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-FORSYTE SAGA--Complete
-
-By John Galsworthy
-
-
-
-Contents:
- Volume 1. The Man of Property
- Volume 2. Indian Summer of a Forsyte
- In Chancery
- Volume 3. Awakening
- To Let
-
-
-
-[Spelling conforms to the original: "s's" instead of our "z's";
-and "c's" where we would have "s's"; and "...our" as in colour
-and flavour; many interesting double consonants; etc.]
-
-
-FORSYTE SAGA
-
-I. THE MAN OF PROPERTY
-
-By John Galsworthy
-
-
-
-VOLUME I
-
-
-
-TO MY WIFE:
-
-I DEDICATE THE FORSYTE SAGA IN ITS ENTIRETY,
-BELIEVING IT TO BE OF ALL MY WORKS THE LEAST
-UNWORTHY OF ONE WITHOUT WHOSE ENCOURAGEMENT,
-SYMPATHY AND CRITICISM COULD NEVER HAVE
-BECOME EVEN SUCH A WRITER AS I AM.
-
-
-
-
-PREFACE:
-
-"The Forsyte Saga" was the title originally destined for that
-part of it which is called "The Man of Property"; and to adopt it
-for the collected chronicles of the Forsyte family has indulged
-the Forsytean tenacity that is in all of us. The word Saga might
-be objected to on the ground that it connotes the heroic and that
-there is little heroism in these pages. But it is used with a
-suitable irony; and, after all, this long tale, though it may
-deal with folk in frock coats, furbelows, and a gilt-edged
-period, is not devoid of the essential beat of conflict.
-Discounting for the gigantic stature and blood-thirstiness of old
-days, as they have come down to us in fairy-tale and legend, the
-folk of the old Sagas were Forsytes, assuredly, in their
-possessive instincts, and as little proof against the inroads of
-beauty and passion as Swithin, Soames, or even Young Jolyon. And
-if heroic figures, in days that never were, seem to startle out
-from their surroundings in fashion unbecoming to a Forsyte of the
-Victorian era, we may be sure that tribal instinct was even then
-the prime force, and that "family" and the sense of home and
-property counted as they do to this day, for all the recent
-efforts to "talk them out."
-
-So many people have written and claimed that their families were
-the originals of the Forsytes that one has been almost encouraged
-to believe in the typicality of an imagined species. Manners
-change and modes evolve, and "Timothy's on the Bayswater Road"
-becomes a nest of the unbelievable in all except essentials; we
-shall not look upon its like again, nor perhaps on such a one as
-James or Old Jolyon. And yet the figures of Insurance Societies
-and the utterances of Judges reassure us daily that our earthly
-paradise is still a rich preserve, where the wild raiders, Beauty
-and Passion, come stealing in, filching security from beneath our
-noses. As surely as a dog will bark at a brass band, so will the
-essential Soames in human nature ever rise up uneasily against
-the dissolution which hovers round the folds of ownership.
-
-"Let the dead Past bury its dead" would be a better saying if the
-Past ever died. The persistence of the Past is one of those
-tragi-comic blessings which each new age denies, coming cocksure
-on to the stage to mouth its claim to a perfect novelty.
-
-But no Age is so new as that! Human Nature, under its changing
-pretensions and clothes, is and ever will be very much of a
-Forsyte, and might, after all, be a much worse animal.
-
-Looking back on the Victorian era, whose ripeness, decline, and
-'fall-of' is in some sort pictured in "The Forsyte Saga," we see
-now that we have but jumped out of a frying-pan into a fire. It
-would be difficult to substantiate a claim that the case of
-England was better in 1913 than it was in 1886, when the Forsytes
-assembled at Old Jolyon's to celebrate the engagement of June to
-Philip Bosinney. And in 1920, when again the clan gathered to
-bless the marriage of Fleur with Michael Mont, the state of
-England is as surely too molten and bankrupt as in the eighties
-it was too congealed and low-percented. If these chronicles had
-
-been a really scientific study of transition one would have dwelt
-probably on such factors as the invention of bicycle, motor-car,
-and flying-machine; the arrival of a cheap Press; the decline of
-country life and increase of the towns; the birth of the Cinema.
-Men are, in fact, quite unable to control their own inventions;
-they at best develop adaptability to the new conditions those
-inventions create.
-
-But this long tale is no scientific study of a period; it is
-rather an intimate incarnation of the disturbance that Beauty
-effects in the lives of men.
-
-The figure of Irene, never, as the reader may possibly have
-observed, present, except through the senses of other characters,
-is a concretion of disturbing Beauty impinging on a possessive
-world.
-
-One has noticed that readers, as they wade on through the salt
-waters of the Saga, are inclined more and more to pity Soames,
-and to think that in doing so they are in revolt against the mood
-of his creator. Far from it! He, too, pities Soames, the
-tragedy of whose life is the very simple, uncontrollable tragedy
-of being unlovable, without quite a thick enough skin to be
-thoroughly unconscious of the fact. Not even Fleur loves Soames
-as he feels he ought to be loved. But in pitying Soames, readers
-incline, perhaps, to animus against Irene: After all, they think,
-he wasn't a bad fellow, it wasn't his fault; she ought to have
-forgiven him, and so on!
-
-And, taking sides, they lose perception of the simple truth,
-which underlies the whole story, that where sex attraction is
-utterly and definitely lacking in one partner to a union, no
-amount of pity, or reason, or duty, or what not, can overcome a
-repulsion implicit in Nature. Whether it ought to, or no, is
-beside the point; because in fact it never does. And where Irene
-seems hard and cruel, as in the Bois de Boulogne, or the Goupenor
-Gallery, she is but wisely realistic--knowing that the least
-concession is the inch which precedes the impossible, the
-repulsive ell.
-
-A criticism one might pass on the last phase of the Saga is the
-complaint that Irene and Jolyon those rebels against property--
-claim spiritual property in their son Jon. But it would be
-hypercriticism, as the tale is told. No father and mother could
-have let the boy marry Fleur without knowledge of the facts; and
-the facts determine Jon, not the persuasion of his parents.
-Moreover, Jolyon's persuasion is not on his own account, but on
-Irene's, and Irene's persuasion becomes a reiterated: "Don't
-think of me, think of yourself!" That Jon, knowing the facts, can
-realise his mother's feelings, will hardly with justice be held
-proof that she is, after all, a Forsyte.
-
-But though the impingement of Beauty and the claims of Freedom on
-a possessive world are the main prepossessions of the Forsyte
-Saga, it cannot be absolved from the charge of embalming the
-upper-middle class. As the old Egyptians placed around their
-mummies the necessaries of a future existence, so I have
-endeavoured to lay beside the, figures of Aunts Ann and Juley and
-Hester, of Timothy and Swithin, of Old Jolyon and James, and of
-their sons, that which shall guarantee them a little life here-
-after, a little balm in the hurried Gilead of a dissolving
-"Progress."
-
-If the upper-middle class, with other classes, is destined to
-"move on" into amorphism, here, pickled in these pages, it lies
-under glass for strollers in the wide and ill-arranged museum of
-Letters. Here it rests, preserved in its own juice: The Sense
-of Property.
-
-1922.
-
-
-
-
-THE MAN OF PROPERTY
-
-by JOHN GALSWORTHY
-
-
-
-
-"........ You will answer
-The slaves are ours ....."
--Merchant of Venice.
-
-
-
-
-TO EDWARD GARNETT
-
-
-
-
-
-PART I
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-'AT HOME' AT OLD JOLYON'S
-
-
-Those privileged to be present at a family festival of the
-Forsytes have seen that charming and instructive sight--an upper
-middle-class family in full plumage. But whosoever of these
-favoured persons has possessed the gift of psychological analysis
-(a talent without monetary value and properly ignored by the
-Forsytes), has witnessed a spectacle, not only delightful in
-itself, but illustrative of an obscure human problem. In plainer
-words, he has gleaned from a gathering of this family--no branch
-of which had a liking for the other, between no three members of
-whom existed anything worthy of the name of sympathy--evidence of
-that mysterious concrete tenacity which renders a family so
-formidable a unit of society, so clear a reproduction of society
-in miniature. He has been admitted to a vision of the dim roads
-of social progress, has understood something of patriarchal life,
-of the swarmings of savage hordes, of the rise and fall of
-nations. He is like one who, having watched a tree grow from its
-planting--a paragon of tenacity, insulation, and success, amidst
-the deaths of a hundred other plants less fibrous, sappy, and
-persistent--one day will see it flourishing with bland, full
-foliage, in an almost repugnant prosperity, at the summit of its
-efflorescence.
-
-On June 15, eighteen eighty-six, about four of the afternoon, the
-observer who chanced to be present at the house of old Jolyon
-Forsyte in Stanhope Gate, might have seen the highest
-efflorescence of the Forsytes.
-
-This was the occasion of an 'at home' to celebrate the engagement
-of Miss June Forsyte, old Jolyon's granddaughter, to Mr. Philip
-Bosinney. In the bravery of light gloves, buff waistcoats,
-feathers and frocks, the family were present, even Aunt Ann, who
-now but seldom left the comer of her brother Timothy's green
-drawing-room, where, under the aegis of a plume of dyed pampas
-grass in a light blue vase, she sat all day reading and knitting,
-surrounded by the effigies of three generations of Forsytes.
-Even Aunt Ann was there; her inflexible back, and the dignity of
-her calm old face personifying the rigid possessiveness of the
-family idea.
-
-When a Forsyte was engaged, married, or born, the Forsytes were
-present; when a Forsyte died--but no Forsyte had as yet died;
-they did not die; death being contrary to their principles, they
-took precautions against it, the instinctive precautions of
-highly vitalized persons who resent encroachments on their
-property.
-
-About the Forsytes mingling that day with the crowd of other
-guests, there was a more than ordinarily groomed look, an alert,
-inquisitive assurance, a brilliant respectability, as though they
-were attired in defiance of something. The habitual sniff on the
-face of Soames Forsyte had spread through their ranks; they were
-on their guard.
-
-The subconscious offensiveness of their attitude has constituted
-old Jolyon's 'home' the psychological moment of the family
-history, made it the prelude of their drama.
-
-The Forsytes were resentful of something, not individually, but
-as a family; this resentment expressed itself in an added
-perfection of raiment, an exuberance of family cordiality, an
-exaggeration of family importance, and--the sniff. Danger--so
-indispensable in bringing out the fundamental quality of any
-society, group, or individual--was what the Forsytes scented; the
-premonition of danger put a burnish on their armour. For the
-first time, as a family, they appeared to have an instinct of
-being in contact, with some strange and unsafe thing.
-
-Over against the piano a man of bulk and stature was wearing two
-waistcoats on his wide chest, two waistcoats and a ruby pin,
-instead of the single satin waistcoat and diamond pin of more
-usual occasions, and his shaven, square, old face, the colour of
-pale leather, with pale eyes, had its most dignified look, above
-his satin stock. This was Swithin Forsyte. Close to the window,
-where he could get more than his fair share of fresh air, the
-other twin, James--the fat and the lean of it, old Jolyon called
-these brothers--like the bulky Swithin, over six feet in height,
-but very lean, as though destined from his birth to strike a
-balance and maintain an average, brooded over the scene with his
-permanent stoop; his grey eyes had an air of fixed absorption in
-some secret worry, broken at intervals by a rapid, shifting
-scrutiny of surrounding facts; his cheeks, thinned by two
-parallel folds, and a long, clean-shaven upper lip, were framed
-within Dundreary whiskers. In his hands he turned and turned a
-piece of china. Not far off, listening to a lady in brown, his
-only son Soames, pale and well-shaved, dark-haired, rather bald,
-had poked his chin up sideways, carrying his nose with that
-aforesaid appearance of 'sniff,' as though despising an egg which
-he knew he could not digest. Behind him his cousin, the tall
-George, son of the fifth Forsyte, Roger, had a Quilpish look on
-his fleshy face, pondering one of his sardonic jests. Something
-inherent to the occasion had affected them all.
-
-Seated in a row close to one another were three ladies--Aunts
-Ann, Hester (the two Forsyte maids), and Juley (short for Julia),
-who not in first youth had so far forgotten herself as to marry
-Septimus Small, a man of poor constitution. She had survived him
-for many years. With her elder and younger sister she lived now
-in the house of Timothy, her sixth and youngest brother, on the
-Bayswater Road. Each of these ladies held fans in their hands,
-and each with some touch of colour, some emphatic feather or
-brooch, testified to the solemnity of the opportunity.
-
-In the centre of the room, under the chandelier, as became a
-host, stood the head of the family, old Jolyon himself. Eighty
-years of age, with his fine, white hair, his dome-like forehead,
-his little, dark grey eyes, and an immense white moustache, which
-drooped and spread below the level of his strong jaw, he had a
-patriarchal look, and in spite of lean cheeks and hollows at his
-temples, seemed master of perennial youth. He held himself
-extremely upright, and his shrewd, steady eyes had lost none of
-their clear shining. Thus he gave an impression of superiority
-to the doubts and dislikes of smaller men. Having had his own
-way for innumerable years, he had earned a prescriptive right to
-it. It would never have occurred to old Jolyon that it was
-necessary to wear a look of doubt or of defiance.
-
-Between him and the four other brothers who were present, James,
-Swithin, Nicholas, and Roger, there was much difference, much
-similarity. In turn, each of these four brothers was very
-different from the other, yet they, too, were alike.
-
-Through the varying features and expression of those five faces
-could be marked a certain steadfastness of chin, underlying
-surface distinctions, marking a racial stamp, too prehistoric to
-trace, too remote and permanent to discuss--the very hall-mark
-and guarantee of the family fortunes.
-
-Among the younger generation, in the tall, bull-like George, in
-pallid strenuous Archibald, in young Nicholas with his sweet and
-tentative obstinacy, in the grave and foppishly determined
-Eustace, there was this same stamp--less meaningful perhaps, but
-unmistakable--a sign of something ineradicable in the family
-soul. At one time or another during the afternoon, all these
-faces, so dissimilar and so alike, had worn an expression of
-distrust, the object of which was undoubtedly the man whose
-acquaintance they were thus assembled to make. Philip Bosinney
-was known to be a young man without fortune, but Forsyte girls
-had become engaged to such before, and had actually married them.
-It was not altogether for this reason, therefore, that the minds
-of the Forsytes misgave them. They could not have explained the
-origin of a misgiving obscured by the mist of family gossip. A
-story was undoubtedly told that he had paid his duty call to
-Aunts Ann, Juley, and Hester, in a soft grey hat--a soft grey
-hat, not even a new one--a dusty thing with a shapeless crown.
-"So, extraordinary, my dear--so odd," Aunt Hester, passing
-through the little, dark hall (she was rather short-sighted), had
-tried to 'shoo' it off a chair, taking it for a strange,
-disreputable cat--Tommy had such disgraceful friends! She was
-disturbed when it did not move.
-
-Like an artist for ever seeking to discover the significant trifle
-which embodies the whole character of a scene, or place, or
-person, so those unconscious artists--the Forsytes had fastened by
-intuition on this hat; it was their significant trifle, the detail
-in which was embedded the meaning of the whole matter; for each
-had asked himself: "Come, now, should I have paid that visit in
-that hat?" and each had answered "No!" and some, with more
-imagination than others, had added: "It would never have come into
-my head!"
-
-George, on hearing the story, grinned. The hat had obviously
-been worn as a practical joke! He himself was a connoisseur of
-such. "Very haughty!" he said, "the wild Buccaneer."
-
-And this mot, the 'Buccaneer,' was bandied from mouth to mouth,
-till it became the favourite mode of alluding to Bosinney.
-
-Her aunts reproached June afterwards about the hat.
-
-"We don't think you ought to let him, dear!" they had said.
-
-June had answered in her imperious brisk way, like the little
-embodiment of will she was: "Oh! what does it matter? Phil
-never knows what he's got on!"
-
-No one had credited an answer so outrageous. A man not to know
-what he had on? No, no! What indeed was this young man, who, in
-becoming engaged to June, old Jolyon's acknowledged heiress, had
-done so well for himself? He was an architect, not in itself a
-sufficient reason for wearing such a hat. None of the Forsytes
-happened to be architects, but one of them knew two architects
-who would never have worn such a hat upon a call of ceremony in
-the London season.
-
-Dangerous--ah, dangerous! June, of course, had not seen this,
-but, though not yet nineteen, she was notorious. Had she not
-said to Mrs. Soames--who was always so beautifully dressed--that
-feathers were vulgar? Mrs. Soames had actually given up wearing
-feathers, so dreadfully downright was dear June!
-
-These misgivings, this disapproval, and perfectly genuine
-distrust, did not prevent the Forsytes from gathering to old
-Jolyon's invitation. An 'At Home' at Stanhope Gate was a great
-rarity; none had been held for twelve years, not indeed, since
-old Mrs. Jolyon had died.
-
-Never had there been so full an assembly, for, mysteriously
-united in spite of all their differences, they had taken arms
-against a common peril. Like cattle when a dog comes into the
-field, they stood head to head and shoulder to shoulder, prepared
-to run upon and trample the invader to death. They had come,
-too, no doubt, to get some notion of what sort of presents they
-would ultimately be expected to give; for though the question of
-wedding gifts was usually graduated in this way: 'What are you
-givin'? Nicholas is givin' spoons!'--so very much depended on the
-bridegroom. If he were sleek, well-brushed, prosperous-looking,
-it was more necessary to give him nice things; he would expect
-them. In the end each gave exactly what was right and proper, by
-a species of family adjustment arrived at as prices are arrived
-at on the Stock Exchange--the exact niceties being regulated at
-Timothy's commodious, red-brick residence in Bayswater,
-overlooking the Park, where dwelt Aunts Ann, Juley, and Hester.
-
-The uneasiness of the Forsyte family has been justified by the
-simple mention of the hat. How impossible and wrong would it
-have been for any family, with the regard for appearances which
-should ever characterize the great upper middle-class, to feel
-otherwise than uneasy!
-
-The author of the uneasiness stood talking to June by the further
-door; his curly hair had a rumpled appearance, as though he found
-what was going on around him unusual. He had an air, too, of
-having a joke all to himself. George, speaking aside to his
-brother, Eustace, said:
-
-"Looks as if he might make a bolt of it--the dashing Buccaneer!"
-
-This 'very singular-looking man,' as Mrs. Small afterwards called
-him, was of medium height and strong build, with a pale, brown
-face, a dust-coloured moustache, very prominent cheek-bones, and
-hollow checks. His forehead sloped back towards the crown of his
-head, and bulged out in bumps over the eyes, like foreheads seen
-in the Lion-house at the Zoo. He had sherry-coloured eyes,
-disconcertingly inattentive at times. Old Jolyon's coachman,
-after driving June and Bosinney to the theatre, had remarked to
-the butler:
-
-"I dunno what to make of 'im. Looks to me for all the world like
-an 'alf-tame leopard." And every now and then a Forsyte would
-come up, sidle round, and take a look at him.
-
-June stood in front, fending off this idle curiosity--a little
-bit of a thing, as somebody once said, 'all hair and spirit,'
-with fearless blue eyes, a firm jaw, and a bright colour, whose
-face and body seemed too slender for her crown of red-gold hair.
-
-A tall woman, with a beautiful figure, which some member of the
-family had once compared to a heathen goddess, stood looking at
-these two with a shadowy smile.
-
-Her hands, gloved in French grey, were crossed one over the
-other, her grave, charming face held to one side, and the eyes of
-all men near were fastened on it. Her figure swayed, so balanced
-that the very air seemed to set it moving. There was warmth, but
-little colour, in her cheeks; her large, dark eyes were soft.
-
-But it was at her lips--asking a question, giving an answer, with
-that shadowy smile--that men looked; they were sensitive lips,
-sensuous and sweet, and through them seemed to come warmth and
-perfume like the warmth and perfume of a flower.
-
-The engaged couple thus scrutinized were unconscious of this
-passive goddess. It was Bosinney who first noticed her, and
-asked her name.
-
-June took her lover up to the woman with the beautiful figure.
-
-"Irene is my greatest chum," she said: "Please be good friends,
-you two!"
-
-At the little lady's command they all three smiled; and while
-they were smiling, Soames Forsyte, silently appearing from behind
-the woman with the beautiful figure, who was his wife, said:
-
-"Ah! introduce me too!"
-
-He was seldom, indeed, far from Irene's side at public functions,
-and even when separated by the exigencies of social intercourse,
-could be seen following her about with his eyes, in which were
-strange expressions of watchfulness and longing.
-
-At the window his father, James, was still scrutinizing the marks
-on the piece of china.
-
-"I wonder at Jolyon's allowing this engagement," he said to Aunt
-Ann. "They tell me there's no chance of their getting married
-for years. This young Bosinney" (he made the word a dactyl in
-opposition to general usage of a short o) "has got nothing. When
-Winifred married Dartie, I made him bring every penny into
-settlement--lucky thing, too--they'd ha' had nothing by this
-time!"
-
-Aunt Ann looked up from her velvet chair. Grey curls banded her
-forehead, curls that, unchanged for decades, had extinguished in
-the family all sense of time. She made no reply, for she rarely
-spoke, husbanding her aged voice; but to James, uneasy of
-conscience, her look was as good as an answer.
-
-"Well," he said, "I couldn't help Irene's having no money.
-Soames was in such a hurry; he got quite thin dancing attendance
-on her."
-
-Putting the bowl pettishly down on the piano, he let his eyes
-wander to the group by the door.
-
-"It's my opinion," he said unexpectedly, "that it's just as well
-as it is."
-
-Aunt Ann did not ask him to explain this strange utterance. She
-knew what he was thinking. If Irene had no money she would not
-be so foolish as to do anything wrong; for they said--they said--
-she had been asking for a separate room; but, of course, Soames
-had not....
-
-James interrupted her reverie:
-
-"But where," he asked, "was Timothy? Hadn't he come with them?"
-
-Through Aunt Ann's compressed lips a tender smile forced its way:
-
-"No, he didn't think it wise, with so much of this diphtheria
-about; and he so liable to take things."
-
-James answered:
-
-"Well, HE takes good care of himself. I can't afford to take the
-care of myself that he does."
-
-Nor was it easy to say which, of admiration, envy, or contempt,
-was dominant in that remark.
-
-Timothy, indeed, was seldom seen. The baby of the family, a
-publisher by profession, he had some years before, when business
-was at full tide, scented out the stagnation which, indeed, had
-not yet come, but which ultimately, as all agreed, was bound to
-set in, and, selling his share in a firm engaged mainly in the
-production of religious books, had invested the quite conspicuous
-proceeds in three per cent. consols. By this act he had at once
-assumed an isolated position, no other Forsyte being content with
-less than four per cent. for his money; and this isolation had
-slowly and surely undermined a spirit perhaps better than
-commonly endowed with caution. He had become almost a myth--a
-kind of incarnation of security haunting the background of the
-Forsyte universe. He had never committed the imprudence of
-marrying, or encumbering himself in any way with children.
-
-James resumed, tapping the piece of china:
-
-"This isn't real old Worcester. I s'pose Jolyon's told you
-something about the young man. From all I can learn, he's got no
-business, no income, and no connection worth speaking of; but
-then, I know nothing--nobody tells me anything."
-
-Aunt Ann shook her head. Over her square-chinned, aquiline old
-face a trembling passed; the spidery fingers of her hands pressed
-against each other and interlaced, as though she were subtly
-recharging her will.
-
-The eldest by some years of all the Forsytes, she held a peculiar
-position amongst them. Opportunists and egotists one and all--
-though not, indeed, more so than their neighbours--they quailed
-before her incorruptible figure, and, when opportunities were too
-strong, what could they do but avoid her!
-
-Twisting his long, thin legs, James went on:
-
-"Jolyon, he will have his own way. He's got no children"--and
-stopped, recollecting the continued existence of old Jolyon's
-son, young Jolyon, June's father, who had made such a mess of it,
-and done for himself by deserting his wife and child and running
-away with that foreign governess. "Well," he resumed hastily,
-"if he likes to do these things, I s'pose he can afford to. Now,
-what's he going to give her? I s'pose he'll give her a thousand
-a year; he's got nobody else to leave his money to."
-
-He stretched out his hand to meet that of a dapper, clean-shaven
-man, with hardly a hair on his head, a long, broken nose, full
-lips, and cold grey eyes under rectangular brows.
-
-"Well, Nick," he muttered, "how are you?"
-
-Nicholas Forsyte, with his bird-like rapidity and the look of a
-preternaturally sage schoolboy (he had made a large fortune,
-quite legitimately, out of the companies of which he was a
-director), placed within that cold palm the tips of his still
-colder fingers and hastily withdrew them.
-
-"I'm bad," he said, pouting--"been bad all the week; don't sleep
-at night. The doctor can't tell why. He's a clever fellow, or I
-shouldn't have him, but I get nothing out of him but bills."
-
-"Doctors!" said James, coming down sharp on his words: "I've had
-all the doctors in London for one or another of us. There's no
-satisfaction to be got out of them; they'll tell you anything.
-There's Swithin, now. What good have they done him? There he
-is; he's bigger than ever; he's enormous; they can't get his
-weight down. Look at him!"
-
-Swithin Forsyte, tall, square, and broad, with a chest like a
-pouter pigeon's in its plumage of bright waistcoats, came
-strutting towards them.
-
-"Er--how are you?" he said in his dandified way, aspirating the
-'h' strongly (this difficult letter was almost absolutely safe in
-his keeping)--"how are you?"
-
-Each brother wore an air of aggravation as he looked at the other
-two, knowing by experience that they would try to eclipse his
-ailments.
-
-"We were just saying," said James, "that you don't get any
-thinner."
-
-Swithin protruded his pale round eyes with the effort of hearing.
-
-"Thinner? I'm in good case," he said, leaning a little forward,
-"not one of your thread-papers like you!"
-
-But, afraid of losing the expansion of his chest, he leaned back
-again into a state of immobility, for he prized nothing so highly
-as a distinguished appearance.
-
-Aunt Ann turned her old eyes from one to the other. Indulgent
-and severe was her look. In turn the three brothers looked at
-Ann. She was getting shaky. Wonderful woman! Eighty-six if a
-day; might live another ten years, and had never been strong.
-Swithin and James, the twins, were only seventy-five, Nicholas a
-mere baby of seventy or so. All were strong, and the inference
-was comforting. Of all forms of property their respective healths
-naturally concerned them most.
-
-"I'm very well in myself," proceeded James, "but my nerves are
-out of order. The least thing worries me to death. I shall have
-to go to Bath."
-
-"Bath!" said Nicholas. "I've tried Harrogate. That's no good.
-What I want is sea air. There's nothing like Yarmouth. Now,
-when I go there I sleep...."
-
-"My liver's very bad," interrupted Swithin slowly. "Dreadful
-pain here;" and he placed his hand on his right side.
-
-"Want of exercise," muttered James, his eyes on the china. He
-quickly added: "I get a pain there, too."
-
-Swithin reddened, a resemblance to a turkey-cock coming upon his
-old face.
-
-"Exercise!" he said. "I take plenty: I never use the lift at the
-Club."
-
-"I didn't know," James hurried out. "I know nothing about
-anybody; nobody tells me anything...."
-
-Swithin fixed him with a stare:
-
-"What do you do for a pain there?"
-
-James brightened.
-
-"I take a compound...."
-
-"How are you, uncle?"
-
-June stood before him, her resolute small face raised from her
-little height to his great height, and her hand outheld.
-
-The brightness faded from James's visage.
-
-"How are you?" he said, brooding over her. "So you're going to
-Wales to-morrow to visit your young man's aunts? You'll have a
-lot of rain there. This isn't real old Worcester." He tapped the
-bowl. "Now, that set I gave your mother when she married was the
-genuine thing."
-
-June shook hands one by one with her three great-uncles, and
-turned to Aunt Ann. A very sweet look had come into the old
-lady's face, she kissed the girl's check with trembling fervour.
-
-"Well, my dear," she said, "and so you're going for a whole
-month!"
-
-The girl passed on, and Aunt Ann looked after her slim little
-figure. The old lady's round, steel grey eyes, over which a film
-like a bird's was beginning to come, followed her wistfully
-amongst the bustling crowd, for people were beginning to
-say good-bye; and her finger-tips, pressing and pressing against
-each other, were busy again with the recharging of her will
-against that inevitable ultimate departure of her own.
-
-'Yes,' she thought, 'everybody's been most kind; quite a lot of
-people come to congratulate her. She ought to be very happy.'
-Amongst the throng of people by the door, the well-dressed throng
-drawn from the families of lawyers and doctors, from the Stock
-Exchange, and all the innumerable avocations of the upper-middle
-class--there were only some twenty percent of Forsytes; but to
-Aunt Ann they seemed all Forsytes--and certainly there was not
-much difference--she saw only her own flesh and blood. It was
-her world, this family, and she knew no other, had never perhaps
-known any other. All their little secrets, illnesses,
-engagements, and marriages, how they were getting on, and whether
-they were making money--all this was her property, her delight,
-her life; beyond this only a vague, shadowy mist of facts and
-persons of no real significance. This it was that she would have
-to lay down when it came to her turn to die; this which gave to
-her that importance, that secret self-importance, without which
-none of us can bear to live; and to this she clung wistfully,
-with a greed that grew each day! If life were slipping away from
-her, this she would retain to the end.
-
-She thought of June's father, young Jolyon, who had run away with
-that foreign girl. And what a sad blow to his father and to them
-all. Such a promising young fellow! A sad blow, though there
-had been no public scandal, most fortunately, Jo's wife seeking
-for no divorce! A long time ago! And when June's mother died,
-six years ago, Jo had married that woman, and they had two
-children now, so she had heard. Still, he had forfeited his
-right to be there, had cheated her of the complete fulfilment of
-her family pride, deprived her of the rightful pleasure of seeing
-and kissing him of whom she had been so proud, such a promising
-young fellow! The thought rankled with the bitterness of a
-long-inflicted injury in her tenacious old heart. A little water
-stood in her eyes. With a handkerchief of the finest lawn she
-wiped them stealthily.
-
-"Well, Aunt Ann?" said a voice behind.
-
-Soames Forsyte, flat-shouldered, clean-shaven, flat-cheeked,
-flat-waisted, yet with something round and secret about his whole
-appearance, looked downwards and aslant at Aunt Ann, as though
-trying to see through the side of his own nose.
-
-"And what do you think of the engagement?" he asked.
-
-Aunt Ann's eyes rested on him proudly; of all the nephews since
-young Jolyon's departure from the family nest, he was now her
-favourite, for she recognised in him a sure trustee of the family
-soul that must so soon slip beyond her keeping.
-
-"Very nice for the young man," she said; "and he's a good-looking
-young fellow; but I doubt if he's quite the right lover for dear
-June."
-
-Soames touched the edge of a gold-lacquered lustre.
-
-"She'll tame him," he said, stealthily wetting his finger and
-rubbing it on the knobby bulbs. "That's genuine old lacquer; you
-can't get it nowadays. It'd do well in a sale at Jobson's." He
-spoke with relish, as though he felt that he was cheering up his
-old aunt. It was seldom he was so confidential. "I wouldn't
-mind having it myself," he added; "you can always get your price
-for old lacquer."
-
-"You're so clever with all those things," said Aunt Ann. "And
-how is dear Irene?"
-
-Soames's smile died.
-
-"Pretty well," he said. "Complains she can't sleep; she sleeps a
-great deal better than I do," and he looked at his wife, who was
-talking to Bosinney by the door.
-
-Aunt Ann sighed.
-
-"Perhaps," she said, "it will be just as well for her not to see
-so much of June. She's such a decided character, dear June!"
-
-Soames flushed; his flushes passed rapidly over his flat cheeks
-and centered between his eyes, where they remained, the stamp of
-disturbing thoughts.
-
-"I don't know what she sees in that little flibbertigibbet," he
-burst out, but noticing that they were no longer alone, he turned
-and again began examining the lustre.
-
-"They tell me Jolyon's bought another house," said his father's
-voice close by; "he must have a lot of money--he must have more
-money than he knows what to do with! Montpellier Square, they
-say; close to Soames! They never told me, Irene never tells me
-anything!"
-
-"Capital position, not two minutes from me," said the voice of
-Swithin, "and from my rooms I can drive to the Club in eight."
-
-The position of their houses was of vital importance to the
-Forsytes, nor was this remarkable, since the whole spirit of
-their success was embodied therein.
-
-Their father, of farming stock, had come from Dorsetshire near
-the beginning of the century.
-
-'Superior Dosset Forsyte, as he was called by his intimates, had
-been a stonemason by trade, and risen to the position of a
-master-builder.
-
-Towards the end of his life he moved to London, where, building
-on until he died, he was buried at Highgate. He left over thirty
-thousand pounds between his ten children. Old Jolyon alluded to
-him, if at all, as 'A hard, thick sort of man; not much
-refinement about him.' The second generation of Forsytes felt
-indeed that he was not greatly to their credit. The only
-aristocratic trait they could find in his character was a habit
-of drinking Madeira.
-
-Aunt Hester, an authority on family history, described him thus:
-"I don't recollect that he ever did anything; at least, not in my
-time. He was er--an owner of houses, my dear. His hair about
-your Uncle Swithin's colour; rather a square build. Tall? No--
-not very tall" (he had been five feet five, with a mottled
-face); "a fresh-coloured man. I remember he used to drink
-Madeira; but ask your Aunt Ann. What was his father? He--er--
-had to do with the land down in Dorsetshire, by the sea."
-
-James once went down to see for himself what sort of place this
-was that they had come from. He found two old farms, with a cart
-track rutted into the pink earth, leading down to a mill by the
-beach; a little grey church with a buttressed outer wall, and a
-smaller and greyer chapel. The stream which worked the mill came
-bubbling down in a dozen rivulets, and pigs were hunting round
-that estuary. A haze hovered over the prospect. Down this
-hollow, with their feet deep in the mud and their faces towards
-the sea, it appeared that the primeval Forsytes had been content
-to walk Sunday after Sunday for hundreds of years.
-
-Whether or no James had cherished hopes of an inheritance, or of
-something rather distinguished to be found down there, he came
-back to town in a poor way, and went about with a pathetic
-attempt at making the best of a bad job.
-
-"There's very little to be had out of that," he said; "regular
-country little place, old as the hills...."
-
-Its age was felt to be a comfort. Old Jolyon, in whom a
-desperate honesty welled up at times, would allude to his
-ancestors as: "Yeomen--I suppose very small beer." Yet he would
-repeat the word 'yeomen' as if it afforded him consolation.
-
-They had all done so well for themselves, these Forsytes, that
-they were all what is called 'of a certain position.' They had
-shares in all sorts of things, not as yet--with the exception of
-Timothy--in consols, for they had no dread in life like that of
-3 per cent. for their money. They collected pictures, too, and
-were supporters of such charitable institutions as might be
-beneficial to their sick domestics. From their father, the
-builder, they inherited a talent for bricks and mortar.
-Originally, perhaps, members of some primitive sect, they were
-now in the natural course of things members of the Church of
-England, and caused their wives and children to attend with some
-regularity the more fashionable churches of the Metropolis. To
-have doubted their Christianity would have caused them both pain
-and surprise. Some of them paid for pews, thus expressing in the
-most practical form their sympathy with the teachings of Christ.
-
-Their residences, placed at stated intervals round the park,
-watched like sentinels, lest the fair heart of this London, where
-their desires were fixed, should slip from their clutches, and
-leave them lower in their own estimations.
-
-There was old Jolyon in Stanhope Place; the Jameses in Park Lane;
-Swithin in the lonely glory of orange and blue chambers in Hyde
-Park Mansions--he had never married, not he--the Soamses in their
-nest off Knightsbridge; the Rogers in Prince's Gardens (Roger was
-that remarkable Forsyte who had conceived and carried out the
-notion of bringing up his four sons to a new profession.
-"Collect house property, nothing like it," he would say;
-"I never did anything else").
-
-The Haymans again--Mrs. Hayman was the one married Forsyte
-sister--in a house high up on Campden Hill, shaped like a
-giraffe, and so tall that it gave the observer a crick in the
-neck; the Nicholases in Ladbroke Grove, a spacious abode and a
-great bargain; and last, but not least, Timothy's on the
-Bayswater Road, where Ann, and Juley, and Hester, lived under his
-protection.
-
-But all this time James was musing, and now he inquired of his
-host and brother what he had given for that house in Montpellier
-Square. He himself had had his eye on a house there for the last
-two years, but they wanted such a price.
-
-Old Jolyon recounted the details of his purchase.
-
-"Twenty-two years to run?" repeated James; "The very house I was
-after--you've given too much for it!"
-
-Old Jolyon frowned.
-
-"It's not that I want it," said James hastily; it wouldn't suit
-my purpose at that price. Soames knows the house, well--he'll
-tell you it's too dear--his opinion's worth having."
-
-"I don't," said old Jolyon, "care a fig for his opinion."
-
-"Well," murmured James, "you will have your own way--it's a good
-opinion. Good-bye! We're going to drive down to Hurlingham.
-They tell me June's going to Wales. You'll be lonely tomorrow.
-What'll you do with yourself? You'd better come and dine with
-us!"
-
-Old Jolyon refused. He went down to the front door and saw them
-into their barouche, and twinkled at them, having already
-forgotten his spleen--Mrs. James facing the horses, tall and
-majestic with auburn hair; on her left, Irene--the two husbands,
-father and son, sitting forward, as though they expected
-something, opposite their wives. Bobbing and bounding upon the
-spring cushions, silent, swaying to each motion of their chariot,
-old Jolyon watched them drive away under the sunlight.
-
-During the drive the silence was broken by Mrs. James.
-
-"Did you ever see such a collection of rumty-too people?"
-
-Soames, glancing at her beneath his eyelids, nodded, and he saw
-Irene steal at him one of her unfathomable looks. It is likely
-enough that each branch of the Forsyte family made that remark as
-they drove away from old Jolyon's 'At Home!'
-
-Amongst the last of the departing guests the fourth and fifth
-brothers, Nicholas and Roger, walked away together, directing
-their steps alongside Hyde Park towards the Praed Street Station
-of the Underground. Like all other Forsytes of a certain age
-they kept carriages of their own, and never took cabs if by any
-means they could avoid it.
-
-The day was bright, the trees of the Park in the full beauty of
-mid-June foliage; the brothers did not seem to notice phenomena,
-which contributed, nevertheless, to the jauntiness of promenade
-and conversation.
-
-"Yes," said Roger, "she's a good-lookin' woman, that wife of
-Soames's. I'm told they don't get on."
-
-This brother had a high forehead, and the freshest colour of any
-of the Forsytes; his light grey eyes measured the street frontage
-of the houses by the way, and now and then he would level his,
-umbrella and take a 'lunar,' as he expressed it, of the varying
-heights.
-
-"She'd no money," replied Nicholas.
-
-He himself had married a good deal of money, of which, it being
-then the golden age before the Married Women's Property Act, he
-had mercifully been enabled to make a successful use.
-
-"What was her father?"
-
-"Heron was his name, a Professor, so they tell me."
-
-Roger shook his head.
-
-"There's no money in that," he said.
-
-"They say her mother's father was cement."
-
-Roger's face brightened.
-
-"But he went bankrupt," went on Nicholas.
-
-"Ah!" exclaimed Roger, "Soames will have trouble with her; you
-mark my words, he'll have trouble--she's got a foreign look."
-
-Nicholas licked his lips.
-
-"She's a pretty woman," and he waved aside a crossing-sweeper.
-
-"How did he get hold of her?" asked Roger presently. "She must
-cost him a pretty penny in dress!"
-
-"Ann tells me," replied Nicholas," he was half-cracked about her.
-She refused him five times. James, he's nervous about it, I can
-see."
-
-"Ah!" said Roger again; "I'm sorry for James; he had trouble with
-Dartie." His pleasant colour was heightened by exercise, he swung
-his umbrella to the level of his eye more frequently than ever.
-Nicholas's face also wore a pleasant look.
-
-"Too pale for me," he said, "but her figures capital!"
-
-Roger made no reply.
-
-"I call her distinguished-looking," he said at last--it was the
-highest praise in the Forsyte vocabulary. "That young Bosinney
-will never do any good for himself. They say at Burkitt's he's
-one of these artistic chaps--got an idea of improving English
-architecture; there's no money in that! I should like to hear
-what Timothy would say to it."
-
-They entered the station.
-
-"What class are you going? I go second."
-
-"No second for me," said Nicholas;--"you never know what you may
-catch."
-
-He took a first-class ticket to Notting Hill Gate; Roger a second
-to South Kensington. The train coming in a minute later, the two
-brothers parted and entered their respective compartments. Each
-felt aggrieved that the other had not modified his habits to
-secure his society a little longer; but as Roger voiced it in his
-thoughts:
-'Always a stubborn beggar, Nick!'
-
-And as Nicholas expressed it to himself:
-
-'Cantankerous chap Roger--always was!'
-
-There was little sentimentality about the Forsytes. In that
-great London, which they had conquered and become merged in, what
-time had they to be sentimental?
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-OLD JOLYON GOES TO THE OPERA
-
-
-At five o'clock the following day old Jolyon sat alone, a cigar
-between his lips, and on a table by his side a cup of tea. He
-was tired, and before he had finished his cigar he fell asleep.
-A fly settled on his hair, his breathing sounded heavy in the
-drowsy silence, his upper lip under the white moustache puffed in
-and out. From between the fingers of his veined and wrinkled
-hand the cigar, dropping on the empty hearth, burned itself out.
-
-The gloomy little study, with windows of stained glass to
-exclude the view, was full of dark green velvet and
-heavily-carved mahogany--a suite of which old Jolyon was wont to
-say: 'Shouldn't wonder if it made a big price some day!'
-
-It was pleasant to think that in the after life he could get more
-for things than he had given.
-
-In the rich brown atmosphere peculiar to back rooms in the
-mansion of a Forsyte, the Rembrandtesque effect of his great
-head, with its white hair, against the cushion of his high-backed
-seat, was spoiled by the moustache, which imparted a somewhat
-military look to his face. An old clock that had been with him
-since before his marriage forty years ago kept with its ticking a
-jealous record of the seconds slipping away forever from its old
-master.
-
-He had never cared for this room, hardly going into it from one
-year's end to another, except to take cigars from the Japanese
-cabinet in the corner, and the room now had its revenge.
-
-His temples, curving like thatches over the hollows beneath, his
-cheek-bones and chin, all were sharpened in his sleep, and there
-had come upon his face the confession that he was an old man.
-
-He woke. June had gone! James had said he would be lonely.
-James had always been a poor thing. He recollected with
-satisfaction that he had bought that house over James's head.
-
-Serve him right for sticking at the price; the only thing the
-fellow thought of was money. Had he given too much, though? It
-wanted a lot of doing to--He dared say he would want all his
-money before he had done with this affair of June's. He ought
-never to have allowed the engagement. She had met this Bosinney
-at the house of Baynes, Baynes and Bildeboy, the architects. He
-believed that Baynes, whom he knew--a bit of an old woman--was
-the young man's uncle by marriage. After that she'd been always
-running after him; and when she took a thing into her head there
-was no stopping her. She was continually taking up with 'lame
-ducks' of one sort or another. This fellow had no money, but she
-must needs become engaged to him--a harumscarum, unpractical
-chap, who would get himself into no end of difficulties.
-
-She had come to him one day in her slap-dash way and told him;
-and, as if it were any consolation, she had added:
-
-"He's so splendid; he's often lived on cocoa for a week!"
-
-"And he wants you to live on cocoa too?"
-
-"Oh no; he is getting into the swim now."
-
-Old Jolyon had taken his cigar from under his white moustaches,
-stained by coffee at the edge, and looked at her, that little
-slip of a thing who had got such a grip of his heart. He knew
-more about 'swims' than his granddaughter. But she, having
-clasped her hands on his knees, rubbed her chin against him,
-making a sound like a purring cat. And, knocking the ash off his
-cigar, he had exploded in nervous desperation:
-
-"You're all alike: you won't be satisfied till you've got what
-you want. If you must come to grief, you must; I wash my hands
-of it."
-
-So, he had washed his hands of it, making the condition that they
-should not marry until Bosinney had at least four hundred a year.
-
-"I shan't be able to give you very much," he had said, a formula
-to which June was not unaccustomed." Perhaps this What's-his-
-name will provide the cocoa."
-
-He had hardly seen anything of her since it began. A bad
-business! He had no notion of giving her a lot of money to
-enable a fellow he knew nothing about to live on in idleness.
-He had seen that sort of thing before; no good ever came of it.
-Worst of all, he had no hope of shaking her resolution; she was
-as obstinate as a mule, always had been from a child. He didn't
-see where it was to end. They must cut their coat according to
-their cloth. He would not give way till he saw young Bosinney
-with an income of his own. That June would have trouble with the
-fellow was as plain as a pikestaff; he had no more idea of money
-than a cow. As to this rushing down to Wales to visit the young
-man's aunts, he fully expected they were old cats.
-
-And, motionless, old Jolyon stared at the wall; but for his open
-eyes, he might have been asleep.... The idea of supposing that
-young cub Soames could give him advice! He had always been a
-cub, with his nose in the air! He would be setting up as a man
-of property next, with a place in the country! A man of
-property! H'mph! Like his father, he was always nosing out
-bargains, a cold-blooded young beggar!
-
-He rose, and, going to the cabinet, began methodically stocking
-his cigar-case from a bundle fresh in. They were not bad at the
-price, but you couldn't get a good cigar, nowadays, nothing to
-hold a candle to those old Superfinos of Hanson and Bridger's.
-That was a cigar!
-
-The thought, like some stealing perfume, carried him back to
-those wonderful nights at Richmond when after dinner he sat
-smoking on the terrace of the Crown and Sceptre with Nicholas
-Treffry and Traquair and Jack Herring and Anthony Thornworthy.
-How good his cigars were then! Poor old Nick!--dead, and Jack
-Herring--dead, and Traquair--dead of that wife of his, and
-Thornworthy--awfully shaky (no wonder, with his appetite).
-
-Of all the company of those days he himself alone seemed left,
-except Swithin, of course, and he so outrageously big there was
-no doing anything with him.
-
-Difficult to believe it was so long ago; he felt young still! Of
-all his thoughts, as he stood there counting his cigars, this was
-the most poignant, the most bitter. With his white head and his
-loneliness he had remained young and green at heart. And those
-Sunday afternoons on Hampstead Heath, when young Jolyon and he
-went for a stretch along the Spaniard's Road to Highgate, to
-Child's Hill, and back over the Heath again to dine at Jack
-Straw's Castle--how delicious his cigars were then! And such
-weather! There was no weather now.
-
-When June was a toddler of five, and every other Sunday he took
-her to the Zoo, away from the society of those two good women,
-her mother and her grandmother, and at the top of the bear den
-baited his umbrella with buns for her favourite bears, how sweet
-his cigars were then!
-
-Cigars! He had not even succeeded in out-living his palate--the
-famous palate that in the fifties men swore by, and speaking of
-him, said: "Forsyte's the best palate in London!" The palate that
-in a sense had made his fortune--the fortune of the celebrated
-tea men, Forsyte and Treffry, whose tea, like no other man's tea,
-had a romantic aroma, the charm of a quite singular genuineness.
-About the house of Forsyte and Treffry in the City had clung an
-air of enterprise and mystery, of special dealings in special
-ships, at special ports, with special Orientals.
-
-He had worked at that business! Men did work in those days!
-these young pups hardly knew the meaning of the word. He had
-gone into every detail, known everything that went on, sometimes
-sat up all night over it. And he had always chosen his agents
-himself, prided himself on it. His eye for men, he used to say,
-had been the secret of his success, and the exercise of this
-masterful power of selection had been the only part of it all
-that he had really liked. Not a career for a man of his ability.
-Even now, when the business had been turned into a Limited
-Liability Company, and was declining (he had got out of his
-shares long ago), he felt a sharp chagrin in thinking of that
-time. How much better he might have done! He would have
-succeeded splendidly at the Bar! He had even thought of standing
-for Parliament. How often had not Nicholas Treffry said to him:
-
-"You could do anything, Jo, if you weren't so d-damned careful of
-yourself!" Dear old Nick! Such a good fellow, but a racketty
-chap! The notorious Treffry! He had never taken any care of
-himself. So he was dead. Old Jolyon counted his cigars with a
-steady hand, and it came into his mind to wonder if perhaps he
-had been too careful of himself.
-
-He put the cigar-case in the breast of his coat, buttoned it in,
-and walked up the long flights to his bedroom, leaning on one
-foot and the other, and helping himself by the bannister. The
-house was too big. After June was married, if she ever did marry
-this fellow, as he supposed she would, he would let it and go
-into rooms. What was the use of keeping half a dozen servants
-eating their heads off?
-
-The butler came to the ring of his bell--a large man with a
-beard, a soft tread, and a peculiar capacity for silence. Old
-Jolyon told him to put his dress clothes out; he was going to
-dine at the Club.
-
-How long had the carriage been back from taking Miss June to the
-station? Since two? Then let him come round at half-past six!
-
-The Club which old Jolyon entered on the stroke of seven was one
-of those political institutions of the upper middle class which
-have seen better days. In spite of being talked about, perhaps
-in consequence of being talked about, it betrayed a disappointing
-vitality. People had grown tired of saying that the 'Disunion'
-was on its last legs. Old Jolyon would say it, too, yet
-disregarded the fact in a manner truly irritating to
-well-constituted Clubmen.
-
-"Why do you keep your name on?" Swithin often asked him with
-profound vexation. "Why don't you join the 'Polyglot'? You can't
-get a wine like our Heidsieck under twenty shillin' a bottle
-anywhere in London;" and, dropping his voice, he added: "There's
-only five hundred dozen left. I drink it every night of my
-life."
-
-"I'll think of it," old Jolyon would answer; but when he did think
-of it there was always the question of fifty guineas entrance
-fee, and it would take him four or five years to get in. He
-continued to think of it.
-
-He was too old to be a Liberal, had long ceased to believe in the
-political doctrines of his Club, had even been known to allude to
-them as 'wretched stuff,' and it afforded him pleasure to
-continue a member in the teeth of principles so opposed to his
-own. He had always had a contempt for the place, having joined
-it many years ago when they refused to have him at the 'Hotch
-Potch' owing to his being 'in trade.' As if he were not as good
-as any of them! He naturally despised the Club that did take
-him. The members were a poor lot, many of them in the City--
-stockbrokers, solicitors, auctioneers--what not! Like most men
-of strong character but not too much originality, old Jolyon set
-small store by the class to which he belonged. Faithfully he
-followed their customs, social and otherwise, and secretly he
-thought them 'a common lot.'
-
-Years and philosophy, of which he had his share, had dimmed the
-recollection of his defeat at the 'Hotch Potch'; and now in his
-thoughts it was enshrined as the Queen of Clubs. He would have
-been a member all these years himself, but, owing to the slipshod
-way his proposer, Jack Herring, had gone to work, they had not
-known what they were doing in keeping him out. Why! they had
-taken his son Jo at once, and he believed the boy was still a
-member; he had received a letter dated from there eight years
-ago.
-
-He had not been near the 'Disunion' for months, and the house had
-undergone the piebald decoration which people bestow on old
-houses and old ships when anxious to sell them.
-
-'Beastly colour, the smoking-room!' he thought. 'The dining-room
-is good!'
-
-Its gloomy chocolate, picked out with light green, took his
-fancy.
-
-He ordered dinner, and sat down in the very corner, at the very
-table perhaps! (things did not progress much at the 'Disunion,'
-a Club of almost Radical principles) at which he and young Jolyon
-used to sit twenty-five years ago, when he was taking the latter
-to Drury Lane, during his holidays.
-
-The boy had loved the theatre, and old Jolyon recalled how he
-used to sit opposite, concealing his excitement under a careful
-but transparent nonchalance.
-
-He ordered himself, too, the very dinner the boy had always
-chosen-soup, whitebait, cutlets, and a tart. Ah! if he were
-only opposite now!
-
-The two had not met for fourteen years. And not for the first
-time during those fourteen years old Jolyon wondered whether he
-had been a little to blame in the matter of his son. An
-unfortunate love-affair with that precious flirt Danae Thorn-
-worthy (now Danae Pellew), Anthony Thornworthy's daughter, had
-thrown him on the rebound into the arms of June's mother. He
-ought perhaps to have put a spoke in the wheel of their marriage;
-they were too young; but after that experience of Jo's
-susceptibility he had been only too anxious to see him married.
-And in four years the crash had come! To have approved his son's
-conduct in that crash was, of course, impossible; reason and
-training--that combination of potent factors which stood for his
-principles--told him of this impossibility, and his heart cried
-out. The grim remorselessness of that business had no pity for
-hearts. There was June, the atom with flaming hair, who had
-climbed all over him, twined and twisted herself about him--about
-his heart that was made to be the plaything and beloved resort of
-tiny, helpless things. With characteristic insight he saw he
-must part with one or with the other; no half-measures could
-serve in such a situation. In that lay its tragedy. And the
-tiny, helpless thing prevailed. He would not run with the hare
-and hunt with the hounds, and so to his son he said good-bye.
-
-That good-bye had lasted until now.
-
-He had proposed to continue a reduced allowance to young Jolyon,
-but this had been refused, and perhaps that refusal had hurt him
-more than anything, for with it had gone the last outlet of his
-penned-in affection; and there had come such tangible and solid
-proof of rupture as only a transaction in property, a bestowal or
-refusal of such, could supply.
-
-His dinner tasted flat. His pint of champagne was dry and bitter
-stuff, not like the Veuve Clicquots of old days.
-
-Over his cup of coffee, he bethought him that he would go to the
-opera. In the Times, therefore--he had a distrust of other
-papers--he read the announcement for the evening. It was
-'Fidelio.'
-
-Mercifully not one of those new-fangled German pantomimes by that
-fellow Wagner.
-
-Putting on his ancient opera hat, which, with its brim flattened
-by use, and huge capacity, looked like an emblem of greater days,
-and, pulling out an old pair of very thin lavender kid gloves
-smelling strongly of Russia leather, from habitual proximity to
-the cigar-case in the pocket of his overcoat, he stepped into a
-hansom.
-
-The cab rattled gaily along the streets, and old Jolyon was
-struck by their unwonted animation.
-
-'The hotels must be doing a tremendous business,' he thought. A
-few years ago there had been none of these big hotels. He made
-a satisfactory reflection on some property he had in the
-neighbourhood. It must be going up in value by leaps and bounds!
-What traffic!
-
-But from that he began indulging in one of those strange
-impersonal speculations, so uncharacteristic of a Forsyte,
-wherein lay, in part, the secret of his supremacy amongst them.
-What atoms men were, and what a lot of them! And what would
-become of them all?
-
-He stumbled as he got out of the cab, gave the man his exact
-fare, walked up to the ticket office to take his stall, and stood
-there with his purse in his hand--he always carried his money in
-a purse, never having approved of that habit of carrying it
-loosely in the pockets, as so many young men did nowadays. The
-official leaned out, like an old dog from a kennel.
-
-"Why," he said in a surprised voice, "it's Mr. Jolyon Forsyte!
-So it is! Haven't seen you, sir, for years. Dear me! Times
-aren't what they were. Why! you and your brother, and that
-auctioneer--Mr. Traquair, and Mr. Nicholas Treffry--you used to
-have six or seven stalls here regular every season. And how are
-you, sir? We don't get younger!"
-
-The colour in old Jolyon's eyes deepened; he paid his guinea.
-They had not forgotten him. He marched in, to the sounds of the
-overture, like an old war-horse to battle.
-
-Folding his opera hat, he sat down, drew out his lavender gloves
-in the old way, and took up his glasses for a long look round the
-house. Dropping them at last on his folded hat, he fixed his
-eyes on the curtain. More poignantly than ever he felt that it
-was all over and done with him. Where were all the women, the
-pretty women, the house used to be so full of? Where was that
-old feeling in the heart as he waited for one of those great
-singers? Where that sensation of the intoxication of life and
-of his own power to enjoy it all?
-
-The greatest opera-goer of his day! There was no opera now!
-That fellow Wagner had ruined everything; no melody left, nor any
-voices to sing it. Ah! the wonderful singers! Gone! He sat
-watching the old scenes acted, a numb feeling at his heart.
-
-From the curl of silver over his ear to the pose of his foot in
-its elastic-sided patent boot, there was nothing clumsy or weak
-about old Jolyon. He was as upright--very nearly--as in those
-old times when he came every night; his sight was as good--almost
-as good. But what a feeling of weariness and disillusion!
-
-He had been in the habit all his life of enjoying things, even
-imperfect things--and there had been many imperfect things--he
-had enjoyed them all with moderation, so as to keep himself
-young. But now he was deserted by his power of enjoyment, by his
-philosophy, and left with this dreadful feeling that it was all
-done with. Not even the Prisoners' Chorus, nor Florian's Song,
-had the power to dispel the gloom of his loneliness.
-
-If Jo were only with him! The boy must be forty by now. He had
-wasted fourteen years out of the life of his only son. And Jo
-was no longer a social pariah. He was married. Old Jolyon had
-been unable to refrain from marking his appreciation of the
-action by enclosing his son a cheque for L500. The cheque had
-been returned in a letter from the 'Hotch Potch,' couched in
-these words.
-
-
-'MY DEAREST FATHER,
-
-'Your generous gift was welcome as a sign that you might think
-worse of me. I return it, but should you think fit to invest it
-for the benefit of the little chap (we call him Jolly), who bears
-our Christian and, by courtesy, our surname, I shall be very
-glad.
-
-'I hope with all my heart that your health is as good as ever.
-
-'Your loving son,
-
- 'Jo.'
-
-
-The letter was like the boy. He had always been an amiable chap.
-Old Jolyon had sent this reply:
-
-
-'MY DEAR JO,
-
-'The sum (L500) stands in my books for the benefit of your boy,
-under the name of Jolyon Forsyte, and will be duly-credited with
-interest at 5 per cent. I hope that you are doing well. My
-health remains good at present.
-
-'With love, I am,
-'Your affectionate Father,
-
-'JOLYON FORSYTE.'
-
-
-And every year on the 1st of January he had added a hundred and
-the interest. The sum was mounting up--next New Year's Day it
-would be fifteen hundred and odd pounds! And it is difficult to
-say how much satisfaction he had got out of that yearly
-transaction. But the correspondence had ended.
-
-In spite of his love for his son, in spite of an instinct, partly
-constitutional, partly the result, as in thousands of his class,
-of the continual handling and watching of affairs, prompting him
-to judge conduct by results rather than by principle, there was
-at the bottom of his heart a sort of uneasiness. His son ought,
-under the circumstances, to have gone to the dogs; that law was
-laid down in all the novels, sermons, and plays he had ever read,
-heard, or witnessed.
-
-After receiving the cheque back there seemed to him to be
-something wrong somewhere. Why had his son not gone to the
-dogs? But, then, who could tell?
-
-He had heard, of course--in fact, he had made it his business
-to find out--that Jo lived in St. John's Wood, that he had a
-little house in Wistaria Avenue with a garden, and took his wife
-about with him into society--a queer sort of society, no doubt--
-and that they had two children--the little chap they called Jolly
-(considering the circumstances the name struck him as cynical,
-and old Jolyon both feared and disliked cynicism), and a girl
-called Holly, born since the marriage. Who could tell what his
-son's circumstances really were? He had capitalized the income
-he had inherited from his mother's father and joined Lloyd's as
-an underwriter; he painted pictures, too--water-colours. Old
-Jolyon knew this, for he had surreptitiously bought them from
-time to time, after chancing to see his son's name signed at the
-bottom of a representation of the river Thames in a dealer's
-window. He thought them bad, and did not hang them because of
-the signature; he kept them locked up in a drawer.
-
-In the great opera-house a terrible yearning came on him to see
-his son. He remembered the days when he had been wont to slide
-him, in a brown holland suit, to and fro under the arch of his
-legs; the times when he ran beside the boy's pony, teaching him
-to ride; the day he first took him to school. He had been a
-loving, lovable little chap! After he went to Eton he had
-acquired, perhaps, a little too much of that desirable manner
-which old Jolyon knew was only to be obtained at such places and
-at great expense; but he had always been companionable. Always a
-companion, even after Cambridge--a little far off, perhaps, owing
-to the advantages he had received. Old Jolyon's feeling towards
-our public schools and 'Varsities never wavered, and he retained
-touchingly his attitude of admiration and mistrust towards a
-system appropriate to the highest in the land, of which he had
-not himself been privileged to partake.... Now that June had
-gone and left, or as good as left him, it would have been a
-comfort to see his son again. Guilty of this treason to his
-family, his principles, his class, old Jolyon fixed his eyes on
-the singer. A poor thing--a wretched poor thing! And the
-Florian a perfect stick!
-
-It was over. They were easily pleased nowadays!
-
-In the crowded street he snapped up a cab under the very nose of
-a stout and much younger gentleman, who had already assumed it to
-be his own. His route lay through Pall Mall, and at the corner,
-instead of going through the Green Park, the cabman turned to
-drive up St. James's Street. Old Jolyon put his hand through
-the trap (he could not bear being taken out of his way); in
-turning, however, he found himself opposite the 'Hotch Potch, '
-and the yearning that had been secretly with him the whole
-evening prevailed. He called to the driver to stop. He would go
-in and ask if Jo still belonged there.
-
-He went in. The hall looked exactly as it did when he used to
-dine there with Jack Herring, and they had the best cook in
-London; and he looked round with the shrewd, straight glance that
-had caused him all his life to be better served than most men.
-
-"Mr. Jolyon Forsyte still a member here?"
-
-"Yes, sir; in the Club now, sir. What name?"
-
-Old Jolyon was taken aback.
-
-"His father," he said.
-
-And having spoken, he took his stand, back to the fireplace.
-
-Young Jolyon, on the point of leaving the Club, had put on his
-hat, and was in the act of crossing the hall, as the porter met
-him. He was no longer young, with hair going grey, and face--a
-narrower replica of his father's, with the same large drooping
-moustache--decidedly worn. He turned pale. This meeting was
-terrible after all those years, for nothing in the world was so
-terrible as a scene. They met and crossed hands without a word.
-Then, with a quaver in his voice, the father said:
-
-"How are you, my boy?"
-
-The son answered:
-
-"How are you, Dad?"
-
-Old Jolyon's hand trembled in its thin lavender glove.
-
-"If you're going my way," he said, "I can give you a lift."
-
-And as though in the habit of taking each other home every night
-they went out and stepped into the cab.
-
-To old Jolyon it seemed that his son had grown. 'More of a man
-altogether,' was his comment. Over the natural amiability of
-that son's face had come a rather sardonic mask, as though he had
-found in the circumstances of his life the necessity for armour.
-The features were certainly those of a Forsyte, but the expression
-was more the introspective look of a student or philosopher.
-He had no doubt been obliged to look into himself a good deal in
-the course of those fifteen years.
-
-To young Jolyon the first sight of his father was undoubtedly a
-shock--he looked so worn and old. But in the cab he seemed
-hardly to have changed, still having the calm look so well
-remembered, still being upright and keen-eyed.
-
-"You look well, Dad."
-
-"Middling," old Jolyon answered.
-
-He was the prey of an anxiety that he found he must put into
-words. Having got his son back like this, he felt he must know
-what was his financial position.
-
-"Jo," he said, "I should like to hear what sort of water you're
-in. I suppose you're in debt?"
-
-He put it this way that his son might find it easier to confess.
-
-Young Jolyon answered in his ironical voice:
-
-"No! I'm not in debt!"
-
-Old Jolyon saw that he was angry, and touched his hand. He had
-run a risk. It was worth it, however, and Jo had never been
-sulky with him. They drove on, without speaking again, to
-Stanhope Gate. Old Jolyon invited him in, but young Jolyon shook
-his head.
-
-"June's not here," said his father hastily: "went of to-day on a
-visit. I suppose you know that she's engaged to be married?"
-
-"Already?" murmured young Jolyon'.
-
-Old Jolyon stepped out, and, in paying the cab fare, for the
-first time in his life gave the driver a sovereign in mistake for
-a shilling.
-
-Placing the coin in his mouth, the cabman whipped his horse
-secretly on the underneath and hurried away.
-
-Old Jolyon turned the key softly in the lock, pushed open the
-door, and beckoned. His son saw him gravely hanging up his coat,
-with an expression on his face like that of a boy who intends to
-steal cherries.
-
-The door of the dining-room was open, the gas turned low; a
-spirit-urn hissed on a tea-tray, and close to it a cynical
-looking cat had fallen asleep on the dining-table. Old Jolyon
-'shoo'd' her off at once. The incident was a relief to his
-feelings; he rattled his opera hat behind the animal.
-
-"She's got fleas," he said, following her out of the room.
-Through the door in the hall leading to the basement he called
-"Hssst!" several times, as though assisting the cat's departure,
-till by some strange coincidence the butler appeared below.
-
-"You can go to bed, Parfitt," said old Jolyon. "I will lock up
-and put out."
-
-When he again entered the dining-room the cat unfortunately
-preceded him, with her tail in the air, proclaiming that she had
-seen through this manouevre for suppressing the butler from the
-first....
-
-A fatality had dogged old Jolyon's domestic stratagems all his
-life.
-
-Young Jolyon could not help smiling. He was very well versed in
-irony, and everything that evening seemed to him ironical. The
-episode of the cat; the announcement of his own daughter's
-engagement. So he had no more part or parcel in her than he had
-in the Puss! And the poetical justice of this appealed to him.
-
-"What is June like now?" he asked.
-
-"She's a little thing," returned old Jolyon; they say she's like
-me, but that's their folly. She's more like your mother--the
-same eyes and hair."
-
-"Ah! and she is pretty?"
-
-Old Jolyon was too much of a Forsyte to praise anything freely;
-especially anything for which he had a genuine admiration.
-
-"Not bad looking--a regular Forsyte chin. It'll be lonely here
-when she's gone, Jo."
-
-The look on his face again gave young Jolyon the shock he had
-felt on first seeing his father.
-
-"What will you do with yourself, Dad? I suppose she's wrapped up
-in him?"
-
-"Do with myself?" repeated old Jolyon with an angry break in his
-voice. "It'll be miserable work living here alone. I don't know
-how it's to end. I wish to goodness...." He checked himself, and
-added: "The question is, what had I better do with this house?"
-
-Young Jolyon looked round the room. It was peculiarly vast and
-dreary, decorated with the enormous pictures of still life that
-he remembered as a boy--sleeping dogs with their noses resting on
-bunches of carrots, together with onions and grapes lying side by
-side in mild surprise. The house was a white elephant, but he
-could not conceive of his father living in a smaller place; and
-all the more did it all seem ironical.
-
-In his great chair with the book-rest sat old Jolyon, the
-figurehead of his family and class and creed, with his white head
-and dome-like forehead, the representative of moderation, and
-order, and love of property. As lonely an old man as there was
-in London.
-
-There he sat in the gloomy comfort of the room, a puppet in the
-power of great forces that cared nothing for family or class or
-creed, but moved, machine-like, with dread processes to
-inscrutable ends. This was how it struck young Jolyon, who had
-the impersonal eye.
-
-The poor old Dad! So this was the end, the purpose to which he
-had lived with such magnificent moderation! To be lonely, and
-grow older and older, yearning for a soul to speak to!
-
-In his turn old Jolyon looked back at his son. He wanted to talk
-about many things that he had been unable to talk about all these
-years. It had been impossible to seriously confide in June his
-conviction that property in the Soho quarter would go up in
-value; his uneasiness about that tremendous silence of Pippin,
-the superintendent of the New Colliery Company, of which he had
-so long been chairman; his disgust at the steady fall in American
-Golgothas, or even to discuss how, by some sort of settlement, he
-could best avoid the payment of those death duties which would
-follow his decease. Under the influence, however, of a cup of
-tea, which he seemed to stir indefinitely, he began to speak at
-last. A new vista of life was thus opened up, a promised land of
-talk, where he could find a harbour against the waves of
-anticipation and regret; where he could soothe his soul with the
-opium of devising how to round off his property and make eternal
-the only part of him that was to remain alive.
-
-Young Jolyon was a good listener; it was his great quality. He
-kept his eyes fixed on his father's face, putting a question now
-and then.
-
-The clock struck one before old Jolyon had finished, and at the
-sound of its striking his principles came back. He took out his
-watch with a look of surprise:
-
-"I must go to bed, Jo," he said.
-
-Young Jolyon rose and held out his hand to help his father up.
-The old face looked worn and hollow again; the eyes were steadily
-averted.
-
-"Good-bye, my boy; take care of yourself."
-
-A moment passed, and young Jolyon, turning on his, heel, marched
-out at the door. He could hardly see; his smile quavered. Never
-in all the fifteen years since he had first found out that life
-was no simple business, had he found it so singularly
-complicated.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-DINNER AT SWITHIN'S
-
-
-In Swithin's orange and light-blue dining-room, facing the Park,
-the round table was laid for twelve.
-
-A cut-glass chandelier filled with lighted candles hung like a
-giant stalactite above its centre, radiating over large
-gilt-framed mirrors, slabs of marble on the tops of side-tables,
-and heavy gold chairs with crewel worked seats. Everything
-betokened that love of beauty so deeply implanted in each family
-which has had its own way to make into Society, out of the more
-vulgar heart of Nature. Swithin had indeed an impatience of
-simplicity, a love of ormolu, which had always stamped him
-amongst his associates as a man of great, if somewhat luxurious
-taste; and out of the knowledge that no one could possibly enter
-his rooms without perceiving him to be a man of wealth, he had
-derived a solid and prolonged happiness such as perhaps no other
-circumstance in life had afforded him.
-
-Since his retirement from land agency, a profession deplorable in
-his estimation, especially as to its auctioneering department, he
-had abandoned himself to naturally aristocratic tastes.
-
-The perfect luxury of his latter days had embedded him like a fly
-in sugar; and his mind, where very little took place from morning
-till night, was the junction of two curiously opposite emotions,
-a lingering and sturdy satisfaction that he had made his own way
-and his own fortune, and a sense that a man of his distinction
-should never have been allowed to soil his mind with work.
-
-He stood at the sideboard in a white waistcoat with large gold
-and onyx buttons, watching his valet screw the necks of three
-champagne bottles deeper into ice-pails. Between the points of
-his stand-up collar, which--though it hurt him to move--he would
-on no account have had altered, the pale flesh of his under chin
-remained immovable. His eyes roved from bottle to bottle. He
-was debating, and he argued like this: Jolyon drinks a glass,
-perhaps two, he's so careful of himself. James, he can't take
-his wine nowadays. Nicholas--Fanny and he would swill water he
-shouldn't wonder! Soames didn't count; these young nephews--
-Soames was thirty-one--couldn't drink! But Bosinney?
-
-Encountering in the name of this stranger something outside the
-range of his philosophy, Swithin paused. A misgiving arose
-within him! It was impossible to tell! June was only a girl, in
-love too! Emily (Mrs. James) liked a good glass of champagne.
-It was too dry for Juley, poor old soul, she had no palate. As
-to Hatty Chessman! The thought of this old friend caused a cloud
-of thought to obscure the perfect glassiness of his eyes: He
-shouldn't wonder if she drank half a bottle!
-
-But in thinking of his remaining guest, an expression like that
-of a cat who is just going to purr stole over his old face: Mrs.
-Soames! She mightn't take much, but she would appreciate what
-she drank; it was a pleasure to give her good wine! A pretty
-woman--and sympathetic to him!
-
-The thought of her was like champagne itself! A pleasure to give
-a good wine to a young woman who looked so well, who knew how to
-dress, with charming manners, quite distinguished--a pleasure to
-entertain her. Between the points of his collar he gave his head
-the first small, painful oscillation of the evening.
-
-"Adolf!" he said. "Put in another bottle."
-
-He himself might drink a good deal, for, thanks to that
-prescription of Blight's, he found himself extremely well, and he
-had been careful to take no lunch. He had not felt so well for
-weeks. Puffing out his lower lip, he gave his last instructions:
-
-"Adolf, the least touch of the West India when you come to the
-ham."
-
-Passing into the anteroom, he sat down on the edge of a chair,
-with his knees apart; and his tall, bulky form was wrapped at
-once in an expectant, strange, primeval immobility. He was ready
-to rise at a moment's notice. He had not given a dinner-party
-for months. This dinner in honour of June's engagement had
-seemed a bore at first (among Forsytes the custom of solemnizing
-engagements by feasts was religiously observed), but the labours
-of sending invitations and ordering the repast over, he felt
-pleasantly stimulated.
-
-And thus sitting, a watch in his hand, fat, and smooth, and
-golden, like a flattened globe of butter, he thought of nothing.
-
-A long man, with side whiskers, who had once been in Swithin's
-service, but was now a greengrocer, entered and proclaimed:
-
-"Mrs. Chessman, Mrs. Septimus Small!"
-
-Two ladies advanced. The one in front, habited entirely in red,
-had large, settled patches of the same colour in her cheeks, and
-a hard, dashing eye. She walked at Swithin, holding out a hand
-cased in a long, primrose-coloured glove:
-
-"Well! Swithin," she said, "I haven't seen you for ages. How are
-you? Why, my dear boy, how stout you're getting!"
-
-The fixity of Swithin's eye alone betrayed emotion. A dumb and
-grumbling anger swelled his bosom. It was vulgar to be stout, to
-talk of being stout; he had a chest, nothing more. Turning to
-his sister, he grasped her hand, and said in a tone of command:
-
-"Well, Juley."
-
-Mrs. Septimus Small was the tallest of the four sisters; her
-good, round old face had gone a little sour; an innumerable pout
-clung all over it, as if it had been encased in an iron wire mask
-up to that evening, which, being suddenly removed, left little
-rolls of mutinous flesh all over her countenance. Even her eyes
-were pouting. It was thus that she recorded her permanent
-resentment at the loss of Septimus Small.
-
-She had quite a reputation for saying the wrong thing, and,
-tenacious like all her breed, she would hold to it when she had
-said it, and add to it another wrong thing, and so on. With the
-decease of her husband the family tenacity, the family
-matter-of-factness, had gone sterile within her. A great talker,
-when allowed, she would converse without the faintest animation
-for hours together, relating, with epic monotony, the innumerable
-occasions on which Fortune had misused her; nor did she ever
-perceive that her hearers sympathized with Fortune, for her
-heart was kind.
-
-Having sat, poor soul, long by the bedside of Small (a man of
-poor constitution), she had acquired, the habit, and there were
-countless subsequent occasions when she had sat immense periods
-of time to amuse sick people, children, and other helpless
-persons, and she could never divest herself of the feeling that
-the world was the most ungrateful place anybody could live in.
-Sunday after Sunday she sat at the feet of that extremely witty
-preacher, the Rev. Thomas Scoles, who exercised a great
-influence over her; but she succeeded in convincing everybody
-that even this was a misfortune. She had passed into a proverb
-in the family, and when anybody was observed to be peculiarly
-distressing, he was known as a regular 'Juley.' The habit of her
-mind would have killed anybody but a Forsyte at forty; but she
-was seventy-two, and had never looked better. And one felt that
-there were capacities for enjoyment about her which might yet
-come out. She owned three canaries, the cat Tommy, and half a
-parrot--in common with her sister Hester;--and these poor
-creatures (kept carefully out of Timothy's way--he was nervous
-about animals), unlike human beings, recognising that she could
-not help being blighted, attached themselves to her passionately.
-
-She was sombrely magnificent this evening in black bombazine,
-with a mauve front cut in a shy triangle, and crowned with a
-black velvet ribbon round the base of her thin throat; black and
-mauve for evening wear was esteemed very chaste by nearly every
-Forsyte.
-
-Pouting at Swithin, she said:
-
-"Ann has been asking for you. You haven't been near us for an
-age!"
-
-Swithin put his thumbs within the armholes of his waistcoat, and
-replied:
-
-"Ann's getting very shaky; she ought to have a doctor!"
-
-"Mr. and Mrs. Nicholas Forsyte!"
-
-Nicholas Forsyte, cocking his rectangular eyebrows, wore a smile.
-He had succeeded during the day in bringing to fruition a scheme
-for the employment of a tribe from Upper India in the gold-mines
-of Ceylon. A pet plan, carried at last in the teeth of great
-difficulties--he was justly pleased. It would double the output
-of his mines, and, as he had often forcibly argued, all
-experience tended to show that a man must die; and whether he
-died of a miserable old age in his own country, or prematurely of
-damp in the bottom of a foreign mine, was surely of little
-consequence, provided that by a change in his mode of life he
-benefited the British Empire.
-
-His ability was undoubted. Raising his broken nose towards his
-listener, he would add:
-
-"For want of a few hundred of these fellows we haven't paid a
-dividend for years, and look at the price of the shares. I can't
-get ten shillings for them."
-
-He had been at Yarmouth, too, and had come back feeling that he
-had added at least ten years to his own life. He grasped
-Swithin's hand, exclaiming in a jocular voice:
-
-"Well, so here we are again!"
-
-Mrs. Nicholas, an effete woman, smiled a smile of frightened
-jollity behind his back.
-
-"Mr. and Mrs. James Forsyte! Mr. and Mrs. Soames Forsyte!"
-
-Swithin drew his heels together, his deportment ever admirable.
-
-"Well, James, well Emily! How are you, Soames? How do you do?"
-
-His hand enclosed Irene's, and his eyes swelled. She was a
-pretty woman--a little too pale, but her figure, her eyes, her
-teeth! Too good for that chap Soames!
-
-The gods had given Irene dark brown eyes and golden hair, that
-strange combination, provocative of men's glances, which is said
-to be the mark of a weak character. And the full, soft pallor of
-her neck and shoulders, above a gold-coloured frock, gave to her
-personality an alluring strangeness.
-
-Soames stood behind, his eyes fastened on his wife's neck. The
-hands of Swithin's watch, which he still held open in his hand,
-had left eight behind; it was half an hour beyond his
-dinner-time--he had had no lunch--and a strange primeval
-impatience surged up within him.
-
-"It's not like Jolyon to be late!" he said to Irene, with
-uncontrollable vexation. "I suppose it'll be June keeping him!"
-
-"People in love are always late," she answered.
-
-Swithin stared at her; a dusky orange dyed his cheeks.
-
-"They've no business to be. Some fashionable nonsense!"
-
-And behind this outburst the inarticulate violence of primitive
-generations seemed to mutter and grumble.
-
-"Tell me what you think of my new star, Uncle Swithin," said
-Irene softly.
-
-Among the lace in the bosom of her dress was shining a
-five-pointed star, made of eleven diamonds. Swithin looked at
-the star. He had a pretty taste in stones; no question could
-have been more sympathetically devised to distract his attention.
-
-"Who gave you that?" he asked.
-
-"Soames."
-
-There was no change in her face, but Swithin's pale eyes bulged
-as though he might suddenly have been afflicted with insight.
-
-"I dare say you're dull at home," he said. "Any day you like to
-come and dine with me, I'll give you as good a bottle of wine as
-you'll get in London."
-
-"Miss June Forsyte--Mr. Jolyon Forsyte!... Mr. Boswainey!..."
-
-Swithin moved his arm, and said in a rumbling voice:
-
-"Dinner, now--dinner!"
-
-He took in Irene, on the ground that he had not entertained her
-since she was a bride. June was the portion of Bosinney, who was
-placed between Irene and his fiancee. On the other side of June
-was James with Mrs. Nicholas, then old Jolyon with Mrs. James,
-Nicholas with Hatty Chessman, Soames with Mrs. Small, completing,
-the circle to Swithin again.
-
-Family dinners of the Forsytes observe certain traditions. There
-are, for instance, no hors d'oeuvre. The reason for this is
-unknown. Theory among the younger members traces it to the
-disgraceful price of oysters; it is more probably due to a desire
-to come to the point, to a good practical sense deciding at once
-that hors d'oeuvre are but poor things. The Jameses alone,
-unable to withstand a custom almost universal in Park Lane, are
-now and then unfaithful.
-
-A silent, almost morose, inattention to each other succeeds to
-the subsidence into their seats, lasting till well into the first
-entree, but interspersed with remarks such as, "Tom's bad again;
-I can't tell what's the matter with him!" "I suppose Ann doesn't
-come down in the mornings?"--"What's the name of your doctor,
-Fanny?" "Stubbs?" "He's a quack!"--"Winifred? She's got too many
-children. Four, isn't it? She's as thin as a lath!"--"What
-d'you give for this sherry, Swithin? Too dry for me!"
-
-With the second glass of champagne, a kind of hum makes itself
-heard, which, when divested of casual accessories and resolved
-into its primal element, is found to be James telling a story,
-and this goes on for a long time, encroaching sometimes even upon
-what must universally be recognised as the crowning point of a
-Forsyte feast--'the saddle of mutton.'
-
-No Forsyte has given a dinner without providing a saddle of
-mutton. There is something in its succulent solidity which makes
-it suitable to people 'of a certain position.' It is nourishing
-and tasty; the sort of thing a man remembers eating. It has a
-past and a future, like a deposit paid into a bank; and it is
-something that can be argued about.
-
-Each branch of the family tenaciously held to a particular
-locality--old Jolyon swearing by Dartmoor, James by Welsh,
-Swithin by Southdown, Nicholas maintaining that people might
-sneer, but there was nothing like New Zealand! As for Roger, the
-'original' of the brothers, he had been obliged to invent a
-locality of his own, and with an ingenuity worthy of a man who
-had devised a new profession for his sons, he had discovered a
-shop where they sold German; on being remonstrated with, he had
-proved his point by producing a butcher's bill, which showed that
-he paid more than any of the others. It was on this occasion
-that old Jolyon, turning to June, had said in one of his bursts
-of philosophy:
-
-"You may depend upon it, they're a cranky lot, the Forsytes--and
-you'll find it out, as you grow older!"
-
-Timothy alone held apart, for though he ate saddle of mutton
-heartily, he was, he said, afraid of it.
-
-To anyone interested psychologically in Forsytes, this great
-saddle-of-mutton trait is of prime importance; not only does it
-illustrate their tenacity, both collectively and as individuals,
-but it marks them as belonging in fibre and instincts to that
-great class which believes in nourishment and flavour, and yields
-to no sentimental craving for beauty.
-
-Younger members of the family indeed would have done without a
-joint altogether, preferring guinea-fowl, or lobster salad--
-something which appealed to the imagination, and had less
-nourishment--but these were females; or, if not, had been
-corrupted by their wives, or by mothers, who having been forced
-to eat saddle of mutton throughout their married lives, had
-passed a secret hostility towards it into the fibre of their
-sons.
-
-The great saddle-of-mutton controversy at an end, a Tewkesbury
-ham commenced, together with the least touch of West Indian--
-Swithin was so long over this course that he caused a block in
-the progress of the dinner. To devote himself to it with better
-heart, he paused in his conversation.
-
-From his seat by Mrs. Septimus Small Soames was watching. He had
-a reason of his own connected with a pet building scheme, for
-observing Bosinney. The architect might do for his purpose; he
-looked clever, as he sat leaning back in his chair, moodily
-making little ramparts with bread-crumbs. Soames noted his dress
-clothes to be well cut, but too small, as though made many years
-ago.
-
-He saw him turn to Irene and say something and her face sparkle
-as he often saw it sparkle at other people--never at himself. He
-tried to catch what they were saying, but Aunt Juley was
-speaking.
-
-Hadn't that always seemed very extraordinary to Soames? Only
-last Sunday dear Mr. Scole, had been so witty in his sermon, so
-sarcastic, "For what," he had said, "shall it profit a man if he
-gain his own soul, but lose all his property?" That, he had
-said, was the motto of the middle-class; now, what had he meant
-by that? Of course, it might be what middle-class people
-believed--she didn't know; what did Soames think?
-
-He answered abstractedly: "How should I know? Scoles is a
-humbug, though, isn't he?" For Bosinney was looking round the
-table, as if pointing out the peculiarities of the guests, and
-Soames wondered what he was saying. By her smile Irene was
-evidently agreeing with his remarks. She seemed always to agree
-with other people.
-
-Her eyes were turned on himself; Soames dropped his glance at
-once. The smile had died off her lips.
-
-A humbug? But what did Soames mean? If Mr. Scoles was a humbug,
-a clergyman--then anybody might be--it was frightful!
-
-"Well, and so they are!" said Soames.
-
-During Aunt Juley's momentary and horrified silence he caught
-some words of Irene's that sounded like: 'Abandon hope, all ye
-who enter here!'
-
-But Swithin had finished his ham.
-
-"Where do you go for your mushrooms?" he was saying to Irene in a
-voice like a courtier's; "you ought to go to Smileybob's--he'll
-give 'em you fresh. These little men, they won't take the
-trouble!"
-
-Irene turned to answer him, and Soames saw Bosinney watching her
-and smiling to himself. A curious smile the fellow had. A
-half-simple arrangement, like a child who smiles when he is
-pleased. As for George's nickname--'The Buccaneer'--he did not
-think much of that. And, seeing Bosinney turn to June, Soames
-smiled too, but sardonically--he did not like June, who was not
-looking too pleased.
-
-This was not surprising, for she had just held the following
-conversation with James:
-
-"I stayed on the river on my way home, Uncle James, and saw a
-beautiful site for a house."
-
-James, a slow and thorough eater, stopped the process of
-mastication.
-
-"Eh?" he said. "Now, where was that?"
-
-"Close to Pangbourne."
-
-James placed a piece of ham in his mouth, and June waited.
-
-"I suppose you wouldn't know whether the land about there was
-freehold?" he asked at last. "You wouldn't know anything about
-the price of land about there?"
-
-"Yes," said June; "I made inquiries." Her little resolute face
-under its copper crown was suspiciously eager and aglow.
-
-James regarded her with the air of an inquisitor.
-
-"What? You're not thinking of buying land!" he ejaculated,
-dropping his fork.
-
-June was greatly encouraged by his interest. It had long been
-her pet plan that her uncles should benefit themselves and
-Bosinney by building country-houses.
-
-"Of course not," she said. "I thought it would be such a
-splendid place for--you or--someone to build a country-house!"
-
-James looked at her sideways, and placed a second piece of ham in
-his mouth....
-
-"Land ought to be very dear about there," he said.
-
-What June had taken for personal interest was only the impersonal
-excitement of every Forsyte who hears of something eligible in
-danger of passing into other hands. But she refused to see the
-disappearance of her chance, and continued to press her point.
-
-"You ought to go into the country, Uncle James. I wish I had a
-lot of money, I wouldn't live another day in London."
-
-James was stirred to the depths of his long thin figure; he had
-no idea his niece held such downright views.
-
-"Why don't you go into the country?" repeated June; "it would do
-you a lot of good."
-
-"Why?" began James in a fluster. "Buying land--what good d'you
-suppose I can do buying land, building houses?--I couldn't get
-four per cent. for my money!"
-
-"What does that matter? You'd get fresh air."
-
-"Fresh air!" exclaimed James; "what should I do with fresh air,"
-
-"I should have thought anybody liked to have fresh air," said
-June scornfully.
-
-James wiped his napkin all over his mouth.
-
-"You don't know the value of money," he said, avoiding her eye.
-
-"No! and I hope I never shall!" and, biting her lip with
-inexpressible mortification, poor June was silent.
-
-Why were her own relations so rich, and Phil never knew where the
-money was coming from for to-morrow's tobacco. Why couldn't they
-do something for him? But they were so selfish. Why couldn't
-they build country-houses? She had all that naive dogmatism
-which is so pathetic, and sometimes achieves such great results.
-Bosinney, to whom she turned in her discomfiture, was talking to
-Irene, and a chill fell on June's spirit. Her eyes grew steady
-with anger, like old Jolyon's when his will was crossed.
-
-James, too, was much disturbed. He felt as though someone had
-threatened his right to invest his money at five per cent.
-Jolyon had spoiled her. None of his girls would have said such a
-thing. James had always been exceedingly liberal to his
-children, and the consciousness of this made him feel it all the
-more deeply. He trifled moodily with his strawberries, then,
-deluging them with cream, he ate them quickly; they, at all
-events, should not escape him.
-
-No wonder he was upset. Engaged for fifty-four years (he had
-been admitted a solicitor on the earliest day sanctioned by the
-law) in arranging mortgages, preserving investments at a dead
-level of high and safe interest, conducting negotiations on the
-principle of securing the utmost possible out of other people
-compatible with safety to his clients and himself, in
-calculations as to the exact pecuniary possibilities of all the
-relations of life, he had come at last to think purely in terms
-of money. Money was now his light, his medium for seeing, that
-without which he was really unable to see, really not cognisant
-of phenomena; and to have this thing, "I hope I shall never know
-the value of money!" said to his face, saddened and exasperated
-him. He knew it to be nonsense, or it would have frightened him.
-What was the world coming to! Suddenly recollecting the story of
-young Jolyon, however, he felt a little comforted, for what could
-you expect with a father like that! This turned his thoughts
-into a channel still less pleasant. What was all this talk about
-Soames and Irene?
-
-As in all self-respecting families, an emporium had been
-established where family secrets were bartered, and family stock
-priced. It was known on Forsyte 'Change that Irene regretted her
-marriage. Her regret was disapproved of. She ought to have
-known her own mind; no dependable woman made these mistakes.
-
-James reflected sourly that they had a nice house (rather small)
-in an excellent position, no children, and no money troubles.
-Soames was reserved about his affairs, but he must be getting a
-very warm man. He had a capital income from the business--for
-Soames, like his father, was a member of that well-known firm of
-solicitors, Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte--and had always been very
-careful. He had done quite unusually well with some mortgages he
-had taken up, too--a little timely foreclosure--most lucky hits!
-
-There was no reason why Irene should not be happy, yet they said
-she'd been asking for a separate room. He knew where that ended.
-It wasn't as if Soames drank.
-
-James looked at his daughter-in-law. That unseen glance of his
-was cold and dubious. Appeal and fear were in it, and a sense of
-personal grievance. Why should he be worried like this? It was
-very likely all nonsense; women were funny things! They
-exaggerated so, you didn't know what to believe; and then, nobody
-told him anything, he had to find out everything for himself.
-Again he looked furtively at Irene, and across from her to
-Soames. The latter, listening to Aunt Juley, was looking up,
-under his brows in the direction of Bosinney.
-
-'He's fond of her, I know,' thought James. 'Look at the way he's
-always giving her things.'
-
-And the extraordinary unreasonableness of her disaffection struck
-him with increased force.
-
-It was a pity, too, she was a taking little thing, and he, James,
-would be really quite fond of her if she'd only let him. She had
-taken up lately with June; that was doing her no good, that was
-certainly doing her no good. She was getting to have opinions of
-her own. He didn't know what she wanted with anything of the
-sort. She'd a good home, and everything she could wish for. He
-felt that her friends ought to be chosen for her. To go on like
-this was dangerous.
-
-June, indeed, with her habit of championing the unfortunate, had
-dragged from Irene a confession, and, in return, had preached the
-necessity of facing the evil, by separation, if need be. But in
-the face of these exhortations, Irene had kept a brooding silence,
-as though she found terrible the thought of this struggle carried
-through in cold blood. He would never give her up, she had said
-to June.
-
-"Who cares?" June cried; "let him do what he likes--you've only
-to stick to it!" And she had not scrupled to say something of
-this sort at Timothy's; James, when he heard of it, had felt a
-natural indignation and horror.
-
-What if Irene were to take it into her head to--he could hardly
-frame the thought--to leave Soames? But he felt this thought so
-unbearable that he at once put it away; the shady visions it
-conjured up, the sound of family tongues buzzing in his ears, the
-horror of the conspicuous happening so close to him, to one of
-his own children! Luckily, she had no money--a beggarly fifty
-pound a year! And he thought of the deceased Heron, who had had
-nothing to leave her, with contempt. Brooding over his glass,
-his long legs twisted under the table, he quite omitted to rise
-when the ladies left the room. He would have to speak to Soames-
--would have to put him on his guard; they could not go on like
-this, now that such a contingency had occurred to him. And he
-noticed with sour disfavour that June had left her wine-glasses
-full of wine.
-
-'That little, thing's at the bottom of it all,' he mused;
-'Irene'd never have thought of it herself.' James was a man of
-imagination.
-
-The voice of Swithin roused him from his reverie.
-
-"I gave four hundred pounds for it," he was saying. "Of course
-it's a regular work of art."
-
-"Four hundred! H'm! that's a lot of money!" chimed in Nicholas.
-
-The object alluded to was an elaborate group of statuary in
-Italian marble, which, placed upon a lofty stand (also of
-marble), diffused an atmosphere of culture throughout the room.
-The subsidiary figures, of which there were six, female, nude,
-and of highly ornate workmanship, were all pointing towards the
-central figure, also nude, and female, who was pointing at
-herself; and all this gave the observer a very pleasant sense of
-her extreme value. Aunt Juley, nearly opposite, had had the
-greatest difficulty in not looking at it all the evening.
-
-Old Jolyon spoke; it was he who had started the discussion.
-
-"Four hundred fiddlesticks! Don't tell me you gave four hundred
-for that?"
-
-Between the points of his collar Swithin's chin made the second
-painful oscillatory movement of the evening.
-
-"Four-hundred-pounds, of English money; not a farthing less. I
-don't regret it. It's not common English--it's genuine modern
-Italian!"
-
-Soames raised the corner of his lip in a smile, and looked across
-at Bosinney. The architect was grinning behind the fumes of his
-cigarette. Now, indeed, he looked more like a buccaneer.
-
-"There's a lot of work about it," remarked James hastily, who was
-really moved by the size of the group. "It'd sell well at
-Jobson's."
-
-"The poor foreign dey-vil that made it," went on Swithin," asked
-me five hundred--I gave him four. It's worth eight. Looked
-half-starved, poor dey-vil!
-
-"Ah!" chimed in Nicholas suddenly, "poor, seedy-lookin' chaps,
-these artists; it's a wonder to me how they live. Now, there's
-young Flageoletti, that Fanny and the girls are always hav'in'
-in, to play the fiddle; if he makes a hundred a year it's as much
-as ever he does!"
-
-James shook his head. "Ah!" he said, "I don't know how they
-live!"
-
-Old Jolyon had risen, and, cigar in mouth, went to inspect the
-group at close quarters.
-
-"Wouldn't have given two for it!" he pronounced at last.
-
-Soames saw his father and Nicholas glance at each other
-anxiously; and, on the other side of Swithin, Bosinney, still
-shrouded in smoke.
-
-'I wonder what he thinks of it?' thought Soames, who knew well
-enough that this group was hopelessly vieux jeu; hopelessly of
-the last generation. There was no longer any sale at Jobson's
-for such works of art.
-
-Swithin's answer came at last. "You never knew anything about a
-statue. You've got your pictures, and that's all!"
-
-Old Jolyon walked back to his seat, puffing his cigar. It was
-not likely that he was going to be drawn into an argument with an
-obstinate beggar like Swithin, pig-headed as a mule, who had
-never known a statue from a---straw hat.
-
-"Stucco!" was all he said.
-
-It had long been physically impossible for Swithin to start; his
-fist came down on the table.
-
-"Stucco! I should like to see anything you've got in your house
-half as good!"
-
-And behind his speech seemed to sound again that rumbling
-violence of primitive generations.
-
-It was James who saved the situation.
-
-"Now, what do you say, Mr. Bosinney? You're an architect; you
-ought to know all about statues and things!"
-
-Every eye was turned upon Bosinney; all waited with a strange,
-suspicious look for his answer.
-
-And Soames, speaking for the first time, asked:
-
-"Yes, Bosinney, what do you say?"
-
-Bosinney replied coolly:
-
-"The work is a remarkable one."
-
-His words were addressed to Swithin, his eyes smiled slyly at old
-Jolyon; only Soames remained unsatisfied.
-
-"Remarkable for what?"
-
-"For its naivete"
-
-The answer was followed by an impressive silence; Swithin alone
-was not sure whether a compliment was intended.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-PROJECTION OF THE HOUSE
-
-
-Soames Forsyte walked out of his green-painted front door three
-days after the dinner at Swithin's, and looking back from across
-the Square, confirmed his impression that the house wanted
-painting.
-
-He had left his wife sitting on the sofa in the drawing-room, her
-hands crossed in her lap, manifestly waiting for him to go out.
-This was not unusual. It happened, in fact, every day.
-
-He could not understand what she found wrong with him. It was
-not as if he drank! Did he run into debt, or gamble, or swear;
-was he violent; were his friends rackety; did he stay out at
-night? On the contrary.
-
-The profound, subdued aversion which he felt in his wife was a
-mystery to him, and a source of the most terrible irritation.
-That she had made a mistake, and did not love him, had tried to
-love him and could not love him, was obviously no reason.
-
-He that could imagine so outlandish a cause for his wife's not
-getting on with him was certainly no Forsyte.
-
-Soames was forced, therefore, to set the blame entirely down to
-his wife. He had never met a woman so capable of inspiring
-affection. They could not go anywhere without his seeing how all
-the men were attracted by her; their looks, manners, voices,
-betrayed it; her behaviour under this attention had been beyond
-reproach. That she was one of those women--not too common in the
-Anglo-Saxon race--born to be loved and to love, who when not
-loving are not living, had certainly never even occurred to him.
-Her power of attraction, he regarded as part of her value as his
-property; but it made him, indeed, suspect that she could give as
-well as receive; and she gave him nothing! 'Then why did she
-marry me?' was his continual thought. He had, forgotten his
-courtship; that year and a half when he had besieged and lain in
-wait for her, devising schemes for her entertainment, giving her
-presents, proposing to her periodically, and keeping her other
-admirers away with his perpetual presence. He had forgotten the
-day when, adroitly taking advantage of an acute phase of her
-dislike to her home surroundings, he crowned his labours with
-success. If he remembered anything, it was the dainty
-capriciousness with which the gold-haired, dark-eyed girl had
-treated him. He certainly did not remember the look on her face-
--strange, passive, appealing--when suddenly one day she had
-yielded, and said that she would marry him.
-
-It had been one of those real devoted wooings which books and
-people praise, when the lover is at length rewarded for hammering
-the iron till it is malleable, and all must be happy ever after
-as the wedding bells.
-
-Soames walked eastwards, mousing doggedly along on the shady
-side.
-
-The house wanted doing, up, unless he decided to move into the
-country, and build.
-
-For the hundredth time that month he turned over this problem.
-There was no use in rushing into things! He was very comfortably
-off, with an increasing income getting on for three thousand a
-year; but his invested capital was not perhaps so large as his
-father believed--James had a tendency to expect that his children
-should be better off than they were. 'I can manage eight
-thousand easily enough,' he thought, 'without calling in either
-
-Robertson's or Nicholl's.'
-
-He had stopped to look in at a picture shop, for Soames was an
-'amateur' of pictures, and had a little-room in No. 62,
-Montpellier Square, full of canvases, stacked against the wall,
-which he had no room to hang. He brought them home with him on
-his way back from the City, generally after dark, and would enter
-this room on Sunday afternoons, to spend hours turning the
-pictures to the light, examining the marks on their backs, and
-occasionally making notes.
-
-They were nearly all landscapes with figures in the foreground, a
-sign of some mysterious revolt against London, its tall houses,
-its interminable streets, where his life and the lives of his
-breed and class were passed. Every now and then he would take
-one or two pictures away with him in a cab, and stop at Jobson's
-on his way into the City.
-
-He rarely showed them to anyone; Irene, whose opinion he secretly
-respected and perhaps for that reason never solicited, had only
-been into the room on rare occasions, in discharge of some wifely
-duty. She was not asked to look at the pictures, and she never
-did. To Soames this was another grievance. He hated that pride
-of hers, and secretly dreaded it.
-
-In the plate-glass window of the picture shop his image stood and
-looked at him.
-
-His sleek hair under the brim of the tall hat had a sheen like
-the hat itself; his cheeks, pale and flat, the line of his
-clean-shaven lips, his firm chin with its greyish shaven tinge,
-and the buttoned strictness of his black cut-away coat, conveyed
-an appearance of reserve and secrecy, of imperturbable, enforced
-composure; but his eyes, cold,--grey, strained--looking, with a
-line in the brow between them, examined him wistfully, as if they
-knew of a secret weakness.
-
-He noted the subjects of the pictures, the names of the painters,
-made a calculation of their values, but without the satisfaction
-he usually derived from this inward appraisement, and walked on.
-
-No. 62 would do well enough for another year, if he decided to
-build! The times were good for building, money had not been so
-dear for years; and the site he had seen at Robin Hill, when he
-had gone down there in the spring to inspect the Nicholl
-mortgage--what could be better! Within twelve miles of Hyde Park
-Corner, the value of the land certain to go up, would always
-fetch more than he gave for it; so that a house, if built in
-really good style, was a first-class investment.
-
-The notion of being the one member of his family with a country
-house weighed but little with him; for to a true Forsyte,
-sentiment, even the sentiment of social position, was a luxury
-only to be indulged in after his appetite for more material
-pleasure had been satisfied.
-
-To get Irene out of London, away from opportunities of going
-about and seeing people, away from her friends and those who put
-ideas into her head! That was the thing! She was too thick with
-June! June disliked him. He returned the sentiment. They were
-of the same blood.
-
-It would be everything to get Irene out of town. The house would
-please her she would enjoy messing about with the decoration, she
-was very artistic!
-
-The house must be in good style, something that would always be
-certain to command a price, something unique, like that last
-house of Parkes, which had a tower; but Parkes had himself said
-that his architect was ruinous. You never knew where you were
-with those fellows; if they had a name they ran you into no end
-of expense and were conceited into the bargain.
-
-And a common architect was no good--the memory of Parkes' tower
-precluded the employment of a common architect:
-
-This was why he had thought of Bosinney. Since the dinner at
-Swithin's he had made enquiries, the result of which had been
-meagre, but encouraging: "One of the new school."
-
-"Clever?"
-
-"As clever as you like--a bit--a bit up in the air!"
-
-He had not been able to discover what houses Bosinney had built,
-nor what his charges were. The impression he gathered was that
-he would be able to make his own terms. The more he reflected on
-the idea, the more he liked it. It would be keeping the thing in
-the family, with Forsytes almost an instinct; and he would be
-able to get 'favoured-nation,' if not nominal terms--only fair,
-considering the chance to Bosinney of displaying his talents, for
-this house must be no common edifice.
-
-Soames reflected complacently on the work it would be sure to
-bring the young man; for, like every Forsyte, he could be a
-thorough optimist when there was anything to be had out of it.
-
-Bosinney's office was in Sloane Street, close at, hand, so that
-he would be able to keep his eye continually on the plans.
-
-Again, Irene would not be to likely to object to leave London if
-her greatest friend's lover were given the job. June's marriage
-might depend on it. Irene could not decently stand in the way of
-June's marriage; she would never do that, he knew her too well.
-And June would be pleased; of this he saw the advantage.
-
-Bosinney looked clever, but he had also--and--it was one of his
-great attractions--an air as if he did not quite know on which
-side his bread were buttered; he should be easy to deal with in
-money matters. Soames made this reflection in no defrauding
-spirit; it was the natural attitude of his mind--of the mind of
-any good business man--of all those thousands of good business
-men through whom he was threading his way up Ludgate Hill.
-
-Thus he fulfilled the inscrutable laws of his great class--of
-human nature itself--when he reflected, with a sense of comfort,
-that Bosinney would be easy to deal with in money matters.
-
-While he elbowed his way on, his eyes, which he usually kept
-fixed on the ground before his feet, were attracted upwards by
-the dome of St. Paul's. It had a peculiar fascination for him,
-that old dome, and not once, but twice or three times a week,
-would he halt in his daily pilgrimage to enter beneath and stop
-in the side aisles for five or ten minutes, scrutinizing the
-names and epitaphs on the monuments. The attraction for him of
-this great church was inexplicable, unless it enabled him to
-concentrate his thoughts on the business of the day. If any
-affair of particular moment, or demanding peculiar acuteness, was
-weighing on his mind, he invariably went in, to wander with
-mouse-like attention from epitaph to epitaph. Then retiring in
-the same noiseless way, he would hold steadily on up Cheapside, a
-thought more of dogged purpose in his gait, as though he had seen
-something which he had made up his mind to buy.
-
-He went in this morning, but, instead of stealing from monument
-to monument, turned his eyes upwards to the columns and spacings
-of the walls, and remained motionless.
-
-His uplifted face, with the awed and wistful look which faces
-take on themselves in church, was whitened to a chalky hue in the
-vast building. His gloved hands were clasped in front over the
-handle of his umbrella. He lifted them. Some sacred inspiration
-perhaps had come to him.
-
-'Yes,' he thought, 'I must have room to hang my pictures.
-
-That evening, on his return from the City, he called at
-Bosinney's office. He found the architect in his shirt-sleeves,
-smoking a pipe, and ruling off lines on a plan. Soames refused a
-drink, and came at once to the point.
-
-"If you've nothing better to do on Sunday, come down with me to
-Robin Hill, and give me your opinion on a building site."
-
-"Are you going to build?"
-
-"Perhaps," said Soames; "but don't speak of it. I just want your
-opinion."
-
-"Quite so," said the architect.
-
-Soames peered about the room.
-
-"You're rather high up here," he remarked.
-
-Any information he could gather about the nature and scope of
-Bosinney's business would be all to the good.
-
-"It does well enough for me so far," answered the architect.
-"You're accustomed to the swells."
-
-He knocked out his pipe, but replaced it empty between his teeth;
-it assisted him perhaps to carry on the conversation. Soames
-noted a hollow in each cheek, made as it were by suction.
-
-"What do you pay for an office like this?" said he.
-
-"Fifty too much," replied Bosinney.
-
-This answer impressed Soames favourably.
-
-"I suppose it is dear," he said. "I'll call for you--on Sunday
-about eleven."
-
-The following Sunday therefore he called for Bosinney in a
-hansom, and drove him to the station. On arriving at Robin Hill,
-they found no cab, and started to walk the mile and a half to the
-site.
-
-It was the 1st of August--a perfect day, with a burning sun and
-cloudless sky--and in the straight, narrow road leading up the
-hill their feet kicked up a yellow dust.
-
-"Gravel soil," remarked Soames, and sideways he glanced at the
-coat Bosinney wore. Into the side-pockets of this coat were
-thrust bundles of papers, and under one arm was carried a queer-
-looking stick. Soames noted these and other peculiarities.
-
-No one but a clever man, or, indeed, a buccaneer, would have
-taken such liberties with his appearance; and though these
-eccentricities were revolting to Soames, he derived a certain
-satisfaction from them, as evidence of qualities by which he must
-inevitably profit. If the fellow could build houses, what did
-his clothes matter?
-
-"I told you," he said, "that I want this house to be a surprise,
-so don't say anything about it. I never talk of my affairs until
-they're carried through."
-
-Bosinney nodded.
-
-"Let women into your plans," pursued Soames, "and you never know
-where it'll end."
-
-"Ah!" Said Bosinney, "women are the devil!"
-
-This feeling had long been at the--bottom of Soames's heart; he
-had never, however, put it into words.
-
-"Oh!" he Muttered, "so you're beginning to...." He stopped, but
-added, with an uncontrollable burst of spite: "June's got a
-temper of her own--always had."
-
-"A temper's not a bad thing in an angel."
-
-Soames had never called Irene an angel. He could not so have
-violated his best instincts, letting other people into the secret
-of her value, and giving himself away. He made no reply.
-
-They had struck into a half-made road across a warren. A
-cart-track led at right-angles to a gravel pit, beyond which the
-chimneys of a cottage rose amongst a clump of trees at the border
-of a thick wood. Tussocks of feathery grass covered the rough
-surface of the ground, and out of these the larks soared into the
-hate of sunshine. On the far horizon, over a countless
-succession of fields and hedges, rose a line of downs.
-
-Soames led till they had crossed to the far side, and there he
-stopped. It was the chosen site; but now that he was about to
-divulge the spot to another he had become uneasy.
-
-"The agent lives in that cottage," he said; "he'll give us some
-lunch--we'd better have lunch before we go into this matter."
-
-He again took the lead to the cottage, where the agent, a tall
-man named Oliver, with a heavy face and grizzled beard, welcomed
-them. During lunch, which Soames hardly touched, he kept looking
-at Bosinney, and once or twice passed his silk handkerchief
-stealthily over his forehead. The meal came to an end at last,
-and Bosinney rose.
-
-"I dare say you've got business to talk over," he said; "I'll
-just go and nose about a bit." Without waiting for a reply he
-strolled out.
-
-Soames was solicitor to this estate, and he spent nearly an hour
-in the agent's company, looking at ground-plans and discussing
-the Nicholl and other mortgages; it was as it were by an
-afterthought that he brought up the question of the building
-site.
-
-"Your people," he said, "ought to come down in their price to me,
-considering that I shall be the first to build."
-
-Oliver shook his head.
-
-The site you've fixed on, Sir, he said, "is the cheapest we've
-got. Sites at the top of the slope are dearer by a good bit."
-
-"Mind," said Soames," I've not decided; it's quite possible I
-shan't build at all. The ground rent's very high."
-
-"Well, Mr. Forsyte, I shall be sorry if you go off, and I think
-you'll make a mistake, Sir. There's not a bit of land near
-London with such a view as this, nor one that's cheaper, all
-things considered; we've only to advertise, to get a mob of
-people after it."
-
-They looked at each other. Their faces said very plainly: 'I
-respect you as a man of business; and you can't expect me to
-believe a word you say.'
-
-Well, repeated Soames, "I haven't made up my mind; the thing will
-very likely go off!" With these words, taking up his umbrella,
-he put his chilly hand into the agent's, withdrew it without the
-faintest pressure, and went out into the sun.
-
-He walked slowly back towards the site in deep thought. His
-instinct told him that what the agent had said was true. A cheap
-site. And the beauty of it was, that he knew the agent did not
-really think it cheap; so that his own intuitive knowledge was a
-victory over the agent's.
-
-'Cheap or not, I mean to have it,' he thought.
-
-The larks sprang up in front of his feet, the air was full of
-butterflies, a sweet fragrance rose from the wild grasses. The
-sappy scent of the bracken stole forth from the wood, where,
-hidden in the depths, pigeons were cooing, and from afar on the
-warm breeze, came the rhythmic chiming of church bells.
-
-Soames walked with his eyes on the ground, his lips opening and
-closing as though in anticipation of a delicious morsel. But
-when he arrived at the site, Bosinney was nowhere to be seen.
-After waiting some little time, he crossed the warren in the
-direction of the slope. He would have shouted, but dreaded the
-sound of his voice.
-
-The warren was as lonely as a prairie, its silence only broken by
-the rustle of rabbits bolting to their holes, and the song of the
-larks.
-
-Soames, the pioneer-leader of the great Forsyte army advancing to
-the civilization of this wilderness, felt his spirit daunted by
-the loneliness, by the invisible singing, and the hot, sweet air.
-He had begun to retrace his steps when he at last caught sight of
-Bosinney.
-
-The architect was sprawling under a large oak tree, whose trunk,
-with a huge spread of bough and foliage, ragged with age, stood
-on the verge of the rise.
-
-Soames had to touch him on the shoulder before he looked up.
-
-"Hallo! Forsyte," he said, "I've found the very place for your
-house! Look here!"
-
-Soames stood and looked, then he said, coldly:
-
-"You may be very clever, but this site will cost me half as much
-again."
-
-"Hang the cost, man. Look at the view!"
-
-Almost from their feet stretched ripe corn, dipping to a small
-dark copse beyond. A plain of fields and hedges spread to the
-distant grey-bluedowns. In a silver streak to the right could be
-seen the line of the river.
-
-The sky was so blue, and the sun so bright, that an eternal
-summer seemed to reign over this prospect. Thistledown floated
-round them, enraptured by the serenity, of the ether. The heat
-danced over the corn, and, pervading all, was a soft, insensible
-hum, like the murmur of bright minutes holding revel between
-earth and heaven.
-
-Soames looked. In spite of himself, something swelled in his
-breast. To live here in sight of all this, to be able to point
-it out to his friends, to talk of it, to possess it! His cheeks
-flushed. The warmth, the radiance, the glow, were sinking into
-his senses as, four years before, Irene's beauty had sunk into
-his senses and made him long for her. He stole a glance at
-Bosinney, whose eyes, the eyes of the coachman's 'half-tame
-leopard,' seemed running wild over the landscape. The sunlight
-had caught the promontories of the fellow's face, the bumpy
-cheekbones, the point of his chin, the vertical ridges above his
-brow; and Soames watched this rugged, enthusiastic, careless face
-with an unpleasant feeling.
-
-A long, soft ripple of wind flowed over the corn, and brought a
-puff of warm air into their faces.
-
-"I could build you a teaser here," said Bosinney, breaking the
-silence at last.
-
-"I dare say," replied Soames, drily. "You haven't got to pay for
-it."
-
-"For about eight thousand I could build you a palace."
-
-Soames had become very pale--a struggle was going on within him.
-He dropped his eyes, and said stubbornly:
-
-"I can't afford it."
-
-And slowly, with his mousing walk, he led the way back to the
-first site.
-
-They spent some time there going into particulars of the
-projected house, and then Soames returned to the agent's cottage.
-
-He came out in about half an hour, and, joining Bosinney,
-started for the station.
-
-"Well," he said, hardly opening his lips, "I've taken that site
-of yours, after all."
-
-And again he was silent, confusedly debating how it was that this
-fellow, whom by habit he despised, should have overborne his own
-decision.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-A FORSYTE MENAGE
-
-
-Like the enlightened thousands of his class and generation in
-this great city of London, who no longer believe in red velvet
-chairs, and know that groups of modern Italian marble are 'vieux
-jeu,' Soames Forsyte inhabited a house which did what it could.
-It owned a copper door knocker of individual design, windows
-which had been altered to open outwards, hanging flower boxes
-filled with fuchsias, and at the back (a great feature) a little
-court tiled with jade-green tiles, and surrounded by pink
-hydrangeas in peacock-blue tubs. Here, under a parchment-
-coloured Japanese sunshade covering the whole end, inhabitants
-or visitors could be screened from the eyes of the curious
-while they drank tea and examined at their leisure the latest
-of Soames's little silver boxes.
-
-The inner decoration favoured the First Empire and William
-Morris. For its size, the house was commodious; there were
-countless nooks resembling birds' nests, and little things made
-of silver were deposited like eggs.
-
-In this general perfection two kinds of fastidiousness were at
-war. There lived here a mistress who would have dwelt daintily
-on a desert island; a master whose daintiness was, as it were, an
-investment, cultivated by the owner for his advancement, in
-accordance with the laws of competition. This competitive
-daintiness had caused Soames in his Marlborough days to be the
-first boy into white waistcoats in summer, and corduroy
-waistcoats in winter, had prevented him from ever appearing in
-public with his tie climbing up his collar, and induced him to
-dust his patent leather boots before a great multitude assembled
-on Speech Day to hear him recite Moliere.
-
-Skin-like immaculateness had grown over Soames, as over many
-Londoners; impossible to conceive of him with a hair out of
-place, a tie deviating one-eighth of an inch from the
-perpendicular, a collar unglossed! He would not have gone
-without a bath for worlds--it was the fashion to take baths; and
-how bitter was his scorn of people who omitted them!
-
-But Irene could be imagined, like some nymph, bathing in wayside
-streams, for the joy of the freshness and of seeing her own fair
-body.
-
-In this conflict throughout the house the woman had gone to the
-wall. As in the struggle between Saxon and Celt still going on
-within the nation, the more impressionable and receptive
-temperament had had forced on it a conventional superstructure.
-
-Thus the house had acquired a close resemblance to hundreds of
-other houses with the same high aspirations, having become: 'That
-very charming little house of the Soames Forsytes, quite
-individual, my dear--really elegant.'
-
-For Soames Forsyte--read James Peabody, Thomas Atkins, or
-Emmanuel Spagnoletti, the name in fact of any upper-middle class
-Englishman in London with any pretensions to taste; and though
-the decoration be different, the phrase is just.
-
-On the evening of August 8, a week after the expedition to Robin
-Hill, in the dining-room of this house--'quite individual, my
-dear--really elegant'--Soames and Irene were seated at dinner. A
-hot dinner on Sundays was a little distinguishing elegance common
-to this house and many others. Early in married life Soames had
-laid down the rule: 'The servants must give us hot dinner on
-Sundays--they've nothing to do but play the concertina.'
-
-The custom had produced no revolution. For--to Soames a rather
-deplorable sign--servants were devoted to Irene, who, in defiance
-of all safe tradition, appeared to recognise their right to a
-share in the weaknesses of human nature.
-
-The happy pair were seated, not opposite each other, but
-rectangularly, at the handsome rosewood table; they dined without
-a cloth--a distinguishing elegance--and so far had not spoken a
-word.
-
-Soames liked to talk during dinner about business, or what he had
-been buying, and so long as he talked Irene's silence did not
-distress him. This evening he had found it impossible to talk.
-The decision to build had been weighing on his mind all the week,
-and he had made up his mind to tell her.
-
-His nervousness about this disclosure irritated him profoundly;
-she had no business to make him feel like that--a wife and a
-husband being one person. She had not looked at him once since
-they sat down; and he wondered what on earth she had been
-thinking about all the time. It was hard, when a man worked as
-he did, making money for her--yes, and with an ache in his heart-
--that she should sit there, looking--looking as if she saw the
-walls of the room closing in. It was enough to make a man get up
-and leave the table.
-
-The light from the rose-shaded lamp fell on her neck and arms--
-Soames liked her to dine in a low dress, it gave him an
-inexpressible feeling of superiority to the majority of his
-acquaintance, whose wives were contented with their best high
-frocks or with tea-gowns, when they dined at home. Under that
-rosy light her amber-coloured hair and fair skin made strange
-contrast with her dark brown eyes.
-
-Could a man own anything prettier than this dining-table with its
-deep tints, the starry, soft-petalled roses, the ruby-coloured
-glass, and quaint silver furnishing; could a man own anything
-prettier than the woman who sat at it? Gratitude was no virtue
-among Forsytes, who, competitive, and full of common-sense, had
-no occasion for it; and Soames only experienced a sense of
-exasperation amounting to pain, that he did not own her as it was
-his right to own her, that he could not, as by stretching out
-his hand to that rose, pluck her and sniff the very secrets of
-her heart.
-
-Out of his other property, out of all the things he had
-collected, his silver, his pictures, his houses, his investments,
-he got a secret and intimate feeling; out of her he got none.
-
-In this house of his there was writing on every wall. His
-business-like temperament protested against a mysterious warning
-that she was not made for him. He had married this woman,
-conquered her, made her his own, and it seemed to him contrary to
-the most fundamental of all laws, the law of possession, that he
-could do no more than own her body--if indeed he could do that,
-which he was beginning to doubt. If any one had asked him if he
-wanted to own her soul, the question would have seemed to him
-both ridiculous and sentimental. But he did so want, and the
-writing said he never would.
-
-She was ever silent, passive, gracefully averse; as though
-terrified lest by word, motion, or sign she might lead him to
-believe that she was fond of him; and he asked himself: Must I
-always go on like this?
-
-Like most novel readers of his generation (and Soames was a great
-novel reader), literature coloured his view of life; and he had
-imbibed the belief that it was only a question of time.
-
-In the end the husband always gained the affection of his wife.
-Even in those cases--a class of book he was not very fond of--
-which ended in tragedy, the wife always died with poignant
-regrets on her lips, or if it were the husband who died--
-unpleasant thought--threw herself on his body in an agony of
-remorse.
-
-He often took Irene to the theatre, instinctively choosing the
-modern Society Plays with the modern Society conjugal problem, so
-fortunately different from any conjugal problem in real life. He
-found that they too always ended in the same way, even when there
-was a lover in the case. While he was watching the play Soames
-often sympathized with the lover; but before he reached home
-again, driving with Irene in a hansom, he saw that this would not
-do, and he was glad the play had ended as it had. There was one
-class of husband that had just then come into fashion, the
-strong, rather rough, but extremely sound man, who was peculiarly
-successful at the end of the play; with this person Soames was
-really not in sympathy, and had it not been for his own position,
-would have expressed his disgust with the fellow. But he was so
-conscious of how vital to himself was the necessity for being a
-successful, even a 'strong,' husband, that be never spoke of a
-distaste born perhaps by the perverse processes of Nature out of
-a secret fund of brutality in himself.
-
-But Irene's silence this evening was exceptional. He had never
-before seen such an expression on her face. And since it is
-always the unusual which alarms, Soames was alarmed. He ate his
-savoury, and hurried the maid as she swept off the crumbs with
-the silver sweeper. When she had left the room, he filled his.
-glass with wine and said:
-
-"Anybody been here this afternoon?"
-
-"June."
-
-"What did she want?" It was an axiom with the Forsytes that
-people did not go anywhere unless they wanted something. "Came
-to talk about her lover, I suppose?"
-
-Irene made no reply.
-
-"It looks to me," continued Soames, "as if she were sweeter on him
-than he is on her. She's always following him about."
-
-Irene's eyes made him feel uncomfortable.
-
-"You've no business to say such a thing!" she exclaimed.
-
-"Why not? Anybody can see it."
-
-"They cannot. And if they could, it's disgraceful to say so."
-
-Soames's composure gave way.
-
-"You're a pretty wife!" he said. But secretly he wondered at the
-heat of her reply; it was unlike her. "You're cracked about
-June! I can tell you one thing: now that she has the Buccaneer
-in tow, she doesn't care twopence about you, and, you'll find it
-out. But you won't see so much of her in future; we're going to
-live in the country."
-
-He had been glad to get his news out under cover of this burst of
-irritation. He had expected a cry of dismay; the silence with
-which his pronouncement was received alarmed him.
-
-"You don't seem interested," he was obliged to add.
-
-"I knew it already."
-
-He looked at her sharply.
-
-"Who told you?"
-
-"June."
-
-"How did she know?"
-
-Irene did not answer. Baffled and uncomfortable, he said:
-
-"It's a fine thing for Bosinney, it'll be the making of him. I
-suppose she's told you all about it?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-There was another pause, and then Soames said:
-
-"I suppose you don't want to, go?"
-
-Irene made no reply.
-
-"Well, I can't tell what you want. You never seem contented
-here."
-
-"Have my wishes anything to do with it?"
-
-She took the vase of roses and left the room. Soames remained
-seated. Was it for this that he had signed that contract? Was
-it for this that he was going to spend some ten thousand pounds?
-Bosinney's phrase came back to him: "Women are the devil!"
-
-But presently he grew calmer. It might have, been worse. She
-might have flared up. He had expected something more than this.
-It was lucky, after all, that June had broken the ice for him.
-She must have wormed it out of Bosinney; he might have known she
-would.
-
-He lighted his cigarette. After all, Irene had not made a scene!
-She would come round--that was the best of her; she was cold, but
-not sulky. And, puffing the cigarette smoke at a lady-bird on
-the shining table, he plunged into a reverie about the house. It
-was no good worrying; he would go and make it up presently. She
-would be sitting out there in the dark, under the Japanese
-sunshade, knitting. A beautiful, warm night....
-
-In truth, June had come in that afternoon with shining eyes, and
-the words: "Soames is a brick! It's splendid for Phil--the very
-thing for him!"
-
-Irene's face remaining dark and puzzled, she went on:
-
-"Your new house at Robin Hill, of course. What? Don't you
-know?"
-
-Irene did not know.
-
-"Oh! then, I suppose I oughtn't to have told you!" Looking
-impatiently at her friend, she cried: "You look as if you didn't
-care. Don't you see, it's what I've' been praying for--the very
-chance he's been wanting all this time. Now you'll see what he
-can do;" and thereupon she poured out the whole story.
-
-Since her own engagement she had not seemed much interested in
-her friend's position; the hours she spent with Irene were given
-to confidences of her own; and at times, for all her affectionate
-pity, it was impossible to keep out of her smile a trace of
-compassionate contempt for the woman who had made such a mistake
-in her life--such a vast, ridiculous mistake.
-
-"He's to have all the decorations as well--a free hand. It's
-perfect--" June broke into laughter, her little figure quivered
-gleefully; she raised her hand, and struck a blow at a muslin
-curtain. "Do you, know I even asked Uncle James...." But, with a
-sudden dislike to mentioning that incident, she stopped; and
-presently, finding her friend so unresponsive, went away. She
-looked back from the pavement, and Irene was still standing in
-the doorway. In response to her farewell wave, Irene put her
-hand to her brow, and, turning slowly, shut the door....
-
-Soames went to the drawing-room presently, and peered at her
-through the window.
-
-Out in the shadow of the Japanese sunshade she was sitting very
-still, the lace on her white shoulders stirring with the soft
-rise and fall of her bosom.
-
-But about this silent creature sitting there so motionless, in
-the dark, there seemed a warmth, a hidden fervour of feeling, as
-if the whole of her being had been stirred, and some change were
-taking place in its very depths.
-
-He stole back to the dining-room unnoticed.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-JAMES AT LARGE
-
-
-It was not long before Soames's determination to build went the
-round of the family, and created the flutter that any decision
-connected with property should make among Forsytes.
-
-It was not his fault, for he had been determined that no one
-should know. June, in the fulness of her heart, had told Mrs.
-Small, giving her leave only to tell Aunt Ann--she thought it
-would cheer her, the poor old sweet! for Aunt Ann had kept her
-room now for many days.
-
-Mrs. Small told Aunt Ann at once, who, smiling as she lay back on
-her pillows, said in her distinct, trembling old voice:
-
-"It's very nice for dear June; but I hope they will be careful--
-it's rather dangerous!"
-
-When she was left alone again, a frown, like a cloud presaging a
-rainy morrow, crossed her face.
-
-While she was lying there so many days the process of recharging
-her will went on all the time; it spread to her face, too, and
-tightening movements were always in action at the corners of her
-lips.
-
-The maid Smither, who had been in her service since girlhood, and
-was spoken of as "Smither--a good girl--but so slow!"--the maid
-Smither performed every morning with extreme punctiliousness the
-crowning ceremony of that ancient toilet. Taking from the
-recesses of their pure white band-box those flat, grey curls,
-the insignia of personal dignity, she placed them securely in her
-mistress's hands, and turned her back.
-
-And every day Aunts Juley and Hester were required to come and
-report on Timothy; what news there was of Nicholas; whether dear
-June had succeeded in getting Jolyon to shorten the engagement,
-now that Mr. Bosinney was building Soames a house; whether young
-Roger's wife was really--expecting; how the operation on Archie
-had succeeded; and what Swithin had done about that empty house
-in Wigmore Street, where the tenant had lost all his money and
-treated him so badly; above all, about Soames; was Irene still--
-still asking for a separate room? And every morning Smither was
-told: "I shall be coming down this afternoon, Smither, about two
-o'clock. I shall want your arm, after all these days in bed!"
-
-After telling Aunt Ann, Mrs. Small had spoken of the house in the
-strictest confidence to Mrs. Nicholas, who in her turn had asked
-Winifred Dartie for confirmation, supposing, of course, that,
-being Soames's sister, she would know all about it. Through her
-it had in due course come round to the ears of James. He had been
-a good deal agitated.
-
-"Nobody," he said, "told him anything." And, rather than go
-direct to Soames himself, of whose taciturnity he was afraid, he
-took his umbrella and went round to Timothy's.
-
-He found Mrs. Septimus and Hester (who had been told--she was so
-safe, she found it tiring to talk) ready, and indeed eager, to
-discuss the news. It was very good of dear Soames, they thought,
-to employ Mr. Bosinney, but rather risky. What had George named
-him? 'The Buccaneer' How droll! But George was always droll!
-However, it would be all in the family they supposed they must
-really look upon Mr. Bosinney as belonging to the family, though
-it seemed strange.
-
-James here broke in:
-
-"Nobody knows anything about him. I don't see what Soames wants
-with a young man like that. I shouldn't be surprised if Irene
-had put her oar in. I shall speak to...."
-
-"Soames," interposed Aunt Juley, "told Mr. Bosinney that he
-didn't wish it mentioned. He wouldn't like it to be talked
-about, I'm sure, and if Timothy knew he would be very vexed,
-I...."
-
-James put his hand behind his ear:
-
-"What?" he said. "I'm getting very deaf. I suppose I don't hear
-people. Emily's got a bad toe. We shan't be able to start for
-Wales till the end of the month. There' s always something!"
-And, having got what he wanted, he took his hat and went away.
-
-It was a fine afternoon, and he walked across the Park towards
-Soames's, where he intended to dine, for Emily's toe kept her in
-bed, and Rachel and Cicely were on a visit to the country. He
-took the slanting path from the Bayswater side of the Row to the
-Knightsbridge Gate, across a pasture of short, burnt grass,
-dotted with blackened sheep, strewn with seated couples and
-strange waifs; lying prone on their faces, like corpses on a
-field over which the wave of battle has rolled.
-
-He walked rapidly, his head bent, looking neither to right nor,
-left. The appearance of this park, the centre of his own
-battle-field, where he had all his life been fighting, excited no
-thought or speculation in his mind. These corpses flung down,
-there, from out the press and turmoil of the struggle, these
-pairs of lovers sitting cheek by jowl for an hour of idle Elysium
-snatched from the monotony of their treadmill, awakened no
-fancies in his mind; he had outlived that kind of imagination;
-his nose, like the nose of a sheep, was fastened to the pastures
-on which he browsed.
-
-One of his tenants had lately shown a disposition to be
-behind-hand in his rent, and it had become a grave question
-whether he had not better turn him out at once, and so run the
-risk of not re-letting before Christmas. Swithin had just been
-let in very badly, but it had served him right--he had held on
-too long.
-
-He pondered this as he walked steadily, holding his umbrella
-carefully by the wood, just below the crook of the handle, so as
-to keep the ferule off the ground, and not fray the silk in the
-middle. And, with his thin, high shoulders stooped, his long
-legs moving with swift mechanical precision, this passage through
-the Park, where the sun shone with a clear flame on so much
-idleness--on so many human evidences of the remorseless battle of
-Property, raging beyond its ring--was like the flight of some
-land bird across the sea.
-
-He felt a--touch on the arm as he came out at Albert Gate.
-
-It was Soames, who, crossing from the shady side of Piccadilly,
-where he had been walking home from the office, had suddenly
-appeared alongside.
-
-"Your mother's in bed," said James; "I was, just coming to you,
-but I suppose I shall be in the way."
-
-The outward relations between James and his son were marked by a
-lack of sentiment peculiarly Forsytean, but for all that the two
-were by no means unattached. Perhaps they regarded one another
-as an investment; certainly they were solicitous of each other's
-welfare, glad of each other's company. They had never exchanged
-two words upon the more intimate problems of life, or revealed in
-each other's presence the existence of any deep feeling.
-
-Something beyond the power of word-analysis bound them together,
-something hidden deep in the fibre of nations and families--for
-blood, they say, is thicker than water--and neither of them was a
-cold-blooded man. Indeed, in James love of his children was now
-the prime motive of his existence. To have creatures who were
-parts of himself, to whom he might transmit the money he saved,
-was at the root of his saving; and, at seventy-five, what was
-left that could give him pleasure, but--saving? The kernel of
-life was in this saving for his children.
-
-Than James Forsyte, notwithstanding all his 'Jonah-isms,' there
-was no saner man (if the leading symptom of sanity, as we are
-told, is self-preservation, though without doubt Timothy went too
-far) in all this London, of which he owned so much, and loved
-with such a dumb love, as the centre of his opportunities. He
-had the marvellous instinctive sanity of the middle class. In
-him--more than in Jolyon, with his masterful will and his moments
-of tenderness and philosophy--more than in Swithin, the martyr to
-crankiness--Nicholas, the sufferer from ability--and Roger, the
-victim of enterprise--beat the true pulse of compromise; of all
-the brothers he was least remarkable in mind and person, and for
-that reason more likely to live for ever.
-
-To James, more than to any of the others, was "the family"
-significant and dear. There had always been something primitive
-and cosy in his attitude towards life; he loved the family
-hearth, he loved gossip, and he loved grumbling. All his
-decisions were formed of a cream which he skimmed off the family
-mind; and, through that family, off the minds of thousands of
-other families of similar fibre. Year after year, week after
-week, he went to Timothy's, and in his brother's front
-drawing-room--his legs twisted, his long white whiskers framing
-his clean-shaven mouth--would sit watching the family pot simmer,
-the cream rising to the top; and he would go away sheltered,
-refreshed, comforted, with an indefinable sense of comfort.
-
-Beneath the adamant of his self-preserving instinct there was
-much real softness in James; a visit to Timothy's was like an
-hour spent in the lap of a mother; and the deep craving he
-himself had for the protection of the family wing reacted in turn
-on his feelings towards his own children; it was a nightmare to
-him to think of them exposed to the treatment of the world, in
-money, health, or reputation. When his old friend John Street's
-son volunteered for special service, he shook his head
-querulously, and wondered what John Street was about to allow it;
-and when young Street was assagaied, he took it so much to heart
-that he made a point of calling everywhere with the special
-object of saying: He knew how it would be--he'd no patience with
-them!
-
-When his son-in-law Dartie had that financial crisis, due to
-speculation in Oil Shares, James made himself ill worrying over
-it; the knell of all prosperity seemed to have sounded. It took
-him three months and a visit to Baden-Baden to get better; there
-was something terrible in the idea that but for his, James's,
-money, Dartie's name might have appeared in the Bankruptcy List.
-
-Composed of a physiological mixture so sound that if he had an
-earache he thought he was dying, he regarded the occasional
-ailments of his wife and children as in the nature of personal
-grievances, special interventions of Providence for the purpose
-of destroying his peace of mind; but he did not believe at all in
-the ailments of people outside his own immediate family,
-affirming them in every case to be due to neglected liver.
-
-His universal comment was: "What can they expect? I have it
-myself, if I'm not careful!"
-
-When he went to Soames's that evening he felt that life was hard
-on him: There was Emily with a bad toe, and Rachel gadding about
-in the country; he got no sympathy from anybody; and Ann, she was
-ill--he did not believe she would last through the summer; he had
-called there three times now without her being able to see him!
-And this idea of Soames's, building a house, that would have to
-be looked into. As to the trouble with Irene, he didn't know
-what was to come of that--anything might come of it!
-
-He entered 62, Montpellier Square with the fullest intentions of
-being miserable. It was already half-past seven, and Irene,
-dressed for dinner, was seated in the drawing-room. She was
-wearing her gold-coloured frock--for, having been displayed at a
-dinner-party, a soiree, and a dance, it was now to be worn at
-home--and she had adorned the bosom with a cascade of lace, on
-which James's eyes riveted themselves at once.
-
-"Where do you get your things?" he said in an aggravated voice.
-"I never see Rachel and Cicely looking half so well. That
-rose-point, now--that's not real!"
-
-Irene came close, to prove to him that he was in error.
-
-And, in spite of himself, James felt the influence of her
-deference, of the faint seductive perfume exhaling from her. No
-self-respecting Forsyte surrendered at a blow; so he merely said:
-He didn't know--he expected she was spending a pretty penny on
-dress.
-
-The gong sounded, and, putting her white arm within his, Irene
-took him into the dining-room. She seated him in Soames's usual
-place, round the corner on her left. The light fell softly
-there, so that he would not be worried by the gradual dying of
-the day; and she began to talk to him about himself.
-
-Presently, over James came a change, like the mellowing that
-steals upon a fruit in the, sun; a sense of being caressed, and
-praised, and petted, and all without the bestowal of a single
-caress or word of praise. He felt that what he was eating was
-agreeing with him; he could not get that feeling at home; he did
-not know when he had enjoyed a glass of champagne so much, and,
-on inquiring the brand and price, was surprised to find that it
-was one of which he had a large stock himself, but could never
-drink; he instantly formed the resolution to let his wine
-merchant know that he had been swindled.
-
-Looking up from his food, he remarked:
-
-"You've a lot of nice things about the place. Now, what did you
-give for that sugar-sifter? Shouldn't wonder if it was worth
-money!"
-
-He was particularly pleased with the appearance of a picture, on
-the wall opposite, which he himself had given them:
-
-"I'd no idea it was so good!" he said.
-
-They rose to go into the drawing-room, and James followed Irene
-closely.
-
-"That's what I call a capital little dinner," he murmured,
-breathing pleasantly down on her shoulder; "nothing heavy--and
-not too Frenchified. But I can't get it at home. I pay my cook
-sixty pounds a year, but she can't give me a dinner like that!"
-
-He had as yet made no allusion to the building of the house, nor
-did he when Soames, pleading the excuse of business, betook
-himself to the room at the top, where he kept his pictures.
-
-James was left alone with his daughter-in-law. The glow of the
-wine, and of an excellent liqueur, was still within him. He felt
-quite warm towards her. She was really a taking little thing;
-she listened to you, and seemed to understand what you were
-saying; and, while talking, he kept examining her figure, from
-her bronze-coloured shoes to the waved gold of her hair. She was
-leaning back in an Empire chair, her shoulders poised against the
-top--her body, flexibly straight and unsupported from the hips,
-swaying when she moved, as though giving to the arms of a lover.
-Her lips were smiling, her eyes half-closed.
-
-It may have been a recognition of danger in the very charm of her
-attitude, or a twang of digestion, that caused a sudden dumbness
-to fall on James. He did not remember ever having been quite
-alone with Irene before. And, as he looked at her, an odd
-feeling crept over him, as though he had come across something
-strange and foreign.
-
-Now what was she thinking about--sitting back like that?
-
-Thus when he spoke it was in a sharper voice, as if he had been
-awakened from a pleasant dream.
-
-"What d'you do with yourself all day?" he said. "You never come
-round to Park Lane!"
-
-She seemed to be making very lame excuses, and James did not look
-at her. He did not want to believe that she was really avoiding
-them--it would mean too much.
-
-"I expect the fact is, you haven't time," he said; "You're always
-about with June. I expect you're useful to her with her young
-man, chaperoning, and one thing and another. They tell me she's
-never at home now; your Uncle Jolyon he doesn't like it, I fancy,
-being left so much alone as he is. They tell me she's always
-hanging about for this young Bosinney; I suppose he comes here
-every day. Now, what do you think of him? D'you think he knows
-his own mind? He seems to me a poor thing. I should say the
-grey mare was the better horse!"
-
-The colour deepened in Irene's face; and James watched her
-suspiciously.
-
-"Perhaps you don't quite understand Mr. Bosinney," she said.
-
-"Don't understand him!" James humied out: "Why not?--you can see
-he's one of these artistic chaps. They say he's clever--they all
-think they're clever. You know more about him than I do," he
-added; and again his suspicious glance rested on her.
-
-"He is designing a house for Soames," she said softly, evidently
-trying to smooth things over.
-
-"That brings me to what I was going to say," continued James; "I
-don't know what Soames wants with a young man like that; why
-doesn't he go to a first-rate man?"
-
-"Perhaps Mr. Bosinney is first-rate!"
-
-James rose, and took a turn with bent head.
-
-"That's it'," he said, "you young people, you all stick together;
-you all think you know best!"
-
-Halting his tall, lank figure before her, he raised a finger, and
-levelled it at her bosom, as though bringing an indictment
-against her beauty:
-
-"All I can say is, these artistic people, or whatever they call
-themselves, they're as unreliable as they can be; and my advice
-to you is, don't you have too much to do with him!"
-
-Irene smiled; and in the curve of her lips was a strange
-provocation. She seemed to have lost her deference. Her breast
-rose and fell as though with secret anger; she drew her hands
-inwards from their rest on the arms of her chair until the tips
-of her fingers met, and her dark eyes looked unfathomably at
-James.
-
-The latter gloomily scrutinized the floor.
-
-"I tell you my opinion," he said, "it's a pity you haven't got a
-child to think about, and occupy you!"
-
-A brooding look came instantly on Irene's face, and even James
-became conscious of the rigidity that took possession of her
-whole figure beneath the softness of its silk and lace clothing.
-
-He was frightened by the effect he had produced, and like most
-men with but little courage, he sought at once to justify himself
-by bullying.
-
-"You don't seem to care about going about. Why don't you drive
-down to Hurlingham with us? And go to the theatre now and then.
-At your time of life you ought to take an interest in things.
-You're a young woman!"
-
-The brooding look darkened on her face; he grew nervous.
-
-"Well, I know nothing about it," he said; "nobody tells me
-anything. Soames ought to be able to take care of himself. If
-he can't take care of himself he mustn't look to me--that's all."
-
-Biting the corner of his forefinger he stole a cold, sharp look
-at his daughter-in-law.
-
-He encountered her eyes fixed on his own, so dark and deep, that
-he stopped, and broke into a gentle perspiration.
-
-"Well, I must be going," he said after a short pause, and a
-minute later rose, with a slight appearance of surprise, as
-though he had expected to be asked to stop. Giving his hand to
-Irene, he allowed himself to be conducted to the door, and let
-out into the street. He would not have a cab, he would walk,
-Irene was to say good-night to Soames for him, and if she wanted
-a little gaiety, well, he would drive her down to Richmond any
-day.
-
-He walked home, and going upstairs, woke Emily out of the first
-sleep she had had for four and twenty hours, to tell her that it
-was his impression things were in a bad way at Soames's; on this
-theme he descanted for half an hour, until at last, saying that
-he would not sleep a wink, he turned on his side and instantly
-began to snore.
-
-In Montpellier Square Soames, who had come from the picture room,
-stood invisible at the top of the stairs, watching Irene sort the
-letters brought by the last post. She turned back into the
-drawing-room; but in a minute came out, and stood as if
-listening. Then she came stealing up the stairs, with a kitten
-in her arms. He could see her face bent over the little beast,
-which was purring against her neck. Why couldn't she look at him
-like that?
-
-Suddenly she saw him, and her face changed.
-
-"Any letters for me?" he said.
-
-"Three."
-
-He stood aside, and without another word she passed on into the
-bedroom.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-OLD JOLYON'S PECCADILLO
-
-
-Old Jolyon came out of Lord's cricket ground that same afternoon
-with the intention of going home. He had not reached Hamilton
-Terrace before he changed his mind, and hailing a cab, gave the
-driver an address in Wistaria Avenue. He had taken a resolution.
-
-June had hardly been at home at all that week; she had given him
-nothing of her company for a long time past, not, in fact, since
-she had become engaged to Bosinney. He never asked her for her
-company. It was not his habit to ask people for things! She had
-just that one idea now--Bosinney and his affairs--and she left
-him stranded in his great house, with a parcel of servants, and
-not a soul to speak to from morning to night. His Club was
-closed for cleaning; his Boards in recess; there was nothing,
-therefore, to take him into the City. June had wanted him to go
-away; she would not go herself, because Bosinney was in London.
-
-But where was he to go by himself? He could not go abroad alone;
-the sea upset his liver; he hated hotels. Roger went to a
-hydropathic--he was not going to begin that at his time of life,
-those new-fangled places we're all humbug!
-
-With such formulas he clothed to himself the desolation of his
-spirit; the lines down his face deepening, his eyes day by day
-looking forth with the melancholy which sat so strangely on a
-face wont to be strong and serene.
-
-And so that afternoon he took this journey through St. John's
-Wood, in the golden-light that sprinkled the rounded green bushes
-of the acacia's before the little houses, in the summer sunshine
-that seemed holding a revel over the little gardens; and he
-looked about him with interest; for this was a district which no
-Forsyte entered without open disapproval and secret curiosity.
-
-His cab stopped in front of a small house of that peculiar buff
-colour which implies a long immunity from paint. It had an outer
-gate, and a rustic approach.
-
-He stepped out, his bearing extremely composed; his massive head,
-with its drooping moustache and wings of white hair, very
-upright, under an excessively large top hat; his glance firm, a
-little angry. He had been driven into this!
-
-"Mrs. Jolyon Forsyte at home?"
-
-"Oh, yes sir!--what name shall I say, if you please, sir?"
-
-Old Jolyon could not help twinkling at the little maid as he gave
-his name. She seemed to him such a funny little toad!
-
-And he followed her through the dark hall, into a small double,
-drawing-room, where the furniture was covered in chintz, and the
-little maid placed him in a chair.
-
-"They're all in the garden, sir; if you'll kindly take a seat,
-I'll tell them."
-
-Old Jolyon sat down in the chintz-covered chair, and looked
-around him. The whole place seemed to him, as he would have
-expressed it, pokey; there was a certain--he could not tell
-exactly what--air of shabbiness, or rather of making two ends
-meet, about everything. As far as he could see, not a single
-piece of furniture was worth a five-pound note. The walls,
-distempered rather a long time ago, were decorated with
-water-colour sketches; across the ceiling meandered a long crack.
-
-These little houses were all old, second-rate concerns; he should
-hope the rent was under a hundred a year; it hurt him more than
-he could have said, to think of a Forsyte--his own son living in
-such a place.
-
-The little maid came back. Would he please to go down into the
-garden?
-
-Old Jolyon marched out through the French windows. In descending
-the steps he noticed that they wanted painting.
-
-Young Jolyon, his wife, his two children, and his dog Balthasar,
-were all out there under a pear-tree.
-
-This walk towards them was the most courageous act of old
-Jolyon's life; but no muscle of his face moved, no nervous
-gesture betrayed him. He kept his deep-set eyes steadily on the
-enemy.
-
-In those two minutes he demonstrated to perfection all that
-unconscious soundness, balance, and vitality of fibre that made,
-of him and so many others of his class the core of the nation.
-In the unostentatious conduct of their own affairs, to the
-neglect of everything else, they typified the essential
-individualism, born in the Briton from the natural isolation of
-his country's life.
-
-The dog Balthasar sniffed round the edges of his trousers; this
-friendly and cynical mongrel--offspring of a liaison between a
-Russian poodle and a fox-terrier--had a nose for the unusual.
-
-The strange greetings over, old Jolyon seated himself in a wicker
-chair, and his two grandchildren, one on each side of his knees,
-looked at him silently, never having seen so old a man.
-
-They were unlike, as though recognising the difference set
-between them by the circumstances of their births. Jolly, the
-child of sin, pudgy-faced, with his tow-coloured hair brushed off
-his forehead, and a dimple in his chin, had an air of stubborn
-amiability, and the eyes of a Forsyte; little Holly, the child of
-wedlock, was a dark-skinned, solemn soul, with her mother's, grey
-and wistful eyes.
-
-The dog Balthasar, having walked round the three small flower-
-beds, to show his extreme contempt for things at large, had also
-taken a seat in front of old Jolyon, and, oscillating a tail
-curled by Nature tightly over his back, was staring up with
-eyes that did not blink.
-
-Even in the garden, that sense of things being pokey haunted old
-Jolyon; the wicker chair creaked under his weight; the
-garden-beds looked 'daverdy'; on the far side, under the smut-
-stained wall, cats had made a path.
-
-While he and his grandchildren thus regarded each other with the
-peculiar scrutiny, curious yet trustful, that passes between the
-very young and the very old, young Jolyon watched his wife.
-
-The colour had deepened in her thin, oval face, with its straight
-brows, and large, grey eyes. Her hair, brushed in fine, high
-curves back from her forehead, was going grey, like his own, and
-this greyness made the sudden vivid colour in her cheeks
-painfully pathetic.
-
-The look on her face, such as he had never seen there before,
-such as she had always hidden from him, was full of secret
-resentments, and longings, and fears. Her eyes, under their
-twitching brows, stared painfully. And she was silent.
-
-Jolly alone sustained the conversation; he had many possessions,
-and was anxious that his unknown friend with extremely large
-moustaches, and hands all covered with blue veins, who sat with
-legs crossed like his own father (a habit he was himself trying
-to acquire), should know it; but being a Forsyte, though not yet
-quite eight years old, he made no mention of the thing at the
-moment dearest to his heart--a camp of soldiers in a shop-window,
-which his father had promised to buy. No doubt it seemed to him
-too precious; a tempting of Providence to mention it yet.
-
-And the sunlight played through the leaves on that little party
-of the three generations grouped tranquilly under the pear-tree,
-which had long borne no fruit.
-
-Old Jolyon's furrowed face was reddening patchily, as old men's
-faces redden in the sun. He took one of Jolly's hands in his
-own; the boy climbed on to his knee; and little Holly, mesmerized
-by this sight, crept up to them; the sound of the dog Balthasar's
-scratching arose rhythmically.
-
-Suddenly young Mrs. Jolyon got up and hurried indoors. A minute
-later her husband muttered an excuse, and followed. Old Jolyon
-was left alone with his grandchildren.
-
-And Nature with her quaint irony began working in him one of her
-strange revolutions, following her cyclic laws into the depths of
-his heart. And that tenderness for little children, that passion
-for the beginnings of life which had once made him forsake his
-son and follow June, now worked in him to forsake June and follow
-these littler things. Youth, like a flame, burned ever in his
-breast, and to youth he turned, to the round little limbs, so
-reckless, that wanted care, to the small round faces so
-unreasonably solemn or bright, to the treble tongues, and the
-shrill, chuckling laughter, to the insistent tugging hands, and
-the feel of small bodies against his legs, to all that was young
-and young, and once more young. And his eyes grew soft, his
-voice, and thin-veined hands soft, and soft his heart within him.
-And to those small creatures he became at once a place of
-pleasure, a place where they were secure, and could talk and
-laugh and play; till, like sunshine, there radiated from old
-Jolyon's wicker chair the perfect gaiety of three hearts.
-
-But with young Jolyon following to his wife's room it was
-different.
-
-He found her seated on a chair before her dressing-glass, with
-her hands before her face.
-
-Her shoulders were shaking with sobs. This passion of hers for
-suffering was mysterious to him. He had been through a hundred
-of these moods; how he had survived them he never knew, for he
-could never believe they were moods, and that the last hour of
-his partnership had not struck.
-
-In the night she would be sure to throw her arms round his
-neck and say: "Oh! Jo, how I make you suffer!" as she had done a
-hundred times before.
-
-He reached out his hand, and, unseen, slipped his razor-case into
-his pocket. 'I cannot stay here,' he thought, 'I must go down!'
-Without a word he left the room, and went back to the lawn.
-
-Old Jolyon had little Holly on his knee; she had taken possession
-of his watch; Jolly, very red in the face, was trying to show
-that he could stand on his head. The dog Balthasar, as close as
-he might be to the tea-table, had fixed his eyes on the cake.
-
-Young Jolyon felt a malicious desire to cut their enjoyment
-short.
-
-What business had his father to come and upset his wife like
-this? It was a shock, after all these years! He ought to have
-known; he ought to have given them warning; but when did a
-Forsyte ever imagine that his conduct could upset anybody! And
-in his thoughts he did old Jolyon wrong.
-
-He spoke sharply to the children, and told them to go in to their
-tea. Greatly surprised, for they had never heard their father
-speak sharply before, they went off, hand in hand, little Holly
-looking back over her shoulder.
-
-Young Jolyon poured out the tea.
-
-"My wife's not the thing today," he said, but he knew well enough
-that his father had penetrated the cause of that sudden
-withdrawal, and almost hated the old man for sitting there so
-calmly.
-
-"You've got a nice little house here," said old Jolyon with a
-shrewd look; "I suppose you've taken a lease of it!"
-
-Young Jolyon nodded.
-
-"I don't like the neighbourhood," said old Jolyon; "a ramshackle
-lot."
-
-Young Jolyon replied: "Yes, we're a ramshackle lot."'
-
-The silence was now only broken by the sound of the dog
-Balthasar's scratching.
-
-Old Jolyon said simply: "I suppose I oughtn't to have come here,
-Jo; but I get so lonely!"
-
-At these words young Jolyon got up and put his hand on his
-father's shoulder.
-
-In the next house someone was playing over and over again: 'La
-Donna mobile' on an untuned piano; and the little garden had
-fallen into shade, the sun now only reached the wall at the end,
-whereon basked a crouching cat, her yellow eyes turned sleepily
-down on the dog Balthasar. There was a drowsy hum of very
-distant traffic; the creepered trellis round the garden shut out
-everything but sky, and house, and pear-tree, with its top
-branches still gilded by the sun.
-
-For some time they sat there, talking but little. Then old
-Jolyon rose to go, and not a word was said about his coming
-again.
-
-He walked away very sadly. What a poor miserable place; and he
-thought of the great, empty house in Stanhope Gate, fit residence
-for a Forsyte, with its huge billiard-room and drawing-room that
-no one entered from one week's end to another.
-
-That woman, whose face he had rather liked, was too thin-skinned
-by half; she gave Jo a bad time he knew! And those sweet
-children! Ah! what a piece of awful folly!
-
-He walked towards the Edgware Road, between rows of little
-houses, all suggesting to him (erroneously no doubt, but the
-prejudices of a Forsyte are sacred) shady histories of some sort
-or kind.
-
-Society, forsooth, the chattering hags and jackanapes--had set
-themselves up to pass judgment on his flesh and blood! A parcel
-of old women! He stumped his umbrella on the ground, as though
-to drive it into the heart of that unfortunate body, which had
-dared to ostracize his son and his son's son, in whom he could
-have lived again!
-
-He stumped his umbrella fiercely; yet he himself had followed
-Society's behaviour for fifteen years--had only today been false
-to it!
-
-He thought of June, and her dead mother, and the whole story,
-with all his old bitterness. A wretched business!
-
-He was a long time reaching Stanhope Gate, for, with native
-perversity, being extremely tired, he walked the whole way.
-
-After washing his hands in the lavatory downstairs, he went to
-the dining-room to wait for dinner, the only room he used when
-June was out--it was less lonely so. The evening paper had not
-yet come; he had finished the Times, there was therefore nothing
-to do.
-
-The room faced the backwater of traffic, and was very silent. He
-disliked dogs, but a dog even would have been company. His gaze,
-travelling round the walls, rested on a picture entitled: 'Group
-of Dutch fishing boats at sunset'; the chef d'oeuvre of his
-collection. It gave him no pleasure. He closed his eyes. He
-was lonely! He oughtn't to complain, he knew, but he couldn't
-help it: He was a poor thing--had always been a poor thing--no
-pluck! Such was his thought.
-
-The butler came to lay the table for dinner, and seeing his
-master apparently asleep, exercised extreme caution in his
-movements. This bearded man also wore a moustache, which had
-given rise to grave doubts in the minds of many members--of the
-family--, especially those who, like Soames, had been to public
-schools, and were accustomed to niceness in such matters. Could
-he really be considered a butler? Playful spirits alluded to him
-as: 'Uncle Jolyon's Nonconformist'; George, the acknowledged wag,
-had named him: 'Sankey.'
-
-He moved to and fro between the great polished sideboard and the
-great polished table inimitably sleek and soft.
-
-Old Jolyon watched him, feigning sleep. The fellow was a sneak--
-he had always thought so--who cared about nothing but rattling
-through his work, and getting out to his betting or his woman or
-goodness knew what! A slug! Fat too! And didn't care a pin
-about his master!
-
-But then against his will, came one of those moments of
-philosophy which made old Jolyon different from other Forsytes:
-
-After all why should the man care? He wasn't paid to care, and
-why expect it? In this world people couldn't look for affection
-unless they paid for it. It might be different in the next--he
-didn't know--couldn't tell! And again he shut his eyes.
-
-Relentless and stealthy, the butler pursued his labours, taking
-things from the various compartments of the sideboard. His back
-seemed always turned to old Jolyon; thus, he robbed his
-operations of the unseemliness of being carried on in his
-master's presence; now and then he furtively breathed on the
-silver, and wiped it with a piece of chamois leather. He
-appeared to pore over the quantities of wine in the decanters,
-which he carried carefully and rather high, letting his heard
-droop over them protectingly. When he had finished, he stood for
-over a minute watching his master, and in his greenish eyes there
-was a look of contempt:
-
-After all, this master of his was an old buffer, who hadn't much
-left in him!
-
-Soft as a tom-cat, he crossed the room to press the bell. His
-orders were 'dinner at seven.' What if his master were asleep; he
-would soon have him out of that; there was the night to sleep in!
-He had himself to think of, for he was due at his Club at
-half-past eight!
-
-In answer to the ring, appeared a page boy with a silver soup
-tureen. The butler took it from his hands and placed it on the.
-table, then, standing by the open door, as though about to usher
-company into the room, he said in a solemn voice:
-
-"Dinner is on the table, sir!"
-
-Slowly old Jolyon got up out of his chair, and sat down at the
-table to eat his dinner.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-PLANS OF THE HOUSE
-
-
-Forsytes, as is generally admitted, have shells, like that
-extremely useful little animal which is made into Turkish
-delight, in other words, they are never seen, or if seen would
-not be recognised, without habitats, composed of circumstance,
-property, acquaintances, and wives, which seem to move along with
-them in their passage through a world composed of thousands of
-other Forsytes with their habitats. Without a habitat a Forsyte
-is inconceivable--he would be like a novel without a plot, which
-is well-known to be an anomaly.
-
-To Forsyte eyes Bosinney appeared to have no habitat, he seemed
-one of those rare and unfortunate men who go through life
-surrounded by circumstance, property, acquaintances, and wives
-that do not belong to them.
-
-His rooms in Sloane Street, on the top floor, outside which, on a
-plate, was his name, 'Philip Baynes Bosinney, Architect,' were
-not those of a Forsyte.--He had no sitting-room apart from his
-office, but a large recess had been screened off to conceal the
-necessaries of life--a couch, an easy chair, his pipes, spirit
-case, novels and slippers. The business part of the room had the
-usual furniture; an open cupboard with pigeon-holes, a round oak
-table, a folding wash-stand, some hard chairs, a standing desk of
-large dimensions covered with drawings and designs. June had
-twice been to tea there under the chaperonage of his aunt.
-
-He was believed to have a bedroom at the back.
-
-As far as the family had been able to ascertain his income, it
-consisted of two consulting appointments at twenty pounds a year,
-together with an odd fee once in a way, and--more worthy item--a
-private annuity under his father's will of one hundred and fifty
-pounds a year.
-
-What had transpired concerning that father was not so reassuring.
-It appeared that he had been a Lincolnshire country doctor of
-Cornish extraction, striking appearance, and Byronic tendencies--
-a well-known figure, in fact, in his county. Bosinney's uncle by
-marriage, Baynes, of Baynes and Bildeboy, a Forsyte in instincts
-if not in name, had but little that was worthy to relate of his
-brother-in-law.
-
-"An odd fellow!' he would say: 'always spoke of his three eldest
-boys as 'good creatures, but so dull'; they're all doing
-capitally in the Indian Civil! Philip was the only one he liked.
-I've heard him talk in the queerest way; he once said to me: 'My
-dear fellow, never let your poor wife know what you're thinking
-of! But I didn't follow his advice; not I! An eccentric man!
-He would say to Phil: 'Whether you live like a gentleman or not,
-my boy, be sure you die like one! and he had himself embalmed in
-a frock coat suit, with a satin cravat and a diamond pin. Oh,
-quite an original, I can assure you!"
-
-Of Bosinney himself Baynes would speak warmly, with a certain
-compassion: "He's got a streak of his father's Byronism. Why,
-look at the way he threw up his chances when he left my office;
-going off like that for six months with a knapsack, and all for
-what?--to study foreign architecture--foreign! What could he
-expect? And there he is--a clever young fellow--doesn't make his
-hundred a year! Now this engagement is the best thing that could
-have happened--keep him steady; he's one of those that go to bed
-all day and stay up all night, simply because they've no method;
-but no vice about him--not an ounce of vice. Old Forsyte's a
-rich man!"
-
-Mr. Baynes made himself extremely pleasant to June, who
-frequently visited his house in Lowndes Square at this period.
-
-"This house of your cousin's--what a capital man of business--is
-the very thing for Philip," he would say to her; "you mustn't
-expect to see too much of him just now, my dear young lady. The
-good cause--the good cause! The young man must make his way.
-When I was his age I was at work day and night. My dear wife
-used to say to me, 'Bobby, don't work too hard, think of your
-health'; but I never spared myself!"
-
-June had complained that her lover found no time to come to
-Stanhope Gate.
-
-The first time he came again they had not been together a quarter
-of an hour before, by one of those coincidences of which she was
-a mistress, Mrs. Septimus Small arrived. Thereon Bosinney rose
-and hid himself, according to previous arrangement, in the little
-study, to wait for her departure.
-
-"My dear," said Aunt Juley, "how thin he is! I've often noticed
-it with engaged people; but you mustn't let it get worse.
-There's Barlow's extract of veal; it did your Uncle Swithin a lot
-of good."
-
-June, her little figure erect before the hearth, her small face
-quivering grimly, for she regarded her aunt's untimely visit in
-the light of a personal injury, replied with scorn:
-
-"It's because he's busy; people who can do anything worth doing
-are never fat!"
-
-Aunt Juley pouted; she herself had always been thin, but the only
-pleasure she derived from the fact was the opportunity of longing
-to be stouter.
-
-"I don't think," she said mournfully, "that you ought to let them
-call him 'The Buccaneer'; people might think it odd, now that
-he's going to build a house for Soames. I do hope he will be
-careful; it's so important for him. Soames has such good taste!"
-
-"Taste!" cried June, flaring up at once; "wouldn't give that for
-his taste, or any of the family's!"
-
-Mrs. Small was taken aback.
-
-"Your Uncle Swithin," she said, "always had beautiful taste! And
-Soames's little house is lovely; you don't mean to say you don't
-think so!"
-
-"H'mph!" said June, "that's only because Irene's there!"
-
-Aunt Juley tried to say something pleasant:
-
-"And how will dear Irene like living in the country?"
-
-June gazed at her intently, with a look in her eyes as if her
-conscience had suddenly leaped up into them; it passed; and an
-even more intent look took its place, as if she had stared that
-conscience out of countenance. She replied imperiously:
-
-"Of course she'll like it; why shouldn't she?"
-
-Mrs. Small grew nervous.
-
-"I didn't know," she said; "I thought she mightn't like to leave
-her friends. Your Uncle James says she doesn't take enough
-interest in life. We think--I mean Timothy thinks--she ought to
-go out more. I expect you'll miss her very much!"
-
-June clasped her hands behind her neck.
-
-"I do wish," she cried, "Uncle Timothy wouldn't talk about what
-doesn't concern him!"
-
-Aunt Juley rose to the full height of her tall figure.
-
-"He never talks about what doesn't concern him," she said.
-
-June was instantly compunctious; she ran to her aunt and kissed
-her.
-
-"I'm very sorry, auntie; but I wish they'd let Irene alone."
-
-Aunt Juley, unable to think of anything further on the subject
-that would be suitable, was silent; she prepared for departure,
-hooking her black silk cape across her chest, and, taking up her
-green reticule:
-
-"And how is your dear grandfather?" she asked in the hall, "I
-expect he's very lonely now that all your time is taken up with
-Mr. Bosinney."
-
-She bent and kissed her niece hungrily, and with little, mincing
-steps passed away.
-
-The tears sprang up in June's eyes; running into the little
-study, where Bosinney was sitting at the table drawing birds on
-the back of an envelope, she sank down by his side and cried:
-
-"Oh, Phil! it's all so horrid!" Her heart was as warm as the
-colour of her hair.
-
-On the following Sunday morning, while Soames was shaving, a
-message was brought him to the effect that Mr. Bosinney was
-below, and would be glad to see him. Opening the door into his
-wife's room, he said:
-
-"Bosinney's downstairs. Just go and entertain him while I finish
-shaving. I'll be down in a minute. It's about the plans, I
-expect."
-
-Irene looked at him, without reply, put the finishing touch to
-her dress and went downstairs. He could not make her out about
-this house. She had said nothing against it, and, as far as
-Bosinney was concerned, seemed friendly enough.
-
-From the window of his dressing-room he could see them talking
-together in the little court below. He hurried on with his
-shaving, cutting his chin twice. He heard them laugh, and
-thought to himself: "Well, they get on all right, anyway!"
-
-As he expected, Bosinney had come round to fetch him to look at
-the plans.
-
-He took his hat and went over.
-
-The plans were spread on the oak table in the architect's room;
-and pale, imperturbable, inquiring, Soames bent over them for a
-long time without speaking.
-
-He said at last in a puzzled voice:
-
-"It's an odd sort of house!"
-
-A rectangular house of two stories was designed in a quadrangle
-round a covered-in court. This court, encircled by a gallery on
-the upper floor, was roofed with a glass roof, supported by eight
-columns running up from the ground.
-
-It was indeed, to Forsyte eyes, an odd house.
-
-"There's a lot of room cut to waste," pursued Soames.
-
-Bosinney began to walk about, and Soames did not like the
-expression on his face.
-
-"The principle of this house," said the architect, "was that you
-should have room to breathe--like a gentleman!"
-
-Soames extended his finger and thumb, as if measuring the extent
-of the distinction he should acquire; and replied:
-
-"Oh! yes; I see."
-
-The peculiar look came into Bosinney's face which marked all his
-enthusiasms.
-
-"I've tried to plan you a house here with some self-respect of
-its own. If you don't like it, you'd better say so. It's
-certainly the last thing to be considered--who wants self-respect
-in a house, when you can squeeze in an extra lavatory?" He put
-his finger suddenly down on the left division of the centre
-oblong: "You can swing a cat here. This is for your pictures,
-divided from this court by curtains; draw them back and you'll
-have a space of fifty-one by twenty-three six. This double-faced
-stove in the centre, here, looks one way towards the court, one
-way towards the picture room; this end wall is all window; You've
-a southeast light from that, a north light from the court. The
-rest of your pictures you can hang round the gallery upstairs, or
-in the other rooms." "In architecture," he went on--and though
-looking at Soames he did not seem to see him, which gave Soames
-an unpleasant feeling--"as in life, you'll get no self-respect
-without regularity. Fellows tell you that's old fashioned. It
-appears to be peculiar any way; it never occurs to us to embody
-the main principle of life in our buildings; we load our houses
-with decoration, gimcracks, corners, anything to distract the
-eye. On the contrary the eye should rest; get your effects with
-a few strong lines. The whole thing is regularity there's no
-self-respect without it."
-
-Soames, the unconscious ironist, fixed his gaze on Bosinney's
-tie, which was far from being in the perpendicular; he was
-unshaven too, and his dress not remarkable for order.
-Architecture appeared to have exhausted his regularity.
-
-"Won't it look like a barrack?" he inquired.
-
-He did not at once receive a reply.
-
-"I can see what it is," said Bosinney, "you want one of Little-
-master's houses--one of the pretty and commodious sort, where the
-servants will live in garrets, and the front door be sunk so that
-you may come up again. By all means try Littlemaster, you'll
-find him a capital fellow, I've known him all my life!"
-
-Soames was alarmed. He had really been struck by the plans, and
-the concealment of his satisfaction had been merely instinctive.
-It was difficult for him to pay a compliment. He despised people
-who were lavish with their praises.
-
-He found himself now in the embarrassing position of one who must
-pay a compliment or run the risk of losing a good thing.
-Bosinney was just the fellow who might tear up the plans and
-refuse to act for him; a kind of grown-up child!
-
-This grown-up childishness, to which he felt so superior,
-exercised a peculiar and almost mesmeric effect on Soames, for he
-had never felt anything like it in himself.
-
-"Well," he stammered at last, "it's--it's, certainly original."
-
-He had such a private distrust and even dislike of the word
-'original' that he felt he had not really given himself away by
-this remark.
-
-Bosinney seemed pleased. It was the sort of thing that would
-please a fellow like that! And his success encouraged Soames.
-
-"It's--a big place," he said.
-
-"Space, air, light," he heard Bosinney murmur, "you can't live
-like a gentleman in one of Littlemaster's--he builds for
-manufacturers."
-
-Soames made a deprecating movement; he had been identified with a
-gentleman; not for a good deal of money now would he be classed
-with manufacturers. But his innate distrust of general
-principles revived. What the deuce was the good of talking about
-regularity and self-respect? It looked to him as if the house
-would be cold.
-
-"Irene can't stand the cold!" he said.
-
-"Ah!" said Bosinney sarcastically. "Your wife? She doesn't like
-the cold? I'll see to that; she shan't be cold. Look here!" he
-pointed, to four marks at regular intervals on the walls of the
-court. "I've given you hot-water pipes in aluminium casings; you
-can get them with very good designs."
-
-Soames looked suspiciously at these marks.
-
-"It's all very well, all this," he said, "but what's it going to
-cost?"
-
-The architect took a sheet of paper from his pocket:
-
-"The house, of course, should be built entirely of stone, but, as
-I thought you wouldn't stand that, I've compromised for a facing.
-It ought to have a copper roof, but I've made it green slate. As
-it is, including metal work, it'll cost you eight thousand five
-hundred."
-
-"Eight thousand five hundred?" said Soames. "Why, I gave you an
-outside limit of eight!"
-
-"Can't be done for a penny less," replied Bosinney coolly.
-
-"You must take it or leave it!"
-
-It was the only way, probably, that such a proposition could have
-been made to Soames. He was nonplussed. Conscience told him to
-throw the whole thing up. But the design was good, and he knew
-it--there was completeness about it, and dignity; the servants'
-apartments were excellent too. He would gain credit by living in
-a house like that--with such individual features, yet perfectly.
-well-arranged.
-
-He continued poring over the plans, while Bosinney went into his
-bedroom to shave and dress.
-
-The two walked back to Montpellier Square in silence, Soames
-watching him out of the corner of his eye.
-
-The Buccaneer was rather a good-looking fellow--so he thought--
-when he was properly got up.
-
-Irene was bending over her flowers when the two men came in.
-
-She spoke of sending across the Park to fetch June.
-
-"No, no," said Soames, "we've still got business to talk over!"
-
-At lunch he was almost cordial, and kept pressing Bosinney to
-eat. He was pleased to see the architect in such high spirits,
-and left him to spend the afternoon with Irene, while he stole
-off to his pictures, after his Sunday habit. At tea-time he came
-down to the drawing-room, and found them talking, as he expressed
-it, nineteen to the dozen.
-
-Unobserved in the doorway, he congratulated himself that things
-were taking the right turn. It was lucky she and Bosinney got
-on; she seemed to be falling into line with the idea of the new
-house.
-
-Quiet meditation among his pictures had decided him to spring the
-five hundred if necessary; but he hoped that the afternoon might
-have softened Bosinney's estimates. It was so purely a matter
-which Bosinney could remedy if he liked; there must be a dozen
-ways in which he could cheapen the production of a house without
-spoiling the effect.
-
-He awaited, therefore, his opportunity till Irene was handing the
-architect his first cup of tea. A chink of sunshine through the
-lace of the blinds warmed her cheek, shone in the gold of her
-hair, and in her soft eyes. Possibly the same gleam deepened
-Bosinney's colour, gave the rather startled look to his face.
-
-Soames hated sunshine, and he at once got up, to draw the blind.
-Then he took his own cup of tea from his wife, and said, more
-coldly than he had intended:
-
-"Can't you see your way to do it for eight thousand after all?
-There must be a lot of little things you could alter."
-
-Bosinney drank off his tea at a gulp, put down his cup, and
-answered:
-
-"Not one!"
-
-Soames saw that his suggestion had touched some unintelligible
-point of personal vanity.
-
-"Well," he agreed, with sulky resignation; "you must have it your
-own way, I suppose."
-
-A few minutes later Bosinney rose to go, and Soames rose too, to
-see him off the premises. The architect seemed in absurdly high
-spirits. After watching him walk away at a swinging pace, Soames
-returned moodily to the drawing-room, where Irene was putting
-away the music, and, moved by an uncontrollable spasm of
-curiosity, he asked:
-
-"Well, what do you think of 'The Buccaneer'?"
-
-He looked at the carpet while waiting for her answer, and he had
-to wait some time.
-
-"I don't know," she said at last.
-
-"Do you think he's good-looking?"
-
-Irene smiled. And it seemed to Soames that she was mocking him.
-
-"Yes," she answered; "very."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-DEATH OF AUNT ANN
-
-
-There came a morning at the end of September when Aunt Ann was
-unable to take from Smither's hands the insignia of personal
-dignity. After one look at the old face, the doctor, hurriedly
-sent for, announced that Miss Forsyte had passed away in her
-sleep.
-
-Aunts Juley and Hester were overwhelmed by the shock. They had
-never imagined such an ending. Indeed, it is doubtful whether
-they had ever realized that an ending was bound to come.
-Secretly they felt it unreasonable of Ann to have left them like
-this without a word, without even a struggle. It was unlike her.
-
-Perhaps what really affected them so profoundly was the thought
-that a Forsyte should have let go her grasp on life. If one,
-then why not all!
-
-It was a full hour before they could make up their minds to tell
-Timothy. If only it could be kept from him! If only it could be
-broken to him by degrees!
-
-And long they stood outside his door whispering together. And
-when it was over they whispered together again.
-
-He would feel it more, they were afraid, as time went on. Still,
-he had taken it better than could have been expected. He would
-keep his bed, of course!
-
-They separated, crying quietly.
-
-Aunt Juley stayed in her room, prostrated by the blow. Her face,
-discoloured by tears, was divided into compartments by the little
-ridges of pouting flesh which had swollen with emotion. It was
-impossible to conceive of life without Ann, who had lived with
-her for seventy-three years, broken only by the short interregnum
-of her married life, which seemed now so unreal. At fixed
-intervals she went to her drawer, and took from beneath the
-lavender bags a fresh pocket-handkerchief. Her warm heart could
-not bear the thought that Ann was lying there so cold.
-
-Aunt Hester, the silent, the patient, that backwater of the
-family energy, sat in the drawing-room, where the blinds were
-drawn; and she, too, had wept at first, but quietly, without
-visible effect. Her guiding principle, the conservation of
-energy, did not abandon her in sorrow. She sat, slim,
-motionless, studying the grate, her hands idle in the lap of her
-black silk dress. They would want to rouse her into doing
-something, no doubt. As if there were any good in that! Doing
-something would not bring back Ann! Why worry her?
-
-Five o'clock brought three of the brothers, Jolyon and James and
-Swithin; Nicholas was at Yarmouth, and Roger had a bad attack of
-gout. Mrs. Hayman had been by herself earlier in the day, and,
-after seeing Ann, had gone away, leaving a message for Timothy--
-which was kept from him--that she ought to have been told sooner.
-In fact, there was a feeling amongst them all that they ought to
-have been told sooner, as though they had missed something; and
-James said:
-
-"I knew how it'd be; I told you she wouldn't last through the
-summer."
-
-Aunt Hester made no reply; it was nearly October, but what was
-the good of arguing; some people were never satisfied.
-
-She sent up to tell her sister that the brothers were there.
-Mrs. Small came down at once. She had bathed her face, which was
-still swollen, and though she looked severely at Swithin's
-trousers, for they were of light blue--he had come straight from
-the club, where the news had reached him--she wore a more cheerful
-expression than usual, the instinct for doing the wrong thing
-being even now too strong for her.
-
-Presently all five went up to look at the body. Under the pure
-white sheet a quilted counter-pane had been placed, for now, more
-than ever, Aunt Ann had need of warmth; and, the pillows removed,
-her spine and head rested flat, with the semblance of their
-life-long inflexibility; the coif banding the top of her brow was
-drawn on either side to the level of the ears, and between it and
-the sheet her face, almost as white, was turned with closed eyes
-to the faces of her brothers and sisters. In its extraordinary
-peace the face was stronger than ever, nearly all bone now under
-the scarce-wrinkled parchment of skin--square jaw and chin,
-cheekbones, forehead with hollow temples, chiselled nose--the
-fortress of an unconquerable spirit that had yielded to death,
-and in its upward sightlessness seemed trying to regain that
-spirit, to regain the guardianship it had just laid down.
-
-Swithin took but one look at the face, and left the room; the
-sight, he said afterwards, made him very queer. He went
-downstairs shaking the whole house, and, seizing his hat,
-clambered into his brougham, without giving any directions to the
-coachman. He was driven home, and all the evening sat in his
-chair without moving.
-
-He could take nothing for dinner but a partridge, with an
-imperial pint of champagne....
-
-Old Jolyon stood at the bottom of the bed, his hands folded in
-front of him. He alone of those in the room remembered the death
-of his mother, and though he looked at Ann, it was of that he was
-thinking. Ann was an old woman, but death had come to her at
-last--death came to all! His face did not move, his gaze seemed
-travelling from very far.
-
-Aunt Hester stood beside him. She did not cry now, tears were
-exhausted--her nature refused to permit a further escape of
-force; she twisted her hands, looking not at Ann, but from side
-to side, seeking some way of escaping the effort of realization.
-
-Of all the brothers and sisters James manifested the most
-emotion. Tears rolled down the parallel furrows of his thin
-face; where he should go now to tell his troubles he did not
-know; Juley was no good, Hester worse than useless! He felt
-Ann's death more than he had ever thought he should; this would
-upset him for weeks!
-
-Presently Aunt Hester stole out, and Aunt Juley began moving
-about, doing 'what was necessary,' so that twice she knocked
-against something. Old Jolyon, roused from his reverie, that
-reverie of the long, long past, looked sternly at her, and went
-away. James alone was left by the bedside; glancing stealthily
-round, to see that he was not observed, he twisted his long body
-down, placed a kiss on the dead forehead, then he, too, hastily
-left the room. Encountering Smither in the hall, he began to ask
-her about the funeral, and, finding that she knew nothing,
-complained bitterly that, if they didn't take care, everything
-would go wrong. She had better send for Mr. Soames--he knew all
-about that sort of thing; her master was very much upset, he
-supposed--he would want looking after; as for her mistresses,
-they were no good--they had no gumption! They would be ill too,
-he shouldn't wonder. She had better send for the doctor; it was
-best to take things in time. He didn't think his sister Ann had
-had the best opinion; if she'd had Blank she would have been
-alive now. Smither might send to Park Lane any time she wanted
-advice. Of course, his carriage was at their service for the
-funeral. He supposed she hadn't such a thing as a glass of
-claret and a biscuit--he had had no lunch!
-
-The days before the funeral passed quietly. It had long been
-known, of course, that Aunt Ann had left her little property to
-Timothy. There was, therefore, no reason for the slightest
-agitation. Soames, who was sole executor, took charge of all
-arrangements, and in due course sent out the following invitation
-to every male member of the family:
-
-
-To...........
-
-Your presence is requested at the funeral of Miss Ann Forsyte, in
-Highgate Cemetery, at noon of Oct. 1st. Carriages will meet at
-"The Bower," Bayswater Road, at 10.45. No flowers by request.
-
-'R.S.V.P.'
-
-
-The morning came, cold, with a high, grey, London sky, and at
-half-past ten the first carriage, that of James, drove up. It
-contained James and his son-in-law Dartie, a fine man, with a
-square chest, buttoned very tightly into a frock coat, and a
-sallow, fattish face adorned with dark, well-curled moustaches,
-and that incorrigible commencement of whisker which, eluding the
-strictest attempts at shaving, seems the mark of something deeply
-ingrained in the personality of the shaver, being especially
-noticeable in men who speculate.
-
-Soames, in his capacity of executor, received the guests, for
-Timothy still kept his bed; he would get up after the funeral;
-and Aunts Juley and Hester would not be coming down till all was
-over, when it was understood there would be lunch for anyone who
-cared to come back. The next to arrive was Roger, still limping
-from the gout, and encircled by three of his sons--young Roger,
-Eustace, and Thomas. George, the remaining son, arrived almost
-immediately afterwards in a hansom, and paused in the hall to ask
-Soames how he found undertaking pay.
-
-They disliked each other.
-
-Then came two Haymans--Giles and Jesse perfectly silent, and very
-well dressed, with special creases down their evening trousers.
-Then old Jolyon alone. Next, Nicholas, with a healthy colour in
-his face, and a carefully veiled sprightliness in every movement
-of his head and body. One of his sons followed him, meek and
-subdued. Swithin Forsyte, and Bosinney arrived at the same
-moment,--and stood--bowing precedence to each other,--but on the
-door opening they tried to enter together; they renewed their
-apologies in the hall, and, Swithin, settling his stock, which
-had become disarranged in the struggle, very slowly mounted the
-stairs. The other Hayman; two married sons of Nicholas, together
-with Tweetyman, Spender, and Warry, the husbands of married
-Forsyte and Hayman daughters. The company was then complete,
-twenty-one in all, not a male member of the family being absent
-but Timothy and young Jolyon.
-
-Entering the scarlet and green drawing-room, whose apparel made
-so vivid a setting for their unaccustomed costumes, each tried
-nervously to find a seat, desirous of hiding the emphatic
-blackness of his trousers. There seemed a sort of indecency in
-that blackness and in the colour of their gloves--a sort of
-exaggeration of the feelings; and many cast shocked looks of
-secret envy at 'the Buccaneer,' who had no gloves, and was
-wearing grey trousers. A subdued hum of conversation rose, no
-one speaking of the departed, but each asking after the other, as
-though thereby casting an indirect libation to this event, which
-they had come to honour.
-
-And presently James said:
-
-"Well, I think we ought to be starting."
-
-They went downstairs, and, two and two, as they had been told off
-in strict precedence, mounted the carriages.
-
-The hearse started at a foot's pace; the carriages moved slowly
-after. In the first went old Jolyon with Nicholas; in the
-second, the twins, Swithin and James; in the third, Roger and
-young Roger; Soames, young Nicholas, George, and Bosinney
-followed in the fourth. Each of the other carriages, eight in
-all, held three or four of the family; behind them came the
-doctor's brougham; then, at a decent interval, cabs containing
-family clerks and servants; and at the very end, one containing
-nobody at all, but bringing the total cortege up to the number of
-thirteen.
-
-So long as the procession kept to the highway of the Bayswater
-Road, it retained the foot's-pace, but, turning into less
-important thorough-fares, it soon broke into a trot, and so
-proceeded, with intervals of walking in the more fashionable
-streets, until it arrived. In the first carriage old Jolyon and
-Nicholas were talking of their wills. In the second the twins,
-after a single attempt, had lapsed into complete silence; both
-were rather deaf, and the exertion of making themselves heard was
-too great. Only once James broke this silence:
-
-"I shall have to be looking about for some ground somewhere.
-What arrangements have you made, Swithin?"
-
-And Swithin, fixing him with a dreadful stare, answered:
-
-"Don't talk to me about such things!"
-
-In the third carriage a disjointed conversation was carried on in
-the intervals of looking out to see how far they had got, George
-remarking, "Well, it was really time that the poor old lady
-went." He didn't believe in people living beyond seventy, Young
-Nicholas replied mildly that the rule didn't seem to apply to the
-Forsytes. George said he himself intended to commit suicide at
-sixty. Young Nicholas, smiling and stroking a long chin, didn't
-think his father would like that theory; he had made a lot of
-money since he was sixty. Well, seventy was the outside limit;
-it was then time, George said, for them to go and leave their
-money to their children. Soames, hitherto silent, here joined
-in; he had not forgotten the remark about the 'undertaking,' and,
-lifting his eyelids almost imperceptibly, said it was all very
-well for people who never made money to talk. He himself
-intended to live as long as he could. This was a hit at George,
-who was notoriously hard up. Bosinney muttered abstractedly
-"Hear, hear!" and, George yawning, the conversation dropped.
-
-Upon arriving, the coffin was borne into the chapel, and, two by
-two, the mourners filed in behind it. This guard of men, all
-attached to the dead by the bond of kinship, was an impressive
-and singular sight in the great city of London, with its
-overwhelming diversity of life, its innumerable vocations,
-pleasures, duties, its terrible hardness, its terrible call to
-individualism.
-
-The family had gathered to triumph over all this, to give a show
-of tenacious unity, to illustrate gloriously that law of property
-underlying the growth of their tree, by which it had thriven and
-spread, trunk and branches, the sap flowing through all, the full
-growth reached at the appointed time. The spirit of the old
-woman lying in her last sleep had called them to this
-demonstration. It was her final appeal to that unity which had
-been their strength--it was her final triumph that she had died
-while the tree was yet whole.
-
-She was spared the watching of the branches jut out beyond the
-point of balance. She could not look into the hearts of her
-followers. The same law that had worked in her, bringing her up
-from a tall, straight-backed slip of a girl to a woman strong
-and grown, from a woman grown to a woman old, angular, feeble,
-almost witchlike, with individuality all sharpened and sharpened,
-as all rounding from the world's contact fell off from her--that
-same law would work, was working, in the family she had watched
-like a mother.
-
-She had seen it young, and growing, she had seen it strong and
-grown, and before her old eyes had time or strength to see any
-more, she died. She would have tried, and who knows but she
-might have kept it young and strong, with her old fingers, her
-trembling kisses--a little longer; alas! not even Aunt Ann could
-fight with Nature.
-
-'Pride comes before a fall!' In accordance with this, the
-greatest of Nature's ironies, the Forsyte family had gathered for
-a last proud pageant before they fell. Their faces to right and
-left, in single lines, were turned for the most part impassively
-toward the ground, guardians of their thoughts; but here and
-there, one looking upward, with a line between his brows,
-searched to see some sight on the chapel walls too much for him,
-to be listening to something that appalled. And the responses,
-low-muttered, in voices through which rose the same tone, the
-same unseizable family ring, sounded weird, as though murmured in
-hurried duplication by a single person.
-
-The service in the chapel over, the mourners filed up again to
-guard the body to the tomb. The vault stood open, and, round it,
-men in black were waiting.
-
-From that high and sacred field, where thousands of the upper
-middle class lay in their last sleep, the eyes of the Forsytes
-travelled down across the flocks of graves. There--spreading to
-the distance, lay London, with no sun over it, mourning the loss
-of its daughter, mourning with this family, so dear, the loss of
-her who was mother and guardian. A hundred thousand spires and
-houses, blurred in the great grey web of property, lay there like
-prostrate worshippers before the grave of this, the oldest
-Forsyte of them all.
-
-A few words, a sprinkle of earth, the thrusting of the coffin
-home, and Aunt Ann had passed to her last rest.
-
-Round the vault, trustees of that passing, the five brothers
-stood, with white heads bowed; they would see that Ann was
-comfortable where she was going. Her little property must stay
-behind, but otherwise, all that could be should be done....
-
-Then severally, each stood aside, and putting on his hat, turned
-back to inspect the new inscription on the marble of the family
-vault:
-
-
-SACRED TO THE MEMORY OF ANN FORSYTE,
-THE DAUGHTER OF THE ABOVE JOLYON
-AND ANN FORSYTE, WHO DEPARTED
-THIS LIFE THE 27TH DAY OF SEPTEMBER,
-1886, AGED EIGHTY-SEVEN YEARS AND FOUR DAYS
-
-
-Soon perhaps, someone else would be wanting an inscription. It
-was strange and intolerable, for they had not thought somehow,
-that Forsytes could die. And one and all they had a longing to
-get away from this painfulness, this ceremony which had reminded
-them of things they could not bear to think about--to get away
-quickly and go about their business and forget.
-
-It was cold, too; the wind, like some slow, disintegrating force,
-blowing up the hill over the graves, struck them with its chilly
-breath; they began to split into groups, and as quickly as
-possible to fill the waiting carriages.
-
-Swithin said he should go back to lunch at Timothy's, and he
-offered to take anybody with him in his brougham. It was
-considered a doubtful privilege to drive with Swithin in his
-brougham, which was not a large one; nobody accepted, and he went
-off alone. James and Roger followed immediately after; they also
-would drop in to lunch. The others gradually melted away, Old
-Jolyon taking three nephews to fill up his carriage; he had a
-want of those young faces.
-
-Soames, who had to arrange some details in the cemetery office,
-walked away with Bosinney. He had much to talk over with him,
-and, having finished his business, they strolled to Hampstead,
-lunched together at the Spaniard's Inn, and spent a long time in
-going into practical details connected with the building of the
-house; they then proceeded to the tram-line, and came as far as
-the Marble Arch, where Bosinney went off to Stanhope Gate to see
-June.
-
-Soames felt in excellent spirits when he arrived home, and
-confided to Irene at dinner that he had had a good talk with
-Bosinney, who really seemed a sensible fellow; they had had a
-capital walk too, which had done his liver good--he had been
-short of exercise for a long time--and altogether a very
-satisfactory day. If only it hadn't been for poor Aunt Ann, he
-would have taken her to the theatre; as it was, they must make
-the best of an evening at home.
-
-"The Buccaneer asked after you more than once," he said
-suddenly. And moved by some inexplicable desire to assert his
-proprietorship, he rose from his chair and planted a kiss on
-his wife's shoulder.
-
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-PROGRESS OF THE HOUSE
-
-
-The winter had been an open one. Things in the trade were slack;
-and as Soames had reflected before making up his mind, it had
-been a good time for building. The shell of the house at Robin
-Hill was thus completed by the end of April.
-
-Now that there was something to be seen for his money, he had
-been coming down once, twice, even three times a week, and would
-mouse about among the debris for hours, careful never to soil his
-clothes, moving silently through the unfinished brickwork of
-doorways, or circling round the columns in the central court.
-
-And he would stand before them for minutes' together, as though
-peering into the real quality of their substance
-
-On April 30 he had an appointment with Bosinney to go over the
-accounts, and five minutes before the proper time he entered the
-tent which the architect had pitched for himself close to the old
-oak tree.
-
-The accounts were already prepared on a folding table, and with
-a nod Soames sat down to study them. It was some time before he
-raised his head.
-
-"I can't make them out," he said at last; "they come to nearly
-seven hundred more than they ought"
-
-After a glance at Bosinney's face he went on quickly:
-
-"If you only make a firm stand against these builder chaps you'll
-get them down. They stick you with everything if you don't look
-sharp.... Take ten per cent. off all round. I shan't mind it's
-coming out a hundred or so over the mark!"
-
-Bosinney shook his head:
-
-"I've taken off every farthing I can!"
-
-Soames pushed back the table with a movement of anger, which sent
-the account sheets fluttering to the ground.
-
-"Then all I can say is," he flustered out, "you've made a pretty
-mess of it!"
-
-"I've told you a dozen times," Bosinney answered sharply, "that
-there'd be extras. I've pointed them out to you over and over
-again!"
-
-"I know that," growled Soames: "I shouldn't have objected to a ten
-pound note here and there. How was I to know that by 'extras'
-you meant seven hundred pounds?"
-
-The qualities of both men had contributed to this notinconsider-
-able discrepancy. On the one hand, the architect's devotion
-to his idea, to the image of a house which he had created and
-believed in--had made him nervous of being stopped, or forced
-to the use of makeshifts; on the other, Soames' not less true
-and wholehearted devotion to the very best article that could be
-obtained for the money, had rendered him averse to believing that
-things worth thirteen shillings could not be bought with twelve.
-
-I wish I'd never undertaken your house," said Bosinney suddenly.
-"You come down here worrying me out of my life. You want double
-the value for your money anybody else would, and now that you've
-got a house that for its size is not to be beaten in the county,
-you don't want to pay for it. If you're anxious to be off your
-bargain, I daresay I can find the balance above the estimates
-myself, but I'm d----d if I do another stroke of work for you!"
-
-Soames regained his composure. Knowing that Bosinney had no
-capital, he regarded this as a wild suggestion. He saw, too,
-that he would be kept indefinitely out of this house on which he
-had set his heart, and just at the crucial point when the
-architect's personal care made all the difference. In the
-meantime there was Irene to be thought of! She had been very
-queer lately. He really believed it was only because she had
-taken to Bosinney that she tolerated the idea of the house at
-all. It would not do to make an open breach with her.
-
-"You needn't get into a rage," he said. "If I'm willing to put
-up with it, I suppose you needn't cry out. All I meant was that
-when you tell me a thing is going to cost so much, I like to--
-well, in fact, I--like to know where I am."
-
-"Look here!" said Bosinney, and Soames was both annoyed and
-surprised by the shrewdness of his glance. "You've got my
-services dirt cheap. For the kind of work I've put into this
-house, and the amount of time I've given to it, you'd have had to
-pay Littlemaster or some other fool four times as much. What you
-want, in fact, is a first-rate man for a fourth-rate fee, and
-that's exactly what you've got!"
-
-Soames saw that he really meant what he said, and, angry though
-he was, the consequences of a row rose before him too vividly.
-He saw his house unfinished, his wife rebellious, himself a
-laughingstock.
-
-"Let's go over it," he said sulkily, "and see how the money's
-gone."
-
-"Very well," assented Bosinney. "But we'll hurry up, if you
-don't mind. I have to get back in time to take June to the
-theatre."
-
-Soames cast a stealthy look at him, and said: "Coming to our
-place, I suppose to meet her?" He was always coming to their
-place!
-
-There had been rain the night before-a spring rain, and the earth
-smelt of sap and wild grasses. The warm, soft breeze swung the
-leaves and the golden buds of the old oak tree, and in the
-sunshine the blackbirds were whistling their hearts out.
-
-It was such a spring day as breathes into a man an ineffable
-yearning, a painful sweetness, a longing that makes him stand
-motionless, looking at the leaves or grass, and fling out his
-arms to embrace he knows not what. The earth gave forth a
-fainting warmth, stealing up through the chilly garment in which
-winter had wrapped her. It was her long caress of invitation, to
-draw men down to lie within her arms, to roll their bodies on
-her, and put their lips to her breast.
-
-On just such a day as this Soames had got from Irene the promise
-he had asked her for so often. Seated on the fallen trunk of a
-tree, he had promised for the twentieth time that if their
-marriage were not a success, she should be as free as if she had
-never married him!
-
-"Do you swear it?" she had said. A few days back she had
-reminded him of that oath. He had answered: "Nonsense! I
-couldn't have sworn any such thing!" By some awkward fatality he
-remembered it now. What queer things men would swear for the
-sake of women! He would have sworn it at any time to gain her!
-He would swear it now, if thereby he could touch her--but nobody
-could touch her, she was cold-hearted!
-
-And memories crowded on him with the fresh, sweet savour of the
-spring wind-memories of his courtship.
-
-In the spring of the year 1881 he was visiting his old school-
-fellow and client, George Liversedge, of Branksome, who, with
-the view of developing his pine-woods in the neighbourhood of
-Bournemouth, had placed the formation of the company necessary
-to the scheme in Soames's hands. Mrs. Liversedge, with a sense
-of the fitness of things, had given a musical tea in his honour.
-Later in the course of this function, which Soames, no musician,
-had regarded as an unmitigated bore, his eye had been caught by
-the face of a girl dressed in mourning, standing by herself. The
-lines of her tall, as yet rather thin figure, showed through the
-wispy, clinging stuff of her black dress, her black-gloved hands
-were crossed in front of her, her lips slightly parted, and her
-large, dark eyes wandered from face to face. Her hair, done low
-on her neck, seemed to gleam above her black collar like coils of
-shining metal. And as Soames stood looking at her, the sensation
-that most men have felt at one time or another went stealing
-through him--a peculiar satisfaction of the senses, a peculiar
-certainty, which novelists and old ladies call love at first
-sight. Still stealthily watching her, he at once made his way to
-his hostess, and stood doggedly waiting for the music to cease.
-
-"Who is that girl with yellow hair and dark eyes?" he asked.
-
-"That--oh! Irene Heron. Her father, Professor Heron, died this
-year. She lives with her stepmother. She's a nice girl, a
-pretty girl, but no money!"
-
-"Introduce me, please," said Soames.
-
-It was very little that he found to say, nor did he find her
-responsive to that little. But he went away with the resolution
-to see her again. He effected his object by chance, meeting her
-on the pier with her stepmother, who had the habit of walking
-there from twelve to one of a forenoon. Soames made this lady's
-acquaintance with alacrity, nor was it long before he perceived
-in her the ally he was looking for. His keen scent for the
-commercial side of family life soon told him that Irene cost her
-stepmother more than the fifty pounds a year she brought her; it
-also told him that Mrs. Heron, a woman yet in the prime of life,
-desired to be married again. The strange ripening beauty of her
-stepdaughter stood in the way of this desirable consummation.
-And Soames, in his stealthy tenacity, laid his plans.
-
-He left Bournemouth without having given himself away, but in a
-month's time came back, and this time he spoke, not to the girl,
-but to her stepmother. He had made up his mind, he said; he
-would wait any time. And he had long to wait, watching Irene
-bloom, the lines of her young figure softening, the stronger
-blood deepening the gleam of her eyes, and warming her face to a
-creamy glow; and at each visit he proposed to her, and when that
-visit was at an end, took her refusal away with him, back to
-London, sore at heart, but steadfast and silent as the grave. He
-tried to come at the secret springs of her resistance; only once
-had he a gleam of light. It was at one of those assembly dances,
-which afford the only outlet to the passions of the population of
-seaside watering-places. He was sitting with her in an
-embrasure, his senses tingling with the contact of the waltz.
-She had looked at him over her, slowly waving fan; and he had
-lost his head. Seizing that moving wrist, he pressed his lips to
-the flesh of her arm. And she had shuddered--to this day he had
-not forgotten that shudder--nor the look so passionately averse
-she had given him.
-
-A year after that she had yielded. What had made her yield he
-could never make out; and from Mrs. Heron, a woman of some
-diplomatic talent, he learnt nothing. Once after they were
-married he asked her, "What made you refuse me so often?" She had
-answered by a strange silence. An enigma to him from the day
-that he first saw her, she was an enigma to him still....
-
-Bosinney was waiting for him at the door; and on his rugged,
-good-looking, face was a queer, yearning, yet happy look, as
-though he too saw a promise of bliss in the spring sky, sniffed a
-coming happiness in the spring air. Soames looked at him waiting
-there. What was the matter with the fellow that he looked so
-happy? What was he waiting for with that smile on his lips and
-in his eyes? Soames could not see that for which Bosinney was
-waiting as he stood there drinking in the flower-scented wind.
-And once more he felt baffled in the presence of this man whom by
-habit he despised. He hastened on to the house.
-
-"The only colour for those tiles," he heard Bosinney say,--"is
-ruby with a grey tint in the stuff, to give a transparent effect.
-I should like Irene's opinion. I'm ordering the purple leather
-curtains for the doorway of this court; and if you distemper the
-drawing-room ivory cream over paper, you'll get an illusive look.
-You want to aim all through the decorations at what I call
-charm."
-
-Soames said: "You mean that my wife has charm!"
-
-Bosinney evaded the question.
-
-"You should have a clump of iris plants in the centre of that
-court."
-
-Soames smiled superciliously.
-
-"I'll look into Beech's some time," he said, "and see what's
-appropriate!"
-
-They found little else to say to each other, but on the way to
-the Station Soames asked:
-
-"I suppose you find Irene very artistic."
-
-"Yes." The abrupt answer was as distinct a snub as saying: "If
-you want to discuss her you can do it with someone else!"
-
-And the slow, sulky anger Soames had felt all the afternoon
-burned the brighter within him.
-
-Neither spoke again till they were close to the Station, then
-Soames asked:
-
-"When do you expect to have finished?"
-
-"By the end of June, if you really wish me to decorate as well."
-
-Soames nodded. "But you quite understand," he said, "that the
-house is costing me a lot beyond what I contemplated. I may as
-well tell you that I should have thrown it up, only I'm not in
-the habit of giving up what I've set my mind on."
-
-Bosinney made no reply. And Soames gave him askance a look of
-dogged dislike--for in spite of his fastidious air and that
-supercilious, dandified taciturnity, Soames, with his set lips
-and squared chin, was not unlike a bulldog....
-
-When, at seven o'clock that evening, June arrived at 62,
-Montpellier Square, the maid Bilson told her that Mr. Bosinney
-was in the drawing-room; the mistress--she said--was dressing,
-and would be down in a minute. She would tell her that Miss June
-was here.
-
-June stopped her at once.
-
-"All right, Bilson," she said, "I'll just go in. You, needn't
-hurry Mrs. Soames."
-
-She took off her cloak, and Bilson, with an understanding look,
-did not even open the drawing-room door for her, but ran
-downstairs.
-
-June paused for a moment to look at herself in the little
-old-fashioned silver mirror above the oaken rug chest--a slim,
-imperious young figure, with a small resolute face, in a white
-frock, cut moon-shaped at the base of a neck too slender for her
-crown of twisted red-gold hair.
-
-She opened the drawing-room door softly, meaning to take him by
-surprise. The room was filled with a sweet hot scent of
-flowering azaleas.
-
-She took a long breath of the perfume, and heard Bosinney's
-voice, not in the room, but quite close, saying.
-
-"Ah! there were such heaps of things I wanted to talk about, and
-now we shan't have time!"
-
-Irene's voice answered: "Why not at dinner?"
-
-"How can one talk...."
-
-June's first thought was to go away, but instead she crossed to
-the long window opening on the little court. It was from there
-that the scent of the azaleas came, and, standing with their
-backs to her, their faces buried in the goldenpink blossoms,
-stood her lover and Irene.
-
-Silent but unashamed, with flaming cheeks and angry eyes, the
-girl watched.
-
-"Come on Sunday by yourself--We can go over the house together."
-
-June saw Irene look up at him through her screen of blossoms. It
-was not the look of a coquette, but--far worse to the watching
-girl--of a woman fearful lest that look should say too much.
-
-"I've promised to go for a drive with Uncle...."
-
-"The big one! Make him bring you; it's only ten miles--the very
-thing for his horses."
-
-"Poor old Uncle Swithin!"
-
-A wave of the azalea scent drifted into June's face; she felt
-sick and dizzy.
-
-"Do! ah! do!"
-
-"But why?"
-
-"I must see you there--I thought you'd like to help me...."
-
-The answer seemed to the girl to come softly with a tremble from
-amongst the blossoms: "So I do!"
-
-And she stepped into the open space of the window.
-
-"How stuffy it is here!" she said; "I can't bear this scent!"
-
-Her eyes, so angry and direct, swept both their faces.
-
-"Were you talking about the house? I haven't seen it yet, you
-know--shall we all go on Sunday?"'
-
-From Irene's face the colour had flown.
-
-"I am going for a drive that day with Uncle Swithin," she
-answered.
-
-"Uncle Swithin! What does he matter? You can throw him over!"
-
-"I am not in the habit of throwing people over!"
-
-There was a sound of footsteps and June saw Soames standing just
-behind her.
-
-"Well! if you are all ready," said Irene, looking from one to
-the other with a strange smile, "dinner is too!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-JUNE'S TREAT
-
-
-Dinner began in silence; the women facing one another, and the
-men.
-
-In silence the soup was finished--excellent, if a little thick;
-and fish was brought. In silence it was handed.
-
-Bosinney ventured: "It's the first spring day."
-
-Irene echoed softly: "Yes--the first spring day."
-
-"Spring!" said June: "there isn't a breath of air!" No one
-replied.
-
-The fish was taken away, a fine fresh sole from Dover. And
-Bilson brought champagne, a bottle swathed around the neck with
-white....
-
-Soames said: "You'll find it dry."
-
-Cutlets were handed, each pink-frilled about the legs. They were
-refused by June, and silence fell.
-
-Soames said: "You'd better take a cutlet, June; there's nothing
-coming."
-
-But June again refused, so they were borne away. And then Irene
-asked: "Phil, have you heard my blackbird?"
-
-Bosinney answered: "Rather--he's got a hunting-song. As I came
-round I heard him in the Square."
-
-"He's such a darling!"
-
-"Salad, sir?" Spring chicken was removed.
