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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Afterwards, by Ian Maclaren
-
-This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
-almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or
-re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included
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-Title: Afterwards
- And Other Stories
-
-Author: Ian Maclaren
-
-Release Date: September 15, 2013 [EBook #43192]
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-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AFTERWARDS ***
-
-
-
-
-Produced by David Widger
-
-
-
-
-
-
-AFTERWARDS
-
-AND OTHER STORIES
-
-By Ian Maclaren
-
-1898
-
-TO
-
-LADY GRAINGER-STEWART
-
-IN REMEMBRANCE OF THE DAYS OF LONG AGO AND THE FRIENDS WHO ARE FAR AWAY
-
-
-
-
-AFTERWARDS
-
-
-I
-
-He received the telegram in a garden where he was gazing on a vision
-of blue, set in the fronds of a palm, and listening to the song of the
-fishers, as it floated across the bay.
-
-"You look so utterly satisfied," said his hostess, in the high, clear
-voice of Englishwomen, "that, I know you are tasting the luxury of
-a contrast. The Riviera is charming in December; imagine London, and
-Cannes, is Paradise."
-
-As he smiled assent in the grateful laziness of a hard-worked man,
-his mind was stung with the remembrance of a young wife swathed in the
-dreary fog, who, above all things, loved the open air and the shining of
-the sun.
-
-Her plea was that Bertie would weary alone, and that she hated
-travelling, but it came to him quite suddenly that this was always the
-programme of their holidays--some Mediterranean villa, full of clever
-people, for him, and the awful dulness of that Bloomsbury street for
-her; or he went North to a shooting-lodge, where he told his best
-stories in the smoking-room, after a long day on the purple heather; and
-she did her best for Bertie at some watering-place, much frequented on
-account of its railway facilities and economical lodgings. Letters of
-invitation had generally a polite reference to his wife--"If Mrs.
-Trevor can accompany you I shall be still more delighted"--but it was
-understood that she would not accept "We have quite a grudge against
-Mrs. Trevor, because she will never come with her husband; there is some
-beautiful child who monopolises her," his hostess would explain on his
-arrival; and Trevor allowed it to be understood that his wife was quite
-devoted to Bertie, and would be miserable without him.
-
-When he left the room, it was explained: "Mrs. Trevor is a hopelessly
-quiet person, what is called a 'good wife,' you know."
-
-"The only time she dined with us, Tottie Fribbyl--he was a Theosophist
-then, it's two years ago--was too amusing for words, and told us what
-incarnation he was going through.
-
-"Mrs. Trevor, I believe, had never heard of Theosophy, and looked quite
-horrified at the idea of poor Tottie's incarnation.
-
-"'Isn't it profane to use such words?' she said to me. So I changed to
-skirt dancing, and would you believe me, she had never seen it?
-
-"What can you do with a woman like that? Nothing remains but religion
-and the nursery. Why do clever men marry those impossible women?"
-
-Trevor was gradually given to understand, as by an atmosphere, that he
-was a brilliant man wedded to a dull wife, and there were hours--his
-worst hours--when he agreed.
-
-_Cara mia, cara mia_, sang the sailors; and his wife's face in its
-perfect refinement and sweet beauty suddenly replaced the Mediterranean.
-
-Had he belittled his wife, with her wealth of sacrifice and delicate
-nature, beside women in spectacles who wrote on the bondage of marriage,
-and leaders of fashion who could talk of everything from horse-racing to
-palmistry?
-
-He had only glanced at her last letter; now he read it carefully:--
-
-"The flowers were lovely, and it was so mindful of you to send them,
-just like my husband. Bertie and I amused ourselves arranging and
-rearranging them in glasses, till we had made our tea-table lovely. But
-I was just one little bit disappointed not to get a letter--you see
-how exacting I am, sir. I waited for every post, and Bertie said, 'Has
-father's letter come yet?' When one is on holiday, writing letters is
-an awful bore; but please just a line to Bertie and me. We have a map of
-the Riviera, and found out all the places you have visited in the yacht;
-and we tried to imagine you sailing on that azure sea, and landing among
-those silver olives. I am so grateful to every one for being kind to
-you, and I hope you will enjoy yourself to the full. Bertie is a little
-stronger, I'm sure; his cheeks were quite rosy to-day for him. It was
-his birthday on Wednesday, and I gave him a little treat The sun was
-shining brightly in the forenoon, and we had a walk in the Gardens,
-and made believe that it was Italy! Then we went to Oxford Street, and
-Bertie chose a regiment of soldiers for his birthday present He wished
-some guns so much that I allowed him to have them as a present from you.
-They only cost one-and-sixpence, and I thought you would like him to
-have something. Jane and he had a splendid game of hide-and-seek in the
-evening, and my couch was the den, so you see we have our own gaiety in
-Bloomsbury.
-
-"Don't look sulky at this long scribble and say, 'What nonsense women
-write!' for it is almost the same as speaking to you, and I shall
-imagine the letter all the way till you open it in the sunshine.
-
-"So smile and kiss my name, for this comes with my heart's love from
-
-"Your devoted wife,
-
-"Maud Trevor.
-
-"P.S.--Don't be alarmed because I have to rest; the doctor does not
-think that there is any danger, and I'll take great care."
-
-"A telegram." It was the shattering of a dream. "How wicked of some
-horrid person. Business ought not to be allowed to enter Paradise. Let's
-hope it's pleasure; perhaps some one has won a lot of money at Monte
-Carlo, and wishes us to celebrate the affair.
-
-"Whom is it for? Oh! Mr. Edward Trevor; then it's a brief by telegraph,
-I suppose. Some millionaire's will case, and the Attorney-General can't
-manage it alone. What a man he is, to have briefs in holiday time.
-
-"There it is, but remember, before you open it, that you are bound
-to remain here over Christmas at any rate, and help us with our
-theatricals. My husband declares that a successful barrister must be a
-born actor."...
-
-An hour later Trevor was in the Paris express, and for thirty hours he
-prayed one petition, that she might live till he arrived. He used to
-have a berth in the Wagon Lit as a matter of course, and had begun
-to complain about the champagne in the dining-car, but the thought
-of comfort made him wince on this journey, and he twice changed his
-carriage, once when an English party would not cease from badinage
-that mocked his ears, and again because a woman had brown eyes with her
-expression of dog-like faithfulness. The darkness of the night after
-that sunlit garden, and the monotonous roar of the train, and the
-face of smiling France covered with snow, and the yeasty waters of the
-Channel, and the moaning of the wind, filled his heart with dread.
-
-Will that procession of luggage at Dover never come to an end? A French
-seaman--a fellow with earrings and a merry face--appears and reappears
-with maddening regularity, each time with a larger trunk. One had X. Y.
-on it in big white letters. Why not Z. also? Who could have such a name?
-That is a lady's box, black and brown, plastered with hotel labels. Some
-bride, perhaps... they are carrying the luggage over his heart. Have
-they no mercy?
-
-The last piece is in, and the sailors make a merry group at the top
-of the gangway. They look like Bretons, and that fellow is laughing
-again--some story about a little child; he can just hear _Ma petite._...
-
-"Guard, is this train never to start? We're half-an-hour late already."
-
-"Italian mail very heavy, sir; still bringing up bags; so many people at
-Riviera in winter, writing home to their friends."...
-
-How cruel every one is! He had not written for ten days. Something
-always happened, an engagement of pleasure. There was a half-finished
-letter; he had left it to join a Monte Carlo party.
-
-"Writing letters--home, of course, to that idolised wife. It's
-beautiful, and you are an example to us all; but Mrs. Trevor will excuse
-descriptions of scenery; she knows you are enjoying yourself."
-
-Had she been expecting that letter from post to post, calculating the
-hour of each delivery, identifying the postman's feet in that quiet
-street, holding her breath when he rang, stretching her hand for a
-letter, to let it drop unopened, and bury her face in the pillow? Had
-she died waiting for a letter that never came? Those letters that he
-wrote from the Northern Circuit in that first sweet year, a letter
-a day, and one day two--it had given him a day's advantage over her.
-Careful letters, too, though written between cases, with bits of
-description and amusing scenes.
-
-Some little sameness towards the end, but she never complained of that,
-and even said those words were the best And that trick he played--the
-thought of the postman must have brought it up--how pleasant it was,
-and what a success! He would be his own letter one day, and take her
-by surprise. "A letter, ma'am," the girl said--quite a homely girl, who
-shared their little joys and anxieties--and then he showed his face with
-apologies for intrusion. The flush of love in her face, will it be
-like that to-night, or... What can be keeping the train now? Is this a
-conspiracy to torment a miserable man?
-
-He thrusts his head out of the window in despair, and sees the guard
-trying to find a compartment for a family that had mistaken their train.
-
-The husband is explaining, with English garrulity, all the station
-hearing, what an inconvenience it would have been had they gone in the
-Holbom Viaduct carriages.
-
-"Half an hour's longer drive, you know, and it's very important we
-should get home in time; we are expected...."
-
-For what? Dinner, most likely. What did it matter when they got home,
-to-day or next year? Yet he used to be angry if he were made late for
-dinner. They come into his compartment, and explain the situation at
-great length, while he pretends to listen.
-
-A husband and wife returning from a month in Italy, full of their
-experiences: the Corniche Road, the palaces of Genoa, the pictures
-in the Pitti, St Peter's at Rome. Her first visit to the Continent,
-evidently; it reminded them of a certain tour round the Lakes in '80,
-and she withdrew her hand from her husband's as the train came out
-from the tunnel. They were not smart people--very pronounced
-middle-class--but they were lovers, after fifteen years.
-
-They forgot him, who was staring on the bleak landscape with white,
-pinched face.
-
-"How kind to take me this trip. I know how much you denied yourself,
-but it has made me young again," and she said "Edward." Were all these
-coincidences arranged? had his purgatorio begun already?
-
-"Have you seen the _Globe_, sir? Bosworth, M.P. for Pedlington, has been
-made a judge, and there's to be a keen contest.
-
-"Trevor, I see, is named as the Tory candidate--a clever fellow, I've
-heard. Do you know about him? he's got on quicker than any man of his
-years.
-
-"Some say that it's his manner; he's such a good sort, the juries cannot
-resist him, a man told me--a kind heart goes for something even in a
-lawyer. Would you like to look....
-
-"Very sorry; would you take a drop of brandy? No? The passage was a
-little rough, and you don't look quite up to the mark."
-
-Then they left him in peace, and he drank his cup to the dregs.
-
-It was for Pedlington he had been working and saving, for a seat meant
-society and the bench, perhaps.... What did it matter now?
-
-She was to come and sit within the cage when he made his first speech,
-and hear all the remarks.
-
-"Of course it will be a success, for you do everything well, and your
-wifie will be the proudest woman in London.
-
-"Sir Edward Trevor, M.P. I know it's foolish, but it's the foolishness
-of love, dear, so don't look cross; you are everything to me, and no one
-loves you as I do."
-
-What are they slowing for now? There's no station. Did ever train drag
-like this one?
-
-Off again, thank God... if she only were conscious, and he could ask her
-to forgive his selfishness.
-
-At last, and the train glides into Victoria. No, he had nothing
-to declare; would they let him go, or they might keep his luggage
-altogether.
-
-Some vision was ever coming up, and now he saw her kneeling on the floor
-and packing that portmanteau, the droop of her figure, her thin white
-hands.
-
-He was so busy that she did these offices for him--tried to buckle the
-straps even; but he insisted on doing that It gave him half an hour
-longer at the Club. What a brute he had been....
-
-"Do anything you like with my things. 'I'll come to-morrow... as fast as
-you can drive."
-
-Huddled in a corner of the hansom so that you might have thought he
-slept, this man was calculating every foot of the way, gloating over
-a long stretch of open, glistening asphalt, hating unto murder the
-immovable drivers whose huge vans blocked his passage. If they had
-known, there was no living man but would have made room for him... but
-he had not known himself.... Only one word to tell her he knew now.
-
-As the hansom turned into the street he bent forward, straining his
-eyes to catch the first glimpse of home. Had it been day-time the blinds
-would have told their tale; now it was the light he watched.
-
-Dark on the upper floors; no sick light burning... have mercy...
-then the blood came back to his heart with a rush. How could he have
-forgotten?
-
-Their room was at the back for quietness, and it might still be well.
-Some one had been watching, for the door was instantly opened, but he
-could not see the servant's face.
-
-A doctor came forward and beckoned him to go into the study....
-
-It seemed as if his whole nature had been smitten with insensibility,
-for he knew everything without words, and yet he heard the driver
-demanding his fare, and noticed that the doctor had been reading the
-evening paper while he waited; he saw the paragraph about that seat What
-work those doctors have to do....
-
-"It was an hour ago... we were amazed that she lived so long; with any
-other woman it would have been this morning; but she was determined to
-live till you came home.
-
-"It was not exactly will-power, for she was the gentlest patient I ever
-had; it was"--the doctor hesitated--a peremptory Scotchman hiding a
-heart of fire beneath a coating of ice--"it was simply love."
-
-When the doctor had folded up the evening paper, and laid it on a side
-table, which took some time, he sat down opposite that fixed, haggard
-face, which had not yet been softened by a tear.
-
-"Yes, I'll tell you everything if you desire me; perhaps it will relieve
-your mind; and Mrs. Trevor said you would wish to know, and
-I must be here to receive you. Her patience and thoughtfulness were
-marvellous.
-
-"I attend many very clever and charming women, but I tell you, Mr.
-Trevor, not one has so impressed me as your wife. Her self-forgetfulness
-passed words; she thought of every one except herself; why, one of the
-last things she did was to give directions about your room; she was
-afraid you might feel the change from the Riviera. But that is by the
-way, and these things are not my business.
-
-"From the beginning I was alarmed, and urged that you should be sent
-for; but she pledged me not to write; you needed your holiday, she said,
-and it must not be darkened with anxiety.
-
-"She spoke every day about your devotion and unselfishness; how you
-wished her to go with you, but she had to stay with the boy....
-
-"The turn for the worse? it was yesterday morning, and I had Sir
-Reginald at once. We agreed that recovery was hopeless, and I
-telegraphed to you without delay.
-
-"We also consulted whether she ought to be told, and Sir Reginald said,
-'Certainly; that woman has no fear, for she never thinks of herself, and
-she will want to leave messages.'
-
-"'If we can only keep her alive till to-morrow afternoon,' he said,
-and you will like to remember that everything known to the best man in
-London was done. Sir Reginald came back himself unasked to-day, because
-he remembered a restorative that might sustain the failing strength. She
-thanked him so sweetly that he was quite shaken; the fact is, that both
-of us would soon have played the fool. But I ought not to trouble you
-with these trifles at this time, only as you wanted to know all....
-
-"Yes, she understood what we thought before I spoke, and only asked when
-you would arrive. 'I want to say "Good-bye," and then I will be ready,'
-but perhaps....
-
-"'Tell you everything?' That is what I am trying to do, and I was here
-nearly all day, for I had hoped we might manage to fulfil her wish.
-
-"No, she did not speak much, for we enjoined silence and rest as the
-only chance; but she had your photograph on her pillow, and some flowers
-you had sent.
-
-"They were withered, and the nurse removed them when she was sleeping;
-but she missed them, and we had to put them in her hands. 'My husband
-was so thoughtful.'
-
-"This is too much for you, I see; it is simply torture. Wait till
-to-morrow....
-
-"Well, if you insist Expecting a letter... yes... let me recollect...
-No, I am not hiding anything, but you must not let this get upon your
-mind.
-
-"We would have deceived her, but she knew the hour of the Continental
-mails, and could detect the postman's ring. Once a letter came, and
-she insisted upon seeing it in case of any mistake. But it was only an
-invitation for you, I think, to some country house.
-
-"It can't be helped now, and you ought not to vex yourself; but I
-believe a letter would have done more for her than... What am I saying
-now?
-
-"As she grew weaker she counted the hours, and I left her at four full
-of hope. 'Two hours more and he'll be here,' and by that time she had
-your telegram in her hand.
-
-"When I came back the change had come, and she said, 'It's not God's
-will; bring Bertie.'
-
-"So she kissed him, and said something to him, but we did not listen.
-After the nurse had carried him out--for he was weeping bitterly, poor
-little chap--she whispered to me to get a sheet of paper and sit down by
-her bedside.... I think it would be better... very well, I will tell you
-all.
-
-"I wrote what she dictated with her last breath, and I promised you
-would receive it from her own hand, and so you will. She turned her face
-to the door and lay quite still till about six, when I heard her say
-your name very softly, and a minute afterwards she was gone, without
-pain or struggle."...
-
-She lay as she had died, waiting for his coming, and the smile with
-which she had said his name was still on her face. It was the first time
-she did not colour with joy at his coming, that her hand was cold to his
-touch. He kissed her, but his heart was numbed, and he could not weep.
-
-Then he took her letter and read it beside that silence.
-
-"Dearest,--
-
-"They tell me now that I shall not live to see you come in and to cast
-my arms once more round your neck before we part Be kind to Bertie, and
-remember that he is delicate and shy. He will miss me, and you will
-be patient with him for my sake. Give him my watch, and do not let him
-forget me. My locket with your likeness I would like left on my heart.
-You will never know how much I have loved you, for I could never
-speak. You have been very good to me, and I want you to know that I am
-grateful; but it is better perhaps that I should die, for I might hinder
-you in your future life. Forgive me because I came short of what your
-wife should have been. None can ever love you better. You will take
-these poor words from a dead hand, but I shall see you, and I shall
-never cease to love you, to follow your life, to pray for you--my first,
-my only love."
-
-The fountains within him were broken, and he flung himself down by the
-bedside in an agony of repentance.
-
-"Oh, if I had known before; but now it is too late, too late!"
-
-For we sin against our dearest not because we do not love, but because
-we do not imagine.
-
-II
-
-Maud Trevor was a genuine woman, and kept her accounts with the aid of
-six purses. One was an ancient housewife of her grandmother's, which
-used to be equipped with silk and thread and needles and buttons, and
-from a secret place yielded to the third generation a bank note
-of value. This capacious receptacle was evidently intended for the
-household exchequer, whose transactions were innumerable, and whose
-monthly budget depended for success on an unfailing supply of copper.
-Another had come from her mother, and was of obsolete design--a bag
-closed at both extremities, with a long narrow slit in the middle, and
-two rings which compressed the gold into one end and the silver into the
-other. This was marked out by Providence for charity, since it made
-no provision for pennies, and laid a handicap of inconvenience on
-threepenny bits. It retained a subtle trace of an old-fashioned scent
-her mother loved, and recalled her mother going out on some errand of
-mercy--a St Clare in her sacrifices and devotion. Purse three descended
-from her father, and was an incarnation of business--made of chamois
-leather with a steel clasp that closed with a click, having three
-compartments within, one of which had its own clasp and was reserved for
-gold. In this bank Maud kept the funds of a clothing society, whose
-more masterly bargains ran sometimes into farthings, and she was always
-haunted with anxiety lest a new farthing and a half-sovereign should
-some day change places. A pretty little purse with ivory sides and
-silver hinges--a birthday gift of her girlhood--was large enough to hold
-her dress allowance, which Trevor had fixed at a most generous rate when
-he had barely four hundred a year, and had since forgotten to increase.
-One in sealskin had been a gift of engagement days, and held the savings
-of the year against birthday and Christmas presents--whose contents were
-the subject of many calculations. A cast-off purse of Trevor's had been
-devoted to Bertie, and from its resources came one way or other all he
-needed; but it happened that number six was constantly reinforced from
-the purse with the ivory sides.
-
-Saturday afternoon was sacred to book-keeping, and Maud used her bed
-as a table for this critical operation, partly because it was so much
-larger than an escritoire, but chiefly because you could empty the
-purses into little pools with steep protecting banks. Of course if one
-sat down hurriedly there was great danger of amalgamation, with quite
-hopeless consequences; and Trevor held over Maud's head the chance of
-his making this mistake. It was his way, before he grew too busy, to
-watch till the anxious face would suddenly brighten and a rapid change
-be made in the pools--the household contributing something to presents
-and the dress purse to Bertie, while private and public charity would
-accommodate each other with change. Caresses were strictly forbidden
-in those times of abstruse calculation, and the Evil One who stands at
-every man's elbow once tempted Trevor to roll the counterpane into a
-bundle--purses, money, and all--but Maud, when he confessed, said that
-no human being would be allowed to fall into such wickedness.
