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+ +MOTHER +E.S. +H. +O.F.T. +E.A.R. + +VI +SONS OF BELIAL + +SONS OF BELIAL + +VII +REVEILLE + +IN HARNESS +REVEILLE +TO ALEXANDER BERKMAN +EMMA GOLDMAN +AN OLD WORKMAN +TO LARKIN +WIND RISING IN THE ALLEYS + +SUN-UP + +(Shadows over a cradle... +fire-light craning.... +A hand +throws something in the fire +and a smaller hand +runs into the flame and out again, +singed and empty.... +Shadows +settling over a cradle... +two hands +and a fire.) + +I + +CELIA + +Cherry, cherry, +glowing on the hearth, +bright red cherry.... +When you try to pick up cherry +Celia's shriek +sticks in you like a pin. + + : : + +When God throws hailstones +you cuddle in Celia's shawl +and press your feet on her belly +high up like a stool. +When Celia makes umbrella of her hand. +Rain falls through +big pink spokes of her fingers. +When wind blows Celia's gown up off her legs +she runs under pillars of the bank-- +great round pillars of the bank +have on white stockings too. + + : : + +Celia says my father +will bring me a golden bowl. +When I think of my father +I cannot see him +for the big yellow bowl +like the moon with two handles +he carries in front of him. + + : : + +Grandpa, grandpa... +(Light all about you... +ginger... pouring out of green jars...) +You don't believe he has gone away and left his great coat... +so you pretend... you see his face up in the ceiling. +When you clap your hands and cry, grandpa, grandpa, grandpa, +Celia crosses herself. + + : : + +It isn't a dream.... +It comes again and again.... +You hear ivy crying on steeples +the flames haven't caught yet +and images screaming +when they see red light on the lilies +on the stained glass window of St. Joseph. +The girl with the black eyes holds you tight, +and you run... and run +past the wild, wild towers... +and trees in the gardens tugging at their feet +and little frightened dolls +shut up in the shops +crying... and crying... because no one stops... +you spin like a penny thrown out in the street. +Then the man clutches her by the hair.... +He always clutches her by the hair.... +His eyes stick out like spears. +You see her pulled-back face +and her black, black eyes +lit up by the glare.... +Then everything goes out. +Please God, don't let me dream any more +of the girl with the black, black eyes. + + : : + +Celia's shadow rocks and rocks... +and mama's eyes stare out of the pillow +as though she had gone away +and the night had come in her place +as it comes in empty rooms... +you can't bear it-- +the night threshing about +and lashing its tail on its sides +as bold as a wolf that isn't afraid-- +and you scream at her face, that is white as a stone on a grave +and pull it around to the light, +till the night draws backward... the night that walks alone +and goes away without end. +Mama says, I am cold, Betty, and shivers. +Celia tucks the quilt about her feet, +but I run for my little red cloak +because red is hot like fire. + + : : + +I wish Celia +could see the sea climb up on the sky +and slide off again... +...Celia saying +I'd beg the world with you.... +Celia... holding on to the cab... +hands wrenched away... +wind in the masts... like Celia crying.... +Celia never minded if you slapped her +when the comb made your hairs ache, +but though you rub your cheek against mama's hand +she has not said darling since.... +Now I will slap her again.... +I will bite her hand till it bleeds. + +It is cool by the port hole. +The wet rags of the wind +flap in your face. + +II + +THE ALLEY + +Because you are four years old +the candle is all dressed up in a new frill. +And stars nod to you through the hole in the curtain, +(except the big stiff planets +too fat to move about much,) +and you curtsey back to the stars +when no one is looking. +You feel sorry for the poor wooden chair +that knows it isn't nice to sit on, +and no one is sad but mama. +You don't like mama to be sad +when you are four years old, +so you pretend +you like the bitter gold-pale tea-- +you pretend +if you don't drink it up pretty quick +a little gold-fish +will think it is a pond +and come and get born in it. + + : : + +It's hot in our street +and the breeze is a dirty little broom +that sweeps dust into our room +and bits of paper out of the alley. +You are not let to play +with the children in the alley +But you must be very polite-- +so you pass them and say good day +and when they fling banana skins +you fling them back again. + + : : + +There is no one to play with +and the flies on the window +buzz and buzz... +...you can pull out their legs +and stick pins in their bodies +but still they buzz... +and mama says: +When Nero was a little boy +he caught flies on his mama's window +and pulled out their legs +and stuck pins in their bodies +and nobody loved him. +Buzz, blue-bellied flies-- +buzz, nasty black wheel +of mama's machine-- +you are the biggest fly of all-- +you have the loudest buzz. +I hear you at dawn before the locusts. +But I like the picture of the Flood +and the little babies getting drowned.... +If I were there I would save them, +but as I can't save them +I like to watch them +getting drowned. + + : : + +When mama buys of Ling Ho, +he smiles very wide +and picks her the largest loquots. +The greens-man gave her a cabbage +and she held it against her black bodice +and said what a beautiful green it was +and put it on the table +as though it had been a flower. +But next day we boiled and ate it with salt. +It was our dinner. + + : : + +Christmas day +I found Janie on my pillow. +Janie is made of rubber. +Her red and blue jacket won't come off. +Christmas dinner was green and white +chicken and lettuce and peas +and drops of oil on the salad +smiley and full of light +like the gold on the lady's teeth. + +But mama said politely +Thank you, we are dining out. +She wouldn't let you take one pea +to put in the hole where the whistle was +at the back of Janie's head, +so Janie should have some dinner +So you went to the park with biscuits +and black tea in a bottle. + + : : + +You feel very sad +when you climb on the fence +to watch mama out of sight. +The women in the alley +poke their heads out of doorways +and watch her too. +You know her +by the way she holds her shoulders +till she is only a speck +in a chain of specks-- +till she is swallowed up. +But suppose +that day after day +you were to watch for her face +and it didn't come back? +Suppose +it were to drop out of the string of white faces +like the pearl out of my chain +I never found again? + + : : + +Mabel minds you while mama is out, +she washes while she sings +Three blind mice! +they all run away from the farmer's wife +who cut off their tails +with a carving knife-- +Wind blows out Mabel's sheets, +way you blow in a bag before you burst it. +Wind has a soapy smell. +It's heavier'n sun +that lies all over you without any weight +and makes you feel happy +and crinkly like bubbling water. +There's no sun on the empty house-- +sly-looking house-- +you can't see in its windows +that watch you out of their corners. +Perhaps there's a big spider there +spinning gray threads over the windows +till they look like dead people's faces.... +Jimmie says: +Jimmie's hair is white as a white mouse. +His lashes are gold as mama's wedding ring +and his mouth feels cool and smooth +like a flower wet with rain. +You wouldn't believe Jimmie was different... + till he showed you.... + + : : + +Blind wet sheets +flapping on the lines... +sun in your eyes, +dark gold sun +full of little black spots, +you have to blink and blink... +round eyes of Jimmie.... +Jimmie's blue jumper... +blue shadow of wall... +all the world holding still +as when a clock stops... +streets still... people still... +no streets... no people... +only sky and wall... +sun glaring bright as God +down at you and Jimmie... +shadow like a purple cloth +trailing off the wall... + +Wild wet sheets +flapping in the wind... +big slippered feet flapping too... +big-balloon-face +rushing up the alley... +houses closing up again... +windows looking round... +... Mabel pulls you in the gate and shakes you +and tells you not to tell your mama... +And you wonder +if God has spoiled Jimmie. + +III + +MAMA + +Mama's face +is smooth and pale as tea-rose leaves. +That ivory oval of aunt Gem +you sucked the miniature off +had black black hair like mama. + + : : + +Pit-it-ty-pat, +Mama walks so fast, +street lamps jig +without bending a leg... +lights in the windows +play twinkling tunes +on crimson and blue +bottles like bubbles +big as balloons... +Faster and faster... +and pink light spurts +over cakes doing polkas +in little white shirts, +with cake-princesses +in flounced white skirts. + +Pit-pat-- +mama walks slower... +slower and... slower... +Eyes... lamps... stars... +acres and acres of stars... +bells... and sleepily +flapping feet.... +You're glad mama walks slow. +It's nice to be carried along +up high near the stars +that look at you with a grave, great look. + + : : + +Every night +mama sings you to sleep. +When she sings, O for the light of thine eyes Dolores, +there's a castle on a cliff +and the sea roars like lions. +It leaps at the castle +and the cliff knocks it down +but always the sea +shakes its flattened head +and gets up again. +The castle has no roof +so the rain spins silvery webs in it, +and Dolores' face +floats dim and beautiful +the way flowers do when they are drowned. +Step by white step +she goes up the castle stairs, +but the stair goes up into the sky +and the sky keeps going up too, +and none of them ever get there. + +When mama sings Ba ba black sheep, +the stars seem to shine through her voice +so everything has to be still, +and when she has finished singing +her song goes up off the earth, +higher and higher... +till it is only as big as a tiny silver bird +with nothing but moonlight around it. + +IV + +BETTY + +You can see the sandhills from our new room. +Butterflies +live in the sandhills +and lizards +and centipedes. +If you keep very still +lizards will think you a stone +and run over your lap. +Butterflies' liveries +are scarlet and black. +They drive chariots in air. +People in the chariots +are pale as dew-- +you can see right through them-- +but the chariots +are made of gold of the sun. +They go up to heaven +and never catch fire. +There are green centipedes +and brown centipedes +and black centipedes, +because green and brown and black +are the colors in hell's flag. +Centipedes +have hundreds of feet +because it is so far from hell +to come up for air. +Centipedes +do not hurry. +They are waiting for the last day +when they will creep over the false prophets +who will have their hands tied. + + : : + +Night calls to the sandhills +and gathers them under her. +she pushes away cities +because their sharp lights +hurt her soft breast. +Even candles make a sore place +when they stick in the night. + +There are things in the sandhills +that no one knows about... +they come out at dark when the young snakes play +and tell each other secrets +in the deaf logs. + +Sometimes... before rain... +when the stars have gone inside... +the night comes close to your window +and sniffs at the light.... +But you must not run away-- +you must keep your face to the night +and walk backward. + + : : + +When it rains +and you are pulling off flies' legs... +mama lets you play houses +with Lizzie