-
-But Soames was speaking: "The asparagus is very poor. Bosinney,
-glass of sherry with your sweet? June, you're drinking nothing!"
-
-June said: "You know I never do. Wine's such horrid stuff!"
-
-An apple charlotte came upon a silver dish, and smilingly Irene
-said: "The azaleas are so wonderful this year!"
-
-To this Bosinney murmured: "Wonderful! The scent's
-extraordinary!"
-
-June said: "How can you like the scent? Sugar, please, Bilson."
-
-Sugar was handed her, and Soames remarked: "This charlottes
-good!"
-
-The charlotte was removed. Long silence followed. Irene,
-beckoning, said: "Take out the azalea, Bilson. Miss June can't
-bear the scent."
-
-"No; let it stay," said June.
-
-Olives from France, with Russian caviare, were placed on little
-plates. And Soames remarked: "Why can't we have the Spanish?"
-But no one answered.
-
-The olives were removed. Lifting her tumbler June demanded:
-"Give me some water, please." Water was given her. A silver tray
-was brought, with German plums. There was a lengthy pause. In
-perfect harmony all were eating them.
-
-Bosinney counted up the stones: "This year--next year--some time."
-
-Irene finished softly: "Never! There was such a glorious sunset.
-The sky's all ruby still--so beautiful!"
-
-He answered: "Underneath the dark."
-
-Their eyes had met, and June cried scornfully: "A London sunset!"
-
-Egyptian cigarettes were handed in a silver box. Soames, taking
-one, remarked: "What time's your play begin?"
-
-No one replied, and Turkish coffee followed in enamelled cups.
-
-Irene, smiling quietly, said: "If only...."
-
-"Only what?" said June.
-
-"If only it could always be the spring!"
-
-Brandy was handed; it was pale and old.
-
-Soames said: "Bosinney, better take some brandy."
-
-Bosinney took a glass; they all arose.
-
-"You want a cab?" asked Soames.
-
-June answered: "No! My cloaks please, Bilson." Her cloak was
-brought.
-
-Irene, from the window, murmured: "Such a lovely night! The
-stars are coming out!"
-
-Soames added: "Well, I hope you'll both enjoy yourselves."
-
-From the door June answered: "Thanks. Come, Phil."
-
-Bosinney cried: "I'm coming."
-
-Soames smiled a sneering smile, and said: "I wish you luck!"
-
-And at the door Irene watched them go.
-
-Bosinney called: "Good night!"
-
-"Good night!" she answered softly....
-
-June made her lover take her on the top of a 'bus, saying she
-wanted air, and there sat silent, with her face to the breeze.
-
-The driver turned once or twice, with the intention of venturing
-a remark, but thought better of it. They were a lively couple!
-The spring had got into his blood, too; he felt the need for
-letting steam escape, and clucked his tongue, flourishing his
-whip, wheeling his horses, and even they, poor things, had
-smelled the spring, and for a brief half-hour spurned the
-pavement with happy hoofs.
-
-The whole town was alive; the boughs, curled upward with their
-decking of young leaves, awaited some gift the breeze could
-bring. New-lighted lamps were gaining mastery, and the faces of
-the crowd showed pale under that glare, while on high the great
-white clouds slid swiftly, softly, over the purple sky.
-
-Men in, evening dress had thrown back overcoats, stepping
-jauntily up the steps of Clubs; working folk loitered; and women-
--those women who at that time of night are solitary--solitary and
-moving eastward in a stream--swung slowly along, with expectation
-in their gait, dreaming of good wine and a good supper, or--for
-an unwonted minute, of kisses given for love.
-
-Those countless figures, going their ways under the lamps and the
-moving-sky, had one and all received some restless blessing from
-the stir of spring. And one and all, like those clubmen with
-their opened coats, had shed something of caste, and creed, and
-custom, and by the cock of their hats, the pace of their walk,
-their laughter, or their silence, revealed their common kinship
-under the passionate heavens.
-
-Bosinney and June entered the theatre in silence, and mounted to
-their seats in the upper boxes. The piece had just begun, and
-the half-darkened house, with its rows of creatures peering all
-one way, resembled a great garden of flowers turning their faces
-to the sun.
-
-June had never before been in the upper boxes. From the age of
-fifteen she had habitually accompanied her grandfather to the
-stalls, and not common stalls, but the best seats in the house,
-towards the centre of the third row, booked by old Jolyon, at
-Grogan and Boyne's, on his way home from the City, long before
-the day; carried in his overcoat pocket, together with his
-cigarcase and his old kid gloves, and handed to June to keep till
-the appointed night. And in those stalls--an erect old figure
-with a serene white head, a little figure, strenuous and eager,
-with a red-gold head--they would sit through every kind of play,
-and on the way home old Jolyon would say of the principal actor:
-"Oh, he's a poor stick! You should have seen little Bobson!"
-
-She had looked forward to this evening with keen delight; it was
-stolen, chaperone-less, undreamed of at Stanhope Gate, where she
-was supposed to be at Soames'. She had expected reward for her
-subterfuge, planned for her lover's sake; she had expected it to
-break up the thick, chilly cloud, and make the relations between
-them which of late had been so puzzling, so tormenting--sunny and
-simple again as they had been before the winter. She had come
-with the intention of saying something definite; and she looked
-at the stage with a furrow between her brows, seeing nothing, her
-hands squeezed together in her lap. A swarm of jealous
-suspicions stung and stung her.
-
-If Bosinney was conscious of her trouble he made no sign.
-
-The curtain dropped. The first act had come to an end.
-
-"It's awfully hot here!" said the girl; "I should like to go
-out."
-
-She was very white, and she knew--for with her nerves thus
-sharpened she saw everything--that he was both uneasy and
-compunctious.
-
-At the back of the theatre an open balcony hung over the street;
-she took possession of this, and stood leaning there without a
-word, waiting for him to begin.
-
-At last she could bear it no longer.
-
-"I want to say something to you, Phil," she said.
-
-"Yes?"
-
-The defensive tone of his voice brought the colour flying to her
-cheek, the words flying to her lips: "You don't give me a chance
-to be nice to you; you haven't for ages now!"
-
-Bosinney stared down at the street. He made no answer....
-
-June cried passionately: "You know I want to do everything for
-you--that I want to be everything to you...."
-
-A hum rose from the street, and, piercing it with a sharp
-'ping,' the bell sounded for the raising of the curtain. June did
-not stir. A desperate struggle was going on within her. Should
-she put everything to the proof? Should she challenge directly
-that influence, that attraction which was driving him away from
-her? It was her nature to challenge, and she said: "Phil, take
-me to see the house on Sunday!"
-
-With a smile quivering and breaking on her lips, and trying, how
-hard, not to show that she was watching, she searched his face,
-saw it waver and hesitate, saw a troubled line come between his
-brows, the blood rush into his face. He answered: "Not Sunday,
-dear; some other day!"
-
-"Why not Sunday? I shouldn't be in the way on Sunday."
-
-He made an evident effort, and said: "I have an engagement."
-
-"You are going to take...."
-
-His eyes grew angry; he shrugged his shoulders, and answered: "An
-engagement that will prevent my taking you to see the house!"
-
-June bit her lip till the blood came, and walked back to her seat
-without another word, but she could not help the tears of rage
-rolling down her face. The house had been mercifully darkened
-for a crisis, and no one could see her trouble.
-
-Yet in this world of Forsytes let no man think himself immune
-from observation.
-
-In the third row behind, Euphemia, Nicholas's youngest daughter,
-with her married-sister, Mrs. Tweetyman, were watching.
-
-They reported at Timothy's, how they had seen June and her fiance
-at the theatre.
-
-"In the stalls?" "No, not in the...." "Oh! in the dress
-circle, of course. That seemed to be quite fashionable nowadays
-with young people!"
-
-Well--not exactly. In the.... Anyway, that engagement wouldn't
-last long. They had never seen anyone look so thunder and
-lightningy as that little June! With tears of enjoyment in their
-eyes, they related how she had kicked a man's hat as she returned
-to her seat in the middle of an act, and how the man had looked.
-Euphemia had a noted, silent laugh, terminating most disappoint-
-ingly in squeaks; and when Mrs. Small, holding up her hands, said:
-"My dear! Kicked a ha-at?" she let out such a number of these that
-she had to be recovered with smelling-salts. As she went away
-she said to Mrs. Tweetyman:
-
-"Kicked a--ha-at! Oh! I shall die."
-
-For 'that little June' this evening, that was to have been 'her
-treat,' was the most miserable she had ever spent. God knows she
-tried to stifle her pride, her suspicion, her jealousy!
-
-She parted from Bosinney at old Jolyon's door without breaking
-down; the feeling that her lover must be conquered was strong
-enough to sustain her till his retiring footsteps brought home
-the true extent of her wretchedness.
-
-The noiseless 'Sankey' let her in. She would have slipped up to
-her own room, but old Jolyon, who had heard her entrance, was in
-the dining-room doorway.
-
-"Come in and have your milk," he said. "It's been kept hot for
-you. You're very late. Where have you been?"
-
-June stood at the fireplace, with a foot on the fender and an arm
-on the mantelpiece, as her grandfather had done when he came in
-that night of the opera. She was too near a breakdown to care
-what she told him.
-
-"We dined at Soames's."
-
-"H'm! the man of property! His wife there and Bosinney?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Old Jolyon's glance was fixed on her with the penetrating gaze
-from which it was difficult to hide; but she was not looking at
-him, and when she turned her face, he dropped his scrutiny at
-once. He had seen enough, and too much. He bent down to lift
-the cup of milk for her from the hearth, and, turning away,
-grumbled: "You oughtn't to stay out so late; it makes you fit for
-nothing."
-
-He was invisible now behind his paper, which he turned with a
-vicious crackle; but when June came up to kiss him, he said:
-"Good-night, my darling," in a tone so tremulous and unexpected,
-that it was all the girl could do to get out of the room without
-breaking into the fit of sobbing which lasted her well on into
-the night.
-
-When the door was closed, old Jolyon dropped his paper, and
-stared long and anxiously in front of him.
-
-'The beggar!' he thought. 'I always knew she'd have trouble with
-him!'
-
-Uneasy doubts and suspicions, the more poignant that he felt
-himself powerless to check or control the march of events, came
-crowding upon him.
-
-Was the fellow going to jilt her? He longed to go and say to
-him: "Look here, you sir! Are you going to jilt my grand-
-daughter?" But how could he? Knowing little or nothing, he
-was yet certain, with his unerring astuteness, that there was
-something going on. He suspected Bosinney of being too much at
-Montpellier Square.
-
-'This fellow,' he thought, 'may not be a scamp; his face is not a
-bad one, but he's a queer fish. I don't know what to make of
-him. I shall never know what to make of him! They tell me he
-works like a nigger, but I see no good coming of it. He's
-unpractical, he has no method. When he comes here, he sits as
-glum as a monkey. If I ask him what wine he'll have, he says:
-"Thanks, any wine." If I offer him a cigar, he smokes it as if it
-were a twopenny German thing. I never see him looking at June as
-he ought to look at her; and yet, he's not after her money. If
-she were to make a sign, he'd be off his bargain to-morrow. But
-she won't--not she! She'll stick to him! She's as obstinate as
-fate--She'll never let go!'
-
-Sighing deeply, he turned the paper; in its columns, perchance he
-might find consolation.
-
-And upstairs in her room June sat at her open window, where the
-spring wind came, after its revel across the Park, to cool her
-hot cheeks and burn her heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-DRIVE WITH SWITHIN
-
-
-Two lines of a certain song in a certain famous old school's
-songbook run as follows:
-
-'How the buttons on his blue frock shone, tra-la-la!
-How he carolled and he sang, like a bird!....'
-
-Swithin did not exactly carol and sing like a bird, but he felt
-almost like endeavouring to hum a tune, as he stepped out of Hyde
-Park Mansions, and contemplated his horses drawn up before the
-door.
-
-The afternoon was as balmy as a day in June, and to complete the
-simile of the old song, he had put on a blue frock-coat,
-dispensing with an overcoat, after sending Adolf down three times
-to make sure that there was not the least suspicion of east in
-the wind; and the frock-coat was buttoned so tightly around his
-personable form, that, if the buttons did not shine, they might
-pardonably have done so. Majestic on the pavement he fitted on a
-pair of dog-skin gloves; with his large bell-shaped top hat, and
-his great stature and bulk he looked too primeval for a Forsyte.
-His thick white hair, on which Adolf had bestowed a touch of
-pomatum, exhaled the fragrance of opoponax and cigars--the
-celebrated Swithin brand, for which he paid one hundred and
-forty shillings the hundred, and of which old Jolyon had unkindly
-said, he wouldn't smoke them as a gift; they wanted the stomach
-of a horse!
-
-"Adolf!"
-
-"Sare!"
-
-"The new plaid rug!"
-
-He would never teach that fellow to look smart; and Mrs. Soames
-he felt sure, had an eye!
-
-"The phaeton hood down; I am going--to--drive--a--lady!"
-
-A pretty woman would want to show off her frock; and well--he was
-going to drive a lady! It was like a new beginning to the good
-old days.
-
-Ages since he had driven a woman! The last time, if he
-remembered, it had been Juley; the poor old soul had been as
-nervous as a cat the whole time, and so put him out of patience
-that, as he dropped her in the Bayswater Road, he had said: "Well
-I'm d---d if I ever drive you again!" And he never had, not he!
-
-Going up to his horses' heads, he examined their bits; not that
-he knew anything about bits--he didn't pay his coachman sixty
-pounds a year to do his work for him, that had never been his
-principle. Indeed, his reputation as a horsey man rested mainly
-on the fact that once, on Derby Day, he had been welshed by some
-thimble-riggers. But someone at the Club, after seeing him drive
-his greys up to the door--he always drove grey horses, you got
-more style for the money, some thought--had called him 'Four-
-in-hand Forsyte.' The name having reached his ears through that
-fellow Nicholas Treffry, old Jolyon's dead partner, the great
-driving man notorious for more carriage accidents than any man in
-the kingdom--Swithin had ever after conceived it right to act up
-to it. The name had taken his fancy, not because he had ever
-driven four-in-hand, or was ever likely to, but because of
-something distinguished in the sound. Four-in-hand Forsyte! Not
-bad! Born too soon, Swithin had missed his vocation. Coming
-upon London twenty years later, he could not have failed to have
-become a stockbroker, but at the time when he was obliged to
-select, this great profession had not as yet became the chief
-glory of the upper-middle class. He had literally been forced
-into land agency.
-
-Once in the driving seat, with the reins handed to him, and
-blinking over his pale old cheeks in the full sunlight, he took a
-slow look round--Adolf was already up behind; the cockaded groom
-at the horses' heads stood ready to let go; everything was
-prepared for the signal, and Swithin gave it. The equipage
-dashed forward, and before you could say Jack Robinson, with a
-rattle and flourish drew up at Soames' door.
-
-Irene came out at once, and stepped in--he afterward described it
-at Timothy's--"as light as--er--Taglioni, no fuss about it, no
-wanting this or wanting that;" and above all, Swithin dwelt on
-this, staring at Mrs. Septimus in a way that disconcerted her a
-good deal, "no silly nervousness!" To Aunt Hester he portrayed
-Irene's hat. "Not one of your great flopping things, sprawling
-about, and catching the dust, that women are so fond of nowadays,
-but a neat little--" he made a circular motion of his hand, "white
-veil--capital taste."
-
-"What was it made of?" inquired Aunt Hester, who manifested a
-languid but permanent excitement at any mention of dress.
-
-"Made of?" returned Swithin; "now how should I know?"
-
-He sank into silence so profound that Aunt Hester began to be
-afraid he had fallen into a trance. She did not try to rouse him
-herself, it not being her custom.
-
-'I wish somebody would come,' she thought; 'I don't like the look
-of him!'
-
-But suddenly Swithin returned to life. "Made of" he wheezed out
-slowly, "what should it be made of?"
-
-They had not gone four miles before Swithin received the
-impression that Irene liked driving with him. Her face was so
-soft behind that white veil, and her dark eyes shone so in the
-spring light, and whenever he spoke she raised them to him and
-smiled.
-
-On Saturday morning Soames had found her at her writing-table
-with a note written to Swithin, putting him off. Why did she
-want to put him off? he asked. She might put her own people off
-when she liked, he would not have her putting off his people!
-
-She had looked at him intently, had torn up the note, and said:
-"Very well!"
-
-And then she began writing another. He took a casual glance
-presently, and saw that it was addressed to Bosinney.
-
-"What are you writing to him about?" he asked.
-
-Irene, looking at him again with that intent look, said quietly:
-"Something he wanted me to do for him!"
-
-"Humph!" said Soames,--"Commissions!"
-
-"You'll have your work cut out if you begin that sort of thing!"
-He said no more.
-
-Swithin opened his eyes at the mention of Robin Hill; it was a
-long way for his horses, and he always dined at half-past seven,
-before the rush at the Club began; the new chef took more trouble
-with an early dinner--a lazy rascal!
-
-He would like to have a look at the house, however. A house
-appealed to any Forsyte, and especially to one who had been an
-auctioneer. After all he said the distance was nothing. When he
-was a younger man he had had rooms at Richmond for many years,
-kept his carriage and pair there, and drove them up and down to
-business every day of his life.
-
-Four-in-hand Forsyte they called him! His T-cart, his horses had
-been known from Hyde Park Corner to the Star and Garter. The
-Duke of Z.... wanted to get hold of them, would have given him
-double the money, but he had kept them; know a good thing when
-you have it, eh? A look of solemn pride came portentously on his
-shaven square old face, he rolled his head in his stand-up
-collar, like a turkey-cock preening himself.
-
-She was really--a charming woman! He enlarged upon her frock
-afterwards to Aunt Juley, who held up her hands at his way of
-putting it.
-
-Fitted her like a skin--tight as a drum; that was how he liked
-'em, all of a piece, none of your daverdy, scarecrow women! He
-gazed at Mrs. Septimus Small, who took after James--long and
-thin.
-
-"There's style about her," he went on, "fit for a king! And
-she's so quiet with it too!"
-
-"She seems to have made quite a conquest of you, any way,"
-drawled Aunt Hester from her corner.
-
-Swithin heard extremely well when anybody attacked him.
-
-"What's that?" he said. "I know a--pretty--woman when I see one,
-and all I can say is, I don't see the young man about that's fit
-for her; but perhaps--you--do, come, perhaps--you-do!"
-
-"Oh?" murmured Aunt Hester, "ask Juley!"
-
-Long before they reached Robin Hill, however, the unaccustomed
-airing had made him terribly sleepy; he drove with his eyes
-closed, a life-time of deportment alone keeping his tall and
-bulky form from falling askew.
-
-Bosinney, who was watching, came out to meet them, and all three
-entered the house together; Swithin in front making play with a
-stout gold-mounted Malacca cane, put into his hand by Adolf, for
-his knees were feeling the effects of their long stay in the same
-position. He had assumed his fur coat, to guard against the
-draughts of the unfinished house.
-
-The staircase--he said--was handsome! the baronial style! They
-would want some statuary about! He came to a standstill between
-the columns of the doorway into the inner court, and held out his
-cane inquiringly.
-
-What was this to be--this vestibule, or whatever they called it?
-But gazing at the skylight, inspiration came to him.
-
-"Ah! the billiard-room!"
-
-When told it was to be a tiled court with plants in the centre,
-he turned to Irene:
-
-"Waste this on plants? You take my advice and have a billiard
-table here!"
-
-Irene smiled. She had lifted her veil, banding it like a nun's
-coif across her forehead, and the smile of her dark eyes below
-this seemed to Swithin more charming than ever. He nodded. She
-would take his advice he saw.
-
-He had little to say of the drawing or dining-rooms, which he
-described as 'spacious"; but fell into such raptures as he
-permitted to a man of his dignity, in the wine-cellar, to which
-he descended by stone steps, Bosinney going first with a light.
-
-"You'll have room here," he said, "for six or seven hundred
-dozen--a very pooty little cellar!"
-
-Bosinney having expressed the wish to show them the house from
-the copse below, Swithin came to a stop.
-
-"There's a fine view from here," he remarked; "you haven't such a
-thing as a chair?"
-
-A chair was brought him from Bosinney's tent.
-
-"You go down," he said blandly; "you two! I'll sit here and look
-at the view."
-
-He sat down by the oak tree, in the sun; square and upright, with
-one hand stretched out, resting on the nob of his cane, the other
-planted on his knee; his fur coat thrown open, his hat, roofing
-with its flat top the pale square of his face; his stare, very
-blank, fixed on the landscape.
-
-He nodded to them as they went off down through the fields. He
-was, indeed, not sorry to be left thus for a quiet moment of
-reflection. The air was balmy, not too much heat in the sun; the
-prospect a fine one, a remarka.... His head fell a little to one
-side; he jerked it up and thought: Odd! He--ah! They were
-waving to him from the bottom! He put up his hand, and moved it
-more than once. They were active--the prospect was remar....
-His head fell to the left, he jerked it up at once; it fell to
-the right. It remained there; he was asleep.
-
-And asleep, a sentinel on the--top of the rise, he appeared to
-rule over this prospect--remarkable--like some image blocked out
-by the special artist, of primeval Forsytes in pagan days, to
-record the domination of mind over matter!
-
-And all the unnumbered generations of his yeoman ancestors, wont
-of a Sunday to stand akimbo surveying their little plots of land,
-their grey unmoving eyes hiding their instinct with its hidden
-roots of violence, their instinct for possession to the exclusion
-of all the world--all these unnumbered generations seemed to sit
-there with him on the top of the rise.
-
-But from him, thus slumbering, his jealous Forsyte spirit
-travelled far, into God-knows-what jungle of fancies; with those
-two young people, to see what they were doing down there in the
-copse--in the copse where the spring was running riot with the
-scent of sap and bursting buds, the song of birds innumerable, a
-carpet of bluebells and sweet growing things, and the sun caught
-like gold in the tops of the trees; to see what they were doing,
-walking along there so close together on the path that was too
-narrow; walking along there so close that they were always
-touching; to watch Irene's eyes, like dark thieves, stealing the
-heart out of the spring. And a great unseen chaperon, his spirit
-was there, stopping with them to look at the little furry corpse
-of a mole, not dead an hour, with his mushroom-and-silver coat
-untouched by the rain or dew; watching over Irene's bent head,
-and the soft look of her pitying eyes; and over that young man's
-head, gazing at her so hard, so strangely. Walking on with them,
-too, across the open space where a wood-cutter had been at work,
-where the bluebells were trampled down, and a trunk had swayed
-and staggered down from its gashed stump. Climbing it with them,
-over, and on to the very edge of the copse, whence there
-stretched an undiscovered country, from far away in which came
-the sounds, 'Cuckoo-cuckoo!'
-
-Silent, standing with them there, and uneasy at their silence!
-Very queer, very strange!
-
-Then back again, as though guilty, through the wood--back to the
-cutting, still silent, amongst the songs of birds that never
-ceased, and the wild scent--hum! what was it--like that herb
-they put in--back to the log across the path....
-
-And then unseen, uneasy, flapping above them, trying to make
-noises, his Forsyte spirit watched her balanced on the log, her
-pretty figure swaying, smiling down at that young man gazing up
-with such strange, shining eyes, slipping now--a--ah! falling,
-o--oh! sliding--down his breast; her soft, warm body clutched,
-her head bent back from his lips; his kiss; her recoil; his cry:
-"You must know--I love you!" Must know--indeed, a pretty...?
-Love! Hah!
-
-Swithin awoke; virtue had gone out of him. He had a taste in his
-mouth. Where was he?
-
-Damme! He had been asleep!
-
-He had dreamed something about a new soup, with a taste of mint
-in it.
-
-Those young people--where had they got to? His left leg had pins
-and needles.
-
-"Adolf!" The rascal was not there; the rascal was asleep
-somewhere.
-
-He stood up, tall, square, bulky in his fur, looking anxiously
-down over the fields, and presently he saw them coming.
-
-Irene was in front; that young fellow--what had they nicknamed
-him--'The Buccaneer?' looked precious hangdog there behind her;
-had got a flea in his ear, he shouldn't wonder. Serve him right,
-taking her down all that way to look at the house! The proper
-place to look at a house from was the lawn.
-
-They saw him. He extended his arm, and moved it spasmodically to
-encourage them. But they had stopped. What were they standing
-there for, talking--talking? They came on again. She had been,
-giving him a rub, he had not the least doubt of it, and no
-wonder, over a house like that--a great ugly thing, not the sort
-of house he was accustomed to.
-
-He looked intently at their faces, with his pale, immovable
-stare. That young man looked very queer!
-
-"You'll never make anything of this!" he said tartly, pointing at
-the mansion;--"too newfangled!"
-
-Bosinney gazed at him as though he had not heard; and Swithin
-afterwards described him to Aunt Hester as "an extravagant sort
-of fellow very odd way of looking at you--a bumpy beggar!"
-
-What gave rise to this sudden piece of psychology he did not
-state; possibly Bosinney's, prominent forehead and cheekbones and
-chin, or something hungry in his face, which quarrelled with
-Swithin's conception of the calm satiety that should characterize
-the perfect gentleman.
-
-He brightened up at the mention of tea. He had a contempt for
-tea--his brother Jolyon had been in tea; made a lot of money by
-it--but he was so thirsty, and had such a taste in his mouth,
-that he was prepared to drink anything. He longed to inform
-Irene of the taste in his mouth--she was so sympathetic--but it
-would not be a distinguished thing to do; he rolled his tongue
-round, and faintly smacked it against his palate.
-
-In a far corner of the tent Adolf was bending his cat-like
-moustaches over a kettle. He left it at once to draw the cork of
-a pint-bottle of champagne. Swithin smiled, and, nodding at
-Bosinney, said: "Why, you're quite a Monte Cristo!" This
-celebrated novel--one of the half-dozen he had read--had produced
-an extraordinary impression on his mind.
-
-Taking his glass from the table, he held it away from him to
-scrutinize the colour; thirsty as he was, it was not likely that
-he was going to drink trash! Then, placing it to his lips, he
-took a sip.
-
-"A very nice wine," he said at last, passing it before his nose;
-"not the equal of my Heidsieck!"
-
-It was at this moment that the idea came to him which he
-afterwards imparted at Timothy's in this nutshell: "I shouldn't
-wonder a bit if that architect chap were sweet upon Mrs. Soames!"
-
-And from this moment his pale, round eyes never ceased to bulge
-with the interest of his discovery.
-
-"The fellow," he said to Mrs. Septimus, "follows her about with
-his eyes like a dog--the bumpy beggar! I don't wonder at it--
-she's a very charming woman, and, I should say, the pink of
-discretion!" A vague consciousness of perfume caging about
-Irene, like that from a flower with half-closed petals and a
-passionate heart, moved him to the creation of this image. "But
-I wasn't sure of it," he said, "till I saw him pick up her
-handkerchief."
-
-Mrs. Small's eyes boiled with excitement.
-
-"And did he give it her back?" she asked.
-
-"Give it back?" said Swithin: "I saw him slobber on it when he
-thought I wasn't looking!"
-
-Mrs. Small gasped--too interested to speak.
-
-"But she gave him no encouragement," went on Swithin; he stopped,
-and stared for a minute or two in the way that alarmed Aunt
-Hester so--he had suddenly recollected that, as they were
-starting back in the phaeton, she had given Bosinney her hand a
-second time, and let it stay there too.... He had touched his
-horses smartly with the whip, anxious to get her all to himself.
-But she had looked back, and she had not answered his first
-question; neither had he been able to see her face--she had kept
-it hanging down.
-
-There is somewhere a picture, which Swithin has not seen, of a
-man sitting on a rock, and by him, immersed in the still, green
-water, a sea-nymph lying on her back, with her hand on her naked
-breast. She has a half-smile on her face--a smile of hopeless
-surrender and of secret joy.
-
-Seated by Swithin's side, Irene may have been smiling like that.
-
-When, warmed by champagne, he had her all to himself, he
-unbosomed himself of his wrongs; of his smothered resentment
-against the new chef at the club; his worry over the house in
-Wigmore Street, where the rascally tenant had gone bankrupt
-through helping his brother-in-law as if charity did not begin at
-home; of his deafness, too, and that pain he sometimes got in his
-right side. She listened, her eyes swimming under their lids.
-He thought she was thinking deeply of his troubles, and pitied
-himself terribly. Yet in his fur coat, with frogs across the
-breast, his top hat aslant, driving this beautiful woman, he had
-never felt more distinguished.
-
-A coster, however, taking his girl for a Sunday airing, seemed to
-have the same impression about himself. This person had flogged
-his donkey into a gallop alongside, and sat, upright as a
-waxwork, in his shallopy chariot, his chin settled pompously on a
-red handkerchief, like Swithin's on his full cravat; while his
-girl, with the ends of a fly-blown boa floating out behind, aped
-a woman of fashion. Her swain moved a stick with a ragged bit of
-string dangling from the end, reproducing with strange fidelity
-the circular flourish of Swithin's whip, and rolled his head at
-his lady with a leer that had a weird likeness to Swithin's
-primeval stare.
-
-Though for a time unconscious of the lowly ruffian's presence,
-Swithin presently took it into his head that he was being guyed.
-He laid his whip-lash across the mares flank. The two chariots,
-however, by some unfortunate fatality continued abreast.
-Swithin's yellow, puffy face grew red; he raised his whip to lash
-the costermonger, but was saved from so far forgetting his
-dignity by a special intervention of Providence. A carriage
-driving out through a gate forced phaeton and donkey-cart into
-proximity; the wheels grated, the lighter vehicle skidded, and
-was overturned.
-
-Swithin did not look round. On no account would he have pulled
-up to help the ruffian. Serve him right if he had broken his
-neck!
-
-But he could not if he would. The greys had taken alarm. The
-phaeton swung from side to side, and people raised frightened
-faces as they went dashing past. Swithin's great arms, stretched
-at full length, tugged at the reins. His cheeks were puffed, his
-lips compressed, his swollen face was of a dull, angry red.
-
-Irene had her hand on the rail, and at every lurch she gripped it
-tightly. Swithin heard her ask:
-
-"Are we going to have an accident, Uncle Swithin?"
-
-He gasped out between his pants: "It's nothing; a--little fresh!"
-
-"I've never been in an accident."
-
-"Don't you move!" He took a look at her. She was smiling,
-perfectly calm. "Sit still," he repeated. "Never fear, I'll get
-you home!"
-
-And in the midst of all his terrible efforts, he was surprised to
-hear her answer in a voice not like her own:
-
-"I don't care if I never get home!"
-
-The carriage giving a terrific lurch, Swithin's exclamation was
-jerked back into his throat. The horses, winded by the rise of a
-hill, now steadied to a trot, and finally stopped of their own
-accord.
-
-"When"--Swithin described it at Timothy's--"I pulled 'em up,
-there she was as cool as myself. God bless my soul! she behaved
-as if she didn't care whether she broke her neck or not! What
-was it she said: 'I don't care if I never get home?" Leaning over
-the handle of his cane, he wheezed out, to Mrs. Small's terror:
-"And I'm not altogether surprised, with a finickin' feller like
-young Soames for a husband!"
-
-It did not occur to him to wonder what Bosinney had done after
-they had left him there alone; whether he had gone wandering
-about like the dog to which Swithin had compared him; wandering
-down to that copse where the spring was still in riot, the cuckoo
-still calling from afar; gone down there with her handkerchief
-pressed to lips, its fragrance mingling with the scent of mint
-and thyme. Gone down there with such a wild, exquisite pain in
-his heart that he could have cried out among the trees. Or what,
-indeed, the fellow had done. In fact, till he came to Timothy's,
-Swithin had forgotten all about him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-JAMES GOES TO SEE FOR HIMSELF
-
-
-Those ignorant of Forsyte 'Change would not, perhaps, foresee all
-the stir made by Irene's visit to the house.
-
-After Swithin had related at Timothy's the full story of his
-memorable drive, the same, with the least suspicion of curiosity,
-the merest touch of malice, and a real desire to do good, was
-passed on to June.
-
-"And what a dreadful thing to say, my dear!" ended Aunt Juley;
-"that about not going home. What did she mean?"
-
-It was a strange recital for the girl. She heard it flushing
-painfully, and, suddenly, with a curt handshake, took her
-departure.
-
-"Almost rude!" Mrs. Small said to Aunt Hester, when June was
-gone.
-
-The proper construction was put on her reception of the news.
-She was upset. Something was therefore very wrong. Odd! She
-and Irene had been such friends!
-
-It all tallied too well with whispers and hints that had been
-going about for some time past. Recollections of Euphemia's
-account of the visit to the theatre--Mr. Bosinney always at
-Soames's? Oh, indeed! Yes, of course, he would be about the
-house! Nothing open. Only upon the greatest, the most important
-provocation was it necessary to say anything open on Forsyte
-'Change. This machine was too nicely adjusted; a hint, the
-merest trifling expression of regret or doubt, sufficed to set
-the family soul so sympathetic--vibrating. No one desired that
-harm should come of these vibrations--far from it; they were set
-in motion with the best intentions, with the feeling, that each
-member of the family had a stake in the family soul.
-
-And much kindness lay at the bottom of the gossip; it would
-frequently result in visits of condolence being made, in
-accordance with the customs of Society, thereby conferring a real
-benefit upon the sufferers, and affording consolation to the
-sound, who felt pleasantly that someone at all events was
-suffering from that from which they themselves were not
-suffering. In fact, it was simply a desire to keep things
-well-aired, the desire which animates the Public Press, that
-brought James, for instance, into communication with Mrs.
-Septimus, Mrs. Septimus, with the little Nicholases, the little
-Nicholases with who-knows-whom, and so on. That great class to
-which they had risen, and now belonged, demanded a certain
-candour, a still more certain reticence. This combination
-guaranteed their membership.
-
-Many of the younger Forsytes felt, very naturally, and would
-openly declare, that they did not want their affairs pried into;
-but so powerful was the invisible, magnetic current of family
-gossip, that for the life of them they could not help knowing all
-about everything. It was felt to be hopeless.
-
-One of them (young Roger) had made an heroic attempt to free the
-rising generation, by speaking of Timothy as an 'old cat.' The
-effort had justly recoiled upon himself; the words, coming round
-in the most delicate way to Aunt Juley's ears, were repeated by
-her in a shocked voice to Mrs. Roger, whence they returned again
-to young Roger.
-
-And, after all, it was only the wrong-doers who suffered; as, for
-instance, George, when he lost all that money playing billiards;
-or young Roger himself, when he was so dreadfully near to
-marrying the girl to whom, it was whispered, he was already
-married by the laws of Nature; or again Irene, who was thought,
-rather than said, to be in danger.
-
-All this was not only pleasant but salutary. And it made so many
-hours go lightly at Timothy's in the Bayswater Road; so many
-hours that must otherwise have been sterile and heavy to those
-three who lived there; and Timothy's was but one of hundreds of
-such homes in this City of London--the homes of neutral persons
-of the secure classes, who are out of the battle themselves, and
-must find their reason for existing, in the battles of others.
-
-But for the sweetness of family gossip, it must indeed have been
-lonely there. Rumours and tales, reports, surmises--were they
-not the children of the house, as dear and precious as the
-prattling babes the brother and sisters had missed in their own
-journey? To talk about them was as near as they could get to
-the possession of all those children and grandchildren, after
-whom their soft hearts yearned. For though it is doubtful
-whether Timothy's heart yearned, it is indubitable that at the
-arrival of each fresh Forsyte child he was quite upset.
-
-Useless for young Roger to say, "Old cat!" for Euphemia to hold up
-her hands and cry: "Oh! those three!" and break into her silent
-laugh with the squeak at the end. Useless, and not too kind.
-
-The situation which at this stage might seem, and especially to
-Forsyte eyes, strange--not to say 'impossible'--was, in view of
-certain facts, not so strange after all. Some things had been
-lost sight of. And first, in the security bred of many harmless
-marriages, it had been forgotten that Love is no hot-house
-flower, but a wild plant, born of a wet night, born of an hour
-of sunshine; sprung from wild seed, blown along the road by a
-wild wind. A wild plant that, when it blooms by chance within
-the hedge of our gardens, we call a flower; and when it blooms
-outside we call a weed; but, flower or weed, whose scent and
-colour are always, wild! And further--the facts and figures of
-their own lives being against the perception of this truth--it
-was not generally recognised by Forsytes that, where, this wild
-plant springs, men and women are but moths around the pale,
-flame-like blossom.
-
-It was long since young Jolyon's escapade--there was danger of a
-tradition again arising that people in their position never cross
-the hedge to pluck that flower; that one could reckon on having
-love, like measles, once in due season, and getting over it
-comfortably for all time--as with measles, on a soothing mixture
-of butter and honey--in the arms of wedlock.
-
-Of all those whom this strange rumour about Bosinney and Mrs.
-Soames reached, James was the most affected. He had long
-forgotten how he had hovered, lanky and pale, in side whiskers of
-chestnut hue, round Emily, in the days of his own courtship. He
-had long forgotten the small house in the purlieus of Mayfair,
-where he had spent the early days of his married life, or rather,
-he had long forgotten the early days, not the small house,--a
-Forsyte never forgot a house--he had afterwards sold it at a
-clear profit of four hundred pounds.
-
-He had long forgotten those days, with their hopes and fears and
-doubts about the prudence of the match (for Emily, though pretty,
-had nothing, and he himself at that time was making a bare
-thousand a year), and that strange, irresistible attraction which
-had drawn him on, till he felt he must die if he could not marry
-the girl with the fair hair, looped so neatly back, the fair arms
-emerging from a skin-tight bodice, the fair form decorously
-shielded by a cage of really stupendous circumference.
-
-James had passed through the fire, but he had passed also through
-the river of years which washes out the fire; he had experienced
-the saddest experience of all--forgetfulness of what it was like
-to be in love.
-
-Forgotten! Forgotten so long, that he had forgotten even that he
-had forgotten.
-
-And now this rumour had come upon him, this rumour about his
-son's wife; very vague, a shadow dodging among the palpable,
-straightforward appearances of things, unreal, unintelligible as
-a ghost, but carrying with it, like a ghost, inexplicable terror.
-
-He tried to bring it home to his mind, but it was no more use
-than trying to apply to himself one of those tragedies he read of
-daily in his evening paper. He simply could not. There could be
-nothing in it. It was all their nonsense. She didn't get on
-with Soames as well as she might, but she was a good little
-thing--a good little thing!
-
-Like the not inconsiderable majority of men, James relished a
-nice little bit of scandal, and would say, in a matter-of-fact
-tone, licking his lips, "Yes, yes--she and young Dyson; they tell
-me they're living at Monte Carlo!"
-
-But the significance of an affair of this sort--of its past, its
-present, or its future--had never struck him. What it meant,
-what torture and raptures had gone to its construction, what
-slow, overmastering fate had lurked within the facts, very naked,
-sometimes sordid, but generally spicy, presented to his gaze. He
-was not in the habit of blaming, praising, drawing deductions, or
-generalizing at all about such things; he simply listened rather
-greedily, and repeated what he was told, finding considerable
-benefit from the practice, as from the consumption of a sherry
-and bitters before a meal.
-
-Now, however, that such a thing--or rather the rumour, the breath
-of it--had come near him personally, he felt as in a fog, which
-filled his mouth full of a bad, thick flavour, and made it
-difficult to draw breath.
-
-A scandal! A possible scandal!
-
-To repeat this word to himself thus was the only way in which he
-could focus or make it thinkable. He had forgotten the
-sensations necessary for understanding the progress, fate, or
-meaning of any such business; he simply could no longer grasp the
-possibilities of people running any risk for the sake of passion.
-
-Amongst all those persons of his acquaintance, who went into the
-City day after day and did their business there, whatever it was,
-and in their leisure moments bought shares, and houses, and ate
-dinners, and played games, as he was told, it would have seemed
-to him ridiculous to suppose that there were any who would run
-risks for the sake of anything so recondite, so figurative, as
-passion.
-
-Passion! He seemed, indeed, to have heard of it, and rules such
-as 'A young man and a young woman ought never to be trusted
-together' were fixed in his mind as the parallels of latitude are
-fixed on a map (for all Forsytes, when it comes to 'bed-rock'
-matters of fact, have quite a fine taste in realism); but as to
-anything else--well, he could only appreciate it at all through
-the catch-word 'scandal.'
-
-Ah! but there was no truth in it--could not be. He was not
-afraid; she was really a good little thing. But there it was
-when you got a thing like that into your mind. And James was of
-a nervous temperament--one of those men whom things will not
-leave alone, who suffer tortures from anticipation and
-indecision. For fear of letting something slip that he might
-otherwise secure, he was physically unable to make up his mind
-until absolutely certain that, by not making it up, he would
-suffer loss.
-
-In life, however, there were many occasions when the business of
-making up his mind did not even rest with himself, and this was
-one of them.
-
-What could he do? Talk it over with Soames? That would only
-make matters worse. And, after all, there was nothing in it, he
-felt sure.
-
-It was all that house. He had mistrusted the idea from the
-first. What did Soames want to go into the country for? And, if
-he must go spending a lot of money building himself a house, why
-not have a first-rate man, instead of this young Bosinney, whom
-nobody knew anything about? He had told them how it would be.
-And he had heard that the house was costing Soames a pretty penny
-beyond what he had reckoned on spending.
-
-This fact, more than any other, brought home to James the real
-danger of the situation. It was always like this with these
-'artistic' chaps; a sensible man should have nothing to say to
-them. He had warned Irene, too. And see what had come of it!
-
-And it suddenly sprang into James's mind that he ought to go and
-see for himself. In the midst of that fog of uneasiness in which
-his mind was enveloped the notion that he could go and look at
-the house afforded him inexplicable satisfaction. It may have
-been simply the decision to do something--more possibly the fact
-that he was going to look at a house--that gave him relief.
-He felt that in staring at an edifice of bricks and mortar, of
-wood and stone, built by the suspected man himself, he would be
-looking into the heart of that rumour about Irene.
-
-Without saying a word, therefore, to anyone, he took a hansom to
-the station and proceeded by train to Robin Hill; thence--there
-being no 'flies,' in accordance with the custom of the
-neighbourhood--he found himself obliged to walk.
-
-He started slowly up the hill, his angular knees and high
-shoulders bent complainingly, his eyes fixed on his feet, yet,
-neat for all that, in his high hat and his frock-coat, on which
-was the speckless gloss imparted by perfect superintendence.
-Emily saw to that; that is, she did not, of course, see to it--
-people of good position not seeing to each other's buttons, and
-Emily was of good position--but she saw that the butler saw to
-it.
-
-He had to ask his way three times; on each occasion he repeated
-the directions given him, got the man to repeat them, then
-repeated them a second time, for he was naturally of a talkative
-disposition, and one could not be too careful in a new
-neighbourhood.
-
-He kept assuring them that it was a new house he was looking for;
-it was only, however, when he was shown the roof through the
-trees that he could feel really satisfied that he had not been
-directed entirely wrong.
-
-A heavy sky seemed to cover the world with the grey whiteness of
-a whitewashed ceiling. There was no freshness or fragrance in
-the air. On such a day even British workmen scarcely cared to do
-more then they were obliged, and moved about their business
-without the drone of talk which whiles away the pangs of labour.
-
-Through spaces of the unfinished house, shirt-sleeved figures
-worked slowly, and sounds arose--spasmodic knockings, the
-scraping of metal, the sawing of wood, with the rumble of
-wheelbarrows along boards; now and again the foreman's dog,
-tethered by a string to an oaken beam, whimpered feebly, with a
-sound like the singing of a kettle.
-
-The fresh-fitted window-panes, daubed each with a white patch in
-the centre, stared out at James like the eyes of a blind dog.
-
-And the building chorus went on, strident and mirthless under the
-grey-white sky. But the thrushes, hunting amongst the fresh-
-turned earth for worms, were silent quite.
-
-James picked his way among the heaps of gravel--the drive was
-being laid--till he came opposite the porch. Here he stopped and
-raised his eyes. There was but little to see from this point of
-view, and that little he took in at once; but he stayed in this
-position many minutes, and who shall know of what he thought.
-
-His china-blue eyes under white eyebrows that jutted out in
-little horns, never stirred; the long upper lip of his wide
-mouth, between the fine white whiskers, twitched once or twice;
-it was easy to see from that anxious rapt expression, whence
-Soames derived the handicapped look which sometimes came upon his
-face. James might have been saying to himself: 'I don't know--
-life's a tough job.'
-
-In this position Bosinney surprised him.
-
-James brought his eyes down from whatever bird's-nest they had
-been looking for in the sky to Bosinney's face, on which was a
-kind of humorous scorn.
-
-"How do you do, Mr. Forsyte? Come down to see for yourself?"
-
-It was exactly what James, as we know, had come for, and he was
-made correspondingly uneasy. He held out his hand, however,
-saying:
-
-"How are you?" without looking at Bosinney.
-
-The latter made way for him with an ironical smile.
-
-James scented something suspicious in this courtesy. "I should
-like to walk round the outside first," he said, "and see what
-you've been doing!"
-
-A flagged terrace of rounded stones with a list of two or three
-inches to port had been laid round the south-east and south-west
-sides of the house, and ran with a bevelled edge into mould,
-which was in preparation for being turfed; along this terrace
-James led the way.
-
-"Now what did this cost?" he asked, when he saw the terrace
-extending round the corner.
-
-"What should you think?" inquired Bosinney.
-
-"How should I know?" replied James somewhat nonplussed; "two or
-three hundred, I dare say!"
-
-"The exact sum!"
-
-James gave him a sharp look, but the architect appeared
-unconscious, and he put the answer down to mishearing.
-
-On arriving at the garden entrance, he stopped to look at the
-view.
-
-"That ought to come down," he said, pointing to the oak-tree.
-
-"You think so? You think that with the tree there you don't get
-enough view for your money."
-
-Again James eyed him suspiciously--this young man had a peculiar
-way of putting things: "Well!" he said, with a perplexed,
-nervous, emphasis, "I don't see what you want with a tree."
-
-"It shall come down to-morrow," said Bosinney.
-
-James was alarmed. "Oh," he said, "don't go saying I said it was
-to come down! I know nothing about it!"
-
-"No?"
-
-James went on in a fluster: "Why, what should I know about it?
-It's nothing to do with me! You do it on your own
-responsibility."
-
-"You'll allow me to mention your name?"
-
-James grew more and more alarmed: "I don't know what you want
-mentioning my name for," he muttered; "you'd better leave the
-tree alone. It's not your tree!"
-
-He took out a silk handkerchief and wiped his brow. They entered
-the house. Like Swithin, James was impressed by the inner
-court-yard.
-
-You must have spent a douce of a lot of money here," he said,
-after staring at the columns and gallery for some time. "Now,
-what did it cost to put up those columns?"
-
-"I can't tell you off-hand," thoughtfully answered Bosinney, "but
-I know it was a deuce of a lot!"
-
-"I should think so," said James. "I should...." He caught the
-architect's eye, and broke off. And now, whenever he came to
-anything of which he desired to know the cost, he stifled that
-curiosity.
-
-Bosinney appeared determined that he should see everything, and
-had not James been of too 'noticing' a nature, he would
-certainly have found himself going round the house a second time.
-He seemed so anxious to be asked questions, too, that James felt
-he must be on his guard. He began to suffer from his exertions,
-for, though wiry enough for a man of his long build, he was
-seventy-five years old.
-
-He grew discouraged; he seemed no nearer to anything, had not
-obtained from his inspection any of the knowledge he had vaguely
-hoped for. He had merely increased his dislike and mistrust of
-this young man, who had tired him out with his politeness, and in
-whose manner he now certainly detected mockery.
-
-The fellow was sharper than he had thought, and better-looking
-than he had hoped. He had a--a 'don't care' appearance that
-James, to whom risk was the most intolerable thing in life, did
-not appreciate; a peculiar smile, too, coming when least
-expected; and very queer eyes. He reminded James, as he said
-afterwards, of a hungry cat. This was as near as he could get,
-in conversation with Emily, to a description of the peculiar
-exasperation, velvetiness, and mockery, of which Bosinney's
-manner had been composed.
-
-At last, having seen all that was to be seen, he came out again
-at the door where he had gone in; and now, feeling that he was
-wasting time and strength and money, all for nothing, he took the
-courage of a Forsyte in both hands, and, looking sharply at
-Bosinney, said:
-
-"I dare say you see a good deal of my daughter-in-law; now, what
-does she think of the house? But she hasn't seen it, I suppose?"
-
-This he said, knowing all about Irene's visit not, of course,
-that there was anything in the visit, except that extraordinary
-remark she had made about 'not caring to get home'--and the story
-of how June had taken the news!
-
-He had determined, by this way of putting the question, to give
-Bosinney a chance, as he said to himself.
-
-The latter was long in answering, but kept his eyes with
-uncomfortable steadiness on James.
-
-"She has seen the house, but I can't tell you what she thinks of
-it."
-
-Nervous and baffled, James was constitutionally prevented from
-letting the matter drop.
-
-"Oh!" he said, "she has seen it? Soames brought her down, I
-suppose?"
-
-Bosinney smilingly replied: "Oh, no!"
-
-"What, did she come down alone?"
-
-"Oh, no!"
-
-"Then--who brought her?"
-
-"I really don't know whether I ought to tell you who brought
-her."
-
-To James, who knew that it was Swithin, this answer appeared
-incomprehensible.
-
-"Why!" he stammered, "you know that...." but he stopped, suddenly
-perceiving his danger.
-
-"Well," he said, "if you don't want to tell me I suppose you
-won't! Nobody tells me anything."
-
-Somewhat to his surprise Bosinney asked him a question.
-
-"By the by," he said, "could you tell me if there are likely to
-be any more of you coming down? I should like to be on the
-spot!"
-
-"Any more?" said James bewildered, "who should there be more? I
-don't know of any more. Good-bye?"
-
-Looking at the ground he held out his hand, crossed the palm of
-it with Bosinney's, and taking his umbrella just above the silk,
-walked away along the terrace.
-
-Before he turned the corner he glanced back, and saw Bosinney
-following him slowly--'slinking along the wall' as he put it to
-himself, 'like a great cat.' He paid no attention when the young
-fellow raised his hat.
-
-Outside the drive, and out of sight, he slackened his pace still
-more. Very slowly, more bent than when he came, lean, hungry,
-and disheartened, he made his way back to the station.
-
-The Buccaneer, watching him go so sadly home, felt sorry perhaps
-for his behaviour to the old man.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-SOAMES AND BOSINNEY CORRESPOND
-
-
-James said nothing to his son of this visit to the house; but,
-having occasion to go to Timothy's on morning on a matter
-connected with a drainage scheme which was being forced by the
-sanitary authorities on his brother, he mentioned it there.
-
-It was not, he said, a bad house. He could see that a good deal
-could be made of it. The fellow was clever in his way, though
-what it was going to cost Soames before it was done with he
-didn't know.
-
-Euphemia Forsyte, who happened to be in the room--she had come
-round to borrow the Rev. Mr. Scoles' last novel, 'Passion and
-Paregoric', which was having such a vogue--chimed in.
-
-"I saw Irene yesterday at the Stores; she and Mr. Bosinney were
-having a nice little chat in the Groceries."
-
-It was thus, simply, that she recorded a scene which had really
-made a deep and complicated impression on her. She had been
-hurrying to the silk department of the Church and Commercial
-Stores--that Institution than which, with its admirable system,
-admitting only guaranteed persons on a basis of payment before
-delivery, no emporium can be more highly recommended to Forsytes-
--to match a piece of prunella silk for her mother, who was
-waiting in the carriage outside.
-
-Passing through the Groceries her eye was unpleasantly attracted
-by the back view of a very beautiful figure. It was so
-charmingly proportioned, so balanced, and so well clothed, that
-Euphemia's instinctive propriety was at once alarmed; such
-figures, she knew, by intuition rather than experience, were
-rarely connected with virtue--certainly never in her mind, for
-her own back was somewhat difficult to fit.
-
-Her suspicions were fortunately confirmed. A young man coming
-from the Drugs had snatched off his hat, and was accosting the
-lady with the unknown back.
-
-It was then that she saw with whom she had to deal; the lady was
-undoubtedly Mrs. Soames, the young man Mr. Bosinney. Concealing
-herself rapidly over the purchase of a box of Tunisian dates, for
-she was impatient of awkwardly meeting people with parcels in her
-hands, and at the busy time of the morning, she was quite
-unintentionally an interested observer of their little interview.
-
-Mrs. Soames, usually somewhat pale, had a delightful colour in
-her cheeks; and Mr. Bosinney's manner was strange, though
-attractive (she thought him rather a distinguished-looking man,
-and George's name for him, 'The Buccaneer'--about which there was
-something romantic--quite charming). He seemed to be pleading.
-Indeed, they talked so earnestly--or, rather, he talked so
-earnestly, for Mrs. Soames did not say much--that they caused,
-inconsiderately, an eddy in the traffic. One nice old General,
-going towards Cigars, was obliged to step quite out of the way,
-and chancing to look up and see Mrs. Soames' face, he actually
-took off his hat, the old fool! So like a man!
-
-But it was Mrs. Soames' eyes that worried Euphemia. She never
-once looked at Mr. Bosinney until he moved on, and then she
-looked after him. And, oh, that look!
-
-On that look Euphemia had spent much anxious thought. It is not
-too much to say that it had hurt her with its dark, lingering
-softness, for all the world as though the woman wanted to
-drag him back, and unsay something she had been saying.
-
-Ah, well, she had had no time to go deeply into the matter just
-then, with that prunella silk on her hands; but she was 'very
-intriguee'--very! She had just nodded to Mrs. Soames, to show her
-that she had seen; and, as she confided, in talking it over
-afterwards, to her chum Francie (Roger's daughter), "Didn't she
-look caught out just? ...."
-
-James, most averse at the first blush to accepting any news
-confirmatory of his own poignant suspicions, took her up at once.
-
-"Oh" he said, "they'd be after wall-papers no doubt."
-
-Euphemia smiled. "In the Groceries?" she said softly; and,
-taking 'Passion and Paregoric' from the table, added: "And so
-you'll lend me this, dear Auntie? Good-bye!" and went away.
-
-James left almost immediately after; he was late as it was.
-
-When he reached the office of Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte, he
-found Soames, sitting in his revolving, chair, drawing up a
-defence. The latter greeted his father with a curt good-morning,
-and, taking an envelope from his pocket, said:
-
-"It may interest you to look through this."
-
-James read as follows:
-
-
-309D, SLOANE STREET,
-May 15.
-
-'DEAR FORSYTE,
-
-'The construction of your house being now completed, my duties as
-architect have come to an end. If I am to go on with the
-business of decoration, which at your request I undertook, I
-should like you to clearly understand that I must have a free
-hand.
-
-'You never come down without suggesting something that goes
-counter to my scheme. I have here three letters from you, each
-of which recommends an article I should never dream of putting
-in. I had your father here yesterday afternoon, who made further
-valuable suggestions.
-
-'Please make up your mind, therefore, whether you want me to
-decorate for you, or to retire which on the whole I should prefer
-to do.
-
-'But understand that, if I decorate, I decorate alone, without
-interference of any sort.
-
-If I do the thing, I will do it thoroughly, but I must have a
-free hand.
-
-'Yours truly,
-
-'PHILIP BOSINNEY.'
-
-
-The exact and immediate cause of this letter cannot, of course,
-be told, though it is not improbable that Bosinney may have been
-moved by some sudden revolt against his position towards Soames--
-that eternal position of Art towards Property--which is so
-admirably summed up, on the back of the most indispensable of
-modern appliances, in a sentence comparable to the very finest in
-Tacitus:
-
-
-THOS. T. SORROW, Inventor.
-BERT M. PADLAND, Proprietor.
-
-
-"What are you going to say to him?" James asked.
-
-Soames did not even turn his head. "I haven't made up my mind,"
-he said, and went on with his defence.
-
-A client of his, having put some buildings on a piece of ground
-that did not belong to him, had been suddenly and most irritat-
-ingly warned to take them off again. After carefully going into
-the facts, however, Soames had seen his way to advise that his
-client had what was known as a title by possession, and that,
-though undoubtedly the ground did not belong to him, he was
-entitled to keep it, and had better do so; and he was now
-following up this advice by taking steps to--as the sailors say--
-'make it so.'
-
-He had a distinct reputation for sound advice; people saying of
-him: "Go to young Forsyte--a long-headed fellow!" and he prized
-this reputation highly.
-
-His natural taciturnity was in his favour; nothing could be more
-calculated to give people, especially people with property
-(Soames had no other clients), the impression that he was a safe
-man. And he was safe. Tradition, habit, education, inherited
-aptitude, native caution, all joined to form a solid professional
-honesty, superior to temptation--from the very fact that it was
-built on an innate avoidance of risk. How could he fall, when
-his soul abhorred circumstances which render a fall possible--a
-man cannot fall off the floor!
-
-And those countless Forsytes, who, in the course of innumerable
-transactions concerned with property of all sorts (from wives to
-water rights), had occasion for the services of a safe man,
-found it both reposeful and profitable to confide in Soames.
-That slight superciliousness of his, combined with an air of
-mousing amongst precedents, was in his favour too--a man would
-not be supercilious unless he knew!
-
-He was really at the head of the business, for though James still
-came nearly every day to, see for himself, he did little now but
-sit in his chair, twist his legs, slightly confuse things already
-decided, and presently go away again, and the other partner,
-Bustard, was a poor thing, who did a great deal of work, but
-whose opinion was never taken.
-
-So Soames went steadily on with his defence. Yet it would be
-idle to say that his mind was at ease. He was suffering from a
-sense of impending trouble, that had haunted him for some time
-past. He tried to think it physical--a condition of his liver--
-but knew that it was not.
-
-He looked at his watch. In a quarter of an hour he was due at
-the General Meeting of the New Colliery Company--one of Uncle
-Jolyon's concerns; he should see Uncle Jolyon there, and say
-something to him about Bosinney--he had not made up his mind
-what, but something--in any case he should not answer this letter
-until he had seen Uncle Jolyon. He got up and methodically put
-away the draft of his defence. Going into a dark little
-cupboard, he turned up the light, washed his hands with a piece
-of brown Windsor soap, and dried them on a roller towel. Then he
-brushed his hair, paying strict attention to the parting, turned
-down the light, took his hat, and saying he would be back at
-half-past two, stepped into the Poultry.
-
-It was not far to the Offices of the New Colliery Company in
-Ironmonger Lane, where, and not at the Cannon Street Hotel, in
-accordance with the more ambitious practice of other companies,
-the General Meeting was always held. Old Jolyon had from the
-first set his face against the Press. What business--he said--
-had the Public with his concerns!
-
-Soames arrived on the stroke of time, and took his seat alongside
-the Board, who, in a row, each Director behind his own ink-pot,
-faced their Shareholders.
-
-In the centre of this row old Jolyon, conspicuous in his black,
-tightly-buttoned frock-coat and his white moustaches, was leaning
-back with finger tips crossed on a copy of the Directors' report
-and accounts.
-
-On his right hand, always a little larger than life, sat the
-Secretary, 'Down-by-the-starn' Hemmings; an all-too-sad sadness
-beaming in his fine eyes; his iron-grey beard, in mourning like
-the rest of him, giving the feeling of an all-too-black tie
-behind it.
-
-The occasion indeed was a melancholy one, only six weeks having
-elapsed since that telegram had come from Scorrier, the mining
-expert, on a private mission to the Mines, informing them that
-Pippin, their Superintendent, had committed suicide in
-endeavouring, after his extraordinary two years' silence, to
-write a letter to his Board. That letter was on the table now;
-it would be read to the Shareholders, who would of course be put
-into possession of all the facts.
-
-Hemmings had often said to Soames, standing with his coat-tails
-divided before the fireplace:
-
-"What our Shareholders don't know about our affairs isn't worth
-knowing. You may take that from me, Mr. Soames."
-
-On one occasion, old Jolyon being present, Soames recollected a
-little unpleasantness. His uncle had looked up sharply and said:
-"Don't talk nonsense, Hemmings! You mean that what they do know
-isn't worth knowing!" Old Jolyon detested humbug.
-
-Hemmings, angry-eyed, and wearing a smile like that of a trained
-poodle, had replied in an outburst of artificial applause: "Come,
-now, that's good, sir--that's very good. Your uncle will have
-his joke!"
-
-The next time he had seen Soames he had taken the opportunity of
-saying to him: "The chairman's getting very old!--I can't get him
-to understand things; and he's so wilful--but what can you
-expect, with a chin like his?"
-
-Soames had nodded.
-
-Everyone knew that Uncle Jolyon's chin was a caution. He was
-looking worried to-day, in spite of his General Meeting look; he
-(Soames) should certainly speak to him about Bosinney.
-
-Beyond old Jolyon on the left was little Mr. Booker, and he, too,
-wore his General Meeting look, as though searching for some
-particularly tender shareholder. And next him was the deaf
-director, with a frown; and beyond the deaf director, again, was
-old Mr. Bleedham, very bland, and having an air of conscious
-virtue--as well he might, knowing that the brown-paper parcel he
-always brought to the Board-room was concealed behind his hat
-(one of that old-fashioned class, of flat-brimmed top-hats which
-go with very large bow ties, clean-shaven lips, fresh cheeks, and
-neat little, white whiskers).
-
-Soames always attended the General Meeting; it was considered
-better that he should do so, in case 'anything should arise!' He
-glanced round with his close, supercilious air at the walls of
-the room, where hung plans of the mine and harbour, together with
-a large photograph of a shaft leading to a working which had
-proved quite remarkably unprofitable. This photograph--a witness
-to the eternal irony underlying commercial enterprise till
-retained its position on the--wall, an effigy of the directors'
-pet, but dead, lamb.
-
-And now old Jolyon rose, to present the report and accounts.
-
-Veiling under a Jove-like serenity that perpetual antagonism
-deep-seated in the bosom of a director towards his shareholders,
-he faced them calmly. Soames faced them too. He knew most of
-them by sight. There was old Scrubsole, a tar man, who always
-came, as Hemmings would say, 'to make himself nasty,' a
-cantankerous-looking old fellow with a red face, a jowl, and an
-enormous low-crowned hat reposing on his knee. And the Rev. Mr.
-Boms, who always proposed a vote of thanks to the chairman, in
-which he invariably expressed the hope that the Board would not
-forget to elevate their employees, using the word with a double
-e, as being more vigorous and Anglo-Saxon (he had the strong
-Imperialistic tendencies of his cloth). It was his salutary
-custom to buttonhole a director afterwards, and ask him whether
-he thought the coming year would be good or bad; and, according
-to the trend of the answer, to buy or sell three shares within
-the ensuing fortnight.
-
-And there was that military man, Major O'Bally, who could not
-help speaking, if only to second the re-election of the auditor,
-and who sometimes caused serious consternation by taking toasts--
-proposals rather--out of the hands of persons who had been
-flattered with little slips of paper, entrusting the said
-proposals to their care.
-
-These made up the lot, together with four or five strong, silent
-shareholders, with whom Soames could sympathize--men of business,
-who liked to keep an eye on their affairs for themselves, without
-being fussy--good, solid men, who came to the City every day and
-went back in the evening to good, solid wives.
-
-Good, solid wives! There was something in that thought which
-roused the nameless uneasiness in Soames again.
-
-What should he say to his uncle? What answer should he make to
-this letter?
-
-. . . . "If any shareholder has any question to put, I shall
-be glad to answer it." A soft thump. Old Jolyon had let the
-report and accounts fall, and stood twisting his tortoise-shell
-glasses between thumb and forefinger.
-
-The ghost of a smile appeared on Soames' face. They had better
-hurry up with their questions! He well knew his uncle's method
-(the ideal one) of at once saying: "I propose, then, that the
-report and accounts be adopted!" Never let them get their wind--
-shareholders were notoriously wasteful of time!
-
-A tall, white-bearded man, with a gaunt, dissatisfied face,
-arose:
-
-"I believe I am in order, Mr. Chairman, in raising a question on
-this figure of L5000 in the accounts. 'To the widow and
-family"' (he looked sourly round), "'of our late superintendent,'
-who so--er--ill-advisedly (I say--ill-advisedly) committed
-suicide, at a time when his services were of the utmost value to
-this Company. You have stated that the agreement which he has so
-unfortunately cut short with his own hand was for a period of
-five years, of which one only had expired--I--"
-
-Old Jolyon made a gesture of impatience.
-
-"I believe I am in order, Mr. Chairman--I ask whether this amount
-paid, or proposed to be paid, by the Board to the er--deceased--
-is for services which might have been rendered to the Company--
-had he not committed suicide?"
-
-"It is in recognition of past services, which we all know--you as
-well as any of us--to have been of vital value."
-
-"Then, sir, all I have to say is that the services being past,
-the amount is too much."
-
-The shareholder sat down.
-
-Old Jolyon waited a second and said: "I now propose that the
-report and--"
-
-The shareholder rose again: "May I ask if the Board realizes
-that it is not their money which--I don't hesitate to say that if
-it were their money...."
-
-A second shareholder, with a round, dogged face, whom Soames
-recognised as the late superintendent's brother-in-law, got up
-and said warmly: "In my opinion, sir, the sum is not enough!"
-
-The Rev. Mr. Boms now rose to his feet. "If I may venture to
-express myself," he said, "I should say that the fact of the--er-
--deceased having committed suicide should weigh very heavily--
-very heavily with our worthy chairman. I have no doubt it has
-weighed with him, for--I say this for myself and I think for
-everyone present (hear, hear)--he enjoys our confidence in a high
-degree. We all desire, I should hope, to be charitable. But I
-feel sure" (he-looked severely at the late superintendent's
-brother-in-law) "that he will in some way, by some written
-expression, or better perhaps by reducing the amount, record our
-grave disapproval that so promising and valuable a life should
-have been thus impiously removed from a sphere where both its own
-interests and--if I may say so--our interests so imperatively
-demanded its continuance. We should not--nay, we may not--
-countenance so grave a dereliction of all duty, both human and
-divine."
-
-The reverend gentleman resumed his seat. The late super-
-intendent's brother-in-law again rose: "What I have said I
-stick to," he said; "the amount is not enough!"
-
-The first shareholder struck in: "I challenge the legality of the
-payment. In my opinion this payment is not legal. The Company's
-solicitor is present; I believe I am in order in asking him the
-question."
-
-All eyes were now turned upon Soames. Something had arisen!
-
-He stood up, close-lipped and cold; his nerves inwardly
-fluttered, his attention tweaked away at last from contemplation
-of that cloud looming on the horizon of his mind.
-
-"The point," he said in a low, thin voice, "is by no means clear.
-As there is no possibility of future consideration being
-received, it is doubtful whether the payment is strictly legal.
-If it is desired, the opinion of the court could be taken."
-
-The superintendent's brother-in-law frowned, and said in a
-meaning tone: "We have no doubt the opinion of the court could be
-taken. May I ask the name of the gentleman who has given us that
-striking piece of information? Mr. Soames Forsyte? Indeed!" He
-looked from Soames to old Jolyon in a pointed manner.
-
-A flush coloured Soames' pale cheeks, but his superciliousness
-did not waver. Old Jolyon fixed his eyes on the speaker.
-
-"If," he said, "the late superintendents brother-in-law has
-nothing more to say, I propose that the report and accounts...."
-
-At this moment, however, there rose one of those five silent,
-stolid shareholders, who had excited Soames' sympathy. He said:
-
-"I deprecate the proposal altogether. We are expected to give
-charity to this man's wife and children, who, you tell us, were
-dependent on him. They may have been; I do not care whether they
-were or not. I object to the whole thing on principle. It is
-high time a stand was made against this sentimental human-
-itarianism. The country is eaten up with it. I object to
-my money being paid to these people of whom I know nothing, who
-have done nothing to earn it. I object in toto; it is not
-business. I now move that the report and accounts be put back,
-and amended by striking out the grant altogether."
-
-Old Jolyon had remained standing while the strong, silent man was
-speaking. The speech awoke an echo in all hearts, voicing, as it
-did, the worship of strong men, the movement against generosity,
-which had at that time already commenced among the saner members
-of the community.
-
-The words 'it is not business' had moved even the Board;
-privately everyone felt that indeed it was not. But they knew
-also the chairman's domineering temper and tenacity. He, too, at
-heart must feel that it was not business; but he was committed to
-his own proposition. Would he go back upon it? It was thought
-to be unlikely.
-
-All waited with interest. Old Jolyon held up his hand;
-dark-rimmed glasses depending between his finger and thumb
-quivered slightly with a suggestion of menace.
-
-He addressed the strong, silent shareholder.
-
-"Knowing, as you do, the efforts of our late superintendent upon
-the occasion of the explosion at the mines, do you seriously wish
-me to put that amendment, sir?"
-
-"I do."
-
-Old Jolyon put the amendment.
-
-"Does anyone second this?" he asked, looking calmly round.
-
-And it was then that Soames, looking at his uncle, felt the power
-of will that was in that old man. No one stirred. Looking
-straight into the eyes of the strong, silent shareholder, old
-Jolyon said:
-
-"I now move, 'That the report and accounts for the year 1886 be
-received and adopted.' You second that? Those in favour signify
-the same in the usual way. Contrary--no. Carried. The next
-business, gentlemen...."
-
-Soames smiled. Certainly Uncle Jolyon had a way with him!
-
-But now his attention relapsed upon Bosinney.
-
-Odd how that fellow haunted his thoughts, even in business hours.
-
-Irene's visit to the house--but there was nothing in that, except
-that she might have told him; but then, again, she never did tell
-him anything. She was more silent, more touchy, every day. He
-wished to God the house were finished, and they were in it, away
-from London. Town did not suit her; her nerves were not strong
-enough. That nonsense of the separate room had cropped up again!
-
-The meeting was breaking up now. Underneath the photograph of
-the lost shaft Hemmings was buttonholed by the Rev. Mr. Boms.
-Little Mr. Booker, his bristling eyebrows wreathed in angry
-smiles, was having a parting turn-up with old Scrubsole. The two
-hated each other like poison. There was some matter of a
-tar-contract between them, little Mr. Booker having secured it
-from the Board for a nephew of his, over old Scrubsole's head.
-Soames had heard that from Hemmings, who liked a gossip, more
-especially about his directors, except, indeed, old Jolyon, of
-whom he was afraid.
-
-Soames awaited his opportunity. The last shareholder was
-vanishing through the door, when he approached his uncle, who was
-putting on his hat.
-
-"Can I speak to you for a minute, Uncle Jolyon?"
-
-It is uncertain what Soames expected to get out of this
-interview.
-
-Apart from that somewhat mysterious awe in which Forsytes in
-general held old Jolyon, due to his philosophic twist, or
-perhaps--as Hemmings would doubtless have said--to his chin,
-there was, and always had been, a subtle antagonism between the
-younger man and the old. It had lurked under their dry manner of
-greeting, under their non-committal allusions to each other, and
-arose perhaps from old Jolyon's perception of the quiet tenacity
-('obstinacy,' he rather naturally called it) of the young man, of
-a secret doubt whether he could get his own way with him.
-
-Both these Forsytes, wide asunder as the poles in many respects,
-possessed in their different ways--to a greater degree than the
-rest of the family--that essential quality of tenacious and
-prudent insight into 'affairs,' which is the highwater mark of
-their great class. Either of them, with a little luck and
-opportunity, was equal to a lofty career; either of them would
-have made a good financier, a great contractor, a statesman,
-though old Jolyon, in certain of his moods when under the
-influence of a cigar or of Nature--would have been capable of,
-not perhaps despising, but certainly of questioning, his own high
-position, while Soames, who never smoked cigars, would not.
-
-Then, too, in old Jolyon's mind there was always the secret ache,
-that the son of James--of James, whom he had always thought such
-a poor thing, should be pursuing the paths of success, while his
-own son...!
-
-And last, not least--for he was no more outside the radiation of
-family gossip than any other Forsyte--he had now heard the
-sinister, indefinite, but none the less disturbing rumour about
-Bosinney, and his pride was wounded to the quick.
-
-Characteristically, his irritation turned not against Irene but
-against Soames. The idea that his nephew's wife (why couldn't
-the fellow take better care of her--Oh! quaint injustice! as
-though Soames could possibly take more care!)--should be drawing
-to herself June's lover, was intolerably humiliating. And seeing
-the danger, he did not, like James, hide it away in sheer
-nervousness, but owned with the dispassion of his broader
-outlook, that it was not unlikely; there was something very
-attractive about Irene!
-
-He had a presentiment on the subject of Soames' communication as
-they left the Board Room together, and went out into the noise
-and hurry of Cheapside. They walked together a good minute
-without speaking, Soames with his mousing, mincing step, and old
-Jolyon upright and using his umbrella languidly as a
-walking-stick.
-
-They turned presently into comparative quiet, for old Jolyon's
-way to a second Board led him in the direction of Moorage Street.
-
-Then Soames, without lifting his eyes, began: "I've had this
-letter from Bosinney. You see what he says; I thought I'd let
-you know. I've spent a lot more than I intended on this house,
-and I want the position to be clear."
-
-Old Jolyon ran his eyes unwillingly over the letter: "What he
-says is clear enough," he said.
-
-"He talks about 'a free hand,'" replied Soames.
-
-Old Jolyon looked at him. The long-suppressed irritation and
-antagonism towards this young fellow, whose affairs were
-beginning to intrude upon his own, burst from him.
-
-"Well, if you don't trust him, why do you employ him?"
-
-Soames stole a sideway look: "It's much too late to go into
-that," he said, "I only want it to be quite understood that if I
-give him a free hand, he doesn't let me in. I thought if you
-were to speak to him, it would carry more weight!"
-
-"No," said old Jolyon abruptly; "I'll have nothing to do with
-it!"
-
-The words of both uncle and nephew gave the impression of
-unspoken meanings, far more important, behind. And the look they
-interchanged was like a revelation of this consciousness.
-
-"Well," said Soames; "I thought, for June's sake, I'd tell you,
-that's all; I thought you'd better know I shan't stand any
-nonsense!"
-
-"What is that to me?" old Jolyon took him up.
-
-"Oh! I don't know," said Soames, and flurried by that sharp look
-he was unable to say more. "Don't say I didn't tell you," he
-added sulkily, recovering his composure.
-
-"Tell me!" said old Jolyon; "I don't know what you mean. You
-come worrying me about a thing like this. I don't want to hear
-about your affairs; you must manage them yourself!"
-
-"Very well," said Soames immovably, "I will!"
-
-"Good-morning, then," said old Jolyon, and they parted.
-
-Soames retraced his steps, and going into a celebrated eating-
-house, asked for a plate of smoked salmon and a glass of
-Chablis; he seldom ate much in the middle of the day, and
-generally ate standing, finding the position beneficial to his
-liver, which was very sound, but to which he desired to put down
-all his troubles.
-
-When he had finished he went slowly back to his office, with bent
-head, taking no notice of the swarming thousands on the
-pavements, who in their turn took no notice of him.
-
-The evening post carried the following reply to Bosinney:
-
-
-'FORSYTE, BUSTARD AND FORSYTE,
-'Commissioners for Oaths,
-'92001, BRANCH LANE, POULTRY, E.C.,
-
-'May 17, 1887.
-
-'DEAR BOSINNEY,
-
-'I have, received your letter, the terms of which not a little
-surprise me. I was under the impression that you had, and have
-had all along, a "free hand"; for I do not recollect that any
-suggestions I have been so unfortunate as to make have met with
-your approval. In giving you, in accordance with your request,
-this "free hand," I wish you to clearly understand that the total
-cost of the house as handed over to me completely decorated,
-inclusive of your fee (as arranged between us), must not exceed
-twelve thousand pounds--L12,000. This gives you an ample margin,
-and, as you know, is far more than I originally contemplated.
-
-'I am,
-'Yours truly,
-
- 'SOAMES FORSYTE.'
-
-
-On the following day he received a note from Bosinney:
-
-
-'PHILIP BAYNES BOSINNEY,
-'Architect,
-'309D, SLOANE STREET, S.W.,
-'May 18.
-
-'DEAR FORSYTE,
-
-'If you think that in such a delicate matter as decoration I can
-bind myself to the exact pound, I am afraid you are mistaken. I
-can see that you are tired of the arrangement, and of me, and I
-had better, therefore, resign.
-
-'Yours faithfully,
-
-'PHILIP BAYNES BOSINNEY.'
-
-
-Soames pondered long and painfully over his answer, and late at
-night in the dining-room, when Irene had gone to bed, he composed
-the following:
-
-
-'62, MONTPELLIER SQUARE, S.W.,
-'May 19, 1887.
-
-'DEAR BOSINNEY,
-
-'I think that in both our interests it would be extremely
-undesirable that matters should be so left at this stage. I did
-not mean to say that if you should exceed the sum named in my
-letter to you by ten or twenty or even fifty pounds, there would
-be any difficulty between us. This being so, I should like you
-to reconsider your answer. You have a "free hand" in the terms
-of this correspondence, and I hope you will see your way to
-completing the decorations, in the matter of which I know it is
-difficult to be absolutely exact.
-
-'Yours truly,
-
-'SOAMES FORSYTE.'
-
-
-Bosinney's answer, which came in the course of the next day, was:
-
-
-'May 20.
-
-'DEAR FORSYTE,
-
-'Very well.
-
-'PH. BOSINNEY.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-OLD JOLYON AT THE ZOO
-
-
-Old Jolyon disposed of his second Meeting--an ordinary Board--
-summarily. He was so dictatorial that his fellow directors were
-left in cabal over the increasing domineeringness of old Forsyte,
-which they were far from intending to stand much longer, they
-said.
-
-He went out by Undergound to Portland Road Station, whence he
-took a cab and drove to the Zoo.
-
-He had an assignation there, one of those assignations that had
-lately been growing more frequent, to which his increasing
-uneasiness about June and the 'change in her,' as he expressed
-it, was driving him.
-
-She buried herself away, and was growing thin; if he spoke to her
-he got no answer, or had his head snapped off, or she looked as
-if she would burst into tears. She was as changed as she could
-be, all through this Bosinney. As for telling him about
-anything, not a bit of it!
-
-And he would sit for long spells brooding, his paper unread
-before him, a cigar extinct between his lips. She had been such
-a companion to him ever since she was three years old! And he
-loved her so!
-
-Forces regardless of family or class or custom were beating down
-his guard; impending events over which he had no control threw
-their shadows on his head. The irritation of one accustomed to
-have his way was roused against he knew not what.
-
-Chafing at the slowness of his cab, he reached the Zoo door; but,
-with his sunny instinct for seizing the good of each moment, he
-forgot his vexation as he walked towards the tryst.
-
-From the stone terrace above the bear-pit his son and his two
-grandchildren came hastening down when they saw old Jolyon
-coming, and led him away towards the lion-house. They supported
-him on either side, holding one to each of his hands,--whilst
-Jolly, perverse like his father, carried his grandfather's
-umbrella in such a way as to catch people's legs with the crutch
-of the handle.
-
-Young Jolyon followed.
-
-It was as good as a play to see his father with the children, but
-such a play as brings smiles with tears behind. An old man and
-two small children walking together can be seen at any hour of
-the day; but the sight of old Jolyon, with Jolly and Holly seemed
-to young Jolyon a special peep-show of the things that lie at the
-bottom of our hearts. The complete surrender of that erect old
-figure to those little figures on either hand was too poignantly
-tender, and, being a man of an habitual reflex action, young
-Jolyon swore softly under his breath. The show affected him in a
-way unbecoming to a Forsyte, who is nothing if not undemonstrative.
-
-Thus they reached the lion-house.
-
-There had been a morning fete at the Botanical Gardens, and a
-large number of Forsy...'--that is, of well-dressed people who
-kept carriages had brought them on to the Zoo, so as to have
-more, if possible, for their money, before going back to Rutland
-Gate or Bryanston Square.
-
-"Let's go on to the Zoo," they had said to each other; "it'll be
-great fun!" It was a shilling day; and there would not be all
-those horrid common people.
-
-In front of the long line of cages they were collected in rows,
-watching the tawny, ravenous beasts behind the bars await their
-only pleasure of the four-and-twenty hours. The hungrier the
-beast, the greater the fascination. But whether because the
-spectators envied his appetite, or, more humanely, because it
-was so soon to be satisfied, young Jolyon could not tell.
-Remarks kept falling on his ears: "That's a nasty-looking brute,
-that tiger!" "Oh, what a love! Look at his little mouth!"
-"Yes, he's rather nice! Don't go too near, mother."
-
-And frequently, with little pats, one or another would clap their
-hands to their pockets behind and look round, as though expecting
-young Jolyon or some disinterested-looking person to relieve them
-of the contents.
-
-A well-fed man in a white waistcoat said slowly through his
-teeth: "It's all greed; they can't be hungry. Why, they take no
-exercise." At these words a tiger snatched a piece of bleeding
-liver, and the fat man laughed. His wife, in a Paris model frock
-and gold nose-nippers, reproved him: "How can you laugh, Harry?
-Such a horrid sight!"
-
-Young Jolyon frowned.
-
-The circumstances of his life, though he had ceased to take a too
-personal view of them, had left him subject to an intermittent
-contempt; and the class to which he had belonged--the carriage
-class--especially excited his sarcasm.
-
-To shut up a lion or tiger in confinement was surely a horrible
-barbarity. But no cultivated person would admit this.
-
-The idea of its being barbarous to confine wild animals had
-probably never even occurred to his father for instance; he
-belonged to the old school, who considered it at once humanizing
-and educational to confine baboons and panthers, holding the
-view, no doubt, that in course of time they might induce these
-creatures not so unreasonably to die of misery and heart-
-sickness against the bars of their cages, and put the society
-to the expense of getting others! In his eyes, as in the eyes
-of all Forsytes, the pleasure of seeing these beautiful
-creatures in a state of captivity far outweighed the
-inconvenience of imprisonment to beasts whom God had so
-improvidently placed in a state of freedom! It was for the
-animals good, removing them at once from the countless dangers
-of open air and exercise, and enabling them to exercise their
-functions in the guaranteed seclusion of a private compartment!
-Indeed, it was doubtful what wild animals were made for but to be
-shut up in cages!
-
-But as young Jolyon had in his constitution the elements of
-impartiality, he reflected that to stigmatize as barbarity that
-which was merely lack of imagination must be wrong; for none who
-held these views had been placed in a similar position to the
-animals they caged, and could not, therefore, be expected to
-enter into their sensations. It was not until they were leaving
-the gardens--Jolly and Holly in a state of blissful delirium--
-that old Jolyon found an opportunity of speaking to his son on
-the matter next his heart. "I don't know what to make of it," he
-said; "if she's to go on as she's going on now, I can't tell
-what's to come. I wanted her to see the doctor, but she won't.
-She's not a bit like me. She's your mother all over. Obstinate
-as a mule! If she doesn't want to do a thing, she won't, and
-there's an end of it!"
-
-Young Jolyon smiled; his eyes had wandered to his father's chin.
-'A pair of you,' he thought, but he said nothing.
-
-"And then," went on old Jolyon, "there's this Bosinney. I
-should like to punch the fellow's head, but I can't, I suppose,
-though--I don't see why you shouldn't," he added doubtfully.
-
-"What has he done? Far better that it should come to an end, if
-they don't hit it off!"
-
-Old Jolyon looked at his son. Now they had actually come to
-discuss a subject connected with the relations between the sexes
-he felt distrustful. Jo would be sure to hold some loose view or
-other.
-
-"Well, I don't know what you think," he said; "I dare say your
-sympathy's with him--shouldn't be surprised; but I think he's
-behaving precious badly, and if he comes my way I shall tell him
-so." He dropped the subject.
-
-It was impossible to discuss with his son the true nature and
-meaning of Bosinney's defection. Had not his son done the very
-same thing (worse, if possible) fifteen years ago? There seemed
-no end to the consequences of that piece of folly.
-
-Young Jolyon also was silent; he had quickly penetrated his
-father's thought, for, dethroned from the high seat of an obvious
-and uncomplicated view of things, he had become both perceptive
-and subtle.
-
-The attitude he had adopted towards sexual matters fifteen years
-before, however, was too different from his father's. There was
-no bridging the gulf.
-
-He said coolly: "I suppose he's fallen in love with some other
-woman?"
-
-Old Jolyon gave him a dubious look: "I can't tell," he said;
-"they say so!"
-
-"Then, it's probably true," remarked young Jolyon unexpectedly;
-"and I suppose they've told you who she is?"
-
-"Yes," said old Jolyon, "Soames's wife!"
-
-Young Jolyon did not whistle: The circumstances of his own life
-had rendered him incapable of whistling on such a subject, but he
-looked at his father, while the ghost of a smile hovered over his
-face.
-
-If old Jolyon saw, he took no notice.
-
-"She and June were bosom friends!" he muttered.
-
-"Poor little June!" said young Jolyon softly. He thought of his
-daughter still as a babe of three.
-
-Old Jolyon came to a sudden halt.
-
-"I don't believe a word of it," he said, "it's some old woman's
-tale. Get me a cab, Jo, I'm tired to death!"
-
-They stood at a corner to see if an empty cab would come along,
-while carriage after carriage drove past, bearing Forsytes of all
-descriptions from the Zoo. The harness, the liveries, the gloss
-on the horses' coats, shone and glittered in the May sunlight,
-and each equipage, landau, sociable, barouche, Victoria, or
-brougham, seemed to roll out proudly from its wheels:
-
-
-'I and my horses and my men you know,'
-Indeed the whole turn-out have cost a pot.
-But we were worth it every penny. Look
-At Master and at Missis now, the dawgs!
-Ease with security--ah! that's the ticket!
-
-
-And such, as everyone knows, is fit accompaniment for a
-perambulating Forsyte.
-
-Amongst these carriages was a barouche coming at a greater pace
-than the others, drawn by a pair of bright bay horses. It swung
-on its high springs, and the four people who filled it seemed
-rocked as in a cradle.
-
-This chariot attracted young Jolyon's attention; and suddenly, on
-the back seat, he recognised his Uncle James, unmistakable in
-spite of the increased whiteness of his whiskers; opposite, their
-backs defended by sunshades, Rachel Forsyte and her elder but
-married sister, Winifred Dartie, in irreproachable toilettes, had
-posed their heads haughtily, like two of the birds they had been
-seeing at the Zoo; while by James' side reclined Dartie, in a
-brand-new frock-coat buttoned tight and square, with a large
-expanse of carefully shot linen protruding below each wristband.
-
-An extra, if subdued, sparkle, an added touch of the best gloss
-or varnish characterized this vehicle, and seemed to distinguish
-it from all the others, as though by some happy extravagance--
-like that which marks out the real 'work of art' from the
-ordinary 'picture'--it were designated as the typical car, the
-very throne of Forsytedom.
-
-Old Jolyon did not see them pass; he was petting poor Holly who
-was tired, but those in the carriage had taken in the little
-group; the ladies' heads tilted suddenly, there was a spasmodic
-screening movement of parasols; James' face protruded naively,
-like the head of a long bird, his mouth slowly opening. The
-shield-like rounds of the parasols grew smaller and smaller, and
-vanished.
-
-Young Jolyon saw that he had been recognised, even by Winifred,
-who could not have been more than fifteen when he had forfeited
-the right to be considered a Forsyte.
-
-There was not much change in them! He remembered the exact look
-of their turn-out all that time ago: Horses, men, carriage--all
-different now, no doubt--but of the precise stamp of fifteen
-years before; the same neat display, the same nicely calculated
-arrogance ease with security! The swing exact, the pose of the
-sunshades exact, exact the spirit of the whole thing.
-
-And in the sunlight, defended by the haughty shields of parasols,
-carriage after carriage went by.
-
-"Uncle James has just passed, with his female folk," said young
-Jolyon.
-
-His father looked black. "Did your uncle see us? Yes? Hmph!
-What's he want, coming down into these parts?"
-
-An empty cab drove up at this moment, and old Jolyon stopped it.
-
-"I shall see you again before long, my boy!" he said. "Don't you
-go paying any attention to what I've been saying about young
-Bosinney--I don't believe a word of it!"
-
-Kissing the children, who tried to detain him, he stepped in and
-was borne away.
-
-Young Jolyon, who had taken Holly up in his arms, stood
-motionless at the corner, looking after the cab.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-AFTERNOON AT TIMOTHY'S
-
-
-If old Jolyon, as he got into his cab, had said: 'I won't believe
-a word of it!' he would more truthfully have expressed his
-sentiments.
-
-The notion that James and his womankind had seen him in the
-company of his son had awakened in him not only the impatience he
-always felt when crossed, but that secret hostility natural
-between brothers, the roots of which--little nursery rivalries--
-sometimes toughen and deepen as life goes on, and, all hidden,
-support a plant capable of producing in season the bitterest
-fruits.
-
-Hitherto there had been between these six brothers no more
-unfriendly feeling than that caused by the secret and natural
-doubt that the others might be richer than themselves; a feeling
-increased to the pitch of curiosity by the approach of death--
-that end of all handicaps--and the great 'closeness' of their man
-of business, who, with some sagacity, would profess to Nicholas
-ignorance of James' income, to James ignorance of old Jolyon's,
-to Jolyon ignorance of Roger's, to Roger ignorance of Swithin's,
-while to Swithin he would say most irritatingly that Nicholas
-must be a rich man. Timothy alone was exempt, being in
-gilt-edged securities.
-
-But now, between two of them at least, had arisen a very
-different sense of injury. From the moment when James had the
-impertinence to pry into his affairs--as he put it--old Jolyon no
-longer chose to credit this story about Bosinney. His grand-
-daughter slighted through a member of 'that fellow's' family!
-He made up his mind that Bosinney was maligned. There must be
-some other reason for his defection.
-
-June had flown out at him, or something; she was as touchy as she
-could be!
-
-He would, however, let Timothy have a bit of his mind, and see if
-he would go on dropping hints! And he would not let the grass
-grow under his feet either, he would go there at once, and take
-very good care that he didn't have to go again on the same
-errand.
-
-He saw James' carriage blocking the pavement in front of 'The
-Bower.' So they had got there before him--cackling about having
-seen him, he dared say! And further on, Swithin's greys were
-turning their noses towards the noses of James' bays, as though
-in conclave over the family, while their coachmen were in
-conclave above.
-
-Old Jolyon, depositing his hat on the chair in the narrow hall,
-where that hat of Bosinney's had so long ago been mistaken for a
-cat, passed his thin hand grimly over his face with its great
-drooping white moustaches, as though to remove all traces of
-expression, and made his way upstairs.
-
-He found the front drawing-room full. It was full enough at the
-best of times--without visitors--without any one in it--for
-Timothy and his sisters, following the tradition of their
-generation, considered that a room was not quite 'nice' unless it
-was 'properly' furnished. It held, therefore, eleven chairs, a
-sofa, three tables, two cabinets, innumerable knicknacks, and
-part of a large grand piano. And now, occupied by Mrs. Small,
-Aunt Hester, by Swithin, James, Rachel, Winifred, Euphemia, who
-had come in again to return 'Passion and Paregoric' which she had
-read at lunch, and her chum Frances, Roger's daughter (the
-musical Forsyte, the one who composed songs), there was only one
-chair left unoccupied, except, of course, the two that nobody
-ever sat on--and the only standing room was occupied by the cat,
-on whom old Jolyon promptly stepped.
-
-In these days it was by no means unusual for Timothy to have so
-many visitors. The family had always, one and all, had a real
-respect for Aunt Ann, and now that she was gone, they were coming
-far more frequently to The Bower, and staying longer.
-
-Swithin had been the first to arrive, and seated torpid in a red
-satin chair with a gilt back, he gave every appearance of lasting
-the others out. And symbolizing Bosinney's name 'the big one,'
-with his great stature and bulk, his thick white hair, his puffy
-immovable shaven face, he looked more primeval than ever in the
-highly upholstered room.
-
-His conversation, as usual of late, had turned at once upon
-Irene, and he had lost no time in giving Aunts Juley and Hester
-his opinion with regard to this rumour he heard was going about.
-No--as he said--she might want a bit of flirtation--a pretty
-woman must have her fling; but more than that he did not believe.
-Nothing open; she had too much good sense, too much proper
-appreciation of what was due to her position, and to the family!
-No sc..., he was going to say 'scandal' but the very idea was so
-preposterous that he waved his hand as though to say--'but let
-that pass!'
-
-Granted that Swithin took a bachelor's view of the situation--
-still what indeed was not due to that family in which so many had
-done so well for themselves, had attained a certain position? If
-he had heard in dark, pessimistic moments the words 'yeomen' and
-'very small beer' used in connection with his origin, did he
-believe them?
-
-No! he cherished, hugging it pathetically to his bosom the
-secret theory that there was something distinguished somewhere in
-his ancestry.
-
-"Must be," he once said to young Jolyon, before the latter went
-to the bad. "Look at us, we've got on! There must be good blood
-in us somewhere."
-
-He had been fond of young Jolyon: the boy had been in a good set
-at College, had known that old ruffian Sir Charles Fiste's
-sons--a pretty rascal one of them had turned out, too; and there
-was style about him--it was a thousand pities he had run off with
-that half-foreign governess! If he must go off like that why
-couldn't he have chosen someone who would have done them credit!
-And what was he now?--an underwriter at Lloyd's; they said he
-even painted pictures--pictures! Damme! he might have ended as
-Sir Jolyon Forsyte, Bart., with a seat in Parliament, and a place
-in the country!
-
-It was Swithin who, following the impulse which sooner or later
-urges thereto some member of every great family, went to the
-Heralds' Office, where they assured him that he was undoubtedly
-of the same family as the well-known Forsites with an 'i,' whose
-arms were 'three dexter buckles on a sable ground gules,' hoping
-no doubt to get him to take them up.
-
-Swithin, however, did not do this, but having ascertained that
-the crest was a 'pheasant proper,' and the motto 'For Forsite,'
-he had the pheasant proper placed upon his carriage and the
-buttons of his coachman, and both crest and motto on his
-writing-paper. The arms he hugged to himself, partly because,
-not having paid for them, he thought it would look ostentatious
-to put them on his carriage, and he hated ostentation, and partly
-because he, like any practical man all over the country, had a
-secret dislike and contempt for things he could not understand he
-found it hard, as anyone might, to swallow 'three dexter buckles
-on a sable ground gules.'
-
-He never forgot, however, their having told him that if he paid
-for them he would be entitled to use them, and it strengthened
-his conviction that he was a gentleman. Imperceptibly the rest
-of the family absorbed the 'pheasant proper,' and some, more
-serious than others, adopted the motto; old Jolyon, however,
-refused to use the latter, saying that it was humbug meaning
-nothing, so far as he could see.
-
-Among the older generation it was perhaps known at bottom from
-what great historical event they derived their crest; and if
-pressed on the subject, sooner than tell a lie--they did not like
-telling lies, having an impression that only Frenchmen and
-Russians told them--they would confess hurriedly that Swithin had
-got hold of it somehow.
-
-Among the younger generation the matter was wrapped in a
-discretion proper. They did not want to hurt the feelings of
-their elders, nor to feel ridiculous themselves; they simply used
-the crest....
-
-"No," said Swithin, "he had had an opportunity of seeing for
-himself, and what he should say was, that there was nothing in
-her manner to that young Buccaneer or Bosinney or whatever his
-name was, different from her manner to himself; in fact, he
-should rather say...." But here the entrance of Frances
-and Euphemia put an unfortunate stop to the conversation, for
-this was not a subject which could be discussed before young
-people.
-
-And though Swithin was somewhat upset at being stopped like this
-on the point of saying something important, he soon recovered his
-affability. He was rather fond of Frances--Francie, as she was
-called in the family. She was so smart, and they told him she
-made a pretty little pot of pin-money by her songs; he called it
-very clever of her.
-
-He rather prided himself indeed on a liberal attitude towards
-women, not seeing any reason why they shouldn't paint pictures,
-or write tunes, or books even, for the matter of that, especially
-if they could turn a useful penny by it; not at all--kept them
-out of mischief. It was not as if they were men!
-
-'Little Francie,' as she was usually called with good-natured
-contempt, was an important personage, if only as a standing
-illustration of the attitude of Forsytes towards the Arts. She
-was not really 'little,' but rather tall, with dark hair for a
-Forsyte, which, together with a grey eye, gave her what was
-called 'a Celtic appearance.' She wrote songs with titles like
-'Breathing Sighs,' or 'Kiss me, Mother, ere I die,' with a
-refrain like an anthem:
-
-
-'Kiss me, Mother, ere I die;
-Kiss me-kiss me, Mother, ah!
-Kiss, ah! kiss me e-ere I-
-Kiss me, Mother, ere I d-d-die!'
-
-
-She wrote the words to them herself, and other poems. In lighter
-moments she wrote waltzes, one of which, the 'Kensington Coil,'
-was almost national to Kensington, having a sweet dip in it.
-
-It was very original. Then there were her 'Songs for Little
-People,' at once educational and witty, especially 'Gran'ma's
-Porgie,' and that ditty, almost prophetically imbued with the
-coming Imperial spirit, entitled 'Black Him In His Little Eye.'
-
-Any publisher would take these, and reviews like 'High Living,'
-and the 'Ladies' Genteel Guide' went into raptures over: 'Another
-of Miss Francie Forsyte's spirited ditties, sparkling and
-pathetic. We ourselves were moved to tears and laughter. Miss
-Forsyte should go far.'
-
-With the true instinct of her breed, Francie had made a point of
-knowing the right people--people who would write about her, and
-talk about her, and people in Society, too--keeping a mental
-register of just where to exert her fascinations, and an eye on
-that steady scale of rising prices, which in her mind's eye
-represented the future. In this way she caused herself to be
-universally respected.
-
-Once, at a time when her emotions were whipped by an attachment--
-for the tenor of Roger's life, with its whole-hearted collection
-of house property, had induced in his only daughter a tendency
-towards passion--she turned to great and sincere work, choosing
-the sonata form, for the violin. This was the only one of her
-productions that troubled the Forsytes. They felt at once that
-it would not sell.
-
-Roger, who liked having a clever daughter well enough, and often
-alluded to the amount of pocket-money she made for herself, was
-upset by this violin sonata.
-
-"Rubbish like that!" he called it. Francie had borrowed young
-Flageoletti from Euphemia, to play it in the drawing-room at
-Prince's Gardens.
-
-As a matter of fact Roger was right. It was rubbish, but--
-annoying! the sort of rubbish that wouldn't sell. As every
-Forsyte knows, rubbish that sells is not rubbish at all--far from
-it.
-
-And yet, in spite of the sound common sense which fixed the worth
-of art at what it would fetch, some of the Forsytes--Aunt
-Hester, for instance, who had always been musical--could not help
-regretting that Francie's music was not 'classical'; the same
-with her poems. But then, as Aunt Hester said, they didn't see
-any poetry nowadays, all the poems were 'little light things.'
-
-There was nobody who could write a poem like 'Paradise Lost,' or
-'Childe Harold'; either of which made you feel that you really
-had read something. Still, it was nice for Francie to have
-something to occupy her; while other girls were spending money
-shopping she was making it!
-
-And both Aunt Hester and Aunt Juley were always ready to listen
-to the latest story of how Francie had got her price increased.
-
-They listened now, together with Swithin, who sat pretending not
-to, for these young people talked so fast and mumbled so, he
-never could catch what they said.
-
-"And I can't think," said Mrs. Septimus, "how you do it. I
-should never have the audacity!"
-
-Francie smiled lightly. "I'd much rather deal with a man than a
-woman. Women are so sharp!"
-
-"My dear," cried Mrs. Small, "I'm sure we're not."
-
-Euphemia went off into her silent laugh, and, ending with the
-squeak, said, as though being strangled: "Oh, you'll kill me some
-day, auntie."
-
-Swithin saw no necessity to laugh; he detested people laughing
-when he himself perceived no joke. Indeed, he detested Euphemia
-altogether, to whom he always alluded as 'Nick's daughter, what's
-she called--the pale one?' He had just missed being her god-
-father--indeed, would have been, had he not taken a firm stand
-against her outlandish name. He hated becoming a godfather.
-Swithin then said to Francie with dignity: "It's a fine day--
-er--for the time of year." But Euphemia, who knew perfectly well
-that he had refused to be her godfather, turned to Aunt Hester,
-and began telling her how she had seen Irene--Mrs. Soames--at the
-Church and Commercial Stores.
-
-"And Soames was with her?" said Aunt Hester, to whom Mrs. Small
-had as yet had no opportunity of relating the incident.
-
-"Soames with her? Of course not!"
-
-"But was she all alone in London?"
-
-"Oh, no; there was Mr. Bosinney with her. She was perfectly
-dressed."
-
-But Swithin, hearing the name Irene, looked severely at Euphemia,
-who, it is true, never did look well in a dress, whatever she may
-have done on other occasions, and said:
-
-"Dressed like a lady, I've no doubt. It's a pleasure to see
-her."
-
-At this moment James and his daughters were announced. Dartie,
-feeling badly in want of a drink, had pleaded an appointment with
-his dentist, and, being put down at the Marble Arch, had got into
-a hansom, and was already seated in the window of his club in
-Piccadilly.
-
-His wife, he told his cronies, had wanted to take him to pay some
-calls. It was not in his line--not exactly. Haw!
-
-Hailing the waiter, he sent him out to the hall to see what had
-won the 4.30 race. He was dog-tired, he said, and that was a
-fact; had been drivin' about with his wife to 'shows' all the
-afternoon. Had put his foot down at last. A fellow must live
-his own life.
-
-At this moment, glancing out of the bay window--for he loved this
-seat whence he could see everybody pass--his eye unfortunately,
-or perhaps fortunately, chanced to light on the figure of Soames,
-who was mousing across the road from the Green Park-side, with
-the evident intention of coming in, for he, too, belonged to 'The
-Iseeum.'
-
-Dartie sprang to his feet; grasping his glass, he muttered
-something about 'that 4.30 race,' and swiftly withdrew to the
-card-room, where Soames never came. Here, in complete isolation
-and a dim light, he lived his own life till half past seven, by
-which hour he knew Soames must certainly have left the club.
-
-It would not do, as he kept repeating to himself whenever he felt
-the impulse to join the gossips in the bay-window getting too
-strong for him--it absolutely would not do, with finances as low
-as his, and the 'old man' (James) rusty ever since that business
-over the oil shares, which was no fault of his, to risk a row
-with Winifred.
-
-If Soames were to see him in the club it would be sure to come
-round to her that he wasn't at the dentist's at all. He never
-knew a family where things 'came round' so. Uneasily, amongst
-the green baize card-tables, a frown on his olive coloured face,
-his check trousers crossed, and patent-leather boots shining
-through the gloom, he sat biting his forefinger, and wondering
-where the deuce he was to get the money if Erotic failed to win
-the Lancashire Cup.
-
-His thoughts turned gloomily to the Forsytes. What a set they
-were! There was no getting anything out of them--at least, it
-was a matter of extreme difficulty. They were so d---d
-particular about money matters; not a sportsman amongst the lot,
-unless it were George. That fellow Soames, for instance, would
-have a ft if you tried to borrow a tenner from him, or, if he
-didn't have a fit, he looked at you with his cursed supercilious
-smile, as if you were a lost soul because you were in want of
-money.
-
-And that wife of his (Dartie's mouth watered involuntarily), he
-had tried to be on good terms with her, as one naturally would
-with any pretty sister-in-law, but he would be cursed if the (he
-mentally used a coarse word)--would have anything to say to him--
-she looked at him, indeed, as if he were dirt--and yet she could
-go far enough, he wouldn't mind betting. He knew women; they
-weren't made with soft eyes and figures like that for nothing, as
-that fellow Soames would jolly soon find out, if there were
-anything in what he had heard about this Buccaneer Johnny.
-
-Rising from his chair, Dartie took a turn across the room, ending
-in front of the looking-glass over the marble chimney-piece; and
-there he stood for a long time contemplating in the glass the
-reflection of his face. It had that look, peculiar to some men,
-of having been steeped in linseed oil, with its waxed dark
-moustaches and the little distinguished commencements of side
-whiskers; and concernedly he felt the promise of a pimple on the
-side of his slightly curved and fattish nose.
-
-In the meantime old Jolyon had found the remaining chair in
-Timothy's commodious drawing-room. His advent had obviously put
-a stop to the conversation, decided awkwardness having set in.
-Aunt Juley, with her well-known kindheartedness, hastened to set
-people at their ease again.
-
-"Yes, Jolyon," she said, "we were just saying that you haven't
-been here for a long time; but we mustn't be surprised. You're
-busy, of course? James was just saying what a busy time of
-year...."
-
-"Was he?" said old Jolyon, looking hard at James. "It wouldn't
-be half so busy if everybody minded their own business."
-
-James, brooding in a small chair from which his knees ran uphill,
-shifted his feet uneasily, and put one of them down on the cat,
-which had unwisely taken refuge from old Jolyon beside him.
-
-"Here, you've got a cat here," he said in an injured voice,
-withdrawing his foot nervously as he felt it squeezing into the
-soft, furry body.
-
-"Several," said old Jolyon, looking at one face and another; "I
-trod on one just now."
-
-A silence followed.
-
-Then Mrs. Small, twisting her fingers and gazing round with
-'pathetic calm', asked: "And how is dear June?"
-
-A twinkle of humour shot through the sternness of old Jolyon's
-eyes. Extraordinary old woman, Juley! No one quite like her for
-saying the wrong thing!
-
-"Bad!" he said; "London don't agree with her--too many people
-about, too much clatter and chatter by half." He laid emphasis on
-the words, and again looked James in the face.
-
-Nobody spoke.
-
-A feeling of its being too dangerous to take a step in any
-direction, or hazard any remark, had fallen on them all.
-Something of the sense of the impending, that comes over the
-spectator of a Greek tragedy, had entered that upholstered room,
-filled with those white-haired, frockcoated old men, and
-fashionably attired women, who were all of the same blood,
-between all of whom existed an unseizable resemblance.
-
-Not that they were conscious of it--the visits of such fateful,
-bitter spirits are only felt.
-
-Then Swithin rose. He would not sit there, feeling like that--he
-was not to be put down by anyone! And, manoeuvring round the
-room with added pomp, he shook hands with each separately.
-
-"You tell Timothy from me," he said, "that he coddles himself too
-much!" Then, turning to Francie, whom he considered 'smart,' he
-added: "You come with me for a drive one of these days." But this
-conjured up the vision of that other eventful drive which had
-been so much talked about, and he stood quite still for a second,
-with glassy eyes, as though waiting to catch up with the
-significance of what he himself had said; then, suddenly
-recollecting that he didn't care a damn, he turned to old Jolyon:
-"Well, good-bye, Jolyon! You shouldn't go about without an
-overcoat; you'll be getting sciatica or something!" And, kicking
-the cat slightly with the pointed tip of his patent leather boot,
-he took his huge form away.
-
-When he had gone everyone looked secretly at the others, to see
-how they had taken the mention of the word 'drive'--the word
-which had become famous, and acquired an overwhelming importance,
-as the only official--so to speak--news in connection with the
-vague and sinister rumour clinging to the family tongue.
-
-Euphemia, yielding to an impulse, said with a short laugh: "I'm
-glad Uncle Swithin doesn't ask me to go for drives."
-
-Mrs. Small, to reassure her and smooth over any little
-awkwardness the subject might have, replied: "My dear, he likes
-to take somebody well dressed, who will do him a little credit.
-I shall never forget the drive he took me. It was an
-experience!" And her chubby round old face was spread for a
-moment with a strange contentment; then broke into pouts, and
-tears came into her eyes. She was thinking of that long ago
-driving tour she had once taken with Septimus Small.
-
-James, who had relapsed into his nervous brooding in the little
-chair, suddenly roused himself: "He's a funny fellow, Swithin,"
-he said, but in a half-hearted way.
-
-Old Jolyon's silence, his stern eyes, held them all in a kind of
-paralysis. He was disconcerted himself by the effect of his own
-words--an effect which seemed to deepen the importance of the
-very rumour he had come to scotch; but he was still angry.
-
-He had not done with them yet--No, no--he would give them another
-rub or two.
-
-He did not wish to rub his nieces, he had no quarrel with them--a
-young and presentable female always appealed to old Jolyon's
-clemency--but that fellow James, and, in a less degree perhaps,
-those others, deserved all they would get. And he, too, asked
-for Timothy.
-
-As though feeling that some danger threatened her younger
-brother, Aunt Juley suddenly offered him tea: "There it is," she
-said, "all cold and nasty, waiting for you in the back drawing
-room, but Smither shall make you some fresh."
-
-Old Jolyon rose: "Thank you," he said, looking straight at James,
-"but I've no time for tea, and--scandal, and the rest of it!
-It's time I was at home. Good-bye, Julia; good-bye, Hester;
-good-bye, Winifred."
-
-Without more ceremonious adieux, he marched out.
-
-Once again in his cab, his anger evaporated, for so it ever was
-with his wrath--when he had rapped out, it was gone. Sadness
-came over his spirit. He had stopped their mouths, maybe, but at
-what a cost! At the cost of certain knowledge that the rumour he
-had been resolved not to believe was true. June was abandoned,
-and for the wife of that fellow's son! He felt it was true, and
-hardened himself to treat it as if it were not; but the pain he
-hid beneath this resolution began slowly, surely, to vent itself
-in a blind resentment against James and his son.
-
-The six women and one man left behind in the little drawing-room
-began talking as easily as might be after such an occurrence, for
-though each one of them knew for a fact that he or she never
-talked scandal, each one of them also knew that the other six
-did; all were therefore angry and at a loss. James only was
-silent, disturbed, to the bottom of his soul.
-
-Presently Francie said: "Do you know, I think Uncle Jolyon is
-terribly changed this last year. What do you think, Aunt
-Hester?"
-
-Aunt Hester made a little movement of recoil: "Oh, ask your Aunt
-Julia!" she said; "I know nothing about it."
-
-No one else was afraid of assenting, and James muttered gloomily
-at the floor: "He's not half the man he was."
-
-"I've noticed it a long time," went on Francie; "he's aged
-tremendously."
-
-Aunt Juley shook her head; her face seemed suddenly to have
-become one immense pout.
-
-"Poor dear Jolyon," she said, "somebody ought to see to it for
-him!"
-
-There was again silence; then, as though in terror of being left
-solitarily behind, all five visitors rose simultaneously, and
-took their departure.
-
-Mrs. Small, Aunt Hester, and their cat were left once more alone,
-the sound of a door closing in the distance announced the
-approach of Timothy.
-
-That evening, when Aunt Hester had just got off to sleep in the
-back bedroom that used to be Aunt Juley's before Aunt Juley took
-Aunt Ann's, her door was opened, and Mrs. Small, in a pink
-night-cap, a candle in her hand, entered: "Hester!" she said.
-"Hester!"
-
-Aunt Hester faintly rustled the sheet.
-
-"Hester," repeated Aunt Juley, to make quite sure that she had
-awakened her, "I am quite troubled about poor dear Jolyon.
-What," Aunt Juley dwelt on the word, "do you think ought to be
-done?"
-
-Aunt Hester again rustled the sheet, her voice was heard faintly
-pleading: "Done? How should I know?"
-
-Aunt Juley turned away satisfied, and closing the door with extra
-gentleness so as not to disturb dear Hester, let it slip through
-her fingers and fall to with a 'crack.'
-
-Back in her own room, she stood at the window gazing at the moon
-over the trees in the Park, through a chink in the muslin
-curtains, close drawn lest anyone should see. And there, with
-her face all round and pouting in its pink cap, and her eyes wet,
-she thought of 'dear Jolyon,' so old and so lonely, and how she
-could be of some use to him; and how he would come to love her,
-as she had never been loved since--since poor Septimus went away.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-DANCE AT ROGER'S
-
-
-Roger's house in Prince's Gardens was brilliantly alight. Large
-numbers of wax candles had been collected and placed in cut-glass
-chandeliers, and the parquet floor of the long, double
-drawing-room reflected these constellations. An appearance of
-real spaciousness had been secured by moving out all the
-furniture on to the upper landings, and enclosing the room with
-those strange appendages of civilization known as 'rout' seats.
-In a remote corner, embowered in palms, was a cottage piano, with
-a copy of the 'Kensington Coil' open on the music-stand.
-
-Roger had objected to a band. He didn't see in the least what
-they wanted with a band; he wouldn't go to the expense, and there
-was an end of it. Francie (her mother, whom Roger had long since
-reduced to chronic dyspepsia, went to bed on such occasions), had
-been obliged to content herself with supplementing the piano by a
-young man who played the cornet, and she so arranged with palms
-that anyone who did not look into the heart of things might
-imagine there were several musicians secreted there. She made up
-her mind to tell them to play loud--there was a lot of music in a
-cornet, if the man would only put his soul into it.
-
-In the more cultivated American tongue, she was 'through' at
-last--through that tortuous labyrinth of make-shifts, which must
-be traversed before fashionable display can be combined with the
-sound economy of a Forsyte. Thin but brilliant, in her
-maize-coloured frock with much tulle about the shoulders, she
-went from place to place, fitting on her gloves, and casting her
-eye over it all.
-
-To the hired butler (for Roger only kept maids) she spoke about
-the wine. Did he quite understand that Mr. Forsyte wished a
-dozen bottles of the champagne from Whiteley's to be put out?
-But if that were finished (she did not suppose it would be, most
-of the ladies would drink water, no doubt), but if it were, there
-was the champagne cup, and he must do the best he could with
-that.
-
-She hated having to say this sort of thing to a butler, it was so
-infra dig.; but what could you do with father? Roger, indeed,
-after making himself consistently disagreeable about the dance,
-would come down presently, with his fresh colour and bumpy
-forehead, as though he had been its promoter; and he would smile,
-and probably take the prettiest woman in to supper; and at two
-o'clock, just as they were getting into the swing, he would go up
-secretly to the musicians and tell them to play 'God Save the
-Queen,' and go away.
-
-Francie devoutly hoped he might soon get tired, and slip off to
-bed.
-
-The three or four devoted girl friends who were staying in the
-house for this dance had partaken with her, in a small,
-abandoned room upstairs, of tea and cold chicken-legs, hurriedly
-served; the men had been sent out to dine at Eustace's Club, it
-being felt that they must be fed up.
-
-Punctually on the stroke of nine arrived Mrs. Small alone. She
-made elaborate apologies for the absence of Timothy, omitting all
-mention of Aunt Hester, who, at the last minute, had said she
-could not be bothered. Francie received her effusively, and
-placed her on a rout seat, where she left her, pouting and
-solitary in lavender-coloured satin--the first time she had worn
-colour since Aunt Ann's death.
-
-The devoted maiden friends came now from their rooms, each by
-magic arrangement in a differently coloured frock, but all with
-the same liberal allowance of tulle on the shoulders and at the
-bosom--for they were, by some fatality, lean to a girl. They
-were all taken up to Mrs. Small. None stayed with her more than
-a few seconds, but clustering together talked and twisted their
-programmes, looking secretly at the door for the first appearance
-of a man.
-
-Then arrived in a group a number of Nicholases, always punctual--
-the fashion up Ladbroke Grove way; and close behind them Eustace
-and his men, gloomy and smelling rather of smoke.
-
-Three or four of Francie's lovers now appeared, one after the
-other; she had made each promise to come early. They were all
-clean-shaven and sprightly, with that peculiar kind of young-man
-sprightliness which had recently invaded Kensington; they did not
-seem to mind each other's presence in the least, and wore their
-ties bunching out at the ends, white waistcoats, and socks with
-clocks. All had handkerchiefs concealed in their cuffs. They
-moved buoyantly, each armoured in professional gaiety, as though
-he had come to do great deeds. Their faces when they danced, far
-from wearing the traditional solemn look of the dancing English-
-man, were irresponsible, charming, suave; they bounded, twirling
-their partners at great pace, without pedantic attentionto the
-rhythm of the music.
-
-At other dancers they looked with a kind of airy scorn--they, the
-light brigade, the heroes of a hundred Kensington 'hops'--from
-whom alone could the right manner and smile and step be hoped.
-
-After this the stream came fast; chaperones silting up along the
-wall facing the entrance, the volatile element swelling the eddy
-in the larger room.
-
-Men were scarce, and wallflowers wore their peculiar, pathetic
-expression, a patient, sourish smile which seemed to say: "Oh,
-no! don't mistake me, I know you are not coming up to me. I can
-hardly expect that!" And Francie would plead with one of her
-lovers, or with some callow youth: "Now, to please me, do let me
-introduce you to Miss Pink; such a nice girl, really!" and she
-would bring him up, and say: "Miss Pink--Mr. Gathercole. Can you
-spare him a dance?" Then Miss Pink, smiling her forced smile,
-colouring a little, answered: "Oh! I think so!" and screening
-her empty card, wrote on it the name of Gathercole, spelling it
-passionately in the district that he proposed, about the second
-extra.
-
-But when the youth had murmured that it was hot, and passed, she
-relapsed into her attitude of hopeless expectation, into her
-patient, sourish smile.
-
-Mothers, slowly fanning their faces, watched their daughters, and
-in their eyes could be read all the story of those daughters'
-fortunes. As for themselves, to sit hour after hour, dead tired,
-silent, or talking spasmodically--what did it matter, so long as
-the girls were having a good time! But to see them neglected and
-passed by! Ah! they smiled, but their eyes stabbed like the
-eyes of an offended swan; they longed to pluck young Gathercole
-by the slack of his dandified breeches, and drag him to their
-daughters--the jackanapes!
-
-And all the cruelties and hardness of life, its pathos and
-unequal chances, its conceit, self-forgetfulness, and patience,
-were presented on the battle-field of this Kensington ball-room.
-
-Here and there, too, lovers--not lovers like Francie's, a
-peculiar breed, but simply lovers--trembling, blushing, silent,
-sought each other by flying glances, sought to meet and touch in
-the mazes of the dance, and now and again dancing together,
-struck some beholder by the light in their eyes.
-
-Not a second before ten o'clock came the Jameses--Emily, Rachel,
-Winifred (Dartie had been left behind, having on a former
-occasion drunk too much of Roger's champagne), and Cicely, the
-youngest, making her debut; behind them, following in a hansom
-from the paternal mansion where they had dined, Soames and Irene.
-
-All these ladies had shoulder-straps and no tulle--thus showing
-at once, by a bolder exposure of flesh, that they came from the
-more fashionable side of the Park.
-
-Soames, sidling back from the contact of the dancers, took up a
-position against the wall. Guarding himself with his pale smile,
-he stood watching. Waltz after waltz began and ended, couple
-after couple brushed by with smiling lips, laughter, and snatches
-of talk; or with set lips, and eyes searching the throng; or
-again, with silent, parted lips, and eyes on each other. And the
-scent of festivity, the odour of flowers, and hair, of essences
-that women love, rose suffocatingly in the heat of the summer
-night.
-
-Silent, with something of scorn in his smile, Soames seemed to
-notice nothing; but now and again his eyes, finding that which
-they sought, would fix themselves on a point in the shifting
-throng, and the smile die off his lips.
-
-He danced with no one. Some fellows danced with their wives; his
-sense of 'form' had never permitted him to dance with Irene since
-their marriage, and the God of the Forsytes alone can tell
-whether this was a relief to him or not.
-
-She passed, dancing with other men, her dress, iris-coloured,
-floating away from her feet. She danced well; he was tired of
-hearing women say with an acid smile: "How beautifully your wife
-dances, Mr. Forsyte--it's quite a pleasure to watch her!" Tired
-of answering them with his sidelong glance: "You think so?"
-
-A young couple close by flirted a fan by turns, making an
-unpleasant draught. Francie and one of her lovers stood near.
-They were talking of love.
-
-He heard Roger's voice behind, giving an order about supper to a
-servant. Everything was very second-class! He wished that he
-had not come! He had asked Irene whether she wanted him; she had
-answered with that maddening smile of hers "Oh, no!"
-
-Why had he come? For the last quarter of an hour he had not even
-seen her. Here was George advancing with his Quilpish face; it
-was too late to get out of his way.
-
-"Have you seen 'The Buccaneer'?" said this licensed wag; "he's on
-the warpath--hair cut and everything!"
-
-Soames said he had not, and crossing the room, half-empty in an
-interval of the dance, he went out on the balcony, and looked
-down into the street.
-
-A carriage had driven up with late arrivals, and round the door
-hung some of those patient watchers of the London streets who
-spring up to the call of light or music; their faces, pale and
-upturned above their black and rusty figures, had an air of
-stolid watching that annoyed Soames. Why were they allowed to
-hang about; why didn't the bobby move them on?
-
-But the policeman took no notice of them; his feet were planted
-apart on the strip of crimson carpet stretched across the
-pavement; his face, under the helmet, wore the same stolid,
-watching look as theirs.
-
-Across the road, through the railings, Soames could see the
-branches of trees shining, faintly stirring in the breeze, by the
-gleam of the street lamps; beyond, again, the upper lights of the
-houses on the other side, so many eyes looking down on the quiet
-blackness of the garden; and over all, the sky, that wonderful
-London sky, dusted with the innumerable reflection of countless
-lamps; a dome woven over between its stars with the refraction of
-human needs and human fancies--immense mirror of pomp and misery
-that night after night stretches its kindly mocking over miles of
-houses and gardens, mansions and squalor, over Forsytes,
-policemen, and patient watchers in the streets.
-
-Soames turned away, and, hidden in the recess, gazed into the
-lighted room. It was cooler out there. He saw the new arrivals,
-June and her grandfather, enter. What had made them so late?
-They stood by the doorway. They looked fagged. Fancy Uncle
-Jolyon turning out at this time of night! Why hadn't June come
-to Irene, as she usually did, and it occurred to him suddenly
-that he had seen nothing of June for a long time now.
-
-Watching her face with idle malice, he saw it change, grow so
-pale that he thought she would drop, then flame out crimson.
-Turning to see at what she was looking, he saw his wife on
-Bosinney's arm, coming from the conservatory at the end of the
-room. Her eyes were raised to his, as though answering some
-question he had asked, and he was gazing at her intently.
-
-Soames looked again at June. Her hand rested on old Jolyon's
-arm; she seemed to be making a request. He saw a surprised look
-on his uncle's face; they turned and passed through the door out
-of his sight.
-
-The music began again--a waltz--and, still as a statue in the
-recess of the window, his face unmoved, but no smile on his lips,
-Soames waited. Presently, within a yard of the dark balcony, his
-wife and Bosinney passed. He caught the perfume of the gardenias
-that she wore, saw the rise and fall of her bosom, the languor in
-her eyes, her parted lips, and a look on her face that he did not
-know. To the slow, swinging measure they danced by, and it
-seemed to him that they clung to each other; he saw her raise her
-eyes, soft and dark, to Bosinney's, and drop them again.
-
-Very white, he turned back to the balcony, and leaning on it,
-gazed down on the Square; the figures were still there looking up
-at the light with dull persistency, the policeman's face, too,
-upturned, and staring, but he saw nothing of them. Below, a
-carriage drew up, two figures got in, and drove away....
-
-That evening June and old Jolyon sat down to dinner at the usual
-hour. The girl was in her customary high-necked frock, old
-Jolyon had not dressed.
-
-At breakfast she had spoken of the dance at Uncle Roger's, she
-wanted to go; she had been stupid enough, she said, not to think
-of asking anyone to take her. It was too late now.
-
-Old Jolyon lifted his keen eyes. June was used to go to dances
-with Irene as a matter of course! and deliberately fixing his
-gaze on her, he asked: "Why don't you get Irene?"
-
-No! June did not want to ask Irene; she would only go if--if her
-grandfather wouldn't mind just for once for a little time!
-
-At her look, so eager and so worn, old Jolyon had grumblingly
-consented. He did not know what she wanted, he said, with going
-to a dance like this, a poor affair, he would wager; and she no
-more fit for it than a cat! What she wanted was sea air, and
-after his general meeting of the Globular Gold Concessions he was
-ready to take her. She didn't want to go away? Ah! she would
-knock herself up! Stealing a mournful look at her, he went on
-with his breakfast.
-
-June went out early, and wandered restlessly about in the heat.
-Her little light figure that lately had moved so languidly about
-its business, was all on fire. She bought herself some flowers.
-She wanted--she meant to look her best. He would be there! She
-knew well enough that he had a card. She would show him that she
-did not care. But deep down in her heart she resolved that
-evening to win him back. She came in flushed, and talked
-brightly all lunch; old Jolyon was there, and he was deceived.
-
-In the afternoon she was overtaken by a desperate fit of sobbing.
-She strangled the noise against the pillows of her bed, but when
-at last it ceased she saw in the glass a swollen face with
-reddened eyes, and violet circles round them. She stayed in the
-darkened room till dinner time.
-
-All through that silent meal the struggle went on within her.
-
-She looked so shadowy and exhausted that old Jolyon told 'Sankey'
-to countermand the carriage, he would not have her going out....
-She was to go to bed! She made no resistance. She went up to
-her room, and sat in the dark. At ten o'clock she rang for her
-maid.
-
-"Bring some hot water, and go down and tell Mr. Forsyte that I
-feel perfectly rested. Say that if he's too tired I can go to
-the dance by myself."
-
-The maid looked askance, and June turned on her imperiously.
-"Go," she said, "bring the hot water at once!"
-
-Her ball-dress still lay on the sofa, and with a sort of fierce
-care she arrayed herself, took the flowers in her hand, and went
-down, her small face carried high under its burden of hair. She
-could hear old Jolyon in his room as she passed.
-
-Bewildered and vexed, he was dressing. It was past ten, they
-would not get there till eleven; the girl was mad. But he dared
-not cross her--the expression of her face at dinner haunted him.
-
-With great ebony brushes he smoothed his hair till it shone like
-silver under the light; then he, too, came out on the gloomy
-staircase.
-
-June met him below, and, without a word, they went to the
-carriage.
-
-When, after that drive which seemed to last for ever, she entered
-Roger's drawing-room, she disguised under a mask of resolution a
-very torment of nervousness and emotion. The feeling of shame at
-what might be called 'running after him' was smothered by the
-dread that he might not be there, that she might not see him
-after all, and by that dogged resolve--somehow, she did not know
-how--to win him back.
-
-The sight of the ballroom, with its gleaming floor, gave her a
-feeling of joy, of triumph, for she loved dancing, and when
-dancing she floated, so light was she, like a strenuous, eager
-little spirit. He would surely ask her to dance, and if he
-danced with her it would all be as it was before. She looked
-about her eagerly.
-
-The sight of Bosinney coming with Irene from the conservatory,
-with that strange look of utter absorption on his face, struck
-her too suddenly. They had not seen--no one should see--her
-distress, not even her grandfather.
-
-She put her hand on Jolyon's arm, and said very low:
-
-"I must go home, Gran; I feel ill."
-
-He hurried her away, grumbling to himself that he had known how
-it would be.
-
-To her he said nothing; only when they were once more in the
-carriage, which by some fortunate chance had lingered near the
-door, he asked her: "What is it, my darling?"
-
-Feeling her whole slender body shaken by sobs, he was terribly
-alarmed. She must have Blank to-morrow. He would insist upon
-it. He could not have her like this.... There, there!
-
-June mastered her sobs, and squeezing his hand feverishly, she
-lay back in her corner, her face muffled in a shawl.
-
-He could only see her eyes, fixed and staring in the dark, but he
-did not cease to stroke her hand with his thin fingers.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-EVENING AT RICHMOND
-
-
-Other eyes besides the eyes of June and of Soames had seen 'those
-two' (as Euphemia had already begun to call them) coming from the
-conservatory; other eyes had noticed the look on Bosinney's face.
-
-There are moments when Nature reveals the passion hidden beneath
-the careless calm of her ordinary moods--violent spring flashing
-white on almond-blossom through the purple clouds; a snowy,
-moonlit peak, with its single star, soaring up to the passionate
-blue; or against the flames of sunset, an old yew-tree standing
-dark guardian of some fiery secret.
-
-There are moments, too, when in a picture-gallery, a work, noted
-by the casual spectator as '......Titian--remarkably fine,'
-breaks through the defences of some Forsyte better lunched
-perhaps than his fellows, and holds him spellbound in a kind of
-ecstasy. There are things, he feels--there are things here
-which--well, which are things. Something unreasoning,
-unreasonable, is upon him; when he tries to define it with the
-precision of a practical man, it eludes him, slips away, as the
-glow of the wine he has drunk is slipping away, leaving him
-cross, and conscious of his liver. He feels that he has been
-extravagant, prodigal of something; virtue has gone out of him.
-He did not desire this glimpse of what lay under the three stars
-of his catalogue. God forbid that he should know anything about
-the forces of Nature! God forbid that he should admit for a
-moment that there are such things! Once admit that, and where
-was he? One paid a shilling for entrance, and another for the
-programme.
-
-The look which June had seen, which other Forsytes had seen, was
-like the sudden flashing of a candle through a hole in some
-imaginary canvas, behind which it was being moved--the sudden
-flaming-out of a vague, erratic glow, shadowy and enticing. It
-brought home to onlookers the consciousness that dangerous forces
-were at work. For a moment they noticed it with pleasure, with
-interest, then felt they must not notice it at all.
-
-It supplied, however, the reason of June's coming so late and
-disappearing again without dancing, without even shaking hands
-with her lover. She was ill, it was said, and no wonder.
-
-But here they looked at each other guiltily. They had no desire
-to spread scandal, no desire to be ill-natured. Who would have?
-And to outsiders no word was breathed, unwritten law keeping them
-silent.
-
-Then came the news that June had gone to the seaside with old
-Jolyon.
-
-He had carried her off to Broadstairs, for which place there was
-just then a feeling, Yarmouth having lost caste, in spite of
-Nicholas, and no Forsyte going to the sea without intending to
-have an air for his money such as would render him bilious in a
-week. That fatally aristocratic tendency of the first Forsyte to
-drink Madeira had left his descendants undoubtedly accessible.
-
-So June went to the sea. The family awaited developments; there
-was nothing else to do.
-
-But how far--how far had 'those two' gone? How far were they
-going to go? Could they really be going at all? Nothing could
-surely come of it, for neither of them had any money. At the
-most a flirtation, ending, as all such attachments should, at the
-proper time.
-
-Soames' sister, Winifred Dartie, who had imbibed with the breezes
-of Mayfair--she lived in Green Street--more fashionable
-principles in regard to matrimonial behaviour than were current,
-for instance, in Ladbroke Grove, laughed at the idea of there
-being anything in it. The 'little thing'--Irene was taller than
-herself, and it was real testimony to the solid worth of a
-Forsyte that she should always thus be a 'little thing'--the
-little thing was bored. Why shouldn't she amuse herself? Soames
-was rather tiring; and as to Mr. Bosinney--only that buffoon
-George would have called him the Buccaneer--she maintained that
-he was very chic.
-
-This dictum--that Bosinney was chic--caused quit a sensation. It
-failed to convince. That he was 'good-looking in a way' they
-were prepared to admit, but that anyone could call a man with his
-pronounced cheekbones, curious eyes, arid soft felt hats chic was
-only another instance of Winifred's extravagant way of running
-after something new.
-
-It was that famous summer when extravagance was fashionable, when
-the very earth was extravagant, chestnut-trees spread with
-blossom, and flowers drenched in perfume, as they had never been
-before; when roses blew in every garden; and for the swarming
-stars the nights had hardly space; when every day and all day
-long the sun, in full armour, swung his brazen shield above the
-Park, and people did strange things, lunching and dining in the
-open air. Unprecedented was the tale of cabs and carriages that
-streamed across the bridges of the shining river, bearing the
-upper-middle class in thousands to the green glories of Bushey,
-Richmond, Kew, and Hampton Court. Almost every family with any
-pretensions to be of the carriage-class paid one visit that year
-to the horse-chestnuts at Bushey, or took one drive amongst the
-Spanish chestnuts of Richmond Park. Bowling smoothly, if
-dustily, along, in a cloud of their own creation, they would
-stare fashionably at the antlered heads which the great slow deer
-raised out of a forest of bracken that promised to autumn lovers
-such cover as was never seen before. And now and again, as the
-amorous perfume of chestnut flowers and of fern was drifted too
-near, one would say to the other: "My dear! What a peculiar
-scent!"
-
-And the lime-flowers that year were of rare prime, near
-honey-coloured. At the corners of London squares they gave out,
-as the sun went down, a perfume sweeter than the honey bees had
-taken--a perfume that stirred a yearning unnamable in the hearts
-of Forsytes and their peers, taking the cool after dinner in the
-precincts of those gardens to which they alone had keys.
-
-And that yearning made them linger amidst the dim shapes of
-flower-beds in the failing daylight, made them turn, and turn,
-and turn again, as though lovers were waiting for them--waiting
-for the last light to die away under the shadow of the branches.
-
-Some vague sympathy evoked by the scent of the limes, some
-sisterly desire to see for herself, some idea of demonstrating
-the soundness of her dictum that there was 'nothing in it'; or
-merely the craving to drive down to Richmond, irresistible that
-summer, moved the mother of the little Darties (of little
-Publius, of Imogen, Maud, and Benedict) to write the following
-note to her sister-in-law:
-
-
-'DEAR IRENE,
-'June 30.
-
-'I hear that Soames is going to Henley tomorrow for the night. I
-thought it would be great fun if we made up a little party and
-drove down to, Richmond. Will you ask Mr. Bosinney, and I will
-get young Flippard.
-
-'Emily (they called their mother Emily--it was so chic) will lend
-us the carriage. I will call for you and your young man at seven
-o'clock.
-
-'Your affectionate sister,
-
-'WINIFRED DARTIE.
-
-'Montague believes the dinner at the Crown and Sceptre to be
-quite eatable.'
-
-
-Montague was Dartie's second and better known name--his first
-being Moses; for he was nothing if not a man of the world.
-
-Her plan met with more opposition from Providence than so
-benevolent a scheme deserved. In the first place young Flippard
-wrote:
-
-
-'DEAR Mrs. DARTIE,
-
-'Awfully sorry. Engaged two deep.
-
-'Yours,
-
-'AUGUSTUS FLIPPARD.'
-
-
-It was late to send into the byeways and hedges to remedy this
-misfortune. With the promptitude and conduct of a mother,
-Winifred fell back on her husband. She had, indeed, the decided
-but tolerant temperament that goes with a good deal of profile,
-fair hair, and greenish eyes. She was seldom or never at a loss;
-or if at a loss, was always able to convert it into a gain.
-
-Dartie, too, was in good feather. Erotic had failed to win the
-Lancashire Cup. Indeed, that celebrated animal, owned as he was
-by a pillar of the turf, who had secretly laid many thousands
-against him, had not even started. The forty-eight hours that
-followed his scratching were among the darkest in Dartie's life.
-
-Visions of James haunted him day and night. Black thoughts about
-Soames mingled with the faintest hopes. On the Friday night he
-got drunk, so greatly was he affected. But on Saturday morning
-the true Stock Exchange instinct triumphed within him. Owing
-some hundreds, which by no possibility could he pay, he went into
-town and put them all on Concertina for the Saltown Borough
-Handicap.
-
-As he said to Major Scrotton, with whom he lunched at the Iseeum:
-"That little Jew boy, Nathans, had given him the tip. He didn't
-care a cursh. He wash in--a mucker. If it didn't come up--well
-then, damme, the old man would have to pay!"
-
-A bottle of Pol Roger to his own cheek had given him a new
-contempt for James.
-
-It came up. Concertina was squeezed home by her neck--a terrible
-squeak! But, as Dartie said: There was nothing like pluck!
-
-He was by no means averse to the expedition to Richmond. He
-would 'stand' it himself! He cherished an admiration for Irene,
-and wished to be on more playful terms with her.
-
-At half-past five the Park Lane footman came round to say: Mrs.
-Forsyte was very sorry, but one of the horses was coughing!
-
-Undaunted by this further blow, Winifred at once despatched
-little Publius (now aged seven) with the nursery governess to
-Montpellier Square.
-
-They would go down in hansoms and meet at the Crown and Sceptre
-at 7.45.
-
-Dartie, on being told, was pleased enough. It was better than
-going down with your back to the horses! He had no objection to
-driving down with Irene. He supposed they would pick up the
-others at Montpellier Square, and swop hansoms there?
-
-Informed that the meet was at the Crown and Sceptre, and that he
-would have to drive with his wife, he turned sulky, and said it
-was d---d slow!
-
-At seven o'clock they started, Dartie offering to bet the driver
-half-a-crown he didn't do it in the three-quarters of an hour.
-
-Twice only did husband and wife exchange remarks on the way.
-
-Dartie said: "It'll put Master Soames's nose out of joint to hear
-his wife's been drivin' in a hansom with Master Bosinney!"
-
-Winifred replied: "Don't talk such nonsense, Monty!"
-
-"Nonsense!" repeated Dartie. "You don't know women, my fine
-lady!"
-
-On the other occasion he merely asked: "How am I looking? A bit
-puffy about the gills? That fizz old George is so fond of is a
-windy wine!"
-
-He had been lunching with George Forsyte at the Haversnake.
-
-Bosinney and Irene had arrived before them. They were standing
-in one of the long French windows overlooking the river.
-
-Windows that summer were open all day long, and all night too,
-and day and night the scents of flowers and trees came in, the
-hot scent of parching grass, and the cool scent of the heavy
-dews.
-
-To the eye of the observant Dartie his two guests did not appear
-to be making much running, standing there close together, without
-a word. Bosinney was a hungry-looking creature--not much go
-about him
-
-He left them to Winifred, however, and busied himself to order
-the dinner.
-
-A Forsyte will require good, if not delicate feeding, but a
-Dartie will tax the resources of a Crown and Sceptre. Living as
-he does, from hand to mouth, nothing is too good for him to eat;
-and he will eat it. His drink, too, will need to be carefully
-provided; there is much drink in this country 'not good enough'
-for a Dartie; he will have the best. Paying for things
-vicariously, there is no reason why he should stint himself. To
-stint yourself is the mark of a fool, not of a Dartie.
-
-The best of everything! No sounder principle on which a man can
-base his life, whose father-in-law has a very considerable
-income, and a partiality for his grandchildren.
-
-With his not unable eye Dartie had spotted this weakness in James
-the very first year after little Publius's arrival (an error); he
-had profited by his perspicacity. Four little Darties were now a
-sort of perpetual insurance.
-
-The feature of the feast was unquestionably the red mullet. This
-delectable fish, brought from a considerable distance in a state
-of almost perfect preservation, was first fried, then boned, then
-served in ice, with Madeira punch in place of sauce, according to
-a recipe known to a few men of the world.
-
-Nothing else calls for remark except the payment of the bill by
-Dartie.
-
-He had made himself extremely agreeable throughout the meal; his
-bold, admiring stare seldom abandoning Irene's face and figure.
-As he was obliged to confess to himself, he got no change out of
-her--she was cool enough, as cool as her shoulders looked under
-their veil of creamy lace. He expected to have caught her out in
-some little game with Bosinney; but not a bit of it, she kept up
-her end remarkably well. As for that architect chap, he was as
-glum as a bear with a sore head--Winifred could barely get a word
-out of him; he ate nothing, but he certainly took his liquor, and
-his face kept getting whiter, and his eyes looked queer.
-
-It was all very amusing.
-
-For Dartie himself was in capital form, and talked freely, with a
-certain poignancy, being no fool. He told two or three stories
-verging on the improper, a concession to the company, for his
-stories were not used to verging. He proposed Irene's health in
-a mock speech. Nobody drank it, and Winifred said: "Don't be
-such a clown, Monty!"
-
-At her suggestion they went after dinner to the public terrace
-overlooking the river.
-
-"I should like to see the common people making love," she said,
-"it's such fun!"
-
-There were numbers of them walking in the cool, after the day's
-heat, and the air was alive with the sound of voices, coarse and
-loud, or soft as though murmuring secrets.
-
-It was not long before Winifred's better sense--she was the only
-Forsyte present--secured them an empty bench. They sat down in a
-row. A heavy tree spread a thick canopy above their heads, and
-the haze darkened slowly over the river.
-
-Dartie sat at the end, next to him Irene, then Bosinney, then
-Winifred. There was hardly room for four, and the man of the
-world could feel Irene's arm crushed against his own; he knew
-that she could not withdraw it without seeming rude, and this
-amused him; he devised every now and again a movement that would
-bring her closer still. He thought: 'That Buccaneer Johnny
-shan't have it all to himself! It's a pretty tight fit,
-certainly!'
-
-From far down below on the dark river came drifting the tinkle of
-a mandoline, and voices singing the old round:
-
-'A boat, a boat, unto the ferry,
-For we'll go over and be merry;
-And laugh, and quaff, and drink brown sherry!'
-
-And suddenly the moon appeared, young and tender, floating up on
-her back from behind a tree; and as though she had breathed, the
-air was cooler, but down that cooler air came always the warm
-odour of the limes.
-
-Over his cigar Dartie peered round at Bosinney, who was sitting
-with his arms crossed, staring straight in front of him, and on
-his face the look of a man being tortured.
-
-And Dartie shot a glance at the face between, so veiled by the
-overhanging shadow that it was but like a darker piece of the
-darkness shaped and breathed on; soft, mysterious, enticing.
-
-A hush had fallen on the noisy terrace, as if all the strollers
-were thinking secrets too precious to be spoken.
-
-And Dartie thought: 'Women!'
-
-The glow died above the river, the singing ceased; the young moon
-hid behind a tree, and all was dark. He pressed himself against
-Irene.
-
-He was not alarmed at the shuddering that ran through the limbs
-he touched, or at the troubled, scornful look of her eyes. He
-felt her trying to draw herself away, and smiled.
-
-It must be confessed that the man of the world had drunk quite as
-much as was good for him.
-
-With thick lips parted under his well-curled moustaches, and his
-bold eyes aslant upon her, he had the malicious look of a satyr.
-
-Along the pathway of sky between the hedges of the tree tops the
-stars clustered forth; like mortals beneath, they seemed to shift
-and swarm and whisper. Then on the terrace the buzz broke out
-once more, and Dartie thought: 'Ah! he's a poor, hungry-looking
-devil, that Bosinney!' and again he pressed himself against Irene.
-
-The movement deserved a better success. She rose, and they all
-followed her.
-
-The man of the world was more than ever determined to see what
-she was made of. Along the terrace he kept close at her elbow.
-He had within him much good wine. There was the long drive home,
-the long drive and the warm dark and the pleasant closeness of
-the hansom cab--with its insulation from the world devised by
-some great and good man. That hungry architect chap might drive
-with his wife--he wished him joy of her! And, conscious that his
-voice was not too steady, he was careful not to speak; but a
-smile had become fixed on his thick lips.
-
-They strolled along toward the cabs awaiting them at the farther
-end. His plan had the merit of all great plans, an almost brutal
-simplicity he would merely keep at her elbow till she got in, and
-get in quickly after her.
-
-But when Irene reached the cab she did not get in; she slipped,
-instead, to the horse's head. Dartie was not at the moment
-sufficiently master of his legs to follow. She stood stroking
-the horse's nose, and, to his annoyance, Bosinney was at her side
-first. She turned and spoke to him rapidly, in a low voice; the
-words 'That man' reached Dartie. He stood stubbornly by the cab
-step, waiting for her to come back. He knew a trick worth two of
-that!
-
-Here, in the lamp-light, his figure (no more than medium height),
-well squared in its white evening waistcoat, his light overcoat
-flung over his arm, a pink flower in his button-hole, and on his
-dark face that look of confident, good-humoured insolence, he was
-at his best--a thorough man of the world.
-
-Winifred was already in her cab. Dartie reflected that Bosinney
-would have a poorish time in that cab if he didn't look sharp!
-Suddenly he received a push which nearly overturned him in the
-road. Bosinney's voice hissed in his ear: "I am taking Irene
-back; do you understand?" He saw a face white with passion, and
-eyes that glared at him like a wild cat's.
-
-"Eh?" he stammered. "What? Not a bit. You take my wife!"
-
-"Get away!" hissed Bosinney--"or I'll throw you into the road!"
-
-Dartie recoiled; he saw as plainly as possible that the fellow
-meant it. In the space he made Irene had slipped by, her dress
-brushed his legs. Bosinney stepped in after her.
-
-"Go on!" he heard the Buccaneer cry. The cabman flicked his
-horse. It sprang forward.
-
-Dartie stood for a moment dumbfounded; then, dashing at the cab
-where his wife sat, he scrambled in.
-
-"Drive on!" he shouted to the driver, "and don't you lose sight
-of that fellow in front!"
-
-Seated by his wife's side, he burst into imprecations. Calming
-himself at last with a supreme effort, he added: "A pretty mess
-you've made of it, to let the Buccaneer drive home with her; why
-on earth couldn't you keep hold of him? He's mad with love; any
-fool can see that!"
-
-He drowned Winifred's rejoinder with fresh calls to the Almighty;
-nor was it until they reached Barnes that he ceased a Jeremiad,
-in the course of which he had abused her, her father, her
-brother, Irene, Bosinney, the name of Forsyte, his own children,
-and cursed the day when he had ever married.
-
-Winifred, a woman of strong character, let him have his say, at
-the end of which he lapsed into sulky silence. His angry eyes
-never deserted the back of that cab, which, like a lost chance,
-haunted the darkness in front of him.
-
-Fortunately he could not hear Bosinney's passionate pleading--
-that pleading which the man of the world's conduct had let loose
-like a flood; he could not see Irene shivering, as though some
-garment had been torn from her, nor her eyes, black and mournful,
-like the eyes of a beaten child. He could not hear Bosinney
-entreating, entreating, always entreating; could not hear her
-sudden, soft weeping, nor see that poor, hungry-looking devil,
-awed and trembling, humbly touching her hand.
-
-In Montpellier Square their cabman, following his instructions to
-the letter, faithfully drew up behind the cab in front. The
-Darties saw Bosinney spring out, and Irene follow, and hasten up
-the steps with bent head. She evidently had her key in her hand,
-for she disappeared at once. It was impossible to tell whether
-she had turned to speak to Bosinney.
-
-The latter came walking past their cab; both husband and wife had
-an admirable view of his face in the light of a street lamp. It
-was working with violent emotion.
-
-"Good-night, Mr. Bosinney!" called Winifred.
-
-Bosinney started, clawed off his hat, and hurried on. He had
-obviously forgotten their existence.
-
-"There!" said Dartie, "did you see the beast's face? What did I
-say? Fine games!" He improved the occasion.
-
-There had so clearly been a crisis in the cab that Winifred was
-unable to defend her theory.
-
-She said: "I shall say nothing about it. I don't see any use in
-making a fuss!"
-
-With that view Dartie at once concurred; looking upon James as a
-private preserve, he disapproved of his being disturbed by the
-troubles of others.
-
-"Quite right," he said; "let Soames look after himself. He's
-jolly well able to!"
-
-Thus speaking, the Darties entered their habitat in Green Street,
-the rent of which was paid by James, and sought a well-earned
-rest. The hour was midnight, and no Forsytes remained abroad in
-the streets to spy out Bosinney's wanderings; to see him return
-and stand against the rails of the Square garden, back from the
-glow of the street lamp; to see him stand there in the shadow of
-trees, watching the house where in the dark was hidden she whom
-he would have given the world to see for a single minute--she who
-was now to him the breath of the lime-trees, the meaning of the
-light and the darkness, the very beating of his own heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-DIAGNOSIS OF A FORSYTE
-
-
-It is in the nature of a Forsyte to be ignorant that he is a
-Forsyte; but young Jolyon was well aware of being one. He had
-not known it till after the decisive step which had made him an
-outcast; since then the knowledge had been with him continually.
-He felt it throughout his alliance, throughout all his dealings
-with his second wife, who was emphatically not a Forsyte.
-
-He knew that if he had not possessed in great measure the eye for
-what he wanted, the tenacity to hold on to it, the sense of the
-folly of wasting that for which he had given so big a price--in
-other words, the 'sense of property' he could never have retained
-her (perhaps never would have desired to retain her) with him
-through all the financial troubles, slights, and misconstructions
-of those fifteen years; never have induced her to marry him on
-the death of his first wife; never have lived it all through, and
-come up, as it were, thin, but smiling.
-
-He was one of those men who, seated cross-legged like miniature
-Chinese idols in the cages of their own hearts, are ever smiling
-at themselves a doubting smile. Not that this smile, so intimate
-and eternal, interfered with his actions, which, like his chin
-and his temperament, were quite a peculiar blend of softness and
-determination.
-
-He was conscious, too, of being a Forsyte in his work, that
-painting of water-colours to which he devoted so much energy,
-always with an eye on himself, as though he could not take so
-unpractical a pursuit quite seriously, and always with a certain
-queer uneasiness that he did not make more money at it.
-
-It was, then, this consciousness of what it meant to be a
-Forsyte, that made him receive the following letter from old
-Jolyon, with a mixture of sympathy and disgust:
-
-
-'SHELDRAKE HOUSE,
- 'BROADSTAIRS,
-
-'July 1.
-'MY DEAR JO,'
-
-(The Dad's handwriting had altered very little in the thirty odd
-years that he remembered it.)
-
-'We have been here now a fortnight, and have had good weather on
-the whole. The air is bracing, but my liver is out of order, and
-I shall be glad enough to get back to town. I cannot say much
-for June, her health and spirits are very indifferent, and I
-don't see what is to come of it. She says nothing, but it is
-clear that she is harping on this engagement, which is an
-engagement and no engagement, and--goodness knows what. I have
-grave doubts whether she ought to be allowed to return to London
-in the present state of affairs, but she is so self-willed that
-she might take it into her head to come up at any moment. The
-fact is someone ought to speak to Bosinney and ascertain what he
-means. I'm afraid of this myself, for I should certainly rap him
-over the knuckles, but I thought that you, knowing him at the
-Club, might put in a word, and get to ascertain what the fellow
-is about. You will of course in no way commit June. I shall be
-glad to hear from you in the course of a few days whether you
-have succeeded in gaining any information. The situation is very
-distressing to me, I worry about it at night.
-
-With my love to Jolly and Holly.
-'I am,
- 'Your affect. father,
-
-'JOLYON FORSYTE.'
-
-
-Young Jolyon pondered this letter so long and seriously that his
-wife noticed his preoccupation, and asked him what was the
-matter. He replied: "Nothing."
-
-It was a fixed principle with him never to allude to June. She
-might take alarm, he did not know what she might think; he
-hastened, therefore, to banish from his manner all traces of
-absorption, but in this he was about as successful as his father
-would have been, for he had inherited all old Jolyon's
-transparency in matters of domestic finesse; and young Mrs.
-Jolyon, busying herself over the affairs of the house, went about
-with tightened lips, stealing at him unfathomable looks.
-
-He started for the Club in the afternoon with the letter in his
-pocket, and without having made up his mind.
-
-To sound a man as to 'his intentions' was peculiarly unpleasant
-to him; nor did his own anomalous position diminish this
-unpleasantness. It was so like his family, so like all the
-people they knew and mixed with, to enforce what they called
-their rights over a man, to bring him up to the mark; so like
-them to carry their business principles into their private
-relations.
-
-And how that phrase in the letter--'You will, of course, in no
-way commit June'--gave the whole thing away.
-
-Yet the letter, with the personal grievance, the concern for
-June, the 'rap over the knuckles,' was all so natural. No wonder
-his father wanted to know what Bosinney meant, no wonder he was
-angry.
-
-It was difficult to refuse! But why give the thing to him to do?
-That was surely quite unbecoming; but so long as a Forsyte got
-what he was after, he was not too particular about the means,
-provided appearances were saved.
-
-How should he set about it, or how refuse? Both seemed impossible.
-So, young Jolyon!
-
-He arrived at the Club at three o'clock, and the first person he
-saw was Bosinney himself, seated in a corner, staring out of the
-window.
-
-Young Jolyon sat down not far off, and began nervously to
-reconsider his position. He looked covertly at Bosinney sitting
-there unconscious. He did not know him very well, and studied
-him attentively for perhaps the first time; an unusual looking
-man, unlike in dress, face, and manner to most of the other
-members of the Club--young Jolyon himself, however different he
-had become in mood and temper, had always retained the neat
-reticence of Forsyte appearance. He alone among Forsytes was
-ignorant of Bosinney's nickname. The man was unusual, not
-eccentric, but unusual; he looked worn, too, haggard, hollow in
-the cheeks beneath those broad, high cheekbones, though without
-any appearance of ill-health, for he was strongly built, with
-curly hair that seemed to show all the vitality of a fine
-constitution.
-
-Something in his face and attitude touched young Jolyon. He knew
-what suffering was like, and this man looked as if he were
-suffering.
-
-He got up and touched his arm.
-
-Bosinney started, but exhibited no sign of embarrassment on
-seeing who it was.
-
-Young Jolyon sat down.
-
-"I haven't seen you for a long time," he said. "How are you
-getting on with my cousin's house?"
-
-"It'll be finished in about a week."
-
-"I congratulate you!"
-
-"Thanks--I don't know that it's much of a subject for
-congratulation."
-
-"No?" queried young Jolyon; "I should have thought you'd be glad
-to get a long job like that off your hands; but I suppose you
-feel it much as I do when I part with a picture--a sort of
-child?"
-
-He looked kindly at Bosinney.
-
-"Yes," said the latter more cordially, "it goes out from you and
-there's an end of it. I didn't know you painted."
-
-"Only water-colours; I can't say I believe in my work."
-
-"Don't believe in it? There--how can you do it? Work's no use
-unless you believe in it!"
-
-"Good," said young Jolyon; "it's exactly what I've always said.
-By-the-bye, have you noticed that whenever one says 'Good,' one
-always adds 'it's exactly what I've always said'! But if you ask
-me how I do it, I answer, because I'm a Forsyte."
-
-"A Forsyte! I never thought of you as one!"
-
-"A Forsyte," replied young Jolyon, "is not an uncommon animal.
-There are hundreds among the members of this Club. Hundreds out
-there in the streets; you meet them wherever you go!"
-
-"And how do you tell them, may I ask?" said Bosinney.
-
-"By their sense of property. A Forsyte takes a practical--one
-might say a commonsense--view of things, and a practical view of
-things is based fundamentally on a sense of property. A Forsyte,
-you will notice, never gives himself away."
-
-"Joking?"
-
-Young Jolyon's eye twinkled.
-
-"Not much. As a Forsyte myself, I have no business to talk. But
-I'm a kind of thoroughbred mongrel; now, there's no mistaking
-you: You're as different from me as I am from my Uncle James, who
-is the perfect specimen of a Forsyte. His sense of property is
-extreme, while you have practically none. Without me in between,
-you would seem like a different species. I'm the missing link.
-We are, of course, all of us the slaves of property, and I admit
-that it's a question of degree, but what I call a 'Forsyte' is a
-man who is decidedly more than less a slave of property. He
-knows a good thing, he knows a safe thing, and his grip on
-property--it doesn't matter whether it be wives, houses, money,
-or reputation--is his hall-mark."
-
-"Ah!" murmured Bosinney. "You should patent the word."
-
-"I should like," said young Jolyon, "to lecture on it:
-
-"Properties and quality of a Forsyte: This little animal,
-disturbed by the ridicule of his own sort, is unaffected in his
-motions by the laughter of strange creatures (you or I).
-Hereditarily disposed to myopia, he recognises only the persons
-of his own species, amongst which he passes an existence of
-competitive tranquillity."
-
-"You talk of them," said Bosinney, "as if they were half
-England."
-
-"They are," repeated young Jolyon, "half England, and the better
-half, too, the safe half, the three per cent. half, the half
-that counts. It's their wealth and security that makes
-everything possible; makes your art possible, makes literature,
-science, even religion, possible. Without Forsytes, who believe
-in none of these things, and habitats but turn them all to use,
-where should we be? My dear sir, the Forsytes are the middlemen,
-the commercials, the pillars of society, the cornerstones of
-convention; everything that is admirable!"
-
-"I don't know whether I catch your drift," said Bosinney, "but I
-fancy there are plenty of Forsytes, as you call them, in my
-profession."
-
-"Certainly," replied young Jolyon. "The great majority of
-architects, painters, or writers have no principles, like any
-other Forsytes. Art, literature, religion, survive by virtue of
-the few cranks who really believe in such things, and the many
-Forsytes who make a commercial use of them. At a low estimate,
-three-fourths of our Royal Academicians are Forsytes, seven-
-eighths of our novelists, a large proportion of the press.
-Of science I can't speak; they are magnificently represented in
-religion; in the House of Commons perhaps more numerous than
-anywhere; the aristocracy speaks for itself. But I'm not
-laughing. It is dangerous to go against the majority and what a
-majority!" He fixed his eyes on Bosinney: "It's dangerous to let
-anything carry you away--a house, a picture, a--woman!"
-
-They looked at each other.--And, as though he had done that which
-no Forsyte did--given himself away, young Jolyon drew into his
-shell. Bosinney broke the silence.
-
-"Why do you take your own people as the type?" said he.
-
-"My people," replied young Jolyon, "are not very extreme, and
-they have their own private peculiarities, like every other
-family, but they possess in a remarkable degree those two
-qualities which are the real tests of a Forsyte--the power of
-never being able to give yourself up to anything soul and body,
-and the 'sense of property'."
-
-Bosinney smiled: "How about the big one, for instance?"
-
-"Do you mean Swithin?" asked young Jolyon. "Ah! in Swithin
-there's something primeval still. The town and middle-class
-life haven't digested him yet. All the old centuries of farmwork
-and brute force have settled in him, and there they've stuck, for
-all he's so distinguished."
-
-Bosinney seemed to ponder. "Well, you've hit your cousin Soames
-off to the life," he said suddenly. "He'll never blow his brains
-out."
-
-Young Jolyon shot at him a penetrating glance.
-
-"No," he said; "he won't. That's why he's to be reckoned with.
-Look out for their grip! It's easy to laugh, but don't mistake
-me. It doesn't do to despise a Forsyte; it doesn't do to
-disregard them!"
-
-"Yet you've done it yourself!"
-
-Young Jolyon acknowledged the hit by losing his smile.
-
-"You forget," he said with a queer pride, "I can hold on, too--
-I'm a Forsyte myself. We're all in the path of great forces.
-The man who leaves the shelter of the wall--well--you know what I
-mean. I don't," he ended very low, as though uttering a threat,
-"recommend every man to-go-my-way. It depends."
-
-The colour rushed into Bosinney's face, but soon receded, leaving
-it sallow-brown as before. He gave a short laugh, that left his
-lips fixed in a queer, fierce smile; his eyes mocked young
-Jolyon.
-
-"Thanks," he said. "It's deuced kind of you. But you're not the
-only chaps that can hold on." He rose.
-
-Young Jolyon looked after him as he walked away, and, resting his
-head on his hand, sighed.
-
-In the drowsy, almost empty room the only sounds were the rustle
-of newspapers, the scraping of matches being struck. He stayed a
-long time without moving, living over again those days when he,
-too, had sat long hours watching the clock, waiting for the
-minutes to pass--long hours full of the torments of uncertainty,
-and of a fierce, sweet aching; and the slow, delicious agony of
-that season came back to him with its old poignancy. The sight
-of Bosinney, with his haggard face, and his restless eyes always
-wandering to the clock, had roused in him a pity, with which was
-mingled strange, irresistible envy.
-
-He knew the signs so well. Whither was he going--to what sort of
-fate? What kind of woman was it who was drawing him to her by
-that magnetic force which no consideration of honour, no
-principle, no interest could withstand; from which the only
-escape was flight.
-
-Flight! But why should Bosinney fly? A man fled when he was in
-danger of destroying hearth and home, when there were children,
-when he felt himself trampling down ideals, breaking something.
-But here, so he had heard, it was all broken to his hand.
-
-He himself had not fled, nor would he fly if it were all to come
-over again. Yet he had gone further than Bosinney, had broken up
-his own unhappy home, not someone else's: And the old saying came
-back to him: 'A man's fate lies in his own heart.'
-
-In his own heart! The proof of the pudding was in the eating--
-Bosinney had still to eat his pudding.
-
-His thoughts passed to the woman, the woman whom he did not know,
-but the outline of whose story he had heard.
-
-An unhappy marriage! No ill-treatment--only that indefinable
-malaise, that terrible blight which killed all sweetness under
-Heaven; and so from day to day, from night to night, from week to
-week, from year to year, till death should end it.
-
-But young Jolyon, the bitterness of whose own feelings time had
-assuaged, saw Soames' side of the question too. Whence should a
-man like his cousin, saturated with all the prejudices and
-beliefs of his class, draw the insight or inspiration necessary
-to break up this life? It was a question of imagination, of
-projecting himself into the future beyond the unpleasant gossip,
-sneers, and tattle that followed on such separations, beyond the
-passing pangs that the lack of the sight of her would cause,
-beyond the grave disapproval of the worthy. But few men, and
-especially few men of Soames' class, had imagination enough for
-that. A deal of mortals in this world, and not enough
-imagination to go round! And sweet Heaven, what a difference
-between theory and practice; many a man, perhaps even Soames,
-held chivalrous views on such matters, who when the shoe pinched
-found a distinguishing factor that made of himself an exception.
-
-Then, too, he distrusted his judgment. He had been through the
-experience himself, had tasted too the dregs the bitterness of an
-unhappy marriage, and how could he take the wide and dispassionate
-view of those who had never been within sound of the battle?
-His evidence was too first-hand--like the evidence on military
-matters of a soldier who has been through much active service,
-against that of civilians who have not suffered the disadvantage
-of seeing things too close. Most people would consider such a
-marriage as that of Soames and Irene quite fairly successful;
-he had money, she had beauty; it was a case for compromise.
-There was no reason why they should not jog along, even if they
-hated each other. It would not matter if they went their own
-ways a little so long as the decencies were observed--the
-sanctity of the marriage tie, of the common home, respected.
-Half the marriages of the upper classes were conducted on these
-lines: Do not offend the susceptibilities of Society; do not
-offend the susceptibilities of the Church. To avoid offending
-these is worth the sacrifice of any private feelings. The
-advantages of the stable home are visible, tangible, so many
-pieces of property; there is no risk in the statu quo. To break
-up a home is at the best a dangerous experiment, and selfish into
-the bargain.
-
-This was the case for the defence, and young Jolyon sighed.
-
-'The core of it all,' he thought, 'is property, but there are
-many people who would not like it put that way. To them it is
-"the sanctity of the marriage tie"; but the sanctity of the
-marriage tie is dependent on the sanctity of the family, and the
-sanctity of the family is dependent on the sanctity of property.
-And yet I imagine all these people are followers of One who never
-owned anything. It is curious!
-
-And again young Jolyon sighed.
-
-'Am I going on my way home to ask any poor devils I meet to share
-my dinner, which will then be too little for myself, or, at all
-events, for my wife, who is necessary to my health and happiness?
-It may be that after all Soames does well to exercise his rights
-and support by his practice the sacred principle of property
-which benefits us all, with the exception of those who suffer by
-the process.'
-
-And so he left his chair, threaded his way through the maze of
-seats, took his hat, and languidly up the hot streets crowded
-with carriages, reeking with dusty odours, wended his way home.
-
-Before reaching Wistaria Avenue he removed old Jolyon's letter
-from his pocket, and tearing it carefully into tiny pieces,
-scattered them in the dust of the road.
-
-He let himself in with his key, and called his wife's name. But
-she had gone out, taking Jolly and Holly, and the house was
-empty; alone in the garden the dog Balthasar lay in the shade
-snapping at flies.
-
-Young Jolyon took his seat there, too, under the pear-tree that
-bore no fruit.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-BOSINNEY ON PAROLE
-
-
-The day after the evening at Richmond Soames returned from Henley
-by a morning train. Not constitutionally interested in
-amphibious sports, his visit had been one of business rather than
-pleasure, a client of some importance having asked him down.
-
-He went straight to the City, but finding things slack, he left
-at three o'clock, glad of this chance to get home quietly. Irene
-did not expect him. Not that he had any desire to spy on her
-actions, but there was no harm in thus unexpectedly surveying the
-scene.
-
-After changing to Park clothes he went into the drawing-room.
-She was sitting idly in the corner of the sofa, her favourite
-seat; and there were circles under her eyes, as though she had
-not slept.
-
-He asked: "How is it you're in? Are you expecting somebody?"
-
-"Yes that is, not particularly."
-
-"Who?"
-
-"Mr. Bosinney said he might come."
-
-"Bosinney. He ought to be at work."
-
-To this she made no answer.
-
-"Well," said Soames, "I want you to come out to the Stores with
-me, and after that we'll go to the Park."
-
-"I don't want to go out; I have a headache."
-
-Soames replied: "If ever I want you to do anything, you've always
-got a headache. It'll do you good to come and sit under the
-trees."
-
-She did not answer.
-
-Soames was silent for some minutes; at last he said: "I don't
-know what your idea of a wife's duty is. I never have known!"
-
-He had not expected her to reply, but she did.
-
-"I have tried to do what you want; it's not my fault that I
-haven't been able to put my heart into it."
-
-"Whose fault is it, then?" He watched her askance.
-
-"Before we were married you promised to let me go if our marriage
-was not a success. Is it a success?"
-
-Soames frowned.
-
-"Success," he stammered--"it would be a success if you behaved
-yourself properly!"
-
-"I have tried," said Irene. "Will you let me go?"
-
-Soames turned away. Secretly alarmed, he took refuge in bluster.
-
-"Let you go? You don't know what you're talking about. Let you
-go? How can I let you go? We're married, aren't we? Then, what
-are you talking about? For God's sake, don't let's have any of
-this sort of nonsense! Get your hat on, and come and sit in the
-Park."
-
-"Then, you won't let me go?"
-
-He felt her eyes resting on him with a strange, touching look.
-
-"Let you go!" he said; "and what on earth would you do with
-yourself if I did? You've got no money!"
-
-"I could manage somehow."
-
-He took a swift turn up and down the room; then came and stood
-before her.
-
-"Understand," he said, "once and for all, I won't have you say
-this sort of thing. Go and get your hat on!"
-
-She did not move.
-
-"I suppose," said Soames, "you don't want to miss Bosinney if he
-comes!"
-
-Irene got up slowly and left the room. She came down with her
-hat on.
-
-They went out.
-
-In the Park, the motley hour of mid-afternoon, when foreigners
-and other pathetic folk drive, thinking themselves to be in
-fashion, had passed; the right, the proper, hour had come, was
-nearly gone, before Soames and Irene seated themselves under the
-Achilles statue.
-
-It was some time since he had enjoyed her company in the Park.
-That was one of the past delights of the first two seasons of his
-married life, when to feel himself the possessor of this gracious
-creature before all London had been his greatest, though secret,
-pride. How many afternoons had he not sat beside her, extremely
-neat, with light grey gloves and faint, supercilious smile,
-nodding to acquaintances, and now and again removing his hat.
-
-His light grey gloves were still on his hands, and on his lips
-his smile sardonic, but where the feeling in his heart?
-
-The seats were emptying fast, but still he kept her there, silent
-and pale, as though to work out a secret punishment. Once or
-twice he made some comment, and she bent her head, or answered
-"Yes" with a tired smile.
-
-Along the rails a man was walking so fast that people stared
-after him when he passed.
-
-"Look at that ass!" said Soames; "he must be mad to walk like
-that in this heat!"
-
-He turned; Irene had made a rapid movement.
-
-"Hallo!" he said: "it's our friend the Buccaneer!"
-
-And he sat still, with his sneering smile, conscious that Irene
-was sitting still, and smiling too.
-
-"Will she bow to him?" he thought.
-
-But she made no sign.
-
-Bosinney reached the end of the rails, and came walking back
-amongst the chairs, quartering his ground like a pointer. When
-he saw them he stopped dead, and raised his hat.
-
-The smile never left Soames' face; he also took off his hat.
-
-Bosinney came up, looking exhausted, like a man after hard
-physical exercise; the sweat stood in drops on his brow, and
-Soames' smile seemed to say: "You've had a trying time, my friend
-......What are you doing in the Park?" he asked. "We thought
-you despised such frivolity!"
-
-Bosinney did not seem to hear; he made his answer to Irene: "I've
-been round to your place; I hoped I should find you in."
-
-Somebody tapped Soames on the back, and spoke to him; and in the
-exchange of those platitudes over his shoulder, he missed her
-answer, and took a resolution.
-
-"We're just going in," he said to Bosinney; "you'd better come
-back to dinner with us." Into that invitation he put a strange
-bravado, a stranger pathos: "You, can't deceive me," his look and
-voice seemed saying, "but see--I trust you--I'm not afraid of
-you!"
-
-They started back to Montpellier Square together, Irene between
-them. In the crowded streets Soames went on in front. He did
-not listen to their conversation; the strange resolution of
-trustfulness he had taken seemed to animate even his secret
-conduct. Like a gambler, he said to himself: 'It's a card I dare
-not throw away--I must play it for what it's worth. I have not
-too many chances.'
-
-He dressed slowly, heard her leave her room and go downstairs,
-and, for full five minutes after, dawdled about in his dressing-
-room. Then he went down, purposely shutting the door loudly to
-show that he was coming. He found them standing by the hearth,
-perhaps talking, perhaps not; he could not say.
-
-He played his part out in the farce, the long evening through--
-his manner to his guest more friendly than it had ever been
-before; and when at last Bosinney went, he said: "You must come
-again soon; Irene likes to have you to talk about the house!"
-Again his voice had the strange bravado and the stranger pathos;
-but his hand was cold as ice.
-
-Loyal to his resolution, he turned away from their parting,
-turned away from his wife as she stood under the hanging lamp to
-say good-night--away from the sight of her golden head shining so
-under the light, of her smiling mournful lips; away from the
-sight of Bosinney's eyes looking at her, so like a dog's looking
-at its master.
-
-And he went to bed with the certainty that Bosinney was in love
-with his wife.
-
-The summer night was hot, so hot and still that through every
-opened window came in but hotter air. For long hours he lay
-listening to her breathing.
-
-She could sleep, but he must lie awake. And, lying awake, he
-hardened himself to play the part of the serene and trusting
-husband.
-
-In the small hours he slipped out of bed, and passing into his
-dressing-room, leaned by the open window.
-
-He could hardly breathe.
-
-A night four years ago came back to him--the night but one before
-his marriage; as hot and stifling as this.
-
-He remembered how he had lain in a long cane chair in the window
-of his sitting-room off Victoria Street. Down below in a side
-street a man had banged at a door, a woman had cried out; he
-remembered, as though it were now, the sound of the scuffle, the
-slam of the door, the dead silence that followed. And then the
-early water-cart, cleansing the reek of the streets, had
-approached through the strange-seeming, useless lamp-light; he
-seemed to hear again its rumble, nearer and nearer, till it
-passed and slowly died away.
-
-He leaned far out of the dressing-room window over the little
-court below, and saw the first light spread. The outlines of
-dark walls and roofs were blurred for a moment, then came out
-sharper than before.
-
-He remembered how that other night he had watched the lamps
-paling all the length of Victoria Street; how he had hurried on
-his clothes and gone down into the street, down past houses and
-squares, to the street where she was staying, and there had stood
-and looked at the front of the little house, as still and grey as
-the face of a dead man.
-
-And suddenly it shot through his mind; like a sick man's fancy:
-What's he doing?--that fellow who haunts me, who was here this
-evening, who's in love with my wife--prowling out there, perhaps,
-looking for her as I know he was looking for her this afternoon;
-watching my house now, for all I can tell!
-
-He stole across the landing to the front of the house, stealthily
-drew aside a blind, and raised a window.
-
-The grey light clung about the trees of the square, as though
-Night, like a great downy moth, had brushed them with her wings.
-The lamps were still alight, all pale, but not a soul stirred--no
-living thing in sight
-
-Yet suddenly, very faint, far off in the deathly stillness, he
-heard a cry writhing, like the voice of some wandering soul
-barred out of heaven, and crying for its happiness. There it was
-again--again! Soames shut the window, shuddering.
-
-Then he thought: 'Ah! it's only the peacocks, across the water.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-JUNE PAYS SOME CALLS
-
-
-
-Jolyon stood in the narrow hall at Broadstairs, inhaling that
-odour of oilcloth and herrings which permeates all respectable
-seaside lodging-houses. On a chair--a shiny leather chair,
-displaying its horsehair through a hole in the top left-hand
-corner--stood a black despatch case. This he was filling with
-papers, with the Times, and a bottle of Eau-de Cologne. He had
-meetings that day of the 'Globular Gold Concessions' and the 'New
-Colliery Company, Limited,' to which he was going up, for he
-never missed a Board; to 'miss a Board' would be one more piece
-of evidence that he was growing old, and this his jealous Forsyte
-spirit could not bear.
-
-His eyes, as he filled that black despatch case, looked as if at
-any moment they might blaze up with anger. So gleams the eye of
-a schoolboy, baited by a ring of his companions; but he controls
-himself, deterred by the fearful odds against him. And old
-Jolyon controlled himself, keeping down, with his masterful
-restraint now slowly wearing out, the irritation fostered in him
-by the conditions of his life.
-
-He had received from his son an unpractical letter, in which by
-rambling generalities the boy seemed trying to get out of
-answering a plain question. 'I've seen Bosinney,' he said; 'he
-is not a criminal. The more I see of people the more I am
-convinced that they are never good or bad--merely comic, or
-pathetic. You probably don't agree with me!'
-
-Old Jolyon did not; he considered it cynical to so express
-oneself; he had not yet reached that point of old age when even
-Forsytes, bereft of those illusions and principles which they
-have cherished carefully for practical purposes but never
-believed in, bereft of all corporeal enjoyment, stricken to the
-very heart by having nothing left to hope for--break through the
-barriers of reserve and say things they would never have believed
-themselves capable of saying.
-
-Perhaps he did not believe in 'goodness' and 'badness' any more
-than his son; but as he would have said: He didn't know--couldn't
-tell; there might be something in it; and why, by an unnecessary
-expression of disbelief, deprive yourself of possible advantage?
-
-Accustomed to spend his holidays among the mountains, though
-(like a true Forsyte) he had never attempted anything too
-adventurous or too foolhardy, he had been passionately fond of
-them. And when the wonderful view (mentioned in Baedeker--
-'fatiguing but repaying')--was disclosed to him after the effort
-of the climb, he had doubtless felt the existence of some great,
-dignified principle crowning the chaotic strivings, the petty
-precipices, and ironic little dark chasms of life. This was as
-near to religion, perhaps, as his practical spirit had ever gone.
-
-But it was many years since he had been to the mountains. He had
-taken June there two seasons running, after his wife died, and
-had realized bitterly that his walking days were over.
-
-To that old mountain--given confidence in a supreme order of
-things he had long been a stranger.
-
-He knew himself to be old, yet he felt young; and this troubled
-him. It troubled and puzzled him, too, to think that he, who had
-always been so careful, should be father and grandfather to such
-as seemed born to disaster. He had nothing to say against Jo--
-who could say anything against the boy, an amiable chap?--but his
-position was deplorable, and this business of June's nearly as
-bad. It seemed like a fatality, and a fatality was one of those
-things no man of his character could either understand or put up
-with.
-
-In writing to his son he did not really hope that anything would
-come of it. Since the ball at Roger's he had seen too clearly
-how the land lay--he could put two and two together quicker than
-most men--and, with the example of his own son before his eyes,
-knew better than any Forsyte of them all that the pale flame
-singes men's wings whether they will or no.
-
-In the days before June's engagement, when she and Mrs. Soames
-were always together, he had seen enough of Irene to feel the
-spell she cast over men. She was not a flirt, not even a
-coquette--words dear to the heart of his generation, which loved
-to define things by a good, broad, inadequate word--but she was
-dangerous. He could not say why. Tell him of a quality innate
-in some women--a seductive power beyond their own control! He
-would but answer: 'Humbug!' She was dangerous, and there was an
-end of it. He wanted to close his eyes to that affair. If it
-was, it was; he did not want to hear any more about it--he only
-wanted to save June's position and her peace of mind. He still
-hoped she might once more become a comfort to himself.
-
-And so he had written. He got little enough out of the answer.
-As to what young Jolyon had made of the interview, there was
-practically only the queer sentence: 'I gather that he's in the
-stream.' The stream! What stream? What was this new-fangled way
-of talking?
-
-He sighed, and folded the last of the papers under the flap of
-the bag; he knew well enough what was meant.
-
-June came out of the dining-room, and helped him on with his
-summer coat. From her costume, and the expression of her little
-resolute face, he saw at once what was coming.
-
-"I'm going with you," she said.
-
-"Nonsense, my dear; I go straight into the City. I can't have
-you racketting about!"
-
-"I must see old Mrs. Smeech."
-
-"Oh, your precious 'lame ducks!" grumbled out old Jolyon. He
-did not believe her excuse, but ceased his opposition. There was
-no doing anything with that pertinacity of hers.
-
-At Victoria he put her into the carriage which had been ordered
-for himself--a characteristic action, for he had no petty
-selfishnesses.
-
-"Now, don't you go tiring yourself, my darling," he said, and
-took a cab on into the city.
-
-June went first to a back-street in Paddington, where Mrs.
-Smeech, her 'lame duck,' lived--an aged person, connected with
-the charring interest; but after half an hour spent in hearing
-her habitually lamentable recital, and dragooning her into
-temporary comfort, she went on to Stanhope Gate. The great house
-was closed and dark.
-
-She had decided to learn something at all costs. It was better
-to face the worst, and have it over. And this was her plan: To
-go first to Phil's aunt, Mrs. Baynes, and, failing information
-there, to Irene herself. She had no clear notion of what she
-would gain by these visits.
-
-At three o'clock she was in Lowndes Square. With a woman's
-instinct when trouble is to be faced, she had put on her best
-frock, and went to the battle with a glance as courageous as old
-Jolyon's itself. Her tremors had passed into eagerness.
-
-Mrs. Baynes, Bosinney's aunt (Louisa was her name), was in her
-kitchen when June was announced, organizing the cook, for she was
-an excellent housewife, and, as Baynes always said, there was 'a
-lot in a good dinner.' He did his best work after dinner. It was
-Baynes who built that remarkably fine row of tall crimson houses
-in Kensington which compete with so many others for the title of
-'the ugliest in London.'
-
-On hearing June's name, she went hurriedly to her bedroom, and,
-taking two large bracelets from a red morocco case in a locked
-drawer, put them on her white wrists--for she possessed in a
-remarkable degree that 'sense of property,' which, as we know, is
-the touchstone of Forsyteism, and the foundation of good
-morality.
-
-Her figure, of medium height and broad build, with a tendency to
-embonpoint, was reflected by the mirror of her whitewood
-wardrobe, in a gown made under her own organization, of one of
-those half-tints, reminiscent of the distempered walls of
-corridors in large hotels. She raised her hands to her hair,
-which she wore a la Princesse de Galles, and touched it here and
-there, settling it more firmly on her head, and her eyes were
-full of an unconscious realism, as though she were looking in the
-face one of life's sordid facts, and making the best of it. In
-youth her cheeks had been of cream and roses, but they were
-mottled now by middle-age, and again that hard, ugly directness
-came into her eyes as she dabbed a powder-puff across her
-forehead. Putting the puff down, she stood quite still before
-the glass, arranging a smile over her high, important nose, her,
-chin, (never large, and now growing smaller with the increase of
-her neck), her thin-lipped, down-drooping mouth. Quickly, not to
-lose the effect, she grasped her skirts strongly in both hands,
-and went downstairs.
-
-She had been hoping for this visit for some time past. Whispers
-had reached her that things were not all right between her nephew
-and his fiancee. Neither of them had been near her for weeks.
-She had asked Phil to dinner many times; his invariable answer
-had been 'Too busy.'
-
-Her instinct was alarmed, and the instinct in such matters of
-this excellent woman was keen. She ought to have been a Forsyte;
-in young Jolyon's sense of the word, she certainly had that
-privilege, and merits description as such.
-
-She had married off her three daughters in a way that people said
-was beyond their deserts, for they had the professional plainness
-only to be found, as a rule, among the female kind of the more
-legal callings. Her name was upon the committees of numberless
-charities connected with the Church-dances, theatricals, or
-bazaars--and she never lent her name unless sure beforehand that
-everything had been thoroughly organized.
-
-She believed, as she often said, in putting things on a commercial
-basis; the proper function of the Church, of charity, indeed,
-of everything, was to strengthen the fabric of 'Society.'
-Individual action, therefore, she considered immoral.
-Organization was the only thing, for by organization alone could
-you feel sure that you were getting a return for your money.
-Organization--and again, organization! And there is no doubt
-that she was what old Jolyon called her--"a 'dab' at that"--he
-went further, he called her "a humbug."
-
-The enterprises to which she lent her name were organized so
-admirably that by the time the takings were handed over, they
-were indeed skim milk divested of all cream of human kindness.
-But as she often justly remarked, sentiment was to be deprecated.
-She was, in fact, a little academic.
-
-This great and good woman, so highly thought of in ecclesiastical
-circles, was one of the principal priestesses in the temple of
-Forsyteism, keeping alive day and night a sacred flame to the God
-of Property, whose altar is inscribed with those inspiring words:
-'Nothing for nothing, and really remarkably little for sixpence.'
-
-When she entered a room it was felt that something substantial
-had come in, which was probably the reason of her popularity as a
-patroness. People liked something substantial when they had paid
-money for it; and they would look at her--surrounded by her staff
-in charity ballrooms, with her high nose and her broad, square
-figure, attired in an uniform covered with sequins--as though she
-were a general.
-
-The only thing against her was that she had not a double name.
-She was a power in upper middle-class society, with its hundred
-sets and circles, all intersecting on the common battlefield of
-charity functions, and on that battlefield brushing skirts so
-pleasantly with the skirts of Society with the capital 'S.' She
-was a power in society with the smaller 's,' that larger, more
-significant, and more powerful body, where the commercially
-Christian institutions, maxims, and 'principle,' which Mrs.
-Baynes embodied, were real life-blood, circulating freely, real
-business currency, not merely the sterilized imitation that
-flowed in the veins of smaller Society with the larger 'S.'
-People who knew her felt her to be sound--a sound woman, who
-never gave herself away, nor anything else, if she could possibly
-help it.
-
-She had been on the worst sort of terms with Bosinney's father,
-who had not infrequently made her the object of an unpardonable
-ridicule. She alluded to him now that he was gone as her 'poor,
-dear, irreverend brother.'
-
-She greeted June with the careful effusion of which she was a
-mistress, a little afraid of her as far as a woman of her
-eminence in the commercial and Christian world could be afraid--
-for so slight a girl June had a great dignity, the fearlessness
-of her eyes gave her that. And Mrs. Baynes, too, shrewdly
-recognized that behind the uncompromising frankness of June's
-manner there was much of the Forsyte. If the girl had been
-merely frank and courageous, Mrs. Baynes would have thought her
-'cranky,' and despised her; if she had been merely a Forsyte,
-like Francie--let us say--she would have patronized her from
-sheer weight of metal; but June, small though she was--Mrs.
-Baynes habitually admired quantity--gave her an uneasy feeling;
-and she placed her in a chair opposite the light.
-
-There was another reason for her respect which Mrs. Baynes, too
-good a churchwoman to be worldly, would have been the last to
-admit--she often heard her husband describe old Jolyon as
-extremely well off, and was biassed towards his granddaughter for
-the soundest of all reasons. To-day she felt the emotion with
-which we read a novel describing a hero and an inheritance,
-nervously anxious lest, by some frightful lapse of the novelist,
-the young man should be left without it at the end.
-
-Her manner was warm; she had never seen so clearly before how
-distinguished and desirable a girl this was. She asked after old
-Jolyon's health. A wonderful man for his age; so upright, and
-young looking, and how old was he? Eighty-one! She would never
-have thought it! They were at the sea! Very nice for them; she
-supposed June heard from Phil every day? Her light grey eyes
-became more prominent as she asked this question; but the girl
-met the glance without flinching.
-
-"No," she said, "he never writes!"
-
-Mrs. Baynes's eyes dropped; they had no intention of doing so,
-but they did. They recovered immediately.
-
-"Of course not. That's Phil all over--he was always like that!"
-
-"Was he?" said June.
-
-The brevity of the answer caused Mrs. Baynes's bright smile a
-moment's hesitation; she disguised it by a quick movement, and
-spreading her skirts afresh, said: "Why, my dear--he's quite the
-most harum-scarum person; one never pays the slightest attention
-to what he does!"
-
-The conviction came suddenly to June that she was wasting her
-time; even were she to put a question point-blank, she would
-never get anything out of this woman.
-
-'Do you see him?' she asked, her face crimsoning.
-
-The perspiration broke out on Mrs. Baynes' forehead beneath the
-powder.
-
-"Oh, yes! I don't remember when he was here last--indeed, we
-haven't seen much of him lately. He's so busy with your cousin's
-house; I'm told it'll be finished directly. We must organize a
-little dinner to celebrate the event; do come and stay the night
-with us!"
-
-"Thank you," said June. Again she thought: 'I'm only wasting my
-time. This woman will tell me nothing.'
-
-She got up to go. A change came over Mrs. Baynes. She rose too;
-her lips twitched, she fidgeted her hands. Something was
-evidently very wrong, and she did not dare to ask this girl, who
-stood there, a slim, straight little figure, with her decided
-face, her set jaw, and resentful eyes. She was not accustomed to
-be afraid of asking question's--all organization was based on
-the asking of questions!
-
-But the issue was so grave that her nerve, normally strong, was
-fairly shaken; only that morning her husband had said: "Old Mr.
-Forsyte must be worth well over a hundred thousand pounds!"
-
-And this girl stood there, holding out her hand--holding out her
-hand!
-
-The chance might be slipping away--she couldn't tell--the chance
-of keeping her in the family, and yet she dared not speak.
-
-Her eyes followed June to the door.
-
-It closed.
-
-Then with an exclamation Mrs. Baynes ran forward, wobbling her
-bulky frame from side to side, and opened it again.
-
-Too late! She heard the front door click, and stood still, an
-expression of real anger and mortification on her face.
-
-June went along the Square with her bird-like quickness. She
-detested that woman now whom in happier days she had been
-accustomed to think so kind. Was she always to be put off thus,
-and forced to undergo this torturing suspense?
-
-She would go to Phil himself, and ask him what he meant. She had
-the right to know. She hurried on down Sloane Street till she
-came to Bosinney's number. Passing the swing-door at the bottom,
-she ran up the stairs, her heart thumping painfully.
-
-At the top of the third flight she paused for breath, and holding
-on to the bannisters, stood listening. No sound came from above.
-
-With a very white face she mounted the last flight. She saw the
-door, with his name on the plate. And the resolution that had
-brought her so far evaporated.
-
-The full meaning of her conduct came to her. She felt hot all
-over; the palms of her hands were moist beneath the thin silk
-covering of her gloves.
-
-She drew back to the stairs, but did not descend. Leaning
-against the rail she tried to get rid of a feeling of being
-choked; and she gazed at the door with a sort of dreadful
-courage. No! she refused to go down. Did it matter what people
-thought of her? They would never know! No one would help her if
-she did not help herself! She would go through with it.
-
-Forcing herself, therefore, to leave the support of the wall, she
-rang the bell. The door did not open, and all her shame and fear
-suddenly abandoned her; she rang again and again, as though in
-spite of its emptiness she could drag some response out of that
-closed room, some recompense for the shame and fear that visit
-had cost her. It did not open; she left off ringing, and,
-sitting down at the top of the stairs, buried her face in her
-hands.
-
-Presently she stole down, out into the air. She felt as though
-she had passed through a bad illness, and had no desire now but
-to get home as quickly as she could. The people she met seemed
-to know where she had been, what she had been doing; and
-suddenly--over on the opposite side, going towards his rooms from
-the direction of Montpellier Square--she saw Bosinney himself.
-
-She made a movement to cross into the traffic. Their eyes met,
-and he raised his hat. An omnibus passed, obscuring her view;
-then, from the edge of the pavement, through a gap in the
-traffic, she saw him walking on.
-
-And June stood motionless, looking after him.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-PERFECTION OF THE HOUSE
-
-
-'One mockturtle, clear; one oxtail; two glasses of port.'
-
-In the upper room at French's, where a Forsyte could still get
-heavy English food, James and his son were sitting down to lunch.
-
-Of all eating-places James liked best to come here; there was
-something unpretentious, well-flavoured, and filling about it,
-and though he had been to a certain extent corrupted by the
-necessity for being fashionable, and the trend of habits keeping
-pace with an income that would increase, he still hankered in
-quiet City moments after the tasty fleshpots of his earlier days.
-Here you were served by hairy English waiters in aprons; there
-was sawdust on the floor, and three round gilt looking-glasses
-hung just above the line of sight. They had only recently done
-away with the cubicles, too, in which you could have your chop,
-prime chump, with a floury-potato, without seeing your
-neighbours, like a gentleman.
-
-He tucked the top corner of his napkin behind the third button of
-his waistcoat, a practice he had been obliged to abandon years
-ago in the West End. He felt that he should relish his soup--the
-entire morning had been given to winding up the estate of an old
-friend.
-
-After filling his mouth with household bread, stale, he at once
-began: "How are you going down to Robin Hill? You going to take
-Irene? You'd better take her. I should think there'll be a lot
-that'll want seeing to."
-
-Without looking up, Soames answered: "She won't go."
-
-"Won't go? What's the meaning of that? She's going to live in
-the house, isn't she?"
-
-Soames made no reply.
-
-"I don't know what's coming to women nowadays," mumbled James; "I
-never used to have any trouble with them. She's had too much
-liberty. She's spoiled...."
-
-Soames lifted his eyes: "I won't have anything said against her,"
-he said unexpectedly.
-
-The silence was only broken now by the supping of James's soup.
-
-The waiter brought the two glasses of port, but Soames stopped
-him.
-
-"That's not the way to serve port," he said; "take them away, and
-bring the bottle."
-
-Rousing himself from his reverie over the soup, James took one of
-his rapid shifting surveys of surrounding facts.
-
-"Your mother's in bed," he said; "you can have the carriage to
-take you down. I should think Irene'd like the drive. This
-young Bosinney'll be there, I suppose, to show you over"
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"I should like to go and see for myself what sort of a job he's
-made finishing off," pursued James. "I'll just drive round and
-pick you both up."
-
-"I am going down by train," replied Soames. "If you like to
-drive round and see, Irene might go with you, I can't tell."
-
-He signed to the waiter to bring the bill, which James paid.
-
-They parted at St. Paul's, Soames branching off to the station,
-James taking his omnibus westwards.
-
-He had secured the corner seat next the conductor, where his long
-legs made it difficult for anyone to get in, and at all who
-passed him he looked resentfully, as if they had no business to
-be using up his air.
-
-He intended to take an opportunity this afternoon of speaking to
-Irene. A word in time saved nine; and now that she was going to
-live in the country there was a chance for her to turn over a new
-leaf! He could see that Soames wouldn't stand very much more of
-her goings on!
-
-It did not occur to him to define what he meant by her 'goings
-on'; the expression was wide, vague, and suited to a Forsyte.
-And James had more than his common share of courage after lunch.
-
-On reaching home, he ordered out the barouche, with special
-instructions that the groom was to go too. He wished to be kind
-to her, and to give her every chance.
-
-When the door of No.62 was opened he could distinctly hear her
-singing, and said so at once, to prevent any chance of being
-denied entrance.
-
-Yes, Mrs. Soames was in, but the maid did not know if she was
-seeing people.
-
-James, moving with the rapidity that ever astonished the
-observers of his long figure and absorbed expression, went
-forthwith into the drawing-room without permitting this to be
-ascertained. He found Irene seated at the piano with her hands
-arrested on the keys, evidently listening to the voices in the
-hall. She greeted him without smiling.
-
-"Your mother-in-law's in bed," he began, hoping at once to enlist
-her sympathy. "I've got the carriage here. Now, be a good girl,
-and put on your hat and come with me for a drive. It'll do you
-good!"
-
-Irene looked at him as though about to refuse, but, seeming to
-change her mind, went upstairs, and came down again with her hat
-on.
-
-"Where are you going to take me?" she asked.
-
-"We'll just go down to Robin Hill," said James, spluttering out
-his words very quick; "the horses want exercise, and I should
-like to see what they've been doing down there."
-
-Irene hung back, but again changed her mind, and went out to the
-carriage, James brooding over her closely, to make quite sure.
-
-It was not before he had got her more than half way that he
-began: "Soames is very fond of you--he won't have anything said
-against you; why don't you show him more affection?"
-
-Irene flushed, and said in a low voice: "I can't show what I
-haven't got."
-
-James looked at her sharply; he felt that now he had her in his
-own carriage, with his own horses and servants, he was really in
-command of the situation. She could not put him off; nor would
-she make a scene in public.
-
-"I can't think what you're about," he said. "He's a very good
-husband!"
-
-Irene's answer was so low as to be almost inaudible among the
-sounds of traffic. He caught the words: "You are not married to
-him!"
-
-"What's that got to do with it? He's given you everything you
-want. He's always ready to take you anywhere, and now he's built
-you this house in the country. It's not as if you had anything
-of your own."
-
-"No."
-
-Again James looked at her; he could not make out the expression
-on her face. She looked almost as if she were going to cry, and
-yet....
-
-"I'm sure," he muttered hastily, "we've all tried to be kind to
-you."
-
-Irene's lips quivered; to his dismay James saw a tear steal down
-her cheek. He felt a choke rise in his own throat.
-
-"We're all fond of you," he said, "if you'd only"--he was going
-to say, "behave yourself," but changed it to--"if you'd only be
-more of a wife to him."
-
-Irene did not answer, and James, too, ceased speaking. There was
-something in her silence which disconcerted him; it was not the
-silence of obstinacy, rather that of acquiescence in all that he
-could find to say. And yet he felt as if he had not had the last
-word. He could not understand this.
-
-He was unable, however, to long keep silence.
-
-"I suppose that young Bosinney," he said, "will be getting
-married to June now?"
-
-Irene's face changed. "I don't know," she said; "you should ask
-her."
-
-"Does she write to you?" No.
-
-"How's that?" said James. "I thought you and she were such great
-friends."
-
-Irene turned on him. "Again," she said, "you should ask her!"
-
-"Well," flustered James, frightened by her look, "it's very odd
-that I can't get a plain answer to a plain question, but there it
-is."
-
-He sat ruminating over his rebuff, and burst out at last:
-
-"Well, I've warned you. You won't look ahead. Soames he doesn't
-say much, but I can see he won't stand a great deal more of this
-sort of thing. You'll have nobody but yourself to blame, and,
-what's more, you'll get no sympathy from anybody."
-
-Irene bent her head with a little smiling bow. "I am very much
-obliged to you."
-
-James did not know what on earth to answer.
-
-The bright hot morning had changed slowly to a grey, oppressive
-afternoon; a heavy bank of clouds, with the yellow tinge of
-coming thunder, had risen in the south, and was creeping up.
-
-The branches of the trees dropped motionless across the road
-without the smallest stir of foliage. A faint odour of glue from
-the heated horses clung in the thick air; the coachman and groom,
-rigid and unbending, exchanged stealthy murmurs on the box,
-without ever turning their heads.
-
-To James' great relief they reached the house at last; the
-silence and impenetrability of this woman by his side, whom he
-had always thought so soft and mild, alarmed him.
-
-The carriage put them down at the door, and they entered.
-
-The hall was cool, and so still that it was like passing into a
-tomb; a shudder ran down James's spine. He quickly lifted the
-heavy leather curtains between the columns into the inner court.
-
-He could not restrain an exclamation of approval.
-
-The decoration was really in excellent taste. The dull ruby
-tiles that extended from the foot of the walls to the verge of a
-circular clump of tall iris plants, surrounding in turn a sunken
-basin of white marble filled with water, were obviously of the
-best quality. He admired extremely the purple leather curtains
-drawn along one entire side, framing a huge white-tiled stove.
-The central partitions of the skylight had been slid back, and
-the warm air from outside penetrated into the very heart of the
-house.
-
-He stood, his hands behind him, his head bent back on his high,
-narrow shoulders, spying the tracery on the columns and the
-pattern of the frieze which ran round the ivory-coloured walls
-under the gallery. Evidently, no pains had been spared. It was
-quite the house of a gentleman. He went up to the curtains, and,
-having discovered how they were worked, drew them asunder and
-disclosed the picture-gallery, ending in a great window taking up
-the whole end of the room. It had a black oak floor, and its
-walls, again, were of ivory white. He went on throwing open
-doors, and peeping in. Everything was in apple-pie order, ready
-for immediate occupation.
-
-He turned round at last to speak to Irene, and saw her standing
-over in the garden entrance, with her husband and Bosinney.
-
-Though not remarkable for sensibility, James felt at once that
-something was wrong. He went up to them, and, vaguely alarmed,
-ignorant of the nature of the trouble, made an attempt to smooth
-things over.
-
-"How are you, Mr. Bosinney?" he said, holding out his hand.
-"You've been spending money pretty freely down here, I should
-say!"
-
-Soames turned his back, and walked away.
-
-James looked from Bosinney's frowning face to Irene, and, in his
-agitation, spoke his thoughts aloud: "Well, I can't tell what's
-the matter. Nobody tells me anything!" And, making off after his
-son, he heard Bosinney's short laugh, and his "Well, thank God!
-You look so...." Most unfortunately he lost the rest.
-
-What had happened? He glanced back. Irene was very close to the
-architect, and her face not like the face he knew of her. He
-hastened up to his son.
-
-Soames was pacing the picture-gallery.
-
-"What's the matter?" said James. "What's all this?"
-
-Soames looked at him with his supercilious calm unbroken, but
-James knew well enough that he was violently angry.
-
-"Our friend," he said, "has exceeded his instructions again,
-that's all. So much the worse for him this time."
-
-He turned round and walked back towards the door. James followed
-hurriedly, edging himself in front. He saw Irene take her finger
-from before her lips, heard her say something in her ordinary
-voice, and began to speak before he reached them.
-
-"There's a storm coming on. We'd better get home. We can't take
-you, I suppose, Mr. Bosinney? No, I suppose not. Then,
-good-bye!" He held out his hand. Bosinney did not take it, but,
-turning with a laugh, said:
-
-"Good-bye, Mr. Forsyte. Don't get caught in the storm!" and
-walked away.
-
-"Well," began James, "I don't know...."
-
-But the 'sight of Irene's face stopped him. Taking hold of his
-daughter-in-law by the elbow, he escorted her towards the
-carriage. He felt certain, quite certain, they had been making
-some appointment or other....
-
-Nothing in this world is more sure to upset a Forsyte than the
-discovery that something on which he has stipulated to spend a
-certain sum has cost more. And this is reasonable, for upon the
-accuracy of his estimates the whole policy of his life is
-ordered. If he cannot rely on definite values of property, his
-compass is amiss; he is adrift upon bitter waters without a helm.
-
-After writing to Bosinney in the terms that have already been
-chronicled, Soames had dismissed the cost of the house from his
-mind. He believed that he had made the matter of the final cost
-so very plain that the possibility of its being again exceeded
-had really never entered his head. On hearing from Bosinney that
-his limit of twelve thousand pounds would be exceeded by some-
-thing like four hundred, he had grown white with anger. His
-original estimate of the cost of the house completed had been ten
-thousand pounds, and he had often blamed himself severely for
-allowing himself to be led into repeated excesses. Over this
-last expenditure, however, Bosinney had put himself completely in
-the wrong. How on earth a fellow could make such an ass of
-himself Soames could not conceive; but he had done so, and all
-the rancour and hidden jealousy that had been burning against him
-for so long was now focussed in rage at this crowning piece of
-extravagance. The attitude of the confident and friendly husband
-was gone. To preserve property--his wife--he had assumed it, to
-preserve property of another kind he lost it now.
-
-"Ah!" he had said to Bosinney when he could speak, "and I suppose
-you're perfectly contented with yourself. But I may as well tell
-you that you've altogether mistaken your man!"
-
-What he meant by those words he did not quite know at the time,
-but after dinner he looked up the correspondence between himself
-and Bosinney to make quite sure. There could be no two opinions
-about it--the fellow had made himself liable for that extra four
-hundred, or, at all events, for three hundred and fifty of it,
-and he would have to make it good.
-
-He was looking at his wife's face when he came to this conclusion.
-Seated in her usual seat on the sofa, she was altering the lace
-on a collar. She had not once spoken to him all the evening.
-
-He went up to the mantelpiece, and contemplating his face in the
-mirror said: "Your friend the Buccaneer has made a fool of
-himself; he will have to pay for it!"
-
-She looked at him scornfully, and answered: "I don't know what
-you are talking about!"
-
-"You soon will. A mere trifle, quite beneath your contempt--four
-hundred pounds."
-
-"Do you mean that you are going to make him pay that towards this
-hateful, house?"
-
-"I do."
-
-"And you know he's got nothing?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Then you are meaner than I thought you."
-
-Soames turned from the mirror, and unconsciously taking a china
-cup from the mantelpiece, clasped his hands around it as though
-praying. He saw her bosom rise and fall, her eyes darkening with
-anger, and taking no notice of the taunt, he asked quietly:
-
-"Are you carrying on a flirtation with Bosinney?"
-
-"No, I am not!"
-
-Her eyes met his, and he looked away. He neither believed nor
-disbelieved her, but he knew that he had made a mistake in
-asking; he never had known, never would know, what she was
-thinking. The sight of her inscrutable face, the thought of all
-the hundreds of evenings he had seen her sitting there like that
-soft and passive, but unreadable, unknown, enraged him beyond
-measure.
-
-"I believe you are made of stone," he said, clenching his fingers
-so hard that he broke the fragile cup. The pieces fell into the
-grate. And Irene smiled.
-
-"You seem to forget," she said, "that cup is not!"
-
-Soames gripped her arm. "A good beating," he said, "is the only
-thing that would bring you to your senses," but turning on his
-heel, he left the room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-SOAMES SITS ON THE STAIRS
-
-
-Soames went upstairs that night that he had gone too far. He was
-prepared to offer excuses for his words.
-
-He turned out the gas still burning in the passage outside their
-room. Pausing, with his hand on the knob of the door, he tried
-to shape his apology, for he had no intention of letting her see
-that he was nervous.
-
-But the door did not open, nor when he pulled it and turned the
-handle firmly. She must have locked it for some reason, and
-forgotten.
-
-Entering his dressing-room where the gas was also light and
-burning low, he went quickly to the other door. That too was
-locked. Then he noticed that the camp bed which he occasionally
-used was prepared, and his sleeping-suit laid out upon it. He
-put his hand up to his forehead, and brought it away wet. It
-dawned on him that he was barred out.
-
-He went back to the door, and rattling the handle stealthily,
-called: "Unlock the door, do you hear? Unlock the door!"
-
-There was a faint rustling, but no answer.
-
-"Do you hear? Let me in at once--I insist on being let in!"
-
-He could catch the sound of her breathing close to the door, like
-the breathing of a creature threatened by danger.
-
-There was something terrifying in this inexorable silence, in the
-impossibility of getting at her. He went back to the other door,
-and putting his whole weight against it, tried to burst it open.
