's that?" he said. "I know a--pretty--woman when I see one, and all
-I can say is, I don't see the young man about that's fit for her; but
-perhaps--you--do, come, perhaps--you-do!"
-
-"Oh?" murmured Aunt Hester, "ask Juley!"
-
-Long before they reached Robin Hill, however, the unaccustomed airing had
-made him terribly sleepy; he drove with his eyes closed, a life-time of
-deportment alone keeping his tall and bulky form from falling askew.
-
-Bosinney, who was watching, came out to meet them, and all three entered
-the house together; Swithin in front making play with a stout
-gold-mounted Malacca cane, put into his hand by Adolf, for his knees were
-feeling the effects of their long stay in the same position. He had
-assumed his fur coat, to guard against the draughts of the unfinished
-house.
-
-The staircase--he said--was handsome! the baronial style! They would
-want some statuary about! He came to a standstill between the columns of
-the doorway into the inner court, and held out his cane inquiringly.
-
-What was this to be--this vestibule, or whatever they called it? But
-gazing at the skylight, inspiration came to him.
-
-"Ah! the billiard-room!"
-
-When told it was to be a tiled court with plants in the centre, he turned
-to Irene:
-
-"Waste this on plants? You take my advice and have a billiard table
-here!"
-
-Irene smiled. She had lifted her veil, banding it like a nun's coif
-across her forehead, and the smile of her dark eyes below this seemed to
-Swithin more charming than ever. He nodded. She would take his advice
-he saw.
-
-He had little to say of the drawing or dining-rooms, which he described
-as "spacious"; but fell into such raptures as he permitted to a man of
-his dignity, in the wine-cellar, to which he descended by stone steps,
-Bosinney going first with a light.
-
-"You'll have room here," he said, "for six or seven hundred dozen--a very
-pooty little cellar!"
-
-Bosinney having expressed the wish to show them the house from the copse
-below, Swithin came to a stop.
-
-"There's a fine view from here," he remarked; "you haven't such a thing
-as a chair?"
-
-A chair was brought him from Bosinney's tent.
-
-"You go down," he said blandly; "you two! I'll sit here and look at the
-view."
-
-He sat down by the oak tree, in the sun; square and upright, with one
-hand stretched out, resting on the nob of his cane, the other planted on
-his knee; his fur coat thrown open, his hat, roofing with its flat top
-the pale square of his face; his stare, very blank, fixed on the
-landscape.
-
-He nodded to them as they went off down through the fields. He was,
-indeed, not sorry to be left thus for a quiet moment of reflection. The
-air was balmy, not too much heat in the sun; the prospect a fine one, a
-remarka.... His head fell a little to one side; he jerked it up and
-thought: Odd! He--ah! They were waving to him from the bottom! He put
-up his hand, and moved it more than once. They were active--the prospect
-was remar.... His head fell to the left, he jerked it up at once; it fell
-to the right. It remained there; he was asleep.
-
-And asleep, a sentinel on the--top of the rise, he appeared to rule over
-this prospect--remarkable--like some image blocked out by the special
-artist, of primeval Forsytes in pagan days, to record the domination of
-mind over matter!
-
-And all the unnumbered generations of his yeoman ancestors, wont of a
-Sunday to stand akimbo surveying their little plots of land, their grey
-unmoving eyes hiding their instinct with its hidden roots of violence,
-their instinct for possession to the exclusion of all the world--all
-these unnumbered generations seemed to sit there with him on the top of
-the rise.
-
-But from him, thus slumbering, his jealous Forsyte spirit travelled far,
-into God-knows-what jungle of fancies; with those two young people, to
-see what they were doing down there in the copse--in the copse where the
-spring was running riot with the scent of sap and bursting buds, the song
-of birds innumerable, a carpet of bluebells and sweet growing things, and
-the sun caught like gold in the tops of the trees; to see what they were
-doing, walking along there so close together on the path that was too
-narrow; walking along there so close that they were always touching; to
-watch Irene's eyes, like dark thieves, stealing the heart out of the
-spring. And a great unseen chaperon, his spirit was there, stopping with
-them to look at the little furry corpse of a mole, not dead an hour, with
-his mushroom-and-silver coat untouched by the rain or dew; watching over
-Irene's bent head, and the soft look of her pitying eyes; and over that
-young man's head, gazing at her so hard, so strangely. Walking on with
-them, too, across the open space where a wood-cutter had been at work,
-where the bluebells were trampled down, and a trunk had swayed and
-staggered down from its gashed stump. Climbing it with them, over, and
-on to the very edge of the copse, whence there stretched an undiscovered
-country, from far away in which came the sounds, 'Cuckoo-cuckoo!'
-
-Silent, standing with them there, and uneasy at their silence! Very
-queer, very strange!
-
-Then back again, as though guilty, through the wood--back to the cutting,
-still silent, amongst the songs of birds that never ceased, and the wild
-scent--hum! what was it--like that herb they put in--back to the log
-across the path....
-
-And then unseen, uneasy, flapping above them, trying to make noises, his
-Forsyte spirit watched her balanced on the log, her pretty figure
-swaying, smiling down at that young man gazing up with such strange,
-shining eyes, slipping now--a--ah! falling, o--oh! sliding--down his
-breast; her soft, warm body clutched, her head bent back from his lips;
-his kiss; her recoil; his cry: "You must know--I love you!" Must
-know--indeed, a pretty...? Love! Hah!
-
-Swithin awoke; virtue had gone out of him. He had a taste in his mouth.
-Where was he?
-
-Damme! He had been asleep!
-
-He had dreamed something about a new soup, with a taste of mint in it.
-
-Those young people--where had they got to? His left leg had pins and
-needles.
-
-"Adolf!" The rascal was not there; the rascal was asleep somewhere.
-
-He stood up, tall, square, bulky in his fur, looking anxiously down over
-the fields, and presently he saw them coming.
-
-Irene was in front; that young fellow--what had they nicknamed him--'The
-Buccaneer?' looked precious hangdog there behind her; had got a flea in
-his ear, he shouldn't wonder. Serve him right, taking her down all that
-way to look at the house! The proper place to look at a house from was
-the lawn.
-
-They saw him. He extended his arm, and moved it spasmodically to
-encourage them. But they had stopped. What were they standing there
-for, talking--talking? They came on again. She had been, giving him a
-rub, he had not the least doubt of it, and no wonder, over a house like
-that--a great ugly thing, not the sort of house he was accustomed to.
-
-He looked intently at their faces, with his pale, immovable stare. That
-young man looked very queer!
-
-"You'll never make anything of this!" he said tartly, pointing at the
-mansion;--"too newfangled!"
-
-Bosinney gazed at him as though he had not heard; and Swithin afterwards
-described him to Aunt Hester as "an extravagant sort of fellow very odd
-way of looking at you--a bumpy beggar!"
-
-What gave rise to this sudden piece of psychology he did not state;
-possibly Bosinney's, prominent forehead and cheekbones and chin, or
-something hungry in his face, which quarrelled with Swithin's conception
-of the calm satiety that should characterize the perfect gentleman.
-
-He brightened up at the mention of tea. He had a contempt for tea--his
-brother Jolyon had been in tea; made a lot of money by it--but he was so
-thirsty, and had such a taste in his mouth, that he was prepared to drink
-anything. He longed to inform Irene of the taste in his mouth--she was
-so sympathetic--but it would not be a distinguished thing to do; he
-rolled his tongue round, and faintly smacked it against his palate.
-
-In a far corner of the tent Adolf was bending his cat-like moustaches
-over a kettle. He left it at once to draw the cork of a pint-bottle of
-champagne. Swithin smiled, and, nodding at Bosinney, said: "Why, you're
-quite a Monte Cristo!" This celebrated novel--one of the half-dozen he
-had read--had produced an extraordinary impression on his mind.
-
-Taking his glass from the table, he held it away from him to scrutinize
-the colour; thirsty as he was, it was not likely that he was going to
-drink trash! Then, placing it to his lips, he took a sip.
-
-"A very nice wine," he said at last, passing it before his nose; "not the
-equal of my Heidsieck!"
-
-It was at this moment that the idea came to him which he afterwards
-imparted at Timothy's in this nutshell: "I shouldn't wonder a bit if that
-architect chap were sweet upon Mrs. Soames!"
-
-And from this moment his pale, round eyes never ceased to bulge with the
-interest of his discovery.
-
-"The fellow," he said to Mrs. Septimus, "follows her about with his eyes
-like a dog--the bumpy beggar! I don't wonder at it--she's a very
-charming woman, and, I should say, the pink of discretion!" A vague
-consciousness of perfume caging about Irene, like that from a flower with
-half-closed petals and a passionate heart, moved him to the creation of
-this image. "But I wasn't sure of it," he said, "till I saw him pick up
-her handkerchief."
-
-Mrs. Small's eyes boiled with excitement.
-
-"And did he give it her back?" she asked.
-
-"Give it back?" said Swithin: "I saw him slobber on it when he thought I
-wasn't looking!"
-
-Mrs. Small gasped--too interested to speak.
-
-"But she gave him no encouragement," went on Swithin; he stopped, and
-stared for a minute or two in the way that alarmed Aunt Hester so--he had
-suddenly recollected that, as they were starting back in the phaeton, she
-had given Bosinney her hand a second time, and let it stay there too....
-He had touched his horses smartly with the whip, anxious to get her all
-to himself. But she had looked back, and she had not answered his first
-question; neither had he been able to see her face--she had kept it
-hanging down.
-
-There is somewhere a picture, which Swithin has not seen, of a man
-sitting on a rock, and by him, immersed in the still, green water, a
-sea-nymph lying on her back, with her hand on her naked breast. She has
-a half-smile on her face--a smile of hopeless surrender and of secret
-joy.
-
-Seated by Swithin's side, Irene may have been smiling like that.
-
-When, warmed by champagne, he had her all to himself, he unbosomed
-himself of his wrongs; of his smothered resentment against the new chef
-at the club; his worry over the house in Wigmore Street, where the
-rascally tenant had gone bankrupt through helping his brother-in-law as
-if charity did not begin at home; of his deafness, too, and that pain he
-sometimes got in his right side. She listened, her eyes swimming under
-their lids. He thought she was thinking deeply of his troubles, and
-pitied himself terribly. Yet in his fur coat, with frogs across the
-breast, his top hat aslant, driving this beautiful woman, he had never
-felt more distinguished.
-
-A coster, however, taking his girl for a Sunday airing, seemed to have
-the same impression about himself. This person had flogged his donkey
-into a gallop alongside, and sat, upright as a waxwork, in his shallopy
-chariot, his chin settled pompously on a red handkerchief, like Swithin's
-on his full cravat; while his girl, with the ends of a fly-blown boa
-floating out behind, aped a woman of fashion. Her swain moved a stick
-with a ragged bit of string dangling from the end, reproducing with
-strange fidelity the circular flourish of Swithin's whip, and rolled his
-head at his lady with a leer that had a weird likeness to Swithin's
-primeval stare.
-
-Though for a time unconscious of the lowly ruffian's presence, Swithin
-presently took it into his head that he was being guyed. He laid his
-whip-lash across the mares flank. The two chariots, however, by some
-unfortunate fatality continued abreast. Swithin's yellow, puffy face grew
-red; he raised his whip to lash the costermonger, but was saved from so
-far forgetting his dignity by a special intervention of Providence. A
-carriage driving out through a gate forced phaeton and donkey-cart into
-proximity; the wheels grated, the lighter vehicle skidded, and was
-overturned.
-
-Swithin did not look round. On no account would he have pulled up to
-help the ruffian. Serve him right if he had broken his neck!
-
-But he could not if he would. The greys had taken alarm. The phaeton
-swung from side to side, and people raised frightened faces as they went
-dashing past. Swithin's great arms, stretched at full length, tugged at
-the reins. His cheeks were puffed, his lips compressed, his swollen face
-was of a dull, angry red.
-
-Irene had her hand on the rail, and at every lurch she gripped it
-tightly. Swithin heard her ask:
-
-"Are we going to have an accident, Uncle Swithin?"
-
-He gasped out between his pants: "It's nothing; a--little fresh!"
-
-"I've never been in an accident."
-
-"Don't you move!" He took a look at her. She was smiling, perfectly
-calm. "Sit still," he repeated. "Never fear, I'll get you home!"
-
-And in the midst of all his terrible efforts, he was surprised to hear
-her answer in a voice not like her own:
-
-"I don't care if I never get home!"
-
-The carriage giving a terrific lurch, Swithin's exclamation was jerked
-back into his throat. The horses, winded by the rise of a hill, now
-steadied to a trot, and finally stopped of their own accord.
-
-"When"--Swithin described it at Timothy's--"I pulled 'em up, there she
-was as cool as myself. God bless my soul! she behaved as if she didn't
-care whether she broke her neck or not! What was it she said: 'I don't
-care if I never get home?" Leaning over the handle of his cane, he
-wheezed out, to Mrs. Small's terror: "And I'm not altogether surprised,
-with a finickin' feller like young Soames for a husband!"
-
-It did not occur to him to wonder what Bosinney had done after they had
-left him there alone; whether he had gone wandering about like the dog to
-which Swithin had compared him; wandering down to that copse where the
-spring was still in riot, the cuckoo still calling from afar; gone down
-there with her handkerchief pressed to lips, its fragrance mingling with
-the scent of mint and thyme. Gone down there with such a wild, exquisite
-pain in his heart that he could have cried out among the trees. Or what,
-indeed, the fellow had done. In fact, till he came to Timothy's, Swithin
-had forgotten all about him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-JAMES GOES TO SEE FOR HIMSELF
-
-Those ignorant of Forsyte 'Change would not, perhaps, foresee all the
-stir made by Irene's visit to the house.
-
-After Swithin had related at Timothy's the full story of his memorable
-drive, the same, with the least suspicion of curiosity, the merest touch
-of malice, and a real desire to do good, was passed on to June.
-
-"And what a dreadful thing to say, my dear!" ended Aunt Juley; "that
-about not going home. What did she mean?"
-
-It was a strange recital for the girl. She heard it flushing painfully,
-and, suddenly, with a curt handshake, took her departure.
-
-"Almost rude!" Mrs. Small said to Aunt Hester, when June was gone.
-
-The proper construction was put on her reception of the news. She was
-upset. Something was therefore very wrong. Odd! She and Irene had been
-such friends!
-
-It all tallied too well with whispers and hints that had been going about
-for some time past. Recollections of Euphemia's account of the visit to
-the theatre--Mr. Bosinney always at Soames's? Oh, indeed! Yes, of
-course, he would be about the house! Nothing open. Only upon the
-greatest, the most important provocation was it necessary to say anything
-open on Forsyte 'Change. This machine was too nicely adjusted; a hint,
-the merest trifling expression of regret or doubt, sufficed to set the
-family soul so sympathetic--vibrating. No one desired that harm should
-come of these vibrations--far from it; they were set in motion with the
-best intentions, with the feeling, that each member of the family had a
-stake in the family soul.
-
-And much kindness lay at the bottom of the gossip; it would frequently
-result in visits of condolence being made, in accordance with the customs
-of Society, thereby conferring a real benefit upon the sufferers, and
-affording consolation to the sound, who felt pleasantly that someone at
-all events was suffering from that from which they themselves were not
-suffering. In fact, it was simply a desire to keep things well-aired,
-the desire which animates the Public Press, that brought James, for
-instance, into communication with Mrs. Septimus, Mrs. Septimus, with the
-little Nicholases, the little Nicholases with who-knows-whom, and so on.
-That great class to which they had risen, and now belonged, demanded a
-certain candour, a still more certain reticence. This combination
-guaranteed their membership.
-
-Many of the younger Forsytes felt, very naturally, and would openly
-declare, that they did not want their affairs pried into; but so powerful
-was the invisible, magnetic current of family gossip, that for the life
-of them they could not help knowing all about everything. It was felt to
-be hopeless.
-
-One of them (young Roger) had made an heroic attempt to free the rising
-generation, by speaking of Timothy as an 'old cat.' The effort had justly
-recoiled upon himself; the words, coming round in the most delicate way
-to Aunt Juley's ears, were repeated by her in a shocked voice to Mrs.
-Roger, whence they returned again to young Roger.
-
-And, after all, it was only the wrong-doers who suffered; as, for
-instance, George, when he lost all that money playing billiards; or young
-Roger himself, when he was so dreadfully near to marrying the girl to
-whom, it was whispered, he was already married by the laws of Nature; or
-again Irene, who was thought, rather than said, to be in danger.
-
-All this was not only pleasant but salutary. And it made so many hours
-go lightly at Timothy's in the Bayswater Road; so many hours that must
-otherwise have been sterile and heavy to those three who lived there; and
-Timothy's was but one of hundreds of such homes in this City of
-London--the homes of neutral persons of the secure classes, who are out
-of the battle themselves, and must find their reason for existing, in the
-battles of others.
-
-But for the sweetness of family gossip, it must indeed have been lonely
-there. Rumours and tales, reports, surmises--were they not the children
-of the house, as dear and precious as the prattling babes the brother and
-sisters had missed in their own journey? To talk about them was as near
-as they could get to the possession of all those children and
-grandchildren, after whom their soft hearts yearned. For though it is
-doubtful whether Timothy's heart yearned, it is indubitable that at the
-arrival of each fresh Forsyte child he was quite upset.
-
-Useless for young Roger to say, "Old cat!" for Euphemia to hold up her
-hands and cry: "Oh! those three!" and break into her silent laugh with
-the squeak at the end. Useless, and not too kind.
-
-The situation which at this stage might seem, and especially to Forsyte
-eyes, strange--not to say 'impossible'--was, in view of certain facts,
-not so strange after all. Some things had been lost sight of. And
-first, in the security bred of many harmless marriages, it had been
-forgotten that Love is no hot-house flower, but a wild plant, born of a
-wet night, born of an hour of sunshine; sprung from wild seed, blown
-along the road by a wild wind. A wild plant that, when it blooms by
-chance within the hedge of our gardens, we call a flower; and when it
-blooms outside we call a weed; but, flower or weed, whose scent and
-colour are always, wild! And further--the facts and figures of their
-own lives being against the perception of this truth--it was not
-generally recognised by Forsytes that, where, this wild plant springs,
-men and women are but moths around the pale, flame-like blossom.
-
-It was long since young Jolyon's escapade--there was danger of a
-tradition again arising that people in their position never cross the
-hedge to pluck that flower; that one could reckon on having love, like
-measles, once in due season, and getting over it comfortably for all
-time--as with measles, on a soothing mixture of butter and honey--in the
-arms of wedlock.
-
-Of all those whom this strange rumour about Bosinney and Mrs. Soames
-reached, James was the most affected. He had long forgotten how he had
-hovered, lanky and pale, in side whiskers of chestnut hue, round Emily,
-in the days of his own courtship. He had long forgotten the small house
-in the purlieus of Mayfair, where he had spent the early days of his
-married life, or rather, he had long forgotten the early days, not the
-small house,--a Forsyte never forgot a house--he had afterwards sold it
-at a clear profit of four hundred pounds.
-
-He had long forgotten those days, with their hopes and fears and doubts
-about the prudence of the match (for Emily, though pretty, had nothing,
-and he himself at that time was making a bare thousand a year), and that
-strange, irresistible attraction which had drawn him on, till he felt he
-must die if he could not marry the girl with the fair hair, looped so
-neatly back, the fair arms emerging from a skin-tight bodice, the fair
-form decorously shielded by a cage of really stupendous circumference.
-
-James had passed through the fire, but he had passed also through the
-river of years which washes out the fire; he had experienced the saddest
-experience of all--forgetfulness of what it was like to be in love.
-
-Forgotten! Forgotten so long, that he had forgotten even that he had
-forgotten.
-
-And now this rumour had come upon him, this rumour about his son's wife;
-very vague, a shadow dodging among the palpable, straightforward
-appearances of things, unreal, unintelligible as a ghost, but carrying
-with it, like a ghost, inexplicable terror.
-
-He tried to bring it home to his mind, but it was no more use than trying
-to apply to himself one of those tragedies he read of daily in his
-evening paper. He simply could not. There could be nothing in it. It
-was all their nonsense. She didn't get on with Soames as well as she
-might, but she was a good little thing--a good little thing!
-
-Like the not inconsiderable majority of men, James relished a nice little
-bit of scandal, and would say, in a matter-of-fact tone, licking his
-lips, "Yes, yes--she and young Dyson; they tell me they're living at
-Monte Carlo!"
-
-But the significance of an affair of this sort--of its past, its present,
-or its future--had never struck him. What it meant, what torture and
-raptures had gone to its construction, what slow, overmastering fate had
-lurked within the facts, very naked, sometimes sordid, but generally
-spicy, presented to his gaze. He was not in the habit of blaming,
-praising, drawing deductions, or generalizing at all about such things;
-he simply listened rather greedily, and repeated what he was told,
-finding considerable benefit from the practice, as from the consumption
-of a sherry and bitters before a meal.
-
-Now, however, that such a thing--or rather the rumour, the breath of
-it--had come near him personally, he felt as in a fog, which filled his
-mouth full of a bad, thick flavour, and made it difficult to draw breath.
-
-A scandal! A possible scandal!
-
-To repeat this word to himself thus was the only way in which he could
-focus or make it thinkable. He had forgotten the sensations necessary
-for understanding the progress, fate, or meaning of any such business; he
-simply could no longer grasp the possibilities of people running any risk
-for the sake of passion.
-
-Amongst all those persons of his acquaintance, who went into the City day
-after day and did their business there, whatever it was, and in their
-leisure moments bought shares, and houses, and ate dinners, and played
-games, as he was told, it would have seemed to him ridiculous to suppose
-that there were any who would run risks for the sake of anything so
-recondite, so figurative, as passion.
-
-Passion! He seemed, indeed, to have heard of it, and rules such as 'A
-young man and a young woman ought never to be trusted together' were
-fixed in his mind as the parallels of latitude are fixed on a map (for
-all Forsytes, when it comes to 'bed-rock' matters of fact, have quite a
-fine taste in realism); but as to anything else--well, he could only
-appreciate it at all through the catch-word 'scandal.'
-
-Ah! but there was no truth in it--could not be. He was not afraid; she
-was really a good little thing. But there it was when you got a thing
-like that into your mind. And James was of a nervous temperament--one of
-those men whom things will not leave alone, who suffer tortures from
-anticipation and indecision. For fear of letting something slip that he
-might otherwise secure, he was physically unable to make up his mind
-until absolutely certain that, by not making it up, he would suffer loss.
-
-In life, however, there were many occasions when the business of making
-up his mind did not even rest with himself, and this was one of them.
-
-What could he do? Talk it over with Soames? That would only make
-matters worse. And, after all, there was nothing in it, he felt sure.
-
-It was all that house. He had mistrusted the idea from the first. What
-did Soames want to go into the country for? And, if he must go spending
-a lot of money building himself a house, why not have a first-rate man,
-instead of this young Bosinney, whom nobody knew anything about? He had
-told them how it would be. And he had heard that the house was costing
-Soames a pretty penny beyond what he had reckoned on spending.
-
-This fact, more than any other, brought home to James the real danger of
-the situation. It was always like this with these 'artistic' chaps; a
-sensible man should have nothing to say to them. He had warned Irene,
-too. And see what had come of it!
-
-And it suddenly sprang into James's mind that he ought to go and see for
-himself. In the midst of that fog of uneasiness in which his mind was
-enveloped the notion that he could go and look at the house afforded him
-inexplicable satisfaction. It may have been simply the decision to do
-something--more possibly the fact that he was going to look at a
-house--that gave him relief. He felt that in staring at an edifice of
-bricks and mortar, of wood and stone, built by the suspected man himself,
-he would be looking into the heart of that rumour about Irene.
-
-Without saying a word, therefore, to anyone, he took a hansom to the
-station and proceeded by train to Robin Hill; thence--there being no
-'flies,' in accordance with the custom of the neighbourhood--he found
-himself obliged to walk.
-
-He started slowly up the hill, his angular knees and high shoulders bent
-complainingly, his eyes fixed on his feet, yet, neat for all that, in his
-high hat and his frock-coat, on which was the speckless gloss imparted by
-perfect superintendence. Emily saw to that; that is, she did not, of
-course, see to it--people of good position not seeing to each other's
-buttons, and Emily was of good position--but she saw that the butler saw
-to it.
-
-He had to ask his way three times; on each occasion he repeated the
-directions given him, got the man to repeat them, then repeated them a
-second time, for he was naturally of a talkative disposition, and one
-could not be too careful in a new neighbourhood.
-
-He kept assuring them that it was a new house he was looking for; it was
-only, however, when he was shown the roof through the trees that he could
-feel really satisfied that he had not been directed entirely wrong.
-
-A heavy sky seemed to cover the world with the grey whiteness of a
-whitewashed ceiling. There was no freshness or fragrance in the air. On
-such a day even British workmen scarcely cared to do more then they were
-obliged, and moved about their business without the drone of talk which
-whiles away the pangs of labour.
-
-Through spaces of the unfinished house, shirt-sleeved figures worked
-slowly, and sounds arose--spasmodic knockings, the scraping of metal, the
-sawing of wood, with the rumble of wheelbarrows along boards; now and
-again the foreman's dog, tethered by a string to an oaken beam, whimpered
-feebly, with a sound like the singing of a kettle.
-
-The fresh-fitted window-panes, daubed each with a white patch in the
-centre, stared out at James like the eyes of a blind dog.
-
-And the building chorus went on, strident and mirthless under the
-grey-white sky. But the thrushes, hunting amongst the fresh-turned earth
-for worms, were silent quite.
-
-James picked his way among the heaps of gravel--the drive was being
-laid--till he came opposite the porch. Here he stopped and raised his
-eyes. There was but little to see from this point of view, and that
-little he took in at once; but he stayed in this position many minutes,
-and who shall know of what he thought.
-
-His china-blue eyes under white eyebrows that jutted out in little horns,
-never stirred; the long upper lip of his wide mouth, between the fine
-white whiskers, twitched once or twice; it was easy to see from that
-anxious rapt expression, whence Soames derived the handicapped look which
-sometimes came upon his face. James might have been saying to himself:
-'I don't know--life's a tough job.'
-
-In this position Bosinney surprised him.
-
-James brought his eyes down from whatever bird's-nest they had been
-looking for in the sky to Bosinney's face, on which was a kind of
-humorous scorn.
-
-"How do you do, Mr. Forsyte? Come down to see for yourself?"
-
-It was exactly what James, as we know, had come for, and he was made
-correspondingly uneasy. He held out his hand, however, saying:
-
-"How are you?" without looking at Bosinney.
-
-The latter made way for him with an ironical smile.
-
-James scented something suspicious in this courtesy. "I should like to
-walk round the outside first," he said, "and see what you've been doing!"
-
-A flagged terrace of rounded stones with a list of two or three inches to
-port had been laid round the south-east and south-west sides of the
-house, and ran with a bevelled edge into mould, which was in preparation
-for being turfed; along this terrace James led the way.
-
-"Now what did this cost?" he asked, when he saw the terrace extending
-round the corner.
-
-"What should you think?" inquired Bosinney.
-
-"How should I know?" replied James somewhat nonplussed; "two or three
-hundred, I dare say!"
-
-"The exact sum!"
-
-James gave him a sharp look, but the architect appeared unconscious, and
-he put the answer down to mishearing.
-
-On arriving at the garden entrance, he stopped to look at the view.
-
-"That ought to come down," he said, pointing to the oak-tree.
-
-"You think so? You think that with the tree there you don't get enough
-view for your money."
-
-Again James eyed him suspiciously--this young man had a peculiar way of
-putting things: "Well!" he said, with a perplexed, nervous, emphasis, "I
-don't see what you want with a tree."
-
-"It shall come down to-morrow," said Bosinney.
-
-James was alarmed. "Oh," he said, "don't go saying I said it was to come
-down! I know nothing about it!"
-
-"No?"
-
-James went on in a fluster: "Why, what should I know about it? It's
-nothing to do with me! You do it on your own responsibility."
-
-"You'll allow me to mention your name?"
-
-James grew more and more alarmed: "I don't know what you want mentioning
-my name for," he muttered; "you'd better leave the tree alone. It's not
-your tree!"
-
-He took out a silk handkerchief and wiped his brow. They entered the
-house. Like Swithin, James was impressed by the inner court-yard.
-
-"You must have spent a douce of a lot of money here," he said, after
-staring at the columns and gallery for some time. "Now, what did it cost
-to put up those columns?"
-
-"I can't tell you off-hand," thoughtfully answered Bosinney, "but I know
-it was a deuce of a lot!"
-
-"I should think so," said James. "I should...." He caught the
-architect's eye, and broke off. And now, whenever he came to anything of
-which he desired to know the cost, he stifled that curiosity.
-
-Bosinney appeared determined that he should see everything, and had not
-James been of too 'noticing' a nature, he would certainly have found
-himself going round the house a second time. He seemed so anxious to be
-asked questions, too, that James felt he must be on his guard. He began
-to suffer from his exertions, for, though wiry enough for a man of his
-long build, he was seventy-five years old.
-
-He grew discouraged; he seemed no nearer to anything, had not obtained
-from his inspection any of the knowledge he had vaguely hoped for. He
-had merely increased his dislike and mistrust of this young man, who had
-tired him out with his politeness, and in whose manner he now certainly
-detected mockery.
-
-The fellow was sharper than he had thought, and better-looking than he
-had hoped. He had a--a 'don't care' appearance that James, to whom risk
-was the most intolerable thing in life, did not appreciate; a peculiar
-smile, too, coming when least expected; and very queer eyes. He reminded
-James, as he said afterwards, of a hungry cat. This was as near as he
-could get, in conversation with Emily, to a description of the peculiar
-exasperation, velvetiness, and mockery, of which Bosinney's manner had
-been composed.
-
-At last, having seen all that was to be seen, he came out again at the
-door where he had gone in; and now, feeling that he was wasting time and
-strength and money, all for nothing, he took the courage of a Forsyte in
-both hands, and, looking sharply at Bosinney, said:
-
-"I dare say you see a good deal of my daughter-in-law; now, what does she
-think of the house? But she hasn't seen it, I suppose?"
-
-This he said, knowing all about Irene's visit not, of course, that there
-was anything in the visit, except that extraordinary remark she had made
-about 'not caring to get home'--and the story of how June had taken the
-news!
-
-He had determined, by this way of putting the question, to give Bosinney
-a chance, as he said to himself.
-
-The latter was long in answering, but kept his eyes with uncomfortable
-steadiness on James.
-
-"She has seen the house, but I can't tell you what she thinks of it."
-
-Nervous and baffled, James was constitutionally prevented from letting
-the matter drop.
-
-"Oh!" he said, "she has seen it? Soames brought her down, I suppose?"
-
-Bosinney smilingly replied: "Oh, no!"
-
-"What, did she come down alone?"
-
-"Oh, no!"
-
-"Then--who brought her?"
-
-"I really don't know whether I ought to tell you who brought her."
-
-To James, who knew that it was Swithin, this answer appeared
-incomprehensible.
-
-"Why!" he stammered, "you know that...." but he stopped, suddenly
-perceiving his danger.
-
-"Well," he said, "if you don't want to tell me I suppose you won't!
-Nobody tells me anything."
-
-Somewhat to his surprise Bosinney asked him a question.
-
-"By the by," he said, "could you tell me if there are likely to be any
-more of you coming down? I should like to be on the spot!"
-
-"Any more?" said James bewildered, "who should there be more? I don't
-know of any more. Good-bye?"
-
-Looking at the ground he held out his hand, crossed the palm of it with
-Bosinney's, and taking his umbrella just above the silk, walked away
-along the terrace.
-
-Before he turned the corner he glanced back, and saw Bosinney following
-him slowly--'slinking along the wall' as he put it to himself, 'like a
-great cat.' He paid no attention when the young fellow raised his hat.
-
-Outside the drive, and out of sight, he slackened his pace still more.
-Very slowly, more bent than when he came, lean, hungry, and disheartened,
-he made his way back to the station.
-
-The Buccaneer, watching him go so sadly home, felt sorry perhaps for his
-behaviour to the old man.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-SOAMES AND BOSINNEY CORRESPOND
-
-James said nothing to his son of this visit to the house; but, having
-occasion to go to Timothy's on morning on a matter connected with a
-drainage scheme which was being forced by the sanitary authorities on his
-brother, he mentioned it there.
-
-It was not, he said, a bad house. He could see that a good deal could be
-made of it. The fellow was clever in his way, though what it was going
-to cost Soames before it was done with he didn't know.
-
-Euphemia Forsyte, who happened to be in the room--she had come round to
-borrow the Rev. Mr. Scoles' last novel, 'Passion and Paregoric', which
-was having such a vogue--chimed in.
-
-"I saw Irene yesterday at the Stores; she and Mr. Bosinney were having a
-nice little chat in the Groceries."
-
-It was thus, simply, that she recorded a scene which had really made a
-deep and complicated impression on her. She had been hurrying to the
-silk department of the Church and Commercial Stores--that Institution
-than which, with its admirable system, admitting only guaranteed persons
-on a basis of payment before delivery, no emporium can be more highly
-recommended to Forsytes--to match a piece of prunella silk for her
-mother, who was waiting in the carriage outside.
-
-Passing through the Groceries her eye was unpleasantly attracted by the
-back view of a very beautiful figure. It was so charmingly proportioned,
-so balanced, and so well clothed, that Euphemia's instinctive propriety
-was at once alarmed; such figures, she knew, by intuition rather than
-experience, were rarely connected with virtue--certainly never in her
-mind, for her own back was somewhat difficult to fit.
-
-Her suspicions were fortunately confirmed. A young man coming from the
-Drugs had snatched off his hat, and was accosting the lady with the
-unknown back.
-
-It was then that she saw with whom she had to deal; the lady was
-undoubtedly Mrs. Soames, the young man Mr. Bosinney. Concealing herself
-rapidly over the purchase of a box of Tunisian dates, for she was
-impatient of awkwardly meeting people with parcels in her hands, and at
-the busy time of the morning, she was quite unintentionally an interested
-observer of their little interview.
-
-Mrs. Soames, usually somewhat pale, had a delightful colour in her
-cheeks; and Mr. Bosinney's manner was strange, though attractive (she
-thought him rather a distinguished-looking man, and George's name for
-him, 'The Buccaneer'--about which there was something romantic--quite
-charming). He seemed to be pleading. Indeed, they talked so
-earnestly--or, rather, he talked so earnestly, for Mrs. Soames did not
-say much--that they caused, inconsiderately, an eddy in the traffic. One
-nice old General, going towards Cigars, was obliged to step quite out of
-the way, and chancing to look up and see Mrs. Soames' face, he actually
-took off his hat, the old fool! So like a man!
-
-But it was Mrs. Soames' eyes that worried Euphemia. She never once
-looked at Mr. Bosinney until he moved on, and then she looked after him.
-And, oh, that look!
-
-On that look Euphemia had spent much anxious thought. It is not too much
-to say that it had hurt her with its dark, lingering softness, for all
-the world as though the woman wanted to drag him back, and unsay
-something she had been saying.
-
-Ah, well, she had had no time to go deeply into the matter just then,
-with that prunella silk on her hands; but she was 'very intriguee'--very!
-She had just nodded to Mrs. Soames, to show her that she had seen; and,
-as she confided, in talking it over afterwards, to her chum Francie
-(Roger's daughter), "Didn't she look caught out just? ...."
-
-James, most averse at the first blush to accepting any news confirmatory
-of his own poignant suspicions, took her up at once.
-
-"Oh" he said, "they'd be after wall-papers no doubt."
-
-Euphemia smiled. "In the Groceries?" she said softly; and, taking
-'Passion and Paregoric' from the table, added: "And so you'll lend me
-this, dear Auntie? Good-bye!" and went away.
-
-James left almost immediately after; he was late as it was.
-
-When he reached the office of Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte, he found
-Soames, sitting in his revolving, chair, drawing up a defence. The
-latter greeted his father with a curt good-morning, and, taking an
-envelope from his pocket, said:
-
-"It may interest you to look through this."
-
-James read as follows:
-
-309D, SLOANE STREET, May 15.
-'DEAR FORSYTE,
-
-'The construction of your house being now completed, my duties as
-architect have come to an end. If I am to go on with the business of
-decoration, which at your request I undertook, I should like you to
-clearly understand that I must have a free hand.
-
-'You never come down without suggesting something that goes counter to my
-scheme. I have here three letters from you, each of which recommends an
-article I should never dream of putting in. I had your father here
-yesterday afternoon, who made further valuable suggestions.
-
-'Please make up your mind, therefore, whether you want me to decorate for
-you, or to retire which on the whole I should prefer to do.
-
-'But understand that, if I decorate, I decorate alone, without
-interference of any sort.
-
-If I do the thing, I will do it thoroughly, but I must have a free hand.
-
-'Yours truly,
-'PHILIP BOSINNEY.'
-
-The exact and immediate cause of this letter cannot, of course, be told,
-though it is not improbable that Bosinney may have been moved by some
-sudden revolt against his position towards Soames--that eternal position
-of Art towards Property--which is so admirably summed up, on the back of
-the most indispensable of modern appliances, in a sentence comparable to
-the very finest in Tacitus:
-
-THOS. T. SORROW, Inventor. BERT M. PADLAND, Proprietor.
-
-"What are you going to say to him?" James asked.
-
-Soames did not even turn his head. "I haven't made up my mind," he said,
-and went on with his defence.
-
-A client of his, having put some buildings on a piece of ground that did
-not belong to him, had been suddenly and most irritatingly warned to take
-them off again. After carefully going into the facts, however, Soames
-had seen his way to advise that his client had what was known as a title
-by possession, and that, though undoubtedly the ground did not belong to
-him, he was entitled to keep it, and had better do so; and he was now
-following up this advice by taking steps to--as the sailors say--'make
-it so.'
-
-He had a distinct reputation for sound advice; people saying of him: "Go
-to young Forsyte--a long-headed fellow!" and he prized this reputation
-highly.
-
-His natural taciturnity was in his favour; nothing could be more
-calculated to give people, especially people with property (Soames had no
-other clients), the impression that he was a safe man. And he was safe.
-Tradition, habit, education, inherited aptitude, native caution, all
-joined to form a solid professional honesty, superior to temptation--from
-the very fact that it was built on an innate avoidance of risk. How
-could he fall, when his soul abhorred circumstances which render a fall
-possible--a man cannot fall off the floor!
-
-And those countless Forsytes, who, in the course of innumerable
-transactions concerned with property of all sorts (from wives to water
-rights), had occasion for the services of a safe man, found it both
-reposeful and profitable to confide in Soames. That slight
-superciliousness of his, combined with an air of mousing amongst
-precedents, was in his favour too--a man would not be supercilious unless
-he knew!
-
-He was really at the head of the business, for though James still came
-nearly every day to, see for himself, he did little now but sit in his
-chair, twist his legs, slightly confuse things already decided, and
-presently go away again, and the other partner, Bustard, was a poor
-thing, who did a great deal of work, but whose opinion was never taken.
-
-So Soames went steadily on with his defence. Yet it would be idle to say
-that his mind was at ease. He was suffering from a sense of impending
-trouble, that had haunted him for some time past. He tried to think it
-physical--a condition of his liver--but knew that it was not.
-
-He looked at his watch. In a quarter of an hour he was due at the
-General Meeting of the New Colliery Company--one of Uncle Jolyon's
-concerns; he should see Uncle Jolyon there, and say something to him
-about Bosinney--he had not made up his mind what, but something--in any
-case he should not answer this letter until he had seen Uncle Jolyon. He
-got up and methodically put away the draft of his defence. Going into a
-dark little cupboard, he turned up the light, washed his hands with a
-piece of brown Windsor soap, and dried them on a roller towel. Then he
-brushed his hair, paying strict attention to the parting, turned down the
-light, took his hat, and saying he would be back at half-past two,
-stepped into the Poultry.
-
-It was not far to the Offices of the New Colliery Company in Ironmonger
-Lane, where, and not at the Cannon Street Hotel, in accordance with the
-more ambitious practice of other companies, the General Meeting was
-always held. Old Jolyon had from the first set his face against the
-Press. What business--he said--had the Public with his concerns!
-
-Soames arrived on the stroke of time, and took his seat alongside the
-Board, who, in a row, each Director behind his own ink-pot, faced their
-Shareholders.
-
-In the centre of this row old Jolyon, conspicuous in his black,
-tightly-buttoned frock-coat and his white moustaches, was leaning back
-with finger tips crossed on a copy of the Directors' report and accounts.
-
-On his right hand, always a little larger than life, sat the Secretary,
-'Down-by-the-starn' Hemmings; an all-too-sad sadness beaming in his fine
-eyes; his iron-grey beard, in mourning like the rest of him, giving the
-feeling of an all-too-black tie behind it.
-
-The occasion indeed was a melancholy one, only six weeks having elapsed
-since that telegram had come from Scorrier, the mining expert, on a
-private mission to the Mines, informing them that Pippin, their
-Superintendent, had committed suicide in endeavouring, after his
-extraordinary two years' silence, to write a letter to his Board. That
-letter was on the table now; it would be read to the Shareholders, who
-would of course be put into possession of all the facts.
-
-Hemmings had often said to Soames, standing with his coat-tails divided
-before the fireplace:
-
-"What our Shareholders don't know about our affairs isn't worth knowing.
-You may take that from me, Mr. Soames."
-
-On one occasion, old Jolyon being present, Soames recollected a little
-unpleasantness. His uncle had looked up sharply and said: "Don't talk
-nonsense, Hemmings! You mean that what they do know isn't worth
-knowing!" Old Jolyon detested humbug.
-
-Hemmings, angry-eyed, and wearing a smile like that of a trained poodle,
-had replied in an outburst of artificial applause: "Come, now, that's
-good, sir--that's very good. Your uncle will have his joke!"
-
-The next time he had seen Soames he had taken the opportunity of saying
-to him: "The chairman's getting very old!--I can't get him to understand
-things; and he's so wilful--but what can you expect, with a chin like
-his?"
-
-Soames had nodded.
-
-Everyone knew that Uncle Jolyon's chin was a caution. He was looking
-worried to-day, in spite of his General Meeting look; he (Soames) should
-certainly speak to him about Bosinney.
-
-Beyond old Jolyon on the left was little Mr. Booker, and he, too, wore
-his General Meeting look, as though searching for some particularly
-tender shareholder. And next him was the deaf director, with a frown;
-and beyond the deaf director, again, was old Mr. Bleedham, very bland,
-and having an air of conscious virtue--as well he might, knowing that the
-brown-paper parcel he always brought to the Board-room was concealed
-behind his hat (one of that old-fashioned class, of flat-brimmed top-hats
-which go with very large bow ties, clean-shaven lips, fresh cheeks, and
-neat little, white whiskers).
-
-Soames always attended the General Meeting; it was considered better that
-he should do so, in case 'anything should arise!' He glanced round with
-his close, supercilious air at the walls of the room, where hung plans of
-the mine and harbour, together with a large photograph of a shaft leading
-to a working which had proved quite remarkably unprofitable. This
-photograph--a witness to the eternal irony underlying commercial
-enterprise till retained its position on the--wall, an effigy of the
-directors' pet, but dead, lamb.
-
-And now old Jolyon rose, to present the report and accounts.
-
-Veiling under a Jove-like serenity that perpetual antagonism deep-seated
-in the bosom of a director towards his shareholders, he faced them
-calmly. Soames faced them too. He knew most of them by sight. There
-was old Scrubsole, a tar man, who always came, as Hemmings would say, 'to
-make himself nasty,' a cantankerous-looking old fellow with a red face, a
-jowl, and an enormous low-crowned hat reposing on his knee. And the Rev.
-Mr. Boms, who always proposed a vote of thanks to the chairman, in which
-he invariably expressed the hope that the Board would not forget to
-elevate their employees, using the word with a double e, as being more
-vigorous and Anglo-Saxon (he had the strong Imperialistic tendencies of
-his cloth). It was his salutary custom to buttonhole a director
-afterwards, and ask him whether he thought the coming year would be good
-or bad; and, according to the trend of the answer, to buy or sell three
-shares within the ensuing fortnight.
-
-And there was that military man, Major O'Bally, who could not help
-speaking, if only to second the re-election of the auditor, and who
-sometimes caused serious consternation by taking toasts--proposals
-rather--out of the hands of persons who had been flattered with little
-slips of paper, entrusting the said proposals to their care.
-
-These made up the lot, together with four or five strong, silent
-shareholders, with whom Soames could sympathize--men of business, who
-liked to keep an eye on their affairs for themselves, without being
-fussy--good, solid men, who came to the City every day and went back in
-the evening to good, solid wives.
-
-Good, solid wives! There was something in that thought which roused the
-nameless uneasiness in Soames again.
-
-What should he say to his uncle? What answer should he make to this
-letter?
-
-. . . . "If any shareholder has any question to put, I shall be glad
-to answer it." A soft thump. Old Jolyon had let the report and accounts
-fall, and stood twisting his tortoise-shell glasses between thumb and
-forefinger.
-
-The ghost of a smile appeared on Soames' face. They had better hurry up
-with their questions! He well knew his uncle's method (the ideal one) of
-at once saying: "I propose, then, that the report and accounts be
-adopted!" Never let them get their wind--shareholders were notoriously
-wasteful of time!
-
-A tall, white-bearded man, with a gaunt, dissatisfied face, arose:
-
-"I believe I am in order, Mr. Chairman, in raising a question on this
-figure of L5000 in the accounts. 'To the widow and family"' (he looked
-sourly round), "'of our late superintendent,' who so--er--ill-advisedly
-(I say--ill-advisedly) committed suicide, at a time when his services
-were of the utmost value to this Company. You have stated that the
-agreement which he has so unfortunately cut short with his own hand was
-for a period of five years, of which one only had expired--I--"
-
-Old Jolyon made a gesture of impatience.
-
-"I believe I am in order, Mr. Chairman--I ask whether this amount paid,
-or proposed to be paid, by the Board to the er--deceased--is for
-services which might have been rendered to the Company--had he not
-committed suicide?"
-
-"It is in recognition of past services, which we all know--you as well as
-any of us--to have been of vital value."
-
-"Then, sir, all I have to say is that the services being past, the amount
-is too much."
-
-The shareholder sat down.
-
-Old Jolyon waited a second and said: "I now propose that the report
-and--"
-
-The shareholder rose again: "May I ask if the Board realizes that it is
-not their money which--I don't hesitate to say that if it were their
-money...."
-
-A second shareholder, with a round, dogged face, whom Soames recognised
-as the late superintendent's brother-in-law, got up and said warmly: "In
-my opinion, sir, the sum is not enough!"
-
-The Rev. Mr. Boms now rose to his feet. "If I may venture to express
-myself," he said, "I should say that the fact of the--er--deceased
-having committed suicide should weigh very heavily--very heavily with
-our worthy chairman. I have no doubt it has weighed with him, for--I say
-this for myself and I think for everyone present (hear, hear)--he enjoys
-our confidence in a high degree. We all desire, I should hope, to be
-charitable. But I feel sure" (he-looked severely at the late
-superintendent's brother-in-law) "that he will in some way, by some
-written expression, or better perhaps by reducing the amount, record our
-grave disapproval that so promising and valuable a life should have been
-thus impiously removed from a sphere where both its own interests and--if
-I may say so--our interests so imperatively demanded its continuance. We
-should not--nay, we may not--countenance so grave a dereliction of all
-duty, both human and divine."
-
-The reverend gentleman resumed his seat. The late superintendent's
-brother-in-law again rose: "What I have said I stick to," he said; "the
-amount is not enough!"
-
-The first shareholder struck in: "I challenge the legality of the
-payment. In my opinion this payment is not legal. The Company's
-solicitor is present; I believe I am in order in asking him the
-question."
-
-All eyes were now turned upon Soames. Something had arisen!
-
-He stood up, close-lipped and cold; his nerves inwardly fluttered, his
-attention tweaked away at last from contemplation of that cloud looming
-on the horizon of his mind.
-
-"The point," he said in a low, thin voice, "is by no means clear. As
-there is no possibility of future consideration being received, it is
-doubtful whether the payment is strictly legal. If it is desired, the
-opinion of the court could be taken."
-
-The superintendent's brother-in-law frowned, and said in a meaning tone:
-"We have no doubt the opinion of the court could be taken. May I ask the
-name of the gentleman who has given us that striking piece of
-information? Mr. Soames Forsyte? Indeed!" He looked from Soames to old
-Jolyon in a pointed manner.
-
-A flush coloured Soames' pale cheeks, but his superciliousness did not
-waver. Old Jolyon fixed his eyes on the speaker.
-
-"If," he said, "the late superintendents brother-in-law has nothing more
-to say, I propose that the report and accounts...."
-
-At this moment, however, there rose one of those five silent, stolid
-shareholders, who had excited Soames' sympathy. He said:
-
-"I deprecate the proposal altogether. We are expected to give charity to
-this man's wife and children, who, you tell us, were dependent on him.
-They may have been; I do not care whether they were or not. I object to
-the whole thing on principle. It is high time a stand was made against
-this sentimental humanitarianism. The country is eaten up with it. I
-object to my money being paid to these people of whom I know nothing, who
-have done nothing to earn it. I object in toto; it is not business. I
-now move that the report and accounts be put back, and amended by
-striking out the grant altogether."
-
-Old Jolyon had remained standing while the strong, silent man was
-speaking. The speech awoke an echo in all hearts, voicing, as it did,
-the worship of strong men, the movement against generosity, which had at
-that time already commenced among the saner members of the community.
-
-The words 'it is not business' had moved even the Board; privately
-everyone felt that indeed it was not. But they knew also the chairman's
-domineering temper and tenacity. He, too, at heart must feel that it was
-not business; but he was committed to his own proposition. Would he go
-back upon it? It was thought to be unlikely.
-
-All waited with interest. Old Jolyon held up his hand; dark-rimmed
-glasses depending between his finger and thumb quivered slightly with a
-suggestion of menace.
-
-He addressed the strong, silent shareholder.
-
-"Knowing, as you do, the efforts of our late superintendent upon the
-occasion of the explosion at the mines, do you seriously wish me to put
-that amendment, sir?"
-
-"I do."
-
-Old Jolyon put the amendment.
-
-"Does anyone second this?" he asked, looking calmly round.
-
-And it was then that Soames, looking at his uncle, felt the power of will
-that was in that old man. No one stirred. Looking straight into the
-eyes of the strong, silent shareholder, old Jolyon said:
-
-"I now move, 'That the report and accounts for the year 1886 be received
-and adopted.' You second that? Those in favour signify the same in the
-usual way. Contrary--no. Carried. The next business, gentlemen...."
-
-Soames smiled. Certainly Uncle Jolyon had a way with him!
-
-But now his attention relapsed upon Bosinney.
-
-Odd how that fellow haunted his thoughts, even in business hours.
-
-Irene's visit to the house--but there was nothing in that, except that
-she might have told him; but then, again, she never did tell him
-anything. She was more silent, more touchy, every day. He wished to God
-the house were finished, and they were in it, away from London. Town did
-not suit her; her nerves were not strong enough. That nonsense of the
-separate room had cropped up again!
-
-The meeting was breaking up now. Underneath the photograph of the lost
-shaft Hemmings was buttonholed by the Rev. Mr. Boms. Little Mr. Booker,
-his bristling eyebrows wreathed in angry smiles, was having a parting
-turn-up with old Scrubsole. The two hated each other like poison. There
-was some matter of a tar-contract between them, little Mr. Booker having
-secured it from the Board for a nephew of his, over old Scrubsole's head.
-Soames had heard that from Hemmings, who liked a gossip, more especially
-about his directors, except, indeed, old Jolyon, of whom he was afraid.
-
-Soames awaited his opportunity. The last shareholder was vanishing
-through the door, when he approached his uncle, who was putting on his
-hat.
-
-"Can I speak to you for a minute, Uncle Jolyon?"
-
-It is uncertain what Soames expected to get out of this interview.
-
-Apart from that somewhat mysterious awe in which Forsytes in general held
-old Jolyon, due to his philosophic twist, or perhaps--as Hemmings would
-doubtless have said--to his chin, there was, and always had been, a
-subtle antagonism between the younger man and the old. It had lurked
-under their dry manner of greeting, under their non-committal allusions
-to each other, and arose perhaps from old Jolyon's perception of the
-quiet tenacity ('obstinacy,' he rather naturally called it) of the young
-man, of a secret doubt whether he could get his own way with him.
-
-Both these Forsytes, wide asunder as the poles in many respects,
-possessed in their different ways--to a greater degree than the rest of
-the family--that essential quality of tenacious and prudent insight into
-'affairs,' which is the highwater mark of their great class. Either of
-them, with a little luck and opportunity, was equal to a lofty career;
-either of them would have made a good financier, a great contractor, a
-statesman, though old Jolyon, in certain of his moods when under the
-influence of a cigar or of Nature--would have been capable of, not
-perhaps despising, but certainly of questioning, his own high position,
-while Soames, who never smoked cigars, would not.
-
-Then, too, in old Jolyon's mind there was always the secret ache, that
-the son of James--of James, whom he had always thought such a poor thing,
-should be pursuing the paths of success, while his own son...!
-
-And last, not least--for he was no more outside the radiation of family
-gossip than any other Forsyte--he had now heard the sinister, indefinite,
-but none the less disturbing rumour about Bosinney, and his pride was
-wounded to the quick.
-
-Characteristically, his irritation turned not against Irene but against
-Soames. The idea that his nephew's wife (why couldn't the fellow take
-better care of her--Oh! quaint injustice! as though Soames could
-possibly take more care!)--should be drawing to herself June's lover, was
-intolerably humiliating. And seeing the danger, he did not, like James,
-hide it away in sheer nervousness, but owned with the dispassion of his
-broader outlook, that it was not unlikely; there was something very
-attractive about Irene!
-
-He had a presentiment on the subject of Soames' communication as they
-left the Board Room together, and went out into the noise and hurry of
-Cheapside. They walked together a good minute without speaking, Soames
-with his mousing, mincing step, and old Jolyon upright and using his
-umbrella languidly as a walking-stick.
-
-They turned presently into comparative quiet, for old Jolyon's way to a
-second Board led him in the direction of Moorage Street.
-
-Then Soames, without lifting his eyes, began: "I've had this letter from
-Bosinney. You see what he says; I thought I'd let you know. I've spent
-a lot more than I intended on this house, and I want the position to be
-clear."
-
-Old Jolyon ran his eyes unwillingly over the letter: "What he says is
-clear enough," he said.
-
-"He talks about 'a free hand,'" replied Soames.
-
-Old Jolyon looked at him. The long-suppressed irritation and antagonism
-towards this young fellow, whose affairs were beginning to intrude upon
-his own, burst from him.
-
-"Well, if you don't trust him, why do you employ him?"
-
-Soames stole a sideway look: "It's much too late to go into that," he
-said, "I only want it to be quite understood that if I give him a free
-hand, he doesn't let me in. I thought if you were to speak to him, it
-would carry more weight!"
-
-"No," said old Jolyon abruptly; "I'll have nothing to do with it!"
-
-The words of both uncle and nephew gave the impression of unspoken
-meanings, far more important, behind. And the look they interchanged was
-like a revelation of this consciousness.
-
-"Well," said Soames; "I thought, for June's sake, I'd tell you, that's
-all; I thought you'd better know I shan't stand any nonsense!"
-
-"What is that to me?" old Jolyon took him up.
-
-"Oh! I don't know," said Soames, and flurried by that sharp look he was
-unable to say more. "Don't say I didn't tell you," he added sulkily,
-recovering his composure.
-
-"Tell me!" said old Jolyon; "I don't know what you mean. You come
-worrying me about a thing like this. I don't want to hear about your
-affairs; you must manage them yourself!"
-
-"Very well," said Soames immovably, "I will!"
-
-"Good-morning, then," said old Jolyon, and they parted.
-
-Soames retraced his steps, and going into a celebrated eating-house,
-asked for a plate of smoked salmon and a glass of Chablis; he seldom ate
-much in the middle of the day, and generally ate standing, finding the
-position beneficial to his liver, which was very sound, but to which he
-desired to put down all his troubles.
-
-When he had finished he went slowly back to his office, with bent head,
-taking no notice of the swarming thousands on the pavements, who in their
-turn took no notice of him.
-
-The evening post carried the following reply to Bosinney:
-
-'FORSYTE, BUSTARD AND FORSYTE, 'Commissioners for Oaths, '92001, BRANCH
-LANE, POULTRY, E.C.,
-
-'May 17, 1887.
-'DEAR BOSINNEY,
-
-'I have, received your letter, the terms of which not a little surprise
-me. I was under the impression that you had, and have had all along, a
-"free hand"; for I do not recollect that any suggestions I have been so
-unfortunate as to make have met with your approval. In giving you, in
-accordance with your request, this "free hand," I wish you to clearly
-understand that the total cost of the house as handed over to me
-completely decorated, inclusive of your fee (as arranged between us),
-must not exceed twelve thousand pounds--L12,000. This gives you an ample
-margin, and, as you know, is far more than I originally contemplated.
-
-'I am, 'Yours truly,
-
- 'SOAMES FORSYTE.'
-
-On the following day he received a note from Bosinney:
-
-'PHILIP BAYNES BOSINNEY, 'Architect, '309D, SLOANE STREET, S.W., 'May 18.
-'DEAR FORSYTE,
-
-'If you think that in such a delicate matter as decoration I can bind
-myself to the exact pound, I am afraid you are mistaken. I can see that
-you are tired of the arrangement, and of me, and I had better, therefore,
-resign.
-
-'Yours faithfully,
-'PHILIP BAYNES BOSINNEY.'
-
-Soames pondered long and painfully over his answer, and late at night in
-the dining-room, when Irene had gone to bed, he composed the following:
-
-'62, MONTPELLIER SQUARE, S.W., 'May 19, 1887.
-'DEAR BOSINNEY,
-
-'I think that in both our interests it would be extremely undesirable
-that matters should be so left at this stage. I did not mean to say that
-if you should exceed the sum named in my letter to you by ten or twenty
-or even fifty pounds, there would be any difficulty between us. This
-being so, I should like you to reconsider your answer. You have a "free
-hand" in the terms of this correspondence, and I hope you will see your
-way to completing the decorations, in the matter of which I know it is
-difficult to be absolutely exact.
-
-'Yours truly,
-'SOAMES FORSYTE.'
-
-Bosinney's answer, which came in the course of the next day, was:
-
-'May 20.
-'DEAR FORSYTE,
-
-'Very well.
-'PH. BOSINNEY.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-OLD JOLYON AT THE ZOO
-
-Old Jolyon disposed of his second Meeting--an ordinary Board--summarily.
-He was so dictatorial that his fellow directors were left in cabal over
-the increasing domineeringness of old Forsyte, which they were far from
-intending to stand much longer, they said.
-
-He went out by Underground to Portland Road Station, whence he took a cab
-and drove to the Zoo.
-
-He had an assignation there, one of those assignations that had lately
-been growing more frequent, to which his increasing uneasiness about June
-and the 'change in her,' as he expressed it, was driving him.
-
-She buried herself away, and was growing thin; if he spoke to her he got
-no answer, or had his head snapped off, or she looked as if she would
-burst into tears. She was as changed as she could be, all through this
-Bosinney. As for telling him about anything, not a bit of it!
-
-And he would sit for long spells brooding, his paper unread before him, a
-cigar extinct between his lips. She had been such a companion to him
-ever since she was three years old! And he loved her so!
-
-Forces regardless of family or class or custom were beating down his
-guard; impending events over which he had no control threw their shadows
-on his head. The irritation of one accustomed to have his way was roused
-against he knew not what.
-
-Chafing at the slowness of his cab, he reached the Zoo door; but, with
-his sunny instinct for seizing the good of each moment, he forgot his
-vexation as he walked towards the tryst.
-
-From the stone terrace above the bear-pit his son and his two
-grandchildren came hastening down when they saw old Jolyon coming, and
-led him away towards the lion-house. They supported him on either side,
-holding one to each of his hands,--whilst Jolly, perverse like his
-father, carried his grandfather's umbrella in such a way as to catch
-people's legs with the crutch of the handle.
-
-Young Jolyon followed.
-
-It was as good as a play to see his father with the children, but such a
-play as brings smiles with tears behind. An old man and two small
-children walking together can be seen at any hour of the day; but the
-sight of old Jolyon, with Jolly and Holly seemed to young Jolyon a
-special peep-show of the things that lie at the bottom of our hearts.
-The complete surrender of that erect old figure to those little figures
-on either hand was too poignantly tender, and, being a man of an habitual
-reflex action, young Jolyon swore softly under his breath. The show
-affected him in a way unbecoming to a Forsyte, who is nothing if not
-undemonstrative.
-
-Thus they reached the lion-house.
-
-There had been a morning fete at the Botanical Gardens, and a large
-number of Forsy...'--that is, of well-dressed people who kept carriages
-had brought them on to the Zoo, so as to have more, if possible, for
-their money, before going back to Rutland Gate or Bryanston Square.
-
-"Let's go on to the Zoo," they had said to each other; "it'll be great
-fun!" It was a shilling day; and there would not be all those horrid
-common people.
-
-In front of the long line of cages they were collected in rows, watching
-the tawny, ravenous beasts behind the bars await their only pleasure of
-the four-and-twenty hours. The hungrier the beast, the greater the
-fascination. But whether because the spectators envied his appetite, or,
-more humanely, because it was so soon to be satisfied, young Jolyon could
-not tell. Remarks kept falling on his ears: "That's a nasty-looking
-brute, that tiger!" "Oh, what a love! Look at his little mouth!" "Yes,
-he's rather nice! Don't go too near, mother."
-
-And frequently, with little pats, one or another would clap their hands
-to their pockets behind and look round, as though expecting young Jolyon
-or some disinterested-looking person to relieve them of the contents.
-
-A well-fed man in a white waistcoat said slowly through his teeth: "It's
-all greed; they can't be hungry. Why, they take no exercise." At these
-words a tiger snatched a piece of bleeding liver, and the fat man
-laughed. His wife, in a Paris model frock and gold nose-nippers,
-reproved him: "How can you laugh, Harry? Such a horrid sight!"
-
-Young Jolyon frowned.
-
-The circumstances of his life, though he had ceased to take a too
-personal view of them, had left him subject to an intermittent contempt;
-and the class to which he had belonged--the carriage class--especially
-excited his sarcasm.
-
-To shut up a lion or tiger in confinement was surely a horrible
-barbarity. But no cultivated person would admit this.
-
-The idea of its being barbarous to confine wild animals had probably
-never even occurred to his father for instance; he belonged to the old
-school, who considered it at once humanizing and educational to confine
-baboons and panthers, holding the view, no doubt, that in course of time
-they might induce these creatures not so unreasonably to die of misery
-and heart-sickness against the bars of their cages, and put the society
-to the expense of getting others! In his eyes, as in the eyes of all
-Forsytes, the pleasure of seeing these beautiful creatures in a state of
-captivity far outweighed the inconvenience of imprisonment to beasts whom
-God had so improvidently placed in a state of freedom! It was for the
-animals good, removing them at once from the countless dangers of open
-air and exercise, and enabling them to exercise their functions in the
-guaranteed seclusion of a private compartment! Indeed, it was doubtful
-what wild animals were made for but to be shut up in cages!
-
-But as young Jolyon had in his constitution the elements of impartiality,
-he reflected that to stigmatize as barbarity that which was merely lack
-of imagination must be wrong; for none who held these views had been
-placed in a similar position to the animals they caged, and could not,
-therefore, be expected to enter into their sensations. It was not until
-they were leaving the gardens--Jolly and Holly in a state of blissful
-delirium--that old Jolyon found an opportunity of speaking to his son on
-the matter next his heart. "I don't know what to make of it," he said;
-"if she's to go on as she's going on now, I can't tell what's to come.
-I wanted her to see the doctor, but she won't. She's not a bit like me.
-She's your mother all over. Obstinate as a mule! If she doesn't want
-to do a thing, she won't, and there's an end of it!"
-
-Young Jolyon smiled; his eyes had wandered to his father's chin. 'A pair
-of you,' he thought, but he said nothing.
-
-"And then," went on old Jolyon, "there's this Bosinney. I should like
-to punch the fellow's head, but I can't, I suppose, though--I don't see
-why you shouldn't," he added doubtfully.
-
-"What has he done? Far better that it should come to an end, if they
-don't hit it off!"
-
-Old Jolyon looked at his son. Now they had actually come to discuss a
-subject connected with the relations between the sexes he felt
-distrustful. Jo would be sure to hold some loose view or other.
-
-"Well, I don't know what you think," he said; "I dare say your sympathy's
-with him--shouldn't be surprised; but I think he's behaving precious
-badly, and if he comes my way I shall tell him so." He dropped the
-subject.
-
-It was impossible to discuss with his son the true nature and meaning of
-Bosinney's defection. Had not his son done the very same thing (worse,
-if possible) fifteen years ago? There seemed no end to the consequences
-of that piece of folly.
-
-Young Jolyon also was silent; he had quickly penetrated his father's
-thought, for, dethroned from the high seat of an obvious and
-uncomplicated view of things, he had become both perceptive and subtle.
-
-The attitude he had adopted towards sexual matters fifteen years before,
-however, was too different from his father's. There was no bridging the
-gulf.
-
-He said coolly: "I suppose he's fallen in love with some other woman?"
-
-Old Jolyon gave him a dubious look: "I can't tell," he said; "they say
-so!"
-
-"Then, it's probably true," remarked young Jolyon unexpectedly; "and I
-suppose they've told you who she is?"
-
-"Yes," said old Jolyon, "Soames's wife!"
-
-Young Jolyon did not whistle: The circumstances of his own life had
-rendered him incapable of whistling on such a subject, but he looked at
-his father, while the ghost of a smile hovered over his face.
-
-If old Jolyon saw, he took no notice.
-
-"She and June were bosom friends!" he muttered.
-
-"Poor little June!" said young Jolyon softly. He thought of his daughter
-still as a babe of three.
-
-Old Jolyon came to a sudden halt.
-
-"I don't believe a word of it," he said, "it's some old woman's tale.
-Get me a cab, Jo, I'm tired to death!"
-
-They stood at a corner to see if an empty cab would come along, while
-carriage after carriage drove past, bearing Forsytes of all descriptions
-from the Zoo. The harness, the liveries, the gloss on the horses' coats,
-shone and glittered in the May sunlight, and each equipage, landau,
-sociable, barouche, Victoria, or brougham, seemed to roll out proudly
-from its wheels:
-
-'I and my horses and my men you know,' Indeed the whole turn-out have
-cost a pot. But we were worth it every penny. Look At Master and at
-Missis now, the dawgs! Ease with security--ah! that's the ticket!
-
-And such, as everyone knows, is fit accompaniment for a perambulating
-Forsyte.
-
-Amongst these carriages was a barouche coming at a greater pace than the
-others, drawn by a pair of bright bay horses. It swung on its high
-springs, and the four people who filled it seemed rocked as in a cradle.
-
-This chariot attracted young Jolyon's attention; and suddenly, on the
-back seat, he recognised his Uncle James, unmistakable in spite of the
-increased whiteness of his whiskers; opposite, their backs defended by
-sunshades, Rachel Forsyte and her elder but married sister, Winifred
-Dartie, in irreproachable toilettes, had posed their heads haughtily,
-like two of the birds they had been seeing at the Zoo; while by James'
-side reclined Dartie, in a brand-new frock-coat buttoned tight and
-square, with a large expanse of carefully shot linen protruding below
-each wristband.
-
-An extra, if subdued, sparkle, an added touch of the best gloss or
-varnish characterized this vehicle, and seemed to distinguish it from all
-the others, as though by some happy extravagance--like that which marks
-out the real 'work of art' from the ordinary 'picture'--it were
-designated as the typical car, the very throne of Forsytedom.
-
-Old Jolyon did not see them pass; he was petting poor Holly who was
-tired, but those in the carriage had taken in the little group; the
-ladies' heads tilted suddenly, there was a spasmodic screening movement
-of parasols; James' face protruded naively, like the head of a long bird,
-his mouth slowly opening. The shield-like rounds of the parasols grew
-smaller and smaller, and vanished.
-
-Young Jolyon saw that he had been recognised, even by Winifred, who could
-not have been more than fifteen when he had forfeited the right to be
-considered a Forsyte.
-
-There was not much change in them! He remembered the exact look of their
-turn-out all that time ago: Horses, men, carriage--all different now, no
-doubt--but of the precise stamp of fifteen years before; the same neat
-display, the same nicely calculated arrogance ease with security! The
-swing exact, the pose of the sunshades exact, exact the spirit of the
-whole thing.
-
-And in the sunlight, defended by the haughty shields of parasols,
-carriage after carriage went by.
-
-"Uncle James has just passed, with his female folk," said young Jolyon.
-
-His father looked black. "Did your uncle see us? Yes? Hmph! What's he
-want, coming down into these parts?"
-
-An empty cab drove up at this moment, and old Jolyon stopped it.
-
-"I shall see you again before long, my boy!" he said. "Don't you go
-paying any attention to what I've been saying about young Bosinney--I
-don't believe a word of it!"
-
-Kissing the children, who tried to detain him, he stepped in and was
-borne away.
-
-Young Jolyon, who had taken Holly up in his arms, stood motionless at the
-corner, looking after the cab.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-AFTERNOON AT TIMOTHY'S
-
-If old Jolyon, as he got into his cab, had said: 'I won't believe a word
-of it!' he would more truthfully have expressed his sentiments.
-
-The notion that James and his womankind had seen him in the company of
-his son had awakened in him not only the impatience he always felt when
-crossed, but that secret hostility natural between brothers, the roots of
-which--little nursery rivalries--sometimes toughen and deepen as life
-goes on, and, all hidden, support a plant capable of producing in season
-the bitterest fruits.
-
-Hitherto there had been between these six brothers no more unfriendly
-feeling than that caused by the secret and natural doubt that the others
-might be richer than themselves; a feeling increased to the pitch of
-curiosity by the approach of death--that end of all handicaps--and the
-great 'closeness' of their man of business, who, with some sagacity,
-would profess to Nicholas ignorance of James' income, to James ignorance
-of old Jolyon's, to Jolyon ignorance of Roger's, to Roger ignorance of
-Swithin's, while to Swithin he would say most irritatingly that Nicholas
-must be a rich man. Timothy alone was exempt, being in gilt-edged
-securities.
-
-But now, between two of them at least, had arisen a very different sense
-of injury. From the moment when James had the impertinence to pry into
-his affairs--as he put it--old Jolyon no longer chose to credit this
-story about Bosinney. His grand-daughter slighted through a member of
-'that fellow's' family! He made up his mind that Bosinney was maligned.
-There must be some other reason for his defection.
-
-June had flown out at him, or something; she was as touchy as she could
-be!
-
-He would, however, let Timothy have a bit of his mind, and see if he
-would go on dropping hints! And he would not let the grass grow under
-his feet either, he would go there at once, and take very good care that
-he didn't have to go again on the same errand.
-
-He saw James' carriage blocking the pavement in front of 'The Bower.' So
-they had got there before him--cackling about having seen him, he dared
-say! And further on, Swithin's greys were turning their noses towards
-the noses of James' bays, as though in conclave over the family, while
-their coachmen were in conclave above.
-
-Old Jolyon, depositing his hat on the chair in the narrow hall, where
-that hat of Bosinney's had so long ago been mistaken for a cat, passed
-his thin hand grimly over his face with its great drooping white
-moustaches, as though to remove all traces of expression, and made his
-way upstairs.
-
-He found the front drawing-room full. It was full enough at the best of
-times--without visitors--without any one in it--for Timothy and his
-sisters, following the tradition of their generation, considered that a
-room was not quite 'nice' unless it was 'properly' furnished. It held,
-therefore, eleven chairs, a sofa, three tables, two cabinets, innumerable
-knicknacks, and part of a large grand piano. And now, occupied by Mrs.
-Small, Aunt Hester, by Swithin, James, Rachel, Winifred, Euphemia, who
-had come in again to return 'Passion and Paregoric' which she had read at
-lunch, and her chum Frances, Roger's daughter (the musical Forsyte, the
-one who composed songs), there was only one chair left unoccupied,
-except, of course, the two that nobody ever sat on--and the only standing
-room was occupied by the cat, on whom old Jolyon promptly stepped.
-
-In these days it was by no means unusual for Timothy to have so many
-visitors. The family had always, one and all, had a real respect for
-Aunt Ann, and now that she was gone, they were coming far more frequently
-to The Bower, and staying longer.
-
-Swithin had been the first to arrive, and seated torpid in a red satin
-chair with a gilt back, he gave every appearance of lasting the others
-out. And symbolizing Bosinney's name 'the big one,' with his great
-stature and bulk, his thick white hair, his puffy immovable shaven face,
-he looked more primeval than ever in the highly upholstered room.
-
-His conversation, as usual of late, had turned at once upon Irene, and he
-had lost no time in giving Aunts Juley and Hester his opinion with regard
-to this rumour he heard was going about. No--as he said--she might want a
-bit of flirtation--a pretty woman must have her fling; but more than that
-he did not believe. Nothing open; she had too much good sense, too much
-proper appreciation of what was due to her position, and to the family!
-No sc..., he was going to say 'scandal' but the very idea was so
-preposterous that he waved his hand as though to say--'but let that
-pass!'
-
-Granted that Swithin took a bachelor's view of the situation--still what
-indeed was not due to that family in which so many had done so well for
-themselves, had attained a certain position? If he had heard in dark,
-pessimistic moments the words 'yeomen' and 'very small beer' used in
-connection with his origin, did he believe them?
-
-No! he cherished, hugging it pathetically to his bosom the secret theory
-that there was something distinguished somewhere in his ancestry.
-
-"Must be," he once said to young Jolyon, before the latter went to the
-bad. "Look at us, we've got on! There must be good blood in us
-somewhere."
-
-He had been fond of young Jolyon: the boy had been in a good set at
-College, had known that old ruffian Sir Charles Fiste's sons--a pretty
-rascal one of them had turned out, too; and there was style about him--it
-was a thousand pities he had run off with that half-foreign governess!
-If he must go off like that why couldn't he have chosen someone who would
-have done them credit! And what was he now?--an underwriter at Lloyd's;
-they said he even painted pictures--pictures! Damme! he might have ended
-as Sir Jolyon Forsyte, Bart., with a seat in Parliament, and a place in
-the country!
-
-It was Swithin who, following the impulse which sooner or later urges
-thereto some member of every great family, went to the Heralds' Office,
-where they assured him that he was undoubtedly of the same family as the
-well-known Forsites with an 'i,' whose arms were 'three dexter buckles on
-a sable ground gules,' hoping no doubt to get him to take them up.
-
-Swithin, however, did not do this, but having ascertained that the crest
-was a 'pheasant proper,' and the motto 'For Forsite,' he had the pheasant
-proper placed upon his carriage and the buttons of his coachman, and both
-crest and motto on his writing-paper. The arms he hugged to himself,
-partly because, not having paid for them, he thought it would look
-ostentatious to put them on his carriage, and he hated ostentation, and
-partly because he, like any practical man all over the country, had a
-secret dislike and contempt for things he could not understand he found
-it hard, as anyone might, to swallow 'three dexter buckles on a sable
-ground gules.'
-
-He never forgot, however, their having told him that if he paid for them
-he would be entitled to use them, and it strengthened his conviction that
-he was a gentleman. Imperceptibly the rest of the family absorbed the
-'pheasant proper,' and some, more serious than others, adopted the motto;
-old Jolyon, however, refused to use the latter, saying that it was humbug
-meaning nothing, so far as he could see.
-
-Among the older generation it was perhaps known at bottom from what great
-historical event they derived their crest; and if pressed on the subject,
-sooner than tell a lie--they did not like telling lies, having an
-impression that only Frenchmen and Russians told them--they would confess
-hurriedly that Swithin had got hold of it somehow.
-
-Among the younger generation the matter was wrapped in a discretion
-proper. They did not want to hurt the feelings of their elders, nor to
-feel ridiculous themselves; they simply used the crest....
-
-"No," said Swithin, "he had had an opportunity of seeing for himself, and
-what he should say was, that there was nothing in her manner to that
-young Buccaneer or Bosinney or whatever his name was, different from her
-manner to himself; in fact, he should rather say...." But here the
-entrance of Frances and Euphemia put an unfortunate stop to the
-conversation, for this was not a subject which could be discussed before
-young people.
-
-And though Swithin was somewhat upset at being stopped like this on the
-point of saying something important, he soon recovered his affability.
-He was rather fond of Frances--Francie, as she was called in the family.
-She was so smart, and they told him she made a pretty little pot of
-pin-money by her songs; he called it very clever of her.
-
-He rather prided himself indeed on a liberal attitude towards women, not
-seeing any reason why they shouldn't paint pictures, or write tunes, or
-books even, for the matter of that, especially if they could turn a
-useful penny by it; not at all--kept them out of mischief. It was not as
-if they were men!
-
-'Little Francie,' as she was usually called with good-natured contempt,
-was an important personage, if only as a standing illustration of the
-attitude of Forsytes towards the Arts. She was not really 'little,' but
-rather tall, with dark hair for a Forsyte, which, together with a grey
-eye, gave her what was called 'a Celtic appearance.' She wrote songs with
-titles like 'Breathing Sighs,' or 'Kiss me, Mother, ere I die,' with a
-refrain like an anthem:
-
- 'Kiss me, Mother, ere I die;
- Kiss me-kiss me, Mother, ah!
- Kiss, ah! kiss me e-ere I--
- Kiss me, Mother, ere I d-d-die!'
-
-She wrote the words to them herself, and other poems. In lighter moments
-she wrote waltzes, one of which, the 'Kensington Coil,' was almost
-national to Kensington, having a sweet dip in it.
-
-It was very original. Then there were her 'Songs for Little People,' at
-once educational and witty, especially 'Gran'ma's Porgie,' and that
-ditty, almost prophetically imbued with the coming Imperial spirit,
-entitled 'Black Him In His Little Eye.'
-
-Any publisher would take these, and reviews like 'High Living,' and the
-'Ladies' Genteel Guide' went into raptures over: 'Another of Miss Francie
-Forsyte's spirited ditties, sparkling and pathetic. We ourselves were
-moved to tears and laughter. Miss Forsyte should go far.'
-
-With the true instinct of her breed, Francie had made a point of knowing
-the right people--people who would write about her, and talk about her,
-and people in Society, too--keeping a mental register of just where to
-exert her fascinations, and an eye on that steady scale of rising prices,
-which in her mind's eye represented the future. In this way she caused
-herself to be universally respected.
-
-Once, at a time when her emotions were whipped by an attachment--for the
-tenor of Roger's life, with its whole-hearted collection of house
-property, had induced in his only daughter a tendency towards
-passion--she turned to great and sincere work, choosing the sonata form,
-for the violin. This was the only one of her productions that troubled
-the Forsytes. They felt at once that it would not sell.
-
-Roger, who liked having a clever daughter well enough, and often alluded
-to the amount of pocket-money she made for herself, was upset by this
-violin sonata.
-
-"Rubbish like that!" he called it. Francie had borrowed young
-Flageoletti from Euphemia, to play it in the drawing-room at Prince's
-Gardens.
-
-As a matter of fact Roger was right. It was rubbish, but--annoying! the
-sort of rubbish that wouldn't sell. As every Forsyte knows, rubbish that
-sells is not rubbish at all--far from it.
-
-And yet, in spite of the sound common sense which fixed the worth of art
-at what it would fetch, some of the Forsytes--Aunt Hester, for instance,
-who had always been musical--could not help regretting that Francie's
-music was not 'classical'; the same with her poems. But then, as Aunt
-Hester said, they didn't see any poetry nowadays, all the poems were
-'little light things.'
-
-There was nobody who could write a poem like 'Paradise Lost,' or 'Childe
-Harold'; either of which made you feel that you really had read
-something. Still, it was nice for Francie to have something to occupy
-her; while other girls were spending money shopping she was making it!
-
-And both Aunt Hester and Aunt Juley were always ready to listen to the
-latest story of how Francie had got her price increased.
-
-They listened now, together with Swithin, who sat pretending not to, for
-these young people talked so fast and mumbled so, he never could catch
-what they said.
-
-"And I can't think," said Mrs. Septimus, "how you do it. I should never
-have the audacity!"
-
-Francie smiled lightly. "I'd much rather deal with a man than a woman.
-Women are so sharp!"
-
-"My dear," cried Mrs. Small, "I'm sure we're not."
-
-Euphemia went off into her silent laugh, and, ending with the squeak,
-said, as though being strangled: "Oh, you'll kill me some day, auntie."
-
-Swithin saw no necessity to laugh; he detested people laughing when he
-himself perceived no joke. Indeed, he detested Euphemia altogether, to
-whom he always alluded as 'Nick's daughter, what's she called--the pale
-one?' He had just missed being her god-father--indeed, would have been,
-had he not taken a firm stand against her outlandish name. He hated
-becoming a godfather. Swithin then said to Francie with dignity: "It's a
-fine day--er--for the time of year." But Euphemia, who knew perfectly
-well that he had refused to be her godfather, turned to Aunt Hester, and
-began telling her how she had seen Irene--Mrs. Soames--at the Church and
-Commercial Stores.
-
-"And Soames was with her?" said Aunt Hester, to whom Mrs. Small had as
-yet had no opportunity of relating the incident.
-
-"Soames with her? Of course not!"
-
-"But was she all alone in London?"
-
-"Oh, no; there was Mr. Bosinney with her. She was perfectly dressed."
-
-But Swithin, hearing the name Irene, looked severely at Euphemia, who, it
-is true, never did look well in a dress, whatever she may have done on
-other occasions, and said:
-
-"Dressed like a lady, I've no doubt. It's a pleasure to see her."
-
-At this moment James and his daughters were announced. Dartie, feeling
-badly in want of a drink, had pleaded an appointment with his dentist,
-and, being put down at the Marble Arch, had got into a hansom, and was
-already seated in the window of his club in Piccadilly.
-
-His wife, he told his cronies, had wanted to take him to pay some calls.
-It was not in his line--not exactly. Haw!
-
-Hailing the waiter, he sent him out to the hall to see what had won the
-4.30 race. He was dog-tired, he said, and that was a fact; had been
-drivin' about with his wife to 'shows' all the afternoon. Had put his
-foot down at last. A fellow must live his own life.
-
-At this moment, glancing out of the bay window--for he loved this seat
-whence he could see everybody pass--his eye unfortunately, or perhaps
-fortunately, chanced to light on the figure of Soames, who was mousing
-across the road from the Green Park-side, with the evident intention of
-coming in, for he, too, belonged to 'The Iseeum.'
-
-Dartie sprang to his feet; grasping his glass, he muttered something
-about 'that 4.30 race,' and swiftly withdrew to the card-room, where
-Soames never came. Here, in complete isolation and a dim light, he lived
-his own life till half past seven, by which hour he knew Soames must
-certainly have left the club.
-
-It would not do, as he kept repeating to himself whenever he felt the
-impulse to join the gossips in the bay-window getting too strong for
-him--it absolutely would not do, with finances as low as his, and the
-'old man' (James) rusty ever since that business over the oil shares,
-which was no fault of his, to risk a row with Winifred.
-
-If Soames were to see him in the club it would be sure to come round to
-her that he wasn't at the dentist's at all. He never knew a family where
-things 'came round' so. Uneasily, amongst the green baize card-tables, a
-frown on his olive coloured face, his check trousers crossed, and
-patent-leather boots shining through the gloom, he sat biting his
-forefinger, and wondering where the deuce he was to get the money if
-Erotic failed to win the Lancashire Cup.
-
-His thoughts turned gloomily to the Forsytes. What a set they were!
-There was no getting anything out of them--at least, it was a matter of
-extreme difficulty. They were so d---d particular about money matters;
-not a sportsman amongst the lot, unless it were George. That fellow
-Soames, for instance, would have a ft if you tried to borrow a tenner
-from him, or, if he didn't have a fit, he looked at you with his cursed
-supercilious smile, as if you were a lost soul because you were in want
-of money.
-
-And that wife of his (Dartie's mouth watered involuntarily), he had tried
-to be on good terms with her, as one naturally would with any pretty
-sister-in-law, but he would be cursed if the (he mentally used a coarse
-word)--would have anything to say to him--she looked at him, indeed, as
-if he were dirt--and yet she could go far enough, he wouldn't mind
-betting. He knew women; they weren't made with soft eyes and figures
-like that for nothing, as that fellow Soames would jolly soon find out,
-if there were anything in what he had heard about this Buccaneer Johnny.
-
-Rising from his chair, Dartie took a turn across the room, ending in
-front of the looking-glass over the marble chimney-piece; and there he
-stood for a long time contemplating in the glass the reflection of his
-face. It had that look, peculiar to some men, of having been steeped in
-linseed oil, with its waxed dark moustaches and the little distinguished
-commencements of side whiskers; and concernedly he felt the promise of a
-pimple on the side of his slightly curved and fattish nose.
-
-In the meantime old Jolyon had found the remaining chair in Timothy's
-commodious drawing-room. His advent had obviously put a stop to the
-conversation, decided awkwardness having set in. Aunt Juley, with her
-well-known kindheartedness, hastened to set people at their ease again.
-
-"Yes, Jolyon," she said, "we were just saying that you haven't been here
-for a long time; but we mustn't be surprised. You're busy, of course?
-James was just saying what a busy time of year...."
-
-"Was he?" said old Jolyon, looking hard at James. "It wouldn't be half
-so busy if everybody minded their own business."
-
-James, brooding in a small chair from which his knees ran uphill, shifted
-his feet uneasily, and put one of them down on the cat, which had
-unwisely taken refuge from old Jolyon beside him.
-
-"Here, you've got a cat here," he said in an injured voice, withdrawing
-his foot nervously as he felt it squeezing into the soft, furry body.
-
-"Several," said old Jolyon, looking at one face and another; "I trod on
-one just now."
-
-A silence followed.
-
-Then Mrs. Small, twisting her fingers and gazing round with 'pathetic
-calm', asked: "And how is dear June?"
-
-A twinkle of humour shot through the sternness of old Jolyon's eyes.
-Extraordinary old woman, Juley! No one quite like her for saying the
-wrong thing!
-
-"Bad!" he said; "London don't agree with her--too many people about, too
-much clatter and chatter by half." He laid emphasis on the words, and
-again looked James in the face.
-
-Nobody spoke.
-
-A feeling of its being too dangerous to take a step in any direction, or
-hazard any remark, had fallen on them all. Something of the sense of the
-impending, that comes over the spectator of a Greek tragedy, had entered
-that upholstered room, filled with those white-haired, frock-coated old
-men, and fashionably attired women, who were all of the same blood,
-between all of whom existed an unseizable resemblance.
-
-Not that they were conscious of it--the visits of such fateful, bitter
-spirits are only felt.
-
-Then Swithin rose. He would not sit there, feeling like that--he was not
-to be put down by anyone! And, manoeuvring round the room with added
-pomp, he shook hands with each separately.
-
-"You tell Timothy from me," he said, "that he coddles himself too much!"
-Then, turning to Francie, whom he considered 'smart,' he added: "You come
-with me for a drive one of these days." But this conjured up the vision
-of that other eventful drive which had been so much talked about, and he
-stood quite still for a second, with glassy eyes, as though waiting to
-catch up with the significance of what he himself had said; then,
-suddenly recollecting that he didn't care a damn, he turned to old
-Jolyon: "Well, good-bye, Jolyon! You shouldn't go about without an
-overcoat; you'll be getting sciatica or something!" And, kicking the cat
-slightly with the pointed tip of his patent leather boot, he took his
-huge form away.
-
-When he had gone everyone looked secretly at the others, to see how they
-had taken the mention of the word 'drive'--the word which had become
-famous, and acquired an overwhelming importance, as the only official--so
-to speak--news in connection with the vague and sinister rumour clinging
-to the family tongue.
-
-Euphemia, yielding to an impulse, said with a short laugh: "I'm glad
-Uncle Swithin doesn't ask me to go for drives."
-
-Mrs. Small, to reassure her and smooth over any little awkwardness the
-subject might have, replied: "My dear, he likes to take somebody well
-dressed, who will do him a little credit. I shall never forget the drive
-he took me. It was an experience!" And her chubby round old face was
-spread for a moment with a strange contentment; then broke into pouts,
-and tears came into her eyes. She was thinking of that long ago driving
-tour she had once taken with Septimus Small.
-
-James, who had relapsed into his nervous brooding in the little chair,
-suddenly roused himself: "He's a funny fellow, Swithin," he said, but in
-a half-hearted way.
-
-Old Jolyon's silence, his stern eyes, held them all in a kind of
-paralysis. He was disconcerted himself by the effect of his own
-words--an effect which seemed to deepen the importance of the very rumour
-he had come to scotch; but he was still angry.
-
-He had not done with them yet--No, no--he would give them another rub or
-two.
-
-He did not wish to rub his nieces, he had no quarrel with them--a young
-and presentable female always appealed to old Jolyon's clemency--but that
-fellow James, and, in a less degree perhaps, those others, deserved all
-they would get. And he, too, asked for Timothy.
-
-As though feeling that some danger threatened her younger brother, Aunt
-Juley suddenly offered him tea: "There it is," she said, "all cold and
-nasty, waiting for you in the back drawing room, but Smither shall make
-you some fresh."
-
-Old Jolyon rose: "Thank you," he said, looking straight at James, "but
-I've no time for tea, and--scandal, and the rest of it! It's time I was
-at home. Good-bye, Julia; good-bye, Hester; good-bye, Winifred."
-
-Without more ceremonious adieux, he marched out.
-
-Once again in his cab, his anger evaporated, for so it ever was with his
-wrath--when he had rapped out, it was gone. Sadness came over his
-spirit. He had stopped their mouths, maybe, but at what a cost! At the
-cost of certain knowledge that the rumour he had been resolved not to
-believe was true. June was abandoned, and for the wife of that fellow's
-son! He felt it was true, and hardened himself to treat it as if it were
-not; but the pain he hid beneath this resolution began slowly, surely, to
-vent itself in a blind resentment against James and his son.
-
-The six women and one man left behind in the little drawing-room began
-talking as easily as might be after such an occurrence, for though each
-one of them knew for a fact that he or she never talked scandal, each one
-of them also knew that the other six did; all were therefore angry and at
-a loss. James only was silent, disturbed, to the bottom of his soul.
-
-Presently Francie said: "Do you know, I think Uncle Jolyon is terribly
-changed this last year. What do you think, Aunt Hester?"
-
-Aunt Hester made a little movement of recoil: "Oh, ask your Aunt Julia!"
-she said; "I know nothing about it."
-
-No one else was afraid of assenting, and James muttered gloomily at the
-floor: "He's not half the man he was."
-
-"I've noticed it a long time," went on Francie; "he's aged tremendously."
-
-Aunt Juley shook her head; her face seemed suddenly to have become one
-immense pout.
-
-"Poor dear Jolyon," she said, "somebody ought to see to it for him!"
-
-There was again silence; then, as though in terror of being left
-solitarily behind, all five visitors rose simultaneously, and took their
-departure.
-
-Mrs. Small, Aunt Hester, and their cat were left once more alone, the
-sound of a door closing in the distance announced the approach of
-Timothy.
-
-That evening, when Aunt Hester had just got off to sleep in the back
-bedroom that used to be Aunt Juley's before Aunt Juley took Aunt Ann's,
-her door was opened, and Mrs. Small, in a pink night-cap, a candle in her
-hand, entered: "Hester!" she said. "Hester!"
-
-Aunt Hester faintly rustled the sheet.
-
-"Hester," repeated Aunt Juley, to make quite sure that she had awakened
-her, "I am quite troubled about poor dear Jolyon. What," Aunt Juley dwelt
-on the word, "do you think ought to be done?"
-
-Aunt Hester again rustled the sheet, her voice was heard faintly
-pleading: "Done? How should I know?"
-
-Aunt Juley turned away satisfied, and closing the door with extra
-gentleness so as not to disturb dear Hester, let it slip through her
-fingers and fall to with a 'crack.'
-
-Back in her own room, she stood at the window gazing at the moon over the
-trees in the Park, through a chink in the muslin curtains, close drawn
-lest anyone should see. And there, with her face all round and pouting
-in its pink cap, and her eyes wet, she thought of 'dear Jolyon,' so old
-and so lonely, and how she could be of some use to him; and how he would
-come to love her, as she had never been loved since--since poor Septimus
-went away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-DANCE AT ROGER'S
-
-Roger's house in Prince's Gardens was brilliantly alight. Large numbers
-of wax candles had been collected and placed in cut-glass chandeliers,
-and the parquet floor of the long, double drawing-room reflected these
-constellations. An appearance of real spaciousness had been secured by
-moving out all the furniture on to the upper landings, and enclosing the
-room with those strange appendages of civilization known as 'rout' seats.
-In a remote corner, embowered in palms, was a cottage piano, with a copy
-of the 'Kensington Coil' open on the music-stand.
-
-Roger had objected to a band. He didn't see in the least what they
-wanted with a band; he wouldn't go to the expense, and there was an end
-of it. Francie (her mother, whom Roger had long since reduced to chronic
-dyspepsia, went to bed on such occasions), had been obliged to content
-herself with supplementing the piano by a young man who played the
-cornet, and she so arranged with palms that anyone who did not look into
-the heart of things might imagine there were several musicians secreted
-there. She made up her mind to tell them to play loud--there was a lot
-of music in a cornet, if the man would only put his soul into it.
-
-In the more cultivated American tongue, she was 'through' at
-last--through that tortuous labyrinth of make-shifts, which must be
-traversed before fashionable display can be combined with the sound
-economy of a Forsyte. Thin but brilliant, in her maize-coloured frock
-with much tulle about the shoulders, she went from place to place,
-fitting on her gloves, and casting her eye over it all.
-
-To the hired butler (for Roger only kept maids) she spoke about the wine.
-Did he quite understand that Mr. Forsyte wished a dozen bottles of the
-champagne from Whiteley's to be put out? But if that were finished (she
-did not suppose it would be, most of the ladies would drink water, no
-doubt), but if it were, there was the champagne cup, and he must do the
-best he could with that.
-
-She hated having to say this sort of thing to a butler, it was so infra
-dig.; but what could you do with father? Roger, indeed, after making
-himself consistently disagreeable about the dance, would come down
-presently, with his fresh colour and bumpy forehead, as though he had
-been its promoter; and he would smile, and probably take the prettiest
-woman in to supper; and at two o'clock, just as they were getting into
-the swing, he would go up secretly to the musicians and tell them to play
-'God Save the Queen,' and go away.
-
-Francie devoutly hoped he might soon get tired, and slip off to bed.
-
-The three or four devoted girl friends who were staying in the house for
-this dance had partaken with her, in a small, abandoned room upstairs, of
-tea and cold chicken-legs, hurriedly served; the men had been sent out to
-dine at Eustace's Club, it being felt that they must be fed up.
-
-Punctually on the stroke of nine arrived Mrs. Small alone. She made
-elaborate apologies for the absence of Timothy, omitting all mention of
-Aunt Hester, who, at the last minute, had said she could not be bothered.
-Francie received her effusively, and placed her on a rout seat, where she
-left her, pouting and solitary in lavender-coloured satin--the first time
-she had worn colour since Aunt Ann's death.
-
-The devoted maiden friends came now from their rooms, each by magic
-arrangement in a differently coloured frock, but all with the same
-liberal allowance of tulle on the shoulders and at the bosom--for they
-were, by some fatality, lean to a girl. They were all taken up to Mrs.
-Small. None stayed with her more than a few seconds, but clustering
-together talked and twisted their programmes, looking secretly at the
-door for the first appearance of a man.
-
-Then arrived in a group a number of Nicholases, always punctual--the
-fashion up Ladbroke Grove way; and close behind them Eustace and his men,
-gloomy and smelling rather of smoke.
-
-Three or four of Francie's lovers now appeared, one after the other; she
-had made each promise to come early. They were all clean-shaven and
-sprightly, with that peculiar kind of young-man sprightliness which had
-recently invaded Kensington; they did not seem to mind each other's
-presence in the least, and wore their ties bunching out at the ends,
-white waistcoats, and socks with clocks. All had handkerchiefs concealed
-in their cuffs. They moved buoyantly, each armoured in professional
-gaiety, as though he had come to do great deeds. Their faces when they
-danced, far from wearing the traditional solemn look of the dancing
-Englishman, were irresponsible, charming, suave; they bounded, twirling
-their partners at great pace, without pedantic attention to the rhythm of
-the music.
-
-At other dancers they looked with a kind of airy scorn--they, the light
-brigade, the heroes of a hundred Kensington 'hops'--from whom alone could
-the right manner and smile and step be hoped.
-
-After this the stream came fast; chaperones silting up along the wall
-facing the entrance, the volatile element swelling the eddy in the larger
-room.
-
-Men were scarce, and wallflowers wore their peculiar, pathetic
-expression, a patient, sourish smile which seemed to say: "Oh, no! don't
-mistake me, I know you are not coming up to me. I can hardly expect
-that!" And Francie would plead with one of her lovers, or with some
-callow youth: "Now, to please me, do let me introduce you to Miss Pink;
-such a nice girl, really!" and she would bring him up, and say: "Miss
-Pink--Mr. Gathercole. Can you spare him a dance?" Then Miss Pink,
-smiling her forced smile, colouring a little, answered: "Oh! I think so!"
-and screening her empty card, wrote on it the name of Gathercole,
-spelling it passionately in the district that he proposed, about the
-second extra.
-
-But when the youth had murmured that it was hot, and passed, she relapsed
-into her attitude of hopeless expectation, into her patient, sourish
-smile.
-
-Mothers, slowly fanning their faces, watched their daughters, and in
-their eyes could be read all the story of those daughters' fortunes. As
-for themselves, to sit hour after hour, dead tired, silent, or talking
-spasmodically--what did it matter, so long as the girls were having a
-good time! But to see them neglected and passed by! Ah! they smiled,
-but their eyes stabbed like the eyes of an offended swan; they longed to
-pluck young Gathercole by the slack of his dandified breeches, and drag
-him to their daughters--the jackanapes!
-
-And all the cruelties and hardness of life, its pathos and unequal
-chances, its conceit, self-forgetfulness, and patience, were presented on
-the battle-field of this Kensington ball-room.
-
-Here and there, too, lovers--not lovers like Francie's, a peculiar breed,
-but simply lovers--trembling, blushing, silent, sought each other by
-flying glances, sought to meet and touch in the mazes of the dance, and
-now and again dancing together, struck some beholder by the light in
-their eyes.
-
-Not a second before ten o'clock came the Jameses--Emily, Rachel, Winifred
-(Dartie had been left behind, having on a former occasion drunk too much
-of Roger's champagne), and Cicely, the youngest, making her debut; behind
-them, following in a hansom from the paternal mansion where they had
-dined, Soames and Irene.
-
-All these ladies had shoulder-straps and no tulle--thus showing at once,
-by a bolder exposure of flesh, that they came from the more fashionable
-side of the Park.
-
-Soames, sidling back from the contact of the dancers, took up a position
-against the wall. Guarding himself with his pale smile, he stood
-watching. Waltz after waltz began and ended, couple after couple brushed
-by with smiling lips, laughter, and snatches of talk; or with set lips,
-and eyes searching the throng; or again, with silent, parted lips, and
-eyes on each other. And the scent of festivity, the odour of flowers,
-and hair, of essences that women love, rose suffocatingly in the heat of
-the summer night.
-
-Silent, with something of scorn in his smile, Soames seemed to notice
-nothing; but now and again his eyes, finding that which they sought,
-would fix themselves on a point in the shifting throng, and the smile die
-off his lips.
-
-He danced with no one. Some fellows danced with their wives; his sense
-of 'form' had never permitted him to dance with Irene since their
-marriage, and the God of the Forsytes alone can tell whether this was a
-relief to him or not.
-
-She passed, dancing with other men, her dress, iris-coloured, floating
-away from her feet. She danced well; he was tired of hearing women say
-with an acid smile: "How beautifully your wife dances, Mr. Forsyte--it's
-quite a pleasure to watch her!" Tired of answering them with his
-sidelong glance: "You think so?"
-
-A young couple close by flirted a fan by turns, making an unpleasant
-draught. Francie and one of her lovers stood near. They were talking of
-love.
-
-He heard Roger's voice behind, giving an order about supper to a servant.
-Everything was very second-class! He wished that he had not come! He
-had asked Irene whether she wanted him; she had answered with that
-maddening smile of hers "Oh, no!"
-
-Why had he come? For the last quarter of an hour he had not even seen
-her. Here was George advancing with his Quilpish face; it was too late
-to get out of his way.
-
-"Have you seen 'The Buccaneer'?" said this licensed wag; "he's on the
-warpath--hair cut and everything!"
-
-Soames said he had not, and crossing the room, half-empty in an interval
-of the dance, he went out on the balcony, and looked down into the
-street.
-
-A carriage had driven up with late arrivals, and round the door hung some
-of those patient watchers of the London streets who spring up to the call
-of light or music; their faces, pale and upturned above their black and
-rusty figures, had an air of stolid watching that annoyed Soames. Why
-were they allowed to hang about; why didn't the bobby move them on?
-
-But the policeman took no notice of them; his feet were planted apart on
-the strip of crimson carpet stretched across the pavement; his face,
-under the helmet, wore the same stolid, watching look as theirs.
-
-Across the road, through the railings, Soames could see the branches of
-trees shining, faintly stirring in the breeze, by the gleam of the street
-lamps; beyond, again, the upper lights of the houses on the other side,
-so many eyes looking down on the quiet blackness of the garden; and over
-all, the sky, that wonderful London sky, dusted with the innumerable
-reflection of countless lamps; a dome woven over between its stars with
-the refraction of human needs and human fancies--immense mirror of pomp
-and misery that night after night stretches its kindly mocking over miles
-of houses and gardens, mansions and squalor, over Forsytes, policemen,
-and patient watchers in the streets.
-
-Soames turned away, and, hidden in the recess, gazed into the lighted
-room. It was cooler out there. He saw the new arrivals, June and her
-grandfather, enter. What had made them so late? They stood by the
-doorway. They looked fagged. Fancy Uncle Jolyon turning out at this
-time of night! Why hadn't June come to Irene, as she usually did, and it
-occurred to him suddenly that he had seen nothing of June for a long time
-now.
-
-Watching her face with idle malice, he saw it change, grow so pale that
-he thought she would drop, then flame out crimson. Turning to see at what
-she was looking, he saw his wife on Bosinney's arm, coming from the
-conservatory at the end of the room. Her eyes were raised to his, as
-though answering some question he had asked, and he was gazing at her
-intently.
-
-Soames looked again at June. Her hand rested on old Jolyon's arm; she
-seemed to be making a request. He saw a surprised look on his uncle's
-face; they turned and passed through the door out of his sight.
-
-The music began again--a waltz--and, still as a statue in the recess of
-the window, his face unmoved, but no smile on his lips, Soames waited.
-Presently, within a yard of the dark balcony, his wife and Bosinney
-passed. He caught the perfume of the gardenias that she wore, saw the
-rise and fall of her bosom, the languor in her eyes, her parted lips, and
-a look on her face that he did not know. To the slow, swinging measure
-they danced by, and it seemed to him that they clung to each other; he
-saw her raise her eyes, soft and dark, to Bosinney's, and drop them
-again.
-
-Very white, he turned back to the balcony, and leaning on it, gazed down
-on the Square; the figures were still there looking up at the light with
-dull persistency, the policeman's face, too, upturned, and staring, but
-he saw nothing of them. Below, a carriage drew up, two figures got in,
-and drove away....
-
-That evening June and old Jolyon sat down to dinner at the usual hour.
-The girl was in her customary high-necked frock, old Jolyon had not
-dressed.
-
-At breakfast she had spoken of the dance at Uncle Roger's, she wanted to
-go; she had been stupid enough, she said, not to think of asking anyone
-to take her. It was too late now.
-
-Old Jolyon lifted his keen eyes. June was used to go to dances with
-Irene as a matter of course! and deliberately fixing his gaze on her, he
-asked: "Why don't you get Irene?"
-
-No! June did not want to ask Irene; she would only go if--if her
-grandfather wouldn't mind just for once for a little time!
-
-At her look, so eager and so worn, old Jolyon had grumblingly consented.
-He did not know what she wanted, he said, with going to a dance like
-this, a poor affair, he would wager; and she no more fit for it than a
-cat! What she wanted was sea air, and after his general meeting of the
-Globular Gold Concessions he was ready to take her. She didn't want to
-go away? Ah! she would knock herself up! Stealing a mournful look at
-her, he went on with his breakfast.
-
-June went out early, and wandered restlessly about in the heat. Her
-little light figure that lately had moved so languidly about its
-business, was all on fire. She bought herself some flowers. She
-wanted--she meant to look her best. He would be there! She knew well
-enough that he had a card. She would show him that she did not care.
-But deep down in her heart she resolved that evening to win him back.
-She came in flushed, and talked brightly all lunch; old Jolyon was there,
-and he was deceived.
-
-In the afternoon she was overtaken by a desperate fit of sobbing. She
-strangled the noise against the pillows of her bed, but when at last it
-ceased she saw in the glass a swollen face with reddened eyes, and violet
-circles round them. She stayed in the darkened room till dinner time.
-
-All through that silent meal the struggle went on within her.
-
-She looked so shadowy and exhausted that old Jolyon told 'Sankey' to
-countermand the carriage, he would not have her going out.... She was to
-go to bed! She made no resistance. She went up to her room, and sat in
-the dark. At ten o'clock she rang for her maid.
-
-"Bring some hot water, and go down and tell Mr. Forsyte that I feel
-perfectly rested. Say that if he's too tired I can go to the dance by
-myself."
-
-The maid looked askance, and June turned on her imperiously. "Go," she
-said, "bring the hot water at once!"
-
-Her ball-dress still lay on the sofa, and with a sort of fierce care she
-arrayed herself, took the flowers in her hand, and went down, her small
-face carried high under its burden of hair. She could hear old Jolyon in
-his room as she passed.
-
-Bewildered and vexed, he was dressing. It was past ten, they would not
-get there till eleven; the girl was mad. But he dared not cross her--the
-expression of her face at dinner haunted him.
-
-With great ebony brushes he smoothed his hair till it shone like silver
-under the light; then he, too, came out on the gloomy staircase.
-
-June met him below, and, without a word, they went to the carriage.
-
-When, after that drive which seemed to last for ever, she entered Roger's
-drawing-room, she disguised under a mask of resolution a very torment of
-nervousness and emotion. The feeling of shame at what might be called
-'running after him' was smothered by the dread that he might not be
-there, that she might not see him after all, and by that dogged
-resolve--somehow, she did not know how--to win him back.
-
-The sight of the ballroom, with its gleaming floor, gave her a feeling of
-joy, of triumph, for she loved dancing, and when dancing she floated, so
-light was she, like a strenuous, eager little spirit. He would surely
-ask her to dance, and if he danced with her it would all be as it was
-before. She looked about her eagerly.
-
-The sight of Bosinney coming with Irene from the conservatory, with that
-strange look of utter absorption on his face, struck her too suddenly.
-They had not seen--no one should see--her distress, not even her
-grandfather.
-
-She put her hand on Jolyon's arm, and said very low:
-
-"I must go home, Gran; I feel ill."
-
-He hurried her away, grumbling to himself that he had known how it would
-be.
-
-To her he said nothing; only when they were once more in the carriage,
-which by some fortunate chance had lingered near the door, he asked her:
-"What is it, my darling?"
-
-Feeling her whole slender body shaken by sobs, he was terribly alarmed.
-She must have Blank to-morrow. He would insist upon it. He could not
-have her like this.... There, there!
-
-June mastered her sobs, and squeezing his hand feverishly, she lay back
-in her corner, her face muffled in a shawl.
-
-He could only see her eyes, fixed and staring in the dark, but he did not
-cease to stroke her hand with his thin fingers.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-EVENING AT RICHMOND
-
-Other eyes besides the eyes of June and of Soames had seen 'those two'
-(as Euphemia had already begun to call them) coming from the
-conservatory; other eyes had noticed the look on Bosinney's face.
-
-There are moments when Nature reveals the passion hidden beneath the
-careless calm of her ordinary moods--violent spring flashing white on
-almond-blossom through the purple clouds; a snowy, moonlit peak, with its
-single star, soaring up to the passionate blue; or against the flames of
-sunset, an old yew-tree standing dark guardian of some fiery secret.
-
-There are moments, too, when in a picture-gallery, a work, noted by the
-casual spectator as '......Titian--remarkably fine,' breaks through the
-defences of some Forsyte better lunched perhaps than his fellows, and
-holds him spellbound in a kind of ecstasy. There are things, he
-feels--there are things here which--well, which are things. Something
-unreasoning, unreasonable, is upon him; when he tries to define it with
-the precision of a practical man, it eludes him, slips away, as the glow
-of the wine he has drunk is slipping away, leaving him cross, and
-conscious of his liver. He feels that he has been extravagant, prodigal
-of something; virtue has gone out of him. He did not desire this glimpse
-of what lay under the three stars of his catalogue. God forbid that he
-should know anything about the forces of Nature! God forbid that he
-should admit for a moment that there are such things! Once admit that,
-and where was he? One paid a shilling for entrance, and another for the
-programme.
-
-The look which June had seen, which other Forsytes had seen, was like the
-sudden flashing of a candle through a hole in some imaginary canvas,
-behind which it was being moved--the sudden flaming-out of a vague,
-erratic glow, shadowy and enticing. It brought home to onlookers the
-consciousness that dangerous forces were at work. For a moment they
-noticed it with pleasure, with interest, then felt they must not notice
-it at all.
-
-It supplied, however, the reason of June's coming so late and
-disappearing again without dancing, without even shaking hands with her
-lover. She was ill, it was said, and no wonder.
-
-But here they looked at each other guiltily. They had no desire to
-spread scandal, no desire to be ill-natured. Who would have? And to
-outsiders no word was breathed, unwritten law keeping them silent.
-
-Then came the news that June had gone to the seaside with old Jolyon.
-
-He had carried her off to Broadstairs, for which place there was just
-then a feeling, Yarmouth having lost caste, in spite of Nicholas, and no
-Forsyte going to the sea without intending to have an air for his money
-such as would render him bilious in a week. That fatally aristocratic
-tendency of the first Forsyte to drink Madeira had left his descendants
-undoubtedly accessible.
-
-So June went to the sea. The family awaited developments; there was
-nothing else to do.
-
-But how far--how far had 'those two' gone? How far were they going to
-go? Could they really be going at all? Nothing could surely come of it,
-for neither of them had any money. At the most a flirtation, ending, as
-all such attachments should, at the proper time.
-
-Soames' sister, Winifred Dartie, who had imbibed with the breezes of
-Mayfair--she lived in Green Street--more fashionable principles in regard
-to matrimonial behaviour than were current, for instance, in Ladbroke
-Grove, laughed at the idea of there being anything in it. The 'little
-thing'--Irene was taller than herself, and it was real testimony to the
-solid worth of a Forsyte that she should always thus be a 'little
-thing'--the little thing was bored. Why shouldn't she amuse herself?
-Soames was rather tiring; and as to Mr. Bosinney--only that buffoon
-George would have called him the Buccaneer--she maintained that he was
-very chic.
-
-This dictum--that Bosinney was chic--caused quit a sensation. It failed
-to convince. That he was 'good-looking in a way' they were prepared to
-admit, but that anyone could call a man with his pronounced cheekbones,
-curious eyes, and soft felt hats chic was only another instance of
-Winifred's extravagant way of running after something new.
-
-It was that famous summer when extravagance was fashionable, when the
-very earth was extravagant, chestnut-trees spread with blossom, and
-flowers drenched in perfume, as they had never been before; when roses
-blew in every garden; and for the swarming stars the nights had hardly
-space; when every day and all day long the sun, in full armour, swung his
-brazen shield above the Park, and people did strange things, lunching and
-dining in the open air. Unprecedented was the tale of cabs and carriages
-that streamed across the bridges of the shining river, bearing the
-upper-middle class in thousands to the green glories of Bushey, Richmond,
-Kew, and Hampton Court. Almost every family with any pretensions to be
-of the carriage-class paid one visit that year to the horse-chestnuts at
-Bushey, or took one drive amongst the Spanish chestnuts of Richmond Park.
-Bowling smoothly, if dustily, along, in a cloud of their own creation,
-they would stare fashionably at the antlered heads which the great slow
-deer raised out of a forest of bracken that promised to autumn lovers
-such cover as was never seen before. And now and again, as the amorous
-perfume of chestnut flowers and of fern was drifted too near, one would
-say to the other: "My dear! What a peculiar scent!"
-
-And the lime-flowers that year were of rare prime, near honey-coloured.
-At the corners of London squares they gave out, as the sun went down, a
-perfume sweeter than the honey bees had taken--a perfume that stirred a
-yearning unnamable in the hearts of Forsytes and their peers, taking the
-cool after dinner in the precincts of those gardens to which they alone
-had keys.
-
-And that yearning made them linger amidst the dim shapes of flower-beds
-in the failing daylight, made them turn, and turn, and turn again, as
-though lovers were waiting for them--waiting for the last light to die
-away under the shadow of the branches.
-
-Some vague sympathy evoked by the scent of the limes, some sisterly
-desire to see for herself, some idea of demonstrating the soundness of
-her dictum that there was 'nothing in it'; or merely the craving to drive
-down to Richmond, irresistible that summer, moved the mother of the
-little Darties (of little Publius, of Imogen, Maud, and Benedict) to
-write the following note to her sister-in-law:
-
-'DEAR IRENE, 'June 30.
-
-'I hear that Soames is going to Henley tomorrow for the night. I thought
-it would be great fun if we made up a little party and drove down to,
-Richmond. Will you ask Mr. Bosinney, and I will get young Flippard.
-
-'Emily (they called their mother Emily--it was so chic) will lend us the
-carriage. I will call for you and your young man at seven o'clock.
-
-'Your affectionate sister,
-'WINIFRED DARTIE.
-
-'Montague believes the dinner at the Crown and Sceptre to be quite
-eatable.'
-
-Montague was Dartie's second and better known name--his first being
-Moses; for he was nothing if not a man of the world.
-
-Her plan met with more opposition from Providence than so benevolent a
-scheme deserved. In the first place young Flippard wrote:
-
-'DEAR Mrs. DARTIE,
-
-'Awfully sorry. Engaged two deep.
-
-'Yours,
-'AUGUSTUS FLIPPARD.'
-
-It was late to send into the by-ways and hedges to remedy this
-misfortune. With the promptitude and conduct of a mother, Winifred fell
-back on her husband. She had, indeed, the decided but tolerant
-temperament that goes with a good deal of profile, fair hair, and
-greenish eyes. She was seldom or never at a loss; or if at a loss, was
-always able to convert it into a gain.
-
-Dartie, too, was in good feather. Erotic had failed to win the
-Lancashire Cup. Indeed, that celebrated animal, owned as he was by a
-pillar of the turf, who had secretly laid many thousands against him, had
-not even started. The forty-eight hours that followed his scratching
-were among the darkest in Dartie's life.
-
-Visions of James haunted him day and night. Black thoughts about Soames
-mingled with the faintest hopes. On the Friday night he got drunk, so
-greatly was he affected. But on Saturday morning the true Stock Exchange
-instinct triumphed within him. Owing some hundreds, which by no
-possibility could he pay, he went into town and put them all on
-Concertina for the Saltown Borough Handicap.
-
-As he said to Major Scrotton, with whom he lunched at the Iseeum: "That
-little Jew boy, Nathans, had given him the tip. He didn't care a cursh.
-He wash in--a mucker. If it didn't come up--well then, damme, the old
-man would have to pay!"
-
-A bottle of Pol Roger to his own cheek had given him a new contempt for
-James.
-
-It came up. Concertina was squeezed home by her neck--a terrible squeak!
-But, as Dartie said: There was nothing like pluck!
-
-He was by no means averse to the expedition to Richmond. He would
-'stand' it himself! He cherished an admiration for Irene, and wished to
-be on more playful terms with her.
-
-At half-past five the Park Lane footman came round to say: Mrs. Forsyte
-was very sorry, but one of the horses was coughing!
-
-Undaunted by this further blow, Winifred at once despatched little
-Publius (now aged seven) with the nursery governess to Montpellier
-Square.
-
-They would go down in hansoms and meet at the Crown and Sceptre at 7.45.
-
-Dartie, on being told, was pleased enough. It was better than going down
-with your back to the horses! He had no objection to driving down with
-Irene. He supposed they would pick up the others at Montpellier Square,
-and swop hansoms there?
-
-Informed that the meet was at the Crown and Sceptre, and that he would
-have to drive with his wife, he turned sulky, and said it was d---d slow!
-
-At seven o'clock they started, Dartie offering to bet the driver
-half-a-crown he didn't do it in the three-quarters of an hour.
-
-Twice only did husband and wife exchange remarks on the way.
-
-Dartie said: "It'll put Master Soames's nose out of joint to hear his
-wife's been drivin' in a hansom with Master Bosinney!"
-
-Winifred replied: "Don't talk such nonsense, Monty!"
-
-"Nonsense!" repeated Dartie. "You don't know women, my fine lady!"
-
-On the other occasion he merely asked: "How am I looking? A bit puffy
-about the gills? That fizz old George is so fond of is a windy wine!"
-
-He had been lunching with George Forsyte at the Haversnake.
-
-Bosinney and Irene had arrived before them. They were standing in one of
-the long French windows overlooking the river.
-
-Windows that summer were open all day long, and all night too, and day
-and night the scents of flowers and trees came in, the hot scent of
-parching grass, and the cool scent of the heavy dews.
-
-To the eye of the observant Dartie his two guests did not appear to be
-making much running, standing there close together, without a word.
-Bosinney was a hungry-looking creature--not much go about him.
-
-He left them to Winifred, however, and busied himself to order the
-dinner.
-
-A Forsyte will require good, if not delicate feeding, but a Dartie will
-tax the resources of a Crown and Sceptre. Living as he does, from hand
-to mouth, nothing is too good for him to eat; and he will eat it. His
-drink, too, will need to be carefully provided; there is much drink in
-this country 'not good enough' for a Dartie; he will have the best.
-Paying for things vicariously, there is no reason why he should stint
-himself. To stint yourself is the mark of a fool, not of a Dartie.
-
-The best of everything! No sounder principle on which a man can base his
-life, whose father-in-law has a very considerable income, and a
-partiality for his grandchildren.
-
-With his not unable eye Dartie had spotted this weakness in James the
-very first year after little Publius's arrival (an error); he had
-profited by his perspicacity. Four little Darties were now a sort of
-perpetual insurance.
-
-The feature of the feast was unquestionably the red mullet. This
-delectable fish, brought from a considerable distance in a state of
-almost perfect preservation, was first fried, then boned, then served in
-ice, with Madeira punch in place of sauce, according to a recipe known to
-a few men of the world.
-
-Nothing else calls for remark except the payment of the bill by Dartie.
-
-He had made himself extremely agreeable throughout the meal; his bold,
-admiring stare seldom abandoning Irene's face and figure. As he was
-obliged to confess to himself, he got no change out of her--she was cool
-enough, as cool as her shoulders looked under their veil of creamy lace.
-He expected to have caught her out in some little game with Bosinney; but
-not a bit of it, she kept up her end remarkably well. As for that
-architect chap, he was as glum as a bear with a sore head--Winifred could
-barely get a word out of him; he ate nothing, but he certainly took his
-liquor, and his face kept getting whiter, and his eyes looked queer.
-
-It was all very amusing.
-
-For Dartie himself was in capital form, and talked freely, with a certain
-poignancy, being no fool. He told two or three stories verging on the
-improper, a concession to the company, for his stories were not used to
-verging. He proposed Irene's health in a mock speech. Nobody drank it,
-and Winifred said: "Don't be such a clown, Monty!"
-
-At her suggestion they went after dinner to the public terrace
-overlooking the river.
-
-"I should like to see the common people making love," she said, "it's
-such fun!"
-
-There were numbers of them walking in the cool, after the day's heat, and
-the air was alive with the sound of voices, coarse and loud, or soft as
-though murmuring secrets.
-
-It was not long before Winifred's better sense--she was the only Forsyte
-present--secured them an empty bench. They sat down in a row. A heavy
-tree spread a thick canopy above their heads, and the haze darkened
-slowly over the river.
-
-Dartie sat at the end, next to him Irene, then Bosinney, then Winifred.
-There was hardly room for four, and the man of the world could feel
-Irene's arm crushed against his own; he knew that she could not withdraw
-it without seeming rude, and this amused him; he devised every now and
-again a movement that would bring her closer still. He thought: 'That
-Buccaneer Johnny shan't have it all to himself! It's a pretty tight fit,
-certainly!'
-
-From far down below on the dark river came drifting the tinkle of a
-mandoline, and voices singing the old round:
-
-'A boat, a boat, unto the ferry, For we'll go over and be merry; And
-laugh, and quaff, and drink brown sherry!'
-
-And suddenly the moon appeared, young and tender, floating up on her back
-from behind a tree; and as though she had breathed, the air was cooler,
-but down that cooler air came always the warm odour of the limes.
-
-Over his cigar Dartie peered round at Bosinney, who was sitting with his
-arms crossed, staring straight in front of him, and on his face the look
-of a man being tortured.
-
-And Dartie shot a glance at the face between, so veiled by the
-overhanging shadow that it was but like a darker piece of the darkness
-shaped and breathed on; soft, mysterious, enticing.
-
-A hush had fallen on the noisy terrace, as if all the strollers were
-thinking secrets too precious to be spoken.
-
-And Dartie thought: 'Women!'
-
-The glow died above the river, the singing ceased; the young moon hid
-behind a tree, and all was dark. He pressed himself against Irene.
-
-He was not alarmed at the shuddering that ran through the limbs he
-touched, or at the troubled, scornful look of her eyes. He felt her
-trying to draw herself away, and smiled.
-
-It must be confessed that the man of the world had drunk quite as much as
-was good for him.
-
-With thick lips parted under his well-curled moustaches, and his bold
-eyes aslant upon her, he had the malicious look of a satyr.
-
-Along the pathway of sky between the hedges of the tree tops the stars
-clustered forth; like mortals beneath, they seemed to shift and swarm and
-whisper. Then on the terrace the buzz broke out once more, and Dartie
-thought: 'Ah! he's a poor, hungry-looking devil, that Bosinney!' and
-again he pressed himself against Irene.
-
-The movement deserved a better success. She rose, and they all followed
-her.
-
-The man of the world was more than ever determined to see what she was
-made of. Along the terrace he kept close at her elbow. He had within him
-much good wine. There was the long drive home, the long drive and the
-warm dark and the pleasant closeness of the hansom cab--with its
-insulation from the world devised by some great and good man. That
-hungry architect chap might drive with his wife--he wished him joy of
-her! And, conscious that his voice was not too steady, he was careful
-not to speak; but a smile had become fixed on his thick lips.
-
-They strolled along toward the cabs awaiting them at the farther end.
-His plan had the merit of all great plans, an almost brutal simplicity he
-would merely keep at her elbow till she got in, and get in quickly after
-her.
-
-But when Irene reached the cab she did not get in; she slipped, instead,
-to the horse's head. Dartie was not at the moment sufficiently master of
-his legs to follow. She stood stroking the horse's nose, and, to his
-annoyance, Bosinney was at her side first. She turned and spoke to him
-rapidly, in a low voice; the words 'That man' reached Dartie. He stood
-stubbornly by the cab step, waiting for her to come back. He knew a
-trick worth two of that!
-
-Here, in the lamp-light, his figure (no more than medium height), well
-squared in its white evening waistcoat, his light overcoat flung over his
-arm, a pink flower in his button-hole, and on his dark face that look of
-confident, good-humoured insolence, he was at his best--a thorough man of
-the world.
-
-Winifred was already in her cab. Dartie reflected that Bosinney would
-have a poorish time in that cab if he didn't look sharp! Suddenly he
-received a push which nearly overturned him in the road. Bosinney's
-voice hissed in his ear: "I am taking Irene back; do you understand?" He
-saw a face white with passion, and eyes that glared at him like a wild
-cat's.
-
-"Eh?" he stammered. "What? Not a bit. You take my wife!"
-
-"Get away!" hissed Bosinney--"or I'll throw you into the road!"
-
-Dartie recoiled; he saw as plainly as possible that the fellow meant it.
-In the space he made Irene had slipped by, her dress brushed his legs.
-Bosinney stepped in after her.
-
-"Go on!" he heard the Buccaneer cry. The cabman flicked his horse. It
-sprang forward.
-
-Dartie stood for a moment dumbfounded; then, dashing at the cab where his
-wife sat, he scrambled in.
-
-"Drive on!" he shouted to the driver, "and don't you lose sight of that
-fellow in front!"
-
-Seated by his wife's side, he burst into imprecations. Calming himself
-at last with a supreme effort, he added: "A pretty mess you've made of
-it, to let the Buccaneer drive home with her; why on earth couldn't you
-keep hold of him? He's mad with love; any fool can see that!"
-
-He drowned Winifred's rejoinder with fresh calls to the Almighty; nor was
-it until they reached Barnes that he ceased a Jeremiad, in the course of
-which he had abused her, her father, her brother, Irene, Bosinney, the
-name of Forsyte, his own children, and cursed the day when he had ever
-married.
-
-Winifred, a woman of strong character, let him have his say, at the end
-of which he lapsed into sulky silence. His angry eyes never deserted the
-back of that cab, which, like a lost chance, haunted the darkness in
-front of him.
-
-Fortunately he could not hear Bosinney's passionate pleading--that
-pleading which the man of the world's conduct had let loose like a flood;
-he could not see Irene shivering, as though some garment had been torn
-from her, nor her eyes, black and mournful, like the eyes of a beaten
-child. He could not hear Bosinney entreating, entreating, always
-entreating; could not hear her sudden, soft weeping, nor see that poor,
-hungry-looking devil, awed and trembling, humbly touching her hand.
-
-In Montpellier Square their cabman, following his instructions to the
-letter, faithfully drew up behind the cab in front. The Darties saw
-Bosinney spring out, and Irene follow, and hasten up the steps with bent
-head. She evidently had her key in her hand, for she disappeared at
-once. It was impossible to tell whether she had turned to speak to
-Bosinney.
-
-The latter came walking past their cab; both husband and wife had an
-admirable view of his face in the light of a street lamp. It was working
-with violent emotion.
-
-"Good-night, Mr. Bosinney!" called Winifred.
-
-Bosinney started, clawed off his hat, and hurried on. He had obviously
-forgotten their existence.
-
-"There!" said Dartie, "did you see the beast's face? What did I say?
-Fine games!" He improved the occasion.
-
-There had so clearly been a crisis in the cab that Winifred was unable to
-defend her theory.
-
-She said: "I shall say nothing about it. I don't see any use in making a
-fuss!"
-
-With that view Dartie at once concurred; looking upon James as a private
-preserve, he disapproved of his being disturbed by the troubles of
-others.
-
-"Quite right," he said; "let Soames look after himself. He's jolly well
-able to!"
-
-Thus speaking, the Darties entered their habitat in Green Street, the
-rent of which was paid by James, and sought a well-earned rest. The hour
-was midnight, and no Forsytes remained abroad in the streets to spy out
-Bosinney's wanderings; to see him return and stand against the rails of
-the Square garden, back from the glow of the street lamp; to see him
-stand there in the shadow of trees, watching the house where in the dark
-was hidden she whom he would have given the world to see for a single
-minute--she who was now to him the breath of the lime-trees, the meaning
-of the light and the darkness, the very beating of his own heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-DIAGNOSIS OF A FORSYTE
-
-It is in the nature of a Forsyte to be ignorant that he is a Forsyte; but
-young Jolyon was well aware of being one. He had not known it till after
-the decisive step which had made him an outcast; since then the knowledge
-had been with him continually. He felt it throughout his alliance,
-throughout all his dealings with his second wife, who was emphatically
-not a Forsyte.
-
-He knew that if he had not possessed in great measure the eye for what he
-wanted, the tenacity to hold on to it, the sense of the folly of wasting
-that for which he had given so big a price--in other words, the 'sense of
-property' he could never have retained her (perhaps never would have
-desired to retain her) with him through all the financial troubles,
-slights, and misconstructions of those fifteen years; never have induced
-her to marry him on the death of his first wife; never have lived it all
-through, and come up, as it were, thin, but smiling.
-
-He was one of those men who, seated cross-legged like miniature Chinese
-idols in the cages of their own hearts, are ever smiling at themselves a
-doubting smile. Not that this smile, so intimate and eternal, interfered
-with his actions, which, like his chin and his temperament, were quite a
-peculiar blend of softness and determination.
-
-He was conscious, too, of being a Forsyte in his work, that painting of
-water-colours to which he devoted so much energy, always with an eye on
-himself, as though he could not take so unpractical a pursuit quite
-seriously, and always with a certain queer uneasiness that he did not
-make more money at it.
-
-It was, then, this consciousness of what it meant to be a Forsyte, that
-made him receive the following letter from old Jolyon, with a mixture of
-sympathy and disgust:
-
-'SHELDRAKE HOUSE,
- 'BROADSTAIRS,
-
-'July 1. 'MY DEAR JO,'
-
-(The Dad's handwriting had altered very little in the thirty odd years
-that he remembered it.)
-
-'We have been here now a fortnight, and have had good weather on the
-whole. The air is bracing, but my liver is out of order, and I shall be
-glad enough to get back to town. I cannot say much for June, her health
-and spirits are very indifferent, and I don't see what is to come of it.
-She says nothing, but it is clear that she is harping on this engagement,
-which is an engagement and no engagement, and--goodness knows what. I
-have grave doubts whether she ought to be allowed to return to London in
-the present state of affairs, but she is so self-willed that she might
-take it into her head to come up at any moment. The fact is someone
-ought to speak to Bosinney and ascertain what he means. I'm afraid of
-this myself, for I should certainly rap him over the knuckles, but I
-thought that you, knowing him at the Club, might put in a word, and get
-to ascertain what the fellow is about. You will of course in no way
-commit June. I shall be glad to hear from you in the course of a few
-days whether you have succeeded in gaining any information. The
-situation is very distressing to me, I worry about it at night.
-
-With my love to Jolly and Holly.
-'I am,
- 'Your affect. father,
-'JOLYON FORSYTE.'
-
-Young Jolyon pondered this letter so long and seriously that his wife
-noticed his preoccupation, and asked him what was the matter. He
-replied: "Nothing."
-
-It was a fixed principle with him never to allude to June. She might
-take alarm, he did not know what she might think; he hastened, therefore,
-to banish from his manner all traces of absorption, but in this he was
-about as successful as his father would have been, for he had inherited
-all old Jolyon's transparency in matters of domestic finesse; and young
-Mrs. Jolyon, busying herself over the affairs of the house, went about
-with tightened lips, stealing at him unfathomable looks.
-
-He started for the Club in the afternoon with the letter in his pocket,
-and without having made up his mind.
-
-To sound a man as to 'his intentions' was peculiarly unpleasant to him;
-nor did his own anomalous position diminish this unpleasantness. It was
-so like his family, so like all the people they knew and mixed with, to
-enforce what they called their rights over a man, to bring him up to the
-mark; so like them to carry their business principles into their private
-relations.
-
-And how that phrase in the letter--'You will, of course, in no way commit
-June'--gave the whole thing away.
-
-Yet the letter, with the personal grievance, the concern for June, the
-'rap over the knuckles,' was all so natural. No wonder his father wanted
-to know what Bosinney meant, no wonder he was angry.
-
-It was difficult to refuse! But why give the thing to him to do? That
-was surely quite unbecoming; but so long as a Forsyte got what he was
-after, he was not too particular about the means, provided appearances
-were saved.
-
-How should he set about it, or how refuse? Both seemed impossible. So,
-young Jolyon!
-
-He arrived at the Club at three o'clock, and the first person he saw was
-Bosinney himself, seated in a corner, staring out of the window.
-
-Young Jolyon sat down not far off, and began nervously to reconsider his
-position. He looked covertly at Bosinney sitting there unconscious. He
-did not know him very well, and studied him attentively for perhaps the
-first time; an unusual looking man, unlike in dress, face, and manner to
-most of the other members of the Club--young Jolyon himself, however
-different he had become in mood and temper, had always retained the neat
-reticence of Forsyte appearance. He alone among Forsytes was ignorant of
-Bosinney's nickname. The man was unusual, not eccentric, but unusual; he
-looked worn, too, haggard, hollow in the cheeks beneath those broad, high
-cheekbones, though without any appearance of ill-health, for he was
-strongly built, with curly hair that seemed to show all the vitality of a
-fine constitution.
-
-Something in his face and attitude touched young Jolyon. He knew what
-suffering was like, and this man looked as if he were suffering.
-
-He got up and touched his arm.
-
-Bosinney started, but exhibited no sign of embarrassment on seeing who it
-was.
-
-Young Jolyon sat down.
-
-"I haven't seen you for a long time," he said. "How are you getting on
-with my cousin's house?"
-
-"It'll be finished in about a week."
-
-"I congratulate you!"
-
-"Thanks--I don't know that it's much of a subject for congratulation."
-
-"No?" queried young Jolyon; "I should have thought you'd be glad to get a
-long job like that off your hands; but I suppose you feel it much as I do
-when I part with a picture--a sort of child?"
-
-He looked kindly at Bosinney.
-
-"Yes," said the latter more cordially, "it goes out from you and there's
-an end of it. I didn't know you painted."
-
-"Only water-colours; I can't say I believe in my work."
-
-"Don't believe in it? There--how can you do it? Work's no use unless
-you believe in it!"
-
-"Good," said young Jolyon; "it's exactly what I've always said.
-By-the-bye, have you noticed that whenever one says 'Good,' one always
-adds 'it's exactly what I've always said'! But if you ask me how I do
-it, I answer, because I'm a Forsyte."
-
-"A Forsyte! I never thought of you as one!"
-
-"A Forsyte," replied young Jolyon, "is not an uncommon animal. There are
-hundreds among the members of this Club. Hundreds out there in the
-streets; you meet them wherever you go!"
-
-"And how do you tell them, may I ask?" said Bosinney.
-
-"By their sense of property. A Forsyte takes a practical--one might say
-a commonsense--view of things, and a practical view of things is based
-fundamentally on a sense of property. A Forsyte, you will notice, never
-gives himself away."
-
-"Joking?"
-
-Young Jolyon's eye twinkled.
-
-"Not much. As a Forsyte myself, I have no business to talk. But I'm a
-kind of thoroughbred mongrel; now, there's no mistaking you: You're as
-different from me as I am from my Uncle James, who is the perfect
-specimen of a Forsyte. His sense of property is extreme, while you have
-practically none. Without me in between, you would seem like a different
-species. I'm the missing link. We are, of course, all of us the slaves
-of property, and I admit that it's a question of degree, but what I call
-a 'Forsyte' is a man who is decidedly more than less a slave of property.
-He knows a good thing, he knows a safe thing, and his grip on
-property--it doesn't matter whether it be wives, houses, money, or
-reputation--is his hall-mark."
-
-"Ah!" murmured Bosinney. "You should patent the word."
-
-"I should like," said young Jolyon, "to lecture on it:
-
-"Properties and quality of a Forsyte: This little animal, disturbed by
-the ridicule of his own sort, is unaffected in his motions by the
-laughter of strange creatures (you or I). Hereditarily disposed to
-myopia, he recognises only the persons of his own species, amongst which
-he passes an existence of competitive tranquillity."
-
-"You talk of them," said Bosinney, "as if they were half England."
-
-"They are," repeated young Jolyon, "half England, and the better half,
-too, the safe half, the three per cent. half, the half that counts. It's
-their wealth and security that makes everything possible; makes your art
-possible, makes literature, science, even religion, possible. Without
-Forsytes, who believe in none of these things, and habitats but turn them
-all to use, where should we be? My dear sir, the Forsytes are the
-middlemen, the commercials, the pillars of society, the cornerstones of
-convention; everything that is admirable!"
-
-"I don't know whether I catch your drift," said Bosinney, "but I fancy
-there are plenty of Forsytes, as you call them, in my profession."
-
-"Certainly," replied young Jolyon. "The great majority of architects,
-painters, or writers have no principles, like any other Forsytes. Art,
-literature, religion, survive by virtue of the few cranks who really
-believe in such things, and the many Forsytes who make a commercial use
-of them. At a low estimate, three-fourths of our Royal Academicians are
-Forsytes, seven-eighths of our novelists, a large proportion of the
-press. Of science I can't speak; they are magnificently represented in
-religion; in the House of Commons perhaps more numerous than anywhere;
-the aristocracy speaks for itself. But I'm not laughing. It is
-dangerous to go against the majority and what a majority!" He fixed his
-eyes on Bosinney: "It's dangerous to let anything carry you away--a
-house, a picture, a--woman!"
-
-They looked at each other.--And, as though he had done that which no
-Forsyte did--given himself away, young Jolyon drew into his shell.
-Bosinney broke the silence.
-
-"Why do you take your own people as the type?" said he.
-
-"My people," replied young Jolyon, "are not very extreme, and they have
-their own private peculiarities, like every other family, but they
-possess in a remarkable degree those two qualities which are the real
-tests of a Forsyte--the power of never being able to give yourself up to
-anything soul and body, and the 'sense of property'."
-
-Bosinney smiled: "How about the big one, for instance?"
-
-"Do you mean Swithin?" asked young Jolyon. "Ah! in Swithin there's
-something primeval still. The town and middle-class life haven't
-digested him yet. All the old centuries of farm work and brute force
-have settled in him, and there they've stuck, for all he's so
-distinguished."
-
-Bosinney seemed to ponder. "Well, you've hit your cousin Soames off to
-the life," he said suddenly. "He'll never blow his brains out."
-
-Young Jolyon shot at him a penetrating glance.
-
-"No," he said; "he won't. That's why he's to be reckoned with. Look out
-for their grip! It's easy to laugh, but don't mistake me. It doesn't do
-to despise a Forsyte; it doesn't do to disregard them!"
-
-"Yet you've done it yourself!"
-
-Young Jolyon acknowledged the hit by losing his smile.
-
-"You forget," he said with a queer pride, "I can hold on, too--I'm a
-Forsyte myself. We're all in the path of great forces. The man who
-leaves the shelter of the wall--well--you know what I mean. I don't," he
-ended very low, as though uttering a threat, "recommend every man
-to-go-my-way. It depends."
-
-The colour rushed into Bosinney's face, but soon receded, leaving it
-sallow-brown as before. He gave a short laugh, that left his lips fixed
-in a queer, fierce smile; his eyes mocked young Jolyon.
-
-"Thanks," he said. "It's deuced kind of you. But you're not the only
-chaps that can hold on." He rose.
-
-Young Jolyon looked after him as he walked away, and, resting his head on
-his hand, sighed.
-
-In the drowsy, almost empty room the only sounds were the rustle of
-newspapers, the scraping of matches being struck. He stayed a long time
-without moving, living over again those days when he, too, had sat long
-hours watching the clock, waiting for the minutes to pass--long hours
-full of the torments of uncertainty, and of a fierce, sweet aching; and
-the slow, delicious agony of that season came back to him with its old
-poignancy. The sight of Bosinney, with his haggard face, and his
-restless eyes always wandering to the clock, had roused in him a pity,
-with which was mingled strange, irresistible envy.
-
-He knew the signs so well. Whither was he going--to what sort of fate?
-What kind of woman was it who was drawing him to her by that magnetic
-force which no consideration of honour, no principle, no interest could
-withstand; from which the only escape was flight.
-
-Flight! But why should Bosinney fly? A man fled when he was in danger
-of destroying hearth and home, when there were children, when he felt
-himself trampling down ideals, breaking something. But here, so he had
-heard, it was all broken to his hand.
-
-He himself had not fled, nor would he fly if it were all to come over
-again. Yet he had gone further than Bosinney, had broken up his own
-unhappy home, not someone else's: And the old saying came back to him: 'A
-man's fate lies in his own heart.'
-
-In his own heart! The proof of the pudding was in the eating--Bosinney
-had still to eat his pudding.
-
-His thoughts passed to the woman, the woman whom he did not know, but the
-outline of whose story he had heard.
-
-An unhappy marriage! No ill-treatment--only that indefinable malaise,
-that terrible blight which killed all sweetness under Heaven; and so from
-day to day, from night to night, from week to week, from year to year,
-till death should end it.
-
-But young Jolyon, the bitterness of whose own feelings time had assuaged,
-saw Soames' side of the question too. Whence should a man like his
-cousin, saturated with all the prejudices and beliefs of his class, draw
-the insight or inspiration necessary to break up this life? It was a
-question of imagination, of projecting himself into the future beyond the
-unpleasant gossip, sneers, and tattle that followed on such separations,
-beyond the passing pangs that the lack of the sight of her would cause,
-beyond the grave disapproval of the worthy. But few men, and especially
-few men of Soames' class, had imagination enough for that. A deal of
-mortals in this world, and not enough imagination to go round! And sweet
-Heaven, what a difference between theory and practice; many a man,
-perhaps even Soames, held chivalrous views on such matters, who when the
-shoe pinched found a distinguishing factor that made of himself an
-exception.
-
-Then, too, he distrusted his judgment. He had been through the
-experience himself, had tasted too the dregs the bitterness of an unhappy
-marriage, and how could he take the wide and dispassionate view of those
-who had never been within sound of the battle? His evidence was too
-first-hand--like the evidence on military matters of a soldier who has
-been through much active service, against that of civilians who have not
-suffered the disadvantage of seeing things too close. Most people would
-consider such a marriage as that of Soames and Irene quite fairly
-successful; he had money, she had beauty; it was a case for compromise.
-There was no reason why they should not jog along, even if they hated
-each other. It would not matter if they went their own ways a little so
-long as the decencies were observed--the sanctity of the marriage tie, of
-the common home, respected. Half the marriages of the upper classes were
-conducted on these lines: Do not offend the susceptibilities of Society;
-do not offend the susceptibilities of the Church. To avoid offending
-these is worth the sacrifice of any private feelings. The advantages of
-the stable home are visible, tangible, so many pieces of property; there
-is no risk in the statu quo. To break up a home is at the best a
-dangerous experiment, and selfish into the bargain.
-
-This was the case for the defence, and young Jolyon sighed.
-
-'The core of it all,' he thought, 'is property, but there are many people
-who would not like it put that way. To them it is "the sanctity of the
-marriage tie"; but the sanctity of the marriage tie is dependent on the
-sanctity of the family, and the sanctity of the family is dependent on
-the sanctity of property. And yet I imagine all these people are
-followers of One who never owned anything. It is curious!
-
-And again young Jolyon sighed.
-
-'Am I going on my way home to ask any poor devils I meet to share my
-dinner, which will then be too little for myself, or, at all events, for
-my wife, who is necessary to my health and happiness? It may be that
-after all Soames does well to exercise his rights and support by his
-practice the sacred principle of property which benefits us all, with the
-exception of those who suffer by the process.'
-
-And so he left his chair, threaded his way through the maze of seats,
-took his hat, and languidly up the hot streets crowded with carriages,
-reeking with dusty odours, wended his way home.
-
-Before reaching Wistaria Avenue he removed old Jolyon's letter from his
-pocket, and tearing it carefully into tiny pieces, scattered them in the
-dust of the road.
-
-He let himself in with his key, and called his wife's name. But she had
-gone out, taking Jolly and Holly, and the house was empty; alone in the
-garden the dog Balthasar lay in the shade snapping at flies.
-
-Young Jolyon took his seat there, too, under the pear-tree that bore no
-fruit.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-BOSINNEY ON PAROLE
-
-The day after the evening at Richmond Soames returned from Henley by a
-morning train. Not constitutionally interested in amphibious sports, his
-visit had been one of business rather than pleasure, a client of some
-importance having asked him down.
-
-He went straight to the City, but finding things slack, he left at three
-o'clock, glad of this chance to get home quietly. Irene did not expect
-him. Not that he had any desire to spy on her actions, but there was no
-harm in thus unexpectedly surveying the scene.
-
-After changing to Park clothes he went into the drawing-room. She was
-sitting idly in the corner of the sofa, her favourite seat; and there
-were circles under her eyes, as though she had not slept.
-
-He asked: "How is it you're in? Are you expecting somebody?"
-
-"Yes that is, not particularly."
-
-"Who?"
-
-"Mr. Bosinney said he might come."
-
-"Bosinney. He ought to be at work."
-
-To this she made no answer.
-
-"Well," said Soames, "I want you to come out to the Stores with me, and
-after that we'll go to the Park."
-
-"I don't want to go out; I have a headache."
-
-Soames replied: "If ever I want you to do anything, you've always got a
-headache. It'll do you good to come and sit under the trees."
-
-She did not answer.
-
-Soames was silent for some minutes; at last he said: "I don't know what
-your idea of a wife's duty is. I never have known!"
-
-He had not expected her to reply, but she did.
-
-"I have tried to do what you want; it's not my fault that I haven't been
-able to put my heart into it."
-
-"Whose fault is it, then?" He watched her askance.
-
-"Before we were married you promised to let me go if our marriage was not
-a success. Is it a success?"
-
-Soames frowned.
-
-"Success," he stammered--"it would be a success if you behaved yourself
-properly!"
-
-"I have tried," said Irene. "Will you let me go?"
-
-Soames turned away. Secretly alarmed, he took refuge in bluster.
-
-"Let you go? You don't know what you're talking about. Let you go? How
-can I let you go? We're married, aren't we? Then, what are you talking
-about? For God's sake, don't let's have any of this sort of nonsense!
-Get your hat on, and come and sit in the Park."
-
-"Then, you won't let me go?"
-
-He felt her eyes resting on him with a strange, touching look.
-
-"Let you go!" he said; "and what on earth would you do with yourself if I
-did? You've got no money!"
-
-"I could manage somehow."
-
-He took a swift turn up and down the room; then came and stood before
-her.
-
-"Understand," he said, "once and for all, I won't have you say this sort
-of thing. Go and get your hat on!"
-
-She did not move.
-
-"I suppose," said Soames, "you don't want to miss Bosinney if he comes!"
-
-Irene got up slowly and left the room. She came down with her hat on.
-
-They went out.
-
-In the Park, the motley hour of mid-afternoon, when foreigners and other
-pathetic folk drive, thinking themselves to be in fashion, had passed;
-the right, the proper, hour had come, was nearly gone, before Soames and
-Irene seated themselves under the Achilles statue.
-
-It was some time since he had enjoyed her company in the Park. That was
-one of the past delights of the first two seasons of his married life,
-when to feel himself the possessor of this gracious creature before all
-London had been his greatest, though secret, pride. How many afternoons
-had he not sat beside her, extremely neat, with light grey gloves and
-faint, supercilious smile, nodding to acquaintances, and now and again
-removing his hat.
-
-His light grey gloves were still on his hands, and on his lips his smile
-sardonic, but where the feeling in his heart?
-
-The seats were emptying fast, but still he kept her there, silent and
-pale, as though to work out a secret punishment. Once or twice he made
-some comment, and she bent her head, or answered "Yes" with a tired
-smile.
-
-Along the rails a man was walking so fast that people stared after him
-when he passed.
-
-"Look at that ass!" said Soames; "he must be mad to walk like that in
-this heat!"
-
-He turned; Irene had made a rapid movement.
-
-"Hallo!" he said: "it's our friend the Buccaneer!"
-
-And he sat still, with his sneering smile, conscious that Irene was
-sitting still, and smiling too.
-
-"Will she bow to him?" he thought.
-
-But she made no sign.
-
-Bosinney reached the end of the rails, and came walking back amongst the
-chairs, quartering his ground like a pointer. When he saw them he
-stopped dead, and raised his hat.
-
-The smile never left Soames' face; he also took off his hat.
-
-Bosinney came up, looking exhausted, like a man after hard physical
-exercise; the sweat stood in drops on his brow, and Soames' smile seemed
-to say: "You've had a trying time, my friend ......What are you doing in
-the Park?" he asked. "We thought you despised such frivolity!"
-
-Bosinney did not seem to hear; he made his answer to Irene: "I've been
-round to your place; I hoped I should find you in."
-
-Somebody tapped Soames on the back, and spoke to him; and in the exchange
-of those platitudes over his shoulder, he missed her answer, and took a
-resolution.
-
-"We're just going in," he said to Bosinney; "you'd better come back to
-dinner with us." Into that invitation he put a strange bravado, a
-stranger pathos: "You, can't deceive me," his look and voice seemed
-saying, "but see--I trust you--I'm not afraid of you!"
-
-They started back to Montpellier Square together, Irene between them. In
-the crowded streets Soames went on in front. He did not listen to their
-conversation; the strange resolution of trustfulness he had taken seemed
-to animate even his secret conduct. Like a gambler, he said to himself:
-'It's a card I dare not throw away--I must play it for what it's worth.
-I have not too many chances.'
-
-He dressed slowly, heard her leave her room and go downstairs, and, for
-full five minutes after, dawdled about in his dressing-room. Then he
-went down, purposely shutting the door loudly to show that he was coming.
-He found them standing by the hearth, perhaps talking, perhaps not; he
-could not say.
-
-He played his part out in the farce, the long evening through--his
-manner to his guest more friendly than it had ever been before; and when
-at last Bosinney went, he said: "You must come again soon; Irene likes to
-have you to talk about the house!" Again his voice had the strange
-bravado and the stranger pathos; but his hand was cold as ice.
-
-Loyal to his resolution, he turned away from their parting, turned away
-from his wife as she stood under the hanging lamp to say good-night--away
-from the sight of her golden head shining so under the light, of her
-smiling mournful lips; away from the sight of Bosinney's eyes looking at
-her, so like a dog's looking at its master.
-
-And he went to bed with the certainty that Bosinney was in love with his
-wife.
-
-The summer night was hot, so hot and still that through every opened
-window came in but hotter air. For long hours he lay listening to her
-breathing.
-
-She could sleep, but he must lie awake. And, lying awake, he hardened
-himself to play the part of the serene and trusting husband.
-
-In the small hours he slipped out of bed, and passing into his
-dressing-room, leaned by the open window.
-
-He could hardly breathe.
-
-A night four years ago came back to him--the night but one before his
-marriage; as hot and stifling as this.
-
-He remembered how he had lain in a long cane chair in the window of his
-sitting-room off Victoria Street. Down below in a side street a man had
-banged at a door, a woman had cried out; he remembered, as though it were
-now, the sound of the scuffle, the slam of the door, the dead silence
-that followed. And then the early water-cart, cleansing the reek of the
-streets, had approached through the strange-seeming, useless lamp-light;
-he seemed to hear again its rumble, nearer and nearer, till it passed and
-slowly died away.
-
-He leaned far out of the dressing-room window over the little court
-below, and saw the first light spread. The outlines of dark walls and
-roofs were blurred for a moment, then came out sharper than before.
-
-He remembered how that other night he had watched the lamps paling all
-the length of Victoria Street; how he had hurried on his clothes and gone
-down into the street, down past houses and squares, to the street where
-she was staying, and there had stood and looked at the front of the
-little house, as still and grey as the face of a dead man.
-
-And suddenly it shot through his mind; like a sick man's fancy: What's he
-doing?--that fellow who haunts me, who was here this evening, who's in
-love with my wife--prowling out there, perhaps, looking for her as I know
-he was looking for her this afternoon; watching my house now, for all I
-can tell!
-
-He stole across the landing to the front of the house, stealthily drew
-aside a blind, and raised a window.
-
-The grey light clung about the trees of the square, as though Night, like
-a great downy moth, had brushed them with her wings. The lamps were still
-alight, all pale, but not a soul stirred--no living thing in sight.
-
-Yet suddenly, very faint, far off in the deathly stillness, he heard a
-cry writhing, like the voice of some wandering soul barred out of heaven,
-and crying for its happiness. There it was again--again! Soames shut
-the window, shuddering.
-
-Then he thought: 'Ah! it's only the peacocks, across the water.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-JUNE PAYS SOME CALLS
-
-Jolyon stood in the narrow hall at Broadstairs, inhaling that odour of
-oilcloth and herrings which permeates all respectable seaside
-lodging-houses. On a chair--a shiny leather chair, displaying its
-horsehair through a hole in the top left-hand corner--stood a black
-despatch case. This he was filling with papers, with the Times, and a
-bottle of Eau-de Cologne. He had meetings that day of the 'Globular Gold
-Concessions' and the 'New Colliery Company, Limited,' to which he was
-going up, for he never missed a Board; to 'miss a Board' would be one
-more piece of evidence that he was growing old, and this his jealous
-Forsyte spirit could not bear.
-
-His eyes, as he filled that black despatch case, looked as if at any
-moment they might blaze up with anger. So gleams the eye of a schoolboy,
-baited by a ring of his companions; but he controls himself, deterred by
-the fearful odds against him. And old Jolyon controlled himself, keeping
-down, with his masterful restraint now slowly wearing out, the irritation
-fostered in him by the conditions of his life.
-
-He had received from his son an unpractical letter, in which by rambling
-generalities the boy seemed trying to get out of answering a plain
-question. 'I've seen Bosinney,' he said; 'he is not a criminal. The
-more I see of people the more I am convinced that they are never good or
-bad--merely comic, or pathetic. You probably don't agree with me!'
-
-Old Jolyon did not; he considered it cynical to so express oneself; he
-had not yet reached that point of old age when even Forsytes, bereft of
-those illusions and principles which they have cherished carefully for
-practical purposes but never believed in, bereft of all corporeal
-enjoyment, stricken to the very heart by having nothing left to hope
-for--break through the barriers of reserve and say things they would
-never have believed themselves capable of saying.
-
-Perhaps he did not believe in 'goodness' and 'badness' any more than his
-son; but as he would have said: He didn't know--couldn't tell; there
-might be something in it; and why, by an unnecessary expression of
-disbelief, deprive yourself of possible advantage?
-
-Accustomed to spend his holidays among the mountains, though (like a true
-Forsyte) he had never attempted anything too adventurous or too
-foolhardy, he had been passionately fond of them. And when the wonderful
-view (mentioned in Baedeker--'fatiguing but repaying')--was disclosed to
-him after the effort of the climb, he had doubtless felt the existence of
-some great, dignified principle crowning the chaotic strivings, the petty
-precipices, and ironic little dark chasms of life. This was as near to
-religion, perhaps, as his practical spirit had ever gone.
-
-But it was many years since he had been to the mountains. He had taken
-June there two seasons running, after his wife died, and had realized
-bitterly that his walking days were over.
-
-To that old mountain--given confidence in a supreme order of things he
-had long been a stranger.
-
-He knew himself to be old, yet he felt young; and this troubled him. It
-troubled and puzzled him, too, to think that he, who had always been so
-careful, should be father and grandfather to such as seemed born to
-disaster. He had nothing to say against Jo--who could say anything
-against the boy, an amiable chap?--but his position was deplorable, and
-this business of June's nearly as bad. It seemed like a fatality, and a
-fatality was one of those things no man of his character could either
-understand or put up with.
-
-In writing to his son he did not really hope that anything would come of
-it. Since the ball at Roger's he had seen too clearly how the land
-lay--he could put two and two together quicker than most men--and, with
-the example of his own son before his eyes, knew better than any Forsyte
-of them all that the pale flame singes men's wings whether they will or
-no.
-
-In the days before June's engagement, when she and Mrs. Soames were
-always together, he had seen enough of Irene to feel the spell she cast
-over men. She was not a flirt, not even a coquette--words dear to the
-heart of his generation, which loved to define things by a good, broad,
-inadequate word--but she was dangerous. He could not say why. Tell him
-of a quality innate in some women--a seductive power beyond their own
-control! He would but answer: 'Humbug!' She was dangerous, and there
-was an end of it. He wanted to close his eyes to that affair. If it
-was, it was; he did not want to hear any more about it--he only wanted to
-save June's position and her peace of mind. He still hoped she might
-once more become a comfort to himself.
-
-And so he had written. He got little enough out of the answer. As to
-what young Jolyon had made of the interview, there was practically only
-the queer sentence: 'I gather that he's in the stream.' The stream! What
-stream? What was this new-fangled way of talking?
-
-He sighed, and folded the last of the papers under the flap of the bag;
-he knew well enough what was meant.
-
-June came out of the dining-room, and helped him on with his summer coat.
-From her costume, and the expression of her little resolute face, he saw
-at once what was coming.
-
-"I'm going with you," she said.
-
-"Nonsense, my dear; I go straight into the City. I can't have you
-racketting about!"
-
-"I must see old Mrs. Smeech."
-
-"Oh, your precious 'lame ducks!" grumbled out old Jolyon. He did not
-believe her excuse, but ceased his opposition. There was no doing
-anything with that pertinacity of hers.
-
-At Victoria he put her into the carriage which had been ordered for
-himself--a characteristic action, for he had no petty selfishnesses.
-
-"Now, don't you go tiring yourself, my darling," he said, and took a cab
-on into the city.
-
-June went first to a back-street in Paddington, where Mrs. Smeech, her
-'lame duck,' lived--an aged person, connected with the charring interest;
-but after half an hour spent in hearing her habitually lamentable
-recital, and dragooning her into temporary comfort, she went on to
-Stanhope Gate. The great house was closed and dark.
-
-She had decided to learn something at all costs. It was better to face
-the worst, and have it over. And this was her plan: To go first to
-Phil's aunt, Mrs. Baynes, and, failing information there, to Irene
-herself. She had no clear notion of what she would gain by these visits.
-
-At three o'clock she was in Lowndes Square. With a woman's instinct when
-trouble is to be faced, she had put on her best frock, and went to the
-battle with a glance as courageous as old Jolyon's itself. Her tremors
-had passed into eagerness.
-
-Mrs. Baynes, Bosinney's aunt (Louisa was her name), was in her kitchen
-when June was announced, organizing the cook, for she was an excellent
-housewife, and, as Baynes always said, there was 'a lot in a good
-dinner.' He did his best work after dinner. It was Baynes who built
-that remarkably fine row of tall crimson houses in Kensington which
-compete with so many others for the title of 'the ugliest in London.'
-
-On hearing June's name, she went hurriedly to her bedroom, and, taking
-two large bracelets from a red morocco case in a locked drawer, put them
-on her white wrists--for she possessed in a remarkable degree that 'sense
-of property,' which, as we know, is the touchstone of Forsyteism, and the
-foundation of good morality.
-
-Her figure, of medium height and broad build, with a tendency to
-embonpoint, was reflected by the mirror of her whitewood wardrobe, in a
-gown made under her own organization, of one of those half-tints,
-reminiscent of the distempered walls of corridors in large hotels. She
-raised her hands to her hair, which she wore a la Princesse de Galles,
-and touched it here and there, settling it more firmly on her head, and
-her eyes were full of an unconscious realism, as though she were looking
-in the face one of life's sordid facts, and making the best of it. In
-youth her cheeks had been of cream and roses, but they were mottled now
-by middle-age, and again that hard, ugly directness came into her eyes as
-she dabbed a powder-puff across her forehead. Putting the puff down, she
-stood quite still before the glass, arranging a smile over her high,
-important nose, her, chin, (never large, and now growing smaller with the
-increase of her neck), her thin-lipped, down-drooping mouth. Quickly,
-not to lose the effect, she grasped her skirts strongly in both hands,
-and went downstairs.
-
-She had been hoping for this visit for some time past. Whispers had
-reached her that things were not all right between her nephew and his
-fiancee. Neither of them had been near her for weeks. She had asked Phil
-to dinner many times; his invariable answer had been 'Too busy.'
-
-Her instinct was alarmed, and the instinct in such matters of this
-excellent woman was keen. She ought to have been a Forsyte; in young
-Jolyon's sense of the word, she certainly had that privilege, and merits
-description as such.
-
-She had married off her three daughters in a way that people said was
-beyond their deserts, for they had the professional plainness only to be
-found, as a rule, among the female kind of the more legal callings. Her
-name was upon the committees of numberless charities connected with the
-Church-dances, theatricals, or bazaars--and she never lent her name
-unless sure beforehand that everything had been thoroughly organized.
-
-She believed, as she often said, in putting things on a commercial basis;
-the proper function of the Church, of charity, indeed, of everything, was
-to strengthen the fabric of 'Society.' Individual action, therefore, she
-considered immoral. Organization was the only thing, for by organization
-alone could you feel sure that you were getting a return for your money.
-Organization--and again, organization! And there is no doubt that she
-was what old Jolyon called her--"a 'dab' at that"--he went further, he
-called her "a humbug."
-
-The enterprises to which she lent her name were organized so admirably
-that by the time the takings were handed over, they were indeed skim milk
-divested of all cream of human kindness. But as she often justly
-remarked, sentiment was to be deprecated. She was, in fact, a little
-academic.
-
-This great and good woman, so highly thought of in ecclesiastical
-circles, was one of the principal priestesses in the temple of
-Forsyteism, keeping alive day and night a sacred flame to the God of
-Property, whose altar is inscribed with those inspiring words: 'Nothing
-for nothing, and really remarkably little for sixpence.'
-
-When she entered a room it was felt that something substantial had come
-in, which was probably the reason of her popularity as a patroness.
-People liked something substantial when they had paid money for it; and
-they would look at her--surrounded by her staff in charity ballrooms,
-with her high nose and her broad, square figure, attired in an uniform
-covered with sequins--as though she were a general.
-
-The only thing against her was that she had not a double name. She was a
-power in upper middle-class society, with its hundred sets and circles,
-all intersecting on the common battlefield of charity functions, and on
-that battlefield brushing skirts so pleasantly with the skirts of Society
-with the capital 'S.' She was a power in society with the smaller 's,'
-that larger, more significant, and more powerful body, where the
-commercially Christian institutions, maxims, and 'principle,' which Mrs.
-Baynes embodied, were real life-blood, circulating freely, real business
-currency, not merely the sterilized imitation that flowed in the veins of
-smaller Society with the larger 'S.' People who knew her felt her to be
-sound--a sound woman, who never gave herself away, nor anything else, if
-she could possibly help it.
-
-She had been on the worst sort of terms with Bosinney's father, who had
-not infrequently made her the object of an unpardonable ridicule. She
-alluded to him now that he was gone as her 'poor, dear, irreverend
-brother.'
-
-She greeted June with the careful effusion of which she was a mistress, a
-little afraid of her as far as a woman of her eminence in the commercial
-and Christian world could be afraid--for so slight a girl June had a
-great dignity, the fearlessness of her eyes gave her that. And Mrs.
-Baynes, too, shrewdly recognized that behind the uncompromising frankness
-of June's manner there was much of the Forsyte. If the girl had been
-merely frank and courageous, Mrs. Baynes would have thought her 'cranky,'
-and despised her; if she had been merely a Forsyte, like Francie--let us
-say--she would have patronized her from sheer weight of metal; but June,
-small though she was--Mrs. Baynes habitually admired quantity--gave her
-an uneasy feeling; and she placed her in a chair opposite the light.
-
-There was another reason for her respect which Mrs. Baynes, too good a
-churchwoman to be worldly, would have been the last to admit--she often
-heard her husband describe old Jolyon as extremely well off, and was
-biassed towards his granddaughter for the soundest of all reasons.
-To-day she felt the emotion with which we read a novel describing a hero
-and an inheritance, nervously anxious lest, by some frightful lapse of
-the novelist, the young man should be left without it at the end.
-
-Her manner was warm; she had never seen so clearly before how
-distinguished and desirable a girl this was. She asked after old
-Jolyon's health. A wonderful man for his age; so upright, and young
-looking, and how old was he? Eighty-one! She would never have thought
-it! They were at the sea! Very nice for them; she supposed June heard
-from Phil every day? Her light grey eyes became more prominent as she
-asked this question; but the girl met the glance without flinching.
-
-"No," she said, "he never writes!"
-
-Mrs. Baynes's eyes dropped; they had no intention of doing so, but they
-did. They recovered immediately.
-
-"Of course not. That's Phil all over--he was always like that!"
-
-"Was he?" said June.
-
-The brevity of the answer caused Mrs. Baynes's bright smile a moment's
-hesitation; she disguised it by a quick movement, and spreading her
-skirts afresh, said: "Why, my dear--he's quite the most harum-scarum
-person; one never pays the slightest attention to what he does!"
-
-The conviction came suddenly to June that she was wasting her time; even
-were she to put a question point-blank, she would never get anything out
-of this woman.
-
-'Do you see him?' she asked, her face crimsoning.
-
-The perspiration broke out on Mrs. Baynes' forehead beneath the powder.
-
-"Oh, yes! I don't remember when he was here last--indeed, we haven't
-seen much of him lately. He's so busy with your cousin's house; I'm told
-it'll be finished directly. We must organize a little dinner to
-celebrate the event; do come and stay the night with us!"
-
-"Thank you," said June. Again she thought: 'I'm only wasting my time.
-This woman will tell me nothing.'
-
-She got up to go. A change came over Mrs. Baynes. She rose too; her
-lips twitched, she fidgeted her hands. Something was evidently very
-wrong, and she did not dare to ask this girl, who stood there, a slim,
-straight little figure, with her decided face, her set jaw, and resentful
-eyes. She was not accustomed to be afraid of asking question's--all
-organization was based on the asking of questions!
-
-But the issue was so grave that her nerve, normally strong, was fairly
-shaken; only that morning her husband had said: "Old Mr. Forsyte must be
-worth well over a hundred thousand pounds!"
-
-And this girl stood there, holding out her hand--holding out her hand!
-
-The chance might be slipping away--she couldn't tell--the chance of
-keeping her in the family, and yet she dared not speak.
-
-Her eyes followed June to the door.
-
-It closed.
-
-Then with an exclamation Mrs. Baynes ran forward, wobbling her bulky
-frame from side to side, and opened it again.
-
-Too late! She heard the front door click, and stood still, an expression
-of real anger and mortification on her face.
-
-June went along the Square with her bird-like quickness. She detested
-that woman now whom in happier days she had been accustomed to think so
-kind. Was she always to be put off thus, and forced to undergo this
-torturing suspense?
-
-She would go to Phil himself, and ask him what he meant. She had the
-right to know. She hurried on down Sloane Street till she came to
-Bosinney's number. Passing the swing-door at the bottom, she ran up the
-stairs, her heart thumping painfully.
-
-At the top of the third flight she paused for breath, and holding on to
-the bannisters, stood listening. No sound came from above.
-
-With a very white face she mounted the last flight. She saw the door,
-with his name on the plate. And the resolution that had brought her so
-far evaporated.
-
-The full meaning of her conduct came to her. She felt hot all over; the
-palms of her hands were moist beneath the thin silk covering of her
-gloves.
-
-She drew back to the stairs, but did not descend. Leaning against the
-rail she tried to get rid of a feeling of being choked; and she gazed at
-the door with a sort of dreadful courage. No! she refused to go down.
-Did it matter what people thought of her? They would never know! No one
-would help her if she did not help herself! She would go through with
-it.
-
-Forcing herself, therefore, to leave the support of the wall, she rang
-the bell. The door did not open, and all her shame and fear suddenly
-abandoned her; she rang again and again, as though in spite of its
-emptiness she could drag some response out of that closed room, some
-recompense for the shame and fear that visit had cost her. It did not
-open; she left off ringing, and, sitting down at the top of the stairs,
-buried her face in her hands.
-
-Presently she stole down, out into the air. She felt as though she had
-passed through a bad illness, and had no desire now but to get home as
-quickly as she could. The people she met seemed to know where she had
-been, what she had been doing; and suddenly--over on the opposite side,
-going towards his rooms from the direction of Montpellier Square--she saw
-Bosinney himself.
-
-She made a movement to cross into the traffic. Their eyes met, and he
-raised his hat. An omnibus passed, obscuring her view; then, from the
-edge of the pavement, through a gap in the traffic, she saw him walking
-on.
-
-And June stood motionless, looking after him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-PERFECTION OF THE HOUSE
-
-'One mockturtle, clear; one oxtail; two glasses of port.'
-
-In the upper room at French's, where a Forsyte could still get heavy
-English food, James and his son were sitting down to lunch.
-
-Of all eating-places James liked best to come here; there was something
-unpretentious, well-flavoured, and filling about it, and though he had
-been to a certain extent corrupted by the necessity for being
-fashionable, and the trend of habits keeping pace with an income that
-would increase, he still hankered in quiet City moments after the tasty
-fleshpots of his earlier days. Here you were served by hairy English
-waiters in aprons; there was sawdust on the floor, and three round gilt
-looking-glasses hung just above the line of sight. They had only
-recently done away with the cubicles, too, in which you could have your
-chop, prime chump, with a floury-potato, without seeing your neighbours,
-like a gentleman.
-
-He tucked the top corner of his napkin behind the third button of his
-waistcoat, a practice he had been obliged to abandon years ago in the
-West End. He felt that he should relish his soup--the entire morning had
-been given to winding up the estate of an old friend.
-
-After filling his mouth with household bread, stale, he at once began:
-"How are you going down to Robin Hill? You going to take Irene? You'd
-better take her. I should think there'll be a lot that'll want seeing
-to."
-
-Without looking up, Soames answered: "She won't go."
-
-"Won't go? What's the meaning of that? She's going to live in the
-house, isn't she?"
-
-Soames made no reply.
-
-"I don't know what's coming to women nowadays," mumbled James; "I never
-used to have any trouble with them. She's had too much liberty. She's
-spoiled...."
-
-Soames lifted his eyes: "I won't have anything said against her," he said
-unexpectedly.
-
-The silence was only broken now by the supping of James's soup.
-
-The waiter brought the two glasses of port, but Soames stopped him.
-
-"That's not the way to serve port," he said; "take them away, and bring
-the bottle."
-
-Rousing himself from his reverie over the soup, James took one of his
-rapid shifting surveys of surrounding facts.
-
-"Your mother's in bed," he said; "you can have the carriage to take you
-down. I should think Irene'd like the drive. This young Bosinney'll be
-there, I suppose, to show you over"
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"I should like to go and see for myself what sort of a job he's made
-finishing off," pursued James. "I'll just drive round and pick you both
-up."
-
-"I am going down by train," replied Soames. "If you like to drive round
-and see, Irene might go with you, I can't tell."
-
-He signed to the waiter to bring the bill, which James paid.
-
-They parted at St. Paul's, Soames branching off to the station, James
-taking his omnibus westwards.
-
-He had secured the corner seat next the conductor, where his long legs
-made it difficult for anyone to get in, and at all who passed him he
-looked resentfully, as if they had no business to be using up his air.
-
-He intended to take an opportunity this afternoon of speaking to Irene.
-A word in time saved nine; and now that she was going to live in the
-country there was a chance for her to turn over a new leaf! He could see
-that Soames wouldn't stand very much more of her goings on!
-
-It did not occur to him to define what he meant by her 'goings on'; the
-expression was wide, vague, and suited to a Forsyte. And James had more
-than his common share of courage after lunch.
-
-On reaching home, he ordered out the barouche, with special instructions
-that the groom was to go too. He wished to be kind to her, and to give
-her every chance.
-
-When the door of No.62 was opened he could distinctly hear her singing,
-and said so at once, to prevent any chance of being denied entrance.
-
-Yes, Mrs. Soames was in, but the maid did not know if she was seeing
-people.
-
-James, moving with the rapidity that ever astonished the observers of his
-long figure and absorbed expression, went forthwith into the drawing-room
-without permitting this to be ascertained. He found Irene seated at the
-piano with her hands arrested on the keys, evidently listening to the
-voices in the hall. She greeted him without smiling.
-
-"Your mother-in-law's in bed," he began, hoping at once to enlist her
-sympathy. "I've got the carriage here. Now, be a good girl, and put on
-your hat and come with me for a drive. It'll do you good!"
-
-Irene looked at him as though about to refuse, but, seeming to change her
-mind, went upstairs, and came down again with her hat on.
-
-"Where are you going to take me?" she asked.
-
-"We'll just go down to Robin Hill," said James, spluttering out his words
-very quick; "the horses want exercise, and I should like to see what
-they've been doing down there."
-
-Irene hung back, but again changed her mind, and went out to the
-carriage, James brooding over her closely, to make quite sure.
-
-It was not before he had got her more than half way that he began:
-"Soames is very fond of you--he won't have anything said against you; why
-don't you show him more affection?"
-
-Irene flushed, and said in a low voice: "I can't show what I haven't
-got."
-
-James looked at her sharply; he felt that now he had her in his own
-carriage, with his own horses and servants, he was really in command of
-the situation. She could not put him off; nor would she make a scene in
-public.
-
-"I can't think what you're about," he said. "He's a very good husband!"
-
-Irene's answer was so low as to be almost inaudible among the sounds of
-traffic. He caught the words: "You are not married to him!"
-
-"What's that got to do with it? He's given you everything you want.
-He's always ready to take you anywhere, and now he's built you this house
-in the country. It's not as if you had anything of your own."
-
-"No."
-
-Again James looked at her; he could not make out the expression on her
-face. She looked almost as if she were going to cry, and yet....
-
-"I'm sure," he muttered hastily, "we've all tried to be kind to you."
-
-Irene's lips quivered; to his dismay James saw a tear steal down her
-cheek. He felt a choke rise in his own throat.
-
-"We're all fond of you," he said, "if you'd only"--he was going to say,
-"behave yourself," but changed it to--"if you'd only be more of a wife to
-him."
-
-Irene did not answer, and James, too, ceased speaking. There was
-something in her silence which disconcerted him; it was not the silence
-of obstinacy, rather that of acquiescence in all that he could find to
-say. And yet he felt as if he had not had the last word. He could not
-understand this.
-
-He was unable, however, to long keep silence.
-
-"I suppose that young Bosinney," he said, "will be getting married to
-June now?"
-
-Irene's face changed. "I don't know," she said; "you should ask her."
-
-"Does she write to you?" No.
-
-"How's that?" said James. "I thought you and she were such great
-friends."
-
-Irene turned on him. "Again," she said, "you should ask her!"
-
-"Well," flustered James, frightened by her look, "it's very odd that I
-can't get a plain answer to a plain question, but there it is."