and Clara. +Because you are the Only One-- +and because Only Ones have to live alone +while sisters stay together, +Lizzie and Clara +give you the dry house +and take the one with the leaking roof. + +Rain like curly hairpins +blows on Lizzie and Clara's two heads +turned like one head-- +two mouths +spread into one laugh. +Lizzie is saying: +why don't you want to play-- +when you feel you'd like to braid +the crinkled-silver rain +into a shining rope +to climb up... and up... and up... into the wet sky +and never see any one again. + +Our gate doesn't hang right. +It must have pawed at the wind +and gotten a kick +as the wind passed over. +The sitting sky +puffs out a gray smoke +and the wind makes a red-striped sound +blowing out straight, +but our gate drags its foot +and whines to itself on one hinge. + + : : + +What do you think I've found-- +two wee knickers of fairy brass, +or two gold sovereigns folded up +in a bit of green silk, +or two gold bugs +in little green shirts? +If you want to know, +you must walk tip-toe +so your feet just whisper in the grass-- +you must carry them careful +and very proud, +for their stems bleed drops of milk-- +but Lizzie and Clara shout in glee: +Pee-a-bed, pee-a-bed-- +dandelions! +You look in the eyes of grown-up people +to see if they feel +the way you feel... +but they hide inside of themselves, +and so you do not find out. +Grown-up people say: +The stars are bright to-night, +but they do not say +what you are thinking about stars-- +not even mama says what you are thinking about stars. +This makes you feel very lonely. + + : : + +It's strange about stars.... +You have to be still when they look at you. +They push your song inside of you with their song. +Their long silvery rays +sink into you and do not hurt. +It is good to feel them resting on you +like great white birds... +and their shining whiteness +doesn't burn like the sun-- +it washes all over you +and makes you feel cleaner'n water. + + : : + +My doll Janie has no waist +and her body is like a tub with feet on it. +Sometimes I beat her +but I always kiss her afterwards. +When I have kissed all the paint off her body +I shall tie a ribbon about it +so she shan't look shabby. +But it must be blue-- +it mustn't be pink-- +pink shows the dirt on her face +that won't wash off. + + : : + +I beat Janie +and beat her... +but still she smiled... +so I scratched her between the eyes with a pin. +Now she doesn't love me anymore... +she scowls... and scowls... +though I've begged her to forgive me +and poured sugar in the hole at the back of her head. + + : : + +Mama says Janie is a fairy doll +and she has forgiven me-- +that she's gone to the market +to buy me some sweets. +--Now she's at the door +and a little bag tied to her neck-- +I run to Janie +and kiss her all over.... +Ah... she is still frowning. +I let the sweets drop on the floor-- +mama +has told you a lie. + + : : + +Chinaman +singing in street: +gleen ledd-ish-es, gleen ledd-ish-es-- +hot sun +shining on your face-- +it must be a new day. +But why aren't you happy +if it's a new day? +Because something has happened... +something sad and terrible.... +Now I remember... it's Janie. +Yesterday +I took Janie out +and tied my handkerchief over her face +and put sand in it +and threw her into the ditch +down in the black water +under the dock leaves... +and when mama asked me where Janie was +I said I had lost her. + + : : + +I'm glad it is night-time +so I'll be able to go to sleep +and forget all about it.... +But mama looks at my tongue +and says she will give me senna tea. +When you smell the tea +you shut your eyes tight +and pretend not to hear +the soft, cool voice of mama +that goes over your forehead +like a little wind. +And then you lie in the dark +and stare... and stare... +till the faces come... +yellow faces with leering eyes +drifting in a greeny mist.... +I wonder +if Janie sees faces +out there... alone in the dark.... +I wonder +if she has got the handkerchief off +or if the water has gone in the hole +where the whistle was +at the back of her head +and drowned her... +or if the stars +can see her under the dock leaves? + + : : + +It's smoky-blue and still +over the red road. +Wind must be lying down with its tail under it-- +doesn't even flick off the flies. +And you can hear the silence +buzzing in the gum trees, +the way the angels buzzed +when they flew through the cedars of Lebanon +with thin gauze wings +you could see through. +Nice to hear the silence buzzing-- +till it comes too close +and booms in your ears +and presses all over you +till you scream.... +When you scream at the silence +it goes to jingling pieces +like a silver mirror +broken into tiny bits. +Perhaps its wings are made of glass-- +perhaps it lives down in a dark, dark cave +and only comes up +to warm its wings in the sun.... +It's cold in the cave-- +no matter how you cover yourself up. +Little girls sit there +dressed in white +and the dolls in their arms +all have white handkerchiefs +over their faces. +Their shadows cannot play with them... +their shadows lie down at their feet... +for the little girls sit stiff as stones +with their backs to the mouth of the cave +where a little light falls off +the wings of the silence +when it comes down out of the sun. + + : : + +Moon catches the flying fish +as they dive in the bay. +Flying fish +spin over and over +slippity-silver +into the water. +Mom bends over jungles +and touches the foreheads of tigers +as they pass under openings made by dropped leaves. +Tigers stop on the trail of the deer +while the moon is on their foreheads-- +they let the stags go by. + +Moon is shining strangely +on the white palings of the