-The door was a new one--he had had them renewed himself, in
-readiness for their coming in after the honeymoon. In a rage he
-lifted his foot to kick in the panel; the thought of the servants
-restrained him, and he felt suddenly that he was beaten.
-
-Flinging himself down in the dressing-room, he took up a book.
-
-But instead of the print he seemed to see his wife--with her
-yellow hair flowing over her bare shoulders, and her great dark
-eyes--standing like an animal at bay. And the whole meaning of
-her act of revolt came to him. She meant it to be for good.
-
-He could not sit still, and went to the door again. He could
-still hear her, and he called: "Irene! Irene!"
-
-He did not mean to make his voice pathetic.
-
-In ominous answer, the faint sounds ceased. He stood with
-clenched hands, thinking.
-
-Presently he stole round on tiptoe, and running suddenly at the
-other door, made a supreme effort to break it open. It creaked,
-but did not yield. He sat down on the stairs and buried his face
-in his hands.
-
-For a long time he sat there in the dark, the moon through the
-skylight above laying a pale smear which lengthened slowly
-towards him down the stairway. He tried to be philosophical.
-
-Since she had locked her doors she had no further claim as a
-wife, and he would console himself with other women.
-
-It was but a spectral journey he made among such delights--he had
-no appetite for these exploits. He had never had much, and he
-had lost the habit. He felt that he could never recover it. His
-hunger could only be appeased by his wife, inexorable and
-frightened, behind these shut doors. No other woman could help
-him.
-
-This conviction came to him with terrible force out there in the
-dark.
-
-His philosophy left him; and surly anger took its place. Her
-conduct was immoral, inexcusable, worthy of any punishment within
-his power. He desired no one but her, and she refused him!
-
-She must really hate him, then! He had never believed it yet.
-He did not believe it now. It seemed to him incredible. He felt
-as though he had lost for ever his power of judgment. If she, so
-soft and yielding as he had always judged her, could take this
-decided step--what could not happen?
-
-Then he asked himself again if she were carrying on an intrigue
-with Bosinney. He did not believe that she was; he could not
-afford to believe such a reason for her conduct--the thought was
-not to be faced.
-
-It would be unbearable to contemplate the necessity of making his
-marital relations public property. Short of the most convincing
-proofs he must still refuse to believe, for he did not wish to
-punish himself. And all the time at heart--he did believe.
-
-The moonlight cast a greyish tinge over his figure, hunched
-against the staircase wall.
-
-Bosinney was in love with her! He hated the fellow, and would
-not spare him now. He could and would refuse to pay a penny
-piece over twelve thousand and fifty pounds--the extreme limit
-fixed in the correspondence; or rather he would pay, he would pay
-and sue him for damages. He would go to Jobling and Boulter and
-put the matter in their hands. He would ruin the impecunious
-beggar! And suddenly--though what connection between the
-thoughts?--he reflected that Irene had no money either. They
-were both beggars. This gave him a strange satisfaction.
-
-The silence was broken by a faint creaking through the wall. She
-was going to bed at last. Ah! Joy and pleasant dreams! If she
-threw the door open wide he would not go in now!
-
-But his lips, that were twisted in a bitter smile, twitched; he
-covered his eyes with his hands....
-
-It was late the following afternoon when Soames stood in the
-dining-room window gazing gloomily into the Square.
-
-The sunlight still showered on the plane-trees, and in the breeze
-their gay broad leaves shone and swung in rhyme to a barrel organ
-at the corner. It was playing a waltz, an old waltz that was out
-of fashion, with a fateful rhythm in the notes; and it went on
-and on, though nothing indeed but leaves danced to the tune.
-
-The woman did not look too gay, for she was tired; and from the
-tall houses no one threw her down coppers. She moved the organ
-on, and three doors off began again.
-
-It was the waltz they had played at Roger's when Irene had danced
-with Bosinney; and the perfume of the gardenias she had worn came
-back to Soames, drifted by the malicious music, as it had been
-drifted to him then, when she passed, her hair glistening, her
-eyes so soft, drawing Bosinney on and on down an endless
-ballroom.
-
-The organ woman plied her handle slowly; she had been grinding
-her tune all day-grinding it in Sloane Street hard by, grinding
-it perhaps to Bosinney himself.
-
-Soames turned, took a cigarette from the carven box, and walked
-back to the window. The tune had mesmerized him, and there came
-into his view Irene, her sunshade furled, hastening homewards
-down the Square, in a soft, rose-coloured blouse with drooping
-sleeves, that he did not know. She stopped before the organ,
-took out her purse, and gave the woman money.
-
-Soames shrank back and stood where he could see into the hall.
-
-She came in with her latch-key, put down her sunshade, and stood
-looking at herself in the glass. Her cheeks were flushed as if
-the sun had burned them; her lips were parted in a smile. She
-stretched her arms out as though to embrace herself, with a laugh
-that for all the world was like a sob.
-
-Soames stepped forward.
-
-"Very-pretty!" he said.
-
-But as though shot she spun round, and would have passed him up
-the stairs. He barred the way.
-
-"Why such a hurry?" he said, and his eyes fastened on a curl of
-hair fallen loose across her ear....
-
-He hardly recognised her. She seemed on fire, so deep and rich
-the colour of her cheeks, her eyes, her lips, and of the unusual
-blouse she wore.
-
-She put up her hand and smoothed back the curl. She was
-breathing fast and deep, as though she had been running, and with
-every breath perfume seemed to come from her hair, and from her
-body, like perfume from an opening flower.
-
-"I don't like that blouse," he said slowly, "it's a soft,
-shapeless thing!"
-
-He lifted his finger towards her breast, but she dashed his hand
-aside.
-
-"Don't touch me!" she cried.
-
-He caught her wrist; she wrenched it away.
-
-"And where may you have been?" he asked.
-
-"In heaven--out of this house!" With those words she fled
-upstairs.
-
-Outside--in thanksgiving--at the very door, the organ-grinder was
-playing the waltz.
-
-And Soames stood motionless. What prevented him from following
-her?
-
-Was it that, with the eyes of faith, he saw Bosinney looking down
-from that high window in Sloane Street, straining his eyes for
-yet another glimpse of Irene's vanished figure, cooling his
-flushed face, dreaming of the moment when she flung herself on
-his breast--the scent of her still in the air around, and the
-sound of her laugh that was like a sob?
-
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-Mrs. MAcANDER'S EVIDENCE
-
-
-Many people, no doubt, including the editor of the 'Ultra
-Vivisectionist,' then in the bloom of its first youth, would say
-that Soames was less than a man not to have removed the locks
-from his wife's doors, and, after beating her soundly, resumed
-wedded happiness.
-
-Brutality is not so deplorably diluted by humaneness as it used
-to be, yet a sentimental segment of the population may still be
-relieved to learn that he did none of these things. For active
-brutality is not popular with Forsytes; they are too
-circumspect, and, on the whole, too softhearted. And in Soames
-there was some common pride, not sufficient to make him do a
-really generous action, but enough to prevent his indulging in an
-extremely mean one, except, perhaps, in very hot blood. Above
-all this a true Forsyte refused to feel himself ridiculous. Short
-of actually beating his wife, he perceived nothing to be done; he
-therefore accepted the situation without another word.
-
-Throughout the summer and autumn he continued to go to the
-office, to sort his pictures, and ask his friends to dinner.
-
-He did not leave town; Irene refused to go away. The house at
-Robin Hill, finished though it was, remained empty and ownerless.
-Soames had brought a suit against the Buccaneer, in which he
-claimed from him the sum of three hundred and fifty pounds.
-
-A firm of solicitors, Messrs. Freak and Able, had put in a
-defence on Bosinney's behalf. Admitting the facts, they raised a
-point on the correspondence which, divested of legal phraseology,
-amounted to this: To speak of 'a free hand in the terms of this
-correspondence' is an Irish bull.
-
-By a chance, fortuitous but not improbable in the close borough
-of legal circles, a good deal of information came to Soames' ear
-anent this line of policy, the working partner in his firm,
-Bustard, happening to sit next at dinner at Walmisley's, the
-Taxing Master, to young Chankery, of the Common Law Bar.
-
-The necessity for talking what is known as 'shop,' which comes on
-all lawyers with the removal of the ladies, caused Chankery, a
-young and promising advocate, to propound an impersonal conundrum
-to his neighbour, whose name he did not know, for, seated as he
-permanently was in the background, Bustard had practically no
-name.
-
-He had, said Chankery, a case coming on with a 'very nice point.'
-He then explained, preserving every professional discretion, the
-riddle in Soames' case. Everyone, he said, to whom he had
-spoken, thought it a nice point. The issue was small
-unfortunately, 'though d----d serious for his client he
-believed'--Walmisley's champagne was bad but plentiful. A Judge
-would make short work of it, he was afraid. He intended to make
-a big effort--the point was a nice one. What did his neighbour
-say?
-
-Bustard, a model of secrecy, said nothing. He related the
-incident to Soames however with some malice, for this quiet man
-was capable of human feeling, ending with his own opinion that
-the point was 'a very nice one.'
-
-In accordance with his resolve, our Forsyte had put his interests
-into the hands of Jobling and Boulter. From the moment of doing
-so he regretted that he had not acted for himself. On receiving
-a copy of Bosinney's defence he went over to their offices.
-
-Boulter, who had the matter in hand, Jobling having died some
-years before, told him that in his opinion it was rather a nice
-point; he would like counsel's opinion on it.
-
-Soames told him to go to a good man, and they went to Waterbuck,
-Q.C., marking him ten and one, who kept the papers six weeks and
-then wrote as follows
-
-'In my opinion the true interpretation of this correspondence
-depends very much on the intention of the parties, and will turn
-upon the evidence given at the trial. I am of opinion that an
-attempt should be made to secure from the architect an admission
-that he understood he was not to spend at the outside more than
-twelve thousand and fifty pounds. With regard to the expression,
-"a free hand in the terms of this correspondence," to which my
-attention is directed, the point is a nice one; but I am of
-opinion that upon the whole the ruling in "Boileau v. The
-Blasted Cement Co., Ltd.," will apply.'
-
-Upon this opinion they acted, administering interrogatories, but
-to their annoyance Messrs. Freak and Able answered these in so
-masterly a fashion that nothing whatever was admitted and that
-without prejudice.
-
-It was on October 1 that Soames read Waterbuck's opinion, in the
-dining-room before dinner.
-
-It made him nervous; not so much because of the case of 'Boileau
-v. The Blasted Cement Co., Ltd.,' as that the point had lately
-begun to seem to him, too, a nice one; there was about it just
-that pleasant flavour of subtlety so attractive to the best legal
-appetites. To have his own impression confirmed by Waterbuck,
-Q.C., would have disturbed any man.
-
-He sat thinking it over, and staring at the empty grate, for
-though autumn had come, the weather kept as gloriously fine that
-jubilee year as if it were still high August. It was not
-pleasant to be disturbed; he desired too passionately to set his
-foot on Bosinney's neck.
-
-Though he had not seen the architect since the last afternoon at
-Robin Hill, he was never free from the sense of his presence--
-never free from the memory of his worn face with its high cheek
-bones and enthusiastic eyes. It would not be too much to say
-that he had never got rid of the feeling of that night when he
-heard the peacock's cry at dawn--the feeling that Bosinney
-haunted the house. And every man's shape that he saw in the dark
-evenings walking past, seemed that of him whom George had so
-appropriately named the Buccaneer.
-
-Irene still met him, he was certain; where, or how, he neither
-knew, nor asked; deterred by a vague and secret dread of too much
-knowledge. It all seemed subterranean nowadays.
-
-Sometimes when he questioned his wife as to where she had been,
-which he still made a point of doing, as every Forsyte should,
-she looked very strange. Her self-possession was wonderful, but
-there were moments when, behind the mask of her face, inscrutable
-as it had always been to him, lurked an expression he had never
-been used to see there.
-
-She had taken to lunching out too; when he asked Bilson if her
-mistress had been in to lunch, as often as not she would answer:
-"No, sir."
-
-He strongly disapproved of her gadding about by herself, and told
-her so. But she took no notice. There was something that
-angered, amazed, yet almost amused him about the calm way in
-which she disregarded his wishes. It was really as if she were
-hugging to herself the thought of a triumph over him.
-
-He rose from the perusal of Waterbuck, Q.C.'s opinion, and, going
-upstairs, entered her room, for she did not lock her doors till
-bed-time--she had the decency, he found, to save the feelings of
-the servants. She was brushing her hair, and turned to him with
-strange fierceness.
-
-"What do you want?" she said. "Please leave my room!"
-
-He answered: "I want to know how long this state of things
-between us is to last? I have put up with it long enough."
-
-"Will you please leave my room?"
-
-"Will you treat me as your husband?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Then, I shall take steps to make you."
-
-"Do!"
-
-He stared, amazed at the calmness of her answer. Her lips were
-compressed in a thin line; her hair lay in fluffy masses on her
-bare shoulders, in all its strange golden contrast to her dark
-eyes--those eyes alive with the emotions of fear, hate, contempt,
-and odd, haunting triumph.
-
-"Now, please, will you leave my room?" He turned round, and went
-sulkily out.
-
-He knew very well that he had no intention of taking steps, and
-he saw that she knew too--knew that he was afraid to.
-
-It was a habit with him to tell her the doings of his day: how
-such and such clients had called; how he had arranged a mortgage
-for Parkes; how that long-standing suit of Fryer v. Forsyte was
-getting on, which, arising in the preternaturally careful
-disposition of his property by his great uncle Nicholas, who had
-tied it up so that no one could get at it at all, seemed likely
-to remain a source of income for several solicitors till the Day
-of Judgment.
-
-And how he had called in at Jobson's, and seen a Boucher sold,
-which he had just missed buying of Talleyrand and Sons in Pall
-Mall.
-
-He had an admiration for Boucher, Watteau, and all that school.
-It was a habit with him to tell her all these matters, and he
-continued to do it even now, talking for long spells at dinner,
-as though by the volubility of words he could conceal from
-himself the ache in his heart.
-
-Often, if they were alone, he made an attempt to kiss her when
-she said good-night. He may have had some vague notion that some
-night she would let him; or perhaps only the feeling that a
-husband ought to kiss his wife. Even if she hated him, he at all
-events ought not to put himself in the wrong by neglecting this
-ancient rite.
-
-And why did she hate him? Even now he could not altogether
-believe it. It was strange to be hated!--the emotion was too
-extreme; yet he hated Bosinney, that Buccaneer, that prowling
-vagabond, that night-wanderer. For in his thoughts Soames always
-saw him lying in wait--wandering. Ah, but he must be in very low
-water! Young Burkitt, the architect, had seen him coming out of
-a third-rate restaurant, looking terribly down in the mouth!
-
-During all the hours he lay awake, thinking over the situation,
-which seemed to have no end--unless she should suddenly come to
-her senses--never once did the thought of separating from his
-wife seriously enter his head....
-
-And the Forsytes! What part did they play in this stage of
-Soames' subterranean tragedy?
-
-Truth to say, little or none, for they were at the sea.
-
-From hotels, hydropathics, or lodging-houses, they were bathing
-daily; laying in a stock of ozone to last them through the
-winter.
-
-Each section, in the vineyard of its own choosing, grew and
-culled and pressed and bottled the grapes of a pet sea-air.
-
-The end of September began to witness their several returns.
-
-In rude health and small omnibuses, with considerable colour in
-their cheeks, they arrived daily from the various termini. The
-following morning saw them back at their vocations.
-
-On the next Sunday Timothy's was thronged from lunch till dinner.
-
-Amongst other gossip, too numerous and interesting to relate,
-Mrs. Septimus Small mentioned that Soames and Irene had not been
-away.
-
-It remained for a comparative outsider to supply the next
-evidence of interest.
-
-It chanced that one afternoon late in September, Mrs. MacAnder,
-Winifred Dartie's greatest friend, taking a constitutional, with
-young Augustus Flippard, on her bicycle in Richmond Park, passed
-Irene and Bosinney walking from the bracken towards the Sheen
-Gate.
-
-Perhaps the poor little woman was thirsty, for she had ridden
-long on a hard, dry road, and, as all London knows, to ride a
-bicycle and talk to young Flippard will try the toughest
-constitution; or perhaps the sight of the cool bracken grove,
-whence 'those two' were coming down, excited her envy. The cool
-bracken grove on the top of the hill, with the oak boughs for
-roof, where the pigeons were raising an endless wedding hymn, and
-the autumn, humming, whispered to the ears of lovers in the fern,
-while the deer stole by. The bracken grove of irretrievable
-delights, of golden minutes in the long marriage of heaven and
-earth! The bracken grove, sacred to stags, to strange tree-stump
-fauns leaping around the silver whiteness of a birch-tree nymph
-at summer dusk
-
-This lady knew all the Forsytes, and having been at June's 'at
-home,' was not at a loss to see with whom she had to deal. Her
-own marriage, poor thing, had not been successful, but having
-had the good sense and ability to force her husband into
-pronounced error, she herself had passed through the necessary
-divorce proceedings without incurring censure.
-
-She was therefore a judge of all that sort of thing, and lived in
-one of those large buildings, where in small sets of apartments,
-are gathered incredible quantities of Forsytes, whose chief
-recreation out of business hours is the discussion of each
-other's affairs.
-
-Poor little woman, perhaps she was thirsty, certainly she was
-bored, for Flippard was a wit. To see 'those two' in so unlikely
-a spot was quite a merciful 'pick-me-up.'
-
-At the MacAnder, like all London, Time pauses.
-
-This small but remarkable woman merits attention; her all-seeing
-eye and shrewd tongue were inscrutably the means of furthering
-the ends of Providence.
-
-With an air of being in at the death, she had an almost
-distressing power of taking care of herself. She had done more,
-perhaps, in her way than any woman about town to destroy the
-sense of chivalry which still clogs the wheel of civilization.
-So smart she was, and spoken of endearingly as 'the little
-MacAnder!'
-
-Dressing tightly and well, she belonged to a Woman's Club, but
-was by no means the neurotic and dismal type of member who was
-always thinking of her rights. She took her rights unconsciously,
-they came natural to her, and she knew exactly how to make the
-most of them without exciting anything but admiration amongst
-that great class to whom she was affiliated, not precisely
-perhaps by manner, but by birth, breeding, and the true, the
-secret gauge, a sense of property.
-
-The daughter of a Bedfordshire solicitor, by the daughter of a
-clergyman, she had never, through all the painful experience of
-being married to a very mild painter with a cranky love of
-Nature, who had deserted her for an actress, lost touch with the
-requirements, beliefs, and inner feeling of Society; and, on
-attaining her liberty, she placed herself without effort in the
-very van of Forsyteism.
-
-Always in good spirits, and 'full of information,' she was
-universally welcomed. She excited neither surprise nor
-disapprobation when encountered on the Rhine or at Zermatt,
-either alone, or travelling with a lady and two gentlemen; it was
-felt that she was perfectly capable of taking care of herself;
-and the hearts of all Forsytes warmed to that wonderful instinct,
-which enabled her to enjoy everything without giving anything
-away. It was generally felt that to such women as Mrs. MacAnder
-should we look for the perpetuation and increase of our best type
-of woman. She had never had any children.
-
-If there was one thing more than another that she could not stand
-it was one of those soft women with what men called 'charm' about
-them, and for Mrs. Soames she always had an especial dislike.
-
-Obscurely, no doubt, she felt that if charm were once admitted as
-the criterion, smartness and capability must go to the wall; and
-she hated--with a hatred the deeper that at times this so-called
-charm seemed to disturb all calculations--the subtle seductiveness
-which she could not altogether overlook in Irene.
-
-She said, however, that she could see nothing in the woman--there
-was no 'go' about her--she would never be able to stand up for
-herself--anyone could take advantage of her, that was plain--she
-could not see in fact what men found to admire!
-
-She was not really ill-natured, but, in maintaining her position
-after the trying circumstances of her married life, she had found
-it so necessary to be 'full of information,' that the idea of
-holding her tongue about 'those two' in the Park never occurred
-to her.
-
-And it so happened that she was dining that very evening at
-Timothy's, where she went sometimes to 'cheer the old things up,'
-as she was wont to put it. The same people were always asked to
-meet her: Winifred Dartie and her husband; Francie, because she
-belonged to the artistic circles, for Mrs. MacAnder was known to
-contribute articles on dress to 'The Ladies Kingdom Come'; and
-for her to flirt with, provided they could be obtained, two of
-the Hayman boys, who, though they never said anything, were
-believed to be fast and thoroughly intimate with all that was
-latest in smart Society.
-
-At twenty-five minutes past seven she turned out the electric
-light in her little hall, and wrapped in her opera cloak with the
-chinchilla collar, came out into the corridor, pausing a moment
-to make sure she had her latch-key. These little self-contained
-flats were convenient; to be sure, she had no light and no air,
-but she could shut it up whenever she liked and go away. There
-was no bother with servants, and she never felt tied as she used
-to when poor, dear Fred was always about, in his mooney way. She
-retained no rancour against poor, dear Fred, he was such a fool;
-but the thought of that actress drew from her, even now, a
-little, bitter, derisive smile.
-
-Firmly snapping the door to, she crossed the corridor, with its
-gloomy, yellow-ochre walls, and its infinite vista of brown,
-numbered doors. The lift was going down; and wrapped to the ears
-in the high cloak, with every one of her auburn hairs in its
-place, she waited motionless for it to stop at her floor. The
-iron gates clanked open; she entered. There were already three
-occupants, a man in a great white waistcoat, with a large, smooth
-face like a baby's, and two old ladies in black, with mittened
-hands.
-
-Mrs. MacAnder smiled at them; she knew everybody; and all these
-three, who had been admirably silent before, began to talk at
-once. This was Mrs. MacAnder's successful secret. She provoked
-conversation.
-
-Throughout a descent of five stories the conversation continued,
-the lift boy standing with his back turned, his cynical face
-protruding through the bars.
-
-At the bottom they separated, the man in the white waistcoat
-sentimentally to the billiard room, the old ladies to dine and
-say to each other: "A dear little woman!" "Such a rattle!" and
-Mrs. MacAnder to her cab.
-
-When Mrs. MacAnder dined at Timothy's, the conversation (although
-Timothy himself could never be induced to be present) took that
-wider, man-of-the-world tone current among Forsytes at large, and
-this, no doubt, was what put her at a premium there.
-
-Mrs. Small and Aunt Hester found it an exhilarating change. "If
-only," they said, "Timothy would meet her!" It was felt that she
-would do him good. She could tell you, for instance, the latest
-story of Sir Charles Fiste's son at Monte Carlo; who was the real
-heroine of Tynemouth Eddy's fashionable novel that everyone was
-holding up their hands over, and what they were doing in Paris
-about wearing bloomers. She was so sensible, too, knowing all
-about that vexed question, whether to send young Nicholas' eldest
-into the navy as his mother wished, or make him an accountant as
-his father thought would be safer. She strongly deprecated the
-navy. If you were not exceptionally brilliant or exceptionally
-well connected, they passed you over so disgracefully, and what
-was it after all to look forward to, even if you became an
-admiral--a pittance! An accountant had many more chances, but
-let him be put with a good firm, where there was no risk at
-starting!
-
-Sometimes she would give them a tip on the Stock Exchange; not
-that Mrs. Small or Aunt Hester ever took it. They had indeed no
-money to invest; but it seemed to bring them into such exciting
-touch with the realities of life. It was an event. They would
-ask Timothy, they said. But they never did, knowing in advance
-that it would upset him. Surreptitiously, however, for weeks
-after they would look in that paper, which they took with respect
-on account of its really fashionable proclivities, to see whether
-'Bright's Rubies' or 'The Woollen Mackintosh Company' were up or
-down. Sometimes they could not find the name of the company at
-all; and they would wait until James or Roger or even Swithin
-came in, and ask them in voices trembling with curiosity how that
-'Bolivia Lime and Speltrate' was doing--they could not find it in
-the paper.
-
-And Roger would answer: "What do you want to know for? Some
-trash! You'll go burning your fingers--investing your money in
-lime, and things you know nothing about! Who told you?" and
-ascertaining what they had been told, he would go away, and,
-making inquiries in the City, would perhaps invest some of his
-own money in the concern.
-
-It was about the middle of dinner, just in fact as the saddle of
-mutton had been brought in by Smither, that Mrs. MacAnder,
-looking airily round, said: "Oh! and whom do you think I passed
-to-day in Richmond Park? You'll never guess--Mrs. Soames and--
-Mr. Bosinney. They must have been down to look at the house!"
-
-Winifred Dartie coughed, and no one said a word. It was the
-piece of evidence they had all unconsciously been waiting for.
-
-To do Mrs. MacAnder justice, she had been to Switzerland and the
-Italian lakes with a party of three, and had not heard of Soames'
-rupture with his architect. She could not tell, therefore, the
-profound impression her words would make.
-
-Upright and a little flushed, she moved her small, shrewd eyes
-from face to face, trying to gauge the effect of her words. On
-either side of her a Hayman boy, his lean, taciturn, hungry face
-turned towards his plate, ate his mutton steadily.
-
-These two, Giles and Jesse, were so alike and so inseparable that
-they were known as the Dromios. They never talked, and seemed
-always completely occupied in doing nothing. It was popularly
-supposed that they were cramming for an important examination.
-They walked without hats for long hours in the Gardens attached
-to their house, books in their hands, a fox-terrier at their
-heels, never saying a word, and smoking all the time. Every
-morning, about fifty yards apart, they trotted down Campden Hill
-on two lean hacks, with legs as long as their own, and every
-morning about an hour later, still fifty yards apart, they
-cantered up again. Every evening, wherever they had dined, they
-might be observed about half-past ten, leaning over the
-balustrade of the Alhambra promenade.
-
-They were never seen otherwise than together; in this way passing
-their lives, apparently perfectly content.
-
-Inspired by some dumb stirring within them of the feelings of
-gentlemen, they turned at this painful moment to Mrs. MacAnder,
-and said in precisely the same voice: "Have you seen the...?"
-
-Such was her surprise at being thus addressed that she put down
-her fork; and Smither, who was passing, promptly removed her
-plate. Mrs. MacAnder, however, with presence of mind, said
-instantly: "I must have a little more of that nice mutton."
-
-But afterwards in the drawing--room she sat down by Mrs. Small,
-determined to get to the bottom of the matter. And she began:
-
-"What a charming woman, Mrs. Soames; such a sympathetic
-temperament! Soames is a really lucky man!"
-
-Her anxiety for information had not made sufficient allowance for
-that inner Forsyte skin which refuses to share its troubles with
-outsiders.
-
-Mrs. Septimus Small, drawing herself up with a creak and rustle
-of her whole person, said, shivering in her dignity:
-
-"My dear, it is a subject we do not talk about!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-NIGHT IN THE PARK
-
-
-Although with her infallible instinct Mrs. Small had said the
-very thing to make her guest 'more intriguee than ever,' it is
-difficult to see how else she could truthfully have spoken.
-
-It was not a subject which the Forsytes could talk about even
-among themselves--to use the word Soames had invented to
-characterize to himself the situation, it was 'subterranean.'
-
-Yet, within a week of Mrs. MacAnder's encounter in Richmond Park,
-to all of them--save Timothy, from whom it was carefully kept--to
-James on his domestic beat from the Poultry to Park Lane, to
-George the wild one, on his daily adventure from the bow window
-at the Haversnake to the billiard room at the 'Red Pottle,' was
-it known that 'those two' had gone to extremes.
-
-George (it was he who invented many of those striking expressions
-still current in fashionable circles) voiced the sentiment more
-accurately than any one when he said to his brother Eustace that
-'the Buccaneer' was 'going it'; he expected Soames was about 'fed
-up.'
-
-It was felt that he must be, and yet, what could be done? He
-ought perhaps to take steps; but to take steps would be
-deplorable.
-
-Without an open scandal which they could not see their way to
-recommending, it was difficult to see what steps could be taken.
-In this impasse, the only thing was to say nothing to Soames, and
-nothing to each other; in fact, to pass it over.
-
-By displaying towards Irene a dignified coldness, some impression
-might be made upon her; but she was seldom now to be seen, and
-there seemed a slight difficulty in seeking her out on purpose to
-show her coldness. Sometimes in the privacy of his bedroom James
-would reveal to Emily the real suffering that his son's
-misfortune caused him.
-
-"I can't tell," he would say; "it worries me out of my life.
-There'll be a scandal, and that'll do him no good. I shan't say
-anything to him. There might be nothing in it. What do you
-think? She's very artistic, they tell me. What? Oh, you're a
-'regular Juley! Well, I don't know; I expect the worst. This is
-what comes of having no children. I knew how it would be from
-the first. They never told me they didn't mean to have any
-children--nobody tells me anything!"
-
-On his knees by the side of the bed, his eyes open and fixed with
-worry, he would breathe into the counterpane. Clad in his
-nightshirt, his neck poked forward, his back rounded, he
-resembled some long white bird.
-
-"Our Father-," he repeated, turning over and over again the
-thought of this possible scandal.
-
-Like old Jolyon, he, too, at the bottom of his heart set the
-blame of the tragedy down to family interference. What business
-had that lot--he began to think of the Stanhope Gate branch,
-including young Jolyon and his daughter, as 'that lot'--to
-introduce a person like this Bosinney into the family? (He had
-heard George's soubriquet, 'The Buccaneer,' but he could make
-nothing of that--the young man was an architect.)
-
-He began to feel that his brother Jolyon, to whom he had always
-looked up and on whose opinion he had relied, was not quite what
-he had expected.
-
-Not having his eldest brother's force of character, he was more
-sad than angry. His great comfort was to go to Winifred's, and
-take the little Darties in his carriage over to Kensington
-Gardens, and there, by the Round Pond, he could often be seen
-walking with his eyes fixed anxiously on little Publius Dartie's
-sailing-boat, which he had himself freighted with a penny, as
-though convinced that it would never again come to shore; while
-little Publius--who, James delighted to say, was not a bit like
-his father skipping along under his lee, would try to get him to
-bet another that it never would, having found that it always did.
-And James would make the bet; he always paid--sometimes as many
-as three or four pennies in the afternoon, for the game seemed
-never to pall on little Publius--and always in paying he said:
-"Now, that's for your money-box. Why, you're getting quite a
-rich man!" The thought of his little grandson's growing wealth
-was a real pleasure to him. But little Publius knew a
-sweet-shop, and a trick worth two of that.
-
-And they would walk home across the Park, James' figure, with
-high shoulders and absorbed and worried face, exercising its
-tall, lean protectorship, pathetically unregarded, over the
-robust child-figures of Imogen and little Publius.
-
-But those Gardens and that Park were not sacred to James.
-Forsytes and tramps, children and lovers, rested and wandered day
-after day, night after night, seeking one and all some freedom
-from labour, from the reek and turmoil of the streets.
-
-The leaves browned slowly, lingering with the sun and summer-like
-warmth of the nights.
-
-On Saturday, October 5, the sky that had been blue all day
-deepened after sunset to the bloom of purple grapes. There was
-no moon, and a clear dark, like some velvety garment, was wrapped
-around the trees, whose thinned branches, resembling plumes,
-stirred not in the still, warm air. All London had poured into
-the Park, draining the cup of summer to its dregs.
-
-Couple after couple, from every gate, they streamed along the
-paths and over the burnt grass, and one after another, silently
-out of the lighted spaces, stole into the shelter of the feathery
-trees, where, blotted against some trunk, or under the shadow of
-shrubs, they were lost to all but themselves in the heart of the
-soft darkness.
-
-To fresh-comers along the paths, these forerunners formed but
-part of that passionate dusk, whence only a strange murmur, like
-the confused beating of hearts, came forth. But when that murmur
-reached each couple in the lamp-light their voices wavered, and
-ceased; their arms enlaced, their eyes began seeking, searching,
-probing the blackness. Suddenly, as though drawn by invisible
-hands, they, too, stepped over the railing, and, silent as
-shadows, were gone from the light.
-
-The stillness, enclosed in the far, inexorable roar of the town,
-was alive with the myriad passions, hopes, and loves of
-multitudes of struggling human atoms; for in spite of the
-disapproval of that great body of Forsytes, the Municipal
-Council--to whom Love had long been considered, next to the
-Sewage Question, the gravest danger to the community--a process
-was going on that night in the Park, and in a hundred other
-parks, without which the thousand factories, churches, shops,
-taxes, and drains, of which they were custodians, were as
-arteries without blood, a man without a heart.
-
-The instincts of self-forgetfulness, of passion, and of love,
-hiding under the trees, away from the trustees of their
-remorseless enemy, the 'sense of property,' were holding a
-stealthy revel, and Soames, returning from Bayswater for he had
-been alone to dine at Timothy's walking home along the water,
-with his mind upon that coming lawsuit, had the blood driven from
-his heart by a low laugh and the sound of kisses. He thought of
-writing to the Times the next morning, to draw the attention of
-the Editor to the condition of our parks. He did not, however,
-for he had a horror of seeing his name in print.
-
-But starved as he was, the whispered sounds in the stillness, the
-half-seen forms in the dark, acted on him like some morbid
-stimulant. He left the path along the water and stole under the
-trees, along the deep shadow of little plantations, where the
-boughs of chestnut trees hung their great leaves low, and there
-was blacker refuge, shaping his course in circles which had for
-their object a stealthy inspection of chairs side by side,
-against tree-trunks, of enlaced lovers, who stirred at his
-approach.
-
-Now he stood still on the rise overlooking the Serpentine, where,
-in full lamp-light, black against the silver water, sat a couple
-who never moved, the woman's face buried on the man's neck--a
-single form, like a carved emblem of passion, silent and
-unashamed.
-
-And, stung by the sight, Soames hurried on deeper into the shadow
-of the trees.
-
-In this search, who knows what he thought and what he sought?
-Bread for hunger--light in darkness? Who knows what he expected
-to find--impersonal knowledge of the human heart--the end of his
-private subterranean tragedy--for, again, who knew, but that each
-dark couple, unnamed, unnameable, might not be he and she?
-
-But it could not be such knowledge as this that he was seeking--
-the wife of Soames Forsyte sitting in the Park like a common
-wench! Such thoughts were inconceivable; and from tree to tree,
-with his noiseless step, he passed.
-
-Once he was sworn at; once the whisper, "If only it could always
-be like this!" sent the blood flying again from his heart, and he
-waited there, patient and dogged, for the two to move. But it
-was only a poor thin slip of a shop-girl in her draggled blouse
-who passed him, clinging to her lover's arm.
-
-A hundred other lovers too whispered that hope in the stillness
-of the trees, a hundred other lovers clung to each other.
-
-But shaking himself with sudden disgust, Soames returned to the
-path, and left that seeking for he knew not what.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-MEETING AT THE BOTANICAL
-
-
-Young Jolyon, whose circumstances were not those of a Forsyte,
-found at times a difficulty in sparing the money needful for
-those country jaunts and researches into Nature, without having
-prosecuted which no watercolour artist ever puts brush to paper.
-
-He was frequently, in fact, obliged to take his colour-box into
-the Botanical Gardens, and there, on his stool, in the shade of a
-monkey-puzzler or in the lee of some India-rubber plant, he would
-spend long hours sketching.
-
-An Art critic who had recently been looking at his work had
-delivered himself as follows
-
-"In a way your drawings are very good; tone and colour, in some
-of them certainly quite a feeling for Nature. But, you see,
-they're so scattered; you'll never get the public to look at
-them. Now, if you'd taken a definite subject, such as 'London by
-Night,' or 'The Crystal Palace in the Spring,' and made a regular
-series, the public would have known at once what they were
-looking at. I can't lay too much stress upon that. All the men
-who are making great names in Art, like Crum Stone or Bleeder,
-are making them by avoiding the unexpected; by specializing and
-putting their works all in the same pigeon-hole, so that the
-public know pat once where to go. And this stands to reason, for
-if a man's a collector he doesn't want people to smell at the
-canvas to find out whom his pictures are by; he wants them to be
-able to say at once, 'A capital Forsyte!' It is all the more
-important for you to be careful to choose a subject that they can
-lay hold of on the spot, since there's no very marked originality
-in your style."
-
-Young Jolyon, standing by the little piano, where a bowl of dried
-rose leaves, the only produce of the garden, was deposited on a
-bit of faded damask, listened with his dim smile.
-
-Turning to his wife, who was looking at the speaker with an angry
-expression on her thin face, he said:
-
-"You see, dear?"
-
-"I do not," she answered in her staccato voice, that still had a
-little foreign accent; "your style has originality."
-
-The critic looked at her, smiled' deferentially, and said no
-more. Like everyone else, he knew their history.
-
-The words bore good fruit with young Jolyon; they were contrary
-to all that he believed in, to all that he theoretically held
-good in his Art, but some strange, deep instinct moved him
-against his will to turn them to profit.
-
-He discovered therefore one morning that an idea had come to him
-for making a series of watercolour drawings of London. How the
-idea had arisen he could not tell; and it was not till the
-following year, when he had completed and sold them at a very
-fair price, that in one of his impersonal moods, he found himself
-able to recollect the Art critic, and to discover in his own
-achievement another proof that he was a Forsyte.
-
-He decided to commence with the Botanical Gardens, where he had
-already made so many studies, and chose the little artificial
-pond, sprinkled now with an autumn shower of red and yellow
-leaves, for though the gardeners longed to sweep them off, they
-could not reach them with their brooms. The rest of the gardens
-they swept bare enough, removing every morning Nature's rain of
-leaves; piling them in heaps, whence from slow fires rose the
-sweet, acrid smoke that, like the cuckoo's note for spring, the
-scent of lime trees for the summer, is the true emblem of the
-fall. The gardeners' tidy souls could not abide the gold and
-green and russet pattern on the grass. The gravel paths must lie
-unstained, ordered, methodical, without knowledge of the
-realities of life, nor of that slow and beautiful decay which
-flings crowns underfoot to star the earth with fallen glories,
-whence, as the cycle rolls, will leap again wild spring.
-
-Thus each leaf that fell was marked from the moment when it
-fluttered a good-bye and dropped, slow turning, from its twig.
-
-But on that little pond the leaves floated in peace, and praised
-Heaven with their hues, the sunlight haunting over them.
-
-And so young Jolyon found them.
-
-Coming there one morning in the middle of October, he was
-disconcerted to find a bench about twenty paces from his stand
-occupied, for he had a proper horror of anyone seeing him at
-work.
-
-A lady in a velvet jacket was sitting there, with her eyes fixed
-on the ground. A flowering laurel, however, stood between, and,
-taking shelter behind this, young Jolyon prepared his easel.
-
-His preparations were leisurely; he caught, as every true artist
-should, at anything that might delay for a moment the effort of
-his work, and he found himself looking furtively at this unknown
-dame.
-
-Like his father before him, he had an eye for a face. This face
-was charming!
-
-He saw a rounded chin nestling in a cream ruffle, a delicate face
-with large dark eyes and soft lips. A black 'picture' hat
-concealed the hair; her figure was lightly poised against the
-back of the bench, her knees were crossed; the tip of a
-patent-leather shoe emerged beneath her skirt. There was
-something, indeed, inexpressibly dainty about the person of this
-lady, but young Jolyon's attention was chiefly riveted by the
-look on her face, which reminded him of his wife. It was as
-though its owner had come into contact with forces too strong for
-her. It troubled him, arousing vague feelings of attraction and
-chivalry. Who was she? And what doing there, alone?
-
-Two young gentlemen of that peculiar breed, at once forward and
-shy, found in the Regent's Park, came by on their way to lawn
-tennis, and he noted with disapproval their furtive stares of
-admiration. A loitering gardener halted to do something
-unnecessary to a clump of pampas grass; he, too, wanted an excuse
-for peeping. A gentleman, old, and, by his hat, a professor of
-horticulture, passed three times to scrutinize her long and
-stealthily, a queer expression about his lips.
-
-With all these men young Jolyon felt the same vague irritation.
-She looked at none of them, yet was he certain that every man who
-passed would look at her like that.
-
-Her face was not the face of a sorceress, who in every look holds
-out to men the offer of pleasure; it had none of the 'devil's
-beauty' so highly prized among the first Forsytes of the land;
-neither was it of that type, no less adorable, associated with
-the box of chocolate; it was not of the spiritually passionate,
-or passionately spiritual order, peculiar to house-decoration and
-modern poetry; nor did it seem to promise to the playwright
-material for the production of the interesting and neurasthenic
-figure, who commits suicide in the last act.
-
-In shape and colouring, in its soft persuasive passivity, its
-sensuous purity, this woman's face reminded him of Titian's
-'Heavenly Love,' a reproduction of which hung over the sideboard
-in his dining-room. And her attraction seemed to be in this soft
-passivity, in the feeling she gave that to pressure she must
-yield.
-
-For what or whom was she waiting, in the silence, with the trees
-dropping here and there a leaf, and the thrushes strutting close
-on grass, touched with the sparkle of the autumn rime? Then her
-charming face grew eager, and, glancing round, with almost a
-lover's jealousy, young Jolyon saw Bosinney striding across the
-grass.
-
-Curiously he watched the meeting, the look in their eyes, the
-long clasp of their hands. They sat down close together, linked
-for all their outward discretion. He heard the rapid murmur of
-their talk; but what they said he could not catch.
-
-He had rowed in the galley himself! He knew the long hours of
-waiting and the lean minutes of a half-public meeting; the
-tortures of suspense that haunt the unhallowed lover.
-
-It required, however, but a glance at their two faces to see that
-this was none of those affairs of a season that distract men and
-women about town; none of those sudden appetites that wake up
-ravening, and are surfeited and asleep again in six weeks. This
-was the real thing! This was what had happened to himself! Out
-of this anything might come!
-
-Bosinney was pleading, and she so quiet, so soft, yet immovable
-in her passivity, sat looking over the grass.
-
-Was he the man to carry her off, that tender, passive being, who
-would never stir a step for herself? Who had given him all
-herself, and would die for him, but perhaps would never run away
-with him!
-
-It seemed to young Jolyon that he could hear her saying: "But,
-darling, it would ruin you!" For he himself had experienced to
-the full the gnawing fear at the bottom of each woman's heart
-that she is a drag on the man she loves.
-
-And he peeped at them no more; but their soft, rapid talk came to
-his ears, with the stuttering song of some bird who seemed trying
-to remember the notes of spring: Joy--tragedy? Which--which?
-
-And gradually their talk ceased; long silence followed.
-
-'And where does Soames come in?' young Jolyon thought. 'People
-think she is concerned about the sin of deceiving her husband!
-Little they know of women! She's eating, after starvation--
-taking her revenge! And Heaven help her--for he'll take his.'
-
-He heard the swish of silk, and, spying round the laurel, saw
-them walking away, their hands stealthily joined....
-
-At the end of July old Jolyon had taken his grand-daughter to the
-mountains; and on that visit (the last they ever paid) June
-recovered to a great extent her health and spirits. In the
-hotels, filled with British Forsytes--for old Jolyon could not
-bear a 'set of Germans,' as he called all foreigners--she was
-looked upon with respect--the only grand-daughter of that fine-
-looking, and evidently wealthy, old Mr. Forsyte. She did not mix
-freely with people--to mix freely with people was not June's
-habit--but she formed some friendships, and notably one in the
-Rhone Valley, with a French girl who was dying of consumption.
-
-Determining at once that her friend should not die, she forgot,
-in the institution of a campaign against Death, much of her own
-trouble.
-
-Old Jolyon watched the new intimacy with relief and disapproval;
-for this additional proof that her life was to be passed amongst
-'lame ducks' worried him. Would she never make a friendship or
-take an interest in something that would be of real benefit to
-her?
-
-'Taking up with a parcel of foreigners,' he called it. He often,
-however, brought home grapes or roses, and presented them to
-'Mam'zelle' with an ingratiating twinkle.
-
-Towards the end of September, in spite of June's disapproval,
-Mademoiselle Vigor breathed her last in the little hotel at St.
-Luc, to which they had moved her; and June took her defeat so
-deeply to heart that old Jolyon carried her away to Paris. Here,
-in contemplation of the 'Venus de Milo' and the 'Madeleine,' she
-shook off her depression, and when, towards the middle of
-October, they returned to town, her grandfather believed that he
-had effected a cure.
-
-No sooner, however, had they established themselves in Stanhope
-Gate than he perceived to his dismay a return of her old absorbed
-and brooding manner. She would sit, staring in front of her, her
-chin on her hand, like a little Norse spirit, grim and intent,
-while all around in the electric light, then just installed,
-shone the great, drawing-room brocaded up to the frieze, full of
-furniture from Baple and Pullbred's. And in the huge gilt mirror
-were reflected those Dresden china groups of young men in tight
-knee breeches, at the feet of full-bosomed ladies nursing on
-their laps pet lambs, which old Jolyon had bought when he was a
-bachelor and thought so highly of in these days of degenerate
-taste. He was a man of most open mind, who, more than any
-Forsyte of them all, had moved with the times, but he could never
-forget that he had bought these groups at Jobson's, and given a
-lot of money for them. He often said to June, with a sort of
-disillusioned contempt:
-
-"You don't care about them! They're not the gimcrack things you
-and your friends like, but they cost me seventy pounds!" He was
-not a man who allowed his taste to be warped when he knew for
-solid reasons that it was sound.
-
-One of the first things that June did on getting home was to go
-round to Timothy's. She persuaded herself that it was her duty
-to call there, and cheer him with an account of all her travels;
-but in reality she went because she knew of no other place where,
-by some random speech, or roundabout question, she could glean
-news of Bosinney.
-
-They received her most cordially: And how was her dear grand-
-father? He had not been to see them since May. Her Uncle
-Timothy was very poorly, he had had a lot of trouble with the
-chimney-sweep in his bedroom; the stupid man had let the soot
-down the chimney! It had quite upset her uncle.
-
-June sat there a long time, dreading, yet passionately hoping,
-that they would speak of Bosinney.
-
-But paralyzed by unaccountable discretion, Mrs. Septimus Small
-let fall no word, neither did she question June about him. In
-desperation the girl asked at last whether Soames and Irene were
-in town--she had not yet been to see anyone.
-
-It was Aunt Hester who replied: Oh, yes, they were in town, they
-had not been away at all. There was some little difficulty about
-the house, she believed. June had heard, no doubt! She had
-better ask her Aunt Juley!
-
-June turned to Mrs. Small, who sat upright in her chair, her
-hands clasped, her face covered with innumerable pouts. In
-answer to the girl's look she maintained a strange silence, and
-when she spoke it was to ask June whether she had worn night-
-socks up in those high hotels where it must be so cold of a
-night.
-
-June answered that she had not, she hated the stuffy things; and
-rose to leave.
-
-Mrs. Small's infallibly chosen silence was far more ominous to
-her than anything that could have been said.
-
-Before half an hour was over she had dragged the truth from Mrs.
-Baynes in Lowndes Square, that Soames was bringing an action
-against Bosinney over the decoration of the house.
-
-Instead of disturbing her, the news had a strangely calming
-effect; as though she saw in the prospect of this struggle new
-hope for herself. She learnt that the case was expected to come
-on in about a month, and there seemed little or no prospect of
-Bosinney's success.
-
-"And whatever he'll do I can't think," said Mrs. Baynes; "it's
-very dreadful for him, you know--he's got no money--he's very
-hard up. And we can't help him, I'm sure. I'm told the
-money-lenders won't lend if you have no security, and he has
-none--none at all."
-
-Her embonpoint had increased of late; she was in the full swing
-of autumn organization, her writing-table literally strewn with
-the menus of charity functions. She looked meaningly at June,
-with her round eyes of parrot-grey.
-
-The sudden flush that rose on the girl's intent young face--she
-must have seen spring up before her a great hope--the sudden
-sweetness of her smile, often came back to Lady Baynes in after
-years (Baynes was knighted when he built that public Museum of
-Art which has given so much employment to officials, and so
-little pleasure to those working classes for whom it was
-designed).
-
-The memory of that change, vivid and touching, like the breaking
-open of a flower, or the first sun after long winter, the memory,
-too, of all that came after, often intruded itself, unaccountably,
-inopportunely on Lady Baynes, when her mind was set upon the most
-important things.
-
-This was the very afternoon of the day that young Jolyon
-witnessed the meeting in the Botanical Gardens, and on this day,
-too, old Jolyon paid a visit to his solicitors, Forsyte, Bustard,
-and Forsyte, in the Poultry. Soames was not in, he had gone down
-to Somerset House; Bustard was buried up to the hilt in papers
-and that inaccessible apartment, where he was judiciously placed,
-in order that he might do as much work as possible; but James was
-in the front office, biting a finger, and lugubriously turning
-over the pleadings in Forsyte v. Bosinney.
-
-This sound lawyer had only a sort of luxurious dread of the 'nice
-point,' enough to set up a pleasurable feeling of fuss; for his
-good practical sense told him that if he himself were on the
-Bench he would not pay much attention to it. But he was afraid
-that this Bosinney would go bankrupt and Soames would have to
-find the money after all, and costs into the bargain. And behind
-this tangible dread there was always that intangible trouble,
-lurking in the background, intricate, dim, scandalous, like a bad
-dream, and of which this action was but an outward and visible
-sign.
-
-He raised his head as old Jolyon came in, and muttered: "How are
-you, Jolyon? Haven't seen you for an age. You've been to
-Switzerland, they tell me. This young Bosinney, he's got himself
-into a mess. I knew how it would be!" He held out the papers,
-regarding his elder brother with nervous gloom.
-
-Old Jolyon read them in silence, and while he read them James
-looked at the floor, biting his fingers the while.
-
-Old Jolyon pitched them down at last, and they fell with a thump
-amongst a mass of affidavits in 're Buncombe, deceased,' one of
-the many branches of that parent and profitable tree, 'Fryer v.
-Forsyte.'
-
-"I don't know what Soames is about," he said, "to make a fuss
-over a few hundred pounds. I thought he was a man of property."
-
-James'long upper lip twitched angrily; he could not bear his son
-to be attacked in such a spot.
-
-"It's not the money "he began, but meeting his brother's glance,
-direct, shrewd, judicial, he stopped.
-
-There was a silence.
-
-"I've come in for my Will," said old Jolyon at last, tugging at
-his moustache.
-
-James' curiosity was roused at once. Perhaps nothing in this
-life was more stimulating to him than a Will; it was the supreme
-deal with property, the final inventory of a man's belongings,
-the last word on what he was worth. He sounded the bell.
-
-"Bring in Mr. Jolyon's Will," he said to an anxious, dark-haired
-clerk.
-
-"You going to make some alterations?" And through his mind there
-flashed the thought: 'Now, am I worth as much as he?'
-
-Old Jolyon put the Will in his breast pocket, and James twisted
-his long legs regretfully.
-
-"You've made some nice purchases lately, they tell me," he said.
-
-"I don't know where you get your information from," answered old
-Jolyon sharply. "When's this action coming on? Next month? I
-can't tell what you've got in your minds. You must manage your
-own affairs; but if you take my advice, you'll settle it out of
-Court. Good-bye!" With a cold handshake he was gone.
-
-James, his fixed grey-blue eye corkscrewing round some secret
-anxious image, began again to bite his finger.
-
-Old Jolyon took his Will to the offices of the New Colliery
-Company, and sat down in the empty Board Room to read it through.
-He answered 'Down-by-the-starn' Hemmings so tartly when the
-latter, seeing his Chairman seated there, entered with the new
-Superintendent's first report, that the Secretary withdrew with
-regretful dignity; and sending for the transfer clerk, blew him
-up till the poor youth knew not where to look.
-
-It was not--by George--as he (Down-by-the-starn) would have him
-know, for a whippersnapper of a young fellow like him, to come
-down to that office, and think that he was God Almighty. He
-(Down-by-the-starn) had been head of that office for more years
-than a boy like him could count, and if he thought that when he
-had finished all his work, he could sit there doing nothing, he
-did not know him, Hemmings (Down-by-the-starn), and so forth.
-
-On the other side of the green baize door old Jolyon sat at the
-long, mahogany-and-leather board table, his thick, loose-jointed,
-tortoiseshell eye-glasses perched on the bridge of his nose, his
-gold pencil moving down the clauses of his Will.
-
-It was a simple affair, for there were none of those vexatious
-little legacies and donations to charities, which fritter away a
-man's possessions, and damage the majestic effect of that little
-paragraph in the morning papers accorded to Forsytes who die with
-a hundred thousand pounds.
-
-A simple affair. Just a bequest to his son of twenty thousand,
-and 'as to the residue of my property of whatsoever kind whether
-realty or personalty, or partaking of the nature of either--upon
-trust to pay the proceeds rents annual produce dividends or
-interest thereof and thereon to my said grand-daughter June
-Forsyte or her assigns during her life to be for her sole use and
-benefit and without, etc... and from and after her death or
-decease upon trust to convey assign transfer or make over the
-said last-mentioned lands hereditaments premises trust moneys
-stocks funds investments and securities or such as shall then
-stand for and represent the same unto such person or persons
-whether one or more for such intents purposes and uses and
-generally in such manner way and form in all respects as the said
-June Forsyte notwithstanding coverture shall by her last Will and
-Testament or any writing or writings in the nature of a Will
-testament or testamentary disposition to be by her duly made
-signed and published direct appoint or make over give and dispose
-of the same And in default etc.... Provided always...' and so on,
-in seven folios of brief and simple phraseology.
-
-The Will had been drawn by James in his palmy days. He had
-foreseen almost every contingency.
-
-Old Jolyon sat a long time reading this Will; at last he took
-half a sheet of paper from the rack, and made a prolonged pencil
-note; then buttoning up the Will, he caused a cab to be called
-and drove to the offices of Paramor and Herring, in Lincoln's Inn
-Fields. Jack Herring was dead, but his nephew was still in the
-firm, and old Jolyon was closeted with him for half an hour.
-
-He had kept the hansom, and on coming out, gave the driver the
-address--3, Wistaria Avenue.
-
-He felt a strange, slow satisfaction, as though he had scored a
-victory over James and the man of property. They should not poke
-their noses into his affairs any more; he had just cancelled
-their trusteeships of his Will; he would take the whole of his
-business out of their hands, and put it into the hands of young
-Herring, and he would move the business of his Companies too. If
-that young Soames were such a man of property, he would never
-miss a thousand a year or so; and under his great white moustache
-old Jolyon grimly smiled. He felt that what he was doing was in
-the nature of retributive justice, richly deserved.
-
-Slowly, surely, with the secret inner process that works the
-destruction of an old tree, the poison of the wounds to his
-happiness, his will, his pride, had corroded the comely edifice
-of his philosophy. Life had worn him down on one side, till,
-like that family of which he was the head, he had lost balance.
-
-To him, borne northwards towards his son's house, the thought of
-the new disposition of property, which he had just set in motion,
-appeared vaguely in the light of a stroke of punishment, levelled
-at that family and that Society, of which James and his son
-seemed to him the representatives. He had made a restitution to
-young Jolyon, and restitution to young Jolyon satisfied his
-secret craving for revenge-revenge against Time, sorrow, and
-interference, against all that incalculable sum of disapproval
-that had been bestowed by the world for fifteen years on his only
-son. It presented itself as the one possible way of asserting
-once more the domination of his will; of forcing James, and
-Soames, and the family, and all those hidden masses of Forsytes--
-a great stream rolling against the single dam of his obstinacy--
-to recognise once and for all that be would be master. It was
-sweet to think that at last he was going to make the boy a richer
-man by far than that son of James, that 'man of property.' And it
-was sweet to give to Jo, for he loved his son.
-
-Neither young Jolyon nor his wife were in (young Jolyon indeed
-was not back from the Botanical), but the little maid told him
-that she expected the master at any moment:
-
-"He's always at 'ome to tea, sir, to play with the children."
-
-Old Jolyon said he would wait; and sat down patiently enough in
-the faded, shabby drawing room, where, now that the summer
-chintzes were removed, the old chairs and sofas revealed all
-their threadbare deficiencies. He longed to send for the
-children; to have them there beside him, their supple bodies
-against his knees; to hear Jolly's: "Hallo, Gran!" and see his
-rush; and feel Holly's soft little hand stealing up against his
-cheek. But he would not. There was solemnity in what he had
-come to do, and until it was over he would not play. He amused
-himself by thinking how with two strokes of his pen he was going
-to restore the look of caste so conspicuously absent from
-everything in that little house; how he could fill these rooms,
-or others in some larger mansion, with triumphs of art from Baple
-and Pullbred's; how he could send little Jolly to Harrow and
-Oxford (he no longer had faith in Eton and Cambridge, for his son
-had been there); how he could procure little Holly the best
-musical instruction, the child had a remarkable aptitude.
-
-As these visions crowded before him, causing emotion to swell his
-heart, he rose, and stood at the window, looking down into the
-little walled strip of garden, where the pear-tree, bare of
-leaves before its time, stood with gaunt branches in the
-slow-gathering mist of the autumn afternoon. The dog Balthasar,
-his tail curled tightly over a piebald, furry back, was walking
-at the farther end, sniffing at the plants, and at intervals
-placing his leg for support against the wall.
-
-And old Jolyon mused.
-
-What pleasure was there left but to give? It was pleasant to
-give, when you could find one who would be thankful for what you
-gave--one of your own flesh and blood! There was no such
-satisfaction to be had out of giving to those who did not belong
-to you, to those who had no claim on you! Such giving as that
-was a betrayal of the individualistic convictions and actions of
-his life, of all his enterprise, his labour, and his moderation,
-of the great and proud fact that, like tens of thousands of
-Forsytes before him, tens of thousands in the present, tens of
-thousands in the future, he had always made his own, and held his
-own, in the world.
-
-And, while he stood there looking down on the smut-covered
-foliage of the laurels, the blackstained grass-plot, the progress
-of the dog Balthasar, all the suffering of the fifteen years
-during which he had been baulked of legitimate enjoyment mingled
-its gall with the sweetness of the approaching moment.
-
-Young Jolyon came at last, pleased with his work, and fresh from
-long hours in the open air. On hearing that his father was in
-the drawing room, he inquired hurriedly whether Mrs. Forsyte was
-at home, and being informed that she was not, heaved a sigh of
-relief. Then putting his painting materials carefully in the
-little coat-closet out of sight, he went in.
-
-With characteristic decision old Jolyon came at once to the
-point. "I've been altering my arrangements, Jo," he said. "You
-can cut your coat a bit longer in the future--I'm settling a
-thousand a year on you at once. June will have fifty thousand at
-my death; and you the rest. That dog of yours is spoiling the
-garden. I shouldn't keep a dog, if I were you!"
-
-The dog Balthasar, seated in the centre of the lawn, was
-examining his tail.
-
-Young Jolyon looked at the animal, but saw him dimly, for his
-eyes were misty.
-
-"Yours won't come short of a hundred thousand, my boy," said old
-Jolyon; "I thought you'd better know. I haven't much longer to
-live at my age. I shan't allude to it again. How's your wife?
-And--give her my love."
-
-Young Jolyon put his hand on his father's shoulder, and, as
-neither spoke, the episode closed.
-
-Having seen his father into a hansom, young Jolyon came back to
-the drawing-room and stood, where old Jolyon had stood, looking
-down on the little garden. He tried to realize all that this
-meant to him, and, Forsyte that he was, vistas of property were
-opened out in his brain; the years of half rations through which
-he had passed had not sapped his natural instincts. In extremely
-practical form, he thought of travel, of his wife's costume, the
-children's education, a pony for Jolly, a thousand things; but in
-the midst of all he thought, too, of Bosinney and his mistress,
-and the broken song of the thrush. Joy--tragedy! Which? Which?
-
-The old past--the poignant, suffering, passionate, wonderful
-past, that no money could buy, that nothing could restore in all
-its burning sweetness--had come back before him.
-
-When his wife came in he went straight up to her and took her in
-his arms; and for a long time he stood without speaking, his eyes
-closed, pressing her to him, while she looked at him with a
-wondering, adoring, doubting look in her eyes.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-VOYAGE INTO THE INFERNO
-
-
-The morning after a certain night on which Soames at last
-asserted his rights and acted like a man, he breakfasted alone.
-
-He breakfasted by gaslight, the fog of late November wrapping the
-town as in some monstrous blanket till the trees of the Square
-even were barely visible from the diningroom window.
-
-He ate steadily, but at times a sensation as though he could not
-swallow attacked him. Had he been right to yield to his
-overmastering hunger of the night before, and break down the
-resistance which he had suffered now too long from this woman who
-was his lawful and solemnly constituted helpmate?
-
-He was strangely haunted by the recollection of her face, from
-before which, to soothe her, he had tried to pull her hands--of
-her terrible smothered sobbing, the like of which he had never
-heard, and still seemed to hear; and he was still haunted by the
-odd, intolerable feeling of remorse and shame he had felt, as he
-stood looking at her by the flame of the single candle, before
-silently slinking away.
-
-And somehow, now that he had acted like this, he was surprised at
-himself.
-
-Two nights before, at Winifred Dartie's, he had taken Mrs.
-MacAnder into dinner. She had said to him, looking in his face
-with her sharp, greenish eyes: "And so your wife is a great
-friend of that Mr. Bosinney's?"
-
-Not deigning to ask what she meant, he had brooded over her
-words.
-
-They had roused in him a fierce jealousy, which, with the
-peculiar perversion of this instinct, had turned to fiercer
-desire.
-
-Without the incentive of Mrs. MacAnder's words he might never
-have done what he had done. Without their incentive and the
-accident of finding his wife's door for once unlocked, which had
-enabled him to steal upon her asleep.
-
-Slumber had removed his doubts, but the morning brought them
-again. One thought comforted him: No one would know--it was not
-the sort of thing that she would speak about.
-
-And, indeed, when the vehicle of his daily business life, which
-needed so imperatively the grease of clear and practical thought,
-started rolling once more with the reading of his letters, those
-nightmare-like doubts began to assume less extravagant importance
-at the back of his mind. The incident was really not of great
-moment; women made a fuss about it in books; but in the cool
-judgment of right-thinking men, of men of the world, of such as
-he recollected often received praise in the Divorce Court, he had
-but done his best to sustain the sanctity of marriage, to prevent
-her from abandoning her duty, possibly, if she were still seeing
-Bosinney, from....
-
-No, he did not regret it.
-
-Now that the first step towards reconciliation had been taken,
-the rest would be comparatively--comparatively....
-
-He, rose and walked to the window. His nerve had been shaken.
-The sound of smothered sobbing was in his ears again. He could
-not get rid of it.
-
-He put on his fur coat, and went out into the fog; having to go
-into the City, he took the underground railway from Sloane Square
-station.
-
-In his corner of the first-class compartment filled with City men
-the smothered sobbing still haunted him, so he opened the Times
-with the rich crackle that drowns all lesser sounds, and,
-barricaded behind it, set himself steadily to con the news.
-
-He read that a Recorder had charged a grand jury on the previous
-day with a more than usually long list of offences. He read of
-three murders, five manslaughters, seven arsons, and as many as
-eleven rapes--a surprisingly high number--in addition to many
-less conspicuous crimes, to be tried during a coming Sessions;
-and from one piece of news he went on to another, keeping the
-paper well before his face.
-
-And still, inseparable from his reading, was the memory of
-Irene's tear-stained face, and the sounds from her broken heart.
-
-The day was a busy one, including, in addition to the ordinary
-affairs of his practice, a visit to his brokers, Messrs. Grin
-and Grinning, to give them instructions to sell his shares in the
-New Colliery Co., Ltd., whose business he suspected, rather than
-knew, was stagnating (this enterprise afterwards slowly declined,
-and was ultimately sold for a song to an American syndicate); and
-a long conference at Waterbuck, Q.C.'s chambers, attended by
-Boulter, by Fiske, the junior counsel, and Waterbuck, Q.C.,
-himself.
-
-The case of Forsyte v. Bosinney was expected to be reached on
-the morrow, before Mr. Justice Bentham.
-
-Mr. Justice Bentham, a man of common-sense rather than too great
-legal knowledge, was considered to be about the best man they
-could have to try the action. He was a 'strong' Judge.
-
-Waterbuck, Q.C., in pleasing conjunction with an almost rude
-neglect of Boulter and Fiske paid to Soames a good deal of
-attention, by instinct or the sounder evidence of rumour, feeling
-him to be a man of property.
-
-He held with remarkable consistency to the opinion he had already
-expressed in writing, that the issue would depend to a great
-extent on the evidence given at the trial, and in a few well
-directed remarks he advised Soames not to be too careful in
-giving that evidence. "A little bluffness, Mr. Forsyte," he said,
-"a little bluffness," and after he had spoken he laughed firmly,
-closed his lips tight, and scratched his head just below where he
-had pushed his wig back, for all the world like the gentleman-
-farmer for whom he loved to be taken. He was considered perhaps
-the leading man in breach of promise cases.
-
-Soames used the underground again in going home.
-
-The fog was worse than ever at Sloane Square station. Through
-the still, thick blur, men groped in and out; women, very few,
-grasped their reticules to their bosoms and handkerchiefs to
-their mouths; crowned with the weird excrescence of the driver,
-haloed by a vague glow of lamp-light that seemed to drown in
-vapour before it reached the pavement, cabs loomed dimshaped ever
-and again, and discharged citizens, bolting like rabbits to their
-burrows.
-
-And these shadowy figures, wrapped each in his own little shroud
-of fog, took no notice of each other. In the great warren, each
-rabbit for himself, especially those clothed in the more
-expensive fur, who, afraid of carriages on foggy days, are driven
-underground.
-
-One figure, however, not far from Soames, waited at the station
-door.
-
-Some buccaneer or lover, of whom each Forsyte thought: 'Poor
-devil! looks as if he were having a bad time!' Their kind hearts
-beat a stroke faster for that poor, waiting, anxious lover in the
-fog; but they hurried by, well knowing that they had neither time
-nor money to spare for any suffering but their own.
-
-Only a policeman, patrolling slowly and at intervals, took an
-interest in that waiting figure, the brim of whose slouch hat
-half hid a face reddened by the cold, all thin, and haggard, over
-which a hand stole now and again to smooth away anxiety, or renew
-the resolution that kept him waiting there. But the waiting
-lover (if lover he were) was used to policemen's scrutiny, or too
-absorbed in his anxiety, for he never flinched. A hardened case,
-accustomed to long trysts, to anxiety, and fog, and cold, if only
-his mistress came at last. Foolish lover! Fogs last until the
-spring; there is also snow and rain, no comfort anywhere; gnawing
-fear if you bring her out, gnawing fear if you bid her stay at
-home!
-
-"Serve him right; he should arrange his affairs better!"
-
-So any respectable Forsyte. Yet, if that sounder citizen could
-have listened at the waiting lover's heart, out there in the fog
-and the cold, he would have said again: "Yes, poor devil he's
-having a bad time!"
-
-Soames got into his cab, and, with the glass down, crept along
-Sloane Street, and so along the Brompton Road, and home. He
-reached his house at five.
-
-His wife was not in. She had gone out a quarter of an hour
-before. Out at such a time of night, into this terrible fog!
-What was the meaning of that?
-
-He sat by the dining-room fire, with the door open, disturbed to
-the soul, trying to read the evening paper. A book was no good--
-in daily papers alone was any narcotic to such worry as his.
-From the customary events recorded in the journal he drew some
-comfort. 'Suicide of an actress'--'Grave indisposition of a
-Statesman' (that chronic sufferer)--'Divorce of an army officer'
---'Fire in a colliery'--he read them all. They helped him a
-little--prescribed by the greatest of all doctors, our natural
-taste.
-
-It was nearly seven when he heard her come in.
-
-The incident of the night before had long lost its importance
-under stress of anxiety at her strange sortie into the fog. But
-now that Irene was home, the memory of her broken-hearted sobbing
-came back to him, and he felt nervous at the thought of facing
-her.
-
-She was already on the stairs; her grey fur coat hung to her
-knees, its high collar almost hid her face, she wore a thick
-veil.
-
-She neither turned to look at him nor spoke. No ghost or
-stranger could have passed more silently.
-
-Bilson came to lay dinner, and told him that Mrs. Forsyte was not
-coming down; she was having the soup in her room.
-
-For once Soames did not 'change'; it was, perhaps, the first time
-in his life that he had sat down to dinner with soiled cuffs,
-and, not even noticing them, he brooded long over his wine. He
-sent Bilson to light a fire in his picture-room, and presently
-went up there himself.
-
-Turning on the gas, he heaved a deep sigh, as though amongst
-these treasures, the backs of which confronted him in stacks,
-around the little room, he had found at length his peace of mind.
-He went straight up to the greatest treasure of them all, an
-undoubted Turner, and, carrying it to the easel, turned its face
-to the light. There had been a movement in Turners, but he had
-not been able to make up his mind to part with it. He stood for
-a long time, his pale, clean-shaven face poked forward above his
-stand-up collar, looking at the picture as though he were adding
-it up; a wistful expression came into his eyes; he found,
-perhaps, that it came to too little. He took it down from the
-easel to put it back against the wall; but, in crossing the room,
-stopped, for he seemed to hear sobbing.
-
-It was nothing--only the sort of thing that had been bothering
-him in the morning. And soon after, putting the high guard
-before the blazing fire, he stole downstairs.
-
-Fresh for the morrow! was his thought. It was long before he
-went to sleep....
-
-It is now to George Forsyte that the mind must turn for light on
-the events of that fog-engulfed afternoon.
-
-The wittiest and most sportsmanlike of the Forsytes had passed
-the day reading a novel in the paternal mansion at Princes'
-Gardens. Since a recent crisis in his financial affairs he had
-been kept on parole by Roger, and compelled to reside 'at home.'
-
-Towards five o'clock he went out, and took train at South
-Kensington Station (for everyone to-day went Underground). His
-intention was to dine, and pass the evening playing billiards at
-the Red Pottle--that unique hostel, neither club, hotel, nor good
-gilt restaurant.
-
-He got out at Charing Cross, choosing it in preference to his
-more usual St. James's Park, that he might reach Jermyn Street
-by better lighted ways.
-
-On the platform his eyes--for in combination with a composed and
-fashionable appearance, George had sharp eyes, and was always on
-the look-out for fillips to his sardonic humour--his eyes were
-attracted by a man, who, leaping from a first-class compartment,
-staggered rather than walked towards the exit.
-
-'So ho, my bird!' said George to himself; 'why, it's "the
-Buccaneer!"' and he put his big figure on the trail. Nothing
-afforded him greater amusement than a drunken man.
-
-Bosinney, who wore a slouch hat, stopped in front of him, spun
-around, and rushed back towards the carriage he had just left.
-He was too late. A porter caught him by the coat; the train was
-already moving on.
-
-George's practised glance caught sight of the face of a lady clad
-in a grey fur coat at the carriage window. It was Mrs. Soames--
-and George felt that this was interesting!
-
-And now he followed Bosinney more closely than ever--up the
-stairs, past the ticket collector into the street. In that
-progress, however, his feelings underwent a change; no longer
-merely curious and amused, he felt sorry for the poor fellow he
-was shadowing. 'The Buccaneer' was not drunk, but seemed to be
-acting under the stress of violent emotion; he was talking to
-himself, and all that George could catch were the words "Oh,
-God!" Nor did he appear to know what he was doing, or where
-going; but stared, hesitated, moved like a man out of his mind;
-and from being merely a joker in search of amusement, George felt
-that he must see the poor chap through.
-
-He had 'taken the knock'--'taken the knock!' And he wondered what
-on earth Mrs. Soames had been saying, what on earth she had been
-telling him in the railway carriage. She had looked bad enough
-herself! It made George sorry to think of her travelling on with
-her trouble all alone.
-
-He followed close behind Bosinney's elbow--tall, burly figure,
-saying nothing, dodging warily--and shadowed him out into the
-fog.
-
-There was something here beyond a jest! He kept his head
-admirably, in spite of some excitement, for in addition to
-compassion, the instincts of the chase were roused within him.
-
-Bosinney walked right out into the thoroughfare--a vast muffled
-blackness, where a man could not see six paces before him; where,
-all around, voices or whistles mocked the sense of direction; and
-sudden shapes came rolling slow upon them; and now and then a
-light showed like a dim island in an infinite dark sea.
-
-And fast into this perilous gulf of night walked Bosinney, and
-fast after him walked George. If the fellow meant to put his
-'twopenny' under a 'bus, he would stop it if he could! Across
-the street and back the hunted creature strode, not groping as
-other men were groping in that gloom, but driven forward as
-though the faithful George behind wielded a knout; and this chase
-after a haunted man began to have for George the strangest
-fascination.
-
-But it was now that the affair developed in a way which ever
-afterwards caused it to remain green in his mind. Brought to a
-stand-still in the fog, he heard words which threw a sudden light
-on these proceedings. What Mrs. Soames had said to Bosinney in
-the train was now no longer dark. George understood from those
-mutterings that Soames had exercised his rights over an estranged
-and unwilling wife in the greatest--the supreme act of property.
-
-His fancy wandered in the fields of this situation; it impressed
-him; he guessed something of the anguish, the sexual confusion
-and horror in Bosinney's heart. And he thought: 'Yes, it's a bit
-thick! I don't wonder the poor fellow is halfcracked!'
-
-He had run his quarry to earth on a bench under one of the lions
-in Trafalgar Square, a monster sphynx astray like themselves in
-that gulf of darkness. Here, rigid and silent, sat Bosinney, and
-George, in whose patience was a touch of strange brotherliness,
-took his stand behind. He was not lacking in a certain delicacy-
--a sense of form--that did not permit him to intrude upon this
-tragedy, and he waited, quiet as the lion above, his fur collar
-hitched above his ears concealing the fleshy redness of his
-cheeks, concealing all but his eyes with their sardonic,
-compassionate stare. And men kept passing back from business on
-the way to their clubs--men whose figures shrouded in cocoons of
-fog came into view like spectres, and like spectres vanished.
-Then even in his compassion George's Quilpish humour broke forth
-in a sudden longing to pluck these spectres by the sleeve, and
-say:
-
-"Hi, you Johnnies! You don't often see a show like this! Here's
-a poor devil whose mistress has just been telling him a pretty
-little story of her husband; walk up, walk up! He's taken the
-knock, you see."
-
-In fancy he saw them gaping round the tortured lover; and grinned
-as he thought of some respectable, newly-married spectre enabled
-by the state of his own affections to catch an inkling of what
-was going on within Bosinney; he fancied he could see his mouth
-getting wider and wider, and the fog going down and down. For in
-George was all that contempt of the of the married middle-class--
-peculiar to the wild and sportsmanlike spirits in its ranks.
-
-But he began to be bored. Waiting was not what he had bargained
-for.
-
-'After all,' he thought, 'the poor chap will get over it; not the
-first time such a thing has happened in this little city!' But
-now his quarry again began muttering words of violent hate and
-anger. And following a sudden impulse George touched him on the
-shoulder.
-
-Bosinney spun round.
-
-"Who are you? What do you want?"
-
-George could have stood it well enough in the light of the gas
-lamps, in the light of that everyday world of which he was so
-hardy a connoisseur; but in this fog, where all was gloomy and
-unreal, where nothing had that matter-of-fact value associated by
-Forsytes with earth, he was a victim to strange qualms, and as he
-tried to stare back into the eyes of this maniac, he thought:
-
-'If I see a bobby, I'll hand him over; he's not fit to be at
-large.'
-
-But waiting for no answer, Bosinney strode off into the fog, and
-George followed, keeping perhaps a little further off, yet more
-than ever set on tracking him down.
-
-'He can't go on long like this,' he thought. 'It's God's own
-miracle he's not been run over already.' He brooded no more on
-policemen, a sportsman's sacred fire alive again within him.
-
-Into a denser gloom than ever Bosinney held on at a furious pace;
-but his pursuer perceived more method in his madness--he was
-clearly making his way westwards.
-
-'He's really going for Soames!' thought George. The idea was
-attractive. It would be a sporting end to such a chase. He had
-always disliked his cousin.
-
-The shaft of a passing cab brushed against his shoulder and made
-him leap aside. He did not intend to be killed for the Buccaneer,
-or anyone. Yet, with hereditary tenacity, he stuck to the trail
-through vapour that blotted out everything but the shadow of the
-hunted man and the dim moon of the nearest lamp.
-
-Then suddenly, with the instinct of a town-stroller, George knew
-himself to be in Piccadilly. Here he could find his way blindfold;
-and freed from the strain of geographical uncertainty, his mind
-returned to Bosinney's trouble.
-
-Down the long avenue of his man-about-town experience, bursting,
-as it were, through a smirch of doubtful amours, there stalked to
-him a memory of his youth. A memory, poignant still, that brought
-the scent of hay, the gleam of moonlight, a summer magic, into
-the reek and blackness of this London fog--the memory of a night
-when in the darkest shadow of a lawn he had overheard from a
-woman's lips that he was not her sole possessor. And for a moment
-George walked no longer in black Piccadilly, but lay again, with
-hell in his heart, and his face to the sweet-smelling, dewy grass,
-in the long shadow of poplars that hid the moon.
-
-A longing seized him to throw his arm round the Buccaneer, and
-say, "Come, old boy. Time cures all. Let's go and drink it off!"
-
-But a voice yelled at him, and he started back. A cab rolled out
-of blackness, and into blackness disappeared. And suddenly
-George perceived that he had lost Bosinney. He ran forward and
-back, felt his heart clutched by a sickening fear, the dark fear
-which lives in the wings of the fog. Perspiration started out on
-his brow. He stood quite still, listening with all his might.
-
-"And then," as he confided to Dartie the same evening in the
-course of a game of billiards at the Red Pottle, "I lost him."
-
-Dartie twirled complacently at his dark moustache. He had just
-put together a neat break of twenty-three,--failing at a 'Jenny.'
-"And who was she?" he asked.
-
-George looked slowly at the 'man of the world's' fattish, sallow
-face, and a little grim smile lurked about the curves of his
-cheeks and his heavy-lidded eyes.
-
-'No, no, my fine fellow,' he thought, 'I'm not going to tell
-you.' For though he mixed with Dartie a good deal, he thought him
-a bit of a cad.
-
-"Oh, some little love-lady or other," he said, and chalked his
-cue.
-
-"A love-lady!" exclaimed Dartie--he used a more figurative
-expression. "I made sure it was our friend Soa...."
-
-"Did you?" said George curtly. "Then damme you've made an
-error."
-
-He missed his shot. He was careful not to allude to the subject
-again till, towards eleven o'clock, having, in his poetic
-phraseology, 'looked upon the drink when it was yellow,' he drew
-aside the blind, and gazed out into the street. The murky
-blackness of the fog was but faintly broken by the lamps of the
-'Red Pottle,' and no shape of mortal man or thing was in sight.
-
-"I can't help thinking of that poor Buccaneer," he said. "He may
-be wandering out there now in that fog. If he's not a corpse,"
-he added with strange dejection.
-
-"Corpse!" said Dartie, in whom the recollection of his defeat at
-Richmond flared up. "He's all right. Ten to one if he wasn't
-tight!"
-
-George turned on him, looking really formidable, with a sort of
-savage gloom on his big face.
-
-"Dry up!" he said. "Don't I tell you he's 'taken the knock!"'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-THE TRIAL
-
-
-In the morning of his case, which was second in the list, Soames
-was again obliged to start without seeing Irene, and it was just
-as well, for he had not as yet made up his mind what attitude to
-adopt towards her.
-
-He had been requested to be in court by half-past ten, to provide
-against the event of the first action (a breach of promise)
-collapsing, which however it did not, both sides showing a
-courage that afforded Waterbuck, Q.C., an opportunity for
-improving his already great reputation in this class of case. He
-was opposed by Ram, the other celebrated breach of promise man.
-It was a battle of giants.
-
-The court delivered judgment just before the luncheon interval.
-The jury left the box for good, and Soames went out to get
-something to eat. He met James standing at the little luncheon-
-bar, like a pelican in the wilderness of the galleries, bent over
-a sandwich with a glass of sherry before him. The spacious
-emptiness of the great central hall, over which father and son
-brooded as they stood together, was marred now and then for a
-fleeting moment by barristers in wig and gown hurriedly bolting
-across, by an occasional old lady or rusty-coated man, looking up
-in a frightened way, and by two persons, bolder than their
-generation, seated in an embrasure arguing. The sound of their
-voices arose, together with a scent as of neglected wells, which,
-mingling with the odour of the galleries, combined to form the
-savour, like nothing but the emanation of a refined cheese, so
-indissolubly connected with the administration of British
-Justice.
-
-It was not long before James addressed his son.
-
-"When's your case coming on? I suppose it'll be on directly. I
-shouldn't wonder if this Bosinney'd say anything; I should think
-he'd have to. He'll go bankrupt if it goes against him." He took
-a large bite at his sandwich and a mouthful of sherry. "Your
-mother," he said, "wants you and Irene to come and dine
-to-night."
-
-A chill smile played round Soames' lips; he looked back at his
-father. Anyone who had seen the look, cold and furtive, thus
-interchanged, might have been pardoned for not appreciating the
-real understanding between them. James finished his sherry at a
-draught.
-
-"How much?" he asked.
-
-On returning to the court Soames took at once his rightful seat
-on the front bench beside his solicitor. He ascertained where
-his father was seated with a glance so sidelong as to commit
-nobody.
-
-James, sitting back with his hands clasped over the handle of his
-umbrella, was brooding on the end of the bench immediately behind
-counsel, whence he could get away at once when the case was over.
-He considered Bosinney's conduct in every way outrageous, but he
-did not wish to run up against him, feeling that the meeting
-would be awkward.
-
-Next to the Divorce Court, this court was, perhaps, the favourite
-emporium of justice, libel, breach of promise, and other
-commercial actions being frequently decided there. Quite a
-sprinkling of persons unconnected with the law occupied the back
-benches, and the hat of a woman or two could be seen in the
-gallery.
-
-The two rows of seats immediately in front of James were
-gradually filled by barristers in wigs, who sat down to make
-pencil notes, chat, and attend to their teeth; but his interest
-was soon diverted from these lesser lights of justice by the
-entrance of Waterbuck, Q.C., with the wings of his silk gown
-rustling, and his red, capable face supported by two short, brown
-whiskers. The famous Q.C. looked, as James freely admitted, the
-very picture of a man who could heckle a witness.
-
-For all his experience, it so happened that he had never seen
-Waterbuck, Q.C., before, and, like many Forsytes in the lower
-branch of the profession, he had an extreme admiration for a good
-cross-examiner. The long, lugubrious folds in his cheeks relaxed
-somewhat after seeing him, especially as he now perceived that
-Soames alone was represented by silk.
-
-Waterbuck, Q.C., had barely screwed round on his elbow to chat
-with his Junior before Mr. Justice Bentham himself appeared--a
-thin, rather hen-like man, with a little stoop, clean-shaven
-under his snowy wig. Like all the rest of the court, Waterbuck
-rose, and remained on his feet until the judge was seated. James
-rose but slightly; he was already comfortable, and had no opinion
-of Bentham, having sat next but one to him at dinner twice at the
-Bumley Tomms'. Bumley Tomm was rather a poor thing, though he
-had been so successful. James himself had given him his first
-brief. He was excited, too, for he had just found out that
-Bosinney was not in court.
-
-'Now, what's he mean by that?' he kept on thinking.
-
-The case having been called on, Waterbuck, Q.C., pushing back his
-papers, hitched his gown on his shoulder, and, with a
-semi-circular look around him, like a man who is going to bat,
-arose and addressed the Court.
-
-The facts, he said, were not in dispute, and all that his
-Lordship would be asked was to interpret the correspondence which
-had taken place between his client and the defendant, an
-architect, with reference to the decoration of a house. He
-would, however, submit that this correspondence could only mean
-one very plain thing. After briefly reciting the history of the
-house at Robin Hill, which he described as a mansion, and the
-actual facts of expenditure, he went on as follows:
-
-"My client, Mr. Soames Forsyte, is a gentleman, a man of
-property, who would be the last to dispute any legitimate claim
-that might be made against him, but he has met with such
-treatment from his architect in the matter of this house, over
-which he has, as your lordship has heard, already spent some
-twelve--some twelve thousand pounds, a sum considerably in
-advance of the amount he had originally contemplated, that as a
-matter of principle--and this I cannot too strongly emphasize--as
-a matter of principle, and in the interests of others, he has
-felt himself compelled to bring this action. The point put
-forward in defence by the architect I will suggest to your
-lordship is not worthy of a moment's serious consideration." He
-then read the correspondence.
-
-His client, "a man of recognised position," was prepared to go
-into the box, and to swear that he never did authorize, that it
-was never in his mind to authorize, the expenditure of any money
-beyond the extreme limit of twelve thousand and fifty pounds,
-which he had clearly fixed; and not further to waste the time of
-the court, he would at once call Mr. Forsyte.
-
-Soames then went into the box. His whole appearance was striking
-in its composure. His face, just supercilious enough, pale and
-clean-shaven, with a little line between the eyes, and compressed
-lips; his dress in unostentatious order, one hand neatly gloved,
-the other bare. He answered the questions put to him in a
-somewhat low, but distinct voice. His evidence under cross-
-examination savoured of taciturnity.
-
-Had he not used the expression, "a free hand"? No.
-
-"Come, come!"
-
-The expression he had used was 'a free hand in the terms of this
-correspondence.'
-
-"Would you tell the Court that that was English?"
-
-"Yes!"
-
-"What do you say it means?"
-
-"What it says!"
-
-"Are you prepared to deny that it is a contradiction in terms?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You are not an Irishman?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Are you a well-educated man?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And yet you persist in that statement?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Throughout this and much more cross-examination, which turned
-again and again around the 'nice point,' James sat with his hand
-behind his ear, his eyes fixed upon his son.
-
-He was proud of him! He could not but feel that in similar
-circumstances he himself would have been tempted to enlarge his
-replies, but his instinct told him that this taciturnity was the
-very thing. He sighed with relief, however, when Soames, slowly
-turning, and without any change of expression, descended from the
-box.
-
-When it came to the turn of Bosinney's Counsel to address the
-Judge, James redoubled his attention, and he searched the Court
-again and again to see if Bosinney were not somewhere concealed.
-
-Young Chankery began nervously; he was placed by Bosinney's
-absence in an awkward position. He therefore did his best to
-turn that absence to account.
-
-He could not but fear--he said--that his client had met with an
-accident. He had fully expected him there to give evidence; they
-had sent round that morning both to Mr. Bosinney's office and to
-his rooms (though he knew they were one and the same, he thought
-it was as well not to say so), but it was not known where he was,
-and this he considered to be ominous, knowing how anxious Mr.
-Bosinney had been to give his evidence. He had not, however,
-been instructed to apply for an adjournment, and in default of
-such instruction he conceived it his duty to go on. The plea on
-which he somewhat confidently relied, and which his client, had
-he not unfortunately been prevented in some way from attending,
-would have supported by his evidence, was that such an expression
-as a 'free hand' could not be limited, fettered, and rendered
-unmeaning, by any verbiage which might follow it. He would go
-further and say that the correspondence showed that whatever he
-might have said in his evidence, Mr. Forsyte had in fact never
-contemplated repudiating liability on any of the work ordered or
-executed by his architect. The defendant had certainly never
-contemplated such a contingency, or, as was demonstrated by his
-letters, he would never have proceeded with the work--a work of
-extreme delicacy, carried out with great care and efficiency, to
-meet and satisfy the fastidious taste of a connoisseur, a rich
-man, a man of property. He felt strongly on this point, and
-feeling strongly he used, perhaps, rather strong words when he
-said that this action was of a most unjustifiable, unexpected,
-indeed--unprecedented character. If his Lordship had had the
-opportunity that he himself had made it his duty to take, to go
-over this very fine house and see the great delicacy and beauty
-of the decorations executed by his client--an artist in his most
-honourable profession--he felt convinced that not for one moment
-would his Lordship tolerate this, he would use no stronger word
-than daring attempt to evade legitimate responsibility.
-
-Taking the text of Soames' letters, he lightly touched on
-'Boileau v. The Blasted Cement Company, Limited.' "It is
-doubtful," he said, "what that authority has decided; in any case
-I would submit that it is just as much in my favour as in my
-friend's." He then argued the 'nice point' closely. With all
-due deference he submitted that Mr. Forsyte's expression
-nullified itself. His client not being a rich man, the matter
-was a serious one for him; he was a very talented architect,
-whose professional reputation was undoubtedly somewhat at stake.
-He concluded with a perhaps too personal appeal to the Judge, as
-a lover of the arts, to show himself the protector of artists,
-from what was occasionally--he said occasionally--the too iron
-hand of capital. "What," he said, "will be the position of the
-artistic professions, if men of property like this Mr. Forsyte
-refuse, and are allowed to refuse, to carry out the obligations
-of the commissions which they have given." He would now call
-his client, in case he should at the last moment have found
-himself able to be present.
-
-The name Philip Baynes Bosinney was called three times by the
-Ushers, and the sound of the calling echoed with strange
-melancholy throughout the Court and Galleries.
-
-The crying of this name, to which no answer was returned, had
-upon James a curious effect: it was like calling for your lost
-dog about the streets. And the creepy feeling that it gave him,
-of a man missing, grated on his sense of comfort and security-on
-his cosiness. Though he could not have said why, it made him
-feel uneasy.
-
-He looked now at the clock--a quarter to three! It would be all
-over in a quarter of an hour. Where could the young fellow be?
-
-It was only when Mr. Justice Bentham delivered judgment that he
-got over the turn he had received.
-
-Behind the wooden erection, by which he was fenced from more
-ordinary mortals, the learned Judge leaned forward. The electric
-light, just turned on above his head, fell on his face, and
-mellowed it to an orange hue beneath the snowy crown of his wig;
-the amplitude of his robes grew before the eye; his whole figure,
-facing the comparative dusk of the Court, radiated like some
-majestic and sacred body. He cleared his throat, took a sip of
-water, broke the nib of a quill against the desk, and, folding
-his bony hands before him, began.
-
-To James he suddenly loomed much larger than he had ever thought
-Bentham would loom. It was the majesty of the law; and a person
-endowed with a nature far less matter-of-fact than that of James
-might have been excused for failing to pierce this halo, and
-disinter therefrom the somewhat ordinary Forsyte, who walked and
-talked in every-day life under the name of Sir Walter Bentham.
-
-He delivered judgment in the following words:
-
-"The facts in this case are not in dispute. On May 15 last the
-defendant wrote to the plaintiff, requesting to be allowed to
-withdraw from his professional position in regard to the
-decoration of the plaintiff's house, unless he were given 'a free
-hand.' The plaintiff, on May 17, wrote back as follows: 'In
-giving you, in accordance with your request, this free hand, I
-wish you to clearly understand that the total cost of the house
-as handed over to me completely decorated, inclusive of your fee
-(as arranged between us) must not exceed twelve thousand pounds.'
-To this letter the defendant replied on May 18: 'If you think
-that in such a delicate matter as decoration I can bind myself to
-the exact pound, I am afraid you are mistaken.' On May 19 the
-plaintiff wrote as follows: 'I did not mean to say that if you
-should exceed the sum named in my letter to you by ten or twenty
-or even fifty pounds there would be any difficulty between us.
-You have a free hand in the terms of this correspondence, and I
-hope you will see your way to completing the decorations.' On
-May 20 the defendant replied thus shortly: 'Very well.'
-
-"In completing these decorations, the defendant incurred
-liabilities and expenses which brought the total cost of this
-house up to the sum of twelve thousand four hundred pounds, all
-of which expenditure has been defrayed by the plaintiff. This
-action has been brought by the plaintiff to recover from the
-defendant the sum of three hundred and fifty pounds expended by
-him in excess of a sum of twelve thousand and fifty pounds,
-alleged by the plaintiff to have been fixed by this
-correspondence as the maximum sum that the defendant had
-authority to expend.
-
-"The question for me to decide is whether or no the defendant is
-liable to refund to the plaintiff this sum. In my judgment he is
-so liable.
-
-"What in effect the plaintiff has said is this 'I give you a free
-hand to complete these decorations, provided that you keep within
-a total cost to me of twelve thousand pounds. If you exceed that
-sum by as much as fifty pounds, I will not hold you responsible;
-beyond that point you are no agent of mine, and I shall repudiate
-liability.' It is not quite clear to me whether, had the
-plaintiff in fact repudiated liability under his agent's
-contracts, he would, under all the circumstances, have been
-successful in so doing; but he has not adopted this course. He
-has accepted liability, and fallen back upon his rights against
-the defendant under the terms of the latter's engagement.
-
-"In my judgment the plaintiff is entitled to recover this sum
-from the defendant.
-
-"It has been sought, on behalf of the defendant, to show that no
-limit of expenditure was fixed or intended to be fixed by this
-correspondence. If this were so, I can find no reason for the
-plaintiff's importation into the correspondence of the figures of
-twelve thousand pounds and subsequently of fifty pounds. The
-defendant's contention would render these figures meaningless.
-It is manifest to me that by his letter of May 20 he assented to
-a very clear proposition, by the terms of which he must be held
-to be bound.
-
-"For these reasons there will be judgment for the plaintiff for
-the amount claimed with costs."
-
-James sighed, and stooping, picked up his umbrella which had
-fallen with a rattle at the words 'importation into this
-correspondence.'
-
-Untangling his legs, he rapidly left the Court; without waiting
-for his son, he snapped up a hansom cab (it was a clear, grey
-afternoon) and drove straight to Timothy's where he found
-Swithin; and to him, Mrs. Septimus Small, and Aunt Hester, he
-recounted the whole proceedings, eating two muffins not
-altogether in the intervals of speech.
-
-"Soames did very well," he ended; "he's got his head screwed on
-the right way. This won't please Jolyon. It's a bad business
-for that young Bosinney; he'll go bankrupt, I shouldn't wonder,"
-and then after a long pause, during which he had stared
-disquietly into the fire, he added
-
-"He wasn't there--now why?"
-
-There was a sound of footsteps. The figure of a thick-set man,
-with the ruddy brown face of robust health, was seen in the back
-drawing-room. The forefinger of his upraised hand was outlined
-against the black of his frock coat. He spoke in a grudging
-voice.
-
-"Well, James," he said, "I can't--I can't stop," and turning
-round, he walked out.
-
-It was Timothy.
-
-James rose from his chair. "There!" he said, "there! I knew
-there was something wro...." He checked himself, and was silent,
-staring before him, as though he had seen a portent.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-SOAMES BREAKS THE NEWS
-
-
-In leaving the Court Soames did not go straight home. He felt
-disinclined for the City, and drawn by need for sympathy in his
-triumph, he, too, made his way, but slowly and on foot, to
-Timothy's in the Bayswater Road.
-
-His father had just left; Mrs. Small and Aunt Hester, in
-possession of the whole story, greeted him warmly. They were
-sure he was hungry after all that evidence. Smither should toast
-him some more muffins, his dear father had eaten them all. He
-must put his legs up on the sofa; and he must have a glass of
-prune brandy too. It was so strengthening.
-
-Swithin was still present, having lingered later than his wont,
-for he felt in want of exercise. On hearing this suggestion, he
-'pished.' A pretty pass young men were coming to! His own liver
-was out of order, and he could not bear the thought of anyone
-else drinking prune brandy.
-
-He went away almost immediately, saying to Soames: "And how's
-your wife? You tell her from me that if she's dull, and likes to
-come and dine with me quietly, I'll give her such a bottle of
-champagne as she doesn't get every day." Staring down from his
-height on Soames he contracted his thick, puffy, yellow hand as
-though squeezing within it all this small fry, and throwing out
-his chest he waddled slowly away.
-
-Mrs. Small and Aunt Hester were left horrified. Swithin was so
-droll!
-
-They themselves were longing to ask Soames how Irene would take
-the result, yet knew that they must not; he would perhaps say
-something of his own accord, to throw some light on this, the
-present burning question in their lives, the question that from
-necessity of silence tortured them almost beyond bearing; for
-even Timothy had now been told, and the effect on his health was
-little short of alarming. And what, too, would June do? This,
-also, was a most exciting, if dangerous speculation!
-
-They had never forgotten old Jolyon's visit, since when he had
-not once been to see them; they had never forgotten the feeling
-it gave all who were present, that the family was no longer what
-it had been--that the family was breaking up.
-
-But Soames gave them no help, sitting with his knees crossed,
-talking of the Barbizon school of painters, whom he had just
-discovered. These were the coming men, he said; he should not
-wonder if a lot of money were made over them; he had his eye on
-two pictures by a man called Corot, charming things; if he could
-get them at a reasonable price he was going to buy them--they
-would, he thought, fetch a big price some day.
-
-Interested as they could not but be, neither Mrs. Septimus Small
-nor Aunt Hester could entirely acquiesce in being thus put off.
-
-It was interesting--most interesting--and then Soames was so
-clever that they were sure he would do something with those
-pictures if anybody could; but what was his plan now that he had
-won his case; was he going to leave London at once, and live in
-the country, or what was he going to do?
-
-Soames answered that he did not know, he thought they should be
-moving soon. He rose and kissed his aunts.
-
-No sooner had Aunt Juley received this emblem of departure than a
-change came over her, as though she were being visited by
-dreadful courage; every little roll of flesh on her face seemed
-trying to escape from an invisible, confining mask.
-
-She rose to the full extent of her more than medium height, and
-said: "It has been on my mind a long time, dear, and if nobody
-else will tell you, I have made up my mind that...."
-
-Aunt Hester interrupted her: "Mind, Julia, you do it...." she
-gasped--"on your own responsibility!"
-
-Mrs. Small went on as though she had not heard: "I think you
-ought to know, dear, that Mrs. MacAnder saw Irene walking in
-Richmond Park with Mr. Bosinney."
-
-Aunt Hester, who had also risen, sank back in her chair, and
-turned her face away. Really Juley was too--she should not do
-such things when she--Aunt Hester, was in the room; and,
-breathless with anticipation, she waited for what Soames would
-answer.
-
-He had flushed the peculiar flush which always centred between
-his eyes; lifting his hand, and, as it were, selecting a finger,
-he bit a nail delicately; then, drawling it out between set lips,
-he said: "Mrs. MacAnder is a cat!"
-
-Without waiting for any reply, he left the room.
-
-When he went into Timothy's he had made up his mind what course
-to pursue on getting home. He would go up to Irene and say:
-
-"Well, I've won my case, and there's an end of it! I don't want
-to be hard on Bosinney; I'll see if we can't come to some
-arrangement; he shan't be pressed. And now let's turn over a
-new leaf! We'll let the house, and get out of these fogs. We'll
-go down to Robin Hill at once. I--I never meant to be rough with
-you! Let's shake hands--and--" Perhaps she would let him kiss
-her, and forget!
-
-When he came out of Timothy's his intentions were no longer so
-simple. The smouldering jealousy and suspicion of months blazed
-up within him. He would put an end to that sort of thing once
-and for all; he would not have her drag his name in the dirt! If
-she could not or would not love him, as was her duty and his
-right--she should not play him tricks with anyone else! He would
-tax her with it; threaten to divorce her! That would make her
-behave; she would never face that. But--but--what if she did?
-He was staggered; this had not occurred to him.
-
-What if she did? What if she made him a confession? How would
-he stand then? He would have to bring a divorce!
-
-A divorce! Thus close, the word was paralyzing, so utterly at
-variance with all the principles that had hitherto guided his
-life. Its lack of compromise appalled him; he felt--like the
-captain of a ship, going to the side of his vessel, and, with his
-own hands throwing over the most precious of his bales. This
-jettisoning of his property with his own hand seemed uncanny to
-Soames. It would injure him in his profession: He would have to
-get rid of the house at Robin Hill, on which he had spent so much
-money, so much anticipation--and at a sacrifice. And she! She
-would no longer belong to him, not even in name! She would pass
-out of his life, and he--he should never see her again!
-
-He traversed in the cab the length of a street without getting
-beyond the thought that he should never see her again!
-
-But perhaps there was nothing to confess, even now very likely
-there was nothing to confess. Was it wise to push things so far?
-Was it wise to put himself into a position where he might have to
-eat his words? The result of this case would ruin Bosinney; a
-ruined man was desperate, but--what could he do? He might go
-abroad, ruined men always went abroad. What could they do--if
-indeed it was 'they'--without money? It would be better to wait
-and see how things turned out. If necessary, he could have her
-watched. The agony of his jealousy (for all the world like the
-crisis of an aching tooth) came on again; and he almost cried
-out. But he must decide, fix on some course of action before he
-got home. When the cab drew up at the door, he had decided
-nothing.
-
-He entered, pale, his hands moist with perspiration, dreading to
-meet her, burning to meet her, ignorant of what he was to say or
-do.
-
-The maid Bilson was in the hall, and in answer to his question:
-"Where is your mistress?" told him that Mrs. Forsyte had left the
-house about noon, taking with her a trunk and bag.
-
-Snatching the sleeve of his fur coat away from her grasp, he
-confronted her:
-
-"What?" he exclaimed; "what's that you said?" Suddenly
-recollecting that he must not betray emotion, he added: "What
-message did she leave?" and noticed with secret terror the
-startled look of the maid's eyes.
-
-"Mrs. Forsyte left no message, sir."
-
-"No message; very well, thank you, that will do. I shall be
-dining out."
-
-The maid went downstairs, leaving him still in his fur coat, idly
-turning over the visiting cards in the porcelain bowl that stood
-on the carved oak rug chest in the hall.
-
-Mr. and Mrs. Bareham Culcher.
-Mrs. Septimus Small.
-Mrs. Baynes.
-Mr. Solomon Thornworthy.
-Lady Bellis.
-Miss Hermione Bellis.
-Miss Winifred Bellis.
-Miss Ella Bellis.
-
-Who the devil were all these people? He seemed to have forgotten
-all familiar things. The words 'no message--a trunk, and a bag,'
-played a hide-and-seek in his brain. It was incredible that she
-had left no message, and, still in his fur coat, he ran upstairs
-two steps at a time, as a young married man when he comes home
-will run up to his wife's room.
-
-Everything was dainty, fresh, sweet-smelling; everything in
-perfect order. On the great bed with its lilac silk quilt, was
-the bag she had made and embroidered with her own hands to hold
-her sleeping things; her slippers ready at the foot; the sheets
-even turned over at the head as though expecting her.
-
-On the table stood the silver-mounted brushes and bottles from
-her dressing bag, his own present. There must, then, be some
-mistake. What bag had she taken? He went to the bell to summon
-Bilson, but remembered in time that he must assume knowledge of
-where Irene had gone, take it all as a matter of course, and
-grope out the meaning for himself.
-
-He locked the doors, and tried to think, but felt his brain going
-round; and suddenly tears forced themselves into his eyes.
-
-Hurriedly pulling off his coat, he looked at himself in the
-mirror.
-
-He was too pale, a greyish tinge all over his face; he poured out
-water, and began feverishly washing.
-
-Her silver-mounted brushes smelt faintly of the perfumed lotion
-she used for her hair; and at this scent the burning sickness of
-his jealousy seized him again.
-
-Struggling into his fur, he ran downstairs and out into the
-street.
-
-He had not lost all command of himself, however, and as he went
-down Sloane Street he framed a story for use, in case he should
-not find her at Bosinney's. But if he should? His power of
-decision again failed; he reached the house without knowing what
-he should do if he did find her there.
-
-It was after office hours, and the street door was closed; the
-woman who opened it could not say whether Mr. Bosinney were in or
-no; she had not seen him that day, not for two or three days; she
-did not attend to him now, nobody attended to him, he....
-
-Soames interrupted her, he would go up and see for himself. He
-went up with a dogged, white face.
-
-The top floor was unlighted, the door closed, no one answered his
-ringing, he could hear no sound. He was obliged to descend,
-shivering under his fur, a chill at his heart. Hailing a cab, he
-told the man to drive to Park Lane.
-
-On the way he tried to recollect when he had last given her a
-cheque; she could not have more than three or four pounds, but
-there were her jewels; and with exquisite torture he remembered
-how much money she could raise on these; enough to take them
-abroad; enough for them to live on for months! He tried to
-calculate; the cab stopped, and he got out with the calculation
-unmade.
-
-The butler asked whether Mrs. Soames was in the cab, the master
-had told him they were both expected to dinner.
-
-Soames answered: "No. Mrs. Forsyte has a cold."
-
-The butler was sorry.
-
-Soames thought he was looking at him inquisitively, and
-remembering that he was not in dress clothes, asked: "Anybody
-here to dinner, Warmson?"
-
-"Nobody but Mr. and Mrs. Dartie, sir."
-
-Again it seemed to Soames that the butler was looking curiously
-at him. His composure gave way.
-
-"What are you looking at?" he said. "What's the matter with me,
-eh?"
-
-The butler blushed, hung up the fur coat, murmured something that
-sounded like: "Nothing, sir, I'm sure, sir," and stealthily
-withdrew.
-
-Soames walked upstairs. Passing the drawing-room without a look,
-he went straight up to his mother's and father's bedroom.
-
-James, standing sideways, the concave lines of his tall, lean
-figure displayed to advantage in shirt-sleeves and evening
-waistcoat, his head bent, the end of his white tie peeping askew
-from underneath one white Dundreary whisker, his eyes peering
-with intense concentration, his lips pouting, was hooking the top
-hooks of his wife's bodice. Soames stopped; he felt half-choked,
-whether because he had come upstairs too fast, or for some other
-reason. He--he himself had never--never been asked to....
-
-He heard his father's voice, as though there were a pin in his
-mouth, saying: "Who's that? Who's there? What d'you want?" His
-mother's: "Here, Felice, come and hook this; your master'll never
-get done."
-
-He put his hand up to his throat, and said hoarsely:
-
-"It's I--Soames!"
-
-He noticed gratefully the affectionate surprise in Emily's:
-"Well, my dear boy?" and James', as he dropped the hook: "What,
-Soames! What's brought you up? Aren't you well?"
-
-He answered mechanically: "I'm all right," and looked at them,
-and it seemed impossible to bring out his news.
-
-James, quick to take alarm, began: "You don't look well. I
-expect you've taken a chill--it's liver, I shouldn't wonder.
-Your mother'll give you...."
-
-But Emily broke in quietly: "Have you brought Irene?"
-
-Soames shook his head.
-
-"No," he stammered, "she--she's left me!"
-
-Emily deserted the mirror before which she was standing. Her
-tall, full figure lost its majesty and became very human as she
-came running over to Soames.
-
-"My dear boy! My dear boy!"
-
-She put her lips to his forehead, and stroked his hand.
-
-James, too, had turned full towards his son; his face looked
-older.
-
-"Left you?" he said. "What d'you mean--left you? You never told
-me she was going to leave you."
-
-Soames answered surlily: "How could I tell? What's to be done?"
-
-James began walking up and down; he looked strange and stork-like
-without a coat. "What's to be done!" he muttered. "How should I
-know what's to be done? What's the good of asking me? Nobody
-tells me anything, and then they come and ask me what's to be
-done; and I should like to know how I'm to tell them! Here's
-your mother, there she stands; she doesn't say anything. What I
-should say you've got to do is to follow her.."
-
-Soames smiled; his peculiar, supercilious smile had never before
-looked pitiable.
-
-"I don't know where she's gone," he said.
-
-"Don't know where she's gone!" said James. "How d'you mean,
-don't know where she's gone? Where d'you suppose she's gone?
-She's gone after that young Bosinney, that's where she's gone. I
-knew how it would be."
-
-Soames, in the long silence that followed, felt his mother
-pressing his hand. And all that passed seemed to pass as though
-his own power of thinking or doing had gone to sleep.
-
-His father's face, dusky red, twitching as if he were going to
-cry, and words breaking out that seemed rent from him by some
-spasm in his soul.
-
-"There'll be a scandal; I always said so." Then, no one saying
-anything: "And there you stand, you and your mother!"
-
-And Emily's voice, calm, rather contemptuous: "Come, now, James!
-Soames will do all that he can."
-
-And James, staring at the floor, a little brokenly: "Well, I
-can't help you; I'm getting old. Don't you be in too great a
-hurry, my boy."
-
-And his mother's voice again: "Soames will do all he can to get
-her back. We won't talk of it. It'll all come right, I dare
-say."
-
-And James: "Well, I can't see how it can come right. And if she
-hasn't gone off with that young Bosinney, my advice to you is not
-to listen to her, but to follow her and get her back."
-
-Once more Soames felt his mother stroking his hand, in token of
-her approval, and as though repeating some form of sacred oath,
-he muttered between his teeth: "I will!"
-
-All three went down to the drawing-room together. There, were
-gathered the three girls and Dartie; had Irene been present, the
-family circle would have been complete.
-
-James sank into his armchair, and except for a word of cold
-greeting to Dartie, whom he both despised and dreaded, as a man
-likely to be always in want of money, he said nothing till dinner
-was announced. Soames, too, was silent; Emily alone, a woman of
-cool courage, maintained a conversation with Winifred on trivial
-subjects. She was never more composed in her manner and
-conversation than that evening.
-
-A decision having been come to not to speak of Irene's flight, no
-view was expressed by any other member of the family as to the
-right course to be pursued; there can be little doubt, from the
-general tone adopted in relation to events as they afterwards
-turned out, that James's advice: "Don't you listen to her,
-follow-her and get her back!" would, with here and there an
-exception, have been regarded as sound, not only in Park Lane,
-but amongst the Nicholases, the Rogers, and at Timothy's. Just
-as it would surely have been endorsed by that wider body of
-Forsytes all over London, who were merely excluded from judgment
-by ignorance of the story.
-
-In spite then of Emily's efforts, the dinner was served by
-Warmson and the footman almost in silence. Dartie was sulky, and
-drank all he could get; the girls seldom talked to each other at
-any time. James asked once where June was, and what she was
-doing with herself in these days. No one could tell him. He
-sank back into gloom. Only when Winifred recounted how little
-Publius had given his bad penny to a beggar, did he brighten up.
-
-"Ah!" he said, "that's a clever little chap. I don't know
-what'll become of him, if he goes on like this. An intelligent
-little chap, I call him!" But it was only a flash.
-
-The courses succeeded one another solemnly, under the electric
-light, which glared down onto the table, but barely reached the
-principal ornament of the walls, a so-called 'Sea Piece by
-Turner,' almost entirely composed of cordage and drowning men.
-
-Champagne was handed, and then a bottle of James' prehistoric
-port, but as by the chill hand of some skeleton.
-
-At ten o'clock Soames left; twice in reply to questions, he had
-said that Irene was not well; he felt he could no longer trust
-himself. His mother kissed him with her large soft kiss, and he
-pressed her hand, a flush of warmth in his cheeks. He walked
-away in the cold wind, which whistled desolately round the
-corners of the streets, under a sky of clear steel-blue, alive
-with stars; he noticed neither their frosty greeting, nor the
-crackle of the curled-up plane-leaves, nor the night-women
-hurrying in their shabby furs, nor the pinched faces of vagabonds
-at street corners. Winter was come! But Soames hastened home,
-oblivious; his hands trembled as he took the late letters from
-the gilt wire cage into which they had been thrust through the
-slit in the door.'
-
-None from Irene!
-
-He went into the dining-room; the fire was bright there, his
-chair drawn up to it, slippers ready, spirit case, and carven
-cigarette box on the table; but after staring at it all for a
-minute or two, he turned out the light and went upstairs.
-There was a fire too in his dressing-room, but her room was
-dark and cold. It was into this room that Soames went.
-
-He made a great illumination with candles, and for a long time
-continued pacing up and down between the bed and the door. He
-could not get used to the thought that she had really left him,
-and as though still searching for some message, some reason, some
-reading of all the mystery of his married life, he began opening
-every recess and drawer.
-
-There were her dresses; he had always liked, indeed insisted,
-that she should be well-dressed--she had taken very few; two or
-three at most, and drawer after drawer; full of linen and silk
-things, was untouched.
-
-Perhaps after all it was only a freak, and she had gone to the
-seaside for a few days' change. If only that were so, and she
-were really coming back, he would never again do as he had done
-that fatal night before last, never again run that risk--though
-it was her duty, her duty as a wife; though she did belong to
-him--he would never again run that risk; she was evidently not
-quite right in her head!
-
-He stooped over the drawer where she kept her jewels; it was not
-locked, and came open as he pulled; the jewel box had the key in
-it. This surprised him until he remembered that it was sure to
-be empty. He opened it.
-
-It was far from empty. Divided, in little green velvet
-compartments, were all the things he had given her, even her
-watch, and stuck into the recess that contained--the watch was a
-three-cornered note addressed 'Soames Forsyte,' in Irene's
-handwriting:
-
-'I think I have taken nothing that you or your people have given
-me.' And that was all.
-
-He looked at the clasps and bracelets of diamonds and pearls, at
-the little flat gold watch with a great diamond set in sapphires,
-at the chains and rings, each in its nest, and the tears rushed
-up in his eyes and dropped upon them.
-
-Nothing that she could have done, nothing that she had done,
-brought home to him like this the inner significance of her act.
-For the moment, perhaps, he understood nearly all there was to
-understand--understood that she loathed him, that she had loathed
-him for years, that for all intents and purposes they were like
-people living in different worlds, that there was no hope for
-him, never had been; even, that she had suffered--that she was to
-be pitied.
-
-In that moment of emotion he betrayed the Forsyte in him--forgot
-himself, his interests, his property--was capable of almost
-anything; was lifted into the pure ether of the selfless and
-unpractical.
-
-Such moments pass quickly.
-
-And as though with the tears he had purged himself of weakness,
-he got up, locked the box, and slowly, almost trembling, carried
-it with him into the other room.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-JUNE'S VICTORY
-
-
-June had waited for her chance, scanning the duller columns of
-the journals, morning and evening with an assiduity which at
-first puzzled old Jolyon; and when her chance came, she took it
-with all the promptitude and resolute tenacity of her character.
-
-She will always remember best in her life that morning when at
-last she saw amongst the reliable Cause List of the Times
-newspaper, under the heading of Court XIII, Mr. Justice Bentham,
-the case of Forsyte v. Bosinney.
-
-Like a gambler who stakes his last piece of money, she had
-prepared to hazard her all upon this throw; it was not her nature
-to contemplate defeat. How, unless with the instinct of a woman
-in love, she knew that Bosinney's discomfiture in this action was
-assured, cannot be told--on this assumption, however, she laid
-her plans, as upon a certainty.
-
-Half past eleven found her at watch in the gallery of Court
-XIII., and there she remained till the case of Forsyte v.
-Bosinney was over. Bosinney's absence did not disquiet her; she
-had felt instinctively that he would not defend himself. At the
-end of the judgment she hastened down, and took a cab to his
-rooms.
-
-She passed the open street-door and the offices on the three
-lower floors without attracting notice; not till she reached the
-top did her difficulties begin.
-
-Her ring was not answered; she had now to make up her mind
-whether she would go down and ask the caretaker in the basement
-to let her in to await Mr. Bosinney's return, or remain patiently
-outside the door, trusting that no one would, come up. She
-decided on the latter course.
-
-A quarter of an hour had passed in freezing vigil on the landing,
-before it occurred to her that Bosinney had been used to leave
-the key of his rooms under the door-mat. She looked and found it
-there. For some minutes she could not decide to make use of it;
-at last she let herself in and left the door open that anyone who
-came might see she was there on business.
-
-This was not the same June who had paid the trembling visit five
-months ago; those months of suffering and restraint had made her
-less sensitive; she had dwelt on this visit so long, with such
-minuteness, that its terrors were discounted beforehand. She was
-not there to fail this time, for if she failed no one could help
-her.
-
-Like some mother beast on the watch over her young, her little
-quick figure never stood still in that room, but wandered from
-wall to wall, from window to door, fingering now one thing, now
-another. There was dust everywhere, the room could not have been
-cleaned for weeks, and June, quick to catch at anything that
-should buoy up her hope, saw in it a sign that he had been
-obliged, for economy's sake, to give up his servant.
-
-She looked into the bedroom; the bed was roughly made, as though
-by the hand of man. Listening intently, she darted in, and
-peered into his cupboards. A few shirts and collars, a pair of
-muddy boots--the room was bare even of garments.
-
-She stole back to the sitting-room, and now she noticed the
-absence of all the little things he had set store by. The clock
-that had been his mother's, the field-glasses that had hung over
-the sofa; two really valuable old prints of Harrow, where his
-father had been at school, and last, not least, the piece of
-Japanese pottery she herself had given him. All were gone; and
-in spite of the rage roused within her championing soul at the
-thought that the world should treat him thus, their disappearance
-augured happily for the success of her plan.
-
-It was while looking at the spot where the piece of Japanese
-pottery had stood that she felt a strange certainty of being
-watched, and, turning, saw Irene in the open doorway.
-
-The two stood gazing at each other for a minute in silence; then
-June walked forward and held out her hand. Irene did not take
-it.
-
-When her hand was refused, June put it behind her. Her eyes grew
-steady with anger; she waited for Irene to speak; and thus
-waiting, took in, with who-knows-what rage of jealousy,
-suspicion, and curiosity, every detail of her friend's face and
-dress and figure.
-
-Irene was clothed in her long grey fur; the travelling cap on her
-head left a wave of gold hair visible above her forehead. The
-soft fullness of the coat made her face as small as a child's.
-
-Unlike June's cheeks, her cheeks had no colour in them, but were
-ivory white and pinched as if with cold. Dark circles lay round
-her eyes. In one hand she held a bunch of violets.
-
-She looked back at June, no smile on her lips; and with those
-great dark eyes fastened on her, the girl, for all her startled
-anger, felt something of the old spell.
-
-She spoke first, after all.
-
-"What have you come for?" But the feeling that she herself was
-being asked the same question, made her add: "This horrible case.
-I came to tell him--he has lost it."
-
-Irene did not speak, her eyes never moved from June's face, and
-the girl cried:
-
-"Don't stand there as if you were made of stone!"
-
-Irene laughed: "I wish to God I were!"
-
-But June turned away: "Stop!" she cried, "don't tell me! I don't
-want to hear! I don't want to hear what you've come for. I
-don't want to hear!" And like some uneasy spirit, she began
-swiftly walking to and fro. Suddenly she broke out:
-
-"I was here first. We can't both stay here together!"
-
-On Irene's face a smile wandered up, and died out like a flicker
-of firelight. She did not move. And then it was that June
-perceived under the softness arid immobility of this figure
-something desperate and resolved; something not to be turned
-away, something dangerous. She tore off her hat, and, putting
-both hands to her brow, pressed back the bronze mass of her hair.
-
-"You have no right here!" she cried defiantly.
-
-Irene answered: "I have no right anywhere!
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I have left Soames. You always wanted me to!"
-
-June put her hands over her ears.
-
-"Don't! I don't want to hear anything--I don't want to know
-anything. It's impossible to fight with you! What makes you
-stand like that? Why don't you go?"
-
-Irene's lips moved; she seemed to be saying: "Where should I go?"
-
-June turned to the window. She could see the face of a clock
-down in the street. It was nearly four. At any moment he might
-come! She looked back across her shoulder, and her face was
-distorted with anger.
-
-But Irene had not moved; in her gloved hands she ceaselessly
-turned and twisted the little bunch of violets.
-
-The tears of rage and disappointment rolled down June's cheeks.
-
-"How could you come?" she said. "You have been a false friend to
-me!"
-
-Again Irene laughed. June saw that she had played a wrong card,
-and broke down.
-
-"Why have you come?" she sobbed. "You've ruined my life, and now
-you want to ruin his!"
-
-Irene's mouth quivered; her eyes met June's with a look so
-mournful that the girl cried out in the midst of her sobbing,
-"No, no!"
-
-But Irene's head bent till it touched her breast. She turned,
-and went quickly out, hiding her lips with the little bunch of
-violets.
-
-June ran to the door. She heard the footsteps going down and
-down. She called out: "Come back, Irene! Come back!"
-
-The footsteps died away....
-
-Bewildered and torn, the girl stood at the top of the stairs.
-Why had Irene gone, leaving her mistress of the field? What did
-it mean? Had she really given him up to her? Or had she...?
-And she was the prey of a gnawing uncertainty.... Bosinney did
-not come....
-
-About six o'clock that afternoon old Jolyon returned from
-Wistaria Avenue, where now almost every day he spent some hours,
-and asked if his grand-daughter were upstairs. On being told
-that she had just come in, he sent up to her room to request her
-to come down and speak to him.
-
-He had made up his mind to tell her that he was reconciled with
-her father. In future bygones must be bygones. He would no
-longer live alone, or practically alone, in this great house; he
-was going to give it up, and take one in the country for his son,
-where they could all go and live together. If June did not like
-this, she could have an allowance and live by herself. It
-wouldn't make much difference to her, for it was a long time
-since she had shown him any affection.
-
-But when June came down, her face was pinched and piteous; there
-was a strained, pathetic look in her eyes. She snuggled up in
-her old attitude on the arm of his chair, and what he said
-compared but poorly with the clear, authoritative, injured
-statement he had thought out with much care. His heart felt
-sore, as the great heart of a mother-bird feels sore when its
-youngling flies and bruises its wing. His words halted, as
-though he were apologizing for having at last deviated from the
-path of virtue, and succumbed, in defiance of sounder principles,
-to his more natural instincts.
-
-He seemed nervous lest, in thus announcing his intentions, he
-should be setting his granddaughter a bad example; and now that
-he came to the point, his way of putting the suggestion that, if
-she didn't like it, she could live by herself and lump it, was
-delicate in the extreme.'
-
-"And if, by any chance, my darling," he said, "you found you
-didn't get on--with them, why, I could make that all right. You
-could have what you liked. We could find a little flat in London
-where you could set up, and I could be running to continually.
-But the children," he added, "are dear little things!"
-
-Then, in the midst of this grave, rather transparent, explanation
-of changed policy, his eyes twinkled. "This'll astonish
-Timothy's weak nerves. That precious young thing will have
-something to say about this, or I'm a Dutchman!"
-
-June had not yet spoken. Perched thus on the arm of his chair,
-with her head above him, her face was invisible. But presently
-he felt her warm cheek against his own, and knew that, at all
-events, there was nothing very alarming in her attitude towards
-his news. He began to take courage.
-
-"You'll like your father," he said--"an amiable chap. Never was
-much push about him, but easy to get on with. You'll find him
-artistic and all that."
-
-And old Jolyon bethought him of the dozen or so water-colour
-drawings all carefully locked up in his bedroom; for now that his
-son was going to become a man of property he did not think them
-quite such poor things as heretofore.
-
-"As to your--your stepmother," he said, using the word with some
-little difficulty, "I call her a refined woman--a bit of a Mrs.
-Gummidge, I shouldn't wonder--but very fond of Jo. And the
-children," he repeated--indeed, this sentence ran like music
-through all his solemn self-justification--"are sweet little
-things!"
-
-If June had known, those words but reincarnated that tender love
-for little children, for the young and weak, which in the past
-had made him desert his son for her tiny self, and now, as the
-cycle rolled, was taking him from her.
-
-But he began to get alarmed at her silence, and asked
-impatiently: "Well, what do you say?"
-
-June slid down to his knee, and she in her turn began her tale.
-She thought it would all go splendidly; she did not see any
-difficulty, and she did not care a bit what people thought.
-
-Old Jolyon wriggled. H'm! then people would think! He had
-thought that after all these years perhaps they wouldn't! Well,
-he couldn't help it! Nevertheless, he could not approve of his
-granddaughter's way of putting it--she ought to mind what people
-thought!
-
-Yet he said nothing. His feelings were too mixed, too
-inconsistent for expression.
-
-No--went on June he did not care; what business was it of theirs?
-There was only one thing--and with her cheek pressing against his
-knee, old Jolyon knew at once that this something was no trifle:
-As he was going to buy a house in the country, would he not--to
-please her--buy that splendid house of Soames' at Robin Hill? It
-was finished, it was perfectly beautiful, and no one would live
-in it now. They would all be so happy there.
-
-Old Jolyon was on the alert at once. Wasn't the 'man of
-property' going to live in his new house, then? He never alluded
-to Soames now but under this title.
-
-"No"--June said--"he was not; she knew that he was not!"
-
-How did she know?
-
-She could not tell him, but she knew. She knew nearly for
-certain! It was most unlikely; circumstances had changed!
-Irene's words still rang in her head: "I have left Soames.
-Where should I go?"
-
-But she kept silence about that.
-
-If her grandfather would only buy it and settle that wretched
-claim that ought never to have been made on Phil! It would be
-the very best thing for everybody, and everything--everything
-might come straight
-
-And June put her lips to his forehead, and pressed them close.
-
-But old Jolyon freed himself from her caress, his face wore the
-judicial look which came upon it when he dealt with affairs. He
-asked: What did she mean? There was something behind all this--
-had she been seeing Bosinney?
-
-June answered: "No; but I have been to his rooms."
-
-"Been to his rooms? Who took you there?"
-
-June faced him steadily. "I went alone. He has lost that case.
-I don't care whether it was right or wrong. I want to help him;
-and I will!"
-
-Old Jolyon asked again: "Have you seen him?" His glance seemed to
-pierce right through the girl's eyes into her soul.
-
-Again June answered: "No; he was not there. I waited, but he did
-not come."
-
-Old Jolyon made a movement of relief. She had risen and looked
-down at him; so slight, and light, and young, but so fixed, and
-so determined; and disturbed, vexed, as he was, he could not
-frown away that fixed look. The feeling of being beaten, of the
-reins having slipped, of being old and tired, mastered him.
-
-"Ah!" he said at last, "you'll get yourself into a mess one of
-these days, I can see. You want your own way in everything."
-
-Visited by one of his strange bursts of philosophy, he added:
-"Like that you were born; and like that you'll stay until you
-die!"
-
-And he, who in his dealings with men of business, with Boards,
-with Forsytes of all descriptions, with such as were not
-Forsytes, had always had his own way, looked at his indomitable
-grandchild sadly--for he felt in her that quality which above all
-others he unconsciously admired.
-
-"Do you know what they say is going on?" he said slowly.
-
-June crimsoned.
-
-"Yes--no! I know--and I don't know--I don't care!" and she
-stamped her foot.
-
-"I believe," said old Jolyon, dropping his eyes, "that you'd have
-him if he were dead!"
-
-There was a long silence before he spoke again.
-
-"But as to buying this house--you don't know what you're talking
-about!"
-
-June said that she did. She knew that he could get it if he
-wanted. He would only have to give what it cost.
-
-"What it cost! You know nothing about it. I won't go to Soames-
---I'll have nothing more to do with that young man."
-
-"But you needn't; you can go to Uncle James. If you can't buy
-the house, will you pay his lawsuit claim? I know he is terribly
-hard up--I've seen it. You can stop it out of my money!"
-
-A twinkle came into old Jolyon's eyes.
-
-"Stop it out of your money! A pretty way. And what will you do,
-pray, without your money?"
-
-But secretly, the idea of wresting the house from James and his
-son had begun to take hold of him. He had heard on Forsyte
-'Change much comment, much rather doubtful praise of this house.
-It was 'too artistic,' but a fine place. To take from the 'man
-of property' that on which he had set his heart, would be a
-crowning triumph over James, practical proof that he was going to
-make a man of property of Jo, to put him back in his proper
-position, and there to keep him secure. Justice once for all on
-those who had chosen to regard his son as a poor, penniless
-outcast.
-
-He would see, he would see! It might be out of the question; he
-was not going to pay a fancy price, but if it could be done, why,
-perhaps he would do it!
-
-And still more secretly he knew that he could not refuse her.
-
-But he did not commit himself. He would think it over--he said
-to June.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-BOSINNEY'S DEPARTURE
-
-
-Old Jolyon was not given to hasty decisions; it is probable that
-he would have continued to think over the purchase of the house
-at Robin Hill, had not June's face told him that he would have no
-peace until he acted.
-
-At breakfast next morning she asked him what time she should
-order the carriage.
-
-"Carriage!" he said, with some appearance of innocence; "what
-for? I'm not going out!"
-
-She answered: "If you don't go early, you won't catch Uncle James
-before he goes into the City."
-
-"James! what about your Uncle James?"
-
-"The house," she replied, in such a voice that he no longer
-pretended ignorance.
-
-"I've not made up my mind," he said.
-
-"You must! You must! Oh! Gran--think of me!"
-
-Old Jolyon grumbled out: "Think of you--I'm always thinking of
-you, but you don't think of yourself; you don't think what you're
-letting yourself in for. Well, order the carriage at ten!"
-
-At a quarter past he was placing his umbrella in the stand at
-Park Lane--he did not choose to relinquish his hat and coat;
-telling Warmson that he wanted to see his master, he went,
-without being announced, into the study, and sat down.
-
-James was still in the dining-room talking to Soames, who had
-come round again before breakfast. On hearing who his visitor
-was, he muttered nervously: "Now, what's be want, I wonder?"
-
-He then got up.
-
-"Well," he said to Soames, "don't you go doing anything in a
-hurry. The first thing is to find out where she is--I should go
-to Stainer's about it; they're the best men, if they can't find
-her, nobody can." And suddenly moved to strange softness, he
-muttered to himself, "Poor little thing, I can't tell what she
-was thinking about!" and went out blowing his nose.
-
-Old Jolyon did not rise on seeing his brother, but held out his
-hand, and exchanged with him the clasp of a Forsyte.
-
-James took another chair by the table, and leaned his head on his
-hand.
-
-"Well," he said, "how are you? We don't see much of you
-nowadays!"
-
-Old Jolyon paid no attention to the remark.
-
-"How's Emily?" he asked; and waiting for no reply, went on
-"I've come to see you about this affair of young Bosinney's. I'm
-told that new house of his is a white elephant."
-
-"I don't know anything about a white elephant," said James, "I
-know he's lost his case, and I should say he'll go bankrupt."
-
-Old Jolyon was not slow to seize the opportunity this gave him.
-
-"I shouldn't wonder a bit!" he agreed; "and if he goes bankrupt,
-the 'man of property'--that is, Soames'll be out of pocket. Now,
-what I was thinking was this: If he's not going to live there...."
-
-Seeing both surprise and suspicion in James' eye, he quickly went
-on: "I don't want to know anything; I suppose Irene's put her
-foot down--it's not material to me. But I'm thinking of a house
-in the country myself, not too far from London, and if it suited
-me I don't say that I mightn't look at it, at a price."
-
-James listened to this statement with a strange mixture of doubt,
-suspicion, and relief, merging into a dread of something behind,
-and tinged with the remains of his old undoubted reliance upon
-his elder brother's good faith and judgment. There was anxiety,
-too, as to what old Jolyon could have heard and how he had heard
-it; and a sort of hopefulness arising from the thought that if
-June's connection with Bosinney were completely at an end, her
-grandfather would hardly seem anxious to help the young fellow.
-Altogether he was puzzled; as he did not like either to show
-this, or to commit himself in any way, he said:
-
-"They tell me you're altering your Will in favour of your son."
-
-He had not been told this; he had merely added the fact of having
-seen old Jolyon with his son and grandchildren to the fact that
-he had taken his Will away from Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte.
-The shot went home.
-
-"Who told you that?" asked old Jolyon.
-
-"I'm sure I don't know," said James; "I can't remember names--I
-know somebody told me Soames spent a lot of money on this house;
-he's not likely to part with it except at a good price."
-
-"Well," said old Jolyon, "if, he thinks I'm going to pay a fancy
-price, he's mistaken. I've not got the money to throw away that
-he seems to have. Let him try and sell it at a forced sale, and
-see what he'll get. It's not every man's house, I hear!"
-
-James, who was secretly also of this opinion, answered: "It's a
-gentleman's house. Soames is here now if you'd like to see him."
-
-"No," said old Jolyon, "I haven't got as far as that; and I'm not
-likely to, I can see that very well if I'm met in this manner!"
-
-James was a little cowed; when it came to the actual figures of a
-commercial transaction he was sure of himself, for then he was
-dealing with facts, not with men; but preliminary negotiations
-such as these made him nervous--he never knew quite how far he
-could go.
-
-"Well," he said, "I know nothing about it. Soames, he tells me
-nothing; I should think he'd entertain it--it's a question of
-price."
-
-"Oh!" said old Jolyon, "don't let him make a favour of it!" He
-placed his hat on his head in dudgeon.
-
-The door was opened and Soames came in.
-
-"There's a policeman out here," he said with his half smile, "for
-Uncle Jolyon."
-
-Old Jolyon looked at him angrily, and James said: "A policeman?
-I don't know anything about a policeman. But I suppose you know
-something about him," he added to old Jolyon with a look of
-suspicion: "I suppose you'd better see him!"
-
-In the hall an Inspector of Police stood stolidly regarding with
-heavy-lidded pale-blue eyes the fine old English furniture picked
-up by James at the famous Mavrojano sale in Portman Square.
-"You'll find my brother in there," said James.
-
-The Inspector raised his fingers respectfully to his peaked cap,
-and entered the study.
-
-James saw him go in with a strange sensation.
-
-"Well," he said to Soames, "I suppose we must wait and see what
-he wants. Your uncle's been here about the house!"
-
-He returned with Soames into the dining-room, but could not rest.
-
-"Now what does he want?" he murmured again.
-
-"Who?" replied Soames: "the Inspector? They sent him round from
-Stanhope Gate, that's all I know. That 'nonconformist' of Uncle
-Jolyon's has been pilfering, I shouldn't wonder!"
-
-But in spite of his calmness, he too was ill at ease.
-
-At the end of ten minutes old Jolyon came in. He walked up to
-the table, and stood there perfectly silent pulling at his long
-white moustaches. James gazed up at him with opening mouth; he
-had never seen his brother look like this.
-
-Old Jolyon raised his hand, and said slowly:
-
-"Young Bosinney has been run over in the fog and killed."
-
-Then standing above his brother and his nephew, and looking down
-at him with his deep eyes:
-
-"There's--some--talk--of--suicide," he said.
-
-James' jaw dropped. "Suicide! What should he do that for?"
-
-Old Jolyon answered sternly: "God knows, if you and your son
-don't!"
-
-But James did not reply.
-
-For all men of great age, even for all Forsytes, life has had
-bitter experiences. The passer-by, who sees them wrapped in
-cloaks of custom, wealth, and comfort, would never suspect that
-such black shadows had fallen on their roads. To every man of
-great age--to Sir Walter Bentham himself--the idea of suicide has
-once at least been present in the ante-room of his soul; on the
-threshold, waiting to enter, held out from the inmost chamber by
-some chance reality, some vague fear, some painful hope. To
-Forsytes that final renunciation of property is hard. Oh! it is
-hard! Seldom--perhaps never--can they achieve, it; and yet, how
-near have they not sometimes been!
-
-So even with James! Then in the medley of his thoughts, he broke
-out: "Why I saw it in the paper yesterday: 'Run over in the fog!'
-They didn't know his name!" He turned from one face to the other
-in his confusion of soul; but instinctively all the time he was
-rejecting that rumour of suicide. He dared not entertain this
-thought, so against his interest, against the interest of his
-son, of every Forsyte. He strove against it; and as his nature
-ever unconsciously rejected that which it could not with safety
-accept, so gradually he overcame this fear. It was an accident!
-It must have been!
-
-Old Jolyon broke in on his reverie.
-
-"Death was instantaneous. He lay all day yesterday at the
-hospital. There was nothing to tell them who he was. I am going
-there now; you and your son had better come too."
-
-No one opposing this command he led the way from the room.
-
-The day was still and clear and bright, and driving over to Park
-Lane from Stanhope Gate, old Jolyon had had the carriage open.
-Sitting back on the padded cushions, finishing his cigar, he had
-noticed with pleasure the keen crispness of the air, the bustle
-of the cabs and people; the strange, almost Parisian, alacrity
-that the first fine day will bring into London streets after a
-spell of fog or rain. And he had felt so happy; he had not felt
-like it for months. His confession to June was off his mind; he
-had the prospect of his son's, above all, of his grandchildren's
-company in the future--(he had appointed to meet young Jolyon at
-the Hotch Potch that very manning to--discuss it again); and
-there was the pleasurable excitement of a coming encounter, a
-coming victory, over James and the 'man of property' in the
-matter of the house.
-
-He had the carriage closed now; he had no heart to look on
-gaiety; nor was it right that Forsytes should be seen driving
-with an Inspector of Police.
-
-In that carriage the Inspector spoke again of the death:
-
-"It was not so very thick--Just there. The driver says the
-gentleman must have had time to see what he was about, he seemed
-to walk right into it. It appears that he was very hard up, we
-found several pawn tickets at his rooms, his account at the bank
-is overdrawn, and there's this case in to-day's papers;" his cold
-blue eyes travelled from one to another of the three Forsytes in
-the carriage.
-
-Old Jolyon watching from his corner saw his brother's face
-change, and the brooding, worried, look deepen on it. At the
-Inspector's words, indeed, all James' doubts and fears revived.
-Hard-up--pawn-tickets--an overdrawn account! These words that
-had all his life been a far-off nightmare to him, seemed to make
-uncannily real that suspicion of suicide which must on no account
-be entertained. He sought his son's eye; but lynx-eyed,
-taciturn, immovable, Soames gave no answering look. And to old
-Jolyon watching, divining the league of mutual defence between
-them, there came an overmastering desire to have his own son at
-his side, as though this visit to the dead man's body was a
-battle in which otherwise he must single-handed meet those two.
-And the thought of how to keep June's name out of the business
-kept whirring in his brain. James had his son to support him!
-Why should he not send for Jo?
-
-Taking out his card-case, he pencilled the following message:
-
-'Come round at once. I've sent the carriage for you.'
-
-On getting out he gave this card to his coachman, telling him to
-drive--as fast as possible to the Hotch Potch Club, and if Mr.
-Jolyon Forsyte were there to give him the card and bring him at
-once. If not there yet, he was to wait till he came.
-
-He followed the others slowly up the steps, leaning on his
-umbrella, and stood a moment to get his breath. The Inspector
-said: "This is the mortuary, sir. But take your time."
-
-In the bare, white-walled room, empty of all but a streak of
-sunshine smeared along the dustless floor, lay a form covered by
-a sheet. With a huge steady hand the Inspector took the hem and
-turned it back. A sightless face gazed up at them, and on either
-side of that sightless defiant face the three Forsytes gazed
-down; in each one of them the secret emotions, fears, and pity of
-his own nature rose and fell like the rising, falling waves of
-life, whose wish those white walls barred out now for ever from
-Bosinney. And in each one of them the trend of his nature, the
-odd essential spring, which moved him in fashions minutely,
-unalterably different from those of every other human being,
-forced him to a different attitude of thought. Far from the
-others, yet inscrutably close, each stood thus, alone with death,
-silent, his eyes lowered.
-
-The Inspector asked softly:
-
-"You identify the gentleman, sir?"
-
-Old Jolyon raised his head and nodded. He looked at his brother
-opposite, at that long lean figure brooding over the dead man,
-with face dusky red, and strained grey eyes; and at the figure of
-Soames white and still by his father's side. And all that he had
-felt against those two was gone like smoke in the long white
-presence of Death. Whence comes it, how comes it--Death? Sudden
-reverse of all that goes before; blind setting forth on a path
-that leads to where? Dark quenching of the fire! The heavy,
-brutal crushing--out that all men must go through, keeping their
-eyes clear and brave unto the end! Small and of no import,
-insects though they are! And across old Jolyon's face there
-flitted a gleam, for Soames, murmuring to the Inspector, crept
-noiselessly away.
-
-Then suddenly James raised his eyes. There was a queer appeal in
-that suspicious troubled look: "I know I'm no match for you," it
-seemed to say. And, hunting for handkerchief he wiped his brow;
-then, bending sorrowful and lank over the dead man, he too turned
-and hurried out.
-
-Old Jolyon stood, still as death, his eyes fixed on the body.
-Who shall tell of what he was thinking? Of himself, when his
-hair was brown like the hair of that young fellow dead before
-him? Of himself, with his battle just beginning, the long, long
-battle he had loved; the battle that was over for this young man
-almost before it had begun? Of his grand-daughter, with her
-broken hopes? Of that other woman? Of the strangeness, and the
-pity of it? And the irony, inscrutable, and bitter of that end?
-Justice! There was no justice for men, for they were ever in the
-dark!
-
-Or perhaps in his philosophy he thought: Better to be out of, it
-all! Better to have done with it, like this poor youth....
-
-Some one touched him on the arm.
-
-A tear started up and wetted his eyelash. "Well," he said, "I'm
-no good here. I'd better be going. You'll come to me as soon as
-you can, Jo," and with his head bowed he went away.
-
-It was young Jolyon's turn to take his stand beside the dead man,
-round whose fallen body he seemed to see all the Forsytes
-breathless, and prostrated. The stroke had fallen too swiftly.
-
-The forces underlying every tragedy--forces that take no denial,
-working through cross currents to their ironical end, had met and
-fused with a thunder-clap, flung out the victim, and flattened to
-the ground all those that stood around.
-
-Or so at all events young Jolyon seemed to see them, lying around
-Bosinney's body.
-
-He asked the Inspector to tell him what had happened, and the
-latter, like a man who does not every day get such a chance,
-again detailed such facts as were known.
-
-"There's more here, sir, however," he said, "than meets the eye.
-I don't believe in suicide, nor in pure accident, myself. It's
-more likely I think that he was suffering under great stress
-of mind, and took no notice of things about him. Perhaps you can
-throw some light on these."
-
-He took from his pocket a little packet and laid it on the table.
-Carefully undoing it, he revealed a lady's handkerchief, pinned
-through the folds with a pin of discoloured Venetian gold, the
-stone of which had fallen from the socket. A scent of dried
-violets rose to young Jolyon's nostrils.
-
-"Found in his breast pocket," said the Inspector; "the name has
-been cut away!"
-
-Young Jolyon with difficulty answered: "I'm afraid I cannot help
-you!" But vividly there rose before him the face he had seen
-light up, so tremulous and glad, at Bosinney's coming! Of her he
-thought more than of his own daughter, more than of them all--of
-her with the dark, soft glance, the delicate passive face,
-waiting for the dead man, waiting even at that moment, perhaps,
-still and patient in the sunlight.
-
-He walked sorrowfully away from the hospital towards his father's
-house, reflecting that this death would break up the Forsyte
-family. The stroke had indeed slipped past their defences into
-the very wood of their tree. They might flourish to all
-appearance as before, preserving a brave show before the eyes of
-London, but the trunk was dead, withered by the same flash that
-had stricken down Bosinney. And now the saplings would take its
-place, each one a new custodian of the sense of property.
-
-Good forest of Forsytes! thought young Jolyon--soundest timber
-of our land!
-
-Concerning the cause of this death--his family would doubtless
-reject with vigour the suspicion of suicide, which was so
-compromising! They would take it as an accident, a stroke of
-fate. In their hearts they would even feel it an intervention of
-Providence, a retribution--had not Bosinney endangered their two
-most priceless possessions, the pocket and the hearth? And they
-would talk of 'that unfortunate accident of young Bosinney's,'
-but perhaps they would not talk--silence might be better!
-
-As for himself, he regarded the bus-driver's account of the
-accident as of very little value. For no one so madly in love
-committed suicide for want of money; nor was Bosinney the sort of
-fellow to set much store by a financial crisis. And so he too
-rejected this theory of suicide, the dead man's face rose too
-clearly before him. Gone in the heyday of his summer--and to
-believe thus that an accident had cut Bosinney off in the full
-sweep of his passion was more than ever pitiful to young Jolyon.
-
-Then came a vision of Soames' home as it now was, and must be
-hereafter. The streak of lightning had flashed its clear uncanny
-gleam on bare bones with grinning spaces between, the disguising
-flesh was gone....
-
-In the dining-room at Stanhope Gate old Jolyon was sitting alone
-when his son came in. He looked very wan in his great armchair.
-And his eyes travelling round the walls with their pictures of
-still life, and the masterpiece 'Dutch fishing-boats at Sunset'
-seemed as though passing their gaze over his life with its hopes,
-its gains, its achievements.
-
-"Ah! Jo!" he said, "is that you? I've told poor little June.
-But that's not all of it. Are you going to Soames'? She's
-brought it on herself, I suppose; but somehow I can't bear to
-think of her, shut up there--and all alone." And holding up his
-thin, veined hand, he clenched it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-IRENE'S RETURN
-
-
-After leaving James and old Jolyon in the mortuary of the
-hospital, Soames hurried aimlessly along the streets.
-
-The tragic event of Bosinney's death altered the complexion of
-everything. There was no longer the same feeling that to lose a
-minute would be fatal, nor would he now risk communicating the
-fact of his wife's flight to anyone till the inquest was over.
-
-That morning he had risen early, before the postman came, had
-taken the first-post letters from the box himself, and, though
-there had been none from Irene, he had made an opportunity of
-telling Bilson that her mistress was at the sea; he would
-probably, he said, be going down himself from Saturday to Monday.
-This had given him time to breathe, time to leave no stone
-unturned to find her.
-
-But now, cut off from taking steps by Bosinney's death--that
-strange death, to think of which was like putting a hot iron to
-his heart, like lifting a great weight from it--he did not know
-how to pass his day; and he wandered here and there through the
-streets, looking at every face he met, devoured by a hundred
-anxieties.
-
-And as he wandered, he thought of him who had finished his
-wandering, his prowling, and would never haunt his house again.
-
-Already in the afternoon he passed posters announcing the
-identity of the dead man, and bought the papers to see what they
-said. He would stop their mouths if he could, and he went into
-the City, and was closeted with Boulter for a long time.
-
-On his way home, passing the steps of Jobson's about half past
-four, he met George Forsyte, who held out an evening paper to
-Soames, saying:
-
-"Here! Have you seen this about the poor Buccaneer?"
-
-Soames answered stonily: "Yes."
-
-George stared at him. He had never liked Soames; he now held him
-responsible for Bosinney's death. Soames had done for him--done
-for him by that act of property that had sent the Buccaneer to
-run amok that fatal afternoon.
-
-'The poor fellow,' he was thinking, 'was so cracked with
-jealousy, so cracked for his vengeance, that he heard nothing of
-the omnibus in that infernal fog.'
-
-Soames had done for him! And this judgment was in George's eyes.
-
-"They talk of suicide here," he said at last. "That cat won't
-jump."
-
-Soames shook his head. "An accident," he muttered.
-
-Clenching his fist on the paper, George crammed it into his
-pocket. He could not resist a parting shot.
-
-"H'mm! All flourishing at home? Any little Soameses yet?"
-
-With a face as white as the steps of Jobson's, and a lip raised
-as if snarling, Soames brushed past him and was gone....
-
-On reaching home, and entering the little lighted hall with his
-latchkey, the first thing that caught his eye was his wife's
-gold-mounted umbrella lying on the rug chest. Flinging off his
-fur coat, he hurried to the drawing-room.
-
-The curtains were drawn for the night, a bright fire of
-cedar-logs burned in the grate, and by its light he saw Irene
-sitting in her usual corner on the sofa. He shut the door
-softly, and went towards her. She did not move, and did not seem
-to see him.
-
-"So you've come back?" he said. "Why are you sitting here in the
-dark?"
-
-Then he caught sight of her face, so white and motionless that it
-seemed as though the blood must have stopped flowing in her
-veins; and her eyes, that looked enormous, like the great, wide,
-startled brown eyes of an owl.
-
-Huddled in her grey fur against the sofa cushions, she had a
-strange resemblance to a captive owl, bunched fir its soft
-feathers against the wires of a cage. The supple erectness of
-her figure was gone, as though she had been broken by cruel
-exercise; as though there were no longer any reason for being
-beautiful, and supple, and erect.
-
-"So you've come back," he repeated.
-
-She never looked up, and never spoke, the firelight playing over
-her motionless figure.
-
-Suddenly she tried to rise, but he prevented her; it was then
-that he understood.
-
-She had come back like an animal wounded to death, not knowing
-where to turn, not knowing what she was doing. The sight of her
-figure, huddled in the fur, was enough.
-
-He knew then for certain that Bosinney had been her lover; knew
-that she had seen the report of his death--perhaps, like himself,
-had bought a paper at the draughty corner of a street, and read
-it.
-
-She had come back then of her own accord, to the cage she had
-pined to be free of--and taking in all the tremendous
-significance of this, he longed to cry: "Take your hated body,
-that I love, out of my house! Take away that pitiful white face,
-so cruel and soft--before I crush it. Get out of my sight; never
-let me see you again!"
-
-And, at those unspoken words, he seemed to see her rise and move
-away, like a woman in a terrible dream, from which she was
-fighting to awake--rise and go out into the dark and cold, without
-a thought of him, without so much as the knowledge of his
-presence.
-
-Then he cried, contradicting what he had not yet spoken, "No;
-stay there!" And turning away from her, he sat down in his
-accustomed chair on the other side of the hearth.
-
-They sat in silence.
-
-And Soames thought: 'Why is all this? Why should I suffer so?
-What have I done? It is not my fault!'
-
-Again he looked at her, huddled like a bird that is shot and
-dying, whose poor breast you see panting as the air is taken from
-it, whose poor eyes look at you who have shot it, with a slow,
-soft, unseeing look, taking farewell of all that is good--of the
-sun, and the air, and its mate.
-
-So they sat, by the firelight, in the silence, one on each side
-of the hearth.
-
-And the fume of the burning cedar logs, that he loved so well,
-seemed to grip Soames by the throat till he could bear it no
-longer. And going out into the hall he flung the door wide, to
-gulp down the cold air that came in; then without hat or overcoat
-went out into the Square.
-
-Along the garden rails a half-starved cat came rubbing her way
-towards him, and Soames thought: 'Suffering! when will it cease,
-my suffering?'
-
-At a front door across the way was a man of his acquaintance
-named Rutter, scraping his boots, with an air of 'I am master
-here.' And Soames walked on.
-
-From far in the clear air the bells of the church where he and
-Irene had been married were pealing in 'practice' for the advent
-of Christ, the chimes ringing out above the sound of traffic. He
-felt a craving for strong drink, to lull him to indifference, or
-rouse him to fury. If only he could burst out of himself, out of
-this web that for the first time in his life he felt around him.
-If only he could surrender to the thought: 'Divorce her--turn her
-out! She has forgotten you. Forget her!'
-
-If only he could surrender to the thought: 'Let her go--she has
-suffered enough!'
-
-If only he could surrender to the desire: 'Make a slave of her--
-she is in your power!'
-
-If only even he could surrender to the sudden vision: 'What does
-it all matter?' Forget himself for a minute, forget that it
-mattered what he did, forget that whatever he did he must
-sacrifice something.
-
-If only he could act on an impulse!
-
-He could forget nothing; surrender to no thought, vision, or
-desire; it was all too serious; too close around him, an
-unbreakable cage.
-
-On the far side of the Square newspaper boys were calling their
-evening wares, and the ghoulish cries mingled and jangled with
-the sound of those church bells.
-
-Soames covered his ears. The thought flashed across him that but
-for a chance, he himself, and not Bosinney, might be lying dead,
-and she, instead of crouching there like a shot bird with those
-dying eyes....
-
-Something soft touched his legs, the cat was rubbing herself
-against them. And a sob that shook him from head to foot burst
-from Soames' chest. Then all was still again in the dark, where
-the houses seemed to stare at him, each with a master and
-mistress of its own, and a secret story of happiness or sorrow.
-
-And suddenly he saw that his own door was open, and black against
-the light from the hall a man standing with his back turned.
-Something slid too in his breast, and he stole up close behind.
-
-He could see his own fur coat flung across the carved oak chair;
-the Persian rugs; the silver bowls, the rows of porcelain plates
-arranged along the walls, and this unknown man who was standing
-there.
-
-And sharply he asked: "What is it you want, sir?"
-
-The visitor turned. It was young Jolyon.
-
-"The door was open," he said. "Might I see your wife for a
-minute, I have a message for her?"
-
-Soames gave him a strange, sidelong stare.
-
-"My wife can see no one," he muttered doggedly.
-
-Young Jolyon answered gently: "I shouldn't keep her a minute."
-
-Soames brushed by him and barred the way.
-
-"She can see no one," he said again.
-
-Young Jolyon's glance shot past him into the hall, and Soames
-turned. There in the drawing-room doorway stood Irene, her eyes
-were wild and eager, her lips were parted, her hands out-
-stretched. In the sight of both men that light vanished from
-her face; her hands dropped to her sides; she stood like stone.
-
-Soames spun round, and met his visitor's eyes, and at the look he
-saw in them, a sound like a snarl escaped him. He drew his lips
-back in the ghost of a smile.
-
-"This is my house," he said; "I manage my own affairs. I've told
-you once--I tell you again; we are not at home."
-
-And in young Jolyon's face he slammed the door.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-THE FORSYTE SAGA
-
-VOLUME II
-
-Contents:
-Indian Summer of a Forsyte
-In Chancery
-
-
-
-TO ANDRE CHEVRILLON
-
-
-
-
-Indian Summer of a Forsyte
-
-"And Summer's lease hath all
- too short a date."
-
---Shakespeare
-
-
-
-
-I
-
-
-In the last day of May in the early 'nineties, about six o'clock of
-the evening, old Jolyon Forsyte sat under the oak tree below the
-terrace of his house at Robin Hill. He was waiting for the midges
-to bite him, before abandoning the glory of the afternoon. His
-thin brown hand, where blue veins stood out, held the end of a
-cigar in its tapering, long-nailed fingers--a pointed polished nail
-had survived with him from those earlier Victorian days when to
-touch nothing, even with the tips of the fingers, had been so
-distinguished. His domed forehead, great white moustache, lean
-cheeks, and long lean jaw were covered from the westering sunshine
-by an old brown Panama hat. His legs were crossed; in all his
-attitude was serenity and a kind of elegance, as of an old man who
-every morning put eau de Cologne upon his silk handkerchief. At
-his feet lay a woolly brown-and-white dog trying to be a
-Pomeranian--the dog Balthasar between whom and old Jolyon primal
-aversion had changed into attachment with the years. Close to his
-chair was a swing, and on the swing was seated one of Holly's dolls
---called 'Duffer Alice'--with her body fallen over her legs and her
-doleful nose buried in a black petticoat. She was never out of
-disgrace, so it did not matter to her how she sat. Below the oak
-tree the lawn dipped down a bank, stretched to the fernery, and,
-beyond that refinement, became fields, dropping to the pond, the
-coppice, and the prospect--'Fine, remarkable'--at which Swithin
-Forsyte, from under this very tree, had stared five years ago when
-he drove down with Irene to look at the house. Old Jolyon had
-heard of his brother's exploit--that drive which had become quite
-celebrated on Forsyte 'Change. Swithin! And the fellow had gone
-and died, last November, at the age of only seventy-nine, renewing
-the doubt whether Forsytes could live for ever, which had first
-arisen when Aunt Ann passed away. Died! and left only Jolyon and
-James, Roger and Nicholas and Timothy, Julia, Hester, Susan! And
-old Jolyon thought: 'Eighty-five! I don't feel it--except when I
-get that pain.'
-
-His memory went searching. He had not felt his age since he had
-bought his nephew Soames' ill-starred house and settled into it
-here at Robin Hill over three years ago. It was as if he had been
-getting younger every spring, living in the country with his son
-and his grandchildren--June, and the little ones of the second
-marriage, Jolly and Holly; living down here out of the racket of
-London and the cackle of Forsyte 'Change,' free of his boards, in a
-delicious atmosphere of no work and all play, with plenty of
-occupation in the perfecting and mellowing of the house and its
-twenty acres, and in ministering to the whims of Holly and Jolly.
-All the knots and crankiness, which had gathered in his heart
-during that long and tragic business of June, Soames, Irene his
-wife, and poor young Bosinney, had been smoothed out. Even June
-had thrown off her melancholy at last--witness this travel in Spain
-she was taking now with her father and her stepmother. Curiously
-perfect peace was left by their departure; blissful, yet blank,
-because his son was not there. Jo was never anything but a comfort
-and a pleasure to him nowadays--an amiable chap; but women,
-somehow--even the best--got a little on one's nerves, unless of
-course one admired them.
-
-Far-off a cuckoo called; a wood-pigeon was cooing from the first
-elm-tree in the field, and how the daisies and buttercups had
-sprung up after the last mowing! The wind had got into the sou'-
-west, too--a delicious air, sappy! He pushed his hat back and let
-the sun fall on his chin and cheek. Somehow, to-day, he wanted
-company--wanted a pretty face to look at. People treated the old as
-if they wanted nothing. And with the un-Forsytean philosophy which
-ever intruded on his soul, he thought: 'One's never had enough.
-With a foot in the grave one'll want something, I shouldn't be
-surprised!' Down here--away from the exigencies of affairs--his
-grandchildren, and the flowers, trees, birds of his little domain,
-to say nothing of sun and moon and stars above them, said, 'Open,
-sesame,' to him day and night. And sesame had opened--how much,
-perhaps, he did not know. He had always been responsive to what
-they had begun to call 'Nature,' genuinely, almost religiously
-responsive, though he had never lost his habit of calling a sunset
-a sunset and a view a view, however deeply they might move him.
-But nowadays Nature actually made him ache, he appreciated it so.
-Every one of these calm, bright, lengthening days, with Holly's
-hand in his, and the dog Balthasar in front looking studiously for
-what he never found, he would stroll, watching the roses open,
-fruit budding on the walls, sunlight brightening the oak leaves and
-saplings in the coppice, watching the water-lily leaves unfold and
-glisten, and the silvery young corn of the one wheat field;
-listening to the starlings and skylarks, and the Alderney cows
-chewing the cud, flicking slow their tufted tails; and every one of
-these fine days he ached a little from sheer love of it all,
-feeling perhaps, deep down, that he had not very much longer to
-enjoy it. The thought that some day--perhaps not ten years hence,
-perhaps not five--all this world would be taken away from him,
-before he had exhausted his powers of loving it, seemed to him in
-the nature of an injustice brooding over his horizon. If anything
-came after this life, it wouldn't be what he wanted; not Robin
-Hill, and flowers and birds and pretty faces--too few, even now, of
-those about him! With the years his dislike of humbug had
-increased; the orthodoxy he had worn in the 'sixties, as he had
-worn side-whiskers out of sheer exuberance, had long dropped off,
-leaving him reverent before three things alone--beauty, upright
-conduct, and the sense of property; and the greatest of these now
-was beauty. He had always had wide interests, and, indeed could
-still read The Times, but he was liable at any moment to put it
-down if he heard a blackbird sing. Upright conduct, property--
-somehow, they were tiring; the blackbirds and the sunsets never
-tired him, only gave him an uneasy feeling that he could not get
-enough of them. Staring into the stilly radiance of the early
-evening and at the little gold and white flowers on the lawn, a
-thought came to him: This weather was like the music of 'Orfeo,'
-which he had recently heard at Covent Garden. A beautiful opera,
-not like Meyerbeer, nor even quite Mozart, but, in its way, perhaps
-even more lovely; something classical and of the Golden Age about
-it, chaste and mellow, and the Ravogli 'almost worthy of the old
-days'--highest praise he could bestow. The yearning of Orpheus for
-the beauty he was losing, for his love going down to Hades, as in
-life love and beauty did go--the yearning which sang and throbbed
-through the golden music, stirred also in the lingering beauty of
-the world that evening. And with the tip of his cork-soled,
-elastic-sided boot he involuntarily stirred the ribs of the dog
-Balthasar, causing the animal to wake and attack his fleas; for
-though he was supposed to have none, nothing could persuade him of
-the fact. When he had finished he rubbed the place he had been
-scratching against his master's calf, and settled down again with
-his chin over the instep of the disturbing boot. And into old
-Jolyon's mind came a sudden recollection--a face he had seen at
-that opera three weeks ago--Irene, the wife of his precious nephew
-Soames, that man of property! Though he had not met her since the
-day of the 'At Home' in his old house at Stanhope Gate, which
-celebrated his granddaughter June's ill-starred engagement to young
-Bosinney, he had remembered her at once, for he had always admired
-her--a very pretty creature. After the death of young Bosinney,
-whose mistress she had so reprehensibly become, he had heard that
-she had left Soames at once. Goodness only knew what she had been
-doing since. That sight of her face--a side view--in the row in
-front, had been literally the only reminder these three years that
-she was still alive. No one ever spoke of her. And yet Jo had
-told him something once--something which had upset him completely.
-The boy had got it from George Forsyte, he believed, who had seen
-Bosinney in the fog the day he was run over--something which
-explained the young fellow's distress--an act of Soames towards his
-wife--a shocking act. Jo had seen her, too, that afternoon, after
-the news was out, seen her for a moment, and his description had
-always lingered in old Jolyon's mind--'wild and lost' he had called
-her. And next day June had gone there--bottled up her feelings and
-gone there, and the maid had cried and told her how her mistress
-had slipped out in the night and vanished. A tragic business
-altogether! One thing was certain--Soames had never been able to
-lay hands on her again. And he was living at Brighton, and
-journeying up and down--a fitting fate, the man of property! For
-when he once took a dislike to anyone--as he had to his nephew--old
-Jolyon never got over it. He remembered still the sense of relief
-with which he had heard the news of Irene's disappearance. It had
-been shocking to think of her a prisoner in that house to which she
-must have wandered back, when Jo saw her, wandered back for a
-moment--like a wounded animal to its hole after seeing that news,
-'Tragic death of an Architect,' in the street. Her face had struck
-him very much the other night--more beautiful than he had remembered, but like a mask, with something going on beneath it. A young
-woman still--twenty-eight perhaps. Ah, well! Very likely she
-had another lover by now. But at this subversive thought--for
-married women should never love: once, even, had been too much--his
-instep rose, and with it the dog Balthasar's head. The sagacious
-animal stood up and looked into old Jolyon's face. 'Walk?' he
-seemed to say; and old Jolyon answered: "Come on, old chap!"
-
-Slowly, as was their wont, they crossed among the constellations of
-buttercups and daisies, and entered the fernery. This feature,
-where very little grew as yet, had been judiciously dropped below
-the level of the lawn so that it might come up again on the level
-of the other lawn and give the impression of irregularity, so
-important in horticulture. Its rocks and earth were beloved of the
-dog Balthasar, who sometimes found a mole there. Old Jolyon made a
-point of passing through it because, though it was not beautiful,
-he intended that it should be, some day, and he would think: 'I
-must get Varr to come down and look at it; he's better than Beech.'
-For plants, like houses and human complaints, required the best
-expert consideration. It was inhabited by snails, and if
-accompanied by his grandchildren, he would point to one and tell
-them the story of the little boy who said: 'Have plummers got
-leggers, Mother? 'No, sonny.' 'Then darned if I haven't been and
-swallowed a snileybob.' And when they skipped and clutched his
-hand, thinking of the snileybob going down the little boy's 'red
-lane,' his eyes would twinkle. Emerging from the fernery, he
-opened the wicket gate, which just there led into the first field,
-a large and park-like area, out of which, within brick walls, the
-vegetable garden had been carved. Old Jolyon avoided this, which
-did not suit his mood, and made down the hill towards the pond.
-Balthasar, who knew a water-rat or two, gambolled in front, at the
-gait which marks an oldish dog who takes the same walk every day.
-Arrived at the edge, old Jolyon stood, noting another water-lily
-opened since yesterday; he would show it to Holly to-morrow, when
-'his little sweet' had got over the upset which had followed on her
-eating a tomato at lunch--her little arrangements were very
-delicate. Now that Jolly had gone to school--his first term--Holly
-was with him nearly all day long, and he missed her badly. He felt
-that pain too, which often bothered him now, a little dragging at
-his left side. He looked back up the hill. Really, poor young
-Bosinney had made an uncommonly good job of the house; he would
-have done very well for himself if he had lived! And where was he
-now? Perhaps, still haunting this, the site of his last work, of
-his tragic love affair. Or was Philip Bosinney's spirit diffused
-in the general? Who could say? That dog was getting his legs
-muddy! And he moved towards the coppice. There had been the most
-delightful lot of bluebells, and he knew where some still lingered
-like little patches of sky fallen in between the trees, away out
-of the sun. He passed the cow-houses and the hen-houses there
-installed, and pursued a path into the thick of the saplings,
-making for one of the bluebell plots. Balthasar, preceding him
-once more, uttered a low growl. Old Jolyon stirred him with his
-foot, but the dog remained motionless, just where there was no room
-to pass, and the hair rose slowly along the centre of his woolly
-back. Whether from the growl and the look of the dog's stivered
-hair, or from the sensation which a man feels in a wood, old Jolyon
-also felt something move along his spine. And then the path
-turned, and there was an old mossy log, and on it a woman sitting.
-Her face was turned away, and he had just time to think: 'She's
-trespassing--I must have a board put up!' before she turned.
-Powers above! The face he had seen at the opera--the very woman he
-had just been thinking of! In that confused moment he saw things
-blurred, as if a spirit--queer effect--the slant of sunlight
-perhaps on her violet-grey frock! And then she rose and stood
-smiling, her head a little to one side. Old Jolyon thought: 'How
-pretty she is!' She did not speak, neither did he; and he realized
-why with a certain admiration. She was here no doubt because of
-some memory, and did not mean to try and get out of it by vulgar
-explanation.
-
-"Don't let that dog touch your frock," he said; "he's got wet feet.
-Come here, you!"
-
-But the dog Balthasar went on towards the visitor, who put her hand
-down and stroked his head. Old Jolyon said quickly:
-
-"I saw you at the opera the other night; you didn't notice me."
-
-"Oh, yes! I did."
-
-He felt a subtle flattery in that, as though she had added: 'Do you
-think one could miss seeing you?'
-
-"They're all in Spain," he remarked abruptly. "I'm alone; I drove
-up for the opera. The Ravogli's good. Have you seen the cow-
-houses?"
-
-In a situation so charged with mystery and something very like
-emotion he moved instinctively towards that bit of property, and
-she moved beside him. Her figure swayed faintly, like the best
-kind of French figures; her dress, too, was a sort of French grey.
-He noticed two or three silver threads in her amber-coloured hair,
-strange hair with those dark eyes of hers, and that creamy-pale
-face. A sudden sidelong look from the velvety brown eyes disturbed
-him. It seemed to come from deep and far, from another world
-almost, or at all events from some one not living very much in
-this. And he said mechanically
-
-"Where are you living now?"
-
-"I have a little flat in Chelsea."
-
-He did not want to hear what she was doing, did not want to hear
-anything; but the perverse word came out:
-
-"Alone?"
-
-She nodded. It was a relief to know that. And it came into his
-mind that, but for a twist of fate, she would have been mistress of
-this coppice, showing these cow-houses to him, a visitor.
-
-"All Alderneys," he muttered; "they give the best milk. This one's
-a pretty creature. Woa, Myrtle!"
-
-The fawn-coloured cow, with eyes as soft and brown as Irene's own,
-was standing absolutely still, not having long been milked. She
-looked round at them out of the corner of those lustrous, mild,
-cynical eyes, and from her grey lips a little dribble of saliva
-threaded its way towards the straw. The scent of hay and vanilla
-and ammonia rose in the dim light of the cool cow-house; and old
-Jolyon said:
-
-"You must come up and have some dinner with me. I'll send you home
-in the carriage."
-
-He perceived a struggle going on within her; natural, no doubt,
-with her memories. But he wanted her company; a pretty face, a
-charming figure, beauty! He had been alone all the afternoon.
-Perhaps his eyes were wistful, for she answered: "Thank you, Uncle
-Jolyon. I should like to."
-
-He rubbed his hands, and said:
-
-"Capital! Let's go up, then!" And, preceded by the dog Balthasar,
-they ascended through the field. The sun was almost level in their
-faces now, and he could see, not only those silver threads, but
-little lines, just deep enough to stamp her beauty with a coin-like
-fineness--the special look of life unshared with others. "I'll
-take her in by the terrace," he thought: "I won't make a common
-visitor of her."
-
-"What do you do all day?" he said.
-
-"Teach music; I have another interest, too."
-
-"Work!" said old Jolyon, picking up the doll from off the swing,
-and smoothing its black petticoat. "Nothing like it, is there? I
-don't do any now. I'm getting on. What interest is that?"
-
-"Trying to help women who've come to grief." Old Jolyon did not
-quite understand. "To grief?" he repeated; then realised with a
-shock that she meant exactly what he would have meant himself if he
-had used that expression. Assisting the Magdalenes of London!
-What a weird and terrifying interest! And, curiosity overcoming
-his natural shrinking, he asked:
-
-"Why? What do you do for them?"
-
-"Not much. I've no money to spare. I can only give sympathy and
-food sometimes."
-
-Involuntarily old Jolyon's hand sought his purse. He said hastily:
-"How d'you get hold of them?"
-
-"I go to a hospital."
-
-"A hospital! Phew!"
-
-"What hurts me most is that once they nearly all had some sort of
-beauty."
-
-Old Jolyon straightened the doll. "Beauty!" he ejaculated: "Ha!
-Yes! A sad business!" and he moved towards the house. Through a
-French window, under sun-blinds not yet drawn up, he preceded her
-into the room where he was wont to study The Times and the sheets
-of an agricultural magazine, with huge illustrations of mangold
-wurzels, and the like, which provided Holly with material for her
-paint brush.
-
-"Dinner's in half an hour. You'd like to wash your hands! I'll
-take you to June's room."
-
-He saw her looking round eagerly; what changes since she had last
-visited this house with her husband, or her lover, or both perhaps-
--he did not know, could not say! All that was dark, and he wished
-to leave it so. But what changes! And in the hall he said:
-
-"My boy Jo's a painter, you know. He's got a lot of taste. It
-isn't mine, of course, but I've let him have his way."
-
-She was standing very still, her eyes roaming through the hall and
-music room, as it now was--all thrown into one, under the great
-skylight. Old Jolyon had an odd impression of her. Was she trying
-to conjure somebody from the shades of that space where the
-colouring was all pearl-grey and silver? He would have had gold
-himself; more lively and solid. But Jo had French tastes, and it
-had come out shadowy like that, with an effect as of the fume of
-cigarettes the chap was always smoking, broken here and there by a
-little blaze of blue or crimson colour. It was not his dream!
-Mentally he had hung this space with those gold-framed masterpieces
-of still and stiller life which he had bought in days when quantity
-was precious. And now where were they? Sold for a song! That
-something which made him, alone among Forsytes, move with the times
-had warned him against the struggle to retain them. But in his
-study he still had 'Dutch Fishing Boats at Sunset.'
-
-He began to mount the stairs with her, slowly, for he felt his
-side.
-
-"These are the bathrooms," he said, "and other arrangements. I've
-had them tiled. The nurseries are along there. And this is Jo's
-and his wife's. They all communicate. But you remember, I
-expect."
-
-Irene nodded. They passed on, up the gallery and entered a large
-room with a small bed, and several windows.
-
-"This is mine," he said. The walls were covered with the
-photographs of children and watercolour sketches, and he added
-doubtfully:
-
-"These are Jo's. The view's first-rate. You can see the Grand
-Stand at Epsom in clear weather."
-
-The sun was down now, behind the house, and over the 'prospect' a
-luminous haze had settled, emanation of the long and prosperous
-day. Few houses showed, but fields and trees faintly glistened,
-away to a loom of downs.
-
-"The country's changing," he said abruptly, "but there it'll be
-when we're all gone. Look at those thrushes--the birds are sweet
-here in the mornings. I'm glad to have washed my hands of London."
-
-Her face was close to the window pane, and he was struck by its
-mournful look. 'Wish I could make her look happy!' he thought. 'A
-pretty face, but sad!' And taking up his can of hot water he went
-out into the gallery.
-
-"This is June's room," he said, opening the next door and putting
-the can down; "I think you'll find everything." And closing the
-door behind her he went back to his own room. Brushing his hair
-with his great ebony brushes, and dabbing his forehead with eau de
-Cologne, he mused. She had come so strangely--a sort of visit-
-ation; mysterious, even romantic, as if his desire for company, for
-beauty, had been fulfilled by whatever it was which fulfilled that
-sort of thing. And before the mirror he straightened his still
-upright figure, passed the brushes over his great white moustache,
-touched up his eyebrows with eau de Cologne, and rang the bell.
-
-"I forgot to let them know that I have a lady to dinner with me.
-Let cook do something extra, and tell Beacon to have the landau and
-pair at half-past ten to drive her back to Town to-night. Is Miss
-Holly asleep?"
-
-The maid thought not. And old Jolyon, passing down the gallery,
-stole on tiptoe towards the nursery, and opened the door whose
-hinges he kept specially oiled that he might slip in and out in the
-evenings without being heard.
-
-But Holly was asleep, and lay like a miniature Madonna, of that
-type which the old painters could not tell from Venus, when they
-had completed her. Her long dark lashes clung to her cheeks; on
-her face was perfect peace--her little arrangements were evidently
-all right again. And old Jolyon, in the twilight of the room,
-stood adoring her! It was so charming, solemn, and loving--that
-little face. He had more than his share of the blessed capacity of
-living again in the young. They were to him his future life--all
-of a future life that his fundamental pagan sanity perhaps
-admitted. There she was with everything before her, and his
-blood--some of it--in her tiny veins. There she was, his little
-companion, to be made as happy as ever he could make her, so that
-she knew nothing but love. His heart swelled, and he went out,
-stilling the sound of his patent-leather boots. In the corridor an
-eccentric notion attacked him: To think that children should come
-to that which Irene had told him she was helping! Women who were
-all, once, little things like this one sleeping there! 'I must
-give her a cheque!' he mused; 'Can't bear to think of them!' They
-had never borne reflecting on, those poor outcasts; wounding too
-deeply the core of true refinement hidden under layers of
-conformity to the sense of property--wounding too grievously the
-deepest thing in him--a love of beauty which could give him, even
-now, a flutter of the heart, thinking of his evening in the society
-of a pretty woman. And he went downstairs, through the swinging
-doors, to the back regions. There, in the wine-cellar, was a hock
-worth at least two pounds a bottle, a Steinberg Cabinet, better
-than any Johannisberg that ever went down throat; a wine of
-perfect bouquet, sweet as a nectarine--nectar indeed! He got a
-bottle out, handling it like a baby, and holding it level to the
-light, to look. Enshrined in its coat of dust, that mellow
-coloured, slender-necked bottle gave him deep pleasure. Three
-years to settle down again since the move from Town--ought to be in
-prime condition! Thirty-five years ago he had bought it--thank God
-he had kept his palate, and earned the right to drink it. She
-would appreciate this; not a spice of acidity in a dozen. He wiped
-the bottle, drew the cork with his own hands, put his nose down,
-inhaled its perfume, and went back to the music room.
-
-Irene was standing by the piano; she had taken off her hat and a
-lace scarf she had been wearing, so that her gold-coloured hair was
-visible, and the pallor of her neck. In her grey frock she made a
-pretty picture for old Jolyon, against the rosewood of the piano.
-
-He gave her his arm, and solemnly they went. The room, which had
-been designed to enable twenty-four people to dine in comfort, held
-now but a little round table. In his present solitude the big
-dining-table oppressed old Jolyon; he had caused it to be removed
-till his son came back. Here in the company of two really good
-copies of Raphael Madonnas he was wont to dine alone. It was the
-only disconsolate hour of his day, this summer weather. He had
-never been a large eater, like that great chap Swithin, or Sylvanus
-Heythorp, or Anthony Thornworthy, those cronies of past times; and
-to dine alone, overlooked by the Madonnas, was to him but a
-sorrowful occupation, which he got through quickly, that he might
-come to the more spiritual enjoyment of his coffee and cigar. But
-this evening was a different matter! His eyes twinkled at her
-across the little table and he spoke of Italy and Switzerland,
-telling her stories of his travels there, and other experiences
-which he could no longer recount to his son and grand-daughter
-because they knew them. This fresh audience was precious to him;
-he had never become one of those old men who ramble round and round
-the fields of reminiscence. Himself quickly fatigued by the
-insensitive, he instinctively avoided fatiguing others, and his
-natural flirtatiousness towards beauty guarded him specially in his
-relations with a woman. He would have liked to draw her out, but
-though she murmured and smiled and seemed to be enjoying what he
-told her, he remained conscious of that mysterious remoteness which
-constituted half her fascination. He could not bear women who
-threw their shoulders and eyes at you, and chattered away; or hard-
-mouthed women who laid down the law and knew more than you did.
-There was only one quality in a woman that appealed to him--charm;
-and the quieter it was, the more he liked it. And this one had
-charm, shadowy as afternoon sunlight on those Italian hills and
-valleys he had loved. The feeling, too, that she was, as it were,
-apart, cloistered, made her seem nearer to himself, a strangely
-desirable companion. When a man is very old and quite out of the
-running, he loves to feel secure from the rivalries of youth, for
-he would still be first in the heart of beauty. And he drank his
-hock, and watched her lips, and felt nearly young. But the dog
-Balthasar lay watching her lips too, and despising in his heart the
-interruptions of their talk, and the tilting of those greenish
-glasses full of a golden fluid which was distasteful to him.
-
-The light was just failing when they went back into the music-room.
-And, cigar in mouth, old Jolyon said:
-
-"Play me some Chopin."
-
-By the cigars they smoke, and the composers they love, ye shall
-know the texture of men's souls. Old Jolyon could not bear a
-strong cigar or Wagner's music. He loved Beethoven and Mozart,
-Handel and Gluck, and Schumann, and, for some occult reason, the
-operas of Meyerbeer; but of late years he had been seduced by
-Chopin, just as in painting he had succumbed to Botticelli. In
-yielding to these tastes he had been conscious of divergence from
-the standard of the Golden Age. Their poetry was not that of
-Milton and Byron and Tennyson; of Raphael and Titian; Mozart and
-Beethoven. It was, as it were, behind a veil; their poetry hit no
-one in the face, but slipped its fingers under the ribs and turned
-and twisted, and melted up the heart. And, never certain that this
-was healthy, he did not care a rap so long as he could see the
-pictures of the one or hear the music of the other.
-
-Irene sat down at the piano under the electric lamp festooned with
-pearl-grey, and old Jolyon, in an armchair, whence he could see
-her, crossed his legs and drew slowly at his cigar. She sat a few
-moments with her hands on the keys, evidently searching her mind
-for what to give him. Then she began and within old Jolyon there
-arose a sorrowful pleasure, not quite like anything else in the
-world. He fell slowly into a trance, interrupted only by the
-movements of taking the cigar out of his mouth at long intervals,
-and replacing it. She was there, and the hock within him, and the
-scent of tobacco; but there, too, was a world of sunshine lingering
-into moonlight, and pools with storks upon them, and bluish trees
-above, glowing with blurs of wine-red roses, and fields of lavender
-where milk-white cows were grazing, and a woman all shadowy, with
-dark eyes and a white neck, smiled, holding out her arms; and
-through air which was like music a star dropped and was caught on a
-cow's horn. He opened his eyes. Beautiful piece; she played well-
--the touch of an angel! And he closed them again. He felt mirac-
-ulously sad and happy, as one does, standing under a lime-tree in
-full honey flower. Not live one's own life again, but just stand
-there and bask in the smile of a woman's eyes, and enjoy the
-bouquet! And he jerked his hand; the dog Balthasar had reached up
-and licked it.
-
-"Beautiful!" He said: "Go on--more Chopin!"
-
-She began to play again. This time the resemblance between her and
-'Chopin' struck him. The swaying he had noticed in her walk was in
-her playing too, and the Nocturne she had chosen and the soft
-darkness of her eyes, the light on her hair, as of moonlight from a
-golden moon. Seductive, yes; but nothing of Delilah in her or in
-that music. A long blue spiral from his cigar ascended and
-dispersed. 'So we go out!' he thought. 'No more beauty! Nothing?'
-
-Again Irene stopped.
-
-"Would you like some Gluck? He used to write his music in a sunlit
-garden, with a bottle of Rhine wine beside him."
-
-"Ah! yes. Let's have 'Orfeo.'" Round about him now were fields of
-gold and silver flowers, white forms swaying in the sunlight,
-bright birds flying to and fro. All was summer. Lingering waves
-of sweetness and regret flooded his soul. Some cigar ash dropped,
-and taking out a silk handkerchief to brush it off, he inhaled a
-mingled scent as of snuff and eau de Cologne. 'Ah!' he thought,
-'Indian summer--that's all!' and he said: "You haven't played me
-'Che faro.'"
-
-She did not answer; did not move. He was conscious of something--
-some strange upset. Suddenly he saw her rise and turn away, and a
-pang of remorse shot through him. What a clumsy chap! Like
-Orpheus, she of course--she too was looking for her lost one in the
-hall of memory! And disturbed to the heart, he got up from his
-chair. She had gone to the great window at the far end. Gingerly
-he followed. Her hands were folded over her breast; he could just
-see her cheek, very white. And, quite emotionalized, he said:
-
-"There, there, my love!" The words had escaped him mechanically,
-for they were those he used to Holly when she had a pain, but their
-effect was instantaneously distressing. She raised her arms,
-covered her face with them, and wept.
-
-Old Jolyon stood gazing at her with eyes very deep from age. The
-passionate shame she seemed feeling at her abandonment, so unlike
-the control and quietude of her whole presence was as if she had
-never before broken down in the presence of another being.
-
-"There, there--there, there!" he murmured, and putting his hand out
-reverently, touched her. She turned, and leaned the arms which
-covered her face against him. Old Jolyon stood very still, keeping
-one thin hand on her shoulder. Let her cry her heart out--it would
-do her good.
-
-And the dog Balthasar, puzzled, sat down on his stern to examine
-them.
-
-The window was still open, the curtains had not been drawn, the
-last of daylight from without mingled with faint intrusion from the
-lamp within; there was a scent of new-mown grass. With the wisdom
-of a long life old Jolyon did not speak. Even grief sobbed itself
-out in time; only Time was good for sorrow--Time who saw the
-passing of each mood, each emotion in turn; Time the layer-to-rest.
-There came into his mind the words: 'As panteth the hart after
-cooling streams'--but they were of no use to him. Then, conscious
-of a scent of violets, he knew she was drying her eyes. He put his
-chin forward, pressed his moustache against her forehead, and felt
-her shake with a quivering of her whole body, as of a tree which
-shakes itself free of raindrops. She put his hand to her lips, as
-if saying: "All over now! Forgive me!"
-
-The kiss filled him with a strange comfort; he led her back to
-where she had been so upset. And the dog Balthasar, following,
-laid the bone of one of the cutlets they had eaten at their feet.
-
-Anxious to obliterate the memory of that emotion, he could think of
-nothing better than china; and moving with her slowly from cabinet
-to cabinet, he kept taking up bits of Dresden and Lowestoft and
-Chelsea, turning them round and round with his thin, veined hands,
-whose skin, faintly freckled, had such an aged look.
-
-"I bought this at Jobson's," he would say; "cost me thirty pounds.
-It's very old. That dog leaves his bones all over the place. This
-old 'ship-bowl' I picked up at the sale when that precious rip, the
-Marquis, came to grief. But you don't remember. Here's a nice
-piece of Chelsea. Now, what would you say this was?" And he was
-comforted, feeling that, with her taste, she was taking a real
-interest in these things; for, after all, nothing better composes
-the nerves than a doubtful piece of china.
-
-When the crunch of the carriage wheels was heard at last, he said:
-
-"You must come again; you must come to lunch, then I can show you
-these by daylight, and my little sweet--she's a dear little thing.
-This dog seems to have taken a fancy to you."
-
-For Balthasar, feeling that she was about to leave, was rubbing his
-side against her leg. Going out under the porch with her, he said:
-
-"He'll get you up in an hour and a quarter. Take this for your
-protegees," and he slipped a cheque for fifty pounds into her hand.
-He saw her brightened eyes, and heard her murmur: "Oh! Uncle
-Jolyon!" and a real throb of pleasure went through him. That meant
-one or two poor creatures helped a little, and it meant that she
-would come again. He put his hand in at the window and grasped
-hers once more. The carriage rolled away. He stood looking at the
-moon and the shadows of the trees, and thought: 'A sweet night!
-She......!'
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-
-Two days of rain, and summer set in bland and sunny. Old Jolyon
-walked and talked with Holly. At first he felt taller and full of
-a new vigour; then he felt restless. Almost every afternoon they
-would enter the coppice, and walk as far as the log. 'Well, she's
-not there!' he would think, 'of course not!' And he would feel a
-little shorter, and drag his feet walking up the hill home, with
-his hand clapped to his left side. Now and then the thought would
-move in him: 'Did she come--or did I dream it?' and he would stare
-at space, while the dog Balthasar stared at him. Of course she
-would not come again! He opened the letters from Spain with less
-excitement. They were not returning till July; he felt, oddly,
-that he could bear it. Every day at dinner he screwed up his eyes
-and looked at where she had sat. She was not there, so he
-unscrewed his eyes again.
-
-On the seventh afternoon he thought: 'I must go up and get some
-boots.' He ordered Beacon, and set out. Passing from Putney
-towards Hyde Park he reflected: 'I might as well go to Chelsea and
-see her.' And he called out: "Just drive me to where you took that
-lady the other night." The coachman turned his broad red face, and
-his juicy lips answered: "The lady in grey, sir?"
-
-"Yes, the lady in grey." What other ladies were there! Stodgy
-chap!
-
-The carriage stopped before a small three-storied block of flats,
-standing a little back from the river. With a practised eye old
-Jolyon saw that they were cheap. 'I should think about sixty pound
-a year,' he mused; and entering, he looked at the name-board. The
-name 'Forsyte' was not on it, but against 'First Floor, Flat C'
-were the words: 'Mrs. Irene Heron.' Ah! She had taken her maiden
-name again! And somehow this pleased him. He went upstairs
-slowly, feeling his side a little. He stood a moment, before
-ringing, to lose the feeling of drag and fluttering there. She
-would not be in! And then--Boots! The thought was black. What did
-he want with boots at his age? He could not wear out all those he
-had.
-
-"Your mistress at home?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"Say Mr. Jolyon Forsyte."
-
-"Yes, sir, will you come this way?"
-
-Old Jolyon followed a very little maid--not more than sixteen one
-would say--into a very small drawing-room where the sun-blinds were
-drawn. It held a cottage piano and little else save a vague
-fragrance and good taste. He stood in the middle, with his top
-hat in his hand, and thought: 'I expect she's very badly off!'
-There was a mirror above the fireplace, and he saw himself
-reflected. An old-looking chap! He heard a rustle, and turned
-round. She was so close that his moustache almost brushed her
-forehead, just under her hair.
-
-"I was driving up," he said. "Thought I'd look in on you, and ask
-you how you got up the other night."
-
-And, seeing her smile, he felt suddenly relieved. She was really
-glad to see him, perhaps.
-
-"Would you like to put on your hat and come for a drive in the
-Park?"
-
-But while she was gone to put her hat on, he frowned. The Park!
-James and Emily! Mrs. Nicholas, or some other member of his
-precious family would be there very likely, prancing up and down.
-And they would go and wag their tongues about having seen him with
-her, afterwards. Better not! He did not wish to revive the echoes
-of the past on Forsyte 'Change. He removed a white hair from the
-lapel of his closely-buttoned-up frock coat, and passed his hand
-over his cheeks, moustache, and square chin. It felt very hollow
-there under the cheekbones. He had not been eating much lately--he
-had better get that little whippersnapper who attended Holly to
-give him a tonic. But she had come back and when they were in the
-carriage, he said:
-
-"Suppose we go and sit in Kensington Gardens instead?" and added
-with a twinkle: "No prancing up and down there," as if she had been
-in the secret of his thoughts.
-
-Leaving the carriage, they entered those select precincts, and
-strolled towards the water.
-
-"You've gone back to your maiden name, I see," he said: "I'm not
-sorry."
-
-She slipped her hand under his arm: "Has June forgiven me, Uncle
-Jolyon?"
-
-He answered gently: "Yes--yes; of course, why not?"
-
-"And have you?"
-
-"I? I forgave you as soon as I saw how the land really lay." And
-perhaps he had; his instinct had always been to forgive the
-beautiful.
-
-She drew a deep breath. "I never regretted--I couldn't. Did you
-ever love very deeply, Uncle Jolyon?"
-
-At that strange question old Jolyon stared before him. Had he? He
-did not seem to remember that he ever had. But he did not like to
-say this to the young woman whose hand was touching his arm, whose
-life was suspended, as it were, by memory of a tragic love. And he
-thought: 'If I had met you when I was young I--I might have made a
-fool of myself, perhaps.' And a longing to escape in generalities
-beset him.
-
-"Love's a queer thing," he said, "fatal thing often. It was the
-Greeks--wasn't it?--made love into a goddess; they were right, I
-dare say, but then they lived in the Golden Age."
-
-"Phil adored them."
-
-Phil! The word jarred him, for suddenly--with his power to see all
-round a thing, he perceived why she was putting up with him like
-this. She wanted to talk about her lover! Well! If it was any
-pleasure to her! And he said: "Ah! There was a bit of the sculptor
-in him, I fancy."
-
-"Yes. He loved balance and symmetry; he loved the whole-hearted
-way the Greeks gave themselves to art."
-
-Balance! The chap had no balance at all, if he remembered; as for
-symmetry--clean-built enough he was, no doubt; but those queer eyes
-of his, and high cheek-bones--Symmetry?
-
-"You're of the Golden Age, too, Uncle Jolyon."
-
-Old Jolyon looked round at her. Was she chaffing him? No, her
-eyes were soft as velvet. Was she flattering him? But if so, why?
-There was nothing to be had out of an old chap like him.
-
-"Phil thought so. He used to say: 'But I can never tell him that I
-admire him.'"
-
-Ah! There it was again. Her dead lover; her desire to talk of him!
-And he pressed her arm, half resentful of those memories, half
-grateful, as if he recognised what a link they were between herself
-and him.
-
-"He was a very talented young fellow," he murmured. "It's hot; I
-feel the heat nowadays. Let's sit down."
-
-They took two chairs beneath a chestnut tree whose broad leaves
-covered them from the peaceful glory of the afternoon. A pleasure
-to sit there and watch her, and feel that she liked to be with him.
-And the wish to increase that liking, if he could, made him go on:
-
-"I expect he showed you a side of him I never saw. He'd be at his
-best with you. His ideas of art were a little new--to me "--he had
-stiffed the word 'fangled.'
-
-"Yes: but he used to say you had a real sense of beauty." Old
-Jolyon thought: 'The devil he did!' but answered with a twinkle:
-"Well, I have, or I shouldn't be sitting here with you." She was
-fascinating when she smiled with her eyes, like that!
-
-"He thought you had one of those hearts that never grow old. Phil
-had real insight."
-
-He was not taken in by this flattery spoken out of the past, out of
-a longing to talk of her dead lover--not a bit; and yet it was
-precious to hear, because she pleased his eyes and heart which
---quite true!--had never grown old. Was that because--unlike her and
-her dead lover, he had never loved to desperation, had always kept
-his balance, his sense of symmetry. Well! It had left him power,
-at eighty-four, to admire beauty. And he thought, 'If I were a
-painter or a sculptor! But I'm an old chap. Make hay while the
-sun shines.'
-
-A couple with arms entwined crossed on the grass before them, at
-the edge of the shadow from their tree. The sunlight fell cruelly
-on their pale, squashed, unkempt young faces. "We're an ugly lot!"
-said old Jolyon suddenly. "It amazes me to see how--love triumphs
-over that."
-
-"Love triumphs over everything!"
-
-"The young think so," he muttered.
-
-"Love has no age, no limit, and no death."
-
-With that glow in her pale face, her breast heaving, her eyes so
-large and dark and soft, she looked like Venus come to life! But
-this extravagance brought instant reaction, and, twinkling, he
-said: "Well, if it had limits, we shouldn't be born; for by George!
-it's got a lot to put up with."
-
-Then, removing his top hat, he brushed it round with a cuff. The
-great clumsy thing heated his forehead; in these days he often got
-a rush of blood to the head--his circulation was not what it had
-been.
-
-She still sat gazing straight before her, and suddenly she
-murmured:
-
-"It's strange enough that I'm alive."
-
-Those words of Jo's 'Wild and lost' came back to him.
-
-"Ah!" he said: "my son saw you for a moment--that day."
-
-"Was it your son? I heard a voice in the hall; I thought for a
-second it was--Phil."
-
-Old Jolyon saw her lips tremble. She put her hand over them, took
-it away again, and went on calmly: "That night I went to the
-Embankment; a woman caught me by the dress. She told me about
-herself. When one knows that others suffer, one's ashamed."
-
-"One of those?"
-
-She nodded, and horror stirred within old Jolyon, the horror of one
-who has never known a struggle with desperation. Almost against
-his will he muttered: "Tell me, won't you?"
-
-"I didn't care whether I lived or died. When you're like that,
-Fate ceases to want to kill you. She took care of me three days--
-she never left me. I had no money. That's why I do what I can for
-them, now."
-
-But old Jolyon was thinking: 'No money!' What fate could compare
-with that? Every other was involved in it.
-
-"I wish you had come to me," he said. "Why didn't you?" But Irene
-did not answer.
-
-"Because my name was Forsyte, I suppose? Or was it June who kept
-you away? How are you getting on now?" His eyes involuntarily
-swept her body. Perhaps even now she was--! And yet she wasn't
-thin--not really!
-
-"Oh! with my fifty pounds a year, I make just enough." The answer
-did not reassure him; he had lost confidence. And that fellow
-Soames! But his sense of justice stifled condemnation. No, she
-would certainly have died rather than take another penny from him.
-Soft as she looked, there must be strength in her somewhere--
-strength and fidelity. But what business had young Bosinney to
-have got run over and left her stranded like this!
-
-"Well, you must come to me now," he said, "for anything you want,
-or I shall be quite cut up." And putting on his hat, he rose.
-"Let's go and get some tea. I told that lazy chap to put the
-horses up for an hour, and come for me at your place. We'll take a
-cab presently; I can't walk as I used to."
-
-He enjoyed that stroll to the Kensington end of the gardens--the
-sound of her voice, the glancing of her eyes, the subtle beauty of
-a charming form moving beside him. He enjoyed their tea at
-Ruffel's in the High Street, and came out thence with a great box
-of chocolates swung on his little finger. He enjoyed the drive
-back to Chelsea in a hansom, smoking his cigar. She had promised
-to come down next Sunday and play to him again, and already in
-thought he was plucking carnations and early roses for her to carry
-back to town. It was a pleasure to give her a little pleasure, if
-it WERE pleasure from an old chap like him! The carriage was
-already there when they arrived. Just like that fellow, who was
-always late when he was wanted! Old Jolyon went in for a minute to
-say good-bye. The little dark hall of the flat was impregnated
-with a disagreeable odour of patchouli, and on a bench against the
-wall--its only furniture--he saw a figure sitting. He heard Irene
-say softly: "Just one minute." In the little drawing-room when the
-door was shut, he asked gravely: "One of your protegees?"
-
-"Yes. Now thanks to you, I can do something for her."
-
-He stood, staring, and stroking that chin whose strength had
-frightened so many in its time. The idea of her thus actually in
-contact with this outcast grieved and frightened him. What could
-she do for them? Nothing. Only soil and make trouble for herself,
-perhaps. And he said: "Take care, my dear! The world puts the
-worst construction on everything."
-
-"I know that."
-
-He was abashed by her quiet smile. "Well then--Sunday," he
-murmured: "Good-bye."
-
-She put her cheek forward for him to kiss.
-
-"Good-bye," he said again; "take care of yourself." And he went
-out, not looking towards the figure on the bench. He drove home by
-way of Hammersmith; that he might stop at a place he knew of and
-tell them to send her in two dozen of their best Burgundy. She
-must want picking-up sometimes! Only in Richmond Park did he
-remember that he had gone up to order himself some boots, and was
-surprised that he could have had so paltry an idea.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-
-The little spirits of the past which throng an old man's days had
-never pushed their faces up to his so seldom as in the seventy
-hours elapsing before Sunday came. The spirit of the future, with
-the charm of the unknown, put up her lips instead. Old Jolyon was
-not restless now, and paid no visits to the log, because she was
-coming to lunch. There is wonderful finality about a meal; it
-removes a world of doubts, for no one misses meals except for
-reasons beyond control. He played many games with Holly on the
-lawn, pitching them up to her who was batting so as to be ready to
-bowl to Jolly in the holidays. For she was not a Forsyte, but
-Jolly was--and Forsytes always bat, until they have resigned and
-reached the age of eighty-five. The dog Balthasar, in attendance,
-lay on the ball as often as he could, and the page-boy fielded,
-till his face was like the harvest moon. And because the time was
-getting shorter, each day was longer and more golden than the last.
-On Friday night he took a liver pill, his side hurt him rather, and
-though it was not the liver side, there is no remedy like that.
-Anyone telling him that he had found a new excitement in life and
-that excitement was not good for him, would have been met by one of
-those steady and rather defiant looks of his deep-set iron-grey
-eyes, which seemed to say: 'I know my own business best.' He
-always had and always would.
-
-On Sunday morning, when Holly had gone with her governess to
-church, he visited the strawberry beds. There, accompanied by the
-dog Balthasar, he examined the plants narrowly and succeeded in
-finding at least two dozen berries which were really ripe.
-Stooping was not good for him, and he became very dizzy and red in
-the forehead. Having placed the strawberries in a dish on the
-dining-table, he washed his hands and bathed his forehead with eau
-de Cologne. There, before the mirror, it occurred to him that he
-was thinner. What a 'threadpaper' he had been when he was young!
-It was nice to be slim--he could not bear a fat chap; and yet
-perhaps his cheeks were too thin! She was to arrive by train at
-half-past twelve and walk up, entering from the road past Drage's
-farm at the far end of the coppice. And, having looked into June's
-room to see that there was hot water ready, he set forth to meet
-her, leisurely, for his heart was beating. The air smelled sweet,
-larks sang, and the Grand Stand at Epsom was visible. A perfect
-day! On just such a one, no doubt, six years ago, Soames had
-brought young Bosinney down with him to look at the site before
-they began to build. It was Bosinney who had pitched on the exact
-spot for the house--as June had often told him. In these days he
-was thinking much about that young fellow, as if his spirit were
-really haunting the field of his last work, on the chance of
-seeing--her. Bosinney--the one man who had possessed her heart, to
-whom she had given her whole self with rapture! At his age one
-could not, of course, imagine such things, but there stirred in him
-a queer vague aching--as it were the ghost of an impersonal
-jealousy; and a feeling, too, more generous, of pity for that love
-so early lost. All over in a few poor months! Well, well! He
-looked at his watch before entering the coppice--only a quarter
-past, twenty-five minutes to wait! And then, turning the corner of
-the path, he saw her exactly where he had seen her the first time,
-on the log; and realised that she must have come by the earlier
-train to sit there alone for a couple of hours at least. Two hours
-of her society missed! What memory could make that log so dear to
-her? His face showed what he was thinking, for she said at once:
-
-"Forgive me, Uncle Jolyon; it was here that I first knew."
-
-"Yes, yes; there it is for you whenever you like. You're looking a
-little Londony; you're giving too many lessons."
-
-That she should have to give lessons worried him. Lessons to a
-parcel of young girls thumping out scales with their thick fingers.
-
-"Where do you go to give them?" he asked.
-
-"They're mostly Jewish families, luckily."
-
-Old Jolyon stared; to all Forsytes Jews seem strange and doubtful.
-
-"They love music, and they're very kind."
-
-"They had better be, by George!" He took her arm--his side always
-hurt him a little going uphill--and said:
-
-"Did you ever see anything like those buttercups? They came like
-that in a night."
-
-Her eyes seemed really to fly over the field, like bees after the
-flowers and the honey. "I wanted you to see them--wouldn't let
-them turn the cows in yet." Then, remembering that she had come to
-talk about Bosinney, he pointed to the clock-tower over the
-stables:
-
-"I expect he wouldn't have let me put that there--had no notion of
-time, if I remember."
-
-But, pressing his arm to her, she talked of flowers instead, and he
-knew it was done that he might not feel she came because of her
-dead lover.
-
-"The best flower I can show you," he said, with a sort of triumph,
-"is my little sweet. She'll be back from Church directly. There's
-something about her which reminds me a little of you," and it did
-not seem to him peculiar that he had put it thus, instead of
-saying: "There's something about you which reminds me a little of
-her." Ah! And here she was!
-
-Holly, followed closely by her elderly French governess, whose
-digestion had been ruined twenty-two years ago in the siege of
-Strasbourg, came rushing towards them from under the oak tree. She
-stopped about a dozen yards away, to pat Balthasar and pretend that
-this was all she had in her mind. Old Jolyon, who knew better,
-said:
-
-"Well, my darling, here's the lady in grey I promised you."
-
-Holly raised herself and looked up. He watched the two of them
-with a twinkle, Irene smiling, Holly beginning with grave inquiry,
-passing into a shy smile too, and then to something deeper. She
-had a sense of beauty, that child--knew what was what! He enjoyed
-the sight of the kiss between them.
-
-"Mrs. Heron, Mam'zelle Beauce. Well, Mam'zelle--good sermon?"
-
-For, now that he had not much more time before him, the only part
-of the service connected with this world absorbed what interest in
-church remained to him. Mam'zelle Beauce stretched out a spidery
-hand clad in a black kid glove--she had been in the best families--
-and the rather sad eyes of her lean yellowish face seemed to ask:
-"Are you well-brrred?" Whenever Holly or Jolly did anything
-unpleasing to her--a not uncommon occurrence--she would say to them:
-"The little Tayleurs never did that--they were such well-brrred
-little children." Jolly hated the little Tayleurs; Holly wondered
-dreadfully how it was she fell so short of them. 'A thin rum
-little soul,' old Jolyon thought her--Mam'zelle Beauce.
-
-Luncheon was a successful meal, the mushrooms which he himself had
-picked in the mushroom house, his chosen strawberries, and another
-bottle of the Steinberg cabinet filled him with a certain aromatic
-spirituality, and a conviction that he would have a touch of eczema
-to-morrow.
-
-After lunch they sat under the oak tree drinking Turkish coffee.
-It was no matter of grief to him when Mademoiselle Beauce withdrew
-to write her Sunday letter to her sister, whose future had been
-endangered in the past by swallowing a pin--an event held up daily
-in warning to the children to eat slowly and digest what they had
-eaten. At the foot of the bank, on a carriage rug, Holly and the
-dog Balthasar teased and loved each other, and in the shade old
-Jolyon with his legs crossed and his cigar luxuriously savoured,
-gazed at Irene sitting in the swing. A light, vaguely swaying,
-grey figure with a fleck of sunlight here and there upon it, lips
-just opened, eyes dark and soft under lids a little drooped. She
-looked content; surely it did her good to come and see him! The
-selfishness of age had not set its proper grip on him, for he could
-still feel pleasure in the pleasure of others, realising that what
-he wanted, though much, was not quite all that mattered.
-
-"It's quiet here," he said; "you mustn't come down if you find it
-dull. But it's a pleasure to see you. My little sweet is the
-only face which gives me any pleasure, except yours."
-
-From her smile he knew that she was not beyond liking to be
-appreciated, and this reassured him. "That's not humbug," he said.
