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diff --git a/43642-0.txt b/43642-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e437fe7 --- /dev/null +++ b/43642-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,6425 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 43642 *** + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustrations. + See 43642-h.htm or 43642-h.zip: + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/43642/43642-h/43642-h.htm) + or + (http://www.gutenberg.org/files/43642/43642-h.zip) + + +Transcriber's note: + + Text enclosed by underscores is in italics (_italics_). + + Text enclosed by equal signs is in bold face (=bold=). + + Small capital text has been replaced with all capitals. + + The carat character (^) indicates that the following + letter is superscripted (example: M^r). + + + + + +THE QUIVER 2/1900 + +[Illustration: (_By permission of Messrs. Henry Graves and Co., Pall +Mall, S. W._) + +THE LOST PIECE OF MONEY. + +(_By the late Sir John E. Millais, P.R.A._)] + + + + +PICTORIAL SERMONS. + +[Illustration: (_By permission of William Coltart, Esq._) + +JOSEPH INTRODUCING JACOB TO PHARAOH. + +(_By Sir Edward J. Poynter, P.R.A._)] + + +With truth and beauty as the objects of his art, the painter, +whatever be the subject he is endeavouring to depict, becomes a +guide and helpmeet to his fellow-men. His art is "twice blessed," +blessing "him that gives and him that takes." The contemplation +of a beautiful and pure work of art acts as a charm upon the +mind oppressed with care and trouble. A landscape on canvas, +reflecting the sunshine of the countryside, suggesting its freedom +of atmosphere, its "fair quiet and sweet rest," when seen in the +midst of the toil and grime of a great city, is a sedative to the +jaded nerves of the busy worker; it reminds him of the glories of +nature which lie outside the boundaries of the man-made wilderness +of houses, and brings him for the moment into close commune with +Nature herself. A glimpse of blue sea, of clear running stream, or +some sweet pastoral scene, carries with it a breath of fresh air, +invigorating and refreshing, to those who gaze upon its brightness +through the murky atmosphere of the city streets. + +The painter, indeed, has a power which competes closely with the +eloquence of the preacher, or the soothing rhythm of the poet; it +raises the man who approaches his work with a receptive heart from +his own petty self, enlarges his sympathies and his hopes, calms +his troubles, and sends him back refreshed and invigorated to his +struggle with the cares and troubles of his daily life. + +A great picture is not so much one that displays the technical skill +of the painter as his power to appeal to the emotions of those who +look at it. Truth is at all times simple, and he who would expound +it, either in sermon, poem, or picture, must do so in language which +can be readily understood of the people. This does not make his +task any the lighter, for any straining after effects of simplicity +betrays his own lack of truth; simplicity must be spontaneous--from +the heart. + +Judging a picture, then, by this standard of simplicity and truth, +we look first of all for these qualities; we look to see if the +artist is sincere in his representation of the scene he presents +to us. If we find this to be so, then we receive the work as a +contribution to the truth we are seeking. Some painters force +us to recognise their skill as colourists, as draughtsmen, as +archæologists--they have insisted upon their accuracy in these +respects, but oftentimes at the sacrifice of all spirituality; their +pictures are representations of costume, of architecture--what +you will--but the true spirit of art is lacking; they are merely +skilfully painted canvases. + +In no direction is this more apparent than in pictures dealing +with religious subjects. In such works we especially want to feel +immediately we look at them, "Here is an honest effort to realise +the true spirit of the subject: here is something which is helpful, +inspiring, _good_." We do not want to be forced to admire the +accessories before we realise this; that should follow in due +course, and will, if the picture has been designed and executed +in the right spirit. As in a spoken sermon we fail to grasp the +teaching as we should if we see the framework upon which the +preacher has built up the fabric of his oration, so in a pictorial +sermon we lose the good that is in it if we are impressed first of +all with the details of technique or composition. The appeal to the +heart should come first--that to the head should be secondary. + +[Illustration: (_By permission of the Artist. Copyright reserved._) + +"AND THERE WAS A GREAT CRY IN EGYPT." + +(_By Arthur Hacker, A.R.A._)] + +The helpfulness and interest of Biblical pictures to young and old +is acknowledged by all. The pictorial Bible is a never-ending source +of delight, and its influence is extraordinary in its extent and +power. Our ideas of Scriptural scenes and incidents have often been +formed more by the illustrations than by the Biblical narrative +itself, and we have often been almost pained in after-life on +seeing the attempts of other artists to depict scenes which differ +materially from those for which we acquired a fondness in our +early days, although we recognise the fact then that many of these +favourite pictures are in no wise worthy of their subjects. After +all, pictorial Bibles are, as a rule, unsatisfactory. More's the +pity! The range of subjects is so vast, and the artists employed +have seldom succeeded in impressing their representations with any +degree of the dignity attaching to them. Even the versatile genius +of Gustavo Doré could not respond successfully to the gigantic work, +although of the few artists who have grappled with it, he creates +the greatest amount of interest. + +[Illustration: (_From the Fresco in the House of Lords._) + +MOSES' DESCENT FROM SINAI. + +(_By J. R. Herbert, R.A._)] + +An interesting volume has recently been published in which are +gathered together pictures, by modern artists of varied nationality, +which illustrate the Bible story from Genesis to Revelation, and +which affords an excellent opportunity of studying the manner +in which Biblical subjects have impressed artists of different +countries and temperaments.[1] Each has chosen to illustrate +the portion of Scripture which appealed to his own particular +inclination, and the result is a collection of pictures which +cannot fail to interest all who examine it. There are reproductions +of the vast conceptions of John Martin, which so impressed his +contemporaries--"Belshazzar's Feast," "The Fall of Babylon," and +"The Fall of Nineveh"--with their hundreds of figures struggling, +writhing, fighting, and dying amid the gorgeous palaces and the +buildings of those wonderful cities of old. The curiously eccentric +genius of Turner is shown in his "Deluge" and "Destruction of +Sodom"--in the one, the swirling rush of the destroying torrent +sweeping away crowds of doomed humanity; in the other, the glare and +smoke of the burning City of the Plain, the tottering columns of +the buildings, and the wild hurryings of the affrighted citizens. +Now the sensuous dancings and frivolities of "The World before +the Flood," by William Etty, R.A.: and now the grim pictures of +the Biblical tragedies from the brushes of the masters of the +French School. Here the calm, peaceful creations of Burne-Jones +and Rossetti--decoratively beautiful--and then the prettily human +pictures of Dyce and Herbert. The modern German artists who +delight in representing Christ living among and appealing to the +people of our day--the school in which Herr Fritz von Uhde stands +pre-eminent--are represented by "Christ's Call to the Sick and +Weary," by Herr A. Dietrich. + + [1] "Sacred Art: The Bible Story Pictured by Eminent Modern + Painters." Edited by A. G. Temple, F.S.A. (Cassell & Co., Ltd.) + +From this series of pictures we have selected some typical works +with which to illustrate this article, and these will serve to show +the variety and interest of the whole. + +The President of the Royal Academy, Sir Edward J. Poynter, delights +in rendering classic scenes and stories on his canvases, and of late +years has turned his attention almost entirely to such; but twenty +or so years ago he painted several religious pictures, and was one +of the artists chosen by Messrs. Dalziel to illustrate their great +edition of the Bible. Egypt seems especially to have fascinated +him, for, in addition to the picture of "Joseph Introducing Jacob +to Pharaoh," he painted another large canvas dealing with the +captivity, in which crowds of Israelites are dragging a great, +clumsy trolley on which is placed an enormous stone lion for the +decoration of a temple. In this picture, as in the one illustrated +on page 387, the artist has exhibited his love for Egyptian +architecture, with its massive pillars covered with mysterious +symbols. But in the latter work Sir Edward Poynter has made the +human element predominant; and the simple, pathetic figure of the +patriarch, leaning heavily on his staff and on the shoulder of his +long-lost son, stands out in contrast with the languorous splendour +of the Pharaoh. + +[Illustration: CHRIST IN THE HOUSE OF HIS PARENTS. + +(_By the late Sir John E. Millais, P.R.A._)] + +Vastly impressive and weird is Mr. Hacker's "And there was a great +cry in Egypt." This artist has on more than one occasion exhibited +works of a religious nature at the Royal Academy; but none better +than the one before us and "The Annunciation," purchased for the +Chantrey Collection, and now in the National Gallery of British Art. +The picture reproduced on page 388 illustrates the passage in Exodus +(xii. 30): "And there was a great cry in Egypt; for there was not +a house where there was not one dead." It is in its suggestiveness +that the picture tells: we see none of the horrors of the last +plague; they are only suggested in the title. The silent, sorrowing +figure of the Angel of Death, sweeping through the city with flaming +sword in hand and trailing robe of black--symbol of the train of +sorrow he leaves behind him--is noble and dignified. Carried along +on swift wings through the deserted streets of the stricken city, +the destroyer touches in each household the doomed "first-born," and +only that weird, heart-breaking cry rising on the night air tells of +the sorrow and misery that mark his track. + +The next illustration (page 389) deals with the incident of Moses' +second descent from Sinai, bearing the re-written tables of the law, +and is the work of J. R. Herbert, R.A. It forms one of the series of +frescoes in the House of Lords. + +"Ruth and Naomi" (page 393) is one of the best of the Scriptural +subjects treated by the late P. H. Calderon, R.A., and hangs in the +Walker Art Gallery at Liverpool. The passage illustrated is that in +which Ruth makes her impassioned appeal: "Intreat me not to leave +thee, or to return from following after thee: for whither thou +goest, I will go; and where thou lodgest, I will lodge: thy people +shall be my people, and thy God my God"; and the artist has imparted +to the beautiful figure of Ruth all the intensity and passion to +which the words give utterance. + +[Illustration: (_By permission of Miss Armitage._) + +FAITH. + +(_By the late E. Armitage, R.A._)] + +We now pass on to the New Testament--the section most favoured by +artists, for the attraction of its central Figure is as overpowering +for the painter of to-day as it has been to those of the intervening +ages. The picture on page 390 of "Christ in the House of His +Parents," by the late Sir John Millais, is one of the earliest and +most noted of the painter's works. When exhibited at the Royal +Academy in 1850 (Millais was then but twenty years of age), it had +for its inscription, "And one shall say unto him, What are these +wounds in thine hands? Then he shall answer, Those with which I was +wounded in the house of my friends" (Zechariah xiii. 6). The picture +aroused a veritable storm of hostile criticism, scorn and contumely +being poured on painting and painter alike. Charles Dickens, in +his _Household Words_, pronounced it as "mean, odious, revolting, +and repulsive," and other critics found fault with it in equally +strong language. It was then that the title of "The Carpenter's +Shop" was scornfully bestowed upon it, and by which it has since +been generally known: it has, however, long been recognised as one +of the most wonderful contributions to modern British art, quite +apart from any consideration of the age of the artist when he +painted it. The perfect draughtsmanship, the wonderful colouring, +the marvellous skill displayed in the whole composition, were all +overlooked by the contemporary critics; all they considered was +the--to them--execrable taste of the artist in representing Christ +in an ordinary carpenter's shop! The beautiful allegories contained +in the work were all ignored, and abuse for the conception alone +given place. + +[Illustration: "ECCE HOMO!" + +(_By Professor Ciseri._)] + +And yet, when it is examined, what is there to find fault with in +this respect? Absolutely nothing. The artist set himself to paint +from nature; the work appeals directly to the observant eye by its +simple force; even the symbols are not intricate when carefully +considered. The Child, whilst playing with the pincers in His +father's workshop, has injured His hand on a rusty nail protruding +from the wood on the bench. Joseph draws back the fingers to examine +the wound (the symbolism of which is obvious enough), and Mary, +with grief and motherly anxiety portrayed on every line of her +face, seeks to soothe the Boy, and with a piece of linen prepares +to bind up the hand. St. John is coming with a bowl of water with +which to bathe the injury, and St. Anne leans forward to remove the +tool which contributed to the hurt. On the ladder against the wall +rests a dove--the emblem of peace--and through the open doorway can +be seen a flock of sheep huddled close to a fence, emblematical of +the faithful, the Church of Christ. Farther out in the meadow is a +well--the well of Truth. + +[Illustration: (_Reproduced by permission from the Original Painting +in the possession of the Liverpool Corporation._) + +RUTH AND NAOMI. + +(_By P. H. Calderon, R.A._)] + +The picture was painted on commission for Mr. Farrar, the well-known +dealer, for the sum of £250--a large sum in those days for a work +by a young man. + +This picture will form the subject of one of the fine art plates +offered to readers of THE QUIVER, on conditions which are +stated elsewhere in this number. Lord Leighton's well-known painting +"The Star in the East," and the masterpieces of four other eminent +artists, will also be included; the whole forming a set of sacred +pictures, suitable for framing, of permanent value and interest for +every Christian home as well as every Sunday school and mission hall. + +The other picture by Millais, which is reproduced as the +frontispiece to this number, was based upon a drawing which the +artist made for Messrs. Routledge, in 1853, for a series of "The +Parables of our Lord." The painting, however, was not made until +1862, when it was exhibited at the Royal Academy. It was afterwards +totally destroyed in a gas explosion at Baron Marochetti's house. + +The picture "Faith," by the late E. Armitage, R.A. (see page 391), +is an excellent illustration of the passage, "For she said within +herself, If I may but touch His garment, I shall be whole." + +The tragedy of the betrayal, and the perfidy of Judas, have been +the subjects of innumerable pictures; and that of "Judas," by +Henry Tidey, which we reproduce, is typical of many. The betrayer +is represented here when leaving the house in which is being held +the sacred feast on the night of the betrayal. The pose of the man +reveals the shame which he is feeling; hesitating yet as to whether +his fell purpose shall be accomplished. + +[Illustration: (_In the possession of Mrs. Noble._) + +JUDAS GOING OUT. + +(_By Henry Tidey._)] + +The illustration on page 392 shows us the memorable scene when +Pilate exclaims to the multitude surrounding the palace, "Behold +the Man!" The work of a modern Italian artist, this picture is an +admirable rendering of the tragic event, the subdued patience of the +central Figure contrasting strongly with that of the subservient +prefect. + + ARTHUR FISH. + + + + +[NEW SERIAL STORY. + +[Illustration: FOR THE SAKE OF HER CHILD] + +By Scott Graham, Author of "The Link between Them," Etc. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +Dependent upon Charity. + + +It was a radiant June morning, and the fashionable +watering-place--Beachbourne--was looking its best in the brilliant +sunshine. Smart carriages dashed past, well-dressed cyclists +careered gaily along, and the High Street shops were thronged with +fashionable customers. + +A tall, refined-looking girl, whose exquisitely fitting garb lent +additional elegance to her graceful figure, came along the pavement, +holding by the hand a pretty, fair-haired child of six, likewise +beautifully dressed. At a confectioner's window the child suddenly +stopped. "Oh, mummy, do buy me one of those dear little chocolate +pigs! I haven't had any sweets for ever so long!" + +"Don't tease, Doris. I have no money to buy sweets." + +The child opened great eyes of wonder. + +"Why, mummy, you've got shillings, sovewins, great heaps of them, +in your purse! I saw them!" she remonstrated. And, indeed, Mrs. +Burnside's dainty, silver-mounted purse was literally bulging with +coin. + +"They all belong to auntie, and she wants them to pay her bills." +And she turned resolutely from the enticing window, whereupon Doris, +who was tired with the walk and the heat, burst into loud crying. + +As her mortified mother strove to check her, a young man in a +professional frock-coat and tall hat, who was passing, turned to +see the cause of the uproar. Mrs. Burnside's fair face flushed. "My +little girl is very naughty this morning, Dr. Inglis," she said, +answering the inquiry in his grey eyes. They were but slightly +acquainted, occasionally meeting in society. + +"I want--a choc'late pig," wailed Doris. "Mummy won't buy me +one--unkind mummy!" + +"Hush, Doris," rebuked the young doctor. "A chocolate pig! If that's +all the trouble----" and he fingered the few coins in his vest +pocket. "May she have one, Mrs. Burnside?" + +So Doris got her wish; and, once inside the confectioner's, she +fancied so many things that very little remained to Dr. Inglis out +of a shilling; and he needed all his shillings badly. But he loved +children, and already May Burnside's blue eyes had begun to haunt +him, She held out her beautifully gloved hand with a grateful smile; +and he noticed how thoroughbred she looked as she went with the now +happy Doris down the sunny street. + +There was a shadow on the young man's face as he sped home to his +scanty luncheon. He was too poor to take a house, so he rented +three rooms in a sedate-looking villa in a side street. Doctors +simply swarmed at Beachbourne, and sometimes Harold Inglis doubted +the wisdom of trying to work up a connection there. The eldest +son of an impoverished country squire, he had to depend upon his +own exertions; and, after a brilliant college career, came to +Beachbourne, hoping to work up a practice, as he was too poor to buy +one. Could he have taken a fine house and kept a carriage, he might +have succeeded; for he was a gentleman to the backbone, and had a +pleasant face and manner. But he remained almost unknown, and, after +a year of heart-breaking disappointments, found himself barely able +to live. + +Before sitting down to the bread and cheese awaiting him in the bare +little sitting-room, he thriftily changed his frock-coat for an old +boating blazer. Dress was a terribly heavy item in his expenditure; +the well-cut clothes, the glossy hat, and the snowy linen +prescribed by medical etiquette being only procured at the cost of +semi-starvation. To the hungry labourer or vagrant many people will +give a meal; but, to my mind, the gentleman who has to go hungry +that he may be well-dressed is far more deserving of pity. And many +a professional man _has_ to go hungry in these sad days when "all +the markets overflow." + +Meanwhile May and Doris Burnside were bound for Victoria Square, +the most fashionable locality in Beachbourne. Mrs. Burnside resided +with her aunt, Miss Waller, a sprightly spinster of fifty, who +lived at the very top of her handsome income, and was a leader of +local fashion. A smart footman opened the door, and the beautiful +drawing-room they entered was a great contrast to Dr. Inglis's bare +sitting-room. + +[Illustration: "I want a choc'late pig," wailed Doris.--_p. 395._] + +Miss Waller, a good-looking woman with white hair, and very richly +dressed, turned round from a fine old Chippendale writing-table. +"Oh! there you are." Then, as Doris began some childish babble about +the chocolate pig, she added impatiently, "Ring for Mary to take +that child upstairs. I wish you wouldn't bring her in here!" + +Miss Waller had no love for children; and Doris was too well +trained to defy her great-aunt. Still hugging her precious sweets, +she was whisked away; whilst the spinster, producing a gilt-edged +account-book, methodically entered the sums paid by her niece that +morning out of a twenty-pound note. Every halfpenny was accounted +for, and when May closed her purse just one solitary sixpence +remained in it which she could really call her own. Sometimes she +had not even that. + +"I've ordered the carriage for three," announced Miss Waller. "We +must call on Lady Lee, and the Amberys, and it's Mrs. Edgell's 'at +home' day. Put on your grey dress and your new hat." + +"Yes, aunt," meekly responded May. + +"And to-morrow you must unpick my green dinner-dress. I intend to +have it dyed." + +"Yes, aunt," repeated Mrs. Burnside, as she went to the door. "Yes, +aunt," was what she was obliged to say all day long; to have said +"No, aunt," would have been a complete reversal of all the Victoria +Square traditions. + + * * * * * + +To do good by stealth is unfashionable nowadays, and when Miss +Waller, to her great disgust, found herself obliged to offer a +home to her widowed niece and her child, she took care that all +Beachbourne should know and extol her generosity. + +"How delightful for Mrs. Burnside to have such a luxurious home!" +remarked many people who saw the aunt and niece that afternoon, +gorgeously arrayed; for it was known that, but for Miss Waller, May +would have been obliged to earn a living. Many a tired governess or +poor shop-assistant looked enviously at the pretty girl dashing by +in the smart carriage--the pretty girl who was dressed in silk and +chiffon, but had only sixpence in her pocket! + +The daughter of a struggling country doctor, May had fallen in +love at eighteen with a handsome but dissipated assistant of her +father's, who persuaded her into a clandestine marriage. She knew +Arthur Burnside was far from steady, but it seemed noble and heroic +to marry him that she might undertake his reformation. Poor foolish +child! she failed to realise that if a man is too weak to stand +alone, without some woman to prop him up continually, the chances +are that he will bring ruin upon both. May shuddered to recall those +four miserable years of ill-treatment, disgrace, and privation, +which ended in the death of her husband, and left her absolutely +penniless. Her father was dead, his other children were scattered, +and, but for Miss Waller, she and Doris might have starved. + +Yet, despite the outward prosperity of her new life, she found the +bread of dependence so bitter that, but for Doris, she would have +tried to earn her living. She was not highly educated, and could +only have hoped for a subordinate post; but it was so galling +never to have a garment to wear or a coin to spend, save through +her aunt's bounty, that she often thought she would be happier +as a nurse or parlourmaid. She mixed as an equal with rich and +fashionable people, and had to talk as if want of money were +absolutely unknown, though she could not even afford to buy her +child a few sweets. She dared not ask her aunt for pocket-money, for +she well knew that, though Miss Waller supplied her with fashionable +clothes, it was only because she could not bear to be disgraced by +shabby relations, and she secretly grudged every penny spent on +her niece. Yet she dared not quarrel with her aunt, who was her +only hope for a good education for her child. May was resolved +that Doris should be so accomplished that, if needful, she could +earn her bread. "Oh, if only I had not been so idle at school! If +I had practised, and talked to Fräulein more!" poor May thought to +herself, with unavailing regret, as the country roads flitted by. + +But she had little leisure for these sad thoughts. She had to brace +herself to play her part in three crowded drawing-rooms, as if she +had not a care in the world. Miss Waller was well pleased with the +admiration her graceful niece always excited in society; and, thanks +to May, the spinster received many invitations which might not +otherwise have arrived. Miss Waller had a horror of being classed as +a frump; instead, she prided herself on being exceedingly modern and +up-to-date. + +"Just fancy that plain little Daisy Edgell being engaged to a +Liverpool man with heaps of money!" she remarked as they rolled +homewards. "We met him at the Hubbards' last year, if you remember." + +"I thought him very ugly and commonplace." + +"Perhaps--but so rich! I wish _you_ could be as lucky, May. What a +pity there are so few really eligible men at Beachbourne!" + +"If there were ever so many, aunt, I couldn't bear to marry again." + +"And, pray, why not? You're only twenty-five; surely you are not +going to mourn all your days for that precious husband of yours?" +cried the spinster sharply. + +"It is just because my first marriage was so unhappy that I never +wish to marry again. As to marrying for money--I couldn't do it!" + +"What nonsense! Isn't it done every day? It's all very fine to +talk, May, but you know my income is only for my life, and I've +hardly saved anything, so that when I die you'll be left without a +home; and then what's to become of you and Doris? You _must_ marry +again--there's nothing else for it." + +It was not the first time May had listened to such counsels; and she +was well aware that, should her aunt die prematurely, she herself +would again be homeless. Miss Waller was not the woman to deny +herself in order to save money for her niece. She must have the fine +house and carriage, the handsome dress, and the dinner-parties which +her soul loved; and she found May very useful in arranging flowers, +writing letters, and making not a few articles of personal adornment +for her aunt with her clever fingers. + +Their nearest way home lay through the quiet street in which Harold +Inglis lived--or, rather, starved--and, as he chanced to be at the +surgery window mixing a powder, he saw the carriage driving by. The +sinking sun was burnishing May's golden-brown hair; and her profile, +beneath her gauzy hat, looked very fair and sweet. He sighed, as he +went back to his powder, for the contrast between her lot and his +own seemed a little too glaring. He did not know that all the time +she had only sixpence in her purse, while he could actually boast of +half-a-crown! + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Two Heavy Hearts. + + +Doris was never allowed to partake of meals with Miss Waller, +who disliked having to regulate her conversation according to +inquisitive childish ears. The little girl lived in the upper +regions with Mary, who divided the duties of lady's maid and nurse. +After breakfast one morning, May, having done what was required by +Miss Waller, went upstairs to give Doris the lessons which, so far, +formed her sole instruction. She found the child flushed and heated +after a combat with Mary. + +"She's that cross, I can't do anything with her," grumbled the +maid, who dutifully imitated her mistress in hating children. "She +wouldn't eat her nice egg at breakfast, and she's pulled all her +dolly's hair off--see." + +"I'm afraid she's not well," said the mother gravely, as the child +buried her face in May's skirt, sobbing fretfully. Her little hands +were burning, her cheeks flushed, and red spots showed on the +peach-like skin. "Ask Miss Waller if Jane may go for the doctor," +May continued, dreading lest she had taken measles. + +Miss Waller gave permission to summon the family physician, Dr. +Ellis, who was the most fashionable practitioner in Beachbourne, and +drove his carriage and pair; but Jane returned to say that both the +doctor and his partner were out. + +"Then go and fetch the nearest doctor at once!" commanded Miss +Waller. "I must know whether it's infectious or not, so that I may +take precautions. How vexing it will be," she complained to her +niece, "if Doris is laid up for weeks, and the house placed in +quarantine, just as all the gaieties are beginning! There's the +Mowbrays' dinner next week, and Lady Lee's picnic, and the Clares' +musical party--oh, dear!" + +Not a word of sympathy for the poor child! May clenched her hands +passionately in her struggle to restrain an angry reply. It was in +moments like this that her shackles seemed absolutely intolerable. + +Presently Jane returned, followed by Harold Inglis, the first +disengaged doctor she could find. May was glad not to behold an +absolute stranger, and stood by anxiously until he had examined +the little patient, whose malady he pronounced to be chicken-pox. +He wrote a prescription, gave a few simple directions, and then +followed May downstairs to reassure Miss Waller, who was eager "to +know the worst," as she put it. + +She was very gracious at being relieved from anxiety, and remarked +blandly, "It was very kind of you to come so promptly, Dr. Inglis. +Our usual medical attendant is Dr. Ellis, but he was out. As it's +such a trifling matter, don't trouble to see Doris again. If you +will be good enough to send in your account for this visit, I will +settle it at once." + +And she bowed him out, as if determined to quench any hope he +might entertain of being privileged to attend in Victoria Square. +Although, of course, medical etiquette forbade his interfering with +Dr. Ellis's patients, he felt somewhat disappointed as he went +away. He was so weary of waiting in his dingy sitting-room for the +patients who never came! + +May ventured a word to her aunt when they were alone. "I wish we +could help Dr. Inglis to find a few patients, aunt! He seems so nice +and kind." + +"There are far too many doctors in Beachbourne!" pronounced the +spinster. "I shall certainly not leave Dr. Ellis--he gives such +delightful dinner-parties!" + +Harold plodded dejectedly home, to learn, as usual, that nobody had +called during his absence; and, after thriftily changing his coat, +he entered his little surgery, to find a packet on the table which +had come by post. It was the manuscript of an article on throat +affections, which he had sent to a medical paper in the hope of +earning a little money. It had entailed great labour and research, +only to be rejected with the curt intimation that the editor had no +opening for such a subject. + +"What _can_ I do?" he distractedly asked himself. "I've called on +everybody I can scrape acquaintance with; I've joined the local +clubs; I'm a Volunteer and a Freemason--what more can I do to bring +myself into notice?" + +"A note for you, sir," said the maid-of-all-work, appearing at the +door. + +He snatched it eagerly, hoping to find a summons; but, alas! it was +only a bill from a jobbing-tailor whom he had employed to renovate +various garments _sub rosa_. He had no money to pay it; although it +went sorely against the grain to keep the poor man from his due. +He paced in distress up and down the narrow room, wishing he dare +start out for a long walk, to distract his thoughts. But he dreaded +to leave, lest in his absence some desirable patient might send for +him. And so, hanging about listlessly, unable to settle to anything, +the dismal morning passed, like too many others; and Ann brought in +his meal of bread and cheese, from which he rose nearly as hungry +as he sat down. He looked at himself in the spotty pier-glass. His +cheeks were falling in, and there were hollows beneath his eyes, due +entirely to insufficient nourishment. + +A card stuck in the frame reminded him that Mrs. Ormsby-Paulet was +"at home" that afternoon. "It's a tennis party--shall I go?" he +debated. It seemed a mockery to mingle in a scene of gaiety with +such a leaden weight at his heart; but a prosaic consideration +decided him. "There'll be a good tea, at least, and if I make myself +very agreeable, perhaps they'll ask me to stay to dinner. Besides, I +may get to know some people who'll employ me." + +He dressed himself carefully, and sallied forth; informing the +servant of his destination, in case anybody should send for him. +Despite his thin cheeks, there was not a better-looking man at "The +Dene" that afternoon; for he looked a gentleman to the backbone, and +as such, his hostess--who was very short of men--smiled upon him +graciously. + +"So glad you were able to come," she cooed. "Miss Waller," to the +spinster, who had just arrived, "may I introduce my friend, Dr. +Inglis?" + +"I have already made his acquaintance," was the suave answer; and +then Harold, to his surprise, was greeted by Mrs. Burnside, looking +very fair and sweet in a cool white linen gown. He had not expected +to meet her; he naturally supposed her place to be by the bedside of +her sick child. In truth, she was only present at her aunt's urgent +entreaty. + +"I'm afraid she must be rather heartless," thought the young doctor, +feeling oddly disappointed. He had not hitherto attributed want of +feeling to the owner of those pathetic blue eyes. Nevertheless, as +sets were being made up, he asked her to be his partner, she being +famed in Beachbourne as a tennis-player. + +She complied; but the set was not a success. He could not have +believed that Mrs. Burnside could play so badly; they were beaten by +six games to two. + +"I am so sorry," she said humbly, as they quitted the court. "I know +it was all my fault; but I really couldn't play--I was thinking of +Doris all the time." + +Her lips quivered, so that he could no longer imagine her heartless. +"Your little girl will be well in a few days--there is really no +cause for anxiety," he answered gently, angry with himself for +having misjudged her. + +"That is what Aunt Caroline says, and she insisted on my coming," +plaintively returned May; but just then Miss Waller appeared, +resplendent in mauve satin, with a stout, black-haired, middle-aged, +and shrewd-looking man, very carefully dressed, in tow. + +"I came to look for you, dear," she began very sweetly to her niece, +merely giving a cold bow to Harold. "I want to introduce Mr. Lang to +you. He knows our friends the Wingates in town." + +With that, the excellent spinster turned away; and May, finding no +resource save to accept the basket-chair in the shade proffered by +the stranger--as Harold had prudently effaced himself--prepared for +a _tête-à-tête_ with a man she had never seen before in her life. + +[Illustration: "It was very kind of you to come so promptly, Dr. +Inglis."] + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +"Manners Maketh Man." + + +"Do you mind my smoking?" began Mr. Lang, after a moment's keen +scrutiny of the graceful figure beside him. Hardly waiting for +permission, he produced a gold case and lighted a cigarette. "Been +playing tennis, haven't you?" he continued in an off-hand way. +"Stupid game, not half so good as golf--you should try golf." + +"I have tried it, and I don't like it." + +"Beginners seldom do. It's a fine game, for all that. You live with +your aunt, don't you?" + +"Yes, in Victoria Square." + +"Do you like Beachbourne?" + +She hesitated a moment before replying, "Yes." + +"I suppose it's like all these provincial towns--heaps of gossip +and scandal, eh? But you should be in London now, Mrs. Burnside. +There hasn't been as gay a season for years. I shouldn't be here +now, I can tell you, but I got a touch of fever last time I was at +Johannesburg, and, as I can't quite shake it off, my doctor ordered +me complete rest for a fortnight. So I came down here to stay with +the Stevensons. I met them last year at Homburg, and ever since +they've been pestering me with invitations to Beachbourne." + +[Illustration: The set was not a success.