-
-Trevor was obliged to open her wardrobe, fourteen days after the
-funeral, and the first thing he lighted upon was the purses. They lay
-in a row on an old account-book--a motley set indeed--but so absurd and
-tricky a spirit is pathos, they affected him more swiftly than the
-sight of a portrait Was ever any one so faithful and conscientious, so
-self-forgetful and kind, so capable also and clever in her own sphere?
-Latterly he had sneered at the purses, and once, being vexed at
-something in a letter, he had told Maud she ought to have done with that
-folly and keep her accounts like an educated woman. "A girl of twelve
-would be ashamed."... What a merciless power memory wields. She only
-drooped her head,... it was on the sealskin purse the tear fell, and at
-once he saw the bend of the Wye at Tintern where he had surprised her
-with the gift of that purse. He was moved to kiss away that tear, but
-his heart hardened. Why could she not be like the women he knew?...
-Well, he would not be troubled any longer with her simple ways... he
-could do as he pleased now with the purses.... A bitter madness of grief
-took possession of him, and he arranged them on the bed.
-
-One was empty, the present purse, and he understood... the dress purse,
-of course, a little silver only... the rest had gone that he might have
-something beautiful.... He knew that it must be done sooner or later,
-and to-day was best, for his heart could be no sorer.... Yes, here they
-were, the ungiven gifts. For every person, from himself to the nurse;
-all wrapped in soft white paper and ready in good time.... She used to
-arrange everything on Christmas Eve... this year he had intended to stay
-at Cannes,... there would just have been Bertie and his mother, now...
-But he must open it--an inkstand for his study in solid brass, with pens
-and other things complete--he noted every detail as if to estimate its
-value. It came back to him how she had cunningly questioned him about
-his needs before he left for Cannes, till he grew impatient. "Don't
-bother me about ink-bottles," Yes, the very words, and others... the
-secret writing of memory came out in this fire of sorrow. "Why won't
-women understand that a man can't answer questions about trifles when
-he has work on hand?" He could swear to the words, and he knew how Maud
-looked, although he did not see.
-
-"Don't go away; you promised that you would sit beside me when I
-worked--hinder me? I suppose you are bidding for a kiss; you know the
-sight of your face inspires me."... That was ten years ago... he might
-have borne with her presence a little longer.... She never would come
-again... he would have no interruptions of that kind....
-
-Her gloves, sixes--what a perfect hand it was (smoothes out the glove).
-His memory brings up a dinner table. Mrs. Chatterby gives her opinion on
-Meredith's last novel, and helps herself to salt--he sees a disgusting
-hand, with stumpy fingers, and, for impudence, a street arab of a thumb.
-A vulgar little woman through and through, and yet because she picked up
-scraps from the monthlies, and had the trick of catch-words, people paid
-her court And he had sometimes thought, but he knew better to-day... of
-all things in the world a glove is the surest symbol. Mended, too, very
-neatly... that he might have his hansoms.
-
-It was the last thing he ever could have imagined, and yet it must be
-a diary--Maud's diary! Turns over the leaves, and catches that woman's
-name against whom he has suddenly taken a violent dislike.
-
-"January 25. Was at Mrs. Chatterby's--how strange one does not say
-anything of her husband--yet he is the nicer of the two--and I think
-it will be better not to go again to dinner. One can always make some
-excuse that will not be quite untrue.
-
-"'The dinner is in honour of Mr. Fynical, who is leaving his College and
-coming to live in London, to do literary work.' as Mrs. Chatterby has
-been explaining for weeks, 'and to give tone to the weeklies.'
-
-"'The younger men are quite devoted to him, and we ought all to be so
-thankful that he is to be within reach. His touch reminds one of,'--I
-don't know the French writer, but she does not always give the same
-name. 'We hope to see a great deal of him. So delightfully cynical, you
-know, and hates the bourgeoisie.'
-
-"I was terrified lest I should sit next Mr. Fynical, but Mrs. Chatterby
-was merciful, and gave me Janie Godfrey's father. Edward says that he
-is a very able man, and will be Lord Chancellor some day, but he is so
-quiet and modest, that one feels quite at home with him. Last summer he
-was yachting on the west coast of Scotland, and he described the sunset
-over the Skye hills; and I tried to give him a Devonshire sunrise. We
-both forgot where we were, and then Mrs. Chatterby asked me quite loud,
-so that every one looked, what I thought of 'Smudges.'
-
-"The dinner-table seemed to wait for my answer, and I wish that the
-book had never come from the library, but I said that I had sent it back
-because it seemed so bitter and cruel, and one ought to read books which
-showed the noble side of life.
-
-"'You are one of the old-fashioned women,' she replied. 'You believe in
-a novel for the young person,' with a smile that hurt me, and I told
-her that I had been brought up on Sir Walter Scott I was trying to say
-something about his purity and chivalry, when I caught Mr. Fynical's
-eye, and blushed red. If I had only been silent,--for I'm afraid every
-one was laughing, and Edward did not say one word to me all the way
-home.
-
-"February 20. Another ordeal, but not so unfortunate as the last. The
-Browne-Smythes are very kind friends, but I do think they are too much
-concerned about having clever people at their house. One evening Mrs.
-Browne-Smythe said she was happy because nothing had been talked about
-except translations of Homer. A certain guest was so miserable on that
-occasion that I begged Edward to leave me at home this time, but he said
-it would not be Greek again. It was science, however, and when we came
-in Mrs. Browne-Smythe was telling a very learned-looking person that she
-simply lived for fossils. A young lady beside me was talking about
-gases to a nervous man, who grew quite red, and tried to escape behind
-a table. I think she was wrong in her words, and he was too polite to
-correct her. To my horror, he was obliged to take me in to dinner, and
-there never could have been two people more deserving of pity, for I was
-terrified of his knowledge, and he was afraid of my ignorance. We sat
-in perfect silence till a fatherly old man, quite like a farmer, on my
-left, began to talk to me so pleasantly that I described our country
-people, and was really sorry when the ladies had to leave. Edward says
-that he is one of the greatest discoverers in the world, and has all
-kinds of honours. We became so friendly that he has promised to take tea
-with me, and I think he does not despise my simplicity. How I long to be
-cleverer for Edward's sake, for I'm sure he must be ashamed of me among
-those brilliant women. I cannot blame him: I am proud of my husband.
-
-"May 15. I am quite discouraged, and have resolved never to go to any
-charitable committee again. Miss Tabitha Primmer used shameful language
-at the Magdalene meeting to-day, and Mrs. Wood-Ruler showed me that
-I had broken Law 43 by giving a poor girl personal aid. It seems
-presumptuous on my part to criticise such able and diligent workers, but
-my mother never spoke about certain subjects, and it is agony for me to
-discuss them. When the vicar insisted on Sunday that thoughtful women
-were required for Christian service to-day, and that we must read up all
-kinds of books and know all kinds of painful things, my heart sank. It
-does not seem as if there was any place left for simple folk like me.
-Perhaps it would be better to give up going out altogether, and live for
-Edward and Bertie. I can always do something for them, and their love
-will be enough reward.
-
-"Nov. 30 I have not slept all night, for I made a dreadful mistake about
-a new book that every one is reading, and Edward was so angry. He did
-not mean all he said, but he never called me a fool before. Perhaps he
-is right, and it is hard on him, who is so bright Sometimes I wish-" And
-then there was no writing, only a tear mark....
-
-Afterwards he opened the letters that had come since her death, and this
-is what he read:
-
-"My dear Trevor,--
-
-"The intelligence of Mrs. Trevor's death has given me a great shock of
-regret, and you will allow me to express my sympathy. Many men not given
-to enthusiasm had told me of her face and goodness, and before I had
-seen your wife I knew she was a very perfect type of womanliness The few
-times I met her, Mrs. Trevor cast a certain spell over me--the nameless
-grace of the former days--and I felt myself unworthy in her presence.
-Once when a silly woman referred to one of the most miserable examples
-of decadent fiction, your wife spoke so nobly of true literature that I
-was moved to thank her, but I gathered from her face that this would not
-be acceptable. It seemed to me that the mask had fallen from a beautiful
-soul, and one man at least, in whom there is too little reverence, took
-the shoes from off his feet. Pardon me if I have exceeded, and
-
-"Believe me,
-
-"Yours faithfully,
-
-"Bernard Fynical."
-
-The next was from the F.R.S.
-
-"My dear Sir,--
-
-"It is quite wrong for me, a stranger, to intrude on your grief, but I
-am compelled to tell you that an old fellow who only spoke to your wife
-once, had to wipe his spectacles over the _Times_ this morning. It came
-about this way. The lady I had taken in to dinner at the Browne-Smythes
-gabbled about science till I lost my temper, and told her it would be a
-good thing if women would keep to their own sphere. Your wife was on
-the other side, and I turned to her in despair. She delighted me by
-confessing utter ignorance of my subject, and then she won my heart
-by some of the loveliest stories of peasant life in Devonshire I ever
-heard, so full of insight and delicacy. If the parsons preached like
-that I would be in church next Sunday. She put me in mind of a sister I
-lost long ago--who had the same low, soft voice and honest, trusty eyes.
-When she found I was a lonely man, your wife had pity on me, and asked
-me to call on her. But I had to go to America, and only returned two
-days ago. I intended to wish her a Happy New Year, but it's too late.
-I cannot get you out of my mind, and I thought it might comfort you to
-know how a fossil like myself was melted by that kind heart "Believe me,
-my dear sir,
-
-"Your obedient servant,
-
-"Archibald Gilmore."
-
-The third was also from a man, but this time a lad in rooms whom Trevor
-had seen at the house.
-
-"Dear Mr. Trevor,--
-
-"You perhaps know that Mrs. Trevor allowed me to spend an hour with her
-of an evening, when I felt downhearted or had any trouble, but no one
-will ever know how much she did for me. When I came up to London
-my faith began to go, and I saw that in a short time I would be an
-Agnostic. This did not trouble me so much on my own account as my
-mother's, who is dead, and made me promise something on her death-bed.
-So I bought books and heard sermons on unbelief till I was quite sick of
-the whole business. Mrs. Trevor took me to hear your own clergyman,
-who did not help me one bit, for he was too clever and logical; but you
-remember I came home with you, and after you had gone to your study I
-told Mrs. Trevor my difficulties, and she did me more good than all the
-books. She never argued nor preached, but when I was with her one felt
-that religion was a reality, and that she knew more about it than any
-one I had met since I lost my mother. It is a shame to trouble you with
-my story when you are in such sorrow, and no one need tell you how noble
-a woman Mrs. Trevor was; but I could not help letting you know that her
-goodness has saved one young fellow at least from infidelity and worse.
-
-"You will not mind my having sent a cross to put on the coffin; it was
-all I could do.
-
-"Yours gratefully,
-
-"George Benson."
-
-There was neither beginning nor end to the fourth letter, but it was
-written in a lady's hand.
-
-"I am a clergyman's daughter, who left her father's house, and went
-astray. I have been in the Inferno, and have seen what I read in _Dante_
-while I was innocent One day the old rectory rose up before my eyes--the
-roses hanging over my bedroom window; the birds flying in and out
-the ivy; my father on the lawn, aged and broken through my sin--and I
-resolved that my womanhood should no longer be dragged in the mire. My
-home was closed years ago, I had no friends, so I went in my desperation
-to a certain Institute, and told my case to a matron. She was not
-unkindly, but the committee were awful, without either sympathy or
-manners; and when an unmarried woman wished to pry into the details of
-my degradation--but I can't tell a man the shame they would have put
-upon me--my heart turned to flint, and I left the place. I would have
-gone back to my life and perished had it not been for one woman who
-followed me out, and asked me to go home with her for afternoon tea. Had
-she said one word about my past, I had flung myself away; but because
-she spoke to me as if I were still in the rectory, I could not refuse.
-Mrs. Trevor never once mentioned my sin, and she saved my soul. I am now
-a nurse in one of the hospitals, and full of peace. As long as I live
-I shall lay white flowers on her grave, who surely was the wisest and
-tenderest of women." Trevor's fortitude was failing fast before this
-weight of unconscious condemnation, and he was only able to read one
-more--an amazing production, that had cost the writer great pains.
-
-"Honoured Sir,--
-
-"Bill says as it's tyking too much on the likes o' me to be addressing
-you on your missus' death, but it's not her husband that will despise
-a pore working woman oo's lost her best friend. When Bill 'ad the
-rumatiks, and couldn't do no work, and Byby was a-growing that thin you
-could see thro' 'im, Mrs. Byles says to me, 'Mrs. 'Awkes, you goes to
-the Society for the Horganisation of Female Toilers.' Says I, 'Wot is
-that?' and she declares, 'It's a set of ladies oo wants to'elp women
-to work, and they 'ill see you gets it' So I goes, and I saw a set
-of ladies sitting at a table, and they looks at me; and one with
-spectacles, and a vice like an 'and-saw, arsks me, 'Wot's yer name?'
-and ''Ow old are you?' and ''Ow many children have you?' and 'Are your
-'abits temperate?' And then she says, 'If you pay a shilling we 'ill
-put your nyme down for work has an unskilled worker.' 'I 'avn't got a
-shilling, and Byby's dyin' for want of food.' 'This ain't a Poor 'ouse,'
-says she; 'this is a Booro.' When I wos a-going down the stairs, a lady
-comes after me. 'Don't cry, Mrs. 'Awkes,' for she had picked up my name.
-'I've some charring for you, and we'ill go to get something for Byby.'
-If ever there wos a hangel in a sealskin jacket and a plain little
-bonnet, but the true lady hall hover, 'er name was Mrs. Trevor. Bill, he
-looked up from that day, and wos on his keb in a week, and little Jim is
-the biggest byby in the court. Mrs. Trevor never rested till I got three
-hoffices to clean, to say nothing of 'elping at cleanings and parties in
-'ouses. She wos that kind, too, and free, when she'd come hin with noos
-of some hoffice. 'We're horganisin' you, Missus 'Awkes, just splendid,'
-with the prettiest bit smile. Bill, he used to say, ''Er 'usband's a
-proud man, for I never saw the like o' her for a downright lady in 'er
-wys'--and 'e knows, does Bill, being a kebman. When I told 'im he wos
-that bad that'e never put a match to 'is pipe the'ole night 'Mariar,'
-'e says to me, 'you an' me 'as seen some think of her, but you bet nobody
-knew what a saint she wos 'xcept 'er 'usband.'"...
-
-Trevor could read no more, for it had dawned at last upon him that
-Christ had lived with him for more than ten years, and his eyes had been
-holden.
-
-
-
-
-THE MINISTER OF ST. BEDE'S
-
-
-I
-
-It was in the sixties that a southern distiller, who had grown rich
-through owning many public-houses and much selling of bad gin, bought
-Glenalder from its poverty-stricken laird, and cleared out the last of
-the Macdonalds from Lochaber. They arose and departed on a fine spring
-day, when the buds were bursting on the trees, and the thorn was white
-as snow, and the birds were bringing forth their young, and the heather
-was beginning to bloom. Early in the morning, while the grass was yet
-wet with dew and the sun had not come over the hill, Ian Dhu, at the
-head of the Glen, with his brothers and their families, their sons and
-their sons' wives, began the procession, which flowed as a stream of
-sorrow by the side of the Alder, all the day, gathering its rivulets
-from every forsaken home. When it reached the poor little clachan, where
-were the kirk and the graveyard, the emigrants halted, and leaving
-their goods upon the road went in to worship God for the last time in
-Glenalder kirk. A very humble sanctuary, with earthen floor and bare
-benches, and mightily despised by the kind of southron who visited
-the new laird's mansion, but beautiful and holy to those who had been
-baptised there, and married there, and sat with their heart's love
-there, and who, in that place, but after many years and in old age, had
-received the sacrament. When they were all in their places, the minister
-of the Glen, who would fain have gone with them, but was now too old,
-ascended the pulpit and spake to them from the words, "He went out, not
-knowing whither he went," charging them never to forget their native
-country nor their fathers' faith, beseeching them to trust in God and do
-righteousness, calling them all kinds of tender names in the warm Gaelic
-speech, till they fell a-weeping, men and women together, and the place
-was full of lamentation. After which Alister Macdonald, who had been
-through the Crimean War and the Mutiny, and now was a catechist great
-in opening mysteries, committed them to the care of their fathers' God.
-They would hardly leave the kirk, and the sun was westering fast when
-they came to the elbow of the hill where the traveller gets his last
-look of the Glen. There they sang "If I forget thee, O Jerusalem, let
-my right hand forget her cunning," but it was Glenalder they meant, a
-parcel of whose earth each family carried with them into exile; and as
-the pipes played "Lochaber no more" they went away for ever from the
-land they loved and which had cast them forth. For an hour the minister
-and Alister, with a handful of old people, watched their kinsfolk till
-they could see them no more, and then they went back, no one speaking
-with his neighbour, to the empty Glen.
-
-Besides the huge staring castle, with its lodges, built by the
-foreigner, there are only some twenty houses now in all bonnie
-Glenalder. Tourists venturing from the main road come, here and there,
-across a little heap of stones and the remains of a garden, with some
-patches of bright green still visible among the heather. It is the
-memorial of a home where generation after generation of well-built,
-clean-blooded, God-fearing Highland folk were raised. From those humble
-cottages went up morning and evening the psalm of praise to God. From
-them also came hardy men to fill the ranks of the Highland regiments,
-who had tasted none of the city vices and did not know what fear was.
-Nor were they a fierce or morose people, for the Glen sounded of
-a summer evening with the sound of the pipes, playing reels and
-strathspeys, and in the winter time the minister would lend his barn for
-a dance, saying, like the shrewd man he was, "The more dancing the less
-drinking." The very names of those desolate homesteads and the people
-that lived therein are now passing out of mind in Glenalder, but away
-in North-West Canada there is a new Glenalder, where every name has
-been reproduced, and the cuttings of the brier roses bloom every year in
-memory of the land that is "far awa." And if any man from Lochaber, or
-for that matter from any part of Scotland, lights on this place, it will
-be hard for him to get away from the warm hearts that are there, and he
-must depart a better man after hearing the kindly speech and seeing the
-sword dance once more.
-
-While the exiles halted on the elbow of the hill, each man, woman and
-child, according to his size and strength, carried a stone from the
-hillside and placed it on a heap that grew before their eyes, till it
-made a rough pyramid. This was called the Cairn of Remembrance, and as
-often as any one of the scanty remnant left the Glen to go south it was
-a custom that his friends should accompany him to this spot and bid him
-farewell, where the past pledged him to love and faithfulness. It was
-here therefore that Henry Rutherford parted from Magdalen Macdonald as
-he went to his last session at the Divinity Hall.
-
-"It's four years since I came first to Glenalder to teach the school in
-the summer-time, Magdalen, an' little I thought then I would ever be so
-near the ministry or win my sweetheart in the Glen." They were sitting
-on a heather bank below the cairn, and as he spoke his arm slipped
-round her waist He was a typical Scot, with bony frame, broad shoulders,
-strong face, deep-set eyes of grey, and the somewhat assertive and
-self-sufficient manner of his race. She was of the finest type of
-Highland beauty, with an almost perfect Grecian face, fair hair dashed
-with gold, eyes of the blue of the Highland lochs, and a queenly
-carriage of head and body. Deep-bosomed and unfettered by fashionable
-city dress, with strong hand and firm foot, she had the swinging gait
-and proud independence of the free hill woman.
-
-"Had it not been for you," he went on, "I had never persevered; it was
-your faith put strength in me and hope, and then... the help you gave
-me; I can never forget or repay you. To think that you should have
-slaved that I should have books and--better food."
-
-"Hush, I command you, for I will not be hearing another word, and if you
-are saying more I will be very angry. It is not good that any man should
-be a minister and not keep his word. And the day I gave you the purse
-with the two or three pieces of gold you made a promise never to speak
-about that day again. It is not many quarrels we have had, Henry, and
-some will be good quarrels, for afterward we were loving each other more
-than ever. But it was not good when you would lay the bits of gold on
-that very stone there--for I am seeing them lie in the hollow--and say
-hot words to me."