-"I never told a woman I admired her when I didn't. In fact I
-don't know when I've told a woman I admired her, except my wife in
-the old days; and wives are funny." He was silent, but resumed
-abruptly:
-
-"She used to expect me to say it more often than I felt it, and
-there we were." Her face looked mysteriously troubled, and,
-afraid that he had said something painful, he hurried on: "When my
-little sweet marries, I hope she'll find someone who knows what
-women feel. I shan't be here to see it, but there's too much
-topsy-turvydom in marriage; I don't want her to pitch up against
-that." And, aware that he had made bad worse, he added: "That dog
-will scratch."
-
-A silence followed. Of what was she thinking, this pretty creature
-whose life was spoiled; who had done with love, and yet was made
-for love? Some day when he was gone, perhaps, she would find
-another mate--not so disorderly as that young fellow who had got
-himself run over. Ah! but her husband?
-
-"Does Soames never trouble you?" he asked.
-
-She shook her head. Her face had closed up suddenly. For all her
-softness there was something irreconcilable about her. And a
-glimpse of light on the inexorable nature of sex antipathies
-strayed into a brain which, belonging to early Victorian civil-
-isation--so much older than this of his old age--had never thought
-about such primitive things.
-
-"That's a comfort," he said. "You can see the Grand Stand to-day.
-Shall we take a turn round?"
-
-Through the flower and fruit garden, against whose high outer walls
-peach trees and nectarines were trained to the sun, through the
-stables, the vinery, the mushroom house, the asparagus beds, the
-rosery, the summer-house, he conducted her--even into the kitchen
-garden to see the tiny green peas which Holly loved to scoop out of
-their pods with her finger, and lick up from the palm of her little
-brown hand. Many delightful things he showed her, while Holly and
-the dog Balthasar danced ahead, or came to them at intervals for
-attention. It was one of the happiest afternoons he had ever
-spent, but it tired him and he was glad to sit down in the music
-room and let her give him tea. A special little friend of Holly's
-had come in--a fair child with short hair like a boy's. And the
-two sported in the distance, under the stairs, on the stairs, and
-up in the gallery. Old Jolyon begged for Chopin. She played
-studies, mazurkas, waltzes, till the two children, creeping near,
-stood at the foot of the piano their dark and golden heads bent
-forward, listening. Old Jolyon watched.
-
-"Let's see you dance, you two!"
-
-Shyly, with a false start, they began. Bobbing and circling,
-earnest, not very adroit, they went past and past his chair to the
-strains of that waltz. He watched them and the face of her who was
-playing turned smiling towards those little dancers thinking:
-
-'Sweetest picture I've seen for ages.'
-
-A voice said:
-
-"Hollee! Mais enfin--qu'est-ce que tu fais la--danser, le dimanche!
-Viens, donc!"
-
-But the children came close to old Jolyon, knowing that he would
-save them, and gazed into a face which was decidedly 'caught out.'
-
-"Better the day, better the deed, Mam'zelle. It's all my doing.
-Trot along, chicks, and have your tea."
-
-And, when they were gone, followed by the dog Balthasar, who took
-every meal, he looked at Irene with a twinkle and said:
-
-"Well, there we are! Aren't they sweet? Have you any little ones
-among your pupils?"
-
-"Yes, three--two of them darlings."
-
-"Pretty?"
-
-"Lovely!"
-
-Old Jolyon sighed; he had an insatiable appetite for the very
-young. "My little sweet," he said, "is devoted to music; she'll be
-a musician some day. You wouldn't give me your opinion of her
-playing, I suppose?"
-
-"Of course I will."
-
-"You wouldn't like--" but he stifled the words "to give her
-lessons." The idea that she gave lessons was unpleasant to him;
-yet it would mean that he would see her regularly. She left the
-piano and came over to his chair.
-
-"I would like, very much; but there is--June. When are they coming
-back?"
-
-Old Jolyon frowned. "Not till the middle of next month. What does
-that matter?"
-
-"You said June had forgiven me; but she could never forget, Uncle
-Jolyon."
-
-Forget! She must forget, if he wanted her to.
-
-But as if answering, Irene shook her head. "You know she couldn't;
-one doesn't forget."
-
-Always that wretched past! And he said with a sort of vexed
-finality:
-
-"Well, we shall see."
-
-He talked to her an hour or more, of the children, and a hundred
-little things, till the carriage came round to take her home. And
-when she had gone he went back to his chair, and sat there
-smoothing his face and chin, dreaming over the day.
-
-That evening after dinner he went to his study and took a sheet of
-paper. He stayed for some minutes without writing, then rose and
-stood under the masterpiece 'Dutch Fishing Boats at Sunset.' He
-was not thinking of that picture, but of his life. He was going to
-leave her something in his Will; nothing could so have stirred the
-stilly deeps of thought and memory. He was going to leave her a
-portion of his wealth, of his aspirations, deeds, qualities, work--
-all that had made that wealth; going to leave her, too, a part of
-all he had missed in life, by his sane and steady pursuit of
-wealth. All! What had he missed? 'Dutch Fishing Boats' responded
-blankly; he crossed to the French window, and drawing the curtain
-aside, opened it. A wind had got up, and one of last year's oak
-leaves which had somehow survived the gardener's brooms, was
-dragging itself with a tiny clicking rustle along the stone terrace
-in the twilight. Except for that it was very quiet out there, and
-he could smell the heliotrope watered not long since. A bat went
-by. A bird uttered its last 'cheep.' And right above the oak tree
-the first star shone. Faust in the opera had bartered his soul for
-some fresh years of youth. Morbid notion! No such bargain was
-possible, that was real tragedy! No making oneself new again for
-love or life or anything. Nothing left to do but enjoy beauty from
-afar off while you could, and leave it something in your Will. But
-how much? And, as if he could not make that calculation looking out
-into the mild freedom of the country night, he turned back and went
-up to the chimney-piece. There were his pet bronzes--a Cleopatra
-with the asp at her breast; a Socrates; a greyhound playing with
-her puppy; a strong man reining in some horses. 'They last!' he
-thought, and a pang went through his heart. They had a thousand
-years of life before them!
-
-'How much?' Well! enough at all events to save her getting old
-before her time, to keep the lines out of her face as long as
-possible, and grey from soiling that bright hair. He might live
-another five years. She would be well over thirty by then. 'How
-much?' She had none of his blood in her! In loyalty to the tenor
-of his life for forty years and more, ever since he married and
-founded that mysterious thing, a family, came this warning thought-
--None of his blood, no right to anything! It was a luxury then,
-this notion. An extravagance, a petting of an old man's whim, one
-of those things done in dotage. His real future was vested in
-those who had his blood, in whom he would live on when he was gone.
-He turned away from the bronzes and stood looking at the old
-leather chair in which he had sat and smoked so many hundreds of
-cigars. And suddenly he seemed to see her sitting there in her
-grey dress, fragrant, soft, dark-eyed, graceful, looking up at him.
-Why! She cared nothing for him, really; all she cared for was that
-lost lover of hers. But she was there, whether she would or no,
-giving him pleasure with her beauty and grace. One had no right to
-inflict an old man's company, no right to ask her down to play to
-him and let him look at her--for no reward! Pleasure must be paid
-for in this world. 'How much?' After all, there was plenty; his
-son and his three grandchildren would never miss that little lump.
-He had made it himself, nearly every penny; he could leave it where
-he liked, allow himself this little pleasure. He went back to the
-bureau. 'Well, I'm going to,' he thought, 'let them think what
-they like. I'm going to!' And he sat down.
-
-'How much?' Ten thousand, twenty thousand--how much? If only with
-his money he could buy one year, one month of youth. And startled
-by that thought, he wrote quickly:
-
-
-'DEAR HERRING,--Draw me a codicil to this effect: "I leave to my
-niece Irene Forsyte, born Irene Heron, by which name she now goes,
-fifteen thousand pounds free of legacy duty."
-'Yours faithfully,
-'JOLYON FORSYTE.'
-
-
-When he had sealed and stamped the envelope, he went back to the
-window and drew in a long breath. It was dark, but many stars
-shone now.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-
-He woke at half-past two, an hour which long experience had taught
-him brings panic intensity to all awkward thoughts. Experience had
-also taught him that a further waking at the proper hour of eight
-showed the folly of such panic. On this particular morning the
-thought which gathered rapid momentum was that if he became ill, at
-his age not improbable, he would not see her. From this it was but
-a step to realisation that he would be cut off, too, when his son
-and June returned from Spain. How could he justify desire for the
-company of one who had stolen--early morning does not mince words--
-June's lover? That lover was dead; but June was a stubborn little
-thing; warm-hearted, but stubborn as wood, and--quite true--not one
-who forgot! By the middle of next month they would be back. He
-had barely five weeks left to enjoy the new interest which had come
-into what remained of his life. Darkness showed up to him absurdly
-clear the nature of his feeling. Admiration for beauty--a craving
-to see that which delighted his eyes.
-
-Preposterous, at his age! And yet--what other reason was there for
-asking June to undergo such painful reminder, and how prevent his
-son and his son's wife from thinking him very queer? He would be
-reduced to sneaking up to London, which tired him; and the least
-indisposition would cut him off even from that. He lay with eyes
-open, setting his jaw against the prospect, and calling himself an
-old fool, while his heart beat loudly, and then seemed to stop
-beating altogether. He had seen the dawn lighting the window
-chinks, heard the birds chirp and twitter, and the cocks crow,
-before he fell asleep again, and awoke tired but sane. Five weeks
-before he need bother, at his age an eternity! But that early
-morning panic had left its mark, had slightly fevered the will of
-one who had always had his own way. He would see her as often as
-he wished! Why not go up to town and make that codicil at his
-solicitor's instead of writing about it; she might like to go to
-the opera! But, by train, for he would not have that fat chap
-Beacon grinning behind his back. Servants were such fools; and, as
-likely as not, they had known all the past history of Irene and
-young Bosinney--servants knew everything, and suspected the rest.
-He wrote to her that morning:
-
-
-"MY DEAR IRENE,--I have to be up in town to-morrow. If you
-would like to have a look in at the opera, come and dine
-with me quietly ...."
-
-But where? It was decades since he had dined anywhere in London
-save at his Club or at a private house. Ah! that new-fangled place
-close to Covent Garden....
-
-"Let me have a line to-morrow morning to the Piedmont Hotel whether
-to expect you there at 7 o'clock."
-"Yours affectionately,
-"JOLYON FORSYTE."
-
-
-She would understand that he just wanted to give her a little
-pleasure; for the idea that she should guess he had this itch to
-see her was instinctively unpleasant to him; it was not seemly that
-one so old should go out of his way to see beauty, especially in a
-woman.
-
-The journey next day, short though it was, and the visit to his
-lawyer's, tired him. It was hot too, and after dressing for dinner
-he lay down on the sofa in his bedroom to rest a little. He must
-have had a sort of fainting fit, for he came to himself feeling
-very queer; and with some difficulty rose and rang the bell. Why!
-it was past seven! And there he was and she would be waiting. But
-suddenly the dizziness came on again, and he was obliged to relapse
-on the sofa. He heard the maid's voice say:
-
-"Did you ring, sir?"
-
-"Yes, come here"; he could not see her clearly, for the cloud in
-front of his eyes. "I'm not well, I want some sal volatile."
-
-"Yes, sir." Her voice sounded frightened.
-
-Old Jolyon made an effort.
-
-"Don't go. Take this message to my niece--a lady waiting in the
-hall--a lady in grey. Say Mr. Forsyte is not well--the heat. He
-is very sorry; if he is not down directly, she is not to wait
-dinner."
-
-When she was gone, he thought feebly: 'Why did I say a lady in
-grey--she may be in anything. Sal volatile!' He did not go off
-again, yet was not conscious of how Irene came to be standing
-beside him, holding smelling salts to his nose, and pushing a
-pillow up behind his head. He heard her say anxiously: "Dear Uncle
-Jolyon, what is it?" was dimly conscious of the soft pressure of
-her lips on his hand; then drew a long breath of smelling salts,
-suddenly discovered strength in them, and sneezed.
-
-"Ha!" he said, "it's nothing. How did you get here? Go down and
-dine--the tickets are on the dressing-table. I shall be all right
-in a minute."
-
-He felt her cool hand on his forehead, smelled violets, and sat
-divided between a sort of pleasure and a determination to be all
-right.
-
-"Why! You are in grey!" he said. "Help me up." Once on his feet
-he gave himself a shake.
-
-"What business had I to go off like that!" And he moved very
-slowly to the glass. What a cadaverous chap! Her voice, behind
-him, murmured:
-
-"You mustn't come down, Uncle; you must rest."
-
-"Fiddlesticks! A glass of champagne'll soon set me to rights. I
-can't have you missing the opera."
-
-But the journey down the corridor was troublesome. What carpets
-they had in these newfangled places, so thick that you tripped up
-in them at every step! In the lift he noticed how concerned she
-looked, and said with the ghost of a twinkle:
-
-"I'm a pretty host."
-
-When the lift stopped he had to hold firmly to the seat to prevent
-its slipping under him; but after soup and a glass of champagne he
-felt much better, and began to enjoy an infirmity which had brought
-such solicitude into her manner towards him.
-
-"I should have liked you for a daughter," he said suddenly; and
-watching the smile in her eyes, went on:
-
-"You mustn't get wrapped up in the past at your time of life;
-plenty of that when you get to my age. That's a nice dress--I like
-the style."
-
-"I made it myself."
-
-Ah! A woman who could make herself a pretty frock had not lost her
-interest in life.
-
-"Make hay while the sun shines," he said; "and drink that up. I
-want to see some colour in your cheeks. We mustn't waste life; it
-doesn't do. There's a new Marguerite to-night; let's hope she
-won't be fat. And Mephisto--anything more dreadful than a fat chap
-playing the Devil I can't imagine."
-
-But they did not go to the opera after all, for in getting up from
-dinner the dizziness came over him again, and she insisted on his
-staying quiet and going to bed early. When he parted from her at
-the door of the hotel, having paid the cabman to drive her to
-Chelsea, he sat down again for a moment to enjoy the memory of her
-words: "You are such a darling to me, Uncle Jolyon!" Why! Who
-wouldn't be! He would have liked to stay up another day and take
-her to the Zoo, but two days running of him would bore her to
-death. No, he must wait till next Sunday; she had promised to come
-then. They would settle those lessons for Holly, if only for a
-month. It would be something. That little Mam'zelle Beauce
-wouldn't like it, but she would have to lump it. And crushing his
-old opera hat against his chest he sought the lift.
-
-He drove to Waterloo next morning, struggling with a desire to say:
-'Drive me to Chelsea.' But his sense of proportion was too strong.
-Besides, he still felt shaky, and did not want to risk another
-aberration like that of last night, away from home. Holly, too,
-was expecting him, and what he had in his bag for her. Not that
-there was any cupboard love in his little sweet--she was a bundle
-of affection. Then, with the rather bitter cynicism of the old, he
-wondered for a second whether it was not cupboard love which made
-Irene put up with him. No, she was not that sort either. She had,
-if anything, too little notion of how to butter her bread, no sense
-of property, poor thing! Besides, he had not breathed a word about
-that codicil, nor should he--sufficient unto the day was the good
-thereof.
-
-In the victoria which met him at the station Holly was restraining
-the dog Balthasar, and their caresses made 'jubey' his drive home.
-All the rest of that fine hot day and most of the next he was
-content and peaceful, reposing in the shade, while the long
-lingering sunshine showered gold on the lawns and the flowers. But
-on Thursday evening at his lonely dinner he began to count the
-hours; sixty-five till he would go down to meet her again in the
-little coppice, and walk up through the fields at her side. He had
-intended to consult the doctor about his fainting fit, but the
-fellow would be sure to insist on quiet, no excitement and all
-that; and he did not mean to be tied by the leg, did not want to be
-told of an infirmity--if there were one, could not afford to hear
-of it at his time of life, now that this new interest had come.
-And he carefully avoided making any mention of it in a letter to
-his son. It would only bring them back with a run! How far this
-silence was due to consideration for their pleasure, how far to
-regard for his own, he did not pause to consider.
-
-That night in his study he had just finished his cigar and was
-dozing off, when he heard the rustle of a gown, and was conscious
-of a scent of violets. Opening his eyes he saw her, dressed in
-grey, standing by the fireplace, holding out her arms. The odd
-thing was that, though those arms seemed to hold nothing, they were
-curved as if round someone's neck, and her own neck was bent back,
-her lips open, her eyes closed. She vanished at once, and there
-were the mantelpiece and his bronzes. But those bronzes and the
-mantelpiece had not been there when she was, only the fireplace and
-the wall! Shaken and troubled, he got up. 'I must take medicine,'
-he thought; 'I can't be well.' His heart beat too fast, he had an
-asthmatic feeling in the chest; and going to the window, he opened
-it to get some air. A dog was barking far away, one of the dogs at
-Gage's farm no doubt, beyond the coppice. A beautiful still night,
-but dark. 'I dropped off,' he mused, 'that's it! And yet I'll
-swear my eyes were open!' A sound like a sigh seemed to answer.
-
-"What's that?" he said sharply, "who's there?"
-
-Putting his hand to his side to still the beating of his heart, he
-stepped out on the terrace. Something soft scurried by in the
-dark. "Shoo!" It was that great grey cat. 'Young Bosinney was
-like a great cat!' he thought. 'It was him in there, that she--
-that she was--He's got her still!' He walked to the edge of the
-terrace, and looked down into the darkness; he could just see the
-powdering of the daisies on the unmown lawn. Here to-day and gone
-to-morrow! And there came the moon, who saw all, young and old,
-alive and dead, and didn't care a dump! His own turn soon. For a
-single day of youth he would give what was left! And he turned
-again towards the house. He could see the windows of the night
-nursery up there. His little sweet would be asleep. 'Hope that
-dog won't wake her!' he thought. 'What is it makes us love, and
-makes us die! I must go to bed.'
-
-And across the terrace stones, growing grey in the moonlight, he
-passed back within.
-
-How should an old man live his days if not in dreaming of his
-well-spent past? In that, at all events, there is no agitating
-warmth, only pale winter sunshine. The shell can withstand the
-gentle beating of the dynamos of memory. The present he should
-distrust; the future shun. From beneath thick shade he should
-watch the sunlight creeping at his toes. If there be sun of
-summer, let him not go out into it, mistaking it for the
-Indian-summer sun! Thus peradventure he shall decline softly,
-slowly, imperceptibly, until impatient Nature clutches his
-wind-pipe and he gasps away to death some early morning before the
-world is aired, and they put on his tombstone: 'In the fulness of
-years!' yea! If he preserve his principles in perfect order, a
-Forsyte may live on long after he is dead.
-
-Old Jolyon was conscious of all this, and yet there was in him that
-which transcended Forsyteism. For it is written that a Forsyte
-shall not love beauty more than reason; nor his own way more than
-his own health. And something beat within him in these days that
-with each throb fretted at the thinning shell. His sagacity knew
-this, but it knew too that he could not stop that beating, nor
-would if he could. And yet, if you had told him he was living on
-his capital, he would have stared you down. No, no; a man did not
-live on his capital; it was not done! The shibboleths of the past
-are ever more real than the actualities of the present. And he, to
-whom living on one's capital had always been anathema, could not
-have borne to have applied so gross a phrase to his own case.
-Pleasure is healthful; beauty good to see; to live again in the
-youth of the young--and what else on earth was he doing!
-
-Methodically, as had been the way of his whole life, he now
-arranged his time. On Tuesdays he journeyed up to town by train;
-Irene came and dined with him. And they went to the opera. On
-Thursdays he drove to town, and, putting that fat chap and his
-horses up, met her in Kensington Gardens, picking up the carriage
-after he had left her, and driving home again in time for dinner.
-He threw out the casual formula that he had business in London on
-those two days. On Wednesdays and Saturdays she came down to give
-Holly music lessons. The greater the pleasure he took in her
-society, the more scrupulously fastidious he became, just a matter-
-of-fact and friendly uncle. Not even in feeling, really, was he
-more--for, after all, there was his age. And yet, if she were late
-he fidgeted himself to death. If she missed coming, which happened
-twice, his eyes grew sad as an old dog's, and he failed to sleep.
-
-And so a month went by--a month of summer in the fields, and in his
-heart, with summer's heat and the fatigue thereof. Who could have
-believed a few weeks back that he would have looked forward to his
-son's and his grand-daughter's return with something like dread!
-There was such a delicious freedom, such recovery of that
-independence a man enjoys before he founds a family, about these
-weeks of lovely weather, and this new companionship with one who
-demanded nothing, and remained always a little unknown, retaining
-the fascination of mystery. It was like a draught of wine to him
-who has been drinking water for so long that he has almost
-forgotten the stir wine brings to his blood, the narcotic to his
-brain. The flowers were coloured brighter, scents and music and
-the sunlight had a living value--were no longer mere reminders of
-past enjoyment. There was something now to live for which stirred
-him continually to anticipation. He lived in that, not in
-retrospection; the difference is considerable to any so old as he.
-The pleasures of the table, never of much consequence to one
-naturally abstemious, had lost all value. He ate little, without
-knowing what he ate; and every day grew thinner and more worn to
-look at. He was again a 'threadpaper'; and to this thinned form
-his massive forehead, with hollows at the temples, gave more
-dignity than ever. He was very well aware that he ought to see the
-doctor, but liberty was too sweet. He could not afford to pet his
-frequent shortness of breath and the pain in his side at the
-expense of liberty. Return to the vegetable existence he had led
-among the agricultural journals with the life-size mangold wurzels,
-before this new attraction came into his life--no! He exceeded his
-allowance of cigars. Two a day had always been his rule. Now he
-smoked three and sometimes four--a man will when he is filled with
-the creative spirit. But very often he thought: 'I must give up
-smoking, and coffee; I must give up rattling up to town.' But he
-did not; there was no one in any sort of authority to notice him,
-and this was a priceless boon.
-
-The servants perhaps wondered, but they were, naturally, dumb.
-Mam'zelle Beauce was too concerned with her own digestion, and too
-'wellbrrred' to make personal allusions. Holly had not as yet an
-eye for the relative appearance of him who was her plaything and
-her god. It was left for Irene herself to beg him to eat more, to
-rest in the hot part of the day, to take a tonic, and so forth.
-But she did not tell him that she was the a cause of his thinness--
-for one cannot see the havoc oneself is working. A man of eighty-
-five has no passions, but the Beauty which produces passion works
-on in the old way, till death closes the eyes which crave the sight
-of Her.
-
-On the first day of the second week in July he received a letter
-from his son in Paris to say that they would all be back on Friday.
-This had always been more sure than Fate; but, with the pathetic
-improvidence given to the old, that they may endure to the end, he
-had never quite admitted it. Now he did, and something would have
-to be done. He had ceased to be able to imagine life without this
-new interest, but that which is not imagined sometimes exists, as
-Forsytes are perpetually finding to their cost. He sat in his old
-leather chair, doubling up the letter, and mumbling with his lips
-the end of an unlighted cigar. After to-morrow his Tuesday
-expeditions to town would have to be abandoned. He could still
-drive up, perhaps, once a week, on the pretext of seeing his man of
-business. But even that would be dependent on his health, for now
-they would begin to fuss about him. The lessons! The lessons must
-go on! She must swallow down her scruples, and June must put her
-feelings in her pocket. She had done so once, on the day after the
-news of Bosinney's death; what she had done then, she could surely
-do again now. Four years since that injury was inflicted on her--
-not Christian to keep the memory of old sores alive. June's will
-was strong, but his was stronger, for his sands were running out.
-Irene was soft, surely she would do this for him, subdue her
-natural shrinking, sooner than give him pain! The lessons must
-continue; for if they did, he was secure. And lighting his cigar
-at last, he began trying to shape out how to put it to them all,
-and explain this strange intimacy; how to veil and wrap it away
-from the naked truth--that he could not bear to be deprived of the
-sight of beauty. Ah! Holly! Holly was fond of her, Holly liked
-her lessons. She would save him--his little sweet! And with that
-happy thought he became serene, and wondered what he had been
-worrying about so fearfully. He must not worry, it left him always
-curiously weak, and as if but half present in his own body.
-
-That evening after dinner he had a return of the dizziness, though
-he did not faint. He would not ring the bell, because he knew it
-would mean a fuss, and make his going up on the morrow more
-conspicuous. When one grew old, the whole world was in conspiracy
-to limit freedom, and for what reason?--just to keep the breath in
-him a little longer. He did not want it at such cost. Only the
-dog Balthasar saw his lonely recovery from that weakness; anxiously
-watched his master go to the sideboard and drink some brandy,
-instead of giving him a biscuit. When at last old Jolyon felt able
-to tackle the stairs he went up to bed. And, though still shaky
-next morning, the thought of the evening sustained and strengthened
-him. It was always such a pleasure to give her a good dinner--he
-suspected her of undereating when she was alone; and, at the opera
-to watch her eyes glow and brighten, the unconscious smiling of her
-lips. She hadn't much pleasure, and this was the last time he
-would be able to give her that treat. But when he was packing his
-bag he caught himself wishing that he had not the fatigue of
-dressing for dinner before him, and the exertion, too, of telling
-her about June's return.
-
-The opera that evening was 'Carmen,' and he chose the last
-entr'acte to break the news, instinctively putting it off till the
-latest moment.
-
-She took it quietly, queerly; in fact, he did not know how she had
-taken it before the wayward music lifted up again and silence
-became necessary. The mask was down over her face, that mask
-behind which so much went on that he could not see. She wanted
-time to think it over, no doubt! He would not press her, for she
-would be coming to give her lesson to-morrow afternoon, and he
-should see her then when she had got used to the idea. In the cab
-he talked only of the Carmen; he had seen better in the old days,
-but this one was not bad at all. When he took her hand to say
-good-night, she bent quickly forward and kissed his forehead.
-
-"Good-bye, dear Uncle Jolyon, you have been so sweet to me."
-
-"To-morrow then," he said. "Good-night. Sleep well." She echoed
-softly: "Sleep welll" and from the cab window, already moving away,
-he saw her face screwed round towards him, and her hand put out in
-a gesture which seemed to linger.
-
-He sought his room slowly. They never gave him the same, and he
-could not get used to these 'spick-and-spandy' bedrooms with new
-furniture and grey-green carpets sprinkled all over with pink
-roses. He was wakeful and that wretched Habanera kept throbbing in
-his head.
-
-His French had never been equal to its words, but its sense he
-knew, if it had any sense, a gipsy thing--wild and unaccountable.
-Well, there was in life something which upset all your care and
-plans--something which made men and women dance to its pipes. And
-he lay staring from deep-sunk eyes into the darkness where the
-unaccountable held sway. You thought you had hold of life, but it
-slipped away behind you, took you by the scruff of the neck, forced
-you here and forced you there, and then, likely as not, squeezed
-life out of you! It took the very stars like that, he shouldn't
-wonder, rubbed their noses together and flung them apart; it had
-never done playing its pranks. Five million people in this great
-blunderbuss of a town, and all of them at the mercy of that Life-
-Force, like a lot of little dried peas hopping about on a board
-when you struck your fist on it. Ah, well! Himself would not hop
-much longer--a good long sleep would do him good!
-
-How hot it was up here!--how noisy! His forehead burned; she had
-kissed it just where he always worried; just there--as if she had
-known the very place and wanted to kiss it all away for him. But,
-instead, her lips left a patch of grievous uneasiness. She had
-never spoken in quite that voice, had never before made that
-lingering gesture or looked back at him as she drove away.
-
-He got out of bed and pulled the curtains aside; his room faced
-down over the river. There was little air, but the sight of that
-breadth of water flowing by, calm, eternal, soothed him. 'The
-great thing,' he thought 'is not to make myself a nuisance. I'll
-think of my little sweet, and go to sleep.' But it was long before
-the heat and throbbing of the London night died out into the short
-slumber of the summer morning. And old Jolyon had but forty winks.
-
-When he reached home next day he went out to the flower garden, and
-with the help of Holly, who was very delicate with flowers,
-gathered a great bunch of carnations. They were, he told her, for
-'the lady in grey'--a name still bandied between them; and he put
-them in a bowl in his study where he meant to tackle Irene the
-moment she came, on the subject of June and future lessons. Their
-fragrance and colour would help. After lunch he lay down, for he
-felt very tired, and the carriage would not bring her from the
-station till four o'clock. But as the hour approached he grew
-restless, and sought the schoolroom, which overlooked the drive.
-The sun-blinds were down, and Holly was there with Mademoiselle
-Beauce, sheltered from the heat of a stifling July day, attending
-to their silkworms. Old Jolyon had a natural antipathy to these
-methodical creatures, whose heads and colour reminded him of
-elephants; who nibbled such quantities of holes in nice green
-leaves; and smelled, as he thought, horrid. He sat down on a
-chintz-covered windowseat whence he could see the drive, and get
-what air there was; and the dog Balthasar who appreciated chintz on
-hot days, jumped up beside him. Over the cottage piano a violet
-dust-sheet, faded almost to grey, was spread, and on it the first
-lavender, whose scent filled the room. In spite of the coolness
-here, perhaps because of that coolness the beat of life vehemently
-impressed his ebbed-down senses. Each sunbeam which came through
-the chinks had annoying brilliance; that dog smelled very strong;
-the lavender perfume was overpowering; those silkworms heaving up
-their grey-green backs seemed horribly alive; and Holly's dark head
-bent over them had a wonderfully silky sheen. A marvellous cruelly
-strong thing was life when you were old and weak; it seemed to mock
-you with its multitude of forms and its beating vitality. He had
-never, till those last few weeks, had this curious feeling of being
-with one half of him eagerly borne along in the stream of life, and
-with the other half left on the bank, watching that helpless
-progress. Only when Irene was with him did he lose this double
-consciousness.
-
-Holly turned her head, pointed with her little brown fist to the
-piano--for to point with a finger was not 'well-brrred'--and said
-slyly:
-
-"Look at the 'lady in grey,' Gran; isn't she pretty to-day?"
-
-Old Jolyon's heart gave a flutter, and for a second the room was
-clouded; then it cleared, and he said with a twinkle:
-
-"Who's been dressing her up?"
-
-"Mam'zelle."
-
-"Hollee! Don't be foolish!"
-
-That prim little Frenchwoman! She hadn't yet got over the music
-lessons being taken away from her. That wouldn't help. His little
-sweet was the only friend they had. Well, they were her lessons.
-And he shouldn't budge shouldn't budge for anything. He stroked
-the warm wool on Balthasar's head, and heard Holly say: "When
-mother's home, there won't be any changes, will there? She doesn't
-like strangers, you know."
-
-The child's words seemed to bring the chilly atmosphere of
-opposition about old Jolyon, and disclose all the menace to his
-new-found freedom. Ah! He would have to resign himself to being an
-old man at the mercy of care and love, or fight to keep this new
-and prized companionship; and to fight tired him to death. But his
-thin, worn face hardened into resolution till it appeared all Jaw.
-This was his house, and his affair; he should not budge! He looked
-at his watch, old and thin like himself; he had owned it fifty
-years. Past four already! And kissing the top of Holly's head in
-passing, he went down to the hall. He wanted to get hold of her
-before she went up to give her lesson. At the first sound of
-wheels he stepped out into the porch, and saw at once that the
-victoria was empty.
-
-"The train's in, sir; but the lady 'asn't come."
-
-Old Jolyon gave him a sharp upward look, his eyes seemed to push
-away that fat chap's curiosity, and defy him to see the bitter
-disappointment he was feeling.
-
-"Very well," he said, and turned back into the house. He went to
-his study and sat down, quivering like a leaf. What did this mean?
-She might have lost her train, but he knew well enough she hadn't.
-'Good-bye, dear Uncle Jolyon.' Why 'Good-bye' and not 'Good-
-night'? And that hand of hers lingering in the air. And her kiss.
-What did it mean? Vehement alarm and irritation took possession of
-him. He got up and began to pace the Turkey carpet, between window
-and wall. She was going to give him up! He felt it for certain--
-and he defenceless. An old man wanting to look on beauty! It was
-ridiculous! Age closed his mouth, paralysed his power to fight.
-He had no right to what was warm and living, no right to anything
-but memories and sorrow. He could not plead with her; even an old
-man has his dignity. Defenceless! For an hour, lost to bodily
-fatigue, he paced up and down, past the bowl of carnations he had
-plucked, which mocked him with its scent. Of all things hard to
-bear, the prostration of will-power is hardest, for one who has
-always had his way. Nature had got him in its net, and like an
-unhappy fish he turned and swam at the meshes, here and there,
-found no hole, no breaking point. They brought him tea at five
-o'clock, and a letter. For a moment hope beat up in him. He cut
-the envelope with the butter knife, and read:
-
-
-"DEAREST UNCLE JOLYON,--I can't bear to write anything that may
-disappoint you, but I was too cowardly to tell you last night. I
-feel I can't come down and give Holly any more lessons, now that
-June is coming back. Some things go too deep to be forgotten. It
-has been such a joy to see you and Holly. Perhaps I shall still
-see you sometimes when you come up, though I'm sure it's not good
-for you; I can see you are tiring yourself too much. I believe you
-ought to rest quite quietly all this hot weather, and now you have
-your son and June coming back you will be so happy. Thank you a
-million times for all your sweetness to me.
-
-"Lovingly your IRENE."
-
-
-So, there it was! Not good for him to have pleasure and what he
-chiefly cared about; to try and put off feeling the inevitable end
-of all things, the approach of death with its stealthy, rustling
-footsteps. Not good for him! Not even she could see how she was
-his new lease of interest in life, the incarnation of all the
-beauty he felt slipping from him.
-
-His tea grew cold, his cigar remained unlit; and up and down he
-paced, torn between his dignity and his hold on life. Intolerable
-to be squeezed out slowly, without a say of your own, to live on
-when your will was in the hands of others bent on weighing you to
-the ground with care and love. Intolerable! He would see what
-telling her the truth would do--the truth that he wanted the sight
-of her more than just a lingering on. He sat down at his old
-bureau and took a pen. But he could not write. There was some-
-thing revolting in having to plead like this; plead that she should
-warm his eyes with her beauty. It was tantamount to confessing
-dotage. He simply could not. And instead, he wrote:
-
-
-"I had hoped that the memory of old sores would not be allowed to
-stand in the way of what is a pleasure and a profit to me and my
-little grand-daughter. But old men learn to forego their whims;
-they are obliged to, even the whim to live must be foregone sooner
-or later; and perhaps the sooner the better.
-"My love to you,
-"JOLYON FORSYTE."
-
-
-'Bitter,' he thought, 'but I can't help it. I'm tired.' He sealed
-and dropped it into the box for the evening post, and hearing it
-fall to the bottom, thought: 'There goes all I've looked forward
-to!'
-
-That evening after dinner which he scarcely touched, after his
-cigar which he left half-smoked for it made him feel faint, he went
-very slowly upstairs and stole into the night-nursery. He sat down
-on the window-seat. A night-light was burning, and he could just
-see Holly's face, with one hand underneath the cheek. An early
-cockchafer buzzed in the Japanese paper with which they had filled
-the grate, and one of the horses in the stable stamped restlessly.
-To sleep like that child! He pressed apart two rungs of the
-venetian blind and looked out. The moon was rising, blood-red. He
-had never seen so red a moon. The woods and fields out there were
-dropping to sleep too, in the last glimmer of the summer light.
-And beauty, like a spirit, walked. 'I've had a long life,' he
-thought, 'the best of nearly everything. I'm an ungrateful chap;
-I've seen a lot of beauty in my time. Poor young Bosinney said I
-had a sense of beauty. There's a man in the moon to-night!' A
-moth went by, another, another. 'Ladies in grey!' He closed his
-eyes. A feeling that he would never open them again beset him; he
-let it grow, let himself sink; then, with a shiver, dragged the
-lids up. There was something wrong with him, no doubt, deeply
-wrong; he would have to have the doctor after all. It didn't much
-matter now! Into that coppice the moon-light would have crept;
-there would be shadows, and those shadows would be the only things
-awake. No birds, beasts, flowers, insects; Just the shadows--
-moving; 'Ladies in grey!' Over that log they would climb; would
-whisper together. She and Bosinney! Funny thought! And the frogs
-and little things would whisper too! How the clock ticked, in
-here! It was all eerie--out there in the light of that red moon; in
-here with the little steady night-light and, the ticking clock and
-the nurse's dressing-gown hanging from the edge of the screen,
-tall, like a woman's figure. 'Lady in grey!' And a very odd
-thought beset him: Did she exist? Had she ever come at all? Or
-was she but the emanation of all the beauty he had loved and must
-leave so soon? The violet-grey spirit with the dark eyes and the
-crown of amber hair, who walks the dawn and the moonlight, and at
-blue-bell time? What was she, who was she, did she exist? He rose
-and stood a moment clutching the window-sill, to give him a sense
-of reality again; then began tiptoeing towards the door. He
-stopped at the foot of the bed; and Holly, as if conscious of his
-eyes fixed on her, stirred, sighed, and curled up closer in
-defence. He tiptoed on and passed out into the dark passage;
-reached his room, undressed at once, and stood before a mirror in
-his night-shirt. What a scarecrow--with temples fallen in, and
-thin legs! His eyes resisted his own image, and a look of pride
-came on his face. All was in league to pull him down, even his
-reflection in the glass, but he was not down--yet! He got into
-bed, and lay a long time without sleeping, trying to reach
-resignation, only too well aware that fretting and disappointment
-were very bad for him.
-
-He woke in the morning so unrefreshed and strengthless that he sent
-for the doctor. After sounding him, the fellow pulled a face as
-long as your arm, and ordered him to stay in bed and give up
-smoking. That was no hardship; there was nothing to get up for, and
-when he felt ill, tobacco always lost its savour. He spent the
-morning languidly with the sun-blinds down, turning and re-turning
-The Times, not reading much, the dog Balthasar lying beside his bed.
-With his lunch they brought him a telegram, running thus:
-
-'Your letter received coming down this afternoon will be with you
-at four-thirty. Irene.'
-
-
-Coming down! After all! Then she did exist--and he was not
-deserted. Coming down! A glow ran through his limbs; his cheeks
-and forehead felt hot. He drank his soup, and pushed the tray-
-table away, lying very quiet until they had removed lunch and left
-him alone; but every now and then his eyes twinkled. Coming down!
-His heart beat fast, and then did not seem to beat at all. At
-three o'clock he got up and dressed deliberately, noiselessly.
-Holly and Mam'zelle would be in the schoolroom, and the servants
-asleep after their dinner, he shouldn't wonder. He opened his door
-cautiously, and went downstairs. In the hall the dog Balthasar lay
-solitary, and, followed by him, old Jolyon passed into his study
-and out into the burning afternoon. He meant to go down and meet
-her in the coppice, but felt at once he could not manage that in
-this heat. He sat down instead under the oak tree by the swing,
-and the dog Balthasar, who also felt the heat, lay down beside him.
-He sat there smiling. What a revel of bright minutes! What a hum
-of insects, and cooing of pigeons! It was the quintessence of a
-summer day. Lovely! And he was happy--happy as a sand-boy, what-
-ever that might be. She was coming; she had not given him up! He
-had everything in life he wanted--except a little more breath, and
-less weight--just here! He would see her when she emerged from the
-fernery, come swaying just a little, a violet-grey figure passing
-over the daisies and dandelions and 'soldiers' on the lawn--the
-soldiers with their flowery crowns. He would not move, but she
-would come up to him and say: 'Dear Uncle Jolyon, I am sorry!' and
-sit in the swing and let him look at her and tell her that he had
-not been very well but was all right now; and that dog would lick
-her hand. That dog knew his master was fond of her; that dog was a
-good dog.
-
-It was quite shady under the tree; the sun could not get at him,
-only make the rest of the world bright so that he could see the
-Grand Stand at Epsom away out there, very far, and the cows crop-
-ping the clover in the field and swishing at the flies with their
-tails. He smelled the scent of limes, and lavender. Ah! that was
-why there was such a racket of bees. They were excited--busy, as
-his heart was busy and excited. Drowsy, too, drowsy and drugged on
-honey and happiness; as his heart was drugged and drowsy. Summer--
-summer--they seemed saying; great bees and little bees, and the
-flies too!
-
-The stable clock struck four; in half an hour she would be here.
-He would have just one tiny nap, because he had had so little sleep
-of late; and then he would be fresh for her, fresh for youth and
-beauty, coming towards him across the sunlit lawn--lady in grey!
-And settling back in his chair he closed his eyes. Some thistle-
-down came on what little air there was, and pitched on his
-moustache more white than itself. He did not know; but his
-breathing stirred it, caught there. A ray of sunlight struck
-through and lodged on his boot. A bumble-bee alighted and strolled
-on the crown of his Panama hat. And the delicious surge of slumber
-reached the brain beneath that hat, and the head swayed forward and
-rested on his breast. Summer--summer! So went the hum.
-
-The stable clock struck the quarter past. The dog Balthasar
-stretched and looked up at his master. The thistledown no longer
-moved. The dog placed his chin over the sunlit foot. It did not
-stir. The dog withdrew his chin quickly, rose, and leaped on old
-Jolyon's lap, looked in his face, whined; then, leaping down, sat
-on his haunches, gazing up. And suddenly he uttered a long, long
-howl.
-
-But the thistledown was still as death, and the face of his old
-master.
-
-Summer--summer--summer! The soundless footsteps on the grass!
-
-
-1917
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-IN CHANCERY
-
-Two households both alike in dignity,
-From ancient grudge, break into new mutiny.
-
---Romeo and Juliet
-
-
-
-TO JESSIE AND JOSEPH CONRAD
-
-
-
-
-
-PART 1
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-AT TIMOTHY'S
-
-
-The possessive instinct never stands still. Through florescence
-and feud, frosts and fires, it followed the laws of progression
-even in the Forsyte family which had believed it fixed for ever.
-Nor can it be dissociated from environment any more than the
-quality of potato from the soil.
-
-The historian of the English eighties and nineties will, in his
-good time, depict the somewhat rapid progression from self-
-contented and contained provincialism to still more self-contented
-if less contained imperialism--in other words, the 'possessive'
-instinct of the nation on the move. And so, as if in conformity,
-was it with the Forsyte family. They were spreading not merely on
-the surface, but within.
-
-When, in 1895, Susan Hayman, the married Forsyte sister, followed
-her husband at the ludicrously low age of seventy-four, and was
-cremated, it made strangely little stir among the six old Forsytes
-left. For this apathy there were three causes. First: the almost
-surreptitious burial of old Jolyon in 1892 down at Robin Hill--
-first of the Forsytes to desert the family grave at Highgate. That
-burial, coming a year after Swithin's entirely proper funeral, had
-occasioned a great deal of talk on Forsyte 'Change, the abode of
-Timothy Forsyte on the Bayswater Road, London, which still col-
-lected and radiated family gossip. Opinions ranged from the
-lamentation of Aunt Juley to the outspoken assertion of Francie
-that it was 'a jolly good thing to stop all that stuffy Highgate
-business.' Uncle Jolyon in his later years--indeed, ever since the
-strange and lamentable affair between his granddaughter June's
-lover, young Bosinney, and Irene, his nephew Soames Forsyte's wife-
--had noticeably rapped the family's knuckles; and that way of his
-own which he had always taken had begun to seem to them a little
-wayward. The philosophic vein in him, of course, had always been
-too liable to crop out of the strata of pure Forsyteism, so they
-were in a way prepared for his interment in a strange spot. But
-the whole thing was an odd business, and when the contents of his
-Will became current coin on Forsyte 'Change, a shiver had gone
-round the clan. Out of his estate (L145,304 gross, with
-liabilities L35 7s. 4d.) he had actually left L15,000 to "whomever
-do you think, my dear? To Irene!" that runaway wife of his nephew
-Soames; Irene, a woman who had almost disgraced the family, and--
-still more amazing was to him no blood relation. Not out and out,
-of course; only a life interest--only the income from it! Still,
-there it was; and old Jolyon's claim to be the perfect Forsyte was
-ended once for all. That, then, was the first reason why the
-burial of Susan Hayman--at Woking--made little stir.
-
-The second reason was altogether more expansive and imperial.
-Besides the house on Campden Hill, Susan had a place (left her by
-Hayman when he died) just over the border in Hants, where the Hayman
-boys had learned to be such good shots and riders, as it was
-believed, which was of course nice for them, and creditable to
-everybody; and the fact of owning something really countrified
-seemed somehow to excuse the dispersion of her remains--though what
-could have put cremation into her head they could not think! The
-usual invitations, however, had been issued, and Soames had gone
-down and young Nicholas, and the Will had been quite satisfactory so
-far as it went, for she had only had a life interest; and everything
-had gone quite smoothly to the children in equal shares.
-
-The third reason why Susan's burial made little stir was the most
-expansive of all. It was summed up daringly by Euphemia, the pale,
-the thin: "Well, I think people have a right to their own bodies,
-even when they're dead." Coming from a daughter of Nicholas, a
-Liberal of the old school and most tyrannical, it was a startling
-remark--showing in a flash what a lot of water had run under
-bridges since the death of Aunt Ann in '86, just when the
-proprietorship of Soames over his wife's body was acquiring the
-uncertainty which had led to such disaster. Euphemia, of course,
-spoke like a child, and had no experience; for though well over
-thirty by now, her name was still Forsyte. But, making all
-allowances, her remark did undoubtedly show expansion of the
-principle of liberty, decentralisation and shift in the central
-point of possession from others to oneself. When Nicholas heard
-his daughter's remark from Aunt Hester he had rapped out: "Wives
-and daughters! There's no end to their liberty in these days. I
-knew that 'Jackson' case would lead to things--lugging in Habeas
-Corpus like that!" He had, of course, never really forgiven the
-Married Woman's Property Act, which would so have interfered with
-him if he had not mercifully married before it was passed. But,
-in truth, there was no denying the revolt among the younger
-Forsytes against being owned by others; that, as it were, Colonial
-disposition to own oneself, which is the paradoxical forerunner of
-Imperialism, was making progress all the time. They were all now
-married, except George, confirmed to the Turf and the Iseeum Club;
-Francie, pursuing her musical career in a studio off the King's
-Road, Chelsea, and still taking 'lovers' to dances; Euphemia,
-living at home and complaining of Nicholas; and those two Dromios,
-Giles and Jesse Hayman. Of the third generation there were not
-very many--young Jolyon had three, Winifred Dartie four, young
-Nicholas six already, young Roger had one, Marian Tweetyman one;
-St. John Hayman two. But the rest of the sixteen married--Soames,
-Rachel and Cicely of James' family; Eustace and Thomas of Roger's;
-Ernest, Archibald and Florence of Nicholas'; Augustus and Annabel
-Spender of the Hayman's--were going down the years unreproduced.
-
-Thus, of the ten old Forsytes twenty-one young Forsytes had been
-born; but of the twenty-one young Forsytes there were as yet only
-seventeen descendants; and it already seemed unlikely that there
-would be more than a further unconsidered trifle or so. A student
-of statistics must have noticed that the birth rate had varied in
-accordance with the rate of interest for your money. Grandfather
-'Superior Dosset' Forsyte in the early nineteenth century had been
-getting ten per cent. for his, hence ten children. Those ten,
-leaving out the four who had not married, and Juley, whose husband
-Septimus Small had, of course, died almost at once, had averaged
-from four to five per cent. for theirs, and produced accordingly.
-The twenty-one whom they produced were now getting barely three per
-cent. in the Consols to which their father had mostly tied the
-Settlements they made to avoid death duties, and the six of them
-who had been reproduced had seventeen children, or just the proper
-two and five-sixths per stem.
-
-There were other reasons, too, for this mild reproduction. A
-distrust of their earning powers, natural where a sufficiency is
-guaranteed, together with the knowledge that their fathers did not
-die, kept them cautious. If one had children and not much income,
-the standard of taste and comfort must of necessity go down; what
-was enough for two was not enough for four, and so on--it would be
-better to wait and see what Father did. Besides, it was nice to be
-able to take holidays unhampered. Sooner in fact than own
-children, they preferred to concentrate on the ownership of them-
-selves, conforming to the growing tendency fin de siecle, as it
-was called. In this way, little risk was run, and one would be
-able to have a motor-car. Indeed, Eustace already had one, but it
-had shaken him horribly, and broken one of his eye teeth; so that
-it would be better to wait till they were a little safer. In the
-meantime, no more children! Even young Nicholas was drawing in his
-horns, and had made no addition to his six for quite three years.
-
-The corporate decay, however, of the Forsytes, their dispersion
-rather, of which all this was symptomatic, had not advanced so far
-as to prevent a rally when Roger Forsyte died in 1899. It had been
-a glorious summer, and after holidays abroad and at the sea they
-were practically all back in London, when Roger with a touch of his
-old originality had suddenly breathed his last at his own house in
-Princes Gardens. At Timothy's it was whispered sadly that poor
-Roger had always been eccentric about his digestion--had he not,
-for instance, preferred German mutton to all the other brands?
-
-Be that as it may, his funeral at Highgate had been perfect, and
-coming away from it Soames Forsyte made almost mechanically for his
-Uncle Timothy's in the Bayswater Road. The 'Old Things'--Aunt
-Juley and Aunt Hester--would like to hear about. it. His father--
-James--at eighty-eight had not felt up to the fatigue of the
-funeral; and Timothy himself, of course, had not gone; so that
-Nicholas had been the only brother present. Still, there had been
-a fair gathering; and it would cheer Aunts Juley and Hester up to
-know. The kindly thought was not unmixed with the inevitable
-longing to get something out of everything you do, which is the
-chief characteristic of Forsytes, and indeed of the saner elements
-in every nation. In this practice of taking family matters to
-Timothy's in the Bayswater Road, Soames was but following in the
-footsteps of his father, who had been in the habit of going at
-least once a week to see his sisters at Timothy's, and had only
-given it up when he lost his nerve at eighty-six, and could not go
-out without Emily. To go with Emily was of no use, for who could
-really talk to anyone in the presence of his own wife? Like James
-in the old days, Soames found time to go there nearly every Sunday,
-and sit in the little drawing-room into which, with his undoubted
-taste, he had introduced a good deal of change and china not quite
-up to his own fastidious mark, and at least two rather doubtful
-Barbizon pictures, at Christmastides. He himself, who had done
-extremely well with the Barbizons, had for some years past moved
-towards the Marises, Israels, and Mauve, and was hoping to do
-better. In the riverside house which he now inhabited near
-Mapledurham he had a gallery, beautifully hung and lighted, to
-which few London dealers were strangers. It served, too, as a
-Sunday afternoon attraction in those week-end parties which his
-sisters, Winifred or Rachel, occasionally organised for him. For
-though he was but a taciturn showman, his quiet collected
-determinism seldom failed to influence his guests, who knew that
-his reputation was grounded not on mere aesthetic fancy, but on his
-power of gauging the future of market values. When he went to
-Timothy's he almost always had some little tale of triumph over a
-dealer to unfold, and dearly he loved that coo of pride with which
-his aunts would greet it. This afternoon, however, he was
-differently animated, coming from Roger's funeral in his neat dark
-clothes--not quite black, for after all an uncle was but an uncle,
-and his soul abhorred excessive display of feeling. Leaning back
-in a marqueterie chair and gazing down his uplifted nose at the
-sky-blue walls plastered with gold frames, he was noticeably
-silent. Whether because he had been to a funeral or not, the
-peculiar Forsyte build of his face was seen to the best advantage
-this afternoon--a face concave and long, with a jaw which divested
-of flesh would have seemed extravagant: altogether a chinny face
-though not at all ill-looking. He was feeling more strongly than
-ever that Timothy's was hopelessly 'rum-ti-too' and the souls of
-his aunts dismally mid-Victorian. The subject on which alone he
-wanted to talk--his own undivorced position--was unspeakable. And
-yet it occupied his mind to the exclusion of all else. It was only
-since the Spring that this had been so and a new feeling grown up
-which was egging him on towards what he knew might well be folly in
-a Forsyte of forty-five. More and more of late he had been
-conscious that he was 'getting on.' The fortune already
-considerable when he conceived the house at Robin Hill which had
-finally wrecked his marriage with Irene, had mounted with
-surprising vigour in the twelve lonely years during which he had
-devoted himself to little else. He was worth to-day well over a
-hundred thousand pounds, and had no one to leave it to--no real
-object for going on with what was his religion. Even if he were to
-relax his efforts, money made money, and he felt that he would have
-a hundred and fifty thousand before he knew where he was. There
-had always been a strongly domestic, philoprogenitive side to
-Soames; baulked and frustrated, it had hidden itself away, but now
-had crept out again in this his 'prime of life.' Concreted and
-focussed of late by the attraction of a girl's undoubted beauty, it
-had become a veritable prepossession.
-
-And this girl was French, not likely to lose her head, or accept any
-unlegalised position. Moreover, Soames himself disliked the thought
-of that. He had tasted of the sordid side of sex during those long
-years of forced celibacy, secretively, and always with disgust, for
-he was fastidious, and his sense of law and order innate. He wanted
-no hole and corner liaison. A marriage at the Embassy in Paris, a
-few months' travel, and he could bring Annette back quite separated
-from a past which in truth was not too distinguished, for she only
-kept the accounts in her mother's Soho Restaurant; he could bring
-her back as something very new and chic with her French taste and
-self-possession, to reign at 'The Shelter' near Mapledurham. On
-Forsyte 'Change and among his riverside friends it would be current
-that he had met a charming French girl on his travels and married
-her. There would be the flavour of romance, and a certain cachet
-about a French wife. No! He was not at all afraid of that. It was
-only this cursed undivorced condition of his, and--and the question
-whether Annette would take him, which he dared not put to the touch
-until he had a clear and even dazzling future to offer her.
-
-In his aunts' drawing-room he heard with but muffled ears those
-usual questions: How was his dear father? Not going out, of
-course, now that the weather was turning chilly? Would Soames be
-sure to tell him that Hester had found boiled holly leaves most
-comforting for that pain in her side; a poultice every three hours,
-with red flannel afterwards. And could he relish just a little pot
-of their very best prune preserve--it was so delicious this year,
-and had such a wonderful effect. Oh! and about the Darties--had
-Soames heard that dear Winifred was having a most distressing time
-with Montague? Timothy thought she really ought to have protection
-It was said--but Soames mustn't take this for certain--that
-he had given some of Winifred's jewellery to a dreadful dancer.
-It was such a bad example for dear Val just as he was going to
-college. Soames had not heard? Oh, but he must go and see his
-sister and look into it at once! And did he think these Boers were
-really going to resist? Timothy was in quite a stew about it. The
-price of Consols was so high, and he had such a lot of money in
-them. Did Soames think they must go down if there was a war?
-Soames nodded. But it would be over very quickly. It would be so
-bad for Timothy if it wasn't. And of course Soames' dear father
-would feel it very much at his age. Luckily poor dear Roger had
-been spared this dreadful anxiety. And Aunt Juley with a little
-handkerchief wiped away the large tear trying to climb the
-permanent pout on her now quite withered left cheek; she was
-remembering dear Roger, and all his originality, and how he used to
-stick pins into her when they were little together. Aunt Hester,
-with her instinct for avoiding the unpleasant, here chimed in: Did
-Soames think they would make Mr. Chamberlain Prime Minister at
-once? He would settle it all so quickly. She would like to see
-that old Kruger sent to St. Helena. She could remember so well the
-news of Napoleon's death, and what a, relief it had been to his
-grandfather. Of course she and Juley--"We were in pantalettes
-then, my dear"--had not felt it much at the time.
-
-Soames took a cup of tea from her, drank it quickly, and ate three
-of those macaroons for which Timothy's was famous. His faint,
-pale, supercilious smile had deepened just a little. Really, his
-family remained hopelessly provincial, however much of London they
-might possess between them. In these go-ahead days their provinc-
-ialism stared out even more than it used to. Why, old Nicholas was
-still a Free Trader, and a member of that antediluvian home of
-Liberalism, the Remove Club--though, to be sure, the members were
-pretty well all Conservatives now, or he himself could not have
-joined; and Timothy, they said, still wore a nightcap. Aunt Juley
-spoke again. Dear Soames was looking so well, hardly a day older
-than he did when dear Ann died, and they were all there together,
-dear Jolyon, and dear Swithin, and dear Roger. She paused and
-caught the tear which had climbed the pout on her right cheek. Did
-he--did he ever hear anything of Irene nowadays? Aunt Hester
-visibly interposed her shoulder. Really, Juley was always saying
-something! The smile left Soames' face, and he put his cup down.
-Here was his subject broached for him, and for all his desire to
-expand, he could not take advantage.
-
-Aunt Juley went on rather hastily:
-
-"They say dear Jolyon first left her that fifteen thousand out and
-out; then of course he saw it would not be right, and made it for
-her life only."
-
-Had Soames heard that?
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"Your cousin Jolyon is a widower now. He is her trustee; you knew
-that, of course?"
-
-Soames shook his head. He did know, but wished to show no
-interest. Young Jolyon and he had not met since the day of
-Bosinney's death.
-
-"He must be quite middle-aged by now," went on Aunt Juley dreamily.
-"Let me see, he was born when your dear uncle lived in Mount
-Street; long before they went to Stanhope Gate in December. Just
-before that dreadful Commune. Over fifty! Fancy that! Such a
-pretty baby, and we were all so proud of him; the very first of you
-all." Aunt Juley sighed, and a lock of not quite her own hair came
-loose and straggled, so that Aunt Hester gave a little shiver.
-Soames rose, he was experiencing a curious piece of self-discovery.
-That old wound to his pride and self-esteem was not yet closed. He
-had come thinking he could talk of it, even wanting to talk of his
-fettered condition, and--behold! he was shrinking away from this
-reminder by Aunt Juley, renowned for her Malapropisms.
-
-Oh, Soames was not going already!
-
-Soames smiled a little vindictively, and said:
-
-"Yes. Good-bye. Remember me to Uncle Timothy!" And, leaving a
-cold kiss on each forehead, whose wrinkles seemed to try and cling
-to his lips as if longing to be kissed away, he left them looking
-brightly after him--dear Soames, it had been so good of him to come
-to-day, when they were not feeling very....!
-
-With compunction tweaking at his chest Soames descended the stairs,
-where was always that rather pleasant smell of camphor and port
-wine, and house where draughts are not permitted. The poor old
-things--he had not meant to be unkind! And in the street he
-instantly forgot them, repossessed by the image of Annette and the
-thought of the cursed coil around him. Why had he not pushed the
-thing through and obtained divorce when that wretched Bosinney was
-run over, and there was evidence galore for the asking! And he
-turned towards his sister Winifred Dartie's residence in Green
-Street, Mayfair.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-EXIT A MAN OF THE WORLD
-
-
-That a man of the world so subject to the vicissitudes of fortunes
-as Montague Dartie should still be living in a house he had
-inhabited twenty years at least would have been more noticeable if
-the rent, rates, taxes, and repairs of that house had not been
-defrayed by his father-in-law. By that simple if wholesale device
-James Forsyte had secured a certain stability in the lives of his
-daughter and his grandchildren. After all, there is something
-invaluable about a safe roof over the head of a sportsman so
-dashing as Dartie. Until the events of the last few days he had
-been almost-supernaturally steady all this year. The fact was he
-had acquired a half share in a filly of George Forsyte's, who had
-gone irreparably on the turf, to the horror of Roger, now stilled
-by the grave. Sleeve-links, by Martyr, out of Shirt-on-fire, by
-Suspender, was a bay filly, three years old, who for a variety of
-reasons had never shown her true form. With half ownership of this
-hopeful animal, all the idealism latent somewhere in Dartie, as in
-every other man, had put up its head, and kept him quietly ardent
-for months past. When a man has some thing good to live for it is
-astonishing how sober he becomes; and what Dartie had was really
-good--a three to one chance for an autumn handicap, publicly
-assessed at twenty-five to one. The old-fashioned heaven was a
-poor thing beside it, and his shirt was on the daughter of Shirt-
-on-fire. But how much more than his shirt depended on this
-granddaughter of Suspender! At that roving age of forty-five,
-trying to Forsytes--and, though perhaps less distinguishable from
-any other age, trying even to Darties--Montague had fixed his
-current fancy on a dancer. It was no mean passion, but without
-money, and a good deal of it, likely to remain a love as airy as
-her skirts; and Dartie never had any money, subsisting miserably on
-what he could beg or borrow from Winifred--a woman of character,
-who kept him because he was the father of her children, and from a
-lingering admiration for those now-dying Wardour Street good looks
-which in their youth had fascinated her. She, together with anyone
-else who would lend him anything, and his losses at cards and on
-the turf (extraordinary how some men make a good thing out of
-losses!) were his whole means of subsistence; for James was now too
-old and nervous to approach, and Soames too formidably adamant. It
-is not too much to say that Dartie had been living on hope for
-months. He had never been fond of money for itself, had always
-despised the Forsytes with their investing habits, though careful
-to make such use of them as he could. What he liked about money
-was what it bought--personal sensation.
-
-"No real sportsman cares for money," he would say, borrowing a
-'pony' if it was no use trying for a 'monkey.' There was something
-delicious about Montague Dartie. He was, as George Forsyte said, a
-'daisy.'
-
-The morning of the Handicap dawned clear and bright, the last day
-of September, and Dartie who had travelled to Newmarket the night
-before, arrayed himself in spotless checks and walked to an
-eminence to see his half of the filly take her final canter: If she
-won he would be a cool three thou. in pocket--a poor enough
-recompense for the sobriety and patience of these weeks of hope,
-while they had been nursing her for this race. But he had not been
-able to afford more. Should he 'lay it off' at the eight to one to
-which she had advanced? This was his single thought while the
-larks sang above him, and the grassy downs smelled sweet, and the
-pretty filly passed, tossing her head and glowing like satin.
-
-After all, if he lost it would not be he who paid, and to 'lay it
-off' would reduce his winnings to some fifteen hundred--hardly
-enough to purchase a dancer out and out. Even more potent was the
-itch in the blood of all the Darties for a real flutter. And
-turning to George he said: "She's a clipper. She'll win hands
-down; I shall go the whole hog." George, who had laid off every
-penny, and a few besides, and stood to win, however it came out,
-grinned down on him from his bulky height, with the words: "So ho,
-my wild one!" for after a chequered apprenticeship weathered with
-the money of a deeply complaining Roger, his Forsyte blood was
-beginning to stand him in good stead in the profession of owner.
-
-There are moments of disillusionment in the lives of men from which
-the sensitive recorder shrinks. Suffice it to say that the good
-thing fell down. Sleeve-links finished in the ruck. Dartie's
-shirt was lost.
-
-Between the passing of these things and the day when Soames turned
-his face towards Green Street, what had not happened!
-
-When a man with the constitution of Montague Dartie has exercised
-self-control for months from religious motives, and remains un-
-rewarded, he does not curse God and die, he curses God and lives,
-to the distress of his family.
-
-Winifred--a plucky woman, if a little too fashionable--who had
-borne the brunt of him for exactly twenty-one years, had never
-really believed that he would do what he now did. Like so many
-wives, she thought she knew the worst, but she had not yet known
-him in his forty-fifth year, when he, like other men, felt that it
-was now or never. Paying on the 2nd of October a visit of inspec-
-tion to her jewel case, she was horrified to observe that her
-woman's crown and glory was gone--the pearls which Montague had
-given her in '86, when Benedict was born, and which James had been
-compelled to pay for in the spring of '87, to save scandal. She
-consulted her husband at once. He 'pooh-poohed' the matter. They
-would turn up! Nor till she said sharply: "Very well, then, Monty,
-I shall go down to Scotland Yard myself," did he consent to take
-the matter in hand. Alas! that the steady and resolved continuity
-of design necessary to the accomplishment of sweeping operations
-should be liable to interruption by drink. That night Dartie
-returned home without a care in the world or a particle of
-reticence. Under normal conditions Winifred would merely have
-locked her door and let him sleep it off, but torturing suspense
-about her pearls had caused her to wait up for him. Taking a small
-revolver from his pocket and holding on to the dining table, he
-told her at once that he did not care a cursh whether she lived
-s'long as she was quiet; but he himself wash tired o' life.
-Winifred, holding onto the other side of the dining table,
-answered:
-
-"Don't be a clown, Monty. Have you been to Scotland Yard?"
-
-Placing the revolver against his chest, Dartie had pulled the
-trigger several times. It was not loaded. Dropping it with an
-imprecation, he had muttered: "For shake o' the children," and sank
-into a chair. Winifred, having picked up the revolver, gave him
-some soda water. The liquor had a magical effect. Life had
-illused him; Winifred had never 'unshtood'm.' If he hadn't the
-right to take the pearls he had given her himself, who had? That
-Spanish filly had got'm. If Winifred had any 'jection he w'd cut--
-her--throat. What was the matter with that? (Probably the first
-use of that celebrated phrase--so obscure are the origins of even
-the most classical language!)
-
-Winifred, who had learned self-containment in a hard school, looked
-up at him, and said: "Spanish filly! Do you mean that girl we saw
-dancing in the Pandemonium Ballet? Well, you are a thief and a
-blackguard." It had been the last straw on a sorely loaded
-consciousness; reaching up from his chair Dartie seized his wife's
-arm, and recalling the achievements of his boyhood, twisted it.
-Winifred endured the agony with tears in her eyes, but no murmur.
-Watching for a moment of weakness, she wrenched it free; then
-placing the dining table between them, said between her teeth: "You
-are the limit, Monty." (Undoubtedly the inception of that phrase--
-so is English formed under the stress of circumstances.) Leaving
-Dartie with foam on his dark moustache she went upstairs, and,
-after locking her door and bathing her arm in hot water, lay awake
-all night, thinking of her pearls adorning the neck of another, and
-of the consideration her husband had presumably received therefor.
-
-The man of the world awoke with a sense of being lost to that
-world, and a dim recollection of having been called a 'limit.' He
-sat for half an hour in the dawn and the armchair where he had
-slept--perhaps the unhappiest half-hour he had ever spent, for even
-to a Dartie there is something tragic about an end. And he knew
-that he had reached it. Never again would he sleep in his
-dining-room and wake with the light filtering through those
-curtains bought by Winifred at Nickens and Jarveys with the money
-of James. Never again eat a devilled kidney at that rose-wood
-table, after a roll in the sheets and a hot bath. He took his note
-case from his dress coat pocket. Four hundred pounds, in fives and
-tens--the remainder of the proceeds of his half of Sleeve-links,
-sold last night, cash down, to George Forsyte, who, having won over
-the race, had not conceived the sudden dislike to the animal which
-he himself now felt. The ballet was going to Buenos Aires the day
-after to-morrow, and he was going too. Full value for the pearls
-had not yet been received; he was only at the soup.
-
-He stole upstairs. Not daring to have a bath, or shave (besides,
-the water would be cold), he changed his clothes and packed
-stealthily all he could. It was hard to leave so many shining
-boots, but one must sacrifice something. Then, carrying a valise
-in either hand, he stepped out onto the landing. The house was
-very quiet--that house where he had begotten his four children. It
-was a curious moment, this, outside the room of his wife, once
-admired, if not perhaps loved, who had called him 'the limit.' He
-steeled himself with that phrase, and tiptoed on; but the next door
-was harder to pass. It was the room his daughters slept in. Maud
-was at school, but Imogen would be lying there; and moisture came
-into Dartie's early morning eyes. She was the most like him of the
-four, with her dark hair, and her luscious brown glance. Just
-coming out, a pretty thing! He set down the two valises. This
-almost formal abdication of fatherhood hurt him. The morning light
-fell on a face which worked with real emotion. Nothing so false as
-penitence moved him; but genuine paternal feeling, and that
-melancholy of 'never again.' He moistened his lips; and complete
-irresolution for a moment paralysed his legs in their check
-trousers. It was hard--hard to be thus compelled to leave his
-home! "D---nit!" he muttered, "I never thought it would come to
-this." Noises above warned him that the maids were beginning to
-get up. And grasping the two valises, he tiptoed on downstairs.
-His cheeks were wet, and the knowledge of that was comforting, as
-though it guaranteed the genuineness of his sacrifice. He lingered
-a little in the rooms below, to pack all the cigars he had, some
-papers, a crush hat, a silver cigarette box, a Ruff's Guide. Then,
-mixing himself a stiff whisky and soda, and lighting a cigarette,
-he stood hesitating before a photograph of his two girls, in a
-silver frame. It belonged to Winifred. 'Never mind,' he thought;
-'she can get another taken, and I can't!' He slipped it into the
-valise. Then, putting on his hat and overcoat, he took two others,
-his best malacca cane, an umbrella, and opened the front door.
-Closing it softly behind him, he walked out, burdened as he had
-never been in all his life, and made his way round the corner to
-wait there for an early cab to come by.
-
-Thus had passed Montague Dartie in the forty-fifth year of his age
-from the house which he had called his own.
-
-When Winifred came down, and realised that he was not in the house,
-her first feeling was one of dull anger that he should thus elude
-the reproaches she had carefully prepared in those long wakeful
-hours. He had gone off to Newmarket or Brighton, with that woman
-as likely as not. Disgusting! Forced to a complete reticence
-before Imogen and the servants, and aware that her father's nerves
-would never stand the disclosure, she had been unable to refrain
-from going to Timothy's that afternoon, and pouring out the story
-of the pearls to Aunts Juley and Hester in utter confidence. It
-was only on the following morning that she noticed the
-disappearance of that photograph. What did it mean? Careful
-examination of her husband's relics prompted the thought that he
-had gone for good. As that conclusion hardened she stood quite
-still in the middle of his dressing-room, with all the drawers
-pulled out, to try and realise what she was feeling. By no means
-easy! Though he was 'the limit' he was yet her property, and for
-the life of her she could not but feel the poorer. To be widowed
-yet not widowed at forty-two; with four children; made conspicuous,
-an object of commiseration! Gone to the arms of a Spanish Jade!
-Memories, feelings, which she had thought quite dead, revived
-within her, painful, sullen, tenacious. Mechanically she closed
-drawer after drawer, went to her bed, lay on it, and buried her
-face in the pillows. She did not cry. What was the use of that?
-When she got off her bed to go down to lunch she felt as if only
-one thing could do her good, and that was to have Val home. He--
-her eldest boy--who was to go to Oxford next month at James'
-expense, was at Littlehampton taking his final gallops with his
-trainer for Smalls, as he would have phrased it following his
-father's diction. She caused a telegram to be sent to him.
-
-"I must see about his clothes," she said to Imogen; "I can't have
-him going up to Oxford all anyhow. Those boys are so particular."
-
-"Val's got heaps of things," Imogen answered.
-
-"I know; but they want overhauling. I hope he'll come."
-
-"He'll come like a shot, Mother. But he'll probably skew his
-Exam."
-
-"I can't help that," said Winifred. "I want him."
-
-With an innocent shrewd look at her mother's face, Imogen kept
-silence. It was father, of course! Val did come 'like a shot' at
-six o'clock.
-
-Imagine a cross between a pickle and a Forsyte and you have young
-Publius Valerius Dartie. A youth so named could hardly turn out
-otherwise. When he was born, Winifred, in the heyday of spirits,
-and the craving for distinction, had determined that her children
-should have names such as no others had ever had. (It was a mercy
---she felt now--that she had just not named Imogen Thisbe.) But it
-was to George Forsyte, always a wag, that Val's christening was
-due. It so happened that Dartie, dining with him a week after the
-birth of his son and heir, had mentioned this aspiration of
-Winifred's.
-
-"Call him Cato," said George, "it'll be damned piquant!" He had
-just won a tenner on a horse of that name.
-
-"Cato!" Dartie had replied--they were a little 'on' as the phrase
-was even in those days--"it's not a Christian name."
-
-"Halo you!" George called to a waiter in knee breeches. "Bring me
-the Encyc'pedia Brit. from the Library, letter C."
-
-The waiter brought it.
-
-"Here you are!" said George, pointing with his cigar: "Cato Publius
-Valerius by Virgil out of Lydia. That's what you want. Publius
-Valerius is Christian enough."
-
-Dartie, on arriving home, had informed Winifred. She had been
-charmed. It was so 'chic.' And Publius Valerius became the baby's
-name, though it afterwards transpired that they had got hold of the
-inferior Cato. In 1890, however, when little Publius was nearly
-ten, the word 'chic' went out of fashion, and sobriety came in;
-Winifred began to have doubts. They were confirmed by little
-Publius himself who returned from his first term at school com-
-plaining that life was a burden to him--they called him Pubby.
-Winifred--a woman of real decision--promptly changed his school and
-his name to Val, the Publius being dropped even as an initial.
-
-At nineteen he was a limber, freckled youth with a wide mouth,
-light eyes, long dark lashes; a rather charming smile, considerable
-knowledge of what he should not know, and no experience of what he
-ought to do. Few boys had more narrowly escaped being expelled--
-the engaging rascal. After kissing his mother and pinching Imogen,
-he ran upstairs three at a time, and came down four, dressed for
-dinner. He was awfully sorry, but his 'trainer,' who had come up
-too, had asked him to dine at the Oxford and Cambridge; it wouldn't
-do to miss--the old chap would be hurt. Winifred let him go with
-an unhappy pride. She had wanted him at home, but it was very nice
-to know that his tutor was so fond of him. He went out with a wink
-at Imogen, saying: "I say, Mother, could I have two plover's eggs
-when I come in?--cook's got some. They top up so jolly well. Oh!
-and look here--have you any money?--I had to borrow a fiver from
-old Snobby."
-
-Winifred, looking at him with fond shrewdness, answered:
-
-"My dear, you are naughty about money. But you shouldn't pay him
-to-night, anyway; you're his guest. How nice and slim he looked
-in his white waistcoat, and his dark thick lashes!"
-
-"Oh, but we may go to the theatre, you see, Mother; and I think I
-ought to stand the tickets; he's always hard up, you know."
-
-Winifred produced a five-pound note, saying:
-
-"Well, perhaps you'd better pay him, but you mustn't stand the
-tickets too."
-
-Val pocketed the fiver.
-
-"If I do, I can't," he said. "Good-night, Mum!"
-
-He went out with his head up and his hat cocked joyously, sniffing
-the air of Piccadilly like a young hound loosed into covert. Jolly
-good biz! After that mouldy old slow hole down there!
-
-He found his 'tutor,' not indeed at the Oxford and Cambridge, but
-at the Goat's Club. This 'tutor' was a year older than himself, a
-good-looking youth, with fine brown eyes, and smooth dark hair, a
-small mouth, an oval face, languid, immaculate, cool to a degree,
-one of those young men who without effort establish moral
-ascendancy over their companions. He had missed being expelled
-from school a year before Val, had spent that year at Oxford, and
-Val could almost see a halo round his head. His name was Crum, and
-no one could get through money quicker. It seemed to be his only
-aim in life--dazzling to young Val, in whom, however, the Forsyte
-would stand apart, now and then, wondering where the value for that
-money was.
-
-They dined quietly, in style and taste; left the Club smoking
-cigars, with just two bottles inside them, and dropped into stalls
-at the Liberty. For Val the sound of comic songs, the sight of
-lovely legs were fogged and interrupted by haunting fears that he
-would never equal Crum's quiet dandyism. His idealism was roused;
-and when that is so, one is never quite at ease. Surely he had too
-wide a mouth, not the best cut of waistcoat, no braid on his
-trousers, and his lavender gloves had no thin black stitchings down
-the back. Besides, he laughed too much--Crum never laughed, he
-only smiled, with his regular dark brows raised a little so that
-they formed a gable over his just drooped lids. No! he would never
-be Crum's equal. All the same it was a jolly good show, and
-Cynthia Dark simply ripping. Between the acts Crum regaled him
-with particulars of Cynthia's private life, and the awful knowledge
-became Val's that, if he liked, Crum could go behind. He simply
-longed to say: "I say, take me!" but dared not, because of his
-deficiencies; and this made the last act or two almost miserable.
-On coming out Crum said: "It's half an hour before they close;
-let's go on to the Pandemonium." They took a hansom to travel the
-hundred yards, and seats costing seven-and-six apiece because they
-were going to stand, and walked into the Promenade. It was in
-these little things, this utter negligence of money that Crum had
-such engaging polish. The ballet was on its last legs and night,
-and the traffic of the Promenade was suffering for the moment. Men
-and women were crowded in three rows against the barrier. The
-whirl and dazzle on the stage, the half dark, the mingled tobacco
-fumes and women's scent, all that curious lure to promiscuity which
-belongs to Promenades, began to free young Val from his idealism.
-He looked admiringly in a young woman's face, saw she was not
-young, and quickly looked away. Shades of Cynthia Dark! The young
-woman's arm touched his unconsciously; there was a scent of musk
-and mignonette. Val looked round the corner of his lashes. Perhaps
-she was young, after all. Her foot trod on his; she begged his
-pardon. He said:
-
-"Not at all; jolly good ballet, isn't it?"
-
-"Oh, I'm tired of it; aren't you?"
-
-Young Val smiled--his wide, rather charming smile. Beyond that he
-did not go--not yet convinced. The Forsyte in him stood out for
-greater certainty. And on the stage the ballet whirled its
-kaleidoscope of snow-white, salmon-pink, and emerald-green and
-violet and seemed suddenly to freeze into a stilly spangled
-pyramid. Applause broke out, and it was over! Maroon curtains had
-cut it off. The semi-circle of men and women round the barrier
-broke up, the young woman's arm pressed his. A little way off
-disturbance seemed centring round a man with a pink carnation; Val
-stole another glance at the young woman, who was looking towards
-it. Three men, unsteady, emerged, walking arm in arm. The one in
-the centre wore the pink carnation, a white waistcoat, a dark
-moustache; he reeled a little as he walked. Crum's voice said slow
-and level: "Look at that bounder, he's screwed!" Val turned to
-look. The 'bounder' had disengaged his arm, and was pointing
-straight at them. Crum's voice, level as ever, said:
-
-"He seems to know you!" The 'bounder' spoke:
-
-"H'llo!" he said. "You f'llows, look! There's my young rascal of
-a son!"
-
-Val saw. It was his father! He could have sunk into the crimson
-carpet. It was not the meeting in this place, not even that his
-father was 'screwed'; it was Crum's word 'bounder,' which, as by
-heavenly revelation, he perceived at that moment to be true. Yes,
-his father looked a bounder with his dark good looks, and his pink
-carnation, and his square, self-assertive walk. And without a word
-he ducked behind the young woman and slipped out of the Promenade.
-He heard the word, "Val!" behind him, and ran down deep-carpeted
-steps past the 'chuckersout,' into the Square.
-
-To be ashamed of his own father is perhaps the bitterest experience
-a young man can go through. It seemed to Val, hurrying away, that
-his career had ended before it had begun. How could he go up to
-Oxford now amongst all those chaps, those splendid friends of
-Crum's, who would know that his father was a 'bounder'! And
-suddenly he hated Crum. Who the devil was Crum, to say that? If
-Crum had been beside him at that moment, he would certainly have
-been jostled off the pavement. His own father--his own! A choke
-came up in his throat, and he dashed his hands down deep into his
-overcoat pockets. Damn Crum! He conceived the wild idea of
-running back and fending his father, taking him by the arm and
-walking about with him in front of Crum; but gave it up at once and
-pursued his way down Piccadilly. A young woman planted herself
-before him. "Not so angry, darling!" He shied, dodged her, and
-suddenly became quite cool. If Crum ever said a word, he would
-jolly well punch his head, and there would be an end of it. He
-walked a hundred yards or more, contented with that thought, then
-lost its comfort utterly. It wasn't simple like that! He
-remembered how, at school, when some parent came down who did not
-pass the standard, it just clung to the fellow afterwards. It was
-one of those things nothing could remove. Why had his mother
-married his father, if he was a 'bounder'? It was bitterly unfair-
--jolly low-down on a fellow to give him a 'bounder' for father.
-The worst of it was that now Crum had spoken the word, he realised
-that he had long known subconsciously that his father was not 'the
-clean potato.' It was the beastliest thing that had ever happened
-to him--beastliest thing that had ever happened to any fellow!
-And, down-hearted as he had never yet been, he came to Green
-Street, and let himself in with a smuggled latch-key. In the
-dining-room his plover's eggs were set invitingly, with some cut
-bread and butter, and a little whisky at the bottom of a decanter--
-just enough, as Winifred had thought, for him to feel himself a
-man. It made him sick to look at them, and he went upstairs.
-
-Winifred heard him pass, and thought: 'The dear boy's in. Thank
-goodness! If he takes after his father I don't know what I shall
-do! But he won't he's like me. Dear Val!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-SOAMES PREPARES TO TAKE STEPS
-
-
-When Soames entered his sister's little Louis Quinze drawing-room,
-with its small balcony, always flowered with hanging geraniums in
-the summer, and now with pots of Lilium Auratum, he was struck by
-the immutability of human affairs. It looked just the same as on
-his first visit to the newly married Darties twenty-one years ago.
-He had chosen the furniture himself, and so completely that no
-subsequent purchase had ever been able to change the room's
-atmosphere. Yes, he had founded his sister well, and she had
-wanted it. Indeed, it said a great deal for Winifred that after
-all this time with Dartie she remained well-founded. From the
-first Soames had nosed out Dartie's nature from underneath the
-plausibility, savoir faire, and good looks which had dazzled
-Winifred, her mother, and even James, to the extent of permitting
-the fellow to marry his daughter without bringing anything but
-shares of no value into settlement.
-
-Winifred, whom he noticed next to the furniture, was sitting at her
-Buhl bureau with a letter in her hand. She rose and came towards
-him. Tall as himself, strong in the cheekbones, well tailored,
-something in her face disturbed Soames. She crumpled the letter in
-her hand, but seemed to change her mind and held it out to him. He
-was her lawyer as well as her brother.
-
-Soames read, on Iseeum Club paper, these words:
-
-
-'You will not get chance to insult in my own again. I am leaving
-country to-morrow. It's played out. I'm tired of being insulted
-by you. You've brought on yourself. No self-respecting man can
-stand it. I shall not ask you for anything again. Good-bye. I
-took the photograph of the two girls. Give them my love. I don't
-care what your family say. It's all their doing. I'm going to
-live new life.
-
-'M.D.'
-
-
-This after-dinner note had a splotch on it not yet quite dry. He
-looked at Winifred--the splotch had clearly come from her; and he
-checked the words: 'Good riddance!' Then it occurred to him that
-with this letter she was entering that very state which he himself
-so earnestly desired to quit--the state of a Forsyte who was not
-divorced.
-
-Winifred had turned away, and was taking a long sniff from a little
-gold-topped bottle. A dull commiseration, together with a vague
-sense of injury, crept about Soames' heart. He had come to her to
-talk of his own position, and get sympathy, and here was she in the
-same position, wanting of course to talk of it, and get sympathy
-from him. It was always like that! Nobody ever seemed to think
-that he had troubles and interests of his own. He folded up the
-letter with the splotch inside, and said:
-
-"What's it all about, now?"
-
-Winifred recited the story of the pearls calmly.
-
-"Do you think he's really gone, Soames? You see the state he was
-in when he wrote that."
-
-Soames who, when he desired a thing, placated Providence by
-pretending that he did not think it likely to happen, answered:
-
-"I shouldn't think so. I might find out at his Club."
-
-"If George is there," said Winifred, "he would know."
-
-"George?" said Soames; "I saw him at his father's funeral."
-
-"Then he's sure to be there."
-
-Soames, whose good sense applauded his sister's acumen, said
-grudgingly: "Well, I'll go round. Have you said anything in Park
-Lane?"
-
-"I've told Emily," returned Winifred, who retained that 'chic' way
-of describing her mother. "Father would have a fit."
-
-Indeed, anything untoward was now sedulously kept from James. With
-another look round at the furniture, as if to gauge his sister's
-exact position, Soames went out towards Piccadilly. The evening
-was drawing in--a touch of chill in the October haze. He walked
-quickly, with his close and concentrated air. He must get through,
-for he wished to dine in Soho. On hearing from the hall porter at
-the Iseeum that Mr. Dartie had not been in to-day, he looked at the
-trusty fellow and decided only to ask if Mr. George Forsyte was in
-the Club. He was. Soames, who always looked askance at his cousin
-George, as one inclined to jest at his expense, followed the page-
-boy, slightly reassured by the thought that George had just lost
-his father. He must have come in for about thirty thousand, be-
-sides what he had under that settlement of Roger's, which had
-avoided death duty. He found George in a bow-window, staring out
-across a half-eaten plate of muffins. His tall, bulky, black-
-clothed figure loomed almost threatening, though preserving still
-the supernatural neatness of the racing man. With a faint grin on
-his fleshy face, he said:
-
-"Hallo, Soames! Have a muffin?"
-
-"No, thanks," murmured Soames; and, nursing his hat, with the
-desire to say something suitable and sympathetic, added:
-
-"How's your mother?"
-
-"Thanks," said George; "so-so. Haven't seen you for ages. You
-never go racing. How's the City?"
-
-Soames, scenting the approach of a jest, closed up, and answered:
-
-"I wanted to ask you about Dartie. I hear he's...."
-
-"Flitted, made a bolt to Buenos Aires with the fair Lola. Good for
-Winifred and the little Darties. He's a treat."
-
-Soames nodded. Naturally inimical as these cousins were, Dartie
-made them kin.
-
-"Uncle James'll sleep in his bed now," resumed George; "I suppose
-he's had a lot off you, too."
-
-Soames smiled.
-
-"Ah! You saw him further," said George amicably. "He's a real
-rouser. Young Val will want a bit of looking after. I was always
-sorry for Winifred. She's a plucky woman."
-
-Again Soames nodded. "I must be getting back to her," he said;
-"she just wanted to know for certain. We may have to take steps.
-I suppose there's no mistake?"
-
-"It's quite O.K.," said George--it was he who invented so many of
-those quaint sayings which have been assigned to other sources.
-"He was drunk as a lord last night; but he went off all right this
-morning. His ship's the Tuscarora;" and, fishing out a card, he
-read mockingly:
-
-"'Mr. Montague Dartie, Poste Restante, Buenos Aires.' I should
-hurry up with the steps, if I were you. He fairly fed me up last
-night."
-
-"Yes," said Soames; "but it's not always easy." Then, conscious
-from George's eyes that he had roused reminiscence of his own
-affair, he got up, and held out his hand. George rose too.
-
-"Remember me to Winifred.... You'll enter her for the Divorce
-Stakes straight off if you ask me."
-
-Soames took a sidelong look back at him from the doorway. George
-had seated himself again and was staring before him; he looked big
-and lonely in those black clothes. Soames had never known him so
-subdued. 'I suppose he feels it in a way,' he thought. 'They must
-have about fifty thousand each, all told. They ought to keep the
-estate together. If there's a war, house property will go down.
-Uncle Roger was a good judge, though.' And the face of Annette
-rose before him in the darkening street; her brown hair and her
-blue eyes with their dark lashes, her fresh lips and cheeks, dewy
-and blooming in spite of London, her perfect French figure. 'Take
-steps!' he thought. Re-entering Winifred's house he encountered
-Val, and they went in together. An idea had occurred to Soames.
-His cousin Jolyon was Irene's trustee, the first step would be to
-go down and see him at Robin Hill. Robin Hill! The odd--the very
-odd feeling those words brought back! Robin Hill--the house
-Bosinney had built for him and Irene--the house they had never
-lived in--the fatal house! And Jolyon lived there now! H'm! And
-suddenly he thought: 'They say he's got a boy at Oxford! Why not
-take young Val down and introduce them! It's an excuse! Less
-bald--very much less bald!' So, as they went upstairs, he said to
-Val:
-
-"You've got a cousin at Oxford; you've never met him. I should
-like to take you down with me to-morrow to where he lives and
-introduce you. You'll find it useful."
-
-Val, receiving the idea with but moderate transports, Soames
-clinched it.
-
-"I'll call for you after lunch. It's in the country--not far;
-you'll enjoy it."
-
-On the threshold of the drawing-room he recalled with an effort
-that the steps he contemplated concerned Winifred at the moment,
-not himself.
-
-Winifred was still sitting at her Buhl bureau.
-
-"It's quite true," he said; "he's gone to Buenos Aires, started
-this morning--we'd better have him shadowed when he lands. I'll
-cable at once. Otherwise we may have a lot of expense. The sooner
-these things are done the better. I'm always regretting that I
-didn't..." he stopped, and looked sidelong at the silent Winifred.
-"By the way," he went on, "can you prove cruelty?"
-
-Winifred said in a dull voice:
-
-"I don't know. What is cruelty?"
-
-"Well, has he struck you, or anything?"
-
-Winifred shook herself, and her jaw grew square.
-
-"He twisted my arm. Or would pointing a pistol count? Or being
-too drunk to undress himself, or--No--I can't bring in the
-children."
-
-"No," said Soames; "no! I wonder! Of course, there's legal
-separation--we can get that. But separation! Um!"
-
-"What does it mean?" asked Winifred desolately.
-
-"That he can't touch you, or you him; you're both of you married
-and unmarried." And again he grunted. What was it, in fact, but
-his own accursed position, legalised! No, he would not put her
-into that!
-
-"It must be divorce," he said decisively;" failing cruelty, there's
-desertion. There's a way of shortening the two years, now. We get
-the Court to give us restitution of conjugal rights. Then if he
-doesn't obey, we can bring a suit for divorce in six months' time.
-Of course you don't want him back. But they won't know that.
-Still, there's the risk that he might come. I'd rather try
-cruelty."
-
-Winifred shook her head. "It's so beastly."
-
-"Well," Soames murmured, "perhaps there isn't much risk so long as
-he's infatuated and got money. Don't say anything to anybody, and
-don't pay any of his debts."
-
-Winifred sighed. In spite of all she had been through, the sense
-of loss was heavy on her. And this idea of not paying his debts
-any more brought it home to her as nothing else yet had. Some
-richness seemed to have gone out of life. Without her husband,
-without her pearls, without that intimate sense that she made a
-brave show above the domestic whirlpool, she would now have to face
-the world. She felt bereaved indeed.
-
-And into the chilly kiss he placed on her forehead, Soames put more
-than his usual warmth.
-
-"I have to go down to Robin Hill to-morrow," he said, "to see young
-Jolyon on business. He's got a boy at Oxford. I'd like to take
-Val with me and introduce him. Come down to 'The Shelter' for the
-week-end and bring the children. Oh! by the way, no, that won't
-do; I've got some other people coming." So saying, he left her and
-turned towards Soho.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-SOHO
-
-
-Of all quarters in the queer adventurous amalgam called London,
-Soho is perhaps least suited to the Forsyte spirit. 'So-ho, my
-wild one!' George would have said if he had seen his cousin going
-there. Untidy, full of Greeks, Ishmaelites, cats, Italians,
-tomatoes, restaurants, organs, coloured stuffs, queer names, people
-looking out of upper windows, it dwells remote from the British
-Body Politic. Yet has it haphazard proprietary instincts of its
-own, and a certain possessive prosperity which keeps its rents up
-when those of other quarters go down. For long years Soames'
-acquaintanceship with Soho had been confined to its Western
-bastion, Wardour Street. Many bargains had he picked up there.
-Even during those seven years at Brighton after Bosinney's death
-and Irene's flight, he had bought treasures there sometimes, though
-he had no place to put them; for when the conviction that his wife
-had gone for good at last became firm within him, he had caused a
-board to be put up in Montpellier Square:
-
-FOR SALE
-
-THE LEASE OF THIS DESIRABLE RESIDENCE
-
-Enquire of Messrs. Lesson and Tukes,
-Court Street, Belgravia.
-
-
-It had sold within a week--that desirable residence, in the shadow
-of whose perfection a man and a woman had eaten their hearts out.
-
-Of a misty January evening, just before the board was taken down,
-Soames had gone there once more, and stood against the Square
-railings, looking at its unlighted windows, chewing the cud of
-possessive memories which had turned so bitter in the mouth. Why
-had she never loved him? Why? She had been given all she had
-wanted, and in return had given him, for three long years, all he
-had wanted--except, indeed, her heart. He had uttered a little
-involuntary groan, and a passing policeman had glanced suspiciously
-at him who no longer possessed the right to enter that green door
-with the carved brass knocker beneath the board 'For Sale!' A
-choking sensation had attacked his throat, and he had hurried away
-into the mist. That evening he had gone to Brighton to live....
-
-Approaching Malta Street, Soho, and the Restaurant Bretagne, where
-Annette would be drooping her pretty shoulders over her accounts,
-Soames thought with wonder of those seven years at Brighton. How
-had he managed to go on so long in that town devoid of the scent of
-sweetpeas, where he had not even space to put his treasures? True,
-those had been years with no time at all for looking at them--years
-of almost passionate money-making, during which Forsyte, Bustard
-and Forsyte had become solicitors to more limited Companies than
-they could properly attend to. Up to the City of a morning in a
-Pullman car, down from the City of an evening in a Pullman car.
-Law papers again after dinner, then the sleep of the tired, and up
-again next morning. Saturday to Monday was spent at his Club in
-town--curious reversal of customary procedure, based on the deep
-and careful instinct that while working so hard he needed sea air
-to and from the station twice a day, and while resting must indulge
-his domestic affections. The Sunday visit to his family in Park
-Lane, to Timothy's, and to Green Street; the occasional visits
-elsewhere had seemed to him as necessary to health as sea air on
-weekdays. Even since his migration to Mapledurham he had main-
-tained those habits until--he had known Annette.
-
-Whether Annette had produced the revolution in his outlook, or that
-outlook had produced Annette, he knew no more than we know where a
-circle begins. It was intricate and deeply involved with the
-growing consciousness that property without anyone to leave it to
-is the negation of true Forsyteism. To have an heir, some
-continuance of self, who would begin where he left off--ensure, in
-fact, that he would not leave off--had quite obsessed him for the
-last year and more. After buying a bit of Wedgwood one evening in
-April, he had dropped into Malta Street to look at a house of his
-father's which had been turned into a restaurant--a risky pro-
-ceeding, and one not quite in accordance with the terms of the
-lease. He had stared for a little at the outside painted a good
-cream colour, with two peacock-blue tubs containing little bay-
-trees in a recessed doorway--and at the words 'Restaurant Bretagne'
-above them in gold letters, rather favourably impressed. Entering,
-he had noticed that several people were already seated at little
-round green tables with little pots of fresh flowers on them and
-Brittany-ware plates, and had asked of a trim waitress to see the
-proprietor. They had shown him into a back room, where a girl was
-sitting at a simple bureau covered with papers, and a small round,
-table was laid for two. The impression of cleanliness, order, and
-good taste was confirmed when the girl got up, saying, "You wish to
-see Maman, Monsieur?" in a broken accent.
-
-"Yes," Soames had answered, "I represent your landlord; in fact,
-I'm his son."
-
-"Won't you sit down, sir, please? Tell Maman to come to this
-gentleman."
-
-He was pleased that the girl seemed impressed, because it showed
-business instinct; and suddenly he noticed that she was remarkably
-pretty--so remarkably pretty that his eyes found a difficulty in
-leaving her face. When she moved to put a chair for him, she
-swayed in a curious subtle way, as if she had been put together by
-someone with a special secret skill; and her face and neck, which
-was a little bared, looked as fresh as if they had been sprayed
-with dew. Probably at this moment Soames decided that the lease
-had not been violated; though to himself and his father he based
-the decision on the efficiency of those illicit adaptations in the
-building, on the signs of prosperity, and the obvious business
-capacity of Madame Lamotte. He did not, however, neglect to leave
-certain matters to future consideration, which had necessitated
-further visits, so that the little back room had become quite
-accustomed to his spare, not unsolid, but unobtrusive figure, and
-his pale, chinny face with clipped moustache and dark hair not yet
-grizzling at the sides.
-
-"Un Monsieur tres distingue," Madame Lamotte found him; and
-presently, "Tres amical, tres gentil," watching his eyes upon her
-daughter.
-
-She was one of those generously built, fine-faced, dark-haired
-Frenchwomen, whose every action and tone of voice inspire perfect
-confidence in the thoroughness of their domestic tastes, their
-knowledge of cooking, and the careful increase of their bank
-balances.
-
-After those visits to the Restaurant Bretagne began, other visits
-ceased--without, indeed, any definite decision, for Soames, like
-all Forsytes, and the great majority of their countrymen, was a
-born empiricist. But it was this change in his mode of life which
-had gradually made him so definitely conscious that he desired to
-alter his condition from that of the unmarried married man to that
-of the married man remarried.
-
-Turning into Malta Street on this evening of early October, 1899,
-he bought a paper to see if there were any after-development of the
-Dreyfus case--a question which he had always found useful in making
-closer acquaintanceship with Madame Lamotte and her daughter, who
-were Catholic and anti-Dreyfusard.
-
-Scanning those columns, Soames found nothing French, but noticed a
-general fall on the Stock Exchange and an ominous leader about the
-Transvaal. He entered, thinking: 'War's a certainty. I shall sell
-my consols.' Not that he had many, personally, the rate of
-interest was too wretched; but he should advise his Companies--
-consols would assuredly go down. A look, as he passed the doorways
-of the restaurant, assured him that business was good as ever, and
-this, which in April would have pleased him, now gave him a certain
-uneasiness. If the steps which he had to take ended in his
-marrying Annette, he would rather see her mother safely back in
-France, a move to which the prosperity of the Restaurant Bretagne
-might become an obstacle. He would have to buy them out, of
-course, for French people only came to England to make money; and
-it would mean a higher price. And then that peculiar sweet
-sensation at the back of his throat, and a slight thumping about
-the heart, which he always experienced at the door of the little
-room, prevented his thinking how much it would cost.
-
-Going in, he was conscious of an abundant black skirt vanishing
-through the door into the restaurant, and of Annette with her hands
-up to her hair. It was the attitude in which of all others he
-admired her--so beautifully straight and rounded and supple. And
-he said:
-
-"I just came in to talk to your mother about pulling down that
-partition. No, don't call her."
-
-"Monsieur will have supper with us? It will be ready in ten
-minutes." Soames, who still held her hand, was overcome by an
-impulse which surprised him.
-
-"You look so pretty to-night," he said, "so very pretty. Do you
-know how pretty you look, Annette?"
-
-Annette withdrew her hand, and blushed. "Monsieur is very good."
-
-"Not a bit good," said Soames, and sat down gloomily.
-
-Annette made a little expressive gesture with her hands; a smile
-was crinkling her red lips untouched by salve.
-
-And, looking at those lips, Soames said:
-
-"Are you happy over here, or do you want to go back to France?"
-
-"Oh, I like London. Paris, of course. But London is better than
-Orleans, and the English country is so beautiful. I have been to
-Richmond last Sunday."
-
-Soames went through a moment of calculating struggle. Mapledurham!
-Dared he? After all, dared he go so far as that, and show her what
-there was to look forward to! Still! Down there one could say
-things. In this room it was impossible.
-
-"I want you and your mother," he said suddenly, "to come for the
-afternoon next Sunday. My house is on the river, it's not too late
-in this weather; and I can show you some good pictures. What do
-you say?"
-
-Annette clasped her hands.
-
-"It will be lovelee. The river is so beautiful"
-
-"That's understood, then. I'll ask Madame."
-
-He need say no more to her this evening, and risk giving himself
-away. But had he not already said too much? Did one ask
-restaurant proprietors with pretty daughters down to one's country
-house without design? Madame Lamotte would see, if Annette didn't.
-Well! there was not much that Madame did not see. Besides, this
-was the second time he had stayed to supper with them; he owed them
-hospitality.
-
-Walking home towards Park Lane--for he was staying at his father's-
--with the impression of Annette's soft clever hand within his own,
-his thoughts were pleasant, slightly sensual, rather puzzled. Take
-steps! What steps? How? Dirty linen washed in public? Pah!
-With his reputation for sagacity, for far-sightedness and the
-clever extrication of others, he, who stood for proprietary
-interests, to become the plaything of that Law of which he was a
-pillar! There was something revolting in the thought! Winifred's
-affair was bad enough! To have a double dose of publicity in the
-family! Would not a liaison be better than that--a liaison, and a
-son he could adopt? But dark, solid, watchful, Madame Lamotte
-blocked the avenue of that vision. No! that would not work. It
-was not as if Annette could have a real passion for him; one could
-not expect that at his age. If her mother wished, if the worldly
-advantage were manifestly great--perhaps! If not, refusal would be
-certain. Besides, he thought: 'I'm not a villain. I don't want to
-hurt her; and I don't want anything underhand. But I do want her,
-and I want a son! There's nothing for it but divorce--somehow--
-anyhow--divorce!' Under the shadow of the plane-trees, in the
-lamplight, he passed slowly along the railings of the Green Park.
-Mist clung there among the bluish tree shapes, beyond range of the
-lamps. How many hundred times he had walked past those trees from
-his father's house in Park Lane, when he was quite a young man; or
-from his own house in Montpellier Square in those four years of
-married life! And, to-night, making up his mind to free himself if
-he could of that long useless marriage tie, he took a fancy to walk
-on, in at Hyde Park Corner, out at Knightsbridge Gate, just as he
-used to when going home to Irene in the old days. What could she
-be like now?--how had she passed the years since he last saw her,
-twelve years in all, seven already since Uncle Jolyon left her that
-money? Was she still beautiful? Would he know her if he saw her?
-'I've not changed much,' he thought; 'I expect she has. She made
-me suffer.' He remembered suddenly one night, the first on which
-he went out to dinner alone--an old Malburian dinner--the first
-year of their marriage. With what eagerness he had hurried back;
-and, entering softly as a cat, had heard her playing. Opening the
-drawingroom door noiselessly, he had stood watching the expression
-on her face, different from any he knew, so much more open, so
-confiding, as though to her music she was giving a heart he had
-never seen. And he remembered how she stopped and looked round,
-how her face changed back to that which he did know, and what an
-icy shiver had gone through him, for all that the next moment he
-was fondling her shoulders. Yes, she had made him suffer!
-Divorce! It seemed ridiculous, after all these years of utter
-separation! But it would have to be. No other way! 'The
-question,' he thought with sudden realism, 'is--which of us? She
-or me? She deserted me. She ought to pay for it. There'll be
-someone, I suppose.' Involuntarily he uttered a little snarling
-sound, and, turning, made his way back to Park Lane.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-JAMES SEES VISIONS
-
-
-The butler himself opened the door, and closing it softly, detained
-Soames on the inner mat.
-
-"The master's poorly, sir," he murmured. "He wouldn't go to bed
-till you came in. He's still in the diningroom."
-
-Soames responded in the hushed tone to which the house was now
-accustomed.
-
-"What's the matter with him, Warmson?"
-
-"Nervous, sir, I think. Might be the funeral; might be Mrs.
-Dartie's comin' round this afternoon. I think he overheard
-something. I've took him in a negus. The mistress has just gone
-up."
-
-Soames hung his hat on a mahogany stag's-horn.
-
-"All right, Warmson, you can go to bed; I'll take him up myself."
-And he passed into the dining-room.
-
-James was sitting before the fire, in a big armchair, with a
-camel-hair shawl, very light and warm, over his frock-coated
-shoulders, on to which his long white whiskers drooped. His white
-hair, still fairly thick, glistened in the lamplight; a little
-moisture from his fixed, light-grey eyes stained the cheeks, still
-quite well coloured, and the long deep furrows running to the
-corners of the clean-shaven lips, which moved as if mumbling
-thoughts. His long legs, thin as a crow's, in shepherd's plaid
-trousers, were bent at less than a right angle, and on one knee a
-spindly hand moved continually, with fingers wide apart and
-glistening tapered nails. Beside him, on a low stool, stood a
-half-finished glass of negus, bedewed with beads of heat. There he
-had been sitting, with intervals for meals, all day. At eighty-
-eight he was still organically sound, but suffering terribly from
-the thought that no one ever told him anything. It is, indeed,
-doubtful how he had become aware that Roger was being buried that
-day, for Emily had kept it from him. She was always keeping things
-from him. Emily was only seventy! James had a grudge against his
-wife's youth. He felt sometimes that he would never have married
-her if he had known that she would have so many years before her,
-when he had so few. It was not natural. She would live fifteen or
-twenty years after he was gone, and might spend a lot of money; she
-had always had extravagant tastes. For all he knew she might want
-to buy one of these motor-cars. Cicely and Rachel and Imogen and
-all the young people--they all rode those bicycles now and went off
-Goodness knew where. And now Roger was gone. He didn't know--
-couldn't tell! The family was breaking up. Soames would know how
-much his uncle had left. Curiously he thought of Roger as Soames'
-uncle not as his own brother. Soames! It was more and more the
-one solid spot in a vanishing world. Soames was careful; he was a
-warm man; but he had no one to leave his money to. There it was!
-He didn't know! And there was that fellow Chamberlain! For James'
-political principles had been fixed between '70 and '85 when 'that
-rascally Radical' had been the chief thorn in the side of property
-and he distrusted him to this day in spite of his conversion; he
-would get the country into a mess and make money go down before he
-had done with it. A stormy petrel of a chap! Where was Soames?
-He had gone to the funeral of course which they had tried to keep
-from him. He knew that perfectly well; he had seen his son's
-trousers. Roger! Roger in his coffin! He remembered how, when
-they came up from school together from the West, on the box seat of
-the old Slowflyer in 1824, Roger had got into the 'boot' and gone
-to sleep. James uttered a thin cackle. A funny fellow--Roger--an
-original! He didn't know! Younger than himself, and in his
-coffin! The family was breaking up. There was Val going to the
-university; he never came to see him now. He would cost a pretty
-penny up there. It was an extravagant age. And all the pretty
-pennies that his four grandchildren would cost him danced before
-James' eyes. He did not grudge them the money, but he grudged
-terribly the risk which the spending of that money might bring on
-them; he grudged the diminution of security. And now that Cicely
-had married, she might be having children too. He didn't know--
-couldn't tell! Nobody thought of anything but spending money in
-these days, and racing about, and having what they called 'a good
-time.' A motor-car went past the window. Ugly great lumbering
-thing, making all that racket! But there it was, the country
-rattling to the dogs! People in such a hurry that they couldn't
-even care for style--a neat turnout like his barouche and bays was
-worth all those new-fangled things. And consols at 116! There
-must be a lot of money in the country. And now there was this old
-Kruger! They had tried to keep old Kruger from him. But he knew
-better; there would be a pretty kettle of fish out there! He had
-known how it would be when that fellow Gladstone--dead now, thank
-God! made such a mess of it after that dreadful business at Majuba.
-He shouldn't wonder if the Empire split up and went to pot. And
-this vision of the Empire going to pot filled a full quarter of an
-hour with qualms of the most serious character. He had eaten a
-poor lunch because of them. But it was after lunch that the real
-disaster to his nerves occurred. He had been dozing when he became
-aware of voices--low voices. Ah! they never told him anything!
-Winifred's and her mother's. "Monty!" That fellow Dartie--always
-that fellow Dartie! The voices had receded; and James had been
-left alone, with his ears standing up like a hare's, and fear
-creeping about his inwards. Why did they leave him alone? Why
-didn't they come and tell him? And an awful thought, which through
-long years had haunted him, concreted again swiftly in his brain.
-Dartie had gone bankrupt--fraudulently bankrupt, and to save
-Winifred and the children, he--James--would have to pay! Could he--
-could Soames turn him into a limited company? No, he couldn't!
-There it was! With every minute before Emily came back the spectre
-fiercened. Why, it might be forgery! With eyes fixed on the
-doubted Turner in the centre of the wall, James suffered tortures.
-He saw Dartie in the dock, his grandchildren in the gutter, and
-himself in bed. He saw the doubted Turner being sold at Jobson's,
-and all the majestic edifice of property in rags. He saw in fancy
-Winifred unfashionably dressed, and heard in fancy Emily's voice
-saying: "Now, don't fuss, James!" She was always saying: "Don't
-fuss!" She had no nerves; he ought never to have married a woman
-eighteen years younger than himself. Then Emily's real voice said:
-
-"Have you had a nice nap, James?"
-
-Nap! He was in torment, and she asked him that!
-
-"What's this about Dartie?" he said, and his eyes glared at her.
-
-Emily's self-possession never deserted her.
-
-"What have you been hearing?" she asked blandly.
-
-"What's this about Dartie?" repeated James. "He's gone bankrupt."
-
-"Fiddle!"
-
-James made a great effort, and rose to the full height of his
-stork-like figure.
-
-"You never tell me anything," he said; "he's gone bankrupt."
-
-The destruction of that fixed idea seemed to Emily all that
-mattered at the moment.
-
-"He has not," she answered firmly. "He's gone to Buenos Aires."
-
-If she had said "He's gone to Mars" she could not have dealt James
-a more stunning blow; his imagination, invested entirely in British
-securities, could as little grasp one place as the other.
-
-"What's he gone there for?" he said. "He's got no money. What did
-he take?"
-
-Agitated within by Winifred's news, and goaded by the constant
-reiteration of this jeremiad, Emily said calmly:
-
-"He took Winifred's pearls and a dancer."
-
-"What!" said James, and sat down.
-
-His sudden collapse alarmed her, and smoothing his forehead, she
-said:
-
-"Now, don't fuss, James!"
-
-A dusky red had spread over James' cheeks and forehead.
-
-"I paid for them," he said tremblingly; "he's a thief! I--I knew
-how it would be. He'll be the death of me; he ...." Words failed
-him and he sat quite still. Emily, who thought she knew him so
-well, was alarmed, and went towards the sideboard where she kept
-some sal volatile. She could not see the tenacious Forsyte spirit
-working in that thin, tremulous shape against the extravagance of
-the emotion called up by this outrage on Forsyte principles--the
-Forsyte spirit deep in there, saying: 'You mustn't get into a
-fantod, it'll never do. You won't digest your lunch. You'll have
-a fit!' All unseen by her, it was doing better work in James than
-sal volatile.
-
-"Drink this," she said.
-
-James waved it aside.
-
-"What was Winifred about," he said, "to let him take her pearls?"
-Emily perceived the crisis past.
-
-"She can have mine," she said comfortably. "I never wear them.
-She'd better get a divorce."
-
-"There you go!" said James. "Divorce! We've never had a divorce
-in the family. Where's Soames?"
-
-"He'll be in directly."
-
-"No, he won't," said James, almost fiercely; "he's at the funeral.
-You think I know nothing."
-
-"Well," said Emily with calm, "you shouldn't get into such fusses
-when we tell you things." And plumping up his cushions, and
-putting the sal volatile beside him, she left the room.
-
-But James sat there seeing visions--of Winifred in the Divorce
-Court, and the family name in the papers; of the earth falling on
-Roger's coffin; of Val taking after his father; of the pearls he
-had paid for and would never see again; of money back at four per
-cent., and the country going to the dogs; and, as the afternoon
-wore into evening, and tea-time passed, and dinnertime, those
-visions became more and more mixed and menacing--of being told
-nothing, till he had nothing left of all his wealth, and they told
-him nothing of it. Where was Soames? Why didn't he come in?...
-His hand grasped the glass of negus, he raised it to drink, and saw
-his son standing there looking at him. A little sigh of relief
-escaped his lips, and putting the glass down, he said:
-
-"There you are! Dartie's gone to Buenos Aires."
-
-Soames nodded. "That's all right," he said; "good riddance."
-
-A wave of assuagement passed over James' brain. Soames knew.
-Soames was the only one of them all who had sense. Why couldn't he
-come and live at home? He had no son of his own. And he said
-plaintively:
-
-"At my age I get nervous. I wish you were more at home, my boy."
-
-Again Soames nodded; the mask of his countenance betrayed no
-understanding, but he went closer, and as if by accident touched
-his father's shoulder.
-
-"They sent their love to you at Timothy's," he said. "It went off
-all right. I've been to see Winifred. I'm going to take steps."
-And he thought: 'Yes, and you mustn't hear of them.'
-
-James looked up; his long white whiskers quivered, his thin throat
-between the points of his collar looked very gristly and naked.
-
-"I've been very poorly all day," he said; "they never tell me
-anything."
-
-Soames' heart twitched.
-
-"Well, it's all right. There's nothing to worry about. Will you
-come up now?" and he put his hand under his father's arm.
-
-James obediently and tremulously raised himself, and together they
-went slowly across the room, which had a rich look in the
-firelight, and out to the stairs. Very slowly they ascended.
-
-"Good-night, my boy," said James at his bedroom door.
-
-"Good-night, father," answered Soames. His hand stroked down the
-sleeve beneath the shawl; it seemed to have almost nothing in it,
-so thin was the arm. And, turning away from the light in the
-opening doorway, he went up the extra flight to his own bedroom.
-
-'I want a son,' he thought, sitting on the edge of his bed;
-'I want a son.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-NO-LONGER-YOUNG JOLYON AT HOME
-
-
-Trees take little account of time, and the old oak on the upper
-lawn at Robin Hill looked no day older than when Bosinney sprawled
-under it and said to Soames: "Forsyte, I've found the very place
-for your house." Since then Swithin had dreamed, and old Jolyon
-died, beneath its branches. And now, close to the swing,
-no-longer-young Jolyon often painted there. Of all spots in the
-world it was perhaps the most sacred to him, for he had loved his
-father.
-
-Contemplating its great girth--crinkled and a little mossed, but
-not yet hollow--he would speculate on the passage of time. That
-tree had seen, perhaps, all real English history; it dated, he
-shouldn't wonder, from the days of Elizabeth at least. His own
-fifty years were as nothing to its wood. When the house behind it,
-which he now owned, was three hundred years of age instead of
-twelve, that tree might still be standing there, vast and hollow--
-for who would commit such sacrilege as to cut it down? A Forsyte
-might perhaps still be living in that house, to guard it jealously.
-And Jolyon would wonder what the house would look like coated with
-such age. Wistaria was already about its walls--the new look had
-gone. Would it hold its own and keep the dignity Bosinney had
-bestowed on it, or would the giant London have lapped it round and
-made it into an asylum in the midst of a jerry-built wilderness?
-Often, within and without of it, he was persuaded that Bosinney had
-been moved by the spirit when he built. He had put his heart into
-that house, indeed! It might even become one of the 'homes of
-England'--a rare achievement for a house in these degenerate days
-of building. And the aesthetic spirit, moving hand in hand with
-his Forsyte sense of possessive continuity, dwelt with pride and
-pleasure on his ownership thereof. There was the smack of
-reverence and ancestor-worship (if only for one ancestor) in his
-desire to hand this house down to his son and his son's son. His
-father had loved the house, had loved the view, the grounds, that
-tree; his last years had been happy there, and no one had lived
-there before him. These last eleven years at Robin Hill had formed
-in Jolyon's life as a painter, the important period of success. He
-was now in the very van of water-colour art, hanging on the line
-everywhere. His drawings fetched high prices. Specialising in
-that one medium with the tenacity of his breed, he had 'arrived'-
--rather late, but not too late for a member of the family which
-made a point of living for ever. His art had really deepened and
-improved. In conformity with his position he had grown a short
-fair beard, which was just beginning to grizzle, and hid his
-Forsyte chin; his brown face had lost the warped expression of his
-ostracised period--he looked, if anything, younger. The loss of
-his wife in 1894 had been one of those domestic tragedies which
-turn out in the end for the good of all. He had, indeed, loved her
-to the last, for his was an affectionate spirit, but she had become
-increasingly difficult: jealous of her step-daughter June, jealous
-even of her own little daughter Holly, and making ceaseless plaint
-that he could not love her, ill as she was, and 'useless to
-everyone, and better dead.' He had mourned her sincerely, but his
-face had looked younger since she died. If she could only have
-believed that she made him happy, how much happier would the twenty
-years of their companionship have been!
-
-June had never really got on well with her who had reprehensibly
-taken her own mother's place; and ever since old Jolyon died she
-had been established in a sort of studio in London. But she had
-come back to Robin Hill on her stepmother's death, and gathered the
-reins there into her small decided hands. Jolly was then at
-Harrow; Holly still learning from Mademoiselle Beauce. There had
-been nothing to keep Jolyon at home, and he had removed his grief
-and his paint-box abroad. There he had wandered, for the most part
-in Brittany, and at last had fetched up in Paris. He had stayed
-there several months, and come back with the younger face and the
-short fair beard. Essentially a man who merely lodged in any
-house, it had suited him perfectly that June should reign at Robin
-Hill, so that he was free to go off with his easel where and when
-he liked. She was inclined, it is true, to regard the house rather
-as an asylum for her proteges! but his own outcast days had filled
-Jolyon for ever with sympathy towards an outcast, and June's 'lame
-ducks' about the place did not annoy him. By all means let her
-have them down--and feed them up; and though his slightly cynical
-humour perceived that they ministered to his daughter's love of
-domination as well as moved her warm heart, he never ceased to
-admire her for having so many ducks. He fell, indeed, year by year
-into a more and more detached and brotherly attitude towards his
-own son and daughters, treating them with a sort of whimsical
-equality. When he went down to Harrow to see Jolly, he never quite
-knew which of them was the elder, and would sit eating cherries
-with him out of one paper bag, with an affectionate and ironical
-smile twisting up an eyebrow and curling his lips a little. And he
-was always careful to have money in his pocket, and to be modish in
-his dress, so that his son need not blush for him. They were
-perfect friends, but never seemed to have occasion for verbal
-confidences, both having the competitive self-consciousness of
-Forsytes. They knew they would stand by each other in scrapes, but
-there was no need to talk about it. Jolyon had a striking horror-
--partly original sin, but partly the result of his early
-immorality--of the moral attitude. The most he could ever have
-said to his son would have been:
-
-"Look here, old man; don't forget you're a gentleman," and then have
-wondered whimsically whether that was not a snobbish sentiment. The
-great cricket match was perhaps the most searching and awkward time
-they annually went through together, for Jolyon had been at Eton.
-They would be particularly careful during that match, continually
-saying: "Hooray! Oh! hard luck, old man!" or "Hooray! Oh! bad luck,
-Dad!" to each other, when some disaster at which their hearts
-bounded happened to the opposing school. And Jolyon would wear a
-grey top hat, instead of his usual soft one, to save his son's
-feelings, for a black top hat he could not stomach. When Jolly went
-up to Oxford, Jolyon went up with him, amused, humble, and a little
-anxious not to discredit his boy amongst all these youths who seemed
-so much more assured and old than himself. He often thought, 'Glad
-I'm a painter' for he had long dropped under-writing at Lloyds--
-'it's so innocuous. You can't look down on a painter--you can't
-take him seriously enough.' For Jolly, who had a sort of natural
-lordliness, had passed at once into a very small set, who secretly
-amused his father. The boy had fair hair which curled a little, and
-his grandfather's deepset iron-grey eyes. He was well-built and
-very upright, and always pleased Jolyon's aesthetic sense, so that
-he was a tiny bit afraid of him, as artists ever are of those of
-their own sex whom they admire physically. On that occasion,
-however, he actually did screw up his courage to give his son
-advice, and this was it:
-
-"Look here, old man, you're bound to get into debt; mind you come
-to me at once. Of course, I'll always pay them. But you might
-remember that one respects oneself more afterwards if one pays
-one's own way. And don't ever borrow, except from me, will you?"
-
-And Jolly had said:
-
-"All right, Dad, I won't," and he never had.
-
-"And there's just one other thing. I don't know much about
-morality and that, but there is this: It's always worth while
-before you do anything to consider whether it's going to hurt
-another person more than is absolutely necessary."
-
-Jolly had looked thoughtful, and nodded, and presently had squeezed
-his father's hand. And Jolyon had thought: 'I wonder if I had the
-right to say that?' He always had a sort of dread of losing the
-dumb confidence they had in each other; remembering how for long
-years he had lost his own father's, so that there had been nothing
-between them but love at a great distance. He under-estimated, no
-doubt, the change in the spirit of the age since he himself went up
-to Cambridge in '65; and perhaps he underestimated, too, his boy's
-power of understanding that he was tolerant to the very bone. It
-was that tolerance of his, and possibly his scepticism, which ever
-made his relations towards June so queerly defensive. She was such
-a decided mortal; knew her own mind so terribly well; wanted things
-so inexorably until she got them--and then, indeed, often dropped
-them like a hot potato. Her mother had been like that, whence had
-come all those tears. Not that his incompatibility with his
-daughter was anything like what it had been with the first Mrs.
-Young Jolyon. One could be amused where a daughter was concerned;
-in a wife's case one could not be amused. To see June set her
-heart and jaw on a thing until she got it was all right, because it
-was never anything which interfered fundamentally with Jolyon's
-liberty--the one thing on which his jaw was also absolutely rigid,
-a considerable jaw, under that short grizzling beard. Nor was
-there ever any necessity for real heart-to-heart encounters. One
-could break away into irony--as indeed he often had to. But the
-real trouble with June was that she had never appealed to his
-aesthetic sense, though she might well have, with her red-gold hair
-and her viking-coloured eyes, and that touch of the Berserker in
-her spirit. It was very different with Holly, soft and quiet, shy
-and affectionate, with a playful imp in her somewhere. He watched
-this younger daughter of his through the duckling stage with
-extraordinary interest. Would she come out a swan? With her
-sallow oval face and her grey wistful eyes and those long dark
-lashes, she might, or she might not. Only this last year had he
-been able to guess. Yes, she would be a swan--rather a dark one,
-always a shy one, but an authentic swan. She was eighteen now, and
-Mademoiselle Beauce was gone--the excellent lady had removed, after
-eleven years haunted by her continuous reminiscences of the 'well-
-brrred little Tayleurs,' to another family whose bosom would now be
-agitated by her reminiscences of the 'well-brrred little Forsytes.'
-She had taught Holly to speak French like herself.
-
-Portraiture was not Jolyon's forte, but he had already drawn his
-younger daughter three times, and was drawing her a fourth, on the
-afternoon of October 4th, 1899, when a card was brought to him
-which caused his eyebrows to go up:
-
-
- Mr. SOAMES FORSYTE
-
-THE SHELTER, CONNOISSEURS CLUB,
-MAPLEDURHAM. ST. JAMES'S.
-
-
-But here the Forsyte Saga must digress again....
-
-To return from a long travel in Spain to a darkened house, to a
-little daughter bewildered with tears, to the sight of a loved
-father lying peaceful in his last sleep, had never been, was never
-likely to be, forgotten by so impressionable and warm-hearted a man
-as Jolyon. A sense as of mystery, too, clung to that sad day, and
-about the end of one whose life had been so well-ordered, balanced,
-and above-board. It seemed incredible that his father could thus
-have vanished without, as it were, announcing his intention,
-without last words to his son, and due farewells. And those
-incoherent allusions of little Holly to 'the lady in grey,' of
-Mademoiselle Beauce to a Madame Errant (as it sounded) involved all
-things in a mist, lifted a little when he read his father's will
-and the codicil thereto. It had been his duty as executor of that
-will and codicil to inform Irene, wife of his cousin Soames, of her
-life interest in fifteen thousand pounds. He had called on her to
-explain that the existing investment in India Stock, ear-marked to
-meet the charge, would produce for her the interesting net sum of
-L430 odd a year, clear of income tax. This was but the third time
-he had seen his cousin Soames' wife--if indeed she was still his
-wife, of which he was not quite sure. He remembered having seen
-her sitting in the Botanical Gardens waiting for Bosinney--a
-passive, fascinating figure, reminding him of Titian's 'Heavenly
-Love,' and again, when, charged by his father, he had gone to
-Montpellier Square on the afternoon when Bosinney's death was
-known. He still recalled vividly her sudden appearance in the
-drawing-room doorway on that occasion--her beautiful face, passing
-from wild eagerness of hope to stony despair; remembered the
-compassion he had felt, Soames' snarling smile, his words, "We are
-not at home!" and the slam of the front door.
-
-This third time he saw a face and form more beautiful--freed from
-that warp of wild hope and despair. Looking at her, he thought:
-'Yes, you are just what the Dad would have admired!' And the
-strange story of his father's Indian summer became slowly clear to
-him. She spoke of old Jolyon with reverence and tears in her eyes.
-"He was so wonderfully kind to me; I don't know why. He looked so
-beautiful and peaceful sitting in that chair under the tree; it was
-I who first came on him sitting there, you know. Such a lovely
-day. I don't think an end could have been happier. We should all
-like to go out like that."
-
-'Quite right!' he had thought. 'We should all a like to go out in
-full summer with beauty stepping towards us across a lawn.' And
-looking round the little, almost empty drawing-room, he had asked
-her what she was going to do now. "I am going to live again a
-little, Cousin Jolyon. It's wonderful to have money of one's own.
-I've never had any. I shall keep this flat, I think; I'm used to
-it; but I shall be able to go to Italy."
-
-"Exactly!" Jolyon had murmured, looking at her faintly smiling lips;
-and he had gone away thinking: 'A fascinating woman! What a waste!
-I'm glad the Dad left her that money.' He had not seen her again,
-but every quarter he had signed her cheque, forwarding it to her
-bank, with a note to the Chelsea flat to say that he had done so;
-and always he had received a note in acknowledgment, generally from
-the flat, but sometimes from Italy; so that her personality had
-become embodied in slightly scented grey paper, an upright fine
-handwriting, and the words, 'Dear Cousin Jolyon.' Man of property
-that he now was, the slender cheque he signed often gave rise to the
-thought: 'Well, I suppose she just manages'; sliding into a vague
-wonder how she was faring otherwise in a world of men not wont to
-let beauty go unpossessed. At first Holly had spoken of her
-sometimes, but 'ladies in grey' soon fade from children's memories;
-and the tightening of June's lips in those first weeks after her
-grandfather's death whenever her former friend's name was mentioned,
-had discouraged allusion. Only once, indeed, had June spoken
-definitely: "I've forgiven her. I'm frightfully glad she's
-independent now...."
-
-On receiving Soames' card, Jolyon said to the maid--for he could
-not abide butlers--"Show him into the study, please, and say I'll
-be there in a minute"; and then he looked at Holly and asked:
-
-"Do you remember 'the lady in grey,' who used to give you music-
-lessons?"
-
-"Oh yes, why? Has she come?"
-
-Jolyon shook his head, and, changing his holland blouse for a coat,
-was silent, perceiving suddenly that such history was not for those
-young ears. His face, in fact, became whimsical perplexity
-incarnate while he journeyed towards the study.
-
-Standing by the french-window, looking out across the terrace at
-the oak tree, were two figures, middle-aged and young, and he
-thought: 'Who's that boy? Surely they never had a child.'
-
-The elder figure turned. The meeting of those two Forsytes of the
-second generation, so much more sophisticated than the first, in
-the house built for the one and owned and occupied by the other,
-was marked by subtle defensiveness beneath distinct attempt at
-cordiality. 'Has he come about his wife?' Jolyon was thinking; and
-Soames, 'How shall I begin?' while Val, brought to break the ice,
-stood negligently scrutinising this 'bearded pard' from under his
-dark, thick eyelashes.
-
-"This is Val Dartie," said Soames, "my sister's son. He's just
-going up to Oxford. I thought I'd like him to know your boy."
-
-"Ah! I'm sorry Jolly's away. What college?"
-
-"B.N.C.," replied Val.
-
-"Jolly's at the 'House,' but he'll be delighted to look you up."
-
-"Thanks awfully."
-
-"Holly's in--if you could put up with a female relation, she'd show
-you round. You'll find her in the hall if you go through the
-curtains. I was just painting her."
-
-With another "Thanks, awfully!" Val vanished, leaving the two
-cousins with the ice unbroken.
-
-"I see you've some drawings at the 'Water Colours,'" said Soames.
-
-Jolyon winced. He had been out of touch with the Forsyte family at
-large for twenty-six years, but they were connected in his mind
-with Frith's 'Derby Day' and Landseer prints. He had heard from
-June that Soames was a connoisseur, which made it worse. He had
-become aware, too, of a curious sensation of repugnance.
-
-"I haven't seen you for a long time," he said.
-
-"No," answered Soames between close lips, "not since--as a matter
-of fact, it's about that I've come. You're her trustee, I'm told."
-
-Jolyon nodded.
-
-"Twelve years is a long time," said Soames rapidly: "I--I'm tired
-of it."
-
-Jolyon found no more appropriate answer than:
-
-"Won't you smoke?"
-
-"No, thanks."
-
-Jolyon himself lit a cigarette.
-
-"I wish to be free," said Soames abruptly.
-
-"I don't see her," murmured Jolyon through the fume of his
-cigarette.
-
-"But you know where she lives, I suppose?"
-
-Jolyon nodded. He did not mean to give her address without
-permission. Soames seemed to divine his thought.
-
-"I don't want her address," he said; "I know it."
-
-"What exactly do you want?"
-
-"She deserted me. I want a divorce."
-
-"Rather late in the day, isn't it?"
-
-"Yes," said Soames. And there was a silence.
-
-"I don't know much about these things--at least, I've forgotten,"
-said Jolyon with a wry smile. He himself had had to wait for death
-to grant him a divorce from the first Mrs. Jolyon. "Do you wish me
-to see her about it?"
-
-Soames raised his eyes to his cousin's face. "I suppose there's
-someone," he said.
-
-A shrug moved Jolyon's shoulders.
-
-"I don't know at all. I imagine you may have both lived as if the
-other were dead. It's usual in these cases."
-
-Soames turned to the window. A few early fallen oak-leaves strewed
-the terrace already, and were rolling round in the wind. Jolyon
-saw the figures of Holly and Val Dartie moving across the lawn
-towards the stables. 'I'm not going to run with the hare and hunt
-with the hounds,' he thought. 'I must act for her. The Dad would
-have wished that.' And for a swift moment he seemed to see his
-father's figure in the old armchair, just beyond Soames, sitting
-with knees crossed, The Times in his hand. It vanished.
-
-"My father was fond of her," he said quietly.
-
-"Why he should have been I don't know," Soames answered without
-looking round. "She brought trouble to your daughter June; she
-brought trouble to everyone. I gave her all she wanted. I would
-have given her even--forgiveness--but she chose to leave me."
-
-In Jolyon compassion was checked by the tone of that close voice.
-What was there in the fellow that made it so difficult to be sorry
-for him?
-
-"I can go and see her, if you like," he said. "I suppose she might
-be glad of a divorce, but I know nothing."
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"Yes, please go. As I say, I know her address; but I've no wish to
-see her." His tongue was busy with his lips, as if they were very
-dry.
-
-"You'll have some tea?" said Jolyon, stifling the words: 'And see
-the house.' And he led the way into the hall. When he had rung
-the bell and ordered tea, he went to his easel to turn his drawing
-to the wall. He could not bear, somehow, that his work should be
-seen by Soames, who was standing there in the middle of the great
-room which had been designed expressly to afford wall space for his
-own pictures. In his cousin's face, with its unseizable family
-likeness to himself, and its chinny, narrow, concentrated look,
-Jolyon saw that which moved him to the thought: 'That chap could
-never forget anything--nor ever give himself away. He's pathetic!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-THE COLT AND THE FILLY
-
-
-When young Val left the presence of the last generation he was
-thinking: 'This is jolly dull! Uncle Soames does take the bun.
-I wonder what this filly's like?' He anticipated no pleasure from
-her society; and suddenly he saw her standing there looking at him.
-Why, she was pretty! What luck!
-
-"I'm afraid you don't know me," he said. "My name's Val Dartie--
-I'm once removed, second cousin, something like that, you know. My
-mother's name was Forsyte."
-
-Holly, whose slim brown hand remained in his because she was too
-shy to withdraw it, said:
-
-"I don't know any of my relations. Are there many?"
-
-"Tons. They're awful--most of them. At least, I don't know--some
-of them. One's relations always are, aren't they?"
-
-"I expect they think one awful too," said Holly.
-
-"I don't know why they should. No one could think you awful, of
-course."
-
-Holly looked at him--the wistful candour in those grey eyes gave
-young Val a sudden feeling that he must protect her.
-
-"I mean there are people and people," he added astutely. "Your dad
-looks awfully decent, for instance."
-
-"Oh yes!" said Holly fervently; "he is."
-
-A flush mounted in Val's cheeks--that scene in the Pandemonium
-promenade--the dark man with the pink carnation developing into his
-own father! "But you know what the Forsytes are," he said almost
-viciously. "Oh! I forgot; you don't."
-
-"What are they?"
-
-"Oh! fearfully careful; not sportsmen a bit. Look at Uncle
-Soames!"
-
-"I'd like to," said Holly.
-
-Val resisted a desire to run his arm through hers. "Oh! no," he
-said, "let's go out. You'll see him quite soon enough. What's
-your brother like?"
-
-Holly led the way on to the terrace and down to the lawn without
-answering. How describe Jolly, who, ever since she remembered
-anything, had been her lord, master, and ideal?
-
-"Does he sit on you?" said Val shrewdly. "I shall be knowing him
-at Oxford. Have you got any horses?"
-
-Holly nodded. "Would you like to see the stables?"
-
-"Rather!"
-
-They passed under the oak tree, through a thin shrubbery, into the
-stable-yard. There under a clock-tower lay a fluffy brown-and-
-white dog, so old that he did not get up, but faintly waved the
-tail curled over his back.
-
-"That's Balthasar," said Holly; "he's so old--awfully old, nearly
-as old as I am. Poor old boy! He's devoted to Dad."
-
-"Balthasar! That's a rum name. He isn't purebred you know."
-
-"No! but he's a darling," and she bent down to stroke the dog.
-Gentle and supple, with dark covered head and slim browned neck and
-hands, she seemed to Val strange and sweet, like a thing slipped
-between him and all previous knowledge.
-
-"When grandfather died," she said, "he wouldn't eat for two days.
-He saw him die, you know."
-
-"Was that old Uncle Jolyon? Mother always says he was a topper."
-
-"He was," said Holly simply, and opened the stable door.
-
-In a loose-box stood a silver roan of about fifteen hands, with a
-long black tail and mane. "This is mine--Fairy."
-
-"Ah!" said Val, "she's a jolly palfrey. But you ought to bang her
-tail. She'd look much smarter." Then catching her wondering look,
-he thought suddenly: 'I don't know--anything she likes!' And he
-took a long sniff of the stable air. "Horses are ripping, aren't
-they? My Dad..." he stopped.
-
-"Yes?" said Holly.
-
-An impulse to unbosom himself almost overcame him--but not quite.
-"Oh! I don't know he's often gone a mucker over them. I'm jolly
-keen on them too--riding and hunting. I like racing awfully, as
-well; I should like to be a gentleman rider." And oblivious of the
-fact that he had but one more day in town, with two engagements, he
-plumped out:
-
-"I say, if I hire a gee to-morrow, will you come a ride in Richmond
-Park?"
-
-Holly clasped her hands.
-
-"Oh yes! I simply love riding. But there's Jolly's horse; why
-don't you ride him? Here he is. We could go after tea."
-
-Val looked doubtfully at his trousered legs.
-
-He had imagined them immaculate before her eyes in high brown boots
-and Bedford cords.
-
-"I don't much like riding his horse," he said. "He mightn't like
-it. Besides, Uncle Soames wants to get back, I expect. Not that I
-believe in buckling under to him, you know. You haven't got an
-uncle, have you? This is rather a good beast," he added,
-scrutinising Jolly's horse, a dark brown, which was showing the
-whites of its eyes. "You haven't got any hunting here, I suppose?"
-
-"No; I don't know that I want to hunt. It must be awfully
-exciting, of course; but it's cruel, isn't it? June says so."
-
-"Cruel?" ejaculated Val. "Oh! that's all rot. Who's June?"
-
-"My sister--my half-sister, you know--much older than me." She had
-put her hands up to both cheeks of Jolly's horse, and was rubbing
-her nose against its nose with a gentle snuffling noise which
-seemed to have an hypnotic effect on the animal. Val contemplated
-her cheek resting against the horse's nose, and her eyes gleaming
-round at him. 'She's really a duck,' he thought.
-
-They returned to the house less talkative, followed this time by
-the dog Balthasar, walking more slowly than anything on earth, and
-clearly expecting them not to exceed his speed limit.
-
-"This is a ripping place," said Val from under the oak tree, where
-they had paused to allow the dog Balthasar to come up.
-
-"Yes," said Holly, and sighed. "Of course I want to go everywhere.
-I wish I were a gipsy."
-
-"Yes, gipsies are jolly," replied Val, with a conviction which had
-just come to him; "you're rather like one, you know."
-
-Holly's face shone suddenly and deeply, like dark leaves gilded by
-the sun.
-
-"To go mad-rabbiting everywhere and see everything, and live in the
-open--oh! wouldn't it be fun?"
-
-"Let's do it!" said Val.
-
-"Oh yes, let's!"
-
-"It'd be grand sport, just you and I."
-
-Then Holly perceived the quaintness and gushed.
-
-"Well, we've got to do it," said Val obstinately, but reddening
-too.
-
-"I believe in doing things you want to do. What's down there?"
-
-"The kitchen-garden, and the pond and the coppice, and the farm."
-
-"Let's go down!"
-
-Holly glanced back at the house.
-
-"It's tea-time, I expect; there's Dad beckoning."
-
-Val, uttering a growly sound, followed her towards the house.
-
-When they re-entered the hall gallery the sight of two middle-aged
-Forsytes drinking tea together had its magical effect, and they
-became quite silent. It was, indeed, an impressive spectacle. The
-two were seated side by side on an arrangement in marqueterie which
-looked like three silvery pink chairs made one, with a low
-tea-table in front of them. They seemed to have taken up that
-position, as far apart as the seat would permit, so that they need
-not look at each other too much; and they were eating and drinking
-rather than talking--Soames with his air of despising the tea-cake
-as it disappeared, Jolyon of finding himself slightly amusing. To
-the casual eye neither would have seemed greedy, but both were
-getting through a good deal of sustenance. The two young ones
-having been supplied with food, the process went on silent and
-absorbative, till, with the advent of cigarettes, Jolyon said to
-Soames:
-
-"And how's Uncle James?"
-
-"Thanks, very shaky."
-
-"We're a wonderful family, aren't we? The other day I was
-calculating the average age of the ten old Forsytes from my
-father's family Bible. I make it eighty-four already, and five
-still living. They ought to beat the record;" and looking
-whimsically at Soames, he added:
-
-"We aren't the men they were, you know."
-
-Soames smiled. 'Do you really think I shall admit that I'm not
-their equal'; he seemed to be saying, 'or that I've got to give up
-anything, especially life?'
-
-"We may live to their age, perhaps," pursued Jolyon, "but self-
-consciousness is a handicap, you know, and that's the difference
-between us. We've lost conviction. How and when self-consciousness
-was born I never can make out. My father had a little, but I don't
-believe any other of the old Forsytes ever had a scrap. Never to
-see yourself as others see you, it's a wonderful preservative. The
-whole history of the last century is in the difference between us.
-And between us and you," he added, gazing through a ring of smoke
-at Val and Holly, uncomfortable under his quizzical regard,
-"there'll be--another difference. I wonder what."
-
-Soames took out his watch.
-
-"We must go," he said, "if we're to catch our train."
-
-"Uncle Soames never misses a train," muttered Val, with his mouth
-full.
-
-"Why should I?" Soames answered simply.
-
-"Oh! I don't know," grumbled Val, "other people do."
-
-At the front door he gave Holly's slim brown hand a long and
-surreptitious squeeze.
-
-"Look out for me to-morrow," he whispered; "three o'clock. I'll
-wait for you in the road; it'll save time. We'll have a ripping
-ride." He gazed back at her from the lodge gate, and, but for the
-principles of a man about town, would have waved his hand. He felt
-in no mood to tolerate his uncle's conversation. But he was not in
-danger. Soames preserved a perfect muteness, busy with far-away
-thoughts.
-
-The yellow leaves came down about those two walking the mile and a
-half which Soames had traversed so often in those long-ago days
-when he came down to watch with secret pride the building of the
-house--that house which was to have been the home of him and her
-from whom he was now going to seek release. He looked back once,
-up that endless vista of autumn lane between the yellowing hedges.
-What an age ago! "I don't want to see her," he had said to Jolyon.
-Was that true? 'I may have to,' he thought; and he shivered,
-seized by one of those queer shudderings that they say mean
-footsteps on one's grave. A chilly world! A queer world! And
-glancing sidelong at his nephew, he thought: 'Wish I were his age!
-I wonder what she's like now!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-JOLYON PROSECUTES TRUSTEESHIP
-
-
-When those two were gone Jolyon did not return to his painting, for
-daylight was failing, but went to the study, craving unconsciously
-a revival of that momentary vision of his father sitting in the old
-leather chair with his knees crossed and his straight eyes gazing
-up from under the dome of his massive brow. Often in this little
-room, cosiest in the house, Jolyon would catch a moment of
-communion with his father. Not, indeed, that he had definitely any
-faith in the persistence of the human spirit--the feeling was not
-so logical--it was, rather, an atmospheric impact, like a scent, or
-one of those strong animistic impressions from forms, or effects of
-light, to which those with the artist's eye are especially prone.
-Here only--in this little unchanged room where his father had spent
-the most of his waking hours--could be retrieved the feeling that
-he was not quite gone, that the steady counsel of that old spirit
-and the warmth of his masterful lovability endured.
-
-What would his father be advising now, in this sudden recrudescence
-of an old tragedy--what would he say to this menace against her to
-whom he had taken such a fancy in the last weeks of his life? 'I
-must do my best for her,' thought Jolyon; 'he left her to me in his
-will. But what is the best?'
-
-And as if seeking to regain the sapience, the balance and shrewd
-common sense of that old Forsyte, he sat down in the ancient chair
-and crossed his knees. But he felt a mere shadow sitting there;
-nor did any inspiration come, while the fingers of the wind tapped
-on the darkening panes of the french-window.
-
-'Go and see her?' he thought, 'or ask her to come down here?
-What's her life been? What is it now, I wonder? Beastly to rake
-up things at this time of day.' Again the figure of his cousin
-standing with a hand on a front door of a fine olive-green leaped
-out, vivid, like one of those figures from old-fashioned clocks
-when the hour strikes; and his words sounded in Jolyon's ears
-clearer than any chime: "I manage my own affairs. I've told you
-once, I tell you again: We are not at home." The repugnance he had
-then felt for Soames--for his flat-cheeked, shaven face full of
-spiritual bull-doggedness; for his spare, square, sleek figure
-slightly crouched as it were over the bone he could not digest--
-came now again, fresh as ever, nay, with an odd increase. 'I
-dislike him,' he thought, 'I dislike him to the very roots of me.
-And that's lucky; it'll make it easier for me to back his wife.'
-Half-artist, and half-Forsyte, Jolyon was constitutionally averse
-from what he termed 'ructions'; unless angered, he conformed deeply
-to that classic description of the she-dog, 'Er'd ruther run than
-fight.' A little smile became settled in his beard. Ironical that
-Soames should come down here--to this house, built for himself!
-How he had gazed and gaped at this ruin of his past intention;
-furtively nosing at the walls and stairway, appraising everything!
-And intuitively Jolyon thought: 'I believe the fellow even now
-would like to be living here. He could never leave off longing for
-what he once owned! Well, I must act, somehow or other; but it's a
-bore--a great bore.'
-
-Late that evening he wrote to the Chelsea flat, asking if Irene
-would see him.
-
-The old century which had seen the plant of individualism flower so
-wonderfully was setting in a sky orange with coming storms.
-Rumours of war added to the briskness of a London turbulent at the
-close of the summer holidays. And the streets to Jolyon, who was
-not often up in town, had a feverish look, due to these new motor-
-cars and cabs, of which he disapproved aesthetically. He counted
-these vehicles from his hansom, and made the proportion of them one
-in twenty. 'They were one in thirty about a year ago,' he thought;
-'they've come to stay. Just so much more rattling round of wheels
-and general stink'--for he was one of those rather rare Liberals
-who object to anything new when it takes a material form; and he
-instructed his driver to get down to the river quickly, out of the
-traffic, desiring to look at the water through the mellowing screen
-of plane-trees. At the little block of flats which stood back some
-fifty yards from the Embankment, he told the cabman to wait, and
-went up to the first floor.
-
-Yes, Mrs. Heron was at home!
-
-The effect of a settled if very modest income was at once apparent
-to him remembering the threadbare refinement in that tiny flat
-eight years ago when he announced her good fortune. Everything was
-now fresh, dainty, and smelled of flowers. The general effect was
-silvery with touches of black, hydrangea colour, and gold. 'A
-woman of great taste,' he thought. Time had dealt gently with
-Jolyon, for he was a Forsyte. But with Irene Time hardly seemed to
-deal at all, or such was his impression. She appeared to him not a
-day older, standing there in mole-coloured velvet corduroy, with
-soft dark eyes and dark gold hair, with outstretched hand and a
-little smile.
-
-"Won't you sit down?"
-
-He had probably never occupied a chair with a fuller sense of
-embarrassment.
-
-"You look absolutely unchanged," he said.
-
-"And you look younger, Cousin Jolyon."
-
-Jolyon ran his hands through his hair, whose thickness was still a
-comfort to him.
-
-"I'm ancient, but I don't feel it. That's one thing about paint-
-ing, it keeps you young. Titian lived to ninety-nine, and had to
-have plague to kill him off. Do you know, the first time I ever
-saw you I thought of a picture by him?"
-
-"When did you see me for the first time?"
-
-"In the Botanical Gardens."
-
-"How did you know me, if you'd never seen me before?"
-
-"By someone who came up to you." He was looking at her hardily,
-but her face did not change; and she said quietly:
-
-"Yes; many lives ago."
-
-"What is your recipe for youth, Irene?"
-
-"People who don't live are wonderfully preserved."
-
-H'm! a bitter little saying! People who don't live! But an
-opening, and he took it. "You remember my Cousin Soames?"
-
-He saw her smile faintly at that whimsicality, and at once went on:
-
-"He came to see me the day before yesterday! He wants a divorce.
-Do you?"
-
-"I?" The word seemed startled out of her. "After twelve years?
-It's rather late. Won't it be difficult?"
-
-Jolyon looked hard into her face. "Unless...." he said.
-
-"Unless I have a lover now. But I have never had one since."
-
-What did he feel at the simplicity and candour of those words?
-Relief, surprise, pity! Venus for twelve years without a lover!
-
-"And yet," he said, "I suppose you would give a good deal to be
-free, too?"
-
-"I don't know. What does it matter, now?"
-
-"But if you were to love again?"
-
-"I should love." In that simple answer she seemed to sum up the
-whole philosophy of one on whom the world had turned its back.
-
-"Well! Is there anything you would like me to say to him?"
-
-"Only that I'm sorry he's not free. He had his chance once. I
-don't know why he didn't take it."
-
-"Because he was a Forsyte; we never part with things, you know,
-unless we want something in their place; and not always then."
-
-Irene smiled. "Don't you, Cousin Jolyon?--I think you do."
-
-"Of course, I'm a bit of a mongrel--not quite a pure Forsyte. I
-never take the halfpennies off my cheques, I put them on," said
-Jolyon uneasily.
-
-"Well, what does Soames want in place of me now?"
-
-"I don't know; perhaps children."
-
-She was silent for a little, looking down.
-
-"Yes," she murmured; "it's hard. I would help him to be free if I
-could."
-
-Jolyon gazed into his hat, his embarrassment was increasing fast;
-so was his admiration, his wonder, and his pity. She was so
-lovely, and so lonely; and altogether it was such a coil!
-
-"Well," he said, "I shall have to see Soames. If there's anything
-I can do for you I'm always at your service. You must think of me
-as a wretched substitute for my father. At all events I'll let you
-know what happens when I speak to Soames. He may supply the
-material himself."
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"You see, he has a lot to lose; and I have nothing. I should like
-him to be free; but I don't see what I can do."
-
-"Nor I at the moment," said Jolyon, and soon after took his leave.
-He went down to his hansom. Half-past three! Soames would be at
-his office still.
-
-"To the Poultry," he called through the trap. In front of the
-Houses of Parliament and in Whitehall, newsvendors were calling,
-"Grave situation in the Transvaal!" but the cries hardly roused
-him, absorbed in recollection of that very beautiful figure, of her
-soft dark glance, and the words: "I have never had one since."
-What on earth did such a woman do with her life, back-watered like
-this? Solitary, unprotected, with every man's hand against her or
-rather--reaching out to grasp her at the least sign. And year
-after year she went on like that!
-
-The word 'Poultry' above the passing citizens brought him back to
-reality.
-
-'Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte,' in black letters on a ground the
-colour of peasoup, spurred him to a sort of vigour, and he went up
-the stone stairs muttering: "Fusty musty ownerships! Well, we
-couldn't do without them!"
-
-"I want Mr. Soames Forsyte," he said to the boy who opened the
-door.
-
-"What name?"
-
-"Mr. Jolyon Forsyte."
-
-The youth looked at him curiously, never having seen a Forsyte with
-a beard, and vanished.
-
-The offices of 'Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte' had slowly absorbed
-the offices of 'Tooting and Bowles,' and occupied the whole of the
-first floor.
-
-The firm consisted now of nothing but Soames and a number of
-managing and articled clerks. The complete retirement of James
-some six years ago had accelerated business, to which the final
-touch of speed had been imparted when Bustard dropped off, worn
-out, as many believed, by the suit of 'Fryer versus Forsyte,' more
-in Chancery than ever and less likely to benefit its beneficiaries.
-Soames, with his saner grasp of actualities, had never permitted it
-to worry him; on the contrary, he had long perceived that
-Providence had presented him therein with L200 a year net in
-perpetuity, and--why not?
-
-When Jolyon entered, his cousin was drawing out a list of holdings
-in Consols, which in view of the rumours of war he was going to
-advise his companies to put on the market at once, before other
-companies did the same. He looked round, sidelong, and said:
-
-"How are you? Just one minute. Sit down, won't you?" And having
-entered three amounts, and set a ruler to keep his place, he turned
-towards Jolyon, biting the side of his flat forefinger....
-
-"Yes?" he said.
-
-"I have seen her."
-
-Soames frowned.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"She has remained faithful to memory."
-
-Having said that, Jolyon was ashamed. His cousin had flushed a
-dusky yellowish red. What had made him tease the poor brute!
-
-"I was to tell you she is sorry you are not free. Twelve years is
-a long time. You know your law, and what chance it gives you."
-Soames uttered a curious little grunt, and the two remained a full
-minute without speaking. 'Like wax!' thought Jolyon, watching that
-close face, where the flush was fast subsiding. 'He'll never give
-me a sign of what he's thinking, or going to do. Like wax!' And
-he transferred his gaze to a plan of that flourishing town, 'By-
-Street on Sea,' the future existence of which lay exposed on the
-wall to the possessive instincts of the firm's clients. The whim-
-sical thought flashed through him: 'I wonder if I shall get a bill
-of costs for this--"To attending Mr. Jolyon Forsyte in the matter
-of my divorce, to receiving his account of his visit to my wife,
-and to advising him to go and see her again, sixteen and
-eightpence."'
-
-Suddenly Soames said: "I can't go on like this. I tell you, I
-can't go on like this." His eyes were shifting from side to side,
-like an animal's when it looks for way of escape. 'He really
-suffers,' thought Jolyon; 'I've no business to forget that, just
-because I don't like him.'
-
-"Surely," he said gently, "it lies with yourself. A man can always
-put these things through if he'll take it on himself."
-
-Soames turned square to him, with a sound which seemed to come from
-somewhere very deep.
-
-"Why should I suffer more than I've suffered already? Why should
-I?"
-
-Jolyon could only shrug his shoulders. His reason agreed, his
-instinct rebelled; he could not have said why.
-
-"Your father," went on Soames, "took an interest in her--why,
-goodness knows! And I suppose you do too?" he gave Jolyon a sharp
-look. "It seems to me that one only has to do another person a
-wrong to get all the sympathy. I don't know in what way I was to
-blame--I've never known. I always treated her well. I gave her
-everything she could wish for. I wanted her."
-
-Again Jolyon's reason nodded; again his instinct shook its head.
-'What is it?' he thought; 'there must be something wrong in me.
-Yet if there is, I'd rather be wrong than right.'
-
-"After all," said Soames with a sort of glum fierceness, "she was
-my wife."
-
-In a flash the thought went through his listener: 'There it is!
-Ownerships! Well, we all own things. But--human beings! Pah!'
-
-"You have to look at facts," he said drily, "or rather the want of
-them."
-
-Soames gave him another quick suspicious look.
-
-"The want of them?" he said. "Yes, but I am not so sure."
-
-"I beg your pardon," replied Jolyon; "I've told you what she said.
-It was explicit."
-
-"My experience has not been one to promote blind confidence in her
-word. We shall see."
-
-Jolyon got up.
-
-"Good-bye," he said curtly.
-
-"Good-bye," returned Soames; and Jolyon went out trying to
-understand the look, half-startled, half-menacing, on his cousin's
-face. He sought Waterloo Station in a disturbed frame of mind, as
-though the skin of his moral being had been scraped; and all the
-way down in the train he thought of Irene in her lonely flat, and
-of Soames in his lonely office, and of the strange paralysis of life
-that lay on them both. 'In chancery!' he thought. 'Both their
-necks in chancery--and her's so pretty!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-VAL HEARS THE NEWS
-
-
-The keeping of engagements had not as yet been a conspicuous
-feature in the life of young Val Dartie, so that when he broke two
-and kept one, it was the latter event which caused him, if
-anything, the greater surprise, while jogging back to town from
-Robin Hill after his ride with Holly. She had been even prettier
-than he had thought her yesterday, on her silver-roan, long-tailed
-'palfrey'; and it seemed to him, self-critical in the brumous
-October gloaming and the outskirts of London, that only his boots
-had shone throughout their two-hour companionship. He took out his
-new gold 'hunter'--present from James--and looked not at the time,
-but at sections of his face in the glittering back of its opened
-case. He had a temporary spot over one eyebrow, and it displeased
-him, for it must have displeased her. Crum never had any spots.
-Together with Crum rose the scene in the promenade of the
-Pandemonium. To-day he had not had the faintest desire to unbosom
-himself to Holly about his father. His father lacked poetry, the
-stirrings of which he was feeling for the first time in his
-nineteen years. The Liberty, with Cynthia Dark, that almost
-mythical embodiment of rapture; the Pandemonium, with the woman of
-uncertain age--both seemed to Val completely 'off,' fresh from
-communion with this new, shy, dark-haired young cousin of his. She
-rode 'Jolly well,' too, so that it had been all the more flattering
-that she had let him lead her where he would in the long gallops of
-Richmond Park, though she knew them so much better than he did.
-Looking back on it all, he was mystified by the barrenness of his
-speech; he felt that he could say 'an awful lot of fetching things'
-if he had but the chance again, and the thought that he must go
-back to Littlehampton on the morrow, and to Oxford on the twelfth--
-'to that beastly exam,' too--without the faintest chance of first
-seeing her again, caused darkness to settle on his spirit even more
-quickly than on the evening. He should write to her, however, and
-she had promised to answer. Perhaps, too, she would come up to
-Oxford to see her brother. That thought was like the first star,
-which came out as he rode into Padwick's livery stables in the
-purlieus of Sloane Square. He got off and stretched himself
-luxuriously, for he had ridden some twenty-five good miles. The
-Dartie within him made him chaffer for five minutes with young
-Padwick concerning the favourite for the Cambridgeshire; then with
-the words, "Put the gee down to my account," he walked away, a
-little wide at the knees, and flipping his boots with his knotty
-little cane. 'I don't feel a bit inclined to go out,' he thought.
-'I wonder if mother will stand fizz for my last night!' With
-'fizz' and recollection, he could well pass a domestic evening.
-
-When he came down, speckless after his bath, he found his mother
-scrupulous in a low evening dress, and, to his annoyance, his Uncle
-Soames. They stopped talking when he came in; then his uncle said:
-
-"He'd better be told."
-
-At those words, which meant something about his father, of course,
-Val's first thought was of Holly. Was it anything beastly? His
-mother began speaking.
-
-"Your father," she said in her fashionably appointed voice, while
-her fingers plucked rather pitifully at sea-green brocade, "your
-father, my dear boy, has--is not at Newmarket; he's on his way to
-South America. He--he's left us."
-
-Val looked from her to Soames. Left them! Was he sorry? Was he
-fond of his father? It seemed to him that he did not know. Then,
-suddenly--as at a whiff of gardenias and cigars--his heart twitched
-within him, and he was sorry. One's father belonged to one, could
-not go off in this fashion--it was not done! Nor had he always
-been the 'bounder' of the Pandemonium promenade. There were
-precious memories of tailors' shops and horses, tips at school, and
-general lavish kindness, when in luck.
-
-"But why?" he said. Then, as a sportsman himself, was sorry he had
-asked. The mask of his mother's face was all disturbed; and he
-burst out:
-
-"All right, Mother, don't tell me! Only, what does it mean?"
-
-"A divorce, Val, I'm afraid."
-
-Val uttered a queer little grunt, and looked quickly at his uncle--
-that uncle whom he had been taught to look on as a guarantee
-against the consequences of having a father, even against the
-Dartie blood in his own veins. The flat-checked visage seemed to
-wince, and this upset him.
-
-"It won't be public, will it?"
-
-So vividly before him had come recollection of his own eyes glued
-to the unsavoury details of many a divorce suit in the Public
-Press.
-
-"Can't it be done quietly somehow? It's so disgusting for--for
-mother, and--and everybody."
-
-"Everything will be done as quietly as it can, you may be sure."
-
-"Yes--but, why is it necessary at all? Mother doesn't want to
-marry again."
-
-Himself, the girls, their name tarnished in the sight of his
-schoolfellows and of Crum, of the men at Oxford, of--Holly!
-Unbearable! What was to be gained by it?
-
-"Do you, Mother?" he said sharply.
-
-Thus brought face to face with so much of her own feeling by the
-one she loved best in the world, Winifred rose from the Empire
-chair in which she had been sitting. She saw that her son would be
-against her unless he was told everything; and, yet, how could she
-tell him? Thus, still plucking at the green brocade, she stared
-at Soames. Val, too, stared at Soames. Surely this embodiment of
-respectability and the sense of property could not wish to bring
-such a slur on his own sister!
-
-Soames slowly passed a little inlaid paperknife over the smooth
-surface of a marqueterie table; then, without looking at his
-nephew, he began:
-
-"You don't understand what your mother has had to put up with these
-twenty years. This is only the last straw, Val." And glancing up
-sideways at Winifred, he added:
-
-"Shall I tell him?"
-
-Winifred was silent. If he were not told, he would be against her!
-Yet, how dreadful to be told such things of his own father!
-Clenching her lips, she nodded.
-
-Soames spoke in a rapid, even voice:
-
-"He has always been a burden round your mother's neck. She has
-paid his debts over and over again; he has often been drunk, abused
-and threatened her; and now he is gone to Buenos Aires with a
-dancer." And, as if distrusting the efficacy of those words on the
-boy, he went on quickly:
-
-"He took your mother's pearls to give to her."
-
-Val jerked up his hand, then. At that signal of distress Winifred
-cried out:
-
-"That'll do, Soames--stop!"
-
-In the boy, the Dartie and the Forsyte were struggling. For debts,
-drink, dancers, he had a certain sympathy; but the pearls--no! That
-was too much! And suddenly he found his mother's hand squeezing
-his.
-
-"You see," he heard Soames say, "we can't have it all begin over
-again. There's a limit; we must strike while the iron's hot."
-
-Val freed his hand.
-
-"But--you're--never going to bring out that about the pearls! I
-couldn't stand that--I simply couldn't!"
-
-Winifred cried out:
-
-"No, no, Val--oh no! That's only to show you how impossible your
-father is!" And his uncle nodded. Somewhat assuaged, Val took out
-a cigarette. His father had bought him that thin curved case. Oh!
-it was unbearable--just as he was going up to Oxford!
-
-"Can't mother be protected without?" he said. "I could look after
-her. It could always be done later if it was really necessary."
-
-A smile played for a moment round Soames' lips, and became bitter.
-
-"You don't know what you're talking of; nothing's so fatal as delay
-in such matters."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I tell you, boy, nothing's so fatal. I know from experience."
-
-His voice had the ring of exasperation. Val regarded him round-
-eyed, never having known his uncle express any sort of feeling.
-Oh! Yes--he remembered now--there had been an Aunt Irene, and
-something had happened--something which people kept dark; he had
-heard his father once use an unmentionable word of her.
-
-"I don't want to speak ill of your father," Soames went on
-doggedly, "but I know him well enough to be sure that he'll be back
-on your mother's hands before a year's over. You can imagine what
-that will mean to her and to all of you after this. The only thing
-is to cut the knot for good."
-
-In spite of himself, Val was impressed; and, happening to look at
-his mother's face, he got what was perhaps his first real insight
-into the fact that his own feelings were not always what mattered
-most.
-
-"All right, mother," he said; "we'll back you up. Only I'd like to
-know when it'll be. It's my first term, you know. I don't want to
-be up there when it comes off."
-
-"Oh! my dear boy," murmured Winifred, "it is a bore for you." So,
-by habit, she phrased what, from the expression of her face, was
-the most poignant regret. "When will it be, Soames?"
-
-"Can't tell--not for months. We must get restitution first."
-
-'What the deuce is that?' thought Val. 'What silly brutes lawyers
-are! Not for months! I know one thing: I'm not going to dine in!'
-And he said:
-
-"Awfully sorry, mother, I've got to go out to dinner now."
-
-Though it was his last night, Winifred nodded almost gratefully;
-they both felt that they had gone quite far enough in the
-expression of feeling.
-
-Val sought the misty freedom of Green Street, reckless and
-depressed. And not till he reached Piccadilly did he discover that
-he had only eighteen-pence. One couldn't dine off eighteen-pence,
-and he was very hungry. He looked longingly at the windows of the
-Iseeum Club, where he had often eaten of the best with his father!
-Those pearls! There was no getting over them! But the more he
-brooded and the further he walked the hungrier he naturally became.
-Short of trailing home, there were only two places where he could
-go--his grandfather's in Park Lane, and Timothy's in the Bayswater
-Road. Which was the less deplorable? At his grandfather's he
-would probably get a better dinner on the spur of the moment. At
-Timothy's they gave you a jolly good feed when they expected you,
-not otherwise. He decided on Park Lane, not unmoved by the thought
-that to go up to Oxford without affording his grandfather a chance
-to tip him was hardly fair to either of them. His mother would
-hear he had been there, of course, and might think it funny; but he
-couldn't help that. He rang the bell.
-
-"Hullo, Warmson, any dinner for me, d'you think?"
-
-"They're just going in, Master Val. Mr. Forsyte will be very glad
-to see you. He was saying at lunch that he never saw you
-nowadays."
-
-Val grinned.
-
-"Well, here I am. Kill the fatted calf, Warmson, let's have fizz."
-
-Warmson smiled faintly--in his opinion Val was a young limb.
-
-"I will ask Mrs. Forsyte, Master Val."
-
-"I say," Val grumbled, taking off his overcoat, "I'm not at school
-any more, you know."
-
-Warmson, not without a sense of humour, opened the door beyond the
-stag's-horn coat stand, with the words:
-
-"Mr. Valerus, ma'am."
-
-"Confound him!" thought Val, entering.
-
-A warm embrace, a "Well, Val!" from Emily, and a rather quavery "So
-there you are at last!" from James, restored his sense of dignity.
-
-"Why didn't you let us know? There's only saddle of mutton.
-Champagne, Warmson," said Emily. And they went in.
-
-At the great dining-table, shortened to its utmost, under which so
-many fashionable legs had rested, James sat at one end, Emily at
-the other, Val half-way between them; and something of the
-loneliness of his grandparents, now that all their four children
-were flown, reached the boy's spirit. 'I hope I shall kick the
-bucket long before I'm as old as grandfather,' he thought. 'Poor
-old chap, he's as thin as a rail!' And lowering his voice while
-his grandfather and Warmson were in discussion about sugar in the
-soup, he said to Emily:
-
-"It's pretty brutal at home, Granny. I suppose you know."
-
-"Yes, dear boy."
-
-"Uncle Soames was there when I left. I say, isn't there anything
-to be done to prevent a divorce? Why is he so beastly keen on it?"
-
-"Hush, my dear!" murmured Emily; "we're keeping it from your
-grandfather."
-
-James' voice sounded from the other end.
-
-"What's that? What are you talking about?"
-
-"About Val's college," returned Emily. "Young Pariser was there,
-James; you remember--he nearly broke the Bank at Monte Carlo
-afterwards."
-
-James muttered that he did not know--Val must look after himself up
-there, or he'd get into bad ways. And he looked at his grandson
-with gloom, out of which affection distrustfully glimmered.
-
-"What I'm afraid of," said Val to his plate, "is of being hard up,
-you know."
-
-By instinct he knew that the weak spot in that old man was fear of
-insecurity for his grandchildren.
-
-"Well," said James, and the soup in his spoon dribbled over,
-"you'll have a good allowance; but you must keep within it."
-
-"Of course," murmured Val; "if it is good. How much will it be,
-Grandfather?"
-
-"Three hundred and fifty; it's too much. I had next to nothing at
-your age."
-
-Val sighed. He had hoped for four, and been afraid of three. "I
-don't know what your young cousin has," said James; "he's up there.
-His father's a rich man."
-
-"Aren't you?" asked Val hardily.
-
-"I?" replied James, flustered. "I've got so many expenses. Your
-father...." and he was silent.
-
-"Cousin Jolyon's got an awfully jolly place. I went down there
-with Uncle Soames--ripping stables."
-
-"Ah!" murmured James profoundly. "That house--I knew how it would
-be!" And he lapsed into gloomy meditation over his fish-bones.
-His son's tragedy, and the deep cleavage it had caused in the
-Forsyte family, had still the power to draw him down into a
-whirlpool of doubts and misgivings. Val, who hankered to talk of
-Robin Hill, because Robin Hill meant Holly, turned to Emily and
-said:
-
-"Was that the house built for Uncle Soames?" And, receiving her
-nod, went on: "I wish you'd tell me about him, Granny. What became
-of Aunt Irene? Is she still going? He seems awfully worked-up
-about something to-night."
-
-Emily laid her finger on her lips, but the word Irene had caught
-James' ear.
-
-"What's that?" he said, staying a piece of mutton close to his
-lips. "Who's been seeing her? I knew we hadn't heard the last of
-that."
-
-"Now, James," said Emily, "eat your dinner. Nobody's been seeing
-anybody."
-
-James put down his fork.
-
-"There you go," he said. "I might die before you'd tell me of it.
-Is Soames getting a divorce?"
-
-"Nonsense," said Emily with incomparable aplomb; "Soames is much
-too sensible."
-
-James had sought his own throat, gathering the long white whiskers
-together on the skin and bone of it.
-
-"She--she was always...." he said, and with that enigmatic remark
-the conversation lapsed, for Warmson had returned. But later, when
-the saddle of mutton had been succeeded by sweet, savoury, and
-dessert, and Val had received a cheque for twenty pounds and his
-grandfather's kiss--like no other kiss in the world, from lips
-pushed out with a sort of fearful suddenness, as if yielding to
-weakness--he returned to the charge in the hall.
-
-"Tell us about Uncle Soames, Granny. Why is he so keen on mother's
-getting a divorce?"
-
-"Your Uncle Soames," said Emily, and her voice had in it an
-exaggerated assurance, "is a lawyer, my dear boy. He's sure to
-know best."
-
-"Is he?" muttered Val. "But what did become of Aunt Irene? I
-remember she was jolly good-looking."
-
-"She--er...." said Emily, "behaved very badly. We don't talk
-about it."
-
-"Well, I don't want everybody at Oxford to know about our affairs,"
-ejaculated Val; "it's a brutal idea. Why couldn't father be pre-
-vented without its being made public?"
-
-Emily sighed. She had always lived rather in an atmosphere of
-divorce, owing to her fashionable proclivities--so many of those
-whose legs had been under her table having gained a certain notor-
-iety. When, however, it touched her own family, she liked it no
-better than other people. But she was eminently practical, and a
-woman of courage, who never pursued a shadow in preference to its
-substance.
-
-"Your mother," she said, "will be happier if she's quite free, Val.
-Good-night, my dear boy; and don't wear loud waistcoats up at
-Oxford, they're not the thing just now. Here's a little present."
-
-With another five pounds in his hand, and a little warmth in his
-heart, for he was fond of his grandmother, he went out into Park
-Lane. A wind had cleared the mist, the autumn leaves were
-rustling, and the stars were shining. With all that money in his
-pocket an impulse to 'see life' beset him; but he had not gone
-forty yards in the direction of Piccadilly when Holly's shy face,
-and her eyes with an imp dancing in their gravity, came up before
-him, and his hand seemed to be tingling again from the pressure of
-her warm gloved hand. 'No, dash it!' he thought, 'I'm going
-home!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-SOAMES ENTERTAINS THE FUTURE
-
-
-It was full late for the river, but the weather was lovely, and
-summer lingered below the yellowing leaves. Soames took many looks
-at the day from his riverside garden near Mapledurham that Sunday
-morning.
-
-With his own hands he put flowers about his little house-boat, and
-equipped the punt, in which, after lunch, he proposed to take them
-on the river. Placing those Chinese-looking cushions, he could not
-tell whether or no he wished to take Annette alone. She was so
-very pretty--could he trust himself not to say irrevocable words,
-passing beyond the limits of discretion? Roses on the veranda were
-still in bloom, and the hedges ever-green, so that there was almost
-nothing of middle-aged autumn to chill the mood; yet was he
-nervous, fidgety, strangely distrustful of his powers to steer just
-the right course. This visit had been planned to produce in
-Annette and her mother a due sense of his possessions, so that they
-should be ready to receive with respect any overture he might later
-be disposed to make. He dressed with great care, making himself
-neither too young nor too old, very thankful that his hair was
-still thick and smooth and had no grey in it. Three times he went
-up to his picture-gallery. If they had any knowledge at all, they
-must see at once that his collection alone was worth at least
-thirty thousand pounds. He minutely inspected, too, the pretty
-bedroom overlooking the river where they would take off their hats.
-It would be her bedroom if--if the matter went through, and she
-became his wife. Going up to the dressing-table he passed his hand
-over the lilac-coloured pincushion, into which were stuck all kinds
-of pins; a bowl of pot-pourri exhaled a scent that made his head
-turn just a little. His wife! If only the whole thing could be
-settled out of hand, and there was not the nightmare of this
-divorce to be gone through first; and with gloom puckered on his
-forehead, he looked out at the river shining beyond the roses and
-the lawn. Madame Lamotte would never resist this prospect for her
-child; Annette would never resist her mother. If only he were
-free! He drove to the station to meet them. What taste French-
-women had! Madame Lamotte was in black with touches of lilac
-colour, Annette in greyish lilac linen, with cream coloured gloves
-and hat. Rather pale she looked and Londony; and her blue eyes
-were demure. Waiting for them to come down to lunch, Soames stood
-in the open french-window of the diningroom moved by that sensuous
-delight in sunshine and flowers and trees which only came to the
-full when youth and beauty were there to share it with one. He had
-ordered the lunch with intense consideration; the wine was a very
-special Sauterne, the whole appointments of the meal perfect, the
-coffee served on the veranda super-excellent. Madame Lamotte
-accepted creme de menthe; Annette refused. Her manners were
-charming, with just a suspicion of 'the conscious beauty' creeping
-into them. 'Yes,' thought Soames, 'another year of London and that
-sort of life, and she'll be spoiled.'
-
-Madame was in sedate French raptures. "Adorable! Le soleil est si
-bon! How everything is chic, is it not, Annette? Monsieur is a
-real Monte Cristo." Annette murmured assent, with a look up at
-Soames which he could not read. He proposed a turn on the river.
-But to punt two persons when one of them looked so ravishing on
-those Chinese cushions was merely to suffer from a sense of lost
-opportunity; so they went but a short way towards Pangbourne,
-drifting slowly back, with every now and then an autumn leaf
-dropping on Annette or on her mother's black amplitude. And Soames
-was not happy, worried by the thought: 'How--when--where--can I
-say--what?' They did not yet even know that he was married. To
-tell them he was married might jeopardise his every chance; yet, if
-he did not definitely make them understand that he wished for
-Annette's hand, it would be dropping into some other clutch before
-he was free to claim it.
-
-At tea, which they both took with lemon, Soames spoke of the
-Transvaal.
-
-"There'll be war," he said.
-
-Madame Lamotte lamented.
-
-"Ces pauvres gens bergers!" Could they not be left to themselves?
-
-Soames smiled--the question seemed to him absurd.
-
-Surely as a woman of business she understood that the British could
-not abandon their legitimate commercial interests.
-
-"Ah! that!" But Madame Lamotte found that the English were a
-little hypocrite. They were talking of justice and the Uitlanders,
-not of business. Monsieur was the first who had spoken to her of
-that.
-
-"The Boers are only half-civilised," remarked Soames; "they stand
-in the way of progress. It will never do to let our suzerainty
-go."
-
-"What does that mean to say? Suzerainty!"
-
-"What a strange word!" Soames became eloquent, roused by these
-threats to the principle of possession, and stimulated by Annette's
-eyes fixed on him. He was delighted when presently she said:
-
-"I think Monsieur is right. They should be taught a lesson." She
-was sensible!
-
-"Of course," he said, "we must act with moderation. I'm no jingo.
-We must be firm without bullying. Will you come up and see my
-pictures?" Moving from one to another of these treasures, he soon
-perceived that they knew nothing. They passed his last Mauve, that
-remarkable study of a 'Hay-cart going Home,' as if it were a
-lithograph. He waited almost with awe to see how they would view
-the jewel of his collection--an Israels whose price he had watched
-ascending till he was now almost certain it had reached top value,
-and would be better on the market again. They did not view it at
-all. This was a shock; and yet to have in Annette a virgin taste
-to form would be better than to have the silly, half-baked pre-
-dilections of the English middle-class to deal with. At the end of
-the gallery was a Meissonier of which he was rather ashamed--
-Meissonier was so steadily going down. Madame Lamotte stopped
-before it.
-
-"Meissonier! Ah! What a jewel!" Soames took advantage of that
-moment. Very gently touching Annette's arm, he said:
-
-"How do you like my place, Annette?"
-
-She did not shrink, did not respond; she looked at him full, looked
-down, and murmured:
-
-"Who would not like it? It is so beautiful!"
-
-"Perhaps some day--" Soames said, and stopped.
-
-So pretty she was, so self-possessed--she frightened him. Those
-cornflower-blue eyes, the turn of that creamy neck, her delicate
-curves--she was a standing temptation to indiscretion! No! No!
-One must be sure of one's ground--much surer! 'If I hold off,' he
-thought, 'it will tantalise her.' And he crossed over to Madame
-Lamotte, who was still in front of the Meissonier.
-
-"Yes, that's quite a good example of his later work. You must come
-again, Madame, and see them lighted up. You must both come and
-spend a night."
-
-Enchanted, would it not be beautiful to see them lighted? By
-moonlight too, the river must be ravishing!
-
-Annette murmured:
-
-"Thou art sentimental, Maman!"
-
-Sentimental! That black-robed, comely, substantial Frenchwoman of
-the world! And suddenly he was certain as he could be that there
-was no sentiment in either of them. All the better. Of what use
-sentiment? And yet....!
-
-He drove to the station with them, and saw them into the train. To
-the tightened pressure of his hand it seemed that Annette's fingers
-responded just a little; her face smiled at him through the dark.
-
-He went back to the carriage, brooding. "Go on home, Jordan," he
-said to the coachman; "I'll walk." And he strode out into the
-darkening lanes, caution and the desire of possession playing
-see-saw within him. 'Bon soir, monsieur!' How softly she had said
-it. To know what was in her mind! The French--they were like
-cats--one could tell nothing! But--how pretty! What a perfect
-young thing to hold in one's arms! What a mother for his heir!
-And he thought, with a smile, of his family and their surprise at a
-French wife, and their curiosity, and of the way he would play with
-it and buffet it confound them!
-
-The, poplars sighed in the darkness; an owl hooted. Shadows
-deepened in the water. 'I will and must be free,' he thought. 'I
-won't hang about any longer. I'll go and see Irene. If you want
-things done, do them yourself. I must live again--live and move
-and have my being.' And in echo to that queer biblicality church-
-bells chimed the call to evening prayer.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-AND VISITS THE PAST
-
-
-On a Tuesday evening after dining at his club Soames set out to do
-what required more courage and perhaps less delicacy than anything
-he had yet undertaken in his life--save perhaps his birth, and one
-other action. He chose the evening, indeed, partly because Irene
-was more likely to be in, but mainly because he had failed to find
-sufficient resolution by daylight, had needed wine to give him
-extra daring.
-
-He left his hansom on the Embankment, and walked up to the Old
-Church, uncertain of the block of flats where he knew she lived.
-He found it hiding behind a much larger mansion; and having read
-the name, 'Mrs. Irene Heron'--Heron, forsooth! Her maiden name: so
-she used that again, did she?--he stepped back into the road to
-look up at the windows of the first floor. Light was coming
-through in the corner fiat, and he could hear a piano being played.
-He had never had a love of music, had secretly borne it a grudge in
-the old days when so often she had turned to her piano, making of
-it a refuge place into which she knew he could not enter. Repulse!
-The long repulse, at first restrained and secret, at last open!
-Bitter memory came with that sound. It must be she playing, and
-thus almost assured of seeing her, he stood more undecided than
-ever. Shivers of anticipation ran through him; his tongue felt
-dry, his heart beat fast. 'I have no cause to be afraid,' he
-thought. And then the lawyer stirred within him. Was he doing a
-foolish thing? Ought he not to have arranged a formal meeting in
-the presence of her trustee? No! Not before that fellow Jolyon,
-who sympathised with her! Never! He crossed back into the
-doorway, and, slowly, to keep down the beating of his heart,
-mounted the single flight of stairs and rang the bell. When the
-door was opened to him his sensations were regulated by the scent
-which came--that perfume--from away back in the past, bringing
-muffled remembrance: fragrance of a drawing-room he used to enter,
-of a house he used to own--perfume of dried rose-leaves and honey!
-
-"Say, Mr. Forsyte," he said, "your mistress will see me, I know."
-He had thought this out; she would think it was Jolyon!
-
-When the maid was gone and he was alone in the tiny hall, where the
-light was dim from one pearly-shaded sconce, and walls, carpet,
-everything was silvery, making the walled-in space all ghostly, he
-could only think ridiculously: 'Shall I go in with my overcoat on,
-or take it off?' The music ceased; the maid said from the doorway:
-
-"Will you walk in, sir?"
-
-Soames walked in. He noted mechanically that all was still
-silvery, and that the upright piano was of satinwood. She had
-risen and stood recoiled against it; her hand, placed on the keys
-as if groping for support, had struck a sudden discord, held for a
-moment, and released. The light from the shaded piano-candle fell
-on her neck, leaving her face rather in shadow. She was in a black
-evening dress, with a sort of mantilla over her shoulders--he did
-not remember ever having seen her in black, and the thought passed
-through him: 'She dresses even when she's alone.'
-
-"You!" he heard her whisper.
-
-Many times Soames had rehearsed this scene in fancy. Rehearsal
-served him not at all. He simply could not speak. He had never
-thought that the sight of this woman whom he had once so
-passionately desired, so completely owned, and whom he had not seen
-for twelve years, could affect him in this way. He had imagined
-himself speaking and acting, half as man of business, half as
-judge. And now it was as if he were in the presence not of a mere
-woman and erring wife, but of some force, subtle and elusive as
-atmo-sphere itself within him and outside. A kind of defensive
-irony welled up in him.
-
-"Yes, it's a queer visit! I hope you're well."
-
-"Thank you. Will you sit down?"
-
-She had moved away from the piano, and gone over to a window-seat,
-sinking on to it, with her hands clasped in her lap. Light fell on
-her there, so that Soames could see her face, eyes, hair, strangely
-as he remembered them, strangely beautiful.
-
-He sat down on the edge of a satinwood chair, upholstered with
-silver-coloured stuff, close to where he was standing.
-
-"You have not changed," he said.
-
-"No? What have you come for?"
-
-"To discuss things."
-
-"I have heard what you want from your cousin."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"I am willing. I have always been."
-
-The sound of her voice, reserved and close, the sight of her figure
-watchfully poised, defensive, was helping him now. A thousand
-memories of her, ever on the watch against him, stirred, and....
-
-"Perhaps you will be good enough, then, to give me information on
-which I can act. The law must be complied with."
-
-"I have none to give you that you don't know of."
-
-"Twelve years! Do you suppose I can believe that?"
-
-"I don't suppose you will believe anything I say; but it's the
-truth."
-
-Soames looked at her hard. He had said that she had not changed;
-now he perceived that she had. Not in face, except that it was
-more beautiful; not in form, except that it was a little fuller--
-no! She had changed spiritually. There was more of her, as it
-were, something of activity and daring, where there had been sheer
-passive resistance. 'Ah!' he thought, 'that's her independent
-income! Confound Uncle Jolyon!'
-
-"I suppose you're comfortably off now?" he said.
-
-"Thank you, yes."
-
-"Why didn't you let me provide for you? I would have, in spite of
-everything."
-
-A faint smile came on her lips; but she did not answer.
-
-"You are still my wife," said Soames. Why he said that, what he
-meant by it, he knew neither when he spoke nor after. It was a
-truism almost preposterous, but its effect was startling. She rose
-from the window-seat, and stood for a moment perfectly still,
-looking at him. He could see her bosom heaving. Then she turned
-to the window and threw it open.
-
-"Why do that?" he said sharply. "You'll catch cold in that dress.
-I'm not dangerous." And he uttered a little sad laugh.
-
-She echoed it--faintly, bitterly.
-
-"It was--habit."
-
-"Rather odd habit," said Soames as bitterly. "Shut the window!"
-
-She shut it and sat down again. She had developed power, this
-woman--this--wife of his! He felt it issuing from her as she sat
-there, in a sort of armour. And almost unconsciously he rose and
-moved nearer; he wanted to see the expression on her face. Her
-eyes met his unflinching. Heavens! how clear they were, and what
-a dark brown against that white skin, and that burnt-amber hair!
-And how white her shoulders.
-
-Funny sensation this! He ought to hate her.
-
-"You had better tell me," he said; "it's to your advantage to be
-free as well as to mine. That old matter is too old."
-
-"I have told you."
-
-"Do you mean to tell me there has been nothing--nobody?"
-
-"Nobody. You must go to your own life."
-
-Stung by that retort, Soames moved towards the piano and back to
-the hearth, to and fro, as he had been wont in the old days in
-their drawing-room when his feelings were too much for him.
-
-"That won't do," he said. "You deserted me. In common justice
-it's for you...."
-
-He saw her shrug those white shoulders, heard her murmur:
-
-"Yes. Why didn't you divorce me then? Should I have cared?"
-
-He stopped, and looked at her intently with a sort of curiosity.
-What on earth did she do with herself, if she really lived quite
-alone? And why had he not divorced her? The old feeling that she
-had never understood him, never done him justice, bit him while he
-stared at her.
-
-"Why couldn't you have made me a good wife?" he said.
-
-"Yes; it was a crime to marry you. I have paid for it. You will
-find some way perhaps. You needn't mind my name, I have none to
-lose. Now I think you had better go."
-
-A sense of defeat--of being defrauded of his self-justification,
-and of something else beyond power of explanation to himself, beset
-Soames like the breath of a cold fog. Mechanically he reached up,
-took from the mantel-shelf a little china bowl, reversed it, and
-said:
-
-"Lowestoft. Where did you get this? I bought its fellow at
-Jobson's." And, visited by the sudden memory of how, those many
-years ago, he and she had bought china together, he remained
-staring at the little bowl, as if it contained all the past. Her
-voice roused him.
-
-"Take it. I don't want it."
-
-Soames put it back on the shelf.
-
-"Will you shake hands?" he said.
-
-A faint smile curved her lips. She held out her hand. It was cold
-to his rather feverish touch. 'She's made of ice,' he thought--
-'she was always made of ice!' But even as that thought darted
-through him, his senses were assailed by the perfume of her dress
-and body, as though the warmth within her, which had never been for
-him, were struggling to show its presence. And he turned on his
-heel. He walked out and away, as if someone with a whip were after
-him, not even looking for a cab, glad of the empty Embankment and
-the cold river, and the thick-strewn shadows of the plane-tree
-leaves--confused, flurried, sore at heart, and vaguely disturbed,
-as though he had made some deep mistake whose consequences he could
-not foresee. And the fantastic thought suddenly assailed him
-if instead of, 'I think you had better go,' she had said, 'I think
-you had better stay!' What should he have felt, what would he have
-done? That cursed attraction of her was there for him even now,
-after all these years of estrangement and bitter thoughts. It was
-there, ready to mount to his head at a sign, a touch. 'I was a
-fool to go!' he muttered. 'I've advanced nothing. Who could
-imagine? I never thought!' Memory, flown back to the first years
-of his marriage, played him torturing tricks. She had not deserved
-to keep her beauty--the beauty he had owned and known so well. And
-a kind of bitterness at the tenacity of his own admiration welled
-up in him. Most men would have hated the sight of her, as she had
-deserved. She had spoiled his life, wounded his pride to death,
-defrauded him of a son. And yet the mere sight of her, cold and
-resisting as ever, had this power to upset him utterly! It was
-some damned magnetism she had! And no wonder if, as she asserted;
-she had lived untouched these last twelve years. So Bosinney--
-cursed be his memory!--had lived on all this time with her! Soames
-could not tell whether he was glad of that knowledge or no.
-
-Nearing his Club at last he stopped to buy a paper. A headline
-ran: 'Boers reported to repudiate suzerainty!' Suzerainty! 'Just
-like her!' he thought: 'she always did. Suzerainty! I still have
-it by rights. She must be awfully lonely in that wretched little
-flat!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-ON FORSYTE 'CHANGE
-
-
-Soames belonged to two clubs, 'The Connoisseurs,' which he put on
-his cards and seldom visited, and 'The Remove,' which he did not
-put on his cards and frequented. He had joined this Liberal
-institution five years ago, having made sure that its members were
-now nearly all sound Conservatives in heart and pocket, if not in
-principle. Uncle Nicholas had put him up. The fine reading-room
-was decorated in the Adam style.
-
-On entering that evening he glanced at the tape for any news about
-the Transvaal, and noted that Consols were down seven-sixteenths
-since the morning. He was turning away to seek the reading-room
-when a voice behind him said:
-
-"Well, Soames, that went off all right."
-
-It was Uncle Nicholas, in a frock-coat and his special cut-away
-collar, with a black tie passed through a ring. Heavens! How
-young and dapper he looked at eighty-two!
-
-"I think Roger'd have been pleased," his uncle went on. "The thing
-was very well done. Blackley's? I'll make a note of them.
-Buxton's done me no good. These Boers are upsetting me--that
-fellow Chamberlain's driving the country into war. What do you
-think?"
-
-"Bound to come," murmured Soames.
-
-Nicholas passed his hand over his thin, cleanshaven cheeks, very
-rosy after his summer cure; a slight pout had gathered on his lips.
-This business had revived all his Liberal principles.
-
-"I mistrust that chap; he's a stormy petrel. House-property will
-go down if there's war. You'll have trouble with Roger's estate.
-I often told him he ought to get out of some of his houses. He was
-an opinionated beggar."
-
-'There was a pair of you!' thought Soames. But he never argued
-with an uncle, in that way preserving their opinion of him as 'a
-long-headed chap,' and the legal care of their property.
-
-"They tell me at Timothy's," said Nicholas, lowering his voice,
-"that Dartie has gone off at last. That'll be a relief to your
-father. He was a rotten egg."
-
-Again Soames nodded. If there was a subject on which the Forsytes
-really agreed, it was the character of Montague Dartie.
-
-"You take care," said Nicholas, "or he'll turn up again. Winifred
-had better have the tooth out, I should say. No use preserving
-what's gone bad."
-
-Soames looked at him sideways. His nerves, exacerbated by the
-interview he had just come through, disposed him to see a personal
-allusion in those words.
-
-"I'm advising her," he said shortly.
-
-"Well," said Nicholas, "the brougham's waiting; I must get home.
-I'm very poorly. Remember me to your father."
-
-And having thus reconsecrated the ties of blood, he passed down the
-steps at his youthful gait and was wrapped into his fur coat by the
-junior porter.
-
-'I've never known Uncle Nicholas other than "very poorly,"' mused
-Soames, 'or seen him look other than everlasting. What a family!
-Judging by him, I've got thirty-eight years of health before me.
-Well, I'm not going to waste them.' And going over to a mirror he
-stood looking at his face. Except for a line or two, and three or
-four grey hairs in his little dark moustache, had he aged any more
-than Irene? The prime of life--he and she in the very prime of
-life! And a fantastic thought shot into his mind. Absurd!
-Idiotic! But again it came. And genuinely alarmed by the recur-
-rence, as one is by the second fit of shivering which presages a
-feverish cold, he sat down on the weighing machine. Eleven stone!
-He had not varied two pounds in twenty years. What age was she?
-Nearly thirty-seven--not too old to have a child--not at all!
-Thirty-seven on the ninth of next month. He remembered her
-birthday well--he had always observed it religiously, even that
-last birthday so soon before she left him, when he was almost
-certain she was faithless. Four birthdays in his house. He had
-looked forward to them, because his gifts had meant a semblance of
-gratitude, a certain attempt at warmth. Except, indeed, that last
-birthday--which had tempted him to be too religious! And he shied
-away in thought. Memory heaps dead leaves on corpse-like deeds,
-from under which they do but vaguely offend the sense. And then he
-thought suddenly: 'I could send her a present for her birthday.
-After all, we're Christians! Couldn't!--couldn't we join up
-again!' And he uttered a deep sigh sitting there. Annette! Ah!
-but between him and Annette was the need for that wretched divorce
-suit! And how?
-
-"A man can always work these things, if he'll take it on himself,"
-Jolyon had said.
-
-But why should he take the scandal on himself with his whole career
-as a pillar of the law at stake? It was not fair! It was quix-
-otic! Twelve years' separation in which he had taken no steps to
-free himself put out of court the possibility of using her conduct
-with Bosinney as a ground for divorcing her. By doing nothing to
-secure relief he had acquiesced, even if the evidence could now be
-gathered, which was more than doubtful. Besides, his own pride
-would never let him use that old incident, he had suffered from it
-too much. No! Nothing but fresh misconduct on her part--but she
-had denied it; and--almost--he had believed her. Hung up! Utterly
-hung up!
-
-He rose from the scooped-out red velvet seat with a feeling of
-constriction about his vitals. He would never sleep with this
-going on in him! And, taking coat and hat again, he went out,
-moving eastward. In Trafalgar Square he became aware of some
-special commotion travelling towards him out of the mouth of the
-Strand. It materialised in newspaper men calling out so loudly
-that no words whatever could be heard. He stopped to listen, and
-one came by.
-
-"Payper! Special! Ultimatium by Krooger! Declaration of war!"
-Soames bought the paper. There it was in the stop press....! His
-first thought was: 'The Boers are committing suicide.' His second:
-'Is there anything still I ought to sell?' If so he had missed the
-chance--there would certainly be a slump in the city to-morrow. He
-swallowed this thought with a nod of defiance. That ultimatum was
-insolent--sooner than let it pass he was prepared to lose money.
-They wanted a lesson, and they would get it; but it would take
-three months at least to bring them to heel. There weren't the
-troops out there; always behind time, the Government! Confound
-those newspaper rats! What was the use of waking everybody up?
-Breakfast to-morrow was quite soon enough. And he thought with
-alarm of his father. They would cry it down Park Lane. Hailing a
-hansom, he got in and told the man to drive there.
-
-James and Emily had just gone up to bed, and after communicating
-the news to Warmson, Soames prepared to follow. He paused by
-after-thought to say:
-
-"What do you think of it, Warmson?"
-
-The butler ceased passing a hat brush over the silk hat Soames had
-taken off, and, inclining his face a little forward, said in a low
-voice: "Well, sir, they 'aven't a chance, of course; but I'm told
-they're very good shots. I've got a son in the Inniskillings."
-
-"You, Warmson? Why, I didn't know you were married."
-
-"No, sir. I don't talk of it. I expect he'll be going out."
-
-The slighter shock Soames had felt on discovering that he knew so
-little of one whom he thought he knew so well was lost in the
-slight shock of discovering that the war might touch one
-personally. Born in the year of the Crimean War, he had only come
-to consciousness by the time the Indian Mutiny was over; since then
-the many little wars of the British Empire had been entirely
-professional, quite unconnected with the Forsytes and all they
-stood for in the body politic. This war would surely be no
-exception. But his mind ran hastily over his family. Two of the
-Haymans, he had heard, were in some Yeomanry or other--it had
-always been a pleasant thought, there was a certain distinction
-about the Yeomanry; they wore, or used to wear, a blue uniform with
-silver about it, and rode horses. And Archibald, he remembered,
-had once on a time joined the Militia, but had given it up because
-his father, Nicholas, had made such a fuss about his 'wasting his
-time peacocking about in a uniform.' Recently he had heard
-somewhere that young Nicholas' eldest, very young Nicholas, had
-become a Volunteer. 'No,' thought Soames, mounting the stairs
-slowly, 'there's nothing in that!'
-
-He stood on the landing outside his parents' bed and dressing
-rooms, debating whether or not to put his nose in and say a
-reassuring word. Opening the landing window, he listened. The
-rumble from Piccadilly was all the sound he heard, and with the
-thought, 'If these motor-cars increase, it'll affect house
-property,' he was about to pass on up to the room always kept ready
-for him when he heard, distant as yet, the hoarse rushing call of a
-newsvendor. There it was, and coming past the house! He knocked
-on his mother's door and went in.
-
-His father was sitting up in bed, with his ears pricked under the
-white hair which Emily kept so beautifully cut. He looked pink,
-and extraordinarily clean, in his setting of white sheet and
-pillow, out of which the points of his high, thin, nightgowned
-shoulders emerged in small peaks. His eyes alone, grey and
-distrustful under their withered lids, were moving from the window
-to Emily, who in a wrapper was walking up and down, squeezing a
-rubber ball attached to a scent bottle. The room reeked faintly of
-the eau-de-Cologne she was spraying.
-
-"All right!" said Soames, "it's not a fire. The Boers have
-declared war--that's all."
-
-Emily stopped her spraying.
-
-"Oh!" was all she said, and looked at James.
-
-Soames, too, looked at his father. He was taking it differently
-from their expectation, as if some thought, strange to them, were
-working in him.
-
-"H'm!" he muttered suddenly, "I shan't live to see the end of
-this."
-
-"Nonsense, James! It'll be over by Christmas."
-
-"What do you know about it?" James answered her with asperity.
-"It's a pretty mess at this time of night, too!" He lapsed into
-silence, and his wife and son, as if hypnotised, waited for him to
-say: 'I can't tell--I don't know; I knew how it would be!' But he
-did not. The grey eyes shifted, evidently seeing nothing in the
-room; then movement occurred under the bedclothes, and the knees
-were drawn up suddenly to a great height.
-
-"They ought to send out Roberts. It all comes from that fellow
-Gladstone and his Majuba."
-
-The two listeners noted something beyond the usual in his voice,
-something of real anxiety. It was as if he had said: 'I shall
-never see the old country peaceful and safe again. I shall have to
-die before I know she's won.' And in spite of the feeling that
-James must not be encouraged to be fussy, they were touched.
-Soames went up to the bedside and stroked his father's hand which
-had emerged from under the bedclothes, long and wrinkled with
-veins.
-
-"Mark my words!" said James, "consols will go to par. For all I
-know, Val may go and enlist."
-
-"Oh, come, James!" cried Emily, "you talk as if there were danger."
-
-Her comfortable voice seemed to soothe James for once.
-
-"Well," he muttered, "I told you how it would be. I don't know,
-I'm sure--nobody tells me anything. Are you sleeping here, my boy?"
-
-The crisis was past, he would now compose himself to his normal
-degree of anxiety; and, assuring his father that he was sleeping in
-the house, Soames pressed his hand, and went up to his room.
-
-The following afternoon witnessed the greatest crowd Timothy's had
-known for many a year. On national occasions, such as this, it
-was, indeed, almost impossible to avoid going there. Not that
-there was any danger or rather only just enough to make it
-necessary to assure each other that there was none.
-
-Nicholas was there early. He had seen Soames the night before--
-Soames had said it was bound to come. This old Kruger was in his
-dotage--why, he must be seventy-five if he was a day!
-
-(Nicholas was eighty-two.) What had Timothy said? He had had a fit
-after Majuba. These Boers were a grasping lot! The dark-haired
-Francie, who had arrived on his heels, with the contradictious
-touch which became the free spirit of a daughter of Roger, chimed
-in:
-
-"Kettle and pot, Uncle Nicholas. What price the Uitlanders?" What
-price, indeed! A new expression, and believed to be due to her
-brother George.
-
-Aunt Juley thought Francie ought not to say such a thing. Dear
-Mrs. MacAnder's boy, Charlie MacAnder, was one, and no one could
-call him grasping. At this Francie uttered one of her mots,
-scandalising, and so frequently repeated:
-
-"Well, his father's a Scotchman, and his mother's a cat."
-
-Aunt Juley covered her ears, too late, but Aunt Hester smiled; as
-for Nicholas, he pouted--witticism of which he was not the author
-was hardly to his taste. Just then Marian Tweetyman arrived,
-followed almost immediately by young Nicholas. On seeing his son,
-Nicholas rose.
-
-"Well, I must be going," he said, "Nick here will tell you what'll
-win the race." And with this hit at his eldest, who, as a pillar
-of accountancy, and director of an insurance company, was no more
-addicted to sport than his father had ever been, he departed. Dear
-Nicholas! What race was that? Or was it only one of his jokes?
-He was a wonderful man for his age! How many lumps would dear
-Marian take? And how were Giles and Jesse? Aunt Juley supposed
-their Yeomanry would be very busy now, guarding the coast, though
-of course the Boers had no ships. But one never knew what the
-French might do if they had the chance, especially since that
-dreadful Fashoda scare, which had upset Timothy so terribly that he
-had made no investments for months afterwards. It was the
-ingratitude of the Boers that was so dreadful, after everything had
-been done for them--Dr. Jameson imprisoned, and he was so nice,
-Mrs. MacAnder had always said. And Sir Alfred Milner sent out to
-talk to them--such a clever man! She didn't know what they wanted.
-
-But at this moment occurred one of those sensations--so precious at
-Timothy's--which great occasions sometimes bring forth:
-
-"Miss June Forsyte."
-
-Aunts Juley and Hester were on their feet at once, trembling from
-smothered resentment, and old affection bubbling up, and pride at
-the return of a prodigal June! Well, this was a surprise! Dear
-June--after all these years! And how well she was looking! Not
-changed at all! It was almost on their lips to add, 'And how is
-your dear grandfather?' forgetting in that giddy moment that poor
-dear Jolyon had been in his grave for seven years now.
-
-Ever the most courageous and downright of all the Forsytes, June,
-with her decided chin and her spirited eyes and her hair like
-flame, sat down, slight and short, on a gilt chair with a bead-
-worked seat, for all the world as if ten years had not elapsed
-since she had been to see them--ten years of travel and
-independence and devotion to lame ducks. Those ducks of late had
-been all definitely painters, etchers, or sculptors, so that her
-impatience with the Forsytes and their hopelessly inartistic
-outlook had become intense. Indeed, she had almost ceased to
-believe that her family existed, and looked round her now with a
-sort of challenging directness which brought exquisite discomfort
-to the roomful. She had not expected to meet any of them but 'the
-poor old things'; and why she had come to see them she hardly knew,
-except that, while on her way from Oxford Street to a studio in
-Latimer Road, she had suddenly remembered them with compunction as
-two long-neglected old lame ducks.
-
-Aunt Juley broke the hush again. "We've just been saying, dear,
-how dreadful it is about these Boers! And what an impudent thing
-of that old Kruger!"
-
-"Impudent!" said June. "I think he's quite right. What business
-have we to meddle with them? If he turned out all those wretched
-Uitlanders it would serve them right. They're only after money."
-
-The silence of sensation was broken by Francie saying:
-
-"What? Are you a pro-Boer?" (undoubtedly the first use of that
-expression).
-
-"Well! Why can't we leave them alone?" said June, just as, in the
-open doorway, the maid said "Mr. Soames Forsyte." Sensation on
-sensation! Greeting was almost held up by curiosity to see how
-June and he would take this encounter, for it was shrewdly
-suspected, if not quite known, that they had not met since that old
-and lamentable affair of her fiance Bosinney with Soames' wife.
-They were seen to just touch each other's hands, and look each at
-the other's left eye only. Aunt Juley came at once to the rescue:
-
-"Dear June is so original. Fancy, Soames, she thinks the Boers are
-not to blame."
-
-"They only want their independence," said June; "and why shouldn't
-they have it?"
-
-"Because," answered Soames, with his smile a little on one side,
-"they happen to have agreed to our suzerainty."
-
-"Suzerainty!" repeated June scornfully; "we shouldn't like anyone's
-suzerainty over us."
-
-"They got advantages in payment," replied Soames; "a contract is a
-contract."
-
-"Contracts are not always just," fumed out June, "and when they're
-not, they ought to be broken. The Boers are much the weaker. We
-could afford to be generous."
-
-Soames sniffed. "That's mere sentiment," he said.
-
-Aunt Hester, to whom nothing was more awful than any kind of
-disagreement, here leaned forward and remarked decisively:
-
-"What lovely weather it has been for the time of year?"
-
-But June was not to be diverted.
-
-"I don't know why sentiment should be sneered at. It's the best
-thing in the world." She looked defiantly round, and Aunt Juley
-had to intervene again:
-
-"Have you bought any pictures lately, Soames?"
-
-Her incomparable instinct for the wrong subject had not failed her.
-Soames flushed. To disclose the name of his latest purchases would
-be like walking into the jaws of disdain. For somehow they all
-knew of June's predilection for 'genius' not yet on its legs, and
-her contempt for 'success' unless she had had a finger in securing
-it.
-
-"One or two," he muttered.
-
-But June's face had changed; the Forsyte within her was seeing its
-chance. Why should not Soames buy some of the pictures of Eric
-Cobbley--her last lame duck? And she promptly opened her attack:
-Did Soames know his work? It was so wonderful. He was the coming
-man.
-
-Oh, yes, Soames knew his work. It was in his view 'splashy,' and
-would never get hold of the public.
-
-June blazed up.
-
-"Of course it won't; that's the last thing one would wish for. I
-thought you were a connoisseur, not a picture-dealer."
-
-"Of course Soames is a connoisseur," Aunt Juley said hastily; "he
-has wonderful taste--he can always tell beforehand what's going to
-be successful."
-
-"Oh!" gasped June, and sprang up from the bead-covered chair, "I
-hate that standard of success. Why can't people buy things because
-they like them?"
-
-"You mean," said Francie, "because you like them."
-
-And in the slight pause young Nicholas was heard saying gently that
-Violet (his fourth) was taking lessons in pastel, he didn't know if
-they were any use.
-
-"Well, good-bye, Auntie," said June; "I must get on," and kissing
-her aunts, she looked defiantly round the room, said "Good-bye"
-again, and went. A breeze seemed to pass out with her, as if
-everyone had sighed.