--_p. 399._] + +"Oh, have you been out in Africa?" returned May, thinking it best to +ignore his flattering reference to his entertainers. + +"Spent nearly twenty years there. I can remember when there wasn't +a gold mine on the Randt. And, though I've come back to England +for good now, I generally run over about twice a year. It's just +a nice little trip to the Cape, and they really do you very well +on the mail steamers," he condescendingly added, as he lighted +another cigarette. "By-the-bye, this case is made of African gold--a +nugget I found myself in the claim which was the beginning of the +Springkloof Mine. You've heard of the Springkloof, of course?" + +She shook her head, and he looked at her with evident pity for her +ignorance. "I didn't think there was anybody nowadays who hadn't +heard of the Springkloof!" + +"I'm afraid you'll think us rather behind the times at Beachbourne," +she said, as she rose, hoping to shake off her new acquaintance; +but he rose, too, and kept by her side as she strolled through the +beautiful grounds, speaking first to one friend and then to another. + +"Not many pretty girls here, I must say," he observed disparagingly, +as they approached the house, in quest of the tea-room. + +"Are you an admirer of beauty?" asked May, with a rather sarcastic +glance at his tubby figure. + +"Quite so. I love the best of everything there is. As soon as I +can find a girl pretty enough, I intend to marry," he replied +with perfect gravity. "It's rather lonely all by myself in Palace +Gardens. Do you like the Palace Gardens houses, Mrs. Burnside?" + +"I've never been in one, and I don't even know where they are. I +know very little about London, and very few people there--just the +Wingates, and one or two others." + +"Are the Wingates any relation?" + +"Oh, no, only old friends of my aunt's. I hardly know them." + +"Well, it's not much loss. I don't mean any disrespect to your +aunt, but old Mother Wingate isn't a woman I should ever wish to +confide in, myself. She's always trying to catch me for one of her +plain daughters--dear Maggie or dear Amy! By the way, what's your +Christian name, Mrs. Burnside?" + +"May." + +"And, by Jove, it suits you! So often girls' names don't. You find +Lily as black as a crow, and Rose as sallow as she can be, and +Queenie a little, insignificant dowdy with a turned-up nose!" + +He talked in this carping strain while he consumed a fair amount +of refreshments, none of which, however, were good enough for his +critical taste. He evidently thought a great deal about eating and +drinking, for he incidentally mentioned that he gave his _chef_ two +hundred a year. + +"What a waste!" was on the tip of May's tongue, as she thought +how useful even a tenth of that sum would be to herself. The tea +was cosily set out on a number of little tables in the spacious, +old-fashioned dining-room. Gay groups were seated at each, and not +far off was Harold Inglis, talking cheerfully with two of his host's +daughters. May glanced from him to her companion, noticing how +common and plebeian Mr. Lang looked when contrasted with him. + +As she quitted the table Harold, who had apparently been lying in +wait, crossed over to speak to her. "Would you like to play again, +Mrs. Burnside? I can easily make up a set, if you wish." + +But at this moment appeared Miss Waller, apparently from nowhere, to +throw cold water on the proposal. "I think you had better not run +about any more this hot afternoon, love. You really must not tempt +her, Dr. Inglis." + +"There's croquet," suggested Harold; "shall we play at that?" + +And, though in general she detested croquet, May assented quite +eagerly, only anxious to shake off Mr. Lang. Miss Waller could not +well interfere again, and Mr. Lang did not play croquet, but he +and the spinster sat on a garden seat close by till the game was +finished, rendering it difficult for Harold to say a word which +the watchful pair did not overhear. Divining from her erratic play +that May's mind was still running upon her sick child, he seized +the opportunity, when they were both searching for a ball which had +rolled into the shrubbery, to say kindly: "Don't fret about Doris. +I assure you there's no need. The malady must run its course, and +she'll be all right afterwards. Only you must be careful she doesn't +get a chill." + +"I wish she could have you to attend her, instead of Dr. Ellis. She +detests him because he once deceived her about a powder she had to +take. But my aunt likes him----" + +"I believe he is a very clever man," hurriedly interposed Harold, +mindful of professional etiquette. "Doris will be quite safe with +him; indeed, she hardly needs a doctor." + +"My aunt is always at home on Tuesdays--I hope you will come to see +us," responded May, grateful for his manifest sympathy. She knew he +had few friends in Beachbourne, and resolved to do what she could to +introduce him. + +His face lighted up unmistakably. "Thank you so much, Mrs. Burnside! +I shall be delighted to come, and I'll not forget Tuesday." + +Miss Waller was in a most complacent frame of mind as they drove +home through the beautiful June evening. "What a fortunate thing I +forbade you to be so foolish as to stay at home to nurse Doris!" she +began. "Mr. Lang is a man worth knowing; he made an enormous fortune +in South Africa--a million at least--and Mrs. Stevenson says his +house in Palace Gardens is simply lovely. I'll ask him to dinner, to +meet some nice people." + +May's delicate face flushed. "He's not a gentleman!" she said. + +"I daresay he was not of much extraction originally, but what does +that matter nowadays? Money levels all distinctions; and I can see +Mrs. Stevenson would be only too glad to catch him for Edith." + +"I thought his manner insufferably rude!" + +"My dear, that's because he's so run after in London; it always +spoils a man to have dozens of girls angling for him. But he was +undoubtedly struck by you; and I don't think you were very wise +to go and play croquet with that Dr. Inglis as you did. He has +agreeable manners, but he has not a penny-piece; and I don't believe +he'll ever get a practice here." + +"I'm sorry for him, aunt, and--and I thought it only civil to ask +him to call----" + +Miss Waller's brow contracted. "I think you might have consulted me +first. At best he is only a detrimental, and there are far too many +here already; but you always _were_ quixotic, May!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Lulu. + + +Whit Sunday--which was late that year--was simply glorious, the heat +being tempered by a delicious sea breeze. A vivacious, dark-eyed +girl, who accompanied Harold Inglis along the parade after morning +service, stopped again and again to gloat over the sapphire sea, +tumbling in, foam-crested. "How jolly for you, Harold, living in +this delicious place!" she exclaimed. "You ought to look better than +you do; you are much thinner than you were." + +He evaded the subject, not wishing to sadden his favourite sister, +Lulu, with his shifts and privations. She had come down to +Beachbourne to spend Whitsuntide with her brother, glad to escape +from the stuffy London office in which she had to work hard for a +living. + +"Oh, Harold! who are these smart people coming along?" + +They had already passed many well-dressed groups of residents, +but none presenting so imposing an appearance collectively as did +stately Miss Waller, in heliotrope, May Burnside, in an exquisite +costume of pale grey silk and chiffon, Doris, a vision of childish +prettiness in white muslin, and two or three equally well-dressed +men, conspicuous amongst whom was Mr. Lang. Harold's colour rose as +he lifted his hat, whilst Lulu eagerly exclaimed, "Oh! who is that +pretty girl in grey? She looks quite fit for the Park!" + +He explained, secretly glad that his sister should admire his +divinity; but it was fortunate he could not hear what Miss Waller +was meanwhile saying to her niece: "Who is that common-looking girl +with Dr. Inglis? She is most atrociously dressed." + +It must be confessed that poor Lulu, who had little money for dress, +fell far below the Victoria Square standard. "Looks like a little +dressmaker," sneered one of the men. + +"A dressmaker would have better clothes," observed Miss Waller. +Her eyes dwelt complacently on her niece's graceful figure, as +she spoke, and she was pleased to see how close Mr. Lang--who had +overtaken them in coming out of church--kept to May's elbow, despite +the black looks of Doris, who disliked him. The child was now quite +well again, some days having elapsed since the garden party. + +"What are you going to do this afternoon. Mrs. Burnside? Will you +come for a drive?" presently asked Mr Lang. + +But May did not approve of Sunday driving. "I promised to take Doris +to the flower service, thank you." + +"Why, you've been to church once already, Doris! You'd much better +persuade your mother to bring you for a drive with me," cajoled he; +but the child burst out, "No, I don't like you, and I don't want to +drive with you!" so resolutely that he could not press it. + +Miss Waller frowned angrily. "Really, May, the way you spoil Doris +is beyond all reason. She is the rudest little girl I ever saw!" +And, to soothe the plutocrat's wounded feelings, she insisted upon +his coming home to luncheon with her. He was now a constant visitor +in Victoria Square, for, having terminated his stay with the +Stevensons, he had taken rooms at the principal hotel. + +Whilst May, in her costly gown, sat chafing beneath Mr. Lang's +glances of insolent admiration, at her aunt's luxuriously appointed +table, Harold and Lulu Inglis were very merry and happy over the +plainest fare in his bare sitting-room. They had not met for a +long time, and a cheap Whitsuntide excursion was the reason of her +presence now. As soon as they had finished, they started for the +shore. Sitting on a big stone, beneath the shade of the cliffs, they +had a delightful chat, until Lulu suddenly exclaimed: "Oh, Harold! +Here's that pretty girl in grey we saw this morning!" + +Doris, who loved the sea, had coaxed her mother to come down on +the shore after the service, and, seeing his companion, May bowed +to Harold, and would have passed on, but he detained her. "May I +introduce my sister, Miss Lucy Inglis, Mrs. Burnside?" + +There was something so frank and friendly about Lulu that very +soon, as Doris announced she was tired and wanted to rest, they +were all seated upon the big stone, upon which Miss Inglis insisted +on spreading her jacket, to protect May's dainty dress. Whilst his +sister expatiated on the delights of Beachbourne, and wondered why +her raptures evoked so little response from the young widow, Harold +sat pondering whether he dare invite Mrs. Burnside to come to tea in +his bare and shabby rooms. + +To his delight, she instantly accepted the invitation; eager, in +truth, to escape from the hated society of Mr. Lang. Harold then +turned to Doris, gaily asking whether she would come too. + +"Yes, I will," she answered with childish bluntness. "I like you, +but I don't like Dr. Ellis--nasty man!--and I hate Mr. Lang." + +"You shouldn't hate anybody, Doris," reproved May. + +"But Mr. Lang calls me Little Crosspatch, and it's very rude of him +to call me names, mummy." + +"Bravo, Doris!" cried Lulu mischievously, as they turned to go. +"Stick up for your rights--you'll be a 'New Woman' when you grow up." + +"I hope so," said May, in a low voice, to the amazement of Miss +Inglis, who exclaimed, with a glance at the costly equipment of the +speaker: "I should never have expected _you_ to utter such a wish, +Mrs. Burnside!" + +May smiled with quiet bitterness. "I have no wish to see Doris speak +on a platform, or go in for a man's profession; but I do feel, more +and more, that it is better for women to be independent, whether +they marry or not." + +"Why, that's just what I always say!" cried Lulu delightedly. "All +women can't marry nowadays--there are not enough men to go round. +Besides, what is more contemptible than to see girls sitting idle, +with their hands folded, waiting for somebody to come along and +marry them? No, every girl ought to be able to earn her own living, +and then she's safe, whatever happens!" + +Needless to say, such maxims would have been entirely abhorrent to +Miss Waller, who regarded working-girls with detestation, as May +well knew. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +"A Beautiful Anomaly." + + +Arrived at his rooms, Harold did the honours; not without fears lest +May should miss the luxuries of her home. But she enjoyed the change +of surroundings with all the zest of a schoolgirl, and Doris, being +made much of, was as good as gold. Harold himself had not spent +such a delightful hour since he came to Beachbourne, but his hour +of bliss was all too short; for soon a summons came from a patient, +and, though it was only a greengrocer in the next street, patients +were too precious to be slighted. So he departed, begging Mrs. +Burnside to remain with Lulu until his return. + +Left alone, the two girls settled down for a cosy chat; Doris being +quite absorbed in an illustrated book Harold had produced picturing +the wonders of the microscope. + +"Dear old Harold!" began his sister. "Don't think me silly, Mrs. +Burnside, but I'm proud of him, knowing how hard he worked for his +degree. Will he ever get a good practice here, do you think?" + +"I hope so; but it takes time," answered May, rather embarrassed. +"Have you many brothers and sisters?" + +"There are six of us altogether--a formidable number, isn't it? But, +I'm glad to say, we're all doing something, and don't cost dear old +dad a penny. I remind Esther of that--she's my eldest sister--when +she grumbles, and wishes we were back at Mallowfield Hall." + +"That was your father's place, wasn't it?" + +"Yes, our ancestors lived there centuries ago. This is the house." +And she produced a photograph of an imposing mansion standing in +a spacious park, a residence which even Miss Waller would have +acknowledged to be a magnificent property. + +"What a lovely place! And you had to leave it?" + +[Illustration: "He's not a gentleman," she said.--_p. 401._] + +"Yes, my grandfather was dreadfully extravagant, and since father +came into power the agricultural depression was the finishing +stroke. It was cruelly hard to leave the dear old place, but the +mortgagees foreclosed, and we all had to turn out. Dad and mother +went to live in Cornwall, where she owns a tiny cottage. Harold +passed as a doctor, Jack's at Johannesburg, and Ted's in Australia. +Then Connie, my youngest sister, is companion to an old lady, and +Esther and I share a cupboard of a flat with an old schoolfellow, +Mabel Bryan, whose partner I am in a typewriting office. Esther, +who's awfully clever, as well as handsome, and knows several +languages, is corresponding clerk to a firm of shippers. She gets a +hundred a year, and I manage to make about a pound a week; but I'm +not clever, and have to do the best I can. We work awfully hard, but +I really think we are happier than if we had nothing to do." + +"I'm sure you are," sighed May, as her eye fell upon her own dearly +purchased finery. "I must say, I think it very plucky of you to take +it as you do." + +Lulu opened her eyes, for she was not accustomed to pity. "I'm +proud to be a working-woman, and even if I were rich like you, Mrs. +Burnside, I couldn't bear to sit with my hands folded." + +"Rich like me!" May echoed drearily. "I'm not rich; I owe everything +I possess to my aunt." + +"But she's rich, so it must be the same thing," persisted Lulu. + +Just then Harold came hurrying in. "I was as quick as I could be, +Mrs. Burnside," he began, manifestly pleased to find May still +there. With an alarmed glance at the clock, she arose to go, and +said cordially-- + +"I should be so pleased, Dr. Inglis, if you would bring your sister +to see me on Tuesday afternoon." + +"Many thanks, Mrs. Burnside, but I must return by the excursion +train on Tuesday morning," returned Lulu; and May dared not urge the +point. To invite the Inglises to any meal but afternoon tea was out +of her power, for Miss Waller disapproved of promiscuous guests at +luncheon and dinner. So, bidding a cordial farewell to Lulu, May set +forth with Doris to Victoria Square, escorted by happy Harold. + +"I call her a beautiful anomaly!" Lulu observed later on to her +brother, when he asked what she thought of Mrs. Burnside. "At first, +seeing how she was dressed, I concluded she was only a fashionable +butterfly, caring for nothing but amusement. But from her talk I +could see I had been unjust, and that there's nothing she would like +better than being useful and independent. Poor thing! Her face is +one of the saddest I ever saw." + +"I believe she has a very uncomfortable time of it with Miss Waller, +who is a Tartar, from all accounts." + +"Then why does she stay with her?" + +"What else can she do, with that child?" + +An unpleasant quarter of an hour awaited May within her aunt's +door, which she entered with a sinking heart. Doris was instantly +bundled off to bed, after which Miss Waller--in thin, high tones, +very different from her suave society accents--moralised on May's +enormities in absenting herself without notice, whilst Mr. Lang +vainly awaited her return. He had just gone, evidently vexed at her +non-appearance. + +"Mr. Lang has no jurisdiction over me!" May was irritated into +retorting at last, whereupon her aunt's frown became portentous. + +"Mr. Lang is my friend, and, as such, I insist that you treat him +with respect! Pray, who are you, to set your will against mine? I +paid for the very dress you have on, and every article you possess, +and but for me you and Doris would be in the workhouse!" + +May would not trust herself to reply, but went away to her own room, +there to shed some very bitter tears. As she eyed her tall figure in +the glass, arrayed in the beautiful garments for which she had to +pay so dearly, she heartily envied the three happy girls in their +flat, as described by Lulu. How fortunate they were, to be able to +do as they pleased, and indebted to no living soul for anything! +"Oh, to be free!--to be free!" she panted, realising her slavery as +she had never realised it before. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +Bijou's Mistress. + + +When bright-faced Lulu had returned home, brief though her visit had +been, Harold missed her inexpressibly. To vary the monotony of his +dreary rooms, he paid his promised call in Victoria Square, to find +himself promptly relegated to the background by Miss Waller, who +perfectly understood how to snub people without being unladylike. +May, who made tea, hardly uttered a word; and the lion of the +occasion was Mr. Lang, who expatiated on the riches of South Africa +and his own importance on the Randt. + +"You're nowhere unless you've got money nowadays," he confidently +asserted. + +"Oh, but"--expostulated a meek little clergyman's wife, looking +rather shocked, "surely culture goes for something--and +descent--and----" + +"Culture, descent, my dear madam! We haven't time to bother about +such things at Johannesburg! They'd be no use to a man there!" + +"I'm sorry to hear it," Harold was provoked into saying. "My brother +Jack is out there, and I shouldn't like him to come back less of a +gentleman than he went!" + +"What's he doing?" disdainfully drawled the plutocrat. + +"He is in the office of the Victorina Mine." + +"Ah! a good property that--not equal to the Springkloof, though. I +know the Victorina manager; perhaps next time I go out, I may look +your brother up." + +"How kind of you, Mr. Lang!" gushed Miss Waller; but Harold never +said a word. + +"Well now, Miss Waller," said Mr. Lang, "it's time I was returning +to London, and don't you think you ought to give Mrs. Burnside a +little taste of dissipation before the season closes?" + +"I should have taken her to London before, but dear May always says +she doesn't like town," answered the spinster, who always posed as +a most affectionate aunt in public. "I must leave you to try _your_ +persuasions." As she spoke, she darted a glance at her niece which +plainly said, "Refuse to go, if you dare!" + +"London is so hot now--and Doris----" faltered the girl in manifest +dismay. The clergyman's wife took her departure, but Harold sat +doggedly on, determined to hear the result. + +"Doris could be left behind perfectly well," rejoined Mr. Lang, who +disliked the child as much as she disliked him. + +"We shall be very pleased to see a little of London under your +auspices, Mr. Lang," interrupted Miss Waller, in a sub-acid tone. "I +know of some nice rooms near Hyde Park, which will be quieter than a +hotel, and I'll write about them to-night." + +May said no more; but Harold perceived an expression of absolute +despair flit over her features for a moment, and his heart swelled +with pity for her. + +He paced his lonely sitting-room many times that evening, lamenting +his own impotence. A few patients, poor people to whom he was at +home for an hour, mornings and evenings, came to consult him for a +fee of one shilling, medicine included; but even these were few in +number. He had the very deepest sympathy with the poor; but to be +wasting his time here when, in a few days, Mrs. Burnside would be +staying close to that man in Palace Gardens! + +[Illustration: "Harold! Here's that pretty girl in grey."--_p. 402._] + +There was a ring at the bell, and the landlady entered, announcing, +with a smile, "Miss Geare and Miss Pepper." A little, round-faced, +white-haired lady, with curiously wandering light-blue eyes, then +tripped into the room, carrying something carefully in her arms; +followed by a forbidding, tall, dark-haired female, to whom Harold +took an instant and hearty dislike. + +"Oh, doctor!" began the little lady, in a breathless, excited way, +with hardly any stops, "I saw your plate on the door, and I've come +to see if you can cure my darling little Bijon; a great cruel cabman +has just driven over him, and I'm afraid his poor leg's broken. Will +you look?" + +Harold could hardly restrain a smile. "I am not a veterinary +surgeon, madam." + +[Illustration: Harold perceived an expression of despair flit over +her features.--_p. 405._] + +"I told you it was no use coming here," growled Miss Pepper, the +companion, in a voice as unamiable as her face. + +"Oh, but poor Bijou is in such pain!" + +With that Miss Geare burst into passionate tears and again entreated +Harold's aid. To end the tiresome scene, he examined the dog, +unprofessional though it might be, and, finding one of its legs +was broken, improvised splints and set it carefully. Miss Geare's +gratitude was excessive. + +"And you _will_ come and see Bijou, won't you?" implored the old +lady. "He must have attention until he gets well, and I live at +Lyndhurst Lodge, Murray Road." + +Harold demurred, as being unprofessional. + +"Then come to attend _me_," eagerly responded Miss Geare. "I'm often +rather ailing; and you can give Bijou a look at the same time." + +She looked at him so pleadingly that he could not find it in his +heart to say no. She brightened up at his consent, and asked for +a cab, in which to take home her injured darling, and then laid a +sovereign and a shilling on the table. + +"I don't think I am entitled to charge for attending the dog," said +Harold, crimsoning. "Certainly, this is far too much." + +"Watson, the veterinary surgeon, _never_ would have charged a +guinea," indignantly added Miss Pepper; but Miss Geare was resolute, +and when she had departed, it was certainly pleasant to see the gold +piece on the table, sovereigns being sadly scarce with him, poor +fellow! + +He instituted inquiries, and learnt that Miss Geare belonged to a +good family, and was well-off, but somewhat "queer." In early youth +she was engaged to an officer, who was killed at Delhi, and had +become gradually more and more eccentric, until now she only lived +for her dogs and cats. Miss Pepper, it was added, tyrannised over +her shamefully, as though she were the mistress and Miss Geare the +companion. + +The old lady was warm-hearted, though rather fickle, and, having +taken a fancy to Harold, contrived to secure him several fresh +and welcome patients. Miss Geare herself was far from strong, and +afforded a legitimate exercise for Harold's skill, which salved his +conscience in the matter of Bijou. But Miss Pepper remained, from +first to last, distinctly hostile. + + [END OF CHAPTER SIX.] + + + + +CHILDISH MEMORIES OF LEWIS CARROLL. + +By One of his Alices. + + +So many children will grieve over the sad event--the death that +deprived them of one of the best and kindest friends that children +ever came across--the children who have followed "Alice" through +all the wonderful adventures of "Wonderland" will be saddened by +the thought that the hand which held the pen that gave them such +amusement is now still for ever; and the children now grown up who +knew Lewis Carroll personally will look back into the years agone +and remember his delightful stories, and his never-ceasing kindness +towards them in their youthful days. + +[Illustration: LEWIS CARROLL. + +(_At the age of 8._)] + +To my mind Oxford will never be quite the same again, now that so +many of the dear old friends of one's childhood have "gone over to +the great majority." My poor old father, though always wishing to go +for little excursions back to the old University town where so many +years of his life had been spent, came back to his country rectory +in the Cotswold Hills bemoaning the loss of the "many who had gone +before," and how the familiar forms of his old college friends were, +alas! no more to be seen. + +Often, in the twilight, when the flickering firelight danced on the +old wainscoted wall, have we--father and I--chatted over the old +Oxford days and friends, and the merry times we all had together +in Long-Wall Street. I was a nervous, thin, remarkably ugly child, +and, for some years, I might say, I was quite alone in the nursery, +my small, fat baby-brother being much more appreciated than myself. +I was left almost entirely to the kind and gentle mercy of Mary +Pearson, my own particular attendant, and though father, of course, +had commenced his friendship with Mr. Dodgson (Lewis Carroll) long +before, I only remember him first when I was about seven, and from +that time until we went to live in Gloucestershire, he was one of my +most delightful friends. + +[Illustration: (_From a Photo by Lewis Carroll._) + +THE AUTHOR AND HER FATHER (THE REV. E. A. LITTON).] + +I shall never forget when, sitting on a rustic seat with Mr. +Dodgson under a dear old tree in the Botanical Gardens, I heard +for the first time the delightful and ever-entertaining story of +Hans Andersen's "Ugly Duckling." I was devoted to books, and could +read quite well for so small a child, but I cannot explain the +delightful way in which Mr. Dodgson read and told his stories: as +he read, the characters were real flesh and blood--living figures. +This particular story made a great impression on me, and, being +very sensitive about my ugly little self, it greatly interested me. +I remember his impressing upon me that it was better to be good, +truthful, and to try not to think of self, than to be a pretty, +selfish child, spoilt and disagreeable, and he, from that story, +gave me the name of "Ducky," which name clung to me for many years; +in fact, from that day Mary Pearson always called me "Miss Ducky." + +[Illustration: (_From a Photo by Lewis Carroll._) + +THE ORIGINAL OF "ALICE IN WONDERLAND."] + +Many a time has Mr. Dodgson said, "Never mind, little Ducky; perhaps +some day you will turn out a swan." + +I always attribute my love for animals to the teaching of Mr. +Dodgson: his stories of animal life, his knowledge of their lives +and histories, his enthusiasm about birds and butterflies, passed +many a tiresome hour away. The monkeys in the Botanical Gardens were +our special pets, and, oh! the nuts and biscuits we used to give +them! He entered into the spirit of the fun as much as "Ducky" did. + +Then there were the mornings spent in the Christ Church and Merton +meadows: Mary and I took our daily walks abroad there. Years have +passed since then, and I have travelled in many climes, but I always +think that the recollections of the days of one's childhood never +fade. One's views of life, persons, and things were so fresh, so +different from the judgment of things in later years. + +Those meadows were, to me, full of the loveliest +field-flowers--daisies, the beautiful "snake-flower"--so rare, I +understand now--the golden buttercups, the masses of dandelions with +the added, never-failing fun of blowing the downy seeds away. + +Nurse Mary always took thread and a needle in her pocket; these +were for the making of daisy-chains, and, oh! the wreaths we strung +as we sat in the soft grass, with the dear old Broad Walk quite +close, and when we raised our eyes the lovely vision of Merton +College, with its covered walls of Virginian creeper! It all comes +back to me so vividly, though it is now far away in the past years. +And how delighted we were to see the well-known figure in his cap +and gown coming, so swiftly, with his kind smile ready to welcome +the "Ugly Duckling" sitting in the grass! I knew, as he sat beside +me, that a fairy-tale book was hidden in his pocket, or that I +should hear something nice--perhaps a new game or a puzzle--and he +would gravely accept a tiny daisy bouquet for his coat with as much +courtesy as if it had been the finest hot-house _boutonnière_. I was +very proud when, between us, we had made a chain of cuckoo-flowers +and daisy heads long enough to twine round my hat. + +These meadows and the walk along the wall were remarkable then for +the quantity of snails of all kinds that, on fine days and damp +days, came out to take the air, and to me they were objects of great +dislike and horror. Mr. Dodgson so gently and patiently showed me +how silly I was, how harmless the poor snails were, and told me so +much about the shells they carried on their backs, and showed me how +wonderfully they were made, that I soon got over the fright and made +quite a collection of discarded shells; which collection finally +took up its abode in a little crimson-paper trunk that Mr. Dodgson +found at old Mrs. Green's toyshop and bought for me. + +About this time also father had added to my nursery literature +"Ministering Children," "Sandford and Merton," and "Rosamund; or, +The Purple Jar." All these were shown in great glee to my kind +friend, who (as I knew he would) read to me from them. + +Two or three times I went fishing with him from the bank, near the +Old Mill opposite Addison's Walk (Oxford), and he entered quite into +my happiness when a small fish came wriggling up on the end of my +crooked pin and line, just ready for the dinner of the little white +kitten, "Lily," he had given me. + +In those days Addison's Walk had, in season, its banks covered with +pretty periwinkles--white and blue--and there were strict laws not +to pick them. I, childlike, could not resist the temptation, and +one day, Mary being seated at work near by, "Ducky," left to play +alone, gathered a bunch of the coveted beauties, hid them under her +little spencer (a small coat of those days), and trotted by Mary's +side, half-frightened, to the lodge of the gruff old porter, who +sat reading his paper, glancing always at the passers through his +doorway. Nothing escaped his notice. Mary went through and then I, +half-trembling, with the periwinkles closely clasped to my side. +The street gained, I was safe, but (alas! there is always a "but"), +Mr. Dodgson, going to see a friend in the college, came up to me, +saying, "Why so flushed, little Alice? And what is that hanging +below your jacket?" + +The flowers had not gained anything by their hot pressure under my +jacket, and it was a very much ashamed, sad little girl who stood +convicted of flower-theft! + +"Ducky, come with me"; and, taking my unwilling hand, he led me back +to the grim old custodian of the cloisters, to whom I had to deliver +up the now faded periwinkles, and promise future goodness and "never +to do so any more." Then Mary took me in hand, and the quiet little +"weep" I indulged in while going home was much enhanced by the sound +of Mary's voice telling me: "Miss Ducky, you are an awful naughty +child; you have quite disgusted Mr. Dodgson, and you shall go to +your bed without supper." This threat she carried out. + +On Sunday afternoons father used to take me for a walk to St. +John's College gardens, or, perhaps, New College gardens, and as +they--father and Mr. Dodgson--were great friends, he often joined +us. And how I enjoyed all the bright sunshine and the shade of the +mulberry-trees! And then father, tired from his morning services, +snatched a "forty-winks." I revelled in stories of small men and +maidens, stories so entertaining that I thought I could never read +"line upon line" any more; and then there were the stories of the +other little Alice who bore the same initials as myself, and who +was so pretty and behaved so well; who sat before the wonderful +photographing machine and came out a pretty little beggar girl! I am +afraid I was rather envious of this child and a tiny bit jealous, +but I took the greatest interest in what she did and said. And I +remember all this perfectly. + +Before me, as I write, is a likeness of Mr. Dodgson; in fact, two +photographs. These are just as I remember him. It was his sweet +smile and face that endeared him so much to his youthful friends, +his never-failing interest in their childlike joys and sorrows. +Mr. Dodgson was a very quiet, reserved man, and cared little for +society, such as large parties and receptions; but to come and go +as he liked in the homes of those with whom he was intimate, these +visits were some of the pleasures he allowed himself. He also made +very welcome the visits of his child-friends, and it was a great +treat to go to see him in his rooms in Christ Church College. + +My dear father (the Rev. E. A. Litton, a very well known man in +the old Oxford days of sixty years ago) was much attached to Mr. +Dodgson, and they used to meet frequently to discuss points that +interested them both. I was always allowed, if I bore a good record +in the nursery, to join father when he went to Christ Church, and I +knew that, sooner or later during the visit, something good would +be for me. The delicious slices of cake and bread-and-butter, the +glass of creamy milk; the soft pile of cushions on the sofa if I +felt tired, and the glittering little glass balls of his wonderful +game of "Solitaire," for me to play with; the lovely picture-books +which I was so careful not to tear or hurt in any way; and then to +be allowed to look at the portraits of other little friends who knew +and visited him as I did! + +[Illustration: _THE FIRST EARRING._ + +(_From a Drawing by Lewis Carroll._)] + +Mr. Dodgson was a great admirer of photography and he inspired +father with a like enthusiasm, and I am the happy possessor of a +photograph (reproduced on page 407) that our dear friend took at +Christ Church of father and me. Such a good likeness of father +and me, such a lanky, long-legged, shy child, with very short +petticoats, low shoes, and a huge flap hat! More than forty years +has this been taken--the two dear friends gone for ever and only the +photograph remaining as souvenir of the dear old past--it is almost +as fresh as the day it was taken! + +Other likenesses were taken, but, though I have hunted about, I +cannot find them. Also, to my great sorrow, I have lost several +long, illustrated letters written to me with the hope of shaming +me out of several bad habits and faults. One in particular was the +sucking of my thumb, and this Mr. Dodgson always teased me about +very much. One day I received a long letter with funny little +pictures of a small family of birds who would suck their thumbs +(claws). They looked so comical in a row, on a branch, with their +claws in their beaks, and the father- and mother-birds below with +a pot of bitter aloes, a birch-rod, and long muslin bags to tie up +the claws in. The next picture showed the little birds weeping, +with their claws in bags, the father and mother enjoying a good +repast, and the naughty little birds "had none"! And so on all the +way through this most interesting pictorial letter, till the little +birds had no claws left. All sucked away! The story was quite as +interesting as the pictures, and I think it did