-
-He sat ruminating over his rebuff, and burst out at last:
-
-"Well, I've warned you. You won't look ahead. Soames he doesn't say
-much, but I can see he won't stand a great deal more of this sort of
-thing. You'll have nobody but yourself to blame, and, what's more,
-you'll get no sympathy from anybody."
-
-Irene bent her head with a little smiling bow. "I am very much obliged
-to you."
-
-James did not know what on earth to answer.
-
-The bright hot morning had changed slowly to a grey, oppressive
-afternoon; a heavy bank of clouds, with the yellow tinge of coming
-thunder, had risen in the south, and was creeping up.
-
-The branches of the trees dropped motionless across the road without the
-smallest stir of foliage. A faint odour of glue from the heated horses
-clung in the thick air; the coachman and groom, rigid and unbending,
-exchanged stealthy murmurs on the box, without ever turning their heads.
-
-To James' great relief they reached the house at last; the silence and
-impenetrability of this woman by his side, whom he had always thought so
-soft and mild, alarmed him.
-
-The carriage put them down at the door, and they entered.
-
-The hall was cool, and so still that it was like passing into a tomb; a
-shudder ran down James's spine. He quickly lifted the heavy leather
-curtains between the columns into the inner court.
-
-He could not restrain an exclamation of approval.
-
-The decoration was really in excellent taste. The dull ruby tiles that
-extended from the foot of the walls to the verge of a circular clump of
-tall iris plants, surrounding in turn a sunken basin of white marble
-filled with water, were obviously of the best quality. He admired
-extremely the purple leather curtains drawn along one entire side,
-framing a huge white-tiled stove. The central partitions of the skylight
-had been slid back, and the warm air from outside penetrated into the
-very heart of the house.
-
-He stood, his hands behind him, his head bent back on his high, narrow
-shoulders, spying the tracery on the columns and the pattern of the
-frieze which ran round the ivory-coloured walls under the gallery.
-Evidently, no pains had been spared. It was quite the house of a
-gentleman. He went up to the curtains, and, having discovered how they
-were worked, drew them asunder and disclosed the picture-gallery, ending
-in a great window taking up the whole end of the room. It had a black
-oak floor, and its walls, again, were of ivory white. He went on
-throwing open doors, and peeping in. Everything was in apple-pie order,
-ready for immediate occupation.
-
-He turned round at last to speak to Irene, and saw her standing over in
-the garden entrance, with her husband and Bosinney.
-
-Though not remarkable for sensibility, James felt at once that something
-was wrong. He went up to them, and, vaguely alarmed, ignorant of the
-nature of the trouble, made an attempt to smooth things over.
-
-"How are you, Mr. Bosinney?" he said, holding out his hand. "You've been
-spending money pretty freely down here, I should say!"
-
-Soames turned his back, and walked away.
-
-James looked from Bosinney's frowning face to Irene, and, in his
-agitation, spoke his thoughts aloud: "Well, I can't tell what's the
-matter. Nobody tells me anything!" And, making off after his son, he
-heard Bosinney's short laugh, and his "Well, thank God! You look so...."
-Most unfortunately he lost the rest.
-
-What had happened? He glanced back. Irene was very close to the
-architect, and her face not like the face he knew of her. He hastened up
-to his son.
-
-Soames was pacing the picture-gallery.
-
-"What's the matter?" said James. "What's all this?"
-
-Soames looked at him with his supercilious calm unbroken, but James knew
-well enough that he was violently angry.
-
-"Our friend," he said, "has exceeded his instructions again, that's all.
-So much the worse for him this time."
-
-He turned round and walked back towards the door. James followed
-hurriedly, edging himself in front. He saw Irene take her finger from
-before her lips, heard her say something in her ordinary voice, and began
-to speak before he reached them.
-
-"There's a storm coming on. We'd better get home. We can't take you, I
-suppose, Mr. Bosinney? No, I suppose not. Then, good-bye!" He held out
-his hand. Bosinney did not take it, but, turning with a laugh, said:
-
-"Good-bye, Mr. Forsyte. Don't get caught in the storm!" and walked away.
-
-"Well," began James, "I don't know...."
-
-But the 'sight of Irene's face stopped him. Taking hold of his
-daughter-in-law by the elbow, he escorted her towards the carriage. He
-felt certain, quite certain, they had been making some appointment or
-other....
-
-Nothing in this world is more sure to upset a Forsyte than the discovery
-that something on which he has stipulated to spend a certain sum has cost
-more. And this is reasonable, for upon the accuracy of his estimates the
-whole policy of his life is ordered. If he cannot rely on definite
-values of property, his compass is amiss; he is adrift upon bitter waters
-without a helm.
-
-After writing to Bosinney in the terms that have already been chronicled,
-Soames had dismissed the cost of the house from his mind. He believed
-that he had made the matter of the final cost so very plain that the
-possibility of its being again exceeded had really never entered his
-head. On hearing from Bosinney that his limit of twelve thousand pounds
-would be exceeded by something like four hundred, he had grown white with
-anger. His original estimate of the cost of the house completed had been
-ten thousand pounds, and he had often blamed himself severely for
-allowing himself to be led into repeated excesses. Over this last
-expenditure, however, Bosinney had put himself completely in the wrong.
-How on earth a fellow could make such an ass of himself Soames could not
-conceive; but he had done so, and all the rancour and hidden jealousy
-that had been burning against him for so long was now focussed in rage at
-this crowning piece of extravagance. The attitude of the confident and
-friendly husband was gone. To preserve property--his wife--he had
-assumed it, to preserve property of another kind he lost it now.
-
-"Ah!" he had said to Bosinney when he could speak, "and I suppose you're
-perfectly contented with yourself. But I may as well tell you that
-you've altogether mistaken your man!"
-
-What he meant by those words he did not quite know at the time, but after
-dinner he looked up the correspondence between himself and Bosinney to
-make quite sure. There could be no two opinions about it--the fellow had
-made himself liable for that extra four hundred, or, at all events, for
-three hundred and fifty of it, and he would have to make it good.
-
-He was looking at his wife's face when he came to this conclusion. Seated
-in her usual seat on the sofa, she was altering the lace on a collar.
-She had not once spoken to him all the evening.
-
-He went up to the mantelpiece, and contemplating his face in the mirror
-said: "Your friend the Buccaneer has made a fool of himself; he will have
-to pay for it!"
-
-She looked at him scornfully, and answered: "I don't know what you are
-talking about!"
-
-"You soon will. A mere trifle, quite beneath your contempt--four hundred
-pounds."
-
-"Do you mean that you are going to make him pay that towards this
-hateful, house?"
-
-"I do."
-
-"And you know he's got nothing?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Then you are meaner than I thought you."
-
-Soames turned from the mirror, and unconsciously taking a china cup from
-the mantelpiece, clasped his hands around it as though praying. He saw
-her bosom rise and fall, her eyes darkening with anger, and taking no
-notice of the taunt, he asked quietly:
-
-"Are you carrying on a flirtation with Bosinney?"
-
-"No, I am not!"
-
-Her eyes met his, and he looked away. He neither believed nor
-disbelieved her, but he knew that he had made a mistake in asking; he
-never had known, never would know, what she was thinking. The sight of
-her inscrutable face, the thought of all the hundreds of evenings he had
-seen her sitting there like that soft and passive, but unreadable,
-unknown, enraged him beyond measure.
-
-"I believe you are made of stone," he said, clenching his fingers so hard
-that he broke the fragile cup. The pieces fell into the grate. And
-Irene smiled.
-
-"You seem to forget," she said, "that cup is not!"
-
-Soames gripped her arm. "A good beating," he said, "is the only thing
-that would bring you to your senses," but turning on his heel, he left
-the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-SOAMES SITS ON THE STAIRS
-
-Soames went upstairs that night that he had gone too far. He was
-prepared to offer excuses for his words.
-
-He turned out the gas still burning in the passage outside their room.
-Pausing, with his hand on the knob of the door, he tried to shape his
-apology, for he had no intention of letting her see that he was nervous.
-
-But the door did not open, nor when he pulled it and turned the handle
-firmly. She must have locked it for some reason, and forgotten.
-
-Entering his dressing-room where the gas was also light and burning low,
-he went quickly to the other door. That too was locked. Then he noticed
-that the camp bed which he occasionally used was prepared, and his
-sleeping-suit laid out upon it. He put his hand up to his forehead, and
-brought it away wet. It dawned on him that he was barred out.
-
-He went back to the door, and rattling the handle stealthily, called:
-"Unlock the door, do you hear? Unlock the door!"
-
-There was a faint rustling, but no answer.
-
-"Do you hear? Let me in at once--I insist on being let in!"
-
-He could catch the sound of her breathing close to the door, like the
-breathing of a creature threatened by danger.
-
-There was something terrifying in this inexorable silence, in the
-impossibility of getting at her. He went back to the other door, and
-putting his whole weight against it, tried to burst it open. The door was
-a new one--he had had them renewed himself, in readiness for their coming
-in after the honeymoon. In a rage he lifted his foot to kick in the
-panel; the thought of the servants restrained him, and he felt suddenly
-that he was beaten.
-
-Flinging himself down in the dressing-room, he took up a book.
-
-But instead of the print he seemed to see his wife--with her yellow hair
-flowing over her bare shoulders, and her great dark eyes--standing like
-an animal at bay. And the whole meaning of her act of revolt came to
-him. She meant it to be for good.
-
-He could not sit still, and went to the door again. He could still hear
-her, and he called: "Irene! Irene!"
-
-He did not mean to make his voice pathetic.
-
-In ominous answer, the faint sounds ceased. He stood with clenched
-hands, thinking.
-
-Presently he stole round on tiptoe, and running suddenly at the other
-door, made a supreme effort to break it open. It creaked, but did not
-yield. He sat down on the stairs and buried his face in his hands.
-
-For a long time he sat there in the dark, the moon through the skylight
-above laying a pale smear which lengthened slowly towards him down the
-stairway. He tried to be philosophical.
-
-Since she had locked her doors she had no further claim as a wife, and he
-would console himself with other women.
-
-It was but a spectral journey he made among such delights--he had no
-appetite for these exploits. He had never had much, and he had lost the
-habit. He felt that he could never recover it. His hunger could only be
-appeased by his wife, inexorable and frightened, behind these shut doors.
-No other woman could help him.
-
-This conviction came to him with terrible force out there in the dark.
-
-His philosophy left him; and surly anger took its place. Her conduct was
-immoral, inexcusable, worthy of any punishment within his power. He
-desired no one but her, and she refused him!
-
-She must really hate him, then! He had never believed it yet. He did not
-believe it now. It seemed to him incredible. He felt as though he had
-lost for ever his power of judgment. If she, so soft and yielding as he
-had always judged her, could take this decided step--what could not
-happen?
-
-Then he asked himself again if she were carrying on an intrigue with
-Bosinney. He did not believe that she was; he could not afford to
-believe such a reason for her conduct--the thought was not to be faced.
-
-It would be unbearable to contemplate the necessity of making his marital
-relations public property. Short of the most convincing proofs he must
-still refuse to believe, for he did not wish to punish himself. And all
-the time at heart--he did believe.
-
-The moonlight cast a greyish tinge over his figure, hunched against the
-staircase wall.
-
-Bosinney was in love with her! He hated the fellow, and would not spare
-him now. He could and would refuse to pay a penny piece over twelve
-thousand and fifty pounds--the extreme limit fixed in the correspondence;
-or rather he would pay, he would pay and sue him for damages. He would
-go to Jobling and Boulter and put the matter in their hands. He would
-ruin the impecunious beggar! And suddenly--though what connection
-between the thoughts?--he reflected that Irene had no money either. They
-were both beggars. This gave him a strange satisfaction.
-
-The silence was broken by a faint creaking through the wall. She was
-going to bed at last. Ah! Joy and pleasant dreams! If she threw the
-door open wide he would not go in now!
-
-But his lips, that were twisted in a bitter smile, twitched; he covered
-his eyes with his hands....
-
-It was late the following afternoon when Soames stood in the dining-room
-window gazing gloomily into the Square.
-
-The sunlight still showered on the plane-trees, and in the breeze their
-gay broad leaves shone and swung in rhyme to a barrel organ at the
-corner. It was playing a waltz, an old waltz that was out of fashion,
-with a fateful rhythm in the notes; and it went on and on, though nothing
-indeed but leaves danced to the tune.
-
-The woman did not look too gay, for she was tired; and from the tall
-houses no one threw her down coppers. She moved the organ on, and three
-doors off began again.
-
-It was the waltz they had played at Roger's when Irene had danced with
-Bosinney; and the perfume of the gardenias she had worn came back to
-Soames, drifted by the malicious music, as it had been drifted to him
-then, when she passed, her hair glistening, her eyes so soft, drawing
-Bosinney on and on down an endless ballroom.
-
-The organ woman plied her handle slowly; she had been grinding her tune
-all day-grinding it in Sloane Street hard by, grinding it perhaps to
-Bosinney himself.
-
-Soames turned, took a cigarette from the carven box, and walked back to
-the window. The tune had mesmerized him, and there came into his view
-Irene, her sunshade furled, hastening homewards down the Square, in a
-soft, rose-coloured blouse with drooping sleeves, that he did not know.
-She stopped before the organ, took out her purse, and gave the woman
-money.
-
-Soames shrank back and stood where he could see into the hall.
-
-She came in with her latch-key, put down her sunshade, and stood looking
-at herself in the glass. Her cheeks were flushed as if the sun had
-burned them; her lips were parted in a smile. She stretched her arms out
-as though to embrace herself, with a laugh that for all the world was
-like a sob.
-
-Soames stepped forward.
-
-"Very-pretty!" he said.
-
-But as though shot she spun round, and would have passed him up the
-stairs. He barred the way.
-
-"Why such a hurry?" he said, and his eyes fastened on a curl of hair
-fallen loose across her ear....
-
-He hardly recognised her. She seemed on fire, so deep and rich the
-colour of her cheeks, her eyes, her lips, and of the unusual blouse she
-wore.
-
-She put up her hand and smoothed back the curl. She was breathing fast
-and deep, as though she had been running, and with every breath perfume
-seemed to come from her hair, and from her body, like perfume from an
-opening flower.
-
-"I don't like that blouse," he said slowly, "it's a soft, shapeless
-thing!"
-
-He lifted his finger towards her breast, but she dashed his hand aside.
-
-"Don't touch me!" she cried.
-
-He caught her wrist; she wrenched it away.
-
-"And where may you have been?" he asked.
-
-"In heaven--out of this house!" With those words she fled upstairs.
-
-Outside--in thanksgiving--at the very door, the organ-grinder was playing
-the waltz.
-
-And Soames stood motionless. What prevented him from following her?
-
-Was it that, with the eyes of faith, he saw Bosinney looking down from
-that high window in Sloane Street, straining his eyes for yet another
-glimpse of Irene's vanished figure, cooling his flushed face, dreaming of
-the moment when she flung herself on his breast--the scent of her still
-in the air around, and the sound of her laugh that was like a sob?
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-Mrs. MACANDER'S EVIDENCE
-
-Many people, no doubt, including the editor of the 'Ultra
-Vivisectionist,' then in the bloom of its first youth, would say that
-Soames was less than a man not to have removed the locks from his wife's
-doors, and, after beating her soundly, resumed wedded happiness.
-
-Brutality is not so deplorably diluted by humaneness as it used to be,
-yet a sentimental segment of the population may still be relieved to
-learn that he did none of these things. For active brutality is not
-popular with Forsytes; they are too circumspect, and, on the whole, too
-softhearted. And in Soames there was some common pride, not sufficient
-to make him do a really generous action, but enough to prevent his
-indulging in an extremely mean one, except, perhaps, in very hot blood.
-Above all this a true Forsyte refused to feel himself ridiculous. Short
-of actually beating his wife, he perceived nothing to be done; he
-therefore accepted the situation without another word.
-
-Throughout the summer and autumn he continued to go to the office, to
-sort his pictures, and ask his friends to dinner.
-
-He did not leave town; Irene refused to go away. The house at Robin
-Hill, finished though it was, remained empty and ownerless. Soames had
-brought a suit against the Buccaneer, in which he claimed from him the
-sum of three hundred and fifty pounds.
-
-A firm of solicitors, Messrs. Freak and Able, had put in a defence on
-Bosinney's behalf. Admitting the facts, they raised a point on the
-correspondence which, divested of legal phraseology, amounted to this: To
-speak of 'a free hand in the terms of this correspondence' is an Irish
-bull.
-
-By a chance, fortuitous but not improbable in the close borough of legal
-circles, a good deal of information came to Soames' ear anent this line
-of policy, the working partner in his firm, Bustard, happening to sit
-next at dinner at Walmisley's, the Taxing Master, to young Chankery, of
-the Common Law Bar.
-
-The necessity for talking what is known as 'shop,' which comes on all
-lawyers with the removal of the ladies, caused Chankery, a young and
-promising advocate, to propound an impersonal conundrum to his neighbour,
-whose name he did not know, for, seated as he permanently was in the
-background, Bustard had practically no name.
-
-He had, said Chankery, a case coming on with a 'very nice point.' He then
-explained, preserving every professional discretion, the riddle in
-Soames' case. Everyone, he said, to whom he had spoken, thought it a
-nice point. The issue was small unfortunately, 'though d----d serious
-for his client he believed'--Walmisley's champagne was bad but plentiful.
-A Judge would make short work of it, he was afraid. He intended to make
-a big effort--the point was a nice one. What did his neighbour say?
-
-Bustard, a model of secrecy, said nothing. He related the incident to
-Soames however with some malice, for this quiet man was capable of human
-feeling, ending with his own opinion that the point was 'a very nice
-one.'
-
-In accordance with his resolve, our Forsyte had put his interests into
-the hands of Jobling and Boulter. From the moment of doing so he
-regretted that he had not acted for himself. On receiving a copy of
-Bosinney's defence he went over to their offices.
-
-Boulter, who had the matter in hand, Jobling having died some years
-before, told him that in his opinion it was rather a nice point; he would
-like counsel's opinion on it.
-
-Soames told him to go to a good man, and they went to Waterbuck, Q.C.,
-marking him ten and one, who kept the papers six weeks and then wrote as
-follows:
-
-'In my opinion the true interpretation of this correspondence depends
-very much on the intention of the parties, and will turn upon the
-evidence given at the trial. I am of opinion that an attempt should be
-made to secure from the architect an admission that he understood he was
-not to spend at the outside more than twelve thousand and fifty pounds.
-With regard to the expression, "a free hand in the terms of this
-correspondence," to which my attention is directed, the point is a nice
-one; but I am of opinion that upon the whole the ruling in "Boileau v.
-The Blasted Cement Co., Ltd.," will apply.'
-
-Upon this opinion they acted, administering interrogatories, but to their
-annoyance Messrs. Freak and Able answered these in so masterly a fashion
-that nothing whatever was admitted and that without prejudice.
-
-It was on October 1 that Soames read Waterbuck's opinion, in the
-dining-room before dinner.
-
-It made him nervous; not so much because of the case of 'Boileau v. The
-Blasted Cement Co., Ltd.,' as that the point had lately begun to seem to
-him, too, a nice one; there was about it just that pleasant flavour of
-subtlety so attractive to the best legal appetites. To have his own
-impression confirmed by Waterbuck, Q.C., would have disturbed any man.
-
-He sat thinking it over, and staring at the empty grate, for though
-autumn had come, the weather kept as gloriously fine that jubilee year as
-if it were still high August. It was not pleasant to be disturbed; he
-desired too passionately to set his foot on Bosinney's neck.
-
-Though he had not seen the architect since the last afternoon at Robin
-Hill, he was never free from the sense of his presence--never free from
-the memory of his worn face with its high cheek bones and enthusiastic
-eyes. It would not be too much to say that he had never got rid of the
-feeling of that night when he heard the peacock's cry at dawn--the
-feeling that Bosinney haunted the house. And every man's shape that he
-saw in the dark evenings walking past, seemed that of him whom George had
-so appropriately named the Buccaneer.
-
-Irene still met him, he was certain; where, or how, he neither knew, nor
-asked; deterred by a vague and secret dread of too much knowledge. It
-all seemed subterranean nowadays.
-
-Sometimes when he questioned his wife as to where she had been, which he
-still made a point of doing, as every Forsyte should, she looked very
-strange. Her self-possession was wonderful, but there were moments when,
-behind the mask of her face, inscrutable as it had always been to him,
-lurked an expression he had never been used to see there.
-
-She had taken to lunching out too; when he asked Bilson if her mistress
-had been in to lunch, as often as not she would answer: "No, sir."
-
-He strongly disapproved of her gadding about by herself, and told her so.
-But she took no notice. There was something that angered, amazed, yet
-almost amused him about the calm way in which she disregarded his wishes.
-It was really as if she were hugging to herself the thought of a triumph
-over him.
-
-He rose from the perusal of Waterbuck, Q.C.'s opinion, and, going
-upstairs, entered her room, for she did not lock her doors till
-bed-time--she had the decency, he found, to save the feelings of the
-servants. She was brushing her hair, and turned to him with strange
-fierceness.
-
-"What do you want?" she said. "Please leave my room!"
-
-He answered: "I want to know how long this state of things between us is
-to last? I have put up with it long enough."
-
-"Will you please leave my room?"
-
-"Will you treat me as your husband?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Then, I shall take steps to make you."
-
-"Do!"
-
-He stared, amazed at the calmness of her answer. Her lips were
-compressed in a thin line; her hair lay in fluffy masses on her bare
-shoulders, in all its strange golden contrast to her dark eyes--those
-eyes alive with the emotions of fear, hate, contempt, and odd, haunting
-triumph.
-
-"Now, please, will you leave my room?" He turned round, and went sulkily
-out.
-
-He knew very well that he had no intention of taking steps, and he saw
-that she knew too--knew that he was afraid to.
-
-It was a habit with him to tell her the doings of his day: how such and
-such clients had called; how he had arranged a mortgage for Parkes; how
-that long-standing suit of Fryer v. Forsyte was getting on, which,
-arising in the preternaturally careful disposition of his property by his
-great uncle Nicholas, who had tied it up so that no one could get at it
-at all, seemed likely to remain a source of income for several solicitors
-till the Day of Judgment.
-
-And how he had called in at Jobson's, and seen a Boucher sold, which he
-had just missed buying of Talleyrand and Sons in Pall Mall.
-
-He had an admiration for Boucher, Watteau, and all that school. It was a
-habit with him to tell her all these matters, and he continued to do it
-even now, talking for long spells at dinner, as though by the volubility
-of words he could conceal from himself the ache in his heart.
-
-Often, if they were alone, he made an attempt to kiss her when she said
-good-night. He may have had some vague notion that some night she would
-let him; or perhaps only the feeling that a husband ought to kiss his
-wife. Even if she hated him, he at all events ought not to put himself
-in the wrong by neglecting this ancient rite.
-
-And why did she hate him? Even now he could not altogether believe it.
-It was strange to be hated!--the emotion was too extreme; yet he hated
-Bosinney, that Buccaneer, that prowling vagabond, that night-wanderer.
-For in his thoughts Soames always saw him lying in wait--wandering. Ah,
-but he must be in very low water! Young Burkitt, the architect, had seen
-him coming out of a third-rate restaurant, looking terribly down in the
-mouth!
-
-During all the hours he lay awake, thinking over the situation, which
-seemed to have no end--unless she should suddenly come to her
-senses--never once did the thought of separating from his wife seriously
-enter his head....
-
-And the Forsytes! What part did they play in this stage of Soames'
-subterranean tragedy?
-
-Truth to say, little or none, for they were at the sea.
-
-From hotels, hydropathics, or lodging-houses, they were bathing daily;
-laying in a stock of ozone to last them through the winter.
-
-Each section, in the vineyard of its own choosing, grew and culled and
-pressed and bottled the grapes of a pet sea-air.
-
-The end of September began to witness their several returns.
-
-In rude health and small omnibuses, with considerable colour in their
-cheeks, they arrived daily from the various termini. The following
-morning saw them back at their vocations.
-
-On the next Sunday Timothy's was thronged from lunch till dinner.
-
-Amongst other gossip, too numerous and interesting to relate, Mrs.
-Septimus Small mentioned that Soames and Irene had not been away.
-
-It remained for a comparative outsider to supply the next evidence of
-interest.
-
-It chanced that one afternoon late in September, Mrs. MacAnder, Winifred
-Dartie's greatest friend, taking a constitutional, with young Augustus
-Flippard, on her bicycle in Richmond Park, passed Irene and Bosinney
-walking from the bracken towards the Sheen Gate.
-
-Perhaps the poor little woman was thirsty, for she had ridden long on a
-hard, dry road, and, as all London knows, to ride a bicycle and talk to
-young Flippard will try the toughest constitution; or perhaps the sight
-of the cool bracken grove, whence 'those two' were coming down, excited
-her envy. The cool bracken grove on the top of the hill, with the oak
-boughs for roof, where the pigeons were raising an endless wedding hymn,
-and the autumn, humming, whispered to the ears of lovers in the fern,
-while the deer stole by. The bracken grove of irretrievable delights, of
-golden minutes in the long marriage of heaven and earth! The bracken
-grove, sacred to stags, to strange tree-stump fauns leaping around the
-silver whiteness of a birch-tree nymph at summer dusk.
-
-This lady knew all the Forsytes, and having been at June's 'at home,' was
-not at a loss to see with whom she had to deal. Her own marriage, poor
-thing, had not been successful, but having had the good sense and ability
-to force her husband into pronounced error, she herself had passed
-through the necessary divorce proceedings without incurring censure.
-
-She was therefore a judge of all that sort of thing, and lived in one of
-those large buildings, where in small sets of apartments, are gathered
-incredible quantities of Forsytes, whose chief recreation out of business
-hours is the discussion of each other's affairs.
-
-Poor little woman, perhaps she was thirsty, certainly she was bored, for
-Flippard was a wit. To see 'those two' in so unlikely a spot was quite a
-merciful 'pick-me-up.'
-
-At the MacAnder, like all London, Time pauses.
-
-This small but remarkable woman merits attention; her all-seeing eye and
-shrewd tongue were inscrutably the means of furthering the ends of
-Providence.
-
-With an air of being in at the death, she had an almost distressing power
-of taking care of herself. She had done more, perhaps, in her way than
-any woman about town to destroy the sense of chivalry which still clogs
-the wheel of civilization. So smart she was, and spoken of endearingly as
-'the little MacAnder!'
-
-Dressing tightly and well, she belonged to a Woman's Club, but was by no
-means the neurotic and dismal type of member who was always thinking of
-her rights. She took her rights unconsciously, they came natural to her,
-and she knew exactly how to make the most of them without exciting
-anything but admiration amongst that great class to whom she was
-affiliated, not precisely perhaps by manner, but by birth, breeding, and
-the true, the secret gauge, a sense of property.
-
-The daughter of a Bedfordshire solicitor, by the daughter of a clergyman,
-she had never, through all the painful experience of being married to a
-very mild painter with a cranky love of Nature, who had deserted her for
-an actress, lost touch with the requirements, beliefs, and inner feeling
-of Society; and, on attaining her liberty, she placed herself without
-effort in the very van of Forsyteism.
-
-Always in good spirits, and 'full of information,' she was universally
-welcomed. She excited neither surprise nor disapprobation when
-encountered on the Rhine or at Zermatt, either alone, or travelling with
-a lady and two gentlemen; it was felt that she was perfectly capable of
-taking care of herself; and the hearts of all Forsytes warmed to that
-wonderful instinct, which enabled her to enjoy everything without giving
-anything away. It was generally felt that to such women as Mrs. MacAnder
-should we look for the perpetuation and increase of our best type of
-woman. She had never had any children.
-
-If there was one thing more than another that she could not stand it was
-one of those soft women with what men called 'charm' about them, and for
-Mrs. Soames she always had an especial dislike.
-
-Obscurely, no doubt, she felt that if charm were once admitted as the
-criterion, smartness and capability must go to the wall; and she
-hated--with a hatred the deeper that at times this so-called charm seemed
-to disturb all calculations--the subtle seductiveness which she could not
-altogether overlook in Irene.
-
-She said, however, that she could see nothing in the woman--there was no
-'go' about her--she would never be able to stand up for herself--anyone
-could take advantage of her, that was plain--she could not see in fact
-what men found to admire!
-
-She was not really ill-natured, but, in maintaining her position after
-the trying circumstances of her married life, she had found it so
-necessary to be 'full of information,' that the idea of holding her
-tongue about 'those two' in the Park never occurred to her.
-
-And it so happened that she was dining that very evening at Timothy's,
-where she went sometimes to 'cheer the old things up,' as she was wont to
-put it. The same people were always asked to meet her: Winifred Dartie
-and her husband; Francie, because she belonged to the artistic circles,
-for Mrs. MacAnder was known to contribute articles on dress to 'The
-Ladies Kingdom Come'; and for her to flirt with, provided they could be
-obtained, two of the Hayman boys, who, though they never said anything,
-were believed to be fast and thoroughly intimate with all that was latest
-in smart Society.
-
-At twenty-five minutes past seven she turned out the electric light in
-her little hall, and wrapped in her opera cloak with the chinchilla
-collar, came out into the corridor, pausing a moment to make sure she had
-her latch-key. These little self-contained flats were convenient; to be
-sure, she had no light and no air, but she could shut it up whenever she
-liked and go away. There was no bother with servants, and she never felt
-tied as she used to when poor, dear Fred was always about, in his mooney
-way. She retained no rancour against poor, dear Fred, he was such a
-fool; but the thought of that actress drew from her, even now, a little,
-bitter, derisive smile.
-
-Firmly snapping the door to, she crossed the corridor, with its gloomy,
-yellow-ochre walls, and its infinite vista of brown, numbered doors. The
-lift was going down; and wrapped to the ears in the high cloak, with
-every one of her auburn hairs in its place, she waited motionless for it
-to stop at her floor. The iron gates clanked open; she entered. There
-were already three occupants, a man in a great white waistcoat, with a
-large, smooth face like a baby's, and two old ladies in black, with
-mittened hands.
-
-Mrs. MacAnder smiled at them; she knew everybody; and all these three,
-who had been admirably silent before, began to talk at once. This was
-Mrs. MacAnder's successful secret. She provoked conversation.
-
-Throughout a descent of five stories the conversation continued, the lift
-boy standing with his back turned, his cynical face protruding through
-the bars.
-
-At the bottom they separated, the man in the white waistcoat
-sentimentally to the billiard room, the old ladies to dine and say to
-each other: "A dear little woman!" "Such a rattle!" and Mrs. MacAnder to
-her cab.
-
-When Mrs. MacAnder dined at Timothy's, the conversation (although Timothy
-himself could never be induced to be present) took that wider,
-man-of-the-world tone current among Forsytes at large, and this, no
-doubt, was what put her at a premium there.
-
-Mrs. Small and Aunt Hester found it an exhilarating change. "If only,"
-they said, "Timothy would meet her!" It was felt that she would do him
-good. She could tell you, for instance, the latest story of Sir Charles
-Fiste's son at Monte Carlo; who was the real heroine of Tynemouth Eddy's
-fashionable novel that everyone was holding up their hands over, and what
-they were doing in Paris about wearing bloomers. She was so sensible,
-too, knowing all about that vexed question, whether to send young
-Nicholas' eldest into the navy as his mother wished, or make him an
-accountant as his father thought would be safer. She strongly deprecated
-the navy. If you were not exceptionally brilliant or exceptionally well
-connected, they passed you over so disgracefully, and what was it after
-all to look forward to, even if you became an admiral--a pittance! An
-accountant had many more chances, but let him be put with a good firm,
-where there was no risk at starting!
-
-Sometimes she would give them a tip on the Stock Exchange; not that Mrs.
-Small or Aunt Hester ever took it. They had indeed no money to invest;
-but it seemed to bring them into such exciting touch with the realities
-of life. It was an event. They would ask Timothy, they said. But they
-never did, knowing in advance that it would upset him. Surreptitiously,
-however, for weeks after they would look in that paper, which they took
-with respect on account of its really fashionable proclivities, to see
-whether 'Bright's Rubies' or 'The Woollen Mackintosh Company' were up or
-down. Sometimes they could not find the name of the company at all; and
-they would wait until James or Roger or even Swithin came in, and ask
-them in voices trembling with curiosity how that 'Bolivia Lime and
-Speltrate' was doing--they could not find it in the paper.
-
-And Roger would answer: "What do you want to know for? Some trash!
-You'll go burning your fingers--investing your money in lime, and things
-you know nothing about! Who told you?" and ascertaining what they had
-been told, he would go away, and, making inquiries in the City, would
-perhaps invest some of his own money in the concern.
-
-It was about the middle of dinner, just in fact as the saddle of mutton
-had been brought in by Smither, that Mrs. MacAnder, looking airily round,
-said: "Oh! and whom do you think I passed to-day in Richmond Park?
-You'll never guess--Mrs. Soames and--Mr. Bosinney. They must have been
-down to look at the house!"
-
-Winifred Dartie coughed, and no one said a word. It was the piece of
-evidence they had all unconsciously been waiting for.
-
-To do Mrs. MacAnder justice, she had been to Switzerland and the Italian
-lakes with a party of three, and had not heard of Soames' rupture with
-his architect. She could not tell, therefore, the profound impression
-her words would make.
-
-Upright and a little flushed, she moved her small, shrewd eyes from face
-to face, trying to gauge the effect of her words. On either side of her
-a Hayman boy, his lean, taciturn, hungry face turned towards his plate,
-ate his mutton steadily.
-
-These two, Giles and Jesse, were so alike and so inseparable that they
-were known as the Dromios. They never talked, and seemed always
-completely occupied in doing nothing. It was popularly supposed that
-they were cramming for an important examination. They walked without hats
-for long hours in the Gardens attached to their house, books in their
-hands, a fox-terrier at their heels, never saying a word, and smoking all
-the time. Every morning, about fifty yards apart, they trotted down
-Campden Hill on two lean hacks, with legs as long as their own, and every
-morning about an hour later, still fifty yards apart, they cantered up
-again. Every evening, wherever they had dined, they might be observed
-about half-past ten, leaning over the balustrade of the Alhambra
-promenade.
-
-They were never seen otherwise than together; in this way passing their
-lives, apparently perfectly content.
-
-Inspired by some dumb stirring within them of the feelings of gentlemen,
-they turned at this painful moment to Mrs. MacAnder, and said in
-precisely the same voice: "Have you seen the...?"
-
-Such was her surprise at being thus addressed that she put down her fork;
-and Smither, who was passing, promptly removed her plate. Mrs. MacAnder,
-however, with presence of mind, said instantly: "I must have a little
-more of that nice mutton."
-
-But afterwards in the drawing--room she sat down by Mrs. Small,
-determined to get to the bottom of the matter. And she began:
-
-"What a charming woman, Mrs. Soames; such a sympathetic temperament!
-Soames is a really lucky man!"
-
-Her anxiety for information had not made sufficient allowance for that
-inner Forsyte skin which refuses to share its troubles with outsiders.
-
-Mrs. Septimus Small, drawing herself up with a creak and rustle of her
-whole person, said, shivering in her dignity:
-
-"My dear, it is a subject we do not talk about!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-NIGHT IN THE PARK
-
-Although with her infallible instinct Mrs. Small had said the very thing
-to make her guest 'more intriguee than ever,' it is difficult to see how
-else she could truthfully have spoken.
-
-It was not a subject which the Forsytes could talk about even among
-themselves--to use the word Soames had invented to characterize to
-himself the situation, it was 'subterranean.'
-
-Yet, within a week of Mrs. MacAnder's encounter in Richmond Park, to all
-of them--save Timothy, from whom it was carefully kept--to James on his
-domestic beat from the Poultry to Park Lane, to George the wild one, on
-his daily adventure from the bow window at the Haversnake to the billiard
-room at the 'Red Pottle,' was it known that 'those two' had gone to
-extremes.
-
-George (it was he who invented many of those striking expressions still
-current in fashionable circles) voiced the sentiment more accurately than
-any one when he said to his brother Eustace that 'the Buccaneer' was
-'going it'; he expected Soames was about 'fed up.'
-
-It was felt that he must be, and yet, what could be done? He ought
-perhaps to take steps; but to take steps would be deplorable.
-
-Without an open scandal which they could not see their way to
-recommending, it was difficult to see what steps could be taken. In this
-impasse, the only thing was to say nothing to Soames, and nothing to each
-other; in fact, to pass it over.
-
-By displaying towards Irene a dignified coldness, some impression might
-be made upon her; but she was seldom now to be seen, and there seemed a
-slight difficulty in seeking her out on purpose to show her coldness.
-Sometimes in the privacy of his bedroom James would reveal to Emily the
-real suffering that his son's misfortune caused him.
-
-"I can't tell," he would say; "it worries me out of my life. There'll be
-a scandal, and that'll do him no good. I shan't say anything to him.
-There might be nothing in it. What do you think? She's very artistic,
-they tell me. What? Oh, you're a 'regular Juley! Well, I don't know; I
-expect the worst. This is what comes of having no children. I knew how
-it would be from the first. They never told me they didn't mean to have
-any children--nobody tells me anything!"
-
-On his knees by the side of the bed, his eyes open and fixed with worry,
-he would breathe into the counterpane. Clad in his nightshirt, his neck
-poked forward, his back rounded, he resembled some long white bird.
-
-"Our Father-," he repeated, turning over and over again the thought of
-this possible scandal.
-
-Like old Jolyon, he, too, at the bottom of his heart set the blame of the
-tragedy down to family interference. What business had that lot--he
-began to think of the Stanhope Gate branch, including young Jolyon and
-his daughter, as 'that lot'--to introduce a person like this Bosinney
-into the family? (He had heard George's soubriquet, 'The Buccaneer,' but
-he could make nothing of that--the young man was an architect.)
-
-He began to feel that his brother Jolyon, to whom he had always looked up
-and on whose opinion he had relied, was not quite what he had expected.
-
-Not having his eldest brother's force of character, he was more sad than
-angry. His great comfort was to go to Winifred's, and take the little
-Darties in his carriage over to Kensington Gardens, and there, by the
-Round Pond, he could often be seen walking with his eyes fixed anxiously
-on little Publius Dartie's sailing-boat, which he had himself freighted
-with a penny, as though convinced that it would never again come to
-shore; while little Publius--who, James delighted to say, was not a bit
-like his father skipping along under his lee, would try to get him to bet
-another that it never would, having found that it always did. And James
-would make the bet; he always paid--sometimes as many as three or four
-pennies in the afternoon, for the game seemed never to pall on little
-Publius--and always in paying he said: "Now, that's for your money-box.
-Why, you're getting quite a rich man!" The thought of his little
-grandson's growing wealth was a real pleasure to him. But little Publius
-knew a sweet-shop, and a trick worth two of that.
-
-And they would walk home across the Park, James' figure, with high
-shoulders and absorbed and worried face, exercising its tall, lean
-protectorship, pathetically unregarded, over the robust child-figures of
-Imogen and little Publius.
-
-But those Gardens and that Park were not sacred to James. Forsytes and
-tramps, children and lovers, rested and wandered day after day, night
-after night, seeking one and all some freedom from labour, from the reek
-and turmoil of the streets.
-
-The leaves browned slowly, lingering with the sun and summer-like warmth
-of the nights.
-
-On Saturday, October 5, the sky that had been blue all day deepened after
-sunset to the bloom of purple grapes. There was no moon, and a clear
-dark, like some velvety garment, was wrapped around the trees, whose
-thinned branches, resembling plumes, stirred not in the still, warm air.
-All London had poured into the Park, draining the cup of summer to its
-dregs.
-
-Couple after couple, from every gate, they streamed along the paths and
-over the burnt grass, and one after another, silently out of the lighted
-spaces, stole into the shelter of the feathery trees, where, blotted
-against some trunk, or under the shadow of shrubs, they were lost to all
-but themselves in the heart of the soft darkness.
-
-To fresh-comers along the paths, these forerunners formed but part of
-that passionate dusk, whence only a strange murmur, like the confused
-beating of hearts, came forth. But when that murmur reached each couple
-in the lamp-light their voices wavered, and ceased; their arms enlaced,
-their eyes began seeking, searching, probing the blackness. Suddenly, as
-though drawn by invisible hands, they, too, stepped over the railing,
-and, silent as shadows, were gone from the light.
-
-The stillness, enclosed in the far, inexorable roar of the town, was
-alive with the myriad passions, hopes, and loves of multitudes of
-struggling human atoms; for in spite of the disapproval of that great
-body of Forsytes, the Municipal Council--to whom Love had long been
-considered, next to the Sewage Question, the gravest danger to the
-community--a process was going on that night in the Park, and in a
-hundred other parks, without which the thousand factories, churches,
-shops, taxes, and drains, of which they were custodians, were as arteries
-without blood, a man without a heart.
-
-The instincts of self-forgetfulness, of passion, and of love, hiding
-under the trees, away from the trustees of their remorseless enemy, the
-'sense of property,' were holding a stealthy revel, and Soames, returning
-from Bayswater for he had been alone to dine at Timothy's walking home
-along the water, with his mind upon that coming lawsuit, had the blood
-driven from his heart by a low laugh and the sound of kisses. He thought
-of writing to the Times the next morning, to draw the attention of the
-Editor to the condition of our parks. He did not, however, for he had a
-horror of seeing his name in print.
-
-But starved as he was, the whispered sounds in the stillness, the
-half-seen forms in the dark, acted on him like some morbid stimulant. He
-left the path along the water and stole under the trees, along the deep
-shadow of little plantations, where the boughs of chestnut trees hung
-their great leaves low, and there was blacker refuge, shaping his course
-in circles which had for their object a stealthy inspection of chairs
-side by side, against tree-trunks, of enlaced lovers, who stirred at his
-approach.
-
-Now he stood still on the rise overlooking the Serpentine, where, in full
-lamp-light, black against the silver water, sat a couple who never moved,
-the woman's face buried on the man's neck--a single form, like a carved
-emblem of passion, silent and unashamed.
-
-And, stung by the sight, Soames hurried on deeper into the shadow of the
-trees.
-
-In this search, who knows what he thought and what he sought? Bread for
-hunger--light in darkness? Who knows what he expected to
-find--impersonal knowledge of the human heart--the end of his private
-subterranean tragedy--for, again, who knew, but that each dark couple,
-unnamed, unnameable, might not be he and she?
-
-But it could not be such knowledge as this that he was seeking--the wife
-of Soames Forsyte sitting in the Park like a common wench! Such thoughts
-were inconceivable; and from tree to tree, with his noiseless step, he
-passed.
-
-Once he was sworn at; once the whisper, "If only it could always be like
-this!" sent the blood flying again from his heart, and he waited there,
-patient and dogged, for the two to move. But it was only a poor thin
-slip of a shop-girl in her draggled blouse who passed him, clinging to
-her lover's arm.
-
-A hundred other lovers too whispered that hope in the stillness of the
-trees, a hundred other lovers clung to each other.
-
-But shaking himself with sudden disgust, Soames returned to the path, and
-left that seeking for he knew not what.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-MEETING AT THE BOTANICAL
-
-Young Jolyon, whose circumstances were not those of a Forsyte, found at
-times a difficulty in sparing the money needful for those country jaunts
-and researches into Nature, without having prosecuted which no
-watercolour artist ever puts brush to paper.
-
-He was frequently, in fact, obliged to take his colour-box into the
-Botanical Gardens, and there, on his stool, in the shade of a
-monkey-puzzler or in the lee of some India-rubber plant, he would spend
-long hours sketching.
-
-An Art critic who had recently been looking at his work had delivered
-himself as follows:
-
-"In a way your drawings are very good; tone and colour, in some of them
-certainly quite a feeling for Nature. But, you see, they're so
-scattered; you'll never get the public to look at them. Now, if you'd
-taken a definite subject, such as 'London by Night,' or 'The Crystal
-Palace in the Spring,' and made a regular series, the public would have
-known at once what they were looking at. I can't lay too much stress
-upon that. All the men who are making great names in Art, like Crum
-Stone or Bleeder, are making them by avoiding the unexpected; by
-specializing and putting their works all in the same pigeon-hole, so that
-the public know pat once where to go. And this stands to reason, for if
-a man's a collector he doesn't want people to smell at the canvas to find
-out whom his pictures are by; he wants them to be able to say at once, 'A
-capital Forsyte!' It is all the more important for you to be careful to
-choose a subject that they can lay hold of on the spot, since there's no
-very marked originality in your style."
-
-Young Jolyon, standing by the little piano, where a bowl of dried rose
-leaves, the only produce of the garden, was deposited on a bit of faded
-damask, listened with his dim smile.
-
-Turning to his wife, who was looking at the speaker with an angry
-expression on her thin face, he said:
-
-"You see, dear?"
-
-"I do not," she answered in her staccato voice, that still had a little
-foreign accent; "your style has originality."
-
-The critic looked at her, smiled' deferentially, and said no more. Like
-everyone else, he knew their history.
-
-The words bore good fruit with young Jolyon; they were contrary to all
-that he believed in, to all that he theoretically held good in his Art,
-but some strange, deep instinct moved him against his will to turn them
-to profit.
-
-He discovered therefore one morning that an idea had come to him for
-making a series of watercolour drawings of London. How the idea had
-arisen he could not tell; and it was not till the following year, when he
-had completed and sold them at a very fair price, that in one of his
-impersonal moods, he found himself able to recollect the Art critic, and
-to discover in his own achievement another proof that he was a Forsyte.
-
-He decided to commence with the Botanical Gardens, where he had already
-made so many studies, and chose the little artificial pond, sprinkled now
-with an autumn shower of red and yellow leaves, for though the gardeners
-longed to sweep them off, they could not reach them with their brooms.
-The rest of the gardens they swept bare enough, removing every morning
-Nature's rain of leaves; piling them in heaps, whence from slow fires
-rose the sweet, acrid smoke that, like the cuckoo's note for spring, the
-scent of lime trees for the summer, is the true emblem of the fall. The
-gardeners' tidy souls could not abide the gold and green and russet
-pattern on the grass. The gravel paths must lie unstained, ordered,
-methodical, without knowledge of the realities of life, nor of that slow
-and beautiful decay which flings crowns underfoot to star the earth with
-fallen glories, whence, as the cycle rolls, will leap again wild spring.
-
-Thus each leaf that fell was marked from the moment when it fluttered a
-good-bye and dropped, slow turning, from its twig.
-
-But on that little pond the leaves floated in peace, and praised Heaven
-with their hues, the sunlight haunting over them.
-
-And so young Jolyon found them.
-
-Coming there one morning in the middle of October, he was disconcerted to
-find a bench about twenty paces from his stand occupied, for he had a
-proper horror of anyone seeing him at work.
-
-A lady in a velvet jacket was sitting there, with her eyes fixed on the
-ground. A flowering laurel, however, stood between, and, taking shelter
-behind this, young Jolyon prepared his easel.
-
-His preparations were leisurely; he caught, as every true artist should,
-at anything that might delay for a moment the effort of his work, and he
-found himself looking furtively at this unknown dame.
-
-Like his father before him, he had an eye for a face. This face was
-charming!
-
-He saw a rounded chin nestling in a cream ruffle, a delicate face with
-large dark eyes and soft lips. A black 'picture' hat concealed the hair;
-her figure was lightly poised against the back of the bench, her knees
-were crossed; the tip of a patent-leather shoe emerged beneath her skirt.
-There was something, indeed, inexpressibly dainty about the person of
-this lady, but young Jolyon's attention was chiefly riveted by the look
-on her face, which reminded him of his wife. It was as though its owner
-had come into contact with forces too strong for her. It troubled him,
-arousing vague feelings of attraction and chivalry. Who was she? And
-what doing there, alone?
-
-Two young gentlemen of that peculiar breed, at once forward and shy,
-found in the Regent's Park, came by on their way to lawn tennis, and he
-noted with disapproval their furtive stares of admiration. A loitering
-gardener halted to do something unnecessary to a clump of pampas grass;
-he, too, wanted an excuse for peeping. A gentleman, old, and, by his
-hat, a professor of horticulture, passed three times to scrutinize her
-long and stealthily, a queer expression about his lips.
-
-With all these men young Jolyon felt the same vague irritation. She
-looked at none of them, yet was he certain that every man who passed
-would look at her like that.
-
-Her face was not the face of a sorceress, who in every look holds out to
-men the offer of pleasure; it had none of the 'devil's beauty' so highly
-prized among the first Forsytes of the land; neither was it of that type,
-no less adorable, associated with the box of chocolate; it was not of the
-spiritually passionate, or passionately spiritual order, peculiar to
-house-decoration and modern poetry; nor did it seem to promise to the
-playwright material for the production of the interesting and
-neurasthenic figure, who commits suicide in the last act.
-
-In shape and colouring, in its soft persuasive passivity, its sensuous
-purity, this woman's face reminded him of Titian's 'Heavenly Love,' a
-reproduction of which hung over the sideboard in his dining-room. And
-her attraction seemed to be in this soft passivity, in the feeling she
-gave that to pressure she must yield.
-
-For what or whom was she waiting, in the silence, with the trees dropping
-here and there a leaf, and the thrushes strutting close on grass, touched
-with the sparkle of the autumn rime? Then her charming face grew eager,
-and, glancing round, with almost a lover's jealousy, young Jolyon saw
-Bosinney striding across the grass.
-
-Curiously he watched the meeting, the look in their eyes, the long clasp
-of their hands. They sat down close together, linked for all their
-outward discretion. He heard the rapid murmur of their talk; but what
-they said he could not catch.
-
-He had rowed in the galley himself! He knew the long hours of waiting
-and the lean minutes of a half-public meeting; the tortures of suspense
-that haunt the unhallowed lover.
-
-It required, however, but a glance at their two faces to see that this
-was none of those affairs of a season that distract men and women about
-town; none of those sudden appetites that wake up ravening, and are
-surfeited and asleep again in six weeks. This was the real thing! This
-was what had happened to himself! Out of this anything might come!
-
-Bosinney was pleading, and she so quiet, so soft, yet immovable in her
-passivity, sat looking over the grass.
-
-Was he the man to carry her off, that tender, passive being, who would
-never stir a step for herself? Who had given him all herself, and would
-die for him, but perhaps would never run away with him!
-
-It seemed to young Jolyon that he could hear her saying: "But, darling,
-it would ruin you!" For he himself had experienced to the full the
-gnawing fear at the bottom of each woman's heart that she is a drag on
-the man she loves.
-
-And he peeped at them no more; but their soft, rapid talk came to his
-ears, with the stuttering song of some bird who seemed trying to remember
-the notes of spring: Joy--tragedy? Which--which?
-
-And gradually their talk ceased; long silence followed.
-
-'And where does Soames come in?' young Jolyon thought. 'People think she
-is concerned about the sin of deceiving her husband! Little they know of
-women! She's eating, after starvation--taking her revenge! And Heaven
-help her--for he'll take his.'
-
-He heard the swish of silk, and, spying round the laurel, saw them
-walking away, their hands stealthily joined....
-
-At the end of July old Jolyon had taken his grand-daughter to the
-mountains; and on that visit (the last they ever paid) June recovered to
-a great extent her health and spirits. In the hotels, filled with
-British Forsytes--for old Jolyon could not bear a 'set of Germans,' as he
-called all foreigners--she was looked upon with respect--the only
-grand-daughter of that fine-looking, and evidently wealthy, old Mr.
-Forsyte. She did not mix freely with people--to mix freely with people
-was not June's habit--but she formed some friendships, and notably one in
-the Rhone Valley, with a French girl who was dying of consumption.
-
-Determining at once that her friend should not die, she forgot, in the
-institution of a campaign against Death, much of her own trouble.
-
-Old Jolyon watched the new intimacy with relief and disapproval; for this
-additional proof that her life was to be passed amongst 'lame ducks'
-worried him. Would she never make a friendship or take an interest in
-something that would be of real benefit to her?
-
-'Taking up with a parcel of foreigners,' he called it. He often,
-however, brought home grapes or roses, and presented them to 'Mam'zelle'
-with an ingratiating twinkle.
-
-Towards the end of September, in spite of June's disapproval,
-Mademoiselle Vigor breathed her last in the little hotel at St. Luc, to
-which they had moved her; and June took her defeat so deeply to heart
-that old Jolyon carried her away to Paris. Here, in contemplation of the
-'Venus de Milo' and the 'Madeleine,' she shook off her depression, and
-when, towards the middle of October, they returned to town, her
-grandfather believed that he had effected a cure.
-
-No sooner, however, had they established themselves in Stanhope Gate than
-he perceived to his dismay a return of her old absorbed and brooding
-manner. She would sit, staring in front of her, her chin on her hand,
-like a little Norse spirit, grim and intent, while all around in the
-electric light, then just installed, shone the great, drawing-room
-brocaded up to the frieze, full of furniture from Baple and Pullbred's.
-And in the huge gilt mirror were reflected those Dresden china groups of
-young men in tight knee breeches, at the feet of full-bosomed ladies
-nursing on their laps pet lambs, which old Jolyon had bought when he was
-a bachelor and thought so highly of in these days of degenerate taste.
-He was a man of most open mind, who, more than any Forsyte of them all,
-had moved with the times, but he could never forget that he had bought
-these groups at Jobson's, and given a lot of money for them. He often
-said to June, with a sort of disillusioned contempt:
-
-"You don't care about them! They're not the gimcrack things you and your
-friends like, but they cost me seventy pounds!" He was not a man who
-allowed his taste to be warped when he knew for solid reasons that it was
-sound.
-
-One of the first things that June did on getting home was to go round to
-Timothy's. She persuaded herself that it was her duty to call there, and
-cheer him with an account of all her travels; but in reality she went
-because she knew of no other place where, by some random speech, or
-roundabout question, she could glean news of Bosinney.
-
-They received her most cordially: And how was her dear grandfather? He
-had not been to see them since May. Her Uncle Timothy was very poorly,
-he had had a lot of trouble with the chimney-sweep in his bedroom; the
-stupid man had let the soot down the chimney! It had quite upset her
-uncle.
-
-June sat there a long time, dreading, yet passionately hoping, that they
-would speak of Bosinney.
-
-But paralyzed by unaccountable discretion, Mrs. Septimus Small let fall
-no word, neither did she question June about him. In desperation the
-girl asked at last whether Soames and Irene were in town--she had not yet
-been to see anyone.
-
-It was Aunt Hester who replied: Oh, yes, they were in town, they had not
-been away at all. There was some little difficulty about the house, she
-believed. June had heard, no doubt! She had better ask her Aunt Juley!
-
-June turned to Mrs. Small, who sat upright in her chair, her hands
-clasped, her face covered with innumerable pouts. In answer to the
-girl's look she maintained a strange silence, and when she spoke it was
-to ask June whether she had worn night-socks up in those high hotels
-where it must be so cold of a night.
-
-June answered that she had not, she hated the stuffy things; and rose to
-leave.
-
-Mrs. Small's infallibly chosen silence was far more ominous to her than
-anything that could have been said.
-
-Before half an hour was over she had dragged the truth from Mrs. Baynes
-in Lowndes Square, that Soames was bringing an action against Bosinney
-over the decoration of the house.
-
-Instead of disturbing her, the news had a strangely calming effect; as
-though she saw in the prospect of this struggle new hope for herself.
-She learnt that the case was expected to come on in about a month, and
-there seemed little or no prospect of Bosinney's success.
-
-"And whatever he'll do I can't think," said Mrs. Baynes; "it's very
-dreadful for him, you know--he's got no money--he's very hard up. And we
-can't help him, I'm sure. I'm told the money-lenders won't lend if you
-have no security, and he has none--none at all."
-
-Her embonpoint had increased of late; she was in the full swing of autumn
-organization, her writing-table literally strewn with the menus of
-charity functions. She looked meaningly at June, with her round eyes of
-parrot-grey.
-
-The sudden flush that rose on the girl's intent young face--she must have
-seen spring up before her a great hope--the sudden sweetness of her
-smile, often came back to Lady Baynes in after years (Baynes was knighted
-when he built that public Museum of Art which has given so much
-employment to officials, and so little pleasure to those working classes
-for whom it was designed).
-
-The memory of that change, vivid and touching, like the breaking open of
-a flower, or the first sun after long winter, the memory, too, of all
-that came after, often intruded itself, unaccountably, inopportunely on
-Lady Baynes, when her mind was set upon the most important things.
-
-This was the very afternoon of the day that young Jolyon witnessed the
-meeting in the Botanical Gardens, and on this day, too, old Jolyon paid a
-visit to his solicitors, Forsyte, Bustard, and Forsyte, in the Poultry.
-Soames was not in, he had gone down to Somerset House; Bustard was buried
-up to the hilt in papers and that inaccessible apartment, where he was
-judiciously placed, in order that he might do as much work as possible;
-but James was in the front office, biting a finger, and lugubriously
-turning over the pleadings in Forsyte v. Bosinney.
-
-This sound lawyer had only a sort of luxurious dread of the 'nice point,'
-enough to set up a pleasurable feeling of fuss; for his good practical
-sense told him that if he himself were on the Bench he would not pay much
-attention to it. But he was afraid that this Bosinney would go bankrupt
-and Soames would have to find the money after all, and costs into the
-bargain. And behind this tangible dread there was always that intangible
-trouble, lurking in the background, intricate, dim, scandalous, like a
-bad dream, and of which this action was but an outward and visible sign.
-
-He raised his head as old Jolyon came in, and muttered: "How are you,
-Jolyon? Haven't seen you for an age. You've been to Switzerland, they
-tell me. This young Bosinney, he's got himself into a mess. I knew how
-it would be!" He held out the papers, regarding his elder brother with
-nervous gloom.
-
-Old Jolyon read them in silence, and while he read them James looked at
-the floor, biting his fingers the while.
-
-Old Jolyon pitched them down at last, and they fell with a thump amongst
-a mass of affidavits in 're Buncombe, deceased,' one of the many branches
-of that parent and profitable tree, 'Fryer v. Forsyte.'
-
-"I don't know what Soames is about," he said, "to make a fuss over a few
-hundred pounds. I thought he was a man of property."
-
-James' long upper lip twitched angrily; he could not bear his son to be
-attacked in such a spot.
-
-"It's not the money," he began, but meeting his brother's glance, direct,
-shrewd, judicial, he stopped.
-
-There was a silence.
-
-"I've come in for my Will," said old Jolyon at last, tugging at his
-moustache.
-
-James' curiosity was roused at once. Perhaps nothing in this life was
-more stimulating to him than a Will; it was the supreme deal with
-property, the final inventory of a man's belongings, the last word on
-what he was worth. He sounded the bell.
-
-"Bring in Mr. Jolyon's Will," he said to an anxious, dark-haired clerk.
-
-"You going to make some alterations?" And through his mind there flashed
-the thought: 'Now, am I worth as much as he?'
-
-Old Jolyon put the Will in his breast pocket, and James twisted his long
-legs regretfully.
-
-"You've made some nice purchases lately, they tell me," he said.
-
-"I don't know where you get your information from," answered old Jolyon
-sharply. "When's this action coming on? Next month? I can't tell what
-you've got in your minds. You must manage your own affairs; but if you
-take my advice, you'll settle it out of Court. Good-bye!" With a cold
-handshake he was gone.
-
-James, his fixed grey-blue eye corkscrewing round some secret anxious
-image, began again to bite his finger.
-
-Old Jolyon took his Will to the offices of the New Colliery Company, and
-sat down in the empty Board Room to read it through. He answered
-'Down-by-the-starn' Hemmings so tartly when the latter, seeing his
-Chairman seated there, entered with the new Superintendent's first
-report, that the Secretary withdrew with regretful dignity; and sending
-for the transfer clerk, blew him up till the poor youth knew not where to
-look.
-
-It was not--by George--as he (Down-by-the-starn) would have him know, for
-a whippersnapper of a young fellow like him, to come down to that office,
-and think that he was God Almighty. He (Down-by-the-starn) had been head
-of that office for more years than a boy like him could count, and if he
-thought that when he had finished all his work, he could sit there doing
-nothing, he did not know him, Hemmings (Down-by-the-starn), and so forth.
-
-On the other side of the green baize door old Jolyon sat at the long,
-mahogany-and-leather board table, his thick, loose-jointed, tortoiseshell
-eye-glasses perched on the bridge of his nose, his gold pencil moving
-down the clauses of his Will.
-
-It was a simple affair, for there were none of those vexatious little
-legacies and donations to charities, which fritter away a man's
-possessions, and damage the majestic effect of that little paragraph in
-the morning papers accorded to Forsytes who die with a hundred thousand
-pounds.
-
-A simple affair. Just a bequest to his son of twenty thousand, and 'as
-to the residue of my property of whatsoever kind whether realty or
-personalty, or partaking of the nature of either--upon trust to pay the
-proceeds rents annual produce dividends or interest thereof and thereon
-to my said grand-daughter June Forsyte or her assigns during her life to
-be for her sole use and benefit and without, etc... and from and after
-her death or decease upon trust to convey assign transfer or make over
-the said last-mentioned lands hereditaments premises trust moneys stocks
-funds investments and securities or such as shall then stand for and
-represent the same unto such person or persons whether one or more for
-such intents purposes and uses and generally in such manner way and form
-in all respects as the said June Forsyte notwithstanding coverture shall
-by her last Will and Testament or any writing or writings in the nature
-of a Will testament or testamentary disposition to be by her duly made
-signed and published direct appoint or make over give and dispose of the
-same And in default etc.... Provided always...' and so on, in seven
-folios of brief and simple phraseology.
-
-The Will had been drawn by James in his palmy days. He had foreseen
-almost every contingency.
-
-Old Jolyon sat a long time reading this Will; at last he took half a
-sheet of paper from the rack, and made a prolonged pencil note; then
-buttoning up the Will, he caused a cab to be called and drove to the
-offices of Paramor and Herring, in Lincoln's Inn Fields. Jack Herring
-was dead, but his nephew was still in the firm, and old Jolyon was
-closeted with him for half an hour.
-
-He had kept the hansom, and on coming out, gave the driver the
-address--3, Wistaria Avenue.
-
-He felt a strange, slow satisfaction, as though he had scored a victory
-over James and the man of property. They should not poke their noses
-into his affairs any more; he had just cancelled their trusteeships of
-his Will; he would take the whole of his business out of their hands, and
-put it into the hands of young Herring, and he would move the business of
-his Companies too. If that young Soames were such a man of property, he
-would never miss a thousand a year or so; and under his great white
-moustache old Jolyon grimly smiled. He felt that what he was doing was
-in the nature of retributive justice, richly deserved.
-
-Slowly, surely, with the secret inner process that works the destruction
-of an old tree, the poison of the wounds to his happiness, his will, his
-pride, had corroded the comely edifice of his philosophy. Life had worn
-him down on one side, till, like that family of which he was the head, he
-had lost balance.
-
-To him, borne northwards towards his son's house, the thought of the new
-disposition of property, which he had just set in motion, appeared
-vaguely in the light of a stroke of punishment, levelled at that family
-and that Society, of which James and his son seemed to him the
-representatives. He had made a restitution to young Jolyon, and
-restitution to young Jolyon satisfied his secret craving for
-revenge-revenge against Time, sorrow, and interference, against all that
-incalculable sum of disapproval that had been bestowed by the world for
-fifteen years on his only son. It presented itself as the one possible
-way of asserting once more the domination of his will; of forcing James,
-and Soames, and the family, and all those hidden masses of Forsytes--a
-great stream rolling against the single dam of his obstinacy--to
-recognise once and for all that he would be master. It was sweet to
-think that at last he was going to make the boy a richer man by far than
-that son of James, that 'man of property.' And it was sweet to give to
-Jo, for he loved his son.
-
-Neither young Jolyon nor his wife were in (young Jolyon indeed was not
-back from the Botanical), but the little maid told him that she expected
-the master at any moment:
-
-"He's always at 'ome to tea, sir, to play with the children."
-
-Old Jolyon said he would wait; and sat down patiently enough in the
-faded, shabby drawing room, where, now that the summer chintzes were
-removed, the old chairs and sofas revealed all their threadbare
-deficiencies. He longed to send for the children; to have them there
-beside him, their supple bodies against his knees; to hear Jolly's:
-"Hallo, Gran!" and see his rush; and feel Holly's soft little hand
-stealing up against his cheek. But he would not. There was solemnity in
-what he had come to do, and until it was over he would not play. He
-amused himself by thinking how with two strokes of his pen he was going
-to restore the look of caste so conspicuously absent from everything in
-that little house; how he could fill these rooms, or others in some
-larger mansion, with triumphs of art from Baple and Pullbred's; how he
-could send little Jolly to Harrow and Oxford (he no longer had faith in
-Eton and Cambridge, for his son had been there); how he could procure
-little Holly the best musical instruction, the child had a remarkable
-aptitude.
-
-As these visions crowded before him, causing emotion to swell his heart,
-he rose, and stood at the window, looking down into the little walled
-strip of garden, where the pear-tree, bare of leaves before its time,
-stood with gaunt branches in the slow-gathering mist of the autumn
-afternoon. The dog Balthasar, his tail curled tightly over a piebald,
-furry back, was walking at the farther end, sniffing at the plants, and
-at intervals placing his leg for support against the wall.
-
-And old Jolyon mused.
-
-What pleasure was there left but to give? It was pleasant to give, when
-you could find one who would be thankful for what you gave--one of your
-own flesh and blood! There was no such satisfaction to be had out of
-giving to those who did not belong to you, to those who had no claim on
-you! Such giving as that was a betrayal of the individualistic
-convictions and actions of his life, of all his enterprise, his labour,
-and his moderation, of the great and proud fact that, like tens of
-thousands of Forsytes before him, tens of thousands in the present, tens
-of thousands in the future, he had always made his own, and held his own,
-in the world.
-
-And, while he stood there looking down on the smut-covered foliage of the
-laurels, the black-stained grass-plot, the progress of the dog Balthasar,
-all the suffering of the fifteen years during which he had been baulked
-of legitimate enjoyment mingled its gall with the sweetness of the
-approaching moment.
-
-Young Jolyon came at last, pleased with his work, and fresh from long
-hours in the open air. On hearing that his father was in the drawing
-room, he inquired hurriedly whether Mrs. Forsyte was at home, and being
-informed that she was not, heaved a sigh of relief. Then putting his
-painting materials carefully in the little coat-closet out of sight, he
-went in.
-
-With characteristic decision old Jolyon came at once to the point. "I've
-been altering my arrangements, Jo," he said. "You can cut your coat a
-bit longer in the future--I'm settling a thousand a year on you at once.
-June will have fifty thousand at my death; and you the rest. That dog of
-yours is spoiling the garden. I shouldn't keep a dog, if I were you!"
-
-The dog Balthasar, seated in the centre of the lawn, was examining his
-tail.
-
-Young Jolyon looked at the animal, but saw him dimly, for his eyes were
-misty.
-
-"Yours won't come short of a hundred thousand, my boy," said old Jolyon;
-"I thought you'd better know. I haven't much longer to live at my age.
-I shan't allude to it again. How's your wife? And--give her my love."
-
-Young Jolyon put his hand on his father's shoulder, and, as neither
-spoke, the episode closed.
-
-Having seen his father into a hansom, young Jolyon came back to the
-drawing-room and stood, where old Jolyon had stood, looking down on the
-little garden. He tried to realize all that this meant to him, and,
-Forsyte that he was, vistas of property were opened out in his brain; the
-years of half rations through which he had passed had not sapped his
-natural instincts. In extremely practical form, he thought of travel, of
-his wife's costume, the children's education, a pony for Jolly, a
-thousand things; but in the midst of all he thought, too, of Bosinney and
-his mistress, and the broken song of the thrush. Joy--tragedy! Which?
-Which?
-
-The old past--the poignant, suffering, passionate, wonderful past, that
-no money could buy, that nothing could restore in all its burning
-sweetness--had come back before him.
-
-When his wife came in he went straight up to her and took her in his
-arms; and for a long time he stood without speaking, his eyes closed,
-pressing her to him, while she looked at him with a wondering, adoring,
-doubting look in her eyes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-VOYAGE INTO THE INFERNO
-
-The morning after a certain night on which Soames at last asserted his
-rights and acted like a man, he breakfasted alone.
-
-He breakfasted by gaslight, the fog of late November wrapping the town as
-in some monstrous blanket till the trees of the Square even were barely
-visible from the dining-room window.
-
-He ate steadily, but at times a sensation as though he could not swallow
-attacked him. Had he been right to yield to his overmastering hunger of
-the night before, and break down the resistance which he had suffered now
-too long from this woman who was his lawful and solemnly constituted
-helpmate?
-
-He was strangely haunted by the recollection of her face, from before
-which, to soothe her, he had tried to pull her hands--of her terrible
-smothered sobbing, the like of which he had never heard, and still seemed
-to hear; and he was still haunted by the odd, intolerable feeling of
-remorse and shame he had felt, as he stood looking at her by the flame of
-the single candle, before silently slinking away.
-
-And somehow, now that he had acted like this, he was surprised at
-himself.
-
-Two nights before, at Winifred Dartie's, he had taken Mrs. MacAnder into
-dinner. She had said to him, looking in his face with her sharp,
-greenish eyes: "And so your wife is a great friend of that Mr.
-Bosinney's?"
-
-Not deigning to ask what she meant, he had brooded over her words.
-
-They had roused in him a fierce jealousy, which, with the peculiar
-perversion of this instinct, had turned to fiercer desire.
-
-Without the incentive of Mrs. MacAnder's words he might never have done
-what he had done. Without their incentive and the accident of finding
-his wife's door for once unlocked, which had enabled him to steal upon
-her asleep.
-
-Slumber had removed his doubts, but the morning brought them again. One
-thought comforted him: No one would know--it was not the sort of thing
-that she would speak about.
-
-And, indeed, when the vehicle of his daily business life, which needed so
-imperatively the grease of clear and practical thought, started rolling
-once more with the reading of his letters, those nightmare-like doubts
-began to assume less extravagant importance at the back of his mind. The
-incident was really not of great moment; women made a fuss about it in
-books; but in the cool judgment of right-thinking men, of men of the
-world, of such as he recollected often received praise in the Divorce
-Court, he had but done his best to sustain the sanctity of marriage, to
-prevent her from abandoning her duty, possibly, if she were still seeing
-Bosinney, from....
-
-No, he did not regret it.
-
-Now that the first step towards reconciliation had been taken, the rest
-would be comparatively--comparatively....
-
-He, rose and walked to the window. His nerve had been shaken. The sound
-of smothered sobbing was in his ears again. He could not get rid of it.
-
-He put on his fur coat, and went out into the fog; having to go into the
-City, he took the underground railway from Sloane Square station.
-
-In his corner of the first-class compartment filled with City men the
-smothered sobbing still haunted him, so he opened the Times with the rich
-crackle that drowns all lesser sounds, and, barricaded behind it, set
-himself steadily to con the news.
-
-He read that a Recorder had charged a grand jury on the previous day with
-a more than usually long list of offences. He read of three murders,
-five manslaughters, seven arsons, and as many as eleven rapes--a
-surprisingly high number--in addition to many less conspicuous crimes, to
-be tried during a coming Sessions; and from one piece of news he went on
-to another, keeping the paper well before his face.
-
-And still, inseparable from his reading, was the memory of Irene's
-tear-stained face, and the sounds from her broken heart.
-
-The day was a busy one, including, in addition to the ordinary affairs of
-his practice, a visit to his brokers, Messrs. Grin and Grinning, to give
-them instructions to sell his shares in the New Colliery Co., Ltd., whose
-business he suspected, rather than knew, was stagnating (this enterprise
-afterwards slowly declined, and was ultimately sold for a song to an
-American syndicate); and a long conference at Waterbuck, Q.C.'s chambers,
-attended by Boulter, by Fiske, the junior counsel, and Waterbuck, Q.C.,
-himself.
-
-The case of Forsyte v. Bosinney was expected to be reached on the morrow,
-before Mr. Justice Bentham.
-
-Mr. Justice Bentham, a man of common-sense rather than too great legal
-knowledge, was considered to be about the best man they could have to try
-the action. He was a 'strong' Judge.
-
-Waterbuck, Q.C., in pleasing conjunction with an almost rude neglect of
-Boulter and Fiske paid to Soames a good deal of attention, by instinct or
-the sounder evidence of rumour, feeling him to be a man of property.
-
-He held with remarkable consistency to the opinion he had already
-expressed in writing, that the issue would depend to a great extent on
-the evidence given at the trial, and in a few well directed remarks he
-advised Soames not to be too careful in giving that evidence. "A little
-bluffness, Mr. Forsyte," he said, "a little bluffness," and after he had
-spoken he laughed firmly, closed his lips tight, and scratched his head
-just below where he had pushed his wig back, for all the world like the
-gentleman-farmer for whom he loved to be taken. He was considered
-perhaps the leading man in breach of promise cases.
-
-Soames used the underground again in going home.
-
-The fog was worse than ever at Sloane Square station. Through the still,
-thick blur, men groped in and out; women, very few, grasped their
-reticules to their bosoms and handkerchiefs to their mouths; crowned with
-the weird excrescence of the driver, haloed by a vague glow of lamp-light
-that seemed to drown in vapour before it reached the pavement, cabs
-loomed dim-shaped ever and again, and discharged citizens, bolting like
-rabbits to their burrows.
-
-And these shadowy figures, wrapped each in his own little shroud of fog,
-took no notice of each other. In the great warren, each rabbit for
-himself, especially those clothed in the more expensive fur, who, afraid
-of carriages on foggy days, are driven underground.
-
-One figure, however, not far from Soames, waited at the station door.
-
-Some buccaneer or lover, of whom each Forsyte thought: 'Poor devil! looks
-as if he were having a bad time!' Their kind hearts beat a stroke faster
-for that poor, waiting, anxious lover in the fog; but they hurried by,
-well knowing that they had neither time nor money to spare for any
-suffering but their own.
-
-Only a policeman, patrolling slowly and at intervals, took an interest in
-that waiting figure, the brim of whose slouch hat half hid a face
-reddened by the cold, all thin, and haggard, over which a hand stole now
-and again to smooth away anxiety, or renew the resolution that kept him
-waiting there. But the waiting lover (if lover he were) was used to
-policemen's scrutiny, or too absorbed in his anxiety, for he never
-flinched. A hardened case, accustomed to long trysts, to anxiety, and
-fog, and cold, if only his mistress came at last. Foolish lover! Fogs
-last until the spring; there is also snow and rain, no comfort anywhere;
-gnawing fear if you bring her out, gnawing fear if you bid her stay at
-home!
-
-"Serve him right; he should arrange his affairs better!"
-
-So any respectable Forsyte. Yet, if that sounder citizen could have
-listened at the waiting lover's heart, out there in the fog and the cold,
-he would have said again: "Yes, poor devil he's having a bad time!"
-
-Soames got into his cab, and, with the glass down, crept along Sloane
-Street, and so along the Brompton Road, and home. He reached his house
-at five.
-
-His wife was not in. She had gone out a quarter of an hour before. Out
-at such a time of night, into this terrible fog! What was the meaning of
-that?
-
-He sat by the dining-room fire, with the door open, disturbed to the
-soul, trying to read the evening paper. A book was no good--in daily
-papers alone was any narcotic to such worry as his. From the customary
-events recorded in the journal he drew some comfort. 'Suicide of an
-actress'--'Grave indisposition of a Statesman' (that chronic
-sufferer)--'Divorce of an army officer'--'Fire in a colliery'--he read
-them all. They helped him a little--prescribed by the greatest of all
-doctors, our natural taste.
-
-It was nearly seven when he heard her come in.
-
-The incident of the night before had long lost its importance under
-stress of anxiety at her strange sortie into the fog. But now that Irene
-was home, the memory of her broken-hearted sobbing came back to him, and
-he felt nervous at the thought of facing her.
-
-She was already on the stairs; her grey fur coat hung to her knees, its
-high collar almost hid her face, she wore a thick veil.
-
-She neither turned to look at him nor spoke. No ghost or stranger could
-have passed more silently.
-
-Bilson came to lay dinner, and told him that Mrs. Forsyte was not coming
-down; she was having the soup in her room.
-
-For once Soames did not 'change'; it was, perhaps, the first time in his
-life that he had sat down to dinner with soiled cuffs, and, not even
-noticing them, he brooded long over his wine. He sent Bilson to light a
-fire in his picture-room, and presently went up there himself.
-
-Turning on the gas, he heaved a deep sigh, as though amongst these
-treasures, the backs of which confronted him in stacks, around the little
-room, he had found at length his peace of mind. He went straight up to
-the greatest treasure of them all, an undoubted Turner, and, carrying it
-to the easel, turned its face to the light. There had been a movement in
-Turners, but he had not been able to make up his mind to part with it.
-He stood for a long time, his pale, clean-shaven face poked forward above
-his stand-up collar, looking at the picture as though he were adding it
-up; a wistful expression came into his eyes; he found, perhaps, that it
-came to too little. He took it down from the easel to put it back
-against the wall; but, in crossing the room, stopped, for he seemed to
-hear sobbing.
-
-It was nothing--only the sort of thing that had been bothering him in the
-morning. And soon after, putting the high guard before the blazing fire,
-he stole downstairs.
-
-Fresh for the morrow! was his thought. It was long before he went to
-sleep....
-
-It is now to George Forsyte that the mind must turn for light on the
-events of that fog-engulfed afternoon.
-
-The wittiest and most sportsmanlike of the Forsytes had passed the day
-reading a novel in the paternal mansion at Princes' Gardens. Since a
-recent crisis in his financial affairs he had been kept on parole by
-Roger, and compelled to reside 'at home.'
-
-Towards five o'clock he went out, and took train at South Kensington
-Station (for everyone to-day went Underground). His intention was to
-dine, and pass the evening playing billiards at the Red Pottle--that
-unique hostel, neither club, hotel, nor good gilt restaurant.
-
-He got out at Charing Cross, choosing it in preference to his more usual
-St. James's Park, that he might reach Jermyn Street by better lighted
-ways.
-
-On the platform his eyes--for in combination with a composed and
-fashionable appearance, George had sharp eyes, and was always on the
-look-out for fillips to his sardonic humour--his eyes were attracted by a
-man, who, leaping from a first-class compartment, staggered rather than
-walked towards the exit.
-
-'So ho, my bird!' said George to himself; 'why, it's "the Buccaneer!"'
-and he put his big figure on the trail. Nothing afforded him greater
-amusement than a drunken man.
-
-Bosinney, who wore a slouch hat, stopped in front of him, spun around,
-and rushed back towards the carriage he had just left. He was too late.
-A porter caught him by the coat; the train was already moving on.
-
-George's practised glance caught sight of the face of a lady clad in a
-grey fur coat at the carriage window. It was Mrs. Soames--and George
-felt that this was interesting!
-
-And now he followed Bosinney more closely than ever--up the stairs, past
-the ticket collector into the street. In that progress, however, his
-feelings underwent a change; no longer merely curious and amused, he felt
-sorry for the poor fellow he was shadowing. 'The Buccaneer' was not
-drunk, but seemed to be acting under the stress of violent emotion; he
-was talking to himself, and all that George could catch were the words
-"Oh, God!" Nor did he appear to know what he was doing, or where going;
-but stared, hesitated, moved like a man out of his mind; and from being
-merely a joker in search of amusement, George felt that he must see the
-poor chap through.
-
-He had 'taken the knock'--'taken the knock!' And he wondered what on
-earth Mrs. Soames had been saying, what on earth she had been telling him
-in the railway carriage. She had looked bad enough herself! It made
-George sorry to think of her travelling on with her trouble all alone.
-
-He followed close behind Bosinney's elbow--tall, burly figure, saying
-nothing, dodging warily--and shadowed him out into the fog.
-
-There was something here beyond a jest! He kept his head admirably, in
-spite of some excitement, for in addition to compassion, the instincts of
-the chase were roused within him.
-
-Bosinney walked right out into the thoroughfare--a vast muffled
-blackness, where a man could not see six paces before him; where, all
-around, voices or whistles mocked the sense of direction; and sudden
-shapes came rolling slow upon them; and now and then a light showed like
-a dim island in an infinite dark sea.
-
-And fast into this perilous gulf of night walked Bosinney, and fast after
-him walked George. If the fellow meant to put his 'twopenny' under a
-'bus, he would stop it if he could! Across the street and back the
-hunted creature strode, not groping as other men were groping in that
-gloom, but driven forward as though the faithful George behind wielded a
-knout; and this chase after a haunted man began to have for George the
-strangest fascination.
-
-But it was now that the affair developed in a way which ever afterwards
-caused it to remain green in his mind. Brought to a stand-still in the
-fog, he heard words which threw a sudden light on these proceedings.
-What Mrs. Soames had said to Bosinney in the train was now no longer
-dark. George understood from those mutterings that Soames had exercised
-his rights over an estranged and unwilling wife in the greatest--the
-supreme act of property.
-
-His fancy wandered in the fields of this situation; it impressed him; he
-guessed something of the anguish, the sexual confusion and horror in
-Bosinney's heart. And he thought: 'Yes, it's a bit thick! I don't
-wonder the poor fellow is half-cracked!'
-
-He had run his quarry to earth on a bench under one of the lions in
-Trafalgar Square, a monster sphynx astray like themselves in that gulf of
-darkness. Here, rigid and silent, sat Bosinney, and George, in whose
-patience was a touch of strange brotherliness, took his stand behind. He
-was not lacking in a certain delicacy--a sense of form--that did not
-permit him to intrude upon this tragedy, and he waited, quiet as the lion
-above, his fur collar hitched above his ears concealing the fleshy
-redness of his cheeks, concealing all but his eyes with their sardonic,
-compassionate stare. And men kept passing back from business on the way
-to their clubs--men whose figures shrouded in cocoons of fog came into
-view like spectres, and like spectres vanished. Then even in his
-compassion George's Quilpish humour broke forth in a sudden longing to
-pluck these spectres by the sleeve, and say:
-
-"Hi, you Johnnies! You don't often see a show like this! Here's a poor
-devil whose mistress has just been telling him a pretty little story of
-her husband; walk up, walk up! He's taken the knock, you see."
-
-In fancy he saw them gaping round the tortured lover; and grinned as he
-thought of some respectable, newly-married spectre enabled by the state
-of his own affections to catch an inkling of what was going on within
-Bosinney; he fancied he could see his mouth getting wider and wider, and
-the fog going down and down. For in George was all that contempt of the
-of the married middle-class--peculiar to the wild and sportsmanlike
-spirits in its ranks.
-
-But he began to be bored. Waiting was not what he had bargained for.
-
-'After all,' he thought, 'the poor chap will get over it; not the first
-time such a thing has happened in this little city!' But now his quarry
-again began muttering words of violent hate and anger. And following a
-sudden impulse George touched him on the shoulder.
-
-Bosinney spun round.
-
-"Who are you? What do you want?"
-
-George could have stood it well enough in the light of the gas lamps, in
-the light of that everyday world of which he was so hardy a connoisseur;
-but in this fog, where all was gloomy and unreal, where nothing had that
-matter-of-fact value associated by Forsytes with earth, he was a victim
-to strange qualms, and as he tried to stare back into the eyes of this
-maniac, he thought:
-
-'If I see a bobby, I'll hand him over; he's not fit to be at large.'
-
-But waiting for no answer, Bosinney strode off into the fog, and George
-followed, keeping perhaps a little further off, yet more than ever set on
-tracking him down.
-
-'He can't go on long like this,' he thought. 'It's God's own miracle
-he's not been run over already.' He brooded no more on policemen, a
-sportsman's sacred fire alive again within him.
-
-Into a denser gloom than ever Bosinney held on at a furious pace; but his
-pursuer perceived more method in his madness--he was clearly making his
-way westwards.
-
-'He's really going for Soames!' thought George. The idea was attractive.
-It would be a sporting end to such a chase. He had always disliked his
-cousin.
-
-The shaft of a passing cab brushed against his shoulder and made him leap
-aside. He did not intend to be killed for the Buccaneer, or anyone.
-Yet, with hereditary tenacity, he stuck to the trail through vapour that
-blotted out everything but the shadow of the hunted man and the dim moon
-of the nearest lamp.
-
-Then suddenly, with the instinct of a town-stroller, George knew himself
-to be in Piccadilly. Here he could find his way blindfold; and freed
-from the strain of geographical uncertainty, his mind returned to
-Bosinney's trouble.
-
-Down the long avenue of his man-about-town experience, bursting, as it
-were, through a smirch of doubtful amours, there stalked to him a memory
-of his youth. A memory, poignant still, that brought the scent of hay,
-the gleam of moonlight, a summer magic, into the reek and blackness of
-this London fog--the memory of a night when in the darkest shadow of a
-lawn he had overheard from a woman's lips that he was not her sole
-possessor. And for a moment George walked no longer in black Piccadilly,
-but lay again, with hell in his heart, and his face to the
-sweet-smelling, dewy grass, in the long shadow of poplars that hid the
-moon.
-
-A longing seized him to throw his arm round the Buccaneer, and say,
-"Come, old boy. Time cures all. Let's go and drink it off!"
-
-But a voice yelled at him, and he started back. A cab rolled out of
-blackness, and into blackness disappeared. And suddenly George perceived
-that he had lost Bosinney. He ran forward and back, felt his heart
-clutched by a sickening fear, the dark fear which lives in the wings of
-the fog. Perspiration started out on his brow. He stood quite still,
-listening with all his might.
-
-"And then," as he confided to Dartie the same evening in the course of a
-game of billiards at the Red Pottle, "I lost him."
-
-Dartie twirled complacently at his dark moustache. He had just put
-together a neat break of twenty-three,--failing at a 'Jenny.' "And who
-was she?" he asked.
-
-George looked slowly at the 'man of the world's' fattish, sallow face,
-and a little grim smile lurked about the curves of his cheeks and his
-heavy-lidded eyes.
-
-'No, no, my fine fellow,' he thought, 'I'm not going to tell you.' For
-though he mixed with Dartie a good deal, he thought him a bit of a cad.
-
-"Oh, some little love-lady or other," he said, and chalked his cue.
-
-"A love-lady!" exclaimed Dartie--he used a more figurative expression.
-"I made sure it was our friend Soa...."
-
-"Did you?" said George curtly. "Then damme you've made an error."
-
-He missed his shot. He was careful not to allude to the subject again
-till, towards eleven o'clock, having, in his poetic phraseology, 'looked
-upon the drink when it was yellow,' he drew aside the blind, and gazed
-out into the street. The murky blackness of the fog was but faintly
-broken by the lamps of the 'Red Pottle,' and no shape of mortal man or
-thing was in sight.
-
-"I can't help thinking of that poor Buccaneer," he said. "He may be
-wandering out there now in that fog. If he's not a corpse," he added
-with strange dejection.
-
-"Corpse!" said Dartie, in whom the recollection of his defeat at Richmond
-flared up. "He's all right. Ten to one if he wasn't tight!"
-
-George turned on him, looking really formidable, with a sort of savage
-gloom on his big face.
-
-"Dry up!" he said. "Don't I tell you he's 'taken the knock!"'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-THE TRIAL
-
-In the morning of his case, which was second in the list, Soames was
-again obliged to start without seeing Irene, and it was just as well, for
-he had not as yet made up his mind what attitude to adopt towards her.
-
-He had been requested to be in court by half-past ten, to provide against
-the event of the first action (a breach of promise) collapsing, which
-however it did not, both sides showing a courage that afforded Waterbuck,
-Q.C., an opportunity for improving his already great reputation in this
-class of case. He was opposed by Ram, the other celebrated breach of
-promise man. It was a battle of giants.
-
-The court delivered judgment just before the luncheon interval. The jury
-left the box for good, and Soames went out to get something to eat. He
-met James standing at the little luncheon-bar, like a pelican in the
-wilderness of the galleries, bent over a sandwich with a glass of sherry
-before him. The spacious emptiness of the great central hall, over which
-father and son brooded as they stood together, was marred now and then
-for a fleeting moment by barristers in wig and gown hurriedly bolting
-across, by an occasional old lady or rusty-coated man, looking up in a
-frightened way, and by two persons, bolder than their generation, seated
-in an embrasure arguing. The sound of their voices arose, together with
-a scent as of neglected wells, which, mingling with the odour of the
-galleries, combined to form the savour, like nothing but the emanation of
-a refined cheese, so indissolubly connected with the administration of
-British Justice.
-
-It was not long before James addressed his son.
-
-"When's your case coming on? I suppose it'll be on directly. I
-shouldn't wonder if this Bosinney'd say anything; I should think he'd
-have to. He'll go bankrupt if it goes against him." He took a large bite
-at his sandwich and a mouthful of sherry. "Your mother," he said, "wants
-you and Irene to come and dine to-night."
-
-A chill smile played round Soames' lips; he looked back at his father.
-Anyone who had seen the look, cold and furtive, thus interchanged, might
-have been pardoned for not appreciating the real understanding between
-them. James finished his sherry at a draught.
-
-"How much?" he asked.
-
-On returning to the court Soames took at once his rightful seat on the
-front bench beside his solicitor. He ascertained where his father was
-seated with a glance so sidelong as to commit nobody.
-
-James, sitting back with his hands clasped over the handle of his
-umbrella, was brooding on the end of the bench immediately behind
-counsel, whence he could get away at once when the case was over. He
-considered Bosinney's conduct in every way outrageous, but he did not
-wish to run up against him, feeling that the meeting would be awkward.
-
-Next to the Divorce Court, this court was, perhaps, the favourite
-emporium of justice, libel, breach of promise, and other commercial
-actions being frequently decided there. Quite a sprinkling of persons
-unconnected with the law occupied the back benches, and the hat of a
-woman or two could be seen in the gallery.
-
-The two rows of seats immediately in front of James were gradually filled
-by barristers in wigs, who sat down to make pencil notes, chat, and
-attend to their teeth; but his interest was soon diverted from these
-lesser lights of justice by the entrance of Waterbuck, Q.C., with the
-wings of his silk gown rustling, and his red, capable face supported by
-two short, brown whiskers. The famous Q.C. looked, as James freely
-admitted, the very picture of a man who could heckle a witness.
-
-For all his experience, it so happened that he had never seen Waterbuck,
-Q.C., before, and, like many Forsytes in the lower branch of the
-profession, he had an extreme admiration for a good cross-examiner. The
-long, lugubrious folds in his cheeks relaxed somewhat after seeing him,
-especially as he now perceived that Soames alone was represented by silk.
-
-Waterbuck, Q.C., had barely screwed round on his elbow to chat with his
-Junior before Mr. Justice Bentham himself appeared--a thin, rather
-hen-like man, with a little stoop, clean-shaven under his snowy wig.
-Like all the rest of the court, Waterbuck rose, and remained on his feet
-until the judge was seated. James rose but slightly; he was already
-comfortable, and had no opinion of Bentham, having sat next but one to
-him at dinner twice at the Bumley Tomms'. Bumley Tomm was rather a poor
-thing, though he had been so successful. James himself had given him his
-first brief. He was excited, too, for he had just found out that
-Bosinney was not in court.
-
-'Now, what's he mean by that?' he kept on thinking.
-
-The case having been called on, Waterbuck, Q.C., pushing back his papers,
-hitched his gown on his shoulder, and, with a semi-circular look around
-him, like a man who is going to bat, arose and addressed the Court.
-
-The facts, he said, were not in dispute, and all that his Lordship would
-be asked was to interpret the correspondence which had taken place
-between his client and the defendant, an architect, with reference to the
-decoration of a house. He would, however, submit that this
-correspondence could only mean one very plain thing. After briefly
-reciting the history of the house at Robin Hill, which he described as a
-mansion, and the actual facts of expenditure, he went on as follows:
-
-"My client, Mr. Soames Forsyte, is a gentleman, a man of property, who
-would be the last to dispute any legitimate claim that might be made
-against him, but he has met with such treatment from his architect in the
-matter of this house, over which he has, as your lordship has heard,
-already spent some twelve--some twelve thousand pounds, a sum
-considerably in advance of the amount he had originally contemplated,
-that as a matter of principle--and this I cannot too strongly
-emphasize--as a matter of principle, and in the interests of others, he
-has felt himself compelled to bring this action. The point put forward
-in defence by the architect I will suggest to your lordship is not worthy
-of a moment's serious consideration." He then read the correspondence.
-
-His client, "a man of recognised position," was prepared to go into the
-box, and to swear that he never did authorize, that it was never in his
-mind to authorize, the expenditure of any money beyond the extreme limit
-of twelve thousand and fifty pounds, which he had clearly fixed; and not
-further to waste the time of the court, he would at once call Mr.
-Forsyte.
-
-Soames then went into the box. His whole appearance was striking in its
-composure. His face, just supercilious enough, pale and clean-shaven,
-with a little line between the eyes, and compressed lips; his dress in
-unostentatious order, one hand neatly gloved, the other bare. He
-answered the questions put to him in a somewhat low, but distinct voice.
-His evidence under cross-examination savoured of taciturnity.
-
-Had he not used the expression, "a free hand"? No.
-
-"Come, come!"
-
-The expression he had used was 'a free hand in the terms of this
-correspondence.'
-
-"Would you tell the Court that that was English?"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"What do you say it means?"
-
-"What it says!"
-
-"Are you prepared to deny that it is a contradiction in terms?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You are not an Irishman?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Are you a well-educated man?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And yet you persist in that statement?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Throughout this and much more cross-examination, which turned again and
-again around the 'nice point,' James sat with his hand behind his ear,
-his eyes fixed upon his son.
-
-He was proud of him! He could not but feel that in similar circumstances
-he himself would have been tempted to enlarge his replies, but his
-instinct told him that this taciturnity was the very thing. He sighed
-with relief, however, when Soames, slowly turning, and without any change
-of expression, descended from the box.
-
-When it came to the turn of Bosinney's Counsel to address the Judge,
-James redoubled his attention, and he searched the Court again and again
-to see if Bosinney were not somewhere concealed.
-
-Young Chankery began nervously; he was placed by Bosinney's absence in an
-awkward position. He therefore did his best to turn that absence to
-account.
-
-He could not but fear--he said--that his client had met with an accident.
-He had fully expected him there to give evidence; they had sent round
-that morning both to Mr. Bosinney's office and to his rooms (though he
-knew they were one and the same, he thought it was as well not to say
-so), but it was not known where he was, and this he considered to be
-ominous, knowing how anxious Mr. Bosinney had been to give his evidence.
-He had not, however, been instructed to apply for an adjournment, and in
-default of such instruction he conceived it his duty to go on. The plea
-on which he somewhat confidently relied, and which his client, had he not
-unfortunately been prevented in some way from attending, would have
-supported by his evidence, was that such an expression as a 'free hand'
-could not be limited, fettered, and rendered unmeaning, by any verbiage
-which might follow it. He would go further and say that the
-correspondence showed that whatever he might have said in his evidence,
-Mr. Forsyte had in fact never contemplated repudiating liability on any
-of the work ordered or executed by his architect. The defendant had
-certainly never contemplated such a contingency, or, as was demonstrated
-by his letters, he would never have proceeded with the work--a work of
-extreme delicacy, carried out with great care and efficiency, to meet and
-satisfy the fastidious taste of a connoisseur, a rich man, a man of
-property. He felt strongly on this point, and feeling strongly he used,
-perhaps, rather strong words when he said that this action was of a most
-unjustifiable, unexpected, indeed--unprecedented character. If his
-Lordship had had the opportunity that he himself had made it his duty to
-take, to go over this very fine house and see the great delicacy and
-beauty of the decorations executed by his client--an artist in his most
-honourable profession--he felt convinced that not for one moment would
-his Lordship tolerate this, he would use no stronger word than daring
-attempt to evade legitimate responsibility.
-
-Taking the text of Soames' letters, he lightly touched on 'Boileau v. The
-Blasted Cement Company, Limited.' "It is doubtful," he said, "what that
-authority has decided; in any case I would submit that it is just as much
-in my favour as in my friend's." He then argued the 'nice point'
-closely. With all due deference he submitted that Mr. Forsyte's
-expression nullified itself. His client not being a rich man, the matter
-was a serious one for him; he was a very talented architect, whose
-professional reputation was undoubtedly somewhat at stake. He concluded
-with a perhaps too personal appeal to the Judge, as a lover of the arts,
-to show himself the protector of artists, from what was occasionally--he
-said occasionally--the too iron hand of capital. "What," he said, "will
-be the position of the artistic professions, if men of property like this
-Mr. Forsyte refuse, and are allowed to refuse, to carry out the
-obligations of the commissions which they have given." He would now call
-his client, in case he should at the last moment have found himself able
-to be present.
-
-The name Philip Baynes Bosinney was called three times by the Ushers, and
-the sound of the calling echoed with strange melancholy throughout the
-Court and Galleries.
-
-The crying of this name, to which no answer was returned, had upon James
-a curious effect: it was like calling for your lost dog about the
-streets. And the creepy feeling that it gave him, of a man missing,
-grated on his sense of comfort and security-on his cosiness. Though he
-could not have said why, it made him feel uneasy.
-
-He looked now at the clock--a quarter to three! It would be all over in
-a quarter of an hour. Where could the young fellow be?
-
-It was only when Mr. Justice Bentham delivered judgment that he got over
-the turn he had received.
-
-Behind the wooden erection, by which he was fenced from more ordinary
-mortals, the learned Judge leaned forward. The electric light, just
-turned on above his head, fell on his face, and mellowed it to an orange
-hue beneath the snowy crown of his wig; the amplitude of his robes grew
-before the eye; his whole figure, facing the comparative dusk of the
-Court, radiated like some majestic and sacred body. He cleared his
-throat, took a sip of water, broke the nib of a quill against the desk,
-and, folding his bony hands before him, began.
-
-To James he suddenly loomed much larger than he had ever thought Bentham
-would loom. It was the majesty of the law; and a person endowed with a
-nature far less matter-of-fact than that of James might have been excused
-for failing to pierce this halo, and disinter therefrom the somewhat
-ordinary Forsyte, who walked and talked in every-day life under the name
-of Sir Walter Bentham.
-
-He delivered judgment in the following words:
-
-"The facts in this case are not in dispute. On May 15 last the defendant
-wrote to the plaintiff, requesting to be allowed to withdraw from his
-professional position in regard to the decoration of the plaintiff's
-house, unless he were given 'a free hand.' The plaintiff, on May 17,
-wrote back as follows: 'In giving you, in accordance with your request,
-this free hand, I wish you to clearly understand that the total cost of
-the house as handed over to me completely decorated, inclusive of your
-fee (as arranged between us) must not exceed twelve thousand pounds.' To
-this letter the defendant replied on May 18: 'If you think that in such a
-delicate matter as decoration I can bind myself to the exact pound, I am
-afraid you are mistaken.' On May 19 the plaintiff wrote as follows: 'I
-did not mean to say that if you should exceed the sum named in my letter
-to you by ten or twenty or even fifty pounds there would be any
-difficulty between us. You have a free hand in the terms of this
-correspondence, and I hope you will see your way to completing the
-decorations.' On May 20 the defendant replied thus shortly: 'Very well.'
-
-"In completing these decorations, the defendant incurred liabilities and
-expenses which brought the total cost of this house up to the sum of
-twelve thousand four hundred pounds, all of which expenditure has been
-defrayed by the plaintiff. This action has been brought by the plaintiff
-to recover from the defendant the sum of three hundred and fifty pounds
-expended by him in excess of a sum of twelve thousand and fifty pounds,
-alleged by the plaintiff to have been fixed by this correspondence as the
-maximum sum that the defendant had authority to expend.
-
-"The question for me to decide is whether or no the defendant is liable
-to refund to the plaintiff this sum. In my judgment he is so liable.
-
-"What in effect the plaintiff has said is this 'I give you a free hand to
-complete these decorations, provided that you keep within a total cost to
-me of twelve thousand pounds. If you exceed that sum by as much as fifty
-pounds, I will not hold you responsible; beyond that point you are no
-agent of mine, and I shall repudiate liability.' It is not quite clear to
-me whether, had the plaintiff in fact repudiated liability under his
-agent's contracts, he would, under all the circumstances, have been
-successful in so doing; but he has not adopted this course. He has
-accepted liability, and fallen back upon his rights against the defendant
-under the terms of the latter's engagement.
-
-"In my judgment the plaintiff is entitled to recover this sum from the
-defendant.
-
-"It has been sought, on behalf of the defendant, to show that no limit of
-expenditure was fixed or intended to be fixed by this correspondence. If
-this were so, I can find no reason for the plaintiff's importation into
-the correspondence of the figures of twelve thousand pounds and
-subsequently of fifty pounds. The defendant's contention would render
-these figures meaningless. It is manifest to me that by his letter of May
-20 he assented to a very clear proposition, by the terms of which he must
-be held to be bound.
-
-"For these reasons there will be judgment for the plaintiff for the
-amount claimed with costs."
-
-James sighed, and stooping, picked up his umbrella which had fallen with
-a rattle at the words 'importation into this correspondence.'
-
-Untangling his legs, he rapidly left the Court; without waiting for his
-son, he snapped up a hansom cab (it was a clear, grey afternoon) and
-drove straight to Timothy's where he found Swithin; and to him, Mrs.
-Septimus Small, and Aunt Hester, he recounted the whole proceedings,
-eating two muffins not altogether in the intervals of speech.
-
-"Soames did very well," he ended; "he's got his head screwed on the right
-way. This won't please Jolyon. It's a bad business for that young
-Bosinney; he'll go bankrupt, I shouldn't wonder," and then after a long
-pause, during which he had stared disquietly into the fire, he added:
-
-"He wasn't there--now why?"
-
-There was a sound of footsteps. The figure of a thick-set man, with the
-ruddy brown face of robust health, was seen in the back drawing-room.
-The forefinger of his upraised hand was outlined against the black of his
-frock coat. He spoke in a grudging voice.
-
-"Well, James," he said, "I can't--I can't stop," and turning round, he
-walked out.
-
-It was Timothy.
-
-James rose from his chair. "There!" he said, "there! I knew there was
-something wro...." He checked himself, and was silent, staring before
-him, as though he had seen a portent.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-SOAMES BREAKS THE NEWS
-
-In leaving the Court Soames did not go straight home. He felt
-disinclined for the City, and drawn by need for sympathy in his triumph,
-he, too, made his way, but slowly and on foot, to Timothy's in the
-Bayswater Road.
-
-His father had just left; Mrs. Small and Aunt Hester, in possession of
-the whole story, greeted him warmly. They were sure he was hungry after
-all that evidence. Smither should toast him some more muffins, his dear
-father had eaten them all. He must put his legs up on the sofa; and he
-must have a glass of prune brandy too. It was so strengthening.
-
-Swithin was still present, having lingered later than his wont, for he
-felt in want of exercise. On hearing this suggestion, he 'pished.' A
-pretty pass young men were coming to! His own liver was out of order,
-and he could not bear the thought of anyone else drinking prune brandy.
-
-He went away almost immediately, saying to Soames: "And how's your wife?
-You tell her from me that if she's dull, and likes to come and dine with
-me quietly, I'll give her such a bottle of champagne as she doesn't get
-every day." Staring down from his height on Soames he contracted his
-thick, puffy, yellow hand as though squeezing within it all this small
-fry, and throwing out his chest he waddled slowly away.
-
-Mrs. Small and Aunt Hester were left horrified. Swithin was so droll!
-
-They themselves were longing to ask Soames how Irene would take the
-result, yet knew that they must not; he would perhaps say something of
-his own accord, to throw some light on this, the present burning question
-in their lives, the question that from necessity of silence tortured them
-almost beyond bearing; for even Timothy had now been told, and the effect
-on his health was little short of alarming. And what, too, would June
-do? This, also, was a most exciting, if dangerous speculation!
-
-They had never forgotten old Jolyon's visit, since when he had not once
-been to see them; they had never forgotten the feeling it gave all who
-were present, that the family was no longer what it had been--that the
-family was breaking up.
-
-But Soames gave them no help, sitting with his knees crossed, talking of
-the Barbizon school of painters, whom he had just discovered. These were
-the coming men, he said; he should not wonder if a lot of money were made
-over them; he had his eye on two pictures by a man called Corot, charming
-things; if he could get them at a reasonable price he was going to buy
-them--they would, he thought, fetch a big price some day.
-
-Interested as they could not but be, neither Mrs. Septimus Small nor Aunt
-Hester could entirely acquiesce in being thus put off.
-
-It was interesting--most interesting--and then Soames was so clever that
-they were sure he would do something with those pictures if anybody
-could; but what was his plan now that he had won his case; was he going
-to leave London at once, and live in the country, or what was he going to
-do?
-
-Soames answered that he did not know, he thought they should be moving
-soon. He rose and kissed his aunts.
-
-No sooner had Aunt Juley received this emblem of departure than a change
-came over her, as though she were being visited by dreadful courage;
-every little roll of flesh on her face seemed trying to escape from an
-invisible, confining mask.
-
-She rose to the full extent of her more than medium height, and said: "It
-has been on my mind a long time, dear, and if nobody else will tell you,
-I have made up my mind that...."
-
-Aunt Hester interrupted her: "Mind, Julia, you do it...." she gasped--"on
-your own responsibility!"
-
-Mrs. Small went on as though she had not heard: "I think you ought to
-know, dear, that Mrs. MacAnder saw Irene walking in Richmond Park with
-Mr. Bosinney."
-
-Aunt Hester, who had also risen, sank back in her chair, and turned her
-face away. Really Juley was too--she should not do such things when
-she--Aunt Hester, was in the room; and, breathless with anticipation, she
-waited for what Soames would answer.
-
-He had flushed the peculiar flush which always centred between his eyes;
-lifting his hand, and, as it were, selecting a finger, he bit a nail
-delicately; then, drawling it out between set lips, he said: "Mrs.
-MacAnder is a cat!"
-
-Without waiting for any reply, he left the room.
-
-When he went into Timothy's he had made up his mind what course to pursue
-on getting home. He would go up to Irene and say:
-
-"Well, I've won my case, and there's an end of it! I don't want to be
-hard on Bosinney; I'll see if we can't come to some arrangement; he
-shan't be pressed. And now let's turn over a new leaf! We'll let the
-house, and get out of these fogs. We'll go down to Robin Hill at once.
-I--I never meant to be rough with you! Let's shake hands--and--"
-Perhaps she would let him kiss her, and forget!
-
-When he came out of Timothy's his intentions were no longer so simple.
-The smouldering jealousy and suspicion of months blazed up within him.
-He would put an end to that sort of thing once and for all; he would not
-have her drag his name in the dirt! If she could not or would not love
-him, as was her duty and his right--she should not play him tricks with
-anyone else! He would tax her with it; threaten to divorce her! That
-would make her behave; she would never face that. But--but--what if she
-did? He was staggered; this had not occurred to him.
-
-What if she did? What if she made him a confession? How would he stand
-then? He would have to bring a divorce!
-
-A divorce! Thus close, the word was paralyzing, so utterly at variance
-with all the principles that had hitherto guided his life. Its lack of
-compromise appalled him; he felt--like the captain of a ship, going to
-the side of his vessel, and, with his own hands throwing over the most
-precious of his bales. This jettisoning of his property with his own
-hand seemed uncanny to Soames. It would injure him in his profession: He
-would have to get rid of the house at Robin Hill, on which he had spent
-so much money, so much anticipation--and at a sacrifice. And she! She
-would no longer belong to him, not even in name! She would pass out of
-his life, and he--he should never see her again!
-
-He traversed in the cab the length of a street without getting beyond the
-thought that he should never see her again!
-
-But perhaps there was nothing to confess, even now very likely there was
-nothing to confess. Was it wise to push things so far? Was it wise to
-put himself into a position where he might have to eat his words? The
-result of this case would ruin Bosinney; a ruined man was desperate,
-but--what could he do? He might go abroad, ruined men always went
-abroad. What could they do--if indeed it was 'they'--without money? It
-would be better to wait and see how things turned out. If necessary, he
-could have her watched. The agony of his jealousy (for all the world
-like the crisis of an aching tooth) came on again; and he almost cried
-out. But he must decide, fix on some course of action before he got
-home. When the cab drew up at the door, he had decided nothing.
-
-He entered, pale, his hands moist with perspiration, dreading to meet
-her, burning to meet her, ignorant of what he was to say or do.
-
-The maid Bilson was in the hall, and in answer to his question: "Where is
-your mistress?" told him that Mrs. Forsyte had left the house about noon,
-taking with her a trunk and bag.
-
-Snatching the sleeve of his fur coat away from her grasp, he confronted
-her:
-
-"What?" he exclaimed; "what's that you said?" Suddenly recollecting that
-he must not betray emotion, he added: "What message did she leave?" and
-noticed with secret terror the startled look of the maid's eyes.
-
-"Mrs. Forsyte left no message, sir."
-
-"No message; very well, thank you, that will do. I shall be dining out."
-
-The maid went downstairs, leaving him still in his fur coat, idly turning
-over the visiting cards in the porcelain bowl that stood on the carved
-oak rug chest in the hall.
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Bareham Culcher. Mrs. Septimus Small. Mrs. Baynes. Mr.
-Solomon Thornworthy. Lady Bellis. Miss Hermione Bellis. Miss Winifred
-Bellis. Miss Ella Bellis.
-
-Who the devil were all these people? He seemed to have forgotten all
-familiar things. The words 'no message--a trunk, and a bag,' played a
-hide-and-seek in his brain. It was incredible that she had left no
-message, and, still in his fur coat, he ran upstairs two steps at a time,
-as a young married man when he comes home will run up to his wife's room.
-
-Everything was dainty, fresh, sweet-smelling; everything in perfect
-order. On the great bed with its lilac silk quilt, was the bag she had
-made and embroidered with her own hands to hold her sleeping things; her
-slippers ready at the foot; the sheets even turned over at the head as
-though expecting her.
-
-On the table stood the silver-mounted brushes and bottles from her
-dressing bag, his own present. There must, then, be some mistake. What
-bag had she taken? He went to the bell to summon Bilson, but remembered
-in time that he must assume knowledge of where Irene had gone, take it
-all as a matter of course, and grope out the meaning for himself.
-
-He locked the doors, and tried to think, but felt his brain going round;
-and suddenly tears forced themselves into his eyes.
-
-Hurriedly pulling off his coat, he looked at himself in the mirror.
-
-He was too pale, a greyish tinge all over his face; he poured out water,
-and began feverishly washing.
-
-Her silver-mounted brushes smelt faintly of the perfumed lotion she used
-for her hair; and at this scent the burning sickness of his jealousy
-seized him again.
-
-Struggling into his fur, he ran downstairs and out into the street.
-
-He had not lost all command of himself, however, and as he went down
-Sloane Street he framed a story for use, in case he should not find her
-at Bosinney's. But if he should? His power of decision again failed; he
-reached the house without knowing what he should do if he did find her
-there.
-
-It was after office hours, and the street door was closed; the woman who
-opened it could not say whether Mr. Bosinney were in or no; she had not
-seen him that day, not for two or three days; she did not attend to him
-now, nobody attended to him, he....
-
-Soames interrupted her, he would go up and see for himself. He went up
-with a dogged, white face.
-
-The top floor was unlighted, the door closed, no one answered his
-ringing, he could hear no sound. He was obliged to descend, shivering
-under his fur, a chill at his heart. Hailing a cab, he told the man to
-drive to Park Lane.
-
-On the way he tried to recollect when he had last given her a cheque; she
-could not have more than three or four pounds, but there were her jewels;
-and with exquisite torture he remembered how much money she could raise
-on these; enough to take them abroad; enough for them to live on for
-months! He tried to calculate; the cab stopped, and he got out with the
-calculation unmade.
-
-The butler asked whether Mrs. Soames was in the cab, the master had told
-him they were both expected to dinner.
-
-Soames answered: "No. Mrs. Forsyte has a cold."
-
-The butler was sorry.
-
-Soames thought he was looking at him inquisitively, and remembering that
-he was not in dress clothes, asked: "Anybody here to dinner, Warmson?"
-
-"Nobody but Mr. and Mrs. Dartie, sir."
-
-Again it seemed to Soames that the butler was looking curiously at him.
-His composure gave way.
-
-"What are you looking at?" he said. "What's the matter with me, eh?"
-
-The butler blushed, hung up the fur coat, murmured something that sounded
-like: "Nothing, sir, I'm sure, sir," and stealthily withdrew.
-
-Soames walked upstairs. Passing the drawing-room without a look, he went
-straight up to his mother's and father's bedroom.
-
-James, standing sideways, the concave lines of his tall, lean figure
-displayed to advantage in shirt-sleeves and evening waistcoat, his head
-bent, the end of his white tie peeping askew from underneath one white
-Dundreary whisker, his eyes peering with intense concentration, his lips
-pouting, was hooking the top hooks of his wife's bodice. Soames stopped;
-he felt half-choked, whether because he had come upstairs too fast, or
-for some other reason. He--he himself had never--never been asked to....
-
-He heard his father's voice, as though there were a pin in his mouth,
-saying: "Who's that? Who's there? What d'you want?" His mother's:
-"Here, Felice, come and hook this; your master'll never get done."
-
-He put his hand up to his throat, and said hoarsely:
-
-"It's I--Soames!"
-
-He noticed gratefully the affectionate surprise in Emily's: "Well, my
-dear boy?" and James', as he dropped the hook: "What, Soames! What's
-brought you up? Aren't you well?"
-
-He answered mechanically: "I'm all right," and looked at them, and it
-seemed impossible to bring out his news.
-
-James, quick to take alarm, began: "You don't look well. I expect you've
-taken a chill--it's liver, I shouldn't wonder. Your mother'll give
-you...."
-
-But Emily broke in quietly: "Have you brought Irene?"
-
-Soames shook his head.
-
-"No," he stammered, "she--she's left me!"
-
-Emily deserted the mirror before which she was standing. Her tall, full
-figure lost its majesty and became very human as she came running over to
-Soames.
-
-"My dear boy! My dear boy!"
-
-She put her lips to his forehead, and stroked his hand.
-
-James, too, had turned full towards his son; his face looked older.
-
-"Left you?" he said. "What d'you mean--left you? You never told me she
-was going to leave you."
-
-Soames answered surlily: "How could I tell? What's to be done?"
-
-James began walking up and down; he looked strange and stork-like without
-a coat. "What's to be done!" he muttered. "How should I know what's to
-be done? What's the good of asking me? Nobody tells me anything, and
-then they come and ask me what's to be done; and I should like to know
-how I'm to tell them! Here's your mother, there she stands; she doesn't
-say anything. What I should say you've got to do is to follow her.."
-
-Soames smiled; his peculiar, supercilious smile had never before looked
-pitiable.
-
-"I don't know where she's gone," he said.
-
-"Don't know where she's gone!" said James. "How d'you mean, don't know
-where she's gone? Where d'you suppose she's gone? She's gone after that
-young Bosinney, that's where she's gone. I knew how it would be."
-
-Soames, in the long silence that followed, felt his mother pressing his
-hand. And all that passed seemed to pass as though his own power of
-thinking or doing had gone to sleep.
-
-His father's face, dusky red, twitching as if he were going to cry, and
-words breaking out that seemed rent from him by some spasm in his soul.
-
-"There'll be a scandal; I always said so." Then, no one saying anything:
-"And there you stand, you and your mother!"
-
-And Emily's voice, calm, rather contemptuous: "Come, now, James! Soames
-will do all that he can."
-
-And James, staring at the floor, a little brokenly: "Well, I can't help
-you; I'm getting old. Don't you be in too great a hurry, my boy."
-
-And his mother's voice again: "Soames will do all he can to get her back.
-We won't talk of it. It'll all come right, I dare say."
-
-And James: "Well, I can't see how it can come right. And if she hasn't
-gone off with that young Bosinney, my advice to you is not to listen to
-her, but to follow her and get her back."
-
-Once more Soames felt his mother stroking his hand, in token of her
-approval, and as though repeating some form of sacred oath, he muttered
-between his teeth: "I will!"
-
-All three went down to the drawing-room together. There, were gathered
-the three girls and Dartie; had Irene been present, the family circle
-would have been complete.
-
-James sank into his armchair, and except for a word of cold greeting to
-Dartie, whom he both despised and dreaded, as a man likely to be always
-in want of money, he said nothing till dinner was announced. Soames,
-too, was silent; Emily alone, a woman of cool courage, maintained a
-conversation with Winifred on trivial subjects. She was never more
-composed in her manner and conversation than that evening.
-
-A decision having been come to not to speak of Irene's flight, no view
-was expressed by any other member of the family as to the right course to
-be pursued; there can be little doubt, from the general tone adopted in
-relation to events as they afterwards turned out, that James's advice:
-"Don't you listen to her, follow-her and get her back!" would, with here
-and there an exception, have been regarded as sound, not only in Park
-Lane, but amongst the Nicholases, the Rogers, and at Timothy's. Just as
-it would surely have been endorsed by that wider body of Forsytes all
-over London, who were merely excluded from judgment by ignorance of the
-story.
-
-In spite then of Emily's efforts, the dinner was served by Warmson and
-the footman almost in silence. Dartie was sulky, and drank all he could
-get; the girls seldom talked to each other at any time. James asked once
-where June was, and what she was doing with herself in these days. No
-one could tell him. He sank back into gloom. Only when Winifred
-recounted how little Publius had given his bad penny to a beggar, did he
-brighten up.
-
-"Ah!" he said, "that's a clever little chap. I don't know what'll become
-of him, if he goes on like this. An intelligent little chap, I call
-him!" But it was only a flash.
-
-The courses succeeded one another solemnly, under the electric light,
-which glared down onto the table, but barely reached the principal
-ornament of the walls, a so-called 'Sea Piece by Turner,' almost entirely
-composed of cordage and drowning men.
-
-Champagne was handed, and then a bottle of James' prehistoric port, but
-as by the chill hand of some skeleton.
-
-At ten o'clock Soames left; twice in reply to questions, he had said that
-Irene was not well; he felt he could no longer trust himself. His mother
-kissed him with her large soft kiss, and he pressed her hand, a flush of
-warmth in his cheeks. He walked away in the cold wind, which whistled
-desolately round the corners of the streets, under a sky of clear
-steel-blue, alive with stars; he noticed neither their frosty greeting,
-nor the crackle of the curled-up plane-leaves, nor the night-women
-hurrying in their shabby furs, nor the pinched faces of vagabonds at
-street corners. Winter was come! But Soames hastened home, oblivious;
-his hands trembled as he took the late letters from the gilt wire cage
-into which they had been thrust through the slit in the door.'
-
-None from Irene!
-
-He went into the dining-room; the fire was bright there, his chair drawn
-up to it, slippers ready, spirit case, and carven cigarette box on the
-table; but after staring at it all for a minute or two, he turned out the
-light and went upstairs. There was a fire too in his dressing-room, but
-her room was dark and cold. It was into this room that Soames went.
-
-He made a great illumination with candles, and for a long time continued
-pacing up and down between the bed and the door. He could not get used
-to the thought that she had really left him, and as though still
-searching for some message, some reason, some reading of all the mystery
-of his married life, he began opening every recess and drawer.
-
-There were her dresses; he had always liked, indeed insisted, that she
-should be well-dressed--she had taken very few; two or three at most, and
-drawer after drawer; full of linen and silk things, was untouched.
-
-Perhaps after all it was only a freak, and she had gone to the seaside
-for a few days' change. If only that were so, and she were really coming
-back, he would never again do as he had done that fatal night before
-last, never again run that risk--though it was her duty, her duty as a
-wife; though she did belong to him--he would never again run that risk;
-she was evidently not quite right in her head!
-
-He stooped over the drawer where she kept her jewels; it was not locked,
-and came open as he pulled; the jewel box had the key in it. This
-surprised him until he remembered that it was sure to be empty. He
-opened it.
-
-It was far from empty. Divided, in little green velvet compartments,
-were all the things he had given her, even her watch, and stuck into the
-recess that contained--the watch was a three-cornered note addressed
-'Soames Forsyte,' in Irene's handwriting:
-
-'I think I have taken nothing that you or your people have given me.'
-And that was all.
-
-He looked at the clasps and bracelets of diamonds and pearls, at the
-little flat gold watch with a great diamond set in sapphires, at the
-chains and rings, each in its nest, and the tears rushed up in his eyes
-and dropped upon them.
-
-Nothing that she could have done, nothing that she had done, brought home
-to him like this the inner significance of her act. For the moment,
-perhaps, he understood nearly all there was to understand--understood
-that she loathed him, that she had loathed him for years, that for all
-intents and purposes they were like people living in different worlds,
-that there was no hope for him, never had been; even, that she had
-suffered--that she was to be pitied.
-
-In that moment of emotion he betrayed the Forsyte in him--forgot himself,
-his interests, his property--was capable of almost anything; was lifted
-into the pure ether of the selfless and unpractical.
-
-Such moments pass quickly.
-
-And as though with the tears he had purged himself of weakness, he got
-up, locked the box, and slowly, almost trembling, carried it with him
-into the other room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-JUNE'S VICTORY
-
-June had waited for her chance, scanning the duller columns of the
-journals, morning and evening with an assiduity which at first puzzled
-old Jolyon; and when her chance came, she took it with all the
-promptitude and resolute tenacity of her character.
-
-She will always remember best in her life that morning when at last she
-saw amongst the reliable Cause List of the Times newspaper, under the
-heading of Court XIII, Mr. Justice Bentham, the case of Forsyte v.
-Bosinney.
-
-Like a gambler who stakes his last piece of money, she had prepared to
-hazard her all upon this throw; it was not her nature to contemplate
-defeat. How, unless with the instinct of a woman in love, she knew that
-Bosinney's discomfiture in this action was assured, cannot be told--on
-this assumption, however, she laid her plans, as upon a certainty.
-
-Half past eleven found her at watch in the gallery of Court XIII., and
-there she remained till the case of Forsyte v. Bosinney was over.
-Bosinney's absence did not disquiet her; she had felt instinctively that
-he would not defend himself. At the end of the judgment she hastened
-down, and took a cab to his rooms.
-
-She passed the open street-door and the offices on the three lower floors
-without attracting notice; not till she reached the top did her
-difficulties begin.
-
-Her ring was not answered; she had now to make up her mind whether she
-would go down and ask the caretaker in the basement to let her in to
-await Mr. Bosinney's return, or remain patiently outside the door,
-trusting that no one would, come up. She decided on the latter course.
-
-A quarter of an hour had passed in freezing vigil on the landing, before
-it occurred to her that Bosinney had been used to leave the key of his
-rooms under the door-mat. She looked and found it there. For some
-minutes she could not decide to make use of it; at last she let herself
-in and left the door open that anyone who came might see she was there on
-business.
-
-This was not the same June who had paid the trembling visit five months
-ago; those months of suffering and restraint had made her less sensitive;
-she had dwelt on this visit so long, with such minuteness, that its
-terrors were discounted beforehand. She was not there to fail this time,
-for if she failed no one could help her.
-
-Like some mother beast on the watch over her young, her little quick
-figure never stood still in that room, but wandered from wall to wall,
-from window to door, fingering now one thing, now another. There was
-dust everywhere, the room could not have been cleaned for weeks, and
-June, quick to catch at anything that should buoy up her hope, saw in it
-a sign that he had been obliged, for economy's sake, to give up his
-servant.
-
-She looked into the bedroom; the bed was roughly made, as though by the
-hand of man. Listening intently, she darted in, and peered into his
-cupboards. A few shirts and collars, a pair of muddy boots--the room was
-bare even of garments.
-
-She stole back to the sitting-room, and now she noticed the absence of
-all the little things he had set store by. The clock that had been his
-mother's, the field-glasses that had hung over the sofa; two really
-valuable old prints of Harrow, where his father had been at school, and
-last, not least, the piece of Japanese pottery she herself had given him.
-All were gone; and in spite of the rage roused within her championing
-soul at the thought that the world should treat him thus, their
-disappearance augured happily for the success of her plan.
-
-It was while looking at the spot where the piece of Japanese pottery had
-stood that she felt a strange certainty of being watched, and, turning,
-saw Irene in the open doorway.
-
-The two stood gazing at each other for a minute in silence; then June
-walked forward and held out her hand. Irene did not take it.
-
-When her hand was refused, June put it behind her. Her eyes grew steady
-with anger; she waited for Irene to speak; and thus waiting, took in,
-with who-knows-what rage of jealousy, suspicion, and curiosity, every
-detail of her friend's face and dress and figure.
-
-Irene was clothed in her long grey fur; the travelling cap on her head
-left a wave of gold hair visible above her forehead. The soft fullness
-of the coat made her face as small as a child's.
-
-Unlike June's cheeks, her cheeks had no colour in them, but were ivory
-white and pinched as if with cold. Dark circles lay round her eyes. In
-one hand she held a bunch of violets.
-
-She looked back at June, no smile on her lips; and with those great dark
-eyes fastened on her, the girl, for all her startled anger, felt
-something of the old spell.
-
-She spoke first, after all.
-
-"What have you come for?" But the feeling that she herself was being
-asked the same question, made her add: "This horrible case. I came to
-tell him--he has lost it."
-
-Irene did not speak, her eyes never moved from June's face, and the girl
-cried:
-
-"Don't stand there as if you were made of stone!"
-
-Irene laughed: "I wish to God I were!"
-
-But June turned away: "Stop!" she cried, "don't tell me! I don't want to
-hear! I don't want to hear what you've come for. I don't want to hear!"
-And like some uneasy spirit, she began swiftly walking to and fro.
-Suddenly she broke out:
-
-"I was here first. We can't both stay here together!"
-
-On Irene's face a smile wandered up, and died out like a flicker of
-firelight. She did not move. And then it was that June perceived under
-the softness and immobility of this figure something desperate and
-resolved; something not to be turned away, something dangerous. She tore
-off her hat, and, putting both hands to her brow, pressed back the bronze
-mass of her hair.
-
-"You have no right here!" she cried defiantly.
-
-Irene answered: "I have no right anywhere!
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I have left Soames. You always wanted me to!"
-
-June put her hands over her ears.
-
-"Don't! I don't want to hear anything--I don't want to know anything.
-It's impossible to fight with you! What makes you stand like that? Why
-don't you go?"
-
-Irene's lips moved; she seemed to be saying: "Where should I go?"
-
-June turned to the window. She could see the face of a clock down in the
-street. It was nearly four. At any moment he might come! She looked
-back across her shoulder, and her face was distorted with anger.
-
-But Irene had not moved; in her gloved hands she ceaselessly turned and
-twisted the little bunch of violets.
-
-The tears of rage and disappointment rolled down June's cheeks.
-
-"How could you come?" she said. "You have been a false friend to me!"
-
-Again Irene laughed. June saw that she had played a wrong card, and
-broke down.
-
-"Why have you come?" she sobbed. "You've ruined my life, and now you
-want to ruin his!"
-
-Irene's mouth quivered; her eyes met June's with a look so mournful that
-the girl cried out in the midst of her sobbing, "No, no!"
-
-But Irene's head bent till it touched her breast. She turned, and went
-quickly out, hiding her lips with the little bunch of violets.
-
-June ran to the door. She heard the footsteps going down and down. She
-called out: "Come back, Irene! Come back!"
-
-The footsteps died away....
-
-Bewildered and torn, the girl stood at the top of the stairs. Why had
-Irene gone, leaving her mistress of the field? What did it mean? Had
-she really given him up to her? Or had she...? And she was the prey of
-a gnawing uncertainty.... Bosinney did not come....
-
-About six o'clock that afternoon old Jolyon returned from Wistaria
-Avenue, where now almost every day he spent some hours, and asked if his
-grand-daughter were upstairs. On being told that she had just come in,
-he sent up to her room to request her to come down and speak to him.
-
-He had made up his mind to tell her that he was reconciled with her
-father. In future bygones must be bygones. He would no longer live
-alone, or practically alone, in this great house; he was going to give it
-up, and take one in the country for his son, where they could all go and
-live together. If June did not like this, she could have an allowance
-and live by herself. It wouldn't make much difference to her, for it was
-a long time since she had shown him any affection.
-
-But when June came down, her face was pinched and piteous; there was a
-strained, pathetic look in her eyes. She snuggled up in her old attitude
-on the arm of his chair, and what he said compared but poorly with the
-clear, authoritative, injured statement he had thought out with much
-care. His heart felt sore, as the great heart of a mother-bird feels
-sore when its youngling flies and bruises its wing. His words halted, as
-though he were apologizing for having at last deviated from the path of
-virtue, and succumbed, in defiance of sounder principles, to his more
-natural instincts.
-
-He seemed nervous lest, in thus announcing his intentions, he should be
-setting his granddaughter a bad example; and now that he came to the
-point, his way of putting the suggestion that, if she didn't like it, she
-could live by herself and lump it, was delicate in the extreme.'
-
-"And if, by any chance, my darling," he said, "you found you didn't get
-on--with them, why, I could make that all right. You could have what you
-liked. We could find a little flat in London where you could set up, and
-I could be running to continually. But the children," he added, "are dear
-little things!"
-
-Then, in the midst of this grave, rather transparent, explanation of
-changed policy, his eyes twinkled. "This'll astonish Timothy's weak
-nerves. That precious young thing will have something to say about this,
-or I'm a Dutchman!"
-
-June had not yet spoken. Perched thus on the arm of his chair, with her
-head above him, her face was invisible. But presently he felt her warm
-cheek against his own, and knew that, at all events, there was nothing
-very alarming in her attitude towards his news. He began to take
-courage.
-
-"You'll like your father," he said--"an amiable chap. Never was much
-push about him, but easy to get on with. You'll find him artistic and
-all that."
-
-And old Jolyon bethought him of the dozen or so water-colour drawings all
-carefully locked up in his bedroom; for now that his son was going to
-become a man of property he did not think them quite such poor things as
-heretofore.
-
-"As to your--your stepmother," he said, using the word with some little
-difficulty, "I call her a refined woman--a bit of a Mrs. Gummidge, I
-shouldn't wonder--but very fond of Jo. And the children," he
-repeated--indeed, this sentence ran like music through all his solemn
-self-justification--"are sweet little things!"
-
-If June had known, those words but reincarnated that tender love for
-little children, for the young and weak, which in the past had made him
-desert his son for her tiny self, and now, as the cycle rolled, was
-taking him from her.
-
-But he began to get alarmed at her silence, and asked impatiently: "Well,
-what do you say?"
-
-June slid down to his knee, and she in her turn began her tale. She
-thought it would all go splendidly; she did not see any difficulty, and
-she did not care a bit what people thought.
-
-Old Jolyon wriggled. H'm! then people would think! He had thought that
-after all these years perhaps they wouldn't! Well, he couldn't help it!
-Nevertheless, he could not approve of his granddaughter's way of putting
-it--she ought to mind what people thought!
-
-Yet he said nothing. His feelings were too mixed, too inconsistent for
-expression.
-
-No--went on June he did not care; what business was it of theirs? There
-was only one thing--and with her cheek pressing against his knee, old
-Jolyon knew at once that this something was no trifle: As he was going to
-buy a house in the country, would he not--to please her--buy that
-splendid house of Soames' at Robin Hill? It was finished, it was
-perfectly beautiful, and no one would live in it now. They would all be
-so happy there.
-
-Old Jolyon was on the alert at once. Wasn't the 'man of property' going
-to live in his new house, then? He never alluded to Soames now but under
-this title.
-
-"No"--June said--"he was not; she knew that he was not!"
-
-How did she know?
-
-She could not tell him, but she knew. She knew nearly for certain! It
-was most unlikely; circumstances had changed! Irene's words still rang in
-her head: "I have left Soames. Where should I go?"
-
-But she kept silence about that.
-
-If her grandfather would only buy it and settle that wretched claim that
-ought never to have been made on Phil! It would be the very best thing
-for everybody, and everything--everything might come straight.
-
-And June put her lips to his forehead, and pressed them close.
-
-But old Jolyon freed himself from her caress, his face wore the judicial
-look which came upon it when he dealt with affairs. He asked: What did
-she mean? There was something behind all this--had she been seeing
-Bosinney?
-
-June answered: "No; but I have been to his rooms."
-
-"Been to his rooms? Who took you there?"
-
-June faced him steadily. "I went alone. He has lost that case. I don't
-care whether it was right or wrong. I want to help him; and I will!"
-
-Old Jolyon asked again: "Have you seen him?" His glance seemed to pierce
-right through the girl's eyes into her soul.
-
-Again June answered: "No; he was not there. I waited, but he did not
-come."
-
-Old Jolyon made a movement of relief. She had risen and looked down at
-him; so slight, and light, and young, but so fixed, and so determined;
-and disturbed, vexed, as he was, he could not frown away that fixed look.
-The feeling of being beaten, of the reins having slipped, of being old
-and tired, mastered him.
-
-"Ah!" he said at last, "you'll get yourself into a mess one of these
-days, I can see. You want your own way in everything."
-
-Visited by one of his strange bursts of philosophy, he added: "Like that
-you were born; and like that you'll stay until you die!"
-
-And he, who in his dealings with men of business, with Boards, with
-Forsytes of all descriptions, with such as were not Forsytes, had always
-had his own way, looked at his indomitable grandchild sadly--for he felt
-in her that quality which above all others he unconsciously admired.
-
-"Do you know what they say is going on?" he said slowly.
-
-June crimsoned.
-
-"Yes--no! I know--and I don't know--I don't care!" and she stamped her
-foot.
-
-"I believe," said old Jolyon, dropping his eyes, "that you'd have him if
-he were dead!"
-
-There was a long silence before he spoke again.
-
-"But as to buying this house--you don't know what you're talking about!"
-
-June said that she did. She knew that he could get it if he wanted. He
-would only have to give what it cost.
-
-"What it cost! You know nothing about it. I won't go to Soames--I'll
-have nothing more to do with that young man."
-
-"But you needn't; you can go to Uncle James. If you can't buy the house,
-will you pay his lawsuit claim? I know he is terribly hard up--I've seen
-it. You can stop it out of my money!"
-
-A twinkle came into old Jolyon's eyes.
-
-"Stop it out of your money! A pretty way. And what will you do, pray,
-without your money?"
-
-But secretly, the idea of wresting the house from James and his son had
-begun to take hold of him. He had heard on Forsyte 'Change much comment,
-much rather doubtful praise of this house. It was 'too artistic,' but a
-fine place. To take from the 'man of property' that on which he had set
-his heart, would be a crowning triumph over James, practical proof that
-he was going to make a man of property of Jo, to put him back in his
-proper position, and there to keep him secure. Justice once for all on
-those who had chosen to regard his son as a poor, penniless outcast.
-
-He would see, he would see! It might be out of the question; he was not
-going to pay a fancy price, but if it could be done, why, perhaps he
-would do it!
-
-And still more secretly he knew that he could not refuse her.
-
-But he did not commit himself. He would think it over--he said to June.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-BOSINNEY'S DEPARTURE
-
-Old Jolyon was not given to hasty decisions; it is probable that he
-would have continued to think over the purchase of the house at Robin
-Hill, had not June's face told him that he would have no peace until he
-acted.
-
-At breakfast next morning she asked him what time she should order the
-carriage.
-
-"Carriage!" he said, with some appearance of innocence; "what for? I'm
-not going out!"
-
-She answered: "If you don't go early, you won't catch Uncle James before
-he goes into the City."
-
-"James! what about your Uncle James?"
-
-"The house," she replied, in such a voice that he no longer pretended
-ignorance.
-
-"I've not made up my mind," he said.
-
-"You must! You must! Oh! Gran--think of me!"
-
-Old Jolyon grumbled out: "Think of you--I'm always thinking of you, but
-you don't think of yourself; you don't think what you're letting yourself
-in for. Well, order the carriage at ten!"
-
-At a quarter past he was placing his umbrella in the stand at Park
-Lane--he did not choose to relinquish his hat and coat; telling Warmson
-that he wanted to see his master, he went, without being announced, into
-the study, and sat down.
-
-James was still in the dining-room talking to Soames, who had come round
-again before breakfast. On hearing who his visitor was, he muttered
-nervously: "Now, what's he want, I wonder?"
-
-He then got up.
-
-"Well," he said to Soames, "don't you go doing anything in a hurry. The
-first thing is to find out where she is--I should go to Stainer's about
-it; they're the best men, if they can't find her, nobody can." And
-suddenly moved to strange softness, he muttered to himself, "Poor little
-thing, I can't tell what she was thinking about!" and went out blowing
-his nose.
-
-Old Jolyon did not rise on seeing his brother, but held out his hand, and
-exchanged with him the clasp of a Forsyte.
-
-James took another chair by the table, and leaned his head on his hand.
-
-"Well," he said, "how are you? We don't see much of you nowadays!"
-
-Old Jolyon paid no attention to the remark.
-
-"How's Emily?" he asked; and waiting for no reply, went on "I've come to
-see you about this affair of young Bosinney's. I'm told that new house
-of his is a white elephant."
-
-"I don't know anything about a white elephant," said James, "I know he's
-lost his case, and I should say he'll go bankrupt."
-
-Old Jolyon was not slow to seize the opportunity this gave him.
-
-"I shouldn't wonder a bit!" he agreed; "and if he goes bankrupt, the 'man
-of property'--that is, Soames'll be out of pocket. Now, what I was
-thinking was this: If he's not going to live there...."
-
-Seeing both surprise and suspicion in James' eye, he quickly went on: "I
-don't want to know anything; I suppose Irene's put her foot down--it's
-not material to me. But I'm thinking of a house in the country myself,
-not too far from London, and if it suited me I don't say that I mightn't
-look at it, at a price."
-
-James listened to this statement with a strange mixture of doubt,
-suspicion, and relief, merging into a dread of something behind, and
-tinged with the remains of his old undoubted reliance upon his elder
-brother's good faith and judgment. There was anxiety, too, as to what
-old Jolyon could have heard and how he had heard it; and a sort of
-hopefulness arising from the thought that if June's connection with
-Bosinney were completely at an end, her grandfather would hardly seem
-anxious to help the young fellow. Altogether he was puzzled; as he did
-not like either to show this, or to commit himself in any way, he said:
-
-"They tell me you're altering your Will in favour of your son."
-
-He had not been told this; he had merely added the fact of having seen
-old Jolyon with his son and grandchildren to the fact that he had taken
-his Will away from Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte. The shot went home.
-
-"Who told you that?" asked old Jolyon.
-
-"I'm sure I don't know," said James; "I can't remember names--I know
-somebody told me Soames spent a lot of money on this house; he's not
-likely to part with it except at a good price."
-
-"Well," said old Jolyon, "if, he thinks I'm going to pay a fancy price,
-he's mistaken. I've not got the money to throw away that he seems to
-have. Let him try and sell it at a forced sale, and see what he'll get.
-It's not every man's house, I hear!"
-
-James, who was secretly also of this opinion, answered: "It's a
-gentleman's house. Soames is here now if you'd like to see him."
-
-"No," said old Jolyon, "I haven't got as far as that; and I'm not likely
-to, I can see that very well if I'm met in this manner!"
-
-James was a little cowed; when it came to the actual figures of a
-commercial transaction he was sure of himself, for then he was dealing
-with facts, not with men; but preliminary negotiations such as these made
-him nervous--he never knew quite how far he could go.
-
-"Well," he said, "I know nothing about it. Soames, he tells me nothing;
-I should think he'd entertain it--it's a question of price."
-
-"Oh!" said old Jolyon, "don't let him make a favour of it!" He placed his
-hat on his head in dudgeon.
-
-The door was opened and Soames came in.
-
-"There's a policeman out here," he said with his half smile, "for Uncle
-Jolyon."
-
-Old Jolyon looked at him angrily, and James said: "A policeman? I don't
-know anything about a policeman. But I suppose you know something about
-him," he added to old Jolyon with a look of suspicion: "I suppose you'd
-better see him!"
-
-In the hall an Inspector of Police stood stolidly regarding with
-heavy-lidded pale-blue eyes the fine old English furniture picked up by
-James at the famous Mavrojano sale in Portman Square. "You'll find my
-brother in there," said James.
-
-The Inspector raised his fingers respectfully to his peaked cap, and
-entered the study.
-
-James saw him go in with a strange sensation.
-
-"Well," he said to Soames, "I suppose we must wait and see what he wants.
-Your uncle's been here about the house!"
-
-He returned with Soames into the dining-room, but could not rest.
-
-"Now what does he want?" he murmured again.
-
-"Who?" replied Soames: "the Inspector? They sent him round from Stanhope
-Gate, that's all I know. That 'nonconformist' of Uncle Jolyon's has been
-pilfering, I shouldn't wonder!"
-
-But in spite of his calmness, he too was ill at ease.
-
-At the end of ten minutes old Jolyon came in. He walked up to the table,
-and stood there perfectly silent pulling at his long white moustaches.
-James gazed up at him with opening mouth; he had never seen his brother
-look like this.
-
-Old Jolyon raised his hand, and said slowly:
-
-"Young Bosinney has been run over in the fog and killed."
-
-Then standing above his brother and his nephew, and looking down at him
-with his deep eyes:
-
-"There's--some--talk--of--suicide," he said.
-
-James' jaw dropped. "Suicide! What should he do that for?"
-
-Old Jolyon answered sternly: "God knows, if you and your son don't!"
-
-But James did not reply.
-
-For all men of great age, even for all Forsytes, life has had bitter
-experiences. The passer-by, who sees them wrapped in cloaks of custom,
-wealth, and comfort, would never suspect that such black shadows had
-fallen on their roads. To every man of great age--to Sir Walter Bentham
-himself--the idea of suicide has once at least been present in the
-ante-room of his soul; on the threshold, waiting to enter, held out from
-the inmost chamber by some chance reality, some vague fear, some painful
-hope. To Forsytes that final renunciation of property is hard. Oh! it
-is hard! Seldom--perhaps never--can they achieve, it; and yet, how near
-have they not sometimes been!
-
-So even with James! Then in the medley of his thoughts, he broke out:
-"Why I saw it in the paper yesterday: 'Run over in the fog!' They didn't
-know his name!" He turned from one face to the other in his confusion of
-soul; but instinctively all the time he was rejecting that rumour of
-suicide. He dared not entertain this thought, so against his interest,
-against the interest of his son, of every Forsyte. He strove against it;
-and as his nature ever unconsciously rejected that which it could not
-with safety accept, so gradually he overcame this fear. It was an
-accident! It must have been!
-
-Old Jolyon broke in on his reverie.
-
-"Death was instantaneous. He lay all day yesterday at the hospital.
-There was nothing to tell them who he was. I am going there now; you and
-your son had better come too."
-
-No one opposing this command he led the way from the room.
-
-The day was still and clear and bright, and driving over to Park Lane
-from Stanhope Gate, old Jolyon had had the carriage open. Sitting back on
-the padded cushions, finishing his cigar, he had noticed with pleasure
-the keen crispness of the air, the bustle of the cabs and people; the
-strange, almost Parisian, alacrity that the first fine day will bring
-into London streets after a spell of fog or rain. And he had felt so
-happy; he had not felt like it for months. His confession to June was
-off his mind; he had the prospect of his son's, above all, of his
-grandchildren's company in the future--(he had appointed to meet young
-Jolyon at the Hotch Potch that very manning to--discuss it again); and
-there was the pleasurable excitement of a coming encounter, a coming
-victory, over James and the 'man of property' in the matter of the house.
-
-He had the carriage closed now; he had no heart to look on gaiety; nor
-was it right that Forsytes should be seen driving with an Inspector of
-Police.
-
-In that carriage the Inspector spoke again of the death:
-
-"It was not so very thick--Just there. The driver says the gentleman
-must have had time to see what he was about, he seemed to walk right into
-it. It appears that he was very hard up, we found several pawn tickets
-at his rooms, his account at the bank is overdrawn, and there's this case
-in to-day's papers;" his cold blue eyes travelled from one to another of
-the three Forsytes in the carriage.
-
-Old Jolyon watching from his corner saw his brother's face change, and
-the brooding, worried, look deepen on it. At the Inspector's words,
-indeed, all James' doubts and fears revived. Hard-up--pawn-tickets--an
-overdrawn account! These words that had all his life been a far-off
-nightmare to him, seemed to make uncannily real that suspicion of suicide
-which must on no account be entertained. He sought his son's eye; but
-lynx-eyed, taciturn, immovable, Soames gave no answering look. And to
-old Jolyon watching, divining the league of mutual defence between them,
-there came an overmastering desire to have his own son at his side, as
-though this visit to the dead man's body was a battle in which otherwise
-he must single-handed meet those two. And the thought of how to keep
-June's name out of the business kept whirring in his brain. James had
-his son to support him! Why should he not send for Jo?
-
-Taking out his card-case, he pencilled the following message:
-
-'Come round at once. I've sent the carriage for you.'
-
-On getting out he gave this card to his coachman, telling him to
-drive--as fast as possible to the Hotch Potch Club, and if Mr. Jolyon
-Forsyte were there to give him the card and bring him at once. If not
-there yet, he was to wait till he came.
-
-He followed the others slowly up the steps, leaning on his umbrella, and
-stood a moment to get his breath. The Inspector said: "This is the
-mortuary, sir. But take your time."
-
-In the bare, white-walled room, empty of all but a streak of sunshine
-smeared along the dustless floor, lay a form covered by a sheet. With a
-huge steady hand the Inspector took the hem and turned it back. A
-sightless face gazed up at them, and on either side of that sightless
-defiant face the three Forsytes gazed down; in each one of them the
-secret emotions, fears, and pity of his own nature rose and fell like the
-rising, falling waves of life, whose wish those white walls barred out
-now for ever from Bosinney. And in each one of them the trend of his
-nature, the odd essential spring, which moved him in fashions minutely,
-unalterably different from those of every other human being, forced him
-to a different attitude of thought. Far from the others, yet inscrutably
-close, each stood thus, alone with death, silent, his eyes lowered.
-
-The Inspector asked softly:
-
-"You identify the gentleman, sir?"
-
-Old Jolyon raised his head and nodded. He looked at his brother
-opposite, at that long lean figure brooding over the dead man, with face
-dusky red, and strained grey eyes; and at the figure of Soames white and
-still by his father's side. And all that he had felt against those two
-was gone like smoke in the long white presence of Death. Whence comes
-it, how comes it--Death? Sudden reverse of all that goes before; blind
-setting forth on a path that leads to where? Dark quenching of the fire!
-The heavy, brutal crushing--out that all men must go through, keeping
-their eyes clear and brave unto the end! Small and of no import, insects
-though they are! And across old Jolyon's face there flitted a gleam, for
-Soames, murmuring to the Inspector, crept noiselessly away.
-
-Then suddenly James raised his eyes. There was a queer appeal in that
-suspicious troubled look: "I know I'm no match for you," it seemed to
-say. And, hunting for handkerchief he wiped his brow; then, bending
-sorrowful and lank over the dead man, he too turned and hurried out.
-
-Old Jolyon stood, still as death, his eyes fixed on the body. Who shall
-tell of what he was thinking? Of himself, when his hair was brown like
-the hair of that young fellow dead before him? Of himself, with his
-battle just beginning, the long, long battle he had loved; the battle
-that was over for this young man almost before it had begun? Of his
-grand-daughter, with her broken hopes? Of that other woman? Of the
-strangeness, and the pity of it? And the irony, inscrutable, and bitter
-of that end? Justice! There was no justice for men, for they were ever
-in the dark!
-
-Or perhaps in his philosophy he thought: Better to be out of, it all!
-Better to have done with it, like this poor youth....
-
-Some one touched him on the arm.
-
-A tear started up and wetted his eyelash. "Well," he said, "I'm no good
-here. I'd better be going. You'll come to me as soon as you can, Jo,"
-and with his head bowed he went away.
-
-It was young Jolyon's turn to take his stand beside the dead man, round
-whose fallen body he seemed to see all the Forsytes breathless, and
-prostrated. The stroke had fallen too swiftly.
-
-The forces underlying every tragedy--forces that take no denial, working
-through cross currents to their ironical end, had met and fused with a
-thunder-clap, flung out the victim, and flattened to the ground all those
-that stood around.
-
-Or so at all events young Jolyon seemed to see them, lying around
-Bosinney's body.
-
-He asked the Inspector to tell him what had happened, and the latter,
-like a man who does not every day get such a chance, again detailed such
-facts as were known.
-
-"There's more here, sir, however," he said, "than meets the eye. I don't
-believe in suicide, nor in pure accident, myself. It's more likely I
-think that he was suffering under great stress of mind, and took no
-notice of things about him. Perhaps you can throw some light on these."
-
-He took from his pocket a little packet and laid it on the table.
-Carefully undoing it, he revealed a lady's handkerchief, pinned through
-the folds with a pin of discoloured Venetian gold, the stone of which had
-fallen from the socket. A scent of dried violets rose to young Jolyon's
-nostrils.
-
-"Found in his breast pocket," said the Inspector; "the name has been cut
-away!"
-
-Young Jolyon with difficulty answered: "I'm afraid I cannot help you!"
-But vividly there rose before him the face he had seen light up, so
-tremulous and glad, at Bosinney's coming! Of her he thought more than of
-his own daughter, more than of them all--of her with the dark, soft
-glance, the delicate passive face, waiting for the dead man, waiting even
-at that moment, perhaps, still and patient in the sunlight.
-
-He walked sorrowfully away from the hospital towards his father's house,
-reflecting that this death would break up the Forsyte family. The stroke
-had indeed slipped past their defences into the very wood of their tree.
-They might flourish to all appearance as before, preserving a brave show
-before the eyes of London, but the trunk was dead, withered by the same
-flash that had stricken down Bosinney. And now the saplings would take
-its place, each one a new custodian of the sense of property.
-
-Good forest of Forsytes! thought young Jolyon--soundest timber of our
-land!
-
-Concerning the cause of this death--his family would doubtless reject
-with vigour the suspicion of suicide, which was so compromising! They
-would take it as an accident, a stroke of fate. In their hearts they
-would even feel it an intervention of Providence, a retribution--had not
-Bosinney endangered their two most priceless possessions, the pocket and
-the hearth? And they would talk of 'that unfortunate accident of young
-Bosinney's,' but perhaps they would not talk--silence might be better!
-
-As for himself, he regarded the bus-driver's account of the accident as
-of very little value. For no one so madly in love committed suicide for
-want of money; nor was Bosinney the sort of fellow to set much store by a
-financial crisis. And so he too rejected this theory of suicide, the
-dead man's face rose too clearly before him. Gone in the heyday of his
-summer--and to believe thus that an accident had cut Bosinney off in the
-full sweep of his passion was more than ever pitiful to young Jolyon.
-
-Then came a vision of Soames' home as it now was, and must be hereafter.
-The streak of lightning had flashed its clear uncanny gleam on bare bones
-with grinning spaces between, the disguising flesh was gone....
-
-In the dining-room at Stanhope Gate old Jolyon was sitting alone when his
-son came in. He looked very wan in his great armchair. And his eyes
-travelling round the walls with their pictures of still life, and the
-masterpiece 'Dutch fishing-boats at Sunset' seemed as though passing
-their gaze over his life with its hopes, its gains, its achievements.
-
-"Ah! Jo!" he said, "is that you? I've told poor little June. But that's
-not all of it. Are you going to Soames'? She's brought it on herself, I
-suppose; but somehow I can't bear to think of her, shut up there--and all
-alone." And holding up his thin, veined hand, he clenched it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-IRENE'S RETURN
-
-After leaving James and old Jolyon in the mortuary of the hospital,
-Soames hurried aimlessly along the streets.
-
-The tragic event of Bosinney's death altered the complexion of
-everything. There was no longer the same feeling that to lose a minute
-would be fatal, nor would he now risk communicating the fact of his
-wife's flight to anyone till the inquest was over.
-
-That morning he had risen early, before the postman came, had taken the
-first-post letters from the box himself, and, though there had been none
-from Irene, he had made an opportunity of telling Bilson that her
-mistress was at the sea; he would probably, he said, be going down
-himself from Saturday to Monday. This had given him time to breathe, time
-to leave no stone unturned to find her.
-
-But now, cut off from taking steps by Bosinney's death--that strange
-death, to think of which was like putting a hot iron to his heart, like
-lifting a great weight from it--he did not know how to pass his day; and
-he wandered here and there through the streets, looking at every face he
-met, devoured by a hundred anxieties.
-
-And as he wandered, he thought of him who had finished his wandering, his
-prowling, and would never haunt his house again.
-
-Already in the afternoon he passed posters announcing the identity of the
-dead man, and bought the papers to see what they said. He would stop
-their mouths if he could, and he went into the City, and was closeted
-with Boulter for a long time.
-
-On his way home, passing the steps of Jobson's about half past four, he
-met George Forsyte, who held out an evening paper to Soames, saying:
-
-"Here! Have you seen this about the poor Buccaneer?"
-
-Soames answered stonily: "Yes."
-
-George stared at him. He had never liked Soames; he now held him
-responsible for Bosinney's death. Soames had done for him--done for him
-by that act of property that had sent the Buccaneer to run amok that
-fatal afternoon.
-
-'The poor fellow,' he was thinking, 'was so cracked with jealousy, so
-cracked for his vengeance, that he heard nothing of the omnibus in that
-infernal fog.'
-
-Soames had done for him! And this judgment was in George's eyes.
-
-"They talk of suicide here," he said at last. "That cat won't jump."
-
-Soames shook his head. "An accident," he muttered.
-
-Clenching his fist on the paper, George crammed it into his pocket. He
-could not resist a parting shot.
-
-"H'mm! All flourishing at home? Any little Soameses yet?"
-
-With a face as white as the steps of Jobson's, and a lip raised as if
-snarling, Soames brushed past him and was gone....
-
-On reaching home, and entering the little lighted hall with his latchkey,
-the first thing that caught his eye was his wife's gold-mounted umbrella
-lying on the rug chest. Flinging off his fur coat, he hurried to the
-drawing-room.
-
-The curtains were drawn for the night, a bright fire of cedar-logs burned
-in the grate, and by its light he saw Irene sitting in her usual corner
-on the sofa. He shut the door softly, and went towards her. She did not
-move, and did not seem to see him.
-
-"So you've come back?" he said. "Why are you sitting here in the dark?"
-
-Then he caught sight of her face, so white and motionless that it seemed
-as though the blood must have stopped flowing in her veins; and her eyes,
-that looked enormous, like the great, wide, startled brown eyes of an
-owl.
-
-Huddled in her grey fur against the sofa cushions, she had a strange
-resemblance to a captive owl, bunched fir its soft feathers against the
-wires of a cage. The supple erectness of her figure was gone, as though
-she had been broken by cruel exercise; as though there were no longer any
-reason for being beautiful, and supple, and erect.
-
-"So you've come back," he repeated.
-
-She never looked up, and never spoke, the firelight playing over her
-motionless figure.
-
-Suddenly she tried to rise, but he prevented her; it was then that he
-understood.
-
-She had come back like an animal wounded to death, not knowing where to
-turn, not knowing what she was doing. The sight of her figure, huddled
-in the fur, was enough.
-
-He knew then for certain that Bosinney had been her lover; knew that she
-had seen the report of his death--perhaps, like himself, had bought a
-paper at the draughty corner of a street, and read it.
-
-She had come back then of her own accord, to the cage she had pined to be
-free of--and taking in all the tremendous significance of this, he longed
-to cry: "Take your hated body, that I love, out of my house! Take away
-that pitiful white face, so cruel and soft--before I crush it. Get out
-of my sight; never let me see you again!"
-
-And, at those unspoken words, he seemed to see her rise and move away,
-like a woman in a terrible dream, from which she was fighting to
-awake--rise and go out into the dark and cold, without a thought of him,
-without so much as the knowledge of his presence.
-
-Then he cried, contradicting what he had not yet spoken, "No; stay
-there!" And turning away from her, he sat down in his accustomed chair on
-the other side of the hearth.
-
-They sat in silence.
-
-And Soames thought: 'Why is all this? Why should I suffer so? What have
-I done? It is not my fault!'
-
-Again he looked at her, huddled like a bird that is shot and dying, whose
-poor breast you see panting as the air is taken from it, whose poor eyes
-look at you who have shot it, with a slow, soft, unseeing look, taking
-farewell of all that is good--of the sun, and the air, and its mate.
-
-So they sat, by the firelight, in the silence, one on each side of the
-hearth.
-
-And the fume of the burning cedar logs, that he loved so well, seemed to
-grip Soames by the throat till he could bear it no longer. And going out
-into the hall he flung the door wide, to gulp down the cold air that came
-in; then without hat or overcoat went out into the Square.
-
-Along the garden rails a half-starved cat came rubbing her way towards
-him, and Soames thought: 'Suffering! when will it cease, my suffering?'
-
-At a front door across the way was a man of his acquaintance named
-Rutter, scraping his boots, with an air of 'I am master here.' And Soames
-walked on.
-
-From far in the clear air the bells of the church where he and Irene had
-been married were pealing in 'practice' for the advent of Christ, the
-chimes ringing out above the sound of traffic. He felt a craving for
-strong drink, to lull him to indifference, or rouse him to fury. If only
-he could burst out of himself, out of this web that for the first time in
-his life he felt around him. If only he could surrender to the thought:
-'Divorce her--turn her out! She has forgotten you. Forget her!'
-
-If only he could surrender to the thought: 'Let her go--she has suffered
-enough!'
-
-If only he could surrender to the desire: 'Make a slave of her--she is
-in your power!'
-
-If only even he could surrender to the sudden vision: 'What does it all
-matter?' Forget himself for a minute, forget that it mattered what he
-did, forget that whatever he did he must sacrifice something.
-
-If only he could act on an impulse!
-
-He could forget nothing; surrender to no thought, vision, or desire; it
-was all too serious; too close around him, an unbreakable cage.
-
-On the far side of the Square newspaper boys were calling their evening
-wares, and the ghoulish cries mingled and jangled with the sound of those
-church bells.
-
-Soames covered his ears. The thought flashed across him that but for a
-chance, he himself, and not Bosinney, might be lying dead, and she,
-instead of crouching there like a shot bird with those dying eyes....
-
-Something soft touched his legs, the cat was rubbing herself against
-them. And a sob that shook him from head to foot burst from Soames'
-chest. Then all was still again in the dark, where the houses seemed to
-stare at him, each with a master and mistress of its own, and a secret
-story of happiness or sorrow.
-
-And suddenly he saw that his own door was open, and black against the
-light from the hall a man standing with his back turned. Something slid
-too in his breast, and he stole up close behind.
-
-He could see his own fur coat flung across the carved oak chair; the
-Persian rugs; the silver bowls, the rows of porcelain plates arranged
-along the walls, and this unknown man who was standing there.
-
-And sharply he asked: "What is it you want, sir?"
-
-The visitor turned. It was young Jolyon.
-
-"The door was open," he said. "Might I see your wife for a minute, I
-have a message for her?"
-
-Soames gave him a strange, sidelong stare.
-
-"My wife can see no one," he muttered doggedly.
-
-Young Jolyon answered gently: "I shouldn't keep her a minute."
-
-Soames brushed by him and barred the way.
-
-"She can see no one," he said again.
-
-Young Jolyon's glance shot past him into the hall, and Soames turned.
-There in the drawing-room doorway stood Irene, her eyes were wild and
-eager, her lips were parted, her hands outstretched. In the sight of
-both men that light vanished from her face; her hands dropped to her
-sides; she stood like stone.
-
-Soames spun round, and met his visitor's eyes, and at the look he saw in
-them, a sound like a snarl escaped him. He drew his lips back in the
-ghost of a smile.
-
-"This is my house," he said; "I manage my own affairs. I've told you
-once--I tell you again; we are not at home."
-
-And in young Jolyon's face he slammed the door.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-THE FORSYTE SAGA
-
-By John Galsworthy
-
-Part 2
-
-
-
-Contents:
- Indian Summer of a Forsyte
- In Chancery
-
-TO ANDRE CHEVRILLON
-
-
-
-INDIAN SUMMER OF A FORSYTE
-
- "And Summer's lease hath all
- too short a date."
- --Shakespeare
-I
-
-In the last day of May in the early 'nineties, about six o'clock of the
-evening, old Jolyon Forsyte sat under the oak tree below the terrace of
-his house at Robin Hill. He was waiting for the midges to bite him,
-before abandoning the glory of the afternoon. His thin brown hand, where
-blue veins stood out, held the end of a cigar in its tapering,
-long-nailed fingers--a pointed polished nail had survived with him from
-those earlier Victorian days when to touch nothing, even with the tips of
-the fingers, had been so distinguished. His domed forehead, great white
-moustache, lean cheeks, and long lean jaw were covered from the westering
-sunshine by an old brown Panama hat. His legs were crossed; in all his
-attitude was serenity and a kind of elegance, as of an old man who every
-morning put eau de Cologne upon his silk handkerchief. At his feet lay a
-woolly brown-and-white dog trying to be a Pomeranian--the dog Balthasar
-between whom and old Jolyon primal aversion had changed into attachment
-with the years. Close to his chair was a swing, and on the swing was
-seated one of Holly's dolls--called 'Duffer Alice'--with her body fallen
-over her legs and her doleful nose buried in a black petticoat. She was
-never out of disgrace, so it did not matter to her how she sat. Below
-the oak tree the lawn dipped down a bank, stretched to the fernery, and,
-beyond that refinement, became fields, dropping to the pond, the coppice,
-and the prospect--'Fine, remarkable'--at which Swithin Forsyte, from
-under this very tree, had stared five years ago when he drove down with
-Irene to look at the house. Old Jolyon had heard of his brother's
-exploit--that drive which had become quite celebrated on Forsyte 'Change.
-Swithin! And the fellow had gone and died, last November, at the age of
-only seventy-nine, renewing the doubt whether Forsytes could live for
-ever, which had first arisen when Aunt Ann passed away. Died! and left
-only Jolyon and James, Roger and Nicholas and Timothy, Julia, Hester,
-Susan! And old Jolyon thought: 'Eighty-five! I don't feel it--except
-when I get that pain.'
-
-His memory went searching. He had not felt his age since he had bought
-his nephew Soames' ill-starred house and settled into it here at Robin
-Hill over three years ago. It was as if he had been getting younger
-every spring, living in the country with his son and his
-grandchildren--June, and the little ones of the second marriage, Jolly
-and Holly; living down here out of the racket of London and the cackle of
-Forsyte 'Change,' free of his boards, in a delicious atmosphere of no
-work and all play, with plenty of occupation in the perfecting and
-mellowing of the house and its twenty acres, and in ministering to the
-whims of Holly and Jolly. All the knots and crankiness, which had
-gathered in his heart during that long and tragic business of June,
-Soames, Irene his wife, and poor young Bosinney, had been smoothed out.
-Even June had thrown off her melancholy at last--witness this travel in
-Spain she was taking now with her father and her stepmother. Curiously
-perfect peace was left by their departure; blissful, yet blank, because
-his son was not there. Jo was never anything but a comfort and a
-pleasure to him nowadays--an amiable chap; but women, somehow--even the
-best--got a little on one's nerves, unless of course one admired them.
-
-Far-off a cuckoo called; a wood-pigeon was cooing from the first elm-tree
-in the field, and how the daisies and buttercups had sprung up after the
-last mowing! The wind had got into the sou' west, too--a delicious air,
-sappy! He pushed his hat back and let the sun fall on his chin and cheek.
-Somehow, to-day, he wanted company--wanted a pretty face to look at.
-People treated the old as if they wanted nothing. And with the
-un-Forsytean philosophy which ever intruded on his soul, he thought:
-'One's never had enough. With a foot in the grave one'll want something,
-I shouldn't be surprised!' Down here--away from the exigencies of
-affairs--his grandchildren, and the flowers, trees, birds of his little
-domain, to say nothing of sun and moon and stars above them, said, 'Open,
-sesame,' to him day and night. And sesame had opened--how much, perhaps,
-he did not know. He had always been responsive to what they had begun to
-call 'Nature,' genuinely, almost religiously responsive, though he had
-never lost his habit of calling a sunset a sunset and a view a view,
-however deeply they might move him. But nowadays Nature actually made him
-ache, he appreciated it so. Every one of these calm, bright, lengthening
-days, with Holly's hand in his, and the dog Balthasar in front looking
-studiously for what he never found, he would stroll, watching the roses
-open, fruit budding on the walls, sunlight brightening the oak leaves and
-saplings in the coppice, watching the water-lily leaves unfold and
-glisten, and the silvery young corn of the one wheat field; listening to
-the starlings and skylarks, and the Alderney cows chewing the cud,
-flicking slow their tufted tails; and every one of these fine days he
-ached a little from sheer love of it all, feeling perhaps, deep down,
-that he had not very much longer to enjoy it. The thought that some
-day--perhaps not ten years hence, perhaps not five--all this world would
-be taken away from him, before he had exhausted his powers of loving it,
-seemed to him in the nature of an injustice brooding over his horizon.
-If anything came after this life, it wouldn't be what he wanted; not
-Robin Hill, and flowers and birds and pretty faces--too few, even now, of
-those about him! With the years his dislike of humbug had increased; the
-orthodoxy he had worn in the 'sixties, as he had worn side-whiskers out
-of sheer exuberance, had long dropped off, leaving him reverent before
-three things alone--beauty, upright conduct, and the sense of property;
-and the greatest of these now was beauty. He had always had wide
-interests, and, indeed could still read The Times, but he was liable at
-any moment to put it down if he heard a blackbird sing. Upright conduct,
-property--somehow, they were tiring; the blackbirds and the sunsets
-never tired him, only gave him an uneasy feeling that he could not get
-enough of them. Staring into the stilly radiance of the early evening
-and at the little gold and white flowers on the lawn, a thought came to
-him: This weather was like the music of 'Orfeo,' which he had recently
-heard at Covent Garden. A beautiful opera, not like Meyerbeer, nor even
-quite Mozart, but, in its way, perhaps even more lovely; something
-classical and of the Golden Age about it, chaste and mellow, and the
-Ravogli 'almost worthy of the old days'--highest praise he could bestow.
-The yearning of Orpheus for the beauty he was losing, for his love going
-down to Hades, as in life love and beauty did go--the yearning which sang
-and throbbed through the golden music, stirred also in the lingering
-beauty of the world that evening. And with the tip of his cork-soled,
-elastic-sided boot he involuntarily stirred the ribs of the dog
-Balthasar, causing the animal to wake and attack his fleas; for though he
-was supposed to have none, nothing could persuade him of the fact. When
-he had finished he rubbed the place he had been scratching against his
-master's calf, and settled down again with his chin over the instep of
-the disturbing boot. And into old Jolyon's mind came a sudden
-recollection--a face he had seen at that opera three weeks ago--Irene,
-the wife of his precious nephew Soames, that man of property! Though he
-had not met her since the day of the 'At Home' in his old house at
-Stanhope Gate, which celebrated his granddaughter June's ill-starred
-engagement to young Bosinney, he had remembered her at once, for he had
-always admired her--a very pretty creature. After the death of young
-Bosinney, whose mistress she had so reprehensibly become, he had heard
-that she had left Soames at once. Goodness only knew what she had been
-doing since. That sight of her face--a side view--in the row in front,
-had been literally the only reminder these three years that she was still
-alive. No one ever spoke of her. And yet Jo had told him something
-once--something which had upset him completely. The boy had got it from
-George Forsyte, he believed, who had seen Bosinney in the fog the day he
-was run over--something which explained the young fellow's distress--an
-act of Soames towards his wife--a shocking act. Jo had seen her, too,
-that afternoon, after the news was out, seen her for a moment, and his
-description had always lingered in old Jolyon's mind--'wild and lost' he
-had called her. And next day June had gone there--bottled up her
-feelings and gone there, and the maid had cried and told her how her
-mistress had slipped out in the night and vanished. A tragic business
-altogether! One thing was certain--Soames had never been able to lay
-hands on her again. And he was living at Brighton, and journeying up and
-down--a fitting fate, the man of property! For when he once took a
-dislike to anyone--as he had to his nephew--old Jolyon never got over it.
-He remembered still the sense of relief with which he had heard the news
-of Irene's disappearance. It had been shocking to think of her a
-prisoner in that house to which she must have wandered back, when Jo saw
-her, wandered back for a moment--like a wounded animal to its hole after
-seeing that news, 'Tragic death of an Architect,' in the street. Her
-face had struck him very much the other night--more beautiful than he had
-remembered, but like a mask, with something going on beneath it. A young
-woman still--twenty-eight perhaps. Ah, well! Very likely she had another
-lover by now. But at this subversive thought--for married women should
-never love: once, even, had been too much--his instep rose, and with it
-the dog Balthasar's head. The sagacious animal stood up and looked into
-old Jolyon's face. 'Walk?' he seemed to say; and old Jolyon answered:
-"Come on, old chap!"
-
-Slowly, as was their wont, they crossed among the constellations of
-buttercups and daisies, and entered the fernery. This feature, where
-very little grew as yet, had been judiciously dropped below the level of
-the lawn so that it might come up again on the level of the other lawn
-and give the impression of irregularity, so important in horticulture.
-Its rocks and earth were beloved of the dog Balthasar, who sometimes
-found a mole there. Old Jolyon made a point of passing through it
-because, though it was not beautiful, he intended that it should be, some
-day, and he would think: 'I must get Varr to come down and look at it;
-he's better than Beech.' For plants, like houses and human complaints,
-required the best expert consideration. It was inhabited by snails, and
-if accompanied by his grandchildren, he would point to one and tell them
-the story of the little boy who said: 'Have plummers got leggers, Mother?
-'No, sonny.' 'Then darned if I haven't been and swallowed a snileybob.'
-And when they skipped and clutched his hand, thinking of the snileybob
-going down the little boy's 'red lane,' his eyes would twinkle. Emerging
-from the fernery, he opened the wicket gate, which just there led into
-the first field, a large and park-like area, out of which, within brick
-walls, the vegetable garden had been carved. Old Jolyon avoided this,
-which did not suit his mood, and made down the hill towards the pond.
-Balthasar, who knew a water-rat or two, gambolled in front, at the gait
-which marks an oldish dog who takes the same walk every day. Arrived at
-the edge, old Jolyon stood, noting another water-lily opened since
-yesterday; he would show it to Holly to-morrow, when 'his little sweet'
-had got over the upset which had followed on her eating a tomato at
-lunch--her little arrangements were very delicate. Now that Jolly had
-gone to school--his first term--Holly was with him nearly all day long,
-and he missed her badly. He felt that pain too, which often bothered him
-now, a little dragging at his left side. He looked back up the hill.
-Really, poor young Bosinney had made an uncommonly good job of the house;
-he would have done very well for himself if he had lived! And where was
-he now? Perhaps, still haunting this, the site of his last work, of his
-tragic love affair. Or was Philip Bosinney's spirit diffused in the
-general? Who could say? That dog was getting his legs muddy! And he
-moved towards the coppice. There had been the most delightful lot of
-bluebells, and he knew where some still lingered like little patches of
-sky fallen in between the trees, away out of the sun. He passed the
-cow-houses and the hen-houses there installed, and pursued a path into
-the thick of the saplings, making for one of the bluebell plots.
-Balthasar, preceding him once more, uttered a low growl. Old Jolyon
-stirred him with his foot, but the dog remained motionless, just where
-there was no room to pass, and the hair rose slowly along the centre of
-his woolly back. Whether from the growl and the look of the dog's
-stivered hair, or from the sensation which a man feels in a wood, old
-Jolyon also felt something move along his spine. And then the path
-turned, and there was an old mossy log, and on it a woman sitting. Her
-face was turned away, and he had just time to think: 'She's
-trespassing--I must have a board put up!' before she turned. Powers
-above! The face he had seen at the opera--the very woman he had just
-been thinking of! In that confused moment he saw things blurred, as if a
-spirit--queer effect--the slant of sunlight perhaps on her violet-grey
-frock! And then she rose and stood smiling, her head a little to one
-side. Old Jolyon thought: 'How pretty she is!' She did not speak,
-neither did he; and he realized why with a certain admiration. She was
-here no doubt because of some memory, and did not mean to try and get out
-of it by vulgar explanation.
-
-"Don't let that dog touch your frock," he said; "he's got wet feet. Come
-here, you!"
-
-But the dog Balthasar went on towards the visitor, who put her hand down
-and stroked his head. Old Jolyon said quickly:
-
-"I saw you at the opera the other night; you didn't notice me."
-
-"Oh, yes! I did."
-
-He felt a subtle flattery in that, as though she had added: 'Do you think
-one could miss seeing you?'
-
-"They're all in Spain," he remarked abruptly. "I'm alone; I drove up for
-the opera. The Ravogli's good. Have you seen the cow-houses?"
-
-In a situation so charged with mystery and something very like emotion he
-moved instinctively towards that bit of property, and she moved beside
-him. Her figure swayed faintly, like the best kind of French figures;
-her dress, too, was a sort of French grey. He noticed two or three silver
-threads in her amber-coloured hair, strange hair with those dark eyes of
-hers, and that creamy-pale face. A sudden sidelong look from the velvety
-brown eyes disturbed him. It seemed to come from deep and far, from
-another world almost, or at all events from some one not living very much
-in this. And he said mechanically:
-
-"Where are you living now?"
-
-"I have a little flat in Chelsea."
-
-He did not want to hear what she was doing, did not want to hear
-anything; but the perverse word came out:
-
-"Alone?"
-
-She nodded. It was a relief to know that. And it came into his mind
-that, but for a twist of fate, she would have been mistress of this
-coppice, showing these cow-houses to him, a visitor.
-
-"All Alderneys," he muttered; "they give the best milk. This one's a
-pretty creature. Woa, Myrtle!"
-
-The fawn-coloured cow, with eyes as soft and brown as Irene's own, was
-standing absolutely still, not having long been milked. She looked round
-at them out of the corner of those lustrous, mild, cynical eyes, and from
-her grey lips a little dribble of saliva threaded its way towards the
-straw. The scent of hay and vanilla and ammonia rose in the dim light of
-the cool cow-house; and old Jolyon said:
-
-"You must come up and have some dinner with me. I'll send you home in
-the carriage."
-
-He perceived a struggle going on within her; natural, no doubt, with her
-memories. But he wanted her company; a pretty face, a charming figure,
-beauty! He had been alone all the afternoon. Perhaps his eyes were
-wistful, for she answered: "Thank you, Uncle Jolyon. I should like to."