-
-"Magdalen, I put the purse itself in my breast, and I loved you more
-than ever for your thought of me and your sacrifice, and I wanted
-to kiss you, and... you ordered me to stand off, and your eyes were
-blazing. Lassie, you looked like a tigress; I was feared of you."
-
-"It was not for me to have my gifts given back, and if I was driving
-home the cows and milking the white milk into the pail, and churning the
-sweet yellow butter, all that my love should not be wanting anything, it
-is not for him to be so proud and mighty."
-
-"But I did take your kindness at last, and it was more than two or
-three pounds, and so it was you that sent me to Germany. You gave me my
-learning, and some day, when we're in our manse together, I'll show you
-all my books and try... to repay your love."
-
-"Henry, it will come over me at times in the twilight, when strange
-sights are seen, that we shall never be together in our house. Oh, yes,
-I have seen a room with books round the walls, and you will be sitting
-there, but I am not seeing any Magdalen. Wait a minute, for there will
-be another sight, and I am not understanding it. It is not this land,
-but where it will be I do not know; but I will be there in a beautiful
-room, and I will be in rich dress, but I am not seeing you.
-
-"Do not speak." She rose up and looked at Rutherford, holding him at
-arm's length, with her hand upon his shoulder. "Have you got the broken
-piece?" He thrust his hand into his breast, and showed the jagged half
-of a common penny hung round his neck by a blue ribbon.
-
-"My half will be here"--Magdalen touched her bosom--"but maybe it will
-be better for me to give you it, and then... you will be free; each of
-us... must drink the cup that is mixed. The visions will be very clear,
-though I have not the second sight."
-
-"What is the meaning of all this talk, Magdalen?" Rutherford's face
-was pale, and his voice vibrated. "Are you tired of me because I am not
-bonnie of face, but only a plain Scot, or is it that you will not wait
-till I win a home for you, or have you seen another man--some glib
-English sportsman?"
-
-"God forgive you, Henry Rutherford, for saying such words; is it Alister
-Macdonald's granddaughter that would play her lover false? Then let him
-drive the skean dhu into her heart."
-
-"Then it is me you suspect, and it is not what I have deserved at your
-hands, Magdalen. A Scot may seem cold and hard, but he can be 'siccar,'
-and if I keep not my troth with you, and deal not by you as you have by
-me, then may God be my judge and do unto me as I have done unto you."
-
-They looked into one another's eyes, and then tears put out the fire in
-hers, and she spoke with a wail in her voice.
-
-"This is all very foolish talk, and it is this girl that will be sorry
-after you are gone and I am sitting lonely, watching the sun go down.
-But it was a thought that would be coming over my mind, for you will be
-remembering that I am a Highlander; but it is not that you will not be
-faithful to me or I to you, oh, no, and I have put it away, my love. Now
-may God be keeping you"--and she took his hand--"and prospering you
-in all your work, till you have your heart's desire in knowledge and
-everything... that would be good for you. This is the prayer Magdalen
-Macdonald will be offering for you every morning and night and all the
-day when it is winter-time and the snow is heavy in Glenalder." Then she
-kissed him full upon the lips as in a sacrament, and looking back he saw
-her standing against the evening light, the perfect figure of a woman,
-and she waved to him, whom he was not to see again for ten long years.
-
-
-II
-
-"Just ventured to look in for a single minute, Mr. Rutherford, at the
-close of this eventful day, to say how thankful we all are that you
-were so wonderfully sustained. But you are busy--making notes for next
-Sabbath, perhaps--and I must not interrupt you. We must keep ourselves
-open to the light; in my small way I find there are times when the
-thoughts just drop upon one. If we were more lifted above the world they
-would come oftener, far oftener."
-
-A very "sleekit" personage indeed, as they say in Scotland, with a suave
-manner, a sickly voice, and ways so childish that simple people thought
-him almost silly; but those who happened to have had deals with him
-in business formed quite another opinion, and expressed it in language
-bordering on the libellous.
-
-"Will you be seated?" Rutherford laid aside a letter beginning "Dearest
-Magdalen," and telling how it had fared with him on his first Sunday
-in St Bede's, Glasgow, W., a kirk which contained many rich people and
-thought not a little of itself. "You have a meeting on Sunday evening, I
-think you said. I hope it was successful."
-
-"There was blessing to-night, I am sure. I felt the power myself. Lord
-Dunderhead was passing through Glasgow and gave the address. It was
-on 'The Badgers' Skins* of the Tabernacle, and was very helpful. And
-afterward we had a delightful little 'sing.*' You know his lordship?"
-
-"No, I never saw him," said Rutherford shortly, with a Scot's democratic
-prejudice against religious snobbery, forgetting that people who will
-not listen to a reasoned discourse from a clergyman will crowd to the
-simplest utterance of a lord.
-
-"You will allow me to introduce you on Tuesday evening; you got Mrs.
-Thompson's card. I hope we may have a profitable gathering. Captain
-Footyl, the hussar evangelist, will also be present--a truly delightful
-and devoted young man." Rutherford had not forgotten the card--
-
- Mr. and Mrs. Thompson
-
- At Home Tuesday, May 2nd,
-
- To meet Lord Dunderhead who will give a Bible Reading.
-
- 8 to 10.30 Evening Dress.
-
-And had sent it off to his college friend, Carmichael of Drumtochty,
-with a running commentary of a very piquant character.
-
-"Thank you, but I fear that my work will prevent me being with you on
-Tuesday; it is no light thing for a man to come straight from college to
-St Bede's without even a holiday."
-
-"So sorry, but by-and-bye you will come to one of our little meetings.
-Mrs. Thompson greatly enjoyed your sermon to young men this afternoon;
-perhaps just a little too much of works and too little of faith. Excuse
-the hint--you know the danger of the day--all life, life; but that's a
-misleading test By the way, we are all hoping that you may get settled
-in a home as well as in your church," continued Mr. Thompson, with pious
-waggery, and then chilling at the want of sympathy on the minister's
-face; "but that is a serious matter, and we trust you may be wisely
-guided. A suitable helpmeet is a precious gift."
-
-"Perhaps you may not have heard, Mr. Thompson, that I am engaged"--and
-Rutherford eyed the elder keenly,--"and to a girl of whom any man and
-any congregation may be proud. I am going north next week to see her and
-to settle our marriage day."
-
-"I am so pleased to hear you say so, and so will all the elders be,
-for I must tell you that a rumour came to our ears that gave us great
-concern; but I said we must not give heed to gossip, for what Christian
-has not suffered in this way at the hand of the world?"
-
-"What was the gossip?" demanded Rutherford, and there was that in his
-tone that brooked no trifling.
-
-"You must not take this to heart, dear Mr. Rutherford; it only shows
-how we ought to set a watch upon our lips. Well that you were to marry a
-young woman in Glen--Glen----"
-
-"Alder. Go on," said Rutherford. "Yes, in Glenalder, where we all
-rejoice to know you did so good a work."
-
-"I taught a dozen children in the summer months to eke out my living.
-But about the young woman--what did they say of her?"
-
-"Nothing at all, except that she was, perhaps, hardly in that position
-of society that a clergyman's wife ought to be, especially one in the
-west end of Glasgow. But do not let us say anything more of the matter;
-it just shows how the great enemy is ever trying to create dissension
-and injure the work."
-
-"What you have heard is perfectly true, except that absurd reference to
-Glasgow, and I have the honour to inform you, as I intend to inform the
-elders on my return next week, that I hope to be married in a month
-or two to Magdalen Macdonald, who was brought up by her grandfather,
-Alister Macdonald of the Black Watch, and who herself has a little croft
-in Glenalder"--and Rutherford challenged Mr. Thompson, expounder of
-Scripture and speculator in iron, to come on and do his worst "Will you
-allow me, my dear young friend, to say that there is no necessity
-for this... heat, and to speak with you as one who has your... best
-Interests at heart, and those of St. Bede's. I feel it to be a special
-providence that I should have called this evening."
-
-"Well?" insisted Rutherford.
-
-"What I feel, and I have no doubt you will agree with me, is that
-Christians must not set themselves against the arrangements of
-Providence, and you see we are set in classes for a wise purpose. We
-are all equal before God, neither 'bond nor free,' as it runs, but it
-is expedient that the minister of St Bede's should marry in his own
-position. There are many sacrifices we must make for our work's sake;
-and, oh, Mr. Rutherford, what care we have to take lest we cast a
-stumbling-block in the way of others! It was only last week that a
-valued fellow-worker begged me to invite a young lady to my little
-drawing-room meeting who was concerned about spiritual things. 'Nothing
-would give me greater pleasure,' I said, 'if it would help her; but it
-is quite impossible, and you would not have asked me had you known her
-history. Her father was a shopkeeper, and in the present divided state
-of society I dare not introduce her among the others, all wholesale
-without exception.' You will not misunderstand me, Mr. Rutherford?"
-
-"You have stated the case admirably, Mr. Thompson, and from your
-standpoint in religion, I think, conclusively. Perhaps the Sermon on the
-Mount might...; but we won't go into that Before deciding, however, what
-is my duty, always with your aid, you might like to see the face of my
-betrothed. There, in that light."
-
-"Really quite beautiful, and I can easily understand; we were all young
-once and... impressionable. As good-looking as any woman in St Bede's?
-Excuse me, that is hardly a question to discuss. Grace does not go with
-looks. We all know that beauty is deceitful. Knows the poets better
-than you do, I dare say. There is a nurse of my sister's, a cabman's
-daughter--I beg your pardon for dropping the photograph; you startled
-me. But you will excuse me saying that it is not this kind of
-knowledge... well, culture, which fits a woman to be a minister's wife.
-Addressing a mothers' meeting is far more important than reading
-poetry. Highland manners more graceful than Glasgow? That is a very
-extraordinary comparison, and... can do no good. Really no one can
-sympathise with you more than I do, but I am quite clear as to your duty
-as a minister of the Gospel."
-
-"You mean"--and Rutherford spoke with much calmness--"that I ought to
-break our troth. It is not a light thing to do, sir, and has exposed
-both men and women to severe... criticism."
-
-"Certainly, if the matter be mismanaged, but I think, although it's not
-for me to boast, that it could be arranged. Now, there was Dr.
-Drummer--this is quite between ourselves--he involved himself with a
-teacher of quite humble rank during his student days, and it was pointed
-out to him very faithfully by his elders that such a union would injure
-his prospects. He made it a matter of prayer, and he wrote a beautiful
-letter to her, and she saw the matter in the right light, and you know
-what a ministry his has been. His present wife has been a real helpmeet;
-her means are large and are all consecrated."
-
-"Do you happen to know what became of the teacher? I only ask for
-curiosity, for I know what has become of Dr. Drummer."
-
-"She went to England and caught some fever, or maybe it was consumption,
-but at any rate she died just before the Doctor married. It was all
-ordered for the best, so that there were no complications."
-
-"Exactly; that is evident, and my way seems now much clearer.. There
-is just one question more I should like to ask. If you can answer it I
-shall have no hesitation about my course. Suppose a woman loved a man
-and believed in him, and encouraged him through his hard college days,
-and they both were looking forward with one heart to their wedding day,
-and then he--did not marry her--what would honourable men think of him,
-and what effect would this deed of--prudence have on his ministry of the
-Gospel?"
-
-"My dear friend, if it were known that he had taken this step simply
-and solely for the good of the cause he had at heart and after prayerful
-consideration, there is no earnest man--and we need not care for the
-world--who would not appreciate his sacrifice."
-
-"I do not believe one word you say." Mr. Thompson smiled feebly, and
-began to retire to the door at the look in Rutherford's eye. "But
-whether you be right or wrong about the world in which you move, I do
-not know. In my judgment, the man who acted as you describe would have
-only one rival in history, and that would be Judas Iscariot."
-
-
-III
-
-Southern travellers wandering over Scotland in their simplicity have a
-dim perception that the Scot and the Celt are not of one kind, and, as
-all racial characteristics go back to the land, they might be helped by
-considering the unlikeness between a holding in Fife and a croft in
-a western glen. The lowland farm stands amid its neighbours along the
-highway, with square fields, trim fences, slated houses, cultivated
-after the most scientific method, and to the last inch a very type of a
-shrewd, thrifty, utilitarian people. The Highland farm is half a dozen
-patches of as many shapes scattered along the hillside, wherever there
-are fewest stones and deepest soil and no bog, and those the crofter
-tills as best he can--sometimes getting a harvest and sometimes seeing
-the first snow cover his oats in the sheaf, sometimes building a rude
-dyke to keep off the big, brown, hairy cattle that come down to have
-a taste of the sweet green corn, but often finding it best to let his
-barefooted children be a fence by day, and at certain seasons to sit up
-all night himself to guard his scanty harvest from the forays of the red
-deer. Somewhere among the patches he builds his low-roofed house, and
-thatches it over with straw, on which, by-and-bye, grass with heather
-and wild flowers begins to grow, till it is not easy to tell his home
-from the hill. His farm is but a group of tiny islands amid a sea of
-heather that is ever threatening to overwhelm them with purple spray.
-Any one can understand that this man will be unpractical, dreamy,
-enthusiastic, the child of the past, the hero of hopeless causes, the
-seer of visions.
-
-Magdalen had milked her cows at midday and sent them forth to pasture,
-and now was sitting before her cottage among wallflower and spring
-lilies, reading for the third time the conclusion of Rutherford's last
-letter:--
-
-"Here I was interrupted by the coming of an elder, a mighty man in
-the religious world, and very powerful in St Bede's. He tells me that
-something has been heard of our engagement, and I have taken counsel
-with him with the result that it seems best we should be married without
-delay. After loving for four years and there being nothing to hinder,
-why should you be lonely on your croft in Glenalder and I in my rooms
-at Glasgow? Answer me that, 'calf of my heart' (I do not attempt the
-Gaelic). But you cannot. You will only kiss the letter, since I am not
-at your side, and next week I shall come north, and you will fix the
-day.
-
-"My head is full of plans, and I do not think that joy will let me sleep
-to-night for thinking of you and all that we shall do together. We'll
-be married early in the morning in the old kirk of Glenalder, as soon as
-the sun has filled the Glen and Nature has just awaked from sleep. Mona
-Macdonald will be your bridesmaid, I know, and she will wear white roses
-that shall not be whiter than her teeth. Yes, I have learned to notice
-all beautiful things since I knew you, Magdalen. My best man will be
-Carmichael of Drumtochy, who is of Highland blood himself and a goodly
-man to look upon, and he has his own love-story. All the Glen will come
-to our wedding, and will grudge that a Lowland Scot has spoiled the
-Glen of the Flower of Dalnabreck--yes, I know what they call you. And we
-shall have our breakfast in the manse, for the minister has pledged
-us to that, and it is he and John Carmichael that will be making the
-wonderful speeches! (You see how I've learned the style.) But you and I
-will leave them and catch the steamer, and then all the long June day
-we shall sit on the deck together and see distant Skye, and the little
-isles, and pass Mull and Ardnamurchan, and sail through Oban Bay and
-down Loch Fyne, and thread our way by Tighnabruaich, and come into the
-Firth of Clyde when the sun is going down away behind Ben Alder. Won't
-it be a glorious marriage day, among lochs and hills and islands the
-like of which travellers say cannot be found in all the world?
-
-"Then I want to take you to Germany, and to show you the old University
-town where I lived one summer, and we will have one good day there, too,
-my bride and I. Early in the morning we shall stand in the market-place,
-where the women are washing clothes at the fountain and the peasants
-are selling butter and fruit, and the high-gabled houses rise on three
-sides, and the old Rathhaus, on whose roof the storks build their nests,
-makes the fourth. We'll go to my rooms near the Kirche, where I used to
-write a letter to you every day, and here is what old Frau Hepzacker
-will say, 'Mein Gott, der Schottlander und ein wunderschones madchen*
-(you will English and Gaelic this for yourself), and we will drink a
-glass of (fearfully sour) wine with her, and go out with her blessing
-echoing down the street Then we will watch the rafts coming down the
-Neckar from the Black Forest, and walk among the trees in the Vorstadt,
-where I lay and dreamed of you far away in Glenalder. And we will go to
-the University where you sent me... but that is never to be mentioned
-again; and the students in their wonderful dress will come and go--red
-hats and blue, besides the white, black and gold I used to wear. And
-in the evening we will drive through the vines and fruit-trees to
-Bebenhausen, the king's hunting-seat. And those will only be two days
-out of our honeymoon, Magdalen. It seems too good to be my lot that
-I should be minister of Christ's evangel--of which surely I am not
-worthy--and that you should be my bride, of which I am as unworthy.
-Next Monday I shall leave this smoky town and meet you at the Cairn of
-Remembrance on Tuesday morning.
-
-"Meanwhile and ever I am your faithful lover,
-
-"Henry Rutherford."
-
-Magdalen kissed the name passionately and thrust the letter into her
-bosom. Then she went to the edge of the heather and looked along the
-Glen, where she had been born and lived her twenty-two years in peace,
-from which she was so soon to go out on the most adventurous journey of
-life. When a pure-bred Highland woman loves, it is once and for ever,
-and earth has no more faithful wife, or mother, or daughter. And
-Magdalen loved Rutherford with all her heart. But it is not given unto
-her blood to taste unmixed joy, and now she was haunted with a sense of
-calamity. The past flung its shadow over her, and the people that were
-gone came back to their deserted homes. She heard the far-off bleating
-of the sheep and the wild cry of the curlew; she crooned to herself a
-Gaelic song, and was so carried away that she did not see the stranger
-come along the track through the heather till he spoke.
-
-"Good evening; may I ask whether this is eh... Dalnabreck? and have I
-the pleasure of addressing Miss Macdonald?"
-
-"Yes, I am Magdalen Macdonald"--and as she faced him in her beauty the
-visitor was much abashed. "Would you be wanting to see me, sir?"
-
-"My name is Thompson, and I have the privilege of being an elder in St
-Bede's, Glasgow, and as I happened to be passing through Glenalder--just
-a few days' rest after the winter's work--how the soul wears the
-body!--I thought that it would be... a pleasure to... pay my respects
-to one of whom I have... heard from our dear pastor. Perhaps,
-however,"--this with some anxiety--"Mr. Rutherford may have mentioned my
-humble name."
-
-"There are so many good people in St Bede's, and they are all so kind
-to him, that... Henry"--the flush at her lover's name lent the
-last attraction to her face and almost overcame the astute iron
-merchant--"will not be able to tell me all their names. But I will be
-knowing them all for myself soon, and then I will be going to thank
-every person for all that has been done to... him. It is very gracious
-of you to be visiting a poor Highland girl, and the road to Dalnabreck
-is very steep; you will come in and rest in my house, and I will bring
-you milk to drink. You must be taking care of the door, for it is low,
-and the windows are small because of the winter storms; but there is
-room inside and a heart welcome for our friends in our little homes.
-When I am bringing the milk maybe you will be looking at the medals on
-the wall. They are my grandfather's, who was a brave man and fought well
-in his day, and two will be my father's, who was killed very young and
-had not time to get more honour."
-
-The elder made a hurried survey of the room, with its bits of black
-oak and the arms on the wall, and the deer-skins on the floor, and
-bookshelves hanging on the wall, and wild flowers everywhere; and,
-being an operator so keen that he was said to know a market by scent, he
-changed his plan.
-
-"I took a hundred pounds with me," he explained afterward to a friend of
-like spirit, "for a promising ministry was not to be hindered for a
-few pounds! I intended to begin with fifty and expected to bring back
-twenty-five, but I saw that it would have been inexpedient to offer
-money to the young woman. There was no flavour of spirituality at
-all about her, and she was filled with pride about war and such-like
-vanities. Her manner might be called taking in worldly circles, but
-it was not exactly... gentle, and she might have... been rude, quite
-unpleasant, if I had tried to buy her... I mean arrange on a pecuniary
-basis. Ah, Juitler, how much we need the wisdom of the serpent in this
-life!"
-
-"What a position you are to occupy, my dear friend," began the simple
-man, seated before the most perfect of meals--rich milk of cows, fed on
-meadow grass, yellow butter and white oat cakes set among flowers. "I
-doubt not that you are often weighed down by a sense of responsibility,
-and are almost afraid of the work before you. After some slight
-experience in such matters I am convinced that the position of a
-minister's wife is the most... I may say critical in Christian service."