me good, as Mary +Pearson always read this letter to me whenever I sucked my thumb +more than usual, and protested my thumbs were disappearing as the +birds' claws did, and I was terribly frightened; for Mr. Dodgson +used to say Mary was quite right, and I should be spoken of as "the +little girl without thumbs." + +My hair was a great trouble to me as a child, for it would tangle +and Mary was not over and above patient as I twisted and turned +when she wished to dress it. So one day I received a long, blue +envelope addressed to myself (letters are always so delightful to +children--they raise them almost to the ranks of the "grown-ups"), +and there was a story-letter, all full of drawings, from Mr Dodgson. +The first picture was of a little girl--hat off and tumbled hair +very much _en évidence_--asleep on a rustic bench under a big +tree by the side of a river (supposed to be the dear old seat in +the Botanical Gardens), and two birds holding an evidently most +important conversation above in the branches, their heads on one +side, eyeing the sleeping child. The next picture, the two birds, +flying with twigs and straw, preparing to build a nest; the child +still sleeping and the birds chirping and twittering with the +delight of building their nest in the tangled hair of the child. +Next came the awakening. The work complete, the mother-bird on +her nest, the father-bird flying round the frightened child. And +then, lastly, hundreds of birds--the air thick with them; the child +fleeing; small boys with tin trumpets raised to their lips, and +Nurse Mary, with a basket of brushes and combs, bringing up the +rear! All this, with the well-drawn-out story, cured me of this +fault, and Mary, in after-life, told me she "had no more trouble; +just to open the letter and show the unhappy child in the picture, +and I was 'passive as a lamb.'" Sometimes father would say, patting +my head, "Any more nests to-day, Ducky? Birds would not have a +chance now with this smooth little head." + +[Illustration: LEWIS CARROLL. + +(_The Rev. C. L. Dodgson._)] + +I have grieved greatly that these picture-stories are no more, and, +from several letters which I have seen from other little girls--now +grown up and far away in different parts of the world, their letters +of a like kind have also gone astray and been lost amidst the +movings, changings, and chances of life. + +In after years my father often told me another story of Mr. Dodgson, +which I, being so young, had forgotten. In the very early part of +the time in which I knew him, he one day called in Long-Wall Street +to fetch father to go with him to "The Union" to look into some +particular subject together. Mr. Dodgson was anxious I should go as +well, as, perhaps, we might all take a walk, and as I promised to be +most obedient and good, I was told to go and get my hat. I trotted +along, and, "The Union" reached, was put in a comfortable chair to +wait till they were ready to go on the proposed walk. It was hot, +and I was tired, and the crackling of papers turning over and the +hum of voices lulled me to sleep. I slept on, oblivious of all, and, +I suppose, the two friends, talking intently, forgot my existence +and, in earnest conversation, left "The Union"--and me, sleeping +quietly, quite alone. + +Mr. Dodgson left father in Long-Wall Street, and then went to his +rooms in Christ Church. Suddenly, so the story goes, he thought, "We +went out three; we came back two; where is three?" + +And then it flashed across him that there had been no "three" left +in Long-Wall Street--only his friend--and so "three" must have been +left somewhere on the road. Though it was just the hour of dinner, +this good friend trudged back to "The Union," intent upon finding +the lost lamb, and there I was still asleep, coiled up, as he +expressed it, "like a dormouse." I was taken home tired and a little +cross; it was past my supper-time; I was hungry, and quite ready for +the white sheets and pillows that lead to dreamland. But, always +thoughtful for others, Mr. Dodgson strayed into the ever-famous and +delightful shop of Boffins in "The High," and a sugared Bath-bun and +a glass of jelly revived my drooping spirits and raised my courage +to meet Mary. I was soon given into her care, and my adventures, as +told by Mr. Dodgson, made me quite a heroine, and I felt myself a +person of some importance with a history. + +I had a daily governess, a dear old soul, who used to come every +morning to instruct my youthful mind. I disliked particularly the +large-lettered copies in my writing-book, and, as I confided this +to Mr. Dodgson, he came and set me some copies himself. I remember +two were, "Patience and water-gruel cure gout." (I wondered what +"gout" could be.) "Little girls should be seen and not heard." (This +I thought unkind.) These were written many times over, and I had to +present the pages at the end of the week to him without one blot or +smudge. + +[Illustration: ALICE AND HUMPTY DUMPTY. + +(_From a Photograph._)] + +Magdalen College always, to my childish mind, was a most lovely and +beautiful place, and my favourite walking ground in hot weather +because of the splendid trees. I also had a great admiration for the +many and brilliant-flowered balconies of some of the Fellows of the +College, which looked into High Street just before the Bridge of +Magdalen commenced. One particularly was the show window of the set, +flaming with the most varied colours--vivid geraniums, lobelias, +mignonette, and two tiny mirrors, cleverly inserted amongst the +flowers, so that the person inside could see who was passing, either +way, up or down the street, without being seen himself. + +I was quite at home in these rooms, as they also belonged to a +friend of my father, a Mr. Saul; he was a Fellow of Magdalen, +and I always admired him so much, and thought he could never be +unhappy living in such charming rooms. I can see him now, with his +cheery laugh and white hair, and his very portly figure, and, oh! +the musical instruments that were here, there, and everywhere! Mr. +Dodgson and father and myself all went one afternoon to pay him a +visit. At that time Mr. Saul was very much interested in the study +of the big drum, and, with books before him and a much heated face, +he was in full practice when we arrived. Nothing would do but +that all the party must join in the concert. Father undertook the +'cello, Mr. Dodgson took a comb and paper, and, amidst much fun and +laughter, the walls echoed with the finished roll, or shake, of the +big drum--a roll that was Mr. Saul's delight. All this went on till +some other Oxford Dons (mutual friends) came in to see "if everybody +had gone suddenly cracked." I meanwhile, perched amongst the flowers +and mirrors, joined in the fun by singing and clapping my hands with +delight at the drum, comb, and 'cello. When all had quieted down, a +large musical-box was wound up for my edification; such a treat it +was for me to listen to the beautiful airs! + +[Illustration: THE AGE OF INNOCENCE. + +(_From a Drawing by Lewis Carroll._)] + +Music is, and always has been, the chief delight of my life, and +father always greatly encouraged this taste in me. Many a time, in +our walks amongst the Cotswolds in the long years after, father +would say, "Ducky, do you remember poor old Saul and his big drum? +And the fun we all had together, and how Dr. Bully thought we had +all gone in for Littlemore Asylum? Oh, the dear old days, child! The +dear old days!" And then we would walk on quite silently, father +wrapped in the past, till we reached the ivy-covered rectory and the +lights, and the daily routine of life was taken up once more. + +One more story of my childhood, and then I shall have to write +"Finis" to what to me is so delightful--the shutting of one's eyes +in the twilight and the wandering back into the past with the many +near and dear friends--some now scattered far and wide, others gone +into the "weird unknown." Gone, but ever present in the loving +memories of friends. + +Not very far away from Wadham College (in my remembrance) was a road +leading to "The Parks"; this was also a very nice walk, and the +hedges, when I was a small girl, were full of "ragged robin," wild +roses, and other field flowers. Yellow butterflies and, sometimes, +"peacock" butterflies, could also be found there. So, to the mind +of eight years old, it was a "happy hunting ground" for "eyes that +could see and look for things," and my pockets were generally filled +with great treasures on returning--which treasures, alas! Mary +Pearson always dubbed "Miss Ducky's aggravating rubbish." + +Now father had a great friend living near Park Crescent, and one of +the bonds of sympathy (and a great one it was) between father, Mr. +Dodgson, and the little old gentleman, was mathematics. This friend, +whose name I have forgotten, lived in one of a row of houses at the +top of Park Crescent, and many were the times we all three took +this particular walk together to see the old scholar. My delight +was resting in the pleasant little parlour of the housekeeper, +into whose charge I was always given. She had very beady black +eyes, a bunch of keys at her waist, and a most wonderful cap with +bouquets of flowers intermixed with lace at each of her ears, and +funny little grey curls and combs (like those of the present day) +to fasten them back. I always was most polite to her and put on my +very best manners. To me she was a most potential personage, and her +coltsfoot wine and old-fashioned rock cakes, with which she always +regaled me with no sparing hand, were so delicious! Nowhere else +did these particular dainties seem to me so good. Perhaps hunger +(which is always the best sauce) had something to do with it; but I +know I munched the cakes and gazed intently at the swaying grasses +and flowers on her head, as she told me that she made all the cakes +herself, and also could sometimes make, when little girls were +"extra good," "almond toffee" of the most appetising description. + +[Illustration: + +56. THE WALKING STICK OF DESTINY. + +Ch. 6. + +Hush! The Baron slumbers! Two men with stealthy steps are removing +his strong-box.[2] It is very heavy and their knees tremble, partly +with the weight, partly with fear. He snores and they both start; +the box rattles, not a moment is to be lost; they hasten from the +room. It was very, very hard to get the box out of the window but +they did it at last; though not without making noise enough to +waken ten ordinary sleepers: the Baron, luckily for them, was an +_extra_ordinary sleeper. + + [2] Of it's contents, as afterwards appears were very small. vide + page 27, note (1). + +At a safe distance from the castle, they sat down the box, and +proceeded to force off the lid. Four mortal hours[3] did M^r Millon +Smith and his mysterious companion labor thereat; at sun rise it +flew off with a noise louder than the + + [3] Probably they began at about one o'clock. + +A PAGE FROM THE "UMBRELLA BOOK." + +(_Written and Drawn by Lewis Carroll._)] + +I was always ready to go this walk with father, and I well remember +one occasion on which we went. It must have been about July, for +it was very hot, and the roses and other flowers were all out. Mr. +Dodgson and father enjoyed a chat, while I--with a mind full of rock +cakes, the bright sunshine and all the pretty things of nature in +the hedges, and (oh! happy thought!) perhaps the wonderful toffee at +the walk's end--danced along till the little garden gate was reached +and we all passed through. I always shared my goodies with other +people when I could, and I had promised to save some rock cakes +for father and Mr. Dodgson, for upstairs they were always much too +intent on conversation to think about "refreshments of life," and +these things of which I am writing happened before "afternoon teas" +of four o'clock were ever thought of. + +The toffee was there--rather sticky, owing to the hot weather, but +the almonds looked white and cool; and the green plate of cakes and +the jug with a dog's face for a spout--all were there just ready +for the flushed, tired, little girl. I quite remember the cap that +day, for it had bunches of pink May with "Quaker" grass, and the old +lady told me it was her best summer cap and had cost six shillings +at Oliver's in Corn Market Street. I thought she must be a very rich +woman indeed, and told Mr. Dodgson so that afternoon, when we were +once more together. I remember his laugh as he said, "The female +mind is full of vanity." I wondered what a "female mind" meant, and +father said little girls asked too many questions (he often told me +this part of the story afterwards, when I was grown up), and that I +should not know what it was, even if I were told. Mr. Dodgson said, +"Alice, all things come to those who wait; some time, if God spares +you to grow up, you you will learn many things." + +[Illustration: LEWIS CARROLL IN HIS STUDY AT CHRIST CHURCH.] + +But the pleasant hour spent with the old housekeeper came to an +end, and the bell was rung, which meant that I had to gather myself +together and go home. Two small parcels of toffee and cakes were +given into my willing, open, little hands; a towel was hastily +found to wipe away my general stickiness; and then I went away from +this dear little home into "The Parks" with Mr. Dodgson and father, +homewards. + +It was hot, and I was tired: I am sorry to say that father said I +was "very cross." My little blue shoes, fastened with straps and +tiny pearl buttons, would come undone, and all the brightness and +flowery hedges had lost their charm for the now overdone "Ducky." + +Mr. Dodgson lagged behind, and I saw him looking intently in the +hedges and all about, as if he were searching for something. This +aroused my curiosity. At length, stooping down, he gathered up +something in his handkerchief. I could not see what he had found, +but I felt very much interested. Holding the tied-up handkerchief +above my head, he said, "This is for my other little Alice; she is a +brave girl, and does not cry like a baby at being a wee bit tired. +Oh! such a curious, lovely little flower is tied up here!" + +At this he waved the handkerchief above my head, and I, so anxious +to see what was in it, skipped after him, forgetting the tears and +the tired legs. "Tell me what it is," was my breathless request. + +No answer. Mr. Dodgson danced on, and I followed, father laughing +at the two of us. When we were near dear old Wadham College (not a +great distance from Long-Wall Street), Mr. Dodgson said to me, with +much solemnity, "Alice, did you ever hear of a 'Bella perennis,' +most wonderfully and beautifully made?" + +I was awestruck, and whispered, "Never. Is that it?" + +He nodded, and we went on again till the steps of our house came in +view. By this time I was quiet and wondering, and hoping I should be +allowed to see inside the handkerchief, and look at this wonderful, +mysterious creation. + +Inside our hall was an old oaken bench, and there Mr. Dodgson sat +down; I in front of him, in my favourite attitude, with my long, +skinny arms clasped behind my back. I dare not speak as the knots +were very, very slowly untied, and--oh! only a tiny, withered, +half-dead, little daisy appeared to my astonished view! "Where is +the beautiful 'Bella something?'" I cried, with a half-sob rising in +my throat; I was so bitterly disappointed. + +"This is the 'Bella perennis,' child. See how beautifully and +carefully it is made: one of God's fairest small field-flowers." + +I took it in my hand, and, giving Mr. Dodgson a big hug, I passed +through the baize door, leaving my dear, kind friend with father. + +I never forgot that walk! It made a very deep impression on my +childish mind, not easily effaced in the long after-years. If people +only knew what the sympathy of a "real, grown-up friend" is to a +shy child, what courage it gives to the trembling little heart! How +few children would be set down as shy and stupid, and be thoroughly +misunderstood (as some are now), if only there were more like Mr. +Dodgson, who, though one of the cleverest of men, could yet stoop to +win the love and confidence and enter into the joys and sorrows of +his numerous child friends! + +Perhaps I have wearied many who may read this, and it is time I +should close these past chapters of my "childish memories," shut up +the book, and lay down the pen; but it has been an inexpressible +pleasure to recall, as far as I can, all Mr. Dodgson's kindness to +me and father. Alas! alas! that life should change--on and on--all +the dear, old, familiar places and faces disappear. "Old Tom" still +chimes his daily hours; but the dear footsteps will never more be +heard turning in at the door of the old staircase leading to his +rooms in Christ Church College. Those cheerful rooms, where so many +delightful hours were spent, will know him no more. All is gone now: +only the memory, and the deep respect and love his child friends +bore him, remain. + +Father died on August 27th, 1897, and Mr. Dodgson on January 14th, +1898; and we, who are left behind, can only hope we may meet them +once more in the realms that never change. + + EDITH ALICE MAITLAND. + +[Illustration: THE CHESTNUTS, GUILDFORD. + +(_Where Lewis Carroll died on January 14th, 1898._)] + + + + +[Illustration: GREAT ANNIVERSARIES +_IN MARCH_.] + +By the Rev. A. R. Buckland, M.A., Morning Preacher at the Foundling +Hospital. + +[Illustration: THE REV. JOHN WESLEY. + +(_From the Portrait by G. Romney._)] + + +The March calendar is rich in great names; let us take a selection +in pairs, beginning with illustrious divines. + +There died at Longleat on March 19th, 1710, Thomas Ken, some-time +Bishop of Bath and Wells. The English-speaking world is not likely +altogether to forget him, so long at least as his Morning and +Evening Hymns are sung. He is one of the uncanonised saints of the +English Church, as well as one of the prelates whose names enter +into English history. For Ken was amongst the seven bishops sent +to the Tower by James II., and one of the Non-jurors deprived +under William of Orange. The goodness of the man in an age of sore +temptation has been felt by every generation since his death. On +March 2nd, 1791, John Wesley died. His life is one of the most +astonishing in the religious history of the English people. In its +contrasts (such, for example, as between his life as a College Don +at Oxford and during his mission to Georgia), in its multitudinous +labours, in its immediate influence upon religion in England, and in +the far-reaching results of his work both in America and in Great +Britain, it is without parallel. He is a figure in the religious +history not so much of our own land as of the whole world, wherever +the Anglo-Saxon race has set its foot. + +[Illustration: SIR ISAAC NEWTON.] + +From divines let us pass to men of science. Sir Isaac Newton, one +of the most illustrious natural philosophers, and one of those for +whom room must always be found in even the briefest list of the +greatest Englishmen, died on March 20th, 1727. There is no more +distinguished name amongst the sons of Cambridge University. It was +by the choice of the University that he came into touch with the +political life of the nation, for in 1688 he was sent by it to the +Convention Parliament. Newton's name will never seem amiss in such +company as that of Ken and Wesley, for he was a profound believer +in the Christian faith and a diligent student of the Bible. Newton +was Master of the Mint; and this office was also held by Sir John +Herschel, who was born on March 7th, 1792. His fame is not dimmed in +comparison with that of his father, Sir William Herschel. Although +the son's career was not so striking as that of the "Hanoverian +fiddler," his scientific acquirements were of singular breadth. +At Cambridge, as a very young man, he agreed with two other +undergraduates that they would "do their best to leave the world +wiser than they found it." The compact seemed presumptuous, but in +the case of Herschel it was well kept. + +[Illustration: DAVID LIVINGSTONE. + +(_From the Painting in the possession of the London Missionary +Society._)] + +Two illustrious philanthropists belong to this month. Thomas +Clarkson--still another Cambridge man--was born on March 26th, 1760. +Whilst at the University he won the Vice-Chancellor's prize for a +dissertation on the question, "Is it lawful to make slaves of men +against their will?" Working at this essay, he became so impressed +with the duty of fighting the slave-trade that he resolved to give +himself up to the work. He lived to see his ends attained as regards +Great Britain. There is a natural link between Clarkson's work for +the African, and the life-work of David Livingstone (born March +19th, 1813). Livingstone was very far from being merely an explorer, +or an explorer with missionary instincts; he knew that to kill the +slave-trade in Africa the country must be opened up, and he gave his +life to another side of the same work which Clarkson had toiled for. + +[Illustration: ABRAHAM LINCOLN. JEFFERSON DAVIS. + +(_Two Notable Americans._)] + +March is a great month in the independent history of the United +States, and in the official lives of its Presidents. It has its sad +memories, too, though memories that no longer appeal to passion. It +was in March, 1861, that Jefferson Davis and Abraham Lincoln found +the North and the South just on the brink of open war. It was in +March also, in the year 1852, that Mrs. Stowe's "Uncle Tom's Cabin" +was first published. That is one of the few literary anniversaries +that will always be connected with political history. + +[Illustration: MRS. BEECHER STOWE. + +(_At the time she wrote "Uncle Tom's Cabin."_)] + +India offers us two memorable names. John Lawrence, Henry's +younger brother, was born on March 24th, 1811. One of the wisest +of Indian administrators, he would have been great had the Mutiny +never occurred. As it is, other achievements are forgotten in the +promptitude and skill which marked his conduct then. He is buried in +Westminster Abbey, and near him lies Sir James Outram, "the Bayard +of India," who died on March 11th, 1863. + +[Illustration: BUST OF LORD LAWRENCE IN WESTMINSTER ABBEY.] + +So much for men; now for organisations. On March 8th, 1698-99, was +founded the Society for Promoting Christian Knowledge. On March +13th, 1701, the Lower House of Canterbury Convocation appointed +the committee to "inquire into ways and means for promoting the +Christian religion in our foreign plantations," which led to +the founding of the Society for the Propagation of the Gospel. +The British and Foreign Bible Society was founded on March 7th, +1804. On March 4th, 1824, at a meeting held at the London Tavern, +under the presidency of Archbishop Manners-Sutton, "The Royal +National Institution for the Preservation of Life from Ship-wreck" +was launched. Its present title, the Royal National Lifeboat +Institution, was adopted in 1854. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Cassell and Co., Ltd._) + +BRITISH AND FOREIGN BIBLE SOCIETY'S PREMISES.] + + + + +CHRISTABEL'S REBELLION. + +AN EPISODE. + +By E. S. Curry, Author of "The Twins," Etc. + + +Nora was putting on her hat in her own room; Christopher, her little +son, was being dressed in the nursery to accompany her; Christabel, +his twin sister, was in her own pertinacious way arguing with her +mother. The Twins, known as Punch and Judy, had reached the age of +two. Each had a will, and a method of making it known--though in +this respect Judy caused most perplexity to her young parents. She +was now asserting it. + +"Me go too, mummie," in a decided tone, for the sixth time. + +"No, Judy--not this time. Your turn next," Nora said cheerfully. + +She did not like separating the twins, but one was as much as she +could reasonably take to an afternoon tea party. They must learn +some time to be divided, she thought sadly, after reflecting on the +woes of the world. + +"Me s'all go, mummie," in beautifully clear accents, with a charming +smile. + +"Shall you, dear? Yes, next time," Nora said, bending over the vivid +little face, just the height of her dressing-table. + +"If we're not back when father comes in," she went on, suggesting +solace, "will you take care of him, Judy, and love him?" + +"Yuv father," murmurously assented the baby, busy with a knot in her +pink pinafore. + +"And don't take off your pinafore, Judy," said her mother. + +"Goin' out to tea," responded Judy. "Off!" releasing one little +white serge shoulder from the enclosing cotton. + +Nora moved about her room for a few more minutes before she went +to the nursery to pick up her little son. Judy, trotting after, +was kissed at the top of the staircase, and, with a sombre fire in +her brilliant eyes, watched the descent of Christopher. His air of +triumph as he stamped his booted feet on every stair was no doubt +aggravating. + +It was a cold March day, and, as she noted his gaitered legs, Judy +glanced down at her own bare toes. At the sight of his hat, firmly +set upon the soft fair curls, Judy lifted her chubby hands to her +own bare head--bare but for its clustering brown waves with their +tips of gold. A deep sense of unfair treatment, of unjust neglect, +flitted across the baby's mind. A great determination filled it. + +Nurse went through the open nursery door in a busy manner. It was +Jane's afternoon out, and there was a good deal to tidy up. In two +minutes Judy, after a fashion of her own, was at the bottom of the +wide staircase, a lonely little figure, standing for a moment on +the rug before the log fire. Finding the hall door shut and the +drawing-room door open, the baby stepped into the conservatory, and +was soon trotting down the drive. Her shoulders were set sturdily +to a great effort. No one seeing her could possibly mistake their +expression. She was going out to tea. + +Outside the gates, left open for the exit of a carriage, Judy +paused. Just before her, four roads crossed. Three she knew +well--one led to the village, the other two were the routes of daily +outings. The fourth was forbidden to the nurses because of a big +public-house a quarter of a mile away--a rendezvous of trippers from +London. Along this road the little figure turned. + +A bicyclist rang his bell and startled her, whizzing close by her, +as she did not move from the middle of the road. A man in a cart +evaded her, pausing to look down with interest at the bare-headed +little traveller. + +"My! she's a little 'un to be about alone," he thought, turning in +his seat to look after the purposeful little figure. He scratched +his head and thought of his own baby, about the same size, and for a +moment was tempted to turn his cart and go after her. + +"She hadn't ought to have been let go out by herself," he thought, +indignant with some neglectful guardian. "A little gipsy child, +p'raps--never taught not to run in the middle of the road." + +Unwitting of the kindly thought that followed her, Judy ran on--now +and then pausing for a second to glance about her, her bare feet +and uncovered head seeming to reck nothing of the cold spring +wind. A timber waggon, drawn by three huge horses, and guided by a +carter cracking his whip, made her flit in momentary tremor, with +hunched shoulders, to the side of the road, from which security she, +however, surveyed their passage with sparkling eyes. Holding out her +arms in ecstatic approval, she urged shrilly. "Gee-gee--go, go"; +and the carter glanced at her bright face, under its touzled waves +of hair, admiringly. + +"She's a spirit of her own," he thought, bestowing a momentary +wonder on her lone condition as he passed. + +The dust from the grinding wheels settled, and Judy pursued her way. +Who can tell what thoughts were directing her progress, or whether +she ever wondered where the tea she was in search of was to come +from? She went on. + +Presently a wayside inn, withdrawn a little from the road, with its +sign-post shaking and creaking in the wind before it, came into +view. Judy stopped and put her finger in her mouth, considering. +This was a house. Here was tea. + +In a doorway stood a man, round and red-faced. He had no coat, and +his waistcoat had seen better days, whilst a battered felt hat was +on his head. He was gazing into space, with little sharp eyes set +under overhanging, beetling brows. + +Judy drew nearer. Something in his appearance fascinated her. +Possibly its untidy dishevelment touched a fellow-feeling and +appealed to her reckless mood. At that moment nothing was doing, and +the potman was smoking a dirty pipe when Judy drew near and surveyed +him. For a moment or so the two looked at each other in silence. +Judy spoke first. + +"Tea!" she demanded imperiously. + +"Tea!" he repeated, amazed. And then he stooped and touched the +velvet of her cheek softly with his hand, and lifted the waves of +her overshadowing hair. "Who are you?" he asked. + +"Tea," answered Judy, and a little appeal had crept into her tone +and into the beautiful dark eyes. The potman's resemblance to her +friend the gardener was not so great, on nearer acquaintance, as she +had at first thought. + +"You want your tea, missy? Is that it?" + +And, receiving a little nod and a charming smile, he lifted himself +and scratched his head. + +"There ain't no tea--but there's some milk" (his face suddenly +brightening), "and one of them big buns. It's a bit stale--but if +she's hungry." + +He disappeared, and Judy, after a second's pause of indecision, +elected not to follow him. The interior into which he had vanished +was not inviting. There was a little porch to the closed front +door, with wooden seats on either side, and these now caught Judy's +vision. Trotting thither, she essayed to climb. + +[Illustration: "My! she's a little 'un to be about alone."] + +"Up," she demanded, when the potman returned, carrying a mug of milk +and a very large scone. + +Safely seated, with the mug beside her, and the scone held +carefully in both hands, she remarked in cheerful accents--"Out to +tea," looking at him for corroboration. + +"Out to tea? Yes, missy--where do you come from?" he answered. +"What's yer mother thinking of to let yer out alone?" he asked. + +Judy opened her mouth and fastened her little white teeth into the +big stale bun, condescending no answer to inconvenient questions. +The potman sat down opposite her and proceeded in his attempts. + +"What's yer name, missy?" he asked again. "Ain't yer got one?" as +Judy, disregarding him, seemed bent on demolishing the bun. She +nibbled all round it, holding it with both hands, serenely callous +to her companion's beguilements. + +"Doody," at last she vouchsafed, in a pause for rest, looking +interestedly at the pattern she had vandyked. + +"That's a funny name. Ain't you got another?" he inquired. + +A reminiscent smile broke over the vivid face. + +"Daddy's Kistabel," she murmured softly, removing her eyes from his +face and considering another bite. + +"An' yer daddy might do worse nor kiss you, I reckon," admiringly; +"but it's a rummy one, too." + +The flash of the dark eyes opposite was irresistible. It awoke good +thoughts in the potman's mind. + +"You've runned away, I reckon?" he observed, bending forward. + +Judy looked all over the ugly face thus presented to her immediate +vision. Its corrugated surface fascinated her. Stretching one hand +out, she softly touched the knobbly nose and laughed aloud, hunching +her shoulders in glee. + +Her own flower-like face was an equal attraction to the potman. + +"Lilies an' roses ain't in it with her," he murmured admiringly. +"An' eyes as big as plums and as dark as--stout." + +"Where do yer live?" he next essayed. + +"D'ink," said Judy, occupied with the problem of what was to be +done with the bun whilst she drank from the mug beside her. "'Old!" +she commanded, holding out the bun, as she realised that her own +dangling legs made a very unstable, insufficient knee. + +"Bless yer, missy, look at my 'ands!" the potman answered. + +Judy looked, bending her dainty face with keen interest above the +members, encrusted with dirt and neglect, held out before her. + +"Dirty!" she exclaimed delightedly, lifting sympathetic eyes to the +equally dirty face, and she laughed again in keen enjoyment. Dirt +always commanded Judy's suffrages. + +"'Old!" she commanded again, undaunted by the sight presented to +her; and with sweet and dainty curvings of her soft fingers she +pressed the nibbled scone upon the greasy palms. Then the potman +handed her the mug and Judy drank. + +"Out to tea?" she said again, a little doubtfully, as, her draught +finished, she recovered her scone. + +But the rosy mouth paused half-open, and Judy's eyes fixed +themselves observantly on an advancing figure. + +"Man," she said, directing the potman's gaze to the road. It was a +policeman passing by, and the potman stood up alertly. + +"Here," he called, "here's a little gel." And the two men stood +solemnly regarding Judy. "I 'xpect she's lost," he suggested slowly. + +The policeman's eyes fixed themselves on the dainty embroidery of +Judy's little petticoat, visible under her lifted skirt--a contrast +to the bare and dusty ankles it enclosed. The dragged-aside cotton +pinafore, from which one arm was freed, revealed the elaborate +smocking with which nurse was wont to ornament the simple frock. +Lastly, Judy's face came in for careful scrutiny. + +"How did you pick her up?" he asked. + +"She come." + +"Which direction?" + +"Along the road, trotting along all by herself." + +"Then I'll take her back. Seems to me she is uncommon like one of +a pair I sometimes see--beauties, both of them; though how the +mischief----Come with me, missy," he wheedled, stooping and holding +out his arms. + +"Out to tea," said Judy. + +"Yes, so you are. You been out to tea, ain't you?" he sympathised. +And Judy, satisfied, holding out her arms, allowed herself to be +annexed. + +But she was not carried off without a little scene. + +In the policeman's arms a sudden recollection of her "manners" +flashed across her mind. + +"Bye, bye," she said, holding out one hand in a dignified fashion to +the potman. With the other she still retained the bun. + +"Bye, bye, missy," he responded, much gratified. + +"Bye, bye," Judy repeated; and then, her vivid face all dimpling +into smiles, she flung herself forward and clasped her arms round +his neck. What to Judy were dirt and knobbliness? Both were +fascinating, both were associated with the delight of having her +own way. With a fervid embrace and a wet kiss Judy bestowed her +gratitude. + +There was weeping and wringing of hands and the rush of petticoats +up and down and in and out, and flying figures darting about, when +the policeman, with Judy in charge, arrived at the gates of Mount +Royal. Judy's father had just come from the train, and was trying to +find out from his agitated household what was the matter, when the +tall, dark figure with the little pink one in his arms appeared. + +"Oh, Judy!" reproached nurse, pallid to her lips, snatching her +charge from the policeman's arms and agitatedly examining all her +limbs. "Such a disgrace!" she exclaimed, looking angrily at the +policeman. + +"I thought I knew her, miss," he said politely, grinning. Nurse had +haughtily snubbed him once or twice in her walks. + +[Illustration: "Bye, bye," she said.] + +"Out to tea," Judy said triumphantly, as she was caught up into her +father's embrace. + + * * * * * + +Christopher, breaking away from nurse's attentions, on his return +home, stamped loudly round the nursery floor to attract the envious +attention of Judy. + +Judy's attire had been remodelled throughout, as a prelude to the +hour in the drawing-room before bed-time; and she was now sitting on +the window seat in a mood of subdued and passive triumph. "Go agen," +she had murmured softly two or three times to herself, too much +occupied with the sweets of memory to heed, as she otherwise would +have done, Punch's aggravations. + +Stamping round being deprived of its attraction, Punch paused and +approached his sister. + +"Poor Doody," he said pityingly. + +Judy's eyes flashed in the manner which always made Punch conscious +of wonder that he had felt called upon to speak. He hastened to +appease her. + +"Punch's boots a-comin' off," he said. + +"Doody don't want no boots," she said shrilly; "never don't want no +boots, Doody don't." + +"No," agreed Punch, in the tone of one who humours. "Ain't been out +to tea," he suggested. + +"Has!" screamed Judy. "Doody has!" + +The blue eyes looked searchingly into the dark ones, and, with a +qualm of disappointment, Punch felt the force of truth. + +"Cake?" he asked presently, after silently observing her. + +Judy shook her head violently, the violence intended to hide the +mortification of having to confess the absence of the delicacy. + +"Punch did," he said. "Cake, an' tea, an'----" + +"Bun?" burst in Judy; and then it was Punch's turn to look +disappointed. Buns had not been provided at his entertainment. + +"Doody did," went on Judy; "an' milk, an'----" + +"Punch had tea," interrupted Christopher. + +"An' man," went on Judy, with immense emphasis. + +Christopher looked at her solemnly, as he dived into the recesses of +his memory; not a man had graced his tea-party! + +"Man?" persisted Judy, searching his eyes with her blazing orbs. + +There was a silence. + +"Punch are goin' to muvver," the boy then announced cheerfully, +freeing his legs from Judy's petticoats with a vigorous kick. + +"Man!" shrieked Judy after his retreating figure, too much taken by +surprise to lift herself so suddenly. Then she, too, got up, shook +herself, and with a dash was through the nursery door. + +"Out to tea agen," she sang out, trotting fast along the corridor. + + * * * * * + +But alas! for Judy. All the doors and gates were fast, and for a +week they were kept carefully closed. + +[Illustration: "Man!" shrieked Judy.] + + + + +[Illustration: COUNTING NOT THE COST + +(_Photo: H. S. Mendelssohn, Pembridge Crescent, W._)] + +By the Rev. C. Silvester Horne, M.A. + + "When His disciples saw it, they had indignation, saying, To + what purpose is this waste? For this ointment might have been + sold for much, and given to the poor."