-
-He rubbed his hands, and said:
-
-"Capital! Let's go up, then!" And, preceded by the dog Balthasar, they
-ascended through the field. The sun was almost level in their faces now,
-and he could see, not only those silver threads, but little lines, just
-deep enough to stamp her beauty with a coin-like fineness--the special
-look of life unshared with others. "I'll take her in by the terrace," he
-thought: "I won't make a common visitor of her."
-
-"What do you do all day?" he said.
-
-"Teach music; I have another interest, too."
-
-"Work!" said old Jolyon, picking up the doll from off the swing, and
-smoothing its black petticoat. "Nothing like it, is there? I don't do
-any now. I'm getting on. What interest is that?"
-
-"Trying to help women who've come to grief." Old Jolyon did not quite
-understand. "To grief?" he repeated; then realised with a shock that she
-meant exactly what he would have meant himself if he had used that
-expression. Assisting the Magdalenes of London! What a weird and
-terrifying interest! And, curiosity overcoming his natural shrinking, he
-asked:
-
-"Why? What do you do for them?"
-
-"Not much. I've no money to spare. I can only give sympathy and food
-sometimes."
-
-Involuntarily old Jolyon's hand sought his purse. He said hastily: "How
-d'you get hold of them?"
-
-"I go to a hospital."
-
-"A hospital! Phew!"
-
-"What hurts me most is that once they nearly all had some sort of
-beauty."
-
-Old Jolyon straightened the doll. "Beauty!" he ejaculated: "Ha! Yes! A
-sad business!" and he moved towards the house. Through a French window,
-under sun-blinds not yet drawn up, he preceded her into the room where he
-was wont to study The Times and the sheets of an agricultural magazine,
-with huge illustrations of mangold wurzels, and the like, which provided
-Holly with material for her paint brush.
-
-"Dinner's in half an hour. You'd like to wash your hands! I'll take you
-to June's room."
-
-He saw her looking round eagerly; what changes since she had last visited
-this house with her husband, or her lover, or both perhaps--he did not
-know, could not say! All that was dark, and he wished to leave it so.
-But what changes! And in the hall he said:
-
-"My boy Jo's a painter, you know. He's got a lot of taste. It isn't
-mine, of course, but I've let him have his way."
-
-She was standing very still, her eyes roaming through the hall and music
-room, as it now was--all thrown into one, under the great skylight. Old
-Jolyon had an odd impression of her. Was she trying to conjure somebody
-from the shades of that space where the colouring was all pearl-grey and
-silver? He would have had gold himself; more lively and solid. But Jo
-had French tastes, and it had come out shadowy like that, with an effect
-as of the fume of cigarettes the chap was always smoking, broken here and
-there by a little blaze of blue or crimson colour. It was not his dream!
-Mentally he had hung this space with those gold-framed masterpieces of
-still and stiller life which he had bought in days when quantity was
-precious. And now where were they? Sold for a song! That something
-which made him, alone among Forsytes, move with the times had warned him
-against the struggle to retain them. But in his study he still had
-'Dutch Fishing Boats at Sunset.'
-
-He began to mount the stairs with her, slowly, for he felt his side.
-
-"These are the bathrooms," he said, "and other arrangements. I've had
-them tiled. The nurseries are along there. And this is Jo's and his
-wife's. They all communicate. But you remember, I expect."
-
-Irene nodded. They passed on, up the gallery and entered a large room
-with a small bed, and several windows.
-
-"This is mine," he said. The walls were covered with the photographs of
-children and watercolour sketches, and he added doubtfully:
-
-"These are Jo's. The view's first-rate. You can see the Grand Stand at
-Epsom in clear weather."
-
-The sun was down now, behind the house, and over the 'prospect' a
-luminous haze had settled, emanation of the long and prosperous day. Few
-houses showed, but fields and trees faintly glistened, away to a loom of
-downs.
-
-"The country's changing," he said abruptly, "but there it'll be when
-we're all gone. Look at those thrushes--the birds are sweet here in the
-mornings. I'm glad to have washed my hands of London."
-
-Her face was close to the window pane, and he was struck by its mournful
-look. 'Wish I could make her look happy!' he thought. 'A pretty face,
-but sad!' And taking up his can of hot water he went out into the
-gallery.
-
-"This is June's room," he said, opening the next door and putting the can
-down; "I think you'll find everything." And closing the door behind her
-he went back to his own room. Brushing his hair with his great ebony
-brushes, and dabbing his forehead with eau de Cologne, he mused. She had
-come so strangely--a sort of visitation; mysterious, even romantic, as if
-his desire for company, for beauty, had been fulfilled by whatever it was
-which fulfilled that sort of thing. And before the mirror he
-straightened his still upright figure, passed the brushes over his great
-white moustache, touched up his eyebrows with eau de Cologne, and rang
-the bell.
-
-"I forgot to let them know that I have a lady to dinner with me. Let cook
-do something extra, and tell Beacon to have the landau and pair at
-half-past ten to drive her back to Town to-night. Is Miss Holly asleep?"
-
-The maid thought not. And old Jolyon, passing down the gallery, stole on
-tiptoe towards the nursery, and opened the door whose hinges he kept
-specially oiled that he might slip in and out in the evenings without
-being heard.
-
-But Holly was asleep, and lay like a miniature Madonna, of that type
-which the old painters could not tell from Venus, when they had completed
-her. Her long dark lashes clung to her cheeks; on her face was perfect
-peace--her little arrangements were evidently all right again. And old
-Jolyon, in the twilight of the room, stood adoring her! It was so
-charming, solemn, and loving--that little face. He had more than his
-share of the blessed capacity of living again in the young. They were to
-him his future life--all of a future life that his fundamental pagan
-sanity perhaps admitted. There she was with everything before her, and
-his blood--some of it--in her tiny veins. There she was, his little
-companion, to be made as happy as ever he could make her, so that she
-knew nothing but love. His heart swelled, and he went out, stilling the
-sound of his patent-leather boots. In the corridor an eccentric notion
-attacked him: To think that children should come to that which Irene had
-told him she was helping! Women who were all, once, little things like
-this one sleeping there! 'I must give her a cheque!' he mused; 'Can't
-bear to think of them!' They had never borne reflecting on, those poor
-outcasts; wounding too deeply the core of true refinement hidden under
-layers of conformity to the sense of property--wounding too grievously
-the deepest thing in him--a love of beauty which could give him, even
-now, a flutter of the heart, thinking of his evening in the society of a
-pretty woman. And he went downstairs, through the swinging doors, to the
-back regions. There, in the wine-cellar, was a hock worth at least two
-pounds a bottle, a Steinberg Cabinet, better than any Johannisberg that
-ever went down throat; a wine of perfect bouquet, sweet as a
-nectarine--nectar indeed! He got a bottle out, handling it like a baby,
-and holding it level to the light, to look. Enshrined in its coat of
-dust, that mellow coloured, slender-necked bottle gave him deep pleasure.
-Three years to settle down again since the move from Town--ought to be in
-prime condition! Thirty-five years ago he had bought it--thank God he had
-kept his palate, and earned the right to drink it. She would appreciate
-this; not a spice of acidity in a dozen. He wiped the bottle, drew the
-cork with his own hands, put his nose down, inhaled its perfume, and went
-back to the music room.
-
-Irene was standing by the piano; she had taken off her hat and a lace
-scarf she had been wearing, so that her gold-coloured hair was visible,
-and the pallor of her neck. In her grey frock she made a pretty picture
-for old Jolyon, against the rosewood of the piano.
-
-He gave her his arm, and solemnly they went. The room, which had been
-designed to enable twenty-four people to dine in comfort, held now but a
-little round table. In his present solitude the big dining-table
-oppressed old Jolyon; he had caused it to be removed till his son came
-back. Here in the company of two really good copies of Raphael Madonnas
-he was wont to dine alone. It was the only disconsolate hour of his day,
-this summer weather. He had never been a large eater, like that great
-chap Swithin, or Sylvanus Heythorp, or Anthony Thornworthy, those cronies
-of past times; and to dine alone, overlooked by the Madonnas, was to him
-but a sorrowful occupation, which he got through quickly, that he might
-come to the more spiritual enjoyment of his coffee and cigar. But this
-evening was a different matter! His eyes twinkled at her across the
-little table and he spoke of Italy and Switzerland, telling her stories
-of his travels there, and other experiences which he could no longer
-recount to his son and grand-daughter because they knew them. This fresh
-audience was precious to him; he had never become one of those old men
-who ramble round and round the fields of reminiscence. Himself quickly
-fatigued by the insensitive, he instinctively avoided fatiguing others,
-and his natural flirtatiousness towards beauty guarded him specially in
-his relations with a woman. He would have liked to draw her out, but
-though she murmured and smiled and seemed to be enjoying what he told
-her, he remained conscious of that mysterious remoteness which
-constituted half her fascination. He could not bear women who threw
-their shoulders and eyes at you, and chattered away; or hard-mouthed
-women who laid down the law and knew more than you did. There was only
-one quality in a woman that appealed to him--charm; and the quieter it
-was, the more he liked it. And this one had charm, shadowy as afternoon
-sunlight on those Italian hills and valleys he had loved. The feeling,
-too, that she was, as it were, apart, cloistered, made her seem nearer to
-himself, a strangely desirable companion. When a man is very old and
-quite out of the running, he loves to feel secure from the rivalries of
-youth, for he would still be first in the heart of beauty. And he drank
-his hock, and watched her lips, and felt nearly young. But the dog
-Balthasar lay watching her lips too, and despising in his heart the
-interruptions of their talk, and the tilting of those greenish glasses
-full of a golden fluid which was distasteful to him.
-
-The light was just failing when they went back into the music-room. And,
-cigar in mouth, old Jolyon said:
-
-"Play me some Chopin."
-
-By the cigars they smoke, and the composers they love, ye shall know the
-texture of men's souls. Old Jolyon could not bear a strong cigar or
-Wagner's music. He loved Beethoven and Mozart, Handel and Gluck, and
-Schumann, and, for some occult reason, the operas of Meyerbeer; but of
-late years he had been seduced by Chopin, just as in painting he had
-succumbed to Botticelli. In yielding to these tastes he had been
-conscious of divergence from the standard of the Golden Age. Their
-poetry was not that of Milton and Byron and Tennyson; of Raphael and
-Titian; Mozart and Beethoven. It was, as it were, behind a veil; their
-poetry hit no one in the face, but slipped its fingers under the ribs and
-turned and twisted, and melted up the heart. And, never certain that
-this was healthy, he did not care a rap so long as he could see the
-pictures of the one or hear the music of the other.
-
-Irene sat down at the piano under the electric lamp festooned with
-pearl-grey, and old Jolyon, in an armchair, whence he could see her,
-crossed his legs and drew slowly at his cigar. She sat a few moments
-with her hands on the keys, evidently searching her mind for what to give
-him. Then she began and within old Jolyon there arose a sorrowful
-pleasure, not quite like anything else in the world. He fell slowly into
-a trance, interrupted only by the movements of taking the cigar out of
-his mouth at long intervals, and replacing it. She was there, and the
-hock within him, and the scent of tobacco; but there, too, was a world of
-sunshine lingering into moonlight, and pools with storks upon them, and
-bluish trees above, glowing with blurs of wine-red roses, and fields of
-lavender where milk-white cows were grazing, and a woman all shadowy,
-with dark eyes and a white neck, smiled, holding out her arms; and
-through air which was like music a star dropped and was caught on a cow's
-horn. He opened his eyes. Beautiful piece; she played well--the touch
-of an angel! And he closed them again. He felt miraculously sad and
-happy, as one does, standing under a lime-tree in full honey flower. Not
-live one's own life again, but just stand there and bask in the smile of
-a woman's eyes, and enjoy the bouquet! And he jerked his hand; the dog
-Balthasar had reached up and licked it.
-
-"Beautiful!" He said: "Go on--more Chopin!"
-
-She began to play again. This time the resemblance between her and
-'Chopin' struck him. The swaying he had noticed in her walk was in her
-playing too, and the Nocturne she had chosen and the soft darkness of her
-eyes, the light on her hair, as of moonlight from a golden moon.
-Seductive, yes; but nothing of Delilah in her or in that music. A long
-blue spiral from his cigar ascended and dispersed. 'So we go out!' he
-thought. 'No more beauty! Nothing?'
-
-Again Irene stopped.
-
-"Would you like some Gluck? He used to write his music in a sunlit
-garden, with a bottle of Rhine wine beside him."
-
-"Ah! yes. Let's have 'Orfeo.'" Round about him now were fields of gold
-and silver flowers, white forms swaying in the sunlight, bright birds
-flying to and fro. All was summer. Lingering waves of sweetness and
-regret flooded his soul. Some cigar ash dropped, and taking out a silk
-handkerchief to brush it off, he inhaled a mingled scent as of snuff and
-eau de Cologne. 'Ah!' he thought, 'Indian summer--that's all!' and he
-said: "You haven't played me 'Che faro.'"
-
-She did not answer; did not move. He was conscious of something--some
-strange upset. Suddenly he saw her rise and turn away, and a pang of
-remorse shot through him. What a clumsy chap! Like Orpheus, she of
-course--she too was looking for her lost one in the hall of memory! And
-disturbed to the heart, he got up from his chair. She had gone to the
-great window at the far end. Gingerly he followed. Her hands were
-folded over her breast; he could just see her cheek, very white. And,
-quite emotionalized, he said:
-
-"There, there, my love!" The words had escaped him mechanically, for
-they were those he used to Holly when she had a pain, but their effect
-was instantaneously distressing. She raised her arms, covered her face
-with them, and wept.
-
-Old Jolyon stood gazing at her with eyes very deep from age. The
-passionate shame she seemed feeling at her abandonment, so unlike the
-control and quietude of her whole presence was as if she had never before
-broken down in the presence of another being.
-
-"There, there--there, there!" he murmured, and putting his hand out
-reverently, touched her. She turned, and leaned the arms which covered
-her face against him. Old Jolyon stood very still, keeping one thin hand
-on her shoulder. Let her cry her heart out--it would do her good.
-
-And the dog Balthasar, puzzled, sat down on his stern to examine them.
-
-The window was still open, the curtains had not been drawn, the last of
-daylight from without mingled with faint intrusion from the lamp within;
-there was a scent of new-mown grass. With the wisdom of a long life old
-Jolyon did not speak. Even grief sobbed itself out in time; only Time
-was good for sorrow--Time who saw the passing of each mood, each emotion
-in turn; Time the layer-to-rest. There came into his mind the words: 'As
-panteth the hart after cooling streams'--but they were of no use to him.
-Then, conscious of a scent of violets, he knew she was drying her eyes.
-He put his chin forward, pressed his moustache against her forehead, and
-felt her shake with a quivering of her whole body, as of a tree which
-shakes itself free of raindrops. She put his hand to her lips, as if
-saying: "All over now! Forgive me!"
-
-The kiss filled him with a strange comfort; he led her back to where she
-had been so upset. And the dog Balthasar, following, laid the bone of
-one of the cutlets they had eaten at their feet.
-
-Anxious to obliterate the memory of that emotion, he could think of
-nothing better than china; and moving with her slowly from cabinet to
-cabinet, he kept taking up bits of Dresden and Lowestoft and Chelsea,
-turning them round and round with his thin, veined hands, whose skin,
-faintly freckled, had such an aged look.
-
-"I bought this at Jobson's," he would say; "cost me thirty pounds. It's
-very old. That dog leaves his bones all over the place. This old
-'ship-bowl' I picked up at the sale when that precious rip, the Marquis,
-came to grief. But you don't remember. Here's a nice piece of Chelsea.
-Now, what would you say this was?" And he was comforted, feeling that,
-with her taste, she was taking a real interest in these things; for,
-after all, nothing better composes the nerves than a doubtful piece of
-china.
-
-When the crunch of the carriage wheels was heard at last, he said:
-
-"You must come again; you must come to lunch, then I can show you these
-by daylight, and my little sweet--she's a dear little thing. This dog
-seems to have taken a fancy to you."
-
-For Balthasar, feeling that she was about to leave, was rubbing his side
-against her leg. Going out under the porch with her, he said:
-
-"He'll get you up in an hour and a quarter. Take this for your
-protegees," and he slipped a cheque for fifty pounds into her hand. He
-saw her brightened eyes, and heard her murmur: "Oh! Uncle Jolyon!" and a
-real throb of pleasure went through him. That meant one or two poor
-creatures helped a little, and it meant that she would come again. He
-put his hand in at the window and grasped hers once more. The carriage
-rolled away. He stood looking at the moon and the shadows of the trees,
-and thought: 'A sweet night! She......!'
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-IN CHANCERY
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-PART 1
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-CHAPTER I
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-CHAPTER II
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-CHAPTER III
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-CHAPTER IV
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-CHAPTER V
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-CHAPTER VI
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-CHAPTER VII
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-CHAPTER VIII
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-CHAPTER IX
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-CHAPTER X
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-CHAPTER XI
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-CHAPTER XII
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-CHAPTER XIII
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-CHAPTER XIV
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-PART II
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-CHAPTER I
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-CHAPTER II
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-CHAPTER III
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-CHAPTER IV
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-CHAPTER V
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-CHAPTER VI
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-CHAPTER VII
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-CHAPTER VIII
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-CHAPTER IX
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-CHAPTER X
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-CHAPTER XI
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-CHAPTER XII
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-CHAPTER XIII
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-CHAPTER XIV
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-PART III
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-CHAPTER I
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-CHAPTER II
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-CHAPTER III
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-CHAPTER IV
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-CHAPTER V
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-CHAPTER VI
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-CHAPTER VII
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-CHAPTER VIII
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-CHAPTER IX
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-CHAPTER X
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-CHAPTER XI
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-CHAPTER XII
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-CHAPTER XIII
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-CHAPTER XIV
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-II
-
-Two days of rain, and summer set in bland and sunny. Old Jolyon walked
-and talked with Holly. At first he felt taller and full of a new vigour;
-then he felt restless. Almost every afternoon they would enter the
-coppice, and walk as far as the log. 'Well, she's not there!' he would
-think, 'of course not!' And he would feel a little shorter, and drag his
-feet walking up the hill home, with his hand clapped to his left side.
-Now and then the thought would move in him: 'Did she come--or did I dream
-it?' and he would stare at space, while the dog Balthasar stared at him.
-Of course she would not come again! He opened the letters from Spain
-with less excitement. They were not returning till July; he felt, oddly,
-that he could bear it. Every day at dinner he screwed up his eyes and
-looked at where she had sat. She was not there, so he unscrewed his eyes
-again.
-
-On the seventh afternoon he thought: 'I must go up and get some boots.'
-He ordered Beacon, and set out. Passing from Putney towards Hyde Park he
-reflected: 'I might as well go to Chelsea and see her.' And he called
-out: "Just drive me to where you took that lady the other night." The
-coachman turned his broad red face, and his juicy lips answered: "The
-lady in grey, sir?"
-
-"Yes, the lady in grey." What other ladies were there! Stodgy chap!
-
-The carriage stopped before a small three-storied block of flats,
-standing a little back from the river. With a practised eye old Jolyon
-saw that they were cheap. 'I should think about sixty pound a year,' he
-mused; and entering, he looked at the name-board. The name 'Forsyte' was
-not on it, but against 'First Floor, Flat C' were the words: 'Mrs. Irene
-Heron.' Ah! She had taken her maiden name again! And somehow this
-pleased him. He went upstairs slowly, feeling his side a little. He
-stood a moment, before ringing, to lose the feeling of drag and
-fluttering there. She would not be in! And then--Boots! The thought
-was black. What did he want with boots at his age? He could not wear out
-all those he had.
-
-"Your mistress at home?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"Say Mr. Jolyon Forsyte."
-
-"Yes, sir, will you come this way?"
-
-Old Jolyon followed a very little maid--not more than sixteen one would
-say--into a very small drawing-room where the sun-blinds were drawn. It
-held a cottage piano and little else save a vague fragrance and good
-taste. He stood in the middle, with his top hat in his hand, and
-thought: 'I expect she's very badly off!' There was a mirror above the
-fireplace, and he saw himself reflected. An old-looking chap! He heard
-a rustle, and turned round. She was so close that his moustache almost
-brushed her forehead, just under her hair.
-
-"I was driving up," he said. "Thought I'd look in on you, and ask you
-how you got up the other night."
-
-And, seeing her smile, he felt suddenly relieved. She was really glad to
-see him, perhaps.
-
-"Would you like to put on your hat and come for a drive in the Park?"
-
-But while she was gone to put her hat on, he frowned. The Park! James
-and Emily! Mrs. Nicholas, or some other member of his precious family
-would be there very likely, prancing up and down. And they would go and
-wag their tongues about having seen him with her, afterwards. Better
-not! He did not wish to revive the echoes of the past on Forsyte
-'Change. He removed a white hair from the lapel of his
-closely-buttoned-up frock coat, and passed his hand over his cheeks,
-moustache, and square chin. It felt very hollow there under the
-cheekbones. He had not been eating much lately--he had better get that
-little whippersnapper who attended Holly to give him a tonic. But she
-had come back and when they were in the carriage, he said:
-
-"Suppose we go and sit in Kensington Gardens instead?" and added with a
-twinkle: "No prancing up and down there," as if she had been in the
-secret of his thoughts.
-
-Leaving the carriage, they entered those select precincts, and strolled
-towards the water.
-
-"You've gone back to your maiden name, I see," he said: "I'm not sorry."
-
-She slipped her hand under his arm: "Has June forgiven me, Uncle Jolyon?"
-
-He answered gently: "Yes--yes; of course, why not?"
-
-"And have you?"
-
-"I? I forgave you as soon as I saw how the land really lay." And
-perhaps he had; his instinct had always been to forgive the beautiful.
-
-She drew a deep breath. "I never regretted--I couldn't. Did you ever
-love very deeply, Uncle Jolyon?"
-
-At that strange question old Jolyon stared before him. Had he? He did
-not seem to remember that he ever had. But he did not like to say this
-to the young woman whose hand was touching his arm, whose life was
-suspended, as it were, by memory of a tragic love. And he thought: 'If I
-had met you when I was young I--I might have made a fool of myself,
-perhaps.' And a longing to escape in generalities beset him.
-
-"Love's a queer thing," he said, "fatal thing often. It was the
-Greeks--wasn't it?--made love into a goddess; they were right, I dare
-say, but then they lived in the Golden Age."
-
-"Phil adored them."
-
-Phil! The word jarred him, for suddenly--with his power to see all round
-a thing, he perceived why she was putting up with him like this. She
-wanted to talk about her lover! Well! If it was any pleasure to her!
-And he said: "Ah! There was a bit of the sculptor in him, I fancy."
-
-"Yes. He loved balance and symmetry; he loved the whole-hearted way the
-Greeks gave themselves to art."
-
-Balance! The chap had no balance at all, if he remembered; as for
-symmetry--clean-built enough he was, no doubt; but those queer eyes of
-his, and high cheek-bones--Symmetry?
-
-"You're of the Golden Age, too, Uncle Jolyon."
-
-Old Jolyon looked round at her. Was she chaffing him? No, her eyes were
-soft as velvet. Was she flattering him? But if so, why? There was
-nothing to be had out of an old chap like him.
-
-"Phil thought so. He used to say: 'But I can never tell him that I
-admire him.'"
-
-Ah! There it was again. Her dead lover; her desire to talk of him! And
-he pressed her arm, half resentful of those memories, half grateful, as
-if he recognised what a link they were between herself and him.
-
-"He was a very talented young fellow," he murmured. "It's hot; I feel
-the heat nowadays. Let's sit down."
-
-They took two chairs beneath a chestnut tree whose broad leaves covered
-them from the peaceful glory of the afternoon. A pleasure to sit there
-and watch her, and feel that she liked to be with him. And the wish to
-increase that liking, if he could, made him go on:
-
-"I expect he showed you a side of him I never saw. He'd be at his best
-with you. His ideas of art were a little new--to me "--he had stiffed
-the word 'fangled.'
-
-"Yes: but he used to say you had a real sense of beauty." Old Jolyon
-thought: 'The devil he did!' but answered with a twinkle: "Well, I have,
-or I shouldn't be sitting here with you." She was fascinating when she
-smiled with her eyes, like that!
-
-"He thought you had one of those hearts that never grow old. Phil had
-real insight."
-
-He was not taken in by this flattery spoken out of the past, out of a
-longing to talk of her dead lover--not a bit; and yet it was precious to
-hear, because she pleased his eyes and heart which--quite true!--had
-never grown old. Was that because--unlike her and her dead lover, he had
-never loved to desperation, had always kept his balance, his sense of
-symmetry. Well! It had left him power, at eighty-four, to admire beauty.
-And he thought, 'If I were a painter or a sculptor! But I'm an old chap.
-Make hay while the sun shines.'
-
-A couple with arms entwined crossed on the grass before them, at the edge
-of the shadow from their tree. The sunlight fell cruelly on their pale,
-squashed, unkempt young faces. "We're an ugly lot!" said old Jolyon
-suddenly. "It amazes me to see how--love triumphs over that."
-
-"Love triumphs over everything!"
-
-"The young think so," he muttered.
-
-"Love has no age, no limit, and no death."
-
-With that glow in her pale face, her breast heaving, her eyes so large
-and dark and soft, she looked like Venus come to life! But this
-extravagance brought instant reaction, and, twinkling, he said: "Well, if
-it had limits, we shouldn't be born; for by George! it's got a lot to put
-up with."
-
-Then, removing his top hat, he brushed it round with a cuff. The great
-clumsy thing heated his forehead; in these days he often got a rush of
-blood to the head--his circulation was not what it had been.
-
-She still sat gazing straight before her, and suddenly she murmured:
-
-"It's strange enough that I'm alive."
-
-Those words of Jo's 'Wild and lost' came back to him.
-
-"Ah!" he said: "my son saw you for a moment--that day."
-
-"Was it your son? I heard a voice in the hall; I thought for a second it
-was--Phil."
-
-Old Jolyon saw her lips tremble. She put her hand over them, took it
-away again, and went on calmly: "That night I went to the Embankment; a
-woman caught me by the dress. She told me about herself. When one knows
-that others suffer, one's ashamed."
-
-"One of those?"
-
-She nodded, and horror stirred within old Jolyon, the horror of one who
-has never known a struggle with desperation. Almost against his will he
-muttered: "Tell me, won't you?"
-
-"I didn't care whether I lived or died. When you're like that, Fate
-ceases to want to kill you. She took care of me three days--she never
-left me. I had no money. That's why I do what I can for them, now."
-
-But old Jolyon was thinking: 'No money!' What fate could compare with
-that? Every other was involved in it.
-
-"I wish you had come to me," he said. "Why didn't you?" But Irene did
-not answer.
-
-"Because my name was Forsyte, I suppose? Or was it June who kept you
-away? How are you getting on now?" His eyes involuntarily swept her
-body. Perhaps even now she was--! And yet she wasn't thin--not really!
-
-"Oh! with my fifty pounds a year, I make just enough." The answer did
-not reassure him; he had lost confidence. And that fellow Soames! But
-his sense of justice stifled condemnation. No, she would certainly have
-died rather than take another penny from him. Soft as she looked, there
-must be strength in her somewhere--strength and fidelity. But what
-business had young Bosinney to have got run over and left her stranded
-like this!
-
-"Well, you must come to me now," he said, "for anything you want, or I
-shall be quite cut up." And putting on his hat, he rose. "Let's go and
-get some tea. I told that lazy chap to put the horses up for an hour,
-and come for me at your place. We'll take a cab presently; I can't walk
-as I used to."
-
-He enjoyed that stroll to the Kensington end of the gardens--the sound of
-her voice, the glancing of her eyes, the subtle beauty of a charming form
-moving beside him. He enjoyed their tea at Ruffel's in the High Street,
-and came out thence with a great box of chocolates swung on his little
-finger. He enjoyed the drive back to Chelsea in a hansom, smoking his
-cigar. She had promised to come down next Sunday and play to him again,
-and already in thought he was plucking carnations and early roses for her
-to carry back to town. It was a pleasure to give her a little pleasure,
-if it WERE pleasure from an old chap like him! The carriage was already
-there when they arrived. Just like that fellow, who was always late when
-he was wanted! Old Jolyon went in for a minute to say good-bye. The
-little dark hall of the flat was impregnated with a disagreeable odour of
-patchouli, and on a bench against the wall--its only furniture--he saw a
-figure sitting. He heard Irene say softly: "Just one minute." In the
-little drawing-room when the door was shut, he asked gravely: "One of
-your protegees?"
-
-"Yes. Now thanks to you, I can do something for her."
-
-He stood, staring, and stroking that chin whose strength had frightened
-so many in its time. The idea of her thus actually in contact with this
-outcast grieved and frightened him. What could she do for them?
-Nothing. Only soil and make trouble for herself, perhaps. And he said:
-"Take care, my dear! The world puts the worst construction on
-everything."
-
-"I know that."
-
-He was abashed by her quiet smile. "Well then--Sunday," he murmured:
-"Good-bye."
-
-She put her cheek forward for him to kiss.
-
-"Good-bye," he said again; "take care of yourself." And he went out, not
-looking towards the figure on the bench. He drove home by way of
-Hammersmith; that he might stop at a place he knew of and tell them to
-send her in two dozen of their best Burgundy. She must want picking-up
-sometimes! Only in Richmond Park did he remember that he had gone up to
-order himself some boots, and was surprised that he could have had so
-paltry an idea.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-The little spirits of the past which throng an old man's days had never
-pushed their faces up to his so seldom as in the seventy hours elapsing
-before Sunday came. The spirit of the future, with the charm of the
-unknown, put up her lips instead. Old Jolyon was not restless now, and
-paid no visits to the log, because she was coming to lunch. There is
-wonderful finality about a meal; it removes a world of doubts, for no one
-misses meals except for reasons beyond control. He played many games
-with Holly on the lawn, pitching them up to her who was batting so as to
-be ready to bowl to Jolly in the holidays. For she was not a Forsyte,
-but Jolly was--and Forsytes always bat, until they have resigned and
-reached the age of eighty-five. The dog Balthasar, in attendance, lay on
-the ball as often as he could, and the page-boy fielded, till his face
-was like the harvest moon. And because the time was getting shorter,
-each day was longer and more golden than the last. On Friday night he
-took a liver pill, his side hurt him rather, and though it was not the
-liver side, there is no remedy like that. Anyone telling him that he had
-found a new excitement in life and that excitement was not good for him,
-would have been met by one of those steady and rather defiant looks of
-his deep-set iron-grey eyes, which seemed to say: 'I know my own business
-best.' He always had and always would.
-
-On Sunday morning, when Holly had gone with her governess to church, he
-visited the strawberry beds. There, accompanied by the dog Balthasar, he
-examined the plants narrowly and succeeded in finding at least two dozen
-berries which were really ripe. Stooping was not good for him, and he
-became very dizzy and red in the forehead. Having placed the
-strawberries in a dish on the dining-table, he washed his hands and
-bathed his forehead with eau de Cologne. There, before the mirror, it
-occurred to him that he was thinner. What a 'threadpaper' he had been
-when he was young! It was nice to be slim--he could not bear a fat chap;
-and yet perhaps his cheeks were too thin! She was to arrive by train at
-half-past twelve and walk up, entering from the road past Drage's farm at
-the far end of the coppice. And, having looked into June's room to see
-that there was hot water ready, he set forth to meet her, leisurely, for
-his heart was beating. The air smelled sweet, larks sang, and the Grand
-Stand at Epsom was visible. A perfect day! On just such a one, no
-doubt, six years ago, Soames had brought young Bosinney down with him to
-look at the site before they began to build. It was Bosinney who had
-pitched on the exact spot for the house--as June had often told him. In
-these days he was thinking much about that young fellow, as if his spirit
-were really haunting the field of his last work, on the chance of
-seeing--her. Bosinney--the one man who had possessed her heart, to whom
-she had given her whole self with rapture! At his age one could not, of
-course, imagine such things, but there stirred in him a queer vague
-aching--as it were the ghost of an impersonal jealousy; and a feeling,
-too, more generous, of pity for that love so early lost. All over in a
-few poor months! Well, well! He looked at his watch before entering the
-coppice--only a quarter past, twenty-five minutes to wait! And then,
-turning the corner of the path, he saw her exactly where he had seen her
-the first time, on the log; and realised that she must have come by the
-earlier train to sit there alone for a couple of hours at least. Two
-hours of her society missed! What memory could make that log so dear to
-her? His face showed what he was thinking, for she said at once:
-
-"Forgive me, Uncle Jolyon; it was here that I first knew."
-
-"Yes, yes; there it is for you whenever you like. You're looking a
-little Londony; you're giving too many lessons."
-
-That she should have to give lessons worried him. Lessons to a parcel of
-young girls thumping out scales with their thick fingers.
-
-"Where do you go to give them?" he asked.
-
-"They're mostly Jewish families, luckily."
-
-Old Jolyon stared; to all Forsytes Jews seem strange and doubtful.
-
-"They love music, and they're very kind."
-
-"They had better be, by George!" He took her arm--his side always hurt
-him a little going uphill--and said:
-
-"Did you ever see anything like those buttercups? They came like that in
-a night."
-
-Her eyes seemed really to fly over the field, like bees after the flowers
-and the honey. "I wanted you to see them--wouldn't let them turn the
-cows in yet." Then, remembering that she had come to talk about
-Bosinney, he pointed to the clock-tower over the stables:
-
-"I expect he wouldn't have let me put that there--had no notion of time,
-if I remember."
-
-But, pressing his arm to her, she talked of flowers instead, and he knew
-it was done that he might not feel she came because of her dead lover.
-
-"The best flower I can show you," he said, with a sort of triumph, "is my
-little sweet. She'll be back from Church directly. There's something
-about her which reminds me a little of you," and it did not seem to him
-peculiar that he had put it thus, instead of saying: "There's something
-about you which reminds me a little of her." Ah! And here she was!
-
-Holly, followed closely by her elderly French governess, whose digestion
-had been ruined twenty-two years ago in the siege of Strasbourg, came
-rushing towards them from under the oak tree. She stopped about a dozen
-yards away, to pat Balthasar and pretend that this was all she had in her
-mind. Old Jolyon, who knew better, said:
-
-"Well, my darling, here's the lady in grey I promised you."
-
-Holly raised herself and looked up. He watched the two of them with a
-twinkle, Irene smiling, Holly beginning with grave inquiry, passing into
-a shy smile too, and then to something deeper. She had a sense of
-beauty, that child--knew what was what! He enjoyed the sight of the kiss
-between them.
-
-"Mrs. Heron, Mam'zelle Beauce. Well, Mam'zelle--good sermon?"
-
-For, now that he had not much more time before him, the only part of the
-service connected with this world absorbed what interest in church
-remained to him. Mam'zelle Beauce stretched out a spidery hand clad in a
-black kid glove--she had been in the best families--and the rather sad
-eyes of her lean yellowish face seemed to ask: "Are you well-brrred?"
-Whenever Holly or Jolly did anything unpleasing to her--a not uncommon
-occurrence--she would say to them: "The little Tayleurs never did
-that--they were such well-brrred little children." Jolly hated the
-little Tayleurs; Holly wondered dreadfully how it was she fell so short
-of them. 'A thin rum little soul,' old Jolyon thought her--Mam'zelle
-Beauce.
-
-Luncheon was a successful meal, the mushrooms which he himself had picked
-in the mushroom house, his chosen strawberries, and another bottle of the
-Steinberg cabinet filled him with a certain aromatic spirituality, and a
-conviction that he would have a touch of eczema to-morrow.
-
-After lunch they sat under the oak tree drinking Turkish coffee. It was
-no matter of grief to him when Mademoiselle Beauce withdrew to write her
-Sunday letter to her sister, whose future had been endangered in the past
-by swallowing a pin--an event held up daily in warning to the children to
-eat slowly and digest what they had eaten. At the foot of the bank, on a
-carriage rug, Holly and the dog Balthasar teased and loved each other,
-and in the shade old Jolyon with his legs crossed and his cigar
-luxuriously savoured, gazed at Irene sitting in the swing. A light,
-vaguely swaying, grey figure with a fleck of sunlight here and there upon
-it, lips just opened, eyes dark and soft under lids a little drooped.
-She looked content; surely it did her good to come and see him! The
-selfishness of age had not set its proper grip on him, for he could still
-feel pleasure in the pleasure of others, realising that what he wanted,
-though much, was not quite all that mattered.
-
-"It's quiet here," he said; "you mustn't come down if you find it dull.
-But it's a pleasure to see you. My little sweet is the only face which
-gives me any pleasure, except yours."
-
-From her smile he knew that she was not beyond liking to be appreciated,
-and this reassured him. "That's not humbug," he said. "I never told a
-woman I admired her when I didn't. In fact I don't know when I've told a
-woman I admired her, except my wife in the old days; and wives are
-funny." He was silent, but resumed abruptly:
-
-"She used to expect me to say it more often than I felt it, and there we
-were." Her face looked mysteriously troubled, and, afraid that he had
-said something painful, he hurried on: "When my little sweet marries, I
-hope she'll find someone who knows what women feel. I shan't be here to
-see it, but there's too much topsy-turvydom in marriage; I don't want her
-to pitch up against that." And, aware that he had made bad worse, he
-added: "That dog will scratch."
-
-A silence followed. Of what was she thinking, this pretty creature whose
-life was spoiled; who had done with love, and yet was made for love?
-Some day when he was gone, perhaps, she would find another mate--not so
-disorderly as that young fellow who had got himself run over. Ah! but
-her husband?
-
-"Does Soames never trouble you?" he asked.
-
-She shook her head. Her face had closed up suddenly. For all her
-softness there was something irreconcilable about her. And a glimpse of
-light on the inexorable nature of sex antipathies strayed into a brain
-which, belonging to early Victorian civilisation--so much older than this
-of his old age--had never thought about such primitive things.
-
-"That's a comfort," he said. "You can see the Grand Stand to-day. Shall
-we take a turn round?"
-
-Through the flower and fruit garden, against whose high outer walls peach
-trees and nectarines were trained to the sun, through the stables, the
-vinery, the mushroom house, the asparagus beds, the rosery, the
-summer-house, he conducted her--even into the kitchen garden to see the
-tiny green peas which Holly loved to scoop out of their pods with her
-finger, and lick up from the palm of her little brown hand. Many
-delightful things he showed her, while Holly and the dog Balthasar danced
-ahead, or came to them at intervals for attention. It was one of the
-happiest afternoons he had ever spent, but it tired him and he was glad
-to sit down in the music room and let her give him tea. A special little
-friend of Holly's had come in--a fair child with short hair like a boy's.
-And the two sported in the distance, under the stairs, on the stairs, and
-up in the gallery. Old Jolyon begged for Chopin. She played studies,
-mazurkas, waltzes, till the two children, creeping near, stood at the
-foot of the piano their dark and golden heads bent forward, listening.
-Old Jolyon watched.
-
-"Let's see you dance, you two!"
-
-Shyly, with a false start, they began. Bobbing and circling, earnest,
-not very adroit, they went past and past his chair to the strains of that
-waltz. He watched them and the face of her who was playing turned
-smiling towards those little dancers thinking:
-
-'Sweetest picture I've seen for ages.'
-
-A voice said:
-
-"Hollee! Mais enfin--qu'est-ce que tu fais la--danser, le dimanche!
-Viens, donc!"
-
-But the children came close to old Jolyon, knowing that he would save
-them, and gazed into a face which was decidedly 'caught out.'
-
-"Better the day, better the deed, Mam'zelle. It's all my doing. Trot
-along, chicks, and have your tea."
-
-And, when they were gone, followed by the dog Balthasar, who took every
-meal, he looked at Irene with a twinkle and said:
-
-"Well, there we are! Aren't they sweet? Have you any little ones among
-your pupils?"
-
-"Yes, three--two of them darlings."
-
-"Pretty?"
-
-"Lovely!"
-
-Old Jolyon sighed; he had an insatiable appetite for the very young. "My
-little sweet," he said, "is devoted to music; she'll be a musician some
-day. You wouldn't give me your opinion of her playing, I suppose?"
-
-"Of course I will."
-
-"You wouldn't like--" but he stifled the words "to give her lessons."
-The idea that she gave lessons was unpleasant to him; yet it would mean
-that he would see her regularly. She left the piano and came over to his
-chair.
-
-"I would like, very much; but there is--June. When are they coming
-back?"
-
-Old Jolyon frowned. "Not till the middle of next month. What does that
-matter?"
-
-"You said June had forgiven me; but she could never forget, Uncle
-Jolyon."
-
-Forget! She must forget, if he wanted her to.
-
-But as if answering, Irene shook her head. "You know she couldn't; one
-doesn't forget."
-
-Always that wretched past! And he said with a sort of vexed finality:
-
-"Well, we shall see."
-
-He talked to her an hour or more, of the children, and a hundred little
-things, till the carriage came round to take her home. And when she had
-gone he went back to his chair, and sat there smoothing his face and
-chin, dreaming over the day.
-
-That evening after dinner he went to his study and took a sheet of paper.
-He stayed for some minutes without writing, then rose and stood under the
-masterpiece 'Dutch Fishing Boats at Sunset.' He was not thinking of that
-picture, but of his life. He was going to leave her something in his
-Will; nothing could so have stirred the stilly deeps of thought and
-memory. He was going to leave her a portion of his wealth, of his
-aspirations, deeds, qualities, work--all that had made that wealth;
-going to leave her, too, a part of all he had missed in life, by his sane
-and steady pursuit of wealth. All! What had he missed? 'Dutch Fishing
-Boats' responded blankly; he crossed to the French window, and drawing
-the curtain aside, opened it. A wind had got up, and one of last year's
-oak leaves which had somehow survived the gardener's brooms, was dragging
-itself with a tiny clicking rustle along the stone terrace in the
-twilight. Except for that it was very quiet out there, and he could
-smell the heliotrope watered not long since. A bat went by. A bird
-uttered its last 'cheep.' And right above the oak tree the first star
-shone. Faust in the opera had bartered his soul for some fresh years of
-youth. Morbid notion! No such bargain was possible, that was real
-tragedy! No making oneself new again for love or life or anything.
-Nothing left to do but enjoy beauty from afar off while you could, and
-leave it something in your Will. But how much? And, as if he could not
-make that calculation looking out into the mild freedom of the country
-night, he turned back and went up to the chimney-piece. There were his
-pet bronzes--a Cleopatra with the asp at her breast; a Socrates; a
-greyhound playing with her puppy; a strong man reining in some horses.
-'They last!' he thought, and a pang went through his heart. They had a
-thousand years of life before them!
-
-'How much?' Well! enough at all events to save her getting old before her
-time, to keep the lines out of her face as long as possible, and grey
-from soiling that bright hair. He might live another five years. She
-would be well over thirty by then. 'How much?' She had none of his
-blood in her! In loyalty to the tenor of his life for forty years and
-more, ever since he married and founded that mysterious thing, a family,
-came this warning thought--None of his blood, no right to anything! It
-was a luxury then, this notion. An extravagance, a petting of an old
-man's whim, one of those things done in dotage. His real future was
-vested in those who had his blood, in whom he would live on when he was
-gone. He turned away from the bronzes and stood looking at the old
-leather chair in which he had sat and smoked so many hundreds of cigars.
-And suddenly he seemed to see her sitting there in her grey dress,
-fragrant, soft, dark-eyed, graceful, looking up at him. Why! She cared
-nothing for him, really; all she cared for was that lost lover of hers.
-But she was there, whether she would or no, giving him pleasure with her
-beauty and grace. One had no right to inflict an old man's company, no
-right to ask her down to play to him and let him look at her--for no
-reward! Pleasure must be paid for in this world. 'How much?' After
-all, there was plenty; his son and his three grandchildren would never
-miss that little lump. He had made it himself, nearly every penny; he
-could leave it where he liked, allow himself this little pleasure. He
-went back to the bureau. 'Well, I'm going to,' he thought, 'let them
-think what they like. I'm going to!' And he sat down.
-
-'How much?' Ten thousand, twenty thousand--how much? If only with his
-money he could buy one year, one month of youth. And startled by that
-thought, he wrote quickly:
-
-'DEAR HERRING,--Draw me a codicil to this effect: "I leave to my niece
-Irene Forsyte, born Irene Heron, by which name she now goes, fifteen
-thousand pounds free of legacy duty." 'Yours faithfully, 'JOLYON
-FORSYTE.'
-
-When he had sealed and stamped the envelope, he went back to the window
-and drew in a long breath. It was dark, but many stars shone now.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-He woke at half-past two, an hour which long experience had taught him
-brings panic intensity to all awkward thoughts. Experience had also
-taught him that a further waking at the proper hour of eight showed the
-folly of such panic. On this particular morning the thought which
-gathered rapid momentum was that if he became ill, at his age not
-improbable, he would not see her. From this it was but a step to
-realisation that he would be cut off, too, when his son and June returned
-from Spain. How could he justify desire for the company of one who had
-stolen--early morning does not mince words--June's lover? That lover
-was dead; but June was a stubborn little thing; warm-hearted, but
-stubborn as wood, and--quite true--not one who forgot! By the middle of
-next month they would be back. He had barely five weeks left to enjoy
-the new interest which had come into what remained of his life. Darkness
-showed up to him absurdly clear the nature of his feeling. Admiration
-for beauty--a craving to see that which delighted his eyes.
-
-Preposterous, at his age! And yet--what other reason was there for asking
-June to undergo such painful reminder, and how prevent his son and his
-son's wife from thinking him very queer? He would be reduced to sneaking
-up to London, which tired him; and the least indisposition would cut him
-off even from that. He lay with eyes open, setting his jaw against the
-prospect, and calling himself an old fool, while his heart beat loudly,
-and then seemed to stop beating altogether. He had seen the dawn
-lighting the window chinks, heard the birds chirp and twitter, and the
-cocks crow, before he fell asleep again, and awoke tired but sane. Five
-weeks before he need bother, at his age an eternity! But that early
-morning panic had left its mark, had slightly fevered the will of one who
-had always had his own way. He would see her as often as he wished! Why
-not go up to town and make that codicil at his solicitor's instead of
-writing about it; she might like to go to the opera! But, by train, for
-he would not have that fat chap Beacon grinning behind his back.
-Servants were such fools; and, as likely as not, they had known all the
-past history of Irene and young Bosinney--servants knew everything, and
-suspected the rest. He wrote to her that morning:
-
-"MY DEAR IRENE,--I have to be up in town to-morrow. If you would like to
-have a look in at the opera, come and dine with me quietly ...."
-
-But where? It was decades since he had dined anywhere in London save at
-his Club or at a private house. Ah! that new-fangled place close to
-Covent Garden....
-
-"Let me have a line to-morrow morning to the Piedmont Hotel whether to
-expect you there at 7 o'clock."
-"Yours affectionately,
-"JOLYON FORSYTE."
-
-She would understand that he just wanted to give her a little pleasure;
-for the idea that she should guess he had this itch to see her was
-instinctively unpleasant to him; it was not seemly that one so old should
-go out of his way to see beauty, especially in a woman.
-
-The journey next day, short though it was, and the visit to his lawyer's,
-tired him. It was hot too, and after dressing for dinner he lay down on
-the sofa in his bedroom to rest a little. He must have had a sort of
-fainting fit, for he came to himself feeling very queer; and with some
-difficulty rose and rang the bell. Why! it was past seven! And there he
-was and she would be waiting. But suddenly the dizziness came on again,
-and he was obliged to relapse on the sofa. He heard the maid's voice
-say:
-
-"Did you ring, sir?"
-
-"Yes, come here"; he could not see her clearly, for the cloud in front of
-his eyes. "I'm not well, I want some sal volatile."
-
-"Yes, sir." Her voice sounded frightened.
-
-Old Jolyon made an effort.
-
-"Don't go. Take this message to my niece--a lady waiting in the hall--a
-lady in grey. Say Mr. Forsyte is not well--the heat. He is very sorry;
-if he is not down directly, she is not to wait dinner."
-
-When she was gone, he thought feebly: 'Why did I say a lady in grey--she
-may be in anything. Sal volatile!' He did not go off again, yet was not
-conscious of how Irene came to be standing beside him, holding smelling
-salts to his nose, and pushing a pillow up behind his head. He heard her
-say anxiously: "Dear Uncle Jolyon, what is it?" was dimly conscious of
-the soft pressure of her lips on his hand; then drew a long breath of
-smelling salts, suddenly discovered strength in them, and sneezed.
-
-"Ha!" he said, "it's nothing. How did you get here? Go down and
-dine--the tickets are on the dressing-table. I shall be all right in a
-minute."
-
-He felt her cool hand on his forehead, smelled violets, and sat divided
-between a sort of pleasure and a determination to be all right.
-
-"Why! You are in grey!" he said. "Help me up." Once on his feet he gave
-himself a shake.
-
-"What business had I to go off like that!" And he moved very slowly to
-the glass. What a cadaverous chap! Her voice, behind him, murmured:
-
-"You mustn't come down, Uncle; you must rest."
-
-"Fiddlesticks! A glass of champagne'll soon set me to rights. I can't
-have you missing the opera."
-
-But the journey down the corridor was troublesome. What carpets they had
-in these newfangled places, so thick that you tripped up in them at every
-step! In the lift he noticed how concerned she looked, and said with the
-ghost of a twinkle:
-
-"I'm a pretty host."
-
-When the lift stopped he had to hold firmly to the seat to prevent its
-slipping under him; but after soup and a glass of champagne he felt much
-better, and began to enjoy an infirmity which had brought such solicitude
-into her manner towards him.
-
-"I should have liked you for a daughter," he said suddenly; and watching
-the smile in her eyes, went on:
-
-"You mustn't get wrapped up in the past at your time of life; plenty of
-that when you get to my age. That's a nice dress--I like the style."
-
-"I made it myself."
-
-Ah! A woman who could make herself a pretty frock had not lost her
-interest in life.
-
-"Make hay while the sun shines," he said; "and drink that up. I want to
-see some colour in your cheeks. We mustn't waste life; it doesn't do.
-There's a new Marguerite to-night; let's hope she won't be fat. And
-Mephisto--anything more dreadful than a fat chap playing the Devil I
-can't imagine."
-
-But they did not go to the opera after all, for in getting up from dinner
-the dizziness came over him again, and she insisted on his staying quiet
-and going to bed early. When he parted from her at the door of the
-hotel, having paid the cabman to drive her to Chelsea, he sat down again
-for a moment to enjoy the memory of her words: "You are such a darling to
-me, Uncle Jolyon!" Why! Who wouldn't be! He would have liked to stay up
-another day and take her to the Zoo, but two days running of him would
-bore her to death. No, he must wait till next Sunday; she had promised
-to come then. They would settle those lessons for Holly, if only for a
-month. It would be something. That little Mam'zelle Beauce wouldn't
-like it, but she would have to lump it. And crushing his old opera hat
-against his chest he sought the lift.
-
-He drove to Waterloo next morning, struggling with a desire to say:
-'Drive me to Chelsea.' But his sense of proportion was too strong.
-Besides, he still felt shaky, and did not want to risk another aberration
-like that of last night, away from home. Holly, too, was expecting him,
-and what he had in his bag for her. Not that there was any cupboard love
-in his little sweet--she was a bundle of affection. Then, with the
-rather bitter cynicism of the old, he wondered for a second whether it
-was not cupboard love which made Irene put up with him. No, she was not
-that sort either. She had, if anything, too little notion of how to
-butter her bread, no sense of property, poor thing! Besides, he had not
-breathed a word about that codicil, nor should he--sufficient unto the
-day was the good thereof.
-
-In the victoria which met him at the station Holly was restraining the
-dog Balthasar, and their caresses made 'jubey' his drive home. All the
-rest of that fine hot day and most of the next he was content and
-peaceful, reposing in the shade, while the long lingering sunshine
-showered gold on the lawns and the flowers. But on Thursday evening at
-his lonely dinner he began to count the hours; sixty-five till he would
-go down to meet her again in the little coppice, and walk up through the
-fields at her side. He had intended to consult the doctor about his
-fainting fit, but the fellow would be sure to insist on quiet, no
-excitement and all that; and he did not mean to be tied by the leg, did
-not want to be told of an infirmity--if there were one, could not afford
-to hear of it at his time of life, now that this new interest had come.
-And he carefully avoided making any mention of it in a letter to his son.
-It would only bring them back with a run! How far this silence was due
-to consideration for their pleasure, how far to regard for his own, he
-did not pause to consider.
-
-That night in his study he had just finished his cigar and was dozing
-off, when he heard the rustle of a gown, and was conscious of a scent of
-violets. Opening his eyes he saw her, dressed in grey, standing by the
-fireplace, holding out her arms. The odd thing was that, though those
-arms seemed to hold nothing, they were curved as if round someone's neck,
-and her own neck was bent back, her lips open, her eyes closed. She
-vanished at once, and there were the mantelpiece and his bronzes. But
-those bronzes and the mantelpiece had not been there when she was, only
-the fireplace and the wall! Shaken and troubled, he got up. 'I must
-take medicine,' he thought; 'I can't be well.' His heart beat too fast,
-he had an asthmatic feeling in the chest; and going to the window, he
-opened it to get some air. A dog was barking far away, one of the dogs
-at Gage's farm no doubt, beyond the coppice. A beautiful still night,
-but dark. 'I dropped off,' he mused, 'that's it! And yet I'll swear my
-eyes were open!' A sound like a sigh seemed to answer.
-
-"What's that?" he said sharply, "who's there?"
-
-Putting his hand to his side to still the beating of his heart, he
-stepped out on the terrace. Something soft scurried by in the dark.
-"Shoo!" It was that great grey cat. 'Young Bosinney was like a great
-cat!' he thought. 'It was him in there, that she--that she was--He's
-got her still!' He walked to the edge of the terrace, and looked down
-into the darkness; he could just see the powdering of the daisies on the
-unmown lawn. Here to-day and gone to-morrow! And there came the moon,
-who saw all, young and old, alive and dead, and didn't care a dump! His
-own turn soon. For a single day of youth he would give what was left!
-And he turned again towards the house. He could see the windows of the
-night nursery up there. His little sweet would be asleep. 'Hope that
-dog won't wake her!' he thought. 'What is it makes us love, and makes us
-die! I must go to bed.'
-
-And across the terrace stones, growing grey in the moonlight, he passed
-back within.
-
-How should an old man live his days if not in dreaming of his well-spent
-past? In that, at all events, there is no agitating warmth, only pale
-winter sunshine. The shell can withstand the gentle beating of the
-dynamos of memory. The present he should distrust; the future shun.
-From beneath thick shade he should watch the sunlight creeping at his
-toes. If there be sun of summer, let him not go out into it, mistaking
-it for the Indian-summer sun! Thus peradventure he shall decline softly,
-slowly, imperceptibly, until impatient Nature clutches his wind-pipe and
-he gasps away to death some early morning before the world is aired, and
-they put on his tombstone: 'In the fulness of years!' yea! If he
-preserve his principles in perfect order, a Forsyte may live on long
-after he is dead.
-
-Old Jolyon was conscious of all this, and yet there was in him that which
-transcended Forsyteism. For it is written that a Forsyte shall not love
-beauty more than reason; nor his own way more than his own health. And
-something beat within him in these days that with each throb fretted at
-the thinning shell. His sagacity knew this, but it knew too that he
-could not stop that beating, nor would if he could. And yet, if you had
-told him he was living on his capital, he would have stared you down.
-No, no; a man did not live on his capital; it was not done! The
-shibboleths of the past are ever more real than the actualities of the
-present. And he, to whom living on one's capital had always been
-anathema, could not have borne to have applied so gross a phrase to his
-own case. Pleasure is healthful; beauty good to see; to live again in the
-youth of the young--and what else on earth was he doing!
-
-Methodically, as had been the way of his whole life, he now arranged his
-time. On Tuesdays he journeyed up to town by train; Irene came and dined
-with him. And they went to the opera. On Thursdays he drove to town,
-and, putting that fat chap and his horses up, met her in Kensington
-Gardens, picking up the carriage after he had left her, and driving home
-again in time for dinner. He threw out the casual formula that he had
-business in London on those two days. On Wednesdays and Saturdays she
-came down to give Holly music lessons. The greater the pleasure he took
-in her society, the more scrupulously fastidious he became, just a
-matter-of-fact and friendly uncle. Not even in feeling, really, was he
-more--for, after all, there was his age. And yet, if she were late he
-fidgeted himself to death. If she missed coming, which happened twice,
-his eyes grew sad as an old dog's, and he failed to sleep.
-
-And so a month went by--a month of summer in the fields, and in his
-heart, with summer's heat and the fatigue thereof. Who could have
-believed a few weeks back that he would have looked forward to his son's
-and his grand-daughter's return with something like dread! There was such
-a delicious freedom, such recovery of that independence a man enjoys
-before he founds a family, about these weeks of lovely weather, and this
-new companionship with one who demanded nothing, and remained always a
-little unknown, retaining the fascination of mystery. It was like a
-draught of wine to him who has been drinking water for so long that he
-has almost forgotten the stir wine brings to his blood, the narcotic to
-his brain. The flowers were coloured brighter, scents and music and the
-sunlight had a living value--were no longer mere reminders of past
-enjoyment. There was something now to live for which stirred him
-continually to anticipation. He lived in that, not in retrospection; the
-difference is considerable to any so old as he. The pleasures of the
-table, never of much consequence to one naturally abstemious, had lost
-all value. He ate little, without knowing what he ate; and every day
-grew thinner and more worn to look at. He was again a 'threadpaper'; and
-to this thinned form his massive forehead, with hollows at the temples,
-gave more dignity than ever. He was very well aware that he ought to see
-the doctor, but liberty was too sweet. He could not afford to pet his
-frequent shortness of breath and the pain in his side at the expense of
-liberty. Return to the vegetable existence he had led among the
-agricultural journals with the life-size mangold wurzels, before this new
-attraction came into his life--no! He exceeded his allowance of cigars.
-Two a day had always been his rule. Now he smoked three and sometimes
-four--a man will when he is filled with the creative spirit. But very
-often he thought: 'I must give up smoking, and coffee; I must give up
-rattling up to town.' But he did not; there was no one in any sort of
-authority to notice him, and this was a priceless boon.
-
-The servants perhaps wondered, but they were, naturally, dumb. Mam'zelle
-Beauce was too concerned with her own digestion, and too 'wellbrrred' to
-make personal allusions. Holly had not as yet an eye for the relative
-appearance of him who was her plaything and her god. It was left for
-Irene herself to beg him to eat more, to rest in the hot part of the day,
-to take a tonic, and so forth. But she did not tell him that she was the
-a cause of his thinness--for one cannot see the havoc oneself is
-working. A man of eighty-five has no passions, but the Beauty which
-produces passion works on in the old way, till death closes the eyes
-which crave the sight of Her.
-
-On the first day of the second week in July he received a letter from his
-son in Paris to say that they would all be back on Friday. This had
-always been more sure than Fate; but, with the pathetic improvidence
-given to the old, that they may endure to the end, he had never quite
-admitted it. Now he did, and something would have to be done. He had
-ceased to be able to imagine life without this new interest, but that
-which is not imagined sometimes exists, as Forsytes are perpetually
-finding to their cost. He sat in his old leather chair, doubling up the
-letter, and mumbling with his lips the end of an unlighted cigar. After
-to-morrow his Tuesday expeditions to town would have to be abandoned. He
-could still drive up, perhaps, once a week, on the pretext of seeing his
-man of business. But even that would be dependent on his health, for now
-they would begin to fuss about him. The lessons! The lessons must go
-on! She must swallow down her scruples, and June must put her feelings
-in her pocket. She had done so once, on the day after the news of
-Bosinney's death; what she had done then, she could surely do again now.
-Four years since that injury was inflicted on her--not Christian to keep
-the memory of old sores alive. June's will was strong, but his was
-stronger, for his sands were running out. Irene was soft, surely she
-would do this for him, subdue her natural shrinking, sooner than give him
-pain! The lessons must continue; for if they did, he was secure. And
-lighting his cigar at last, he began trying to shape out how to put it to
-them all, and explain this strange intimacy; how to veil and wrap it away
-from the naked truth--that he could not bear to be deprived of the sight
-of beauty. Ah! Holly! Holly was fond of her, Holly liked her lessons.
-She would save him--his little sweet! And with that happy thought he
-became serene, and wondered what he had been worrying about so fearfully.
-He must not worry, it left him always curiously weak, and as if but half
-present in his own body.
-
-That evening after dinner he had a return of the dizziness, though he did
-not faint. He would not ring the bell, because he knew it would mean a
-fuss, and make his going up on the morrow more conspicuous. When one
-grew old, the whole world was in conspiracy to limit freedom, and for
-what reason?--just to keep the breath in him a little longer. He did not
-want it at such cost. Only the dog Balthasar saw his lonely recovery
-from that weakness; anxiously watched his master go to the sideboard and
-drink some brandy, instead of giving him a biscuit. When at last old
-Jolyon felt able to tackle the stairs he went up to bed. And, though
-still shaky next morning, the thought of the evening sustained and
-strengthened him. It was always such a pleasure to give her a good
-dinner--he suspected her of undereating when she was alone; and, at the
-opera to watch her eyes glow and brighten, the unconscious smiling of her
-lips. She hadn't much pleasure, and this was the last time he would be
-able to give her that treat. But when he was packing his bag he caught
-himself wishing that he had not the fatigue of dressing for dinner before
-him, and the exertion, too, of telling her about June's return.
-
-The opera that evening was 'Carmen,' and he chose the last entr'acte to
-break the news, instinctively putting it off till the latest moment.
-
-She took it quietly, queerly; in fact, he did not know how she had taken
-it before the wayward music lifted up again and silence became necessary.
-The mask was down over her face, that mask behind which so much went on
-that he could not see. She wanted time to think it over, no doubt! He
-would not press her, for she would be coming to give her lesson to-morrow
-afternoon, and he should see her then when she had got used to the idea.
-In the cab he talked only of the Carmen; he had seen better in the old
-days, but this one was not bad at all. When he took her hand to say
-good-night, she bent quickly forward and kissed his forehead.
-
-"Good-bye, dear Uncle Jolyon, you have been so sweet to me."
-
-"To-morrow then," he said. "Good-night. Sleep well." She echoed
-softly: "Sleep well" and from the cab window, already moving away, he saw
-her face screwed round towards him, and her hand put out in a gesture
-which seemed to linger.
-
-He sought his room slowly. They never gave him the same, and he could
-not get used to these 'spick-and-spandy' bedrooms with new furniture and
-grey-green carpets sprinkled all over with pink roses. He was wakeful
-and that wretched Habanera kept throbbing in his head.
-
-His French had never been equal to its words, but its sense he knew, if
-it had any sense, a gipsy thing--wild and unaccountable. Well, there was
-in life something which upset all your care and plans--something which
-made men and women dance to its pipes. And he lay staring from deep-sunk
-eyes into the darkness where the unaccountable held sway. You thought
-you had hold of life, but it slipped away behind you, took you by the
-scruff of the neck, forced you here and forced you there, and then,
-likely as not, squeezed life out of you! It took the very stars like
-that, he shouldn't wonder, rubbed their noses together and flung them
-apart; it had never done playing its pranks. Five million people in this
-great blunderbuss of a town, and all of them at the mercy of that
-Life-Force, like a lot of little dried peas hopping about on a board when
-you struck your fist on it. Ah, well! Himself would not hop much
-longer--a good long sleep would do him good!
-
-How hot it was up here!--how noisy! His forehead burned; she had kissed
-it just where he always worried; just there--as if she had known the very
-place and wanted to kiss it all away for him. But, instead, her lips
-left a patch of grievous uneasiness. She had never spoken in quite that
-voice, had never before made that lingering gesture or looked back at him
-as she drove away.
-
-He got out of bed and pulled the curtains aside; his room faced down over
-the river. There was little air, but the sight of that breadth of water
-flowing by, calm, eternal, soothed him. 'The great thing,' he thought
-'is not to make myself a nuisance. I'll think of my little sweet, and go
-to sleep.' But it was long before the heat and throbbing of the London
-night died out into the short slumber of the summer morning. And old
-Jolyon had but forty winks.
-
-When he reached home next day he went out to the flower garden, and with
-the help of Holly, who was very delicate with flowers, gathered a great
-bunch of carnations. They were, he told her, for 'the lady in grey'--a
-name still bandied between them; and he put them in a bowl in his study
-where he meant to tackle Irene the moment she came, on the subject of
-June and future lessons. Their fragrance and colour would help. After
-lunch he lay down, for he felt very tired, and the carriage would not
-bring her from the station till four o'clock. But as the hour approached
-he grew restless, and sought the schoolroom, which overlooked the drive.
-The sun-blinds were down, and Holly was there with Mademoiselle Beauce,
-sheltered from the heat of a stifling July day, attending to their
-silkworms. Old Jolyon had a natural antipathy to these methodical
-creatures, whose heads and colour reminded him of elephants; who nibbled
-such quantities of holes in nice green leaves; and smelled, as he
-thought, horrid. He sat down on a chintz-covered windowseat whence he
-could see the drive, and get what air there was; and the dog Balthasar
-who appreciated chintz on hot days, jumped up beside him. Over the
-cottage piano a violet dust-sheet, faded almost to grey, was spread, and
-on it the first lavender, whose scent filled the room. In spite of the
-coolness here, perhaps because of that coolness the beat of life
-vehemently impressed his ebbed-down senses. Each sunbeam which came
-through the chinks had annoying brilliance; that dog smelled very strong;
-the lavender perfume was overpowering; those silkworms heaving up their
-grey-green backs seemed horribly alive; and Holly's dark head bent over
-them had a wonderfully silky sheen. A marvellous cruelly strong thing
-was life when you were old and weak; it seemed to mock you with its
-multitude of forms and its beating vitality. He had never, till those
-last few weeks, had this curious feeling of being with one half of him
-eagerly borne along in the stream of life, and with the other half left
-on the bank, watching that helpless progress. Only when Irene was with
-him did he lose this double consciousness.
-
-Holly turned her head, pointed with her little brown fist to the
-piano--for to point with a finger was not 'well-brrred'--and said slyly:
-
-"Look at the 'lady in grey,' Gran; isn't she pretty to-day?"
-
-Old Jolyon's heart gave a flutter, and for a second the room was clouded;
-then it cleared, and he said with a twinkle:
-
-"Who's been dressing her up?"
-
-"Mam'zelle."
-
-"Hollee! Don't be foolish!"
-
-That prim little Frenchwoman! She hadn't yet got over the music lessons
-being taken away from her. That wouldn't help. His little sweet was the
-only friend they had. Well, they were her lessons. And he shouldn't
-budge shouldn't budge for anything. He stroked the warm wool on
-Balthasar's head, and heard Holly say: "When mother's home, there won't
-be any changes, will there? She doesn't like strangers, you know."
-
-The child's words seemed to bring the chilly atmosphere of opposition
-about old Jolyon, and disclose all the menace to his new-found freedom.
-Ah! He would have to resign himself to being an old man at the mercy of
-care and love, or fight to keep this new and prized companionship; and to
-fight tired him to death. But his thin, worn face hardened into
-resolution till it appeared all Jaw. This was his house, and his affair;
-he should not budge! He looked at his watch, old and thin like himself;
-he had owned it fifty years. Past four already! And kissing the top of
-Holly's head in passing, he went down to the hall. He wanted to get hold
-of her before she went up to give her lesson. At the first sound of
-wheels he stepped out into the porch, and saw at once that the victoria
-was empty.
-
-"The train's in, sir; but the lady 'asn't come."
-
-Old Jolyon gave him a sharp upward look, his eyes seemed to push away
-that fat chap's curiosity, and defy him to see the bitter disappointment
-he was feeling.
-
-"Very well," he said, and turned back into the house. He went to his
-study and sat down, quivering like a leaf. What did this mean? She might
-have lost her train, but he knew well enough she hadn't. 'Good-bye, dear
-Uncle Jolyon.' Why 'Good-bye' and not 'Good-night'? And that hand of
-hers lingering in the air. And her kiss. What did it mean? Vehement
-alarm and irritation took possession of him. He got up and began to pace
-the Turkey carpet, between window and wall. She was going to give him
-up! He felt it for certain--and he defenceless. An old man wanting to
-look on beauty! It was ridiculous! Age closed his mouth, paralysed his
-power to fight. He had no right to what was warm and living, no right to
-anything but memories and sorrow. He could not plead with her; even an
-old man has his dignity. Defenceless! For an hour, lost to bodily
-fatigue, he paced up and down, past the bowl of carnations he had
-plucked, which mocked him with its scent. Of all things hard to bear,
-the prostration of will-power is hardest, for one who has always had his
-way. Nature had got him in its net, and like an unhappy fish he turned
-and swam at the meshes, here and there, found no hole, no breaking point.
-They brought him tea at five o'clock, and a letter. For a moment hope
-beat up in him. He cut the envelope with the butter knife, and read:
-
-"DEAREST UNCLE JOLYON,--I can't bear to write anything that may
-disappoint you, but I was too cowardly to tell you last night. I feel I
-can't come down and give Holly any more lessons, now that June is coming
-back. Some things go too deep to be forgotten. It has been such a joy
-to see you and Holly. Perhaps I shall still see you sometimes when you
-come up, though I'm sure it's not good for you; I can see you are tiring
-yourself too much. I believe you ought to rest quite quietly all this
-hot weather, and now you have your son and June coming back you will be
-so happy. Thank you a million times for all your sweetness to me.
-
-"Lovingly your IRENE."
-
-So, there it was! Not good for him to have pleasure and what he chiefly
-cared about; to try and put off feeling the inevitable end of all things,
-the approach of death with its stealthy, rustling footsteps. Not good
-for him! Not even she could see how she was his new lease of interest in
-life, the incarnation of all the beauty he felt slipping from him.
-
-His tea grew cold, his cigar remained unlit; and up and down he paced,
-torn between his dignity and his hold on life. Intolerable to be
-squeezed out slowly, without a say of your own, to live on when your will
-was in the hands of others bent on weighing you to the ground with care
-and love. Intolerable! He would see what telling her the truth would
-do--the truth that he wanted the sight of her more than just a lingering
-on. He sat down at his old bureau and took a pen. But he could not
-write. There was something revolting in having to plead like this; plead
-that she should warm his eyes with her beauty. It was tantamount to
-confessing dotage. He simply could not. And instead, he wrote:
-
-"I had hoped that the memory of old sores would not be allowed to stand
-in the way of what is a pleasure and a profit to me and my little
-grand-daughter. But old men learn to forego their whims; they are
-obliged to, even the whim to live must be foregone sooner or later; and
-perhaps the sooner the better.
-"My love to you,
-"JOLYON FORSYTE."
-
-'Bitter,' he thought, 'but I can't help it. I'm tired.' He sealed and
-dropped it into the box for the evening post, and hearing it fall to the
-bottom, thought: 'There goes all I've looked forward to!'
-
-That evening after dinner which he scarcely touched, after his cigar
-which he left half-smoked for it made him feel faint, he went very slowly
-upstairs and stole into the night-nursery. He sat down on the
-window-seat. A night-light was burning, and he could just see Holly's
-face, with one hand underneath the cheek. An early cockchafer buzzed in
-the Japanese paper with which they had filled the grate, and one of the
-horses in the stable stamped restlessly. To sleep like that child! He
-pressed apart two rungs of the venetian blind and looked out. The moon
-was rising, blood-red. He had never seen so red a moon. The woods and
-fields out there were dropping to sleep too, in the last glimmer of the
-summer light. And beauty, like a spirit, walked. 'I've had a long life,'
-he thought, 'the best of nearly everything. I'm an ungrateful chap; I've
-seen a lot of beauty in my time. Poor young Bosinney said I had a sense
-of beauty. There's a man in the moon to-night!' A moth went by,
-another, another. 'Ladies in grey!' He closed his eyes. A feeling that
-he would never open them again beset him; he let it grow, let himself
-sink; then, with a shiver, dragged the lids up. There was something
-wrong with him, no doubt, deeply wrong; he would have to have the doctor
-after all. It didn't much matter now! Into that coppice the moon-light
-would have crept; there would be shadows, and those shadows would be the
-only things awake. No birds, beasts, flowers, insects; Just the shadows
---moving; 'Ladies in grey!' Over that log they would climb; would
-whisper together. She and Bosinney! Funny thought! And the frogs and
-little things would whisper too! How the clock ticked, in here! It was
-all eerie--out there in the light of that red moon; in here with the
-little steady night-light and, the ticking clock and the nurse's
-dressing-gown hanging from the edge of the screen, tall, like a woman's
-figure. 'Lady in grey!' And a very odd thought beset him: Did she
-exist? Had she ever come at all? Or was she but the emanation of all
-the beauty he had loved and must leave so soon? The violet-grey spirit
-with the dark eyes and the crown of amber hair, who walks the dawn and
-the moonlight, and at blue-bell time? What was she, who was she, did she
-exist? He rose and stood a moment clutching the window-sill, to give him
-a sense of reality again; then began tiptoeing towards the door. He
-stopped at the foot of the bed; and Holly, as if conscious of his eyes
-fixed on her, stirred, sighed, and curled up closer in defence. He
-tiptoed on and passed out into the dark passage; reached his room,
-undressed at once, and stood before a mirror in his night-shirt. What a
-scarecrow--with temples fallen in, and thin legs! His eyes resisted his
-own image, and a look of pride came on his face. All was in league to
-pull him down, even his reflection in the glass, but he was not
-down--yet! He got into bed, and lay a long time without sleeping, trying
-to reach resignation, only too well aware that fretting and
-disappointment were very bad for him.
-
-He woke in the morning so unrefreshed and strengthless that he sent for
-the doctor. After sounding him, the fellow pulled a face as long as your
-arm, and ordered him to stay in bed and give up smoking. That was no
-hardship; there was nothing to get up for, and when he felt ill, tobacco
-always lost its savour. He spent the morning languidly with the
-sun-blinds down, turning and re-turning The Times, not reading much, the
-dog Balthasar lying beside his bed. With his lunch they brought him a
-telegram, running thus:
-
-'Your letter received coming down this afternoon will be with you at
-four-thirty. Irene.'
-
-Coming down! After all! Then she did exist--and he was not deserted.
-Coming down! A glow ran through his limbs; his cheeks and forehead felt
-hot. He drank his soup, and pushed the tray-table away, lying very quiet
-until they had removed lunch and left him alone; but every now and then
-his eyes twinkled. Coming down! His heart beat fast, and then did not
-seem to beat at all. At three o'clock he got up and dressed
-deliberately, noiselessly. Holly and Mam'zelle would be in the
-schoolroom, and the servants asleep after their dinner, he shouldn't
-wonder. He opened his door cautiously, and went downstairs. In the hall
-the dog Balthasar lay solitary, and, followed by him, old Jolyon passed
-into his study and out into the burning afternoon. He meant to go down
-and meet her in the coppice, but felt at once he could not manage that in
-this heat. He sat down instead under the oak tree by the swing, and the
-dog Balthasar, who also felt the heat, lay down beside him. He sat there
-smiling. What a revel of bright minutes! What a hum of insects, and
-cooing of pigeons! It was the quintessence of a summer day. Lovely!
-And he was happy--happy as a sand-boy, whatever that might be. She was
-coming; she had not given him up! He had everything in life he
-wanted--except a little more breath, and less weight--just here! He
-would see her when she emerged from the fernery, come swaying just a
-little, a violet-grey figure passing over the daisies and dandelions and
-'soldiers' on the lawn--the soldiers with their flowery crowns. He would
-not move, but she would come up to him and say: 'Dear Uncle Jolyon, I am
-sorry!' and sit in the swing and let him look at her and tell her that he
-had not been very well but was all right now; and that dog would lick her
-hand. That dog knew his master was fond of her; that dog was a good dog.
-
-It was quite shady under the tree; the sun could not get at him, only
-make the rest of the world bright so that he could see the Grand Stand at
-Epsom away out there, very far, and the cows cropping the clover in the
-field and swishing at the flies with their tails. He smelled the scent
-of limes, and lavender. Ah! that was why there was such a racket of
-bees. They were excited--busy, as his heart was busy and excited.
-Drowsy, too, drowsy and drugged on honey and happiness; as his heart was
-drugged and drowsy. Summer--summer--they seemed saying; great bees and
-little bees, and the flies too!
-
-The stable clock struck four; in half an hour she would be here. He would
-have just one tiny nap, because he had had so little sleep of late; and
-then he would be fresh for her, fresh for youth and beauty, coming
-towards him across the sunlit lawn--lady in grey! And settling back in
-his chair he closed his eyes. Some thistle-down came on what little air
-there was, and pitched on his moustache more white than itself. He did
-not know; but his breathing stirred it, caught there. A ray of sunlight
-struck through and lodged on his boot. A bumble-bee alighted and
-strolled on the crown of his Panama hat. And the delicious surge of
-slumber reached the brain beneath that hat, and the head swayed forward
-and rested on his breast. Summer--summer! So went the hum.
-
-The stable clock struck the quarter past. The dog Balthasar stretched
-and looked up at his master. The thistledown no longer moved. The dog
-placed his chin over the sunlit foot. It did not stir. The dog withdrew
-his chin quickly, rose, and leaped on old Jolyon's lap, looked in his
-face, whined; then, leaping down, sat on his haunches, gazing up. And
-suddenly he uttered a long, long howl.
-
-But the thistledown was still as death, and the face of his old master.
-
-Summer--summer--summer! The soundless footsteps on the grass!
-1917
-
-
-
-
-IN CHANCERY
-
-Two households both alike in dignity, From ancient grudge, break into new
-mutiny.
-
---Romeo and Juliet
-TO JESSIE AND JOSEPH CONRAD
-
-
-
-
-PART 1
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-AT TIMOTHY'S
-
-The possessive instinct never stands still. Through florescence and
-feud, frosts and fires, it followed the laws of progression even in the
-Forsyte family which had believed it fixed for ever. Nor can it be
-dissociated from environment any more than the quality of potato from the
-soil.
-
-The historian of the English eighties and nineties will, in his good
-time, depict the somewhat rapid progression from self-contented and
-contained provincialism to still more self-contented if less contained
-imperialism--in other words, the 'possessive' instinct of the nation on
-the move. And so, as if in conformity, was it with the Forsyte family.
-They were spreading not merely on the surface, but within.
-
-When, in 1895, Susan Hayman, the married Forsyte sister, followed her
-husband at the ludicrously low age of seventy-four, and was cremated, it
-made strangely little stir among the six old Forsytes left. For this
-apathy there were three causes. First: the almost surreptitious burial
-of old Jolyon in 1892 down at Robin Hill--first of the Forsytes to
-desert the family grave at Highgate. That burial, coming a year after
-Swithin's entirely proper funeral, had occasioned a great deal of talk on
-Forsyte 'Change, the abode of Timothy Forsyte on the Bayswater Road,
-London, which still collected and radiated family gossip. Opinions
-ranged from the lamentation of Aunt Juley to the outspoken assertion of
-Francie that it was 'a jolly good thing to stop all that stuffy Highgate
-business.' Uncle Jolyon in his later years--indeed, ever since the
-strange and lamentable affair between his granddaughter June's lover,
-young Bosinney, and Irene, his nephew Soames Forsyte's wife--had
-noticeably rapped the family's knuckles; and that way of his own which he
-had always taken had begun to seem to them a little wayward. The
-philosophic vein in him, of course, had always been too liable to crop
-out of the strata of pure Forsyteism, so they were in a way prepared for
-his interment in a strange spot. But the whole thing was an odd
-business, and when the contents of his Will became current coin on
-Forsyte 'Change, a shiver had gone round the clan. Out of his estate
-(L145,304 gross, with liabilities L35 7s. 4d.) he had actually left
-L15,000 to "whomever do you think, my dear? To Irene!" that runaway wife
-of his nephew Soames; Irene, a woman who had almost disgraced the family,
-and--still more amazing was to him no blood relation. Not out and out,
-of course; only a life interest--only the income from it! Still, there
-it was; and old Jolyon's claim to be the perfect Forsyte was ended once
-for all. That, then, was the first reason why the burial of Susan
-Hayman--at Woking--made little stir.
-
-The second reason was altogether more expansive and imperial. Besides the
-house on Campden Hill, Susan had a place (left her by Hayman when he
-died) just over the border in Hants, where the Hayman boys had learned to
-be such good shots and riders, as it was believed, which was of course
-nice for them, and creditable to everybody; and the fact of owning
-something really countrified seemed somehow to excuse the dispersion of
-her remains--though what could have put cremation into her head they
-could not think! The usual invitations, however, had been issued, and
-Soames had gone down and young Nicholas, and the Will had been quite
-satisfactory so far as it went, for she had only had a life interest; and
-everything had gone quite smoothly to the children in equal shares.
-
-The third reason why Susan's burial made little stir was the most
-expansive of all. It was summed up daringly by Euphemia, the pale, the
-thin: "Well, I think people have a right to their own bodies, even when
-they're dead." Coming from a daughter of Nicholas, a Liberal of the old
-school and most tyrannical, it was a startling remark--showing in a flash
-what a lot of water had run under bridges since the death of Aunt Ann in
-'86, just when the proprietorship of Soames over his wife's body was
-acquiring the uncertainty which had led to such disaster. Euphemia, of
-course, spoke like a child, and had no experience; for though well over
-thirty by now, her name was still Forsyte. But, making all allowances,
-her remark did undoubtedly show expansion of the principle of liberty,
-decentralisation and shift in the central point of possession from others
-to oneself. When Nicholas heard his daughter's remark from Aunt Hester
-he had rapped out: "Wives and daughters! There's no end to their liberty
-in these days. I knew that 'Jackson' case would lead to things--lugging
-in Habeas Corpus like that!" He had, of course, never really forgiven
-the Married Woman's Property Act, which would so have interfered with him
-if he had not mercifully married before it was passed. But, in truth,
-there was no denying the revolt among the younger Forsytes against being
-owned by others; that, as it were, Colonial disposition to own oneself,
-which is the paradoxical forerunner of Imperialism, was making progress
-all the time. They were all now married, except George, confirmed to the
-Turf and the Iseeum Club; Francie, pursuing her musical career in a
-studio off the King's Road, Chelsea, and still taking 'lovers' to dances;
-Euphemia, living at home and complaining of Nicholas; and those two
-Dromios, Giles and Jesse Hayman. Of the third generation there were not
-very many--young Jolyon had three, Winifred Dartie four, young Nicholas
-six already, young Roger had one, Marian Tweetyman one; St. John Hayman
-two. But the rest of the sixteen married--Soames, Rachel and Cicely of
-James' family; Eustace and Thomas of Roger's; Ernest, Archibald and
-Florence of Nicholas'; Augustus and Annabel Spender of the Hayman's--were
-going down the years unreproduced.
-
-Thus, of the ten old Forsytes twenty-one young Forsytes had been born;
-but of the twenty-one young Forsytes there were as yet only seventeen
-descendants; and it already seemed unlikely that there would be more than
-a further unconsidered trifle or so. A student of statistics must have
-noticed that the birth rate had varied in accordance with the rate of
-interest for your money. Grandfather 'Superior Dosset' Forsyte in the
-early nineteenth century had been getting ten per cent. for his, hence
-ten children. Those ten, leaving out the four who had not married, and
-Juley, whose husband Septimus Small had, of course, died almost at once,
-had averaged from four to five per cent. for theirs, and produced
-accordingly. The twenty-one whom they produced were now getting barely
-three per cent. in the Consols to which their father had mostly tied the
-Settlements they made to avoid death duties, and the six of them who had
-been reproduced had seventeen children, or just the proper two and
-five-sixths per stem.
-
-There were other reasons, too, for this mild reproduction. A distrust of
-their earning powers, natural where a sufficiency is guaranteed, together
-with the knowledge that their fathers did not die, kept them cautious.
-If one had children and not much income, the standard of taste and
-comfort must of necessity go down; what was enough for two was not enough
-for four, and so on--it would be better to wait and see what Father did.
-Besides, it was nice to be able to take holidays unhampered. Sooner in
-fact than own children, they preferred to concentrate on the ownership of
-themselves, conforming to the growing tendency fin de siecle, as it was
-called. In this way, little risk was run, and one would be able to have
-a motor-car. Indeed, Eustace already had one, but it had shaken him
-horribly, and broken one of his eye teeth; so that it would be better to
-wait till they were a little safer. In the meantime, no more children!
-Even young Nicholas was drawing in his horns, and had made no addition to
-his six for quite three years.
-
-The corporate decay, however, of the Forsytes, their dispersion rather,
-of which all this was symptomatic, had not advanced so far as to prevent
-a rally when Roger Forsyte died in 1899. It had been a glorious summer,
-and after holidays abroad and at the sea they were practically all back
-in London, when Roger with a touch of his old originality had suddenly
-breathed his last at his own house in Princes Gardens. At Timothy's it
-was whispered sadly that poor Roger had always been eccentric about his
-digestion--had he not, for instance, preferred German mutton to all the
-other brands?
-
-Be that as it may, his funeral at Highgate had been perfect, and coming
-away from it Soames Forsyte made almost mechanically for his Uncle
-Timothy's in the Bayswater Road. The 'Old Things'--Aunt Juley and Aunt
-Hester--would like to hear about it. His father--James--at eighty-eight
-had not felt up to the fatigue of the funeral; and Timothy himself, of
-course, had not gone; so that Nicholas had been the only brother present.
-Still, there had been a fair gathering; and it would cheer Aunts Juley
-and Hester up to know. The kindly thought was not unmixed with the
-inevitable longing to get something out of everything you do, which is
-the chief characteristic of Forsytes, and indeed of the saner elements in
-every nation. In this practice of taking family matters to Timothy's in
-the Bayswater Road, Soames was but following in the footsteps of his
-father, who had been in the habit of going at least once a week to see
-his sisters at Timothy's, and had only given it up when he lost his nerve
-at eighty-six, and could not go out without Emily. To go with Emily was
-of no use, for who could really talk to anyone in the presence of his own
-wife? Like James in the old days, Soames found time to go there nearly
-every Sunday, and sit in the little drawing-room into which, with his
-undoubted taste, he had introduced a good deal of change and china not
-quite up to his own fastidious mark, and at least two rather doubtful
-Barbizon pictures, at Christmastides. He himself, who had done extremely
-well with the Barbizons, had for some years past moved towards the
-Marises, Israels, and Mauve, and was hoping to do better. In the
-riverside house which he now inhabited near Mapledurham he had a gallery,
-beautifully hung and lighted, to which few London dealers were strangers.
-It served, too, as a Sunday afternoon attraction in those week-end
-parties which his sisters, Winifred or Rachel, occasionally organised for
-him. For though he was but a taciturn showman, his quiet collected
-determinism seldom failed to influence his guests, who knew that his
-reputation was grounded not on mere aesthetic fancy, but on his power of
-gauging the future of market values. When he went to Timothy's he almost
-always had some little tale of triumph over a dealer to unfold, and
-dearly he loved that coo of pride with which his aunts would greet it.
-This afternoon, however, he was differently animated, coming from Roger's
-funeral in his neat dark clothes--not quite black, for after all an uncle
-was but an uncle, and his soul abhorred excessive display of feeling.
-Leaning back in a marqueterie chair and gazing down his uplifted nose at
-the sky-blue walls plastered with gold frames, he was noticeably silent.
-Whether because he had been to a funeral or not, the peculiar Forsyte
-build of his face was seen to the best advantage this afternoon--a face
-concave and long, with a jaw which divested of flesh would have seemed
-extravagant: altogether a chinny face though not at all ill-looking. He
-was feeling more strongly than ever that Timothy's was hopelessly
-'rum-ti-too' and the souls of his aunts dismally mid-Victorian. The
-subject on which alone he wanted to talk--his own undivorced
-position--was unspeakable. And yet it occupied his mind to the exclusion
-of all else. It was only since the Spring that this had been so and a
-new feeling grown up which was egging him on towards what he knew might
-well be folly in a Forsyte of forty-five. More and more of late he had
-been conscious that he was 'getting on.' The fortune already
-considerable when he conceived the house at Robin Hill which had finally
-wrecked his marriage with Irene, had mounted with surprising vigour in
-the twelve lonely years during which he had devoted himself to little
-else. He was worth to-day well over a hundred thousand pounds, and had
-no one to leave it to--no real object for going on with what was his
-religion. Even if he were to relax his efforts, money made money, and he
-felt that he would have a hundred and fifty thousand before he knew where
-he was. There had always been a strongly domestic, philoprogenitive side
-to Soames; baulked and frustrated, it had hidden itself away, but now had
-crept out again in this his 'prime of life.' Concreted and focussed of
-late by the attraction of a girl's undoubted beauty, it had become a
-veritable prepossession.
-
-And this girl was French, not likely to lose her head, or accept any
-unlegalised position. Moreover, Soames himself disliked the thought of
-that. He had tasted of the sordid side of sex during those long years of
-forced celibacy, secretively, and always with disgust, for he was
-fastidious, and his sense of law and order innate. He wanted no hole and
-corner liaison. A marriage at the Embassy in Paris, a few months'
-travel, and he could bring Annette back quite separated from a past which
-in truth was not too distinguished, for she only kept the accounts in her
-mother's Soho Restaurant; he could bring her back as something very new
-and chic with her French taste and self-possession, to reign at 'The
-Shelter' near Mapledurham. On Forsyte 'Change and among his riverside
-friends it would be current that he had met a charming French girl on his
-travels and married her. There would be the flavour of romance, and a
-certain cachet about a French wife. No! He was not at all afraid of
-that. It was only this cursed undivorced condition of his, and--and the
-question whether Annette would take him, which he dared not put to the
-touch until he had a clear and even dazzling future to offer her.
-
-In his aunts' drawing-room he heard with but muffled ears those usual
-questions: How was his dear father? Not going out, of course, now that
-the weather was turning chilly? Would Soames be sure to tell him that
-Hester had found boiled holly leaves most comforting for that pain in her
-side; a poultice every three hours, with red flannel afterwards. And
-could he relish just a little pot of their very best prune preserve--it
-was so delicious this year, and had such a wonderful effect. Oh! and
-about the Darties--had Soames heard that dear Winifred was having a most
-distressing time with Montague? Timothy thought she really ought to have
-protection It was said--but Soames mustn't take this for certain--that he
-had given some of Winifred's jewellery to a dreadful dancer. It was such
-a bad example for dear Val just as he was going to college. Soames had
-not heard? Oh, but he must go and see his sister and look into it at
-once! And did he think these Boers were really going to resist? Timothy
-was in quite a stew about it. The price of Consols was so high, and he
-had such a lot of money in them. Did Soames think they must go down if
-there was a war? Soames nodded. But it would be over very quickly. It
-would be so bad for Timothy if it wasn't. And of course Soames' dear
-father would feel it very much at his age. Luckily poor dear Roger had
-been spared this dreadful anxiety. And Aunt Juley with a little
-handkerchief wiped away the large tear trying to climb the permanent pout
-on her now quite withered left cheek; she was remembering dear Roger, and
-all his originality, and how he used to stick pins into her when they
-were little together. Aunt Hester, with her instinct for avoiding the
-unpleasant, here chimed in: Did Soames think they would make Mr.
-Chamberlain Prime Minister at once? He would settle it all so quickly.
-She would like to see that old Kruger sent to St. Helena. She could
-remember so well the news of Napoleon's death, and what a, relief it had
-been to his grandfather. Of course she and Juley--"We were in
-pantalettes then, my dear"--had not felt it much at the time.
-
-Soames took a cup of tea from her, drank it quickly, and ate three of
-those macaroons for which Timothy's was famous. His faint, pale,
-supercilious smile had deepened just a little. Really, his family
-remained hopelessly provincial, however much of London they might possess
-between them. In these go-ahead days their provincialism stared out even
-more than it used to. Why, old Nicholas was still a Free Trader, and a
-member of that antediluvian home of Liberalism, the Remove Club--though,
-to be sure, the members were pretty well all Conservatives now, or he
-himself could not have joined; and Timothy, they said, still wore a
-nightcap. Aunt Juley spoke again. Dear Soames was looking so well,
-hardly a day older than he did when dear Ann died, and they were all
-there together, dear Jolyon, and dear Swithin, and dear Roger. She
-paused and caught the tear which had climbed the pout on her right cheek.
-Did he--did he ever hear anything of Irene nowadays? Aunt Hester visibly
-interposed her shoulder. Really, Juley was always saying something! The
-smile left Soames' face, and he put his cup down. Here was his subject
-broached for him, and for all his desire to expand, he could not take
-advantage.
-
-Aunt Juley went on rather hastily:
-
-"They say dear Jolyon first left her that fifteen thousand out and out;
-then of course he saw it would not be right, and made it for her life
-only."
-
-Had Soames heard that?
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"Your cousin Jolyon is a widower now. He is her trustee; you knew that,
-of course?"
-
-Soames shook his head. He did know, but wished to show no interest.
-Young Jolyon and he had not met since the day of Bosinney's death.
-
-"He must be quite middle-aged by now," went on Aunt Juley dreamily. "Let
-me see, he was born when your dear uncle lived in Mount Street; long
-before they went to Stanhope Gate in December. Just before that dreadful
-Commune. Over fifty! Fancy that! Such a pretty baby, and we were all
-so proud of him; the very first of you all." Aunt Juley sighed, and a
-lock of not quite her own hair came loose and straggled, so that Aunt
-Hester gave a little shiver. Soames rose, he was experiencing a curious
-piece of self-discovery. That old wound to his pride and self-esteem was
-not yet closed. He had come thinking he could talk of it, even wanting
-to talk of his fettered condition, and--behold! he was shrinking away
-from this reminder by Aunt Juley, renowned for her Malapropisms.
-
-Oh, Soames was not going already!
-
-Soames smiled a little vindictively, and said:
-
-"Yes. Good-bye. Remember me to Uncle Timothy!" And, leaving a cold
-kiss on each forehead, whose wrinkles seemed to try and cling to his lips
-as if longing to be kissed away, he left them looking brightly after
-him--dear Soames, it had been so good of him to come to-day, when they
-were not feeling very....!
-
-With compunction tweaking at his chest Soames descended the stairs, where
-was always that rather pleasant smell of camphor and port wine, and house
-where draughts are not permitted. The poor old things--he had not meant
-to be unkind! And in the street he instantly forgot them, repossessed by
-the image of Annette and the thought of the cursed coil around him. Why
-had he not pushed the thing through and obtained divorce when that
-wretched Bosinney was run over, and there was evidence galore for the
-asking! And he turned towards his sister Winifred Dartie's residence in
-Green Street, Mayfair.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-EXIT A MAN OF THE WORLD
-
-That a man of the world so subject to the vicissitudes of fortunes as
-Montague Dartie should still be living in a house he had inhabited twenty
-years at least would have been more noticeable if the rent, rates, taxes,
-and repairs of that house had not been defrayed by his father-in-law. By
-that simple if wholesale device James Forsyte had secured a certain
-stability in the lives of his daughter and his grandchildren. After all,
-there is something invaluable about a safe roof over the head of a
-sportsman so dashing as Dartie. Until the events of the last few days he
-had been almost-supernaturally steady all this year. The fact was he had
-acquired a half share in a filly of George Forsyte's, who had gone
-irreparably on the turf, to the horror of Roger, now stilled by the
-grave. Sleeve-links, by Martyr, out of Shirt-on-fire, by Suspender, was
-a bay filly, three years old, who for a variety of reasons had never
-shown her true form. With half ownership of this hopeful animal, all the
-idealism latent somewhere in Dartie, as in every other man, had put up
-its head, and kept him quietly ardent for months past. When a man has
-some thing good to live for it is astonishing how sober he becomes; and
-what Dartie had was really good--a three to one chance for an autumn
-handicap, publicly assessed at twenty-five to one. The old-fashioned
-heaven was a poor thing beside it, and his shirt was on the daughter of
-Shirt-on-fire. But how much more than his shirt depended on this
-granddaughter of Suspender! At that roving age of forty-five, trying to
-Forsytes--and, though perhaps less distinguishable from any other age,
-trying even to Darties--Montague had fixed his current fancy on a dancer.
-It was no mean passion, but without money, and a good deal of it, likely
-to remain a love as airy as her skirts; and Dartie never had any money,
-subsisting miserably on what he could beg or borrow from Winifred--a
-woman of character, who kept him because he was the father of her
-children, and from a lingering admiration for those now-dying Wardour
-Street good looks which in their youth had fascinated her. She, together
-with anyone else who would lend him anything, and his losses at cards and
-on the turf (extraordinary how some men make a good thing out of losses!)
-were his whole means of subsistence; for James was now too old and
-nervous to approach, and Soames too formidably adamant. It is not too
-much to say that Dartie had been living on hope for months. He had never
-been fond of money for itself, had always despised the Forsytes with
-their investing habits, though careful to make such use of them as he
-could. What he liked about money was what it bought--personal sensation.
-
-"No real sportsman cares for money," he would say, borrowing a 'pony' if
-it was no use trying for a 'monkey.' There was something delicious about
-Montague Dartie. He was, as George Forsyte said, a 'daisy.'
-
-The morning of the Handicap dawned clear and bright, the last day of
-September, and Dartie who had travelled to Newmarket the night before,
-arrayed himself in spotless checks and walked to an eminence to see his
-half of the filly take her final canter: If she won he would be a cool
-three thou. in pocket--a poor enough recompense for the sobriety and
-patience of these weeks of hope, while they had been nursing her for this
-race. But he had not been able to afford more. Should he 'lay it off'
-at the eight to one to which she had advanced? This was his single
-thought while the larks sang above him, and the grassy downs smelled
-sweet, and the pretty filly passed, tossing her head and glowing like
-satin.
-
-After all, if he lost it would not be he who paid, and to 'lay it off'
-would reduce his winnings to some fifteen hundred--hardly enough to
-purchase a dancer out and out. Even more potent was the itch in the
-blood of all the Darties for a real flutter. And turning to George he
-said: "She's a clipper. She'll win hands down; I shall go the whole
-hog." George, who had laid off every penny, and a few besides, and stood
-to win, however it came out, grinned down on him from his bulky height,
-with the words: "So ho, my wild one!" for after a chequered
-apprenticeship weathered with the money of a deeply complaining Roger,
-his Forsyte blood was beginning to stand him in good stead in the
-profession of owner.
-
-There are moments of disillusionment in the lives of men from which the
-sensitive recorder shrinks. Suffice it to say that the good thing fell
-down. Sleeve-links finished in the ruck. Dartie's shirt was lost.
-
-Between the passing of these things and the day when Soames turned his
-face towards Green Street, what had not happened!
-
-When a man with the constitution of Montague Dartie has exercised
-self-control for months from religious motives, and remains unrewarded,
-he does not curse God and die, he curses God and lives, to the distress
-of his family.
-
-Winifred--a plucky woman, if a little too fashionable--who had borne the
-brunt of him for exactly twenty-one years, had never really believed that
-he would do what he now did. Like so many wives, she thought she knew
-the worst, but she had not yet known him in his forty-fifth year, when
-he, like other men, felt that it was now or never. Paying on the 2nd of
-October a visit of inspection to her jewel case, she was horrified to
-observe that her woman's crown and glory was gone--the pearls which
-Montague had given her in '86, when Benedict was born, and which James
-had been compelled to pay for in the spring of '87, to save scandal. She
-consulted her husband at once. He 'pooh-poohed' the matter. They would
-turn up! Nor till she said sharply: "Very well, then, Monty, I shall go
-down to Scotland Yard myself," did he consent to take the matter in hand.
-Alas! that the steady and resolved continuity of design necessary to the
-accomplishment of sweeping operations should be liable to interruption by
-drink. That night Dartie returned home without a care in the world or a
-particle of reticence. Under normal conditions Winifred would merely
-have locked her door and let him sleep it off, but torturing suspense
-about her pearls had caused her to wait up for him. Taking a small
-revolver from his pocket and holding on to the dining table, he told her
-at once that he did not care a cursh whether she lived s'long as she was
-quiet; but he himself wash tired o' life. Winifred, holding onto the
-other side of the dining table, answered:
-
-"Don't be a clown, Monty. Have you been to Scotland Yard?"
-
-Placing the revolver against his chest, Dartie had pulled the trigger
-several times. It was not loaded. Dropping it with an imprecation, he
-had muttered: "For shake o' the children," and sank into a chair.
-Winifred, having picked up the revolver, gave him some soda water. The
-liquor had a magical effect. Life had illused him; Winifred had never
-'unshtood'm.' If he hadn't the right to take the pearls he had given her
-himself, who had? That Spanish filly had got'm. If Winifred had any
-'jection he w'd cut--her--throat. What was the matter with that?
-(Probably the first use of that celebrated phrase--so obscure are the
-origins of even the most classical language!)
-
-Winifred, who had learned self-containment in a hard school, looked up at
-him, and said: "Spanish filly! Do you mean that girl we saw dancing in
-the Pandemonium Ballet? Well, you are a thief and a blackguard." It had
-been the last straw on a sorely loaded consciousness; reaching up from
-his chair Dartie seized his wife's arm, and recalling the achievements of
-his boyhood, twisted it. Winifred endured the agony with tears in her
-eyes, but no murmur. Watching for a moment of weakness, she wrenched it
-free; then placing the dining table between them, said between her teeth:
-"You are the limit, Monty." (Undoubtedly the inception of that phrase
---so is English formed under the stress of circumstances.) Leaving Dartie
-with foam on his dark moustache she went upstairs, and, after locking her
-door and bathing her arm in hot water, lay awake all night, thinking of
-her pearls adorning the neck of another, and of the consideration her
-husband had presumably received therefor.
-
-The man of the world awoke with a sense of being lost to that world, and
-a dim recollection of having been called a 'limit.' He sat for half an
-hour in the dawn and the armchair where he had slept--perhaps the
-unhappiest half-hour he had ever spent, for even to a Dartie there is
-something tragic about an end. And he knew that he had reached it.
-Never again would he sleep in his dining-room and wake with the light
-filtering through those curtains bought by Winifred at Nickens and
-Jarveys with the money of James. Never again eat a devilled kidney at
-that rose-wood table, after a roll in the sheets and a hot bath. He took
-his note case from his dress coat pocket. Four hundred pounds, in fives
-and tens--the remainder of the proceeds of his half of Sleeve-links, sold
-last night, cash down, to George Forsyte, who, having won over the race,
-had not conceived the sudden dislike to the animal which he himself now
-felt. The ballet was going to Buenos Aires the day after to-morrow, and
-he was going too. Full value for the pearls had not yet been received;
-he was only at the soup.
-
-He stole upstairs. Not daring to have a bath, or shave (besides, the
-water would be cold), he changed his clothes and packed stealthily all he
-could. It was hard to leave so many shining boots, but one must
-sacrifice something. Then, carrying a valise in either hand, he stepped
-out onto the landing. The house was very quiet--that house where he had
-begotten his four children. It was a curious moment, this, outside the
-room of his wife, once admired, if not perhaps loved, who had called him
-'the limit.' He steeled himself with that phrase, and tiptoed on; but
-the next door was harder to pass. It was the room his daughters slept
-in. Maud was at school, but Imogen would be lying there; and moisture
-came into Dartie's early morning eyes. She was the most like him of the
-four, with her dark hair, and her luscious brown glance. Just coming
-out, a pretty thing! He set down the two valises. This almost formal
-abdication of fatherhood hurt him. The morning light fell on a face
-which worked with real emotion. Nothing so false as penitence moved him;
-but genuine paternal feeling, and that melancholy of 'never again.' He
-moistened his lips; and complete irresolution for a moment paralysed his
-legs in their check trousers. It was hard--hard to be thus compelled to
-leave his home! "D---nit!" he muttered, "I never thought it would come
-to this." Noises above warned him that the maids were beginning to get
-up. And grasping the two valises, he tiptoed on downstairs. His cheeks
-were wet, and the knowledge of that was comforting, as though it
-guaranteed the genuineness of his sacrifice. He lingered a little in the
-rooms below, to pack all the cigars he had, some papers, a crush hat, a
-silver cigarette box, a Ruff's Guide. Then, mixing himself a stiff
-whisky and soda, and lighting a cigarette, he stood hesitating before a
-photograph of his two girls, in a silver frame. It belonged to Winifred.
-'Never mind,' he thought; 'she can get another taken, and I can't!' He
-slipped it into the valise. Then, putting on his hat and overcoat, he
-took two others, his best malacca cane, an umbrella, and opened the front
-door. Closing it softly behind him, he walked out, burdened as he had
-never been in all his life, and made his way round the corner to wait
-there for an early cab to come by.
-
-Thus had passed Montague Dartie in the forty-fifth year of his age from
-the house which he had called his own.
-
-When Winifred came down, and realised that he was not in the house, her
-first feeling was one of dull anger that he should thus elude the
-reproaches she had carefully prepared in those long wakeful hours. He
-had gone off to Newmarket or Brighton, with that woman as likely as not.
-Disgusting! Forced to a complete reticence before Imogen and the
-servants, and aware that her father's nerves would never stand the
-disclosure, she had been unable to refrain from going to Timothy's that
-afternoon, and pouring out the story of the pearls to Aunts Juley and
-Hester in utter confidence. It was only on the following morning that
-she noticed the disappearance of that photograph. What did it mean?
-Careful examination of her husband's relics prompted the thought that he
-had gone for good. As that conclusion hardened she stood quite still in
-the middle of his dressing-room, with all the drawers pulled out, to try
-and realise what she was feeling. By no means easy! Though he was 'the
-limit' he was yet her property, and for the life of her she could not but
-feel the poorer. To be widowed yet not widowed at forty-two; with four
-children; made conspicuous, an object of commiseration! Gone to the arms
-of a Spanish Jade! Memories, feelings, which she had thought quite dead,
-revived within her, painful, sullen, tenacious. Mechanically she closed
-drawer after drawer, went to her bed, lay on it, and buried her face in
-the pillows. She did not cry. What was the use of that? When she got
-off her bed to go down to lunch she felt as if only one thing could do
-her good, and that was to have Val home. He--her eldest boy--who was to
-go to Oxford next month at James' expense, was at Littlehampton taking
-his final gallops with his trainer for Smalls, as he would have phrased
-it following his father's diction. She caused a telegram to be sent to
-him.
-
-"I must see about his clothes," she said to Imogen; "I can't have him
-going up to Oxford all anyhow. Those boys are so particular."
-
-"Val's got heaps of things," Imogen answered.
-
-"I know; but they want overhauling. I hope he'll come."
-
-"He'll come like a shot, Mother. But he'll probably skew his Exam."
-
-"I can't help that," said Winifred. "I want him."
-
-With an innocent shrewd look at her mother's face, Imogen kept silence.
-It was father, of course! Val did come 'like a shot' at six o'clock.
-
-Imagine a cross between a pickle and a Forsyte and you have young Publius
-Valerius Dartie. A youth so named could hardly turn out otherwise. When
-he was born, Winifred, in the heyday of spirits, and the craving for
-distinction, had determined that her children should have names such as
-no others had ever had. (It was a mercy--she felt now--that she had
-just not named Imogen Thisbe.) But it was to George Forsyte, always a
-wag, that Val's christening was due. It so happened that Dartie, dining
-with him a week after the birth of his son and heir, had mentioned this
-aspiration of Winifred's.
-
-"Call him Cato," said George, "it'll be damned piquant!" He had just won
-a tenner on a horse of that name.
-
-"Cato!" Dartie had replied--they were a little 'on' as the phrase was
-even in those days--"it's not a Christian name."
-
-"Halo you!" George called to a waiter in knee breeches. "Bring me the
-Encyc'pedia Brit. from the Library, letter C."
-
-The waiter brought it.
-
-"Here you are!" said George, pointing with his cigar: "Cato Publius
-Valerius by Virgil out of Lydia. That's what you want. Publius Valerius
-is Christian enough."
-
-Dartie, on arriving home, had informed Winifred. She had been charmed.
-It was so 'chic.' And Publius Valerius became the baby's name, though it
-afterwards transpired that they had got hold of the inferior Cato. In
-1890, however, when little Publius was nearly ten, the word 'chic' went
-out of fashion, and sobriety came in; Winifred began to have doubts.
-They were confirmed by little Publius himself who returned from his first
-term at school complaining that life was a burden to him--they called him
-Pubby. Winifred--a woman of real decision--promptly changed his school
-and his name to Val, the Publius being dropped even as an initial.
-
-At nineteen he was a limber, freckled youth with a wide mouth, light
-eyes, long dark lashes; a rather charming smile, considerable knowledge
-of what he should not know, and no experience of what he ought to do.
-Few boys had more narrowly escaped being expelled--the engaging rascal.
-After kissing his mother and pinching Imogen, he ran upstairs three at a
-time, and came down four, dressed for dinner. He was awfully sorry, but
-his 'trainer,' who had come up too, had asked him to dine at the Oxford
-and Cambridge; it wouldn't do to miss--the old chap would be hurt.
-Winifred let him go with an unhappy pride. She had wanted him at home,
-but it was very nice to know that his tutor was so fond of him. He went
-out with a wink at Imogen, saying: "I say, Mother, could I have two
-plover's eggs when I come in?--cook's got some. They top up so jolly
-well. Oh! and look here--have you any money?--I had to borrow a fiver
-from old Snobby."
-
-Winifred, looking at him with fond shrewdness, answered:
-
-"My dear, you are naughty about money. But you shouldn't pay him
-to-night, anyway; you're his guest. How nice and slim he looked in his
-white waistcoat, and his dark thick lashes!"
-
-"Oh, but we may go to the theatre, you see, Mother; and I think I ought
-to stand the tickets; he's always hard up, you know."
-
-Winifred produced a five-pound note, saying:
-
-"Well, perhaps you'd better pay him, but you mustn't stand the tickets
-too."
-
-Val pocketed the fiver.
-
-"If I do, I can't," he said. "Good-night, Mum!"
-
-He went out with his head up and his hat cocked joyously, sniffing the
-air of Piccadilly like a young hound loosed into covert. Jolly good biz!
-After that mouldy old slow hole down there!
-
-He found his 'tutor,' not indeed at the Oxford and Cambridge, but at the
-Goat's Club. This 'tutor' was a year older than himself, a good-looking
-youth, with fine brown eyes, and smooth dark hair, a small mouth, an oval
-face, languid, immaculate, cool to a degree, one of those young men who
-without effort establish moral ascendancy over their companions. He had
-missed being expelled from school a year before Val, had spent that year
-at Oxford, and Val could almost see a halo round his head. His name was
-Crum, and no one could get through money quicker. It seemed to be his
-only aim in life--dazzling to young Val, in whom, however, the Forsyte
-would stand apart, now and then, wondering where the value for that money
-was.
-
-They dined quietly, in style and taste; left the Club smoking cigars,
-with just two bottles inside them, and dropped into stalls at the
-Liberty. For Val the sound of comic songs, the sight of lovely legs were
-fogged and interrupted by haunting fears that he would never equal Crum's
-quiet dandyism. His idealism was roused; and when that is so, one is
-never quite at ease. Surely he had too wide a mouth, not the best cut of
-waistcoat, no braid on his trousers, and his lavender gloves had no thin
-black stitchings down the back. Besides, he laughed too much--Crum never
-laughed, he only smiled, with his regular dark brows raised a little so
-that they formed a gable over his just drooped lids. No! he would never
-be Crum's equal. All the same it was a jolly good show, and Cynthia Dark
-simply ripping. Between the acts Crum regaled him with particulars of
-Cynthia's private life, and the awful knowledge became Val's that, if he
-liked, Crum could go behind. He simply longed to say: "I say, take me!"
-but dared not, because of his deficiencies; and this made the last act or
-two almost miserable. On coming out Crum said: "It's half an hour before
-they close; let's go on to the Pandemonium." They took a hansom to
-travel the hundred yards, and seats costing seven-and-six apiece because
-they were going to stand, and walked into the Promenade. It was in these
-little things, this utter negligence of money that Crum had such engaging
-polish. The ballet was on its last legs and night, and the traffic of
-the Promenade was suffering for the moment. Men and women were crowded
-in three rows against the barrier. The whirl and dazzle on the stage,
-the half dark, the mingled tobacco fumes and women's scent, all that
-curious lure to promiscuity which belongs to Promenades, began to free
-young Val from his idealism. He looked admiringly in a young woman's
-face, saw she was not young, and quickly looked away. Shades of Cynthia
-Dark! The young woman's arm touched his unconsciously; there was a scent
-of musk and mignonette. Val looked round the corner of his lashes.
-Perhaps she was young, after all. Her foot trod on his; she begged his
-pardon. He said:
-
-"Not at all; jolly good ballet, isn't it?"
-
-"Oh, I'm tired of it; aren't you?"
-
-Young Val smiled--his wide, rather charming smile. Beyond that he did
-not go--not yet convinced. The Forsyte in him stood out for greater
-certainty. And on the stage the ballet whirled its kaleidoscope of
-snow-white, salmon-pink, and emerald-green and violet and seemed suddenly
-to freeze into a stilly spangled pyramid. Applause broke out, and it was
-over! Maroon curtains had cut it off. The semi-circle of men and women
-round the barrier broke up, the young woman's arm pressed his. A little
-way off disturbance seemed centring round a man with a pink carnation;
-Val stole another glance at the young woman, who was looking towards it.
-Three men, unsteady, emerged, walking arm in arm. The one in the centre
-wore the pink carnation, a white waistcoat, a dark moustache; he reeled a
-little as he walked. Crum's voice said slow and level: "Look at that
-bounder, he's screwed!" Val turned to look. The 'bounder' had
-disengaged his arm, and was pointing straight at them. Crum's voice,
-level as ever, said:
-
-"He seems to know you!" The 'bounder' spoke:
-
-"H'llo!" he said. "You f'llows, look! There's my young rascal of a
-son!"
-
-Val saw. It was his father! He could have sunk into the crimson carpet.
-It was not the meeting in this place, not even that his father was
-'screwed'; it was Crum's word 'bounder,' which, as by heavenly
-revelation, he perceived at that moment to be true. Yes, his father
-looked a bounder with his dark good looks, and his pink carnation, and
-his square, self-assertive walk. And without a word he ducked behind the
-young woman and slipped out of the Promenade. He heard the word, "Val!"
-behind him, and ran down deep-carpeted steps past the 'chuckersout,' into
-the Square.
-
-To be ashamed of his own father is perhaps the bitterest experience a
-young man can go through. It seemed to Val, hurrying away, that his
-career had ended before it had begun. How could he go up to Oxford now
-amongst all those chaps, those splendid friends of Crum's, who would know
-that his father was a 'bounder'! And suddenly he hated Crum. Who the
-devil was Crum, to say that? If Crum had been beside him at that moment,
-he would certainly have been jostled off the pavement. His own
-father--his own! A choke came up in his throat, and he dashed his hands
-down deep into his overcoat pockets. Damn Crum! He conceived the wild
-idea of running back and fending his father, taking him by the arm and
-walking about with him in front of Crum; but gave it up at once and
-pursued his way down Piccadilly. A young woman planted herself before
-him. "Not so angry, darling!" He shied, dodged her, and suddenly became
-quite cool. If Crum ever said a word, he would jolly well punch his
-head, and there would be an end of it. He walked a hundred yards or
-more, contented with that thought, then lost its comfort utterly. It
-wasn't simple like that! He remembered how, at school, when some parent
-came down who did not pass the standard, it just clung to the fellow
-afterwards. It was one of those things nothing could remove. Why had
-his mother married his father, if he was a 'bounder'? It was bitterly
-unfair--jolly low-down on a fellow to give him a 'bounder' for father.
-The worst of it was that now Crum had spoken the word, he realised that
-he had long known subconsciously that his father was not 'the clean
-potato.' It was the beastliest thing that had ever happened to
-him--beastliest thing that had ever happened to any fellow! And,
-down-hearted as he had never yet been, he came to Green Street, and let
-himself in with a smuggled latch-key. In the dining-room his plover's
-eggs were set invitingly, with some cut bread and butter, and a little
-whisky at the bottom of a decanter--just enough, as Winifred had
-thought, for him to feel himself a man. It made him sick to look at
-them, and he went upstairs.
-
-Winifred heard him pass, and thought: 'The dear boy's in. Thank
-goodness! If he takes after his father I don't know what I shall do!
-But he won't he's like me. Dear Val!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-SOAMES PREPARES TO TAKE STEPS
-
-When Soames entered his sister's little Louis Quinze drawing-room, with
-its small balcony, always flowered with hanging geraniums in the summer,
-and now with pots of Lilium Auratum, he was struck by the immutability of
-human affairs. It looked just the same as on his first visit to the
-newly married Darties twenty-one years ago. He had chosen the furniture
-himself, and so completely that no subsequent purchase had ever been able
-to change the room's atmosphere. Yes, he had founded his sister well,
-and she had wanted it. Indeed, it said a great deal for Winifred that
-after all this time with Dartie she remained well-founded. From the
-first Soames had nosed out Dartie's nature from underneath the
-plausibility, savoir faire, and good looks which had dazzled Winifred,
-her mother, and even James, to the extent of permitting the fellow to
-marry his daughter without bringing anything but shares of no value into
-settlement.
-
-Winifred, whom he noticed next to the furniture, was sitting at her Buhl
-bureau with a letter in her hand. She rose and came towards him. Tall
-as himself, strong in the cheekbones, well tailored, something in her
-face disturbed Soames. She crumpled the letter in her hand, but seemed
-to change her mind and held it out to him. He was her lawyer as well as
-her brother.
-
-Soames read, on Iseeum Club paper, these words:
-
-'You will not get chance to insult in my own again. I am leaving country
-to-morrow. It's played out. I'm tired of being insulted by you. You've
-brought on yourself. No self-respecting man can stand it. I shall not
-ask you for anything again. Good-bye. I took the photograph of the two
-girls. Give them my love. I don't care what your family say. It's all
-their doing. I'm going to live new life.
-'M.D.'
-
-This after-dinner note had a splotch on it not yet quite dry. He looked
-at Winifred--the splotch had clearly come from her; and he checked the
-words: 'Good riddance!' Then it occurred to him that with this letter
-she was entering that very state which he himself so earnestly desired to
-quit--the state of a Forsyte who was not divorced.
-
-Winifred had turned away, and was taking a long sniff from a little
-gold-topped bottle. A dull commiseration, together with a vague sense of
-injury, crept about Soames' heart. He had come to her to talk of his own
-position, and get sympathy, and here was she in the same position,
-wanting of course to talk of it, and get sympathy from him. It was
-always like that! Nobody ever seemed to think that he had troubles and
-interests of his own. He folded up the letter with the splotch inside,
-and said:
-
-"What's it all about, now?"
-
-Winifred recited the story of the pearls calmly.
-
-"Do you think he's really gone, Soames? You see the state he was in when
-he wrote that."
-
-Soames who, when he desired a thing, placated Providence by pretending
-that he did not think it likely to happen, answered:
-
-"I shouldn't think so. I might find out at his Club."
-
-"If George is there," said Winifred, "he would know."
-
-"George?" said Soames; "I saw him at his father's funeral."
-
-"Then he's sure to be there."
-
-Soames, whose good sense applauded his sister's acumen, said grudgingly:
-"Well, I'll go round. Have you said anything in Park Lane?"
-
-"I've told Emily," returned Winifred, who retained that 'chic' way of
-describing her mother. "Father would have a fit."
-
-Indeed, anything untoward was now sedulously kept from James. With
-another look round at the furniture, as if to gauge his sister's exact
-position, Soames went out towards Piccadilly. The evening was drawing
-in--a touch of chill in the October haze. He walked quickly, with his
-close and concentrated air. He must get through, for he wished to dine
-in Soho. On hearing from the hall porter at the Iseeum that Mr. Dartie
-had not been in to-day, he looked at the trusty fellow and decided only
-to ask if Mr. George Forsyte was in the Club. He was. Soames, who
-always looked askance at his cousin George, as one inclined to jest at
-his expense, followed the pageboy, slightly reassured by the thought that
-George had just lost his father. He must have come in for about thirty
-thousand, besides what he had under that settlement of Roger's, which had
-avoided death duty. He found George in a bow-window, staring out across
-a half-eaten plate of muffins. His tall, bulky, black-clothed figure
-loomed almost threatening, though preserving still the supernatural
-neatness of the racing man. With a faint grin on his fleshy face, he
-said:
-
-"Hallo, Soames! Have a muffin?"
-
-"No, thanks," murmured Soames; and, nursing his hat, with the desire to
-say something suitable and sympathetic, added:
-
-"How's your mother?"
-
-"Thanks," said George; "so-so. Haven't seen you for ages. You never go
-racing. How's the City?"
-
-Soames, scenting the approach of a jest, closed up, and answered:
-
-"I wanted to ask you about Dartie. I hear he's...."
-
-"Flitted, made a bolt to Buenos Aires with the fair Lola. Good for
-Winifred and the little Darties. He's a treat."
-
-Soames nodded. Naturally inimical as these cousins were, Dartie made
-them kin.
-
-"Uncle James'll sleep in his bed now," resumed George; "I suppose he's
-had a lot off you, too."
-
-Soames smiled.
-
-"Ah! You saw him further," said George amicably. "He's a real rouser.
-Young Val will want a bit of looking after. I was always sorry for
-Winifred. She's a plucky woman."
-
-Again Soames nodded. "I must be getting back to her," he said; "she just
-wanted to know for certain. We may have to take steps. I suppose there's
-no mistake?"
-
-"It's quite O.K.," said George--it was he who invented so many of those
-quaint sayings which have been assigned to other sources. "He was drunk
-as a lord last night; but he went off all right this morning. His ship's
-the Tuscarora;" and, fishing out a card, he read mockingly:
-
-"'Mr. Montague Dartie, Poste Restante, Buenos Aires.' I should hurry up
-with the steps, if I were you. He fairly fed me up last night."
-
-"Yes," said Soames; "but it's not always easy." Then, conscious from
-George's eyes that he had roused reminiscence of his own affair, he got
-up, and held out his hand. George rose too.
-
-"Remember me to Winifred.... You'll enter her for the Divorce Stakes
-straight off if you ask me."
-
-Soames took a sidelong look back at him from the doorway. George had
-seated himself again and was staring before him; he looked big and lonely
-in those black clothes. Soames had never known him so subdued. 'I
-suppose he feels it in a way,' he thought. 'They must have about fifty
-thousand each, all told. They ought to keep the estate together. If
-there's a war, house property will go down. Uncle Roger was a good judge,
-though.' And the face of Annette rose before him in the darkening
-street; her brown hair and her blue eyes with their dark lashes, her
-fresh lips and cheeks, dewy and blooming in spite of London, her perfect
-French figure. 'Take steps!' he thought. Re-entering Winifred's house
-he encountered Val, and they went in together. An idea had occurred to
-Soames. His cousin Jolyon was Irene's trustee, the first step would be to
-go down and see him at Robin Hill. Robin Hill! The odd--the very odd
-feeling those words brought back! Robin Hill--the house Bosinney had
-built for him and Irene--the house they had never lived in--the fatal
-house! And Jolyon lived there now! H'm! And suddenly he thought: 'They
-say he's got a boy at Oxford! Why not take young Val down and introduce
-them! It's an excuse! Less bald--very much less bald!' So, as they went
-upstairs, he said to Val:
-
-"You've got a cousin at Oxford; you've never met him. I should like to
-take you down with me to-morrow to where he lives and introduce you.
-You'll find it useful."
-
-Val, receiving the idea with but moderate transports, Soames clinched it.
-
-"I'll call for you after lunch. It's in the country--not far; you'll
-enjoy it."
-
-On the threshold of the drawing-room he recalled with an effort that the
-steps he contemplated concerned Winifred at the moment, not himself.
-
-Winifred was still sitting at her Buhl bureau.
-
-"It's quite true," he said; "he's gone to Buenos Aires, started this
-morning--we'd better have him shadowed when he lands. I'll cable at
-once. Otherwise we may have a lot of expense. The sooner these things
-are done the better. I'm always regretting that I didn't..." he stopped,
-and looked sidelong at the silent Winifred. "By the way," he went on,
-"can you prove cruelty?"
-
-Winifred said in a dull voice:
-
-"I don't know. What is cruelty?"
-
-"Well, has he struck you, or anything?"
-
-Winifred shook herself, and her jaw grew square.
-
-"He twisted my arm. Or would pointing a pistol count? Or being too
-drunk to undress himself, or--No--I can't bring in the children."
-
-"No," said Soames; "no! I wonder! Of course, there's legal
-separation--we can get that. But separation! Um!"
-
-"What does it mean?" asked Winifred desolately.
-
-"That he can't touch you, or you him; you're both of you married and
-unmarried." And again he grunted. What was it, in fact, but his own
-accursed position, legalised! No, he would not put her into that!
-
-"It must be divorce," he said decisively; "failing cruelty, there's
-desertion. There's a way of shortening the two years, now. We get the
-Court to give us restitution of conjugal rights. Then if he doesn't
-obey, we can bring a suit for divorce in six months' time. Of course you
-don't want him back. But they won't know that. Still, there's the risk
-that he might come. I'd rather try cruelty."
-
-Winifred shook her head. "It's so beastly."
-
-"Well," Soames murmured, "perhaps there isn't much risk so long as he's
-infatuated and got money. Don't say anything to anybody, and don't pay
-any of his debts."
-
-Winifred sighed. In spite of all she had been through, the sense of loss
-was heavy on her. And this idea of not paying his debts any more brought
-it home to her as nothing else yet had. Some richness seemed to have
-gone out of life. Without her husband, without her pearls, without that
-intimate sense that she made a brave show above the domestic whirlpool,
-she would now have to face the world. She felt bereaved indeed.
-
-And into the chilly kiss he placed on her forehead, Soames put more than
-his usual warmth.
-
-"I have to go down to Robin Hill to-morrow," he said, "to see young
-Jolyon on business. He's got a boy at Oxford. I'd like to take Val with
-me and introduce him. Come down to 'The Shelter' for the week-end and
-bring the children. Oh! by the way, no, that won't do; I've got some
-other people coming." So saying, he left her and turned towards Soho.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-SOHO
-
-Of all quarters in the queer adventurous amalgam called London, Soho is
-perhaps least suited to the Forsyte spirit. 'So-ho, my wild one!'
-George would have said if he had seen his cousin going there. Untidy,
-full of Greeks, Ishmaelites, cats, Italians, tomatoes, restaurants,
-organs, coloured stuffs, queer names, people looking out of upper
-windows, it dwells remote from the British Body Politic. Yet has it
-haphazard proprietary instincts of its own, and a certain possessive
-prosperity which keeps its rents up when those of other quarters go down.
-For long years Soames' acquaintanceship with Soho had been confined to
-its Western bastion, Wardour Street. Many bargains had he picked up
-there. Even during those seven years at Brighton after Bosinney's death
-and Irene's flight, he had bought treasures there sometimes, though he
-had no place to put them; for when the conviction that his wife had gone
-for good at last became firm within him, he had caused a board to be put
-up in Montpellier Square:
-
- FOR SALE
- THE LEASE OF THIS DESIRABLE RESIDENCE
-
- Enquire of Messrs. Lesson and Tukes,
- Court Street, Belgravia.
-
-It had sold within a week--that desirable residence, in the shadow of
-whose perfection a man and a woman had eaten their hearts out.
-
-Of a misty January evening, just before the board was taken down, Soames
-had gone there once more, and stood against the Square railings, looking
-at its unlighted windows, chewing the cud of possessive memories which
-had turned so bitter in the mouth. Why had she never loved him? Why?
-She had been given all she had wanted, and in return had given him, for
-three long years, all he had wanted--except, indeed, her heart. He had
-uttered a little involuntary groan, and a passing policeman had glanced
-suspiciously at him who no longer possessed the right to enter that green
-door with the carved brass knocker beneath the board 'For Sale!' A
-choking sensation had attacked his throat, and he had hurried away into
-the mist. That evening he had gone to Brighton to live....
-
-Approaching Malta Street, Soho, and the Restaurant Bretagne, where
-Annette would be drooping her pretty shoulders over her accounts, Soames
-thought with wonder of those seven years at Brighton. How had he managed
-to go on so long in that town devoid of the scent of sweetpeas, where he
-had not even space to put his treasures? True, those had been years with
-no time at all for looking at them--years of almost passionate
-money-making, during which Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte had become
-solicitors to more limited Companies than they could properly attend to.
-Up to the City of a morning in a Pullman car, down from the City of an
-evening in a Pullman car. Law papers again after dinner, then the sleep
-of the tired, and up again next morning. Saturday to Monday was spent at
-his Club in town--curious reversal of customary procedure, based on the
-deep and careful instinct that while working so hard he needed sea air to
-and from the station twice a day, and while resting must indulge his
-domestic affections. The Sunday visit to his family in Park Lane, to
-Timothy's, and to Green Street; the occasional visits elsewhere had
-seemed to him as necessary to health as sea air on weekdays. Even since
-his migration to Mapledurham he had maintained those habits until--he had
-known Annette.
-
-Whether Annette had produced the revolution in his outlook, or that
-outlook had produced Annette, he knew no more than we know where a circle
-begins. It was intricate and deeply involved with the growing
-consciousness that property without anyone to leave it to is the negation
-of true Forsyteism. To have an heir, some continuance of self, who would
-begin where he left off--ensure, in fact, that he would not leave
-off--had quite obsessed him for the last year and more. After buying a
-bit of Wedgwood one evening in April, he had dropped into Malta Street to
-look at a house of his father's which had been turned into a
-restaurant--a risky proceeding, and one not quite in accordance with the
-terms of the lease. He had stared for a little at the outside painted a
-good cream colour, with two peacock-blue tubs containing little bay-trees
-in a recessed doorway--and at the words 'Restaurant Bretagne' above them
-in gold letters, rather favourably impressed. Entering, he had noticed
-that several people were already seated at little round green tables with
-little pots of fresh flowers on them and Brittany-ware plates, and had
-asked of a trim waitress to see the proprietor. They had shown him into
-a back room, where a girl was sitting at a simple bureau covered with
-papers, and a small round, table was laid for two. The impression of
-cleanliness, order, and good taste was confirmed when the girl got up,
-saying, "You wish to see Maman, Monsieur?" in a broken accent.
-
-"Yes," Soames had answered, "I represent your landlord; in fact, I'm his
-son."
-
-"Won't you sit down, sir, please? Tell Maman to come to this gentleman."
-
-He was pleased that the girl seemed impressed, because it showed business
-instinct; and suddenly he noticed that she was remarkably pretty--so
-remarkably pretty that his eyes found a difficulty in leaving her face.
-When she moved to put a chair for him, she swayed in a curious subtle
-way, as if she had been put together by someone with a special secret
-skill; and her face and neck, which was a little bared, looked as fresh
-as if they had been sprayed with dew. Probably at this moment Soames
-decided that the lease had not been violated; though to himself and his
-father he based the decision on the efficiency of those illicit
-adaptations in the building, on the signs of prosperity, and the obvious
-business capacity of Madame Lamotte. He did not, however, neglect to
-leave certain matters to future consideration, which had necessitated
-further visits, so that the little back room had become quite accustomed
-to his spare, not unsolid, but unobtrusive figure, and his pale, chinny
-face with clipped moustache and dark hair not yet grizzling at the sides.
-
-"Un Monsieur tres distingue," Madame Lamotte found him; and presently,
-"Tres amical, tres gentil," watching his eyes upon her daughter.
-
-She was one of those generously built, fine-faced, dark-haired
-Frenchwomen, whose every action and tone of voice inspire perfect
-confidence in the thoroughness of their domestic tastes, their knowledge
-of cooking, and the careful increase of their bank balances.
-
-After those visits to the Restaurant Bretagne began, other visits
-ceased--without, indeed, any definite decision, for Soames, like all
-Forsytes, and the great majority of their countrymen, was a born
-empiricist. But it was this change in his mode of life which had
-gradually made him so definitely conscious that he desired to alter his
-condition from that of the unmarried married man to that of the married
-man remarried.
-
-Turning into Malta Street on this evening of early October, 1899, he
-bought a paper to see if there were any after-development of the Dreyfus
-case--a question which he had always found useful in making closer
-acquaintanceship with Madame Lamotte and her daughter, who were Catholic
-and anti-Dreyfusard.
-
-Scanning those columns, Soames found nothing French, but noticed a
-general fall on the Stock Exchange and an ominous leader about the
-Transvaal. He entered, thinking: 'War's a certainty. I shall sell my
-consols.' Not that he had many, personally, the rate of interest was too
-wretched; but he should advise his Companies--consols would assuredly go
-down. A look, as he passed the doorways of the restaurant, assured him
-that business was good as ever, and this, which in April would have
-pleased him, now gave him a certain uneasiness. If the steps which he
-had to take ended in his marrying Annette, he would rather see her mother
-safely back in France, a move to which the prosperity of the Restaurant
-Bretagne might become an obstacle. He would have to buy them out, of
-course, for French people only came to England to make money; and it
-would mean a higher price. And then that peculiar sweet sensation at the
-back of his throat, and a slight thumping about the heart, which he
-always experienced at the door of the little room, prevented his thinking
-how much it would cost.
-
-Going in, he was conscious of an abundant black skirt vanishing through
-the door into the restaurant, and of Annette with her hands up to her
-hair. It was the attitude in which of all others he admired her--so
-beautifully straight and rounded and supple. And he said:
-
-"I just came in to talk to your mother about pulling down that partition.
-No, don't call her."
-
-"Monsieur will have supper with us? It will be ready in ten minutes."
-Soames, who still held her hand, was overcome by an impulse which
-surprised him.
-
-"You look so pretty to-night," he said, "so very pretty. Do you know how
-pretty you look, Annette?"
-
-Annette withdrew her hand, and blushed. "Monsieur is very good."
-
-"Not a bit good," said Soames, and sat down gloomily.
-
-Annette made a little expressive gesture with her hands; a smile was
-crinkling her red lips untouched by salve.
-
-And, looking at those lips, Soames said:
-
-"Are you happy over here, or do you want to go back to France?"
-
-"Oh, I like London. Paris, of course. But London is better than
-Orleans, and the English country is so beautiful. I have been to
-Richmond last Sunday."
-
-Soames went through a moment of calculating struggle. Mapledurham! Dared
-he? After all, dared he go so far as that, and show her what there was
-to look forward to! Still! Down there one could say things. In this
-room it was impossible.
-
-"I want you and your mother," he said suddenly, "to come for the
-afternoon next Sunday. My house is on the river, it's not too late in
-this weather; and I can show you some good pictures. What do you say?"
-
-Annette clasped her hands.
-
-"It will be lovelee. The river is so beautiful"
-
-"That's understood, then. I'll ask Madame."
-
-He need say no more to her this evening, and risk giving himself away.
-But had he not already said too much? Did one ask restaurant proprietors
-with pretty daughters down to one's country house without design? Madame
-Lamotte would see, if Annette didn't. Well! there was not much that
-Madame did not see. Besides, this was the second time he had stayed to
-supper with them; he owed them hospitality.
-
-Walking home towards Park Lane--for he was staying at his father's--with
-the impression of Annette's soft clever hand within his own, his thoughts
-were pleasant, slightly sensual, rather puzzled. Take steps! What
-steps? How? Dirty linen washed in public? Pah! With his reputation for
-sagacity, for far-sightedness and the clever extrication of others, he,
-who stood for proprietary interests, to become the plaything of that Law
-of which he was a pillar! There was something revolting in the thought!
-Winifred's affair was bad enough! To have a double dose of publicity in
-the family! Would not a liaison be better than that--a liaison, and a
-son he could adopt? But dark, solid, watchful, Madame Lamotte blocked
-the avenue of that vision. No! that would not work. It was not as if
-Annette could have a real passion for him; one could not expect that at
-his age. If her mother wished, if the worldly advantage were manifestly
-great--perhaps! If not, refusal would be certain. Besides, he thought:
-'I'm not a villain. I don't want to hurt her; and I don't want anything
-underhand. But I do want her, and I want a son! There's nothing for it
-but divorce--somehow--anyhow--divorce!' Under the shadow of the
-plane-trees, in the lamplight, he passed slowly along the railings of the
-Green Park. Mist clung there among the bluish tree shapes, beyond range
-of the lamps. How many hundred times he had walked past those trees from
-his father's house in Park Lane, when he was quite a young man; or from
-his own house in Montpellier Square in those four years of married life!
-And, to-night, making up his mind to free himself if he could of that
-long useless marriage tie, he took a fancy to walk on, in at Hyde Park
-Corner, out at Knightsbridge Gate, just as he used to when going home to
-Irene in the old days. What could she be like now?--how had she passed
-the years since he last saw her, twelve years in all, seven already since
-Uncle Jolyon left her that money? Was she still beautiful? Would he
-know her if he saw her? 'I've not changed much,' he thought; 'I expect
-she has. She made me suffer.' He remembered suddenly one night, the
-first on which he went out to dinner alone--an old Malburian dinner--the
-first year of their marriage. With what eagerness he had hurried back;
-and, entering softly as a cat, had heard her playing. Opening the
-drawing-room door noiselessly, he had stood watching the expression on
-her face, different from any he knew, so much more open, so confiding, as
-though to her music she was giving a heart he had never seen. And he
-remembered how she stopped and looked round, how her face changed back to
-that which he did know, and what an icy shiver had gone through him, for
-all that the next moment he was fondling her shoulders. Yes, she had
-made him suffer! Divorce! It seemed ridiculous, after all these years of
-utter separation! But it would have to be. No other way! 'The
-question,' he thought with sudden realism, 'is--which of us? She or me?
-She deserted me. She ought to pay for it. There'll be someone, I
-suppose.' Involuntarily he uttered a little snarling sound, and,
-turning, made his way back to Park Lane.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-JAMES SEES VISIONS
-
-The butler himself opened the door, and closing it softly, detained
-Soames on the inner mat.
-
-"The master's poorly, sir," he murmured. "He wouldn't go to bed till you
-came in. He's still in the diningroom."
-
-Soames responded in the hushed tone to which the house was now
-accustomed.
-
-"What's the matter with him, Warmson?"
-
-"Nervous, sir, I think. Might be the funeral; might be Mrs. Dartie's
-comin' round this afternoon. I think he overheard something. I've took
-him in a negus. The mistress has just gone up."
-
-Soames hung his hat on a mahogany stag's-horn.
-
-"All right, Warmson, you can go to bed; I'll take him up myself." And he
-passed into the dining-room.
-
-James was sitting before the fire, in a big armchair, with a camel-hair
-shawl, very light and warm, over his frock-coated shoulders, on to which
-his long white whiskers drooped. His white hair, still fairly thick,
-glistened in the lamplight; a little moisture from his fixed, light-grey
-eyes stained the cheeks, still quite well coloured, and the long deep
-furrows running to the corners of the clean-shaven lips, which moved as
-if mumbling thoughts. His long legs, thin as a crow's, in shepherd's
-plaid trousers, were bent at less than a right angle, and on one knee a
-spindly hand moved continually, with fingers wide apart and glistening
-tapered nails. Beside him, on a low stool, stood a half-finished glass
-of negus, bedewed with beads of heat. There he had been sitting, with
-intervals for meals, all day. At eighty-eight he was still organically
-sound, but suffering terribly from the thought that no one ever told him
-anything. It is, indeed, doubtful how he had become aware that Roger was
-being buried that day, for Emily had kept it from him. She was always
-keeping things from him. Emily was only seventy! James had a grudge
-against his wife's youth. He felt sometimes that he would never have
-married her if he had known that she would have so many years before her,
-when he had so few. It was not natural. She would live fifteen or
-twenty years after he was gone, and might spend a lot of money; she had
-always had extravagant tastes. For all he knew she might want to buy one
-of these motor-cars. Cicely and Rachel and Imogen and all the young
-people--they all rode those bicycles now and went off Goodness knew
-where. And now Roger was gone. He didn't know--couldn't tell! The
-family was breaking up. Soames would know how much his uncle had left.
-Curiously he thought of Roger as Soames' uncle not as his own brother.
-Soames! It was more and more the one solid spot in a vanishing world.
-Soames was careful; he was a warm man; but he had no one to leave his
-money to. There it was! He didn't know! And there was that fellow
-Chamberlain! For James' political principles had been fixed between '70
-and '85 when 'that rascally Radical' had been the chief thorn in the side
-of property and he distrusted him to this day in spite of his conversion;
-he would get the country into a mess and make money go down before he had
-done with it. A stormy petrel of a chap! Where was Soames? He had gone
-to the funeral of course which they had tried to keep from him. He knew
-that perfectly well; he had seen his son's trousers. Roger! Roger in his
-coffin! He remembered how, when they came up from school together from
-the West, on the box seat of the old Slowflyer in 1824, Roger had got
-into the 'boot' and gone to sleep. James uttered a thin cackle. A funny
-fellow--Roger--an original! He didn't know! Younger than himself, and
-in his coffin! The family was breaking up. There was Val going to the
-university; he never came to see him now. He would cost a pretty penny
-up there. It was an extravagant age. And all the pretty pennies that
-his four grandchildren would cost him danced before James' eyes. He did
-not grudge them the money, but he grudged terribly the risk which the
-spending of that money might bring on them; he grudged the diminution of
-security. And now that Cicely had married, she might be having children
-too. He didn't know--couldn't tell! Nobody thought of anything but
-spending money in these days, and racing about, and having what they
-called 'a good time.' A motor-car went past the window. Ugly great
-lumbering thing, making all that racket! But there it was, the country
-rattling to the dogs! People in such a hurry that they couldn't even
-care for style--a neat turnout like his barouche and bays was worth all
-those new-fangled things. And consols at 116! There must be a lot of
-money in the country. And now there was this old Kruger! They had tried
-to keep old Kruger from him. But he knew better; there would be a pretty
-kettle of fish out there! He had known how it would be when that fellow
-Gladstone--dead now, thank God! made such a mess of it after that
-dreadful business at Majuba. He shouldn't wonder if the Empire split up
-and went to pot. And this vision of the Empire going to pot filled a
-full quarter of an hour with qualms of the most serious character. He
-had eaten a poor lunch because of them. But it was after lunch that the
-real disaster to his nerves occurred. He had been dozing when he became
-aware of voices--low voices. Ah! they never told him anything!
-Winifred's and her mother's. "Monty!" That fellow Dartie--always that
-fellow Dartie! The voices had receded; and James had been left alone,
-with his ears standing up like a hare's, and fear creeping about his
-inwards. Why did they leave him alone? Why didn't they come and tell
-him? And an awful thought, which through long years had haunted
-him, concreted again swiftly in his brain. Dartie had gone
-bankrupt--fraudulently bankrupt, and to save Winifred and the children,
-he--James--would have to pay! Could he--could Soames turn him into a
-limited company? No, he couldn't! There it was! With every minute
-before Emily came back the spectre fiercened. Why, it might be forgery!
-With eyes fixed on the doubted Turner in the centre of the wall, James
-suffered tortures. He saw Dartie in the dock, his grandchildren in the
-gutter, and himself in bed. He saw the doubted Turner being sold at
-Jobson's, and all the majestic edifice of property in rags. He saw in
-fancy Winifred unfashionably dressed, and heard in fancy Emily's voice
-saying: "Now, don't fuss, James!" She was always saying: "Don't fuss!"
-She had no nerves; he ought never to have married a woman eighteen years
-younger than himself. Then Emily's real voice said:
-
-"Have you had a nice nap, James?"
-
-Nap! He was in torment, and she asked him that!
-
-"What's this about Dartie?" he said, and his eyes glared at her.
-
-Emily's self-possession never deserted her.
-
-"What have you been hearing?" she asked blandly.
-
-"What's this about Dartie?" repeated James. "He's gone bankrupt."
-
-"Fiddle!"
-
-James made a great effort, and rose to the full height of his stork-like
-figure.
-
-"You never tell me anything," he said; "he's gone bankrupt."
-
-The destruction of that fixed idea seemed to Emily all that mattered at
-the moment.
-
-"He has not," she answered firmly. "He's gone to Buenos Aires."
-
-If she had said "He's gone to Mars" she could not have dealt James a more
-stunning blow; his imagination, invested entirely in British securities,
-could as little grasp one place as the other.
-
-"What's he gone there for?" he said. "He's got no money. What did he
-take?"
-
-Agitated within by Winifred's news, and goaded by the constant
-reiteration of this jeremiad, Emily said calmly:
-
-"He took Winifred's pearls and a dancer."
-
-"What!" said James, and sat down.
-
-His sudden collapse alarmed her, and smoothing his forehead, she said:
-
-"Now, don't fuss, James!"
-
-A dusky red had spread over James' cheeks and forehead.
-
-"I paid for them," he said tremblingly; "he's a thief! I--I knew how it
-would be. He'll be the death of me; he ...." Words failed him and he
-sat quite still. Emily, who thought she knew him so well, was alarmed,
-and went towards the sideboard where she kept some sal volatile. She
-could not see the tenacious Forsyte spirit working in that thin,
-tremulous shape against the extravagance of the emotion called up by this
-outrage on Forsyte principles--the Forsyte spirit deep in there, saying:
-'You mustn't get into a fantod, it'll never do. You won't digest your
-lunch. You'll have a fit!' All unseen by her, it was doing better work
-in James than sal volatile.
-
-"Drink this," she said.
-
-James waved it aside.
-
-"What was Winifred about," he said, "to let him take her pearls?" Emily
-perceived the crisis past.
-
-"She can have mine," she said comfortably. "I never wear them. She'd
-better get a divorce."
-
-"There you go!" said James. "Divorce! We've never had a divorce in the
-family. Where's Soames?"
-
-"He'll be in directly."
-
-"No, he won't," said James, almost fiercely; "he's at the funeral. You
-think I know nothing."
-
-"Well," said Emily with calm, "you shouldn't get into such fusses when we
-tell you things." And plumping up his cushions, and putting the sal
-volatile beside him, she left the room.
-
-But James sat there seeing visions--of Winifred in the Divorce Court, and
-the family name in the papers; of the earth falling on Roger's coffin; of
-Val taking after his father; of the pearls he had paid for and would
-never see again; of money back at four per cent., and the country going
-to the dogs; and, as the afternoon wore into evening, and tea-time
-passed, and dinnertime, those visions became more and more mixed and
-menacing--of being told nothing, till he had nothing left of all his
-wealth, and they told him nothing of it. Where was Soames? Why didn't
-he come in?... His hand grasped the glass of negus, he raised it to
-drink, and saw his son standing there looking at him. A little sigh of
-relief escaped his lips, and putting the glass down, he said:
-
-"There you are! Dartie's gone to Buenos Aires."
-
-Soames nodded. "That's all right," he said; "good riddance."
-
-A wave of assuagement passed over James' brain. Soames knew. Soames was
-the only one of them all who had sense. Why couldn't he come and live at
-home? He had no son of his own. And he said plaintively:
-
-"At my age I get nervous. I wish you were more at home, my boy."
-
-Again Soames nodded; the mask of his countenance betrayed no
-understanding, but he went closer, and as if by accident touched his
-father's shoulder.
-
-"They sent their love to you at Timothy's," he said. "It went off all
-right. I've been to see Winifred. I'm going to take steps." And he
-thought: 'Yes, and you mustn't hear of them.'
-
-James looked up; his long white whiskers quivered, his thin throat
-between the points of his collar looked very gristly and naked.
-
-"I've been very poorly all day," he said; "they never tell me anything."
-
-Soames' heart twitched.
-
-"Well, it's all right. There's nothing to worry about. Will you come up
-now?" and he put his hand under his father's arm.
-
-James obediently and tremulously raised himself, and together they went
-slowly across the room, which had a rich look in the firelight, and out
-to the stairs. Very slowly they ascended.
-
-"Good-night, my boy," said James at his bedroom door.
-
-"Good-night, father," answered Soames. His hand stroked down the sleeve
-beneath the shawl; it seemed to have almost nothing in it, so thin was
-the arm. And, turning away from the light in the opening doorway, he
-went up the extra flight to his own bedroom.
-
-'I want a son,' he thought, sitting on the edge of his bed; 'I want a
-son.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-NO-LONGER-YOUNG JOLYON AT HOME
-
-Trees take little account of time, and the old oak on the upper lawn at
-Robin Hill looked no day older than when Bosinney sprawled under it and
-said to Soames: "Forsyte, I've found the very place for your house."
-Since then Swithin had dreamed, and old Jolyon died, beneath its
-branches. And now, close to the swing, no-longer-young Jolyon often
-painted there. Of all spots in the world it was perhaps the most sacred
-to him, for he had loved his father.
-
-Contemplating its great girth--crinkled and a little mossed, but not yet
-hollow--he would speculate on the passage of time. That tree had seen,
-perhaps, all real English history; it dated, he shouldn't wonder, from
-the days of Elizabeth at least. His own fifty years were as nothing to
-its wood. When the house behind it, which he now owned, was three
-hundred years of age instead of twelve, that tree might still be standing
-there, vast and hollow--for who would commit such sacrilege as to cut it
-down? A Forsyte might perhaps still be living in that house, to guard it
-jealously. And Jolyon would wonder what the house would look like coated
-with such age. Wistaria was already about its walls--the new look had
-gone. Would it hold its own and keep the dignity Bosinney had bestowed
-on it, or would the giant London have lapped it round and made it into an
-asylum in the midst of a jerry-built wilderness? Often, within and
-without of it, he was persuaded that Bosinney had been moved by the
-spirit when he built. He had put his heart into that house, indeed! It
-might even become one of the 'homes of England'--a rare achievement for a
-house in these degenerate days of building. And the aesthetic spirit,
-moving hand in hand with his Forsyte sense of possessive continuity,
-dwelt with pride and pleasure on his ownership thereof. There was the
-smack of reverence and ancestor-worship (if only for one ancestor) in his
-desire to hand this house down to his son and his son's son. His father
-had loved the house, had loved the view, the grounds, that tree; his last
-years had been happy there, and no one had lived there before him. These
-last eleven years at Robin Hill had formed in Jolyon's life as a painter,
-the important period of success. He was now in the very van of
-water-colour art, hanging on the line everywhere. His drawings fetched
-high prices. Specialising in that one medium with the tenacity of his
-breed, he had 'arrived'--rather late, but not too late for a member of
-the family which made a point of living for ever. His art had really
-deepened and improved. In conformity with his position he had grown a
-short fair beard, which was just beginning to grizzle, and hid his
-Forsyte chin; his brown face had lost the warped expression of his
-ostracised period--he looked, if anything, younger. The loss of his wife
-in 1894 had been one of those domestic tragedies which turn out in the
-end for the good of all. He had, indeed, loved her to the last, for his
-was an affectionate spirit, but she had become increasingly difficult:
-jealous of her step-daughter June, jealous even of her own little
-daughter Holly, and making ceaseless plaint that he could not love her,
-ill as she was, and 'useless to everyone, and better dead.' He had
-mourned her sincerely, but his face had looked younger since she died.
-If she could only have believed that she made him happy, how much happier
-would the twenty years of their companionship have been!
-
-June had never really got on well with her who had reprehensibly taken
-her own mother's place; and ever since old Jolyon died she had been
-established in a sort of studio in London. But she had come back to
-Robin Hill on her stepmother's death, and gathered the reins there into
-her small decided hands. Jolly was then at Harrow; Holly still learning
-from Mademoiselle Beauce. There had been nothing to keep Jolyon at home,
-and he had removed his grief and his paint-box abroad. There he had
-wandered, for the most part in Brittany, and at last had fetched up in
-Paris. He had stayed there several months, and come back with the
-younger face and the short fair beard. Essentially a man who merely
-lodged in any house, it had suited him perfectly that June should reign
-at Robin Hill, so that he was free to go off with his easel where and
-when he liked. She was inclined, it is true, to regard the house rather
-as an asylum for her proteges! but his own outcast days had filled Jolyon
-for ever with sympathy towards an outcast, and June's 'lame ducks' about
-the place did not annoy him. By all means let her have them down--and
-feed them up; and though his slightly cynical humour perceived that they
-ministered to his daughter's love of domination as well as moved her warm
-heart, he never ceased to admire her for having so many ducks. He fell,
-indeed, year by year into a more and more detached and brotherly attitude
-towards his own son and daughters, treating them with a sort of whimsical
-equality. When he went down to Harrow to see Jolly, he never quite knew
-which of them was the elder, and would sit eating cherries with him out
-of one paper bag, with an affectionate and ironical smile twisting up an
-eyebrow and curling his lips a little. And he was always careful to have
-money in his pocket, and to be modish in his dress, so that his son need
-not blush for him. They were perfect friends, but never seemed to have
-occasion for verbal confidences, both having the competitive
-self-consciousness of Forsytes. They knew they would stand by each other
-in scrapes, but there was no need to talk about it. Jolyon had a
-striking horror--partly original sin, but partly the result of his early
-immorality--of the moral attitude. The most he could ever have said to
-his son would have been:
-
-"Look here, old man; don't forget you're a gentleman," and then have
-wondered whimsically whether that was not a snobbish sentiment. The
-great cricket match was perhaps the most searching and awkward time they
-annually went through together, for Jolyon had been at Eton. They would
-be particularly careful during that match, continually saying: "Hooray!
-Oh! hard luck, old man!" or "Hooray! Oh! bad luck, Dad!" to each other,
-when some disaster at which their hearts bounded happened to the opposing
-school. And Jolyon would wear a grey top hat, instead of his usual soft
-one, to save his son's feelings, for a black top hat he could not
-stomach. When Jolly went up to Oxford, Jolyon went up with him, amused,
-humble, and a little anxious not to discredit his boy amongst all these
-youths who seemed so much more assured and old than himself. He often
-thought, 'Glad I'm a painter' for he had long dropped under-writing at
-Lloyds--'it's so innocuous. You can't look down on a painter--you can't
-take him seriously enough.' For Jolly, who had a sort of natural
-lordliness, had passed at once into a very small set, who secretly amused
-his father. The boy had fair hair which curled a little, and his
-grandfather's deepset iron-grey eyes. He was well-built and very
-upright, and always pleased Jolyon's aesthetic sense, so that he was a
-tiny bit afraid of him, as artists ever are of those of their own sex
-whom they admire physically. On that occasion, however, he actually did
-screw up his courage to give his son advice, and this was it:
-
-"Look here, old man, you're bound to get into debt; mind you come to me
-at once. Of course, I'll always pay them. But you might remember that
-one respects oneself more afterwards if one pays one's own way. And
-don't ever borrow, except from me, will you?"
-
-And Jolly had said:
-
-"All right, Dad, I won't," and he never had.
-
-"And there's just one other thing. I don't know much about morality and
-that, but there is this: It's always worth while before you do anything
-to consider whether it's going to hurt another person more than is
-absolutely necessary."
-
-Jolly had looked thoughtful, and nodded, and presently had squeezed his
-father's hand. And Jolyon had thought: 'I wonder if I had the right to
-say that?' He always had a sort of dread of losing the dumb confidence
-they had in each other; remembering how for long years he had lost his
-own father's, so that there had been nothing between them but love at a
-great distance. He under-estimated, no doubt, the change in the spirit
-of the age since he himself went up to Cambridge in '65; and perhaps he
-underestimated, too, his boy's power of understanding that he was
-tolerant to the very bone. It was that tolerance of his, and possibly
-his scepticism, which ever made his relations towards June so queerly
-defensive. She was such a decided mortal; knew her own mind so terribly
-well; wanted things so inexorably until she got them--and then, indeed,
-often dropped them like a hot potato. Her mother had been like that,
-whence had come all those tears. Not that his incompatibility with his
-daughter was anything like what it had been with the first Mrs. Young
-Jolyon. One could be amused where a daughter was concerned; in a wife's
-case one could not be amused. To see June set her heart and jaw on a
-thing until she got it was all right, because it was never anything which
-interfered fundamentally with Jolyon's liberty--the one thing on which
-his jaw was also absolutely rigid, a considerable jaw, under that short
-grizzling beard. Nor was there ever any necessity for real
-heart-to-heart encounters. One could break away into irony--as indeed he
-often had to. But the real trouble with June was that she had never
-appealed to his aesthetic sense, though she might well have, with her
-red-gold hair and her viking-coloured eyes, and that touch of the
-Berserker in her spirit. It was very different with Holly, soft and
-quiet, shy and affectionate, with a playful imp in her somewhere. He
-watched this younger daughter of his through the duckling stage with
-extraordinary interest. Would she come out a swan? With her sallow oval
-face and her grey wistful eyes and those long dark lashes, she might, or
-she might not. Only this last year had he been able to guess. Yes, she
-would be a swan--rather a dark one, always a shy one, but an authentic
-swan. She was eighteen now, and Mademoiselle Beauce was gone--the
-excellent lady had removed, after eleven years haunted by her continuous
-reminiscences of the 'well-brrred little Tayleurs,' to another family
-whose bosom would now be agitated by her reminiscences of the
-'well-brrred little Forsytes.' She had taught Holly to speak French like
-herself.
-
-Portraiture was not Jolyon's forte, but he had already drawn his younger
-daughter three times, and was drawing her a fourth, on the afternoon of
-October 4th, 1899, when a card was brought to him which caused his
-eyebrows to go up:
-
- Mr. SOAMES FORSYTE
-
-THE SHELTER, CONNOISSEURS CLUB, MAPLEDURHAM. ST.
-JAMES'S.
-
-But here the Forsyte Saga must digress again....
-
-To return from a long travel in Spain to a darkened house, to a little
-daughter bewildered with tears, to the sight of a loved father lying
-peaceful in his last sleep, had never been, was never likely to be,
-forgotten by so impressionable and warm-hearted a man as Jolyon. A sense
-as of mystery, too, clung to that sad day, and about the end of one whose
-life had been so well-ordered, balanced, and above-board. It seemed
-incredible that his father could thus have vanished without, as it were,
-announcing his intention, without last words to his son, and due
-farewells. And those incoherent allusions of little Holly to 'the lady
-in grey,' of Mademoiselle Beauce to a Madame Errant (as it sounded)
-involved all things in a mist, lifted a little when he read his father's
-will and the codicil thereto. It had been his duty as executor of that
-will and codicil to inform Irene, wife of his cousin Soames, of her life
-interest in fifteen thousand pounds. He had called on her to explain
-that the existing investment in India Stock, ear-marked to meet the
-charge, would produce for her the interesting net sum of L430 odd a year,
-clear of income tax. This was but the third time he had seen his cousin
-Soames' wife--if indeed she was still his wife, of which he was not quite
-sure. He remembered having seen her sitting in the Botanical Gardens
-waiting for Bosinney--a passive, fascinating figure, reminding him of
-Titian's 'Heavenly Love,' and again, when, charged by his father, he had
-gone to Montpellier Square on the afternoon when Bosinney's death was
-known. He still recalled vividly her sudden appearance in the
-drawing-room doorway on that occasion--her beautiful face, passing from
-wild eagerness of hope to stony despair; remembered the compassion he had
-felt, Soames' snarling smile, his words, "We are not at home!" and the
-slam of the front door.
-
-This third time he saw a face and form more beautiful--freed from that
-warp of wild hope and despair. Looking at her, he thought: 'Yes, you are
-just what the Dad would have admired!' And the strange story of his
-father's Indian summer became slowly clear to him. She spoke of old
-Jolyon with reverence and tears in her eyes. "He was so wonderfully kind
-to me; I don't know why. He looked so beautiful and peaceful sitting in
-that chair under the tree; it was I who first came on him sitting there,
-you know. Such a lovely day. I don't think an end could have been
-happier. We should all like to go out like that."
-
-'Quite right!' he had thought. 'We should all a like to go out in full
-summer with beauty stepping towards us across a lawn.' And looking round
-the little, almost empty drawing-room, he had asked her what she was
-going to do now. "I am going to live again a little, Cousin Jolyon. It's
-wonderful to have money of one's own. I've never had any. I shall keep
-this flat, I think; I'm used to it; but I shall be able to go to Italy."
-
-"Exactly!" Jolyon had murmured, looking at her faintly smiling lips; and
-he had gone away thinking: 'A fascinating woman! What a waste! I'm glad
-the Dad left her that money.' He had not seen her again, but every
-quarter he had signed her cheque, forwarding it to her bank, with a note
-to the Chelsea flat to say that he had done so; and always he had
-received a note in acknowledgment, generally from the flat, but sometimes
-from Italy; so that her personality had become embodied in slightly
-scented grey paper, an upright fine handwriting, and the words, 'Dear
-Cousin Jolyon.' Man of property that he now was, the slender cheque he
-signed often gave rise to the thought: 'Well, I suppose she just
-manages'; sliding into a vague wonder how she was faring otherwise in a
-world of men not wont to let beauty go unpossessed. At first Holly had
-spoken of her sometimes, but 'ladies in grey' soon fade from children's
-memories; and the tightening of June's lips in those first weeks after
-her grandfather's death whenever her former friend's name was mentioned,
-had discouraged allusion. Only once, indeed, had June spoken definitely:
-"I've forgiven her. I'm frightfully glad she's independent now...."
-
-On receiving Soames' card, Jolyon said to the maid--for he could not
-abide butlers--"Show him into the study, please, and say I'll be there in
-a minute"; and then he looked at Holly and asked:
-
-"Do you remember 'the lady in grey,' who used to give you music-lessons?"
-
-"Oh yes, why? Has she come?"
-
-Jolyon shook his head, and, changing his holland blouse for a coat, was
-silent, perceiving suddenly that such history was not for those young
-ears. His face, in fact, became whimsical perplexity incarnate while he
-journeyed towards the study.
-
-Standing by the french-window, looking out across the terrace at the oak
-tree, were two figures, middle-aged and young, and he thought: 'Who's
-that boy? Surely they never had a child.'
-
-The elder figure turned. The meeting of those two Forsytes of the second
-generation, so much more sophisticated than the first, in the house built
-for the one and owned and occupied by the other, was marked by subtle
-defensiveness beneath distinct attempt at cordiality. 'Has he come about
-his wife?' Jolyon was thinking; and Soames, 'How shall I begin?' while
-Val, brought to break the ice, stood negligently scrutinising this
-'bearded pard' from under his dark, thick eyelashes.
-
-"This is Val Dartie," said Soames, "my sister's son. He's just going up
-to Oxford. I thought I'd like him to know your boy."
-
-"Ah! I'm sorry Jolly's away. What college?"
-
-"B.N.C.," replied Val.
-
-"Jolly's at the 'House,' but he'll be delighted to look you up."
-
-"Thanks awfully."
-
-"Holly's in--if you could put up with a female relation, she'd show you
-round. You'll find her in the hall if you go through the curtains. I
-was just painting her."
-
-With another "Thanks, awfully!" Val vanished, leaving the two cousins
-with the ice unbroken.
-
-"I see you've some drawings at the 'Water Colours,'" said Soames.
-
-Jolyon winced. He had been out of touch with the Forsyte family at large
-for twenty-six years, but they were connected in his mind with Frith's
-'Derby Day' and Landseer prints. He had heard from June that Soames was
-a connoisseur, which made it worse. He had become aware, too, of a
-curious sensation of repugnance.
-
-"I haven't seen you for a long time," he said.
-
-"No," answered Soames between close lips, "not since--as a matter of
-fact, it's about that I've come. You're her trustee, I'm told."
-
-Jolyon nodded.
-
-"Twelve years is a long time," said Soames rapidly: "I--I'm tired of it."
-
-Jolyon found no more appropriate answer than:
-
-"Won't you smoke?"
-
-"No, thanks."
-
-Jolyon himself lit a cigarette.
-
-"I wish to be free," said Soames abruptly.
-
-"I don't see her," murmured Jolyon through the fume of his cigarette.
-
-"But you know where she lives, I suppose?"
-
-Jolyon nodded. He did not mean to give her address without permission.
-Soames seemed to divine his thought.
-
-"I don't want her address," he said; "I know it."
-
-"What exactly do you want?"
-
-"She deserted me. I want a divorce."
-
-"Rather late in the day, isn't it?"
-
-"Yes," said Soames. And there was a silence.
-
-"I don't know much about these things--at least, I've forgotten," said
-Jolyon with a wry smile. He himself had had to wait for death to grant
-him a divorce from the first Mrs. Jolyon. "Do you wish me to see her
-about it?"
-
-Soames raised his eyes to his cousin's face. "I suppose there's
-someone," he said.
-
-A shrug moved Jolyon's shoulders.
-
-"I don't know at all. I imagine you may have both lived as if the other
-were dead. It's usual in these cases."
-
-Soames turned to the window. A few early fallen oak-leaves strewed the
-terrace already, and were rolling round in the wind. Jolyon saw the
-figures of Holly and Val Dartie moving across the lawn towards the
-stables. 'I'm not going to run with the hare and hunt with the hounds,'
-he thought. 'I must act for her. The Dad would have wished that.' And
-for a swift moment he seemed to see his father's figure in the old
-armchair, just beyond Soames, sitting with knees crossed, The Times in
-his hand. It vanished.
-
-"My father was fond of her," he said quietly.
-
-"Why he should have been I don't know," Soames answered without looking
-round. "She brought trouble to your daughter June; she brought trouble
-to everyone. I gave her all she wanted. I would have given her
-even--forgiveness--but she chose to leave me."
-
-In Jolyon compassion was checked by the tone of that close voice. What
-was there in the fellow that made it so difficult to be sorry for him?
-
-"I can go and see her, if you like," he said. "I suppose she might be
-glad of a divorce, but I know nothing."
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"Yes, please go. As I say, I know her address; but I've no wish to see
-her." His tongue was busy with his lips, as if they were very dry.
-
-"You'll have some tea?" said Jolyon, stifling the words: 'And see the
-house.' And he led the way into the hall. When he had rung the bell and
-ordered tea, he went to his easel to turn his drawing to the wall. He
-could not bear, somehow, that his work should be seen by Soames, who was
-standing there in the middle of the great room which had been designed
-expressly to afford wall space for his own pictures. In his cousin's
-face, with its unseizable family likeness to himself, and its chinny,
-narrow, concentrated look, Jolyon saw that which moved him to the
-thought: 'That chap could never forget anything--nor ever give himself
-away. He's pathetic!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-THE COLT AND THE FILLY
-
-When young Val left the presence of the last generation he was thinking:
-'This is jolly dull! Uncle Soames does take the bun. I wonder what this
-filly's like?' He anticipated no pleasure from her society; and suddenly
-he saw her standing there looking at him. Why, she was pretty! What
-luck!
-
-"I'm afraid you don't know me," he said. "My name's Val Dartie--I'm
-once removed, second cousin, something like that, you know. My mother's
-name was Forsyte."
-
-Holly, whose slim brown hand remained in his because she was too shy to
-withdraw it, said:
-
-"I don't know any of my relations. Are there many?"
-
-"Tons. They're awful--most of them. At least, I don't know--some of
-them. One's relations always are, aren't they?"
-
-"I expect they think one awful too," said Holly.
-
-"I don't know why they should. No one could think you awful, of course."
-
-Holly looked at him--the wistful candour in those grey eyes gave young
-Val a sudden feeling that he must protect her.
-
-"I mean there are people and people," he added astutely. "Your dad looks
-awfully decent, for instance."
-
-"Oh yes!" said Holly fervently; "he is."
-
-A flush mounted in Val's cheeks--that scene in the Pandemonium
-promenade--the dark man with the pink carnation developing into his own
-father! "But you know what the Forsytes are," he said almost viciously.
-"Oh! I forgot; you don't."
-
-"What are they?"
-
-"Oh! fearfully careful; not sportsmen a bit. Look at Uncle Soames!"
-
-"I'd like to," said Holly.
-
-Val resisted a desire to run his arm through hers. "Oh! no," he said,
-"let's go out. You'll see him quite soon enough. What's your brother
-like?"
-
-Holly led the way on to the terrace and down to the lawn without
-answering. How describe Jolly, who, ever since she remembered anything,
-had been her lord, master, and ideal?
-
-"Does he sit on you?" said Val shrewdly. "I shall be knowing him at
-Oxford. Have you got any horses?"
-
-Holly nodded. "Would you like to see the stables?"
-
-"Rather!"
-
-They passed under the oak tree, through a thin shrubbery, into the
-stable-yard. There under a clock-tower lay a fluffy brown-and-white dog,
-so old that he did not get up, but faintly waved the tail curled over his
-back.
-
-"That's Balthasar," said Holly; "he's so old--awfully old, nearly as old
-as I am. Poor old boy! He's devoted to Dad."
-
-"Balthasar! That's a rum name. He isn't purebred you know."
-
-"No! but he's a darling," and she bent down to stroke the dog. Gentle and
-supple, with dark covered head and slim browned neck and hands, she
-seemed to Val strange and sweet, like a thing slipped between him and all
-previous knowledge.
-
-"When grandfather died," she said, "he wouldn't eat for two days. He saw
-him die, you know."
-
-"Was that old Uncle Jolyon? Mother always says he was a topper."
-
-"He was," said Holly simply, and opened the stable door.
-
-In a loose-box stood a silver roan of about fifteen hands, with a long
-black tail and mane. "This is mine--Fairy."
-
-"Ah!" said Val, "she's a jolly palfrey. But you ought to bang her tail.
-She'd look much smarter." Then catching her wondering look, he thought
-suddenly: 'I don't know--anything she likes!' And he took a long sniff
-of the stable air. "Horses are ripping, aren't they? My Dad..." he
-stopped.
-
-"Yes?" said Holly.
-
-An impulse to unbosom himself almost overcame him--but not quite. "Oh! I
-don't know he's often gone a mucker over them. I'm jolly keen on them
-too--riding and hunting. I like racing awfully, as well; I should like
-to be a gentleman rider." And oblivious of the fact that he had but one
-more day in town, with two engagements, he plumped out:
-
-"I say, if I hire a gee to-morrow, will you come a ride in Richmond
-Park?"
-
-Holly clasped her hands.
-
-"Oh yes! I simply love riding. But there's Jolly's horse; why don't you
-ride him? Here he is. We could go after tea."
-
-Val looked doubtfully at his trousered legs.
-
-He had imagined them immaculate before her eyes in high brown boots and
-Bedford cords.
-
-"I don't much like riding his horse," he said. "He mightn't like it.
-Besides, Uncle Soames wants to get back, I expect. Not that I believe in
-buckling under to him, you know. You haven't got an uncle, have you?
-This is rather a good beast," he added, scrutinising Jolly's horse, a
-dark brown, which was showing the whites of its eyes. "You haven't got
-any hunting here, I suppose?"
-
-"No; I don't know that I want to hunt. It must be awfully exciting, of
-course; but it's cruel, isn't it? June says so."
-
-"Cruel?" ejaculated Val. "Oh! that's all rot. Who's June?"
-
-"My sister--my half-sister, you know--much older than me." She had put
-her hands up to both cheeks of Jolly's horse, and was rubbing her nose
-against its nose with a gentle snuffling noise which seemed to have an
-hypnotic effect on the animal. Val contemplated her cheek resting
-against the horse's nose, and her eyes gleaming round at him. 'She's
-really a duck,' he thought.
-
-They returned to the house less talkative, followed this time by the dog
-Balthasar, walking more slowly than anything on earth, and clearly
-expecting them not to exceed his speed limit.
-
-"This is a ripping place," said Val from under the oak tree, where they
-had paused to allow the dog Balthasar to come up.
-
-"Yes," said Holly, and sighed. "Of course I want to go everywhere. I
-wish I were a gipsy."
-
-"Yes, gipsies are jolly," replied Val, with a conviction which had just
-come to him; "you're rather like one, you know."
-
-Holly's face shone suddenly and deeply, like dark leaves gilded by the
-sun.
-
-"To go mad-rabbiting everywhere and see everything, and live in the
-open--oh! wouldn't it be fun?"
-
-"Let's do it!" said Val.
-
-"Oh yes, let's!"
-
-"It'd be grand sport, just you and I."
-
-Then Holly perceived the quaintness and gushed.
-
-"Well, we've got to do it," said Val obstinately, but reddening too.
-
-"I believe in doing things you want to do. What's down there?"
-
-"The kitchen-garden, and the pond and the coppice, and the farm."
-
-"Let's go down!"
-
-Holly glanced back at the house.
-
-"It's tea-time, I expect; there's Dad beckoning."
-
-Val, uttering a growly sound, followed her towards the house.
-
-When they re-entered the hall gallery the sight of two middle-aged
-Forsytes drinking tea together had its magical effect, and they became
-quite silent. It was, indeed, an impressive spectacle. The two were
-seated side by side on an arrangement in marqueterie which looked like
-three silvery pink chairs made one, with a low tea-table in front of
-them. They seemed to have taken up that position, as far apart as the
-seat would permit, so that they need not look at each other too much; and
-they were eating and drinking rather than talking--Soames with his air of
-despising the tea-cake as it disappeared, Jolyon of finding himself
-slightly amusing. To the casual eye neither would have seemed greedy,
-but both were getting through a good deal of sustenance. The two young
-ones having been supplied with food, the process went on silent and
-absorbative, till, with the advent of cigarettes, Jolyon said to Soames:
-
-"And how's Uncle James?"
-
-"Thanks, very shaky."
-
-"We're a wonderful family, aren't we? The other day I was calculating
-the average age of the ten old Forsytes from my father's family Bible. I
-make it eighty-four already, and five still living. They ought to beat
-the record;" and looking whimsically at Soames, he added:
-
-"We aren't the men they were, you know."
-
-Soames smiled. 'Do you really think I shall admit that I'm not their
-equal'; he seemed to be saying, 'or that I've got to give up anything,
-especially life?'
-
-"We may live to their age, perhaps," pursued Jolyon, "but
-self-consciousness is a handicap, you know, and that's the difference
-between us. We've lost conviction. How and when self-consciousness was
-born I never can make out. My father had a little, but I don't believe
-any other of the old Forsytes ever had a scrap. Never to see yourself as
-others see you, it's a wonderful preservative. The whole history of the
-last century is in the difference between us. And between us and you," he
-added, gazing through a ring of smoke at Val and Holly, uncomfortable
-under his quizzical regard, "there'll be--another difference. I wonder
-what."
-
-Soames took out his watch.
-
-"We must go," he said, "if we're to catch our train."