-
-"You will be meaning that she must be taking great care of her man, and
-making a beautiful home for him, and keeping away foolish people, and
-standing by him when his back will be at the wall. Oh, yes, it is a
-minister that needs to be loved very much, or else he will become stupid
-and say bitter words, and no one will be wanting to hear him"--and
-Magdalen looked across the table with joyful confidence.
-
-"Far more than that, I'm afraid"--and Mr. Thompson's face was full of
-pity. "I was thinking of the public work that falls to a minister's wife
-in such a church as St Bede's, which is trying and needs much grace. The
-receiving of ladies alone--Providence has been very good to our people,
-twelve carriages some days at the church door--requires much experience
-and wisdom.
-
-"Mrs. Drummer, who has been much used among the better classes, has
-often told me that she considered tact in society one of her most
-precious talents, and I know that it was largely owing to her social
-gifts, sanctified, of course, that the Doctor became such a power. Ah,
-yes"--and Mr. Thompson fell into a soliloquy--"it is the wife that makes
-or mars the minister."
-
-"Glasgow then will not be like Glenalder"--and Magdalen's face was much
-troubled--"for if any woman here will tell the truth and speak good
-words of people, and help when the little children are sick, and have an
-open door for the stranger, then we will all be loving her, and she will
-not hurt her man in anything."
-
-"Be thankful that you do not live in a city, Miss Macdonald, for the
-world has much more power there; they that come to work are in the thick
-of the battle and need great experience, but you will learn in time and
-maybe you could live... quietly for a year or two... you will excuse
-me speaking like this... you see it is for our beloved minister I am
-anxious."
-
-Magdalen's face had grown white, and she once or twice took a long, sad
-breath.
-
-"As regards the public work expected of a minister's wife--but I am
-wearying you, I fear, and it is time to return to the inn. I cannot tell
-you how much I have enjoyed this delicious milk..
-
-"Will you tell me about the... the other things... I want to know all."
-
-"Oh, it was the meetings I was thinking of, for of course, as I am sure
-you know, our minister's wife is the head of the mothers' meeting. Mrs.
-Drummer's addresses there were excellent, and her liberality in giving
-treats--gospel treats, I mean, with tea--was eh, in fact, queenly. And
-then she had a Bible-class for young ladies that was mentioned in the
-religious papers."
-
-Magdalen had now risen and was visibly trembling.
-
-"There is a question I would like to ask, Mister..."
-
-"Thompson--Jabez Thompson."
-
-"Mister Thompson--and you will be doing a great kindness to a girl that
-has never been outside Glenalder, and... is not wanting to be a sorrow
-to the man she loves, if you will answer it Do you know any minister
-like... your minister who married a country girl and... what happened?"
-
-"Really, my dear friend, I... well, if you insist, our neighbour in St
-Thomas's--a very fine young fellow--did, and he was a little hindered at
-first; but I am sure, in course of time, if he had waited--yes, he left,
-and I hear is in the Colonies, and doing an excellent work among the
-squatters, or was it the Chinese?... No, no, this is not good-bye. I
-only hope I have not discouraged you.... What a lovely glen! How can we
-ever make up to you for this heather?"
-
-For three days no one saw Magdalen, but a shepherd attending to
-his lambs noticed that a lamp burned every night in the cottage at
-Dalnabreck. When Rutherford arrived at the cairn on Tuesday he looked
-in vain for Magdalen. Old Elspeth, Magdalen's foster-mother, was waiting
-for him and placed a letter in his hands, which he read in that very
-place where he had parted from his betrothed.
-
-"Dearest of my Heart,--
-
-"It is with the tears of my soul that I am writing this letter, and it
-is with cruel sorrow you will be reading it, for I must tell you that
-our troth is broken and that Magdalen cannot be your wife. Do not be
-thinking this day or any day that she is not loving you, for never have
-you been so dear to me or been in my eyes so strong and brave and wise
-and good, and do not be thinking that I do not trust you, for it is this
-girl knows that you would be true to me although all the world turned
-against me.
-
-"Believe me, my beloved, it is because I love you so much that I am
-setting you free that you may not be put to shame because you have
-married a Highland girl, who has nothing but two cows, and who does not
-know the ways of cities, and who cannot speak in public places, and who
-can do nothing except love.
-
-"If it had been possible I would have been waiting for you at the Cairn
-of Remembrance, and it is my eyes that ache to see you once more, but
-then I would be weak and could not leave you, as is best for you.
-
-"You will not be seeking after me, for I am going far away, and nobody
-can tell you where, and this is also best for you and me. But I will
-be hearing about you, and will be knowing all you do, and there will be
-none so proud of you as your first love.
-
-"And, Henry, if you meet a good woman and she loves you, then you must
-not think that I will be angry when you marry her, for this would be
-selfish and not right I am going away for your sake, and I will be
-praying that the sun be ever shining on you and that you become a great
-man in the land. One thing only I ask--that in those days you sometimes
-give a thought to Glenalder and your faithful friend,
-
-"Magdalen Macdonald."
-
-
-IV
-
-"It was a first-rate match, and we were fairly beaten; it was their
-forward turned the scale. I had two hacks from him myself"--the captain
-of the Glasgow Football Club nursed the tender spots. "It's a mercy
-to-morrow's Sunday and one can lie in bed."
-
-"Olive oil is not bad for rubbing. You deserve the rest, old man. It
-was a stiff fight. By-the-way I saw Rutherford of St Bede's there. He
-cheered like a good'un when you got that goal. He's the best parson
-going in Glasgow."
-
-"Can't bear the tribe nor their ways, Charlie, they're such hypocrites,
-always preaching against the world and that kind of thing and feathering
-their own nests at every turn. Do you know I calculated that six of them
-in Glasgow alone have netted a hundred and twenty thousand pounds by
-successful marriages. That's what sickens a fellow at religion."
-
-"Well, you can't say that against Rutherford, Jack, for he's not
-married, and works like a coal-heaver. He's the straightest man I've
-come across either in the pulpit or out of it, besides being a ripping
-preacher. Suppose you look me up to-morrow about six, and we'll hear
-what he's got to say."
-
-His friends said that Rutherford was only thirty-four years of age, but
-he looked as if he were near fifty, for his hair had begun to turn gray,
-and he carried the traces of twenty years' work upon his face. No one
-would have asked whether he was handsome, for he had about him an air
-of sincerity and humanity that at once won your confidence. His subject
-that evening was the "Sanctifying power of love," and, as his passion
-gradually increased to white heat, he had the men before him at his
-mercy. Women of the world complained that he was hard and unsympathetic;
-some elderly men considered his statements unguarded and even unsound;
-but men below thirty heard him gladly. This evening he was stirred for
-some reason to the depths of his being, and was irresistible. When he
-enlarged on the love of a mother, and charged every son present to repay
-it by his life and loyalty, a hundred men glared fiercely at the roof,
-and half of them resolved to write home that very night. As he thundered
-against lust, the foul counterfeit of love, men's faces whitened,
-and twice there was a distinct murmur of applause. His great passage,
-however, came at the close, and concerned the love of a man for a maid:
-"If it be given to any man in his fresh youth to love a noble woman
-with all his heart, then in that devotion he shall find an unfailing
-inspiration of holy thoughts and high endeavours, a strong protection
-against impure and selfish temptations, a secret comfort amid the
-contradictions and adversities of life. Let him give this passion full
-play in his life and it will make a man of him and a good soldier in the
-great battle. And if it so be that this woman pass from his sight or be
-beyond his reach, yet in this love itself shall he find his exceeding
-reward." As he spoke in a low, sweet, intense voice, those in the
-gallery saw the preacher's left hand tighten on the side of the pulpit
-till the bones and sinews could be counted, but with his right hand he
-seemed to hold something that lay on his breast "Look here, Charlie"--as
-the two men stood in a transept till the crowd passed down the main
-aisle--"if you don't mind I would like... to shake hands with the
-preacher. When a man takes his coat off and does a big thing like that
-he ought to know that he has... helped a fellow."
-
-"I'll go in too, Jack, for he's straightened me, and not for the first
-time. You know how I used to live... well, that is over, and it was
-Rutherford saved me."
-
-"He looks as if he had been badly hit some time. Do you know his
-record?"
-
-"There's some story about his being in love with a poor girl and
-being determined to marry her, but 'Iron Warrants' got round her and
-persuaded her that it would be Rutherford's ruin; so she disappeared,
-and they say Rutherford is waiting for her to this day. But I don't give
-it as a fact."
-
-"You may be sure every word of it is true, old man; it's like one of
-Thompson's tricks, for I was in his office once, and it's just what that
-man in the pulpit would do; poor chap, he's served his time... I say,
-though, suppose that girl turns up some day."
-
-They were near the vestry door and arranging their order of entrance
-when a woman came swiftly down the empty aisle as from some distant
-corner of the church and stood behind them for an instant.
-
-"Is this Mr. Rutherford's room, gentlemen"--with a delicate flavour of
-Highland in the perfect English accent--"and would it be possible for me
-to see him... alone?"
-
-They received a shock of delight on the very sight of her and did
-instant homage. It was not on account of her magnificent beauty--a
-woman in the height of her glory--nor the indescribable manner of good
-society, nor the perfection of her dressing, nor a singular dignity of
-carriage. They bowed before her for the look in her eyes, the pride of
-love, and, although both are becoming each day her more devoted slaves,
-yet they agree that she could only look once as she did that night.
-
-It was Charlie that showed her in, playing beadle for the occasion that
-this princess might not have to wait one minute, and his honour obliged
-him to withdraw instantly, but before the door could be closed he heard
-Rutherford cry--"At last, Magdalen, my love!"
-
-"Do you think, Charlie...?"
-
-"Rutherford has got his reward, Jack, and twenty years would not have
-been too long to wait."
-
-
-
-
-AN IMPOSSIBLE MAN
-
-
-I
-
-"We must have Trixy Marsden on the Thursday"--for Mrs. Leslie was
-arranging two dinner parties. "She will be in her element that evening;
-but what are we to do with Mr. Marsden?"
-
-"Isn't it rather the custom to invite a husband with his wife? he might
-even expect to be included," said John Leslie. "Do you know I'm glad we
-came to Putney; spring is lovely in the garden."
-
-"Never mind spring just now," as Leslie threatened an exit to the lawn;
-"you might have some consideration for an afflicted hostess, and give
-your mind to the Marsden problem."
-
-"It was Marsden brought spring into my mind," and Leslie sat down
-with that expression of resignation on his face peculiar to husbands
-consulted on domestic affairs; "he was telling me this morning in the
-train that he had just finished a table of trees in the order of their
-budding, a sort of spring priority list; his love for statistics is
-amazing.
-
-"He is getting to be known on the 9 train; the men keep their eye on
-him and bolt into thirds to escape; he gave a morning on the influenza
-death-rate lately, and that kind of thing spreads.
-
-"But he's not a bad fellow for all that," concluded Leslie; "he's
-perfectly straight in business, and that is saying something; I rather
-enjoy half an hour with him."
-
-"Very likely you do," said his wife with impatience, "because your mind
-has a squint, and you get amusement out of odd people; but every one
-has not your taste for the tiresome. He is enough to devastate a dinner
-table; do you remember that escapade of his last year?"
-
-"You mean when he corrected you about the length of the American
-passage, and gave the sailings of the Atlantic liners since '80," and
-Leslie lay back to enjoy the past: "it seemed to me most instructive,
-and every one gave up conversation to listen."
-
-"Because no one could do anything else with that voice booming through
-the room. I can still hear him: 'the _Columba_ six days, four hours,
-five minutes.' Then I rose and delivered the table."
-
-"It was only human to be a little nettled by his accuracy; but you ought
-not to have retreated so soon, for he gave the express trains of England
-a little later, and hinted at the American lines. One might almost call
-such a memory genius."
-
-"Which is often another name for idiocy, John. Some one was telling me
-yesterday that quiet, steady men rush out of the room at the sound of
-his voice, and their wives have to tell all sorts of falsehoods about
-their absence.
-
-"Trixy is one of my oldest and dearest friends, and it would be a shame
-to pass her over; but I will not have her husband on any account."
-
-"Perhaps you are right as a hostess; it is a little hard for a frivolous
-circle to live up to Marsden, and I hear that he has got up the
-temperatures of the health resorts; it's a large subject, and lends
-itself to detail."
-
-"It will not be given in this house. What Trixy must endure with that
-man! he's simply possessed by a didactic devil, and ought never to have
-married. Statistics don't amount to cruelty, I suppose, as a ground of
-divorce?"
-
-"Hardly as yet; by-and-bye incompatibility in politics or fiction will
-be admitted; but how do you know, Florence, that Mrs. Marsden does not
-appreciate her husband? You never can tell what a woman sees in a man.
-Perhaps this woman hungers for statistics as a make-weight She is very
-amusing, but a trifle shallow, don't you think?"
-
-"She used to be the brightest and most charming girl in our set, and I
-have always believed that she was married to Mr. Marsden by her people.
-Trixy has six hundred a year settled on her, and they were afraid of
-fortune-hunters. Mothers are apt to feel that a girl is safe with a man
-of the Marsden type, and that nothing more can be desired."
-
-"Perhaps they are not far wrong. Marsden is not a romantic figure,
-and he is scarcely what you would call a brilliant _raconteur_; but he
-serves his wife like a slave, and he will never give her a sore heart."
-
-"Do you think it nothing, John, that a woman with ideals should be tied
-to a bore all her days? What a contrast between her brother and her
-husband, for instance. Godfrey is decidedly one of the most charming men
-I ever met."
-
-"He has a nice tenor voice, I grant, and his drawing-room comedies are
-very amusing. Of course, no one believes a word he says, and I think
-that he has never got a discharge from his last bankruptcy; but you
-can't expect perfection. Character seems to oscillate between dulness
-and dishonesty."
-
-"Don't talk nonsense for the sake of alliteration, John. Trixy's brother
-was never intended for business; he ought to have been a writer, and I
-know he was asked to join the staff of the _Boomeller_. Happy thought!
-I'll ask him to come with his sister instead of Mr. Marsden."
-
-And this was the note:
-
-"My dear Trixy,--
-
-"We are making up a dinner party for the evening of June 2nd, at eight
-o'clock, and we simply cannot go on without you and Mr. Mars-den. Write
-_instantly_ to say you accept; it is an age since I've seen you, and my
-husband is absolutely devoted to Mr. Marsden. He was telling me only
-a minute ago that one reason why he goes by the 9 train is to get the
-benefit of your husband's conversation. With much love,
-
-"Yours affectionately,
-
-"Florence Leslie.
-
-"P.S.--It does seem a shame that Mr. Marsden should have to waste an
-evening on a set of stupid people, and if he can't tear himself from his
-books, then you will take home a scolding to him from me.
-
-"P.S.--If Mr. Marsden _will not_ condescend, bring Godfrey to take care
-of you, and tell him that we shall expect some music."
-
-
-II
-
-"Come to this corner, Trixy, and let us have a quiet talk before the men
-arrive from the dining-room. I hope your husband is duly grateful to me
-for allowing him off this social ordeal. Except perhaps John, I don't
-think there is a person here fit to discuss things with him."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Marsden does not care one straw whether they know his subjects
-or not so long as people will listen to him, and I'm sure he was quite
-eager to come, but I wanted Godfrey to have a little pleasure.
-
-"I'm so sorry for poor Godfrey," and Mrs. Marsden settled herself down
-to confidences. "You know he lost all his money two years ago through
-no fault of his own. It was simply the stupidity of his partner, who was
-quite a common man, and could not carry out Godfrey's plans. My husband
-might have helped the firm through their difficulty but he was quite
-obstinate, and very unkind also. He spoke as if Godfrey had been
-careless and lazy, when the poor fellow really injured his health and
-had to go to Brighton for two months to recruit."
-
-"Yes, I remember," put in Mrs. Leslie; "we happened to be at the
-Metropole one week end, and Godfrey looked utterly jaded."
-
-"You have no idea how much he suffered, Florrie, and how beautifully he
-bore the trial. Why, had it not been for me, he would not have had money
-to pay his hotel bill, and that was a dreadful change for a man like
-him. He has always been very proud, and much petted by people. The poor
-fellow has never been able to find a suitable post since, although he
-spends days in the city among his old friends, and I can see how it is
-telling on him. And--Florrie, I wouldn't mention it to any one except
-an old friend--Mr. Marsden has not made our house pleasant to poor
-Godfrey."
-
-"You don't mean that he... reflects on his misfortunes."
-
-"Doesn't he? It's simply disgusting what he will say at times. Only
-yesterday morning--this is absolutely between you and me, one must have
-some confidant--Godfrey made some remark in fun about the cut of Tom's
-coat; he will not go, you know, do what I like, to a proper tailor."
-
-"Godfrey is certainly much better dressed," said Mrs. Leslie, "than
-either of our husbands."
-
-"Perhaps it was that made Tom angry, but at any rate he said quite
-shortly, 'I can't afford to dress better,' and of course Godfrey knew
-what he meant. It was cruel in the circumstances, for many men spend far
-more on their clothes than Godfrey. He simply gives his mind to the
-matter and takes care of his things; he will spend any time selecting a
-colour or getting a coat fitted."
-
-"Is your brother quite... dependent on... his friends, Trixy?"
-
-"Yes, in the meantime, and that is the reason why we ought to be the
-more considerate. I wished to settle half my income on him, but it is
-only a third of what it used to be--something to do with investments has
-reduced it--and Mr. Marsden would not hear of such a thing; he allows
-Godfrey one hundred a year, but that hardly keeps him in clothes and
-pocket money."
-
-"Still, don't you think it's all Godfrey could expect?" and Mrs. Leslie
-was inclined for once to defend this abused man. "Few husbands would do
-as much for a brother-in-law."
-
-"Oh, of course he does it for my sake, and he means to be kind. But,
-Florrie, Mr. Marsden is so careful and saving, always speaking as if we
-were poor and had to lay up for the future, while I know he has a large
-income and a sure business.
-
-"Why, he would not leave that horrid street in Highbury, say what I
-could; and I owe it to Godfrey that we have come to Putney. When Tom
-went out to Alexandria, my brother simply took our present house and
-had it furnished in Mr. Marsden's name, and so when he came home from
-Alexandria we were established in The Cottage."
-
-"John is the best of husbands, but I dare not have changed our house in
-his absence," and Mrs. Leslie began to get new views on the situation.
-"Was not Mr. Marsden rather startled?"
-
-"He was inclined to be angry with Godfrey, but I sent the boy off to
-Scarborough for a month; and he is never hasty to me, only tiresome--you
-can't imagine how tiresome."
-
-"Is it the statistics?"
-
-"Worse than that. He has begun the Reformation now, and insists on
-reading from some stuffy old book every evening, _Dumas' History_, I
-think, till I wish there never had been such a thing, and we were all
-Roman Catholics."
-
-"Very likely he would have read about the Popes, then, or the saints.
-My dear girl, you don't wish to have your mind improved. You ought to be
-proud of your husband; most men sleep after dinner with an evening paper
-in their hands, and are quite cross if they're wakened. But there they
-come, and we must have Godfrey's last song."
-
-
-III
-
-"Nurse will rise at four and bring you a nice cup of tea. Are you sure
-you will not weary, being alone for two hours?" and Mrs. Marsden, in
-charming outdoor dress, blew eau-de-Cologne about the room. "Don't you
-love scent?"
-
-"Where are you going?" asked Marsden, following her with fond eyes. "You
-told me yesterday, but I forget; this illness has made me stupider than
-ever, I think. Wasn't it some charity?"
-
-"It's the new society every one is so interested in, 'The Working Wives'
-Culture Union.' What is wanted is happy homes for the working men,"
-quoting freely from an eloquent woman orator, "and the women must be
-elevated; so the East End is to be divided into districts, and two young
-women will be allotted to each. Are you listening?"
-
-"Yes, dear; but it rests me to lie with my eyes closed. Tell me all
-about your society. What are the young ladies to do?"