-
-The third sensation came before anyone had time to speak:
-
-"Mr. James Forsyte."
-
-James came in using a stick slightly and wrapped in a fur coat
-which gave him a fictitious bulk.
-
-Everyone stood up. James was so old; and he had not been at
-Timothy's for nearly two years.
-
-"It's hot in here," he said.
-
-Soames divested him of his coat, and as he did so could not help
-admiring the glossy way his father was turned out. James sat down,
-all knees, elbows, frock-coat, and long white whiskers.
-
-"What's the meaning of that?" he said.
-
-Though there was no apparent sense in his words, they all knew that
-he was referring to June. His eyes searched his son's face.
-
-"I thought I'd come and see for myself. What have they answered
-Kruger?"
-
-Soames took out an evening paper, and read the headline.
-
-"'Instant action by our Government--state of war existing!'"
-
-"Ah!" said James, and sighed. "I was afraid they'd cut and run
-like old Gladstone. We shall finish with them this time."
-
-All stared at him. James! Always fussy, nervous, anxious! James
-with his continual, 'I told you how it would be!' and his pessimism,
-and his cautious investments. There was something uncanny about
-such resolution in this the oldest living Forsyte.
-
-"Where's Timothy?" said James. "He ought to pay attention to
-this."
-
-Aunt Juley said she didn't know; Timothy had not said much at lunch
-to-day. Aunt Hester rose and threaded her way out of the room, and
-Francie said rather maliciously:
-
-"The Boers are a hard nut to crack, Uncle James."
-
-"H'm!" muttered James. "Where do you get your information? Nobody
-tells me."
-
-Young Nicholas remarked in his mild voice that Nick (his eldest)
-was now going to drill regularly.
-
-"Ah!" muttered James, and stared before him--his thoughts were on
-Val. "He's got to look after his mother," he said, "he's got no
-time for drilling and that, with that father of his." This cryptic
-saying produced silence, until he spoke again.
-
-"What did June want here?" And his eyes rested with suspicion on
-all of them in turn. "Her father's a rich man now." The
-conversation turned on Jolyon, and when he had been seen last. It
-was supposed that he went abroad and saw all sorts of people now
-that his wife was dead; his water-colours were on the line, and he
-was a successful man. Francie went so far as to say:
-
-"I should like to see him again; he was rather a dear."
-
-Aunt Juley recalled how he had gone to sleep on the sofa one day,
-where James was sitting. He had always been very amiable; what did
-Soames think?
-
-Knowing that Jolyon was Irene's trustee, all felt the delicacy of
-this question, and looked at Soames with interest. A faint pink
-had come up in his cheeks.
-
-"He's going grey," he said.
-
-Indeed! Had Soames seen him? Soames nodded, and the pink
-vanished.
-
-James said suddenly: "Well--I don't know, I can't tell."
-
-It so exactly expressed the sentiment of everybody present that
-there was something behind everything, that nobody responded. But
-at this moment Aunt Hester returned.
-
-"Timothy," she said in a low voice, "Timothy has bought a map, and
-he's put in--he's put in three flags."
-
-Timothy had ....! A sigh went round the company.
-
-If Timothy had indeed put in three flags already, well!--it showed
-what the nation could do when it was roused. The war was as good
-as over.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-JOLYON FINDS OUT WHERE HE IS
-
-
-Jolyon stood at the window in Holly's old night nursery, converted
-into a studio, not because it had a north light, but for its view
-over the prospect away to the Grand Stand at Epsom. He shifted to
-the side window which overlooked the stableyard, and whistled down
-to the dog Balthasar who lay for ever under the clock tower. The
-old dog looked up and wagged his tail. 'Poor old boy!' thought
-Jolyon, shifting back to the other window.
-
-He had been restless all this week, since his attempt to prosecute
-trusteeship, uneasy in his conscience which was ever acute,
-disturbed in his sense of compassion which was easily excited, and
-with a queer sensation as if his feeling for beauty had received
-some definite embodiment. Autumn was getting hold of the old
-oak-tree, its leaves were browning. Sunshine had been plentiful
-and hot this summer. As with trees, so with men's lives! 'I ought
-to live long,' thought Jolyon; 'I'm getting mildewed for want of
-heat. If I can't work, I shall be off to Paris.' But memory of
-Paris gave him no pleasure. Besides, how could he go? He must
-stay and see what Soames was going to do. 'I'm her trustee. I
-can't leave her unprotected,' he thought. It had been striking him
-as curious how very clearly he could still see Irene in her little
-drawing-room which he had only twice entered. Her beauty must have
-a sort of poignant harmony! No literal portrait would ever do her
-justice; the essence of her was--ah I what?... The noise of hoofs
-called him back to the other window. Holly was riding into the
-yard on her long-tailed 'palfrey.' She looked up and he waved to
-her. She had been rather silent lately; getting old, he supposed,
-beginning to want her future, as they all did--youngsters!
-
-Time was certainly the devil! And with the feeling that to waste
-this swift-travelling commodity was unforgivable folly, he took up
-his brush. But it was no use; he could not concentrate his eye--
-besides, the light was going. 'I'll go up to town,' he thought.
-In the hall a servant met him.
-
-"A lady to see you, sir; Mrs. Heron."
-
-Extraordinary coincidence! Passing into the picture-gallery, as it
-was still called, he saw Irene standing over by the window.
-
-She came towards him saying:
-
-"I've been trespassing; I came up through the coppice and garden.
-I always used to come that way to see Uncle Jolyon."
-
-"You couldn't trespass here," replied Jolyon; "history makes that
-impossible. I was just thinking of you."
-
-Irene smiled. And it was as if something shone through; not mere
-spirituality--serener, completer, more alluring.
-
-"History!" she answered; "I once told Uncle Jolyon that love was
-for ever. Well, it isn't. Only aversion lasts."
-
-Jolyon stared at her. Had she got over Bosinney at last?
-
-"Yes!" he said, "aversion's deeper than love or hate because it's a
-natural product of the nerves, and we don't change them."
-
-"I came to tell you that Soames has been to see me. He said a
-thing that frightened me. He said: 'You are still my wife!'"
-
-"What!" ejaculated Jolyon. "You ought not to live alone." And he
-continued to stare at her, afflicted by the thought that where
-Beauty was, nothing ever ran quite straight, which, no doubt, was
-why so many people looked on it as immoral.
-
-"What more?"
-
-"He asked me to shake hands.
-
-"Did you?"
-
-"Yes. When he came in I'm sure he didn't want to; he changed while
-he was there."
-
-"Ah! you certainly ought not to go on living there alone."
-
-"I know no woman I could ask; and I can't take a lover to order,
-Cousin Jolyon."
-
-"Heaven forbid!" said Jolyon. "What a damnable position! Will you
-stay to dinner? No? Well, let me see you back to town; I wanted
-to go up this evening."
-
-"Truly?"
-
-"Truly. I'll be ready in five minutes."
-
-On that walk to the station they talked of pictures and music,
-contrasting the English and French characters and the difference in
-their attitude to Art. But to Jolyon the colours in the hedges of
-the long straight lane, the twittering of chaffinches who kept pace
-with them, the perfume of weeds being already burned, the turn of
-her neck, the fascination of those dark eyes bent on him now and
-then, the lure of her whole figure, made a deeper impression than
-the remarks they exchanged. Unconsciously he held himself
-straighter, walked with a more elastic step.
-
-In the train he put her through a sort of catechism as to what she
-did with her days.
-
-Made her dresses, shopped, visited a hospital, played her piano,
-translated from the French.
-
-She had regular work from a publisher, it seemed, which
-supplemented her income a little. She seldom went out in the
-evening. "I've been living alone so long, you see, that I don't
-mind it a bit. I believe I'm naturally solitary."
-
-"I don't believe that," said Jolyon. "Do you know many people?"
-
-"Very few."
-
-At Waterloo they took a hansom, and he drove with her to the door
-of her mansions. Squeezing her hand at parting, he said:
-
-"You know, you could always come to us at Robin Hill; you must let
-me know everything that happens. Good-bye, Irene."
-
-"Good-bye," she answered softly.
-
-Jolyon climbed back into his cab, wondering why he had not asked
-her to dine and go to the theatre with him. Solitary, starved,
-hung-up life that she had! "Hotch Potch Club," he said through the
-trap-door. As his hansom debouched on to the Embankment, a man in
-top-hat and overcoat passed, walking quickly, so close to the wall
-that he seemed to be scraping it.
-
-'By Jove!' thought Jolyon; 'Soames himself! What's he up to now?'
-And, stopping the cab round the corner, he got out and retraced his
-steps to where he could see the entrance to the mansions. Soames
-had halted in front of them, and was looking up at the light in her
-windows. 'If he goes in,' thought Jolyon, 'what shall I do? What
-have I the right to do?' What the fellow had said was true. She
-was still his wife, absolutely without protection from annoyance!
-'Well, if he goes in,' he thought, 'I follow.' And he began moving
-towards the mansions. Again Soames advanced; he was in the very
-entrance now. But suddenly he stopped, spun round on his heel, and
-came back towards the river. 'What now?' thought Jolyon. 'In a
-dozen steps he'll recognise me.' And he turned tail. His cousin's
-footsteps kept pace with his own. But he reached his cab, and got
-in before Soames had turned the corner. "Go on!" he said through
-the trap. Soames' figure ranged up alongside.
-
-"Hansom!" he said. "Engaged? Hallo!"
-
-"Hallo!" answered Jolyon. "You?"
-
-The quick suspicion on his cousin's face, white in the lamplight,
-decided him.
-
-"I can give you a lift," he said, "if you're going West."
-
-"Thanks," answered Soames, and got in.
-
-"I've been seeing Irene," said Jolyon when the cab had started.
-
-"Indeed!"
-
-"You went to see her yesterday yourself, I understand."
-
-
-"I did," said Soames; "she's my wife, you know."
-
-The tone, the half-lifted sneering lip, roused sudden anger in
-Jolyon; but he subdued it.
-
-"You ought to know best," he said, "but if you want a divorce it's
-not very wise to go seeing her, is it? One can't run with the hare
-and hunt with the hounds?"
-
-"You're very good to warn me," said Soames, "but I have not made up
-my mind."
-
-"She has," said Jolyon, looking straight before him; "you can't
-take things up, you know, as they were twelve years ago."
-
-"That remains to be seen."
-
-"Look here!" said Jolyon, "she's in a damnable position, and I am
-the only person with any legal say in her affairs."
-
-"Except myself," retorted Soames, "who am also in a damnable
-position. Hers is what she made for herself; mine what she made
-for me. I am not at all sure that in her own interests I shan't
-require her to return to me."
-
-"What!" exclaimed Jolyon; and a shiver went through his whole body.
-
-"I don't know what you may mean by 'what,'" answered Soames coldly;
-"your say in her affairs is confined to paying out her income;
-please bear that in mind. In choosing not to disgrace her by a
-divorce, I retained my rights, and, as I say, I am not at all sure
-that I shan't require to exercise them."
-
-"My God!" ejaculated Jolyon, and he uttered a short laugh.
-
-"Yes," said Soames, and there was a deadly quality in his voice.
-"I've not forgotten the nickname your father gave me, 'The man of
-property'! I'm not called names for nothing."
-
-"This is fantastic," murmured Jolyon. Well, the fellow couldn't
-force his wife to live with him. Those days were past, anyway!
-And he looked around at Soames with the thought: 'Is he real, this
-man?' But Soames looked very real, sitting square yet almost
-elegant with the clipped moustache on his pale face, and a tooth
-showing where a lip was lifted in a fixed smile. There was a long
-silence, while Jolyon thought: 'Instead of helping her, I've made
-things worse.' Suddenly Soames said:
-
-"It would be the best thing that could happen to her in many ways."
-
-At those words such a turmoil began taking place in Jolyon that he
-could barely sit still in the cab. It was as if he were boxed up
-with hundreds of thousands of his countrymen, boxed up with that
-something in the national character which had always been to him
-revolting, something which he knew to be extremely natural and yet
-which seemed to him inexplicable--their intense belief in contracts
-and vested rights, their complacent sense of virtue in the exaction
-of those rights. Here beside him in the cab was the very
-embodiment, the corporeal sum as it were, of the possessive
-instinct--his own kinsman, too! It was uncanny and intolerable!
-'But there's something more in it than that!' he thought with a
-sick feeling. 'The dog, they say, returns to his vomit! The sight
-of her has reawakened something. Beauty! The devil's in it!'
-
-"As I say," said Soames, "I have not made up my mind. I shall be
-obliged if you will kindly leave her quite alone."
-
-Jolyon bit his lips; he who had always hated rows almost welcomed
-the thought of one now.
-
-"I can give you no such promise," he said shortly.
-
-"Very well," said Soames, "then we know where we are. I'll get
-down here." And stopping the cab he got out without word or sign
-of farewell. Jolyon travelled on to his Club.
-
-The first news of the war was being called in the streets, but he
-paid no attention. What could he do to help her? If only his
-father were alive! He could have done so much! But why could he
-not do all that his father could have done? Was he not old
-enough?--turned fifty and twice married, with grown-up daughters
-and a son. 'Queer,' he thought. 'If she were plain I shouldn't be
-thinking twice about it. Beauty is the devil, when you're sen-
-sitive to it!' And into the Club reading-room he went with a
-disturbed heart. In that very room he and Bosinney had talked one
-summer afternoon; he well remembered even now the disguised and
-secret lecture he had given that young man in the interests of
-June, the diagnosis of the Forsytes he had hazarded; and how he had
-wondered what sort of woman it was he was warning him against. And
-now! He was almost in want of a warning himself. 'It's deuced
-funny!' he thought, 'really deuced funny!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-
-SOAMES DISCOVERS WHAT HE WANTS
-
-It is so much easier to say, "Then we know where we are," than to
-mean anything particular by the words. And in saying them Soames
-did but vent the jealous rankling of his instincts. He got out of
-the cab in a state of wary anger--with himself for not having seen
-Irene, with Jolyon for having seen her; and now with his inability
-to tell exactly what he wanted.
-
-He had abandoned the cab because he could not bear to remain seated
-beside his cousin, and walking briskly eastwards he thought: 'I
-wouldn't trust that fellow Jolyon a yard. Once outcast, always
-outcast!' The chap had a natural sympathy with--with--laxity (he
-had shied at the word sin, because it was too melodramatic for use
-by a Forsyte).
-
-Indecision in desire was to him a new feeling. He was like a child
-between a promised toy and an old one which had been taken away
-from him; and he was astonished at himself. Only last Sunday
-desire had seemed simple--just his freedom and Annette. 'I'll go
-and dine there,' he thought. To see her might bring back his
-singleness of intention, calm his exasperation, clear his mind.
-
-The restaurant was fairly full--a good many foreigners and folk
-whom, from their appearance, he took to be literary or artistic.
-Scraps of conversation came his way through the clatter of plates
-and glasses. He distinctly heard the Boers sympathised with, the
-British Government blamed. 'Don't think much of their clientele,'
-he thought. He went stolidly through his dinner and special coffee
-without making his presence known, and when at last he had
-finished, was careful not to be seen going towards the sanctum of
-Madame Lamotte. They were, as he entered, having supper--such a
-much nicer-looking supper than the dinner he had eaten that he felt
-a kind of grief--and they greeted him with a surprise so seemingly
-genuine that he thought with sudden suspicion: 'I believe they knew
-I was here all the time.' He gave Annette a look furtive and
-searching. So pretty, seemingly so candid; could she be angling
-for him? He turned to Madame Lamotte and said:
-
-"I've been dining here."
-
-Really! If she had only known! There were dishes she could have
-recommended; what a pity! Soames was confirmed in his suspicion.
-'I must look out what I'm doing!' he thought sharply.
-
-"Another little cup of very special coffee, monsieur; a liqueur,
-Grand Marnier?" and Madame Lamotte rose to order these delicacies.
-
-Alone with Annette Soames said, "Well, Annette?" with a defensive
-little smile about his lips.
-
-The girl blushed. This, which last Sunday would have set his
-nerves tingling, now gave him much the same feeling a man has when
-a dog that he owns wriggles and looks at him. He had a curious
-sense of power, as if he could have said to her, 'Come and kiss
-me,' and she would have come. And yet--it was strange--but there
-seemed another face and form in the room too; and the itch in his
-nerves, was it for that--or for this? He jerked his head towards
-the restaurant and said: "You have some queer customers. Do you
-like this life?"
-
-Annette looked up at him for a moment, looked down, and played with
-her fork.
-
-"No," she said, "I do not like it."
-
-'I've got her,' thought Soames, 'if I want her. But do I want
-her?' She was graceful, she was pretty--very pretty; she was fresh,
-she had taste of a kind. His eyes travelled round the little room;
-but the eyes of his mind went another journey--a half-light, and
-silvery walls, a satinwood piano, a woman standing against it,
-reined back as it were from him--a woman with white shoulders that
-he knew, and dark eyes that he had sought to know, and hair like
-dull dark amber. And as in an artist who strives for the
-unrealisable and is ever thirsty, so there rose in him at that
-moment the thirst of the old passion he had never satisfied.
-
-"Well," he said calmly, "you're young. There's everything before
-you."
-
-Annette shook her head.
-
-"I think sometimes there is nothing before me but hard work. I am
-not so in love with work as mother."
-
-"Your mother is a wonder," said Soames, faintly mocking; "she will
-never let failure lodge in her house."
-
-Annette sighed. "It must be wonderful to be rich."
-
-"Oh! You'll be rich some day," answered Soames, still with that
-faint mockery; "don't be afraid."
-
-Annette shrugged her shoulders. "Monsieur is very kind." And
-between her pouting lips she put a chocolate.
-
-'Yes, my dear,' thought Soames, 'they're very pretty.'
-
-Madame Lamotte, with coffee and liqueur, put an end to that
-colloquy. Soames did not stay long.
-
-Outside in the streets of Soho, which always gave him such a
-feeling of property improperly owned, he mused. If only Irene had
-given him a son, he wouldn't now be squirming after women! The
-thought had jumped out of its little dark sentry-box in his inner
-consciousness. A son--something to look forward to, something to
-make the rest of life worth while, something to leave himself to,
-some perpetuity of self. 'If I had a son,' he thought bitterly,
-'a proper legal son, I could make shift to go on as I used. One
-woman's much the same as another, after all.' But as he walked he
-shook his head. No! One woman was not the same as another. Many
-a time had he tried to think that in the old days of his thwarted
-married life; and he had always failed. He was failing now. He
-was trying to think Annette the same as that other. But she was
-not, she had not the lure of that old passion. 'And Irene's my
-wife,' he thought, 'my legal wife. I have done nothing to put her
-away from me. Why shouldn't she come back to me? It's the right
-thing, the lawful thing. It makes no scandal, no disturbance. If
-it's disagreeable to her--but why should it be? I'm not a leper,
-and she--she's no longer in love!' Why should he be put to the
-shifts and the sordid disgraces and the lurking defeats of the
-Divorce Court, when there she was like an empty house only waiting
-to be retaken into use and possession by him who legally owned her?
-To one so secretive as Soames the thought of reentry into quiet
-possession of his own property with nothing given away to the world
-was intensely alluring. 'No,' he mused, 'I'm glad I went to see
-that girl. I know now what I want most. If only Irene will come
-back I'll be as considerate as she wishes; she could live her own
-life; but perhaps--perhaps she would come round to me.' There was
-a lump in his throat. And doggedly along by the railings of the
-Green Park, towards his father's house, he went, trying to tread on
-his shadow walking before him in the brilliant moonlight.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-THE THIRD GENERATION
-
-
-Jolly Forsyte was strolling down High Street, Oxford, on a November
-afternoon; Val Dartie was strolling up. Jolly had just changed out
-of boating flannels and was on his way to the 'Frying-pan,' to
-which he had recently been elected. Val had just changed out of
-riding clothes and was on his way to the fire--a bookmaker's in
-Cornmarket.
-
-"Hallo!" said Jolly.
-
-"Hallo!" replied Val.
-
-The cousins had met but twice, Jolly, the second-year man, having
-invited the freshman to breakfast; and last evening they had seen
-each other again under somewhat exotic circumstances.
-
-Over a tailor's in the Cornmarket resided one of those privileged
-young beings called minors, whose inheritances are large, whose
-parents are dead, whose guardians are remote, and whose instincts
-are vicious. At nineteen he had commenced one of those careers
-attractive and inexplicable to ordinary mortals for whom a single
-bankruptcy is good as a feast. Already famous for having the only
-roulette table then to be found in Oxford, he was anticipating his
-expectations at a dazzling rate. He out-crummed Crum, though of a
-sanguine and rather beefy type which lacked the latter's
-fascinating languor. For Val it had been in the nature of baptism
-to be taken there to play roulette; in the nature of confirmation
-to get back into college, after hours, through a window whose bars
-were deceptive. Once, during that evening of delight, glancing up
-from the seductive green before him, he had caught sight, through a
-cloud of smoke, of his cousin standing opposite. 'Rouge gagne,
-impair, et manque!' He had not seen him again.
-
-"Come in to the Frying-pan and have tea," said Jolly, and they went
-in.
-
-A stranger, seeing them together, would have noticed an unseizable
-resemblance between these second cousins of the third generations
-of Forsytes; the same bone formation in face, though Jolly's eyes
-were darker grey, his hair lighter and more wavy.
-
-"Tea and buttered buns, waiter, please," said Jolly.
-
-"Have one of my cigarettes?" said Val. "I saw you last night. How
-did you do?"
-
-"I didn't play."
-
-"I won fifteen quid."
-
-Though desirous of repeating a whimsical comment on gambling he had
-once heard his father make--'When you're fleeced you're sick, and
-when you fleece you're sorry--Jolly contented himself with:
-
-"Rotten game, I think; I was at school with that chap. He's an
-awful fool."
-
-"Oh! I don't know," said Val, as one might speak in defence of a
-disparaged god; "he's a pretty good sport."
-
-They exchanged whiffs in silence.
-
-"You met my people, didn't you?" said Jolly. "They're coming up
-to-morrow."
-
-Val grew a little red.
-
-"Really! I can give you a rare good tip for the Manchester
-November handicap."
-
-"Thanks, I only take interest in the classic races."
-
-"You can't make any money over them," said Val.
-
-"I hate the ring," said Jolly; "there's such a row and stink. I
-like the paddock."
-
-"I like to back my judgment,"' answered Val.
-
-Jolly smiled; his smile was like his father's.
-
-"I haven't got any. I always lose money if I bet."
-
-"You have to buy experience, of course."
-
-"Yes, but it's all messed-up with doing people in the eye."
-
-"Of course, or they'll do you--that's the excitement."
-
-Jolly looked a little scornful.
-
-"What do you do with yourself? Row?"
-
-"No--ride, and drive about. I'm going to play polo next term, if I
-can get my granddad to stump up."
-
-"That's old Uncle James, isn't it? What's he like?"
-
-"Older than forty hills," said Val, "and always thinking he's going
-to be ruined."
-
-"I suppose my granddad and he were brothers."
-
-"I don't believe any of that old lot were sportsmen," said Val;
-"they must have worshipped money."
-
-"Mine didn't!" said Jolly warmly.
-
-Val flipped the ash off his cigarette.
-
-"Money's only fit to spend," he said; "I wish the deuce I had
-more."
-
-Jolly gave him that direct upward look of judgment which he had
-inherited from old Jolyon: One didn't talk about money! And again
-there was silence, while they drank tea and ate the buttered buns.
-
-"Where are your people going to stay?" asked Val, elaborately
-casual.
-
-"'Rainbow.' What do you think of the war?"
-
-"Rotten, so far. The Boers aren't sports a bit. Why don't they
-come out into the open?"
-
-"Why should they? They've got everything against them except their
-way of fighting. I rather admire them."
-
-"They can ride and shoot," admitted Val, "but they're a lousy lot.
-Do you know Crum?"
-
-"Of Merton? Only by sight. He's in that fast set too, isn't he?
-Rather La-di-da and Brummagem."
-
-Val said fixedly: "He's a friend of mine."
-
-"Oh! Sorry!" And they sat awkwardly staring past each other,
-having pitched on their pet points of snobbery. For Jolly was
-forming himself unconsciously on a set whose motto was:
-
-'We defy you to bore us. Life isn't half long enough, and we're
-going to talk faster and more crisply, do more and know more, and
-dwell less on any subject than you can possibly imagine. We are
-"the best"--made of wire and whipcord.' And Val was unconsciously
-forming himself on a set whose motto was: 'We defy you to interest
-or excite us. We have had every sensation, or if we haven't, we
-pretend we have. We are so exhausted with living that no hours are
-too small for us. We will lose our shirts with equanimity. We
-have flown fast and are past everything. All is cigarette smoke.
-Bismillah!' Competitive spirit, bone-deep in the English, was
-obliging those two young Forsytes to have ideals; and at the close
-of a century ideals are mixed. The aristocracy had already in the
-main adopted the 'jumping-Jesus' principle; though here and there
-one like Crum--who was an 'honourable'--stood starkly languid for
-that gambler's Nirvana which had been the summum bonum of the old
-'dandies' and of 'the mashers' in the eighties. And round Crum
-were still gathered a forlorn hope of blue-bloods with a
-plutocratic following.
-
-But there was between the cousins another far less obvious
-antipathy--coming from the unseizable family resemblance, which
-each perhaps resented; or from some half-consciousness of that old
-feud persisting still between their branches of the clan, formed
-within them by odd words or half-hints dropped by their elders.
-And Jolly, tinkling his teaspoon, was musing: 'His tie-pin and his
-waistcoat and his drawl and his betting--good Lord!'
-
-And Val, finishing his bun, was thinking: 'He's rather a young
-beast!'
-
-"I suppose you'll be meeting your people?" he said, getting up.
-"I wish you'd tell them I should like to show them over B.N.C.--not
-that there's anything much there--if they'd care to come."
-
-"Thanks, I'll ask them."
-
-"Would they lunch? I've got rather a decent scout."
-
-Jolly doubted if they would have time.
-
-"You'll ask them, though?"
-
-"Very good of you," said Jolly, fully meaning that they should not
-go; but, instinctively polite, he added: "You'd better come and
-have dinner with us to-morrow."
-
-"Rather. What time?"
-
-"Seven-thirty."
-
-"Dress?"
-
-"No." And they parted, a subtle antagonism alive within them.
-
-Holly and her father arrived by a midday train. It was her first
-visit to the city of spires and dreams, and she was very silent,
-looking almost shyly at the brother who was part of this wonderful
-place. After lunch she wandered, examining his household gods with
-intense curiosity. Jolly's sitting-room was panelled, and Art
-represented by a set of Bartolozzi prints which had belonged to old
-Jolyon, and by college photographs--of young men, live young men, a
-little heroic, and to be compared with her memories of Val. Jolyon
-also scrutinised with care that evidence of his boy's character and
-tastes.
-
-Jolly was anxious that they should see him rowing, so they set
-forth to the river. Holly, between her brother and her father,
-felt elated when heads were turned and eyes rested on her. That
-they might see him to the best advantage they left him at the Barge
-and crossed the river to the towing-path. Slight in build--for of
-all the Forsytes only old Swithin and George were beefy--Jolly was
-rowing 'Two' in a trial eight. He looked very earnest and
-strenuous. With pride Jolyon thought him the best-looking boy of
-the lot; Holly, as became a sister, was more struck by one or two
-of the others, but would not have said so for the world. The river
-was bright that afternoon, the meadows lush, the trees still
-beautiful with colour. Distinguished peace clung around the old
-city; Jolyon promised himself a day's sketching if the weather
-held. The Eight passed a second time, spurting home along the
-Barges--Jolly's face was very set, so as not to show that he was
-blown. They returned across the river and waited for him.
-
-"Oh!" said Jolly in the Christ Church meadows, "I had to ask that
-chap Val Dartie to dine with us to-night. He wanted to give you
-lunch and show you B.N.C., so I thought I'd better; then you
-needn't go. I don't like him much."
-
-Holly's rather sallow face had become suffused with pink.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Oh! I don't know. He seems to me rather showy and bad form. What
-are his people like, Dad? He's only a second cousin, isn't he?"
-
-Jolyon took refuge in a smile.
-
-"Ask Holly," he said; "she saw his uncle."
-
-"I liked Val," Holly answered, staring at the ground before her;
-"his uncle looked--awfully different." She stole a glance at Jolly
-from under her lashes.
-
-"Did you ever," said Jolyon with whimsical intention, "hear our
-family history, my dears? It's quite a fairy tale. The first
-Jolyon Forsyte--at all events the first we know anything of, and
-that would be your great-great-grandfather--dwelt in the land of
-Dorset on the edge of the sea, being by profession an
-'agriculturalist,' as your great-aunt put it, and the son of an
-agriculturist--farmers, in fact; your grandfather used to call
-them, 'Very small beer.'" He looked at Jolly to see how his
-lordliness was standing it, and with the other eye noted Holly's
-malicious pleasure in the slight drop of her brother's face.
-
-"We may suppose him thick and sturdy, standing for England as it
-was before the Industrial Era began. The second Jolyon Forsyte--
-your great-grandfather, Jolly; better known as Superior Dosset
-Forsyte--built houses, so the chronicle runs, begat ten children,
-and migrated to London town. It is known that he drank sherry. We
-may suppose him representing the England of Napoleon's wars, and
-general unrest. The eldest of his six sons was the third Jolyon,
-your grandfather, my dears--tea merchant and chairman of companies,
-one of the soundest Englishmen who ever lived--and to me the
-dearest." Jolyon's voice had lost its irony, and his son and
-daughter gazed at him solemnly, "He was just and tenacious, tender
-and young at heart. You remember him, and I remember him. Pass to
-the others! Your great-uncle James, that's young Val's grand-
-father, had a son called Soames--whereby hangs a tale of no love
-lost, and I don't think I'll tell it you. James and the other
-eight children of 'Superior Dosset,' of whom there are still five
-alive, may be said to have represented Victorian England, with its
-principles of trade and individualism at five per cent. and your
-money back--if you know what that means. At all events they've
-turned thirty thousand pounds into a cool million between them in
-the course of their long lives. They never did a wild thing--
-unless it was your great-uncle Swithin, who I believe was once
-swindled at thimble-rig, and was called 'Four-in-hand Forsyte'
-because he drove a pair. Their day is passing, and their type, not
-altogether for the advantage of the country. They were pedestrian,
-but they too were sound. I am the fourth Jolyon Forsyte--a poor
-holder of the name--"
-
-"No, Dad," said Jolly, and Holly squeezed his hand.
-
-"Yes," repeated Jolyon, "a poor specimen, representing, I'm afraid,
-nothing but the end of the century, unearned income, amateurism,
-and individual liberty--a different thing from individualism,
-Jolly. You are the fifth Jolyon Forsyte, old man, and you open the
-ball of the new century."
-
-As he spoke they turned in through the college gates, and Holly
-said: "It's fascinating, Dad."
-
-None of them quite knew what she meant. Jolly was grave.
-
-The Rainbow, distinguished, as only an Oxford hostel can be, for
-lack of modernity, provided one small oak-panelled private sitting-
-room, in which Holly sat to receive, white-frocked, shy, and alone,
-when the only guest arrived. Rather as one would touch a moth, Val
-took her hand. And wouldn't she wear this 'measly flower'? It
-would look ripping in her hair. He removed a gardenia from his
-coat.
-
-"Oh! No, thank you--I couldn't!" But she took it and pinned it at
-her neck, having suddenly remembered that word 'showy'! Val's
-buttonhole would give offence; and she so much wanted Jolly to like
-him. Did she realise that Val was at his best and quietest in her
-presence, and was that, perhaps, half the secret of his attraction
-for her?
-
-"I never said anything about our ride, Val."
-
-"Rather not! It's just between us."
-
-By the uneasiness of his hands and the fidgeting of his feet he was
-giving her a sense of power very delicious; a soft feeling too--the
-wish to make him happy.
-
-"Do tell me about Oxford. It must be ever so lovely."
-
-Val admitted that it was frightfully decent to do what you liked;
-the lectures were nothing; and there were some very good chaps.
-"Only," he added, "of course I wish I was in town, and could come
-down and see you."
-
-Holly moved one hand shyly on her knee, and her glance dropped.
-
-"You haven't forgotten," he said, suddenly gathering courage, "that
-we're going mad-rabbiting together?"
-
-Holly smiled.
-
-"Oh! That was only make-believe. One can't do that sort of thing
-after one's grown up, you know."
-
-"Dash it! cousins can," said Val. "Next Long Vac.--it begins in
-June, you know, and goes on for ever--we'll watch our chance."
-
-But, though the thrill of conspiracy ran through her veins, Holly
-shook her head. "It won't come off," she murmured.
-
-"Won't it!" said Val fervently; "who's going to stop it? Not your
-father or your brother."
-
-At this moment Jolyon and Jolly came in; and romance fled into
-Val's patent leather and Holly's white satin toes, where it itched
-and tingled during an evening not conspicuous for open-heartedness.
-
-Sensitive to atmosphere, Jolyon soon felt the latent antagonism
-between the boys, and was puzzled by Holly; so he became un-
-consciously ironical, which is fatal to the expansiveness of youth.
-A letter, handed to him after dinner, reduced him to a silence
-hardly broken till Jolly and Val rose to go. He went out with
-them, smoking his cigar, and walked with his son to the gates of
-Christ Church. Turning back, he took out the letter and read it
-again beneath a lamp.
-
-
-"DEAR JOLYON,
-
-"Soames came again to-night--my thirty-seventh birthday. You were
-right, I mustn't stay here. I'm going to-morrow to the Piedmont
-Hotel, but I won't go abroad without seeing you. I feel lonely and
-down-hearted.
-
-"Yours affectionately,
-
-"IRENE."
-
-
-He folded the letter back into his pocket and walked on, astonished
-at the violence of his feelings. What had the fellow said or done?
-
-He turned into High Street, down the Turf, and on among a maze of
-spires and domes and long college fronts and walls, bright or
-darkshadowed in the strong moonlight. In this very heart of
-England's gentility it was difficult to realise that a lonely woman
-could be importuned or hunted, but what else could her letter mean?
-Soames must have been pressing her to go back to him again, with
-public opinion and the Law on his side, too! 'Eighteen-ninety-
-nine!,' he thought, gazing at the broken glass shining on the top
-of a villa garden wall; 'but when it comes to property we're still
-a heathen people! I'll go up to-morrow morning. I dare say it'll
-be best for her to go abroad.' Yet the thought displeased him.
-Why should Soames hunt her out of England! Besides, he might
-follow, and out there she would be still more helpless against the
-attentions of her own husband! 'I must tread warily,' he thought;
-'that fellow could make himself very nasty. I didn't like his
-manner in the cab the other night.' His thoughts turned to his
-daughter June. Could she help? Once on a time Irene had been her
-greatest friend, and now she was a 'lame duck,' such as must appeal
-to June's nature! He determined to wire to his daughter to meet
-him at Paddington Station. Retracing his steps towards the Rainbow
-he questioned his own sensations. Would he be upsetting himself
-over every woman in like case? No! he would not. The candour of
-this conclusion discomfited him; and, finding that Holly had gone
-up to bed, he sought his own room. But he could not sleep, and sat
-for a long time at his window, huddled in an overcoat, watching the
-moonlight on the roofs.
-
-Next door Holly too was awake, thinking of the lashes above and
-below Val's eyes, especially below; and of what she could do to
-make Jolly like him better. The scent of the gardenia was strong
-in her little bedroom, and pleasant to her.
-
-And Val, leaning out of his first-floor window in B.N.C., was
-gazing at a moonlit quadrangle without seeing it at all, seeing
-instead Holly, slim and white-frocked, as she sat beside the fire
-when he first went in.
-
-But Jolly, in his bedroom narrow as a ghost, lay with a hand
-beneath his cheek and dreamed he was with Val in one boat, rowing a
-race against him, while his father was calling from the towpath:
-'Two! Get your hands away there, bless you!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-SOAMES PUTS IT TO THE TOUCH
-
-
-Of all those radiant firms which emblazon with their windows the
-West End of London, Gaves and Cortegal were considered by Soames
-the most 'attractive' word just coming into fashion. He had never
-had his Uncle Swithin's taste in precious stones, and the
-abandonment by Irene when she left his house in 1887 of all the
-glittering things he had given her had disgusted him with this form
-of investment. But he still knew a diamond when he saw one, and
-during the week before her birthday he had taken occasion, on his
-way into the Poultry or his way out therefrom, to dally a little
-before the greater jewellers where one got, if not one's money's
-worth, at least a certain cachet with the goods.
-
-Constant cogitation since his drive with Jolyon had convinced him
-more and more of the supreme importance of this moment in his life,
-the supreme need for taking steps and those not wrong. And,
-alongside the dry and reasoned sense that it was now or never with
-his self-preservation, now or never if he were to range himself and
-found a family, went the secret urge of his senses roused by the
-sight of her who had once been a passionately desired wife, and the
-conviction that it was a sin against common sense and the decent
-secrecy of Forsytes to waste the wife he had.
-
-In an opinion on Winifred's case, Dreamer, Q.C.--he would much have
-preferred Waterbuck, but they had made him a judge (so late in the
-day as to rouse the usual suspicion of a political job)--had
-advised that they should go forward and obtain restitution of
-conjugal rights, a point which to Soames had never been in doubt.
-When they had obtained a decree to that effect they must wait to
-see if it was obeyed. If not, it would constitute legal desertion,
-and they should obtain evidence of misconduct and file their
-petition for divorce. All of which Soames knew perfectly well.
-They had marked him ten and one. This simplicity in his sister's
-case only made him the more desperate about the difficulty in his
-own. Everything, in fact, was driving him towards the simple
-solution of Irene's return. If it were still against the grain
-with her, had he not feelings to subdue, injury to forgive, pain to
-forget? He at least had never injured her, and this was a world of
-compromise! He could offer her so much more than she had now. He
-would be prepared to make a liberal settlement on her which could
-not be upset. He often scrutinised his image in these days. He
-had never been a peacock like that fellow Dartie, or fancied
-himself a woman's man, but he had a certain belief in his own
-appearance--not unjustly, for it was well-coupled and preserved,
-neat, healthy, pale, unblemished by drink or excess of any kind.
-The Forsyte jaw and the concentration of his face were, in his
-eyes, virtues. So far as he could tell there was no feature of him
-which need inspire dislike.
-
-Thoughts and yearnings, with which one lives daily, become natural,
-even if far-fetched in their inception. If he could only give
-tangible proof enough of his determination to let bygones be
-bygones, and to do all in his power to please her, why should she
-not come back to him?
-
-He entered Gaves and Cortegal's therefore, on the morning of
-November the 9th, to buy a certain diamond brooch. "Four
-twenty-five and dirt cheap, sir, at the money. It's a lady's
-brooch." There was that in his mood which made him accept without
-demur. And he went on into the Poultry with the flat green morocco
-case in his breast pocket. Several times that day he opened it to
-look at the seven soft shining stones in their velvet oval nest.
-
-"If the lady doesn't like it, sir, happy to exchange it any time.
-But there's no fear of that." If only there were not! He got
-through a vast amount of work, only soother of the nerves he knew.
-A cablegram came while he was in the office with details from the
-agent in Buenos Aires, and the name and address of a stewardess who
-would be prepared to swear to what was necessary. It was a timely
-spur to Soames, with his rooted distaste for the washing of dirty
-linen in public. And when he set forth by Underground to Victoria
-Station he received a fresh impetus towards the renewal of his
-married life from the account in his evening paper of a fashionable
-divorce suit. The homing instinct of all true Forsytes in anxiety
-and trouble, the corporate tendency which kept them strong and
-solid, made him choose to dine at Park Lane. He neither could nor
-would breath a word to his people of his intention--too reticent
-and proud--but the thought that at least they would be glad if they
-knew, and wish him luck, was heartening.
-
-James was in lugubrious mood, for the fire which the impudence of
-Kruger's ultimatum had lit in him had been cold-watered by the poor
-success of the last month, and the exhortations to effort in The
-Times. He didn't know where it would end. Soames sought to cheer
-him by the continual use of the word Buller. But James couldn't
-tell! There was Colley--and he got stuck on that hill, and this
-Ladysmith was down in a hollow, and altogether it looked to him a
-'pretty kettle of fish'; he thought they ought to be sending the
-sailors--they were the chaps, they did a lot of good in the Crimea.
-Soames shifted the ground of consolation. Winifred had heard from
-Val that there had been a 'rag' and a bonfire on Guy Fawkes Day at
-Oxford, and that he had escaped detection by blacking his face.
-
-"Ah!" James muttered, "he's a clever little chap." But he shook
-his head shortly afterwards and remarked that he didn't know what
-would become of him, and looking wistfully at his son, murmured on
-that Soames had never had a boy. He would have liked a grandson of
-his own name. And now--well, there it was!
-
-Soames flinched. He had not expected such a challenge to disclose
-the secret in his heart. And Emily, who saw him wince, said:
-
-"Nonsense, James; don't talk like that!"
-
-But James, not looking anyone in the face, muttered on. There were
-Roger and Nicholas and Jolyon; they all had grandsons. And Swithin
-and Timothy had never married. He had done his best; but he would
-soon be gone now. And, as though he had uttered words of profound
-consolation, he was silent, eating brains with a fork and a piece
-of bread, and swallowing the bread.
-
-Soames excused himself directly after dinner. It was not really
-cold, but he put on his fur coat, which served to fortify him
-against the fits of nervous shivering to which he had been subject
-all day. Subconsciously, he knew that he looked better thus than
-in an ordinary black overcoat. Then, feeling the morocco case flat
-against his heart, he sallied forth. He was no smoker, but he lit
-a cigarette, and smoked it gingerly as he walked along. He moved
-slowly down the Row towards Knightsbridge, timing himself to get to
-Chelsea at nine-fifteen. What did she do with herself evening
-after evening in that little hole? How mysterious women were! One
-lived alongside and knew nothing of them. What could she have seen
-in that fellow Bosinney to send her mad? For there was madness
-after all in what she had done--crazy moonstruck madness, in which
-all sense of values had been lost, and her life and his life
-ruined! And for a moment he was filled with a sort of exaltation,
-as though he were a man read of in a story who, possessed by the
-Christian spirit, would restore to her all the prizes of existence,
-forgiving and forgetting, and becoming the godfather of her
-future. Under a tree opposite Knightsbridge Barracks, where the
-moon-light struck down clear and white, he took out once more the
-morocco case, and let the beams draw colour from those stones.
-Yes, they were of the first water! But, at the hard closing snap
-of the case, another cold shiver ran through his nerves; and he
-walked on faster, clenching his gloved hands in the pockets of his
-coat, almost hoping she would not be in. The thought of how
-mysterious she was again beset him. Dining alone there night after
-night--in an evening dress, too, as if she were making believe to
-be in society! Playing the piano--to herself! Not even a dog or
-cat, so far as he had seen. And that reminded him suddenly of the
-mare he kept for station work at Mapledurham. If ever he went to
-the stable, there she was quite alone, half asleep, and yet, on her
-home journeys going more freely than on her way out, as if longing
-to be back and lonely in her stable! 'I would treat her well,' he
-thought incoherently. 'I would be very careful.' And all that
-capacity for home life of which a mocking Fate seemed for ever to
-have deprived him swelled suddenly in Soames, so that he dreamed
-dreams opposite South Kensington Station. In the King's Road a man
-came slithering out of a public house playing a concertina. Soames
-watched him for a moment dance crazily on the pavement to his own
-drawling jagged sounds, then crossed over to avoid contact with
-this piece of drunken foolery. A night in the lock-up! What asses
-people were! But the man had noticed his movement of avoidance,
-and streams of genial blasphemy followed him across the street.
-'I hope they'll run him in,' thought Soames viciously. 'To have
-ruffians like that about, with women out alone!' A woman's figure
-in front had induced this thought. Her walk seemed oddly familiar,
-and when she turned the corner for which he was bound, his heart
-began to beat. He hastened on to the corner to make certain.
-Yes! It was Irene; he could not mistake her walk in that little
-drab street. She threaded two more turnings, and from the last
-corner he saw her enter her block of flats. To make sure of her
-now, he ran those few paces, hurried up the stairs, and caught her
-standing at her door. He heard the latchkey in the lock, and
-reached her side just as she turned round, startled, in the open
-doorway.
-
-"Don't be alarmed," he said, breathless. "I happened to see you.
-Let me come in a minute."
-
-She had put her hand up to her breast, her face was colourless, her
-eyes widened by alarm. Then seeming to master herself, she
-inclined her head, and said: "Very well."
-
-Soames closed the door. He, too, had need to recover, and when she
-had passed into the sitting-room, waited a full minute, taking deep
-breaths to still the beating of his heart. At this moment, so
-fraught with the future, to take out that morocco case seemed
-crude. Yet, not to take it out left him there before her with no
-preliminary excuse for coming. And in this dilemma he was seized
-with impatience at all this paraphernalia of excuse and
-justification. This was a scene--it could be nothing else, and he
-must face it. He heard her voice, uncomfortably, pathetically
-soft:
-
-"Why have you come again? Didn't you understand that I would
-rather you did not?"
-
-He noticed her clothes--a dark brown velvet corduroy, a sable boa,
-a small round toque of the same. They suited her admirably. She
-had money to spare for dress, evidently! He said abruptly:
-
-"It's your birthday. I brought you this," and he held out to her
-the green morocco case.
-
-"Oh! No-no!"
-
-Soames pressed the clasp; the seven stones gleamed out on the pale
-grey velvet.
-
-"Why not?" he said. "Just as a sign that you don't bear me ill-
-feeling any longer."
-
-"I couldn't."
-
-Soames took it out of the case.
-
-"Let me just see how it looks."
-
-She shrank back.
-
-He followed, thrusting his hand with the brooch in it against the
-front of her dress. She shrank again.
-
-Soames dropped his hand.
-
-"Irene," he said, "let bygones be bygones. If I can, surely you
-might. Let's begin again, as if nothing had been. Won't you?"
-His voice was wistful, and his eyes, resting on her face, had in
-them a sort of supplication.
-
-She, who was standing literally with her back against the wall,
-gave a little gulp, and that was all her answer. Soames went on:
-
-"Can you really want to live all your days half-dead in this little
-hole? Come back to me, and I'll give you all you want. You shall
-live your own life; I swear it."
-
-He saw her face quiver ironically.
-
-"Yes," he repeated, "but I mean it this time. I'll only ask one
-thing. I just want--I just want a son. Don't look like that! I
-want one. It's hard." His voice had grown hurried, so that he
-hardly knew it for his own, and twice he jerked his head back as if
-struggling for breath. It was the sight of her eyes fixed on him,
-dark with a sort of fascinated fright, which pulled him together
-and changed that painful incoherence to anger.
-
-"Is it so very unnatural?" he said between his teeth, "Is it
-unnatural to want a child from one's own wife? You wrecked our
-life and put this blight on everything. We go on only half alive,
-and without any future. Is it so very unflattering to you that in
-spite of everything I--I still want you for my wife? Speak, for
-Goodness' sake! do speak."
-
-Irene seemed to try, but did not succeed.
-
-"I don't want to frighten you," said Soames more gently. "Heaven
-knows. I only want you to see that I can't go on like this. I
-want you back. I want you."
-
-Irene raised one hand and covered the lower part of her face, but
-her eyes never moved from his, as though she trusted in them to
-keep him at bay. And all those years, barren and bitter, since--
-ah! when?--almost since he had first known her, surged up in one
-great wave of recollection in Soames; and a spasm that for his life
-he could not control constricted his face.
-
-"It's not too late," he said; "it's not--if you'll only believe
-it."
-
-Irene uncovered her lips, and both her hands made a writhing
-gesture in front of her breast. Soames seized them.
-
-"Don't!" she said under her breath. But he stood holding on to
-them, trying to stare into her eyes which did not waver. Then she
-said quietly:
-
-"I am alone here. You won't behave again as you once behaved."
-
-Dropping her hands as though they had been hot irons, he turned
-away. Was it possible that there could be such relentless
-unforgiveness! Could that one act of violent possession be still
-alive within her? Did it bar him thus utterly? And doggedly he
-said, without looking up:
-
-"I am not going till you've answered me. I am offering what few
-men would bring themselves to offer, I want a--a reasonable
-answer."
-
-And almost with surprise he heard her say:
-
-"You can't have a reasonable answer. Reason has nothing to do with
-it. You can only have the brutal truth: I would rather die."
-
-Soames stared at her.
-
-"Oh!" he said. And there intervened in him a sort of paralysis of
-speech and movement, the kind of quivering which comes when a man
-has received a deadly insult, and does not yet know how he is going
-to take it, or rather what it is going to do with him.
-
-"Oh!" he said again, "as bad as that? Indeed! You would rather
-die. That's pretty!"
-
-"I am sorry. You wanted me to answer. I can't help the truth, can
-I?"
-
-At that queer spiritual appeal Soames turned for relief to
-actuality. He snapped the brooch back into its case and put it in
-his pocket.
-
-"The truth!" he said; "there's no such thing with women. It's
-nerves--nerves."
-
-He heard the whisper:
-
-"Yes; nerves don't lie. Haven't you discovered that?" He was
-silent, obsessed by the thought: 'I will hate this woman. I will
-hate her.' That was the trouble! If only he could! He shot a
-glance at her who stood unmoving against the wall with her head up
-and her hands clasped, for all the world as if she were going to be
-shot. And he said quickly:
-
-"I don't believe a word of it. You have a lover. If you hadn't,
-you wouldn't be such a--such a little idiot." He was conscious,
-before the expression in her eyes, that he had uttered something of
-a non-sequitur, and dropped back too abruptly into the verbal
-freedom of his connubial days. He turned away to the door. But he
-could not go out. Something within him--that most deep and secret
-Forsyte quality, the impossibility of letting go, the impossibility
-of seeing the fantastic and forlorn nature of his own tenacity--
-prevented him. He turned about again, and there stood, with his
-back against the door, as hers was against the wall opposite, quite
-unconscious of anything ridiculous in this separation by the whole
-width of the room.
-
-"Do you ever think of anybody but yourself?" he said.
-
-Irene's lips quivered; then she answered slowly:
-
-"Do you ever think that I found out my mistake--my hopeless,
-terrible mistake--the very first week of our marriage; that I went
-on trying three years--you know I went on trying? Was it for
-myself?"
-
-Soames gritted his teeth. "God knows what it was. I've never
-understood you; I shall never understand you. You had everything
-you wanted; and you can have it again, and more. What's the matter
-with me? I ask you a plain question: What is it?" Unconscious of
-the pathos in that enquiry, he went on passionately: "I'm not lame,
-I'm not loathsome, I'm not a boor, I'm not a fool. What is it?
-What's the mystery about me?"
-
-Her answer was a long sigh.
-
-He clasped his hands with a gesture that for him was strangely full
-of expression. "When I came here to-night I was--I hoped--I meant
-everything that I could to do away with the past, and start fair
-again. And you meet me with 'nerves,' and silence, and sighs.
-There's nothing tangible. It's like--it's like a spider's web."
-
-"Yes."
-
-That whisper from across the room maddened Soames afresh.
-
-"Well, I don't choose to be in a spider's web. I'll cut it." He
-walked straight up to her. "Now!" What he had gone up to her to
-do he really did not know. But when he was close, the old familiar
-scent of her clothes suddenly affected him. He put his hands on
-her shoulders and bent forward to kiss her. He kissed not her
-lips, but a little hard line where the lips had been drawn in; then
-his face was pressed away by her hands; he heard her say: "Oh!
-No!" Shame, compunction, sense of futility flooded his whole
-being, he turned on his heel and went straight out.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-VISIT TO IRENE
-
-
-Jolyon found June waiting on the platform at Paddington. She had
-received his telegram while at breakfast. Her abode--a studio and
-two bedrooms in a St. John's Wood garden--had been selected by her
-for the complete independence which it guaranteed. Unwatched by
-Mrs. Grundy, unhindered by permanent domestics, she could receive
-lame ducks at any hour of day or night, and not seldom had a duck
-without studio of its own made use of June's. She enjoyed her
-freedom, and possessed herself with a sort of virginal passion; the
-warmth which she would have lavished on Bosinney, and of which--
-given her Forsyte tenacity--he must surely have tired, she now
-expended in championship of the underdogs and budding 'geniuses' of
-the artistic world. She lived, in fact, to turn ducks into the
-swans she believed they were. The very fervour of her protection
-warped her judgments. But she was loyal and liberal; her small
-eager hand was ever against the oppressions of academic and
-commercial opinion, and though her income was considerable, her
-bank balance was often a minus quantity.
-
-She had come to Paddington Station heated in her soul by a visit to
-Eric Cobbley. A miserable Gallery had refused to let that
-straight-haired genius have his one-man show after all. Its
-impudent manager, after visiting his studio, had expressed the
-opinion that it would only be a 'one-horse show from the selling
-point of view.' This crowning example of commercial cowardice
-towards her favourite lame duck--and he so hard up, with a wife and
-two children, that he had caused her account to be overdrawn--was
-still making the blood glow in her small, resolute face, and her
-red-gold hair to shine more than ever. She gave her father a hug,
-and got into a cab with him, having as many fish to fry with him as
-he with her. It became at once a question which would fry them
-first.
-
-Jolyon had reached the words: "My dear, I want you to come with
-me," when, glancing at her face, he perceived by her blue eyes
-moving from side to side--like the tail of a preoccupied cat--that
-she was not attending. "Dad, is it true that I absolutely can't
-get at any of my money?"
-
-"Only the income, fortunately, my love."
-
-"How perfectly beastly! Can't it be done somehow? There must be a
-way. I know I could buy a small Gallery for ten thousand pounds."
-
-"A small Gallery," murmured Jolyon, "seems a modest desire. But
-your grandfather foresaw it."
-
-"I think," cried June vigorously, "that all this care about money
-is awful, when there's so much genius in the world simply crushed
-out for want of a little. I shall never marry and have children;
-why shouldn't I be able to do some good instead of having it all
-tied up in case of things which will never come off?"
-
-"Our name is Forsyte, my dear," replied Jolyon in the ironical
-voice to which his impetuous daughter had never quite grown
-accustomed; "and Forsytes, you know, are people who so settle their
-property that their grandchildren, in case they should die before
-their parents, have to make wills leaving the property that will
-only come to themselves when their parents die. Do you follow
-that? Nor do I, but it's a fact, anyway; we live by the principle
-that so long as there is a possibility of keeping wealth in the
-family it must not go out; if you die unmarried, your money goes to
-Jolly and Holly and their children if they marry. Isn't it
-pleasant to know that whatever you do you can none of you be
-destitute?"
-
-"But can't I borrow the money?"
-
-Jolyon shook his head. "You could rent a Gallery, no doubt, if you
-could manage it out of your income."
-
-June uttered a contemptuous sound.
-
-"Yes; and have no income left to help anybody with."
-
-"My dear child," murmured Jolyon, "wouldn't it come to the same
-thing?"
-
-"No," said June shrewdly, "I could buy for ten thousand; that would
-only be four hundred a year. But I should have to pay a thousand a
-year rent, and that would only leave me five hundred. If I had the
-Gallery, Dad, think what I could do. I could make Eric Cobbley's
-name in no time, and ever so many others."
-
-"Names worth making make themselves in time."
-
-"When they're dead."
-
-"Did you ever know anybody living, my dear, improved by having his
-name made?"
-
-"Yes, you," said June, pressing his arm.
-
-Jolyon started. 'I?' he thought. 'Oh! Ah! Now she's going to
-ask me to do something. We take it out, we Forsytes, each in our
-different ways.'
-
-June came closer to him in the cab.
-
-"Darling," she said, "you buy the Gallery, and I'll pay you four
-hundred a year for it. Then neither of us will be any the worse
-off. Besides, it's a splendid investment."
-
-Jolyon wriggled. "Don't you think," he said, "that for an artist
-to buy a Gallery is a bit dubious? Besides, ten thousand pounds is
-a lump, and I'm not a commercial character."
-
-June looked at him with admiring appraisement.
-
-"Of course you're not, but you're awfully businesslike. And I'm
-sure we could make it pay. It'll be a perfect way of scoring off
-those wretched dealers and people." And again she squeezed her
-father's arm.
-
-Jolyon's face expressed quizzical despair.
-
-"Where is this desirable Gallery? Splendidly situated, I suppose?"
-
-"Just off Cork Street."
-
-'Ah!' thought Jolyon, 'I knew it was just off somewhere. Now for
-what I want out of her!'
-
-"Well, I'll think of it, but not just now. You remember Irene? I
-want you to come with me and see her. Soames is after her again.
-She might be safer if we could give her asylum somewhere."
-
-The word asylum, which he had used by chance, was of all most
-calculated to rouse June's interest.
-
-"Irene! I haven't seen her since! Of course! I'd love to help
-her."
-
-It was Jolyon's turn to squeeze her arm, in warm admiration for
-this spirited, generous-hearted little creature of his begetting.
-
-"Irene is proud," he said, with a sidelong glance, in sudden doubt
-of June's discretion; "she's difficult to help. We must tread
-gently. This is the place. I wired her to expect us. Let's send
-up our cards."
-
-"I can't bear Soames," said June as she got out; "he sneers at
-everything that isn't successful"
-
-Irene was in what was called the 'Ladies' drawing-room' of the
-Piedmont Hotel.
-
-Nothing if not morally courageous, June walked straight up to her
-former friend, kissed her cheek, and the two settled down on a sofa
-never sat on since the hotel's foundation. Jolyon could see that
-Irene was deeply affected by this simple forgiveness.
-
-"So Soames has been worrying you?" he said.
-
-"I had a visit from him last night; he wants me to go back to him."
-
-"You're not going, of course?" cried June.
-
-Irene smiled faintly and shook her head. "But his position is
-horrible," she murmured.
-
-"It's his own fault; he ought to have divorced you when he could."
-
-Jolyon remembered how fervently in the old days June had hoped
-that no divorce would smirch her dead and faithless lover's name.
-
-"Let us hear what Irene is going to do," he said.
-
-Irene's lips quivered, but she spoke calmly.
-
-"I'd better give him fresh excuse to get rid of me."
-
-"How horrible!" cried June.
-
-"What else can I do?"
-
-"Out of the question," said Jolyon very quietly, "sans amour."
-
-He thought she was going to cry; but, getting up quickly, she half
-turned her back on them, and stood regaining control of herself.
-
-June said suddenly:
-
-"Well, I shall go to Soames and tell him he must leave you alone.
-What does he want at his age?"
-
-"A child. It's not unnatural"
-
-"A child!" cried June scornfully. "Of course! To leave his money
-to. If he wants one badly enough let him take somebody and have
-one; then you can divorce him, and he can marry her."
-
-Jolyon perceived suddenly that he had made a mistake to bring June-
--her violent partizanship was fighting Soames' battle.
-
-"It would be best for Irene to come quietly to us at Robin Hill,
-and see how things shape."
-
-"Of course," said June; "only...."
-
-Irene looked full at Jolyon--in all his many attempts afterwards to
-analyze that glance he never could succeed.
-
-"No! I should only bring trouble on you all. I will go abroad."
-
-He knew from her voice that this was final. The irrelevant thought
-flashed through him: 'Well, I could see her there.' But he said:
-
-"Don't you think you would be more helpless abroad, in case he
-followed?"
-
-"I don't know. I can but try."
-
-June sprang up and paced the room. "It's all horrible," she said.
-"Why should people be tortured and kept miserable and helpless year
-after year by this disgusting sanctimonious law?" But someone had
-come into the room, and June came to a standstill. Jolyon went up
-to Irene:
-
-"Do you want money?"
-
-"No."
-
-"And would you like me to let your flat?"
-
-"Yes, Jolyon, please."
-
-"When shall you be going?"
-
-"To-morrow."
-
-"You won't go back there in the meantime, will you?" This he said
-with an anxiety strange to himself.
-
-"No; I've got all I want here."
-
-"You'll send me your address?"
-
-She put out her hand to him. "I feel you're a rock."
-
-"Built on sand," answered Jolyon, pressing her hand hard; "but it's
-a pleasure to do anything, at any time, remember that. And if you
-change your mind....! Come along, June; say good-bye."
-
-June came from the window and flung her arms round Irene.
-
-"Don't think of him," she said under her breath; "enjoy yourself,
-and bless you!"
-
-With a memory of tears in Irene's eyes, and of a smile on her lips,
-they went away extremely silent, passing the lady who had
-interrupted the interview and was turning over the papers on the
-table.
-
-Opposite the National Gallery June exclaimed:
-
-"Of all undignified beasts and horrible laws!"
-
-But Jolyon did not respond. He had something of his father's
-balance, and could see things impartially even when his emotions
-were roused. Irene was right; Soames' position was as bad or worse
-than her own. As for the law--it catered for a human nature of
-which it took a naturally low view. And, feeling that if he stayed
-in his daughter's company he would in one way or another commit an
-indiscretion, he told her he must catch his train back to Oxford;
-and hailing a cab, left her to Turner's water-colours, with the
-promise that he would think over that Gallery.
-
-But he thought over Irene instead. Pity, they said, was akin to
-love! If so he was certainly in danger of loving her, for he
-pitied her profoundly. To think of her drifting about Europe so
-handicapped and lonely! 'I hope to goodness she'll keep her head!'
-he thought; 'she might easily grow desperate.' In fact, now that
-she had cut loose from her poor threads of occupation, he couldn't
-imagine how she would go on--so beautiful a creature, hopeless, and
-fair game for anyone! In his exasperation was more than a little
-fear and jealousy. Women did strange things when they were driven
-into corners. 'I wonder what Soames will do now!' he thought. 'A
-rotten, idiotic state of things! And I suppose they would say it
-was her own fault.' Very preoccupied and sore at heart, he got
-into his train, mislaid his ticket, and on the platform at Oxford
-took his hat off to a lady whose face he seemed to remember without
-being able to put a name to her, not even when he saw her having
-tea at the Rainbow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-WHERE FORSYTES FEAR TO TREAD
-
-
-Quivering from the defeat of his hopes, with the green morocco case
-still flat against his heart, Soames revolved thoughts bitter as
-death. A spider's web! Walking fast, and noting nothing in the
-moonlight, he brooded over the scene he had been through, over the
-memory of her figure rigid in his grasp. And the more he brooded,
-the more certain he became that she had a lover--her words, 'I
-would sooner die!' were ridiculous if she had not. Even if she had
-never loved him, she had made no fuss until Bosinney came on the
-scene. No; she was in love again, or she would not have made that
-melodramatic answer to his proposal, which in all the circumstances
-was reasonable! Very well! That simplified matters.
-
-'I'll take steps to know where I am,' he thought; 'I'll go to
-Polteed's the first thing tomorrow morning.'
-
-But even in forming that resolution he knew he would have trouble
-with himself. He had employed Polteed's agency several times in
-the routine of his profession, even quite lately over Dartie's
-case, but he had never thought it possible to employ them to watch
-his own wife.
-
-It was too insulting to himself!
-
-He slept over that project and his wounded pride--or rather, kept
-vigil. Only while shaving did he suddenly remember that she called
-herself by her maiden name of Heron. Polteed would not know, at
-first at all events, whose wife she was, would not look at him
-obsequiously and leer behind his back. She would just be the wife
-of one of his clients. And that would be true--for was he not his
-own solicitor?
-
-He was literally afraid not to put his design into execution at the
-first possible moment, lest, after all, he might fail himself. And
-making Warmson bring him an early cup of coffee; he stole out of
-the house before the hour of breakfast. He walked rapidly to one
-of those small West End streets where Polteed's and other firms
-ministered to the virtues of the wealthier classes. Hitherto he
-had always had Polteed to see him in the Poultry; but he well knew
-their address, and reached it at the opening hour. In the outer
-office, a room furnished so cosily that it might have been a
-money-lender's, he was attended by a lady who might have been a
-schoolmistress.
-
-"I wish to see Mr. Claud Polteed. He knows me--never mind my
-name."
-
-To keep everybody from knowing that he, Soames Forsyte, was reduced
-to having his wife spied on, was the overpowering consideration.
-
-Mr. Claud Polteed--so different from Mr. Lewis Polteed--was one of
-those men with dark hair, slightly curved noses, and quick brown
-eyes, who might be taken for Jews but are really Phoenicians; he
-received Soames in a room hushed by thickness of carpet and
-curtains. It was, in fact, confidentially furnished, without trace
-of document anywhere to be seen.
-
-Greeting Soames deferentially, he turned the key in the only door
-with a certain ostentation.
-
-"If a client sends for me," he was in the habit of saying, "he
-takes what precaution he likes. If he comes here, we convince him
-that we have no leakages. I may safely say we lead in security, if
-in nothing else....Now, sir, what can I do for you?"
-
-Soames' gorge had risen so that he could hardly speak. It was
-absolutely necessary to hide from this man that he had any but
-professional interest in the matter; and, mechanically, his face
-assumed its sideway smile.
-
-"I've come to you early like this because there's not an hour to
-lose"--if he lost an hour he might fail himself yet! "Have you a
-really trustworthy woman free?"
-
-Mr. Polteed unlocked a drawer, produced a memorandum, ran his eyes
-over it, and locked the drawer up again.
-
-"Yes," he said; "the very woman."
-
-Soames had seated himself and crossed his legs--nothing but a faint
-flush, which might have been his normal complexion, betrayed him.
-
-"Send her off at once, then, to watch a Mrs. Irene Heron of Flat C,
-Truro Mansions, Chelsea, till further notice."
-
-"Precisely," said Mr. Polteed; "divorce, I presume?" and he blew
-into a speaking-tube. "Mrs. Blanch in? I shall want to speak to
-her in ten minutes."
-
-"Deal with any reports yourself," resumed Soames, "and send them to
-me personally, marked confidential, sealed and registered. My
-client exacts the utmost secrecy."
-
-Mr. Polteed smiled, as though saying, 'You are teaching your
-grandmother, my dear sir;' and his eyes slid over Soames' face for
-one unprofessional instant.
-
-"Make his mind perfectly easy," he said. "Do you smoke?"
-
-"No," said Soames. "Understand me: Nothing may come of this. If a
-name gets out, or the watching is suspected, it may have very
-serious consequences."
-
-Mr. Polteed nodded. "I can put it into the cipher category. Under
-that system a name is never mentioned; we work by numbers."
-
-He unlocked another drawer and took out two slips of paper, wrote
-on them, and handed one to Soames.
-
-"Keep that, sir; it's your key. I retain this duplicate. The case
-we'll call 7x. The party watched will be 17; the watcher 19; the
-Mansions 25; yourself--I should say, your firm--31; my firm 32,
-myself 2. In case you should have to mention your client in
-writing I have called him 43; any person we suspect will be 47;
-a second person 51. Any special hint or instruction while we're
-about it?"
-
-"No," said Soames; "that is--every consideration compatible."
-
-Again Mr. Polteed nodded. "Expense?"
-
-Soames shrugged. "In reason," he answered curtly, and got up.
-"Keep it entirely in your own hands."
-
-"Entirely," said Mr. Polteed, appearing suddenly between him and
-the door. "I shall be seeing you in that other case before long.
-Good morning, sir." His eyes slid unprofessionally over Soames
-once more, and he unlocked the door.
-
-"Good morning," said Soames, looking neither to right nor left.
-
-Out in the street he swore deeply, quietly, to himself. A spider's
-web, and to cut it he must use this spidery, secret, unclean
-method, so utterly repugnant to one who regarded his private life
-as his most sacred piece of property. But the die was cast, he
-could not go back. And he went on into the Poultry, and locked
-away the green morocco case and the key to that cipher destined to
-make crystal-clear his domestic bankruptcy.
-
-Odd that one whose life was spent in bringing to the public eye all
-the private coils of property, the domestic disagreements of
-others, should dread so utterly the public eye turned on his own;
-and yet not odd, for who should know so well as he the whole
-unfeeling process of legal regulation.
-
-He worked hard all day. Winifred was due at four o'clock; he was
-to take her down to a conference in the Temple with Dreamer Q.C.,
-and waiting for her he re-read the letter he had caused her to
-write the day of Dartie's departure, requiring him to return.
-
-
-"DEAR MONTAGUE,
-
-"I have received your letter with the news that you have left me
-for ever and are on your way to Buenos Aires. It has naturally
-been a great shock. I am taking this earliest opportunity of
-writing to tell you that I am prepared to let bygones be bygones if
-you will return to me at once. I beg you to do so. I am very much
-upset, and will not say any more now. I am sending this letter
-registered to the address you left at your Club. Please cable to
-me.
-
-"Your still affectionate wife,
-
-"WINIFRED DARTIE."
-
-
-Ugh! What bitter humbug! He remembered leaning over Winifred
-while she copied what he had pencilled, and how she had said,
-laying down her pen, "Suppose he comes, Soames!" in such a strange
-tone of voice, as if she did not know her own mind. "He won't
-come," he had answered, "till he's spent his money. That's why we
-must act at once." Annexed to the copy of that letter was the
-original of Dartie's drunken scrawl from the Iseeum Club. Soames
-could have wished it had not been so manifestly penned in liquor.
-Just the sort of thing the Court would pitch on. He seemed to hear
-the Judge's voice say: "You took this seriously! Seriously enough
-to write him as you did? Do you think he meant it?" Never mind!
-The fact was clear that Dartie had sailed and had not returned.
-Annexed also was his cabled answer: "Impossible return. Dartie."
-Soames shook his head. If the whole thing were not disposed of
-within the next few months the fellow would turn up again like a
-bad penny. It saved a thousand a year at least to get rid of him,
-besides all the worry to Winifred and his father. 'I must stiffen
-Dreamer's back,' he thought; 'we must push it on.'
-
-Winifred, who had adopted a kind of half-mourning which became her
-fair hair and tall figure very well, arrived in James' barouche
-drawn by James' pair. Soames had not seen it in the City since his
-father retired from business five years ago, and its incongruity
-gave him a shock. 'Times are changing,' he thought; 'one doesn't
-know what'll go next!' Top hats even were scarcer. He enquired
-after Val. Val, said Winifred, wrote that he was going to play
-polo next term. She thought he was in a very good set. She added
-with fashionably disguised anxiety: "Will there be much publicity
-about my affair, Soames? Must it be in the papers? It's so bad
-for him, and the girls."
-
-With his own calamity all raw within him, Soames answered:
-
-"The papers are a pushing lot; it's very difficult to keep things
-out. They pretend to be guarding the public's morals, and they
-corrupt them with their beastly reports. But we haven't got to
-that yet. We're only seeing Dreamer to-day on the restitution
-question. Of course he understands that it's to lead to a divorce;
-but you must seem genuinely anxious to get Dartie back--you might
-practice that attitude to-day."
-
-Winifred sighed.
-
-"Oh! What a clown Monty's been!" she said.
-
-Soames gave her a sharp look. It was clear to him that she could
-not take her Dartie seriously, and would go back on the whole thing
-if given half a chance. His own instinct had been firm in this
-matter from the first. To save a little scandal now would only
-bring on his sister and her children real disgrace and perhaps ruin
-later on if Dartie were allowed to hang on to them, going down-hill
-and spending the money James would leave his daughter. Though it
-was all tied up, that fellow would milk the settlements somehow,
-and make his family pay through the nose to keep him out of
-bankruptcy or even perhaps gaol! They left the shining carriage,
-with the shining horses and the shining-hatted servants on the
-Embankment, and walked up to Dreamer Q.C.'s Chambers in Crown
-Office Row.
-
-"Mr. Bellby is here, sir," said the clerk; "Mr. Dreamer will be ten
-minutes."
-
-Mr. Bellby, the junior--not as junior as he might have been, for
-Soames only employed barristers of established reputation; it was,
-indeed, something of a mystery to him how barristers ever managed
-to establish that which made him employ them--Mr. Bellby was
-seated, taking a final glance through his papers. He had come from
-Court, and was in wig and gown, which suited a nose jutting out
-like the handle of a tiny pump, his small shrewd blue eyes, and
-rather protruding lower lip--no better man to supplement and
-stiffen Dreamer.
-
-The introduction to Winifred accomplished, they leaped the weather
-and spoke of the war. Soames interrupted suddenly:
-
-"If he doesn't comply we can't bring proceedings for six months. I
-want to get on with the matter, Bellby."
-
-Mr. Bellby, who had the ghost of an Irish brogue, smiled at
-Winifred and murmured: "The Law's delays, Mrs. Dartie."
-
-"Six months!" repeated Soames; "it'll drive it up to June! We
-shan't get the suit on till after the long vacation. We must put
-the screw on, Bellby"--he would have all his work cut out to keep
-Winifred up to the scratch.
-
-"Mr. Dreamer will see you now, sir."
-
-They filed in, Mr. Bellby going first, and Soames escorting
-Winifred after an interval of one minute by his watch.
-
-Dreamer Q.C., in a gown but divested of wig, was standing before
-the fire, as if this conference were in the nature of a treat; he
-had the leathery, rather oily complexion which goes with great
-learning, a considerable nose with glasses perched on it, and
-little greyish whiskers; he luxuriated in the perpetual cocking of
-one eye, and the concealment of his lower with his upper lip, which
-gave a smothered turn to his speech. He had a way, too, of coming
-suddenly round the corner on the person he was talking to; this,
-with a disconcerting tone of voice, and a habit of growling before
-he began to speak--had secured a reputation second in Probate and
-Divorce to very few. Having listened, eye cocked, to Mr. Bellby's
-breezy recapitulation of the facts, he growled, and said:
-
-"I know all that;" and coming round the corner at Winifred,
-smothered the words:
-
-"We want to get him back, don't we, Mrs. Dartie?"
-
-Soames interposed sharply:
-
-"My sister's position, of course, is intolerable."
-
-Dreamer growled. "Exactly. Now, can we rely on the cabled
-refusal, or must we wait till after Christmas to give him a chance
-to have written--that's the point, isn't it?"
-
-"The sooner...." Soames began.
-
-"What do you say, Bellby?" said Dreamer, coming round his corner.
-
-Mr. Bellby seemed to sniff the air like a hound.
-
-"We won't be on till the middle of December. We've no need to give
-um more rope than that."
-
-"No," said Soames, "why should my sister be incommoded by his
-choosing to go..."
-
-"To Jericho!" said Dreamer, again coming round his corner; "quite
-so. People oughtn't to go to Jericho, ought they, Mrs. Dartie?"
-And he raised his gown into a sort of fantail. "I agree. We can
-go forward. Is there anything more?"
-
-"Nothing at present," said Soames meaningly; "I wanted you to see
-my sister."
-
-Dreamer growled softly: "Delighted. Good evening!" And let fall
-the protection of his gown.
-
-They filed out. Winifred went down the stairs. Soames lingered.
-In spite of himself he was impressed by Dreamer.
-
-"The evidence is all right, I think," he said to Bellby. "Between
-ourselves, if we don't get the thing through quick, we never may.
-D'you think he understands that?"
-
-"I'll make um," said Bellby. "Good man though--good man."
-
-Soames nodded and hastened after his sister. He found her in a
-draught, biting her lips behind her veil, and at once said:
-
-"The evidence of the stewardess will be very complete."
-
-Winifred's face hardened; she drew herself up, and they walked to
-the carriage. And, all through that silent drive back to Green
-Street, the souls of both of them revolved a single thought: 'Why,
-oh! why should I have to expose my misfortune to the public like
-this? Why have to employ spies to peer into my private troubles?
-They were not of my making.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-JOLLY SITS IN JUDGMENT
-
-
-The possessive instinct, which, so determinedly balked, was
-animating two members of the Forsyte family towards riddance of
-what they could no longer possess, was hardening daily in the
-British body politic. Nicholas, originally so doubtful concerning
-a war which must affect property, had been heard to say that these
-Boers were a pig-headed lot; they were causing a lot of expense,
-and the sooner they had their lesson the better. He would send out
-Wolseley! Seeing always a little further than other people--whence
-the most considerable fortune of all the Forsytes--he had perceived
-already that Buller was not the man--'a bull of a chap, who just
-went butting, and if they didn't look out Ladysmith would fall.'
-This was early in December, so that when Black Week came, he was
-enabled to say to everybody: 'I told you so.' During that week of
-gloom such as no Forsyte could remember, very young Nicholas
-attended so many drills in his corps, 'The Devil's Own,' that young
-Nicholas consulted the family physician about his son's health and
-was alarmed to find that he was perfectly sound. The boy had only
-just eaten his dinners and been called to the bar, at some expense,
-and it was in a way a nightmare to his father and mother that he
-should be playing with military efficiency at a time when military
-efficiency in the civilian population might conceivably be wanted.
-His grandfather, of course, pooh-poohed the notion, too thoroughly
-educated in the feeling that no British war could be other than
-little and professional, and profoundly distrustful of Imperial
-commitments, by which, moreover, he stood to lose, for he owned De
-Beers, now going down fast, more than a sufficient sacrifice on the
-part of his grandson.
-
-At Oxford, however, rather different sentiments prevailed. The
-inherent effervescence of conglomerate youth had, during the two
-months of the term before Black Week, been gradually crystallising
-out into vivid oppositions. Normal adolescence, ever in England of
-a conservative tendency though not taking things too seriously, was
-vehement for a fight to a finish and a good licking for the Boers.
-Of this larger faction Val Dartie was naturally a member. Radical
-youth, on the other hand, a small but perhaps more vocal body, was
-for stopping the war and giving the Boers autonomy. Until Black
-Week, however, the groups were amorphous, without sharp edges, and
-argument remained but academic. Jolly was one of those who knew
-not where he stood. A streak of his grandfather old Jolyon's love
-of justice prevented, him from seeing one side only. Moreover, in
-his set of 'the best' there was a 'jumping-Jesus' of extremely
-advanced opinions and some personal magnetism. Jolly wavered. His
-father, too, seemed doubtful in his views. And though, as was
-proper at the age of twenty, he kept a sharp eye on his father,
-watchful for defects which might still be remedied, still that
-father had an 'air' which gave a sort of glamour to his creed of
-ironic tolerance. Artists of course; were notoriously Hamlet-like,
-and to this extent one must discount for one's father, even if one
-loved him. But Jolyon's original view, that to 'put your nose in
-where you aren't wanted' (as the Uitlanders had done) 'and then
-work the oracle till you get on top is not being quite the clean
-potato,' had, whether founded in fact or no, a certain attraction
-for his son, who thought a deal about gentility. On the other hand
-Jolly could not abide such as his set called 'cranks,' and Val's
-set called 'smugs,' so that he was still balancing when the clock
-of Black Week struck. One--two--three, came those ominous repulses
-at Stormberg, Magersfontein, Colenso. The sturdy English soul
-reacting after the first cried, 'Ah! but Methuen!' after the
-second: 'Ah! but Buller!' then, in inspissated gloom, hardened.
-And Jolly said to himself: 'No, damn it! We've got to lick the
-beggars now; I don't care whether we're right or wrong.' And, if
-he had known it, his father was thinking the same thought.
-
-That next Sunday, last of the term, Jolly was bidden to wine with
-'one of the best.' After the second toast, 'Buller and damnation
-to the Boers,' drunk--no heel taps--in the college Burgundy, he
-noticed that Val Dartie, also a guest, was looking at him with a
-grin and saying something to his neighbour. He was sure it was
-disparaging. The last boy in the world to make himself conspicuous
-or cause public disturbance, Jolly grew rather red and shut his
-lips. The queer hostility he had always felt towards his second-
-cousin was strongly and suddenly reinforced. 'All right!' he
-thought, 'you wait, my friend!' More wine than was good for him,
-as the custom was, helped him to remember, when they all trooped
-forth to a secluded spot, to touch Val on the arm.
-
-"What did you say about me in there?"
-
-"Mayn't I say what I like?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Well, I said you were a pro-Boer--and so you are!"
-
-"You're a liar!"
-
-"D'you want a row?"
-
-"Of course, but not here; in the garden."
-
-"All right. Come on."
-
-They went, eyeing each other askance, unsteady, and unflinching;
-they climbed the garden railings. The spikes on the top slightly
-ripped Val's sleeve, and occupied his mind. Jolly's mind was
-occupied by the thought that they were going to fight in the
-precincts of a college foreign to them both. It was not the thing,
-but never mind--the young beast!
-
-They passed over the grass into very nearly darkness, and took off
-their coats.
-
-"You're not screwed, are you?" said Jolly suddenly. "I can't fight
-you if you're screwed."
-
-"No more than you."
-
-"All right then."
-
-Without shaking hands, they put themselves at once into postures of
-defence. They had drunk too much for science, and so were
-especially careful to assume correct attitudes, until Jolly smote
-Val almost accidentally on the nose. After that it was all a dark
-and ugly scrimmage in the deep shadow of the old trees, with no one
-to call 'time,' till, battered and blown, they unclinched and
-staggered back from each other, as a voice said:
-
-"Your names, young gentlemen?"
-
-At this bland query spoken from under the lamp at the garden gate,
-like some demand of a god, their nerves gave way, and snatching up
-their coats, they ran at the railings, shinned up them, and made
-for the secluded spot whence they had issued to the fight. Here,
-in dim light, they mopped their faces, and without a word walked,
-ten paces apart, to the college gate. They went out silently, Val
-going towards the Broad along the Brewery, Jolly down the lane
-towards the High. His head, still fumed, was busy with regret that
-he had not displayed more science, passing in review the counters
-and knockout blows which he had not delivered. His mind strayed on
-to an imagined combat, infinitely unlike that which he had just
-been through, infinitely gallant, with sash and sword, with thrust
-and parry, as if he were in the pages of his beloved Dumas. He
-fancied himself La Mole, and Aramis, Bussy, Chicot, and D'Artagnan
-rolled into one, but he quite failed to envisage Val as Coconnas,
-Brissac, or Rochefort. The fellow was just a confounded cousin who
-didn't come up to Cocker. Never mind! He had given him one or
-two. 'Pro-Boer!' The word still rankled, and thoughts of en-
-listing jostled his aching head; of riding over the veldt, firing
-gallantly, while the Boers rolled over like rabbits. And, turning
-up his smarting eyes, he saw the stars shining between the house-
-tops of the High, and himself lying out on the Karoo (whatever that
-was) rolled in a blanket, with his rifle ready and his gaze fixed
-on a glittering heaven.
-
-He had a fearful 'head' next morning, which he doctored, as became
-one of 'the best,' by soaking it in cold water, brewing strong
-coffee which he could not drink, and only sipping a little Hock at
-lunch. The legend that 'some fool' had run into him round a corner
-accounted for a bruise on his cheek. He would on no account have
-mentioned the fight, for, on second thoughts, it fell far short of
-his standards.
-
-The next day he went 'down,' and travelled through to Robin Hill.
-Nobody was there but June and Holly, for his father had gone to
-Paris. He spent a restless and unsettled Vacation, quite out of
-touch with either of his sisters. June, indeed, was occupied with
-lame ducks, whom, as a rule, Jolly could not stand, especially that
-Eric Cobbley and his family, 'hopeless outsiders,' who were always
-littering up the house in the Vacation. And between Holly and
-himself there was a strange division, as if she were beginning to
-have opinions of her own, which was so--unnecessary. He punched
-viciously at a ball, rode furiously but alone in Richmond Park,
-making a point of jumping the stiff, high hurdles put up to close
-certain worn avenues of grass--keeping his nerve in, he called it.
-Jolly was more afraid of being afraid than most boys are. He
-bought a rifle, too, and put a range up in the home field, shooting
-across the pond into the kitchen-garden wall, to the peril of
-gardeners, with the thought that some day, perhaps, he would enlist
-and save South Africa for his country. In fact, now that they were
-appealing for Yeomanry recruits the boy was thoroughly upset.
-Ought he to go? None of 'the best,' so far as he knew--and he was
-in correspondence with several--were thinking of joining. If they
-had been making a move he would have gone at once--very compet-
-itive, and with a strong sense of form, he could not bear to be
-left behind in anything--but to do it off his own bat might look
-like 'swagger'; because of course it wasn't really necessary.
-Besides, he did not want to go, for the other side of this young
-Forsyte recoiled from leaping before he looked. It was altogether
-mixed pickles within him, hot and sickly pickles, and he became
-quite unlike his serene and rather lordly self.
-
-And then one day he saw that which moved him to uneasy wrath--two
-riders, in a glade of the Park close to the Ham Gate, of whom she
-on the left-hand was most assuredly Holly on her silver roan, and
-he on the right-hand as assuredly that 'squirt' Val Dartie. His
-first impulse was to urge on his own horse and demand the meaning
-of this portent, tell the fellow to 'bunk,' and take Holly home.
-His second--to feel that he would look a fool if they refused. He
-reined his horse in behind a tree, then perceived that it was
-equally impossible to spy on them. Nothing for it but to go home
-and await her coming! Sneaking out with that young bounder! He
-could not consult with June, because she had gone up that morning
-in the train of Eric Cobbley and his lot. And his father was still
-in 'that rotten Paris.' He felt that this was emphatically one of
-those moments for which he had trained himself, assiduously, at
-school, where he and a boy called Brent had frequently set fire to
-newspapers and placed them in the centre of their studies to
-accustom them to coolness in moments of danger. He did not feel at
-all cool waiting in the stable-yard, idly stroking the dog
-Balthasar, who queasy as an old fat monk, and sad in the absence of
-his master, turned up his face, panting with gratitude for this
-attention. It was half an hour before Holly came, flushed and ever
-so much prettier than she had any right to look. He saw her look
-at him quickly--guiltily of course--then followed her in, and,
-taking her arm, conducted her into what had been their grand-
-father's study. The room, not much used now, was still vaguely
-haunted for them both by a presence with which they associated
-tenderness, large drooping white moustaches, the scent of cigar
-smoke, and laughter. Here Jolly, in the prime of his youth, before
-he went to school at all, had been wont to wrestle with his grand-
-father, who even at eighty had an irresistible habit of crooking
-his leg. Here Holly, perched on the arm of the great leather
-chair, had stroked hair curving silvery over an ear into which she
-would whisper secrets. Through that window they had all three
-sallied times without number to cricket on the lawn, and a
-mysterious game called 'Wopsy-doozle,' not to be understood by
-outsiders, which made old Jolyon very hot. Here once on a warm
-night Holly had appeared in her 'nighty,' having had a bad dream,
-to have the clutch of it released. And here Jolly, having begun
-the day badly by introducing fizzy magnesia into Mademoiselle
-Beauce's new-laid egg, and gone on to worse, had been sent down (in
-the absence of his father) to the ensuing dialogue:
-
-"Now, my boy, you mustn't go on like this."
-
-"Well, she boxed my ears, Gran, so I only boxed hers, and then she
-boxed mine again."
-
-"Strike a lady? That'll never do! Have you begged her pardon?"
-
-"Not yet."
-
-"Then you must go and do it at once. Come along."
-
-"But she began it, Gran; and she had two to my one."
-
-"My dear, it was an outrageous thing to do."
-
-"Well, she lost her temper; and I didn't lose mine."
-
-"Come along."
-
-"You come too, then, Gran."
-
-"Well--this time only."
-
-And they had gone hand in hand.
-
-Here--where the Waverley novels and Byron's works and Gibbon's
-Roman Empire and Humboldt's Cosmos, and the bronzes on the
-mantelpiece, and that masterpiece of the oily school, 'Dutch
-Fishing-Boats at Sunset,' were fixed as fate, and for all sign of
-change old Jolyon might have been sitting there still, with legs
-crossed, in the arm chair, and domed forehead and deep eyes grave
-above The Times--here they came, those two grandchildren. And
-Jolly said:
-
-"I saw you and that fellow in the Park."
-
-The sight of blood rushing into her cheeks gave him some
-satisfaction; she ought to be ashamed!
-
-"Well?" she said.
-
-Jolly was surprised; he had expected more, or less.
-
-"Do you know," he said weightily, "that he called me a pro-Boer
-last term? And I had to fight him."
-
-"Who won?"
-
-Jolly wished to answer: 'I should have,' but it seemed beneath him.
-
-"Look here!" he said, "what's the meaning of it? Without telling
-anybody!"
-
-"Why should I? Dad isn't here; why shouldn't I ride with him?"
-
-"You've got me to ride with. I think he's an awful young rotter."
-
-Holly went pale with anger.
-
-"He isn't. It's your own fault for not liking him."
-
-And slipping past her brother she went out, leaving him staring at
-the bronze Venus sitting on a tortoise, which had been shielded
-from him so far by his sister's dark head under her soft felt
-riding hat. He felt queerly disturbed, shaken to his young
-foundations. A lifelong domination lay shattered round his feet.
-He went up to the Venus and mechanically inspected the tortoise.
-
-Why didn't he like Val Dartie? He could not tell. Ignorant of
-family history, barely aware of that vague feud which had started
-thirteen years before with Bosinney's defection from June in favour
-of Soames' wife, knowing really almost nothing about Val he was at
-sea. He just did dislike him. The question, however, was: What
-should he do? Val Dartie, it was true, was a second-cousin, but it
-was not the thing for Holly to go about with him. And yet to
-'tell' of what he had chanced on was against his creed. In this
-dilemma he went and sat in the old leather chair and crossed his
-legs. It grew dark while he sat there staring out through the long
-window at the old oak-tree, ample yet bare of leaves, becoming
-slowly just a shape of deeper dark printed on the dusk.
-
-'Grandfather!' he thought without sequence, and took out his watch.
-He could not see the hands, but he set the repeater going. 'Five
-o'clock!' His grandfather's first gold hunter watch, butter-smooth
-with age--all the milling worn from it, and dented with the mark of
-many a fall. The chime was like a little voice from out of that
-golden age, when they first came from St. John's Wood, London, to
-this house--came driving with grandfather in his carriage, and
-almost instantly took to the trees. Trees to climb, and grand-
-father watering the geranium-beds below! What was to be done?
-Tell Dad he must come home? Confide in June?--only she was so--so
-sudden! Do nothing and trust to luck? After all, the Vac. would
-soon be over. Go up and see Val and warn him off? But how get his
-address? Holly wouldn't give it him! A maze of paths, a cloud of
-possibilities! He lit a cigarette. When he had smoked it halfway
-through his brow relaxed, almost as if some thin old hand had been
-passed gently over it; and in his ear something seemed to whisper:
-'Do nothing; be nice to Holly, be nice to her, my dear!' And Jolly
-heaved a sigh of contentment, blowing smoke through his nostrils....
-
-But up in her room, divested of her habit, Holly was still
-frowning. 'He is not--he is not!' were the words which kept
-forming on her lips.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-JOLYON IN TWO MINDS
-
-
-A little private hotel over a well-known restaurant near the Gare
-St. Lazare was Jolyon's haunt in Paris. He hated his fellow
-Forsytes abroad--vapid as fish out of water in their well-trodden
-runs, the Opera, Rue de Rivoli, and Moulin Rouge. Their air of
-having come because they wanted to be somewhere else as soon as
-possible annoyed him. But no other Forsyte came near this haunt,
-where he had a wood fire in his bedroom and the coffee was excel-
-lent. Paris was always to him more attractive in winter. The
-acrid savour from woodsmoke and chestnut-roasting braziers, the
-sharpness of the wintry sunshine on bright rays, the open cafes
-defying keen-aired winter, the self-contained brisk boulevard
-crowds, all informed him that in winter Paris possessed a soul
-which, like a migrant bird, in high summer flew away.
-
-He spoke French well, had some friends, knew little places where
-pleasant dishes could be met with, queer types observed. He felt
-philosophic in Paris, the edge of irony sharpened; life took on a
-subtle, purposeless meaning, became a bunch of flavours tasted, a
-darkness shot with shifting gleams of light.
-
-When in the first week of December he decided to go to Paris, he
-was far from admitting that Irene's presence was influencing him.
-He had not been there two days before he owned that the wish to see
-her had been more than half the reason. In England one did not
-admit what was natural. He had thought it might be well to speak
-to her about the letting of her flat and other matters, but in
-Paris he at once knew better. There was a glamour over the city.
-On the third day he wrote to her, and received an answer which
-procured him a pleasurable shiver of the nerves:
-
-
-"MY DEAR JOLYON,
-
-"It will be a happiness for me to see you.
-
-" IRENE."
-
-
-He took his way to her hotel on a bright day with a feeling such as
-he had often had going to visit an adored picture. No woman, so
-far as he remembered, had ever inspired in him this special sen-
-suous and yet impersonal sensation. He was going to sit and feast
-his eyes, and come away knowing her no better, but ready to go and
-feast his eyes again to-morrow. Such was his feeling, when in the
-tarnished and ornate little lounge of a quiet hotel near the river
-she came to him preceded by a small page-boy who uttered the word,
-"Madame," and vanished. Her face, her smile, the poise of her
-figure, were just as he had pictured, and the expression of her
-face said plainly: 'A friend!'
-
-"Well," he said, "what news, poor exile?"
-
-"None."
-
-"Nothing from Soames?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"I have let the flat for you, and like a good steward I bring you
-some money. How do you like Paris?"
-
-While he put her through this catechism, it seemed to him that he
-had never seen lips so fine and sensitive, the lower lip curving
-just a little upwards, the upper touched at one corner by the least
-conceivable dimple. It was like discovering a woman in what had
-hitherto been a sort of soft and breathed-on statue, almost
-impersonally admired. She owned that to be alone in Paris was a
-little difficult; and yet, Paris was so full of its own life that
-it was often, she confessed, as innocuous as a desert. Besides,
-the English were not liked just now!
-
-"That will hardly be your case," said Jolyon; "you should appeal to
-the French."
-
-"It has its disadvantages."
-
-Jolyon nodded.
-
-"Well, you must let me take you about while I'm here. We'll start
-to-morrow. Come and dine at my pet restaurant; and we'll go to the
-Opera-Comique."
-
-It was the beginning of daily meetings.
-
-Jolyon soon found that for those who desired a static condition of
-the affections, Paris was at once the first and last place in which
-to be friendly with a pretty woman. Revelation was alighting like
-a bird in his heart, singing: 'Elle est ton reve! Elle est ton
-reve! Sometimes this seemed natural, sometimes ludicrous--a bad
-case of elderly rapture. Having once been ostracised by Society,
-he had never since had any real regard for conventional morality;
-but the idea of a love which she could never return--and how could
-she at his age?--hardly mounted beyond his subconscious mind. He
-was full, too, of resentment, at the waste and loneliness of her
-life. Aware of being some comfort to her, and of the pleasure she
-clearly took in their many little outings, he was amiably desirous
-of doing and saying nothing to destroy that pleasure. It was like
-watching a starved plant draw up water, to see her drink in his
-companionship. So far as they could tell, no one knew her address
-except himself; she was unknown in Paris, and he but little known,
-so that discretion seemed unnecessary in those walks, talks, visits
-to concerts, picture-galleries, theatres, little dinners,
-expeditions to Versailles, St. Cloud, even Fontainebleau. And time
-fled--one of those full months without past to it or future. What
-in his youth would certainly have been headlong passion, was now
-perhaps as deep a feeling, but far gentler, tempered to protective
-companionship by admiration, hopelessness, and a sense of chivalry-
--arrested in his veins at least so long as she was there, smiling
-and happy in their friendship, and always to him more beautiful and
-spiritually responsive: for her philosophy of life seemed to march
-in admirable step with his own, conditioned by emotion more than by
-reason, ironically mistrustful, susceptible to beauty, almost
-passionately humane and tolerant, yet subject to instinctive
-rigidities of which as a mere man he was less capable. And during
-all this companionable month he never quite lost that feeling with
-which he had set out on the first day as if to visit an adored work
-of art, a well-nigh impersonal desire. The future--inexorable
-pendant to the present he took care not to face, for fear of
-breaking up his untroubled manner; but he made plans to renew this
-time in places still more delightful, where the sun was hot and
-there were strange things to see and paint. The end came swiftly
-on the 20th of January with a telegram:
-
-
-"Have enlisted in Imperial Yeomanry.
-JOLLY."
-
-
-Jolyon received it just as he was setting out to meet her at the
-Louvre. It brought him up with a round turn. While he was lotus-
-eating here, his boy, whose philosopher and guide he ought to be,
-had taken this great step towards danger, hardship, perhaps even
-death. He felt disturbed to the soul, realising suddenly how Irene
-had twined herself round the roots of his being. Thus threatened
-with severance, the tie between them--for it had become a kind of
-tie--no longer had impersonal quality. The tranquil enjoyment of
-things in common, Jolyon perceived, was gone for ever. He saw his
-feeling as it was, in the nature of an infatuation. Ridiculous,
-perhaps, but so real that sooner or later it must disclose itself.
-And now, as it seemed to him, he could not, must not, make any such
-disclosure. The news of Jolly stood inexorably in the way. He was
-proud of this enlistment; proud of his boy for going off to fight
-for the country; for on Jolyon's pro-Boerism, too, Black Week had
-left its mark. And so the end was reached before the beginning!
-Well, luckily he had never made a sign!
-
-When he came into the Gallery she was standing before the 'Virgin
-of the Rocks,' graceful, absorbed, smiling and unconscious. 'Have
-I to give up seeing that?' he thought. 'It's unnatural, so long as
-she's willing that I should see her.' He stood, unnoticed,
-watching her, storing up the image of her figure, envying the
-picture on which she was bending that long scrutiny. Twice she
-turned her head towards the entrance, and he thought: 'That's for
-me!' At last he went forward.
-
-"Look!" he said.
-
-She read the telegram, and he heard her sigh.
-
-That sigh, too, was for him! His position was really cruel! To be
-loyal to his son he must just shake her hand and go. To be loyal
-to the feeling in his heart he must at least tell her what that
-feeling was. Could she, would she understand the silence in which
-he was gazing at that picture?
-
-"I'm afraid I must go home at once," he said at last. "I shall
-miss all this awfully."
-
-"So shall I; but, of course, you must go."
-
-"Well!" said Jolyon holding out his hand.
-
-Meeting her eyes, a flood of feeling nearly mastered him.
-
-"Such is life!" he said. "Take care of yourself, my dear!"
-
-He had a stumbling sensation in his legs and feet, as if his brain
-refused to steer him away from her. From the doorway, he saw her
-lift her hand and touch its fingers with her lips. He raised his
-hat solemnly, and did not look back again.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-DARTIE VERSUS DARTIE
-
-
-The suit--Dartie versus Dartie--for restitution of those conjugal
-rights concerning which Winifred was at heart so deeply undecided,
-followed the laws of subtraction towards day of judgment. This was
-not reached before the Courts rose for Christmas, but the case was
-third on the list when they sat again. Winifred spent the
-Christmas holidays a thought more fashionably than usual, with the
-matter locked up in her low-cut bosom. James was particularly
-liberal to her that Christmas, expressing thereby his sympathy, and
-relief, at the approaching dissolution of her marriage with that
-'precious rascal,' which his old heart felt but his old lips could
-not utter.
-
-The disappearance of Dartie made the fall in Consols a
-comparatively small matter; and as to the scandal--the real animus
-he felt against that fellow, and the increasing lead which property
-was attaining over reputation in a true Forsyte about to leave this
-world, served to drug a mind from which all allusions to the matter
-(except his own) were studiously kept. What worried him as a
-lawyer and a parent was the fear that Dartie might suddenly turn up
-and obey the Order of the Court when made. That would be a pretty
-how-de-do! The fear preyed on him in fact so much that, in
-presenting Winifred with a large Christmas cheque, he said: "It's
-chiefly for that chap out there; to keep him from coming back." It
-was, of course, to pitch away good money, but all in the nature of
-insurance against that bankruptcy which would no longer hang over
-him if only the divorce went through; and he questioned Winifred
-rigorously until she could assure him that the money had been sent.
-Poor woman!--it cost her many a pang to send what must find its way
-into the vanity-bag of 'that creature!' Soames, hearing of it,
-shook his head. They were not dealing with a Forsyte, reasonably
-tenacious of his purpose. It was very risky without knowing how
-the land lay out there. Still, it would look well with the Court;
-and he would see that Dreamer brought it out. "I wonder," he said
-suddenly, "where that ballet goes after the Argentine"; never
-omitting a chance of reminder; for he knew that Winifred still had
-a weakness, if not for Dartie, at least for not laundering him in
-public. Though not good at showing admiration, he admitted that
-she was behaving extremely well, with all her children at home
-gaping like young birds for news of their father--Imogen just on
-the point of coming out, and Val very restive about the whole
-thing. He felt that Val was the real heart of the matter to
-Winifred, who certainly loved him beyond her other children. The
-boy could spoke the wheel of this divorce yet if he set his mind to
-it. And Soames was very careful to keep the proximity of the
-preliminary proceedings from his nephew's ears. He did more. He
-asked him to dine at the Remove, and over Val's cigar introduced
-the subject which he knew to be nearest to his heart.
-
-"I hear," he said, "that you want to play polo up at Oxford."
-
-Val became less recumbent in his chair.
-
-"Rather!" he said.
-
-"Well," continued Soames, "that's a very expensive business. Your
-grandfather isn't likely to consent to it unless he can make sure
-that he's not got any other drain on him." And he paused to see
-whether the boy understood his meaning.
-
-Val's thick dark lashes concealed his eyes, but a slight grimace
-appeared on his wide mouth, and he muttered:
-
-"I suppose you mean my Dad!"
-
-"Yes," said Soames; "I'm afraid it depends on whether he continues
-to be a drag or not;" and said no more, letting the boy dream it
-over.
-
-But Val was also dreaming in those days of a silver-roan palfrey
-and a girl riding it. Though Crum was in town and an introduction
-to Cynthia Dark to be had for the asking, Val did not ask; indeed,
-he shunned Crum and lived a life strange even to himself, except in
-so far as accounts with tailor and livery stable were concerned.
-To his mother, his sisters, his young brother, he seemed to spend
-this Vacation in 'seeing fellows,' and his evenings sleepily at
-home. They could not propose anything in daylight that did not
-meet with the one response: "Sorry; I've got to see a fellow"; and
-he was put to extraordinary shifts to get in and out of the house
-unobserved in riding clothes; until, being made a member of the
-Goat's Club, he was able to transport them there, where he could
-change unregarded and slip off on his hack to Richmond Park. He
-kept his growing sentiment religiously to himself. Not for a world
-would he breathe to the 'fellows,' whom he was not 'seeing,'
-anything so ridiculous from the point of view of their creed and
-his. But he could not help its destroying his other appetites. It
-was coming between him and the legitimate pleasures of youth at
-last on its own in a way which must, he knew, make him a milksop in
-the eyes of Crum. All he cared for was to dress in his last-
-created riding togs, and steal away to the Robin Hill Gate, where
-presently the silver roan would come demurely sidling with its slim
-and dark-haired rider, and in the glades bare of leaves they would
-go off side by side, not talking very much, riding races sometimes,
-and sometimes holding hands. More than once of an evening, in a
-moment of expansion, he had been tempted to tell his mother how
-this shy sweet cousin had stolen in upon him and wrecked his
-'life.' But bitter experience, that all persons above thirty-five
-were spoil-sports, prevented him. After all, he supposed he would
-have to go through with College, and she would have to 'come out,'
-before they could be married; so why complicate things, so long as
-he could see her? Sisters were teasing and unsympathetic beings, a
-brother worse, so there was no one to confide in. Ah! And this
-beastly divorce business! What a misfortune to have a name which
-other people hadn't! If only he had been called Gordon or Scott or
-Howard or something fairly common! But Dartie--there wasn't
-another in the directory! One might as well have been named Morkin
-for all the covert it afforded! So matters went on, till one day
-in the middle of January the silver-roan palfrey and its rider were
-missing at the tryst. Lingering in the cold, he debated whether he
-should ride on to the house: But Jolly might be there, and the
-memory of their dark encounter was still fresh within him. One
-could not be always fighting with her brother! So he returned
-dismally to town and spent an evening plunged in gloom. At
-breakfast next day he noticed that his mother had on an unfamiliar
-dress and was wearing her hat. The dress was black with a glimpse
-of peacock blue, the hat black and large--she looked exceptionally
-well. But when after breakfast she said to him, "Come in here,
-Val," and led the way to the drawing-room, he was at once beset by
-qualms. Winifred carefully shut the door and passed her
-handkerchief over her lips; inhaling the violette de Parme with
-which it had been soaked, Val thought: 'Has she found out about
-Holly?'
-
-Her voice interrupted
-
-"Are you going to be nice to me, dear boy?"
-
-Val grinned doubtfully.
-
-"Will you come with me this morning...."
-
-"I've got to see...." began Val, but something in her face stopped
-him. "I say," he said, "you don't mean ...."
-
-"Yes, I have to go to the Court this morning." Already!--that
-d---d business which he had almost succeeded in forgetting, since
-nobody ever mentioned it. In self-commiseration he stood picking
-little bits of skin off his fingers. Then noticing that his
-mother's lips were all awry, he said impulsively: "All right,
-mother; I'll come. The brutes!" What brutes he did not know, but
-the expression exactly summed up their joint feeling, and restored
-a measure of equanimity.
-
-"I suppose I'd better change into a 'shooter,"' he muttered,
-escaping to his room. He put on the 'shooter,' a higher collar, a
-pearl pin, and his neatest grey spats, to a somewhat blasphemous
-accompaniment. Looking at himself in the glass, he said, "Well,
-I'm damned if I'm going to show anything!" and went down. He found
-his grandfather's carriage at the door, and his mother in furs,
-with the appearance of one going to a Mansion House Assembly. They
-seated themselves side by side in the closed barouche, and all the
-way to the Courts of Justice Val made but one allusion to the
-business in hand. "There'll be nothing about those pearls, will
-there?"
-
-The little tufted white tails of Winifred's muff began to shiver.
-
-"Oh, no," she said, "it'll be quite harmless to-day. Your
-grandmother wanted to come too, but I wouldn't let her. I thought
-you could take care of me. You look so nice, Val. Just pull your
-coat collar up a little more at the back--that's right."
-
-"If they bully you...." began Val.
-
-"Oh! they won't. I shall be very cool. It's the only way."
-
-"They won't want me to give evidence or anything?"
-
-"No, dear; it's all arranged." And she patted his hand. The
-determined front she was putting on it stayed the turmoil in Val's
-chest, and he busied himself in drawing his gloves off and on. He
-had taken what he now saw was the wrong pair to go with his spats;
-they should have been grey, but were deerskin of a dark tan;
-whether to keep them on or not he could not decide. They arrived
-soon after ten. It was his first visit to the Law Courts, and the
-building struck him at once.
-
-"By Jove!" he said as they passed into the hall, "this'd make four
-or five jolly good racket courts."
-
-Soames was awaiting them at the foot of some stairs.
-
-"Here you are!" he said, without shaking hands, as if the event had
-made them too familiar for such formalities. "It's Happerly
-Browne, Court I. We shall be on first."
-
-A sensation such as he had known when going in to bat was playing
-now in the top of Val's chest, but he followed his mother and uncle
-doggedly, looking at no more than he could help, and thinking that
-the place smelled 'fuggy.' People seemed to be lurking everywhere,
-and he plucked Soames by the sleeve.
-
-"I say, Uncle, you're not going to let those beastly papers in, are
-you?"
-
-Soames gave him the sideway look which had reduced many to silence
-in its time.
-
-"In here," he said. "You needn't take off your furs, Winifred."
-
-Val entered behind them, nettled and with his head up. In this
-confounded hole everybody--and there were a good many of them--
-seemed sitting on everybody else's knee, though really divided from
-each other by pews; and Val had a feeling that they might all slip
-down together into the well. This, however, was but a momentary
-vision--of mahogany, and black gowns, and white blobs of wigs and
-faces and papers, all rather secret and whispery--before he was
-sitting next his mother in the front row, with his back to it all,
-glad of her violette de Parme, and taking off his gloves for the
-last time. His mother was looking at him; he was suddenly
-conscious that she had really wanted him there next to her, and
-that he counted for something in this business.
-
-All right! He would show them! Squaring his shoulders, he crossed
-his legs and gazed inscrutably at his spats. But just then an 'old
-Johnny' in a gown and long wig, looking awfully like a funny
-raddled woman, came through a door into the high pew opposite, and
-he had to uncross his legs hastily, and stand up with everybody
-else.
-
-'Dartie versus Dartie!'
-
-It seemed to Val unspeakably disgusting to have one's name called
-out like this in public! And, suddenly conscious that someone
-nearly behind him had begun talking about his family, he screwed
-his face round to see an old be-wigged buffer, who spoke as if he
-were eating his own words--queer-looking old cuss, the sort of man
-he had seen once or twice dining at Park Lane and punishing the
-port; he knew now where they 'dug them up.' All the same he found
-the old buffer quite fascinating, and would have continued to stare
-if his mother had not touched his arm. Reduced to gazing before
-him, he fixed his eyes on the Judge's face instead. Why should
-that old 'sportsman' with his sarcastic mouth and his quick-moving
-eyes have the power to meddle with their private affairs--hadn't he
-affairs of his own, just as many, and probably just as nasty? And
-there moved in Val, like an illness, all the deep-seated
-individualism of his breed. The voice behind him droned along:
-"Differences about money matters--extravagance of the respondent"
-(What a word! Was that his father?)--"strained situation--frequent
-absences on the part of Mr. Dartie. My client, very rightly, your
-Ludship will agree, was anxious to check a course--but lead to
-ruin--remonstrated--gambling at cards and on the racecourse--"
-('That's right!' thought Val, 'pile it on!') "Crisis early in
-October, when the respondent wrote her this letter from his Club."
-Val sat up and his ears burned. "I propose to read it with the
-emendations necessary to the epistle of a gentleman who has been--
-shall we say dining, me Lud?"
-
-'Old brute!' thought Val, flushing deeper; 'you're not paid to make
-jokes!'
-
-"'You will not get the chance to insult me again in my own house.
-I am leaving the country to-morrow. It's played out'--an
-expression, your Ludship, not unknown in the mouths of those who
-have not met with conspicuous success."
-
-'Sniggering owls!' thought Val, and his flush deepened.
-
-"'I am tired of being insulted by you.' My client will tell your
-Ludship that these so-called insults consisted in her calling him
-'the limit',--a very mild expression, I venture to suggest, in all
-the circumstances."
-
-Val glanced sideways at his mother's impassive face, it had a
-hunted look in the eyes. 'Poor mother,' he thought, and touched
-her arm with his own. The voice behind droned on.
-
-"'I am going to live a new life. M. D.'"
-
-"And next day, me Lud, the respondent left by the steamship
-Tuscarora for Buenos Aires. Since then we have nothing from him
-but a cabled refusal in answer to the letter which my client wrote
-the following day in great distress, begging him to return to her.
-With your Ludship's permission. I shall now put Mrs. Dartie in the
-box."
-
-When his mother rose, Val had a tremendous impulse to rise too and
-say: 'Look here! I'm going to see you jolly well treat her
-decently.' He subdued it, however; heard her saying, 'the truth,
-the whole truth, and nothing but the truth,' and looked up. She
-made a rich figure of it, in her furs and large hat, with a slight
-flush on her cheek-bones, calm, matter-of-fact; and he felt proud
-of her thus confronting all these 'confounded lawyers.' The
-examination began. Knowing that this was only the preliminary to
-divorce, Val followed with a certain glee the questions framed so
-as to give the impression that she really wanted his father back.
-It seemed to him that they were 'foxing Old Bagwigs finely.'
-
-And he received a most unpleasant jar when the Judge said suddenly:
-
-"Now, why did your husband leave you--not because you called him
-'the limit,' you know?"
-
-Val saw his uncle lift his eyes to the witness box, without moving
-his face; heard a shuffle of papers behind him; and instinct told
-him that the issue was in peril. Had Uncle Soames and the old
-buffer behind made a mess of it? His mother was speaking with a
-slight drawl.
-
-"No, my Lord, but it had gone on a long time."
-
-"What had gone on?"
-
-"Our differences about money."
-
-"But you supplied the money. Do you suggest that he left you to
-better his position?"
-
-'The brute! The old brute, and nothing but the brute!' thought
-Val suddenly. 'He smells a rat he's trying to get at the pastry!'
-And his heart stood still. If--if he did, then, of course, he
-would know that his mother didn't really want his father back. His
-mother spoke again, a thought more fashionably.
-
-"No, my Lord, but you see I had refused to give him any more money.
-It took him a long time to believe that, but he did at last--and
-when he did...."
-
-"I see, you had refused. But you've sent him some since."
-
-"My Lord, I wanted him back."
-
-"And you thought that would bring him?"
-
-"I don't know, my Lord, I acted on my father's advice."
-
-Something in the Judge's face, in the sound of the papers behind
-him, in the sudden crossing of his uncle's legs, told Val that she
-had made just the right answer. 'Crafty!' he thought; 'by Jove,
-what humbug it all is!'
-
-The Judge was speaking:
-
-"Just one more question, Mrs. Dartie. Are you still fond of your
-husband?"
-
-Val's hands, slack behind him, became fists. What business had
-that Judge to make things human suddenly? To make his mother speak
-out of her heart, and say what, perhaps, she didn't know herself,
-before all these people! It wasn't decent. His mother answered,
-rather low: "Yes, my Lord." Val saw the Judge nod. 'Wish I could
-take a cock-shy at your head!' he thought irreverently, as his
-mother came back to her seat beside him. Witnesses to his father's
-departure and continued absence followed--one of their own maids
-even, which struck Val as particularly beastly; there was more
-talking, all humbug; and then the Judge pronounced the decree for
-restitution, and they got up to go. Val walked out behind his
-mother, chin squared, eyelids drooped, doing his level best to
-despise everybody. His mother's voice in the corridor roused him
-from an angry trance.
-
-"You behaved beautifully, dear. It was such a comfort to have you.
-Your uncle and I are going to lunch."
-
-"All right," said Val; "I shall have time to go and see that
-fellow." And, parting from them abruptly, he ran down the stairs
-and out into the air. He bolted into a hansom, and drove to the
-Goat's Club. His thoughts were on Holly and what he must do before
-her brother showed her this thing in to-morrow's paper.
-
- *******************************
-
-When Val had left them Soames and Winifred made their way to the
-Cheshire Cheese. He had suggested it as a meeting place with Mr.
-Bellby. At that early hour of noon they would have it to
-themselves, and Winifred had thought it would be 'amusing' to see
-this far-famed hostelry. Having ordered a light repast, to the
-consternation of the waiter, they awaited its arrival together with
-that of Mr. Bellby, in silent reaction after the hour and a half's
-suspense on the tenterhooks of publicity. Mr. Bellby entered
-presently, preceded by his nose, as cheerful as they were glum.
-Well! they had got the decree of restitution, and what was the
-matter with that!
-
-"Quite," said Soames in a suitably low voice, "but we shall have to
-begin again to get evidence. He'll probably try the divorce--it
-will look fishy if it comes out that we knew of misconduct from the
-start. His questions showed well enough that he doesn't like this
-restitution dodge."
-
-"Pho!" said Mr. Bellby cheerily, "he'll forget! Why, man, he'll
-have tried a hundred cases between now and then. Besides, he's
-bound by precedent to give ye your divorce, if the evidence is
-satisfactory. We won't let um know that Mrs. Dartie had knowledge
-of the facts. Dreamer did it very nicely--he's got a fatherly
-touch about um!"
-
-Soames nodded.
-
-"And I compliment ye, Mrs. Dartie," went on Mr. Bellby; "ye've a
-natural gift for giving evidence. Steady as a rock."
-
-Here the, waiter arrived with three plates balanced on one arm, and
-the remark: "I 'urried up the pudden, sir. You'll find plenty o'
-lark in it to-day."
-
-Mr. Bellby applauded his forethought with a dip of his nose. But
-Soames and Winifred looked with dismay at their light lunch of
-gravified brown masses, touching them gingerly with their forks in
-the hope of distinguishing the bodies of the tasty little song-
-givers. Having begun, however, they found they were hungrier than
-they thought, and finished the lot, with a glass of port apiece.
-Conversation turned on the war. Soames thought Ladysmith would
-fall, and it might last a year. Bellby thought it would be over by
-the summer. Both agreed that they wanted more men. There was
-nothing for it but complete victory, since it was now a question of
-prestige. Winifred brought things back to more solid ground by
-saying that she did not want the divorce suit to come on till after
-the summer holidays had begun at Oxford, then the boys would have
-forgotten about it before Val had to go up again; the London season
-too would be over. The lawyers reassured her, an interval of six
-months was necessary--after that the earlier the better. People
-were now beginning to come in, and they parted--Soames to the city,
-Bellby to his chambers, Winifred in a hansom to Park Lane to let
-her mother know how she had fared. The issue had been so
-satisfactory on the whole that it was considered advisable to tell
-James, who never failed to say day after day that he didn't know
-about Winifred's affair, he couldn't tell. As his sands ran out;
-the importance of mundane matters became increasingly grave to him,
-as if he were feeling: 'I must make the most of it, and worry well;
-I shall soon have nothing to worry about.'
-
-He received the report grudgingly. It was a new-fangled way of
-going about things, and he didn't know! But he gave Winifred a
-cheque, saying:
-
-"I expect you'll have a lot of expense. That's a new hat you've
-got on. Why doesn't Val come and see us?"
-
-Winifred promised to bring him to dinner soon. And, going home,
-she sought her bedroom where she could be alone. Now that her
-husband had been ordered back into her custody with a view to
-putting him away from her for ever, she would try once more to find
-out from her sore and lonely heart what she really wanted.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE CHALLENGE
-
-
-The morning had been misty, verging on frost, but the sun came out
-while Val was jogging towards the Roehampton Gate, whence he would
-canter on to the usual tryst. His spirits were rising rapidly.
-There had been nothing so very terrible in the morning's
-proceedings beyond the general disgrace of violated privacy. 'If
-we were engaged!' he thought, 'what happens wouldn't matter.' He
-felt, indeed, like human society, which kicks and clamours at the
-results of matrimony, and hastens to get married. And he galloped
-over the winter-dried grass of Richmond Park, fearing to be late.
-But again he was alone at the trysting spot, and this second
-defection on the part of Holly upset him dreadfully. He could not
-go back without seeing her to-day! Emerging from the Park, he
-proceeded towards Robin Hill. He could not make up his mind for
-whom to ask. Suppose her father were back, or her sister or
-brother were in! He decided to gamble, and ask for them all first,
-so that if he were in luck and they were not there, it would be
-quite natural in the end to ask for Holly; while if any of them
-were in--an 'excuse for a ride' must be his saving grace.
-
-"Only Miss Holly is in, sir."
-
-"Oh! thanks. Might I take my horse round to the stables? And
-would you say--her cousin, Mr. Val Dartie."
-
-When he returned she was in the hall, very flushed and shy. She
-led him to the far end, and they sat down on a wide window-seat.
-
-"I've been awfully anxious," said Val in a low voice. "What's the
-matter?"
-
-"Jolly knows about our riding."
-
-"Is he in?"
-
-"No; but I expect he will be soon."
-
-"Then!" cried Val, and diving forward, he seized her hand. She
-tried to withdraw it, failed, gave up the attempt, and looked at
-him wistfully.
-
-"First of all," he said, "I want to tell you something about my
-family. My Dad, you know, isn't altogether--I mean, he's left my
-mother and they're trying to divorce him; so they've ordered him to
-come back, you see. You'll see that in the paper to-morrow."
-
-Her eyes deepened in colour and fearful interest; her hand squeezed
-his. But the gambler in Val was roused now, and he hurried on:
-
-"Of course there's nothing very much at present, but there will be,
-I expect, before it's over; divorce suits are beastly, you know. I
-wanted to tell you, because--because--you ought to know--if--" and
-he began to stammer, gazing at her troubled eyes, "if--if you're
-going to be a darling and love me, Holly. I love you--ever so; and
-I want to be engaged." He had done it in a manner so inadequate
-that he could have punched his own head; and dropping on his knees,
-he tried to get nearer to that soft, troubled face. "You do love
-me--don't you? If you don't I...." There was a moment of silence
-and suspense, so awful that he could hear the sound of a mowing-
-machine far out on the lawn pretending there was grass to cut.
-Then she swayed forward; her free hand touched his hair, and he
-gasped: "Oh, Holly!"
-
-Her answer was very soft: "Oh, Val!"
-
-He had dreamed of this moment, but always in an imperative mood, as
-the masterful young lover, and now he felt humble, touched,
-trembly. He was afraid to stir off his knees lest he should break
-the spell; lest, if he did, she should shrink and deny her own
-surrender--so tremulous was she in his grasp, with her eyelids
-closed and his lips nearing them. Her eyes opened, seemed to swim
-a little; he pressed his lips to hers. Suddenly he sprang up;
-there had been footsteps, a sort of startled grunt. He looked
-round. No one! But the long curtains which barred off the outer
-hall were quivering.
-
-"My God! Who was that?"
-
-Holly too was on her feet.
-
-"Jolly, I expect," she whispered.
-
-Val clenched fists and resolution.
-
-"All right!" he said, "I don't care a bit now we're engaged," and
-striding towards the curtains, he drew them aside. There at the
-fireplace in the hall stood Jolly, with his back elaborately
-turned. Val went forward. Jolly faced round on him.
-
-"I beg your pardon for hearing," he said.
-
-With the best intentions in the world, Val could not help admiring
-him at that moment; his face was clear, his voice quiet, he looked
-somehow distinguished, as if acting up to principle.
-
-"Well!" Val said abruptly, "it's nothing to you."
-
-"Oh!" said Jolly; "you come this way," and he crossed the hall.
-Val followed. At the study door he felt a touch on his arm;
-Holly's voice said:
-
-"I'm coming too."
-
-"No," said Jolly.
-
-"Yes," said Holly.
-
-Jolly opened the door, and they all three went in. Once in the
-little room, they stood in a sort of triangle on three corners of
-the worn Turkey carpet; awkwardly upright, not looking at each
-other, quite incapable of seeing any humour in the situation.
-
-Val broke the silence.
-
-"Holly and I are engaged.",
-
-Jolly stepped back and leaned against the lintel of the window.
-
-"This is our house," he said; "I'm not going to insult you in it.
-But my father's away. I'm in charge of my sister. You've taken
-advantage of me.
-
-"I didn't mean to," said Val hotly.
-
-"I think you did," said Jolly. "If you hadn't meant to, you'd have
-spoken to me, or waited for my father to come back."
-
-"There were reasons," said Val.
-
-"What reasons?"
-
-"About my family--I've just told her. I wanted her to know before
-things happen."
-
-Jolly suddenly became less distinguished.
-
-"You're kids," he said, "and you know you are.
-
-"I am not a kid," said Val.
-
-"You are--you're not twenty."
-
-"Well, what are you?"
-
-"I am twenty," said Jolly.
-
-"Only just; anyway, I'm as good a man as you."
-
-Jolly's face crimsoned, then clouded. Some struggle was evidently
-taking place in him; and Val and Holly stared at him, so clearly
-was that struggle marked; they could even hear him breathing. Then
-his face cleared up and became oddly resolute.
-
-"We'll see that," he said. "I dare you to do what I'm going to
-do."
-
-"Dare me?"
-
-Jolly smiled. "Yes," he said, "dare you; and I know very well you
-won't."
-
-A stab of misgiving shot through Val; this was riding very blind.
-
-"I haven't forgotten that you're a fire-eater," said Jolly slowly,
-"and I think that's about all you are; or that you called me a
-pro-Boer."
-
-Val heard a gasp above the sound of his own hard breathing, and saw
-Holly's face poked a little forward, very pale, with big eyes.
-
-"Yes," went on Jolly with a sort of smile, "we shall soon see. I'm
-going to join the Imperial Yeomanry, and I dare you to do the same,
-Mr. Val Dartie."
-
-Val's head jerked on its stem. It was like a blow between the
-eyes, so utterly unthought of, so extreme and ugly in the midst of
-his dreaming; and he looked at Holly with eyes grown suddenly,
-touchingly haggard.
-
-"Sit down!" said Jolly. "Take your time! Think it over well."
-And he himself sat down on the arm of his grandfather's chair.
-
-Val did not sit down; he stood with hands thrust deep into his
-breeches' pockets-hands clenched and quivering. The full awfulness
-of this decision one way or the other knocked at his mind with
-double knocks as of an angry postman. If he did not take that
-'dare' he was disgraced in Holly's eyes, and in the eyes of that
-young enemy, her brute of a brother. Yet if he took it, ah! then
-all would vanish--her face, her eyes, her hair, her kisses just
-begun!
-
-"Take your time," said Jolly again; "I don't want to be unfair."
-
-And they both looked at Holly. She had recoiled against the
-bookshelves reaching to the ceiling; her dark head leaned against
-Gibbon's Roman Empire, her eyes in a sort of soft grey agony were
-fixed on Val. And he, who had not much gift of insight, had
-suddenly a gleam of vision. She would be proud of her brother--
-that enemy! She would be ashamed of him! His hands came out of
-his pockets as if lifted by a spring.
-
-"All right!" he said. "Done!"
-
-Holly's face--oh! it was queer! He saw her flush, start forward.
-He had done the right thing--her face was shining with wistful
-admiration. Jolly stood up and made a little bow as who should
-say: 'You've passed.'
-
-"To-morrow, then," he said, "we'll go together."
-
-Recovering from the impetus which had carried him to that decision,
-Val looked at him maliciously from under his lashes. 'All right,'
-he thought, 'one to you. I shall have to join--but I'll get back
-on you somehow.' And he said with dignity: "I shall be ready."
-
-"We'll meet at the main Recruiting Office, then," said Jolly, "at
-twelve o'clock." And, opening the window, he went out on to the
-terrace, conforming to the creed which had made him retire when he
-surprised them in the hall.
-
-The confusion in the mind of Val thus left alone with her for whom
-he had paid this sudden price was extreme. The mood of 'showing-
-off' was still, however, uppermost. One must do the wretched thing
-with an air.
-
-"We shall get plenty of riding and shooting, anyway," he said;
-"that's one comfort." And it gave him a sort of grim pleasure to
-hear the sigh which seemed to come from the bottom of her heart.
-
-"Oh! the war'll soon be over," he said; "perhaps we shan't even
-have to go out. I don't care, except for you." He would be out of
-the way of that beastly divorce. It was an ill-wind! He felt her
-warm hand slip into his. Jolly thought he had stopped their loving
-each other, did he? He held her tightly round the waist, looking
-at her softly through his lashes, smiling to cheer her up,
-promising to come down and see her soon, feeling somehow six inches
-taller and much more in command of her than he had ever dared feel
-before. Many times he kissed her before he mounted and rode back
-to town. So, swiftly, on the least provocation, does the
-possessive instinct flourish and grow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-DINNER AT JAMES'
-
-
-Dinner parties were not now given at James' in Park Lane--to every
-house the moment comes when Master or Mistress is no longer 'up to
-it'; no more can nine courses be served to twenty mouths above
-twenty fine white expanses; nor does the household cat any longer
-wonder why she is suddenly shut up.
-
-So with something like excitement Emily--who at seventy would still
-have liked a little feast and fashion now and then--ordered dinner
-for six instead of two, herself wrote a number of foreign words on
-cards, and arranged the flowers--mimosa from the Riviera, and white
-Roman hyacinths not from Rome. There would only be, of course,
-James and herself, Soames, Winifred, Val, and Imogen--but she liked
-to pretend a little and dally in imagination with the glory of the
-past. She so dressed herself that James remarked:
-
-"What are you putting on that thing for? You'll catch cold."
-
-But Emily knew that the necks of women are protected by love of
-shining, unto fourscore years, and she only answered:
-
-"Let me put you on one of those dickies I got you, James; then
-you'll only have to change your trousers, and put on your velvet
-coat, and there you'll be. Val likes you to look nice."
-
-"Dicky!" said James. "You're always wasting your money on
-something."
-
-But he suffered the change to be made till his neck also shone,
-murmuring vaguely:
-
-"He's an extravagant chap, I'm afraid."
-
-A little brighter in the eye, with rather more colour than usual in
-his cheeks, he took his seat in the drawing-room to wait for the
-sound of the front-door bell.
-
-"I've made it a proper dinner party," Emily said comfortably; "I
-thought it would be good practice for Imogen--she must get used to
-it now she's coming out."
-
-James uttered an indeterminate sound, thinking of Imogen as she
-used to climb about his knee or pull Christmas crackers with him.
-
-"She'll be pretty," he muttered, "I shouldn't wonder."
-
-"She is pretty," said Emily; "she ought to make a good match."
-
-"There you go," murmured James; "she'd much better stay at home and
-look after her mother." A second Dartie carrying off his pretty
-granddaughter would finish him! He had never quite forgiven Emily
-for having been as much taken in by Montague Dartie as he himself
-had been.
-
-"Where's Warmson?" he said suddenly. "I should like a glass of
-Madeira to-night."
-
-"There's champagne, James."
-
-James shook his head. "No body," he said; "I can't get any good
-out of it."
-
-Emily reached forward on her side of the fire and rang the bell.
-
-"Your master would like a bottle of Madeira opened, Warmson."
-
-"No, no!" said James, the tips of his ears quivering with
-vehemence, and his eyes fixed on an object seen by him alone.
-"Look here, Warmson, you go to the inner cellar, and on the middle
-shelf of the end bin on the left you'll see seven bottles; take the
-one in the centre, and don't shake it. It's the last of the
-Madeira I had from Mr. Jolyon when we came in here--never been
-moved; it ought to be in prime condition still; but I don't know, I
-can't tell."
-
-"Very good, sir," responded the withdrawing Warmson.
-
-"I was keeping it for our golden wedding," said James suddenly,
-"but I shan't live three years at my age."
-
-"Nonsense, James," said Emily, "don't talk like that."
-
-"I ought to have got it up myself," murmured James, "he'll shake it
-as likely as not." And he sank into silent recollection of long
-moments among the open gas-jets, the cobwebs and the good smell of
-wine-soaked corks, which had been appetiser to so many feasts. In
-the wine from that cellar was written the history of the forty odd
-years since he had come to the Park Lane house with his young
-bride, and of the many generations of friends and acquaintances who
-had passed into the unknown; its depleted bins preserved the record
-of family festivity--all the marriages, births, deaths of his kith
-and kin. And when he was gone there it would be, and he didn't
-know what would become of it. It'd be drunk or spoiled, he
-shouldn't wonder!
-
-From that deep reverie the entrance of his son dragged him,
-followed very soon by that of Winifred and her two eldest.
-
-They went down arm-in-arm--James with Imogen, the debutante,
-because his pretty grandchild cheered him; Soames with Winifred;
-Emily with Val, whose eyes lighting on the oysters brightened.
-This was to be a proper full 'blowout' with 'fizz' and port! And
-he felt in need of it, after what he had done that day, as yet
-undivulged. After the first glass or two it became pleasant to
-have this bombshell up his sleeve, this piece of sensational
-patriotism, or example, rather, of personal daring, to display--for
-his pleasure in what he had done for his Queen and Country was so
-far entirely personal. He was now a 'blood,' indissolubly
-connected with guns and horses; he had a right to swagger--not, of
-course, that he was going to. He should just announce it quietly,
-when there was a pause. And, glancing down the menu, he determined
-on 'Bombe aux fraises' as the proper moment; there would be a
-certain solemnity while they were eating that. Once or twice
-before they reached that rosy summit of the dinner he was attacked
-by remembrance that his grandfather was never told anything!
-Still, the old boy was drinking Madeira, and looking jolly fit!
-Besides, he ought to be pleased at this set-off to the disgrace of
-the divorce. The sight of his uncle opposite, too, was a sharp
-incentive. He was so far from being a sportsman that it would be
-worth a lot to see his face. Besides, better to tell his mother in
-this way than privately, which might upset them both! He was sorry
-for her, but after all one couldn't be expected to feel much for
-others when one had to part from Holly.
-
-His grandfather's voice travelled to him thinly. "Val, try a
-little of the Madeira with your ice. You won't get that up at
-college."
-
-Val watched the slow liquid filling his glass, the essential oil of
-the old wine glazing the surface; inhaled its aroma, and thought:
-'Now for it!' It was a rich moment. He sipped, and a gentle glow
-spread in his veins, already heated. With a rapid look round, he
-said, "I joined the Imperial Yeomanry to-day, Granny," and emptied
-his glass as though drinking the health of his own act.
-
-"What!" It was his mother's desolate little word.
-
-"Young Jolly Forsyte and I went down there together."
-
-"You didn't sign?" from Uncle Soames.
-
-"Rather! We go into camp on Monday."
-
-"I say!" cried Imogen.
-
-All looked at James. He was leaning forward with his hand behind
-his ear.
-
-"What's that?" he said. "What's he saying? I can't hear."
-
-Emily reached forward to pat Val's hand.
-
-"It's only that Val has joined the Yeomanry, James; it's very nice
-for him. He'll look his best in uniform."
-
-"Joined the--rubbish!" came from James, tremulously loud. "You
-can't see two yards before your nose. He--he'll have to go out
-there. Why! he'll be fighting before he knows where he is."
-
-Val saw Imogen's eyes admiring him, and his mother still and
-fashionable with her handkerchief before her lips.
-
-Suddenly his uncle spoke.
-
-"You're under age."
-
-"I thought of that," smiled Val; "I gave my age as twenty-one."
-
-He heard his grandmother's admiring, "Well, Val, that was plucky of
-you;" was conscious of Warmson deferentially filling his champagne
-glass; and of his grandfather's voice moaning: "I don't know
-what'll become of you if you go on like this."
-
-Imogen was patting his shoulder, his uncle looking at him sidelong;
-only his mother sat unmoving, till, affected by her stillness, Val
-said:
-
-"It's all right, you know; we shall soon have them on the run. I
-only hope I shall come in for something."
-
-He felt elated, sorry, tremendously important all at once. This
-would show Uncle Soames, and all the Forsytes, how to be sportsmen.
-He had certainly done something heroic and exceptional in giving
-his age as twenty-one.
-
-Emily's voice brought him back to earth.
-
-"You mustn't have a second glass, James. Warmson!"
-
-"Won't they be astonished at Timothy's!" burst out Imogen. "I'd
-give anything to see their faces. Do you have a sword, Val, or
-only a popgun?"
-
-"What made you?"
-
-His uncle's voice produced a slight chill in the pit of Val's
-stomach. Made him? How answer that? He was grateful for his
-grandmother's comfortable:
-
-"Well, I think it's very plucky of Val. I'm sure he'll make a
-splendid soldier; he's just the figure for it. We shall all be
-proud of him."
-
-"What had young Jolly Forsyte to do with it? Why did you go
-together?" pursued Soames, uncannily relentless. "I thought you
-weren't friendly with him?"
-
-"I'm not," mumbled Val, "but I wasn't going to be beaten by him."
-He saw his uncle look at him quite differently, as if approving.
-His grandfather was nodding too, his grandmother tossing her head.
-They all approved of his not being beaten by that cousin of his.
-There must be a reason! Val was dimly conscious of some disturbing
-point outside his range of vision; as it might be, the unlocated
-centre of a cyclone. And, staring at his uncle's face, he had a
-quite unaccountable vision of a woman with dark eyes, gold hair,
-and a white neck, who smelt nice, and had pretty silken clothes
-which he had liked feeling when he was quite small. By Jove, yes!
-Aunt Irene! She used to kiss him, and he had bitten her arm once,
-playfully, because he liked it--so soft. His grandfather was
-speaking:
-
-"What's his father doing?"
-
-"He's away in Paris," Val said, staring at the very queer
-expression on his uncle's face, like--like that of a snarling dog.
-
-"Artists!" said James. The word coming from the very bottom of his
-soul, broke up the dinner.
-
-Opposite his mother in the cab going home, Val tasted the after-
-fruits of heroism, like medlars over-ripe.
-
-She only said, indeed, that he must go to his tailor's at once and
-have his uniform properly made, and not just put up with what they
-gave him. But he could feel that she was very much upset. It was
-on his lips to console her with the spoken thought that he would be
-out of the way of that beastly divorce, but the presence of Imogen,
-and the knowledge that his mother would not be out of the way,
-restrained him. He felt aggrieved that she did not seem more proud
-of him. When Imogen had gone to bed, he risked the emotional.
-
-"I'm awfully sorry to have to leave you, Mother."
-
-"Well, I must make the best of it. We must try and get you a
-commission as soon as we can; then you won't have to rough it so.
-Do you know any drill, Val?"
-
-"Not a scrap."
-
-"I hope they won't worry you much. I must take you about to get
-the things to-morrow. Good-night; kiss me."
-
-With that kiss, soft and hot, between his eyes, and those words, 'I
-hope they won't worry you much,' in his ears, he sat down to a
-cigarette, before a dying fire. The heat was out of him--the glow
-of cutting a dash. It was all a damned heart-aching bore. 'I'll
-be even with that chap Jolly,' he thought, trailing up the stairs,
-past the room where his mother was biting her pillow to smother a
-sense of desolation which was trying to make her sob.
-
-And soon only one of the diners at James' was awake--Soames, in his
-bedroom above his father's.
-
-So that fellow Jolyon was in Paris--what was he doing there?
-Hanging round Irene! The last report from Polteed had hinted that
-there might be something soon. Could it be this? That fellow,
-with his beard and his cursed amused way of speaking--son of the
-old man who had given him the nickname 'Man of Property,' and
-bought the fatal house from him. Soames had ever resented having
-had to sell the house at Robin Hill; never forgiven his uncle for
-having bought it, or his cousin for living in it.
-
-Reckless of the cold, he threw his window up and gazed out across
-the Park. Bleak and dark the January night; little sound of
-traffic; a frost coming; bare trees; a star or two. 'I'll see
-Polteed to-morrow,' he thought. 'By God! I'm mad, I think, to
-want her still. That fellow! If...? Um! No!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-DEATH OF THE DOG BALTHASAR
-
-
-Jolyon, who had crossed from Calais by night, arrived at Robin
-Hill on Sunday morning. He had sent no word beforehand, so walked
-up from the station, entering his domain by the coppice gate.
-Coming to the log seat fashioned out of an old fallen trunk, he sat
-down, first laying his overcoat on it.
-
-'Lumbago!' he thought; 'that's what love ends in at my time of
-life!' And suddenly Irene seemed very near, just as she had been
-that day of rambling at Fontainebleau when they had sat on a log to
-eat their lunch. Hauntingly near! Odour drawn out of fallen
-leaves by the pale-filtering sunlight soaked his nostrils. 'I'm
-glad it isn't spring,' he thought. With the scent of sap, and the
-song of birds, and the bursting of the blossoms, it would have been
-unbearable! 'I hope I shall be over it by then, old fool that I
-am!' and picking up his coat, he walked on into the field. He
-passed the pond and mounted the hill slowly.
-
-Near the top a hoarse barking greeted him. Up on the lawn above
-the fernery he could see his old dog Balthasar. The animal, whose
-dim eyes took his master for a stranger, was warning the world
-against him. Jolyon gave his special whistle. Even at that
-distance of a hundred yards and more he could see the dawning
-recognition in the obese brown-white body. The old dog got off his
-haunches, and his tail, close-curled over his back, began a feeble,
-excited fluttering; he came waddling forward, gathered momentum,
-and disappeared over the edge of the fernery. Jolyon expected to
-meet him at the wicket gate, but Balthasar was not there, and,
-rather alarmed, he turned into the fernery. On his fat side,
-looking up with eyes already glazing, the old dog lay.
-
-"What is it, my poor old man?" cried Jolyon. Balthasar's curled
-and fluffy tail just moved; his filming eyes seemed saying: "I
-can't get up, master, but I'm glad to see you."
-
-Jolyon knelt down; his eyes, very dimmed, could hardly see the
-slowly ceasing heave of the dog's side. He raised the head a
-little--very heavy.
-
-"What is it, dear man? Where are you hurt?" The tail fluttered
-once; the eyes lost the look of life. Jolyon passed his hands all
-over the inert warm bulk. There was nothing--the heart had simply
-failed in that obese body from the emotion of his master's return.
-Jolyon could feel the muzzle, where a few whitish bristles grew,
-cooling already against his lips. He stayed for some minutes
-kneeling; with his hand beneath the stiffening head. The body was
-very heavy when he bore it to the top of the field; leaves had
-drifted there, and he strewed it with a covering of them; there was
-no wind, and they would keep him from curious eyes until the
-afternoon. 'I'll bury him myself,' he thought. Eighteen years had
-gone since he first went into the St. John's Wood house with that
-tiny puppy in his pocket. Strange that the old dog should die just
-now! Was it an omen? He turned at the gate to look back at that
-russet mound, then went slowly towards the house, very choky in the
-throat.
-
-June was at home; she had come down hotfoot on hearing the news of
-Jolly's enlistment. His patriotism had conquered her feeling for
-the Boers. The atmosphere of his house was strange and pocketty
-when Jolyon came in and told them of the dog Balthasar's death.
-The news had a unifying effect. A link with the past had snapped--
-the dog Balthasar! Two of them could remember nothing before his
-day; to June he represented the last years of her grandfather; to
-Jolyon that life of domestic stress and aesthetic struggle before
-he came again into the kingdom of his father's love and wealth!
-And he was gone!
-
-In the afternoon he and Jolly took picks and spades and went out to
-the field. They chose a spot close to the russet mound, so that
-they need not carry him far, and, carefully cutting off the surface
-turf, began to dig. They dug in silence for ten minutes, and then
-rested.
-
-"Well, old man," said Jolyon, "so you thought you ought?"
-
-"Yes," answered Jolly; "I don't want to a bit, of course."
-
-How exactly those words represented Jolyon's own state of mind
-
-"I admire you for it, old boy. I don't believe I should have done
-it at your age--too much of a Forsyte, I'm afraid. But I suppose
-the type gets thinner with each generation. Your son, if you have
-one, may be a pure altruist; who knows?"
-
-"He won't be like me, then, Dad; I'm beastly selfish."
-
-"No, my dear, that you clearly are not." Jolly shook his head, and
-they dug again.
-
-"Strange life a dog's," said Jolyon suddenly: "The only four-footer
-with rudiments of altruism and a sense of God!"
-
-Jolly looked at his father.
-
-"Do you believe in God, Dad? I've never known."
-
-At so searching a question from one to whom it was impossible to
-make a light reply, Jolyon stood for a moment feeling his back
-tried by the digging.
-
-"What do you mean by God?" he said; "there are two irreconcilable
-ideas of God. There's the Unknowable Creative Principle--one
-believes in That. And there's the Sum of altruism in man--naturally
-one believes in That."
-
-"I see. That leaves out Christ, doesn't it?"
-
-Jolyon stared. Christ, the link between those two ideas! Out of
-the mouth of babes! Here was orthodoxy scientifically explained at
-last! The sublime poem of the Christ life was man's attempt to
-join those two irreconcilable conceptions of God. And since the
-Sum of human altruism was as much a part of the Unknowable Creative
-Principle as anything else in Nature and the Universe, a worse link
-might have been chosen after all! Funny--how one went through life
-without seeing it in that sort of way!
-
-"What do you think, old man?" he said.
-
-Jolly frowned. "Of course, my first year we talked a good bit
-about that sort of thing. But in the second year one gives it up;
-I don't know why--it's awfully interesting."
-
-Jolyon remembered that he also had talked a good deal about it his
-first year at Cambridge, and given it up in his second.
-
-"I suppose," said Jolly, "it's the second God, you mean, that old
-Balthasar had a sense of."
-
-"Yes, or he would never have burst his poor old heart because of
-something outside himself."
-
-"But wasn't that just selfish emotion, really?"
-
-Jolyon shook his head. "No, dogs are not pure Forsytes, they love
-something outside themselves."
-
-Jolly smiled.
-
-"Well, I think I'm one," he said. "You know, I only enlisted
-because I dared Val Dartie to."
-
-"But why?"
-
-"We bar each other," said Jolly shortly.
-
-"Ah!" muttered Jolyon. So the feud went on, unto the third
-generation--this modern feud which had no overt expression?
-
-'Shall I tell the boy about it?' he thought. But to what end--if
-he had to stop short of his own part?
-
-And Jolly thought: 'It's for Holly to let him know about that chap.
-If she doesn't, it means she doesn't want him told, and I should be
-sneaking. Anyway, I've stopped it. I'd better leave well alone!'
-
-So they dug on in silence, till Jolyon said:
-
-"Now, old man, I think it's big enough." And, resting on their
-spades, they gazed down into the hole where a few leaves had
-drifted already on a sunset wind.
-
-"I can't bear this part of it," said Jolyon suddenly.
-
-"Let me do it, Dad. He never cared much for me."
-
-Jolyon shook his head.
-
-"We'll lift him very gently, leaves and all. I'd rather not see
-him again. I'll take his head. Now!"
-
-With extreme care they raised the old dog's body, whose faded tan
-and white showed here and there under the leaves stirred by the
-wind. They laid it, heavy, cold, and unresponsive, in the grave,
-and Jolly spread more leaves over it, while Jolyon, deeply afraid
-to show emotion before his son, began quickly shovelling the earth
-on to that still shape. There went the past! If only there were a
-joyful future to look forward to! It was like stamping down earth
-on one's own life. They replaced the turf carefully on the smooth
-little mound, and, grateful that they had spared each other's
-feelings, returned to the house arm-in-arm.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-TIMOTHY STAYS THE ROT
-
-
-On Forsyte 'Change news of the enlistment spread fast, together
-with the report that June, not to be outdone, was going to become a
-Red Cross nurse. These events were so extreme, so subversive of
-pure Forsyteism, as to have a binding effect upon the family, and
-Timothy's was thronged next Sunday afternoon by members trying to
-find out what they thought about it all, and exchange with each
-other a sense of family credit. Giles and Jesse Hayman would no
-longer defend the coast but go to South Africa quite soon; Jolly
-and Val would be following in April; as to June--well, you never
-knew what she would really do.
-
-The retirement from Spion Kop and the absence of any good news from
-the seat of war imparted an air of reality to all this, clinched in
-startling fashion by Timothy. The youngest of the old Forsytes--
-scarcely eighty, in fact popularly supposed to resemble their
-father, 'Superior Dosset,' even in his best-known characteristic of
-drinking Sherry--had been invisible for so many years that he was
-almost mythical. A long generation had elapsed since the risks of
-a publisher's business had worked on his nerves at the age of
-forty, so that he had got out with a mere thirty-five thousand
-pounds in the world, and started to make his living by careful
-investment. Putting by every year, at compound interest, he had
-doubled his capital in forty years without having once known what
-it was like to shake in his shoes over money matters. He was now
-putting aside some two thousand a year, and, with the care he was
-taking of himself, expected, so Aunt Hester said, to double his
-capital again before he died. What he would do with it then, with
-his sisters dead and himself dead, was often mockingly queried by
-free spirits such as Francie, Euphemia, or young Nicholas' second,
-Christopher, whose spirit was so free that he had actually said he
-was going on the stage. All admitted, however, that this was best
-known to Timothy himself, and possibly to Soames, who never
-divulged a secret.
-
-Those few Forsytes who had seen him reported a man of thick and
-robust appearance, not very tall, with a brown-red complexion, grey
-hair, and little of the refinement of feature with which most of
-the Forsytes had been endowed by 'Superior Dosset's' wife, a woman
-of some beauty and a gentle temperament. It was known that he had
-taken surprising interest in the war, sticking flags into a map
-ever since it began, and there was uneasiness as to what would
-happen if the English were driven into the sea, when it would be
-almost impossible for him to put the flags in the right places. As
-to his knowledge of family movements or his views about them,
-little was known, save that Aunt Hester was always declaring that
-he was very upset. It was, then, in the nature of a portent when
-Forsytes, arriving on the Sunday after the evacuation of Spion Kop,
-became conscious, one after the other, of a presence seated in the
-only really comfortable armchair, back to the light, concealing the
-lower part of his face with a large hand, and were greeted by the
-awed voice of Aunt Hester:
-
-"Your Uncle Timothy, my dear."
-
-Timothy's greeting to them all was somewhat identical; and rather,
-as it were, passed over by him than expressed:
-
-"How de do? How de do? 'Xcuse me gettin' up!"
-
-Francie was present, and Eustace had come in his car; Winifred had
-brought Imogen, breaking the ice of the restitution proceedings
-with the warmth of family appreciation at Val's enlistment; and
-Marian Tweetyman with the last news of Giles and Jesse. These with
-Aunt Juley and Hester, young Nicholas, Euphemia, and--of all
-people!--George, who had come with Eustace in the car, constituted
-an assembly worthy of the family's palmiest days. There was not
-one chair vacant in the whole of the little drawing-room, and
-anxiety was felt lest someone else should arrive.
-
-The constraint caused by Timothy's presence having worn off a
-little, conversation took a military turn. George asked Aunt Juley
-when she was going out with the Red Cross, almost reducing her to a
-state of gaiety; whereon he turned to Nicholas and said:
-
-"Young Nick's a warrior bold, isn't he? When's he going to don the
-wild khaki?"
-
-Young Nicholas, smiling with a sort of sweet deprecation, intimated
-that of course his mother was very anxious.
-
-"The Dromios are off, I hear," said George, turning to Marian
-Tweetyman; "we shall all be there soon. En avant, the Forsytes!
-Roll, bowl, or pitch! Who's for a cooler?"
-
-Aunt Juley gurgled, George was so droll! Should Hester get
-Timothy's map? Then he could show them all where they were.
-
-At a sound from Timothy, interpreted as assent, Aunt Hester left
-the room.
-
-George pursued his image of the Forsyte advance, addressing Timothy
-as Field Marshal; and Imogen, whom he had noted at once for 'a
-pretty filly,'--as Vivandiere; and holding his top hat between his
-knees, he began to beat it with imaginary drumsticks. The
-reception accorded to his fantasy was mixed. All laughed--George
-was licensed; but all felt that the family was being 'rotted'; and
-this seemed to them unnatural, now that it was going to give five
-of its members to the service of the Queen. George might go too
-far; and there was relief when he got up, offered his arm to Aunt
-Juley, marched up to Timothy, saluted him, kissed his aunt with
-mock passion, said, "Oh! what a treat, dear papa! Come on,
-Eustace!" and walked out, followed by the grave and fastidious
-Eustace, who had never smiled.
-
-Aunt Juley's bewildered, "Fancy not waiting for the map! You
-mustn't mind him, Timothy. He's so droll!" broke the hush, and
-Timothy removed the hand from his mouth.
-
-"I don't know what things are comin' to," he was heard to say.
-"What's all this about goin' out there? That's not the way to beat
-those Boers."
-
-Francie alone had the hardihood to observe: "What is, then, Uncle
-Timothy?"
-
-"All this new-fangled volunteerin' and expense--lettin' money out
-of the country."
-
-Just then Aunt Hester brought in the map, handling it like a baby
-with eruptions. With the assistance of Euphemia it was laid on the
-piano, a small Colwood grand, last played on, it was believed, the
-summer before Aunt Ann died, thirteen years ago. Timothy rose. He
-walked over to the piano, and stood looking at his map while they
-all gathered round.
-
-"There you are," he said; "that's the position up to date; and very
-poor it is. H'm!"
-
-"Yes," said Francie, greatly daring, "but how are you going to
-alter it, Uncle Timothy, without more men?"
-
-"Men!" said Timothy; "you don't want men--wastin' the country's
-money. You want a Napoleon, he'd settle it in a month."
-
-"But if you haven't got him, Uncle Timothy?"
-
-"That's their business," replied Timothy. "What have we kept the
-Army up for--to eat their heads off in time of peace! They ought
-to be ashamed of themselves, comin' on the country to help them
-like this! Let every man stick to his business, and we shall get
-on."
-
-And looking round him, he added almost angrily:
-
-"Volunteerin', indeed! Throwin' good money after bad! We must
-save! Conserve energy that's the only way." And with a prolonged
-sound, not quite a sniff and not quite a snort, he trod on
-Euphemia's toe, and went out, leaving a sensation and a faint scent
-of barley-sugar behind him.
-
-The effect of something said with conviction by one who has
-evidently made a sacrifice to say it is ever considerable. And the
-eight Forsytes left behind, all women except young Nicholas, were
-silent for a moment round the map. Then Francie said:
-
-"Really, I think he's right, you know. After all, what is the Army
-for? They ought to have known. It's only encouraging them."
-
-"My dear!" cried Aunt Juley, "but they've been so progressive.
-Think of their giving up their scarlet. They were always so proud
-of it. And now they all look like convicts. Hester and I were
-saying only yesterday we were sure they must feel it very much.
-Fancy what the Iron Duke would have said!"
-
-"The new colour's very smart," said Winifred; "Val looks quite nice
-in his."
-
-Aunt Juley sighed.
-
-"I do so wonder what Jolyon's boy is like. To think we've never
-seen him! His father must be so proud of him."
-
-"His father's in Paris," said Winifred.
-
-Aunt Hester's shoulder was seen to mount suddenly, as if to ward
-off her sister's next remark, for Juley's crumpled cheeks had
-gushed.
-
-"We had dear little Mrs. MacAnder here yesterday, just back from
-Paris. And whom d'you think she saw there in the street? You'll
-never guess."
-
-"We shan't try, Auntie," said Euphemia.
-
-"Irene! Imagine! After all this time; walking with a fair
-beard...."
-
-"Auntie! you'll kill me! A fair beard...."
-
-"I was going to say," said Aunt Juley severely, "a fair-bearded
-gentleman. And not a day older; she was always so pretty," she
-added, with a sort of lingering apology.
-
-"Oh! tell us about her, Auntie," cried Imogen; "I can just remember
-her. She's the skeleton in the family cupboard, isn't she? And
-they're such fun."
-
-Aunt Hester sat down. Really, Juley had done it now!
-
-"She wasn't much of a skeleton as I remember her," murmured
-Euphemia, "extremely well-covered."
-
-"My dear!" said Aunt Juley, "what a peculiar way of putting it--not
-very nice."
-
-"No, but what was she like?" persisted Imogen.
-
-"I'll tell you, my child," said Francie; "a kind of modern Venus,
-very well-dressed."
-
-Euphemia said sharply: "Venus was never dressed, and she had blue
-eyes of melting sapphire."
-
-At this juncture Nicholas took his leave.
-
-"Mrs. Nick is awfully strict," said Francie with a laugh.
-
-"She has six children," said Aunt Juley; "it's very proper she
-should be careful."
-
-"Was Uncle Soames awfully fond of her?" pursued the inexorable
-Imogen, moving her dark luscious eyes from face to face.
-
-Aunt Hester made a gesture of despair, just as Aunt Juley answered:
-
-"Yes, your Uncle Soames was very much attached to her."
-
-"I suppose she ran off with someone?"
-
-"No, certainly not; that is--not precisely.'
-
-"What did she do, then, Auntie?"
-
-"Come along, Imogen," said Winifred, "we must be getting back."
-
-But Aunt Juley interjected resolutely: "She--she didn't behave at
-all well."
-
-"Oh, bother!" cried Imogen; "that's as far as I ever get."
-
-"Well, my dear," said Francie, "she had a love affair which ended
-with the young man's death; and then she left your uncle. I always
-rather liked her."
-
-"She used to give me chocolates," murmured Imogen, "and smell
-nice."
-
-"Of course!" remarked Euphemia.
-
-"Not of course at all!" replied Francie, who used a particularly
-expensive essence of gillyflower herself.
-
-"I can't think what we are about," said Aunt Juley, raising her
-hands, "talking of such things!"
-
-"Was she divorced?" asked Imogen from the door.
-
-"Certainly not," cried Aunt Juley; "that is--certainly not."
-
-A sound was heard over by the far door. Timothy had re-entered the
-back drawing-room. "I've come for my map," he said. "Who's been
-divorced?"
-
-"No one, Uncle," replied Francie with perfect truth.
-
-Timothy took his map off the piano.
-
-"Don't let's have anything of that sort in the family," he said.
-"All this enlistin's bad enough. The country's breakin' up; I
-don't know what we're comin' to." He shook a thick finger at the
-room: "Too many women nowadays, and they don't know what they
-want."
-
-So saying, he grasped the map firmly with both hands, and went out
-as if afraid of being answered.
-
-The seven women whom he had addressed broke into a subdued murmur,
-out of which emerged Francie's, "Really, the Forsytes!" and Aunt
-Juley's: "He must have his feet in mustard and hot water to-night,
-Hester; will you tell Jane? The blood has gone to his head again,
-I'm afraid...."
-
-That evening, when she and Hester were sitting alone after dinner,
-she dropped a stitch in her crochet, and looked up:
-
-"Hester, I can't think where I've heard that dear Soames wants
-Irene to come back to him again. Who was it told us that George
-had made a funny drawing of him with the words, 'He won't be happy
-till he gets it'?"
-
-"Eustace," answered Aunt Hester from behind The Times; "he had it
-in his pocket, but he wouldn't show it us."
-
-Aunt Juley was silent, ruminating. The clock ticked, The Times
-crackled, the fire sent forth its rustling purr. Aunt Juley
-dropped another stitch.
-
-"Hester," she said, "I have had such a dreadful thought."
-
-"Then don't tell me," said Aunt Hester quickly.
-
-"Oh! but I must. You can't think how dreadful!" Her voice sank to
-a whisper:
-
-"Jolyon--Jolyon, they say, has a--has a fair beard, now."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-PROGRESS OF THE CHASE
-
-
-Two days after the dinner at James', Mr. Polteed provided Soames
-with food for thought.
-
-"A gentleman," he said, consulting the key concealed in his left
-hand, "47 as we say, has been paying marked attention to 17 during
-the last month in Paris. But at present there seems to have been
-nothing very conclusive. The meetings have all been in public
-places, without concealment--restaurants, the Opera, the Comique,
-the Louvre, Luxembourg Gardens, lounge of the hotel, and so forth.
-She has not yet been traced to his rooms, nor vice versa. They
-went to Fontainebleau--but nothing of value. In short, the
-situation is promising, but requires patience." And, looking up
-suddenly, he added:
-
-"One rather curious point--47 has the same name as--er--31!"
-
-'The fellow knows I'm her husband,' thought Soames.
-
-"Christian name--an odd one--Jolyon," continued Mr. Polteed. "We
-know his address in Paris and his residence here. We don't wish,
-of course, to be running a wrong hare."
-
-"Go on with it, but be careful," said Soames doggedly.
-
-Instinctive certainty that this detective fellow had fathomed his
-secret made him all the more reticent.
-
-"Excuse me," said Mr. Polteed, "I'll just see if there's anything
-fresh in."
-
-He returned with some letters. Relocking the door, he glanced at
-the envelopes.
-
-"Yes, here's a personal one from 19 to myself."
-
-"Well?" said Soames.
-
- "Um!" said Mr. Polteed, "she says: '47 left for England to-day.
-Address on his baggage: Robin Hill. Parted from 17 in Louvre
-Gallery at 3.30; nothing very striking. Thought it best to stay
-and continue observation of 17. You will deal with 47 in England
-if you think desirable, no doubt.'" And Mr. Polteed lifted an
-unprofessional glance on Soames, as though he might be storing
-material for a book on human nature after he had gone out of
-business. "Very intelligent woman, 19, and a wonderful make-up.
-Not cheap, but earns her money well. There's no suspicion of being
-shadowed so far. But after a time, as you know, sensitive people
-are liable to get the feeling of it, without anything definite to
-go on. I should rather advise letting-up on 17, and keeping an eye
-on 47. We can't get at correspondence without great risk. I
-hardly advise that at this stage. But you can tell your client
-that it's looking up very well." And again his narrowed eyes
-gleamed at his taciturn customer.
-
-"No," said Soames suddenly, "I prefer that you should keep the
-watch going discreetly in Paris, and not concern yourself with this
-end."
-
-"Very well," replied Mr. Polteed, "we can do it."
-
-"What--what is the manner between them?"
-
-"I'll read you what she says," said Mr. Polteed, unlocking a bureau
-drawer and taking out a file of papers; "she sums it up somewhere
-confidentially. Yes, here it is! '17 very attractive--conclude
-47, longer in the tooth' (slang for age, you know)--'distinctly
-gone--waiting his time--17 perhaps holding off for terms,
-impossible to say without knowing more. But inclined to think on
-the whole--doesn't know her mind--likely to act on impulse some
-day. Both have style.'"
-
-"What does that mean?" said Soames between close lips.
-
-"Well," murmured Mr. Polteed with a smile, showing many white
-teeth, "an expression we use. In other words, it's not likely to
-be a weekend business--they'll come together seriously or not at
-all."
-
-"H'm!" muttered Soames, "that's all, is it?"
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Polteed, "but quite promising."
-
-'Spider!' thought Soames. "Good-day!"
-
-He walked into the Green Park that he might cross to Victoria
-Station and take the Underground into the City. For so late in
-January it was warm; sunlight, through the haze, sparkled on the
-frosty grass--an illumined cobweb of a day.
-
-Little spiders--and great spiders! And the greatest spinner of
-all, his own tenacity, for ever wrapping its cocoon of threads
-round any clear way out. What was that fellow hanging round Irene
-for? Was it really as Polteed suggested? Or was Jolyon but taking
-compassion on her loneliness, as he would call it--sentimental
-radical chap that he had always been? If it were, indeed, as
-Polteed hinted! Soames stood still. It could not be! The fellow
-was seven years older than himself, no better looking! No richer!
-What attraction had he?
-
-'Besides, he's come back,' he thought; 'that doesn't look---I'll go
-and see him!' and, taking out a card, he wrote:
-
-"If you can spare half an hour some afternoon this week, I shall be
-at the Connoisseurs any day between 5.30 and 6, or I could come to
-the Hotch Potch if you prefer it. I want to see you.--S. F."
-
-He walked up St. James's Street and confided it to the porter at
-the Hotch Potch.
-
-"Give Mr. Jolyon Forsyte this as soon as he comes in," he said, and
-took one of the new motor cabs into the City....
-
-Jolyon received that card the same afternoon, and turned his face
-towards the Connoisseurs. What did Soames want now? Had he got
-wind of Paris? And stepping across St. James's Street, he
-determined to make no secret of his visit. 'But it won't do,' he
-thought, 'to let him know she's there, unless he knows already.'
-In this complicated state of mind he was conducted to where Soames
-was drinking tea in a small bay-window.
-
-"No tea, thanks," said Jolyon, "but I'll go on smoking if I may."
-
-The curtains were not yet drawn, though the lamps outside were
-lighted; the two cousins sat waiting on each other.
-
-"You've been in Paris, I hear," said Soames at last.
-
-"Yes; just back."
-
-"Young Val told me; he and your boy are going off, then?" Jolyon
-nodded.
-
-"You didn't happen to see Irene, I suppose. It appears she's
-abroad somewhere."
-
-Jolyon wreathed himself in smoke before he answered: "Yes, I saw
-her."
-
-"How was she?"
-
-"Very well."
-
-There was another silence; then Soames roused himself in his chair.
-
-"When I saw you last," he said, "I was in two minds. We talked,
-and you expressed your opinion. I don't wish to reopen that
-discussion. I only wanted to say this: My position with her is
-extremely difficult. I don't want you to go using your influence
-against me. What happened is a very long time ago. I'm going to
-ask her to let bygones be bygones."
-
-"You have asked her, you know," murmured Jolyon.
-
-"The idea was new to her then; it came as a shock. But the more
-she thinks of it, the more she must see that it's the only way out
-for both of us."
-
-"That's not my impression of her state of mind," said Jolyon with
-particular calm. "And, forgive my saying, you misconceive the
-matter if you think reason comes into it at all."
-
-He saw his cousin's pale face grow paler--he had used, without
-knowing it, Irene's own words.
-
-"Thanks," muttered Soames, "but I see things perhaps more plainly
-than you think. I only want to be sure that you won't try to
-influence her against me."
-
-"I don't know what makes you think I have any influence," said
-Jolyon; "but if I have I'm bound to use it in the direction of what
-I think is her happiness. I am what they call a 'feminist,' I
-believe."
-
-"Feminist!" repeated Soames, as if seeking to gain time. "Does
-that mean that you're against me?"
-
-"Bluntly," said Jolyon, "I'm against any woman living with any man
-whom she definitely dislikes. It appears to me rotten."
-
-"And I suppose each time you see her you put your opinions into her
-mind."
-
-"I am not likely to be seeing her."
-
-"Not going back to Paris?"
-
-"Not so far as I know," said Jolyon, conscious of the intent
-watchfulness in Soames' face.
-
-"Well, that's all I had to say. Anyone who comes between man and
-wife, you know, incurs heavy responsibility."
-
-Jolyon rose and made him a slight bow.
-
-"Good-bye," he said, and, without offering to shake hands, moved
-away, leaving Soames staring after him. 'We Forsytes,' thought
-Jolyon, hailing a cab, 'are very civilised. With simpler folk that
-might have come to a row. If it weren't for my boy going to the
-war....' The war! A gust of his old doubt swept over him. A
-precious war! Domination of peoples or of women! Attempts to
-master and possess those who did not want you! The negation of
-gentle decency! Possession, vested rights; and anyone 'agin' 'em--
-outcast! 'Thank Heaven!' he thought, 'I always felt "agin" 'em,
-anyway!' Yes! Even before his first disastrous marriage he could
-remember fuming over the bludgeoning of Ireland, or the matrimonial
-suits of women trying to be free of men they loathed. Parsons
-would have it that freedom of soul and body were quite different
-things! Pernicious doctrine! Body and soul could not thus be
-separated. Free will was the strength of any tie, and not its
-weakness. 'I ought to have told Soames,' he thought, 'that I think
-him comic. Ah! but he's tragic, too!' Was there anything,
-indeed, more tragic in the world than a man enslaved by his own
-possessive instinct, who couldn't see the sky for it, or even enter
-fully into what another person felt! 'I must write and warn her,'
-he thought; 'he's going to have another try.' And all the way home
-to Robin Hill he rebelled at the strength of that duty to his son
-which prevented him from posting back to Paris....
-
-But Soames sat long in his chair, the prey of a no less gnawing
-ache--a jealous ache, as if it had been revealed to him that this
-fellow held precedence of himself, and had spun fresh threads of
-resistance to his way out. 'Does that mean that you're against
-me?' he had got nothing out of that disingenuous question.
-Feminist! Phrasey fellow! 'I mustn't rush things,' he thought.
-'I have some breathing space; he's not going back to Paris, unless
-he was lying. I'll let the spring come!' Though how the spring
-could serve him, save by adding to his ache, he could not tell.
-And gazing down into the street, where figures were passing from
-pool to pool of the light from the high lamps, he thought: 'Nothing
-seems any good--nothing seems worth while. I'm loney--that's the
-trouble.'
-
-He closed his eyes; and at once he seemed to see Irene, in a dark
-street below a church--passing, turning her neck so that he caught
-the gleam of her eyes and her white forehead under a little dark
-hat, which had gold spangles on it and a veil hanging down behind.
-He opened his eyes--so vividly he had seen her! A woman was
-passing below, but not she! Oh no, there was nothing there!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-'HERE WE ARE AGAIN!'
-
-
-Imogen's frocks for her first season exercised the judgment of her
-mother and the purse of her grandfather all through the month of
-March. With Forsyte tenacity Winifred quested for perfection. It
-took her mind off the slowly approaching rite which would give her
-a freedom but doubtfully desired; took her mind, too, off her boy
-and his fast approaching departure for a war from which the news
-remained disquieting. Like bees busy on summer flowers, or bright
-gadflies hovering and darting over spiky autumn blossoms, she and
-her 'little daughter,' tall nearly as herself and with a bust
-measurement not far inferior, hovered in the shops of Regent
-Street, the establishments of Hanover Square and of Bond Street,
-lost in consideration and the feel of fabrics. Dozens of young
-women of striking deportment and peculiar gait paraded before
-Winifred and Imogen, draped in 'creations.' The models--'Very new,
-modom; quite the latest thing--' which those two reluctantly turned
-down, would have filled a museum; the models which they were
-obliged to have nearly emptied James' bank. It was no good doing
-things by halves, Winifred felt, in view of the need for making
-this first and sole untarnished season a conspicuous success.
-Their patience in trying the patience of those impersonal creatures
-who swam about before them could alone have been displayed by such
-as were moved by faith. It was for Winifred a long prostration
-before her dear goddess Fashion, fervent as a Catholic might make
-before the Virgin; for Imogen an experience by no means too
-unpleasant--she often looked so nice, and flattery was implicit
-everywhere: in a word it was 'amusing.'
-
-On the afternoon of the 20th of March, having, as it were, gutted
-Skywards, they had sought refreshment over the way at Caramel and
-Baker's, and, stored with chocolate frothed at the top with cream,
-turned homewards through Berkeley Square of an evening touched with
-spring. Opening the door--freshly painted a light olive-green;
-nothing neglected that year to give Imogen a good send-off--
-Winifred passed towards the silver basket to see if anyone had
-called, and suddenly her nostrils twitched. What was that scent?
-
-Imogen had taken up a novel sent from the library, and stood
-absorbed. Rather sharply, because of the queer feeling in her
-breast, Winifred said:
-
-"Take that up, dear, and have a rest before dinner."
-
-Imogen, still reading, passed up the stairs. Winifred heard the
-door of her room slammed to, and drew a long savouring breath. Was
-it spring tickling her senses--whipping up nostalgia for her
-'clown,' against all wisdom and outraged virtue? A male scent! A
-faint reek of cigars and lavender-water not smelt since that early
-autumn night six months ago, when she had called him 'the limit.'
-Whence came it, or was it ghost of scent--sheer emanation from
-memory? She looked round her. Nothing--not a thing, no tiniest
-disturbance of her hall, nor of the diningroom. A little day-dream
-of a scent--illusory, saddening, silly! In the silver basket were
-new cards, two with 'Mr. and Mrs. Polegate Thom,' and one with 'Mr.
-Polegate Thom' thereon; she sniffed them, but they smelled severe.
-'I must be tired,' she thought, 'I'll go and lie down.' Upstairs
-the drawing-room was darkened, waiting for some hand to give it
-evening light; and she passed on up to her bedroom. This, too, was
-half-curtained and dim, for it was six o'clock. Winifred threw off
-her coat--that scent again!--then stood, as if shot, transfixed
-against the bed-rail. Something dark had risen from the sofa in
-the far corner. A word of horror--in her family--escaped her:
-"God!"
-
-"It's I--Monty," said a voice.
-
-Clutching the bed-rail, Winifred reached up and turned the switch
-of the light hanging above her dressing-table. He appeared just on
-the rim of the light's circumference, emblazoned from the absence
-of his watch-chain down to boots neat and sooty brown, but--yes!--
-split at the toecap. His chest and face were shadowy. Surely he
-was thin--or was it a trick of the light? He advanced, lighted now
-from toe-cap to the top of his dark head--surely a little grizzled!
-His complexion had darkened, sallowed; his black moustache had lost
-boldness, become sardonic; there were lines which she did not know
-about his face. There was no pin in his tie. His suit--ah!--she
-knew that--but how unpressed, unglossy! She stared again at the
-toe-cap of his boot. Something big and relentless had been 'at
-him,' had turned and twisted, raked and scraped him. And she
-stayed, not speaking, motionless, staring at that crack across the
-toe.
-
-"Well!" he said, "I got the order. I'm back."
-
-Winifred's bosom began to heave. The nostalgia for her husband
-which had rushed up with that scent was struggling with a deeper
-jealousy than any she had felt yet. There he was--a dark, and as
-if harried, shadow of his sleek and brazen self! What force had
-done this to him--squeezed him like an orange to its dry rind!
-That woman!
-
-"I'm back," he said again. "I've had a beastly time. By God! I
-came steerage. I've got nothing but what I stand up in, and that
-bag."
-
-"And who has the rest?" cried Winifred, suddenly alive. "How dared
-you come? You knew it was just for divorce that you got that order
-to come back. Don't touch me!"
-
-They held each to the rail of the big bed where they had spent so
-many years of nights together. Many times, yes--many times she had
-wanted him back. But now that he had come she was filled with this
-cold and deadly resentment. He put his hand up to his moustache;
-but did not frizz and twist it in the old familiar way, he just
-pulled it downwards.
-
-"Gad!" he said: "If you knew the time I've had!"
-
-"I'm glad I don't!"
-
-"Are the kids all right?"
-
-Winifred nodded. "How did you get in?"
-
-"With my key."
-
-"Then the maids don't know. You can't stay here, Monty."
-
-He uttered a little sardonic laugh.
-
-"Where then?"
-
-"Anywhere."
-
-"Well, look at me! That--that damned...."
-
-"If you mention her," cried Winifred, "I go straight out to Park
-Lane and I don't come back."
-
-Suddenly he did a simple thing, but so uncharacteristic that it
-moved her. He shut his eyes. It was as if he had said: 'All
-right! I'm dead to the world!'
-
-"You can have a room for the night," she said; "your things are
-still here. Only Imogen is at home."
-
-He leaned back against the bed-rail. "Well, it's in your hands,"
-and his own made a writhing movement. "I've been through it. You
-needn't hit too hard--it isn't worth while. I've been frightened;
-I've been frightened, Freddie."
-
-That old pet name, disused for years and years, sent a shiver
-through Winifred.
-
-'What am I to do with him?' she thought. 'What in God's name am I
-to do with him?'
-
-"Got a cigarette?"
-
-She gave him one from a little box she kept up there for when she
-couldn't sleep at night, and lighted it. With that action the
-matter-of-fact side of her nature came to life again.
-
-"Go and have a hot bath. I'll put some clothes out for you in the
-dressing-room. We can talk later."
-
-He nodded, and fixed his eyes on her--they looked half-dead, or was
-it that the folds in the lids had become heavier?
-
-'He's not the same,' she thought. He would never be quite the same
-again! But what would he be?
-
-"All right!" he said, and went towards the door. He even moved
-differently, like a man who has lost illusion and doubts whether it
-is worth while to move at all.
-
-When he was gone, and she heard the water in the bath running, she
-put out a complete set of garments on the bed in his dressing-room,
-then went downstairs and fetched up the biscuit box and whisky.
-Putting on her coat again, and listening a moment at the bathroom
-door, she went down and out. In the street she hesitated. Past
-seven o'clock! Would Soames be at his Club or at Park Lane? She
-turned towards the latter. Back!
-
-Soames had always feared it--she had sometimes hoped it.... Back!
-So like him--clown that he was--with this: 'Here we are again!' to
-make fools of them all--of the Law, of Soames, of herself!
-
-Yet to have done with the Law, not to have that murky cloud hanging
-over her and the children! What a relief! Ah! but how to accept
-his return? That 'woman' had ravaged him, taken from him passion
-such as he had never bestowed on herself, such as she had not
-thought him capable of. There was the sting! That selfish,
-blatant 'clown' of hers, whom she herself had never really stirred,
-had been swept and ungarnished by another woman! Insulting! Too
-insulting! Not right, not decent to take him back! And yet she
-had asked for him; the Law perhaps would make her now! He was as
-much her husband as ever--she had put herself out of court! And
-all he wanted, no doubt, was money--to keep him in cigars and
-lavender-water! That scent! 'After all, I'm not old,' she
-thought, 'not old yet!' But that woman who had reduced him to
-those words: 'I've been through it. I've been frightened--
-frightened, Freddie!' She neared her father's house, driven this
-way and that, while all the time the Forsyte undertow was drawing
-her to deep conclusion that after all he was her property, to be
-held against a robbing world. And so she came to James'.
-
-"Mr. Soames? In his room? I'll go up; don't say I'm here."
-
-Her brother was dressing. She found him before a mirror, tying a
-black bow with an air of despising its ends.
-
-"Hullo!" he said, contemplating her in the glass; "what's wrong?"
-
-"Monty!" said Winifred stonily.
-
-Soames spun round. "What!"
-
-"Back!"
-
-"Hoist," muttered Soames, "with our own petard. Why the deuce
-didn't you let me try cruelty? I always knew it was too much risk
-this way."
-
-"Oh! Don't talk about that! What shall I do?"
-
-Soames answered, with a deep, deep sound.
-
-"Well?" said Winifred impatiently.
-
-"What has he to say for himself?"
-
-"Nothing. One of his boots is split across the toe."
-
-Soames stared at her.
-
-"Ah!" he said, "of course! On his beam ends. So--it begins again!
-This'll about finish father."
-
-"Can't we keep it from him?"
-
-"Impossible. He has an uncanny flair for anything that's
-worrying."
-
-And he brooded, with fingers hooked into his blue silk braces.
-"There ought to be some way in law," he muttered, "to make him
-safe."
-
-"No," cried Winifred, "I won't be made a fool of again; I'd sooner
-put up with him."
-
-The two stared at each other. Their hearts were full of feeling,
-but they could give it no expression--Forsytes that they were.
-
-"Where did you leave him?"
-
-"In the bath," and Winifred gave a little bitter laugh. "The only
-thing he's brought back is lavender-water."
-
-"Steady!" said Soames, "you're thoroughly upset. I'll go back with
-you."
-
-"What's the use?"
-
-"We ought to make terms with him."
-
-"Terms! It'll always be the same. When he recovers--cards and
-betting, drink and ....!" She was silent, remembering the look on
-her husband's face. The burnt child--the burnt child. Perhaps...!
-
-"Recovers?" replied Soames: "Is he ill?"
-
-"No; burnt out; that's all."
-
-Soames took his waistcoat from a chair and put it on, he took his
-coat and got into it, he scented his handkerchief with eau-de-
-Cologne, threaded his watch-chain, and said: "We haven't any luck."
-
-And in the midst of her own trouble Winifred was sorry for him, as
-if in that little saying he had revealed deep trouble of his own.
-
-"I'd like to see mother," she said.
-
-"She'll be with father in their room. Come down quietly to the
-study. I'll get her."
-
-Winifred stole down to the little dark study, chiefly remarkable
-for a Canaletto too doubtful to be placed elsewhere, and a fine
-collection of Law Reports unopened for many years. Here she stood,
-with her back to maroon-coloured curtains close-drawn, staring at
-the empty grate, till her mother came in followed by Soames.
-
-"Oh! my poor dear!" said Emily: "How miserable you look in here!
-This is too bad of him, really!"
-
-As a family they had so guarded themselves from the expression of
-all unfashionable emotion that it was impossible to go up and give
-her daughter a good hug. But there was comfort in her cushioned
-voice, and her still dimpled shoulders under some rare black lace.
-Summoning pride and the desire not to distress her mother, Winifred
-said in her most off-hand voice:
-
-"It's all right, Mother; no good fussing."
-
-"I don't see," said Emily, looking at Soames, "why Winifred
-shouldn't tell him that she'll prosecute him if he doesn't keep off
-the premises. He took her pearls; and if he's not brought them
-back, that's quite enough."
-
-Winifred smiled. They would all plunge about with suggestions of
-this and that, but she knew already what she would be doing, and
-that was--nothing. The feeling that, after all, she had won a sort
-of victory, retained her property, was every moment gaining ground
-in her. No! if she wanted to punish him, she could do it at home
-without the world knowing.
-
-" Well," said Emily, "come into the diningroom comfortably--you
-must stay and have dinner with us. Leave it to me to tell your
-father." And, as Winifred moved towards the door, she turned out
-the light. Not till then did they see the disaster in the
-corridor.
-
-There, attracted by light from a room never lighted, James was
-standing with his duncoloured camel-hair shawl folded about him, so
-that his arms were not free and his silvered head looked cut off
-from his fashionably trousered legs as if by an expanse of desert.
-He stood, inimitably stork-like, with an expression as if he saw
-before him a frog too large to swallow.
-
-"What's all this?" he said. "Tell your father? You never tell me
-anything."
-
-The moment found Emily without reply. It was Winifred who went up
-to him, and, laying one hand on each of his swathed, helpless arms,
-said:
-
-"Monty's not gone bankrupt, Father. He's only come back."
-
-They all three expected something serious to happen, and were glad
-she had kept that grip of his arms, but they did not know the depth
-of root in that shadowy old Forsyte. Something wry occurred about
-his shaven mouth and chin, something scratchy between those long
-silvery whiskers. Then he said with a sort of dignity: "He'll be
-the death of me. I knew how it would be."
-
-"You mustn't worry, Father," said Winifred calmly. "I mean to make
-him behave."
-
-"Ah!" said James. "Here, take this thing off, I'm hot." They
-unwound the shawl. He turned, and walked firmly to the dining-
-room.
-
-"I don't want any soup," he said to Warmson, and sat down in his
-chair. They all sat down too, Winifred still in her hat, while
-Warmson laid the fourth place. When he left the room, James said:
-"What's he brought back?"
-
-"Nothing, Father."
-
-James concentrated his eyes on his own image in a tablespoon.
-"Divorce!" he muttered; "rubbish! What was I about? I ought to
-have paid him an allowance to stay out of England. Soames you go
-and propose it to him."
-
-It seemed so right and simple a suggestion that even Winifred was
-surprised when she said: "No, I'll keep him now he's back; he must
-just behave--that's all."
-
-They all looked at her. It had always been known that Winifred had
-pluck.
-
-"Out there!" said James elliptically, "who knows what cut-throats!
-You look for his revolver! Don't go to bed without. You ought to
-have Warmson to sleep in the house. I'll see him myself tomorrow."
-
-They were touched by this declaration, and Emily said comfortably:
-"That's right, James, we won't have any nonsense."
-
-"Ah!" muttered James darkly, "I can't tell."
-
-The advent of Warmson with fish diverted conversation.
-
-When, directly after dinner, Winifred went over to kiss her father
-good-night, he looked up with eyes so full of question and distress
-that she put all the comfort she could into her voice.
-
-"It's all right, Daddy, dear; don't worry. I shan't need anyone--
-he's quite bland. I shall only be upset if you worry. Good-night,
-bless you!"
-
-James repeated the words, "Bless you!" as if he did not quite know
-what they meant, and his eyes followed her to the door.
-
-She reached home before nine, and went straight upstairs.
-
-Dartie was lying on the bed in his dressing-room, fully redressed
-in a blue serge suit and pumps; his arms were crossed behind his
-head, and an extinct cigarette drooped from his mouth.
-
-Winifred remembered ridiculously the flowers in her window-boxes
-after a blazing summer day; the way they lay, or rather stood--
-parched, yet rested by the sun's retreat. It was as if a little
-dew had come already on her burnt-up husband.
-
-He said apathetically: "I suppose you've been to Park Lane. How's
-the old man?"
-
-Winifred could not help the bitter answer: "Not dead."
-
-He winced, actually he winced.
-
-"Understand, Monty," she said, "I will not have him worried. If
-you aren't going to behave yourself, you may go back, you may go
-anywhere. Have you had dinner?"
-
-No.
-
-"Would you like some?"
-
-He shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"Imogen offered me some. I didn't want any."
-
-Imogen! In the plenitude of emotion Winifred had forgotten her.
-
-"So you've seen her? What did she say?"
-
-"She gave me a kiss."
-
-With mortification Winifred saw his dark sardonic face relaxed.
-'Yes!' she thought, 'he cares for her, not for me a bit.'
-
-Dartie's eyes were moving from side to side.
-
-"Does she know about me?" he said.
-
-It flashed through Winifred that here was the weapon she needed.
-He minded their knowing!
-
-"No. Val knows. The others don't; they only know you went away."
-
-She heard him sigh with relief.
-
-"But they shall know," she said firmly, "if you give me cause."
-
-"All right!" he muttered, "hit me! I'm down!"
-
-Winifred went up to the bed. "Look here, Monty! I don't want to
-hit you. I don't want to hurt you. I shan't allude to anything.
-I'm not going to worry. What's the use?" She was silent a moment.
-"I can't stand any more, though, and I won't! You'd better know.
-You've made me suffer. But I used to be fond of you. For the sake
-of that...." She met the heavy-lidded gaze of his brown eyes with
-the downward stare of her green-grey eyes; touched his hand
-suddenly, turned her back, and went into her room.
-
-She sat there a long time before her glass, fingering her rings,
-thinking of this subdued dark man, almost a stranger to her, on the
-bed in the other room; resolutely not 'worrying,' but gnawed by
-jealousy of what he had been through, and now and again just
-visited by pity.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-OUTLANDISH NIGHT
-
-Soames doggedly let the spring come--no easy task for one conscious
-that time was flying, his birds in the bush no nearer the hand, no
-issue from the web anywhere visible. Mr. Polteed reported nothing,
-except that his watch went on--costing a lot of money. Val and his
-cousin were gone to the war, whence came news more favourable;
-Dartie was behaving himself so far; James had retained his health;
-business prospered almost terribly--there was nothing to worry
-Soames except that he was 'held up,' could make no step in any
-direction.
-
-He did not exactly avoid Soho, for he could not afford to let them
-think that he had 'piped off,' as James would have put it--he might
-want to 'pipe on' again at any minute. But he had to be so
-restrained and cautious that he would often pass the door of the
-Restaurant Bretagne without going in, and wander out of the
-purlieus of that region which always gave him the feeling of having
-been possessively irregular.
-
-He wandered thus one May night into Regent Street and the most
-amazing crowd he had ever seen; a shrieking, whistling, dancing,
-jostling, grotesque and formidably jovial crowd, with false noses
-and mouth-organs, penny whistles and long feathers, every appanage
-of idiocy, as it seemed to him. Mafeking! Of course, it had been
-relieved! Good! But was that an excuse? Who were these people,
-what were they, where had they come from into the West End? His
-face was tickled, his ears whistled into. Girls cried: 'Keep your
-hair on, stucco!' A youth so knocked off his top-hat that he
-recovered it with difficulty. Crackers were exploding beneath his
-nose, between his feet. He was bewildered, exasperated, offended.
-This stream of people came from every quarter, as if impulse had
-unlocked flood-gates, let flow waters of whose existence he had
-heard, perhaps, but believed in never. This, then, was the
-populace, the innumerable living negation of gentility and
-Forsyteism. This was--egad!--Democracy! It stank, yelled, was
-hideous! In the East End, or even Soho, perhaps--but here in
-Regent Street, in Piccadilly! What were the police about! In
-1900, Soames, with his Forsyte thousands, had never seen the
-cauldron with the lid off; and now looking into it, could hardly
-believe his scorching eyes. The whole thing was unspeakable!
-These people had no restraint, they seemed to think him funny; such
-swarms of them, rude, coarse, laughing--and what laughter!
-
-Nothing sacred to them! He shouldn't be surprised if they began to
-break windows. In Pall Mall, past those august dwellings, to enter
-which people paid sixty pounds, this shrieking, whistling, dancing
-dervish of a crowd was swarming. From the Club windows his own
-kind were looking out on them with regulated amusement. They
-didn't realise! Why, this was serious--might come to anything!
-The crowd was cheerful, but some day they would come in different
-mood! He remembered there had been a mob in the late eighties,
-when he was at Brighton; they had smashed things and made speeches.
-But more than dread, he felt a deep surprise. They were hysterical
---it wasn't English! And all about the relief of a little town as
-big as--Watford, six thousand miles away. Restraint, reserve!
-Those qualities to him more dear almost than life, those
-indispensable attributes of property and culture, where were they?
-It wasn't English! No, it wasn't English! So Soames brooded,
-threading his way on. It was as if he had suddenly caught sight of
-someone cutting the covenant 'for quiet possession' out of his
-legal documents; or of a monster lurking and stalking out in the
-future, casting its shadow before. Their want of stolidity, their
-want of reverence! It was like discovering that nine-tenths of the
-people of England were foreigners. And if that were so--then,
-anything might happen!
-
-At Hyde Park Corner he ran into George Forsyte, very sunburnt from
-racing, holding a false nose in his hand.
-
-"Hallo, Soames!" he said, "have a nose!"
-
-Soames responded with a pale smile.
-
-"Got this from one of these sportsmen," went on George, who had
-evidently been dining; "had to lay him out--for trying to bash my
-hat. I say, one of these days we shall have to fight these chaps,
-they're getting so damned cheeky--all radicals and socialists.
-They want our goods. You tell Uncle James that, it'll make him
-sleep."
-
-'In vino veritas,' thought Soames, but he only nodded, and passed
-on up Hamilton Place. There was but a trickle of roysterers in
-Park Lane, not very noisy. And looking up at the houses he
-thought: 'After all, we're the backbone of the country. They won't
-upset us easily. Possession's nine points of the law.'
-
-But, as he closed the door of his father's house behind him, all
-that queer outlandish nightmare in the streets passed out of his
-mind almost as completely as if, having dreamed it, he had awakened
-in the warm clean morning comfort of his spring-mattressed bed.
-
-Walking into the centre of the great empty drawing-room, he stood
-still.
-
-A wife! Somebody to talk things over with. One had a right! Damn
-it! One had a right!
-
-
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-SOAMES IN PARIS
-
-
-Soames had travelled little. Aged nineteen he had made the 'petty
-tour' with his father, mother, and Winifred--Brussels, the Rhine,
-Switzerland, and home by way of Paris. Aged twenty-seven, just
-when he began to take interest in pictures, he had spent five hot
-weeks in Italy, looking into the Renaissance--not so much in it as
-he had been led to expect--and a fortnight in Paris on his way
-back, looking into himself, as became a Forsyte surrounded by
-people so strongly self-centred and 'foreign' as the French. His
-knowledge of their language being derived from his public school,
-he did not understand them when they spoke. Silence he had found
-better for all parties; one did not make a fool of oneself. He had
-disliked the look of the men's clothes, the closed-in cabs, the
-theatres which looked like bee-hives, the Galleries which smelled
-of beeswax. He was too cautious and too shy to explore that side
-of Paris supposed by Forsytes to constitute its attraction under
-the rose; and as for a collector's bargain--not one to be had! As
-Nicholas might have put it--they were a grasping lot. He had come
-back uneasy, saying Paris was overrated.
-
-When, therefore, in June of 1900 he went to Paris, it was but his
-third attempt on the centre of civilisation. This time, however,
-the mountain was going to Mahomet; for he felt by now more deeply
-civilised than Paris, and perhaps he really was. Moreover, he had
-a definite objective. This was no mere genuflexion to a shrine of
-taste and immorality, but the prosecution of his own legitimate
-affairs. He went, indeed, because things were getting past a joke.
-The watch went on and on, and--nothing--nothing! Jolyon had never
-returned to Paris, and no one else was 'suspect!' Busy with new
-and very confidential matters, Soames was realising more than ever
-how essential reputation is to a solicitor. But at night and in
-his leisure moments he was ravaged by the thought that time was
-always flying and money flowing in, and his own future as much 'in
-irons' as ever. Since Mafeking night he had become aware that a
-'young fool of a doctor' was hanging round Annette. Twice he had
-come across him--a cheerful young fool, not more than thirty.
-
-Nothing annoyed Soames so much as cheerfulness--an indecent,
-extravagant sort of quality, which had no relation to facts. The
-mixture of his desires and hopes was, in a word, becoming torture;
-and lately the thought had come to him that perhaps Irene knew she
-was being shadowed: It was this which finally decided him to go and
-see for himself; to go and once more try to break down her
-repugnance, her refusal to make her own and his path comparatively
-smooth once more. If he failed again--well, he would see what she
-did with herself, anyway!
-
-He went to an hotel in the Rue Caumartin, highly recommended to
-Forsytes, where practically nobody spoke French. He had formed no
-plan. He did not want to startle her; yet must contrive that she
-had no chance to evade him by flight. And next morning he set out
-in bright weather.
-
-Paris had an air of gaiety, a sparkle over its star-shape which
-almost annoyed Soames. He stepped gravely, his nose lifted a
-little sideways in real curiosity. He desired now to understand
-things French. Was not Annette French? There was much to be got
-out of his visit, if he could only get it. In this laudable mood
-and the Place de la Concorde he was nearly run down three times.
-He came on the 'Cours la Reine,' where Irene's hotel was situated,
-almost too suddenly, for he had not yet fixed on his procedure.
-Crossing over to the river side, he noted the building, white and
-cheerful-looking, with green sunblinds, seen through a screen of
-plane-tree leaves. And, conscious that it would be far better to
-meet her casually in some open place than to risk a call, he sat
-down on a bench whence he could watch the entrance. It was not
-quite eleven o'clock, and improbable that she had yet gone out.
-Some pigeons were strutting and preening their feathers in the
-pools of sunlight between the shadows of the plane-trees. A
-workman in a blue blouse passed, and threw them crumbs from the
-paper which contained his dinner. A 'bonne' coiffed with ribbon
-shepherded two little girls with pig-tails and frilled drawers. A
-cab meandered by, whose cocher wore a blue coat and a black-glazed
-hat. To Soames a kind of affectation seemed to cling about it all,
-a sort of picturesqueness which was out of date. A theatrical
-people, the French! He lit one of his rare cigarettes, with a
-sense of injury that Fate should be casting his life into out-
-landish waters. He shouldn't wonder if Irene quite enjoyed this
-foreign life; she had never been properly English--even to look at!
-And he began considering which of those windows could be hers under
-the green sunblinds. How could he word what he had come to say so
-that it might pierce the defence of her proud obstinacy? He threw
-the fag-end of his cigarette at a pigeon, with the thought: 'I
-can't stay here for ever twiddling my thumbs. Better give it up
-and call on her in the late afternoon.' But he still sat on, heard
-twelve strike, and then half-past. 'I'll wait till one,' he
-thought, 'while I'm about it.' But just then he started up, and
-shrinkingly sat down again. A woman had come out in a cream-
-coloured frock, and was moving away under a fawn-coloured parasol.
-Irene herself! He waited till she was too far away to recognise
-him, then set out after her. She was strolling as though she had
-no particular objective; moving, if he remembered rightly, toward
-the Bois de Boulogne. For half an hour at least he kept his
-distance on the far side of the way till she had passed into the
-Bois itself. Was she going to meet someone after all? Some
-confounded Frenchman--one of those 'Bel Ami' chaps, perhaps, who
-had nothing to do but hang about women--for he had read that book
-with difficulty and a sort of disgusted fascination. He followed
-doggedly along a shady alley, losing sight of her now and then when
-the path curved. And it came back to him how, long ago, one night
-in Hyde Park he had slid and sneaked from tree to tree, from seat
-to seat, hunting blindly, ridiculously, in burning jealousy for her
-and young Bosinney. The path bent sharply, and, hurrying, he came
-on her sitting in front of a small fountain--a little green-bronze
-Niobe veiled in hair to her slender hips, gazing at the pool she
-had wept: He came on her so suddenly that he was past before he
-could turn and take off his hat. She did not start up. She had
-always had great self-command--it was one of the things he most
-admired in her, one of his greatest grievances against her, because
-he had never been able to tell what she was thinking. Had she
-realised that he was following? Her self-possession made him
-angry; and, disdaining to explain his presence, he pointed to the
-mournful little Niobe, and said:
-
-"That's rather a good thing."
-
-He could see, then, that she was struggling to preserve her
-composure.
-
-"I didn't want to startle you; is this one of your haunts?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"A little lonely." As he spoke, a lady, strolling by, paused to
-look at the fountain and passed on.
-
-Irene's eyes followed her.
-
-"No," she said, prodding the ground with her parasol, "never
-lonely. One has always one's shadow."
-
-Soames understood; and, looking at her hard, he exclaimed:
-
-"Well, it's your own fault. You can be free of it at any moment.
-Irene, come back to me, and be free."
-
-Irene laughed.
-
-"Don't!" cried Soames, stamping his foot; "it's inhuman. Listen!
-Is there any condition I can make which will bring you back to me?
-If I promise you a separate house--and just a visit now and then?"
-
-Irene rose, something wild suddenly in her face and figure.
-
-"None! None! None! You may hunt me to the grave. I will not
-come."
-
-Outraged and on edge, Soames recoiled.
-
-"Don't make a scene!" he said sharply. And they both stood
-motionless, staring at the little Niobe, whose greenish flesh the
-sunlight was burnishing.
-
-"That's your last word, then," muttered Soames, clenching his
-hands; "you condemn us both."
-
-Irene bent her head. "I can't come back. Good-bye!"
-
-A feeling of monstrous injustice flared up in Soames.
-
-"Stop!" he said, "and listen to me a moment. You gave me a sacred
-vow--you came to me without a penny. You had all I could give you.
-You broke that vow without cause, you made me a by-word; you
-refused me a child; you've left me in prison; you--you still move
-me so that I want you--I want you. Well, what do you think of
-yourself?"
-
-Irene turned, her face was deadly pale, her eyes burning dark.
-
-"God made me as I am," she said; "wicked if you like--but not so
-wicked that I'll give myself again to a man I hate."
-
-The sunlight gleamed on her hair as she moved away, and seemed to
-lay a caress all down her clinging cream-coloured frock.
-
-Soames could neither speak nor move. That word 'hate'--so extreme,
-so primitive--made all the Forsyte in him tremble. With a deep
-imprecation he strode away from where she had vanished, and ran
-almost into the arms of the lady sauntering back--the fool, the
-shadowing fool!
-
-He was soon dripping with perspiration, in the depths of the Bois.
-
-'Well,' he thought, 'I need have no consideration for her now; she
-has not a grain of it for me. I'll show her this very day that
-she's my wife still.'
-
-But on the way home to his hotel, he was forced to the conclusion
-that he did not know what he meant. One could not make scenes in
-public, and short of scenes in public what was there he could do?
-He almost cursed his own thin-skinnedness. She might deserve no
-consideration; but he--alas! deserved some at his own hands. And
-sitting lunchless in the hall of his hotel, with tourists passing
-every moment, Baedeker in hand, he was visited by black dejection.
-In irons! His whole life, with every natural instinct and every
-decent yearning gagged and fettered, and all because Fate had
-driven him seventeen years ago to set his heart upon this woman--so
-utterly, that even now he had no real heart to set on any other!
-Cursed was the day he had met her, and his eyes for seeing in her
-anything but the cruel Venus she was! And yet, still seeing her
-with the sunlight on the clinging China crepe of her gown, he
-uttered a little groan, so that a tourist who was passing, thought:
-'Man in pain! Let's see! what did I have for lunch?'
-
-Later, in front of a cafe near the Opera, over a glass of cold tea
-with lemon and a straw in it, he took the malicious resolution to
-go and dine at her hotel. If she were there, he would speak to
-her; if she were not, he would leave a note. He dressed carefully,
-and wrote as follows:
-
-"Your idyll with that fellow Jolyon Forsyte is known to me at all
-events. If you pursue it, understand that I will leave no stone
-unturned to make things unbearable for him. 'S. F.'"
-
-He sealed this note but did not address it, refusing to write the
-maiden name which she had impudently resumed, or to put the word
-Forsyte on the envelope lest she should tear it up unread. Then he
-went out, and made his way through the glowing streets, abandoned
-to evening pleasure-seekers. Entering her hotel, he took his seat
-in a far corner of the dining-room whence he could see all
-entrances and exits. She was not there. He ate little, quickly,
-watchfully. She did not come. He lingered in the lounge over his
-coffee, drank two liqueurs of brandy. But still she did not come.
-He went over to the keyboard and examined the names. Number
-twelve, on the first floor! And he determined to take the note up
-himself. He mounted red-carpeted stairs, past a little salon;
-eight-ten-twelve! Should he knock, push the note under, or....?
-He looked furtively round and turned the handle. The door opened,
-but into a little space leading to another door; he knocked on
-that--no answer. The door was locked. It fitted very closely to
-the floor; the note would not go under. He thrust it back into his
-pocket, and stood a moment listening. He felt somehow certain that
-she was not there. And suddenly he came away, passing the little
-salon down the stairs. He stopped at the bureau and said:
-
-"Will you kindly see that Mrs. Heron has this note?"
-
-"Madame Heron left to-day, Monsieur--suddenly, about three o'clock.
-There was illness in her family."
-
-Soames compressed his lips. "Oh!" he said; "do you know her
-address?"
-
-"Non, Monsieur. England, I think."
-
-Soames put the note back into his pocket and went out. He hailed
-an open horse-cab which was passing.
-
-"Drive me anywhere!"
-
-The man, who, obviously, did not understand, smiled, and waved his
-whip. And Soames was borne along in that little yellow-wheeled
-Victoria all over star-shaped Paris, with here and there a pause,
-and the question, "C'est par ici, Monsieur?" "No, go on," till the
-man gave it up in despair, and the yellow-wheeled chariot continued
-to roll between the tall, flat-fronted shuttered houses and plane-
-tree avenues--a little Flying Dutchman of a cab.
-
-'Like my life,' thought Soames, 'without object, on and on!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-IN THE WEB
-
-
-Soames returned to England the following day, and on the third
-morning received a visit from Mr. Polteed, who wore a flower and
-carried a brown billycock hat. Soames motioned him to a seat.
-
-"The news from the war is not so bad, is it?" said Mr. Polteed. "I
-hope I see you well, sir."
-
-"Thanks! quite."
-
-Mr. Polteed leaned forward, smiled, opened his hand, looked into
-it, and said softly:
-
-"I think we've done your business for you at last."
-
-"What?" ejaculated Soames.
-
-"Nineteen reports quite suddenly what I think we shall be justified
-in calling conclusive evidence," and Mr. Polteed paused.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"On the 10th instant, after witnessing an interview between 17 and
-a party, earlier in the day, 19 can swear to having seen him coming
-out of her bedroom in the hotel about ten o'clock in the evening.
-With a little care in the giving of the evidence that will be
-enough, especially as 17 has left Paris--no doubt with the party in
-question. In fact, they both slipped off, and we haven't got on to
-them again, yet; but we shall--we shall. She's worked hard under
-very difficult circumstances, and I'm glad she's brought it off at
-last." Mr. Polteed took out a cigarette, tapped its end against
-the table, looked at Soames, and put it back. The expression on
-his client's face was not encouraging.
-
-"Who is this new person?" said Soames abruptly.
-
-"That we don't know. She'll swear to the fact, and she's got his
-appearance pat."
-
-Mr. Polteed took out a letter, and began reading:
-
-"'Middle-aged, medium height, blue dittoes in afternoon, evening
-dress at night, pale, dark hair, small dark moustache, flat cheeks,
-good chin, grey eyes, small feet, guilty look....'"
-
-Soames rose and went to the window. He stood there in sardonic
-fury. Congenital idiot--spidery congenital idiot! Seven months at
-fifteen pounds a week--to be tracked down as his own wife's lover!
-Guilty look! He threw the window open.
-
-"It's hot," he said, and came back to his seat.
-
-Crossing his knees, he bent a supercilious glance on Mr. Polteed.
-
-"I doubt if that's quite good enough," he said, drawling the words,
-"with no name or address. I think you may let that lady have a
-rest, and take up our friend 47 at this end." Whether Polteed had
-spotted him he could not tell; but he had a mental vision of him in
-the midst of his cronies dissolved in inextinguishable laughter.
-'Guilty look!' Damnation!
-
-Mr. Polteed said in a tone of urgency, almost of pathos: "I assure
-you we have put it through sometimes on less than that. It's
-Paris, you know. Attractive woman living alone. Why not risk it,
-sir? We might screw it up a peg."
-
-Soames had sudden insight. The fellow's professional zeal was
-stirred: 'Greatest triumph of my career; got a man his divorce
-through a visit to his own wife's bedroom! Something to talk of
-there, when I retire!' And for one wild moment he thought: 'Why
-not?' After all, hundreds of men of medium height had small feet
-and a guilty look!