-
-"Uncle Soames never misses a train," muttered Val, with his mouth full.
-
-"Why should I?" Soames answered simply.
-
-"Oh! I don't know," grumbled Val, "other people do."
-
-At the front door he gave Holly's slim brown hand a long and
-surreptitious squeeze.
-
-"Look out for me to-morrow," he whispered; "three o'clock. I'll wait for
-you in the road; it'll save time. We'll have a ripping ride." He gazed
-back at her from the lodge gate, and, but for the principles of a man
-about town, would have waved his hand. He felt in no mood to tolerate
-his uncle's conversation. But he was not in danger. Soames preserved a
-perfect muteness, busy with far-away thoughts.
-
-The yellow leaves came down about those two walking the mile and a half
-which Soames had traversed so often in those long-ago days when he came
-down to watch with secret pride the building of the house--that house
-which was to have been the home of him and her from whom he was now going
-to seek release. He looked back once, up that endless vista of autumn
-lane between the yellowing hedges. What an age ago! "I don't want to see
-her," he had said to Jolyon. Was that true? 'I may have to,' he thought;
-and he shivered, seized by one of those queer shudderings that they say
-mean footsteps on one's grave. A chilly world! A queer world! And
-glancing sidelong at his nephew, he thought: 'Wish I were his age! I
-wonder what she's like now!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-JOLYON PROSECUTES TRUSTEESHIP
-
-When those two were gone Jolyon did not return to his painting, for
-daylight was failing, but went to the study, craving unconsciously a
-revival of that momentary vision of his father sitting in the old leather
-chair with his knees crossed and his straight eyes gazing up from under
-the dome of his massive brow. Often in this little room, cosiest in the
-house, Jolyon would catch a moment of communion with his father. Not,
-indeed, that he had definitely any faith in the persistence of the human
-spirit--the feeling was not so logical--it was, rather, an atmospheric
-impact, like a scent, or one of those strong animistic impressions from
-forms, or effects of light, to which those with the artist's eye are
-especially prone. Here only--in this little unchanged room where his
-father had spent the most of his waking hours--could be retrieved the
-feeling that he was not quite gone, that the steady counsel of that old
-spirit and the warmth of his masterful lovability endured.
-
-What would his father be advising now, in this sudden recrudescence of an
-old tragedy--what would he say to this menace against her to whom he had
-taken such a fancy in the last weeks of his life? 'I must do my best for
-her,' thought Jolyon; 'he left her to me in his will. But what is the
-best?'
-
-And as if seeking to regain the sapience, the balance and shrewd common
-sense of that old Forsyte, he sat down in the ancient chair and crossed
-his knees. But he felt a mere shadow sitting there; nor did any
-inspiration come, while the fingers of the wind tapped on the darkening
-panes of the french-window.
-
-'Go and see her?' he thought, 'or ask her to come down here? What's her
-life been? What is it now, I wonder? Beastly to rake up things at this
-time of day.' Again the figure of his cousin standing with a hand on a
-front door of a fine olive-green leaped out, vivid, like one of those
-figures from old-fashioned clocks when the hour strikes; and his words
-sounded in Jolyon's ears clearer than any chime: "I manage my own
-affairs. I've told you once, I tell you again: We are not at home." The
-repugnance he had then felt for Soames--for his flat-cheeked, shaven face
-full of spiritual bull-doggedness; for his spare, square, sleek figure
-slightly crouched as it were over the bone he could not digest--came now
-again, fresh as ever, nay, with an odd increase. 'I dislike him,' he
-thought, 'I dislike him to the very roots of me. And that's lucky; it'll
-make it easier for me to back his wife.' Half-artist, and half-Forsyte,
-Jolyon was constitutionally averse from what he termed 'ructions'; unless
-angered, he conformed deeply to that classic description of the she-dog,
-'Er'd ruther run than fight.' A little smile became settled in his
-beard. Ironical that Soames should come down here--to this house, built
-for himself! How he had gazed and gaped at this ruin of his past
-intention; furtively nosing at the walls and stairway, appraising
-everything! And intuitively Jolyon thought: 'I believe the fellow even
-now would like to be living here. He could never leave off longing for
-what he once owned! Well, I must act, somehow or other; but it's a
-bore--a great bore.'
-
-Late that evening he wrote to the Chelsea flat, asking if Irene would see
-him.
-
-The old century which had seen the plant of individualism flower so
-wonderfully was setting in a sky orange with coming storms. Rumours of
-war added to the briskness of a London turbulent at the close of the
-summer holidays. And the streets to Jolyon, who was not often up in
-town, had a feverish look, due to these new motorcars and cabs, of which
-he disapproved aesthetically. He counted these vehicles from his hansom,
-and made the proportion of them one in twenty. 'They were one in thirty
-about a year ago,' he thought; 'they've come to stay. Just so much more
-rattling round of wheels and general stink'--for he was one of those
-rather rare Liberals who object to anything new when it takes a material
-form; and he instructed his driver to get down to the river quickly, out
-of the traffic, desiring to look at the water through the mellowing
-screen of plane-trees. At the little block of flats which stood back
-some fifty yards from the Embankment, he told the cabman to wait, and
-went up to the first floor.
-
-Yes, Mrs. Heron was at home!
-
-The effect of a settled if very modest income was at once apparent to him
-remembering the threadbare refinement in that tiny flat eight years ago
-when he announced her good fortune. Everything was now fresh, dainty,
-and smelled of flowers. The general effect was silvery with touches of
-black, hydrangea colour, and gold. 'A woman of great taste,' he thought.
-Time had dealt gently with Jolyon, for he was a Forsyte. But with Irene
-Time hardly seemed to deal at all, or such was his impression. She
-appeared to him not a day older, standing there in mole-coloured velvet
-corduroy, with soft dark eyes and dark gold hair, with outstretched hand
-and a little smile.
-
-"Won't you sit down?"
-
-He had probably never occupied a chair with a fuller sense of
-embarrassment.
-
-"You look absolutely unchanged," he said.
-
-"And you look younger, Cousin Jolyon."
-
-Jolyon ran his hands through his hair, whose thickness was still a
-comfort to him.
-
-"I'm ancient, but I don't feel it. That's one thing about painting, it
-keeps you young. Titian lived to ninety-nine, and had to have plague to
-kill him off. Do you know, the first time I ever saw you I thought of a
-picture by him?"
-
-"When did you see me for the first time?"
-
-"In the Botanical Gardens."
-
-"How did you know me, if you'd never seen me before?"
-
-"By someone who came up to you." He was looking at her hardily, but her
-face did not change; and she said quietly:
-
-"Yes; many lives ago."
-
-"What is your recipe for youth, Irene?"
-
-"People who don't live are wonderfully preserved."
-
-H'm! a bitter little saying! People who don't live! But an opening, and
-he took it. "You remember my Cousin Soames?"
-
-He saw her smile faintly at that whimsicality, and at once went on:
-
-"He came to see me the day before yesterday! He wants a divorce. Do
-you?"
-
-"I?" The word seemed startled out of her. "After twelve years? It's
-rather late. Won't it be difficult?"
-
-Jolyon looked hard into her face. "Unless...." he said.
-
-"Unless I have a lover now. But I have never had one since."
-
-What did he feel at the simplicity and candour of those words? Relief,
-surprise, pity! Venus for twelve years without a lover!
-
-"And yet," he said, "I suppose you would give a good deal to be free,
-too?"
-
-"I don't know. What does it matter, now?"
-
-"But if you were to love again?"
-
-"I should love." In that simple answer she seemed to sum up the whole
-philosophy of one on whom the world had turned its back.
-
-"Well! Is there anything you would like me to say to him?"
-
-"Only that I'm sorry he's not free. He had his chance once. I don't
-know why he didn't take it."
-
-"Because he was a Forsyte; we never part with things, you know, unless we
-want something in their place; and not always then."
-
-Irene smiled. "Don't you, Cousin Jolyon?--I think you do."
-
-"Of course, I'm a bit of a mongrel--not quite a pure Forsyte. I never
-take the halfpennies off my cheques, I put them on," said Jolyon
-uneasily.
-
-"Well, what does Soames want in place of me now?"
-
-"I don't know; perhaps children."
-
-She was silent for a little, looking down.
-
-"Yes," she murmured; "it's hard. I would help him to be free if I
-could."
-
-Jolyon gazed into his hat, his embarrassment was increasing fast; so was
-his admiration, his wonder, and his pity. She was so lovely, and so
-lonely; and altogether it was such a coil!
-
-"Well," he said, "I shall have to see Soames. If there's anything I can
-do for you I'm always at your service. You must think of me as a
-wretched substitute for my father. At all events I'll let you know what
-happens when I speak to Soames. He may supply the material himself."
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"You see, he has a lot to lose; and I have nothing. I should like him to
-be free; but I don't see what I can do."
-
-"Nor I at the moment," said Jolyon, and soon after took his leave. He
-went down to his hansom. Half-past three! Soames would be at his office
-still.
-
-"To the Poultry," he called through the trap. In front of the Houses of
-Parliament and in Whitehall, newsvendors were calling, "Grave situation
-in the Transvaal!" but the cries hardly roused him, absorbed in
-recollection of that very beautiful figure, of her soft dark glance, and
-the words: "I have never had one since." What on earth did such a woman
-do with her life, back-watered like this? Solitary, unprotected, with
-every man's hand against her or rather--reaching out to grasp her at the
-least sign. And year after year she went on like that!
-
-The word 'Poultry' above the passing citizens brought him back to
-reality.
-
-'Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte,' in black letters on a ground the colour
-of peasoup, spurred him to a sort of vigour, and he went up the stone
-stairs muttering: "Fusty musty ownerships! Well, we couldn't do without
-them!"
-
-"I want Mr. Soames Forsyte," he said to the boy who opened the door.
-
-"What name?"
-
-"Mr. Jolyon Forsyte."
-
-The youth looked at him curiously, never having seen a Forsyte with a
-beard, and vanished.
-
-The offices of 'Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte' had slowly absorbed the
-offices of 'Tooting and Bowles,' and occupied the whole of the first
-floor.
-
-The firm consisted now of nothing but Soames and a number of managing and
-articled clerks. The complete retirement of James some six years ago had
-accelerated business, to which the final touch of speed had been imparted
-when Bustard dropped off, worn out, as many believed, by the suit of
-'Fryer versus Forsyte,' more in Chancery than ever and less likely to
-benefit its beneficiaries. Soames, with his saner grasp of actualities,
-had never permitted it to worry him; on the contrary, he had long
-perceived that Providence had presented him therein with L200 a year net
-in perpetuity, and--why not?
-
-When Jolyon entered, his cousin was drawing out a list of holdings in
-Consols, which in view of the rumours of war he was going to advise his
-companies to put on the market at once, before other companies did the
-same. He looked round, sidelong, and said:
-
-"How are you? Just one minute. Sit down, won't you?" And having entered
-three amounts, and set a ruler to keep his place, he turned towards
-Jolyon, biting the side of his flat forefinger....
-
-"Yes?" he said.
-
-"I have seen her."
-
-Soames frowned.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"She has remained faithful to memory."
-
-Having said that, Jolyon was ashamed. His cousin had flushed a dusky
-yellowish red. What had made him tease the poor brute!
-
-"I was to tell you she is sorry you are not free. Twelve years is a long
-time. You know your law, and what chance it gives you." Soames uttered a
-curious little grunt, and the two remained a full minute without
-speaking. 'Like wax!' thought Jolyon, watching that close face, where
-the flush was fast subsiding. 'He'll never give me a sign of what he's
-thinking, or going to do. Like wax!' And he transferred his gaze to a
-plan of that flourishing town, 'By-Street on Sea,' the future existence
-of which lay exposed on the wall to the possessive instincts of the
-firm's clients. The whimsical thought flashed through him: 'I wonder if
-I shall get a bill of costs for this--"To attending Mr. Jolyon Forsyte in
-the matter of my divorce, to receiving his account of his visit to my
-wife, and to advising him to go and see her again, sixteen and
-eightpence."'
-
-Suddenly Soames said: "I can't go on like this. I tell you, I can't go
-on like this." His eyes were shifting from side to side, like an
-animal's when it looks for way of escape. 'He really suffers,' thought
-Jolyon; 'I've no business to forget that, just because I don't like him.'
-
-"Surely," he said gently, "it lies with yourself. A man can always put
-these things through if he'll take it on himself."
-
-Soames turned square to him, with a sound which seemed to come from
-somewhere very deep.
-
-"Why should I suffer more than I've suffered already? Why should I?"
-
-Jolyon could only shrug his shoulders. His reason agreed, his instinct
-rebelled; he could not have said why.
-
-"Your father," went on Soames, "took an interest in her--why, goodness
-knows! And I suppose you do too?" he gave Jolyon a sharp look. "It
-seems to me that one only has to do another person a wrong to get all the
-sympathy. I don't know in what way I was to blame--I've never known. I
-always treated her well. I gave her everything she could wish for. I
-wanted her."
-
-Again Jolyon's reason nodded; again his instinct shook its head. 'What is
-it?' he thought; 'there must be something wrong in me. Yet if there is,
-I'd rather be wrong than right.'
-
-"After all," said Soames with a sort of glum fierceness, "she was my
-wife."
-
-In a flash the thought went through his listener: 'There it is!
-Ownerships! Well, we all own things. But--human beings! Pah!'
-
-"You have to look at facts," he said drily, "or rather the want of them."
-
-Soames gave him another quick suspicious look.
-
-"The want of them?" he said. "Yes, but I am not so sure."
-
-"I beg your pardon," replied Jolyon; "I've told you what she said. It was
-explicit."
-
-"My experience has not been one to promote blind confidence in her word.
-We shall see."
-
-Jolyon got up.
-
-"Good-bye," he said curtly.
-
-"Good-bye," returned Soames; and Jolyon went out trying to understand the
-look, half-startled, half-menacing, on his cousin's face. He sought
-Waterloo Station in a disturbed frame of mind, as though the skin of his
-moral being had been scraped; and all the way down in the train he
-thought of Irene in her lonely flat, and of Soames in his lonely office,
-and of the strange paralysis of life that lay on them both. 'In
-chancery!' he thought. 'Both their necks in chancery--and her's so
-pretty!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-VAL HEARS THE NEWS
-
-The keeping of engagements had not as yet been a conspicuous feature in
-the life of young Val Dartie, so that when he broke two and kept one, it
-was the latter event which caused him, if anything, the greater surprise,
-while jogging back to town from Robin Hill after his ride with Holly.
-She had been even prettier than he had thought her yesterday, on her
-silver-roan, long-tailed 'palfrey'; and it seemed to him, self-critical
-in the brumous October gloaming and the outskirts of London, that only
-his boots had shone throughout their two-hour companionship. He took out
-his new gold 'hunter'--present from James--and looked not at the time,
-but at sections of his face in the glittering back of its opened case.
-He had a temporary spot over one eyebrow, and it displeased him, for it
-must have displeased her. Crum never had any spots. Together with Crum
-rose the scene in the promenade of the Pandemonium. To-day he had not
-had the faintest desire to unbosom himself to Holly about his father.
-His father lacked poetry, the stirrings of which he was feeling for the
-first time in his nineteen years. The Liberty, with Cynthia Dark, that
-almost mythical embodiment of rapture; the Pandemonium, with the woman of
-uncertain age--both seemed to Val completely 'off,' fresh from communion
-with this new, shy, dark-haired young cousin of his. She rode 'Jolly
-well,' too, so that it had been all the more flattering that she had let
-him lead her where he would in the long gallops of Richmond Park, though
-she knew them so much better than he did. Looking back on it all, he was
-mystified by the barrenness of his speech; he felt that he could say 'an
-awful lot of fetching things' if he had but the chance again, and the
-thought that he must go back to Littlehampton on the morrow, and to
-Oxford on the twelfth--'to that beastly exam,' too--without the faintest
-chance of first seeing her again, caused darkness to settle on his spirit
-even more quickly than on the evening. He should write to her, however,
-and she had promised to answer. Perhaps, too, she would come up to
-Oxford to see her brother. That thought was like the first star, which
-came out as he rode into Padwick's livery stables in the purlieus of
-Sloane Square. He got off and stretched himself luxuriously, for he had
-ridden some twenty-five good miles. The Dartie within him made him
-chaffer for five minutes with young Padwick concerning the favourite for
-the Cambridgeshire; then with the words, "Put the gee down to my
-account," he walked away, a little wide at the knees, and flipping his
-boots with his knotty little cane. 'I don't feel a bit inclined to go
-out,' he thought. 'I wonder if mother will stand fizz for my last night!'
-With 'fizz' and recollection, he could well pass a domestic evening.
-
-When he came down, speckless after his bath, he found his mother
-scrupulous in a low evening dress, and, to his annoyance, his Uncle
-Soames. They stopped talking when he came in; then his uncle said:
-
-"He'd better be told."
-
-At those words, which meant something about his father, of course, Val's
-first thought was of Holly. Was it anything beastly? His mother began
-speaking.
-
-"Your father," she said in her fashionably appointed voice, while her
-fingers plucked rather pitifully at sea-green brocade, "your father, my
-dear boy, has--is not at Newmarket; he's on his way to South America.
-He--he's left us."
-
-Val looked from her to Soames. Left them! Was he sorry? Was he fond of
-his father? It seemed to him that he did not know. Then, suddenly--as
-at a whiff of gardenias and cigars--his heart twitched within him, and he
-was sorry. One's father belonged to one, could not go off in this
-fashion--it was not done! Nor had he always been the 'bounder' of the
-Pandemonium promenade. There were precious memories of tailors' shops
-and horses, tips at school, and general lavish kindness, when in luck.
-
-"But why?" he said. Then, as a sportsman himself, was sorry he had
-asked. The mask of his mother's face was all disturbed; and he burst
-out:
-
-"All right, Mother, don't tell me! Only, what does it mean?"
-
-"A divorce, Val, I'm afraid."
-
-Val uttered a queer little grunt, and looked quickly at his uncle--that
-uncle whom he had been taught to look on as a guarantee against the
-consequences of having a father, even against the Dartie blood in his own
-veins. The flat-checked visage seemed to wince, and this upset him.
-
-"It won't be public, will it?"
-
-So vividly before him had come recollection of his own eyes glued to the
-unsavoury details of many a divorce suit in the Public Press.
-
-"Can't it be done quietly somehow? It's so disgusting for--for mother,
-and--and everybody."
-
-"Everything will be done as quietly as it can, you may be sure."
-
-"Yes--but, why is it necessary at all? Mother doesn't want to marry
-again."
-
-Himself, the girls, their name tarnished in the sight of his
-schoolfellows and of Crum, of the men at Oxford, of--Holly! Unbearable!
-What was to be gained by it?
-
-"Do you, Mother?" he said sharply.
-
-Thus brought face to face with so much of her own feeling by the one she
-loved best in the world, Winifred rose from the Empire chair in which she
-had been sitting. She saw that her son would be against her unless he
-was told everything; and, yet, how could she tell him? Thus, still
-plucking at the green brocade, she stared at Soames. Val, too, stared at
-Soames. Surely this embodiment of respectability and the sense of
-property could not wish to bring such a slur on his own sister!
-
-Soames slowly passed a little inlaid paperknife over the smooth surface
-of a marqueterie table; then, without looking at his nephew, he began:
-
-"You don't understand what your mother has had to put up with these
-twenty years. This is only the last straw, Val." And glancing up
-sideways at Winifred, he added:
-
-"Shall I tell him?"
-
-Winifred was silent. If he were not told, he would be against her! Yet,
-how dreadful to be told such things of his own father! Clenching her
-lips, she nodded.
-
-Soames spoke in a rapid, even voice:
-
-"He has always been a burden round your mother's neck. She has paid his
-debts over and over again; he has often been drunk, abused and threatened
-her; and now he is gone to Buenos Aires with a dancer." And, as if
-distrusting the efficacy of those words on the boy, he went on quickly:
-
-"He took your mother's pearls to give to her."
-
-Val jerked up his hand, then. At that signal of distress Winifred cried
-out:
-
-"That'll do, Soames--stop!"
-
-In the boy, the Dartie and the Forsyte were struggling. For debts,
-drink, dancers, he had a certain sympathy; but the pearls--no! That was
-too much! And suddenly he found his mother's hand squeezing his.
-
-"You see," he heard Soames say, "we can't have it all begin over again.
-There's a limit; we must strike while the iron's hot."
-
-Val freed his hand.
-
-"But--you're--never going to bring out that about the pearls! I couldn't
-stand that--I simply couldn't!"
-
-Winifred cried out:
-
-"No, no, Val--oh no! That's only to show you how impossible your father
-is!" And his uncle nodded. Somewhat assuaged, Val took out a cigarette.
-His father had bought him that thin curved case. Oh! it was
-unbearable--just as he was going up to Oxford!
-
-"Can't mother be protected without?" he said. "I could look after her.
-It could always be done later if it was really necessary."
-
-A smile played for a moment round Soames' lips, and became bitter.
-
-"You don't know what you're talking of; nothing's so fatal as delay in
-such matters."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I tell you, boy, nothing's so fatal. I know from experience."
-
-His voice had the ring of exasperation. Val regarded him round-eyed,
-never having known his uncle express any sort of feeling. Oh! Yes--he
-remembered now--there had been an Aunt Irene, and something had
-happened--something which people kept dark; he had heard his father once
-use an unmentionable word of her.
-
-"I don't want to speak ill of your father," Soames went on doggedly, "but
-I know him well enough to be sure that he'll be back on your mother's
-hands before a year's over. You can imagine what that will mean to her
-and to all of you after this. The only thing is to cut the knot for
-good."
-
-In spite of himself, Val was impressed; and, happening to look at his
-mother's face, he got what was perhaps his first real insight into the
-fact that his own feelings were not always what mattered most.
-
-"All right, mother," he said; "we'll back you up. Only I'd like to know
-when it'll be. It's my first term, you know. I don't want to be up
-there when it comes off."
-
-"Oh! my dear boy," murmured Winifred, "it is a bore for you." So, by
-habit, she phrased what, from the expression of her face, was the most
-poignant regret. "When will it be, Soames?"
-
-"Can't tell--not for months. We must get restitution first."
-
-'What the deuce is that?' thought Val. 'What silly brutes lawyers are!
-Not for months! I know one thing: I'm not going to dine in!' And he
-said:
-
-"Awfully sorry, mother, I've got to go out to dinner now."
-
-Though it was his last night, Winifred nodded almost gratefully; they
-both felt that they had gone quite far enough in the expression of
-feeling.
-
-Val sought the misty freedom of Green Street, reckless and depressed.
-And not till he reached Piccadilly did he discover that he had only
-eighteen-pence. One couldn't dine off eighteen-pence, and he was very
-hungry. He looked longingly at the windows of the Iseeum Club, where he
-had often eaten of the best with his father! Those pearls! There was no
-getting over them! But the more he brooded and the further he walked the
-hungrier he naturally became. Short of trailing home, there were only two
-places where he could go--his grandfather's in Park Lane, and Timothy's
-in the Bayswater Road. Which was the less deplorable? At his
-grandfather's he would probably get a better dinner on the spur of the
-moment. At Timothy's they gave you a jolly good feed when they expected
-you, not otherwise. He decided on Park Lane, not unmoved by the thought
-that to go up to Oxford without affording his grandfather a chance to tip
-him was hardly fair to either of them. His mother would hear he had been
-there, of course, and might think it funny; but he couldn't help that.
-He rang the bell.
-
-"Hullo, Warmson, any dinner for me, d'you think?"
-
-"They're just going in, Master Val. Mr. Forsyte will be very glad to see
-you. He was saying at lunch that he never saw you nowadays."
-
-Val grinned.
-
-"Well, here I am. Kill the fatted calf, Warmson, let's have fizz."
-
-Warmson smiled faintly--in his opinion Val was a young limb.
-
-"I will ask Mrs. Forsyte, Master Val."
-
-"I say," Val grumbled, taking off his overcoat, "I'm not at school any
-more, you know."
-
-Warmson, not without a sense of humour, opened the door beyond the
-stag's-horn coat stand, with the words:
-
-"Mr. Valerus, ma'am."
-
-"Confound him!" thought Val, entering.
-
-A warm embrace, a "Well, Val!" from Emily, and a rather quavery "So there
-you are at last!" from James, restored his sense of dignity.
-
-"Why didn't you let us know? There's only saddle of mutton. Champagne,
-Warmson," said Emily. And they went in.
-
-At the great dining-table, shortened to its utmost, under which so many
-fashionable legs had rested, James sat at one end, Emily at the other,
-Val half-way between them; and something of the loneliness of his
-grandparents, now that all their four children were flown, reached the
-boy's spirit. 'I hope I shall kick the bucket long before I'm as old as
-grandfather,' he thought. 'Poor old chap, he's as thin as a rail!' And
-lowering his voice while his grandfather and Warmson were in discussion
-about sugar in the soup, he said to Emily:
-
-"It's pretty brutal at home, Granny. I suppose you know."
-
-"Yes, dear boy."
-
-"Uncle Soames was there when I left. I say, isn't there anything to be
-done to prevent a divorce? Why is he so beastly keen on it?"
-
-"Hush, my dear!" murmured Emily; "we're keeping it from your
-grandfather."
-
-James' voice sounded from the other end.
-
-"What's that? What are you talking about?"
-
-"About Val's college," returned Emily. "Young Pariser was there, James;
-you remember--he nearly broke the Bank at Monte Carlo afterwards."
-
-James muttered that he did not know--Val must look after himself up
-there, or he'd get into bad ways. And he looked at his grandson with
-gloom, out of which affection distrustfully glimmered.
-
-"What I'm afraid of," said Val to his plate, "is of being hard up, you
-know."
-
-By instinct he knew that the weak spot in that old man was fear of
-insecurity for his grandchildren.
-
-"Well," said James, and the soup in his spoon dribbled over, "you'll have
-a good allowance; but you must keep within it."
-
-"Of course," murmured Val; "if it is good. How much will it be,
-Grandfather?"
-
-"Three hundred and fifty; it's too much. I had next to nothing at your
-age."
-
-Val sighed. He had hoped for four, and been afraid of three. "I don't
-know what your young cousin has," said James; "he's up there. His
-father's a rich man."
-
-"Aren't you?" asked Val hardily.
-
-"I?" replied James, flustered. "I've got so many expenses. Your
-father...." and he was silent.
-
-"Cousin Jolyon's got an awfully jolly place. I went down there with
-Uncle Soames--ripping stables."
-
-"Ah!" murmured James profoundly. "That house--I knew how it would be!"
-And he lapsed into gloomy meditation over his fish-bones. His son's
-tragedy, and the deep cleavage it had caused in the Forsyte family, had
-still the power to draw him down into a whirlpool of doubts and
-misgivings. Val, who hankered to talk of Robin Hill, because Robin Hill
-meant Holly, turned to Emily and said:
-
-"Was that the house built for Uncle Soames?" And, receiving her nod,
-went on: "I wish you'd tell me about him, Granny. What became of Aunt
-Irene? Is she still going? He seems awfully worked-up about something
-to-night."
-
-Emily laid her finger on her lips, but the word Irene had caught James'
-ear.
-
-"What's that?" he said, staying a piece of mutton close to his lips.
-"Who's been seeing her? I knew we hadn't heard the last of that."
-
-"Now, James," said Emily, "eat your dinner. Nobody's been seeing
-anybody."
-
-James put down his fork.
-
-"There you go," he said. "I might die before you'd tell me of it. Is
-Soames getting a divorce?"
-
-"Nonsense," said Emily with incomparable aplomb; "Soames is much too
-sensible."
-
-James had sought his own throat, gathering the long white whiskers
-together on the skin and bone of it.
-
-"She--she was always...." he said, and with that enigmatic remark the
-conversation lapsed, for Warmson had returned. But later, when the
-saddle of mutton had been succeeded by sweet, savoury, and dessert, and
-Val had received a cheque for twenty pounds and his grandfather's
-kiss--like no other kiss in the world, from lips pushed out with a sort
-of fearful suddenness, as if yielding to weakness--he returned to the
-charge in the hall.
-
-"Tell us about Uncle Soames, Granny. Why is he so keen on mother's
-getting a divorce?"
-
-"Your Uncle Soames," said Emily, and her voice had in it an exaggerated
-assurance, "is a lawyer, my dear boy. He's sure to know best."
-
-"Is he?" muttered Val. "But what did become of Aunt Irene? I remember
-she was jolly good-looking."
-
-"She--er...." said Emily, "behaved very badly. We don't talk about it."
-
-"Well, I don't want everybody at Oxford to know about our affairs,"
-ejaculated Val; "it's a brutal idea. Why couldn't father be prevented
-without its being made public?"
-
-Emily sighed. She had always lived rather in an atmosphere of divorce,
-owing to her fashionable proclivities--so many of those whose legs had
-been under her table having gained a certain notoriety. When, however,
-it touched her own family, she liked it no better than other people. But
-she was eminently practical, and a woman of courage, who never pursued a
-shadow in preference to its substance.
-
-"Your mother," she said, "will be happier if she's quite free, Val.
-Good-night, my dear boy; and don't wear loud waistcoats up at Oxford,
-they're not the thing just now. Here's a little present."
-
-With another five pounds in his hand, and a little warmth in his heart,
-for he was fond of his grandmother, he went out into Park Lane. A wind
-had cleared the mist, the autumn leaves were rustling, and the stars were
-shining. With all that money in his pocket an impulse to 'see life'
-beset him; but he had not gone forty yards in the direction of Piccadilly
-when Holly's shy face, and her eyes with an imp dancing in their gravity,
-came up before him, and his hand seemed to be tingling again from the
-pressure of her warm gloved hand. 'No, dash it!' he thought, 'I'm going
-home!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-SOAMES ENTERTAINS THE FUTURE
-
-It was full late for the river, but the weather was lovely, and summer
-lingered below the yellowing leaves. Soames took many looks at the day
-from his riverside garden near Mapledurham that Sunday morning.
-
-With his own hands he put flowers about his little house-boat, and
-equipped the punt, in which, after lunch, he proposed to take them on the
-river. Placing those Chinese-looking cushions, he could not tell whether
-or no he wished to take Annette alone. She was so very pretty--could he
-trust himself not to say irrevocable words, passing beyond the limits of
-discretion? Roses on the veranda were still in bloom, and the hedges
-ever-green, so that there was almost nothing of middle-aged autumn to
-chill the mood; yet was he nervous, fidgety, strangely distrustful of his
-powers to steer just the right course. This visit had been planned to
-produce in Annette and her mother a due sense of his possessions, so that
-they should be ready to receive with respect any overture he might later
-be disposed to make. He dressed with great care, making himself neither
-too young nor too old, very thankful that his hair was still thick and
-smooth and had no grey in it. Three times he went up to his
-picture-gallery. If they had any knowledge at all, they must see at once
-that his collection alone was worth at least thirty thousand pounds. He
-minutely inspected, too, the pretty bedroom overlooking the river where
-they would take off their hats. It would be her bedroom if--if the matter
-went through, and she became his wife. Going up to the dressing-table he
-passed his hand over the lilac-coloured pincushion, into which were stuck
-all kinds of pins; a bowl of pot-pourri exhaled a scent that made his
-head turn just a little. His wife! If only the whole thing could be
-settled out of hand, and there was not the nightmare of this divorce to
-be gone through first; and with gloom puckered on his forehead, he looked
-out at the river shining beyond the roses and the lawn. Madame Lamotte
-would never resist this prospect for her child; Annette would never
-resist her mother. If only he were free! He drove to the station to
-meet them. What taste Frenchwomen had! Madame Lamotte was in black with
-touches of lilac colour, Annette in greyish lilac linen, with cream
-coloured gloves and hat. Rather pale she looked and Londony; and her
-blue eyes were demure. Waiting for them to come down to lunch, Soames
-stood in the open french-window of the diningroom moved by that sensuous
-delight in sunshine and flowers and trees which only came to the full
-when youth and beauty were there to share it with one. He had ordered
-the lunch with intense consideration; the wine was a very special
-Sauterne, the whole appointments of the meal perfect, the coffee served
-on the veranda super-excellent. Madame Lamotte accepted creme de menthe;
-Annette refused. Her manners were charming, with just a suspicion of
-'the conscious beauty' creeping into them. 'Yes,' thought Soames,
-'another year of London and that sort of life, and she'll be spoiled.'
-
-Madame was in sedate French raptures. "Adorable! Le soleil est si bon!
-How everything is chic, is it not, Annette? Monsieur is a real Monte
-Cristo." Annette murmured assent, with a look up at Soames which he
-could not read. He proposed a turn on the river. But to punt two persons
-when one of them looked so ravishing on those Chinese cushions was merely
-to suffer from a sense of lost opportunity; so they went but a short way
-towards Pangbourne, drifting slowly back, with every now and then an
-autumn leaf dropping on Annette or on her mother's black amplitude. And
-Soames was not happy, worried by the thought: 'How--when--where--can I
-say--what?' They did not yet even know that he was married. To tell them
-he was married might jeopardise his every chance; yet, if he did not
-definitely make them understand that he wished for Annette's hand, it
-would be dropping into some other clutch before he was free to claim it.
-
-At tea, which they both took with lemon, Soames spoke of the Transvaal.
-
-"There'll be war," he said.
-
-Madame Lamotte lamented.
-
-"Ces pauvres gens bergers!" Could they not be left to themselves?
-
-Soames smiled--the question seemed to him absurd.
-
-Surely as a woman of business she understood that the British could not
-abandon their legitimate commercial interests.
-
-"Ah! that!" But Madame Lamotte found that the English were a little
-hypocrite. They were talking of justice and the Uitlanders, not of
-business. Monsieur was the first who had spoken to her of that.
-
-"The Boers are only half-civilised," remarked Soames; "they stand in the
-way of progress. It will never do to let our suzerainty go."
-
-"What does that mean to say? Suzerainty!"
-
-"What a strange word!" Soames became eloquent, roused by these threats
-to the principle of possession, and stimulated by Annette's eyes fixed on
-him. He was delighted when presently she said:
-
-"I think Monsieur is right. They should be taught a lesson." She was
-sensible!
-
-"Of course," he said, "we must act with moderation. I'm no jingo. We
-must be firm without bullying. Will you come up and see my pictures?"
-Moving from one to another of these treasures, he soon perceived that
-they knew nothing. They passed his last Mauve, that remarkable study of
-a 'Hay-cart going Home,' as if it were a lithograph. He waited almost
-with awe to see how they would view the jewel of his collection--an
-Israels whose price he had watched ascending till he was now almost
-certain it had reached top value, and would be better on the market
-again. They did not view it at all. This was a shock; and yet to have
-in Annette a virgin taste to form would be better than to have the silly,
-half-baked predilections of the English middle-class to deal with. At
-the end of the gallery was a Meissonier of which he was rather ashamed
---Meissonier was so steadily going down. Madame Lamotte stopped before
-it.
-
-"Meissonier! Ah! What a jewel!" Soames took advantage of that moment.
-Very gently touching Annette's arm, he said:
-
-"How do you like my place, Annette?"
-
-She did not shrink, did not respond; she looked at him full, looked down,
-and murmured:
-
-"Who would not like it? It is so beautiful!"
-
-"Perhaps some day--" Soames said, and stopped.
-
-So pretty she was, so self-possessed--she frightened him. Those
-cornflower-blue eyes, the turn of that creamy neck, her delicate
-curves--she was a standing temptation to indiscretion! No! No! One must
-be sure of one's ground--much surer! 'If I hold off,' he thought, 'it
-will tantalise her.' And he crossed over to Madame Lamotte, who was
-still in front of the Meissonier.
-
-"Yes, that's quite a good example of his later work. You must come
-again, Madame, and see them lighted up. You must both come and spend a
-night."
-
-Enchanted, would it not be beautiful to see them lighted? By moonlight
-too, the river must be ravishing!
-
-Annette murmured:
-
-"Thou art sentimental, Maman!"
-
-Sentimental! That black-robed, comely, substantial Frenchwoman of the
-world! And suddenly he was certain as he could be that there was no
-sentiment in either of them. All the better. Of what use sentiment?
-And yet....!
-
-He drove to the station with them, and saw them into the train. To the
-tightened pressure of his hand it seemed that Annette's fingers responded
-just a little; her face smiled at him through the dark.
-
-He went back to the carriage, brooding. "Go on home, Jordan," he said to
-the coachman; "I'll walk." And he strode out into the darkening lanes,
-caution and the desire of possession playing see-saw within him. 'Bon
-soir, monsieur!' How softly she had said it. To know what was in her
-mind! The French--they were like cats--one could tell nothing! But--how
-pretty! What a perfect young thing to hold in one's arms! What a mother
-for his heir! And he thought, with a smile, of his family and their
-surprise at a French wife, and their curiosity, and of the way he would
-play with it and buffet it confound them!
-
-The, poplars sighed in the darkness; an owl hooted. Shadows deepened in
-the water. 'I will and must be free,' he thought. 'I won't hang about
-any longer. I'll go and see Irene. If you want things done, do them
-yourself. I must live again--live and move and have my being.' And in
-echo to that queer biblicality church-bells chimed the call to evening
-prayer.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-AND VISITS THE PAST
-
-On a Tuesday evening after dining at his club Soames set out to do what
-required more courage and perhaps less delicacy than anything he had yet
-undertaken in his life--save perhaps his birth, and one other action. He
-chose the evening, indeed, partly because Irene was more likely to be in,
-but mainly because he had failed to find sufficient resolution by
-daylight, had needed wine to give him extra daring.
-
-He left his hansom on the Embankment, and walked up to the Old Church,
-uncertain of the block of flats where he knew she lived. He found it
-hiding behind a much larger mansion; and having read the name, 'Mrs.
-Irene Heron'--Heron, forsooth! Her maiden name: so she used that again,
-did she?--he stepped back into the road to look up at the windows of the
-first floor. Light was coming through in the corner fiat, and he could
-hear a piano being played. He had never had a love of music, had secretly
-borne it a grudge in the old days when so often she had turned to her
-piano, making of it a refuge place into which she knew he could not
-enter. Repulse! The long repulse, at first restrained and secret, at
-last open! Bitter memory came with that sound. It must be she playing,
-and thus almost assured of seeing her, he stood more undecided than ever.
-Shivers of anticipation ran through him; his tongue felt dry, his heart
-beat fast. 'I have no cause to be afraid,' he thought. And then the
-lawyer stirred within him. Was he doing a foolish thing? Ought he not
-to have arranged a formal meeting in the presence of her trustee? No!
-Not before that fellow Jolyon, who sympathised with her! Never! He
-crossed back into the doorway, and, slowly, to keep down the beating of
-his heart, mounted the single flight of stairs and rang the bell. When
-the door was opened to him his sensations were regulated by the scent
-which came--that perfume--from away back in the past, bringing muffled
-remembrance: fragrance of a drawing-room he used to enter, of a house he
-used to own--perfume of dried rose-leaves and honey!
-
-"Say, Mr. Forsyte," he said, "your mistress will see me, I know." He had
-thought this out; she would think it was Jolyon!
-
-When the maid was gone and he was alone in the tiny hall, where the light
-was dim from one pearly-shaded sconce, and walls, carpet, everything was
-silvery, making the walled-in space all ghostly, he could only think
-ridiculously: 'Shall I go in with my overcoat on, or take it off?' The
-music ceased; the maid said from the doorway:
-
-"Will you walk in, sir?"
-
-Soames walked in. He noted mechanically that all was still silvery, and
-that the upright piano was of satinwood. She had risen and stood
-recoiled against it; her hand, placed on the keys as if groping for
-support, had struck a sudden discord, held for a moment, and released.
-The light from the shaded piano-candle fell on her neck, leaving her face
-rather in shadow. She was in a black evening dress, with a sort of
-mantilla over her shoulders--he did not remember ever having seen her in
-black, and the thought passed through him: 'She dresses even when she's
-alone.'
-
-"You!" he heard her whisper.
-
-Many times Soames had rehearsed this scene in fancy. Rehearsal served
-him not at all. He simply could not speak. He had never thought that
-the sight of this woman whom he had once so passionately desired, so
-completely owned, and whom he had not seen for twelve years, could affect
-him in this way. He had imagined himself speaking and acting, half as
-man of business, half as judge. And now it was as if he were in the
-presence not of a mere woman and erring wife, but of some force, subtle
-and elusive as atmosphere itself within him and outside. A kind of
-defensive irony welled up in him.
-
-"Yes, it's a queer visit! I hope you're well."
-
-"Thank you. Will you sit down?"
-
-She had moved away from the piano, and gone over to a window-seat,
-sinking on to it, with her hands clasped in her lap. Light fell on her
-there, so that Soames could see her face, eyes, hair, strangely as he
-remembered them, strangely beautiful.
-
-He sat down on the edge of a satinwood chair, upholstered with
-silver-coloured stuff, close to where he was standing.
-
-"You have not changed," he said.
-
-"No? What have you come for?"
-
-"To discuss things."
-
-"I have heard what you want from your cousin."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"I am willing. I have always been."
-
-The sound of her voice, reserved and close, the sight of her figure
-watchfully poised, defensive, was helping him now. A thousand memories
-of her, ever on the watch against him, stirred, and....
-
-"Perhaps you will be good enough, then, to give me information on which I
-can act. The law must be complied with."
-
-"I have none to give you that you don't know of."
-
-"Twelve years! Do you suppose I can believe that?"
-
-"I don't suppose you will believe anything I say; but it's the truth."
-
-Soames looked at her hard. He had said that she had not changed; now he
-perceived that she had. Not in face, except that it was more beautiful;
-not in form, except that it was a little fuller--no! She had changed
-spiritually. There was more of her, as it were, something of activity
-and daring, where there had been sheer passive resistance. 'Ah!' he
-thought, 'that's her independent income! Confound Uncle Jolyon!'
-
-"I suppose you're comfortably off now?" he said.
-
-"Thank you, yes."
-
-"Why didn't you let me provide for you? I would have, in spite of
-everything."
-
-A faint smile came on her lips; but she did not answer.
-
-"You are still my wife," said Soames. Why he said that, what he meant by
-it, he knew neither when he spoke nor after. It was a truism almost
-preposterous, but its effect was startling. She rose from the
-window-seat, and stood for a moment perfectly still, looking at him. He
-could see her bosom heaving. Then she turned to the window and threw it
-open.
-
-"Why do that?" he said sharply. "You'll catch cold in that dress. I'm
-not dangerous." And he uttered a little sad laugh.
-
-She echoed it--faintly, bitterly.
-
-"It was--habit."
-
-"Rather odd habit," said Soames as bitterly. "Shut the window!"
-
-She shut it and sat down again. She had developed power, this
-woman--this--wife of his! He felt it issuing from her as she sat there,
-in a sort of armour. And almost unconsciously he rose and moved nearer;
-he wanted to see the expression on her face. Her eyes met his
-unflinching. Heavens! how clear they were, and what a dark brown against
-that white skin, and that burnt-amber hair! And how white her shoulders.
-
-Funny sensation this! He ought to hate her.
-
-"You had better tell me," he said; "it's to your advantage to be free as
-well as to mine. That old matter is too old."
-
-"I have told you."
-
-"Do you mean to tell me there has been nothing--nobody?"
-
-"Nobody. You must go to your own life."
-
-Stung by that retort, Soames moved towards the piano and back to the
-hearth, to and fro, as he had been wont in the old days in their
-drawing-room when his feelings were too much for him.
-
-"That won't do," he said. "You deserted me. In common justice it's for
-you...."
-
-He saw her shrug those white shoulders, heard her murmur:
-
-"Yes. Why didn't you divorce me then? Should I have cared?"
-
-He stopped, and looked at her intently with a sort of curiosity. What on
-earth did she do with herself, if she really lived quite alone? And why
-had he not divorced her? The old feeling that she had never understood
-him, never done him justice, bit him while he stared at her.
-
-"Why couldn't you have made me a good wife?" he said.
-
-"Yes; it was a crime to marry you. I have paid for it. You will find
-some way perhaps. You needn't mind my name, I have none to lose. Now I
-think you had better go."
-
-A sense of defeat--of being defrauded of his self-justification, and of
-something else beyond power of explanation to himself, beset Soames like
-the breath of a cold fog. Mechanically he reached up, took from the
-mantel-shelf a little china bowl, reversed it, and said:
-
-"Lowestoft. Where did you get this? I bought its fellow at Jobson's."
-And, visited by the sudden memory of how, those many years ago, he and
-she had bought china together, he remained staring at the little bowl, as
-if it contained all the past. Her voice roused him.
-
-"Take it. I don't want it."
-
-Soames put it back on the shelf.
-
-"Will you shake hands?" he said.
-
-A faint smile curved her lips. She held out her hand. It was cold to
-his rather feverish touch. 'She's made of ice,' he thought--'she was
-always made of ice!' But even as that thought darted through him, his
-senses were assailed by the perfume of her dress and body, as though the
-warmth within her, which had never been for him, were struggling to show
-its presence. And he turned on his heel. He walked out and away, as if
-someone with a whip were after him, not even looking for a cab, glad of
-the empty Embankment and the cold river, and the thick-strewn shadows of
-the plane-tree leaves--confused, flurried, sore at heart, and vaguely
-disturbed, as though he had made some deep mistake whose consequences he
-could not foresee. And the fantastic thought suddenly assailed him if
-instead of, 'I think you had better go,' she had said, 'I think you had
-better stay!' What should he have felt, what would he have done? That
-cursed attraction of her was there for him even now, after all these
-years of estrangement and bitter thoughts. It was there, ready to mount
-to his head at a sign, a touch. 'I was a fool to go!' he muttered.
-'I've advanced nothing. Who could imagine? I never thought!' Memory,
-flown back to the first years of his marriage, played him torturing
-tricks. She had not deserved to keep her beauty--the beauty he had owned
-and known so well. And a kind of bitterness at the tenacity of his own
-admiration welled up in him. Most men would have hated the sight of her,
-as she had deserved. She had spoiled his life, wounded his pride to
-death, defrauded him of a son. And yet the mere sight of her, cold and
-resisting as ever, had this power to upset him utterly! It was some
-damned magnetism she had! And no wonder if, as she asserted; she had
-lived untouched these last twelve years. So Bosinney--cursed be his
-memory!--had lived on all this time with her! Soames could not tell
-whether he was glad of that knowledge or no.
-
-Nearing his Club at last he stopped to buy a paper. A headline ran:
-'Boers reported to repudiate suzerainty!' Suzerainty! 'Just like her!'
-he thought: 'she always did. Suzerainty! I still have it by rights.
-She must be awfully lonely in that wretched little flat!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-ON FORSYTE 'CHANGE
-
-Soames belonged to two clubs, 'The Connoisseurs,' which he put on his
-cards and seldom visited, and 'The Remove,' which he did not put on his
-cards and frequented. He had joined this Liberal institution five years
-ago, having made sure that its members were now nearly all sound
-Conservatives in heart and pocket, if not in principle. Uncle Nicholas
-had put him up. The fine reading-room was decorated in the Adam style.
-
-On entering that evening he glanced at the tape for any news about the
-Transvaal, and noted that Consols were down seven-sixteenths since the
-morning. He was turning away to seek the reading-room when a voice
-behind him said:
-
-"Well, Soames, that went off all right."
-
-It was Uncle Nicholas, in a frock-coat and his special cut-away collar,
-with a black tie passed through a ring. Heavens! How young and dapper
-he looked at eighty-two!
-
-"I think Roger'd have been pleased," his uncle went on. "The thing was
-very well done. Blackley's? I'll make a note of them. Buxton's done me
-no good. These Boers are upsetting me--that fellow Chamberlain's driving
-the country into war. What do you think?"
-
-"Bound to come," murmured Soames.
-
-Nicholas passed his hand over his thin, clean-shaven cheeks, very rosy
-after his summer cure; a slight pout had gathered on his lips. This
-business had revived all his Liberal principles.
-
-"I mistrust that chap; he's a stormy petrel. House-property will go down
-if there's war. You'll have trouble with Roger's estate. I often told
-him he ought to get out of some of his houses. He was an opinionated
-beggar."
-
-'There was a pair of you!' thought Soames. But he never argued with an
-uncle, in that way preserving their opinion of him as 'a long-headed
-chap,' and the legal care of their property.
-
-"They tell me at Timothy's," said Nicholas, lowering his voice, "that
-Dartie has gone off at last. That'll be a relief to your father. He was
-a rotten egg."
-
-Again Soames nodded. If there was a subject on which the Forsytes really
-agreed, it was the character of Montague Dartie.
-
-"You take care," said Nicholas, "or he'll turn up again. Winifred had
-better have the tooth out, I should say. No use preserving what's gone
-bad."
-
-Soames looked at him sideways. His nerves, exacerbated by the interview
-he had just come through, disposed him to see a personal allusion in
-those words.
-
-"I'm advising her," he said shortly.
-
-"Well," said Nicholas, "the brougham's waiting; I must get home. I'm very
-poorly. Remember me to your father."
-
-And having thus reconsecrated the ties of blood, he passed down the steps
-at his youthful gait and was wrapped into his fur coat by the junior
-porter.
-
-'I've never known Uncle Nicholas other than "very poorly,"' mused Soames,
-'or seen him look other than everlasting. What a family! Judging by him,
-I've got thirty-eight years of health before me. Well, I'm not going to
-waste them.' And going over to a mirror he stood looking at his face.
-Except for a line or two, and three or four grey hairs in his little dark
-moustache, had he aged any more than Irene? The prime of life--he and
-she in the very prime of life! And a fantastic thought shot into his
-mind. Absurd! Idiotic! But again it came. And genuinely alarmed by the
-recurrence, as one is by the second fit of shivering which presages a
-feverish cold, he sat down on the weighing machine. Eleven stone! He had
-not varied two pounds in twenty years. What age was she? Nearly
-thirty-seven--not too old to have a child--not at all! Thirty-seven on
-the ninth of next month. He remembered her birthday well--he had always
-observed it religiously, even that last birthday so soon before she left
-him, when he was almost certain she was faithless. Four birthdays in his
-house. He had looked forward to them, because his gifts had meant a
-semblance of gratitude, a certain attempt at warmth. Except, indeed,
-that last birthday--which had tempted him to be too religious! And he
-shied away in thought. Memory heaps dead leaves on corpse-like deeds,
-from under which they do but vaguely offend the sense. And then he
-thought suddenly: 'I could send her a present for her birthday. After
-all, we're Christians! Couldn't!--couldn't we join up again!' And he
-uttered a deep sigh sitting there. Annette! Ah! but between him and
-Annette was the need for that wretched divorce suit! And how?
-
-"A man can always work these things, if he'll take it on himself," Jolyon
-had said.
-
-But why should he take the scandal on himself with his whole career as a
-pillar of the law at stake? It was not fair! It was quixotic! Twelve
-years' separation in which he had taken no steps to free himself put out
-of court the possibility of using her conduct with Bosinney as a ground
-for divorcing her. By doing nothing to secure relief he had acquiesced,
-even if the evidence could now be gathered, which was more than doubtful.
-Besides, his own pride would never let him use that old incident, he had
-suffered from it too much. No! Nothing but fresh misconduct on her
-part--but she had denied it; and--almost--he had believed her. Hung up!
-Utterly hung up!
-
-He rose from the scooped-out red velvet seat with a feeling of
-constriction about his vitals. He would never sleep with this going on
-in him! And, taking coat and hat again, he went out, moving eastward.
-In Trafalgar Square he became aware of some special commotion travelling
-towards him out of the mouth of the Strand. It materialised in newspaper
-men calling out so loudly that no words whatever could be heard. He
-stopped to listen, and one came by.
-
-"Payper! Special! Ultimatium by Krooger! Declaration of war!" Soames
-bought the paper. There it was in the stop press....! His first thought
-was: 'The Boers are committing suicide.' His second: 'Is there anything
-still I ought to sell?' If so he had missed the chance--there would
-certainly be a slump in the city to-morrow. He swallowed this thought
-with a nod of defiance. That ultimatum was insolent--sooner than let it
-pass he was prepared to lose money. They wanted a lesson, and they would
-get it; but it would take three months at least to bring them to heel.
-There weren't the troops out there; always behind time, the Government!
-Confound those newspaper rats! What was the use of waking everybody up?
-Breakfast to-morrow was quite soon enough. And he thought with alarm of
-his father. They would cry it down Park Lane. Hailing a hansom, he got
-in and told the man to drive there.
-
-James and Emily had just gone up to bed, and after communicating the news
-to Warmson, Soames prepared to follow. He paused by after-thought to
-say:
-
-"What do you think of it, Warmson?"
-
-The butler ceased passing a hat brush over the silk hat Soames had taken
-off, and, inclining his face a little forward, said in a low voice:
-"Well, sir, they 'aven't a chance, of course; but I'm told they're very
-good shots. I've got a son in the Inniskillings."
-
-"You, Warmson? Why, I didn't know you were married."
-
-"No, sir. I don't talk of it. I expect he'll be going out."
-
-The slighter shock Soames had felt on discovering that he knew so little
-of one whom he thought he knew so well was lost in the slight shock of
-discovering that the war might touch one personally. Born in the year of
-the Crimean War, he had only come to consciousness by the time the Indian
-Mutiny was over; since then the many little wars of the British Empire
-had been entirely professional, quite unconnected with the Forsytes and
-all they stood for in the body politic. This war would surely be no
-exception. But his mind ran hastily over his family. Two of the
-Haymans, he had heard, were in some Yeomanry or other--it had always been
-a pleasant thought, there was a certain distinction about the Yeomanry;
-they wore, or used to wear, a blue uniform with silver about it, and rode
-horses. And Archibald, he remembered, had once on a time joined the
-Militia, but had given it up because his father, Nicholas, had made such
-a fuss about his 'wasting his time peacocking about in a uniform.'
-Recently he had heard somewhere that young Nicholas' eldest, very young
-Nicholas, had become a Volunteer. 'No,' thought Soames, mounting the
-stairs slowly, 'there's nothing in that!'
-
-He stood on the landing outside his parents' bed and dressing rooms,
-debating whether or not to put his nose in and say a reassuring word.
-Opening the landing window, he listened. The rumble from Piccadilly was
-all the sound he heard, and with the thought, 'If these motor-cars
-increase, it'll affect house property,' he was about to pass on up to the
-room always kept ready for him when he heard, distant as yet, the hoarse
-rushing call of a newsvendor. There it was, and coming past the house!
-He knocked on his mother's door and went in.
-
-His father was sitting up in bed, with his ears pricked under the white
-hair which Emily kept so beautifully cut. He looked pink, and
-extraordinarily clean, in his setting of white sheet and pillow, out of
-which the points of his high, thin, nightgowned shoulders emerged in
-small peaks. His eyes alone, grey and distrustful under their withered
-lids, were moving from the window to Emily, who in a wrapper was walking
-up and down, squeezing a rubber ball attached to a scent bottle. The
-room reeked faintly of the eau-de-Cologne she was spraying.
-
-"All right!" said Soames, "it's not a fire. The Boers have declared
-war--that's all."
-
-Emily stopped her spraying.
-
-"Oh!" was all she said, and looked at James.
-
-Soames, too, looked at his father. He was taking it differently from
-their expectation, as if some thought, strange to them, were working in
-him.
-
-"H'm!" he muttered suddenly, "I shan't live to see the end of this."
-
-"Nonsense, James! It'll be over by Christmas."
-
-"What do you know about it?" James answered her with asperity. "It's a
-pretty mess at this time of night, too!" He lapsed into silence, and his
-wife and son, as if hypnotised, waited for him to say: 'I can't tell--I
-don't know; I knew how it would be!' But he did not. The grey eyes
-shifted, evidently seeing nothing in the room; then movement occurred
-under the bedclothes, and the knees were drawn up suddenly to a great
-height.
-
-"They ought to send out Roberts. It all comes from that fellow Gladstone
-and his Majuba."
-
-The two listeners noted something beyond the usual in his voice,
-something of real anxiety. It was as if he had said: 'I shall never see
-the old country peaceful and safe again. I shall have to die before I
-know she's won.' And in spite of the feeling that James must not be
-encouraged to be fussy, they were touched. Soames went up to the bedside
-and stroked his father's hand which had emerged from under the
-bedclothes, long and wrinkled with veins.
-
-"Mark my words!" said James, "consols will go to par. For all I know,
-Val may go and enlist."
-
-"Oh, come, James!" cried Emily, "you talk as if there were danger."
-
-Her comfortable voice seemed to soothe James for once.
-
-"Well," he muttered, "I told you how it would be. I don't know, I'm
-sure--nobody tells me anything. Are you sleeping here, my boy?"
-
-The crisis was past, he would now compose himself to his normal degree of
-anxiety; and, assuring his father that he was sleeping in the house,
-Soames pressed his hand, and went up to his room.
-
-The following afternoon witnessed the greatest crowd Timothy's had known
-for many a year. On national occasions, such as this, it was, indeed,
-almost impossible to avoid going there. Not that there was any danger or
-rather only just enough to make it necessary to assure each other that
-there was none.
-
-Nicholas was there early. He had seen Soames the night before--Soames
-had said it was bound to come. This old Kruger was in his dotage--why,
-he must be seventy-five if he was a day!
-
-(Nicholas was eighty-two.) What had Timothy said? He had had a fit after
-Majuba. These Boers were a grasping lot! The dark-haired Francie, who
-had arrived on his heels, with the contradictious touch which became the
-free spirit of a daughter of Roger, chimed in:
-
-"Kettle and pot, Uncle Nicholas. What price the Uitlanders?" What price,
-indeed! A new expression, and believed to be due to her brother George.
-
-Aunt Juley thought Francie ought not to say such a thing. Dear Mrs.
-MacAnder's boy, Charlie MacAnder, was one, and no one could call him
-grasping. At this Francie uttered one of her mots, scandalising, and so
-frequently repeated:
-
-"Well, his father's a Scotchman, and his mother's a cat."
-
-Aunt Juley covered her ears, too late, but Aunt Hester smiled; as for
-Nicholas, he pouted--witticism of which he was not the author was hardly
-to his taste. Just then Marian Tweetyman arrived, followed almost
-immediately by young Nicholas. On seeing his son, Nicholas rose.
-
-"Well, I must be going," he said, "Nick here will tell you what'll win
-the race." And with this hit at his eldest, who, as a pillar of
-accountancy, and director of an insurance company, was no more addicted
-to sport than his father had ever been, he departed. Dear Nicholas!
-What race was that? Or was it only one of his jokes? He was a wonderful
-man for his age! How many lumps would dear Marian take? And how were
-Giles and Jesse? Aunt Juley supposed their Yeomanry would be very busy
-now, guarding the coast, though of course the Boers had no ships. But
-one never knew what the French might do if they had the chance,
-especially since that dreadful Fashoda scare, which had upset Timothy so
-terribly that he had made no investments for months afterwards. It was
-the ingratitude of the Boers that was so dreadful, after everything had
-been done for them--Dr. Jameson imprisoned, and he was so nice, Mrs.
-MacAnder had always said. And Sir Alfred Milner sent out to talk to
-them--such a clever man! She didn't know what they wanted.
-
-But at this moment occurred one of those sensations--so precious at
-Timothy's--which great occasions sometimes bring forth:
-
-"Miss June Forsyte."
-
-Aunts Juley and Hester were on their feet at once, trembling from
-smothered resentment, and old affection bubbling up, and pride at the
-return of a prodigal June! Well, this was a surprise! Dear June--after
-all these years! And how well she was looking! Not changed at all! It
-was almost on their lips to add, 'And how is your dear grandfather?'
-forgetting in that giddy moment that poor dear Jolyon had been in his
-grave for seven years now.
-
-Ever the most courageous and downright of all the Forsytes, June, with
-her decided chin and her spirited eyes and her hair like flame, sat down,
-slight and short, on a gilt chair with a bead-worked seat, for all the
-world as if ten years had not elapsed since she had been to see them--ten
-years of travel and independence and devotion to lame ducks. Those ducks
-of late had been all definitely painters, etchers, or sculptors, so that
-her impatience with the Forsytes and their hopelessly inartistic outlook
-had become intense. Indeed, she had almost ceased to believe that her
-family existed, and looked round her now with a sort of challenging
-directness which brought exquisite discomfort to the roomful. She had
-not expected to meet any of them but 'the poor old things'; and why she
-had come to see them she hardly knew, except that, while on her way from
-Oxford Street to a studio in Latimer Road, she had suddenly remembered
-them with compunction as two long-neglected old lame ducks.
-
-Aunt Juley broke the hush again. "We've just been saying, dear, how
-dreadful it is about these Boers! And what an impudent thing of that old
-Kruger!"
-
-"Impudent!" said June. "I think he's quite right. What business have we
-to meddle with them? If he turned out all those wretched Uitlanders it
-would serve them right. They're only after money."
-
-The silence of sensation was broken by Francie saying:
-
-"What? Are you a pro-Boer?" (undoubtedly the first use of that
-expression).
-
-"Well! Why can't we leave them alone?" said June, just as, in the open
-doorway, the maid said "Mr. Soames Forsyte." Sensation on sensation!
-Greeting was almost held up by curiosity to see how June and he would
-take this encounter, for it was shrewdly suspected, if not quite known,
-that they had not met since that old and lamentable affair of her fiance
-Bosinney with Soames' wife. They were seen to just touch each other's
-hands, and look each at the other's left eye only. Aunt Juley came at
-once to the rescue:
-
-"Dear June is so original. Fancy, Soames, she thinks the Boers are not
-to blame."
-
-"They only want their independence," said June; "and why shouldn't they
-have it?"
-
-"Because," answered Soames, with his smile a little on one side, "they
-happen to have agreed to our suzerainty."
-
-"Suzerainty!" repeated June scornfully; "we shouldn't like anyone's
-suzerainty over us."
-
-"They got advantages in payment," replied Soames; "a contract is a
-contract."
-
-"Contracts are not always just," fumed out June, "and when they're not,
-they ought to be broken. The Boers are much the weaker. We could afford
-to be generous."
-
-Soames sniffed. "That's mere sentiment," he said.
-
-Aunt Hester, to whom nothing was more awful than any kind of
-disagreement, here leaned forward and remarked decisively:
-
-"What lovely weather it has been for the time of year?"
-
-But June was not to be diverted.
-
-"I don't know why sentiment should be sneered at. It's the best thing in
-the world." She looked defiantly round, and Aunt Juley had to intervene
-again:
-
-"Have you bought any pictures lately, Soames?"
-
-Her incomparable instinct for the wrong subject had not failed her.
-Soames flushed. To disclose the name of his latest purchases would be
-like walking into the jaws of disdain. For somehow they all knew of
-June's predilection for 'genius' not yet on its legs, and her contempt
-for 'success' unless she had had a finger in securing it.
-
-"One or two," he muttered.
-
-But June's face had changed; the Forsyte within her was seeing its
-chance. Why should not Soames buy some of the pictures of Eric
-Cobbley--her last lame duck? And she promptly opened her attack: Did
-Soames know his work? It was so wonderful. He was the coming man.
-
-Oh, yes, Soames knew his work. It was in his view 'splashy,' and would
-never get hold of the public.
-
-June blazed up.
-
-"Of course it won't; that's the last thing one would wish for. I thought
-you were a connoisseur, not a picture-dealer."
-
-"Of course Soames is a connoisseur," Aunt Juley said hastily; "he has
-wonderful taste--he can always tell beforehand what's going to be
-successful."
-
-"Oh!" gasped June, and sprang up from the bead-covered chair, "I hate
-that standard of success. Why can't people buy things because they like
-them?"
-
-"You mean," said Francie, "because you like them."
-
-And in the slight pause young Nicholas was heard saying gently that
-Violet (his fourth) was taking lessons in pastel, he didn't know if they
-were any use.
-
-"Well, good-bye, Auntie," said June; "I must get on," and kissing her
-aunts, she looked defiantly round the room, said "Good-bye" again, and
-went. A breeze seemed to pass out with her, as if everyone had sighed.
-
-The third sensation came before anyone had time to speak:
-
-"Mr. James Forsyte."
-
-James came in using a stick slightly and wrapped in a fur coat which gave
-him a fictitious bulk.
-
-Everyone stood up. James was so old; and he had not been at Timothy's
-for nearly two years.
-
-"It's hot in here," he said.
-
-Soames divested him of his coat, and as he did so could not help admiring
-the glossy way his father was turned out. James sat down, all knees,
-elbows, frock-coat, and long white whiskers.
-
-"What's the meaning of that?" he said.
-
-Though there was no apparent sense in his words, they all knew that he
-was referring to June. His eyes searched his son's face.
-
-"I thought I'd come and see for myself. What have they answered Kruger?"
-
-Soames took out an evening paper, and read the headline.
-
-"'Instant action by our Government--state of war existing!'"
-
-"Ah!" said James, and sighed. "I was afraid they'd cut and run like old
-Gladstone. We shall finish with them this time."
-
-All stared at him. James! Always fussy, nervous, anxious! James with
-his continual, 'I told you how it would be!' and his pessimism, and his
-cautious investments. There was something uncanny about such resolution
-in this the oldest living Forsyte.
-
-"Where's Timothy?" said James. "He ought to pay attention to this."
-
-Aunt Juley said she didn't know; Timothy had not said much at lunch
-to-day. Aunt Hester rose and threaded her way out of the room, and
-Francie said rather maliciously:
-
-"The Boers are a hard nut to crack, Uncle James."
-
-"H'm!" muttered James. "Where do you get your information? Nobody tells
-me."
-
-Young Nicholas remarked in his mild voice that Nick (his eldest) was now
-going to drill regularly.
-
-"Ah!" muttered James, and stared before him--his thoughts were on Val.
-"He's got to look after his mother," he said, "he's got no time for
-drilling and that, with that father of his." This cryptic saying
-produced silence, until he spoke again.
-
-"What did June want here?" And his eyes rested with suspicion on all of
-them in turn. "Her father's a rich man now." The conversation turned on
-Jolyon, and when he had been seen last. It was supposed that he went
-abroad and saw all sorts of people now that his wife was dead; his
-water-colours were on the line, and he was a successful man. Francie
-went so far as to say:
-
-"I should like to see him again; he was rather a dear."
-
-Aunt Juley recalled how he had gone to sleep on the sofa one day, where
-James was sitting. He had always been very amiable; what did Soames
-think?
-
-Knowing that Jolyon was Irene's trustee, all felt the delicacy of this
-question, and looked at Soames with interest. A faint pink had come up
-in his cheeks.
-
-"He's going grey," he said.
-
-Indeed! Had Soames seen him? Soames nodded, and the pink vanished.
-
-James said suddenly: "Well--I don't know, I can't tell."
-
-It so exactly expressed the sentiment of everybody present that there was
-something behind everything, that nobody responded. But at this moment
-Aunt Hester returned.
-
-"Timothy," she said in a low voice, "Timothy has bought a map, and he's
-put in--he's put in three flags."
-
-Timothy had ....! A sigh went round the company.
-
-If Timothy had indeed put in three flags already, well!--it showed what
-the nation could do when it was roused. The war was as good as over.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-JOLYON FINDS OUT WHERE HE IS
-
-Jolyon stood at the window in Holly's old night nursery, converted into a
-studio, not because it had a north light, but for its view over the
-prospect away to the Grand Stand at Epsom. He shifted to the side window
-which overlooked the stableyard, and whistled down to the dog Balthasar
-who lay for ever under the clock tower. The old dog looked up and wagged
-his tail. 'Poor old boy!' thought Jolyon, shifting back to the other
-window.
-
-He had been restless all this week, since his attempt to prosecute
-trusteeship, uneasy in his conscience which was ever acute, disturbed in
-his sense of compassion which was easily excited, and with a queer
-sensation as if his feeling for beauty had received some definite
-embodiment. Autumn was getting hold of the old oak-tree, its leaves were
-browning. Sunshine had been plentiful and hot this summer. As with
-trees, so with men's lives! 'I ought to live long,' thought Jolyon; 'I'm
-getting mildewed for want of heat. If I can't work, I shall be off to
-Paris.' But memory of Paris gave him no pleasure. Besides, how could he
-go? He must stay and see what Soames was going to do. 'I'm her trustee.
-I can't leave her unprotected,' he thought. It had been striking him as
-curious how very clearly he could still see Irene in her little
-drawing-room which he had only twice entered. Her beauty must have a
-sort of poignant harmony! No literal portrait would ever do her justice;
-the essence of her was--ah I what?... The noise of hoofs called him back
-to the other window. Holly was riding into the yard on her long-tailed
-'palfrey.' She looked up and he waved to her. She had been rather
-silent lately; getting old, he supposed, beginning to want her future, as
-they all did--youngsters!
-
-Time was certainly the devil! And with the feeling that to waste this
-swift-travelling commodity was unforgivable folly, he took up his brush.
-But it was no use; he could not concentrate his eye--besides, the light
-was going. 'I'll go up to town,' he thought. In the hall a servant met
-him.
-
-"A lady to see you, sir; Mrs. Heron."
-
-Extraordinary coincidence! Passing into the picture-gallery, as it was
-still called, he saw Irene standing over by the window.
-
-She came towards him saying:
-
-"I've been trespassing; I came up through the coppice and garden. I
-always used to come that way to see Uncle Jolyon."
-
-"You couldn't trespass here," replied Jolyon; "history makes that
-impossible. I was just thinking of you."
-
-Irene smiled. And it was as if something shone through; not mere
-spirituality--serener, completer, more alluring.
-
-"History!" she answered; "I once told Uncle Jolyon that love was for
-ever. Well, it isn't. Only aversion lasts."
-
-Jolyon stared at her. Had she got over Bosinney at last?
-
-"Yes!" he said, "aversion's deeper than love or hate because it's a
-natural product of the nerves, and we don't change them."
-
-"I came to tell you that Soames has been to see me. He said a thing that
-frightened me. He said: 'You are still my wife!'"
-
-"What!" ejaculated Jolyon. "You ought not to live alone." And he
-continued to stare at her, afflicted by the thought that where Beauty
-was, nothing ever ran quite straight, which, no doubt, was why so many
-people looked on it as immoral.
-
-"What more?"
-
-"He asked me to shake hands.
-
-"Did you?"
-
-"Yes. When he came in I'm sure he didn't want to; he changed while he
-was there."
-
-"Ah! you certainly ought not to go on living there alone."
-
-"I know no woman I could ask; and I can't take a lover to order, Cousin
-Jolyon."
-
-"Heaven forbid!" said Jolyon. "What a damnable position! Will you stay
-to dinner? No? Well, let me see you back to town; I wanted to go up
-this evening."
-
-"Truly?"
-
-"Truly. I'll be ready in five minutes."
-
-On that walk to the station they talked of pictures and music,
-contrasting the English and French characters and the difference in their
-attitude to Art. But to Jolyon the colours in the hedges of the long
-straight lane, the twittering of chaffinches who kept pace with them, the
-perfume of weeds being already burned, the turn of her neck, the
-fascination of those dark eyes bent on him now and then, the lure of her
-whole figure, made a deeper impression than the remarks they exchanged.
-Unconsciously he held himself straighter, walked with a more elastic
-step.
-
-In the train he put her through a sort of catechism as to what she did
-with her days.
-
-Made her dresses, shopped, visited a hospital, played her piano,
-translated from the French.
-
-She had regular work from a publisher, it seemed, which supplemented her
-income a little. She seldom went out in the evening. "I've been living
-alone so long, you see, that I don't mind it a bit. I believe I'm
-naturally solitary."
-
-"I don't believe that," said Jolyon. "Do you know many people?"
-
-"Very few."
-
-At Waterloo they took a hansom, and he drove with her to the door of her
-mansions. Squeezing her hand at parting, he said:
-
-"You know, you could always come to us at Robin Hill; you must let me
-know everything that happens. Good-bye, Irene."
-
-"Good-bye," she answered softly.
-
-Jolyon climbed back into his cab, wondering why he had not asked her to
-dine and go to the theatre with him. Solitary, starved, hung-up life
-that she had! "Hotch Potch Club," he said through the trap-door. As his
-hansom debouched on to the Embankment, a man in top-hat and overcoat
-passed, walking quickly, so close to the wall that he seemed to be
-scraping it.
-
-'By Jove!' thought Jolyon; 'Soames himself! What's he up to now?' And,
-stopping the cab round the corner, he got out and retraced his steps to
-where he could see the entrance to the mansions. Soames had halted in
-front of them, and was looking up at the light in her windows. 'If he
-goes in,' thought Jolyon, 'what shall I do? What have I the right to
-do?' What the fellow had said was true. She was still his wife,
-absolutely without protection from annoyance! 'Well, if he goes in,' he
-thought, 'I follow.' And he began moving towards the mansions. Again
-Soames advanced; he was in the very entrance now. But suddenly he
-stopped, spun round on his heel, and came back towards the river. 'What
-now?' thought Jolyon. 'In a dozen steps he'll recognise me.' And he
-turned tail. His cousin's footsteps kept pace with his own. But he
-reached his cab, and got in before Soames had turned the corner. "Go
-on!" he said through the trap. Soames' figure ranged up alongside.
-
-"Hansom!" he said. "Engaged? Hallo!"
-
-"Hallo!" answered Jolyon. "You?"
-
-The quick suspicion on his cousin's face, white in the lamplight, decided
-him.
-
-"I can give you a lift," he said, "if you're going West."
-
-"Thanks," answered Soames, and got in.
-
-"I've been seeing Irene," said Jolyon when the cab had started.
-
-"Indeed!"
-
-"You went to see her yesterday yourself, I understand."
-
-"I did," said Soames; "she's my wife, you know."
-
-The tone, the half-lifted sneering lip, roused sudden anger in Jolyon;
-but he subdued it.
-
-"You ought to know best," he said, "but if you want a divorce it's not
-very wise to go seeing her, is it? One can't run with the hare and hunt
-with the hounds?"
-
-"You're very good to warn me," said Soames, "but I have not made up my
-mind."
-
-"She has," said Jolyon, looking straight before him; "you can't take
-things up, you know, as they were twelve years ago."
-
-"That remains to be seen."
-
-"Look here!" said Jolyon, "she's in a damnable position, and I am the
-only person with any legal say in her affairs."
-
-"Except myself," retorted Soames, "who am also in a damnable position.
-Hers is what she made for herself; mine what she made for me. I am not
-at all sure that in her own interests I shan't require her to return to
-me."
-
-"What!" exclaimed Jolyon; and a shiver went through his whole body.
-
-"I don't know what you may mean by 'what,'" answered Soames coldly; "your
-say in her affairs is confined to paying out her income; please bear that
-in mind. In choosing not to disgrace her by a divorce, I retained my
-rights, and, as I say, I am not at all sure that I shan't require to
-exercise them."
-
-"My God!" ejaculated Jolyon, and he uttered a short laugh.
-
-"Yes," said Soames, and there was a deadly quality in his voice. "I've
-not forgotten the nickname your father gave me, 'The man of property'!
-I'm not called names for nothing."
-
-"This is fantastic," murmured Jolyon. Well, the fellow couldn't force
-his wife to live with him. Those days were past, anyway! And he looked
-around at Soames with the thought: 'Is he real, this man?' But Soames
-looked very real, sitting square yet almost elegant with the clipped
-moustache on his pale face, and a tooth showing where a lip was lifted in
-a fixed smile. There was a long silence, while Jolyon thought: 'Instead
-of helping her, I've made things worse.' Suddenly Soames said:
-
-"It would be the best thing that could happen to her in many ways."
-
-At those words such a turmoil began taking place in Jolyon that he could
-barely sit still in the cab. It was as if he were boxed up with hundreds
-of thousands of his countrymen, boxed up with that something in the
-national character which had always been to him revolting, something
-which he knew to be extremely natural and yet which seemed to him
-inexplicable--their intense belief in contracts and vested rights, their
-complacent sense of virtue in the exaction of those rights. Here beside
-him in the cab was the very embodiment, the corporeal sum as it were, of
-the possessive instinct--his own kinsman, too! It was uncanny and
-intolerable! 'But there's something more in it than that!' he thought
-with a sick feeling. 'The dog, they say, returns to his vomit! The
-sight of her has reawakened something. Beauty! The devil's in it!'
-
-"As I say," said Soames, "I have not made up my mind. I shall be obliged
-if you will kindly leave her quite alone."
-
-Jolyon bit his lips; he who had always hated rows almost welcomed the
-thought of one now.
-
-"I can give you no such promise," he said shortly.
-
-"Very well," said Soames, "then we know where we are. I'll get down
-here." And stopping the cab he got out without word or sign of farewell.
-Jolyon travelled on to his Club.
-
-The first news of the war was being called in the streets, but he paid no
-attention. What could he do to help her? If only his father were alive!
-He could have done so much! But why could he not do all that his father
-could have done? Was he not old enough?--turned fifty and twice married,
-with grown-up daughters and a son. 'Queer,' he thought. 'If she were
-plain I shouldn't be thinking twice about it. Beauty is the devil, when
-you're sensitive to it!' And into the Club reading-room he went with a
-disturbed heart. In that very room he and Bosinney had talked one summer
-afternoon; he well remembered even now the disguised and secret lecture
-he had given that young man in the interests of June, the diagnosis of
-the Forsytes he had hazarded; and how he had wondered what sort of woman
-it was he was warning him against. And now! He was almost in want of a
-warning himself. 'It's deuced funny!' he thought, 'really deuced
-funny!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-SOAMES DISCOVERS WHAT HE WANTS
-
-It is so much easier to say, "Then we know where we are," than to mean
-anything particular by the words. And in saying them Soames did but vent
-the jealous rankling of his instincts. He got out of the cab in a state
-of wary anger--with himself for not having seen Irene, with Jolyon for
-having seen her; and now with his inability to tell exactly what he
-wanted.
-
-He had abandoned the cab because he could not bear to remain seated
-beside his cousin, and walking briskly eastwards he thought: 'I wouldn't
-trust that fellow Jolyon a yard. Once outcast, always outcast!' The
-chap had a natural sympathy with--with--laxity (he had shied at the word
-sin, because it was too melodramatic for use by a Forsyte).
-
-Indecision in desire was to him a new feeling. He was like a child
-between a promised toy and an old one which had been taken away from him;
-and he was astonished at himself. Only last Sunday desire had seemed
-simple--just his freedom and Annette. 'I'll go and dine there,' he
-thought. To see her might bring back his singleness of intention, calm
-his exasperation, clear his mind.
-
-The restaurant was fairly full--a good many foreigners and folk whom,
-from their appearance, he took to be literary or artistic. Scraps of
-conversation came his way through the clatter of plates and glasses. He
-distinctly heard the Boers sympathised with, the British Government
-blamed. 'Don't think much of their clientele,' he thought. He went
-stolidly through his dinner and special coffee without making his
-presence known, and when at last he had finished, was careful not to be
-seen going towards the sanctum of Madame Lamotte. They were, as he
-entered, having supper--such a much nicer-looking supper than the dinner
-he had eaten that he felt a kind of grief--and they greeted him with a
-surprise so seemingly genuine that he thought with sudden suspicion: 'I
-believe they knew I was here all the time.' He gave Annette a look
-furtive and searching. So pretty, seemingly so candid; could she be
-angling for him? He turned to Madame Lamotte and said:
-
-"I've been dining here."
-
-Really! If she had only known! There were dishes she could have
-recommended; what a pity! Soames was confirmed in his suspicion. 'I must
-look out what I'm doing!' he thought sharply.
-
-"Another little cup of very special coffee, monsieur; a liqueur, Grand
-Marnier?" and Madame Lamotte rose to order these delicacies.
-
-Alone with Annette Soames said, "Well, Annette?" with a defensive little
-smile about his lips.
-
-The girl blushed. This, which last Sunday would have set his nerves
-tingling, now gave him much the same feeling a man has when a dog that he
-owns wriggles and looks at him. He had a curious sense of power, as if
-he could have said to her, 'Come and kiss me,' and she would have come.
-And yet--it was strange--but there seemed another face and form in the
-room too; and the itch in his nerves, was it for that--or for this? He
-jerked his head towards the restaurant and said: "You have some queer
-customers. Do you like this life?"
-
-Annette looked up at him for a moment, looked down, and played with her
-fork.
-
-"No," she said, "I do not like it."
-
-'I've got her,' thought Soames, 'if I want her. But do I want her?' She
-was graceful, she was pretty--very pretty; she was fresh, she had taste
-of a kind. His eyes travelled round the little room; but the eyes of his
-mind went another journey--a half-light, and silvery walls, a satinwood
-piano, a woman standing against it, reined back as it were from him--a
-woman with white shoulders that he knew, and dark eyes that he had sought
-to know, and hair like dull dark amber. And as in an artist who strives
-for the unrealisable and is ever thirsty, so there rose in him at that
-moment the thirst of the old passion he had never satisfied.
-
-"Well," he said calmly, "you're young. There's everything before you."
-
-Annette shook her head.
-
-"I think sometimes there is nothing before me but hard work. I am not so
-in love with work as mother."
-
-"Your mother is a wonder," said Soames, faintly mocking; "she will never
-let failure lodge in her house."
-
-Annette sighed. "It must be wonderful to be rich."
-
-"Oh! You'll be rich some day," answered Soames, still with that faint
-mockery; "don't be afraid."
-
-Annette shrugged her shoulders. "Monsieur is very kind." And between
-her pouting lips she put a chocolate.
-
-'Yes, my dear,' thought Soames, 'they're very pretty.'
-
-Madame Lamotte, with coffee and liqueur, put an end to that colloquy.
-Soames did not stay long.
-
-Outside in the streets of Soho, which always gave him such a feeling of
-property improperly owned, he mused. If only Irene had given him a son,
-he wouldn't now be squirming after women! The thought had jumped out of
-its little dark sentry-box in his inner consciousness. A son--something
-to look forward to, something to make the rest of life worth while,
-something to leave himself to, some perpetuity of self. 'If I had a
-son,' he thought bitterly, 'a proper legal son, I could make shift to go
-on as I used. One woman's much the same as another, after all.' But as
-he walked he shook his head. No! One woman was not the same as another.
-Many a time had he tried to think that in the old days of his thwarted
-married life; and he had always failed. He was failing now. He was
-trying to think Annette the same as that other. But she was not, she had
-not the lure of that old passion. 'And Irene's my wife,' he thought, 'my
-legal wife. I have done nothing to put her away from me. Why shouldn't
-she come back to me? It's the right thing, the lawful thing. It makes
-no scandal, no disturbance. If it's disagreeable to her--but why should
-it be? I'm not a leper, and she--she's no longer in love!' Why should
-he be put to the shifts and the sordid disgraces and the lurking defeats
-of the Divorce Court, when there she was like an empty house only waiting
-to be retaken into use and possession by him who legally owned her? To
-one so secretive as Soames the thought of reentry into quiet possession
-of his own property with nothing given away to the world was intensely
-alluring. 'No,' he mused, 'I'm glad I went to see that girl. I know now
-what I want most. If only Irene will come back I'll be as considerate as
-she wishes; she could live her own life; but perhaps--perhaps she would
-come round to me.' There was a lump in his throat. And doggedly along
-by the railings of the Green Park, towards his father's house, he went,
-trying to tread on his shadow walking before him in the brilliant
-moonlight.
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-THE THIRD GENERATION
-
-Jolly Forsyte was strolling down High Street, Oxford, on a November
-afternoon; Val Dartie was strolling up. Jolly had just changed out of
-boating flannels and was on his way to the 'Frying-pan,' to which he had
-recently been elected. Val had just changed out of riding clothes and
-was on his way to the fire--a bookmaker's in Cornmarket.
-
-"Hallo!" said Jolly.
-
-"Hallo!" replied Val.
-
-The cousins had met but twice, Jolly, the second-year man, having invited
-the freshman to breakfast; and last evening they had seen each other
-again under somewhat exotic circumstances.
-
-Over a tailor's in the Cornmarket resided one of those privileged young
-beings called minors, whose inheritances are large, whose parents are
-dead, whose guardians are remote, and whose instincts are vicious. At
-nineteen he had commenced one of those careers attractive and
-inexplicable to ordinary mortals for whom a single bankruptcy is good as
-a feast. Already famous for having the only roulette table then to be
-found in Oxford, he was anticipating his expectations at a dazzling rate.
-He out-crummed Crum, though of a sanguine and rather beefy type which
-lacked the latter's fascinating languor. For Val it had been in the
-nature of baptism to be taken there to play roulette; in the nature of
-confirmation to get back into college, after hours, through a window
-whose bars were deceptive. Once, during that evening of delight,
-glancing up from the seductive green before him, he had caught sight,
-through a cloud of smoke, of his cousin standing opposite. 'Rouge gagne,
-impair, et manque!' He had not seen him again.
-
-"Come in to the Frying-pan and have tea," said Jolly, and they went in.
-
-A stranger, seeing them together, would have noticed an unseizable
-resemblance between these second cousins of the third generations of
-Forsytes; the same bone formation in face, though Jolly's eyes were
-darker grey, his hair lighter and more wavy.
-
-"Tea and buttered buns, waiter, please," said Jolly.
-
-"Have one of my cigarettes?" said Val. "I saw you last night. How did
-you do?"
-
-"I didn't play."
-
-"I won fifteen quid."
-
-Though desirous of repeating a whimsical comment on gambling he had once
-heard his father make--'When you're fleeced you're sick, and when you
-fleece you're sorry--Jolly contented himself with:
-
-"Rotten game, I think; I was at school with that chap. He's an awful
-fool."
-
-"Oh! I don't know," said Val, as one might speak in defence of a
-disparaged god; "he's a pretty good sport."
-
-They exchanged whiffs in silence.
-
-"You met my people, didn't you?" said Jolly. "They're coming up
-to-morrow."
-
-Val grew a little red.
-
-"Really! I can give you a rare good tip for the Manchester November
-handicap."
-
-"Thanks, I only take interest in the classic races."
-
-"You can't make any money over them," said Val.
-
-"I hate the ring," said Jolly; "there's such a row and stink. I like the
-paddock."
-
-"I like to back my judgment,"' answered Val.
-
-Jolly smiled; his smile was like his father's.
-
-"I haven't got any. I always lose money if I bet."
-
-"You have to buy experience, of course."
-
-"Yes, but it's all messed-up with doing people in the eye."
-
-"Of course, or they'll do you--that's the excitement."
-
-Jolly looked a little scornful.
-
-"What do you do with yourself? Row?"
-
-"No--ride, and drive about. I'm going to play polo next term, if I can
-get my granddad to stump up."
-
-"That's old Uncle James, isn't it? What's he like?"
-
-"Older than forty hills," said Val, "and always thinking he's going to be
-ruined."
-
-"I suppose my granddad and he were brothers."
-
-"I don't believe any of that old lot were sportsmen," said Val; "they
-must have worshipped money."
-
-"Mine didn't!" said Jolly warmly.
-
-Val flipped the ash off his cigarette.
-
-"Money's only fit to spend," he said; "I wish the deuce I had more."
-
-Jolly gave him that direct upward look of judgment which he had inherited
-from old Jolyon: One didn't talk about money! And again there was
-silence, while they drank tea and ate the buttered buns.
-
-"Where are your people going to stay?" asked Val, elaborately casual.
-
-"'Rainbow.' What do you think of the war?"
-
-"Rotten, so far. The Boers aren't sports a bit. Why don't they come out
-into the open?"
-
-"Why should they? They've got everything against them except their way
-of fighting. I rather admire them."
-
-"They can ride and shoot," admitted Val, "but they're a lousy lot. Do you
-know Crum?"
-
-"Of Merton? Only by sight. He's in that fast set too, isn't he? Rather
-La-di-da and Brummagem."
-
-Val said fixedly: "He's a friend of mine."
-
-"Oh! Sorry!" And they sat awkwardly staring past each other, having
-pitched on their pet points of snobbery. For Jolly was forming himself
-unconsciously on a set whose motto was:
-
-'We defy you to bore us. Life isn't half long enough, and we're going to
-talk faster and more crisply, do more and know more, and dwell less on
-any subject than you can possibly imagine. We are "the best"--made of
-wire and whipcord.' And Val was unconsciously forming himself on a set
-whose motto was: 'We defy you to interest or excite us. We have had
-every sensation, or if we haven't, we pretend we have. We are so
-exhausted with living that no hours are too small for us. We will lose
-our shirts with equanimity. We have flown fast and are past everything.
-All is cigarette smoke. Bismillah!' Competitive spirit, bone-deep in the
-English, was obliging those two young Forsytes to have ideals; and at the
-close of a century ideals are mixed. The aristocracy had already in the
-main adopted the 'jumping-Jesus' principle; though here and there one
-like Crum--who was an 'honourable'--stood starkly languid for that
-gambler's Nirvana which had been the summum bonum of the old 'dandies'
-and of 'the mashers' in the eighties. And round Crum were still gathered
-a forlorn hope of blue-bloods with a plutocratic following.
-
-But there was between the cousins another far less obvious
-antipathy--coming from the unseizable family resemblance, which each
-perhaps resented; or from some half-consciousness of that old feud
-persisting still between their branches of the clan, formed within them
-by odd words or half-hints dropped by their elders. And Jolly, tinkling
-his teaspoon, was musing: 'His tie-pin and his waistcoat and his drawl
-and his betting--good Lord!'
-
-And Val, finishing his bun, was thinking: 'He's rather a young beast!'
-
-"I suppose you'll be meeting your people?" he said, getting up. "I wish
-you'd tell them I should like to show them over B.N.C.--not that there's
-anything much there--if they'd care to come."
-
-"Thanks, I'll ask them."
-
-"Would they lunch? I've got rather a decent scout."
-
-Jolly doubted if they would have time.
-
-"You'll ask them, though?"
-
-"Very good of you," said Jolly, fully meaning that they should not go;
-but, instinctively polite, he added: "You'd better come and have dinner
-with us to-morrow."
-
-"Rather. What time?"
-
-"Seven-thirty."
-
-"Dress?"
-
-"No." And they parted, a subtle antagonism alive within them.
-
-Holly and her father arrived by a midday train. It was her first visit
-to the city of spires and dreams, and she was very silent, looking almost
-shyly at the brother who was part of this wonderful place. After lunch
-she wandered, examining his household gods with intense curiosity.
-Jolly's sitting-room was panelled, and Art represented by a set of
-Bartolozzi prints which had belonged to old Jolyon, and by college
-photographs--of young men, live young men, a little heroic, and to be
-compared with her memories of Val. Jolyon also scrutinised with care
-that evidence of his boy's character and tastes.
-
-Jolly was anxious that they should see him rowing, so they set forth to
-the river. Holly, between her brother and her father, felt elated when
-heads were turned and eyes rested on her. That they might see him to the
-best advantage they left him at the Barge and crossed the river to the
-towing-path. Slight in build--for of all the Forsytes only old Swithin
-and George were beefy--Jolly was rowing 'Two' in a trial eight. He
-looked very earnest and strenuous. With pride Jolyon thought him the
-best-looking boy of the lot; Holly, as became a sister, was more struck
-by one or two of the others, but would not have said so for the world.
-The river was bright that afternoon, the meadows lush, the trees still
-beautiful with colour. Distinguished peace clung around the old city;
-Jolyon promised himself a day's sketching if the weather held. The Eight
-passed a second time, spurting home along the Barges--Jolly's face was
-very set, so as not to show that he was blown. They returned across the
-river and waited for him.
-
-"Oh!" said Jolly in the Christ Church meadows, "I had to ask that chap
-Val Dartie to dine with us to-night. He wanted to give you lunch and
-show you B.N.C., so I thought I'd better; then you needn't go. I don't
-like him much."
-
-Holly's rather sallow face had become suffused with pink.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Oh! I don't know. He seems to me rather showy and bad form. What are
-his people like, Dad? He's only a second cousin, isn't he?"
-
-Jolyon took refuge in a smile.
-
-"Ask Holly," he said; "she saw his uncle."
-
-"I liked Val," Holly answered, staring at the ground before her; "his
-uncle looked--awfully different." She stole a glance at Jolly from under
-her lashes.
-
-"Did you ever," said Jolyon with whimsical intention, "hear our family
-history, my dears? It's quite a fairy tale. The first Jolyon
-Forsyte--at all events the first we know anything of, and that would be
-your great-great-grandfather--dwelt in the land of Dorset on the edge of
-the sea, being by profession an 'agriculturalist,' as your great-aunt put
-it, and the son of an agriculturist--farmers, in fact; your grandfather
-used to call them, 'Very small beer.'" He looked at Jolly to see how his
-lordliness was standing it, and with the other eye noted Holly's
-malicious pleasure in the slight drop of her brother's face.
-
-"We may suppose him thick and sturdy, standing for England as it was
-before the Industrial Era began. The second Jolyon Forsyte--your
-great-grandfather, Jolly; better known as Superior Dosset Forsyte--built
-houses, so the chronicle runs, begat ten children, and migrated to London
-town. It is known that he drank sherry. We may suppose him representing
-the England of Napoleon's wars, and general unrest. The eldest of his
-six sons was the third Jolyon, your grandfather, my dears--tea merchant
-and chairman of companies, one of the soundest Englishmen who ever
-lived--and to me the dearest." Jolyon's voice had lost its irony, and
-his son and daughter gazed at him solemnly, "He was just and tenacious,
-tender and young at heart. You remember him, and I remember him. Pass
-to the others! Your great-uncle James, that's young Val's grandfather,
-had a son called Soames--whereby hangs a tale of no love lost, and I
-don't think I'll tell it you. James and the other eight children of
-'Superior Dosset,' of whom there are still five alive, may be said to
-have represented Victorian England, with its principles of trade and
-individualism at five per cent. and your money back--if you know what
-that means. At all events they've turned thirty thousand pounds into a
-cool million between them in the course of their long lives. They never
-did a wild thing--unless it was your great-uncle Swithin, who I believe
-was once swindled at thimble-rig, and was called 'Four-in-hand Forsyte'
-because he drove a pair. Their day is passing, and their type, not
-altogether for the advantage of the country. They were pedestrian, but
-they too were sound. I am the fourth Jolyon Forsyte--a poor holder of
-the name--"
-
-"No, Dad," said Jolly, and Holly squeezed his hand.
-
-"Yes," repeated Jolyon, "a poor specimen, representing, I'm afraid,
-nothing but the end of the century, unearned income, amateurism, and
-individual liberty--a different thing from individualism, Jolly. You are
-the fifth Jolyon Forsyte, old man, and you open the ball of the new
-century."
-
-As he spoke they turned in through the college gates, and Holly said:
-"It's fascinating, Dad."
-
-None of them quite knew what she meant. Jolly was grave.
-
-The Rainbow, distinguished, as only an Oxford hostel can be, for lack of
-modernity, provided one small oak-panelled private sitting-room, in which
-Holly sat to receive, white-frocked, shy, and alone, when the only guest
-arrived. Rather as one would touch a moth, Val took her hand. And
-wouldn't she wear this 'measly flower'? It would look ripping in her
-hair. He removed a gardenia from his coat.
-
-"Oh! No, thank you--I couldn't!" But she took it and pinned it at her
-neck, having suddenly remembered that word 'showy'! Val's buttonhole
-would give offence; and she so much wanted Jolly to like him. Did she
-realise that Val was at his best and quietest in her presence, and was
-that, perhaps, half the secret of his attraction for her?
-
-"I never said anything about our ride, Val."
-
-"Rather not! It's just between us."
-
-By the uneasiness of his hands and the fidgeting of his feet he was
-giving her a sense of power very delicious; a soft feeling too--the wish
-to make him happy.
-
-"Do tell me about Oxford. It must be ever so lovely."
-
-Val admitted that it was frightfully decent to do what you liked; the
-lectures were nothing; and there were some very good chaps. "Only," he
-added, "of course I wish I was in town, and could come down and see you."
-
-Holly moved one hand shyly on her knee, and her glance dropped.
-
-"You haven't forgotten," he said, suddenly gathering courage, "that we're
-going mad-rabbiting together?"
-
-Holly smiled.
-
-"Oh! That was only make-believe. One can't do that sort of thing after
-one's grown up, you know."
-
-"Dash it! cousins can," said Val. "Next Long Vac.--it begins in June,
-you know, and goes on for ever--we'll watch our chance."
-
-But, though the thrill of conspiracy ran through her veins, Holly shook
-her head. "It won't come off," she murmured.
-
-"Won't it!" said Val fervently; "who's going to stop it? Not your father
-or your brother."
-
-At this moment Jolyon and Jolly came in; and romance fled into Val's
-patent leather and Holly's white satin toes, where it itched and tingled
-during an evening not conspicuous for open-heartedness.
-
-Sensitive to atmosphere, Jolyon soon felt the latent antagonism between
-the boys, and was puzzled by Holly; so he became unconsciously ironical,
-which is fatal to the expansiveness of youth. A letter, handed to him
-after dinner, reduced him to a silence hardly broken till Jolly and Val
-rose to go. He went out with them, smoking his cigar, and walked with
-his son to the gates of Christ Church. Turning back, he took out the
-letter and read it again beneath a lamp.
-
-"DEAR JOLYON,
-
-"Soames came again to-night--my thirty-seventh birthday. You were right,
-I mustn't stay here. I'm going to-morrow to the Piedmont Hotel, but I
-won't go abroad without seeing you. I feel lonely and down-hearted.
-
-"Yours affectionately,
-"IRENE."
-
-He folded the letter back into his pocket and walked on, astonished at
-the violence of his feelings. What had the fellow said or done?
-
-He turned into High Street, down the Turf, and on among a maze of spires
-and domes and long college fronts and walls, bright or dark-shadowed in
-the strong moonlight. In this very heart of England's gentility it was
-difficult to realise that a lonely woman could be importuned or hunted,
-but what else could her letter mean? Soames must have been pressing her
-to go back to him again, with public opinion and the Law on his side,
-too! 'Eighteen-ninety-nine!,' he thought, gazing at the broken glass
-shining on the top of a villa garden wall; 'but when it comes to property
-we're still a heathen people! I'll go up to-morrow morning. I dare say
-it'll be best for her to go abroad.' Yet the thought displeased him. Why
-should Soames hunt her out of England! Besides, he might follow, and out
-there she would be still more helpless against the attentions of her own
-husband! 'I must tread warily,' he thought; 'that fellow could make
-himself very nasty. I didn't like his manner in the cab the other
-night.' His thoughts turned to his daughter June. Could she help? Once
-on a time Irene had been her greatest friend, and now she was a 'lame
-duck,' such as must appeal to June's nature! He determined to wire to
-his daughter to meet him at Paddington Station. Retracing his steps
-towards the Rainbow he questioned his own sensations. Would he be
-upsetting himself over every woman in like case? No! he would not. The
-candour of this conclusion discomfited him; and, finding that Holly had
-gone up to bed, he sought his own room. But he could not sleep, and sat
-for a long time at his window, huddled in an overcoat, watching the
-moonlight on the roofs.
-
-Next door Holly too was awake, thinking of the lashes above and below
-Val's eyes, especially below; and of what she could do to make Jolly like
-him better. The scent of the gardenia was strong in her little bedroom,
-and pleasant to her.
-
-And Val, leaning out of his first-floor window in B.N.C., was gazing at a
-moonlit quadrangle without seeing it at all, seeing instead Holly, slim
-and white-frocked, as she sat beside the fire when he first went in.
-
-But Jolly, in his bedroom narrow as a ghost, lay with a hand beneath his
-cheek and dreamed he was with Val in one boat, rowing a race against him,
-while his father was calling from the towpath: 'Two! Get your hands away
-there, bless you!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-SOAMES PUTS IT TO THE TOUCH
-
-Of all those radiant firms which emblazon with their windows the West End
-of London, Gaves and Cortegal were considered by Soames the most
-'attractive' word just coming into fashion. He had never had his Uncle
-Swithin's taste in precious stones, and the abandonment by Irene when she
-left his house in 1887 of all the glittering things he had given her had
-disgusted him with this form of investment. But he still knew a diamond
-when he saw one, and during the week before her birthday he had taken
-occasion, on his way into the Poultry or his way out therefrom, to dally
-a little before the greater jewellers where one got, if not one's money's
-worth, at least a certain cachet with the goods.
-
-Constant cogitation since his drive with Jolyon had convinced him more
-and more of the supreme importance of this moment in his life, the
-supreme need for taking steps and those not wrong. And, alongside the
-dry and reasoned sense that it was now or never with his
-self-preservation, now or never if he were to range himself and found a
-family, went the secret urge of his senses roused by the sight of her who
-had once been a passionately desired wife, and the conviction that it was
-a sin against common sense and the decent secrecy of Forsytes to waste
-the wife he had.
-
-In an opinion on Winifred's case, Dreamer, Q.C.--he would much have
-preferred Waterbuck, but they had made him a judge (so late in the day as
-to rouse the usual suspicion of a political job)--had advised that they
-should go forward and obtain restitution of conjugal rights, a point
-which to Soames had never been in doubt. When they had obtained a decree
-to that effect they must wait to see if it was obeyed. If not, it would
-constitute legal desertion, and they should obtain evidence of misconduct
-and file their petition for divorce. All of which Soames knew perfectly
-well. They had marked him ten and one. This simplicity in his sister's
-case only made him the more desperate about the difficulty in his own.
-Everything, in fact, was driving him towards the simple solution of
-Irene's return. If it were still against the grain with her, had he not
-feelings to subdue, injury to forgive, pain to forget? He at least had
-never injured her, and this was a world of compromise! He could offer
-her so much more than she had now. He would be prepared to make a
-liberal settlement on her which could not be upset. He often scrutinised
-his image in these days. He had never been a peacock like that fellow
-Dartie, or fancied himself a woman's man, but he had a certain belief in
-his own appearance--not unjustly, for it was well-coupled and preserved,
-neat, healthy, pale, unblemished by drink or excess of any kind. The
-Forsyte jaw and the concentration of his face were, in his eyes, virtues.
-So far as he could tell there was no feature of him which need inspire
-dislike.
-
-Thoughts and yearnings, with which one lives daily, become natural, even
-if far-fetched in their inception. If he could only give tangible proof
-enough of his determination to let bygones be bygones, and to do all in
-his power to please her, why should she not come back to him?
-
-He entered Gaves and Cortegal's therefore, on the morning of November the
-9th, to buy a certain diamond brooch. "Four twenty-five and dirt cheap,
-sir, at the money. It's a lady's brooch." There was that in his mood
-which made him accept without demur. And he went on into the Poultry
-with the flat green morocco case in his breast pocket. Several times
-that day he opened it to look at the seven soft shining stones in their
-velvet oval nest.
-
-"If the lady doesn't like it, sir, happy to exchange it any time. But
-there's no fear of that." If only there were not! He got through a vast
-amount of work, only soother of the nerves he knew. A cablegram came
-while he was in the office with details from the agent in Buenos Aires,
-and the name and address of a stewardess who would be prepared to swear
-to what was necessary. It was a timely spur to Soames, with his rooted
-distaste for the washing of dirty linen in public. And when he set forth
-by Underground to Victoria Station he received a fresh impetus towards
-the renewal of his married life from the account in his evening paper of
-a fashionable divorce suit. The homing instinct of all true Forsytes in
-anxiety and trouble, the corporate tendency which kept them strong and
-solid, made him choose to dine at Park Lane. He neither could nor would
-breath a word to his people of his intention--too reticent and proud--but
-the thought that at least they would be glad if they knew, and wish him
-luck, was heartening.
-
-James was in lugubrious mood, for the fire which the impudence of
-Kruger's ultimatum had lit in him had been cold-watered by the poor
-success of the last month, and the exhortations to effort in The Times.
-He didn't know where it would end. Soames sought to cheer him by the
-continual use of the word Buller. But James couldn't tell! There was
-Colley--and he got stuck on that hill, and this Ladysmith was down in a
-hollow, and altogether it looked to him a 'pretty kettle of fish'; he
-thought they ought to be sending the sailors--they were the chaps, they
-did a lot of good in the Crimea. Soames shifted the ground of
-consolation. Winifred had heard from Val that there had been a 'rag' and
-a bonfire on Guy Fawkes Day at Oxford, and that he had escaped detection
-by blacking his face.
-
-"Ah!" James muttered, "he's a clever little chap." But he shook his head
-shortly afterwards and remarked that he didn't know what would become of
-him, and looking wistfully at his son, murmured on that Soames had never
-had a boy. He would have liked a grandson of his own name. And
-now--well, there it was!
-
-Soames flinched. He had not expected such a challenge to disclose the
-secret in his heart. And Emily, who saw him wince, said:
-
-"Nonsense, James; don't talk like that!"
-
-But James, not looking anyone in the face, muttered on. There were Roger
-and Nicholas and Jolyon; they all had grandsons. And Swithin and Timothy
-had never married. He had done his best; but he would soon be gone now.
-And, as though he had uttered words of profound consolation, he was
-silent, eating brains with a fork and a piece of bread, and swallowing
-the bread.
-
-Soames excused himself directly after dinner. It was not really cold,
-but he put on his fur coat, which served to fortify him against the fits
-of nervous shivering to which he had been subject all day.
-Subconsciously, he knew that he looked better thus than in an ordinary
-black overcoat. Then, feeling the morocco case flat against his heart,
-he sallied forth. He was no smoker, but he lit a cigarette, and smoked
-it gingerly as he walked along. He moved slowly down the Row towards
-Knightsbridge, timing himself to get to Chelsea at nine-fifteen. What
-did she do with herself evening after evening in that little hole? How
-mysterious women were! One lived alongside and knew nothing of them.
-What could she have seen in that fellow Bosinney to send her mad? For
-there was madness after all in what she had done--crazy moonstruck
-madness, in which all sense of values had been lost, and her life and his
-life ruined! And for a moment he was filled with a sort of exaltation,
-as though he were a man read of in a story who, possessed by the
-Christian spirit, would restore to her all the prizes of existence,
-forgiving and forgetting, and becoming the godfather of her future.
-Under a tree opposite Knightsbridge Barracks, where the moon-light struck
-down clear and white, he took out once more the morocco case, and let the
-beams draw colour from those stones. Yes, they were of the first water!
-But, at the hard closing snap of the case, another cold shiver ran
-through his nerves; and he walked on faster, clenching his gloved hands
-in the pockets of his coat, almost hoping she would not be in. The
-thought of how mysterious she was again beset him. Dining alone there
-night after night--in an evening dress, too, as if she were making
-believe to be in society! Playing the piano--to herself! Not even a dog
-or cat, so far as he had seen. And that reminded him suddenly of the
-mare he kept for station work at Mapledurham. If ever he went to the
-stable, there she was quite alone, half asleep, and yet, on her home
-journeys going more freely than on her way out, as if longing to be back
-and lonely in her stable! 'I would treat her well,' he thought
-incoherently. 'I would be very careful.' And all that capacity for home
-life of which a mocking Fate seemed for ever to have deprived him swelled
-suddenly in Soames, so that he dreamed dreams opposite South Kensington
-Station. In the King's Road a man came slithering out of a public house
-playing a concertina. Soames watched him for a moment dance crazily on
-the pavement to his own drawling jagged sounds, then crossed over to
-avoid contact with this piece of drunken foolery. A night in the
-lock-up! What asses people were! But the man had noticed his movement
-of avoidance, and streams of genial blasphemy followed him across the
-street. 'I hope they'll run him in,' thought Soames viciously. 'To have
-ruffians like that about, with women out alone!' A woman's figure in
-front had induced this thought. Her walk seemed oddly familiar, and when
-she turned the corner for which he was bound, his heart began to beat.
-He hastened on to the corner to make certain. Yes! It was Irene; he
-could not mistake her walk in that little drab street. She threaded two
-more turnings, and from the last corner he saw her enter her block of
-flats. To make sure of her now, he ran those few paces, hurried up the
-stairs, and caught her standing at her door. He heard the latchkey in
-the lock, and reached her side just as she turned round, startled, in the
-open doorway.
-
-"Don't be alarmed," he said, breathless. "I happened to see you. Let me
-come in a minute."
-
-She had put her hand up to her breast, her face was colourless, her eyes
-widened by alarm. Then seeming to master herself, she inclined her head,
-and said: "Very well."
-
-Soames closed the door. He, too, had need to recover, and when she had
-passed into the sitting-room, waited a full minute, taking deep breaths
-to still the beating of his heart. At this moment, so fraught with the
-future, to take out that morocco case seemed crude. Yet, not to take it
-out left him there before her with no preliminary excuse for coming. And
-in this dilemma he was seized with impatience at all this paraphernalia
-of excuse and justification. This was a scene--it could be nothing else,
-and he must face it. He heard her voice, uncomfortably, pathetically
-soft:
-
-"Why have you come again? Didn't you understand that I would rather you
-did not?"
-
-He noticed her clothes--a dark brown velvet corduroy, a sable boa, a
-small round toque of the same. They suited her admirably. She had money
-to spare for dress, evidently! He said abruptly:
-
-"It's your birthday. I brought you this," and he held out to her the
-green morocco case.
-
-"Oh! No-no!"
-
-Soames pressed the clasp; the seven stones gleamed out on the pale grey
-velvet.
-
-"Why not?" he said. "Just as a sign that you don't bear me ill-feeling
-any longer."
-
-"I couldn't."
-
-Soames took it out of the case.
-
-"Let me just see how it looks."
-
-She shrank back.
-
-He followed, thrusting his hand with the brooch in it against the front
-of her dress. She shrank again.
-
-Soames dropped his hand.
-
-"Irene," he said, "let bygones be bygones. If I can, surely you might.
-Let's begin again, as if nothing had been. Won't you?" His voice was
-wistful, and his eyes, resting on her face, had in them a sort of
-supplication.
-
-She, who was standing literally with her back against the wall, gave a
-little gulp, and that was all her answer. Soames went on:
-
-"Can you really want to live all your days half-dead in this little hole?
-Come back to me, and I'll give you all you want. You shall live your own
-life; I swear it."
-
-He saw her face quiver ironically.
-
-"Yes," he repeated, "but I mean it this time. I'll only ask one thing.
-I just want--I just want a son. Don't look like that! I want one. It's
-hard." His voice had grown hurried, so that he hardly knew it for his
-own, and twice he jerked his head back as if struggling for breath. It
-was the sight of her eyes fixed on him, dark with a sort of fascinated
-fright, which pulled him together and changed that painful incoherence to
-anger.
-
-"Is it so very unnatural?" he said between his teeth, "Is it unnatural to
-want a child from one's own wife? You wrecked our life and put this
-blight on everything. We go on only half alive, and without any future.
-Is it so very unflattering to you that in spite of everything I--I still
-want you for my wife? Speak, for Goodness' sake! do speak."
-
-Irene seemed to try, but did not succeed.
-
-"I don't want to frighten you," said Soames more gently. "Heaven knows.
-I only want you to see that I can't go on like this. I want you back. I
-want you."
-
-Irene raised one hand and covered the lower part of her face, but her
-eyes never moved from his, as though she trusted in them to keep him at
-bay. And all those years, barren and bitter, since--ah! when?--almost
-since he had first known her, surged up in one great wave of recollection
-in Soames; and a spasm that for his life he could not control constricted
-his face.
-
-"It's not too late," he said; "it's not--if you'll only believe it."
-
-Irene uncovered her lips, and both her hands made a writhing gesture in
-front of her breast. Soames seized them.
-
-"Don't!" she said under her breath. But he stood holding on to them,
-trying to stare into her eyes which did not waver. Then she said
-quietly:
-
-"I am alone here. You won't behave again as you once behaved."
-
-Dropping her hands as though they had been hot irons, he turned away.
-Was it possible that there could be such relentless unforgiveness! Could
-that one act of violent possession be still alive within her? Did it bar
-him thus utterly? And doggedly he said, without looking up:
-
-"I am not going till you've answered me. I am offering what few men
-would bring themselves to offer, I want a--a reasonable answer."
-
-And almost with surprise he heard her say:
-
-"You can't have a reasonable answer. Reason has nothing to do with it.
-You can only have the brutal truth: I would rather die."
-
-Soames stared at her.
-
-"Oh!" he said. And there intervened in him a sort of paralysis of speech
-and movement, the kind of quivering which comes when a man has received a
-deadly insult, and does not yet know how he is going to take it, or
-rather what it is going to do with him.
-
-"Oh!" he said again, "as bad as that? Indeed! You would rather die.
-That's pretty!"
-
-"I am sorry. You wanted me to answer. I can't help the truth, can I?"
-
-At that queer spiritual appeal Soames turned for relief to actuality. He
-snapped the brooch back into its case and put it in his pocket.
-
-"The truth!" he said; "there's no such thing with women. It's
-nerves-nerves."
-
-He heard the whisper:
-
-"Yes; nerves don't lie. Haven't you discovered that?" He was silent,
-obsessed by the thought: 'I will hate this woman. I will hate her.'
-That was the trouble! If only he could! He shot a glance at her who
-stood unmoving against the wall with her head up and her hands clasped,
-for all the world as if she were going to be shot. And he said quickly:
-
-"I don't believe a word of it. You have a lover. If you hadn't, you
-wouldn't be such a--such a little idiot." He was conscious, before the
-expression in her eyes, that he had uttered something of a non-sequitur,
-and dropped back too abruptly into the verbal freedom of his connubial
-days. He turned away to the door. But he could not go out. Something
-within him--that most deep and secret Forsyte quality, the impossibility
-of letting go, the impossibility of seeing the fantastic and forlorn
-nature of his own tenacity--prevented him. He turned about again, and
-there stood, with his back against the door, as hers was against the wall
-opposite, quite unconscious of anything ridiculous in this separation by
-the whole width of the room.
-
-"Do you ever think of anybody but yourself?" he said.
-
-Irene's lips quivered; then she answered slowly:
-
-"Do you ever think that I found out my mistake--my hopeless, terrible
-mistake--the very first week of our marriage; that I went on trying three
-years--you know I went on trying? Was it for myself?"
-
-Soames gritted his teeth. "God knows what it was. I've never understood
-you; I shall never understand you. You had everything you wanted; and
-you can have it again, and more. What's the matter with me? I ask you a
-plain question: What is it?" Unconscious of the pathos in that enquiry,
-he went on passionately: "I'm not lame, I'm not loathsome, I'm not a
-boor, I'm not a fool. What is it? What's the mystery about me?"
-
-Her answer was a long sigh.
-
-He clasped his hands with a gesture that for him was strangely full of
-expression. "When I came here to-night I was--I hoped--I meant
-everything that I could to do away with the past, and start fair again.
-And you meet me with 'nerves,' and silence, and sighs. There's nothing
-tangible. It's like--it's like a spider's web."
-
-"Yes."
-
-That whisper from across the room maddened Soames afresh.
-
-"Well, I don't choose to be in a spider's web. I'll cut it." He walked
-straight up to her. "Now!" What he had gone up to her to do he really
-did not know. But when he was close, the old familiar scent of her
-clothes suddenly affected him. He put his hands on her shoulders and
-bent forward to kiss her. He kissed not her lips, but a little hard line
-where the lips had been drawn in; then his face was pressed away by her
-hands; he heard her say: "Oh! No!" Shame, compunction, sense of futility
-flooded his whole being, he turned on his heel and went straight out.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-VISIT TO IRENE
-
-Jolyon found June waiting on the platform at Paddington. She had
-received his telegram while at breakfast. Her abode--a studio and two
-bedrooms in a St. John's Wood garden--had been selected by her for the
-complete independence which it guaranteed. Unwatched by Mrs. Grundy,
-unhindered by permanent domestics, she could receive lame ducks at any
-hour of day or night, and not seldom had a duck without studio of its own
-made use of June's. She enjoyed her freedom, and possessed herself with
-a sort of virginal passion; the warmth which she would have lavished on
-Bosinney, and of which--given her Forsyte tenacity--he must surely have
-tired, she now expended in championship of the underdogs and budding
-'geniuses' of the artistic world. She lived, in fact, to turn ducks into
-the swans she believed they were. The very fervour of her protection
-warped her judgments. But she was loyal and liberal; her small eager
-hand was ever against the oppressions of academic and commercial opinion,
-and though her income was considerable, her bank balance was often a
-minus quantity.
-
-She had come to Paddington Station heated in her soul by a visit to Eric
-Cobbley. A miserable Gallery had refused to let that straight-haired
-genius have his one-man show after all. Its impudent manager, after
-visiting his studio, had expressed the opinion that it would only be a
-'one-horse show from the selling point of view.' This crowning example
-of commercial cowardice towards her favourite lame duck--and he so hard
-up, with a wife and two children, that he had caused her account to be
-overdrawn--was still making the blood glow in her small, resolute face,
-and her red-gold hair to shine more than ever. She gave her father a
-hug, and got into a cab with him, having as many fish to fry with him as
-he with her. It became at once a question which would fry them first.
-
-Jolyon had reached the words: "My dear, I want you to come with me,"
-when, glancing at her face, he perceived by her blue eyes moving from
-side to side--like the tail of a preoccupied cat--that she was not
-attending. "Dad, is it true that I absolutely can't get at any of my
-money?"
-
-"Only the income, fortunately, my love."
-
-"How perfectly beastly! Can't it be done somehow? There must be a way.
-I know I could buy a small Gallery for ten thousand pounds."
-
-"A small Gallery," murmured Jolyon, "seems a modest desire. But your
-grandfather foresaw it."
-
-"I think," cried June vigorously, "that all this care about money is
-awful, when there's so much genius in the world simply crushed out for
-want of a little. I shall never marry and have children; why shouldn't I
-be able to do some good instead of having it all tied up in case of
-things which will never come off?"
-
-"Our name is Forsyte, my dear," replied Jolyon in the ironical voice to
-which his impetuous daughter had never quite grown accustomed; "and
-Forsytes, you know, are people who so settle their property that their
-grandchildren, in case they should die before their parents, have to make
-wills leaving the property that will only come to themselves when their
-parents die. Do you follow that? Nor do I, but it's a fact, anyway; we
-live by the principle that so long as there is a possibility of keeping
-wealth in the family it must not go out; if you die unmarried, your money
-goes to Jolly and Holly and their children if they marry. Isn't it
-pleasant to know that whatever you do you can none of you be destitute?"
-
-"But can't I borrow the money?"
-
-Jolyon shook his head. "You could rent a Gallery, no doubt, if you could
-manage it out of your income."
-
-June uttered a contemptuous sound.
-
-"Yes; and have no income left to help anybody with."
-
-"My dear child," murmured Jolyon, "wouldn't it come to the same thing?"
-
-"No," said June shrewdly, "I could buy for ten thousand; that would only
-be four hundred a year. But I should have to pay a thousand a year rent,
-and that would only leave me five hundred. If I had the Gallery, Dad,
-think what I could do. I could make Eric Cobbley's name in no time, and
-ever so many others."
-
-"Names worth making make themselves in time."
-
-"When they're dead."
-
-"Did you ever know anybody living, my dear, improved by having his name
-made?"
-
-"Yes, you," said June, pressing his arm.
-
-Jolyon started. 'I?' he thought. 'Oh! Ah! Now she's going to ask me
-to do something. We take it out, we Forsytes, each in our different
-ways.'
-
-June came closer to him in the cab.
-
-"Darling," she said, "you buy the Gallery, and I'll pay you four hundred
-a year for it. Then neither of us will be any the worse off. Besides,
-it's a splendid investment."
-
-Jolyon wriggled. "Don't you think," he said, "that for an artist to buy
-a Gallery is a bit dubious? Besides, ten thousand pounds is a lump, and
-I'm not a commercial character."
-
-June looked at him with admiring appraisement.
-
-"Of course you're not, but you're awfully businesslike. And I'm sure we
-could make it pay. It'll be a perfect way of scoring off those wretched
-dealers and people." And again she squeezed her father's arm.
-
-Jolyon's face expressed quizzical despair.
-
-"Where is this desirable Gallery? Splendidly situated, I suppose?"
-
-"Just off Cork Street."
-
-'Ah!' thought Jolyon, 'I knew it was just off somewhere. Now for what I
-want out of her!'
-
-"Well, I'll think of it, but not just now. You remember Irene? I want
-you to come with me and see her. Soames is after her again. She might be
-safer if we could give her asylum somewhere."
-
-The word asylum, which he had used by chance, was of all most calculated
-to rouse June's interest.
-
-"Irene! I haven't seen her since! Of course! I'd love to help her."
-
-It was Jolyon's turn to squeeze her arm, in warm admiration for this
-spirited, generous-hearted little creature of his begetting.
-
-"Irene is proud," he said, with a sidelong glance, in sudden doubt of
-June's discretion; "she's difficult to help. We must tread gently. This
-is the place. I wired her to expect us. Let's send up our cards."
-
-"I can't bear Soames," said June as she got out; "he sneers at everything
-that isn't successful"
-
-Irene was in what was called the 'Ladies' drawing-room' of the Piedmont
-Hotel.
-
-Nothing if not morally courageous, June walked straight up to her former
-friend, kissed her cheek, and the two settled down on a sofa never sat on
-since the hotel's foundation. Jolyon could see that Irene was deeply
-affected by this simple forgiveness.
-
-"So Soames has been worrying you?" he said.
-
-"I had a visit from him last night; he wants me to go back to him."
-
-"You're not going, of course?" cried June.
-
-Irene smiled faintly and shook her head. "But his position is horrible,"
-she murmured.
-
-"It's his own fault; he ought to have divorced you when he could."
-
-Jolyon remembered how fervently in the old days June had hoped that no
-divorce would smirch her dead and faithless lover's name.
-
-"Let us hear what Irene is going to do," he said.
-
-Irene's lips quivered, but she spoke calmly.
-
-"I'd better give him fresh excuse to get rid of me."
-
-"How horrible!" cried June.
-
-"What else can I do?"
-
-"Out of the question," said Jolyon very quietly, "sans amour."
-
-He thought she was going to cry; but, getting up quickly, she half turned
-her back on them, and stood regaining control of herself.
-
-June said suddenly:
-
-"Well, I shall go to Soames and tell him he must leave you alone. What
-does he want at his age?"
-
-"A child. It's not unnatural"
-
-"A child!" cried June scornfully. "Of course! To leave his money to.
-If he wants one badly enough let him take somebody and have one; then you
-can divorce him, and he can marry her."
-
-Jolyon perceived suddenly that he had made a mistake to bring June--her
-violent partizanship was fighting Soames' battle.
-
-"It would be best for Irene to come quietly to us at Robin Hill, and see
-how things shape."
-
-"Of course," said June; "only...."
-
-Irene looked full at Jolyon--in all his many attempts afterwards to
-analyze that glance he never could succeed.
-
-"No! I should only bring trouble on you all. I will go abroad."
-
-He knew from her voice that this was final. The irrelevant thought
-flashed through him: 'Well, I could see her there.' But he said:
-
-"Don't you think you would be more helpless abroad, in case he followed?"
-
-"I don't know. I can but try."
-
-June sprang up and paced the room. "It's all horrible," she said. "Why
-should people be tortured and kept miserable and helpless year after year
-by this disgusting sanctimonious law?" But someone had come into the
-room, and June came to a standstill. Jolyon went up to Irene:
-
-"Do you want money?"
-
-"No."
-
-"And would you like me to let your flat?"
-
-"Yes, Jolyon, please."
-
-"When shall you be going?"
-
-"To-morrow."
-
-"You won't go back there in the meantime, will you?" This he said with
-an anxiety strange to himself.
-
-"No; I've got all I want here."
-
-"You'll send me your address?"
-
-She put out her hand to him. "I feel you're a rock."
-
-"Built on sand," answered Jolyon, pressing her hand hard; "but it's a
-pleasure to do anything, at any time, remember that. And if you change
-your mind....! Come along, June; say good-bye."
-
-June came from the window and flung her arms round Irene.
-
-"Don't think of him," she said under her breath; "enjoy yourself, and
-bless you!"
-
-With a memory of tears in Irene's eyes, and of a smile on her lips, they
-went away extremely silent, passing the lady who had interrupted the
-interview and was turning over the papers on the table.
-
-Opposite the National Gallery June exclaimed:
-
-"Of all undignified beasts and horrible laws!"
-
-But Jolyon did not respond. He had something of his father's balance,
-and could see things impartially even when his emotions were roused.
-Irene was right; Soames' position was as bad or worse than her own. As
-for the law--it catered for a human nature of which it took a naturally
-low view. And, feeling that if he stayed in his daughter's company he
-would in one way or another commit an indiscretion, he told her he must
-catch his train back to Oxford; and hailing a cab, left her to Turner's
-water-colours, with the promise that he would think over that Gallery.
-
-But he thought over Irene instead. Pity, they said, was akin to love!
-If so he was certainly in danger of loving her, for he pitied her
-profoundly. To think of her drifting about Europe so handicapped and
-lonely! 'I hope to goodness she'll keep her head!' he thought; 'she
-might easily grow desperate.' In fact, now that she had cut loose from
-her poor threads of occupation, he couldn't imagine how she would go
-on--so beautiful a creature, hopeless, and fair game for anyone! In his
-exasperation was more than a little fear and jealousy. Women did strange
-things when they were driven into corners. 'I wonder what Soames will do
-now!' he thought. 'A rotten, idiotic state of things! And I suppose
-they would say it was her own fault.' Very preoccupied and sore at
-heart, he got into his train, mislaid his ticket, and on the platform at
-Oxford took his hat off to a lady whose face he seemed to remember
-without being able to put a name to her, not even when he saw her having
-tea at the Rainbow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-WHERE FORSYTES FEAR TO TREAD
-
-Quivering from the defeat of his hopes, with the green morocco case still
-flat against his heart, Soames revolved thoughts bitter as death. A
-spider's web! Walking fast, and noting nothing in the moonlight, he
-brooded over the scene he had been through, over the memory of her figure
-rigid in his grasp. And the more he brooded, the more certain he became
-that she had a lover--her words, 'I would sooner die!' were ridiculous if
-she had not. Even if she had never loved him, she had made no fuss until
-Bosinney came on the scene. No; she was in love again, or she would not
-have made that melodramatic answer to his proposal, which in all the
-circumstances was reasonable! Very well! That simplified matters.
-
-'I'll take steps to know where I am,' he thought; 'I'll go to Polteed's
-the first thing tomorrow morning.'
-
-But even in forming that resolution he knew he would have trouble with
-himself. He had employed Polteed's agency several times in the routine
-of his profession, even quite lately over Dartie's case, but he had never
-thought it possible to employ them to watch his own wife.
-
-It was too insulting to himself!
-
-He slept over that project and his wounded pride--or rather, kept vigil.
-Only while shaving did he suddenly remember that she called herself by
-her maiden name of Heron. Polteed would not know, at first at all
-events, whose wife she was, would not look at him obsequiously and leer
-behind his back. She would just be the wife of one of his clients. And
-that would be true--for was he not his own solicitor?
-
-He was literally afraid not to put his design into execution at the first
-possible moment, lest, after all, he might fail himself. And making
-Warmson bring him an early cup of coffee; he stole out of the house
-before the hour of breakfast. He walked rapidly to one of those small
-West End streets where Polteed's and other firms ministered to the
-virtues of the wealthier classes. Hitherto he had always had Polteed to
-see him in the Poultry; but he well knew their address, and reached it at
-the opening hour. In the outer office, a room furnished so cosily that
-it might have been a money-lender's, he was attended by a lady who might
-have been a schoolmistress.
-
-"I wish to see Mr. Claud Polteed. He knows me--never mind my name."
-
-To keep everybody from knowing that he, Soames Forsyte, was reduced to
-having his wife spied on, was the overpowering consideration.
-
-Mr. Claud Polteed--so different from Mr. Lewis Polteed--was one of those
-men with dark hair, slightly curved noses, and quick brown eyes, who
-might be taken for Jews but are really Phoenicians; he received Soames in
-a room hushed by thickness of carpet and curtains. It was, in fact,
-confidentially furnished, without trace of document anywhere to be seen.
-
-Greeting Soames deferentially, he turned the key in the only door with a
-certain ostentation.
-
-"If a client sends for me," he was in the habit of saying, "he takes what
-precaution he likes. If he comes here, we convince him that we have no
-leakages. I may safely say we lead in security, if in nothing
-else....Now, sir, what can I do for you?"
-
-Soames' gorge had risen so that he could hardly speak. It was absolutely
-necessary to hide from this man that he had any but professional interest
-in the matter; and, mechanically, his face assumed its sideway smile.
-
-"I've come to you early like this because there's not an hour to
-lose"--if he lost an hour he might fail himself yet! "Have you a really
-trustworthy woman free?"
-
-Mr. Polteed unlocked a drawer, produced a memorandum, ran his eyes over
-it, and locked the drawer up again.
-
-"Yes," he said; "the very woman."
-
-Soames had seated himself and crossed his legs--nothing but a faint
-flush, which might have been his normal complexion, betrayed him.
-
-"Send her off at once, then, to watch a Mrs. Irene Heron of Flat C, Truro
-Mansions, Chelsea, till further notice."
-
-"Precisely," said Mr. Polteed; "divorce, I presume?" and he blew into a
-speaking-tube. "Mrs. Blanch in? I shall want to speak to her in ten
-minutes."
-
-"Deal with any reports yourself," resumed Soames, "and send them to me
-personally, marked confidential, sealed and registered. My client exacts
-the utmost secrecy."
-
-Mr. Polteed smiled, as though saying, 'You are teaching your grandmother,
-my dear sir;' and his eyes slid over Soames' face for one unprofessional
-instant.
-
-"Make his mind perfectly easy," he said. "Do you smoke?"
-
-"No," said Soames. "Understand me: Nothing may come of this. If a name
-gets out, or the watching is suspected, it may have very serious
-consequences."
-
-Mr. Polteed nodded. "I can put it into the cipher category. Under that
-system a name is never mentioned; we work by numbers."
-
-He unlocked another drawer and took out two slips of paper, wrote on
-them, and handed one to Soames.
-
-"Keep that, sir; it's your key. I retain this duplicate. The case we'll
-call 7x. The party watched will be 17; the watcher 19; the Mansions 25;
-yourself--I should say, your firm--31; my firm 32, myself 2. In case you
-should have to mention your client in writing I have called him 43; any
-person we suspect will be 47; a second person 51. Any special hint or
-instruction while we're about it?"
-
-"No," said Soames; "that is--every consideration compatible."
-
-Again Mr. Polteed nodded. "Expense?"
-
-Soames shrugged. "In reason," he answered curtly, and got up. "Keep it
-entirely in your own hands."
-
-"Entirely," said Mr. Polteed, appearing suddenly between him and the
-door. "I shall be seeing you in that other case before long. Good
-morning, sir." His eyes slid unprofessionally over Soames once more, and
-he unlocked the door.
-
-"Good morning," said Soames, looking neither to right nor left.
-
-Out in the street he swore deeply, quietly, to himself. A spider's web,
-and to cut it he must use this spidery, secret, unclean method, so
-utterly repugnant to one who regarded his private life as his most sacred
-piece of property. But the die was cast, he could not go back. And he
-went on into the Poultry, and locked away the green morocco case and the
-key to that cipher destined to make crystal-clear his domestic
-bankruptcy.
-
-Odd that one whose life was spent in bringing to the public eye all the
-private coils of property, the domestic disagreements of others, should
-dread so utterly the public eye turned on his own; and yet not odd, for
-who should know so well as he the whole unfeeling process of legal
-regulation.
-
-He worked hard all day. Winifred was due at four o'clock; he was to take
-her down to a conference in the Temple with Dreamer Q.C., and waiting for
-her he re-read the letter he had caused her to write the day of Dartie's
-departure, requiring him to return.
-
-"DEAR MONTAGUE,
-
-"I have received your letter with the news that you have left me for ever
-and are on your way to Buenos Aires. It has naturally been a great
-shock. I am taking this earliest opportunity of writing to tell you that
-I am prepared to let bygones be bygones if you will return to me at once.
-I beg you to do so. I am very much upset, and will not say any more now.
-I am sending this letter registered to the address you left at your Club.
-Please cable to me.
-
-"Your still affectionate wife,
-"WINIFRED DARTIE."
-
-Ugh! What bitter humbug! He remembered leaning over Winifred while she
-copied what he had pencilled, and how she had said, laying down her pen,
-"Suppose he comes, Soames!" in such a strange tone of voice, as if she
-did not know her own mind. "He won't come," he had answered, "till he's
-spent his money. That's why we must act at once." Annexed to the copy
-of that letter was the original of Dartie's drunken scrawl from the
-Iseeum Club. Soames could have wished it had not been so manifestly
-penned in liquor. Just the sort of thing the Court would pitch on. He
-seemed to hear the Judge's voice say: "You took this seriously!
-Seriously enough to write him as you did? Do you think he meant it?"
-Never mind! The fact was clear that Dartie had sailed and had not
-returned. Annexed also was his cabled answer: "Impossible return.
-Dartie." Soames shook his head. If the whole thing were not disposed of
-within the next few months the fellow would turn up again like a bad
-penny. It saved a thousand a year at least to get rid of him, besides
-all the worry to Winifred and his father. 'I must stiffen Dreamer's
-back,' he thought; 'we must push it on.'
-
-Winifred, who had adopted a kind of half-mourning which became her fair
-hair and tall figure very well, arrived in James' barouche drawn by
-James' pair. Soames had not seen it in the City since his father retired
-from business five years ago, and its incongruity gave him a shock.
-'Times are changing,' he thought; 'one doesn't know what'll go next!'
-Top hats even were scarcer. He enquired after Val. Val, said Winifred,
-wrote that he was going to play polo next term. She thought he was in a
-very good set. She added with fashionably disguised anxiety: "Will there
-be much publicity about my affair, Soames? Must it be in the papers?
-It's so bad for him, and the girls."
-
-With his own calamity all raw within him, Soames answered:
-
-"The papers are a pushing lot; it's very difficult to keep things out.
-They pretend to be guarding the public's morals, and they corrupt them
-with their beastly reports. But we haven't got to that yet. We're only
-seeing Dreamer to-day on the restitution question. Of course he
-understands that it's to lead to a divorce; but you must seem genuinely
-anxious to get Dartie back--you might practice that attitude to-day."
-
-Winifred sighed.
-
-"Oh! What a clown Monty's been!" she said.
-
-Soames gave her a sharp look. It was clear to him that she could not
-take her Dartie seriously, and would go back on the whole thing if given
-half a chance. His own instinct had been firm in this matter from the
-first. To save a little scandal now would only bring on his sister and
-her children real disgrace and perhaps ruin later on if Dartie were
-allowed to hang on to them, going down-hill and spending the money James
-would leave his daughter. Though it was all tied up, that fellow would
-milk the settlements somehow, and make his family pay through the nose to
-keep him out of bankruptcy or even perhaps gaol! They left the shining
-carriage, with the shining horses and the shining-hatted servants on the
-Embankment, and walked up to Dreamer Q.C.'s Chambers in Crown Office Row.
-
-"Mr. Bellby is here, sir," said the clerk; "Mr. Dreamer will be ten
-minutes."
-
-Mr. Bellby, the junior--not as junior as he might have been, for Soames
-only employed barristers of established reputation; it was, indeed,
-something of a mystery to him how barristers ever managed to establish
-that which made him employ them--Mr. Bellby was seated, taking a final
-glance through his papers. He had come from Court, and was in wig and
-gown, which suited a nose jutting out like the handle of a tiny pump, his
-small shrewd blue eyes, and rather protruding lower lip--no better man to
-supplement and stiffen Dreamer.
-
-The introduction to Winifred accomplished, they leaped the weather and
-spoke of the war. Soames interrupted suddenly:
-
-"If he doesn't comply we can't bring proceedings for six months. I want
-to get on with the matter, Bellby."
-
-Mr. Bellby, who had the ghost of an Irish brogue, smiled at Winifred and
-murmured: "The Law's delays, Mrs. Dartie."
-
-"Six months!" repeated Soames; "it'll drive it up to June! We shan't get
-the suit on till after the long vacation. We must put the screw on,
-Bellby"--he would have all his work cut out to keep Winifred up to the
-scratch.
-
-"Mr. Dreamer will see you now, sir."
-
-They filed in, Mr. Bellby going first, and Soames escorting Winifred
-after an interval of one minute by his watch.
-
-Dreamer Q.C., in a gown but divested of wig, was standing before the
-fire, as if this conference were in the nature of a treat; he had the
-leathery, rather oily complexion which goes with great learning, a
-considerable nose with glasses perched on it, and little greyish
-whiskers; he luxuriated in the perpetual cocking of one eye, and the
-concealment of his lower with his upper lip, which gave a smothered turn
-to his speech. He had a way, too, of coming suddenly round the corner on
-the person he was talking to; this, with a disconcerting tone of voice,
-and a habit of growling before he began to speak--had secured a
-reputation second in Probate and Divorce to very few. Having listened,
-eye cocked, to Mr. Bellby's breezy recapitulation of the facts, he
-growled, and said:
-
-"I know all that;" and coming round the corner at Winifred, smothered the
-words:
-
-"We want to get him back, don't we, Mrs. Dartie?"
-
-Soames interposed sharply:
-
-"My sister's position, of course, is intolerable."
-
-Dreamer growled. "Exactly. Now, can we rely on the cabled refusal, or
-must we wait till after Christmas to give him a chance to have
-written--that's the point, isn't it?"
-
-"The sooner...." Soames began.
-
-"What do you say, Bellby?" said Dreamer, coming round his corner.
-
-Mr. Bellby seemed to sniff the air like a hound.
-
-"We won't be on till the middle of December. We've no need to give um
-more rope than that."
-
-"No," said Soames, "why should my sister be incommoded by his choosing to
-go..."
-
-"To Jericho!" said Dreamer, again coming round his corner; "quite so.
-People oughtn't to go to Jericho, ought they, Mrs. Dartie?" And he raised
-his gown into a sort of fantail. "I agree. We can go forward. Is there
-anything more?"
-
-"Nothing at present," said Soames meaningly; "I wanted you to see my
-sister."
-
-Dreamer growled softly: "Delighted. Good evening!" And let fall the
-protection of his gown.
-
-They filed out. Winifred went down the stairs. Soames lingered. In
-spite of himself he was impressed by Dreamer.
-
-"The evidence is all right, I think," he said to Bellby. "Between
-ourselves, if we don't get the thing through quick, we never may. D'you
-think he understands that?"
-
-"I'll make um," said Bellby. "Good man though--good man."
-
-Soames nodded and hastened after his sister. He found her in a draught,
-biting her lips behind her veil, and at once said:
-
-"The evidence of the stewardess will be very complete."
-
-Winifred's face hardened; she drew herself up, and they walked to the
-carriage. And, all through that silent drive back to Green Street, the
-souls of both of them revolved a single thought: 'Why, oh! why should I
-have to expose my misfortune to the public like this? Why have to employ
-spies to peer into my private troubles? They were not of my making.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-JOLLY SITS IN JUDGMENT
-
-The possessive instinct, which, so determinedly balked, was animating two
-members of the Forsyte family towards riddance of what they could no
-longer possess, was hardening daily in the British body politic.
-Nicholas, originally so doubtful concerning a war which must affect
-property, had been heard to say that these Boers were a pig-headed lot;
-they were causing a lot of expense, and the sooner they had their lesson
-the better. He would send out Wolseley! Seeing always a little further
-than other people--whence the most considerable fortune of all the
-Forsytes--he had perceived already that Buller was not the man--'a bull
-of a chap, who just went butting, and if they didn't look out Ladysmith
-would fall.' This was early in December, so that when Black Week came, he
-was enabled to say to everybody: 'I told you so.' During that week of
-gloom such as no Forsyte could remember, very young Nicholas attended so
-many drills in his corps, 'The Devil's Own,' that young Nicholas
-consulted the family physician about his son's health and was alarmed to
-find that he was perfectly sound. The boy had only just eaten his
-dinners and been called to the bar, at some expense, and it was in a way
-a nightmare to his father and mother that he should be playing with
-military efficiency at a time when military efficiency in the civilian
-population might conceivably be wanted. His grandfather, of course,
-pooh-poohed the notion, too thoroughly educated in the feeling that no
-British war could be other than little and professional, and profoundly
-distrustful of Imperial commitments, by which, moreover, he stood to
-lose, for he owned De Beers, now going down fast, more than a sufficient
-sacrifice on the part of his grandson.
-
-At Oxford, however, rather different sentiments prevailed. The inherent
-effervescence of conglomerate youth had, during the two months of the
-term before Black Week, been gradually crystallising out into vivid
-oppositions. Normal adolescence, ever in England of a conservative
-tendency though not taking things too seriously, was vehement for a fight
-to a finish and a good licking for the Boers. Of this larger faction Val
-Dartie was naturally a member. Radical youth, on the other hand, a small
-but perhaps more vocal body, was for stopping the war and giving the
-Boers autonomy. Until Black Week, however, the groups were amorphous,
-without sharp edges, and argument remained but academic. Jolly was one
-of those who knew not where he stood. A streak of his grandfather old
-Jolyon's love of justice prevented, him from seeing one side only.
-Moreover, in his set of 'the best' there was a 'jumping-Jesus' of
-extremely advanced opinions and some personal magnetism. Jolly wavered.
-His father, too, seemed doubtful in his views. And though, as was proper
-at the age of twenty, he kept a sharp eye on his father, watchful for
-defects which might still be remedied, still that father had an 'air'
-which gave a sort of glamour to his creed of ironic tolerance. Artists
-of course; were notoriously Hamlet-like, and to this extent one must
-discount for one's father, even if one loved him. But Jolyon's original
-view, that to 'put your nose in where you aren't wanted' (as the
-Uitlanders had done) 'and then work the oracle till you get on top is not
-being quite the clean potato,' had, whether founded in fact or no, a
-certain attraction for his son, who thought a deal about gentility. On
-the other hand Jolly could not abide such as his set called 'cranks,' and
-Val's set called 'smugs,' so that he was still balancing when the clock
-of Black Week struck. One--two--three, came those ominous repulses at
-Stormberg, Magersfontein, Colenso. The sturdy English soul reacting
-after the first cried, 'Ah! but Methuen!' after the second: 'Ah! but
-Buller!' then, in inspissated gloom, hardened. And Jolly said to himself:
-'No, damn it! We've got to lick the beggars now; I don't care whether
-we're right or wrong.' And, if he had known it, his father was thinking
-the same thought.
-
-That next Sunday, last of the term, Jolly was bidden to wine with 'one of
-the best.' After the second toast, 'Buller and damnation to the Boers,'
-drunk--no heel taps--in the college Burgundy, he noticed that Val Dartie,
-also a guest, was looking at him with a grin and saying something to his
-neighbour. He was sure it was disparaging. The last boy in the world to
-make himself conspicuous or cause public disturbance, Jolly grew rather
-red and shut his lips. The queer hostility he had always felt towards
-his second-cousin was strongly and suddenly reinforced. 'All right!' he
-thought, 'you wait, my friend!' More wine than was good for him, as the
-custom was, helped him to remember, when they all trooped forth to a
-secluded spot, to touch Val on the arm.
-
-"What did you say about me in there?"
-
-"Mayn't I say what I like?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Well, I said you were a pro-Boer--and so you are!"
-
-"You're a liar!"
-
-"D'you want a row?"
-
-"Of course, but not here; in the garden."
-
-"All right. Come on."
-
-They went, eyeing each other askance, unsteady, and unflinching; they
-climbed the garden railings. The spikes on the top slightly ripped Val's
-sleeve, and occupied his mind. Jolly's mind was occupied by the thought
-that they were going to fight in the precincts of a college foreign to
-them both. It was not the thing, but never mind--the young beast!
-
-They passed over the grass into very nearly darkness, and took off their
-coats.
-
-"You're not screwed, are you?" said Jolly suddenly. "I can't fight you
-if you're screwed."
-
-"No more than you."
-
-"All right then."
-
-Without shaking hands, they put themselves at once into postures of
-defence. They had drunk too much for science, and so were especially
-careful to assume correct attitudes, until Jolly smote Val almost
-accidentally on the nose. After that it was all a dark and ugly
-scrimmage in the deep shadow of the old trees, with no one to call
-'time,' till, battered and blown, they unclinched and staggered back from
-each other, as a voice said:
-
-"Your names, young gentlemen?"
-
-At this bland query spoken from under the lamp at the garden gate, like
-some demand of a god, their nerves gave way, and snatching up their
-coats, they ran at the railings, shinned up them, and made for the
-secluded spot whence they had issued to the fight. Here, in dim light,
-they mopped their faces, and without a word walked, ten paces apart, to
-the college gate. They went out silently, Val going towards the Broad
-along the Brewery, Jolly down the lane towards the High. His head, still
-fumed, was busy with regret that he had not displayed more science,
-passing in review the counters and knockout blows which he had not
-delivered. His mind strayed on to an imagined combat, infinitely unlike
-that which he had just been through, infinitely gallant, with sash and
-sword, with thrust and parry, as if he were in the pages of his beloved
-Dumas. He fancied himself La Mole, and Aramis, Bussy, Chicot, and
-D'Artagnan rolled into one, but he quite failed to envisage Val as
-Coconnas, Brissac, or Rochefort. The fellow was just a confounded cousin
-who didn't come up to Cocker. Never mind! He had given him one or two.
-'Pro-Boer!' The word still rankled, and thoughts of enlisting jostled
-his aching head; of riding over the veldt, firing gallantly, while the
-Boers rolled over like rabbits. And, turning up his smarting eyes, he
-saw the stars shining between the housetops of the High, and himself
-lying out on the Karoo (whatever that was) rolled in a blanket, with his
-rifle ready and his gaze fixed on a glittering heaven.
-
-He had a fearful 'head' next morning, which he doctored, as became one of
-'the best,' by soaking it in cold water, brewing strong coffee which he
-could not drink, and only sipping a little Hock at lunch. The legend
-that 'some fool' had run into him round a corner accounted for a bruise
-on his cheek. He would on no account have mentioned the fight, for, on
-second thoughts, it fell far short of his standards.
-
-The next day he went 'down,' and travelled through to Robin Hill. Nobody
-was there but June and Holly, for his father had gone to Paris. He spent
-a restless and unsettled Vacation, quite out of touch with either of his
-sisters. June, indeed, was occupied with lame ducks, whom, as a rule,
-Jolly could not stand, especially that Eric Cobbley and his family,
-'hopeless outsiders,' who were always littering up the house in the
-Vacation. And between Holly and himself there was a strange division, as
-if she were beginning to have opinions of her own, which was
-so--unnecessary. He punched viciously at a ball, rode furiously but
-alone in Richmond Park, making a point of jumping the stiff, high hurdles
-put up to close certain worn avenues of grass--keeping his nerve in, he
-called it. Jolly was more afraid of being afraid than most boys are. He
-bought a rifle, too, and put a range up in the home field, shooting
-across the pond into the kitchen-garden wall, to the peril of gardeners,
-with the thought that some day, perhaps, he would enlist and save South
-Africa for his country. In fact, now that they were appealing for
-Yeomanry recruits the boy was thoroughly upset. Ought he to go? None of
-'the best,' so far as he knew--and he was in correspondence with
-several--were thinking of joining. If they had been making a move he
-would have gone at once--very competitive, and with a strong sense of
-form, he could not bear to be left behind in anything--but to do it off
-his own bat might look like 'swagger'; because of course it wasn't really
-necessary. Besides, he did not want to go, for the other side of this
-young Forsyte recoiled from leaping before he looked. It was altogether
-mixed pickles within him, hot and sickly pickles, and he became quite
-unlike his serene and rather lordly self.
-
-And then one day he saw that which moved him to uneasy wrath--two riders,
-in a glade of the Park close to the Ham Gate, of whom she on the
-left-hand was most assuredly Holly on her silver roan, and he on the
-right-hand as assuredly that 'squirt' Val Dartie. His first impulse was
-to urge on his own horse and demand the meaning of this portent, tell the
-fellow to 'bunk,' and take Holly home. His second--to feel that he would
-look a fool if they refused. He reined his horse in behind a tree, then
-perceived that it was equally impossible to spy on them. Nothing for it
-but to go home and await her coming! Sneaking out with that young
-bounder! He could not consult with June, because she had gone up that
-morning in the train of Eric Cobbley and his lot. And his father was
-still in 'that rotten Paris.' He felt that this was emphatically one of
-those moments for which he had trained himself, assiduously, at school,
-where he and a boy called Brent had frequently set fire to newspapers and
-placed them in the centre of their studies to accustom them to coolness
-in moments of danger. He did not feel at all cool waiting in the
-stable-yard, idly stroking the dog Balthasar, who queasy as an old fat
-monk, and sad in the absence of his master, turned up his face, panting
-with gratitude for this attention. It was half an hour before Holly
-came, flushed and ever so much prettier than she had any right to look.
-He saw her look at him quickly--guiltily of course--then followed her in,
-and, taking her arm, conducted her into what had been their grandfather's
-study. The room, not much used now, was still vaguely haunted for them
-both by a presence with which they associated tenderness, large drooping
-white moustaches, the scent of cigar smoke, and laughter. Here Jolly, in
-the prime of his youth, before he went to school at all, had been wont to
-wrestle with his grandfather, who even at eighty had an irresistible
-habit of crooking his leg. Here Holly, perched on the arm of the great
-leather chair, had stroked hair curving silvery over an ear into which
-she would whisper secrets. Through that window they had all three
-sallied times without number to cricket on the lawn, and a mysterious
-game called 'Wopsy-doozle,' not to be understood by outsiders, which made
-old Jolyon very hot. Here once on a warm night Holly had appeared in her
-'nighty,' having had a bad dream, to have the clutch of it released. And
-here Jolly, having begun the day badly by introducing fizzy magnesia into
-Mademoiselle Beauce's new-laid egg, and gone on to worse, had been sent
-down (in the absence of his father) to the ensuing dialogue:
-
-"Now, my boy, you mustn't go on like this."
-
-"Well, she boxed my ears, Gran, so I only boxed hers, and then she boxed
-mine again."
-
-"Strike a lady? That'll never do! Have you begged her pardon?"
-
-"Not yet."
-
-"Then you must go and do it at once. Come along."
-
-"But she began it, Gran; and she had two to my one."
-
-"My dear, it was an outrageous thing to do."
-
-"Well, she lost her temper; and I didn't lose mine."
-
-"Come along."
-
-"You come too, then, Gran."
-
-"Well--this time only."
-
-And they had gone hand in hand.
-
-Here--where the Waverley novels and Byron's works and Gibbon's Roman
-Empire and Humboldt's Cosmos, and the bronzes on the mantelpiece, and
-that masterpiece of the oily school, 'Dutch Fishing-Boats at Sunset,'
-were fixed as fate, and for all sign of change old Jolyon might have been
-sitting there still, with legs crossed, in the arm chair, and domed
-forehead and deep eyes grave above The Times--here they came, those two
-grandchildren. And Jolly said:
-
-"I saw you and that fellow in the Park."
-
-The sight of blood rushing into her cheeks gave him some satisfaction;
-she ought to be ashamed!
-
-"Well?" she said.
-
-Jolly was surprised; he had expected more, or less.
-
-"Do you know," he said weightily, "that he called me a pro-Boer last
-term? And I had to fight him."
-
-"Who won?"
-
-Jolly wished to answer: 'I should have,' but it seemed beneath him.
-
-"Look here!" he said, "what's the meaning of it? Without telling
-anybody!"
-
-"Why should I? Dad isn't here; why shouldn't I ride with him?"
-
-"You've got me to ride with. I think he's an awful young rotter."
-
-Holly went pale with anger.
-
-"He isn't. It's your own fault for not liking him."
-
-And slipping past her brother she went out, leaving him staring at the
-bronze Venus sitting on a tortoise, which had been shielded from him so
-far by his sister's dark head under her soft felt riding hat. He felt
-queerly disturbed, shaken to his young foundations. A lifelong
-domination lay shattered round his feet. He went up to the Venus and
-mechanically inspected the tortoise.
-
-Why didn't he like Val Dartie? He could not tell. Ignorant of family
-history, barely aware of that vague feud which had started thirteen years
-before with Bosinney's defection from June in favour of Soames' wife,
-knowing really almost nothing about Val he was at sea. He just did
-dislike him. The question, however, was: What should he do? Val Dartie,
-it was true, was a second-cousin, but it was not the thing for Holly to
-go about with him. And yet to 'tell' of what he had chanced on was
-against his creed. In this dilemma he went and sat in the old leather
-chair and crossed his legs. It grew dark while he sat there staring out
-through the long window at the old oak-tree, ample yet bare of leaves,
-becoming slowly just a shape of deeper dark printed on the dusk.
-
-'Grandfather!' he thought without sequence, and took out his watch. He
-could not see the hands, but he set the repeater going. 'Five o'clock!'
-His grandfather's first gold hunter watch, butter-smooth with age--all
-the milling worn from it, and dented with the mark of many a fall. The
-chime was like a little voice from out of that golden age, when they
-first came from St. John's Wood, London, to this house--came driving
-with grandfather in his carriage, and almost instantly took to the trees.
-Trees to climb, and grandfather watering the geranium-beds below! What
-was to be done? Tell Dad he must come home? Confide in June?--only she
-was so--so sudden! Do nothing and trust to luck? After all, the Vac.
-would soon be over. Go up and see Val and warn him off? But how get his
-address? Holly wouldn't give it him! A maze of paths, a cloud of
-possibilities! He lit a cigarette. When he had smoked it halfway
-through his brow relaxed, almost as if some thin old hand had been passed
-gently over it; and in his ear something seemed to whisper: 'Do nothing;
-be nice to Holly, be nice to her, my dear!' And Jolly heaved a sigh of
-contentment, blowing smoke through his nostrils....
-
-But up in her room, divested of her habit, Holly was still frowning. 'He
-is not--he is not!' were the words which kept forming on her lips.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-JOLYON IN TWO MINDS
-
-A little private hotel over a well-known restaurant near the Gare St.
-Lazare was Jolyon's haunt in Paris. He hated his fellow Forsytes
-abroad--vapid as fish out of water in their well-trodden runs, the Opera,
-Rue de Rivoli, and Moulin Rouge. Their air of having come because they
-wanted to be somewhere else as soon as possible annoyed him. But no
-other Forsyte came near this haunt, where he had a wood fire in his
-bedroom and the coffee was excellent. Paris was always to him more
-attractive in winter. The acrid savour from woodsmoke and
-chestnut-roasting braziers, the sharpness of the wintry sunshine on
-bright rays, the open cafes defying keen-aired winter, the self-contained
-brisk boulevard crowds, all informed him that in winter Paris possessed a
-soul which, like a migrant bird, in high summer flew away.
-
-He spoke French well, had some friends, knew little places where pleasant
-dishes could be met with, queer types observed. He felt philosophic in
-Paris, the edge of irony sharpened; life took on a subtle, purposeless
-meaning, became a bunch of flavours tasted, a darkness shot with shifting
-gleams of light.
-
-When in the first week of December he decided to go to Paris, he was far
-from admitting that Irene's presence was influencing him. He had not been
-there two days before he owned that the wish to see her had been more
-than half the reason. In England one did not admit what was natural. He
-had thought it might be well to speak to her about the letting of her
-flat and other matters, but in Paris he at once knew better. There was a
-glamour over the city. On the third day he wrote to her, and received an
-answer which procured him a pleasurable shiver of the nerves:
-"MY DEAR JOLYON,
-
-"It will be a happiness for me to see you.
-"IRENE."
-
-He took his way to her hotel on a bright day with a feeling such as he
-had often had going to visit an adored picture. No woman, so far as he
-remembered, had ever inspired in him this special sensuous and yet
-impersonal sensation. He was going to sit and feast his eyes, and come
-away knowing her no better, but ready to go and feast his eyes again
-to-morrow. Such was his feeling, when in the tarnished and ornate little
-lounge of a quiet hotel near the river she came to him preceded by a
-small page-boy who uttered the word, "Madame," and vanished. Her face,
-her smile, the poise of her figure, were just as he had pictured, and the
-expression of her face said plainly: 'A friend!'
-
-"Well," he said, "what news, poor exile?"
-
-"None."
-
-"Nothing from Soames?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"I have let the flat for you, and like a good steward I bring you some
-money. How do you like Paris?"
-
-While he put her through this catechism, it seemed to him that he had
-never seen lips so fine and sensitive, the lower lip curving just a
-little upwards, the upper touched at one corner by the least conceivable
-dimple. It was like discovering a woman in what had hitherto been a sort
-of soft and breathed-on statue, almost impersonally admired. She owned
-that to be alone in Paris was a little difficult; and yet, Paris was so
-full of its own life that it was often, she confessed, as innocuous as a
-desert. Besides, the English were not liked just now!
-
-"That will hardly be your case," said Jolyon; "you should appeal to the
-French."
-
-"It has its disadvantages."
-
-Jolyon nodded.
-
-"Well, you must let me take you about while I'm here. We'll start
-to-morrow. Come and dine at my pet restaurant; and we'll go to the
-Opera-Comique."
-
-It was the beginning of daily meetings.
-
-Jolyon soon found that for those who desired a static condition of the
-affections, Paris was at once the first and last place in which to be
-friendly with a pretty woman. Revelation was alighting like a bird in
-his heart, singing: 'Elle est ton reve! Elle est ton reve! Sometimes
-this seemed natural, sometimes ludicrous--a bad case of elderly rapture.
-Having once been ostracised by Society, he had never since had any real
-regard for conventional morality; but the idea of a love which she could
-never return--and how could she at his age?--hardly mounted beyond his
-subconscious mind. He was full, too, of resentment, at the waste and
-loneliness of her life. Aware of being some comfort to her, and of the
-pleasure she clearly took in their many little outings, he was amiably
-desirous of doing and saying nothing to destroy that pleasure. It was
-like watching a starved plant draw up water, to see her drink in his
-companionship. So far as they could tell, no one knew her address except
-himself; she was unknown in Paris, and he but little known, so that
-discretion seemed unnecessary in those walks, talks, visits to concerts,
-picture-galleries, theatres, little dinners, expeditions to Versailles,
-St. Cloud, even Fontainebleau. And time fled--one of those full months
-without past to it or future. What in his youth would certainly have
-been headlong passion, was now perhaps as deep a feeling, but far
-gentler, tempered to protective companionship by admiration,
-hopelessness, and a sense of chivalry--arrested in his veins at least so
-long as she was there, smiling and happy in their friendship, and always
-to him more beautiful and spiritually responsive: for her philosophy of
-life seemed to march in admirable step with his own, conditioned by
-emotion more than by reason, ironically mistrustful, susceptible to
-beauty, almost passionately humane and tolerant, yet subject to
-instinctive rigidities of which as a mere man he was less capable. And
-during all this companionable month he never quite lost that feeling with
-which he had set out on the first day as if to visit an adored work of
-art, a well-nigh impersonal desire. The future--inexorable pendant to
-the present he took care not to face, for fear of breaking up his
-untroubled manner; but he made plans to renew this time in places still
-more delightful, where the sun was hot and there were strange things to
-see and paint. The end came swiftly on the 20th of January with a
-telegram:
-
-"Have enlisted in Imperial Yeomanry. JOLLY."
-
-Jolyon received it just as he was setting out to meet her at the Louvre.
-It brought him up with a round turn. While he was lotus-eating here, his
-boy, whose philosopher and guide he ought to be, had taken this great
-step towards danger, hardship, perhaps even death. He felt disturbed to
-the soul, realising suddenly how Irene had twined herself round the roots
-of his being. Thus threatened with severance, the tie between them--for
-it had become a kind of tie--no longer had impersonal quality. The
-tranquil enjoyment of things in common, Jolyon perceived, was gone for
-ever. He saw his feeling as it was, in the nature of an infatuation.
-Ridiculous, perhaps, but so real that sooner or later it must disclose
-itself. And now, as it seemed to him, he could not, must not, make any
-such disclosure. The news of Jolly stood inexorably in the way. He was
-proud of this enlistment; proud of his boy for going off to fight for the
-country; for on Jolyon's pro-Boerism, too, Black Week had left its mark.
-And so the end was reached before the beginning! Well, luckily he had
-never made a sign!
-
-When he came into the Gallery she was standing before the 'Virgin of the
-Rocks,' graceful, absorbed, smiling and unconscious. 'Have I to give up
-seeing that?' he thought. 'It's unnatural, so long as she's willing that
-I should see her.' He stood, unnoticed, watching her, storing up the
-image of her figure, envying the picture on which she was bending that
-long scrutiny. Twice she turned her head towards the entrance, and he
-thought: 'That's for me!' At last he went forward.
-
-"Look!" he said.
-
-She read the telegram, and he heard her sigh.
-
-That sigh, too, was for him! His position was really cruel! To be loyal
-to his son he must just shake her hand and go. To be loyal to the
-feeling in his heart he must at least tell her what that feeling was.
-Could she, would she understand the silence in which he was gazing at
-that picture?
-
-"I'm afraid I must go home at once," he said at last. "I shall miss all
-this awfully."
-
-"So shall I; but, of course, you must go."
-
-"Well!" said Jolyon holding out his hand.
-
-Meeting her eyes, a flood of feeling nearly mastered him.
-
-"Such is life!" he said. "Take care of yourself, my dear!"
-
-He had a stumbling sensation in his legs and feet, as if his brain
-refused to steer him away from her. From the doorway, he saw her lift
-her hand and touch its fingers with her lips. He raised his hat
-solemnly, and did not look back again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-DARTIE VERSUS DARTIE
-
-The suit--Dartie versus Dartie--for restitution of those conjugal rights
-concerning which Winifred was at heart so deeply undecided, followed the
-laws of subtraction towards day of judgment. This was not reached before
-the Courts rose for Christmas, but the case was third on the list when
-they sat again. Winifred spent the Christmas holidays a thought more
-fashionably than usual, with the matter locked up in her low-cut bosom.
-James was particularly liberal to her that Christmas, expressing thereby
-his sympathy, and relief, at the approaching dissolution of her marriage
-with that 'precious rascal,' which his old heart felt but his old lips
-could not utter.
-
-The disappearance of Dartie made the fall in Consols a comparatively
-small matter; and as to the scandal--the real animus he felt against that
-fellow, and the increasing lead which property was attaining over
-reputation in a true Forsyte about to leave this world, served to drug a
-mind from which all allusions to the matter (except his own) were
-studiously kept. What worried him as a lawyer and a parent was the fear
-that Dartie might suddenly turn up and obey the Order of the Court when
-made. That would be a pretty how-de-do! The fear preyed on him in fact
-so much that, in presenting Winifred with a large Christmas cheque, he
-said: "It's chiefly for that chap out there; to keep him from coming
-back." It was, of course, to pitch away good money, but all in the
-nature of insurance against that bankruptcy which would no longer hang
-over him if only the divorce went through; and he questioned Winifred
-rigorously until she could assure him that the money had been sent. Poor
-woman!--it cost her many a pang to send what must find its way into the
-vanity-bag of 'that creature!' Soames, hearing of it, shook his head.
-They were not dealing with a Forsyte, reasonably tenacious of his
-purpose. It was very risky without knowing how the land lay out there.
-Still, it would look well with the Court; and he would see that Dreamer
-brought it out. "I wonder," he said suddenly, "where that ballet goes
-after the Argentine"; never omitting a chance of reminder; for he knew
-that Winifred still had a weakness, if not for Dartie, at least for not
-laundering him in public. Though not good at showing admiration, he
-admitted that she was behaving extremely well, with all her children at
-home gaping like young birds for news of their father--Imogen just on the
-point of coming out, and Val very restive about the whole thing. He felt
-that Val was the real heart of the matter to Winifred, who certainly
-loved him beyond her other children. The boy could spoke the wheel of
-this divorce yet if he set his mind to it. And Soames was very careful
-to keep the proximity of the preliminary proceedings from his nephew's
-ears. He did more. He asked him to dine at the Remove, and over Val's
-cigar introduced the subject which he knew to be nearest to his heart.
-
-"I hear," he said, "that you want to play polo up at Oxford."
-
-Val became less recumbent in his chair.
-
-"Rather!" he said.
-
-"Well," continued Soames, "that's a very expensive business. Your
-grandfather isn't likely to consent to it unless he can make sure that
-he's not got any other drain on him." And he paused to see whether the
-boy understood his meaning.
-
-Val's thick dark lashes concealed his eyes, but a slight grimace appeared
-on his wide mouth, and he muttered:
-
-"I suppose you mean my Dad!"
-
-"Yes," said Soames; "I'm afraid it depends on whether he continues to be
-a drag or not;" and said no more, letting the boy dream it over.
-
-But Val was also dreaming in those days of a silver-roan palfrey and a
-girl riding it. Though Crum was in town and an introduction to Cynthia
-Dark to be had for the asking, Val did not ask; indeed, he shunned Crum
-and lived a life strange even to himself, except in so far as accounts
-with tailor and livery stable were concerned. To his mother, his sisters,
-his young brother, he seemed to spend this Vacation in 'seeing fellows,'
-and his evenings sleepily at home. They could not propose anything in
-daylight that did not meet with the one response: "Sorry; I've got to see
-a fellow"; and he was put to extraordinary shifts to get in and out of
-the house unobserved in riding clothes; until, being made a member of the
-Goat's Club, he was able to transport them there, where he could change
-unregarded and slip off on his hack to Richmond Park. He kept his
-growing sentiment religiously to himself. Not for a world would he
-breathe to the 'fellows,' whom he was not 'seeing,' anything so
-ridiculous from the point of view of their creed and his. But he could
-not help its destroying his other appetites. It was coming between him
-and the legitimate pleasures of youth at last on its own in a way which
-must, he knew, make him a milksop in the eyes of Crum. All he cared for
-was to dress in his last-created riding togs, and steal away to the Robin
-Hill Gate, where presently the silver roan would come demurely sidling
-with its slim and dark-haired rider, and in the glades bare of leaves
-they would go off side by side, not talking very much, riding races
-sometimes, and sometimes holding hands. More than once of an evening, in
-a moment of expansion, he had been tempted to tell his mother how this
-shy sweet cousin had stolen in upon him and wrecked his 'life.' But
-bitter experience, that all persons above thirty-five were spoil-sports,
-prevented him. After all, he supposed he would have to go through with
-College, and she would have to 'come out,' before they could be married;
-so why complicate things, so long as he could see her? Sisters were
-teasing and unsympathetic beings, a brother worse, so there was no one to
-confide in. Ah! And this beastly divorce business! What a misfortune
-to have a name which other people hadn't! If only he had been called
-Gordon or Scott or Howard or something fairly common! But Dartie--there
-wasn't another in the directory! One might as well have been named
-Morkin for all the covert it afforded! So matters went on, till one day
-in the middle of January the silver-roan palfrey and its rider were
-missing at the tryst. Lingering in the cold, he debated whether he
-should ride on to the house: But Jolly might be there, and the memory of
-their dark encounter was still fresh within him. One could not be always
-fighting with her brother! So he returned dismally to town and spent an
-evening plunged in gloom. At breakfast next day he noticed that his
-mother had on an unfamiliar dress and was wearing her hat. The dress was
-black with a glimpse of peacock blue, the hat black and large--she looked
-exceptionally well. But when after breakfast she said to him, "Come in
-here, Val," and led the way to the drawing-room, he was at once beset by
-qualms. Winifred carefully shut the door and passed her handkerchief
-over her lips; inhaling the violette de Parme with which it had been
-soaked, Val thought: 'Has she found out about Holly?'
-
-Her voice interrupted
-
-"Are you going to be nice to me, dear boy?"
-
-Val grinned doubtfully.
-
-"Will you come with me this morning...."
-
-"I've got to see...." began Val, but something in her face stopped him.
-"I say," he said, "you don't mean...."
-
-"Yes, I have to go to the Court this morning." Already!--that d---d
-business which he had almost succeeded in forgetting, since nobody ever
-mentioned it. In self-commiseration he stood picking little bits of skin
-off his fingers. Then noticing that his mother's lips were all awry, he
-said impulsively: "All right, mother; I'll come. The brutes!" What
-brutes he did not know, but the expression exactly summed up their joint
-feeling, and restored a measure of equanimity.
-
-"I suppose I'd better change into a 'shooter,"' he muttered, escaping to
-his room. He put on the 'shooter,' a higher collar, a pearl pin, and his
-neatest grey spats, to a somewhat blasphemous accompaniment. Looking at
-himself in the glass, he said, "Well, I'm damned if I'm going to show
-anything!" and went down. He found his grandfather's carriage at the
-door, and his mother in furs, with the appearance of one going to a
-Mansion House Assembly. They seated themselves side by side in the
-closed barouche, and all the way to the Courts of Justice Val made but
-one allusion to the business in hand. "There'll be nothing about those
-pearls, will there?"
-
-The little tufted white tails of Winifred's muff began to shiver.
-
-"Oh, no," she said, "it'll be quite harmless to-day. Your grandmother
-wanted to come too, but I wouldn't let her. I thought you could take
-care of me. You look so nice, Val. Just pull your coat collar up a
-little more at the back--that's right."
-
-"If they bully you...." began Val.
-
-"Oh! they won't. I shall be very cool. It's the only way."
-
-"They won't want me to give evidence or anything?"
-
-"No, dear; it's all arranged." And she patted his hand. The determined
-front she was putting on it stayed the turmoil in Val's chest, and he
-busied himself in drawing his gloves off and on. He had taken what he
-now saw was the wrong pair to go with his spats; they should have been
-grey, but were deerskin of a dark tan; whether to keep them on or not he
-could not decide. They arrived soon after ten. It was his first visit
-to the Law Courts, and the building struck him at once.
-
-"By Jove!" he said as they passed into the hall, "this'd make four or
-five jolly good racket courts."
-
-Soames was awaiting them at the foot of some stairs.
-
-"Here you are!" he said, without shaking hands, as if the event had made
-them too familiar for such formalities. "It's Happerly Browne, Court I.
-We shall be on first."
-
-A sensation such as he had known when going in to bat was playing now in
-the top of Val's chest, but he followed his mother and uncle doggedly,
-looking at no more than he could help, and thinking that the place
-smelled 'fuggy.' People seemed to be lurking everywhere, and he plucked
-Soames by the sleeve.
-
-"I say, Uncle, you're not going to let those beastly papers in, are you?"
-
-Soames gave him the sideway look which had reduced many to silence in its
-time.
-
-"In here," he said. "You needn't take off your furs, Winifred."
-
-Val entered behind them, nettled and with his head up. In this
-confounded hole everybody--and there were a good many of them--seemed
-sitting on everybody else's knee, though really divided from each other
-by pews; and Val had a feeling that they might all slip down together
-into the well. This, however, was but a momentary vision--of mahogany,
-and black gowns, and white blobs of wigs and faces and papers, all rather
-secret and whispery--before he was sitting next his mother in the front
-row, with his back to it all, glad of her violette de Parme, and taking
-off his gloves for the last time. His mother was looking at him; he was
-suddenly conscious that she had really wanted him there next to her, and
-that he counted for something in this business.
-
-All right! He would show them! Squaring his shoulders, he crossed his
-legs and gazed inscrutably at his spats. But just then an 'old Johnny'
-in a gown and long wig, looking awfully like a funny raddled woman, came
-through a door into the high pew opposite, and he had to uncross his legs
-hastily, and stand up with everybody else.
-
-'Dartie versus Dartie!'
-
-It seemed to Val unspeakably disgusting to have one's name called out
-like this in public! And, suddenly conscious that someone nearly behind
-him had begun talking about his family, he screwed his face round to see
-an old be-wigged buffer, who spoke as if he were eating his own
-words--queer-looking old cuss, the sort of man he had seen once or twice
-dining at Park Lane and punishing the port; he knew now where they 'dug
-them up.' All the same he found the old buffer quite fascinating, and
-would have continued to stare if his mother had not touched his arm.
-Reduced to gazing before him, he fixed his eyes on the Judge's face
-instead. Why should that old 'sportsman' with his sarcastic mouth and
-his quick-moving eyes have the power to meddle with their private
-affairs--hadn't he affairs of his own, just as many, and probably just as
-nasty? And there moved in Val, like an illness, all the deep-seated
-individualism of his breed. The voice behind him droned along:
-"Differences about money matters--extravagance of the respondent"
-(What a word! Was that his father?)--"strained situation--frequent
-absences on the part of Mr. Dartie. My client, very rightly, your
-Ludship will agree, was anxious to check a course--but lead to
-ruin--remonstrated--gambling at cards and on the racecourse--" ('That's
-right!' thought Val, 'pile it on!') "Crisis early in October, when the
-respondent wrote her this letter from his Club." Val sat up and his ears
-burned. "I propose to read it with the emendations necessary to the
-epistle of a gentleman who has been--shall we say dining, me Lud?"
-
-'Old brute!' thought Val, flushing deeper; 'you're not paid to make
-jokes!'
-
-"'You will not get the chance to insult me again in my own house. I am
-leaving the country to-morrow. It's played out'--an expression, your
-Ludship, not unknown in the mouths of those who have not met with
-conspicuous success."
-
-'Sniggering owls!' thought Val, and his flush deepened.
-
-"'I am tired of being insulted by you.' My client will tell your Ludship
-that these so-called insults consisted in her calling him 'the limit',--a
-very mild expression, I venture to suggest, in all the circumstances."
-
-Val glanced sideways at his mother's impassive face, it had a hunted look
-in the eyes. 'Poor mother,' he thought, and touched her arm with his
-own. The voice behind droned on.
-
-"'I am going to live a new life. M. D.'"
-
-"And next day, me Lud, the respondent left by the steamship Tuscarora for
-Buenos Aires. Since then we have nothing from him but a cabled refusal
-in answer to the letter which my client wrote the following day in great
-distress, begging him to return to her. With your Ludship's permission.
-I shall now put Mrs. Dartie in the box."
-
-When his mother rose, Val had a tremendous impulse to rise too and say:
-'Look here! I'm going to see you jolly well treat her decently.' He
-subdued it, however; heard her saying, 'the truth, the whole truth, and
-nothing but the truth,' and looked up. She made a rich figure of it, in
-her furs and large hat, with a slight flush on her cheek-bones, calm,
-matter-of-fact; and he felt proud of her thus confronting all these
-'confounded lawyers.' The examination began. Knowing that this was only
-the preliminary to divorce, Val followed with a certain glee the
-questions framed so as to give the impression that she really wanted his
-father back. It seemed to him that they were 'foxing Old Bagwigs finely.'