--ST. MATTHEW + xxvi. 8, 9. + + +Blessed is the love that counteth not the cost of sacrifice! Thus +I read the meaning of the Master's recognition of this act of +homage--the form in which a devout and eager spirit of reverence +found expression and articulation. This woman, by surrendering +herself to the impulse of adoration and affection, laid herself +open to the criticisms of the self-constituted champions of common +sense, utility, and philanthropy. We shall see, as we look at her +story, how, in the regard of Heaven, what I might venture to call a +genuine and spontaneous extravagance ranks higher than a legal and +mechanical economy. + +There is a truth we have not anything like exhausted yet in the +great words of Christ, "He who saves [or hoards] his life shall lose +it." Parsimony, if we knew it, impoverishes as well as extravagance. +If the prodigal had turned miser, he would have remained just as +far from the father's house. We do not accuse the disciples for a +moment of selfishness or greed. If they misconstrued Mary's motive, +let us beware lest we misconstrue theirs. Say they were honest and +genuine, but that they lacked insight and that emancipation from the +commercial spirit which saves men from estimating all precious and +lovely things at their market value. + +We need the lesson. No century has needed it more. While love +in self-forgetfulness and holy passion is spending itself in +the tenderest offices that an overflowing heart has suggested, +the disciples are engaged in problems of valuation, working out +calculations in arithmetic--so much ointment at so much per pound. +But that would have been condemned by many who would yet ask +themselves seriously whether their main contention was not right. +Their blunt and rude interruption showed lack of feeling; it was +vulgar and inexcusable. Granted. But if they had quietly sympathised +with the good intention, and yet afterwards had clearly represented +that here love had loved "not wisely but too well," and had done +better if it had selected some more practical method in which to +exhibit its reality, would they not have commanded a very general +assent? Would not nine out of every ten have said that she could +have laid out the money to better advantage, and that it was a +holier thing to clothe and feed the persons of the poor than even to +anoint the person of the Christ? + +Now let me say that I do not think we can understand our Saviour's +commendation of this deed of love, and this apparent disregard of +principles of utility and practical philanthropy, unless we take at +once a large and a deep view of life--its purpose and the methods of +its education. The pressure of the material necessities is constant +and urgent, I know; but God does not mean us to believe that the +supreme questions of life are "What shall we eat, and what shall we +drink, and wherewithal shall we be clothed?" + +When Christ propounded His query to the multitudes on the mount, +"Is not the life more than meat, and the body than the raiment?" +He demanded in reality their assent to the proposition that the +spiritual life is the supremely important. The fact of the matter +is, God has never treated man as if he were made to eat and drink +because to-morrow he must die. The world is not designed simply to +promote our physical well-being, and conducted on purely utilitarian +principles, as if it were some sort of gigantic store in which all +men were shareholders, and the sole business of which was to produce +certain annual profits. That mode of regarding the universe is +popular, but false. + +Have you ever asked yourselves the question, "What do the spring +flowers mean?" I have sometimes tried to fancy men gloomily riding +to the city and sulkily pointing to the wealth of ephemeral beauty +that has glorified the world, and demanding, "To what purpose is +this waste?" There the flowers bloom, so fragile, so delicate, so +short-lived; here to-day, and faded and gone to-morrow: to-day, +a quivering point of beauty and fragrance, to-morrow touched by +the withering finger of decay. And so "they bloom their hour and +fade," and we say in wonder, "To what purpose was this waste?" What +did it all mean? One sudden, genuine gush of sacred feeling; one +burst of almost overpowering glory that shone steadfast for one +brief hour and then faded into nothingness. Why lavish such wealth +of colour and sweetness on fabrics so short-lived as the flowers +of spring? Ah, why, indeed! Long years before man brake the first +poor spikenard vessel of worship and adoring love at the feet of +the Eternal, God poured His precious gifts of bloom and scent in +bewildering profusion and prodigality upon the listless sons of +earth. + +I have sometimes wondered whether man might not have gone on +conceiving of the world as no more than so much food, and clothing, +and shelter, if God had not startled him by this annual miracle of +spring to ask the question, "To what purpose is this waste?" Just +so soon as man found himself appealed to in the higher faculties +and senses, did he begin to suspect himself above the brute; did +he begin to discover beneath the form of things a gracious and +bountiful Spirit, whose attitude to him found voice in these tender +and winsome words of Nature's lips. + +Flowers "born to blush unseen and waste their sweetness on the +desert air"--to what purpose are they? Surely, surely (as Mary's +offering of sweet spikenard) they are God's approach to man, if only +we would accept them as such. That is the inner meaning of this +sudden gush of sacred feeling; that is the purpose of this "waste." + +We are reaching, then, this conclusion, that if love is the soul of +life, you must expect no mere dead level of respect, but occasional +inevitable outbursts of feeling, love's sweet surprises; times when +the ordinary prescribed channels through which habitual affection +flows are inadequate, and when there must be room for the sweet +extravagances of love. The strong, deep love of a father may no +doubt be felt in the steadfast care that provides food and clothing, +and shelter, and all things necessary for his child. But, after all, +home would not be home if there were not room for the rarer gifts, +and the moments of sublime _abandon_, when all the love of the heart +breaks forth in unconstrained demonstration of affection. + +Life that is love cannot be reduced to formalities; there must +be a place in it for the spontaneous, the unpremeditated, the +irresistible impulse. Love cannot live and thrive amid conventions +merely. It has an etiquette of its own. It must be allowed to make +its own proprieties. If you cannot appoint to it an object, and +command one mortal to love another, neither can you prescribe the +manner of its operation. You cannot control its whims, and freaks, +and fancies. It has ten thousand devices that are all enigmas to the +uninitiate. + + "Love only knoweth whence they came, and comprehendeth love." + +Its sanities are stark madness to the matter-of-fact man of affairs. +He curtly denominates nonsense what to love is inspiration. +He stares in blank incredulity at the simple and magnificent +prodigalities of love, and begins to wonder whether he is himself +quite sane to-day, and to ask in sheer stupor, "To what purpose is +this waste?" + +It would not do, perhaps, to make too searching a scrutiny into +private personal histories, or it might transpire that, after all, +behind even the most stolid of demeanours there lay experiences +which memory treasures still, and which are the vindication to +them of Mary's sublime extravagance. Yes, perhaps those you least +suspect--the level-headed men who are feared for their hard thinking +and steely, immovable stolidity, have secret drawers somewhere, with +strangely unintelligible relics of a yesterday that was the greatest +day of their life--and the least defensible day on any rationalistic +view of it! On that day they lost either their head or their heart, +or both, and love and reverence found expression; and the spikenard +that they broke that day is the _one_ precious memory in what people +with unconscious irony are calling a successful career. Yes, the +one thing they are proud to have done, the one thing they sometimes +think may stand them in stead in a world where wealth and fame will +be as nothing, is a thing which none could justify on commercial +principles--which stands in conflict with the great aims and efforts +of their lives--an action that sprang inevitably from a spendthrift +love, and of which the world in which they move might well demand, +"To what purpose is this waste?" I venture to say that by that very +chapter of their history the possibility is proved that, some day, +they may discover a more amazing loveliness and a more overpowering +love; and may offer even nobler offerings of life and treasure at +His feet, and go forth again, not in shame, but in holy pride and +devout thanksgiving that at last they have learned to love with a +love that counteth not the cost of sacrifice. + +I have seen this exquisite story quoted as a defence of mere +ritual. The method is obvious. The hardened lover of simplicity is +represented as one of the disciples; and beholding the beauty of +architecture, and the stateliness of the ceremonial, and listening +to the superb eloquence of the liturgy and grandeur of the music, he +asks, "To what purpose is this waste?" + +There is a superficial justification for such teaching. But it is +only superficial. For if from this incident it be attempted to +establish a precedent for permanent elaborate ritual of worship, +it must be said this incident goes to prove its impossibility. For +ask yourselves, What gave this deed its peculiar and unrivalled +power and influence? There is only one answer. It lies in its +solitariness. It was spontaneous. It was unique. It could not bear +repetition. To repeat it were to rob it of its bloom. + +We repudiate, then, the idea that the form of this deed can become +the basis of Christian worship. But we are now able to consider the +truth that, when love realises itself thus in deeds of worship, it +often receives assurances that it has done more than it knew. God +interprets our poor intentions so liberally, so largely. He reads +into our broken speech such divine meanings. It is ever so. We give +a cup of cold water to a thirsty bairn; and lo! we have done it +_unto Him_! We utter our coarse earthly strains of music; and, one +day, He bids us hearken! Then there falls upon our ears ravishing +heavenly music; and when we could fall down and worship, He tells us +it is our own. + +Heaven's great melodies are perhaps no more than earth's poor +ones, composed in pure love and praise of God, redeemed from their +limitations and imperfections in the home of all true worship. +So Mary struck her trembling chord, and waited fearful; broke +her spikenard, and then marvelled at her own daring; and while, +when love had spent itself, a colder mood began to question the +propriety, and to strike fear to her woman's heart, Jesus spake and +said, "In that she hath poured this ointment on Me, she hath done it +for My burial." + +Would she ever have dreamed, think you, that she was doing what +He said? Would she ever have dared to entertain the thought that +He would bear to the grave the incense of her adoration, and that +with the final victory of His resurrection her love and worship +would have eternal association? Would she ever have dreamed, here +in Simon's house, where she was esteemed so meanly and treated so +basely--here, amid the splendour of a rich man's entertainment--that +in the days when the world had no feasts for Him, but only a cross +and a tomb, that then the perfume of her love, the fragrance of her +offerings, would surround His form and sweeten His resting-place. +Never; but so it was, for the Divine Love caught up the simple act +of worship, and gave it eternal distinction. Yea, He who had come to +seek the love of men deigned to associate with the time of His own +immortal sacrifice this sacrifice of hers. + +It were, perhaps, to require too much of this story to make it +convey the great truth that in Christ's sacrifice all our sacrifices +have a place. Yet, verily, every true sacrifice hath association +with His. Every death to self is an anointing of the Holy One to +His burial. He gathers up the perfume of all simple deeds of lowly +sacrifice; for this is His reward. Only from the great Love does +our love flow. We love because He loved. His sacrifice is the basis +of all sacrifice; and all true sacrifice of ours hath this relation +to His own. We did not think when we did it of anything but that we +must do it unto Him; and in grace He showed us afterwards that we +had indeed anointed Him--we had in our own poor way honoured the +Divine sacrifice. + +It would but mar the solemn influence of such a sacred reflection +to deduce the obvious and inevitable lessons. I forbear to treat it +thus. I can only say, let us pray and let us strive to love Him with +the love that counteth not the cost of sacrifice. + + + + +[Illustration: THE GREEN FOLK] + +A Complete Story. By Ethel F. Heddle. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +ISHBEL. + + +One is pretty safe to address a man in Skye as Macdonald! If that +fails, then try MacLeod, and if this produces no result, then there +is still Nicolson to fall back on. An error in all three is next +door to an impossibility! But Ishbel had not any of these three +names, though she lived with her maternal grandfather, who was a +MacLeod. + +Ishbel was a changeling. Anyone would tell you so in Skye--if, +perhaps, one or two smiled in the telling. Her grandmother, Catriona +MacLeod, said so, and Catriona had the second sight, and saw more +than most people. She was held in Skye to see, indeed, beyond that +veil which mercifully hides the future. Catriona had early said +the girl was a changeling. Her daughter, poor Kirstie, died at the +baby's birth, her father Roderick McNeill, was drowned--tragedy and +sorrow surrounded the baby, and then the little green folk stole it, +and Ishbel was the changeling popularly supposed to be left in its +place. + +She was always an odd child, Catriona said, with ruddy tawny +locks, and sloe-eyes, elfish and silent, doing queer, uncanny, +unaccountable things, with moods of sadness and moods of mirth. She +grew up in Skye, and would never leave it, though she had her chance +to do so. + +Ishbel lived with Catriona till she was nineteen, and helped her +with her spinning and knitting; she also milked the cows, and worked +about the house. The girl's head was full of her grandmother's +teaching; she believed in the fairies, though she rarely spoke of +them. Her cousin Duncan often found her seated in the fairy-ring on +the knowe, above the sheiling, picking the green grass absently, and +gazing "frae her." + +Some day, she thought, she would hear the tap of fairy feet in their +revels, hear a tiny voice which would beckon her to an entrancing +world, very different even from lovely Skye. Very often she thought +she had been on the brink of meeting the little green folk, and then +someone had come and interrupted her. There was that night coming +home over the muir from Portree--the stream, richly brown with the +peat over which it gurgled, the air heather-scented, the mountains +fading into the lovely purple of the night's embrace--everything +hushed, save her own footfall. Ishbel had seemed to hear a voice +calling her then, and had wandered up amongst the heather, her face +eager and expectant. And there above her on the heather knoll, "the +wee folks' knowe," seeming to float between the grey lichen-covered +boulders--surely these were tiny white figures, beckoning to her? + +She almost ran, in her eagerness, but, just as she approached, +Duncan's voice hailed her from the high road. What was she doing +there? And was that the way home? + +Ishbel almost wept as she descended. For she could see nothing near +the boulders then but waving cotton-grass amongst the bog and +heather. It was lovely September now, and the hill-sides were a +glory of tawny colouring, the fading heather and bracken, purple and +brown, and orange, and gold, and dusky indescribable grey. Sunset +came early, and tinged and stained the loch, the Cuchillans stood +out sharply in their lovely serrated outline, against a background +of pure gold--they were almost friendly and neighbourly, and +approachable; it was in winter that they lowered and sulked in the +mist, or frowned blackly from amongst the lashing swirls of rain. + +Ishbel had gone to fetch fodder for the cows, and the fodder was +a great pile of pale yellow bracken, which she bound together +and fastened on her back. Carrying this, she passed up the road, +pausing now and then to lean her load on one of the rough dykes +which bordered the muir. It was nearing evening, and shadows were +creeping over the heather--the burn, amber-coloured under the +sun, looked dark and sullen-brown now, and had begun its hoarse +night-song, for it only sings in the dark. The deer hear and love +this song as they creep down cautiously, light-footedly, turning +startled graceful heads from side to side, and they pause a moment, +poised with listening ear, before they bury thirsty soft noses into +the cool rushing water. The deer did not mind Ishbel! But it was +scarcely dark enough for the deer to come yet. There was still a +chance of the passing tourist from Sligachan, coming from Coruisk, +the far-famed. Ishbel, pausing to rest the high load of bracken +on the dyke--the crushed yellow fern making a lovely setting to +her tawny locks and black sloe-eyes--suddenly perceived two men +approaching, and waited for their coming with something of the +deer's startled look. One was Duncan MacLeod, her cousin, short, +swarthy, black-browed, with a twinkle of cunning in his grey eyes, +and a Highland sing-song voice; and the other? Yes, yes, she had +seen the other at the Portree games, and he had tossed the caber +further than even Colin MacNeil, and his name was Rory MacPhee! +Ishbel remembered him very well, and a little smile melted over her +red lips, and lurked in the depths of her lovely eyes as Duncan made +him known to her. Rory had rented the small farm next to Catriona's, +and he was coming to supper. It was time she, Ishbel, was home. + +Duncan did not offer to take the fodder from her, though he thought +he was in love with Ishbel, and meant to marry her. Women were used +to burdens in Skye. But Rory MacPhee, saying nothing, began to untie +the rope at the girl's waist, and he swung the mass lightly over his +own shoulders. + +"Och! that is not needful," Duncan said. And what he thought was +"_Amadan!_" (stupid!) + +"It is too heavy for a lass." + +That was all; but Rory and Ishbel did not meet each other's eyes, +and they walked home silent through the creeping dusk. + +By the red peat-glow in the cottage she looked lovelier than +ever; MacPhee ate little, and his mind was in a curious turmoil. +Catriona's remarks, and Duncan's slow efforts at conversation--for +the Highlander is desperately cautious at making friends, and Rory +came from as far away as above Portree, seven miles off--fell on +strangely dull ears. + +What had come to him? + +Rory asked himself the question all next day, for, amidst even the +sordid duties of examining the new byres and out-houses, there +floated before his mind only one picture--a girl's slim figure in a +short faded green skirt, leaning against a dyke, with her small head +crushed against a background of faded fern, and the shy lovely eyes +looking into his face. + +Ishbel! They said she was a changeling. + +Well, changeling and all, he loved her! + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +ISHBEL'S PROMISE. + + +"It is no use at all to go against the lass. I hef said so before +now. And there are many lasses in Skye, as good as she, and with, +maybe, a cow or two, or a few pounds to bring with her. There is +Sheila Macdonald--Sheila will hef as much as three hundred pounds!" + +"As if I would look at a squinting woman"--and Duncan threw down the +fishing-rod he held, furiously--"I will hef none but Ishbel, and if +she will not hef me, I will do someone an injury!" + +His mother went on peeling potatoes, deliberately. + +"Rory MacPhee is stronger and bigger than you," she remarked. "And +he has the eye of a hawk, and his fist is like iron. You will never +take Ishbel from him by force. But perhaps, now, there might be a +little plan--chust a little plan." + +He picked up the rod. His cunning eyes grew intent. Catriona +resumed, in her high-pitched voice, speaking without a pause in her +occupation: "The best thing would be that they would quarrel. And +I will tell you a way. He does not like to hear that they are all +saying she is a changeling; and he does not like her to talk of the +good folk. When she told him the story of the kelpie that followed +Ross MacRae over the muir, and drowned him at last in the Rowan +Pool, he was angry, and called it all nonsense, and said that she +should not repeat such folly. And Ishbel did not like that. She was +asking me about the Cave of Gold only yesterday, and when it was +that anyone might see the fairies dancing, and if the tide would +suit to go. So I told her it was on Midsummer's Night at twelve +o'clock, and she is just mad to go! Chust as mad! But Rory was +there, too, and I was listening at the door, after, and I heard him +say that it was all just talk and folly, and that he would not have +her go; that it was too late, and that squalls came on, and our boat +was not good at all. She begged and prayed that he would take her, +and he said, 'No'! Chust always, 'No'!" + +"Very well, then," Duncan cried impatiently, as she paused, "I +suppose she is so mad with love that she gave it up." + +"She is pretty mad with the love," his mother agreed, "and so she +gave in. 'And I am going to Portree, Ishbel,' I heard him say, 'to +see what Mr. Campbell, the agent, is wishing to say to me, and you +will promise not to go when I am away?--for it is not good for a +lass like you to be out so late. And you will promise me?' And she +promised. He said he would bring her a new brooch--like a claymore, +that the man at Oban is making with the Iona pebbles--and they +kissed, and he is gone." + +"Very well, what then?" Duncan cried irately. "I hear they are to be +married when he comes back. What else, mother?" + +Catriona had dropped her potatoes into the pot, and she swung it +over the open peats, glowing redly in the dark little cottage. + +"Well, if I were you, Duncan, I would get out the boat, and I would +offer to take her to the cave. And I will be telling her more +stories to-night, when we are spinning. The lass is a changeling, +sure enough, and she will go. When Rory comes back, he will hear, +and he will be mad with her, and they will quarrel. You can go over +to Uig that day" ("Discretion being the better part of valour," +evidently, in Catriona's eyes). "They will quarrel, and will break +it off, and she will come to you, in time." + +Duncan considered the plan slowly. Yes, it suited him excellently +well. He wanted no noisy quarrel, no measuring of strength. He, too, +remembered Rory's muscles at the Portree games. But this secret +working in the dark, in MacPhee's absence, was quite to his taste. + +He made up his mind now that his mother was a woman of much wisdom. +He graciously told her he approved, and she should have a little +present on his next trip to Portree. Her stories to Ishbel of the +cave were to be many and enticing! + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +IN THE CAVE OF GOLD. + + +"Duncan, Duncan, but I hef promised!" It was the next night, and +Ishbel stood before the cottage in her dark wincey skirt and green +cotton jacket, her face turned up to her cousin's. All last night, +all through the day, old Catriona's stories had haunted her. The +old woman had gone cunningly to work. She began, in a rambling way, +once they were both seated at the spinning-wheel, by remarking +that to-morrow would be Midsummer's Night, and the fairies would +be holding high frolic in the Cave of Gold. She herself was old, +and frail, and feeble, else how gladly would she have gone! She had +the second sight--she would perhaps see what no other could! For, +with a branch of rowan--and she had a branch of dry rowan in her +kist, ready for her burial--or a naked dagger--Duncan's big knife +would do--there was no danger! To see the little green folk dancing! +And--here her voice fell, and she glanced into all the dark shadows +of the kitchen, and up by the oak settle near the window--perhaps to +hear the faint and far-off skirl of Angus Macdonald's pipes! They +said that sound was heard still. At first Ishbel had risen uneasily, +saying she would go and see if there were enough oat-cakes for +supper--or was that anyone in the barn? + +But Catriona bade her be seated, sharply--the girl should not escape +her thus--and then she asked if she (Catriona) had ever told Ishbel +the story of Angus Macdonald and the Cave of Gold? No, Ishbel +answered unwillingly, and sat down again, the wheel idle, the soft +grey carded wool lying in her lap. Catriona, spinning fast--with +the low dirl of the wheel acting as a sort of accompaniment to her +voice--told the story. She spoke in Gaelic, of course, and it is +difficult to put in English the creeping, insidious fear and mystery +of the tale. + +How the piper, Angus Macdonald, loved a MacLeod of Dunvegen, a +follower of the great MacLeod, and how this lady-love's father would +have none of him, but set him some of those foolish and impossible +tasks so dear to the story-teller of all ages and climes and +nationalities. + +One task bade him enter the Cave of Gold at midnight, on Midsummer's +Night, and play "MacLeod of Dunvegen," passing through the little +dancing folk, and penetrating far into the mystery of the cave's +windings, where no Skye man had ever been. Macdonald, of course, +took up the challenge, and with his tartan ribbands waving wildly +from the pipes, and the mouth-piece at his lips, he was seen +standing at the shingly edge of the cave, his kilt tossing against +his brown knees in the sudden gust of wind. The men who rowed him +up saw this, and heard the first wild pealing notes. Thus, playing +proudly and happily, he entered the cave with his dog at his heels. +They waited and watched, and listened, and at last heard one awful +cry! Then there was silence. He had passed the fairies, but-- + + "Never home came he!" + +Then, changing her tone, Catriona told of the only woman who had +ever caught sight of the wee green folk, and how, ever after, riches +and wealth were hers, and she had never a wish unsatisfied! It was +the going on into the inner caves that had undone the piper! The +lass who had seen the fairies was a certain Eilidh Macdonald, and +she married a chief, and went to live far away in Oban, and all her +days she was clad in green silk. Yes, all her days! + +"How did she go?" Ishbel cried. + +"In a boat, with a man. It is easy, if the man is strong, and you +hef the rowan with you. Last of all, Eilidh died, and she wished to +be buried beside Flora Macdonald's granite cross at Kilmuir, and +they granted her even that! She lies near the great Flora, who saved +the Prince. And all through seeing the wee green folk in the Cave of +Gold!" + +"Grandmother, would you lend me the rowan branch if--if I were to +go?" Ishbel whispered in the dusk. "Would you, grandmother?" + +Her own voice seemed to terrify her then, and Rory's face rose up +before her; but the old woman got up without a word, and, going to +her kist, took something, rolled in a fine kerchief, from it, with +the smell of bog-myrtle in its folds, and she laid the brown faded +leaves and the red, dry berries on Ishbel's lap. + +"There it is! But you will give it me back safe?--or else ill will +befall us all!" + +"I will give it you back," Ishbel whispered. + +She had the rowan in her pocket as she stood with Duncan, tampering +with her conscience and her promise now. + +"It was a very foolish thing to promise," he said craftily. +"Besides, Rory was afraid of the squalls, that is all--and there +will be no squalls at all! You can come with me, and see if there is +anything, and if my mother's stories are true. If not, there is no +harm done. It is a lovely cave whateffer." + +Ishbel yielded, as Catriona knew she would yield. Would she see +anything? Would the wee folk be there? + +[Illustration: "I will hef none but Ishbel."--_p. 127._] + +She found herself in the little boat, and rowing towards the cave +before she knew she had consented. The night seemed only a paler +day. They rowed close into the shore, till they discovered a place +where the rock-face was cleft, and showed a pale light within. +There was just space for the boat to float in, passing through a +low, overhanging archway. Ishbel drew her breath sharply and clasped +her hands, as Duncan paused, watching her face, once they were +through it. + +[Illustration: "It is a pretty boat to take a lass out in."] + +They were in a deep circular basin, the water, a lovely pale green, +darker in the shadows. The rocky sides were cut, here and there, +into long narrow openings, into one of which Catriona's piper must +have wandered; here Ishbel saw the water lying dark and mysterious, +shadow-haunted. + +Bending over the edge of the boat, she could see the yellow sand +far below; in bright sunshine her own fair face would have been +reflected. Tiny jelly-fish edged with lilac spots, and with long +white fringe, floated beside the seaweed, like strange jewels, and +far above them they could see the pale opalescence of the summer +sky, soft, exquisite, pearly. Fringing the opening were ferns and +heather, and tall fox-gloves, but the fairy bells did not stir in +the breathless air. Were the wee folk, the good folk, the green +folk, lurking within? If she watched, would she see a tiny face peep +out? She waited--watched--and waited--and the time passed. + +"Duncan, I do not see anything!" Ishbel spoke at last, breathlessly, +eagerly. She had forgotten Rory, she had forgotten everything but +her desire. "Row me further in, Duncan." + +He pushed the boat forward, and Ishbel sat with her dark blue +eyes--they seemed black in the shadow--strained eagerly forward, +listening, waiting. Nothing moved, except that now and then little +waves would break with a plashing ripple against the boat. Far up on +the rocks, a passing breath of wind now and then swayed the flowers +and the grasses; but no fairy face peeped anywhere, there was no tap +of dancing feet, no note of elfin music. + +"Duncan, Duncan, there is nothing, nothing at all!" + +The note of bitter disappointment in her voice roused Duncan. Once +or twice he had essayed to speak, having no desire for a silent +adventure, but Ishbel had raised her little brown hand sharply. He +might disturb the fairies. At last the silence had chilled even +her. It was all of no use. She could see and hear nothing. + +"We will chust be going home then," he said practically, caring +not at all for her disappointment, for, of course, it was all +"foolishness." "Maybe they are not dancing to-night; we will better +chust go home." + +"She said I would be sure to see them." + +There was a sob in her voice; as he pushed the boat out, she crushed +the rowans bitterly in her lap, and they fell into the bottom of +the boat. She remembered Rory suddenly, as, once outside, she +noticed that the weather had changed during her long waiting, that +the light seemed obscured, that there were white horses leaping in +the distance, and that the wind swept sharply in their faces as +they looked seaward. It would be dangerous now to keep quite close +to the rocks, for a heavy groundswell had risen. Duncan, glancing +round, expended some forcible Gaelic, for he knew he would need all +his muscles to row the clumsy boat, if they were to be safe, and he +hated trouble. He would have to keep out to sea to avoid the rocks. + +During the long pull home, through the now angry waters, Ishbel sat +quite silent. When Duncan bade her "Bale!" almost furiously, the +boat having an ugly leak, she did so almost mechanically. + +Nothing seemed to matter. There were no fairies, and she would have +to tell Rory she had broken her word! + +They found a sandy, sheltered bay at last where they could land. +Duncan alone knew how hard had been the struggle against wind and +tide in the clumsy and leaky craft; but Ishbel did not see a tall +waiting figure on the shore, till she was preparing to leap from the +boat. + +Then a strong hand took hers, and she glanced, with a startled cry, +to see Rory himself, grim, grave, silent, with something new in his +face which chilled her through and through. How was he there? + +He helped Duncan to pull up the boat, almost disdainfully, looking +at it when it lay out of the water with a kind of scornful rage. + +"It is a pretty boat," he said then in Gaelic, "a pretty boat to +take a lass out in, I will be saying that, Duncan MacLeod." + +MacLeod called to Ishbel sharply, making no reply, and all three +walked up to the cottage in heavy silence. The night, grown gusty +and wet, seemed to have changed as suddenly and mysteriously as +Ishbel's life. + +At the door she paused and faced her lover; his silence galled and +tormented her. + +"Well!" she said, "well!" + +If she had pleaded with him--been penitent, sorrowful! Alas! it was +no penitent face which met his, and jealousy and wrath broke forth +fiercely, sweeping love aside. + +"Are you asking what I am thinking, Ishbel?" he cried, "of the lass +who promised me, and who broke her word, and went out with Duncan +MacLeod? Well, I am thinking chust nothing at all of her! I hef +warned her that the boat was not safe, and of the squalls, and that +it was not the thing for a lass like her to go so late; and she +had promised, and yet she went! And this was the claymore brooch +made of Iona pebbles I hef bought for you; and it can go there!" He +flung the little packet remorselessly into the heather. "And as for +yourself, I think nothing of you at all, and everything is over. And +I am sailing for New Zealand with Mr. Campbell to-morrow. He asked +me, and I said 'No,' but I will go now, and will walk into Portree +this very night! _Beannachd leibh_ (good-bye)." + +He had turned away then, furiously. It had all passed as suddenly, +swept up as unexpectedly as had the squall outside the Cave of +Gold. Ishbel stood as if dazed, staring straight before her. A +Highlander's rage is like a Highland storm; one bends before it +instinctively. Ishbel did so now. + +Rory did not look back. Duncan, in the doorway, saw him stride on to +the road, through the little patch of oats before the door. He set +his face towards the high road for Portree. In a very few moments +the sound of his footsteps died away and the night swallowed him. +That was all right, Duncan thought. New Zealand! Capital! + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + "There follows a mist, and a weeping rain, + And life is never the same again!" + + +Ishbel might have thought