-
-"Oh, they're to visit the wives in the afternoon and read books to them:
-solid books, you know, about wages and... all kinds of things working
-men like. Then in the evening the wives will be able to talk with
-their husbands on equal terms, and the men will not want to go to the
-public-houses. Isn't it a capital idea?"
-
-A sad little smile touched Marsden's lips for an instant "And where do
-you meet to-day? It's a long way for you to go to Whitechapel."
-
-"Didn't I tell you? The Marchioness of Gloucester Is giving a Drawing
-Room at her town house, and Lady Helen wrote an urgent note, Insisting
-that I should come, even though it were only for an hour, as her mother
-depended on my advice so much.
-
-"Of course I know that's just a way of putting it; but I have taken lots
-of trouble about founding the Union, so I think it would hardly do for
-me to be absent You're feeling much better, too, to-day, aren't you,
-Thomas?"
-
-"Yes, much better; the pain has almost ceased; perhaps it will be quite
-gone when you return. Can you spare just ten minutes to sit beside me?
-There is something I have been wanting to say, and perhaps this is my
-only chance. When I am well again I may... be afraid."
-
-Mrs. Marsden sat down wondering, and her husband waited a minute.
-
-"One understands many things that puzzled him before, when he lies in
-quietness for weeks and takes an after look. I suspected it at times
-before, but I was a coward and put the thought away. It seemed curious
-that no one came to spend an hour with me, as men do with friends; and I
-noticed that they appeared to avoid me. I thought it was fancy, and that
-I had grown self-conscious.
-
-"Everything is quite plain now, and I... am not hurt, dear, and I don't
-blame any person; that would be very wrong. People might have been far
-more impatient with me, and might have made my life miserable.
-
-"God gave me a dull mind and a slow tongue; it took me a long time to
-grasp anything, and no one cared about the subjects that interested me.
-Beatrice... I wish now you had told me how I bored our friends; it would
-have been a kindness; but never mind that now; you did not like to give
-me pain.
-
-"What troubles me most is that all these years you should have been
-tied to a very tiresome fellow," and Marsden made some poor attempt at
-a smile. "Had I thought of what was before you, I would never have asked
-you to marry me.
-
-"Don't cry, dear; I did not wish to hurt you. I wanted to ask your
-pardon for... all that martyrdom, and... to thank you for... being my
-wife; and there's something else.
-
-"You see when I get well and am not lying in bed here, maybe I could not
-tell you, so let me explain everything now, and then we need not speak
-about such things again.
-
-"Perhaps you thought me too economical, but I was saving for a purpose.
-Your portion has not brought quite so much as it did, and I wished
-to make it up to you, and now you can have your six hundred a year as
-before; if this illness had gone against me, you would have been quite
-comfortable--in money, I mean, dear.
-
-"No, I insist on your going to Lady Gloucester's; the change will do
-you good, and I'll lie here digesting the Reformation, you know," and he
-smiled, better this time, quite creditably, in fact "Will you give me a
-kiss, just to keep till we meet again?"
-
-When the nurse came down at four to take charge, she was horrified to
-find her patient alone, and in the death agony, but conscious and able
-to speak.
-
-"Don't ring... nor send for my wife... I sent... her away knowing the
-end was near... made her go, in fact... against her will."
-
-The nurse gave him brandy, and he became stronger for a minute.
-
-"She has had a great deal to bear with me, and I... did not wish her to
-see death. My manner has been always so wearisome... I hoped that...
-nobody would be here. You are very kind, nurse; no more, if you please.
-
-"Would it trouble you... to hold my hand, nurse? It's a little lonely...
-I am not afraid... a wayfaring man though a fool... not err therein..."
-
-He was not nearly so tedious with his dying as he had been with his
-living; very shortly afterwards Thomas Marsden had done with statistics
-for ever.
-
-
-IV
-
-Three days later Leslie came home from the city with tidings on his
-face, and he told them to his wife when they were alone that night
-"Marsden's lawyer made an appointment after the funeral, and I had an
-hour with him. He has asked me to be a trustee with himself in Mrs.
-Marsden's settlement."
-
-"I'm so glad; you must accept, for it will be such a comfort to poor
-Beatrice; but I thought Godfrey was her sole trustee."
-
-"So he was," said Leslie grimly, "more's the pity, and he embezzled
-every penny of the funds--gambled them away in card-playing and... other
-ways."
-
-"Godfrey Harrison, Beatrice's brother?"
-
-"Yes, her much-admired, accomplished, ill-used brother, the victim of
-her husband's stinginess."
-
-"If that be true, then Godfrey is simply a..."
-
-"You mean an unmitigated scoundrel. Quite so, Florence, and a number
-of other words we won't go over. I tell you," and Leslie sprang to his
-feet, "there is some use in swearing; if it had not been for one or two
-expressions that came to my memory suddenly to-day, I should have been
-ill. Curious to say, the lawyer seemed to enjoy them as much as myself,
-so it must be a bad case."
-
-"But I don't understand--if Godfrey spent Trixy's money, how is there
-anything to manage? Did he pay it back?"
-
-"No, he did not, and could not; he has not enough brains to earn
-eighteen pence except by cheating, and if by any chance he came into a
-fortune, would grudge his sister a pound."
-
-"Then...?"
-
-"Don't you begin to catch a glimpse of the facts? Why, Marsden toiled
-and scraped, and in the end, so the doctors say, killed himself to
-replace the money, and he had just succeeded before his death."
-
-"How good of him! but I don't see the necessity of all this secrecy on
-his part, and all those stories about low interest that he told Trixy."
-
-"There was no necessity; if it had been some of us, we would have let
-Mrs. Marsden know what kind of brother she had, and ordered him out of
-the country on threat of jail.
-
-"It was Marsden's foolishness, let us call it, to spare his wife the
-disgrace of her idol and the loss of his company. So her husband was
-despised beside this precious rascal every day."
-
-"Trixy will get a terrible shock when she is told; it would almost have
-been kinder to let her know the truth before he died."
-
-"Mrs. Marsden is never to know," said Leslie; "that was his wish; she's
-just to be informed that new trustees have been appointed, and we are to
-take care that she does not waste her income on the fellow.
-
-"People will send letters of condolence to Mrs. Marsden, but they will
-say at afternoon teas that it must be a great relief to her, and that
-it's quite beautiful to see her sorrow. In two years she will marry some
-well-dressed fool, and they will live on Marsden's money," and Leslie's
-voice had an unusual bitterness.
-
-"Did you ever hear of another case like this, John?"
-
-"Never; when old Parchment described Marsden giving him the
-instructions, he stopped suddenly.
-
-"'Marsden,' he said, 'was the biggest fool I ever came across in the
-course of forty-two years' practice,' and he went over to the window."
-
-"And you?"
-
-"I went to the fireplace; we were both so disgusted with the man that we
-couldn't speak for five minutes."
-
-After a short while Mrs. Leslie said, "It appears to me that this slow,
-uninteresting man, whom every one counted a bore, was in his own way...
-almost a hero."
-
-"Or altogether," replied John Leslie.
-
-
-
-
-RIGHTEOUS OVER MUCH
-
-
-I
-
-"How do you do, Crashaw? didn't know you condescended to conversaziones
-at the Town Hall, at least when there is no dancing. Their Worships will
-be satisfied this evening, for the whole world and his wife seem to
-be here, and some people that have never been in the world before, one
-would judge."
-
-"There is just one person I wish particularly to see, and I can't find
-her; that is Arkwright's young wife. I passed the old man himself a
-minute ago, conversing with Peterson, and lecturing on the effect of the
-American tariff on wool. Has he left her at home, Jack, to keep her out
-of harm and to tantalise the public?"
-
-"Not he. Jacob is quite proud of her, to do him justice, and worships
-the ground on which she treads, although I doubt whether she knows that
-or cares. Mrs. Arkwright is very beautiful In my humble judgment, but
-there is a wide gulf between twenty-one and seventy. Besides, she has a
-temper, and no sympathy with his religious notions. When December weds
-May, it's bound to be either a comedy or a tragedy, and this is half and
-between."
-
-"When you have quite finished your interesting moral reflections, Jack,
-and can attend to practical detail, could you do me the pleasure of
-pointing Mrs. Arkwright out to me, and, as you seem to have seen a good
-deal of her, introducing your unworthy servant? I'll be able then to
-judge for myself. We are obliged to Arkwright for creating a piquant
-situation."
-
-"Come to the next room, where the band is playing; Mrs. Arkwright was
-there ten minutes ago. But I don't know whether I can intrude on her
-at the present moment, even although provided with so good-looking and
-well-dressed an excuse. Yes; there, Crashaw, in the alcove, talking to a
-parson, that is Jacob's wife. Was I right?"
-
-"Your taste, Jack, is perfect; but, indeed, a man who admires Mrs.
-Arkwright deserves no credit; it is inevitable. There is prettiness, and
-there is sweetness, and there is taking-ness, and they are very well,
-but this is on another level."
-
-"I thought you would be astonished, and am pleased to notice that even
-so _blase_ a critic of womankind can grow enthusiastic on occasion.
-Isn't that a proud head?"
-
-"Why, Jack, that woman ought to have been a duchess, and a leader of
-society in town, instead of Mrs. Jacob Arkwright, wife of a self-made
-wool-spinner and a deacon. Her face is the most complete piece of
-Grecian beauty I ever saw--nose, eyes, chin, mouth, perfect; forehead
-perhaps the slightest bit high--a Greek would have worn a ribbon--and
-that glorious hair, brown shot with gold."
-
-"She is certainly looking splendid to-night Do you notice how she has
-put the other women to confusion?"
-
-"Simply a goddess among a lot of peasants. I say, Jack, how in the world
-did that girl, with such a face and such an air, ever marry Arkwright?
-Where was she hidden away? Had she no opportunity? Talk about waste,
-this is an absolute sin. Do you know her history?"
-
-"Lived with her mother, and got her living by teaching. Arkwright, who
-has all his life been busy with wool and religious affairs, saw her
-in chapel, and remembered he was human. Fell in love with her on first
-sight, having lived scatheless unto threescore years and ten, and got a
-fellow-deacon to negotiate the affair; at least, so it is reported."
-
-"Most likely, I should say; but, Jack, what an abandoned criminal that
-mother of hers must have been, and what did she herself do this thing
-for? She has a will of her own, or else I do not know a woman's face."
-
-"Oh, the old story. Her mother was proud and poor, and considered
-Arkwright an excellent suitor. Mrs. Arkwright is not much troubled
-about religion, and I fancy has a very different idea of things from her
-husband, but she had the chance of a handsome provision for herself and
-her mother, and she seized it There could be no romance; but can you
-blame the old lady, Crashaw, urging such a marriage, or the daughter
-escaping from the dreary governess life?"
-
-"No, I suppose not. The girl took the veil, and obtained a settlement
-at the same time, after a sound Protestant fashion; but it does seem
-a crime against nature to sacrifice a beautiful young woman to a hard,
-bloodless old Puritan like Arkwright, who is, I grant you, very able
-in wool, and perfectly straight in character, but who is perfectly
-uncultured and hopelessly bigoted. What a life of dreariness she must
-lead in the Arkwright circle!"
-
-"Well, of course she can't attend concerts, nor dance, nor hunt, nor go
-into society, but she has a good home, and a carriage, and as much money
-as she can spend. I don't suppose that she cares for Jacob, but she does
-her duty as a wife, and does not seem unhappy."
-
-"Certainly Mrs. Arkwright is not unhappy this evening with her present
-companion. I will hazard the guess, Jack, without any reflection on
-her wifely character, that she never looked at her worthy, but not very
-attractive, husband with the same interest which she is bestowing on
-that handsome parson. Who is he, Jack?"
-
-"Egerton's his name, and he's Arkwright's minister--a Congregationalism
-or Baptist; I can never remember the difference. He is a very able
-fellow, they say, and a rattling good preacher, quite broad and liberal
-in his views, but a perfect ascetic in his life. He must be very much
-in Mrs. Arkwright's company, and he's certainly the decentest man she
-knows."
-
-"Arkwright is about seventy, and is not so strong as he looks, Jack; his
-wife will have time to console herself, and her second husband will be a
-very lucky man, for he will have a fortune and her heart."
-
-
-II
-
-"You have come quickly, Mr. Egerton, and that was well done," said Jacob
-Arkwright, looking very white and worn, propped up with pillows. "I
-have much to say, and I'll take a sup o' brandy; them that never touches
-drink when they're well get the good when they're ill.
-
-"That gives me the strength I need for the time, and ma work is nearly
-done. Don't go away, Laura; I want you to hear what I say to the pastor.
-
-"The doctor says 'at ma days are few, mayhap only to-morrow, and it's
-best to speak when a man's head is clear, and I thank God mine is that,
-though my body be weakened by this sickness."
-
-His wife stood on one side of the bed, now and then rearranging the
-pillows at his back and bathing his forehead with vinegar--for scent
-he would not have--and Egerton stood on the other, refusing to sit down
-while she stood, and watching her strong white hands at their service,
-but only once did he look her straight in the face.
-
-"You're young, Pastor--thirty, did ye say?--and I'm owd, seventy-two
-this month, and I havena' known you long, but there's no mon I've liked
-better or could trust more." And he looked steadily at Egerton with a
-certain softening of expression.
-
-"You've been very kind to me and to the chapel, Mr. Arkwright, and I
-hope it may be God's will to spare you and raise you up again," and
-although the words were formal, the accent was tender and moving.
-
-"No, no, lad; our times are in His hand, and I have received the
-summons, and so we 'ill go to business. And first about ma affairs. I
-wish ye to understand everything, that ye may be able to do your duty by
-ma widow."
-
-Egerton was conscious that Mrs. Arkwright straightened herself, and
-could feel the silence in the room; but the dying man was not one to
-appreciate an atmosphere.
-
-"It may be that I was too owd for marrying, and ma ways too
-old-fashioned. Ma house has no been very bright for a young wife, and ma
-conscience did not allow me liberty in worldly amusements. But according
-to my nature I can say before God that I loved ye, Laura, and have tried
-to do ma part by ye."
-
-"You married me a poor girl, and have been most... kind to me, Jacob.
-Why speak of such things?" and her voice was proud and pained.
-
-"You have been a faithful wife to me," he went on, as one fulfilling a
-plan, "and have put up with my... peculiarities--for I know you do not
-think wi' me in things, and do not like some of the men 'at came to the
-house. Oh, I said nowt, but I saw aal."
-
-Mrs. Arkwright laid her hand on her husband's, and it occurred to
-Egerton from a slight flush on his face that she had never done this
-before.
-
-"Ma will has been made for a year"--it was plain that Mr. Arkwright was
-to go on to the end, and Egerton could not have lifted his eyes for a
-ransom--"and I have left aal to my wife without any condition, with
-just one legacy. It is to you, Egerton, and I hope you'ill not refuse
-it--just something to remind you of me, and... get you books."
-
-"It was very... good of you, sir, and I am most... grateful, but I...
-really can't accept your kindness. It is not likely that I will ever
-marry, and I've got enough for myself."
-
-As he spoke, Mrs. Arkwright shook up the pillows hastily, and went to a
-side table for a glass.
-
-"Well, if you will not, then there's an end of it; but you will grant me
-another favour which may be harder," and for a minute Arkwright seemed
-to hesitate.
-
-"Ma wife will be left young and rich, and although I have never said it
-to you, ma lass, she is... beautiful."
-
-"Jacob, this is not seemly." Her voice was vibrant with passion.
-
-"Blame me not for saying this once, and if another be present, he is our
-friend, and I am coming to my point; the brandy again, and I'll soon be
-done.
-
-"You have no brother, and I have no person of my blood to guide you, ma
-lass; ye might be persecuted by men 'at would bring you nowt but trouble
-and vexation of heart You need an honest man to be your guardian and
-give you advice.
-
-"Ye may never want to marry again, for I doubt ye have had little joy
-these years, or again ye may, to taste some joy, and I would count it
-unjust to hinder you--peace, lass, till I be done; I was ever rough and
-plain--and some one must see that your husband be a right mon.
-
-"So I turned it over in ma mind, and I sought for a friend 'at was sound
-o' heart and faithful. This speaking is hard on me, but it 'ill soon
-be done." And as Mrs. Arkwright stooped to give him brandy once more,
-Egerton saw that her cheeks were burning.
-
-"An older mon might have been better, but ye're old for your years,
-Pastor, and have parted wi' the foolishness o' youth. You have some
-notions I don't hold with, for I'm the owd sort--believe and be saved,
-believe not and be damned--but ye're no a mon to say yea and do nay.
-Naa, naa, I have seen more than I said; and though some 'at came to the
-house had the true doctrine, they were shoddy stuff.
-
-"George Egerton, as I have done good to you and not ill these years,
-will ye count Laura Arkwright as your sister, and do to her a brother's
-part, as ye will answer to God at the laast day?"
-
-The wind lifted the blind and rustled in the curtains; the dying man
-breathed heavily, and waited for an answer. Egerton looked across the
-bed, but Mrs. Arkwright had withdrawn behind the curtain. Arkwright's
-eyes met the minister's with an earnest, searching glance.
-
-"I will be as a brother to your wife while I live."
-
-As he spoke, Arkwright grasped his hand and gave a sigh of content; but
-when Egerton left the room, Laura refused to touch his hand, and her
-face was blazing with anger.
-
-
-III
-
-"You have been very generous to the chapel, and we thank you very much
-for keeping up all Mr. Arkwright's subscriptions those three years.
-The work of God would have been much crippled had it not been for your
-liberality."
-
-"Do you know, Mr. Egerton, that when you talk in that grave, approving
-fashion, as if I were one of your devout women like poor Mrs. Tootle,
-who is really a good creature, although her husband is a sanctimonious
-idiot, I feel a perfect hypocrite."
-
-"Why do you always depreciate yourself..."
-
-"Do not interrupt me, for I am determined to settle this matter once for
-all, and not walk about in a vain show, as if I were a saint You think
-me good, and so do the chapel people, I suppose, because I give to
-foreign missions and Bible-women, and go to the prayer-meeting, and
-attend the special meetings. Do you know why I do those things?"
-
-"Yes, I think so," said the minister; "but I will hear your reason."
-
-"Because Mr. Arkwright believed in missions and evangelists, and he
-was... a better husband to me than I was wife to him, and because
-it would be dishonourable not to use his money for the objects he
-approved."
-
-"And the services? Is that the reason you are always present, and set
-such a good example?" And it was plain the minister did not take Mrs.
-Arkwright at her value of herself.
-
-"Oh, this is because... because..."
-
-"Yes?" And Mr. Egerton smiled as one who is giving checkmate.
-
-"Because you were Jacob's friend, and the only man he... loved, and
-because, although we have quarrelled several times, and I have been very
-rude to you once or twice, still"--and a smile brought Mrs. Arkwright's
-face to perfection--"we are friends also."
-
-"You have been... angry with me," said Egerton, "when I could not
-understand the reason, but I never doubted your friendship. If I were in
-serious trouble, I would come to you rather than to any man."
-
-"Would you really?" Then her tone changed.
-
-"I don't believe you, for you would go to some snuffy, maundering old
-minister."
-
-"And you are good," he insisted, taking no notice of her petulance. "You
-are honest, and brave, and high-minded, and loyal, and..."
-
-"Pious, with a gift of prayer, you had better add. How blind you are,
-for all your knowledge and... other qualities. You forgot to add
-sweet-tempered; but perhaps you were coming to that."
-
-"No, I would not say that, and I am rather glad you are not
-gentle,"--the minister was very bold,--"for you would not be...
-yourself."
-
-"You had your suspicions, then, and are not sure that I am ready for
-canonising? Do you know I feel immensely relieved; suppose we celebrate
-this confession by tea? Would you ring the bell, Mr. Egerton?"
-
-"There is something I want to talk about, and as it's rather important,
-would you mind, Mrs. Arkwright, giving me a few minutes first? Tea is
-rather distracting."
-
-"Composing, I find it--but as you please; is it the District Visitors,
-or the Nurses' Home, or the Children's Holiday, and is it money?" Mrs.
-Arkwright for some reason was very gracious.
-
-"No, it has nothing to do with the chapel. I wish to speak about...
-yourself."
-
-"Yes?" and she looked curiously at him.