-
-And he received a most unpleasant jar when the Judge said suddenly:
-
-"Now, why did your husband leave you--not because you called him 'the
-limit,' you know?"
-
-Val saw his uncle lift his eyes to the witness box, without moving his
-face; heard a shuffle of papers behind him; and instinct told him that
-the issue was in peril. Had Uncle Soames and the old buffer behind made
-a mess of it? His mother was speaking with a slight drawl.
-
-"No, my Lord, but it had gone on a long time."
-
-"What had gone on?"
-
-"Our differences about money."
-
-"But you supplied the money. Do you suggest that he left you to better
-his position?"
-
-'The brute! The old brute, and nothing but the brute!' thought Val
-suddenly. 'He smells a rat he's trying to get at the pastry!' And his
-heart stood still. If--if he did, then, of course, he would know that
-his mother didn't really want his father back. His mother spoke again, a
-thought more fashionably.
-
-"No, my Lord, but you see I had refused to give him any more money. It
-took him a long time to believe that, but he did at last--and when he
-did...."
-
-"I see, you had refused. But you've sent him some since."
-
-"My Lord, I wanted him back."
-
-"And you thought that would bring him?"
-
-"I don't know, my Lord, I acted on my father's advice."
-
-Something in the Judge's face, in the sound of the papers behind him, in
-the sudden crossing of his uncle's legs, told Val that she had made just
-the right answer. 'Crafty!' he thought; 'by Jove, what humbug it all
-is!'
-
-The Judge was speaking:
-
-"Just one more question, Mrs. Dartie. Are you still fond of your
-husband?"
-
-Val's hands, slack behind him, became fists. What business had that
-Judge to make things human suddenly? To make his mother speak out of her
-heart, and say what, perhaps, she didn't know herself, before all these
-people! It wasn't decent. His mother answered, rather low: "Yes, my
-Lord." Val saw the Judge nod. 'Wish I could take a cock-shy at your
-head!' he thought irreverently, as his mother came back to her seat
-beside him. Witnesses to his father's departure and continued absence
-followed--one of their own maids even, which struck Val as particularly
-beastly; there was more talking, all humbug; and then the Judge
-pronounced the decree for restitution, and they got up to go. Val walked
-out behind his mother, chin squared, eyelids drooped, doing his level
-best to despise everybody. His mother's voice in the corridor roused him
-from an angry trance.
-
-"You behaved beautifully, dear. It was such a comfort to have you. Your
-uncle and I are going to lunch."
-
-"All right," said Val; "I shall have time to go and see that fellow."
-And, parting from them abruptly, he ran down the stairs and out into the
-air. He bolted into a hansom, and drove to the Goat's Club. His
-thoughts were on Holly and what he must do before her brother showed her
-this thing in to-morrow's paper.
-
- *******************************
-
-When Val had left them Soames and Winifred made their way to the Cheshire
-Cheese. He had suggested it as a meeting place with Mr. Bellby. At that
-early hour of noon they would have it to themselves, and Winifred had
-thought it would be 'amusing' to see this far-famed hostelry. Having
-ordered a light repast, to the consternation of the waiter, they awaited
-its arrival together with that of Mr. Bellby, in silent reaction after
-the hour and a half's suspense on the tenterhooks of publicity. Mr.
-Bellby entered presently, preceded by his nose, as cheerful as they were
-glum. Well! they had got the decree of restitution, and what was the
-matter with that!
-
-"Quite," said Soames in a suitably low voice, "but we shall have to begin
-again to get evidence. He'll probably try the divorce--it will look
-fishy if it comes out that we knew of misconduct from the start. His
-questions showed well enough that he doesn't like this restitution
-dodge."
-
-"Pho!" said Mr. Bellby cheerily, "he'll forget! Why, man, he'll have
-tried a hundred cases between now and then. Besides, he's bound by
-precedent to give ye your divorce, if the evidence is satisfactory. We
-won't let um know that Mrs. Dartie had knowledge of the facts. Dreamer
-did it very nicely--he's got a fatherly touch about um!"
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"And I compliment ye, Mrs. Dartie," went on Mr. Bellby; "ye've a natural
-gift for giving evidence. Steady as a rock."
-
-Here the, waiter arrived with three plates balanced on one arm, and the
-remark: "I 'urried up the pudden, sir. You'll find plenty o' lark in it
-to-day."
-
-Mr. Bellby applauded his forethought with a dip of his nose. But Soames
-and Winifred looked with dismay at their light lunch of gravified brown
-masses, touching them gingerly with their forks in the hope of
-distinguishing the bodies of the tasty little song-givers. Having begun,
-however, they found they were hungrier than they thought, and finished
-the lot, with a glass of port apiece. Conversation turned on the war.
-Soames thought Ladysmith would fall, and it might last a year. Bellby
-thought it would be over by the summer. Both agreed that they wanted
-more men. There was nothing for it but complete victory, since it was
-now a question of prestige. Winifred brought things back to more solid
-ground by saying that she did not want the divorce suit to come on till
-after the summer holidays had begun at Oxford, then the boys would have
-forgotten about it before Val had to go up again; the London season too
-would be over. The lawyers reassured her, an interval of six months was
-necessary--after that the earlier the better. People were now beginning
-to come in, and they parted--Soames to the city, Bellby to his chambers,
-Winifred in a hansom to Park Lane to let her mother know how she had
-fared. The issue had been so satisfactory on the whole that it was
-considered advisable to tell James, who never failed to say day after day
-that he didn't know about Winifred's affair, he couldn't tell. As his
-sands ran out; the importance of mundane matters became increasingly
-grave to him, as if he were feeling: 'I must make the most of it, and
-worry well; I shall soon have nothing to worry about.'
-
-He received the report grudgingly. It was a new-fangled way of going
-about things, and he didn't know! But he gave Winifred a cheque, saying:
-
-"I expect you'll have a lot of expense. That's a new hat you've got on.
-Why doesn't Val come and see us?"
-
-Winifred promised to bring him to dinner soon. And, going home, she
-sought her bedroom where she could be alone. Now that her husband had
-been ordered back into her custody with a view to putting him away from
-her for ever, she would try once more to find out from her sore and
-lonely heart what she really wanted.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE CHALLENGE
-
-The morning had been misty, verging on frost, but the sun came out while
-Val was jogging towards the Roehampton Gate, whence he would canter on to
-the usual tryst. His spirits were rising rapidly. There had been nothing
-so very terrible in the morning's proceedings beyond the general disgrace
-of violated privacy. 'If we were engaged!' he thought, 'what happens
-wouldn't matter.' He felt, indeed, like human society, which kicks and
-clamours at the results of matrimony, and hastens to get married. And he
-galloped over the winter-dried grass of Richmond Park, fearing to be
-late. But again he was alone at the trysting spot, and this second
-defection on the part of Holly upset him dreadfully. He could not go
-back without seeing her to-day! Emerging from the Park, he proceeded
-towards Robin Hill. He could not make up his mind for whom to ask.
-Suppose her father were back, or her sister or brother were in! He
-decided to gamble, and ask for them all first, so that if he were in luck
-and they were not there, it would be quite natural in the end to ask for
-Holly; while if any of them were in--an 'excuse for a ride' must be his
-saving grace.
-
-"Only Miss Holly is in, sir."
-
-"Oh! thanks. Might I take my horse round to the stables? And would you
-say--her cousin, Mr. Val Dartie."
-
-When he returned she was in the hall, very flushed and shy. She led him
-to the far end, and they sat down on a wide window-seat.
-
-"I've been awfully anxious," said Val in a low voice. "What's the
-matter?"
-
-"Jolly knows about our riding."
-
-"Is he in?"
-
-"No; but I expect he will be soon."
-
-"Then!" cried Val, and diving forward, he seized her hand. She tried to
-withdraw it, failed, gave up the attempt, and looked at him wistfully.
-
-"First of all," he said, "I want to tell you something about my family.
-My Dad, you know, isn't altogether--I mean, he's left my mother and
-they're trying to divorce him; so they've ordered him to come back, you
-see. You'll see that in the paper to-morrow."
-
-Her eyes deepened in colour and fearful interest; her hand squeezed his.
-But the gambler in Val was roused now, and he hurried on:
-
-"Of course there's nothing very much at present, but there will be, I
-expect, before it's over; divorce suits are beastly, you know. I wanted
-to tell you, because--because--you ought to know--if--" and he began to
-stammer, gazing at her troubled eyes, "if--if you're going to be a
-darling and love me, Holly. I love you--ever so; and I want to be
-engaged." He had done it in a manner so inadequate that he could have
-punched his own head; and dropping on his knees, he tried to get nearer
-to that soft, troubled face. "You do love me--don't you? If you don't
-I...." There was a moment of silence and suspense, so awful that he could
-hear the sound of a mowing-machine far out on the lawn pretending there
-was grass to cut. Then she swayed forward; her free hand touched his
-hair, and he gasped: "Oh, Holly!"
-
-Her answer was very soft: "Oh, Val!"
-
-He had dreamed of this moment, but always in an imperative mood, as the
-masterful young lover, and now he felt humble, touched, trembly. He was
-afraid to stir off his knees lest he should break the spell; lest, if he
-did, she should shrink and deny her own surrender--so tremulous was she
-in his grasp, with her eyelids closed and his lips nearing them. Her
-eyes opened, seemed to swim a little; he pressed his lips to hers.
-Suddenly he sprang up; there had been footsteps, a sort of startled
-grunt. He looked round. No one! But the long curtains which barred off
-the outer hall were quivering.
-
-"My God! Who was that?"
-
-Holly too was on her feet.
-
-"Jolly, I expect," she whispered.
-
-Val clenched fists and resolution.
-
-"All right!" he said, "I don't care a bit now we're engaged," and
-striding towards the curtains, he drew them aside. There at the
-fireplace in the hall stood Jolly, with his back elaborately turned. Val
-went forward. Jolly faced round on him.
-
-"I beg your pardon for hearing," he said.
-
-With the best intentions in the world, Val could not help admiring him at
-that moment; his face was clear, his voice quiet, he looked somehow
-distinguished, as if acting up to principle.
-
-"Well!" Val said abruptly, "it's nothing to you."
-
-"Oh!" said Jolly; "you come this way," and he crossed the hall. Val
-followed. At the study door he felt a touch on his arm; Holly's voice
-said:
-
-"I'm coming too."
-
-"No," said Jolly.
-
-"Yes," said Holly.
-
-Jolly opened the door, and they all three went in. Once in the little
-room, they stood in a sort of triangle on three corners of the worn
-Turkey carpet; awkwardly upright, not looking at each other, quite
-incapable of seeing any humour in the situation.
-
-Val broke the silence.
-
-"Holly and I are engaged.",
-
-Jolly stepped back and leaned against the lintel of the window.
-
-"This is our house," he said; "I'm not going to insult you in it. But my
-father's away. I'm in charge of my sister. You've taken advantage of
-me.
-
-"I didn't mean to," said Val hotly.
-
-"I think you did," said Jolly. "If you hadn't meant to, you'd have
-spoken to me, or waited for my father to come back."
-
-"There were reasons," said Val.
-
-"What reasons?"
-
-"About my family--I've just told her. I wanted her to know before things
-happen."
-
-Jolly suddenly became less distinguished.
-
-"You're kids," he said, "and you know you are.
-
-"I am not a kid," said Val.
-
-"You are--you're not twenty."
-
-"Well, what are you?"
-
-"I am twenty," said Jolly.
-
-"Only just; anyway, I'm as good a man as you."
-
-Jolly's face crimsoned, then clouded. Some struggle was evidently taking
-place in him; and Val and Holly stared at him, so clearly was that
-struggle marked; they could even hear him breathing. Then his face
-cleared up and became oddly resolute.
-
-"We'll see that," he said. "I dare you to do what I'm going to do."
-
-"Dare me?"
-
-Jolly smiled. "Yes," he said, "dare you; and I know very well you
-won't."
-
-A stab of misgiving shot through Val; this was riding very blind.
-
-"I haven't forgotten that you're a fire-eater," said Jolly slowly, "and I
-think that's about all you are; or that you called me a pro-Boer."
-
-Val heard a gasp above the sound of his own hard breathing, and saw
-Holly's face poked a little forward, very pale, with big eyes.
-
-"Yes," went on Jolly with a sort of smile, "we shall soon see. I'm going
-to join the Imperial Yeomanry, and I dare you to do the same, Mr. Val
-Dartie."
-
-Val's head jerked on its stem. It was like a blow between the eyes, so
-utterly unthought of, so extreme and ugly in the midst of his dreaming;
-and he looked at Holly with eyes grown suddenly, touchingly haggard.
-
-"Sit down!" said Jolly. "Take your time! Think it over well." And he
-himself sat down on the arm of his grandfather's chair.
-
-Val did not sit down; he stood with hands thrust deep into his breeches'
-pockets-hands clenched and quivering. The full awfulness of this
-decision one way or the other knocked at his mind with double knocks as
-of an angry postman. If he did not take that 'dare' he was disgraced in
-Holly's eyes, and in the eyes of that young enemy, her brute of a
-brother. Yet if he took it, ah! then all would vanish--her face, her
-eyes, her hair, her kisses just begun!
-
-"Take your time," said Jolly again; "I don't want to be unfair."
-
-And they both looked at Holly. She had recoiled against the bookshelves
-reaching to the ceiling; her dark head leaned against Gibbon's Roman
-Empire, her eyes in a sort of soft grey agony were fixed on Val. And he,
-who had not much gift of insight, had suddenly a gleam of vision. She
-would be proud of her brother--that enemy! She would be ashamed of him!
-His hands came out of his pockets as if lifted by a spring.
-
-"All right!" he said. "Done!"
-
-Holly's face--oh! it was queer! He saw her flush, start forward. He had
-done the right thing--her face was shining with wistful admiration.
-Jolly stood up and made a little bow as who should say: 'You've passed.'
-
-"To-morrow, then," he said, "we'll go together."
-
-Recovering from the impetus which had carried him to that decision, Val
-looked at him maliciously from under his lashes. 'All right,' he
-thought, 'one to you. I shall have to join--but I'll get back on you
-somehow.' And he said with dignity: "I shall be ready."
-
-"We'll meet at the main Recruiting Office, then," said Jolly, "at twelve
-o'clock." And, opening the window, he went out on to the terrace,
-conforming to the creed which had made him retire when he surprised them
-in the hall.
-
-The confusion in the mind of Val thus left alone with her for whom he had
-paid this sudden price was extreme. The mood of 'showing-off' was still,
-however, uppermost. One must do the wretched thing with an air.
-
-"We shall get plenty of riding and shooting, anyway," he said; "that's
-one comfort." And it gave him a sort of grim pleasure to hear the sigh
-which seemed to come from the bottom of her heart.
-
-"Oh! the war'll soon be over," he said; "perhaps we shan't even have to
-go out. I don't care, except for you." He would be out of the way of
-that beastly divorce. It was an ill-wind! He felt her warm hand slip
-into his. Jolly thought he had stopped their loving each other, did he?
-He held her tightly round the waist, looking at her softly through his
-lashes, smiling to cheer her up, promising to come down and see her soon,
-feeling somehow six inches taller and much more in command of her than he
-had ever dared feel before. Many times he kissed her before he mounted
-and rode back to town. So, swiftly, on the least provocation, does the
-possessive instinct flourish and grow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-DINNER AT JAMES'
-
-Dinner parties were not now given at James' in Park Lane--to every house
-the moment comes when Master or Mistress is no longer 'up to it'; no more
-can nine courses be served to twenty mouths above twenty fine white
-expanses; nor does the household cat any longer wonder why she is
-suddenly shut up.
-
-So with something like excitement Emily--who at seventy would still have
-liked a little feast and fashion now and then--ordered dinner for six
-instead of two, herself wrote a number of foreign words on cards, and
-arranged the flowers--mimosa from the Riviera, and white Roman hyacinths
-not from Rome. There would only be, of course, James and herself,
-Soames, Winifred, Val, and Imogen--but she liked to pretend a little and
-dally in imagination with the glory of the past. She so dressed herself
-that James remarked:
-
-"What are you putting on that thing for? You'll catch cold."
-
-But Emily knew that the necks of women are protected by love of shining,
-unto fourscore years, and she only answered:
-
-"Let me put you on one of those dickies I got you, James; then you'll
-only have to change your trousers, and put on your velvet coat, and there
-you'll be. Val likes you to look nice."
-
-"Dicky!" said James. "You're always wasting your money on something."
-
-But he suffered the change to be made till his neck also shone, murmuring
-vaguely:
-
-"He's an extravagant chap, I'm afraid."
-
-A little brighter in the eye, with rather more colour than usual in his
-cheeks, he took his seat in the drawing-room to wait for the sound of the
-front-door bell.
-
-"I've made it a proper dinner party," Emily said comfortably; "I thought
-it would be good practice for Imogen--she must get used to it now she's
-coming out."
-
-James uttered an indeterminate sound, thinking of Imogen as she used to
-climb about his knee or pull Christmas crackers with him.
-
-"She'll be pretty," he muttered, "I shouldn't wonder."
-
-"She is pretty," said Emily; "she ought to make a good match."
-
-"There you go," murmured James; "she'd much better stay at home and look
-after her mother." A second Dartie carrying off his pretty granddaughter
-would finish him! He had never quite forgiven Emily for having been as
-much taken in by Montague Dartie as he himself had been.
-
-"Where's Warmson?" he said suddenly. "I should like a glass of Madeira
-to-night."
-
-"There's champagne, James."
-
-James shook his head. "No body," he said; "I can't get any good out of
-it."
-
-Emily reached forward on her side of the fire and rang the bell.
-
-"Your master would like a bottle of Madeira opened, Warmson."
-
-"No, no!" said James, the tips of his ears quivering with vehemence, and
-his eyes fixed on an object seen by him alone. "Look here, Warmson, you
-go to the inner cellar, and on the middle shelf of the end bin on the
-left you'll see seven bottles; take the one in the centre, and don't
-shake it. It's the last of the Madeira I had from Mr. Jolyon when we
-came in here--never been moved; it ought to be in prime condition still;
-but I don't know, I can't tell."
-
-"Very good, sir," responded the withdrawing Warmson.
-
-"I was keeping it for our golden wedding," said James suddenly, "but I
-shan't live three years at my age."
-
-"Nonsense, James," said Emily, "don't talk like that."
-
-"I ought to have got it up myself," murmured James, "he'll shake it as
-likely as not." And he sank into silent recollection of long moments
-among the open gas-jets, the cobwebs and the good smell of wine-soaked
-corks, which had been appetiser to so many feasts. In the wine from that
-cellar was written the history of the forty odd years since he had come
-to the Park Lane house with his young bride, and of the many generations
-of friends and acquaintances who had passed into the unknown; its
-depleted bins preserved the record of family festivity--all the
-marriages, births, deaths of his kith and kin. And when he was gone
-there it would be, and he didn't know what would become of it. It'd be
-drunk or spoiled, he shouldn't wonder!
-
-From that deep reverie the entrance of his son dragged him, followed very
-soon by that of Winifred and her two eldest.
-
-They went down arm-in-arm--James with Imogen, the debutante, because his
-pretty grandchild cheered him; Soames with Winifred; Emily with Val,
-whose eyes lighting on the oysters brightened. This was to be a proper
-full 'blowout' with 'fizz' and port! And he felt in need of it, after
-what he had done that day, as yet undivulged. After the first glass or
-two it became pleasant to have this bombshell up his sleeve, this piece
-of sensational patriotism, or example, rather, of personal daring, to
-display--for his pleasure in what he had done for his Queen and Country
-was so far entirely personal. He was now a 'blood,' indissolubly
-connected with guns and horses; he had a right to swagger--not, of
-course, that he was going to. He should just announce it quietly, when
-there was a pause. And, glancing down the menu, he determined on 'Bombe
-aux fraises' as the proper moment; there would be a certain solemnity
-while they were eating that. Once or twice before they reached that rosy
-summit of the dinner he was attacked by remembrance that his grandfather
-was never told anything! Still, the old boy was drinking Madeira, and
-looking jolly fit! Besides, he ought to be pleased at this set-off to the
-disgrace of the divorce. The sight of his uncle opposite, too, was a
-sharp incentive. He was so far from being a sportsman that it would be
-worth a lot to see his face. Besides, better to tell his mother in this
-way than privately, which might upset them both! He was sorry for her,
-but after all one couldn't be expected to feel much for others when one
-had to part from Holly.
-
-His grandfather's voice travelled to him thinly. "Val, try a little of
-the Madeira with your ice. You won't get that up at college."
-
-Val watched the slow liquid filling his glass, the essential oil of the
-old wine glazing the surface; inhaled its aroma, and thought: 'Now for
-it!' It was a rich moment. He sipped, and a gentle glow spread in his
-veins, already heated. With a rapid look round, he said, "I joined the
-Imperial Yeomanry to-day, Granny," and emptied his glass as though
-drinking the health of his own act.
-
-"What!" It was his mother's desolate little word.
-
-"Young Jolly Forsyte and I went down there together."
-
-"You didn't sign?" from Uncle Soames.
-
-"Rather! We go into camp on Monday."
-
-"I say!" cried Imogen.
-
-All looked at James. He was leaning forward with his hand behind his
-ear.
-
-"What's that?" he said. "What's he saying? I can't hear."
-
-Emily reached forward to pat Val's hand.
-
-"It's only that Val has joined the Yeomanry, James; it's very nice for
-him. He'll look his best in uniform."
-
-"Joined the--rubbish!" came from James, tremulously loud. "You can't see
-two yards before your nose. He--he'll have to go out there. Why! he'll
-be fighting before he knows where he is."
-
-Val saw Imogen's eyes admiring him, and his mother still and fashionable
-with her handkerchief before her lips.
-
-Suddenly his uncle spoke.
-
-"You're under age."
-
-"I thought of that," smiled Val; "I gave my age as twenty-one."
-
-He heard his grandmother's admiring, "Well, Val, that was plucky of you;"
-was conscious of Warmson deferentially filling his champagne glass; and
-of his grandfather's voice moaning: "I don't know what'll become of you
-if you go on like this."
-
-Imogen was patting his shoulder, his uncle looking at him sidelong; only
-his mother sat unmoving, till, affected by her stillness, Val said:
-
-"It's all right, you know; we shall soon have them on the run. I only
-hope I shall come in for something."
-
-He felt elated, sorry, tremendously important all at once. This would
-show Uncle Soames, and all the Forsytes, how to be sportsmen. He had
-certainly done something heroic and exceptional in giving his age as
-twenty-one.
-
-Emily's voice brought him back to earth.
-
-"You mustn't have a second glass, James. Warmson!"
-
-"Won't they be astonished at Timothy's!" burst out Imogen. "I'd give
-anything to see their faces. Do you have a sword, Val, or only a
-popgun?"
-
-"What made you?"
-
-His uncle's voice produced a slight chill in the pit of Val's stomach.
-Made him? How answer that? He was grateful for his grandmother's
-comfortable:
-
-"Well, I think it's very plucky of Val. I'm sure he'll make a splendid
-soldier; he's just the figure for it. We shall all be proud of him."
-
-"What had young Jolly Forsyte to do with it? Why did you go together?"
-pursued Soames, uncannily relentless. "I thought you weren't friendly
-with him?"
-
-"I'm not," mumbled Val, "but I wasn't going to be beaten by him." He saw
-his uncle look at him quite differently, as if approving. His grandfather
-was nodding too, his grandmother tossing her head. They all approved of
-his not being beaten by that cousin of his. There must be a reason! Val
-was dimly conscious of some disturbing point outside his range of vision;
-as it might be, the unlocated centre of a cyclone. And, staring at his
-uncle's face, he had a quite unaccountable vision of a woman with dark
-eyes, gold hair, and a white neck, who smelt nice, and had pretty silken
-clothes which he had liked feeling when he was quite small. By Jove,
-yes! Aunt Irene! She used to kiss him, and he had bitten her arm once,
-playfully, because he liked it--so soft. His grandfather was speaking:
-
-"What's his father doing?"
-
-"He's away in Paris," Val said, staring at the very queer expression on
-his uncle's face, like--like that of a snarling dog.
-
-"Artists!" said James. The word coming from the very bottom of his soul,
-broke up the dinner.
-
-Opposite his mother in the cab going home, Val tasted the after-fruits of
-heroism, like medlars over-ripe.
-
-She only said, indeed, that he must go to his tailor's at once and have
-his uniform properly made, and not just put up with what they gave him.
-But he could feel that she was very much upset. It was on his lips to
-console her with the spoken thought that he would be out of the way of
-that beastly divorce, but the presence of Imogen, and the knowledge that
-his mother would not be out of the way, restrained him. He felt
-aggrieved that she did not seem more proud of him. When Imogen had gone
-to bed, he risked the emotional.
-
-"I'm awfully sorry to have to leave you, Mother."
-
-"Well, I must make the best of it. We must try and get you a commission
-as soon as we can; then you won't have to rough it so. Do you know any
-drill, Val?"
-
-"Not a scrap."
-
-"I hope they won't worry you much. I must take you about to get the
-things to-morrow. Good-night; kiss me."
-
-With that kiss, soft and hot, between his eyes, and those words, 'I hope
-they won't worry you much,' in his ears, he sat down to a cigarette,
-before a dying fire. The heat was out of him--the glow of cutting a
-dash. It was all a damned heart-aching bore. 'I'll be even with that
-chap Jolly,' he thought, trailing up the stairs, past the room where his
-mother was biting her pillow to smother a sense of desolation which was
-trying to make her sob.
-
-And soon only one of the diners at James' was awake--Soames, in his
-bedroom above his father's.
-
-So that fellow Jolyon was in Paris--what was he doing there? Hanging
-round Irene! The last report from Polteed had hinted that there might be
-something soon. Could it be this? That fellow, with his beard and his
-cursed amused way of speaking--son of the old man who had given him the
-nickname 'Man of Property,' and bought the fatal house from him. Soames
-had ever resented having had to sell the house at Robin Hill; never
-forgiven his uncle for having bought it, or his cousin for living in it.
-
-Reckless of the cold, he threw his window up and gazed out across the
-Park. Bleak and dark the January night; little sound of traffic; a frost
-coming; bare trees; a star or two. 'I'll see Polteed to-morrow,' he
-thought. 'By God! I'm mad, I think, to want her still. That fellow!
-If...? Um! No!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-DEATH OF THE DOG BALTHASAR
-
-Jolyon, who had crossed from Calais by night, arrived at Robin Hill on
-Sunday morning. He had sent no word beforehand, so walked up from the
-station, entering his domain by the coppice gate. Coming to the log seat
-fashioned out of an old fallen trunk, he sat down, first laying his
-overcoat on it.
-
-'Lumbago!' he thought; 'that's what love ends in at my time of life!'
-And suddenly Irene seemed very near, just as she had been that day of
-rambling at Fontainebleau when they had sat on a log to eat their lunch.
-Hauntingly near! Odour drawn out of fallen leaves by the pale-filtering
-sunlight soaked his nostrils. 'I'm glad it isn't spring,' he thought.
-With the scent of sap, and the song of birds, and the bursting of the
-blossoms, it would have been unbearable! 'I hope I shall be over it by
-then, old fool that I am!' and picking up his coat, he walked on into the
-field. He passed the pond and mounted the hill slowly.
-
-Near the top a hoarse barking greeted him. Up on the lawn above the
-fernery he could see his old dog Balthasar. The animal, whose dim eyes
-took his master for a stranger, was warning the world against him.
-Jolyon gave his special whistle. Even at that distance of a hundred
-yards and more he could see the dawning recognition in the obese
-brown-white body. The old dog got off his haunches, and his tail,
-close-curled over his back, began a feeble, excited fluttering; he came
-waddling forward, gathered momentum, and disappeared over the edge of the
-fernery. Jolyon expected to meet him at the wicket gate, but Balthasar
-was not there, and, rather alarmed, he turned into the fernery. On his
-fat side, looking up with eyes already glazing, the old dog lay.
-
-"What is it, my poor old man?" cried Jolyon. Balthasar's curled and
-fluffy tail just moved; his filming eyes seemed saying: "I can't get up,
-master, but I'm glad to see you."
-
-Jolyon knelt down; his eyes, very dimmed, could hardly see the slowly
-ceasing heave of the dog's side. He raised the head a little--very
-heavy.
-
-"What is it, dear man? Where are you hurt?" The tail fluttered once; the
-eyes lost the look of life. Jolyon passed his hands all over the inert
-warm bulk. There was nothing--the heart had simply failed in that obese
-body from the emotion of his master's return. Jolyon could feel the
-muzzle, where a few whitish bristles grew, cooling already against his
-lips. He stayed for some minutes kneeling; with his hand beneath the
-stiffening head. The body was very heavy when he bore it to the top of
-the field; leaves had drifted there, and he strewed it with a covering of
-them; there was no wind, and they would keep him from curious eyes until
-the afternoon. 'I'll bury him myself,' he thought. Eighteen years had
-gone since he first went into the St. John's Wood house with that tiny
-puppy in his pocket. Strange that the old dog should die just now! Was
-it an omen? He turned at the gate to look back at that russet mound,
-then went slowly towards the house, very choky in the throat.
-
-June was at home; she had come down hotfoot on hearing the news of
-Jolly's enlistment. His patriotism had conquered her feeling for the
-Boers. The atmosphere of his house was strange and pocketty when Jolyon
-came in and told them of the dog Balthasar's death. The news had a
-unifying effect. A link with the past had snapped--the dog Balthasar!
-Two of them could remember nothing before his day; to June he represented
-the last years of her grandfather; to Jolyon that life of domestic stress
-and aesthetic struggle before he came again into the kingdom of his
-father's love and wealth! And he was gone!
-
-In the afternoon he and Jolly took picks and spades and went out to the
-field. They chose a spot close to the russet mound, so that they need
-not carry him far, and, carefully cutting off the surface turf, began to
-dig. They dug in silence for ten minutes, and then rested.
-
-"Well, old man," said Jolyon, "so you thought you ought?"
-
-"Yes," answered Jolly; "I don't want to a bit, of course."
-
-How exactly those words represented Jolyon's own state of mind
-
-"I admire you for it, old boy. I don't believe I should have done it at
-your age--too much of a Forsyte, I'm afraid. But I suppose the type gets
-thinner with each generation. Your son, if you have one, may be a pure
-altruist; who knows?"
-
-"He won't be like me, then, Dad; I'm beastly selfish."
-
-"No, my dear, that you clearly are not." Jolly shook his head, and they
-dug again.
-
-"Strange life a dog's," said Jolyon suddenly: "The only four-footer with
-rudiments of altruism and a sense of God!"
-
-Jolly looked at his father.
-
-"Do you believe in God, Dad? I've never known."
-
-At so searching a question from one to whom it was impossible to make a
-light reply, Jolyon stood for a moment feeling his back tried by the
-digging.
-
-"What do you mean by God?" he said; "there are two irreconcilable ideas
-of God. There's the Unknowable Creative Principle--one believes in That.
-And there's the Sum of altruism in man--naturally one believes in That."
-
-"I see. That leaves out Christ, doesn't it?"
-
-Jolyon stared. Christ, the link between those two ideas! Out of the
-mouth of babes! Here was orthodoxy scientifically explained at last!
-The sublime poem of the Christ life was man's attempt to join those two
-irreconcilable conceptions of God. And since the Sum of human altruism
-was as much a part of the Unknowable Creative Principle as anything else
-in Nature and the Universe, a worse link might have been chosen after
-all! Funny--how one went through life without seeing it in that sort of
-way!
-
-"What do you think, old man?" he said.
-
-Jolly frowned. "Of course, my first year we talked a good bit about that
-sort of thing. But in the second year one gives it up; I don't know
-why--it's awfully interesting."
-
-Jolyon remembered that he also had talked a good deal about it his first
-year at Cambridge, and given it up in his second.
-
-"I suppose," said Jolly, "it's the second God, you mean, that old
-Balthasar had a sense of."
-
-"Yes, or he would never have burst his poor old heart because of
-something outside himself."
-
-"But wasn't that just selfish emotion, really?"
-
-Jolyon shook his head. "No, dogs are not pure Forsytes, they love
-something outside themselves."
-
-Jolly smiled.
-
-"Well, I think I'm one," he said. "You know, I only enlisted because I
-dared Val Dartie to."
-
-"But why?"
-
-"We bar each other," said Jolly shortly.
-
-"Ah!" muttered Jolyon. So the feud went on, unto the third
-generation--this modern feud which had no overt expression?
-
-'Shall I tell the boy about it?' he thought. But to what end--if he had
-to stop short of his own part?
-
-And Jolly thought: 'It's for Holly to let him know about that chap. If
-she doesn't, it means she doesn't want him told, and I should be
-sneaking. Anyway, I've stopped it. I'd better leave well alone!'
-
-So they dug on in silence, till Jolyon said:
-
-"Now, old man, I think it's big enough." And, resting on their spades,
-they gazed down into the hole where a few leaves had drifted already on a
-sunset wind.
-
-"I can't bear this part of it," said Jolyon suddenly.
-
-"Let me do it, Dad. He never cared much for me."
-
-Jolyon shook his head.
-
-"We'll lift him very gently, leaves and all. I'd rather not see him
-again. I'll take his head. Now!"
-
-With extreme care they raised the old dog's body, whose faded tan and
-white showed here and there under the leaves stirred by the wind. They
-laid it, heavy, cold, and unresponsive, in the grave, and Jolly spread
-more leaves over it, while Jolyon, deeply afraid to show emotion before
-his son, began quickly shovelling the earth on to that still shape.
-There went the past! If only there were a joyful future to look forward
-to! It was like stamping down earth on one's own life. They replaced
-the turf carefully on the smooth little mound, and, grateful that they
-had spared each other's feelings, returned to the house arm-in-arm.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-TIMOTHY STAYS THE ROT
-
-On Forsyte 'Change news of the enlistment spread fast, together with the
-report that June, not to be outdone, was going to become a Red Cross
-nurse. These events were so extreme, so subversive of pure Forsyteism,
-as to have a binding effect upon the family, and Timothy's was thronged
-next Sunday afternoon by members trying to find out what they thought
-about it all, and exchange with each other a sense of family credit.
-Giles and Jesse Hayman would no longer defend the coast but go to South
-Africa quite soon; Jolly and Val would be following in April; as to
-June--well, you never knew what she would really do.
-
-The retirement from Spion Kop and the absence of any good news from the
-seat of war imparted an air of reality to all this, clinched in startling
-fashion by Timothy. The youngest of the old Forsytes--scarcely eighty,
-in fact popularly supposed to resemble their father, 'Superior Dosset,'
-even in his best-known characteristic of drinking Sherry--had been
-invisible for so many years that he was almost mythical. A long
-generation had elapsed since the risks of a publisher's business had
-worked on his nerves at the age of forty, so that he had got out with a
-mere thirty-five thousand pounds in the world, and started to make his
-living by careful investment. Putting by every year, at compound
-interest, he had doubled his capital in forty years without having once
-known what it was like to shake in his shoes over money matters. He was
-now putting aside some two thousand a year, and, with the care he was
-taking of himself, expected, so Aunt Hester said, to double his capital
-again before he died. What he would do with it then, with his sisters
-dead and himself dead, was often mockingly queried by free spirits such
-as Francie, Euphemia, or young Nicholas' second, Christopher, whose
-spirit was so free that he had actually said he was going on the stage.
-All admitted, however, that this was best known to Timothy himself, and
-possibly to Soames, who never divulged a secret.
-
-Those few Forsytes who had seen him reported a man of thick and robust
-appearance, not very tall, with a brown-red complexion, grey hair, and
-little of the refinement of feature with which most of the Forsytes had
-been endowed by 'Superior Dosset's' wife, a woman of some beauty and a
-gentle temperament. It was known that he had taken surprising interest
-in the war, sticking flags into a map ever since it began, and there was
-uneasiness as to what would happen if the English were driven into the
-sea, when it would be almost impossible for him to put the flags in the
-right places. As to his knowledge of family movements or his views about
-them, little was known, save that Aunt Hester was always declaring that
-he was very upset. It was, then, in the nature of a portent when
-Forsytes, arriving on the Sunday after the evacuation of Spion Kop,
-became conscious, one after the other, of a presence seated in the only
-really comfortable armchair, back to the light, concealing the lower part
-of his face with a large hand, and were greeted by the awed voice of Aunt
-Hester:
-
-"Your Uncle Timothy, my dear."
-
-Timothy's greeting to them all was somewhat identical; and rather, as it
-were, passed over by him than expressed:
-
-"How de do? How de do? 'Xcuse me gettin' up!"
-
-Francie was present, and Eustace had come in his car; Winifred had
-brought Imogen, breaking the ice of the restitution proceedings with the
-warmth of family appreciation at Val's enlistment; and Marian Tweetyman
-with the last news of Giles and Jesse. These with Aunt Juley and Hester,
-young Nicholas, Euphemia, and--of all people!--George, who had come with
-Eustace in the car, constituted an assembly worthy of the family's
-palmiest days. There was not one chair vacant in the whole of the little
-drawing-room, and anxiety was felt lest someone else should arrive.
-
-The constraint caused by Timothy's presence having worn off a little,
-conversation took a military turn. George asked Aunt Juley when she was
-going out with the Red Cross, almost reducing her to a state of gaiety;
-whereon he turned to Nicholas and said:
-
-"Young Nick's a warrior bold, isn't he? When's he going to don the wild
-khaki?"
-
-Young Nicholas, smiling with a sort of sweet deprecation, intimated that
-of course his mother was very anxious.
-
-"The Dromios are off, I hear," said George, turning to Marian Tweetyman;
-"we shall all be there soon. En avant, the Forsytes! Roll, bowl, or
-pitch! Who's for a cooler?"
-
-Aunt Juley gurgled, George was so droll! Should Hester get Timothy's
-map? Then he could show them all where they were.
-
-At a sound from Timothy, interpreted as assent, Aunt Hester left the
-room.
-
-George pursued his image of the Forsyte advance, addressing Timothy as
-Field Marshal; and Imogen, whom he had noted at once for 'a pretty
-filly,'--as Vivandiere; and holding his top hat between his knees, he
-began to beat it with imaginary drumsticks. The reception accorded to
-his fantasy was mixed. All laughed--George was licensed; but all felt
-that the family was being 'rotted'; and this seemed to them unnatural,
-now that it was going to give five of its members to the service of the
-Queen. George might go too far; and there was relief when he got up,
-offered his arm to Aunt Juley, marched up to Timothy, saluted him, kissed
-his aunt with mock passion, said, "Oh! what a treat, dear papa! Come on,
-Eustace!" and walked out, followed by the grave and fastidious Eustace,
-who had never smiled.
-
-Aunt Juley's bewildered, "Fancy not waiting for the map! You mustn't
-mind him, Timothy. He's so droll!" broke the hush, and Timothy removed
-the hand from his mouth.
-
-"I don't know what things are comin' to," he was heard to say. "What's
-all this about goin' out there? That's not the way to beat those Boers."
-
-Francie alone had the hardihood to observe: "What is, then, Uncle
-Timothy?"
-
-"All this new-fangled volunteerin' and expense--lettin' money out of the
-country."
-
-Just then Aunt Hester brought in the map, handling it like a baby with
-eruptions. With the assistance of Euphemia it was laid on the piano, a
-small Colwood grand, last played on, it was believed, the summer before
-Aunt Ann died, thirteen years ago. Timothy rose. He walked over to the
-piano, and stood looking at his map while they all gathered round.
-
-"There you are," he said; "that's the position up to date; and very poor
-it is. H'm!"
-
-"Yes," said Francie, greatly daring, "but how are you going to alter it,
-Uncle Timothy, without more men?"
-
-"Men!" said Timothy; "you don't want men--wastin' the country's money.
-You want a Napoleon, he'd settle it in a month."
-
-"But if you haven't got him, Uncle Timothy?"
-
-"That's their business," replied Timothy. "What have we kept the Army up
-for--to eat their heads off in time of peace! They ought to be ashamed
-of themselves, comin' on the country to help them like this! Let every
-man stick to his business, and we shall get on."
-
-And looking round him, he added almost angrily:
-
-"Volunteerin', indeed! Throwin' good money after bad! We must save!
-Conserve energy that's the only way." And with a prolonged sound, not
-quite a sniff and not quite a snort, he trod on Euphemia's toe, and went
-out, leaving a sensation and a faint scent of barley-sugar behind him.
-
-The effect of something said with conviction by one who has evidently
-made a sacrifice to say it is ever considerable. And the eight Forsytes
-left behind, all women except young Nicholas, were silent for a moment
-round the map. Then Francie said:
-
-"Really, I think he's right, you know. After all, what is the Army for?
-They ought to have known. It's only encouraging them."
-
-"My dear!" cried Aunt Juley, "but they've been so progressive. Think of
-their giving up their scarlet. They were always so proud of it. And now
-they all look like convicts. Hester and I were saying only yesterday we
-were sure they must feel it very much. Fancy what the Iron Duke would
-have said!"
-
-"The new colour's very smart," said Winifred; "Val looks quite nice in
-his."
-
-Aunt Juley sighed.
-
-"I do so wonder what Jolyon's boy is like. To think we've never seen
-him! His father must be so proud of him."
-
-"His father's in Paris," said Winifred.
-
-Aunt Hester's shoulder was seen to mount suddenly, as if to ward off her
-sister's next remark, for Juley's crumpled cheeks had gushed.
-
-"We had dear little Mrs. MacAnder here yesterday, just back from Paris.
-And whom d'you think she saw there in the street? You'll never guess."
-
-"We shan't try, Auntie," said Euphemia.
-
-"Irene! Imagine! After all this time; walking with a fair beard...."
-
-"Auntie! you'll kill me! A fair beard...."
-
-"I was going to say," said Aunt Juley severely, "a fair-bearded
-gentleman. And not a day older; she was always so pretty," she added,
-with a sort of lingering apology.
-
-"Oh! tell us about her, Auntie," cried Imogen; "I can just remember her.
-She's the skeleton in the family cupboard, isn't she? And they're such
-fun."
-
-Aunt Hester sat down. Really, Juley had done it now!
-
-"She wasn't much of a skeleton as I remember her," murmured Euphemia,
-"extremely well-covered."
-
-"My dear!" said Aunt Juley, "what a peculiar way of putting it--not very
-nice."
-
-"No, but what was she like?" persisted Imogen.
-
-"I'll tell you, my child," said Francie; "a kind of modern Venus, very
-well-dressed."
-
-Euphemia said sharply: "Venus was never dressed, and she had blue eyes of
-melting sapphire."
-
-At this juncture Nicholas took his leave.
-
-"Mrs. Nick is awfully strict," said Francie with a laugh.
-
-"She has six children," said Aunt Juley; "it's very proper she should be
-careful."
-
-"Was Uncle Soames awfully fond of her?" pursued the inexorable Imogen,
-moving her dark luscious eyes from face to face.
-
-Aunt Hester made a gesture of despair, just as Aunt Juley answered:
-
-"Yes, your Uncle Soames was very much attached to her."
-
-"I suppose she ran off with someone?"
-
-"No, certainly not; that is--not precisely.'
-
-"What did she do, then, Auntie?"
-
-"Come along, Imogen," said Winifred, "we must be getting back."
-
-But Aunt Juley interjected resolutely: "She--she didn't behave at all
-well."
-
-"Oh, bother!" cried Imogen; "that's as far as I ever get."
-
-"Well, my dear," said Francie, "she had a love affair which ended with
-the young man's death; and then she left your uncle. I always rather
-liked her."
-
-"She used to give me chocolates," murmured Imogen, "and smell nice."
-
-"Of course!" remarked Euphemia.
-
-"Not of course at all!" replied Francie, who used a particularly
-expensive essence of gillyflower herself.
-
-"I can't think what we are about," said Aunt Juley, raising her hands,
-"talking of such things!"
-
-"Was she divorced?" asked Imogen from the door.
-
-"Certainly not," cried Aunt Juley; "that is--certainly not."
-
-A sound was heard over by the far door. Timothy had re-entered the back
-drawing-room. "I've come for my map," he said. "Who's been divorced?"
-
-"No one, Uncle," replied Francie with perfect truth.
-
-Timothy took his map off the piano.
-
-"Don't let's have anything of that sort in the family," he said. "All
-this enlistin's bad enough. The country's breakin' up; I don't know what
-we're comin' to." He shook a thick finger at the room: "Too many women
-nowadays, and they don't know what they want."
-
-So saying, he grasped the map firmly with both hands, and went out as if
-afraid of being answered.
-
-The seven women whom he had addressed broke into a subdued murmur, out of
-which emerged Francie's, "Really, the Forsytes!" and Aunt Juley's: "He
-must have his feet in mustard and hot water to-night, Hester; will you
-tell Jane? The blood has gone to his head again, I'm afraid...."
-
-That evening, when she and Hester were sitting alone after dinner, she
-dropped a stitch in her crochet, and looked up:
-
-"Hester, I can't think where I've heard that dear Soames wants Irene to
-come back to him again. Who was it told us that George had made a funny
-drawing of him with the words, 'He won't be happy till he gets it'?"
-
-"Eustace," answered Aunt Hester from behind The Times; "he had it in his
-pocket, but he wouldn't show it us."
-
-Aunt Juley was silent, ruminating. The clock ticked, The Times crackled,
-the fire sent forth its rustling purr. Aunt Juley dropped another
-stitch.
-
-"Hester," she said, "I have had such a dreadful thought."
-
-"Then don't tell me," said Aunt Hester quickly.
-
-"Oh! but I must. You can't think how dreadful!" Her voice sank to a
-whisper:
-
-"Jolyon--Jolyon, they say, has a--has a fair beard, now."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-PROGRESS OF THE CHASE
-
-Two days after the dinner at James', Mr. Polteed provided Soames with
-food for thought.
-
-"A gentleman," he said, consulting the key concealed in his left hand,
-"47 as we say, has been paying marked attention to 17 during the last
-month in Paris. But at present there seems to have been nothing very
-conclusive. The meetings have all been in public places, without
-concealment--restaurants, the Opera, the Comique, the Louvre, Luxembourg
-Gardens, lounge of the hotel, and so forth. She has not yet been traced
-to his rooms, nor vice versa. They went to Fontainebleau--but nothing of
-value. In short, the situation is promising, but requires patience."
-And, looking up suddenly, he added:
-
-"One rather curious point--47 has the same name as--er--31!"
-
-'The fellow knows I'm her husband,' thought Soames.
-
-"Christian name--an odd one--Jolyon," continued Mr. Polteed. "We know
-his address in Paris and his residence here. We don't wish, of course,
-to be running a wrong hare."
-
-"Go on with it, but be careful," said Soames doggedly.
-
-Instinctive certainty that this detective fellow had fathomed his secret
-made him all the more reticent.
-
-"Excuse me," said Mr. Polteed, "I'll just see if there's anything fresh
-in."
-
-He returned with some letters. Relocking the door, he glanced at the
-envelopes.
-
-"Yes, here's a personal one from 19 to myself."
-
-"Well?" said Soames.
-
- "Um!" said Mr. Polteed, "she says: '47 left for England to-day.
-Address on his baggage: Robin Hill. Parted from 17 in Louvre
-Gallery at 3.30; nothing very striking. Thought it best to stay
-and continue observation of 17. You will deal with 47 in England
-if you think desirable, no doubt.'" And Mr. Polteed lifted an
-unprofessional glance on Soames, as though he might be storing
-material for a book on human nature after he had gone out of
-business. "Very intelligent woman, 19, and a wonderful make-up.
-Not cheap, but earns her money well. There's no suspicion of being
-shadowed so far. But after a time, as you know, sensitive people
-are liable to get the feeling of it, without anything definite to
-go on. I should rather advise letting-up on 17, and keeping an eye
-on 47. We can't get at correspondence without great risk. I
-hardly advise that at this stage. But you can tell your client
-that it's looking up very well." And again his narrowed eyes
-gleamed at his taciturn customer.
-
-"No," said Soames suddenly, "I prefer that you should keep the watch
-going discreetly in Paris, and not concern yourself with this end."
-
-"Very well," replied Mr. Polteed, "we can do it."
-
-"What--what is the manner between them?"
-
-"I'll read you what she says," said Mr. Polteed, unlocking a bureau
-drawer and taking out a file of papers; "she sums it up somewhere
-confidentially. Yes, here it is! '17 very attractive--conclude 47,
-longer in the tooth' (slang for age, you know)--'distinctly gone--waiting
-his time--17 perhaps holding off for terms, impossible to say without
-knowing more. But inclined to think on the whole--doesn't know her
-mind--likely to act on impulse some day. Both have style.'"
-
-"What does that mean?" said Soames between close lips.
-
-"Well," murmured Mr. Polteed with a smile, showing many white teeth, "an
-expression we use. In other words, it's not likely to be a weekend
-business--they'll come together seriously or not at all."
-
-"H'm!" muttered Soames, "that's all, is it?"
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Polteed, "but quite promising."
-
-'Spider!' thought Soames. "Good-day!"
-
-He walked into the Green Park that he might cross to Victoria Station and
-take the Underground into the City. For so late in January it was warm;
-sunlight, through the haze, sparkled on the frosty grass--an illumined
-cobweb of a day.
-
-Little spiders--and great spiders! And the greatest spinner of all, his
-own tenacity, for ever wrapping its cocoon of threads round any clear way
-out. What was that fellow hanging round Irene for? Was it really as
-Polteed suggested? Or was Jolyon but taking compassion on her
-loneliness, as he would call it--sentimental radical chap that he had
-always been? If it were, indeed, as Polteed hinted! Soames stood still.
-It could not be! The fellow was seven years older than himself, no
-better looking! No richer! What attraction had he?
-
-'Besides, he's come back,' he thought; 'that doesn't look---I'll go and
-see him!' and, taking out a card, he wrote:
-
-"If you can spare half an hour some afternoon this week, I shall be at
-the Connoisseurs any day between 5.30 and 6, or I could come to the Hotch
-Potch if you prefer it. I want to see you.--S. F."
-
-He walked up St. James's Street and confided it to the porter at the
-Hotch Potch.
-
-"Give Mr. Jolyon Forsyte this as soon as he comes in," he said, and took
-one of the new motor cabs into the City....
-
-Jolyon received that card the same afternoon, and turned his face towards
-the Connoisseurs. What did Soames want now? Had he got wind of Paris?
-And stepping across St. James's Street, he determined to make no secret
-of his visit. 'But it won't do,' he thought, 'to let him know she's
-there, unless he knows already.' In this complicated state of mind he was
-conducted to where Soames was drinking tea in a small bay-window.
-
-"No tea, thanks," said Jolyon, "but I'll go on smoking if I may."
-
-The curtains were not yet drawn, though the lamps outside were lighted;
-the two cousins sat waiting on each other.
-
-"You've been in Paris, I hear," said Soames at last.
-
-"Yes; just back."
-
-"Young Val told me; he and your boy are going off, then?" Jolyon nodded.
-
-"You didn't happen to see Irene, I suppose. It appears she's abroad
-somewhere."
-
-Jolyon wreathed himself in smoke before he answered: "Yes, I saw her."
-
-"How was she?"
-
-"Very well."
-
-There was another silence; then Soames roused himself in his chair.
-
-"When I saw you last," he said, "I was in two minds. We talked, and you
-expressed your opinion. I don't wish to reopen that discussion. I only
-wanted to say this: My position with her is extremely difficult. I don't
-want you to go using your influence against me. What happened is a very
-long time ago. I'm going to ask her to let bygones be bygones."
-
-"You have asked her, you know," murmured Jolyon.
-
-"The idea was new to her then; it came as a shock. But the more she
-thinks of it, the more she must see that it's the only way out for both
-of us."
-
-"That's not my impression of her state of mind," said Jolyon with
-particular calm. "And, forgive my saying, you misconceive the matter if
-you think reason comes into it at all."
-
-He saw his cousin's pale face grow paler--he had used, without knowing
-it, Irene's own words.
-
-"Thanks," muttered Soames, "but I see things perhaps more plainly than
-you think. I only want to be sure that you won't try to influence her
-against me."
-
-"I don't know what makes you think I have any influence," said Jolyon;
-"but if I have I'm bound to use it in the direction of what I think is
-her happiness. I am what they call a 'feminist,' I believe."
-
-"Feminist!" repeated Soames, as if seeking to gain time. "Does that mean
-that you're against me?"
-
-"Bluntly," said Jolyon, "I'm against any woman living with any man whom
-she definitely dislikes. It appears to me rotten."
-
-"And I suppose each time you see her you put your opinions into her
-mind."
-
-"I am not likely to be seeing her."
-
-"Not going back to Paris?"
-
-"Not so far as I know," said Jolyon, conscious of the intent watchfulness
-in Soames' face.
-
-"Well, that's all I had to say. Anyone who comes between man and wife,
-you know, incurs heavy responsibility."
-
-Jolyon rose and made him a slight bow.
-
-"Good-bye," he said, and, without offering to shake hands, moved away,
-leaving Soames staring after him. 'We Forsytes,' thought Jolyon, hailing
-a cab, 'are very civilised. With simpler folk that might have come to a
-row. If it weren't for my boy going to the war....' The war! A gust of
-his old doubt swept over him. A precious war! Domination of peoples or
-of women! Attempts to master and possess those who did not want you!
-The negation of gentle decency! Possession, vested rights; and anyone
-'agin' 'em--outcast! 'Thank Heaven!' he thought, 'I always felt "agin"
-'em, anyway!' Yes! Even before his first disastrous marriage he could
-remember fuming over the bludgeoning of Ireland, or the matrimonial suits
-of women trying to be free of men they loathed. Parsons would have it
-that freedom of soul and body were quite different things! Pernicious
-doctrine! Body and soul could not thus be separated. Free will was the
-strength of any tie, and not its weakness. 'I ought to have told
-Soames,' he thought, 'that I think him comic. Ah! but he's tragic, too!'
-Was there anything, indeed, more tragic in the world than a man enslaved
-by his own possessive instinct, who couldn't see the sky for it, or even
-enter fully into what another person felt! 'I must write and warn her,'
-he thought; 'he's going to have another try.' And all the way home to
-Robin Hill he rebelled at the strength of that duty to his son which
-prevented him from posting back to Paris....
-
-But Soames sat long in his chair, the prey of a no less gnawing ache--a
-jealous ache, as if it had been revealed to him that this fellow held
-precedence of himself, and had spun fresh threads of resistance to his
-way out. 'Does that mean that you're against me?' he had got nothing out
-of that disingenuous question. Feminist! Phrasey fellow! 'I mustn't
-rush things,' he thought. 'I have some breathing space; he's not going
-back to Paris, unless he was lying. I'll let the spring come!' Though
-how the spring could serve him, save by adding to his ache, he could not
-tell. And gazing down into the street, where figures were passing from
-pool to pool of the light from the high lamps, he thought: 'Nothing seems
-any good--nothing seems worth while. I'm loney--that's the trouble.'
-
-He closed his eyes; and at once he seemed to see Irene, in a dark street
-below a church--passing, turning her neck so that he caught the gleam of
-her eyes and her white forehead under a little dark hat, which had gold
-spangles on it and a veil hanging down behind. He opened his eyes--so
-vividly he had seen her! A woman was passing below, but not she! Oh no,
-there was nothing there!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-'HERE WE ARE AGAIN!'
-
-Imogen's frocks for her first season exercised the judgment of her mother
-and the purse of her grandfather all through the month of March. With
-Forsyte tenacity Winifred quested for perfection. It took her mind off
-the slowly approaching rite which would give her a freedom but doubtfully
-desired; took her mind, too, off her boy and his fast approaching
-departure for a war from which the news remained disquieting. Like bees
-busy on summer flowers, or bright gadflies hovering and darting over
-spiky autumn blossoms, she and her 'little daughter,' tall nearly as
-herself and with a bust measurement not far inferior, hovered in the
-shops of Regent Street, the establishments of Hanover Square and of Bond
-Street, lost in consideration and the feel of fabrics. Dozens of young
-women of striking deportment and peculiar gait paraded before Winifred
-and Imogen, draped in 'creations.' The models--'Very new, modom; quite
-the latest thing--' which those two reluctantly turned down, would have
-filled a museum; the models which they were obliged to have nearly
-emptied James' bank. It was no good doing things by halves, Winifred
-felt, in view of the need for making this first and sole untarnished
-season a conspicuous success. Their patience in trying the patience of
-those impersonal creatures who swam about before them could alone have
-been displayed by such as were moved by faith. It was for Winifred a
-long prostration before her dear goddess Fashion, fervent as a Catholic
-might make before the Virgin; for Imogen an experience by no means too
-unpleasant--she often looked so nice, and flattery was implicit
-everywhere: in a word it was 'amusing.'
-
-On the afternoon of the 20th of March, having, as it were, gutted
-Skywards, they had sought refreshment over the way at Caramel and
-Baker's, and, stored with chocolate frothed at the top with cream, turned
-homewards through Berkeley Square of an evening touched with spring.
-Opening the door--freshly painted a light olive-green; nothing neglected
-that year to give Imogen a good send-off--Winifred passed towards the
-silver basket to see if anyone had called, and suddenly her nostrils
-twitched. What was that scent?
-
-Imogen had taken up a novel sent from the library, and stood absorbed.
-Rather sharply, because of the queer feeling in her breast, Winifred
-said:
-
-"Take that up, dear, and have a rest before dinner."
-
-Imogen, still reading, passed up the stairs. Winifred heard the door of
-her room slammed to, and drew a long savouring breath. Was it spring
-tickling her senses--whipping up nostalgia for her 'clown,' against all
-wisdom and outraged virtue? A male scent! A faint reek of cigars and
-lavender-water not smelt since that early autumn night six months ago,
-when she had called him 'the limit.' Whence came it, or was it ghost of
-scent--sheer emanation from memory? She looked round her. Nothing--not
-a thing, no tiniest disturbance of her hall, nor of the diningroom. A
-little day-dream of a scent--illusory, saddening, silly! In the silver
-basket were new cards, two with 'Mr. and Mrs. Polegate Thom,' and one
-with 'Mr. Polegate Thom' thereon; she sniffed them, but they smelled
-severe. 'I must be tired,' she thought, 'I'll go and lie down.' Upstairs
-the drawing-room was darkened, waiting for some hand to give it evening
-light; and she passed on up to her bedroom. This, too, was
-half-curtained and dim, for it was six o'clock. Winifred threw off her
-coat--that scent again!--then stood, as if shot, transfixed against the
-bed-rail. Something dark had risen from the sofa in the far corner. A
-word of horror--in her family--escaped her: "God!"
-
-"It's I--Monty," said a voice.
-
-Clutching the bed-rail, Winifred reached up and turned the switch of the
-light hanging above her dressing-table. He appeared just on the rim of
-the light's circumference, emblazoned from the absence of his watch-chain
-down to boots neat and sooty brown, but--yes!--split at the toecap. His
-chest and face were shadowy. Surely he was thin--or was it a trick of
-the light? He advanced, lighted now from toe-cap to the top of his dark
-head--surely a little grizzled! His complexion had darkened, sallowed;
-his black moustache had lost boldness, become sardonic; there were lines
-which she did not know about his face. There was no pin in his tie. His
-suit--ah!--she knew that--but how unpressed, unglossy! She stared again
-at the toe-cap of his boot. Something big and relentless had been 'at
-him,' had turned and twisted, raked and scraped him. And she stayed, not
-speaking, motionless, staring at that crack across the toe.
-
-"Well!" he said, "I got the order. I'm back."
-
-Winifred's bosom began to heave. The nostalgia for her husband which had
-rushed up with that scent was struggling with a deeper jealousy than any
-she had felt yet. There he was--a dark, and as if harried, shadow of his
-sleek and brazen self! What force had done this to him--squeezed him
-like an orange to its dry rind! That woman!
-
-"I'm back," he said again. "I've had a beastly time. By God! I came
-steerage. I've got nothing but what I stand up in, and that bag."
-
-"And who has the rest?" cried Winifred, suddenly alive. "How dared you
-come? You knew it was just for divorce that you got that order to come
-back. Don't touch me!"
-
-They held each to the rail of the big bed where they had spent so many
-years of nights together. Many times, yes--many times she had wanted him
-back. But now that he had come she was filled with this cold and deadly
-resentment. He put his hand up to his moustache; but did not frizz and
-twist it in the old familiar way, he just pulled it downwards.
-
-"Gad!" he said: "If you knew the time I've had!"
-
-"I'm glad I don't!"
-
-"Are the kids all right?"
-
-Winifred nodded. "How did you get in?"
-
-"With my key."
-
-"Then the maids don't know. You can't stay here, Monty."
-
-He uttered a little sardonic laugh.
-
-"Where then?"
-
-"Anywhere."
-
-"Well, look at me! That--that damned...."
-
-"If you mention her," cried Winifred, "I go straight out to Park Lane and
-I don't come back."
-
-Suddenly he did a simple thing, but so uncharacteristic that it moved
-her. He shut his eyes. It was as if he had said: 'All right! I'm dead
-to the world!'
-
-"You can have a room for the night," she said; "your things are still
-here. Only Imogen is at home."
-
-He leaned back against the bed-rail. "Well, it's in your hands," and his
-own made a writhing movement. "I've been through it. You needn't hit
-too hard--it isn't worth while. I've been frightened; I've been
-frightened, Freddie."
-
-That old pet name, disused for years and years, sent a shiver through
-Winifred.
-
-'What am I to do with him?' she thought. 'What in God's name am I to do
-with him?'
-
-"Got a cigarette?"
-
-She gave him one from a little box she kept up there for when she
-couldn't sleep at night, and lighted it. With that action the
-matter-of-fact side of her nature came to life again.
-
-"Go and have a hot bath. I'll put some clothes out for you in the
-dressing-room. We can talk later."
-
-He nodded, and fixed his eyes on her--they looked half-dead, or was it
-that the folds in the lids had become heavier?
-
-'He's not the same,' she thought. He would never be quite the same
-again! But what would he be?
-
-"All right!" he said, and went towards the door. He even moved
-differently, like a man who has lost illusion and doubts whether it is
-worth while to move at all.
-
-When he was gone, and she heard the water in the bath running, she put
-out a complete set of garments on the bed in his dressing-room, then went
-downstairs and fetched up the biscuit box and whisky. Putting on her coat
-again, and listening a moment at the bathroom door, she went down and
-out. In the street she hesitated. Past seven o'clock! Would Soames be
-at his Club or at Park Lane? She turned towards the latter. Back!
-
-Soames had always feared it--she had sometimes hoped it.... Back! So
-like him--clown that he was--with this: 'Here we are again!' to make
-fools of them all--of the Law, of Soames, of herself!
-
-Yet to have done with the Law, not to have that murky cloud hanging over
-her and the children! What a relief! Ah! but how to accept his return?
-That 'woman' had ravaged him, taken from him passion such as he had never
-bestowed on herself, such as she had not thought him capable of. There
-was the sting! That selfish, blatant 'clown' of hers, whom she herself
-had never really stirred, had been swept and ungarnished by another
-woman! Insulting! Too insulting! Not right, not decent to take him
-back! And yet she had asked for him; the Law perhaps would make her now!
-He was as much her husband as ever--she had put herself out of court!
-And all he wanted, no doubt, was money--to keep him in cigars and
-lavender-water! That scent! 'After all, I'm not old,' she thought, 'not
-old yet!' But that woman who had reduced him to those words: 'I've been
-through it. I've been frightened--frightened, Freddie!' She neared her
-father's house, driven this way and that, while all the time the Forsyte
-undertow was drawing her to deep conclusion that after all he was her
-property, to be held against a robbing world. And so she came to James'.
-
-"Mr. Soames? In his room? I'll go up; don't say I'm here."
-
-Her brother was dressing. She found him before a mirror, tying a black
-bow with an air of despising its ends.
-
-"Hullo!" he said, contemplating her in the glass; "what's wrong?"
-
-"Monty!" said Winifred stonily.
-
-Soames spun round. "What!"
-
-"Back!"
-
-"Hoist," muttered Soames, "with our own petard. Why the deuce didn't you
-let me try cruelty? I always knew it was too much risk this way."
-
-"Oh! Don't talk about that! What shall I do?"
-
-Soames answered, with a deep, deep sound.
-
-"Well?" said Winifred impatiently.
-
-"What has he to say for himself?"
-
-"Nothing. One of his boots is split across the toe."
-
-Soames stared at her.
-
-"Ah!" he said, "of course! On his beam ends. So--it begins again!
-This'll about finish father."
-
-"Can't we keep it from him?"
-
-"Impossible. He has an uncanny flair for anything that's worrying."
-
-And he brooded, with fingers hooked into his blue silk braces. "There
-ought to be some way in law," he muttered, "to make him safe."
-
-"No," cried Winifred, "I won't be made a fool of again; I'd sooner put up
-with him."
-
-The two stared at each other. Their hearts were full of feeling, but
-they could give it no expression--Forsytes that they were.
-
-"Where did you leave him?"
-
-"In the bath," and Winifred gave a little bitter laugh. "The only thing
-he's brought back is lavender-water."
-
-"Steady!" said Soames, "you're thoroughly upset. I'll go back with you."
-
-"What's the use?"
-
-"We ought to make terms with him."
-
-"Terms! It'll always be the same. When he recovers--cards and betting,
-drink and ....!" She was silent, remembering the look on her husband's
-face. The burnt child--the burnt child. Perhaps...!
-
-"Recovers?" replied Soames: "Is he ill?"
-
-"No; burnt out; that's all."
-
-Soames took his waistcoat from a chair and put it on, he took his coat
-and got into it, he scented his handkerchief with eau-de-Cologne,
-threaded his watch-chain, and said: "We haven't any luck."
-
-And in the midst of her own trouble Winifred was sorry for him, as if in
-that little saying he had revealed deep trouble of his own.
-
-"I'd like to see mother," she said.
-
-"She'll be with father in their room. Come down quietly to the study.
-I'll get her."
-
-Winifred stole down to the little dark study, chiefly remarkable for a
-Canaletto too doubtful to be placed elsewhere, and a fine collection of
-Law Reports unopened for many years. Here she stood, with her back to
-maroon-coloured curtains close-drawn, staring at the empty grate, till
-her mother came in followed by Soames.
-
-"Oh! my poor dear!" said Emily: "How miserable you look in here! This is
-too bad of him, really!"
-
-As a family they had so guarded themselves from the expression of all
-unfashionable emotion that it was impossible to go up and give her
-daughter a good hug. But there was comfort in her cushioned voice, and
-her still dimpled shoulders under some rare black lace. Summoning pride
-and the desire not to distress her mother, Winifred said in her most
-off-hand voice:
-
-"It's all right, Mother; no good fussing."
-
-"I don't see," said Emily, looking at Soames, "why Winifred shouldn't
-tell him that she'll prosecute him if he doesn't keep off the premises.
-He took her pearls; and if he's not brought them back, that's quite
-enough."
-
-Winifred smiled. They would all plunge about with suggestions of this
-and that, but she knew already what she would be doing, and that
-was--nothing. The feeling that, after all, she had won a sort of
-victory, retained her property, was every moment gaining ground in her.
-No! if she wanted to punish him, she could do it at home without the
-world knowing.
-
-"Well," said Emily, "come into the dining-room comfortably--you must stay
-and have dinner with us. Leave it to me to tell your father." And, as
-Winifred moved towards the door, she turned out the light. Not till then
-did they see the disaster in the corridor.
-
-There, attracted by light from a room never lighted, James was standing
-with his duncoloured camel-hair shawl folded about him, so that his arms
-were not free and his silvered head looked cut off from his fashionably
-trousered legs as if by an expanse of desert. He stood, inimitably
-stork-like, with an expression as if he saw before him a frog too large
-to swallow.
-
-"What's all this?" he said. "Tell your father? You never tell me
-anything."
-
-The moment found Emily without reply. It was Winifred who went up to
-him, and, laying one hand on each of his swathed, helpless arms, said:
-
-"Monty's not gone bankrupt, Father. He's only come back."
-
-They all three expected something serious to happen, and were glad she
-had kept that grip of his arms, but they did not know the depth of root
-in that shadowy old Forsyte. Something wry occurred about his shaven
-mouth and chin, something scratchy between those long silvery whiskers.
-Then he said with a sort of dignity: "He'll be the death of me. I knew
-how it would be."
-
-"You mustn't worry, Father," said Winifred calmly. "I mean to make him
-behave."
-
-"Ah!" said James. "Here, take this thing off, I'm hot." They unwound
-the shawl. He turned, and walked firmly to the dining-room.
-
-"I don't want any soup," he said to Warmson, and sat down in his chair.
-They all sat down too, Winifred still in her hat, while Warmson laid the
-fourth place. When he left the room, James said: "What's he brought
-back?"
-
-"Nothing, Father."
-
-James concentrated his eyes on his own image in a tablespoon. "Divorce!"
-he muttered; "rubbish! What was I about? I ought to have paid him an
-allowance to stay out of England. Soames you go and propose it to him."
-
-It seemed so right and simple a suggestion that even Winifred was
-surprised when she said: "No, I'll keep him now he's back; he must just
-behave--that's all."
-
-They all looked at her. It had always been known that Winifred had
-pluck.
-
-"Out there!" said James elliptically, "who knows what cut-throats! You
-look for his revolver! Don't go to bed without. You ought to have
-Warmson to sleep in the house. I'll see him myself tomorrow."
-
-They were touched by this declaration, and Emily said comfortably:
-"That's right, James, we won't have any nonsense."
-
-"Ah!" muttered James darkly, "I can't tell."
-
-The advent of Warmson with fish diverted conversation.
-
-When, directly after dinner, Winifred went over to kiss her father
-good-night, he looked up with eyes so full of question and distress that
-she put all the comfort she could into her voice.
-
-"It's all right, Daddy, dear; don't worry. I shan't need anyone--he's
-quite bland. I shall only be upset if you worry. Good-night, bless
-you!"
-
-James repeated the words, "Bless you!" as if he did not quite know what
-they meant, and his eyes followed her to the door.
-
-She reached home before nine, and went straight upstairs.
-
-Dartie was lying on the bed in his dressing-room, fully redressed in a
-blue serge suit and pumps; his arms were crossed behind his head, and an
-extinct cigarette drooped from his mouth.
-
-Winifred remembered ridiculously the flowers in her window-boxes after a
-blazing summer day; the way they lay, or rather stood--parched, yet
-rested by the sun's retreat. It was as if a little dew had come already
-on her burnt-up husband.
-
-He said apathetically: "I suppose you've been to Park Lane. How's the
-old man?"
-
-Winifred could not help the bitter answer: "Not dead."
-
-He winced, actually he winced.
-
-"Understand, Monty," she said, "I will not have him worried. If you
-aren't going to behave yourself, you may go back, you may go anywhere.
-Have you had dinner?"
-
-No.
-
-"Would you like some?"
-
-He shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"Imogen offered me some. I didn't want any."
-
-Imogen! In the plenitude of emotion Winifred had forgotten her.
-
-"So you've seen her? What did she say?"
-
-"She gave me a kiss."
-
-With mortification Winifred saw his dark sardonic face relaxed. 'Yes!'
-she thought, 'he cares for her, not for me a bit.'
-
-Dartie's eyes were moving from side to side.
-
-"Does she know about me?" he said.
-
-It flashed through Winifred that here was the weapon she needed. He
-minded their knowing!
-
-"No. Val knows. The others don't; they only know you went away."
-
-She heard him sigh with relief.
-
-"But they shall know," she said firmly, "if you give me cause."
-
-"All right!" he muttered, "hit me! I'm down!"
-
-Winifred went up to the bed. "Look here, Monty! I don't want to hit
-you. I don't want to hurt you. I shan't allude to anything. I'm not
-going to worry. What's the use?" She was silent a moment. "I can't stand
-any more, though, and I won't! You'd better know. You've made me suffer.
-But I used to be fond of you. For the sake of that...." She met the
-heavy-lidded gaze of his brown eyes with the downward stare of her
-green-grey eyes; touched his hand suddenly, turned her back, and went
-into her room.
-
-She sat there a long time before her glass, fingering her rings, thinking
-of this subdued dark man, almost a stranger to her, on the bed in the
-other room; resolutely not 'worrying,' but gnawed by jealousy of what he
-had been through, and now and again just visited by pity.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-OUTLANDISH NIGHT
-
-Soames doggedly let the spring come--no easy task for one conscious that
-time was flying, his birds in the bush no nearer the hand, no issue from
-the web anywhere visible. Mr. Polteed reported nothing, except that his
-watch went on--costing a lot of money. Val and his cousin were gone to
-the war, whence came news more favourable; Dartie was behaving himself so
-far; James had retained his health; business prospered almost
-terribly--there was nothing to worry Soames except that he was 'held up,'
-could make no step in any direction.
-
-He did not exactly avoid Soho, for he could not afford to let them think
-that he had 'piped off,' as James would have put it--he might want to
-'pipe on' again at any minute. But he had to be so restrained and
-cautious that he would often pass the door of the Restaurant Bretagne
-without going in, and wander out of the purlieus of that region which
-always gave him the feeling of having been possessively irregular.
-
-He wandered thus one May night into Regent Street and the most amazing
-crowd he had ever seen; a shrieking, whistling, dancing, jostling,
-grotesque and formidably jovial crowd, with false noses and mouth-organs,
-penny whistles and long feathers, every appanage of idiocy, as it seemed
-to him. Mafeking! Of course, it had been relieved! Good! But was that
-an excuse? Who were these people, what were they, where had they come
-from into the West End? His face was tickled, his ears whistled into.
-Girls cried: 'Keep your hair on, stucco!' A youth so knocked off his
-top-hat that he recovered it with difficulty. Crackers were exploding
-beneath his nose, between his feet. He was bewildered, exasperated,
-offended. This stream of people came from every quarter, as if impulse
-had unlocked flood-gates, let flow waters of whose existence he had
-heard, perhaps, but believed in never. This, then, was the populace, the
-innumerable living negation of gentility and Forsyteism. This
-was--egad!--Democracy! It stank, yelled, was hideous! In the East End,
-or even Soho, perhaps--but here in Regent Street, in Piccadilly! What
-were the police about! In 1900, Soames, with his Forsyte thousands, had
-never seen the cauldron with the lid off; and now looking into it, could
-hardly believe his scorching eyes. The whole thing was unspeakable!
-These people had no restraint, they seemed to think him funny; such
-swarms of them, rude, coarse, laughing--and what laughter!
-
-Nothing sacred to them! He shouldn't be surprised if they began to break
-windows. In Pall Mall, past those august dwellings, to enter which
-people paid sixty pounds, this shrieking, whistling, dancing dervish of a
-crowd was swarming. From the Club windows his own kind were looking out
-on them with regulated amusement. They didn't realise! Why, this was
-serious--might come to anything! The crowd was cheerful, but some day
-they would come in different mood! He remembered there had been a mob in
-the late eighties, when he was at Brighton; they had smashed things and
-made speeches. But more than dread, he felt a deep surprise. They were
-hysterical--it wasn't English! And all about the relief of a little
-town as big as--Watford, six thousand miles away. Restraint, reserve!
-Those qualities to him more dear almost than life, those indispensable
-attributes of property and culture, where were they? It wasn't English!
-No, it wasn't English! So Soames brooded, threading his way on. It was
-as if he had suddenly caught sight of someone cutting the covenant 'for
-quiet possession' out of his legal documents; or of a monster lurking and
-stalking out in the future, casting its shadow before. Their want of
-stolidity, their want of reverence! It was like discovering that
-nine-tenths of the people of England were foreigners. And if that were
-so--then, anything might happen!
-
-At Hyde Park Corner he ran into George Forsyte, very sunburnt from
-racing, holding a false nose in his hand.
-
-"Hallo, Soames!" he said, "have a nose!"
-
-Soames responded with a pale smile.
-
-"Got this from one of these sportsmen," went on George, who had evidently
-been dining; "had to lay him out--for trying to bash my hat. I say, one
-of these days we shall have to fight these chaps, they're getting so
-damned cheeky--all radicals and socialists. They want our goods. You
-tell Uncle James that, it'll make him sleep."
-
-'In vino veritas,' thought Soames, but he only nodded, and passed on up
-Hamilton Place. There was but a trickle of roysterers in Park Lane, not
-very noisy. And looking up at the houses he thought: 'After all, we're
-the backbone of the country. They won't upset us easily. Possession's
-nine points of the law.'
-
-But, as he closed the door of his father's house behind him, all that
-queer outlandish nightmare in the streets passed out of his mind almost
-as completely as if, having dreamed it, he had awakened in the warm clean
-morning comfort of his spring-mattressed bed.
-
-Walking into the centre of the great empty drawing-room, he stood still.
-
-A wife! Somebody to talk things over with. One had a right! Damn it!
-One had a right!
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-SOAMES IN PARIS
-
-Soames had travelled little. Aged nineteen he had made the 'petty tour'
-with his father, mother, and Winifred--Brussels, the Rhine, Switzerland,
-and home by way of Paris. Aged twenty-seven, just when he began to take
-interest in pictures, he had spent five hot weeks in Italy, looking into
-the Renaissance--not so much in it as he had been led to expect--and a
-fortnight in Paris on his way back, looking into himself, as became a
-Forsyte surrounded by people so strongly self-centred and 'foreign' as
-the French. His knowledge of their language being derived from his
-public school, he did not understand them when they spoke. Silence he
-had found better for all parties; one did not make a fool of oneself. He
-had disliked the look of the men's clothes, the closed-in cabs, the
-theatres which looked like bee-hives, the Galleries which smelled of
-beeswax. He was too cautious and too shy to explore that side of Paris
-supposed by Forsytes to constitute its attraction under the rose; and as
-for a collector's bargain--not one to be had! As Nicholas might have put
-it--they were a grasping lot. He had come back uneasy, saying Paris was
-overrated.
-
-When, therefore, in June of 1900 he went to Paris, it was but his third
-attempt on the centre of civilisation. This time, however, the mountain
-was going to Mahomet; for he felt by now more deeply civilised than
-Paris, and perhaps he really was. Moreover, he had a definite objective.
-This was no mere genuflexion to a shrine of taste and immorality, but the
-prosecution of his own legitimate affairs. He went, indeed, because
-things were getting past a joke. The watch went on and on,
-and--nothing--nothing! Jolyon had never returned to Paris, and no one
-else was 'suspect!' Busy with new and very confidential matters, Soames
-was realising more than ever how essential reputation is to a solicitor.
-But at night and in his leisure moments he was ravaged by the thought
-that time was always flying and money flowing in, and his own future as
-much 'in irons' as ever. Since Mafeking night he had become aware that a
-'young fool of a doctor' was hanging round Annette. Twice he had come
-across him--a cheerful young fool, not more than thirty.
-
-Nothing annoyed Soames so much as cheerfulness--an indecent, extravagant
-sort of quality, which had no relation to facts. The mixture of his
-desires and hopes was, in a word, becoming torture; and lately the
-thought had come to him that perhaps Irene knew she was being shadowed:
-It was this which finally decided him to go and see for himself; to go
-and once more try to break down her repugnance, her refusal to make her
-own and his path comparatively smooth once more. If he failed
-again--well, he would see what she did with herself, anyway!
-
-He went to an hotel in the Rue Caumartin, highly recommended to Forsytes,
-where practically nobody spoke French. He had formed no plan. He did
-not want to startle her; yet must contrive that she had no chance to
-evade him by flight. And next morning he set out in bright weather.
-
-Paris had an air of gaiety, a sparkle over its star-shape which almost
-annoyed Soames. He stepped gravely, his nose lifted a little sideways in
-real curiosity. He desired now to understand things French. Was not
-Annette French? There was much to be got out of his visit, if he could
-only get it. In this laudable mood and the Place de la Concorde he was
-nearly run down three times. He came on the 'Cours la Reine,' where
-Irene's hotel was situated, almost too suddenly, for he had not yet fixed
-on his procedure. Crossing over to the river side, he noted the building,
-white and cheerful-looking, with green sunblinds, seen through a screen
-of plane-tree leaves. And, conscious that it would be far better to meet
-her casually in some open place than to risk a call, he sat down on a
-bench whence he could watch the entrance. It was not quite eleven
-o'clock, and improbable that she had yet gone out. Some pigeons were
-strutting and preening their feathers in the pools of sunlight between
-the shadows of the plane-trees. A workman in a blue blouse passed, and
-threw them crumbs from the paper which contained his dinner. A 'bonne'
-coiffed with ribbon shepherded two little girls with pig-tails and
-frilled drawers. A cab meandered by, whose cocher wore a blue coat and a
-black-glazed hat. To Soames a kind of affectation seemed to cling about
-it all, a sort of picturesqueness which was out of date. A theatrical
-people, the French! He lit one of his rare cigarettes, with a sense of
-injury that Fate should be casting his life into outlandish waters. He
-shouldn't wonder if Irene quite enjoyed this foreign life; she had never
-been properly English--even to look at! And he began considering which of
-those windows could be hers under the green sunblinds. How could he word
-what he had come to say so that it might pierce the defence of her proud
-obstinacy? He threw the fag-end of his cigarette at a pigeon, with the
-thought: 'I can't stay here for ever twiddling my thumbs. Better give it
-up and call on her in the late afternoon.' But he still sat on, heard
-twelve strike, and then half-past. 'I'll wait till one,' he thought,
-'while I'm about it.' But just then he started up, and shrinkingly sat
-down again. A woman had come out in a cream-coloured frock, and was
-moving away under a fawn-coloured parasol. Irene herself! He waited till
-she was too far away to recognise him, then set out after her. She was
-strolling as though she had no particular objective; moving, if he
-remembered rightly, toward the Bois de Boulogne. For half an hour at
-least he kept his distance on the far side of the way till she had passed
-into the Bois itself. Was she going to meet someone after all? Some
-confounded Frenchman--one of those 'Bel Ami' chaps, perhaps, who had
-nothing to do but hang about women--for he had read that book with
-difficulty and a sort of disgusted fascination. He followed doggedly
-along a shady alley, losing sight of her now and then when the path
-curved. And it came back to him how, long ago, one night in Hyde Park he
-had slid and sneaked from tree to tree, from seat to seat, hunting
-blindly, ridiculously, in burning jealousy for her and young Bosinney.
-The path bent sharply, and, hurrying, he came on her sitting in front of
-a small fountain--a little green-bronze Niobe veiled in hair to her
-slender hips, gazing at the pool she had wept: He came on her so suddenly
-that he was past before he could turn and take off his hat. She did not
-start up. She had always had great self-command--it was one of the
-things he most admired in her, one of his greatest grievances against
-her, because he had never been able to tell what she was thinking. Had
-she realised that he was following? Her self-possession made him angry;
-and, disdaining to explain his presence, he pointed to the mournful
-little Niobe, and said:
-
-"That's rather a good thing."
-
-He could see, then, that she was struggling to preserve her composure.
-
-"I didn't want to startle you; is this one of your haunts?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"A little lonely." As he spoke, a lady, strolling by, paused to look at
-the fountain and passed on.
-
-Irene's eyes followed her.
-
-"No," she said, prodding the ground with her parasol, "never lonely. One
-has always one's shadow."
-
-Soames understood; and, looking at her hard, he exclaimed:
-
-"Well, it's your own fault. You can be free of it at any moment. Irene,
-come back to me, and be free."
-
-Irene laughed.
-
-"Don't!" cried Soames, stamping his foot; "it's inhuman. Listen! Is
-there any condition I can make which will bring you back to me? If I
-promise you a separate house--and just a visit now and then?"
-
-Irene rose, something wild suddenly in her face and figure.
-
-"None! None! None! You may hunt me to the grave. I will not come."
-
-Outraged and on edge, Soames recoiled.
-
-"Don't make a scene!" he said sharply. And they both stood motionless,
-staring at the little Niobe, whose greenish flesh the sunlight was
-burnishing.
-
-"That's your last word, then," muttered Soames, clenching his hands; "you
-condemn us both."
-
-Irene bent her head. "I can't come back. Good-bye!"
-
-A feeling of monstrous injustice flared up in Soames.
-
-"Stop!" he said, "and listen to me a moment. You gave me a sacred
-vow--you came to me without a penny. You had all I could give you. You
-broke that vow without cause, you made me a by-word; you refused me a
-child; you've left me in prison; you--you still move me so that I want
-you--I want you. Well, what do you think of yourself?"
-
-Irene turned, her face was deadly pale, her eyes burning dark.
-
-"God made me as I am," she said; "wicked if you like--but not so wicked
-that I'll give myself again to a man I hate."
-
-The sunlight gleamed on her hair as she moved away, and seemed to lay a
-caress all down her clinging cream-coloured frock.
-
-Soames could neither speak nor move. That word 'hate'--so extreme, so
-primitive--made all the Forsyte in him tremble. With a deep imprecation
-he strode away from where she had vanished, and ran almost into the arms
-of the lady sauntering back--the fool, the shadowing fool!
-
-He was soon dripping with perspiration, in the depths of the Bois.
-
-'Well,' he thought, 'I need have no consideration for her now; she has
-not a grain of it for me. I'll show her this very day that she's my wife
-still.'
-
-But on the way home to his hotel, he was forced to the conclusion that he
-did not know what he meant. One could not make scenes in public, and
-short of scenes in public what was there he could do? He almost cursed
-his own thin-skinnedness. She might deserve no consideration; but
-he--alas! deserved some at his own hands. And sitting lunchless in the
-hall of his hotel, with tourists passing every moment, Baedeker in hand,
-he was visited by black dejection. In irons! His whole life, with every
-natural instinct and every decent yearning gagged and fettered, and all
-because Fate had driven him seventeen years ago to set his heart upon
-this woman--so utterly, that even now he had no real heart to set on any
-other! Cursed was the day he had met her, and his eyes for seeing in her
-anything but the cruel Venus she was! And yet, still seeing her with the
-sunlight on the clinging China crepe of her gown, he uttered a little
-groan, so that a tourist who was passing, thought: 'Man in pain! Let's
-see! what did I have for lunch?'
-
-Later, in front of a cafe near the Opera, over a glass of cold tea with
-lemon and a straw in it, he took the malicious resolution to go and dine
-at her hotel. If she were there, he would speak to her; if she were not,
-he would leave a note. He dressed carefully, and wrote as follows:
-
-"Your idyll with that fellow Jolyon Forsyte is known to me at all events.
-If you pursue it, understand that I will leave no stone unturned to make
-things unbearable for him. 'S. F.'"
-
-He sealed this note but did not address it, refusing to write the maiden
-name which she had impudently resumed, or to put the word Forsyte on the
-envelope lest she should tear it up unread. Then he went out, and made
-his way through the glowing streets, abandoned to evening
-pleasure-seekers. Entering her hotel, he took his seat in a far corner
-of the dining-room whence he could see all entrances and exits. She was
-not there. He ate little, quickly, watchfully. She did not come. He
-lingered in the lounge over his coffee, drank two liqueurs of brandy.
-But still she did not come. He went over to the keyboard and examined the
-names. Number twelve, on the first floor! And he determined to take the
-note up himself. He mounted red-carpeted stairs, past a little salon;
-eight-ten-twelve! Should he knock, push the note under, or....? He
-looked furtively round and turned the handle. The door opened, but into
-a little space leading to another door; he knocked on that--no answer.
-The door was locked. It fitted very closely to the floor; the note would
-not go under. He thrust it back into his pocket, and stood a moment
-listening. He felt somehow certain that she was not there. And suddenly
-he came away, passing the little salon down the stairs. He stopped at
-the bureau and said:
-
-"Will you kindly see that Mrs. Heron has this note?"
-
-"Madame Heron left to-day, Monsieur--suddenly, about three o'clock. There
-was illness in her family."
-
-Soames compressed his lips. "Oh!" he said; "do you know her address?"
-
-"Non, Monsieur. England, I think."
-
-Soames put the note back into his pocket and went out. He hailed an open
-horse-cab which was passing.
-
-"Drive me anywhere!"
-
-The man, who, obviously, did not understand, smiled, and waved his whip.
-And Soames was borne along in that little yellow-wheeled Victoria all
-over star-shaped Paris, with here and there a pause, and the question,
-"C'est par ici, Monsieur?" "No, go on," till the man gave it up in
-despair, and the yellow-wheeled chariot continued to roll between the
-tall, flat-fronted shuttered houses and plane-tree avenues--a little
-Flying Dutchman of a cab.
-
-'Like my life,' thought Soames, 'without object, on and on!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-IN THE WEB
-
-Soames returned to England the following day, and on the third morning
-received a visit from Mr. Polteed, who wore a flower and carried a brown
-billycock hat. Soames motioned him to a seat.
-
-"The news from the war is not so bad, is it?" said Mr. Polteed. "I hope
-I see you well, sir."
-
-"Thanks! quite."
-
-Mr. Polteed leaned forward, smiled, opened his hand, looked into it, and
-said softly:
-
-"I think we've done your business for you at last."
-
-"What?" ejaculated Soames.
-
-"Nineteen reports quite suddenly what I think we shall be justified in
-calling conclusive evidence," and Mr. Polteed paused.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"On the 10th instant, after witnessing an interview between 17 and a
-party, earlier in the day, 19 can swear to having seen him coming out of
-her bedroom in the hotel about ten o'clock in the evening. With a little
-care in the giving of the evidence that will be enough, especially as 17
-has left Paris--no doubt with the party in question. In fact, they both
-slipped off, and we haven't got on to them again, yet; but we shall--we
-shall. She's worked hard under very difficult circumstances, and I'm
-glad she's brought it off at last." Mr. Polteed took out a cigarette,
-tapped its end against the table, looked at Soames, and put it back. The
-expression on his client's face was not encouraging.
-
-"Who is this new person?" said Soames abruptly.
-
-"That we don't know. She'll swear to the fact, and she's got his
-appearance pat."
-
-Mr. Polteed took out a letter, and began reading:
-
-"'Middle-aged, medium height, blue dittoes in afternoon, evening dress at
-night, pale, dark hair, small dark moustache, flat cheeks, good chin,
-grey eyes, small feet, guilty look....'"
-
-Soames rose and went to the window. He stood there in sardonic fury.
-Congenital idiot--spidery congenital idiot! Seven months at fifteen
-pounds a week--to be tracked down as his own wife's lover! Guilty look!
-He threw the window open.
-
-"It's hot," he said, and came back to his seat.
-
-Crossing his knees, he bent a supercilious glance on Mr. Polteed.
-
-"I doubt if that's quite good enough," he said, drawling the words, "with
-no name or address. I think you may let that lady have a rest, and take
-up our friend 47 at this end." Whether Polteed had spotted him he could
-not tell; but he had a mental vision of him in the midst of his cronies
-dissolved in inextinguishable laughter. 'Guilty look!' Damnation!
-
-Mr. Polteed said in a tone of urgency, almost of pathos: "I assure you we
-have put it through sometimes on less than that. It's Paris, you know.
-Attractive woman living alone. Why not risk it, sir? We might screw it
-up a peg."
-
-Soames had sudden insight. The fellow's professional zeal was stirred:
-'Greatest triumph of my career; got a man his divorce through a visit to
-his own wife's bedroom! Something to talk of there, when I retire!' And
-for one wild moment he thought: 'Why not?' After all, hundreds of men of
-medium height had small feet and a guilty look!
-
-"I'm not authorised to take any risk!" he said shortly.
-
-Mr. Polteed looked up.
-
-"Pity," he said, "quite a pity! That other affair seemed very costive."
-
-Soames rose.
-
-"Never mind that. Please watch 47, and take care not to find a mare's
-nest. Good-morning!"
-
-Mr. Polteed's eye glinted at the words 'mare's nest!'
-
-"Very good. You shall be kept informed."
-
-And Soames was alone again. The spidery, dirty, ridiculous business!
-Laying his arms on the table, he leaned his forehead on them. Full ten
-minutes he rested thus, till a managing clerk roused him with the draft
-prospectus of a new issue of shares, very desirable, in Manifold and
-Topping's. That afternoon he left work early and made his way to the
-Restaurant Bretagne. Only Madame Lamotte was in. Would Monsieur have
-tea with her?
-
-Soames bowed.
-
-When they were seated at right angles to each other in the little room,
-he said abruptly:
-
-"I want a talk with you, Madame."
-
-The quick lift of her clear brown eyes told him that she had long
-expected such words.
-
-"I have to ask you something first: That young doctor--what's his name?
-Is there anything between him and Annette?"
-
-Her whole personality had become, as it were, like jet--clear-cut, black,
-hard, shining.
-
-"Annette is young," she said; "so is monsieur le docteur. Between young
-people things move quickly; but Annette is a good daughter. Ah! what a
-jewel of a nature!"
-
-The least little smile twisted Soames' lips.
-
-"Nothing definite, then?"
-
-"But definite--no, indeed! The young man is veree nice, but--what would
-you? There is no money at present."
-
-She raised her willow-patterned tea-cup; Soames did the same. Their eyes
-met.
-
-"I am a married man," he said, "living apart from my wife for many years.
-I am seeking to divorce her."
-
-Madame Lamotte put down her cup. Indeed! What tragic things there were!
-The entire absence of sentiment in her inspired a queer species of
-contempt in Soames.
-
-"I am a rich man," he added, fully conscious that the remark was not in
-good taste. "It is useless to say more at present, but I think you
-understand."
-
-Madame's eyes, so open that the whites showed above them, looked at him
-very straight.
-
-"Ah! ca--mais nous avons le temps!" was all she said. "Another little
-cup?" Soames refused, and, taking his leave, walked westward.
-
-He had got that off his mind; she would not let Annette commit herself
-with that cheerful young ass until....! But what chance of his ever
-being able to say: 'I'm free.' What chance? The future had lost all
-semblance of reality. He felt like a fly, entangled in cobweb filaments,
-watching the desirable freedom of the air with pitiful eyes.
-
-He was short of exercise, and wandered on to Kensington Gardens, and down
-Queen's Gate towards Chelsea. Perhaps she had gone back to her flat.
-That at all events he could find out. For since that last and most
-ignominious repulse his wounded self-respect had taken refuge again in
-the feeling that she must have a lover. He arrived before the little
-Mansions at the dinner-hour. No need to enquire! A grey-haired lady was
-watering the flower-boxes in her window. It was evidently let. And he
-walked slowly past again, along the river--an evening of clear, quiet
-beauty, all harmony and comfort, except within his heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-RICHMOND PARK
-
-On the afternoon that Soames crossed to France a cablegram was received
-by Jolyon at Robin Hill:
-
-"Your son down with enteric no immediate danger will cable again."
-
-It reached a household already agitated by the imminent departure of
-June, whose berth was booked for the following day. She was, indeed, in
-the act of confiding Eric Cobbley and his family to her father's care
-when the message arrived.
-
-The resolution to become a Red Cross nurse, taken under stimulus of
-Jolly's enlistment, had been loyally fulfilled with the irritation and
-regret which all Forsytes feel at what curtails their individual
-liberties. Enthusiastic at first about the 'wonderfulness' of the work,
-she had begun after a month to feel that she could train herself so much
-better than others could train her. And if Holly had not insisted on
-following her example, and being trained too, she must inevitably have
-'cried off.' The departure of Jolly and Val with their troop in April
-had further stiffened her failing resolve. But now, on the point of
-departure, the thought of leaving Eric Cobbley, with a wife and two
-children, adrift in the cold waters of an unappreciative world weighed on
-her so that she was still in danger of backing out. The reading of that
-cablegram, with its disquieting reality, clinched the matter. She saw
-herself already nursing Jolly--for of course they would let her nurse her
-own brother! Jolyon--ever wide and doubtful--had no such hope. Poor
-June!
-
-Could any Forsyte of her generation grasp how rude and brutal life was?
-Ever since he knew of his boy's arrival at Cape Town the thought of him
-had been a kind of recurrent sickness in Jolyon. He could not get
-reconciled to the feeling that Jolly was in danger all the time. The
-cablegram, grave though it was, was almost a relief. He was now safe
-from bullets, anyway. And yet--this enteric was a virulent disease! The
-Times was full of deaths therefrom. Why could he not be lying out there
-in that up-country hospital, and his boy safe at home? The un-Forsytean
-self-sacrifice of his three children, indeed, had quite bewildered
-Jolyon. He would eagerly change places with Jolly, because he loved his
-boy; but no such personal motive was influencing them. He could only
-think that it marked the decline of the Forsyte type.
-
-Late that afternoon Holly came out to him under the old oak-tree. She had
-grown up very much during these last months of hospital training away
-from home. And, seeing her approach, he thought: 'She has more sense
-than June, child though she is; more wisdom. Thank God she isn't going
-out.' She had seated herself in the swing, very silent and still. 'She
-feels this,' thought Jolyon, 'as much as I' and, seeing her eyes fixed on
-him, he said: "Don't take it to heart too much, my child. If he weren't
-ill, he might be in much greater danger."
-
-Holly got out of the swing.
-
-"I want to tell you something, Dad. It was through me that Jolly
-enlisted and went out."
-
-"How's that?"
-
-"When you were away in Paris, Val Dartie and I fell in love. We used to
-ride in Richmond Park; we got engaged. Jolly found it out, and thought
-he ought to stop it; so he dared Val to enlist. It was all my fault,
-Dad; and I want to go out too. Because if anything happens to either of
-them I should feel awful. Besides, I'm just as much trained as June."
-
-Jolyon gazed at her in a stupefaction that was tinged with irony. So this
-was the answer to the riddle he had been asking himself; and his three
-children were Forsytes after all. Surely Holly might have told him all
-this before! But he smothered the sarcastic sayings on his lips.
-Tenderness to the young was perhaps the most sacred article of his
-belief. He had got, no doubt, what he deserved. Engaged! So this was
-why he had so lost touch with her! And to young Val Dartie--nephew of
-Soames--in the other camp! It was all terribly distasteful. He closed
-his easel, and set his drawing against the tree.
-
-"Have you told June?"
-
-"Yes; she says she'll get me into her cabin somehow. It's a single
-cabin; but one of us could sleep on the floor. If you consent, she'll go
-up now and get permission."
-
-'Consent?' thought Jolyon. 'Rather late in the day to ask for that!'
-But again he checked himself.
-
-"You're too young, my dear; they won't let you."
-
-"June knows some people that she helped to go to Cape Town. If they
-won't let me nurse yet, I could stay with them and go on training there.
-Let me go, Dad!"
-
-Jolyon smiled because he could have cried.
-
-"I never stop anyone from doing anything," he said.
-
-Holly flung her arms round his neck.
-
-"Oh! Dad, you are the best in the world."
-
-'That means the worst,' thought Jolyon. If he had ever doubted his creed
-of tolerance he did so then.
-
-"I'm not friendly with Val's family," he said, "and I don't know Val, but
-Jolly didn't like him."
-
-Holly looked at the distance and said:
-
-"I love him."
-
-"That settles it," said Jolyon dryly, then catching the expression on her
-face, he kissed her, with the thought: 'Is anything more pathetic than
-the faith of the young?' Unless he actually forbade her going it was
-obvious that he must make the best of it, so he went up to town with
-June. Whether due to her persistence, or the fact that the official they
-saw was an old school friend of Jolyon's, they obtained permission for
-Holly to share the single cabin. He took them to Surbiton station the
-following evening, and they duly slid away from him, provided with money,
-invalid foods, and those letters of credit without which Forsytes do not
-travel.
-
-He drove back to Robin Hill under a brilliant sky to his late dinner,
-served with an added care by servants trying to show him that they
-sympathised, eaten with an added scrupulousness to show them that he
-appreciated their sympathy. But it was a real relief to get to his cigar
-on the terrace of flag-stones--cunningly chosen by young Bosinney for
-shape and colour--with night closing in around him, so beautiful a night,
-hardly whispering in the trees, and smelling so sweet that it made him
-ache. The grass was drenched with dew, and he kept to those flagstones,
-up and down, till presently it began to seem to him that he was one of
-three, not wheeling, but turning right about at each end, so that his
-father was always nearest to the house, and his son always nearest to the
-terrace edge. Each had an arm lightly within his arm; he dared not lift
-his hand to his cigar lest he should disturb them, and it burned away,
-dripping ash on him, till it dropped from his lips, at last, which were
-getting hot. They left him then, and his arms felt chilly. Three
-Jolyons in one Jolyon they had walked.
-
-He stood still, counting the sounds--a carriage passing on the highroad,
-a distant train, the dog at Gage's farm, the whispering trees, the groom
-playing on his penny whistle. A multitude of stars up there--bright and
-silent, so far off! No moon as yet! Just enough light to show him the
-dark flags and swords of the iris flowers along the terrace edge--his
-favourite flower that had the night's own colour on its curving crumpled
-petals. He turned round to the house. Big, unlighted, not a soul beside
-himself to live in all that part of it. Stark loneliness! He could not
-go on living here alone. And yet, so long as there was beauty, why
-should a man feel lonely? The answer--as to some idiot's riddle--was:
-Because he did. The greater the beauty, the greater the loneliness, for
-at the back of beauty was harmony, and at the back of harmony was
---union. Beauty could not comfort if the soul were out of it. The
-night, maddeningly lovely, with bloom of grapes on it in starshine, and
-the breath of grass and honey coming from it, he could not enjoy, while
-she who was to him the life of beauty, its embodiment and essence, was
-cut off from him, utterly cut off now, he felt, by honourable decency.
-
-He made a poor fist of sleeping, striving too hard after that resignation
-which Forsytes find difficult to reach, bred to their own way and left so
-comfortably off by their fathers. But after dawn he dozed off, and soon
-was dreaming a strange dream.
-
-He was on a stage with immensely high rich curtains--high as the very
-stars--stretching in a semi-circle from footlights to footlights. He
-himself was very small, a little black restless figure roaming up and
-down; and the odd thing was that he was not altogether himself, but
-Soames as well, so that he was not only experiencing but watching. This
-figure of himself and Soames was trying to find a way out through the
-curtains, which, heavy and dark, kept him in. Several times he had
-crossed in front of them before he saw with delight a sudden narrow
-rift--a tall chink of beauty the colour of iris flowers, like a glimpse
-of Paradise, remote, ineffable. Stepping quickly forward to pass into
-it, he found the curtains closing before him. Bitterly disappointed he
---or was it Soames?--moved on, and there was the chink again through the
-parted curtains, which again closed too soon. This went on and on and he
-never got through till he woke with the word "Irene" on his lips. The
-dream disturbed him badly, especially that identification of himself with
-Soames.
-
-Next morning, finding it impossible to work, he spent hours riding
-Jolly's horse in search of fatigue. And on the second day he made up his
-mind to move to London and see if he could not get permission to follow
-his daughters to South Africa. He had just begun to pack the following
-morning when he received this letter:
-
-"GREEN HOTEL,
-"June 13.
-"RICHMOND.
-"MY DEAR JOLYON,
-
-"You will be surprised to see how near I am to you. Paris became
-impossible--and I have come here to be within reach of your advice. I
-would so love to see you again. Since you left Paris I don't think I
-have met anyone I could really talk to. Is all well with you and with
-your boy? No one knows, I think, that I am here at present.
-
-"Always your friend,
-"IRENE."
-
-Irene within three miles of him!--and again in flight! He stood with a
-very queer smile on his lips. This was more than he had bargained for!
-
-About noon he set out on foot across Richmond Park, and as he went along,
-he thought: 'Richmond Park! By Jove, it suits us Forsytes!' Not that
-Forsytes lived there--nobody lived there save royalty, rangers, and the
-deer--but in Richmond Park Nature was allowed to go so far and no
-further, putting up a brave show of being natural, seeming to say: 'Look
-at my instincts--they are almost passions, very nearly out of hand, but
-not quite, of course; the very hub of possession is to possess oneself.'
-Yes! Richmond Park possessed itself, even on that bright day of June,
-with arrowy cuckoos shifting the tree-points of their calls, and the wood
-doves announcing high summer.
-
-The Green Hotel, which Jolyon entered at one o'clock, stood nearly
-opposite that more famous hostelry, the Crown and Sceptre; it was modest,
-highly respectable, never out of cold beef, gooseberry tart, and a
-dowager or two, so that a carriage and pair was almost always standing
-before the door.
-
-In a room draped in chintz so slippery as to forbid all emotion, Irene
-was sitting on a piano stool covered with crewel work, playing 'Hansel
-and Gretel' out of an old score. Above her on a wall, not yet
-Morris-papered, was a print of the Queen on a pony, amongst deer-hounds,
-Scotch. caps, and slain stags; beside her in a pot on the window-sill was
-a white and rosy fuchsia. The Victorianism of the room almost talked;
-and in her clinging frock Irene seemed to Jolyon like Venus emerging from
-the shell of the past century.
-
-"If the proprietor had eyes," he said, "he would show you the door; you
-have broken through his decorations." Thus lightly he smothered up an
-emotional moment. Having eaten cold beef, pickled walnut, gooseberry
-tart, and drunk stone-bottle ginger-beer, they walked into the Park, and
-light talk was succeeded by the silence Jolyon had dreaded.
-
-"You haven't told me about Paris," he said at last.
-
-"No. I've been shadowed for a long time; one gets used to that. But then
-Soames came. By the little Niobe--the same story; would I go back to
-him?"
-
-"Incredible!"
-
-She had spoken without raising her eyes, but she looked up now. Those
-dark eyes clinging to his said as no words could have: 'I have come to an
-end; if you want me, here I am.'
-
-For sheer emotional intensity had he ever--old as he was--passed through
-such a moment?
-
-The words: 'Irene, I adore you!' almost escaped him. Then, with a
-clearness of which he would not have believed mental vision capable, he
-saw Jolly lying with a white face turned to a white wall.
-
-"My boy is very ill out there," he said quietly.
-
-Irene slipped her arm through his.
-
-"Let's walk on; I understand."
-
-No miserable explanation to attempt! She had understood! And they
-walked on among the bracken, knee-high already, between the rabbit-holes
-and the oak-trees, talking of Jolly. He left her two hours later at the
-Richmond Hill Gate, and turned towards home.
-
-'She knows of my feeling for her, then,' he thought. Of course! One
-could not keep knowledge of that from such a woman!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-OVER THE RIVER
-
-Jolly was tired to death of dreams. They had left him now too wan and
-weak to dream again; left him to lie torpid, faintly remembering far-off
-things; just able to turn his eyes and gaze through the window near his
-cot at the trickle of river running by in the sands, at the straggling
-milk-bush of the Karoo beyond. He knew what the Karoo was now, even if
-he had not seen a Boer roll over like a rabbit, or heard the whine of
-flying bullets. This pestilence had sneaked on him before he had smelled
-powder. A thirsty day and a rash drink, or perhaps a tainted fruit--who
-knew? Not he, who had not even strength left to grudge the evil thing its
-victory--just enough to know that there were many lying here with him,
-that he was sore with frenzied dreaming; just enough to watch that thread
-of river and be able to remember faintly those far-away things....
-
-The sun was nearly down. It would be cooler soon. He would have liked
-to know the time--to feel his old watch, so butter-smooth, to hear the
-repeater strike. It would have been friendly, home-like. He had not even
-strength to remember that the old watch was last wound the day he began
-to lie here. The pulse of his brain beat so feebly that faces which came
-and went, nurse's, doctor's, orderly's, were indistinguishable, just one
-indifferent face; and the words spoken about him meant all the same
-thing, and that almost nothing. Those things he used to do, though far
-and faint, were more distinct--walking past the foot of the old steps at
-Harrow 'bill'--'Here, sir! Here, sir!'--wrapping boots in the
-Westminster Gazette, greenish paper, shining boots--grandfather coming
-from somewhere dark--a smell of earth--the mushroom house! Robin Hill!
-Burying poor old Balthasar in the leaves! Dad! Home....
-
-Consciousness came again with noticing that the river had no water in
-it--someone was speaking too. Want anything? No. What could one want?
-Too weak to want--only to hear his watch strike....
-
-Holly! She wouldn't bowl properly. Oh! Pitch them up! Not sneaks!...
-'Back her, Two and Bow!' He was Two!... Consciousness came once more
-with a sense of the violet dusk outside, and a rising blood-red crescent
-moon. His eyes rested on it fascinated; in the long minutes of
-brain-nothingness it went moving up and up....
-
-"He's going, doctor!" Not pack boots again? Never? 'Mind your form,
-Two!' Don't cry! Go quietly--over the river--sleep!... Dark? If
-somebody would--strike--his--watch!...
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-SOAMES ACTS
-
-A sealed letter in the handwriting of Mr. Polteed remained unopened in
-Soames' pocket throughout two hours of sustained attention to the affairs
-of the 'New Colliery Company,' which, declining almost from the moment of
-old Jolyon's retirement from the Chairmanship, had lately run down so
-fast that there was now nothing for it but a 'winding-up.' He took the
-letter out to lunch at his City Club, sacred to him for the meals he had
-eaten there with his father in the early seventies, when James used to
-like him to come and see for himself the nature of his future life.
-
-Here in a remote corner before a plate of roast mutton and mashed potato,
-he read:
-
-"DEAR SIR,
-
-"In accordance with your suggestion we have duly taken the matter up at
-the other end with gratifying results. Observation of 47 has enabled us
-to locate 17 at the Green Hotel, Richmond. The two have been observed to
-meet daily during the past week in Richmond Park. Nothing absolutely
-crucial has so far been notified. But in conjunction with what we had
-from Paris at the beginning of the year, I am confident we could now
-satisfy the Court. We shall, of course, continue to watch the matter
-until we hear from you.
-
-"Very faithfully yours,
-"CLAUD POLTEED."
-
-Soames read it through twice and beckoned to the waiter:
-
-"Take this away; it's cold."
-
-"Shall I bring you some more, sir?"
-
-"No. Get me some coffee in the other room."
-
-And, paying for what he had not eaten, he went out, passing two
-acquaintances without sign of recognition.
-
-'Satisfy the Court!' he thought, sitting at a little round marble table
-with the coffee before him. That fellow Jolyon! He poured out his
-coffee, sweetened and drank it. He would disgrace him in the eyes of his
-own children! And rising, with that resolution hot within him, he found
-for the first time the inconvenience of being his own solicitor. He
-could not treat this scandalous matter in his own office. He must commit
-the soul of his private dignity to a stranger, some other professional
-dealer in family dishonour. Who was there he could go to? Linkman and
-Laver in Budge Row, perhaps--reliable, not too conspicuous, only nodding
-acquaintances. But before he saw them he must see Polteed again. But at
-this thought Soames had a moment of sheer weakness. To part with his
-secret? How find the words? How subject himself to contempt and secret
-laughter? Yet, after all, the fellow knew already--oh yes, he knew!
-And, feeling that he must finish with it now, he took a cab into the West
-End.
-
-In this hot weather the window of Mr. Polteed's room was positively open,
-and the only precaution was a wire gauze, preventing the intrusion of
-flies. Two or three had tried to come in, and been caught, so that they
-seemed to be clinging there with the intention of being devoured
-presently. Mr. Polteed, following the direction of his client's eye,
-rose apologetically and closed the window.
-
-'Posing ass!' thought Soames. Like all who fundamentally believe in
-themselves he was rising to the occasion, and, with his little sideway
-smile, he said: "I've had your letter. I'm going to act. I suppose you
-know who the lady you've been watching really is?" Mr. Polteed's
-expression at that moment was a masterpiece. It so clearly said: 'Well,
-what do you think? But mere professional knowledge, I assure you--pray
-forgive it!' He made a little half airy movement with his hand, as who
-should say: 'Such things--such things will happen to us all!'
-
-"Very well, then," said Soames, moistening his lips: "there's no need to
-say more. I'm instructing Linkman and Laver of Budge Row to act for me.
-I don't want to hear your evidence, but kindly make your report to them
-at five o'clock, and continue to observe the utmost secrecy."
-
-Mr. Polteed half closed his eyes, as if to comply at once. "My dear
-sir," he said.
-
-"Are you convinced," asked Soames with sudden energy, "that there is
-enough?"
-
-The faintest movement occurred to Mr. Polteed's shoulders.
-
-"You can risk it," he murmured; "with what we have, and human nature, you
-can risk it."
-
-Soames rose. "You will ask for Mr. Linkman. Thanks; don't get up." He
-could not bear Mr. Polteed to slide as usual between him and the door.
-In the sunlight of Piccadilly he wiped his forehead. This had been the
-worst of it--he could stand the strangers better. And he went back into
-the City to do what still lay before him.
-
-That evening in Park Lane, watching his father dine, he was overwhelmed
-by his old longing for a son--a son, to watch him eat as he went down the
-years, to be taken on his knee as James on a time had been wont to take
-him; a son of his own begetting, who could understand him because he was
-the same flesh and blood--understand, and comfort him, and become more
-rich and cultured than himself because he would start even better off.
-To get old--like that thin, grey wiry-frail figure sitting there--and be
-quite alone with possessions heaping up around him; to take no interest
-in anything because it had no future and must pass away from him to hands
-and mouths and eyes for whom he cared no jot! No! He would force it
-through now, and be free to marry, and have a son to care for him before
-he grew to be like the old old man his father, wistfully watching now his
-sweetbread, now his son.
-
-In that mood he went up to bed. But, lying warm between those fine linen
-sheets of Emily's providing, he was visited by memories and torture.
-Visions of Irene, almost the solid feeling of her body, beset him. Why
-had he ever been fool enough to see her again, and let this flood back on
-him so that it was pain to think of her with that fellow--that stealing
-fellow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-A SUMMER DAY
-
-His boy was seldom absent from Jolyon's mind in the days which followed
-the first walk with Irene in Richmond Park. No further news had come;
-enquiries at the War Office elicited nothing; nor could he expect to hear
-from June and Holly for three weeks at least. In these days he felt how
-insufficient were his memories of Jolly, and what an amateur of a father
-he had been. There was not a single memory in which anger played a part;
-not one reconciliation, because there had never been a rupture; nor one
-heart-to-heart confidence, not even when Jolly's mother died. Nothing but
-half-ironical affection. He had been too afraid of committing himself in
-any direction, for fear of losing his liberty, or interfering with that
-of his boy.
-
-Only in Irene's presence had he relief, highly complicated by the
-ever-growing perception of how divided he was between her and his son.
-With Jolly was bound up all that sense of continuity and social creed of
-which he had drunk deeply in his youth and again during his boy's public
-school and varsity life--all that sense of not going back on what father
-and son expected of each other. With Irene was bound up all his delight
-in beauty and in Nature. And he seemed to know less and less which was
-the stronger within him. From such sentimental paralysis he was rudely
-awakened, however, one afternoon, just as he was starting off to
-Richmond, by a young man with a bicycle and a face oddly familiar, who
-came forward faintly smiling.
-
-"Mr. Jolyon Forsyte? Thank you!" Placing an envelope in Jolyon's hand
-he wheeled off the path and rode away. Bewildered, Jolyon opened it.
-
-"Admiralty Probate and Divorce, Forsyte v. Forsyte and Forsyte!"
-
-A sensation of shame and disgust was followed by the instant reaction
-'Why, here's the very thing you want, and you don't like it!' But she
-must have had one too; and he must go to her at once. He turned things
-over as he went along. It was an ironical business. For, whatever the
-Scriptures said about the heart, it took more than mere longings to
-satisfy the law. They could perfectly well defend this suit, or at least
-in good faith try to. But the idea of doing so revolted Jolyon. If not
-her lover in deed he was in desire, and he knew that she was ready to
-come to him. Her face had told him so. Not that he exaggerated her
-feeling for him. She had had her grand passion, and he could not expect
-another from her at his age. But she had trust in him, affection for
-him, and must feel that he would be a refuge. Surely she would not ask
-him to defend the suit, knowing that he adored her! Thank Heaven she had
-not that maddening British conscientiousness which refused happiness for
-the sake of refusing! She must rejoice at this chance of being free
-after seventeen years of death in life! As to publicity, the fat was in
-the fire! To defend the suit would not take away the slur. Jolyon had
-all the proper feeling of a Forsyte whose privacy is threatened: If he
-was to be hung by the Law, by all means let it be for a sheep! Moreover
-the notion of standing in a witness box and swearing to the truth that no
-gesture, not even a word of love had passed between them seemed to him
-more degrading than to take the tacit stigma of being an adulterer--more
-truly degrading, considering the feeling in his heart, and just as bad
-and painful for his children. The thought of explaining away, if he
-could, before a judge and twelve average Englishmen, their meetings in
-Paris, and the walks in Richmond Park, horrified him. The brutality and
-hypocritical censoriousness of the whole process; the probability that
-they would not be believed--the mere vision of her, whom he looked on as
-the embodiment of Nature and of Beauty, standing there before all those
-suspicious, gloating eyes was hideous to him. No, no! To defend a suit
-only made a London holiday, and sold the newspapers. A thousand times
-better accept what Soames and the gods had sent!
-
-'Besides,' he thought honestly, 'who knows whether, even for my boy's
-sake, I could have stood this state of things much longer? Anyway, her
-neck will be out of chancery at last!' Thus absorbed, he was hardly
-conscious of the heavy heat. The sky had become overcast, purplish with
-little streaks of white. A heavy heat-drop plashed a little star pattern
-in the dust of the road as he entered the Park. 'Phew!' he thought,
-'thunder! I hope she's not come to meet me; there's a ducking up there!'
-But at that very minute he saw Irene coming towards the Gate. 'We must
-scuttle back to Robin Hill,' he thought.
-
- ***************************
-
-The storm had passed over the Poultry at four o'clock, bringing welcome
-distraction to the clerks in every office. Soames was drinking a cup of
-tea when a note was brought in to him:
-
-"DEAR SIR,
-
-"Forsyte v. Forsyte and Forsyte
-
-"In accordance with your instructions, we beg to inform you that we
-personally served the respondent and co-respondent in this suit to-day,
-at Richmond, and Robin Hill, respectively.
-"Faithfully yours,
-"LINKMAN AND LAVER."
-
-For some minutes Soames stared at that note. Ever since he had given
-those instructions he had been tempted to annul them. It was so
-scandalous, such a general disgrace! The evidence, too, what he had
-heard of it, had never seemed to him conclusive; somehow, he believed
-less and less that those two had gone all lengths. But this, of course,
-would drive them to it; and he suffered from the thought. That fellow to
-have her love, where he had failed! Was it too late? Now that they had
-been brought up sharp by service of this petition, had he not a lever
-with which he could force them apart? 'But if I don't act at once,' he
-thought, 'it will be too late, now they've had this thing. I'll go and
-see him; I'll go down!'
-
-And, sick with nervous anxiety, he sent out for one of the 'new-fangled'
-motor-cabs. It might take a long time to run that fellow to ground, and
-Goodness knew what decision they might come to after such a shock! 'If I
-were a theatrical ass,' he thought, 'I suppose I should be taking a
-horse-whip or a pistol or something!' He took instead a bundle of papers
-in the case of 'Magentie versus Wake,' intending to read them on the way
-down. He did not even open them, but sat quite still, jolted and jarred,
-unconscious of the draught down the back of his neck, or the smell of
-petrol. He must be guided by the fellow's attitude; the great thing was
-to keep his head!
-
-London had already begun to disgorge its workers as he neared Putney
-Bridge; the ant-heap was on the move outwards. What a lot of ants, all
-with a living to get, holding on by their eyelids in the great scramble!
-Perhaps for the first time in his life Soames thought: 'I could let go if
-I liked! Nothing could touch me; I could snap my fingers, live as I
-wished--enjoy myself!' No! One could not live as he had and just drop
-it all--settle down in Capua, to spend the money and reputation he had
-made. A man's life was what he possessed and sought to possess. Only
-fools thought otherwise--fools, and socialists, and libertines!
-
-The cab was passing villas now, going a great pace. 'Fifteen miles an
-hour, I should think!' he mused; 'this'll take people out of town to
-live!' and he thought of its bearing on the portions of London owned by
-his father--he himself had never taken to that form of investment, the
-gambler in him having all the outlet needed in his pictures. And the cab
-sped on, down the hill past Wimbledon Common. This interview! Surely a
-man of fifty-two with grown-up children, and hung on the line, would not
-be reckless. 'He won't want to disgrace the family,' he thought; 'he was
-as fond of his father as I am of mine, and they were brothers. That
-woman brings destruction--what is it in her? I've never known.' The cab
-branched off, along the side of a wood, and he heard a late cuckoo
-calling, almost the first he had heard that year. He was now almost
-opposite the site he had originally chosen for his house, and which had
-been so unceremoniously rejected by Bosinney in favour of his own choice.
-He began passing his handkerchief over his face and hands, taking deep
-breaths to give him steadiness. 'Keep one's head,' he thought, 'keep
-one's head!'
-
-The cab turned in at the drive which might have been his own, and the
-sound of music met him. He had forgotten the fellow's daughters.
-
-"I may be out again directly," he said to the driver, "or I may be kept
-some time"; and he rang the bell.
-
-Following the maid through the curtains into the inner hall, he felt
-relieved that the impact of this meeting would be broken by June or
-Holly, whichever was playing in there, so that with complete surprise he
-saw Irene at the piano, and Jolyon sitting in an armchair listening.
-They both stood up. Blood surged into Soames' brain, and all his
-resolution to be guided by this or that left him utterly. The look of
-his farmer forbears--dogged Forsytes down by the sea, from 'Superior
-Dosset' back--grinned out of his face.
-
-"Very pretty!" he said.
-
-He heard the fellow murmur:
-
-"This is hardly the place--we'll go to the study, if you don't mind."
-And they both passed him through the curtain opening. In the little room
-to which he followed them, Irene stood by the open window, and the
-'fellow' close to her by a big chair. Soames pulled the door to behind
-him with a slam; the sound carried him back all those years to the day
-when he had shut out Jolyon--shut him out for meddling with his affairs.
-
-"Well," he said, "what have you to say for yourselves?"
-
-The fellow had the effrontery to smile.
-
-"What we have received to-day has taken away your right to ask. I should
-imagine you will be glad to have your neck out of chancery."
-
-"Oh!" said Soames; "you think so! I came to tell you that I'll divorce
-her with every circumstance of disgrace to you both, unless you swear to
-keep clear of each other from now on."
-
-He was astonished at his fluency, because his mind was stammering and his
-hands twitching. Neither of them answered; but their faces seemed to him
-as if contemptuous.
-
-"Well," he said; "you--Irene?"
-
-Her lips moved, but Jolyon laid his hand on her arm.
-
-"Let her alone!" said Soames furiously. "Irene, will you swear it?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Oh! and you?"
-
-"Still less."
-
-"So then you're guilty, are you?"
-
-"Yes, guilty." It was Irene speaking in that serene voice, with that
-unreached air which had maddened him so often; and, carried beyond
-himself, he cried:
-
-"You are a devil"
-
-"Go out! Leave this house, or I'll do you an injury."
-
-That fellow to talk of injuries! Did he know how near his throat was to
-being scragged?
-
-"A trustee," he said, "embezzling trust property! A thief, stealing his
-cousin's wife."
-
-"Call me what you like. You have chosen your part, we have chosen ours.
-Go out!"
-
-If he had brought a weapon Soames might have used it at that moment.
-
-"I'll make you pay!" he said.
-
-"I shall be very happy."
-
-At that deadly turning of the meaning of his speech by the son of him who
-had nicknamed him 'the man of property,' Soames stood glaring. It was
-ridiculous!
-
-There they were, kept from violence by some secret force. No blow
-possible, no words to meet the case. But he could not, did not know how
-to turn and go away. His eyes fastened on Irene's face--the last time
-he would ever see that fatal face--the last time, no doubt!
-
-"You," he said suddenly, "I hope you'll treat him as you treated
-me--that's all."
-
-He saw her wince, and with a sensation not quite triumph, not quite
-relief, he wrenched open the door, passed out through the hall, and got
-into his cab. He lolled against the cushion with his eyes shut. Never
-in his life had he been so near to murderous violence, never so thrown
-away the restraint which was his second nature. He had a stripped and
-naked feeling, as if all virtue had gone out of him--life meaningless,
-mind-striking work. Sunlight streamed in on him, but he felt cold. The
-scene he had passed through had gone from him already, what was before
-him would not materialise, he could catch on to nothing; and he felt
-frightened, as if he had been hanging over the edge of a precipice, as if
-with another turn of the screw sanity would have failed him. 'I'm not
-fit for it,' he thought; 'I mustn't--I'm not fit for it.' The cab sped
-on, and in mechanical procession trees, houses, people passed, but had no
-significance. 'I feel very queer,' he thought; 'I'll take a Turkish
-bath.--I've been very near to something. It won't do.' The cab whirred
-its way back over the bridge, up the Fulham Road, along the Park.
-
-"To the Hammam," said Soames.
-
-Curious that on so warm a summer day, heat should be so comforting!
-Crossing into the hot room he met George Forsyte coming out, red and
-glistening.
-
-"Hallo!" said George; "what are you training for? You've not got much
-superfluous."
-
-Buffoon! Soames passed him with his sideway smile. Lying back, rubbing
-his skin uneasily for the first signs of perspiration, he thought: 'Let
-them laugh! I won't feel anything! I can't stand violence! It's not
-good for me!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-A SUMMER NIGHT
-
-Soames left dead silence in the little study. "Thank you for that good
-lie," said Jolyon suddenly. "Come out--the air in here is not what it
-was!"
-
-In front of a long high southerly wall on which were trained peach-trees
-the two walked up and down in silence. Old Jolyon had planted some
-cupressus-trees, at intervals, between this grassy terrace and the
-dipping meadow full of buttercups and ox-eyed daisies; for twelve years
-they had flourished, till their dark spiral shapes had quite a look of
-Italy. Birds fluttered softly in the wet shrubbery; the swallows swooped
-past, with a steel-blue sheen on their swift little bodies; the grass
-felt springy beneath the feet, its green refreshed; butterflies chased
-each other. After that painful scene the quiet of Nature was wonderfully
-poignant. Under the sun-soaked wall ran a narrow strip of garden-bed
-full of mignonette and pansies, and from the bees came a low hum in which
-all other sounds were set--the mooing of a cow deprived of her calf, the
-calling of a cuckoo from an elm-tree at the bottom of the meadow. Who
-would have thought that behind them, within ten miles, London began--that
-London of the Forsytes, with its wealth, its misery; its dirt and noise;
-its jumbled stone isles of beauty, its grey sea of hideous brick and
-stucco? That London which had seen Irene's early tragedy, and Jolyon's
-own hard days; that web; that princely workhouse of the possessive
-instinct!
-
-And while they walked Jolyon pondered those words: 'I hope you'll treat
-him as you treated me.' That would depend on himself. Could he trust
-himself? Did Nature permit a Forsyte not to make a slave of what he
-adored? Could beauty be confided to him? Or should she not be just a
-visitor, coming when she would, possessed for moments which passed, to
-return only at her own choosing? 'We are a breed of spoilers!' thought
-Jolyon, 'close and greedy; the bloom of life is not safe with us. Let
-her come to me as she will, when she will, not at all if she will not.
-Let me be just her stand-by, her perching-place; never-never her cage!'
-
-She was the chink of beauty in his dream. Was he to pass through the
-curtains now and reach her? Was the rich stuff of many possessions, the
-close encircling fabric of the possessive instinct walling in that little
-black figure of himself, and Soames--was it to be rent so that he could
-pass through into his vision, find there something not of the senses
-only? 'Let me,' he thought, 'ah! let me only know how not to grasp and
-destroy!'
-
-But at dinner there were plans to be made. To-night she would go back to
-the hotel, but tomorrow he would take her up to London. He must instruct
-his solicitor--Jack Herring. Not a finger must be raised to hinder the
-process of the Law. Damages exemplary, judicial strictures, costs, what
-they liked--let it go through at the first moment, so that her neck might
-be out of chancery at last! To-morrow he would see Herring--they would
-go and see him together. And then--abroad, leaving no doubt, no
-difficulty about evidence, making the lie she had told into the truth.
-He looked round at her; and it seemed to his adoring eyes that more than
-a woman was sitting there. The spirit of universal beauty, deep,
-mysterious, which the old painters, Titian, Giorgione, Botticelli, had
-known how to capture and transfer to the faces of their women--this
-flying beauty seemed to him imprinted on her brow, her hair, her lips,
-and in her eyes.
-
-'And this is to be mine!' he thought. 'It frightens me!'
-
-After dinner they went out on to the terrace to have coffee. They sat
-there long, the evening was so lovely, watching the summer night come
-very slowly on. It was still warm and the air smelled of lime
-blossom--early this summer. Two bats were flighting with the faint
-mysterious little noise they make. He had placed the chairs in front of
-the study window, and moths flew past to visit the discreet light in
-there. There was no wind, and not a whisper in the old oak-tree twenty
-yards away! The moon rose from behind the copse, nearly full; and the
-two lights struggled, till moonlight conquered, changing the colour and
-quality of all the garden, stealing along the flagstones, reaching their
-feet, climbing up, changing their faces.
-
-"Well," said Jolyon at last, "you'll be tired, dear; we'd better start.
-The maid will show you Holly's room," and he rang the study bell. The
-maid who came handed him a telegram. Watching her take Irene away, he
-thought: 'This must have come an hour or more ago, and she didn't bring
-it out to us! That shows! Well, we'll be hung for a sheep soon!' And,
-opening the telegram, he read:
-
-"JOLYON FORSYTE, Robin Hill.--Your son passed painlessly away on June
-20th. Deep sympathy"--some name unknown to him.
-
-He dropped it, spun round, stood motionless. The moon shone in on him; a
-moth flew in his face. The first day of all that he had not thought
-almost ceaselessly of Jolly. He went blindly towards the window, struck
-against the old armchair--his father's--and sank down on to the arm of
-it. He sat there huddled' forward, staring into the night. Gone out
-like a candle flame; far from home, from love, all by himself, in the
-dark! His boy! From a little chap always so good to him--so friendly!
-Twenty years old, and cut down like grass--to have no life at all! 'I
-didn't really know him,' he thought, 'and he didn't know me; but we loved
-each other. It's only love that matters.'
-
-To die out there--lonely--wanting them--wanting home! This seemed to his
-Forsyte heart more painful, more pitiful than death itself. No shelter,
-no protection, no love at the last! And all the deeply rooted clanship
-in him, the family feeling and essential clinging to his own flesh and
-blood which had been so strong in old Jolyon was so strong in all the
-Forsytes--felt outraged, cut, and torn by his boy's lonely passing.
-Better far if he had died in battle, without time to long for them to
-come to him, to call out for them, perhaps, in his delirium!
-
-The moon had passed behind the oak-tree now, endowing it with uncanny
-life, so that it seemed watching him--the oak-tree his boy had been so
-fond of climbing, out of which he had once fallen and hurt himself, and
-hadn't cried!
-
-The door creaked. He saw Irene come in, pick up the telegram and read
-it. He heard the faint rustle of her dress. She sank on her knees close
-to him, and he forced himself to smile at her. She stretched up her arms
-and drew his head down on her shoulder. The perfume and warmth of her
-encircled him; her presence gained slowly his whole being.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-JAMES IN WAITING
-
-Sweated to serenity, Soames dined at the Remove and turned his face
-toward Park Lane. His father had been unwell lately. This would have to
-be kept from him! Never till that moment had he realised how much the
-dread of bringing James' grey hairs down with sorrow to the grave had
-counted with him; how intimately it was bound up with his own shrinking
-from scandal. His affection for his father, always deep, had increased
-of late years with the knowledge that James looked on him as the real
-prop of his decline. It seemed pitiful that one who had been so careful
-all his life and done so much for the family name--so that it was almost
-a byword for solid, wealthy respectability--should at his last gasp have
-to see it in all the newspapers. This was like lending a hand to Death,
-that final enemy of Forsytes. 'I must tell mother,' he thought, 'and
-when it comes on, we must keep the papers from him somehow. He sees
-hardly anyone.' Letting himself in with his latchkey, he was beginning
-to ascend he stairs when he became conscious of commotion on the
-second-floor landing. His mother's voice was saying:
-
-"Now, James, you'll catch cold. Why can't you wait quietly?"
-
-His father's answering
-
-"Wait? I'm always waiting. Why doesn't he come in?"
-
-"You can speak to him to-morrow morning, instead of making a guy of
-yourself on the landing."
-
-"He'll go up to bed, I shouldn't wonder. I shan't sleep."
-
-"Now come back to bed, James."
-
-"Um! I might die before to-morrow morning for all you can tell."
-
-"You shan't have to wait till to-morrow morning; I'll go down and bring
-him up. Don't fuss!"
-
-"There you go--always so cock-a-hoop. He mayn't come in at all."
-
-"Well, if he doesn't come in you won't catch him by standing out here in
-your dressing-gown."
-
-Soames rounded the last bend and came in sight of his father's tall
-figure wrapped in a brown silk quilted gown, stooping over the balustrade
-above. Light fell on his silvery hair and whiskers, investing his head
-with, a sort of halo.
-
-"Here he is!" he heard him say in a voice which sounded injured, and his
-mother's comfortable answer from the bedroom door:
-
-"That's all right. Come in, and I'll brush your hair." James extended a
-thin, crooked finger, oddly like the beckoning of a skeleton, and passed
-through the doorway of his bedroom.
-
-'What is it?' thought Soames. 'What has he got hold of now?'
-
-His father was sitting before the dressing-table sideways to the mirror,
-while Emily slowly passed two silver-backed brushes through and through
-his hair. She would do this several times a day, for it had on him
-something of the effect produced on a cat by scratching between its ears.
-
-"There you are!" he said. "I've been waiting."
-
-Soames stroked his shoulder, and, taking up a silver button-hook,
-examined the mark on it.
-
-"Well," he said, "you're looking better."
-
-James shook his head.
-
-"I want to say something. Your mother hasn't heard." He announced
-Emily's ignorance of what he hadn't told her, as if it were a grievance.
-
-"Your father's been in a great state all the evening. I'm sure I don't
-know what about."
-
-The faint 'whisk-whisk' of the brushes continued the soothing of her
-voice.
-
-"No! you know nothing," said James. "Soames can tell me." And, fixing
-his grey eyes, in which there was a look of strain, uncomfortable to
-watch, on his son, he muttered:
-
-"I'm getting on, Soames. At my age I can't tell. I might die any time.
-There'll be a lot of money. There's Rachel and Cicely got no children;
-and Val's out there--that chap his father will get hold of all he can.
-And somebody'll pick up Imogen, I shouldn't wonder."
-
-Soames listened vaguely--he had heard all this before. Whish-whish! went
-the brushes.
-
-"If that's all!" said Emily.
-
-"All!" cried James; "it's nothing. I'm coming to that." And again his
-eyes strained pitifully at Soames.
-
-"It's you, my boy," he said suddenly; "you ought to get a divorce."
-
-That word, from those of all lips, was almost too much for Soames'
-composure. His eyes reconcentrated themselves quickly on the buttonhook,
-and as if in apology James hurried on:
-
-"I don't know what's become of her--they say she's abroad. Your Uncle
-Swithin used to admire her--he was a funny fellow." (So he always
-alluded to his dead twin-'The Stout and the Lean of it,' they had been
-called.) "She wouldn't be alone, I should say." And with that
-summing-up of the effect of beauty on human nature, he was silent,
-watching his son with eyes doubting as a bird's. Soames, too, was silent.
-Whish-whish went the brushes.
-
-"Come, James! Soames knows best. It's his 'business."
-
-"Ah!" said James, and the word came from deep down; "but there's all my
-money, and there's his--who's it to go to? And when he dies the name
-goes out."
-
-Soames replaced the button-hook on the lace and pink silk of the
-dressing-table coverlet.
-
-"The name?" said Emily, "there are all the other Forsytes."
-
-"As if that helped me," muttered James. "I shall be in my grave, and
-there'll be nobody, unless he marries again."
-
-"You're quite right," said Soames quietly; "I'm getting a divorce."
-
-James' eyes almost started from his head.
-
-"What?" he cried. "There! nobody tells me anything."
-
-"Well," said Emily, "who would have imagined you wanted it? My dear boy,
-that is a surprise, after all these years."
-
-"It'll be a scandal," muttered James, as if to himself; "but I can't help
-that. Don't brush so hard. When'll it come on?"
-
-"Before the Long Vacation; it's not defended."
-
-James' lips moved in secret calculation. "I shan't live to see my
-grandson," he muttered.
-
-Emily ceased brushing. "Of course you will, James. Soames will be as
-quick as he can."
-
-There was a long silence, till James reached out his arm.
-
-"Here! let's have the eau-de-Cologne," and, putting it to his nose, he
-moved his forehead in the direction of his son. Soames bent over and
-kissed that brow just where the hair began. A relaxing quiver passed
-over James' face, as though the wheels of anxiety within were running
-down.
-
-"I'll get to bed," he said; "I shan't want to see the papers when that
-comes. They're a morbid lot; I can't pay attention to them, I'm too
-old."
-
-Queerly affected, Soames went to the door; he heard his father say:
-
-"Here, I'm tired. I'll say a prayer in bed."
-
-And his mother answering
-
-"That's right, James; it'll be ever so much more comfy."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-OUT OF THE WEB
-
-On Forsyte 'Change the announcement of Jolly's death, among a batch of
-troopers, caused mixed sensation. Strange to read that Jolyon Forsyte
-(fifth of the name in direct descent) had died of disease in the service
-of his country, and not be able to feel it personally. It revived the
-old grudge against his father for having estranged himself. For such was
-still the prestige of old Jolyon that the other Forsytes could never
-quite feel, as might have been expected, that it was they who had cut off
-his descendants for irregularity. The news increased, of course, the
-interest and anxiety about Val; but then Val's name was Dartie, and even
-if he were killed in battle or got the Victoria Cross, it would not be at
-all the same as if his name were Forsyte. Not even casualty or glory to
-the Haymans would be really satisfactory. Family pride felt defrauded.
-
-How the rumour arose, then, that 'something very dreadful, my dear,' was
-pending, no one, least of all Soames, could tell, secret as he kept
-everything. Possibly some eye had seen 'Forsyte v. Forsyte and Forsyte,'
-in the cause list; and had added it to 'Irene in Paris with a fair
-beard.' Possibly some wall at Park Lane had ears. The fact remained
-that it was known--whispered among the old, discussed among the
-young--that family pride must soon receive a blow.
-
-Soames, paying one, of his Sunday visits to Timothy's--paying it with the
-feeling that after the suit came on he would be paying no more--felt
-knowledge in the air as he came in. Nobody, of course, dared speak of it
-before him, but each of the four other Forsytes present held their
-breath, aware that nothing could prevent Aunt Juley from making them all
-uncomfortable. She looked so piteously at Soames, she checked herself on
-the point of speech so often, that Aunt Hester excused herself and said
-she must go and bathe Timothy's eye--he had a sty coming. Soames,
-impassive, slightly supercilious, did not stay long. He went out with a
-curse stifled behind his pale, just smiling lips.
-
-Fortunately for the peace of his mind, cruelly tortured by the coming
-scandal, he was kept busy day and night with plans for his
-retirement--for he had come to that grim conclusion. To go on seeing all
-those people who had known him as a 'long-headed chap,' an astute
-adviser--after that--no! The fastidiousness and pride which was so
-strangely, so inextricably blended in him with possessive obtuseness,
-revolted against the thought. He would retire, live privately, go on
-buying pictures, make a great name as a collector--after all, his heart
-was more in that than it had ever been in Law. In pursuance of this now
-fixed resolve, he had to get ready to amalgamate his business with
-another firm without letting people know, for that would excite curiosity
-and make humiliation cast its shadow before. He had pitched on the firm
-of Cuthcott, Holliday and Kingson, two of whom were dead. The full name
-after the amalgamation would therefore be Cuthcott, Holliday, Kingson,
-Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte. But after debate as to which of the dead
-still had any influence with the living, it was decided to reduce the
-title to Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte, of whom Kingson would be the
-active and Soames the sleeping partner. For leaving his name, prestige,
-and clients behind him, Soames would receive considerable value.
-
-One night, as befitted a man who had arrived at so important a stage of
-his career, he made a calculation of what he was worth, and after writing
-off liberally for depreciation by the war, found his value to be some
-hundred and thirty thousand pounds. At his father's death, which could
-not, alas, be delayed much longer, he must come into at least another
-fifty thousand, and his yearly expenditure at present just reached two.
-Standing among his pictures, he saw before him a future full of bargains
-earned by the trained faculty of knowing better than other people.
-Selling what was about to decline, keeping what was still going up, and
-exercising judicious insight into future taste, he would make a unique
-collection, which at his death would pass to the nation under the title
-'Forsyte Bequest.'
-
-If the divorce went through, he had determined on his line with Madame
-Lamotte. She had, he knew, but one real ambition--to live on her
-'renter' in Paris near her grandchildren. He would buy the goodwill of
-the Restaurant Bretagne at a fancy price. Madame would live like a
-Queen-Mother in Paris on the interest, invested as she would know how.
-(Incidentally Soames meant to put a capable manager in her place, and
-make the restaurant pay good interest on his money. There were great
-possibilities in Soho.) On Annette he would promise to settle fifteen
-thousand pounds (whether designedly or not), precisely the sum old Jolyon
-had settled on 'that woman.'
-
-A letter from Jolyon's solicitor to his own had disclosed the fact that
-'those two' were in Italy. And an opportunity had been duly given for
-noting that they had first stayed at an hotel in London. The matter was
-clear as daylight, and would be disposed of in half an hour or so; but
-during that half-hour he, Soames, would go down to hell; and after that
-half-hour all bearers of the Forsyte name would feel the bloom was off
-the rose. He had no illusions like Shakespeare that roses by any other
-name would smell as sweet. The name was a possession, a concrete,
-unstained piece of property, the value of which would be reduced some
-twenty per cent. at least. Unless it were Roger, who had once refused to
-stand for Parliament, and--oh, irony!--Jolyon, hung on the line, there
-had never been a distinguished Forsyte. But that very lack of
-distinction was the name's greatest asset. It was a private name,
-intensely individual, and his own property; it had never been exploited
-for good or evil by intrusive report. He and each member of his family
-owned it wholly, sanely, secretly, without any more interference from the
-public than had been necessitated by their births, their marriages, their
-deaths. And during these weeks of waiting and preparing to drop the Law,
-he conceived for that Law a bitter distaste, so deeply did he resent its
-coming violation of his name, forced on him by the need he felt to
-perpetuate that name in a lawful manner. The monstrous injustice of the
-whole thing excited in him a perpetual suppressed fury. He had asked no
-better than to live in spotless domesticity, and now he must go into the
-witness box, after all these futile, barren years, and proclaim his
-failure to keep his wife--incur the pity, the amusement, the contempt of
-his kind. It was all upside down. She and that fellow ought to be the
-sufferers, and they--were in Italy! In these weeks the Law he had served
-so faithfully, looked on so reverently as the guardian of all property,
-seemed to him quite pitiful. What could be more insane than to tell a
-man that he owned his wife, and punish him when someone unlawfully took
-her away from him? Did the Law not know that a man's name was to him the
-apple of his eye, that it was far harder to be regarded as cuckold than
-as seducer? He actually envied Jolyon the reputation of succeeding where
-he, Soames, had failed. The question of damages worried him, too. He
-wanted to make that fellow suffer, but he remembered his cousin's words,
-"I shall be very happy," with the uneasy feeling that to claim damages
-would make not Jolyon but himself suffer; he felt uncannily that Jolyon
-would rather like to pay them--the chap was so loose. Besides, to claim
-damages was not the thing to do. The claim, indeed, had been made almost
-mechanically; and as the hour drew near Soames saw in it just another
-dodge of this insensitive and topsy-turvy Law to make him ridiculous; so
-that people might sneer and say: "Oh, yes, he got quite a good price for
-her!" And he gave instructions that his Counsel should state that the
-money would be given to a Home for Fallen Women. He was a long time
-hitting off exactly the right charity; but, having pitched on it, he used
-to wake up in the night and think: 'It won't do, too lurid; it'll draw
-attention. Something quieter--better taste.' He did not care for dogs,
-or he would have named them; and it was in desperation at last--for his
-knowledge of charities was limited--that he decided on the blind. That
-could not be inappropriate, and it would make the Jury assess the damages
-high.
-
-A good many suits were dropping out of the list, which happened to be
-exceptionally thin that summer, so that his case would be reached before
-August. As the day grew nearer, Winifred was his only comfort. She
-showed the fellow-feeling of one who had been through the mill, and was
-the 'femme-sole' in whom he confided, well knowing that she would not let
-Dartie into her confidence. That ruffian would be only too rejoiced! At
-the end of July, on the afternoon before the case, he went in to see her.
-They had not yet been able to leave town, because Dartie had already
-spent their summer holiday, and Winifred dared not go to her father for
-more money while he was waiting not to be told anything about this affair
-of Soames.
-
-Soames found her with a letter in her hand.
-
-"That from Val," he asked gloomily. "What does he say?"
-
-"He says he's married," said Winifred.
-
-"Whom to, for Goodness' sake?"
-
-Winifred looked up at him.
-
-"To Holly Forsyte, Jolyon's daughter."
-
-"What?"
-
-"He got leave and did it. I didn't even know he knew her. Awkward, isn't
-it?"
-
-Soames uttered a short laugh at that characteristic minimisation.
-
-"Awkward! Well, I don't suppose they'll hear about this till they come
-back. They'd better stay out there. That fellow will give her money."
-
-"But I want Val back," said Winifred almost piteously; "I miss him, he
-helps me to get on."
-
-"I know," murmured Soames. "How's Dartie behaving now?"
-
-"It might be worse; but it's always money. Would you like me to come
-down to the Court to-morrow, Soames?"
-
-Soames stretched out his hand for hers. The gesture so betrayed the
-loneliness in him that she pressed it between her two.
-
-"Never mind, old boy. You'll feel ever so much better when it's all
-over."
-
-"I don't know what I've done," said Soames huskily; "I never have. It's
-all upside down. I was fond of her; I've always been."
-
-Winifred saw a drop of blood ooze out of his lip, and the sight stirred
-her profoundly.
-
-"Of course," she said, "it's been too bad of her all along! But what
-shall I do about this marriage of Val's, Soames? I don't know how to
-write to him, with this coming on. You've seen that child. Is she
-pretty?"
-
-"Yes, she's pretty," said Soames. "Dark--lady-like enough."
-
-'That doesn't sound so bad,' thought Winifred. 'Jolyon had style.'
-
-"It is a coil," she said. "What will father say?
-
-"Mustn't be told," said Soames. "The war'll soon be over now, you'd
-better let Val take to farming out there."
-
-It was tantamount to saying that his nephew was lost.
-
-"I haven't told Monty," Winifred murmured desolately.
-
-The case was reached before noon next day, and was over in little more
-than half an hour. Soames--pale, spruce, sad-eyed in the
-witness-box--had suffered so much beforehand that he took it all like one
-dead. The moment the decree nisi was pronounced he left the Courts of
-Justice.
-
-Four hours until he became public property! 'Solicitor's divorce suit!'
-A surly, dogged anger replaced that dead feeling within him. 'Damn them
-all!' he thought; 'I won't run away. I'll act as if nothing had
-happened.' And in the sweltering heat of Fleet Street and Ludgate Hill
-he walked all the way to his City Club, lunched, and went back to his
-office. He worked there stolidly throughout the afternoon.
-
-On his way out he saw that his clerks knew, and answered their
-involuntary glances with a look so sardonic that they were immediately
-withdrawn. In front of St. Paul's, he stopped to buy the most
-gentlemanly of the evening papers. Yes! there he was! 'Well-known
-solicitor's divorce. Cousin co-respondent. Damages given to the
-blind'--so, they had got that in! At every other face, he thought: 'I
-wonder if you know!' And suddenly he felt queer, as if something were
-racing round in his head.
-
-What was this? He was letting it get hold of him! He mustn't! He would
-be ill. He mustn't think! He would get down to the river and row about,
-and fish. 'I'm not going to be laid up,' he thought.
-
-It flashed across him that he had something of importance to do before he
-went out of town. Madame Lamotte! He must explain the Law. Another six
-months before he was really free! Only he did not want to see Annette!
-And he passed his hand over the top of his head--it was very hot.
-
-He branched off through Covent Garden. On this sultry day of late July
-the garbage-tainted air of the old market offended him, and Soho seemed
-more than ever the disenchanted home of rapscallionism. Alone, the
-Restaurant Bretagne, neat, daintily painted, with its blue tubs and the
-dwarf trees therein, retained an aloof and Frenchified self-respect. It
-was the slack hour, and pale trim waitresses were preparing the little
-tables for dinner. Soames went through into the private part. To his
-discomfiture Annette answered his knock. She, too, looked pale and
-dragged down by the heat.
-
-"You are quite a stranger," she said languidly.
-
-Soames smiled.
-
-"I haven't wished to be; I've been busy."
-
-"Where's your mother, Annette? I've got some news for her."
-
-"Mother is not in."
-
-It seemed to Soames that she looked at him in a queer way. What did she
-know? How much had her mother told her? The worry of trying to make
-that out gave him an alarming feeling in the head. He gripped the edge of
-the table, and dizzily saw Annette come forward, her eyes clear with
-surprise. He shut his own and said:
-
-"It's all right. I've had a touch of the sun, I think." The sun! What
-he had was a touch of 'darkness! Annette's voice, French and composed,
-said:
-
-"Sit down, it will pass, then." Her hand pressed his shoulder, and
-Soames sank into a chair. When the dark feeling dispersed, and he opened
-his eyes, she was looking down at him. What an inscrutable and odd
-expression for a girl of twenty!
-
-"Do you feel better?"
-
-"It's nothing," said Soames. Instinct told him that to be feeble before
-her was not helping him--age was enough handicap without that.
-Will-power was his fortune with Annette, he had lost ground these latter
-months from indecision--he could not afford to lose any more. He got up,
-and said:
-
-"I'll write to your mother. I'm going down to my river house for a long
-holiday. I want you both to come there presently and stay. It's just at
-its best. You will, won't you?"
-
-"It will be veree nice." A pretty little roll of that 'r' but no
-enthusiasm. And rather sadly he added:
-
-"You're feeling the heat; too, aren't you, Annette? It'll do you good to
-be on the river. Good-night." Annette swayed forward. There was a sort
-of compunction in the movement.
-
-"Are you fit to go? Shall I give you some coffee?"
-
-"No," said Soames firmly. "Give me your hand."
-
-She held out her hand, and Soames raised it to his lips. When he looked
-up, her face wore again that strange expression. 'I can't tell,' he
-thought, as he went out; 'but I mustn't think--I mustn't worry:
-
-But worry he did, walking toward Pall Mall. English, not of her
-religion, middle-aged, scarred as it were by domestic tragedy, what had
-he to give her? Only wealth, social position, leisure, admiration! It
-was much, but was it enough for a beautiful girl of twenty? He felt so
-ignorant about Annette. He had, too, a curious fear of the French nature
-of her mother and herself. They knew so well what they wanted. They
-were almost Forsytes. They would never grasp a shadow and miss a
-substance.
-
-The tremendous effort it was to write a simple note to Madame Lamotte
-when he reached his Club warned him still further that he was at the end
-of his tether.
-
-"MY DEAR MADAME (he said),
-
-"You will see by the enclosed newspaper cutting that I obtained my decree
-of divorce to-day. By the English Law I shall not, however, be free to
-marry again till the decree is confirmed six months hence. In the
-meanwhile I have the honor to ask to be considered a formal suitor for
-the hand of your daughter. I shall write again in a few days and beg you
-both to come and stay at my river house.
-"I am, dear Madame,
-"Sincerely yours,
-"SOAMES FORSYTE."
-
-Having sealed and posted this letter, he went into the dining-room. Three
-mouthfuls of soup convinced him that he could not eat; and, causing a cab
-to be summoned, he drove to Paddington Station and took the first train
-to Reading. He reached his house just as the sun went down, and wandered
-out on to the lawn. The air was drenched with the scent of pinks and
-picotees in his flower-borders. A stealing coolness came off the river.
-
-Rest-peace! Let a poor fellow rest! Let not worry and shame and anger
-chase like evil night-birds in his head! Like those doves perched
-half-sleeping on their dovecot, like the furry creatures in the woods on
-the far side, and the simple folk in their cottages, like the trees and
-the river itself, whitening fast in twilight, like the darkening
-cornflower-blue sky where stars were coming up--let him cease from
-himself, and rest!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-PASSING OF AN AGE
-
-The marriage of Soames with Annette took place in Paris on the last day
-of January, 1901, with such privacy that not even Emily was told until it
-was accomplished.
-
-The day after the wedding he brought her to one of those quiet hotels in
-London where greater expense can be incurred for less result than
-anywhere else under heaven. Her beauty in the best Parisian frocks was
-giving him more satisfaction than if he had collected a perfect bit of
-china, or a jewel of a picture; he looked forward to the moment when he
-would exhibit her in Park Lane, in Green Street, and at Timothy's.
-
-If some one had asked him in those days, "In confidence--are you in love
-with this girl?" he would have replied: "In love? What is love? If you
-mean do I feel to her as I did towards Irene in those old days when I
-first met her and she would not have me; when I sighed and starved after
-her and couldn't rest a minute until she yielded--no! If you mean do I
-admire her youth and prettiness, do my senses ache a little when I see
-her moving about--yes! Do I think she will keep me straight, make me a
-creditable wife and a good mother for my children?--again, yes!"
-
-"What more do I need? and what more do three-quarters of the women who
-are married get from the men who marry them?" And if the enquirer had
-pursued his query, "And do you think it was fair to have tempted this
-girl to give herself to you for life unless you have really touched her
-heart?" he would have answered: "The French see these things differently
-from us. They look at marriage from the point of view of establishments
-and children; and, from my own experience, I am not at all sure that
-theirs is not the sensible view. I shall not expect this time more than
-I can get, or she can give. Years hence I shouldn't be surprised if I
-have trouble with her; but I shall be getting old, I shall have children
-by then. I shall shut my eyes. I have had my great passion; hers is
-perhaps to come--I don't suppose it will be for me. I offer her a great
-deal, and I don't expect much in return, except children, or at least a
-son. But one thing I am sure of--she has very good sense!"
-
-And if, insatiate, the enquirer had gone on, "You do not look, then, for
-spiritual union in this marriage?" Soames would have lifted his sideway
-smile, and rejoined: "That's as it may be. If I get satisfaction for my
-senses, perpetuation of myself; good taste and good humour in the house;
-it is all I can expect at my age. I am not likely to be going out of my
-way towards any far-fetched sentimentalism." Whereon, the enquirer must
-in good taste have ceased enquiry.
-
-The Queen was dead, and the air of the greatest city upon earth grey with
-unshed tears. Fur-coated and top-hatted, with Annette beside him in dark
-furs, Soames crossed Park Lane on the morning of the funeral procession,
-to the rails in Hyde Park. Little moved though he ever was by public
-matters, this event, supremely symbolical, this summing-up of a long rich
-period, impressed his fancy. In '37, when she came to the throne,
-'Superior Dosset' was still building houses to make London hideous; and
-James, a stripling of twenty-six, just laying the foundations of his
-practice in the Law. Coaches still ran; men wore stocks, shaved their
-upper lips, ate oysters out of barrels; 'tigers' swung behind cabriolets;
-women said, 'La!' and owned no property; there were manners in the land,
-and pigsties for the poor; unhappy devils were hanged for little crimes,
-and Dickens had but just begun to write. Well-nigh two generations had
-slipped by--of steamboats, railways, telegraphs, bicycles, electric
-light, telephones, and now these motorcars--of such accumulated wealth,
-that eight per cent. had become three, and Forsytes were numbered by the
-thousand! Morals had changed, manners had changed, men had become
-monkeys twice-removed, God had become Mammon--Mammon so respectable as to
-deceive himself: Sixty-four years that favoured property, and had made
-the upper middle class; buttressed, chiselled, polished it, till it was
-almost indistinguishable in manners, morals, speech, appearance, habit,
-and soul from the nobility. An epoch which had gilded individual liberty
-so that if a man had money, he was free in law and fact, and if he had
-not money he was free in law and not in fact. An era which had canonised
-hypocrisy, so that to seem to be respectable was to be. A great Age,
-whose transmuting influence nothing had escaped save the nature of man
-and the nature of the Universe.
-
-And to witness the passing of this Age, London--its pet and fancy--was
-pouring forth her citizens through every gate into Hyde Park, hub of
-Victorianism, happy hunting-ground of Forsytes. Under the grey heavens,
-whose drizzle just kept off, the dark concourse gathered to see the show.
-The 'good old' Queen, full of years and virtue, had emerged from her
-seclusion for the last time to make a London holiday. From Houndsditch,
-Acton, Ealing, Hampstead, Islington, and Bethnal Green; from Hackney,
-Hornsey, Leytonstone, Battersea, and Fulham; and from those green
-pastures where Forsytes flourish--Mayfair and Kensington, St. James' and
-Belgravia, Bayswater and Chelsea and the Regent's Park, the people
-swarmed down on to the roads where death would presently pass with dusky
-pomp and pageantry. Never again would a Queen reign so long, or people
-have a chance to see so much history buried for their money. A pity the
-war dragged on, and that the Wreath of Victory could not be laid upon her
-coffin! All else would be there to follow and commemorate--soldiers,
-sailors, foreign princes, half-masted bunting, tolling bells, and above
-all the surging, great, dark-coated crowd, with perhaps a simple sadness
-here and there deep in hearts beneath black clothes put on by regulation.
-After all, more than a Queen was going to her rest, a woman who had
-braved sorrow, lived well and wisely according to her lights.
-
-Out in the crowd against the railings, with his arm hooked in Annette's,
-Soames waited. Yes! the Age was passing! What with this Trade Unionism,
-and Labour fellows in the House of Commons, with continental fiction, and
-something in the general feel of everything, not to be expressed in
-words, things were very different; he recalled the crowd on Mafeking
-night, and George Forsyte saying: "They're all socialists, they want our
-goods." Like James, Soames didn't know, he couldn't tell--with Edward on
-the throne! Things would never be as safe again as under good old Viccy!
-Convulsively he pressed his young wife's arm. There, at any rate, was
-something substantially his own, domestically certain again at last;
-something which made property worth while--a real thing once more.
-Pressed close against her and trying to ward others off, Soames was
-content. The crowd swayed round them, ate sandwiches and dropped crumbs;
-boys who had climbed the plane-trees chattered above like monkeys, threw
-twigs and orange-peel. It was past time; they should be coming soon!
-And, suddenly, a little behind them to the left, he saw a tallish man
-with a soft hat and short grizzling beard, and a tallish woman in a
-little round fur cap and veil. Jolyon and Irene talking, smiling at each
-other, close together like Annette and himself! They had not seen him;
-and stealthily, with a very queer feeling in his heart, Soames watched
-those two. They looked happy! What had they come here for--inherently
-illicit creatures, rebels from the Victorian ideal? What business had
-they in this crowd? Each of them twice exiled by morality--making a
-boast, as it were, of love and laxity! He watched them fascinated;
-admitting grudgingly even with his arm thrust through Annette's
-that--that she--Irene--No! he would not admit it; and he turned his eyes
-away. He would not see them, and let the old bitterness, the old longing
-rise up within him! And then Annette turned to him and said: "Those two
-people, Soames; they know you, I am sure. Who are they?"
-
-Soames nosed sideways.
-
-"What people?"
-
-"There, you see them; just turning away. They know you."
-
-"No," Soames answered; "a mistake, my dear."
-
-"A lovely face! And how she walk! Elle est tres distinguee!"
-
-Soames looked then. Into his life, out of his life she had walked like
-that swaying and erect, remote, unseizable; ever eluding the contact of
-his soul! He turned abruptly from that receding vision of the past.
-
-"You'd better attend," he said, "they're coming now!"
-
-But while he stood, grasping her arm, seemingly intent on the head of the
-procession, he was quivering with the sense of always missing something,
-with instinctive regret that he had not got them both.
-
-Slow came the music and the march, till, in silence, the long line wound
-in through the Park gate. He heard Annette whisper, "How sad it is and
-beautiful!" felt the clutch of her hand as she stood up on tiptoe; and
-the crowd's emotion gripped him. There it was--the bier of the Queen,
-coffin of the Age slow passing! And as it went by there came a murmuring
-groan from all the long line of those who watched, a sound such as Soames
-had never heard, so unconscious, primitive, deep and wild, that neither
-he nor any knew whether they had joined in uttering it. Strange sound,
-indeed! Tribute of an Age to its own death.... Ah! Ah!.... The hold
-on life had slipped. That which had seemed eternal was gone! The
-Queen--God bless her!
-
-It moved on with the bier, that travelling groan, as a fire moves on over
-grass in a thin line; it kept step, and marched alongside down the dense
-crowds mile after mile. It was a human sound, and yet inhuman, pushed
-out by animal subconsciousness, by intimate knowledge of universal death
-and change. None of us--none of us can hold on for ever!
-
-It left silence for a little--a very little time, till tongues began,
-eager to retrieve interest in the show. Soames lingered just long enough
-to gratify Annette, then took her out of the Park to lunch at his
-father's in Park Lane....
-
-James had spent the morning gazing out of his bedroom window. The last
-show he would see, last of so many! So she was gone! Well, she was
-getting an old woman. Swithin and he had seen her crowned--slim slip of
-a girl, not so old as Imogen! She had got very stout of late. Jolyon
-and he had seen her married to that German chap, her husband--he had
-turned out all right before he died, and left her with that son of his.
-And he remembered the many evenings he and his brothers and their cronies
-had wagged their heads over their wine and walnuts and that fellow in his
-salad days. And now he had come to the throne. They said he had
-steadied down--he didn't know--couldn't tell! He'd make the money fly
-still, he shouldn't wonder. What a lot of people out there! It didn't
-seem so very long since he and Swithin stood in the crowd outside
-Westminster Abbey when she was crowned, and Swithin had taken him to
-Cremorne afterwards--racketty chap, Swithin; no, it didn't seem much
-longer ago than Jubilee Year, when he had joined with Roger in renting a
-balcony in Piccadilly.
-
-Jolyon, Swithin, Roger all gone, and he would be ninety in August! And
-there was Soames married again to a French girl. The French were a queer
-lot, but they made good mothers, he had heard. Things changed! They
-said this German Emperor was here for the funeral, his telegram to old
-Kruger had been in shocking taste. He should not be surprised if that
-chap made trouble some day. Change! H'm! Well, they must look after
-themselves when he was gone: he didn't know where he'd be! And now Emily
-had asked Dartie to lunch, with Winifred and Imogen, to meet Soames'
-wife--she was always doing something. And there was Irene living with
-that fellow Jolyon, they said. He'd marry her now, he supposed.
-
-'My brother Jolyon,' he thought, 'what would he have said to it all?' And
-somehow the utter impossibility of knowing what his elder brother, once
-so looked up to, would have said, so worried James that he got up from
-his chair by the window, and began slowly, feebly to pace the room.
-
-'She was a pretty thing, too,' he thought; 'I was fond of her. Perhaps
-Soames didn't suit her--I don't know--I can't tell. We never had any
-trouble with our wives.' Women had changed everything had changed! And
-now the Queen was dead--well, there it was! A movement in the crowd
-brought him to a standstill at the window, his nose touching the pane and
-whitening from the chill of it. They had got her as far as Hyde Park
-Corner--they were passing now! Why didn't Emily come up here where she
-could see, instead of fussing about lunch. He missed her at that
-moment--missed her! Through the bare branches of the plane-trees he could
-just see the procession, could see the hats coming off the people's
-heads--a lot of them would catch colds, he shouldn't wonder! A voice
-behind him said:
-
-"You've got a capital view here, James!"
-
-"There you are!" muttered James; "why didn't you come before? You might
-have missed it!"
-
-And he was silent, staring with all his might.
-
-"What's the noise?" he asked suddenly.
-
-"There's no noise," returned Emily; "what are you thinking of?--they
-wouldn't cheer."
-
-"I can hear it."
-
-"Nonsense, James!"
-
-No sound came through those double panes; what James heard was the
-groaning in his own heart at sight of his Age passing.
-
-"Don't you ever tell me where I'm buried," he said suddenly. "I shan't
-want to know." And he turned from the window. There she went, the old
-Queen; she'd had a lot of anxiety--she'd be glad to be out of it, he
-should think!
-
-Emily took up the hair-brushes.
-
-"There'll be just time to brush your head," she said, "before they come.
-You must look your best, James."
-
-"Ah!" muttered James; "they say she's pretty."
-
-The meeting with his new daughter-in-law took place in the dining-room.
-James was seated by the fire when she was brought in. He placed, his
-hands on the arms of the chair and slowly raised himself. Stooping and
-immaculate in his frock-coat, thin as a line in Euclid, he received
-Annette's hand in his; and the anxious eyes of his furrowed face, which
-had lost its colour now, doubted above her. A little warmth came into
-them and into his cheeks, refracted from her bloom.
-
-"How are you?" he said. "You've been to see the Queen, I suppose? Did
-you have a good crossing?"
-
-In this way he greeted her from whom he hoped for a grandson of his name.
-
-Gazing at him, so old, thin, white, and spotless, Annette murmured
-something in French which James did not understand.
-
-"Yes, yes," he said, "you want your lunch, I expect. Soames, ring the
-bell; we won't wait for that chap Dartie." But just then they arrived.
-Dartie had refused to go out of his way to see 'the old girl.' With an
-early cocktail beside him, he had taken a 'squint' from the smoking-room
-of the Iseeum, so that Winifred and Imogen had been obliged to come back
-from the Park to fetch him thence. His brown eyes rested on Annette with
-a stare of almost startled satisfaction. The second beauty that fellow
-Soames had picked up! What women could see in him! Well, she would play
-him the same trick as the other, no doubt; but in the meantime he was a
-lucky devil! And he brushed up his moustache, having in nine months of
-Green Street domesticity regained almost all his flesh and his assurance.
-Despite the comfortable efforts of Emily, Winifred's composure, Imogen's
-enquiring friendliness, Dartie's showing-off, and James' solicitude about
-her food, it was not, Soames felt, a successful lunch for his bride. He
-took her away very soon.
-
-"That Monsieur Dartie," said Annette in the cab, "je n'aime pas ce
-type-la!"
-
-"No, by George!" said Soames.
-
-"Your sister is veree amiable, and the girl is pretty. Your father is
-veree old. I think your mother has trouble with him; I should not like
-to be her."
-
-Soames nodded at the shrewdness, the clear hard judgment in his young
-wife; but it disquieted him a little. The thought may have just flashed
-through him, too: 'When I'm eighty she'll be fifty-five, having trouble
-with me!'
-
-"There's just one other house of my relations I must take you to," he
-said; "you'll find it funny, but we must get it over; and then we'll dine
-and go to the theatre."
-
-In this way he prepared her for Timothy's. But Timothy's was different.
-They were delighted to see dear Soames after this long long time; and so
-this was Annette!
-
-"You are so pretty, my dear; almost too young and pretty for dear Soames,
-aren't you? But he's very attentive and careful--such a good hush...."
-Aunt Juley checked herself, and placed her lips just under each of
-Annette's eyes--she afterwards described them to Francie, who dropped in,
-as: "Cornflower-blue, so pretty, I quite wanted to kiss them. I must say
-dear Soames is a perfect connoisseur. In her French way, and not so very
-French either, I think she's as pretty--though not so distinguished, not
-so alluring--as Irene. Because she was alluring, wasn't she? with that
-white skin and those dark eyes, and that hair, couleur de--what was it?
-I always forget."
-
-"Feuille morte," Francie prompted.
-
-"Of course, dead leaves--so strange. I remember when I was a girl,
-before we came to London, we had a foxhound puppy--to 'walk' it was
-called then; it had a tan top to its head and a white chest, and
-beautiful dark brown eyes, and it was a lady."
-
-"Yes, auntie," said Francie, "but I don't see the connection."
-
-"Oh!" replied Aunt Juley, rather flustered, "it was so alluring, and her
-eyes and hair, you know...." She was silent, as if surprised in some
-indelicacy. "Feuille morte," she added suddenly; "Hester--do remember
-that!"....
-
-Considerable debate took place between the two sisters whether Timothy
-should or should not be summoned to see Annette.
-
-"Oh, don't bother!" said Soames.
-
-"But it's no trouble, only of course Annette's being French might upset
-him a little. He was so scared about Fashoda. I think perhaps we had
-better not run the risk, Hester. It's nice to have her all to ourselves,
-isn't it? And how are you, Soames? Have you quite got over your...."
-
-Hester interposed hurriedly:
-
-"What do you think of London, Annette?"
-
-Soames, disquieted, awaited the reply. It came, sensible, composed: "Oh!
-I know London. I have visited before."
-
-He had never ventured to speak to her on the subject of the restaurant.
-The French had different notions about gentility, and to shrink from
-connection with it might seem to her ridiculous; he had waited to be
-married before mentioning it; and now he wished he hadn't.
-
-"And what part do you know best?" said Aunt Juley.
-
-"Soho," said Annette simply.
-
-Soames snapped his jaw.
-
-"Soho?" repeated Aunt Juley; "Soho?"
-
-'That'll go round the family,' thought Soames.
-
-"It's very French, and interesting," he said.
-
-"Yes," murmured Aunt Juley, "your Uncle Roger had some houses there once;
-he was always having to turn the tenants out, I remember."
-
-Soames changed the subject to Mapledurham.
-
-"Of course," said Aunt Juley, "you will be going down there soon to
-settle in. We are all so looking forward to the time when Annette has a
-dear little...."
-
-"Juley!" cried Aunt Hester desperately, "ring tea!"
-
-Soames dared not wait for tea, and took Annette away.
-
-"I shouldn't mention Soho if I were you," he said in the cab. "It's
-rather a shady part of London; and you're altogether above that
-restaurant business now; I mean," he added, "I want you to know nice
-people, and the English are fearful snobs."
-
-Annette's clear eyes opened; a little smile came on her lips.
-
-"Yes?" she said.
-
-'H'm!' thought Soames, 'that's meant for me!' and he looked at her hard.
-'She's got good business instincts,' he thought. 'I must make her grasp
-it once for all!'
-
-"Look here, Annette! it's very simple, only it wants understanding. Our
-professional and leisured classes still think themselves a cut above our
-business classes, except of course the very rich. It may be stupid, but
-there it is, you see. It isn't advisable in England to let people know
-that you ran a restaurant or kept a shop or were in any kind of trade.
-It may have been extremely creditable, but it puts a sort of label on
-you; you don't have such a good time, or meet such nice people--that's
-all."
-
-"I see," said Annette; "it is the same in France."
-
-"Oh!" murmured Soames, at once relieved and taken aback. "Of course,
-class is everything, really."
-
-"Yes," said Annette; "comme vous etes sage."
-
-'That's all right,' thought Soames, watching her lips, 'only she's pretty
-cynical.' His knowledge of French was not yet such as to make him grieve
-that she had not said 'tu.' He slipped his arm round her, and murmured
-with an effort:
-
-"Et vous etes ma belle femme."
-
-Annette went off into a little fit of laughter.
-
-"Oh, non!" she said. "Oh, non! ne parlez pas Francais, Soames. What is
-that old lady, your aunt, looking forward to?"
-
-Soames bit his lip. "God knows!" he said; "she's always saying
-something;" but he knew better than God.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-SUSPENDED ANIMATION
-
-The war dragged on. Nicholas had been heard to say that it would cost
-three hundred millions if it cost a penny before they'd done with it!
-The income-tax was seriously threatened. Still, there would be South
-Africa for their money, once for all. And though the possessive instinct
-felt badly shaken at three o'clock in the morning, it recovered by
-breakfast-time with the recollection that one gets nothing in this world
-without paying for it. So, on the whole, people went about their
-business much as if there were no war, no concentration camps, no
-slippery de Wet, no feeling on the Continent, no anything unpleasant.
-Indeed, the attitude of the nation was typified by Timothy's map, whose
-animation was suspended--for Timothy no longer moved the flags, and they
-could not move themselves, not even backwards and forwards as they should
-have done.
-
-Suspended animation went further; it invaded Forsyte 'Change, and
-produced a general uncertainty as to what was going to happen next. The
-announcement in the marriage column of The Times, 'Jolyon Forsyte to
-Irene, only daughter of the late Professor Heron,' had occasioned doubt
-whether Irene had been justly described. And yet, on the whole, relief
-was felt that she had not been entered as 'Irene, late the wife,' or 'the
-divorced wife,' 'of Soames Forsyte.' Altogether, there had been a kind
-of sublimity from the first about the way the family had taken that
-'affair.' As James had phrased it, 'There it was!' No use to fuss!
-Nothing to be had out of admitting that it had been a 'nasty jar'--in the
-phraseology of the day.
-
-But what would happen now that both Soames and Jolyon were married again?
-That was very intriguing. George was known to have laid Eustace six to
-four on a little Jolyon before a little Soames. George was so droll! It
-was rumoured, too, that he and Dartie had a bet as to whether James would
-attain the age of ninety, though which of them had backed James no one
-knew.
-
-Early in May, Winifred came round to say that Val had been wounded in the
-leg by a spent bullet, and was to be discharged. His wife was nursing
-him. He would have a little limp--nothing to speak of. He wanted his
-grandfather to buy him a farm out there where he could breed horses. Her
-father was giving Holly eight hundred a year, so they could be quite
-comfortable, because his grandfather would give Val five, he had said;
-but as to the farm, he didn't know--couldn't tell: he didn't want Val to
-go throwing away his money.
-
-"But you know," said Winifred, "he must do something."
-
-Aunt Hester thought that perhaps his dear grandfather was wise, because
-if he didn't buy a farm it couldn't turn out badly.
-
-"But Val loves horses," said Winifred. "It'd be such an occupation for
-him."
-
-Aunt Juley thought that horses were very uncertain, had not Montague
-found them so?
-
-"Val's different," said Winifred; "he takes after me."
-
-Aunt Juley was sure that dear Val was very clever. "I always remember,"
-she added, "how he gave his bad penny to a beggar. His dear grandfather
-was so pleased. He thought it showed such presence of mind. I remember
-his saying that he ought to go into the Navy."
-
-Aunt Hester chimed in: Did not Winifred think that it was much better for
-the young people to be secure and not run any risk at their age?