of these words, if she had known them, +on the morrow and on many morrows that followed. For Rory MacPhee +was not the man to come back, or to speak lightly. He sailed with +the agent to Glasgow--was believed to have started for New Zealand +within the week. There, as far as his Skye friends were concerned, +he vanished. They were the days of rare and slow communication, and +Rory never wrote. + +But Ishbel did not marry her cousin, as everyone expected, including +MacLeod. She answered him "No," listlessly, but quite doggedly, and +nothing that he could say, or that Catriona could threaten, served +to change her. Once the old woman muttered vengefully that she would +never see the fairies, for she had lost her luck, and Ishbel turned +on her almost fiercely. + +"It is all false," she cried in Gaelic, "for there are no green folk +at all, and I do not care!" + +The mystery and the charm had fled; she no longer dreamed on the +green grass circle, no longer wondered at the night-song of the +burn, no longer watched for the kelpies under the boulders in the +burns or in the Rowan Pool. Belief in the fairies had faded on the +night in which Rory left her. Except in the little bald, white kirk +on the hill-side, Ishbel never sang. Song dies on the lips when care +and sorrow lie heavy on the heart. + +It was five years now since that fatal visit to the Gave of +Gold--Ishbel never mentioned it--and she was returning, in the +soft, golden haze of a September evening, from the castle. Catriona +was growing feeble, and Ishbel did everything; the old woman only +spinning a little, and wandering out to gather sticks and twigs for +the fire. The girl had been taking up carded wool to the castle, and +giving the great London ladies there a spinning lesson. + +Before the cottage came in view, with its surrounding field of poor +and thinly growing oats and yellow daisies (there being, indeed, a +far more plentiful crop of the latter), she paused to look up the +fairy knoll. There, on the top was the fairy ring. Something made +Ishbel suddenly turn and mount the little hill. + +The sea-loch lay beneath her, tinged with red; the sky was a wonder +and a glory, but Ishbel was not looking at the sky, or at the loch. +She was thinking how strange it was that she should go on living, +and living much as usual, when all that was best and fairest in life +was gone. + +She sighed, looking down at the burn, plashing and leaping over +the grey boulders. There was that story about the kelpies; her +grandmother rarely spoke of them now. Were there really no +kelpies--no brownies? And yet---- + +A step behind her made her start violently, and she gave a sharp +cry. A man's tall figure was there, not ten yards off, and there +flashed across Ishbel suddenly the thought that perhaps, after all, +it was all true, for this was a ghost! And if there were ghosts, why +not wee folk and kelpies? + +"I believe it is Ishbel, herself. Do you not know me, Ishbel?" + +He spoke in a new voice. The fluent Gaelic was gone, and the stiff, +translated English; he spoke easily, with a strange accent. And yet, +ah! she knew him at once! It was Rory! Rory, well-dressed, handsome, +upright, with a different and more independent carriage, but Rory +all the same! + +Ishbel rose and stood quite wordless for a moment. And then--"You +are a great stranger," she said. "It is a very long time, I believe, +since you hef been in Skye." + +He almost smiled. He was looking down at her earnestly, intently. +Was it possible that she should be so little changed? Had the five +years been a dream? Just as he remembered her--with the pale, clear +skin, the deep sloe-eyes, the ruddy crisp hair, the little droop +of the head! Ishbel! The girl he had turned his back on, and been +furious with, and quite forgotten--oh, yes! quite forgotten, though +he had come back to the Winged Island--well, just to see how all the +old folks were! + +"It is five years," he said deliberately, "five years! Are you--are +you married, Ishbel?" + +The girl raised her eyes and looked at him. It was getting dark, +and the burn was beginning its night-song. Ishbel noticed that, and +remembered just how the water used to sing, quite suddenly. The +lovely, indescribable breath of the muir wind swept in their faces. +How sweet it was--how entrancing! And oh! me, the velvety deeps of +her eyes, the little half-sad, half-humorous mouth! + +Was she married? Was she? + +He repeated the question, but with a new and eager ring in his +voice, and Ishbel shook her head. + +"Though there will have been a good many marriages since you left. +There was Mari MacLean and Dougal Nicolson, and there was Colin----" + +"What about MacLeod, your cousin?" + +"He is to be married this year," she said, "to an English lass." + +"So you did not marry him, after all, Ishbel?" + +"Who said that I would?" she cried, as if stung. "You knew better +than that! Who said that I would?" + +"He did; and that you would go with him that night, if he asked you. +And you did, Ishbel! It was very cruel, but----" Rory paused then, +and suddenly spoke in Gaelic, as if it all came back to him. "But I +am beginning to think that I was cruel, too. Was I?" + +He waited, watching her. + +Ishbel nodded gently. She also spoke in Gaelic, as if they had +parted only yesterday. + +"Yes, you were cruel, Rory, and you were very hasty. It is true that +I was a foolish lass, but you might have given me another chance. +I believed in my grandmother's stories. I wanted to see the good +folk." She looked away, and sadness and disillusion crept over her +face. "But I do not believe in them any more, not any more." + +"Poor little Ishbel. Poor wee lassie!" + +It could not be five years. It could not! They had only parted +yesterday! + +"But it does not matter," Ishbel said, rousing, "and now perhaps you +will call and see my grandmother? Are you on your way to Uig?" + +He did not answer that. + +"Ishbel," he said, "I was very cruel, and I was just as angry as a +man could be, and for five years I have been mad and sore; but deep +down, deep down, I never forgot you. I hated him, but I loved you. I +will come and see your grandmother; but--first--first, will you give +me a kiss, Ishbel, for the sake of the old days?" + +Would she? Perhaps, after all, he did not wait for her consent. He +had her in his arms, and they closed round her, and Isabel's head +fell on his shoulder with a little sob that was an epitome of all +the five years' sorrow and heartache. + +[Illustration: Catriona heard his story in silence.] + +"_Muirnean_ (darling)," Rory whispered, "I love you; and when I +leave Skye, you will come too, or I will be staying on here with +you. You shall choose Ishbel--you shall choose; and to-morrow I will +buy you something better than the claymore brooch that I was cruel +enough to throw away!" + +They walked down to the cottage, and Catriona, who was never +surprised at anything, shook hands sourly with him; she heard his +story in silence, and nodded consent when he told her that he and +Ishbel were to be married, after all. He could look after the croft, +she said, or buy Colin MacDougal's farm, just above, if he had money +enough. Would he have money enough? For Duncan kept her very close +now. Rory laid a packet smilingly in her lap, and said he thought he +had money enough. + +Next forenoon Catriona saw him coming up the road; Ishbel ran to +meet him, and together they wandered off to the burn-side. They came +back by-and-by, and Ishbel stood smiling in the cottage door, her +arms full of rowan branches; Rory had a spray in his coat, and the +red berries nestled under her chin. + +"I have brought you back luck," the girl cried happily. "We found +the rowans down by the pool. And Rory says that there are maybe good +folk in the world, after all! Who knows, grandmother?" + +Catriona's peat-brown old face was bent over her wheel. She allowed +there might be one or two, with a half-grunt of satisfaction. + + + + +_THE REAL EAST LONDON._ + +By the Lord Bishop of Stepney. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: H. V. Hornville, Gawber Street, E._) + +THE "MOTHERS'" GARDEN PARTY GROUP. + +(_Showing the Bishop in the Background._)] + + +East London is a very different place from what many people expect +it to be. There are not a few who still think that they will have +their throats cut if they venture into it, and I remember one +visitor who turned up very late for dinner one night at Oxford +House, and gave as the reason for his lateness that his landlord had +got one side of him and his landlady on the other, and had held him +by his coat-tails to prevent him coming to be murdered in Bethnal +Green. + +[Illustration: Old "Oxford House"] + +As a matter of fact, East London is probably, by daylight or +by night, one of the safest parts of London, except in a very +few selected streets, well known to the police; and one of my +predecessors, the much-lamented Bishop Billing, was quite right when +he used to say to the West-End mother, anxious about her daughter's +safety, if she came to work in East London, "See her as far as +Temple Bar, and then she will be all right." + +What strikes one at first is the extreme brightness and cheerfulness +of the people, often under very adverse circumstances. I remember +giving a series of garden-parties when I was Rector of Bethnal +Green, in the little garden attached to the rectory. There was not +much room for anything, and the only amusements were skittles and +races, whilst tea and cake and bread-and-butter were the simple +refreshments; but not only--as you will see by the photograph--were +the visitors very content with themselves, but one of them, from one +of the poorest streets, met me the day after a "party" and said: + +"Rector, we did enjoy ourselves yesterday." + +"I am very glad of it," I replied. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Cassell and Co., Ltd._) + +"OXFORD HOUSE"--THE PRESENT BUILDING.] + +"But we very nearly didn't come." + +"Why not?" I asked. + +"Oh! You see, a man down our street, 'e said, 'Don't go--the +Rector only wants to show you a few old gravestones.' But we tell +'im now we couldn't have enjoyed ourselves better if we'd been at +Marlborough 'Ouse." + +Then the children of East London are truly delightful. Poor little +bairns! they often get pale enough spending the year in those +crowded courts and alleys--and few things are doing better work in +London than the Children's Country Holiday Fund, which sends about +thirty-one thousand each year for a fortnight into the country--but +still nothing daunts their spirits or dims their affection. Often +have I been cheered through an afternoon's visiting by a group of +children who would spend their half-holiday afternoon in waiting +quite quietly outside a sick-room in order to knock at the door of +the next sick case to which they were quite 'cute enough to know +that I was going, and so on right down the street. Many of the +clergy organise Band of Hope entertainments, and teach the children +to act little plays of their own, and there are no quicker and apter +pupils than the children of East London, as the prizes carried off +yearly at the Crystal Palace will show. + +The East-End boy, again, is quite a character; we had four hundred +at Oxford House in one club, besides some hundreds of others in +brigades. When you told an East-End mother that fact, she would +generally say, "My word, I find _one_ quite enough!" And certainly, +on a Whit Monday, when one had at least a hundred and fifty to +convoy to London Bridge and get safely down to some friend's house +and back again, they were a fine handful. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Cassell and Co., Ltd._) + +THE PEOPLE'S PALACE.] + +One day I noticed the express stopping pretty often, and wondered +why, as it was not advertised to stop anywhere. At last the guard +came to see me at a wayside station, with a very red face, and said +he would hold me responsible for what my boys were doing; he said +that they had pulled the danger connecting-rod three times. I went +round to see what was happening, and asked whether any of them had +done it. "Oh, yes," said a little chap at once; "it was me; _I was +only 'anging my 'at up on it!_" + +Few things abash the East-End boy. At the end of the journey, my +friend, who lived near a very magnificent house, was showing us +through the rooms, and I heard a little boy say confidentially to +his neighbour, without meaning to be overheard, "_'Em! just like our +little back parlour at home!_" The good result of all the trouble +which such expeditions involved, was shown by the contempt they +displayed--as they marched back crowned with flowers, with horses +curveting round them, and cabs charging through them, in consequence +of the inspiriting notes of the band--for the groups of drunken men +and women we used to meet, who had spent their Bank Holiday in quite +another way. Once implant in a boy the love of a "better way" of +spending a holiday, and you have got a long way on the road to make +him love "a better way" of spending his life altogether. Satan finds +some mischief still for idle hands to do, but if those hands are +employed in handling a musket, or playing a flute, or clinging on to +a horizontal bar--they have ceased to be idle at all. + +But space will soon fail me if I go through all the component parts +of the population in detail. The young girls, with their limbs +aching for active recreation after long confinement in factories or +workshops, have been graphically depicted by Sir Walter Besant, and +few people are doing more good in the district than those ladies +who, at great trouble, often with real self-sacrifice, are running +girls' clubs every evening for the girls after their work. + +As, of course, is well known, it was one great object of the +People's Palace to provide this sort of innocent recreation for the +people, and though it has thrown its strength lately rather into +its excellent technical classes, it has not left out of sight its +original mission. + +The gymnastic instructor at the People's Palace told me a year or +two ago that he had no better and more spirited class than a large +factory girls' class; and I have seen the magnificent Queen's Hall +filled to overflowing for a nigger entertainment on a Saturday +night, and more than half-full for a sacred concert on Sunday +afternoon. + +When one is asked, then, what is the matter with East London, and +what lies behind those great thoroughfares, which look so broad and +inviting on a fine summer's afternoon, one can only reply by taking +one's questioner away from the broad thoroughfares into the crowded +streets and alleys which lie behind them and between. Here is a +photograph of a crowded back street, which gives an idea of what is +going on, say, of a Sunday morning during the Bird Fair in Slater +Street, or the Dog Fair at the top of Bethnal Green Road, or the old +clothes sale down by Petticoat Lane. We are too thick on the ground, +that is what it is; the census does not rise, because it _can't_ +rise: we are crammed so full that we can take no more. + +I remember once a young ladies' school used to send roses once a +week from a pretty suburb of London; they used to bring them to +school in the morning from their gardens, make them at twelve into +bouquets, send them up by three, and they were in East London homes +by five. As I used to take the bouquets of beautiful flowers round +on trays--followed, I may say, by a mob of children yelling for +a flower, for old and young have a touching love for flowers in +East London--I always found that I required four bouquets for each +house, for each house contained at least four families. This is a +fact which escapes the notice of the casual visitor, who sees a +harmless-looking house outside, but does not know what is inside. + +We are overcrowded, and what overcrowding means from the point of +view of health and morality only those who reside in the district +and the local medical officer really know. I used to have sent me +by the excellent Medical Officer for Bethnal Green--Dr. Bate--the +death-rate each month compared with the death-rate for the whole +of London, and there is no reason that I know of to account for +the 22-27 per 1,000 registered for Bethnal Green compared with the +18 per 1,000 of the rest of London, except the overcrowded and +sometimes insanitary conditions in which the people live. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Cassell and Co., Ltd._) + +A CROWD IN PETTICOAT LANE.] + +Things, however, are much better than they used to be. The London +County Council has done a good deal in pulling down rookeries +and rehousing large areas--as, for instance, the famous Boundary +Street area between Shoreditch and Bethnal Green. The Mansion +House Council for the Dwellings of the Poor has done much through +its local committees to stimulate local effort; and the district +authorities are far more active than they were, and alive to the +responsibilities which fall upon them. + +Many an afternoon have I spent with the Sanitary Committee of the +Vestry of Bethnal Green, condemning insanitary property, and many +are the sad sights which I have seen when I have been round with +them. + +I remember vividly one or two large houses abutting on a little +court. As we went with difficulty through the narrow passages and +looked into the different rooms, we found women sitting silent and +patient, too busy to say much to us, pasting match-boxes together, +for which they were to get twopence-farthing a gross. Needless to +say that these houses had to be condemned; but the difficulty is +by no means over when such dwellings are condemned. As a man said +caustically and truly at a meeting held on the subject, "A rat in +a hole is better than a rat out, any day"; and great consideration +has to be shown in not turning out too quickly those who have found +these poor tenements their home before provision has been made +elsewhere for them. + +If those in the West-End and other places who have property in the +slums would only look after it themselves, and not be content with +taking the rents without seeing that the places for which they take +their money are fit to house men and women, and not mere animals, +great progress would be made. We should be happy to show them the +best models on which to rebuild their houses, or they may see for +themselves by observing the pretty two-storeyed houses now built, +which constitute Hart's Lane, abutting on the Bethnal Green Road, +and which, being always in demand, pay, we hope, the intelligent +landlord who built them. + +But it is not merely that we are too thick on the ground; for a long +time we were too much left to ourselves. Those that ate jam lived in +one place and those that made it lived in another, and naturally +therefore the "city of the poor," left to itself, generated +standards, habits, and traditions of its own, some of which are the +reverse of edifying. + +Take, for instance, the prevalence of drink and gambling. A young +man came to me one night in East London with a face as pale as +death. I had known him as a boy, but he had dropped out of our club +system on growing too old for the boys' club, and had got drawn into +a drinking set. "Save me!" he cried, as he fell upon his knees and +took my hand. He had, he said, been led in the public-house to put +his money on horses of which he knew nothing, and had finally spent +nine pounds belonging to a shop club, of which he was treasurer. +He had to meet his mates next morning; he was only twenty-one, of +respectable parents, and engaged to a respectable girl, and with +only three months to run out of his apprenticeship. "If you don't +help me, sir, I am ruined for life!" + +I did lend him the money, to be repaid by instalments, but the +story will show the dangers to our young population, and the need +of strong and definite work among them from their earliest years. +With a public-house at every corner, and a bookmaker's clerk waiting +for them during dinner hour, what chance have the poor lads and +girls unless someone will go down and live among them and teach them +better things? I remember running-in a man who had the insolence +to stand outside Oxford House and take money from boys and girls, +as well as men and women, during dinner hour, and though he was +fined five pounds at once, he had more than twenty pounds on him +in coppers and small silver. The fine ought to be raised, as the +present maximum--five pounds--is easily paid, and they think nothing +of it, and go on again just the same next day. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Cassell and Co., Ltd._) + +THE GREAT HALL AT THE PEOPLE'S PALACE.] + +It was no doubt the growing necessity of bringing a higher standard +of life into the "city of the poor" and bridging over the gulf +between rich and poor, establishing counter-attractions to the +public-house and the gambling-hell, which led Canon Barnett, some +fifteen years ago, to suggest the formation of settlements among the +poor. His visit to Oxford in 1884, backed up by Bishop Walsham How +and Miss Octavia Hill, led to the establishment of Toynbee Hall +in Whitechapel, and later on in the same year of Oxford House in +Bethnal Green. Of the former excellent institution, which still owes +so much to its founder and present Warden, Canon Barnett, much has +been written in past years, and, as space is limited even in THE +QUIVER, I have only room to say a few words more about Oxford +House. It was founded on a definite Church basis, and its workers +were and are members of the Church of England, but it threw open its +clubs and its doors to men of all creeds and all kinds. + +When I was myself called to be Head of the House in 1880, it was +situated in a back street in Bethnal Green, and consisted of a +disused Church school knocked into rooms. As residents increased, +we found so small a house quite inadequate, and the present Oxford +House was built on a disused site in the next street, and opened +by the Duke of Connaught five or six years ago. It has had a full +complement of twenty men ever since, and the acquisition of the +rectory of Bethnal Green when I became Rector of Bethnal Green in +1895, enabled us for some time to have thirty workers--all laymen +with the exception of myself. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Cassell and Co., Ltd._) + +A VIEW OF BETHNAL GREEN MUSEUM.] + +The residents do whatever work is entrusted to them by the Head, in +the daytime working at the Charity Organisation offices, Children's +Country Holiday Fund, Sanitary Aid Committee; in the evening running +boys' clubs and men's clubs and Church Lads' Brigades, visiting in +the London Hospital on Mondays, visiting the sick and others in the +parish of St. Matthew's, now specially connected with the House, and +doing innumerable odd jobs for the parish clergy round, with whom +they are all on the most friendly footing. + +And that brings me lastly to the definitely religious work of East +London. It is here that the result of leaving for so long one +million people to themselves shows itself in the most disastrous +form. The habit of church-going or chapel-going has been almost +entirely lost, and it is only after the most patient efforts on the +part of the clergy and others that it can be brought again into the +district. After sampling on several occasions eighty men (invited to +the garden parties spoken of above) out of different streets taken +in turn, I discovered that only about one in eighty went either to +church or chapel, and out of a thousand boys of the age of fourteen +or fifteen who were questioned on entering one of our large boys' +clubs, nine hundred were found to have "g.n." written after their +names, which means "goes nowhere." Now, to the readers of THE +QUIVER I know that this will seem a very appalling thing, and +will show that we have what is practically, from a religious point +of view, a pagan population at our very doors. + +On whom, then, does the great stress and strain of converting +this pagan population fall? Let us give all credit to the good +work done by Nonconformists in the district, with whom we are on +excellent terms: let us acknowledge the wonderful gatherings in Mr. +Charrington's Hall: and in the Pavilion, under the preaching of Mr. +George Nokes; the good work by Dr. Stephenson in his Children's +Homes; and by Dr. Barnardo in his boys' work at Stepney Causeway; +and by other workers scattered up and down the district; but I think +all would admit that the great strain and stress of the work falls +upon those who actually live in the very midst of the people, each +of them with their seven thousand to ten thousand, and sometimes +twenty thousand, souls to look after. + +It is they whose door-bell rings continuously; it is they to whom +everyone comes in the hour of distress, whether they attend the +church or not; and it is they and the band of workers they have +gathered round them who are laying deep the foundations of the +future City of God, and who are working, with a few exceptions, day +and night to bring wanderers into the fold. + +The people are not irreligious, only non-religious, and all they +need is patient and loving work in their midst. To attend a parish +gathering is like going to a happy family party, on such excellent +terms are the clergy and their workers with the people, and when in +some churches you find five hundred East-End communicants in the +early morning on Easter Day, no one can question the self-sacrifice +and earnestness of those who have once been thoroughly converted. + +The great need, of course, is more workers and it is to supply more +workers that the East London Church Fund exists. It is spent wholly +on workers, not on buildings at all; and it is my earnest desire, +with the help of the Bishop of Islington, who is an experienced +East-End worker himself, and who has now taken over the North London +district, to raise that fund to £20,000 this year to meet the urgent +appeals for more workers which come to us from the poorer parts of +East and North London. The Fund covers an area of 1,800,000 people, +most of whom are poor. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: C. E. Fry and Son, Gloucester Terrace, S.W._) + +CANON BARNETT. + +(_Warden of Toynbee Hall._)] + +Such, then, so far as it can be described in a short article, is +East London, with all its virtues and its vices, its aspirations, +its hopes, its possibilities, and its failings. It is a land flowing +with milk and honey, with the milk of human kindness and the honey +of human love; but, like the old Canaan, it is not yet fully +occupied by the host of God. When Christianity is, however, fully +"in possession," we shall see a great deepening and ripening of all +the good that lies there, and the East London Church of the future +will have a character of its own, and will shed a new glory on the +Christianity which has slowly converted the world. + + + + +PLEDGED + +[Illustration: PLEDGED] + +By Katharine Tynan, Author of "A Daughter of Erin," Etc. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +"ANTHONY MUST KNOW." + + +"And you liked her, Kitty?" said Anthony Trevithick. + +It was the morning after his return, and Lady Jane had left them +alone. + +"I liked her amazingly," said Lady Kitty; "and, what is more +surprising, she liked me." + +"It would be surprising if she didn't, Kitty"--looking at her with +brotherly fondness. "Do you know, Kitty, I used to like you because +you were pretty, and couldn't help being charming?" + +Lady Kitty made a mocking bow. + +"But still there is some change in you of late. What is it? You have +given up being smart and cynical and all that. You are ever so much +lovelier now than I remember you." + +Lady Kitty laughed, but her eyes softened. + +"I'm glad you think I'm lovelier, Anthony." + +He looked at her sharply. + +"What is it, Kitty?" + +"Something that must not be told yet, Anthony." + +"Oh, it is _that_!" + +His voice had an incredulous relief in it. + +"It is really _that_, Kitty?" + +Lady Kitty laughed up at him out of her chair, and her glance was at +once shy and proud. + +"Yes, it is that, Anthony." + +"Do I know him, Kitty?" + +"Very well, Anthony. But no one knows yet--only he and I." + +"Who, Kitty?" + +"Ask Mr. Leslie, Anthony." + +"It isn't Jack, Kitty? You don't mean to say it is Jack! Why--you +deceitful little person!--Jack was just the one man you never tried +to make captive to your bow and spear; at least, so far as I could +see." + +"My poor Anthony, you never saw very far where I was concerned." + +"No, then, Kitty, I didn't." + +His face was a little rueful as he said it. + +"But I am glad beyond measure," he went on. "There is, perhaps, only +one thing could make me happier." + +He stooped and touched Lady Kitty's soft cheek with his lips. + +"You can tell Jack, Kitty," he said. "We are like sister and +brother, aren't we?" + +"I am very fond of you, Anthony. Next to your mother--excluding +Jack, of course--I think I'm as fond of you as anyone." + +"I'm glad you're fond of my mother, Kitty. She doesn't care for many +people." + +"I've been trying to get up courage to tell her, Anthony. I hate to +keep her in the dark." + +"It will be a blow to her, Kitty." + +They both laughed and blushed a little consciously. + +"Yes, I'm afraid it will." + +"But Pamela, Kitty--tell me about Pamela. Did she ever talk about +me?" + +"I can't say that she did, Anthony." + +"I suppose she wouldn't," said the lover, a little disappointed, +nevertheless. + +"You're fond of her, Anthony?" said Lady Kitty, looking up at him +with eyes of alarm. "Really fond of her?" + +"I love her and she loves me. As soon as I have established Uncle +Wilton comfortably with Knowles to look after him, I shall go to +claim her." + +"She _knows_ you love her, Anthony?" + +"Oh, yes, she knows." + +The young fellow laughed happily, and there was no shadow of doubt +or of apprehension in his eyes. He had begun to walk up and down the +room now, impatiently, as if he wanted to be off. + +"Why didn't you claim her before you went off to nurse your uncle, +Anthony? Uncertainty of that kind is hard on a girl." + +"I did write. Not, indeed, to her, but to her father, and gave him a +broad hint of the state of the case. I have often wondered he never +sent me a word: he was such a good sort." + +"He has been very ill, Anthony." + +"Ill? My mother never told me." + +"He was at death's door, but is out of danger; he must be getting +strong again by this time." + +"My poor little Pam--and all of them! They adore their father, and +they had no one to help or comfort them!" + +"Why didn't you write to Pamela herself?" + +"My mother asked me not to till I came back. But now all that is +over. I am going to her at once." + +"You say you wrote to her father, Anthony? Do you know I have a kind +of idea she said you had not written?" + +"I wrote, Kitty, all right, and put it in the letter-box in the hall +the night before I left. You must have mistaken what she said. Of +course, her father's illness explains his not having written. And +now there is no use in writing. I can be there almost as soon as a +letter." + +Lady Kitty's face was troubled as she looked at him. + +"You're quite sure you posted the letter, Anthony? Perhaps they +didn't get it. Letters sometimes go wrong, don't they?" + +"Not one out of a million. What are you thinking of, Kitty?" + +Lady Kitty jumped up out of her chair and went to him. + +"My poor old Anthony," she said, "there's something horribly wrong. +I wish I hadn't to tell you. Pamela's engaged to a Lord Glengall." + +[Illustration: "My poor old Anthony, there's something horribly +wrong."] + +Trevithick looked at her as if he could not take in what he heard. + +"You are mad, Kitty," he said slowly. "She is engaged to me." + +"I have her word for it, Anthony. There is something wrong, I am +sure. She has just written it to me." + +"Show me the letter, Kitty." + +She went to an escritoire in the corner of the room, found the +letter, and brought it to him. He read it with staring eyes. + +"She won't marry him," he said when he had finished. + +"My poor Anthony!" + +"An engagement is nothing. She was engaged to me. She let me kiss +her. He is a man with money--I remember now. Do women sell their +souls for money, Kitty?" + +"Some women might, Anthony, but I don't think Pamela would. There is +something wrong, Anthony, I am sure of it." + +"I am going to find out, Kitty." + +[Illustration: Something in the attitude smote her.