fence. +Fence keeps very still... +most times it moves a little... +everything moves a little +though you mayn't know it... +but now the little fence +wouldn't change places with the great cross +that stands so stiff and high +with its back to the moon. +Moon shining strangely +on the white palings of the fence, +I am shining too +but my light is shut inside of me +and can't get out. + + : : + +Old house with black windows-- +blind house begging moonlight +to put out the shadows-- +why do you want so much light? +You creak when the wind steps on you-- +you cough up dust +and your beams ache-- +you know you will soon fall, +the moon just pities you! +Don't waste yourself moon-- +come on my bed and play with me. +Wrap me up in blue light, +you who are cool. +I am too hot, +I am all alive +and the shadows are outside of me. + + : : + +There are different kinds of shadows. +The blind ones +are the shadows of things. +These are the tame shadows-- +they love to play on the wall with you +and follow you about like cats and dogs. +Sometimes +they hiss at you softly +like snakes that do not bite, +or swish like women's dresses, +but if you poke a candle at them +they pull in their heads and disappear. + +But there is a shadow +that is not the shadow of a thing... +it is a thing itself. +When you meet this shadow +you must not look at it too long... +it grows with your looking at it... +till you are all alone +with nothing around you... +nothing... nothing... nothing... +but a shadow +with its eyes full of black light. + + : : + +There's a shadow in the corner of the shed, +crouching, lying in wait... +a black coiled shadow, +watching... ready to strike... +but I mustn't be afraid of it-- +I mustn't be afraid of anything. +Poor evil shadow, +the candle would chase it away +only she can't get at it. +Do you think that every one hates you, +shadow with your back to the wall, +afraid to lie down and sleep? +But I don't hate you. +Even the moon means to be kind. +She just treads on you +as I'd tread on a worm that I didn't see. +Don't be afraid of me, shadow. +See--I've no light in my hand-- +nothing to save myself with-- +yet I walk right up to you-- +if you'll let me +I'll put my arms around you +and stroke you softly. +Are you surprised I'd put my arms around you? +Is it your black black sorrow +that nobody loves you? + +V + +JUDE + +When you tell mama +you are going to do something great +she looks at you +as though you were a window +she were trying to see through, +and says she hopes you will be good +instead of great. + + : : + +When you are five years old +you spend the day in the Gardens. +The grass is greener than cabbages, +and orange lilies +stand up very straight +and will not curtsey to the sun +when the wind tells them. +Only pansies bow down very low. +Pansies make little purple cushions +for queen bees to stand on. +Bees +have brown silk hair on their bodies. +If you are careful +they will let you stroke them. + +The trees over the marble man +catch up all the sunbeams +so the shadows have it their way-- +the shadows swallow him up +like a blue shark. +When you scoop a sunbeam up on your palm +and offer it to the marble man, +he does not notice... +he looks into his stone beard. +... When you do something great +people give you a stone face, +so you do not care any more +when the sun throws gold on you +through leaf-holes the wind makes +in green bushes.... +This thought makes me very sad. + + : : + +Jude has eyes like tobacco +with yellow specks on it +and his hair is red as a red orange. +Jude and I +have made a garden in the field +that no one knows about. +We creep in and out +through a little place +where the barbed wire is down. +We lie in the long grass +and crush dandelions +between our two cheeks +till the milk comes out on our faces. +We hold each other tight +and the wind tip-toes all over us +and pelts us with thistle-down. + + : : + +Jude isn't afraid of shadows-- +not even of the ones that have eyes in them. +And he can look in the face of the sun +without blinking at all. +Hush! don't say sun so loud. +The sun gets angry when you stare at him. +If you peek in his glory-windows +he spreads into a great white flame +like God out of his Burning Bush... +till you put your hands up on your face +and tremble like a drop of rain upon a flower +that some one throws into the fire... +and then +the sun makes himself small, +the sun swings down out of the sky-- +littler'n a star, +little as a spark +little as a fierce red spider +on a burning thread... +and then +the light goes out... +shivers into blackened bits.... +You hold on to a wall that whirls around +and the gate is a black hole. +You grope your way in like a toad +that's blinded by a stone... +and mama puts on cold wet rags +that get hot soon.... +Hush! don't let's talk about the sun. + + : : + +When you pass by the ditch where Janie is +You run very fast +and look at the other side. +Jude says Janie did love me +only she couldn't forgive me, +and that you can love people very much +and never, never, never forgive them.... +so we poked a stick in the bottle-green water. +But only weeds came up +and an old top with the paint washed off. + + : : + +Jude and I +wave to the new moon +curled right up like one gold hair +on the bald-head sandhill. +Mama peeps out the window and smiles. +She thinks +I am playing with myself... +Run, Jude, run with the wind-- +but hold my hand tight +or the wind, +looking for some one to play with, +will take me away from you! +Wind with no one to play with +cooees the orange-trees-- +stay-at-home orange trees, +have to nurse oranges, +greeny-gold. +Wind shouts to the grass-- +run-away-grass +tugs at its roots, +but