-
-"Well," said Winifred, "if they were in London, perhaps; in London it's
-amusing to do nothing. But out there, of course, he'll simply get bored
-to death."
-
-Aunt Hester thought that it would be nice for him to work, if he were
-quite sure not to lose by it. It was not as if they had no money.
-Timothy, of course, had done so well by retiring. Aunt Juley wanted to
-know what Montague had said.
-
-Winifred did not tell her, for Montague had merely remarked: "Wait till
-the old man dies."
-
-At this moment Francie was announced. Her eyes were brimming with a
-smile.
-
-"Well," she said, "what do you think of it?"
-
-"Of what, dear?"
-
-"In The Times this morning."
-
-"We haven't seen it, we always read it after dinner; Timothy has it till
-then."
-
-Francie rolled her eyes.
-
-"Do you think you ought to tell us?" said Aunt Juley. "What was it?"
-
-"Irene's had a son at Robin Hill."
-
-Aunt Juley drew in her breath. "But," she said, "they were only married
-in March!"
-
-"Yes, Auntie; isn't it interesting?"
-
-"Well," said Winifred, "I'm glad. I was sorry for Jolyon losing his boy.
-It might have been Val."
-
-Aunt Juley seemed to go into a sort of dream. "I wonder," she murmured,
-"what dear Soames will think? He has so wanted to have a son himself. A
-little bird has always told me that."
-
-"Well," said Winifred, "he's going to--bar accidents."
-
-Gladness trickled out of Aunt Juley's eyes.
-
-"How delightful!" she said. "When?"
-
-"November."
-
-Such a lucky month! But she did wish it could be sooner. It was a long
-time for James to wait, at his age!
-
-To wait! They dreaded it for James, but they were used to it themselves.
-Indeed, it was their great distraction. To wait! For The Times to read;
-for one or other of their nieces or nephews to come in and cheer them up;
-for news of Nicholas' health; for that decision of Christopher's about
-going on the stage; for information concerning the mine of Mrs.
-MacAnder's nephew; for the doctor to come about Hester's inclination to
-wake up early in the morning; for books from the library which were
-always out; for Timothy to have a cold; for a nice quiet warm day, not
-too hot, when they could take a turn in Kensington Gardens. To wait, one
-on each side of the hearth in the drawing-room, for the clock between
-them to strike; their thin, veined, knuckled hands plying
-knitting-needles and crochet-hooks, their hair ordered to stop--like
-Canute's waves--from any further advance in colour. To wait in their
-black silks or satins for the Court to say that Hester might wear her
-dark green, and Juley her darker maroon. To wait, slowly turning over
-and over, in their old minds the little joys and sorrows, events and
-expectancies, of their little family world, as cows chew patient cuds in
-a familiar field. And this new event was so well worth waiting for.
-Soames had always been their pet, with his tendency to give them
-pictures, and his almost weekly visits which they missed so much, and his
-need for their sympathy evoked by the wreck of his first marriage. This
-new event--the birth of an heir to Soames--was so important for him, and
-for his dear father, too, that James might not have to die without some
-certainty about things. James did so dislike uncertainty; and with
-Montague, of course, he could not feel really satisfied to leave no
-grand-children but the young Darties. After all, one's own name did
-count! And as James' ninetieth birthday neared they wondered what
-precautions he was taking. He would be the first of the Forsytes to
-reach that age, and set, as it were, a new standard in holding on to
-life. That was so important, they felt, at their ages eighty-seven and
-eighty-five; though they did not want to think of themselves when they
-had Timothy, who was not yet eighty-two, to think of. There was, of
-course, a better world. 'In my Father's house are many mansions' was one
-of Aunt Juley's favourite sayings--it always comforted her, with its
-suggestion of house property, which had made the fortune of dear Roger.
-The Bible was, indeed, a great resource, and on very fine Sundays there
-was church in the morning; and sometimes Juley would steal into Timothy's
-study when she was sure he was out, and just put an open New Testament
-casually among the books on his little table--he was a great reader, of
-course, having been a publisher. But she had noticed that Timothy was
-always cross at dinner afterwards. And Smither had told her more than
-once that she had picked books off the floor in doing the room. Still,
-with all that, they did feel that heaven could not be quite so cosy as
-the rooms in which they and Timothy had been waiting so long. Aunt
-Hester, especially, could not bear the thought of the exertion. Any
-change, or rather the thought of a change--for there never was
-any--always upset her very much. Aunt Juley, who had more spirit,
-sometimes thought it would be quite exciting; she had so enjoyed that
-visit to Brighton the year dear Susan died. But then Brighton one knew
-was nice, and it was so difficult to tell what heaven would be like, so
-on the whole she was more than content to wait.
-
-On the morning of James' birthday, August the 5th, they felt
-extraordinary animation, and little notes passed between them by the hand
-of Smither while they were having breakfast in their beds. Smither must
-go round and take their love and little presents and find out how Mr.
-James was, and whether he had passed a good night with all the
-excitement. And on the way back would Smither call in at Green
-Street--it was a little out of her way, but she could take the bus up
-Bond Street afterwards; it would be a nice little change for her--and ask
-dear Mrs. Dartie to be sure and look in before she went out of town.
-
-All this Smither did--an undeniable servant trained many years ago under
-Aunt Ann to a perfection not now procurable. Mr. James, so Mrs. James
-said, had passed an excellent night, he sent his love; Mrs. James had
-said he was very funny and had complained that he didn't know what all
-the fuss was about. Oh! and Mrs. Dartie sent her love, and she would
-come to tea.
-
-Aunts Juley and Hester, rather hurt that their presents had not received
-special mention--they forgot every year that James could not bear to
-receive presents, 'throwing away their money on him,' as he always called
-it--were 'delighted'; it showed that James was in good spirits, and that
-was so important for him. And they began to wait for Winifred. She came
-at four, bringing Imogen, and Maud, just back from school, and 'getting
-such a pretty girl, too,' so that it was extremely difficult to ask for
-news about Annette. Aunt Juley, however, summoned courage to enquire
-whether Winifred had heard anything, and if Soames was anxious.
-
-"Uncle Soames is always anxious, Auntie," interrupted Imogen; "he can't
-be happy now he's got it."
-
-The words struck familiarly on Aunt Juley's ears. Ah! yes; that funny
-drawing of George's, which had not been shown them! But what did Imogen
-mean? That her uncle always wanted more than he could have? It was not
-at all nice to think like that.
-
-Imogen's voice rose clear and clipped:
-
-"Imagine! Annette's only two years older than me; it must be awful for
-her, married to Uncle Soames."
-
-Aunt Juley lifted her hands in horror.
-
-"My dear," she said, "you don't know what you're talking about. Your
-Uncle Soames is a match for anybody. He's a very clever man, and
-good-looking and wealthy, and most considerate and careful, and not at
-all old, considering everything."
-
-Imogen, turning her luscious glance from one to the other of the 'old
-dears,' only smiled.
-
-"I hope," said Aunt Juley quite severely, "that you will marry as good a
-man."
-
-"I shan't marry a good man, Auntie," murmured Imogen; "they're dull."
-
-"If you go on like this," replied Aunt Juley, still very much upset, "you
-won't marry anybody. We'd better not pursue the subject;" and turning to
-Winifred, she said: "How is Montague?"
-
-That evening, while they were waiting for dinner, she murmured:
-
-"I've told Smither to get up half a bottle of the sweet champagne,
-Hester. I think we ought to drink dear James' health, and--and the
-health of Soames' wife; only, let's keep that quite secret. I'll Just
-say like this, 'And you know, Hester!' and then we'll drink. It might
-upset Timothy."
-
-"It's more likely to upset us," said Aunt Nester. "But we must, I
-suppose; for such an occasion."
-
-"Yes," said Aunt Juley rapturously, "it is an occasion! Only fancy if he
-has a dear little boy, to carry the family on! I do feel it so
-important, now that Irene has had a son. Winifred says George is calling
-Jolyon 'The Three-Decker,' because of his three families, you know!
-George is droll. And fancy! Irene is living after all in the house
-Soames had built for them both. It does seem hard on dear Soames; and
-he's always been so regular."
-
-That night in bed, excited and a little flushed still by her glass of
-wine and the secrecy of the second toast, she lay with her prayer-book
-opened flat, and her eyes fixed on a ceiling yellowed by the light from
-her reading-lamp. Young things! It was so nice for them all! And she
-would be so happy if she could see dear Soames happy. But, of course, he
-must be now, in spite of what Imogen had said. He would have all that he
-wanted: property, and wife, and children! And he would live to a green
-old age, like his dear father, and forget all about Irene and that
-dreadful case. If only she herself could be here to buy his children
-their first rocking-horse! Smither should choose it for her at the
-stores, nice and dappled. Ah! how Roger used to rock her until she fell
-off! Oh dear! that was a long time ago! It was! 'In my Father's house
-are many mansions--'A little scrattling noise caught her ear--'but no
-mice!' she thought mechanically. The noise increased. There! it was a
-mouse! How naughty of Smither to say there wasn't! It would be eating
-through the wainscot before they knew where they were, and they would
-have to have the builders in. They were such destructive things! And
-she lay, with her eyes just moving, following in her mind that little
-scrattling sound, and waiting for sleep to release her from it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-BIRTH OF A FORSYTE
-
-Soames walked out of the garden door, crossed the lawn, stood on the path
-above the river, turned round and walked back to the garden door, without
-having realised that he had moved. The sound of wheels crunching the
-drive convinced him that time had passed, and the doctor gone. What,
-exactly, had he said?
-
-"This is the position, Mr. Forsyte. I can make pretty certain of her
-life if I operate, but the baby will be born dead. If I don't operate,
-the baby will most probably be born alive, but it's a great risk for the
-mother--a great risk. In either case I don't think she can ever have
-another child. In her state she obviously can't decide for herself, and
-we can't wait for her mother. It's for you to make the decision, while
-I'm getting what's necessary. I shall be back within the hour."
-
-The decision! What a decision! No time to get a specialist down! No
-time for anything!
-
-The sound of wheels died away, but Soames still stood intent; then,
-suddenly covering his ears, he walked back to the river. To come before
-its time like this, with no chance to foresee anything, not even to get
-her mother here! It was for her mother to make that decision, and she
-couldn't arrive from Paris till to-night! If only he could have
-understood the doctor's jargon, the medical niceties, so as to be sure he
-was weighing the chances properly; but they were Greek to him--like a
-legal problem to a layman. And yet he must decide! He brought his hand
-away from his brow wet, though the air was chilly. These sounds which
-came from her room! To go back there would only make it more difficult.
-He must be calm, clear. On the one hand life, nearly certain, of his
-young wife, death quite certain, of his child; and--no more children
-afterwards! On the other, death perhaps of his wife, nearly certain life
-for the child; and--no more children afterwards! Which to choose?.... It
-had rained this last fortnight--the river was very full, and in the
-water, collected round the little house-boat moored by his landing-stage,
-were many leaves from the woods above, brought off by a frost. Leaves
-fell, lives drifted down--Death! To decide about death! And no one to
-give him a hand. Life lost was lost for good. Let nothing go that you
-could keep; for, if it went, you couldn't get it back. It left you bare,
-like those trees when they lost their leaves; barer and barer until you,
-too, withered and came down. And, by a queer somersault of thought, he
-seemed to see not Annette lying up there behind that window-pane on which
-the sun was shining, but Irene lying in their bedroom in Montpellier
-Square, as it might conceivably have been her fate to lie, sixteen years
-ago. Would he have hesitated then? Not a moment! Operate, operate!
-Make certain of her life! No decision--a mere instinctive cry for help,
-in spite of his knowledge, even then, that she did not love him! But
-this! Ah! there was nothing overmastering in his feeling for Annette!
-Many times these last months, especially since she had been growing
-frightened, he had wondered. She had a will of her own, was selfish in
-her French way. And yet--so pretty! What would she wish--to take the
-risk. 'I know she wants the child,' he thought. 'If it's born dead, and
-no more chance afterwards--it'll upset her terribly. No more chance!
-All for nothing! Married life with her for years and years without a
-child. Nothing to steady her! She's too young. Nothing to look forward
-to, for her--for me! For me!' He struck his hands against his chest!
-Why couldn't he think without bringing himself in--get out of himself and
-see what he ought to do? The thought hurt him, then lost edge, as if it
-had come in contact with a breastplate. Out of oneself! Impossible!
-Out into soundless, scentless, touchless, sightless space! The very idea
-was ghastly, futile! And touching there the bedrock of reality, the
-bottom of his Forsyte spirit, Soames rested for a moment. When one
-ceased, all ceased; it might go on, but there'd be nothing in it!
-
-He looked at his watch. In half an hour the doctor would be back. He
-must decide! If against the operation and she died, how face her mother
-and the doctor afterwards? How face his own conscience? It was his child
-that she was having. If for the operation--then he condemned them both
-to childlessness. And for what else had he married her but to have a
-lawful heir? And his father--at death's door, waiting for the news!
-'It's cruel!' he thought; 'I ought never to have such a thing to settle!
-It's cruel!' He turned towards the house. Some deep, simple way of
-deciding! He took out a coin, and put it back. If he spun it, he knew
-he would not abide by what came up! He went into the dining-room,
-furthest away from that room whence the sounds issued. The doctor had
-said there was a chance. In here that chance seemed greater; the river
-did not flow, nor the leaves fall. A fire was burning. Soames unlocked
-the tantalus. He hardly ever touched spirits, but now--he poured himself
-out some whisky and drank it neat, craving a faster flow of blood. 'That
-fellow Jolyon,' he thought; 'he had children already. He has the woman I
-really loved; and now a son by her! And I--I'm asked to destroy my only
-child! Annette can't die; it's not possible. She's strong!'
-
-He was still standing sullenly at the sideboard when he heard the
-doctor's carriage, and went out to him. He had to wait for him to come
-downstairs.
-
-"Well, doctor?"
-
-"The situation's the same. Have you decided?"
-
-"Yes," said Soames; "don't operate!"
-
-"Not? You understand--the risk's great?"
-
-In Soames' set face nothing moved but the lips.
-
-"You said there was a chance?"
-
-"A chance, yes; not much of one."
-
-"You say the baby must be born dead if you do?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you still think that in any case she can't have another?"
-
-"One can't be absolutely sure, but it's most unlikely."
-
-"She's strong," said Soames; "we'll take the risk."
-
-The doctor looked at him very gravely. "It's on your shoulders," he
-said; "with my own wife, I couldn't."
-
-Soames' chin jerked up as if someone had hit him.
-
-"Am I of any use up there?" he asked.
-
-"No; keep away."
-
-"I shall be in my picture-gallery, then; you know where."
-
-The doctor nodded, and went upstairs.
-
-Soames continued to stand, listening. 'By this time to-morrow,' he
-thought, 'I may have her death on my hands.' No! it was unfair
---monstrous, to put it that way! Sullenness dropped on him again, and he
-went up to the gallery. He stood at the window. The wind was in the
-north; it was cold, clear; very blue sky, heavy ragged white clouds
-chasing across; the river blue, too, through the screen of goldening
-trees; the woods all rich with colour, glowing, burnished-an early
-autumn. If it were his own life, would he be taking that risk? 'But
-she'd take the risk of losing me,' he thought, 'sooner than lose her
-child! She doesn't really love me!' What could one expect--a girl and
-French? The one thing really vital to them both, vital to their marriage
-and their futures, was a child! 'I've been through a lot for this,' he
-thought, 'I'll hold on--hold on. There's a chance of keeping both--a
-chance!' One kept till things were taken--one naturally kept! He began
-walking round the gallery. He had made one purchase lately which he knew
-was a fortune in itself, and he halted before it--a girl with dull gold
-hair which looked like filaments of metal gazing at a little golden
-monster she was holding in her hand. Even at this tortured moment he
-could just feel the extraordinary nature of the bargain he had
-made--admire the quality of the table, the floor, the chair, the girl's
-figure, the absorbed expression on her face, the dull gold filaments of
-her hair, the bright gold of the little monster. Collecting pictures;
-growing richer, richer! What use, if....! He turned his back abruptly
-on the picture, and went to the window. Some of his doves had flown up
-from their perches round the dovecot, and were stretching their wings in
-the wind. In the clear sharp sunlight their whiteness almost flashed.
-They flew far, making a flung-up hieroglyphic against the sky. Annette
-fed the doves; it was pretty to see her. They took it out of her hand;
-they knew she was matter-of-fact. A choking sensation came into his
-throat. She would not--could nod die! She was too--too sensible; and
-she was strong, really strong, like her mother, in spite of her fair
-prettiness.
-
-It was already growing dark when at last he opened the door, and stood
-listening. Not a sound! A milky twilight crept about the stairway and
-the landings below. He had turned back when a sound caught his ear.
-Peering down, he saw a black shape moving, and his heart stood still.
-What was it? Death? The shape of Death coming from her door? No! only
-a maid without cap or apron. She came to the foot of his flight of
-stairs and said breathlessly:
-
-"The doctor wants to see you, sir."
-
-He ran down. She stood flat against the wall to let him pass, and said:
-
-"Oh, Sir! it's over."
-
-"Over?" said Soames, with a sort of menace; "what d'you mean?"
-
-"It's born, sir."
-
-He dashed up the four steps in front of him, and came suddenly on the
-doctor in the dim passage. The man was wiping his brow.
-
-"Well?" he said; "quick!"
-
-"Both living; it's all right, I think."
-
-Soames stood quite still, covering his eyes.
-
-"I congratulate you," he heard the doctor say; "it was touch and go."
-
-Soames let fall the hand which was covering his face.
-
-"Thanks," he said; "thanks very much. What is it?"
-
-"Daughter--luckily; a son would have killed her--the head."
-
-A daughter!
-
-"The utmost care of both," he hearts the doctor say, "and we shall do.
-When does the mother come?"
-
-"To-night, between nine and ten, I hope."
-
-"I'll stay till then. Do you want to see them?"
-
-"Not now," said Soames; "before you go. I'll have dinner sent up to
-you." And he went downstairs.
-
-Relief unspeakable, and yet--a daughter! It seemed to him unfair. To
-have taken that risk--to have been through this agony--and what
-agony!--for a daughter! He stood before the blazing fire of wood logs in
-the hall, touching it with his toe and trying to readjust himself. 'My
-father!' he thought. A bitter disappointment, no disguising it! One
-never got all one wanted in this life! And there was no other--at least,
-if there was, it was no use!
-
-While he was standing there, a telegram was brought him.
-
-"Come up at once, your father sinking fast.--MOTHER."
-
-He read it with a choking sensation. One would have thought he couldn't
-feel anything after these last hours, but he felt this. Half-past seven,
-a train from Reading at nine, and madame's train, if she had caught it,
-came in at eight-forty--he would meet that, and go on. He ordered the
-carriage, ate some dinner mechanically, and went upstairs. The doctor
-came out to him.
-
-"They're sleeping."
-
-"I won't go in," said Soames with relief. "My father's dying; I have
-to--go up. Is it all right?"
-
-The doctor's face expressed a kind of doubting admiration. 'If they were
-all as unemotional' he might have been saying.
-
-"Yes, I think you may go with an easy mind. You'll be down soon?"
-
-"To-morrow," said Soames. "Here's the address."
-
-The doctor seemed to hover on the verge of sympathy.
-
-"Good-night!" said Soames abruptly, and turned away. He put on his fur
-coat. Death! It was a chilly business. He smoked a cigarette in the
-carriage--one of his rare cigarettes. The night was windy and flew on
-black wings; the carriage lights had to search out the way. His father!
-That old, old man! A comfortless night--to die!
-
-The London train came in just as he reached the station, and Madame
-Lamotte, substantial, dark-clothed, very yellow in the lamplight, came
-towards the exit with a dressing-bag.
-
-"This all you have?" asked Soames.
-
-"But yes; I had not the time. How is my little one?"
-
-"Doing well--both. A girl!"
-
-"A girl! What joy! I had a frightful crossing!"
-
-Her black bulk, solid, unreduced by the frightful crossing, climbed into
-the brougham.
-
-"And you, mon cher?"
-
-"My father's dying," said Soames between his teeth. "I'm going up. Give
-my love to Annette."
-
-"Tiens!" murmured Madame Lamotte; "quel malheur!"
-
-Soames took his hat off, and moved towards his train. 'The French!' he
-thought.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-JAMES IS TOLD
-
-A simple cold, caught in the room with double windows, where the air and
-the people who saw him were filtered, as it were, the room he had not
-left since the middle of September--and James was in deep waters. A
-little cold, passing his little strength and flying quickly to his lungs.
-"He mustn't catch cold," the doctor had declared, and he had gone and
-caught it. When he first felt it in his throat he had said to his
-nurse--for he had one now--"There, I knew how it would be, airing the
-room like that!" For a whole day he was highly nervous about himself and
-went in advance of all precautions and remedies; drawing every breath
-with extreme care and having his temperature taken every hour. Emily was
-not alarmed.
-
-But next morning when she went in the nurse whispered: "He won't have his
-temperature taken."
-
-Emily crossed to the side of the bed where he was lying, and said softly,
-"How do you feel, James?" holding the thermometer to his lips. James
-looked up at her.
-
-"What's the good of that?" he murmured huskily; "I don't want to know."
-
-Then she was alarmed. He breathed with difficulty, he looked terribly
-frail, white, with faint red discolorations. She had 'had trouble' with
-him, Goodness knew; but he was James, had been James for nearly fifty
-years; she couldn't remember or imagine life without James--James, behind
-all his fussiness, his pessimism, his crusty shell, deeply affectionate,
-really kind and generous to them all!
-
-All that day and the next he hardly uttered a word, but there was in his
-eyes a noticing of everything done for him, a look on his face which told
-her he was fighting; and she did not lose hope. His very stillness, the
-way he conserved every little scrap of energy, showed the tenacity with
-which he was fighting. It touched her deeply; and though her face was
-composed and comfortable in the sick-room, tears ran down her cheeks when
-she was out of it.
-
-About tea-time on the third day--she had just changed her dress, keeping
-her appearance so as not to alarm him, because he noticed everything--she
-saw a difference. 'It's no use; I'm tired,' was written plainly across
-that white face, and when she went up to him, he muttered: "Send for
-Soames."
-
-"Yes, James," she said comfortably; "all right--at once." And she kissed
-his forehead. A tear dropped there, and as she wiped it off she saw that
-his eyes looked grateful. Much upset, and without hope now, she sent
-Soames the telegram.
-
-When he entered out of the black windy night, the big house was still as
-a grave. Warmson's broad face looked almost narrow; he took the fur coat
-with a sort of added care, saying:
-
-"Will you have a glass of wine, sir?"
-
-Soames shook his head, and his eyebrows made enquiry.
-
-Warmson's lips twitched. "He's asking for you, sir;" and suddenly he
-blew his nose. "It's a long time, sir," he said, "that I've been with
-Mr. Forsyte--a long time."
-
-Soames left him folding the coat, and began to mount the stairs. This
-house, where he had been born and sheltered, had never seemed to him so
-warm, and rich, and cosy, as during this last pilgrimage to his father's
-room. It was not his taste; but in its own substantial, lincrusta way it
-was the acme of comfort and security. And the night was so dark and
-windy; the grave so cold and lonely!
-
-He paused outside the door. No sound came from within. He turned the
-handle softly and was in the room before he was perceived. The light was
-shaded. His mother and Winifred were sitting on the far side of the bed;
-the nurse was moving away from the near side where was an empty chair.
-'For me!' thought Soames. As he moved from the door his mother and
-sister rose, but he signed with his hand and they sat down again. He
-went up to the chair and stood looking at his father. James' breathing
-was as if strangled; his eyes were closed. And in Soames, looking on his
-father so worn and white and wasted, listening to his strangled
-breathing, there rose a passionate vehemence of anger against Nature,
-cruel, inexorable Nature, kneeling on the chest of that wisp of a body,
-slowly pressing out the breath, pressing out the life of the being who
-was dearest to him in the world. His father, of all men, had lived a
-careful life, moderate, abstemious, and this was his reward--to have life
-slowly, painfully squeezed out of him! And, without knowing that he
-spoke, he said: "It's cruel!"
-
-He saw his mother cover her eyes and Winifred bow her face towards the
-bed. Women! They put up with things so much better than men. He took a
-step nearer to his father. For three days James had not been shaved, and
-his lips and chin were covered with hair, hardly more snowy than his
-forehead. It softened his face, gave it a queer look already not of this
-world. His eyes opened. Soames went quite close and bent over. The
-lips moved.
-
-"Here I am, Father:"
-
-"Um--what--what news? They never tell...." the voice died, and a flood
-of emotion made Soames' face work so that he could not speak. Tell
-him?--yes. But what? He made a great effort, got his lips together, and
-said:
-
-"Good news, dear, good--Annette, a son."
-
-"Ah!" It was the queerest sound, ugly, relieved, pitiful,
-triumphant--like the noise a baby makes getting what it wants. The eyes
-closed, and that strangled sound of breathing began again. Soames
-recoiled to the chair and stonily sat down. The lie he had told, based,
-as it were, on some deep, temperamental instinct that after death James
-would not know the truth, had taken away all power of feeling for the
-moment. His arm brushed against something. It was his father's naked
-foot. In the struggle to breathe he had pushed it out from under the
-clothes. Soames took it in his hand, a cold foot, light and thin, white,
-very cold. What use to put it back, to wrap up that which must be colder
-soon! He warmed it mechanically with his hand, listening to his father's
-laboured breathing; while the power of feeling rose again within him. A
-little sob, quickly smothered, came from Winifred, but his mother sat
-unmoving with her eyes fixed on James. Soames signed to the nurse.
-
-"Where's the doctor?" he whispered.
-
-"He's been sent for."
-
-"Can't you do anything to ease his breathing?"
-
-"Only an injection; and he can't stand it. The doctor said, while he was
-fighting...."
-
-"He's not fighting," whispered Soames, "he's being slowly smothered.
-It's awful."
-
-James stirred uneasily, as if he knew what they were saying. Soames rose
-and bent over him. James feebly moved his two hands, and Soames took
-them.
-
-"He wants to be pulled up," whispered the nurse.
-
-Soames pulled. He thought he pulled gently, but a look almost of anger
-passed over James' face. The nurse plumped the pillows. Soames laid the
-hands down, and bending over kissed his father's forehead. As he was
-raising himself again, James' eyes bent on him a look which seemed to
-come from the very depths of what was left within. 'I'm done, my boy,'
-it seemed to say, 'take care of them, take care of yourself; take care--I
-leave it all to you.'
-
-"Yes, Yes," Soames whispered, "yes, yes."
-
-Behind him the nurse did he knew, not what, for his father made a tiny
-movement of repulsion as if resenting that interference; and almost at
-once his breathing eased away, became quiet; he lay very still. The
-strained expression on his face passed, a curious white tranquillity took
-its place. His eyelids quivered, rested; the whole face rested; at ease.
-Only by the faint puffing of his lips could they tell that he was
-breathing. Soames sank back on his chair, and fell to cherishing the
-foot again. He heard the nurse quietly crying over there by the fire;
-curious that she, a stranger, should be the only one of them who cried!
-He heard the quiet lick and flutter of the fire flames. One more old
-Forsyte going to his long rest--wonderful, they were!--wonderful how he
-had held on! His mother and Winifred were leaning forward, hanging on
-the sight of James' lips. But Soames bent sideways over the feet,
-warming them both; they gave him comfort, colder and colder though they
-grew. Suddenly he started up; a sound, a dreadful sound such as he had
-never heard, was coming from his father's lips, as if an outraged heart
-had broken with a long moan. What a strong heart, to have uttered that
-farewell! It ceased. Soames looked into the face. No motion; no
-breath! Dead! He kissed the brow, turned round and went out of the
-room. He ran upstairs to the bedroom, his old bedroom, still kept for
-him; flung himself face down on the bed, and broke into sobs which he
-stilled with the pillow....
-
-A little later he went downstairs and passed into the room. James lay
-alone, wonderfully calm, free from shadow and anxiety, with the gravity
-on his ravaged face which underlies great age, the worn fine gravity of
-old coins.
-
-Soames looked steadily at that face, at the fire, at all the room with
-windows thrown open to the London night.
-
-"Good-bye!" he whispered, and went out.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-HIS
-
-He had much to see to, that night and all next day. A telegram at
-breakfast reassured him about Annette, and he only caught the last train
-back to Reading, with Emily's kiss on his forehead and in his ears her
-words:
-
-"I don't know what I should have done without you, my dear boy."
-
-He reached his house at midnight. The weather had changed, was mild
-again, as though, having finished its work and sent a Forsyte to his last
-account, it could relax. A second telegram, received at dinner-time, had
-confirmed the good news of Annette, and, instead of going in, Soames
-passed down through the garden in the moonlight to his houseboat. He
-could sleep there quite well. Bitterly tired, he lay down on the sofa in
-his fur coat and fell asleep. He woke soon after dawn and went on deck.
-He stood against the rail, looking west where the river swept round in a
-wide curve under the woods. In Soames, appreciation of natural beauty
-was curiously like that of his farmer ancestors, a sense of grievance if
-it wasn't there, sharpened, no doubt, and civilised, by his researches
-among landscape painting. But dawn has power to fertilise the most
-matter-of-fact vision, and he was stirred. It was another world from the
-river he knew, under that remote cool light; a world into which man had
-not entered, an unreal world, like some strange shore sighted by
-discovery. Its colour was not the colour of convention, was hardly
-colour at all; its shapes were brooding yet distinct; its silence
-stunning; it had no scent. Why it should move him he could not tell,
-unless it were that he felt so alone in it, bare of all relationship and
-all possessions. Into such a world his father might be voyaging, for all
-resemblance it had to the world he had left. And Soames took refuge from
-it in wondering what painter could have done it justice. The white-grey
-water was like--like the belly of a fish! Was it possible that this
-world on which he looked was all private property, except the water--and
-even that was tapped! No tree, no shrub, not a blade of grass, not a
-bird or beast, not even a fish that was not owned. And once on a time all
-this was jungle and marsh and water, and weird creatures roamed and
-sported without human cognizance to give them names; rotting luxuriance
-had rioted where those tall, carefully planted woods came down to the
-water, and marsh-misted reeds on that far side had covered all the
-pasture. Well! they had got it under, kennelled it all up, labelled it,
-and stowed it in lawyers' offices. And a good thing too! But once in a
-way, as now, the ghost of the past came out to haunt and brood and
-whisper to any human who chanced to be awake: 'Out of my unowned
-loneliness you all came, into it some day you will all return.'
-
-And Soames, who felt the chill and the eeriness of that world-new to him
-and so very old: the world, unowned, visiting the scene of its past--went
-down and made himself tea on a spirit-lamp. When he had drunk it, he
-took out writing materials and wrote two paragraphs:
-
-"On the 20th instant at his residence in Park Lane, James Forsyte, in his
-ninety-first year. Funeral at noon on the 24th at Highgate. No flowers
-by request."
-
-"On the 20th instant at The Shelter; Mapledurham, Annette, wife of Soames
-Forsyte, of a daughter." And underneath on the blottingpaper he traced
-the word "son."
-
-It was eight o'clock in an ordinary autumn world when he went across to
-the house. Bushes across the river stood round and bright-coloured out
-of a milky haze; the wood-smoke went up blue and straight; and his doves
-cooed, preening their feathers in the sunlight.
-
-He stole up to his dressing-room, bathed, shaved, put on fresh linen and
-dark clothes.
-
-Madame Lamotte was beginning her breakfast when he went down.
-
-She looked at his clothes, said, "Don't tell me!" and pressed his hand.
-"Annette is prettee well. But the doctor say she can never have no more
-children. You knew that?" Soames nodded. "It's a pity. Mais la petite
-est adorable. Du cafe?"
-
-Soames got away from her as soon as he could. She offended him--solid,
-matter-of-fact, quick, clear--French. He could not bear her vowels, her
-'r's'; he resented the way she had looked at him, as if it were his fault
-that Annette could never bear him a son! His fault! He even resented
-her cheap adoration of the daughter he had not yet seen.
-
-Curious how he jibbed away from sight of his wife and child!
-
-One would have thought he must have rushed up at the first moment. On the
-contrary, he had a sort of physical shrinking from it--fastidious
-possessor that he was. He was afraid of what Annette was thinking of
-him, author of her agonies, afraid of the look of the baby, afraid of
-showing his disappointment with the present and--the future.
-
-He spent an hour walking up and down the drawing-room before he could
-screw his courage up to mount the stairs and knock on the door of their
-room.
-
-Madame Lamotte opened it.
-
-"Ah! At last you come! Elle vous attend!" She passed him, and Soames
-went in with his noiseless step, his jaw firmly set, his eyes furtive.
-
-Annette was very pale and very pretty lying there. The baby was hidden
-away somewhere; he could not see it. He went up to the bed, and with
-sudden emotion bent and kissed her forehead.
-
-"Here you are then, Soames," she said. "I am not so bad now. But I
-suffered terribly, terribly. I am glad I cannot have any more. Oh! how I
-suffered!"
-
-Soames stood silent, stroking her hand; words of endearment, of sympathy,
-absolutely would not come; the thought passed through him: 'An English
-girl wouldn't have said that!' At this moment he knew with certainty
-that he would never be near to her in spirit and in truth, nor she to
-him. He had collected her--that was all! And Jolyon's words came rushing
-into his mind: "I should imagine you will be glad to have your neck out
-of chancery." Well, he had got it out! Had he got it in again?
-
-"We must feed you up," he said, "you'll soon be strong."
-
-"Don't you want to see baby, Soames? She is asleep."
-
-"Of course," said Soames, "very much."
-
-He passed round the foot of the bed to the other side and stood staring.
-For the first moment what he saw was much what he had expected to see--a
-baby. But as he stared and the baby breathed and made little sleeping
-movements with its tiny features, it seemed to assume an individual
-shape, grew to be like a picture, a thing he would know again; not
-repulsive, strangely bud-like and touching. It had dark hair. He
-touched it with his finger, he wanted to see its eyes. They opened, they
-were dark--whether blue or brown he could not tell. The eyes winked,
-stared, they had a sort of sleepy depth in them. And suddenly his heart
-felt queer, warm, as if elated.
-
-"Ma petite fleur!" Annette said softly.
-
-"Fleur," repeated Soames: "Fleur! we'll call her that."
-
-The sense of triumph and renewed possession swelled within him.
-
-By God! this--this thing was his! By God! this--this thing was his!
-
-
-
-
-
-
-THE FORSYTE SAGA
-
-Part 3
-
-
-
-AWAKENING and TO LET
-
-By John Galsworthy
-
-
-
-
-AWAKENING
-
-
-TO LET
-
-TO CHARLES SCRIBNER
-
-
-
-
-AWAKENING
-
-Through the massive skylight illuminating the hall at Robin Hill, the
-July sunlight at five o'clock fell just where the broad stairway turned;
-and in that radiant streak little Jon Forsyte stood, blue-linen-suited.
-His hair was shining, and his eyes, from beneath a frown, for he was
-considering how to go downstairs, this last of innumerable times, before
-the car brought his father and mother home. Four at a time, and five at
-the bottom? Stale! Down the banisters? But in which fashion? On his
-face, feet foremost? Very stale. On his stomach, sideways? Paltry! On
-his back, with his arms stretched down on both sides? Forbidden! Or on
-his face, head foremost, in a manner unknown as yet to any but himself?
-Such was the cause of the frown on the illuminated face of little Jon....
-
-In that Summer of 1909 the simple souls who even then desired to simplify
-the English tongue, had, of course, no cognizance of little Jon, or they
-would have claimed him for a disciple. But one can be too simple in this
-life, for his real name was Jolyon, and his living father and dead
-half-brother had usurped of old the other shortenings, Jo and Jolly. As
-a fact little Jon had done his best to conform to convention and spell
-himself first Jhon, then John; not till his father had explained the
-sheer necessity, had he spelled his name Jon.
-
-Up till now that father had possessed what was left of his heart by the
-groom, Bob, who played the concertina, and his nurse "Da," who wore the
-violet dress on Sundays, and enjoyed the name of Spraggins in that
-private life lived at odd moments even by domestic servants. His mother
-had only appeared to him, as it were in dreams, smelling delicious,
-smoothing his forehead just before he fell asleep, and sometimes docking
-his hair, of a golden brown colour. When he cut his head open against
-the nursery fender she was there to be bled over; and when he had
-nightmare she would sit on his bed and cuddle his head against her neck.
-She was precious but remote, because "Da" was so near, and there is
-hardly room for more than one woman at a time in a man's heart. With his
-father, too, of course, he had special bonds of union; for little Jon
-also meant to be a painter when he grew up--with the one small
-difference, that his father painted pictures, and little Jon intended to
-paint ceilings and walls, standing on a board between two step-ladders,
-in a dirty-white apron, and a lovely smell of whitewash. His father also
-took him riding in Richmond Park, on his pony, Mouse, so-called because
-it was so-coloured.
-
-Little Jon had been born with a silver spoon in a mouth which was rather
-curly and large. He had never heard his father or his mother speak in an
-angry voice, either to each other, himself, or anybody else; the groom,
-Bob, Cook, Jane, Bella and the other servants, even "Da," who alone
-restrained him in his courses, had special voices when they talked to
-him. He was therefore of opinion that the world was a place of perfect
-and perpetual gentility and freedom.
-
-A child of 1901, he had come to consciousness when his country, just over
-that bad attack of scarlet fever, the Boer War, was preparing for the
-Liberal revival of 1906. Coercion was unpopular, parents had exalted
-notions of giving their offspring a good time. They spoiled their rods,
-spared their children, and anticipated the results with enthusiasm. In
-choosing, moreover, for his father an amiable man of fifty-two, who had
-already lost an only son, and for his mother a woman of thirty-eight,
-whose first and only child he was, little Jon had done well and wisely.
-What had saved him from becoming a cross between a lap dog and a little
-prig, had been his father's adoration of his mother, for even little Jon
-could see that she was not merely just his mother, and that he played
-second fiddle to her in his father's heart: What he played in his
-mother's heart he knew not yet. As for "Auntie" June, his half-sister
-(but so old that she had grown out of the relationship) she loved him, of
-course, but was too sudden. His devoted "Da," too, had a Spartan touch.
-His bath was cold and his knees were bare; he was not encouraged to be
-sorry for himself. As to the vexed question of his education, little Jon
-shared the theory of those who considered that children should not be
-forced. He rather liked the Mademoiselle who came for two hours every
-morning to teach him her language, together with history, geography and
-sums; nor were the piano lessons which his mother gave him disagreeable,
-for she had a way of luring him from tune to tune, never making him
-practise one which did not give him pleasure, so that he remained eager
-to convert ten thumbs into eight fingers. Under his father he learned to
-draw pleasure-pigs and other animals. He was not a highly educated little
-boy. Yet, on the whole, the silver spoon stayed in his mouth without
-spoiling it, though "Da" sometimes said that other children would do him
-a "world of good."
-
-It was a disillusionment, then, when at the age of nearly seven she held
-him down on his back, because he wanted to do something of which she did
-not approve. This first interference with the free individualism of a
-Forsyte drove him almost frantic. There was something appalling in the
-utter helplessness of that position, and the uncertainty as to whether it
-would ever come to an end. Suppose she never let him get up any more!
-He suffered torture at the top of his voice for fifty seconds. Worse
-than anything was his perception that "Da" had taken all that time to
-realise the agony of fear he was enduring. Thus, dreadfully, was
-revealed to him the lack of imagination in the human being.
-
-When he was let up he remained convinced that "Da" had done a dreadful
-thing. Though he did not wish to bear witness against her, he had been
-compelled, by fear of repetition, to seek his mother and say: "Mum, don't
-let 'Da' hold me down on my back again."
-
-His mother, her hands held up over her head, and in them two plaits of
-hair--"couleur de feuille morte," as little Jon had not yet learned to
-call it--had looked at him with eyes like little bits of his brown velvet
-tunic, and answered:
-
-"No, darling, I won't."
-
-She, being in the nature of a goddess, little Jon was satisfied;
-especially when, from under the dining-table at breakfast, where he
-happened to be waiting for a mushroom, he had overheard her say to his
-father:
-
-"Then, will you tell 'Da,' dear, or shall I? She's so devoted to him";
-and his father's answer:
-
-"Well, she mustn't show it that way. I know exactly what it feels like
-to be held down on one's back. No Forsyte can stand it for a minute."
-
-Conscious that they did not know him to be under the table, little Jon
-was visited by the quite new feeling of embarrassment, and stayed where
-he was, ravaged by desire for the mushroom.
-
-Such had been his first dip into the dark abysses of existence. Nothing
-much had been revealed to him after that, till one day, having gone down
-to the cow-house for his drink of milk fresh from the cow, after Garratt
-had finished milking, he had seen Clover's calf, dead. Inconsolable, and
-followed by an upset Garratt, he had sought "Da"; but suddenly aware that
-she was not the person he wanted, had rushed away to find his father, and
-had run into the arms of his mother.
-
-"Clover's calf's dead! Oh! Oh! It looked so soft!"
-
-His mother's clasp, and her:
-
-"Yes, darling, there, there!" had stayed his sobbing. But if Clover's
-calf could die, anything could--not only bees, flies, beetles and
-chickens--and look soft like that! This was appalling--and soon
-forgotten!
-
-The next thing had been to sit on a bumble bee, a poignant experience,
-which his mother had understood much better than "Da"; and nothing of
-vital importance had happened after that till the year turned; when,
-following a day of utter wretchedness, he had enjoyed a disease composed
-of little spots, bed, honey in a spoon, and many Tangerine oranges. It
-was then that the world had flowered. To "Auntie" June he owed that
-flowering, for no sooner was he a little lame duck than she came rushing
-down from London, bringing with her the books which had nurtured her own
-Berserker spirit, born in the noted year of 1869. Aged, and of many
-colours, they were stored with the most formidable happenings. Of these
-she read to little Jon, till he was allowed to read to himself; whereupon
-she whisked back to London and left them with him in a heap. Those books
-cooked his fancy, till he thought and dreamed of nothing but midshipmen
-and dhows, pirates, rafts, sandal-wood traders, iron horses, sharks,
-battles, Tartars, Red Indians, balloons, North Poles and other
-extravagant delights. The moment he was suffered to get up, he rigged
-his bed fore and aft, and set out from it in a narrow bath across green
-seas of carpet, to a rock, which he climbed by means of its mahogany
-drawer knobs, to sweep the horizon with his drinking tumbler screwed to
-his eye, in search of rescuing sails. He made a daily raft out of the
-towel stand, the tea tray, and his pillows. He saved the juice from his
-French plums, bottled it in an empty medicine bottle, and provisioned the
-raft with the rum that it became; also with pemmican made out of little
-saved-up bits of chicken sat on and dried at the fire; and with lime
-juice against scurvy, extracted from the peel of his oranges and a little
-economised juice. He made a North Pole one morning from the whole of his
-bedclothes except the bolster, and reached it in a birch-bark canoe (in
-private life the fender), after a terrible encounter with a polar bear
-fashioned from the bolster and four skittles dressed up in "Da's"
-nightgown. After that, his father, seeking to steady his imagination,
-brought him Ivanboe, Bevis, a book about King Arthur, and Tom Brown's
-Schooldays. He read the first, and for three days built, defended and
-stormed Front de Boeuf's castle, taking every part in the piece except
-those of Rebecca and Rowena; with piercing cries of: "En avant, de
-Bracy!" and similar utterances. After reading the book about King Arthur
-he became almost exclusively Sir Lamorac de Galis, because, though there
-was very little about him, he preferred his name to that of any other
-knight; and he rode his old rocking-horse to death, armed with a long
-bamboo. Bevis he found tame; besides, it required woods and animals, of
-which he had none in his nursery, except his two cats, Fitz and Puck
-Forsyte, who permitted no liberties. For Tom Brown he was as yet too
-young. There was relief in the house when, after the fourth week, he was
-permitted to go down and out.
-
-The month being March the trees were exceptionally like the masts of
-ships, and for little Jon that was a wonderful Spring, extremely hard on
-his knees, suits, and the patience of "Da," who had the washing and
-reparation of his clothes. Every morning the moment his breakfast was
-over, he could be viewed by his mother and father, whose windows looked
-out that way, coming from the study, crossing the terrace, climbing the
-old oak tree, his face resolute and his hair bright. He began the day
-thus because there was not time to go far afield before his lessons. The
-old tree's variety never staled; it had mainmast, foremast, top-gallant
-mast, and he could always come down by the halyards--or ropes of the
-swing. After his lessons, completed by eleven, he would go to the
-kitchen for a thin piece of cheese, a biscuit and two French
-plums--provision enough for a jolly-boat at least--and eat it in some
-imaginative way; then, armed to the teeth with gun, pistols, and sword,
-he would begin the serious climbing of the morning, encountering by the
-way innumerable slavers, Indians, pirates, leopards, and bears. He was
-seldom seen at that hour of the day without a cutlass in his teeth (like
-Dick Needham) amid the rapid explosion of copper caps. And many were the
-gardeners he brought down with yellow peas shot out of his little gun.
-He lived a life of the most violent action.
-
-"Jon," said his father to his mother, under the oak tree, "is terrible.
-I'm afraid he's going to turn out a sailor, or something hopeless. Do
-you see any sign of his appreciating beauty?"
-
-"Not the faintest."
-
-"Well, thank heaven he's no turn for wheels or engines! I can bear
-anything but that. But I wish he'd take more interest in Nature."
-
-"He's imaginative, Jolyon."
-
-"Yes, in a sanguinary way. Does he love anyone just now?"
-
-"No; only everyone. There never was anyone born more loving or more
-lovable than Jon."
-
-"Being your boy, Irene."
-
-At this moment little Jon, lying along a branch high above them, brought
-them down with two peas; but that fragment of talk lodged, thick, in his
-small gizzard. Loving, lovable, imaginative, sanguinary!
-
-The leaves also were thick by now, and it was time for his birthday,
-which, occurring every year on the twelfth of May, was always memorable
-for his chosen dinner of sweetbread, mushrooms, macaroons, and ginger
-beer.
-
-Between that eighth birthday, however, and the afternoon when he stood in
-the July radiance at the turning of the stairway, several important
-things had happened.
-
-"Da," worn out by washing his knees, or moved by that mysterious instinct
-which forces even nurses to desert their nurslings, left the very day
-after his birthday in floods of tears "to be married"--of all things--"to
-a man." Little Jon, from whom it had been kept, was inconsolable for an
-afternoon. It ought not to have been kept from him! Two large boxes of
-soldiers and some artillery, together with The Young Buglers, which had
-been among his birthday presents, cooperated with his grief in a sort of
-conversion, and instead of seeking adventures in person and risking his
-own life, he began to play imaginative games, in which he risked the
-lives of countless tin soldiers, marbles, stones and beans. Of these
-forms of "chair a canon" he made collections, and, using them
-alternately, fought the Peninsular, the Seven Years, the Thirty Years,
-and other wars, about which he had been reading of late in a big History
-of Europe which had been his grandfather's. He altered them to suit his
-genius, and fought them all over the floor in his day nursery, so that
-nobody could come in, for fearing of disturbing Gustavus Adolphus, King
-of Sweden, or treading on an army of Austrians. Because of the sound of
-the word he was passionately addicted to the Austrians, and finding there
-were so few battles in which they were successful he had to invent them
-in his games. His favourite generals were Prince Eugene, the Archduke
-Charles and Wallenstein. Tilly and Mack ("music-hall turns" he heard his
-father call them one day, whatever that might mean) one really could not
-love very much, Austrian though they were. For euphonic reasons, too, he
-doted on Turenne.
-
-This phase, which caused his parents anxiety, because it kept him indoors
-when he ought to have been out, lasted through May and half of June, till
-his father killed it by bringing home to him Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry
-Finn. When he read those books something happened in him, and he went
-out of doors again in passionate quest of a river. There being none on
-the premises at Robin Hill, he had to make one out of the pond, which
-fortunately had water lilies, dragonflies, gnats, bullrushes, and three
-small willow trees. On this pond, after his father and Garratt had
-ascertained by sounding that it had a reliable bottom and was nowhere
-more than two feet deep, he was allowed a little collapsible canoe, in
-which he spent hours and hours paddling, and lying down out of sight of
-Indian Joe and other enemies. On the shore of the pond, too, he built
-himself a wigwam about four feet square, of old biscuit tins, roofed in
-by boughs. In this he would make little fires, and cook the birds he had
-not shot with his gun, hunting in the coppice and fields, or the fish he
-did not catch in the pond because there were none. This occupied the
-rest of June and that July, when his father and mother were away in
-Ireland. He led a lonely life of "make believe" during those five weeks
-of summer weather, with gun, wigwam, water and canoe; and, however hard
-his active little brain tried to keep the sense of beauty away, she did
-creep in on him for a second now and then, perching on the wing of a
-dragon-fly, glistening on the water lilies, or brushing his eyes with her
-blue as he Jay on his back in ambush.
-
-"Auntie" June, who had been left in charge, had a "grown-up" in the
-house, with a cough and a large piece of putty which he was making into a
-face; so she hardly ever came down to see him in the pond. Once, however,
-she brought with her two other "grown-ups." Little Jon, who happened to
-have painted his naked self bright blue and yellow in stripes out of his
-father's water-colour box, and put some duck's feathers in his hair, saw
-them coming, and--ambushed himself among the willows. As he had
-foreseen, they came at once to his wigwam and knelt down to look inside,
-so that with a blood-curdling yell he was able to take the scalps of
-"Auntie" June and the woman "grown-up" in an almost complete manner
-before they kissed him. The names of the two grown-ups were "Auntie"
-Holly and "Uncle" Val, who had a brown face and a little limp, and
-laughed at him terribly. He took a fancy to "Auntie" Holly, who seemed
-to be a sister too; but they both went away the same afternoon and he did
-not see them again. Three days before his father and mother were to come
-home "Auntie" June also went off in a great hurry, taking the "grown-up"
-who coughed and his piece of putty; and Mademoiselle said: "Poor man, he
-was veree ill. I forbid you to go into his room, Jon." Little Jon, who
-rarely did things merely because he was told not to, refrained from
-going, though he was bored and lonely. In truth the day of the pond was
-past, and he was filled to the brim of his soul with restlessness and the
-want of something--not a tree, not a gun--something soft. Those last
-two days had seemed months in spite of Cast Up by the Sea, wherein he was
-reading about Mother Lee and her terrible wrecking bonfire. He had gone
-up and down the stairs perhaps a hundred times in those two days, and
-often from the day nursery, where he slept now, had stolen into his
-mother's room, looked at everything, without touching, and on into the
-dressing-room; and standing on one leg beside the bath, like Slingsby,
-had whispered:
-
-"Ho, ho, ho! Dog my cats!" mysteriously, to bring luck. Then, stealing
-back, he had opened his mother's wardrobe, and taken a long sniff which
-seemed to bring him nearer to--he didn't know what.
-
-He had done this just before he stood in the streak of sunlight, debating
-in which of the several ways he should slide down the banisters. They
-all seemed silly, and in a sudden languor he began descending the steps
-one by one. During that descent he could remember his father quite
-distinctly--the short grey beard, the deep eyes twinkling, the furrow
-between them, the funny smile, the thin figure which always seemed so
-tall to little Jon; but his mother he couldn't see. All that represented
-her was something swaying with two dark eyes looking back at him; and the
-scent of her wardrobe.
-
-Bella was in the hall, drawing aside the big curtains, and opening the
-front door. Little Jon said, wheedling,
-
-"Bella!"
-
-"Yes, Master Jon."
-
-"Do let's have tea under the oak tree when they come; I know they'd like
-it best."
-
-"You mean you'd like it best."
-
-Little Jon considered.
-
-"No, they would, to please me."
-
-Bella smiled. "Very well, I'll take it out if you'll stay quiet here and
-not get into mischief before they come."
-
-Little Jon sat down on the bottom step, and nodded. Bella came close,
-and looked him over.
-
-"Get up!" she said.
-
-Little Jon got up. She scrutinized him behind; he was not green, and his
-knees seemed clean.
-
-"All right!" she said. "My! Aren't you brown? Give me a kiss!"
-
-And little Jon received a peck on his hair.
-
-"What jam?" he asked. "I'm so tired of waiting."
-
-"Gooseberry and strawberry."
-
-Num! They were his favourites!
-
-When she was gone he sat still for quite a minute. It was quiet in the
-big hall open to its East end so that he could see one of his trees, a
-brig sailing very slowly across the upper lawn. In the outer hall
-shadows were slanting from the pillars. Little Jon got up, jumped one of
-them, and walked round the clump of iris plants which filled the pool of
-grey-white marble in the centre. The flowers were pretty, but only
-smelled a very little. He stood in the open doorway and looked out.
-Suppose!--suppose they didn't come! He had waited so long that he felt
-he could not bear that, and his attention slid at once from such finality
-to the dust motes in the bluish sunlight coming in: Thrusting his hand
-up, he tried to catch some. Bella ought to have dusted that piece of
-air! But perhaps they weren't dust--only what sunlight was made of, and
-he looked to see whether the sunlight out of doors was the same. It was
-not. He had said he would stay quiet in the hall, but he simply couldn't
-any more; and crossing the gravel of the drive he lay down on the grass
-beyond. Pulling six daisies he named them carefully, Sir Lamorac, Sir
-Tristram, Sir Lancelot, Sir Palimedes, Sir Bors, Sir Gawain, and fought
-them in couples till only Sir Lamorac, whom he had selected for a
-specially stout stalk, had his head on, and even he, after three
-encounters, looked worn and waggly. A beetle was moving slowly in the
-grass, which almost wanted cutting. Every blade was a small tree, round
-whose trunk the beetle had to glide. Little Jon stretched out Sir
-Lamorac, feet foremost, and stirred the creature up. It scuttled
-painfully. Little Jon laughed, lost interest, and sighed. His heart
-felt empty. He turned over and lay on his back. There was a scent of
-honey from the lime trees in flower, and in the sky the blue was
-beautiful, with a few white clouds which looked and perhaps tasted like
-lemon ice. He could hear Bob playing: "Way down upon de Suwannee ribber"
-on his concertina, and it made him nice and sad. He turned over again
-and put his ear to the ground--Indians could hear things coming ever so
-far--but he could hear nothing--only the concertina! And almost
-instantly he did hear a grinding sound, a faint toot. Yes! it was a
-car--coming--coming! Up he jumped. Should he wait in the porch, or rush
-upstairs, and as they came in, shout: "Look!" and slide slowly down the
-banisters, head foremost? Should he? The car turned in at the drive. It
-was too late! And he only waited, jumping up and down in his excitement.
-The car came quickly, whirred, and stopped. His father got out, exactly
-like life. He bent down and little Jon bobbed up--they bumped. His
-father said,
-
-"Bless us! Well, old man, you are brown!" Just as he would; and the
-sense of expectation--of something wanted--bubbled unextinguished in
-little Jon. Then, with a long, shy look he saw his mother, in a blue
-dress, with a blue motor scarf over her cap and hair, smiling. He jumped
-as high as ever he could, twined his legs behind her back, and hugged.
-He heard her gasp, and felt her hugging back. His eyes, very dark blue
-just then, looked into hers, very dark brown, till her lips closed on his
-eyebrow, and, squeezing with all his might, he heard her creak and laugh,
-and say:
-
-"You are strong, Jon!"
-
-He slid down at that, and rushed into the hall, dragging her by the hand.
-
-While he was eating his jam beneath the oak tree, he noticed things about
-his mother that he had never seemed to see before, her cheeks for
-instance were creamy, there were silver threads in her dark goldy hair,
-her throat had no knob in it like Bella's, and she went in and out
-softly. He noticed, too, some little lines running away from the corners
-of her eyes, and a nice darkness under them. She was ever so beautiful,
-more beautiful than "Da" or Mademoiselle, or "Auntie" June or even
-"Auntie" Holly, to whom he had taken a fancy; even more beautiful than
-Bella, who had pink cheeks and came out too suddenly in places. This new
-beautifulness of his mother had a kind of particular importance, and he
-ate less than he had expected to.
-
-When tea was over his father wanted him to walk round the gardens. He had
-a long conversation with his father about things in general, avoiding his
-private life--Sir Lamorac, the Austrians, and the emptiness he had felt
-these last three days, now so suddenly filled up. His father told him of
-a place called Glensofantrim, where he and his mother had been; and of
-the little people who came out of the ground there when it was very
-quiet. Little Jon came to a halt, with his heels apart.
-
-"Do you really believe they do, Daddy?" "No, Jon, but I thought you
-might."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"You're younger than I; and they're fairies." Little Jon squared the
-dimple in his chin.
-
-"I don't believe in fairies. I never see any." "Ha!" said his father.
-
-"Does Mum?"
-
-His father smiled his funny smile.
-
-"No; she only sees Pan."
-
-"What's Pan?"
-
-"The Goaty God who skips about in wild and beautiful places."
-
-"Was he in Glensofantrim?"
-
-"Mum said so."
-
-Little Jon took his heels up, and led on.
-
-"Did you see him?"
-
-"No; I only saw Venus Anadyomene."
-
-Little Jon reflected; Venus was in his book about the Greeks and Trojans.
-Then Anna was her Christian and Dyomene her surname?
-
-But it appeared, on inquiry, that it was one word, which meant rising
-from the foam.
-
-"Did she rise from the foam in Glensofantrim?"
-
-"Yes; every day."
-
-"What is she like, Daddy?"
-
-"Like Mum."
-
-"Oh! Then she must be..." but he stopped at that, rushed at a wall,
-scrambled up, and promptly scrambled down again. The discovery that his
-mother was beautiful was one which he felt must absolutely be kept to
-himself. His father's cigar, however, took so long to smoke, that at
-last he was compelled to say:
-
-"I want to see what Mum's brought home. Do you mind, Daddy?"
-
-He pitched the motive low, to absolve him from unmanliness, and was a
-little disconcerted when his father looked at him right through, heaved
-an important sigh, and answered:
-
-"All right, old man, you go and love her."
-
-He went, with a pretence of slowness, and then rushed, to make up. He
-entered her bedroom from his own, the door being open. She was still
-kneeling before a trunk, and he stood close to her, quite still.
-
-She knelt up straight, and said:
-
-"Well, Jon?"
-
-"I thought I'd just come and see."
-
-Having given and received another hug, he mounted the window-seat, and
-tucking his legs up under him watched her unpack. He derived a pleasure
-from the operation such as he had not yet known, partly because she was
-taking out things which looked suspicious, and partly because he liked to
-look at her. She moved differently from anybody else, especially from
-Bella; she was certainly the refinedest-looking person he had ever seen.
-She finished the trunk at last, and knelt down in front of him.
-
-"Have you missed us, Jon?"
-
-Little Jon nodded, and having thus admitted his feelings, continued to
-nod.
-
-"But you had 'Auntie' June?"
-
-"Oh! she had a man with a cough."
-
-His mother's face changed, and looked almost angry. He added hastily:
-
-"He was a poor man, Mum; he coughed awfully; I--I liked him."
-
-His mother put her hands behind his waist.
-
-"You like everybody, Jon?"
-
-Little Jon considered.
-
-"Up to a point," he said: "Auntie June took me to church one Sunday."
-
-"To church? Oh!"
-
-"She wanted to see how it would affect me." "And did it?"
-
-"Yes. I came over all funny, so she took me home again very quick. I
-wasn't sick after all. I went to bed and had hot brandy and water, and
-read The Boys of Beechwood. It was scrumptious."
-
-His mother bit her lip.
-
-"When was that?"
-
-"Oh! about--a long time ago--I wanted her to take me again, but she
-wouldn't. You and Daddy never go to church, do you?"
-
-"No, we don't."
-
-"Why don't you?"
-
-His mother smiled.
-
-"Well, dear, we both of us went when we were little. Perhaps we went
-when we were too little."
-
-"I see," said little Jon, "it's dangerous."
-
-"You shall judge for yourself about all those things as you grow up."
-
-Little Jon replied in a calculating manner:
-
-"I don't want to grow up, much. I don't want to go to school." A
-sudden overwhelming desire to say something more, to say what he really
-felt, turned him red. "I--I want to stay with you, and be your lover,
-Mum."
-
-Then with an instinct to improve the situation, he added quickly "I
-don't want to go to bed to-night, either. I'm simply tired of going to
-bed, every night."
-
-"Have you had any more nightmares?"
-
-"Only about one. May I leave the door open into your room to-night,
-Mum?"
-
-"Yes, just a little." Little Jon heaved a sigh of satisfaction.
-
-"What did you see in Glensofantrim?"
-
-"Nothing but beauty, darling."
-
-"What exactly is beauty?"
-
-"What exactly is--Oh! Jon, that's a poser."
-
-"Can I see it, for instance?" His mother got up, and sat beside him.
-"You do, every day. The sky is beautiful, the stars, and moonlit
-nights, and then the birds, the flowers, the trees--they're all
-beautiful. Look out of the window--there's beauty for you, Jon."
-
-"Oh! yes, that's the view. Is that all?"
-
-"All? no. The sea is wonderfully beautiful, and the waves, with their
-foam flying back."
-
-"Did you rise from it every day, Mum?"
-
-His mother smiled. "Well, we bathed."
-
-Little Jon suddenly reached out and caught her neck in his hands.
-
-"I know," he said mysteriously, "you're it, really, and all the rest is
-make-believe."
-
-She sighed, laughed, said: "Oh! Jon!"
-
-Little Jon said critically:
-
-"Do you think Bella beautiful, for instance? I hardly do."
-
-"Bella is young; that's something."
-
-"But you look younger, Mum. If you bump against Bella she hurts."
-
-"I don't believe 'Da' was beautiful, when I come to think of it; and
-Mademoiselle's almost ugly."
-
-"Mademoiselle has a very nice face." "Oh! yes; nice. I love your little
-rays, Mum."
-
-"Rays?"
-
-Little Jon put his finger to the outer corner of her eye.
-
-"Oh! Those? But they're a sign of age."
-
-"They come when you smile."
-
-"But they usen't to."
-
-"Oh! well, I like them. Do you love me, Mum?"
-
-"I do--I do love you, darling."
-
-"Ever so?"
-
-"Ever so!"
-
-"More than I thought you did?"
-
-"Much--much more."
-
-"Well, so do I; so that makes it even."
-
-Conscious that he had never in his life so given himself away, he felt a
-sudden reaction to the manliness of Sir Lamorac, Dick Needham, Huck Finn,
-and other heroes.
-
-"Shall I show you a thing or two?" he said; and slipping out of her arms,
-he stood on his head. Then, fired by her obvious admiration, he mounted
-the bed, and threw himself head foremost from his feet on to his back,
-without touching anything with his hands. He did this several times.
-
-That evening, having inspected what they had brought, he stayed up to
-dinner, sitting between them at the little round table they used when
-they were alone. He was extremely excited. His mother wore a
-French-grey dress, with creamy lace made out of little scriggly roses,
-round her neck, which was browner than the lace. He kept looking at her,
-till at last his father's funny smile made him suddenly attentive to his
-slice of pineapple. It was later than he had ever stayed up, when he
-went to bed. His mother went up with him, and he undressed very slowly
-so as to keep her there. When at last he had nothing on but his pyjamas,
-he said:
-
-"Promise you won't go while I say my prayers!"
-
-"I promise."
-
-Kneeling down and plunging his face into the bed, little Jon hurried up,
-under his breath, opening one eye now and then, to see her standing
-perfectly still with a smile on her face. "Our Father"--so went his last
-prayer, "which art in heaven, hallowed be thy Mum, thy Kingdom Mum--on
-Earth as it is in heaven, give us this day our daily Mum and forgive us
-our trespasses on earth as it is in heaven and trespass against us, for
-thine is the evil the power and the glory for ever and ever. Amum! Look
-out!" He sprang, and for a long minute remained in her arms. Once in
-bed, he continued to hold her hand.
-
-"You won't shut the door any more than that, will you? Are you going to
-be long, Mum?"
-
-"I must go down and play to Daddy."
-
-"Oh! well, I shall hear you."
-
-"I hope not; you must go to sleep."
-
-"I can sleep any night."
-
-"Well, this is just a night like any other."
-
-"Oh! no--it's extra special."
-
-"On extra special nights one always sleeps soundest."
-
-"But if I go to sleep, Mum, I shan't hear you come up."
-
-"Well, when I do, I'll come in and give you a kiss, then if you're awake
-you'll know, and if you're not you'll still know you've had one."
-
-Little Jon sighed, "All right!" he said: "I suppose I must put up with
-that. Mum?"
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"What was her name that Daddy believes in? Venus Anna Diomedes?"
-
-"Oh! my angel! Anadyomene."
-
-"Yes! but I like my name for you much better."
-
-"What is yours, Jon?"
-
-Little Jon answered shyly:
-
-"Guinevere! it's out of the Round Table--I've only just thought of it,
-only of course her hair was down."
-
-His mother's eyes, looking past him, seemed to float.
-
-"You won't forget to come, Mum?"
-
-"Not if you'll go to sleep."
-
-"That's a bargain, then." And little Jon screwed up his eyes.
-
-He felt her lips on his forehead, heard her footsteps; opened his eyes to
-see her gliding through the doorway, and, sighing, screwed them up again.
-
-Then Time began.
-
-For some ten minutes of it he tried loyally to sleep, counting a great
-number of thistles in a row, "Da's" old recipe for bringing slumber. He
-seemed to have been hours counting. It must, he thought, be nearly time
-for her to come up now. He threw the bedclothes back. "I'm hot!" he
-said, and his voice sounded funny in the darkness, like someone else's.
-Why didn't she come? He sat up. He must look! He got out of bed, went
-to the window and pulled the curtain a slice aside. It wasn't dark, but
-he couldn't tell whether because of daylight or the moon, which was very
-big. It had a funny, wicked face, as if laughing at him, and he did not
-want to look at it. Then, remembering that his mother had said moonlit
-nights were beautiful, he continued to stare out in a general way. The
-trees threw thick shadows, the lawn looked like spilt milk, and a long,
-long way he could see; oh! very far; right over the world, and it all
-looked different and swimmy. There was a lovely smell, too, in his open
-window.
-
-'I wish I had a dove like Noah!' he thought.
-
-"The moony moon was round and bright, It shone and shone and made it
-light."
-
-After that rhyme, which came into his head all at once, he became
-conscious of music, very soft-lovely! Mum playing! He bethought himself
-of a macaroon he had, laid up in his chest of drawers, and, getting it,
-came back to the window. He leaned out, now munching, now holding his
-jaws to hear the music better. "Da" used to say that angels played on
-harps in heaven; but it wasn't half so lovely as Mum playing in the moony
-night, with him eating a macaroon. A cockchafer buzzed by, a moth flew
-in his face, the music stopped, and little Jon drew his head in. She
-must be coming! He didn't want to be found awake. He got back into bed
-and pulled the clothes nearly over his head; but he had left a streak of
-moonlight coming in. It fell across the floor, near the foot of the bed,
-and he watched it moving ever so slowly towards him, as if it were alive.
-The music began again, but he could only just hear it now; sleepy music,
-pretty--sleepy--music--sleepy--slee.....
-
-And time slipped by, the music rose, fell, ceased; the moonbeam crept
-towards his face. Little Jon turned in his sleep till he lay on his
-back, with one brown fist still grasping the bedclothes. The corners of
-his eyes twitched--he had begun to dream. He dreamed he was drinking
-milk out of a pan that was the moon, opposite a great black cat which
-watched him with a funny smile like his father's. He heard it whisper:
-"Don't drink too much!" It was the cat's milk, of course, and he put out
-his hand amicably to stroke the creature; but it was no longer there; the
-pan had become a bed, in which he was lying, and when he tried to get out
-he couldn't find the edge; he couldn't find it--he--he--couldn't get out!
-It was dreadful!
-
-He whimpered in his sleep. The bed had begun to go round too; it was
-outside him and inside him; going round and round, and getting fiery, and
-Mother Lee out of Cast up by the Sea was stirring it! Oh! so horrible
-she looked! Faster and faster!--till he and the bed and Mother Lee and
-the moon and the cat were all one wheel going round and round and up and
-up--awful--awful--awful!
-
-He shrieked.
-
-A voice saying: "Darling, darling!" got through the wheel, and he awoke,
-standing on his bed, with his eyes wide open.
-
-There was his mother, with her hair like Guinevere's, and, clutching her,
-he buried his face in it.
-
-"Oh! oh!"
-
-"It's all right, treasure. You're awake now. There! There! It's
-nothing!"
-
-But little Jon continued to say: "Oh! oh!"
-
-Her voice went on, velvety in his ear:
-
-"It was the moonlight, sweetheart, coming on your face."
-
-Little Jon burbled into her nightgown
-
-"You said it was beautiful. Oh!"
-
-"Not to sleep in, Jon. Who let it in? Did you draw the curtains?"
-
-"I wanted to see the time; I--I looked out, I--I heard you playing, Mum;
-I--I ate my macaroon." But he was growing slowly comforted; and the
-instinct to excuse his fear revived within him.
-
-"Mother Lee went round in me and got all fiery," he mumbled.
-
-"Well, Jon, what can you expect if you eat macaroons after you've gone to
-bed?"
-
-"Only one, Mum; it made the music ever so more beautiful. I was waiting
-for you--I nearly thought it was to-morrow."
-
-"My ducky, it's only just eleven now."
-
-Little Jon was silent, rubbing his nose on her neck.
-
-"Mum, is Daddy in your room?"
-
-"Not to-night."
-
-"Can I come?"
-
-"If you wish, my precious."
-
-Half himself again, little Jon drew back.
-
-"You look different, Mum; ever so younger."
-
-"It's my hair, darling."
-
-Little Jon laid hold of it, thick, dark gold, with a few silver threads.
-
-"I like it," he said: "I like you best of all like this."
-
-Taking her hand, he had begun dragging her towards the door. He shut it
-as they passed, with a sigh of relief.
-
-"Which side of the bed do you like, Mum?"
-
-"The left side."
-
-"All right."
-
-Wasting no time, giving her no chance to change her mind, little Jon got
-into the bed, which seemed much softer than his own. He heaved another
-sigh, screwed his head into the pillow and lay examining the battle of
-chariots and swords and spears which always went on outside blankets,
-where the little hairs stood up against the light.
-
-"It wasn't anything, really, was it?" he said.
-
-From before her glass his mother answered:
-
-"Nothing but the moon and your imagination heated up. You mustn't get so
-excited, Jon."
-
-But, still not quite in possession of his nerves, little Jon answered
-boastfully:
-
-"I wasn't afraid, really, of course!" And again he lay watching the
-spears and chariots. It all seemed very long.
-
-"Oh! Mum, do hurry up!"
-
-"Darling, I have to plait my hair."
-
-"Oh! not to-night. You'll only have to unplait it again to-morrow. I'm
-sleepy now; if you don't come, I shan't be sleepy soon."
-
-His mother stood up white and flowey before the winged mirror: he could
-see three of her, with her neck turned and her hair bright under the
-light, and her dark eyes smiling. It was unnecessary, and he said:
-
-"Do come, Mum; I'm waiting."
-
-"Very well, my love, I'll come."
-
-Little Jon closed his eyes. Everything was turning out most
-satisfactory, only she must hurry up! He felt the bed shake, she was
-getting in. And, still with his eyes closed, he said sleepily: "It's
-nice, isn't it?"
-
-He heard her voice say something, felt her lips touching his nose, and,
-snuggling up beside her who lay awake and loved him with her thoughts, he
-fell into the dreamless sleep, which rounded off his past.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-TO LET
-
-"From out the fatal loins of those two foes
-A pair of star-crossed lovers take their life."
- --Romeo and Juliet.
-
-
-
-TO CHARLES SCRIBNER
-
-
-
-
-PART I
-
-ENCOUNTER
-
-Soames Forsyte emerged from the Knightsbridge Hotel, where he was
-staying, in the afternoon of the 12th of May, 1920, with the intention of
-visiting a collection of pictures in a Gallery off Cork Street, and
-looking into the Future. He walked. Since the War he never took a cab
-if he could help it. Their drivers were, in his view, an uncivil lot,
-though now that the War was over and supply beginning to exceed demand
-again, getting more civil in accordance with the custom of human nature.
-Still, he had not forgiven them, deeply identifying them with gloomy
-memories, and now, dimly, like all members, of their class, with
-revolution. The considerable anxiety he had passed through during the
-War, and the more considerable anxiety he had since undergone in the
-Peace, had produced psychological consequences in a tenacious nature. He
-had, mentally, so frequently experienced ruin, that he had ceased to
-believe in its material probability. Paying away four thousand a year in
-income and super tax, one could not very well be worse off! A fortune of
-a quarter of a million, encumbered only by a wife and one daughter, and
-very diversely invested, afforded substantial guarantee even against that
-"wildcat notion" a levy on capital. And as to confiscation of war
-profits, he was entirely in favour of it, for he had none, and "serve the
-beggars right!" The price of pictures, moreover, had, if anything, gone
-up, and he had done better with his collection since the War began than
-ever before. Air-raids, also, had acted beneficially on a spirit
-congenitally cautious, and hardened a character already dogged. To be in
-danger of being entirely dispersed inclined one to be less apprehensive
-of the more partial dispersions involved in levies and taxation, while
-the habit of condemning the impudence of the Germans had led naturally to
-condemning that of Labour, if not openly at least in the sanctuary of his
-soul.
-
-He walked. There was, moreover, time to spare, for Fleur was to meet him
-at the Gallery at four o'clock, and it was as yet but half-past two. It
-was good for him to walk--his liver was a little constricted, and his
-nerves rather on edge. His wife was always out when she was in Town, and
-his daughter would flibberty-gibbet all over the place like most young
-women since the War. Still, he must be thankful that she had been too
-young to do anything in that War itself. Not, of course, that he had not
-supported the War from its inception, with all his soul, but between that
-and supporting it with the bodies of his wife and daughter, there had
-been a gap fixed by something old-fashioned within him which abhorred
-emotional extravagance. He had, for instance, strongly objected to
-Annette, so attractive, and in 1914 only thirty-four, going to her native
-France, her "chere patrie" as, under the stimulus of war, she had begun
-to call it, to nurse her "braves poilus," forsooth! Ruining her health
-and her looks! As if she were really a nurse! He had put a stopper on
-it. Let her do needlework for them at home, or knit! She had not gone,
-therefore, and had never been quite the same woman since. A bad tendency
-of hers to mock at him, not openly, but in continual little ways, had
-grown. As for Fleur, the War had resolved the vexed problem whether or
-not she should go to school. She was better away from her mother in her
-war mood, from the chance of air-raids, and the impetus to do extravagant
-things; so he had placed her in a seminary as far West as had seemed to
-him compatible with excellence, and had missed her horribly. Fleur! He
-had never regretted the somewhat outlandish name by which at her birth he
-had decided so suddenly to call her--marked concession though it had been
-to the French. Fleur! A pretty name--a pretty child! But restless--too
-restless; and wilful! Knowing her power too over her father! Soames
-often reflected on the mistake it was to dote on his daughter. To get
-old and dote! Sixty-five! He was getting on; but he didn't feel it,
-for, fortunately perhaps, considering Annette's youth and good looks, his
-second marriage had turned out a cool affair. He had known but one real
-passion in his life--for that first wife of his--Irene. Yes, and that
-fellow, his cousin Jolyon, who had gone off with her, was looking very
-shaky, they said. No wonder, at seventy-two, after twenty years of a
-third marriage!
-
-Soames paused a moment in his march to lean over the railings of the Row.
-A suitable spot for reminiscence, half-way between that house in Park
-Lane which had seen his birth and his parents' deaths, and the little
-house in Montpellier Square where thirty-five years ago he had enjoyed
-his first edition of matrimony. Now, after twenty years of his second
-edition, that old tragedy seemed to him like a previous existence--which
-had ended when Fleur was born in place of the son he had hoped for. For
-many years he had ceased regretting, even vaguely, the son who had not
-been born; Fleur filled the bill in his heart. After all, she bore his
-name; and he was not looking forward at all to the time when she would
-change it. Indeed, if he ever thought of such a calamity, it was
-seasoned by the vague feeling that he could make her rich enough to
-purchase perhaps and extinguish the name of the fellow who married
-her--why not, since, as it seemed, women were equal to men nowadays? And
-Soames, secretly convinced that they were not, passed his curved hand
-over his face vigorously, till it reached the comfort of his chin.
-Thanks to abstemious habits, he had not grown fat and gabby; his nose was
-pale and thin, his grey moustache close-clipped, his eyesight unimpaired.
-A slight stoop closened and corrected the expansion given to his face by
-the heightening of his forehead in the recession of his grey hair. Little
-change had Time wrought in the "warmest" of the young Forsytes, as the
-last of the old Forsytes--Timothy-now in his hundred and first year,
-would have phrased it.
-
-The shade from the plane-trees fell on his neat Homburg hat; he had given
-up top hats--it was no use attracting attention to wealth in days like
-these. Plane-trees! His thoughts travelled sharply to Madrid--the
-Easter before the War, when, having to make up his mind about that Goya
-picture, he had taken a voyage of discovery to study the painter on his
-spot. The fellow had impressed him--great range, real genius! Highly as
-the chap ranked, he would rank even higher before they had finished with
-him. The second Goya craze would be greater even than the first; oh,
-yes! And he had bought. On that visit he had--as never
-before--commissioned a copy of a fresco painting called "La Vendimia,"
-wherein was the figure of a girl with an arm akimbo, who had reminded him
-of his daughter. He had it now in the Gallery at Mapledurham, and rather
-poor it was--you couldn't copy Goya. He would still look at it, however,
-if his daughter were not there, for the sake of something irresistibly
-reminiscent in the light, erect balance of the figure, the width between
-the arching eyebrows, the eager dreaming of the dark eyes. Curious that
-Fleur should have dark eyes, when his own were grey--no pure Forsyte had
-brown eyes--and her mother's blue! But of course her grandmother
-Lamotte's eyes were dark as treacle!
-
-He began to walk on again toward Hyde Park Corner. No greater change in
-all England than in the Row! Born almost within hail of it, he could
-remember it from 1860 on. Brought there as a child between the
-crinolines to stare at tight-trousered dandies in whiskers, riding with a
-cavalry seat; to watch the doffing of curly-brimmed and white top hats;
-the leisurely air of it all, and the little bow-legged man in a long red
-waistcoat who used to come among the fashion with dogs on several
-strings, and try to sell one to his mother: King Charles spaniels,
-Italian greyhounds, affectionate to her crinoline--you never saw them
-now. You saw no quality of any sort, indeed, just working people sitting
-in dull rows with nothing to stare at but a few young bouncing females in
-pot hats, riding astride, or desultory Colonials charging up and down on
-dismal-looking hacks; with, here and there, little girls on ponies, or
-old gentlemen jogging their livers, or an orderly trying a great
-galumphing cavalry horse; no thoroughbreds, no grooms, no bowing, no
-scraping, no gossip--nothing; only the trees the same--the trees
-in--different to the generations and declensions of mankind. A
-democratic England--dishevelled, hurried, noisy, and seemingly without an
-apex. And that something fastidious in the soul of Soames turned over
-within him. Gone forever, the close borough of rank and polish! Wealth
-there was--oh, yes! wealth--he himself was a richer man than his father
-had ever been; but manners, flavour, quality, all gone, engulfed in one
-vast, ugly, shoulder-rubbing, petrol-smelling Cheerio. Little
-half-beaten pockets of gentility and caste lurking here and there,
-dispersed and chetif, as Annette would say; but nothing ever again firm
-and coherent to look up to. And into this new hurly-burly of bad manners
-and loose morals his daughter--flower of his life--was flung! And when
-those Labour chaps got power--if they ever did--the worst was yet to
-come.
-
-He passed out under the archway, at last no longer--thank goodness!
---disfigured by the gungrey of its search-light. 'They'd better put a
-search-light on to where they're all going,' he thought, 'and light up
-their precious democracy!' And he directed his steps along the Club
-fronts of Piccadilly. George Forsyte, of course, would be sitting in the
-bay window of the Iseeum. The chap was so big now that he was there
-nearly all his time, like some immovable, sardonic, humorous eye noting
-the decline of men and things. And Soames hurried, ever constitutionally
-uneasy beneath his cousin's glance. George, who, as he had heard, had
-written a letter signed "Patriot" in the middle of the War, complaining
-of the Government's hysteria in docking the oats of race-horses. Yes,
-there he was, tall, ponderous, neat, clean-shaven, with his smooth hair,
-hardly thinned, smelling, no doubt, of the best hair-wash, and a pink
-paper in his hand. Well, he didn't change! And for perhaps the first
-time in his life Soames felt a kind of sympathy tapping in his waistcoat
-for that sardonic kinsman. With his weight, his perfectly parted hair,
-and bull-like gaze, he was a guarantee that the old order would take some
-shifting yet. He saw George move the pink paper as if inviting him to
-ascend--the chap must want to ask something about his property. It was
-still under Soames' control; for in the adoption of a sleeping
-partnership at that painful period twenty years back when he had divorced
-Irene, Soames had found himself almost insensibly retaining control of
-all purely Forsyte affairs.
-
-Hesitating for just a moment, he nodded and went in. Since the death of
-his brother-in-law Montague Dartie, in Paris, which no one had quite
-known what to make of, except that it was certainly not suicide--the
-Iseeum Club had seemed more respectable to Soames. George, too, he knew,
-had sown the last of his wild oats, and was committed definitely to the
-joys of the table, eating only of the very best so as to keep his weight
-down, and owning, as he said, "just one or two old screws to give me an
-interest in life." He joined his cousin, therefore, in the bay window
-without the embarrassing sense of indiscretion he had been used to feel
-up there. George put out a well-kept hand.
-
-"Haven't seen you since the War," he said. "How's your wife?"
-
-"Thanks," said Soames coldly, "well enough."
-
-Some hidden jest curved, for a moment, George's fleshy face, and gloated
-from his eye.
-
-"That Belgian chap, Profond," he said, "is a member here now. He's a rum
-customer."
-
-"Quite!" muttered Soames. "What did you want to see me about?"
-
-"Old Timothy; he might go off the hooks at any moment. I suppose he's
-made his Will."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Well, you or somebody ought to give him a look up--last of the old lot;
-he's a hundred, you know. They say he's like a rummy. Where are you
-goin' to put him? He ought to have a pyramid by rights."
-
-Soames shook his head. "Highgate, the family vault."
-
-"Well, I suppose the old girls would miss him, if he was anywhere else.
-They say he still takes an interest in food. He might last on, you know.
-Don't we get anything for the old Forsytes? Ten of them--average age
-eighty-eight--I worked it out. That ought to be equal to triplets."
-
-"Is that all?" said Soames, "I must be getting on."
-
-'You unsociable devil,' George's eyes seemed to answer. "Yes, that's
-all: Look him up in his mausoleum--the old chap might want to prophesy."
-The grin died on the rich curves of his face, and he added: "Haven't you
-attorneys invented a way yet of dodging this damned income tax? It hits
-the fixed inherited income like the very deuce. I used to have two
-thousand five hundred a year; now I've got a beggarly fifteen hundred,
-and the price of living doubled."
-
-"Ah!" murmured Soames, "the turf's in danger."
-
-Over George's face moved a gleam of sardonic self-defence.
-
-"Well," he said, "they brought me up to do nothing, and here I am in the
-sear and yellow, getting poorer every day. These Labour chaps mean to
-have the lot before they've done. What are you going to do for a living
-when it comes? I shall work a six-hour day teaching politicians how to
-see a joke. Take my tip, Soames; go into Parliament, make sure of your
-four hundred--and employ me."
-
-And, as Soames retired, he resumed his seat in the bay window.
-
-Soames moved along Piccadilly deep in reflections excited by his cousin's
-words. He himself had always been a worker and a saver, George always a
-drone and a spender; and yet, if confiscation once began, it was he--the
-worker and the saver--who would be looted! That was the negation of all
-virtue, the overturning of all Forsyte principles. Could civilization be
-built on any other? He did not think so. Well, they wouldn't confiscate
-his pictures, for they wouldn't know their worth. But what would they be
-worth, if these maniacs once began to milk capital? A drug on the
-market. 'I don't care about myself,' he thought; 'I could live on five
-hundred a year, and never know the difference, at my age.' But Fleur!
-This fortune, so widely invested, these treasures so carefully chosen and
-amassed, were all for--her. And if it should turn out that he couldn't
-give or leave them to her--well, life had no meaning, and what was the
-use of going in to look at this crazy, futuristic stuff with the view of
-seeing whether it had any future?
-
-Arriving at the Gallery off Cork Street, however, he paid his shilling,
-picked up a catalogue, and entered. Some ten persons were prowling
-round. Soames took steps and came on what looked to him like a lamp-post
-bent by collision with a motor omnibus. It was advanced some three paces
-from the wall, and was described in his catalogue as "Jupiter." He
-examined it with curiosity, having recently turned some of his attention
-to sculpture. 'If that's Jupiter,' he thought, 'I wonder what Juno's
-like.' And suddenly he saw her, opposite. She appeared to him like
-nothing so much as a pump with two handles, lightly clad in snow. He was
-still gazing at her, when two of the prowlers halted on his left.
-"Epatant!" he heard one say.
-
-"Jargon!" growled Soames to himself.
-
-The other's boyish voice replied
-
-"Missed it, old bean; he's pulling your leg. When Jove and Juno created
-he them, he was saying: 'I'll see how much these fools will swallow.'
-And they've lapped up the lot."
-
-"You young duffer! Vospovitch is an innovator. Don't you see that he's
-brought satire into sculpture? The future of plastic art, of music,
-painting, and even architecture, has set in satiric. It was bound to.
-People are tired--the bottom's tumbled out of sentiment."
-
-"Well, I'm quite equal to taking a little interest in beauty. I was
-through the War. You've dropped your handkerchief, sir."
-
-Soames saw a handkerchief held out in front of him. He took it with some
-natural suspicion, and approached it to his nose. It had the right
-scent--of distant Eau de Cologne--and his initials in a corner. Slightly
-reassured, he raised his eyes to the young man's face. It had rather
-fawn-like ears, a laughing mouth, with half a toothbrush growing out of
-it on each side, and small lively eyes, above a normally dressed
-appearance.
-
-"Thank you," he said; and moved by a sort of irritation, added: "Glad to
-hear you like beauty; that's rare, nowadays."
-
-"I dote on it," said the young man; "but you and I are the last of the
-old guard, sir."
-
-Soames smiled.
-
-"If you really care for pictures," he said, "here's my card. I can show
-you some quite good ones any Sunday, if you're down the river and care to
-look in."
-
-"Awfully nice of you, sir. I'll drop in like a bird. My name's
-Mont-Michael." And he took off his hat.
-
-Soames, already regretting his impulse, raised his own slightly in
-response, with a downward look at the young man's companion, who had a
-purple tie, dreadful little sluglike whiskers, and a scornful look--as
-if he were a poet!
-
-It was the first indiscretion he had committed for so long that he went
-and sat down in an alcove. What had possessed him to give his card to a
-rackety young fellow, who went about with a thing like that? And Fleur,
-always at the back of his thoughts, started out like a filigree figure
-from a clock when the hour strikes. On the screen opposite the alcove
-was a large canvas with a great many square tomato-coloured blobs on it,
-and nothing else, so far as Soames could see from where he sat. He
-looked at his catalogue: "No. 32 'The Future Town'--Paul Post." 'I
-suppose that's satiric too,' he thought. 'What a thing!' But his second
-impulse was more cautious. It did not do to condemn hurriedly. There had
-been those stripey, streaky creations of Monet's, which had turned out
-such trumps; and then the stippled school; and Gauguin. Why, even since
-the Post-Impressionists there had been one or two painters not to be
-sneezed at. During the thirty-eight years of his connoisseur's life,
-indeed, he had marked so many "movements," seen the tides of taste and
-technique so ebb and flow, that there was really no telling anything
-except that there was money to be made out of every change of fashion.
-This too might quite well be a case where one must subdue primordial
-instinct, or lose the market. He got up and stood before the picture,
-trying hard to see it with the eyes of other people. Above the tomato
-blobs was what he took to be a sunset, till some one passing said: "He's
-got the airplanes wonderfully, don't you think!" Below the tomato blobs
-was a band of white with vertical black stripes, to which he could assign
-no meaning whatever, till some one else came by, murmuring: "What
-expression he gets with his foreground!" Expression? Of what? Soames
-went back to his seat. The thing was "rich," as his father would have
-said, and he wouldn't give a damn for it. Expression! Ah! they were all
-Expressionists now, he had heard, on the Continent. So it was coming
-here too, was it? He remembered the first wave of influenza in 1887--or
-'8--hatched in China, so they said. He wondered where this--this
-Expressionism had been hatched. The thing was a regular disease!
-
-He had become conscious of a woman and a youth standing between him and
-the "Future Town." Their backs were turned; but very suddenly Soames put
-his catalogue before his face, and drawing his hat forward, gazed through
-the slit between. No mistaking that back, elegant as ever though the
-hair above had gone grey. Irene! His divorced wife--Irene! And this,
-no doubt, was--her son--by that fellow Jolyon Forsyte--their boy, six
-months older than his own girl! And mumbling over in his mind the bitter
-days of his divorce, he rose to get out of sight, but quickly sat down
-again. She had turned her head to speak to her boy; her profile was
-still so youthful that it made her grey hair seem powdery, as if
-fancy-dressed; and her lips were smiling as Soames, first possessor of
-them, had never seen them smile. Grudgingly he admitted her still
-beautiful and in figure almost as young as ever. And how that boy smiled
-back at her! Emotion squeezed Soames' heart. The sight infringed his
-sense of justice. He grudged her that boy's smile--it went beyond what
-Fleur gave him, and it was undeserved. Their son might have been his
-son; Fleur might have been her daughter, if she had kept straight! He
-lowered his catalogue. If she saw him, all the better! A reminder of
-her conduct in the presence of her son, who probably knew nothing of it,
-would be a salutary touch from the finger of that Nemesis which surely
-must soon or late visit her! Then, half-conscious that such a thought
-was extravagant for a Forsyte of his age, Soames took out his watch.
-Past four! Fleur was late. She had gone to his niece Imogen Cardigan's,
-and there they would keep her smoking cigarettes and gossiping, and that.
-He heard the boy laugh, and say eagerly: "I say, Mum, is this by one of
-Auntie June's lame ducks?"
-
-"Paul Post--I believe it is, darling."
-
-The word produced a little shock in Soames; he had never heard her use
-it. And then she saw him. His eyes must have had in them something of
-George Forsyte's sardonic look; for her gloved hand crisped the folds of
-her frock, her eyebrows rose, her face went stony. She moved on.
-
-"It is a caution," said the boy, catching her arm again.
-
-Soames stared after them. That boy was good-looking, with a Forsyte
-chin, and eyes deep-grey, deep in; but with something sunny, like a glass
-of old sherry spilled over him; his smile perhaps, his hair. Better than
-they deserved--those two! They passed from his view into the next room,
-and Soames continued to regard the Future Town, but saw it not. A little
-smile snarled up his lips. He was despising the vehemence of his own
-feelings after all these years. Ghosts! And yet as one grew old--was
-there anything but what was ghost-like left? Yes, there was Fleur! He
-fixed his eyes on the entrance. She was due; but she would keep him
-waiting, of course! And suddenly he became aware of a sort of human
-breeze--a short, slight form clad in a sea-green djibbah with a metal
-belt and a fillet binding unruly red-gold hair all streaked with grey.
-She was talking to the Gallery attendants, and something familiar riveted
-his gaze--in her eyes, her chin, her hair, her spirit--something which
-suggested a thin Skye terrier just before its dinner. Surely June
-Forsyte! His cousin June--and coming straight to his recess! She sat
-down beside him, deep in thought, took out a tablet, and made a pencil
-note. Soames sat unmoving. A confounded thing, cousinship!
-"Disgusting!" he heard her murmur; then, as if resenting the presence of
-an overhearing stranger, she looked at him. The worst had happened.
-
-"Soames!"
-
-Soames turned his head a very little.
-
-"How are you?" he said. "Haven't seen you for twenty years."
-
-"No. Whatever made you come here?"
-
-"My sins," said Soames. "What stuff!"
-
-"Stuff? Oh, yes--of course; it hasn't arrived yet.
-
-"It never will," said Soames; "it must be making a dead loss."
-
-"Of course it is."
-
-"How d'you know?"
-
-"It's my Gallery."
-
-Soames sniffed from sheer surprise.
-
-"Yours? What on earth makes you run a show like this?"
-
-"I don't treat Art as if it were grocery."
-
-Soames pointed to the Future Town. "Look at that! Who's going to live
-in a town like that, or with it on his walls?"
-
-June contemplated the picture for a moment.
-
-"It's a vision," she said.
-
-"The deuce!"
-
-There was silence, then June rose. 'Crazylooking creature!' he thought.
-
-"Well," he said, "you'll find your young stepbrother here with a woman I
-used to know. If you take my advice, you'll close this exhibition."
-
-June looked back at him. "Oh! You Forsyte!" she said, and moved on.
-About her light, fly-away figure, passing so suddenly away, was a look of
-dangerous decisions. Forsyte! Of course, he was a Forsyte! And so was
-she! But from the time when, as a mere girl, she brought Bosinney into
-his life to wreck it, he had never hit it off with June and never would!
-And here she was, unmarried to this day, owning a Gallery!... And
-suddenly it came to Soames how little he knew now of his own family. The
-old aunts at Timothy's had been dead so many years; there was no
-clearing-house for news. What had they all done in the War? Young
-Roger's boy had been wounded, St. John Hayman's second son killed; young
-Nicholas' eldest had got an O. B. E., or whatever they gave them. They
-had all joined up somehow, he believed. That boy of Jolyon's and
-Irene's, he supposed, had been too young; his own generation, of course,
-too old, though Giles Hayman had driven a car for the Red Cross--and
-Jesse Hayman been a special constable--those "Dromios" had always been of
-a sporting type! As for himself, he had given a motor ambulance, read
-the papers till he was sick of them, passed through much anxiety, bought
-no clothes, lost seven pounds in weight; he didn't know what more he
-could have done at his age. Indeed, thinking it over, it struck him that
-he and his family had taken this war very differently to that affair with
-the Boers, which had been supposed to tax all the resources of the
-Empire. In that old war, of course, his nephew Val Dartie had been
-wounded, that fellow Jolyon's first son had died of enteric, "the
-Dromios" had gone out on horses, and June had been a nurse; but all that
-had seemed in the nature of a portent, while in this war everybody had
-done "their bit," so far as he could make out, as a matter of course. It
-seemed to show the growth of something or other--or perhaps the decline
-of something else. Had the Forsytes become less individual, or more
-Imperial, or less provincial? Or was it simply that one hated
-Germans?... Why didn't Fleur come, so that he could get away? He saw
-those three return together from the other room and pass back along the
-far side of the screen. The boy was standing before the Juno now. And,
-suddenly, on the other side of her, Soames saw--his daughter, with
-eyebrows raised, as well they might be. He could see her eyes glint
-sideways at the boy, and the boy look back at her. Then Irene slipped
-her hand through his arm, and drew him on. Soames saw him glancing
-round, and Fleur looking after them as the three went out.
-
-A voice said cheerfully: "Bit thick, isn't it, sir?"
-
-The young man who had handed him his handkerchief was again passing.
-Soames nodded.
-
-"I don't know what we're coming to."
-
-"Oh! That's all right, sir," answered the young man cheerfully; "they
-don't either."
-
-Fleur's voice said: "Hallo, Father! Here you are!" precisely as if he
-had been keeping her waiting.
-
-The young man, snatching off his hat, passed on.
-
-"Well," said Soames, looking her up and down, "you're a punctual sort of
-young woman!"
-
-This treasured possession of his life was of medium height and colour,
-with short, dark chestnut hair; her wide-apart brown eyes were set in
-whites so clear that they glinted when they moved, and yet in repose were
-almost dreamy under very white, black-lashed lids, held over them in a
-sort of suspense. She had a charming profile, and nothing of her father
-in her face save a decided chin. Aware that his expression was softening
-as he looked at her, Soames frowned to preserve the unemotionalism proper
-to a Forsyte. He knew she was only too inclined to take advantage of his
-weakness.
-
-Slipping her hand under his arm, she said:
-
-"Who was that?"
-
-"He picked up my handkerchief. We talked about the pictures."
-
-"You're not going to buy that, Father?"
-
-"No," said Soames grimly; "nor that Juno you've been looking at."
-
-Fleur dragged at his arm. "Oh! Let's go! It's a ghastly show."
-
-In the doorway they passed the young man called Mont and his partner. But
-Soames had hung out a board marked "Trespassers will be prosecuted," and
-he barely acknowledged the young fellow's salute.
-
-"Well," he said in the street, "whom did you meet at Imogen's?"
-
-"Aunt Winifred, and that Monsieur Profond."
-
-"Oh!" muttered Soames; "that chap! What does your aunt see in him?"
-
-"I don't know. He looks pretty deep--mother says she likes him."
-
-Soames grunted.
-
-"Cousin Val and his wife were there, too."
-
-"What!" said Soames. "I thought they were back in South Africa."
-
-"Oh, no! They've sold their farm. Cousin Val is going to train
-race-horses on the Sussex Downs. They've got a jolly old manor-house;
-they asked me down there."
-
-Soames coughed: the news was distasteful to him. "What's his wife like
-now?"
-
-"Very quiet, but nice, I think."
-
-Soames coughed again. "He's a rackety chap, your Cousin Val."
-
-"Oh! no, Father; they're awfully devoted. I promised to go--Saturday to
-Wednesday next."
-
-"Training race-horses!" said Soames. It was extravagant, but not the
-reason for his distaste. Why the deuce couldn't his nephew have stayed
-out in South Africa? His own divorce had been bad enough, without his
-nephew's marriage to the daughter of the co-respondent; a half-sister too
-of June, and of that boy whom Fleur had just been looking at from under
-the pump-handle. If he didn't look out, she would come to know all about
-that old disgrace! Unpleasant things! They were round him this afternoon
-like a swarm of bees!
-
-"I don't like it!" he said.
-
-"I want to see the race-horses," murmured Fleur; "and they've promised I
-shall ride. Cousin Val can't walk much, you know; but he can ride
-perfectly. He's going to show me their gallops."
-
-"Racing!" said Soames. "It's a pity the War didn't knock that on the
-head. He's taking after his father, I'm afraid."
-
-"I don't know anything about his father."
-
-"No," said Soames, grimly. "He took an interest in horses and broke his
-neck in Paris, walking down-stairs. Good riddance for your aunt." He
-frowned, recollecting the inquiry into those stairs which he had attended
-in Paris six years ago, because. Montague Dartie could not attend it
-himself--perfectly normal stairs in a house where they played baccarat.
-Either his winnings or the way he had celebrated them had gone to his
-brother-in-law's head. The French procedure had been very loose; he had
-had a lot of trouble with it.
-
-A sound from Fleur distracted his attention. "Look! The people who were
-in the Gallery with us."
-
-"What people?" muttered Soames, who knew perfectly well.
-
-"I think that woman's beautiful."
-
-"Come into this pastry-cook's," said Soames abruptly, and tightening his
-grip on her arm he turned into a confectioner's. It was--for him--a
-surprising thing to do, and he said rather anxiously: "What will you
-have?"
-
-"Oh! I don't want anything. I had a cocktail and a tremendous lunch."
-
-"We must have something now we're here," muttered Soames, keeping hold of
-her arm.
-
-"Two teas," he said; "and two of those nougat things."
-
-But no sooner was his body seated than his soul sprang up. Those
-three--those three were coming in! He heard Irene say something to her
-boy, and his answer:
-
-"Oh! no, Mum; this place is all right. My stunt." And the three sat
-down.
-
-At that moment, most awkward of his existence, crowded with ghosts and
-shadows from his past, in presence of the only two women he had ever
-loved--his divorced wife and his daughter by her successor--Soames was
-not so much afraid of them as of his cousin June. She might make a
-scene--she might introduce those two children--she was capable of
-anything. He bit too hastily at the nougat, and it stuck to his plate.
-Working at it with his finger, he glanced at Fleur. She was masticating
-dreamily, but her eyes were on the boy. The Forsyte in him said: "Think,
-feel, and you're done for!" And he wiggled his finger desperately.
-Plate! Did Jolyon wear a plate? Did that woman wear a plate? Time had
-been when he had seen her wearing nothing! That was something, anyway,
-which had never been stolen from him. And she knew it, though she might
-sit there calm and self-possessed, as if she had never been his wife. An
-acid humour stirred in his Forsyte blood; a subtle pain divided by hair's
-breadth from pleasure. If only June did not suddenly bring her hornets
-about his ears! The boy was talking.
-
-"Of course, Auntie June"--so he called his half-sister "Auntie," did
-he?--well, she must be fifty, if she was a day!--"it's jolly good of you
-to encourage them. Only--hang it all!" Soames stole a glance. Irene's
-startled eyes were bent watchfully on her boy. She--she had these
-devotions--for Bosinney--for that boy's father--for this boy! He touched
-Fleur's arm, and said:
-
-"Well, have you had enough?"
-
-"One more, Father, please."
-
-She would be sick! He went to the counter to pay. When he turned round
-again he saw Fleur standing near the door, holding a handkerchief which
-the boy had evidently just handed to her.
-
-"F. F.," he heard her say. "Fleur Forsyte--it's mine all right. Thank
-you ever so."
-
-Good God! She had caught the trick from what he'd told her in the
-Gallery--monkey!
-
-"Forsyte? Why--that's my name too. Perhaps we're cousins."
-
-"Really! We must be. There aren't any others. I live at Mapledurham;
-where do you?"
-
-"Robin Hill."
-
-Question and answer had been so rapid that all was over before he could
-lift a finger. He saw Irene's face alive with startled feeling, gave the
-slightest shake of his head, and slipped his arm through Fleur's.
-
-"Come along!" he said.
-
-She did not move.
-
-"Didn't you hear, Father? Isn't it queer--our name's the same. Are we
-cousins?"
-
-"What's that?" he said. "Forsyte? Distant, perhaps."
-
-"My name's Jolyon, sir. Jon, for short."
-
-"Oh! Ah!" said Soames. "Yes. Distant. How are you? Very good of you.
-Good-bye!"
-
-He moved on.
-
-"Thanks awfully," Fleur was saying. "Au revoir!"
-
-"Au revoir!" he heard the boy reply.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-FINE FLEUR FORSYTE
-
-Emerging from the "pastry-cook's," Soames' first impulse was to vent his
-nerves by saying to his daughter: 'Dropping your hand-kerchief!' to which
-her reply might well be: 'I picked that up from you!' His second impulse
-therefore was to let sleeping dogs lie. But she would surely question
-him. He gave her a sidelong look, and found she was giving him the same.
-She said softly:
-
-"Why don't you like those cousins, Father?" Soames lifted the corner of
-his lip.
-
-"What made you think that?"
-
-"Cela se voit."
-
-'That sees itself!' What a way of putting it! After twenty years of a
-French wife Soames had still little sympathy with her language; a
-theatrical affair and connected in his mind with all the refinements of
-domestic irony.
-
-"How?" he asked.
-
-"You must know them; and you didn't make a sign. I saw them looking at
-you."
-
-"I've never seen the boy in my life," replied Soames with perfect truth.
-
-"No; but you've seen the others, dear."
-
-Soames gave her another look. What had she picked up? Had her Aunt
-Winifred, or Imogen, or Val Dartie and his wife, been talking? Every
-breath of the old scandal had been carefully kept from her at home, and
-Winifred warned many times that he wouldn't have a whisper of it reach
-her for the world. So far as she ought to know, he had never been
-married before. But her dark eyes, whose southern glint and clearness
-often almost frightened him, met his with perfect innocence.
-
-"Well," he said, "your grandfather and his brother had a quarrel. The two
-families don't know each other."
-
-"How romantic!"
-
-'Now, what does she mean by that?' he thought. The word was to him
-extravagant and dangerous--it was as if she had said: "How jolly!"
-
-"And they'll continue not to know each, other," he added, but instantly
-regretted the challenge in those words. Fleur was smiling. In this age,
-when young people prided themselves on going their own ways and paying no
-attention to any sort of decent prejudice, he had said the very thing to
-excite her wilfulness. Then, recollecting the expression on Irene's
-face, he breathed again.
-
-"What sort of a quarrel?" he heard Fleur say.
-
-"About a house. It's ancient history for you. Your grandfather died the
-day you were born. He was ninety."
-
-"Ninety? Are there many Forsytes besides those in the Red Book?"
-
-"I don't know," said Soames. "They're all dispersed now. The old ones
-are dead, except Timothy."
-
-Fleur clasped her hands.
-
-"Timothy? Isn't that delicious?"
-
-"Not at all," said Soames. It offended him that she should think
-"Timothy" delicious--a kind of insult to his breed. This new generation
-mocked at anything solid and tenacious. "You go and see the old boy. He
-might want to prophesy." Ah! If Timothy could see the disquiet England
-of his great-nephews and great-nieces, he would certainly give tongue.
-And involuntarily he glanced up at the Iseeum; yes--George was still in
-the window, with the same pink paper in his hand.
-
-"Where is Robin Hill, Father?"
-
-Robin Hill! Robin Hill, round which all that tragedy had centred! What
-did she want to know for?
-
-"In Surrey," he muttered; "not far from Richmond. Why?"
-
-"Is the house there?"
-
-"What house?"
-
-"That they quarrelled about."
-
-"Yes. But what's all that to do with you? We're going home
-to-morrow--you'd better be thinking about your frocks."
-
-"Bless you! They're all thought about. A family feud? It's like the
-Bible, or Mark Twain--awfully exciting. What did you do in the feud,
-Father?"
-
-"Never you mind."
-
-"Oh! But if I'm to keep it up?"
-
-"Who said you were to keep it up?"
-
-"You, darling."
-
-"I? I said it had nothing to do with you."
-
-"Just what I think, you know; so that's all right."
-
-She was too sharp for him; fine, as Annette sometimes called her. Nothing
-for it but to distract her attention.
-
-"There's a bit of rosaline point in here," he said, stopping before a
-shop, "that I thought you might like."
-
-When he had paid for it and they had resumed their progress, Fleur said:
-
-"Don't you think that boy's mother is the most beautiful woman of her age
-you've ever seen?"
-
-Soames shivered. Uncanny, the way she stuck to it!
-
-"I don't know that I noticed her."
-
-"Dear, I saw the corner of your eye."
-
-"You see everything--and a great deal more, it seems to me!"
-
-"What's her husband like? He must be your first cousin, if your fathers
-were brothers."
-
-"Dead, for all I know," said Soames, with sudden vehemence. "I haven't
-seen him for twenty years."
-
-"What was he?"
-
-"A painter."
-
-"That's quite jolly."
-
-The words: "If you want to please me you'll put those people out of your
-head," sprang to Soames' lips, but he choked them back--he must not let
-her see his feelings.
-
-"He once insulted me," he said.
-
-Her quick eyes rested on his face.
-
-"I see! You didn't avenge it, and it rankles. Poor Father! You let me
-have a go!"
-
-It was really like lying in the dark with a mosquito hovering above his
-face. Such pertinacity in Fleur was new to him, and, as they reached the
-hotel, he said grimly:
-
-"I did my best. And that's enough about these people. I'm going up till
-dinner."
-
-"I shall sit here."
-
-With a parting look at her extended in a chair--a look half-resentful,
-half-adoring--Soames moved into the lift and was transported to their
-suite on the fourth floor. He stood by the window of the sitting-room
-which gave view over Hyde Park, and drummed a finger on its pane. His
-feelings were confused, tetchy, troubled. The throb of that old wound,
-scarred over by Time and new interests, was mingled with displeasure and
-anxiety, and a slight pain in his chest where that nougat stuff had
-disagreed. Had Annette come in? Not that she was any good to him in
-such a difficulty. Whenever she had questioned him about his first
-marriage, he had always shut her up; she knew nothing of it, save that it
-had been the great passion of his life, and his marriage with herself but
-domestic makeshift. She had always kept the grudge of that up her
-sleeve, as it were, and used it commercially. He listened. A sound--the
-vague murmur of a woman's movements--was coming through the door. She
-was in. He tapped.
-
-"Who?"
-
-"I," said Soames.
-
-She had been changing her frock, and was still imperfectly clothed; a
-striking figure before her glass. There was a certain magnificence about
-her arms, shoulders, hair, which had darkened since he first knew her,
-about the turn of her neck, the silkiness of her garments, her
-dark-lashed, greyblue eyes--she was certainly as handsome at forty as she
-had ever been. A fine possession, an excellent housekeeper, a sensible
-and affectionate enough mother. If only she weren't always so frankly
-cynical about the relations between them! Soames, who had no more real
-affection for her than she had for him, suffered from a kind of English
-grievance in that she had never dropped even the thinnest veil of
-sentiment over their partnership. Like most of his countrymen and women,
-he held the view that marriage should be based on mutual love, but that
-when from a marriage love had disappeared, or, been found never to have
-really existed--so that it was manifestly not based on love--you must not
-admit it. There it was, and the love was not--but there you were, and
-must continue to be! Thus you had it both ways, and were not tarred with
-cynicism, realism, and immorality like the French. Moreover, it was
-necessary in the interests of property. He knew that she knew that they
-both knew there was no love between them, but he still expected her not
-to admit in words or conduct such a thing, and he could never understand
-what she meant when she talked of the hypocrisy of the English. He said:
-
-"Whom have you got at 'The Shelter' next week?"
-
-Annette went on touching her lips delicately with salve--he always wished
-she wouldn't do that.
-
-"Your sister Winifred, and the Car-r-digans"--she took up a tiny stick of
-black--"and Prosper Profond."
-
-"That Belgian chap? Why him?"
-
-Annette turned her neck lazily, touched one eyelash, and said:
-
-"He amuses Winifred."
-
-"I want some one to amuse Fleur; she's restive."
-
-"R-restive?" repeated Annette. "Is it the first time you see that, my
-friend? She was born r-restive, as you call it."
-
-Would she never get that affected roll out of her r's?
-
-He touched the dress she had taken off, and asked:
-
-"What have you been doing?"
-
-Annette looked at him, reflected in her glass. Her just-brightened lips
-smiled, rather full, rather ironical.
-
-"Enjoying myself," she said.
-
-"Oh!" answered Soames glumly. "Ribbandry, I suppose."
-
-It was his word for all that incomprehensible running in and out of shops
-that women went in for. "Has Fleur got her summer dresses?"
-
-"You don't ask if I have mine."
-
-"You don't care whether I do or not."
-
-"Quite right. Well, she has; and I have mine--terribly expensive."
-
-"H'm!" said Soames. "What does that chap Profond do in England?"
-
-Annette raised the eyebrows she had just finished.
-
-"He yachts."
-
-"Ah!" said Soames; "he's a sleepy chap."
-
-"Sometimes," answered Annette, and her face had a sort of quiet
-enjoyment. "But sometimes very amusing."
-
-"He's got a touch of the tar-brush about him."
-
-Annette stretched herself.
-
-"Tar-brush?" she said. "What is that? His mother was Armenienne."
-
-"That's it, then," muttered Soames. "Does he know anything about
-pictures?"
-
-"He knows about everything--a man of the world."
-
-"Well, get some one for Fleur. I want to distract her. She's going off
-on Saturday to Val Dartie and his wife; I don't like it."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-Since the reason could not be explained without going into family
-history, Soames merely answered:
-
-"Racketing about. There's too much of it."
-
-"I like that little Mrs. Val; she is very quiet and clever."
-
-"I know nothing of her except--This thing's new." And Soames took up a
-creation from the bed.
-
-Annette received it from him.
-
-"Would you hook me?" she said.
-
-Soames hooked. Glancing once over her shoulder into the glass, he saw
-the expression on her face, faintly amused, faintly contemptuous, as much
-as to say: "Thanks! You will never learn!" No, thank God, he wasn't a
-Frenchman! He finished with a jerk, and the words: "It's too low here."
-And he went to the door, with the wish to get away from her and go down
-to Fleur again.
-
-Annette stayed a powder-puff, and said with startling suddenness
-
-"Que to es grossier!"
-
-He knew the expression--he had reason to. The first time she had used it
-he had thought it meant "What a grocer you are!" and had not known
-whether to be relieved or not when better informed. He resented the
-word--he was not coarse! If he was coarse, what was that chap in the
-room beyond his, who made those horrible noises in the morning when he
-cleared his throat, or those people in the Lounge who thought it
-well-bred to say nothing but what the whole world could hear at the top
-of their voices--quacking inanity! Coarse, because he had said her dress
-was low! Well, so it was! He went out without reply.
-
-Coming into the Lounge from the far end, he at once saw Fleur where he
-had left her. She sat with crossed knees, slowly balancing a foot in
-silk stocking and grey shoe, sure sign that she was dreaming. Her eyes
-showed it too--they went off like that sometimes. And then, in a moment,
-she would come to life, and be as quick and restless as a monkey. And
-she knew so much, so self-assured, and not yet nineteen. What was that
-odious word? Flapper! Dreadful young creatures--squealing and
-squawking and showing their legs! The worst of them bad dreams, the best
-of them powdered angels! Fleur was not a flapper, not one of those
-slangy, ill-bred young females. And yet she was frighteningly
-self-willed, and full of life, and determined to enjoy it. Enjoy! The
-word brought no puritan terror to Soames; but it brought the terror
-suited to his temperament. He had always been afraid to enjoy to-day for
-fear he might not enjoy tomorrow so much. And it was terrifying to feel
-that his daughter was divested of that safeguard. The very way she sat
-in that chair showed it--lost in her dream. He had never been lost in a
-dream himself--there was nothing to be had out of it; and where she got
-it from he did not know! Certainly not from Annette! And yet Annette,
-as a young girl, when he was hanging about her, had once had a flowery
-look. Well, she had lost it now!
-
-Fleur rose from her chair-swiftly, restlessly; and flung herself down at
-a writing-table. Seizing ink and writing paper, she began to write as if
-she had not time to breathe before she got her letter written. And
-suddenly she saw him. The air of desperate absorption vanished, she
-smiled, waved a kiss, made a pretty face as if she were a little puzzled
-and a little bored.
-
-Ah! She was "fine"--"fine!"
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-AT ROBIN HILL
-
-Jolyon Forsyte had spent his boy's nineteenth birthday at Robin Hill,
-quietly going into his affairs. He did everything quietly now, because
-his heart was in a poor way, and, like all his family, he disliked the
-idea of dying. He had never realised how much till one day, two years
-ago, he had gone to his doctor about certain symptoms, and been told:
-
-"At any moment, on any overstrain."
-
-He had taken it with a smile--the natural Forsyte reaction against an
-unpleasant truth. But with an increase of symptoms in the train on the
-way home, he had realised to the full the sentence hanging over him. To
-leave Irene, his boy, his home, his work--though he did little enough
-work now! To leave them for unknown darkness, for the unimaginable
-state, for such nothingness that he would not even be conscious of wind
-stirring leaves above his grave, nor of the scent of earth and grass. Of
-such nothingness that, however hard he might try to conceive it, he never
-could, and must still hover on the hope that he might see again those he
-loved! To realise this was to endure very poignant spiritual anguish.
-Before he reached home that day he had determined to keep it from Irene.
-He would have to be more careful than man had ever been, for the least
-thing would give it away and make her as wretched as himself, almost.
-His doctor had passed him sound in other respects, and seventy was
-nothing of an age--he would last a long time yet, if he could.
-
-Such a conclusion, followed out for nearly two years, develops to the
-full the subtler side of character. Naturally not abrupt, except when
-nervously excited, Jolyon had become control incarnate. The sad patience
-of old people who cannot exert themselves was masked by a smile which his
-lips preserved even in private. He devised continually all manner of
-cover to conceal his enforced lack of exertion.
-
-Mocking himself for so doing, he counterfeited conversion to the Simple
-Life; gave up wine and cigars, drank a special kind of coffee with no
-coffee in it. In short, he made himself as safe as a Forsyte in his
-condition could, under the rose of his mild irony. Secure from
-discovery, since his wife and son had gone up to Town, he had spent the
-fine May day quietly arranging his papers, that he might die to-morrow
-without inconveniencing any one, giving in fact a final polish to his
-terrestrial state. Having docketed and enclosed it in his father's old
-Chinese cabinet, he put the key into an envelope, wrote the words
-outside: "Key of the Chinese cabinet, wherein will be found the exact
-state of me, J. F.," and put it in his breast-pocket, where it would be
-always about him, in case of accident. Then, ringing for tea, he went out
-to have it under the old oak-tree.
-
-All are under sentence of death; Jolyon, whose sentence was but a little
-more precise and pressing, had become so used to it that he thought
-habitually, like other people, of other things. He thought of his son
-now.
-
-Jon was nineteen that day, and Jon had come of late to a decision.
-Educated neither at Eton like his father, nor at Harrow, like his dead
-half-brother, but at one of those establishments which, designed to avoid
-the evil and contain the good of the Public School system, may or may not
-contain the evil and avoid the good, Jon had left in April perfectly
-ignorant of whit he wanted to become. The War, which had promised to go
-on for ever, had ended just as he was about to join the Army, six months
-before his time. It had taken him ever since to get used to the idea
-that he could now choose for himself. He had held with his father several
-discussions, from which, under a cheery show of being ready for
-anything--except, of course, the Church, Army, Law, Stage, Stock
-Exchange, Medicine, Business, and Engineering--Jolyon had gathered rather
-clearly that Jon wanted to go in for nothing. He himself had felt
-exactly like that at the same age. With him that pleasant vacuity had
-soon been ended by an early marriage, and its unhappy consequences.
-Forced to become an underwriter at Lloyd's, he had regained prosperity
-before his artistic talent had outcropped. But having--as the simple say
---"learned" his boy to draw pigs and other animals, he knew that Jon
-would never be a painter, and inclined to the conclusion that his
-aversion from everything else meant that he was going to be a writer.
-Holding, however, the view that experience was necessary even for that
-profession, there seemed to Jolyon nothing in the meantime, for Jon, but
-University, travel, and perhaps the eating of dinners for the Bar. After
-that one would see, or more probably one would not. In face of these
-proffered allurements, however, Jon had remained undecided.
-
-Such discussions with his son had confirmed in Jolyon a doubt whether the
-world had really changed. People said that it was a new age. With the
-profundity of one not too long for any age, Jolyon perceived that under
-slightly different surfaces the era was precisely what it had been.
-Mankind was still divided into two species: The few who had "speculation"
-in their souls, and the many who had none, with a belt of hybrids like
-himself in the middle. Jon appeared to have speculation; it seemed to
-his father a bad lookout.
-
-With something deeper, therefore, than his usual smile, he had heard the
-boy say, a fortnight ago: "I should like to try farming, Dad; if it won't
-cost you too much. It seems to be about the only sort of life that
-doesn't hurt anybody; except art, and of course that's out of the
-question for me."
-
-Jolyon subdued his smile, and answered:
-
-"All right; you shall skip back to where we were under the first Jolyon
-in 1760. It'll prove the cycle theory, and incidentally, no doubt, you
-may grow a better turnip than he did."
-
-A little dashed, Jon had answered:
-
-"But don't you think it's a good scheme, Dad?"
-
-"'Twill serve, my dear; and if you should really take to it, you'll do
-more good than most men, which is little enough."
-
-To himself, however, he had said: 'But he won't take to it. I give him
-four years. Still, it's healthy, and harmless.'
-
-After turning the matter over and consulting with Irene, he wrote to his
-daughter, Mrs. Val Dartie, asking if they knew of a farmer near them on
-the Downs who would take Jon as an apprentice. Holly's answer had been
-enthusiastic. There was an excellent man quite close; she and Val would
-love Jon to live with them.
-
-The boy was due to go to-morrow.
-
-Sipping weak tea with lemon in it, Jolyon gazed through the leaves of the
-old oak-tree at that view which had appeared to him desirable for
-thirty-two years. The tree beneath which he sat seemed not a day older!
-So young, the little leaves of brownish gold; so old, the
-whitey-grey-green of its thick rough trunk. A tree of memories, which
-would live on hundreds of years yet, unless some barbarian cut it
-down--would see old England out at the pace things were going! He
-remembered a night three years before, when, looking from his window,
-with his arm close round Irene, he had watched a German aeroplane
-hovering, it seemed, right over the old tree. Next day they had found a
-bomb hole in a field on Gage's farm. That was before he knew that he was
-under sentence of death. He could almost have wished the bomb had
-finished him. It would have saved a lot of hanging about, many hours of
-cold fear in the pit of his stomach. He had counted on living to the
-normal Forsyte age of eighty-five or more, when Irene would be seventy.
-As it was, she would miss him. Still there was Jon, more important in
-her life than himself; Jon, who adored his mother.
-
-Under that tree, where old Jolyon--waiting for Irene to come to him
-across the lawn--had breathed his last, Jolyon wondered, whimsically,
-whether, having put everything in such perfect order, he had not better
-close his own eyes and drift away. There was something undignified in o
-parasitically clinging on to the effortless close of a life wherein he
-regretted two things only--the long division between his father and
-himself when he was young, and the lateness of his union o with Irene.
-
-From where he sat he could see a cluster of apple-trees in blossom.
-Nothing in Nature moved him so much as fruit-trees in blossom; and his
-heart ached suddenly because he might never see them flower again.
-Spring! Decidedly no man ought to have to die while his heart was still
-young enough to love beauty! Blackbirds sang recklessly in the
-shrubbery, swallows were flying high, the leaves above him glistened; and
-over the fields was every imaginable tint of early foliage, burnished by
-the level sunlight, away to where the distant "smoke-bush" blue was
-trailed along the horizon. Irene's flowers in their narrow beds had
-startling individuality that evening, little deep assertions of gay life.
-Only Chinese and Japanese painters, and perhaps Leonardo, had known how
-to get that startling little ego into each painted flower, and bird, and
-beast--the ego, yet the sense of species, the universality of life as
-well. They were the fellows! 'I've made nothing that will live!' thought
-Jolyon; 'I've been an amateur--a mere lover, not a creator. Still, I
-shall leave Jon behind me when I go.' What luck that the boy had not
-been caught by that ghastly war! He might so easily have been killed,
-like poor Jolly twenty years ago out in the Transvaal. Jon would do
-something some day--if the Age didn't spoil him--an imaginative chap!
-His whim to take up farming was but a bit of sentiment, and about as
-likely to last. And just then he saw them coming up the field: Irene and
-the boy; walking from the station, with their arms linked. And getting
-up, he strolled down through the new rose garden to meet them....
-
-Irene came into his room that night and sat down by the window. She sat
-there without speaking till he said:
-
-"What is it, my love?"
-
-"We had an encounter to-day."
-
-"With whom?"
-
-"Soames."
-
-Soames! He had kept that name out of his thoughts these last two years;
-conscious that it was bad for him. And, now, his heart moved in a
-disconcerting manner, as if it had side-slipped within his chest.
-
-Irene went on quietly:
-
-"He and his daughter were in the Gallery, and afterward at the
-confectioner's where we had tea."
-
-Jolyon went over and put his hand on her shoulder.
-
-"How did he look?"
-
-"Grey; but otherwise much the same."
-
-"And the daughter?"
-
-"Pretty. At least, Jon thought so."
-
-Jolyon's heart side-slipped again. His wife's face had a strained and
-puzzled look.
-
-"You didn't-?" he began.
-
-"No; but Jon knows their name. The girl dropped her handkerchief and he
-picked it up."
-
-Jolyon sat down on his bed. An evil chance!
-
-"June was with you. Did she put her foot into it?"
-
-"No; but it was all very queer and strained, and Jon could see it was."
-
-Jolyon drew a long breath, and said:
-
-"I've often wondered whether we've been right to keep it from him. He'll
-find out some day."
-
-"The later the better, Jolyon; the young have such cheap, hard judgment.
-When you were nineteen what would you have thought of your mother if she
-had done what I have?"
-
-Yes! There it was! Jon worshipped his mother; and knew nothing of the
-tragedies, the inexorable necessities of life, nothing of the prisoned
-grief in an unhappy marriage, nothing of jealousy or passion--knew
-nothing at all, as yet!
-
-"What have you told him?" he said at last.
-
-"That they were relations, but we didn't know them; that you had never
-cared much for your family, or they for you. I expect he will be asking
-you."
-
-Jolyon smiled. "This promises to take the place of air-raids," he said.
-"After all, one misses them."
-
-Irene looked up at him.
-
-"We've known it would come some day."
-
-He answered her with sudden energy:
-
-"I could never stand seeing Jon blame you. He shan't do that, even in
-thought. He has imagination; and he'll understand if it's put to him
-properly. I think I had better tell him before he gets to know
-otherwise."
-
-"Not yet, Jolyon."
-
-That was like her--she had no foresight, and never went to meet trouble.
-Still--who knew?--she might be right. It was ill going against a
-mother's instinct. It might be well to let the boy go on, if possible,
-till experience had given him some touchstone by which he could judge the
-values of that old tragedy; till love, jealousy, longing, had deepened
-his charity. All the same, one must take precautions--every precaution
-possible! And, long after Irene had left him, he lay awake turning over
-those precautions. He must write to Holly, telling her that Jon knew
-nothing as yet of family history. Holly was discreet, she would make sure
-of her husband, she would see to it! Jon could take the letter with him
-when he went to-morrow.
-
-And so the day on which he had put the polish on his material estate died
-out with the chiming of the stable clock; and another began for Jolyon in
-the shadow of a spiritual disorder which could not be so rounded off and
-polished....
-
-But Jon, whose room had once been his day nursery, lay awake too, the
-prey of a sensation disputed by those who have never known it, "love at
-first sight!" He had felt it beginning in him with the glint of those
-dark eyes gazing into his athwart the Juno--a conviction that this was
-his 'dream'; so that what followed had seemed to him at once natural and
-miraculous. Fleur! Her name alone was almost enough for one who was
-terribly susceptible to the charm of words. In a homoeopathic Age, when
-boys and girls were co-educated, and mixed up in early life till sex was
-almost abolished, Jon was singularly old-fashioned. His modern school
-took boys only, and his holidays had been spent at Robin Hill with boy
-friends, or his parents alone. He had never, therefore, been inoculated
-against the germs of love by small doses of the poison. And now in the
-dark his temperature was mounting fast. He lay awake, featuring
-Fleur--as they called it--recalling her words, especially that "Au
-revoir!" so soft and sprightly.
-
-He was still so wide awake at dawn that he got up, slipped on tennis
-shoes, trousers, and a sweater, and in silence crept downstairs and out
-through the study window. It was just light; there was a smell of grass.
-'Fleur!' he thought; 'Fleur!' It was mysteriously white out of doors,
-with nothing awake except the birds just beginning to chirp. 'I'll go
-down into the coppice,' he thought. He ran down through the fields,
-reached the pond just as the sun rose, and passed into the coppice.
-Bluebells carpeted the ground there; among the larch-trees there was
-mystery--the air, as it were, composed of that romantic quality. Jon
-sniffed its freshness, and stared at the bluebells in the sharpening
-light. Fleur! It rhymed with her! And she lived at Mapleduram--a jolly
-name, too, on the river somewhere. He could find it in the atlas
-presently. He would write to her. But would she answer? Oh! She must.
-She had said "Au revoir!" Not good-bye! What luck that she had dropped
-her handkerchief! He would never have known her but for that. And the
-more he thought of that handkerchief, the more amazing his luck seemed.
-Fleur! It certainly rhymed with her! Rhythm thronged his head; words
-jostled to be joined together; he was on the verge of a poem.
-
-Jon remained in this condition for more than half an hour, then returned
-to the house, and getting a ladder, climbed in at his bedroom window out
-of sheer exhilaration. Then, remembering that the study window was open,
-he went down and shut it, first removing the ladder, so as to obliterate
-all traces of his feeling. The thing was too deep to be revealed to
-mortal soul-even-to his mother.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-THE MAUSOLEUM
-
-There are houses whose souls have passed into the limbo of Time, leaving
-their bodies in the limbo of London. Such was not quite the condition of
-"Timothy's" on the Bayswater Road, for Timothy's soul still had one foot
-in Timothy Forsyte's body, and Smither kept the atmosphere unchanging, of
-camphor and port wine and house whose windows are only opened to air it
-twice a day.
-
-To Forsyte imagination that house was now a sort of Chinese pill-box, a
-series of layers in the last of which was Timothy. One did not reach
-him, or so it was reported by members of the family who, out of old-time
-habit or absentmindedness, would drive up once in a blue moon and ask
-after their surviving uncle. Such were Francie, now quite emancipated
-from God (she frankly avowed atheism), Euphemia, emancipated from old
-Nicholas, and Winifred Dartie from her "man of the world." But, after
-all, everybody was emancipated now, or said they were--perhaps not quite
-the same thing!
-
-When Soames, therefore, took it on his way to Paddington station on the
-morning after that encounter, it was hardly with the expectation of
-seeing Timothy in the flesh. His heart made a faint demonstration within
-him while he stood in full south sunlight on the newly whitened doorstep
-of that little house where four Forsytes had once lived, and now but one
-dwelt on like a winter fly; the house into which Soames had come and out
-of which he had gone times without number, divested of, or burdened with,
-fardels of family gossip; the house of the "old people" of another
-century, another age.
-
-The sight of Smither--still corseted up to the armpits because the new
-fashion which came in as they were going out about 1903 had never been
-considered "nice" by Aunts Juley and Hester--brought a pale friendliness
-to Soames' lips; Smither, still faithfully arranged to old pattern in
-every detail, an invaluable servant--none such left--smiling back at
-him, with the words: "Why! it's Mr. Soames, after all this time! And how
-are you, sir? Mr. Timothy will be so pleased to know you've been."
-
-"How is he?"
-
-"Oh! he keeps fairly bobbish for his age, sir; but of course he's a
-wonderful man. As I said to Mrs. Dartie when she was here last: It would
-please Miss Forsyte and Mrs. Juley and Miss Hester to see how he relishes
-a baked apple still. But he's quite deaf. And a mercy, I always think.
-For what we should have done with him in the air-raids, I don't know."
-
-"Ah!" said Soames. "What did you do with him?"
-
-"We just left him in his bed, and had the bell run down into the cellar,
-so that Cook and I could hear him if he rang. It would never have done
-to let him know there was a war on. As I said to Cook, 'If Mr. Timothy
-rings, they may do what they like--I'm going up. My dear mistresses
-would have a fit if they could see him ringing and nobody going to him.'
-But he slept through them all beautiful. And the one in the daytime he
-was having his bath. It was a mercy, because he might have noticed the
-people in the street all looking up--he often looks out of the window."
-
-"Quite!" murmured Soames. Smither was getting garrulous! "I just want
-to look round and see if there's anything to be done."
-
-"Yes, sir. I don't think there's anything except a smell of mice in the
-dining-room that we don't know how to get rid of. It's funny they should
-be there, and not a crumb, since Mr. Timothy took to not coming down,
-just before the War. But they're nasty little things; you never know
-where they'll take you next."
-
-"Does he leave his bed?"--
-
-"Oh! yes, sir; he takes nice exercise between his bed and the window in
-the morning, not to risk a change of air. And he's quite comfortable in
-himself; has his Will out every day regular. It's a great consolation to
-him--that."
-
-"Well, Smither, I want to see him, if I can; in case he has anything to
-say to me."
-
-Smither coloured up above her corsets.
-
-"It will be an occasion!" she said. "Shall I take you round the house,
-sir, while I send Cook to break it to him?"
-
-"No, you go to him," said Soames. "I can go round the house by myself."
-
-One could not confess to sentiment before another, and Soames felt that
-he was going to be sentimental nosing round those rooms so saturated with
-the past. When Smither, creaking with excitement, had left him, Soames
-entered the dining-room and sniffed. In his opinion it wasn't mice, but
-incipient wood-rot, and he examined the panelling. Whether it was worth
-a coat of paint, at Timothy's age, he was not sure. The room had always
-been the most modern in the house; and only a faint smile curled Soames'
-lips and nostrils. Walls of a rich green surmounted the oak dado; a heavy
-metal chandelier hung by a chain from a ceiling divided by imitation
-beams. The pictures had been bought by Timothy, a bargain, one day at
-Jobson's sixty years ago--three Snyder "still lifes," two faintly
-coloured drawings of a boy and a girl, rather charming, which bore the
-initials "J. R."--Timothy had always believed they might turn out to be
-Joshua Reynolds, but Soames, who admired them, had discovered that they
-were only John Robinson; and a doubtful Morland of a white pony being
-shod. Deep-red plush curtains, ten high-backed dark mahogany chairs with
-deep-red plush seats, a Turkey carpet, and a mahogany dining-table as
-large as the room was small, such was an apartment which Soames could
-remember unchanged in soul or body since he was four years old. He
-looked especially at the two drawings, and thought: 'I shall buy those at
-the sale.'
-
-From the dining-room he passed into Timothy's study. He did not remember
-ever having been in that room. It was lined from floor to ceiling with
-volumes, and he looked at them with curiosity. One wall seemed devoted
-to educational books, which Timothy's firm had published two generations
-back-sometimes as many as twenty copies of one book. Soames read their
-titles and shuddered. The middle wall had precisely the same books as
-used to be in the library at his own father's in Park Lane, from which he
-deduced the fancy that James and his youngest brother had gone out
-together one day and bought a brace of small libraries. The third wall
-he approached with more excitement. Here, surely, Timothy's own taste
-would be found. It was. The books were dummies. The fourth wall was
-all heavily curtained window. And turned toward it was a large chair
-with a mahogany reading-stand attached, on which a yellowish and folded
-copy of The Times, dated July 6, 1914, the day Timothy first failed to
-come down, as if in preparation for the War, seemed waiting for him
-still. In a corner stood a large globe of that world never visited by
-Timothy, deeply convinced of the unreality of everything but England, and
-permanently upset by the sea, on which he had been very sick one Sunday
-afternoon in 1836, out of a pleasure boat off the pier at Brighton, with
-Juley and Hester, Swithin and Hatty Chessman; all due to Swithin, who was
-always taking things into his head, and who, thank goodness, had been
-sick too. Soames knew all about it, having heard the tale fifty times at
-least from one or other of them. He went up to the globe, and gave it a
-spin; it emitted a faint creak and moved about an inch, bringing into his
-purview a daddy-long-legs which had died on it in latitude 44.
-
-'Mausoleum!' he thought. 'George was right!' And he went out and up the
-stairs. On the half-landing he stopped before the case of stuffed
-humming-birds which had delighted his childhood. They looked not a day
-older, suspended on wires above pampas-grass. If the case were opened
-the birds would not begin to hum, but the whole thing would crumble, he
-suspected. It wouldn't be worth putting that into the sale! And
-suddenly he was caught by a memory of Aunt Ann--dear old Aunt
-Ann--holding him by the hand in front of that case and saying: "Look,
-Soamey! Aren't they bright and pretty, dear little humming-birds!"
-Soames remembered his own answer: "They don't hum, Auntie." He must have
-been six, in a black velveteen suit with a light-blue collar-he
-remembered that suit well! Aunt Ann with her ringlets, and her spidery
-kind hands, and her grave old aquiline smile--a fine old lady, Aunt Ann!
-He moved on up to the drawing-room door. There on each side of it were
-the groups of miniatures. Those he would certainly buy in! The
-miniatures of his four aunts, one of his Uncle Swithin adolescent, and
-one of his Uncle Nicholas as a boy. They had all been painted by a young
-lady friend of the family at a time, 1830, about, when miniatures were
-considered very genteel, and lasting too, painted as they were on ivory.
-Many a time had he heard the tale of that young lady: "Very talented, my
-dear; she had quite a weakness for Swithin, and very soon after she went
-into a consumption and died: so like Keats--we often spoke of it."
-
-Well, there they were! Ann, Juley, Hester, Susan--quite a small child;
-Swithin, with sky-blue eyes, pink cheeks, yellow curls, white
-waistcoat-large as life; and Nicholas, like Cupid with an eye on heaven.
-Now he came to think of it, Uncle Nick had always been rather like
-that--a wonderful man to the last. Yes, she must have had talent, and
-miniatures always had a certain back-watered cachet of their own, little
-subject to the currents of competition on aesthetic Change. Soames
-opened the drawing-room door. The room was dusted, the furniture
-uncovered, the curtains drawn back, precisely as if his aunts still dwelt
-there patiently waiting. And a thought came to him: When Timothy
-died--why not? Would it not be almost a duty to preserve this
-house--like Carlyle's--and put up a tablet, and show it? "Specimen of
-mid-Victorian abode--entrance, one shilling, with catalogue." After all,
-it was the completest thing, and perhaps the deadest in the London of
-to-day. Perfect in its special taste and culture, if, that is, he took
-down and carried over to his own collection the four Barbizon pictures he
-had given them. The still sky-blue walls, tile green curtains patterned
-with red flowers and ferns; the crewel-worked fire-screen before the
-cast-iron grate; the mahogany cupboard with glass windows, full of little
-knickknacks; the beaded footstools; Keats, Shelley, Southey, Cowper,
-Coleridge, Byron's Corsair (but nothing else), and the Victorian poets in
-a bookshelf row; the marqueterie cabinet lined with dim red plush, full
-of family relics: Hester's first fan; the buckles of their mother's
-father's shoes; three bottled scorpions; and one very yellow elephant's
-tusk, sent home from India by Great-uncle Edgar Forsyte, who had been in
-jute; a yellow bit of paper propped up, with spidery writing on it,
-recording God knew what! And the pictures crowding on the walls--all
-water-colours save those four Barbizons looking like tile foreigners they
-were, and doubtful customers at that--pictures bright and illustrative,
-"Telling the Bees," "Hey for the Ferry!" and two in the style of Frith,
-all thimblerig and crinolines, given them by Swithin. Oh! many, many
-pictures at which Soames had gazed a thousand times in supercilious
-fascination; a marvellous collection of bright, smooth gilt frames.
-
-And the boudoir-grand piano, beautifully dusted, hermetically sealed as
-ever; and Aunt Juley's album of pressed seaweed on it. And the
-gilt-legged chairs, stronger than they looked. And on one side of the
-fireplace the sofa of crimson silk, where Aunt Ann, and after her Aunt
-Juley, had been wont to sit, facing the light and bolt upright. And on
-the other side of the fire the one really easy chair, back to the light,
-for Aunt Hester. Soames screwed up his eyes; he seemed to see them
-sitting there. Ah! and the atmosphere--even now, of too many stuffs and
-washed lace curtains, lavender in bags, and dried bees' wings. 'No,' he
-thought, 'there's nothing like it left; it ought to be preserved.' And,
-by George, they might laugh at it, but for a standard of gentle life
-never departed from, for fastidiousness of skin and eye and nose and
-feeling, it beat to-day hollow--to-day with its Tubes and cars, its
-perpetual smoking, its cross-legged, bare-necked girls visible up to the
-knees and down to the waist if you took the trouble (agreeable to the
-satyr within each Forsyte but hardly his idea of a lady), with their
-feet, too, screwed round the legs of their chairs while they ate, and
-their "So longs," and their "Old Beans," and their laughter--girls who
-gave him the shudders whenever he thought of Fleur in contact with them;
-and the hard-eyed, capable, older women who managed life and gave him the
-shudders too. No! his old aunts, if they never opened their minds, their
-eyes, or very much their windows, at least had manners, and a standard,
-and reverence for past and future.
-
-With rather a choky feeling he closed the door and went tiptoeing
-upstairs. He looked in at a place on the way: H'm! in perfect order of
-the eighties, with a sort of yellow oilskin paper on the walls. At the
-top of the stairs he hesitated between four doors. Which of them was
-Timothy's? And he listened. A sound, as of a child slowly dragging a
-hobby-horse about, came to his ears. That must be Timothy! He tapped,
-and a door was opened by Smither, very red in the face.
-
-Mr. Timothy was taking his walk, and she had not been able to get him to
-attend. If Mr. Soames would come into the back-room, he could see him
-through the door.
-
-Soames went into the back-room and stood watching.
-
-The last of the old Forsytes was on his feet, moving with the most
-impressive slowness, and an air of perfect concentration on his own
-affairs, backward and forward between the foot of his bed and the window,
-a distance of some twelve feet. The lower part of his square face, no
-longer clean-shaven, was covered with snowy beard clipped as short as it
-could be, and his chin looked as broad as his brow where the hair was
-also quite white, while nose and cheeks and brow were a good yellow. One
-hand held a stout stick, and the other grasped the skirt of his Jaeger
-dressing-gown, from under which could be seen his bed-socked ankles and
-feet thrust into Jaeger slippers. The expression on his face was that of
-a crossed child, intent on something that he has not got. Each time he
-turned he stumped the stick, and then dragged it, as if to show that he
-could do without it:
-
-"He still looks strong," said Soames under his breath.
-
-"Oh! yes, sir. You should see him take his bath--it's wonderful; he does
-enjoy it so."
-
-Those quite loud words gave Soames an insight. Timothy had resumed his
-babyhood.
-
-"Does he take any interest in things generally?" he said, also loud.
-
-"Oh I yes, sir; his food and his Will. It's quite a sight to see him
-turn it over and over, not to read it, of course; and every now and then
-he asks the price of Consols, and I write it on a slate for him--very
-large. Of course, I always write the same, what they were when he last
-took notice, in 1914. We got the doctor to forbid him to read the paper
-when the War broke out. Oh! he did take on about that at first. But he
-soon came round, because he knew it tired him; and he's a wonder to
-conserve energy as he used to call it when my dear mistresses were alive,
-bless their hearts! How he did go on at them about that; they were
-always so active, if you remember, Mr. Soames."
-
-"What would happen if I were to go in?" asked Soames: "Would he remember
-me? I made his Will, you know, after Miss Hester died in 1907."
-
-"Oh! that, sir," replied Smither doubtfully, "I couldn't take on me to
-say. I think he might; he really is a wonderful man for his age."
-
-Soames moved into the doorway, and waiting for Timothy to turn, said in a
-loud voice: "Uncle Timothy!"
-
-Timothy trailed back half-way, and halted.
-
-"Eh?" he said.
-
-"Soames," cried Soames at the top of his voice, holding out his hand,
-"Soames Forsyte!"
-
-"No!" said Timothy, and stumping his stick loudly on the floor, he
-continued his walk.
-
-"It doesn't seem to work," said Soames.
-
-"No, sir," replied Smither, rather crestfallen; "you see, he hasn't
-finished his walk. It always was one thing at a time with him. I expect
-he'll ask me this afternoon if you came about the gas, and a pretty job I
-shall have to make him understand."
-
-"Do you think he ought to have a man about him?"
-
-Smither held up her hands. "A man! Oh! no. Cook and me can manage
-perfectly. A strange man about would send him crazy in no time. And my
-mistresses wouldn't like the idea of a man in the house. Besides, we're
-so--proud of him."
-
-"I suppose the doctor comes?"
-
-"Every morning. He makes special terms for such a quantity, and Mr.
-Timothy's so used, he doesn't take a bit of notice, except to put out his
-tongue."
-
-"Well," said Soames, turning away, "it's rather sad and painful to me."
-
-"Oh! sir," returned Smither anxiously, "you mustn't think that. Now that
-he can't worry about things, he quite enjoys his life, really he does.
-As I say to Cook, Mr. Timothy is more of a man than he ever was. You
-see, when he's not walkin', or takin' his bath, he's eatin', and when
-he's not eatin', he's sleepin'; and there it is. There isn't an ache or a
-care about him anywhere."
-
-"Well," said Soames, "there's something in that. I'll go down. By the
-way, let me see his Will."
-
-"I should have to take my time about that, sir; he keeps it under his
-pillow, and he'd see me, while he's active."
-
-"I only want to know if it's the one I made," said Soames; "you take a
-look at its date some time, and let me know."
-
-"Yes, sir; but I'm sure it's the same, because me and Cook witnessed, you
-remember, and there's our names on it still, and we've only done it
-once."
-
-"Quite," said Soames. He did remember. Smither and Jane had been proper
-witnesses, having been left nothing in the Will that they might have no
-interest in Timothy's death. It had been--he fully admitted--an almost
-improper precaution, but Timothy had wished it, and, after all, Aunt
-Hester had provided for them amply.
-
-"Very well," he said; "good-bye, Smither. Look after him, and if he
-should say anything at any time, put it down, and let me know."
-
-"Oh I yes, Mr. Soames; I'll be sure to do that. It's been such a
-pleasant change to see you. Cook will be quite excited when I tell her."
-
-Soames shook her hand and went down-stairs. He stood for fully two
-minutes by the hat-stand whereon he had hung his hat so many times. 'So
-it all passes,' he was thinking; 'passes and begins again. Poor old
-chap!' And he listened, if perchance the sound of Timothy trailing his
-hobby-horse might come down the well of the stairs; or some ghost of an
-old face show over the bannisters, and an old voice say: 'Why, it's dear
-Soames, and we were only saying that we hadn't seen him for a week!'
-
-Nothing--nothing! Just the scent of camphor, and dust-motes in a sunbeam
-through the fanlight over the door. The little old house! A mausoleum!
-And, turning on his heel, he went out, and caught his train.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-THE NATIVE HEATH
-
- "His foot's upon his native heath,
- His name's--Val Dartie."
-
-With some such feeling did Val Dartie, in the fortieth year of his age,
-set out that same Thursday morning very early from the old manor-house he
-had taken on the north side of the Sussex Downs. His destination was
-Newmarket, and he had not been there since the autumn of 1899, when he
-stole over from Oxford for the Cambridgeshire. He paused at the door to
-give his wife a kiss, and put a flask of port into his pocket.
-
-"Don't overtire your leg, Val, and don't bet too much."
-
-With the pressure of her chest against his own, and her eyes looking into
-his, Val felt both leg and pocket safe. He should be moderate; Holly was
-always right--she had a natural aptitude. It did not seem so remarkable
-to him, perhaps, as it might to others, that--half Dartie as he was--he
-should have been perfectly faithful to his young first cousin during the
-twenty years since he married her romantically out in the Boer War; and
-faithful without any feeling of sacrifice or boredom--she was so quick,
-so slyly always a little in front of his mood. Being first cousins they
-had decided, rather needlessly, to have no children; and, though a little
-sallower, she had kept her looks, her slimness, and the colour of her
-dark hair. Val particularly admired the life of her own she carried on,
-besides carrying on his, and riding better every year. She kept up her
-music, she read an awful lot--novels, poetry, all sorts of stuff. Out on
-their farm in Cape colony she had looked after all the "nigger" babies
-and women in a miraculous manner. She was, in fact, clever; yet made no
-fuss about it, and had no "side." Though not remarkable for humility,
-Val had come to have the feeling that she was his superior, and he did
-not grudge it--a great tribute. It might be noted that he never looked
-at Holly without her knowing of it, but that she looked at him sometimes
-unawares.
-
-He had kissed her in the porch because he should not be doing so on the
-platform, though she was going to the station with him, to drive the car
-back. Tanned and wrinkled by Colonial weather and the wiles inseparable
-from horses, and handicapped by the leg which, weakened in the Boer War,
-had probably saved his life in the War just past, Val was still much as
-he had been in the days of his courtship; his smile as wide and charming,
-his eyelashes, if anything, thicker and darker, his eyes screwed up under
-them, as bright a grey, his freckles rather deeper, his hair a little
-grizzled at the sides. He gave the impression of one who has lived
-actively with horses in a sunny climate.
-
-Twisting the car sharp round at the gate, he said:
-
-"When is young Jon coming?"
-
-"To-day."
-
-"Is there anything you want for him? I could bring it down on Saturday."
-
-"No; but you might come by the same train as Fleur--one-forty."
-
-Val gave the Ford full rein; he still drove like a man in a new country
-on bad roads, who refuses to compromise, and expects heaven at every
-hole.
-
-"That's a young woman who knows her way about," he said. "I say, has it
-struck you?"
-
-"Yes," said Holly.
-
-"Uncle Soames and your Dad--bit awkward, isn't it?"
-
-"She won't know, and he won't know, and nothing must be said, of course.
-It's only for five days, Val."
-
-"Stable secret! Righto!" If Holly thought it safe, it was. Glancing
-slyly round at him, she said: "Did you notice how beautifully she asked
-herself?"
-
-"No!"
-
-"Well, she did. What do you think of her, Val?"
-
-"Pretty and clever; but she might run out at any corner if she got her
-monkey up, I should say."
-
-"I'm wondering," Holly murmured, "whether she is the modern young woman.
-One feels at sea coming home into all this."
-
-"You? You get the hang of things so quick."
-
-Holly slid her hand into his coat-pocket.
-
-"You keep one in the know," said Val encouraged. "What do you think of
-that Belgian fellow, Profond?"
-
-"I think he's rather 'a good devil.'"
-
-Val grinned.
-
-"He seems to me a queer fish for a friend of our family. In fact, our
-family is in pretty queer waters, with Uncle Soames marrying a
-Frenchwoman, and your Dad marrying Soames's first. Our grandfathers
-would have had fits!"
-
-"So would anybody's, my dear."
-
-"This car," Val said suddenly, "wants rousing; she doesn't get her hind
-legs under her uphill. I shall have to give her her head on the slope if
-I'm to catch that train."
-
-There was that about horses which had prevented him from ever really
-sympathising with a car, and the running of the Ford under his guidance
-compared with its running under that of Holly was always noticeable. He
-caught the train.
-
-"Take care going home; she'll throw you down if she can. Good-bye,
-darling."
-
-"Good-bye," called Holly, and kissed her hand.
-
-In the train, after quarter of an hour's indecision between thoughts of
-Holly, his morning paper, the look of the bright day, and his dim memory
-of Newmarket, Val plunged into the recesses of a small square book, all
-names, pedigrees, tap-roots, and notes about the make and shape of
-horses. The Forsyte in him was bent on the acquisition of a certain
-strain of blood, and he was subduing resolutely as yet the Dartie
-hankering for a Nutter. On getting back to England, after the profitable
-sale of his South African farm and stud, and observing that the sun
-seldom shone, Val had said to himself: "I've absolutely got to have an
-interest in life, or this country will give me the blues. Hunting's not
-enough, I'll breed and I'll train." With just that extra pinch of
-shrewdness and decision imparted by long residence in a new country, Val
-had seen the weak point of modern breeding. They were all hypnotised by
-fashion and high price. He should buy for looks, and let names go hang!
-And here he was already, hypnotised by the prestige of a certain strain
-of blood! Half-consciously, he thought: 'There's something in this damned
-climate which makes one go round in a ring. All the same, I must have a
-strain of Mayfly blood.'
-
-In this mood he reached the Mecca of his hopes. It was one of those
-quiet meetings favourable to such as wish to look into horses, rather
-than into the mouths of bookmakers; and Val clung to the paddock. His
-twenty years of Colonial life, divesting him of the dandyism in which he
-had been bred, had left him the essential neatness of the horseman, and
-given him a queer and rather blighting eye over what he called "the silly
-haw-haw" of some Englishmen, the "flapping cockatoory" of some
-English-women--Holly had none of that and Holly was his model.
-Observant, quick, resourceful, Val went straight to the heart of a
-transaction, a horse, a drink; and he was on his way to the heart of a
-Mayfly filly, when a slow voice said at his elbow:
-
-"Mr. Val Dartie? How's Mrs. Val Dartie? She's well, I hope." And he
-saw beside him the Belgian he had met at his sister Imogen's.
-
-"Prosper Profond--I met you at lunch," said the voice.
-
-"How are you?" murmured Val.
-
-"I'm very well," replied Monsieur Profond, smiling with a certain
-inimitable slowness. "A good devil," Holly had called him. Well! He
-looked a little like a devil, with his dark, clipped, pointed beard; a
-sleepy one though, and good-humoured, with fine eyes, unexpectedly
-intelligent.
-
-"Here's a gentleman wants to know you--cousin of yours--Mr. George
-Forsyde."
-
-Val saw a large form, and a face clean-shaven, bull-like, a little
-lowering, with sardonic humour bubbling behind a full grey eye; he
-remembered it dimly from old days when he would dine with his father at
-the Iseeum Club.
-
-"I used to go racing with your father," George was saying: "How's the
-stud? Like to buy one of my screws?"
-
-Val grinned, to hide the sudden feeling that the bottom had fallen out of
-breeding. They believed in nothing over here, not even in horses.
-George Forsyte, Prosper Profond! The devil himself was not more
-disillusioned than those two.
-
-"Didn't know you were a racing man," he said to Monsieur Profond.
-
-"I'm not. I don't care for it. I'm a yachtin' man. I don't care for
-yachtin' either, but I like to see my friends. I've got some lunch, Mr.
-Val Dartie, just a small lunch, if you'd like to 'ave some; not
-much--just a small one--in my car."
-
-"Thanks," said Val; "very good of you. I'll come along in about quarter
-of an hour."
-
-"Over there. Mr. Forsyde's comin'," and Monsieur Profond "poinded" with
-a yellow-gloved finger; "small car, with a small lunch"; he moved on,
-groomed, sleepy, and remote, George Forsyte following, neat, huge, and
-with his jesting air.
-
-Val remained gazing at the Mayfly filly. George Forsyte, of course, was
-an old chap, but this Profond might be about his own age; Val felt
-extremely young, as if the Mayfly filly were a toy at which those two had
-laughed. The animal had lost reality.
-
-"That 'small' mare"--he seemed to hear the voice of Monsieur Profond
---"what do you see in her?--we must all die!"
-
-And George Forsyte, crony of his father, racing still! The Mayfly
-strain--was it any better than any other? He might just as well have a
-flutter with his money instead.
-
-"No, by gum!" he muttered suddenly, "if it's no good breeding horses,
-it's no good doing anything. What did I come for? I'll buy her."
-
-He stood back and watched the ebb of the paddock visitors toward the
-stand. Natty old chips, shrewd portly fellows, Jews, trainers looking as
-if they had never been guilty of seeing a horse in their lives; tall,
-flapping, languid women, or brisk, loud-voiced women; young men with an
-air as if trying to take it seriously--two or three of them with only one
-arm.
-
-'Life over here's a game!' thought Val. 'Muffin bell rings, horses run,
-money changes hands; ring again, run again, money changes back.'
-
-But, alarmed at his own philosophy, he went to the paddock gate to watch
-the Mayfly filly canter down. She moved well; and he made his way over
-to the "small" car. The "small" lunch was the sort a man dreams of but
-seldom gets; and when it was concluded Monsieur Profond walked back with
-him to the paddock.
-
-"Your wife's a nice woman," was his surprising remark.
-
-"Nicest woman I know," returned Val dryly.
-
-"Yes," said Monsieur Profond; "she has a nice face. I admire nice
-women."
-
-Val looked at him suspiciously, but something kindly and direct in the
-heavy diabolism of his companion disarmed him for the moment.
-
-"Any time you like to come on my yacht, I'll give her a small cruise."
-
-"Thanks," said Val, in arms again, "she hates the sea."
-
-"So do I," said Monsieur Profond.
-
-"Then why do you yacht?"
-
-The Belgian's eyes smiled. "Oh! I don't know. I've done everything;
-it's the last thing I'm doin'."
-
-"It must be d-d expensive. I should want more reason than that."
-
-Monsieur Prosper Profond raised his eyebrows, and puffed out a heavy
-lower lip.
-
-"I'm an easy-goin' man," he said.
-
-"Were you in the War?" asked Val.
-
-"Ye-es. I've done that too. I was gassed; it was a small bit
-unpleasant." He smiled with a deep and sleepy air of prosperity, as if
-he had caught it from his name.
-
-Whether his saying "small" when he ought to have said "little" was
-genuine mistake or affectation Val could not decide; the fellow was
-evidently capable of anything.
-
-Among the ring of buyers round the Mayfly filly who had won her race,
-Monsieur Profond said:
-
-"You goin' to bid?"
-
-Val nodded. With this sleepy Satan at his elbow, he felt in need of
-faith. Though placed above the ultimate blows of Providence by the
-forethought of a grand-father who had tied him up a thousand a year to
-which was added the thousand a year tied up for Holly by her
-grand-father, Val was not flush of capital that he could touch, having
-spent most of what he had realised from his South African farm on his
-establishment in Sussex. And very soon he was thinking: 'Dash it! she's
-going beyond me!' His limit-six hundred-was exceeded; he dropped out of
-the bidding. The Mayfly filly passed under the hammer at seven hundred
-and fifty guineas. He was turning away vexed when the slow voice of
-Monsieur Profond said in his ear:
-
-"Well, I've bought that small filly, but I don't want her; you take her
-and give her to your wife."
-
-Val looked at the fellow with renewed suspicion, but the good humour in
-his eyes was such that he really could not take offence.
-
-"I made a small lot of money in the War," began Monsieur Profond in
-answer to that look. "I 'ad armament shares. I like to give it away.
-I'm always makin' money. I want very small lot myself. I like my
-friends to 'ave it."
-
-"I'll buy her of you at the price you gave," said Val with sudden
-resolution.
-
-"No," said Monsieur Profond. "You take her. I don' want her."
-
-"Hang it! one doesn't--"
-
-"Why not?" smiled Monsieur Profond. "I'm a friend of your family."
-
-"Seven hundred and fifty guineas is not a box of cigars," said Val
-impatiently.
-
-"All right; you keep her for me till I want her, and do what you like
-with her."
-
-"So long as she's yours," said Val. "I don't mind that."
-
-"That's all right," murmured Monsieur Profond, and moved away.
-
-Val watched; he might be "a good devil," but then again he might not. He
-saw him rejoin George Forsyte, and thereafter saw him no more.
-
-He spent those nights after racing at his mother's house in Green Street.
-
-Winifred Dartie at sixty-two was marvellously preserved, considering the
-three-and-thirty years during which she had put up with Montague Dartie,
-till almost happily released by a French staircase. It was to her a
-vehement satisfaction to have her favourite son back from South Africa
-after all this time, to feel him so little changed, and to have taken a
-fancy to his wife. Winifred, who in the late seventies, before her
-marriage, had been in the vanguard of freedom, pleasure, and fashion,
-confessed her youth outclassed by the donzellas of the day. They seemed,
-for instance, to regard marriage as an incident, and Winifred sometimes
-regretted that she had not done the same; a second, third, fourth
-incident might have secured her a partner of less dazzling inebriety;
-though, after all, he had left her Val, Imogen, Maud, Benedict (almost a
-colonel and unharmed by the War)--none of whom had been divorced as yet.
-The steadiness of her children often amazed one who remembered their
-father; but, as she was fond of believing, they were really all Forsytes,
-favouring herself, with the exception, perhaps, of Imogen. Her brother's
-"little girl" Fleur frankly puzzled Winifred. The child was as restless
-as any of these modern young women--"She's a small flame in a draught,"
-Prosper Profond had said one day after dinner--but she did not flop, or
-talk at the top of her voice. The steady Forsyteism in Winifred's own
-character instinctively resented the feeling in the air, the modern
-girl's habits and her motto: "All's much of a muchness! Spend, to-morrow
-we shall be poor!" She found it a saving grace in Fleur that, having set
-her heart on a thing, she had no change of heart until she got
-it--though--what happened after, Fleur was, of course, too young to have
-made evident. The child was a "very pretty little thing," too, and quite
-a credit to take about, with her mother's French taste and gift for
-wearing clothes; everybody turned to look at Fleur--great consideration
-to Winifred, a lover of the style and distinction which had so cruelly
-deceived her in the case of Montague Dartie.
-
-In discussing her with Val, at breakfast on Saturday morning, Winifred
-dwelt on the family skeleton.
-
-"That little affair of your father-in-law and your Aunt Irene, Val--it's
-old as the hills, of course, Fleur need know nothing about it--making a
-fuss. Your Uncle Soames is very particular about that. So you'll be
-careful."
-
-"Yes! But it's dashed awkward--Holly's young half-brother is coming to
-live with us while he learns farming. He's there already."
-
-"Oh!" said Winifred. "That is a gaff! What is he like?"
-
-"Only saw him once--at Robin Hill, when we were home in 1909; he was
-naked and painted blue and yellow in stripes--a jolly little chap."
-
-Winifred thought that "rather nice," and added comfortably: "Well,
-Holly's sensible; she'll know how to deal with it. I shan't tell your
-uncle. It'll only bother him. It's a great comfort to have you back, my
-dear boy, now that I'm getting on."
-
-"Getting on! Why! you're as young as ever. That chap Profond, Mother,
-is he all right?"
-
-"Prosper Profond! Oh! the most amusing man I know."
-
-Val grunted, and recounted the story of the Mayfly filly.
-
-"That's so like him," murmured Winifred. "He does all sorts of things."
-
-"Well," said Val shrewdly, "our family haven't been too lucky with that
-kind of cattle; they're too light-hearted for us."
-
-It was true, and Winifred's blue study lasted a full minute before she
-answered:
-
-"Oh! well! He's a foreigner, Val; one must make allowances."
-
-"All right, I'll use his filly and make it up to him, somehow."
-
-And soon after he gave her his blessing, received a kiss, and left her
-for his bookmaker's, the Iseeum Club, and Victoria station.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-JON
-
-Mrs. Val Dartie, after twenty years of South Africa, had fallen deeply in
-love, fortunately with something of her own, for the object of her
-passion was the prospect in front of her windows, the cool clear light on
-the green Downs. It was England again, at last! England more beautiful
-than she had dreamed. Chance had, in fact, guided the Val Darties to a
-spot where the South Downs had real charm when the sun shone. Holly had
-enough of her father's eye to apprehend the rare quality of their
-outlines and chalky radiance; to go up there by the ravine-like lane and
-wander along toward Chanctonbury or Amberley, was still a delight which
-she hardly attempted to share with Val, whose admiration of Nature was
-confused by a Forsyte's instinct for getting something out of it, such as
-the condition of the turf for his horses' exercise.
-
-Driving the Ford home with a certain humouring, smoothness, she promised
-herself that the first use she would make of Jon would be to take him up
-there, and show him "the view" under this May-day sky.
-
-She was looking forward to her young half-brother with a motherliness not
-exhausted by Val. A three-day visit to Robin Hill, soon after their
-arrival home, had yielded no sight of him--he was still at school; so
-that her recollection, like Val's, was of a little sunny-haired boy,
-striped blue and yellow, down by the pond.
-
-Those three days at Robin Hill had been exciting, sad, embarrassing.
-Memories of her dead brother, memories of Val's courtship; the ageing of
-her father, not seen for twenty years, something funereal in his ironic
-gentleness which did not escape one who had much subtle instinct; above
-all, the presence of her stepmother, whom she could still vaguely
-remember as the "lady in grey" of days when she was little and
-grandfather alive and Mademoiselle Beauce so cross because that intruder
-gave her music lessons--all these confused and tantalised a spirit which
-had longed to find Robin Hill untroubled. But Holly was adept at keeping
-things to herself, and all had seemed to go quite well.
-
-Her father had kissed her when she left him, with lips which she was sure
-had trembled.
-
-"Well, my dear," he said, "the War hasn't changed Robin Hill, has it? If
-only you could have brought Jolly back with you! I say, can you stand
-this spiritualistic racket? When the oak-tree dies, it dies, I'm
-afraid."
-
-From the warmth of her embrace he probably divined that he had let the
-cat out of the bag, for he rode off at once on irony.
-
-"Spiritualism--queer word, when the more they manifest the more they
-prove that they've got hold of matter."
-
-"How?" said Holly.
-
-"Why! Look at their photographs of auric presences. You must have
-something material for light and shade to fall on before you can take a
-photograph. No, it'll end in our calling all matter spirit, or all
-spirit matter--I don't know which."
-
-"But don't you believe in survival, Dad?"
-
-Jolyon had looked at her, and the sad whimsicality of his face impressed
-her deeply.
-
-"Well, my dear, I should like to get something out of death. I've been
-looking into it a bit. But for the life of me I can't find anything that
-telepathy, sub-consciousness, and emanation from the storehouse of this
-world can't account for just as well. Wish I could! Wishes father
-thought but they don't breed evidence." Holly had pressed her lips again
-to his forehead with the feeling that it confirmed his theory that all
-matter was becoming spirit--his brow felt, somehow, so insubstantial.
-
-But the most poignant memory of that little visit had been watching,
-unobserved, her stepmother reading to herself a letter from Jon. It
-was--she decided--the prettiest sight she had ever seen. Irene, lost as
-it were in the letter of her boy, stood at a window where the light fell
-on her face and her fine grey hair; her lips were moving, smiling, her
-dark eyes laughing, dancing, and the hand which did not hold the letter
-was pressed against her breast. Holly withdrew as from a vision of
-perfect love, convinced that Jon must be nice.
-
-When she saw him coming out of the station with a kit-bag in either hand,
-she was confirmed in her predisposition. He was a little like Jolly,
-that long-lost idol of her childhood, but eager-looking and less formal,
-with deeper eyes and brighter-coloured hair, for he wore no hat;
-altogether a very interesting "little" brother!
-
-His tentative politeness charmed one who was accustomed to assurance in
-the youthful manner; he was disturbed because she was to drive him home,
-instead of his driving her. Shouldn't he have a shot? They hadn't a car
-at Robin Hill since the War, of course, and he had only driven once, and
-landed up a bank, so she oughtn't to mind his trying. His laugh, soft
-and infectious, was very attractive, though that word, she had heard, was
-now quite old-fashioned. When they reached the house he pulled out a
-crumpled letter which she read while he was washing--a quite short
-letter, which must have cost her father many a pang to write.
-"MY DEAR,
-
-"You and Val will not forget, I trust, that Jon knows nothing of family
-history. His mother and I think he is too young at present. The boy is
-very dear, and the apple of her eye. Verbum sapientibus. your loving
-father,
-"J. F."
-
-That was all; but it renewed in Holly an uneasy regret that Fleur was
-coming.
-
-After tea she fulfilled that promise to herself and took Jon up the hill.
-They had a long talk, sitting above an old chalk-pit grown over with
-brambles and goosepenny. Milkwort and liverwort starred the green slope,
-the larks sang, and thrushes in the brake, and now and then a gull
-flighting inland would wheel very white against the paling sky, where the
-vague moon was coming up. Delicious fragrance came to them, as if little
-invisible creatures were running and treading scent out of the blades of
-grass.
-
-Jon, who had fallen silent, said rather suddenly:
-
-"I say, this is wonderful! There's no fat on it at all. Gull's flight
-and sheep-bells"
-
-"'Gull's flight and sheep-bells'! You're a poet, my dear!"
-
-Jon sighed.
-
-"Oh, Golly! No go!"
-
-"Try! I used to at your age."
-
-"Did you? Mother says 'try' too; but I'm so rotten. Have you any of
-yours for me to see?"
-
-"My dear," Holly murmured, "I've been married nineteen years. I only
-wrote verses when I wanted to be."
-
-"Oh!" said Jon, and turned over on his face: the one cheek she could see
-was a charming colour. Was Jon "touched in the wind," then, as Val would
-have called it? Already? But, if so, all the better, he would take no
-notice of young Fleur. Besides, on Monday he would begin his farming.
-And she smiled. Was it Burns who followed the plough, or only Piers
-Plowman? Nearly every young man and most young women seemed to be poets
-now, judging from the number of their books she had read out in South
-Africa, importing them from Hatchus and Bumphards; and quite good--oh!
-quite; much better than she had been herself! But then poetry had only
-really come in since her day--with motor-cars. Another long talk after
-dinner over a wood fire in the low hall, and there seemed little left to
-know about Jon except anything of real importance. Holly parted from him
-at his bedroom door, having seen twice over that he had everything, with
-the conviction that she would love him, and Val would like him. He was
-eager, but did not gush; he was a splendid listener, sympathetic,
-reticent about himself. He evidently loved their father, and adored his
-mother. He liked riding, rowing, and fencing better than games. He saved
-moths from candles, and couldn't bear spiders, but put them out of doors
-in screws of paper sooner than kill them. In a word, he was amiable.
-She went to sleep, thinking that he would suffer horribly if anybody hurt
-him; but who would hurt him?
-
-Jon, on the other hand, sat awake at his window with a bit of paper and a
-pencil, writing his first "real poem" by the light of a candle because
-there was not enough moon to see by, only enough to make the night seem
-fluttery and as if engraved on silver. Just the night for Fleur to walk,
-and turn her eyes, and lead on-over the hills and far away. And Jon,
-deeply furrowed in his ingenuous brow, made marks on the paper and rubbed
-them out and wrote them in again, and did all that was necessary for the
-completion of a work of art; and he had a feeling such as the winds of
-Spring must have, trying their first songs among the coming blossom. Jon
-was one of those boys (not many) in whom a home-trained love of beauty
-had survived school life. He had had to keep it to himself, of course,
-so that not even the drawing-master knew of it; but it was there,
-fastidious and clear within him. And his poem seemed to him as lame and
-stilted as the night was winged. But he kept it, all the same. It was a
-"beast," but better than nothing as an expression of the inexpressible.
-And he thought with a sort of discomfiture: 'I shan't be able to show it
-to Mother.' He slept terribly well, when he did sleep, overwhelmed by
-novelty.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-FLEUR
-
-To avoid the awkwardness of questions which could not be answered, all
-that had been told Jon was:
-
-"There's a girl coming down with Val for the week-end."
-
-For the same reason, all that had been told Fleur was: "We've got a
-youngster staying with us."
-
-The two yearlings, as Val called them in his thoughts, met therefore in a
-manner which for unpreparedness left nothing to be desired. They were
-thus introduced by Holly:
-
-"This is Jon, my little brother; Fleur's a cousin of ours, Jon."
-
-Jon, who was coming in through a French window out of strong sunlight,
-was so confounded by the providential nature of this miracle, that he had
-time to hear Fleur say calmly: "Oh, how do you do?" as if he had never
-seen her, and to understand dimly from the quickest imaginable little
-movement of her head that he never had seen her. He bowed therefore over
-her hand in an intoxicated manner, and became more silent than the grave.
-He knew better than to speak. Once in his early life, surprised reading
-by a nightlight, he had said fatuously "I was just turning over the
-leaves, Mum," and his mother had replied: "Jon, never tell stories,
-because of your face nobody will ever believe them."
-
-The saying had permanently undermined the confidence necessary to the
-success of spoken untruth. He listened therefore to Fleur's swift and
-rapt allusions to the jolliness of everything, plied her with scones and
-jam, and got away as soon as might be. They say that in delirium tremens
-you see a fixed object, preferably dark, which suddenly changes shape and
-position. Jon saw the fixed object; it had dark eyes and passably dark
-hair, and changed its position, but never its shape. The knowledge that
-between him and that object there was already a secret understanding
-(however impossible to understand) thrilled him so that he waited
-feverishly, and began to copy out his poem--which of course he would
-never dare to--show her--till the sound of horses' hoofs roused him,
-and, leaning from his window, he saw her riding forth with Val. It was
-clear that she wasted no time, but the sight filled him with grief. He
-wasted his. If he had not bolted, in his fearful ecstasy, he might have
-been asked to go too. And from his window he sat and watched them
-disappear, appear again in the chine of the road, vanish, and emerge once
-more for a minute clear on the outline of the Down. 'Silly brute!' he
-thought; 'I always miss my chances.'
-
-Why couldn't he be self-confident and ready? And, leaning his chin on
-his hands, he imagined the ride he might have had with her. A week-end
-was but a week-end, and he had missed three hours of it. Did he know any
-one except himself who would have been such a flat? He did not.
-
-He dressed for dinner early, and was first down. He would miss no more.
-But he missed Fleur, who came down last. He sat opposite her at dinner,
-and it was terrible--impossible to say anything for fear of saying the
-wrong thing, impossible to keep his eyes fixed on her in the only natural
-way; in sum, impossible to treat normally one with whom in fancy he had
-already been over the hills and far away; conscious, too, all the time,
-that he must seem to her, to all of them, a dumb gawk. Yes, it was
-terrible! And she was talking so well--swooping with swift wing this way
-and that. Wonderful how she had learned an art which he found so
-disgustingly difficult. She must think him hopeless indeed!
-
-His sister's eyes, fixed on him with a certain astonishment, obliged him
-at last to look at Fleur; but instantly her eyes, very wide and eager,
-seeming to say, "Oh! for goodness' sake!" obliged him to look at Val,
-where a grin obliged him to look at his cutlet--that, at least, had no
-eyes, and no grin, and he ate it hastily.
-
-"Jon is going to be a farmer," he heard Holly say; "a farmer and a poet."
-
-He glanced up reproachfully, caught the comic lift of her eyebrow just
-like their father's, laughed, and felt better.
-
-Val recounted the incident of Monsieur Prosper Profond; nothing could
-have been more favourable, for, in relating it, he regarded Holly, who in
-turn regarded him, while Fleur seemed to be regarding with a slight frown
-some thought of her own, and Jon was really free to look at her at last.
-She had on a white frock, very simple and well made; her arms were bare,
-and her hair had a white rose in it. In just that swift moment of free
-vision, after such intense discomfort, Jon saw her sublimated, as one
-sees in the dark a slender white fruit-tree; caught her like a verse of
-poetry flashed before the eyes of the mind, or a tune which floats out in
-the distance and dies. He wondered giddily how old she was--she seemed so
-much more self-possessed and experienced than himself. Why mustn't he
-say they had met? He remembered suddenly his mother's face; puzzled,
-hurt-looking, when she answered: "Yes, they're relations, but we don't
-know them." Impossible that his mother, who loved beauty, should not
-admire Fleur if she did know her.
-
-Alone with Val after dinner, he sipped port deferentially and answered
-the advances of this new-found brother-in-law. As to riding (always the
-first consideration with Val) he could have the young chestnut, saddle
-and unsaddle it himself, and generally look after it when he brought it
-in. Jon said he was accustomed to all that at home, and saw that he had
-gone up one in his host's estimation.
-
-"Fleur," said Val, "can't ride much yet, but she's keen. Of course, her
-father doesn't know a horse from a cart-wheel. Does your Dad ride?"
-
-"He used to; but now he's--you know, he's--" He stopped, so hating the
-word "old." His father was old, and yet not old; no--never!
-
-"Quite," muttered Val. "I used to know your brother up at Oxford, ages
-ago, the one who died in the Boer War. We had a fight in New College
-Gardens. That was a queer business," he added, musing; "a good deal came
-out of it."