-
-"I'm not authorised to take any risk!" he said shortly.
-
-Mr. Polteed looked up.
-
-"Pity," he said, "quite a pity! That other affair seemed very
-costive."
-
-Soames rose.
-
-"Never mind that. Please watch 47, and take care not to find a
-mare's nest. Good-morning!"
-
-Mr. Polteed's eye glinted at the words 'mare's nest!'
-
-"Very good. You shall be kept informed."
-
-And Soames was alone again. The spidery, dirty, ridiculous
-business! Laying his arms on the table, he leaned his forehead on
-them. Full ten minutes he rested thus, till a managing clerk
-roused him with the draft prospectus of a new issue of shares, very
-desirable, in Manifold and Topping's. That afternoon he left work
-early and made his way to the Restaurant Bretagne. Only Madame
-Lamotte was in. Would Monsieur have tea with her?
-
-Soames bowed.
-
-When they were seated at right angles to each other in the little
-room, he said abruptly
-
-"I want a talk with you, Madame."
-
-The quick lift of her clear brown eyes told him that she had long
-expected such words.
-
-"I have to ask you something first: That young doctor--what's his
-name? Is there anything between him and Annette?"
-
-Her whole personality had become, as it were, like jet--clear-cut,
-black, hard, shining.
-
-"Annette is young," she said; "so is monsieur le docteur. Between
-young people things move quickly; but Annette is a good daughter.
-Ah! what a jewel of a nature!"
-
-The least little smile twisted Soames' lips.
-
-"Nothing definite, then?"
-
-"But definite--no, indeed! The young man is veree nice, but--what
-would you? There is no money at present."
-
-She raised her willow-patterned tea-cup; Soames did the same.
-Their eyes met.
-
-"I am a married man," he said, "living apart from my wife for many
-years. I am seeking to divorce her."
-
-Madame Lamotte put down her cup. Indeed! What tragic things there
-were! The entire absence of sentiment in her inspired a queer
-species of contempt in Soames.
-
-"I am a rich man," he added, fully conscious that the remark was
-not in good taste. "It is useless to say more at present, but I
-think you understand."
-
-Madame's eyes, so open that the whites showed above them, looked at
-him very straight.
-
-"Ah! ca--mais nous avons le temps!" was all she said. "Another
-little cup?" Soames refused, and, taking his leave, walked
-westward.
-
-He had got that off his mind; she would not let Annette commit
-herself with that cheerful young ass until....! But what chance of
-his ever being able to say: 'I'm free.' What chance? The future
-had lost all semblance of reality. He felt like a fly, entangled
-in cobweb filaments, watching the desirable freedom of the air with
-pitiful eyes.
-
-He was short of exercise, and wandered on to Kensington Gardens,
-and down Queen's Gate towards Chelsea. Perhaps she had gone back
-to her flat. That at all events he could find out. For since that
-last and most ignominious repulse his wounded self-respect had
-taken refuge again in the feeling that she must have a lover. He
-arrived before the little Mansions at the dinner-hour. No need to
-enquire! A grey-haired lady was watering the flower-boxes in her
-window. It was evidently let. And he walked slowly past again,
-along the river--an evening of clear, quiet beauty, all harmony and
-comfort, except within his heart.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-RICHMOND PARK
-
-
-On the afternoon that Soames crossed to France a cablegram was
-received by Jolyon at Robin Hill:
-
-"Your son down with enteric no immediate danger will cable again."
-
-It reached a household already agitated by the imminent departure
-of June, whose berth was booked for the following day. She was,
-indeed, in the act of confiding Eric Cobbley and his family to her
-father's care when the message arrived.
-
-The resolution to become a Red Cross nurse, taken under stimulus of
-Jolly's enlistment, had been loyally fulfilled with the irritation
-and regret which all Forsytes feel at what curtails their
-individual liberties. Enthusiastic at first about the
-'wonderfulness' of the work, she had begun after a month to feel
-that she could train herself so much better than others could train
-her. And if Holly had not insisted on following her example, and
-being trained too, she must inevitably have 'cried off.' The
-departure of Jolly and Val with their troop in April had further
-stiffened her failing resolve. But now, on the point of departure,
-the thought of leaving Eric Cobbley, with a wife and two children,
-adrift in the cold waters of an unappreciative world weighed on her
-so that she was still in danger of backing out. The reading of
-that cablegram, with its disquieting reality, clinched the matter.
-She saw herself already nursing Jolly--for of course they would let
-her nurse her own brother! Jolyon--ever wide and doubtful--had no
-such hope. Poor June!
-
-Could any Forsyte of her generation grasp how rude and brutal life
-was? Ever since he knew of his boy's arrival at Cape Town the
-thought of him had been a kind of recurrent sickness in Jolyon. He
-could not get reconciled to the feeling that Jolly was in danger
-all the time. The cablegram, grave though it was, was almost a
-relief. He was now safe from bullets, anyway. And yet--this
-enteric was a virulent disease! The Times was full of deaths
-therefrom. Why could he not be lying out there in that up-country
-hospital, and his boy safe at home? The un-Forsytean self-sacrifice
-of his three children, indeed, had quite bewildered Jolyon. He
-would eagerly change places with Jolly, because he loved his boy;
-but no such personal motive was influencing them. He could only
-think that it marked the decline of the Forsyte type.
-
-Late that afternoon Holly came out to him under the old oak-tree.
-She had grown up very much during these last months of hospital
-training away from home. And, seeing her approach, he thought:
-'She has more sense than June, child though she is; more wisdom.
-Thank God she isn't going out.' She had seated herself in the
-swing, very silent and still. 'She feels this,' thought Jolyon,
-'as much as I' and, seeing her eyes fixed on him, he said: "Don't
-take it to heart too much, my child. If he weren't ill, he might
-be in much greater danger."
-
-Holly got out of the swing.
-
-"I want to tell you something, Dad. It was through me that Jolly
-enlisted and went out."
-
-"How's that?"
-
-"When you were away in Paris, Val Dartie and I fell in love. We
-used to ride in Richmond Park; we got engaged. Jolly found it out,
-and thought he ought to stop it; so he dared Val to enlist. It was
-all my fault, Dad; and I want to go out too. Because if anything
-happens to either of them I should feel awful. Besides, I'm just
-as much trained as June."
-
-Jolyon gazed at her in a stupefaction that was tinged with irony.
-So this was the answer to the riddle he had been asking himself;
-and his three children were Forsytes after all. Surely Holly might
-have told him all this before! But he smothered the sarcastic
-sayings on his lips. Tenderness to the young was perhaps the most
-sacred article of his belief. He had got, no doubt, what he
-deserved. Engaged! So this was why he had so lost touch with her!
-And to young Val Dartie--nephew of Soames--in the other camp! It
-was all terribly distasteful. He closed his easel, and set his
-drawing against the tree.
-
-"Have you told June?"
-
-"Yes; she says she'll get me into her cabin somehow. It's a single
-cabin; but one of us could sleep on the floor. If you consent,
-she'll go up now and get permission."
-
-'Consent?' thought Jolyon. 'Rather late in the day to ask for
-that!' But again he checked himself.
-
-"You're too young, my dear; they won't let you."
-
-"June knows some people that she helped to go to Cape Town. If
-they won't let me nurse yet, I could stay with them and go on
-training there. Let me go, Dad!"
-
-Jolyon smiled because he could have cried.
-
-"I never stop anyone from doing anything," he said.
-
-Holly flung her arms round his neck.
-
-"Oh! Dad, you are the best in the world."
-
-'That means the worst,' thought Jolyon. If he had ever doubted his
-creed of tolerance he did so then.
-
-"I'm not friendly with Val's family," he said, "and I don't know
-Val, but Jolly didn't like him."
-
-Holly looked at the distance and said:
-
-"I love him."
-
-"That settles it," said Jolyon dryly, then catching the expression
-on her face, he kissed her, with the thought: 'Is anything more
-pathetic than the faith of the young?' Unless he actually forbade
-her going it was obvious that he must make the best of it, so he
-went up to town with June. Whether due to her persistence, or the
-fact that the official they saw was an old school friend of
-Jolyon's, they obtained permission for Holly to share the single
-cabin. He took them to Surbiton station the following evening, and
-they duly slid away from him, provided with money, invalid foods,
-and those letters of credit without which Forsytes do not travel.
-
-He drove back to Robin Hill under a brilliant sky to his late
-dinner, served with an added care by servants trying to show him
-that they sympathised, eaten with an added scrupulousness to show
-them that he appreciated their sympathy. But it was a real relief
-to get to his cigar on the terrace of flag-stones--cunningly chosen
-by young Bosinney for shape and colour--with night closing in
-around him, so beautiful a night, hardly whispering in the trees,
-and smelling so sweet that it made him ache. The grass was
-drenched with dew, and he kept to those flagstones, up and down,
-till presently it began to seem to him that he was one of three,
-not wheeling, but turning right about at each end, so that his
-father was always nearest to the house, and his son always nearest
-to the terrace edge. Each had an arm lightly within his arm; he
-dared not lift his hand to his cigar lest he should disturb them,
-and it burned away, dripping ash on him, till it dropped from his
-lips, at last, which were getting hot. They left him then, and his
-arms felt chilly. Three Jolyons in one Jolyon they had walked.
-
-He stood still, counting the sounds--a carriage passing on the
-highroad, a distant train, the dog at Gage's farm, the whispering
-trees, the groom playing on his penny whistle. A multitude of
-stars up there--bright and silent, so far off! No moon as yet!
-Just enough light to show him the dark flags and swords of the iris
-flowers along the terrace edge--his favourite flower that had the
-night's own colour on its curving crumpled petals. He turned round
-to the house. Big, unlighted, not a soul beside himself to live in
-all that part of it. Stark loneliness! He could not go on living
-here alone. And yet, so long as there was beauty, why should a man
-feel lonely? The answer--as to some idiot's riddle--was: Because
-he did. The greater the beauty, the greater the loneliness, for at
-the back of beauty was harmony, and at the back of harmony was--
-union. Beauty could not comfort if the soul were out of it. The
-night, maddeningly lovely, with bloom of grapes on it in starshine,
-and the breath of grass and honey coming from it, he could not
-enjoy, while she who was to him the life of beauty, its embodiment
-and essence, was cut off from him, utterly cut off now, he felt, by
-honourable decency.
-
-He made a poor fist of sleeping, striving too hard after that
-resignation which Forsytes find difficult to reach, bred to their
-own way and left so comfortably off by their fathers. But after
-dawn he dozed off, and soon was dreaming a strange dream.
-
-He was on a stage with immensely high rich curtains--high as the
-very stars--stretching in a semi-circle from footlights to
-footlights. He himself was very small, a little black restless
-figure roaming up and down; and the odd thing was that he was not
-altogether himself, but Soames as well, so that he was not only
-experiencing but watching. This figure of himself and Soames was
-trying to find a way out through the curtains, which, heavy and
-dark, kept him in. Several times he had crossed in front of them
-before he saw with delight a sudden narrow rift--a tall chink of
-beauty the colour of iris flowers, like a glimpse of Paradise,
-remote, ineffable. Stepping quickly forward to pass into it, he
-found the curtains closing before him. Bitterly disappointed he--
-or was it Soames?--moved on, and there was the chink again through
-the parted curtains, which again closed too soon. This went on and
-on and he never got through till he woke with the word "Irene" on
-his lips. The dream disturbed him badly, especially that
-identification of himself with Soames.
-
-Next morning, finding it impossible to work, he spent hours riding
-Jolly's horse in search of fatigue. And on the second day he made
-up his mind to move to London and see if he could not get
-permission to follow his daughters to South Africa. He had just
-begun to pack the following morning when he received this letter:
-
-
-"GREEN HOTEL,
-"June 13.
-" RICHMOND.
-
-"MY DEAR JOLYON,
-
-"You will be surprised to see how near I am to you. Paris became
-impossible--and I have come here to be within reach of your advice.
-I would so love to see you again. Since you left Paris I don't
-think I have met anyone I could really talk to. Is all well with
-you and with your boy? No one knows, I think, that I am here at
-present.
-
-"Always your friend,
-
-"IRENE."
-
-
-Irene within three miles of him!--and again in flight! He stood
-with a very queer smile on his lips. This was more than he had
-bargained for!
-
-About noon he set out on foot across Richmond Park, and as he went
-along, he thought: 'Richmond Park! By Jove, it suits us Forsytes!'
-Not that Forsytes lived there--nobody lived there save royalty,
-rangers, and the deer--but in Richmond Park Nature was allowed to
-go so far and no further, putting up a brave show of being natural,
-seeming to say: 'Look at my instincts--they are almost passions,
-very nearly out of hand, but not quite, of course; the very hub of
-possession is to possess oneself.' Yes! Richmond Park possessed
-itself, even on that bright day of June, with arrowy cuckoos
-shifting the tree-points of their calls, and the wood doves
-announcing high summer.
-
-The Green Hotel, which Jolyon entered at one o'clock, stood nearly
-opposite that more famous hostelry, the Crown and Sceptre; it was
-modest, highly respectable, never out of cold beef, gooseberry
-tart, and a dowager or two, so that a carriage and pair was almost
-always standing before the door.
-
-In a room draped in chintz so slippery as to forbid all emotion,
-Irene was sitting on a piano stool covered with crewel work,
-playing 'Hansel and Gretel' out of an old score. Above her on a
-wall, not yet Morris-papered, was a print of the Queen on a pony,
-amongst deer-hounds, Scotch. caps, and slain stags; beside her in a
-pot on the window-sill was a white and rosy fuchsia. The
-Victorianism of the room almost talked; and in her clinging frock
-Irene seemed to Jolyon like Venus emerging from the shell of the
-past century.
-
-"If the proprietor had eyes," he said, "he would show you the door;
-you have broken through his decorations." Thus lightly he
-smothered up an emotional moment. Having eaten cold beef, pickled
-walnut, gooseberry tart, and drunk stone-bottle ginger-beer, they
-walked into the Park, and light talk was succeeded by the silence
-Jolyon had dreaded.
-
-"You haven't told me about Paris," he said at last.
-
-"No. I've been shadowed for a long time; one gets used to that.
-But then Soames came. By the little Niobe--the same story; would I
-go back to him?"
-
-"Incredible!"
-
-She had spoken without raising her eyes, but she looked up now.
-Those dark eyes clinging to his said as no words could have: 'I
-have come to an end; if you want me, here I am.'
-
-For sheer emotional intensity had he ever--old as he was--passed
-through such a moment?
-
-The words: 'Irene, I adore you!' almost escaped him. Then, with a
-clearness of which he would not have believed mental vision
-capable, he saw Jolly lying with a white face turned to a white
-wall.
-
-"My boy is very ill out there," he said quietly.
-
-Irene slipped her arm through his.
-
-"Let's walk on; I understand."
-
-No miserable explanation to attempt! She had understood! And they
-walked on among the bracken, knee-high already, between the
-rabbitholes and the oak-trees, talking of Jolly. He left her two
-hours later at the Richmond Hill Gate, and turned towards home.
-
-'She knows of my feeling for her, then,' he thought. Of course!
-One could not keep knowledge of that from such a woman!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-OVER THE RIVER
-
-
-Jolly was tired to death of dreams. They had left him now too wan
-and weak to dream again; left him to lie torpid, faintly
-remembering far-off things; just able to turn his eyes and gaze
-through the window near his cot at the trickle of river running by
-in the sands, at the straggling milk-bush of the Karoo beyond. He
-knew what the Karoo was now, even if he had not seen a Boer roll
-over like a rabbit, or heard the whine of flying bullets. This
-pestilence had sneaked on him before he had smelled powder. A
-thirsty day and a rash drink, or perhaps a tainted fruit--who knew?
-Not he, who had not even strength left to grudge the evil thing its
-victory--just enough to know that there were many lying here with
-him, that he was sore with frenzied dreaming; just enough to watch
-that thread of river and be able to remember faintly those far-away
-things....
-
-The sun was nearly down. It would be cooler soon. He would have
-liked to know the time--to feel his old watch, so butter-smooth, to
-hear the repeater strike. It would have been friendly, home-like.
-He had not even strength to remember that the old watch was last
-wound the day he began to lie here. The pulse of his brain beat so
-feebly that faces which came and went, nurse's, doctor's,
-orderly's, were indistinguishable, just one indifferent face; and
-the words spoken about him meant all the same thing, and that
-almost nothing. Those things he used to do, though far and faint,
-were more distinct--walking past the foot of the old steps at
-Harrow 'bill'--'Here, sir! Here, sir!'--wrapping boots in the
-Westminster Gazette, greenish paper, shining boots--grandfather
-coming from somewhere dark--a smell of earth--the mushroom house!
-Robin Hill! Burying poor old Balthasar in the leaves! Dad!
-Home....
-
-Consciousness came again with noticing that the river had no water
-in it--someone was speaking too. Want anything? No. What could
-one want? Too weak to want--only to hear his watch strike....
-
-Holly! She wouldn't bowl properly. Oh! Pitch them up! Not
-sneaks!... 'Back her, Two and Bow!' He was Two!... Consciousness
-came once more with a sense of the violet dusk outside, and a
-rising blood-red crescent moon. His eyes rested on it fascinated;
-in the long minutes of brain-nothingness it went moving up and
-up....
-
-"He's going, doctor!" Not pack boots again? Never? 'Mind your
-form, Two!' Don't cry! Go quietly--over the river--sleep!...
-Dark? If somebody would--strike--his--watch!...
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-SOAMES ACTS
-
-
-A sealed letter in the handwriting of Mr. Polteed remained unopened
-in Soames' pocket throughout two hours of sustained attention to
-the affairs of the 'New Colliery Company,' which, declining almost
-from the moment of old Jolyon's retirement from the Chairmanship,
-had lately run down so fast that there was now nothing for it but a
-'winding-up.' He took the letter out to lunch at his City Club,
-sacred to him for the meals he had eaten there with his father in
-the early seventies, when James used to like him to come and see
-for himself the nature of his future life.
-
-Here in a remote corner before a plate of roast mutton and mashed
-potato, he read:
-
-
-"DEAR SIR,
-
-"In accordance with your suggestion we have duly taken the matter
-up at the other end with gratifying results. Observation of 47 has
-enabled us to locate 17 at the Green Hotel, Richmond. The two have
-been observed to meet daily during the past week in Richmond Park.
-Nothing absolutely crucial has so far been notified. But in
-conjunction with what we had from Paris at the beginning of the
-year, I am confident we could now satisfy the Court. We shall, of
-course, continue to watch the matter until we hear from you.
-
-"Very faithfully yours,
-
-"CLAUD POLTEED."
-
-
-Soames read it through twice and beckoned to the waiter:
-
-"Take this away; it's cold."
-
-"Shall I bring you some more, sir?"
-
-"No. Get me some coffee in the other room."
-
-And, paying for what he had not eaten, he went out, passing two
-acquaintances without sign of recognition.
-
-'Satisfy the Court!' he thought, sitting at a little round marble
-table with the coffee before him. That fellow Jolyon! He poured
-out his coffee, sweetened and drank it. He would disgrace him in
-the eyes of his own children! And rising, with that resolution hot
-within him, he found for the first time the inconvenience of being
-his own solicitor. He could not treat this scandalous matter in
-his own office. He must commit the soul of his private dignity to
-a stranger, some other professional dealer in family dishonour.
-Who was there he could go to? Linkman and Laver in Budge Row,
-perhaps--reliable, not too conspicuous, only nodding acquaintances.
-But before he saw them he must see Polteed again. But at this
-thought Soames had a moment of sheer weakness. To part with his
-secret? How find the words? How subject himself to contempt and
-secret laughter? Yet, after all, the fellow knew already--oh yes,
-he knew! And, feeling that he must finish with it now, he took a
-cab into the West End.
-
-In this hot weather the window of Mr. Polteed's room was positively
-open, and the only precaution was a wire gauze, preventing the
-intrusion of flies. Two or three had tried to come in, and been
-caught, so that they seemed to be clinging there with the intention
-of being devoured presently. Mr. Polteed, following the direction
-of his client's eye, rose apologetically and closed the window.
-
-'Posing ass!' thought Soames. Like all who fundamentally believe
-in themselves he was rising to the occasion, and, with his little
-sideway smile, he said: "I've had your letter. I'm going to act.
-I suppose you know who the lady you've been watching really is?"
-Mr. Polteed's expression at that moment was a masterpiece. It so
-clearly said: 'Well, what do you think? But mere professional
-knowledge, I assure you--pray forgive it!' He made a little half
-airy movement with his hand, as who should say: 'Such things--such
-things will happen to us all!'
-
-"Very well, then," said Soames, moistening his lips: "there's no
-need to say more. I'm instructing Linkman and Laver of Budge Row
-to act for me. I don't want to hear your evidence, but kindly make
-your report to them at five o'clock, and continue to observe the
-utmost secrecy."
-
-Mr. Polteed half closed his eyes, as if to comply at once. "My
-dear sir," he said.
-
-"Are you convinced," asked Soames with sudden energy, "that there
-is enough?"
-
-The faintest movement occurred to Mr. Polteed's shoulders.
-
-"You can risk it," he murmured; "with what we have, and human
-nature, you can risk it."
-
-Soames rose. "You will ask for Mr. Linkman. Thanks; don't get
-up." He could not bear Mr. Polteed to slide as usual between him
-and the door. In the sunlight of Piccadilly he wiped his forehead.
-This had been the worst of it--he could stand the strangers better.
-And he went back into the City to do what still lay before him.
-
-That evening in Park Lane, watching his father dine, he was
-overwhelmed by his old longing for a son--a son, to watch him eat
-as he went down the years, to be taken on his knee as James on a
-time had been wont to take him; a son of his own begetting, who
-could understand him because he was the same flesh and blood--
-understand, and comfort him, and become more rich and cultured than
-himself because he would start even better off. To get old--like
-that thin, grey wiry-frail figure sitting there--and be quite alone
-with possessions heaping up around him; to take no interest in
-anything because it had no future and must pass away from him to
-hands and mouths and eyes for whom he cared no jot! No! He would
-force it through now, and be free to marry, and have a son to care
-for him before he grew to be like the old old man his father,
-wistfully watching now his sweetbread, now his son.
-
-In that mood he went up to bed. But, lying warm between those fine
-linen sheets of Emily's providing, he was visited by memories and
-torture. Visions of Irene, almost the solid feeling of her body,
-beset him. Why had he ever been fool enough to see her again, and
-let this flood back on him so that it was pain to think of her with
-that fellow--that stealing fellow.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-A SUMMER DAY
-
-
-His boy was seldom absent from Jolyon's mind in the days which
-followed the first walk with Irene in Richmond Park. No further
-news had come; enquiries at the War Office elicited nothing; nor
-could he expect to hear from June and Holly for three weeks at
-least. In these days he felt how insufficient were his memories of
-Jolly, and what an amateur of a father he had been. There was not
-a single memory in which anger played a part; not one
-reconciliation, because there had never been a rupture; nor one
-heart-to-heart confidence, not even when Jolly's mother died.
-Nothing but half-ironical affection. He had been too afraid of
-committing himself in any direction, for fear of losing his
-liberty, or interfering with that of his boy.
-
-Only in Irene's presence had he relief, highly complicated by the
-ever-growing perception of how divided he was between her and his
-son. With Jolly was bound up all that sense of continuity and
-social creed of which he had drunk deeply in his youth and again
-during his boy's public school and varsity life--all that sense of
-not going back on what father and son expected of each other. With
-Irene was bound up all his delight in beauty and in Nature. And he
-seemed to know less and less which was the stronger within him.
-From such sentimental paralysis he was rudely awakened, however,
-one afternoon, just as he was starting off to Richmond, by a young
-man with a bicycle and a face oddly familiar, who came forward
-faintly smiling.
-
-"Mr. Jolyon Forsyte? Thank you!" Placing an envelope in Jolyon's
-hand he wheeled off the path and rode away. Bewildered, Jolyon
-opened it.
-
-"Admiralty Probate and Divorce, Forsyte v. Forsyte and Forsyte!"
-
-A sensation of shame and disgust was followed by the instant
-reaction 'Why, here's the very thing you want, and you don't like
-it!' But she must have had one too; and he must go to her at once.
-He turned things over as he went along. It was an ironical busi-
-ness. For, whatever the Scriptures said about the heart, it took
-more than mere longings to satisfy the law. They could perfectly
-well defend this suit, or at least in good faith try to. But the
-idea of doing so revolted Jolyon. If not her lover in deed he was
-in desire, and he knew that she was ready to come to him. Her face
-had told him so. Not that he exaggerated her feeling for him. She
-had had her grand passion, and he could not expect another from her
-at his age. But she had trust in him, affection for him, and must
-feel that he would be a refuge. Surely she would not ask him to
-defend the suit, knowing that he adored her! Thank Heaven she had
-not that maddening British conscientiousness which refused
-happiness for the sake of refusing! She must rejoice at this
-chance of being free after seventeen years of death in life! As to
-publicity, the fat was in the fire! To defend the suit would not
-take away the slur. Jolyon had all the proper feeling of a Forsyte
-whose privacy is threatened: If he was to be hung by the Law, by
-all means let it be for a sheep! Moreover the notion of standing
-in a witness box and swearing to the truth that no gesture, not
-even a word of love had passed between them seemed to him more
-degrading than to take the tacit stigma of being an adulterer--more
-truly degrading, considering the feeling in his heart, and just as
-bad and painful for his children. The thought of explaining away,
-if he could, before a judge and twelve average Englishmen, their
-meetings in Paris, and the walks in Richmond Park, horrified him.
-The brutality and hypocritical censoriousness of the whole process;
-the probability that they would not be believed--the mere vision of
-her, whom he looked on as the embodiment of Nature and of Beauty,
-standing there before all those suspicious, gloating eyes was
-hideous to him. No, no! To defend a suit only made a London
-holiday, and sold the newspapers. A thousand times better accept
-what Soames and the gods had sent!
-
-'Besides,' he thought honestly, 'who knows whether, even for my
-boy's sake, I could have stood this state of things much longer?
-Anyway, her neck will be out of chancery at last!' Thus absorbed,
-he was hardly conscious of the heavy heat. The sky had become
-overcast, purplish with little streaks of white. A heavy heat-drop
-plashed a little star pattern in the dust of the road as he entered
-the Park. 'Phew!' he thought, 'thunder! I hope she's not come to
-meet me; there's a ducking up there!' But at that very minute he
-saw Irene coming towards the Gate. 'We must scuttle back to Robin
-Hill,' he thought.
-
- ***************************
-
-The storm had passed over the Poultry at four o'clock, bringing
-welcome distraction to the clerks in every office. Soames was
-drinking a cup of tea when a note was brought in to him:
-
-
-"DEAR SIR,
-
-"Forsyte v. Forsyte and Forsyte
-
-"In accordance with your instructions, we beg to inform you that we
-personally served the respondent and co-respondent in this suit
-to-day, at Richmond, and Robin Hill, respectively.
-"Faithfully yours,
-
-"LINKMAN AND LAVER."
-
-
-For some minutes Soames stared at that note. Ever since he had
-given those instructions he had been tempted to annul them. It was
-so scandalous, such a general disgrace! The evidence, too, what he
-had heard of it, had never seemed to him conclusive; somehow, he
-believed less and less that those two had gone all lengths. But
-this, of course, would drive them to it; and he suffered from the
-thought. That fellow to have her love, where he had failed! Was
-it too late? Now that they had been brought up sharp by service of
-this petition, had he not a lever with which he could force them
-apart? 'But if I don't act at once,' he thought, 'it will be too
-late, now they've had this thing. I'll go and see him; I'll go
-down!'
-
-And, sick with nervous anxiety, he sent out for one of the
-'new-fangled' motor-cabs. It might take a long time to run that
-fellow to ground, and Goodness knew what decision they might come
-to after such a shock! 'If I were a theatrical ass,' he thought,
-'I suppose I should be taking a horse-whip or a pistol or
-something!' He took instead a bundle of papers in the case of
-'Magentie versus Wake,' intending to read them on the way down. He
-did not even open them, but sat quite still, jolted and jarred,
-unconscious of the draught down the back of his neck, or the smell
-of petrol. He must be guided by the fellow's attitude; the great
-thing was to keep his head!
-
-London had already begun to disgorge its workers as he neared
-Putney Bridge; the ant-heap was on the move outwards. What a lot
-of ants, all with a living to get, holding on by their eyelids in
-the great scramble! Perhaps for the first time in his life Soames
-thought: 'I could let go if I liked! Nothing could touch me; I
-could snap my fingers, live as I wished--enjoy myself!' No! One
-could not live as he had and just drop it all--settle down in
-Capua, to spend the money and reputation he had made. A man's life
-was what he possessed and sought to possess. Only fools thought
-otherwise--fools, and socialists, and libertines!
-
-The cab was passing villas now, going a great pace. 'Fifteen miles
-an hour, I should think!' he mused; 'this'll take people out of
-town to live!' and he thought of its bearing on the portions of
-London owned by his father--he himself had never taken to that form
-of investment, the gambler in him having all the outlet needed in
-his pictures. And the cab sped on, down the hill past Wimbledon
-Common. This interview! Surely a man of fifty-two with grown-up
-children, and hung on the line, would not be reckless. 'He won't
-want to disgrace the family,' he thought; 'he was as fond of his
-father as I am of mine, and they were brothers. That woman brings
-destruction--what is it in her? I've never known.' The cab
-branched off, along the side of a wood, and he heard a late cuckoo
-calling, almost the first he had heard that year. He was now
-almost opposite the site he had originally chosen for his house,
-and which had been so unceremoniously rejected by Bosinney in
-favour of his own choice. He began passing his handkerchief over
-his face and hands, taking deep breaths to give him steadiness.
-'Keep one's head,' he thought, 'keep one's head!'
-
-The cab turned in at the drive which might have been his own, and
-the sound of music met him. He had forgotten the fellow's
-daughters.
-
-"I may be out again directly," he said to the driver, "or I may be
-kept some time"; and he rang the bell.
-
-Following the maid through the curtains into the inner hall, he
-felt relieved that the impact of this meeting would be broken by
-June or Holly, whichever was playing in there, so that with
-complete surprise he saw Irene at the piano, and Jolyon sitting in
-an armchair listening. They both stood up. Blood surged into
-Soames' brain, and all his resolution to be guided by this or that
-left him utterly. The look of his farmer forbears--dogged
-Forsytes down by the sea, from 'Superior Dosset' back--grinned
-out of his face.
-
-"Very pretty!" he said.
-
-He heard the fellow murmur:
-
-"This is hardly the place--we'll go to the study, if you don't
-mind." And they both passed him through the curtain opening. In
-the little room to which he followed them, Irene stood by the open
-window, and the 'fellow' close to her by a big chair. Soames
-pulled the door to behind him with a slam; the sound carried him
-back all those years to the day when he had shut out Jolyon--shut
-him out for meddling with his affairs.
-
-"Well," he said, "what have you to say for yourselves?"
-
-The fellow had the effrontery to smile.
-
-"What we have received to-day has taken away your right to ask. I
-should imagine you will be glad to have your neck out of chancery."
-
-"Oh!" said Soames; "you think so! I came to tell you that I'll
-divorce her with every circumstance of disgrace to you both, unless
-you swear to keep clear of each other from now on."
-
-He was astonished at his fluency, because his mind was stammering
-and his hands twitching. Neither of them answered; but their faces
-seemed to him as if contemptuous.
-
-"Well," he said; "you--Irene?"
-
-Her lips moved, but Jolyon laid his hand on her arm.
-
-"Let her alone!" said Soames furiously. "Irene, will you swear
-it?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Oh! and you?"
-
-"Still less."
-
-"So then you're guilty, are you?"
-
-"Yes, guilty." It was Irene speaking in that serene voice, with
-that unreached air which had maddened him so often; and, carried
-beyond himself, he cried:
-
-"You are a devil"
-
-"Go out! Leave this house, or I'll do you an injury."
-
-That fellow to talk of injuries! Did he know how near his throat
-was to being scragged?
-
-"A trustee," he said, "embezzling trust property! A thief,
-stealing his cousin's wife."
-
-"Call me what you like. You have chosen your part, we have chosen
-ours. Go out!"
-
-If he had brought a weapon Soames might have used it at that
-moment.
-
-"I'll make you pay!" he said.
-
-"I shall be very happy."
-
-At that deadly turning of the meaning of his speech by the son of
-him who had nicknamed him 'the man of property,' Soames stood
-glaring. It was ridiculous!
-
-There they were, kept from violence by some secret force. No blow
-possible, no words to meet the case. But he could not, did not
-know how to turn and go away. His eyes fastened on Irene's face--
-the last time he would ever see that fatal face--the last time, no
-doubt!
-
-"You," he said suddenly, "I hope you'll treat him as you treated
-me--that's all."
-
-He saw her wince, and with a sensation not quite triumph, not quite
-relief, he wrenched open the door, passed out through the hall, and
-got into his cab. He lolled against the cushion with his eyes
-shut. Never in his life had he been so near to murderous violence,
-never so thrown away the restraint which was his second nature. He
-had a stripped and naked feeling, as if all virtue had gone out of
-him--life meaningless, mind-striking work. Sunlight streamed in on
-him, but he felt cold. The scene he had passed through had gone
-from him already, what was before him would not materialise, he
-could catch on to nothing; and he felt frightened, as if he had
-been hanging over the edge of a precipice, as if with another turn
-of the screw sanity would have failed him. 'I'm not fit for it,'
-he thought; 'I mustn't--I'm not fit for it.' The cab sped on, and
-in mechanical procession trees, houses, people passed, but had no
-significance. 'I feel very queer,' he thought; 'I'll take a
-Turkish bath.--I've been very near to something. It won't do.'
-The cab whirred its way back over the bridge, up the Fulham Road,
-along the Park.
-
-"To the Hammam," said Soames.
-
-Curious that on so warm a summer day, heat should be so comforting!
-Crossing into the hot room he met George Forsyte coming out, red
-and glistening.
-
-"Hallo!" said George; "what are you training for? You've not got
-much superfluous."
-
-Buffoon! Soames passed him with his sideway smile. Lying back,
-rubbing his skin uneasily for the first signs of perspiration, he
-thought: 'Let them laugh! I won't feel anything! I can't stand
-violence! It's not good for me!'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-A SUMMER NIGHT
-
-
-Soames left dead silence in the little study. "Thank you for that
-good lie," said Jolyon suddenly. "Come out--the air in here is not
-what it was!"
-
-In front of a long high southerly wall on which were trained
-peach-trees the two walked up and down in silence. Old Jolyon had
-planted some cupressus-trees, at intervals, between this grassy
-terrace and the dipping meadow full of buttercups and ox-eyed
-daisies; for twelve years they had flourished, till their dark
-spiral shapes had quite a look of Italy. Birds fluttered softly in
-the wet shrubbery; the swallows swooped past, with a steel-blue
-sheen on their swift little bodies; the grass felt springy beneath
-the feet, its green refreshed; butterflies chased each other.
-After that painful scene the quiet of Nature was wonderfully
-poignant. Under the sun-soaked wall ran a narrow strip of
-garden-bed full of mignonette and pansies, and from the bees came a
-low hum in which all other sounds were set--the mooing of a cow
-deprived of her calf, the calling of a cuckoo from an elm-tree at
-the bottom of the meadow. Who would have thought that behind them,
-within ten miles, London began--that London of the Forsytes, with
-its wealth, its misery; its dirt and noise; its jumbled stone isles
-of beauty, its grey sea of hideous brick and stucco? That London
-which had seen Irene's early tragedy, and Jolyon's own hard days;
-that web; that princely workhouse of the possessive instinct!
-
-And while they walked Jolyon pondered those words: 'I hope you'll
-treat him as you treated me.' That would depend on himself. Could
-he trust himself? Did Nature permit a Forsyte not to make a slave
-of what he adored? Could beauty be confided to him? Or should she
-not be just a visitor, coming when she would, possessed for moments
-which passed, to return only at her own choosing? 'We are a breed
-of spoilers!' thought Jolyon, 'close and greedy; the bloom of life
-is not safe with us. Let her come to me as she will, when she
-will, not at all if she will not. Let me be just her stand-by, her
-perching-place; never-never her cage!'
-
-She was the chink of beauty in his dream. Was he to pass through
-the curtains now and reach her? Was the rich stuff of many
-possessions, the close encircling fabric of the possessive instinct
-walling in that little black figure of himself, and Soames--was it
-to be rent so that he could pass through into his vision, find
-there something not of the senses only? 'Let me,' he thought, 'ah!
-let me only know how not to grasp and destroy!'
-
-But at dinner there were plans to be made. To-night she would go
-back to the hotel, but tomorrow he would take her up to London. He
-must instruct his solicitor--Jack Herring. Not a finger must be
-raised to hinder the process of the Law. Damages exemplary,
-judicial strictures, costs, what they liked--let it go through at
-the first moment, so that her neck might be out of chancery at
-last! To-morrow he would see Herring--they would go and see him
-together. And then--abroad, leaving no doubt, no difficulty about
-evidence, making the lie she had told into the truth. He looked
-round at her; and it seemed to his adoring eyes that more than a
-woman was sitting there. The spirit of universal beauty, deep,
-mysterious, which the old painters, Titian, Giorgione, Botticelli,
-had known how to capture and transfer to the faces of their women--
-this flying beauty seemed to him imprinted on her brow, her hair,
-her lips, and in her eyes.
-
-'And this is to be mine!' he thought. 'It frightens me!'
-
-After dinner they went out on to the terrace to have coffee. They
-sat there long, the evening was so lovely, watching the summer
-night come very slowly on. It was still warm and the air smelled
-of lime blossom--early this summer. Two bats were flighting with
-the faint mysterious little noise they make. He had placed the
-chairs in front of the study window, and moths flew past to visit
-the discreet light in there. There was no wind, and not a whisper
-in the old oak-tree twenty yards away! The moon rose from behind
-the copse, nearly full; and the two lights struggled, till
-moonlight conquered, changing the colour and quality of all the
-garden, stealing along the flagstones, reaching their feet,
-climbing up, changing their faces.
-
-"Well," said Jolyon at last, "you'll be tired, dear; we'd better
-start. The maid will show you Holly's room," and he rang the study
-bell. The maid who came handed him a telegram. Watching her take
-Irene away, he thought: 'This must have come an hour or more ago,
-and she didn't bring it out to us! That shows! Well, we'll be
-hung for a sheep soon!' And, opening the telegram, he read:
-
-
-"JOLYON FORSYTE, Robin Hill.--Your son passed painlessly away on
-June 20th. Deep sympathy"--some name unknown to him.
-
-
-He dropped it, spun round, stood motionless. The moon shone in on
-him; a moth flew in his face. The first day of all that he had not
-thought almost ceaselessly of Jolly. He went blindly towards the
-window, struck against the old armchair--his father's--and sank
-down on to the arm of it. He sat there huddled' forward, staring
-into the night. Gone out like a candle flame; far from home, from
-love, all by himself, in the dark! His boy! From a little chap
-always so good to him--so friendly! Twenty years old, and cut down
-like grass--to have no life at all! 'I didn't really know him,' he
-thought, 'and he didn't know me; but we loved each other. It's
-only love that matters.'
-
-To die out there--lonely--wanting them--wanting home! This seemed
-to his Forsyte heart more painful, more pitiful than death itself.
-No shelter, no protection, no love at the last! And all the deeply
-rooted clanship in him, the family feeling and essential clinging
-to his own flesh and blood which had been so strong in old Jolyon
-was so strong in all the Forsytes--felt outraged, cut, and torn by
-his boy's lonely passing. Better far if he had died in battle,
-without time to long for them to come to him, to call out for them,
-perhaps, in his delirium!
-
-The moon had passed behind the oak-tree now, endowing it with
-uncanny life, so that it seemed watching him--the oak-tree his boy
-had been so fond of climbing, out of which he had once fallen and
-hurt himself, and hadn't cried!
-
-The door creaked. He saw Irene come in, pick up the telegram and
-read it. He heard the faint rustle of her dress. She sank on her
-knees close to him, and he forced himself to smile at her. She
-stretched up her arms and drew his head down on her shoulder. The
-perfume and warmth of her encircled him; her presence gained slowly
-his whole being.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-JAMES IN WAITING
-
-
-Sweated to serenity, Soames dined at the Remove and turned his face
-toward Park Lane. His father had been unwell lately. This would
-have to be kept from him! Never till that moment had he realised
-how much the dread of bringing James' grey hairs down with sorrow
-to the grave had counted with him; how intimately it was bound up
-with his own shrinking from scandal. His affection for his father,
-always deep, had increased of late years with the knowledge that
-James looked on him as the real prop of his decline. It seemed
-pitiful that one who had been so careful all his life and done so
-much for the family name--so that it was almost a byword for solid,
-wealthy respectability--should at his last gasp have to see it in
-all the newspapers. This was like lending a hand to Death, that
-final enemy of Forsytes. 'I must tell mother,' he thought, 'and
-when it comes on, we must keep the papers from him somehow. He
-sees hardly anyone.' Letting himself in with his latchkey, he was
-beginning to ascend he stairs when he became conscious of commotion
-on the second-floor landing. His mother's voice was saying:
-
-"Now, James, you'll catch cold. Why can't you wait quietly?"
-
-His father's answering
-
-"Wait? I'm always waiting. Why doesn't he come in?"
-
-"You can speak to him to-morrow morning, instead of making a guy of
-yourself on the landing."
-
-"He'll go up to bed, I shouldn't wonder. I shan't sleep."
-
-"Now come back to bed, James."
-
-"Um! I might die before to-morrow morning for all you can tell."
-
-"You shan't have to wait till to-morrow morning; I'll go down and
-bring him up. Don't fuss!"
-
-"There you go--always so cock-a-hoop. He mayn't come in at all."
-
-"Well, if he doesn't come in you won't catch him by standing out
-here in your dressing-gown."
-
-Soames rounded the last bend and came in sight of his father's tall
-figure wrapped in a brown silk quilted gown, stooping over the
-balustrade above. Light fell on his silvery hair and whiskers,
-investing his head with, a sort of halo.
-
-"Here he is!" he heard him say in a voice which sounded injured,
-and his mother's comfortable answer from the bedroom door:
-
-"That's all right. Come in, and I'll brush your hair." James
-extended a thin, crooked finger, oddly like the beckoning of a
-skeleton, and passed through the doorway of his bedroom.
-
-'What is it?' thought Soames. 'What has he got hold of now?'
-
-His father was sitting before the dressing-table sideways to the
-mirror, while Emily slowly passed two silver-backed brushes through
-and through his hair. She would do this several times a day, for
-it had on him something of the effect produced on a cat by
-scratching between its ears.
-
-"There you are!" he said. "I've been waiting."
-
-Soames stroked his shoulder, and, taking up a silver button-hook,
-examined the mark on it.
-
-"Well," he said, "you're looking better."
-
-James shook his head.
-
-"I want to say something. Your mother hasn't heard." He announced
-Emily's ignorance of what he hadn't told her, as if it were a
-grievance.
-
-"Your father's been in a great state all the evening. I'm sure I
-don't know what about."
-
-The faint 'whisk-whisk' of the brushes continued the soothing of
-her voice.
-
-"No! you know nothing," said James. "Soames can tell me." And,
-fixing his grey eyes, in which there was a look of strain,
-uncomfortable to watch, on his son, he muttered:
-
-"I'm getting on, Soames. At my age I can't tell. I might die any
-time. There'll be a lot of money. There's Rachel and Cicely got
-no children; and Val's out there--that chap his father will get
-hold of all he can. And somebody'll pick up Imogen, I shouldn't
-wonder."
-
-Soames listened vaguely--he had heard all this before. Whish-
-whish! went the brushes.
-
-"If that's all!" said Emily.
-
-"All!" cried James; "it's nothing. I'm coming to that." And again
-his eyes strained pitifully at Soames.
-
-"It's you, my boy," he said suddenly; "you ought to get a divorce."
-
-That word, from those of all lips, was almost too much for Soames'
-composure. His eyes reconcentrated themselves quickly on the
-buttonhook, and as if in apology James hurried on:
-
-"I don't know what's become of her--they say she's abroad. Your
-Uncle Swithin used to admire her--he was a funny fellow." (So he
-always alluded to his dead twin-'The Stout and the Lean of it,'
-they had been called.) "She wouldn't be alone, I should say." And
-with that summing-up of the effect of beauty on human nature, he
-was silent, watching his son with eyes doubting as a bird's.
-Soames, too, was silent. Whish-whish went the brushes.
-
-"Come, James! Soames knows best. It's his 'business."
-
-"Ah!" said James, and the word came from deep down; "but there's
-all my money, and there's his--who's it to go to? And when he dies
-the name goes out."
-
-Soames replaced the button-hook on the lace and pink silk of the
-dressing-table coverlet.
-
-"The name?" said Emily, "there are all the other Forsytes."
-
-"As if that helped me," muttered James. "I shall be in my grave,
-and there'll be nobody, unless he marries again."
-
-"You're quite right," said Soames quietly; "I'm getting a divorce."
-
-James' eyes almost started from his head.
-
-"What?" he cried. "There! nobody tells me anything."
-
-"Well," said Emily, "who would have imagined you wanted it? My
-dear boy, that is a surprise, after all these years."
-
-"It'll be a scandal," muttered James, as if to himself; "but I
-can't help that. Don't brush so hard. When'll it come on?"
-
-"Before the Long Vacation; it's not defended."
-
-James' lips moved in secret calculation. "I shan't live to see my
-grandson," he muttered.
-
-Emily ceased brushing. "Of course you will, James. Soames will be
-as quick as he can."
-
-There was a long silence, till James reached out his arm.
-
-"Here! let's have the eau-de-Cologne," and, putting it to his nose,
-he moved his forehead in the direction of his son. Soames bent
-over and kissed that brow just where the hair began. A relaxing
-quiver passed over James' face, as though the wheels of anxiety
-within were running down.
-
-"I'll get to bed," he said; "I shan't want to see the papers when
-that comes. They're a morbid lot; I can't pay attention to them,
-I'm too old."
-
-Queerly affected, Soames went to the door; he heard his father say:
-
-"Here, I'm tired. I'll say a prayer in bed."
-
-And his mother answering
-
-"That's right, James; it'll be ever so much more comfy."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-OUT OF THE WEB
-
-
-On Forsyte 'Change the announcement of Jolly's death, among a
-batch of troopers, caused mixed sensation. Strange to read that
-Jolyon Forsyte (fifth of the name in direct descent) had died of
-disease in the service of his country, and not be able to feel it
-personally. It revived the old grudge against his father for
-having estranged himself. For such was still the prestige of old
-Jolyon that the other Forsytes could never quite feel, as might
-have been expected, that it was they who had cut off his
-descendants for irregularity. The news increased, of course, the
-interest and anxiety about Val; but then Val's name was Dartie, and
-even if he were killed in battle or got the Victoria Cross, it
-would not be at all the same as if his name were Forsyte. Not even
-casualty or glory to the Haymans would be really satisfactory.
-Family pride felt defrauded.
-
-How the rumour arose, then, that 'something very dreadful, my
-dear,' was pending, no one, least of all Soames, could tell, secret
-as he kept everything. Possibly some eye had seen 'Forsyte v.
-Forsyte and Forsyte,' in the cause list; and had added it to 'Irene
-in Paris with a fair beard.' Possibly some wall at Park Lane had
-ears. The fact remained that it was known--whispered among the
-old, discussed among the young--that family pride must soon receive
-a blow.
-
-Soames, paying one, of his Sunday visits to Timothy's--paying it
-with the feeling that after the suit came on he would be paying no
-more--felt knowledge in the air as he came in. Nobody, of course,
-dared speak of it before him, but each of the four other Forsytes
-present held their breath, aware that nothing could prevent Aunt
-Juley from making them all uncomfortable. She looked so piteously
-at Soames, she checked herself on the point of speech so often,
-that Aunt Hester excused herself and said she must go and bathe
-Timothy's eye--he had a sty coming. Soames, impassive, slightly
-supercilious, did not stay long. He went out with a curse stifled
-behind his pale, just smiling lips.
-
-Fortunately for the peace of his mind, cruelly tortured by the
-coming scandal, he was kept busy day and night with plans for his
-retirement--for he had come to that grim conclusion. To go on
-seeing all those people who had known him as a 'long-headed chap,'
-an astute adviser--after that--no! The fastidiousness and pride
-which was so strangely, so inextricably blended in him with
-possessive obtuseness, revolted against the thought. He would
-retire, live privately, go on buying pictures, make a great name as
-a collector--after all, his heart was more in that than it had ever
-been in Law. In pursuance of this now fixed resolve, he had to get
-ready to amalgamate his business with another firm without letting
-people know, for that would excite curiosity and make humiliation
-cast its shadow before. He had pitched on the firm of Cuthcott,
-Holliday and Kingson, two of whom were dead. The full name after
-the amalgamation would therefore be Cuthcott, Holliday, Kingson,
-Forsyte, Bustard and Forsyte. But after debate as to which of the
-dead still had any influence with the living, it was decided to
-reduce the title to Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte, of whom Kingson
-would be the active and Soames the sleeping partner. For leaving
-his name, prestige, and clients behind him, Soames would receive
-considerable value.
-
-One night, as befitted a man who had arrived at so important a
-stage of his career, he made a calculation of what he was worth,
-and after writing off liberally for depreciation by the war, found
-his value to be some hundred and thirty thousand pounds. At his
-father's death, which could not, alas, be delayed much longer, he
-must come into at least another fifty thousand, and his yearly
-expenditure at present just reached two. Standing among his
-pictures, he saw before him a future full of bargains earned by the
-trained faculty of knowing better than other people. Selling what
-was about to decline, keeping what was still going up, and
-exercising judicious insight into future taste, he would make a
-unique collection, which at his death would pass to the nation
-under the title 'Forsyte Bequest.'
-
-If the divorce went through, he had determined on his line with
-Madame Lamotte. She had, he knew, but one real ambition--to live
-on her 'renter' in Paris near her grandchildren. He would buy the
-goodwill of the Restaurant Bretagne at a fancy price. Madame would
-live like a Queen-Mother in Paris on the interest, invested as she
-would know how. (Incidentally Soames meant to put a capable
-manager in her place, and make the restaurant pay good interest on
-his money. There were great possibilities in Soho.) On Annette he
-would promise to settle fifteen thousand pounds (whether designedly
-or not), precisely the sum old Jolyon had settled on 'that woman.'
-
-A letter from Jolyon's solicitor to his own had disclosed the fact
-that 'those two' were in Italy. And an opportunity had been duly
-given for noting that they had first stayed at an hotel in London.
-The matter was clear as daylight, and would be disposed of in half
-an hour or so; but during that half-hour he, Soames, would go down
-to hell; and after that half-hour all bearers of the Forsyte name
-would feel the bloom was off the rose. He had no illusions like
-Shakespeare that roses by any other name would smell as sweet. The
-name was a possession, a concrete, unstained piece of property, the
-value of which would be reduced some twenty per cent. at least.
-Unless it were Roger, who had once refused to stand for Parliament,
-and--oh, irony!--Jolyon, hung on the line, there had never been a
-distinguished Forsyte. But that very lack of distinction was the
-name's greatest asset. It was a private name, intensely
-individual, and his own property; it had never been exploited for
-good or evil by intrusive report. He and each member of his family
-owned it wholly, sanely, secretly, without any more interference
-from the public than had been necessitated by their births, their
-marriages, their deaths. And during these weeks of waiting and
-preparing to drop the Law, he conceived for that Law a bitter
-distaste, so deeply did he resent its coming violation of his name,
-forced on him by the need he felt to perpetuate that name in a
-lawful manner. The monstrous injustice of the whole thing excited
-in him a perpetual suppressed fury. He had asked no better than to
-live in spotless domesticity, and now he must go into the witness
-box, after all these futile, barren years, and proclaim his failure
-to keep his wife--incur the pity, the amusement, the contempt of
-his kind. It was all upside down. She and that fellow ought to be
-the sufferers, and they--were in Italy! In these weeks the Law he
-had served so faithfully, looked on so reverently as the guardian
-of all property, seemed to him quite pitiful. What could be more
-insane than to tell a man that he owned his wife, and punish him
-when someone unlawfully took her away from him? Did the Law not
-know that a man's name was to him the apple of his eye, that it was
-far harder to be regarded as cuckold than as seducer? He actually
-envied Jolyon the reputation of succeeding where he, Soames, had
-failed. The question of damages worried him, too. He wanted to
-make that fellow suffer, but he remembered his cousin's words, "I
-shall be very happy," with the uneasy feeling that to claim damages
-would make not Jolyon but himself suffer; he felt uncannily that
-Jolyon would rather like to pay them--the chap was so loose.
-Besides, to claim damages was not the thing to do. The claim,
-indeed, had been made almost mechanically; and as the hour drew
-near Soames saw in it just another dodge of this insensitive and
-topsy-turvy Law to make him ridiculous; so that people might sneer
-and say: "Oh, yes, he got quite a good price for her!" And he
-gave instructions that his Counsel should state that the money
-would be given to a Home for Fallen Women. He was a long time
-hitting off exactly the right charity; but, having pitched on it,
-he used to wake up in the night and think: 'It won't do, too lurid;
-it'll draw attention. Something quieter--better taste.' He did
-not care for dogs, or he would have named them; and it was in
-desperation at last--for his knowledge of charities was limited--
-that he decided on the blind. That could not be inappropriate, and
-it would make the Jury assess the damages high.
-
-A good many suits were dropping out of the list, which happened to
-be exceptionally thin that summer, so that his case would be
-reached before August. As the day grew nearer, Winifred was his
-only comfort. She showed the fellow-feeling of one who had been
-through the mill, and was the 'femme-sole' in whom he confided,
-well knowing that she would not let Dartie into her confidence.
-That ruffian would be only too rejoiced! At the end of July, on
-the afternoon before the case, he went in to see her. They had not
-yet been able to leave town, because Dartie had already spent their
-summer holiday, and Winifred dared not go to her father for more
-money while he was waiting not to be told anything about this
-affair of Soames.
-
-Soames found her with a letter in her hand.
-
-"That from Val," he asked gloomily. "What does he say?"
-
-"He says he's married," said Winifred.
-
-"Whom to, for Goodness' sake?"
-
-Winifred looked up at him.
-
-"To Holly Forsyte, Jolyon's daughter."
-
-"What?"
-
-"He got leave and did it. I didn't even know he knew her.
-Awkward, isn't it?"
-
-Soames uttered a short laugh at that characteristic minimisation.
-
-"Awkward! Well, I don't suppose they'll hear about this till they
-come back. They'd better stay out there. That fellow will give
-her money."
-
-"But I want Val back," said Winifred almost piteously; "I miss him,
-he helps me to get on."
-
-"I know," murmured Soames. "How's Dartie behaving now?"
-
-"It might be worse; but it's always money. Would you like me to
-come down to the Court to-morrow, Soames?"
-
-Soames stretched out his hand for hers. The gesture so betrayed
-the loneliness in him that she pressed it between her two.
-
-"Never mind, old boy. You'll feel ever so much better when it's
-all over."
-
-"I don't know what I've done," said Soames huskily; "I never have.
-It's all upside down. I was fond of her; I've always been."
-
-Winifred saw a drop of blood ooze out of his lip, and the sight
-stirred her profoundly.
-
-"Of course," she said, "it's been too bad of her all along! But
-what shall I do about this marriage of Val's, Soames? I don't know
-how to write to him, with this coming on. You've seen that child.
-Is she pretty?"
-
-"Yes, she's pretty," said Soames. "Dark--lady-like enough."
-
-'That doesn't sound so bad,' thought Winifred. 'Jolyon had style.'
-
-"It is a coil," she said. "What will father say?
-
-"Mustn't be told," said Soames. "The war'll soon be over now,
-you'd better let Val take to farming out there."
-
-It was tantamount to saying that his nephew was lost.
-
-"I haven't told Monty," Winifred murmured desolately.
-
-The case was reached before noon next day, and was over in little
-more than half an hour. Soames--pale, spruce, sad-eyed in the
-witness-box--had suffered so much beforehand that he took it all
-like one dead. The moment the decree nisi was pronounced he left
-the Courts of Justice.
-
-Four hours until he became public property! 'Solicitor's divorce
-suit!' A surly, dogged anger replaced that dead feeling within
-him. 'Damn them all!' he thought; 'I won't run away. I'll act as
-if nothing had happened.' And in the sweltering heat of Fleet
-Street and Ludgate Hill he walked all the way to his City Club,
-lunched, and went back to his office. He worked there stolidly
-throughout the afternoon.
-
-On his way out he saw that his clerks knew, and answered their
-involuntary glances with a look so sardonic that they were
-immediately withdrawn. In front of St. Paul's, he stopped to buy
-the most gentlemanly of the evening papers. Yes! there he was!
-'Well-known solicitor's divorce. Cousin co-respondent. Damages
-given to the blind'--so, they had got that in! At every other
-face, he thought: 'I wonder if you know!' And suddenly he felt
-queer, as if something were racing round in his head.
-
-What was this? He was letting it get hold of him! He mustn't! He
-would be ill. He mustn't think! He would get down to the river
-and row about, and fish. 'I'm not going to be laid up,' he
-thought.
-
-It flashed across him that he had something of importance to do
-before he went out of town. Madame Lamotte! He must explain the
-Law. Another six months before he was really free! Only he did
-not want to see Annette! And he passed his hand over the top of
-his head--it was very hot.
-
-He branched off through Covent Garden. On this sultry day of late
-July the garbage-tainted air of the old market offended him, and
-Soho seemed more than ever the disenchanted home of rapscallionism.
-Alone, the Restaurant Bretagne, neat, daintily painted, with its
-blue tubs and the dwarf trees therein, retained an aloof and
-Frenchified self-respect. It was the slack hour, and pale trim
-waitresses were preparing the little tables for dinner. Soames
-went through into the private part. To his discomfiture Annette
-answered his knock. She, too, looked pale and dragged down by the
-heat.
-
-"You are quite a stranger," she said languidly.
-
-Soames smiled.
-
-"I haven't wished to be; I've been busy."
-
-"Where's your mother, Annette? I've got some news for her."
-
-"Mother is not in."
-
-It seemed to Soames that she looked at him in a queer way. What
-did she know? How much had her mother told her? The worry of
-trying to make that out gave him an alarming feeling in the head.
-He gripped the edge of the table, and dizzily saw Annette come
-forward, her eyes clear with surprise. He shut his own and said:
-
-"It's all right. I've had a touch of the sun, I think." The sun!
-What he had was a touch of 'darkness! Annette's voice, French and
-composed, said:
-
-"Sit down, it will pass, then." Her hand pressed his shoulder, and
-Soames sank into a chair. When the dark feeling dispersed, and he
-opened his eyes, she was looking down at him. What an inscrutable
-and odd expression for a girl of twenty!
-
-"Do you feel better?"
-
-"It's nothing," said Soames. Instinct told him that to be feeble
-before her was not helping him--age was enough handicap without
-that. Will-power was his fortune with Annette, he had lost ground
-these latter months from indecision--he could not afford to lose
-any more. He got up, and said:
-
-"I'll write to your mother. I'm going down to my river house for a
-long holiday. I want you both to come there presently and stay.
-It's just at its best. You will, won't you?"
-
-"It will be veree nice." A pretty little roll of that 'r' but no
-enthusiasm. And rather sadly he added:
-
-"You're feeling the heat; too, aren't you, Annette? It'll do you
-good to be on the river. Good-night." Annette swayed forward.
-There was a sort of compunction in the movement.
-
-"Are you fit to go? Shall I give you some coffee?"
-
-"No," said Soames firmly. "Give me your hand."
-
-She held out her hand, and Soames raised it to his lips. When he
-looked up, her face wore again that strange expression. 'I can't
-tell,' he thought, as he went out; 'but I mustn't think--I mustn't
-worry:
-
-But worry he did, walking toward Pall Mall. English, not of her
-religion, middle-aged, scarred as it were by domestic tragedy, what
-had he to give her? Only wealth, social position, leisure,
-admiration! It was much, but was it enough for a beautiful girl of
-twenty? He felt so ignorant about Annette. He had, too, a curious
-fear of the French nature of her mother and herself. They knew so
-well what they wanted. They were almost Forsytes. They would
-never grasp a shadow and miss a substance
-
-The tremendous effort it was to write a simple note to Madame
-Lamotte when he reached his Club warned him still further that he
-was at the end of his tether.
-
-
-"MY DEAR MADAME (he said),
-
-"You will see by the enclosed newspaper cutting that I obtained my
-decree of divorce to-day. By the English Law I shall not, however,
-be free to marry again till the decree is confirmed six months
-hence. In the meanwhile I have the honor to ask to be considered a
-formal suitor for the hand of your daughter. I shall write again
-in a few days and beg you both to come and stay at my river house.
-"I am, dear Madame,
-"Sincerely yours,
-
-"SOAMES FORSYTE."
-
-
-Having sealed and posted this letter, he went into the dining-room.
-Three mouthfuls of soup convinced him that he could not eat; and,
-causing a cab to be summoned, he drove to Paddington Station and
-took the first train to Reading. He reached his house just as the
-sun went down, and wandered out on to the lawn. The air was
-drenched with the scent of pinks and picotees in his flower-
-borders. A stealing coolness came off the river.
-
-Rest-peace! Let a poor fellow rest! Let not worry and shame and
-anger chase like evil nightbirds in his head! Like those doves
-perched half-sleeping on their dovecot, like the furry creatures in
-the woods on the far side, and the simple folk in their cottages,
-like the trees and the river itself, whitening fast in twilight,
-like the darkening cornflower-blue sky where stars were coming up--
-let him cease from himself, and rest!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-PASSING OF AN AGE
-
-
-The marriage of Soames with Annette took place in Paris on the last
-day of January, 1901, with such privacy that not even Emily was
-told until it was accomplished.
-
-The day after the wedding he brought her to one of those quiet
-hotels in London where greater expense can be incurred for less
-result than anywhere else under heaven. Her beauty in the best
-Parisian frocks was giving him more satisfaction than if he had
-collected a perfect bit of china, or a jewel of a picture; he
-looked forward to the moment when he would exhibit her in Park
-Lane, in Green Street, and at Timothy's.
-
-If some one had asked him in those days, "In confidence--are you in
-love with this girl?" he would have replied: "In love? What is
-love? If you mean do I feel to her as I did towards Irene in those
-old days when I first met her and she would not have me; when I
-sighed and starved after her and couldn't rest a minute until she
-yielded--no! If you mean do I admire her youth and prettiness, do
-my senses ache a little when I see her moving about--yes! Do I
-think she will keep me straight, make me a creditable wife and a
-good mother for my children?--again, yes!"
-
-"What more do I need? and what more do three-quarters of the women
-who are married get from the men who marry them?" And if the
-enquirer had pursued his query, "And do you think it was fair to
-have tempted this girl to give herself to you for life unless you
-have really touched her heart?" he would have answered: "The French
-see these things differently from us. They look at marriage from
-the point of view of establishments and children; and, from my own
-experience, I am not at all sure that theirs is not the sensible
-view. I shall not expect this time more than I can get, or she can
-give. Years hence I shouldn't be surprised if I have trouble with
-her; but I shall be getting old, I shall have children by then. I
-shall shut my eyes. I have had my great passion; hers is perhaps
-to come--I don't suppose it will be for me. I offer her a great
-deal, and I don't expect much in return, except children, or at
-least a son. But one thing I am sure of--she has very good sense!"
-
-And if, insatiate, the enquirer had gone on, "You do not look,
-then, for spiritual union in this marriage?" Soames would have
-lifted his sideway smile, and rejoined: "That's as it may be. If I
-get satisfaction for my senses, perpetuation of myself; good taste
-and good humour in the house; it is all I can expect at my age. I
-am not likely to be going out of my way towards any far-fetched
-sentimentalism." Whereon, the enquirer must in good taste have
-ceased enquiry.
-
-The Queen was dead, and the air of the greatest city upon earth
-grey with unshed tears. Fur-coated and top-hatted, with Annette
-beside him in dark furs, Soames crossed Park Lane on the morning of
-the funeral procession, to the rails in Hyde Park. Little moved
-though he ever was by public matters, this event, supremely
-symbolical, this summing-up of a long rich period, impressed his
-fancy. In '37, when she came to the throne, 'Superior Dosset' was
-still building houses to make London hideous; and James, a
-stripling of twenty-six, just laying the foundations of his
-practice in the Law. Coaches still ran; men wore stocks, shaved
-their upper lips, ate oysters out of barrels; 'tigers' swung behind
-cabriolets; women said, 'La!' and owned no property; there were
-manners in the land, and pigsties for the poor; unhappy devils were
-hanged for little crimes, and Dickens had but just begun to write.
-Well-nigh two generations had slipped by--of steamboats, railways,
-telegraphs, bicycles, electric light, telephones, and now these
-motorcars--of such accumulated wealth, that eight per cent. had
-become three, and Forsytes were numbered by the thousand! Morals
-had changed, manners had changed, men had become monkeys twice-
-removed, God had become Mammon--Mammon so respectable as to deceive
-himself: Sixty-four years that favoured property, and had made the
-upper middle class; buttressed, chiselled, polished it, till it was
-almost indistinguishable in manners, morals, speech, appearance,
-habit, and soul from the nobility. An epoch which had gilded
-individual liberty so that if a man had money, he was free in law
-and fact, and if he had not money he was free in law and not in
-fact. An era which had canonised hypocrisy, so that to seem to be
-respectable was to be. A great Age, whose transmuting influence
-nothing had escaped save the nature of man and the nature of the
-Universe.
-
-And to witness the passing of this Age, London--its pet and fancy--
-was pouring forth her citizens through every gate into Hyde Park,
-hub of Victorianism, happy hunting-ground of Forsytes. Under the
-grey heavens, whose drizzle just kept off, the dark concourse
-gathered to see the show. The 'good old' Queen, full of years and
-virtue, had emerged from her seclusion for the last time to make a
-London holiday. From Houndsditch, Acton, Ealing, Hampstead,
-Islington, and Bethnal Green; from Hackney, Hornsey, Leytonstone,
-Battersea, and Fulham; and from those green pastures where Forsytes
-flourish--Mayfair and Kensington, St. James' and Belgravia,
-Bayswater and Chelsea and the Regent's Park, the people swarmed
-down on to the roads where death would presently pass with dusky
-pomp and pageantry. Never again would a Queen reign so long, or
-people have a chance to see so much history buried for their money.
-A pity the war dragged on, and that the Wreath of Victory could not
-be laid upon her coffin! All else would be there to follow and
-commemorate--soldiers, sailors, foreign princes, half-masted
-bunting, tolling bells, and above all the surging, great,
-dark-coated crowd, with perhaps a simple sadness here and there
-deep in hearts beneath black clothes put on by regulation. After
-all, more than a Queen was going to her rest, a woman who had
-braved sorrow, lived well and wisely according to her lights.
-
-Out in the crowd against the railings, with his arm hooked in
-Annette's, Soames waited. Yes! the Age was passing! What with
-this Trade Unionism, and Labour fellows in the House of Commons,
-with continental fiction, and something in the general feel of
-everything, not to be expressed in words, things were very
-different; he recalled the crowd on Mafeking night, and George
-Forsyte saying: "They're all socialists, they want our goods."
-Like James, Soames didn't know, he couldn't tell--with Edward on
-the throne! Things would never be as safe again as under good old
-Viccy! Convulsively he pressed his young wife's arm. There, at
-any rate, was something substantially his own, domestically certain
-again at last; something which made property worth while--a real
-thing once more. Pressed close against her and trying to ward
-others off, Soames was content. The crowd swayed round them, ate
-sandwiches and dropped crumbs; boys who had climbed the plane-trees
-chattered above like monkeys, threw twigs and orange-peel. It was
-past time; they should be coming soon! And, suddenly, a little
-behind them to the left, he saw a tallish man with a soft hat and
-short grizzling beard, and a tallish woman in a little round fur
-cap and veil. Jolyon and Irene talking, smiling at each other,
-close together like Annette and himself! They had not seen him;
-and stealthily, with a very queer feeling in his heart, Soames
-watched those two. They looked happy! What had they come here
-for--inherently illicit creatures, rebels from the Victorian ideal?
-What business had they in this crowd? Each of them twice exiled by
-morality--making a boast, as it were, of love and laxity! He
-watched them fascinated; admitting grudgingly even with his arm
-thrust through Annette's that--that she--Irene--No! he would not
-admit it; and he turned his eyes away. He would not see them, and
-let the old bitterness, the old longing rise up within him! And
-then Annette turned to him and said: "Those two people, Soames;
-they know you, I am sure. Who are they?"
-
-Soames nosed sideways.
-
-"What people?"
-
-"There, you see them; just turning away. They know you."
-
-"No," Soames answered; "a mistake, my dear."
-
-"A lovely face! And how she walk! Elle est tres distinguee!"
-
-Soames looked then. Into his life, out of his life she had walked
-like that swaying and erect, remote, unseizable; ever eluding the
-contact of his soul! He turned abruptly from that receding
-vision of the past.
-
-"You'd better attend," he said, "they're coming now!"
-
-But while he stood, grasping her arm, seemingly intent on the head
-of the procession, he was quivering with the sense of always
-missing something, with instinctive regret that he had not got them
-both.
-
-Slow came the music and the march, till, in silence, the long line
-wound in through the Park gate. He heard Annette whisper, "How sad
-it is and beautiful!" felt the clutch of her hand as she stood up
-on tiptoe; and the crowd's emotion gripped him. There it was--the
-bier of the Queen, coffin of the Age slow passing! And as it went
-by there came a murmuring groan from all the long line of those who
-watched, a sound such as Soames had never heard, so unconscious,
-primitive, deep and wild, that neither he nor any knew whether they
-had joined in uttering it. Strange sound, indeed! Tribute of an
-Age to its own death.... Ah! Ah!.... The hold on life had
-slipped. That which had seemed eternal was gone! The Queen--God
-bless her!
-
-It moved on with the bier, that travelling groan, as a fire moves
-on over grass in a thin line; it kept step, and marched alongside
-down the dense crowds mile after mile. It was a human sound, and
-yet inhuman, pushed out by animal subconsciousness, by intimate
-knowledge of universal death and change. None of us--none of us
-can hold on for ever!
-
-It left silence for a little--a very little time, till tongues
-began, eager to retrieve interest in the show. Soames lingered
-just long enough to gratify Annette, then took her out of the Park
-to lunch at his father's in Park Lane....
-
-James had spent the morning gazing out of his bedroom window. The
-last show he would see, last of so many! So she was gone! Well,
-she was getting an old woman. Swithin and he had seen her crowned-
--slim slip of a girl, not so old as Imogen! She had got very stout
-of late. Jolyon and he had seen her married to that German chap,
-her husband--he had turned out all right before he died, and left
-her with that son of his. And he remembered the many evenings he
-and his brothers and their cronies had wagged their heads over
-their wine and walnuts and that fellow in his salad days. And now
-he had come to the throne. They said he had steadied down--he
-didn't know--couldn't tell! He'd make the money fly still, he
-shouldn't wonder. What a lot of people out there! It didn't seem
-so very long since he and Swithin stood in the crowd outside
-Westminster Abbey when she was crowned, and Swithin had taken him
-to Cremorne afterwards--racketty chap, Swithin; no, it didn't seem
-much longer ago than Jubilee Year, when he had joined with Roger in
-renting a balcony in Piccadilly.
-
-Jolyon, Swithin, Roger all gone, and he would be ninety in August!
-And there was Soames married again to a French girl. The French
-were a queer lot, but they made good mothers, he had heard. Things
-changed! They said this German Emperor was here for the funeral,
-his telegram to old Kruger had been in shocking taste. He should
-not be surprised if that chap made trouble some day. Change! H'm!
-Well, they must look after themselves when he was gone: he didn't
-know where he'd be! And now Emily had asked Dartie to lunch, with
-Winifred and Imogen, to meet Soames' wife--she was always doing
-something. And there was Irene living with that fellow Jolyon,
-they said. He'd marry her now, he supposed.
-
-'My brother Jolyon,' he thought, 'what would he have said to it
-all?' And somehow the utter impossibility of knowing what his elder
-brother, once so looked up to, would have said, so worried James
-that he got up from his chair by the window, and began slowly,
-feebly to pace the room.
-
-'She was a pretty thing, too,' he thought; 'I was fond of her.
-Perhaps Soames didn't suit her--I don't know--I can't tell. We
-never had any trouble with our wives.' Women had changed
-everything had changed! And now the Queen was dead--well, there it
-was! A movement in the crowd brought him to a standstill at the
-window, his nose touching the pane and whitening from the chill of
-it. They had got her as far as Hyde Park Corner--they were passing
-now! Why didn't Emily come up here where she could see, instead of
-fussing about lunch. He missed her at that moment--missed her!
-Through the bare branches of the plane-trees he could just see the
-procession, could see the hats coming off the people's heads--a lot
-of them would catch colds, he shouldn't wonder! A voice behind him
-said:
-
-"You've got a capital view here, James!"
-
-"There you are!" muttered James; "why didn't you come before? You
-might have missed it!"
-
-And he was silent, staring with all his might.
-
-"What's the noise?" he asked suddenly.
-
-"There's no noise," returned Emily; "what are you thinking of?--
-they wouldn't cheer."
-
-"I can hear it."
-
-"Nonsense, James!"
-
-No sound came through those double panes; what James heard was the
-groaning in his own heart at sight of his Age passing.
-
-"Don't you ever tell me where I'm buried," he said suddenly. "I
-shan't want to know." And he turned from the window. There she
-went, the old Queen; she'd had a lot of anxiety--she'd be glad to
-be out of it, he should think!
-
-Emily took up the hair-brushes.
-
-"There'll be just time to brush your head," she said, "before they
-come. You must look your best, James."
-
-"Ah!" muttered James; "they say she's pretty."
-
-The meeting with his new daughter-in-law took place in the
-dining-room. James was seated by the fire when she was brought in.
-He placed, his hands on the arms of the chair and slowly raised
-himself. Stooping and immaculate in his frock-coat, thin as a line
-in Euclid, he received Annette's hand in his; and the anxious eyes
-of his furrowed face, which had lost its colour now, doubted above
-her. A little warmth came into them and into his cheeks, refracted
-from her bloom.
-
-"How are you?" he said. "You've been to see the Queen, I suppose?
-Did you have a good crossing?"
-
-In this way he greeted her from whom he hoped for a grandson of his
-name.
-
-Gazing at him, so old, thin, white, and spotless, Annette murmured
-something in French which James did not understand.
-
-"Yes, yes," he said, "you want your lunch, I expect. Soames, ring
-the bell; we won't wait for that chap Dartie." But just then they
-arrived. Dartie had refused to go out of his way to see 'the old
-girl.' With an early cocktail beside him, he had taken a 'squint'
-from the smoking-room of the Iseeum, so that Winifred and Imogen
-had been obliged to come back from the Park to fetch him thence.
-His brown eyes rested on Annette with a stare of almost startled
-satisfaction. The second beauty that fellow Soames had picked up!
-What women could see in him! Well, she would play him the same
-trick as the other, no doubt; but in the meantime he was a lucky
-devil! And he brushed up his moustache, having in nine months of
-Green Street domesticity regained almost all his flesh and his
-assurance. Despite the comfortable efforts of Emily, Winifred's
-composure, Imogen's enquiring friendliness, Dartie's showing-off,
-and James' solicitude about her food, it was not, Soames felt, a
-successful lunch for his bride. He took her away very soon.
-
-"That Monsieur Dartie," said Annette in the cab, "je n'aime pas ce
-type-la!"
-
-"No, by George!" said Soames.
-
-"Your sister is veree amiable, and the girl is pretty. Your father
-is veree old. I think your mother has trouble with him; I should
-not like to be her."
-
-Soames nodded at the shrewdness, the clear hard judgment in his
-young wife; but it disquieted him a little. The thought may have
-just flashed through him, too: 'When I'm eighty she'll be
-fifty-five, having trouble with me!'
-
-"There's just one other house of my relations I must take you to,"
-he said; "you'll find it funny, but we must get it over; and then
-we'll dine and go to the theatre."
-
-In this way he prepared her for Timothy's. But Timothy's was
-different. They were delighted to see dear Soames after this long
-long time; and so this was Annette!
-
-"You are so pretty, my dear; almost too young and pretty for dear
-Soames, aren't you? But he's very attentive and careful--such a
-good hush...." Aunt Juley checked herself, and placed her lips
-just under each of Annette's eyes--she afterwards described them to
-Francie, who dropped in, as: "Cornflower-blue, so pretty, I quite
-wanted to kiss them. I must say dear Soames is a perfect
-connoisseur. In her French way, and not so very French either, I
-think she's as pretty--though not so distinguished, not so
-alluring--as Irene. Because she was alluring, wasn't she? with
-that white skin and those dark eyes, and that hair, couleur de--
-what was it? I always forget."
-
-"Feuille morte," Francie prompted.
-
-"Of course, dead leaves--so strange. I remember when I was a girl,
-before we came to London, we had a foxhound puppy--to 'walk' it was
-called then; it had a tan top to its head and a white chest, and
-beautiful dark brown eyes, and it was a lady."
-
-"Yes, auntie," said Francie, "but I don't see the connection."
-
-"Oh!" replied Aunt Juley, rather flustered, "it was so alluring,
-and her eyes and hair, you know...." She was silent, as if
-surprised in some indelicacy. "Feuille morte," she added suddenly;
-"Hester--do remember that!"....
-
-Considerable debate took place between the two sisters whether
-Timothy should or should not be summoned to see Annette.
-
-"Oh, don't bother!" said Soames.
-
-"But it's no trouble, only of course Annette's being French might
-upset him a little. He was so scared about Fashoda. I think
-perhaps we had better not run the risk, Hester. It's nice to have
-her all to ourselves, isn't it? And how are you, Soames? Have you
-quite got over your...."
-
-Hester interposed hurriedly:
-
-"What do you think of London, Annette?"
-
-Soames, disquieted, awaited the reply. It came, sensible,
-composed: "Oh! I know London. I have visited before."
-
-He had never ventured to speak to her on the subject of the
-restaurant. The French had different notions about gentility, and
-to shrink from connection with it might seem to her ridiculous; he
-had waited to be married before mentioning it; and now he wished he
-hadn't.
-
-"And what part do you know best?" said Aunt Juley.
-
-"Soho," said Annette simply.
-
-Soames snapped his jaw.
-
-"Soho?" repeated Aunt Juley; "Soho?"
-
-'That'll go round the family,' thought Soames.
-
-"It's very French, and interesting," he said.
-
-"Yes," murmured Aunt Juley, "your Uncle Roger had some houses there
-once; he was always having to turn the tenants out, I remember."
-
-Soames changed the subject to Mapledurham.
-
-"Of course," said Aunt Juley, "you will be going down there soon to
-settle in. We are all so looking forward to the time when Annette
-has a dear little...."
-
-"Juley!" cried Aunt Hester desperately, "ring tea!"
-
-Soames dared not wait for tea, and took Annette away.
-
-"I shouldn't mention Soho if I were you," he said in the cab.
-"It's rather a shady part of London; and you're altogether above
-that restaurant business now; I mean," he added, "I want you to
-know nice people, and the English are fearful snobs."
-
-Annette's clear eyes opened; a little smile came on her lips.
-
-"Yes?" she said.
-
-'H'm!' thought Soames, 'that's meant for me!' and he looked at her
-hard. 'She's got good business instincts,' he thought. 'I must
-make her grasp it once for all!'
-
-"Look here, Annette! it's very simple, only it wants
-understanding. Our professional and leisured classes still think
-themselves a cut above our business classes, except of course the
-very rich. It may be stupid, but there it is, you see. It isn't
-advisable in England to let people know that you ran a restaurant
-or kept a shop or were in any kind of trade. It may have been
-extremely creditable, but it puts a sort of label on you; you don't
-have such a good time, or meet such nice people--that's all."
-
-"I see," said Annette; "it is the same in France."
-
-"Oh!" murmured Soames, at once relieved and taken aback. "Of
-course, class is everything, really."
-
-"Yes," said Annette; "comme vous etes sage."
-
-'That's all right,' thought Soames, watching her lips, 'only she's
-pretty cynical.' His knowledge of French was not yet such as to
-make him grieve that she had not said 'tu.' He slipped his arm
-round her, and murmured with an effort:
-
-"Et vous etes ma belle femme."
-
-Annette went off into a little fit of laughter.
-
-"Oh, non!" she said. "Oh, non! ne parlez pas Francais, Soames.
-What is that old lady, your aunt, looking forward to?"
-
-Soames bit his lip. "God knows!" he said; "she's always saying
-something;" but he knew better than God.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-SUSPENDED ANIMATION
-
-
-The war dragged on. Nicholas had been heard to say that it would
-cost three hundred millions if it cost a penny before they'd done
-with it! The income-tax was seriously threatened. Still, there
-would be South Africa for their money, once for all. And though
-the possessive instinct felt badly shaken at three o'clock in the
-morning, it recovered by breakfast-time with the recollection that
-one gets nothing in this world without paying for it. So, on the
-whole, people went about their business much as if there were no
-war, no concentration camps, no slippery de Wet, no feeling on the
-Continent, no anything unpleasant. Indeed, the attitude of the
-nation was typified by Timothy's map, whose animation was
-suspended--for Timothy no longer moved the flags, and they could
-not move themselves, not even backwards and forwards as they should
-have done.
-
-Suspended animation went further; it invaded Forsyte 'Change, and
-produced a general uncertainty as to what was going to happen next.
-The announcement in the marriage column of The Times, 'Jolyon
-Forsyte to Irene, only daughter of the late Professor Heron,' had
-occasioned doubt whether Irene had been justly described. And yet,
-on the whole, relief was felt that she had not been entered as
-'Irene, late the wife,' or 'the divorced wife,' 'of Soames
-Forsyte.' Altogether, there had been a kind of sublimity from the
-first about the way the family had taken that 'affair.' As James
-had phrased it, 'There it was!' No use to fuss! Nothing to be had
-out of admitting that it had been a 'nasty jar'--in the phraseology
-of the day.
-
-But what would happen now that both Soames and Jolyon were married
-again? That was very intriguing. George was known to have laid
-Eustace six to four on a little Jolyon before a little Soames.
-George was so droll! It was rumoured, too, that he and Dartie had
-a bet as to whether James would attain the age of ninety, though
-which of them had backed James no one knew.
-
-Early in May, Winifred came round to say that Val had been wounded
-in the leg by a spent bullet, and was to be discharged. His wife
-was nursing him. He would have a little limp--nothing to speak of.
-He wanted his grandfather to buy him a farm out there where he
-could breed horses. Her father was giving Holly eight hundred a
-year, so they could be quite comfortable, because his grandfather
-would give Val five, he had said; but as to the farm, he didn't
-know--couldn't tell: he didn't want Val to go throwing away his
-money.
-
-"But you know," said Winifred, "he must do something."
-
-Aunt Hester thought that perhaps his dear grandfather was wise,
-because if he didn't buy a farm it couldn't turn out badly.
-
-"But Val loves horses," said Winifred. "It'd be such an occupation
-for him."
-
-Aunt Juley thought that horses were very uncertain, had not
-Montague found them so?
-
-"Val's different," said Winifred; "he takes after me."
-
-Aunt Juley was sure that dear Val was very clever. "I always
-remember," she added, "how he gave his bad penny to a beggar. His
-dear grandfather was so pleased. He thought it showed such
-presence of mind. I remember his saying that he ought to go into
-the Navy."
-
-Aunt Hester chimed in: Did not Winifred think that it was much
-better for the young people to be secure and not run any risk at
-their age?
-
-"Well," said Winifred, "if they were in London, perhaps; in London
-it's amusing to do nothing. But out there, of course, he'll simply
-get bored to death."
-
-Aunt Hester thought that it would be nice for him to work, if he
-were quite sure not to lose by it. It was not as if they had no
-money. Timothy, of course, had done so well by retiring. Aunt
-Juley wanted to know what Montague had said.
-
-Winifred did not tell her, for Montague had merely remarked: "Wait
-till the old man dies."
-
-At this moment Francie was announced. Her eyes were brimming with
-a smile.
-
-"Well," she said, "what do you think of it?"
-
-"Of what, dear?"
-
-"In The Times this morning."
-
-"We haven't seen it, we always read it after dinner; Timothy has it
-till then."
-
-Francie rolled her eyes.
-
-"Do you think you ought to tell us?" said Aunt Juley. "What was
-it?"
-
-"Irene's had a son at Robin Hill."
-
-Aunt Juley drew in her breath. "But," she said, "they were only
-married in March!"
-
-"Yes, Auntie; isn't it interesting?"
-
-"Well," said Winifred, "I'm glad. I was sorry for Jolyon losing
-his boy. It might have been Val."
-
-Aunt Juley seemed to go into a sort of dream. "I wonder," she
-murmured, "what dear Soames will think? He has so wanted to have a
-son himself. A little bird has always told me that."
-
-"Well," said Winifred, "he's going to--bar accidents."
-
-Gladness trickled out of Aunt Juley's eyes.
-
-"How delightful!" she said. "When?"
-
-"November."
-
-Such a lucky month! But she did wish it could be sooner. It was a
-long time for James to wait, at his age!
-
-To wait! They dreaded it for James, but they were used to it
-themselves. Indeed, it was their great distraction. To wait! For
-The Times to read; for one or other of their nieces or nephews to
-come in and cheer them up; for news of Nicholas' health; for that
-decision of Christopher's about going on the stage; for information
-concerning the mine of Mrs. MacAnder's nephew; for the doctor to
-come about Hester's inclination to wake up early in the morning;
-for books from the library which were always out; for Timothy to
-have a cold; for a nice quiet warm day, not too hot, when they
-could take a turn in Kensington Gardens. To wait, one on each side
-of the hearth in the drawing-room, for the clock between them to
-strike; their thin, veined, knuckled hands plying knitting-needles
-and crochet-hooks, their hair ordered to stop--like Canute's waves-
--from any further advance in colour. To wait in their black silks
-or satins for the Court to say that Hester might wear her dark
-green, and Juley her darker maroon. To wait, slowly turning over
-and over, in their old minds the little joys and sorrows, events
-and expectancies, of their little family world, as cows chew
-patient cuds in a familiar field. And this new event was so well
-worth waiting for. Soames had always been their pet, with his
-tendency to give them pictures, and his almost weekly visits which
-they missed so much, and his need for their sympathy evoked by the
-wreck of his first marriage. This new event--the birth of an heir
-to Soames--was so important for him, and for his dear father, too,
-that James might not have to die without some certainty about
-things. James did so dislike uncertainty; and with Montague, of
-course, he could not feel really satisfied to leave no grand-
-children but the young Darties. After all, one's own name did
-count! And as James' ninetieth birthday neared they wondered what
-precautions he was taking. He would be the first of the Forsytes to
-reach that age, and set, as it were, a new standard in holding on
-to life. That was so important, they felt, at their ages eighty-
-seven and eighty-five; though they did not want to think of
-themselves when they had Timothy, who was not yet eighty-two, to
-think of. There was, of course, a better world. 'In my Father's
-house are many mansions' was one of Aunt Juley's favourite sayings-
--it always comforted her, with its suggestion of house property,
-which had made the fortune of dear Roger. The Bible was, indeed, a
-great resource, and on very fine Sundays there was church in the
-morning; and sometimes Juley would steal into Timothy's study when
-she was sure he was out, and just put an open New Testament
-casually among the books on his little table--he was a great
-reader, of course, having been a publisher. But she had noticed
-that Timothy was always cross at dinner afterwards. And Smither
-had told her more than once that she had picked books off the floor
-in doing the room. Still, with all that, they did feel that heaven
-could not be quite so cosy as the rooms in which they and Timothy
-had been waiting so long. Aunt Hester, especially, could not bear
-the thought of the exertion. Any change, or rather the thought of
-a change--for there never was any--always upset her very much.
-Aunt Juley, who had more spirit, sometimes thought it would be
-quite exciting; she had so enjoyed that visit to Brighton the year
-dear Susan died. But then Brighton one knew was nice, and it was
-so difficult to tell what heaven would be like, so on the whole she
-was more than content to wait.
-
-On the morning of James' birthday, August the 5th, they felt
-extraordinary animation, and little notes passed between them by
-the hand of Smither while they were having breakfast in their beds.
-Smither must go round and take their love and little presents and
-find out how Mr. James was, and whether he had passed a good night
-with all the excitement. And on the way back would Smither call in
-at Green Street--it was a little out of her way, but she could take
-the bus up Bond Street afterwards; it would be a nice little change
-for her--and ask dear Mrs. Dartie to be sure and look in before she
-went out of town.
-
-All this Smither did--an undeniable servant trained many years ago
-under Aunt Ann to a perfection not now procurable. Mr. James, so
-Mrs. James said, had passed an excellent night, he sent his love;
-Mrs. James had said he was very funny and had complained that he
-didn't know what all the fuss was about. Oh! and Mrs. Dartie sent
-her love, and she would come to tea.
-
-Aunts Juley and Hester, rather hurt that their presents had not
-received special mention--they forgot every year that James could
-not bear to receive presents, 'throwing away their money on him,'
-as he always called it--were 'delighted'; it showed that James was
-in good spirits, and that was so important for him. And they began
-to wait for Winifred. She came at four, bringing Imogen, and Maud,
-just back from school, and 'getting such a pretty girl, too,' so
-that it was extremely difficult to ask for news about Annette.
-Aunt Juley, however, summoned courage to enquire whether Winifred
-had heard anything, and if Soames was anxious.
-
-"Uncle Soames is always anxious, Auntie," interrupted Imogen; "he
-can't be happy now he's got it."
-
-The words struck familiarly on Aunt Juley's ears. Ah! yes; that
-funny drawing of George's, which had not been shown them! But what
-did Imogen mean? That her uncle always wanted more than he could
-have? It was not at all nice to think like that.
-
-Imogen's voice rose clear and clipped:
-
-"Imagine! Annette's only two years older than me; it must be awful
-for her, married to Uncle Soames."
-
-Aunt Juley lifted her hands in horror.
-
-"My dear," she said, "you don't know what you're talking about.
-Your Uncle Soames is a match for anybody. He's a very clever man,
-and good-looking and wealthy, and most considerate and careful, and
-not at all old, considering everything."
-
-Imogen, turning her luscious glance from one to the other of the
-'old dears,' only smiled.
-
-"I hope," said Aunt Juley quite severely, "that you will marry as
-good a man."
-
-"I shan't marry a good man, Auntie," murmured Imogen; "they're
-dull."
-
-"If you go on like this," replied Aunt Juley, still very much
-upset, "you won't marry anybody. We'd better not pursue the
-subject;" and turning to Winifred, she said: "How is Montague?"
-
-That evening, while they were waiting for dinner, she murmured:
-
-"I've told Smither to get up half a bottle of the sweet champagne,
-Hester. I think we ought to drink dear James' health, and--and the
-health of Soames' wife; only, let's keep that quite secret. I'll
-Just say like this, 'And you know, Hester!' and then we'll drink.
-It might upset Timothy."
-
-"It's more likely to upset us," said Aunt Nester. "But we must, I
-suppose; for such an occasion."
-
-"Yes," said Aunt Juley rapturously, "it is an occasion! Only fancy
-if he has a dear little boy, to carry the family on! I do feel it
-so important, now that Irene has had a son. Winifred says George
-is calling Jolyon 'The Three-Decker,' because of his three
-families, you know! George is droll. And fancy! Irene is living
-after all in the house Soames had built for them both. It does
-seem hard on dear Soames; and he's always been so regular."
-
-That night in bed, excited and a little flushed still by her glass
-of wine and the secrecy of the second toast, she lay with her
-prayer-book opened flat, and her eyes fixed on a ceiling yellowed
-by the light from her reading-lamp. Young things! It was so nice
-for them all! And she would be so happy if she could see dear
-Soames happy. But, of course, he must be now, in spite of what
-Imogen had said. He would have all that he wanted: property, and
-wife, and children! And he would live to a green old age, like his
-dear father, and forget all about Irene and that dreadful case. If
-only she herself could be here to buy his children their first
-rocking-horse! Smither should choose it for her at the stores,
-nice and dappled. Ah! how Roger used to rock her until she fell
-off! Oh dear! that was a long time ago! It was! 'In my Father's
-house are many mansions--'A little scrattling noise caught her ear-
--'but no mice!' she thought mechanically. The noise increased.
-There! it was a mouse! How naughty of Smither to say there wasn't!
-It would be eating through the wainscot before they knew where they
-were, and they would have to have the builders in. They were such
-destructive things! And she lay, with her eyes just moving,
-following in her mind that little scrattling sound, and waiting for
-sleep to release her from it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-BIRTH OF A FORSYTE
-
-
-Soames walked out of the garden door, crossed the lawn, stood on
-the path above the river, turned round and walked back to the
-garden door, without having realised that he had moved. The sound
-of wheels crunching the drive convinced him that time had passed,
-and the doctor gone. What, exactly, had he said?
-
-"This is the position, Mr. Forsyte. I can make pretty certain of
-her life if I operate, but the baby will be born dead. If I don't
-operate, the baby will most probably be born alive, but it's a
-great risk for the mother--a great risk. In either case I don't
-think she can ever have another child. In her state she obviously
-can't decide for herself, and we can't wait for her mother. It's
-for you to make the decision, while I'm getting what's necessary.
-I shall be back within the hour."
-
-The decision! What a decision! No time to get a specialist down!
-No time for anything!
-
-The sound of wheels died away, but Soames still stood intent; then,
-suddenly covering his ears, he walked back to the river. To come
-before its time like this, with no chance to foresee anything, not
-even to get her mother here! It was for her mother to make that
-decision, and she couldn't arrive from Paris till to-night! If
-only he could have understood the doctor's jargon, the medical
-niceties, so as to be sure he was weighing the chances properly;
-but they were Greek to him--like a legal problem to a layman. And
-yet he must decide! He brought his hand away from his brow wet,
-though the air was chilly. These sounds which came from her room!
-To go back there would only make it more difficult. He must be
-calm, clear. On the one hand life, nearly certain, of his young
-wife, death quite certain, of his child; and--no more children
-afterwards! On the other, death perhaps of his wife, nearly
-certain life for the child; and--no more children afterwards!
-Which to choose?.... It had rained this last fortnight--the river
-was very full, and in the water, collected round the little
-house-boat moored by his landing-stage, were many leaves from the
-woods above, brought off by a frost. Leaves fell, lives drifted
-down--Death! To decide about death! And no one to give him a
-hand. Life lost was lost for good. Let nothing go that you could
-keep; for, if it went, you couldn't get it back. It left you bare,
-like those trees when they lost their leaves; barer and barer until
-you, too, withered and came down. And, by a queer somersault of
-thought, he seemed to see not Annette lying up there behind that
-window-pane on which the sun was shining, but Irene lying in their
-bedroom in Montpellier Square, as it might conceivably have been
-her fate to lie, sixteen years ago. Would he have hesitated then?
-Not a moment! Operate, operate! Make certain of her life! No
-decision--a mere instinctive cry for help, in spite of his know-
-ledge, even then, that she did not love him! But this! Ah! there
-was nothing overmastering in his feeling for Annette! Many times
-these last months, especially since she had been growing fright-
-ened, he had wondered. She had a will of her own, was selfish in
-her French way. And yet--so pretty! What would she wish--to take
-the risk. 'I know she wants the child,' he thought. 'If it's born
-dead, and no more chance afterwards--it'll upset her terribly. No
-more chance! All for nothing! Married life with her for years and
-years without a child. Nothing to steady her! She's too young.
-Nothing to look forward to, for her--for me! For me!' He struck
-his hands against his chest! Why couldn't he think without
-bringing himself in--get out of himself and see what he ought to
-do? The thought hurt him, then lost edge, as if it had come in
-contact with a breastplate. Out of oneself! Impossible! Out into
-soundless, scentless, touchless, sightless space! The very idea
-was ghastly, futile! And touching there the bedrock of reality,
-the bottom of his Forsyte spirit, Soames rested for a moment. When
-one ceased, all ceased; it might go on, but there'd be nothing in
-it!
-
-He looked at his watch. In half an hour the doctor would be back.
-He must decide! If against the operation and she died, how face
-her mother and the doctor afterwards? How face his own conscience?
-It was his child that she was having. If for the operation--then
-he condemned them both to childlessness. And for what else had he
-married her but to have a lawful heir? And his father--at death's
-door, waiting for the news! 'It's cruel!' he thought; 'I ought
-never to have such a thing to settle! It's cruel!' He turned
-towards the house. Some deep, simple way of deciding! He took out
-a coin, and put it back. If he spun it, he knew he would not abide
-by what came up! He went into the dining-room, furthest away from
-that room whence the sounds issued. The doctor had said there was
-a chance. In here that chance seemed greater; the river did not
-flow, nor the leaves fall. A fire was burning. Soames unlocked
-the tantalus. He hardly ever touched spirits, but now--he poured
-himself out some whisky and drank it neat, craving a faster flow of
-blood. 'That fellow Jolyon,' he thought; 'he had children already.
-He has the woman I really loved; and now a son by her! And I--I'm
-asked to destroy my only child! Annette can't die; it's not
-possible. She's strong!'
-
-He was still standing sullenly at the sideboard when he heard the
-doctor's carriage, and went out to him. He had to wait for him to
-come downstairs.
-
-"Well, doctor?"
-
-"The situation's the same. Have you decided?"
-
-"Yes," said Soames; "don't operate!"
-
-"Not? You understand--the risk's great?"
-
-In Soames' set face nothing moved but the lips.
-
-"You said there was a chance?"
-
-"A chance, yes; not much of one."
-
-"You say the baby must be born dead if you do?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Do you still think that in any case she can't have another?"
-
-"One can't be absolutely sure, but it's most unlikely."
-
-"She's strong," said Soames; "we'll take the risk."
-
-The doctor looked at him very gravely. "It's on your shoulders,"
-he said; "with my own wife, I couldn't."
-
-Soames' chin jerked up as if someone had hit him.
-
-"Am I of any use up there?" he asked.
-
-"No; keep away."
-
-"I shall be in my picture-gallery, then; you know where."
-
-The doctor nodded, and went upstairs.
-
-Soames continued to stand, listening. 'By this time to-morrow,' he
-thought, 'I may have her death on my hands.' No! it was unfair--
-monstrous, to put it that way! Sullenness dropped on him again,
-and he went up to the gallery. He stood at the window. The wind
-was in the north; it was cold, clear; very blue sky, heavy ragged
-white clouds chasing across; the river blue, too, through the
-screen of goldening trees; the woods all rich with colour, glowing,
-burnished-an early autumn. If it were his own life, would he be
-taking that risk? 'But she'd take the risk of losing me,' he
-thought, 'sooner than lose her child! She doesn't really love me!'
-What could one expect--a girl and French? The one thing really
-vital to them both, vital to their marriage and their futures, was
-a child! 'I've been through a lot for this,' he thought, 'I'll
-hold on--hold on. There's a chance of keeping both--a chance!'
-One kept till things were taken--one naturally kept! He began
-walking round the gallery. He had made one purchase lately which
-he knew was a fortune in itself, and he halted before it--a girl
-with dull gold hair which looked like filaments of metal gazing at
-a little golden monster she was holding in her hand. Even at this
-tortured moment he could just feel the extraordinary nature of the
-bargain he had made--admire the quality of the table, the floor,
-the chair, the girl's figure, the absorbed expression on her face,
-the dull gold filaments of her hair, the bright gold of the little
-monster. Collecting pictures; growing richer, richer! What use,
-if....! He turned his back abruptly on the picture, and went to
-the window. Some of his doves had flown up from their perches
-round the dovecot, and were stretching their wings in the wind. In
-the clear sharp sunlight their whiteness almost flashed. They flew
-far, making a flung-up hieroglyphic against the sky. Annette fed
-the doves; it was pretty to see her. They took it out of her hand;
-they knew she was matter-of-fact. A choking sensation came into
-his throat. She would not--could nod die! She was too--too
-sensible; and she was strong, really strong, like her mother, in
-spite of her fair prettiness
-
-It was already growing dark when at last he opened the door, and
-stood listening. Not a sound! A milky twilight crept about the
-stairway and the landings below. He had turned back when a sound
-caught his ear. Peering down, he saw a black shape moving, and his
-heart stood still. What was it? Death? The shape of Death coming
-from her door? No! only a maid without cap or apron. She came to
-the foot of his flight of stairs and said breathlessly:
-
-"The doctor wants to see you, sir."
-
-He ran down. She stood flat against the wall to let him pass, and
-said:
-
-"Oh, Sir! it's over."
-
-"Over?" said Soames, with a sort of menace; "what d'you mean?"
-
-"It's born, sir."
-
-He dashed up the four steps in front of him, and came suddenly on
-the doctor in the dim passage. The man was wiping his brow.
-
-"Well?" he said; "quick!"
-
-"Both living; it's all right, I think."
-
-Soames stood quite still, covering his eyes.
-
-"I congratulate you," he heard the doctor say; "it was touch and
-go."
-
-Soames let fall the hand which was covering his face.
-
-"Thanks," he said; "thanks very much. What is it?"
-
-"Daughter--luckily; a son would have killed her--the head."
-
-A daughter!
-
-"The utmost care of both," he hearts the doctor say, "and we shall
-do. When does the mother come?"
-
-"To-night, between nine and ten, I hope."
-
-"I'll stay till then. Do you want to see them?"
-
-"Not now," said Soames; "before you go. I'll have dinner sent up
-to you." And he went downstairs.
-
-Relief unspeakable, and yet--a daughter! It seemed to him unfair.
-To have taken that risk--to have been through this agony--and what
-agony!--for a daughter! He stood before the blazing fire of wood
-logs in the hall, touching it with his toe and trying to readjust
-himself. 'My father!' he thought. A bitter disappointment, no
-disguising it! One never got all one wanted in this life! And
-there was no other--at least, if there was, it was no use!
-
-While he was standing there, a telegram was brought him.
-
-"Come up at once, your father sinking fast.
---MOTHER."
-
-He read it with a choking sensation. One would have thought he
-couldn't feel anything after these last hours, but he felt this.
-Half-past seven, a train from Reading at nine, and madame's train,
-if she had caught it, came in at eight-forty--he would meet that,
-and go on. He ordered the carriage, ate some dinner mechanically,
-and went upstairs. The doctor came out to him.
-
-"They're sleeping."
-
-"I won't go in," said Soames with relief. "My father's dying; I
-have to--go up. Is it all right?"
-
-The doctor's face expressed a kind of doubting admiration. 'If
-they were all as unemotional' he might have been saying.
-
-"Yes, I think you may go with an easy mind. You'll be down soon?"
-
-"To-morrow," said Soames. "Here's the address."
-
-The doctor seemed to hover on the verge of sympathy.
-
-"Good-night!" said Soames abruptly, and turned away. He put on his
-fur coat. Death! It was a chilly business. He smoked a cigarette
-in the carriage--one of his rare cigarettes. The night was windy
-and flew on black wings; the carriage lights had to search out the
-way. His father! That old, old man! A comfortless night--to die!
-
-The London train came in just as he reached the station, and Madame
-Lamotte, substantial, dark-clothed, very yellow in the lamplight,
-came towards the exit with a dressing-bag.
-
-"This all you have?" asked Soames.
-
-"But yes; I had not the time. How is my little one?"
-
-"Doing well--both. A girl!"
-
-"A girl! What joy! I had a frightful crossing!"
-
-Her black bulk, solid, unreduced by the frightful crossing, climbed
-into the brougham.
-
-"And you, mon cher?"
-
-"My father's dying," said Soames between his teeth. "I'm going up.
-Give my love to Annette."
-
-"Tiens!" murmured Madame Lamotte; "quel malheur!"
-
-Soames took his hat off, and moved towards his train. 'The
-French!' he thought.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-JAMES IS TOLD
-
-
-A simple cold, caught in the room with double windows, where the
-air and the people who saw him were filtered, as it were, the room
-he had not left since the middle of September--and James was in
-deep waters. A little cold, passing his little strength and flying
-quickly to his lungs. "He mustn't catch cold," the doctor had
-declared, and he had gone and caught it. When he first felt it in
-his throat he had said to his nurse--for he had one now--"There, I
-knew how it would be, airing the room like that!" For a whole day
-he was highly nervous about himself and went in advance of all
-precautions and remedies; drawing every breath with extreme care
-and having his temperature taken every hour. Emily was not
-alarmed.
-
-But next morning when she went in the nurse whispered: "He won't
-have his temperature taken."
-
-Emily crossed to the side of the bed where he was lying, and said
-softly, "How do you feel, James?" holding the thermometer to his
-lips. James looked up at her.
-
-"What's the good of that?" he murmured huskily; "I don't want to
-know."
-
-Then she was alarmed. He breathed with difficulty, he looked
-terribly frail, white, with faint red discolorations. She had 'had
-trouble' with him, Goodness knew; but he was James, had been James
-for nearly fifty years; she couldn't remember or imagine life
-without James--James, behind all his fussiness, his pessimism, his
-crusty shell, deeply affectionate, really kind and generous to them
-all!
-
-All that day and the next he hardly uttered a word, but there was
-in his eyes a noticing of everything done for him, a look on his
-face which told her he was fighting; and she did not lose hope.
-His very stillness, the way he conserved every little scrap of
-energy, showed the tenacity with which he was fighting. It touched
-her deeply; and though her face was composed and comfortable in the
-sick-room, tears ran down her cheeks when she was out of it.
-
-About tea-time on the third day--she had just changed her dress,
-keeping her appearance so as not to alarm him, because he noticed
-everything--she saw a difference. 'It's no use; I'm tired,' was
-written plainly across that white face, and when she went up to
-him, he muttered: "Send for Soames."
-
-"Yes, James," she said comfortably; "all right--at once." And she
-kissed his forehead. A tear dropped there, and as she wiped it off
-she saw that his eyes looked grateful. Much upset, and without
-hope now, she sent Soames the telegram.
-
-When he entered out of the black windy night, the big house was
-still as a grave. Warmson's broad face looked almost narrow; he
-took the fur coat with a sort of added care, saying:
-
-"Will you have a glass of wine, sir?"
-
-Soames shook his head, and his eyebrows made enquiry.
-
-Warmson's lips twitched. "He's asking for you, sir;" and suddenly
-he blew his nose. "It's a long time, sir," he said, "that I've
-been with Mr. Forsyte--a long time."
-
-Soames left him folding the coat, and began to mount the stairs.
-This house, where he had been born and sheltered, had never seemed
-to him so warm, and rich, and cosy, as during this last pilgrimage
-to his father's room. It was not his taste; but in its own sub-
-stantial, lincrusta way it was the acme of comfort and security.
-And the night was so dark and windy; the grave so cold and lonely
-
-He paused outside the door. No sound came from within. He turned
-the handle softly and was in the room before he was perceived. The
-light was shaded. His mother and Winifred were sitting on the far
-side of the bed; the nurse was moving away from the near side where
-was an empty chair. 'For me!' thought Soames. As he moved from
-the door his mother and sister rose, but he signed with his hand
-and they sat down again. He went up to the chair and stood looking
-at his father. James' breathing was as if strangled; his eyes were
-closed. And in Soames, looking on his father so worn and white and
-wasted, listening to his strangled breathing, there rose a
-passionate vehemence of anger against Nature, cruel, inexorable
-Nature, kneeling on the chest of that wisp of a body, slowly
-pressing out the breath, pressing out the life of the being who was
-dearest to him in the world. His father, of all men, had lived a
-careful life, moderate, abstemious, and this was his reward--to
-have life slowly, painfully squeezed out of him! And, without
-knowing that he spoke, he said: "It's cruel!"
-
-He saw his mother cover her eyes and Winifred bow her face towards
-the bed. Women! They put up with things so much. better than
-men. He took a step nearer to his father. For three days James
-had not been shaved, and his lips and chin were covered with hair,
-hardly more snowy than his forehead. It softened his face, gave it
-a queer look already not of this world. His eyes opened. Soames
-went quite close and bent over. The lips moved.
-
-"Here I am, Father:"
-
-"Um--what--what news? They never tell...." the voice died, and a
-flood of emotion made Soames' face work so that he could not speak.
-Tell him?--yes. But what? He made a great effort, got his lips
-together, and said:
-
-"Good news, dear, good--Annette, a son."
-
-"Ah!" It was the queerest sound, ugly, relieved, pitiful,
-triumphant--like the noise a baby makes getting what it wants. The
-eyes closed, and that strangled sound of breathing began again.
-Soames recoiled to the chair and stonily sat down. The lie he had
-told, based, as it were, on some deep, temperamental instinct that
-after death James would not know the truth, had taken away all
-power of feeling for the moment. His arm brushed against
-something. It was his father's naked foot. In the struggle to
-breathe he had pushed it out from under the clothes. Soames took
-it in his hand, a cold foot, light and thin, white, very cold.
-What use to put it back, to wrap up that which must be colder soon!
-He warmed it mechanically with his hand, listening to his father's
-laboured breathing; while the power of feeling rose again within
-him. A little sob, quickly smothered, came from Winifred, but his
-mother sat unmoving with her eyes fixed on James. Soames signed to
-the nurse.
-
-"Where's the doctor?" he whispered.
-
-"He's been sent for."
-
-"Can't you do anything to ease his breathing?"
-
-"Only an injection; and he can't stand it. The doctor said, while
-he was fighting...."
-
-"He's not fighting," whispered Soames, "he's being slowly
-smothered. It's awful."
-
-James stirred uneasily, as if he knew what they were saying.
-Soames rose and bent over him. James feebly moved his two hands,
-and Soames took them.
-
-"He wants to be pulled up," whispered the nurse.
-
-Soames pulled. He thought he pulled gently, but a look almost of
-anger passed over James' face. The nurse plumped the pillows.
-Soames laid the hands down, and bending over kissed his father's
-forehead. As he was raising himself again, James' eyes bent on him
-a look which seemed to come from the very depths of what was left
-within. 'I'm done, my boy,' it seemed to say, 'take care of them,
-take care of yourself; take care--I leave it all to you.'
-
-"Yes, Yes," Soames whispered, "yes, yes."
-
-Behind him the nurse did he knew, not what, for his father made a
-tiny movement of repulsion as if resenting that interference; and
-almost at once his breathing eased away, became quiet; he lay very
-still. The strained expression on his face passed, a curious white
-tranquillity took its place. His eyelids quivered, rested; the
-whole face rested; at ease. Only by the faint puffing of his lips
-could they tell that he was breathing. Soames sank back on his
-chair, and fell to cherishing the foot again. He heard the nurse
-quietly crying over there by the fire; curious that she, a
-stranger, should be the only one of them who cried! He heard the
-quiet lick and flutter of the fire flames. One more old Forsyte
-going to his long rest--wonderful, they were!--wonderful how he had
-held on! His mother and Winifred were leaning forward, hanging on
-the sight of James' lips. But Soames bent sideways over the feet,
-warming them both; they gave him comfort, colder and colder though
-they grew. Suddenly he started up; a sound, a dreadful sound such
-as he had never heard, was coming from his father's lips, as if an
-outraged heart had broken with a long moan. What a strong heart,
-to have uttered that farewell! It ceased. Soaines looked into the
-face. No motion; no breath! Dead! He kissed the brow, turned
-round and went out of the room. He ran upstairs to the bedroom,
-his old bedroom, still kept for him; flung himself face down on the
-bed, and broke into sobs which he stilled with the pillow....
-
-A little later he went downstairs and passed into the room. James
-lay alone, wonderfully calm, free from shadow and anxiety, with the
-gravity on his ravaged face which underlies great age, the worn
-fine gravity of old coins.
-
-Soames looked steadily at that face, at the fire, at all the room
-with windows thrown open to the London night.
-
-"Good-bye!" he whispered, and went out.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-HIS
-
-
-He had much to see to, that night and all next day. A telegram at
-breakfast reassured him about Annette, and he only caught the last
-train back to Reading, with Emily's kiss on his forehead and in his
-ears her words:
-
-"I don't know what I should have done without you, my dear boy."
-
-He reached his house at midnight. The weather had changed, was
-mild again, as though, having finished its work and sent a Forsyte
-to his last account, it could relax. A second telegram, received
-at dinner-time, had confirmed the good news of Annette, and,
-instead of going in, Soames passed down through the garden in the
-moonlight to his houseboat. He could sleep there quite well.
-Bitterly tired, he lay down on the sofa in his fur coat and fell
-asleep. He woke soon after dawn and went on deck. He stood
-against the rail, looking west where the river swept round in a
-wide curve under the woods. In Soames, appreciation of natural
-beauty was curiously like that of his farmer ancestors, a sense of
-grievance if it wasn't there, sharpened, no doubt, and civilised,
-by his researches among landscape painting. But dawn has power to
-fertilise the most matter-of-fact vision, and he was stirred. It
-was another world from the river he knew, under that remote cool
-light; a world into which man had not entered, an unreal world,
-like some strange shore sighted by discovery. Its colour was not
-the colour of convention, was hardly colour at all; its shapes were
-brooding yet distinct; its silence stunning; it had no scent. Why
-it should move him he could not tell, unless it were that he felt
-so alone in it, bare of all relationship and all possessions. Into
-such a world his father might be voyaging, for all resemblance it
-had to the world he had left. And Soames took refuge from it in
-wondering what painter could have done it justice. The white-grey
-water was like--like the belly of a fish! Was it possible that
-this world on which he looked was all private property, except the
-water--and even that was tapped! No tree, no shrub, not a blade of
-grass, not a bird or beast, not even a fish that was not owned.
-And once on a time all this was jungle and marsh and water, and
-weird creatures roamed and sported without human cognizance to give
-them names; rotting luxuriance had rioted where those tall, care-
-fully planted woods came down to the water, and marsh-misted reeds
-on that far side had covered all the pasture. Well! they had got
-it under, kennelled it all up, labelled it, and stowed it in
-lawyers' offices. And a good thing too! But once in a way, as
-now, the ghost of the past came out to haunt and brood and whisper
-to any human who chanced to be awake: 'Out of my unowned loneliness
-you all came, into it some day you will all return.'
-
-And Soames, who felt the chill and the eeriness of that world-new
-to him and so very old: the world, unowned, visiting the scene of
-its past--went down and made himself tea on a spirit-lamp. When he
-had drunk it, he took out writing materials and wrote two
-paragraphs:
-
-"On the 20th instant at his residence in Park Lane, James Forsyte,
-in his ninety-first year. Funeral at noon on the 24th at Highgate.
-No flowers by request."
-
-"On the 20th instant at The Shelter; Mapledurham, Annette, wife of
-Soames Forsyte, of a daughter." And underneath on the
-blottingpaper he traced the word "son."
-
-It was eight o'clock in an ordinary autumn world when he went
-across to the house. Bushes across the river stood round and
-bright-coloured out of a milky haze; the wood-smoke went up blue
-and straight; and his doves cooed, preening their feathers in the
-sunlight.
-
-He stole up to his dressing-room, bathed, shaved, put on fresh
-linen and dark clothes.
-
-Madame Lamotte was beginning her breakfast when he went down.
-
-She looked at his clothes, said, "Don't tell me!" and pressed his
-hand. "Annette is prettee well. But the doctor say she can never
-have no more children. You knew that?" Soames nodded. "It's a
-pity. Mais la petite est adorable. Du cafe?"
-
-Soames got away from her as soon as he could. She offended him--
-solid, matter-of-fact, quick, clear--French. He could not bear her
-vowels, her 'r's'; he resented the way she had looked at him, as if
-it were his fault that Annette could never bear him a son! His
-fault! He even resented her cheap adoration of the daughter he had
-not yet seen.
-
-Curious how he jibbed away from sight of his wife and child!
-
-One would have thought he must have rushed up at the first moment.
-On the contrary, he had a sort of physical shrinking from it--
-fastidious possessor that he was. He was afraid of what Annette
-was thinking of him, author of her agonies, afraid of the look of
-the baby, afraid of showing his disappointment with the present
-and--the future.
-
-He spent an hour walking up and down the drawing-room before he
-could screw his courage up to mount the stairs and knock on the
-door of their room.
-
-Madame Lamotte opened it.
-
-"Ah! At last you come! Elle vous attend!" She passed him, and
-Soames went in with his noiseless step, his jaw firmly set, his
-eyes furtive.
-
-Annette was very pale and very pretty lying there. The baby was
-hidden away somewhere; he could not see it. He went up to the bed,
-and with sudden emotion bent and kissed her forehead.
-
-"Here you are then, Soames," she said. "I am not so bad now. But
-I suffered terribly, terribly. I am glad I cannot have any more.
-Oh! how I suffered!"
-
-Soames stood silent, stroking her hand; words of endearment, of
-sympathy, absolutely would not come; the thought passed through
-him: 'An English girl wouldn't have said that!' At this moment he
-knew with certainty that he would never be near to her in spirit
-and in truth, nor she to him. He had collected her--that was all!
-And Jolyon's words came rushing into his mind: "I should imagine
-you will be glad to have your neck out of chancery." Well, he had
-got it out! Had he got it in again?
-
-"We must feed you up," he said, "you'll soon be strong."
-
-"Don't you want to see baby, Soames? She is asleep."
-
-"Of course," said Soames, "very much."
-
-He passed round the foot of the bed to the other side and stood
-staring. For the first moment what he saw was much what he had
-expected to see--a baby. But as he stared and the baby breathed
-and made little sleeping movements with its tiny features, it
-seemed to assume an individual shape, grew to be like a picture, a
-thing he would know again; not repulsive, strangely bud-like and
-touching. It had dark hair. He touched it with his finger, he
-wanted to see its eyes. They opened, they were dark--whether blue
-or brown he could not tell. The eyes winked, stared, they had a
-sort of sleepy depth in them. And suddenly his heart felt queer,
-warm, as if elated.
-
-"Ma petite fleur!" Annette said softly.
-
-"Fleur," repeated Soames: "Fleur! we'll call her that."
-
-The sense of triumph and renewed possession swelled within him.
-
-By God! this--this thing was his!
-
-
-
-
-
-
-THE FORSYTE SAGA
-
-VOLUME III--AWAKENING and TO LET
-
-By John Galsworthy
-
-
-
-
-AWAKENING
-
-
-Through the massive skylight illuminating the hall at Robin Hill, the
-July sunlight at five o'clock fell just where the broad stairway
-turned; and in that radiant streak little Jon Forsyte stood, blue-
-linen-suited. His hair was shining, and his eyes, from beneath a
-frown, for he was considering how to go downstairs, this last of
-innumerable times, before the car brought his father and mother home.
-Four at a time, and five at the bottom? Stale! Down the banisters?
-But in which fashion? On his face, feet foremost? Very stale. On
-his stomach, sideways? Paltry! On his back, with his arms stretched
-down on both sides? Forbidden! Or on his face, head foremost, in a
-manner unknown as yet to any but himself? Such was the cause of the
-frown on the illuminated face of little Jon....
-
-In that Summer of 1909 the simple souls who even then desired to
-simplify the English tongue, had, of course, no cognizance of little
-Jon, or they would have claimed him for a disciple. But one can be
-too simple in this life, for his real name was Jolyon, and his living
-father and dead half-brother had usurped of old the other
-shortenings, Jo and Jolly. As a fact little Jon had done his best to
-conform to convention and spell himself first Jhon, then John; not
-till his father had explained the sheer necessity, had he spelled his
-name Jon.
-
-Up till now that father had possessed what was left of his heart by
-the groom, Bob, who played the concertina, and his nurse "Da," who
-wore the violet dress on Sundays, and enjoyed the name of Spraggins
-in that private life lived at odd moments even by domestic servants.
-His mother had only appeared to him, as it were in dreams, smelling
-delicious, smoothing his forehead just before he fell asleep, and
-sometimes docking his hair, of a golden brown colour. When he cut
-his head open against the nursery fender she was there to be bled
-over; and when he had nightmare she would sit on his bed and cuddle
-his head against her neck. She was precious but remote, because "Da"
-was so near, and there is hardly room for more than one woman at a
-time in a man's heart. With his father, too, of course, he had
-special bonds of union; for little Jon also meant to be a painter
-when he grew up--with the one small difference, that his father
-painted pictures, and little Jon intended to paint ceilings and
-walls, standing on a board between two step-ladders, in a dirty-white
-apron, and a lovely smell of whitewash. His father also took him
-riding in Richmond Park, on his pony, Mouse, so-called because it was
-so-coloured.
-
-Little Jon had been born with a silver spoon in a mouth which was
-rather curly and large. He had never heard his father or his mother
-speak in an angry voice, either to each other, himself, or anybody
-else; the groom, Bob, Cook, Jane, Bella and the other servants, even
-"Da," who alone restrained him in his courses, had special voices
-when they talked to him. He was therefore of opinion that the world
-was a place of perfect and perpetual gentility and freedom.
-
-A child of 1901, he had come to consciousness when his country, just
-over that bad attack of scarlet fever, the Boer War, was preparing
-for the Liberal revival of 1906. Coercion was unpopular, parents had
-exalted notions of giving their offspring a good time. They spoiled
-their rods, spared their children, and anticipated the results with
-enthusiasm. In choosing, moreover, for his father an amiable man of
-fifty-two, who had already lost an only son, and for his mother a
-woman of thirty-eight, whose first and only child he was, little Jon
-had done well and wisely. What had saved him from becoming a cross
-between a lap dog and a little prig, had been his father's adoration
-of his mother, for even little Jon could see that she was not merely
-just his mother, and that he played second fiddle to her in his
-father's heart: What he played in his mother's heart he knew not yet.
-As for "Auntie" June, his half-sister (but so old that she had grown
-out of the relationship) she loved him, of course, but was too
-sudden. His devoted "Da," too, had a Spartan touch. His bath was
-cold and his knees were bare; he was not encouraged to be sorry for
-himself. As to the vexed question of his education, little Jon
-shared the theory of those who considered that children should not be
-forced. He rather liked the Mademoiselle who came for two hours
-every morning to teach him her language, together with history,
-geography and sums; nor were the piano lessons which his mother gave
-him disagreeable, for she had a way of luring him from tune to tune,
-never making him practise one which did not give him pleasure, so
-that he remained eager to convert ten thumbs into eight fingers.
-Under his father he learned to draw pleasure-pigs and other animals.
-He was not a highly educated little boy. Yet, on the whole, the
-silver spoon stayed in his mouth without spoiling it, though "Da"
-sometimes said that other children would do him a "world of good."
-
-It was a disillusionment, then, when at the age of nearly seven she
-held him down on his back, because he wanted to do something of which
-she did not approve. This first interference with the free
-individualism of a Forsyte drove him almost frantic. There was
-something appalling in the utter helplessness of that position, and
-the uncertainty as to whether it would ever come to an end. Suppose
-she never let him get up any more! He suffered torture at the top of
-his voice for fifty seconds. Worse than anything was his perception
-that "Da" had taken all that time to realise the agony of fear he was
-enduring. Thus, dreadfully, was revealed to him the lack of
-imagination in the human being.
-
-When he was let up he remained convinced that "Da" had done a
-dreadful thing. Though he did not wish to bear witness against her,
-he had been compelled, by fear of repetition, to seek his mother and
-say: "Mum, don't let 'Da' hold me down on my back again."
-
-His mother, her hands held up over her head, and in them two plaits
-of hair--"couleur de feuille morte," as little Jon had not yet
-learned to call it--had looked at him with eyes like little bits of
-his brown velvet tunic, and answered:
-
-"No, darling, I won't."
-
-She, being in the nature of a goddess, little Jon was satisfied;
-especially when, from under the dining-table at breakfast, where he
-happened to be waiting for a mushroom, he had overheard her say to
-his father:
-
-"Then, will you tell 'Da,' dear, or shall I? She's so devoted to
-him"; and his father's answer:
-
-"Well, she mustn't show it that way. I know exactly what it feels
-like to be held down on one's back. No Forsyte can stand it for a
-minute."
-
-Conscious that they did not know him to be under the table, little
-Jon was visited by the quite new feeling of embarrassment, and stayed
-where he was, ravaged by desire for the mushroom.
-
-Such had been his first dip into the dark abysses of existence.
-Nothing much had been revealed to him after that, till one day,
-having gone down to the cow-house for his drink of milk fresh from
-the cow, after Garratt had finished milking, he had seen Clover's
-calf, dead. Inconsolable, and followed by an upset Garratt, he had
-sought "Da"; but suddenly aware that she was not the person he
-wanted, had rushed away to find his father, and had run into the arms
-of his mother.
-
-"Clover's calf's dead! Oh! Oh! It looked so soft!"
-
-His mother's clasp, and her:
-
-"Yes, darling, there, there!" had stayed his sobbing. But if
-Clover's calf could die, anything could--not only bees, flies,
-beetles and chickens--and look soft like that! This was appalling--
-and soon forgotten!
-
-The next thing had been to sit on a bumble bee, a poignant
-experience, which his mother had understood much better than "Da";
-and nothing of vital importance had happened after that till the year
-turned; when, following a day of utter wretchedness, he had enjoyed a
-disease composed of little spots, bed, honey in a spoon, and many
-Tangerine oranges. It was then that the world had flowered. To
-"Auntie" June he owed that flowering, for no sooner was he a little
-lame duck than she came rushing down from London, bringing with her
-the books which had nurtured her own Berserker spirit, born in the
-noted year of 1869. Aged, and of many colours, they were stored with
-the most formidable happenings. Of these she read to little Jon,
-till he was allowed to read to himself; whereupon she whisked back to
-London and left them with him in a heap. Those books cooked his
-fancy, till he thought and dreamed of nothing but midshipmen and
-dhows, pirates, rafts, sandal-wood traders, iron horses, sharks,
-battles, Tartars, Red Indians, balloons, North Poles and other
-extravagant delights. The moment he was suffered to get up, he
-rigged his bed fore and aft, and set out from it in a narrow bath
-across green seas of carpet, to a rock, which he climbed by means of
-its mahogany drawer knobs, to sweep the horizon with his drinking
-tumbler screwed to his eye, in search of rescuing sails. He made a
-daily raft out of the towel stand, the tea tray, and his pillows. He
-saved the juice from his French plums, bottled it in an empty
-medicine bottle, and provisioned the raft with the rum that it
-became; also with pemmican made out of little saved-up bits of
-chicken sat on and dried at the fire; and with lime juice against
-scurvy, extracted from the peel of his oranges and a little
-economised juice. He made a North Pole one morning from the whole of
-his bedclothes except the bolster, and reached it in a birch-bark
-canoe (in private life the fender), after a terrible encounter with a
-polar bear fashioned from the bolster and four skittles dressed up in
-"Da's" nightgown. After that, his father, seeking to steady his
-imagination, brought him Ivanboe, Bevis, a book about King Arthur,
-and Tom Brown's Schooldays. He read the first, and for three days
-built, defended and stormed Front de Boeuf's castle, taking every
-part in the piece except those of Rebecca and Rowena; with piercing
-cries of: "En avant, de Bracy!" and similar utterances. After
-reading the book about King Arthur he became almost exclusively Sir
-Lamorac de Galis, because, though there was very little about him, he
-preferred his name to that of any other knight; and he rode his old
-rocking-horse to death, armed with a long bamboo. Bevis he found
-tame; besides, it required woods and animals, of which he had none in
-his nursery, except his two cats, Fitz and Puck Forsyte, who
-permitted no liberties. For Tom Brown he was as yet too young.
-There was relief in the house when, after the fourth week, he was
-permitted to go down and out.
-
-The month being March the trees were exceptionally like the masts of
-ships, and for little Jon that was a wonderful Spring, extremely hard
-on his knees, suits, and the patience of "Da," who had the washing
-and reparation of his clothes. Every morning the moment his
-breakfast was over, he could be viewed by his mother and father,
-whose windows looked out that way, coming from the study, crossing
-the terrace, climbing the old oak tree, his face resolute and his
-hair bright. He began the day thus because there was not time to go
-far afield before his lessons. The old tree's variety never staled;
-it had mainmast, foremast, top-gallant mast, and he could always come
-down by the halyards--or ropes of the swing. After his lessons,
-completed by eleven, he would go to the kitchen for a thin piece of
-cheese, a biscuit and two French plums--provision enough for a jolly-
-boat at least--and eat it in some imaginative way; then, armed to the
-teeth with gun, pistols, and sword, he would begin the serious
-climbing of the morning, encountering by the way innumerable slavers,
-Indians, pirates, leopards, and bears. He was seldom seen at that
-hour of the day without a cutlass in his teeth (like Dick Needham)
-amid the rapid explosion of copper caps. And many were the gardeners
-he brought down with yellow peas shot out of his little gun. He
-lived a life of the most violent action.
-
-"Jon," said his father to his mother, under the oak tree, "is
-terrible. I'm afraid he's going to turn out a sailor, or something
-hopeless. Do you see any sign of his appreciating beauty?"
-
-"Not the faintest."
-
-"Well, thank heaven he's no turn for wheels or engines! I can bear
-anything but that. But I wish he'd take more interest in Nature."
-
-"He's imaginative, Jolyon."
-
-"Yes, in a sanguinary way. Does he love anyone just now?"
-
-"No; only everyone. There never was anyone born more loving or more
-lovable than Jon."
-
-"Being your boy, Irene."
-
-At this moment little Jon, lying along a branch high above them,
-brought them down with two peas; but that fragment of talk lodged,
-thick, in his small gizzard. Loving, lovable, imaginative,
-sanguinary!
-
-The leaves also were thick by now, and it was time for his birthday,
-which, occurring every year on the twelfth of May, was always
-memorable for his chosen dinner of sweetbread, mushrooms, macaroons,
-and ginger beer.
-
-Between that eighth birthday, however, and the afternoon when he
-stood in the July radiance at the turning of the stairway, several
-important things had happened.
-
-"Da," worn out by washing his knees, or moved by that mysterious
-instinct which forces even nurses to desert their nurslings, left the
-very day after his birthday in floods of tears "to be married"--of
-all things--"to a man." Little Jon, from whom it had been kept, was
-inconsolable for an afternoon. It ought not to have been kept from
-him! Two large boxes of soldiers and some artillery, together with
-The Young Buglers, which had been among his birthday presents,
-cooperated with his grief in a sort of conversion, and instead of
-seeking adventures in person and risking his own life, he began to
-play imaginative games, in which he risked the lives of countless tin
-soldiers, marbles, stones and beans. Of these forms of "chair a
-canon" he made collections, and, using them alternately, fought the
-Peninsular, the Seven Years, the Thirty Years, and other wars, about
-which he had been reading of late in a big History of Europe which
-had been his grandfather's. He altered them to suit his genius, and
-fought them all over the floor in his day nursery, so that nobody
-could come in, for fearing of disturbing Gustavus Adolphus, King of
-Sweden, or treading on an army of Austrians. Because of the sound of
-the word he was passionately addicted to the Austrians, and finding
-there were so few battles in which they were successful he had to
-invent them in his games. His favourite generals were Prince Eugene,
-the Archduke Charles and Wallenstein. Tilly and Mack ("music-hall
-turns" he heard his father call them one day, whatever that might
-mean) one really could not love very much, Austrian though they were.
-For euphonic reasons, too, he doted on Turenne.
-
-This phase, which caused his parents anxiety, because it kept him
-indoors when he ought to have been out, lasted through May and half
-of June, till his father killed it by bringing home to him Tom Sawyer
-and Huckleberry Finn. When he read those books something happened in
-him, and he went out of doors again in passionate quest of a river.
-There being none on the premises at Robin Hill, he had to make one
-out of the pond, which fortunately had water lilies, dragonflies,
-gnats, bullrushes, and three small willow trees. On this pond, after
-his father and Garratt had ascertained by sounding that it had a
-reliable bottom and was nowhere more than two feet deep, he was
-allowed a little collapsible canoe, in which he spent hours and hours
-paddling, and lying down out of sight of Indian Joe and other
-enemies. On the shore of the pond, too, he built himself a wigwam
-about four feet square, of old biscuit tins, roofed in by boughs. In
-this he would make little fires, and cook the birds he had not shot
-with his gun, hunting in the coppice and fields, or the fish he did
-not catch in the pond because there were none. This occupied the
-rest of June and that July, when his father and mother were away in
-Ireland. He led a lonely life of "make believe" during those five
-weeks of summer weather, with gun, wigwam, water and canoe; and,
-however hard his active little brain tried to keep the sense of
-beauty away, she did creep in on him for a second now and then,
-perching on the wing of a dragon-fly, glistening on the water lilies,
-or brushing his eyes with her blue as he Jay on his back in ambush.
-
-"Auntie" June, who had been left in charge, had a "grown-up" in the
-house, with a cough and a large piece of putty which he was making
-into a face; so she hardly ever came down to see him in the pond.
-Once, however, she brought with her two other "grown-ups." Little
-Jon, who happened to have painted his naked self bright blue and
-yellow in stripes out of his father's water-colour box, and put some
-duck's feathers in his hair, saw them coming, and--ambushed himself
-among the willows. As he had foreseen, they came at once to his
-wigwam and knelt down to look inside, so that with a blood-curdling
-yell he was able to take the scalps of "Auntie" June and the woman
-"grown-up" in an almost complete manner before they kissed him. The
-names of the two grown-ups were "Auntie" Holly and "Uncle" Val, who
-had a brown face and a little limp, and laughed at him terribly. He
-took a fancy to "Auntie" Holly, who seemed to be a sister too; but
-they both went away the same afternoon and he did not see them again.
-Three days before his father and mother were to come home "Auntie"
-June also went off in a great hurry, taking the "grown-up" who
-coughed and his piece of putty; and Mademoiselle said: "Poor man, he
-was veree ill. I forbid you to go into his room, Jon." Little Jon,
-who rarely did things merely because he was told not to, refrained
-from going, though he was bored and lonely. In truth the day of the
-pond was past, and he was filled to the brim of his soul with
-restlessness and the want of something--not a tree, not a gun--
-something soft. Those last two days had seemed months in spite of
-Cast Up by the Sea, wherein he was reading about Mother Lee and her
-terrible wrecking bonfire. He had gone up and down the stairs
-perhaps a hundred times in those two days, and often from the day
-nursery, where he slept now, had stolen into his mother's room,
-looked at everything, without touching, and on into the dressing-
-room; and standing on one leg beside the bath, like Slingsby, had
-whispered:
-
-"Ho, ho, ho! Dog my cats!" mysteriously, to bring luck. Then,
-stealing back, he had opened his mother's wardrobe, and taken a long
-sniff which seemed to bring him nearer to--he didn't know what.
-
-He had done this just before he stood in the streak of sunlight,
-debating in which of the several ways he should slide down the
-banisters. They all seemed silly, and in a sudden languor he began
-descending the steps one by one. During that descent he could
-remember his father quite distinctly--the short grey beard, the deep
-eyes twinkling, the furrow between them, the funny smile, the thin
-figure which always seemed so tall to little Jon; but his mother he
-couldn't see. All that represented her was something swaying with
-two dark eyes looking back at him; and the scent of her wardrobe.
-
-Bella was in the hall, drawing aside the big curtains, and opening
-the front door. Little Jon said, wheedling
-
-"Bella!"
-
-"Yes, Master Jon."
-
-"Do let's have tea under the oak tree when they come; I know they'd
-like it best."
-
-"You mean you'd like it best."
-
-Little Jon considered.
-
-"No, they would, to please me."
-
-Bella smiled. "Very well, I'll take it out if you'll stay quiet here
-and not get into mischief before they come."
-
-Little Jon sat down on the bottom step, and nodded. Bella came
-close, and looked him over.
-
-"Get up!" she said.
-
-Little Jon got up. She scrutinized him behind; he was not green, and
-his knees seemed clean.
-
-"All right!" she said. "My! Aren't you brown? Give me a kiss!"
-
-And little Jon received a peck on his hair.
-
-"What jam?" he asked. "I'm so tired of waiting."
-
-"Gooseberry and strawberry."
-
-Num! They were his favourites!
-
-When she was gone he sat still for quite a minute. It was quiet in
-the big hall open to its East end so that he could see one of his
-trees, a brig sailing very slowly across the upper lawn. In the
-outer hall shadows were slanting from the pillars. Little Jon got
-up, jumped one of them, and walked round the clump of iris plants
-which filled the pool of grey-white marble in the centre. The
-flowers were pretty, but only smelled a very little. He stood in the
-open doorway and looked out. Suppose!--suppose they didn't come! He
-had waited so long that he felt he could not bear that, and his
-attention slid at once from such finality to the dust motes in the
-bluish sunlight coming in: Thrusting his hand up, he tried to catch
-some. Bella ought to have dusted that piece of air! But perhaps
-they weren't dust--only what sunlight was made of, and he looked to
-see whether the sunlight out of doors was the same. It was not. He
-had said he would stay quiet in the hall, but he simply couldn't any
-more; and crossing the gravel of the drive he lay down on the grass
-beyond. Pulling six daisies he named them carefully, Sir Lamorac,
-Sir Tristram, Sir Lancelot, Sir Palimedes, Sir Bors, Sir Gawain, and
-fought them in couples till only Sir Lamorac, whom he had selected
-for a specially stout stalk, had his head on, and even he, after
-three encounters, looked worn and waggly. A beetle was moving slowly
-in the grass, which almost wanted cutting. Every blade was a small
-tree, round whose trunk the beetle had to glide. Little Jon
-stretched out Sir Lamorac, feet foremost, and stirred the creature
-up. It scuttled painfully. Little Jon laughed, lost interest, and
-sighed. His heart felt empty. He turned over and lay on his back.
-There was a scent of honey from the lime trees in flower, and in the
-sky the blue was beautiful, with a few white clouds which looked and
-perhaps tasted like lemon ice. He could hear Bob playing: "Way down
-upon de Suwannee ribber" on his concertina, and it made him nice and
-sad. He turned over again and put his ear to the ground--Indians
-could hear things coming ever so far--but he could hear nothing--only
-the concertina! And almost instantly he did hear a grinding sound, a
-faint toot. Yes! it was a car--coming--coming! Up he jumped.
-Should he wait in the porch, or rush upstairs, and as they came in,
-shout: "Look!" and slide slowly down the banisters, head foremost?
-Should he? The car turned in at the drive. It was too late! And he
-only waited, jumping up and down in his excitement. The car came
-quickly, whirred, and stopped. His father got out, exactly like
-life. He bent down and little Jon bobbed up--they bumped. His
-father said
-
-"Bless us! Well, old man, you are brown!" Just as he would; and the
-sense of expectation--of something wanted--bubbled unextinguished in
-little Jon. Then, with a long, shy look he saw his mother, in a blue
-dress, with a blue motor scarf over her cap and hair, smiling. He
-jumped as high as ever he could, twined his legs behind her back, and
-hugged. He heard her gasp, and felt her hugging back. His eyes,
-very dark blue just then, looked into hers, very dark brown, till her
-lips closed on his eyebrow, and, squeezing with all his might, he
-heard her creak and laugh, and say:
-
-"You are strong, Jon!"
-
-He slid down at that, and rushed into the hall, dragging her by the
-hand.
-
-While he was eating his jam beneath the oak tree, he noticed things
-about his mother that he had never seemed to see before, her cheeks
-for instance were creamy, there were silver threads in her dark goldy
-hair, her throat had no knob in it like Bella's, and she went in and
-out softly. He noticed, too, some little lines running away from the
-corners of her eyes, and a nice darkness under them. She was ever so
-beautiful, more beautiful than "Da" or Mademoiselle, or "Auntie" June
-or even "Auntie" Holly, to whom he had taken a fancy; even more
-beautiful than Bella, who had pink cheeks and came out too suddenly
-in places. This new beautifulness of his mother had a kind of
-particular importance, and he ate less than he had expected to.
-
-When tea was over his father wanted him to walk round the gardens.
-He had a long conversation with his father about things in general,
-avoiding his private life--Sir Lamorac, the Austrians, and the
-emptiness he had felt these last three days, now so suddenly filled
-up. His father told him of a place called Glensofantrim, where he
-and his mother had been; and of the little people who came out of the
-ground there when it was very quiet. Little Jon came to a halt, with
-his heels apart.
-
-"Do you really believe they do, Daddy?" "No, Jon, but I thought you
-might."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"You're younger than I; and they're fairies." Little Jon squared the
-dimple in his chin.
-
-"I don't believe in fairies. I never see any." "Ha!" said his
-father.
-
-"Does Mum?"
-
-His father smiled his funny smile.
-
-"No; she only sees Pan."
-
-"What's Pan?"
-
-"The Goaty God who skips about in wild and beautiful places."
-
-"Was he in Glensofantrim?"
-
-"Mum said so."
-
-Little Jon took his heels up, and led on.
-
-"Did you see him?"
-
-"No; I only saw Venus Anadyomene."
-
-Little Jon reflected; Venus was in his book about the Greeks and
-Trojans. Then Anna was her Christian and Dyomene her surname?
-
-But it appeared, on inquiry, that it was one word, which meant rising
-from the foam.
-
-"Did she rise from the foam in Glensofantrim?"
-
-"Yes; every day."
-
-"What is she like, Daddy?"
-
-"Like Mum."
-
-"Oh! Then she must be..." but he stopped at that, rushed at a wall,
-scrambled up, and promptly scrambled down again. The discovery that
-his mother was beautiful was one which he felt must absolutely be
-kept to himself. His father's cigar, however, took so long to smoke,
-that at last he was compelled to say:
-
-"I want to see what Mum's brought home. Do you mind, Daddy?"
-
-He pitched the motive low, to absolve him from unmanliness, and was a
-little disconcerted when his father looked at him right through,
-heaved an important sigh, and answered:
-
-"All right, old man, you go and love her."
-
-He went, with a pretence of slowness, and then rushed, to make up.
-He entered her bedroom from his own, the door being open. She was
-still kneeling before a trunk, and he stood close to her, quite
-still.
-
-She knelt up straight, and said:
-
-"Well, Jon?"
-
-"I thought I'd just come and see."
-
-Having given and received another hug, he mounted the window-seat,
-and tucking his legs up under him watched her unpack. He derived a
-pleasure from the operation such as he had not yet known, partly
-because she was taking out things which looked suspicious, and partly
-because he liked to look at her. She moved differently from anybody
-else, especially from Bella; she was certainly the refinedest-looking
-person he had ever seen. She finished the trunk at last, and knelt
-down in front of him.
-
-"Have you missed us, Jon?"
-
-Little Jon nodded, and having thus admitted his feelings, continued
-to nod.
-
-"But you had 'Auntie' June?"
-
-"Oh! she had a man with a cough."
-
-His mother's face changed, and looked almost angry. He added
-hastily:
-
-"He was a poor man, Mum; he coughed awfully; I--I liked him."
-
-His mother put her hands behind his waist.
-
-"You like everybody, Jon?"
-
-Little Jon considered.
-
-"Up to a point," he said: "Auntie June took me to church one Sunday."
-
-"To church? Oh!"
-
-"She wanted to see how it would affect me." "And did it?"
-
-"Yes. I came over all funny, so she took me home again very quick.
-I wasn't sick after all. I went to bed and had hot brandy and water,
-and read The Boys of Beechwood. It was scrumptious."
-
-His mother bit her lip.
-
-"When was that?"
-
-"Oh! about--a long time ago--I wanted her to take me again, but she
-wouldn't. You and Daddy never go to church, do you?"
-
-"No, we don't."
-
-"Why don't you?"
-
-His mother smiled.
-
-"Well, dear, we both of us went when we were little. Perhaps we went
-when we were too little."
-
-"I see," said little Jon, "it's dangerous."
-
-"You shall judge for yourself about all those things as you grow
-up."
-
-Little Jon replied in a calculating manner:
-
-"I don't want to grow up, much. I don't want to go to school." A
-sudden overwhelming desire to say something more, to say what he
-really felt, turned him red. "I--I want to stay with you, and be
-your lover, Mum."
-
-Then with an instinct to improve the situation, he added quickly "I
-don't want to go to bed to-night, either. I'm simply tired of going
-to bed, every night."
-
-"Have you had any more nightmares?"
-
-"Only about one. May I leave the door open into your room to-night,
-Mum?"
-
-"Yes, just a little." Little Jon heaved a sigh of satisfaction.
-
-"What did you see in Glensofantrim?"
-
-"Nothing but beauty, darling."
-
-"What exactly is beauty?"
-
-"What exactly is--Oh! Jon, that's a poser."
-
-"Can I see it, for instance?" His mother got up, and sat beside
-him. "You do, every day. The sky is beautiful, the stars, and
-moonlit nights, and then the birds, the flowers, the trees--they're
-all beautiful. Look out of the window--there's beauty for you, Jon."
-
-"Oh! yes, that's the view. Is that all?"
-
-"All? no. The sea is wonderfully beautiful, and the waves, with
-their foam flying back."
-
-"Did you rise from it every day, Mum?"
-
-His mother smiled. "Well, we bathed."
-
-Little Jon suddenly reached out and caught her neck in his hands.
-
-"I know," he said mysteriously, "you're it, really, and all the rest
-is make-believe."
-
-She sighed, laughed, said: "Oh! Jon!"
-
-Little Jon said critically:
-
-"Do you think Bella beautiful, for instance? I hardly do."
-
-"Bella is young; that's something."
-
-"But you look younger, Mum. If you bump against Bella she hurts."
-
-"I don't believe 'Da' was beautiful, when I come to think of it; and
-Mademoiselle's almost ugly."
-
-"Mademoiselle has a very nice face." "Oh! yes; nice. I love your
-little rays, Mum."
-
-"Rays?"
-
-Little Jon put his finger to the outer corner of her eye.
-
-"Oh! Those? But they're a sign of age."
-
-"They come when you smile."
-
-"But they usen't to."
-
-"Oh! well, I like them. Do you love me, Mum?"
-
-"I do--I do love you, darling."
-
-"Ever so?"
-
-"Ever so!"
-
-"More than I thought you did?"
-
-"Much--much more."
-
-"Well, so do I; so that makes it even."
-
-Conscious that he had never in his life so given himself away, he
-felt a sudden reaction to the manliness of Sir Lamorac, Dick Needham,
-Huck Finn, and other heroes.
-
-"Shall I show you a thing or two?" he said; and slipping out of her
-arms, he stood on his head. Then, fired by her obvious admiration,
-he mounted the bed, and threw himself head foremost from his feet on
-to his back, without touching anything with his hands. He did this
-several times.
-
-That evening, having inspected what they had brought, he stayed up to
-dinner, sitting between them at the little round table they used when
-they were alone. He was extremely excited. His mother wore a
-French-grey dress, with creamy lace made out of little scriggly
-roses, round her neck, which was browner than the lace. He kept
-looking at her, till at last his father's funny smile made him
-suddenly attentive to his slice of pineapple. It was later than he
-had ever stayed up, when he went to bed. His mother went up with
-him, and he undressed very slowly so as to keep her there. When at
-last he had nothing on but his pyjamas, he said:
-
-"Promise you won't go while I say my prayers!"
-
-"I promise."
-
-Kneeling down and plunging his face into the bed, little Jon hurried
-up, under his breath, opening one eye now and then, to see her
-standing perfectly still with a smile on her face. "Our Father"--so
-went his last prayer, "which art in heaven, hallowed be thy Mum, thy
-Kingdom Mum--on Earth as it is in heaven, give us this day our daily
-Mum and forgive us our trespasses on earth as it is in heaven and
-trespass against us, for thine is the evil the power and the glory
-for ever and ever. Amum! Look out!" He sprang, and for a long
-minute remained in her arms. Once in bed, he continued to hold her
-hand.
-
-"You won't shut the door any more than that, will you? Are you going
-to be long, Mum?"
-
-"I must go down and play to Daddy."
-
-"Oh! well, I shall hear you."
-
-"I hope not; you must go to sleep."
-
-"I can sleep any night."
-
-"Well, this is just a night like any other."
-
-"Oh! no--it's extra special."
-
-"On extra special nights one always sleeps soundest."
-
-"But if I go to sleep, Mum, I shan't hear you come up."
-
-"Well, when I do, I'll come in and give you a kiss, then if you're
-awake you'll know, and if you're not you'll still know you've had
-one."
-
-Little Jon sighed, "All right!" he said: "I suppose I must put up
-with that. Mum?"
-
-"Yes?"
-
-"What was her name that Daddy believes in? Venus Anna Diomedes?"
-
-"Oh! my angel! Anadyomene."
-
-"Yes! but I like my name for you much better."
-
-"What is yours, Jon?"
-
-Little Jon answered shyly:
-
-"Guinevere! it's out of the Round Table--I've only just thought
-of it, only of course her hair was down."
-
-His mother's eyes, looking past him, seemed to float.
-
-"You won't forget to come, Mum?"
-
-"Not if you'll go to sleep."
-
-"That's a bargain, then." And little Jon screwed up his eyes.
-
-He felt her lips on his forehead, heard her footsteps; opened his
-eyes to see her gliding through the doorway, and, sighing, screwed
-them up again.
-
-Then Time began.
-
-For some ten minutes of it he tried loyally to sleep, counting a
-great number of thistles in a row, "Da's" old recipe for bringing
-slumber. He seemed to have been hours counting. It must, he
-thought, be nearly time for her to come up now. He threw the
-bedclothes back. "I'm hot!" he said, and his voice sounded funny in
-the darkness, like someone else's. Why didn't she come? He sat up.
-He must look! He got out of bed, went to the window and pulled the
-curtain a slice aside. It wasn't dark, but he couldn't tell whether
-because of daylight or the moon, which was very big. It had a funny,
-wicked face, as if laughing at him, and he did not want to look at
-it. Then, remembering that his mother had said moonlit nights were
-beautiful, he continued to stare out in a general way. The trees
-threw thick shadows, the lawn looked like spilt milk, and a long,
-long way he could see; oh! very far; right over the world, and it all
-looked different and swimmy. There was a lovely smell, too, in his
-open window.
-
-'I wish I had a dove like Noah!' he thought.
-
-
-"The moony moon was round and bright,
-It shone and shone and made it light."
-
-
-After that rhyme, which came into his head all at once, he became
-conscious of music, very soft-lovely! Mum playing! He bethought
-himself of a macaroon he had, laid up in his chest of drawers, and,
-getting it, came back to the window. He leaned out, now munching,
-now holding his jaws to hear the music better. "Da" used to say that
-angels played on harps in heaven; but it wasn't half so lovely as Mum
-playing in the moony night, with him eating a macaroon. A cockchafer
-buzzed by, a moth flew in his face, the music stopped, and little Jon
-drew his head in. She must be coming! He didn't want to be found
-awake. He got back into bed and pulled the clothes nearly over his
-head; but he had left a streak of moonlight coming in. It fell
-across the floor, near the foot of the bed, and he watched it moving
-ever so slowly towards him, as if it were alive. The music began
-again, but he could only just hear it now; sleepy music, pretty--
-sleepy--music--sleepy--slee.....
-
-And time slipped by, the music rose, fell, ceased; the moonbeam crept
-towards his face. Little Jon turned in his sleep till he lay on his
-back, with one brown fist still grasping the bedclothes. The corners
-of his eyes twitched--he had begun to dream. He dreamed he was
-drinking milk out of a pan that was the moon, opposite a great black
-cat which watched him with a funny smile like his father's. He heard
-it whisper: "Don't drink too much!" It was the cat's milk, of course,
-and he put out his hand amicably to stroke the creature; but it was
-no longer there; the pan had become a bed, in which he was lying, and
-when he tried to get out he couldn't find the edge; he couldn't find
-it--he--he--couldn't get out! It was dreadful!
-
-He whimpered in his sleep. The bed had begun to go round too; it was
-outside him and inside him; going round and round, and getting fiery,
-and Mother Lee out of Cast up by the Sea was stirring it! Oh! so
-horrible she looked! Faster and faster!--till he and the bed and
-Mother Lee and the moon and the cat were all one wheel going round
-and round and up and up--awful--awful--awful!
-
-He shrieked.
-
-A voice saying: "Darling, darling!" got through the wheel, and he
-awoke, standing on his bed, with his eyes wide open.
-
-There was his mother, with her hair like Guinevere's, and, clutching
-her, he buried his face in it.
-
-"Oh! oh!"
-
-"It's all right, treasure. You're awake now. There! There! It's
-nothing!"
-
-But little Jon continued to say: "Oh! oh!"
-
-Her voice went on, velvety in his ear:
-
-"It was the moonlight, sweetheart, coming on your face."
-
-Little Jon burbled into her nightgown
-
-"You said it was beautiful. Oh!"
-
-"Not to sleep in, Jon. Who let it in? Did you draw the curtains?"
-
-"I wanted to see the time; I--I looked out, I--I heard you playing,
-Mum; I--I ate my macaroon." But he was growing slowly comforted; and
-the instinct to excuse his fear revived within him.
-
-"Mother Lee went round in me and got all fiery," he mumbled.
-
-"Well, Jon, what can you expect if you eat macaroons after you've
-gone to bed?"
-
-"Only one, Mum; it made the music ever so more beautiful. I was
-waiting for you--I nearly thought it was to-morrow."
-
-"My ducky, it's only just eleven now."
-
-Little Jon was silent, rubbing his nose on her neck.
-
-"Mum, is Daddy in your room?"
-
-"Not to-night."
-
-"Can I come?"
-
-"If you wish, my precious."
-
-Half himself again, little Jon drew back.
-
-"You look different, Mum; ever so younger."
-
-"It's my hair, darling."
-
-Little Jon laid hold of it, thick, dark gold, with a few silver
-threads.
-
-"I like it," he said: "I like you best of all like this."
-
-Taking her hand, he had begun dragging her towards the door. He shut
-it as they passed, with a sigh of relief.
-
-"Which side of the bed do you like, Mum?"
-
-"The left side."
-
-"All right."
-
-Wasting no time, giving her no chance to change her mind, little Jon
-got into the bed, which seemed much softer than his own. He heaved
-another sigh, screwed his head into the pillow and lay examining the
-battle of chariots and swords and spears which always went on outside
-blankets, where the little hairs stood up against the light.
-
-"It wasn't anything, really, was it?" he said.
-
-From before her glass his mother answered:
-
-"Nothing but the moon and your imagination heated up. You mustn't
-get so excited, Jon."
-
-But, still not quite in possession of his nerves, little Jon answered
-boastfully:
-
-"I wasn't afraid, really, of course!" And again he lay watching the
-spears and chariots. It all seemed very long.
-
-"Oh! Mum, do hurry up!"
-
-"Darling, I have to plait my hair."
-
-"Oh! not to-night. You'll only have to unplait it again to-morrow.
-I'm sleepy now; if you don't come, I shan't be sleepy soon."
-
-His mother stood up white and flowey before the winged mirror: he
-could see three of her, with her neck turned and her hair bright
-under the light, and her dark eyes smiling. It was unnecessary, and
-he said:
-
-"Do come, Mum; I'm waiting."
-
-"Very well, my love, I'll come."
-
-Little Jon closed his eyes. Everything was turning out most
-satisfactory, only she must hurry up! He felt the bed shake, she was
-getting in. And, still with his eyes closed, he said sleepily: "It's
-nice, isn't it?"
-
-He heard her voice say something, felt her lips touching his nose,
-and, snuggling up beside her who lay awake and loved him with her
-thoughts, he fell into the dreamless sleep, which rounded off his
-past.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-TO LET
-
-
-
-"From out the fatal loins of those two foes
-A pair of star-crossed lovers take their life."
- --Romeo and Juliet.
-
-
-
-
-
-TO CHARLES SCRIBNER
-
-
-
-
-
-PART I
-
-ENCOUNTER
-
-
-Soames Forsyte emerged from the Knightsbridge Hotel, where he was
-staying, in the afternoon of the 12th of May, 1920, with the
-intention of visiting a collection of pictures in a Gallery off Cork
-Street, and looking into the Future. He walked. Since the War he
-never took a cab if he could help it. Their drivers were, in his
-view, an uncivil lot, though now that the War was over and supply
-beginning to exceed demand again, getting more civil in accordance
-with the custom of human nature. Still, he had not forgiven them,
-deeply identifying them with gloomy memories, and now, dimly, like
-all members, of their class, with revolution. The considerable
-anxiety he had passed through during the War, and the more
-considerable anxiety he had since undergone in the Peace, had
-produced psychological consequences in a tenacious nature. He had,
-mentally, so frequently experienced ruin, that he had ceased to
-believe in its material probability. Paying away four thousand a
-year in income and super tax, one could not very well be worse off!
-A fortune of a quarter of a million, encumbered only by a wife and
-one daughter, and very diversely invested, afforded substantial
-guarantee even against that "wildcat notion" a levy on capital. And
-as to confiscation of war profits, he was entirely in favour of it,
-for he had none, and "serve the beggars right!" The price of
-pictures, moreover, had, if anything, gone up, and he had done better
-with his collection since the War began than ever before. Air-raids,
-also, had acted beneficially on a spirit congenitally cautious, and
-hardened a character already dogged. To be in danger of being
-entirely dispersed inclined one to be less apprehensive of the more
-partial dispersions involved in levies and taxation, while the habit
-of condemning the impudence of the Germans had led naturally to
-condemning that of Labour, if not openly at least in the sanctuary of
-his soul.
-
-He walked. There was, moreover, time to spare, for Fleur was to meet
-him at the Gallery at four o'clock, and it was as yet but half-past
-two. It was good for him to walk--his liver was a little
-constricted, and his nerves rather on edge. His wife was always out
-when she was in Town, and his daughter would flibberty-gibbet all
-over the place like most young women since the War. Still, he must
-be thankful that she had been too young to do anything in that War
-itself. Not, of course, that he had not supported the War from its
-inception, with all his soul, but between that and supporting it with
-the bodies of his wife and daughter, there had been a gap fixed by
-something old-fashioned within him which abhorred emotional
-extravagance. He had, for instance, strongly objected to Annette, so
-attractive, and in 1914 only thirty-four, going to her native France,
-her "chere patrie" as, under the stimulus of war, she had begun to
-call it, to nurse her "braves poilus," forsooth! Ruining her health
-and her looks! As if she were really a nurse! He had put a stopper
-on it. Let her do needlework for them at home, or knit! She had not
-gone, therefore, and had never been quite the same woman since. A
-bad tendency of hers to mock at him, not openly, but in continual
-little ways, had grown. As for Fleur, the War had resolved the vexed
-problem whether or not she should go to school. She was better away
-from her mother in her war mood, from the chance of air-raids, and
-the impetus to do extravagant things; so he had placed her in a
-seminary as far West as had seemed to him compatible with excellence,
-and had missed her horribly. Fleur! He had never regretted the
-somewhat outlandish name by which at her birth he had decided so
-suddenly to call her--marked concession though it had been to the
-French. Fleur! A pretty name--a pretty child! But restless--too
-restless; and wilful! Knowing her power too over her father! Soames
-often reflected on the mistake it was to dote on his daughter. To
-get old and dote! Sixty-five! He was getting on; but he didn't feel
-it, for, fortunately perhaps, considering Annette's youth and good
-looks, his second marriage had turned out a cool affair. He had
-known but one real passion in his life--for that first wife of his--
-Irene. Yes, and that fellow, his cousin Jolyon, who had gone off
-with her, was looking very shaky, they said. No wonder, at seventy-
-two, after twenty years of a third marriage!
-
-Soames paused a moment in his march to lean over the railings of the
-Row. A suitable spot for reminiscence, half-way between that house
-in Park Lane which had seen his birth and his parents' deaths, and
-the little house in Montpellier Square where thirty-five years ago he
-had enjoyed his first edition of matrimony. Now, after twenty years
-of his second edition, that old tragedy seemed to him like a previous
-existence--which had ended when Fleur was born in place of the son he
-had hoped for. For many years he had ceased regretting, even
-vaguely, the son who had not been born; Fleur filled the bill in his
-heart. After all, she bore his name; and he was not looking forward
-at all to the time when she would change it. Indeed, if he ever
-thought of such a calamity, it was seasoned by the vague feeling that
-he could make her rich enough to purchase perhaps and extinguish the
-name of the fellow who married her--why not, since, as it seemed,
-women were equal to men nowadays? And Soames, secretly convinced
-that they were not, passed his curved hand over his face vigorously,
-till it reached the comfort of his chin. Thanks to abstemious
-habits, he had not grown fat and gabby; his nose was pale and thin,
-his grey moustache close-clipped, his eyesight unimpaired. A slight
-stoop closened and corrected the expansion given to his face by the
-heightening of his forehead in the recession of his grey hair.
-Little change had Time wrought in the "warmest" of the young
-Forsytes, as the last of the old Forsytes--Timothy-now in his hundred
-and first year, would have phrased it.
-
-The shade from the plane-trees fell on his neat Homburg hat; he had
-given up top hats--it was no use attracting attention to wealth in
-days like these. Plane-trees! His thoughts travelled sharply to
-Madrid--the Easter before the War, when, having to make up his mind
-about that Goya picture, he had taken a voyage of discovery to study
-the painter on his spot. The fellow had impressed him--great range,
-real genius! Highly as the chap ranked, he would rank even higher
-before they had finished with him. The second Goya craze would be
-greater even than the first; oh, yes! And he had bought. On that
-visit he had--as never before--commissioned a copy of a fresco
-painting called "La Vendimia," wherein was the figure of a girl with
-an arm akimbo, who had reminded him of his daughter. He had it now
-in the Gallery at Mapledurham, and rather poor it was--you couldn't
-copy Goya. He would still look at it, however, if his daughter were
-not there, for the sake of something irresistibly reminiscent in the
-light, erect balance of the figure, the width between the arching
-eyebrows, the eager dreaming of the dark eyes. Curious that Fleur
-should have dark eyes, when his own were grey--no pure Forsyte had
-brown eyes--and her mother's blue! But of course her grandmother
-Lamotte's eyes were dark as treacle!
-
-He began to walk on again toward Hyde Park Corner. No greater change
-in all England than in the Row! Born almost within hail of it, he
-could remember it from 1860 on. Brought there as a child between the
-crinolines to stare at tight-trousered dandies in whiskers, riding
-with a cavalry seat; to watch the doffing of curly-brimmed and white
-top hats; the leisurely air of it all, and the little bow-legged man
-in a long red waistcoat who used to come among the fashion with dogs
-on several strings, and try to sell one to his mother: King Charles
-spaniels, Italian greyhounds, affectionate to her crinoline--you
-never saw them now. You saw no quality of any sort, indeed, just
-working people sitting in dull rows with nothing to stare at but a
-few young bouncing females in pot hats, riding astride, or desultory
-Colonials charging up and down on dismal-looking hacks; with, here
-and there, little girls on ponies, or old gentlemen jogging their
-livers, or an orderly trying a great galumphing cavalry horse; no
-thoroughbreds, no grooms, no bowing, no scraping, no gossip--nothing;
-only the trees the same--the trees in--different to the generations
-and declensions of mankind. A democratic England--dishevelled,
-hurried, noisy, and seemingly without an apex. And that something
-fastidious in the soul of Soames turned over within him. Gone
-forever, the close borough of rank and polish! Wealth there was--oh,
-yes! wealth--he himself was a richer man than his father had ever
-been; but manners, flavour, quality, all gone, engulfed in one vast,
-ugly, shoulder-rubbing, petrol-smelling Cheerio. Little half-beaten
-pockets of gentility and caste lurking here and there, dispersed and
-chetif, as Annette would say; but nothing ever again firm and
-coherent to look up to. And into this new hurly-burly of bad manners
-and loose morals his daughter--flower of his life--was flung! And
-when those Labour chaps got power--if they ever did--the worst was
-yet to come.
-
-He passed out under the archway, at last no longer--thank goodness!--
-disfigured by the gungrey of its search-light. 'They'd better put a
-search-light on to where they're all going,' he thought, 'and light
-up their precious democracy!' And he directed his steps along the
-Club fronts of Piccadilly. George Forsyte, of course, would be
-sitting in the bay window of the Iseeum. The chap was so big now
-that he was there nearly all his time, like some immovable, sardonic,
-humorous eye noting the decline of men and things. And Soames
-hurried, ever constitutionally uneasy beneath his cousin's glance.
-George, who, as he had heard, had written a letter signed "Patriot"
-in the middle of the War, complaining of the Government's hysteria in
-docking the oats of race-horses. Yes, there he was, tall, ponderous,
-neat, clean-shaven, with his smooth hair, hardly thinned, smelling,
-no doubt, of the best hair-wash, and a pink paper in his hand. Well,
-be didn't change! And for perhaps the first time in his life Soames
-felt a kind of sympathy tapping in his waistcoat for that sardonic
-kinsman. With his weight, his perfectly parted hair, and bull-like
-gaze, he was a guarantee that the old order would take some shifting
-yet. He saw George move the pink paper as if inviting him to ascend-
--the chap must want to ask something about his property. It was
-still under Soames' control; for in the adoption of a sleeping
-partnership at that painful period twenty years back when he had
-divorced Irene, Soames had found himself almost insensibly retaining
-control of all purely Forsyte affairs.
-
-Hesitating for just a moment, he nodded and went in. Since the death
-of his brother-in-law Montague Dartie, in Paris, which no one had
-quite known what to make of, except that it was certainly not
-suicide--the Iseeum Club had seemed more respectable to Soames.
-George, too, he knew, had sown the last of his wild oats, and was
-committed definitely to the joys of the table, eating only of the
-very best so as to keep his weight down, and owning, as he said,
-"just one or two old screws to give me an interest in life." He
-joined his cousin, therefore, in the bay window without the
-embarrassing sense of indiscretion he had been used to feel up there.
-George put out a well-kept hand.
-
-"Haven't seen you since the War," he said. "How's your wife?"
-
-"Thanks," said Soames coldly, "well enough."
-
-Some hidden jest curved, for a moment, George's fleshy face, and
-gloated from his eye.
-
-"That Belgian chap, Profond," he said, "is a member here now. He's a
-rum customer."
-
-"Quite!" muttered Soames. "What did you want to see me about?"
-
-"Old Timothy; he might go off the hooks at any moment. I suppose
-he's made his Will."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Well, you or somebody ought to give him a look up--last of the old
-lot; he's a hundred, you know. They say he's like a rummy. Where
-are you goin' to put him? He ought to have a pyramid by rights."
-
-Soames shook his head. "Highgate, the family vault."
-
-"Well, I suppose the old girls would miss him, if he was anywhere
-else. They say he still takes an interest in food. He might last
-on, you know. Don't we get anything for the old Forsytes? Ten of
-them--average age eighty-eight--I worked it out. That ought to be
-equal to triplets."
-
-"Is that all?" said Soames, "I must be getting on."
-
-'You unsociable devil,' George's eyes seemed to answer. "Yes, that's
-all: Look him up in his mausoleum--the old chap might want to
-prophesy." The grin died on the rich curves of his face, and he
-added: "Haven't you attorneys invented a way yet of dodging this
-damned income tax? It hits the fixed inherited income like the very
-deuce. I used to have two thousand five hundred a year; now I've got
-a beggarly fifteen hundred, and the price of living doubled."
-
-"Ah!" murmured Soames, "the turf's in danger."
-
-Over George's face moved a gleam of sardonic self-defence.
-
-"Well," he said, "they brought me up to do nothing, and here I am in
-the sear and yellow, getting poorer every day. These Labour chaps
-mean to have the lot before they've done. What are you going to do
-for a living when it comes? I shall work a six-hour day teaching
-politicians how to see a joke. Take my tip, Soames; go into
-Parliament, make sure of your four hundred--and employ me."
-
-And, as Soames retired, he resumed his seat in the bay window.
-
-Soames moved along Piccadilly deep in reflections excited by his
-cousin's words. He himself had always been a worker and a saver,
-George always a drone and a spender; and yet, if confiscation once
-began, it was he--the worker and the saver--who would be looted!
-That was the negation of all virtue, the overturning of all Forsyte
-principles. Could civilization be built on any other? He did not
-think so. Well, they wouldn't confiscate his pictures, for they
-wouldn't know their worth. But what would they be worth, if these
-maniacs once began to milk capital? A drug on the market. 'I don't
-care about myself,' he thought; 'I could live on five hundred a year,
-and never know the difference, at my age.' But Fleur! This fortune,
-so widely invested, these treasures so carefully chosen and amassed,
-were all for--her. And if it should turn out that he couldn't give
-or leave them to her--well, life had no meaning, and what was the use
-of going in to look at this crazy, futuristic stuff with the view of
-seeing whether it had any future?
-
-Arriving at the Gallery off Cork Street, however, he paid his
-shilling, picked up a catalogue, and entered. Some ten persons were
-prowling round. Soames took steps and came on what looked to him
-like a lamp-post bent by collision with a motor omnibus. It was
-advanced some three paces from the wall, and was described in his
-catalogue as "Jupiter." He examined it with curiosity, having
-recently turned some of his attention to sculpture. 'If that's
-Jupiter,' he thought, 'I wonder what Juno's like.' And suddenly he
-saw her, opposite. She appeared to him like nothing so much as a
-pump with two handles, lightly clad in snow. He was still gazing at
-her, when two of the prowlers halted on his left. "Epatant!" he
-heard one say.
-
-"Jargon!" growled Soames to himself.
-
-The other's boyish voice replied
-
-"Missed it, old bean; he's pulling your leg. When Jove and Juno
-created he them, he was saying: 'I'll see how much these fools will
-swallow.' And they've lapped up the lot."
-
-"You young duffer! Vospovitch is an innovator. Don't you see that
-he's brought satire into sculpture? The future of plastic art, of
-music, painting, and even architecture, has set in satiric. It was
-bound to. People are tired--the bottom's tumbled out of sentiment."
-
-"Well, I'm quite equal to taking a little interest in beauty. I was
-through the War. You've dropped your handkerchief, sir."
-
-Soames saw a handkerchief held out in front of him. He took it with
-some natural suspicion, and approached it to his nose. It had the
-right scent--of distant Eau de Cologne--and his initials in a corner.
-Slightly reassured, he raised his eyes to the young man's face. It
-had rather fawn-like ears, a laughing mouth, with half a toothbrush
-growing out of it on each side, and small lively eyes, above a
-normally dressed appearance.
-
-"Thank you," he said; and moved by a sort of irritation, added: "Glad
-to hear you like beauty; that's rare, nowadays."
-
-"I dote on it," said the young man; "but you and I are the last of
-the old guard, sir."
-
-Soames smiled.
-
-"If you really care for pictures," he said, "here's my card. I can
-show you some quite good ones any Sunday, if you're down the river
-and care to look in."
-
-"Awfully nice of you, sir. I'll drop in like a bird. My name's
-Mont-Michael." And he took off his hat.
-
-Soames, already regretting his impulse, raised his own slightly in
-response, with a downward look at the young man's companion, who had
-a purple tie, dreadful little sluglike whiskers, and a scornful look-
--as if he were a poet!
-
-It was the first indiscretion he had committed for so long that he
-went and sat down in an alcove. What had possessed him to give his
-card to a rackety young fellow, who went about with a thing like
-that? And Fleur, always at the back of his thoughts, started out
-like a filigree figure from a clock when the hour strikes. On the
-screen opposite the alcove was a large canvas with a great many
-square tomato-coloured blobs on it, and nothing else, so far as
-Soames could see from where he sat. He looked at his catalogue: "No.
-32 'The Future Town'--Paul Post." 'I suppose that's satiric too,' he
-thought. 'What a thing!' But his second impulse was more cautious.
-It did not do to condemn hurriedly. There had been those stripey,
-streaky creations of Monet's, which had turned out such trumps; and
-then the stippled school; and Gauguin. Why, even since the Post-
-Impressionists there had been one or two painters not to be sneezed
-at. During the thirty-eight years of his connoisseur's life, indeed,
-he had marked so many "movements," seen the tides of taste and
-technique so ebb and flow, that there was really no telling anything
-except that there was money to be made out of every change of
-fashion. This too might quite well be a case where one must subdue
-primordial instinct, or lose the market. He got up and stood before
-the picture, trying hard to see it with the eyes of other people.
-Above the tomato blobs was what he took to be a sunset, till some one
-passing said: "He's got the airplanes wonderfully, don't you think!"
-Below the tomato blobs was a band of white with vertical black
-stripes, to which he could assign no meaning whatever, till some one
-else came by, murmuring: "What expression he gets with his
-foreground!" Expression? Of what? Soames went back to his seat.
-The thing was "rich," as his father would have said, and he wouldn't
-give a damn for it. Expression! Ah! they were all Expressionists
-now, he had heard, on the Continent. So it was coming here too, was
-it? He remembered the first wave of influenza in 1887--or '8--
-hatched in China, so they said. He wondered where this--this
-Expressionism had been hatched. The thing was a regular disease!
-
-He had become conscious of a woman and a youth standing between him
-and the "Future Town." Their backs were turned; but very suddenly
-Soames put his catalogue before his face, and drawing his hat
-forward, gazed through the slit between. No mistaking that back,
-elegant as ever though the hair above had gone grey. Irene! His
-divorced wife--Irene! And this, no doubt, was--her son--by that
-fellow Jolyon Forsyte--their boy, six months older than his own girl!
-And mumbling over in his mind the bitter days of his divorce, he rose
-to get out of sight, but quickly sat down again. She had turned her
-head to speak to her boy; her profile was still so youthful that it
-made her grey hair seem powdery, as if fancy-dressed; and her lips
-were smiling as Soames, first possessor of them, had never seen them
-smile. Grudgingly he admitted her still beautiful and in figure
-almost as young as ever. And how that boy smiled back at her!
-Emotion squeezed Soames' heart. The sight infringed his sense of
-justice. He grudged her that boy's smile--it went beyond what Fleur
-gave him, and it was undeserved. Their son might have been his son;
-Fleur might have been her daughter, if she had kept straight! He
-lowered his catalogue. If she saw him, all the better! A reminder
-of her conduct in the presence of her son, who probably knew nothing
-of it, would be a salutary touch from the finger of that Nemesis
-which surely must soon or late visit her! Then, half-conscious that
-such a thought was extravagant for a Forsyte of his age, Soames took
-out his watch. Past four! Fleur was late. She had gone to his
-niece Imogen Cardigan's, and there they would keep her smoking
-cigarettes and gossiping, and that. He heard the boy laugh, and say
-eagerly: "I say, Mum, is this by one of Auntie June's lame ducks?"
-
-"Paul Post--I believe it is, darling."
-
-The word produced a little shock in Soames; he had never heard her
-use it. And then she saw him. His eyes must have had in them
-something of George Forsyte's sardonic look; for her gloved hand
-crisped the folds of her frock, her eyebrows rose, her face went
-stony. She moved on.
-
-"It is a caution," said the boy, catching her arm again.
-
-Soames stared after them. That boy was good-looking, with a Forsyte
-chin, and eyes deep-grey, deep in; but with something sunny, like a
-glass of old sherry spilled over him; his smile perhaps, his hair.
-Better than they deserved--those two! They passed from his view into
-the next room, and Soames continued to regard the Future Town, but
-saw it not. A little smile snarled up his lips. He was despising
-the vehemence of his own feelings after all these years. Ghosts!
-And yet as one grew old--was there anything but what was ghost-like
-left? Yes, there was Fleur! He fixed his eyes on the entrance. She
-was due; but she would keep him waiting, of course! And suddenly he
-became aware of a sort of human breeze--a short, slight form clad in
-a sea-green djibbah with a metal belt and a fillet binding unruly
-red-gold hair all streaked with grey. She was talking to the Gallery
-attendants, and something familiar riveted his gaze--in her eyes, her
-chin, her hair, her spirit--something which suggested a thin Skye
-terrier just before its dinner. Surely June Forsyte! His cousin
-June--and coming straight to his recess! She sat down beside him,
-deep in thought, took out a tablet, and made a pencil note. Soames
-sat unmoving. A confounded thing, cousinship! "Disgusting!" he
-heard her murmur; then, as if resenting the presence of an
-overhearing stranger, she looked at him. The worst had happened.
-
-"Soames!"
-
-Soames turned his head a very little.
-
-"How are you?" he said. "Haven't seen you for twenty years."
-
-"No. Whatever made you come here?"
-
-"My sins," said Soames. "What stuff!"
-
-"Stuff? Oh, yes--of course; it hasn't arrived yet.
-
-"It never will," said Soames; "it must be making a dead loss."
-
-"Of course it is."
-
-"How d'you know?"
-
-"It's my Gallery."
-
-Soames sniffed from sheer surprise.
-
-"Yours? What on earth makes you run a show like this?"
-
-"I don't treat Art as if it were grocery."
-
-Soames pointed to the Future Town. "Look at that! Who's going to
-live in a town like that, or with it on his walls?"
-
-June contemplated the picture for a moment.
-
-"It's a vision," she said.
-
-"The deuce!"
-
-There was silence, then June rose. 'Crazylooking creature!' he
-thought.
-
-"Well," he said, "you'll find your young stepbrother here with a
-woman I used to know. If you take my advice, you'll close this
-exhibition."
-
-June looked back at him. "Oh! You Forsyte!" she said, and moved on.
-About her light, fly-away figure, passing so suddenly away, was a
-look of dangerous decisions. Forsyte! Of course, he was a Forsyte!
-And so was she! But from the time when, as a mere girl, she brought
-Bosinney into his life to wreck it, he had never hit it off with June
-and never would! And here she was, unmarried to this day, owning a
-Gallery!... And suddenly it came to Soames how little he knew now of
-his own family. The old aunts at Timothy's had been dead so many
-years; there was no clearing-house for news. What had they all done
-in the War? Young Roger's boy had been wounded, St. John Hayman's
-second son killed; young Nicholas' eldest had got an O. B. E., or
-whatever they gave them. They had all joined up somehow, he
-believed. That boy of Jolyon's and Irene's, he supposed, had been
-too young; his own generation, of course, too old, though Giles
-Hayman had driven a car for the Red Cross--and Jesse Hayman been a
-special constable--those "Dromios" had always been of a sporting
-type! As for himself, he had given a motor ambulance, read the
-papers till he was sick of them, passed through much anxiety, bought
-no clothes, lost seven pounds in weight; he didn't know what more he
-could have done at his age. Indeed, thinking it over, it struck him
-that he and his family had taken this war very differently to that
-affair with the Boers, which had been supposed to tax all the
-resources of the Empire. In that old war, of course, his nephew Val
-Dartie had been wounded, that fellow Jolyon's first son had died of
-enteric, "the Dromios" had gone out on horses, and June had been a
-nurse; but all that had seemed in the nature of a portent, while in
-this war everybody had done "their bit," so far as he could make out,
-as a matter of course. It seemed to show the growth of something or
-other--or perhaps the decline of something else. Had the Forsytes
-become less individual, or more Imperial, or less provincial? Or was
-it simply that one hated Germans?... Why didn't Fleur come, so that
-he could get away? He saw those three return together from the other
-room and pass back along the far side of the screen. The boy was
-standing before the Juno now. And, suddenly, on the other side of
-her, Soames saw--his daughter, with eyebrows raised, as well they
-might be. He could see her eyes glint sideways at the boy, and the
-boy look back at her. Then Irene slipped her hand through his arm,
-and drew him on. Soames saw him glancing round, and Fleur looking
-after them as the three went out.
-
-A voice said cheerfully: "Bit thick, isn't it, sir?"
-
-The young man who had handed him his handkerchief was again passing.
-Soames nodded.
-
-"I don't know what we're coming to."
-
-"Oh! That's all right, sir," answered the young man cheerfully; "they
-don't either."
-
-Fleur's voice said: "Hallo, Father! Here you are!" precisely as if
-he had been keeping her waiting.
-
-The young man, snatching off his hat, passed on.
-
-"Well," said Soames, looking her up and down, "you're a punctual sort
-of young woman!"
-
-This treasured possession of his life was of medium height and
-colour, with short, dark chestnut hair; her wide-apart brown eyes
-were set in whites so clear that they glinted when they moved, and
-yet in repose were almost dreamy under very white, black-lashed lids,
-held over them in a sort of suspense. She had a charming profile,
-and nothing of her father in her face save a decided chin. Aware
-that his expression was softening as he looked at her, Soames frowned
-to preserve the unemotionalism proper to a Forsyte. He knew she was
-only too inclined to take advantage of his weakness.
-
-Slipping her hand under his arm, she said:
-
-"Who was that?"
-
-"He picked up my handkerchief. We talked about the pictures."
-
-"You're not going to buy that, Father?"
-
-"No," said Soames grimly; "nor that Juno you've been looking at."
-
-Fleur dragged at his arm. "Oh! Let's go! It's a ghastly show."
-
-In the doorway they passed the young man called Mont and his partner.
-But Soames had hung out a board marked "Trespassers will be
-prosecuted," and he barely acknowledged the young fellow's salute.
-
-"Well," he said in the street, "whom did you meet at Imogen's?"
-
-"Aunt Winifred, and that Monsieur Profond."
-
-"Oh!" muttered Soames; "that chap! What does your aunt see in him?"
-
-"I don't know. He looks pretty deep--mother says she likes him."
-
-Soames grunted.
-
-"Cousin Val and his wife were there, too."
-
-"What!" said Soames. "I thought they were back in South Africa."
-
-"Oh, no! They've sold their farm. Cousin Val is going to train
-race-horses on the Sussex Downs. They've got a jolly old manor-
-house; they asked me down there."
-
-Soames coughed: the news was distasteful to him. "What's his wife
-like now?"
-
-"Very quiet, but nice, I think."
-
-Soames coughed again. "He's a rackety chap, your Cousin Val."
-
-"Oh! no, Father; they're awfully devoted. I promised to go--Saturday
-to Wednesday next."
-
-"Training race-horses!" said Soames. It was extravagant, but not the
-reason for his distaste. Why the deuce couldn't his nephew have
-stayed out in South Africa? His own divorce had been bad enough,
-without his nephew's marriage to the daughter of the co-respondent; a
-half-sister too of June, and of that boy whom Fleur had just been
-looking at from under the pump-handle. If he didn't look out, she
-would come to know all about that old disgrace! Unpleasant things!
-They were round him this afternoon like a swarm of bees!
-
-"I don't like it!" he said.
-
-"I want to see the race-horses," murmured Fleur; "and they've
-promised I shall ride. Cousin Val can't walk much, you know; but he
-can ride perfectly. He's going to show me their gallops."
-
-"Racing!" said Soames. "It's a pity the War didn't knock that on the
-head. He's taking after his father, I'm afraid."
-
-"I don't know anything about his father."
-
-"No," said Soames, grimly. "He took an interest in horses and broke
-his neck in Paris, walking down-stairs. Good riddance for your
-aunt." He frowned, recollecting the inquiry into those stairs which
-he had attended in Paris six years ago, because. Montague Dartie
-could not attend it himself--perfectly normal stairs in a house where
-they played baccarat. Either his winnings or the way he had
-celebrated them had gone to his brother-in-law's head. The French
-procedure had been very loose; he had had a lot of trouble
-with it.
-
-A sound from Fleur distracted his attention. "Look! The people who
-were in the Gallery with us."
-
-"What people?" muttered Soames, who knew perfectly well.
-
-"I think that woman's beautiful."
-
-"Come into this pastry-cook's," said Soames abruptly, and tightening
-his grip on her arm he turned into a confectioner's. It was--for
-him--a surprising thing to do, and he said rather anxiously: "What
-will you have?"
-
-"Oh! I don't want anything. I had a cocktail and a tremendous
-lunch."
-
-"We must have something now we're here," muttered Soames, keeping
-hold of her arm.
-
-"Two teas," he said; "and two of those nougat things."
-
-But no sooner was his body seated than his soul sprang up. Those
-three--those three were coming in! He heard Irene say something to
-her boy, and his answer:
-
-"Oh! no, Mum; this place is all right. My stunt." And the three sat
-down.
-
-At that moment, most awkward of his existence, crowded with ghosts
-and shadows from his past, in presence of the only two women he had
-ever loved--his divorced wife and his daughter by her successor--
-Soames was not so much afraid of them as of his cousin June. She
-might make a scene--she might introduce those two children--she was
-capable of anything. He bit too hastily at the nougat, and it stuck
-to his plate. Working at it with his finger, he glanced at Fleur.
-She was masticating dreamily, but her eyes were on the boy. The
-Forsyte in him said: "Think, feel, and you're done for!" And he
-wiggled his finger desperately. Plate! Did Jolyon wear a plate?
-Did that woman wear a plate? Time had been when he had seen her
-wearing nothing! That was something, anyway, which had never been
-stolen from him. And she knew it, though she might sit there calm
-and self-possessed, as if she had never been his wife. An acid
-humour stirred in his Forsyte blood; a subtle pain divided by hair's
-breadth from pleasure. If only June did not suddenly bring her
-hornets about his ears! The boy was talking.
-
-"Of course, Auntie June"--so he called his half-sister "Auntie," did
-he?--well, she must be fifty, if she was a day!--" it's jolly good of
-you to encourage them. Only--hang it all!" Soames stole a glance.
-Irene's startled eyes were bent watchfully on her boy. She--she had
-these devotions--for Bosinney--for that boy's father--for this boy!
-He touched Fleur's arm, and said:
-
-"Well, have you had enough?"
-
-"One more, Father, please."
-
-She would be sick! He went to the counter to pay. When he turned
-round again he saw Fleur standing near the door, holding a
-handkerchief which the boy had evidently just handed to her.
-
-"F. F.," he heard her say. "Fleur Forsyte--it's mine all right.
-Thank you ever so."
-
-Good God! She had caught the trick from what he'd told her in the
-Gallery--monkey!
-
-"Forsyte? Why--that's my name too. Perhaps we're cousins."
-
-"Really! We must be. There aren't any others. I live at
-Mapledurham; where do you?"
-
-"Robin Hill."
-
-Question and answer had been so rapid that all was over before he
-could lift a finger. He saw Irene's face alive with startled
-feeling, gave the slightest shake of his head, and slipped his arm
-through Fleur's.
-
-"Come along!" he said.
-
-She did not move.
-
-"Didn't you hear, Father? Isn't it queer--our name's the same. Are
-we cousins?"
-
-"What's that?" he said. "Forsyte? Distant, perhaps."
-
-"My name's Jolyon, sir. Jon, for short."
-
-"Oh! Ah!" said Soames. "Yes. Distant. How are you? Very good of
-you. Good-bye!"
-
-He moved on.
-
-"Thanks awfully," Fleur was saying. "Au revoir!"
-
-"Au revoir!" he heard the boy reply.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-FINE FLEUR FORSYTE
-
-
-Emerging from the "pastry-cook's," Soames' first impulse was to vent
-his nerves by saying to his daughter: 'Dropping your hand-kerchief!'
-to which her reply might well be: 'I picked that up from you!' His
-second impulse therefore was to let sleeping dogs lie. But she would
-surely question him. He gave her a sidelong look, and found she was
-giving him the same. She said softly:
-
-"Why don't you like those cousins, Father?" Soames lifted the corner
-of his lip.
-
-"What made you think that?"
-
-"Cela se voit."
-
-'That sees itself!' What a way of putting it! After twenty years of
-a French wife Soames had still little sympathy with her language; a
-theatrical affair and connected in his mind with all the refinements
-of domestic irony.
-
-"How?" he asked.
-
-"You must know them; and you didn't make a sign. I saw them looking
-at you."
-
-"I've never seen the boy in my life," replied Soames with perfect
-truth.
-
-"No; but you've seen the others, dear."
-
-Soames gave her another look. What had she picked up? Had her Aunt
-Winifred, or Imogen, or Val Dartie and his wife, been talking? Every
-breath of the old scandal had been carefully kept from her at home,
-and Winifred warned many times that he wouldn't have a whisper of it
-reach her for the world. So far as she ought to know, he had never
-been married before. But her dark eyes, whose southern glint and
-clearness often almost frightened him, met his with perfect
-innocence.
-
-"Well," he said, "your grandfather and his brother had a quarrel.
-The two families don't know each other."
-
-"How romantic!"
-
-'Now, what does she mean by that?' he thought. The word was to him
-extravagant and dangerous--it was as if she had said: "How jolly!"
-
-"And they'll continue not to know each, other," he added, but
-instantly regretted the challenge in those words. Fleur was smiling.
-In this age, when young people prided themselves on going their own
-ways and paying no attention to any sort of decent prejudice, he had
-said the very thing to excite her wilfulness. Then, recollecting the
-expression on Irene's face, he breathed again.
-
-"What sort of a quarrel?" he heard Fleur say.
-
-"About a house. It's ancient history for you. Your grandfather died
-the day you were born. He was ninety."
-
-"Ninety? Are there many Forsytes besides those in the Red Book?"
-
-"I don't know," said Soames. "They're all dispersed now. The old
-ones are dead, except Timothy."
-
-Fleur clasped her hands.
-
-"Timothy? Isn't that delicious?"
-
-"Not at all," said Soames. It offended him that she should think
-"Timothy" delicious--a kind of insult to his breed. This new
-generation mocked at anything solid and tenacious. "You go and see
-the old boy. He might want to prophesy." Ah! If Timothy could see
-the disquiet England of his great-nephews and great-nieces, he would
-certainly give tongue. And involuntarily he glanced up at the
-Iseeum; yes--George was still in the window, with the same pink paper
-in his hand.
-
-"Where is Robin Hill, Father?"
-
-Robin Hill! Robin Hill, round which all that tragedy had centred!
-What did she want to know for?
-
-"In Surrey," he muttered; "not far from Richmond. Why?"
-
-"Is the house there?"
-
-"What house?"
-
-"That they quarrelled about."
-
-"Yes. But what's all that to do with you? We're going home to-
-morrow--you'd better be thinking about your frocks."
-
-"Bless you! They're all thought about. A family feud? It's like
-the Bible, or Mark Twain--awfully exciting. What did you do in the
-feud, Father?"
-
-"Never you mind."
-
-"Oh! But if I'm to keep it up?"
-
-"Who said you were to keep it up?"
-
-"You, darling."
-
-"I? I said it had nothing to do with you."
-
-"Just what I think, you know; so that's all right."
-
-She was too sharp for him; fine, as Annette sometimes called her.
-Nothing for it but to distract her attention.
-
-"There's a bit of rosaline point in here," he said, stopping before a
-shop, "that I thought you might like."
-
-When he had paid for it and they had resumed their progress, Fleur
-said:
-
-"Don't you think that boy's mother is the most beautiful woman of her
-age you've ever seen?"
-
-Soames shivered. Uncanny, the way she stuck to it!
-
-"I don't know that I noticed her."
-
-"Dear, I saw the corner of your eye."
-
-"You see everything--and a great deal more, it seems to me!"
-
-"What's her husband like? He must be your first cousin, if your
-fathers were brothers."
-
-"Dead, for all I know," said Soames, with sudden vehemence. "I
-haven't seen him for twenty years."
-
-"What was he?"
-
-"A painter."
-
-"That's quite jolly."
-
-The words: "If you want to please me you'll put those people out of
-your head," sprang to Soames' lips, but he choked them back--he must
-not let her see his feelings.
-
-"He once insulted me," he said.
-
-Her quick eyes rested on his face.
-
-"I see! You didn't avenge it, and it rankles. Poor Father! You let
-me have a go!"
-
-It was really like lying in the dark with a mosquito hovering above
-his face. Such pertinacity in Fleur was new to him, and, as they
-reached the hotel, he said grimly:
-
-"I did my best. And that's enough about these people. I'm going up
-till dinner."
-
-"I shall sit here."
-
-With a parting look at her extended in a chair--a look half-
-resentful, half-adoring--Soames moved into the lift and was
-transported to their suite on the fourth floor. He stood by the
-window of the sitting-room which gave view over Hyde Park, and
-drummed a finger on its pane. His feelings were confused, tetchy,
-troubled. The throb of that old wound, scarred over by Time and new
-interests, was mingled with displeasure and anxiety, and a slight
-pain in his chest where that nougat stuff had disagreed. Had Annette
-come in? Not that she was any good to him in such a difficulty.
-Whenever she had questioned him about his first marriage, he had
-always shut her up; she knew nothing of it, save that it had been the
-great passion of his life, and his marriage with herself but domestic
-makeshift. She had always kept the grudge of that up her sleeve, as
-it were, and used it commercially. He listened. A sound--the vague
-murmur of a woman's movements--was coming through the door. She was
-in. He tapped.
-
-"Who?"
-
-"I," said Soames.
-
-She had been changing her frock, and was still imperfectly clothed; a
-striking figure before her glass. There was a certain magnificence
-about her arms, shoulders, hair, which had darkened since he first
-knew her, about the turn of her neck, the silkiness of her garments,
-her dark-lashed, greyblue eyes--she was certainly as handsome at
-forty as she had ever been. A fine possession, an excellent
-housekeeper, a sensible and affectionate enough mother. If only she
-weren't always so frankly cynical about the relations between them!
-Soames, who had no more real affection for her than she had for him,
-suffered from a kind of English grievance in that she had never
-dropped even the thinnest veil of sentiment over their partnership.
-Like most of his countrymen and women, he held the view that marriage
-should be based on mutual love, but that when from a marriage love
-had disappeared, or, been found never to have really existed--so that
-it was manifestly not based on love--you must not admit it. There it
-was, and the love was not--but there you were, and must continue to
-be! Thus you had it both ways, and were not tarred with cynicism,
-realism, and immorality like the French. Moreover, it was necessary
-in the interests of property. He knew that she knew that they both
-knew there was no love between them, but he still expected her not to
-admit in words or conduct such a thing, and he could never understand
-what she meant when she talked of the hypocrisy of the English. He
-said:
-
-"Whom have you got at 'The Shelter' next week?"
-
-Annette went on touching her lips delicately with salve--he always
-wished she wouldn't do that.
-
-"Your sister Winifred, and the Car-r-digans"--she took up a tiny
-stick of black--"and Prosper Profond."
-
-"That Belgian chap? Why him?"
-
-Annette turned her neck lazily, touched one eyelash, and said:
-
-"He amuses Winifred."
-
-"I want some one to amuse Fleur; she's restive."
-
-"R-restive?" repeated Annette. "Is it the first time you see that,
-my friend? She was born r-restive, as you call it."
-
-Would she never get that affected roll out of her r's?
-
-He touched the dress she had taken off, and asked:
-
-"What have you been doing?"
-
-Annette looked at him, reflected in her glass. Her just-brightened
-lips smiled, rather full, rather ironical.
-
-"Enjoying myself," she said.
-
-"Oh!" answered Soames glumly. "Ribbandry, I suppose."
-
-It was his word for all that incomprehensible running in and out of
-shops that women went in for. "Has Fleur got her summer dresses?"
-
-"You don't ask if I have mine."
-
-"You don't care whether I do or not."
-
-"Quite right. Well, she has; and I have mine--terribly expensive."
-
-"H'm!" said Soames. "What does that chap Profond do in England?"
-
-Annette raised the eyebrows she had just finished.
-
-"He yachts."
-
-"Ah!" said Soames; "he's a sleepy chap."
-
-"Sometimes," answered Annette, and her face had a sort of quiet
-enjoyment. "But sometimes very amusing."
-
-"He's got a touch of the tar-brush about him."
-
-Annette stretched herself.
-
-"Tar-brush?" she said. "What is that? His mother was Armenienne."
-
-"That's it, then," muttered Soames. "Does he know anything about
-pictures?"
-
-"He knows about everything--a man of the world."
-
-"Well, get some one for Fleur. I want to distract her. She's going
-off on Saturday to Val Dartie and his wife; I don't like it."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-Since the reason could not be explained without going into family
-history, Soames merely answered:
-
-"Racketing about. There's too much of it."
-
-"I like that little Mrs. Val; she is very quiet and clever."
-
-"I know nothing of her except--This thing's new." And Soames took
-up a creation from the bed.
-
-Annette received it from him.
-
-"Would you hook me?" she said.
-
-Soames hooked. Glancing once over her shoulder into the glass, he
-saw the expression on her face, faintly amused, faintly contemptuous,
-as much as to say: "Thanks! You will never learn!" No, thank God,
-he wasn't a Frenchman! He finished with a jerk, and the words: "It's
-too low here." And he went to the door, with the wish to get away
-from her and go down to Fleur again.
-
-Annette stayed a powder-puff, and said with startling suddenness
-
-"Que to es grossier!"
-
-He knew the expression--he had reason to. The first time she had
-used it he had thought it meant "What a grocer you are!" and had not
-known whether to be relieved or not when better informed. He
-resented the word--he was not coarse! If he was coarse, what was
-that chap in the room beyond his, who made those horrible noises in
-the morning when he cleared his throat, or those people in the Lounge
-who thought it well-bred to say nothing but what the whole world
-could hear at the top of their voices--quacking inanity! Coarse,
-because he had said her dress was low! Well, so it was! He went out
-without reply.
-
-Coming into the Lounge from the far end, he at once saw Fleur where
-he had left her. She sat with crossed knees, slowly balancing a foot
-in silk stocking and grey shoe, sure sign that she was dreaming. Her
-eyes showed it too--they went off like that sometimes. And then, in
-a moment, she would come to life, and be as quick and restless as a
-monkey. And she knew so much, so self-assured, and not yet nineteen.
-What was that odious word? Flapper! Dreadful young creatures--
-squealing and squawking and showing their legs! The worst of them
-bad dreams, the best of them powdered angels! Fleur was not a
-flapper, not one of those slangy, ill-bred young females. And yet
-she was frighteningly self-willed, and full of life, and determined
-to enjoy it. Enjoy! The word brought no puritan terror to Soames;
-but it brought the terror suited to his temperament. He had always
-been afraid to enjoy to-day for fear he might not enjoy tomorrow so
-much. And it was terrifying to feel that his daughter was divested
-of that safeguard. The very way she sat in that chair showed it--
-lost in her dream. He had never been lost in a dream himself--there
-was nothing to be had out of it; and where she got it from he did not
-know! Certainly not from Annette! And yet Annette, as a young girl,
-when he was hanging about her, had once had a flowery look. Well,
-she had lost it now!
-
-Fleur rose from her chair-swiftly, restlessly; and flung herself down
-at a writing-table. Seizing ink and writing paper, she began to
-write as if she had not time to breathe before she got her letter
-written. And suddenly she saw him. The air of desperate absorption
-vanished, she smiled, waved a kiss, made a pretty face as if she were
-a little puzzled and a little bored.
-
-Ah! She was "fine"--"fine!"
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-AT ROBIN HILL
-
-
-Jolyon Forsyte had spent his boy's nineteenth birthday at Robin Hill,
-quietly going into his affairs. He did everything quietly now,
-because his heart was in a poor way, and, like all his family, he
-disliked the idea of dying. He had never realised how much till one
-day, two years ago, he had gone to his doctor about certain symptoms,
-and been told:
-
-"At any moment, on any overstrain."
-
-He had taken it with a smile--the natural Forsyte reaction against an
-unpleasant truth. But with an increase of symptoms in the train on
-the way home, he had realised to the full the sentence hanging over
-him. To leave Irene, his boy, his home, his work--though he did
-little enough work now! To leave them for unknown darkness, for the
-unimaginable state, for such nothingness that he would not even be
-conscious of wind stirring leaves above his grave, nor of the scent
-of earth and grass. Of such nothingness that, however hard he might
-try to conceive it, he never could, and must still hover on the hope
-that he might see again those he loved! To realise this was to
-endure very poignant spiritual anguish. Before he reached home that
-day he had determined to keep it from Irene. He would have to be
-more careful than man had ever been, for the least thing would give
-it away and make her as wretched as himself, almost. His doctor had
-passed him sound in other respects, and seventy was nothing of an
-age--he would last a long time yet, if he could.
-
-Such a conclusion, followed out for nearly two years, develops to the
-full the subtler side of character. Naturally not abrupt, except
-when nervously excited, Jolyon had become control incarnate. The sad
-patience of old people who cannot exert themselves was masked by a
-smile which his lips preserved even in private. He devised
-continually all manner of cover to conceal his enforced lack of
-exertion.
-
-Mocking himself for so doing, he counterfeited conversion to the
-Simple Life; gave up wine and cigars, drank a special kind of coffee
-with no coffee in it. In short, he made himself as safe as a Forsyte
-in his condition could, under the rose of his mild irony. Secure
-from discovery, since his wife and son had gone up to Town, he had
-spent the fine May day quietly arranging his papers, that he might
-die to-morrow without inconveniencing any one, giving in fact a final
-polish to his terrestrial state. Having docketed and enclosed it in
-his father's old Chinese cabinet, he put the key into an envelope,
-wrote the words outside: "Key of the Chinese cabinet, wherein will be
-found the exact state of me, J. F.," and put it in his breast-
-pocket, where it would be always about him, in case of accident.
-Then, ringing for tea, he went out to have it under the old oak-tree.
-
-All are under sentence of death; Jolyon, whose sentence was but a
-little more precise and pressing, had become so used to it that he
-thought habitually, like other people, of other things. He thought
-of his son now.
-
-Jon was nineteen that day, and Jon had come of late to a decision.
-Educated neither at Eton like his father, nor at Harrow, like his
-dead half-brother, but at one of those establishments which, designed
-to avoid the evil and contain the good of the Public School system,
-may or may not contain the evil and avoid the good, Jon had left in
-April perfectly ignorant of whit he wanted to become. The War, which
-had promised to go on for ever, had ended just as he was about to
-join the Army, six months before his time. It had taken him ever
-since to get used to the idea that he could now choose for himself.
-He had held with his father several discussions, from which, under a
-cheery show of being ready for anything--except, of course, the
-Church, Army, Law, Stage, Stock Exchange, Medicine, Business, and
-Engineering--Jolyon had gathered rather clearly that Jon wanted to go
-in for nothing. He himself had felt exactly like that at the same
-age. With him that pleasant vacuity had soon been ended by an early
-marriage, and its unhappy consequences. Forced to become an
-underwriter at Lloyd's, he had regained prosperity before his
-artistic talent had outcropped. But having--as the simple say--
-"learned" his boy to draw pigs and other animals, he knew that Jon
-would never be a painter, and inclined to the conclusion that his
-aversion from everything else meant that he was going to be a writer.
-Holding, however, the view that experience was necessary even for
-that profession, there seemed to Jolyon nothing in the meantime, for
-Jon, but University, travel, and perhaps the eating of dinners for
-the Bar. After that one would see, or more probably one would not.
-In face of these proffered allurements, however, Jon had remained
-undecided.
-
-Such discussions with his son had confirmed in Jolyon a doubt whether
-the world had really changed. People said that it was a new age.
-With the profundity of one not too long for any age, Jolyon perceived
-that under slightly different surfaces the era was precisely what it
-had been. Mankind was still divided into two species: The few who
-had "speculation" in their souls, and the many who had none, with a
-belt of hybrids like himself in the middle. Jon appeared to have
-speculation; it seemed to his father a bad lookout.