the earth holds tight +and the grass falls down +and wind boos over it. +Wind whistles the bees-- +bees too busy +with taking home stuff out of flowers +won't look back-- +bees always going somewhere. +Only Jude and I-- +heads over shoulders +watching all roads at one time-- +run with the wind, +going to nowhere. + + : : + +Jude and I +were weeding our garden +when we heard his whip-- +must have been a new whip +to cut off dandelion-heads at one swing.... +He was the kind of boy you knew when you had Celia.... +with nice clothes on and curls +crawling about his collar +like little golden slugs, +and his man was leading his horse. +I wish I hadn't run to meet him.... +If you hadn't run to meet him +he mightn't have trod on your garden and said: +Get out of my field you dirty little beggar... +he mightn't have struck you with his whip.... +How the daisies stared.... +I hate daisies-- +stupid white faces-- +skinny necks +craning over the grass! +I said It is not your field, +and he struck me again. +But he didn't make me run. +His hand +smelled of sweet soap... +he couldn't shake me off, +but his man did.... +Funny--how the sky fell down +and turned over and over +like a blue carpet rolling you up, +and the grass caught at your face-- +it couldn't have been spiteful-- +it must have been saving itself. +Hot road... silly wind playing with your hair.... +The road smelled of horses. +I only got up +when I heard a dray. + + : : + +Mama has sung ba ba black sheep, +and put a chair with a cloth on it +between me and the light. +But the clock keeps saying: +Dirty little beggar, +dirty little beggar.... +Some day +I will get that boy. +I will pull off his arms and legs +and put him in a box +and hide the box +under the bed.... +I wonder +will he buzz +when I take him out to look at his body +that will have no arms to whip me? + +Mama drew my cot to the window +so I can look at the stars. +I will not look at the stars. +There is a black chimney +throwing up sparks +and one tall flame +like gold hair in a blaze.... +I know now +what I shall do.... +I will set fire to him +and he will burn up into a tall flame-- +he will scream into the sky +and sparks will fly out of him-- +he will burn and burn... +and his blazing hair +shall light up the world. + + : : + +Before he hit me-- +I knew he was going to-- +I thought about Jude.... +I thought if he'd fight... +but he shriveled all up... +he lay down like a fear. + +Mama never knew about Jude. +You always wanted to tell her, +but somehow you never did. +You were afraid she'd smile +and say he wasn't real-- +that he was only a little dream-boy, +because the grass didn't fall down under his feet.... +He is fading now.... +He is just lines... like a drawing.... +You can see mama in between. +When she moves +she rubs some of him out. + + +MONOLOGUES + +JAGUAR + +Nasal intonations of light +and clicking tongues... +publicity of windows +stoning me with pent-up cries... +smells of abattoirs... +smells of long-dead meat. + +Some day-end-- +while the sand is yet cozy as a blanket +off the warm body of a squaw, +and the jaguars are out to kill... +with a blue-black night coming on +and a painted cloud +stalking the first star-- +I shall go alone into the Silence... +the coiled Silence... +where a cry can run only a little way +and waver and dwindle +and be lost. + +And there... +where tiny antlers clinch and strain +as life grapples in a million avid points, +and threshing things +strike and die, +letting their hate live on +in the spreading purple of a wound... +I too +will make covert of a crevice in the night, +and turn and watch... +nose at the cleft's edge. + +WILD DUCK + +I + +That was a great night we spied upon +See-sawing home, +Singing a hot sweet song to the super-stars +Shuffling off behind the smoke-haze... +Fog-horns sentimentalizing on the river... +Lights dwindling to shining slits +In the wet asphalt... +Purring lights... red and green and golden-whiskered... +Digging daintily pointed claws in the soft mud... +... But you did not know... +As the trains made golden augers +Boring in the darkness... +How my heart kept racing out along the rails, +As a spider runs along a thread +And hauls him in again +To some drawing point... +You did not know +How wild ducks' wings +Itch at dawn... +How at dawn the necks of wild ducks +Arch to the sun +And new-mown air +Trickles sweet in their gullets. + +II + +As water, cleared of the reflection of a bird +That has lately flown across it, +Yet trembles with the beating of its wings, +So my soul... emptied of the known you... utterly... +Is yet vibrant with the cadence of the song +You might have been.... +'Twas a great night... +With never a waste look over a shoulder +Curved to the crook of the wind... +And a great word we threw +For memory to play knuckles with... +A word the waters of the world have washed, +Leaving it stark and without smell... +A world that rattles well in emptiness: Good-by. + +THE DREAM + +I have a dream +to fill the golden sheath +of a remembered day.... +(Air +heavy and massed and blue +as the vapor of opium... +domes +fired in sulphurous mist... +sea +quiescent as a gray seal... +and the emerging sun +spurting up gold +over Sydney, smoke-pale, rising out of the bay....) +But the day is an up-turned cup +and its sun a junk of red iron +guttering in sluggish-green water-- +where shall I pour my dream? + +ALTITUDE + +I wonder +how it would be here with you, +where the wind +that has shaken off its dust in low valleys +touches one cleanly, +as with a new-washed hand, +and pain +is as the remote hunger of droning things, +and anger +but a little silence +sinking into the great silence. + +COMRADES + +Life +You