-
-"You remember that day when Mr. Arkwright committed you to my care, and
-I gave my word to..
-
-"Do your best to look after a very troublesome woman," Mrs. Arkwright
-interposed hurriedly; "it was a... risky task, and I thought you were
-far too hasty, and just a little presumptuous, in undertaking it, but
-you've been a very lenient guardian for your age. Have I done anything
-wrong?"
-
-"No, and you could not at any time in my eyes,"--Mrs. Arkwright made as
-though she would curtsey,--"but others might do wrong to you, and I have
-been anxious for some time.
-
-"Mr. Arkwright was afraid lest some unworthy man should admire you or
-desire your wealth, and... marry you, and your life be miserable. And he
-wished me to save you from this, and I promised to do my best."
-
-"Well?" and her voice had begun to freeze. "I remember all that."
-
-"It is difficult to speak about such things, but you know that I...
-would do anything to save you pain...."
-
-"Go on," and now her eyes were fixed on the minister.
-
-"It came to my ears and I saw for myself that one whom I knew slightly
-and did not like was paying you attentions, and it might be, as I also
-heard, was favoured by you. So it seemed my duty to make enquiries about
-Mr. Crashaw."
-
-"And?"
-
-"There is nothing against his character, and I have heard much good of
-him--that he has cultured tastes and is very well liked by those who
-know him; personally we could never be friends, for various reasons, but
-he... is not unworthy to be the husband of... a good woman. That is
-all I have to say"; and the saying of it was plainly very hard to the
-minister.
-
-"You recommend me to marry Mr. Crashaw, if that gentleman should do me
-the honour to ask my hand, or do you propose to suggest this step to
-him, so as to complete your duty as guardian?" Mrs. Arkwright was now
-standing and regarding Egerton with fierce scorn.
-
-"My information seemed to me reliable"--he was also standing, white and
-pained--"and I thought it would help you in that case to know what I
-have told you, when you came to decide."
-
-"If I knew who told you such falsehoods, I would never speak to them
-again, and I would make them suffer for their words. Mr. Crashaw! and
-it was to that cynical, worldly, supercilious tailor's block you were to
-marry me. What ill have I done you?"
-
-"God knows I did not desire.... I mean... do you not see that I tried to
-do what was right at a cost?... Why be so angry with me?"
-
-"Because I do not really care what any person in this town or all
-Yorkshire says about me, but I do care and cannot endure that you should
-turn against me, and be content to see me Crashaw's wife or any other
-man's." And she drove the minister across the room in her wrath--he had
-never seen her so beautiful--till he stood with his back to the door,
-and she before him as a lioness robbed of her cubs.
-
-"It has been my mistake, for I understand not women," he said, with
-proud humility. "I beg your pardon, and am more than ever... your
-servant."
-
-She looked at him stormily for ten seconds; then she turned away. "If
-that is all you have to say, you need not come again to this house."
-
-
-IV
-
-"You will excuse me sending a verbal message by the doctor, for, as you
-see, I am past writing, and... the time is short I wanted to speak with
-you, Mrs. Arkwright, once before... I died." And Egerton thought of the
-day she had stood by her husband's deathbed as now she stood by his,
-only that the nurse had left the room and there was no third person to
-be an embarrassment "Do not suppose I forget your words to me the last
-time we met in private," he continued, as she did not speak nor look at
-him, beyond one swift glance as she came into the room; "and believe
-me, I would not have forced myself on you, nor would I have asked this
-favour, had it not been that... I have something of which I must deliver
-my soul."
-
-"You are not dying; you were a strong man, and a few days' illness
-couldn't... be fatal," she burst out, and it seemed as if Mrs. Arkwright
-for once was going to lose control and fall a-weeping.
-
-Then she mastered herself, and said almost coldly, "Had I known you
-were so ill, I would have called to inquire; but nothing was said of
-pneumonia, only a bad cold."
-
-"You forgive me, then, that ill-judged interference, Mrs. Arkwright, and
-anything else in which I have offended you or failed in... my brother's
-part?"
-
-"Do not speak like that to me unless you wish to take revenge; it is I
-who ask your pardon for my evil temper and insolence that day, and other
-times; but you are too... good, else you would have understood."
-
-"You did not, then, hate me, as I supposed?" and his voice was strained
-with eagerness.
-
-"When you were prepared to approve my engagement to Mr. Crashaw? Yes,
-I did, and I could have struck you as you bore witness to his
-character--whom you detested. Conscientious and unselfish... on your
-part, very. And yet at the same time I... did not hate you; I could
-have... you are a dull man, Mr. Egerton, and I am not a saint. Is it
-milk you drink?" And when she raised his head, her hands lingered as
-they had not done before on her husband's.
-
-"Are you really dying?" She sat down and looked at him, her head between
-her hands. "You and I are, at least, able to face the situation."
-
-"Yes, without doubt; but I am not a martyr to overwork, or anything
-else; my death is not a sentimental tragedy; do not let any one speak of
-me in that fashion: I simply caught a cold and did not take care; it's
-quite commonplace." When he smiled his face was at its best, the dark
-blue eyes having a roguish look as of a boy.
-
-Mrs. Arkwright leant back on her chair and bit her lower lip.
-
-"This is good-bye, then, and our friendship--six years long, isn't
-it?--is over. Had I known it was to be so short--well, we had not
-quarrelled."
-
-"Not over," and he looked wistfully at her; "this life does not end
-all."
-
-"Ah, you have the old romantic faith, and one would like to share it,
-but no one knows; this life is the only certainty."
-
-"In a few hours," he went on, "I shall know, and I expect to see my
-friend Jacob Arkwright, whom I loved, although we only knew one another
-for three years, and he... will ask for you." Mrs. Arkwright regarded
-Egerton with amazement.
-
-"He will ask how I kept my trust, and I... will be ashamed, unless you
-hear my confession and forgive me. For I... have sinned against you and
-your husband."
-
-"In what?" she asked, with a hard voice.
-
-"God knows that I had no thought of you he might not have read while
-he was here. And afterwards for a year I was in heart your brother; and
-then--oh, how can I say it and look you in the face, who thought me a
-good and faithful minister of Christ?" and his eyes were large with pain
-and sorrow.
-
-"Say it," she whispered, "say it plain; you must," and she stretched out
-her hand in commandment.
-
-"I loved you as... a man loves a woman whom he would make his wife, till
-it came to pass that I made excuses to visit you, till I watched you on
-the street, till I longed for the touch of your hand, till I... oh, the
-sin and shame--thought of you in the service and... at my prayers; yet I
-had been left your guardian and had promised to be as a brother to you;
-besides, nor was this the least of my shame, you were rich."
-
-"And now?" She had risen to her feet "I have finally overcome, but only
-within these few months, and my heart is at last single. You are to me
-again my friend's wife, and I shall meet him... in peace, if you forgive
-me."
-
-For a few seconds nothing was heard but his rapid breathing, and then
-she spoke with low, passionate voice.
-
-"Your love needs no forgiveness; your silence... I can never forgive."
-
-He lived for two hours, and he spoke twice. Once he thanked his nurse
-for her attentions, and just before he passed away she caught the words,
-"through much tribulation... enter the Kingdom... God."
-
-
-
-
-A PROBATIONER
-
-One winter I forsook the cottage at Drumtochty, in spite of the pure
-white snow and the snell, bracing wind from Ben Urtach, and took rooms
-in Edinburgh. It was a poor exchange, for the talk of professors and
-advocates, although good enough in its way, was not to be compared with
-the wisdom of James Soutar; but there were more books in Edinburgh than
-in the Glen, and it was there that I met my probationer. From time to
-time we passed upon the stair, when he would shrink into a landing and
-apologise for his obstruction, and if in sheer forgetfulness I said
-"Fine day," with the rain beating on the windows, he nervously agreed.
-With his suspicion of clerical attire, and his deferential manner, he
-suggested some helot of the ecclesiastical world, whose chiefs live in
-purple and fine linen, and whose subordinates share with tramway men and
-sempstresses the honour of working harder and receiving less pay than
-any other body in the commonwealth. By his step I had identified him as
-the tenant of a single room above my sitting-room, and one wondered how
-any man could move so little and so gently. If he shifted a chair, it
-was by stealth, and if in poking his fire a coal dropped on the hearth,
-he abandoned the audacious attempt.
-
-One grew so accustomed to these mouse-like movements that it came as
-a shock when my neighbour burst into activity. It was on a Friday
-afternoon that he seemed to be rearranging his furniture so as to leave
-a clear passage from end to end of the room, and then, after he had
-adjusted the chairs and table to his satisfaction, he began a wonderful
-exercise. Sometimes he would pace swiftly backwards and forwards with
-a murmuring sound as one repeating passages by rote, with occasional
-sudden pauses, when he refreshed his memory from some quarter. Sometimes
-he stood before the table and spoke aloud, rising to a pitch, when
-one could catch a word or two, and then he would strike a book, quite
-fiercely for him, and once or twice he stamped his foot almost as hard
-as a child could. After this outbreak he would rest a while, and then
-begin again on the lower key, and one knew when he reached the height by
-the refrain, "Abana and Pharpar, rivers of Damascus." It was an amazing
-development, and stimulated thought.
-
-"No," explained our excellent landlady, "he's no daft, though ye micht
-think sae. He's a minister without a kirk, an' he's juist learnin' his
-sermon; but, Losh keep us, he's by ordinar' the day.
-
-"He's my cousin's son, ye see"--and Mrs. Macfarlane settled to
-historical detail--"an' his mother's a weedow. She focht to get him
-through St. Andrew's, an' hoo she managed passes me. Noo he's what is
-called a probationer, an', eh, but he earns his livin' hard.
-
-"His business," continued Mrs. Macfarlane, "is to tak' the pulpit when
-a minister is awa' at a Sacrament or on his holiday, and any Sabbath he
-micht be at Peterhead and the next at Wigtown. He gets his orders on
-Friday, an' he sets aff wi' his bit bag on Saturday, an' a weary body he
-is on Monday nicht An' it's little he maks for a' he does, bare twenty
-shillin' a week clear; but naebody can stand this colie-shangie,
-(disturbance)." For above the landlady's exposition rose the
-probationer's voice: "Abana and Pharpar, rivers of Damascus."
-
-What she said to her cousin once removed I know not, but it was not in
-vain, for in the evening this was brought by the servant:--
-
-"Dear Sir,--
-
-"It affords me sincere regret to learn that you have been disturbed in
-the midst of your literary avocations by sounds and movements emanating
-from my room. They are unfortunately and unavoidably connected with a
-new method of professional work which I have been advised to adopt by
-experienced friends. It would, however, be unrighteous that one man
-should hinder another in his daily labour, and I would be greatly
-obliged if you could indicate any time of absence during which I might
-be free to speak aloud and move with energy in my chamber without
-offence. Apologising for my unwitting annoyance,
-
-"I am,
-
-"Yours respectfully,
-
-"Hiram Clunas."
-
-It was written on poor paper and a single sheet, but the handwriting was
-that of a scholar, a man accustomed to form Hebrew and Greek characters,
-and the very flavour of pedantry was attractive, so that one wanted to
-know the writer, and I seized the excuse of a personal answer.
-
-He was quite unprepared for my coming, and upset a Hebrew lexicon and
-four German books on the Prophets before he could get a chair in his
-single room below the slates; nor had he any small talk to offer, but
-he was ready enough to speak about his own work, and seemed anxious to
-explain his recent departure. It also occurred to me that he wanted my
-judgment.
-
-"My work, let me explain," he said, hesitatingly, "is not pastoral or...
-devoted to a particular sphere, since my gifts have not yet... commended
-themselves to a congregation after such a fashion that they were
-inclined to... in short, wished to have me as their minister. Mine is
-a vagum ministerium. I am what is called a probationer, that is, I have
-been duly educated in profane and sacred learning for the holy ministry,
-and have passed certain examinations... without discredit."
-
-"Of that I am sure," I interpolated with sincerity, whereat the
-probationer ought to have bowed and replied, "It is very good of you
-to say so," but as it was he only blushed and looked as if he had been
-caught boasting.
-
-"And then?" I suggested.
-
-"It remains to discover whether I am... fit for the practical work of my
-calling--if it be, indeed, I am called at all.. And here the little man
-came to a halt.
-
-"You are examined again," I inquired, tentatively, "or placed under a
-chief for a little?"
-
-"Well, no, although the latter would be an excellent way--but it is not
-for me to criticise the rules of my Church; if any congregation has lost
-its minister, then such as I, that is, persons in a state of probation,
-are sent each Sabbath to... preach, and then the people choose the one
-who... And again Mr. Clunas came to a stand for want of fitting words.
-
-"Who comes out first in the preaching competition," I added, and in an
-instant was sorry.
-
-"It would ill become me to put the matter... in such a form, and if I
-have done so it has been an inadvertence, and indeed I did not mean to
-complain, but rather to explain the reason of... the noise."
-
-"Please tell me whatever you please, but it was not noise, for I heard
-some words...
-
-"The rivers of Damascus? I feared so, sir; that was the climax or
-point of repetition--but I will relate the matter in order, with your
-permission.
-
-"It has been my habit, after I have duly examined a passage in the
-original language and the light of competent scholars, and verified its
-lessons by my own reason and conscience--collected the raw material,
-if I may so say--to commit the same to writing according to my ability,
-using language that can be understood of the people, and yet conforming
-as far as may be to the Elizabethan standard."
-
-In my opinion, I indicated, he had done well. "I judged that I would
-have your approval so far, but hereafter comes in a grave question of
-expediency, on which I should like your mind as a neutral person and one
-given to literary pursuits. My habit is further to read to the people
-what I have written in a clear voice, and with such animation as is
-natural to me, in the faith that whatsoever may have been given me by
-the Spirit of Truth may be witnessed to the hearers by the same Spirit."
-
-This appeared to me a very reasonable method and a just hope.
-
-"Others, however, acting according to their nature, commit their message
-to memory, and deliver it to the people with many lively and engaging
-gestures, which pleases the people and wins their hearts."
-
-"And so the groundlings prefer the windbags," I interrupted, "and elect
-them to be their minister."
-
-"It is not so that I wished you to infer," and the probationer's voice
-was full of reproof, "for I trust my desire is not to obtain a church,
-but the confirmation of my calling through the voice of the people; yet
-who knoweth his heart?" And the probationer was much distressed.
-
-It was only my foolish thought, I hastened to explain, and besought him
-to continue.
-
-"A friend of... much shrewdness and, I am sure, of good intention, has
-spoken to me at length on my... want of favour with the people, and has
-pointed out that the Word must be placed before them after a winsome
-fashion."
-
-"And so?"
-
-"He urged me to choose texts which could be frequently repeated with
-effect, and so lodge their idea in the mind of the people, and that
-I should not use any manuscript, but should employ certain arts of
-oratory, such as beginning low and raising the voice up to a climax
-where it would be good to repeat the text with emphasis.
-
-"As an example and... inducement he dwelt upon the case of one
-probationer who had taken for his text, 'And there shall be no more
-sea,' whereon he composed a single sermon, to which he devoted much
-pains. This he delivered daily for some hours in his chamber, and at the
-end of each paragraph said in a loud voice, 'And there shall be no more
-sea.' He was elected to three churches within a short space," concluded
-Mr. Clunas.
-
-"You have therefore thought it desirable to amend your habit."
-
-"Well, so far," and the probationer was much embarrassed, "it was
-impossible for me to handle what my adviser called 'repeaters,' such as
-that I have mentioned, for my mind does not incline to them; but as I
-had been labouring the tendency to prefer meretricious and sensational
-religion to that which is austere and pure from the text, 'Are not Abana
-and Pharpar, rivers of Damascus, better than all the waters of Israel? *
-it seemed to me that I might for once... make trial... that is, use the
-words Abana and Pharpar as a symbol to... fix the truth, as it were. It
-is very laborious and... not grateful to me. Do you think that...
-I am doing right?" and my probationer fixed me with an anxious eye.
-
-"Quite so, sir, I understand perfectly," as I was making a blundering
-effort to suggest that Providence hardly intended that my probationer
-should go round the country like a showman with "repeaters."
-
-"You have confirmed my own idea and... delivered my feet from falling,
-for I had come nearly to unreality in a holy thing, besides ridding me
-from an irksome task," and he regarded the sheets--the "rivers" standing
-out in half text--with strong dislike.
-
-"There is another matter," he continued, "on which I would fain have
-your mind, since you have shown so much sympathy. It is now, I regret to
-say, the custom for a person in my position, that is, on probation, to
-print a number of certificates from influential persons and send them
-to... the authorities in a vacant church. This I have refused to do;
-but there is a special reason why I strongly desire to be settled...
-not quite unworthy, I hope," and a faint flush came to the probationer's
-face.
-
-"I understand"--for it was natural to suppose that he was engaged, as
-many in his circumstances are, which grows into a pathetic tragedy as a
-girl waits for long years till her betrothed is approved in his work and
-can offer her a home--"and you have got your certificates."
-
-"A few, and it may be that I could secure more; here is one which...
-I value deeply... count above gold. It's from Prof. Carphin; you know
-what he has done, of course.
-
-"Hebrew scholar"--the probationer rose from his chair and paced the
-floor--"that is inadequate, quite inadequate; there are many Hebrew
-scholars, thank God, but Prof. Carphin has gone deeper. Why, sir, he has
-made a race of scholars, and changed the face of theological thought in
-Scotland; he is the modern Erasmus of our land," and the probationer was
-very warm.
-
-"This is what he has written of me, and it is superfluous to say that
-from such a man this testimony is the highest praise; I ought hardly to
-show such words, but you will not misjudge me."
-
-"I beg to certify that Mr. Hiram Clunas, Master of Arts and Bachelor of
-Divinity, late Fellow of this College, is in my judgment fully competent
-to expound the Hebrew Scriptures after an accurate and spiritual fashion
-to any body of intelligent people.
-
-"Zechariah Carphin,
-
-"D.D., LL.D.
-
-"Calvin College, Edinburgh."
-
-"Pardon me, it is my foolishness, but you notice 'fully'; this extremity
-of language is, I need not say, undeserved, but that Dr. Carphin should
-have written it is... a compensation for many little disappointments,"
-and the probationer's voice trembled.
-
-"No, it will not be of material service in the way of gaining me a
-hearing, for it is a... moral disgrace to my Church that the word of
-this eminent man carries little weight with... committees and such like,
-and that many people in this University city do not know his face when
-he walks along Princes Street.
-
-"This is from another kind of man, who is very... acceptable as
-a preacher, and has much influence... in vacancies; it was an
-indiscretion, I fear, to have asked him for... a certificate, as he has
-only seen me once; but when one is pressed he is not always wise."
-
-"I have had the pleasure of knowing the Rev. Hiram Clunas for a
-considerable time, and have much satisfaction in recommending him to
-the favourable consideration of selection committees of vacant
-congregations, He is a ripe scholar, a profound divine, an eloquent
-preacher, a faithful pastor, an experienced Christian, with an
-attractive and popular manner, and general knowledge of a varied and
-rich character. Any congregation securing Mr. Clunas is certain to
-increase both in number and finance, and I anticipate for this talented
-young minister a future of remarkable and rapid success.
-
-"MacDuff MacLeear, D.D."
-
-"Yes, it is a curious name, and I believe was, so to say, adopted.
-Originally he was James MacLeear--MacLeear is his own--and some years
-ago he inserted MacDuff, I am credibly informed, and now he has dropped
-his Christian name.
-
-"The reason for the change, it is understood, is for purposes of
-advertisement in the public prints, where, I am informed, ordinary names
-such as James or John are less... striking, so that preachers who desire
-to appeal to the people use two surnames, as it were; it seems to me
-doubtful in ethics, but one must not be ready to judge his neighbour in
-such straits.
-
-"No, his degree is not from a Scots University, but from a seat of
-learning in a Western State of America--Auroraville, I think it is
-called, but I am not sure. Yes, he wrote a little book on the _Maidens
-of the Bible_ of a popular cast.
-
-"You agree with me that no one could use such a testimony with...
-self-respect, and I have resolved to print no certificates or make
-any personal appeal; but I do not regret the effort I made, for it has
-gained me the Professor's letter," and the probationer folded up the
-letter carefully and placed it in his desk.