-
-With something deeper, therefore, than his usual smile, he had heard
-the boy say, a fortnight ago: "I should like to try farming, Dad; if
-it won't cost you too much. It seems to be about the only sort of
-life that doesn't hurt anybody; except art, and of course that's out
-of the question for me."
-
-Jolyon subdued his smile, and answered:
-
-"All right; you shall skip back to where we were under the first
-Jolyon in 1760. It'll prove the cycle theory, and incidentally, no
-doubt, you may grow a better turnip than he did."
-
-A little dashed, Jon had answered:
-
-"But don't you think it's a good scheme, Dad?"
-
-"'Twill serve, my dear; and if you should really take to it, you'll
-do more good than most men, which is little enough."
-
-To himself, however, he had said: 'But he won't take to it. I give
-him four years. Still, it's healthy, and harmless.'
-
-After turning the matter over and consulting with Irene, he wrote to
-his daughter, Mrs. Val Dartie, asking if they knew of a farmer near
-them on the Downs who would take Jon as an apprentice. Holly's
-answer had been enthusiastic. There was an excellent man quite
-close; she and Val would love Jon to live with them.
-
-The boy was due to go to-morrow.
-
-Sipping weak tea with lemon in it, Jolyon gazed through the leaves of
-the old oak-tree at that view which had appeared to him desirable for
-thirty-two years. The tree beneath which he sat seemed not a day
-older! So young, the little leaves of brownish gold; so old, the
-whitey-grey-green of its thick rough trunk. A tree of memories,
-which would live on hundreds of years yet, unless some barbarian cut
-it down--would see old England out at the pace things were going! He
-remembered a night three years before, when, looking from his window,
-with his arm close round Irene, he had watched a German aeroplane
-hovering, it seemed, right over the old tree. Next day they had
-found a bomb hole in a field on Gage's farm. That was before he knew
-that he was under sentence of death. He could almost have wished the
-bomb had finished him. It would have saved a lot of hanging about,
-many hours of cold fear in the pit of his stomach. He had counted on
-living to the normal Forsyte age of eighty-five or more, when Irene
-would be seventy. As it was, she would miss him. Still there was
-Jon, more important in her life than himself; Jon, who adored his
-mother.
-
-Under that tree, where old Jolyon--waiting for Irene to come to him
-across the lawn--had breathed his last, Jolyon wondered, whimsically,
-whether, having put everything in such perfect order, he had not
-better close his own eyes and drift away. There was something
-undignified in o parasitically clinging on to the effortless close of
-a life wherein he regretted two things only--the long division
-between his father and himself when he was young, and the lateness of
-his union o with Irene.
-
-From where he sat he could see a cluster of apple-trees in blossom.
-Nothing in Nature moved him so much as fruit-trees in blossom; and
-his heart ached suddenly because he might never see them flower
-again. Spring! Decidedly no man ought to have to die while his
-heart was still young enough to love beauty! Blackbirds sang
-recklessly in the shrubbery, swallows were flying high, the leaves
-above him glistened; and over the fields was every imaginable tint of
-early foliage, burnished by the level sunlight, away to where the
-distant "smoke-bush" blue was trailed along the horizon. Irene's
-flowers in their narrow beds had startling individuality that
-evening, little deep assertions of gay life. Only Chinese and
-Japanese painters, and perhaps Leonardo, had known how to get that
-startling little ego into each painted flower, and bird, and beast--
-the ego, yet the sense of species, the universality of life as well.
-They were the fellows! 'I've made nothing that will live!' thought
-Jolyon; 'I've been an amateur--a mere lover, not a creator. Still, I
-shall leave Jon behind me when I go.' What luck that the boy had
-not been caught by that ghastly war! He might so easily have been
-killed, like poor Jolly twenty years ago out in the Transvaal. Jon
-would do something some day--if the Age didn't spoil him--an
-imaginative chap! His whim to take up farming was but a bit of
-sentiment, and about as likely to last. And just then he saw them
-coming up the field: Irene and the boy; walking from the station,
-with their arms linked. And getting up, he strolled down through the
-new rose garden to meet them....
-
-Irene came into his room that night and sat down by the window. She
-sat there without speaking till he said:
-
-"What is it, my love?"
-
-"We had an encounter to-day."
-
-"With whom?"
-
-"Soames."
-
-Soames! He had kept that name out of his thoughts these last two
-years; conscious that it was bad for him. And, now, his heart moved
-in a disconcerting manner, as if it had side-slipped within his
-chest.
-
-Irene went on quietly:
-
-"He and his daughter were in the Gallery, and afterward at the
-confectioner's where we had tea."
-
-Jolyon went over and put his hand on her shoulder.
-
-"How did he look?"
-
-"Grey; but otherwise much the same."
-
-"And the daughter?"
-
-"Pretty. At least, Jon thought so."
-
-Jolyon's heart side-slipped again. His wife's face had a strained
-and puzzled look.
-
-
-"You didn't-?" he began.
-
-"No; but Jon knows their name. The girl dropped her handkerchief and
-he picked it up."
-
-Jolyon sat down on his bed. An evil chance!
-
-"June was with you. Did she put her foot into it?"
-
-"No; but it was all very queer and strained, and Jon could see it
-was."
-
-Jolyon drew a long breath, and said:
-
-"I've often wondered whether we've been right to keep it from him.
-He'll find out some day."
-
-"The later the better, Jolyon; the young have such cheap, hard
-judgment. When you were nineteen what would you have thought of your
-mother if she had done what I have?"
-
-Yes! There it was! Jon worshipped his mother; and knew nothing of
-the tragedies, the inexorable necessities of life, nothing of the
-prisoned grief in an unhappy marriage, nothing of jealousy or
-passion--knew nothing at all, as yet!
-
-"What have you told him?" he said at last.
-
-"That they were relations, but we didn't know them; that you had
-never cared much for your family, or they for you. I expect he will
-be asking you."
-
-Jolyon smiled. "This promises to take the place of air-raids," he
-said. "After all, one misses them."
-
-Irene looked up at him.
-
-"We've known it would come some day."
-
-He answered her with sudden energy:
-
-"I could never stand seeing Jon blame you. He shan't do that, even
-in thought. He has imagination; and he'll understand if it's put to
-him properly. I think I had better tell him before he gets to know
-otherwise."
-
-"Not yet, Jolyon."
-
-That was like her--she had no foresight, and never went to meet
-trouble. Still--who knew?--she might be right. It was ill going
-against a mother's instinct. It might be well to let the boy go on,
-if possible, till experience had given him some touchstone by which
-he could judge the values of that old tragedy; till love, jealousy,
-longing, had deepened his charity. All the same, one must take
-precautions--every precaution possible! And, long after Irene had
-left him, he lay awake turning over those precautions. He must write
-to Holly, telling her that Jon knew nothing as yet of family history.
-Holly was discreet, she would make sure of her husband, she would see
-to it! Jon could take the letter with him when he went to-morrow.
-
-And so the day on which he had put the polish on his material estate
-died out with the chiming of the stable clock; and another began for
-Jolyon in the shadow of a spiritual disorder which could not be so
-rounded off and polished....
-
-But Jon, whose room had once been his day nursery, lay awake too, the
-prey of a sensation disputed by those who have never known it, "love
-at first sight!" He had felt it beginning in him with the glint of
-those dark eyes gazing into his athwart the Juno--a conviction that
-this was his 'dream'; so that what followed had seemed to him at once
-natural and miraculous. Fleur! Her name alone was almost enough for
-one who was terribly susceptible to the charm of words. In a
-homoeopathic Age, when boys and girls were co-educated, and mixed up
-in early life till sex was almost abolished, Jon was singularly old-
-fashioned. His modern school took boys only, and his holidays had
-been spent at Robin Hill with boy friends, or his parents alone. He
-had never, therefore, been inoculated against the germs of love by
-small doses of the poison. And now in the dark his temperature was
-mounting fast. He lay awake, featuring Fleur--as they called it--
-recalling her words, especially that "Au revoir!" so soft and
-sprightly.
-
-He was still so wide awake at dawn that he got up, slipped on tennis
-shoes, trousers, and a sweater, and in silence crept downstairs and
-out through the study window. It was just light; there was a smell
-of grass. 'Fleur!' he thought; 'Fleur!' It was mysteriously white
-out of doors, with nothing awake except the birds just beginning to
-chirp. 'I'll go down into the coppice,' he thought. He ran down
-through the fields, reached the pond just as the sun rose, and passed
-into the coppice. Bluebells carpeted the ground there; among the
-larch-trees there was mystery--the air, as it were, composed of that
-romantic quality. Jon sniffed its freshness, and stared at the
-bluebells in the sharpening light. Fleur! It rhymed with her! And
-she lived at Mapleduram--a jolly name, too, on the river somewhere.
-He could find it in the atlas presently. He would write to her. But
-would she answer? Oh! She must. She had said "Au revoir!" Not
-good-bye! What luck that she had dropped her handkerchief! He would
-never have known her but for that. And the more he thought of that
-handkerchief, the more amazing his luck seemed. Fleur! It certainly
-rhymed with her! Rhythm thronged his head; words jostled to be
-joined together; he was on the verge of a poem.
-
-Jon remained in this condition for more than half an hour, then
-returned to the house, and getting a ladder, climbed in at his
-bedroom window out of sheer exhilaration. Then, remembering that the
-study window was open, he went down and shut it, first removing the
-ladder, so as to obliterate all traces of his feeling. The thing was
-too deep to be revealed to mortal soul-even-to his mother.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-THE MAUSOLEUM
-
-
-There are houses whose souls have passed into the limbo of Time,
-leaving their bodies in the limbo of London. Such was not quite the
-condition of "Timothy's" on the Bayswater Road, for Timothy's soul
-still had one foot in Timothy Forsyte's body, and Smither kept the
-atmosphere unchanging, of camphor and port wine and house whose
-windows are only opened to air it twice a day.
-
-To Forsyte imagination that house was now a sort of Chinese pill-box,
-a series of layers in the last of which was Timothy. One did not
-reach him, or so it was reported by members of the family who, out of
-old-time habit or absentmindedness, would drive up once in a blue
-moon and ask after their surviving uncle. Such were Francie, now
-quite emancipated from God (she frankly avowed atheism), Euphemia,
-emancipated from old Nicholas, and Winifred Dartie from her "man of
-the world." But, after all, everybody was emancipated now, or said
-they were--perhaps not quite the same thing!
-
-When Soames, therefore, took it on his way to Paddington station on
-the morning after that encounter, it was hardly with the expectation
-of seeing Timothy in the flesh. His heart made a faint demonstration
-within him while he stood in full south sunlight on the newly
-whitened doorstep of that little house where four Forsytes had once
-lived, and now but one dwelt on like a winter fly; the house into
-which Soames had come and out of which he had gone times without
-number, divested of, or burdened with, fardels of family gossip; the
-house of the "old people" of another century, another age.
-
-The sight of Smither--still corseted up to the armpits because the
-new fashion which came in as they were going out about 1903 had never
-been considered "nice" by Aunts Juley and Hester--brought a pale
-friendliness to Soames' lips; Smither, still faithfully arranged to
-old pattern in every detail, an invaluable servant--none such left--
-smiling back at him, with the words: "Why! it's Mr. Soames, after all
-this time! And how are you, sir? Mr. Timothy will be so pleased to
-know you've been."
-
-"How is he?"
-
-"Oh! he keeps fairly bobbish for his age, sir; but of course he's a
-wonderful man. As I said to Mrs. Dartie when she was here last: It
-would please Miss Forsyte and Mrs. Juley and Miss Hester to see how
-he relishes a baked apple still. But he's quite deaf. And a mercy,
-I always think. For what we should have done with him in the air-
-raids, I don't know."
-
-"Ah!" said Soames. "What did you do with him?"
-
-"We just left him in his bed, and had the bell run down into the
-cellar, so that Cook and I could hear him if he rang. It would never
-have done to let him know there was a war on. As I said to Cook, 'If
-Mr. Timothy rings, they may do what they like--I'm going up. My dear
-mistresses would have a fit if they could see him ringing and nobody
-going to him.' But he slept through them all beautiful. And the one
-in the daytime he was having his bath. It was a mercy, because he
-might have noticed the people in the street all looking up--he often
-looks out of the window."
-
-"Quite!" murmured Soames. Smither was getting garrulous! "I just
-want to look round and see if there's anything to be done."
-
-"Yes, sir. I don't think there's anything except a smell of mice in
-the dining-room that we don't know how to get rid of. It's funny
-they should be there, and not a crumb, since Mr. Timothy took to not
-coming down, just before the War. But they're nasty little things;
-you never know where they'll take you next."
-
-"Does he leave his bed?"--
-
-"Oh! yes, sir; he takes nice exercise between his bed and the window
-in the morning, not to risk a change of air. And he's quite
-comfortable in himself; has his Will out every day regular. It's a
-great consolation to him--that."
-
-"Well, Smither, I want to see him, if I can; in case he has anything
-to say to me."
-
-Smither coloured up above her corsets.
-
-"It will be an occasion!" she said. "Shall I take you round the
-house, sir, while I send Cook to break it to him?"
-
-"No, you go to him," said Soames. "I can go round the house by
-myself."
-
-One could not confess to sentiment before another, and Soames felt
-that he was going to be sentimental nosing round those rooms so
-saturated with the past. When Smither, creaking with excitement, had
-left him, Soames entered the dining-room and sniffed. In his opinion
-it wasn't mice, but incipient wood-rot, and he examined the
-panelling. Whether it was worth a coat of paint, at Timothy's age,
-he was not sure. The room had always been the most modern in the
-house; and only a faint smile curled Soames' lips and nostrils.
-Walls of a rich green surmounted the oak dado; a heavy metal
-chandelier hung by a chain from a ceiling divided by imitation beams.
-The pictures had been bought by Timothy, a bargain, one day at
-Jobson's sixty years ago--three Snyder "still lifes," two faintly
-coloured drawings of a boy and a girl, rather charming, which bore
-the initials "J. R."--Timothy had always believed they might turn out
-to be Joshua Reynolds, but Soames, who admired them, had discovered
-that they were only John Robinson; and a doubtful Morland of a white
-pony being shod. Deep-red plush curtains, ten high-backed dark
-mahogany chairs with deep-red plush seats, a Turkey carpet, and a
-mahogany dining-table as large as the room was small, such was an
-apartment which Soames could remember unchanged in soul or body since
-he was four years old. He looked especially at the two drawings, and
-thought: 'I shall buy those at the sale.'
-
-From the dining-room he passed into Timothy's study. He did not
-remember ever having been in that room. It was lined from floor to
-ceiling with volumes, and he looked at them with curiosity. One wall
-seemed devoted to educational books, which Timothy's firm had
-published two generations back-sometimes as many as twenty copies of
-one book. Soames read their titles and shuddered. The middle wall
-had precisely the same books as used to be in the library at his own
-father's in Park Lane, from which he deduced the fancy that James and
-his youngest brother had gone out together one day and bought a brace
-of small libraries. The third wall he approached with more
-excitement. Here, surely, Timothy's own taste would be found. It
-was. The books were dummies. The fourth wall was all heavily
-curtained window. And turned toward it was a large chair with a
-mahogany reading-stand attached, on which a yellowish and folded copy
-of The Times, dated July 6, 1914, the day Timothy first failed to
-come down, as if in preparation for the War, seemed waiting for him
-still. In a corner stood a large globe of that world never visited
-by Timothy, deeply convinced of the unreality of everything but
-England, and permanently upset by the sea, on which he had been very
-sick one Sunday afternoon in 1836, out of a pleasure boat off the
-pier at Brighton, with Juley and Hester, Swithin and Hatty Chessman;
-all due to Swithin, who was always taking things into his head, and
-who, thank goodness, had been sick too. Soames knew all about it,
-having heard the tale fifty times at least from one or other of them.
-He went up to the globe, and gave it a spin; it emitted a faint creak
-and moved about an inch, bringing into his purview a daddy-long-legs
-which had died on it in latitude 44.
-
-'Mausoleum!' he thought. 'George was right!' And he went out and up
-the stairs. On the half-landing he stopped before the case of
-stuffed humming-birds which had delighted his childhood. They looked
-not a day older, suspended on wires above pampas-grass. If the case
-were opened the birds would not begin to hum, but the whole thing
-would crumble, he suspected. It wouldn't be worth putting that into
-the sale! And suddenly he was caught by a memory of Aunt Ann--dear
-old Aunt Ann--holding him by the hand in front of that case and
-saying: "Look, Soamey! Aren't they bright and pretty, dear little
-humming-birds!" Soames remembered his own answer: "They don't hum,
-Auntie." He must have been six, in a black velveteen suit with a
-light-blue collar-he remembered that suit well! Aunt Ann with her
-ringlets, and her spidery kind hands, and her grave old aquiline
-smile--a fine old lady, Aunt Ann! He moved on up to the drawing-room
-door. There on each side of it were the groups of miniatures. Those
-he would certainly buy in! The miniatures of his four aunts, one of
-his Uncle Swithin adolescent, and one of his Uncle Nicholas as a boy.
-They had all been painted by a young lady friend of the family at a
-time, 1830, about, when miniatures were considered very genteel, and
-lasting too, painted as they were on ivory. Many a time had he heard
-the tale of that young lady: "Very talented, my dear; she had quite a
-weakness for Swithin, and very soon after she went into a consumption
-and died: so like Keats--we often spoke of it."
-
-Well, there they were! Ann, Juley, Hester, Susan--quite a small
-child; Swithin, with sky-blue eyes, pink cheeks, yellow curls, white
-waistcoat-large as life; and Nicholas, like Cupid with an eye on
-heaven. Now he came to think of it, Uncle Nick had always been
-rather like that--a wonderful man to the last. Yes, she must have
-had talent, and miniatures always had a certain back-watered cachet
-of their own, little subject to the currents of competition on
-aesthetic Change. Soames opened the drawing-room door. The room was
-dusted, the furniture uncovered, the curtains drawn back, precisely
-as if his aunts still dwelt there patiently waiting. And a thought
-came to him: When Timothy died--why not? Would it not be almost a
-duty to preserve this house--like Carlyle's--and put up a tablet, and
-show it? "Specimen of mid-Victorian abode--entrance, one shilling,
-with catalogue." After all, it was the completest thing, and perhaps
-the deadest in the London of to-day. Perfect in its special taste
-and culture, if, that is, he took down and carried over to his own
-collection the four Barbizon pictures he had given them. The still
-sky-blue walls, tile green curtains patterned with red flowers and
-ferns; the crewel-worked fire-screen before the cast-iron grate; the
-mahogany cupboard with glass windows, full of little knickknacks; the
-beaded footstools; Keats, Shelley, Southey, Cowper, Coleridge,
-Byron's Corsair (but nothing else), and the Victorian poets in a
-bookshelf row; the marqueterie cabinet lined with dim red plush, full
-of family relics: Hester's first fan; the buckles of their mother's
-father's shoes; three bottled scorpions; and one very yellow
-elephant's tusk, sent home from India by Great-uncle Edgar Forsyte,
-who had been in jute; a yellow bit of paper propped up, with spidery
-writing on it, recording God knew what! And the pictures crowding on
-the walls--all water-colours save those four Barbizons looking like
-tile foreigners they were, and doubtful customers at that--pictures
-bright and illustrative, "Telling the Bees," "Hey for the Ferry!" and
-two in the style of Frith, all thimblerig and crinolines, given them
-by Swithin. Oh! many, many pictures at which Soames had gazed a
-thousand times in supercilious fascination; a marvellous collection
-of bright, smooth gilt frames.
-
-And the boudoir-grand piano, beautifully dusted, hermetically sealed
-as ever; and Aunt Juley's album of pressed seaweed on it. And the
-gilt-legged chairs, stronger than they looked. And on one side of
-the fireplace the sofa of crimson silk, where Aunt Ann, and after her
-Aunt Juley, had been wont to sit, facing the light and bolt upright.
-And on the other side of the fire the one really easy chair, back to
-the light, for Aunt Hester. Soames screwed up his eyes; he seemed to
-see them sitting there. Ah! and the atmosphere--even now, of too
-many stuffs and washed lace curtains, lavender in bags, and dried
-bees' wings. 'No,' he thought, 'there's nothing like it left; it
-ought to be preserved.' And, by George, they might laugh at it, but
-for a standard of gentle life never departed from, for fastidiousness
-of skin and eye and nose and feeling, it beat to-day hollow--to-day
-with its Tubes and cars, its perpetual smoking, its cross-legged,
-bare-necked girls visible up to the knees and down to the waist if
-you took the trouble (agreeable to the satyr within each Forsyte but
-hardly his idea of a lady), with their feet, too, screwed round the
-legs of their chairs while they ate, and their "So longs," and their
-"Old Beans," and their laughter--girls who gave him the shudders
-whenever he thought of Fleur in contact with them; and the hard-eyed,
-capable, older women who managed life and gave him the shudders too.
-No! his old aunts, if they never opened their minds, their eyes, or
-very much their windows, at least had manners, and a standard, and
-reverence for past and future.
-
-With rather a choky feeling he closed the door and went tiptoeing up-
-stairs. He looked in at a place on the way: H'm! in perfect order of
-the eighties, with a sort of yellow oilskin paper on the walls. At
-the top of the stairs he hesitated between four doors. Which of them
-was Timothy's? And he listened. A sound, as of a child slowly
-dragging a hobby-horse about, came to his ears. That must be
-Timothy! He tapped, and a door was opened by Smither, very red in
-the face.
-
-Mr. Timothy was taking his walk, and she had not been able to get him
-to attend. If Mr. Soames would come into the back-room, he could see
-him through the door.
-
-Soames went into the back-room and stood watching.
-
-The last of the old Forsytes was on his feet, moving with the most
-impressive slowness, and an air of perfect concentration on his own
-affairs, backward and forward between the foot of his bed and the
-window, a distance of some twelve feet. The lower part of his square
-face, no longer clean-shaven, was covered with snowy beard clipped as
-short as it could be, and his chin looked as broad as his brow where
-the hair was also quite white, while nose and cheeks and brow were a
-good yellow. One hand held a stout stick, and the other grasped the
-skirt of his Jaeger dressing-gown, from under which could be seen his
-bed-socked ankles and feet thrust into Jaeger slippers. The
-expression on his face was that of a crossed child, intent on
-something that he has not got. Each time he turned he stumped the
-stick, and then dragged it, as if to show that he could do without
-it:
-
-"He still looks strong," said Soames under his breath.
-
-"Oh! yes, sir. You should see him take his bath--it's wonderful; he
-does enjoy it so."
-
-Those quite loud words gave Soames an insight. Timothy had resumed
-his babyhood.
-
-"Does he take any interest in things generally?" he said, also loud.
-
-"Oh I yes, sir; his food and his Will. It's quite a sight to see him
-turn it over and over, not to read it, of course; and every now and
-then he asks the price of Consols, and I write it on a slate for him-
-very large. Of course, I always write the same, what they were when
-he last took notice, in 1914. We got the doctor to forbid him to
-read the paper when the War broke out. Oh! he did take on about that
-at first. But he soon came round, because he knew it tired him; and
-he's a wonder to conserve energy as he used to call it when my dear
-mistresses were alive, bless their hearts! How he did go on at them
-about that; they were always so active, if you remember, Mr. Soames."
-
-"What would happen if I were to go in?" asked Soames: "Would he
-remember me? I made his Will, you know, after Miss Hester died in
-1907."
-
-"Oh! that, sir," replied Smither doubtfully, "I couldn't take on me
-to say. I think he might; he really is a wonderful man for his age."
-
-Soames moved into the doorway, and waiting for Timothy to turn, said
-in a loud voice: "Uncle Timothy!"
-
-Timothy trailed back half-way, and halted.
-
-"Eh?" he said.
-
-"Soames," cried Soames at the top of his voice, holding out his hand,
-"Soames Forsyte!"
-
-"No!" said Timothy, and stumping his stick loudly on the floor, he
-continued his walk.
-
-"It doesn't seem to work," said Soames.
-
-"No, sir," replied Smither, rather crestfallen; "you see, he hasn't
-finished his walk. It always was one thing at a time with him. I
-expect he'll ask me this afternoon if you came about the gas, and a
-pretty job I shall have to make him understand."
-
-"Do you think he ought to have a man about him?"
-
-Smither held up her hands. "A man! Oh! no. Cook and me can manage
-perfectly. A strange man about would send him crazy in no time. And
-my mistresses wouldn't like the idea of a man in the house. Besides,
-we're so--proud of him."
-
-"I suppose the doctor comes?"
-
-"Every morning. He makes special terms for such a quantity, and Mr.
-Timothy's so used, he doesn't take a bit of notice, except to put out
-his tongue."
-
-"Well," said Soames, turning away, "it's rather sad and painful to
-me."
-
-"Oh! sir," returned Smither anxiously, "you mustn't think that. Now
-that he can't worry about things, he quite enjoys his life, really he
-does. As I say to Cook, Mr. Timothy is more of a man than he ever
-was. You see, when he's not walkin', or takin' his bath, he's
-eatin', and when he's not eatin', he's sleepin'; and there it is.
-There isn't an ache or a care about him anywhere."
-
-"Well," said Soames, "there's something in that. I'll go down. By
-the way, let me see his Will."
-
-"I should have to take my time about that, sir; he keeps it under his
-pillow, and he'd see me, while he's active."
-
-"I only want to know if it's the one I made," said Soames; "you take
-a look at its date some time, and let me know."
-
-"Yes, sir; but I'm sure it's the same, because me and Cook witnessed,
-you remember, and there's our names on it still, and we've only done
-it once."
-
-"Quite," said Soames. He did remember. Smither and Jane had been
-proper witnesses, having been left nothing in the Will that they
-might have no interest in Timothy's death. It had been--he fully
-admitted--an almost improper precaution, but Timothy had wished it,
-and, after all, Aunt Hester had provided for them amply.
-
-"Very well," he said; "good-bye, Smither. Look after him, and if he
-should say anything at any time, put it down, and let me know."
-
-"Oh I yes, Mr. Soames; I'll be sure to do that. It's been such a
-pleasant change to see you. Cook will be quite excited when I tell
-her."
-
-Soames shook her hand and went down-stairs. He stood for fully two
-minutes by the hat-stand whereon he had hung his hat so many times.
-'So it all passes,' he was thinking; 'passes and begins again. Poor
-old chap!' And he listened, if perchance the sound of Timothy
-trailing his hobby-horse might come down the well of the stairs; or
-some ghost of an old face show over the bannisters, and an old voice
-say: 'Why, it's dear Soames, and we were only saying that we hadn't
-seen him for a week!'
-
-Nothing--nothing! Just the scent of camphor, and dust-motes in a
-sunbeam through the fanlight over the door. The little old house! A
-mausoleum! And, turning on his heel, he went out, and caught his
-train.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-THE NATIVE HEATH
-
-
- "His foot's upon his native heath,
- His name's--Val Dartie."
-
-With some such feeling did Val Dartie, in the fortieth year of his
-age, set out that same Thursday morning very early from the old
-manor-house he had taken on the north side of the Sussex Downs. His
-destination was Newmarket, and he had not been there since the autumn
-of 1899, when he stole over from Oxford for the Cambridgeshire. He
-paused at the door to give his wife a kiss, and put a flask of port
-into his pocket.
-
-"Don't overtire your leg, Val, and don't bet too much."
-
-With the pressure of her chest against his own, and her eyes looking
-into his, Val felt both leg and pocket safe. He should be moderate;
-Holly was always right--she had a natural aptitude. It did not seem
-so remarkable to him, perhaps, as it might to others, that--half
-Dartie as he was--he should have been perfectly faithful to his young
-first cousin during the twenty years since he married her
-romantically out in the Boer War; and faithful without any feeling of
-sacrifice or boredom--she was so quick, so slyly always a little in
-front of his mood. Being first cousins they had decided, rather
-needlessly, to have no children; and, though a little sallower, she
-had kept her looks, her slimness, and the colour of her dark hair.
-Val particularly admired the life of her own she carried on, besides
-carrying on his, and riding better every year. She kept up her
-music, she read an awful lot--novels, poetry, all sorts of stuff.
-Out on their farm in Cape colony she had looked after all the
-"nigger" babies and women in a miraculous manner. She was, in fact,
-clever; yet made no fuss about it, and had no "side." Though not
-remarkable for humility, Val had come to have the feeling that she
-was his superior, and he did not grudge it--a great tribute. It
-might be noted that he never looked at Holly without her knowing of
-it, but that she looked at him sometimes unawares.
-
-He had kissed her in the porch because he should not be doing so on
-the platform, though she was going to the station with him, to drive
-the car back. Tanned and wrinkled by Colonial weather and the wiles
-inseparable from horses, and handicapped by the leg which, weakened
-in the Boer War, had probably saved his life in the War just past,
-Val was still much as he had been in the days of his courtship; his
-smile as wide and charming, his eyelashes, if anything, thicker and
-darker, his eyes screwed up under them, as bright a grey, his
-freckles rather deeper, his hair a little grizzled at the sides. He
-gave the impression of one who has lived actively with horses in a
-sunny climate.
-
-Twisting the car sharp round at the gate, he said:
-
-"When is young Jon coming?"
-
-"To-day."
-
-"Is there anything you want for him? I could bring it down on
-Saturday."
-
-"No; but you might come by the same train as Fleur--one-forty."
-
-Val gave the Ford full rein; he still drove like a man in a new
-country on bad roads, who refuses to compromise, and expects heaven
-at every hole.
-
-"That's a young woman who knows her way about," he said. "I say, has
-it struck you?"
-
-"Yes," said Holly.
-
-"Uncle Soames and your Dad--bit awkward, isn't it?"
-
-"She won't know, and he won't know, and nothing must be said, of
-course. It's only for five days, Val."
-
-"Stable secret! Righto!" If Holly thought it safe, it was.
-Glancing slyly round at him, she said: "Did you notice how
-beautifully she asked herself?"
-
-"No!"
-
-"Well, she did. What do you think of her, Val?"
-
-"Pretty and clever; but she might run out at any corner if she got
-her monkey up, I should say."
-
-"I'm wondering," Holly murmured, "whether she is the modern young
-woman. One feels at sea coming home into all this."
-
-"You? You get the hang of things so quick."
-
-Holly slid her hand into his coat-pocket.
-
-"You keep one in the know," said Val encouraged. "What do you think
-of that Belgian fellow, Profond?"
-
-"I think he's rather 'a good devil.'"
-
-Val grinned.
-
-"He seems to me a queer fish for a friend of our family. In fact,
-our family is in pretty queer waters, with Uncle Soames marrying a
-Frenchwoman, and your Dad marrying Soames's first. Our grandfathers
-would have had fits!"
-
-"So would anybody's, my dear."
-
-"This car," Val said suddenly, "wants rousing; she doesn't get her
-hind legs under her uphill. I shall have to give her her head on the
-slope if I'm to catch that train."
-
-There was that about horses which had prevented him from ever really
-sympathising with a car, and the running of the Ford under his
-guidance compared with its running under that of Holly was always
-noticeable. He caught the train.
-
-"Take care going home; she'll throw you down if she can. Good-bye,
-darling."
-
-"Good-bye," called Holly, and kissed her hand.
-
-In the train, after quarter of an hour's indecision between thoughts
-of Holly, his morning paper, the look of the bright day, and his dim
-memory of Newmarket, Val plunged into the recesses of a small square
-book, all names, pedigrees, tap-roots, and notes about the make and
-shape of horses. The Forsyte in him was bent on the acquisition of a
-certain strain of blood, and he was subduing resolutely as yet the
-Dartie hankering for a Nutter. On getting back to England, after the
-profitable sale of his South African farm and stud, and observing
-that the sun seldom shone, Val had said to himself: "I've absolutely
-got to have an interest in life, or this country will give me the
-blues. Hunting's not enough, I'll breed and I'll train." With just
-that extra pinch of shrewdness and decision imparted by long
-residence in a new country, Val had seen the weak point of modern
-breeding. They were all hypnotised by fashion and high price. He
-should buy for looks, and let names go hang! And here he was
-already, hypnotised by the prestige of a certain strain of blood!
-Half-consciously, he thought: 'There's something in this damned
-climate which makes one go round in a ring. All the same, I must
-have a strain of Mayfly blood.'
-
-In this mood he reached the Mecca of his hopes. It was one of those
-quiet meetings favourable to such as wish to look into horses, rather
-than into the mouths of bookmakers; and Val clung to the paddock.
-His twenty years of Colonial life, divesting him of the dandyism in
-which he had been bred, had left him the essential neatness of the
-horseman, and given him a queer and rather blighting eye over what he
-called "the silly haw-haw" of some Englishmen, the "flapping
-cockatoory" of some English-women--Holly had none of that and Holly
-was his model. Observant, quick, resourceful, Val went straight to
-the heart of a transaction, a horse, a drink; and he was on his way
-to the heart of a Mayfly filly, when a slow voice said at his elbow:
-
-"Mr. Val Dartie? How's Mrs. Val Dartie? She's well, I hope." And
-he saw beside him the Belgian he had met at his sister Imogen's.
-
-"Prosper Profond--I met you at lunch," said the voice.
-
-"How are you?" murmured Val.
-
-"I'm very well," replied Monsieur Profond, smiling with a certain
-inimitable slowness. "A good devil," Holly had called him. Well!
-He looked a little like a devil, with his dark, clipped, pointed
-beard; a sleepy one though, and good-humoured, with fine eyes,
-unexpectedly intelligent.
-
-"Here's a gentleman wants to know you--cousin of yours--Mr. George
-Forsyde."
-
-Val saw a large form, and a face clean-shaven, bull-like, a little
-lowering, with sardonic humour bubbling behind a full grey eye; he
-remembered it dimly from old days when he would dine with his father
-at the Iseeum Club.
-
-"I used to go racing with your father," George was saying: "How's the
-stud? Like to buy one of my screws?"
-
-Val grinned, to hide the sudden feeling that the bottom had fallen
-out of breeding. They believed in nothing over here, not even in
-horses. George Forsyte, Prosper Profond! The devil himself was not
-more disillusioned than those two.
-
-"Didn't know you were a racing man," he said to Monsieur Profond.
-
-"I'm not. I don't care for it. I'm a yachtin' man. I don't care
-for yachtin' either, but I like to see my friends. I've got some
-lunch, Mr. Val Dartie, just a small lunch, if you'd like to 'ave
-some; not much--just a small one--in my car."
-
-"Thanks," said Val; "very good of you. I'll come along in about
-quarter of an hour."
-
-"Over there. Mr. Forsyde's comin'," and Monsieur Profond "poinded"
-with a yellow-gloved finger; "small car, with a small lunch"; he
-moved on, groomed, sleepy, and remote, George Forsyte following,
-neat, huge, and with his jesting air.
-
-Val remained gazing at the Mayfly filly. George Forsyte, of course,
-was an old chap, but this Profond might be about his own age; Val
-felt extremely young, as if the Mayfly filly were a toy at which
-those two had laughed. The animal had lost reality.
-
-"That 'small' mare"--he seemed to hear the voice of Monsieur Profond-
--"what do you see in her?--we must all die!"
-
-And George Forsyte, crony of his father, racing still! The Mayfly
-strain--was it any better than any other? He might just as well have
-a flutter with his money instead.
-
-"No, by gum!" he muttered suddenly, "if it's no good breeding horses,
-it's no good doing anything. What did I come for? I'll buy her."
-
-He stood back and watched the ebb of the paddock visitors toward the
-stand. Natty old chips, shrewd portly fellows, Jews, trainers
-looking as if they had never been guilty of seeing a horse in their
-lives; tall, flapping, languid women, or brisk, loud-voiced women;
-young men with an air as if trying to take it seriously--two or three
-of them with only one arm.
-
-'Life over here's a game!' thought Val. 'Muffin bell rings, horses
-run, money changes hands; ring again, run again, money changes back.'
-
-But, alarmed at his own philosophy, he went to the paddock gate to
-watch the Mayfly filly canter down. She moved well; and he made his
-way over to the "small" car. The "small" lunch was the sort a man
-dreams of but seldom gets; and when it was concluded Monsieur Profond
-walked back with him to the paddock.
-
-"Your wife's a nice woman," was his surprising remark.
-
-"Nicest woman I know," returned Val dryly.
-
-"Yes," said Monsieur Profond; "she has a nice face. I admire nice
-women."
-
-Val looked at him suspiciously, but something kindly and direct in
-the heavy diabolism of his companion disarmed him for the moment.
-
-"Any time you like to come on my yacht, I'll give her a small
-cruise."
-
-"Thanks," said Val, in arms again, "she hates the sea."
-
-"So do I," said Monsieur Profond.
-
-"Then why do you yacht?"
-
-The Belgian's eyes smiled. "Oh! I don't know. I've done everything;
-it's the last thing I'm doin'."
-
-"It must be d-d expensive. I should want more reason than that."
-
-Monsieur Prosper Profond raised his eyebrows, and puffed out a heavy
-lower lip.
-
-"I'm an easy-goin' man," he said.
-
-"Were you in the War?" asked Val.
-
-"Ye-es. I've done that too. I was gassed; it was a small bit
-unpleasant." He smiled with a deep and sleepy air of prosperity, as
-if he had caught it from his name.
-
-Whether his saying "small" when he ought to have said "little" was
-genuine mistake or affectation Val could not decide; the fellow was
-evidently capable of anything.
-
-Among the ring of buyers round the Mayfly filly who had won her race,
-Monsieur Profond said:
-
-"You goin' to bid?"
-
-Val nodded. With this sleepy Satan at his elbow, he felt in need of
-faith. Though placed above the ultimate blows of Providence by the
-forethought of a grand-father who had tied him up a thousand a year
-to which was added the thousand a year tied up for Holly by her
-grand-father, Val was not flush of capital that he could touch,
-having spent most of what he had realised from his South African farm
-on his establishment in Sussex. And very soon he was thinking: 'Dash
-it! she's going beyond me!' His limit-six hundred-was exceeded; he
-dropped out of the bidding. The Mayfly filly passed under the hammer
-at seven hundred and fifty guineas. He was turning away vexed when
-the slow voice of Monsieur Profond said in his ear:
-
-"Well, I've bought that small filly, but I don't want her; you take
-her and give her to your wife."
-
-Val looked at the fellow with renewed suspicion, but the good humour
-in his eyes was such that he really could not take offence.
-
-"I made a small lot of money in the War," began Monsieur Profond in
-answer to that look. "I 'ad armament shares. I like to give it
-away. I'm always makin' money. I want very small lot myself. I
-like my friends to 'ave it."
-
-"I'll buy her of you at the price you gave," said Val with sudden
-resolution.
-
-"No," said Monsieur Profond. "You take her. I don' want her."
-
-"Hang it! one doesn't--"
-
-"Why not?" smiled Monsieur Profond. "I'm a friend of your family."
-
-"Seven hundred and fifty guineas is not a box of cigars," said Val
-impatiently.
-
-"All right; you keep her for me till I want her, and do what you like
-with her."
-
-"So long as she's yours," said Val. "I don't mind that."
-
-"That's all right," murmured Monsieur Profond, and moved away.
-
-Val watched; he might be "a good devil," but then again he might not.
-He saw him rejoin George Forsyte, and thereafter saw him no more.
-
-He spent those nights after racing at his mother's house in Green
-Street.
-
-Winifred Dartie at sixty-two was marvellously preserved, considering
-the three-and-thirty years during which she had put up with Montague
-Dartie, till almost happily released by a French staircase. It was
-to her a vehement satisfaction to have her favourite son back from
-South Africa after all this time, to feel him so little changed, and
-to have taken a fancy to his wife. Winifred, who in the late
-seventies, before her marriage, had been in the vanguard of freedom,
-pleasure, and fashion, confessed her youth outclassed by the
-donzellas of the day. They seemed, for instance, to regard marriage
-as an incident, and Winifred sometimes regretted that she had not
-done the same; a second, third, fourth incident might have secured
-her a partner of less dazzling inebriety; though, after all, he had
-left her Val, Imogen, Maud, Benedict (almost a colonel and unharmed
-by the War)--none of whom had been divorced as yet. The steadiness of
-her children often amazed one who remembered their father; but, as
-she was fond of believing, they were really all Forsytes, favouring
-herself, with the exception, perhaps, of Imogen. Her brother's
-"little girl" Fleur frankly puzzled Winifred. The child was as
-restless as any of these modern young women--"She's a small flame in
-a draught," Prosper Profond had said one day after dinner--but she
-did not flop, or talk at the top of her voice. The steady Forsyteism
-in Winifred's own character instinctively resented the feeling in the
-air, the modern girl's habits and her motto: "All's much of a
-muchness! Spend, to-morrow we shall be poor!" She found it a saving
-grace in Fleur that, having set her heart on a thing, she had no
-change of heart until she got it--though--what happened after, Fleur
-was, of course, too young to have made evident. The child was a
-"very pretty little thing," too, and quite a credit to take about,
-with her mother's French taste and gift for wearing clothes;
-everybody turned to look at Fleur--great consideration to Winifred, a
-lover of the style and distinction which had so cruelly deceived her
-in the case of Montague Dartie.
-
-In discussing her with Val, at breakfast on Saturday morning,
-Winifred dwelt on the family skeleton.
-
-"That little affair of your father-in-law and your Aunt Irene, Val--
-it's old as the hills, of course, Fleur need know nothing about it--
-making a fuss. Your Uncle Soames is very particular about that. So
-you'll be careful."
-
-"Yes! But it's dashed awkward--Holly's young half-brother is coming
-to live with us while he learns farming. He's there already."
-
-"Oh!" said Winifred. "That is a gaff! What is he like?"
-
-"Only saw him once--at Robin Hill, when we were home in 1909; he was
-naked and painted blue and yellow in stripes--a jolly little chap."
-
-Winifred thought that "rather nice," and added comfortably: "Well,
-Holly's sensible; she'll know how to deal with it. I shan't tell
-your uncle. It'll only bother him. It's a great comfort to have you
-back, my dear boy, now that I'm getting on."
-
-"Getting on! Why! you're as young as ever. That chap Profond,
-Mother, is he all right?"
-
-"Prosper Profond! Oh! the most amusing man I know."
-
-Val grunted, and recounted the story of the Mayfly filly.
-
-"That's so like him," murmured Winifred. "He does all sorts of
-things."
-
-"Well," said Val shrewdly, "our family haven't been too lucky with
-that kind of cattle; they're too light-hearted for us."
-
-It was true, and Winifred's blue study lasted a full minute before
-she answered:
-
-"Oh! well! He's a foreigner, Val; one must make allowances."
-
-"All right, I'll use his filly and make it up to him, somehow."
-
-And soon after he gave her his blessing, received a kiss, and left
-her for his bookmaker's, the Iseeum Club, and Victoria station.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-JON
-
-
-Mrs. Val Dartie, after twenty years of South Africa, had fallen
-deeply in love, fortunately with something of her own, for the object
-of her passion was the prospect in front of her windows, the cool
-clear light on the green Downs. It was England again, at last!
-England more beautiful than she had dreamed. Chance had, in fact,
-guided the Val Darties to a spot where the South Downs had real charm
-when the sun shone. Holly had enough of her father's eye to
-apprehend the rare quality of their outlines and chalky radiance; to
-go up there by the ravine-like lane and wander along toward
-Chanctonbury or Amberley, was still a delight which she hardly
-attempted to share with Val, whose admiration of Nature was confused
-by a Forsyte's instinct for getting something out of it, such as the
-condition of the turf for his horses' exercise.
-
-Driving the Ford home with a certain humouring, smoothness, she
-promised herself that the first use she would make of Jon would be to
-take him up there, and show him "the view" under this May-day sky.
-
-She was looking forward to her young half-brother with a motherliness
-not exhausted by Val. A three-day visit to Robin Hill, soon after
-their arrival home, had yielded no sight of him--he was still at
-school; so that her recollection, like Val's, was of a little sunny-
-haired boy, striped blue and yellow, down by the pond.
-
-Those three days at Robin Hill had been exciting, sad, embarrassing.
-Memories of her dead brother, memories of Val's courtship; the ageing
-of her father, not seen for twenty years, something funereal in his
-ironic gentleness which did not escape one who had much subtle
-instinct; above all, the presence of her stepmother, whom she could
-still vaguely remember as the "lady in grey" of days when she was
-little and grandfather alive and Mademoiselle Beauce so cross because
-that intruder gave her music lessons--all these confused and
-tantalised a spirit which had longed to find Robin Hill untroubled.
-But Holly was adept at keeping things to herself, and all had seemed
-to go quite well.
-
-Her father had kissed her when she left him, with lips which she was
-sure had trembled.
-
-"Well, my dear," he said, "the War hasn't changed Robin Hill, has it?
-If only you could have brought Jolly back with you! I say, can you
-stand this spiritualistic racket? When the oak-tree dies, it dies,
-I'm afraid."
-
-From the warmth of her embrace he probably divined that he had let
-the cat out of the bag, for he rode off at once on irony.
-
-"Spiritualism--queer word, when the more they manifest the more they
-prove that they've got hold of matter."
-
-"How?" said Holly.
-
-"Why! Look at their photographs of auric presences. You must have
-something material for light and shade to fall on before you can take
-a photograph. No, it'll end in our calling all matter spirit, or all
-spirit matter--I don't know which."
-
-"But don't you believe in survival, Dad?"
-
-Jolyon had looked at her, and the sad whimsicality of his face
-impressed her deeply.
-
-"Well, my dear, I should like to get something out of death. I've
-been looking into it a bit. But for the life of me I can't find
-anything that telepathy, sub-consciousness, and emanation from the
-storehouse of this world can't account for just as well. Wish I
-could! Wishes father thought but they don't breed evidence."
-Holly had pressed her lips again to his forehead with the feeling
-that it confirmed his theory that all matter was becoming spirit--his
-brow felt, somehow, so insubstantial.
-
-But the most poignant memory of that little visit had been watching,
-unobserved, her stepmother reading to herself a letter from Jon. It
-was--she decided--the prettiest sight she had ever seen. Irene, lost
-as it were in the letter of her boy, stood at a window where the
-light fell on her face and her fine grey hair; her lips were moving,
-smiling, her dark eyes laughing, dancing, and the hand which did not
-hold the letter was pressed against her breast. Holly withdrew as
-from a vision of perfect love, convinced that Jon must be nice.
-
-When she saw him coming out of the station with a kit-bag in either
-hand, she was confirmed in her predisposition. He was a little like
-Jolly, that long-lost idol of her childhood, but eager-looking and
-less formal, with deeper eyes and brighter-coloured hair, for he wore
-no hat; altogether a very interesting "little" brother!
-
-His tentative politeness charmed one who was accustomed to assurance
-in the youthful manner; he was disturbed because she was to drive him
-home, instead of his driving her. Shouldn't he have a shot? They
-hadn't a car at Robin Hill since the War, of course, and he had only
-driven once, and landed up a bank, so she oughtn't to mind his
-trying. His laugh, soft and infectious, was very attractive, though
-that word, she had heard, was now quite old-fashioned. When they
-reached the house he pulled out a crumpled letter which she read
-while he was washing--a quite short letter, which must have cost her
-father many a pang to write.
-
-
-"MY DEAR,
-
-"You and Val will not forget, I trust, that Jon knows nothing of
-family history. His mother and I think he is too young at present.
-The boy is very dear, and the apple of her eye. Verbum sapientibus.
-your loving father,
-
-"J. F."
-
-
-That was all; but it renewed in Holly an uneasy regret that Fleur was
-coming.
-
-After tea she fulfilled that promise to herself and took Jon up the
-hill. They had a long talk, sitting above an old chalk-pit grown
-over with brambles and goosepenny. Milkwort and liverwort starred
-the green slope, the larks sang, and thrushes in the brake, and now
-and then a gull flighting inland would wheel very white against the
-paling sky, where the vague moon was coming up. Delicious fragrance
-came to them, as if little invisible creatures were running and
-treading scent out of the blades of grass.
-
-Jon, who had fallen silent, said rather suddenly:
-
-"I say, this is wonderful! There's no fat on it at all. Gull's
-flight and sheep-bells"
-
-"'Gull's flight and sheep-bells'! You're a poet, my dear!"
-
-Jon sighed.
-
-"Oh, Golly! No go!"
-
-"Try! I used to at your age."
-
-"Did you? Mother says 'try' too; but I'm so rotten. Have you any of
-yours for me to see?"
-
-"My dear," Holly murmured, "I've been married nineteen years. I only
-wrote verses when I wanted to be."
-
-"Oh!" said Jon, and turned over on his face: the one cheek she could
-see was a charming colour. Was Jon "touched in the wind," then, as
-Val would have called it? Already? But, if so, all the better, he
-would take no notice of young Fleur. Besides, on Monday he would
-begin his farming. And she smiled. Was it Burns who followed the
-plough, or only Piers Plowman? Nearly every young man and most young
-women seemed to be poets now, judging from the number of their books
-she had read out in South Africa, importing them from Hatchus and
-Bumphards; and quite good--oh! quite; much better than she had been
-herself! But then poetry had only really come in since her day--with
-motor-cars. Another long talk after dinner over a wood fire in the
-low hall, and there seemed little left to know about Jon except
-anything of real importance. Holly parted from him at his bedroom
-door, having seen twice over that he had everything, with the
-conviction that she would love him, and Val would like him. He was
-eager, but did not gush; he was a splendid listener, sympathetic,
-reticent about himself. He evidently loved their father, and adored
-his mother. He liked riding, rowing, and fencing better than games.
-He saved moths from candles, and couldn't bear spiders, but put them
-out of doors in screws of paper sooner than kill them. In a word, he
-was amiable. She went to sleep, thinking that he would suffer
-horribly if anybody hurt him; but who would hurt him?
-
-Jon, on the other hand, sat awake at his window with a bit of paper
-and a pencil, writing his first "real poem" by the light of a candle
-because there was not enough moon to see by, only enough to make the
-night seem fluttery and as if engraved on silver. Just the night for
-Fleur to walk, and turn her eyes, and lead on-over the hills and far
-away. And Jon, deeply furrowed in his ingenuous brow, made marks on
-the paper and rubbed them out and wrote them in again, and did all
-that was necessary for the completion of a work of art; and he had a
-feeling such as the winds of Spring must have, trying their first
-songs among the coming blossom. Jon was one of those boys (not many)
-in whom a home-trained love of beauty had survived school life. He
-had had to keep it to himself, of course, so that not even the
-drawing-master knew of it; but it was there, fastidious and clear
-within him. And his poem seemed to him as lame and stilted as the
-night was winged. But he kept it, all the same. It was a "beast,"
-but better than nothing as an expression of the inexpressible. And
-he thought with a sort of discomfiture: 'I shan't be able to show it
-to Mother.' He slept terribly well, when he did sleep, overwhelmed
-by novelty.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-FLEUR
-
-
-To avoid the awkwardness of questions which could not be answered,
-all that had been told Jon was:
-
-"There's a girl coming down with Val for the week-end."
-
-For the same reason, all that had been told Fleur was: "We've got a
-youngster staying with us."
-
-The two yearlings, as Val called them in his thoughts, met therefore
-in a manner which for unpreparedness left nothing to be desired.
-They were thus introduced by Holly:
-
-"This is Jon, my little brother; Fleur's a cousin of ours, Jon."
-
-Jon, who was coming in through a French window out of strong
-sunlight, was so confounded by the providential nature of this
-miracle, that he had time to hear Fleur say calmly: "Oh, how do you
-do?" as if he had never seen her, and to understand dimly from the
-quickest imaginable little movement of her head that he never had
-seen her. He bowed therefore over her hand in an intoxicated manner,
-and became more silent than the grave. He knew better than to speak.
-Once in his early life, surprised reading by a nightlight, he had
-said fatuously "I was just turning over the leaves, Mum," and his
-mother had replied: "Jon, never tell stories, because of your face
-nobody will ever believe them."
-
-The saying had permanently undermined the confidence necessary to the
-success of spoken untruth. He listened therefore to Fleur's swift
-and rapt allusions to the jolliness of everything, plied her with
-scones and jam, and got away as soon as might be. They say that in
-delirium tremens you see a fixed object, preferably dark, which
-suddenly changes shape and position. Jon saw the fixed object; it
-had dark eyes and passably dark hair, and changed its position, but
-never its shape. The knowledge that between him and that object
-there was already a secret understanding (however impossible to
-understand) thrilled him so that he waited feverishly, and began to
-copy out his poem--which of course he would never dare to--show her--
-till the sound of horses' hoofs roused him, and, leaning from his
-window, he saw her riding forth with Val. It was clear that she
-wasted no time, but the sight filled him with grief. He wasted his.
-If he had not bolted, in his fearful ecstasy, he might have been
-asked to go too. And from his window he sat and watched them
-disappear, appear again in the chine of the road, vanish, and emerge
-once more for a minute clear on the outline of the Down. 'Silly
-brute!' he thought; 'I always miss my chances.'
-
-Why couldn't he be self-confident and ready? And, leaning his chin
-on his hands, he imagined the ride he might have had with her. A
-week-end was but a week-end, and he had missed three hours of it.
-Did he know any one except himself who would have been such a flat?
-He did not.
-
-He dressed for dinner early, and was first down. He would miss no
-more. But he missed Fleur, who came down last. He sat opposite her
-at dinner, and it was terrible--impossible to say anything for fear
-of saying the wrong thing, impossible to keep his eyes fixed on her
-in the only natural way; in sum, impossible to treat normally one
-with whom in fancy he had already been over the hills and far away;
-conscious, too, all the time, that he must seem to her, to all of
-them, a dumb gawk. Yes, it was terrible! And she was talking so
-well--swooping with swift wing this way and that. Wonderful how she
-had learned an art which he found so disgustingly difficult. She
-must think him hopeless indeed!
-
-His sister's eyes, fixed on him with a certain astonishment, obliged
-him at last to look at Fleur; but instantly her eyes, very wide and
-eager, seeming to say, "Oh! for goodness' sake!" obliged him to look
-at Val, where a grin obliged him to look at his cutlet--that, at
-least, had no eyes, and no grin, and he ate it hastily.
-
-"Jon is going to be a farmer," he heard Holly say; "a farmer and a
-poet."
-
-He glanced up reproachfully, caught the comic lift of her eyebrow
-just like their father's, laughed, and felt better.
-
-Val recounted the incident of Monsieur Prosper Profond; nothing could
-have been more favourable, for, in relating it, he regarded Holly,
-who in turn regarded him, while Fleur seemed to be regarding with a
-slight frown some thought of her own, and Jon was really free to look
-at her at last. She had on a white frock, very simple and well made;
-her arms were bare, and her hair had a white rose in it. In just
-that swift moment of free vision, after such intense discomfort, Jon
-saw her sublimated, as one sees in the dark a slender white fruit-
-tree; caught her like a verse of poetry flashed before the eyes of
-the mind, or a tune which floats out in the distance and dies.
-He wondered giddily how old she was--she seemed so much more self-
-possessed and experienced than himself. Why mustn't he say they had
-met? He remembered suddenly his mother's face; puzzled, hurt-
-looking, when she answered: "Yes, they're relations, but we don't
-know them." Impossible that his mother, who loved beauty, should not
-admire Fleur if she did know her.
-
-Alone with Val after dinner, he sipped port deferentially and
-answered the advances of this new-found brother-in-law. As to riding
-(always the first consideration with Val) he could have the young
-chestnut, saddle and unsaddle it himself, and generally look after it
-when he brought it in. Jon said he was accustomed to all that at
-home, and saw that he had gone up one in his host's estimation.
-
-"Fleur," said Val, "can't ride much yet, but she's keen. Of course,
-her father doesn't know a horse from a cart-wheel. Does your Dad
-ride?"
-
-"He used to; but now he's--you know, he's--"He stopped, so hating the
-word "old." His father was old, and yet not old; no--never!
-
-"Quite," muttered Val. "I used to know your brother up at Oxford,
-ages ago, the one who died in the Boer War. We had a fight in New
-College Gardens. That was a queer business," he added, musing; "a
-good deal came out of it."
-
-Jon's eyes opened wide; all was pushing him toward historical
-research, when his sister's voice said gently from the doorway:
-
-"Come along, you two," and he rose, his heart pushing him toward
-something far more modern.
-
-Fleur having declared that it was "simply too wonderful to stay
-indoors," they all went out. Moonlight was frosting the dew, and an
-old sundial threw a long shadow. Two box hedges at right angles,
-dark and square, barred off the orchard. Fleur turned through that
-angled opening.
-
-"Come on!" she called. Jon glanced at the others, and followed. She
-was running among the trees like a ghost. All was lovely and
-foamlike above her, and there was a scent of old trunks, and of
-nettles. She vanished. He thought he had lost her, then almost ran
-into her standing quite still.
-
-"Isn't it jolly?" she cried, and Jon answered:
-
-"Rather!"
-
-She reached up, twisted off a blossom and, twirling it in her
-fingers, said:
-
-"I suppose I can call you Jon?"
-
-"I should think so just."
-
-"All right! But you know there's a feud between our families?"
-
-Jon stammered: "Feud? Why?"
-
-"It's ever so romantic and silly. That's why I pretended we hadn't
-met. Shall we get up early to-morrow morning and go for a walk
-before breakfast and have it out? I hate being slow about things,
-don't you?"
-
-Jon murmured a rapturous assent.
-
-"Six o'clock, then. I think your mother's beautiful"
-
-Jon said fervently: "Yes, she is."
-
-"I love all kinds of beauty," went on Fleur, "when it's exciting. I
-don't like Greek things a bit."
-
-"What! Not Euripides?"
-
-"Euripides? Oh! no, I can't bear Greek plays; they're so long. I
-think beauty's always swift. I like to look at one picture, for
-instance, and then run off. I can't bear a lot of things together.
-Look!" She held up her blossom in the moonlight. "That's better
-than all the orchard, I think."
-
-And, suddenly, with her other hand she caught Jon's.
-
-"Of all things in the world, don't you think caution's the most
-awful? Smell the moonlight!"
-
-She thrust the blossom against his face; Jon agreed giddily that of
-all things in the world caution was the worst, and bending over,
-kissed the hand which held his.
-
-"That's nice and old-fashioned," said Fleur calmly. "You're
-frightfully silent, Jon. Still I like silence when it's swift." She
-let go his hand. "Did you think I dropped my handkerchief on
-purpose?"
-
-"No!" cried Jon, intensely shocked.
-
-"Well, I did, of course. Let's get back, or they'll think we're
-doing this on purpose too." And again she ran like a ghost among the
-trees. Jon followed, with love in his heart, Spring in his heart,
-and over all the moonlit white unearthly blossom. They came out
-where they had gone in, Fleur walking demurely.
-
-"It's quite wonderful in there," she said dreamily to Holly.
-
-Jon preserved silence, hoping against hope that she might be thinking
-it swift.
-
-She bade him a casual and demure good-night, which made him think he
-had been dreaming....
-
-In her bedroom Fleur had flung off her gown, and, wrapped in a
-shapeless garment, with the white flower still in her hair, she
-looked like a mousme, sitting cross-legged on her bed, writing by
-candlelight.
-
-
-"DEAREST CHERRY,
-
-"I believe I'm in love. I've got it in the neck, only the feeling is
-really lower down. He's a second cousin-such a child, about six
-months older and ten years younger than I am. Boys always fall in
-love with their seniors, and girls with their juniors or with old men
-of forty. Don't laugh, but his eyes are the truest things I ever
-saw; and he's quite divinely silent! We had a most romantic first
-meeting in London under the Vospovitch Juno. And now he's sleeping
-in the next room and the moonlight's on the blossom; and to-morrow
-morning, before anybody's awake, we're going to walk off into Down
-fairyland. There's a feud between our families, which makes it
-really exciting. Yes! and I may have to use subterfuge and come on
-you for invitations--if so, you'll know why! My father doesn't want
-us to know each other, but I can't help that. Life's too short.
-He's got the most beautiful mother, with lovely silvery hair and a
-young face with dark eyes. I'm staying with his sister--who married
-my cousin; it's all mixed up, but I mean to pump her to-morrow.
-We've often talked about love being a spoil-sport; well, that's all
-tosh, it's the beginning of sport, and the sooner you feel it, my
-dear, the better for you.
-
-"Jon (not simplified spelling, but short for Jolyon, which is a name
-in my family, they say) is the sort that lights up and goes out;
-about five feet ten, still growing, and I believe he's going to be a
-poet. If you laugh at me I've done with you forever. I perceive all
-sorts of difficulties, but you know when I really want a thing I get
-it. One of the chief effects of love is that you see the air sort of
-inhabited, like seeing a face in the moon; and you feel--you feel
-dancey and soft at the same time, with a funny sensation--like a
-continual first sniff of orange--blossom--Just above your stays.
-This is my first, and I feel as if it were going to be my last, which
-is absurd, of course, by all the laws of Nature and morality. If you
-mock me I will smite you, and if you tell anybody I will never
-forgive you. So much so, that I almost don't think I'll send this
-letter. Anyway, I'll sleep over it. So good-night, my Cherry--oh!
-"Your,
-
-"FLEUR."
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-IDYLL ON GRASS
-
-When those two young Forsytes emerged from the chine lane, and set
-their faces east toward the sun, there was not a cloud in heaven, and
-the Downs were dewy. They had come at a good bat up the slope and
-were a little out of breath; if they had anything to say they did not
-say it, but marched in the early awkwardness of unbreakfasted morning
-under the songs of the larks. The stealing out had been fun, but
-with the freedom of the tops the sense of conspiracy ceased, and gave
-place to dumbness.
-
-"We've made one blooming error," said Fleur, when they had gone half
-a mile. "I'm hungry."
-
-Jon produced a stick of chocolate. They shared it and their tongues
-were loosened. They discussed the nature of their homes and previous
-existences, which had a kind of fascinating unreality up on that
-lonely height. There remained but one thing solid in Jon's past--his
-mother; but one thing solid in Fleur's--her father; and of these
-figures, as though seen in the distance with disapproving faces, they
-spoke little.
-
-The Down dipped and rose again toward Chanctonbury Ring; a sparkle of
-far sea came into view, a sparrow-hawk hovered in the sun's eye so
-that the blood-nourished brown of his wings gleamed nearly red. Jon
-had a passion for birds, and an aptitude for sitting very still to
-watch them; keen-sighted, and with a memory for what interested him,
-on birds he was almost worth listening to. But in Chanctonbury Ring
-there were none--its great beech temple was empty of life, and almost
-chilly at this early hour; they came out willingly again into the sun
-on the far side. It was Fleur's turn now. She spoke of dogs, and
-the way people treated them. It was wicked to keep them on chains!
-She would like to flog people who did that. Jon was astonished to
-find her so humanitarian. She knew a dog, it seemed, which some
-farmer near her home kept chained up at the end of his chicken run,
-in all weathers, till it had almost lost its voice from barking!
-
-"And the misery is," she said vehemently, "that if the poor thing
-didn't bark at every one who passes it wouldn't be kept there. I do
-think men are cunning brutes. I've let it go twice, on the sly; it's
-nearly bitten me both times, and then it goes simply mad with joy;
-but it always runs back home at last, and they chain it up again. If
-I had my way, I'd chain that man up." Jon saw her teeth and her eyes
-gleam. "I'd brand him on his forehead with the word 'Brute'; that
-would teach him!"
-
-Jon agreed that it would be a good remedy.
-
-"It's their sense of property," he said, "which makes people chain
-things. The last generation thought of nothing but property; and
-that's why there was the War."
-
-"Oh!" said Fleur, "I never thought of that. Your people and mine
-quarrelled about property. And anyway we've all got it--at least, I
-suppose your people have."
-
-"Oh! yes, luckily; I don't suppose I shall be any good at making
-money."
-
-"If you were, I don't believe I should like you."
-
-Jon slipped his hand tremulously under her arm. Fleur looked
-straight before her and chanted:
-
-"Jon, Jon, the farmer's son,
-Stole a pig, and away he run!"
-
-Jon's arm crept round her waist.
-
-"This is rather sudden," said Fleur calmly; "do you often do it?"
-
-Jon dropped his arm. But when she laughed his arm stole back again;
-and Fleur began to sing:
-
-"O who will oer the downs so free,
-O who will with me ride?
-O who will up and follow me---"
-
-"Sing, Jon!"
-
-Jon sang. The larks joined in, sheep-bells, and an early morning
-church far away over in Steyning. They went on from tune to tune,
-till Fleur said:
-
-"My God! I am hungry now!"
-
-"Oh! I am sorry!"
-
-She looked round into his face.
-
-"Jon, you're rather a darling."
-
-And she pressed his hand against her waist. Jon almost reeled from
-happiness. A yellow-and-white dog coursing a hare startled them
-apart. They watched the two vanish down the slope, till Fleur said
-with a sigh: "He'll never catch it, thank goodness! What's the time?
-Mine's stopped. I never wound it."
-
-Jon looked at his watch. "By Jove!" he said, "mine's stopped; too."
-
-They walked on again, but only hand in hand.
-
-"If the grass is dry," said Fleur, "let's sit down for half a
-minute."
-
-Jon took off his coat, and they shared it.
-
-"Smell! Actually wild thyme!"
-
-With his arm round her waist again, they sat some minutes in silence.
-
-"We are goats!" cried Fleur, jumping up; "we shall be most fearfully
-late, and look so silly, and put them on their guard. Look here, Jon
-We only came out to get an appetite for breakfast, and lost our way.
-See?"
-
-"Yes," said Jon.
-
-"It's serious; there'll be a stopper put on us. Are you a good
-liar?"
-
-"I believe not very; but I can try."
-
-Fleur frowned.
-
-"You know," she said, "I realize that they don't mean us to be
-friends."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"I told you why."
-
-"But that's silly."
-
-"Yes; but you don't know my father!"
-
-"I suppose he's fearfully fond of you."
-
-"You see, I'm an only child. And so are you--of your mother. Isn't
-it a bore? There's so much expected of one. By the time they've
-done expecting, one's as good as dead."
-
-"Yes," muttered Jon, "life's beastly short. One wants to live
-forever, and know everything."
-
-"And love everybody?"
-
-"No," cried Jon; "I only want to love once--you."
-
-"Indeed! You're coming on! Oh! Look! There's the chalk-pit; we
-can't be very far now. Let's run."
-
-Jon followed, wondering fearfully if he had offended her.
-
-The chalk-pit was full of sunshine and the murmuration of bees.
-Fleur flung back her hair.
-
-"Well," she said, "in case of accidents, you may give me one kiss,
-Jon," and she pushed her cheek forward. With ecstasy he kissed that
-hot soft cheek.
-
-"Now, remember! We lost our way; and leave it to me as much as you
-can. I'm going to be rather beastly to you; it's safer; try and be
-beastly to me!"
-
-Jon shook his head. "That's impossible."
-
-"Just to please me; till five o'clock, at all events."
-
-"Anybody will be able to see through it," said Jon gloomily.
-
-"Well, do your best. Look! There they are! Wave your hat! Oh! you
-haven't got one. Well, I'll cooee! Get a little away from me, and
-look sulky."
-
-Five minutes later, entering the house and doing his utmost to look
-sulky, Jon heard her clear voice in the dining-room:
-
-"Oh! I'm simply ravenous! He's going to be a farmer--and he loses
-his way! The boy's an idiot!"
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-GOYA
-
-
-Lunch was over and Soames mounted to the picture-gallery in his house
-near Mapleduram. He had what Annette called "a grief." Fleur was
-not yet home. She had been expected on Wednesday; had wired that it
-would be Friday; and again on Friday that it would be Sunday
-afternoon; and here were her aunt, and her cousins the Cardigans, and
-this fellow Profond, and everything flat as a pancake for the want of
-her. He stood before his Gauguin--sorest point of his collection.
-He had bought the ugly great thing with two early Matisses before the
-War, because there was such a fuss about those Post-Impressionist
-chaps. He was wondering whether Profond would take them off his
-hands--the fellow seemed not to know what to do with his money--when
-he heard his sister's voice say: "I think that's a horrid thing,
-Soames," and saw that Winifred had followed him up.
-
-"Oh! you do?" he said dryly; "I gave five hundred for it."
-
-"Fancy! Women aren't made like that even if they are black."
-
-Soames uttered a glum laugh. "You didn't come up to tell me that."
-
-"No. Do you know that Jolyon's boy is staying with Val and his
-wife?"
-
-Soames spun round.
-
-"What?"
-
-"Yes," drawled Winifred; "he's gone to live with them there while he
-learns farming."
-
-Soames had turned away, but her voice pursued him as he walked up and
-down. "I warned Val that neither of them was to be spoken to about
-old matters."
-
-"Why didn't you tell me before?"
-
-Winifred shrugged her substantial shoulders.
-
-"Fleur does what she likes. You've always spoiled her. Besides, my
-dear boy, what's the harm?"
-
-"The harm!" muttered Soames. "Why, she--" he checked himself. The
-Juno, the handkerchief, Fleur's eyes, her questions, and now this
-delay in her return--the symptoms seemed to him so sinister that,
-faithful to his nature, he could not part with them.
-
-"I think you take too much care," said Winifred. "If I were you, I
-should tell her of that old matter. It's no good thinking that girls
-in these days are as they used to be. Where they pick up their
-knowledge I can't tell, but they seem to know everything."
-
-Over Soames' face, closely composed, passed a sort of spasm, and
-Winifred added hastily:
-
-"If you don't like to speak of it, I could for you."
-
-Soames shook his head. Unless there was absolute necessity the
-thought that his adored daughter should learn of that old scandal
-hurt his pride too much.
-
-"No," he said, "not yet. Never if I can help it.
-
-"Nonsense, my dear. Think what people are!"
-
-"Twenty years is a long time," muttered Soames. "Outside our family,
-who's likely to remember?"
-
-Winifred was silenced. She inclined more and more to that peace and
-quietness of which Montague Dartie had deprived her in her youth.
-And, since pictures always depressed her, she soon went down again.
-
-Soames passed into the corner where, side by side, hung his real Goya
-and the copy of the fresco "La Vendimia." His acquisition of the
-real Goya rather beautifully illustrated the cobweb of vested
-interests and passions which mesh the bright-winged fly of human
-life. The real Goya's noble owner's ancestor had come into
-possession of it during some Spanish war--it was in a word loot. The
-noble owner had remained in ignorance of its value until in the
-nineties an enterprising critic discovered that a Spanish painter
-named Goya was a genius. It was only a fair Goya, but almost unique
-in England, and the noble owner became a marked man. Having many
-possessions and that aristocratic culture which, independent of mere
-sensuous enjoyment, is founded on the sounder principle that one must
-know everything and be fearfully interested in life, he had fully
-intended to keep an article which contributed to his reputation while
-he was alive, and to leave it to the nation after he was dead.
-Fortunately for Soames, the House of Lords was violently attacked in
-1909, and the noble owner became alarmed and angry. 'If,' he said to
-himself, 'they think they can have it both ways they are very much
-mistaken. So long as they leave me in quiet enjoyment the nation can
-have some of my pictures at my death. But if the nation is going to
-bait me, and rob me like this, I'm damned if I won't sell the lot.
-They can't have my private property and my public spirit-both.' He
-brooded in this fashion for several months till one morning, after
-reading the speech of a certain statesman, he telegraphed to his
-agent to come down and bring Bodkin. On going over the collection
-Bodkin, than whose opinion on market values none was more sought,
-pronounced that with a free hand to sell to America, Germany, and
-other places where there was an interest in art, a lot more money
-could be made than by selling in England. The noble owner's public
-spirit--he said--was well known but the pictures were unique. The
-noble owner put this opinion in his pipe and smoked it for a year.
-At the end of that time he read another speech by the same statesman,
-and telegraphed to his agents: "Give Bodkin a free hand." It was at
-this juncture that Bodkin conceived the idea which salved the Goya
-and two other unique pictures for the native country of the noble
-owner. With one hand Bodkin proffered the pictures to the foreign
-market, with the other he formed a list of private British
-collectors. Having obtained what he considered the highest possible
-bids from across the seas, he submitted pictures and bids to the
-private British collectors, and invited them, of their public spirit,
-to outbid. In three instances (including the Goya) out of twenty-one
-he was successful. And why? One of the private collectors made
-buttons--he had made so many that he desired that his wife should be
-called Lady "Buttons." He therefore bought a unique picture at great
-cost, and gave it to the nation. It was "part," his friends said,
-"of his general game." The second of the private collectors was an
-Americophobe, and bought an unique picture to "spite the damned
-Yanks." The third of the private collectors was Soames, who--more
-sober than either of the, others--bought after a visit to Madrid,
-because he was certain that Goya was still on the up grade. Goya was
-not booming at the moment, but he would come again; and, looking at
-that portrait, Hogarthian, Manetesque in its directness, but with its
-own queer sharp beauty of paint, he was perfectly satisfied still
-that he had made no error, heavy though the price had been--heaviest
-he had ever paid. And next to it was hanging the copy of "La
-Vendimia." There she was--the little wretch-looking back at him in
-her dreamy mood, the mood he loved best because he felt so much safer
-when she looked like that.
-
-He was still gazing when the scent of a cigar impinged on his
-nostrils, and a voice said:
-
-"Well, Mr. Forsyde, what you goin' to do with this small lot?"
-
-That Belgian chap, whose mother-as if Flemish blood were not enough--
-had been Armenian! Subduing a natural irritation, he said:
-
-"Are you a judge of pictures?"
-
-"Well, I've got a few myself."
-
-"Any Post-Impressionists?"
-
-"Ye-es, I rather like them."
-
-"What do you think of this?" said Soames, pointing to the Gauguin.
-
-Monsieur Profond protruded his lower lip and short pointed beard.
-
-"Rather fine, I think," he said; "do you want to sell it?"
-
-Soames checked his instinctive "Not particularly"--he would not
-chaffer with this alien.
-
-"Yes," he said.
-
-"What do you want for it?"
-
-"What I gave."
-
-"All right," said Monsieur Profond. "I'll be glad to take that small
-picture. Post-Impressionists--they're awful dead, but they're
-amusin'. I don' care for pictures much, but I've got some, just a
-small lot."
-
-"What do you care for?"
-
-Monsieur Profond shrugged his shoulders.
-
-"Life's awful like a lot of monkeys scramblin' for empty nuts."
-
-"You're young," said Soames. If the fellow must make a
-generalization, he needn't suggest that the forms of property lacked
-solidity!
-
-"I don' worry," replied Monsieur Profond smiling; "we're born, and we
-die. Half the world's starvin'. I feed a small lot of babies out in
-my mother's country; but what's the use? Might as well throw my
-money in the river."
-
-Soames looked at him, and turned back toward his Goya. He didn't
-know what the fellow wanted.
-
-"What shall I make my cheque for?" pursued Monsieur Profond.
-
-"Five hundred," said Soames shortly; "but I don't want you to take it
-if you don't care for it more than that."
-
-"That's all right," said Monsieur Profond; "I'll be 'appy to 'ave
-that picture."
-
-He wrote a cheque with a fountain-pen heavily chased with gold.
-Soames watched the process uneasily. How on earth had the fellow
-known that he wanted to sell that picture? Monsieur Profond held out
-the cheque.
-
-"The English are awful funny about pictures," he said. "So are the
-French, so are my people. They're all awful funny."
-
-"I don't understand you," said Soames stiffly.
-
-"It's like hats," said Monsieur Profond enigmatically, "small or
-large, turnin' up or down--just the fashion. Awful funny." And,
-smiling, he drifted out of the gallery again, blue and solid like the
-smoke of his excellent cigar.
-
-Soames had taken the cheque, feeling as if the intrinsic value of
-ownership had been called in question. 'He's a cosmopolitan,' he
-thought, watching Profond emerge from under the verandah with
-Annette, and saunter down the lawn toward the river. What his wife
-saw in the fellow he didn't know, unless it was that he could speak
-her language; and there passed in Soames what Monsieur Profond would
-have called a "small doubt" whether Annette was not too handsome to
-be walking with any one so "cosmopolitan." Even at that distance he
-could see the blue fumes from Profond's cigar wreath out in the quiet
-sunlight; and his grey buckskin shoes, and his grey hat--the fellow
-was a dandy! And he could see the quick turn of his wife's head, so
-very straight on her desirable neck and shoulders. That turn of her
-neck always seemed to him a little too showy, and in the "Queen of
-all I survey" manner--not quite distinguished. He watched them walk
-along the path at the bottom of the garden. A young man in flannels
-joined them down there--a Sunday caller no doubt, from up the river.
-He went back to his Goya. He was still staring at that replica of
-Fleur, and worrying over Winifred's news, when his wife's voice said:
-
-"Mr. Michael Mont, Soames. You invited him to see your pictures."
-
-There was the cheerful young man of the Gallery off Cork Street!
-
-"Turned up, you see, sir; I live only four miles from Pangbourne.
-Jolly day, isn't it?"
-
-Confronted with the results of his expansiveness, Soames scrutinized
-his visitor. The young man's mouth was excessively large and curly--
-he seemed always grinning. Why didn't he grow the rest of those
-idiotic little moustaches, which made him look like a music-hall
-buffoon? What on earth were young men about, deliberately lowering
-their class with these tooth-brushes, or little slug whiskers? Ugh!
-Affected young idiots! In other respects he was presentable, and his
-flannels very clean.
-
-"Happy to see you!" he said.
-
-The young man, who had been turning his head from side to side,
-became transfixed. "I say!" he said, "'some' picture!"
-
-Soames saw, with mixed sensations, that he had addressed the remark
-to the Goya copy.
-
-"Yes," he said dryly, "that's not a Goya. It's a copy. I had it
-painted because it reminded me of my daughter."
-
-"By Jove! I thought I knew the face, sir. Is she here?"
-
-The frankness of his interest almost disarmed Soames.
-
-"She'll be in after tea," he said. "Shall we go round the pictures?"
-
-And Soames began that round which never tired him. He had not
-anticipated much intelligence from one who had mistaken a copy for an
-original, but as they passed from section to section, period to
-period, he was startled by the young man's frank and relevant
-remarks. Natively shrewd himself, and even sensuous beneath his
-mask, Soames had not spent thirty-eight years over his one hobby
-without knowing something more about pictures than their market
-values. He was, as it were, the missing link between the artist and
-the commercial public. Art for art's sake and all that, of course,
-was cant. But aesthetics and good taste were necessary. The
-appreciation of enough persons of good taste was what gave a work of
-art its permanent market value, or in other words made it "a work of
-art." There was no real cleavage. And he was sufficiently
-accustomed to sheep-like and unseeing visitors, to be intrigued by
-one who did not hesitate to say of Mauve: "Good old haystacks!" or of
-James Maris: "Didn't he just paint and paper 'em! Mathew was the
-real swell, sir; you could dig into his surfaces!" It was after the
-young man had whistled before a Whistler, with the words, "D'you
-think he ever really saw a naked woman, sir?" that Soames remarked:
-
-"What are you, Mr. Mont, if I may ask?"
-
-"I, sir? I was going to be a painter, but the War knocked that.
-Then in the trenches, you know, I used to dream of the Stock
-Exchange, snug and warm and just noisy enough. But the Peace knocked
-that, shares seem off, don't they? I've only been demobbed about a
-year. What do you recommend, sir?"
-
-"Have you got money?"
-
-"Well," answered the young man, "I've got a father; I kept him alive
-during the War, so he's bound to keep me alive now. Though, of
-course, there's the question whether he ought to be allowed to hang
-on to his property. What do you think about that, sir?"
-
-Soames, pale and defensive, smiled.
-
-"The old man has fits when I tell him he may have to work yet. He's
-got land, you know; it's a fatal disease."
-
-"This is my real Goya," said Soames dryly.
-
-"By George! He was a swell. I saw a Goya in Munich once that bowled
-me middle stump. A most evil-looking old woman in the most gorgeous
-lace. He made no compromise with the public taste. That old boy was
-'some' explosive; he must have smashed up a lot of convention in his
-day. Couldn't he just paint! He makes Velasquez stiff, don't you
-think?"
-
-"I have no Velasquez," said Soames.
-
-The young man stared. "No," he said; "only nations or profiteers can
-afford him, I suppose. I say, why shouldn't all the bankrupt nations
-sell their Velasquez and Titians and other swells to the profiteers
-by force, and then pass a law that any one who holds a picture by an
-Old Master--see schedule--must hang it in a public gallery? There
-seems something in that."
-
-"Shall we go down to tea?" said Soames.
-
-The young man's ears seemed to droop on his skull. 'He's not dense,'
-thought Soames, following him off the premises.
-
-Goya, with his satiric and surpassing precision, his original "line,"
-and the daring of his light and shade, could have reproduced to
-admiration the group assembled round Annette's tea-tray in the ingle-
-nook below. He alone, perhaps, of painters would have done justice
-to the sunlight filtering through a screen of creeper, to the lovely
-pallor of brass, the old cut glasses, the thin slices of lemon in
-pale amber tea; justice to Annette in her black lacey dress; there
-was something of the fair Spaniard in her beauty, though it lacked
-the spirituality of that rare type; to Winifred's grey-haired,
-corseted solidity; to Soames, of a certain grey and flat-cheeked
-distinction; to the vivacious Michael Mont, pointed in ear and eye;
-to Imogen, dark, luscious of glance, growing a little stout; to
-Prosper Profond, with his expression as who should say, "Well, Mr.
-Goya, what's the use of paintin' this small party?" finally, to Jack
-Cardigan, with his shining stare and tanned sanguinity betraying the
-moving principle: "I'm English, and I live to be fit."
-
-Curious, by the way, that Imogen, who as a girl had declared solemnly
-one day at Timothy's that she would never marry a good man--they were
-so dull--should have married Jack Cardigan, in whom health had so
-destroyed all traces of original sin, that she might have retired to
-rest with ten thousand other Englishmen without knowing the
-difference from the one she had chosen to repose beside. "Oh!" she
-would say of him, in her "amusing" way, "Jack keeps himself so
-fearfully fit; he's never had a day's illness in his life. He went
-right through the War without a finger-ache. You really can't
-imagine how fit he is!" Indeed, he was so "fit" that he couldn't see
-when she was flirting, which was such a comfort in a way. All the
-same she was quite fond of him, so far as one could be of a sports-
-machine, and of the two little Cardigans made after his pattern. Her
-eyes just then were comparing him maliciously with Prosper Profond.
-There was no "small" sport or game which Monsieur Profond had not
-played at too, it seemed, from skittles to tarpon-fishing, and worn
-out every one. Imogen would sometimes wish that they had worn out
-Jack, who continued to play at them and talk of them with the simple
-zeal of a school-girl learning hockey; at the age of Great-uncle
-Timothy she well knew that Jack would be playing carpet golf in her
-bedroom, and "wiping somebody's eye."
-
-He was telling them now how he had "pipped the pro--a charmin'
-fellow, playin' a very good game," at the last hole this morning; and
-how he had pulled down to Caversham since lunch, and trying to incite
-Prosper Profond to play him a set of tennis after tea--do him good-
-"keep him fit.
-
-"But what's the use of keepin' fit?" said Monsieur Profond.
-
-"Yes, sir," murmured Michael Mont, "what do you keep fit for?"
-
-"Jack," cried Imogen, enchanted, "what do you keep fit for?"
-
-Jack Cardigan stared with all his health. The questions were like
-the buzz of a mosquito, and he put up his hand to wipe them away.
-During the War, of course, he had kept fit to kill Germans; now that
-it was over he either did not know, or shrank in delicacy from
-explanation of his moving principle.
-
-"But he's right," said Monsieur Profond unexpectedly, "there's
-nothin' left but keepin' fit."
-
-The saying, too deep for Sunday afternoon, would have passed
-unanswered, but for the mercurial nature of young Mont.
-
-"Good!" he cried. "That's the great discovery of the War. We all
-thought we were progressing--now we know we're only changing."
-
-"For the worse," said Monsieur Profond genially.
-
-"How you are cheerful, Prosper!" murmured Annette.
-
-"You come and play tennis!" said Jack Cardigan; "you've got the hump.
-We'll soon take that down. D'you play, Mr. Mont?"
-
-"I hit the ball about, sir."
-
-At this juncture Soames rose, ruffled in that deep instinct of
-preparation for the future which guided his existence.
-
-"When Fleur comes--" he heard Jack Cardigan say.
-
-Ah! and why didn't she come? He passed through drawing-room, hall,
-and porch out on to the drive, and stood there listening for the car.
-All was still and Sundayfied; the lilacs in full flower scented the
-air. There were white clouds, like the feathers of ducks gilded by
-the sunlight. Memory of the day when Fleur was born, and he had
-waited in such agony with her life and her mother's balanced in his
-hands, came to him sharply. He had saved her then, to be the flower
-of his life. And now! was she going to give him trouble--pain--give
-him trouble? He did not like the look of things! A blackbird broke
-in on his reverie with an evening song--a great big fellow up in that
-acacia-tree. Soames had taken quite an interest in his birds of late
-years; he and Fleur would walk round and watch them; her eyes were
-sharp as needles, and she knew every nest. He saw her dog, a
-retriever, lying on the drive in a patch of sunlight, and called to
-him. "Hallo, old fellow-waiting for her too!" The dog came slowly
-with a grudging tail, and Soames mechanically laid a pat on his head.
-The dog, the bird, the lilac, all were part of Fleur for him; no
-more, no less. 'Too fond of her!' he thought, 'too fond!' He was
-like a man uninsured, with his ships at sea. Uninsured again--as in
-that other time, so long ago, when he would wander dumb and jealous
-in the wilderness of London, longing for that woman--his first wife--
-the mother of this infernal boy. Ah! There was the car at last! It
-drew up, it had luggage, but no Fleur.
-
-"Miss Fleur is walking up, sir, by the towing-path."
-
-Walking all those miles? Soames stared. The man's face had the
-beginning of a smile on it. What was he grinning at? And very
-quickly he turned, saying, "All right, Sims!" and went into the
-house. He mounted to the picture-gallery once more. He had from
-there a view of the river bank, and stood with his eyes fixed on it,
-oblivious of the fact that it would be an hour at least before her
-figure showed there. Walking up! And that fellow's grin! The boy--!
-He turned abruptly from the window. He couldn't spy on her. If she
-wanted to keep things from him--she must; he could not spy on her.
-His heart felt empty, and bitterness mounted from it into his very
-mouth. The staccato shouts of Jack Cardigan pursuing the ball, the
-laugh of young Mont rose in the stillness and came in. He hoped they
-were making that chap Profond run. And the girl in "La Vendimia"
-stood with her arm akimbo arid her dreamy eyes looking past him.
-'I've done all I could for you,' he thought, 'since you were no
-higher than my knee. You aren't going to--to--hurt me, are you?'
-
-But the Goya copy answered not, brilliant in colour just beginning to
-tone down. 'There's no real life in it,' thought Soames. 'Why
-doesn't she come?'
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-TRIO
-
-
-Among those four Forsytes of the third, and, as one might say, fourth
-generation, at Wansdon under the Downs, a week-end prolonged unto the
-ninth day had stretched the crossing threads of tenacity almost to
-snapping-point. Never had Fleur been so "fine," Holly so watchful,
-Val so stable-secretive, Jon so silent and disturbed. What he
-learned of farming in that week might have been balanced on the point
-of a penknife and puffed off. He, whose nature was essentially
-averse from intrigue, and whose adoration of Fleur disposed him to
-think that any need for concealing it was "skittles," chafed and
-fretted, yet obeyed, taking what relief he could in the few moments
-when they were alone. On Thursday, while they were standing in the
-bay window of the drawing-room, dressed for dinner, she said to him:
-
-"Jon, I'm going home on Sunday by the 3.40 from Paddington; if you
-were to go home on Saturday you could come up on Sunday and take me
-down, and just get back here by the last train, after. You were
-going home anyway, weren't you?"
-
-Jon nodded.
-
-"Anything to be with you," he said; "only why need I pretend--"
-
-Fleur slipped her little finger into his palm:
-
-"You have no instinct, Jon; you must leave things to me. It's
-serious about our people. We've simply got to be secret at present,
-if we want to be together." The door was opened, and she added
-loudly: "You are a duffer, Jon."
-
-Something turned over within Jon; he could not bear this subterfuge
-about a feeling so natural, so overwhelming, and so sweet.
-
-On Friday night about eleven he had packed his bag, and was leaning
-out of his window, half miserable, and half lost in a dream of
-Paddington station, when he heard a tiny sound, as of a finger-nail
-tapping on his door. He rushed to it and listened. Again the sound.
-It was a nail. He opened. Oh! What a lovely thing came in!
-
-"I wanted to show you my fancy dress," it said, and struck an
-attitude at the foot of his bed.
-
-Jon drew a long breath and leaned against the door. The apparition
-wore white muslin on its head, a fichu round its bare neck over a
-wine-coloured dress, fulled out below its slender waist.
-
-It held one arm akimbo, and the other raised, right-angled, holding a
-fan which touched its head.
-
-"This ought to be a basket of grapes," it whispered, "but I haven't
-got it here. It's my Goya dress. And this is the attitude in the
-picture. Do you like it?"
-
-"It's a dream."
-
-The apparition pirouetted. "Touch it, and see."
-
-Jon knelt down and took the skirt reverently.
-
-"Grape colour," came the whisper, "all grapes--La Vendimia--the
-vintage."
-
-Jon's fingers scarcely touched each side of the waist; he looked up,
-with adoring eyes.
-
-"Oh! Jon," it whispered; bent, kissed his forehead, pirouetted again,
-and, gliding out, was gone.
-
-Jon stayed on his knees, and his head fell forward against the bed.
-How long he stayed like that he did not know. The little noises--of
-the tapping nail, the feet, the skirts rustling--as in a dream--went
-on about him; and before his closed eyes the figure stood and smiled
-and whispered, a faint perfume of narcissus lingering in the air.
-And his forehead where it had been kissed had a little cool place
-between the brows, like the imprint of a flower. Love filled his
-soul, that love of boy for girl which knows so little, hopes so much,
-would not brush the down off for the world, and must become in time a
-fragrant memory--a searing passion--a humdrum mateship--or, once in
-many times, vintage full and sweet with sunset colour on the grapes.
-
-Enough has been said about Jon Forsyte here and in another place to
-show what long marches lay between him and his great-great-
-grandfather, the first Jolyon, in Dorset down by the sea. Jon was
-sensitive as a girl, more sensitive than nine out of ten girls of the
-day; imaginative as one of his half-sister June's "lame duck"
-painters; affectionate as a son of his father and his mother
-naturally would be. And yet, in his inner tissue, there was
-something of the old founder of his family, a secret tenacity of
-soul, a dread of showing his feelings, a determination not to know
-when he was beaten. Sensitive, imaginative, affectionate boys get a
-bad time at school, but Jon had instinctively kept his nature dark,
-and been but normally unhappy there. Only with his mother had he, up
-till then, been absolutely frank and natural; and when he went home
-to Robin Hill that Saturday his heart was heavy because Fleur had
-said that he must not be frank and natural with her from whom he had
-never yet kept anything, must not even tell her that they had met
-again, unless he found that she knew already. So intolerable did
-this seem to him that he was very near to telegraphing an excuse and
-staying up in London. And the first thing his mother said to him
-was:
-
-"So you've had our little friend of the confectioner's there, Jon.
-What is she like on second thoughts?"
-
-With relief, and a high colour, Jon answered:
-
-"Oh! awfully jolly, Mum."
-
-Her arm pressed his.
-
-Jon had never loved her so much as in that minute which seemed to
-falsify Fleur's fears and to release his soul. He turned to look at
-her, but something in her smiling face--something which only he
-perhaps would have caught--stopped the words bubbling up in him.
-Could fear go with a smile? If so, there was fear in her face. And
-out of Jon tumbled quite other words, about farming, Holly, and the
-Downs. Talking fast, he waited for her to come back to Fleur. But
-she did not. Nor did his father mention her, though of course he,
-too, must know. What deprivation, and killing of reality was in his
-silence about Fleur--when he was so full of her; when his mother was
-so full of Jon, and his father so full of his mother! And so the
-trio spent the evening of that Saturday.
-
-After dinner his mother played; she seemed to play all the things he
-liked best, and he sat with one knee clasped, and his hair standing
-up where his fingers had run through it. He gazed at his mother
-while she played, but he saw Fleur--Fleur in the moonlit orchard,
-Fleur in the sunlit gravel-pit, Fleur in that fancy dress, swaying,
-whispering, stooping, kissing his forehead. Once, while he listened,
-he forgot himself and glanced at his father in that other easy chair.
-What was Dad looking like that for? The expression on his face was
-so sad and puzzling. It filled him with a sort of remorse, so that
-he got up and went and sat on the arm of his father's chair. From
-there he could not see his face; and again he saw Fleur--in his
-mother's hands, slim and white on the keys, in the profile of her
-face and her powdery hair; and down the long room in the open window
-where the May night walked outside.
-
-When he went up to bed his mother came into his room. She stood at
-the window, and said:
-
-"Those cypresses your grandfather planted down there have done
-wonderfully. I always think they look beautiful under a dropping
-moon. I wish you had known your grandfather, Jon."
-
-"Were you married to father when he was alive?" asked Jon suddenly.
-
-"No, dear; he died in '92--very old--eighty-five, I think."
-
-"Is Father like him?"
-
-"A little, but more subtle, and not quite so solid."
-
-"I know, from grandfather's portrait; who painted that?"
-
-"One of June's 'lame ducks.' But it's quite good."
-
-Jon slipped his hand through his mother's arm. "Tell me about the
-family quarrel, Mum."
-
-He felt her arm quivering. "No, dear; that's for your Father some
-day, if he thinks fit."
-
-"Then it was serious," said Jon, with a catch in his breath.
-
-"Yes." And there was a silence, during which neither knew whether
-the arm or the hand within it were quivering most.
-
-"Some people," said Irene softly, "think the moon on her back is
-evil; to me she's always lovely. Look at those cypress shadows!
-Jon, Father says we may go to Italy, you and I, for two months.
-Would you like?"
-
-Jon took his hand from under her arm; his sensation was so sharp and
-so confused. Italy with his mother! A fortnight ago it would have
-been perfection; now it filled him with dismay; he felt that the
-sudden suggestion had to do with Fleur. He stammered out:
-
-"Oh! yes; only--I don't know. Ought I--now I've just begun? I'd
-like to think it over."
-
-Her voice answered, cool and gentle:
-
-"Yes, dear; think it over. But better now than when you've begun
-farming seriously. Italy with you! It would be nice!"
-
-Jon put his arm round her waist, still slim and firm as a girl's.
-
-"Do you think you ought to leave Father?" he said feebly, feeling
-very mean.
-
-"Father suggested it; he thinks you ought to see Italy at least
-before you settle down to anything."
-
-The sense of meanness died in Jon; he knew, yes--he knew--that his
-father and his mother were not speaking frankly, no more than he
-himself. They wanted to keep him from Fleur. His heart hardened.
-And, as if she felt that process going on, his mother said:
-
-"Good-night, darling. Have a good sleep and think it over. But it
-would be lovely!"
-
-She pressed him to her so quickly that he did not see her face. Jon
-stood feeling exactly as he used to when he was a naughty little boy;
-sore because he was not loving, and because he was justified in his
-own eyes.
-
-But Irene, after she had stood a moment in her own room, passed
-through the dressing-room between it and her husband's.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"He will think it over, Jolyon."
-
-Watching her lips that wore a little drawn smile, Jolyon said
-quietly:
-
-"You had better let me tell him, and have done with it. After all,
-Jon has the instincts of a gentleman. He has only to understand--"
-
-"Only! He can't understand; that's impossible."
-
-"I believe I could have at his age."
-
-Irene caught his hand. "You were always more of a realist than Jon;
-and never so innocent."
-
-"That's true," said Jolyon. "It's queer, isn't it? You and I would
-tell our stories to the world without a particle of shame; but our
-own boy stumps us."
-
-"We've never cared whether the world approves or not."
-
-"Jon would not disapprove of us!"
-
-"Oh! Jolyon, yes. He's in love, I feel he's in love. And he'd say:
-'My mother once married without love! How could she have!' It'll
-seem to him a crime! And so it was!"
-
-Jolyon took her hand, and said with a wry smile:
-
-"Ah! why on earth are we born young? Now, if only we were born old
-and grew younger year by year, we should understand how things
-happen, and drop all our cursed intolerance. But you know if the boy
-is really in love, he won't forget, even if he goes to Italy. We're
-a tenacious breed; and he'll know by instinct why he's being sent.
-Nothing will really cure him but the shock of being told."
-
-"Let me try, anyway."
-
-Jolyon stood a moment without speaking. Between this devil and this
-deep sea--the pain of a dreaded disclosure and the grief of losing
-his wife for two months--he secretly hoped for the devil; yet if she
-wished for the deep sea he must put up with it. After all, it would
-be training for that departure from which there would be no return.
-And, taking her in his arms, he kissed her eyes, and said:
-
-"As you will, my love."
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-DUET
-
-
-That "small" emotion, love, grows amazingly when threatened with
-extinction. Jon reached Paddington station half an hour before his
-time and a full week after, as it seemed to him. He stood at the
-appointed bookstall, amid a crowd of Sunday travellers, in a Harris
-tweed suit exhaling, as it were, the emotion of his thumping heart.
-He read the names of the novels on the book-stall, and bought one at
-last, to avoid being regarded with suspicion by the book-stall clerk.
-It was called "The Heart of the Trail!" which must mean something,
-though it did not seem to. He also bought "The Lady's Mirror" and
-"The Landsman." Every minute was an hour long, and full of horrid
-imaginings. After nineteen had passed, he saw her with a bag and a
-porter wheeling her luggage. She came swiftly; she came cool. She
-greeted him as if he were a brother.
-
-"First class," she said to the porter, "corner seats; opposite."
-
-Jon admired her frightful self-possession.
-
-"Can't we get a carriage to ourselves," he whispered.
-
-"No good; it's a stopping train. After Maidenhead perhaps. Look
-natural, Jon."
-
-Jon screwed his features into a scowl. They got in--with two other
-beasts!--oh! heaven! He tipped the porter unnaturally, in his
-confusion. The brute deserved nothing for putting them in there, and
-looking as if he knew all about it into the bargain.
-
-Fleur hid herself behind "The Lady's Mirror." Jon imitated her
-behind "The Landsman." The train started. Fleur let "The Lady's
-Mirror" fall and leaned forward.
-
-"Well?" she said.
-
-"It's seemed about fifteen days."
-
-She nodded, and Jon's face lighted up at once.
-
-"Look natural," murmured Fleur, and went off into a bubble of
-laughter. It hurt him. How could he look natural with Italy hanging
-over him? He had meant to break it to her gently, but now he blurted
-it out.
-
-"They want me to go to Italy with Mother for two months."
-
-Fleur drooped her eyelids; turned a little pale, and bit her lips.
-"Oh!" she said. It was all, but it was much.
-
-That "Oh!" was like the quick drawback of the wrist in fencing ready
-for riposte. It came.
-
-"You must go!"
-
-"Go?" said Jon in a strangled voice.
-
-"Of course."
-
-"But--two months--it's ghastly."
-
-"No," said Fleur, "six weeks. You'll have forgotten me by then.
-We'll meet in the National Gallery the day after you get back."
-
-Jon laughed.
-
-"But suppose you've forgotten me," he muttered into the noise of the
-train.
-
-Fleur shook her head.
-
-"Some other beast--" murmured Jon.
-
-Her foot touched his.
-
-"No other beast," she said, lifting "The Lady's Mirror."
-
-The train stopped; two passengers got out, and one got in.
-
-'I shall die,' thought Jon, 'if we're not alone at all.'
-
-The train went on; and again Fleur leaned forward.
-
-"I never let go," she said; "do you?"
-
-Jon shook his head vehemently.
-
-"Never!" he said. "Will you write to me?"
-
-"No; but you can--to my Club."
-
-She had a Club; she was wonderful!
-
-"Did you pump Holly?" he muttered.
-
-"Yes, but I got nothing. I didn't dare pump hard."
-
-"What can it be?" cried Jon.
-
-"I shall find out all right."
-
-A long silence followed till Fleur said: "This is Maidenhead; stand
-by, Jon!"
-
-The train stopped. The remaining passenger got out. Fleur drew down
-her blind.
-
-"Quick!" she cried. "Hang out! Look as much of a beast as you can."
-
-Jon blew his nose, and scowled; never in all his life had he scowled
-like that! An old lady recoiled, a young one tried the handle. It
-turned, but the door would not open. The train moved, the young lady
-darted to another carriage.
-
-"What luck!" cried Jon. "It Jammed."
-
-"Yes," said Fleur; "I was holding it."
-
-The train moved out, and Jon fell on his knees.
-
-"Look out for the corridor," she whispered; "and--quick!"
-
-Her lips met his. And though their kiss only lasted perhaps ten
-seconds, Jon's soul left his body and went so far beyond, that, when
-he was again sitting opposite that demure figure, he was pale as
-death. He heard her sigh, and the sound seemed to him the most
-precious he had ever heard--an exquisite declaration that he meant
-something to her.
-
-"Six weeks isn't really long," she said; "and you can easily make it
-six if you keep your head out there, and never seem to think of me."
-
-Jon gasped.
-
-"This is just what's really wanted, Jon, to convince them, don't you
-see? If we're just as bad when you come back they'll stop being
-ridiculous about it. Only, I'm sorry it's not Spain; there's a girl
-in a Goya picture at Madrid who's like me, Father says. Only she
-isn't--we've got a copy of her."
-
-It was to Jon like a ray of sunshine piercing through a fog. "I'll
-make it Spain," he said, "Mother won't mind; she's never been there.
-And my Father thinks a lot of Goya."
-
-"Oh! yes, he's a painter--isn't he?"
-
-"Only water-colour," said Jon, with honesty.
-
-"When we come to Reading, Jon, get out first and go down to Caversham
-lock and wait for me. I'll send the car home and we'll walk by the
-towing-path."
-
-Jon seized her hand in gratitude, and they sat silent, with the world
-well lost, and one eye on the corridor. But the train seemed to run
-twice as fast now, and its sound was almost lost in that of Jon's
-sighing.
-
-"We're getting near," said Fleur; "the towing-path's awfully exposed.
-One more! Oh! Jon, don't forget me."
-
-Jon answered with his kiss. And very soon, a flushed, distracted-
-looking youth could have been seen--as they say--leaping from the
-train and hurrying along the platform, searching his pockets for his
-ticket.
-
-When at last she rejoined him on the towing-path a little beyond
-Caversham lock he had made an effort, and regained some measure of
-equanimity. If they had to part, he would not make a scene! A
-breeze by the bright river threw the white side of the willow leaves
-up into the sunlight, and followed those two with its faint rustle.
-
-"I told our chauffeur that I was train-giddy," said Fleur. "Did you
-look pretty natural as you went out?"
-
-"I don't know. What is natural?"
-
-"It's natural to you to look seriously happy. When I first saw you I
-thought you weren't a bit like other people."
-
-"Exactly what I thought when I saw you. I knew at once I should
-never love anybody else."
-
-Fleur laughed.
-
-"We're absurdly young. And love's young dream is out of date, Jon.
-Besides, it's awfully wasteful. Think of all the fun you might have.
-You haven't begun, even; it's a shame, really. And there's me. I
-wonder!"
-
-Confusion came on Jon's spirit. How could she say such things just
-as they were going to part?
-
-"If you feel like that," he said, "I can't go. I shall tell Mother
-that I ought to try and work. There's always the condition of the
-world!"
-
-"The condition of the world!"
-
-Jon thrust his hands deep into his pockets.
-
-"But there is," he said; "think of the people starving!"
-
-Fleur shook her head. "No, no, I never, never will make myself
-miserable for nothing."
-
-"Nothing! But there's an awful state of things, and of course one
-ought to help."
-
-"Oh! yes, I know all that. But you can't help people, Jon; they're
-hopeless. When you pull them out they only get into another hole.
-Look at them, still fighting and plotting and struggling, though
-they're dying in heaps all the time. Idiots!"
-
-"Aren't you sorry for them?"
-
-"Oh! sorry--yes, but I'm not going to make myself unhappy about it;
-that's no good."
-
-And they were silent, disturbed by this first glimpse of each other's
-natures.
-
-"I think people are brutes and idiots," said Fleur stubbornly.
-
-"I think they're poor wretches," said Jon. It was as if they had
-quarrelled--and at this supreme and awful moment, with parting
-visible out there in that last gap of the willows!
-
-"Well, go and help your poor wretches, and don't think of me."
-
-Jon stood still. Sweat broke out on his forehead, and his limbs
-trembled. Fleur too had stopped, and was frowning at the river.
-
-"I must believe in things," said Jon with a sort of agony; "we're all
-meant to enjoy life."
-
-Fleur laughed. "Yes; and that's what you won't do, if you don't take
-care. But perhaps your idea of enjoyment is to make yourself
-wretched. There are lots of people like that, of course."
-
-She was pale, her eyes had darkened, her lips had thinned. Was it
-Fleur thus staring at the water? Jon had an unreal feeling as if he
-were passing through the scene in a book where the lover has to
-choose between love and duty. But just then she looked round at him.
-Never was anything so intoxicating as that vivacious look. It acted
-on him exactly as the tug of a chain acts on a dog--brought him up to
-her with his tail wagging and his tongue out.
-
-"Don't let's be silly," she said, "time's too short. Look, Jon, you
-can just see where I've got to cross the river. There, round the
-bend, where the woods begin."
-
-Jon saw a gable, a chimney or two, a patch of wall through the trees-
--and felt his heart sink.
-
-"I mustn't dawdle any more. It's no good going beyond the next
-hedge, it gets all open. Let's get on to it and say good-bye."
-
-They went side by side, hand in hand, silently toward the hedge,
-where the may-flower, both pink and white, was in full bloom.
-
-"My Club's the 'Talisman,' Stratton Street, Piccadilly. Letters
-there will be quite safe, and I'm almost always up once a week."
-
-Jon nodded. His face had become extremely set, his eyes stared
-straight before him.
-
-"To-day's the twenty-third of May," said Fleur; "on the ninth of July
-I shall be in front of the 'Bacchus and Ariadne' at three o'clock;
-will you?"
-
-"I will."
-
-"If you feel as bad as I it's all right. Let those people pass!"
-
-A man and woman airing their children went by strung out in Sunday
-fashion.
-
-The last of them passed the wicket gate.
-
-"Domesticity!" said Fleur, and blotted herself against the hawthorn
-hedge. The blossom sprayed out above her head, and one pink cluster
-brushed her cheek. Jon put up his hand jealously to keep it off.
-
-"Good-bye, Jon." For a second they stood with hands hard clasped.
-Then their lips met for the third time, and when they parted Fleur
-broke away and fled through the wicket gate. Jon stood where she had
-left him, with his forehead against that pink cluster. Gone! For an
-eternity--for seven weeks all but two days! And here he was, wasting
-the last sight of her! He rushed to the gate. She was walking
-swiftly on the heels of the straggling children. She turned her
-head, he saw her hand make a little flitting gesture; then she sped
-on, and the trailing family blotted her out from his view.
-
-The words of a comic song--
-
- "Paddington groan-worst ever known--
- He gave a sepulchral Paddington groan--"
-
-came into his head, and he sped incontinently back to Reading
-station. All the way up to London and down to Wansdon he sat with
-"The Heart of the Trail" open on his knee, knitting in his head a
-poem so full of feeling that it would not rhyme.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-CAPRICE
-
-
-Fleur sped on. She had need of rapid motion; she was late, and
-wanted all her wits about her when she got in. She passed the
-islands, the station, and hotel, and was about to take the ferry,
-when she saw a skiff with a young man standing up in it, and holding
-to the bushes.
-
-"Miss Forsyte," he said; "let me put you across. I've come on
-purpose."
-
-She looked at him in blank amazement.
-
-"It's all right, I've been having tea with your people. I thought
-I'd save you the last bit. It's on my way, I'm just off back to
-Pangbourne. My name's Mont. I saw you at the picture-gallery--you
-remember--when your father invited me to see his pictures."
-
-"Oh!" said Fleur; "yes--the handkerchief."
-
-To this young man she owed Jon; and, taking his hand, she stepped
-down into the skiff. Still emotional, and a little out of breath,
-she sat silent; not so the young man. She had never heard any one
-say so much in so short a time. He told her his age, twenty-four;
-his weight, ten stone eleven; his place of residence, not far away;
-described his sensations under fire, and what it felt like to be
-gassed; criticized the Juno, mentioned his own conception of that
-goddess; commented on the Goya copy, said Fleur was not too awfully
-like it; sketched in rapidly the condition of England; spoke of
-Monsieur Profond--or whatever his name was--as "an awful sport";
-thought her father had some "ripping" pictures and some rather "dug-
-up"; hoped he might row down again and take her on the river because
-he was quite trustworthy; inquired her opinion of Tchekov, gave her
-his own; wished they could go to the Russian ballet together some
-time--considered the name Fleur Forsyte simply topping; cursed his
-people for giving him the name of Michael on the top of Mont;
-outlined his father, and said that if she wanted a good book she
-should read "Job"; his father was rather like Job while Job still had
-land.
-
-"But Job didn't have land," Fleur murmured; "he only had flocks and
-herds and moved on."
-
-"Ah!" answered Michael Mont, "I wish my gov'nor would move on. Not
-that I want his land. Land's an awful bore in these days, don't you
-think?"
-
-"We never have it in my family," said Fleur. "We have everything
-else. I believe one of my great-uncles once had a sentimental farm
-in Dorset, because we came from there originally, but it cost him
-more than it made him happy."
-
-"Did he sell it?"
-
-"No; he kept it."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because nobody would buy it."
-
-"Good for the old boy!"
-
-"No, it wasn't good for him. Father says it soured him. His name
-was Swithin."
-
-"What a corking name!"
-
-"Do you know that we're getting farther off, not nearer? This river
-flows."
-
-"Splendid!" cried Mont, dipping his sculls vaguely; "it's good to
-meet a girl who's got wit."
-
-"But better to meet a young man who's got it in the plural."
-
-Young Mont raised a hand to tear his hair.
-
-"Look out!" cried Fleur. "Your scull!"
-
-"All right! It's thick enough to bear a scratch."
-
-"Do you mind sculling?" said Fleur severely. "I want to get in."
-
-"Ah!" said Mont; "but when you get in, you see, I shan't see you any
-more to-day. Fini, as the French girl said when she jumped on her
-bed after saying her prayers. Don't you bless the day that gave you
-a French mother, and a name like yours?"
-
-"I like my name, but Father gave it me. Mother wanted me called
-Marguerite."
-
-"Which is absurd. Do you mind calling me M. M. and letting me call
-you F. F.? It's in the spirit of the age."
-
-"I don't mind anything, so long as I get in."
-
-Mont caught a little crab, and answered: "That was a nasty one!"
-
-"Please row."
-
-"I am." And he did for several strokes, looking at her with rueful
-eagerness. "Of course, you know," he ejaculated, pausing, "that I
-came to see you, not your father's pictures."
-
-Fleur rose.
-
-"If you don't row, I shall get out and swim."
-
-"Really and truly? Then I could come in after you."
-
-"Mr. Mont, I'm late and tired; please put me on shore at once."
-
-When she stepped out on to the garden landing-stage he rose, and
-grasping his hair with both hands, looked at her.
-
-Fleur smiled.
-
-"Don't!" cried the irrepressible Mont. "I know you're going to say:
-'Out, damned hair!'"
-
-Fleur whisked round, threw him a wave of her hand. "Good-bye, Mr.
-M.M.!" she called, and was gone among the rose-trees. She looked at
-her wrist-watch and the windows of the house. It struck her as
-curiously uninhabited. Past six! The pigeons were just gathering to
-roost, and sunlight slanted on the dovecot, on their snowy feathers,
-and beyond in a shower on the top boughs of the woods. The click of
-billiard-balls came from the ingle-nook--Jack Cardigan, no doubt; a
-faint rustling, too, from an eucalyptus-tree, startling Southerner in
-this old English garden. She reached the verandah and was passing
-in, but stopped at the sound of voices from the drawing-room to her
-left. Mother! Monsieur Profond! From behind the verandah screen
-which fenced the ingle-nook she heard these words:
-
-"I don't, Annette."
-
-Did Father know that he called her mother "Annette"? Always on the
-side of her Father--as children are ever on one side or the other in
-houses where relations are a little strained--she stood, uncertain.
-Her mother was speaking in her low, pleasing, slightly metallic
-voice--one word she caught: "Demain." And Profond's answer: "All
-right." Fleur frowned. A little sound came out into the stillness.
-Then Profond's voice: "I'm takin' a small stroll."
-
-Fleur darted through the window into the morning-room. There he came
-from the drawing-room, crossing the verandah, down the lawn; and the
-click of billiard-balls which, in listening for other sounds, she had
-ceased to hear, began again. She shook herself, passed into the
-hall, and opened the drawing-room door. Her mother was sitting on
-the sofa between the windows, her knees crossed, her head resting on
-a cushion, her lips half parted, her eyes half closed. She looked
-extraordinarily handsome.
-
-"Ah! Here you are, Fleur! Your father is beginning to fuss."
-
-"Where is he?"
-
-"In the picture-gallery. Go up!"
-
-"What are you going to do to-morrow, Mother?"
-
-"To-morrow? I go up to London with your aunt."
-
-"I thought you might be. Will you get me a quite plain parasol?"
-What colour?"
-
-"Green. They're all going back, I suppose."
-
-"Yes, all; you will console your father. Kiss me, then."
-
-Fleur crossed the room, stooped, received a kiss on her forehead, and
-went out past the impress of a form on the sofa-cushions in the other
-corner. She ran up-stairs.
-
-Fleur was by no means the old-fashioned daughter who demands the
-regulation of her parents' lives in accordance with the standard
-imposed upon herself. She claimed to regulate her own life, not
-those of others; besides, an unerring instinct for what was likely to
-advantage her own case was already at work. In a disturbed domestic
-atmosphere the heart she had set on Jon would have a better chance.
-None the less was she offended, as a flower by a crisping wind. If
-that man had really been kissing her mother it was--serious, and her
-father ought to know. "Demain!" "All right!" And her mother going
-up to Town! She turned into her bedroom and hung out of the window
-to cool her face, which had suddenly grown very hot. Jon must be at
-the station by now! What did her father know about Jon? Probably
-everything--pretty nearly!
-
-She changed her dress, so as to look as if she had been in some time,
-and ran up to the gallery.
-
-Soames was standing stubbornly still before his Alfred Stevens--the
-picture he loved best. He did not turn at the sound of the door, but
-she knew he had heard, and she knew he was hurt. She came up softly
-behind him, put her arms round his neck, and poked her face over his
-shoulder till her cheek lay against his. It was an advance which had
-never yet failed, but it failed her now, and she augured the worst.
-"Well," he said stonily, "so you've come!"
-
-"Is that all," murmured Fleur, "from a bad parent?" And she rubbed
-her cheek against his.
-
-Soames shook his head so far as that was possible.
-
-"Why do you keep me on tenterhooks like this, putting me off and
-off?"
-
-"Darling, it was very harmless."
-
-"Harmless! Much you know what's harmless and what isn't."
-
-Fleur dropped her arms.
-
-"Well, then, dear, suppose you tell me; and be quite frank about it."
-
-And she went over to the window-seat.
-
-Her father had turned from his picture, and was staring at his feet.
-He looked very grey. 'He has nice small feet,' she thought, catching
-his eye, at once averted from her.
-
-"You're my only comfort," said Soames suddenly, "and you go on like
-this."
-
-Fleur's heart began to beat.
-
-"Like what, dear?"
-
-Again Soames gave her a look which, but for the affection in it,
-might have been called furtive.
-
-"You know what I told you," he said. "I don't choose to have
-anything to do with that branch of our family."
-
-"Yes, ducky, but I don't know why I shouldn't."
-
-Soames turned on his heel.
-
-"I'm not going into the reasons," he said; "you ought to trust me,
-Fleur!"
-
-The way he spoke those words affected Fleur, but she thought of Jon,
-and was silent, tapping her foot against the wainscot. Unconsciously
-she had assumed a modern attitude, with one leg twisted in and out of
-the other, with her chin on one bent wrist, her other arm across her
-chest, and its hand hugging her elbow; there was not a line of her
-that was not involuted, and yet--in spite of all--she retained a
-certain grace.
-
-"You knew my wishes," Soames went on, "and yet you stayed on there
-four days. And I suppose that boy came with you to-day."
-
-Fleur kept her eyes on him.
-
-"I don't ask you anything," said Soames; "I make no inquisition where
-you're concerned."
-
-Fleur suddenly stood up, leaning out at the window with her chin on
-her hands. The sun had sunk behind trees, the pigeons were perched,
-quite still, on the edge of the dove-cot; the click of the billiard-
-balls mounted, and a faint radiance shone out below where Jack
-Cardigan had turned the light up.
-
-"Will it make you any happier," she said suddenly, "if I promise you
-not to see him for say--the next six weeks?" She was not prepared for
-a sort of tremble in the blankness of his voice.
-
-"Six weeks? Six years--sixty years more like. Don't delude
-yourself, Fleur; don't delude yourself!"
-
-Fleur turned in alarm.
-
-"Father, what is it?"
-
-Soames came close enough to see her face.
-
-"Don't tell me," he said, "that you're foolish enough to have any
-feeling beyond caprice. That would be too much!" And he laughed.
-
-Fleur, who had never heard him laugh like that, thought: 'Then it is
-deep! Oh! what is it?' And putting her hand through his arm she
-said lightly:
-
-"No, of course; caprice. Only, I like my caprices and I don't like
-yours, dear."
-
-"Mine!" said Soames bitterly, and turned away.
-
-The light outside had chilled, and threw a chalky whiteness on the
-river. The trees had lost all gaiety of colour. She felt a sudden
-hunger for Jon's face, for his hands, and the feel of his lips again
-on hers. And pressing her arms tight across her breast she forced
-out a little light laugh.
-
-"O la! la! What a small fuss! as Profond would say. Father, I don't
-like that man."
-
-She saw him stop, and take something out of his breast pocket.
-
-"You don't?" he said. "Why?"
-
-"Nothing," murmured Fleur; "just caprice!"
-
-"No," said Soames; "not caprice!" And he tore what was in his hands
-across. "You're right. I don't like him either!"
-
-"Look!" said Fleur softly. "There he goes! I hate his shoes; they
-don't make any noise."
-
-Down in the failing light Prosper Profond moved, his hands in his
-side pockets, whistling softly in his beard; he stopped, and glanced
-up at the sky, as if saying: "I don't think much of that small moon."
-
-Fleur drew back. "Isn't he a great cat?" she whispered; and the
-sharp click of the billiard-balls rose, as if Jack Cardigan had
-capped the cat, the moon, caprice, and tragedy with: "In off the
-red!"
-
-Monsieur Profond had resumed his stroll, to a teasing little tune in
-his beard. What was it? Oh! yes, from "Rigoletto": "Donna a
-mobile." Just what he would think! She squeezed her father's arm.
-
-"Prowling!" she muttered, as he turned the corner of the house. It
-was past that disillusioned moment which divides the day and night-
-still and lingering and warm, with hawthorn scent and lilac scent
-clinging on the riverside air. A blackbird suddenly burst out. Jon
-would be in London by now; in the Park perhaps, crossing the
-Serpentine, thinking of her! A little sound beside her made her turn
-her eyes; her father was again tearing the paper in his hands. Fleur
-saw it was a cheque.
-
-"I shan't sell him my Gauguin," he said. "I don't know what your
-aunt and Imogen see in him."
-
-"Or Mother."
-
-"Your mother!" said Soames.
-
-'Poor Father!' she thought. 'He never looks happy--not really happy.
-I don't want to make him worse, but of course I shall have to, when
-Jon comes back. Oh! well, sufficient unto the night!'
-
-"I'm going to dress," she said.
-
-In her room she had a fancy to put on her "freak" dress. It was of
-gold tissue with little trousers of the same, tightly drawn in at the
-ankles, a page's cape slung from the shoulders, little gold shoes,
-and a gold-winged Mercury helmet; and all over her were tiny gold
-bells, especially on the helmet; so that if she shook her head she
-pealed. When she was dressed she felt quite sick because Jon could
-not see her; it even seemed a pity that the sprightly young man
-Michael Mont would not have a view. But the gong had sounded, and
-she went down.
-
-She made a sensation in the drawing-room. Winifred thought it "Most
-amusing." Imogen was enraptured. Jack Cardigan called it
-"stunning," "ripping," "topping," and "corking."
-
-Monsieur Profond, smiling with his eyes, said: "That's a nice small
-dress!" Her mother, very handsome in black, sat looking at her, and
-said nothing. It remained for her father to apply the test of common
-sense. "What did you put on that thing for? You're not going to
-dance."
-
-Fleur spun round, and the bells pealed.
-
-"Caprice!"
-
-Soames stared at her, and, turning away, gave his arm to Winifred.
-Jack Cardigan took her mother. Prosper Profond took Imogen. Fleur
-went in by herself, with her bells jingling....
-
-The "small" moon had soon dropped down, and May night had fallen soft
-and warm, enwrapping with its grape-bloom colour and its scents the
-billion caprices, intrigues, passions, longings, and regrets of men
-and women. Happy was Jack Cardigan who snored into Imogen's white
-shoulder, fit as a flea; or Timothy in his "mausoleum," too old for
-anything but baby's slumber. For so many lay awake, or dreamed,
-teased by the criss-cross of the world.
-
-The dew fell and the flowers closed; cattle grazed on in the river
-meadows, feeling with their tongues for the grass they could not see;
-and the sheep on the Downs lay quiet as stones. Pheasants in the
-tall trees of the Pangbourne woods, larks on their grassy nests above
-the gravel-pit at Wansdon, swallows in the eaves at Robin Hill, and
-the sparrows of Mayfair, all made a dreamless night of it, soothed by
-the lack of wind. The Mayfly filly, hardly accustomed to her new
-quarters, scraped at her straw a little; and the few night-flitting
-things--bats, moths, owls--were vigorous in the warm darkness; but
-the peace of night lay in the brain of all day-time Nature,
-colourless and still. Men and women, alone, riding the hobby-horses
-of anxiety or love, burned their wavering tapers of dream and thought
-into the lonely hours.
-
-Fleur, leaning out of her window, heard the hall clock's muffled
-chime of twelve, the tiny splash of a fish, the sudden shaking of an
-aspen's leaves in the puffs of breeze that rose along the river, the
-distant rumble of a night train, and time and again the sounds which
-none can put a name to in the darkness, soft obscure expressions of
-uncatalogued emotions from man and beast, bird and machine, or,
-maybe, from departed Forsytes, Darties, Cardigans, taking night
-strolls back into a world which had once suited their embodied
-spirits. But Fleur heeded not these sounds; her spirit, far from
-disembodied, fled with swift wing from railway-carriage to flowery
-hedge, straining after Jon, tenacious of his forbidden image, and the
-sound of his voice, which was taboo. And she crinkled her nose,
-retrieving from the perfume of the riverside night that moment when
-his hand slipped between the mayflowers and her cheek. Long she
-leaned out in her freak dress, keen to burn her wings at life's
-candle; while the moths brushed her cheeks on their pilgrimage to the
-lamp on her dressing-table, ignorant that in a Forsyte's house there
-is no open flame. But at last even she felt sleepy, and, forgetting
-her bells, drew quickly in.
-
-Through the open window of his room, alongside Annette's, Soames,
-wakeful too, heard their thin faint tinkle, as it might be shaken
-from stars, or the dewdrops falling from a flower, if one could hear
-such sounds.
-
-'Caprice!' he thought. 'I can't tell. She's wilful. What shall I
-do? Fleur!'
-
-And long into the "small" night he brooded.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-PART II
-
-
-
-I
-
-MOTHER AND SON
-
-
-To say that Jon Forsyte accompanied his mother to Spain unwillingly
-would scarcely have been adequate. He went as a well-natured dog
-goes for a walk with its mistress, leaving a choice mutton-bone on
-the lawn. He went looking back at it. Forsytes deprived of their
-mutton-bones are wont to sulk. But Jon had little sulkiness in his
-composition. He adored his mother, and it was his first travel.
-Spain had become Italy by his simply saying: "I'd rather go to Spain,
-Mum; you've been to Italy so many times; I'd like it new to both of
-us."
-
-The fellow was subtle besides being naive. He never forgot that he
-was going to shorten the proposed two months into six weeks, and must
-therefore show no sign of wishing to do so. For one with so enticing
-a mutton-bone and so fixed an idea, he made a good enough travelling
-companion, indifferent to where or when he arrived, superior to food,
-and thoroughly appreciative of a country strange to the most
-travelled Englishman. Fleur's wisdom in refusing to write to him was
-profound, for he reached each new place entirely without hope or
-fever, and could concentrate immediate attention on the donkeys and
-tumbling bells, the priests, patios, beggars, children, crowing
-cocks, sombreros, cactus-hedges, old high white villages, goats,
-olive-trees, greening plains, singing birds in tiny cages,
-watersellers, sunsets, melons, mules, great churches, pictures, and
-swimming grey-brown mountains of a fascinating land.
-
-It was already hot, and they enjoyed an absence of their compatriots.
-Jon, who, so far as he knew, had no blood in him which was not
-English, was often innately unhappy in the presence of his own
-countrymen. He felt they had no nonsense about them, and took a more
-practical view of things than himself. He confided to his mother
-that he must be an unsociable beast--it was jolly to be away from
-everybody who could talk about the things people did talk about. To
-which Irene had replied simply:
-
-"Yes, Jon, I know."
-
-In this isolation he had unparalleled opportunities of appreciating
-what few sons can apprehend, the whole-heartedness of a mother's
-love. Knowledge of something kept from her made him, no doubt,
-unduly sensitive; and a Southern people stimulated his admiration for
-her type of beauty, which he had been accustomed to hear called
-Spanish, but which he now perceived to be no such thing. Her beauty
-was neither English, French, Spanish, nor Italian--it was special!
-He appreciated, too, as never before, his mother's subtlety of
-instinct. He could not tell, for instance, whether she had noticed
-his absorption in that Goya picture, "La Vendimia," or whether she
-knew that he had slipped back there after lunch and again next
-morning, to stand before it full half an hour, a second and third
-time. It was not Fleur, of course, but like enough to give him
-heartache--so dear to lovers--remembering her standing at the foot of
-his bed with her hand held above her head. To keep a postcard
-reproduction of this picture in his pocket and slip it out to look at
-became for Jon one of those bad habits which soon or late disclose
-themselves to eyes sharpened by love, fear, or jealousy. And his
-mother's were sharpened by all three. In Granada he was fairly
-caught, sitting on a sun-warmed stone bench in a little battlemented
-garden on the Alhambra hill, whence he ought to have been looking at
-the view. His mother, he had thought, was examining the potted
-stocks between the polled acacias, when her voice said:
-
-"Is that your favourite Goya, Jon?"
-
-He checked, too late, a movement such as he might have made at school
-to conceal some surreptitious document, and answered: "Yes."
-
-"It certainly is most charming; but I think I prefer the 'Quitasol'
-Your father would go crazy about Goya; I don't believe he saw them
-when he was in Spain in '92."
-
-In '92--nine years before he had been born! What had been the
-previous existences of his father and his mother? If they had a
-right to share in his future, surely he had a right to share in their
-pasts. He looked up at her. But something in her face--a look of
-life hard-lived, the mysterious impress of emotions, experience, and
-suffering-seemed, with its incalculable depth, its purchased
-sanctity, to make curiosity impertinent. His mother must have had a
-wonderfully interesting life; she was so beautiful, and so--so--but
-he could not frame what he felt about her. He got up, and stood
-gazing down at the town, at the plain all green with crops, and the
-ring of mountains glamorous in sinking sunlight. Her life was like
-the past of this old Moorish city, full, deep, remote--his own life
-as yet such a baby of a thing, hopelessly ignorant and innocent!
-They said that in those mountains to the West, which rose sheer from
-the blue-green plain, as if out of a sea, Phoenicians had dwelt--a
-dark, strange, secret race, above the land! His mother's life was as
-unknown to him, as secret, as that Phoenician past was to the town
-down there, whose cocks crowed and whose children played and
-clamoured so gaily, day in, day out. He felt aggrieved that she
-should know all about him and he nothing about her except that she
-loved him and his father, and was beautiful. His callow ignorance--
-he had not even had the advantage of the War, like nearly everybody
-else!--made him small in his own eyes.
-
-That night, from the balcony of his bedroom, he gazed down on the
-roof of the town--as if inlaid with honeycomb of jet, ivory, and
-gold; and, long after, he lay awake, listening to the cry of the
-sentry as the hours struck, and forming in his head these lines:
-
- "Voice in the night crying, down in the old sleeping
- Spanish city darkened under her white stars!
-
- "What says the voice-its clear-lingering anguish?
- Just the watchman, telling his dateless tale of safety?
- Just a road-man, flinging to the moon his song?
-
- "No! Tis one deprived, whose lover's heart is weeping,
- Just his cry: 'How long?'"
-
-The word "deprived" seemed to him cold and unsatisfactory, but
-"bereaved" was too final, and no other word of two syllables short-
-long came to him, which would enable him to keep "whose lover's heart
-is weeping." It was past two by the time he had finished it, and
-past three before he went to sleep, having said it over to himself at
-least twenty-four times. Next day he wrote it out and enclosed it in
-one of those letters to Fleur which he always finished before he went
-down, so as to have his mind free and companionable.
-
-About noon that same day, on the tiled terrace of their hotel, he
-felt a sudden dull pain in the back of his head, a queer sensation in
-the eyes, and sickness. The sun had touched him too affectionately.
-The next three days were passed in semi-darkness, and a dulled,
-aching indifference to all except the feel of ice on his forehead and
-his mother's smile. She never moved from his room, never relaxed her
-noiseless vigilance, which seemed to Jon angelic. But there were
-moments when he was extremely sorry for himself, and wished terribly
-that Fleur could see him. Several times he took a poignant imaginary
-leave of her and of the earth, tears oozing out of his eyes. He even
-prepared the message he would send to her by his mother--who would
-regret to her dying day that she had ever sought to separate them--
-his poor mother! He was not slow, however, in perceiving that he had
-now his excuse for going home.
-
-Toward half-past six each evening came a "gasgacha" of bells--a
-cascade of tumbling chimes, mounting from the city below and falling
-back chime on chime. After listening to them on the fourth day he
-said suddenly:
-
-"I'd like to be back in England, Mum, the sun's too hot."
-
-"Very well, darling. As soon as you're fit to travel" And at once
-he felt better, and--meaner.
-
-They had been out five weeks when they turned toward home. Jon's
-head was restored to its pristine clarity, but he was confined to a
-hat lined by his mother with many layers of orange and green silk and
-he still walked from choice in the shade. As the long struggle of
-discretion between them drew to its close, he wondered more and more
-whether she could see his eagerness to get back to that which she had
-brought him away from. Condemned by Spanish Providence to spend a
-day in Madrid between their trains, it was but natural to go again to
-the Prado. Jon was elaborately casual this time before his Goya
-girl. Now that he was going back to her, he could afford a lesser
-scrutiny. It was his mother who lingered before the picture, saying:
-
-"The face and the figure of the girl are exquisite."
-
-Jon heard her uneasily. Did she understand? But he felt once more
-that he was no match for her in self-control and subtlety. She
-could, in some supersensitive way, of which he had not the secret,
-feel the pulse of his thoughts; she knew by instinct what he hoped
-and feared and wished. It made him terribly uncomfortable and
-guilty, having, beyond most boys, a conscience. He wished she would
-be frank with him, he almost hoped for an open struggle. But none
-came, and steadily, silently, they travelled north. Thus did he
-first learn how much better than men women play a waiting game. In
-Paris they had again to pause for a day. Jon was grieved because it
-lasted two, owing to certain matters in connection with a dressmaker;
-as if his mother, who looked beautiful in anything, had any need of
-dresses! The happiest moment of his travel was that when he stepped
-on to the Folkestone boat.
-
-Standing by the bulwark rail, with her arm in his, she said
-
-"I'm afraid you haven't enjoyed it much, Jon. But you've been very
-sweet to me."
-
-Jon squeezed her arm.
-
-"Oh I yes, I've enjoyed it awfully-except for my head lately."
-
-And now that the end had come, he really had, feeling a sort of
-glamour over the past weeks--a kind of painful pleasure, such as he
-had tried to screw into those lines about the voice in the night
-crying; a feeling such as he had known as a small boy listening
-avidly to Chopin, yet wanting to cry. And he wondered why it was
-that he couldn't say to her quite simply what she had said to him:
-
-"You were very sweet to me." Odd--one never could be nice and
-natural like that! He substituted the words: "I expect we shall be
-sick."
-
-They were, and reached London somewhat attenuated, having been away
-six weeks and two days, without a single allusion to the subject
-which had hardly ever ceased to occupy their minds.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-FATHERS AND DAUGHTERS
-
-
-Deprived of his wife and son by the Spanish adventure, Jolyon found
-the solitude at Robin Hill intolerable. A philosopher when he has
-all that he wants is different from a philosopher when he has not.
-Accustomed, however, to the idea, if not to the reality of
-resignation, he would perhaps have faced it out but for his daughter
-June. He was a "lame duck" now, and on her conscience. Having
-achieved--momentarily--the rescue of an etcher in low circumstances,
-which she happened to have in hand, she appeared at Robin Hill a
-fortnight after Irene and Jon had gone. June was living now in a
-tiny house with a big studio at Chiswick. A Forsyte of the best
-period, so far as the lack of responsibility was concerned, she had
-overcome the difficulty of a reduced income in a manner satisfactory
-to herself and her father. The rent of the Gallery off Cork Street
-which he had bought for her and her increased income tax happening to
-balance, it had been quite simpl--she no longer paid him the rent.
-The Gallery might be expected now at any time, after eighteen years
-of barren usufruct, to pay its way, so that she was sure her father
-would not feel it. Through this device she still had twelve hundred
-a year, and by reducing what she ate, and, in place of two Belgians
-in a poor way, employing one Austrian in a poorer, practically the
-same surplus for the relief of genius. After three days at Robin
-Hill she carried her father back with her to Town. In those three
-days she had stumbled on the secret he had kept for two years, and
-had instantly decided to cure him. She knew, in fact, the very man.
-He had done wonders with. Paul Post--that painter a little in
-advance of Futurism; and she was impatient with her father because
-his eyebrows would go up, and because he had heard of neither. Of
-course, if he hadn't "faith" he would never get well! It was absurd
-not to have faith in the man who had healed Paul Post so that he had
-only just relapsed, from having overworked, or overlived, himself
-again. The great thing about this healer was that he relied on
-Nature. He had made a special study of the symptoms of Nature--when
-his patient failed in any natural symptom he supplied the poison
-which caused it--and there you were! She was extremely hopeful. Her
-father had clearly not been living a natural life at Robin Hill, and
-she intended to provide the symptoms. He was--she felt--out of touch
-with the times, which was not natural; his heart wanted stimulating.
-In the little Chiswick house she and the Austrian--a grateful soul,
-so devoted to June for rescuing her that she was in danger of decease
-from overwork--stimulated Jolyon in all sorts of ways, preparing him
-for his cure. But they could not keep his eyebrows down; as, for
-example, when the Austrian woke him at eight o'clock just as he was
-going to sleep, or June took The Times away from him, because it was
-unnatural to read "that stuff" when he ought to be taking an interest
-in "life." He never failed, indeed, to be astonished at her
-resource, especially in the evenings. For his benefit, as she
-declared, though he suspected that she also got something out of it,
-she assembled the Age so far as it was satellite to genius; and with
-some solemnity it would move up and down the studio before him in the
-Fox-trot, and that more mental form of dancing--the One-step--which
-so pulled against the music, that Jolyon's eyebrows would be almost
-lost in his hair from wonder at the strain it must impose on the
-dancer's will-power. Aware that, hung on the line in the Water
-Colour Society, he was a back number to those with any pretension to
-be called artists, he would sit in the darkest corner he could find,
-and wonder about rhythm, on which so long ago he had been raised.
-And when June brought some girl or young man up to him, he would rise
-humbly to their level so far as that was possible, and think: 'Dear
-me! This is very dull for them!' Having his father's perennial
-sympathy with Youth, he used to get very tired from entering into
-their points of view. But it was all stimulating, and he never
-failed in admiration of his daughter's indomitable spirit. Even
-genius itself attended these gatherings now and then, with its nose
-on one side; and June always introduced it to her father. This, she
-felt, was exceptionally good for him, for genius was a natural
-symptom he had never had--fond as she was of him.
-
-Certain as a man can be that she was his own daughter, he often
-wondered whence she got herself--her red-gold hair, now greyed into a
-special colour; her direct, spirited face, so different from his own
-rather folded and subtilised countenance, her little lithe figure,
-when he and most of the Forsytes were tall. And he would dwell on
-the origin of species, and debate whether she might be Danish or
-Celtic. Celtic, he thought, from her pugnacity, and her taste in
-fillets and djibbahs. It was not too much to say that he preferred
-her to the Age with which she was surrounded, youthful though, for
-the greater part, it was. She took, however, too much interest in
-his teeth, for he still had some of those natural symptoms. Her
-dentist at once found "Staphylococcus aureus present in pure culture"
-(which might cause boils, of course), and wanted to take out all the
-teeth he had and supply him with two complete sets of unnatural
-symptoms. Jolyon's native tenacity was roused, and in the studio
-that evening he developed his objections. He had never had any
-boils, and his own teeth would last his time. Of course--June
-admitted--they would last his time if he didn't have them out! But
-if he had more teeth he would have a better heart and his time would
-be longer. His recalcitrance--she said--was a symptom of his whole
-attitude; he was taking it lying down. He ought to be fighting.
-When was he going to see the man who had cured Paul Post? Jolyon was
-very sorry, but the fact was he was not going to see him. June
-chafed. Pondridge--she said--the healer, was such a fine man, and he
-had such difficulty in making two ends meet, and getting his theories
-recognised. It was just such indifference and prejudice as her
-father manifested which was keeping him back. It would be so
-splendid for both of them!
-
-"I perceive," said Jolyon, "that you are trying to kill two birds
-with one stone."
-
-"To cure, you mean!" cried June.
-
-"My dear, it's the same thing."
-
-June protested. It was unfair to say that without a trial.
-
-Jolyon thought he might not have the chance, of saying it after.
-
-"Dad!" cried June, "you're hopeless."
-
-"That," said Jolyon, "is a fact, but I wish to remain hopeless as
-long as possible. I shall let sleeping dogs lie, my child. They are
-quiet at present."
-
-"That's not giving science a chance," cried June. "You've no idea
-how devoted Pondridge is. He puts his science before everything."
-
-"Just," replied Jolyon, puffing the mild cigarette to which he was
-reduced, "as Mr. Paul Post puts his art, eh? Art for Art's sake--
-Science for the sake of Science. I know those enthusiastic egomaniac
-gentry. They vivisect you without blinking. I'm enough of a Forsyte
-to give them the go-by, June."
-
-"Dad," said June, "if you only knew how old-fashioned that sounds!
-Nobody can afford to be half-hearted nowadays."
-
-"I'm afraid," murmured Jolyon, with his smile, "that's the only
-natural symptom with which Mr. Pondridge need not supply me. We are
-born to be extreme or to be moderate, my dear; though, if you'll
-forgive my saying so, half the people nowadays who believe they're
-extreme are really very moderate. I'm getting on as well as I can
-expect, and I must leave it at that."
-
-June was silent, having experienced in her time the inexorable
-character of her father's amiable obstinacy so far as his own freedom
-of action was concerned.
-
-How he came to let her know why Irene had taken Jon to Spain puzzled
-Jolyon, for he had little confidence in her discretion. After she
-had brooded on the news, it brought a rather sharp discussion, during
-which he perceived to the full the fundamental opposition between her
-active temperament and his wife's passivity. He even gathered that a
-little soreness still remained from that generation-old struggle
-between them over the body of Philip Bosinney, in which the passive
-had so signally triumphed over the active principle.
-
-According to June, it was foolish and even cowardly to hide the past
-from Jon. Sheer opportunism, she called it.
-
-"Which," Jolyon put in mildly, "is the working principle of real
-life, my dear."
-
-"Oh!" cried June, "you don't really defend her for not telling Jon,
-Dad. If it were left to you, you would."
-
-"I might, but simply because I know he must find out, which will be
-worse than if we told him."
-
-"Then why don't you tell him? It's just sleeping dogs again."
-
-"My dear," said Jolyon, "I wouldn't for the world go against Irene's
-instinct. He's her boy."
-
-"Yours too," cried June.
-
-"What is a man's instinct compared with a mother's?"
-
-"Well, I think it's very weak of you."
-
-"I dare say," said Jolyon, "I dare say."
-
-And that was all she got from him; but the matter rankled in her
-brain. She could not bear sleeping dogs. And there stirred in her a
-tortuous impulse to push the matter toward decision. Jon ought to be
-told, so that either his feeling might be nipped in the bud, or,
-flowering in spite of the past, come to fruition. And she determined
-to see Fleur, and judge for herself. When June determined on
-anything, delicacy became a somewhat minor consideration. After all,
-she was Soames' cousin, and they were both interested in pictures.
-She would go and tell him that he ought to buy a Paul Post, or
-perhaps a piece of sculpture by Boris Strumolowski, and of course she
-would say nothing to her father. She went on the following Sunday,
-looking so determined that she had some difficulty in getting a cab
-at Reading station. The river country was lovely in those days of
-her own month, and June ached at its loveliness. She who had passed
-through this life without knowing what union was had a love of
-natural beauty which was almost madness. And when she came to that
-choice spot where Soames had pitched his tent, she dismissed her cab,
-because, business over, she wanted to revel in the bright water and
-the woods. She appeared at his front door, therefore, as a mere
-pedestrian, and sent in her card. It was in June's character to know
-that when her nerves were fluttering she was doing something worth
-while. If one's nerves did not flutter, she was taking the line of
-least resistance, and knew that nobleness was not obliging her. She
-was conducted to a drawing-room, which, though not in her style,
-showed every mark of fastidious elegance. Thinking, 'Too much taste-
--too many knick-knacks,' she saw in an old lacquer-framed mirror the
-figure of a girl coming in from the verandah. Clothed in white, and
-holding some white roses in her hand, she had, reflected in that
-silvery-grey pool of glass, a vision-like appearance, as if a pretty
-ghost had come out of the green garden.
-
-"How do you do?" said June, turning round. "I'm a cousin of your
-father's."
-
-"Oh, yes; I saw you in that confectioner's."
-
-"With my young stepbrother. Is your father in?"
-
-"He will be directly. He's only gone for a little walk."
-
-June slightly narrowed her blue eyes, and lifted her decided chin.
-
-"Your name's Fleur, isn't it? I've heard of you from Holly. What do
-you think of Jon?"
-
-The girl lifted the roses in her hand, looked at them, and answered
-calmly:
-
-"He's quite a nice boy."
-
-"Not a bit like Holly or me, is he?"
-
-"Not a bit."
-
-'She's cool,' thought June.
-
-And suddenly the girl said: "I wish you'd tell me why our families
-don't get on?"
-
-Confronted with the question she had advised her father to answer,
-June was silent; whether because this girl was trying to get
-something out of her, or simply because what one would do
-theoretically is not always what one will do when
-it comes to the point.
-
-"You know," said the girl, "the surest way to make people find out
-the worst is to keep them ignorant. My father's told me it was a
-quarrel about property. But I don't believe it; we've both got
-heaps. They wouldn't have been so bourgeois as all that."
-
-June flushed. The word applied to her grandfather and father
-offended her.
-
-"My grandfather," she said, "was very generous, and my father is,
-too; neither of them was in the least bourgeois."
-
-"Well, what was it then?" repeated the girl: Conscious that this
-young Forsyte meant having what she wanted, June at once determined
-to prevent her, and to get something for herself instead.
-
-"Why do you want to know?"
-
-The girl smelled at her roses. "I only want to know because they
-won't tell me."
-
-"Well, it was about property, but there's more than one kind."
-
-"That makes it worse. Now I really must know."
-
-June's small and resolute face quivered. She was wearing a round
-cap, and her hair had fluffed out under it. She looked quite young
-at that moment, rejuvenated by encounter.
-
-"You know," she said, "I saw you drop your handkerchief. Is there
-anything between you and Jon? Because, if so, you'd better drop that
-too."
-
-The girl grew paler, but she smiled.
-
-"If there were, that isn't the way to make me."
-
-At the gallantry of that reply, June held out her hand.
-
-"I like you; but I don't like your father; I never have. We may as
-well be frank."
-
-"Did you come down to tell him that?"
-
-June laughed. "No; I came down to see you."
-
-"How delightful of you."
-
-This girl could fence.
-
-"I'm two and a half times your age," said June, "but I quite
-sympathize. It's horrid not to have one's own way."
-
-The girl smiled again. "I really think you might tell me."
-
-How the child stuck to her point
-
-"It's not my secret. But I'll see what I can do, because I think
-both you and Jon ought to be told. And now I'll say good-bye."
-
-"Won't you wait and see Father?"
-
-June shook her head. "How can I get over to the other side?"
-
-"I'll row you across."
-
-"Look!" said June impulsively, "next time you're in London, come and
-see me. This is where I live. I generally have young people in the
-evening. But I shouldn't tell your father that you're coming."
-
-The girl nodded.
-
-Watching her scull the skiff across, June thought: 'She's awfully
-pretty and well made. I never thought Soames would have a daughter
-as pretty as this. She and Jon would make a lovely couple.
-
-The instinct to couple, starved within herself, was always at work
-in June. She stood watching Fleur row back; the girl took her hand
-off a scull to wave farewell, and June walked languidly on between
-the meadows and the river, with an ache in her heart. Youth to
-youth, like the dragon-flies chasing each other, and love like the
-sun warming them through and through. Her youth! So long ago--when
-Phil and she--And since? Nothing--no one had been quite what she had
-wanted. And so she had missed it all. But what a coil was round
-those two young things, if they really were in love, as Holly would
-have it--as her father, and Irene, and Soames himself seemed to
-dread. What a coil, and what a barrier! And the itch for the
-future, the contempt, as it were, for what was overpast, which forms
-the active principle, moved in the heart of one who ever believed
-that what one wanted was more important than what other people did
-not want. From the bank, awhile, in the warm summer stillness, she
-watched the water-lily plants and willow leaves, the fishes rising;
-sniffed the scent of grass and meadow-sweet, wondering how she could
-force everybody to be happy. Jon and Fleur! Two little lame ducks--
-charming callow yellow little ducks! A great pity! Surely something
-could be done! One must not take such situations lying down. She
-walked on, and reached a station, hot and cross.
-
-That evening, faithful to the impulse toward direct action, which
-made many people avoid her, she said to her father:
-
-"Dad, I've been down to see young Fleur. I think she's very
-attractive. It's no good hiding our heads under our wings, is it?"
-
-The startled Jolyon set down his barley-water, and began crumbling
-his bread.
-
-"It's what you appear to be doing," he said. "Do you realise whose
-daughter she is?"
-
-"Can't the dead past bury its dead?"
-
-Jolyon rose.
-
-"Certain things can never be buried."
-
-"I disagree," said June. "It's that which stands in the way of all
-happiness and progress. You don't understand the Age, Dad. It's got
-no use for outgrown things. Why do you think it matters so terribly
-that Jon should know about his mother? Who pays any attention to
-that sort of thing now? The marriage laws are just as they were when
-Soames and Irene couldn't get a divorce, and you had to come in.
-We've moved, and they haven't. So nobody cares. Marriage without a
-decent chance of relief is only a sort of slave-owning; people
-oughtn't to own each other. Everybody sees that now. If Irene broke
-such laws, what does it matter?"
-
-"It's not for me to disagree there," said Jolyon; "but that's all
-quite beside the mark. This is a matter of human feeling."
-
-"Of course it is," cried June, "the human feeling of those two young
-things."
-
-"My dear," said Jolyon with gentle exasperation; "you're talking
-nonsense."
-
-"I'm not. If they prove to be really fond of each other, why should
-they be made unhappy because of the past?"
-
-"You haven't lived that past. I have--through the feelings of my
-wife; through my own nerves and my imagination, as only one who is
-devoted can."
-
-June, too, rose, and began to wander restlessly.
-
-"If," she said suddenly, "she were the daughter of Philip Bosinney, I
-could understand you better. Irene loved him, she never loved
-Soames."
-
-Jolyon uttered a deep sound-the sort of noise an Italian peasant
-woman utters to her mule. His heart had begun beating furiously, but
-he paid no attention to it, quite carried away by his feelings.
-
-"That shows how little you understand. Neither I nor Jon, if I know
-him, would mind a love-past. It's the brutality of a union without
-love. This girl is the daughter of the man who once owned Jon's
-mother as a negro-slave was owned. You can't lay that ghost; don't
-try to, June! It's asking us to see Jon joined to the flesh and
-blood of the man who possessed Jon's mother against her will. It's
-no good mincing words; I want it clear once for all. And now I
-mustn't talk any more, or I shall have to sit up with this all
-night." And, putting his hand over his heart, Jolyon turned his back
-on his daughter and stood looking at the river Thames.
-
-June, who by nature never saw a hornet's nest until she had put her
-head into it, was seriously alarmed. She came and slipped her arm
-through his. Not convinced that he was right, and she herself wrong,
-because that was not natural to her, she was yet profoundly impressed
-by the obvious fact that the subject was very bad for him. She
-rubbed her cheek against his shoulder, and said nothing.
-
-After taking her elderly cousin across, Fleur did not land at once,
-but pulled in among the reeds, into the sunshine. The peaceful
-beauty of the afternoon seduced for a little one not much given to
-the vague and poetic. In the field beyond the bank where her skiff
-lay up, a machine drawn by a grey horse was turning an early field of
-hay. She watched the grass cascading over and behind the light
-wheels with fascination--it looked so cool and fresh. The click and
-swish blended with the rustle of the willows and the poplars, and the
-cooing of a wood-pigeon, in a true river song. Alongside, in the
-deep green water, weeds, like yellow snakes, were writhing and nosing
-with the current; pied cattle on the farther side stood in the shade
-lazily swishing their tails. It was an afternoon to dream. And she
-took out Jon's letters--not flowery effusions, but haunted in their
-recital of things seen and done by a longing very agreeable to her,
-and all ending "Your devoted J." Fleur was not sentimental, her
-desires were ever concrete and concentrated, but what poetry there
-was in the daughter of Soames and Annette had certainly in those
-weeks of waiting gathered round her memories of Jon. They all
-belonged to grass and blossom, flowers and running water. She
-enjoyed him in the scents absorbed by her crinkling nose. The stars
-could persuade her that she was standing beside him in the centre of
-the map of Spain; and of an early morning the dewy cobwebs, the hazy
-sparkle and promise of the day down in the garden, were Jon
-personified to her.
-
-Two white swans came majestically by, while she was reading his
-letters, followed by their brood of six young swans in a line, with
-just so much water between each tail and head, a flotilla of grey
-destroyers. Fleur thrust her letters back, got out her sculls, and
-pulled up to the landing-stage. Crossing the lawn, she wondered
-whether she should tell her father of June's visit. If he learned of
-it from the butler, he might think it odd if she did not. It gave
-her, too, another chance to startle out of him the reason of the
-feud. She went, therefore, up the road to meet him.
-
-Soames had gone to look at a patch of ground on which the Local
-Authorities were proposing to erect a Sanatorium for people with weak
-lungs. Faithful to his native individualism, he took no part in
-local affairs, content to pay the rates which were always going up.
-He could not, however, remain indifferent to this new and dangerous
-scheme. The site was not half a mile from his own house. He was
-quite of opinion that the country should stamp out tuberculosis; but
-this was not the place. It should be done farther away. He took,
-indeed, an attitude common to all true Forsytes, that disability of
-any sort in other people was not his affair, and the State should do
-its business without prejudicing in any way the natural advantages
-which he had acquired or inherited. Francie, the most free-spirited
-Forsyte of his generation (except perhaps that fellow Jolyon) had
-once asked him in her malicious way: "Did you ever see the name
-Forsyte in a subscription list, Soames? "That was as it might be,
-but a Sanatorium would depreciate the neighbourhood, and he should
-certainly sign the petition which was being got up against it.
-Returning with this decision fresh within him, he saw Fleur coming.
-
-She was showing him more affection of late, and the quiet time down
-here with her in this summer weather had been making him feel quite
-young; Annette was always running up to Town for one thing or
-another, so that he had Fleur to himself almost as much as he could
-wish. To be sure, young Mont had formed a habit of appearing on his
-motor-cycle almost every other day. Thank goodness, the young fellow
-had shaved off his half-toothbrushes, and no longer looked like a
-mountebank! With a girl friend of Fleur's who was staying in the
-house, and a neighbouring youth or so, they made two couples after
-dinner, in the hall, to the music of the electric pianola, which
-performed Fox-trots unassisted, with a surprised shine on its
-expressive surface. Annette, even, now and then passed gracefully up
-and down in the arms of one or other of the young men. And Soames,
-coming to the drawing-room door, would lift his nose a little
-sideways, and watch them, waiting to catch a smile from Fleur; then
-move back to his chair by the drawing-room hearth, to peruse The
-Times or some other collector's price list. To his ever-anxious eyes
-Fleur showed no signs of remembering that caprice of hers.
-
-When she reached him on the dusty road, he slipped his hand within
-her arm.
-
-"Who, do you think, has been to see you, Dad? She couldn't wait!
-Guess!"
-
-"I never guess," said Soames uneasily. "Who?"
-
-"Your cousin, June Forsyte."
-
-Quite unconsciously Soames gripped her arm. "What did she want?"
-
-"I don't know. But it was rather breaking through the feud, wasn't
-it?"
-
-"Feud? What feud?"
-
-"The one that exists in your imagination, dear."
-
-Soames dropped her arm. Was she mocking, or trying to draw him on?
-
-"I suppose she wanted me to buy a picture," he said at last.
-
-"I don't think so. Perhaps it was just family affection."
-
-"She's only a first cousin once removed," muttered Soames.
-
-"And the daughter of your enemy."
-
-"What d'you mean by that?"
-
-"I beg your pardon, dear; I thought he was."
-
-"Enemy!" repeated Soames. "It's ancient history. I don't know where
-you get your notions."
-
-"From June Forsyte."
-
-It had come to her as an inspiration that if he thought she knew, or
-were on the edge of knowledge, he would tell her.
-
-Soames was startled, but she had underrated his caution and tenacity.
-
-"If you know," he said coldly, "why do you plague me?"
-
-Fleur saw that she had overreached herself.
-
-"I don't want to plague you, darling. As you say, why want to know
-more? Why want to know anything of that 'small' mystery--Je m'en
-fiche, as Profond says?"
-
-"That chap!" said Soames profoundly.
-
-That chap, indeed, played a considerable, if invisible, part this
-summer--for he had not turned up again. Ever since the Sunday when
-Fleur had drawn attention to him prowling on the lawn, Soames had
-thought of him a good deal, and always in connection with Annette,
-for no reason, except that she was looking handsomer than for some
-time past. His possessive instinct, subtle, less formal, more
-elastic since the War, kept all misgiving underground. As one looks
-on some American river, quiet and pleasant, knowing that an alligator
-perhaps is lying in the mud with his snout just raised and
-indistinguishable from a snag of wood--so Soames looked on the river
-of his own existence, subconscious of Monsieur Profond, refusing to
-see more than the suspicion of his snout. He had at this epoch in
-his life practically all he wanted, and was as nearly happy as his
-nature would permit. His senses were at rest; his affections found
-all the vent they needed in his daughter; his collection was well
-known, his money well invested; his health excellent, save for a
-touch of liver now and again; he had not yet begun to worry seriously
-about what would happen after death, inclining to think that nothing
-would happen. He resembled one of his own gilt-edged securities, and
-to knock the gilt off by seeing anything he could avoid seeing would
-be, he felt instinctively, perverse and retrogressive. Those two
-crumpled rose-leaves, Fleur's caprice and Monsieur Profond's snout,
-would level away if he lay on them industriously.
-
-That evening Chance, which visits the lives of even the best-invested
-Forsytes, put a clue into Fleur's hands. Her father came down to
-dinner without a handkerchief, and had occasion to blow his nose.
-
-"I'll get you one, dear," she had said, and ran upstairs. In the
-sachet where she sought for it--an old sachet of very faded silk--
-there were two compartments: one held handkerchiefs; the other was
-buttoned, and contained something flat and hard. By some childish
-impulse Fleur unbuttoned it. There was a frame and in it a
-photograph of herself as a little girl. She gazed at it, fascinated,
-as one is by one's own presentment. It slipped under her fidgeting
-thumb, and she saw that another photograph was behind. She pressed
-her own down further, and perceived a face, which she seemed to know,
-of a young woman, very good-looking, in a very old style of evening
-dress. Slipping her own photograph up over it again, she took out a
-handkerchief and went down. Only on the stairs did she identify that
-face. Surely--surely Jon's mother! The conviction came as a shock.
-And she stood still in a flurry of thought. Why, of course! Jon's
-father had married the woman her father had wanted to marry, had
-cheated him out of her, perhaps. Then, afraid of showing by her
-manner that she had lighted on his secret, she refused to think
-further, and, shaking out the silk handkerchief, entered the dining-
-room.
-
-"I chose the softest, Father."
-
-"H'm!" said Soames; "I only use those after a cold. Never mind!"
-
-That evening passed for Fleur in putting two and two together;
-recalling the look on her father's face in the confectioner's shop--a
-look strange and coldly intimate, a queer look. He must have loved
-that woman very much to have kept her photograph all this time, in
-spite of having lost her. Unsparing and matter-of-fact, her mind
-darted to his relations with her own mother. Had he ever really
-loved her? She thought not. Jon was the son of the woman he had
-really loved. Surely, then, he ought not to mind his daughter loving
-him; it only wanted getting used to. And a sigh of sheer relief was
-caught in the folds of her nightgown slipping over her head.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-MEETINGS
-
-
-Youth only recognises Age by fits and starts. Jon, for one, had
-never really seen his father's age till he came back from Spain. The
-face of the fourth Jolyon, worn by waiting, gave him quite a shock--
-it looked so wan and old. His father's mask had been forced awry by
-the emotion of the meeting, so that the boy suddenly realised how
-much he must have felt their absence. He summoned to his aid the
-thought: 'Well, I didn't want to go!' It was out of date for Youth
-to defer to Age. But Jon was by no means typically modern. His
-father had always been "so jolly" to him, and to feel that one meant
-to begin again at once the conduct which his father had suffered six
-weeks' loneliness to cure was not agreeable.
-
-At the question, "Well, old man, how did the great Goya strike you?"
-his conscience pricked him badly. The great Goya only existed
-because he had created a face which resembled Fleur's.
-
-On the night of their return, he went to bed full of compunction; but
-awoke full of anticipation. It was only the fifth of July, and no
-meeting was fixed with Fleur until the ninth. He was to have three
-days at home before going back to farm. Somehow he must contrive to
-see her!
-
-In the lives of men an inexorable rhythm, caused by the need for
-trousers, not even the fondest parents can deny. On the second day,
-therefore, Jon went to Town, and having satisfied his conscience by
-ordering what was indispensable in Conduit Street, turned his face
-toward Piccadilly. Stratton Street, where her Club was, adjoined
-Devonshire House. It would be the merest chance that she should be
-at her Club. But he dawdled down Bond Street with a beating heart,
-noticing the superiority of all other young men to himself. They
-wore their clothes with such an air; they had assurance; they were
-old. He was suddenly overwhelmed by the conviction that Fleur must
-have forgotten him. Absorbed in his own feeling for her all these
-weeks, he had mislaid that possibility. The corners of his mouth
-drooped, his hands felt clammy. Fleur with the pick of youth at the
-beck of her smile-Fleur incomparable! It was an evil moment. Jon,
-however, had a great idea that one must be able to face anything.
-And he braced himself with that dour refection in front of a bric-a-
-brac shop. At this high-water mark of what was once the London
-season, there was nothing to mark it out from any other except a grey
-top hat or two, and the sun. Jon moved on, and turning the corner
-into Piccadilly, ran into Val Dartie moving toward the Iseeum Club,
-to which he had just been elected.
-
-"Hallo! young man! Where are you off to?"
-
-Jon gushed. "I've just been to my tailor's."
-
-Val looked him up and down. "That's good! I'm going in here to
-order some cigarettes; then come and have some lunch."
-
-Jon thanked him. He might get news of her from Val!
-
-The condition of England, that nightmare of its Press and Public men,
-was seen in different perspective within the tobacconist's which they
-now entered.
-
-"Yes, sir; precisely the cigarette I used to supply your father with.
-Bless me! Mr. Montague Dartie was a customer here from--let me see--
-the year Melton won the Derby. One of my very best customers he
-was." A faint smile illumined the tobacconist's face. "Many's the
-tip he's given me, to be sure! I suppose he took a couple of hundred
-of these every week, year in, year out, and never changed his
-cigarette. Very affable gentleman, brought me a lot of custom. I
-was sorry he met with that accident. One misses an old customer like
-him."
-
-Val smiled. His father's decease had closed an account which had
-been running longer, probably, than any other; and in a ring of smoke
-puffed out from that time-honoured cigarette he seemed to see again
-his father's face, dark, good-looking, moustachioed, a little puffy,
-in the only halo it had earned. His father had his fame here,
-anyway--a man who smoked two hundred cigarettes a week, who could
-give tips, and run accounts for ever! To his tobacconist a hero!
-Even that was some distinction to inherit!
-
-"I pay cash," he said; "how much?"
-
-"To his son, sir, and cash--ten and six. I shall never forget Mr.
-Montague Dartie. I've known him stand talkin' to me half an hour.
-We don't get many like him now, with everybody in such a hurry. The
-War was bad for manners, sir--it was bad for manners. You were in
-it, I see."
-
-"No," said Val, tapping his knee, "I got this in the war before.
-Saved my life, I expect. Do you want any cigarettes, Jon?"
-
-Rather ashamed, Jon murmured, "I don't smoke, you know," and saw the
-tobacconist's lips twisted, as if uncertain whether to say "Good
-God!" or "Now's your chance, sir!"
-
-"That's right," said Val; "keep off it while you can. You'll want it
-when you take a knock. This is really the same tobacco, then?"
-
-"Identical, sir; a little dearer, that's all. Wonderful staying
-power--the British Empire, I always say."
-
-"Send me down a hundred a week to this address, and invoice it
-monthly. Come on, Jon."
-
-Jon entered the Iseeum with curiosity. Except to lunch now and then
-at the Hotch-Potch with his father, he had never been in a London
-Club. The Iseeum, comfortable and unpretentious, did not move, could
-not, so long as George Forsyte sat on its Committee, where his
-culinary acumen was almost the controlling force. The Club had made
-a stand against the newly rich, and it had taken all George Forsyte's
-prestige, and praise of him as a "good sportsman," to bring in
-Prosper Profond.
-
-The two were lunching together when the half-brothers-in-law entered
-the dining-room, and attracted by George's forefinger, sat down at
-their table, Val with his shrewd eyes and charming smile, Jon with
-solemn lips and an attractive shyness in his glance. There was an
-air of privilege around that corner table, as though past masters
-were eating there. Jon was fascinated by the hypnotic atmosphere.
-The waiter, lean in the chaps, pervaded with such free-masonical
-deference. He seemed to hang on George Forsyte's lips, to watch the
-gloat in his eye with a kind of sympathy, to follow the movements of
-the heavy club-marked silver fondly. His liveried arm and
-confidential voice alarmed Jon, they came so secretly over his
-shoulder.
-
-Except for George's "Your grandfather tipped me once; he was a deuced
-good judge of a cigar!" neither he nor the other past master took any
-notice of him, and he was grateful for this. The talk was all about
-the breeding, points, and prices of horses, and he listened to it
-vaguely at first, wondering how it was possible to retain so much
-knowledge in a head. He could not take his eyes off the dark past
-master--what he said was so deliberate and discouraging--such heavy,
-queer, smiled-out words. Jon was thinking of butterflies, when he
-heard him say:
-
-"I want to see Mr. Soames Forsyde take an interest in 'orses."
-
-"Old Soames! He's too dry a file!"
-
-With all his might Jon tried not to grow red, while the dark past
-master went on.
-
-"His daughter's an attractive small girl. Mr. Soames Forsyde is a
-bit old-fashioned. I want to see him have a pleasure some day."
-George Forsyte grinned.
-
-"Don't you worry; he's not so miserable as he looks. He'll never
-show he's enjoying anything--they might try and take it from him.
-Old Soames! Once bit, twice shy!"
-
-"Well, Jon," said Val, hastily, "if you've finished, we'll go and
-have coffee."
-
-"Who were those?" Jon asked, on the stairs. "I didn't quite---"
-
-"Old George Forsyte is a first cousin of your father's and of my
-Uncle Soames. He's always been here. The other chap, Profond, is a
-queer fish. I think he's hanging round Soames' wife, if you ask me!"
-
-Jon looked at him, startled. "But that's awful," he said: "I mean--
-for Fleur."
-
-"Don't suppose Fleur cares very much; she's very up-to-date."
-
-"Her mother!"
-
-"You're very green, Jon."
-
-Jon grew red. "Mothers," he stammered angrily, "are different."
-
-"You're right," said Val suddenly; "but things aren't what they were
-when I was your age. There's a 'To-morrow we die' feeling. That's
-what old George meant about my Uncle Soames. He doesn't mean to die
-to-morrow."
-
-Jon said, quickly: "What's the matter between him and my father?"
-
-"Stable secret, Jon. Take my advice, and bottle up. You'll do no
-good by knowing. Have a liqueur?"
-
-Jon shook his head.
-
-"I hate the way people keep things from one," he muttered, "and then
-sneer at one for being green."
-
-"Well, you can ask Holly. If she won't tell you, you'll believe it's
-for your own good, I suppose."
-
-Jon got up. "I must go now; thanks awfully for the lunch."
-
-Val smiled up at him half-sorry, and yet amused. The boy looked so
-upset.
-
-"All right! See you on Friday."
-
-"I don't know," murmured Jon.
-
-And he did not. This conspiracy of silence made him desperate. It
-was humiliating to be treated like a child! He retraced his moody
-steps to Stratton Street. But he would go to her Club now, and find
-out the worst! To his enquiry the reply was that Miss Forsyte was
-not in the Club. She might be in perhaps later. She was often in on
-Monday--they could not say. Jon said he would call again, and,
-crossing into the Green Park, flung himself down under a tree. The
-sun was bright, and a breeze fluttered the leaves of the young lime-
-tree beneath which he lay; but his heart ached. Such darkness seemed
-gathered round his happiness. He heard Big Ben chime "Three" above
-the traffic. The sound moved something in him, and, taking out a
-piece of paper, he began to scribble on it with a pencil. He had
-jotted a stanza, and was searching the grass for another verse, when
-something hard touched his shoulder-a green parasol. There above him
-stood Fleur!
-
-"They told me you'd been, and were coming back. So I thought you
-might be out here; and you are--it's rather wonderful!"
-
-"Oh, Fleur! I thought you'd have forgotten me."
-
-"When I told you that I shouldn't!"
-
-Jon seized her arm.
-
-"It's too much luck! Let's get away from this side." He almost
-dragged her on through that too thoughtfully regulated Park, to find
-some cover where they could sit and hold each other's hands.
-
-"Hasn't anybody cut in?" he said, gazing round at her lashes, in
-suspense above her cheeks.
-
-"There is a young idiot, but he doesn't count."
-
-Jon felt a twitch of compassion for the-young idiot.
-
-"You know I've had sunstroke; I didn't tell you."
-
-"Really! Was it interesting?"
-
-"No. Mother was an angel. Has anything happened to you?"
-
-"Nothing. Except that I think I've found out what's wrong between
-our families, Jon."
-
-His heart began beating very fast.
-
-"I believe my father wanted to marry your mother, and your father got
-her instead."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"I came on a photo of her; it was in a frame behind a photo of me.
-Of course, if he was very fond of her, that would have made him
-pretty mad, wouldn't it?"
-
-Jon thought for a minute. "Not if she loved my father best."
-
-"But suppose they were engaged?"
-
-"If we were engaged, and you found you loved somebody better, I might
-go cracked, but I shouldn't grudge it you."
-
-"I should. You mustn't ever do that with me, Jon.
-
-"My God! Not much!"
-
-"I don't believe that he's ever really cared for my mother."
-
-Jon was silent. Val's words--the two past masters in the Club!
-
-"You see, we don't know," went on Fleur; "it may have been a great
-shock. She may have behaved badly to him. People do."
-
-"My mother wouldn't."
-
-Fleur shrugged her shoulders. "I don't think we know much about our
-fathers and mothers. We just see them in the light of the way they
-treat us; but they've treated other people, you know, before we were
-born-plenty, I expect. You see, they're both old. Look at your
-father, with three separate families!"
-
-"Isn't there any place," cried Jon, "in all this beastly London where
-we can be alone?"
-
-"Only a taxi."
-
-"Let's get one, then."
-
-When they were installed, Fleur asked suddenly: "Are you going back
-to Robin Hill? I should like to see where you live, Jon. I'm
-staying with my aunt for the night, but I could get back in time for
-dinner. I wouldn't come to the house, of course."
-
-Jon gazed at her enraptured.
-
-"Splendid! I can show it you from the copse, we shan't meet anybody.
-There's a train at four."
-
-The god of property and his Forsytes great and small, leisured,
-official, commercial, or professional, like the working classes,
-still worked their seven hours a day, so that those two of the fourth
-generation travelled down to Robin Hill in an empty first-class
-carriage, dusty and sun-warmed, of that too early train. They
-travelled in blissful silence, holding each other's hands.
-
-At the station they saw no one except porters, and a villager or two
-unknown to Jon, and walked out up the lane, which smelled of dust and
-honeysuckle.
-
-For Jon--sure of her now, and without separation before him--it was a
-miraculous dawdle, more wonderful than those on the Downs, or along
-the river Thames. It was love-in-a-mist--one of those illumined
-pages of Life, where every word and smile, and every light touch they
-gave each other were as little gold and red and blue butterflies and
-flowers and birds scrolled in among the text--a happy communing,
-without afterthought, which lasted thirty-seven minutes. They
-reached the coppice at the milking hour. Jon would not take her as
-far as the farmyard; only to where she could see the field leading up
-to the gardens, and the house beyond. They turned in among the
-larches, and suddenly, at the winding of the path, came on Irene,
-sitting on an old log seat.
-
-There are various kinds of shocks: to the vertebrae; to the nerves;
-to moral sensibility; and, more potent and permanent, to personal
-dignity. This last was the shock Jon received, coming thus on his
-mother. He became suddenly conscious that he was doing an indelicate
-thing. To have brought Fleur down openly--yes! But to sneak her in
-like this! Consumed with shame, he put on a front as brazen as his
-nature would permit.
-
-Fleur was smiling, a little defiantly; his mother's startled face was
-changing quickly to the impersonal and gracious. It was she who
-uttered the first words:
-
-"I'm very glad to see you. It was nice of Jon to think of bringing
-you down to us."
-
-"We weren't coming to the house," Jon blurted out. "I just wanted
-Fleur to see where I lived."
-
-His mother said quietly:
-
-"Won't you come up and have tea?"
-
-Feeling that he had but aggravated his breach of breeding, he heard
-Fleur answer:
-
-"Thanks very much; I have to get back to dinner. I met Jon by
-accident, and we thought it would be rather jolly just to see his
-home."
-
-How self-possessed she was!
-
-"Of course; but you must have tea. We'll send you down to the
-station. My husband will enjoy seeing you."
-
-The expression of his mother's eyes, resting on him for a moment,
-cast Jon down level with the ground--a true worm. Then she led on,
-and Fleur followed her. He felt like a child, trailing after those
-two, who were talking so easily about Spain and Wansdon, and the
-house up there beyond the trees and the grassy slope. He watched the
-fencing of their eyes, taking each other in--the two beings he loved
-most in the world.
-
-He could see his father sitting under the oaktree; and suffered in
-advance all the loss of caste he must go through in the eyes of that
-tranquil figure, with his knees crossed, thin, old, and elegant;
-already he could feel the faint irony which would come into his voice
-and smile.
-
-"This is Fleur Forsyte, Jolyon; Jon brought her down to see the
-house. Let's have tea at once--she has to catch a train. Jon, tell
-them, dear, and telephone to the Dragon for a car."
-
-To leave her alone with them was strange, and yet, as no doubt his
-mother had foreseen, the least of evils at the moment; so he ran up
-into the house. Now he would not see Fleur alone again--not for a
-minute, and they had arranged no further meeting! When he returned
-under cover of the maids and teapots, there was not a trace of
-awkwardness beneath the tree; it was all within himself, but not the
-less for that. They were talking of the Gallery off Cork Street.
-
-"We back numbers," his father was saying, "are awfully anxious to
-find out why we can't appreciate the new stuff; you and Jon must tell
-us."
-
-"It's supposed to be satiric, isn't it?" said Fleur.
-
-He saw his father's smile.
-
-"Satiric? Oh! I think it's more than that. What do you say, Jon?"
-
-"I don't know at all," stammered Jon. His father's face had a sudden
-grimness.
-
-"The young are tired of us, our gods and our ideals. Off with their
-heads, they say--smash their idols! And let's get back to-nothing!
-And, by Jove, they've done it! Jon's a poet. He'll be going in,
-too, and stamping on what's left of us. Property, beauty, sentiment-
--all smoke. We mustn't own anything nowadays, not even our feelings.
-They stand in the way of--Nothing."
-
-Jon listened, bewildered, almost outraged by his father's words,
-behind which he felt a meaning that he could not reach. He didn't
-want to stamp on anything!
-
-"Nothing's the god of to-day," continued Jolyon; "we're back where
-the Russians were sixty years ago, when they started Nihilism."
-
-"No, Dad," cried Jon suddenly, "we only want to live, and we don't
-know how, because of the Past--that's all!"
-
-"By George!" said Jolyon, "that's profound, Jon. Is it your own?
-The Past! Old ownerships, old passions, and their aftermath. Let's
-have cigarettes."
-
-Conscious that his mother had lifted her hand to her lips, quickly,
-as if to hush something, Jon handed the cigarettes. He lighted his
-father's and Fleur's, then one for himself. Had he taken the knock
-that Val had spoken of? The smoke was blue when he had not puffed,
-grey when he had; he liked the sensation in his nose, and the sense
-of equality it gave him. He was glad no one said: "So you've begun!"
-He felt less young.
-
-Fleur looked at her watch, and rose. His mother went with her into
-the house. Jon stayed with his father, puffing at the cigarette.
-
-"See her into the car, old man," said Jolyon; "and when she's gone,
-ask your mother to come back to me."
-
-Jon went. He waited in the hall. He saw her into the car. There
-was no chance for any word; hardly for a pressure of the hand. He
-waited all that evening for something to be said to him. Nothing was
-said. Nothing might have happened. He went up to bed, and in the
-mirror on his dressing-table met himself. He did not speak, nor did
-the image; but both looked as if they thought the more.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-IN GREEN STREET
-
-
-Uncertain whether the impression that Prosper Profond was dangerous
-should be traced to his attempt to give Val the Mayfly filly; to a
-remark of Fleur's: "He's like the hosts of Midian--he prowls and
-prowls around"; to his preposterous inquiry of Jack Cardigan: "What's
-the use of keepin' fit?" or, more simply, to the fact that he was a
-foreigner, or alien as it was now called. Certain, that Annette was
-looking particularly handsome, and that Soames--had sold him a
-Gauguin and then torn up the cheque, so that Monsieur Profond himself
-had said: "I didn't get that small picture I bought from Mr.
-Forsyde."
-
-However suspiciously regarded, he still frequented Winifred's
-evergreen little house in Green Street, with a good-natured
-obtuseness which no one mistook for naiv ete, a word hardly
-applicable to Monsieur Prosper Profond. Winifred still found him
-"amusing," and would write him little notes saying: "Come and have a
-'jolly' with us"--it was breath of life to her to keep up with the
-phrases of the day.
-
-The mystery, with which all felt him to be surrounded, was due to his
-having done, seen, heard, and known everything, and found nothing in
-it--which was unnatural. The English type of disillusionment was
-familiar enough to Winifred, who had always moved in fashionable
-circles. It gave a certain cachet or distinction, so that one got
-something out of it. But to see nothing in anything, not as a pose,
-but because there was nothing in anything, was not English; and that
-which was not English one could not help secretly feeling dangerous,
-if not precisely bad form. It was like having the mood which the War
-had left, seated--dark, heavy, smiling, indifferent--in your Empire
-chair; it was like listening to that mood talking through thick pink
-lips above a little diabolic beard. It was, as Jack Cardigan
-expressed it--for the English character at large--"a bit too thick"--
-for if nothing was really worth getting excited about, there were
-always games, and one could make it so! Even Winifred, ever a
-Forsyte at heart, felt that there was nothing to be had out of such a
-mood of disillusionment, so that it really ought not to be there.
-Monsieur Profond, in fact, made the mood too plain in a country which
-decently veiled such realities.
-
-When Fleur, after her hurried return from Robin Hill, came down to
-dinner that evening, the mood was standing at the window of
-Winifred's little drawing-room, looking out into Green Street, with
-an air of seeing nothing in it. And Fleur gazed promptly into the
-fireplace with an air of seeing a fire which was not there.
-
-Monsieur Profond came from the window. He was in full fig, with a
-white waistcoat and a white flower in his buttonhole.
-
-"Well, Miss Forsyde," he said, "I'm awful pleased to see you. Mr.
-Forsyde well? I was sayin' to-day I want to see him have some
-pleasure. He worries."
-
-"You think so?" said Fleur shortly.
-
-"Worries," repeated Monsieur Profond, burring the r's.
-
-Fleur spun round. "Shall I tell you," she said, "what would give him
-pleasure?" But the words, "To hear that you had cleared out," died
-at the expression on his face. All his fine white teeth were
-showing.
-
-"I was hearin' at the Club to-day about his old trouble."
-Fleur opened her eyes. "What do you mean?"
-
-Monsieur Profond moved his sleek head as if to minimize his
-statement.
-
-"Before you were born," he said; "that small business."
-
-Though conscious that he had cleverly diverted her from his own share
-in her father's worry, Fleur was unable to withstand a rush of
-nervous curiosity. "Tell me what you heard."
-
-"Why!" murmured Monsieur Profond, "you know all that."
-
-"I expect I do. But I should like to know that you haven't heard it
-all wrong."
-
-"His first wife," murmured Monsieur Profond.
-
-Choking back the words, "He was never married before," she said:
-"Well, what about her?"
-
-"Mr. George Forsyde was tellin' me about your father's first wife
-marryin' his cousin Jolyon afterward. It was a small bit unpleasant,
-I should think. I saw their boy--nice boy!"
-
-Fleur looked up. Monsieur Profond was swimming, heavily diabolical,
-before her. That--the reason! With the most heroic effort of her
-life so far, she managed to arrest that swimming figure. She could
-not tell whether he had noticed. And just then Winifred came in.
-
-"Oh! here you both are already; Imogen and I have had the most
-amusing afternoon at the Babies' bazaar."
-
-"What babies?" said Fleur mechanically.
-
-"The 'Save the Babies.' I got such a bargain, my dear. A piece of
-old Armenian work--from before the Flood. I want your opinion on it,
-Prosper."
-
-"Auntie," whispered Fleur suddenly.
-
-At the tone in the girl's voice Winifred closed in on her.'
-
-"What's the matter? Aren't you well?"
-
-Monsieur Profond had withdrawn into the window, where he was
-practically out of hearing.
-
-"Auntie, he-he told me that father has been married before. Is it
-true that he divorced her, and she married Jon Forsyte's father?"
-
-Never in all the life of the mother of four little Darties had
-Winifred felt more seriously embarrassed. Her niece's face was so
-pale, her eyes so dark, her voice so whispery and strained.
-
-"Your father didn't wish you to hear," she said, with all the aplomb
-she could muster. "These things will happen. I've often told him he
-ought to let you know."
-
-"Oh!" said Fleur, and that was all, but it made Winifred pat her
-shoulder--a firm little shoulder, nice and white! She never could
-help an appraising eye and touch in the matter of her niece, who
-would have to be married, of course--though not to that boy Jon.
-
-"We've forgotten all about it years and years ago," she said
-comfortably. "Come and have dinner!"
-
-"No, Auntie. I don't feel very well. May I go upstairs?"
-
-"My dear!" murmured Winifred, concerned, "you're not taking this to
-heart? Why, you haven't properly come out yet! That boy's a child!"
-
-"What boy? I've only got a headache. But I can't stand that man to-
-night."
-
-"Well, well," said Winifred, "go and lie down. I'll send you some
-bromide, and I shall talk to Prosper Profond. What business had he
-to gossip? Though I must say I think it's much better you should
-know."
-
-Fleur smiled. "Yes," she said, and slipped from the room.
-
-She went up with her head whirling, a dry sensation in her throat, a
-guttered frightened feeling in her breast. Never in her life as yet
-had she suffered from even momentary fear that she would not get what
-she had set her heart on. The sensations of the afternoon had been
-full and poignant, and this gruesome discovery coming on the top of
-them had really made her head ache. No wonder her father had hidden
-that photograph, so secretly behind her own-ashamed of having kept
-it! But could he hate Jon's mother and yet keep her photograph? She
-pressed her hands over her forehead, trying to see things clearly.
-Had they told Jon--had her visit to Robin Hill forced them to tell
-him? Everything now turned on that! She knew, they all knew,
-except--perhaps--Jon!
-
-She walked up and down, biting her lip and thinking desperately hard.
-Jon loved his mother. If they had told him, what would he do? She
-could not tell. But if they had not told him, should she not--could
-she not get him for herself--get married to him, before he knew? She
-searched her memories of Robin Hill. His mother's face so passive--
-with its dark eyes and as if powdered hair, its reserve, its smile--
-baffled her; and his father's--kindly, sunken, ironic. Instinctively
-she felt they would shrink from telling Jon, even now, shrink from
-hurting him--for of course it would hurt him awfully to know!
-
-Her aunt must be made not to tell her father that she knew. So long
-as neither she herself nor Jon were supposed to know, there was still
-a chance--freedom to cover one's tracks, and get what her heart was
-set on. But she was almost overwhelmed by her isolation. Every
-one's hand was against her--every one's! It was as Jon had said--he
-and she just wanted to live and the past was in their way, a past
-they hadn't shared in, and didn't understand! Oh! What a shame! And
-suddenly she thought of June. Would she help them? For somehow June
-had left on her the impression that she would be sympathetic with
-their love, impatient of obstacle. Then, instinctively, she thought:
-'I won't give anything away, though, even to her. I daren't. I mean
-to have Jon; against them all.'
-
-Soup was brought up to her, and one of Winifred's pet headache
-cachets. She swallowed both. Then Winifred herself appeared. Fleur
-opened her campaign with the words:
-
-"You know, Auntie, I do wish people wouldn't think I'm in love with
-that boy. Why, I've hardly seen him!"
-
-Winifred, though experienced, was not "fine." She accepted the
-remark with considerable relief. Of course, it was not pleasant for
-the girl to hear of the family scandal, and she set herself to
-minimise the matter, a task for which she was eminently qualified,
-"raised" fashionably under a comfortable mother and a father whose
-nerves might not be shaken, and for many years the wife of Montague
-Dartie. Her description was a masterpiece of understatement.
-Fleur's father's first wife had been very foolish. There had been a
-young man who had got run over, and she had left Fleur's father.
-Then, years after, when it might all have come--right again, she had
-taken up with their cousin Jolyon; and, of course, her father had
-been obliged to have a divorce. Nobody remembered anything of it
-now, except just the family. And, perhaps, it had all turned out for
-the best; her father had Fleur; and Jolyon and Irene had been quite
-happy, they said, and their boy was a nice boy. "Val having Holly,
-too, is a sort of plaster, don't you know?" With these soothing
-words, Winifred patted her niece's shoulder; thought: 'She's a nice,
-plump little thing!' and went back to Prosper Profond, who, in spite
-of his indiscretion, was very "amusing" this evening.
-
-For some minutes after her aunt had gone Fleur remained under
-influence of bromide material and spiritual. But then reality came
-back. Her aunt had left out all that mattered--all the feeling, the
-hate, the love, the unforgivingness of passionate hearts. She, who
-knew so little of life, and had touched only the fringe of love, was
-yet aware by instinct that words have as little relation to fact and
-feeling as coin to the bread it buys. 'Poor Father!' she thought.
-'Poor me! Poor Jon! But I don't care, I mean to have him!' From
-the window of her darkened room she saw "that man" issue from the
-door below and "prowl" away. If he and her mother--how would that
-affect her chance? Surely it must make her father cling to her more
-closely, so that he would consent in the end to anything she wanted,
-or become reconciled the sooner to what she did without his
-knowledge.
-
-She took some earth from the flower-box in the window, and with all
-her might flung it after that disappearing figure. It fell short,
-but the action did her good.
-
-And a little puff of air came up from Green Street, smelling of
-petrol, not sweet.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-PURELY FORSYTE AFFAIRS
-
-
-Soames, coming up to the City, with the intention of calling in at
-Green Street at the end of his day and taking Fleur back home with
-him, suffered from rumination. Sleeping partner that he was, he
-seldom visited the City now, but he still had a room of his own at
-Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte's, and one special clerk and a half
-assigned to the management of purely Forsyte affairs. They were
-somewhat in flux just now--an auspicious moment for the disposal of
-house property. And Soames was unloading the estates of his father
-and Uncle Roger, and to some extent of his Uncle Nicholas. His
-shrewd and matter-of-course probity in all money concerns had made
-him something of an autocrat in connection with these trusts. If
-Soames thought this or thought that, one had better save oneself the
-bother of thinking too. He guaranteed, as it were, irresponsibility
-to numerous Forsytes of the third and fourth generations. His fellow
-trustees, such as his cousins Roger or Nicholas, his cousins-in-law
-Tweetyman and Spender, or his sister Cicely's husband, all trusted
-him; he signed first, and where he signed first they signed after,
-and nobody was a penny the worse. Just now they were all a good many
-pennies the better, and Soames was beginning to see the close of
-certain trusts, except for distribution of the income from securities
-as gilt-edged as was compatible with the period.
-
-Passing the more feverish parts of the City toward the most perfect
-backwater in London, he ruminated. Money was extraordinarily tight;
-and morality extraordinarily loose! The War had done it. Banks were
-not lending; people breaking contracts all over the place. There was
-a feeling in the air and a look on faces that he did not like. The
-country seemed in for a spell of gambling and bankruptcies. There
-was satisfaction in the thought that neither he nor his trusts had an
-investment which could be affected by anything less maniacal than
-national repudiation or a levy on capital. If Soames had faith, it
-was in what he called "English common sense"--or the power to have
-things, if not one way then another. He might--like his father James
-before him--say he didn't know what things were coming to, but he
-never in his heart believed they were. If it rested with him, they
-wouldn't--and, after all, he was only an Englishman like any other,
-so quietly tenacious of what he had that he knew he would never
-really part with it without something more or less equivalent in
-exchange. His mind was essentially equilibristic in material
-matters, and his way of putting the national situation difficult to
-refute in a world composed of human beings. Take his own case, for
-example! He was well off. Did that do anybody harm? He did not eat
-ten meals a day; he ate no more than, perhaps not so much as, a poor
-man. He spent no money on vice; breathed no more air, used no more
-water to speak of than the mechanic or the porter. He certainly had
-pretty things about him, but they had given employment in the making,
-and somebody must use them. He bought pictures, but Art must be
-encouraged. He was, in fact, an accidental channel through which
-money flowed, employing labour. What was there objectionable in
-that? In his charge money was in quicker and more useful flux than
-it would be in charge of the State and a lot of slow-fly money-
-sucking officials. And as to what he saved each year--it was just as
-much in flux as what he didn't save, going into Water Board or
-Council Stocks, or something sound and useful. The State paid him no
-salary for being trustee of his own or other people's money he did
-all that for nothing. Therein lay the whole case against
-nationalisation--owners of private property were unpaid, and yet had
-every incentive to quicken up the flux. Under nationalisation--just
-the opposite! In a country smarting from officialism he felt that he
-had a strong case.
-
-It particularly annoyed him, entering that backwater of perfect
-peace, to think that a lot of unscrupulous Trusts and Combinations
-had been cornering the market in goods of all kinds, and keeping
-prices at an artificial height. Such abusers of the individualistic
-system were the ruffians who caused all the trouble, and it was some
-satisfaction to see them getting into a stew at fast lest the whole
-thing might come down with a run--and land them in the soup.
-
-The offices of Cuthcott, Kingson and Forsyte occupied the ground and
-first floors of a house on the right-hand side; and, ascending to his
-room, Soames thought: 'Time we had a coat of paint.'
-
-His old clerk Gradman was seated, where he always was, at a huge
-bureau with countless pigeonholes. Half-the-clerk stood beside him,
-with a broker's note recording investment of the proceeds from sale
-of the Bryanston Square house, in Roger Forsyte's estate. Soames
-took it, and said:
-
-"Vancouver City Stock. H'm. It's down today!"
-
-With a sort of grating ingratiation old Gradman answered him:
-
-"Ye-es; but everything's down, Mr. Soames." And half-the-clerk
-withdrew.
-
-Soames skewered the document on to a number of other papers and hung
-up his hat.
-
-"I want to look at my Will and Marriage Settlement, Gradman."
-
-Old Gradman, moving to the limit of his swivel chair, drew out two
-drafts from the bottom lefthand drawer. Recovering his body, he
-raised his grizzle-haired face, very red from stooping.
-
-"Copies, Sir."
-
-Soames took them. It struck him suddenly how like Gradman was to the
-stout brindled yard dog they had been wont to keep on his chain at
-The Shelter, till one day Fleur had come and insisted it should be
-let loose, so that it had at once bitten the cook and been destroyed.
-If you let Gradman off his chain, would he bite the cook?
-
-Checking this frivolous fancy, Soames unfolded his Marriage
-Settlement. He had not looked at it for over eighteen years, not
-since he remade his Will when his father died and Fleur was born. He
-wanted to see whether the words "during coverture" were in. Yes,
-they were--odd expression, when you thought of it, and derived
-perhaps from horse-breeding! Interest on fifteen thousand pounds
-(which he paid her without deducting income tax) so long as she
-remained his wife, and afterward during widowhood "dum casta"--old-
-fashioned and rather pointed words, put in to insure the conduct of
-Fleur's mother. His Will made it up to an annuity of a thousand
-under the same conditions. All right! He returned the copies to
-Gradman, who took them without looking up, swung the chair, restored
-the papers to their drawer, and went on casting up.
-
-"Gradman! I don't like the condition of the country; there are a lot
-of people about without any common sense. I want to find a way by
-which I can safeguard Miss Fleur against anything which might arise."
-
-Gradman wrote the figure "2" on his blotting-paper.
-
-"Ye-es," he said; "there's a nahsty spirit."
-
-"The ordinary restraint against anticipation doesn't meet the case."
-
-"Nao," said Gradman.
-
-"Suppose those Labour fellows come in, or worse! It's these people
-with fixed ideas who are the danger. Look at Ireland!"
-
-"Ah!" said Gradman.
-
-"Suppose I were to make a settlement on her at once with myself as
-beneficiary for life, they couldn't take anything but the interest
-from me, unless of course they alter the law."
-
-Gradman moved his head and smiled.
-
-"Ah!" he said, "they wouldn't do tha-at!"
-
-"I don't know," muttered Soames; "I don't trust them."
-
-"It'll take two years, sir, to be valid against death duties."
-
-Soames sniffed. Two years! He was only sixty-five!
-
-"That's not the point. Draw a form of settlement that passes all my
-property to Miss Fleur's children in equal shares, with antecedent
-life-interests first to myself and then to her without power of
-anticipation, and add a clause that in the event of anything
-happening to divert her life-interest, that interest passes to the
-trustees, to apply for her benefit, in their absolute discretion."
-
-Gradman grated: "Rather extreme at your age, sir; you lose control."
-
-"That's my business," said Soames sharply.
-
-Gradman wrote on a piece of paper: "Life-interest--anticipation--
-divert interest--absolute discretion...." and said:
-
-"What trustees? There's young Mr. Kingson; he's a nice steady young
-fellow."
-
-"Yes, he might do for one. I must have three. There isn't a Forsyte
-now who appeals to me."
-
-"Not young Mr. Nicholas? He's at the Bar. We've given 'im briefs."
-
-"He'll never set the Thames on fire," said Soames.
-
-A smile oozed out on Gradman's face, greasy from countless mutton-
-chops, the smile of a man who sits all day.
-
-"You can't expect it, at his age, Mr. Soames."
-
-"Why? What is he? Forty?"
-
-"Ye-es, quite a young fellow."
-
-"Well, put him in; but I want somebody who'll take a personal
-interest. There's no one that I can see."
-
-"What about Mr. Valerius, now he's come home?"
-
-"Val Dartie? With that father?"
-
-"We-ell," murmured Gradman, "he's been dead seven years--the Statute
-runs against him."
-
-"No," said Soames. "I don't like the connection." He rose. Gradman
-said suddenly:
-
-"If they were makin' a levy on capital, they could come on the
-trustees, sir. So there you'd be just the same. I'd think it over,
-if I were you."
-
-"That's true," said Soames. "I will. What have you done about that
-dilapidation notice in Vere Street?"
-
-"I 'aven't served it yet. The party's very old. She won't want to
-go out at her age."
-
-"I don't know. This spirit of unrest touches every one."
-
-"Still, I'm lookin' at things broadly, sir. She's eighty-one."
-
-"Better serve it," said Soames, "and see what she says. Oh! and Mr.
-Timothy? Is everything in order in case of--"
-
-"I've got the inventory of his estate all ready; had the furniture
-and pictures valued so that we know what reserves to put on. I shall
-be sorry when he goes, though. Dear me! It is a time since I first
-saw Mr. Timothy!"
-
-"We can't live for ever," said Soames, taking down his hat.
-
-"Nao," said Gradman; "but it'll be a pity--the last of the old
-family! Shall I take up the matter of that nuisance in Old Compton
-Street? Those organs--they're nahsty things."
-
-"Do. I must call for Miss Fleur and catch the four o'clock. Good-
-day, Gradman."
-
-"Good-day, Mr. Soames. I hope Miss Fleur--"
-
-"Well enough, but gads about too much."
-
-"Ye-es," grated Gradman; "she's young."
-
-Soames went out, musing: "Old Gradman! If he were younger I'd put
-him in the trust. There's nobody I can depend on to take a real
-interest."
-
-Leaving the bilious and mathematical exactitude, the preposterous
-peace of that backwater, he thought suddenly: 'During coverture! Why
-can't they exclude fellows like Profond, instead of a lot of hard-
-working Germans?' and was surprised at the depth of uneasiness which
-could provoke so unpatriotic a thought. But there it was! One never
-got a moment of real peace. There was always something at the back
-of everything! And he made his way toward Green Street.
-
-Two hours later by his watch, Thomas Gradman, stirring in his swivel
-chair, closed the last drawer of his bureau, and putting into his
-waistcoat pocket a bunch of keys so fat that they gave him a
-protuberance on the liver side, brushed his old top hat round with
-his sleeve, took his umbrella, and descended. Thick, short, and
-buttoned closely into his old frock coat, he walked toward Covent
-Garden market. He never missed that daily promenade to the Tube for
-Highgate, and seldom some critical transaction on the way in
-connection with vegetables and fruit. Generations might be born, and
-hats might change, wars be fought, and Forsytes fade away, but Thomas
-Gradman, faithful and grey, would take his daily walk and buy his
-daily vegetable. Times were not what they were, and his son had lost
-a leg, and they never gave him those nice little plaited baskets to
-carry the stuff in now, and these Tubes were convenient things--still
-he mustn't complain; his health was good considering his time of
-life, and after fifty-four years in the Law he was getting a round
-eight hundred a year and a little worried of late, because it was
-mostly collector's commission on the rents, and with all this
-conversion of Forsyte property going on, it looked like drying up,
-and the price of living still so high; but it was no good worrying--"
-The good God made us all"--as he was in the habit of saying; still,
-house property in London--he didn't know what Mr. Roger or Mr. James
-would say if they could see it being sold like this--seemed to show a
-lack of faith; but Mr. Soames--he worried. Life and lives in being
-and twenty-one years after--beyond that you couldn't go; still, he
-kept his health wonderfully--and Miss Fleur was a pretty little
-thing--she was; she'd marry; but lots of people had no children
-nowadays--he had had his first child at twenty-two; and Mr. Jolyon,
-married while he was at Cambridge, had his child the same year--
-gracious Peter! That was back in '69, a long time before old Mr.
-Jolyon--fine judge of property--had taken his Will away from Mr.
-James--dear, yes! Those were the days when they were buyin' property
-right and left, and none of this khaki and fallin' over one another
-to get out of things; and cucumbers at twopence; and a melon--the old
-melons, that made your mouth water! Fifty years since he went into
-Mr. James' office, and Mr. James had said to him: "Now, Gradman,
-you're only a shaver--you pay attention, and you'll make your five
-hundred a year before you've done." And he had, and feared God, and
-served the Forsytes, and kept a vegetable diet at night. And, buying
-a copy of John Bull--not that he approved of it, an extravagant
-affair--he entered the Tube elevator with his mere brown-paper
-parcel, and was borne down into the bowels of the earth.
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-SOAMES' PRIVATE LIFE
-
-
-On his way to Green Street it occurred to Soames that he ought to go
-into Dumetrius' in Suffolk Street about the possibility of the
-Bolderby Old Crome. Almost worth while to have fought the war to
-have the Bolderby Old Crome, as it were, in flux! Old Bolderby had
-died, his son and grandson had been killed--a cousin was coming into
-the estate, who meant to sell it, some said because of the condition
-of England, others said because he had asthma.
-
-If Dumetrius once got hold of it the price would become prohibitive;
-it was necessary for Soames to find out whether Dumetrius had got it,
-before he tried to get it himself. He therefore confined himself to
-discussing with Dumetrius whether Monticellis would come again now
-that it was the fashion for a picture to be anything except a
-picture; and the future of Johns, with a side-slip into Buxton
-Knights. It was only when leaving that he added: "So they're not
-selling the Bolderby Old Crome, after all? "In sheer pride of racial
-superiority, as he had calculated would be the case, Dumetrius
-replied:
-
-"Oh! I shall get it, Mr. Forsyte, sir!"
-
-The flutter of his eyelid fortified Soames in a resolution to write
-direct to the new Bolderby, suggesting that the only dignified way of
-dealing with an Old Crome was to avoid dealers. He therefore said,
-"Well, good-day!" and went, leaving Dumetrius the wiser.
-
-At Green Street he found that Fleur was out and would be all the
-evening; she was staying one more night in London. He cabbed on
-dejectedly, and caught his train.
-
-He reached his house about six o'clock. The air was heavy, midges
-biting, thunder about. Taking his letters he went up to his
-dressing-room to cleanse himself of London.
-
-An uninteresting post. A receipt, a bill for purchases on behalf of
-Fleur. A circular about an exhibition of etchings. A letter
-beginning:
-
-"SIR,
-"I feel it my duty..."
-
-That would be an appeal or something unpleasant. He looked at once
-for the signature. There was none! Incredulously he turned the page
-over and examined each corner. Not being a public man, Soames had
-never yet had an anonymous letter, and his first impulse was to tear
-it up, as a dangerous thing; his second to read it, as a thing still
-more dangerous.
-
-"SIR,
-"I feel it my duty to inform you that having no interest in the
-matter your lady is carrying on with a foreigner--"
-
-Reaching that word Soames stopped mechanically and examined the
-postmark. So far as he could pierce the impenetrable disguise in
-which the Post Office had wrapped it, there was something with a
-"sea" at the end and a "t" in it. Chelsea? No! Battersea? Perhaps!
-He read on.
-
-"These foreigners are all the same. Sack the lot. This one meets
-your lady twice a week. I know it of my own knowledge--and to see an
-Englishman put on goes against the grain. You watch it and see if
-what I say isn't true. I shouldn't meddle if it wasn't a dirty
-foreigner that's in it. Yours obedient."
-
-The sensation with which Soames dropped the letter was similar to
-that he would have had entering his bedroom and finding it full of
-black-beetles. The meanness of anonymity gave a shuddering obscenity
-to the moment. And the worst of it was that this shadow had been at
-the back of his mind ever since the Sunday evening when Fleur had
-pointed down at Prosper Profond strolling on the lawn, and said:
-"Prowling cat!" Had he not in connection therewith, this very day,
-perused his Will and Marriage Settlement? And now this anonymous
-ruffian, with nothing to gain, apparently, save the venting of his
-spite against foreigners, had wrenched it out of the obscurity in
-which he had hoped and wished it would remain. To have such
-knowledge forced on him, at his time of life, about Fleur's mother I
-He picked the letter up from the carpet, tore it across, and then,
-when it hung together by just the fold at the back, stopped tearing,
-and reread it. He was taking at that moment one of the decisive
-resolutions of his life. He would not be forced into another
-scandal. No! However he decided to deal with this matter--and it
-required the most far-sighted and careful consideration he would do
-nothing that might injure Fleur. That resolution taken, his mind
-answered the helm again, and he made his ablutions. His hands
-trembled as he dried them. Scandal he would not have, but something
-must be done to stop this sort of thing! He went into his wife's
-room and stood looking around him. The idea of searching for
-anything which would incriminate, and entitle him to hold a menace
-over her, did not even come to him. There would be nothing--she was
-much too practical. The idea of having her watched had been
-dismissed before it came--too well he remembered his previous
-experience of that. No! He had nothing but this torn-up letter from
-some anonymous ruffian, whose impudent intrusion into his private
-life he so violently resented. It was repugnant to him to make use
-of it, but he might have to. What a mercy Fleur was not at home to-
-night! A tap on the door broke up his painful cogitations.
-
-"Mr. Michael Mont, sir, is in the drawing-room. Will you see him?"
-
-"No," said Soames; "yes. I'll come down."
-
-Anything that would take his mind off for a few minutes!
-
-Michael Mont in flannels stood on the verandah smoking a cigarette.
-He threw it away as Soames came up, and ran his hand through his
-hair.
-
-Soames' feeling toward this young man was singular. He was no doubt
-a rackety, irresponsible young fellow according to old standards, yet
-somehow likeable, with his extraordinarily cheerful way of blurting
-out his opinions.
-
-"Come in," he said; "have you had tea?"
-
-Mont came in.
-
-"I thought Fleur would have been back, sir; but I'm glad she isn't.
-The fact is, I--I'm fearfully gone on her; so fearfully gone that I
-thought you'd better know. It's old-fashioned, of course, coming to
-fathers first, but I thought you'd forgive that. I went to my own
-Dad, and he says if I settle down he'll see me through. He rather
-cottons to the idea, in fact. I told him about your Goya."