--_p. 446._] + +He turned his angry, miserable young face upon her, and her heart +was wrung for him. + +"I am going over there to-night, Kitty." + +"You will do nothing rash, Anthony?" + +"If I find that anything but her own will has come between us, I +will do my best to win her back from him. I have the right, Kitty. I +was the first, and she let me kiss her." + +"You say she was engaged to you, Anthony? Do you mean formally?" + +"Everything _but_ formally. Ah! I wish I had settled it then--put a +ring on her before them all. It was my mother. She made me promise +to do nothing till I came back." + +"Oh! she knew, then?" + +"I told her, Kitty, and she was bitterly angry. And I, mad that I +was, I yielded to her will. Afterwards, when I heard she had found +them out, and got Pam over here, I thought her heart had softened +to me after all those years, and that she was helping me towards my +happiness." + +"Why did she make you promise that?" + +"I am ashamed to say it, Kitty--because she persuaded me you cared +for me, and ought not to be told suddenly. I beg your pardon, Kitty; +I was not ass enough to think it of myself!" + +"Ah!" said Lady Kitty again, and her eyes were thoughtful, "and poor +little Pam was miserable. I don't believe they ever had that letter, +Anthony." + +"If she was miserable for me"--and the lover's face lightened--"she +loves me still, and she must give up the other man for me. If she +loves me, he has no right to her. I am going to find out, Kitty." + +"Where are you going now, Anthony?" + +"There are twenty things to be done. I have to see Uncle Wilton and +tell him I am going. Knowles understands what to do for him, and to +call Dr. Berners if he were ill." + +He took up her hand and kissed it. + +"You've been a good little girl to me, Kitty," he said. "Afterwards +I am going to fight for my love." + +As the door closed behind him Lady Kitty went thoughtfully upstairs +and knocked at Lady Jane's boudoir door. + +"May I come in, Auntie Jane?" she said; "are you very busy?" + +Lady Jane looked up from her books with an air of expectation, as +if there might be something pleasant to hear; but her expression +changed immediately. + +"What is the matter, Kitty?" she asked. + +"A good deal. Anthony has been telling me that he is in love with +Pamela Graydon." + +"My darling----" + +Kitty lifted her hand. + +"It only affects me in so far as it affects Anthony. Pamela is +engaged to Lord Glengall."' + +"I remember him. I saw him when I was there. He looked like a +ploughman, and I thought he was one. I suppose she marries him for +the title." + +"She marries him--if she does--because she is in love with Anthony, +and thinks he has played her false." + +"You are too romantic, Kitty." + +"It is the first time I have been called so. Forgive me for +something I must ask you. Are you at the root of the mischief?" + +"What do you mean, Kitty?" + +"I begin to have a glimmering of why you brought her here." + +"Kitty, tell me first. Do you not mind at all about Anthony?" + +"Not in the way you mean. He never cared for me, not in that way. It +is no use trying to bring these things about." + +"It has been my dream, Kitty, since you were quite a little girl. +I never loved Anthony; but if you were his wife, I think I should +begin to love him. I thought you cared for him always." + +"I should not have let you think that. Some of all this trouble is +my fault. It is better to be open all the way through. I kept it +from you because I feared the sharp disappointment it would be to +you." + +"That you did not love Anthony?" + +"More than that, Auntie Janie, I loved someone else. I couldn't help +it. I would have pleased you, if I could, but it did not seem to be +in my hands. There is a fatality about such things. We might have +cared for each other if we had not always known you wanted us to." + +Lady Jane looked about her with a bewildered air, as though her +world were crumbling. + +"I have thought of it for so many years," she said at last, "that I +cannot realise how, between you, you have destroyed the one solid +hope of my life." + +"I love you so much, Auntie Janie, that I think I would have married +Anthony, without love, to please you, if there had not been someone +else." + +Lady Jane turned and looked at her, and her face was tragical. + +"I would not have wished that, Kitty. A marriage without love! You +don't know what it is, child, especially if there has been--or might +have been--someone else. I only wanted you to have the wish of your +heart, and to bind you closer to me at the same time." + +"Nothing can ever undo our love, Auntie Janie--nothing, nothing." + +"Wait till your husband intervenes, Kitty. Who is it, by the way? I +have seen no sign of such an one in our circle." + +"It is Mr. Leslie," said Lady Kitty with bent head. + +"Anthony's friend? Yes, I know you liked him, but I thought it was +for Anthony's sake." + +"I am so sorry," Lady Kitty said again. Then she went on, with a +timidity foreign to her: "Anthony is very unhappy, Auntie Janie. Can +nothing be done?" + +Lady Jane turned away her head. + +"What do you expect me to do, Kitty?" + +"He is your own son, and he loves Pamela Graydon. She loves him too. +Why, it was written on her face, if only I had had eyes to see. Yet +she has engaged herself to another man! What is the meaning of it?" + +"I am bad at riddles, Kitty." + +"Anthony will unravel it--unless you will. Forgive me, Auntie Janie, +but he had better know--that his letter to Mr. Graydon remained +unposted. I do not know if there is anything else, but there is +that." + +"How do you know that, Kitty?" + +"I couldn't help knowing it. A few days after Anthony had gone you +sent me to the little inner drawer of your desk to find Madame +Lefevre's address. Anthony's letter to Mr. Graydon lay on the top +with the address uppermost. I never thought of it again till to-day." + +"What do you want me to do, Kitty? It is quite true that I +abstracted the letter from the hall-box before it was emptied for +the night-post. If you go to my desk again you will find the letter +there with its seal unbroken. I guessed what it might contain. +Curiously enough, the habits of a lifetime kept me from opening the +letter, though I had stolen it." + +Lady Kitty made a deprecating gesture, but the elder woman went on +coldly: + +"I wrote myself to Mr. Graydon--a merely formal letter +explaining Anthony's absence. Afterwards I made an excuse of the +Verschoyles--people I had almost forgotten--to go myself and see +for myself. They lived in a barbarous way, as I thought they would; +and I mistook Miss Graydon's _fiancé_ for an elderly mountain +farmer. Then I asked the girl over here with the design--which you +frustrated to some extent--of making her detest us. I also told her +that you and Anthony were to be married, and that you had always +been lovers." + +"Auntie Janie!" + +"Yes, Kitty; you may as well know the full extent of my wickedness." + +"But how could you do it? I have always known you as a proud and +honourable woman." + +"I did it first of all for your sake, Kitty. I did think you cared +for Anthony; and I thought that if this entanglement were out of the +way he would care for you. I was mistaken all round." + +"I ought to have spoken, Auntie Janie. Ah! I see now how much +trouble can come from even a little deceit." + +"What do you want me to do, Kitty?" + +"Anthony must know." + +"You have no thought but for Anthony." + +"The wrong must be undone--if it is possible now." + +"He will turn his back on me for ever." + +"He will remember that you are his mother." + +"I have given him no motherhood. All I had I gave to you--and I have +lost you, too." + +"You have not lost me. Whatever you did we should be the same." + +"You think that now. But we can never be the same. However, about +Anthony. I daresay I can live without Anthony. What do you want me +to do?" + +"He must be told. Shall I tell him, Auntie Janie?" + +"No, I will tell him myself. You had better keep out of it. I shall +tell him as soon as he comes here. Where is he?" + +"He went to let his uncle know he was called away. He will soon be +back." + +"Send him here when he comes in. And now, Kitty, go. I have business +to do." + +Lady Kitty went to the door slowly, and, as she turned the handle, +looked back at the tall figure standing in the middle of the room. +Something in the attitude smote her. She went back impulsively, and +flung her arms round Lady Jane. + +"If you love me at all as you loved me yesterday, be comforted," she +cried. "I know it all came through your love for me, and my wretched +deceit, and I shall always love you, always." + +She could not say if there was an answering caress. + +"Things will come right," she whispered, "and Anthony will forget +his anger. We have all need of forgiveness." + +"I shall never ask Anthony's," said Lady Jane. "And I do not pretend +to repent. But he will marry that man's daughter in spite of me, and +I shall be punished. Go now, Kitty. If Anthony has come in, send him +to me." + +Lady Kitty went. As the door closed behind her, after a last glimpse +of the erect figure, she had an odd fancy about a picture she +remembered to have seen of a ship going down at sea with all its +flags flying. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +"IT IS TOO LATE." + + +But as the days passed the happiness which Pamela had expected did +not come. Perhaps at first the atmosphere of approval in which she +lived made a species of false happiness; but in a very short space +of time things became workaday, and the future, with a husband old +enough to be her father, showed itself naked of glamour. + +Her soul was loyal to her betrothed, though her heart betrayed +her. She kept perpetually within her sight his unselfishness, his +patience, his simple-mindedness, his devotion. And yet, if her +bridegroom were to be no paladin at all, but a certain ordinary +young gentleman of ordinary good looks and good qualities, instead +of Lord Glengall, how wildly happy she could have been! It was +something she dared not think upon--what might have been, instead of +what was going to be. + +It was another hot summer, and Pamela's step grew languid, and her +eyes had heavy rings about them. Her white cheeks, that were so firm +and full of health, lost something of their glow. + +She spurred herself up to be brisk and cheerful, and apologised for +her flagging energy with accusations against the weather. And all +the time Lord Glengall watched her with the anxiety of a loving dog +in his eyes. + +They were to be married at the beginning of September, to have a +month's honeymoon at Killarney, and then to take Mr. Graydon abroad, +that so he might escape the damp of the Irish winter. + +In August, Pamela was to go to Dublin to see about her frocks. They +were not to be very many nor very magnificent. Afterwards, said her +bridegroom, there would be a visit to Paris, and plenty of shopping. + +Pamela loved pretty things as well as any girl, and none the less +because they had never been within her reach. But now her interest +in such matters seemed feeble. The times when she derived a certain +quiet happiness from her engagement were when she talked with Lord +Glengall about what was to be done for the others. + +"Is there nothing for yourself, Pam?" he asked once; "you never ask +for anything for yourself." + +And then he stroked the soft pale cheek with a loving finger, and +the concern in his eyes grew deeper. + +Once he said to Pamela that he wished it were all done, and that +he was free to take care of her; but as he said it, putting a +protecting arm about her, he felt a quick shudder run through her. + +"What is it, Pam?" he asked anxiously. + +"Someone walking on my grave," said Pamela lightly. + +"Don't talk about such things, child," he implored. "You have all +your life, the life that I am going to endeavour to make so happy, +before you. What have you to do with graves?" + +And yet another time he said to her that he could almost wish that +he might give her his love and his care and his fortune without +marriage. + +"I suppose I couldn't adopt you, Pam?" he said lightly, yet his mood +was a serious one. + +"Ah! don't talk about such things," said Pam, in her turn, and her +heart was sore lest she had grieved him. "No girl could have a +happier fate than to be your wife." + +And since she felt what she said for the moment she contrived to set +his fears at rest. + +It was the most humdrum betrothal from the point of view of young +and romantic persons. Lord Glengall was no ardent wooer. His manner +was more the manner of a father than of a lover, and his moments +of greatest contentment were only marked by a deeper quiet. While +Pam and he were much together, their talk, unlike the talk of +young lovers, was of everything but themselves. Lord Glengall had +plans for the disposal of the great wealth he had brought from the +gold-fields; but they were plans in which personal ambition had no +share. + +Mr. Graydon was still languid after his illness, and during those +summer days a great quietness seemed to have descended upon +Carrickmoyle. + +"Sorra's in it!" said Bridget, complaining. "'Tis as if there wasn't +a bit of young life about the place. 'Tis more like as if there was +goin' to be a funeral thin a weddin'." + +"I'll tell you what, Miss Sylvia," she protested to her prime +favourite; "there's one-legged Grady the gardener, above at his +Lordship's, an' his mouth is dry axin' me. I declare I'll take him, +if only to make a bit av a stir. They say he used to bate the first +wife wid the wooden leg, but he'll not look crooked at me, never +fear." + +Sylvia, too, shared in the depressing quiet, and even the dogs lay +and blinked all day in the hot sun, and were too lazy to go out on +the bog for a dip in the icy-cold water. + +Sylvia had her troubles. Her friend Miss Spencer, to whom she was +oddly attached, was failing. No illness of a violent kind, but +simply a wasting away and decline had seized upon the poor little +spinster; and it was a case in which doctor's prescriptions were of +no use. Miss Spencer's time had come. + +Sylvia visited her friend indefatigably, sitting with her long hours +daily, within doors if the weather were bad, by her wheeled sofa on +the lawn during the fine hot days. She took her grief with a certain +bitterness of wrath against that man of long ago who had wronged the +poor little lady so irreparably. It made her curt of speech, and +little disposed to notice what was happening where other folk were +concerned, and her engrossment made Pamela's lot more lonely. + +Sylvia's court had in no way diminished its loyalty or its numbers, +but just for the present the young men were put on one side, and +accepted their position. They were able to sympathise with one +another, for their lady had never bestowed a mark of preference +on any one over the others, that jealousy could be excited. But +their absence from Carrickmoyle, while it sensibly brightened other +houses, made that more lonesome. + +Pamela had not seen Miss Spencer for some time, when one day Sylvia +announced to her that the old lady wished to see her. + +"You must go, of course," she said, with the brusqueness of grief. +"I shall come afterwards and relieve you, so that you will be at +home in time for Glengall." + +Pamela went over after lunch, and found Miss Spencer on the sofa +on the open lawn of Dovercourt, with its delightful views of the +distant hills. + +"It is a fine world to be leaving," said the old lady, nodding at +the distances, when she had made Pamela take the low chair beside +her. + +Pamela had noticed at once an indefinable change in Miss Spencer. +The old, half-crazy, brooding look had disappeared, and though the +face seemed vanishing and melting away in its wasting and fragility, +the eyes were clear, as if a film had rolled off from them. + +Pamela said nothing. The change in Miss Spencer, even since she had +last seen her, shocked her. + +"There, there, child!" said the little woman, patting her hand. +"Why talk about gloomy things on such a day as this, and with your +great day approaching? But what is the matter?"--scrutinising her +closely--"you don't look very bride-like." + +"It is the heat," said Pamela languidly; "I haven't felt very lively +since it set in so hot." + +"I remember the time I would have danced at my wedding in the crater +of Vesuvius. Things are not the same nowadays. There, child," she +went on kindly, "you will have some tea? I shall have more made for +Minx, when she comes. She told you I wanted to see you?" + +"Yes," said Pamela, "and I shall like the tea, Miss Spencer. It was +hot crossing the bog. I shall go home through the woods." + +The tea was brought, and when Pamela had had hers, Miss Spencer, +who had been watching her with kind intentness all the time, said +suddenly-- + +"I made my will yesterday, Pam." + +Pamela looked up in surprise. + +"I have provided for Minx. I have left her this place, and a good +deal of money. She will look after my poor for me." + +Pamela nodded her head. + +"I've left you nothing, Pam. But I've given Mary what will start her +in housekeeping. _You_ are going to marry a rich man." + +"You are good to think of Mary." + +"It is easier to do now than if I had lived longer. Between my +legacy and what Glengall will do she need not want." + +"She deserves to be happy." + +"But what is the matter with you, Pam? Why aren't _you_ happy?" + +"I am happy." + +"With that face, child! There was a woman once--perhaps you know +her--whose lover went away and never came back. Perhaps he was dead; +perhaps he had forgotten. You look as if your lover had never come +back." + +Pamela covered her face with her hands. + +"There, child! I don't want to distress you, but I am in trouble +about you. What if he came back, after all?" + +"He never will." + +"He looked as if he would. Anyhow, if he never did, it would be +better to be like that woman--a little cracked, perhaps, and always +expecting her lover, till she woke up one day dying, and in her +right mind--it would be better to be like her than to marry without +love." + +Pamela trembled, but her face was hidden. + +"Tell me, Pam. You won't mind confiding in an old woman who has +only a few days more to live. What did you do it for? It wasn't the +money, and all it could bring, attracted you?" + +[Illustration: "Tell me, Pam. You won't mind confiding in an old +woman."] + +"No, oh, no!" + +"I thought not. What was it?" + +"You don't know how good he is." + +"That's not enough, Pam, though it might serve if your heart were +free. What is that to make you give up your life, your freedom to +think, to hope, to pray? It will be one long struggle, Pamela. You +will be like a creature in prison, for whom the free world were +paradise enough." + +"I know Glengall is good," she went on. "Another girl might come to +love him, in spite of his grey hairs, but not you, Pam. One sees +clearer when one is going to leave all this. Why did you do it, Pam?" + +"It is too late to ask." + +"Why, Pam?" + +"Partly because my father must winter abroad and we had no money. +Partly, too, because I was angry with--with someone I loved, and I +thought I would get rid of the anger and the thought of him if I +were married." + +"Minx would have taken care of your father. It was a useless +sacrifice, Pamela." + +She looked at her a minute hesitatingly. + +"My people, those of them who survive, are rich. I could take care +of you, too, Pam." + +"It is too late to make any difference." + +"It is not too late while you are yet free." + +"You don't know how good he is. And he has ordered his future life +so that I shall always be the centre of it. I can't break his heart." + +"If Lord Glengall knew, he would be the first to set you free." + +"He would, because he is all unselfishness. But he will never know." + +"How will you keep it from him?" + +"I shall learn to love him." + +"My poor Pam!" + +"Ah!" cried Pamela sobbing. "Don't try to turn me back. Because I am +unhappy, and a burden to myself, would you forbid me making another +person happy, and he one worthy of all happiness?" + +"It is not too late, Pam." + +"It is too late. And here is Sylvia. See how punctual she is. She +grudges me this half-hour alone with you." + +Sylvia looked curiously at her sister's haggard and tear-stained +eyes, but made no comment. She had little sympathy with Pamela's +languid looks this summer. She was one who had never felt a wound, +and so had scant comprehension of the troubles of her sister, whose +lot, indeed, she considered a highly desirable one. + +After a few minutes Pamela stood up and took her leave. + +She went by the shady paths through the woods, and Pat, who had +accompanied her, scurried hither and thither in pursuit of many +a pair of bright eyes and many a white scut. She was in no hurry +to get home. After the disturbance of her conversation with Miss +Spencer, she dreaded the meeting with her _fiancé_. + +It had been a shock to her to learn that, if she had not been +so precipitate, her father would still have been safe; for Miss +Spencer's life was to be counted by weeks, and Sylvia's tenderness +for him could be trusted. + +The green glades of the wood were exquisite. She looked about +her--at the roof of branches against the blue-and-white sky, at the +green moss, dotted with harebells, and flecked by broad patches of +sunlight on its velvety shade. The birds were singing their last +love-songs, and the wood was full of the music of many waters. + +Ah! With an overwhelming revulsion of feeling it came upon the girl +that if she were only free, with her life in her hands, the beauty +of the free world were, as Miss Spencer had said, paradise enough. +If she were but free, if she were but free! + +She had come to the Wishing Well in the wood. She put up her hand to +her throat. Round it was a slender little chain of jewels and gold +which Lord Glengall had given her. It was choking her. + +She took it off stealthily, and laid it on the moss at her feet. +Then she took a bracelet--his gift also--from her arm. Then she drew +off her engagement ring of diamonds and emeralds, and added it to +the glittering heap. If only she could remove those other bonds as +easily! And all the time she hated herself for the wish. + +Mechanically she stooped down, and, taking the water in her hand, +drank of it. She wished she might forget what had happened here, and +the poisoned sweetness of glances and words during those months of +last winter. + +"I must forget--I must forget," she wailed, half aloud. "It lasted +such a little while. There was no time for it to take hold upon my +life." + +And then her hands fell to her side, for there was a quick step +beside her, and, turning, she saw Anthony Trevithick. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +THE WOOD OF STRANGE MEETINGS. + + +"Pamela!" + +He had come back, and his eyes and his voice were full of fire. + +"Pamela! What have you done to yourself, my sweetheart? You are not +the Pamela I left." + +She had turned towards him as irresistibly as the needle to the +pole. But at his words a quick shiver ran through her. Her eyes +turned from him and darkened. Her head drooped. + +"You have come too late," she said, almost under her breath; and her +voice was cold. + +"Look at me, Pam. I have so much to tell you that you must hear. You +must not be angry with me. We have been cheated and tricked. I wrote +to your father to say I would come and ask for you, Pam, the road +being clear." + +"He never had your letter." + +"It was not posted, Pamela. I must tell you, Pam, though it is hard. +You have a right to know. My mother intercepted the letter." + +"She detested me. I knew it from the first moment her cold eyes +rested upon me." + +"She does not like me, Pam, much. But that will not part us." + +"Ah!" said Pam, and her voice was almost a cry. "But we _are_ +parted. She could not do it, but I have done it by my own act." + +His foot knocked against the heap of trinkets on the moss. + +"What are these, Pam?" he asked wonderingly. + +"Give them to me," she implored. "They are mine. And you must go +away, Sir Anthony, and never come again." + +"Why, I see"--holding the jewels in his hand--"they are his gifts. +But you have thrown them off!" + +His eyes blazed suddenly. + +"It is an omen, Pam. Let him follow his jewels. What right has he to +buy you? You had given yourself to me." + +"Ah!" cried Pam, still stretching out her hands for the jewels. "You +don't know what you are talking about. He is the best man in all +the world; and our wedding-day is fixed, and my wedding-dress is +ordered." + +The young man flung the jewels on the ground. + +[Illustration: The young man flung the jewels on the ground.] + +"There," he said, "let them lie where I found them. Why should we +think of them? It is all a bad dream, Pamela, but not so bad as it +might have been--not so bad as it might have been. Why, you are +talking folly, Pam, about wedding-days and wedding-dresses. It is +our wedding-day you must think of, and the wedding-dress you will +wear for me." + +He held out his arms to her imploringly, and for a moment, with a +dazed look, she seemed as if she must come. Then she pushed him off +with a gesture of her two hands. + +"No," she said. "Love is not everything--love is not everything. +There is honour, there is loyalty, there is faith. And you,--you +have your cousin to think about. She is sweet and lovely. I felt it, +though I----" + +She broke off suddenly. + +"Though you loved me and were jealous"; and he laughed masterfully. +"All wrong, my Pam! I never cared for Kitty in that way, nor she for +me. She is going to marry my chum, Jack Leslie. They have been in +love with each other for years." + +"Your mother told me----" + +His face darkened. + +"I know. I shall forgive her when you have yielded your will to +mine." + +"That will never be." + +"Never, Pam? Ah! yes, it will. If I had come here and found that +you loved this other man, I could have done nothing but leave you. +I came full of anger and fury. All through the journey I had been +goading myself to a jealous madness; but the minute I saw you here +beside the well where I told you I loved you, I knew you were mine. +I can afford to forgive Lord Glengall." + +"What do you propose to do?" + +"I shall go to the house and explain to your father about the +missing letter. I was on my way there when I turned aside to the +Wishing Well and found you." + +"My father loves Lord Glengall." + +"He loves you better, Pam. He will not want you to marry him, loving +me." + +"You take too much for granted." + +"Oh, no, I don't, Pam! You are not the girl to love me seven months +ago and love another man to-day. And your eyes betray you, darling!" + +"And if my father chooses Lord Glengall before you?" + +"Then I will tell him the choice does not rest with him. I will go +to Lord Glengall himself." + +"And if he should refuse to listen to you?" + +"Then I will come to you, Pamela, my beloved." + +She suddenly turned on him her beautiful, stormy eyes, and her face +was full of tragedy. + +"And I shall send you away," she said. "It is no question of loving. +I shall not see you any more, Tony"--using the familiar name +unconsciously--"never, I hope, after to-day. And I love you; I do +love you, and if I might love you for ever I should be the happiest +woman on earth. No, don't come near me, for I am saying good-bye to +you. I decline to purchase my happiness, and even yours, at the cost +of unhappiness to the best man I ever knew. Ah! go now, my love, and +do not tempt me any more. You will soon forget me." + +She turned as if to go, but before Anthony Trevithick could make any +effort to detain her, a quiet voice spoke beside them. + +"I came to meet you, Pamela. I expected to find you alone. Who is +this gentleman?" + +Pamela turned quickly, and put her hand into the hand of her +betrothed. + +"It is Sir Anthony Trevithick, Lord Glengall." + +The two men bowed coldly. + +"I will take Miss Graydon home now," said Lord Glengall, drawing her +hand through his arm. "I am grateful to you for having taken care of +her." + +[Illustration: "I will take Miss Graydon home now," said Lord +Glengall.] + +The two stood looking at each other, and the air was as if charged +with a storm. + +"I am staying in the neighbourhood," said Sir Anthony stiffly. "I +shall hope to see your lordship later on." + +"Come," whispered Pamela to her betrothed, "come away. I will +explain to you." + +She stole one glance at the hot and angry face of her young lover. +Then, without a word, she passed out of his sight down one of the +wood paths, still clinging to Lord Glengall's arm. + +They walked in silence for a few minutes. Then she lifted her eyes +to her companion's sad face. + +"You heard what I said," she half-whispered. "I am not afraid of +you; I was loyal." + +"Yes, you were loyal, Pam, in the spirit, but loyalty without love +is poor comfort. It is not enough for me." + +"I do love you." + +"I believe you do, Pam, but there are different kinds of love. Is +this that other you once told me about?" + +"Yes." + +"I thought so. You have had few opportunities for meeting men in +your quiet life. This is the lad who was your father's pupil?" + +"The son of his old friend, Sir Gerald Trevithick." + +"I ought to have met him when he was here. But I was finishing up in +Australia. He is honest, Pam--is he?" + +"I am sure he is--now. Before I thought he was false." + +"How did it come that he went away like that, having made you love +him?" + +"He was called away to a sick uncle. He wrote to father to explain, +but the letter never reached him." + +"You are sure he wrote?" + +"Yes, he has told me. His mother----You saw her once?" + +"A frozen-looking woman, dressed like an empress, who came one day. +She was so haughty to me that I very soon removed myself." + +"That was her." + +"My poor little Pam!--that was the woman you went to visit +afterwards? I had not realised it. I never thought of her after that +day." + +"She made me very unhappy. From the first she had a quiet way +of making me feel not of her world, and afterwards she was +horrid--about papa. She told me--falsehoods, too." + +"Why didn't you come home, Pam?" + +"I wouldn't let them know that the visit had been so horrible. Papa +was pleased for me to go. Then he fell ill, and I came away." + +"What did she tell you, Pam?" + +"She told me Sir Anthony was engaged to his cousin. It was she who +intercepted his letter to papa, in which he said he would come back." + +"Ah! there are such women. But why didn't he speak fully and frankly +before he went?" + +"I do not know. There was some reason. He spoke of something that +stood in the way." + +Lord Glengall frowned, with his eyes on the ground. + +"I shall find out the reason," he said. + +"Ah! no," cried Pamela, clinging to his arm. "Let it be. I have told +him he must go away. I belong to you, and not to him." + +A little spasm of pain passed over the irregular features. + +"Don't try me too much, Pamela, or I might take you at your word." + +"I want you to take me at my word." + +"I am sure you do--at this moment." + +"Now and always." + +"My little Pam! Still mine till I give you up of my own free will. +You will trust me to do what is for the best?" + +"I will trust you for ever. You are not going to give me up?" + +Again his face contracted. + +"Not unless I ought to, Pam. Not unless the lad is straight and can +prove himself worthy of you. If I feel he can make you happier than +I can, I will give you to him. If not, I will keep you in spite of +yourself, and trust to my love to make you forget him." + +"I think that might easily come true." + +"Don't make it hard for me, Pam, if I have to cede my right +to another. Pamela"--she had lifted her hands to him in her +emotion--"where is your ring?" + +Pamela wrung her hands in her trouble. + +"Do not be angry with me," she entreated. "I took it off in the +wood, there where you found me. It is there still." + +"Pamela," his voice was stern. "Did _he_ remove your ring?" + +"No, no. A thousand times, no! How could you think I would let him?" + +"Forgive me, child--I ought to have known you better. But why did +you take off the ring?" + +She looked to left and right, as though seeking a way of escape, and +answered nothing. + +"I see," said Lord Glengall, and his face had a look of suffering. +"You took it off because it irked you to wear it. You wanted to be +free." + +"It was only a mood." + +"A bad mood for me, child. Why could you not have trusted me, and +have told me I had asked too much? It would have been kinder." + +"I shall never forgive myself," cried Pam. + +"I am going back for the ring, Pam. Run away home now, and I shall +bring it. Run now--I can keep you in sight till I see you within the +door of Carrickmoyle. I shall not be long." + +"The ring is on the ground, by the well," said Pamela, her head +hanging like the head of a sensitive child caught in the act of +wrongdoing. "You will find it there, and my necklet and bracelet +also." + +Her voice stumbled as she made her full confession. + +"Poor Pam!" said Lord Glengall. + +"Ah!" she said, "if you would only forget about it. There was never +any man like you. If I do not love you now, it is only because he +came first. I shall love you in time. I could not help it." + +"Kiss me, Pam, before you go. I have not asked you for kisses when I +might." + +"I have done nothing but hurt you," she cried, conscience-stricken. +Then she lifted her face for his kiss. + +[Illustration: "I have done nothing but hurt you," she said.] + +"And I have been hurting you, quite unconsciously, all the time. It +is the old story of May and December. But, thank God! it is not too +late." + +He lifted his hat again, with the reverential gesture characteristic +of him. As he stood bare-headed, a glint of the dying sun fell on +his hair and forehead. It made him look old and dusty and tired. + +Then Pamela went away slowly across the park to the house, while he +stood watching her. When she had entered the house, he went back +down the wood path. + +As he went slowly and sadly, he felt something thrust against him. +He looked down. It was Pamela's dog, Pat, who had remained behind, +hunting an elusive rabbit, and had only just come up with their +trail. The dog jumped about him with demonstrations of joy. + +Lord Glengall stooped down and patted the rough head. + +"I am not to be your new master, after all, old fellow," he said. + +Pat licked his hand vigorously, and then looked up inquiringly into +his face. + +"She has gone home," said Lord Glengall in answer, "and I should be +a bad substitute." + +But Pat manifested very unmistakably that he was going to accompany +this friend of his back into the woods. + +"Ah! good little beast," said Lord Glengall, oddly comforted. "It is +good to have a dog sorry for one, Pat." + + [END OF CHAPTER FIFTEEN.] + + + + +[Illustration: _Illustrated from Photographs._] + +CURIOUS CHARITABLE GIFTS + + +It is a well-known and pleasing fact that several millions of pounds +are annually devoted, throughout the kingdom, to the purposes of +public charity, but few people are aware to what a great extent +charitable gifts in _kind_ are nowadays sent to philanthropic +institutions. These "donations" vary in value from a few pence +to hundreds of pounds; and although the greater number consist +of ordinary articles which are easily disposed of, yet some most +extraordinary gifts are frequently received, of which the outside +public hears little. + +Quite recently two mummified hands--one with the forearm +attached--both authoritatively stated to be over 3,000 years old, +were sent to the Church Army by a West-End physician, who brought +them from Egypt, and they will doubtless be the means of an +appreciable accession to the funds of the organisation when disposed +of. + +The Salvation Army also receives some curious articles at times. +Jewellery of various kinds often finds its way to the Headquarters, +and some little time ago a deaf-and-dumb convert presented a perfect +model in cork of one of the barracks, showing the soldiers marching +in and the roughs gathered around; whilst a travelling showman who +recently joined the Army begged to be allowed to hand the officers +his stock-in-trade, which included two remarkable-looking effigies +used in his ventriloquial entertainments. + +The most singular donations received by the Army, however, are +presented at the harvest festivals. General Booth's followers are +exceptionally energetic at such times, and it is no uncommon thing +for the proceeds of the gifts collected for a festival service in a +poor neighbourhood to amount to some seventy or eighty pounds, half +of which is retained for the local funds, whilst the remainder is +sent to Headquarters as a donation towards the general expenses. An +impromptu barn is frequently erected in the meeting-room with the +front open to the audience, and in this the gifts are displayed to +the best advantage. + +In addition to fruit, flowers, and vegetables, presents of live +stock are often made which are not _always_ acceptable. For +instance, at one place a calf was given, and was accommodated in a +temporary stall on the platform. But it did not appear to enjoy the +service. Whenever the band played, it made such a terrible noise +that eventually it had to be escorted to a quiet corner outside. +Birds of many descriptions have also joined in these services; and a +Russian cat which was presented on such an occasion kept up harvest +celebrations during the night, we are told, by devouring a pound of +beef sausages, which represented another, though humbler, gift. + +[Illustration: MUMMIFIED REMAINS PRESENTED TO THE CHURCH ARMY.] + +Many people will question the advisability of allowing live stock to +be present at such services. The important fact remains, however, +that gifts of this nature frequently serve to attract large +crowds of the very people the Army officers wish to influence. +But difficulties sometimes arise through the thoughtlessness of +enthusiastic donors. At Chester recently a live donkey was led +up four flights of stairs to the barracks, and handed over as a +free-will offering. When the service concluded, it was discovered +to be impossible for the animal to walk down again; and, to use +the words of the officer, they "had to tie the thing up in a knot, +wrap it up in a sack, and lower it gently and gracefully over the +banisters!" We may hope that the patient animal did not suffer any +ill effects from his attendance at the service. + +Some most curious articles are also occasionally received by the +Poor Clergy Relief Corporation, which, as is well-known, does a most +useful work by making grants in money and clothing to clergymen in +temporary distress, and to the widows and children of clergymen +who are left insufficiently provided for. These articles comprise +revolvers, respirators, artificial teeth and wigs, feeding-bottles, +military and naval uniforms, silk-worm cocoons, and bicycles, and +all are turned to account either by direct gift or by realisation at +a jumble or auction sale. An amusing incident, the secretary states, +recently occurred in the clothing department in connection with an +involuntary gift. The matron was filling a large bag for a poor +family whilst a carpenter was in the room engaged on some repairs. +He had placed his cap--which was a good one--on the table, and the +matron, thinking it part of the stock, promptly annexed it and +despatched it with the other things. It was gratefully acknowledged! +Of course, the carpenter had to be provided with a new cap, which +he has since been careful to place in his pocket when working in the +building. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Russell and Sons, Baker Street, W._) + +A STACK OF OLD CLOTHING. + +(_At the Offices of the Poor Clergy Relief Corporation._)] + +But the institution which receives the greatest number of gifts in +kind is undoubtedly Dr. Barnardo's well-known Home for Waifs and +Strays in Stepney Causeway. During last year alone 9,651 parcels +were delivered from various supporters, containing in the aggregate +over 97,000 articles of various kinds! When it is also stated that +the sales of these goods realised, in the same twelve months, the +grand total of £1,850, some idea will be gathered of the enormous +number of articles dealt with every year, and the welcome addition +which they bring to the income of the Homes. + +The gifts come from all quarters of the globe. Even such far-distant +countries as India, China, Corea, Burmah, and Japan contribute their +quota, and many a pathetic history and much amazing romance is +embodied in the articles received. + +One of the most valuable, and certainly one of the most remarkable, +of the donations which have found their way to Stepney Causeway +was ex-King Theebaw's ivory throne, sent a year or two ago by a +gentleman in Rangoon. The throne was somewhat in the form of a +large armchair, and was ordered by the king in the palmy days of +his despotism. According to his edict, only the very best craftsmen +were employed to fulfil the commission, and only the finest and +soundest tusks were used. The design was exceedingly elaborate, +and both time and special talent were needed for the task, which +it took years to accomplish. But, such is the irony of Fate, when +the work was practically finished the king was deposed, and the +completed throne never passed into his possession. After some little +time it came into the hands of the Rangoon donor who so generously +presented it to Dr. Barnardo. This interesting piece of furniture +was estimated to be worth some £500. The detail of the work was +exquisite, a delicate tracery covering nearly the whole, with some +most beautiful and elaborate carving in high relief lying behind +it. The little figures inside appeared to be executed with the +utmost thoroughness, and the chair was an eloquent testimony to the +genius and patience of the native workmen. + +From the same country a number of quaint silver goods are constantly +received from a resident Englishman and his native wife, both of +whom take a very keen interest in the work of saving the waifs of +the slums. Owing to the extensive fluctuations in the value of the +rupee, and to the low rate of exchange in England, they find it more +advantageous to purchase native goods which will realise good prices +in London than to send their donations in cash. + +[Illustration: A HANDSOME PIECE OF INDIAN NEEDLEWORK. + +(_Worked in Gold and Silver Braid and Sequins._)] + +Dr. Barnardo has little difficulty in disposing of such gifts. +There is a special trade department at Stepney Causeway, consisting +of a show-room and several large and airy stores. These storage +rooms, which are not open to the general public, contain a most +extraordinary collection of gifts, including such articles as +bedsteads, false hair and teeth, old pictures, jewellery, a +microscopic cabinet, a three-manual organ, an oak lectern, boxes of +geological and ornithological specimens, air pillows, sewing and +sausage machines, a bottled snake, as well as a great variety of +clothing both new and secondhand. + +[Illustration: A GROUP OF CURIOUS GIFTS. + +(_From Ephesus, New Zealand, and India._)] + +Amongst the more valuable of the articles which have recently +been received may be mentioned a number of exceedingly dainty and +costly Eastern shawls, and a cape constructed entirely from birds' +feathers, which is supposed to be the only one of its kind in +England. This handsome cape originally belonged to a Spanish lady, +and is now more than a hundred years old. Each feather was worked in +separately, and the various colours are so beautifully blended that +the worker must have possessed considerable artistic talent as well +as great patience, for it contains some thousands of tiny feathers +of various hues. Another piece of work that must have entailed an +immense amount of time and care is a sample of Indian needlework, +of which we give a photograph. The ground is coarse black cloth, +but the design is so cleverly worked in gold and silver braid +and sequins that the result is a most handsome example of native +embroidery, which needs to be seen to be fully appreciated. + +[Illustration: THE RECEIVING ROOM AT STEPNEY CAUSEWAY.] + +From India also come the two models of native types photographed +in the group shown on the preceding page. They are most delicately +moulded, every detail being scrupulously attended to. The figure on +the left is ten inches in height, and represents a grass-cutter, +whilst that on the right depicts an Indian water-carrier, and both +bear the name of the modeller--Buckshar Paul of Krishnagar. + +A different form of Indian work may be seen in the candlestick in +the same illustration, which is moulded in brass in the form of a +serpent, and forms a curious and certainly not inartistic ornament. +Standing beside this is an ordinary-shaped box with a diamond design +on the lid, and this article is specially interesting, owing to +its having been constructed of sixteen different varieties of wood +grown in New Zealand. It is a far cry from this fertile colony to +the historic city of Ephesus, but we are carried thither in order +to explain the presence of the two odd-looking pieces of ware +(representing an ancient vase and lamp) to be seen in the forefront +of the same photographic group. They were selected at random from +a number of such articles which Dr. Barnardo has in his possession +awaiting a remunerative purchaser. The extraordinary character of +the gifts received at the institution is well exemplified in these +articles, which were actually discovered in the ruins of the Temple +of Diana by the well-known antiquarian, the late Mr. F. Wood. Each +piece is authenticated by the signature of the excavator, which is +affixed, and they were presented to Dr. Barnardo by Mr. Wood's widow +about three years ago. + +A striking instance of the wonderful changes wrought by time is +shown in the generous gifts in money and kind recently received +from the descendants of the mutineers of the _Bounty_. Here is +romance pure and unadulterated, and Dr. Barnardo may well have said +that the following letter which recently came into his hands read +like "something out of a book." It appears that the captain of a +British vessel wrote to him from Australia as follows: "I called +in our passage through the Pacific at Pitcairn Island. A number of +the natives came off, and when they learned I was bound to Great +Britain, they desired me to take some presents for you, consisting +of a case full of fancy articles made by themselves. I have already +despatched this case to you, and I now enclose postal orders for +£5 10s. 8d., being the cash, less a spurious two-shilling piece, +which the islanders had collected for your institution." The case +contained six walking-sticks, eighty cocoanut-shell baskets, as well +as a quantity of shells and a large number of bananas. These gifts +form undoubted evidence of the Christian and philanthropic spirit of +the present Pitcairn Islanders, and at the same time bear valuable +testimony to the world-wide appreciation of Dr. Barnardo's life-work. + +[Illustration: A CORNER OF THE CLOTHES STORE. + +(_At Dr. Barnardo's Homes._)] + +A walk through the storage rooms is amply repaid by the number and +the limitless variety of the articles to be seen therein. Here is an +organ constructed by an amateur after seven years of assiduous work. +It is unique in its way, the pipes being made of cardboard; but +whether the gift of the ingenious organ-builder was an altogether +disinterested one is not for me to state. I heard it whispered +that the cleverly constructed instrument refused to work properly, +and was somewhat of the nature of a white elephant to the present +owners. Another example of tireless ingenuity is to be seen in the +three large brass models of engines which adorn a corner of the same +room. The mechanism of these engines is perfect in every way, and +the models are of considerable value. + +In close proximity to them is a dinner service of Worcester china, +dated 1794, and consisting of 150 pieces. This will doubtless soon +be "discovered" by a lover of old china, who will also see another +"find" near by equally worthy of attention. I refer to a dessert +service of seventeen pieces, which originally formed a wedding +present before it found its way to Stepney Causeway. The service is +more than fifty years old, and its chief value lies in the exquisite +pictures to be found on each plate. The design is different in every +case, and when it is added that the pictures are hand-painted the +munificence of the kindly donor will be recognised. + +But it is impossible to give an adequate idea of the curiously mixed +contents of the stores. Cumbersome articles such as mail-carts, +rocking-horses, Bath-chairs, and water-beds will be found adjacent +to billiard balls, pipes, samples of inlaid ebony work and other +"small" goods; whilst near at hand will be found piles upon piles of +articles of dress of all sorts and conditions. It is not surprising +that a number of assistants are kept constantly employed in +receiving, listing, sorting, and selling these miscellaneous gifts, +which are sent by a grateful public as a small donation to the good +and beneficent work which has for so many years been carried on by +means of the Homes. + + A. PALFREY HOLLINGDALE. + +[Illustration: CLASSIFYING THE MISCELLANEOUS GIFTS. + +(_A View at Stepney Causeway._)] + + + + +HIS STRANGE REPENTANCE. + +AN ADDRESS TO YOUNG MEN. + +By the Venerable Archdeacon Madden. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Elliott and Fry, Baker Street, W._) + +ARCHDEACON MADDEN.] + + +It was close upon midnight. I was alone in my study, busy clearing +off a pile of letters that had been waiting all day for a "leisure +moment." In the midst of my work a vigorous ring of the door-bell +resounded through the house, followed by such a peremptory _ran-tan_ +at the knocker that I jumped to my feet and rushed to the door to +see what was the matter. There I found two rough-looking men, who +lost no time in stating their business. "We want your reverence," +they said, "to come and see a poor young fellow who is dying; the +doctor has given him up, and he is crying out for a minister to come +and pray with him." I could not refuse such an appeal, and off I +started with the men. They led me to a narrow street in my parish +and into one of the most dingy houses in the street. After groping +my way, by the aid of lighted matches, up a dark flight of stairs, I +found the dying man in a dirty back bedroom. + +He could not have been more than thirty years of age. He was propped +up in bed, and the grey look of death was upon his face. + +As I entered he turned eagerly to me, and, holding out his hand, +said, "I'm dying, and I am not ready--_not ready_!" + +Just as I was about to speak he suddenly gasped out, "John, John! +hand me those things on the table." John came forward and laid upon +the bed a sporting paper, a pack of cards, a set of dice, a bottle +of whisky, and some race lists. + +There was a deliberation about the whole business which convinced me +that the matter had been talked over between the men. When all were +spread out in due order, the dying man again turned to me and said, +"Look, vicar, those things have been the ruin of me; and they have +been a curse to me, and I want to turn my back upon them all--I want +you to help me to do it." Again I was about to speak, when suddenly, +stooping down, he gathered them all up and thrust them into my hands +with the words "Shove them up my back." I was so staggered by the +request that I stammered out "What--what do you mean?" "I want you," +he said, "as God's minister to shove them up underneath my shirt. +I want to put them behind my back. I want God to see that I have +done with them for ever." I did not know whether to laugh or cry. It +was all so absurd and yet so pathetic. The man was in dead earnest. +He had evidently thought over it, and meant it as an "act" of true +repentance. He was undoubtedly a man who had "come down in the +world," and it was not all ignorance. + +I said to him, "I will do what you wish, but I will kneel down +first, and you will repeat a prayer after me." I knelt and he +repeated after me these words: "Father, I have sinned against +heaven and before Thee. I renounce all my sins--from the bottom of +my heart I renounce them all. Father, receive Thy prodigal son, and +forgive me for Jesus Christ's sake. Amen." + +I then rose from my knees and carried out his wishes. To us all in +that chamber of death it was a most solemn sacramental rite. I, +indeed, verily believed that it was the outward and visible sign of +the inward and spiritual grace of a true repentance. There I held +the things that had cursed his young manhood, ruined a promising +career, and brought him down to poverty and a premature grave; and +as I held those emblems of evil behind his back I told him of a +Saviour who "carried our sins"--upon whom the Lord had laid the +iniquities of us all. + +Little by little he gasped out his tale of sin: the gambling, the +betting, and the "horsey set" he had got amongst as a youth; then +drinking and bad company; then "striding came ruin and poverty +like a weaponed warrior." Deserted, degraded, he crawled into this +wretched room, sick in mind and body, to die forsaken and forgotten +by all his old boon companions except John. + +The scene of that night has left an indelible impression upon my +heart and mind. I believe the merciful God accepted that strange +outward act as an evidence of sincere repentance. To the very last +he would have us hold those instruments of sin between his shirt and +his bare back, and as I held them there he died calling upon God. + +When I passed out of that house of death into the streets and the +morning light, I prayed, as I had never prayed before, that God in +His mercy might deliver this fair England of ours from the deadly +and degrading vice of gambling. + +It is over ten years since my midnight visit to that gambler's +death-bed. I remember still one sentence of the ruined man: "It +doesn't pay, sir! It doesn't pay!" Aye! and even if it does pay some +few, what then? Is it not ill-gotten gain? And if so, what shall it +profit such a man, though he gain the whole world and lose his own +soul? + +The vice of gambling does not stand alone. It is the mother of sins; +the sordid and the sensual too frequently go hand in hand. Lying, +blasphemy, impurity, dishonesty, trickery, double-dealing, follow in +its train. + +The gambler who, by a stroke of "luck," becomes rich in an hour, is +tempted to spend his winnings in riotous living. It is with him a +case of "luxury" to-day, despair and drink to-morrow. + +A general atmosphere of blackguardism seems ever to pervade the +race-course. Here is a cutting from the daily press of August last:-- + + "BLACKGUARDISM AT THE ALEXANDRA PARK RACES.--Fourteen + brutal assaults, committed on the Alexandra Park race-course + on Saturday afternoon, have been reported to the police, the + assaults in several cases having been accompanied by robbery. + One of the gentlemen assaulted was a professional man well + known in the neighbourhood. He was standing at a refreshment + bar in the grand stand when he was half-killed by roughs. + Another person who was assaulted was a member of the Jockey Club + staff; but many frequenters of the course were heard to express + pleasure at this, in the hope that it would lead to some better + provision being made for the exclusion of well-known roughs from + the rings and stands." + +I have seen more than one young man of my acquaintance stand in the +felon's dock, and I know they were brought there by betting. I have +heard the wail of wife and children in the court as the culprit was +hurried from the dock to his cell. And what was left for him to do +when he was released from prison? Who will employ a man with the +stigma of "imprisonment for dishonesty" resting upon him? He sinks +lower and lower, dragging his poor wife and has little children down +with him in his degrading descent--down to abject misery. + +"In addition, too, to the frightful injustice to wives and children +caused by betting and gambling, and the results on the home life," +says a recent Report of the Convocation of York, "they have an +injurious effect on those who are addicted to them, deadening +their spiritual life, and making them indifferent to higher joys +and nobler pursuits while the passion lasts. An example of this is +afforded by Greville, who, in his memoirs, says: 'Thank God! the +races are over. I have had all the excitement and worry, but have +neither won nor lost. Nothing but the hope of gain would induce me +to go through the demoralising drudgery, which I am aware reduces +me to a level of all that is most disreputable and despicable, +for my thoughts are eternally absorbed in them. It is like +dram-drinking; having once begun, you cannot leave it off, though I +am disgusted all the time with my occupation.'" + +And it is useless, my brother, to juggle with your conscience in +this matter. Gambling is a vice, whether it be for penny points or +for "ponies." The question of the amount of the bet has nothing to +do with the sin of gambling. The principle is what we look at. + +"The wrong of gambling lies not in the excessive indulgence in an +intrinsically innocent practice, but in the surrender to chance +of acts which ought to be controlled by reason alone, and decided +by the will in accordance with the moral laws of justice or +benevolence." + +Brother men! shun this vice. It is the certain road to ruin. Do not +be lured to your doom by this terrible fascination. Shake off its +spell, renounce its tyranny: "It doesn't pay! It doesn't pay!" + +[Illustration: "It doesn't pay, sir! It doesn't pay!"] + +It is an accursed thing. It degrades the mind, it demoralises the +whole moral being, and, if not renounced, means everlasting ruin. + +This is no time for smooth words. Gambling is a growing evil in the +land. Women and children, as well as men, have become entangled +within its meshes, and are being dragged down to perdition. It +destroys all that is noble and unselfish in the human heart. It +paralyses the will, stultifies the reason, and stifles every holy +emotion in the soul. The man who "prepares a table for fortune and +fills up mingled wine to destiny," who makes chance his idol and +gain his god, will live to curse the day of his birth. Be wise, +therefore, O ye sons of men and seek the Lord your God with all your +hearts; for "the blessing of the Lord, it maketh rich, and He addeth +no sorrow with it." + + + + +Told in Sunshine Room.] + +[Illustration: THE PRINCE'S MESSAGE.] + +A Fairy Parable. By Roma White. + + +Once upon a time there was a country all sweet with the honey-smell +of white clover, and all full of music with the song of birds. Rain +and wind swept it now and then; but, when they had passed the warm +joy of sunshine came again, and the shadows of sailing, snowy clouds +drifted purple over the soft green sides of the hills where the +young kids played round their quiet mothers, so that all the people +who lived in the beautiful country felt its loveliness thrill their +hearts. + +But surrounding the clover-fields and the bright gardens and the +sunny meadows was a band of black darkness, and those who had passed +into the darkness never came back. Everybody who sang and laughed +and loved in the sunshine knew that some day their turn would come +to step alone into the strange country of night that girdled the +land like an impenetrable curtain; and sometimes one or another +would come and look sadly and tearfully on the darkness, and then +turn back with bowed head, and try to forget it. And sometimes a +sound of low, sad singing would approach it, and men and women, +with tears running down their faces, would accompany some dear one, +whose time in the bright country was finished, to the edge of the +silent darkness and watch him pass away into it, never to return; +and though they held out beseeching hands after him, and strained +their sight that they might perceive whither he had gone, the +darkness never gave up its secret; only continued to lie, hushed and +mysterious, round the land where the apple-blossom budded and the +young lambs played. + +Now the King of the country had seven daughters and an only son. The +daughters were very beautiful, but the son was fairer than the day. +His hair was as golden as the noontime of the South, and his eyes +were blue and laughing as the summer sea, and his mother loved him +better than life, from the day when he lay in a little white and +silver cradle by her side. + +The royal children played together in the gardens and courts of the +palace, and sometimes the Queen gathered them about her and told +them tales of the fairies and the dewy rings which they danced into +greenness on summer nights; or she would tell them of brave kings +who had done their duty, and loving queens whose names had been +blessed by their subjects. And the children would ask questions +about the dark belt that encircled the country, of which they had +heard, but which they had never seen. And then the Queen would shake +her head and fold her arms tightly about them one by one, but the +child that she pressed most closely to her was her only boy. + +But one day a great fear fell upon the kingdom, and all the palace +was hushed and still. It was told that the little Prince's days +were numbered, and that he must soon pass away. And a few hours +later twilight fell over the land, and through the twilight came +the solemn steps of mourners and the sound of tears. And the lilies +bent their white heads, and the roses nestled sadly together among +their green leaves as the royal procession swept wailing by through +the dusk. And for a few moments a child's voice spoke, and then +it ceased as the little Prince went bravely away, alone, into the +darkness, and those who had loved him were left behind. + +[Illustration: The little Prince went bravely ... into the darkness.] + +They returned by-and-by to the palace, and the King took up his +royal duties again, and the seven Princesses went back to their +lessons and to their play. Sometimes they would talk, with sudden +sobs, of their brother, and then they would forget him while tending +to their flowers and watching the wild birds on the wing. The King, +too, now and then, would rest his face upon his hands, and be very +silent for a while. But his kingdom claimed him, and he had not the +time always in which to mourn. + +Only the Queen never forgot, for the little Prince had been her +only son. Night after night she went alone to the edge of the +darkness, and tried to pierce it with her longing eyes, and to beat +it away with her mother's hands; but it was always motionless and +impassable, and seemed to extend into endless night. + +But one evening, as she knelt there, quiet for very weariness, +there came a sweet smell through the dusk, as if the spices of wild +thyme were crushed out by some approaching tread; and the sleeping +flowers that had hung heavily under the weight of her falling tears, +lifted their faces and unfolded their closed petals, as if they were +dreaming of the morning sun. And then, all at once, fragrance and +warmth and light were about the Queen; and, looking up, she saw the +radiant figure of a wise, quiet man. + +His voice spoke to her, and she heard many echoes in it, so that it +stirred her memory strangely. It was as if she listened to the notes +of a thrush on a dewy morning, or to the south wind among the summer +trees by night. + +"Why do you mourn here, all alone?" he asked her gently. + +Her tones shook as she answered him. + +"I am weeping for my only son, who has gone away from me into this +darkness by which we stand." + +For a moment the wise man was silent; his grave, tender eyes looked +down into hers. + +"You try to beat the darkness away with your hands," he said +by-and-by, "and you feel only that it is like solid rock to your +touch. You strain your sight to pierce it, and, as you gaze, you +realise its blackness, and it becomes deeper to your eyes. Why, +then, do you stay upon its margin?" + +"I stay because I hope and pray that, by dwelling near it, I may +catch a glimpse of my only son; that I may hear his voice speak to +me, or feel for a moment the warm, clinging touch of his little +hands. I stay because I crave for a message from him, to tell me +that he loves me still." + +Then there was pity in the wise man's eyes, and it was the sweet +pity of a mother who sees a child cry over a broken toy. + +"Your son has many messages far you," he said, "but you cannot find +or read them here; and, if you stay, your eyes will soon grow too +dim to see, and the darkness will hold itself all about your heart. +Turn your face and footsteps back to your people and your king, and +seek there a message from your son which shall speak of consolation." + +The Queen was silent then, and her feet and hands were still. She +looked up at the wise, quiet man, and, as she looked, she saw that +his eyes were like those of the child who had passed away, and she +caught at the hem of his robe with trembling fingers. + +[Illustration: "My sentence is--Forgiveness!"] + +"Who are you?" she cried. "Who are you, with your wise words, and +your eyes like those of my son, who was but a little, little child?" + +Then into the face of the man came a wonderful look, so that the +Queen, seeing it, bent her head and bowed her forehead upon her +hands. And it seemed to her, for a moment, as if strange sweet +scents blew to her, and the darkness broke away into long alleys of +light and bloom. And then there was a hush, and when she looked up +again the wise man was gone. + +But she remembered that he had given her the sweetest promise in the +world--the promise of a message from her only son; and, believing +him, she went away from the belt of darkness, and turned again to +the palace, to her children, and to her king. + +And as she passed along the road she came across a poor cripple who +had fallen and hurt himself by the way. His wounds bled, and he +looked up at the Queen with wistful eyes. So she went, herself, to +the nearest stream to fetch water for him, and she gave him some to +drink, and bound up the poor bruises, and soothed him with gentle +words. And as she tended him, she forgot for a moment the darkness +into which her son had passed, and only remembered that the land, in +spite of its beauty, was full of suffering and tears, and that she +had her work to do among her people; and she looked with her shining +mother's eyes into the cripple's face, and bade him be comforted. + +And then, all at once, a wonderful thing happened. The cripple +spoke, in faltering tones, to thank her; and his voice thrilled her, +for it was the voice of her little son. + +Wondering and grave, the Queen passed on. Some blue butterflies flew +by, circling in the still air. As she looked at them her heart was +suddenly stirred to reverence and gratitude and joy for the beauty +of their silken burnished wings. And as the thrill of tenderness +shook her, it seemed, all at once, as if a glow were across her +path, and as if, through the glow, she heard the child-laughter of +the little Prince who had passed away. + +And so it happened, day after day, as the weeks sped by. Whenever +the heart of the Queen was stirred to holiness by deeds and thoughts +which were true and lovely and pure there came to her all the tender +sweetness of memory and of communion, so that she knew that beyond +the darkness her little son still sent his thoughts to her in love. +But whenever she went to the belt of gloom to weep his voice was +silent, and it seemed to her as if he had gone away for ever. + +And one day there came a strange beggar to the palace gates, with +wild, wicked eyes and hatred of all men in his heart; and he had +sworn to injure the King because the King was great and good. He +kept his vow, and struck at the kind King as he was passing through +the gates. But the Queen saw the raised dagger, and sprang in front +of her husband, so that she received the blow herself. + +Then the Queen lay in strange silent illness, and the court met to +judge the deed. The beggar crouched, terrified and trembling, before +them; but, ere sentence could be given, a sweet woman's voice bade +those who condemned him to pause, and the judges saw that the Queen +had risen from her bed of sickness and stood among them. + +"Wait!" she cried, "wait! I, who have borne the pain, must speak the +sentence." + +She paused, and, crossing to the beggar, laid her hand upon his head. + +"My sentence is--Forgiveness!" + +Her voice rang out like a sweet silver trumpet in the court-room, +and everybody was very still. Then, all at once, the beggar burst +into tears. + +But nobody else spoke or moved. Only the tears of the beggar flowed +down until they made a tiny crystal pool, and the Queen, who bent +over him, saw into the pool as into a mirror. + +And she beheld the margin of the country and the deep black fog +which lay beyond; and as she looked, the fog broke away into long +gleaming alleys of flowers with shining mists above them, as if of +a rising sun, and, among the bloom, the face of the little Prince +smiled fully upon her once again. + +Then, all at once, she heard the voice of the wise, quiet man, and +she perceived that he stood again by her side. + +"What does it all mean?" she asked him breathlessly; "what does it +all mean?" + +The beggar, whose face was pressed to the hem of her robe; the +court, who still remained hushed and motionless; and the King, whose +eyes reverenced her, all waited for the wise man's reply. It came to +them softly, like the murmur of pine needles in a south wind. + +"There can be no Death where there is Love." + +[Illustration: decorative] + +[Illustration: Our Roll of Heroic Deeds + +We record this month a signal act of heroism which took place a +few years ago in a coal-pit near Dalkeith. The mine was suddenly +flooded, a vast volume of water rushed through the workings, and +it was only after some hours of dangerous and most difficult work +that the imprisoned miners were rescued. It was then discovered +that Walker, a boy of twelve, had been left behind, and immediately +James Nolans volunteered to save him. Nolans had to be forcibly +pushed through the rushing torrent by some of his comrades; then he +had to grope about under the water to find a rail which he used for +the purpose of guidance, and, after narrowly escaping death from +drowning, he eventually discovered the terrified lad. Even then it +was doubtful whether they would escape alive; but after a plucky +dash through the water, and by the help of some old ladders hastily +fastened together, they managed to regain their comrades, who never +expected to see them again.] + + + + +[Illustration: musical score] + +Rise, Gracious God, and Shine. + + _Words by_ WILLIAM HURN, 1813. _Music by_ H. WALFORD DAVIES, MUS.D. + (_Organist of the Temple Church._) + + +_With majesty._ + + 1. Rise, gracious God, and shine + In all Thy saving might! + And prosper each design, + To spread Thy glorious light: + Let healing streams of mercy flow, + That all the earth Thy truth may know. + Amen. + + 2. O bring the nations near, + That they may sing Thy praise; + Let all the people hear + And learn Thy gracious ways: + Reign, mighty God, assert Thy cause, + And govern by Thy righteous laws. + + 3. Put forth Thy glorious power; + The nations then will see! + And earth present her store + In converts born to Thee. + God, our own God, His Church will bless, + And earth will teem with fruitfulness. + + N.B.--The last verse should be sung _ff_ in unison. + + + + +TEMPERANCE NOTES AND NEWS. + +By a Leading Temperance Advocate. + + +THE CARE OF THE INEBRIATE. + +The present year has brought into operation a new Act of Parliament +dealing with the habitual drunkard. The unfortunate men and women +of the type of the notorious Jane Cakebread have been the despair +of stipendiary magistrates for years past. At the time of writing +the working of the new Act has not settled into shape, so it is all +too early to forecast its probable results. Meanwhile we tender our +congratulations to Dr. Norman Kerr, F.L.S., for it is to this humane +and philanthropic physician we are indebted for anything like an +intelligent treatment of the confirmed dipsomaniac. Dr. Kerr was +born at Glasgow in 1834, and graduated at Glasgow University in +1861. While yet a student he took a keen interest in temperance and +established a society for his fellow-students. From that time to +the present, his active services to the reform have been steadily +maintained. He takes a prominent part in the work of the Church +of England Temperance Society, the United Kingdom Alliance, and +the National Temperance League. It is, however, as an authority on +dipsomania that he is best known. He is the founder and President +of the Society for the Study and Cure of Inebriety, and it was at +his instigation that a highly successful Colonial and International +Congress on Inebriety was held in Westminster Town Hall in July, +1887. Dr. Kerr has written largely on the subject, and his learned +work on "Inebriety: Its Etiology, Pathology, Treatment, and +Jurisprudence," speedily passed into several editions. He is almost +as well known in the United States as at home. The gist of Dr. +Norman Kerr's views may be best indicated by the opening sentence of +the volume referred to. He writes:-- + +"No _disease_ is more common than inebriety, and yet none is so +seldom recognised. No _disease_ is more widespread. In the whole +circle of even an extensive acquaintance it may happen that no +member has been known to have suffered from any of the leading +diseases which prevail in our islands, that no one has been laid +low by phthisis or cancer. But there are very few families in the +United Kingdom which have not had at least one relative who has been +subject to inebriety." + +[Illustration: (_Photo: William Whiteley, Bayswater, W._) + +DR. NORMAN KERR.] + + +ANOTHER GOOD IDEA. + +The latest new effort to popularise temperance amongst women is a +scheme prepared by the Durham and Northumberland County Union of +the British Women's Temperance Association. It takes the form of a +summer school to be opened at Barnard Castle, where ladies may study +temperance in its scientific aspects, and receive various aids as +to the methods of imparting this knowledge. The forenoons will be +given to lectures, the afternoons to recreation, excursions, etc. +Full particulars may be obtained from Mrs. Richardson, The Gables, +Newcastle-on-Tyne. + + +BEER IN THE HAY AND HARVEST FIELDS. + +This is an age of specialists, and Mr. John Abbey is certainly the +specialist of the temperance propaganda in relation to agriculture. +The son of a yeoman, he very early turned his attention to the +importance of "soberising" our harvest fields. By his writings, +his speeches, and the invention of teetotal drinks called Stokos, +Hopkos, and Cokos, he has gradually produced a wonderful change in +agricultural circles. It is Mr. Abbey's habit to go the round of +the agricultural shows in their season, where he pitches his tent, +in which he dispenses his drinks, distributes his literature, and +discusses "the why and because" of his movement with all and sundry. +From the many letters received by him, we are permitted to quote one +from a correspondent who farms seven hundred acres:-- + +"I am glad to tell you that we have done harvest without a drop of +beer being given to the men, and they appear to like Stokos better +this year than ever. They usually had eight gallons or more a day, +and worked well with it, and throughout the excessive heat we had +not a man ill. Years ago the men would get beer into the field, +and there was a great deal of drunkenness among them, but now I +am thankful to say that Stokos has, by virtue of its excellent +qualities, practically _driven the beer out of the field_, and work +goes on delightfully." + +[Illustration: (_Photo: A. E. Coe, Norwich_) + +MR. JOHN ABBEY.] + +It may be mentioned that this agricultural work is only a detail of +Mr. Abbey's life, for he is the Organising Secretary of the Church +of England Temperance Society for Norwich Diocese, having previously +held a similar appointment far many years in Oxford Diocese. + +[Illustration: MR. ABBEY'S TENT AT THE NORFOLK AGRICULTURAL SHOW. + +(_Distributing Temperance Drinks._)] + + +COMING EVENTS. + +On April 13th a concert will be given at Stafford House, under the +patronage of H.R.H. the Duchess of York, in aid of the Church of +England Temperance Society Juvenile Union. On April 19th the annual +meeting of the Guild of Hope will be held at Grosvenor House, the +Duke of Westminster in the chair. On May 1st the annual meeting of +the National Temperance League will be held in Exeter Hall, the +Archbishop of Canterbury presiding. In July there will be two fêtes +at the Crystal Palace--one on the 5th by the National Temperance +Choral Society, and the other on the 29th, under the direction of +the Church of England Temperance Society. + + +"GIVE THE BOY A CHANCE." + +During the past decade the Church of England Temperance Society has +developed a wonderful leaning towards practical effort. Its Police +Court Mission has been of incalculable service, and has received the +hearty recognition of such able magistrates as the late Mr. Montagu +Williams, Sir John Bridge, Mr. A. de Rutzen, and others. The Police +Court Missionaries have for some time been gravely concerned as to +what to do with young boys brought up for their first offences. +Last June the Church of England Temperance Society established a +Boys' Shelter Home at Gunnersbury. To this institution boys are now +remitted instead of to prison. Here they have a chance of learning +some useful industry, situations are found for them, and they are +thus given a new start in life. The Bishop of London opened the +Home, which is managed under the direction of a small sub-committee +of the London Diocesan Church of England Temperance Society. + +[Illustration: THE BOYS' SHELTER HOME. + +(_Established by the Church of England Temperance Society for first +offenders._)] + + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Debenham and Gould, Bournemouth._) + +MR. ROBERT SAWYER.] + + +AMONG THE RAILWAY MEN. + +One of the most interesting, and certainly one of the most useful, +temperance organisations, specially catering for a distinct class +of workers, is the United Kingdom Railway Temperance Union. It +commenced in a very humble way in 1882, and in a sense owes its +origin to Mr. S. Cutler, an earnest man employed by the Metropolitan +Railway Company, who approached the Church of England Temperance +Society to see if something could be done to bring together the +different railway men who were in sympathy with temperance work. +As the result of a conference, the Union was started, and it has +remained in connection with the Church of England Temperance +Society ever since. To-day it has branches on nearly every line +of railway in the United Kingdom; and every grade of the service, +from the influential director down to the humble bookstall lad, is +represented in the membership. The railway men were fortunate in +securing the interest of Mr. Robert Sawyer, Recorder of Maidenhead, +at the commencement of their operations, for besides contributing +very largely from his purse, Mr. Sawyer, as President of the Union, +practically devotes his life to the interests of railway men. He +is literally "in journeyings oft," and has a most able lieutenant +in Mr. A. C. Thompson, the first and only Secretary of the Union. +The railway men run a little temperance journal of their own, +appropriately entitled _On the Line_. One has only to glance through +its attractive pages to see that the Union is very much alive. +For those who are employed on railways temperance is certainly an +excellent thing, and there can be no doubt also that the safety of +the travelling public is helped not a little by the hard work of Mr. +Sawyer and his cheery comrades. + + + + +[Illustration: SCRIPTURE LESSONS FOR SCHOOL AND HOME + +INTERNATIONAL SERIES] + +With Illustrative Anecdotes and References. + + +=MARCH 19TH.