have been good to me.... +You have not made yourself too dear +to juggle with. + +NOCTURNE + +Indigo bulb of darkness +Punctured by needle lights +Through a fissure of brick canyon shutting out stars, +And a sliver of moon +Spigoting two high windows over the West river.... + +Boy, I met to-night, +Your eyes are two red-glowing arcs shifting with my vision.... +They reflect as in a fading proof +The deadened eyes of a woman, +And your shed virginity, +Light as the withered pod of a sweet pea, +Moist and fragrant +Blows against my soul. +What are you to me, boy, +That I, who have passed so many lights, +Should carry your eyes +Like swinging lanterns? + +CACTUS SEED + +Radiant notes +piercing my narrow-chested room, +beating down through my ceiling-- +smeared with unshapen +belly-prints of dreams +drifted out of old smokes-- +trillions of icily +peltering notes +out of just one canary, +all grown to song +as a plant to its stalk, +from too long craning at a sky-light +and a square of second-hand blue. + +Silvery-strident throat-- +so assiduously serenading my brain, +flinching under +the glittering hail of your notes-- +were you not safe behind... rats know what thickness of... plastered wall... +I might fathom +your golden delirium +with throttle of finger and thumb +shutting valve of bright song. + +II + +But if... away off... on a fork of grassed earth +socketing an inlet reach of blue water... +if canaries (do they sing out of cages?) +flung such luminous notes, +they would sink in the spirit... +lie germinal... +housed in the soul as a seed in the earth... +to break forth at spring with the crocuses into young smiles + on the mouth. +Or glancing off buoyantly, +radiate notes in one key +with the sparkle of rain-drops +on the petal of a cactus flower +focusing the just-out sun. + +Cactus... why cactus? +God... God... +somewhere... away off... +cactus flowers, star-yellow +ray out of spiked green, +and empties of sky +roll you over and over +like a mother her baby in long grass. +And only the wind scandal-mongers with gum trees, +pricking multiple leaves +at his amazing story. + + +WINDOWS + +TIME-STONE + +Hallo, Metropolitan-- +Ubiquitous windows staring all ways, +Red eye notching the darkness. +No use to ogle that slip of a moon. +This midnight the moon, +Playing virgin after all her encounters, +Will break another date with you. +You fuss an awful lot, +You flight of ledger books, +Overrun with multiple ant-black figures +Dancing on spindle legs +An interminable can-can. +But I'd rather... like the cats in the alley... count time +By the silver whistle of a moonbeam +Falling between my stoop-shouldered walls, +Than all your tally of the sunsets, +Metropolitan, ticking among stars. + +TRAIN WINDOW + +Small towns +Crawling out of their green shirts... +Tubercular towns +Coughing a little in the dawn... +And the church... +There is always a church +With its natty spire +And the vestibule-- +That's where they whisper: +Tzz-tzz... tzz-tzz... tzz-tzz... +How many codes for a wireless whisper-- +And corn flatter than it should be +And those chits of leaves +Gadding with every wind? +Small towns +From Connecticut to Maine: +Tzz-tzz... tzz-tzz...tzz-tzz... + +SCANDAL + +Aren't there bigger things to talk about +Than a window in Greenwich Village +And hyacinths sprouting +Like little puce poems out of a sick soul? +Some cosmic hearsay-- +As to whom--it can't be Mars! put the moon--that way.... +Or what winds do to canyons +Under the tall stars... +Or even +How that old roué, Neptune, +Cranes over his bald-head moons +At the twinkling heel of a sky-scraper. + +ELECTRICITY + +Out of fiery contacts... +Rushing auras of steel +Touching and whirled apart... +Out of the charged phallases +Of iron leaping +Female and male, +Complete, indivisible, one, +Fused into light. + +SKYSCRAPERS + +Skyscrapers... remote, unpartisan... +Turning neither to the right nor left +Your imperturbable fronts.... +Austerely greeting the sun +With one chilly finger of stone.... +I know your secrets... better than all the policemen + like fat blue mullet along the avenues. + +WALL STREET AT NIGHT + +Long vast shapes... cooled and flushed through with darkness.... +Lidless windows +Glazed with a flashy luster +From some little pert cafe chirping up like a sparrow. +And down among iron guts +Piled silver +Throwing gray spatter of light... pale without heat... +Like the pallor of dead bodies. + +EAST RIVER + +Dour river +Jaded with monotony of lights +Diving off mast heads.... +Lights mad with creating in a river... turning its sullen back... +Heave up, river... +Vomit back into the darkness your spawn of light.... +The night will gut what you give her. + + +SECRETS + +INTERIM + +The earth is motionless +And poised in space... +A great bird resting in its flight +Between the alleys of the stars. +It is the wind's hour off.... +The wind has nestled down among the corn.... +The two speak privately together, +Awaiting the whirr of wings. + +AFTER STORM + +Was there a wind? +Tap... tap... +Night pads upon the snow +with moccasined feet... +and it is still... so still... +an eagle's feather +might fall like a stone. +Could there have been a storm... +mad-tossing golden mane on the neck of the wind... +tearing up the sky... +loose-flapping like a tent +about the ice-capped stars? + +Cool, sheer and motionless +the frosted pines +are jeweled with a million flaming points +that fling their beauty up in long white sheaves +till they catch hands with stars. +Could there have been a wind +that haled them by the hair.... +and blinding +blue-forked +flowers of the lightning +in their leaves? +Tap... tap... +slow-ticking centuries... +Soft as bare feet upon the