-
-Jon's eyes opened wide; all was pushing him toward historical research,
-when his sister's voice said gently from the doorway:
-
-"Come along, you two," and he rose, his heart pushing him toward
-something far more modern.
-
-Fleur having declared that it was "simply too wonderful to stay indoors,"
-they all went out. Moonlight was frosting the dew, and an old sundial
-threw a long shadow. Two box hedges at right angles, dark and square,
-barred off the orchard. Fleur turned through that angled opening.
-
-"Come on!" she called. Jon glanced at the others, and followed. She was
-running among the trees like a ghost. All was lovely and foamlike above
-her, and there was a scent of old trunks, and of nettles. She vanished.
-He thought he had lost her, then almost ran into her standing quite
-still.
-
-"Isn't it jolly?" she cried, and Jon answered:
-
-"Rather!"
-
-She reached up, twisted off a blossom and, twirling it in her fingers,
-said:
-
-"I suppose I can call you Jon?"
-
-"I should think so just."
-
-"All right! But you know there's a feud between our families?"
-
-Jon stammered: "Feud? Why?"
-
-"It's ever so romantic and silly. That's why I pretended we hadn't met.
-Shall we get up early to-morrow morning and go for a walk before
-breakfast and have it out? I hate being slow about things, don't you?"
-
-Jon murmured a rapturous assent.
-
-"Six o'clock, then. I think your mother's beautiful"
-
-Jon said fervently: "Yes, she is."
-
-"I love all kinds of beauty," went on Fleur, "when it's exciting. I
-don't like Greek things a bit."
-
-"What! Not Euripides?"
-
-"Euripides? Oh! no, I can't bear Greek plays; they're so long. I think
-beauty's always swift. I like to look at one picture, for instance, and
-then run off. I can't bear a lot of things together. Look!" She held up
-her blossom in the moonlight. "That's better than all the orchard, I
-think."
-
-And, suddenly, with her other hand she caught Jon's.
-
-"Of all things in the world, don't you think caution's the most awful?
-Smell the moonlight!"
-
-She thrust the blossom against his face; Jon agreed giddily that of all
-things in the world caution was the worst, and bending over, kissed the
-hand which held his.
-
-"That's nice and old-fashioned," said Fleur calmly. "You're frightfully
-silent, Jon. Still I like silence when it's swift." She let go his
-hand. "Did you think I dropped my handkerchief on purpose?"
-
-"No!" cried Jon, intensely shocked.
-
-"Well, I did, of course. Let's get back, or they'll think we're doing
-this on purpose too." And again she ran like a ghost among the trees.
-Jon followed, with love in his heart, Spring in his heart, and over all
-the moonlit white unearthly blossom. They came out where they had gone
-in, Fleur walking demurely.
-
-"It's quite wonderful in there," she said dreamily to Holly.
-
-Jon preserved silence, hoping against hope that she might be thinking it
-swift.
-
-She bade him a casual and demure good-night, which made him think he had
-been dreaming....
-
-In her bedroom Fleur had flung off her gown, and, wrapped in a shapeless
-garment, with the white flower still in her hair, she looked like a
-mousme, sitting cross-legged on her bed, writing by candlelight.
-"DEAREST CHERRY,
-
-"I believe I'm in love. I've got it in the neck, only the feeling is
-really lower down. He's a second cousin-such a child, about six months
-older and ten years younger than I am. Boys always fall in love with
-their seniors, and girls with their juniors or with old men of forty.
-Don't laugh, but his eyes are the truest things I ever saw; and he's
-quite divinely silent! We had a most romantic first meeting in London
-under the Vospovitch Juno. And now he's sleeping in the next room and
-the moonlight's on the blossom; and to-morrow morning, before anybody's
-awake, we're going to walk off into Down fairyland. There's a feud
-between our families, which makes it really exciting. Yes! and I may
-have to use subterfuge and come on you for invitations--if so, you'll
-know why! My father doesn't want us to know each other, but I can't help
-that. Life's too short. He's got the most beautiful mother, with lovely
-silvery hair and a young face with dark eyes. I'm staying with his
-sister--who married my cousin; it's all mixed up, but I mean to pump her
-to-morrow. We've often talked about love being a spoil-sport; well,
-that's all tosh, it's the beginning of sport, and the sooner you feel it,
-my dear, the better for you.
-
-"Jon (not simplified spelling, but short for Jolyon, which is a name in
-my family, they say) is the sort that lights up and goes out; about five
-feet ten, still growing, and I believe he's going to be a poet. If you
-laugh at me I've done with you forever. I perceive all sorts of
-difficulties, but you know when I really want a thing I get it. One of
-the chief effects of love is that you see the air sort of inhabited, like
-seeing a face in the moon; and you feel--you feel dancey and soft at the
-same time, with a funny sensation--like a continual first sniff of
-orange--blossom--Just above your stays. This is my first, and I feel as
-if it were going to be my last, which is absurd, of course, by all the
-laws of Nature and morality. If you mock me I will smite you, and if you
-tell anybody I will never forgive you. So much so, that I almost don't
-think I'll send this letter. Anyway, I'll sleep over it. So good-night,
-my Cherry--oh! "Your,
-"FLEUR."
-VIII
-IDYLL ON GRASS
-
-When those two young Forsytes emerged from the chine lane, and set their
-faces east toward the sun, there was not a cloud in heaven, and the Downs
-were dewy. They had come at a good bat up the slope and were a little
-out of breath; if they had anything to say they did not say it, but
-marched in the early awkwardness of unbreakfasted morning under the songs
-of the larks. The stealing out had been fun, but with the freedom of the
-tops the sense of conspiracy ceased, and gave place to dumbness.
-
-"We've made one blooming error," said Fleur, when they had gone half a
-mile. "I'm hungry."
-
-Jon produced a stick of chocolate. They shared it and their tongues were
-loosened. They discussed the nature of their homes and previous
-existences, which had a kind of fascinating unreality up on that lonely
-height. There remained but one thing solid in Jon's past--his mother;
-but one thing solid in Fleur's--her father; and of these figures, as
-though seen in the distance with disapproving faces, they spoke little.
-
-The Down dipped and rose again toward Chanctonbury Ring; a sparkle of far
-sea came into view, a sparrow-hawk hovered in the sun's eye so that the
-blood-nourished brown of his wings gleamed nearly red. Jon had a passion
-for birds, and an aptitude for sitting very still to watch them;
-keen-sighted, and with a memory for what interested him, on birds he was
-almost worth listening to. But in Chanctonbury Ring there were none--its
-great beech temple was empty of life, and almost chilly at this early
-hour; they came out willingly again into the sun on the far side. It was
-Fleur's turn now. She spoke of dogs, and the way people treated them.
-It was wicked to keep them on chains! She would like to flog people who
-did that. Jon was astonished to find her so humanitarian. She knew a
-dog, it seemed, which some farmer near her home kept chained up at the
-end of his chicken run, in all weathers, till it had almost lost its
-voice from barking!
-
-"And the misery is," she said vehemently, "that if the poor thing didn't
-bark at every one who passes it wouldn't be kept there. I do think men
-are cunning brutes. I've let it go twice, on the sly; it's nearly bitten
-me both times, and then it goes simply mad with joy; but it always runs
-back home at last, and they chain it up again. If I had my way, I'd
-chain that man up." Jon saw her teeth and her eyes gleam. "I'd brand
-him on his forehead with the word 'Brute'; that would teach him!"
-
-Jon agreed that it would be a good remedy.
-
-"It's their sense of property," he said, "which makes people chain
-things. The last generation thought of nothing but property; and that's
-why there was the War."
-
-"Oh!" said Fleur, "I never thought of that. Your people and mine
-quarrelled about property. And anyway we've all got it--at least, I
-suppose your people have."
-
-"Oh! yes, luckily; I don't suppose I shall be any good at making money."
-
-"If you were, I don't believe I should like you."
-
-Jon slipped his hand tremulously under her arm. Fleur looked straight
-before her and chanted:
-
-"Jon, Jon, the farmer's son, Stole a pig, and away he run!"
-
-Jon's arm crept round her waist.
-
-"This is rather sudden," said Fleur calmly; "do you often do it?"
-
-Jon dropped his arm. But when she laughed his arm stole back again; and
-Fleur began to sing:
-
-"O who will oer the downs so free, O who will with me ride? O who will up
-and follow me---"
-
-"Sing, Jon!"
-
-Jon sang. The larks joined in, sheep-bells, and an early morning church
-far away over in Steyning. They went on from tune to tune, till Fleur
-said:
-
-"My God! I am hungry now!"
-
-"Oh! I am sorry!"
-
-She looked round into his face.
-
-"Jon, you're rather a darling."
-
-And she pressed his hand against her waist. Jon almost reeled from
-happiness. A yellow-and-white dog coursing a hare startled them apart.
-They watched the two vanish down the slope, till Fleur said with a sigh:
-"He'll never catch it, thank goodness! What's the time? Mine's stopped.
-I never wound it."
-
-Jon looked at his watch. "By Jove!" he said, "mine's stopped; too."
-
-They walked on again, but only hand in hand.
-
-"If the grass is dry," said Fleur, "let's sit down for half a minute."
-
-Jon took off his coat, and they shared it.
-
-"Smell! Actually wild thyme!"
-
-With his arm round her waist again, they sat some minutes in silence.
-
-"We are goats!" cried Fleur, jumping up; "we shall be most fearfully
-late, and look so silly, and put them on their guard. Look here, Jon We
-only came out to get an appetite for breakfast, and lost our way. See?"
-
-"Yes," said Jon.
-
-"It's serious; there'll be a stopper put on us. Are you a good liar?"
-
-"I believe not very; but I can try."
-
-Fleur frowned.
-
-"You know," she said, "I realize that they don't mean us to be friends."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"I told you why."
-
-"But that's silly."
-
-"Yes; but you don't know my father!"
-
-"I suppose he's fearfully fond of you."
-
-"You see, I'm an only child. And so are you--of your mother. Isn't it a
-bore? There's so much expected of one. By the time they've done
-expecting, one's as good as dead."
-
-"Yes," muttered Jon, "life's beastly short. One wants to live forever,
-and know everything."
-
-"And love everybody?"
-
-"No," cried Jon; "I only want to love once--you."
-
-"Indeed! You're coming on! Oh! Look! There's the chalk-pit; we can't
-be very far now. Let's run."
-
-Jon followed, wondering fearfully if he had offended her.
-
-The chalk-pit was full of sunshine and the murmuration of bees. Fleur
-flung back her hair.
-
-"Well," she said, "in case of accidents, you may give me one kiss, Jon,"
-and she pushed her cheek forward. With ecstasy he kissed that hot soft
-cheek.
-
-"Now, remember! We lost our way; and leave it to me as much as you can.
-I'm going to be rather beastly to you; it's safer; try and be beastly to
-me!"
-
-Jon shook his head. "That's impossible."
-
-"Just to please me; till five o'clock, at all events."
-
-"Anybody will be able to see through it," said Jon gloomily.
-
-"Well, do your best. Look! There they are! Wave your hat! Oh! you
-haven't got one. Well, I'll cooee! Get a little away from me, and look
-sulky."
-
-Five minutes later, entering the house and doing his utmost to look
-sulky, Jon heard her clear voice in the dining-room:
-
-"Oh! I'm simply ravenous! He's going to be a farmer--and he loses his
-way! The boy's an idiot!"
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-GOYA
-
-Lunch was over and Soames mounted to the picture-gallery in his house
-near Mapleduram. He had what Annette called "a grief." Fleur was not
-yet home. She had been expected on Wednesday; had wired that it would be
-Friday; and again on Friday that it would be Sunday afternoon; and here
-were her aunt, and her cousins the Cardigans, and this fellow Profond,
-and everything flat as a pancake for the want of her. He stood before
-his Gauguin--sorest point of his collection. He had bought the ugly great
-thing with two early Matisses before the War, because there was such a
-fuss about those Post-Impressionist chaps. He was wondering whether
-Profond would take them off his hands--the fellow seemed not to know what
-to do with his money--when he heard his sister's voice say: "I think
-that's a horrid thing, Soames," and saw that Winifred had followed him
-up.
-
-"Oh! you do?" he said dryly; "I gave five hundred for it."
-
-"Fancy! Women aren't made like that even if they are black."
-
-Soames uttered a glum laugh. "You didn't come up to tell me that."
-
-"No. Do you know that Jolyon's boy is staying with Val and his wife?"
-
-Soames spun round.
-
-"What?"
-
-"Yes," drawled Winifred; "he's gone to live with them there while he
-learns farming."
-
-Soames had turned away, but her voice pursued him as he walked up and
-down. "I warned Val that neither of them was to be spoken to about old
-matters."
-
-"Why didn't you tell me before?"
-
-Winifred shrugged her substantial shoulders.
-
-"Fleur does what she likes. You've always spoiled her. Besides, my dear
-boy, what's the harm?"
-
-"The harm!" muttered Soames. "Why, she--" he checked himself. The Juno,
-the handkerchief, Fleur's eyes, her questions, and now this delay in her
-return--the symptoms seemed to him so sinister that, faithful to his
-nature, he could not part with them.
-
-"I think you take too much care," said Winifred. "If I were you, I
-should tell her of that old matter. It's no good thinking that girls in
-these days are as they used to be. Where they pick up their knowledge I
-can't tell, but they seem to know everything."
-
-Over Soames' face, closely composed, passed a sort of spasm, and Winifred
-added hastily:
-
-"If you don't like to speak of it, I could for you."
-
-Soames shook his head. Unless there was absolute necessity the thought
-that his adored daughter should learn of that old scandal hurt his pride
-too much.
-
-"No," he said, "not yet. Never if I can help it.
-
-"Nonsense, my dear. Think what people are!"
-
-"Twenty years is a long time," muttered Soames. "Outside our family,
-who's likely to remember?"
-
-Winifred was silenced. She inclined more and more to that peace and
-quietness of which Montague Dartie had deprived her in her youth. And,
-since pictures always depressed her, she soon went down again.
-
-Soames passed into the corner where, side by side, hung his real Goya and
-the copy of the fresco "La Vendimia." His acquisition of the real Goya
-rather beautifully illustrated the cobweb of vested interests and
-passions which mesh the bright-winged fly of human life. The real Goya's
-noble owner's ancestor had come into possession of it during some Spanish
-war--it was in a word loot. The noble owner had remained in ignorance of
-its value until in the nineties an enterprising critic discovered that a
-Spanish painter named Goya was a genius. It was only a fair Goya, but
-almost unique in England, and the noble owner became a marked man.
-Having many possessions and that aristocratic culture which, independent
-of mere sensuous enjoyment, is founded on the sounder principle that one
-must know everything and be fearfully interested in life, he had fully
-intended to keep an article which contributed to his reputation while he
-was alive, and to leave it to the nation after he was dead. Fortunately
-for Soames, the House of Lords was violently attacked in 1909, and the
-noble owner became alarmed and angry. 'If,' he said to himself, 'they
-think they can have it both ways they are very much mistaken. So long as
-they leave me in quiet enjoyment the nation can have some of my pictures
-at my death. But if the nation is going to bait me, and rob me like
-this, I'm damned if I won't sell the lot. They can't have my private
-property and my public spirit-both.' He brooded in this fashion for
-several months till one morning, after reading the speech of a certain
-statesman, he telegraphed to his agent to come down and bring Bodkin. On
-going over the collection Bodkin, than whose opinion on market values
-none was more sought, pronounced that with a free hand to sell to
-America, Germany, and other places where there was an interest in art, a
-lot more money could be made than by selling in England. The noble
-owner's public spirit--he said--was well known but the pictures were
-unique. The noble owner put this opinion in his pipe and smoked it for a
-year. At the end of that time he read another speech by the same
-statesman, and telegraphed to his agents: "Give Bodkin a free hand." It
-was at this juncture that Bodkin conceived the idea which salved the Goya
-and two other unique pictures for the native country of the noble owner.
-With one hand Bodkin proffered the pictures to the foreign market, with
-the other he formed a list of private British collectors. Having
-obtained what he considered the highest possible bids from across the
-seas, he submitted pictures and bids to the private British collectors,
-and invited them, of their public spirit, to outbid. In three instances
-(including the Goya) out of twenty-one he was successful. And why? One
-of the private collectors made buttons--he had made so many that he
-desired that his wife should be called Lady "Buttons." He therefore
-bought a unique picture at great cost, and gave it to the nation. It was
-"part," his friends said, "of his general game." The second of the
-private collectors was an Americophobe, and bought an unique picture to
-"spite the damned Yanks." The third of the private collectors was
-Soames, who--more sober than either of the, others--bought after a visit
-to Madrid, because he was certain that Goya was still on the up grade.
-Goya was not booming at the moment, but he would come again; and, looking
-at that portrait, Hogarthian, Manetesque in its directness, but with its
-own queer sharp beauty of paint, he was perfectly satisfied still that he
-had made no error, heavy though the price had been--heaviest he had ever
-paid. And next to it was hanging the copy of "La Vendimia." There she
-was--the little wretch-looking back at him in her dreamy mood, the mood
-he loved best because he felt so much safer when she looked like that.
-
-He was still gazing when the scent of a cigar impinged on his nostrils,
-and a voice said:
-
-"Well, Mr. Forsyde, what you goin' to do with this small lot?"
-
-That Belgian chap, whose mother-as if Flemish blood were not enough--had
-been Armenian! Subduing a natural irritation, he said:
-
-"Are you a judge of pictures?"
-
-"Well, I've got a few myself."
-
-"Any Post-Impressionists?"
-
-"Ye-es, I rather like them."
-
-"What do you think of this?" said Soames, pointing to the Gauguin.
-
-Monsieur Profond protruded his lower lip and short pointed beard.
-
-"Rather fine, I think," he said; "do you want to sell it?"
-
-Soames checked his instinctive "Not particularly"--he would not chaffer
-with this alien.
-
-"Yes," he said.
-
-"What do you want for it?"
-
-"What I gave."
-
-"All right," said Monsieur Profond. "I'll be glad to take that small
-picture. Post-Impressionists--they're awful dead, but they're amusin'.
-I don' care for pictures much, but I've got some, just a small lot."
-
-"What do you care for?"
-
-Monsieur Profond shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"Life's awful like a lot of monkeys scramblin' for empty nuts."
-
-"You're young," said Soames. If the fellow must make a generalization,
-he needn't suggest that the forms of property lacked solidity!
-
-"I don' worry," replied Monsieur Profond smiling; "we're born, and we
-die. Half the world's starvin'. I feed a small lot of babies out in my
-mother's country; but what's the use? Might as well throw my money in
-the river."
-
-Soames looked at him, and turned back toward his Goya. He didn't know
-what the fellow wanted.
-
-"What shall I make my cheque for?" pursued Monsieur Profond.
-
-"Five hundred," said Soames shortly; "but I don't want you to take it if
-you don't care for it more than that."
-
-"That's all right," said Monsieur Profond; "I'll be 'appy to 'ave that
-picture."
-
-He wrote a cheque with a fountain-pen heavily chased with gold. Soames
-watched the process uneasily. How on earth had the fellow known that he
-wanted to sell that picture? Monsieur Profond held out the cheque.
-
-"The English are awful funny about pictures," he said. "So are the
-French, so are my people. They're all awful funny."
-
-"I don't understand you," said Soames stiffly.
-
-"It's like hats," said Monsieur Profond enigmatically, "small or large,
-turnin' up or down--just the fashion. Awful funny." And, smiling, he
-drifted out of the gallery again, blue and solid like the smoke of his
-excellent cigar.
-
-Soames had taken the cheque, feeling as if the intrinsic value of
-ownership had been called in question. 'He's a cosmopolitan,' he
-thought, watching Profond emerge from under the verandah with Annette,
-and saunter down the lawn toward the river. What his wife saw in the
-fellow he didn't know, unless it was that he could speak her language;
-and there passed in Soames what Monsieur Profond would have called a
-"small doubt" whether Annette was not too handsome to be walking with any
-one so "cosmopolitan." Even at that distance he could see the blue fumes
-from Profond's cigar wreath out in the quiet sunlight; and his grey
-buckskin shoes, and his grey hat--the fellow was a dandy! And he could
-see the quick turn of his wife's head, so very straight on her desirable
-neck and shoulders. That turn of her neck always seemed to him a little
-too showy, and in the "Queen of all I survey" manner--not quite
-distinguished. He watched them walk along the path at the bottom of the
-garden. A young man in flannels joined them down there--a Sunday caller
-no doubt, from up the river. He went back to his Goya. He was still
-staring at that replica of Fleur, and worrying over Winifred's news, when
-his wife's voice said:
-
-"Mr. Michael Mont, Soames. You invited him to see your pictures."
-
-There was the cheerful young man of the Gallery off Cork Street!
-
-"Turned up, you see, sir; I live only four miles from Pangbourne. Jolly
-day, isn't it?"
-
-Confronted with the results of his expansiveness, Soames scrutinized his
-visitor. The young man's mouth was excessively large and curly--he
-seemed always grinning. Why didn't he grow the rest of those idiotic
-little moustaches, which made him look like a music-hall buffoon? What
-on earth were young men about, deliberately lowering their class with
-these tooth-brushes, or little slug whiskers? Ugh! Affected young
-idiots! In other respects he was presentable, and his flannels very
-clean.
-
-"Happy to see you!" he said.
-
-The young man, who had been turning his head from side to side, became
-transfixed. "I say!" he said, "'some' picture!"
-
-Soames saw, with mixed sensations, that he had addressed the remark to
-the Goya copy.
-
-"Yes," he said dryly, "that's not a Goya. It's a copy. I had it painted
-because it reminded me of my daughter."
-
-"By Jove! I thought I knew the face, sir. Is she here?"
-
-The frankness of his interest almost disarmed Soames.
-
-"She'll be in after tea," he said. "Shall we go round the pictures?"
-
-And Soames began that round which never tired him. He had not
-anticipated much intelligence from one who had mistaken a copy for an
-original, but as they passed from section to section, period to period,
-he was startled by the young man's frank and relevant remarks. Natively
-shrewd himself, and even sensuous beneath his mask, Soames had not spent
-thirty-eight years over his one hobby without knowing something more
-about pictures than their market values. He was, as it were, the missing
-link between the artist and the commercial public. Art for art's sake
-and all that, of course, was cant. But aesthetics and good taste were
-necessary. The appreciation of enough persons of good taste was what
-gave a work of art its permanent market value, or in other words made it
-"a work of art." There was no real cleavage. And he was sufficiently
-accustomed to sheep-like and unseeing visitors, to be intrigued by one
-who did not hesitate to say of Mauve: "Good old haystacks!" or of James
-Maris: "Didn't he just paint and paper 'em! Mathew was the real swell,
-sir; you could dig into his surfaces!" It was after the young man had
-whistled before a Whistler, with the words, "D'you think he ever really
-saw a naked woman, sir?" that Soames remarked:
-
-"What are you, Mr. Mont, if I may ask?"
-
-"I, sir? I was going to be a painter, but the War knocked that. Then in
-the trenches, you know, I used to dream of the Stock Exchange, snug and
-warm and just noisy enough. But the Peace knocked that, shares seem off,
-don't they? I've only been demobbed about a year. What do you
-recommend, sir?"
-
-"Have you got money?"
-
-"Well," answered the young man, "I've got a father; I kept him alive
-during the War, so he's bound to keep me alive now. Though, of course,
-there's the question whether he ought to be allowed to hang on to his
-property. What do you think about that, sir?"
-
-Soames, pale and defensive, smiled.
-
-"The old man has fits when I tell him he may have to work yet. He's got
-land, you know; it's a fatal disease."
-
-"This is my real Goya," said Soames dryly.
-
-"By George! He was a swell. I saw a Goya in Munich once that bowled me
-middle stump. A most evil-looking old woman in the most gorgeous lace.
-He made no compromise with the public taste. That old boy was 'some'
-explosive; he must have smashed up a lot of convention in his day.
-Couldn't he just paint! He makes Velasquez stiff, don't you think?"
-
-"I have no Velasquez," said Soames.
-
-The young man stared. "No," he said; "only nations or profiteers can
-afford him, I suppose. I say, why shouldn't all the bankrupt nations
-sell their Velasquez and Titians and other swells to the profiteers by
-force, and then pass a law that any one who holds a picture by an Old
-Master--see schedule--must hang it in a public gallery? There seems
-something in that."
-
-"Shall we go down to tea?" said Soames.
-
-The young man's ears seemed to droop on his skull. 'He's not dense,'
-thought Soames, following him off the premises.
-
-Goya, with his satiric and surpassing precision, his original "line," and
-the daring of his light and shade, could have reproduced to admiration
-the group assembled round Annette's tea-tray in the inglenook below. He
-alone, perhaps, of painters would have done justice to the sunlight
-filtering through a screen of creeper, to the lovely pallor of brass, the
-old cut glasses, the thin slices of lemon in pale amber tea; justice to
-Annette in her black lacey dress; there was something of the fair
-Spaniard in her beauty, though it lacked the spirituality of that rare
-type; to Winifred's grey-haired, corseted solidity; to Soames, of a
-certain grey and flat-cheeked distinction; to the vivacious Michael Mont,
-pointed in ear and eye; to Imogen, dark, luscious of glance, growing a
-little stout; to Prosper Profond, with his expression as who should say,
-"Well, Mr. Goya, what's the use of paintin' this small party?" finally,
-to Jack Cardigan, with his shining stare and tanned sanguinity betraying
-the moving principle: "I'm English, and I live to be fit."
-
-Curious, by the way, that Imogen, who as a girl had declared solemnly one
-day at Timothy's that she would never marry a good man--they were so
-dull--should have married Jack Cardigan, in whom health had so destroyed
-all traces of original sin, that she might have retired to rest with ten
-thousand other Englishmen without knowing the difference from the one she
-had chosen to repose beside. "Oh!" she would say of him, in her
-"amusing" way, "Jack keeps himself so fearfully fit; he's never had a
-day's illness in his life. He went right through the War without a
-finger-ache. You really can't imagine how fit he is!" Indeed, he was so
-"fit" that he couldn't see when she was flirting, which was such a
-comfort in a way. All the same she was quite fond of him, so far as one
-could be of a sports-machine, and of the two little Cardigans made after
-his pattern. Her eyes just then were comparing him maliciously with
-Prosper Profond. There was no "small" sport or game which Monsieur
-Profond had not played at too, it seemed, from skittles to
-tarpon-fishing, and worn out every one. Imogen would sometimes wish that
-they had worn out Jack, who continued to play at them and talk of them
-with the simple zeal of a school-girl learning hockey; at the age of
-Great-uncle Timothy she well knew that Jack would be playing carpet golf
-in her bedroom, and "wiping somebody's eye."
-
-He was telling them now how he had "pipped the pro--a charmin' fellow,
-playin' a very good game," at the last hole this morning; and how he had
-pulled down to Caversham since lunch, and trying to incite Prosper
-Profond to play him a set of tennis after tea--do him good--"keep him
-fit.
-
-"But what's the use of keepin' fit?" said Monsieur Profond.
-
-"Yes, sir," murmured Michael Mont, "what do you keep fit for?"
-
-"Jack," cried Imogen, enchanted, "what do you keep fit for?"
-
-Jack Cardigan stared with all his health. The questions were like the
-buzz of a mosquito, and he put up his hand to wipe them away. During the
-War, of course, he had kept fit to kill Germans; now that it was over he
-either did not know, or shrank in delicacy from explanation of his moving
-principle.
-
-"But he's right," said Monsieur Profond unexpectedly, "there's nothin'
-left but keepin' fit."
-
-The saying, too deep for Sunday afternoon, would have passed unanswered,
-but for the mercurial nature of young Mont.
-
-"Good!" he cried. "That's the great discovery of the War. We all
-thought we were progressing--now we know we're only changing."
-
-"For the worse," said Monsieur Profond genially.
-
-"How you are cheerful, Prosper!" murmured Annette.
-
-"You come and play tennis!" said Jack Cardigan; "you've got the hump.
-We'll soon take that down. D'you play, Mr. Mont?"
-
-"I hit the ball about, sir."
-
-At this juncture Soames rose, ruffled in that deep instinct of
-preparation for the future which guided his existence.
-
-"When Fleur comes--" he heard Jack Cardigan say.
-
-Ah! and why didn't she come? He passed through drawing-room, hall, and
-porch out on to the drive, and stood there listening for the car. All was
-still and Sundayfied; the lilacs in full flower scented the air. There
-were white clouds, like the feathers of ducks gilded by the sunlight.
-Memory of the day when Fleur was born, and he had waited in such agony
-with her life and her mother's balanced in his hands, came to him
-sharply. He had saved her then, to be the flower of his life. And now!
-was she going to give him trouble--pain--give him trouble? He did not
-like the look of things! A blackbird broke in on his reverie with an
-evening song--a great big fellow up in that acacia-tree. Soames had
-taken quite an interest in his birds of late years; he and Fleur would
-walk round and watch them; her eyes were sharp as needles, and she knew
-every nest. He saw her dog, a retriever, lying on the drive in a patch
-of sunlight, and called to him. "Hallo, old fellow-waiting for her too!"
-The dog came slowly with a grudging tail, and Soames mechanically laid a
-pat on his head. The dog, the bird, the lilac, all were part of Fleur for
-him; no more, no less. 'Too fond of her!' he thought, 'too fond!' He
-was like a man uninsured, with his ships at sea. Uninsured again--as in
-that other time, so long ago, when he would wander dumb and jealous in
-the wilderness of London, longing for that woman--his first wife--the
-mother of this infernal boy. Ah! There was the car at last! It drew
-up, it had luggage, but no Fleur.
-
-"Miss Fleur is walking up, sir, by the towing-path."
-
-Walking all those miles? Soames stared. The man's face had the
-beginning of a smile on it. What was he grinning at? And very quickly
-he turned, saying, "All right, Sims!" and went into the house. He
-mounted to the picture-gallery once more. He had from there a view of
-the river bank, and stood with his eyes fixed on it, oblivious of the
-fact that it would be an hour at least before her figure showed there.
-Walking up! And that fellow's grin! The boy--! He turned abruptly from
-the window. He couldn't spy on her. If she wanted to keep things from
-him--she must; he could not spy on her. His heart felt empty, and
-bitterness mounted from it into his very mouth. The staccato shouts of
-Jack Cardigan pursuing the ball, the laugh of young Mont rose in the
-stillness and came in. He hoped they were making that chap Profond run.
-And the girl in "La Vendimia" stood with her arm akimbo and her dreamy
-eyes looking past him. 'I've done all I could for you,' he thought,
-'since you were no higher than my knee. You aren't going to--to--hurt
-me, are you?'
-
-But the Goya copy answered not, brilliant in colour just beginning to
-tone down. 'There's no real life in it,' thought Soames. 'Why doesn't
-she come?'
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-TRIO
-
-Among those four Forsytes of the third, and, as one might say, fourth
-generation, at Wansdon under the Downs, a week-end prolonged unto the
-ninth day had stretched the crossing threads of tenacity almost to
-snapping-point. Never had Fleur been so "fine," Holly so watchful, Val
-so stable-secretive, Jon so silent and disturbed. What he learned of
-farming in that week might have been balanced on the point of a penknife
-and puffed off. He, whose nature was essentially averse from intrigue,
-and whose adoration of Fleur disposed him to think that any need for
-concealing it was "skittles," chafed and fretted, yet obeyed, taking what
-relief he could in the few moments when they were alone. On Thursday,
-while they were standing in the bay window of the drawing-room, dressed
-for dinner, she said to him:
-
-"Jon, I'm going home on Sunday by the 3.40 from Paddington; if you were
-to go home on Saturday you could come up on Sunday and take me down, and
-just get back here by the last train, after. You were going home anyway,
-weren't you?"
-
-Jon nodded.
-
-"Anything to be with you," he said; "only why need I pretend--"
-
-Fleur slipped her little finger into his palm:
-
-"You have no instinct, Jon; you must leave things to me. It's serious
-about our people. We've simply got to be secret at present, if we want
-to be together." The door was opened, and she added loudly: "You are a
-duffer, Jon."
-
-Something turned over within Jon; he could not bear this subterfuge about
-a feeling so natural, so overwhelming, and so sweet.
-
-On Friday night about eleven he had packed his bag, and was leaning out
-of his window, half miserable, and half lost in a dream of Paddington
-station, when he heard a tiny sound, as of a finger-nail tapping on his
-door. He rushed to it and listened. Again the sound. It was a nail. He
-opened. Oh! What a lovely thing came in!
-
-"I wanted to show you my fancy dress," it said, and struck an attitude at
-the foot of his bed.
-
-Jon drew a long breath and leaned against the door. The apparition wore
-white muslin on its head, a fichu round its bare neck over a
-wine-coloured dress, fulled out below its slender waist.
-
-It held one arm akimbo, and the other raised, right-angled, holding a fan
-which touched its head.
-
-"This ought to be a basket of grapes," it whispered, "but I haven't got
-it here. It's my Goya dress. And this is the attitude in the picture.
-Do you like it?"
-
-"It's a dream."
-
-The apparition pirouetted. "Touch it, and see."
-
-Jon knelt down and took the skirt reverently.
-
-"Grape colour," came the whisper, "all grapes--La Vendimia--the vintage."
-
-Jon's fingers scarcely touched each side of the waist; he looked up, with
-adoring eyes.
-
-"Oh! Jon," it whispered; bent, kissed his forehead, pirouetted again,
-and, gliding out, was gone.
-
-Jon stayed on his knees, and his head fell forward against the bed. How
-long he stayed like that he did not know. The little noises--of the
-tapping nail, the feet, the skirts rustling--as in a dream--went on about
-him; and before his closed eyes the figure stood and smiled and
-whispered, a faint perfume of narcissus lingering in the air. And his
-forehead where it had been kissed had a little cool place between the
-brows, like the imprint of a flower. Love filled his soul, that love of
-boy for girl which knows so little, hopes so much, would not brush the
-down off for the world, and must become in time a fragrant memory--a
-searing passion--a humdrum mateship--or, once in many times, vintage full
-and sweet with sunset colour on the grapes.
-
-Enough has been said about Jon Forsyte here and in another place to show
-what long marches lay between him and his great-great-grandfather, the
-first Jolyon, in Dorset down by the sea. Jon was sensitive as a girl,
-more sensitive than nine out of ten girls of the day; imaginative as one
-of his half-sister June's "lame duck" painters; affectionate as a son of
-his father and his mother naturally would be. And yet, in his inner
-tissue, there was something of the old founder of his family, a secret
-tenacity of soul, a dread of showing his feelings, a determination not to
-know when he was beaten. Sensitive, imaginative, affectionate boys get a
-bad time at school, but Jon had instinctively kept his nature dark, and
-been but normally unhappy there. Only with his mother had he, up till
-then, been absolutely frank and natural; and when he went home to Robin
-Hill that Saturday his heart was heavy because Fleur had said that he
-must not be frank and natural with her from whom he had never yet kept
-anything, must not even tell her that they had met again, unless he found
-that she knew already. So intolerable did this seem to him that he was
-very near to telegraphing an excuse and staying up in London. And the
-first thing his mother said to him was:
-
-"So you've had our little friend of the confectioner's there, Jon. What
-is she like on second thoughts?"
-
-With relief, and a high colour, Jon answered:
-
-"Oh! awfully jolly, Mum."
-
-Her arm pressed his.
-
-Jon had never loved her so much as in that minute which seemed to falsify
-Fleur's fears and to release his soul. He turned to look at her, but
-something in her smiling face--something which only he perhaps would have
-caught--stopped the words bubbling up in him. Could fear go with a smile?
-If so, there was fear in her face. And out of Jon tumbled quite other
-words, about farming, Holly, and the Downs. Talking fast, he waited for
-her to come back to Fleur. But she did not. Nor did his father mention
-her, though of course he, too, must know. What deprivation, and killing
-of reality was in his silence about Fleur--when he was so full of her;
-when his mother was so full of Jon, and his father so full of his mother!
-And so the trio spent the evening of that Saturday.
-
-After dinner his mother played; she seemed to play all the things he
-liked best, and he sat with one knee clasped, and his hair standing up
-where his fingers had run through it. He gazed at his mother while she
-played, but he saw Fleur--Fleur in the moonlit orchard, Fleur in the
-sunlit gravel-pit, Fleur in that fancy dress, swaying, whispering,
-stooping, kissing his forehead. Once, while he listened, he forgot
-himself and glanced at his father in that other easy chair. What was Dad
-looking like that for? The expression on his face was so sad and
-puzzling. It filled him with a sort of remorse, so that he got up and
-went and sat on the arm of his father's chair. From there he could not
-see his face; and again he saw Fleur--in his mother's hands, slim and
-white on the keys, in the profile of her face and her powdery hair; and
-down the long room in the open window where the May night walked outside.
-
-When he went up to bed his mother came into his room. She stood at the
-window, and said:
-
-"Those cypresses your grandfather planted down there have done
-wonderfully. I always think they look beautiful under a dropping moon.
-I wish you had known your grandfather, Jon."
-
-"Were you married to father when he was alive?" asked Jon suddenly.
-
-"No, dear; he died in '92--very old--eighty-five, I think."
-
-"Is Father like him?"
-
-"A little, but more subtle, and not quite so solid."
-
-"I know, from grandfather's portrait; who painted that?"
-
-"One of June's 'lame ducks.' But it's quite good."
-
-Jon slipped his hand through his mother's arm. "Tell me about the family
-quarrel, Mum."
-
-He felt her arm quivering. "No, dear; that's for your Father some day,
-if he thinks fit."
-
-"Then it was serious," said Jon, with a catch in his breath.
-
-"Yes." And there was a silence, during which neither knew whether the
-arm or the hand within it were quivering most.
-
-"Some people," said Irene softly, "think the moon on her back is evil; to
-me she's always lovely. Look at those cypress shadows! Jon, Father says
-we may go to Italy, you and I, for two months. Would you like?"
-
-Jon took his hand from under her arm; his sensation was so sharp and so
-confused. Italy with his mother! A fortnight ago it would have been
-perfection; now it filled him with dismay; he felt that the sudden
-suggestion had to do with Fleur. He stammered out:
-
-"Oh! yes; only--I don't know. Ought I--now I've just begun? I'd like to
-think it over."
-
-Her voice answered, cool and gentle:
-
-"Yes, dear; think it over. But better now than when you've begun farming
-seriously. Italy with you! It would be nice!"
-
-Jon put his arm round her waist, still slim and firm as a girl's.
-
-"Do you think you ought to leave Father?" he said feebly, feeling very
-mean.
-
-"Father suggested it; he thinks you ought to see Italy at least before
-you settle down to anything."
-
-The sense of meanness died in Jon; he knew, yes--he knew--that his father
-and his mother were not speaking frankly, no more than he himself. They
-wanted to keep him from Fleur. His heart hardened. And, as if she felt
-that process going on, his mother said:
-
-"Good-night, darling. Have a good sleep and think it over. But it would
-be lovely!"
-
-She pressed him to her so quickly that he did not see her face. Jon
-stood feeling exactly as he used to when he was a naughty little boy;
-sore because he was not loving, and because he was justified in his own
-eyes.
-
-But Irene, after she had stood a moment in her own room, passed through
-the dressing-room between it and her husband's.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"He will think it over, Jolyon."
-
-Watching her lips that wore a little drawn smile, Jolyon said quietly:
-
-"You had better let me tell him, and have done with it. After all, Jon
-has the instincts of a gentleman. He has only to understand--"
-
-"Only! He can't understand; that's impossible."
-
-"I believe I could have at his age."
-
-Irene caught his hand. "You were always more of a realist than Jon; and
-never so innocent."
-
-"That's true," said Jolyon. "It's queer, isn't it? You and I would tell
-our stories to the world without a particle of shame; but our own boy
-stumps us."
-
-"We've never cared whether the world approves or not."
-
-"Jon would not disapprove of us!"
-
-"Oh! Jolyon, yes. He's in love, I feel he's in love. And he'd say: 'My
-mother once married without love! How could she have!' It'll seem to
-him a crime! And so it was!"
-
-Jolyon took her hand, and said with a wry smile:
-
-"Ah! why on earth are we born young? Now, if only we were born old and
-grew younger year by year, we should understand how things happen, and
-drop all our cursed intolerance. But you know if the boy is really in
-love, he won't forget, even if he goes to Italy. We're a tenacious
-breed; and he'll know by instinct why he's being sent. Nothing will
-really cure him but the shock of being told."
-
-"Let me try, anyway."
-
-Jolyon stood a moment without speaking. Between this devil and this deep
-sea--the pain of a dreaded disclosure and the grief of losing his wife
-for two months--he secretly hoped for the devil; yet if she wished for
-the deep sea he must put up with it. After all, it would be training for
-that departure from which there would be no return. And, taking her in
-his arms, he kissed her eyes, and said:
-
-"As you will, my love."
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-DUET
-
-That "small" emotion, love, grows amazingly when threatened with
-extinction. Jon reached Paddington station half an hour before his time
-and a full week after, as it seemed to him. He stood at the appointed
-bookstall, amid a crowd of Sunday travellers, in a Harris tweed suit
-exhaling, as it were, the emotion of his thumping heart. He read the
-names of the novels on the book-stall, and bought one at last, to avoid
-being regarded with suspicion by the book-stall clerk. It was called "The
-Heart of the Trail!" which must mean something, though it did not seem
-to. He also bought "The Lady's Mirror" and "The Landsman." Every minute
-was an hour long, and full of horrid imaginings. After nineteen had
-passed, he saw her with a bag and a porter wheeling her luggage. She
-came swiftly; she came cool. She greeted him as if he were a brother.
-
-"First class," she said to the porter, "corner seats; opposite."
-
-Jon admired her frightful self-possession.
-
-"Can't we get a carriage to ourselves," he whispered.
-
-"No good; it's a stopping train. After Maidenhead perhaps. Look
-natural, Jon."
-
-Jon screwed his features into a scowl. They got in--with two other
-beasts!--oh! heaven! He tipped the porter unnaturally, in his confusion.
-The brute deserved nothing for putting them in there, and looking as if
-he knew all about it into the bargain.
-
-Fleur hid herself behind "The Lady's Mirror." Jon imitated her behind
-"The Landsman." The train started. Fleur let "The Lady's Mirror" fall
-and leaned forward.
-
-"Well?" she said.
-
-"It's seemed about fifteen days."
-
-She nodded, and Jon's face lighted up at once.
-
-"Look natural," murmured Fleur, and went off into a bubble of laughter.
-It hurt him. How could he look natural with Italy hanging over him? He
-had meant to break it to her gently, but now he blurted it out.
-
-"They want me to go to Italy with Mother for two months."
-
-Fleur drooped her eyelids; turned a little pale, and bit her lips. "Oh!"
-she said. It was all, but it was much.
-
-That "Oh!" was like the quick drawback of the wrist in fencing ready for
-riposte. It came.
-
-"You must go!"
-
-"Go?" said Jon in a strangled voice.
-
-"Of course."
-
-"But--two months--it's ghastly."
-
-"No," said Fleur, "six weeks. You'll have forgotten me by then. We'll
-meet in the National Gallery the day after you get back."
-
-Jon laughed.
-
-"But suppose you've forgotten me," he muttered into the noise of the
-train.
-
-Fleur shook her head.
-
-"Some other beast--" murmured Jon.
-
-Her foot touched his.
-
-"No other beast," she said, lifting "The Lady's Mirror."
-
-The train stopped; two passengers got out, and one got in.
-
-'I shall die,' thought Jon, 'if we're not alone at all.'
-
-The train went on; and again Fleur leaned forward.
-
-"I never let go," she said; "do you?"
-
-Jon shook his head vehemently.
-
-"Never!" he said. "Will you write to me?"
-
-"No; but you can--to my Club."
-
-She had a Club; she was wonderful!
-
-"Did you pump Holly?" he muttered.
-
-"Yes, but I got nothing. I didn't dare pump hard."
-
-"What can it be?" cried Jon.
-
-"I shall find out all right."
-
-A long silence followed till Fleur said: "This is Maidenhead; stand by,
-Jon!"
-
-The train stopped. The remaining passenger got out. Fleur drew down her
-blind.
-
-"Quick!" she cried. "Hang out! Look as much of a beast as you can."
-
-Jon blew his nose, and scowled; never in all his life had he scowled like
-that! An old lady recoiled, a young one tried the handle. It turned,
-but the door would not open. The train moved, the young lady darted to
-another carriage.
-
-"What luck!" cried Jon. "It Jammed."
-
-"Yes," said Fleur; "I was holding it."
-
-The train moved out, and Jon fell on his knees.
-
-"Look out for the corridor," she whispered; "and--quick!"
-
-Her lips met his. And though their kiss only lasted perhaps ten seconds,
-Jon's soul left his body and went so far beyond, that, when he was again
-sitting opposite that demure figure, he was pale as death. He heard her
-sigh, and the sound seemed to him the most precious he had ever heard--an
-exquisite declaration that he meant something to her.
-
-"Six weeks isn't really long," she said; "and you can easily make it six
-if you keep your head out there, and never seem to think of me."
-
-Jon gasped.
-
-"This is just what's really wanted, Jon, to convince them, don't you see?
-If we're just as bad when you come back they'll stop being ridiculous
-about it. Only, I'm sorry it's not Spain; there's a girl in a Goya
-picture at Madrid who's like me, Father says. Only she isn't--we've got
-a copy of her."
-
-It was to Jon like a ray of sunshine piercing through a fog. "I'll make
-it Spain," he said, "Mother won't mind; she's never been there. And my
-Father thinks a lot of Goya."
-
-"Oh! yes, he's a painter--isn't he?"
-
-"Only water-colour," said Jon, with honesty.
-
-"When we come to Reading, Jon, get out first and go down to Caversham
-lock and wait for me. I'll send the car home and we'll walk by the
-towing-path."
-
-Jon seized her hand in gratitude, and they sat silent, with the world
-well lost, and one eye on the corridor. But the train seemed to run
-twice as fast now, and its sound was almost lost in that of Jon's
-sighing.
-
-"We're getting near," said Fleur; "the towing-path's awfully exposed. One
-more! Oh! Jon, don't forget me."
-
-Jon answered with his kiss. And very soon, a flushed, distracted-looking
-youth could have been seen--as they say--leaping from the train and
-hurrying along the platform, searching his pockets for his ticket.
-
-When at last she rejoined him on the towing-path a little beyond
-Caversham lock he had made an effort, and regained some measure of
-equanimity. If they had to part, he would not make a scene! A breeze by
-the bright river threw the white side of the willow leaves up into the
-sunlight, and followed those two with its faint rustle.
-
-"I told our chauffeur that I was train-giddy," said Fleur. "Did you look
-pretty natural as you went out?"
-
-"I don't know. What is natural?"
-
-"It's natural to you to look seriously happy. When I first saw you I
-thought you weren't a bit like other people."
-
-"Exactly what I thought when I saw you. I knew at once I should never
-love anybody else."
-
-Fleur laughed.
-
-"We're absurdly young. And love's young dream is out of date, Jon.
-Besides, it's awfully wasteful. Think of all the fun you might have. You
-haven't begun, even; it's a shame, really. And there's me. I wonder!"
-
-Confusion came on Jon's spirit. How could she say such things just as
-they were going to part?
-
-"If you feel like that," he said, "I can't go. I shall tell Mother that
-I ought to try and work. There's always the condition of the world!"
-
-"The condition of the world!"
-
-Jon thrust his hands deep into his pockets.
-
-"But there is," he said; "think of the people starving!"
-
-Fleur shook her head. "No, no, I never, never will make myself miserable
-for nothing."
-
-"Nothing! But there's an awful state of things, and of course one ought
-to help."
-
-"Oh! yes, I know all that. But you can't help people, Jon; they're
-hopeless. When you pull them out they only get into another hole. Look
-at them, still fighting and plotting and struggling, though they're dying
-in heaps all the time. Idiots!"
-
-"Aren't you sorry for them?"
-
-"Oh! sorry--yes, but I'm not going to make myself unhappy about it;
-that's no good."
-
-And they were silent, disturbed by this first glimpse of each other's
-natures.
-
-"I think people are brutes and idiots," said Fleur stubbornly.
-
-"I think they're poor wretches," said Jon. It was as if they had
-quarrelled--and at this supreme and awful moment, with parting visible
-out there in that last gap of the willows!
-
-"Well, go and help your poor wretches, and don't think of me."
-
-Jon stood still. Sweat broke out on his forehead, and his limbs
-trembled. Fleur too had stopped, and was frowning at the river.
-
-"I must believe in things," said Jon with a sort of agony; "we're all
-meant to enjoy life."
-
-Fleur laughed. "Yes; and that's what you won't do, if you don't take
-care. But perhaps your idea of enjoyment is to make yourself wretched.
-There are lots of people like that, of course."
-
-She was pale, her eyes had darkened, her lips had thinned. Was it Fleur
-thus staring at the water? Jon had an unreal feeling as if he were
-passing through the scene in a book where the lover has to choose between
-love and duty. But just then she looked round at him. Never was anything
-so intoxicating as that vivacious look. It acted on him exactly as the
-tug of a chain acts on a dog--brought him up to her with his tail wagging
-and his tongue out.
-
-"Don't let's be silly," she said, "time's too short. Look, Jon, you can
-just see where I've got to cross the river. There, round the bend, where
-the woods begin."
-
-Jon saw a gable, a chimney or two, a patch of wall through the trees
---and felt his heart sink.
-
-"I mustn't dawdle any more. It's no good going beyond the next hedge, it
-gets all open. Let's get on to it and say good-bye."
-
-They went side by side, hand in hand, silently toward the hedge, where
-the may-flower, both pink and white, was in full bloom.
-
-"My Club's the 'Talisman,' Stratton Street, Piccadilly. Letters there
-will be quite safe, and I'm almost always up once a week."
-
-Jon nodded. His face had become extremely set, his eyes stared straight
-before him.
-
-"To-day's the twenty-third of May," said Fleur; "on the ninth of July I
-shall be in front of the 'Bacchus and Ariadne' at three o'clock; will
-you?"
-
-"I will."
-
-"If you feel as bad as I it's all right. Let those people pass!"
-
-A man and woman airing their children went by strung out in Sunday
-fashion.
-
-The last of them passed the wicket gate.
-
-"Domesticity!" said Fleur, and blotted herself against the hawthorn
-hedge. The blossom sprayed out above her head, and one pink cluster
-brushed her cheek. Jon put up his hand jealously to keep it off.
-
-"Good-bye, Jon." For a second they stood with hands hard clasped. Then
-their lips met for the third time, and when they parted Fleur broke away
-and fled through the wicket gate. Jon stood where she had left him, with
-his forehead against that pink cluster. Gone! For an eternity--for
-seven weeks all but two days! And here he was, wasting the last sight of
-her! He rushed to the gate. She was walking swiftly on the heels of the
-straggling children. She turned her head, he saw her hand make a little
-flitting gesture; then she sped on, and the trailing family blotted her
-out from his view.
-
-The words of a comic song--
-
- "Paddington groan-worst ever known
- He gave a sepulchral Paddington groan--"
-
-came into his head, and he sped incontinently back to Reading station.
-All the way up to London and down to Wansdon he sat with "The Heart of
-the Trail" open on his knee, knitting in his head a poem so full of
-feeling that it would not rhyme.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-CAPRICE
-
-Fleur sped on. She had need of rapid motion; she was late, and wanted
-all her wits about her when she got in. She passed the islands, the
-station, and hotel, and was about to take the ferry, when she saw a skiff
-with a young man standing up in it, and holding to the bushes.
-
-"Miss Forsyte," he said; "let me put you across. I've come on purpose."
-
-She looked at him in blank amazement.
-
-"It's all right, I've been having tea with your people. I thought I'd
-save you the last bit. It's on my way, I'm just off back to Pangbourne.
-My name's Mont. I saw you at the picture-gallery--you remember--when
-your father invited me to see his pictures."
-
-"Oh!" said Fleur; "yes--the handkerchief."
-
-To this young man she owed Jon; and, taking his hand, she stepped down
-into the skiff. Still emotional, and a little out of breath, she sat
-silent; not so the young man. She had never heard any one say so much in
-so short a time. He told her his age, twenty-four; his weight, ten stone
-eleven; his place of residence, not far away; described his sensations
-under fire, and what it felt like to be gassed; criticized the Juno,
-mentioned his own conception of that goddess; commented on the Goya copy,
-said Fleur was not too awfully like it; sketched in rapidly the condition
-of England; spoke of Monsieur Profond--or whatever his name was--as "an
-awful sport"; thought her father had some "ripping" pictures and some
-rather "dug-up"; hoped he might row down again and take her on the river
-because he was quite trustworthy; inquired her opinion of Tchekov, gave
-her his own; wished they could go to the Russian ballet together some
-time--considered the name Fleur Forsyte simply topping; cursed his people
-for giving him the name of Michael on the top of Mont; outlined his
-father, and said that if she wanted a good book she should read "Job";
-his father was rather like Job while Job still had land.
-
-"But Job didn't have land," Fleur murmured; "he only had flocks and herds
-and moved on."
-
-"Ah!" answered Michael Mont, "I wish my gov'nor would move on. Not that
-I want his land. Land's an awful bore in these days, don't you think?"
-
-"We never have it in my family," said Fleur. "We have everything else.
-I believe one of my great-uncles once had a sentimental farm in Dorset,
-because we came from there originally, but it cost him more than it made
-him happy."
-
-"Did he sell it?"
-
-"No; he kept it."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because nobody would buy it."
-
-"Good for the old boy!"
-
-"No, it wasn't good for him. Father says it soured him. His name was
-Swithin."
-
-"What a corking name!"
-
-"Do you know that we're getting farther off, not nearer? This river
-flows."
-
-"Splendid!" cried Mont, dipping his sculls vaguely; "it's good to meet a
-girl who's got wit."
-
-"But better to meet a young man who's got it in the plural."
-
-Young Mont raised a hand to tear his hair.
-
-"Look out!" cried Fleur. "Your scull!"
-
-"All right! It's thick enough to bear a scratch."
-
-"Do you mind sculling?" said Fleur severely. "I want to get in."
-
-"Ah!" said Mont; "but when you get in, you see, I shan't see you any more
-to-day. Fini, as the French girl said when she jumped on her bed after
-saying her prayers. Don't you bless the day that gave you a French
-mother, and a name like yours?"
-
-"I like my name, but Father gave it me. Mother wanted me called
-Marguerite."
-
-"Which is absurd. Do you mind calling me M. M. and letting me call you
-F. F.? It's in the spirit of the age."
-
-"I don't mind anything, so long as I get in."
-
-Mont caught a little crab, and answered: "That was a nasty one!"
-
-"Please row."
-
-"I am." And he did for several strokes, looking at her with rueful
-eagerness. "Of course, you know," he ejaculated, pausing, "that I came
-to see you, not your father's pictures."
-
-Fleur rose.
-
-"If you don't row, I shall get out and swim."
-
-"Really and truly? Then I could come in after you."
-
-"Mr. Mont, I'm late and tired; please put me on shore at once."
-
-When she stepped out on to the garden landing-stage he rose, and grasping
-his hair with both hands, looked at her.
-
-Fleur smiled.
-
-"Don't!" cried the irrepressible Mont. "I know you're going to say:
-'Out, damned hair!'"
-
-Fleur whisked round, threw him a wave of her hand. "Good-bye, Mr. M.M.!"
-she called, and was gone among the rose-trees. She looked at her
-wrist-watch and the windows of the house. It struck her as curiously
-uninhabited. Past six! The pigeons were just gathering to roost, and
-sunlight slanted on the dovecot, on their snowy feathers, and beyond in a
-shower on the top boughs of the woods. The click of billiard-balls came
-from the ingle-nook--Jack Cardigan, no doubt; a faint rustling, too, from
-an eucalyptus-tree, startling Southerner in this old English garden. She
-reached the verandah and was passing in, but stopped at the sound of
-voices from the drawing-room to her left. Mother! Monsieur Profond!
-From behind the verandah screen which fenced the ingle-nook she heard
-these words:
-
-"I don't, Annette."
-
-Did Father know that he called her mother "Annette"? Always on the side
-of her Father--as children are ever on one side or the other in houses
-where relations are a little strained--she stood, uncertain. Her mother
-was speaking in her low, pleasing, slightly metallic voice--one word she
-caught: "Demain." And Profond's answer: "All right." Fleur frowned. A
-little sound came out into the stillness. Then Profond's voice: "I'm
-takin' a small stroll."
-
-Fleur darted through the window into the morning-room. There he came
-from the drawing-room, crossing the verandah, down the lawn; and the
-click of billiard-balls which, in listening for other sounds, she had
-ceased to hear, began again. She shook herself, passed into the hall,
-and opened the drawing-room door. Her mother was sitting on the sofa
-between the windows, her knees crossed, her head resting on a cushion,
-her lips half parted, her eyes half closed. She looked extraordinarily
-handsome.
-
-"Ah! Here you are, Fleur! Your father is beginning to fuss."
-
-"Where is he?"
-
-"In the picture-gallery. Go up!"
-
-"What are you going to do to-morrow, Mother?"
-
-"To-morrow? I go up to London with your aunt."
-
-"I thought you might be. Will you get me a quite plain parasol?" What
-colour?"
-
-"Green. They're all going back, I suppose."
-
-"Yes, all; you will console your father. Kiss me, then."
-
-Fleur crossed the room, stooped, received a kiss on her forehead, and
-went out past the impress of a form on the sofa-cushions in the other
-corner. She ran up-stairs.
-
-Fleur was by no means the old-fashioned daughter who demands the
-regulation of her parents' lives in accordance with the standard imposed
-upon herself. She claimed to regulate her own life, not those of others;
-besides, an unerring instinct for what was likely to advantage her own
-case was already at work. In a disturbed domestic atmosphere the heart
-she had set on Jon would have a better chance. None the less was she
-offended, as a flower by a crisping wind. If that man had really been
-kissing her mother it was--serious, and her father ought to know.
-"Demain!" "All right!" And her mother going up to Town! She turned
-into her bedroom and hung out of the window to cool her face, which had
-suddenly grown very hot. Jon must be at the station by now! What did
-her father know about Jon? Probably everything--pretty nearly!
-
-She changed her dress, so as to look as if she had been in some time, and
-ran up to the gallery.
-
-Soames was standing stubbornly still before his Alfred Stevens--the
-picture he loved best. He did not turn at the sound of the door, but she
-knew he had heard, and she knew he was hurt. She came up softly behind
-him, put her arms round his neck, and poked her face over his shoulder
-till her cheek lay against his. It was an advance which had never yet
-failed, but it failed her now, and she augured the worst. "Well," he said
-stonily, "so you've come!"
-
-"Is that all," murmured Fleur, "from a bad parent?" And she rubbed her
-cheek against his.
-
-Soames shook his head so far as that was possible.
-
-"Why do you keep me on tenterhooks like this, putting me off and off?"
-
-"Darling, it was very harmless."
-
-"Harmless! Much you know what's harmless and what isn't."
-
-Fleur dropped her arms.
-
-"Well, then, dear, suppose you tell me; and be quite frank about it."
-
-And she went over to the window-seat.
-
-Her father had turned from his picture, and was staring at his feet. He
-looked very grey. 'He has nice small feet,' she thought, catching his
-eye, at once averted from her.
-
-"You're my only comfort," said Soames suddenly, "and you go on like
-this."
-
-Fleur's heart began to beat.
-
-"Like what, dear?"
-
-Again Soames gave her a look which, but for the affection in it, might
-have been called furtive.
-
-"You know what I told you," he said. "I don't choose to have anything to
-do with that branch of our family."
-
-"Yes, ducky, but I don't know why I shouldn't."
-
-Soames turned on his heel.
-
-"I'm not going into the reasons," he said; "you ought to trust me,
-Fleur!"
-
-The way he spoke those words affected Fleur, but she thought of Jon, and
-was silent, tapping her foot against the wainscot. Unconsciously she had
-assumed a modern attitude, with one leg twisted in and out of the other,
-with her chin on one bent wrist, her other arm across her chest, and its
-hand hugging her elbow; there was not a line of her that was not
-involuted, and yet--in spite of all--she retained a certain grace.
-
-"You knew my wishes," Soames went on, "and yet you stayed on there four
-days. And I suppose that boy came with you to-day."
-
-Fleur kept her eyes on him.
-
-"I don't ask you anything," said Soames; "I make no inquisition where
-you're concerned."
-
-Fleur suddenly stood up, leaning out at the window with her chin on her
-hands. The sun had sunk behind trees, the pigeons were perched, quite
-still, on the edge of the dove-cot; the click of the billiard-balls
-mounted, and a faint radiance shone out below where Jack Cardigan had
-turned the light up.
-
-"Will it make you any happier," she said suddenly, "if I promise you not
-to see him for say--the next six weeks?" She was not prepared for a sort
-of tremble in the blankness of his voice.
-
-"Six weeks? Six years--sixty years more like. Don't delude yourself,
-Fleur; don't delude yourself!"
-
-Fleur turned in alarm.
-
-"Father, what is it?"
-
-Soames came close enough to see her face.
-
-"Don't tell me," he said, "that you're foolish enough to have any feeling
-beyond caprice. That would be too much!" And he laughed.
-
-Fleur, who had never heard him laugh like that, thought: 'Then it is
-deep! Oh! what is it?' And putting her hand through his arm she said
-lightly:
-
-"No, of course; caprice. Only, I like my caprices and I don't like
-yours, dear."
-
-"Mine!" said Soames bitterly, and turned away.
-
-The light outside had chilled, and threw a chalky whiteness on the river.
-The trees had lost all gaiety of colour. She felt a sudden hunger for
-Jon's face, for his hands, and the feel of his lips again on hers. And
-pressing her arms tight across her breast she forced out a little light
-laugh.
-
-"O la! la! What a small fuss! as Profond would say. Father, I don't
-like that man."
-
-She saw him stop, and take something out of his breast pocket.
-
-"You don't?" he said. "Why?"
-
-"Nothing," murmured Fleur; "just caprice!"
-
-"No," said Soames; "not caprice!" And he tore what was in his hands
-across. "You're right. I don't like him either!"
-
-"Look!" said Fleur softly. "There he goes! I hate his shoes; they don't
-make any noise."
-
-Down in the failing light Prosper Profond moved, his hands in his side
-pockets, whistling softly in his beard; he stopped, and glanced up at the
-sky, as if saying: "I don't think much of that small moon."
-
-Fleur drew back. "Isn't he a great cat?" she whispered; and the sharp
-click of the billiard-balls rose, as if Jack Cardigan had capped the cat,
-the moon, caprice, and tragedy with: "In off the red!"
-
-Monsieur Profond had resumed his stroll, to a teasing little tune in his
-beard. What was it? Oh! yes, from "Rigoletto": "Donna a mobile." Just
-what he would think! She squeezed her father's arm.
-
-"Prowling!" she muttered, as he turned the corner of the house. It was
-past that disillusioned moment which divides the day and night-still and
-lingering and warm, with hawthorn scent and lilac scent clinging on the
-riverside air. A blackbird suddenly burst out. Jon would be in London
-by now; in the Park perhaps, crossing the Serpentine, thinking of her! A
-little sound beside her made her turn her eyes; her father was again
-tearing the paper in his hands. Fleur saw it was a cheque.
-
-"I shan't sell him my Gauguin," he said. "I don't know what your aunt
-and Imogen see in him."
-
-"Or Mother."
-
-"Your mother!" said Soames.
-
-'Poor Father!' she thought. 'He never looks happy--not really happy. I
-don't want to make him worse, but of course I shall have to, when Jon
-comes back. Oh! well, sufficient unto the night!'
-
-"I'm going to dress," she said.
-
-In her room she had a fancy to put on her "freak" dress. It was of gold
-tissue with little trousers of the same, tightly drawn in at the ankles,
-a page's cape slung from the shoulders, little gold shoes, and a
-gold-winged Mercury helmet; and all over her were tiny gold bells,
-especially on the helmet; so that if she shook her head she pealed. When
-she was dressed she felt quite sick because Jon could not see her; it
-even seemed a pity that the sprightly young man Michael Mont would not
-have a view. But the gong had sounded, and she went down.
-
-She made a sensation in the drawing-room. Winifred thought it "Most
-amusing." Imogen was enraptured. Jack Cardigan called it "stunning,"
-"ripping," "topping," and "corking."
-
-Monsieur Profond, smiling with his eyes, said: "That's a nice small
-dress!" Her mother, very handsome in black, sat looking at her, and said
-nothing. It remained for her father to apply the test of common sense.
-"What did you put on that thing for? You're not going to dance."
-
-Fleur spun round, and the bells pealed.
-
-"Caprice!"
-
-Soames stared at her, and, turning away, gave his arm to Winifred. Jack
-Cardigan took her mother. Prosper Profond took Imogen. Fleur went in by
-herself, with her bells jingling....
-
-The "small" moon had soon dropped down, and May night had fallen soft and
-warm, enwrapping with its grape-bloom colour and its scents the billion
-caprices, intrigues, passions, longings, and regrets of men and women.
-Happy was Jack Cardigan who snored into Imogen's white shoulder, fit as a
-flea; or Timothy in his "mausoleum," too old for anything but baby's
-slumber. For so many lay awake, or dreamed, teased by the criss-cross of
-the world.
-
-The dew fell and the flowers closed; cattle grazed on in the river
-meadows, feeling with their tongues for the grass they could not see; and
-the sheep on the Downs lay quiet as stones. Pheasants in the tall trees
-of the Pangbourne woods, larks on their grassy nests above the gravel-pit
-at Wansdon, swallows in the eaves at Robin Hill, and the sparrows of
-Mayfair, all made a dreamless night of it, soothed by the lack of wind.
-The Mayfly filly, hardly accustomed to her new quarters, scraped at her
-straw a little; and the few night-flitting things--bats, moths,
-owls--were vigorous in the warm darkness; but the peace of night lay in
-the brain of all day-time Nature, colourless and still. Men and women,
-alone, riding the hobby-horses of anxiety or love, burned their wavering
-tapers of dream and thought into the lonely hours.
-
-Fleur, leaning out of her window, heard the hall clock's muffled chime of
-twelve, the tiny splash of a fish, the sudden shaking of an aspen's
-leaves in the puffs of breeze that rose along the river, the distant
-rumble of a night train, and time and again the sounds which none can put
-a name to in the darkness, soft obscure expressions of uncatalogued
-emotions from man and beast, bird and machine, or, maybe, from departed
-Forsytes, Darties, Cardigans, taking night strolls back into a world
-which had once suited their embodied spirits. But Fleur heeded not these
-sounds; her spirit, far from disembodied, fled with swift wing from
-railway-carriage to flowery hedge, straining after Jon, tenacious of his
-forbidden image, and the sound of his voice, which was taboo. And she
-crinkled her nose, retrieving from the perfume of the riverside night
-that moment when his hand slipped between the mayflowers and her cheek.
-Long she leaned out in her freak dress, keen to burn her wings at life's
-candle; while the moths brushed her cheeks on their pilgrimage to the
-lamp on her dressing-table, ignorant that in a Forsyte's house there is
-no open flame. But at last even she felt sleepy, and, forgetting her
-bells, drew quickly in.
-
-Through the open window of his room, alongside Annette's, Soames, wakeful
-too, heard their thin faint tinkle, as it might be shaken from stars, or
-the dewdrops falling from a flower, if one could hear such sounds.
-
-'Caprice!' he thought. 'I can't tell. She's wilful. What shall I do?
-Fleur!'
-
-And long into the "small" night he brooded.
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-I
-MOTHER AND SON
-
-To say that Jon Forsyte accompanied his mother to Spain unwillingly would
-scarcely have been adequate. He went as a well-natured dog goes for a
-walk with its mistress, leaving a choice mutton-bone on the lawn. He
-went looking back at it. Forsytes deprived of their mutton-bones are
-wont to sulk. But Jon had little sulkiness in his composition. He
-adored his mother, and it was his first travel. Spain had become Italy by
-his simply saying: "I'd rather go to Spain, Mum; you've been to Italy so
-many times; I'd like it new to both of us."
-
-The fellow was subtle besides being naive. He never forgot that he was
-going to shorten the proposed two months into six weeks, and must
-therefore show no sign of wishing to do so. For one with so enticing a
-mutton-bone and so fixed an idea, he made a good enough travelling
-companion, indifferent to where or when he arrived, superior to food, and
-thoroughly appreciative of a country strange to the most travelled
-Englishman. Fleur's wisdom in refusing to write to him was profound, for
-he reached each new place entirely without hope or fever, and could
-concentrate immediate attention on the donkeys and tumbling bells, the
-priests, patios, beggars, children, crowing cocks, sombreros,
-cactus-hedges, old high white villages, goats, olive-trees, greening
-plains, singing birds in tiny cages, watersellers, sunsets, melons,
-mules, great churches, pictures, and swimming grey-brown mountains of a
-fascinating land.
-
-It was already hot, and they enjoyed an absence of their compatriots.
-Jon, who, so far as he knew, had no blood in him which was not English,
-was often innately unhappy in the presence of his own countrymen. He
-felt they had no nonsense about them, and took a more practical view of
-things than himself. He confided to his mother that he must be an
-unsociable beast--it was jolly to be away from everybody who could talk
-about the things people did talk about. To which Irene had replied
-simply:
-
-"Yes, Jon, I know."
-
-In this isolation he had unparalleled opportunities of appreciating what
-few sons can apprehend, the whole-heartedness of a mother's love.
-Knowledge of something kept from her made him, no doubt, unduly
-sensitive; and a Southern people stimulated his admiration for her type
-of beauty, which he had been accustomed to hear called Spanish, but which
-he now perceived to be no such thing. Her beauty was neither English,
-French, Spanish, nor Italian--it was special! He appreciated, too, as
-never before, his mother's subtlety of instinct. He could not tell, for
-instance, whether she had noticed his absorption in that Goya picture,
-"La Vendimia," or whether she knew that he had slipped back there after
-lunch and again next morning, to stand before it full half an hour, a
-second and third time. It was not Fleur, of course, but like enough to
-give him heartache--so dear to lovers--remembering her standing at the
-foot of his bed with her hand held above her head. To keep a postcard
-reproduction of this picture in his pocket and slip it out to look at
-became for Jon one of those bad habits which soon or late disclose
-themselves to eyes sharpened by love, fear, or jealousy. And his
-mother's were sharpened by all three. In Granada he was fairly caught,
-sitting on a sun-warmed stone bench in a little battlemented garden on
-the Alhambra hill, whence he ought to have been looking at the view. His
-mother, he had thought, was examining the potted stocks between the
-polled acacias, when her voice said:
-
-"Is that your favourite Goya, Jon?"
-
-He checked, too late, a movement such as he might have made at school to
-conceal some surreptitious document, and answered: "Yes."
-
-"It certainly is most charming; but I think I prefer the 'Quitasol' Your
-father would go crazy about Goya; I don't believe he saw them when he was
-in Spain in '92."
-
-In '92--nine years before he had been born! What had been the previous
-existences of his father and his mother? If they had a right to share in
-his future, surely he had a right to share in their pasts. He looked up
-at her. But something in her face--a look of life hard-lived, the
-mysterious impress of emotions, experience, and suffering-seemed, with
-its incalculable depth, its purchased sanctity, to make curiosity
-impertinent. His mother must have had a wonderfully interesting life;
-she was so beautiful, and so--so--but he could not frame what he felt
-about her. He got up, and stood gazing down at the town, at the plain
-all green with crops, and the ring of mountains glamorous in sinking
-sunlight. Her life was like the past of this old Moorish city, full,
-deep, remote--his own life as yet such a baby of a thing, hopelessly
-ignorant and innocent! They said that in those mountains to the West,
-which rose sheer from the blue-green plain, as if out of a sea,
-Phoenicians had dwelt--a dark, strange, secret race, above the land! His
-mother's life was as unknown to him, as secret, as that Phoenician past
-was to the town down there, whose cocks crowed and whose children played
-and clamoured so gaily, day in, day out. He felt aggrieved that she
-should know all about him and he nothing about her except that she loved
-him and his father, and was beautiful. His callow ignorance--he had not
-even had the advantage of the War, like nearly everybody else!--made him
-small in his own eyes.
-
-That night, from the balcony of his bedroom, he gazed down on the roof of
-the town--as if inlaid with honeycomb of jet, ivory, and gold; and, long
-after, he lay awake, listening to the cry of the sentry as the hours
-struck, and forming in his head these lines:
-
- "Voice in the night crying, down in the old sleeping
- Spanish city darkened under her white stars!
-
- "What says the voice-its clear-lingering anguish?
- Just the watchman, telling his dateless tale of safety?
- Just a road-man, flinging to the moon his song?
-
- "No! Tis one deprived, whose lover's heart is weeping,
- Just his cry: 'How long?'"
-
-The word "deprived" seemed to him cold and unsatisfactory, but "bereaved"
-was too final, and no other word of two syllables short-long came to him,
-which would enable him to keep "whose lover's heart is weeping." It was
-past two by the time he had finished it, and past three before he went to
-sleep, having said it over to himself at least twenty-four times. Next
-day he wrote it out and enclosed it in one of those letters to Fleur
-which he always finished before he went down, so as to have his mind free
-and companionable.
-
-About noon that same day, on the tiled terrace of their hotel, he felt a
-sudden dull pain in the back of his head, a queer sensation in the eyes,
-and sickness. The sun had touched him too affectionately. The next three
-days were passed in semi-darkness, and a dulled, aching indifference to
-all except the feel of ice on his forehead and his mother's smile. She
-never moved from his room, never relaxed her noiseless vigilance, which
-seemed to Jon angelic. But there were moments when he was extremely
-sorry for himself, and wished terribly that Fleur could see him. Several
-times he took a poignant imaginary leave of her and of the earth, tears
-oozing out of his eyes. He even prepared the message he would send to
-her by his mother--who would regret to her dying day that she had ever
-sought to separate them--his poor mother! He was not slow, however, in
-perceiving that he had now his excuse for going home.
-
-Toward half-past six each evening came a "gasgacha" of bells--a cascade
-of tumbling chimes, mounting from the city below and falling back chime
-on chime. After listening to them on the fourth day he said suddenly:
-
-"I'd like to be back in England, Mum, the sun's too hot."
-
-"Very well, darling. As soon as you're fit to travel" And at once he
-felt better, and--meaner.
-
-They had been out five weeks when they turned toward home. Jon's head
-was restored to its pristine clarity, but he was confined to a hat lined
-by his mother with many layers of orange and green silk and he still
-walked from choice in the shade. As the long struggle of discretion
-between them drew to its close, he wondered more and more whether she
-could see his eagerness to get back to that which she had brought him
-away from. Condemned by Spanish Providence to spend a day in Madrid
-between their trains, it was but natural to go again to the Prado. Jon
-was elaborately casual this time before his Goya girl. Now that he was
-going back to her, he could afford a lesser scrutiny. It was his mother
-who lingered before the picture, saying:
-
-"The face and the figure of the girl are exquisite."
-
-Jon heard her uneasily. Did she understand? But he felt once more that
-he was no match for her in self-control and subtlety. She could, in some
-supersensitive way, of which he had not the secret, feel the pulse of his
-thoughts; she knew by instinct what he hoped and feared and wished. It
-made him terribly uncomfortable and guilty, having, beyond most boys, a
-conscience. He wished she would be frank with him, he almost hoped for
-an open struggle. But none came, and steadily, silently, they travelled
-north. Thus did he first learn how much better than men women play a
-waiting game. In Paris they had again to pause for a day. Jon was
-grieved because it lasted two, owing to certain matters in connection
-with a dressmaker; as if his mother, who looked beautiful in anything,
-had any need of dresses! The happiest moment of his travel was that when
-he stepped on to the Folkestone boat.
-
-Standing by the bulwark rail, with her arm in his, she said
-
-"I'm afraid you haven't enjoyed it much, Jon. But you've been very sweet
-to me."
-
-Jon squeezed her arm.
-
-"Oh I yes, I've enjoyed it awfully-except for my head lately."
-
-And now that the end had come, he really had, feeling a sort of glamour
-over the past weeks--a kind of painful pleasure, such as he had tried to
-screw into those lines about the voice in the night crying; a feeling
-such as he had known as a small boy listening avidly to Chopin, yet
-wanting to cry. And he wondered why it was that he couldn't say to her
-quite simply what she had said to him:
-
-"You were very sweet to me." Odd--one never could be nice and natural
-like that! He substituted the words: "I expect we shall be sick."
-
-They were, and reached London somewhat attenuated, having been away six
-weeks and two days, without a single allusion to the subject which had
-hardly ever ceased to occupy their minds.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-FATHERS AND DAUGHTERS
-
-Deprived of his wife and son by the Spanish adventure, Jolyon found the
-solitude at Robin Hill intolerable. A philosopher when he has all that
-he wants is different from a philosopher when he has not. Accustomed,
-however, to the idea, if not to the reality of resignation, he would
-perhaps have faced it out but for his daughter June. He was a "lame
-duck" now, and on her conscience. Having achieved--momentarily--the
-rescue of an etcher in low circumstances, which she happened to have in
-hand, she appeared at Robin Hill a fortnight after Irene and Jon had
-gone. June was living now in a tiny house with a big studio at Chiswick.
-A Forsyte of the best period, so far as the lack of responsibility was
-concerned, she had overcome the difficulty of a reduced income in a
-manner satisfactory to herself and her father. The rent of the Gallery
-off Cork Street which he had bought for her and her increased income tax
-happening to balance, it had been quite simpl--she no longer paid him the
-rent. The Gallery might be expected now at any time, after eighteen years
-of barren usufruct, to pay its way, so that she was sure her father would
-not feel it. Through this device she still had twelve hundred a year,
-and by reducing what she ate, and, in place of two Belgians in a poor
-way, employing one Austrian in a poorer, practically the same surplus for
-the relief of genius. After three days at Robin Hill she carried her
-father back with her to Town. In those three days she had stumbled on
-the secret he had kept for two years, and had instantly decided to cure
-him. She knew, in fact, the very man. He had done wonders with. Paul
-Post--that painter a little in advance of Futurism; and she was impatient
-with her father because his eyebrows would go up, and because he had
-heard of neither. Of course, if he hadn't "faith" he would never get
-well! It was absurd not to have faith in the man who had healed Paul
-Post so that he had only just relapsed, from having overworked, or
-overlived, himself again. The great thing about this healer was that he
-relied on Nature. He had made a special study of the symptoms of
-Nature--when his patient failed in any natural symptom he supplied the
-poison which caused it--and there you were! She was extremely hopeful.
-Her father had clearly not been living a natural life at Robin Hill, and
-she intended to provide the symptoms. He was--she felt--out of touch
-with the times, which was not natural; his heart wanted stimulating. In
-the little Chiswick house she and the Austrian--a grateful soul, so
-devoted to June for rescuing her that she was in danger of decease from
-overwork--stimulated Jolyon in all sorts of ways, preparing him for his
-cure. But they could not keep his eyebrows down; as, for example, when
-the Austrian woke him at eight o'clock just as he was going to sleep, or
-June took The Times away from him, because it was unnatural to read "that
-stuff" when he ought to be taking an interest in "life." He never
-failed, indeed, to be astonished at her resource, especially in the
-evenings. For his benefit, as she declared, though he suspected that she
-also got something out of it, she assembled the Age so far as it was
-satellite to genius; and with some solemnity it would move up and down
-the studio before him in the Fox-trot, and that more mental form of
-dancing--the One-step--which so pulled against the music, that Jolyon's
-eyebrows would be almost lost in his hair from wonder at the strain it
-must impose on the dancer's will-power. Aware that, hung on the line in
-the Water Colour Society, he was a back number to those with any
-pretension to be called artists, he would sit in the darkest corner he
-could find, and wonder about rhythm, on which so long ago he had been
-raised. And when June brought some girl or young man up to him, he would
-rise humbly to their level so far as that was possible, and think: 'Dear
-me! This is very dull for them!' Having his father's perennial sympathy
-with Youth, he used to get very tired from entering into their points of
-view. But it was all stimulating, and he never failed in admiration of
-his daughter's indomitable spirit. Even genius itself attended these
-gatherings now and then, with its nose on one side; and June always
-introduced it to her father. This, she felt, was exceptionally good for
-him, for genius was a natural symptom he had never had--fond as she was
-of him.
-
-Certain as a man can be that she was his own daughter, he often wondered
-whence she got herself--her red-gold hair, now greyed into a special
-colour; her direct, spirited face, so different from his own rather
-folded and subtilised countenance, her little lithe figure, when he and
-most of the Forsytes were tall. And he would dwell on the origin of
-species, and debate whether she might be Danish or Celtic. Celtic, he
-thought, from her pugnacity, and her taste in fillets and djibbahs. It
-was not too much to say that he preferred her to the Age with which she
-was surrounded, youthful though, for the greater part, it was. She took,
-however, too much interest in his teeth, for he still had some of those
-natural symptoms. Her dentist at once found "Staphylococcus aureus
-present in pure culture" (which might cause boils, of course), and wanted
-to take out all the teeth he had and supply him with two complete sets of
-unnatural symptoms. Jolyon's native tenacity was roused, and in the
-studio that evening he developed his objections. He had never had any
-boils, and his own teeth would last his time. Of course--June
-admitted--they would last his time if he didn't have them out! But if he
-had more teeth he would have a better heart and his time would be longer.
-His recalcitrance--she said--was a symptom of his whole attitude; he was
-taking it lying down. He ought to be fighting. When was he going to see
-the man who had cured Paul Post? Jolyon was very sorry, but the fact was
-he was not going to see him. June chafed. Pondridge--she said--the
-healer, was such a fine man, and he had such difficulty in making two
-ends meet, and getting his theories recognised. It was just such
-indifference and prejudice as her father manifested which was keeping him
-back. It would be so splendid for both of them!
-
-"I perceive," said Jolyon, "that you are trying to kill two birds with
-one stone."
-
-"To cure, you mean!" cried June.
-
-"My dear, it's the same thing."
-
-June protested. It was unfair to say that without a trial.
-
-Jolyon thought he might not have the chance, of saying it after.
-
-"Dad!" cried June, "you're hopeless."
-
-"That," said Jolyon, "is a fact, but I wish to remain hopeless as long as
-possible. I shall let sleeping dogs lie, my child. They are quiet at
-present."
-
-"That's not giving science a chance," cried June. "You've no idea how
-devoted Pondridge is. He puts his science before everything."
-
-"Just," replied Jolyon, puffing the mild cigarette to which he was
-reduced, "as Mr. Paul Post puts his art, eh? Art for Art's sake
---Science for the sake of Science. I know those enthusiastic egomaniac
-gentry. They vivisect you without blinking. I'm enough of a Forsyte to
-give them the go-by, June."
-
-"Dad," said June, "if you only knew how old-fashioned that sounds! Nobody
-can afford to be half-hearted nowadays."
-
-"I'm afraid," murmured Jolyon, with his smile, "that's the only natural
-symptom with which Mr. Pondridge need not supply me. We are born to be
-extreme or to be moderate, my dear; though, if you'll forgive my saying
-so, half the people nowadays who believe they're extreme are really very
-moderate. I'm getting on as well as I can expect, and I must leave it at
-that."
-
-June was silent, having experienced in her time the inexorable character
-of her father's amiable obstinacy so far as his own freedom of action was
-concerned.
-
-How he came to let her know why Irene had taken Jon to Spain puzzled
-Jolyon, for he had little confidence in her discretion. After she had
-brooded on the news, it brought a rather sharp discussion, during which
-he perceived to the full the fundamental opposition between her active
-temperament and his wife's passivity. He even gathered that a little
-soreness still remained from that generation-old struggle between them
-over the body of Philip Bosinney, in which the passive had so signally
-triumphed over the active principle.
-
-According to June, it was foolish and even cowardly to hide the past from
-Jon. Sheer opportunism, she called it.
-
-"Which," Jolyon put in mildly, "is the working principle of real life, my
-dear."
-
-"Oh!" cried June, "you don't really defend her for not telling Jon, Dad.
-If it were left to you, you would."
-
-"I might, but simply because I know he must find out, which will be worse
-than if we told him."
-
-"Then why don't you tell him? It's just sleeping dogs again."
-
-"My dear," said Jolyon, "I wouldn't for the world go against Irene's
-instinct. He's her boy."
-
-"Yours too," cried June.
-
-"What is a man's instinct compared with a mother's?"
-
-"Well, I think it's very weak of you."
-
-"I dare say," said Jolyon, "I dare say."
-
-And that was all she got from him; but the matter rankled in her brain.
-She could not bear sleeping dogs. And there stirred in her a tortuous
-impulse to push the matter toward decision. Jon ought to be told, so
-that either his feeling might be nipped in the bud, or, flowering in
-spite of the past, come to fruition. And she determined to see Fleur,
-and judge for herself. When June determined on anything, delicacy became
-a somewhat minor consideration. After all, she was Soames' cousin, and
-they were both interested in pictures. She would go and tell him that he
-ought to buy a Paul Post, or perhaps a piece of sculpture by Boris
-Strumolowski, and of course she would say nothing to her father. She
-went on the following Sunday, looking so determined that she had some
-difficulty in getting a cab at Reading station. The river country was
-lovely in those days of her own month, and June ached at its loveliness.
-She who had passed through this life without knowing what union was had a
-love of natural beauty which was almost madness. And when she came to
-that choice spot where Soames had pitched his tent, she dismissed her
-cab, because, business over, she wanted to revel in the bright water and
-the woods. She appeared at his front door, therefore, as a mere
-pedestrian, and sent in her card. It was in June's character to know
-that when her nerves were fluttering she was doing something worth while.
-If one's nerves did not flutter, she was taking the line of least
-resistance, and knew that nobleness was not obliging her. She was
-conducted to a drawing-room, which, though not in her style, showed every
-mark of fastidious elegance. Thinking, 'Too much taste--too many
-knick-knacks,' she saw in an old lacquer-framed mirror the figure of a
-girl coming in from the verandah. Clothed in white, and holding some
-white roses in her hand, she had, reflected in that silvery-grey pool of
-glass, a vision-like appearance, as if a pretty ghost had come out of the
-green garden.
-
-"How do you do?" said June, turning round. "I'm a cousin of your
-father's."
-
-"Oh, yes; I saw you in that confectioner's."
-
-"With my young stepbrother. Is your father in?"
-
-"He will be directly. He's only gone for a little walk."
-
-June slightly narrowed her blue eyes, and lifted her decided chin.
-
-"Your name's Fleur, isn't it? I've heard of you from Holly. What do you
-think of Jon?"
-
-The girl lifted the roses in her hand, looked at them, and answered
-calmly:
-
-"He's quite a nice boy."
-
-"Not a bit like Holly or me, is he?"
-
-"Not a bit."
-
-'She's cool,' thought June.
-
-And suddenly the girl said: "I wish you'd tell me why our families don't
-get on?"
-
-Confronted with the question she had advised her father to answer, June
-was silent; whether because this girl was trying to get something out of
-her, or simply because what one would do theoretically is not always what
-one will do when it comes to the point.
-
-"You know," said the girl, "the surest way to make people find out the
-worst is to keep them ignorant. My father's told me it was a quarrel
-about property. But I don't believe it; we've both got heaps. They
-wouldn't have been so bourgeois as all that."
-
-June flushed. The word applied to her grandfather and father offended
-her.
-
-"My grandfather," she said, "was very generous, and my father is, too;
-neither of them was in the least bourgeois."
-
-"Well, what was it then?" repeated the girl: Conscious that this young
-Forsyte meant having what she wanted, June at once determined to prevent
-her, and to get something for herself instead.
-
-"Why do you want to know?"
-
-The girl smelled at her roses. "I only want to know because they won't
-tell me."
-
-"Well, it was about property, but there's more than one kind."
-
-"That makes it worse. Now I really must know."
-
-June's small and resolute face quivered. She was wearing a round cap,
-and her hair had fluffed out under it. She looked quite young at that
-moment, rejuvenated by encounter.
-
-"You know," she said, "I saw you drop your handkerchief. Is there
-anything between you and Jon? Because, if so, you'd better drop that
-too."
-
-The girl grew paler, but she smiled.
-
-"If there were, that isn't the way to make me."
-
-At the gallantry of that reply, June held out her hand.
-
-"I like you; but I don't like your father; I never have. We may as well
-be frank."
-
-"Did you come down to tell him that?"
-
-June laughed. "No; I came down to see you."
-
-"How delightful of you."
-
-This girl could fence.
-
-"I'm two and a half times your age," said June, "but I quite sympathize.
-It's horrid not to have one's own way."
-
-The girl smiled again. "I really think you might tell me."
-
-How the child stuck to her point
-
-"It's not my secret. But I'll see what I can do, because I think both
-you and Jon ought to be told. And now I'll say good-bye."
-
-"Won't you wait and see Father?"
-
-June shook her head. "How can I get over to the other side?"
-
-"I'll row you across."
-
-"Look!" said June impulsively, "next time you're in London, come and see
-me. This is where I live. I generally have young people in the evening.
-But I shouldn't tell your father that you're coming."
-
-The girl nodded.
-
-Watching her scull the skiff across, June thought: 'She's awfully pretty
-and well made. I never thought Soames would have a daughter as pretty
-as this. She and Jon would make a lovely couple.
-
-The instinct to couple, starved within herself, was always at work in
-June. She stood watching Fleur row back; the girl took her hand off a
-scull to wave farewell, and June walked languidly on between the meadows
-and the river, with an ache in her heart. Youth to youth, like the
-dragon-flies chasing each other, and love like the sun warming them
-through and through. Her youth! So long ago--when Phil and she--And
-since? Nothing--no one had been quite what she had wanted. And so she
-had missed it all. But what a coil was round those two young things, if
-they really were in love, as Holly would have it--as her father, and
-Irene, and Soames himself seemed to dread. What a coil, and what a
-barrier! And the itch for the future, the contempt, as it were, for what
-was overpast, which forms the active principle, moved in the heart of one
-who ever believed that what one wanted was more important than what other
-people did not want. From the bank, awhile, in the warm summer
-stillness, she watched the water-lily plants and willow leaves, the
-fishes rising; sniffed the scent of grass and meadow-sweet, wondering how
-she could force everybody to be happy. Jon and Fleur! Two little lame
-ducks--charming callow yellow little ducks! A great pity! Surely
-something could be done! One must not take such situations lying down.
-She walked on, and reached a station, hot and cross.
-
-That evening, faithful to the impulse toward direct action, which made
-many people avoid her, she said to her father:
-
-"Dad, I've been down to see young Fleur. I think she's very attractive.
-It's no good hiding our heads under our wings, is it?"
-
-The startled Jolyon set down his barley-water, and began crumbling his
-bread.
-
-"It's what you appear to be doing," he said. "Do you realise whose
-daughter she is?"
-
-"Can't the dead past bury its dead?"
-
-Jolyon rose.
-
-"Certain things can never be buried."
-
-"I disagree," said June. "It's that which stands in the way of all
-happiness and progress. You don't understand the Age, Dad. It's got no
-use for outgrown things. Why do you think it matters so terribly that
-Jon should know about his mother? Who pays any attention to that sort of
-thing now? The marriage laws are just as they were when Soames and Irene
-couldn't get a divorce, and you had to come in. We've moved, and they
-haven't. So nobody cares. Marriage without a decent chance of relief is
-only a sort of slave-owning; people oughtn't to own each other.
-Everybody sees that now. If Irene broke such laws, what does it matter?"
-
-"It's not for me to disagree there," said Jolyon; "but that's all quite
-beside the mark. This is a matter of human feeling."
-
-"Of course it is," cried June, "the human feeling of those two young
-things."
-
-"My dear," said Jolyon with gentle exasperation; "you're talking
-nonsense."
-
-"I'm not. If they prove to be really fond of each other, why should they
-be made unhappy because of the past?"
-
-"You haven't lived that past. I have--through the feelings of my wife;
-through my own nerves and my imagination, as only one who is devoted
-can."
-
-June, too, rose, and began to wander restlessly.
-
-"If," she said suddenly, "she were the daughter of Philip Bosinney, I
-could understand you better. Irene loved him, she never loved Soames."
-
-Jolyon uttered a deep sound-the sort of noise an Italian peasant woman
-utters to her mule. His heart had begun beating furiously, but he paid
-no attention to it, quite carried away by his feelings.
-
-"That shows how little you understand. Neither I nor Jon, if I know him,
-would mind a love-past. It's the brutality of a union without love.
-This girl is the daughter of the man who once owned Jon's mother as a
-negro-slave was owned. You can't lay that ghost; don't try to, June!
-It's asking us to see Jon joined to the flesh and blood of the man who
-possessed Jon's mother against her will. It's no good mincing words; I
-want it clear once for all. And now I mustn't talk any more, or I shall
-have to sit up with this all night." And, putting his hand over his
-heart, Jolyon turned his back on his daughter and stood looking at the
-river Thames.
-
-June, who by nature never saw a hornet's nest until she had put her head
-into it, was seriously alarmed. She came and slipped her arm through
-his. Not convinced that he was right, and she herself wrong, because
-that was not natural to her, she was yet profoundly impressed by the
-obvious fact that the subject was very bad for him. She rubbed her cheek
-against his shoulder, and said nothing.
-
-After taking her elderly cousin across, Fleur did not land at once, but
-pulled in among the reeds, into the sunshine. The peaceful beauty of the
-afternoon seduced for a little one not much given to the vague and
-poetic. In the field beyond the bank where her skiff lay up, a machine
-drawn by a grey horse was turning an early field of hay. She watched the
-grass cascading over and behind the light wheels with fascination--it
-looked so cool and fresh. The click and swish blended with the rustle of
-the willows and the poplars, and the cooing of a wood-pigeon, in a true
-river song. Alongside, in the deep green water, weeds, like yellow
-snakes, were writhing and nosing with the current; pied cattle on the
-farther side stood in the shade lazily swishing their tails. It was an
-afternoon to dream. And she took out Jon's letters--not flowery
-effusions, but haunted in their recital of things seen and done by a
-longing very agreeable to her, and all ending "Your devoted J." Fleur
-was not sentimental, her desires were ever concrete and concentrated, but
-what poetry there was in the daughter of Soames and Annette had certainly
-in those weeks of waiting gathered round her memories of Jon. They all
-belonged to grass and blossom, flowers and running water. She enjoyed
-him in the scents absorbed by her crinkling nose. The stars could
-persuade her that she was standing beside him in the centre of the map of
-Spain; and of an early morning the dewy cobwebs, the hazy sparkle and
-promise of the day down in the garden, were Jon personified to her.
-
-Two white swans came majestically by, while she was reading his letters,
-followed by their brood of six young swans in a line, with just so much
-water between each tail and head, a flotilla of grey destroyers. Fleur
-thrust her letters back, got out her sculls, and pulled up to the
-landing-stage. Crossing the lawn, she wondered whether she should tell
-her father of June's visit. If he learned of it from the butler, he
-might think it odd if she did not. It gave her, too, another chance to
-startle out of him the reason of the feud. She went, therefore, up the
-road to meet him.
-
-Soames had gone to look at a patch of ground on which the Local
-Authorities were proposing to erect a Sanatorium for people with weak
-lungs. Faithful to his native individualism, he took no part in local
-affairs, content to pay the rates which were always going up. He could
-not, however, remain indifferent to this new and dangerous scheme. The
-site was not half a mile from his own house. He was quite of opinion
-that the country should stamp out tuberculosis; but this was not the
-place. It should be done farther away. He took, indeed, an attitude
-common to all true Forsytes, that disability of any sort in other people
-was not his affair, and the State should do its business without
-prejudicing in any way the natural advantages which he had acquired or
-inherited. Francie, the most free-spirited Forsyte of his generation
-(except perhaps that fellow Jolyon) had once asked him in her malicious
-way: "Did you ever see the name Forsyte in a subscription list, Soames?"
-That was as it might be, but a Sanatorium would depreciate the
-neighbourhood, and he should certainly sign the petition which was being
-got up against it. Returning with this decision fresh within him, he saw
-Fleur coming.
-
-She was showing him more affection of late, and the quiet time down here
-with her in this summer weather had been making him feel quite young;
-Annette was always running up to Town for one thing or another, so that
-he had Fleur to himself almost as much as he could wish. To be sure,
-young Mont had formed a habit of appearing on his motor-cycle almost
-every other day. Thank goodness, the young fellow had shaved off his
-half-toothbrushes, and no longer looked like a mountebank! With a girl
-friend of Fleur's who was staying in the house, and a neighbouring youth
-or so, they made two couples after dinner, in the hall, to the music of
-the electric pianola, which performed Fox-trots unassisted, with a
-surprised shine on its expressive surface. Annette, even, now and then
-passed gracefully up and down in the arms of one or other of the young
-men. And Soames, coming to the drawing-room door, would lift his nose a
-little sideways, and watch them, waiting to catch a smile from Fleur;
-then move back to his chair by the drawing-room hearth, to peruse The
-Times or some other collector's price list. To his ever-anxious eyes
-Fleur showed no signs of remembering that caprice of hers.
-
-When she reached him on the dusty road, he slipped his hand within her
-arm.
-
-"Who, do you think, has been to see you, Dad? She couldn't wait! Guess!"
-
-"I never guess," said Soames uneasily. "Who?"
-
-"Your cousin, June Forsyte."
-
-Quite unconsciously Soames gripped her arm. "What did she want?"
-
-"I don't know. But it was rather breaking through the feud, wasn't it?"
-
-"Feud? What feud?"
-
-"The one that exists in your imagination, dear."
-
-Soames dropped her arm. Was she mocking, or trying to draw him on?
-
-"I suppose she wanted me to buy a picture," he said at last.
-
-"I don't think so. Perhaps it was just family affection."
-
-"She's only a first cousin once removed," muttered Soames.
-
-"And the daughter of your enemy."
-
-"What d'you mean by that?"
-
-"I beg your pardon, dear; I thought he was."
-
-"Enemy!" repeated Soames. "It's ancient history. I don't know where you
-get your notions."
-
-"From June Forsyte."
-
-It had come to her as an inspiration that if he thought she knew, or were
-on the edge of knowledge, he would tell her.
-
-Soames was startled, but she had underrated his caution and tenacity.
-
-"If you know," he said coldly, "why do you plague me?"
-
-Fleur saw that she had overreached herself.
-
-"I don't want to plague you, darling. As you say, why want to know more?
-Why want to know anything of that 'small' mystery--Je m'en fiche, as
-Profond says?"
-
-"That chap!" said Soames profoundly.
-
-That chap, indeed, played a considerable, if invisible, part this
-summer--for he had not turned up again. Ever since the Sunday when Fleur
-had drawn attention to him prowling on the lawn, Soames had thought of
-him a good deal, and always in connection with Annette, for no reason,
-except that she was looking handsomer than for some time past. His
-possessive instinct, subtle, less formal, more elastic since the War,
-kept all misgiving underground. As one looks on some American river,
-quiet and pleasant, knowing that an alligator perhaps is lying in the mud
-with his snout just raised and indistinguishable from a snag of wood--so
-Soames looked on the river of his own existence, subconscious of Monsieur
-Profond, refusing to see more than the suspicion of his snout. He had at
-this epoch in his life practically all he wanted, and was as nearly happy
-as his nature would permit. His senses were at rest; his affections
-found all the vent they needed in his daughter; his collection was well
-known, his money well invested; his health excellent, save for a touch of
-liver now and again; he had not yet begun to worry seriously about what
-would happen after death, inclining to think that nothing would happen.
-He resembled one of his own gilt-edged securities, and to knock the gilt
-off by seeing anything he could avoid seeing would be, he felt
-instinctively, perverse and retrogressive. Those two crumpled
-rose-leaves, Fleur's caprice and Monsieur Profond's snout, would level
-away if he lay on them industriously.
-
-That evening Chance, which visits the lives of even the best-invested
-Forsytes, put a clue into Fleur's hands. Her father came down to dinner
-without a handkerchief, and had occasion to blow his nose.
-
-"I'll get you one, dear," she had said, and ran upstairs. In the sachet
-where she sought for it--an old sachet of very faded silk--there were
-two compartments: one held handkerchiefs; the other was buttoned, and
-contained something flat and hard. By some childish impulse Fleur
-unbuttoned it. There was a frame and in it a photograph of herself as a
-little girl. She gazed at it, fascinated, as one is by one's own
-presentment. It slipped under her fidgeting thumb, and she saw that
-another photograph was behind. She pressed her own down further, and
-perceived a face, which she seemed to know, of a young woman, very
-good-looking, in a very old style of evening dress. Slipping her own
-photograph up over it again, she took out a handkerchief and went down.
-Only on the stairs did she identify that face. Surely--surely Jon's
-mother! The conviction came as a shock. And she stood still in a flurry
-of thought. Why, of course! Jon's father had married the woman her
-father had wanted to marry, had cheated him out of her, perhaps. Then,
-afraid of showing by her manner that she had lighted on his secret, she
-refused to think further, and, shaking out the silk handkerchief, entered
-the dining-room.
-
-"I chose the softest, Father."
-
-"H'm!" said Soames; "I only use those after a cold. Never mind!"
-
-That evening passed for Fleur in putting two and two together; recalling
-the look on her father's face in the confectioner's shop--a look strange
-and coldly intimate, a queer look. He must have loved that woman very
-much to have kept her photograph all this time, in spite of having lost
-her. Unsparing and matter-of-fact, her mind darted to his relations with
-her own mother. Had he ever really loved her? She thought not. Jon was
-the son of the woman he had really loved. Surely, then, he ought not to
-mind his daughter loving him; it only wanted getting used to. And a sigh
-of sheer relief was caught in the folds of her nightgown slipping over
-her head.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-MEETINGS
-
-Youth only recognises Age by fits and starts. Jon, for one, had never
-really seen his father's age till he came back from Spain. The face of
-the fourth Jolyon, worn by waiting, gave him quite a shock--it looked so
-wan and old. His father's mask had been forced awry by the emotion of
-the meeting, so that the boy suddenly realised how much he must have felt
-their absence. He summoned to his aid the thought: 'Well, I didn't want
-to go!' It was out of date for Youth to defer to Age. But Jon was by no
-means typically modern. His father had always been "so jolly" to him,
-and to feel that one meant to begin again at once the conduct which his
-father had suffered six weeks' loneliness to cure was not agreeable.
-
-At the question, "Well, old man, how did the great Goya strike you?" his
-conscience pricked him badly. The great Goya only existed because he had
-created a face which resembled Fleur's.
-
-On the night of their return, he went to bed full of compunction; but
-awoke full of anticipation. It was only the fifth of July, and no
-meeting was fixed with Fleur until the ninth. He was to have three days
-at home before going back to farm. Somehow he must contrive to see her!
-
-In the lives of men an inexorable rhythm, caused by the need for
-trousers, not even the fondest parents can deny. On the second day,
-therefore, Jon went to Town, and having satisfied his conscience by
-ordering what was indispensable in Conduit Street, turned his face toward
-Piccadilly. Stratton Street, where her Club was, adjoined Devonshire
-House. It would be the merest chance that she should be at her Club.
-But he dawdled down Bond Street with a beating heart, noticing the
-superiority of all other young men to himself. They wore their clothes
-with such an air; they had assurance; they were old. He was suddenly
-overwhelmed by the conviction that Fleur must have forgotten him.
-Absorbed in his own feeling for her all these weeks, he had mislaid that
-possibility. The corners of his mouth drooped, his hands felt clammy.
-Fleur with the pick of youth at the beck of her smile-Fleur incomparable!
-It was an evil moment. Jon, however, had a great idea that one must be
-able to face anything. And he braced himself with that dour refection in
-front of a bric-a-brac shop. At this high-water mark of what was once
-the London season, there was nothing to mark it out from any other except
-a grey top hat or two, and the sun. Jon moved on, and turning the corner
-into Piccadilly, ran into Val Dartie moving toward the Iseeum Club, to
-which he had just been elected.
-
-"Hallo! young man! Where are you off to?"
-
-Jon gushed. "I've just been to my tailor's."
-
-Val looked him up and down. "That's good! I'm going in here to order
-some cigarettes; then come and have some lunch."
-
-Jon thanked him. He might get news of her from Val!
-
-The condition of England, that nightmare of its Press and Public men, was
-seen in different perspective within the tobacconist's which they now
-entered.
-
-"Yes, sir; precisely the cigarette I used to supply your father with.
-Bless me! Mr. Montague Dartie was a customer here from--let me see--the
-year Melton won the Derby. One of my very best customers he was." A
-faint smile illumined the tobacconist's face. "Many's the tip he's given
-me, to be sure! I suppose he took a couple of hundred of these every
-week, year in, year out, and never changed his cigarette. Very affable
-gentleman, brought me a lot of custom. I was sorry he met with that
-accident. One misses an old customer like him."
-
-Val smiled. His father's decease had closed an account which had been
-running longer, probably, than any other; and in a ring of smoke puffed
-out from that time-honoured cigarette he seemed to see again his father's
-face, dark, good-looking, moustachioed, a little puffy, in the only halo
-it had earned. His father had his fame here, anyway--a man who smoked
-two hundred cigarettes a week, who could give tips, and run accounts for
-ever! To his tobacconist a hero! Even that was some distinction to
-inherit!
-
-"I pay cash," he said; "how much?"
-
-"To his son, sir, and cash--ten and six. I shall never forget Mr.
-Montague Dartie. I've known him stand talkin' to me half an hour. We
-don't get many like him now, with everybody in such a hurry. The War was
-bad for manners, sir--it was bad for manners. You were in it, I see."
-
-"No," said Val, tapping his knee, "I got this in the war before. Saved my
-life, I expect. Do you want any cigarettes, Jon?"
-
-Rather ashamed, Jon murmured, "I don't smoke, you know," and saw the
-tobacconist's lips twisted, as if uncertain whether to say "Good God!" or
-"Now's your chance, sir!"
-
-"That's right," said Val; "keep off it while you can. You'll want it
-when you take a knock. This is really the same tobacco, then?"
-
-"Identical, sir; a little dearer, that's all. Wonderful staying
-power--the British Empire, I always say."
-
-"Send me down a hundred a week to this address, and invoice it monthly.
-Come on, Jon."
-
-Jon entered the Iseeum with curiosity. Except to lunch now and then at
-the Hotch-Potch with his father, he had never been in a London Club. The
-Iseeum, comfortable and unpretentious, did not move, could not, so long
-as George Forsyte sat on its Committee, where his culinary acumen was
-almost the controlling force. The Club had made a stand against the
-newly rich, and it had taken all George Forsyte's prestige, and praise of
-him as a "good sportsman," to bring in Prosper Profond.
-
-The two were lunching together when the half-brothers-in-law entered the
-dining-room, and attracted by George's forefinger, sat down at their
-table, Val with his shrewd eyes and charming smile, Jon with solemn lips
-and an attractive shyness in his glance. There was an air of privilege
-around that corner table, as though past masters were eating there. Jon
-was fascinated by the hypnotic atmosphere. The waiter, lean in the chaps,
-pervaded with such free-masonical deference. He seemed to hang on George
-Forsyte's lips, to watch the gloat in his eye with a kind of sympathy, to
-follow the movements of the heavy club-marked silver fondly. His
-liveried arm and confidential voice alarmed Jon, they came so secretly
-over his shoulder.
-
-Except for George's "Your grandfather tipped me once; he was a deuced
-good judge of a cigar!" neither he nor the other past master took any
-notice of him, and he was grateful for this. The talk was all about the
-breeding, points, and prices of horses, and he listened to it vaguely at
-first, wondering how it was possible to retain so much knowledge in a
-head. He could not take his eyes off the dark past master--what he said
-was so deliberate and discouraging--such heavy, queer, smiled-out words.
-Jon was thinking of butterflies, when he heard him say:
-
-"I want to see Mr. Soames Forsyde take an interest in 'orses."
-
-"Old Soames! He's too dry a file!"
-
-With all his might Jon tried not to grow red, while the dark past master
-went on.
-
-"His daughter's an attractive small girl. Mr. Soames Forsyde is a bit
-old-fashioned. I want to see him have a pleasure some day." George
-Forsyte grinned.
-
-"Don't you worry; he's not so miserable as he looks. He'll never show
-he's enjoying anything--they might try and take it from him. Old Soames!
-Once bit, twice shy!"
-
-"Well, Jon," said Val, hastily, "if you've finished, we'll go and have
-coffee."
-
-"Who were those?" Jon asked, on the stairs. "I didn't quite---"
-
-"Old George Forsyte is a first cousin of your father's and of my Uncle
-Soames. He's always been here. The other chap, Profond, is a queer
-fish. I think he's hanging round Soames' wife, if you ask me!"
-
-Jon looked at him, startled. "But that's awful," he said: "I mean--for
-Fleur."
-
-"Don't suppose Fleur cares very much; she's very up-to-date."
-
-"Her mother!"
-
-"You're very green, Jon."
-
-Jon grew red. "Mothers," he stammered angrily, "are different."
-
-"You're right," said Val suddenly; "but things aren't what they were when
-I was your age. There's a 'To-morrow we die' feeling. That's what old
-George meant about my Uncle Soames. He doesn't mean to die to-morrow."
-
-Jon said, quickly: "What's the matter between him and my father?"
-
-"Stable secret, Jon. Take my advice, and bottle up. You'll do no good
-by knowing. Have a liqueur?"
-
-Jon shook his head.
-
-"I hate the way people keep things from one," he muttered, "and then
-sneer at one for being green."
-
-"Well, you can ask Holly. If she won't tell you, you'll believe it's for
-your own good, I suppose."
-
-Jon got up. "I must go now; thanks awfully for the lunch."
-
-Val smiled up at him half-sorry, and yet amused. The boy looked so
-upset.
-
-"All right! See you on Friday."
-
-"I don't know," murmured Jon.
-
-And he did not. This conspiracy of silence made him desperate. It was
-humiliating to be treated like a child! He retraced his moody steps to
-Stratton Street. But he would go to her Club now, and find out the
-worst! To his enquiry the reply was that Miss Forsyte was not in the
-Club. She might be in perhaps later. She was often in on Monday--they
-could not say. Jon said he would call again, and, crossing into the
-Green Park, flung himself down under a tree. The sun was bright, and a
-breeze fluttered the leaves of the young lime-tree beneath which he lay;
-but his heart ached. Such darkness seemed gathered round his happiness.
-He heard Big Ben chime "Three" above the traffic. The sound moved
-something in him, and, taking out a piece of paper, he began to scribble
-on it with a pencil. He had jotted a stanza, and was searching the grass
-for another verse, when something hard touched his shoulder-a green
-parasol. There above him stood Fleur!
-
-"They told me you'd been, and were coming back. So I thought you might
-be out here; and you are--it's rather wonderful!"
-
-"Oh, Fleur! I thought you'd have forgotten me."
-
-"When I told you that I shouldn't!"
-
-Jon seized her arm.
-
-"It's too much luck! Let's get away from this side." He almost dragged
-her on through that too thoughtfully regulated Park, to find some cover
-where they could sit and hold each other's hands.
-
-"Hasn't anybody cut in?" he said, gazing round at her lashes, in suspense
-above her cheeks.
-
-"There is a young idiot, but he doesn't count."
-
-Jon felt a twitch of compassion for the-young idiot.
-
-"You know I've had sunstroke; I didn't tell you."
-
-"Really! Was it interesting?"
-
-"No. Mother was an angel. Has anything happened to you?"
-
-"Nothing. Except that I think I've found out what's wrong between our
-families, Jon."
-
-His heart began beating very fast.
-
-"I believe my father wanted to marry your mother, and your father got her
-instead."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"I came on a photo of her; it was in a frame behind a photo of me. Of
-course, if he was very fond of her, that would have made him pretty mad,
-wouldn't it?"
-
-Jon thought for a minute. "Not if she loved my father best."
-
-"But suppose they were engaged?"
-
-"If we were engaged, and you found you loved somebody better, I might go
-cracked, but I shouldn't grudge it you."
-
-"I should. You mustn't ever do that with me, Jon.
-
-"My God! Not much!"
-
-"I don't believe that he's ever really cared for my mother."
-
-Jon was silent. Val's words--the two past masters in the Club!
-
-"You see, we don't know," went on Fleur; "it may have been a great shock.
-She may have behaved badly to him. People do."
-
-"My mother wouldn't."
-
-Fleur shrugged her shoulders. "I don't think we know much about our
-fathers and mothers. We just see them in the light of the way they treat
-us; but they've treated other people, you know, before we were
-born-plenty, I expect. You see, they're both old. Look at your father,
-with three separate families!"
-
-"Isn't there any place," cried Jon, "in all this beastly London where we
-can be alone?"
-
-"Only a taxi."
-
-"Let's get one, then."
-
-When they were installed, Fleur asked suddenly: "Are you going back to
-Robin Hill? I should like to see where you live, Jon. I'm staying with
-my aunt for the night, but I could get back in time for dinner. I
-wouldn't come to the house, of course."
-
-Jon gazed at her enraptured.
-
-"Splendid! I can show it you from the copse, we shan't meet anybody.
-There's a train at four."
-
-The god of property and his Forsytes great and small, leisured, official,
-commercial, or professional, like the working classes, still worked their
-seven hours a day, so that those two of the fourth generation travelled
-down to Robin Hill in an empty first-class carriage, dusty and
-sun-warmed, of that too early train. They travelled in blissful silence,
-holding each other's hands.
-
-At the station they saw no one except porters, and a villager or two
-unknown to Jon, and walked out up the lane, which smelled of dust and
-honeysuckle.
-
-For Jon--sure of her now, and without separation before him--it was a
-miraculous dawdle, more wonderful than those on the Downs, or along the
-river Thames. It was love-in-a-mist--one of those illumined pages of
-Life, where every word and smile, and every light touch they gave each
-other were as little gold and red and blue butterflies and flowers and
-birds scrolled in among the text--a happy communing, without
-afterthought, which lasted thirty-seven minutes. They reached the
-coppice at the milking hour. Jon would not take her as far as the
-farmyard; only to where she could see the field leading up to the
-gardens, and the house beyond. They turned in among the larches, and
-suddenly, at the winding of the path, came on Irene, sitting on an old
-log seat.
-
-There are various kinds of shocks: to the vertebrae; to the nerves; to
-moral sensibility; and, more potent and permanent, to personal dignity.
-This last was the shock Jon received, coming thus on his mother. He
-became suddenly conscious that he was doing an indelicate thing. To have
-brought Fleur down openly--yes! But to sneak her in like this! Consumed
-with shame, he put on a front as brazen as his nature would permit.
-
-Fleur was smiling, a little defiantly; his mother's startled face was
-changing quickly to the impersonal and gracious. It was she who uttered
-the first words:
-
-"I'm very glad to see you. It was nice of Jon to think of bringing you
-down to us."
-
-"We weren't coming to the house," Jon blurted out. "I just wanted Fleur
-to see where I lived."
-
-His mother said quietly:
-
-"Won't you come up and have tea?"
-
-Feeling that he had but aggravated his breach of breeding, he heard Fleur
-answer:
-
-"Thanks very much; I have to get back to dinner. I met Jon by accident,
-and we thought it would be rather jolly just to see his home."
-
-How self-possessed she was!
-
-"Of course; but you must have tea. We'll send you down to the station.
-My husband will enjoy seeing you."
-
-The expression of his mother's eyes, resting on him for a moment, cast
-Jon down level with the ground--a true worm. Then she led on, and Fleur
-followed her. He felt like a child, trailing after those two, who were
-talking so easily about Spain and Wansdon, and the house up there beyond
-the trees and the grassy slope. He watched the fencing of their eyes,
-taking each other in--the two beings he loved most in the world.
-
-He could see his father sitting under the oaktree; and suffered in
-advance all the loss of caste he must go through in the eyes of that
-tranquil figure, with his knees crossed, thin, old, and elegant; already
-he could feel the faint irony which would come into his voice and smile.
-
-"This is Fleur Forsyte, Jolyon; Jon brought her down to see the house.
-Let's have tea at once--she has to catch a train. Jon, tell them, dear,
-and telephone to the Dragon for a car."
-
-To leave her alone with them was strange, and yet, as no doubt his mother
-had foreseen, the least of evils at the moment; so he ran up into the
-house. Now he would not see Fleur alone again--not for a minute, and
-they had arranged no further meeting! When he returned under cover of
-the maids and teapots, there was not a trace of awkwardness beneath the
-tree; it was all within himself, but not the less for that. They were
-talking of the Gallery off Cork Street.
-
-"We back numbers," his father was saying, "are awfully anxious to find
-out why we can't appreciate the new stuff; you and Jon must tell us."
-
-"It's supposed to be satiric, isn't it?" said Fleur.
-
-He saw his father's smile.
-
-"Satiric? Oh! I think it's more than that. What do you say, Jon?"
-
-"I don't know at all," stammered Jon. His father's face had a sudden
-grimness.
-
-"The young are tired of us, our gods and our ideals. Off with their
-heads, they say--smash their idols! And let's get back to-nothing! And,
-by Jove, they've done it! Jon's a poet. He'll be going in, too, and
-stamping on what's left of us. Property, beauty, sentiment--all smoke.
-We mustn't own anything nowadays, not even our feelings. They stand in
-the way of--Nothing."
-
-Jon listened, bewildered, almost outraged by his father's words, behind
-which he felt a meaning that he could not reach. He didn't want to stamp
-on anything!
-
-"Nothing's the god of to-day," continued Jolyon; "we're back where the
-Russians were sixty years ago, when they started Nihilism."
-
-"No, Dad," cried Jon suddenly, "we only want to live, and we don't know
-how, because of the Past--that's all!"
-
-"By George!" said Jolyon, "that's profound, Jon. Is it your own? The
-Past! Old ownerships, old passions, and their aftermath. Let's have
-cigarettes."
-
-Conscious that his mother had lifted her hand to her lips, quickly, as if
-to hush something, Jon handed the cigarettes. He lighted his father's
-and Fleur's, then one for himself. Had he taken the knock that Val had
-spoken of? The smoke was blue when he had not puffed, grey when he had;
-he liked the sensation in his nose, and the sense of equality it gave
-him. He was glad no one said: "So you've begun!" He felt less young.
-
-Fleur looked at her watch, and rose. His mother went with her into the
-house. Jon stayed with his father, puffing at the cigarette.
-
-"See her into the car, old man," said Jolyon; "and when she's gone, ask
-your mother to come back to me."
-
-Jon went. He waited in the hall. He saw her into the car. There was no
-chance for any word; hardly for a pressure of the hand. He waited all
-that evening for something to be said to him. Nothing was said. Nothing
-might have happened. He went up to bed, and in the mirror on his
-dressing-table met himself. He did not speak, nor did the image; but
-both looked as if they thought the more.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-IN GREEN STREET
-
-Uncertain whether the impression that Prosper Profond was dangerous
-should be traced to his attempt to give Val the Mayfly filly; to a remark
-of Fleur's: "He's like the hosts of Midian--he prowls and prowls around";
-to his preposterous inquiry of Jack Cardigan: "What's the use of keepin'
-fit?" or, more simply, to the fact that he was a foreigner, or alien as
-it was now called. Certain, that Annette was looking particularly
-handsome, and that Soames--had sold him a Gauguin and then torn up the
-cheque, so that Monsieur Profond himself had said: "I didn't get that
-small picture I bought from Mr. Forsyde."
-
-However suspiciously regarded, he still frequented Winifred's evergreen
-little house in Green Street, with a good-natured obtuseness which no one
-mistook for naiv ete, a word hardly applicable to Monsieur Prosper
-Profond. Winifred still found him "amusing," and would write him little
-notes saying: "Come and have a 'jolly' with us"--it was breath of life to
-her to keep up with the phrases of the day.
-
-The mystery, with which all felt him to be surrounded, was due to his
-having done, seen, heard, and known everything, and found nothing in
-it--which was unnatural. The English type of disillusionment was
-familiar enough to Winifred, who had always moved in fashionable circles.
-It gave a certain cachet or distinction, so that one got something out of
-it. But to see nothing in anything, not as a pose, but because there was
-nothing in anything, was not English; and that which was not English one
-could not help secretly feeling dangerous, if not precisely bad form. It
-was like having the mood which the War had left, seated--dark, heavy,
-smiling, indifferent--in your Empire chair; it was like listening to that
-mood talking through thick pink lips above a little diabolic beard. It
-was, as Jack Cardigan expressed it--for the English character at
-large--"a bit too thick"--for if nothing was really worth getting
-excited about, there were always games, and one could make it so! Even
-Winifred, ever a Forsyte at heart, felt that there was nothing to be had
-out of such a mood of disillusionment, so that it really ought not to be
-there. Monsieur Profond, in fact, made the mood too plain in a country
-which decently veiled such realities.
-
-When Fleur, after her hurried return from Robin Hill, came down to dinner
-that evening, the mood was standing at the window of Winifred's little
-drawing-room, looking out into Green Street, with an air of seeing
-nothing in it. And Fleur gazed promptly into the fireplace with an air
-of seeing a fire which was not there.
-
-Monsieur Profond came from the window. He was in full fig, with a white
-waistcoat and a white flower in his buttonhole.
-
-"Well, Miss Forsyde," he said, "I'm awful pleased to see you. Mr.
-Forsyde well? I was sayin' to-day I want to see him have some pleasure.
-He worries."
-
-"You think so?" said Fleur shortly.
-
-"Worries," repeated Monsieur Profond, burring the r's.
-
-Fleur spun round. "Shall I tell you," she said, "what would give him
-pleasure?" But the words, "To hear that you had cleared out," died at
-the expression on his face. All his fine white teeth were showing.
-
-"I was hearin' at the Club to-day about his old trouble." Fleur opened
-her eyes. "What do you mean?"
-
-Monsieur Profond moved his sleek head as if to minimize his statement.
-
-"Before you were born," he said; "that small business."
-
-Though conscious that he had cleverly diverted her from his own share in
-her father's worry, Fleur was unable to withstand a rush of nervous
-curiosity. "Tell me what you heard."
-
-"Why!" murmured Monsieur Profond, "you know all that."
-
-"I expect I do. But I should like to know that you haven't heard it all
-wrong."
-
-"His first wife," murmured Monsieur Profond.
-
-Choking back the words, "He was never married before," she said: "Well,
-what about her?"
-
-"Mr. George Forsyde was tellin' me about your father's first wife
-marryin' his cousin Jolyon afterward. It was a small bit unpleasant, I
-should think. I saw their boy--nice boy!"
-
-Fleur looked up. Monsieur Profond was swimming, heavily diabolical,
-before her. That--the reason! With the most heroic effort of her life
-so far, she managed to arrest that swimming figure. She could not tell
-whether he had noticed. And just then Winifred came in.
-
-"Oh! here you both are already; Imogen and I have had the most amusing
-afternoon at the Babies' bazaar."
-
-"What babies?" said Fleur mechanically.
-
-"The 'Save the Babies.' I got such a bargain, my dear. A piece of old
-Armenian work--from before the Flood. I want your opinion on it,
-Prosper."
-
-"Auntie," whispered Fleur suddenly.
-
-At the tone in the girl's voice Winifred closed in on her.'
-
-"What's the matter? Aren't you well?"
-
-Monsieur Profond had withdrawn into the window, where he was practically
-out of hearing.
-
-"Auntie, he-he told me that father has been married before. Is it true
-that he divorced her, and she married Jon Forsyte's father?"
-
-Never in all the life of the mother of four little Darties had Winifred
-felt more seriously embarrassed. Her niece's face was so pale, her eyes
-so dark, her voice so whispery and strained.
-
-"Your father didn't wish you to hear," she said, with all the aplomb she
-could muster. "These things will happen. I've often told him he ought
-to let you know."
-
-"Oh!" said Fleur, and that was all, but it made Winifred pat her
-shoulder--a firm little shoulder, nice and white! She never could help
-an appraising eye and touch in the matter of her niece, who would have to
-be married, of course--though not to that boy Jon.
-
-"We've forgotten all about it years and years ago," she said comfortably.
-"Come and have dinner!"
-
-"No, Auntie. I don't feel very well. May I go upstairs?"
-
-"My dear!" murmured Winifred, concerned, "you're not taking this to
-heart? Why, you haven't properly come out yet! That boy's a child!"
-
-"What boy? I've only got a headache. But I can't stand that man
-to-night."
-
-"Well, well," said Winifred, "go and lie down. I'll send you some
-bromide, and I shall talk to Prosper Profond. What business had he to
-gossip? Though I must say I think it's much better you should know."
-
-Fleur smiled. "Yes," she said, and slipped from the room.
-
-She went up with her head whirling, a dry sensation in her throat, a
-guttered frightened feeling in her breast. Never in her life as yet had
-she suffered from even momentary fear that she would not get what she had
-set her heart on. The sensations of the afternoon had been full and
-poignant, and this gruesome discovery coming on the top of them had
-really made her head ache. No wonder her father had hidden that
-photograph, so secretly behind her own-ashamed of having kept it! But
-could he hate Jon's mother and yet keep her photograph? She pressed her
-hands over her forehead, trying to see things clearly. Had they told
-Jon--had her visit to Robin Hill forced them to tell him? Everything now
-turned on that! She knew, they all knew, except--perhaps--Jon!
-
-She walked up and down, biting her lip and thinking desperately hard. Jon
-loved his mother. If they had told him, what would he do? She could not
-tell. But if they had not told him, should she not--could she not get
-him for herself--get married to him, before he knew? She searched her
-memories of Robin Hill. His mother's face so passive--with its dark
-eyes and as if powdered hair, its reserve, its smile--baffled her; and
-his father's--kindly, sunken, ironic. Instinctively she felt they would
-shrink from telling Jon, even now, shrink from hurting him--for of course
-it would hurt him awfully to know!
-
-Her aunt must be made not to tell her father that she knew. So long as
-neither she herself nor Jon were supposed to know, there was still a
-chance--freedom to cover one's tracks, and get what her heart was set on.
-But she was almost overwhelmed by her isolation. Every one's hand was
-against her--every one's! It was as Jon had said--he and she just wanted
-to live and the past was in their way, a past they hadn't shared in, and
-didn't understand! Oh! What a shame! And suddenly she thought of June.
-Would she help them? For somehow June had left on her the impression
-that she would be sympathetic with their love, impatient of obstacle.
-Then, instinctively, she thought: 'I won't give anything away, though,
-even to her. I daren't. I mean to have Jon; against them all.'
-
-Soup was brought up to her, and one of Winifred's pet headache cachets.
-She swallowed both. Then Winifred herself appeared. Fleur opened her
-campaign with the words:
-
-"You know, Auntie, I do wish people wouldn't think I'm in love with that
-boy. Why, I've hardly seen him!"
-
-Winifred, though experienced, was not "fine." She accepted the remark
-with considerable relief. Of course, it was not pleasant for the girl to
-hear of the family scandal, and she set herself to minimise the matter, a
-task for which she was eminently qualified, "raised" fashionably under a
-comfortable mother and a father whose nerves might not be shaken, and for
-many years the wife of Montague Dartie. Her description was a
-masterpiece of understatement. Fleur's father's first wife had been very
-foolish. There had been a young man who had got run over, and she had
-left Fleur's father. Then, years after, when it might all have
-come--right again, she had taken up with their cousin Jolyon; and, of
-course, her father had been obliged to have a divorce. Nobody remembered
-anything of it now, except just the family. And, perhaps, it had all
-turned out for the best; her father had Fleur; and Jolyon and Irene had
-been quite happy, they said, and their boy was a nice boy. "Val having
-Holly, too, is a sort of plaster, don't you know?" With these soothing
-words, Winifred patted her niece's shoulder; thought: 'She's a nice,
-plump little thing!' and went back to Prosper Profond, who, in spite of
-his indiscretion, was very "amusing" this evening.
-
-For some minutes after her aunt had gone Fleur remained under influence
-of bromide material and spiritual. But then reality came back. Her aunt
-had left out all that mattered--all the feeling, the hate, the love, the
-unforgivingness of passionate hearts. She, who knew so little of life,
-and had touched only the fringe of love, was yet aware by instinct that
-words have as little relation to fact and feeling as coin to the bread it
-buys. 'Poor Father!' she thought. 'Poor me! Poor Jon! But I don't
-care, I mean to have him!' From the window of her darkened room she saw
-"that man" issue from the door below and "prowl" away. If he and her
-mother--how would that affect her chance? Surely it must make her father
-cling to her more closely, so that he would consent in the end to
-anything she wanted, or become reconciled the sooner to what she did
-without his knowledge.
-
-She took some earth from the flower-box in the window, and with all her
-might flung it after that disappearing figure. It fell short, but the
-action did her good.
-
-And a little puff of air came up from Green Street, smelling of petrol,
-not sweet.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-PURELY FORSYTE AFFAIRS
-
-Soames, coming up to the City, with the intention of calling in at Green
-Street at the end of his day and taking Fleur back home with him,
-suffered from rumination. Sleeping partner that he was, he seldom
-visited the City now, but he still had a room of his own at Cuthcott,
-Kingson and Forsyte's, and one special clerk and a half assigned to the
-management of purely Forsyte affairs. They were somewhat in flux just
-now--an auspicious moment for the disposal of house property. And Soames
-was unloading the estates of his father and Uncle Roger, and to some
-extent of his Uncle Nicholas. His shrewd and matter-of-course probity in
-all money concerns had made him something of an autocrat in connection
-with these trusts. If Soames thought this or thought that, one had
-better save oneself the bother of thinking too. He guaranteed, as it
-were, irresponsibility to numerous Forsytes of the third and fourth
-generations. His fellow trustees, such as his cousins Roger or Nicholas,
-his cousins-in-law Tweetyman and Spender, or his sister Cicely's husband,
-all trusted him; he signed first, and where he signed first they signed
-after, and nobody was a penny the worse. Just now they were all a good
-many pennies the better, and Soames was beginning to see the close of
-certain trusts, except for distribution of the income from securities as
-gilt-edged as was compatible with the period.
-
-Passing the more feverish parts of the City toward the most perfect
-backwater in London, he ruminated. Money was extraordinarily tight; and
-morality extraordinarily loose! The War had done it. Banks were not
-lending; people breaking contracts all over the place. There was a
-feeling in the air and a look on faces that he did not like. The country
-seemed in for a spell of gambling and bankruptcies. There was
-satisfaction in the thought that neither he nor his trusts had an
-investment which could be affected by anything less maniacal than
-national repudiation or a levy on capital. If Soames had faith, it was
-in what he called "English common sense"--or the power to have things, if
-not one way then another. He might--like his father James before
-him--say he didn't know what things were coming to, but he never in his
-heart believed they were. If it rested with him, they wouldn't--and,
-after all, he was only an Englishman like any other, so quietly tenacious
-of what he had that he knew he would never really part with it without
-something more or less equivalent in exchange. His mind was essentially
-equilibristic in material matters, and his way of putting the national
-situation difficult to refute in a world composed of human beings. Take
-his own case, for example! He was well off. Did that do anybody harm?
-He did not eat ten meals a day; he ate no more than, perhaps not so much
-as, a poor man. He spent no money on vice; breathed no more air, used no
-more water to speak of than the mechanic or the porter. He certainly had
-pretty things about him, but they had given employment in the making, and
-somebody must use them. He bought pictures, but Art must be encouraged.
-He was, in fact, an accidental channel through which money flowed,
-employing labour. What was there objectionable in that? In his charge
-money was in quicker and more useful flux than it would be in charge of
-the State and a lot of slow-fly money-sucking officials. And as to what
-he saved each year--it was just as much in flux as what he didn't save,
-going into Water Board or Council Stocks, or something sound and useful.
-The State paid him no salary for being trustee of his own or other
-people's money he did all that for nothing. Therein lay the whole case
-against nationalisation--owners of private property were unpaid, and yet
-had every incentive to quicken up the flux. Under nationalisation--just
-the opposite! In a country smarting from officialism he felt that he had
-a strong case.
-
-It particularly annoyed him, entering that backwater of perfect peace, to
-think that a lot of unscrupulous Trusts and Combinations had been
-cornering the market in goods of all kinds, and keeping prices at an
-artificial height. Such abusers of the individualistic system were the
-ruffians who caused all the trouble, and it was some satisfaction to see
-them getting into a stew at fast lest the whole thing might come down
-with a run--and land them in the soup.
-
-The offices of Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte occupied the ground and
-first floors of a house on the right-hand side; and, ascending to his
-room, Soames thought: 'Time we had a coat of paint.'
-
-His old clerk Gradman was seated, where he always was, at a huge bureau
-with countless pigeonholes. Half-the-clerk stood beside him, with a
-broker's note recording investment of the proceeds from sale of the
-Bryanston Square house, in Roger Forsyte's estate. Soames took it, and
-said:
-
-"Vancouver City Stock. H'm. It's down today!"
-
-With a sort of grating ingratiation old Gradman answered him:
-
-"Ye-es; but everything's down, Mr. Soames." And half-the-clerk withdrew.
-
-Soames skewered the document on to a number of other papers and hung up
-his hat.
-
-"I want to look at my Will and Marriage Settlement, Gradman."
-
-Old Gradman, moving to the limit of his swivel chair, drew out two drafts
-from the bottom lefthand drawer. Recovering his body, he raised his
-grizzle-haired face, very red from stooping.
-
-"Copies, Sir."
-
-Soames took them. It struck him suddenly how like Gradman was to the
-stout brindled yard dog they had been wont to keep on his chain at The
-Shelter, till one day Fleur had come and insisted it should be let loose,
-so that it had at once bitten the cook and been destroyed. If you let
-Gradman off his chain, would he bite the cook?
-
-Checking this frivolous fancy, Soames unfolded his Marriage Settlement.
-He had not looked at it for over eighteen years, not since he remade his
-Will when his father died and Fleur was born. He wanted to see whether
-the words "during coverture" were in. Yes, they were--odd expression,
-when you thought of it, and derived perhaps from horse-breeding!
-Interest on fifteen thousand pounds (which he paid her without deducting
-income tax) so long as she remained his wife, and afterward during
-widowhood "dum casta"--old-fashioned and rather pointed words, put in to
-insure the conduct of Fleur's mother. His Will made it up to an annuity
-of a thousand under the same conditions. All right! He returned the
-copies to Gradman, who took them without looking up, swung the chair,
-restored the papers to their drawer, and went on casting up.
-
-"Gradman! I don't like the condition of the country; there are a lot of
-people about without any common sense. I want to find a way by which I
-can safeguard Miss Fleur against anything which might arise."
-
-Gradman wrote the figure "2" on his blotting-paper.
-
-"Ye-es," he said; "there's a nahsty spirit."
-
-"The ordinary restraint against anticipation doesn't meet the case."
-
-"Nao," said Gradman.
-
-"Suppose those Labour fellows come in, or worse! It's these people with
-fixed ideas who are the danger. Look at Ireland!"
-
-"Ah!" said Gradman.
-
-"Suppose I were to make a settlement on her at once with myself as
-beneficiary for life, they couldn't take anything but the interest from
-me, unless of course they alter the law."
-
-Gradman moved his head and smiled.
-
-"Ah!" he said, "they wouldn't do tha-at!"
-
-"I don't know," muttered Soames; "I don't trust them."
-
-"It'll take two years, sir, to be valid against death duties."
-
-Soames sniffed. Two years! He was only sixty-five!
-
-"That's not the point. Draw a form of settlement that passes all my
-property to Miss Fleur's children in equal shares, with antecedent
-life-interests first to myself and then to her without power of
-anticipation, and add a clause that in the event of anything happening to
-divert her life-interest, that interest passes to the trustees, to apply
-for her benefit, in their absolute discretion."
-
-Gradman grated: "Rather extreme at your age, sir; you lose control."
-
-"That's my business," said Soames sharply.
-
-Gradman wrote on a piece of paper: "Life-interest--anticipation--divert
-interest--absolute discretion...." and said:
-
-"What trustees? There's young Mr. Kingson; he's a nice steady young
-fellow."
-
-"Yes, he might do for one. I must have three. There isn't a Forsyte now
-who appeals to me."
-
-"Not young Mr. Nicholas? He's at the Bar. We've given 'im briefs."
-
-"He'll never set the Thames on fire," said Soames.
-
-A smile oozed out on Gradman's face, greasy from countless mutton-chops,
-the smile of a man who sits all day.
-
-"You can't expect it, at his age, Mr. Soames."
-
-"Why? What is he? Forty?"
-
-"Ye-es, quite a young fellow."
-
-"Well, put him in; but I want somebody who'll take a personal interest.
-There's no one that I can see."
-
-"What about Mr. Valerius, now he's come home?"
-
-"Val Dartie? With that father?"
-
-"We-ell," murmured Gradman, "he's been dead seven years--the Statute runs
-against him."
-
-"No," said Soames. "I don't like the connection." He rose. Gradman
-said suddenly:
-
-"If they were makin' a levy on capital, they could come on the trustees,
-sir. So there you'd be just the same. I'd think it over, if I were
-you."
-
-"That's true," said Soames. "I will. What have you done about that
-dilapidation notice in Vere Street?"
-
-"I 'aven't served it yet. The party's very old. She won't want to go
-out at her age."
-
-"I don't know. This spirit of unrest touches every one."
-
-"Still, I'm lookin' at things broadly, sir. She's eighty-one."
-
-"Better serve it," said Soames, "and see what she says. Oh! and Mr.
-Timothy? Is everything in order in case of--"
-
-"I've got the inventory of his estate all ready; had the furniture and
-pictures valued so that we know what reserves to put on. I shall be
-sorry when he goes, though. Dear me! It is a time since I first saw Mr.
-Timothy!"
-
-"We can't live for ever," said Soames, taking down his hat.
-
-"Nao," said Gradman; "but it'll be a pity--the last of the old family!
-Shall I take up the matter of that nuisance in Old Compton Street? Those
-organs--they're nahsty things."
-
-"Do. I must call for Miss Fleur and catch the four o'clock. Good-day,
-Gradman."
-
-"Good-day, Mr. Soames. I hope Miss Fleur--"
-
-"Well enough, but gads about too much."
-
-"Ye-es," grated Gradman; "she's young."
-
-Soames went out, musing: "Old Gradman! If he were younger I'd put him in
-the trust. There's nobody I can depend on to take a real interest."
-
-Leaving the bilious and mathematical exactitude, the preposterous peace
-of that backwater, he thought suddenly: 'During coverture! Why can't
-they exclude fellows like Profond, instead of a lot of hard-working
-Germans?' and was surprised at the depth of uneasiness which could
-provoke so unpatriotic a thought. But there it was! One never got a
-moment of real peace. There was always something at the back of
-everything! And he made his way toward Green Street.
-
-Two hours later by his watch, Thomas Gradman, stirring in his swivel
-chair, closed the last drawer of his bureau, and putting into his
-waistcoat pocket a bunch of keys so fat that they gave him a protuberance
-on the liver side, brushed his old top hat round with his sleeve, took
-his umbrella, and descended. Thick, short, and buttoned closely into his
-old frock coat, he walked toward Covent Garden market. He never missed
-that daily promenade to the Tube for Highgate, and seldom some critical
-transaction on the way in connection with vegetables and fruit.
-Generations might be born, and hats might change, wars be fought, and
-Forsytes fade away, but Thomas Gradman, faithful and grey, would take his
-daily walk and buy his daily vegetable. Times were not what they were,
-and his son had lost a leg, and they never gave him those nice little
-plaited baskets to carry the stuff in now, and these Tubes were
-convenient things--still he mustn't complain; his health was good
-considering his time of life, and after fifty-four years in the Law he
-was getting a round eight hundred a year and a little worried of late,
-because it was mostly collector's commission on the rents, and with all
-this conversion of Forsyte property going on, it looked like drying up,
-and the price of living still so high; but it was no good worrying--" The
-good God made us all"--as he was in the habit of saying; still, house
-property in London--he didn't know what Mr. Roger or Mr. James would say
-if they could see it being sold like this--seemed to show a lack of
-faith; but Mr. Soames--he worried. Life and lives in being and
-twenty-one years after--beyond that you couldn't go; still, he kept his
-health wonderfully--and Miss Fleur was a pretty little thing--she was;
-she'd marry; but lots of people had no children nowadays--he had had his
-first child at twenty-two; and Mr. Jolyon, married while he was at
-Cambridge, had his child the same year--gracious Peter! That was back
-in '69, a long time before old Mr. Jolyon--fine judge of property--had
-taken his Will away from Mr. James--dear, yes! Those were the days when
-they were buyin' property right and left, and none of this khaki and
-fallin' over one another to get out of things; and cucumbers at twopence;
-and a melon--the old melons, that made your mouth water! Fifty years
-since he went into Mr. James' office, and Mr. James had said to him:
-"Now, Gradman, you're only a shaver--you pay attention, and you'll make
-your five hundred a year before you've done." And he had, and feared
-God, and served the Forsytes, and kept a vegetable diet at night. And,
-buying a copy of John Bull--not that he approved of it, an extravagant
-affair--he entered the Tube elevator with his mere brown-paper parcel,
-and was borne down into the bowels of the earth.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-SOAMES' PRIVATE LIFE
-
-On his way to Green Street it occurred to Soames that he ought to go into
-Dumetrius' in Suffolk Street about the possibility of the Bolderby Old
-Crome. Almost worth while to have fought the war to have the Bolderby
-Old Crome, as it were, in flux! Old Bolderby had died, his son and
-grandson had been killed--a cousin was coming into the estate, who meant
-to sell it, some said because of the condition of England, others said
-because he had asthma.
-
-If Dumetrius once got hold of it the price would become prohibitive; it
-was necessary for Soames to find out whether Dumetrius had got it, before
-he tried to get it himself. He therefore confined himself to discussing
-with Dumetrius whether Monticellis would come again now that it was the
-fashion for a picture to be anything except a picture; and the future of
-Johns, with a side-slip into Buxton Knights. It was only when leaving
-that he added: "So they're not selling the Bolderby Old Crome, after
-all?" In sheer pride of racial superiority, as he had calculated would
-be the case, Dumetrius replied:
-
-"Oh! I shall get it, Mr. Forsyte, sir!"
-
-The flutter of his eyelid fortified Soames in a resolution to write
-direct to the new Bolderby, suggesting that the only dignified way of
-dealing with an Old Crome was to avoid dealers. He therefore said,
-"Well, good-day!" and went, leaving Dumetrius the wiser.
-
-At Green Street he found that Fleur was out and would be all the evening;
-she was staying one more night in London. He cabbed on dejectedly, and
-caught his train.
-
-He reached his house about six o'clock. The air was heavy, midges
-biting, thunder about. Taking his letters he went up to his
-dressing-room to cleanse himself of London.
-
-An uninteresting post. A receipt, a bill for purchases on behalf of
-Fleur. A circular about an exhibition of etchings. A letter beginning:
-
-"SIR, "I feel it my duty..."
-
-That would be an appeal or something unpleasant. He looked at once for
-the signature. There was none! Incredulously he turned the page over and
-examined each corner. Not being a public man, Soames had never yet had
-an anonymous letter, and his first impulse was to tear it up, as a
-dangerous thing; his second to read it, as a thing still more dangerous.
-
-"SIR, "I feel it my duty to inform you that having no interest in the
-matter your lady is carrying on with a foreigner--"
-
-Reaching that word Soames stopped mechanically and examined the postmark.
-So far as he could pierce the impenetrable disguise in which the Post
-Office had wrapped it, there was something with a "sea" at the end and a
-"t" in it. Chelsea? No! Battersea? Perhaps! He read on.
-
-"These foreigners are all the same. Sack the lot. This one meets your
-lady twice a week. I know it of my own knowledge--and to see an
-Englishman put on goes against the grain. You watch it and see if what I
-say isn't true. I shouldn't meddle if it wasn't a dirty foreigner that's
-in it. Yours obedient."
-
-The sensation with which Soames dropped the letter was similar to that he
-would have had entering his bedroom and finding it full of black-beetles.
-The meanness of anonymity gave a shuddering obscenity to the moment. And
-the worst of it was that this shadow had been at the back of his mind
-ever since the Sunday evening when Fleur had pointed down at Prosper
-Profond strolling on the lawn, and said: "Prowling cat!" Had he not in
-connection therewith, this very day, perused his Will and Marriage
-Settlement? And now this anonymous ruffian, with nothing to gain,
-apparently, save the venting of his spite against foreigners, had
-wrenched it out of the obscurity in which he had hoped and wished it
-would remain. To have such knowledge forced on him, at his time of life,
-about Fleur's mother I He picked the letter up from the carpet, tore it
-across, and then, when it hung together by just the fold at the back,
-stopped tearing, and reread it. He was taking at that moment one of the
-decisive resolutions of his life. He would not be forced into another
-scandal. No! However he decided to deal with this matter--and it
-required the most far-sighted and careful consideration he would do
-nothing that might injure Fleur. That resolution taken, his mind answered
-the helm again, and he made his ablutions. His hands trembled as he
-dried them. Scandal he would not have, but something must be done to
-stop this sort of thing! He went into his wife's room and stood looking
-around him. The idea of searching for anything which would incriminate,
-and entitle him to hold a menace over her, did not even come to him.
-There would be nothing--she was much too practical. The idea of having
-her watched had been dismissed before it came--too well he remembered his
-previous experience of that. No! He had nothing but this torn-up letter
-from some anonymous ruffian, whose impudent intrusion into his private
-life he so violently resented. It was repugnant to him to make use of
-it, but he might have to. What a mercy Fleur was not at home to-night!
-A tap on the door broke up his painful cogitations.
-
-"Mr. Michael Mont, sir, is in the drawing-room. Will you see him?"
-
-"No," said Soames; "yes. I'll come down."
-
-Anything that would take his mind off for a few minutes!
-
-Michael Mont in flannels stood on the verandah smoking a cigarette. He
-threw it away as Soames came up, and ran his hand through his hair.
-
-Soames' feeling toward this young man was singular. He was no doubt a
-rackety, irresponsible young fellow according to old standards, yet
-somehow likeable, with his extraordinarily cheerful way of blurting out
-his opinions.
-
-"Come in," he said; "have you had tea?"
-
-Mont came in.
-
-"I thought Fleur would have been back, sir; but I'm glad she isn't. The
-fact is, I--I'm fearfully gone on her; so fearfully gone that I thought
-you'd better know. It's old-fashioned, of course, coming to fathers
-first, but I thought you'd forgive that. I went to my own Dad, and he
-says if I settle down he'll see me through. He rather cottons to the
-idea, in fact. I told him about your Goya."
-
-"Oh!" said Soames, inexpressibly dry. "He rather cottons?"
-
-"Yes, sir; do you?"
-
-Soames smiled faintly.
-
-"You see," resumed Mont, twiddling his straw hat, while his hair, ears,
-eyebrows, all seemed to stand up from excitement, "when you've been
-through the War you can't help being in a hurry."
-
-"To get married; and unmarried afterward," said Soames slowly.
-
-"Not from Fleur, sir. Imagine, if you were me!"
-
-Soames cleared his throat. That way of putting it was forcible enough.
-
-"Fleur's too young," he said.
-
-"Oh! no, sir. We're awfully old nowadays. My Dad seems to me a perfect
-babe; his thinking apparatus hasn't turned a hair. But he's a Baronight,
-of course; that keeps him back."
-
-"Baronight," repeated Soames; "what may that be?"
-
-"Bart, sir. I shall be a Bart some day. But I shall live it down, you
-know."
-
-"Go away and live this down," said Soames.
-
-Young Mont said imploringly: "Oh! no, sir. I simply must hang around, or
-I shouldn't have a dog's chance. You'll let Fleur do what she likes, I
-suppose, anyway. Madame passes me."
-
-"Indeed!" said Soames frigidly.
-
-"You don't really bar me, do you?" and the young man looked so doleful
-that Soames smiled.
-
-"You may think you're very old," he said; "but you strike me as extremely
-young. To rattle ahead of everything is not a proof of maturity."
-
-"All right, sir; I give you our age. But to show you I mean
-business--I've got a job."
-
-"Glad to hear it."
-
-"Joined a publisher; my governor is putting up the stakes."
-
-Soames put his hand over his mouth--he had so very nearly said: "God help
-the publisher!" His grey eyes scrutinised the agitated young man.
-
-"I don't dislike you, Mr. Mont, but Fleur is everything to me:
-Everything--do you understand?"
-
-"Yes, sir, I know; but so she is to me."
-
-"That's as may be. I'm glad you've told me, however. And now I think
-there's nothing more to be said."
-
-"I know it rests with her, sir."
-
-"It will rest with her a long time, I hope."
-
-"You aren't cheering," said Mont suddenly.
-
-"No," said Soames, "my experience of life has not made me anxious to
-couple people in a hurry. Good-night, Mr. Mont. I shan't tell Fleur
-what you've said."
-
-"Oh!" murmured Mont blankly; "I really could knock my brains out for want
-of her. She knows that perfectly well."
-
-"I dare say." And Soames held out his hand. A distracted squeeze, a
-heavy sigh, and soon after sounds from the young man's motor-cycle called
-up visions of flying dust and broken bones.
-
-'The younger generation!' he thought heavily, and went out on to the
-lawn. The gardeners had been mowing, and there was still the smell of
-fresh-cut grass--the thundery air kept all scents close to earth. The sky
-was of a purplish hue--the poplars black. Two or three boats passed on
-the river, scuttling, as it were, for shelter before the storm. 'Three
-days' fine weather,' thought Soames, 'and then a storm!' Where was
-Annette? With that chap, for all he knew--she was a young woman!
-Impressed with the queer charity of that thought, he entered the
-summerhouse and sat down. The fact was--and he admitted it--Fleur was so
-much to him that his wife was very little--very little; French--had never
-been much more than a mistress, and he was getting indifferent to that
-side of things! It was odd how, with all this ingrained care for
-moderation and secure investment, Soames ever put his emotional eggs into
-one basket. First Irene--now Fleur. He was dimly conscious of it,
-sitting there, conscious of its odd dangerousness. It had brought him to
-wreck and scandal once, but now--now it should save him! He cared so
-much for Fleur that he would have no further scandal. If only he could
-get at that anonymous letter-writer, he would teach him not to meddle and
-stir up mud at the bottom of water which he wished should remain
-stagnant!... A distant flash, a low rumble, and large drops of rain
-spattered on the thatch above him. He remained indifferent, tracing a
-pattern with his finger on the dusty surface of a little rustic table.
-Fleur's future! 'I want fair sailing for her,' he thought. 'Nothing else
-matters at my time of life.' A lonely business--life! What you had you
-never could keep to yourself! As you warned one off, you let another in.
-One could make sure of nothing! He reached up and pulled a red rambler
-rose from a cluster which blocked the window. Flowers grew and
-dropped--Nature was a queer thing! The thunder rumbled and crashed,
-travelling east along a river, the paling flashes flicked his eyes; the
-poplar tops showed sharp and dense against the sky, a heavy shower
-rustled and rattled and veiled in the little house wherein he sat,
-indifferent, thinking.
-
-When the storm was over, he left his retreat and went down the wet path
-to the river bank.
-
-Two swans had come, sheltering in among the reeds. He knew the birds
-well, and stood watching the dignity in the curve of those white necks
-and formidable snake-like heads. 'Not dignified--what I have to do!' he
-thought. And yet it must be tackled, lest worse befell. Annette must be
-back by now from wherever she had gone, for it was nearly dinner-time,
-and as the moment for seeing her approached, the difficulty of knowing
-what to say and how to say it had increased. A new and scaring thought
-occurred to him. Suppose she wanted her liberty to marry this fellow!
-Well, if she did, she couldn't have it. He had not married her for that.
-The image of Prosper Profond dawdled before him reassuringly. Not a
-marrying man! No, no! Anger replaced that momentary scare. 'He had
-better not come my way,' he thought. The mongrel represented---! But
-what did Prosper Profond represent? Nothing that mattered surely. And
-yet something real enough in the world--unmorality let off its chain,
-disillusionment on the prowl! That expression Annette had caught from
-him: "Je m'en fiche!" A fatalistic chap! A continental--a
-cosmopolitan--a product of the age! If there were condemnation more
-complete, Soames felt that he did not know it.
-
-The swans had turned their heads, and were looking past him into some
-distance of their own. One of them uttered a little hiss, wagged its
-tail, turned as if answering to a rudder, and swam away. The other
-followed. Their white bodies, their stately necks, passed out of his
-sight, and he went toward the house.
-
-Annette was in the drawing-room, dressed for dinner, and he thought as he
-went up-stairs 'Handsome is as handsome does.' Handsome! Except for
-remarks about the curtains in the drawing-room, and the storm, there was
-practically no conversation during a meal distinguished by exactitude of
-quantity and perfection of quality. Soames drank nothing. He followed
-her into the drawing-room afterward, and found her smoking a cigarette on
-the sofa between the two French windows. She was leaning back, almost
-upright, in a low black frock, with her knees crossed and her blue eyes
-half-closed; grey-blue smoke issued from her red, rather full lips, a
-fillet bound her chestnut hair, she wore the thinnest silk stockings, and
-shoes with very high heels showing off her instep. A fine piece in any
-room! Soames, who held that torn letter in a hand thrust deep into the
-side-pocket of his dinner-jacket, said:
-
-"I'm going to shut the window; the damp's lifting in."
-
-He did so, and stood looking at a David Cox adorning the cream-panelled
-wall close by.
-
-What was she thinking of? He had never understood a woman in his
-life--except Fleur--and Fleur not always! His heart beat fast. But if
-he meant to do it, now was the moment. Turning from the David Cox, he
-took out the torn letter.
-
-"I've had this."
-
-Her eyes widened, stared at him, and hardened.
-
-Soames handed her the letter.
-
-"It's torn, but you can read it." And he turned back to the David Cox--a
-sea-piece, of good tone--but without movement enough. 'I wonder what
-that chap's doing at this moment?' he thought. 'I'll astonish him yet.'
-Out of the corner of his eye he saw Annette holding the letter rigidly;
-her eyes moved from side to side under her darkened lashes and frowning
-darkened eyes. She dropped the letter, gave a little shiver, smiled, and
-said:
-
-"Dirrty!"
-
-"I quite agree," said Soames; "degrading. Is it true?"
-
-A tooth fastened on her red lower lip. "And what if it were?"
-
-She was brazen!
-
-"Is that all you have to say?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Well, speak out!"
-
-"What is the good of talking?"
-
-Soames said icily: "So you admit it?"
-
-"I admit nothing. You are a fool to ask. A man like you should not ask.
-It is dangerous."
-
-Soames made a tour of the room, to subdue his rising anger.
-
-"Do you remember," he said, halting in front of her, "what you were when
-I married you? Working at accounts in a restaurant."
-
-"Do you remember that I was not half your age?"
-
-Soames broke off the hard encounter of their eyes, and went back to the
-David Cox.
-
-"I am not going to bandy words. I require you to give up this
---friendship. I think of the matter entirely as it affects Fleur."
-
-"Ah!--Fleur!"
-
-"Yes," said Soames stubbornly; "Fleur. She is your child as well as
-mine."
-
-"It is kind to admit that!"
-
-"Are you going to do what I say?"
-
-"I refuse to tell you."
-
-"Then I must make you."
-
-Annette smiled.
-
-"No, Soames," she said. "You are helpless. Do not say things that you
-will regret."
-
-Anger swelled the veins on his forehead. He opened his mouth to vent
-that emotion, and could not. Annette went on:
-
-"There shall be no more such letters, I promise you. That is enough."
-
-Soames writhed. He had a sense of being treated like a child by this
-woman who had deserved he did not know what.
-
-"When two people have married, and lived like us, Soames, they had better
-be quiet about each other. There are things one does not drag up into
-the light for people to laugh at. You will be quiet, then; not for my
-sake for your own. You are getting old; I am not, yet. You have made me
-ver-ry practical"
-
-Soames, who had passed through all the sensations of being choked,
-repeated dully:
-
-"I require you to give up this friendship."
-
-"And if I do not?"
-
-"Then--then I will cut you out of my Will."
-
-Somehow it did not seem to meet the case. Annette laughed.
-
-"You will live a long time, Soames."
-
-"You--you are a bad woman," said Soames suddenly.
-
-Annette shrugged her shoulders.
-
-"I do not think so. Living with you has killed things in me, it is true;
-but I am not a bad woman. I am sensible--that is all. And so will you
-be when you have thought it over."
-
-"I shall see this man," said Soames sullenly, "and warn him off."
-
-"Mon cher, you are funny. You do not want me, you have as much of me as
-you want; and you wish the rest of me to be dead. I admit nothing, but I
-am not going to be dead, Soames, at my age; so you had better be quiet, I
-tell you. I myself will make no scandal; none. Now, I am not saying any
-more, whatever you do."
-
-She reached out, took a French novel off a little table, and opened it.
-Soames watched her, silenced by the tumult of his feelings. The thought
-of that man was almost making him want her, and this was a revelation of
-their relationship, startling to one little given to introspective
-philosophy. Without saying another word he went out and up to the
-picture-gallery. This came of marrying a Frenchwoman! And yet, without
-her there would have been no Fleur! She had served her purpose.
-
-'She's right,' he thought; 'I can do nothing. I don't even know that
-there's anything in it.' The instinct of self-preservation warned him to
-batten down his hatches, to smother the fire with want of air. Unless one
-believed there was something in a thing, there wasn't.
-
-That night he went into her room. She received him in the most
-matter-of-fact way, as if there had been no scene between them. And he
-returned to his own room with a curious sense of peace. If one didn't
-choose to see, one needn't. And he did not choose--in future he did not
-choose. There was nothing to be gained by it--nothing! Opening the
-drawer he took from the sachet a handkerchief, and the framed photograph
-of Fleur. When he had looked at it a little he slipped it down, and
-there was that other one--that old one of Irene. An owl hooted while he
-stood in his window gazing at it. The owl hooted, the red climbing roses
-seemed to deepen in colour, there came a scent of lime-blossom. God!
-That had been a different thing! Passion--Memory! Dust!
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-JUNE TAKES A HAND
-
-One who was a sculptor, a Slav, a sometime resident in New York, an
-egoist, and impecunious, was to be found of an evening in June Forsyte's
-studio on the bank of the Thames at Chiswick. On the evening of July 6,
-Boris Strumolowski--several of whose works were on show there because
-they were as yet too advanced to be on show anywhere else--had begun
-well, with that aloof and rather Christ-like silence which admirably
-suited his youthful, round, broad cheek-boned countenance framed in
-bright hair banged like a girl's. June had known him three weeks, and he
-still seemed to her the principal embodiment of genius, and hope of the
-future; a sort of Star of the East which had strayed into an
-unappreciative West. Until that evening he had conversationally confined
-himself to recording his impressions of the United States, whose dust he
-had just shaken from off his feet--a country, in his opinion, so
-barbarous in every way that he had sold practically nothing there, and
-become an object of suspicion to the police; a country, as he said,
-without a race of its own, without liberty, equality, or fraternity,
-without principles, traditions, taste, without--in a word--a soul. He
-had left it for his own good, and come to the only other country where he
-could live well. June had dwelt unhappily on him in her lonely moments,
-standing before his creations--frightening, but powerful and symbolic
-once they had been explained! That he, haloed by bright hair like an
-early Italian painting, and absorbed in his genius to the exclusion of
-all else--the only sign of course by which real genius could be
-told--should still be a "lame duck" agitated her warm heart almost to the
-exclusion of Paul Post. And she had begun to take steps to clear her
-Gallery, in order to fill it with Strumolowski masterpieces. She had at
-once encountered trouble. Paul Post had kicked; Vospovitch had stung.
-With all the emphasis of a genius which she did not as yet deny them,
-they had demanded another six weeks at least of her Gallery. The
-American stream, still flowing in, would soon be flowing out. The
-American stream was their right, their only hope, their salvation--since
-nobody in this "beastly" country cared for Art. June had yielded to the
-demonstration. After all Boris would not mind their having the full
-benefit of an American stream, which he himself so violently despised.
-
-This evening she had put that to Boris with nobody else present, except
-Hannah Hobdey, the mediaeval black-and-whitist, and Jimmy Portugal,
-editor of the Neo-Artist. She had put it to him with that sudden
-confidence which continual contact with the neo-artistic world had never
-been able to dry up in her warm and generous nature. He had not broken
-his Christ-like silence, however, for more than two minutes before she
-began to move her blue eyes from side to side, as a cat moves its tail.
-This--he said--was characteristic of England, the most selfish country in
-the world; the country which sucked the blood of other countries;
-destroyed the brains and hearts of Irishmen, Hindus, Egyptians, Boers,
-and Burmese, all the best races in the world; bullying, hypocritical
-England! This was what he had expected, coming to, such a country, where
-the climate was all fog, and the people all tradesmen perfectly blind to
-Art, and sunk in profiteering and the grossest materialism. Conscious
-that Hannah Hobdey was murmuring, "Hear, hear!" and Jimmy Portugal
-sniggering, June grew crimson, and suddenly rapped out:
-
-"Then why did you ever come? We didn't ask you."
-
-The remark was so singularly at variance with all she had led him to
-expect from her, that Strumolowski stretched out his hand and took a
-cigarette.
-
-"England never wants an idealist," he said.
-
-But in June something primitively English was thoroughly upset; old
-Jolyon's sense of justice had risen, as it were, from bed. "You come and
-sponge on us," she said, "and then abuse us. If you think that's playing
-the game, I don't."
-
-She now discovered that which others had discovered before her--the
-thickness of hide beneath which the sensibility of genius is sometimes
-veiled. Strumolowski's young and ingenuous face became the incarnation
-of a sneer.
-
-"Sponge, one does not sponge, one takes what is owing--a tenth part of
-what is owing. You will repent to say that, Miss Forsyte."
-
-"Oh, no," said June, "I shan't."
-
-"Ah! We know very well, we artists--you take us to get what you can out
-of us. I want nothing from you"--and he blew out a cloud of June's
-smoke.
-
-Decision rose in an icy puff from the turmoil of insulted shame within
-her. "Very well, then, you can take your things away."
-
-And, almost in the same moment, she thought: 'Poor boy! He's only got a
-garret, and probably not a taxi fare. In front of these people, too;
-it's positively disgusting!'
-
-Young Strumolowski shook his head violently; his hair, thick, smooth,
-close as a golden plate, did not fall off.
-
-"I can live on nothing," he said shrilly; "I have often had to for the
-sake of my Art. It is you bourgeois who force us to spend money."
-
-The words hit June like a pebble, in the ribs. After all she had done
-for Art, all her identification with its troubles and lame ducks. She
-was struggling for adequate words when the door was opened, and her
-Austrian murmured:
-
-"A young lady, gnadiges Fraulein."
-
-"Where?"
-
-"In the little meal-room."
-
-With a glance at Boris Strumolowski, at Hannah Hobdey, at Jimmy Portugal,
-June said nothing, and went out, devoid of equanimity. Entering the
-"little meal-room," she perceived the young lady to be Fleur--looking
-very pretty, if pale. At this disenchanted moment a little lame duck of
-her own breed was welcome to June, so homoeopathic by instinct.
-
-The girl must have come, of course, because of Jon; or, if not, at least
-to get something out of her. And June felt just then that to assist
-somebody was the only bearable thing.
-
-"So you've remembered to come," she said.
-
-"Yes. What a jolly little duck of a house! But please don't let me
-bother you, if you've got people."
-
-"Not at all," said June. "I want to let them stew in their own juice for
-a bit. Have you come about Jon?"
-
-"You said you thought we ought to be told. Well, I've found out."
-
-"Oh!" said June blankly. "Not nice, is it?"
-
-They were standing one on each side of the little bare table at which
-June took her meals. A vase on it was full of Iceland poppies; the girl
-raised her hand and touched them with a gloved finger. To her
-new-fangled dress, frilly about the hips and tight below the knees, June
-took a sudden liking--a charming colour, flax-blue.
-
-'She makes a picture,' thought June. Her little room, with its
-whitewashed walls, its floor and hearth of old pink brick, its black
-paint, and latticed window athwart which the last of the sunlight was
-shining, had never looked so charming, set off by this young figure, with
-the creamy, slightly frowning face. She remembered with sudden vividness
-how nice she herself had looked in those old days when her heart was set
-on Philip Bosinney, that dead lover, who had broken from her to destroy
-for ever Irene's allegiance to this girl's father. Did Fleur know of
-that, too?
-
-"Well," she said, "what are you going to do?"
-
-It was some seconds before Fleur answered.
-
-"I don't want Jon to suffer. I must see him once more to put an end to
-it."
-
-"You're going to put an end to it!"
-
-"What else is there to do?"
-
-The girl seemed to June, suddenly, intolerably spiritless.
-
-"I suppose you're right," she muttered. "I know my father thinks so;
-but--I should never have done it myself. I can't take things lying
-down."
-
-How poised and watchful that girl looked; how unemotional her voice
-sounded!
-
-"People will assume that I'm in love."
-
-"Well, aren't you?"
-
-Fleur shrugged her shoulders. 'I might have known it,' thought June;
-'she's Soames' daughter--fish! And yet--he!'
-
-"What do you want me to do then?" she said with a sort of disgust.
-
-"Could I see Jon here to-morrow on his way down to Holly's? He'd come if
-you sent him a line to-night. And perhaps afterward you'd let them know
-quietly at Robin Hill that it's all over, and that they needn't tell Jon
-about his mother."
-
-"All right!" said June abruptly. "I'll write now, and you can post it.
-Half-past two tomorrow. I shan't be in, myself."
-
-She sat down at the tiny bureau which filled one corner. When she looked
-round with the finished note Fleur was still touching the poppies with
-her gloved finger.
-
-June licked a stamp. "Well, here it is. If you're not in love, of
-course, there's no more to be said. Jon's lucky."
-
-Fleur took the note. "Thanks awfully!"
-
-'Cold-blooded little baggage!' thought June. Jon, son of her father, to
-love, and not to be loved by the daughter of--Soames! It was
-humiliating!
-
-"Is that all?"
-
-Fleur nodded; her frills shook and trembled as she swayed toward the
-door.
-
-"Good-bye!"
-
-"Good-bye!... Little piece of fashion!" muttered June, closing the door.
-"That family!" And she marched back toward her studio. Boris
-Strumolowski had regained his Christ-like silence and Jimmy Portugal was
-damning everybody, except the group in whose behalf he ran the
-Neo-Artist. Among the condemned were Eric Cobbley, and several other
-"lame-duck" genii who at one time or another had held first place in the
-repertoire of June's aid and adoration. She experienced a sense of
-futility and disgust, and went to the window to let the river-wind blow
-those squeaky words away.
-
-But when at length Jimmy Portugal had finished, and gone with Hannah
-Hobdey, she sat down and mothered young Strumolowski for half an hour,
-promising him a month, at least, of the American stream; so that he went
-away with his halo in perfect order. 'In spite of all,' June thought,
-'Boris is wonderful'
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-THE BIT BETWEEN THE TEETH
-
-To know that your hand is against every one's is--for some natures--to
-experience a sense of moral release. Fleur felt no remorse when she left
-June's house. Reading condemnatory resentment in her little kinswoman's
-blue eyes-she was glad that she had fooled her, despising June because
-that elderly idealist had not seen what she was after.
-
-End it, forsooth! She would soon show them all that she was only just
-beginning. And she smiled to herself on the top of the bus which carried
-her back to Mayfair. But the smile died, squeezed out by spasms of
-anticipation and anxiety. Would she be able to manage Jon? She had
-taken the bit between her teeth, but could she make him take it too? She
-knew the truth and the real danger of delay--he knew neither; therein lay
-all the difference in the world.
-
-'Suppose I tell him,' she thought; 'wouldn't it really be safer?' This
-hideous luck had no right to spoil their love; he must see that! They
-could not let it! People always accepted an accomplished fact in time!
-From that piece of philosophy--profound enough at her age--she passed to
-another consideration less philosophic. If she persuaded Jon to a quick
-and secret marriage, and he found out afterward that she had known the
-truth. What then? Jon hated subterfuge. Again, then, would it not be
-better to tell him? But the memory of his mother's face kept intruding
-on that impulse. Fleur was afraid. His mother had power over him; more
-power perhaps than she herself. Who could tell? It was too great a
-risk. Deep-sunk in these instinctive calculations she was carried on past
-Green Street as far as the Ritz Hotel. She got down there, and walked
-back on the Green Park side. The storm had washed every tree; they still
-dripped. Heavy drops fell on to her frills, and to avoid them she
-crossed over under the eyes of the Iseeum Club. Chancing to look up she
-saw Monsieur Profond with a tall stout man in the bay window. Turning
-into Green Street she heard her name called, and saw "that prowler"
-coming up. He took off his hat--a glossy "bowler" such as she
-particularly detested.
-
-"Good evenin'! Miss Forsyde. Isn't there a small thing I can do for
-you?"
-
-"Yes, pass by on the other side."
-
-"I say! Why do you dislike me?"
-
-"Do I?"
-
-"It looks like it."
-
-"Well, then, because you make me feel life isn't worth living."
-
-Monsieur Profond smiled.
-
-"Look here, Miss Forsyde, don't worry. It'll be all right. Nothing
-lasts."
-
-"Things do last," cried Fleur; "with me anyhow--especially likes and
-dislikes."
-
-"Well, that makes me a bit un'appy."
-
-"I should have thought nothing could ever make you happy or unhappy."
-
-"I don't like to annoy other people. I'm goin' on my yacht."
-
-Fleur looked at him, startled.
-
-"Where?"
-
-"Small voyage to the South Seas or somewhere," said Monsieur Profond.
-
-Fleur suffered relief and a sense of insult. Clearly he meant to convey
-that he was breaking with her mother. How dared he have anything to
-break, and yet how dared he break it?
-
-"Good-night, Miss Forsyde! Remember me to Mrs. Dartie. I'm not so bad
-really. Good-night!" Fleur left him standing there with his hat raised.
-Stealing a look round, she saw him stroll--immaculate and heavy--back
-toward his Club.
-
-'He can't even love with conviction,' she thought. 'What will Mother
-do?'
-
-Her dreams that night were endless and uneasy; she rose heavy and
-unrested, and went at once to the study of Whitaker's Almanac. A Forsyte
-is instinctively aware that facts are the real crux of any situation.
-She might conquer Jon's prejudice, but without exact machinery to
-complete their desperate resolve, nothing would happen. From the
-invaluable tome she learned that they must each be twenty-one; or some
-one's consent would be necessary, which of course was unobtainable; then
-she became lost in directions concerning licenses, certificates, notices,
-districts, coming finally to the word "perjury." But that was nonsense!
-Who would really mind their giving wrong ages in order to be married for
-love! She ate hardly any breakfast, and went back to Whitaker. The more
-she studied the less sure she became; till, idly turning the pages, she
-came to Scotland. People could be married there without any of this
-nonsense. She had only to go and stay there twenty-one days, then Jon
-could come, and in front of two people they could declare themselves
-married. And what was more--they would be! It was far the best way; and
-at once she ran over her schoolfellows. There was Mary Lambe who lived
-in Edinburgh and was "quite a sport!"
-
-She had a brother too. She could stay with Mary Lambe, who with her
-brother would serve for witnesses. She well knew that some girls would
-think all this unnecessary, and that all she and Jon need do was to go
-away together for a weekend and then say to their people: "We are married
-by Nature, we must now be married by Law." But Fleur was Forsyte enough
-to feel such a proceeding dubious, and to dread her father's face when he
-heard of it. Besides, she did not believe that Jon would do it; he had
-an opinion of her such as she could not bear to diminish. No! Mary
-Lambe was preferable, and it was just the time of year to go to Scotland.
-More at ease now she packed, avoided her aunt, and took a bus to
-Chiswick. She was too early, and went on to Kew Gardens. She found no
-peace among its flower-beds, labelled trees, and broad green spaces, and
-having lunched off anchovy-paste sandwiches and coffee, returned to
-Chiswick and rang June's bell. The Austrian admitted her to the "little
-meal-room." Now that she knew what she and Jon were up against, her
-longing for him had increased tenfold, as if he were a toy with sharp
-edges or dangerous paint such as they had tried to take from her as a
-child. If she could not have her way, and get Jon for good and all, she
-felt like dying of privation. By hook or crook she must and would get
-him! A round dim mirror of very old glass hung over the pink brick
-hearth. She stood looking at herself reflected in it, pale, and rather
-dark under the eyes; little shudders kept passing through her nerves.
-Then she heard the bell ring, and, stealing to the window, saw him
-standing on the doorstep smoothing his hair and lips, as if he too were
-trying to subdue the fluttering of his nerves.
-
-She was sitting on one of the two rush-seated chairs, with her back to
-the door, when he came in, and she said at once--
-
-"Sit down, Jon, I want to talk seriously."
-
-Jon sat on the table by her side, and without looking at him she went on:
-
-"If you don't want to lose me, we must get married."
-
-Jon gasped.
-
-"Why? Is there anything new?"
-
-"No, but I felt it at Robin Hill, and among my people."
-
-"But--" stammered Jon, "at Robin Hill--it was all smooth--and they've
-said nothing to me."
-
-"But they mean to stop us. Your mother's face was enough. And my
-father's."
-
-"Have you seen him since?"
-
-Fleur nodded. What mattered a few supplementary lies?
-
-"But," said Jon eagerly, "I can't see how they can feel like that after
-all these years."
-
-Fleur looked up at him.
-
-"Perhaps you don't love me enough." "Not love you enough! Why--!"
-
-"Then make sure of me."
-
-"Without telling them?"
-
-"Not till after."
-
-Jon was silent. How much older he looked than on that day, barely two
-months ago, when she first saw him--quite two years older!
-
-"It would hurt Mother awfully," he said.
-
-Fleur drew her hand away.
-
-"You've got to choose."
-
-Jon slid off the table on to his knees.
-
-"But why not tell them? They can't really stop us, Fleur!"
-
-"They can! I tell you, they can."
-
-"How?"
-
-"We're utterly dependent--by putting money pressure, and all sorts of
-other pressure. I'm not patient, Jon."
-
-"But it's deceiving them."
-
-Fleur got up.
-
-"You can't really love me, or you wouldn't hesitate. 'He either fears
-his fate too much!'"