-
-"I fear that you must think me charged with vain ambition, but... it is
-not for my own sake."
-
-From time to time we spent an hour together, and he told me of his
-journeys, many and toilsome.
-
-"Of course I am not sent to supply in cities, for they require men of
-greater... experience; my allotment is always in the country, and I like
-that better.
-
-"When my station comes near I begin to look out of the window and see
-whether the district is level or hilly--for though climbing tries one
-a little, one has a fair view to refresh the soul, and I like woods
-because of the mystery and the rustling of the leaves.
-
-"Sometimes a farmer will meet me with a dogcart--and there are no men
-so kind as farmers--but mostly I walk, and that is nothing unless the
-distance be far and it be raining heavily. No, it may be a weakness of
-the flesh, but I do not like a night walk, and yet to see the squares of
-light in the cottage windows, flashing across a glen or breaking out of
-a wood, is very pleasing."
-
-One snowy morning in February he came into my room in evident
-excitement, with a letter in his hand.
-
-"You have taken such an interest in my affairs that I thought you would
-like to know... I have received a letter informing me that I am on
-the short leet for Tilliegask... just two, and I am one... and I am to
-preach next Sabbath... and the farmer with whom I stayed has sent a very
-encouraging letter."
-
-During the week the probationer was much tried on a question of
-conscience, whether he ought to act on a suggestion of his friend at
-Tilliegask.
-
-"It happens," he explained to me, "that the people at Tilliegask are
-very conservative in their views of the Bible, while, as you are aware,
-I have been led to accept certain modern conclusions regarding the
-history of the books, and my good friend desires that I should... make
-no allusion to them in my discourse.
-
-"Now," went on the probationer, "it was not my intention to do so, but
-after this advice am I not bound in conscience to indicate, simply to
-indicate, my position, that they may not be deceived, and that I may not
-obtain a church by guile?" And he read to me the sentence, which I make
-no doubt no one understood, but which was to Mr. Clunas a great relief.
-He came home from Tilliegask in high spirits, and speculated every
-evening on his chances as against the other man who was to preach on
-Sabbath.
-
-"No, he was not what you would call a scholar," and then the probationer
-laughed aloud--a rare occurrence; "well, it was a translation in the
-Latin class; he rendered _adhuc juvenis_ as 'a still youth,' which was
-much tasted, and others, too, as remarkable; but it is not generous to
-remember such... failings."
-
-The good man was indeed so distressed by this disparaging allusion to
-his rival that he searched his heart for the sins of pride and jealousy,
-which with envy and worldliness, he confessed to me, constantly beset
-him. He also impressed upon me that although Mr. Tosh might not be a
-scholar in the academic sense, yet he had such gifts of speech that
-he would be an excellent minister for Tilliegask if the choice of that
-secluded place should fall on Tosh. But the probationer waited anxiously
-for the first post on Tuesday, which would give the result, and I was
-only less anxious.
-
-When he did not come down with tidings, and only the faintest sound came
-from his room as of a chair occasionally shifted before the fire, I went
-up, and found my friend very low and two open letters on the table.
-
-"It has not been... God's will," and he signed that I should read the
-letters. One was from the ecclesiastical functionary who presides over
-elections and church courts, and who is called by the suggestive name
-of "moderator"; that the vote had been fifty-two for Mr. Clunas and
-ninety-three for Mr. Tosh; that Mr. Tosh had been elected; that on
-his, the moderator's appeal, the minority had "fallen in"; that he, the
-moderator, was sure that Mr. Clunas would be pleased to know that his
-supporters had shown so good a spirit, and that there was no doubt that
-the Great Head of the Church had something in store for His servant;
-and that in the event of Mr. Clunas applying in another vacancy he, the
-moderator, would be willing to give him a strong certificate as to
-the impression he, Mr. Clunas, had produced on the congregation of
-Tilliegask. The second letter was from Wester Tilliegask, my friend's
-host, who was full of genuine regret that Mr. Clunas had not won the
-poll, who explained that up to Sabbath his chance was excellent, but
-that Mr. Tosh had carried all before him by a sermon on "A Rainbow round
-about the Throne," with very fetching illustrations and quotations--Mr.
-Tosh had also won several votes by shaking hands with the people at
-the door, and ingeniously giving it to be understood that his idea of
-pastoral duty was to visit his congregation four times a year; that,
-notwithstanding all these Tosh attractions, he, Wester Tilliegask,
-would have preferred Mr. Clunas; and that as there was a rumour that the
-minister of Ballengeich would soon need a colleague, he would arrange
-through his, Wester Tilliegask's, wife's brother that Mr. Clunas should
-have a hearing. He added that a certificate from MacDuff MacLeear,
-placing Mr. Tosh a little lower than St Paul, had told.
-
-The probationer was very brave and generous, blaming no one, and
-acknowledging that Tosh would be a more suitable man for Tilliegask, but
-it was evident he was hardly hit.
-
-"It was not to escape the unrest of this life," he said, "nor for the
-position, nor even for the sanction of my work; it was for the sake
-of one who... has waited long to see me an ordained minister. She may
-not... be spared much longer; my mother is now nearly seventy." So it
-was no sweetheart, but his mother of whom he thought.
-
-"If I had been elected, I had purposed to start this forenoon and carry
-the news myself, and I imagined the scene. I never could reach the
-cottage unseen, for there is a window in the gable which commands the
-road, so that mother is ever waiting at the garden gate for me.
-
-"Do not count me foolish, but I was to pretend that I had just come to
-visit her for a day, and then ask her how she would like to leave the
-cottage and live in a manse.
-
-"By this time she would jalouse something--'tis her word--but I would
-tell nothing, only expatiate on the manse and her room in it, and...
-and... she would suddenly throw her arms round my neck.... Excuse me,
-sir; I will come down in the evening, if you please."
-
-Before evening he was hurrying down to the cottage, for after all he had
-to go to his mother, and when he came back next Monday she was dead and
-buried.
-
-"Your sympathy is very grateful," as we sat together, "and it helps me,
-but I think my heart is... broken; although I had to live in Edinburgh
-in order to accomplish my railway journeys, and we only saw one another
-at intervals, we were all in all to one another....
-
-"There were things passed between us I cannot tell, for it seems to me
-that a mother's death-bed is a holy place; but she knew that I had lost
-Tilliegask, and... she was not cast down, as I was for her sake.
-
-"'Dinna lose heart, Hiram,' she said, her hand in mine, 'for my faith
-will be justified; when I gave ye to the Lord the day your father died I
-was sure, a' through the fecht o' education I was sure, an' when you got
-your honours I was sure, an' when you got no kirk I was still as sure,
-and now my eyes are clear, an' I see that God has savit you for a work
-that hath not entered into my heart,' and she blessed me...."
-
-From that day he began to fail, and although he struggled to fulfil
-preaching engagements, he had at last to give up public work. But he
-toiled harder than ever at the Semitic languages.
-
-"It is not that I am deceiving myself with vain hopes," he explained to
-me one day, "for I know full well that I am dying, but it seemeth good
-that whatsoever talent I have should be cultivated to the end.
-
-"The future life is veiled, and speculation is vain, but language must
-be used, and they who have mastered the ancient roots will be of some
-service; it is all I can offer, and I must give of my best."
-
-The morning he died I looked over his few affairs and balanced his
-accounts, which were kept in a small pass-book, his poor fees on one
-side and his slender expenses on the other to a halfpenny.
-
-"The expenditure may seem heavy the last few journeys, but my strength
-failed by the way, and I was unable to walk to my destination, but there
-may still be enough at the end of the week for what has to be done.
-
-"There will be L9 15s. 6d. when all is paid.
-
-"With the sale of my books it will suffice, for I have carefully
-enquired, to buy a grave and defray the cost of burial. It is not
-possible to be buried beside my mother, for our ground is full, so let
-me lie where the sun is shining on the Grange Cemetery."
-
-Soon after his mind wandered, and I gathered he was in the vestry of
-Tilliegask Kirk.
-
-"Lord, be merciful to me and remember my infirmities... deliver Thy
-servant from the fear of man and all doubleness of heart... give me
-grace to declare Thy truth and to set Thee before me... bless my mother
-and hear her prayers...."
-
-After a little while he began to preach, but we could make nothing of
-the words till he suddenly stopped and raised himself in the bed.
-
-"Thou, Lord," he cried, with great astonishment, "hearing me...
-Forgive... I am not worthy to declare Thy Gospel...." What was said by
-the Master none of us heard, but the astonishment passed into joy,
-and the light thereof still touched and made beautiful his face as the
-probationer fell on sleep.
-
-It was a spring day when we laid his body to rest, and any one who cares
-can find his grave because a weeping willow hangs over it, and this is
-the inscription on the stone:
-
-Hiram Clunas,
-
-Probationer.
-
-"It is a very small thing that I should be judged of man's judgment."
-
-
-
-
-
-A GOVERNMENT OFFICIAL
-
-
-Never had I met any man so methodical in his habits, so neat in his
-dress, so accurate in speech, so precise in manner as my fellow-lodger.
-When he took his bath in the morning I knew it was half-past seven,
-and when he rang for hot water that it was a quarter to eight Until a
-quarter-past he moved about the room in his slow, careful dressing, and
-then everything was quiet next door till half-past eight, when the low
-murmur of the Lord's Prayer concluded his devotions. Two minutes later
-he went downstairs--if he met a servant one could hear him say "Good
-morning"--and read his newspaper--he seldom had letters--till nine, when
-he rang for breakfast. Twenty-past nine he went upstairs and changed his
-coat, and he spent five minutes in the lobby selecting a pair of gloves,
-brushing his hat, and making a last survey for a speck of dust One glove
-he put on opposite the hat-stand, and the second on the doorstep,
-and when he touched the pavement you might have set your watch by
-nine-thirty. Once he was in the lobby at five and twenty minutes to ten,
-distressed and flurried.
-
-"I cut my chin slightly when shaving," he explained, "and the wound
-persists in bleeding. It has an untidy appearance, and a drop of blood
-might fall on a letter."
-
-The walk that morning was quite broken, and before reaching the corner,
-he had twice examined his chin with a handkerchief, and shaken his head
-as one whose position in life was now uncertain.
-
-"It is nothing in itself," he said afterwards, with an apologetic
-allusion to his anxiety, "and might not matter to another man. But any
-little misadventure--a yesterday's collar or a razor cut, or even an
-inky finger--would render me helpless in dealing with people. They would
-simply look at the weak spot, and one would lose all authority. Some of
-the juniors smile when I impress on them to be very careful about
-their dress--quiet, of course, as becomes their situation, but
-unobjectionable. With more responsibility they will see the necessity of
-such details. I will remember your transparent sticking-plaster--a most
-valuable suggestion."
-
-His name was Frederick Augustus Perkins; so ran the card he left on my
-table a week after I settled in the next rooms, and the problem of his
-calling gradually became a standing vexation. It fell under the class of
-conundrums, and one remembered from childhood that it is mean to be
-told the answer, so I might not say to Mister Perkins--for it was
-characteristic of the prim little man that no properly constituted
-person could have said Perkins--"By the way, what is your line of
-things?" or any more decorous rendering of my curiosity.
-
-Mrs. Holmes, who was as a mother to Mr. Perkins and myself, as well as
-two younger men of literary pursuits and irregular habits, had a gift of
-charming irrelevance, and was able to combine allusions to Mr. Perkins'
-orderly life and the amatory tendencies of a new cook in a mosaic of
-enthralling interest.
-
-"No, Betsy Jane has 'ad her notice and goes this day week; not that her
-cookin's bad, but her brothers don't know when to leave. One was 'ere
-no later than last night, though if he was her born brother, 'e 'ad a
-different father and mother, or my name ain't 'Olmes. 'Your brother,
-Betsy Jane,' says I, 'ought not to talk in a strange 'ouse on family
-affairs till eleven o'clock.'
-
-"'E left at 'alf-past ten punctual,' says she, looking as hinnocent as
-a child, 'for I 'eard Mr. Perkins go up to 'is room as I was lettin' Jim
-out.
-
-"'Betsy Jane,' I says, quite calm, 'where do you expeck to go to as
-doesn't know wot truth is?' for Mr. Perkins leaves 'is room has the 'all
-clock starts on eleven, and e's in 'is bedroom at the last stroke. If
-she 'adn't brought in Mr. Perkins she might'ave deceived me, gettin' old
-and not bein' so quick in my hearing as I was; but that settled her.
-
-"'Alf-past," went on Mrs. Holmes, scornfully; "and 'im never varied
-two minutes the last ten years, except one night 'e fell asleep in 'is
-chair, being bad with hinfluenza.
-
-"For a regular single gentleman as rises in the morning and goes out,
-and comes in and takes 'is dinner, and goes to bed like the Medes and
-Persians, I've never seen 'is equal; an' it's five-and-twenty years
-since 'Olmes died, 'avin' a bad liver through takin' gin for rheumatics;
-an' Liz-beth Peevey says to me, 'Take lodgers, Jemima; not that they
-pays for the trouble, but it 'ill keep an 'ouse.'...
-
-"Mr. Perkins' business;" it was shabby, but the temptation came as a
-way of escape from the flow of Mrs. Holmes' autobiography; "now that I
-couldn't put a name on, for why, 'e never speaks about 'is affairs; just
-'Good evening, Mrs.'Olmes; I'll take fish for breakfast to-morrow;' no
-more than that, or another blanket on 'is bed on the first of November,
-for it's by days, not cold, 'e goes...."
-
-It was evident that I must solve the problem for myself.
-
-Mr. Perkins could not be a city man, for in the hottest June he never
-wore a white waistcoat, nor had he the swelling gait of one who made an
-occasional _coup_ in mines, and it went without saying that he did not
-write; a man who went to bed at eleven, and whose hair made no claim
-to distinction. One's mind fell back on the idea of law--conveyancing
-seemed probable--but his face lacked sharpness, and the alternative of
-confidential clerk to a firm of drysalters was contradicted by an air
-of authority that raised observations on the weather to the level of a
-state document The truth came upon me--a flash of inspiration--as I saw
-Mr. Perkins coming home one evening. The black frock-coat and waistcoat,
-dark grey trousers, spotless linen, high, old-fashioned collar, and
-stiff stock, were a symbol, and could only mean one profession.
-
-"By the way, Mr. Perkins," for this was all one now required to know,
-"are you Income Tax or Stamps?"
-
-"Neither, although my duty makes me familiar with every department in
-the Civil Service. I have the honour to be," and he cleared his throat
-with dignity, "a first-class clerk in the Schedule Office."
-
-"Our work," he explained to me, "is very important, and in fact... vital
-to the administration of affairs. The efficiency of practical government
-depends on the accuracy of the forms issued, and every one is composed
-in our office.
-
-"No, that is a common mistake," in reply to my shallow remark; "the
-departments do not draw up their own forms, and in fact they are not fit
-for such work. They send us a memorandum of what their officials wish to
-ask, and we put it into shape.
-
-"It requires long experience and, I may say, some... ability to compose
-a really creditable schedule, one that will bring out every point
-clearly and exhaustively--in fact, I have ventured to call it a
-science"--here Mr. Perkins allowed himself to smile--"and it might be
-defined Schedulology.
-
-"Yes, to see a double sheet of foolscap divided up into some twenty-four
-compartments, each with a question and a blank, space for the answer, is
-pleasing to the eye, very pleasing indeed.
-
-"What annoys one," and Mr. Perkins became quite irritable, "is to
-examine a schedule after it has been filled and to discover how it has
-been misused--simply mangled.
-
-"It is not the public simply who are to blame; they are, of course,
-quite hopeless, and have an insane desire to write their names all over
-the paper, with family details; but members of the Civil Service abuse
-the most admirable forms that ever came out of our office.
-
-"Numerous? Yes, naturally so; and as governmental machinery turns on
-schedules they will increase every year. Could you guess, now, the
-number of different schedules under our charge?"
-
-"Several hundred, perhaps."
-
-Mr. Perkins smiled with much complacency. "Sixteen thousand four hundred
-and four, besides temporary ones that are only used in emergencies. One
-department has now reached twelve hundred and two; it has been admirably
-organised, and its secretary could tell you the subject of every form.
-
-"Well, it does not become me to boast, but I have had the honour of
-contributing two hundred and twenty myself, and have composed forty-two
-more that have not yet been accepted.
-
-"Well, yes," he admitted, with much modesty, "I have kept copies of the
-original drafts," and he showed me a bound volume of his works.
-
-"An author? It is very good of you to say so," and Mr. Perkins seemed
-much pleased with the idea, twice smiling to himself during the evening,
-and saying as we parted, "It's my good fortune to have a large and
-permanent circulation."
-
-All November Mr. Perkins was engaged with what he hoped would be one of
-his greatest successes.
-
-"It's a sanitation schedule for the Education Department, and is, I dare
-to say, nearly perfect It has eighty-three questions on every point,
-from temperature to drains, and will present a complete view of the
-physical condition of primary schools.
-
-"You have no idea," he continued, "what a fight I have had with our
-Head to get it through--eight drafts, each one costing three days'
-labour--but now he has passed it.
-
-"'Perkins,' he said, 'this is the most exhaustive schedule you have
-ever drawn up, and I'm proud it's come through the hands of the drafting
-sub-department Whether I can approve it as Head of the publishing
-sub-department is very doubtful.'"
-
-"Do you mean that the same man would approve your paper in one
-department to-day and...
-
-"Quite so. It's a little difficult for an outsider to appreciate the
-perfect order--perhaps I might say symmetry--of the Civil Service," and
-Mr. Perkins spoke with a tone of condescension as to a little child.
-"The Head goes himself to the one sub-department in the morning and to
-the other in the afternoon, and he acts with absolute impartiality.
-
-"Why, sir,"--Mr. Perkins began to warm and grow enthusiastic,--"I have
-received a letter from the other sub-department, severely criticising
-a draft he had highly commended in ours two days before, and I saw his
-hand in the letter... distinctly; an able review, too, very able indeed.
-
-"'Very well put, Perkins,' he said to me himself; 'they've found the
-weak points; we must send an amended draft;' and so we did, and got a
-very satisfactory reply. It was a schedule about swine fever, 972 in
-the department of Agriculture. I have had the pleasure of reading it
-in public circulation when on my holidays."
-
-"Does your Head sign the letters addressed to himself?"
-
-"Certainly; letters between departments are always signed by the chief
-officer." Mr. Perkins seemed to have found another illustration
-of public ignorance, and recognised his duty as a missionary of
-officialism. "It would afford me much pleasure to give you any
-information regarding our excellent system, which has been slowly built
-up and will repay study; but you will excuse me this evening, as I am
-indisposed--a tendency to shiver which annoyed me in the office to-day."
-
-Next morning I rose half an hour late, as Mr. Perkins did not take
-his bath, and was not surprised when Mrs. Holmes came to my room,
-overflowing with concern and disconnected speech.
-
-"'E's that regular in 'is ways, that when 'Annah Mariar says 'is water's
-at 'is door at eight o'clock, I went up that 'urried that I couldn't
-speak; and I 'ears him speaking to 'isself, which is not what you would
-expect of him, he being the quietest gentleman as ever..."
-
-"Is Mr. Perkins ill, do you mean?" for Mrs. Holmes seemed now in fair
-breath, and was always given to comparative reviews.
-
-"So I knocks and says, 'Mr. Perkins, 'ow are you feeling?' and all
-I could 'ear was 'temperance'; it's little as he needs of that, for
-excepting a glass of wine at his dinner, and it might be something 'ot
-before going to bed in winter....
-
-"So I goes in," resumed Mrs. Holmes, "an' there 'e was sittin' up in'is
-bed, with 'is face as red as fire, an' not knowing me from Adam. If it
-wasn't for 'is 'abits an' a-catching of 'is breath you wud 'ave said
-drink, for 'e says, 'How often have the drains been sluiced last year?'"
-After which I went up to Mr. Perkins' room without ceremony.
-
-He was explaining, with much cogency, as it seemed to me, that unless
-the statistics of temperature embraced the whole year, they would
-afford no reliable conclusions regarding the sanitary condition of Board
-Schools; but when I addressed him by name with emphasis, he came to
-himself with a start:
-
-"Excuse me, sir; I must apologise... I really did not hear... in
-fact," and then, as he realised his situation, Mr. Perkins was greatly
-embarrassed.