--Christ the Good Shepherd.= + +_To read--St. John x. 1-16. Golden Text--Ver. 11._ + +Last lesson showed Christ as source of _light_--giving sight to the +eyes and heart of blind man; to-day's shows Him as "Love," the Good +Shepherd, giving His life for His sheep. + +I. =Christ the Door of the Fold= (1-10). _Connection_ with healing +of blind man. + +Pharisees were bad shepherds--he found the true. + +They drove him away--Christ the Good Shepherd took him into His fold. + +_Explanation_ of the different parts of the parable. + +The sheepfold--Christ's Church on earth (ver. 16). + +The door--Christ Himself, the only way to God. + +The sheep--the people of Christ (Ps. c. 2). + +The shepherds--God's ministers, feeding and leading the flock (1 +Pet. v. 2) in the right way. + +The porter--God's Spirit opening hearts to Christ. + +_Illustration_: Christ is as a Good Shepherd. How? + +He comes to the sheep in the fold. He calls by name, and goes before +to lead them. They recognise voice, trust Him, and follow. + +_Contrast_ between Christ and the Pharisees. They are robbers (St. +Matt. xxiii. 14, etc.), blind guides, hypocrites, leading men to +ruin. Now thirsting to kill Him. Christ is the way of salvation. +Thief _takes_ life; shepherds _protect_ life. He _gives_ life, here +and hereafter. + +_Application._ Whosoever believeth in Him shall have everlasting +life. + +II. =Christ the Good Shepherd= (11-16). _His name._ + +Good, _i.e._ beautiful, noble, loving. He is _perfect_ in contrast +with imperfect ministers; _true_ as opposed to false; _good_ as +giving His life. Mere hirelings desert the flock in danger. + +_His work._ Knows each intimately--cares for wants. Dies that they +may be saved. Seeks wanderers. Folds all safely in fold at last. + +=Lessons.= The privileges of Christ's flock. + +1. _Safety_ in the fold of His Church. + +2. _Succour_ in time of want and danger. + +3. _Sympathy._ They know Him, and He knows them. + + +=Christ the Door.= + +It is said that the ancient city of Troy had but one way of +entrance. In whatever direction the traveller went, he would find +no way into the city but the one which was legally appointed, and +the only one which was used by those who went in and out. There is +only one right way to the favour of God, to the family of God, to +the presence of God in prayer, and, finally, to the City of God in +eternity, and that one way is Christ. "I am the way," He declares, +"and no man cometh unto the Father but by Me." + + +MARCH 26TH.--Review Lesson. + +_Golden Text--St. John x. 27._ + +Christ's divine nature been seen in twelve lessons with the results +ensuing therefrom. + +I. =True Light= (i. 1-14). Showing Father's eternal glory, power, +wisdom. Dwelling as man among men to lighten their souls. + +II. =First Disciples= (i. 29-42). Divinity testified by God's voice +at His baptism. Faith shown by new disciples who saw Lamb of God. + +III. =First Miracle= (ii. 1-11). Divinity shown by almighty power +and glory in sympathy. + +IV. =First Convert= (iii. 1-17). Christ as Teacher unfolds divine +mysteries. He knows for He has seen. Nicodemus, a Pharisee, believes. + +V. =First Samaritan= (iv. 5-26). Divinity shown by omniscience. +Gives water of life. Samaritan woman and others believe. + +VI. =First Child= (iv. 46-54). Christ gives fresh life to sick +child. Nobleman believes. + +VII. =Christ's Authority= (v. 17-29). Shares Father's counsels. +Appointed Judge. All men honour Him. + +VIII. =Multitude Fed= (vi. 1-14). He Who made world, supplies His +people's wants. As God, He multiplies food; as Man, cares for and +sympathises. + +IX. =Feast of Tabernacles= (vii. 14, 28-39). Christ as God, gives +life, also refreshment (like water) to soul by Holy Ghost. Thus, +Three Persons in Godhead share work of man's salvation. + +X. =Freeing from Sin= (viii. 13, 31-36). Divine power alone can free +from bondage of sin and Satan. This Christ gives. Many believed on +Him. + +XI. =Healing Blind= (ix. 1-11). Christ's divine light opens eyes and +heart. Blind man saved. + +XII. =Good Shepherd=. Christ, Himself God, the way to God. Gives +life by laying down His life. One fold, one flock, one Shepherd. + +=Lessons=. 1. Jesus Christ, the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever. + +2. No man cometh to the Father but by Me. + +3. Lord, I believe, help Thou my unbelief. + + +Christ, Lord of All. + + During the last moments of a godly woman, speech had left her; + but she managed to articulate the word "Bring." Her friends, in + ignorance of her meaning, offered her food, but she shook her + head, and again repeated the word "Bring." Thinking she desired + to see some absent friends, they brought them to her; but again + she shook her head; and then, by a great effort, she succeeded + in completing the sentence-- + + "Bring forth the royal diadem, + And crown Him Lord of all"-- + + and then passed away to be with Jesus. + + +APRIL 2ND.--Raising of Lazarus. + +_To read--St. John xi. 32-45. Golden Text--Ver. 25._ + +Gospel began with miracle at joyful family gathering. To-day's +lesson tells of sad gathering of family and friends at a funeral. He +would again show divine power. + +I. =Death Triumphant= (32-37). _Scene of sorrow_ at Bethany, two +miles from Jerusalem. Little family, Lazarus and two sisters. Had +received Christ before (St. Luke x. 38). Now the breadwinner has +been taken ill and dies. Sickness, death, bereavement, all causes +of sorrow and sadness. Had sent for Christ, but He had delayed to +come (ver. 6). At last He arrives, but body had been buried. Martha +meets Him first (ver. 21), then Mary. Both utter same reproach--had +He been in time, their brother need not have died. Their faith weak. +Thought of Him as Good Physician--did not fully realise His almighty +power. How did this affect Christ? He was troubled, He sighed, He +wept. His best friends not yet learned Who He was and what His +power. To them sorrow, suffering, death, seemed to have triumphed. +Was it so? + +II. =Death Vanquished= (38-44). _Scene of joy._ A Conqueror of +death is there. See actions of the different people. _Christ_ +commands removal of stone. _Martha_ remonstrates--the body begun +to corrupt--four days dead (no coffin, only wrapped in linen). +Showed unbelief, after Christ's words (ver. 23). _Mary_ watches in +silence, trusting in Christ to do right. _Jews_, expectant, roll +away the stone as bidden. Then Christ speaks; thanks God for hearing +His prayer; cries aloud to Lazarus. The dead man comes forth, is +released from grave-clothes, and restored to his home. Death is +swallowed up in victory. + +_Result._ Many of the Jews believed. God's glory is manifested. + +=Lessons.= 1. _Christ a loving Friend._ Can be touched with the +feeling of our infirmities. + +2. _Christ a living Saviour._ Taught Martha, comforted Mary, +restored Lazarus. Gives eternal life. + + +Faithful unto Death + + In the excavations made at the buried city of Pompeii, the + remains of a Roman soldier were found at one of the gates. + Embedded in the once molten lava which swept down upon the + doomed city was found the skeleton of the soldier whose post + of duty was at the gate, still grasping a sword in its bony + fingers. When the panic came upon the city, and those who could + made good their escape, he had remained faithful to his sense + of duty, and with resolute courage faced a fearful death. The + Christian soldier can face death with equal courage, for he has + obtained victory over sin and death through Jesus Christ his + Lord. + + +APRIL 9TH.--The Anointing in Bethany. + +_To read--St. John xii. 1-11. Golden Text--St. Mark xiv. 8._ + +Christ again at Bethany, preparing for His sufferings and death. +Chief priests and Pharisees took counsel to kill Him (xi. 53). His +friends gather in numbers to give Him a public welcome. + +I. =Christ's Friends= (1-3, 7-9). _The feast._ Took place at +Bethany, at house of Simon, once a leper. The family of Bethany +all present--showed their regard for Christ in different ways. +_Lazarus_, honoured guest, at the table with Him. _Martha_ giving of +her skill in house-keeping (St. Luke x. 38). _Mary_ giving a costly +present. + +_The anointing._ Mary comes behind Christ--having fetched an +alabaster box full of precious ointment--breaks the box, pours it +on His head (St. Mark xiv. 3) and His feet (ver. 3), wiping them +with her hair. The house is filled with sweet smell. Why did she do +this? _It was an act of love._ Christ had done much for them--stayed +with them, above all restored their brother to life. Another +reason: Christ had lately spoken of His death as soon coming. This +thought quickened her love to intensity. She must give it outward +expression. She had kept it for His burial (ver. 7), but gives it +now. _It was an act of self-denial._ Did not stay to count the cost, +to think how little she need give. Gave the best gift she had. Would +keep back nothing from Him. _The act was approved and accepted._ She +did what she could. + +=Lessons.= 1. Christ's death draws men's hearts (xii. 32). Therefore +send the Gospel to all. + +2. True love delights in self-denial. Deny self, take up cross and +follow Christ. + +3. Offerings accepted by God. Alms as well as prayers come before +Him (Acts x. 4). + +II. =Christ's Enemies= (4-6, 10, 11). _Judas_ grudges the +gift--calls it waste--professes zeal for the poor. What was his real +motive? Covetousness. Had been made treasurer of monies given to +and spent by Christ and apostles. Hoped to get something out of it +for himself. Was it waste? Gifts given to Christ cannot be wasted. +Others will take note and copy. This loving gift has led multitudes +to do what they can. Missionaries to give up lives for Christ, many +to give money, work, service, etc. Even cup of water only given for +His sake rewarded. + +_Chief priests._ Consult out of envy to kill Lazarus. His rising led +many to believe in Christ. Their power became less. + +=Lesson.= Take heed, and beware of covetousness. + +Which are we: friends or foes of Christ? + + +Give the Best you have to God. + + It matters not how poor the offering, if given in the right + spirit. A legend tells how once a little boy in church had no + money to place among the offerings. So he gave a rosy apple, the + only gift he had it in his power to offer. Presently, when the + alms were removed, there was found among them an apple of gold. + The simplest gift is in the sight of God as pure gold. + + + + +[Illustration: SHORT ARROWS + +Notes of Christian Life & Work] + + +Our New Waifs. + +In accordance with the announcement in our December number, we left +it entirely to our readers to select the new QUIVER waifs. +All the votes have now been received, and arranged, with the result +that Rose Heelis heads the list of the candidates for Miss Sharman's +Orphan Home, whilst John Harrison is the successful candidate for +Dr. Barnardo's Home. + +[Illustration: JOHN HARRISON. + +(_The new Quiver Waif at Dr. Barnardo's Home._)] + +Our readers will doubtless be interested in the portrait of each +to be found on this page, but it is unnecessary to repeat the +particulars concerning these little ones which were given at the +time we invited the votes. The support of the new waifs will involve +a total annual expenditure of £31 (£15 for Rose Heelis and £16 +for John Harrison), and for this amount we are relying upon the +generosity of our readers. Contributions to the special Waifs' Fund +will be gladly received, and duly acknowledged month by month in +our pages. Such contributions should be addressed to the Editor of +THE QUIVER, La Belle Sauvage, Ludgate Hill, London, E.C. A +list of the donations to the fund during the month of January will +be found on page 480. + + +Stooping to Conquer. + +A peculiar feature connected with the Ancient and Honourable +Artillery Company of Boston is that each officer, at the end of +his term of command, which lasts a year, returns to the ranks as +a private; thus there are something like a score of gentlemen who +have had full control of the regiment, and who are now once more +content to obey. Here is a lesson for those who serve in the Church +Militant. We cannot all be colonels and generals--there must be a +few private soldiers!--and it is certain that he who cannot obey +is not fit to command. Much energy and temper is wasted by those +who fight against sin and sorrow through unwillingness to take what +is called a subordinate position. Surely this is to forget the +Saviour's words--"If any man desire to be first, the same shall be +last of all, and servant of all." + +[Illustration: ROSE HEELIS. + +(_The new Quiver Waif at Miss Sharman's Home._)] + + +The "Welcome." + +Sixteen years ago, the first restaurant for women in the City of +London was started at 16, Jewin Street. The "Welcome" was opened in +a five-storeyed house in the very midst of factories. It is now the +centre of help of every kind for a class brought before the public +in Sir Walter Besant's "Children of Gibeon." Hundreds of women +frequent this place to refresh their jaded and chilled bodies with +soup and bread at three halfpence or excellent meat-puddings at +twopence. In cases of distress and starvation free dinner tickets +are granted. Who can tell how many women this aid has saved from +crime when hunger has driven them to the verge of stealing? The +work of the "Welcome" is not limited to care for the bodies of City +toilers. Three rooms are used for dinner and tea, three others for +evening classes of various kinds. From six to half-past nine clubs, +musical drill, sewing and improvement classes, services of song, +missionary or Gospel temperance meetings, attract an attendance +averaging from 270 to 300. The largest number come on Thursday +evening, which is devoted to Bible classes. To many whose days are +spent in hot workrooms the shady gardens lent on Saturdays by kind +friends are like a new world. One girl asked if she could see the +strawberry trees; another, why the bunches of grapes were tied to +the top of glass-houses. The revelation of a new world outside their +own limited sphere helps to raise the ambition to live a new and +higher life. + +[Illustration: (_Photo: Cassell and Co., Ltd._) + +IN THE "WELCOME" CLUB AT MIDDAY.] + + +"Nobody's Own." + +Many regiments in the British army are called after and said to be +owned by this or that prince or princess. There is "The Princess of +Wales's Own," "Princess Charlotte's Own," and so on. One regiment, +however, rejoices in the nickname of "Nobody's Own," because it +is not named after anybody. It is a grand thing to think that no +Christian can be called "Nobody's Own," for we are all called after +Christ and owned by our Father in heaven. + + +New Books. + +Elsewhere in this number will be found an illustrated article on +"Childish Memories of Lewis Carroll," and we venture to think that +readers of those reminiscences will require no pressing to turn to +the biography of this universally favourite author, just published +by Mr. Fisher Unwin under the title "The Life and Letters of Lewis +Carroll." Mr. S. D. Collingwood, who is responsible for the work, +frankly admits that it is impossible to give a really adequate +presentation of the extraordinarily complex character of his late +uncle. He has, however, produced a most able and interesting sketch, +which includes many characteristic letters, and is profusely +illustrated. Quite a different life-story is also before us in +the form of the Rev. George Adam Smith's biography of his friend, +the late Professor Henry Drummond (Hodder and Stoughton). No one +could lay down this book without feeling that Drummond was in every +sense a great man--with a great intellect, a great heart, and a +constant, burning desire to be about his Father's business. It is +true that he made mistakes, that he put forth certain theories not +generally acceptable, and which he himself modified in later years, +but throughout his life his honesty of purpose was unquestionable. +His influence and power as a preacher and teacher were remarkable, +and many of those whom he reached through his addresses and books +will feel indebted to Dr. Smith for this critical and comprehensive +story of his life.--From Messrs. Smith, Elder and Company comes a +new story from our own contributor, Katharine Tynan, entitled "The +Dear Irish Girl," of which we need say no more than that it is the +love story of a most winning Irish lassie, written in the bright, +entertaining style so well-known to our readers.--"Helps to Godly +Living" (Elliot Stock) is the happy title of an excellent little +work which consists of helpful and comforting extracts from the +writings and addresses of the present Archbishop of Canterbury, +selected and arranged by the Rev. J. H. Burn, B.D.--A pathetic +interest attaches to the two dainty volumes of poems by the late +Dr. J. R. Macduff, entitled "Matin and Vesper Bells" (Cassell), in +that the author did not live to see their completion. Many of the +poems have been already published independently in various forms, +but we believe that this collected edition of Dr. Macduff's tender +and inspiring verse will be heartily welcomed.--We have also to +acknowledge the receipt of a tastefully produced volume entitled +"The More Excellent Way" (Henry Frowde), in which the Hon. Mrs. +Lyttelton Gell has carefully arranged the choicest extracts from +the works of ancient and modern authors on "The Life of Love"; a +collection of addresses on the Beatitudes by the Rev. J. R. Miller, +D.D., entitled "The Master's Blesseds" (Hodder and Stoughton); an +interesting and instructive work on medical missionary work amongst +the blind in India, entitled "They Shall See His Face" (Bocardo +Press, Oxford); "Aids to Belief" (Elliot Stock), a series of studies +on the divine origin of Christianity by the Rev. W. H. Langthorne; +and a volume of sermons by the late Charles H. Spurgeon, which have +been published by Messrs. Passmore and Alabaster under the title +"The Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit." + + +A Wolf-Boy. + +[Illustration: (_Photo supplied by the Missionary Leaves Association._) + + AS A BOY. THE WOLF-BOY OF SECUNDRA. AS A MAN.] + +What was to be done with such a boy! The magistrate sahib of +Bulandshahr had heard of Romulus and Remus, but rational people +rejected the legend of their infancy. Yet here was a child of five +or six years of age, crawling on the ground before him, and the +statement of several witnesses that he had been smoked out of a +wolf's den could not be disputed. These men were natives of India. +Whilst travelling in a jungle of the Bulandshahr district, they +saw a queer though undoubted specimen of humanity crawl into a +hole. By the magistrate's order a fire was lighted at the mouth. +Out sprang a snarling and indignant mother-wolf, which, after +scattering the bystanders, fled for life. Behind her ran on all +fours a little boy, who was speedily secured and conveyed to the +magistrate. He was imbecile. He would eat no food but raw meat, +and he tore any clothing placed on him into shreds. The magistrate +sent him to the Church Missionary Orphanage at Secundra, a refuge +for between four and five hundred children, nearly all infants +picked up in the streets or by the roadside. There this child, +who was found on Saturday, February 4th, 1867, grew up into +manhood. On the same principle that Robinson Crusoe called his man +Friday, the wolf-boy was named Sanichar, or Saturday. By degrees +a certain amount of intelligence and a decided religious instinct +developed. He became gentle and sociable, and ready with cheerful +unselfishness to share the many little presents he received with +his companions. He attached himself with great affection to one of +the caretakers. On the death of this man, Sanichar in dumb sorrow +and bewilderment looked from one to another of his friends for an +explanation. They pointed to the grave, and then to the sky. The +boy was deeply impressed, and ever afterwards, if he felt ill, he +would feign sleep, and point first to the ground and then to the +sky. He never learnt to speak, but perhaps he was trying to convey +the impression that he looked forward to following his dear friend. +Two other wolf-boys and one wolf-girl were brought to the Secundra +orphanage, but they died soon afterwards. Whether they had been cast +out by their parents or kidnapped by the inveterate robber-wolves +of the district could not be discovered. They were a witness that +tenderness, too often lost in heathenism, may be found in one of +the most rapacious beasts. With hundreds of little outcasts under +Christian care, they tell of a Father above who remembers even +though parents may forget their children. + +[Illustration: THE LOCKHART MEMORIAL. + +(_In Lewisham Congregational Church._)] + + +Memorial to a Medical Missionary. + +Medical missions have come into deservedly increasing prominence of +late years; and a few months ago a beautiful tablet was erected in +Lewisham Congregational Church to the memory of Dr. Lockhart, the +first Protestant medical missionary to China, who went out about the +year 1838. The tablet is a beautiful piece of work in alabaster and +marble, and is carved in the form of a triptych, _i.e._ in three +panels, the medallion portrait occupying the centre. On the left +hand panel appears the following inscription:--"In affectionate +memory of Dr. Lockhart, first medical missionary to China, founder +of hospitals at Macao, Shanghai and Pekin, who served the London +Missionary Society with untiring zeal for twenty-six years in the +mission field, and with unabated devotion in England to the last +day of his life. Member of this church for thirty-seven years. +Deacon and Church Secretary. Born October 3rd, 1811. Died April +29th, 1896." The following inscription appears on the right hand +panel:--"This memorial is erected by those who admired him as a +strong man, loved him as a friend, hold his services in grateful +memory, and who pray that his zeal for missions and his devotion +to the Church may inspire all who shall ever worship within these +walls." The tablet is placed on the wall of the church near the +vestry door, where Dr. Lockhart used often to stand before the +service, watching the people enter. + + +Self-control. + +A man who lately came over from America told the writer that on +board the steamer one of the passengers went up to another in the +smoking-room and asked him to have a drink with him. The man thus +invited continued reading a newspaper and made no reply. The other +man again asked him to drink with him. No answer again. A third +invitation was then given in these words: "Sir, I have asked you in +as friendly a way as possible to drink with me, and each time you +went on with your reading, and had not the civility to answer me. +Now I ask you for the third time if you will drink wine, whisky, +or anything else with me?" The man then put aside his paper and +answered very quietly: "Do you see that glass, sir? Well, if I were +to take even a quarter of it, I could not leave off until I had +drunk all the liquor on board. This is why I would not drink with +you." All present admired the man's self-control, and learned a +striking lesson on the danger of putting temptation in a brother's +way. + + +An Ever-Recurring Question. + +Two friends of the writer were sitting in a close carriage, +discussing the problems of life--where we came from and whither we +are going. The driver of the carriage went rather too near another +vehicle. "Where are you going to?" shouted the driver of the latter. +The occupants of the carriage looked at each other and remarked, +"That is just what we were wanting to know." So it is that the great +problems of life cannot be ignored, for they are reflected in the +small incidents of daily existence. Particularly is this the case +with the question whence we came and whither we are going. This can +never be shelved. + + +The Circulation of the Bible. + +Few people have any idea of the enormous number of Bibles published +annually in this country. Mere figures of so many millions mean +little to most folks. But it may give some more adequate idea of +the vast number to put it as follows: The British and Foreign Bible +Society, of Queen Victoria Street, alone publish above a million +and a half of Bibles every year, or more than 4,100 every day. Now, +if each of these 4,100 Bibles was of the average thickness of one +and a half inches, they would, if piled upon one another, reach to +a height of 6,159 inches. As the top of St. Paul's cross is about +364 feet or so above the level of St. Paul's Churchyard, this huge +pile of Bibles would reach to a height nearly one and a half times +as great as the top of the famous cross! Or we might represent the +whole lot by one immense Bible, which would be 66 feet by 47 feet by +14 feet, and would reach from the steps leading to St. Paul's right +to the top of the pillars there! And this would but represent the +output for a single day of only one of the great Bible circulating +mediums of this country! + +[Illustration: A BIBLE 66 FT. BY 47 FT. BY 14 FT. + +(_Representing one day's output of the British and Foreign Bible +Society._)] + + + + +_OUR INTERNATIONAL LEAGUE OF PEACE._ + + +We are glad to be able to report that requests for forms are +steadily being received, and a goodly number have been returned +filled with signatures. To those of our readers who are striving +to obtain the distinction of being the first to send in a thousand +names (for which a prize of Ten Pounds is offered) we would say that +it is not necessary for all the signatures to be given together. +They should be forwarded in batches of fifty or a hundred, and +credit will be given for every name so sent. The following letter +which we have received from a correspondent at Birmingham is of +interest, as it emphasises the fact that the Ten Pounds we offer +will not only act as an incentive to activities on behalf of +peace, but may also at the same time benefit some local charity. +"Please send me," the correspondent writes, "some sheets of the +International League of Peace. If I am fortunate enough to get the +Ten Pounds, I am going to give it to some good society--whichever +our clergyman thinks best. Trusting to hear from you by return." + +The following is the form in which our memorial has been issued:-- + + "=We, the undersigned, desire to express our earnest sympathy + with the peace proposals contained in the recent Rescript of his + Imperial Majesty the Czar of Russia, and hereby authorise the + attachment of our names to any international Memorial having for + its object the promotion of Universal Peace upon a Christian + basis.=" + +This may be copied at the head of blank sheets of paper, and the +signatures placed beneath; but we shall be very pleased to send +(post free) any number of printed forms on receipt of an application +addressed to the Editor of THE QUIVER, La Belle Sauvage, +London, E.C. + +The objects of our League have already been endorsed, amongst other +prominent men, by the =Lord Bishop of London=, the =Rev. Hugh +Price Hughes= (President of the Wesleyan Conference), the =Rev. +Samuel Vincent= (President of the Baptist Union of Great Britain +and Ireland), and =Pastor Thomas Spurgeon= of the Metropolitan +Tabernacle. + + +THE QUIVER FUNDS. + +The following is a list of contributions received from January 1st, +1899, up to and including January 31st, 1899. Subscriptions received +after this date will be acknowledged next month:-- + + For "_The Quiver_" _Waifs' Fund_: R. Hutchinson, Boston Spa, 2s. + 6d.; Readers of _The Christian_, per Morgan and Scott, £5; Miss + Renée Benson, Grenoble, 1s. 6d.; J.J.E., Govan (134th donation), + 5s.; A Glasgow Mother (104th donation), 1s.; E.A., 2s. 6d.; + R.S., Crouch End, 5s. + + For _Dr. Barnardo's Homes_: A Scotch Lassie, 5s.; Baby George, + 2s. 6d.; J.R., 5s.; E.H., Devon, 2s.; Gertie, Finsbury Park. + 3s.; M.A.C, 5s., An Irish Girl, 10s. 6d.; Madame Scaravaglioné, + 10s.; A.K., 5s.; A Warwickshire Lass, 5s.; Anon., 2s. The + following amounts have been sent direct:--R.H.B.P., 4s.; A.H., + 10s; M.M.Q., £5; E.A.H., 7s. 6d.; A.W.O., 4s.; M. M., 5s.; + M.E.B., 15s.; J H.W., 5s.; "Inasmuch," 6s.; T.P., Leamington, £1. + + For _The Children's Country Holiday Fund_: Madame Scaravaglioné, + 10s.; J. and E.H., £1. + + For _Miss Weston's Homes, Portsmouth_: J. and E.H., £1. + + For _The Robin Dinners_: Alice Bishop, 3s. + + For _St. Mark's Hospital, City Road, E.C._: A Thank-offering, 1s. + + The Superintendent of the St. Giles Christian Mission asks us + to acknowledge the receipt of a parcel of clothing from Oakham, + Rutland. + + +OUR FINE ART PLATES. + +Doubtless many of our readers are interested in the announcement +which has been appearing for several months past on our wrapper to +the effect that certain coupons will entitle the holder to receive a +set of Fine Art Plates for a trifling sum. We desire to supplement +that announcement by stating that the pictures will be of sacred +subjects, and will, moreover, be printed on specially prepared +plate paper in order to obtain the best possible results. The +selected paintings are by Lord Leighton, Sir John Millais, Edward +Armitage, R.A., Ford Madox Brown, W. C. T. Dobson, R.A., and William +Dyce, R.A., and the series will form an admirable selection of the +best-known works of these famous artists--well worthy of a permanent +place in every home. + + +ROLL OF HONOUR FOR SUNDAY-SCHOOL WORKERS. + +The =Special Silver Medal= and =Presentation Bible= offered for the +longest known Sunday-school service in the county of =Durham= (for +which applications were invited up to January 31st, 1899) have been +gained by + + MR. JOHN J. BAILEY, + Newgate Street, Barnard Castle, + +who has distinguished himself by _fifty-six_ years' service, +principally in the Sunday School of the Barnard Castle Parish Church. + +As already announced, the next territorial county for which claims +are invited for the _Silver_ Medal is + + DEVONSHIRE, + +and applications, on the special form, must be received on or before +February 28th, 1899. We may add that =Kent= is the following county +selected, the date-limit for claims in that case being March 30th, +1899. This county, in its turn, will be followed by the territorial +county of =Cheshire=, for which the date will be one month +later--viz. April 30th, 1899. + +The names of members recently enrolled will be found in our +advertisement pages. + + + + +THE QUIVER BIBLE CLASS. + +(BASED ON THE INTERNATIONAL SCRIPTURE LESSONS.) + + +QUESTIONS. + +49. From what parable of our Lord do we gather that the sheepfolds +in ancient times were large and surrounded by a high fence? + +50. By what illustration does our Lord teach us that it is through +Him alone we can be saved? Quote passage. + +51. In what way does our Lord contrast His care of His people with +the neglect shown by the Jewish teachers? + +52. Quote passage which shows that Jesus had never attended any of +the public Jewish schools? + +53. In what words does our Lord speak of the Scriptures as God's +revelation of Himself to man? + +54. What were the two miracles performed by our Lord at Cana of +Galilee? + +55. What was especially remarkable in the miracle of raising Lazarus +from the dead? + +56. What reason did our Lord give for His delay in going to Lazarus +when he was ill? + +57. What was the effect of the miracle of raising Lazarus? + +58. What reason have we for supposing that Simon the Leper was the +husband of Martha, the sister of Lazarus? + +59. What information does St. John give as to the character of Judas +Iscariot? + +60. What prophecy concerning our Lord was delivered by Caiaphas, the +High Priest? + + +ANSWERS TO QUESTIONS ON PAGE 383. + +37. In a desert (or uninhabited) place near Bethsaida on the +north-west side of the Sea of Galilee (St. Luke ix. 10). + +38. It was known as the Sea of Chinnereth (Numb. xxxiv. 11; Josh. +xii. 3). + +39. Because St. Philip was a native of the district of Bethsaida +(St. John i. 44, and vi. 5). + +10. The Jews thought that Jesus was the son of Joseph the carpenter, +and born in Galilee; whereas they had been taught that no one would +know of the birthplace or parentage of the Messiah (St. John vii. +27, 41; St. Luke iv. 22). + +41. They sent officers to arrest Jesus (St. John vii. 2, 32). + +42. Because on the last day of the Feast special sacrifices were +offered for all Israel, and the priest, having taken water from the +Pool of Siloam, poured it upon the altar (St. John vii. 37). + +43. Because they understood that, as the "Light of the World," Jesus +claimed to be the Messiah (St. John viii. 12; Isaiah ix. 2, and lx. +1). + +44. "When ye have lifted up the Son of Man" (St. John viii. 28). + +45. Jesus appears to have made the Jews unable to see Him, and so +passed out of the Temple, going through the midst of them (St. John +viii. 59; 2 Kings vi. 18). + +46. That the disciples believed in the doctrine of "transmigration +of souls," which was taught by the Jewish Rabbis at that time (St. +John ix. 2; Josephus, "Ant." xviii. ch. 1, sec. 3). + +47. By telling him to go and wash in the Pool of Siloam (St. John +ix. 7). + +48. The Jews excommunicated the man whose sight Jesus had +restored--that is, they shut him out of the synagogue--thus +depriving him of all religious privileges (St. John ix. 22, 34). + + + + + * * * * * + + + + +Transcriber's note: + +Minor typographical errors have been corrected without note. +Irregularities and inconsistencies in the text have been retained as +printed. + +Missing page numbers are page numbers that were not shown in the +original text. + +The illustrations have been moved so that they do not break up +paragraphs, thus the page number of the illustration might not match +the page number in the List of Illustrations. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 43642 *** |