-
-Lifting his hands to her waist, Jon forced her to sit down again. She
-hurried on:
-
-"I've planned it all out. We've only to go to Scotland. When we're
-married they'll soon come round. People always come round to facts.
-Don't you see, Jon?"
-
-"But to hurt them so awfully!"
-
-So he would rather hurt her than those people of his! "All right, then;
-let me go!"
-
-Jon got up and put his back against the door.
-
-"I expect you're right," he said slowly; "but I want to think it over."
-
-She could see that he was seething with feelings he wanted to express;
-but she did not mean to help him. She hated herself at this moment and
-almost hated him. Why had she to do all the work to secure their love?
-It wasn't fair. And then she saw his eyes, adoring and distressed.
-
-"Don't look like that! I only don't want to lose you, Jon."
-
-"You can't lose me so long as you want me."
-
-"Oh, yes, I can."
-
-Jon put his hands on her shoulders.
-
-"Fleur, do you know anything you haven't told me?"
-
-It was the point-blank question she had dreaded. She looked straight at
-him, and answered: "No." She had burnt her boats; but what did it
-matter, if she got him? He would forgive her. And throwing her arms
-round his neck, she kissed him on the lips. She was winning! She felt
-it in the beating of his heart against her, in the closing of his eyes.
-"I want to make sure! I want to make sure!" she whispered. "Promise!"
-
-Jon did not answer. His face had the stillness of extreme trouble. At
-last he said:
-
-"It's like hitting them. I must think a little, Fleur. I really must."
-
-Fleur slipped out of his arms.
-
-"Oh! Very well!" And suddenly she burst into tears of disappointment,
-shame, and overstrain. Followed five minutes of acute misery. Jon's
-remorse and tenderness knew no bounds; but he did not promise. Despite
-her will to cry, "Very well, then, if you don't love me enough-goodbye!"
-she dared not. From birth accustomed to her own way, this check from one
-so young, so tender, so devoted, baffled and surprised her. She wanted
-to push him away from her, to try what anger and coldness would do, and
-again she dared not. The knowledge that she was scheming to rush him
-blindfold into the irrevocable weakened everything--weakened the
-sincerity of pique, and the sincerity of passion; even her kisses had not
-the lure she wished for them. That stormy little meeting ended
-inconclusively.
-
-"Will you some tea, gnadiges Fraulein?"
-
-Pushing Jon from her, she cried out:
-
-"No-no, thank you! I'm just going."
-
-And before he could prevent her she was gone.
-
-She went stealthily, mopping her gushed, stained cheeks, frightened,
-angry, very miserable. She had stirred Jon up so fearfully, yet nothing
-definite was promised or arranged! But the more uncertain and hazardous
-the future, the more "the will to have" worked its tentacles into the
-flesh of her heart--like some burrowing tick!
-
-No one was at Green Street. Winifred had gone with Imogen to see a play
-which some said was allegorical, and others "very exciting, don't you
-know." It was because of what others said that Winifred and Imogen had
-gone. Fleur went on to Paddington. Through the carriage the air from
-the brick-kilns of West Drayton and the late hayfields fanned her still
-gushed cheeks. Flowers had seemed to be had for the picking; now they
-were all thorned and prickled. But the golden flower within the crown of
-spikes seemed to her tenacious spirit all the fairer and more desirable.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-THE FAT IN THE FIRE
-
-On reaching home Fleur found an atmosphere so peculiar that it penetrated
-even the perplexed aura of her own private life. Her mother was
-inaccessibly entrenched in a brown study; her father contemplating fate
-in the vinery. Neither of them had a word to throw to a dog. 'Is it
-because of me?' thought Fleur. 'Or because of Profond?' To her mother
-she said:
-
-"What's the matter with Father?"
-
-Her mother answered with a shrug of her shoulders.
-
-To her father:
-
-"What's the matter with Mother?"
-
-Her father answered:
-
-"Matter? What should be the matter?" and gave her a sharp look.
-
-"By the way," murmured Fleur, "Monsieur Profond is going a 'small' voyage
-on his yacht, to the South Seas."
-
-Soames examined a branch on which no grapes were growing.
-
-"This vine's a failure," he said. "I've had young Mont here. He asked
-me something about you."
-
-"Oh! How do you like him, Father?"
-
-"He--he's a product--like all these young people."
-
-"What were you at his age, dear?"
-
-Soames smiled grimly.
-
-"We went to work, and didn't play about--flying and motoring, and making
-love."
-
-"Didn't you ever make love?"
-
-She avoided looking at him while she said that, but she saw him well
-enough. His pale face had reddened, his eyebrows, where darkness was
-still mingled with the grey, had come close together.
-
-"I had no time or inclination to philander."
-
-"Perhaps you had a grand passion."
-
-Soames looked at her intently.
-
-"Yes--if you want to know--and much good it did me." He moved away,
-along by the hot-water pipes. Fleur tiptoed silently after him.
-
-"Tell me about it, Father!"
-
-Soames became very still.
-
-"What should you want to know about such things, at your age?"
-
-"Is she alive?"
-
-He nodded.
-
-"And married?" Yes."
-
-"It's Jon Forsyte's mother, isn't it? And she was your wife first."
-
-It was said in a flash of intuition. Surely his opposition came from his
-anxiety that she should not know of that old wound to his pride. But she
-was startled. To see some one so old and calm wince as if struck, to
-hear so sharp a note of pain in his voice!
-
-"Who told you that? If your aunt! I can't bear the affair talked of."
-
-"But, darling," said Fleur, softly, "it's so long ago."
-
-"Long ago or not, I...."
-
-Fleur stood stroking his arm.
-
-"I've tried to forget," he said suddenly; "I don't wish to be reminded."
-And then, as if venting some long and secret irritation, he added: "In
-these days people don't understand. Grand passion, indeed! No one knows
-what it is."
-
-"I do," said Fleur, almost in a whisper.
-
-Soames, who had turned his back on her, spun round.
-
-"What are you talking of--a child like you!"
-
-"Perhaps I've inherited it, Father."
-
-"What?"
-
-"For her son, you see."
-
-He was pale as a sheet, and she knew that she was as bad. They stood
-staring at each other in the steamy heat, redolent of the mushy scent of
-earth, of potted geranium, and of vines coming along fast.
-
-"This is crazy," said Soames at last, between dry lips.
-
-Scarcely moving her own, she murmured:
-
-"Don't be angry, Father. I can't help it."
-
-But she could see he wasn't angry; only scared, deeply scared.
-
-"I thought that foolishness," he stammered, "was all forgotten."
-
-"Oh, no! It's ten times what it was."
-
-Soames kicked at the hot-water pipe. The hapless movement touched her,
-who had no fear of her father--none.
-
-"Dearest!" she said. "What must be, must, you know."
-
-"Must!" repeated Soames. "You don't know what you're talking of. Has
-that boy been told?"
-
-The blood rushed into her cheeks.
-
-"Not yet."
-
-He had turned from her again, and, with one shoulder a little raised,
-stood staring fixedly at a joint in the pipes.
-
-"It's most distasteful to me," he said suddenly; "nothing could be more
-so. Son of that fellow! It's--it's--perverse!"
-
-She had noted, almost unconsciously, that he did not say "son of that
-woman," and again her intuition began working.
-
-Did the ghost of that grand passion linger in some corner of his heart?
-
-She slipped her hand under his arm.
-
-"Jon's father is quite ill and old; I saw him."
-
-"You--?"
-
-"Yes, I went there with Jon; I saw them both."
-
-"Well, and what did they say to you?"
-
-"Nothing. They were very polite."
-
-"They would be." He resumed his contemplation of the pipe-joint, and
-then said suddenly:
-
-"I must think this over--I'll speak to you again to-night."
-
-She knew this was final for the moment, and stole away, leaving him still
-looking at the pipe-joint. She wandered into the fruit-garden, among the
-raspberry and currant bushes, without impetus to pick and eat. Two
-months ago--she was light-hearted! Even two days ago--light-hearted,
-before Prosper Profond told her. Now she felt tangled in a web-of
-passions, vested rights, oppressions and revolts, the ties of love and
-hate. At this dark moment of discouragement there seemed, even to her
-hold-fast nature, no way out. How deal with it--how sway and bend
-things to her will, and get her heart's desire? And, suddenly, round the
-corner of the high box hedge, she came plump on her mother, walking
-swiftly, with an open letter in her hand. Her bosom was heaving, her
-eyes dilated, her cheeks flushed. Instantly Fleur thought: 'The yacht!
-Poor Mother!'
-
-Annette gave her a wide startled look, and said:
-
-"J'ai la migraine."
-
-"I'm awfully sorry, Mother."
-
-"Oh, yes! you and your father--sorry!"
-
-"But, Mother--I am. I know what it feels like."
-
-Annette's startled eyes grew wide, till the whites showed above them.
-
-"Poor innocent!" she said.
-
-Her mother--so self-possessed, and commonsensical--to look and speak like
-this! It was all frightening! Her father, her mother, herself! And only
-two months back they had seemed to have everything they wanted in this
-world.
-
-Annette crumpled the letter in her hand. Fleur knew that she must ignore
-the sight.
-
-"Can't I do anything for your head, Mother?"
-
-Annette shook that head and walked on, swaying her hips.
-
-'It's cruel,' thought Fleur, 'and I was glad! That man! What do men
-come prowling for, disturbing everything! I suppose he's tired of her.
-What business has he to be tired of my mother? What business!' And at
-that thought, so natural and so peculiar, she uttered a little choked
-laugh.
-
-She ought, of course, to be delighted, but what was there to be delighted
-at? Her father didn't really care! Her mother did, perhaps? She
-entered the orchard, and sat down under a cherry-tree. A breeze sighed in
-the higher boughs; the sky seen through their green was very blue and
-very white in cloud--those heavy white clouds almost always present in
-river landscape. Bees, sheltering out of the wind, hummed softly, and
-over the lush grass fell the thick shade from those fruit-trees planted
-by her father five-and-twenty, years ago. Birds were almost silent, the
-cuckoos had ceased to sing, but wood-pigeons were cooing. The breath and
-drone and cooing of high summer were not for long a sedative to her
-excited nerves. Crouched over her knees she began to scheme. Her father
-must be made to back her up. Why should he mind so long as she was
-happy? She had not lived for nearly nineteen years without knowing that
-her future was all he really cared about. She had, then, only to
-convince him that her future could not be happy without Jon. He thought
-it a mad fancy. How foolish the old were, thinking they could tell what
-the young felt! Had not he confessed that he--when young--had loved with
-a grand passion? He ought to understand! 'He piles up his money for
-me,' she thought; 'but what's the use, if I'm not going to be happy?'
-Money, and all it bought, did not bring happiness. Love only brought
-that. The ox-eyed daisies in this orchard, which gave it such a moony
-look sometimes, grew wild and happy, and had their hour. 'They oughtn't
-to have called me Fleur,' she mused, 'if they didn't mean me to have my
-hour, and be happy while it lasts.' Nothing real stood in the way, like
-poverty, or disease--sentiment only, a ghost from the unhappy past! Jon
-was right. They wouldn't let you live, these old people! They made
-mistakes, committed crimes, and wanted their children to go on paying!
-The breeze died away; midges began to bite. She got up, plucked a piece
-of honeysuckle, and went in.
-
-It was hot that night. Both she and her mother had put on thin, pale low
-frocks. The dinner flowers were pale. Fleur was struck with the pale
-look of everything; her father's face, her mother's shoulders; the pale
-panelled walls, the pale grey velvety carpet, the lamp-shade, even the
-soup was pale. There was not one spot of colour in the room, not even
-wine in the pale glasses, for no one drank it. What was not pale was
-black--her father's clothes, the butler's clothes, her retriever
-stretched out exhausted in the window, the curtains black with a cream
-pattern. A moth came in, and that was pale. And silent was that
-half-mourning dinner in the heat.
-
-Her father called her back as she was following her mother out.
-
-She sat down beside him at the table, and, unpinning the pale
-honeysuckle, put it to her nose.
-
-"I've been thinking," he said.
-
-"Yes, dear?"
-
-"It's extremely painful for me to talk, but there's no help for it. I
-don't know if you understand how much you are to me I've never spoken of
-it, I didn't think it necessary; but--but you're everything. Your
-mother--" he paused, staring at his finger-bowl of Venetian glass.
-
-"Yes?"'
-
-"I've only you to look to. I've never had--never wanted anything else,
-since you were born."
-
-"I know," Fleur murmured.
-
-Soames moistened his lips.
-
-"You may think this a matter I can smooth over and arrange for you.
-You're mistaken. I'm helpless."
-
-Fleur did not speak.
-
-"Quite apart from my own feelings," went on Soames with more resolution,
-"those two are not amenable to anything I can say. They--they hate me,
-as people always hate those whom they have injured." "But he--Jon--"
-
-"He's their flesh and blood, her only child. Probably he means to her
-what you mean to me. It's a deadlock."
-
-"No," cried Fleur, "no, Father!"
-
-Soames leaned back, the image of pale patience, as if resolved on the
-betrayal of no emotion.
-
-"Listen!" he said. "You're putting the feelings of two months--two
-months--against the feelings of thirty-five years! What chance do you
-think you have? Two months--your very first love affair, a matter of
-half a dozen meetings, a few walks and talks, a few kisses--against,
-against what you can't imagine, what no one could who hasn't been through
-it. Come, be reasonable, Fleur! It's midsummer madness!"
-
-Fleur tore the honeysuckle into little, slow bits.
-
-"The madness is in letting the past spoil it all.
-
-"What do we care about the past? It's our lives, not yours."
-
-Soames raised his hand to his forehead, where suddenly she saw moisture
-shining.
-
-"Whose child are you?" he said. "Whose child is he? The present is
-linked with the past, the future with both. There's no getting away from
-that."
-
-She had never heard philosophy pass those lips before. Impressed even in
-her agitation, she leaned her elbows on the table, her chin on her hands.
-
-"But, Father, consider it practically. We want each other. There's ever
-so much money, and nothing whatever in the way but sentiment. Let's bury
-the past, Father."
-
-His answer was a sigh.
-
-"Besides," said Fleur gently, "you can't prevent us."
-
-"I don't suppose," said Soames, "that if left to myself I should try to
-prevent you; I must put up with things, I know, to keep your affection.
-But it's not I who control this matter. That's what I want you to
-realise before it's too late. If you go on thinking you can get your way
-and encourage this feeling, the blow will be much heavier when you find
-you can't."
-
-"Oh!" cried Fleur, "help me, Father; you can help me, you know."
-
-Soames made a startled movement of negation. "I?" he said bitterly.
-"Help? I am the impediment--the just cause and impediment--isn't that
-the jargon? You have my blood in your veins."
-
-He rose.
-
-"Well, the fat's in the fire. If you persist in your wilfulness you'll
-have yourself to blame. Come! Don't be foolish, my child--my only
-child!"
-
-Fleur laid her forehead against his shoulder.
-
-All was in such turmoil within her. But no good to show it! No good at
-all! She broke away from him, and went out into the twilight,
-distraught, but unconvinced. All was indeterminate and vague within her,
-like the shapes and shadows in the garden, except--her will to have. A
-poplar pierced up into the dark-blue sky and touched a white star there.
-The dew wetted her shoes, and chilled her bare shoulders. She went down
-to the river bank, and stood gazing at a moonstreak on the darkening
-water. Suddenly she smelled tobacco smoke, and a white figure emerged as
-if created by the moon. It was young Mont in flannels, standing in his
-boat. She heard the tiny hiss of his cigarette extinguished in the
-water.
-
-"Fleur," came his voice, "don't be hard on a poor devil! I've been
-waiting hours."
-
-"For what?"
-
-"Come in my boat!"
-
-"Not I."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"I'm not a water-nymph."
-
-"Haven't you any romance in you? Don't be modern, Fleur!"
-
-He appeared on the path within a yard of her.
-
-"Go away!"
-
-"Fleur, I love you. Fleur!"
-
-Fleur uttered a short laugh.
-
-"Come again," she said, "when I haven't got my wish."
-
-"What is your wish?"
-
-"Ask another."
-
-"Fleur," said Mont, and his voice sounded strange, "don't mock me! Even
-vivisected dogs are worth decent treatment before they're cut up for
-good."
-
-Fleur shook her head; but her lips were trembling.
-
-"Well, you shouldn't make me jump. Give me a cigarette."
-
-Mont gave her one, lighted it, and another for himself.
-
-"I don't want to talk rot," he said, "but please imagine all the rot that
-all the lovers that ever were have talked, and all my special rot thrown
-in."
-
-"Thank you, I have imagined it. Good-night!" They stood for a moment
-facing each other in the shadow of an acacia-tree with very moonlit
-blossoms, and the smoke from their cigarettes mingled in the air between
-them.
-
-"Also ran: 'Michael Mont'?" he said. Fleur turned abruptly toward the
-house. On the lawn she stopped to look back. Michael Mont was whirling
-his arms above him; she could see them dashing at his head; then waving
-at the moonlit blossoms of the acacia. His voice just reached her.
-"Jolly-jolly!" Fleur shook herself. She couldn't help him, she had too
-much trouble of her own! On the verandah she stopped very suddenly
-again. Her mother was sitting in the drawing-room at her writing bureau,
-quite alone. There was nothing remarkable in the expression of her face
-except its utter immobility. But she looked desolate! Fleur went
-upstairs. At the door of her room she paused. She could hear her father
-walking up and down, up and down the picture-gallery.
-
-'Yes,' she thought, jolly! Oh, Jon!'
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-DECISION
-
-When Fleur left him Jon stared at the Austrian. She was a thin woman
-with a dark face and the concerned expression of one who has watched
-every little good that life once had slip from her, one by one. "No tea?"
-she said.
-
-Susceptible to the disappointment in her voice, Jon murmured:
-
-"No, really; thanks."
-
-"A lil cup--it ready. A lil cup and cigarette."
-
-Fleur was gone! Hours of remorse and indecision lay before him! And
-with a heavy sense of disproportion he smiled, and said:
-
-"Well--thank you!"
-
-She brought in a little pot of tea with two little cups, and a silver box
-of cigarettes on a little tray.
-
-"Sugar? Miss Forsyte has much sugar--she buy my sugar, my friend's sugar
-also. Miss Forsyte is a veree kind lady. I am happy to serve her. You
-her brother?"
-
-"Yes," said Jon, beginning to puff the second cigarette of his life.
-
-"Very young brother," said the Austrian, with a little anxious smile,
-which reminded him of the wag of a dog's tail.
-
-"May I give you some?" he said. "And won't you sit down, please?"
-
-The Austrian shook her head.
-
-"Your father a very nice old man--the most nice old man I ever see. Miss
-Forsyte tell me all about him. Is he better?"
-
-Her words fell on Jon like a reproach. "Oh Yes, I think he's all right."
-
-"I like to see him again," said the Austrian, putting a hand on her
-heart; "he have veree kind heart."
-
-"Yes," said Jon. And again her words seemed to him a reproach.
-
-"He never give no trouble to no one, and smile so gentle."
-
-"Yes, doesn't he?"
-
-"He look at Miss Forsyte so funny sometimes. I tell him all my story; he
-so sympatisch. Your mother--she nice and well?"
-
-"Yes, very."
-
-"He have her photograph on his dressing-table. Veree beautiful"
-
-Jon gulped down his tea. This woman, with her concerned face and her
-reminding words, was like the first and second murderers.
-
-"Thank you," he said; "I must go now. May--may I leave this with you?"
-
-He put a ten-shilling note on the tray with a doubting hand and gained
-the door. He heard the Austrian gasp, and hurried out. He had just time
-to catch his train, and all the way to Victoria looked at every face that
-passed, as lovers will, hoping against hope. On reaching Worthing he put
-his luggage into the local train, and set out across the Downs for
-Wansdon, trying to walk off his aching irresolution. So long as he went
-full bat, he could enjoy the beauty of those green slopes, stopping now
-and again to sprawl on the grass, admire the perfection of a wild rose or
-listen to a lark's song. But the war of motives within him was but
-postponed--the longing for Fleur, and the hatred of deception. He came
-to the old chalk-pit above Wansdon with his mind no more made up than
-when he started. To see both sides of a question vigorously was at once
-Jon's strength and weakness. He tramped in, just as the first
-dinner-bell rang. His things had already been brought up. He had a
-hurried bath and came down to find Holly alone--Val had gone to Town and
-would not be back till the last train.
-
-Since Val's advice to him to ask his sister what was the matter between
-the two families, so much had happened--Fleur's disclosure in the Green
-Park, her visit to Robin Hill, to-day's meeting--that there seemed
-nothing to ask. He talked of Spain, his sunstroke, Val's horses, their
-father's health. Holly startled him by saying that she thought their
-father not at all well. She had been twice to Robin Hill for the
-week-end. He had seemed fearfully languid, sometimes even in pain, but
-had always refused to talk about himself.
-
-"He's awfully dear and unselfish--don't you think, Jon?"
-
-Feeling far from dear and unselfish himself, Jon answered: "Rather!"
-
-"I think, he's been a simply perfect father, so long as I can remember."
-
-"Yes," answered Jon, very subdued.
-
-"He's never interfered, and he's always seemed to understand. I shall
-never forget his letting me go to South Africa in the Boer War when I was
-in love with Val."
-
-"That was before he married Mother, wasn't it?" said Jon suddenly.
-
-"Yes. Why?"
-
-"Oh! nothing. Only, wasn't she engaged to Fleur's father first?"
-
-Holly put down the spoon she was using, and raised her eyes. Her stare
-was circumspect. What did the boy know? Enough to make it better to
-tell him? She could not decide. He looked strained and worried,
-altogether older, but that might be the sunstroke.
-
-"There was something," she said. "Of course we were out there, and got
-no news of anything." She could not take the risk.
-
-It was not her secret. Besides, she was in the dark about his feelings
-now. Before Spain she had made sure he was in love; but boys were boys;
-that was seven weeks ago, and all Spain between.
-
-She saw that he knew she was putting him off, and added:
-
-"Have you heard anything of Fleur?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-His face told her, then, more than the most elaborate explanations. So he
-had not forgotten!
-
-She said very quietly: "Fleur is awfully attractive, Jon, but you
-know--Val and I don't really like her very much."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"We think she's got rather a 'having' nature."
-
-"'Having'? I don't know what you mean. She--she--" he pushed his
-dessert plate away, got up, and went to the window.
-
-Holly, too, got up, and put her arm round his waist.
-
-"Don't be angry, Jon dear. We can't all see people in the same light,
-can we? You know, I believe each of us only has about one or two people
-who can see the best that's in us, and bring it out. For you I think
-it's your mother. I once saw her looking at a letter of yours; it was
-wonderful to see her face. I think she's the most beautiful woman I ever
-saw--Age doesn't seem to touch her."
-
-Jon's face softened; then again became tense. Everybody--everybody was
-against him and Fleur! It all strengthened the appeal of her words:
-"Make sure of me--marry me, Jon!"
-
-Here, where he had passed that wonderful week with her--the tug of her
-enchantment, the ache in his heart increased with every minute that she
-was not there to make the room, the garden, the very air magical. Would
-he ever be able to live down here, not seeing her? And he closed up
-utterly, going early to bed. It would not make him healthy, wealthy, and
-wise, but it closeted him with memory of Fleur in her fancy frock. He
-heard Val's arrival--the Ford discharging cargo, then the stillness of
-the summer night stole back--with only the bleating of very distant
-sheep, and a night-Jar's harsh purring. He leaned far out. Cold
-moon--warm air--the Downs like silver! Small wings, a stream bubbling,
-the rambler roses! God--how empty all of it without her! In the Bible
-it was written: Thou shalt leave father and mother and cleave to--Fleur!
-
-Let him have pluck, and go and tell them! They couldn't stop him
-marrying her--they wouldn't want to stop him when they knew how he felt.
-Yes! He would go! Bold and open--Fleur was wrong!
-
-The night-jar ceased, the sheep were silent; the only sound in the
-darkness was the bubbling of the stream. And Jon in his bed slept, freed
-from the worst of life's evils--indecision.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-TIMOTHY PROPHESIES
-
-On the day of the cancelled meeting at the National Gallery began the
-second anniversary of the resurrection of England's pride and glory--or,
-more shortly, the top hat. "Lord's"--that festival which the War had
-driven from the field--raised its light and dark blue flags for the
-second time, displaying almost every feature of a glorious past. Here,
-in the luncheon interval, were all species of female and one species of
-male hat, protecting the multiple types of face associated with "the
-classes." The observing Forsyte might discern in the free or
-unconsidered seats a certain number of the squash-hatted, but they hardly
-ventured on the grass; the old school--or schools--could still rejoice
-that the proletariat was not yet paying the necessary half-crown. Here
-was still a close borough, the only one left on a large scale--for the
-papers were about to estimate the attendance at ten thousand. And the
-ten thousand, all animated by one hope, were asking each other one
-question: "Where are you lunching?" Something wonderfully uplifting and
-reassuring in that query and the sight of so many people like themselves
-voicing it! What reserve power in the British realm--enough pigeons,
-lobsters, lamb, salmon mayonnaise, strawberries, and bottles of champagne
-to feed the lot! No miracle in prospect--no case of seven loaves and a
-few fishes--faith rested on surer foundations. Six thousand top hats,
-four thousand parasols would be doffed and furled, ten thousand mouths
-all speaking the same English would be filled. There was life in the old
-dog yet! Tradition! And again Tradition! How strong and how elastic!
-Wars might rage, taxation prey, Trades Unions take toll, and Europe
-perish of starvation; but the ten thousand would be fed; and, within
-their ring fence, stroll upon green turf, wear their top hats, and
-meet--themselves. The heart was sound, the pulse still regular. E-ton!
-E-ton! Har-r-o-o-o-w!
-
-Among the many Forsytes, present on a hunting-ground theirs, by personal
-prescriptive right, or proxy, was Soames with his wife and daughter. He
-had not been at either school, he took no interest in cricket, but he
-wanted Fleur to show her frock, and he wanted to wear his top hat parade
-it again in peace and plenty among his peers. He walked sedately with
-Fleur between him and Annette. No women equalled them, so far as he
-could see. They could walk, and hold themselves up; there was substance
-in their good looks; the modern woman had no build, no chest, no
-anything! He remembered suddenly with what intoxication of pride he had
-walked round with Irene in the first years of his first marriage. And
-how they used to lunch on the drag which his mother would make his father
-have, because it was so "chic"--all drags and carriages in those days,
-not these lumbering great Stands! And how consistently Montague Dartie
-had drunk too much. He supposed that people drank too much still, but
-there was not the scope for it there used to be. He remembered George
-Forsyte--whose brothers Roger and Eustace had been at Harrow and Eton
---towering up on the top of the drag waving a light-blue flag with one
-hand and a dark-blue flag with the other, and shouting "Etroow-Harrton!"
-Just when everybody was silent, like the buffoon he had always been; and
-Eustace got up to the nines below, too dandified to wear any colour or
-take any notice. H'm! Old days, and Irene in grey silk shot with palest
-green. He looked, sideways, at Fleur's face. Rather colourless-no
-light, no eagerness! That love affair was preying on her--a bad
-business! He looked beyond, at his wife's face, rather more touched up
-than usual, a little disdainful--not that she had any business to
-disdain, so far as he could see. She was taking Profond's defection with
-curious quietude; or was his "small" voyage just a blind? If so, he
-should refuse to see it! Having promenaded round the pitch and in front
-of the pavilion, they sought Winifred's table in the Bedouin Club tent.
-This Club--a new "cock and hen"--had been founded in the interests of
-travel, and of a gentleman with an old Scottish name, whose father had
-somewhat strangely been called Levi. Winifred had joined, not because
-she had travelled, but because instinct told her that a Club with such a
-name and such a founder was bound to go far; if one didn't join at once
-one might never have the chance. Its tent, with a text from the Koran on
-an orange ground, and a small green camel embroidered over the entrance,
-was the most striking on the ground. Outside it they found Jack Cardigan
-in a dark blue tie (he had once played for Harrow), batting with a
-Malacca cane to show how that fellow ought to have hit that ball. He
-piloted them in. Assembled in Winifred's corner were Imogen, Benedict
-with his young wife, Val Dartie without Holly, Maud and her husband, and,
-after Soames and his two were seated, one empty place.
-
-"I'm expecting Prosper," said Winifred, "but he's so busy with his
-yacht."
-
-Soames stole a glance. No movement in his wife's face! Whether that
-fellow were coming or not, she evidently knew all about it. It did not
-escape him that Fleur, too, looked at her mother. If Annette didn't
-respect his feelings, she might think of Fleur's! The conversation, very
-desultory, was syncopated by Jack Cardigan talking about "mid-off." He
-cited all the "great mid-offs" from the beginning of time, as if they had
-been a definite racial entity in the composition of the British people.
-Soames had finished his lobster, and was beginning on pigeon-pie, when he
-heard the words, "I'm a small bit late, Mrs. Dartie," and saw that there
-was no longer any empty place. That fellow was sitting between Annette
-and Imogen. Soames ate steadily on, with an occasional word to Maud and
-Winifred. Conversation buzzed around him. He heard the voice of Profond
-say:
-
-"I think you're mistaken, Mrs. Forsyde; I'll--I'll bet Miss Forsyde
-agrees with me."
-
-"In what?" came Fleur's clear voice across the table.
-
-"I was sayin', young gurls are much the same as they always were
---there's very small difference."
-
-"Do you know so much about them?"
-
-That sharp reply caught the ears of all, and Soames moved uneasily on his
-thin green chair.
-
-"Well, I don't know, I think they want their own small way, and I think
-they always did."
-
-"Indeed!"
-
-"Oh, but--Prosper," Winifred interjected comfortably, "the girls in the
-streets--the girls who've been in munitions, the little flappers in the
-shops; their manners now really quite hit you in the eye."
-
-At the word "hit" Jack Cardigan stopped his disquisition; and in the
-silence Monsieur Profond said:
-
-"It was inside before, now it's outside; that's all."
-
-"But their morals!" cried Imogen.
-
-"Just as moral as they ever were, Mrs. Cardigan, but they've got more
-opportunity."
-
-The saying, so cryptically cynical, received a little laugh from Imogen,
-a slight opening of Jack Cardigan's mouth, and a creak from Soames'
-chair.
-
-Winifred said: "That's too bad, Prosper."
-
-"What do you say, Mrs. Forsyde; don't you think human nature's always the
-same?"
-
-Soames subdued a sudden longing to get up and kick the fellow. He heard
-his wife reply:
-
-"Human nature is not the same in England as anywhere else." That was her
-confounded mockery!
-
-"Well, I don't know much about this small country"--'No, thank God!'
-thought Soames--"but I should say the pot was boilin' under the lid
-everywhere. We all want pleasure, and we always did."
-
-Damn the fellow! His cynicism was--was outrageous!
-
-When lunch was over they broke up into couples for the digestive
-promenade. Too proud to notice, Soames knew perfectly that Annette and
-that fellow had gone prowling round together. Fleur was with Val; she
-had chosen him, no doubt, because he knew that boy. He himself had
-Winifred for partner. They walked in the bright, circling stream, a
-little flushed and sated, for some minutes, till Winifred sighed:
-
-"I wish we were back forty years, old boy!"
-
-Before the eyes of her spirit an interminable procession of her own
-"Lord's" frocks was passing, paid for with the money of her father, to
-save a recurrent crisis. "It's been very amusing, after all. Sometimes I
-even wish Monty was back. What do you think of people nowadays, Soames?"
-
-"Precious little style. The thing began to go to pieces with bicycles
-and motor-cars; the War has finished it."
-
-"I wonder what's coming?" said Winifred in a voice dreamy from
-pigeon-pie. "I'm not at all sure we shan't go back to crinolines and
-pegtops. Look at that dress!"
-
-Soames shook his head.
-
-"There's money, but no faith in things. We don't lay by for the future.
-These youngsters--it's all a short life and a merry one with them."
-
-"There's a hat!" said Winifred. "I don't know--when you come to think of
-the people killed and all that in the War, it's rather wonderful, I
-think. There's no other country--Prosper says the rest are all bankrupt,
-except America; and of course her men always took their style in dress
-from us."
-
-"Is that chap," said Soames, "really going to the South Seas?"
-
-"Oh! one never knows where Prosper's going!"
-
-"He's a sign of the times," muttered Soames, "if you like."
-
-Winifred's hand gripped his arm.
-
-"Don't turn your head," she said in a low voice, "but look to your right
-in the front row of the Stand."
-
-Soames looked as best he could under that limitation. A man in a grey
-top hat, grey-bearded, with thin brown, folded cheeks, and a certain
-elegance of posture, sat there with a woman in a lawn-coloured frock,
-whose dark eyes were fixed on himself. Soames looked quickly at his
-feet. How funnily feet moved, one after the other like that! Winifred's
-voice said in his ear:
-
-"Jolyon looks very ill; but he always had style. She doesn't change
---except her hair."
-
-"Why did you tell Fleur about that business?"
-
-"I didn't; she picked it up. I always knew she would."
-
-"Well, it's a mess. She's set her heart upon their boy."
-
-"The little wretch," murmured Winifred. "She tried to take me in about
-that. What shall you do, Soames?"
-
-"Be guided by events."
-
-They moved on, silent, in the almost solid crowd.
-
-"Really," said Winifred suddenly; "it almost seems like Fate. Only
-that's so old-fashioned. Look! there are George and Eustace!"
-
-George Forsyte's lofty bulk had halted before them.
-
-"Hallo, Soames!" he said. "Just met Profond and your wife. You'll catch
-'em if you put on pace. Did you ever go to see old Timothy?"
-
-Soames nodded, and the streams forced them apart.
-
-"I always liked old George," said Winifred. "He's so droll."
-
-"I never did," said Soames. "Where's your seat? I shall go to mine.
-Fleur may be back there."
-
-Having seen Winifred to her seat, he regained his own, conscious of
-small, white, distant figures running, the click of the bat, the cheers
-and counter-cheers. No Fleur, and no Annette! You could expect nothing
-of women nowadays! They had the vote. They were "emancipated," and much
-good it was doing them! So Winifred would go back, would she, and put up
-with Dartie all over again? To have the past once more--to be sitting
-here as he had sat in '83 and '84, before he was certain that his
-marriage with Irene had gone all wrong, before her antagonism had become
-so glaring that with the best will in the world he could not overlook it.
-The sight of her with that fellow had brought all memory back. Even now
-he could not understand why she had been so impracticable. She could
-love other men; she had it in her! To himself, the one person she ought
-to have loved, she had chosen to refuse her heart. It seemed to him,
-fantastically, as he looked back, that all this modern relaxation of
-marriage--though its forms and laws were the same as when he married
-her--that all this modern looseness had come out of her revolt; it seemed
-to him, fantastically, that she had started it, till all decent ownership
-of anything had gone, or was on the point of going. All came from her!
-And now--a pretty state of things! Homes! How could you have them
-without mutual ownership? Not that he had ever had a real home! But had
-that been his fault? He had done his best. And his rewards were--those
-two sitting in that Stand, and this affair of Fleur's!
-
-And overcome by loneliness he thought: 'Shan't wait any longer! They
-must find their own way back to the hotel--if they mean to come!' Hailing
-a cab outside the ground, he said:
-
-"Drive me to the Bayswater Road." His old aunts had never failed him.
-To them he had meant an ever-welcome visitor. Though they were gone,
-there, still, was Timothy!
-
-Smither was standing in the open doorway.
-
-"Mr. Soames! I was just taking the air. Cook will be so pleased."
-
-"How is Mr. Timothy?"
-
-"Not himself at all these last few days, sir; he's been talking a great
-deal. Only this morning he was saying: 'My brother James, he's getting
-old.' His mind wanders, Mr. Soames, and then he will talk of them. He
-troubles about their investments. The other day he said: 'There's my
-brother Jolyon won't look at Consols'--he seemed quite down about it.
-Come in, Mr. Soames, come in! It's such a pleasant change!"
-
-"Well," said Soames, "just for a few minutes."
-
-"No," murmured Smither in the hall, where the air had the singular
-freshness of the outside day, "we haven't been very satisfied with him,
-not all this week. He's always been one to leave a titbit to the end;
-but ever since Monday he's been eating it first. If you notice a dog,
-Mr. Soames, at its dinner, it eats the meat first. We've always thought
-it such a good sign of Mr. Timothy at his age to leave it to the last,
-but now he seems to have lost all his self-control; and, of course, it
-makes him leave the rest. The doctor doesn't make anything of it,
-but"--Smither shook her head--"he seems to think he's got to eat it
-first, in case he shouldn't get to it. That and his talking makes us
-anxious."
-
-"Has he said anything important?"
-
-"I shouldn't like to say that, Mr. Soames; but he's turned against his
-Will. He gets quite pettish--and after having had it out every morning
-for years, it does seem funny. He said the other day: 'They want my
-money.' It gave me such a turn, because, as I said to him, nobody wants
-his money, I'm sure. And it does seem a pity he should be thinking about
-money at his time of life. I took my courage in my 'ands. 'You know,
-Mr. Timothy,' I said, 'my dear mistress'--that's Miss Forsyte, Mr.
-Soames, Miss Ann that trained me--'she never thought about money,' I
-said, 'it was all character with her.' He looked at me, I can't tell you
-how funny, and he said quite dry: 'Nobody wants my character.' Think of
-his saying a thing like that! But sometimes he'll say something as sharp
-and sensible as anything."
-
-Soames, who had been staring at an old print by the hat-rack, thinking,
-'That's got value!' murmured: "I'll go up and see him, Smither."
-
-"Cook's with him," answered Smither above her corsets; "she will be
-pleased to see you."
-
-He mounted slowly, with the thought: 'Shan't care to live to be that
-age.'
-
-On the second floor, he paused, and tapped. The door was opened, and he
-saw the round homely face of a woman about sixty.
-
-"Mr. Soames!" she said: "Why! Mr. Soames!"
-
-Soames nodded. "All right, Cook!" and entered.
-
-Timothy was propped up in bed, with his hands joined before his chest,
-and his eyes fixed on the ceiling, where a fly was standing upside down.
-Soames stood at the foot of the bed, facing him.
-
-"Uncle Timothy," he said, raising his voice. "Uncle Timothy!"
-
-Timothy's eyes left the fly, and levelled themselves on his visitor.
-Soames could see his pale tongue passing over his darkish lips.
-
-"Uncle Timothy," he said again, "is there anything I can do for you? Is
-there anything you'd like to say?"
-
-"Ha!" said Timothy.
-
-"I've come to look you up and see that everything's all right."
-
-Timothy nodded. He seemed trying to get used to the apparition before
-him.
-
-"Have you got everything you want?"
-
-"No," said Timothy.
-
-"Can I get you anything?"
-
-"No," said Timothy.
-
-"I'm Soames, you know; your nephew, Soames Forsyte. Your brother James'
-son."
-
-Timothy nodded.
-
-"I shall be delighted to do anything I can for you."
-
-Timothy beckoned. Soames went close to him:
-
-"You--" said Timothy in a voice which seemed to have outlived tone, "you
-tell them all from me--you tell them all--" and his finger tapped on
-Soames' arm, "to hold on--hold on--Consols are goin' up," and he nodded
-thrice.
-
-"All right!" said Soames; "I will."
-
-"Yes," said Timothy, and, fixing his eyes again on the ceiling, he added:
-"That fly!"
-
-Strangely moved, Soames looked at the Cook's pleasant fattish face, all
-little puckers from staring at fires.
-
-"That'll do him a world of good, sir," she said.
-
-A mutter came from Timothy, but he was clearly speaking to himself, and
-Soames went out with the cook.
-
-"I wish I could make you a pink cream, Mr. Soames, like in old days; you
-did so relish them. Good-bye, sir; it has been a pleasure."
-
-"Take care of him, Cook, he is old."
-
-And, shaking her crumpled hand, he went down-stairs. Smither was still
-taking the air in the doorway.
-
-"What do you think of him, Mr. Soames?"
-
-"H'm!" Soames murmured: "He's lost touch."
-
-"Yes," said Smither, "I was afraid you'd think that coming fresh out of
-the world to see him like."
-
-"Smither," said Soames, "we're all indebted to you."
-
-"Oh, no, Mr. Soames, don't say that! It's a pleasure--he's such a
-wonderful man."
-
-"Well, good-bye!" said Soames, and got into his taxi.
-
-'Going up!' he thought; 'going up!'
-
-Reaching the hotel at Knightsbridge he went to their sitting-room, and
-rang for tea. Neither of them were in. And again that sense of
-loneliness came over him. These hotels. What monstrous great places
-they were now! He could remember when there was nothing bigger than
-Long's or Brown's, Morley's or the Tavistock, and the heads that were
-shaken over the Langham and the Grand. Hotels and Clubs--Clubs and
-Hotels; no end to them now! And Soames, who had just been watching at
-Lord's a miracle of tradition and continuity, fell into reverie over the
-changes in that London where he had been born five-and-sixty years
-before. Whether Consols were going up or not, London had become a
-terrific property. No such property in the world, unless it were New
-York! There was a lot of hysteria in the papers nowadays; but any one
-who, like himself, could remember London sixty years ago, and see it now,
-realised the fecundity and elasticity of wealth. They had only to keep
-their heads, and go at it steadily. Why! he remembered cobblestones, and
-stinking straw on the floor of your cab. And old Timothy--what could he
-not have told them, if he had kept his memory! Things were unsettled,
-people in a funk or in a hurry, but here were London and the Thames, and
-out there the British Empire, and the ends of the earth. "Consols are
-goin' up!" He should n't be a bit surprised. It was the breed that
-counted. And all that was bull-dogged in Soames stared for a moment out
-of his grey eyes, till diverted by the print of a Victorian picture on
-the walls. The hotel had bought three dozen of that little lot! The old
-hunting or "Rake's Progress" prints in the old inns were worth looking
-at--but this sentimental stuff--well, Victorianism had gone! "Tell them
-to hold on!" old Timothy had said. But to what were they to hold on in
-this modern welter of the "democratic principle"? Why, even privacy was
-threatened! And at the thought that privacy might perish, Soames pushed
-back his teacup and went to the window. Fancy owning no more of Nature
-than the crowd out there owned of the flowers and trees and waters of
-Hyde Park! No, no! Private possession underlay everything worth having.
-The world had slipped its sanity a bit, as dogs now and again at full
-moon slipped theirs and went off for a night's rabbiting; but the world,
-like the dog, knew where its bread was buttered and its bed warm, and
-would come back sure enough to the only home worth having--to private
-ownership. The world was in its second childhood for the moment, like
-old Timothy--eating its titbit first!
-
-He heard a sound behind him, and saw that his wife and daughter had come
-in.
-
-"So you're back!" he said.
-
-Fleur did not answer; she stood for a moment looking at him and her
-mother, then passed into her bedroom. Annette poured herself out a cup
-of tea.
-
-"I am going to Paris, to my mother, Soames." "Oh! To your mother?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"For how long?"
-
-"I do not know."
-
-"And when are you going?"
-
-"On Monday."
-
-Was she really going to her mother? Odd, how indifferent he felt! Odd,
-how clearly she had perceived the indifference he would feel so long as
-there was no scandal. And suddenly between her and himself he saw
-distinctly the face he had seen that afternoon--Irene's.
-
-"Will you want money?"
-
-"Thank you; I have enough."
-
-"Very well. Let us know when you are coming back."
-
-Annette put down the cake she was fingering, and, looking up through
-darkened lashes, said:
-
-"Shall I give Maman any message?"
-
-"My regards."
-
-Annette stretched herself, her hands on her waist, and said in French:
-
-"What luck that you have never loved me, Soames!" Then rising, she too
-left the room. Soames was glad she had spoken it in French--it seemed to
-require no dealing with. Again that other face--pale, dark-eyed,
-beautiful still! And there stirred far down within him the ghost of
-warmth, as from sparks lingering beneath a mound of flaky ash. And Fleur
-infatuated with her boy! Queer chance! Yet, was there such a thing as
-chance? A man went down a street, a brick fell on his head. Ah! that
-was chance, no doubt. But this! "Inherited," his girl had said.
-She--she was "holding on"!
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-I
-OLD JOLYON WALKS
-
-Twofold impulse had made Jolyon say to his wife at breakfast "Let's go up
-to Lord's!"
-
-"Wanted"--something to abate the anxiety in which those two had lived
-during the sixty hours since Jon had brought Fleur down. "Wanted"--too,
-that which might assuage the pangs of memory in one who knew he might
-lose them any day!
-
-Fifty-eight years ago Jolyon had become an Eton boy, for old Jolyon's
-whim had been that he should be canonised at the greatest possible
-expense. Year after year he had gone to Lord's from Stanhope Gate with a
-father whose youth in the eighteen-twenties had been passed without
-polish in the game of cricket. Old Jolyon would speak quite openly of
-swipes, full tosses, half and three-quarter balls; and young Jolyon with
-the guileless snobbery of youth had trembled lest his sire should be
-overheard. Only in this supreme matter of cricket he had been nervous,
-for his father--in Crimean whiskers then--had ever impressed him as the
-beau ideal. Though never canonised himself, Old Jolyon's natural
-fastidiousness and balance had saved him from the errors of the vulgar.
-How delicious, after howling in a top hat and a sweltering heat, to go
-home with his father in a hansom cab, bathe, dress, and forth to the
-"Disunion" Club, to dine off white bait, cutlets, and a tart, and go--two
-"swells," old and young, in lavender kid gloves--to the opera or play.
-And on Sunday, when the match was over, and his top hat duly broken, down
-with his father in a special hansom to the "Crown and Sceptre," and the
-terrace above the river--the golden sixties when the world was simple,
-dandies glamorous, Democracy not born, and the books of Whyte Melville
-coming thick and fast.
-
-A generation later, with his own boy, Jolly, Harrow-buttonholed with
-corn-flowers--by old Jolyon's whim his grandson had been canonised at a
-trifle less expense--again Jolyon had experienced the heat and
-counter-passions of the day, and come back to the cool and the strawberry
-beds of Robin Hill, and billiards after dinner, his boy making the most
-heart-breaking flukes and trying to seem languid and grown-up. Those two
-days each year he and his son had been alone together in the world, one
-on each side--and Democracy just born!
-
-And so, he had unearthed a grey top hat, borrowed a tiny bit of
-light-blue ribbon from Irene, and gingerly, keeping cool, by car and
-train and taxi, had reached Lord's Ground. There, beside her in a
-lawn-coloured frock with narrow black edges, he had watched the game, and
-felt the old thrill stir within him.
-
-When Soames passed, the day was spoiled. Irene's face was distorted by
-compression of the lips. No good to go on sitting here with Soames or
-perhaps his daughter recurring in front of them, like decimals. And he
-said:
-
-"Well, dear, if you've had enough--let's go!"
-
-That evening Jolyon felt exhausted. Not wanting her to see him thus, he
-waited till she had begun to play, and stole off to the little study. He
-opened the long window for air, and the door, that he might still hear
-her music drifting in; and, settled in his father's old armchair, closed
-his eyes, with his head against the worn brown leather. Like that
-passage of the Cesar Franck Sonata--so had been his life with her, a
-divine third movement. And now this business of Jon's--this bad
-business! Drifted to the edge of consciousness, he hardly knew if it
-were in sleep that he smelled the scent of a cigar, and seemed to see his
-father in the blackness before his closed eyes. That shape formed, went,
-and formed again; as if in the very chair where he himself was sitting,
-he saw his father, black-coated, with. knees crossed, glasses balanced
-between thumb and finger; saw the big white moustaches, and the deep eyes
-looking up below a dome of forehead and seeming to search his own,
-seeming to speak. "Are you facing it, Jo? It's for you to decide.
-She's only a woman!" Ah! how well he knew his father in that phrase; how
-all the Victorian Age came up with it! And his answer "No, I've funked
-it--funked hurting her and Jon and myself. I've got a heart; I've funked
-it." But the old eyes, so much older, so much younger than his own, kept
-at it; "It's your wife, your son; your past. Tackle it, my boy!" Was it
-a message from walking spirit; or but the instinct of his sire living on
-within him? And again came that scent of cigar smoke-from the old
-saturated leather. Well! he would tackle it, write to Jon, and put the
-whole thing down in black and white! And suddenly he breathed with
-difficulty, with a sense of suffocation, as if his heart were swollen.
-He got up and went out into the air. The stars were very bright. He
-passed along the terrace round the corner of the house, till, through the
-window of the music-room, he could see Irene at the piano, with
-lamp-light falling on her powdery hair; withdrawn into herself she
-seemed, her dark eyes staring straight before her, her hands idle.
-Jolyon saw her raise those hands and clasp them over her breast. 'It's
-Jon, with her,' he thought; 'all Jon! I'm dying out of her--it's
-natural!'
-
-And, careful not to be seen, he stole back.
-
-Next day, after a bad night, he sat down to his task. He wrote with
-difficulty and many erasures.
-"MY DEAREST BOY,
-
-"You are old enough to understand how very difficult it is for elders to
-give themselves away to their young. Especially when--like your mother
-and myself, though I shall never think of her as anything but
-young--their hearts are altogether set on him to whom they must confess.
-I cannot say we are conscious of having sinned exactly--people in real
-life very seldom are, I believe--but most persons would say we had, and
-at all events our conduct, righteous or not, has found us out. The truth
-is, my dear, we both have pasts, which it is now my task to make known to
-you, because they so grievously and deeply affect your future. Many,
-very many years ago, as far back indeed as 1883, when she was only
-twenty, your mother had the great and lasting misfortune to make an
-unhappy marriage--no, not with me, Jon. Without money of her own, and
-with only a stepmother--closely related to Jezebel--she was very unhappy
-in her home life. It was Fleur's father that she married, my cousin
-Soames Forsyte. He had pursued her very tenaciously and to do him
-justice was deeply in love with her. Within a week she knew the fearful
-mistake she had made. It was not his fault; it was her error of
-judgment--her misfortune."
-
-So far Jolyon had kept some semblance of irony, but now his subject
-carried him away.
-
-"Jon, I want to explain to you if I can--and it's very hard--how it is
-that an unhappy marriage such as this can so easily come about. You will
-of course say: 'If she didn't really love him how could she ever have
-married him?' You would be right if it were not for one or two rather
-terrible considerations. From this initial mistake of hers all the
-subsequent trouble, sorrow, and tragedy have come, and so I must make it
-clear to you if I can. You see, Jon, in those days and even to this
-day--indeed, I don't see, for all the talk of enlightenment, how it can
-well be otherwise--most girls are married ignorant of the sexual side of
-life. Even if they know what it means they have not experienced it.
-That's the crux. It is this actual lack of experience, whatever verbal
-knowledge they have, which makes all the difference and all the trouble.
-In a vast number of marriages-and your mother's was one--girls are not
-and cannot be certain whether they love the man they marry or not; they
-do not know until after that act of union which makes the reality of
-marriage. Now, in many, perhaps in most doubtful cases, this act cements
-and strengthens the attachment, but in other cases, and your mother's was
-one, it is a revelation of mistake, a destruction of such attraction as
-there was. There is nothing more tragic in a woman's life than such a
-revelation, growing daily, nightly clearer. Coarse-grained and unthinking
-people are apt to laugh at such a mistake, and say, 'What a fuss about
-nothing!' Narrow and self-righteous people, only capable of judging the
-lives of others by their own, are apt to condemn those who make this
-tragic error, to condemn them for life to the dungeons they have made for
-themselves. You know the expression: 'She has made her bed, she must lie
-on it!' It is a hard-mouthed saying, quite unworthy of a gentleman or
-lady in the best sense of those words; and I can use no stronger
-condemnation. I have not been what is called a moral man, but I wish to
-use no words to you, my dear, which will make you think lightly of ties
-or contracts into which you enter. Heaven forbid! But with the
-experience of a life behind me I do say that those who condemn the
-victims of these tragic mistakes, condemn them and hold out no hands to
-help them, are inhuman, or rather they would be if they had the
-understanding to know what they are doing. But they haven't! Let them
-go! They are as much anathema to me as I, no doubt, am to them. I have
-had to say all this, because I am going to put you into a position to
-judge your mother, and you are very young, without experience of what
-life is. To go on with the story. After three years of effort to subdue
-her shrinking--I was going to say her loathing and it's not too strong a
-word, for shrinking soon becomes loathing under such circumstances--three
-years of what to a sensitive, beauty-loving nature like your mother's,
-Jon, was torment, she met a young man who fell in love with her. He was
-the architect of this very house that we live in now, he was building it
-for her and Fleur's father to live in, a new prison to hold her, in place
-of the one she inhabited with him in London. Perhaps that fact played
-some part in what came of it. But in any case she, too, fell in love
-with him. I know it's not necessary to explain to you that one does not
-precisely choose with whom one will fall in love. It comes. Very well!
-It came. I can imagine--though she never said much to me about it--the
-struggle that then took place in her, because, Jon, she was brought up
-strictly and was not light in her ideas--not at all. However, this was an
-overwhelming feeling, and it came to pass that they loved in deed as well
-as in thought. Then came a fearful tragedy. I must tell you of it
-because if I don't you will never understand the real situation that you
-have now to face. The man whom she had married--Soames Forsyte, the
-father of Fleur one night, at the height of her passion for this young
-man, forcibly reasserted his rights over her. The next day she met her
-lover and told him of it. Whether he committed suicide or whether he was
-accidentally run over in his distraction, we never knew; but so it was.
-Think of your mother as she was that evening when she heard of his death.
-I happened to see her. Your grandfather sent me to help her if I could.
-I only just saw her, before the door was shut against me by her husband.
-But I have never forgotten her face, I can see it now. I was not in love
-with her then, not for twelve years after, but I have never for gotten.
-My dear boy--it is not easy to write like this. But you see, I must.
-Your mother is wrapped up in you, utterly, devotedly. I don't wish to
-write harshly of Soames Forsyte. I don't think harshly of him. I have
-long been sorry for him; perhaps I was sorry even then. As the world
-judges she was in error, he within his rights. He loved her--in his way.
-She was his property. That is the view he holds of life--of human
-feelings and hearts--property. It's not his fault--so was he born. To
-me it is a view that has always been abhorrent--so was I born! Knowing
-you as I do, I feel it cannot be otherwise than abhorrent to you. Let me
-go on with the story. Your mother fled from his house that night; for
-twelve years she lived quietly alone without companionship of any sort,
-until in 1899 her husband--you see, he was still her husband, for he did
-not attempt to divorce her, and she of course had no right to divorce
-him--became conscious, it seems, of the want of children, and commenced a
-long attempt to induce her to go back to him and give him a child. I was
-her trustee then, under your Grandfather's Will, and I watched this going
-on. While watching, I became attached to her, devotedly attached. His
-pressure increased, till one day she came to me here and practically put
-herself under my protection. Her husband, who was kept informed of all
-her movements, attempted to force us apart by bringing a divorce suit, or
-possibly he really meant it, I don't know; but anyway our names were
-publicly joined. That decided us, and we became united in fact. She was
-divorced, married me, and you were born. We have lived in perfect
-happiness, at least I have, and I believe your mother also. Soames, soon
-after the divorce, married Fleur's mother, and she was born. That is the
-story, Jon. I have told it you, because by the affection which we see
-you have formed for this man's daughter you are blindly moving toward
-what must utterly destroy your mother's happiness, if not your own. I
-don't wish to speak of myself, because at my age there's no use supposing
-I shall cumber the ground much longer, besides, what I should suffer
-would be mainly on her account, and on yours. But what I want you to
-realise is that feelings of horror and aversion such as those can never
-be buried or forgotten. They are alive in her to-day. Only yesterday at
-Lord's we happened to see Soames Forsyte. Her face, if you had seen it,
-would have convinced you. The idea that you should marry his daughter is
-a nightmare to her, Jon. I have nothing to say against Fleur save that
-she is his daughter. But your children, if you married her, would be the
-grandchildren of Soames, as much as of your mother, of a man who once
-owned your mother as a man might own a slave. Think what that would
-mean. By such a marriage you enter the camp which held your mother
-prisoner and wherein she ate her heart out. You are just on the
-threshold of life, you have only known this girl two months, and however
-deeply you think you love her, I appeal to you to break it off at once.
-Don't give your mother this rankling pain and humiliation during the rest
-of her life. Young though she will always seem to me, she is
-fifty-seven. Except for us two she has no one in the world. She will
-soon have only you. Pluck up your spirit, Jon, and break away. Don't put
-this cloud and barrier between you. Don't break her heart! Bless you, my
-dear boy, and again forgive me for all the pain this letter must bring
-you--we tried to spare it you, but Spain--it seems---was no good.
-
-"Ever your devoted father
-"JOLYON FORSYTE."
-
-Having finished his confession, Jolyon sat with a thin cheek on his hand,
-re-reading. There were things in it which hurt him so much, when he
-thought of Jon reading them, that he nearly tore the letter up. To speak
-of such things at all to a boy--his own boy--to speak of them in relation
-to his own wife and the boy's own mother, seemed dreadful to the
-reticence of his Forsyte soul. And yet without speaking of them how make
-Jon understand the reality, the deep cleavage, the ineffaceable scar?
-Without them, how justify this stiffing of the boy's love? He might just
-as well not write at all!
-
-He folded the confession, and put it in his pocket. It was--thank
-Heaven!--Saturday; he had till Sunday evening to think it over; for even
-if posted now it could not reach Jon till Monday. He felt a curious
-relief at this delay, and at the fact that, whether sent or not, it was
-written.
-
-In the rose garden, which had taken the place of the old fernery, he
-could see Irene snipping and pruning, with a little basket on her arm.
-She was never idle, it seemed to him, and he envied her now that he
-himself was idle nearly all his time. He went down to her. She held up a
-stained glove and smiled. A piece of lace tied under her chin concealed
-her hair, and her oval face with its still dark brows looked very young.
-
-"The green-fly are awful this year, and yet it's cold. You look tired,
-Jolyon."
-
-Jolyon took the confession from his pocket. "I've been writing this. I
-think you ought to see it?"
-
-"To Jon?" Her whole face had changed, in that instant, becoming almost
-haggard.
-
-"Yes; the murder's out."
-
-He gave it to her, and walked away among the roses. Presently, seeing
-that she had finished reading and was standing quite still with the
-sheets of the letter against her skirt, he came back to her.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"It's wonderfully put. I don't see how it could be put better. Thank
-you, dear."
-
-"Is there anything you would like left out?"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"No; he must know all, if he's to understand."
-
-"That's what I thought, but--I hate it!"
-
-He had the feeling that he hated it more than she--to him sex was so much
-easier to mention between man and woman than between man and man; and she
-had always been more natural and frank, not deeply secretive like his
-Forsyte self.
-
-"I wonder if he will understand, even now, Jolyon? He's so young; and he
-shrinks from the physical."
-
-"He gets that shrinking from my father, he was as fastidious as a girl in
-all such matters. Would it be better to rewrite the whole thing, and
-just say you hated Soames?"
-
-Irene shook her head.
-
-"Hate's only a word. It conveys nothing. No, better as it is."
-
-"Very well. It shall go to-morrow."
-
-She raised her face to his, and in sight of the big house's many
-creepered windows, he kissed her.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-CONFESSION
-
-Late that same afternoon, Jolyon had a nap in the old armchair. Face down
-on his knee was La Rotisserie de la Refine Pedauque, and just before he
-fell asleep he had been thinking: 'As a people shall we ever really like
-the French? Will they ever really like us!' He himself had always liked
-the French, feeling at home with their wit, their taste, their cooking.
-Irene and he had paid many visits to France before the War, when Jon had
-been at his private school. His romance with her had begun in Paris--his
-last and most enduring romance. But the French--no Englishman could like
-them who could not see them in some sort with the detached aesthetic eye!
-And with that melancholy conclusion he had nodded off.
-
-When he woke he saw Jon standing between him and the window. The boy had
-evidently come in from the garden and was waiting for him to wake.
-Jolyon smiled, still half asleep. How nice the chap looked--sensitive,
-affectionate, straight! Then his heart gave a nasty jump; and a quaking
-sensation overcame him. Jon! That confession! He controlled himself
-with an effort. "Why, Jon, where did you spring from?"
-
-Jon bent over and kissed his forehead.
-
-Only then he noticed the look on the boy's face.
-
-"I came home to tell you something, Dad."
-
-With all his might Jolyon tried to get the better of the jumping,
-gurgling sensations within his chest.
-
-"Well, sit down, old man. Have you seen your mother?"
-
-"No." The boy's flushed look gave place to pallor; he sat down on the
-arm of the old chair, as, in old days, Jolyon himself used to sit beside
-his own father, installed in its recesses. Right up to the time of the
-rupture in their relations he had been wont to perch there--had he now
-reached such a moment with his own son? All his life he had hated scenes
-like poison, avoided rows, gone on his own way quietly and let others go
-on theirs. But now--it seemed--at the very end of things, he had a scene
-before him more painful than any he had avoided. He drew a visor down
-over his emotion, and waited for his son to speak.
-
-"Father," said Jon slowly, "Fleur and I are engaged."
-
-'Exactly!' thought Jolyon, breathing with difficulty.
-
-"I know that you and Mother don't like the idea. Fleur says that Mother
-was engaged to her father before you married her. Of course I don't know
-what happened, but it must be ages ago. I'm devoted to her, Dad, and she
-says she is to me."
-
-Jolyon uttered a queer sound, half laugh, half groan.
-
-"You are nineteen, Jon, and I am seventy-two. How are we to understand
-each other in a matter like this, eh?"
-
-"You love Mother, Dad; you must know what we feel. It isn't fair to us
-to let old things spoil our happiness, is it?"
-
-Brought face to face with his confession, Jolyon resolved to do without
-it if by any means he could. He laid his hand on the boy's arm.
-
-"Look, Jon! I might put you off with talk about your both being too young
-and not knowing your own minds, and all that, but you wouldn't listen,
-besides, it doesn't meet the case--Youth, unfortunately, cures itself.
-You talk lightly about 'old things like that,' knowing nothing--as you
-say truly--of what happened. Now, have I ever given you reason to doubt
-my love for you, or my word?"
-
-At a less anxious moment he might have been amused by the conflict his
-words aroused--the boy's eager clasp, to reassure him on these points,
-the dread on his face of what that reassurance would bring forth; but he
-could only feel grateful for the squeeze.
-
-"Very well, you can believe what I tell you. If you don't give up this
-love affair, you will make Mother wretched to the end of her days.
-Believe me, my dear, the past, whatever it was, can't be buried--it can't
-indeed."
-
-Jon got off the arm of the chair.
-
-'The girl'--thought Jolyon--'there she goes--starting up before him
---life itself--eager, pretty, loving!'
-
-"I can't, Father; how can I--just because you say that? Of course, I
-can't!"
-
-"Jon, if you knew the story you would give this up without hesitation;
-you would have to! Can't you believe me?"
-
-"How can you tell what I should think? Father, I love her better than
-anything in the world."
-
-Jolyon's face twitched, and he said with painful slowness:
-
-"Better than your mother, Jon?"
-
-From the boy's face, and his clenched fists Jolyon realised the stress
-and struggle he was going through.
-
-"I don't know," he burst out, "I don't know! But to give Fleur up for
-nothing--for something I don't understand, for something that I don't
-believe can really matter half so much, will make me--make me"
-
-"Make you feel us unjust, put a barrier--yes. But that's better than
-going on with this."
-
-"I can't. Fleur loves me, and I love her. You want me to trust you; why
-don't you trust me, Father? We wouldn't want to know anything--we
-wouldn't let it make any difference. It'll only make us both love you
-and Mother all the more."
-
-Jolyon put his hand into his breast pocket, but brought it out again
-empty, and sat, clucking his tongue against his teeth.
-
-"Think what your mother's been to you, Jon! She has nothing but you; I
-shan't last much longer."
-
-"Why not? It isn't fair to--Why not?"
-
-"Well," said Jolyon, rather coldly, "because the doctors tell me I
-shan't; that's all."
-
-"Oh, Dad!" cried Jon, and burst into tears.
-
-This downbreak of his son, whom he had not seen cry since he was ten,
-moved Jolyon terribly. He recognised to the full how fearfully soft the
-boy's heart was, how much he would suffer in this business, and in life
-generally. And he reached out his hand helplessly--not wishing, indeed
-not daring to get up.
-
-"Dear man," he said, "don't--or you'll make me!"
-
-Jon smothered down his paroxysm, and stood with face averted, very still.
-
-'What now?' thought Jolyon. 'What can I say to move him?'
-
-"By the way, don't speak of that to Mother," he said; "she has enough to
-frighten her with this affair of yours. I know how you feel. But, Jon,
-you know her and me well enough to be sure we wouldn't wish to spoil your
-happiness lightly. Why, my dear boy, we don't care for anything but your
-happiness--at least, with me it's just yours and Mother's and with her
-just yours. It's all the future for you both that's at stake."
-
-Jon turned. His face was deadly pale; his eyes, deep in his head, seemed
-to burn.
-
-"What is it? What is it? Don't keep me like this!"
-
-Jolyon, who knew that he was beaten, thrust his hand again into his
-breast pocket, and sat for a full minute, breathing with difficulty, his
-eyes closed. The thought passed through his mind: 'I've had a good long
-innings--some pretty bitter moments--this is the worst!' Then he brought
-his hand out with the letter, and said with a sort of fatigue: "Well,
-Jon, if you hadn't come to-day, I was going to send you this. I wanted
-to spare you--I wanted to spare your mother and myself, but I see it's no
-good. Read it, and I think I'll go into the garden." He reached forward
-to get up.
-
-Jon, who had taken the letter, said quickly, "No, I'll go"; and was gone.
-
-Jolyon sank back in his chair. A blue-bottle chose that moment to come
-buzzing round him with a sort of fury; the sound was homely, better than
-nothing.... Where had the boy gone to read his letter? The wretched
-letter--the wretched story! A cruel business--cruel to her--to
-Soames--to those two children--to himself!... His heart thumped and
-pained him. Life--its loves--its work--its beauty--its aching, and--its
-end! A good time; a fine time in spite of all; until--you regretted that
-you had ever been born. Life--it wore you down, yet did not make you
-want to die--that was the cunning evil! Mistake to have a heart! Again
-the blue-bottle came buzzing--bringing in all the heat and hum and scent
-of summer--yes, even the scent--as of ripe fruits, dried grasses, sappy
-shrubs, and the vanilla breath of cows. And out there somewhere in the
-fragrance Jon would be reading that letter, turning and twisting its
-pages in his trouble, his bewilderment and trouble--breaking his heart
-about it! The thought made Jolyon acutely miserable. Jon was such a
-tender-hearted chap, affectionate to his bones, and conscientious,
-too--it was so unfair, so damned unfair! He remembered Irene saying to
-him once: "Never was any one born more loving and lovable than Jon." Poor
-little Jon! His world gone up the spout, all of a summer afternoon!
-Youth took things so hard! And stirred, tormented by that vision of
-Youth taking things hard, Jolyon got out of his chair, and went to the
-window. The boy was nowhere visible. And he passed out. If one could
-take any help to him now--one must!
-
-He traversed the shrubbery, glanced into the walled garden--no Jon! Nor
-where the peaches and the apricots were beginning to swell and colour.
-He passed the Cupressus trees, dark and spiral, into the meadow. Where
-had the boy got to? Had he rushed down to the coppice--his old
-hunting-ground? Jolyon crossed the rows of hay. They would cock it on
-Monday and be carrying the day after, if rain held off. Often they had
-crossed this field together--hand in hand, when Jon was a little chap.
-Dash it! The golden age was over by the time one was ten! He came to
-the pond, where flies and gnats were dancing over a bright reedy surface;
-and on into the coppice. It was cool there, fragrant of larches. Still
-no Jon! He called. No answer! On the log seat he sat down, nervous,
-anxious, forgetting his own physical sensations. He had been wrong to
-let the boy get away with that letter; he ought to have kept him under
-his eye from the start! Greatly troubled, he got up to retrace his
-steps. At the farm-buildings he called again, and looked into the dark
-cow-house. There in the cool, and the scent of vanilla and ammonia, away
-from flies, the three Alderneys were chewing the quiet cud; just milked,
-waiting for evening, to be turned out again into the lower field. One
-turned a lazy head, a lustrous eye; Jolyon could see the slobber on its
-grey lower lip. He saw everything with passionate clearness, in the
-agitation of his nerves--all that in his time he had adored and tried to
-paint--wonder of light and shade and colour. No wonder the legend put
-Christ into a manger--what more devotional than the eyes and moon-white
-horns of a chewing cow in the warm dusk! He called again. No answer!
-And he hurried away out of the coppice, past the pond, up the hill.
-Oddly ironical--now he came to think of it--if Jon had taken the gruel of
-his discovery down in the coppice where his mother and Bosinney in those
-old days had made the plunge of acknowledging their love. Where he
-himself, on the log seat the Sunday morning he came back from Paris, had
-realised to the full that Irene had become the world to him. That would
-have been the place for Irony to tear the veil from before the eyes of
-Irene's boy! But he was not here! Where had he got to? One must find
-the poor chap!
-
-A gleam of sun had come, sharpening to his hurrying senses all the beauty
-of the afternoon, of the tall trees and lengthening shadows, of the blue,
-and the white clouds, the scent of the hay, and the cooing of the
-pigeons; and the flower shapes standing tall. He came to the rosery, and
-the beauty of the roses in that sudden sunlight seemed to him unearthly.
-"Rose, you Spaniard!" Wonderful three words! There she had stood by
-that bush of dark red roses; had stood to read and decide that Jon must
-know it all! He knew all now! Had she chosen wrong? He bent and
-sniffed a rose, its petals brushed his nose and trembling lips; nothing
-so soft as a rose-leaf's velvet, except her neck--Irene! On across the
-lawn he went, up the slope, to the oak-tree. Its top alone was
-glistening, for the sudden sun was away over the house; the lower shade
-was thick, blessedly cool--he was greatly overheated. He paused a minute
-with his hand on the rope of the swing--Jolly, Holly--Jon! The old
-swing! And suddenly, he felt horribly--deadly ill. 'I've over done it!'
-he thought: 'by Jove! I've overdone it--after all!' He staggered up
-toward the terrace, dragged himself up the steps, and fell against the
-wall of the house. He leaned there gasping, his face buried in the
-honey-suckle that he and she had taken such trouble with that it might
-sweeten the air which drifted in. Its fragrance mingled with awful pain.
-'My love!' he thought; 'the boy!' And with a great effort he tottered in
-through the long window, and sank into old Jolyon's chair. The book was
-there, a pencil in it; he caught it up, scribbled a word on the open
-page.... His hand dropped.... So it was like this--was it?...
-
-There was a great wrench; and darkness....
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-IRENE
-
-When Jon rushed away with the letter in his hand, he ran along the
-terrace and round the corner of the house, in fear and confusion. Leaning
-against the creepered wall he tore open the letter. It was long--very
-long! This added to his fear, and he began reading. When he came to the
-words: "It was Fleur's father that she married," everything seemed to
-spin before him. He was close to a window, and entering by it, he
-passed, through music-room and hall, up to his bedroom. Dipping his face
-in cold water, he sat on his bed, and went on reading, dropping each
-finished page on the bed beside him. His father's writing was easy to
-read--he knew it so well, though he had never had a letter from him one
-quarter so long. He read with a dull feeling--imagination only half at
-work. He best grasped, on that first reading, the pain his father must
-have had in writing such a letter. He let the last sheet fall, and in a
-sort of mental, moral helplessness began to read the first again. It all
-seemed to him disgusting--dead and disgusting. Then, suddenly, a hot
-wave of horrified emotion tingled through him. He buried his face in his
-hands. His mother! Fleur's father! He took up the letter again, and
-read on mechanically. And again came the feeling that it was all dead
-and disgusting; his own love so different! This letter said his
-mother--and her father! An awful letter!
-
-Property! Could there be men who looked on women as their property?
-Faces seen in street and countryside came thronging up before him--red,
-stock-fish faces; hard, dull faces; prim, dry faces; violent faces;
-hundreds, thousands of them! How could he know what men who had such
-faces thought and did? He held his head in his hands and groaned. His
-mother! He caught up the letter and read on again: "horror and
-aversion-alive in her to-day.... your children.... grandchildren.... of
-a man who once owned your mother as a man might own a slave...." He got
-up from his bed. This cruel shadowy past, lurking there to murder his
-love and Fleur's, was true, or his father could never have written it.
-'Why didn't they tell me the first thing,' he thought, 'the day I first
-saw Fleur? They knew I'd seen her. They were afraid,
-and--now--I've--got it!' Overcome by misery too acute for thought or
-reason, he crept into a dusky corner of the room and sat down on the
-floor. He sat there, like some unhappy little animal. There was comfort
-in dusk, and the floor--as if he were back in those days when he played
-his battles sprawling all over it. He sat there huddled, his hair
-ruffled, his hands clasped round his knees, for how long he did not know.
-He was wrenched from his blank wretchedness by the sound of the door
-opening from his mother's room. The blinds were down over the windows of
-his room, shut up in his absence, and from where he sat he could only
-hear a rustle, her footsteps crossing, till beyond the bed he saw her
-standing before his dressing-table. She had something in her hand. He
-hardly breathed, hoping she would not see him, and go away. He saw her
-touch things on the table as if they had some virtue in them, then face
-the window-grey from head to foot like a ghost. The least turn of her
-head, and she must see him! Her lips moved: "Oh! Jon!" She was speaking
-to herself; the tone of her voice troubled Jon's heart. He saw in her
-hand a little photograph. She held it toward the light, looking at
-it--very small. He knew it--one of himself as a tiny boy, which she
-always kept in her bag. His heart beat fast. And, suddenly as if she had
-heard it, she turned her eyes and saw him. At the gasp she gave, and the
-movement of her hands pressing the photograph against her breast, he
-said:
-
-"Yes, it's me."
-
-She moved over to the bed, and sat down on it, quite close to him, her
-hands still clasping her breast, her feet among the sheets of the letter
-which had slipped to the floor. She saw them, and her hands grasped the
-edge of the bed. She sat very upright, her dark eyes fixed on him. At
-last she spoke.
-
-"Well, Jon, you know, I see."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You've seen Father?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-There was a long silence, till she said:
-
-"Oh! my darling!"
-
-"It's all right." The emotions in him were so, violent and so mixed that
-he dared not move--resentment, despair, and yet a strange yearning for
-the comfort of her hand on his forehead.
-
-"What are you going to do?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-There was another long silence, then she got up. She stood a moment,
-very still, made a little movement with her hand, and said: "My darling
-boy, my most darling boy, don't think of me--think of yourself," and,
-passing round the foot of the bed, went back into her room.
-
-Jon turned--curled into a sort of ball, as might a hedgehog--into the
-corner made by the two walls.
-
-He must have been twenty minutes there before a cry roused him. It came
-from the terrace below. He got up, scared. Again came the cry: "Jon!"
-His mother was calling! He ran out and down the stairs, through the
-empty dining-room into the study. She was kneeling before the old
-armchair, and his father was lying back quite white, his head on his
-breast, one of his hands resting on an open book, with a pencil clutched
-in it--more strangely still than anything he had ever seen. She looked
-round wildly, and said:
-
-"Oh! Jon--he's dead--he's dead!"
-
-Jon flung himself down, and reaching over the arm of the chair, where he
-had lately been sitting, put his lips to the forehead. Icy cold! How
-could--how could Dad be dead, when only an hour ago--! His mother's arms
-were round the knees; pressing her breast against them. "Why--why wasn't
-I with him?" he heard her whisper. Then he saw the tottering word
-"Irene" pencilled on the open page, and broke down himself. It was his
-first sight of human death, and its unutterable stillness blotted from
-him all other emotion; all else, then, was but preliminary to this! All
-love and life, and joy, anxiety, and sorrow, all movement, light and
-beauty, but a beginning to this terrible white stillness. It made a
-dreadful mark on him; all seemed suddenly little, futile, short. He
-mastered himself at last, got up, and raised her.
-
-"Mother! don't cry--Mother!"
-
-Some hours later, when all was done that had to be, and his mother was
-lying down, he saw his father alone, on the bed, covered with a white
-sheet. He stood for a long time gazing at that face which had never
-looked angry--always whimsical, and kind. "To be kind and keep your end
-up--there's nothing else in it," he had once heard his father say. How
-wonderfully Dad had acted up to that philosophy! He understood now that
-his father had known for a long time past that this would come
-suddenly--known, and not said a word. He gazed with an awed and
-passionate reverence. The loneliness of it--just to spare his mother and
-himself! His own trouble seemed small while he was looking at that face.
-The word scribbled on the page! The farewell word! Now his mother had
-no one but himself! He went up close to the dead face--not changed at
-all, and yet completely changed. He had heard his father say once that
-he did not believe in consciousness surviving death, or that if it did it
-might be just survival till the natural age limit of the body had been
-reached--the natural term of its inherent vitality; so that if the body
-were broken by accident, excess, violent disease, consciousness might
-still persist till, in the course of Nature uninterfered with, it would
-naturally have faded out. It had struck him because he had never heard
-any one else suggest it. When the heart failed like this--surely it was
-not quite natural! Perhaps his father's consciousness was in the room
-with him. Above the bed hung a picture of his father's father. Perhaps
-his consciousness, too, was still alive; and his brother's--his
-half-brother, who had died in the Transvaal. Were they all gathered
-round this bed? Jon kissed the forehead, and stole back to his own room.
-The door between it and his mother's was ajar; she had evidently been
-in--everything was ready for him, even some biscuits and hot milk, and
-the letter no longer on the floor. He ate and drank, watching the last
-light fade. He did not try to see into the future--just stared at the
-dark branches of the oak-tree, level with his window, and felt as if life
-had stopped. Once in the night, turning in his heavy sleep, he was
-conscious of something white and still, beside his bed, and started up.
-
-His mother's voice said:
-
-"It's only I, Jon dear!" Her hand pressed his forehead gently back; her
-white figure disappeared.
-
-Alone! He fell heavily asleep again, and dreamed he saw his mother's
-name crawling on his bed.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-SOAMES COGITATES
-
-The announcement in The Times of his cousin Jolyon's death affected
-Soames quite simply. So that chap was gone! There had never been a time
-in their two lives when love had not been lost between them. That
-quick-blooded sentiment hatred had run its course long since in Soames'
-heart, and he had refused to allow any recrudescence, but he considered
-this early decease a piece of poetic justice. For twenty years the
-fellow had enjoyed the reversion of his wife and house, and--he was dead!
-The obituary notice, which appeared a little later, paid Jolyon--he
-thought--too much attention. It spoke of that "diligent and agreeable
-painter whose work we have come to look on as typical of the best
-late-Victorian water-colour art." Soames, who had almost mechanically
-preferred Mole, Morpin, and Caswell Baye, and had always sniffed quite
-audibly when he came to one of his cousin's on the line, turned The Times
-with a crackle.
-
-He had to go up to Town that morning on Forsyte affairs, and was fully
-conscious of Gradman's glance sidelong over his spectacles. The old clerk
-had about him an aura of regretful congratulation. He smelled, as it
-were, of old days. One could almost hear him thinking: "Mr. Jolyon,
-ye-es--just my age, and gone--dear, dear! I dare say she feels it. She
-was a mice-lookin' woman. Flesh is flesh! They've given 'im a notice in
-the papers. Fancy!" His atmosphere in fact caused Soames to handle
-certain leases and conversions with exceptional swiftness.
-
-"About that settlement on Miss Fleur, Mr. Soames?"
-
-"I've thought better of that," answered Soames shortly.
-
-"Ah! I'm glad of that. I thought you were a little hasty. The times do
-change."
-
-How this death would affect Fleur had begun to trouble Soames. He was
-not certain that she knew of it--she seldom looked at the paper, never at
-the births, marriages, and deaths.
-
-He pressed matters on, and made his way to Green Street for lunch.
-Winifred was almost doleful. Jack Cardigan had broken a splashboard, so
-far as one could make out, and would not be "fit" for some time. She
-could not get used to the idea.
-
-"Did Profond ever get off?" he said suddenly.
-
-"He got off," replied Winifred, "but where--I don't know."
-
-Yes, there it was--impossible to tell anything! Not that he wanted to
-know. Letters from Annette were coming from Dieppe, where she and her
-mother were staying.
-
-"You saw that fellow's death, I suppose?"
-
-"Yes," said Winifred. "I'm sorry for--for his children. He was very
-amiable." Soames uttered a rather queer sound. A suspicion of the old
-deep truth--that men were judged in this world rather by what they were
-than by what they did--crept and knocked resentfully at the back doors of
-his mind.
-
-"I know there was a superstition to that effect," he muttered.
-
-"One must do him justice now he's dead."
-
-"I should like to have done him justice before," said Soames; "but I
-never had the chance. Have you got a 'Baronetage' here?"
-
-"Yes; in that bottom row."
-
-Soames took out a fat red book, and ran over the leaves.
-
-"Mont-Sir Lawrence, 9th Bt., cr. 1620, e. s. of Geoffrey, 8th Bt., and
-Lavinia, daur. of Sir Charles Muskham, Bt., of Muskham Hall, Shrops:
-marr. 1890 Emily, daur. of Conway Charwell, Esq., of Condaford Grange,
-co. Oxon; 1 son, heir Michael Conway, b. 1895, 2 daurs. Residence:
-Lippinghall Manor, Folwell, Bucks. Clubs: Snooks': Coffee House:
-Aeroplane. See BidIicott."
-
-"H'm!" he said. "Did you ever know a publisher?"
-
-"Uncle Timothy."
-
-"Alive, I mean."
-
-"Monty knew one at his Club. He brought him here to dinner once. Monty
-was always thinking of writing a book, you know, about how to make money
-on the turf. He tried to interest that man."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"He put him on to a horse--for the Two Thousand. We didn't see him
-again. He was rather smart, if I remember."
-
-"Did it win?"
-
-"No; it ran last, I think. You know Monty really was quite clever in his
-way."
-
-"Was he?" said Soames. "Can you see any connection between a sucking
-baronet and publishing?"
-
-"People do all sorts of things nowadays," replied Winifred. "The great
-stunt seems not to be idle--so different from our time. To do nothing
-was the thing then. But I suppose it'll come again."
-
-"This young Mont that I'm speaking of is very sweet on Fleur. If it
-would put an end to that other affair I might encourage it."
-
-"Has he got style?" asked Winifred.
-
-"He's no beauty; pleasant enough, with some scattered brains. There's a
-good deal of land, I believe. He seems genuinely attached. But I don't
-know."
-
-"No," murmured Winifred; "it's--very difficult. I always found it best
-to do nothing. It is such a bore about Jack; now we shan't get away till
-after Bank Holiday. Well, the people are always amusing, I shall go into
-the Park and watch them."
-
-"If I were you," said Soames, "I should have a country cottage, and be
-out of the way of holidays and strikes when you want."
-
-"The country bores me," answered Winifred, "and I found the railway
-strike quite exciting."
-
-Winifred had always been noted for sang-froid.
-
-Soames took his leave. All the way down to Reading he debated whether he
-should tell Fleur of that boy's father's death. It did not alter the
-situation except that he would be independent now, and only have his
-mother's opposition to encounter. He would come into a lot of money, no
-doubt, and perhaps the house--the house built for Irene and himself--the
-house whose architect had wrought his domestic ruin. His
-daughter--mistress of that house! That would be poetic justice! Soames
-uttered a little mirthless laugh. He had designed that house to
-re-establish his failing union, meant it for the seat of his descendants,
-if he could have induced Irene to give him one! Her son and Fleur! Their
-children would be, in some sort, offspring of the union between himself
-and her!
-
-The theatricality in that thought was repulsive to his sober sense. And
-yet--it would be the easiest and wealthiest way out of the impasse, now
-that Jolyon was gone. The juncture of two Forsyte fortunes had a kind of
-conservative charm. And she--Irene-would be linked to him once more.
-Nonsense! Absurd! He put the notion from his head.
-
-On arriving home he heard the click of billiard-balls, and through the
-window saw young Mont sprawling over the table. Fleur, with her cue
-akimbo, was watching with a smile. How pretty she looked! No wonder
-that young fellow was out of his mind about her. A title--land! There
-was little enough in land, these days; perhaps less in a title. The old
-Forsytes had always had a kind of contempt for titles, rather remote and
-artificial things--not worth the money they cost, and having to do with
-the Court. They had all had that feeling in differing measure--Soames
-remembered. Swithin, indeed, in his most expansive days had once
-attended a Levee. He had come away saying he shouldn't go again--"all
-that small fry." It was suspected that he had looked too big in
-knee-breeches. Soames remembered how his own mother had wished to be
-presented because of the fashionable nature of the performance, and how
-his father had put his foot down with unwonted decision. What did she
-want with that peacocking--wasting time and money; there was nothing in
-it!
-
-The instinct which had made and kept the English Commons the chief power
-in the State, a feeling that their own world was good enough and a little
-better than any other because it was their world, had kept the old
-Forsytes singularly free of "flummery," as Nicholas had been wont to call
-it when he had the gout. Soames' generation, more self-conscious and
-ironical, had been saved by a sense of Swithin in knee-breeches. While
-the third and the fourth generation, as it seemed to him, laughed at
-everything.
-
-However, there was no harm in the young fellow's being heir to a title
-and estate--a thing one couldn't help. He entered quietly, as Mont
-missed his shot. He noted the young man's eyes, fixed on Fleur bending
-over in her turn; and the adoration in them almost touched him.
-
-She paused with the cue poised on the bridge of her slim hand, and shook
-her crop of short dark chestnut hair.
-
-"I shall never do it."
-
-"'Nothing venture.'"
-
-"All right." The cue struck, the ball rolled. "There!"
-
-"Bad luck! Never mind!"
-
-Then they saw him, and Soames said:
-
-"I'll mark for you."
-
-He sat down on the raised seat beneath the marker, trim and tired,
-furtively studying those two young faces. When the game was over Mont
-came up to him.
-
-"I've started in, sir. Rum game, business, isn't it? I suppose you saw
-a lot of human nature as a solicitor."
-
-"I did."
-
-"Shall I tell you what I've noticed: People are quite on the wrong tack
-in offering less than they can afford to give; they ought to offer more,
-and work backward."
-
-Soames raised his eyebrows.
-
-"Suppose the more is accepted?"
-
-"That doesn't matter a little bit," said Mont; "it's much more paying to
-abate a price than to increase it. For instance, say we offer an author
-good terms--he naturally takes them. Then we go into it, find we can't
-publish at a decent profit and tell him so. He's got confidence in us
-because we've been generous to him, and he comes down like a lamb, and
-bears us no malice. But if we offer him poor terms at the start, he
-doesn't take them, so we have to advance them to get him, and he thinks
-us damned screws into the bargain.
-
-"Try buying pictures on that system," said Soames; "an offer accepted is
-a contract--haven't you learned that?"
-
-Young Mont turned his head to where Fleur was standing in the window.
-
-"No," he said, "I wish I had. Then there's another thing. Always let a
-man off a bargain if he wants to be let off."
-
-"As advertisement?" said Soames dryly.
-
-"Of course it is; but I meant on principle."
-
-"Does your firm work on those lines?"
-
-"Not yet," said Mont, "but it'll come."
-
-"And they will go."
-
-"No, really, sir. I'm making any number of observations, and they all
-confirm my theory. Human nature is consistently underrated in business,
-people do themselves out of an awful lot of pleasure and profit by that.
-Of course, you must be perfectly genuine and open, but that's easy if you
-feel it. The more human and generous you are the better chance you've
-got in business."
-
-Soames rose.
-
-"Are you a partner?"
-
-"Not for six months, yet."
-
-"The rest of the firm had better make haste and retire."
-
-Mont laughed.
-
-"You'll see," he said. "There's going to be a big change. The
-possessive principle has got its shutters up."
-
-"What?" said Soames.
-
-"The house is to let! Good-bye, sir; I'm off now."
-
-Soames watched his daughter give her hand, saw her wince at the squeeze
-it received, and distinctly heard the young man's sigh as he passed out.
-Then she came from the window, trailing her finger along the mahogany
-edge of the billiard-table. Watching her, Soames knew that she was going
-to ask him something. Her finger felt round the last pocket, and she
-looked up.
-
-"Have you done anything to stop Jon writing to me, Father?"
-
-Soames shook his head.
-
-"You haven't seen, then?" he said. "His father died just a week ago
-to-day."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-In her startled, frowning face he saw the instant struggle to apprehend
-what this would mean.
-
-"Poor Jon! Why didn't you tell me, Father?"
-
-"I never know!" said Soames slowly; "you don't confide in me."
-
-"I would, if you'd help me, dear."
-
-"Perhaps I shall."
-
-Fleur clasped her hands. "Oh! darling--when one wants a thing fearfully,
-one doesn't think of other people. Don't be angry with me."
-
-Soames put out his hand, as if pushing away an aspersion.
-
-"I'm cogitating," he said. What on earth had made him use a word like
-that! "Has young Mont been bothering you again?"
-
-Fleur smiled. "Oh! Michael! He's always bothering; but he's such a good
-sort--I don't mind him."
-
-"Well," said Soames, "I'm tired; I shall go and have a nap before
-dinner."
-
-He went up to his picture-gallery, lay down on the couch there, and
-closed his eyes. A terrible responsibility this girl of his--whose
-mother was--ah! what was she? A terrible responsibility! Help her--how
-could he help her? He could not alter the fact that he was her father.
-Or that Irene--! What was it young Mont had said--some nonsense about
-the possessive instinct--shutters up--To let? Silly!
-
-The sultry air, charged with a scent of meadow-sweet, of river and roses,
-closed on his senses, drowsing them.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-THE FIXED IDEA
-
-"The fixed idea," which has outrun more constables than any other form of
-human disorder, has never more speed and stamina than when it takes the
-avid guise of love. To hedges and ditches, and doors, to humans without
-ideas fixed or otherwise, to perambulators and the contents sucking their
-fixed ideas, even to the other sufferers from this fast malady--the fixed
-idea of love pays no attention. It runs with eyes turned inward to its
-own light, oblivious of all other stars. Those with the fixed ideas that
-human happiness depends on their art, on vivisecting dogs, on hating
-foreigners, on paying supertax, on remaining Ministers, on making wheels
-go round, on preventing their neighbours from being divorced, on
-conscientious objection, Greek roots, Church dogma, paradox and
-superiority to everybody else, with other forms of ego-mania--all are
-unstable compared with him or her whose fixed idea is the possession of
-some her or him. And though Fleur, those chilly summer days, pursued the
-scattered life of a little Forsyte whose frocks are paid for, and whose
-business is pleasure, she was--as Winifred would have said in the latest
-fashion of speech--"honest to God" indifferent to it all. She wished and
-wished for the moon, which sailed in cold skies above the river or the
-Green Park when she went to Town. She even kept Jon's letters, covered
-with pink silk, on her heart, than which in days when corsets were so
-low, sentiment so despised, and chests so out of fashion, there could,
-perhaps, have been no greater proof of the fixity of her idea.
-
-After hearing of his father's death, she wrote to Jon, and received his
-answer three days later on her return from a river picnic. It was his
-first letter since their meeting at June's. She opened it with
-misgiving, and read it with dismay.
-
-"Since I saw you I've heard everything about the past. I won't tell it
-you--I think you knew when we met at June's. She says you did. If you
-did, Fleur, you ought to have told me. I expect you only heard your
-father's side of it. I have heard my mother's. It's dreadful. Now that
-she's so sad I can't do anything to hurt her more. Of course, I long for
-you all day, but I don't believe now that we shall ever come
-together--there's something too strong pulling us apart."
-
-So! Her deception had found her out. But Jon--she felt--had forgiven
-that. It was what he said of his mother which caused the guttering in
-her heart and the weak sensation in her legs.
-
-Her first impulse was to reply--her second, not to reply. These impulses
-were constantly renewed in the days which followed, while desperation
-grew within her. She was not her father's child for nothing. The
-tenacity which had at once made and undone Soames was her backbone, too,
-frilled and embroidered by French grace and quickness. Instinctively she
-conjugated the verb "to have" always with the pronoun "I." She
-concealed, however, all signs of her growing desperation, and pursued
-such river pleasures as the winds and rain of a disagreeable July
-permitted, as if she had no care in the world; nor did any "sucking
-baronet" ever neglect the business of a publisher more consistently than
-her attendant spirit, Michael Mont.
-
-To Soames she was a puzzle. He was almost deceived by this careless
-gaiety. Almost--because he did not fail to mark her eyes often fixed on
-nothing, and the film of light shining from her bedroom window late at
-night. What was she thinking and brooding over into small hours when she
-ought to have been asleep? But he dared not ask what was in her mind;
-and, since that one little talk in the billiard-room, she said nothing to
-him.
-
-In this taciturn condition of affairs it chanced that Winifred invited
-them to lunch and to go afterward to "a most amusing little play, 'The
-Beggar's Opera'" and would they bring a man to make four? Soames, whose
-attitude toward theatres was to go to nothing, accepted, because Fleur's
-attitude was to go to everything. They motored up, taking Michael Mont,
-who, being in his seventh heaven, was found by Winifred "very amusing."
-"The Beggar's Opera" puzzled Soames. The people were very unpleasant,
-the whole thing very cynical. Winifred was "intrigued"--by the dresses.
-The music, too, did not displease her. At the Opera, the night before,
-she had arrived too early for the Russian Ballet, and found the stage
-occupied by singers, for a whole hour pale or apoplectic from terror lest
-by some dreadful inadvertence they might drop into a tune. Michael Mont
-was enraptured with the whole thing. And all three wondered what Fleur
-was thinking of it. But Fleur was not thinking of it. Her fixed idea
-stood on the stage and sang with Polly Peachum, mimed with Filch, danced
-with Jenny Diver, postured with Lucy Lockit, kissed, trolled, and cuddled
-with Macheath. Her lips might smile, her hands applaud, but the comic
-old masterpiece made no more impression on her than if it had been
-pathetic, like a modern "Revue." When they embarked in the car to
-return, she ached because Jon was not sitting next her instead of Michael
-Mont. When, at some jolt, the young man's arm touched hers as if by
-accident, she only thought: 'If that were Jon's arm!' When his cheerful
-voice, tempered by her proximity, murmured above the sound of the car's
-progress, she smiled and answered, thinking: 'If that were Jon's voice!'
-and when once he said, "Fleur, you look a perfect angel in that dress!"
-she answered, "Oh, do you like it?" thinking, 'If only Jon could see it!'
-
-During this drive she took a resolution. She would go to Robin Hill and
-see him--alone; she would take the car, without word beforehand to him or
-to her father. It was nine days since his letter, and she could wait no
-longer. On Monday she would go! The decision made her well disposed
-toward young Mont. With something to look forward to she could afford to
-tolerate and respond. He might stay to dinner; propose to her as usual;
-dance with her, press her hand, sigh--do what he liked. He was only a
-nuisance when he interfered with her fixed idea. She was even sorry for
-him so far as it was possible to be sorry for anybody but herself just
-now. At dinner he seemed to talk more wildly than usual about what he
-called "the death of the close borough"--she paid little attention, but
-her father seemed paying a good deal, with the smile on his face which
-meant opposition, if not anger.
-
-"The younger generation doesn't think as you do, sir; does it, Fleur?"
-
-Fleur shrugged her shoulders--the younger generation was just Jon, and
-she did not know what he was thinking.
-
-"Young people will think as I do when they're my age, Mr. Mont. Human
-nature doesn't change."
-
-"I admit that, sir; but the forms of thought change with the times. The
-pursuit of self-interest is a form of thought that's going out."
-
-"Indeed! To mind one's own business is not a form of thought, Mr. Mont,
-it's an instinct."
-
-Yes, when Jon was the business!
-
-"But what is one's business, sir? That's the point. Everybody's
-business is going to be one's business. Isn't it, Fleur?"
-
-Fleur only smiled.
-
-"If not," added young Mont, "there'll be blood."
-
-"People have talked like that from time immemorial"
-
-"But you'll admit, sir, that the sense of property is dying out?"
-
-"I should say increasing among those who have none."
-
-"Well, look at me! I'm heir to an entailed estate. I don't want the
-thing; I'd cut the entail to-morrow."
-
-"You're not married, and you don't know what you're talking about."
-
-Fleur saw the young man's eyes turn rather piteously upon her.
-
-"Do you really mean that marriage--?" he began.
-
-"Society is built on marriage," came from between her father's close
-lips; "marriage and its consequences. Do you want to do away with it?"
-
-Young Mont made a distracted gesture. Silence brooded over the dinner
-table, covered with spoons bearing the Forsyte crest--a pheasant
-proper--under the electric light in an alabaster globe. And outside, the
-river evening darkened, charged with heavy moisture and sweet scents.
-
-'Monday,' thought Fleur; 'Monday!'
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-DESPERATE
-
-The weeks which followed the death of his father were sad and empty
-to the only Jolyon Forsyte left. The necessary forms and ceremonies
---the reading of the Will, valuation of the estate, distribution of
-the legacies--were enacted over the head, as it were, of one not yet
-of age. Jolyon was cremated. By his special wish no one attended
-that ceremony, or wore black for him. The succession of his
-property, controlled to some extent by old Jolyon's Will, left his
-widow in possession of Robin Hill, with two thousand five hundred
-pounds a year for life. Apart from this the two Wills worked
-together in some complicated way to insure that each of Jolyon's
-three children should have an equal share in their grandfather's and
-father's property in the future as in the present, save only that
-Jon, by virtue of his sex, would have control of his capital when he
-was twenty-one, while June and Holly would only have the spirit of
-theirs, in order that their children might have the body after them.
-If they had no children, it would all come to Jon if he outlived
-them; and since June was fifty, and Holly nearly forty, it was
-considered in Lincoln's Inn Fields that but for the cruelty of income
-tax, young Jon would be as warm a man as his grandfather when he
-died. All this was nothing to Jon, and little enough to his mother.
-It was June who did everything needful for one who had left his
-affairs in perfect order. When she had gone, and those two were
-alone again in the great house, alone with death drawing them
-together, and love driving them apart, Jon passed very painful days
-secretly disgusted and disappointed with himself. His mother would
-look at him with such a patient sadness which yet had in it an
-instinctive pride, as if she were reserving her defence. If she
-smiled he was angry that his answering smile should be so grudging
-and unnatural. He did not judge or condemn her; that was all too
-remote--indeed, the idea of doing so had never come to him. No! he
-was grudging and unnatural because he couldn't have what he wanted be
-cause of her. There was one alleviation--much to do in connection
-with his father's career, which could not be safely entrusted to
-June, though she had offered to undertake it. Both Jon and his
-mother had felt that if she took his portfolios, unexhibited drawings
-and unfinished matter, away with her, the work would encounter such
-icy blasts from Paul Post and other frequenters of her studio, that
-it would soon be frozen out even of her warm heart. On its
-old-fashioned plane and of its kind the work was good, and they could not
-bear the thought of its subjection to ridicule. A one-man exhibition
-of his work was the least testimony they could pay to one they had
-loved; and on preparation for this they spent many hours together.
-Jon came to have a curiously increased respect for his father. The
-quiet tenacity with which he had converted a mediocre talent into
-something really individual was disclosed by these researches. There
-was a great mass of work with a rare continuity of growth in depth
-and reach of vision. Nothing certainly went very deep, or reached
-very high--but such as the work was, it was thorough, conscientious,
-and complete. And, remembering his father's utter absence of "side"
-or self-assertion, the chaffing humility with which he had always
-spoken of his own efforts, ever calling himself "an amateur," Jon
-could not help feeling that he had never really known his father. To
- take himself seriously, yet never bore others by letting them know
-that he did so, seemed to have been his ruling principle. There was
-something in this which appealed to the boy, and made him heartily
-endorse his mother's comment: "He had true refinement; he couldn't
-help thinking of others, whatever he did. And when he took a
-resolution which went counter, he did it with the minimum of
-defiance--not like the Age, is it? Twice in his life he had to go
-against everything; and yet it never made him bitter." Jon saw tears
-running down her face, which she at once turned away from him. She
-was so quiet about her loss that sometimes he had thought she didn't
-feel it much. Now, as he looked at her, he felt how far he fell
-short of the reserve power and dignity in both his father and his
-mother. And, stealing up to her, he put his arm round her waist.
-She kissed him swiftly, but with a sort of passion, and went out of
-the room.
-
-The studio, where they had been sorting and labelling, had once been
-Holly's schoolroom, devoted to her silkworms, dried lavender, music, and
-other forms of instruction. Now, at the end of July, despite its
-northern and eastern aspects, a warm and slumberous air came in between
-the long-faded lilac linen curtains. To redeem a little the departed
-glory, as of a field that is golden and gone, clinging to a room which
-its master has left, Irene had placed on the paint-stained table a bowl
-of red roses. This, and Jolyon's favourite cat, who still clung to the
-deserted habitat, were the pleasant spots in that dishevelled, sad
-workroom. Jon, at the north window, sniffing air mysteriously scented
-with warm strawberries, heard a car drive up. The lawyers again about
-some nonsense! Why did that scent so make one ache? And where did it
-come from--there were no strawberry beds on this side of the house.
-Instinctively he took a crumpled sheet of paper from his pocket, and
-wrote down some broken words. A warmth began spreading in his chest; he
-rubbed the palms of his hands together. Presently he had jotted this:
-
-"If I could make a little song A little song to soothe my heart! I'd make
-it all of little things The plash of water, rub of wings, The puffing-off
-of dandies crown, The hiss of raindrop spilling down, The purr of cat,
-the trill of bird, And ev'ry whispering I've heard From willy wind in
-leaves and grass, And all the distant drones that pass. A song as tender
-and as light As flower, or butterfly in flight; And when I saw it
-opening, I'd let it fly and sing!"
-
-He was still muttering it over to himself at the window, when he heard
-his name called, and, turning round, saw Fleur. At that amazing
-apparition, he made at first no movement and no sound, while her clear
-vivid glance ravished his heart. Then he went forward to the table,
-saying, "How nice of you to come!" and saw her flinch as if he had thrown
-something at her.
-
-"I asked for you," she said, "and they showed me up here. But I can go
-away again."
-
-Jon clutched the paint-stained table. Her face and figure in its frilly
-frock photographed itself with such startling vividness upon his eyes,
-that if she had sunk through the floor he must still have seen her.
-
-"I know I told you a lie, Jon. But I told it out of love."
-
-"Yes, oh! yes! That's nothing!"
-
-"I didn't answer your letter. What was the use--there wasn't anything to
-answer. I wanted to see you instead." She held out both her hands, and
-Jon grasped them across the table. He tried to say something, but all
-his attention was given to trying not to hurt her hands. His own felt so
-hard and hers so soft. She said almost defiantly:
-
-"That old story--was it so very dreadful?"
-
-"Yes." In his voice, too, there was a note of defiance.
-
-She dragged her hands away. "I didn't think in these days boys were tied
-to their mothers' apron-strings."
-
-Jon's chin went up as if he had been struck.
-
-"Oh! I didn't mean it, Jon. What a horrible thing to say!" Swiftly she
-came close to him. "Jon, dear; I didn't mean it."
-
-"All right."
-
-She had put her two hands on his shoulder, and her forehead down on them;
-the brim of her hat touched his neck, and he felt it quivering. But, in a
-sort of paralysis, he made no response. She let go of his shoulder and
-drew away.
-
-"Well, I'll go, if you don't want me. But I never thought you'd have
-given me up."
-
-"I haven't," cried Jon, coming suddenly to life. "I can't. I'll try
-again."
-
-Her eyes gleamed, she swayed toward him. "Jon--I love you! Don't give
-me up! If you do, I don't know what--I feel so desperate. What does it
-matter--all that past-compared with this?"
-
-She clung to him. He kissed her eyes, her cheeks, her lips. But while
-he kissed her he saw, the sheets of that letter fallen down on the floor
-of his bedroom--his father's white dead face--his mother kneeling before
-it. Fleur's whispered, "Make her! Promise! Oh! Jon, try!" seemed
-childish in his ear. He felt curiously old.
-
-"I promise!" he muttered. "Only, you don't understand."
-
-"She wants to spoil our lives, just because--"
-
-"Yes, of what?"
-
-Again that challenge in his voice, and she did not answer. Her arms
-tightened round him, and he returned her kisses; but even while he
-yielded, the poison worked in him, the poison of the letter. Fleur did
-not know, she did not understand--she misjudged his mother; she came from
-the enemy's camp! So lovely, and he loved her so--yet, even in her
-embrace, he could not help the memory of Holly's words: "I think she has
-a 'having' nature," and his mother's "My darling boy, don't think of
-me--think of yourself!"
-
-When she was gone like a passionate dream, leaving her image on his eyes,
-her kisses on his lips, such an ache in his heart, Jon leaned in the
-window, listening to the car bearing her away. Still the scent as of
-warm strawberries, still the little summer sounds that should make his
-song; still all the promise of youth and happiness in sighing, floating,
-fluttering July--and his heart torn; yearning strong in him; hope high in
-him yet with its eyes cast down, as if ashamed. The miserable task
-before him! If Fleur was desperate, so was he--watching the poplars
-swaying, the white clouds passing, the sunlight on the grass.
-
-He waited till evening, till after their almost silent dinner, till his
-mother had played to him and still he waited, feeling that she knew what
-he was waiting to say. She kissed him and went up-stairs, and still he
-lingered, watching the moonlight and the moths, and that unreality of
-colouring which steals along and stains a summer night. And he would have
-given anything to be back again in the past--barely three months back; or
-away forward, years, in the future. The present with this dark cruelty
-of a decision, one way or the other, seemed impossible. He realised now
-so much more keenly what his mother felt than he had at first; as if the
-story in that letter had been a poisonous germ producing a kind of fever
-of partisanship, so that he really felt there were two camps, his
-mother's and his--Fleur's and her father's. It might be a dead thing,
-that old tragic ownership and enmity, but dead things were poisonous till
-time had cleaned them away. Even his love felt tainted, less illusioned,
-more of the earth, and with a treacherous lurking doubt lest Fleur, like
-her father, might want to own; not articulate, just a stealing haunt,
-horribly unworthy, which crept in and about the ardour of his memories,
-touched with its tarnishing breath the vividness and grace of that
-charmed face and figure--a doubt, not real enough to convince him of its
-presence, just real enough to deflower a perfect faith. And perfect
-faith, to Jon, not yet twenty, was essential. He still had Youth's
-eagerness to give with both hands, to take with neither--to give
-lovingly to one who had his own impulsive generosity. Surely she had!
-He got up from the window-seat and roamed in the big grey ghostly room,
-whose walls were hung with silvered canvas. This house his father said
-in that death-bed letter--had been built for his mother to live in--with
-Fleur's father! He put out his hand in the half-dark, as if to grasp the
-shadowy hand of the dead. He clenched, trying to feel the thin vanished
-fingers of his father; to squeeze them, and reassure him that he--he was
-on his father's side. Tears, prisoned within him, made his eyes feel dry
-and hot. He went back to the window. It was warmer, not so eerie, more
-comforting outside, where the moon hung golden, three days off full; the
-freedom of the night was comforting. If only Fleur and he had met on
-some desert island without a past--and Nature for their house! Jon had
-still his high regard for desert islands, where breadfruit grew, and the
-water was blue above the coral. The night was deep, was free--there was
-enticement in it; a lure, a promise, a refuge from entanglement, and
-love! Milksop tied to his mother's...! His cheeks burned. He shut the
-window, drew curtains over it, switched off the lighted sconce, and went
-up-stairs.
-
-The door of his room was open, the light turned up; his mother, still in
-her evening gown, was standing at the window. She turned and said:
-
-"Sit down, Jon; let's talk." She sat down on the window-seat, Jon on his
-bed. She had her profile turned to him, and the beauty and grace of her
-figure, the delicate line of the brow, the nose, the neck, the strange
-and as it were remote refinement of her, moved him. His mother never
-belonged to her surroundings. She came into them from somewhere--as it
-were! What was she going to say to him, who had in his heart such things
-to say to her?
-
-"I know Fleur came to-day. I'm not surprised." It was as though she had
-added: "She is her father's daughter!" And Jon's heart hardened. Irene
-went on quietly:
-
-"I have Father's letter. I picked it up that night and kept it. Would
-you like it back, dear?"
-
-Jon shook his head.
-
-"I had read it, of course, before he gave it to you. It didn't quite do
-justice to my criminality."
-
-"Mother!" burst from Jon's lips.
-
-"He put it very sweetly, but I know that in marrying Fleur's father
-without love I did a dreadful thing. An unhappy marriage, Jon, can play
-such havoc with other lives besides one's own. You are fearfully young,
-my darling, and fearfully loving. Do you think you can possibly be happy
-with this girl?"
-
-Staring at her dark eyes, darker now from pain, Jon answered
-
-"Yes; oh! yes--if you could be."
-
-Irene smiled.
-
-"Admiration of beauty and longing for possession are not love. If yours
-were another case like mine, Jon--where the deepest things are stifled;
-the flesh joined, and the spirit at war!"
-
-"Why should it, Mother? You think she must be like her father, but she's
-not. I've seen him."
-
-Again the smile came on Irene's lips, and in Jon something wavered; there
-was such irony and experience in that smile.
-
-"You are a giver, Jon; she is a taker."
-
-That unworthy doubt, that haunting uncertainty again! He said with
-vehemence:
-
-"She isn't--she isn't. It's only because I can't bear to make you
-unhappy, Mother, now that Father--" He thrust his fists against his
-forehead.
-
-Irene got up.
-
-"I told you that night, dear, not to mind me. I meant it. Think of
-yourself and your own happiness! I can stand what's left--I've brought
-it on myself."
-
-Again the word "Mother!" burst from Jon's lips.
-
-She came over to him and put her hands over his.
-
-"Do you feel your head, darling?"
-
-Jon shook it. What he felt was in his chest--a sort of tearing asunder
-of the tissue there, by the two loves.
-
-"I shall always love you the same, Jon, whatever you do. You won't lose
-anything." She smoothed his hair gently, and walked away.
-
-He heard the door shut; and, rolling over on the bed, lay, stifling his
-breath, with an awful held-up feeling within him.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-EMBASSY
-
-Enquiring for her at tea time Soames learned that Fleur had been out in
-the car since two. Three hours! Where had she gone? Up to London
-without a word to him? He had never become quite reconciled with cars.
-He had embraced them in principle--like the born empiricist, or Forsyte,
-that he was--adopting each symptom of progress as it came along with:
-"Well, we couldn't do without them now." But in fact he found them
-tearing, great, smelly things. Obliged by Annette to have one--a Rollhard
-with pearl-grey cushions, electric light, little mirrors, trays for the
-ashes of cigarettes, flower vases--all smelling of petrol and
-stephanotis--he regarded it much as he used to regard his brother-in-law,
-Montague Dartie. The thing typified all that was fast, insecure, and
-subcutaneously oily in modern life. As modern life became faster,
-looser, younger, Soames was becoming older, slower, tighter, more and
-more in thought and language like his father James before him. He was
-almost aware of it himself. Pace and progress pleased him less and less;
-there was an ostentation, too, about a car which he considered
-provocative in the prevailing mood of Labour. On one occasion that
-fellow Sims had driven over the only vested interest of a working man.
-Soames had not forgotten the behaviour of its master, when not many
-people would have stopped to put up with it. He had been sorry for the
-dog, and quite prepared to take its part against the car, if that ruffian
-hadn't been so outrageous. With four hours fast becoming five, and still
-no Fleur, all the old car-wise feelings he had experienced in person and
-by proxy balled within him, and sinking sensations troubled the pit of
-his stomach. At seven he telephoned to Winifred by trunk call. No!
-Fleur had not been to Green Street. Then where was she? Visions of his
-beloved daughter rolled up in her pretty frills, all blood and
-dust-stained, in some hideous catastrophe, began to haunt him. He went
-to her room and spied among her things. She had taken nothing--no
-dressing-case, no Jewellery. And this, a relief in one sense, increased
-his fears of an accident. Terrible to be helpless when his loved one was
-missing, especially when he couldn't bear fuss or publicity of any kind!
-What should he do if she were not back by nightfall?
-
-At a quarter to eight he heard the car. A great weight lifted from off
-his heart; he hurried down. She was getting out--pale and tired-looking,
-but nothing wrong. He met her in the hall.
-
-"You've frightened me. Where have you been?"
-
-"To Robin Hill. I'm sorry, dear. I had to go; I'll tell you afterward."
-And, with a flying kiss, she ran up-stairs.
-
-Soames waited in the drawing-room. To Robin Hill! What did that
-portend?
-
-It was not a subject they could discuss at dinner--consecrated to the
-susceptibilities of the butler. The agony of nerves Soames had been
-through, the relief he felt at her safety, softened his power to condemn
-what she had done, or resist what she was going to do; he waited in a
-relaxed stupor for her revelation. Life was a queer business. There he
-was at sixty-five and no more in command of things than if he had not
-spent forty years in building up security-always something one couldn't
-get on terms with! In the pocket of his dinner-jacket was a letter from
-Annette. She was coming back in a fortnight. He knew nothing of what
-she had been doing out there. And he was glad that he did not. Her
-absence had been a relief. Out of sight was out of mind! And now she
-was coming back. Another worry! And the Bolderby Old Crome was
-gone--Dumetrius had got it--all because that anonymous letter had put it
-out of his thoughts. He furtively remarked the strained look on his
-daughter's face, as if she too were gazing at a picture that she couldn't
-buy. He almost wished the War back. Worries didn't seem, then, quite so
-worrying. From the caress in her voice, the look on her face, he became
-certain that she wanted something from him, uncertain whether it would be
-wise of him to give it her. He pushed his savoury away uneaten, and even
-joined her in a cigarette.
-
-After dinner she set the electric piano-player going. And he augured the
-worst when she sat down on a cushion footstool at his knee, and put her
-hand on his.
-
-"Darling, be nice to me. I had to see Jon--he wrote to me. He's going
-to try what he can do with his mother. But I've been thinking. It's
-really in your hands, Father. If you'd persuade her that it doesn't mean
-renewing the past in any way! That I shall stay yours, and Jon will stay
-hers; that you need never see him or her, and she need never see you or
-me! Only you could persuade her, dear, because only you could promise.
-One can't promise for other people. Surely it wouldn't be too awkward
-for you to see her just this once now that Jon's father is dead?"
-
-"Too awkward?" Soames repeated. "The whole thing's preposterous."
-
-"You know," said Fleur, without looking up, "you wouldn't mind seeing
-her, really."
-
-Soames was silent. Her words had expressed a truth too deep for him to
-admit. She slipped her fingers between his own--hot, slim, eager, they
-clung there. This child of his would corkscrew her way into a brick
-wall!
-
-"What am I to do if you won't, Father?" she said very softly.
-
-"I'll do anything for your happiness," said Soanies; "but this isn't for
-your happiness."
-
-"Oh! it is; it is!"
-
-"It'll only stir things up," he said grimly.
-
-"But they are stirred up. The thing is to quiet them. To make her feel
-that this is just our lives, and has nothing to do with yours or hers.
-You can do it, Father, I know you can."
-
-"You know a great deal, then," was Soames' glum answer.
-
-"If you will, Jon and I will wait a year--two years if you like."
-
-"It seems to me," murmured Soames, "that you care nothing about what I
-feel."
-
-Fleur pressed his hand against her cheek.
-
-"I do, darling. But you wouldn't like me to be awfully miserable."
-
-How she wheedled to get her ends! And trying with all his might to think
-she really cared for him--he was not sure--not sure. All she cared for
-was this boy! Why should he help her to get this boy, who was killing
-her affection for himself? Why should he? By the laws of the Forsytes
-it was foolish! There was nothing to be had out of it--nothing! To give
-her to that boy! To pass her into the enemy's camp, under the influence
-of the woman who had injured him so deeply! Slowly--inevitably--he would
-lose this flower of his life! And suddenly he was conscious that his
-hand was wet. His heart gave a little painful jump. He couldn't bear
-her to cry. He put his other hand quickly over hers, and a tear dropped
-on that, too. He couldn't go on like this! "Well, well," he said, "I'll
-think it over, and do what I can. Come, come!" If she must have it for
-her happiness--she must; he couldn't refuse to help her. And lest she
-should begin to thank him he got out of his chair and went up to the
-piano-player--making that noise! It ran down, as he reached it, with a
-faint buzz. That musical box of his nursery days: "The Harmonious
-Blacksmith," "Glorious Port"--the thing had always made him miserable
-when his mother set it going on Sunday afternoons. Here it was
-again--the same thing, only larger, more expensive, and now it played
-"The Wild, Wild Women," and "The Policeman's Holiday," and he was no
-longer in black velvet with a sky blue collar. 'Profond's right,' he
-thought, 'there's nothing in it! We're all progressing to the grave!'
-And with that surprising mental comment he walked out.
-
-He did not see Fleur again that night. But, at breakfast, her eyes
-followed him about with an appeal he could not escape--not that he
-intended to try. No! He had made up his mind to the nerve-racking
-business. He would go to Robin Hill--to that house of memories. Pleasant
-memory--the last! Of going down to keep that boy's father and Irene
-apart by threatening divorce. He had often thought, since, that it had
-clinched their union. And, now, he was going to clinch the union of that
-boy with his girl. 'I don't know what I've done,' he thought, 'to have
-such things thrust on me!' He went up by train and down by train, and
-from the station walked by the long rising lane, still very much as he
-remembered it over thirty years ago. Funny--so near London! Some one
-evidently was holding on to the land there. This speculation soothed
-him, moving between the high hedges slowly, so as not to get overheated,
-though the day was chill enough. After all was said and done there was
-something real about land, it didn't shift. Land, and good pictures!
-The values might fluctuate a bit, but on the whole they were always going
-up--worth holding on to, in a world where there was such a lot of
-unreality, cheap building, changing fashions, such a "Here to-day and
-gone to-morrow" spirit. The French were right, perhaps, with their
-peasant proprietorship, though he had no opinion of the French. One's
-bit of land! Something solid in it! He had heard peasant proprietors
-described as a pig-headed lot; had heard young Mont call his father a
-pigheaded Morning Poster--disrespectful young devil. Well, there were
-worse things than being pig-headed or reading the Morning Post. There
-was Profond and his tribe, and all these Labour chaps, and loud-mouthed
-politicians and 'wild, wild women'! A lot of worse things! And suddenly
-Soames became conscious of feeling weak, and hot, and shaky. Sheer nerves
-at the meeting before him! As Aunt Juley might have said--quoting
-"Superior Dosset"--his nerves were "in a proper fautigue." He could see
-the house now among its trees, the house he had watched being built,
-intending it for himself and this woman, who, by such strange fate, had
-lived in it with another after all! He began to think of Dumetrius, Local
-Loans, and other forms of investment. He could not afford to meet her
-with his nerves all shaking; he who represented the Day of Judgment for
-her on earth as it was in heaven; he, legal ownership, personified,
-meeting lawless beauty, incarnate. His dignity demanded impassivity
-during this embassy designed to link their offspring, who, if she had
-behaved herself, would have been brother and sister. That wretched tune,
-"The Wild, Wild Women," kept running in his head, perversely, for tunes
-did not run there as a rule. Passing the poplars in front of the house,
-he thought: 'How they've grown; I had them planted!' A maid answered his
-ring.
-
-"Will you say--Mr. Forsyte, on a very special matter."
-
-If she realised who he was, quite probably she would not see him. 'By
-George!' he thought, hardening as the tug came. 'It's a topsy-turvy
-affair!'
-
-The maid came back. "Would the gentleman state his business, please?"
-
-"Say it concerns Mr. Jon," said Soames.
-
-And once more he was alone in that hall with the pool of grey-white
-marble designed by her first lover. Ah! she had been a bad lot--had
-loved two men, and not himself! He must remember that when he came face
-to face with her once more. And suddenly he saw her in the opening chink
-between the long heavy purple curtains, swaying, as if in hesitation; the
-old perfect poise and line, the old startled dark-eyed gravity, the old
-calm defensive voice: "Will you come in, please?"
-
-He passed through that opening. As in the picture-gallery and the
-confectioner's shop, she seemed to him still beautiful. And this was the
-first time--the very first--since he married her seven-and-thirty years
-ago, that he was speaking to her without the legal right to call her his.
-She was not wearing black--one of that fellow's radical notions, he
-supposed.
-
-"I apologise for coming," he said glumly; "but this business must be
-settled one way or the other."
-
-"Won't you sit down?"
-
-"No, thank you."
-
-Anger at his false position, impatience of ceremony between them,
-mastered him, and words came tumbling out:
-
-"It's an infernal mischance; I've done my best to discourage it. I
-consider my daughter crazy, but I've got into the habit of indulging her;
-that's why I'm here. I suppose you're fond of your son."
-
-"Devotedly."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"It rests with him."
-
-He had a sense of being met and baffled. Always--always she had baffled
-him, even in those old first married days.
-
-"It's a mad notion," he said.
-
-"It is."
-
-"If you had only--! Well--they might have been--" he did not finish that
-sentence "brother and sister and all this saved," but he saw her shudder
-as if he had, and stung by the sight he crossed over to the window. Out
-there the trees had not grown--they couldn't, they were old!
-
-"So far as I'm concerned," he said, "you may make your mind easy. I
-desire to see neither you nor your son if this marriage comes about.
-Young people in these days are--are unaccountable. But I can't bear to
-see my daughter unhappy. What am I to say to her when I go back?"
-
-"Please say to her as I said to you, that it rests with Jon."
-
-"You don't oppose it?"
-
-"With all my heart; not with my lips."
-
-Soames stood, biting his finger.
-
-"I remember an evening--" he said suddenly; and was silent. What was
-there--what was there in this woman that would not fit into the four
-corners of his hate or condemnation? "Where is he--your son?"
-
-"Up in his father's studio, I think."
-
-"Perhaps you'd have him down."
-
-He watched her ring the bell, he watched the maid come in.
-
-"Please tell Mr. Jon that I want him."
-
-"If it rests with him," said Soames hurriedly, when the maid was gone, "I
-suppose I may take it for granted that this unnatural marriage will take
-place; in that case there'll be formalities. Whom do I deal
-with--Herring's?"
-
-Irene nodded.
-
-"You don't propose to live with them?"
-
-Irene shook her head.
-
-"What happens to this house?"
-
-"It will be as Jon wishes."
-
-"This house," said Soames suddenly: "I had hopes when I began it. If
-they live in it--their children! They say there's such a thing as
-Nemesis. Do you believe in it?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Oh! You do!"
-
-He had come back from the window, and was standing close to her, who, in
-the curve of her grand piano, was, as it were, embayed.
-
-"I'm not likely to see you again," he said slowly. "Will you shake
-hands"--his lip quivered, the words came out jerkily--"and let the past
-die." He held out his hand. Her pale face grew paler, her eyes so dark,
-rested immovably on his, her hands remained clasped in front of her. He
-heard a sound and turned. That boy was standing in the opening of the
-curtains. Very queer he looked, hardly recognisable as the young fellow
-he had seen in the Gallery off Cork Street--very queer; much older, no
-youth in the face at all--haggard, rigid, his hair ruffled, his eyes deep
-in his head. Soames made an effort, and said with a lift of his lip, not
-quite a smile nor quite a sneer:
-
-"Well, young man! I'm here for my daughter; it rests with you, it
-seems--this matter. Your mother leaves it in your hands."
-
-The boy continued staring at his mother's face, and made no answer.
-
-"For my daughter's sake I've brought myself to come," said Soames. "What
-am I to say to her when I go back?"
-
-Still looking at his mother, the boy said, quietly:
-
-"Tell Fleur that it's no good, please; I must do as my father wished
-before he died."
-
-"Jon!"
-
-"It's all right, Mother."
-
-In a kind of stupefaction Soames looked from one to the other; then,
-taking up hat and umbrella which he had put down on a chair, he walked
-toward the curtains. The boy stood aside for him to go by. He passed
-through and heard the grate of the rings as the curtains were drawn
-behind him. The sound liberated something in his chest.
-
-'So that's that!' he thought, and passed out of the front door.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-THE DARK TUNE
-
-As Soames walked away from the house at Robin Hill the sun broke through
-the grey of that chill afternoon, in smoky radiance. So absorbed in
-landscape painting that he seldom looked seriously for effects of Nature
-out of doors--he was struck by that moody effulgence--it mourned with a
-triumph suited to his own feeling. Victory in defeat. His embassy had
-come to naught. But he was rid of those people, had regained his
-daughter at the expense of--her happiness. What would Fleur say to him?
-Would she believe he had done his best? And under that sunlight faring
-on the elms, hazels, hollies of the lane and those unexploited fields,
-Soames felt dread. She would be terribly upset! He must appeal to her
-pride. That boy had given her up, declared part and lot with the woman
-who so long ago had given her father up! Soames clenched his hands.
-Given him up, and why? What had been wrong with him? And once more he
-felt the malaise of one who contemplates himself as seen by another--like
-a dog who chances on his refection in a mirror and is intrigued and
-anxious at the unseizable thing.
-
-Not in a hurry to get home, he dined in town at the Connoisseurs. While
-eating a pear it suddenly occurred to him that, if he had not gone down
-to Robin Hill, the boy might not have so decided. He remembered the
-expression on his face while his mother was refusing the hand he had held
-out. A strange, an awkward thought! Had Fleur cooked her own goose by
-trying to make too sure?
-
-He reached home at half-past nine. While the car was passing in at one
-drive gate he heard the grinding sputter of a motor-cycle passing out by
-the other. Young Mont, no doubt, so Fleur had not been lonely. But he
-went in with a sinking heart. In the cream-panelled drawing-room she was
-sitting with her elbows on her knees, and her chin on her clasped hands,
-in front of a white camellia plant which filled the fireplace. That
-glance at her before she saw him renewed his dread. What was she seeing
-among those white camellias?
-
-"Well, Father!"
-
-Soames shook his head. His tongue failed him. This was murderous work!
-He saw her eyes dilate, her lips quivering.
-
-"What? What? Quick, Father!"
-
-"My dear," said Soames, "I--I did my best, but--" And again he shook his
-head.
-
-Fleur ran to him, and put a hand on each of his shoulders.
-
-"She?"
-
-"No," muttered Soames; "he. I was to tell you that it was no use; he must
-do what his father wished before he died." He caught her by the waist.
-"Come, child, don't let them hurt you. They're not worth your little
-finger."
-
-Fleur tore herself from his grasp.
-
-"You didn't you--couldn't have tried. You--you betrayed me, Father!"
-
-Bitterly wounded, Soames gazed at her passionate figure writhing there in
-front of him.
-
-"You didn't try--you didn't--I was a fool! Iwon't believe he could--he
-ever could! Only yesterday he--! Oh! why did I ask you?"
-
-"Yes," said Soames, quietly, "why did you? I swallowed my feelings; I
-did my best for you, against my judgment--and this is my reward.
-Good-night!"
-
-With every nerve in his body twitching he went toward the door.
-
-Fleur darted after him.
-
-"He gives me up? You mean that? Father!"
-
-Soames turned and forced himself to answer:
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Oh!" cried Fleur. "What did you--what could you have done in those old
-days?"
-
-The breathless sense of really monstrous injustice cut the power of
-speech in Soames' throat. What had he done! What had they done to him!
-
-And with quite unconscious dignity he put his hand on his breast, and
-looked at her.
-
-"It's a shame!" cried Fleur passionately.
-
-Soames went out. He mounted, slow and icy, to his picture gallery, and
-paced among his treasures. Outrageous! Oh! Outrageous! She was
-spoiled! Ah! and who had spoiled her? He stood still before the Goya
-copy. Accustomed to her own way in everything. Flower of his life! And
-now that she couldn't have it! He turned to the window for some air.
-Daylight was dying, the moon rising, gold behind the poplars! What sound
-was that? Why! That piano thing! A dark tune, with a thrum and a
-throb! She had set it going--what comfort could she get from that? His
-eyes caught movement down there beyond the lawn, under the trellis of
-rambler roses and young acacia-trees, where the moonlight fell. There
-she was, roaming up and down. His heart gave a little sickening jump.
-What would she do under this blow? How could he tell? What did he know
-of her--he had only loved her all his life--looked on her as the apple of
-his eye! He knew nothing--had no notion. There she was--and that dark
-tune--and the river gleaming in the moonlight!
-
-'I must go out,' he thought.
-
-He hastened down to the drawing-room, lighted just as he had left it,
-with the piano thrumming out that waltz, or fox-trot, or whatever they
-called it in these days, and passed through on to the verandah.
-
-Where could he watch, without her seeing him? And he stole down through
-the fruit garden to the boat-house. He was between her and the river
-now, and his heart felt lighter. She was his daughter, and
-Annette's--she wouldn't do anything foolish; but there it was--he didn't
-know! From the boat house window he could see the last acacia and the
-spin of her skirt when she turned in her restless march. That tune had
-run down at last--thank goodness! He crossed the floor and looked
-through the farther window at the water slow-flowing past the lilies. It
-made little bubbles against them, bright where a moon-streak fell. He
-remembered suddenly that early morning when he had slept on the
-house-boat after his father died, and she had just been born--nearly
-nineteen years ago! Even now he recalled the unaccustomed world when he
-woke up, the strange feeling it had given him. That day the second
-passion of his life began--for this girl of his, roaming under the
-acacias. What a comfort she had been to him! And all the soreness and
-sense of outrage left him. If he could make her happy again, he didn't
-care! An owl flew, queeking, queeking; a bat flitted by; the moonlight
-brightened and broadened on the water. How long was she going to roam
-about like this! He went back to the window, and suddenly saw her coming
-down to the bank. She stood quite close, on the landing-stage. And
-Soames watched, clenching his hands. Should he speak to her? His
-excitement was intense. The stillness of her figure, its youth, its
-absorption in despair, in longing, in--itself. He would always remember
-it, moonlit like that; and the faint sweet reek of the river and the
-shivering of the willow leaves. She had everything in the world that he
-could give her, except the one thing that she could not have because of
-him! The perversity of things hurt him at that moment, as might a
-fish-bone in his throat.
-
-Then, with an infinite relief, he saw her turn back toward the house.
-What could he give her to make amends? Pearls, travel, horses, other
-young men--anything she wanted--that he might lose the memory of her
-young figure lonely by the water! There! She had set that tune going
-again! Why--it was a mania! Dark, thrumming, faint, travelling from the
-house. It was as though she had said: "If I can't have something to keep
-me going, I shall die of this!" Soames dimly understood. Well, if it
-helped her, let her keep it thrumming on all night! And, mousing back
-through the fruit garden, he regained the verandah. Though he meant to
-go in and speak to her now, he still hesitated, not knowing what to say,
-trying hard to recall how it felt to be thwarted in love. He ought to
-know, ought to remember--and he could not! Gone--all real recollection;
-except that it had hurt him horribly. In this blankness he stood passing
-his handkerchief over hands and lips, which were very dry. By craning
-his head he could just see Fleur, standing with her back to that piano
-still grinding out its tune, her arms tight crossed on her breast, a
-lighted cigarette between her lips, whose smoke half veiled her face.
-The expression on it was strange to Soames, the eyes shone and stared,
-and every feature was alive with a sort of wretched scorn and anger.
-Once or twice he had seen Annette look like that--the face was too vivid,
-too naked, not his daughter's at that moment. And he dared not go in,
-realising the futility of any attempt at consolation. He sat down in the
-shadow of the ingle-nook.
-
-Monstrous trick, that Fate had played him! Nemesis! That old unhappy
-marriage! And in God's name-why? How was he to know, when he wanted
-Irene so violently, and she consented to be his, that she would never
-love him? The tune died and was renewed, and died again, and still
-Soames sat in the shadow, waiting for he knew not what. The fag of
-Fleur's cigarette, flung through the window, fell on the grass; he
-watched it glowing, burning itself out. The moon had freed herself above
-the poplars, and poured her unreality on the garden. Comfortless light,
-mysterious, withdrawn--like the beauty of that woman who had never loved
-him--dappling the nemesias and the stocks with a vesture not of earth.
-Flowers! And his flower so unhappy! Ah! Why could one not put happiness
-into Local Loans, gild its edges, insure it against going down?
-
-Light had ceased to flow out now from the drawing-room window. All was
-silent and dark in there. Had she gone up? He rose, and, tiptoeing,
-peered in. It seemed so! He entered. The verandah kept the moonlight
-out; and at first he could see nothing but the outlines of furniture
-blacker than the darkness. He groped toward the farther window to shut
-it. His foot struck a chair, and he heard a gasp. There she was, curled
-and crushed into the corner of the sofa! His hand hovered. Did she want
-his consolation? He stood, gazing at that ball of crushed frills and
-hair and graceful youth, trying to burrow its way out of sorrow. How
-leave her there? At last he touched her hair, and said:
-
-"Come, darling, better go to bed. I'll make it up to you, somehow." How
-fatuous! But what could he have said?
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-UNDER THE OAK-TREE
-
-When their visitor had disappeared Jon and his mother stood without
-speaking, till he said suddenly:
-
-"I ought to have seen him out."
-
-But Soames was already walking down the drive, and Jon went upstairs to
-his father's studio, not trusting himself to go back.
-
-The expression on his mother's face confronting the man she had once been
-married to, had sealed a resolution growing within him ever since she
-left him the night before. It had put the finishing touch of reality.
-To marry Fleur would be to hit his mother in the face; to betray his dead
-father! It was no good! Jon had the least resentful of natures. He
-bore his parents no grudge in this hour of his distress. For one so
-young there was a rather strange power in him of seeing things in some
-sort of proportion. It was worse for Fleur, worse for his mother even,
-than it was for him. Harder than to give up was to be given up, or to be
-the cause of some one you loved giving up for you. He must not, would
-not behave grudgingly! While he stood watching the tardy sunlight, he had
-again that sudden vision of the world which had come to him the night
-before. Sea on sea, country on country, millions on millions of people,
-all with their own lives, energies, joys, griefs, and suffering--all with
-things they had to give up, and separate struggles for existence. Even
-though he might be willing to give up all else for the one thing he
-couldn't have, he would be a fool to think his feelings mattered much in
-so vast a world, and to behave like a cry-baby or a cad. He pictured the
-people who had nothing--the millions who had given up life in the War,
-the millions whom the War had left with life and little else; the hungry
-children he had read of, the shattered men; people in prison, every kind
-of unfortunate. And--they did not help him much. If one had to miss a
-meal, what comfort in the knowledge that many others had to miss it too?
-There was more distraction in the thought of getting away out into this
-vast world of which he knew nothing yet. He could not go on staying
-here, walled in and sheltered, with everything so slick and comfortable,
-and nothing to do but brood and think what might have been. He could not
-go back to Wansdon, and the memories of Fleur. If he saw her again he
-could not trust himself; and if he stayed here or went back there, he
-would surely see her. While they were within reach of each other that
-must happen. To go far away and quickly was the only thing to do. But,
-however much he loved his mother, he did not want to go away with her.
-Then feeling that was brutal, he made up his mind desperately to propose
-that they should go to Italy. For two hours in that melancholy room he
-tried to master himself, then dressed solemnly for dinner.
-
-His mother had done the same. They ate little, at some length, and
-talked of his father's catalogue. The show was arranged for October, and
-beyond clerical detail there was nothing more to do.
-
-After dinner she put on a cloak and they went out; walked a little,
-talked a little, till they were standing silent at last beneath the
-oak-tree. Ruled by the thought: 'If I show anything, I show all,' Jon
-put his arm through hers and said quite casually:
-
-"Mother, let's go to Italy."
-
-Irene pressed his arm, and said as casually:
-
-"It would be very nice; but I've been thinking you ought to see and do
-more than you would if I were with you."
-
-"But then you'd be alone."
-
-"I was once alone for more than twelve years. Besides, I should like to
-be here for the opening of Father's show."
-
-Jon's grip tightened round her arm; he was not deceived.
-
-"You couldn't stay here all by yourself; it's too big."
-
-"Not here, perhaps. In London, and I might go to Paris, after the show
-opens. You ought to have a year at least, Jon, and see the world."
-
-"Yes, I'd like to see the world and rough it. But I don't want to leave
-you all alone."
-
-"My dear, I owe you that at least. If it's for your good, it'll be for
-mine. Why not start tomorrow? You've got your passport."
-
-"Yes; if I'm going it had better be at once. Only--Mother--if--if I
-wanted to stay out somewhere--America or anywhere, would you mind coming
-presently?"
-
-"Wherever and whenever you send for me. But don't send until you really
-want me."
-
-Jon drew a deep breath.
-
-"I feel England's choky."
-
-They stood a few minutes longer under the oak-tree--looking out to where
-the grand stand at Epsom was veiled in evening. The branches kept the
-moonlight from them, so that it only fell everywhere else--over the
-fields and far away, and on the windows of the creepered house behind,
-which soon would be to let.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-FLEUR'S WEDDING
-
-The October paragraphs describing the wedding of Fleur Forsyte to Michael
-Mont hardly conveyed the symbolic significance of this event. In the
-union of the great-granddaughter of "Superior Dosset" with the heir of a
-ninth baronet was the outward and visible sign of that merger of class in
-class which buttresses the political stability of a realm. The time had
-come when the Forsytes might resign their natural resentment against a
-"flummery" not theirs by birth, and accept it as the still more natural
-due of their possessive instincts. Besides, they had to mount to make
-room for all those so much more newly rich. In that quiet but tasteful
-ceremony in Hanover Square, and afterward among the furniture in Green
-Street, it had been impossible for those not in the know to distinguish
-the Forsyte troop from the Mont contingent--so far away was "Superior
-Dosset" now. Was there, in the crease of his trousers, the expression of
-his moustache, his accent, or the shine on his top-hat, a pin to choose
-between Soames and the ninth baronet himself? Was not Fleur as
-self-possessed, quick, glancing, pretty, and hard as the likeliest
-Muskham, Mont, or Charwell filly present? If anything, the Forsytes had
-it in dress and looks and manners. They had become "upper class" and now
-their name would be formally recorded in the Stud Book, their money
-joined to land. Whether this was a little late in the day, and those
-rewards of the possessive instinct, lands and money, destined for the
-melting-pot--was still a question so moot that it was not mooted. After
-all, Timothy had said Consols were goin' up. Timothy, the last, the
-missing link; Timothy, in extremis on the Bayswater Road--so Francie had
-reported. It was whispered, too, that this young Mont was a sort of
-socialist--strangely wise of him, and in the nature of insurance,
-considering the days they lived in. There was no uneasiness on that
-score. The landed classes produced that sort of amiable foolishness at
-times, turned to safe uses and confined to theory. As George remarked to
-his sister Francie: "They'll soon be having puppies--that'll give him
-pause."
-
-The church with white flowers and something blue in the middle of the
-East window looked extremely chaste, as though endeavouring to counteract
-the somewhat lurid phraseology of a Service calculated to keep the
-thoughts of all on puppies. Forsytes, Haymans, Tweetymans, sat in the
-left aisle; Monts, Charwells; Muskhams in the right; while a sprinkling
-of Fleur's fellow-sufferers at school, and of Mont's fellow-sufferers in,
-the War, gaped indiscriminately from either side, and three maiden
-ladies, who had dropped in on their way from Skyward's brought up the
-rear, together with two Mont retainers and Fleur's old nurse. In the
-unsettled state of the country as full a house as could be expected.
-
-Mrs. Val Dartie, who sat with her husband in the third row, squeezed his
-hand more than once during the performance. To her, who knew the plot of
-this tragi-comedy, its most dramatic moment was well-nigh painful. 'I
-wonder if Jon knows by instinct,' she thought--Jon, out in British
-Columbia. She had received a letter from him only that morning which had
-made her smile and say:
-
-"Jon's in British Columbia, Val, because he wants to be in California.
-He thinks it's too nice there."
-
-"Oh!" said Val, "so he's beginning to see a joke again."
-
-"He's bought some land and sent for his mother."
-
-"What on earth will she do out there?"
-
-"All she cares about is Jon. Do you still think it a happy release?"
-
-Val's shrewd eyes narrowed to grey pin-points between their dark lashes.
-
-"Fleur wouldn't have suited him a bit. She's not bred right."
-
-"Poor little Fleur!" sighed Holly. Ah! it was strange--this marriage.
-The young man, Mont, had caught her on the rebound, of course, in the
-reckless mood of one whose ship has just gone down. Such a plunge could
-not but be--as Val put it--an outside chance. There was little to be told
-from the back view of her young cousin's veil, and Holly's eyes reviewed
-the general aspect of this Christian wedding. She, who had made a
-love-match which had been successful, had a horror of unhappy marriages.
-This might not be one in the end--but it was clearly a toss-up; and to
-consecrate a toss-up in this fashion with manufactured unction before a
-crowd of fashionable free-thinkers--for who thought otherwise than
-freely, or not at all, when they were "dolled" up--seemed to her as near
-a sin as one could find in an age which had abolished them. Her eyes
-wandered from the prelate in his robes (a Charwell-the Forsytes had not
-as yet produced a prelate) to Val, beside her, thinking--she was
-certain--of the Mayfly filly at fifteen to one for the Cambridgeshire.
-They passed on and caught the profile of the ninth baronet, in
-counterfeitment of the kneeling process. She could just see the neat
-ruck above his knees where he had pulled his trousers up, and thought:
-'Val's forgotten to pull up his!' Her eyes passed to the pew in front of
-her, where Winifred's substantial form was gowned with passion, and on
-again to Soames and Annette kneeling side by side. A little smile came
-on her lips--Prosper Profond, back from the South Seas of the Channel,
-would be kneeling too, about six rows behind. Yes! This was a funny
-"small" business, however it turned out; still it was in a proper church
-and would be in the proper papers to-morrow morning.
-
-They had begun a hymn; she could hear the ninth baronet across the aisle,
-singing of the hosts of Midian. Her little finger touched Val's
-thumb--they were holding the same hymn-book--and a tiny thrill passed
-through her, preserved--from twenty years ago. He stooped and whispered:
-
-"I say, d'you remember the rat?" The rat at their wedding in Cape
-Colony, which had cleaned its whiskers behind the table at the
-Registrar's! And between her little and third forgers she squeezed his
-thumb hard.
-
-The hymn was over, the prelate had begun to deliver his discourse. He
-told them of the dangerous times they lived in, and the awful conduct of
-the House of Lords in connection with divorce. They were all
-soldiers--he said--in the trenches under the poisonous gas of the Prince
-of Darkness, and must be manful. The purpose of marriage was children,
-not mere sinful happiness.
-
-An imp danced in Holly's eyes--Val's eyelashes were meeting. Whatever
-happened; he must not snore. Her finger and thumb closed on his thigh
-till he stirred uneasily.
-
-The discourse was over, the danger past. They were signing in the
-vestry; and general relaxation had set in.
-
-A voice behind her said:
-
-"Will she stay the course?"
-
-"Who's that?" she whispered.
-
-"Old George Forsyte!"
-
-Holly demurely scrutinized one of whom she had often heard. Fresh from
-South Africa, and ignorant of her kith and kin, she never saw one without
-an almost childish curiosity. He was very big, and very dapper; his eyes
-gave her a funny feeling of having no particular clothes.
-
-"They're off!" she heard him say.
-
-They came, stepping from the chancel. Holly looked first in young Mont's
-face. His lips and ears were twitching, his eyes, shifting from his feet
-to the hand within his arm, stared suddenly before them as if to face a
-firing party. He gave Holly the feeling that he was spiritually
-intoxicated. But Fleur! Ah! That was different. The girl was
-perfectly composed, prettier than ever, in her white robes and veil over
-her banged dark chestnut hair; her eyelids hovered demure over her dark
-hazel eyes. Outwardly, she seemed all there. But inwardly, where was
-she? As those two passed, Fleur raised her eyelids--the restless glint
-of those clear whites remained on Holly's vision as might the flutter of
-caged bird's wings.
-
-In Green Street Winifred stood to receive, just a little less composed
-than usual. Soames' request for the use of her house had come on her at
-a deeply psychological moment. Under the influence of a remark of
-Prosper Profond, she had begun to exchange her Empire for Expressionistic
-furniture. There were the most amusing arrangements, with violet, green,
-and orange blobs and scriggles, to be had at Mealard's. Another month
-and the change would have been complete. Just now, the very "intriguing"
-recruits she had enlisted, did not march too well with the old guard. It
-was as if her regiment were half in khaki, half in scarlet and bearskins.
-But her strong and comfortable character made the best of it in a
-drawing-room which typified, perhaps, more perfectly than she imagined,
-the semi-bolshevized imperialism of her country. After all, this was a
-day of merger, and you couldn't have too much of it! Her eyes travelled
-indulgently among her guests. Soames had gripped the back of a buhl
-chair; young Mont was behind that "awfully amusing" screen, which no one
-as yet had been able to explain to her. The ninth baronet had shied
-violently at a round scarlet table, inlaid under glass with blue
-Australian butteries' wings, and was clinging to her Louis-Quinze
-cabinet; Francie Forsyte had seized the new mantel-board, finely carved
-with little purple grotesques on an ebony ground; George, over by the old
-spinet, was holding a little sky-blue book as if about to enter bets;
-Prosper Profond was twiddling the knob of the open door, black with
-peacock-blue panels; and Annette's hands, close by, were grasping her own
-waist; two Muskhams clung to the balcony among the plants, as if feeling
-ill; Lady Mont, thin and brave-looking, had taken up her long-handled
-glasses and was gazing at the central light shade, of ivory and orange
-dashed with deep magenta, as if the heavens had opened. Everybody, in
-fact, seemed holding on to something. Only Fleur, still in her bridal
-dress, was detached from all support, flinging her words and glances to
-left and right.
-
-The room was full of the bubble and the squeak of conversation. Nobody
-could hear anything that anybody said; which seemed of little
-consequence, since no one waited for anything so slow as an answer.
-Modern conversation seemed to Winifred so different from the days of her
-prime, when a drawl was all the vogue. Still it was "amusing," which, of
-course, was all that mattered. Even the Forsytes were talking with
-extreme rapidity--Fleur and Christopher, and Imogen, and young Nicholas's
-youngest, Patrick. Soames, of course, was silent; but George, by the
-spinet, kept up a running commentary, and Francie, by her mantel-shelf.
-Winifred drew nearer to the ninth baronet. He seemed to promise a
-certain repose; his nose was fine and drooped a little, his grey
-moustaches too; and she said, drawling through her smile:
-
-"It's rather nice, isn't it?"
-
-His reply shot out of his smile like a snipped bread pellet
-
-"D'you remember, in Frazer, the tribe that buries the bride up to the
-waist?"
-
-He spoke as fast as anybody! He had dark lively little eyes, too, all
-crinkled round like a Catholic priest's. Winifred felt suddenly he might
-say things she would regret.
-
-"They're always so amusing--weddings," she murmured, and moved on to
-Soames. He was curiously still, and Winifred saw at once what was
-dictating his immobility. To his right was George Forsyte, to his left
-Annette and Prosper Profond. He could not move without either seeing
-those two together, or the reflection of them in George Forsyte's japing
-eyes. He was quite right not to be taking notice.
-
-"They say Timothy's sinking;" he said glumly.
-
-"Where will you put him, Soames?"
-
-"Highgate." He counted on his fingers. "It'll make twelve of them
-there, including wives. How do you think Fleur looks?"
-
-"Remarkably well."
-
-Soames nodded. He had never seen her look prettier, yet he could not rid
-himself of the impression that this business was unnatural--remembering
-still that crushed figure burrowing into the corner of the sofa. From
-that night to this day he had received from her no confidences. He knew
-from his chauffeur that she had made one more attempt on Robin Hill and
-drawn blank--an empty house, no one at home. He knew that she had
-received a letter, but not what was in it, except that it had made her
-hide herself and cry. He had remarked that she looked at him sometimes
-when she thought he wasn't noticing, as if she were wondering still what
-he had done--forsooth--to make those people hate him so. Well, there it
-was! Annette had come back, and things had worn on through the
-summer--very miserable, till suddenly Fleur had said she was going to
-marry young Mont. She had shown him a little more affection when she
-told him that. And he had yielded--what was the good of opposing it?
-God knew that he had never wished to thwart her in anything! And the
-young man seemed quite delirious about her. No doubt she was in a
-reckless mood, and she was young, absurdly young. But if he opposed her,
-he didn't know what she would do; for all he could tell she might want to
-take up a profession, become a doctor or solicitor, some nonsense. She
-had no aptitude for painting, writing, music, in his view the legitimate
-occupations of unmarried women, if they must do something in these days.
-On the whole, she was safer married, for he could see too well how
-feverish and restless she was at home. Annette, too, had been in favour
-of it--Annette, from behind the veil of his refusal to know what she was
-about, if she was about anything. Annette had said: "Let her marry this
-young man. He is a nice boy--not so highty-flighty as he seems." Where
-she got her expressions, he didn't know--but her opinion soothed his
-doubts. His wife, whatever her conduct, had clear eyes and an almost
-depressing amount of common sense. He had settled fifty thousand on
-Fleur, taking care that there was no cross settlement in case it didn't
-turn out well. Could it turn out well? She had not got over that other
-boy--he knew. They were to go to Spain for the honeymoon. He would be
-even lonelier when she was gone. But later, perhaps, she would forget,
-and turn to him again! Winifred's voice broke on his reverie.
-
-"Why! Of all wonders-June!"
-
-There, in a djibbah--what things she wore!--with her hair straying from
-under a fillet, Soames saw his cousin, and Fleur going forward to greet
-her. The two passed from their view out on to the stairway.
-
-"Really," said Winifred, "she does the most impossible things! Fancy her
-coming!"
-
-"What made you ask her?" muttered Soames.
-
-"Because I thought she wouldn't accept, of course."
-
-Winifred had forgotten that behind conduct lies the main trend of
-character; or, in other words, omitted to remember that Fleur was now a
-"lame duck."
-
-On receiving her invitation, June had first thought, 'I wouldn't go near
-them for the world!' and then, one morning, had awakened from a dream of
-Fleur waving to her from a boat with a wild unhappy gesture. And she had
-changed her mind.
-
-When Fleur came forward and said to her, "Do come up while I'm changing
-my dress," she had followed up the stairs. The girl led the way into
-Imogen's old bedroom, set ready for her toilet.
-
-June sat down on the bed, thin and upright, like a little spirit in the
-sear and yellow. Fleur locked the door.
-
-The girl stood before her divested of her wedding dress. What a pretty
-thing she was!
-
-"I suppose you think me a fool," she said, with quivering lips, "when it
-was to have been Jon. But what does it matter? Michael wants me, and I
-don't care. It'll get me away from home." Diving her hand into the
-frills on her breast, she brought out a letter. "Jon wrote me this."
-
-June read: "Lake Okanagen, British Columbia. I'm not coming back to
-England. Bless you always. Jon."
-
-"She's made safe, you see," said Fleur.
-
-June handed back the letter.
-
-"That's not fair to Irene," she said, "she always told Jon he could do as
-he wished."
-
-Fleur smiled bitterly. "Tell me, didn't she spoil your life too?" June
-looked up. "Nobody can spoil a life, my dear. That's nonsense. Things
-happen, but we bob up."
-
-With a sort of terror she saw the girl sink on her knees and bury her
-face in the djibbah. A strangled sob mounted to June's ears.
-
-"It's all right--all right," she murmured, "Don't! There, there!"
-
-But the point of the girl's chin was pressed ever closer into her thigh,
-and the sound was dreadful of her sobbing.
-
-Well, well! It had to come. She would feel better afterward! June
-stroked the short hair of that shapely head; and all the scattered
-mother-sense in her focussed itself and passed through the tips of her
-fingers into the girl's brain.
-
-"Don't sit down under it, my dear," she said at last. "We can't control
-life, but we can fight it. Make the best of things. I've had to. I
-held on, like you; and I cried, as you're crying now. And look at me!"
-
-Fleur raised her head; a sob merged suddenly into a little choked laugh.
-In truth it was a thin and rather wild and wasted spirit she was looking
-at, but it had brave eyes.
-
-"All right!" she said. "I'm sorry. I shall forget him, I suppose, if I
-fly fast and far enough."
-
-And, scrambling to her feet, she went over to the wash-stand.
-
-June watched her removing with cold water the traces of emotion. Save for
-a little becoming pinkness there was nothing left when she stood before
-the mirror. June got off the bed and took a pin-cushion in her hand. To
-put two pins into the wrong places was all the vent she found for
-sympathy.
-
-"Give me a kiss," she said when Fleur was ready, and dug her chin into
-the girl's warm cheek.
-
-"I want a whiff," said Fleur; "don't wait."
-
-June left her, sitting on the bed with a cigarette between her lips and
-her eyes half closed, and went down-stairs. In the doorway of the
-drawing-room stood Soames as if unquiet at his daughter's tardiness.
-June tossed her head and passed down on to the half-landing. Her cousin
-Francie was standing there.
-
-"Look!" said June, pointing with her chin at Soames. "That man's fatal!"
-
-"How do you mean," said Francie, "fatal?"
-
-June did not answer her. "I shan't wait to see them off," she said.
-"Good-bye!"
-
-"Good-bye!" said Francie, and her eyes, of a Celtic grey, goggled. That
-old feud! Really, it was quite romantic!
-
-Soames, moving to the well of the staircase, saw June go, and drew a
-breath of satisfaction. Why didn't Fleur come? They would miss their
-train. That train would bear her away from him, yet he could not help
-fidgeting at the thought that they would lose it. And then she did come,
-running down in her tan-coloured frock and black velvet cap, and passed
-him into the drawing-room. He saw her kiss her mother, her aunt, Val's
-wife, Imogen, and then come forth, quick and pretty as ever. How would
-she treat him at this last moment of her girlhood? He couldn't hope for
-much!
-
-Her lips pressed the middle of his cheek.
-
-"Daddy!" she said, and was past and gone! Daddy! She hadn't called him
-that for years. He drew a long breath and followed slowly down. There
-was all the folly with that confetti stuff and the rest of it to go
-through with yet. But he would like just to catch her smile, if she
-leaned out, though they would hit her in the eye with the shoe, if they
-didn't take care. Young Mont's voice said fervently in his ear:
-
-"Good-bye, sir; and thank you! I'm so fearfully bucked."
-
-"Good-bye," he said; "don't miss your train."
-
-He stood on the bottom step but three, whence he could see above the
-heads--the silly hats and heads. They were in the car now; and there was
-that stuff, showering, and there went the shoe. A flood of something
-welled up in Soames, and--he didn't know--he couldn't see!
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-THE LAST OF THE OLD FORSYTES
-
-When they came to prepare that terrific symbol Timothy Forsyte--the one
-pure individualist left, the only man who hadn't heard of the Great
-War--they found him wonderful--not even death had undermined his
-soundness.
-
-To Smither and Cook that preparation came like final evidence of what
-they had never believed possible--the end of the old Forsyte family on
-earth. Poor Mr. Timothy must now take a harp and sing in the company of
-Miss Forsyte, Mrs. Julia, Miss Hester; with Mr. Jolyon, Mr. Swithin, Mr.
-James, Mr. Roger, and Mr. Nicholas of the party. Whether Mrs. Hayman
-would be there was more doubtful, seeing that she had been cremated.
-Secretly Cook thought that Mr. Timothy would be upset--he had always been
-so set against barrel organs. How many times had she not said: "Drat the
-thing! There it is again! Smither, you'd better run up and see what you
-can do." And in her heart she would so have enjoyed the tunes, if she
-hadn't known that Mr. Timothy would ring the bell in a minute and say:
-"Here, take him a halfpenny and tell him to move on." Often they had
-been obliged to add threepence of their own before the man would
-go--Timothy had ever underrated the value of emotion. Luckily he had
-taken the organs for blue-bottles in his last years, which had been a
-comfort, and they had been able to enjoy the tunes. But a harp! Cook
-wondered. It was a change! And Mr. Timothy had never liked change. But
-she did not speak of this to Smither, who did so take a line of her own
-in regard to heaven that it quite put one about sometimes.
-
-She cried while Timothy was being prepared, and they all had sherry
-afterward out of the yearly Christmas bottle, which would not be needed
-now. Ah! dear! She had been there five-and-forty years and Smither
-three-and-forty! And now they would be going to a tiny house in Tooting,
-to live on their savings and what Miss Hester had so kindly left
-them--for to take fresh service after the glorious past--No! But they
-would like just to see Mr. Soames again, and Mrs. Dartie, and Miss
-Francie, and Miss Euphemia. And even if they had to take their own cab,
-they felt they must go to the funeral. For six years Mr. Timothy had
-been their baby, getting younger and younger every day, till at last he
-had been too young to live.
-
-They spent the regulation hours of waiting in polishing and dusting, in
-catching the one mouse left, and asphyxiating the last beetle so as to
-leave it nice, discussing with each other what they would buy at the
-sale. Miss Ann's workbox; Miss Juley's (that is Mrs. Julia's) seaweed
-album; the fire-screen Miss Hester had crewelled; and Mr. Timothy's
-hair--little golden curls, glued into a black frame. Oh! they must have
-those--only the price of things had gone up so!
-
-It fell to Soames to issue invitations for the funeral. He had them
-drawn up by Gradman in his office--only blood relations, and no flowers.
-Six carriages were ordered. The Will would be read afterward at the
-house.
-
-He arrived at eleven o'clock to see that all was ready. At a quarter
-past old Gradman came in black gloves and crape on his hat. He and
-Soames stood in the drawing-room waiting. At half-past eleven the
-carriages drew up in a long row. But no one else appeared. Gradman
-said:
-
-"It surprises me, Mr. Soames. I posted them myself."
-
-"I don't know," said Soames; "he'd lost touch with the family." Soames
-had often noticed in old days how much more neighbourly his family were
-to the dead than to the living. But, now, the way they had flocked to
-Fleur's wedding and abstained from Timothy's funeral, seemed to show some
-vital change. There might, of course, be another reason; for Soames felt
-that if he had not known the contents of Timothy's Will, he might have
-stayed away himself through delicacy. Timothy had left a lot of money,
-with nobody in particular to leave it to. They mightn't like to seem to
-expect something.
-
-At twelve o'clock the procession left the door; Timothy alone in the
-first carriage under glass. Then Soames alone; then Gradman alone; then
-Cook and Smither together. They started at a walk, but were soon
-trotting under a bright sky. At the entrance to Highgate Cemetery they
-were delayed by service in the Chapel. Soames would have liked to stay
-outside in the sunshine. He didn't believe a word of it; on the other
-hand, it was a form of insurance which could not safely be neglected, in
-case there might be something in it after all.
-
-They walked up two and two--he and Gradman, Cook and Smither--to the
-family vault. It was not very distinguished for the funeral of the last
-old Forsyte.
-
-He took Gradman into his carriage on the way back to the Bayswater Road
-with a certain glow in his heart. He had a surprise in pickle for the
-old chap who had served the Forsytes four-and-fifty years-a treat that
-was entirely his doing. How well he remembered saying to Timothy the
-day--after Aunt Hester's funeral: "Well; Uncle Timothy, there's Gradman.
-He's taken a lot of trouble for the family. What do you say to leaving
-him five thousand?" and his surprise, seeing the difficulty there had
-been in getting Timothy to leave anything, when Timothy had nodded. And
-now the old chap would be as pleased as Punch, for Mrs. Gradman, he knew,
-had a weak heart, and their son had lost a leg in the War. It was
-extraordinarily gratifying to Soames to have left him five thousand
-pounds of Timothy's money. They sat down together in the little
-drawing-room, whose walls--like a vision of heaven--were sky-blue and
-gold with every picture-frame unnaturally bright, and every speck of dust
-removed from every piece of furniture, to read that little
-masterpiece--the Will of Timothy. With his back to the light in Aunt
-Hester's chair, Soames faced Gradman with his face to the light, on Aunt
-Ann's sofa; and, crossing his legs, began:
-
-"This is the last Will and Testament of me Timothy Forsyte of The Bower
-Bayswater Road, London I appoint my nephew Soames Forsyte of The Shelter
-Mapleduram and Thomas Gradman of 159 Folly Road Highgate (hereinafter
-called my Trustees) to be the trustees and executors of this my Will To
-the said Soames Forsyte I leave the sum of one thousand pounds free of
-legacy duty and to the said Thomas Gradman I leave the sum of five
-thousand pounds free of legacy duty."
-
-Soames paused. Old Gradman was leaning forward, convulsively gripping a
-stout black knee with each of his thick hands; his mouth had fallen open
-so that the gold fillings of three teeth gleamed; his eyes were blinking,
-two tears rolled slowly out of them. Soames read hastily on.
-
-"All the rest of my property of whatsoever description I bequeath to my
-Trustees upon Trust to convert and hold the same upon the following
-trusts namely To pay thereout all my debts funeral expenses and outgoings
-of any kind in connection with my Will and to hold the residue thereof in
-trust for that male lineal descendant of my father Jolyon Forsyte by his
-marriage with Ann Pierce who after the decease of all lineal descendants
-whether male or female of my said father by his said marriage in being at
-the time of my death shall last attain the age of twenty-one years
-absolutely it being my desire that my property shall be nursed to the
-extreme limit permitted by the laws of England for the benefit of such
-male lineal descendant as aforesaid."
-
-Soames read the investment and attestation clauses, and, ceasing, looked
-at Gradman. The old fellow was wiping his brow with a large
-handkerchief, whose brilliant colour supplied a sudden festive tinge to
-the proceedings.
-
-"My word, Mr. Soames!" he said, and it was clear that the lawyer in him
-had utterly wiped out the man: "My word! Why, there are two babies now,
-and some quite young children--if one of them lives to be eighty--it's
-not a great age--and add twenty-one--that's a hundred years; and Mr.
-Timothy worth a hundred and fifty thousand pound net if he's worth a
-penny. Compound interest at five per cent. doubles you in fourteen
-years. In fourteen years three hundred thousand-six hundred thousand in
-twenty-eight--twelve hundred thousand in forty-two--twenty-four hundred
-thousand in fifty-six--four million eight hundred thousand in
-seventy--nine million six hundred thousand in eighty-four--Why, in a
-hundred years it'll be twenty million! And we shan't live to use it! It
-is a Will!"
-
-Soames said dryly: "Anything may happen. The State might take the lot;
-they're capable of anything in these days."
-
-"And carry five," said Gradman to himself. "I forgot--Mr. Timothy's in
-Consols; we shan't get more than two per cent. with this income tax. To
-be on the safe side, say eight millions. Still, that's a pretty penny."
-
-Soames rose and handed him the Will. "You're going into the City. Take
-care of that, and do what's necessary. Advertise; but there are no
-debts. When's the sale?"
-
-"Tuesday week," said Gradman. "Life or lives in bein' and twenty-one
-years afterward--it's a long way off. But I'm glad he's left it in the
-family...."
-
-The sale--not at Jobson's, in view of the Victorian nature of the
-effects--was far more freely attended than the funeral, though not by
-Cook and Smither, for Soames had taken it on himself to give them their
-heart's desires. Winifred was present, Euphemia, and Francie, and
-Eustace had come in his car. The miniatures, Barbizons, and J. R.
-drawings had been bought in by Soames; and relics of no marketable value
-were set aside in an off-room for members of the family who cared to have
-mementoes. These were the only restrictions upon bidding characterised
-by an almost tragic languor. Not one piece of furniture, no picture or
-porcelain figure appealed to modern taste. The humming birds had fallen
-like autumn leaves when taken from where they had not hummed for sixty
-years. It was painful to Soames to see the chairs his aunts had sat on,
-the little grand piano they had practically never played, the books whose
-outsides they had gazed at, the china they had dusted, the curtains they
-had drawn, the hearth-rug which had warmed their feet; above all, the
-beds they had lain and died in--sold to little dealers, and the
-housewives of Fulham. And yet--what could one do? Buy them and stick
-them in a lumber-room? No; they had to go the way of all flesh and
-furniture, and be worn out. But when they put up Aunt Ann's sofa and
-were going to knock it down for thirty shillings, he cried out, suddenly:
-"Five pounds!" The sensation was considerable, and the sofa his.
-
-When that little sale was over in the fusty saleroom, and those Victorian
-ashes scattered, he went out into the misty October sunshine feeling as
-if cosiness had died out of the world, and the board "To Let" was up,
-indeed. Revolutions on the horizon; Fleur in Spain; no comfort in
-Annette; no Timothy's on the Bayswater Road. In the irritable desolation
-of his soul he went into the Goupenor Gallery. That chap Jolyon's
-watercolours were on view there. He went in to look down his nose at
-them--it might give him some faint satisfaction. The news had trickled
-through from June to Val's wife, from her to Val, from Val to his mother,
-from her to Soames, that the house--the fatal house at Robin Hill--was
-for sale, and Irene going to join her boy out in British Columbia, or
-some such place. For one wild moment the thought had come to Soames:
-'Why shouldn't I buy it back? I meant it for my!' No sooner come than
-gone. Too lugubrious a triumph; with too many humiliating memories for
-himself and Fleur. She would never live there after what had happened.
-No, the place must go its way to some peer or profiteer. It had been a
-bone of contention from the first, the shell of the feud; and with the
-woman gone, it was an empty shell. "For Sale or To Let." With his
-mind's eye he could see that board raised high above the ivied wall which
-he had built.
-
-He passed through the first of the two rooms in the Gallery. There was
-certainly a body of work! And now that the fellow was dead it did not
-seem so trivial. The drawings were pleasing enough, with quite a sense
-of atmosphere, and something individual in the brush work. 'His father
-and my father; he and I; his child and mine!' thought Soames. So it had
-gone on! And all about that woman! Softened by the events of the past
-week, affected by the melancholy beauty of the autumn day, Soames came
-nearer than he had ever been to realisation of that truth--passing the
-understanding of a Forsyte pure--that the body of Beauty has a spiritual
-essence, uncapturable save by a devotion which thinks not of self. After
-all, he was near that truth in his devotion to his daughter; perhaps that
-made him understand a little how he had missed the prize. And there,
-among the drawings of his kinsman, who had attained to that which he had
-found beyond his reach, he thought of him and her with a tolerance which
-surprised him. But he did not buy a drawing.
-
-Just as he passed the seat of custom on his return to the outer air he
-met with a contingency which had not been entirely absent from his mind
-when he went into the Gallery--Irene, herself, coming in. So she had not
-gone yet, and was still paying farewell visits to that fellow's remains!
-He subdued the little involuntary leap of his subconsciousness, the
-mechanical reaction of his senses to the charm of this once-owned woman,
-and passed her with averted eyes. But when he had gone by he could not
-for the life of him help looking back. This, then, was finality--the heat
-and stress of his life, the madness and the longing thereof, the only
-defeat he had known, would be over when she faded from his view this
-time; even such memories had their own queer aching value.
-
-She, too, was looking back. Suddenly she lifted her gloved hand, her
-lips smiled faintly, her dark eyes seemed to speak. It was the turn of
-Soames to make no answer to that smile and that little farewell wave; he
-went out into the fashionable street quivering from head to foot. He
-knew what she had meant to say: "Now that I am going for ever out of the
-reach of you and yours--forgive me; I wish you well." That was the
-meaning; last sign of that terrible reality--passing morality, duty,
-common sense--her aversion from him who had owned her body, but had never
-touched her spirit or her heart. It hurt; yes--more than if she had
-kept her mask unmoved, her hand unlifted.
-
-Three days later, in that fast-yellowing October, Soames took a taxi-cab
-to Highgate Cemetery and mounted through its white forest to the Forsyte
-vault. Close to the cedar, above catacombs and columbaria, tall, ugly,
-and individual, it looked like an apex of the competitive system. He
-could remember a discussion wherein Swithin had advocated the addition to
-its face of the pheasant proper. The proposal had been rejected in
-favour of a wreath in stone, above the stark words: "The family vault of
-Jolyon Forsyte: 1850." It was in good order. All trace of the recent
-interment had been removed, and its sober grey gloomed reposefully in the
-sunshine. The whole family lay there now, except old Jolyon's wife, who
-had gone back under a contract to her own family vault in Suffolk; old
-Jolyon himself lying at Robin Hill; and Susan Hayman, cremated so that
-none knew where she might be. Soames gazed at it with
-satisfaction--massive, needing little attention; and this was important,
-for he was well aware that no one would attend to it when he himself was
-gone, and he would have to be looking out for lodgings soon. He might
-have twenty years before him, but one never knew. Twenty years without
-an aunt or uncle, with a wife of whom one had better not know anything,
-with a daughter gone from home. His mood inclined to melancholy and
-retrospection.
-
-This cemetery was full, they said--of people with extraordinary names,
-buried in extraordinary taste. Still, they had a fine view up here,
-right over London. Annette had once given him a story to read by that
-Frenchman, Maupassant, most lugubrious concern, where all the skeletons
-emerged from their graves one night, and all the pious inscriptions on
-the stones were altered to descriptions of their sins. Not a true story
-at all. He didn't know about the French, but there was not much real
-harm in English people except their teeth and their taste, which was
-certainly deplorable. "The family vault of Jolyon Forsyte: 1850." A lot
-of people had been buried here since then--a lot of English life crumbled
-to mould and dust! The boom of an airplane passing under the gold-tinted
-clouds caused him to lift his eyes. The deuce of a lot of expansion had
-gone on. But it all came back to a cemetery--to a name and a date on a
-tomb. And he thought with a curious pride that he and his family had
-done little or nothing to help this feverish expansion. Good solid
-middlemen, they had gone to work with dignity to manage and possess.
-"Superior Dosset," indeed, had built in a dreadful, and Jolyon painted in
-a doubtful, period, but so far as he remembered not another of them all
-had soiled his hands by creating anything--unless you counted Val Dartie
-and his horse-breeding. Collectors, solicitors, barristers, merchants,
-publishers, accountants, directors, land agents, even soldiers--there
-they had been! The country had expanded, as it were, in spite of them.
-They had checked, controlled, defended, and taken advantage of the
-process and when you considered how "Superior Dosset" had begun life with
-next to nothing, and his lineal descendants already owned what old
-Gradman estimated at between a million and a million and a half, it was
-not so bad! And yet he sometimes felt as if the family bolt was shot,
-their possessive instinct dying out. They seemed unable to make
-money--this fourth generation; they were going into art, literature,
-farming, or the army; or just living on what was left them--they had no
-push and no tenacity. They would die out if they didn't take care.
-
-Soames turned from the vault and faced toward the breeze. The air up
-here would be delicious if only he could rid his nerves of the feeling
-that mortality was in it. He gazed restlessly at the crosses and the
-urns, the angels, the "immortelles," the flowers, gaudy or withering; and
-suddenly he noticed a spot which seemed so different from anything else
-up there that he was obliged to walk the few necessary yards and look at
-it. A sober corner, with a massive queer-shaped cross of grey rough-hewn
-granite, guarded by four dark yew-trees. The spot was free from the
-pressure of the other graves, having a little box-hedged garden on the
-far side, and in front a goldening birch-tree. This oasis in the desert
-of conventional graves appealed to the aesthetic sense of Soames, and he
-sat down there in the sunshine. Through those trembling gold birch
-leaves he gazed out at London, and yielded to the waves of memory. He
-thought of Irene in Montpellier Square, when her hair was rusty-golden
-and her white shoulders his--Irene, the prize of his love-passion,
-resistant to his ownership. He saw Bosinney's body lying in that white
-mortuary, and Irene sitting on the sofa looking at space with the eyes of
-a dying bird. Again he thought of her by the little green Niobe in the
-Bois de Boulogne, once more rejecting him. His fancy took him on beside
-his drifting river on the November day when Fleur was to be born, took
-him to the dead leaves floating on the green-tinged water and the
-snake-headed weed for ever swaying and nosing, sinuous, blind, tethered.
-And on again to the window opened to the cold starry night above Hyde
-Park, with his father lying dead. His fancy darted to that picture of
-"the future town," to that boy's and Fleur's first meeting; to the bluish
-trail of Prosper Profond's cigar, and Fleur in the window pointing down
-to where the fellow prowled. To the sight of Irene and that dead fellow
-sitting side by side in the stand at Lord's. To her and that boy at
-Robin Hill. To the sofa, where Fleur lay crushed up in the corner; to
-her lips pressed into his cheek, and her farewell "Daddy." And suddenly
-he saw again Irene's grey-gloved hand waving its last gesture of release.
-
-He sat there a long time dreaming his career, faithful to the scut of his
-possessive instinct, warming himself even with its failures.
-
-"To Let"--the Forsyte age and way of life, when a man owned his soul, his
-investments, and his woman, without check or question. And now the State
-had, or would have, his investments, his woman had herself, and God knew
-who had his soul. "To Let"--that sane and simple creed!
-
-The waters of change were foaming in, carrying the promise of new forms
-only when their destructive flood should have passed its full. He sat
-there, subconscious of them, but with his thoughts resolutely set on the
-past--as a man might ride into a wild night with his face to the tail of
-his galloping horse. Athwart the Victorian dykes the waters were rolling
-on property, manners, and morals, on melody and the old forms of
-art--waters bringing to his mouth a salt taste as of blood, lapping to
-the foot of this Highgate Hill where Victorianism lay buried. And
-sitting there, high up on its most individual spot, Soames--like a figure
-of Investment--refused their restless sounds. Instinctively he would not
-fight them--there was in him too much primeval wisdom, of Man the
-possessive animal. They would quiet down when they had fulfilled their
-tidal fever of dispossessing and destroying; when the creations and the
-properties of others were sufficiently broken and defected--they would
-lapse and ebb, and fresh forms would rise based on an instinct older than
-the fever of change--the instinct of Home.
-
-"Je m'en fiche," said Prosper Profond. Soames did not say "Je m'en
-fiche"--it was French, and the fellow was a thorn in his side--but deep
-down he knew that change was only the interval of death between two forms
-of life, destruction necessary to make room for fresher property. What
-though the board was up, and cosiness to let?--some one would come along
-and take it again some day.
-
-And only one thing really troubled him, sitting there--the melancholy
-craving in his heart--because the sun was like enchantment on his face
-and on the clouds and on the golden birch leaves, and the wind's rustle
-was so gentle, and the yewtree green so dark, and the sickle of a moon
-pale in the sky.
-
-He might wish and wish and never get it--the beauty and the loving in the
-world!
-
-
-
-
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