snow... +faint... lulling as heard rain +upon heaped leaves.... +Silence +builds her wall +about a dream impaled. + +SECRETS + +Secrets +infesting my half-sleep... +did you enter my wound from another wound +brushing mine in a crowd... +or did I snare you on my sharper edges +as a bird flying through cobwebbed trees at sun-up +carries off spiders on its wings? + +Secrets, +running over my soul without sound, +only when dawn comes tip-toeing +ushered by a suave wind, +and dreams disintegrate +like breath shapes in frosty air, +I shall overhear you, bare-foot, +scatting off into the darkness.... +I shall know you, secrets +by the litter you have left +and by your bloody foot-prints. + +POTPOURRI + +Do you remember +Honey-melon moon +Dripping thick sweet light +Where Canal Street saunters off by herself among quiet trees? +And the faint decayed patchouli-- +Fragrance of New Orleans +Like a dead tube rose +Upheld in the warm air... +Miraculously whole. + +THAW + +Blow through me wind +As you blow through apple blossoms.... +Scatter me in shining petals over the passers-by.... +Joyously I reunite... sway and gather to myself.... +Sedately I walk by the dancing feet of children-- +Not knowing I too dance over the cobbled spring. +O, but they laugh back at me, +(Eyes like daisies smiling wide open), +And we both look askance at the snowed-in people +Thinking me one of them. + + +PORTRAITS + +I + +MOTHER + +I + +Your love was like moonlight +turning harsh things to beauty, +so that little wry souls +reflecting each other obliquely +as in cracked mirrors... +beheld in your luminous spirit +their own reflection, +transfigured as in a shining stream, +and loved you for what they are not. + +You are less an image in my mind +than a luster +I see you in gleams +pale as star-light on a gray wall... +evanescent as the reflection of a white swan +shimmering in broken water. + +II + +(To E. S.) + +You inevitable, +Unwieldy with enormous births, +Lying on your back, eyes open, sucking down stars, +Or you kissing and picking over fresh deaths... +Filth... worms... flowers... +Green and succulent pods... +Tremulous gestation +Of dark water germinal with lilies... +All in you from the beginning... +Nothing buried or thrown away... +Only the moon like a white sheet +Spread over the dead you carry. + +III + +(To H.) + +Speeding gull +Passing under a cloud +Caught on his white back +You... drop of crystal rain. +Now you gleam softly triumphant +Folding immensities of light. + +IV + +(To O. F. T.) + +You have always gotten up after blows +And smiled... and shaken off the dust... +Only you could not shake the darkness +From off the bruised brown of your eyes. + +V + +(To E. A. R.) + +Centuries shall not deflect +nor many suns +absorb your stream, +flowing immune and cold +between the banks of snow. +Nor any wind +carry the dust of cities +to your high waters +that arise out of the peaks +and return again into the mountain +and never descend. + +SONS OF BELIAL + +I + +We are old, +Old as song. +Before Rome was +Or Cyrene. +Mad nights knew us +And old men's wives. +We knew who spilled the sacred oil +For young-gold harlots of the town.... +We knew where the peacocks went +And the white doe for sacrifice. + +II + +We were the Sons of Belial. +One black night +Centuries ago +We beat at a door +In Gilead.... +We took the Levite's concubine +We plucked her hands from off the door.... +We choked the cry into her throat +And stuck the stars among her hair.... +We glimpsed the madly swaying stars +Between the rhythms of her hair +And all our mute and separate strings +Swelled in a raging symphony.... +Our blood sang paeans +All that night +Till dawn fell like a wounded swan +Upon the fields of Gilead. + +III + +We are old.... +Old as song.... +We are dumb song. +(Epics tingled +In our blood +When we haled Hypatia +Over the stones +In Alexandria.) + +Could we loose +The wild rhythms clinched in us.... +March in bands of troubadours.... +We would be of gentle mood. +When Christ healed us +Who were dumb-- +When he freed our shut-in song-- +We strewed green palms +At his pale feet... +We sang hosannas +In Jerusalem. +And all our fumbling voices blent +In a brief white harmony. +(But a mightier song +Was in us pent +When we nailed Christ +To a four-armed tree.) + +IV + +We are young. +When we rise up with singing roots, +(Warm rains washing +Gutters of Berlin +Where we stamped Rosa... Luxemburg +On a night in spring.) +Rhythms skurry in our blood. +Little nimble rats of song +In our feet run crazily +And all is dust... we trample... on. + +Mad nights when we make ritual +(Feet running before the sleuth-light... +And the smell of burnt flesh +By a flame-ringed hut +In Missouri, +Sweet as on Rome's pyre....) +We make ropes do rigadoons +With copper feet that jig on air.... +We are the Mob.... +Old as song. +Tyre knew us +And Israel. + + +REVEILLE + +IN HARNESS + +I + +The foreman's head +slowly circling... +White rims +under yellow disks of eyes.... +Gold hairs +starting out of a blond scowl... +Hovering... disappearing... recurring... +the foreman's head. + +Droning of power-machines... +droning of girl with adenoids... +Arms flapping with a fin-like motion +under sun burning down through a sky-light like a glass lid. +Light skating on the rims of wheels... +boring in gimlet points. +Needles flickering +fierce white threads of light +fine as a wasp's sting. +Light in sweat-drops brighter than eyes +and calico-pallid faces +and bodies throwing off smells-- +and the air a bloated presence pressing on the walls +and the silence a compressed scream. + +Allons enfants de la patrie-- +Electric... piercing... shrill as a fife +the voice of a little Russian +breaks out of the shivered circle. +Another voice rises... another and another +leaps like flame to flame. +And life--surging, clamorous, swarming like a rabble + crazily fluttering ragged petticoats-- +comes rushing back into torpid eyes +like suddenly yielded gates. + +The girl with adenoids +rocks on her hams. +A torrent of song +strains at her throat, +gurgles, rushes, gouges her blocked pipes. +Her feet beat a wild tattoo-- +head flung back and pelvis lifting +to the white body of the sun. +Mates now, these two-- +goddess and god.... +Marchons! + +Only the power machines drone +with metallic docility +under the flaxen head of the foreman +poised like an amazed gull. + +II + +To-day +little French merchant men +with pointed beards +and fat American merchant men +without any beards +drive to a feast of buttered squabs. +The band... accoutered and neatly caparisoned... + plays the Marseillaise.... +And I think of a wild stallion... newly caught... +flanks yet taut and nostrils spread +to the smell of a racing mare, +hitched to a grocer's cart. + +REVEILLE + +Come forth, you workers! +Let the fires go cold-- +Let the iron spill out, out of the troughs-- +Let the iron run wild +Like a red bramble on the floors-- +Leave the mill and the foundry and the mine +And the shrapnel lying on the wharves-- +Leave the desk and the shuttle and the loom-- +Come, +With your ashen lives, +Your lives like dust in your hands. + +I call upon you, workers. +It is not yet light +But I beat upon your doors. +You say you await the Dawn +But I say you are the Dawn. +Come, in your irresistible unspent force +And make new light upon the mountains. + +You have turned deaf ears to others-- +Me you shall hear. +Out of the mouths of turbines, +Out of the turgid throats of engines, +Over the whistling steam, +You shall hear me shrilly piping. +Your mills I shall enter like the wind, +And blow upon your hearts, +Kindling the slow fire. + +They think they have tamed you, workers-- +Beaten you to a tool +To scoop up hot honor +Till it be cool-- +But out of the passion of the red frontiers +A great flower trembles and burns and glows +And each of its petals is a people. + +Come forth, you workers-- +Clinging to your stable +And your wisp of warm straw-- +Let the fires grow cold, +Let the iron spill out of the troughs, +Let the iron run wild +Like a red bramble on the floors.... + +As our forefathers stood on the prairies +So let us stand in a ring, +Let us tear up their prisons like grass +And beat them to barricades-- +Let us meet the fire of their guns +With a greater fire, +Till the birds shall fly to the mountains +For one safe bough. + +TO ALEXANDER BERKMAN + +Can you see me, Sasha? +I can see you.... +A tentacle of the vast dawn is resting on your face +that floats as though detached +in a sultry and greenish vapor. +I cannot reach my hands to you... +would not if I could, +though I know how warmly yours would close about them. +Why? +I do not know... +I have a sense of shame. +Your eyes hurt me... mysterious openings in the gray stone of your face +through which your spirit streams out taut as a flag +bearing strange symbols to the new dawn. + +If I stay... projected, trembling against these bars filtering + emaciated light... +will your eyes... that bore their lonely way through mine... +stop as at a friendly gate... +grow warm... and luminous? +... but I cannot stay... for the smell... +I know... how the days pass... +The prison squats +with granite haunches +on the young spring, +battened under with its twisting green... +and you... socket for every bolt +piercing like a driven nail. +Eyes stare you through the bars... +eyes blank as a graveled yard... +and the silence shuffles heavy dice of feet in iron corridors... +until the day... that has soiled herself in this black hole +to caress the pale mask of your face... +withdraws the last wizened ray +to wash in the infinite +her discolored hands. +Can you hear me, Sasha, +in your surrounded darkness? + +EMMA GOLDMAN + +How should they appraise you, +who walk up close to you +as to a mountain, +each proclaiming his own eyeful +against the other's eyeful. + +Only time +standing well off +shall measure your circumference and height. + +AN OLD WORKMAN + +Warped... gland-dry... +With spine askew +And body shrunken into half its space... +Well-used as some cracked paving-stone... +Bearing on his grimed and pitted front +A stamp... as of innumerable feet. + +TO LARKIN + +Is it you I see go by the window, Jim Larkin--you not looking + at me nor any one, +And your shadow swaying from East to West? +Strange that you should be walking free--you shut down without light, +And your legs tied up with a knot of iron. + +One hundred million men and women go inevitably about their affairs, +In the somnolent way +Of men before a great drunkenness.... +They do not see you go by their windows, Jim Larkin, +With your eyes bloody as the sunset +And your shadow gaunt upon the sky... +You, and the like of you, that life +Is crushing for their frantic wines. + +WIND RISING IN THE ALLEYS + +Wind rising in the alleys +My spirit lifts in you like a banner streaming free of hot walls. +You are full of unspent dreams.... +You are laden with beginnings.... +There is hope in you... not sweet... acrid as blood in the mouth. +Come into my tossing dust +Scattering the peace of old deaths, +Wind rising in the alleys, +Carrying stuff of flame. + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg Etext of Sun-Up and Other Poems, by Lola Ridge + diff --git a/old/snppm10.zip b/old/snppm10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..40d8555 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/snppm10.zip |