-
-"Oh!" said Soames, inexpressibly dry. "He rather cottons?"
-
-"Yes, sir; do you?"
-
-Soames smiled faintly.
-
-"You see," resumed Mont, twiddling his straw hat, while his hair,
-ears, eyebrows, all seemed to stand up from excitement, "when you've
-been through the War you can't help being in a hurry."
-
-"To get married; and unmarried afterward," said Soames slowly.
-
-"Not from Fleur, sir. Imagine, if you were me!"
-
-Soames cleared his throat. That way of putting it was forcible
-enough.
-
-"Fleur's too young," he said.
-
-"Oh! no, sir. We're awfully old nowadays. My Dad seems to me a
-perfect babe; his thinking apparatus hasn't turned a hair. But he's
-a Baronight, of course; that keeps him back."
-
-"Baronight," repeated Soames; "what may that be?"
-
-"Bart, sir. I shall be a Bart some day. But I shall live it down,
-you know."
-
-"Go away and live this down," said Soames.
-
-Young Mont said imploringly: "Oh! no, sir. I simply must hang
-around, or I shouldn't have a dog's chance. You'll let Fleur do what
-she likes, I suppose, anyway. Madame passes me."
-
-"Indeed!" said Soames frigidly.
-
-"You don't really bar me, do you?" and the young man looked so
-doleful that Soames smiled.
-
-"You may think you're very old," he said; "but you strike me as
-extremely young. To rattle ahead of everything is not a proof of
-maturity."
-
-"All right, sir; I give you our age. But to show you I mean
-business--I've got a job."
-
-"Glad to hear it."
-
-"Joined a publisher; my governor is putting up the stakes."
-
-Soames put his hand over his mouth--he had so very nearly said: "God
-help the publisher!" His grey eyes scrutinised the agitated young
-man.
-
-"I don't dislike you, Mr. Mont, but Fleur is everything to me:
-Everything--do you understand?"
-
-"Yes, sir, I know; but so she is to me."
-
-"That's as may be. I'm glad you've told me, however. And now I
-think there's nothing more to be said."
-
-"I know it rests with her, sir."
-
-"It will rest with her a long time, I hope."
-
-"You aren't cheering," said Mont suddenly.
-
-"No," said Soames, "my experience of life has not made me anxious to
-couple people in a hurry. Good-night, Mr. Mont. I shan't tell Fleur
-what you've said."
-
-"Oh!" murmured Mont blankly; "I really could knock my brains out for
-want of her. She knows that perfectly well."
-
-"I dare say." And Soames held out his hand. A distracted squeeze, a
-heavy sigh, and soon after sounds from the young man's motor-cycle
-called up visions of flying dust and broken bones.
-
-'The younger generation!' he thought heavily, and went out on to the
-lawn. The gardeners had been mowing, and there was still the smell
-of fresh-cut grass--the thundery air kept all scents close to earth.
-The sky was of a purplish hue--the poplars black. Two or three boats
-passed on the river, scuttling, as it were, for shelter before the
-storm. 'Three days' fine weather,' thought Soames, 'and then a
-storm!' Where was Annette? With that chap, for all he knew--she was
-a young woman! Impressed with the queer charity of that thought, he
-entered the summerhouse and sat down. The fact was--and he admitted
-it--Fleur was so much to him that his wife was very little--very
-little; French--had never been much more than a mistress, and he was
-getting indifferent to that side of things! It was odd how, with all
-this ingrained care for moderation and secure investment, Soames ever
-put his emotional eggs into one basket. First Irene--now Fleur. He
-was dimly conscious of it, sitting there, conscious of its odd
-dangerousness. It had brought him to wreck and scandal once, but
-now--now it should save him! He cared so much for Fleur that he
-would have no further scandal. If only he could get at that
-anonymous letter-writer, he would teach him not to meddle and stir up
-mud at the bottom of water which he wished should remain stagnant!...
-A distant flash, a low rumble, and large drops of rain spattered on
-the thatch above him. He remained indifferent, tracing a pattern
-with his finger on the dusty surface of a little rustic table.
-Fleur's future! 'I want fair sailing for her,' he thought. 'Nothing
-else matters at my time of life.' A lonely business--life! What you
-had you never could keep to yourself! As you warned one off, you let
-another in. One could make sure of nothing! He reached up and
-pulled a red rambler rose from a cluster which blocked the window.
-Flowers grew and dropped--Nature was a queer thing! The thunder
-rumbled and crashed, travelling east along a river, the paling
-flashes flicked his eyes; the poplar tops showed sharp and dense
-against the sky, a heavy shower rustled and rattled and veiled in the
-little house wherein he sat, indifferent, thinking.
-
-When the storm was over, he left his retreat and went down the wet
-path to the river bank.
-
-Two swans had come, sheltering in among the reeds. He knew the birds
-well, and stood watching the dignity in the curve of those white
-necks and formidable snake-like heads. 'Not dignified--what I have
-to do!' he thought. And yet it must be tackled, lest worse befell.
-Annette must be back by now from wherever she had gone, for it was
-nearly dinner-time, and as the moment for seeing her approached, the
-difficulty of knowing what to say and how to say it had increased. A
-new and scaring thought occurred to him. Suppose she wanted her
-liberty to marry this fellow! Well, if she did, she couldn't have
-it. He had not married her for that. The image of Prosper Profond
-dawdled before him reassuringly. Not a marrying man! No, no! Anger
-replaced that momentary scare. 'He had better not come my way,' he
-thought. The mongrel represented---! But what did Prosper Profond
-represent? Nothing that mattered surely. And yet something real
-enough in the world--unmorality let off its chain, disillusionment on
-the prowl! That expression Annette had caught from him: "Je m'en
-fiche! "A fatalistic chap! A continental--a cosmopolitan--a product
-of the age! If there were condemnation more complete, Soames felt
-that he did not know it.
-
-The swans had turned their heads, and were looking past him into some
-distance of their own. One of them uttered a little hiss, wagged its
-tail, turned as if answering to a rudder, and swam away. The other
-followed. Their white bodies, their stately necks, passed out of his
-sight, and he went toward the house.
-
-Annette was in the drawing-room, dressed for dinner, and he thought
-as he went up-stairs 'Handsome is as handsome does.' Handsome!
-Except for remarks about the curtains in the drawing-room, and the
-storm, there was practically no conversation during a meal
-distinguished by exactitude of quantity and perfection of quality.
-Soames drank nothing. He followed her into the drawing-room
-afterward, and found her smoking a cigarette on the sofa between the
-two French windows. She was leaning back, almost upright, in a low
-black frock, with her knees crossed and her blue eyes half-closed;
-grey-blue smoke issued from her red, rather full lips, a fillet bound
-her chestnut hair, she wore the thinnest silk stockings, and shoes
-with very high heels showing off her instep. A fine piece in any
-room! Soames, who held that torn letter in a hand thrust deep into
-the side-pocket of his dinner-jacket, said:
-
-"I'm going to shut the window; the damp's lifting in."
-
-He did so, and stood looking at a David Cox adorning the cream-
-panelled wall close by.
-
-What was she thinking of? He had never understood a woman in his
-life--except Fleur--and Fleur not always! His heart beat fast. But
-if he meant to do it, now was the moment. Turning from the David
-Cox, he took out the torn letter.
-
-"I've had this."
-
-Her eyes widened, stared at him, and hardened.
-
-Soames handed her the letter.
-
-"It's torn, but you can read it." And he turned back to the David
-Cox--a sea-piece, of good tone--but without movement enough. 'I
-wonder what that chap's doing at this moment?' he thought. 'I'll
-astonish him yet.' Out of the corner of his eye he saw Annette
-holding the letter rigidly; her eyes moved from side to side under
-her darkened lashes and frowning darkened eyes. She dropped the
-letter, gave a little shiver, smiled, and said:
-
-"Dirrty!"
-
-"I quite agree," said Soames; "degrading. Is it true?"
-
-A tooth fastened on her red lower lip. "And what if it were?"
-
-She was brazen!
-
-"Is that all you have to say?"
-
-"No."
-
-
-"Well, speak out!"
-
-"What is the good of talking?"
-
-Soames said icily: "So you admit it?"
-
-"I admit nothing. You are a fool to ask. A man like you should not
-ask. It is dangerous."
-
-Soames made a tour of the room, to subdue his rising anger.
-
-"Do you remember," he said, halting in front of her, "what you were
-when I married you? Working at accounts in a restaurant."
-
-"Do you remember that I was not half your age?"
-
-Soames broke off the hard encounter of their eyes, and went back to
-the David Cox.
-
-"I am not going to bandy words. I require you to give up this--
-friendship. I think of the matter entirely as it affects Fleur."
-
-"Ah!--Fleur!"
-
-"Yes," said Soames stubbornly; "Fleur. She is your child as well as
-mine."
-
-"It is kind to admit that!"
-
-"Are you going to do what I say?"
-
-"I refuse to tell you."
-
-"Then I must make you."
-
-Annette smiled.
-
-"No, Soames," she said. "You are helpless. Do not say things that
-you will regret."
-
-Anger swelled the veins on his forehead. He opened his mouth to vent
-that emotion, and could not. Annette went on:
-
-"There shall be no more such letters, I promise you. That is
-enough."
-
-Soames writhed. He had a sense of being treated like a child by this
-woman who had deserved he did not know what.
-
-"When two people have married, and lived like us, Soames, they had
-better be quiet about each other. There are things one does not drag
-up into the light for people to laugh at. You will be quiet, then;
-not for my sake for your own. You are getting old; I am not, yet.
-You have made me ver-ry practical"
-
-Soames, who had passed through all the sensations of being choked,
-repeated dully:
-
-"I require you to give up this friendship."
-
-"And if I do not?"
-
-"Then--then I will cut you out of my Will."
-
-Somehow it did not seem to meet the case. Annette laughed.
-
-"You will live a long time, Soames."
-
-"You--you are a bad woman," said Soames suddenly.
-
-Annette shrugged her shoulders.
-
-"I do not think so. Living with you has killed things in me, it is
-true; but I am not a bad woman. I am sensible--that is all. And so
-will you be when you have thought it over."
-
-"I shall see this man," said Soames sullenly, "and warn him off."
-
-"Mon cher, you are funny. You do not want me, you have as much of me
-as you want; and you wish the rest of me to be dead. I admit
-nothing, but I am not going to be dead, Soames, at my age; so you had
-better be quiet, I tell you. I myself will make no scandal; none.
-Now, I am not saying any more, whatever you do."
-
-She reached out, took a French novel off a little table, and opened
-it. Soames watched her, silenced by the tumult of his feelings. The
-thought of that man was almost making him want her, and this was a
-revelation of their relationship, startling to one little given to
-introspective philosophy. Without saying another word he went out
-and up to the picture-gallery. This came of marrying a Frenchwoman!
-And yet, without her there would have been no Fleur! She had served
-her purpose.
-
-'She's right,' he thought; 'I can do nothing. I don't even know that
-there's anything in it.' The instinct of self-preservation warned
-him to batten down his hatches, to smother the fire with want of air.
-Unless one believed there was something in a thing, there wasn't.
-
-That night he went into her room. She received him in the most
-matter-of-fact way, as if there had been no scene between them. And
-he returned to his own room with a curious sense of peace. If one
-didn't choose to see, one needn't. And he did not choose--in future
-he did not choose. There was nothing to be gained by it--nothing!
-Opening the drawer he took from the sachet a handkerchief, and the
-framed photograph of Fleur. When he had looked at it a little he
-slipped it down, and there was that other one--that old one of Irene.
-An owl hooted while he stood in his window gazing at it. The owl
-hooted, the red climbing roses seemed to deepen in colour, there came
-a scent of lime-blossom. God! That had been a different thing!
-Passion--Memory! Dust!
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-JUNE TAKES A HAND
-
-
-One who was a sculptor, a Slav, a sometime resident in New York,
-an egoist, and impecunious, was to be found of an evening in June
-Forsyte's studio on the bank of the Thames at Chiswick. On the
-evening of July 6, Boris Strumolowski--several of whose works were on
-show there because they were as yet too advanced to be on show
-anywhere else--had begun well, with that aloof and rather Christ-like
-silence which admirably suited his youthful, round, broad cheek-boned
-countenance framed in bright hair banged like a girl's. June had
-known him three weeks, and he still seemed to her the principal
-embodiment of genius, and hope of the future; a sort of Star of the
-East which had strayed into an unappreciative West. Until that
-evening he had conversationally confined himself to recording his
-impressions of the United States, whose dust he had just shaken from
-off his feet--a country, in his opinion, so barbarous in every way
-that he had sold practically nothing there, and become an object of
-suspicion to the police; a country, as he said, without a race of its
-own, without liberty, equality, or fraternity, without principles,
-traditions, taste, without--in a word--a soul. He had left it for
-his own good, and come to the only other country where he could live
-well. June had dwelt unhappily on him in her lonely moments,
-standing before his creations--frightening, but powerful and symbolic
-once they had been explained! That he, haloed by bright hair like an
-early Italian painting, and absorbed in his genius to the exclusion
-of all else--the only sign of course by which real genius could be
-told--should still be a "lame duck" agitated her warm heart almost to
-the exclusion of Paul Post. And she had begun to take steps to clear
-her Gallery, in order to fill it with Strumolowski masterpieces. She
-had at once encountered trouble. Paul Post had kicked; Vospovitch
-had stung. With all the emphasis of a genius which she did not as
-yet deny them, they had demanded another six weeks at least of her
-Gallery. The American stream, still flowing in, would soon be
-flowing out. The American stream was their right, their only hope,
-their salvation--since nobody in this "beastly" country cared for
-Art. June had yielded to the demonstration. After all Boris would
-not mind their having the full benefit of an American stream, which
-he himself so violently despised.
-
-This evening she had put that to Boris with nobody else present,
-except Hannah Hobdey, the mediaeval black-and-whitist, and Jimmy
-Portugal, editor of the Neo-Artist. She had put it to him with that
-sudden confidence which continual contact with the neo-artistic world
-had never been able to dry up in her warm and generous nature. He
-had not broken his Christ-like silence, however, for more than two
-minutes before she began to move her blue eyes from side to side, as
-a cat moves its tail. This--he said--was characteristic of England,
-the most selfish country in the world; the country which sucked the
-blood of other countries; destroyed the brains and hearts of
-Irishmen, Hindus, Egyptians, Boers, and Burmese, all the best races
-in the world; bullying, hypocritical England! This was what he had
-expected, coming to, such a country, where the climate was all fog,
-and the people all tradesmen perfectly blind to Art, and sunk in
-profiteering and the grossest materialism. Conscious that Hannah
-Hobdey was murmuring, "Hear, hear!" and Jimmy Portugal sniggering,
-June grew crimson, and suddenly rapped out:
-
-"Then why did you ever come? We didn't ask you."
-
-The remark was so singularly at variance with all she had led him to
-expect from her, that Strumolowski stretched out his hand and took a
-cigarette.
-
-"England never wants an idealist," he said.
-
-But in June something primitively English was thoroughly upset; old
-Jolyon's sense of justice had risen, as it were, from bed. "You come
-and sponge on us," she said, "and then abuse us. If you think that's
-playing the game, I don't."
-
-She now discovered that which others had discovered before her--the
-thickness of hide beneath which the sensibility of genius is
-sometimes veiled. Strumolowski's young and ingenuous face became the
-incarnation of a sneer.
-
-"Sponge, one does not sponge, one takes what is owing--a tenth part
-of what is owing. You will repent to say that, Miss Forsyte."
-
-"Oh, no," said June, "I shan't."
-
-"Ah! We know very well, we artists--you take us to get what you can
-out of us. I want nothing from you"--and he blew out a cloud of
-June's smoke.
-
-Decision rose in an icy puff from the turmoil of insulted shame
-within her. "Very well, then, you can take your things away."
-
-And, almost in the same moment, she thought: 'Poor boy! He's only
-got a garret, and probably not a taxi fare. In front of these
-people, too; it's positively disgusting!'
-
-Young Strumolowski shook his head violently; his hair, thick, smooth,
-close as a golden plate, did not fall off.
-
-"I can live on nothing," he said shrilly; "I have often had to for
-the sake of my Art. It is you bourgeois who force us to spend
-money."
-
-The words hit June like a pebble, in the ribs. After all she had
-done for Art, all her identification with its troubles and lame
-ducks. She was struggling for adequate words when the door was
-opened, and her Austrian murmured:
-
-"A young lady, gnadiges Fraulein."
-
-"Where?"
-
-"In the little meal-room."
-
-With a glance at Boris Strumolowski, at Hannah Hobdey, at Jimmy
-Portugal, June said nothing, and went out, devoid of equanimity.
-Entering the "little meal-room," she perceived the young lady to be
-Fleur--looking very pretty, if pale. At this disenchanted moment a
-little lame duck of her own breed was welcome to June, so
-homoeopathic by instinct.
-
-The girl must have come, of course, because of Jon; or, if not, at
-least to get something out of her. And June felt just then that to
-assist somebody was the only bearable thing.
-
-"So you've remembered to come," she said.
-
-"Yes. What a jolly little duck of a house! But please don't let me
-bother you, if you've got people."
-
-"Not at all," said June. "I want to let them stew in their own juice
-for a bit. Have you come about Jon?"
-
-"You said you thought we ought to be told. Well, I've found out."
-
-"Oh!" said June blankly. "Not nice, is it?"
-
-They were standing one on each side of the little bare table at which
-June took her meals. A vase on it was full of Iceland poppies; the
-girl raised her hand and touched them with a gloved finger. To her
-new-fangled dress, frilly about the hips and tight below the knees,
-June took a sudden liking--a charming colour, flax-blue.
-
-'She makes a picture,' thought June. Her little room, with its
-whitewashed walls, its floor and hearth of old pink brick, its black
-paint, and latticed window athwart which the last of the sunlight was
-shining, had never looked so charming, set off by this young figure,
-with the creamy, slightly frowning face. She remembered with sudden
-vividness how nice she herself had looked in those old days when her
-heart was set on Philip Bosinney, that dead lover, who had broken
-from her to destroy for ever Irene's allegiance to this girl's
-father. Did Fleur know of that, too?
-
-"Well," she said, "what are you going to do?"
-
-It was some seconds before Fleur answered.
-
-"I don't want Jon to suffer. I must see him once more to put an end
-to it."
-
-"You're going to put an end to it!"
-
-"What else is there to do?"
-
-The girl seemed to June, suddenly, intolerably spiritless.
-
-"I suppose you're right," she muttered. "I know my father thinks so;
-but--I should never have done it myself. I can't take things lying
-down."
-
-How poised and watchful that girl looked; how unemotional her voice
-sounded!
-
-"People will assume that I'm in love."
-
-"Well, aren't you?"
-
-Fleur shrugged her shoulders. 'I might have known it,' thought June;
-'she's Soames' daughter--fish! And yet--he!'
-
-"What do you want me to do then?" she said with a sort of disgust.
-
-"Could I see Jon here to-morrow on his way down to Holly's? He'd
-come if you sent him a line to-night. And perhaps afterward you'd
-let them know quietly at Robin Hill that it's all over, and that they
-needn't tell Jon about his mother."
-
-"All right!" said June abruptly. "I'll write now, and you can post
-it. Half-past two tomorrow. I shan't be in, myself."
-
-She sat down at the tiny bureau which filled one corner. When she
-looked round with the finished note Fleur was still touching the
-poppies with her gloved finger.
-
-June licked a stamp. "Well, here it is. If you're not in love, of
-course, there's no more to be said. Jon's lucky."
-
-Fleur took the note. "Thanks awfully!"
-
-'Cold-blooded little baggage!' thought June. Jon, son of her
-father, to love, and not to be loved by the daughter of--Soames! It
-was humiliating!
-
-"Is that all?"
-
-Fleur nodded; her frills shook and trembled as she swayed toward the
-door.
-
-"Good-bye!"
-
-"Good-bye!... Little piece of fashion!" muttered June, closing the
-door. "That family!" And she marched back toward her studio. Boris
-Strumolowski had regained his Christ-like silence and Jimmy Portugal
-was damning everybody, except the group in whose behalf he ran the
-Neo-Artist. Among the condemned were Eric Cobbley, and several other
-"lame-duck" genii who at one time or another had held first place in
-the repertoire of June's aid and adoration. She experienced a sense
-of futility and disgust, and went to the window to let the river-wind
-blow those squeaky words away.
-
-But when at length Jimmy Portugal had finished, and gone with Hannah
-Hobdey, she sat down and mothered young Strumolowski for half an
-hour, promising him a month, at least, of the American stream; so
-that he went away with his halo in perfect order. 'In spite of all,'
-June thought, 'Boris is wonderful'
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-THE BIT BETWEEN THE TEETH
-
-
-To know that your hand is against every one's is--for some natures--
-to experience a sense of moral release. Fleur felt no remorse when
-she left June's house. Reading condemnatory resentment in her little
-kinswoman's blue eyes-she was glad that she had fooled her, despising
-June because that elderly idealist had not seen what she was after.
-
-End it, forsooth! She would soon show them all that she was only
-just beginning. And she smiled to herself on the top of the bus
-which carried her back to Mayfair. But the smile died, squeezed out
-by spasms of anticipation and anxiety. Would she be able to manage
-Jon? She had taken the bit between her teeth, but could she make him
-take it too? She knew the truth and the real danger of delay--he
-knew neither; therein lay all the difference in the world.
-
-'Suppose I tell him,' she thought; 'wouldn't it really be safer?'
-This hideous luck had no right to spoil their love; he must see that!
-They could not let it! People always accepted an accomplished fact
-in time! From that piece of philosophy--profound enough at her age--
-she passed to another consideration less philosophic. If she
-persuaded Jon to a quick and secret marriage, and he found out
-afterward that she had known the truth. What then? Jon hated
-subterfuge. Again, then, would it not be better to tell him? But
-the memory of his mother's face kept intruding on that impulse.
-Fleur was afraid. His mother had power over him; more power perhaps
-than she herself. Who could tell? It was too great a risk. Deep-
-sunk in these instinctive calculations she was carried on past Green
-Street as far as the Ritz Hotel. She got down there, and walked back
-on the Green Park side. The storm had washed every tree; they still
-dripped. Heavy drops fell on to her frills, and to avoid them she
-crossed over under the eyes of the Iseeum Club. Chancing to look up
-she saw Monsieur Profond with a tall stout man in the bay window.
-Turning into Green Street she heard her name called, and saw "that
-prowler" coming up. He took off his hat--a glossy "bowler" such as
-she particularly detested.
-
-"Good evenin'! Miss Forsyde. Isn't there a small thing I can do for
-you?"
-
-"Yes, pass by on the other side."
-
-"I say! Why do you dislike me?"
-
-"Do I?"
-
-"It looks like it."
-
-"Well, then, because you make me feel life isn't worth living."
-
-Monsieur Profond smiled.
-
-"Look here, Miss Forsyde, don't worry. It'll be all right. Nothing
-lasts."
-
-"Things do last," cried Fleur; "with me anyhow--especially likes and
-dislikes."
-
-"Well, that makes me a bit un'appy."
-
-"I should have thought nothing could ever make you happy or unhappy."
-
-"I don't like to annoy other people. I'm goin' on my yacht."
-
-Fleur looked at him, startled.
-
-"Where?"
-
-"Small voyage to the South Seas or somewhere," said Monsieur Profond.
-
-Fleur suffered relief and a sense of insult. Clearly he meant to
-convey that he was breaking with her mother. How dared he have
-anything to break, and yet how dared he break it?
-
-"Good-night, Miss Forsyde! Remember me to Mrs. Dartie. I'm not so
-bad really. Good-night!" Fleur left him standing there with his hat
-raised. Stealing a look round, she saw him stroll--immaculate and
-heavy--back toward his Club.
-
-'He can't even love with conviction,' she thought. 'What will Mother
-do?'
-
-Her dreams that night were endless and uneasy; she rose heavy and
-unrested, and went at once to the study of Whitaker's Almanac. A
-Forsyte is instinctively aware that facts are the real crux of any
-situation. She might conquer Jon's prejudice, but without exact
-machinery to complete their desperate resolve, nothing would happen.
-From the invaluable tome she learned that they must each be twenty-
-one; or some one's consent would be necessary, which of course was
-unobtainable; then she became lost in directions concerning licenses,
-certificates, notices, districts, coming finally to the word
-"perjury." But that was nonsense! Who would really mind their
-giving wrong ages in order to be married for love! She ate hardly
-any breakfast, and went back to Whitaker. The more she studied the
-less sure she became; till, idly turning the pages, she came to
-Scotland. People could be married there without any of this
-nonsense. She had only to go and stay there twenty-one days, then
-Jon could come, and in front of two people they could declare
-themselves married. And what was more--they would be! It was far
-the best way; and at once she ran over her schoolfellows. There was
-Mary Lambe who lived in Edinburgh and was "quite a sport!"
-
-She had a brother too. She could stay with Mary Lambe, who with her
-brother would serve for witnesses. She well knew that some girls
-would think all this unnecessary, and that all she and Jon need do
-was to go away together for a weekend and then say to their people:
-"We are married by Nature, we must now be married by Law." But Fleur
-was Forsyte enough to feel such a proceeding dubious, and to dread
-her father's face when he heard of it. Besides, she did not believe
-that Jon would do it; he had an opinion of her such as she could not
-bear to diminish. No! Mary Lambe was preferable, and it was just
-the time of year to go to Scotland. More at ease now she packed,
-avoided her aunt, and took a bus to Chiswick. She was too early, and
-went on to Kew Gardens. She found no peace among its flower-beds,
-labelled trees, and broad green spaces, and having lunched off
-anchovy-paste sandwiches and coffee, returned to Chiswick and rang
-June's bell. The Austrian admitted her to the "little meal-room."
-Now that she knew what she and Jon were up against, her longing for
-him had increased tenfold, as if he were a toy with sharp edges or
-dangerous paint such as they had tried to take from her as a child.
-If she could not have her way, and get Jon for good and all, she felt
-like dying of privation. By hook or crook she must and would get
-him! A round dim mirror of very old glass hung over the pink brick
-hearth. She stood looking at herself reflected in it, pale, and
-rather dark under the eyes; little shudders kept passing through her
-nerves. Then she heard the bell ring, and, stealing to the window,
-saw him standing on the doorstep smoothing his hair and lips, as if
-he too were trying to subdue the fluttering of his nerves.
-
-She was sitting on one of the two rush-seated chairs, with her back
-to the door, when he came in, and she said at once
-
-"Sit down, Jon, I want to talk seriously."
-
-Jon sat on the table by her side, and without looking at him she went
-on:
-
-"If you don't want to lose me, we must get married."
-
-Jon gasped.
-
-"Why? Is there anything new?"
-
-"No, but I felt it at Robin Hill, and among my people."
-
-"But--" stammered Jon, "at Robin Hill--it was all smooth--and they've
-said nothing to me."
-
-"But they mean to stop us. Your mother's face was enough. And my
-father's."
-
-"Have you seen him since?"
-
-Fleur nodded. What mattered a few supplementary lies?
-
-"But," said Jon eagerly, "I can't see how they can feel like that
-after all these years."
-
-Fleur looked up at him.
-
-"Perhaps you don't love me enough."
-"Not love you enough! Why--!"
-
-"Then make sure of me."
-
-"Without telling them?"
-
-"Not till after."
-
-Jon was silent. How much older he looked than on that day, barely
-two months ago, when she first saw him--quite two years older!
-
-"It would hurt Mother awfully," he said.
-
-Fleur drew her hand away.
-
-"You've got to choose."
-
-Jon slid off the table on to his knees.
-
-"But why not tell them? They can't really stop us, Fleur!"
-
-"They can! I tell you, they can."
-
-"How?"
-
-"We're utterly dependent--by putting money pressure, and all sorts of
-other pressure. I'm not patient, Jon."
-
-"But it's deceiving them."
-
-Fleur got up.
-
-"You can't really love me, or you wouldn't hesitate. 'He either
-fears his fate too much!'"
-
-Lifting his hands to her waist, Jon forced her to sit down again.
-She hurried on:
-
-"I've planned it all out. We've only to go to Scotland. When we're
-married they'll soon come round. People always come round to facts.
-Don't you see, Jon?"
-
-"But to hurt them so awfully!"
-
-So he would rather hurt her than those people of his! "All right,
-then; let me go!"
-
-Jon got up and put his back against the door.
-
-"I expect you're right," he said slowly; "but I want to think it
-over."
-
-She could see that he was seething with feelings he wanted to
-express; but she did not mean to help him. She hated herself at this
-moment and almost hated him. Why had she to do all the work to
-secure their love? It wasn't fair. And then she saw his eyes,
-adoring and distressed.
-
-"Don't look like that! I only don't want to lose you, Jon."
-
-"You can't lose me so long as you want me."
-
-"Oh, yes, I can."
-
-Jon put his hands on her shoulders.
-
-"Fleur, do you know anything you haven't told me?"
-
-It was the point-blank question she had dreaded. She looked straight
-at him, and answered: "No." She had burnt her boats; but what did it
-matter, if she got him? He would forgive her. And throwing her arms
-round his neck, she kissed him on the lips. She was winning! She
-felt it in the beating of his heart against her, in the closing of
-his eyes. "I want to make sure! I want to make sure!" she
-whispered. "Promise!"
-
-Jon did not answer. His face had the stillness of extreme trouble.
-At last he said:
-
-"It's like hitting them. I must think a little, Fleur. I really
-must."
-
-Fleur slipped out of his arms.
-
-"Oh! Very well!" And suddenly she burst into tears of disappointment,
-shame, and overstrain. Followed five minutes of acute misery. Jon's
-remorse and tenderness knew no bounds; but he did not promise.
-Despite her will to cry, "Very well, then, if you don't love me
-enough-goodbye!" she dared not. From birth accustomed to her own
-way, this check from one so young, so tender, so devoted, baffled and
-surprised her. She wanted to push him away from her, to try what
-anger and coldness would do, and again she dared not. The knowledge
-that she was scheming to rush him blindfold into the irrevocable
-weakened everything--weakened the sincerity of pique, and the
-sincerity of passion; even her kisses had not the lure she wished for
-them. That stormy little meeting ended inconclusively.
-
-"Will you some tea, gnadiges Fraulein?"
-
-Pushing Jon from her, she cried out:
-
-"No-no, thank you! I'm just going."
-
-And before he could prevent her she was gone.
-
-She went stealthily, mopping her gushed, stained cheeks, frightened,
-angry, very miserable. She had stirred Jon up so fearfully, yet
-nothing definite was promised or arranged! But the more uncertain
-and hazardous the future, the more "the will to have" worked its
-tentacles into the flesh of her heart--like some burrowing tick!
-
-No one was at Green Street. Winifred had gone with Imogen to see a
-play which some said was allegorical, and others "very exciting,
-don't you know." It was because of what others said that Winifred
-and Imogen had gone. Fleur went on to Paddington. Through the
-carriage the air from the brick-kilns of West Drayton and the late
-hayfields fanned her still gushed cheeks. Flowers had seemed to be
-had for the picking; now they were all thorned and prickled. But the
-golden flower within the crown of spikes seemed to her tenacious
-spirit all the fairer and more desirable.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-THE FAT IN THE FIRE
-
-
-On reaching home Fleur found an atmosphere so peculiar that it
-penetrated even the perplexed aura of her own private life. Her
-mother was inaccessibly entrenched in a brown study; her father
-contemplating fate in the vinery. Neither of them had a word to
-throw to a dog. 'Is it because of me?' thought Fleur. 'Or because
-of Profond?' To her mother she said:
-
-"What's the matter with Father?"
-
-Her mother answered with a shrug of her shoulders.
-
-To her father:
-
-"What's the matter with Mother?"
-
-Her father answered:
-
-"Matter? What should be the matter?" and gave her a sharp look.
-
-"By the way," murmured Fleur, "Monsieur Profond is going a 'small'
-voyage on his yacht, to the South Seas."
-
-Soames examined a branch on which no grapes were growing.
-
-"This vine's a failure," he said. "I've had young Mont here. He
-asked me something about you."
-
-"Oh! How do you like him, Father?"
-
-"He--he's a product--like all these young people."
-
-"What were you at his age, dear?"
-
-Soames smiled grimly.
-
-"We went to work, and didn't play about--flying and motoring, and
-making love."
-
-"Didn't you ever make love?"
-
-She avoided looking at him while she said that, but she saw him well
-enough. His pale face had reddened, his eyebrows, where darkness was
-still mingled with the grey, had come close together.
-
-"I had no time or inclination to philander."
-
-"Perhaps you had a grand passion."
-
-Soames looked at her intently.
-
-"Yes--if you want to know--and much good it did me." He moved away,
-along by the hot-water pipes. Fleur tiptoed silently after him.
-
-"Tell me about it, Father!"
-
-Soames became very still.
-
-"What should you want to know about such things, at your age?"
-
-"Is she alive?"
-
-He nodded.
-
-"And married?" Yes."
-
-"It's Jon Forsyte's mother, isn't it? And she was your wife first."
-
-It was said in a flash of intuition. Surely his opposition came from
-his anxiety that she should not know of that old wound to his pride.
-But she was startled. To see some one so old and calm wince as if
-struck, to hear so sharp a note of pain in his voice!
-
-"Who told you that? If your aunt! I can't bear the affair talked
-of."
-
-"But, darling," said Fleur, softly, "it's so long ago."
-
-"Long ago or not, I...."
-
-Fleur stood stroking his arm.
-
-"I've tried to forget," he said suddenly; "I don't wish to be
-reminded." And then, as if venting some long and secret irritation,
-he added: "In these days people don't understand. Grand passion,
-indeed! No one knows what it is."
-
-"I do," said Fleur, almost in a whisper.
-
-Soames, who had turned his back on her, spun round.
-
-"What are you talking of--a child like you!"
-
-"Perhaps I've inherited it, Father."
-
-"What?"
-
-"For her son, you see."
-
-He was pale as a sheet, and she knew that she was as bad. They stood
-staring at each other in the steamy heat, redolent of the mushy scent
-of earth, of potted geranium, and of vines coming along fast.
-
-"This is crazy," said Soames at last, between dry lips.
-
-Scarcely moving her own, she murmured:
-
-"Don't be angry, Father. I can't help it."
-
-But she could see he wasn't angry; only scared, deeply scared.
-
-"I thought that foolishness," he stammered, "was all forgotten."
-
-"Oh, no! It's ten times what it was."
-
-Soames kicked at the hot-water pipe. The hapless movement touched
-her, who had no fear of her father--none.
-
-"Dearest!" she said. "What must be, must, you know."
-
-"Must!" repeated Soames. "You don't know what you're talking of.
-Has that boy been told?"
-
-The blood rushed into her cheeks.
-
-"Not yet."
-
-He had turned from her again, and, with one shoulder a little raised,
-stood staring fixedly at a joint in the pipes.
-
-"It's most distasteful to me," he said suddenly; "nothing could be
-more so. Son of that fellow! It's--it's--perverse!"
-
-She had noted, almost unconsciously, that he did not say "son of that
-woman," and again her intuition began working.
-
-Did the ghost of that grand passion linger in some corner of his
-heart?
-
-She slipped her hand under his arm.
-
-"Jon's father is quite ill and old; I saw him."
-
-"You--?"
-
-"Yes, I went there with Jon; I saw them both."
-
-"Well, and what did they say to you?"
-
-"Nothing. They were very polite."
-
-"They would be." He resumed his contemplation of the pipe-joint, and
-then said suddenly:
-
-"I must think this over--I'll speak to you again to-night."
-
-She knew this was final for the moment, and stole away, leaving him
-still looking at the pipe-joint. She wandered into the fruit-garden,
-among the raspberry and currant bushes, without impetus to pick and
-eat. Two months ago--she was light-hearted! Even two days ago--
-light-hearted, before Prosper Profond told her. Now she felt tangled
-in a web-of passions, vested rights, oppressions and revolts, the
-ties of love and hate. At this dark moment of discouragement there
-seemed, even to her hold-fast nature, no way out. How deal with it--
-how sway and bend things to her will, and get her heart's desire?
-And, suddenly, round the corner of the high box hedge, she came plump
-on her mother, walking swiftly, with an open letter in her hand. Her
-bosom was heaving, her eyes dilated, her cheeks flushed. Instantly
-Fleur thought: 'The yacht! Poor Mother!'
-
-Annette gave her a wide startled look, and said:
-
-"J'ai la migraine."
-
-"I'm awfully sorry, Mother."
-
-"Oh, yes! you and your father--sorry!"
-
-"But, Mother--I am. I know what it feels like."
-
-Annette's startled eyes grew wide, till the whites showed above them.
-
-"Poor innocent!" she said.
-
-Her mother--so self-possessed, and commonsensical--to look and speak
-like this! It was all frightening! Her father, her mother, herself!
-And only two months back they had seemed to have everything they
-wanted in this world.
-
-Annette crumpled the letter in her hand. Fleur knew that she must
-ignore the sight.
-
-"Can't I do anything for your head, Mother?"
-
-Annette shook that head and walked on, swaying her hips.
-
-'It's cruel,' thought Fleur, 'and I was glad! That man! What do men
-come prowling for, disturbing everything! I suppose he's tired of
-her. What business has he to be tired of my mother? What business!'
-And at that thought, so natural and so peculiar, she uttered a little
-choked laugh.
-
-She ought, of course, to be delighted, but what was there to be
-delighted at? Her father didn't really care! Her mother did,
-perhaps? She entered the orchard, and sat down under a cherry-tree.
-A breeze sighed in the higher boughs; the sky seen through their
-green was very blue and very white in cloud--those heavy white clouds
-almost always present in river landscape. Bees, sheltering out of
-the wind, hummed softly, and over the lush grass fell the thick shade
-from those fruit-trees planted by her father five-and-twenty, years
-ago. Birds were almost silent, the cuckoos had ceased to sing, but
-wood-pigeons were cooing. The breath and drone and cooing of high
-summer were not for long a sedative to her excited nerves. Crouched
-over her knees she began to scheme. Her father must be made to back
-her up. Why should he mind so long as she was happy? She had not
-lived for nearly nineteen years without knowing that her future was
-all he really cared about. She had, then, only to convince him that
-her future could not be happy without Jon. He thought it a mad
-fancy. How foolish the old were, thinking they could tell what the
-young felt! Had not he confessed that he--when young--had loved with
-a grand passion? He ought to understand! 'He piles up his money for
-me,' she thought; 'but what's the use, if I'm not going to be happy?'
-Money, and all it bought, did not bring happiness. Love only brought
-that. The ox-eyed daisies in this orchard, which gave it such a
-moony look sometimes, grew wild and happy, and had their hour. 'They
-oughtn't to have called me Fleur,' she mused, 'if they didn't mean me
-to have my hour, and be happy while it lasts.' Nothing real stood in
-the way, like poverty, or disease--sentiment only, a ghost from the
-unhappy past! Jon was right. They wouldn't let you live, these old
-people! They made mistakes, committed crimes, and wanted their
-children to go on paying! The breeze died away; midges began to
-bite. She got up, plucked a piece of honeysuckle, and went in.
-
-It was hot that night. Both she and her mother had put on thin, pale
-low frocks. The dinner flowers were pale. Fleur was struck with the
-pale look of everything; her father's face, her mother's shoulders;
-the pale panelled walls, the pale grey velvety carpet, the lamp-
-shade, even the soup was pale. There was not one spot of colour in
-the room, not even wine in the pale glasses, for no one drank it.
-What was not pale was black--her father's clothes, the butler's
-clothes, her retriever stretched out exhausted in the window, the
-curtains black with a cream pattern. A moth came in, and that was
-pale. And silent was that half-mourning dinner in the heat.
-
-Her father called her back as she was following her mother out.
-
-She sat down beside him at the table, and, unpinning the pale
-honeysuckle, put it to her nose.
-
-"I've been thinking," he said.
-
-"Yes, dear?"
-
-"It's extremely painful for me to talk, but there's no help for it.
-I don't know if you understand how much you are to me I've never
-spoken of it, I didn't think it necessary; but--but you're
-everything. Your mother--" he paused, staring at his finger-bowl of
-Venetian glass.
-
-"Yes?"'
-
-"I've only you to look to. I've never had--never wanted anything
-else, since you were born."
-
-"I know," Fleur murmured.
-
-Soames moistened his lips.
-
-"You may think this a matter I can smooth over and arrange for you.
-You're mistaken. I'm helpless."
-
-Fleur did not speak.
-
-"Quite apart from my own feelings," went on Soames with more
-resolution, "those two are not amenable to anything I can say. They-
--they hate me, as people always hate those whom they have injured."
-"But he--Jon--"
-
-"He's their flesh and blood, her only child. Probably he means to
-her what you mean to me. It's a deadlock."
-
-"No," cried Fleur, "no, Father!"
-
-Soames leaned back, the image of pale patience, as if resolved on the
-betrayal of no emotion.
-
-"Listen!" he said. "You're putting the feelings of two months--two
-months--against the feelings of thirty-five years! What chance do
-you think you have? Two months--your very first love affair, a
-matter of half a dozen meetings, a few walks and talks, a few kisses-
--against, against what you can't imagine, what no one could who
-hasn't been through it. Come, be reasonable, Fleur! It's midsummer
-madness!"
-
-Fleur tore the honeysuckle into little, slow bits.
-
-"The madness is in letting the past spoil it all.
-
-"What do we care about the past? It's our lives, not yours."
-
-Soames raised his hand to his forehead, where suddenly she saw
-moisture shining.
-
-"Whose child are you?" he said. "Whose child is he? The present is
-linked with the past, the future with both. There's no getting away
-from that."
-
-She had never heard philosophy pass those lips before. Impressed
-even in her agitation, she leaned her elbows on the table, her chin
-on her hands.
-
-"But, Father, consider it practically. We want each other. There's
-ever so much money, and nothing whatever in the way but sentiment.
-Let's bury the past, Father."
-
-His answer was a sigh.
-
-"Besides," said Fleur gently, "you can't prevent us."
-
-"I don't suppose," said Soames, "that if left to myself I should try
-to prevent you; I must put up with things, I know, to keep your
-affection. But it's not I who control this matter. That's what I
-want you to realise before it's too late. If you go on thinking you
-can get your way and encourage this feeling, the blow will be much
-heavier when you find you can't."
-
-"Oh!" cried Fleur, "help me, Father; you can help me, you know."
-
-Soames made a startled movement of negation. "I?" he said bitterly.
-"Help? I am the impediment--the just cause and impediment--isn't
-that the jargon? You have my blood in your veins."
-
-He rose.
-
-"Well, the fat's in the fire. If you persist in your wilfulness
-you'll have yourself to blame. Come! Don't be foolish, my child--my
-only child!"
-
-Fleur laid her forehead against his shoulder.
-
-All was in such turmoil within her. But no good to show it! No good
-at all! She broke away from him, and went out into the twilight,
-distraught, but unconvinced. All was indeterminate and vague within
-her, like the shapes and shadows in the garden, except--her will to
-have. A poplar pierced up into the dark-blue sky and touched a white
-star there. The dew wetted her shoes, and chilled her bare
-shoulders. She went down to the river bank, and stood gazing at a
-moonstreak on the darkening water. Suddenly she smelled tobacco
-smoke, and a white figure emerged as if created by the moon. It was
-young Mont in flannels, standing in his boat. She heard the tiny
-hiss of his cigarette extinguished in the water.
-
-"Fleur," came his voice, "don't be hard on a poor devil! I've been
-waiting hours."
-
-"For what?"
-
-"Come in my boat!"
-
-"Not I."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"I'm not a water-nymph."
-
-"Haven't you any romance in you? Don't be modern, Fleur!"
-
-He appeared on the path within a yard of her.
-
-"Go away!"
-
-"Fleur, I love you. Fleur!"
-
-Fleur uttered a short laugh.
-
-"Come again," she said, "when I haven't got my wish."
-
-"What is your wish?"
-
-"Ask another."
-
-"Fleur," said Mont, and his voice sounded strange, "don't mock me!
-Even vivisected dogs are worth decent treatment before they're cut up
-for good."
-
-Fleur shook her head; but her lips were trembling.
-
-"Well, you shouldn't make me jump. Give me a cigarette."
-
-Mont gave her one, lighted it, and another for himself.
-
-"I don't want to talk rot," he said, "but please imagine all the rot
-that all the lovers that ever were have talked, and all my special
-rot thrown in."
-
-"Thank you, I have imagined it. Good-night!" They stood for a
-moment facing each other in the shadow of an acacia-tree with very
-moonlit blossoms, and the smoke from their cigarettes mingled in the
-air between them.
-
-"Also ran: 'Michael Mont'?" he said. Fleur turned abruptly toward
-the house. On the lawn she stopped to look back. Michael Mont was
-whirling his arms above him; she could see them dashing at his head;
-then waving at the moonlit blossoms of the acacia. His voice just
-reached her. "Jolly-jolly!" Fleur shook herself. She couldn't help
-him, she had too much trouble of her own! On the verandah she
-stopped very suddenly again. Her mother was sitting in the drawing-
-room at her writing bureau, quite alone. There was nothing
-remarkable in the expression of her face except its utter immobility.
-But she looked desolate! Fleur went upstairs. At the door of her
-room she paused. She could hear her father walking up and down, up
-and down the picture-gallery.
-
-'Yes,' she thought, jolly! Oh, Jon!'
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-DECISION
-
-
-When Fleur left him Jon stared at the Austrian. She was a thin woman
-with a dark face and the concerned expression of one who has watched
-every little good that life once had slip from her, one by one.
-"No tea?" she said.
-
-Susceptible to the disappointment in her voice, Jon murmured:
-
-"No, really; thanks."
-
-"A lil cup--it ready. A lil cup and cigarette."
-
-Fleur was gone! Hours of remorse and indecision lay before him! And
-with a heavy sense of disproportion he smiled, and said:
-
-"Well--thank you!"
-
-She brought in a little pot of tea with two little cups, and a silver
-box of cigarettes on a little tray.
-
-"Sugar? Miss Forsyte has much sugar--she buy my sugar, my friend's
-sugar also. Miss Forsyte is a veree kind lady. I am happy to serve
-her. You her brother?"
-
-"Yes," said Jon, beginning to puff the second cigarette of his life.
-
-"Very young brother," said the Austrian, with a little anxious smile,
-which reminded him of the wag of a dog's tail.
-
-"May I give you some?" he said. "And won't you sit down, please?"
-
-The Austrian shook her head.
-
-"Your father a very nice old man--the most nice old man I ever see.
-Miss Forsyte tell me all about him. Is he better?"
-
-Her words fell on Jon like a reproach. "Oh Yes, I think he's all
-right."
-
-"I like to see him again," said the Austrian, putting a hand on her
-heart; "he have veree kind heart."
-
-"Yes," said Jon. And again her words seemed to him a reproach.
-
-"He never give no trouble to no one, and smile so gentle."
-
-"Yes, doesn't he?"
-
-"He look at Miss Forsyte so funny sometimes. I tell him all my
-story; he so sympatisch. Your mother--she nice and well?"
-
-"Yes, very."
-
-"He have her photograph on his dressing-table. Veree beautiful"
-
-Jon gulped down his tea. This woman, with her concerned face and her
-reminding words, was like the first and second murderers.
-
-"Thank you," he said; "I must go now. May--may I leave this with
-you?"
-
-He put a ten-shilling note on the tray with a doubting hand and
-gained the door. He heard the Austrian gasp, and hurried out. He
-had just time to catch his train, and all the way to Victoria looked
-at every face that passed, as lovers will, hoping against hope. On
-reaching Worthing he put his luggage into the local train, and set
-out across the Downs for Wansdon, trying to walk off his aching
-irresolution. So long as he went full bat, he could enjoy the beauty
-of those green slopes, stopping now and again to sprawl on the grass,
-admire the perfection of a wild rose or listen to a lark's song. But
-the war of motives within him was but postponed--the longing for
-Fleur, and the hatred of deception. He came to the old chalk-pit
-above Wansdon with his mind no more made up than when he started. To
-see both sides of a question vigorously was at once Jon's strength
-and weakness. He tramped in, just as the first dinner-bell rang.
-His things had already been brought up. He had a hurried bath and
-came down to find Holly alone--Val had gone to Town and would not be
-back till the last train.
-
-Since Val's advice to him to ask his sister what was the matter
-between the two families, so much had happened--Fleur's disclosure in
-the Green Park, her visit to Robin Hill, to-day's meeting--that there
-seemed nothing to ask. He talked of Spain, his sunstroke, Val's
-horses, their father's health. Holly startled him by saying that she
-thought their father not at all well. She had been twice to Robin
-Hill for the week-end. He had seemed fearfully languid, sometimes
-even in pain, but had always refused to talk about himself.
-
-"He's awfully dear and unselfish--don't you think, Jon?"
-
-Feeling far from dear and unselfish himself, Jon answered: "Rather!"
-
-"I think, he's been a simply perfect father, so long as I can
-remember."
-
-"Yes," answered Jon, very subdued.
-
-"He's never interfered, and he's always seemed to understand. I
-shall never forget his letting me go to South Africa in the Boer War
-when I was in love with Val."
-
-"That was before he married Mother, wasn't it?" said Jon suddenly.
-
-"Yes. Why?"
-
-"Oh! nothing. Only, wasn't she engaged to Fleur's father first?"
-
-Holly put down the spoon she was using, and raised her eyes. Her
-stare was circumspect. What did the boy know? Enough to make it
-better to tell him? She could not decide. He looked strained and
-worried, altogether older, but that might be the sunstroke.
-
-"There was something," she said. "Of course we were out there, and
-got no news of anything." She could not take the risk.
-
-It was not her secret. Besides, she was in the dark about his
-feelings now. Before Spain she had made sure he was in love; but
-boys were boys; that was seven weeks ago, and all Spain between.
-
-She saw that he knew she was putting him off, and added:
-
-"Have you heard anything of Fleur?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-His face told her, then, more than the most elaborate explanations.
-So he had not forgotten!
-
-She said very quietly: "Fleur is awfully attractive, Jon, but you
-know--Val and I don't really like her very much."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"We think she's got rather a 'having' nature."
-
-"'Having'? I don't know what you mean. She--she--" he pushed his
-dessert plate away, got up, and went to the window.
-
-Holly, too, got up, and put her arm round his waist.
-
-"Don't be angry, Jon dear. We can't all see people in the same
-light, can we? You know, I believe each of us only has about one or
-two people who can see the best that's in us, and bring it out. For
-you I think it's your mother. I once saw her looking at a letter of
-yours; it was wonderful to see her face. I think she's the most
-beautiful woman I ever saw--Age doesn't seem to touch her."
-
-Jon's face softened; then again became tense. Everybody--everybody
-was against him and Fleur! It all strengthened the appeal of her
-words: "Make sure of me--marry me, Jon!"
-
-Here, where he had passed that wonderful week with her--the tug of
-her enchantment, the ache in his heart increased with every minute
-that she was not there to make the room, the garden, the very air
-magical. Would he ever be able to live down here, not seeing her?
-And he closed up utterly, going early to bed. It would not make him
-healthy, wealthy, and wise, but it closeted him with memory of Fleur
-in her fancy frock. He heard Val's arrival--the Ford discharging
-cargo, then the stillness of the summer night stole back--with only
-the bleating of very distant sheep, and a night-Jar's harsh purring.
-He leaned far out. Cold moon--warm air--the Downs like silver!
-Small wings, a stream bubbling, the rambler roses! God--how empty
-all of it without her! In the Bible it was written: Thou shalt leave
-father and mother and cleave to--Fleur!
-
-Let him have pluck, and go and tell them! They couldn't stop him
-marrying her--they wouldn't want to stop him when they knew how he
-felt. Yes! He would go! Bold and open--Fleur was wrong!
-
-The night-jar ceased, the sheep were silent; the only sound in the
-darkness was the bubbling of the stream. And Jon in his bed slept,
-freed from the worst of life's evils--indecision.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-TIMOTHY PROPHESIES
-
-
-On the day of the cancelled meeting at the National Gallery began the
-second anniversary of the resurrection of England's pride and glory--
-or, more shortly, the top hat. "Lord's"--that festival which the
-War had driven from the field--raised its light and dark blue flags
-for the second time, displaying almost every feature of a glorious
-past. Here, in the luncheon interval, were all species of female and
-one species of male hat, protecting the multiple types of face
-associated with "the classes." The observing Forsyte might discern
-in the free or unconsidered seats a certain number of the squash-
-hatted, but they hardly ventured on the grass; the old school--or
-schools--could still rejoice that the proletariat was not yet paying
-the necessary half-crown. Here was still a close borough, the only
-one left on a large scale--for the papers were about to estimate the
-attendance at ten thousand. And the ten thousand, all animated by
-one hope, were asking each other one question: "Where are you
-lunching?" Something wonderfully uplifting and reassuring in that
-query and the sight of so many people like themselves voicing it!
-What reserve power in the British realm--enough pigeons, lobsters,
-lamb, salmon mayonnaise, strawberries, and bottles of champagne to
-feed the lot! No miracle in prospect--no case of seven loaves and a
-few fishes--faith rested on surer foundations. Six thousand top
-hats, four thousand parasols would be doffed and furled, ten thousand
-mouths all speaking the same English would be filled. There was life
-in the old dog yet! Tradition! And again Tradition! How strong and
-how elastic! Wars might rage, taxation prey, Trades Unions take
-toll, and Europe perish of starvation; but the ten thousand would be
-fed; and, within their ring fence, stroll upon green turf, wear their
-top hats, and meet--themselves. The heart was sound, the pulse still
-regular. E-ton! E-ton! Har-r-o-o-o-w!
-
-Among the many Forsytes, present on a hunting-ground theirs, by
-personal prescriptive right, or proxy, was Soames with his wife and
-daughter. He had not been at either school, he took no interest in
-cricket, but he wanted Fleur to show her frock, and he wanted to wear
-his top hat parade it again in peace and plenty among his peers. He
-walked sedately with Fleur between him and Annette. No women
-equalled them, so far as he could see. They could walk, and hold
-themselves up; there was substance in their good looks; the modern
-woman had no build, no chest, no anything! He remembered suddenly
-with what intoxication of pride he had walked round with Irene in the
-first years of his first marriage. And how they used to lunch on the
-drag which his mother would make his father have, because it was so
-"chic"--all drags and carriages in those days, not these lumbering
-great Stands! And how consistently Montague Dartie had drunk too
-much. He supposed that people drank too much still, but there was
-not the scope for it there used to be. He remembered George Forsyte-
--whose brothers Roger and Eustace had been at Harrow and Eton--
-towering up on the top of the drag waving a light-blue flag with one
-hand and a dark-blue flag with the other, and shouting "Etroow-
-Harrton!" Just when everybody was silent, like the buffoon he had
-always been; and Eustace got up to the nines below, too dandified to
-wear any colour or take any notice. H'm! Old days, and Irene in
-grey silk shot with palest green. He looked, sideways, at Fleur's
-face. Rather colourless-no light, no eagerness! That love affair
-was preying on her--a bad business! He looked beyond, at his wife's
-face, rather more touched up than usual, a little disdainful--not
-that she had any business to disdain, so far as he could see. She
-was taking Profond's defection with curious quietude; or was his
-"small" voyage just a blind? If so, he should refuse to see it!
-Having promenaded round the pitch and in front of the pavilion, they
-sought Winifred's table in the Bedouin Club tent. This Club--a new
-"cock and hen"--had been founded in the interests of travel, and of a
-gentleman with an old Scottish name, whose father had somewhat
-strangely been called Levi. Winifred had joined, not because she had
-travelled, but because instinct told her that a Club with such a name
-and such a founder was bound to go far; if one didn't join at once
-one might never have the chance. Its tent, with a text from the
-Koran on an orange ground, and a small green camel embroidered over
-the entrance, was the most striking on the ground. Outside it they
-found Jack Cardigan in a dark blue tie (he had once played for
-Harrow), batting with a Malacca cane to show how that fellow ought to
-have hit that ball. He piloted them in. Assembled in Winifred's
-corner were Imogen, Benedict with his young wife, Val Dartie without
-Holly, Maud and her husband, and, after Soames and his two were
-seated, one empty place.
-
-"I'm expecting Prosper," said Winifred, "but he's so busy with his
-yacht."
-
-Soames stole a glance. No movement in his wife's face! Whether that
-fellow were coming or not, she evidently knew all about it. It did
-not escape him that Fleur, too, looked at her mother. If Annette
-didn't respect his feelings, she might think of Fleur's! The
-conversation, very desultory, was syncopated by Jack Cardigan talking
-about "mid-off." He cited all the "great mid-offs" from the
-beginning of time, as if they had been a definite racial entity in
-the composition of the British people. Soames had finished his
-lobster, and was beginning on pigeon-pie, when he heard the words,
-"I'm a small bit late, Mrs. Dartie," and saw that there was no longer
-any empty place. That fellow was sitting between Annette and Imogen.
-Soames ate steadily on, with an occasional word to Maud and Winifred.
-Conversation buzzed around him. He heard the voice of Profond say:
-
-"I think you're mistaken, Mrs. Forsyde; I'll--I'll bet Miss Forsyde
-agrees with me."
-
-"In what?" came Fleur's clear voice across the table.
-
-"I was sayin', young gurls are much the same as they always were--
-there's very small difference."
-
-"Do you know so much about them?"
-
-
-That sharp reply caught the ears of all, and Soames moved uneasily on
-his thin green chair.
-
-"Well, I don't know, I think they want their own small way, and I
-think they always did."
-
-"Indeed!"
-
-"Oh, but--Prosper," Winifred interjected comfortably, "the girls in
-the streets--the girls who've been in munitions, the little flappers
-in the shops; their manners now really quite hit you in the eye."
-
-At the word "hit" Jack Cardigan stopped his disquisition; and in the
-silence Monsieur Profond said:
-
-"It was inside before, now it's outside; that's all."
-
-"But their morals!" cried Imogen.
-
-"Just as moral as they ever were, Mrs. Cardigan, but they've got more
-opportunity."
-
-The saying, so cryptically cynical, received a little laugh from
-Imogen, a slight opening of Jack Cardigan's mouth, and a creak from
-Soames' chair.
-
-Winifred said: "That's too bad, Prosper."
-
-"What do you say, Mrs. Forsyde; don't you think human nature's always
-the same?"
-
-Soames subdued a sudden longing to get up and kick the fellow. He
-heard his wife reply:
-
-"Human nature is not the same in England as anywhere else." That was
-her confounded mockery!
-
-"Well, I don't know much about this small country"--'No, thank God!'
-thought Soames--"but I should say the pot was boilin' under the lid
-everywhere. We all want pleasure, and we always did."
-
-Damn the fellow! His cynicism was--was outrageous!
-
-When lunch was over they broke up into couples for the digestive
-promenade. Too proud to notice, Soames knew perfectly that Annette
-and that fellow had gone prowling round together. Fleur was with
-Val; she had chosen him, no doubt, because he knew that boy. He
-himself had Winifred for partner. They walked in the bright,
-circling stream, a little flushed and sated, for some minutes, till
-Winifred sighed:
-
-"I wish we were back forty years, old boy!"
-
-Before the eyes of her spirit an interminable procession of her own
-"Lord's" frocks was passing, paid for with the money of her father,
-to save a recurrent crisis. "It's been very amusing, after all.
-Sometimes I even wish Monty was back. What do you think of people
-nowadays, Soames?"
-
-"Precious little style. The thing began to go to pieces with
-bicycles and motor-cars; the War has finished it."
-
-"I wonder what's coming?" said Winifred in a voice dreamy from
-pigeon-pie. "I'm not at all sure we shan't go back to crinolines and
-pegtops. Look at that dress!"
-
-Soames shook his head.
-
-"There's money, but no faith in things. We don't lay by for the
-future. These youngsters--it's all a short life and a merry one with
-them."
-
-"There's a hat!" said Winifred. "I don't know--when you come to
-think of the people killed and all that in the War, it's rather
-wonderful, I think. There's no other country--Prosper says the rest
-are all bankrupt, except America; and of course her men always took
-their style in dress from us."
-
-"Is that chap," said Soames, "really going to the South Seas?"
-
-"Oh! one never knows where Prosper's going!"
-
-"He's a sign of the times," muttered Soames, "if you like."
-
-Winifred's hand gripped his arm.
-
-"Don't turn your head," she said in a low voice, "but look to your
-right in the front row of the Stand."
-
-Soames looked as best he could under that limitation. A man in a
-grey top hat, grey-bearded, with thin brown, folded cheeks, and a
-certain elegance of posture, sat there with a woman in a lawn-
-coloured frock, whose dark eyes were fixed on himself. Soames looked
-quickly at his feet. How funnily feet moved, one after the other
-like that! Winifred's voice said in his ear:
-
-"Jolyon looks very ill; but he always had style. She doesn't change-
--except her hair."
-
-"Why did you tell Fleur about that business?"
-
-"I didn't; she picked it up. I always knew she would."
-
-"Well, it's a mess. She's set her heart upon their boy."
-
-"The little wretch," murmured Winifred. "She tried to take me in
-about that. What shall you do, Soames?"
-
-"Be guided by events."
-
-They moved on, silent, in the almost solid crowd.
-
-"Really," said Winifred suddenly; "it almost seems like Fate. Only
-that's so old-fashioned. Look! there are George and Eustace!"
-
-George Forsyte's lofty bulk had halted before them.
-
-"Hallo, Soames!" he said. "Just met Profond and your wife. You'll
-catch 'em if you put on pace. Did you ever go to see old Timothy?"
-
-Soames nodded, and the streams forced them apart.
-
-"I always liked old George," said Winifred. "He's so droll."
-
-"I never did," said Soames. "Where's your seat? I shall go to mine.
-Fleur may be back there."
-
-Having seen Winifred to her seat, he regained his own, conscious of
-small, white, distant figures running, the click of the bat, the
-cheers and counter-cheers. No Fleur, and no Annette! You could
-expect nothing of women nowadays! They had the vote. They were
-"emancipated," and much good it was doing them! So Winifred would go
-back, would she, and put up with Dartie all over again? To have the
-past once more--to be sitting here as he had sat in '83 and '84,
-before he was certain that his marriage with Irene had gone all
-wrong, before her antagonism had become so glaring that with the best
-will in the world he could not overlook it. The sight of her with
-that fellow had brought all memory back. Even now he could not
-understand why she had been so impracticable. She could love other
-men; she had it in her! To himself, the one person she ought to have
-loved, she had chosen to refuse her heart. It seemed to him,
-fantastically, as he looked back, that all this modern relaxation of
-marriage--though its forms and laws were the same as when he married
-her--that all this modern looseness had come out of her revolt; it
-seemed to him, fantastically, that she had started it, till all
-decent ownership of anything had gone, or was on the point of going.
-All came from her! And now--a pretty state of things! Homes! How
-could you have them without mutual ownership? Not that he had ever
-had a real home! But had that been his fault? He had done his best.
-And his rewards were--those two sitting in that Stand, and this
-affair of Fleur's!
-
-And overcome by loneliness he thought: 'Shan't wait any longer! They
-must find their own way back to the hotel--if they mean to come!'
-Hailing a cab outside the ground, he said:
-
-"Drive me to the Bayswater Road." His old aunts had never failed
-him. To them he had meant an ever-welcome visitor. Though they were
-gone, there, still, was Timothy!
-
-Smither was standing in the open doorway.
-
-"Mr. Soames! I was just taking the air. Cook will be so pleased."
-
-"How is Mr. Timothy?"
-
-"Not himself at all these last few days, sir; he's been talking a
-great deal. Only this morning he was saying: 'My brother James, he's
-getting old.' His mind wanders, Mr. Soames, and then he will talk of
-them. He troubles about their investments. The other day he said:
-'There's my brother Jolyon won't look at Consols'--he seemed quite
-down about it. Come in, Mr. Soames, come in! It's such a pleasant
-change!"
-
-"Well," said Soames, "just for a few minutes."
-
-"No," murmured Smither in the hall, where the air had the singular
-freshness of the outside day, "we haven't been very satisfied with
-him, not all this week. He's always been one to leave a titbit to
-the end; but ever since Monday he's been eating it first. If you
-notice a dog, Mr. Soames, at its dinner, it eats the meat first.
-We've always thought it such a good sign of Mr. Timothy at his age to
-leave it to the last, but now he seems to have lost all his self-
-control; and, of course, it makes him leave the rest. The doctor
-doesn't make anything of it, but"--Smither shook her head--"he seems
-to think he's got to eat it first, in case he shouldn't get to it.
-That and his talking makes us anxious."
-
-"Has he said anything important?"
-
-"I shouldn't like to say that, Mr. Soames; but he's turned against
-his Will. He gets quite pettish--and after having had it out every
-morning for years, it does seem funny. He said the other day: 'They
-want my money.' It gave me such a turn, because, as I said to him,
-nobody wants his money, I'm sure. And it does seem a pity he should
-be thinking about money at his time of life. I took my courage in my
-'ands. 'You know, Mr. Timothy,' I said, 'my dear mistress'--that's
-Miss Forsyte, Mr. Soames, Miss Ann that trained me--'she never
-thought about money,' I said, 'it was all character with her.' He
-looked at me, I can't tell you how funny, and he said quite dry:
-'Nobody wants my character.' Think of his saying a thing like that!
-But sometimes he'll say something as sharp and sensible as anything."
-
-Soames, who had been staring at an old print by the hat-rack,
-thinking, 'That's got value!' murmured: "I'll go up and see him,
-Smither."
-
-"Cook's with him," answered Smither above her corsets; "she will be
-pleased to see you."
-
-He mounted slowly, with the thought: 'Shan't care to live to be that
-age.'
-
-On the second floor, he paused, and tapped. The door was opened, and
-he saw the round homely face of a woman about sixty.
-
-"Mr. Soames!" she said: "Why! Mr. Soames!"
-
-Soames nodded. "All right, Cook!" and entered.
-
-Timothy was propped up in bed, with his hands joined before his
-chest, and his eyes fixed on the ceiling, where a fly was standing
-upside down. Soames stood at the foot of the bed, facing him.
-
-"Uncle Timothy," he said, raising his voice. "Uncle Timothy!"
-
-Timothy's eyes left the fly, and levelled themselves on his visitor.
-Soames could see his pale tongue passing over his darkish lips.
-
-"Uncle Timothy," he said again, "is there anything I can do for you?
-Is there anything you'd like to say?"
-
-"Ha!" said Timothy.
-
-"I've come to look you up and see that everything's all right."
-
-Timothy nodded. He seemed trying to get used to the apparition
-before him.
-
-"Have you got everything you want?"
-
-"No," said Timothy.
-
-"Can I get you anything?"
-
-"No," said Timothy.
-
-"I'm Soames, you know; your nephew, Soames Forsyte. Your brother
-James' son."
-
-Timothy nodded.
-
-"I shall be delighted to do anything I can for you."
-
-Timothy beckoned. Soames went close to him:
-
-"You--" said Timothy in a voice which seemed to have outlived tone,
-"you tell them all from me--you tell them all--" and his finger
-tapped on Soames' arm, "to hold on--hold on--Consols are goin' up,"
-and he nodded thrice.
-
-"All right!" said Soames; "I will."
-
-"Yes," said Timothy, and, fixing his eyes again on the ceiling, he
-added: "That fly!"
-
-Strangely moved, Soames looked at the Cook's pleasant fattish face,
-all little puckers from staring at fires.
-
-"That'll do him a world of good, sir," she said.
-
-A mutter came from Timothy, but he was clearly speaking to himself,
-and Soames went out with the cook.
-
-"I wish I could make you a pink cream, Mr. Soames, like in old days;
-you did so relish them. Good-bye, sir; it has been a pleasure."
-
-"Take care of him, Cook, he is old."
-
-And, shaking her crumpled hand, he went down-stairs. Smither was
-still taking the air in the doorway.
-
-"What do you think of him, Mr. Soames?"
-
-"H'm!" Soames murmured: "He's lost touch."
-
-"Yes," said Smither, "I was afraid you'd think that coming fresh out
-of the world to see him like."
-
-"Smither," said Soames, "we're all indebted to you."
-
-"Oh, no, Mr. Soames, don't say that! It's a pleasure--he's such a
-wonderful man."
-
-"Well, good-bye!" said Soames, and got into his taxi.
-
-'Going up!' he thought; 'going up!'
-
-Reaching the hotel at Knightsbridge he went to their sitting-room,
-and rang for tea. Neither of them were in. And again that sense of
-loneliness came over him. These hotels. What monstrous great places
-they were now! He could remember when there was nothing bigger than
-Long's or Brown's, Morley's or the Tavistock, and the heads that were
-shaken over the Langham and the Grand. Hotels and Clubs--Clubs and
-Hotels; no end to them now! And Soames, who had just been watching
-at Lord's a miracle of tradition and continuity, fell into reverie
-over the changes in that London where he had been born five-and-sixty
-years before. Whether Consols were going up or not, London had
-become a terrific property. No such property in the world, unless it
-were New York! There was a lot of hysteria in the papers nowadays;
-but any one who, like himself, could remember London sixty years ago,
-and see it now, realised the fecundity and elasticity of wealth.
-They had only to keep their heads, and go at it steadily. Why! he
-remembered cobblestones, and stinking straw on the floor of your cab.
-And old Timothy--what could be not have told them, if he had kept his
-memory! Things were unsettled, people in a funk or in a hurry, but
-here were London and the Thames, and out there the British Empire,
-and the ends of the earth. "Consols are goin' up!" He should n't be
-a bit surprised. It was the breed that counted. And all that was
-bull-dogged in Soames stared for a moment out of his grey eyes, till
-diverted by the print of a Victorian picture on the walls. The hotel
-had bought three dozen of that little lot! The old hunting or
-"Rake's Progress" prints in the old inns were worth looking at--but
-this sentimental stuff--well, Victorianism had gone! "Tell them to
-hold on!" old Timothy had said. But to what were they to hold on in
-this modern welter of the "democratic principle"? Why, even privacy
-was threatened! And at the thought that privacy might perish, Soames
-pushed back his teacup and went to the window. Fancy owning no more
-of Nature than the crowd out there owned of the flowers and trees and
-waters of Hyde Park! No, no! Private possession underlay everything
-worth having. The world had slipped its sanity a bit, as dogs now
-and again at full moon slipped theirs and went off for a night's
-rabbiting; but the world, like the dog, knew where its bread was
-buttered and its bed warm, and would come back sure enough to the
-only home worth having--to private ownership. The world was in its
-second childhood for the moment, like old Timothy--eating its titbit
-first!
-
-He heard a sound behind him, and saw that his wife and daughter had
-come in.
-
-"So you're back!" he said.
-
-Fleur did not answer; she stood for a moment looking at him and her
-mother, then passed into her bedroom. Annette poured herself out a
-cup of tea.
-
-"I am going to Paris, to my mother, Soames." "Oh! To your mother?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"For how long?"
-
-"I do not know."
-
-"And when are you going?"
-
-"On Monday."
-
-Was she really going to her mother? Odd, how indifferent he felt!
-Odd, how clearly she had perceived the indifference he would feel so
-long as there was no scandal. And suddenly between her and himself
-he saw distinctly the face he had seen that afternoon--Irene's.
-
-"Will you want money?"
-
-"Thank you; I have enough."
-
-"Very well. Let us know when you are coming back."
-
-Annette put down the cake she was fingering, and, looking up through
-darkened lashes, said:
-
-"Shall I give Maman any message?"
-
-"My regards."
-
-Annette stretched herself, her hands on her waist, and said in
-French:
-
-"What luck that you have never loved me, Soames!" Then rising, she
-too left the room. Soames was glad she had spoken it in French--it
-seemed to require no dealing with. Again that other face--pale,
-dark-eyed, beautiful still! And there stirred far down within him
-the ghost of warmth, as from sparks lingering beneath a mound of
-flaky ash. And Fleur infatuated with her boy! Queer chance! Yet,
-was there such a thing as chance? A man went down a street, a brick
-fell on his head. Ah! that was chance, no doubt. But this!
-"Inherited," his girl had said. She--she was "holding on"!
-
-
-
-
-
-
-PART III
-
-
-I
-
-OLD JOLYON WALKS
-
-
-Twofold impulse had made Jolyon say to his wife at breakfast
-"Let's go up to Lord's!"
-
-"Wanted"--something to abate the anxiety in which those two had lived
-during the sixty hours since Jon had brought Fleur down. "Wanted"--
-too, that which might assuage the pangs of memory in one who knew he
-might lose them any day!
-
-Fifty-eight years ago Jolyon had become an Eton boy, for old Jolyon's
-whim had been that he should be canonised at the greatest possible
-expense. Year after year he had gone to Lord's from Stanhope Gate
-with a father whose youth in the eighteen-twenties had been passed
-without polish in the game of cricket. Old Jolyon would speak quite
-openly of swipes, full tosses, half and three-quarter balls; and
-young Jolyon with the guileless snobbery of youth had trembled lest
-his sire should be overheard. Only in this supreme matter of cricket
-he had been nervous, for his father--in Crimean whiskers then--had
-ever impressed him as the beau ideal. Though never canonised
-himself, Old Jolyon's natural fastidiousness and balance had saved
-him from the errors of the vulgar. How delicious, after howling in a
-top hat and a sweltering heat, to go home with his father in a hansom
-cab, bathe, dress, and forth to the "Disunion" Club, to dine off
-white bait, cutlets, and a tart, and go--two "swells," old and young,
-in lavender kid gloves--to the opera or play. And on Sunday, when
-the match was over, and his top hat duly broken, down with his father
-in a special hansom to the "Crown and Sceptre," and the terrace above
-the river--the golden sixties when the world was simple, dandies
-glamorous, Democracy not born, and the books of Whyte Melville coming
-thick and fast.
-
-A generation later, with his own boy, Jolly, Harrow-buttonholed with
-corn-flowers--by old Jolyon's whim his grandson had been canonised at
-a trifle less expense--again Jolyon had experienced the heat and
-counter-passions of the day, and come back to the cool and the
-strawberry beds of Robin Hill, and billiards after dinner, his boy
-making the most heart-breaking flukes and trying to seem languid and
-grown-up. Those two days each year he and his son had been alone
-together in the world, one on each side--and Democracy just born!
-
-And so, he had unearthed a grey top hat, borrowed a tiny bit of
-light-blue ribbon from Irene, and gingerly, keeping cool, by car and
-train and taxi, had reached Lord's Ground. There, beside her in a
-lawn-coloured frock with narrow black edges, he had watched the game,
-and felt the old thrill stir within him.
-
-When Soames passed, the day was spoiled. Irene's face was distorted
-by compression of the lips. No good to go on sitting here with
-Soames or perhaps his daughter recurring in front of them, like
-decimals. And he said:
-
-"Well, dear, if you've had enough--let's go!"
-
-That evening Jolyon felt exhausted. Not wanting her to see him thus,
-he waited till she had begun to play, and stole off to the little
-study. He opened the long window for air, and the door, that he
-might still hear her music drifting in; and, settled in his father's
-old armchair, closed his eyes, with his head against the worn brown
-leather. Like that passage of the Cesar Franck Sonata--so had been
-his life with her, a divine third movement. And now this business of
-Jon's--this bad business! Drifted to the edge of consciousness, he
-hardly knew if it were in sleep that he smelled the scent of a cigar,
-and seemed to see his father in the blackness before his closed eyes.
-That shape formed, went, and formed again; as if in the very chair
-where he himself was sitting, he saw his father, black-coated, with.
-knees crossed, glasses balanced between thumb and finger; saw the big
-white moustaches, and the deep eyes looking up below a dome of
-forehead and seeming to search his own, seeming to speak. "Are you
-facing it, Jo? It's for you to decide. She's only a woman!" Ah!
-how well he knew his father in that phrase; how all the Victorian Age
-came up with it! And his answer "No, I've funked it--funked hurting
-her and Jon and myself. I've got a heart; I've funked it." But the
-old eyes, so much older, so much younger than his own, kept at it;
-"It's your wife, your son; your past. Tackle it, my boy!" Was it a
-message from walking spirit; or but the instinct of his sire living
-on within him? And again came that scent of cigar smoke-from the old
-saturated leather. Well! he would tackle it, write to Jon, and put
-the whole thing down in black and white! And suddenly he breathed
-with difficulty, with a sense of suffocation, as if his heart were
-swollen. He got up and went out into the air. The stars were very
-bright. He passed along the terrace round the corner of the house,
-till, through the window of the music-room, he could see Irene at the
-piano, with lamp-light falling on her powdery hair; withdrawn into
-herself she seemed, her dark eyes staring straight before her, her
-hands idle. Jolyon saw her raise those hands and clasp them over her
-breast. 'It's Jon, with her,' he thought; 'all Jon! I'm dying out of
-her--it's natural!'
-
-And, careful not to be seen, he stole back.
-
-Next day, after a bad night, he sat down to his task. He wrote with
-difficulty and many erasures.
-
-
-"MY DEAREST BOY,
-
-"You are old enough to understand how very difficult it is for elders
-to give themselves away to their young. Especially when--like your
-mother and myself, though I shall never think of her as anything but
-young--their hearts are altogether set on him to whom they must
-confess. I cannot say we are conscious of having sinned exactly--
-people in real life very seldom are, I believe--but most persons
-would say we had, and at all events our conduct, righteous or not,
-has found us out. The truth is, my dear, we both have pasts, which
-it is now my task to make known to you, because they so grievously
-and deeply affect your future. Many, very many years ago, as far
-back indeed as 1883, when she was only twenty, your mother had the
-great and lasting misfortune to make an unhappy marriage--no, not
-with me, Jon. Without money of her own, and with only a stepmother--
-closely related to Jezebel--she was very unhappy in her home life.
-It was Fleur's father that she married, my cousin Soames Forsyte. He
-had pursued her very tenaciously and to do him justice was deeply in
-love with her. Within a week she knew the fearful mistake she had
-made. It was not his fault; it was her error of judgment--her
-misfortune."
-
-So far Jolyon had kept some semblance of irony, but now his subject
-carried him away.
-
-"Jon, I want to explain to you if I can--and it's very hard--how it
-is that an unhappy marriage such as this can so easily come about.
-You will of course say: 'If she didn't really love him how could she
-ever have married him?' You would be right if it were not for one or
-two rather terrible considerations. From this initial mistake of
-hers all the subsequent trouble, sorrow, and tragedy have come, and
-so I must make it clear to you if I can. You see, Jon, in those days
-and even to this day--indeed, I don't see, for all the talk of
-enlightenment, how it can well be otherwise--most girls are married
-ignorant of the sexual side of life. Even if they know what it means
-they have not experienced it. That's the crux. It is this actual
-lack of experience, whatever verbal knowledge they have, which makes
-all the difference and all the trouble. In a vast number of
-marriages-and your mother's was one--girls are not and cannot be
-certain whether they love the man they marry or not; they do not know
-until after that act of union which makes the reality of marriage.
-Now, in many, perhaps in most doubtful cases, this act cements and
-strengthens the attachment, but in other cases, and your mother's
-was one, it is a revelation of mistake, a destruction of such
-attraction as there was. There is nothing more tragic in a woman's
-life than such a revelation, growing daily, nightly clearer.
-Coarse-grained and unthinking people are apt to laugh at such a
-mistake, and say, 'What a fuss about nothing!' Narrow and self-
-righteous people, only capable of judging the lives of others by
-their own, are apt to condemn those who make this tragic error, to
-condemn them for life to the dungeons they have made for themselves.
-You know the expression: 'She has made her bed, she must lie on it!'
-It is a hard-mouthed saying, quite unworthy of a gentleman or lady in
-the best sense of those words; and I can use no stronger
-condemnation. I have not been what is called a moral man, but I wish
-to use no words to you, my dear, which will make you think lightly of
-ties or contracts into which you enter. Heaven forbid! But with the
-experience of a life behind me I do say that those who condemn the
-victims of these tragic mistakes, condemn them and hold out no hands
-to help them, are inhuman, or rather they would be if they had the
-understanding to know what they are doing. But they haven't! Let
-them go! They are as much anathema to me as I, no doubt, am to them.
-I have had to say all this, because I am going to put you into a
-position to judge your mother, and you are very young, without
-experience of what life is. To go on with the story. After three
-years of effort to subdue her shrinking--I was going to say her
-loathing and it's not too strong a word, for shrinking soon becomes
-loathing under such circumstances--three years of what to a
-sensitive, beauty-loving nature like your mother's, Jon, was torment,
-she met a young man who fell in love with her. He was the architect
-of this very house that we live in now, he was building it for her
-and Fleur's father to live in, a new prison to hold her, in place of
-the one she inhabited with him in London. Perhaps that fact played
-some part in what came of it. But in any case she, too, fell in love
-with him. I know it's not necessary to explain to you that one does
-not precisely choose with whom one will fall in love. It comes.
-Very well! It came. I can imagine--though she never said much to me
-about it--the struggle that then took place in her, because, Jon, she
-was brought up strictly and was not light in her ideas--not at all.
-However, this was an overwhelming feeling, and it came to pass that
-they loved in deed as well as in thought. Then came a fearful
-tragedy. I must tell you of it because if I don't you will never
-understand the real situation that you have now to face. The man
-whom she had married--Soames Forsyte, the father of Fleur one night,
-at the height of her passion for this young man, forcibly reasserted
-his rights over her. The next day she met her lover and told him of
-it. Whether he committed suicide or whether he was accidentally run
-over in his distraction, we never knew; but so it was. Think of your
-mother as she was that evening when she heard of his death. I
-happened to see her. Your grandfather sent me to help her if I
-could. I only just saw her, before the door was shut against me by
-her husband. But I have never forgotten her face, I can see it now.
-I was not in love with her then, not for twelve years after, but I
-have never for gotten. My dear boy--it is not easy to write like
-this. But you see, I must. Your mother is wrapped up in you,
-utterly, devotedly. I don't wish to write harshly of Soames Forsyte.
-I don't think harshly of him. I have long been sorry for him;
-perhaps I was sorry even then. As the world judges she was in error,
-he within his rights. He loved her--in his way. She was his
-property. That is the view he holds of life--of human feelings and
-hearts--property. It's not his fault--so was he born. To me it is a
-view that has always been abhorrent--so was I born! Knowing you as I
-do, I feel it cannot be otherwise than abhorrent to you. Let me go
-on with the story. Your mother fled from his house that night; for
-twelve years she lived quietly alone without companionship of any
-sort, until in 1899 her husband--you see, he was still her husband,
-for he did not attempt to divorce her, and she of course had no right
-to divorce him--became conscious, it seems, of the want of children,
-and commenced a long attempt to induce her to go back to him and give
-him a child. I was her trustee then, under your Grandfather's Will,
-and I watched this going on. While watching, I became attached to
-her, devotedly attached. His pressure increased, till one day she
-came to me here and practically put herself under my protection. Her
-husband, who was kept informed of all her movements, attempted to
-force us apart by bringing a divorce suit, or possibly he really
-meant it, I don't know; but anyway our names were publicly joined.
-That decided us, and we became united in fact. She was divorced,
-married me, and you were born. We have lived in perfect happiness,
-at least I have, and I believe your mother also. Soames, soon after
-the divorce, married Fleur's mother, and she was born. That is the
-story, Jon. I have told it you, because by the affection which we
-see you have formed for this man's daughter you are blindly moving
-toward what must utterly destroy your mother's happiness, if not your
-own. I don't wish to speak of myself, because at my age there's no
-use supposing I shall cumber the ground much longer, besides, what I
-should suffer would be mainly on her account, and on yours. But what
-I want you to realise is that feelings of horror and aversion such as
-those can never be buried or forgotten. They are alive in her to-day.
-Only yesterday at Lord's we happened to see Soames Forsyte. Her
-face, if you had seen it, would have convinced you. The idea that
-you should marry his daughter is a nightmare to her, Jon. I have
-nothing to say against Fleur save that she is his daughter. But your
-children, if you married her, would be the grandchildren of Soames,
-as much as of your mother, of a man who once owned your mother as a
-man might own a slave. Think what that would mean. By such a
-marriage you enter the camp which held your mother prisoner and
-wherein she ate her heart out. You are just on the threshold of
-life, you have only known this girl two months, and however deeply
-you think you love her, I appeal to you to break it off at once.
-Don't give your mother this rankling pain and humiliation during the
-rest of her life. Young though she will always seem to me, she is
-fifty-seven. Except for us two she has no one in the world. She
-will soon have only you. Pluck up your spirit, Jon, and break away.
-Don't put this cloud and barrier between you. Don't break her heart!
-Bless you, my dear boy, and again forgive me for all the pain this
-letter must bring you--we tried to spare it you, but Spain--it seems-
---was no good.
-
-"Ever your devoted father
-
-"JOLYON FORSYTE."
-
-
-Having finished his confession, Jolyon sat with a thin cheek on his
-hand, re-reading. There were things in it which hurt him so much,
-when he thought of Jon reading them, that he nearly tore the letter
-up. To speak of such things at all to a boy--his own boy--to speak
-of them in relation to his own wife and the boy's own mother, seemed
-dreadful to the reticence of his Forsyte soul. And yet without
-speaking of them how make Jon understand the reality, the deep
-cleavage, the ineffaceable scar? Without them, how justify this
-stiffing of the boy's love? He might just as well not write at all!
-
-He folded the confession, and put it in his pocket. It was--thank
-Heaven!--Saturday; he had till Sunday evening to think it over; for
-even if posted now it could not reach Jon till Monday. He felt a
-curious relief at this delay, and at the fact that, whether sent or
-not, it was written.
-
-In the rose garden, which had taken the place of the old fernery, he
-could see Irene snipping and pruning, with a little basket on her
-arm. She was never idle, it seemed to him, and he envied her now
-that he himself was idle nearly all his time. He went down to her.
-She held up a stained glove and smiled. A piece of lace tied under
-her chin concealed her hair, and her oval face with its still dark
-brows looked very young.
-
-"The green-fly are awful this year, and yet it's cold. You look
-tired, Jolyon."
-
-Jolyon took the confession from his pocket. "I've been writing this.
-I think you ought to see it?"
-
-"To Jon?" Her whole face had changed, in that instant, becoming
-almost haggard.
-
-"Yes; the murder's out."
-
-He gave it to her, and walked away among the roses. Presently,
-seeing that she had finished reading and was standing quite still
-with the sheets of the letter against her skirt, he came back to her.
-
-"Well?"
-
-"It's wonderfully put. I don't see how it could be put better.
-Thank you, dear."
-
-"Is there anything you would like left out?"
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"No; he must know all, if he's to understand."
-
-"That's what I thought, but--I hate it!"
-
-He had the feeling that he hated it more than she--to him sex was so
-much easier to mention between man and woman than between man and
-man; and she had always been more natural and frank, not deeply
-secretive like his Forsyte self.
-
-"I wonder if he will understand, even now, Jolyon? He's so young;
-and he shrinks from the physical."
-
-"He gets that shrinking from my father, he was as fastidious as a
-girl in all such matters. Would it be better to rewrite the whole
-thing, and just say you hated Soames?"
-
-Irene shook her head.
-
-"Hate's only a word. It conveys nothing. No, better as it is."
-
-"Very well. It shall go to-morrow."
-
-She raised her face to his, and in sight of the big house's many
-creepered windows, he kissed her.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-CONFESSION
-
-
-Late that same afternoon, Jolyon had a nap in the old armchair.
-Face down on his knee was La Rotisserie de la Refine Pedauque, and
-just before he fell asleep he had been thinking: 'As a people shall
-we ever really like the French? Will they ever really like us!' He
-himself had always liked the French, feeling at home with their wit,
-their taste, their cooking. Irene and he had paid many visits to
-France before the War, when Jon had been at his private school. His
-romance with her had begun in Paris--his last and most enduring
-romance. But the French--no Englishman could like them who could not
-see them in some sort with the detached aesthetic eye! And with that
-melancholy conclusion he had nodded off.
-
-When he woke he saw Jon standing between him and the window. The boy
-had evidently come in from the garden and was waiting for him to
-wake. Jolyon smiled, still half asleep. How nice the chap looked--
-sensitive, affectionate, straight! Then his heart gave a nasty jump;
-and a quaking sensation overcame him. Jon! That confession! He
-controlled himself with an effort. "Why, Jon, where did you spring
-from?"
-
-Jon bent over and kissed his forehead.
-
-Only then he noticed the look on the boy's face.
-
-"I came home to tell you something, Dad."
-
-With all his might Jolyon tried to get the better of the jumping,
-gurgling sensations within his chest.
-
-"Well, sit down, old man. Have you seen your mother?"
-
-"No." The boy's flushed look gave place to pallor; he sat down on
-the arm of the old chair, as, in old days, Jolyon himself used to sit
-beside his own father, installed in its recesses. Right up to the
-time of the rupture in their relations he had been wont to perch
-there--had he now reached such a moment with his own son? All his
-life he had hated scenes like poison, avoided rows, gone on his own
-way quietly and let others go on theirs. But now--it seemed--at the
-very end of things, he had a scene before him more painful than any
-he had avoided. He drew a visor down over his emotion, and waited
-for his son to speak.
-
-"Father," said Jon slowly, "Fleur and I are engaged."
-
-'Exactly!' thought Jolyon, breathing with difficulty.
-
-"I know that you and Mother don't like the idea. Fleur says that
-Mother was engaged to her father before you married her. Of course I
-don't know what happened, but it must be ages ago. I'm devoted to
-her, Dad, and she says she is to me."
-
-Jolyon uttered a queer sound, half laugh, half groan.
-
-"You are nineteen, Jon, and I am seventy-two. How are we to
-understand each other in a matter like this, eh?"
-
-"You love Mother, Dad; you must know what we feel. It isn't fair to
-us to let old things spoil our happiness, is it?"
-
-Brought face to face with his confession, Jolyon resolved to do
-without it if by any means he could. He laid his hand on the boy's
-arm.
-
-"Look, Jon! I might put you off with talk about your both being too
-young and not knowing your own minds, and all that, but you wouldn't
-listen, besides, it doesn't meet the case--Youth, unfortunately,
-cures itself. You talk lightly about 'old things like that,' knowing
-nothing--as you say truly--of what happened. Now, have I ever given
-you reason to doubt my love for you, or my word?"
-
-At a less anxious moment he might have been amused by the conflict
-his words aroused--the boy's eager clasp, to reassure him on these
-points, the dread on his face of what that reassurance would bring
-forth; but he could only feel grateful for the squeeze.
-
-"Very well, you can believe what I tell you. If you don't give up
-this love affair, you will make Mother wretched to the end of her
-days. Believe me, my dear, the past, whatever it was, can't be
-buried--it can't indeed."
-
-Jon got off the arm of the chair.
-
-'The girl'--thought Jolyon--'there she goes--starting up before him--
-life itself--eager, pretty, loving!'
-
-"I can't, Father; how can I--just because you say that? Of course, I
-can't!"
-
-"Jon, if you knew the story you would give this up without
-hesitation; you would have to! Can't you believe me?"
-
-"How can you tell what I should think? Father, I love her better
-than anything in the world."
-
-Jolyon's face twitched, and he said with painful slowness:
-
-"Better than your mother, Jon?"
-
-From the boy's face, and his clenched fists Jolyon realised the
-stress and struggle he was going through.
-
-"I don't know," he burst out, "I don't know! But to give Fleur up
-for nothing--for something I don't understand, for something that I
-don't believe can really matter half so much, will make me--make me"
-
-"Make you feel us unjust, put a barrier--yes. But that's better than
-going on with this."
-
-"I can't. Fleur loves me, and I love her. You want me to trust you;
-why don't you trust me, Father? We wouldn't want to know anything--
-we wouldn't let it make any difference. It'll only make us both love
-you and Mother all the more."
-
-Jolyon put his hand into his breast pocket, but brought it out again
-empty, and sat, clucking his tongue against his teeth.
-
-"Think what your mother's been to you, Jon! She has nothing but you;
-I shan't last much longer."
-
-"Why not? It isn't fair to--Why not?"
-
-"Well," said Jolyon, rather coldly, "because the doctors tell me I
-shan't; that's all."
-
-"Oh, Dad!" cried Jon, and burst into tears.
-
-This downbreak of his son, whom he had not seen cry since he was ten,
-moved Jolyon terribly. He recognised to the full how fearfully soft
-the boy's heart was, how much he would suffer in this business, and
-in life generally. And he reached out his hand helplessly--not
-wishing, indeed not daring to get up.
-
-"Dear man," he said, "don't--or you'll make me!"
-
-Jon smothered down his paroxysm, and stood with face averted, very
-still.
-
-'What now?' thought Jolyon. 'What can I say to move him?'
-
-"By the way, don't speak of that to Mother," he said; "she has enough
-to frighten her with this affair of yours. I know how you feel.
-But, Jon, you know her and me well enough to be sure we wouldn't wish
-to spoil your happiness lightly. Why, my dear boy, we don't care for
-anything but your happiness--at least, with me it's just yours and
-Mother's and with her just yours. It's all the future for you both
-that's at stake."
-
-Jon turned. His face was deadly pale; his eyes, deep in his head,
-seemed to burn.
-
-"What is it? What is it? Don't keep me like this!"
-
-Jolyon, who knew that he was beaten, thrust his hand again into his
-breast pocket, and sat for a full minute, breathing with difficulty,
-his eyes closed. The thought passed through his mind: 'I've had a
-good long innings--some pretty bitter moments--this is the worst!'
-Then he brought his hand out with the letter, and said with a sort of
-fatigue: "Well, Jon, if you hadn't come to-day, I was going to send
-you this. I wanted to spare you--I wanted to spare your mother and
-myself, but I see it's no good. Read it, and I think I'll go into
-the garden." He reached forward to get up.
-
-Jon, who had taken the letter, said quickly, "No, I'll go"; and was
-gone.
-
-Jolyon sank back in his chair. A blue-bottle chose that moment to
-come buzzing round him with a sort of fury; the sound was homely,
-better than nothing.... Where had the boy gone to read his letter?
-The wretched letter--the wretched story! A cruel business--cruel to
-her--to Soames--to those two children--to himself!... His heart
-thumped and pained him. Life--its loves--its work--its beauty--its
-aching, and--its end! A good time; a fine time in spite of all;
-until--you regretted that you had ever been born. Life--it wore you
-down, yet did not make you want to die--that was the cunning evil!
-Mistake to have a heart! Again the blue-bottle came buzzing--
-bringing in all the heat and hum and scent of summer--yes, even the
-scent--as of ripe fruits, dried grasses, sappy shrubs, and the
-vanilla breath of cows. And out there somewhere in the fragrance Jon
-would be reading that letter, turning and twisting its pages in his
-trouble, his bewilderment and trouble--breaking his heart about it!
-The thought made Jolyon acutely miserable. Jon was such a tender-
-hearted chap, affectionate to his bones, and conscientious, too--it
-was so unfair, so damned unfair! He remembered Irene saying to him
-once: "Never was any one born more loving and lovable than Jon."
-Poor little Jon! His world gone up the spout, all of a summer
-afternoon! Youth took things so hard! And stirred, tormented by
-that vision of Youth taking things hard, Jolyon got out of his chair,
-and went to the window. The boy was nowhere visible. And he passed
-out. If one could take any help to him now--one must!
-
-He traversed the shrubbery, glanced into the walled garden--no Jon!
-Nor where the peaches and the apricots were beginning to swell and
-colour. He passed the Cupressus trees, dark and spiral, into the
-meadow. Where had the boy got to? Had he rushed down to the
-coppice--his old hunting-ground? Jolyon crossed the rows of hay.
-They would cock it on Monday and be carrying the day after, if rain
-held off. Often they had crossed this field together--hand in hand,
-when Jon was a little chap. Dash it! The golden age was over by the
-time one was ten! He came to the pond, where flies and gnats were
-dancing over a bright reedy surface; and on into the coppice. It was
-cool there, fragrant of larches. Still no Jon! He called. No
-answer! On the log seat he sat down, nervous, anxious, forgetting
-his own physical sensations. He had been wrong to let the
-boy get away with that letter; he ought to have kept him under his
-eye from the start! Greatly troubled, he got up to retrace his
-steps. At the farm-buildings he called again, and looked into the
-dark cow-house. There in the cool, and the scent of vanilla and
-ammonia, away from flies, the three Alderneys were chewing the quiet
-cud; just milked, waiting for evening, to be turned out again into
-the lower field. One turned a lazy head, a lustrous eye; Jolyon
-could see the slobber on its grey lower lip. He saw everything with
-passionate clearness, in the agitation of his nerves--all that in his
-time he had adored and tried to paint--wonder of light and shade and
-colour. No wonder the legend put Christ into a manger--what more
-devotional than the eyes and moon-white horns of a chewing cow in the
-warm dusk! He called again. No answer! And he hurried away out of
-the coppice, past the pond, up the hill. Oddly ironical--now he came
-to think of it--if Jon had taken the gruel of his discovery down in
-the coppice where his mother and Bosinney in those old days had made
-the plunge of acknowledging their love. Where he himself, on the log
-seat the Sunday morning he came back from Paris, had realised to the
-full that Irene had become the world to him. That would have been
-the place for Irony to tear the veil from before the eyes of Irene's
-boy! But he was not here! Where had he got to? One must find the
-poor chap!
-
-A gleam of sun had come, sharpening to his hurrying senses all the
-beauty of the afternoon, of the tall trees and lengthening shadows,
-of the blue, and the white clouds, the scent of the hay, and the
-cooing of the pigeons; and the flower shapes standing tall. He came
-to the rosery, and the beauty of the roses in that sudden sunlight
-seemed to him unearthly. "Rose, you Spaniard!" Wonderful three
-words! There she had stood by that bush of dark red roses; had stood
-to read and decide that Jon must know it all! He knew all now! Had
-she chosen wrong? He bent and sniffed a rose, its petals brushed his
-nose and trembling lips; nothing so soft as a rose-leaf's velvet,
-except her neck--Irene! On across the lawn he went, up the slope, to
-the oak-tree. Its top alone was glistening, for the sudden sun was
-away over the house; the lower shade was thick, blessedly cool--he
-was greatly overheated. He paused a minute with his hand on the rope
-of the swing--Jolly, Holly--Jon! The old swing! And suddenly, he
-felt horribly--deadly ill. 'I've over done it!' he thought: 'by
-Jove! I've overdone it--after all!' He staggered up toward the
-terrace, dragged himself up the steps, and fell against the wall of
-the house. He leaned there gasping, his face buried in the honey-
-suckle that he and she had taken such trouble with that it might
-sweeten the air which drifted in. Its fragrance mingled with awful
-pain. 'My love!' he thought; 'the boy!' And with a great effort he
-tottered in through the long window, and sank into old Jolyon's
-chair. The book was there, a pencil in it; he caught it up,
-scribbled a word on the open page.... His hand dropped.... So it
-was like this--was it?...
-
-There was a great wrench; and darkness....
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-IRENE
-
-
-When Jon rushed away with the letter in his hand, he ran along the
-terrace and round the corner of the house, in fear and confusion.
-Leaning against the creepered wall he tore open the letter. It was
-long--very long! This added to his fear, and he began reading. When
-he came to the words: "It was Fleur's father that she married,"
-everything seemed to spin before him. He was close to a window, and
-entering by it, he passed, through music-room and hall, up to his
-bedroom. Dipping his face in cold water, he sat on his bed, and went
-on reading, dropping each finished page on the bed beside him. His
-father's writing was easy to read--he knew it so well, though he had
-never had a letter from him one quarter so long. He read with a dull
-feeling--imagination only half at work. He best grasped, on that
-first reading, the pain his father must have had in writing such a
-letter. He let the last sheet fall, and in a sort of mental, moral
-helplessness began to read the first again. It all seemed to him
-disgusting--dead and disgusting. Then, suddenly, a hot wave of
-horrified emotion tingled through him. He buried his face in his
-hands. His mother! Fleur's father! He took up the letter again,
-and read on mechanically. And again came the feeling that it was all
-dead and disgusting; his own love so different! This letter said his
-mother--and her father! An awful letter!
-
-Property! Could there be men who looked on women as their property?
-Faces seen in street and countryside came thronging up before him--
-red, stock-fish faces; hard, dull faces; prim, dry faces; violent
-faces; hundreds, thousands of them! How could he know what men who
-had such faces thought and did? He held his head in his hands and
-groaned. His mother! He caught up the letter and read on again:
-"horror and aversion-alive in her to-day.... your children....
-grandchildren.... of a man who once owned your mother as a man might
-own a slave...." He got up from his bed. This cruel shadowy past,
-lurking there to murder his love and Fleur's, was true, or his father
-could never have written it. 'Why didn't they tell me the first
-thing,' he thought, 'the day I first saw Fleur? They knew "I'd seen
-her. They were afraid, and--now--I've--got it!' Overcome by misery
-too acute for thought or reason, he crept into a dusky corner of the
-room and sat down on the floor. He sat there, like some unhappy
-little animal. There was comfort in dusk, and the floor--as if he
-were back in those days when he played his battles sprawling all over
-it. He sat there huddled, his hair ruffled, his hands clasped round
-his knees, for how long he did not know. He was wrenched from his
-blank wretchedness by the sound of the door opening from his mother's
-room. The blinds were down over the windows of his room, shut up in
-his absence, and from where he sat he could only hear a rustle, her
-footsteps crossing, till beyond the bed he saw her standing before
-his dressing-table. She had something in her hand. He hardly
-breathed, hoping she would not see him, and go away. He saw her
-touch things on the table as if they had some virtue in them, then
-face the window-grey from head to foot like a ghost. The least turn
-of her head, and she must see him! Her lips moved: "Oh! Jon!" She
-was speaking to herself; the tone of her voice troubled Jon's heart.
-He saw in her hand a little photograph. She held it toward the
-light, looking at it--very small. He knew it--one of himself as a
-tiny boy, which she always kept in her bag. His heart beat fast.
-And, suddenly as if she had heard it, she turned her eyes and saw
-him. At the gasp she gave, and the movement of her hands pressing
-the photograph against her breast, he said:
-
-"Yes, it's me."
-
-She moved over to the bed, and sat down on it, quite close to him,
-her hands still clasping her breast, her feet among the sheets of the
-letter which had slipped to the floor. She saw them, and her hands
-grasped the edge of the bed. She sat very upright, her dark eyes
-fixed on him. At last she spoke.
-
-"Well, Jon, you know, I see."
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You've seen Father?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-There was a long silence, till she said:
-
-"Oh! my darling!"
-
-"It's all right." The emotions in him were so, violent and so mixed
-that he dared not move--resentment, despair, and yet a strange
-yearning for the comfort of her hand on his forehead.
-
-"What are you going to do?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-There was another long silence, then she got up. She stood a moment,
-very still, made a little movement with her hand, and said: "My
-darling boy, my most darling boy, don't think of me--think of
-yourself," and, passing round the foot of the bed, went back into her
-room.
-
-Jon turned--curled into a sort of ball, as might a hedgehog--into the
-corner made by the two walls.
-
-He must have been twenty minutes there before a cry roused him. It
-came from the terrace below. He got up, scared. Again came the cry:
-"Jon!" His mother was calling! He ran out and down the stairs,
-through the empty dining-room into the study. She was kneeling
-before the old armchair, and his father was lying back quite white,
-his head on his breast, one of his hands resting on an open book,
-with a pencil clutched in it--more strangely still than anything he
-had ever seen. She looked round wildly, and said:
-
-"Oh! Jon--he's dead--he's dead!"
-
-Jon flung himself down, and reaching over the arm of the chair, where
-he had lately been sitting, put his lips to the forehead. Icy cold!
-How could--how could Dad be dead, when only an hour ago--! His
-mother's arms were round the knees; pressing her breast against them.
-"Why--why wasn't I with him?" he heard her whisper. Then he saw the
-tottering word "Irene" pencilled on the open page, and broke down
-himself. It was his first sight of human death, and its unutterable
-stillness blotted from him all other emotion; all else, then, was but
-preliminary to this! All love and life, and joy, anxiety, and
-sorrow, all movement, light and beauty, but a beginning to this
-terrible white stillness. It made a dreadful mark on him; all seemed
-suddenly little, futile, short. He mastered himself at last, got up,
-and raised her.
-
-"Mother! don't cry--Mother!"
-
-Some hours later, when all was done that had to be, and his mother
-was lying down, he saw his father alone, on the bed, covered with a
-white sheet. He stood for a long time gazing at that face which had
-never looked angry--always whimsical, and kind. "To be kind and keep
-your end up--there's nothing else in it," he had once heard his
-father say. How wonderfully Dad had acted up to that philosophy! He
-understood now that his father had known for a long time past that
-this would come suddenly--known, and not said a word. He gazed with
-an awed and passionate reverence. The loneliness of it--just to
-spare his mother and himself! His own trouble seemed small while he
-was looking at that face. The word scribbled on the page! The
-farewell word! Now his mother had no one but himself! He went up
-close to the dead face--not changed at all, and yet completely
-changed. He had heard his father say once that he did not believe in
-consciousness surviving death, or that if it did it might be just
-survival till the natural age limit of the body had been reached--the
-natural term of its inherent vitality; so that if the body were
-broken by accident, excess, violent disease, consciousness might
-still persist till, in the course of Nature uninterfered with, it
-would naturally have faded out. It had struck him because he had
-never heard any one else suggest it. When the heart failed like
-this--surely it was not quite natural! Perhaps his father's
-consciousness was in the room with him. Above the bed hung a picture
-of his father's father. Perhaps his consciousness, too, was still
-alive; and his brother's--his half-brother, who had died in the
-Transvaal. Were they all gathered round this bed? Jon kissed the
-forehead, and stole back to his own room. The door between it and
-his mother's was ajar; she had evidently been in--everything was
-ready for him, even some biscuits and hot milk, and the letter no
-longer on the floor. He ate and drank, watching the last light fade.
-He did not try to see into the future--just stared at the dark
-branches of the oak-tree, level with his window, and felt as if life
-had stopped. Once in the night, turning in his heavy sleep, he was
-conscious of something white and still, beside his bed, and started
-up.
-
-His mother's voice said:
-
-"It's only I, Jon dear!" Her hand pressed his forehead gently back;
-her white figure disappeared.
-
-Alone! He fell heavily asleep again, and dreamed he saw his mother's
-name crawling on his bed.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-SOAMES COGITATES
-
-
-The announcement in The Times of his cousin Jolyon's death affected
-Soames quite simply. So that chap was gone! There had never been a
-time in their two lives when love had not been lost between them.
-That quick-blooded sentiment hatred had run its course long since in
-Soames' heart, and he had refused to allow any recrudescence, but he
-considered this early decease a piece of poetic justice. For twenty
-years the fellow had enjoyed the reversion of his wife and house,
-and--he was dead! The obituary notice, which appeared a little
-later, paid Jolyon--he thought--too much attention. It spoke of that
-"diligent and agreeable painter whose work we have come to look on as
-typical of the best late-Victorian water-colour art." Soames, who
-had almost mechanically preferred Mole, Morpin, and Caswell Baye, and
-had always sniffed quite audibly when he came to one of his cousin's
-on the line, turned The Times with a crackle.
-
-He had to go up to Town that morning on Forsyte affairs, and was
-fully conscious of Gradman's glance sidelong over his spectacles.
-The old clerk had about him an aura of regretful congratulation. He
-smelled, as it were, of old days. One could almost hear him
-thinking: "Mr. Jolyon, ye-es--just my age, and gone--dear, dear! I
-dare say she feels it. She was a mice-lookin' woman. Flesh is
-flesh! They've given 'im a notice in the papers. Fancy!" His
-atmosphere in fact caused Soames to handle certain leases and
-conversions with exceptional swiftness.
-
-"About that settlement on Miss Fleur, Mr. Soames?"
-
-"I've thought better of that," answered Soames shortly.
-
-"Ah! I'm glad of that. I thought you were a little hasty. The
-times do change."
-
-How this death would affect Fleur had begun to trouble Soames. He
-was not certain that she knew of it--she seldom looked at the paper,
-never at the births, marriages, and deaths.
-
-He pressed matters on, and made his way to Green Street for lunch.
-Winifred was almost doleful. Jack Cardigan had broken a splashboard,
-so far as one could make out, and would not be "fit" for some time.
-She could not get used to the idea.
-
-"Did Profond ever get off?" he said suddenly.
-
-"He got off," replied Winifred, "but where--I don't know."
-
-Yes, there it was--impossible to tell anything! Not that he wanted
-to know. Letters from Annette were coming from Dieppe, where she and
-her mother were staying.
-
-"You saw that fellow's death, I suppose?"
-
-"Yes," said Winifred. "I'm sorry for--for his children. He was very
-amiable." Soames uttered a rather queer sound. A suspicion of the
-old deep truth--that men were judged in this world rather by what
-they were than by what they did--crept and knocked resentfully at the
-back doors of his mind.
-
-"I know there was a superstition to that effect," he muttered.
-
-"One must do him justice now he's dead."
-
-"I should like to have done him justice before," said Soames; "but I
-never had the chance. Have you got a 'Baronetage' here?"
-
-"Yes; in that bottom row."
-
-Soames took out a fat red book, and ran over the leaves.
-
-"Mont-Sir Lawrence, 9th Bt., cr. 1620, e. s. of Geoffrey, 8th Bt.,
-and Lavinia, daur. of Sir Charles Muskham, Bt., of Muskham Hall,
-Shrops: marr. 1890 Emily, daur. of Conway Charwell, Esq., of
-Condaford Grange, co. Oxon; 1 son, heir Michael Conway, b. 1895, 2
-daurs. Residence: Lippinghall Manor, Folwell, Bucks. Clubs: Snooks':
-Coffee House: Aeroplane. See BidIicott."
-
-"H'm!" he said. "Did you ever know a publisher?"
-
-"Uncle Timothy."
-
-"Alive, I mean."
-
-"Monty knew one at his Club. He brought him here to dinner once.
-Monty was always thinking of writing a book, you know, about how to
-make money on the turf. He tried to interest that man."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"He put him on to a horse--for the Two Thousand. We didn't see him
-again. He was rather smart, if I remember."
-
-"Did it win?"
-
-"No; it ran last, I think. You know Monty really was quite clever in
-his way."
-
-"Was he?" said Soames. "Can you see any connection between a sucking
-baronet and publishing?"
-
-"People do all sorts of things nowadays," replied Winifred. "The
-great stunt seems not to be idle--so different from our time. To do
-nothing was the thing then. But I suppose it'll come again."
-
-"This young Mont that I'm speaking of is very sweet on Fleur. If it
-would put an end to that other affair I might encourage it."
-
-"Has he got style?" asked Winifred.
-
-"He's no beauty; pleasant enough, with some scattered brains.
-There's a good deal of land, I believe. He seems genuinely attached.
-But I don't know."
-
-"No," murmured Winifred; "it's--very difficult. I always found it
-best to do nothing. It is such a bore about Jack; now we shan't get
-away till after Bank Holiday. Well, the people are always amusing, I
-shall go into the Park and watch them."
-
-"If I were you," said Soames, "I should have a country cottage, and
-be out of the way of holidays and strikes when you want."
-
-"The country bores me," answered Winifred, "and I found the railway
-strike quite exciting."
-
-Winifred had always been noted for sang-froid.
-
-Soames took his leave. All the way down to Reading he debated
-whether he should tell Fleur of that boy's father's death. It did
-not alter the situation except that he would be independent now, and
-only have his mother's opposition to encounter. He would come into a
-lot of money, no doubt, and perhaps the house--the house built for
-Irene and himself--the house whose architect had wrought his domestic
-ruin. His daughter--mistress of that house! That would be poetic
-justice! Soames uttered a little mirthless laugh. He had designed
-that house to re-establish his failing union, meant it for the seat
-of his descendants, if he could have induced Irene to give him one!
-Her son and Fleur! Their children would be, in some sort, offspring
-of the union between himself and her!
-
-The theatricality in that thought was repulsive to his sober sense.
-And yet--it would be the easiest and wealthiest way out of the
-impasse, now that Jolyon was gone. The juncture of two Forsyte
-fortunes had a kind of conservative charm. And she--Irene-would be
-linked to him once more. Nonsense! Absurd! He put the notion from
-his head.
-
-On arriving home he heard the click of billiard-balls, and through
-the window saw young Mont sprawling over the table. Fleur, with her
-cue akimbo, was watching with a smile. How pretty she looked! No
-wonder that young fellow was out of his mind about her. A title--
-land! There was little enough in land, these days; perhaps less in a
-title. The old Forsytes had always had a kind of contempt for
-titles, rather remote and artificial things--not worth the money they
-cost, and having to do with the Court. They had all had that feeling
-in differing measure--Soames remembered. Swithin, indeed, in his
-most expansive days had once attended a Levee. He had come away
-saying he shouldn't go again--"all that small fry." It was suspected
-that he had looked too big in knee-breeches. Soames remembered how
-his own mother had wished to be presented because of the fashionable
-nature of the performance, and how his father had put his foot down
-with unwonted decision. What did she want with that peacocking--
-wasting time and money; there was nothing in it!
-
-The instinct which had made and kept the English Commons the chief
-power in the State, a feeling that their own world was good enough
-and a little better than any other because it was their world, had
-kept the old Forsytes singularly free of "flummery," as Nicholas had
-been wont to call it when he had the gout. Soames' generation, more
-self-conscious and ironical, had been saved by a sense of Swithin in
-knee-breeches. While the third and the fourth generation, as it
-seemed to him, laughed at everything.
-
-However, there was no harm in the young fellow's being heir to a
-title and estate--a thing one couldn't help. He entered quietly, as
-Mont missed his shot. He noted the young man's eyes, fixed on Fleur
-bending over in her turn; and the adoration in them almost touched
-him.
-
-She paused with the cue poised on the bridge of her slim hand, and
-shook her crop of short dark chestnut hair.
-
-"I shall never do it."
-
-"'Nothing venture.'"
-
-"All right." The cue struck, the ball rolled. "There!"
-
-"Bad luck! Never mind!"
-
-Then they saw him, and Soames said:
-
-"I'll mark for you."
-
-He sat down on the raised seat beneath the marker, trim and tired,
-furtively studying those two young faces. When the game was over
-Mont came up to him.
-
-"I've started in, sir. Rum game, business, isn't it? I suppose you
-saw a lot of human nature as a solicitor."
-
-"I did."
-
-"Shall I tell you what I've noticed: People are quite on the wrong
-tack in offering less than they can afford to give; they ought to
-offer more, and work backward."
-
-Soames raised his eyebrows.
-
-"Suppose the more is accepted?"
-
-"That doesn't matter a little bit," said Mont; "it's much more paying
-to abate a price than to increase it. For instance, say we offer an
-author good terms--he naturally takes them. Then we go into it, find
-we can't publish at a decent profit and tell him so. He's got
-confidence in us because we've been generous to him, and he comes
-down like a lamb, and bears us no malice. But if we offer him poor
-terms at the start, he doesn't take them, so we have to advance them
-to get him, and he thinks us damned screws into the bargain.
-
-"Try buying pictures on that system," said Soames; "an offer accepted
-is a contract--haven't you learned that?"
-
-Young Mont turned his head to where Fleur was standing in the window.
-
-"No," he said, "I wish I had. Then there's another thing. Always
-let a man off a bargain if he wants to be let off."
-
-"As advertisement?" said Soames dryly.
-
-"Of course it is; but I meant on principle."
-
-"Does your firm work on those lines?"
-
-"Not yet," said Mont, "but it'll come."
-
-"And they will go."
-
-"No, really, sir. I'm making any number of observations, and they
-all confirm my theory. Human nature is consistently underrated in
-business, people do themselves out of an awful lot of pleasure and
-profit by that. Of course, you must be perfectly genuine and open,
-but that's easy if you feel it. The more human and generous you are
-the better chance you've got in business."
-
-Soames rose.
-
-"Are you a partner?"
-
-"Not for six months, yet."
-
-"The rest of the firm had better make haste and retire."
-
-Mont laughed.
-
-"You'll see," he said. "There's going to be a big change. The
-possessive principle has got its shutters up."
-
-"What?" said Soames.
-
-"The house is to let! Good-bye, sir; I'm off now."
-
-Soames watched his daughter give her hand, saw her wince at the
-squeeze it received, and distinctly heard the young man's sigh as he
-passed out. Then she came from the window, trailing her finger along
-the mahogany edge of the billiard-table. Watching her, Soames knew
-that she was going to ask him something. Her finger felt round the
-last pocket, and she looked up.
-
-"Have you done anything to stop Jon writing to me, Father?"
-
-Soames shook his head.
-
-"You haven't seen, then?" he said. "His father died just a week ago
-to-day."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-In her startled, frowning face he saw the instant struggle to
-apprehend what this would mean.
-
-"Poor Jon! Why didn't you tell me, Father?"
-
-"I never know!" said Soames slowly; "you don't confide in me."
-
-"I would, if you'd help me, dear."
-
-"Perhaps I shall."
-
-Fleur clasped her hands. "Oh! darling--when one wants a thing
-fearfully, one doesn't think of other people. Don't be angry with
-me."
-
-Soames put out his hand, as if pushing away an aspersion.
-
-"I'm cogitating," he said. What on earth had made him use a word
-like that! "Has young Mont been bothering you again?"
-
-Fleur smiled. "Oh! Michael! He's always bothering; but he's such a
-good sort--I don't mind him."
-
-"Well," said Soames, "I'm tired; I shall go and have a nap before
-dinner."
-
-He went up to his picture-gallery, lay down on the couch there, and
-closed his eyes. A terrible responsibility this girl of his--whose
-mother was--ah! what was she? A terrible responsibility! Help her--
-how could he help her? He could not alter the fact that he was her
-father. Or that Irene--! What was it young Mont had said--some
-nonsense about the possessive instinct--shutters up--To let? Silly!
-
-The sultry air, charged with a scent of meadow-sweet, of river and
-roses, closed on his senses, drowsing them.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-THE FIXED IDEA
-
-
-"The fixed idea," which has outrun more constables than any other form
-of human disorder, has never more speed and stamina than when it
-takes the avid guise of love. To hedges and ditches, and doors, to
-humans without ideas fixed or otherwise, to perambulators and the
-contents sucking their fixed ideas, even to the other sufferers from
-this fast malady--the fixed idea of love pays no attention. It runs
-with eyes turned inward to its own light, oblivious of all other
-stars. Those with the fixed ideas that human happiness depends on
-their art, on vivisecting dogs, on hating foreigners, on paying
-supertax, on remaining Ministers, on making wheels go round, on
-preventing their neighbours from being divorced, on conscientious
-objection, Greek roots, Church dogma, paradox and superiority to
-everybody else, with other forms of ego-mania--all are unstable
-compared with him or her whose fixed idea is the possession of some
-her or him. And though Fleur, those chilly summer days, pursued the
-scattered life of a little Forsyte whose frocks are paid for, and
-whose business is pleasure, she was--as Winifred would have said in
-the latest fashion of speech--"honest to God" indifferent to it all.
-She wished and wished for the moon, which sailed in cold skies above
-the river or the Green Park when she went to Town. She even kept
-Jon's letters, covered with pink silk, on her heart, than which in
-days when corsets were so low, sentiment so despised, and chests so
-out of fashion, there could, perhaps, have been no greater proof of
-the fixity of her idea.
-
-After hearing of his father's death, she wrote to Jon, and received
-his answer three days later on her return from a river picnic. It
-was his first letter since their meeting at June's. She opened it
-with misgiving, and read it with dismay.
-
-"Since I saw you I've heard everything about the past. I won't tell
-it you--I think you knew when we met at June's. She says you did.
-If you did, Fleur, you ought to have told me. I expect you only
-heard your father's side of it. I have heard my mother's. It's
-dreadful. Now that she's so sad I can't do anything to hurt her
-more. Of course, I long for you all day, but I don't believe now
-that we shall ever come together--there's something too strong
-pulling us apart."
-
-So! Her deception had found her out. But Jon--she felt--had
-forgiven that. It was what he said of his mother which caused the
-guttering in her heart and the weak sensation in her legs.
-
-Her first impulse was to reply--her second, not to reply. These
-impulses were constantly renewed in the days which followed, while
-desperation grew within her. She was not her father's child for
-nothing. The tenacity which had at once made and undone Soames was
-her backbone, too, frilled and embroidered by French grace and
-quickness. Instinctively she conjugated the verb "to have" always
-with the pronoun "I." She concealed, however, all signs of her
-growing desperation, and pursued such river pleasures as the winds
-and rain of a disagreeable July permitted, as if she had no care in
-the world; nor did any "sucking baronet" ever neglect the business of
-a publisher more consistently than her attendant spirit, Michael
-Mont.
-
-To Soames she was a puzzle. He was almost deceived by this careless
-gaiety. Almost--because he did not fail to mark her eyes often fixed
-on nothing, and the film of light shining from her bedroom window
-late at night. What was she thinking and brooding over into small
-hours when she ought to have been asleep? But he dared not ask what
-was in her mind; and, since that one little talk in the billiard-
-room, she said nothing to him.
-
-In this taciturn condition of affairs it chanced that Winifred
-invited them to lunch and to go afterward to "a most amusing little
-play, 'The Beggar's Opera'" and would they bring a man to make four?
-Soames, whose attitude toward theatres was to go to nothing,
-accepted, because Fleur's attitude was to go to everything. They
-motored up, taking Michael Mont, who, being in his seventh heaven,
-was found by Winifred "very amusing." "The Beggar's Opera" puzzled
-Soames. The people were very unpleasant, the whole thing very
-cynical. Winifred was "intrigued"--by the dresses. The music, too,
-did not displease her. At the Opera, the night before, she had
-arrived too early for the Russian Ballet, and found the stage
-occupied by singers, for a whole hour pale or apoplectic from terror
-lest by some dreadful inadvertence they might drop into a tune.
-Michael Mont was enraptured with the whole thing. And all three
-wondered what Fleur was thinking of it. But Fleur was not thinking
-of it. Her fixed idea stood on the stage and sang with Polly
-Peachum, mimed with Filch, danced with Jenny Diver, postured with
-Lucy Lockit, kissed, trolled, and cuddled with Macheath. Her lips
-might smile, her hands applaud, but the comic old masterpiece made no
-more impression on her than if it had been pathetic, like a modern
-"Revue." When they embarked in the car to return, she ached because
-Jon was not sitting next her instead of Michael Mont. When, at some
-jolt, the young man's arm touched hers as if by accident, she only
-thought: 'If that were Jon's arm!' When his cheerful voice, tempered
-by her proximity, murmured above the sound of the car's progress, she
-smiled and answered, thinking: 'If that were Jon's voice!' and when
-once he said, "Fleur, you look a perfect angel in that dress!" she
-answered, "Oh, do you like it? thinking, 'If only Jon could see it!'
-
-During this drive she took a resolution. She would go to Robin Hill
-and see him--alone; she would take the car, without word beforehand
-to him or to her father. It was nine days since his letter, and she
-could wait no longer. On Monday she would go! The decision made her
-well disposed toward young Mont. With something to look forward to
-she could afford to tolerate and respond. He might stay to dinner;
-propose to her as usual; dance with her, press her hand, sigh--do
-what he liked. He was only a nuisance when he interfered with her
-fixed idea. She was even sorry for him so far as it was possible to
-be sorry for anybody but herself just now. At dinner he seemed to
-talk more wildly than usual about what he called "the death of the
-close borough"--she paid little attention, but her father seemed
-paying a good deal, with the smile on his face which meant
-opposition, if not anger.
-
-"The younger generation doesn't think as you do, sir; does it,
-Fleur?"
-
-Fleur shrugged her shoulders--the younger generation was just Jon,
-and she did not know what he was thinking.
-
-"Young people will think as I do when they're my age, Mr. Mont.
-Human nature doesn't change."
-
-"I admit that, sir; but the forms of thought change with the times.
-The pursuit of self-interest is a form of thought that's going out."
-
-"Indeed! To mind one's own business is not a form of thought, Mr.
-Mont, it's an instinct."
-
-Yes, when Jon was the business!
-
-"But what is one's business, sir? That's the point. Everybody's
-business is going to be one's business. Isn't it, Fleur?"
-
-Fleur only smiled.
-
-"If not," added young Mont, "there'll be blood."
-
-"People have talked like that from time immemorial"
-
-"But you'll admit, sir, that the sense of property is dying out?"
-
-"I should say increasing among those who have none."
-
-"Well, look at me! I'm heir to an entailed estate. I don't want the
-thing; I'd cut the entail to-morrow."
-
-"You're not married, and you don't know what you're talking about."
-
-Fleur saw the young man's eyes turn rather piteously upon her.
-
-"Do you really mean that marriage--?" he began.
-
-"Society is built on marriage," came from between her father's close
-lips; "marriage and its consequences. Do you want to do away with
-it?"
-
-Young Mont made a distracted gesture. Silence brooded over the
-dinner table, covered with spoons bearing the Forsyte crest--a
-pheasant proper--under the electric light in an alabaster globe. And
-outside, the river evening darkened, charged with heavy moisture and
-sweet scents.
-
-'Monday,' thought Fleur; 'Monday!'
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-DESPERATE
-
-
-The weeks which followed the death of his father were sad and empty
-to the only Jolyon Forsyte left. The necessary forms and ceremonies-
--the reading of the Will, valuation of the estate, distribution of
-the legacies--were enacted over the head, as it were, of one not yet
-of age. Jolyon was cremated. By his special wish no one attended
-that ceremony, or wore black for him. The succession of his
-property, controlled to some extent by old Jolyon's Will, left his
-widow in possession of Robin Hill, with two thousand five hundred
-pounds a year for life. Apart from this the two Wills worked
-together in some complicated way to insure that each of Jolyon's
-three children should have an equal share in their grandfather's and
-father's property in the future as in the present, save only that
-Jon, by virtue of his sex, would have control of his capital when he
-was twenty-one, while June and Holly would only have the spirit of
-theirs, in order that their children might have the body after them.
-If they had no children, it would all come to Jon if he outlived
-them; and since June was fifty, and Holly nearly forty, it was
-considered in Lincoln's Inn Fields that but for the cruelty of income
-tax, young Jon would be as warm a man as his grandfather when he
-died. All this was nothing to Jon, and little enough to his mother.
-It was June who did everything needful for one who had left his
-affairs in perfect order. When she had gone, and those two were
-alone again in the great house, alone with death drawing them
-together, and love driving them apart, Jon passed very painful days
-secretly disgusted and disappointed with himself. His mother would
-look at him with such a patient sadness which yet had in it an
-instinctive pride, as if she were reserving her defence. If she
-smiled he was angry that his answering smile should be so grudging
-and unnatural. He did not judge or condemn her; that was all too
-remote--indeed, the idea of doing so had never come to him. No! he
-was grudging and unnatural because he couldn't have what he wanted be
-cause of her. There was one alleviation--much to do in connection
-with his father's career, which could not be safely entrusted to
-June, though she had offered to undertake it. Both Jon and his
-mother had felt that if she took his portfolios, unexhibited drawings
-and unfinished matter, away with her, the work would encounter such
-icy blasts from Paul Post and other frequenters of her studio, that
-it would soon be frozen out even of her warm heart. On its old-
-fashioned plane and of its kind the work was good, and they could not
-bear the thought of its subjection to ridicule. A one-man exhibition
-of his work was the least testimony they could pay to one they had
-loved; and on preparation for this they spent many hours together.
-Jon came to have a curiously increased respect for his father. The
-quiet tenacity with which he had converted a mediocre talent into
-something really individual was disclosed by these researches. There
-was a great mass of work with a rare continuity of growth in depth
-and reach of vision. Nothing certainly went very deep, or reached
-very high--but such as the work was, it was thorough, conscientious,
-and complete. And, remembering his father's utter absence of "side"
-or self-assertion, the chaffing humility with which he had always
-spoken of his own efforts, ever calling himself "an amateur," Jon
-could not help feeling that he had never really known his father. To
- take himself seriously, yet never bore others by letting them know
-that he did so, seemed to have been his ruling principle. There was
-something in this which appealed to the boy, and made him heartily
-endorse his mother's comment: "He had true refinement; he couldn't
-help thinking of others, whatever he did. And when he took a
-resolution which went counter, he did it with the minimum of
-defiance--not like the Age, is it? Twice in his life he had to go
-against everything; and yet it never made him bitter." Jon saw tears
-running down her face, which she at once turned away from him. She
-was so quiet about her loss that sometimes he had thought she didn't
-feel it much. Now, as he looked at her, he felt how far he fell
-short of the reserve power and dignity in both his father and his
-mother. And, stealing up to her, he put his arm round her waist.
-She kissed him swiftly, but with a sort of passion, and went out of
-the room.
-
-The studio, where they had been sorting and labelling, had once been
-Holly's schoolroom, devoted to her silkworms, dried lavender, music,
-and other forms of instruction. Now, at the end of July, despite its
-northern and eastern aspects, a warm and slumberous air came in
-between the long-faded lilac linen curtains. To redeem a little the
-departed glory, as of a field that is golden and gone, clinging to a
-room which its master has left, Irene had placed on the paint-stained
-table a bowl of red roses. This, and Jolyon's favourite cat, who
-still clung to the deserted habitat, were the pleasant spots in that
-dishevelled, sad workroom. Jon, at the north window, sniffing air
-mysteriously scented with warm strawberries, heard a car drive up.
-The lawyers again about some nonsense! Why did that scent so make
-one ache? And where did it come from--there were no strawberry beds
-on this side of the house. Instinctively he took a crumpled sheet of
-paper from his pocket, and wrote down some broken words. A warmth
-began spreading in his chest; he rubbed the palms of his hands
-together. Presently he had jotted this:
-
-"If I could make a little song
-A little song to soothe my heart!
-I'd make it all of little things
-The plash of water, rub of wings,
-The puffing-off of dandies crown,
-The hiss of raindrop spilling down,
-The purr of cat, the trill of bird,
-And ev'ry whispering I've heard
-From willy wind in leaves and grass,
-And all the distant drones that pass.
-A song as tender and as light
-As flower, or butterfly in flight;
-And when I saw it opening,
-I'd let it fly and sing!"
-
-He was still muttering it over to himself at the window, when he
-heard his name called, and, turning round, saw Fleur. At that
-amazing apparition, he made at first no movement and no sound, while
-her clear vivid glance ravished his heart. Then he went forward to
-the table, saying, "How nice of you to come!" and saw her flinch as
-if he had thrown something at her.
-
-"I asked for you," she said, "and they showed me up here. But I can
-go away again."
-
-Jon clutched the paint-stained table. Her face and figure in its
-frilly frock photographed itself with such startling vividness upon
-his eyes, that if she had sunk through the floor he must still have
-seen her.
-
-"I know I told you a lie, Jon. But I told it out of love."
-
-"Yes, oh! yes! That's nothing!"
-
-"I didn't answer your letter. What was the use--there wasn't
-anything to answer. I wanted to see you instead." She held out both
-her hands, and Jon grasped them across the table. He tried to say
-something, but all his attention was given to trying not to hurt her
-hands. His own felt so hard and hers so soft. She said almost
-defiantly:
-
-"That old story--was it so very dreadful?"
-
-"Yes." In his voice, too, there was a note of defiance.
-
-She dragged her hands away. "I didn't think in these days boys were
-tied to their mothers' apron-strings."
-
-Jon's chin went up as if he had been struck.
-
-"Oh! I didn't mean it, Jon. What a horrible thing to say!" Swiftly
-she came close to him. "Jon, dear; I didn't mean it."
-
-"All right."
-
-She had put her two hands on his shoulder, and her forehead down on
-them; the brim of her hat touched his neck, and he felt it quivering.
-But, in a sort of paralysis, he made no response. She let go of his
-shoulder and drew away.
-
-"Well, I'll go, if you don't want me. But I never thought you'd have
-given me up."
-
-"I haven't," cried Jon, coming suddenly to life. "I can't. I'll try
-again."
-
-Her eyes gleamed, she swayed toward him. "Jon--I love you! Don't
-give me up! If you do, I don't know what--I feel so desperate. What
-does it matter--all that past-compared with this?"
-
-She clung to him. He kissed her eyes, her cheeks, her lips. But
-while he kissed her he saw, the sheets of that letter fallen down on
-the floor of his bedroom--his father's white dead face--his mother
-kneeling before it. Fleur's whispered, "Make her! Promise! Oh! Jon,
-try!" seemed childish in his ear. He felt curiously old.
-
-"I promise!" he muttered. "Only, you don't understand."
-
-"She wants to spoil our lives, just because--"
-
-"Yes, of what?"
-
-Again that challenge in his voice, and she did not answer. Her arms
-tightened round him, and he returned her kisses; but even while he
-yielded, the poison worked in him, the poison of the letter. Fleur
-did not know, she did not understand--she misjudged his mother; she
-came from the enemy's camp! So lovely, and he loved her so--yet,
-even in her embrace, he could not help the memory of Holly's words:
-"I think she has a 'having' nature," and his mother's "My darling
-boy, don't think of me--think of yourself!"
-
-When she was gone like a passionate dream, leaving her image on his
-eyes, her kisses on his lips, such an ache in his heart, Jon leaned
-in the window, listening to the car bearing her away. Still the
-scent as of warm strawberries, still the little summer sounds that
-should make his song; still all the promise of youth and happiness in
-sighing, floating, fluttering July--and his heart torn; yearning
-strong in him; hope high in him yet with its eyes cast down, as if
-ashamed. The miserable task before him! If Fleur was desperate, so
-was he--watching the poplars swaying, the white clouds passing, the
-sunlight on the grass.
-
-He waited till evening, till after their almost silent dinner, till
-his mother had played to him and still he waited, feeling that she
-knew what he was waiting to say. She kissed him and went up-stairs,
-and still he lingered, watching the moonlight and the moths, and that
-unreality of colouring which steals along and stains a summer night.
-And he would have given anything to be back again in the past--barely
-three months back; or away forward, years, in the future. The
-present with this dark cruelty of a decision, one way or the other,
-seemed impossible. He realised now so much more keenly what his
-mother felt than he had at first; as if the story in that letter had
-been a poisonous germ producing a kind of fever of partisanship, so
-that he really felt there were two camps, his mother's and his--
-Fleur's and her father's. It might be a dead thing, that old tragic
-ownership and enmity, but dead things were poisonous till time had
-cleaned them away. Even his love felt tainted, less illusioned, more
-of the earth, and with a treacherous lurking doubt lest Fleur, like
-her father, might want to own; not articulate, just a stealing haunt,
-horribly unworthy, which crept in and about the ardour of his
-memories, touched with its tarnishing breath the vividness and grace
-of that charmed face and figure--a doubt, not real enough to convince
-him of its presence, just real enough to deflower a perfect faith.
-And perfect faith, to Jon, not yet twenty, was essential. He still
-had Youth's eagerness to give with both hands, to take with neither--
-to give lovingly to one who had his own impulsive generosity. Surely
-she had! He got up from the window-seat and roamed in the big grey
-ghostly room, whose walls were hung with silvered canvas. This house
-his father said in that death-bed letter--had been built for his
-mother to live in--with Fleur's father! He put out his hand in the
-half-dark, as if to grasp the shadowy hand of the dead. He clenched,
-trying to feel the thin vanished fingers of his father; to squeeze
-them, and reassure him that he-he was on his father's side. Tears,
-prisoned within him, made his eyes feel dry and hot. He went back to
-the window. It was warmer, not so eerie, more comforting outside,
-where the moon hung golden, three days off full; the freedom of the
-night was comforting. If only Fleur and he had met on some desert
-island without a past--and Nature for their house! Jon had still his
-high regard for desert islands, where breadfruit grew, and the water
-was blue above the coral. The night was deep, was free--there was
-enticement in it; a lure, a promise, a refuge from entanglement, and
-love! Milksop tied to his mother's...! His cheeks burned. He shut
-the window, drew curtains over it, switched off the lighted sconce,
-and went up-stairs.
-
-The door of his room was open, the light turned up; his mother, still
-in her evening gown, was standing at the window. She turned and
-said:
-
-"Sit down, Jon; let's talk." She sat down on the window-seat, Jon on
-his bed. She had her profile turned to him, and the beauty and grace
-of her figure, the delicate line of the brow, the nose, the neck, the
-strange and as it were remote refinement of her, moved him. His
-mother never belonged to her surroundings. She came into them from
-somewhere--as it were! What was she going to say to him, who had in
-his heart such things to say to her?
-
-"I know Fleur came to-day. I'm not surprised." It was as though she
-had added: "She is her father's daughter!" And Jon's heart hardened.
-Irene went on quietly:
-
-"I have Father's letter. I picked it up that night and kept it.
-Would you like it back, dear?"
-
-Jon shook his head.
-
-"I had read it, of course, before he gave it to you. It didn't quite
-do justice to my criminality."
-
-'Mother!" burst from Jon's lips.
-
-"He put it very sweetly, but I know that in marrying Fleur's father
-without love I did a dreadful thing. An unhappy marriage, Jon, can
-play such havoc with other lives besides one's own. You are
-fearfully young, my darling, and fearfully loving. Do you think you
-can possibly be happy with this girl?"
-
-Staring at her dark eyes, darker now from pain, Jon answered
-
-"Yes; oh! yes--if you could be."
-
-Irene smiled.
-
-"Admiration of beauty and longing for possession are not love. If
-yours were another case like mine, Jon--where the deepest things are
-stifled; the flesh joined, and the spirit at war!"
-
-"Why should it, Mother? You think she must be like her father, but
-she's not. I've seen him."
-
-Again the smile came on Irene's lips, and in Jon something wavered;
-there was such irony and experience in that smile.
-
-"You are a giver, Jon; she is a taker."
-
-That unworthy doubt, that haunting uncertainty again! He said with
-vehemence:
-
-"She isn't--she isn't. It's only because I can't bear to make you
-unhappy, Mother, now that Father--" He thrust his fists against his
-forehead.
-
-Irene got up.
-
-"I told you that night, dear, not to mind me. I meant it. Think of
-yourself and your own happiness! I can stand what's left--I've
-brought it on myself."
-
-Again the word "Mother!" burst from Jon's lips.
-
-She came over to him and put her hands over his.
-
-"Do you feel your head, darling?"
-
-Jon shook it. What he felt was in his chest--a sort of tearing
-asunder of the tissue there, by the two loves.
-
-"I shall always love you the same, Jon, whatever you do. You won't
-lose anything." She smoothed his hair gently, and walked away.
-
-He heard the door shut; and, rolling over on the bed, lay, stifling
-his breath, with an awful held-up feeling within him.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-EMBASSY
-
-
-Enquiring for her at tea time Soames learned that Fleur had been out
-in the car since two. Three hours! Where had she gone? Up to
-London without a word to him? He had never become quite reconciled
-with cars. He had embraced them in principle--like the born
-empiricist, or Forsyte, that he was--adopting each symptom of
-progress as it came along with: "Well, we couldn't do without them
-now." But in fact he found them tearing, great, smelly things.
-Obliged by Annette to have one--a Rollhard with pearl-grey cushions,
-electric light, little mirrors, trays for the ashes of cigarettes,
-flower vases--all smelling of petrol and stephanotis--he regarded it
-much as he used to regard his brother-in-law, Montague Dartie. The
-thing typified all that was fast, insecure, and subcutaneously oily
-in modern life. As modern life became faster, looser, younger,
-Soames was becoming older, slower, tighter, more and more in thought
-and language like his father James before him. He was almost aware
-of it himself. Pace and progress pleased him less and less; there
-was an ostentation, too, about a car which he considered provocative
-in the prevailing mood of Labour. On one occasion that fellow Sims
-had driven over the only vested interest of a working man. Soames
-had not forgotten the behaviour of its master, when not many people
-would have stopped to put up with it. He had been sorry for the dog,
-and quite prepared to take its part against the car, if that ruffian
-hadn't been so outrageous. With four hours fast becoming five, and
-still no Fleur, all the old car-wise feelings he had experienced in
-person and by proxy balled within him, and sinking sensations
-troubled the pit of his stomach. At seven he telephoned to Winifred
-by trunk call. No! Fleur had not been to Green Street. Then where
-was she? Visions of his beloved daughter rolled up in her pretty
-frills, all blood and dust-stained, in some hideous catastrophe,
-began to haunt him. He went to her room and spied among her things.
-She had taken nothing--no dressing-case, no Jewellery. And this, a
-relief in one sense, increased his fears of an accident. Terrible to
-be helpless when his loved one was missing, especially when he
-couldn't bear fuss or publicity of any kind! What should he do if
-she were not back by nightfall?
-
-At a quarter to eight he heard the car. A great weight lifted from
-off his heart; he hurried down. She was getting out--pale and tired-
-looking, but nothing wrong. He met her in the hall.
-
-"You've frightened me. Where have you been?"
-
-"To Robin Hill. I'm sorry, dear. I had to go; I'll tell you
-afterward." And, with a flying kiss, she ran up-stairs.
-
-Soames waited in the drawing-room. To Robin Hill! What did that
-portend?
-
-It was not a subject they could discuss at dinner--consecrated to the
-susceptibilities of the butler. The agony of nerves Soames had been
-through, the relief he felt at her safety, softened his power to
-condemn what she had done, or resist what she was going to do; he
-waited in a relaxed stupor for her revelation. Life was a queer
-business. There he was at sixty-five and no more in command of
-things than if he had not spent forty years in building up security-
-always something one couldn't get on terms with! In the pocket of
-his dinner-jacket was a letter from Annette. She was coming back in
-a fortnight. He knew nothing of what she had been doing out there.
-And he was glad that he did not. Her absence had been a relief. Out
-of sight was out of mind! And now she was coming back. Another
-worry! And the Bolderby Old Crome was gone--Dumetrius had got it--
-all because that anonymous letter had put it out of his thoughts. He
-furtively remarked the strained look on his daughter's face, as if
-she too were gazing at a picture that she couldn't buy. He almost
-wished the War back. Worries didn't seem, then, quite so worrying.
-From the caress in her voice, the look on her face, he became certain
-that she wanted something from him, uncertain whether it would be
-wise of him to give it her. He pushed his savoury away uneaten, and
-even joined her in a cigarette.
-
-After dinner she set the electric piano-player going. And he augured
-the worst when she sat down on a cushion footstool at his knee, and
-put her hand on his.
-
-"Darling, be nice to me. I had to see Jon--he wrote to me. He's
-going to try what he can do with his mother. But I've been thinking.
-It's really in your hands, Father. If you'd persuade her that it
-doesn't mean renewing the past in any way! That I shall stay yours,
-and Jon will stay hers; that you need never see him or her, and she
-need never see you or me! Only you could persuade her, dear, because
-only you could promise. One can't promise for other people. Surely
-it wouldn't be too awkward for you to see her just this once now that
-Jon's father is dead?"
-
-"Too awkward?" Soames repeated. "The whole thing's preposterous."
-
-"You know," said Fleur, without looking up, "you wouldn't mind seeing
-her, really."
-
-Soames was silent. Her words had expressed a truth too deep for him
-to admit. She slipped her fingers between his own--hot, slim, eager,
-they clung there. This child of his would corkscrew her way into a
-brick wall!
-
-"What am I to do if you won't, Father?" she said very softly.
-
-"I'll do anything for your happiness," said Soanies; "but this isn't
-for your happiness."
-
-"Oh! it is; it is!"
-
-"It'll only stir things up," he said grimly.
-
-"But they are stirred up. The thing is to quiet them. To make her
-feel that this is just our lives, and has nothing to do with yours or
-hers. You can do it, Father, I know you can."
-
-"You know a great deal, then," was Soames' glum answer.
-
-"If you will, Jon and I will wait a year--two years if you like."
-
-"It seems to me," murmured Soames, "that you care nothing about what
-I feel."
-
-Fleur pressed his hand against her cheek.
-
-"I do, darling. But you wouldn't like me to be awfully miserable."
-
-How she wheedled to get her ends! And trying with all his might to
-think she really cared for him--he was not sure--not sure. All she
-cared for was this boy! Why should he help her to get this boy, who
-was killing her affection for himself? Why should he? By the laws
-of the Forsytes it was foolish! There was nothing to be had out of
-it--nothing! To give her to that boy! To pass her into the enemy's
-camp, under the influence of the woman who had injured him so deeply!
-Slowly--inevitably--he would lose this flower of his life! And
-suddenly he was conscious that his hand was wet. His heart gave a
-little painful jump. He couldn't bear her to cry. He put his other
-hand quickly over hers, and a tear dropped on that, too. He couldn't
-go on like this! "Well, well," he said, "I'll think it over, and do
-what I can. Come, come!" If she must have it for her happiness--she
-must; he couldn't refuse to help her. And lest she should begin to
-thank him he got out of his chair and went up to the piano-player--
-making that noise! It ran down, as he reached it, with a faint buzz.
-That musical box of his nursery days: "The Harmonious Blacksmith,"
-"Glorious Port"--the thing had always made him miserable when his
-mother set it going on Sunday afternoons. Here it was again--the
-same thing, only larger, more expensive, and now it played "The Wild,
-Wild Women," and "The Policeman's Holiday," and he was no longer in
-black velvet with a sky blue collar. 'Profond's right,' he thought,
-'there's nothing in it! We're all progressing to the grave!' And
-with that surprising mental comment he walked out.
-
-He did not see Fleur again that night. But, at breakfast, her eyes
-followed him about with an appeal he could not escape--not that he
-intended to try. No! He had made up his mind to the nerve-racking
-business. He would go to Robin Hill--to that house of memories.
-Pleasant memory--the last! Of going down to keep that boy's father
-and Irene apart by threatening divorce. He had often thought, since,
-that it had clinched their union. And, now, he was going to clinch
-the union of that boy with his girl. 'I don't know what I've done,'
-he thought, 'to have such things thrust on me!' He went up by train
-and down by train, and from the station walked by the long rising
-lane, still very much as he remembered it over thirty years ago.
-Funny--so near London! Some one evidently was holding on to the land
-there. This speculation soothed him, moving between the high hedges
-slowly, so as not to get overheated, though the day was chill enough.
-After all was said and done there was something real about land, it
-didn't shift. Land, and good pictures! The values might fluctuate a
-bit, but on the whole they were always going up--worth holding on to,
-in a world where there was such a lot of unreality, cheap building,
-changing fashions, such a "Here to-day and gone to-morrow" spirit.
-The French were right, perhaps, with their peasant proprietorship,
-though he had no opinion of the French. One's bit of land!
-Something solid in it! He had heard peasant proprietors described as
-a pig-headed lot; had heard young Mont call his father a pigheaded
-Morning Poster--disrespectful young devil. Well, there were worse
-things than being pig-headed or reading the Morning Post. There was
-Profond and his tribe, and all these Labour chaps, and loud-mouthed
-politicians and 'wild, wild women'! A lot of worse things! And
-suddenly Soames became conscious of feeling weak, and hot, and shaky.
-Sheer nerves at the meeting before him! As Aunt Juley might have
-said--quoting "Superior Dosset"--his nerves were "in a proper
-fautigue." He could see the house now among its trees, the house he
-had watched being built, intending it for himself and this woman,
-who, by such strange fate, had lived in it with another after all!
-He began to think of Dumetrius, Local Loans, and other forms of
-investment. He could not afford to meet her with his nerves all
-shaking; he who represented the Day of Judgment for her on earth as
-it was in heaven; he, legal ownership, personified, meeting lawless
-beauty, incarnate. His dignity demanded impassivity during this
-embassy designed to link their offspring, who, if she had behaved
-herself, would have been brother and sister. That wretched tune,
-"The Wild, Wild Women," kept running in his head, perversely, for
-tunes did not run there as a rule. Passing the poplars in front of
-the house, he thought: 'How they've grown; I had them planted!'
-A maid answered his ring.
-
-"Will you say--Mr. Forsyte, on a very special matter."
-
-If she realised who he was, quite probably she would not see him.
-'By George!' he thought, hardening as the tug came. 'It's a topsy-
-turvy affair!'
-
-The maid came back. "Would the gentleman state his business,
-please?"
-
-"Say it concerns Mr. Jon," said Soames.
-
-And once more he was alone in that hall with the pool of grey-white
-marble designed by her first lover. Ah! she had been a bad lot--had
-loved two men, and not himself! He must remember that when he came
-face to face with her once more. And suddenly he saw her in the
-opening chink between the long heavy purple curtains, swaying, as if
-in hesitation; the old perfect poise and line, the old startled dark-
-eyed gravity, the old calm defensive voice: "Will you come in,
-please?"
-
-He passed through that opening. As in the picture-gallery and the
-confectioner's shop, she seemed to him still beautiful. And this was
-the first time--the very first--since he married her seven-and-thirty
-years ago, that he was speaking to her without the legal right to
-call her his. She was not wearing black--one of that fellow's
-radical notions, he supposed.
-
-"I apologise for coming," he said glumly; "but this business must be
-settled one way or the other."
-
-"Won't you sit down?"
-
-"No, thank you."
-
-Anger at his false position, impatience of ceremony between them,
-mastered him, and words came tumbling out:
-
-"It's an infernal mischance; I've done my best to discourage it. I
-consider my daughter crazy, but I've got into the habit of indulging
-her; that's why I'm here. I suppose you're fond of your son."
-
-"Devotedly."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"It rests with him."
-
-He had a sense of being met and baffled. Always--always she had
-baffled him, even in those old first married days.
-
-"It's a mad notion," he said.
-
-"It is."
-
-"If you had only--! Well--they might have been--" he did not finish
-that sentence "brother and sister and all this saved," but he saw her
-shudder as if he had, and stung by the sight he crossed over to the
-window. Out there the trees had not grown--they couldn't, they were
-old
-
-"So far as I'm concerned," he said, "you may make your mind easy. I
-desire to see neither you nor your son if this marriage comes about.
-Young people in these days are--are unaccountable. But I can't bear
-to see my daughter unhappy. What am I to say to her when I go back?"
-
-"Please say to her as I said to you, that it rests with Jon."
-
-"You don't oppose it?"
-
-"With all my heart; not with my lips."
-
-Soames stood, biting his finger.
-
-"I remember an evening--" he said suddenly; and was silent. What was
-there--what was there in this woman that would not fit into the four
-corners of his hate or condemnation? "Where is he--your son?"
-
-"Up in his father's studio, I think."
-
-"Perhaps you'd have him down."
-
-He watched her ring the bell, he watched the maid come in.
-
-"Please tell Mr. Jon that I want him."
-
-"If it rests with him," said Soames hurriedly, when the maid was
-gone, "I suppose I may take it for granted that this unnatural
-marriage will take place; in that case there'll be formalities. Whom
-do I deal with--Herring's?"
-
-Irene nodded.
-
-"You don't propose to live with them?"
-
-Irene shook her head.
-
-"What happens to this house?"
-
-"It will be as Jon wishes."
-
-"This house," said Soames suddenly: "I had hopes when I began it. If
-they live in it--their children! They say there's such a thing as
-Nemesis. Do you believe in it?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Oh! You do!"
-
-He had come back from the window, and was standing close to her, who,
-in the curve of her grand piano, was, as it were, embayed.
-
-"I'm not likely to see you again," he said slowly. "Will you shake
-hands"--his lip quivered, the words came out jerkily--"and let the
-past die." He held out his hand. Her pale face grew paler, her eyes
-so dark, rested immovably on his, her hands remained clasped in front
-of her. He heard a sound and turned. That boy was standing in the
-opening of the curtains. Very queer he looked, hardly recognisable
-as the young fellow he had seen in the Gallery off Cork Street--very
-queer; much older, no youth in the face at all--haggard, rigid, his
-hair ruffled, his eyes deep in his head. Soames made an effort, and
-said with a lift of his lip, not quite a smile nor quite a sneer:
-
-"Well, young man! I'm here for my daughter; it rests with you, it
-seems--this matter. Your mother leaves it in your hands."
-
-The boy continued staring at his mother's face, and made no answer.
-
-"For my daughter's sake I've brought myself to come," said Soames.
-"What am I to say to her when I go back?"
-
-Still looking at his mother, the boy said, quietly:
-
-"Tell Fleur that it's no good, please; I must do as my father wished
-before he died."
-
-"Jon!"
-
-"It's all right, Mother."
-
-In a kind of stupefaction Soames looked from one to the other; then,
-taking up hat and umbrella which he had put down on a chair, he
-walked toward the curtains. The boy stood aside for him to go by.
-He passed through and heard the grate of the rings as the curtains
-were drawn behind him. The sound liberated something in his chest.
-
-'So that's that!' he thought, and passed out of the front door.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-THE DARK TUNE
-
-
-As Soames walked away from the house at Robin Hill the sun broke
-through the grey of that chill afternoon, in smoky radiance. So
-absorbed in landscape painting that he seldom looked seriously for
-effects of Nature out of doors--he was struck by that moody
-effulgence--it mourned with a triumph suited to his own feeling.
-Victory in defeat. His embassy had come to naught. But he was rid
-of those people, had regained his daughter at the expense of--her
-happiness. What would Fleur say to him? Would she believe he had
-done his best? And under that sunlight faring on the elms, hazels,
-hollies of the lane and those unexploited fields, Soames felt dread.
-She would be terribly upset! He must appeal to her pride. That boy
-had given her up, declared part and lot with the woman who so long
-ago had given her father up! Soames clenched his hands. Given him
-up, and why? What had been wrong with him? And once more he felt
-the malaise of one who contemplates himself as seen by another--like
-a dog who chances on his refection in a mirror and is intrigued and
-anxious at the unseizable thing.
-
-Not in a hurry to get home, he dined in town at the Connoisseurs.
-While eating a pear it suddenly occurred to him that, if he had not
-gone down to Robin Hill, the boy might not have so decided. He
-remembered the expression on his face while his mother was refusing
-the hand he had held out. A strange, an awkward thought! Had Fleur
-cooked her own goose by trying to make too sure?
-
-He reached home at half-past nine. While the car was passing in at
-one drive gate he heard the grinding sputter of a motor-cycle passing
-out by the other. Young Mont, no doubt, so Fleur had not been
-lonely. But he went in with a sinking heart. In the cream-panelled
-drawing-room she was sitting with her elbows on her knees, and her
-chin on her clasped hands, in front of a white camellia plant which
-filled the fireplace. That glance at her before she saw him renewed
-his dread. What was she seeing among those white camellias?
-
-"Well, Father!"
-
-Soames shook his head. His tongue failed him. This was murderous
-work! He saw her eyes dilate, her lips quivering.
-
-"What? What? Quick, Father!"
-
-"My dear," said Soames, "I--I did my best, but--" And again he shook
-his head.
-
-Fleur ran to him, and put a hand on each of his shoulders.
-
-"She?"
-
-"No," muttered Soames; "he. I was to tell you that it was no use; he
-must do what his father wished before he died." He caught her by the
-waist. "Come, child, don't let them hurt you. They're not worth
-your little finger."
-
-Fleur tore herself from his grasp.
-
-"You didn't you--couldn't have tried. You--you betrayed me, Father!"
-
-Bitterly wounded, Soames gazed at her passionate figure writhing
-there in front of him.
-
-"You didn't try--you didn't--I was a fool! Iwon't believe he could--
-he ever could! Only yesterday he--! Oh! why did I ask you?"
-
-"Yes," said Soames, quietly, "why did you? I swallowed my feelings;
-I did my best for you, against my judgment--and this is my reward.
-Good-night!"
-
-With every nerve in his body twitching he went toward the door.
-
-Fleur darted after him.
-
-"He gives me up? You mean that? Father!"
-
-Soames turned and forced himself to answer:
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Oh!" cried Fleur. "What did you--what could you have done in those
-old days?"
-
-The breathless sense of really monstrous injustice cut the power of
-speech in Soames' throat. What had he done! What had they done to
-him!
-
-And with quite unconscious dignity he put his hand on his breast, and
-looked at her.
-
-"It's a shame!" cried Fleur passionately.
-
-Soames went out. He mounted, slow and icy, to his picture gallery,
-and paced among his treasures. Outrageous! Oh! Outrageous! She
-was spoiled! Ah! and who had spoiled her? He stood still before the
-Goya copy. Accustomed to her own way in everything. Flower of his
-life! And now that she couldn't have it! He turned to the window
-for some air. Daylight was dying, the moon rising, gold behind the
-poplars! What sound was that? Why! That piano thing! A dark tune,
-with a thrum and a throb! She had set it going--what comfort could
-she get from that? His eyes caught movement down there beyond the
-lawn, under the trellis of rambler roses and young acacia-trees,
-where the moonlight fell. There she was, roaming up and down. His
-heart gave a little sickening jump. What would she do under this
-blow? How could he tell? What did he know of her--he had only loved
-her all his life--looked on her as the apple of his eye! He knew
-nothing--had no notion. There she was--and that dark tune--and the
-river gleaming in the moonlight!
-
-'I must go out,' he thought.
-
-He hastened down to the drawing-room, lighted just as he had left it,
-with the piano thrumming out that waltz, or fox-trot, or whatever
-they called it in these days, and passed through on to the verandah.
-
-Where could he watch, without her seeing him? And he stole down
-through the fruit garden to the boat-house. He was between her and
-the river now, and his heart felt lighter. She was his daughter, and
-Annette's--she wouldn't do anything foolish; but there it was--he
-didn't know! From the boat house window he could see the last acacia
-and the spin of her skirt when she turned in her restless march.
-That tune had run down at last--thank goodness! He crossed the floor
-and looked through the farther window at the water slow-flowing past
-the lilies. It made little bubbles against them, bright where a
-moon-streak fell. He remembered suddenly that early morning when he
-had slept on the house-boat after his father died, and she had just
-been born--nearly nineteen years ago! Even now he recalled the
-unaccustomed world when he woke up, the strange feeling it had given
-him. That day the second passion of his life began--for this girl of
-his, roaming under the acacias. What a comfort she had been to him!
-And all the soreness and sense of outrage left him. If he could make
-her happy again, he didn't care! An owl flew, queeking, queeking; a
-bat flitted by; the moonlight brightened and broadened on the water.
-How long was she going to roam about like this! He went back to the
-window, and suddenly saw her coming down to the bank. She stood
-quite close, on the landing-stage. And Soames watched, clenching his
-hands. Should he speak to her? His excitement was intense. The
-stillness of her figure, its youth, its absorption in despair, in
-longing, in--itself. He would always remember it, moonlit like that;
-and the faint sweet reek of the river and the shivering of the willow
-leaves. She had everything in the world that he could give her,
-except the one thing that she could not have because of him! The
-perversity of things hurt him at that moment, as might a fish-bone in
-his throat.
-
-Then, with an infinite relief, he saw her turn back toward the house.
-What could he give her to make amends? Pearls, travel, horses, other
-young men--anything she wanted--that he might lose the memory of her
-young figure lonely by the water! There! She had set that tune
-going again! Why--it was a mania! Dark, thrumming, faint,
-travelling from the house. It was as though she had said: "If I
-can't have something to keep me going, I shall die of this!" Soames
-dimly understood. Well, if it helped her, let her keep it thrumming
-on all night! And, mousing back through the fruit garden, he
-regained the verandah. Though he meant to go in and speak to her
-now, he still hesitated, not knowing what to say, trying hard to
-recall how it felt to be thwarted in love. He ought to know, ought
-to remember--and he could not! Gone--all real recollection; except
-that it had hurt him horribly. In this blankness he stood passing
-his handkerchief over hands and lips, which were very dry. By
-craning his head he could just see Fleur, standing with her back to
-that piano still grinding out its tune, her arms tight crossed on her
-breast, a lighted cigarette between her lips, whose smoke half veiled
-her face. The expression on it was strange to Soames, the eyes shone
-and stared, and every feature was alive with a sort of wretched scorn
-and anger. Once or twice he had seen Annette look like that--the
-face was too vivid, too naked, not his daughter's at that moment.
-And he dared not go in, realising the futility of any attempt at
-consolation. He sat down in the shadow of the ingle-nook.
-
-Monstrous trick, that Fate had played him! Nemesis! That old
-unhappy marriage! And in God's name-why? How was he to know, when
-he wanted Irene so violently, and she consented to be his, that she
-would never love him? The tune died and was renewed, and died again,
-and still Soames sat in the shadow, waiting for he knew not what.
-The fag of Fleur's cigarette, flung through the window, fell on the
-grass; he watched it glowing, burning itself out. The moon had freed
-herself above the poplars, and poured her unreality on the garden.
-Comfortless light, mysterious, withdrawn--like the beauty of that
-woman who had never loved him--dappling the nemesias and the stocks
-with a vesture not of earth. Flowers! And his flower so unhappy!
-Ah! Why could one not put happiness into Local Loans, gild its
-edges, insure it against going down?
-
-Light had ceased to flow out now from the drawing-room window. All
-was silent and dark in there. Had she gone up? He rose, and,
-tiptoeing, peered in. It seemed so! He entered. The verandah kept
-the moonlight out; and at first he could see nothing but the outlines
-of furniture blacker than the darkness. He groped toward the farther
-window to shut it. His foot struck a chair, and he heard a gasp.
-There she was, curled and crushed into the corner of the sofa! His
-hand hovered. Did she want his consolation? He stood, gazing at
-that ball of crushed frills and hair and graceful youth, trying to
-burrow its way out of sorrow. How leave her there? At last he
-touched her hair, and said:
-
-"Come, darling, better go to bed. I'll make it up to you, somehow."
-How fatuous! But what could he have said?
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-UNDER THE OAK-TREE
-
-
-When their visitor had disappeared Jon and his mother stood without
-speaking, till he said suddenly:
-
-"I ought to have seen him out."
-
-But Soames was already walking down the drive, and Jon went upstairs
-to his father's studio, not trusting himself to go back.
-
-The expression on his mother's face confronting the man she had once
-been married to, had sealed a resolution growing within him ever
-since she left him the night before. It had put the finishing touch
-of reality. To marry Fleur would be to hit his mother in the face;
-to betray his dead father! It was no good! Jon had the least
-resentful of natures. He bore his parents no grudge in this hour of
-his distress. For one so young there was a rather strange power in
-him of seeing things in some sort of proportion. It was worse for
-Fleur, worse for his mother even, than it was for him. Harder than
-to give up was to be given up, or to be the cause of some one you
-loved giving up for you. He must not, would not behave grudgingly!
-While he stood watching the tardy sunlight, he had again that sudden
-vision of the world which had come to him the night before. Sea on
-sea, country on country, millions on millions of people, all with
-their own lives, energies, joys, griefs, and suffering--all with
-things they had to give up, and separate struggles for existence.
-Even though he might be willing to give up all else for the one thing
-he couldn't have, he would be a fool to think his feelings mattered
-much in so vast a world, and to behave like a cry-baby or a cad. He
-pictured the people who had nothing--the millions who had given up
-life in the War, the millions whom the War had left with life and
-little else; the hungry children he had read of, the shattered men;
-people in prison, every kind of unfortunate. And--they did not help
-him much. If one had to miss a meal, what comfort in the knowledge
-that many others had to miss it too? There was more distraction in
-the thought of getting away out into this vast world of which he knew
-nothing yet. He could not go on staying here, walled in and
-sheltered, with everything so slick and comfortable, and nothing to
-do but brood and think what might have been. He could not go back to
-Wansdon, and the memories of Fleur. If he saw her again he could not
-trust himself; and if he stayed here or went back there, he would
-surely see her. While they were within reach of each other that must
-happen. To go far away and quickly was the only thing to do. But,
-however much he loved his mother, he did not want to go away with
-her. Then feeling that was brutal, he made up his mind desperately
-to propose that they should go to Italy. For two hours in that
-melancholy room he tried to master himself, then dressed solemnly for
-dinner.
-
-His mother had done the same. They ate little, at some length, and
-talked of his father's catalogue. The show was arranged for October,
-and beyond clerical detail there was nothing more to do.
-
-After dinner she put on a cloak and they went out; walked a little,
-talked a little, till they were standing silent at last beneath the
-oak-tree. Ruled by the thought: 'If I show anything, I show all,'
-Jon put his arm through hers and said quite casually:
-
-"Mother, let's go to Italy."
-
-Irene pressed his arm, and said as casually:
-
-"It would be very nice; but I've been thinking you ought to see and
-do more than you would if I were with you."
-
-"But then you'd be alone."
-
-"I was once alone for more than twelve years. Besides, I should like
-to be here for the opening of Father's show."
-
-Jon's grip tightened round her arm; he was not deceived.
-
-"You couldn't stay here all by yourself; it's too big."
-
-"Not here, perhaps. In London, and I might go to Paris, after the
-show opens. You ought to have a year at least, Jon, and see the
-world."
-
-"Yes, I'd like to see the world and rough it. But I don't want to
-leave you all alone."
-
-"My dear, I owe you that at least. If it's for your good, it'll be
-for mine. Why not start tomorrow? You've got your passport."
-
-"Yes; if I'm going it had better be at once. Only--Mother--if--if I
-wanted to stay out somewhere--America or anywhere, would you mind
-coming presently?"
-
-"Wherever and whenever you send for me. But don't send until you
-really want me."
-
-Jon drew a deep breath.
-
-"I feel England's choky."
-
-They stood a few minutes longer under the oak-tree--looking out to
-where the grand stand at Epsom was veiled in evening. The branches
-kept the moonlight from them, so that it only fell everywhere else--
-over the fields and far away, and on the windows of the creepered
-house behind, which soon would be to let.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-FLEUR'S WEDDING
-
-
-The October paragraphs describing the wedding of Fleur Forsyte to
-Michael Mont hardly conveyed the symbolic significance of this event.
-In the union of the great-granddaughter of "Superior Dosset" with the
-heir of a ninth baronet was the outward and visible sign of that
-merger of class in class which buttresses the political stability of
-a realm. The time had come when the Forsytes might resign their
-natural resentment against a "flummery" not theirs by birth, and
-accept it as the still more natural due of their possessive
-instincts. Besides, they had to mount to make room for all those so
-much more newly rich. In that quiet but tasteful ceremony in Hanover
-Square, and afterward among the furniture in Green Street, it had
-been impossible for those not in the know to distinguish the Forsyte
-troop from the Mont contingent--so far away was "Superior Dosset"
-now. Was there, in the crease of his trousers, the expression of his
-moustache, his accent, or the shine on his top-hat, a pin to choose
-between Soames and the ninth baronet himself? Was not Fleur as self-
-possessed, quick, glancing, pretty, and hard as the likeliest
-Muskham, Mont, or Charwell filly present? If anything, the Forsytes
-had it in dress and looks and manners. They had become "upper class"
-and now their name would be formally recorded in the Stud Book, their
-money joined to land. Whether this was a little late in the day, and
-those rewards of the possessive instinct, lands and money, destined
-for the melting-pot--was still a question so moot that it was not
-mooted. After all, Timothy had said Consols were goin' up. Timothy,
-the last, the missing link; Timothy, in extremis on the Bayswater
-Road--so Francie had reported. It was whispered, too, that this
-young Mont was a sort of socialist--strangely wise of him, and in the
-nature of insurance, considering the days they lived in. There was
-no uneasiness on that score. The landed classes produced that sort
-of amiable foolishness at times, turned to safe uses and confined to
-theory. As George remarked to his sister Francie: "They'll soon be
-having puppies--that'll give him pause."
-
-The church with white flowers and something blue in the middle of the
-East window looked extremely chaste, as though endeavouring to
-counteract the somewhat lurid phraseology of a Service calculated to
-keep the thoughts of all on puppies. Forsytes, Haymans, Tweetymans,
-sat in the left aisle; Monts, Charwells; Muskhams in the right; while
-a sprinkling of Fleur's fellow-sufferers at school, and of Mont's
-fellow-sufferers in, the War, gaped indiscriminately from either
-side, and three maiden ladies, who had dropped in on their way from
-Skyward's brought up the rear, together with two Mont retainers and
-Fleur's old nurse. In the unsettled state of the country as full a
-house as could be expected.
-
-Mrs. Val Dartie, who sat with her husband in the third row, squeezed
-his hand more than once during the performance. To her, who knew the
-plot of this tragi-comedy, its most dramatic moment was well-nigh
-painful. 'I wonder if Jon knows by instinct,' she thought--Jon, out
-in British Columbia. She had received a letter from him only that
-morning which had made her smile and say:
-
-"Jon's in British Columbia, Val, because he wants to be in
-California. He thinks it's too nice there."
-
-"Oh!" said Val, "so he's beginning to see a joke again."
-
-"He's bought some land and sent for his mother."
-
-"What on earth will she do out there?"
-
-"All she cares about is Jon. Do you still think it a happy release?"
-
-Val's shrewd eyes narrowed to grey pin-points between their dark
-lashes.
-
-"Fleur wouldn't have suited him a bit. She's not bred right."
-
-"Poor little Fleur!" sighed Holly. Ah! it was strange--this
-marriage. The young man, Mont, had caught her on the rebound, of
-course, in the reckless mood of one whose ship has just gone down.
-Such a plunge could not but be--as Val put it--an outside chance.
-There was little to be told from the back view of her young cousin's
-veil, and Holly's eyes reviewed the general aspect of this Christian
-wedding. She, who had made a love-match which had been successful,
-had a horror of unhappy marriages. This might not be one in the end-
--but it was clearly a toss-up; and to consecrate a toss-up in this
-fashion with manufactured unction before a crowd of fashionable free-
-thinkers--for who thought otherwise than freely, or not at all, when
-they were "dolled" up--seemed to her as near a sin as one could find
-in an age which had abolished them. Her eyes wandered from the
-prelate in his robes (a Charwell-the Forsytes had not as yet produced
-a prelate) to Val, beside her, thinking--she was certain--of the
-Mayfly filly at fifteen to one for the Cambridgeshire. They passed
-on and caught the profile of the ninth baronet, in counterfeitment of
-the kneeling process. She could just see the neat ruck above his
-knees where he had pulled his trousers up, and thought: 'Val's
-forgotten to pull up his!' Her eyes passed to the pew in front of
-her, where Winifred's substantial form was gowned with passion, and
-on again to Soames and Annette kneeling side by side. A little smile
-came on her lips--Prosper Profond, back from the South Seas of the
-Channel, would be kneeling too, about six rows behind. Yes! This
-was a funny "small" business, however it turned out; still it was in
-a proper church and would be in the proper papers to-morrow morning.
-
-They had begun a hymn; she could hear the ninth baronet across the
-aisle, singing of the hosts of Midian. Her little finger touched
-Val's thumb--they were holding the same hymn-book--and a tiny thrill
-passed through her, preserved--from twenty years ago. He stooped and
-whispered:
-
-"I say, d'you remember the rat?" The rat at their wedding in Cape
-Colony, which had cleaned its whiskers behind the table at the
-Registrar's! And between her little and third forgers she squeezed
-his thumb hard.
-
-The hymn was over, the prelate had begun to deliver his discourse.
-He told them of the dangerous times they lived in, and the awful
-conduct of the House of Lords in connection with divorce. They were
-all soldiers--he said--in the trenches under the poisonous gas of the
-Prince of Darkness, and must be manful. The purpose of marriage was
-children, not mere sinful happiness.
-
-An imp danced in Holly's eyes--Val's eyelashes were meeting.
-Whatever happened; he must not snore. Her finger and thumb closed on
-his thigh till he stirred uneasily.
-
-The discourse was over, the danger past. They were signing in the
-vestry; and general relaxation had set in.
-
-A voice behind her said:
-
-"Will she stay the course?"
-
-"Who's that?" she whispered.
-
-"Old George Forsyte!"
-
-Holly demurely scrutinized one of whom she had often heard. Fresh
-from South Africa, and ignorant of her kith and kin, she never saw
-one without an almost childish curiosity. He was very big, and very
-dapper; his eyes gave her a funny feeling of having no particular
-clothes.
-
-"They're off!" she heard him say.
-
-They came, stepping from the chancel. Holly looked first in young
-Mont's face. His lips and ears were twitching, his eyes, shifting
-from his feet to the hand within his arm, stared suddenly before them
-as if to face a firing party. He gave Holly the feeling that he was
-spiritually intoxicated. But Fleur! Ah! That was different. The
-girl was perfectly composed, prettier than ever, in her white robes
-and veil over her banged dark chestnut hair; her eyelids hovered
-demure over her dark hazel eyes. Outwardly, she seemed all there.
-But inwardly, where was she? As those two passed, Fleur raised her
-eyelids--the restless glint of those clear whites remained on Holly's
-vision as might the flutter of caged bird's wings.
-
-In Green Street Winifred stood to receive, just a little less
-composed than usual. Soames' request for the use of her house had
-come on her at a deeply psychological moment. Under the influence of
-a remark of Prosper Profond, she had begun to exchange her Empire for
-Expressionistic furniture. There were the most amusing arrangements,
-with violet, green, and orange blobs and scriggles, to be had at
-Mealard's. Another month and the change would have been complete.
-Just now, the very "intriguing" recruits she had enlisted, did not
-march too well with the old guard. It was as if her regiment were
-half in khaki, half in scarlet and bearskins. But her strong and
-comfortable character made the best of it in a drawing-room which
-typified, perhaps, more perfectly than she imagined, the semi-
-bolshevized imperialism of her country. After all, this was a day of
-merger, and you couldn't have too much of it! Her eyes travelled
-indulgently among her guests. Soames had gripped the back of a buhl
-chair; young Mont was behind that "awfully amusing" screen, which no
-one as yet had been able to explain to her. The ninth baronet had
-shied violently at a round scarlet table, inlaid under glass with
-blue Australian butteries' wings, and was clinging to her Louis-
-Quinze cabinet; Francie Forsyte had seized the new mantel-board,
-finely carved with little purple grotesques on an ebony ground;
-George, over by the old spinet, was holding a little sky-blue book as
-if about to enter bets; Prosper Profond was twiddling the knob of the
-open door, black with peacock-blue panels; and Annette's hands, close
-by, were grasping her own waist; two Muskhams clung to the balcony
-among the plants, as if feeling ill; Lady Mont, thin and brave-
-looking, had taken up her long-handled glasses and was gazing at the
-central light shade, of ivory and orange dashed with deep magenta, as
-if the heavens had opened. Everybody, in fact, seemed holding on to
-something. Only Fleur, still in her bridal dress, was detached from
-all support, flinging her words and glances to left and right.
-
-The room was full of the bubble and the squeak of conversation.
-Nobody could hear anything that anybody said; which seemed of little
-consequence, since no one waited for anything so slow as an answer.
-Modern conversation seemed to Winifred so different from the days of
-her prime, when a drawl was all the vogue. Still it was "amusing,"
-which, of course, was all that mattered. Even the Forsytes were
-talking with extreme rapidity--Fleur and Christopher, and Imogen, and
-young Nicholas's youngest, Patrick. Soames, of course, was silent;
-but George, by the spinet, kept up a running commentary, and Francie,
-by her mantel-shelf. Winifred drew nearer to the ninth baronet. He
-seemed to promise a certain repose; his nose was fine and drooped a
-little, his grey moustaches too; and she said, drawling through her
-smile:
-
-"It's rather nice, isn't it?"
-
-His reply shot out of his smile like a snipped bread pellet
-
-"D'you remember, in Frazer, the tribe that buries the bride up to the
-waist?"
-
-He spoke as fast as anybody! He had dark lively little eyes, too,
-all crinkled round like a Catholic priest's. Winifred felt suddenly
-he might say things she would regret.
-
-"They're always so amusing--weddings," she murmured, and moved on to
-Soames. He was curiously still, and Winifred saw at once what was
-dictating his immobility. To his right was George Forsyte, to his
-left Annette and Prosper Profond. He could not move without either
-seeing those two together, or the reflection of them in George
-Forsyte's japing eyes. He was quite right not to be taking notice.
-
-"They say Timothy's sinking;" he said glumly.
-
-"Where will you put him, Soames?"
-
-"Highgate." He counted on his fingers. "It'll make twelve of them
-there, including wives. How do you think Fleur looks?"
-
-"Remarkably well."
-
-Soames nodded. He had never seen her look prettier, yet he could not
-rid himself of the impression that this business was unnatural--
-remembering still that crushed figure burrowing into the corner of
-the sofa. From that night to this day he had received from her no
-confidences. He knew from his chauffeur that she had made one more
-attempt on Robin Hill and drawn blank--an empty house, no one at
-home. He knew that she had received a letter, but not what was in
-it, except that it had made her hide herself and cry. He had
-remarked that she looked at him sometimes when she thought he wasn't
-noticing, as if she were wondering still what he had done--forsooth--
-to make those people hate him so. Well, there it was! Annette had
-come back, and things had worn on through the summer--very miserable,
-till suddenly Fleur had said she was going to marry young Mont. She
-had shown him a little more affection when she told him that. And he
-had yielded--what was the good of opposing it? God knew that he had
-never wished to thwart her in anything! And the young man seemed
-quite delirious about her. No doubt she was in a reckless mood, and
-she was young, absurdly young. But if he opposed her, he didn't know
-what she would do; for all he could tell she might want to take up a
-profession, become a doctor or solicitor, some nonsense. She had no
-aptitude for painting, writing, music, in his view the legitimate
-occupations of unmarried women, if they must do something in these
-days. On the whole, she was safer married, for he could see too well
-how feverish and restless she was at home. Annette, too, had been in
-favour of it--Annette, from behind the veil of his refusal to know
-what she was about, if she was about anything. Annette had said:
-"Let her marry this young man. He is a nice boy--not so highty-
-flighty as he seems." Where she got her expressions, he didn't know-
--but her opinion soothed his doubts. His wife, whatever her conduct,
-had clear eyes and an almost depressing amount of common sense. He
-had settled fifty thousand on Fleur, taking care that there was no
-cross settlement in case it didn't turn out well. Could it turn out
-well? She had not got over that other boy--he knew. They were to go
-to Spain for the honeymoon. He would be even lonelier when she was
-gone. But later, perhaps, she would forget, and turn to him again!
-Winifred's voice broke on his reverie.
-
-"Why! Of all wonders-June!"
-
-There, in a djibbah--what things she wore!--with her hair straying
-from under a fillet, Soames saw his cousin, and Fleur going forward
-to greet her. The two passed from their view out on to the stairway.
-
-"Really," said Winifred, "she does the most impossible things! Fancy
-her coming!"
-
-"What made you ask her?" muttered Soames.
-
-"Because I thought she wouldn't accept, of course."
-
-Winifred had forgotten that behind conduct lies the main trend of
-character; or, in other words, omitted to remember that Fleur was now
-a "lame duck."
-
-On receiving her invitation, June had first thought, 'I wouldn't go
-near them for the world!' and then, one morning, had awakened from a
-dream of Fleur waving to her from a boat with a wild unhappy gesture.
-And she had changed her mind.
-
-When Fleur came forward and said to her, "Do come up while I'm
-changing my dress," she had followed up the stairs. The girl led the
-way into Imogen's old bedroom, set ready for her toilet.
-
-June sat down on the bed, thin and upright, like a little spirit in
-the sear and yellow. Fleur locked the door.
-
-The girl stood before her divested of her wedding dress. What a
-pretty thing she was
-
-"I suppose you think me a fool," she said, with quivering lips, "when
-it was to have been Jon. But what does it matter? Michael wants me,
-and I don't care. It'll get me away from home." Diving her hand
-into the frills on her breast, she brought out a letter. "Jon wrote
-me this."
-
-June read: "Lake Okanagen, British Columbia. I'm not coming back to
-England. Bless you always. Jon."
-
-"She's made safe, you see," said Fleur.
-
-June handed back the letter.
-
-"That's not fair to Irene," she said, "she always told Jon he could
-do as he wished."
-
-Fleur smiled bitterly. "Tell me, didn't she spoil your life too?"
-June looked up. "Nobody can spoil a life, my dear. That's nonsense.
-Things happen, but we bob up."
-
-With a sort of terror she saw the girl sink on her knees and bury her
-face in the djibbah. A strangled sob mounted to June's ears.
-
-"It's all right--all right," she murmured, "Don't! There, there!"
-
-But the point of the girl's chin was pressed ever closer into her
-thigh, and the sound was dreadful of her sobbing.
-
-Well, well! It had to come. She would feel better afterward! June
-stroked the short hair of that shapely head; and all the scattered
-mother-sense in her focussed itself and passed through the tips of
-her fingers into the girl's brain.
-
-"Don't sit down under it, my dear," she said at last. "We can't
-control life, but we can fight it. Make the best of things. I've
-had to. I held on, like you; and I cried, as you're crying now. And
-look at me!"
-
-Fleur raised her head; a sob merged suddenly into a little choked
-laugh. In truth it was a thin and rather wild and wasted spirit she
-was looking at, but it had brave eyes.
-
-"All right!" she said. "I'm sorry. I shall forget him, I suppose,
-if I fly fast and far enough."
-
-And, scrambling to her feet, she went over to the wash-stand.
-
-June watched her removing with cold water the traces of emotion.
-Save for a little becoming pinkness there was nothing left when she
-stood before the mirror. June got off the bed and took a pin-cushion
-in her hand. To put two pins into the wrong places was all the vent
-she found for sympathy.
-
-"Give me a kiss," she said when Fleur was ready, and dug her chin
-into the girl's warm cheek.
-
-"I want a whiff," said Fleur; "don't wait."
-
-June left her, sitting on the bed with a cigarette between her lips
-and her eyes half closed, and went down-stairs. In the doorway of
-the drawing-room stood Soames as if unquiet at his daughter's
-tardiness. June tossed her head and passed down on to the half-
-landing. Her cousin Francie was standing there.
-
-"Look!" said June, pointing with her chin at Soames. "That man's
-fatal!"
-
-"How do you mean," said Francie, "fatal?"
-
-June did not answer her. "I shan't wait to see them off," she said.
-"Good-bye!"
-
-"Good-bye!" said Francie, and her eyes, of a Celtic grey, goggled.
-That old feud! Really, it was quite romantic!
-
-Soames, moving to the well of the staircase, saw June go, and drew a
-breath of satisfaction. Why didn't Fleur come? They would miss
-their train. That train would bear her away from him, yet he could
-not help fidgeting at the thought that they would lose it. And then
-she did come, running down in her tan-coloured frock and black velvet
-cap, and passed him into the drawing-room. He saw her kiss her
-mother, her aunt, Val's wife, Imogen, and then come forth, quick and
-pretty as ever. How would she treat him at this last moment of her
-girlhood? He couldn't hope for much!
-
-Her lips pressed the middle of his cheek.
-
-"Daddy!" she said, and was past and gone! Daddy! She hadn't called
-him that for years. He drew a long breath and followed slowly down.
-There was all the folly with that confetti stuff and the rest of it
-to go through with yet. But he would like just to catch her smile,
-if she leaned out, though they would hit her in the eye with the
-shoe, if they didn't take care. Young Mont's voice said fervently in
-his ear:
-
-"Good-bye, sir; and thank you! I'm so fearfully bucked."
-
-"Good-bye," he said; "don't miss your train."
-
-He stood on the bottom step but three, whence he could see above the
-heads--the silly hats and heads. They were in the car now; and there
-was that stuff, showering, and there went the shoe. A flood of
-something welled up in Soames, and--he didn't know--he couldn't see!
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-THE LAST OF THE OLD FORSYTES
-
-When they came to prepare that terrific symbol Timothy Forsyte--the
-one pure individualist left, the only man who hadn't heard of the
-Great War--they found him wonderful--not even death had undermined
-his soundness.
-
-To Smither and Cook that preparation came like final evidence of what
-they had never believed possible--the end of the old Forsyte family
-on earth. Poor Mr. Timothy must now take a harp and sing in the
-company of Miss Forsyte, Mrs. Julia, Miss Hester; with Mr. Jolyon,
-Mr. Swithin, Mr. James, Mr. Roger, and Mr. Nicholas of the party.
-Whether Mrs. Hayman would be there was more doubtful, seeing that she
-had been cremated. Secretly Cook thought that Mr. Timothy would be
-upset--he had always been so set against barrel organs. How many
-times had she not said: "Drat the thing! There it is again!
-Smither, you'd better run up and see what you can do." And in her
-heart she would so have enjoyed the tunes, if she hadn't known that
-Mr. Timothy would ring the bell in a minute and say: "Here, take him
-a halfpenny and tell him to move on." Often they had been obliged to
-add threepence of their own before the man would go--Timothy had ever
-underrated the value of emotion. Luckily he had taken the organs for
-blue-bottles in his last years, which had been a comfort, and they
-had been able to enjoy the tunes. But a harp! Cook wondered. It
-was a change! And Mr. Timothy had never liked change. But she did
-not speak of this to Smither, who did so take a line of her own in
-regard to heaven that it quite put one about sometimes.
-
-She cried while Timothy was being prepared, and they all had sherry
-afterward out of the yearly Christmas bottle, which would not be
-needed now. Ah! dear! She had been there five-and-forty years and
-Smither three-and-forty! And now they would be going to a tiny house
-in Tooting, to live on their savings and what Miss Hester had so
-kindly left them--for to take fresh service after the glorious past--
-No! But they would like just to see Mr. Soames again, and Mrs.
-Dartie, and Miss Francie, and Miss Euphemia. And even if they had to
-take their own cab, they felt they must go to the funeral. For six
-years Mr. Timothy had been their baby, getting younger and younger
-every day, till at last he had been too young to live.
-
-They spent the regulation hours of waiting in polishing and dusting,
-in catching the one mouse left, and asphyxiating the last beetle so
-as to leave it nice, discussing with each other what they would buy
-at the sale. Miss Ann's workbox; Miss Juley's (that is Mrs. Julia's)
-seaweed album; the fire-screen Miss Hester had crewelled; and Mr.
-Timothy's hair--little golden curls, glued into a black frame. Oh!
-they must have those--only the price of things had gone up so!
-
-It fell to Soames to issue invitations for the funeral. He had them
-drawn up by Gradman in his office--only blood relations, and no
-flowers. Six carriages were ordered. The Will would be read
-afterward at the house.
-
-He arrived at eleven o'clock to see that all was ready. At a quarter
-past old Gradman came in black gloves and crape on his hat. He and
-Soames stood in the drawing-room waiting. At half-past eleven the
-carriages drew up in a long row. But no one else appeared. Gradman
-said:
-
-"It surprises me, Mr. Soames. I posted them myself."
-
-"I don't know," said Soames; "he'd lost touch with the family."
-Soames had often noticed in old days how much more neighbourly his
-family were to the dead than to the living. But, now, the way they
-had flocked to Fleur's wedding and abstained from Timothy's funeral,
-seemed to show some vital change. There might, of course, be another
-reason; for Soames felt that if he had not known the contents of
-Timothy's Will, he might have stayed away himself through delicacy.
-Timothy had left a lot of money, with nobody in particular to leave
-it to. They mightn't like to seem to expect something.
-
-At twelve o'clock the procession left the door; Timothy alone in the
-first carriage under glass. Then Soames alone; then Gradman alone;
-then Cook and Smither together. They started at a walk, but were
-soon trotting under a bright sky. At the entrance to Highgate
-Cemetery they were delayed by service in the Chapel. Soames would
-have liked to stay outside in the sunshine. He didn't believe a word
-of it; on the other hand, it was a form of insurance which could not
-safely be neglected, in case there might be something in it after
-all.
-
-They walked up two and two--he and Gradman, Cook and Smither--to the
-family vault. It was not very distinguished for the funeral of the
-last old Forsyte.
-
-He took Gradman into his carriage on the way back to the Bayswater
-Road with a certain glow in his heart. He had a surprise in pickle
-for the old chap who had served the Forsytes four-and-fifty years-a
-treat that was entirely his doing. How well he remembered saying to
-Timothy the day--after Aunt Hester's funeral: "Well; Uncle Timothy,
-there's Gradman. He's taken a lot of trouble for the family. What
-do you say to leaving him five thousand?" and his surprise, seeing
-the difficulty there had been in getting Timothy to leave anything,
-when Timothy had nodded. And now the old chap would be as pleased as
-Punch, for Mrs. Gradman, he knew, had a weak heart, and their son had
-lost a leg in the War. It was extraordinarily gratifying to Soames
-to have left him five thousand pounds of Timothy's money. They sat
-down together in the little drawing-room, whose walls--like a vision
-of heaven--were sky-blue and gold with every picture-frame
-unnaturally bright, and every speck of dust removed from every piece
-of furniture, to read that little masterpiece--the Will of Timothy.
-With his back to the light in Aunt Hester's chair, Soames faced
-Gradman with his face to the light, on Aunt Ann's sofa; and, crossing
-his legs, began:
-
-"This is the last Will and Testament of me Timothy Forsyte of The
-Bower Bayswater Road, London I appoint my nephew Soames Forsyte of
-The Shelter Mapleduram and Thomas Gradman of 159 Folly Road Highgate
-(hereinafter called my Trustees) to be the trustees and executors of
-this my Will To the said Soames Forsyte I leave the sum of one
-thousand pounds free of legacy duty and to the said Thomas Gradman I
-leave the sum of five thousand pounds free of legacy duty."
-
-Soames paused. Old Gradman was leaning forward, convulsively
-gripping a stout black knee with each of his thick hands; his mouth
-had fallen open so that the gold fillings of three teeth gleamed; his
-eyes were blinking, two tears rolled slowly out of them. Soames read
-hastily on.
-
-"All the rest of my property of whatsoever description I bequeath to
-my Trustees upon Trust to convert and hold the same upon the
-following trusts namely To pay thereout all my debts funeral expenses
-and outgoings of any kind in connection with my Will and to hold the
-residue thereof in trust for that male lineal descendant of my father
-Jolyon Forsyte by his marriage with Ann Pierce who after the decease
-of all lineal descendants whether male or female of my said father by
-his said marriage in being at the time of my death shall last attain
-the age of twenty-one years absolutely it being my desire that my
-property shall be nursed to the extreme limit permitted by the laws
-of England for the benefit of such male lineal descendant as
-aforesaid."
-
-Soames read the investment and attestation clauses, and, ceasing,
-looked at Gradman. The old fellow was wiping his brow with a large
-handkerchief, whose brilliant colour supplied a sudden festive tinge
-to the proceedings.
-
-"My word, Mr. Soames!" he said, and it was clear that the lawyer in
-him had utterly wiped out the man: "My word! Why, there are two
-babies now, and some quite young children--if one of them lives to be
-eighty--it's not a great age--and add twenty-one--that's a hundred
-years; and Mr. Timothy worth a hundred and fifty thousand pound net
-if he's worth a penny. Compound interest at five per cent. doubles
-you in fourteen years. In fourteen years three hundred thousand-six
-hundred thousand in twenty-eight--twelve hundred thousand in forty-
-two--twenty-four hundred thousand in fifty-six--four million eight
-hundred thousand in seventy--nine million six hundred thousand in
-eighty-four--Why, in a hundred years it'll be twenty million! And we
-shan't live to use it! It is a Will!"
-
-Soames said dryly: "Anything may happen. The State might take the
-lot; they're capable of anything in these days."
-
-"And carry five," said Gradman to himself. "I forgot--Mr. Timothy's
-in Consols; we shan't get more than two per cent. with this income
-tax. To be on the safe side, say eight millions. Still, that's a
-pretty penny."
-
-Soames rose and handed him the Will. "You're going into the City.
-Take care of that, and do what's necessary. Advertise; but there are
-no debts. When's the sale?"
-
-"Tuesday week," said Gradman. "Life or lives in bein' and twenty-one
-years afterward--it's a long way off. But I'm glad he's left it in
-the family...."
-
-The sale--not at Jobson's, in view of the Victorian nature of the
-effects--was far more freely attended than the funeral, though not by
-Cook and Smither, for Soames had taken it on himself to give them
-their heart's desires. Winifred was present, Euphemia, and Francie,
-and Eustace had come in his car. The miniatures, Barbizons, and J.
-R. drawings had been bought in by Soames; and relics of no marketable
-value were set aside in an off-room for members of the family who
-cared to have mementoes. These were the only restrictions upon
-bidding characterised by an almost tragic languor. Not one piece of
-furniture, no picture or porcelain figure appealed to modern taste.
-The humming birds had fallen like autumn leaves when taken from where
-they had not hummed for sixty years. It was painful to Soames to see
-the chairs his aunts had sat on, the little grand piano they had
-practically never played, the books whose outsides they had gazed at,
-the china they had dusted, the curtains they had drawn, the hearth-
-rug which had warmed their feet; above all, the beds they had lain
-and died in--sold to little dealers, and the housewives of Fulham.
-And yet--what could one do? Buy them and stick them in a lumber-
-room? No; they had to go the way of all flesh and furniture, and be
-worn out. But when they put up Aunt Ann's sofa and were going to
-knock it down for thirty shillings, he cried out, suddenly: "Five
-pounds!" The sensation was considerable, and the sofa his.
-
-When that little sale was over in the fusty saleroom, and those
-Victorian ashes scattered, he went out into the misty October
-sunshine feeling as if cosiness had died out of the world, and the
-board "To Let" was up, indeed. Revolutions on the horizon; Fleur in
-Spain; no comfort in Annette; no Timothy's on the Bayswater Road. In
-the irritable desolation of his soul he went into the Goupenor
-Gallery. That chap Jolyon's watercolours were on view there. He
-went in to look down his nose at them--it might give him some faint
-satisfaction. The news had trickled through from June to Val's wife,
-from her to Val, from Val to his mother, from her to Soames, that the
-house--the fatal house at Robin Hill--was for sale, and Irene going
-to join her boy out in British Columbia, or some such place. For one
-wild moment the thought had come to Soames: 'Why shouldn't I buy it
-back? I meant it for my!' No sooner come than gone. Too lugubrious
-a triumph; with too many humiliating memories for himself and Fleur.
-She would never live there after what had happened. No, the place
-must go its way to some peer or profiteer. It had been a bone of
-contention from the first, the shell of the feud; and with the woman
-gone, it was an empty shell. "For Sale or To Let." With his mind's
-eye he could see that board raised high above the ivied wall which he
-had built.
-
-He passed through the first of the two rooms in the Gallery. There
-was certainly a body of work! And now that the fellow was dead it
-did not seem so trivial. The drawings were pleasing enough, with
-quite a sense of atmosphere, and something individual in the brush
-work. 'His father and my father; he and I; his child and mine!'
-thought Soames. So it had gone on! And all about that woman!
-Softened by the events of the past week, affected by the melancholy
-beauty of the autumn day, Soames came nearer than he had ever been to
-realisation of that truth--passing the understanding of a Forsyte
-pure--that the body of Beauty has a spiritual essence, uncapturable
-save by a devotion which thinks not of self. After all, he was near
-that truth in his devotion to his daughter; perhaps that made him
-understand a little how he had missed the prize. And there, among
-the drawings of his kinsman, who had attained to that which he had
-found beyond his reach, he thought of him and her with a tolerance
-which surprised him. But he did not buy a drawing.
-
-Just as he passed the seat of custom on his return to the outer air
-he met with a contingency which had not been entirely absent from his
-mind when he went into the Gallery--Irene, herself, coming in. So
-she had not gone yet, and was still paying farewell visits to that
-fellow's remains! He subdued the little involuntary leap of his
-subconsciousness, the mechanical reaction of his senses to the charm
-of this once-owned woman, and passed her with averted eyes. But when
-he had gone by he could not for the life of him help looking back.
-This, then, was finality--the heat and stress of his life, the
-madness and the longing thereof, the only defeat he had known, would
-be over when she faded from his view this time; even such memories
-had their own queer aching value.
-
-She, too, was looking back. Suddenly she lifted her gloved hand, her
-lips smiled faintly, her dark eyes seemed to speak. It was the turn
-of Soames to make no answer to that smile and that little farewell
-wave; he went out into the fashionable street quivering from head to
-foot. He knew what she had meant to say: "Now that I am going for
-ever out of the reach of you and yours--forgive me; I wish you well."
-That was the meaning; last sign of that terrible reality--passing
-morality, duty, common sense--her aversion from him who had owned her
-body, but had never touched her spirit or her heart. It hurt; yes--
-more than if she had kept her mask unmoved, her hand unlifted.
-
-Three days later, in that fast-yellowing October, Soames took a taxi-
-cab to Highgate Cemetery and mounted through its white forest to the
-Forsyte vault. Close to the cedar, above catacombs and columbaria,
-tall, ugly, and individual, it looked like an apex of the competitive
-system. He could remember a discussion wherein Swithin had advocated
-the addition to its face of the pheasant proper. The proposal had
-been rejected in favour of a wreath in stone, above the stark words:
-"The family vault of Jolyon Forsyte: 1850." It was in good order.
-All trace of the recent interment had been removed, and its sober
-grey gloomed reposefully in the sunshine. The whole family lay there
-now, except old Jolyon's wife, who had gone back under a contract to
-her own family vault in Suffolk; old Jolyon himself lying at Robin
-Hill; and Susan Hayman, cremated so that none knew where she might
-be. Soames gazed at it with satisfaction--massive, needing little
-attention; and this was important, for he was well aware that no one
-would attend to it when he himself was gone, and he would have to be
-looking out for lodgings soon. He might have twenty years before
-him, but one never knew. Twenty years without an aunt or uncle, with
-a wife of whom one had better not know anything, with a daughter gone
-from home. His mood inclined to melancholy and retrospection.
-
-This cemetery was full, they said--of people with extraordinary
-names, buried in extraordinary taste. Still, they had a fine view up
-here, right over London. Annette had once given him a story to read
-by that Frenchman, Maupassant, most lugubrious concern, where all the
-skeletons emerged from their graves one night, and all the pious
-inscriptions on the stones were altered to descriptions of their
-sins. Not a true story at all. He didn't know about the French, but
-there was not much real harm in English people except their teeth and
-their taste, which was certainly deplorable. "The family vault of
-Jolyon Forsyte: 1850." A lot of people had been buried here since
-then--a lot of English life crumbled to mould and dust! The boom of
-an airplane passing under the gold-tinted clouds caused him to lift
-his eyes. The deuce of a lot of expansion had gone on. But it all
-came back to a cemetery--to a name and a date on a tomb. And he
-thought with a curious pride that he and his family had done little
-or nothing to help this feverish expansion. Good solid middlemen,
-they had gone to work with dignity to manage and possess. "Superior
-Dosset," indeed, had built in a dreadful, and Jolyon painted in a
-doubtful, period, but so far as he remembered not another of them all
-had soiled his hands by creating anything--unless you counted Val
-Dartie and his horse-breeding. Collectors, solicitors, barristers,
-merchants, publishers, accountants, directors, land agents, even
-soldiers--there they had been! The country had expanded, as it were,
-in spite of them. They had checked, controlled, defended, and taken
-advantage of the process and when you considered how "Superior
-Dosset" had begun life with next to nothing, and his lineal
-descendants already owned what old Gradman estimated at between a
-million and a million and a half, it was not so bad! And yet he
-sometimes felt as if the family bolt was shot, their possessive
-instinct dying out. They seemed unable to make money--this fourth
-generation; they were going into art, literature, farming, or the
-army; or just living on what was left them--they had no push and no
-tenacity. They would die out if they didn't take care.
-
-Soames turned from the vault and faced toward the breeze. The air up
-here would be delicious if only he could rid his nerves of the
-feeling that mortality was in it. He gazed restlessly at the crosses
-and the urns, the angels, the "immortelles," the flowers, gaudy or
-withering; and suddenly he noticed a spot which seemed so different
-from anything else up there that he was obliged to walk the few
-necessary yards and look at it. A sober corner, with a massive
-queer-shaped cross of grey rough-hewn granite, guarded by four dark
-yew-trees. The spot was free from the pressure of the other graves,
-having a little box-hedged garden on the far side, and in front a
-goldening birch-tree. This oasis in the desert of conventional
-graves appealed to the aesthetic sense of Soames, and he sat down
-there in the sunshine. Through those trembling gold birch leaves he
-gazed out at London, and yielded to the waves of memory. He thought
-of Irene in Montpellier Square, when her hair was rusty-golden and
-her white shoulders his--Irene, the prize of his love-passion,
-resistant to his ownership. He saw Bosinney's body lying in that
-white mortuary, and Irene sitting on the sofa looking at space with
-the eyes of a dying bird. Again he thought of her by the little
-green Niobe in the Bois de Boulogne, once more rejecting him. His
-fancy took him on beside his drifting river on the November day when
-Fleur was to be born, took him to the dead leaves floating on the
-green-tinged water and the snake-headed weed for ever swaying and
-nosing, sinuous, blind, tethered. And on again to the window opened
-to the cold starry night above Hyde Park, with his father lying dead.
-His fancy darted to that picture of "the future town," to that boy's
-and Fleur's first meeting; to the bluish trail of Prosper Profond's
-cigar, and Fleur in the window pointing down to where the fellow
-prowled. To the sight of Irene and that dead fellow sitting side by
-side in the stand at Lord's. To her and that boy at Robin Hill. To
-the sofa, where Fleur lay crushed up in the corner; to her lips
-pressed into his cheek, and her farewell "Daddy." And suddenly he
-saw again Irene's grey-gloved hand waving its last gesture of
-release.
-
-He sat there a long time dreaming his career, faithful to the scut of
-his possessive instinct, warming himself even with its failures.
-
-"To Let"--the Forsyte age and way of life, when a man owned his soul,
-his investments, and his woman, without check or question. And now
-the State had, or would have, his investments, his woman had herself,
-and God knew who had his soul. "To Let"--that sane and simple creed!
-
-The waters of change were foaming in, carrying the promise of new
-forms only when their destructive flood should have passed its full.
-He sat there, subconscious of them, but with his thoughts resolutely
-set on the past--as a man might ride into a wild night with his face
-to the tail of his galloping horse. Athwart the Victorian dykes the
-waters were rolling on property, manners, and morals, on melody and
-the old forms of art--waters bringing to his mouth a salt taste as of
-blood, lapping to the foot of this Highgate Hill where Victorianism
-lay buried. And sitting there, high up on its most individual spot,
-Soames--like a figure of Investment--refused their restless sounds.
-Instinctively he would not fight them--there was in him too much
-primeval wisdom, of Man the possessive animal. They would quiet down
-when they had fulfilled their tidal fever of dispossessing and
-destroying; when the creations and the properties of others were
-sufficiently broken and defected--they would lapse and ebb, and fresh
-forms would rise based on an instinct older than the fever of change
---the instinct of Home.
-
-"Je m'en fiche," said Prosper Profond. Soames did not say "Je m'en
-fiche"--it was French, and the fellow was a thorn in his side--but
-deep down he knew that change was only the interval of death between
-two forms of life, destruction necessary to make room for fresher
-property. What though the board was up, and cosiness to let?--some
-one would come along and take it again some day.
-
-And only one thing really troubled him, sitting there--the melancholy
-craving in his heart--because the sun was like enchantment on his
-face and on the clouds and on the golden birch leaves, and the wind's
-rustle was so gentle, and the yewtree green so dark, and the sickle
-of a moon pale in the sky.
-
-He might wish and wish and never get it--the beauty and the loving in
-the world!
-
-
-
-
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