-
-"Did I forget myself so far as... to send for you?... I was not feeling
-well. I have a slight difficulty in breathing, but I am quite able to go
-to the office... in a cab.
-
-"You are most kind and obliging, but the schedule I am... it just comes
-and goes... thank you, no more water... is important and... intricate;
-no one... can complete it... except myself.
-
-"With your permission I will rise... in a few minutes... ten o'clock,
-dear me... this is most unfortunate... not get down till eleven... I
-must really insist..." But the doctor had come, and Mr. Perkins obeyed
-on one condition.
-
-"Yes, doctor, I prefer, if you please, to know; you see I am not a young
-person... nor nervous... thank you very much... quite so; pneumonia is
-serious... and double pneumonia dangerous, I understand... no, it is
-not that... one is not alarmed at my age, but... yes, I'll lie down...
-letter must go to office... dictate it to my friend... certain
-form... leave of absence, in fact... trouble you too much... medical
-certificate."
-
-He was greatly relieved after this letter was sent by special messenger
-with the key of his desk, and quite refreshed when a clerk came up with
-the chiefs condolences.
-
-"My compliments to Mr. Lighthead... an excellent young official, very
-promising indeed... and would he step upstairs for a minute... will
-excuse this undress in circumstances... really I will not speak any
-more.
-
-"Those notes, Mr. Lighthead, will make my idea quite plain... and I hope
-to revise final draft... if God will... my dutiful respect to the Board,
-and kind regards to the chief clerk... it was kind of you to come, most
-thoughtful."
-
-This young gentleman came into my room to learn the state of the case,
-and was much impressed.
-
-"Really this kind of thing--Perkins gasping in bed and talking in his
-old-fashioned way--knocks one out of time, don't you know? If he had
-gone on much longer I should have bolted.
-
-"Like him in the office? I should think so. You should have seen the
-young fellows to-day when they heard he was so ill. Of course we laugh
-a bit at him--Schedule Perkins he's called--because he's so dry and
-formal; but that's nothing.
-
-"With all his little cranks, he knows his business better than any man
-in the department; and then he's a gentleman, d'y see? could not say
-a rude word or do a mean thing to save his life--not made that way, in
-fact.
-
-"Let me just give you one instance--show you his sort Every one knew
-that he ought to have been chief clerk, and that Rodway's appointment
-was sheer influence. The staff was mad, and some one said Rodway need
-not expect to have a particularly good time.
-
-"Perkins overheard him, and chipped in at once. 'Mr. Rodway'--you know
-his dry manner, wagging his eyeglass all the time--'is our superior
-officer, and we are bound to render him every assistance in our power,
-or,' and then he was splendid, 'resign our commissions.' Rodway, they
-say, has retired; but the worst of it is that as Perkins has been once
-passed over he 'ill not succeed.
-
-"Perhaps it won't matter, poor chap. I say," said Lighthead, hurriedly,
-turning his back and examining a pipe on the mantel-piece, "do you think
-he is going to... I mean, has he a chance?"
-
-"Just a chance, I believe. Have you been long with him?"
-
-"That's not it--it's what he's done for a... for fellows. Strangers
-don't know Perkins. You might talk to him for a year, and never hear
-anything but shop. Then one day you get into a hole, and you would find
-out another Perkins.
-
-"Stand by you?" and he wheeled round. "Rather, and no palaver either:
-with money and with time and with... other things that do a fellow more
-good than the whole concern, and no airs. There's more than one man in
-our office has cause to... bless Schedule Perkins.
-
-"Let me tell you how he got... one chap out of the biggest scrape he'll
-ever fall into. Do you mind me smoking?" And then he made himself busy
-with matches and a pipe that was ever going out for the rest of the
-story.
-
-"Well, you see, this man, clerk in our office, had not been long up from
-the country, and he was young. Wasn't quite bad, but he couldn't hold
-his own with older fellows.
-
-"He got among a set that had suppers in their rooms, and gambled a bit,
-and he lost and borrowed, and... in fact, was stone broke.
-
-"It's not very pleasant for a fellow to sit in his room a week before
-Christmas, and know that he may be cashiered before the holidays, and
-all through his own fault.
-
-"If it were only himself, why, he might take his licking and go to the
-Colonies; but it was hard... on his mother--it's always going out, this
-pipe--when he was her only son, and she rather... believed in him.
-
-"Didn't sleep much that night--told me himself afterwards--and he
-concluded that the best way out was to buy opium in the City next day,
-and take it--pretty stiff dose, you know--next night.
-
-"Cowardly rather, of course, but it might be easier for the mater down
-in Devon--his mother, I mean--did I say he was Devon?--same county as
-myself--affair would be hushed up, and she would have... his memory
-clean.
-
-"As it happened, though, he didn't buy any opium next day--didn't get
-the chance; for Perkins came round to his desk, and asked this young
-chap to have a bit of dinner with him--aye, and made him come.
-
-"He had the jolliest little dinner ready you ever saw, and he insisted
-on the fellow smoking, though Perkins hates the very smell of 'baccy,
-and--well, he got the whole trouble out of him, except the opium.
-
-"D'y think he lectured and scolded? Not a bit--that's not Perkins--he
-left the fool to do his own lecturing, and he did it stiff. I'll
-tell you what he said: 'Your health must have been much tried by this
-anxiety, so you must go down and spend Christmas with your mother, and I
-would venture to suggest that you take her a suitable gift.
-
-"With regard to your debt, you will allow me,' and Perkins spoke as
-if he had been explaining a schedule, 'to take it over, on two
-conditions--that you repay me by instalments every quarter, and dine
-with me every Saturday evening for six months.
-
-"See what he was after? Wanted to keep... the fellow straight, and cheer
-him up; and you've no idea how Perkins came out those Saturdays--capital
-stories as ever you heard--and he declared that it was a pleasure to
-him.
-
-"'I am rather lonely,' he used to say, 'and it is most kind of a young
-man to sit with me.' Kind!"
-
-"What was the upshot with your friend? Did he turn over a new leaf?"
-
-"He 'ill never be the man that Perkins expects, but he's doing his level
-best, and... is rising in the office. Perkins swears by him, and that's
-made a man of the fellow.
-
-"He's paid up the cash now, but... he can never pay up the
-kindness--confound those wax matches, they never strike--he told his
-mother last summer the whole story.
-
-"She wrote to Perkins--of course I don't know what was in the
-letter--but Perkins had the fellow into his room. 'You ought to have
-regarded our transaction as confidential. I am grieved you mentioned my
-name;' and then as I--I mean, as the fellow--was going out, 'I'll keep
-that letter beside my commission,' said Perkins.
-
-"If Perkins dies"--young men don't do that kind of thing, or else one
-would have thought--"it'ill be... a beastly shame," which was a terrible
-collapse, and Mr. Geoffrey Light-head, of the Schedule Department, left
-the house without further remark or even shaking hands..
-
-That was Wednesday, and on Friday morning he appeared, flourishing a
-large blue envelope, sealed with an imposing device, marked "On Her
-Majesty's Service," and addressed to--
-
-"Frederick Augustus Perkins, Esq.,
-
-"First Class Clerk in the Schedule Department,
-
-"Somerset House,
-
-"London,"
-
-An envelope any man might be proud to receive, and try to live up to for
-a week.
-
-"Rodway has retired," he shouted, "and we can't be sure in the office,
-but the betting is four to one--I'm ten myself--that the Board has
-appointed Perkins Chief Clerk," and Lighthead did some steps of a
-triumphal character.
-
-"The Secretary appeared this morning after the Board had met 'There's a
-letter their Honours wish taken at once to Mr. Perkins. Can any of
-you deliver it at his residence?' Then the other men looked at me,
-because--well, Perkins has been friendly with me; and that hansom came
-very creditably indeed.
-
-"Very low, eh? Doctors afraid not last over the night--that's hard
-lines... but I say, they did not reckon on this letter. Could not you
-read it to him? You see this was his one ambition. He could never be
-Secretary, not able enough, but he was made for Chief Clerk. Now he's
-got it, or I would not have been sent out skimming with this letter.
-Read it to him, and the dear old chap will be on his legs in a week."
-
-It seemed good advice, and this was what I read, while Perkins lay very
-still and did his best to breathe:--
-
-"Dear Mr. Perkins,--
-
-"I have the pleasure to inform you that the Board have appointed you
-Chief Clerk in the Schedule Department in succession to Gustavus Rodway,
-Esq., who retires, and their Honours desire me further to express their
-appreciation of your long and valuable service, and their earnest hope
-that you may be speedily restored to health. I am,
-
-"Your obedient servant,
-
-"Arthur Wraxhall,
-
-"Secretary."
-
-For a little time it was too much for Mr. Perkins, and then he
-whispered:--
-
-"The one thing on earth I wished, and... more than I deserved... not
-usual, personal references in Board letters... perhaps hardly regular...
-but most gratifying... and... strengthening.
-
-"I feel better already... some words I would like to hear again... thank
-you, where I can reach it... nurse will be so good as to read it"
-
-Mr. Perkins revived from that hour, having his tonic administered at
-intervals, and astonished the doctors. On Christmas Eve he had made such
-progress that Lighthead was allowed to see him for five minutes.
-
-"Heard about your calling three times a day... far too kind with all
-your work... and the messages from the staff... touched me to heart...
-never thought had so many friends... wished been more friendly myself.
-
-"My promotion, too... hope may be fit for duty... can't speak much,
-but think I'll be spared... Almighty very good to me... Chief Clerk of
-Schedule Department... would you mind saying Lord's Prayer together...
-it sums up everything."
-
-So we knelt one on each side of Perkins' bed, and I led with "Our
-Father"--the other two being once or twice quite audible. The choir of
-a neighbouring church were singing a Christmas carol in the street, and
-the Christ came into our hearts as a little child.
-
-
-
-
-THE RIGHT HAND OF SAMUEL DODSON
-
-
-I
-
-"Smoking, as usual, and wasting your time after luncheon, instead
-of hurrying to your offices and coining time into money like old Sam
-Dodson, who can give the cash value of every five minutes," and Welsby
-sat down beside three other young Liverpool merchants in the club--all
-men who had one eye on business and the other on the good of the city.
-"Something's happened since I saw you fellows last on 'Change. Guess."
-"Cotton up three points? A corn corner at Chicago? A big bear in lard?
-Anything to do with fruit?"
-
-"Nothing whatever to do with such prosaic subjects, and I am ashamed to
-notice your mercenary tempers; this is a public affair, and is to be a
-profound secret for exactly seventy minutes, after which it will appear
-in the fourth edition of the _Evening Trumpet_.
-
-"It's a pity that the early news could not be used for an operation in
-cotton, but I'll take it along to the 'Flags,' and tell it under pledge
-of silence to half a dozen brokers. If you are really interested in the
-matter, this will give it a wider and more certain circulation than any
-_Trumpet_ could."
-
-"We're all ears, Welsby."
-
-"Well, to begin at the beginning, you know how our people in Liverpool
-are crowded together in courts and rookeries without room or air. It's
-hard on the men and women, but it's hardest on the children, who have no
-place to play in but the gutter.
-
-"So a man wrote a letter to the papers about a month ago, pleading for
-a fund to put down small playgrounds in the crowded districts, where the
-little folk could come of an evening, and the mothers could sit, and the
-men might smoke a pipe...
-
-"I remember the letter," broke in Cotton; "it was signed
-'Philanthropist,' and was generally supposed to have been composed in a
-moment of inspiration by some proprietor of insanitary property; it was
-an elegant letter, and affected me very much--to tears, in fact,"
-
-"It was signed 'Charles Welsby,' and you never read a word of it,
-because it had no reference to polo nor the Macfarlane Institute for
-Working Lads, the only subjects to which you give any attention. Four
-people read it, however, and wrote to me at once. One man denounced the
-scheme as another instance of the patronage of the rich. He added that
-it was a sop, and that the toilers would soon find open places for
-themselves."
-
-"He would mean your garden, Welsby," suggested Lard. "The Socialist has
-two main principles of action: first, to give nothing to any good cause
-himself; and second, to appropriate his neighbour's property on the
-first opportunity. And your other correspondents?"
-
-"I had a letter from the inventor of a nonintoxicating beer, offering
-L5 on condition that we advertised his beverage, which he discovered by
-supernatural guidance and sold for philanthropic ends."
-
-"All queer beverages and patent medicines are owned by high-class
-religious people, as far as I can understand," remarked Com.
-
-"Go on."
-
-"A third letter warned me that such spaces would be abused by bad
-characters and sap the morals of the people; the writer also wanted to
-know whether they would be closed on the Sabbath."
-
-"A publican evidently," remarked Cotton; "no man is so concerned about
-Sabbath observance. And so you got sick of the whole affair?"
-
-"Rather, till I got this letter. I'll read it, and then you can make
-your guesses at the enclosure.
-
-"'Liverpool, June 9, 189-.
-
-"'MY DEAR Sir,--Your letter of 7th ult, in the issue of the _Morning
-Trumpet_ of May 8, caught my eye and received my most careful attention.
-As you appeared to have established a _prima facie_ case for what you
-designate "People's Playgrounds," I have occupied my leisure time in
-examining the sanitary and social condition of certain parts of our
-city which were more or less distinctly indicated in your letter. As
-the result of my investigations, I am thoroughly convinced, in the
-first place, that you have proved your case as regards the unfortunate
-circumstances of the children in such parts, and, in the second place,
-that your plan for their relief is practical and wisely considered,
-
-"'It then became my duty as a citizen of Liverpool to consider what I
-could do to further the ends of your scheme, and it seemed to me on
-the whole most advisable to place a sum of money at your disposal, on
-condition that it be spent with such other sums as may be sent you in
-purchasing decaying property and creating playgrounds--said playgrounds
-to be vested in the Parks and Gardens Committee of the City Council--and
-I would suggest that people interested in each district be allowed
-and encouraged to contribute to the furnishing and adornment of the
-playgrounds.
-
-"'I beg therefore to enclose a draft in your favour on Messrs.
-Goldbeater & Co., Lombard Street, London, and I have only to add my
-sincere approval of the good work you are doing among the poor of
-Liverpool, and my wish, which, as a man of honour, you will doubtless
-carefully respect, that you will take no steps to discover my name.--I
-have the honour to be, your obedient servant,
-
-"'Zaccheus.'"
-
-"Satisfactory, very, although a trifle pedantic and long-winded. And the
-sum, Welsby? I say L250."
-
-"L500" said Cotton.
-
-"L1,000," cried Lard.
-
-"What do you say to L10,000?" and the draft was handed round.
-
-"Congratulate you, old man." Com shook hands with Welsby, and so did
-they all, for he had worked hard in many a good cause. "You deserve your
-luck; think I'll take to writing letters for my pet hospital. Who can he
-be? Do you suspect any one?"
-
-"Half a dozen, but I'm bound not to inquire; and I rather think that the
-trail is covered at Goldbeater's beyond finding. But I know who did not
-give it--Sam Dodson.
-
-"No, of course I did not ask him for help. One does not court refusals;
-but you know his meddling, ferreting ways. If he didn't stop me in the
-street and ask fifty questions till I hinted at a subscription, when he
-was off in a minute."
-
-"Nothing frightens him like a suggestion of that kind. He has raised
-meanness to the height of genius. They say that he is worth L200,000,
-but I wouldn't change with him," said Lard, "for a million. When he
-dies, Dodson will not leave a soul to regret him, and there'll not be
-six people at his funeral."
-
-"You can't be sure, gentlemen," said a quiet voice behind; "I've
-overheard you on Dodson, and I hope what you say is not true."
-
-The speaker was one of those rare souls God sends forth at a time to
-establish our faith in goodness; who are believed in by all parties, and
-respected by all creeds, and loved by all classes; who sit on all the
-charitable boards, and help on every good cause, and make peace in
-quarrels; whom old men consult in their perplexities, and young men
-turn to in trouble, and people follow with affectionate glances in the
-street; who never suspect their own excellence, always take the lowest
-seat, and have to be compelled to accept an honour.
-
-"You have a good word to say for everybody, sir," said Cotton with deep
-respect; "but have you, even, ever got a penny from Mr. Dodson far a
-charity?"
-
-"Well, I cannot say that I remember an instance; only I'm sure that he
-has his own way of doing good. Every one has, unless he be utterly bad;
-and I'm seventy years old, gentle-men, and I never met that kind yet."
-
-"Greatheart is the only man in Liverpool who would say a word for
-Dodson," said Lard a minute later, "and in this case his charity has
-rather overshot the mark; but it does one good to hear the old man. He
-is a walking Sermon on the Mount, and the best thing about him is that
-he believes in everybody; the very sight of his white hair makes me a
-better man."
-
-
-II
-
-"How tired you must be, Fred, after four hours' begging in offices! I'll
-bring you a cup of tea in the study at once, and then you are to have a
-nice little dinner all to yourself.
-
-"Oh, no, I've not been extravagant at all, and I've not taken any money
-out of our alms-box, and I'm not a wicked parson's wife who gets into
-debt; but a hamper came from the country, with lots of good things in
-it, and you will have the chicken; the children and I simply rioted in
-plenty to-day. Now, I'll not hear a word about your expedition until you
-have had some food."
-
-"There, I feel a perfect glutton, Ethel. I hope you have sent some of
-the h-hamper to the sick."
-
-"I've done nothing of the kind; every single bit is to be eaten in this
-Vicarage of St Ambrose; you would starve yourself and your family for
-the parish, and I am sure you are the hardest working man in it. Well,
-have you got the money to furnish the playground of St Ambrose's?"
-
-"Do you mean have I come home with L54 in my pocket as the result of
-one r-raid by a poor, dull, s-stammering parson, who couldn't make an
-eloquent appeal to save his life?"
-
-"You don't stammer, Fred, and I wish you wouldn't say such things; you
-may... hesitate at a time, and I am sure any one would give you money
-for a good cause, because you are... so sincere and..."
-
-"That will do, Ethel; it's a great h-help to an obscure parson in the
-poorest of parishes to have a wife who believes in him, and makes four
-hundred pounds out of two."
-
-"And now about the money. Was the asking hard?"
-
-"It might have been, but every one was so j-jolly. The first man I went
-to was Mr. Welsby, and as soon as I came into his room he cried out,
-'Was just thinking of you: I hope you're on the w-warpath for that
-playground, for I've a five-pound note ready for you.'
-
-"He sent me on to a cotton b-broker, and he thanked me several times
-for coming on such a good errand, and backed up Welsby with five pounds.
-Every person had a kind word, and by five o'clock I had...
-
-"The whole sum?"
-
-"With six p-pounds over, which will get a little sheltered seat for old
-people. How good those city fellows are when they fancy a cause."
-
-"And when they fancy the man who pleads it, Fred. Did you not get one
-refusal?"
-
-"Well, I was h-hurt by one man, who treated me rather shabbily. He
-allowed me to explain the whole scheme--swings, sand-heaps, seats and
-all--and he asked me a hundred questions about the parish and my work,
-till I think he knew as much about the place as we do ourselves, and
-then sent me off without a penny--said he didn't give to subscriptions
-on p-principle."
-
-"What a mean, hypocritical wretch!"
-
-"I left rather down, for I had lost h-half an hour with him, and I was
-afraid I had offended him by some remark, but when I met Welsby again in
-the street and told him, he declared that I ought not to have been sent
-there, because D-Dodson--that's his name--was the most inquisitive and
-hardest man on 'Change."
-
-"He can't be a gentleman, at any rate, to question you for mere
-curiosity; I hope you gave him something to think over."
-
-"No, I didn't; it's no use, and only frets oneself. He had a big
-c-chance and lost it What do you say to inviting the subscribers down
-some evening when the playground is in full occupation? They will get
-full value for their money at the sight of the girls on the swings, and
-the boys at ball, and the b-babies scooping up the sand, and the old
-folks sunning themselves on their seats."
-
-"It will be splendid; but Fred, it goes to my heart that our own boys
-can have no holiday, and when their schoolfellows are away in Wales,
-will be sweltering in this close house."
-
-"How much have we in the h-holiday fund?"
-
-"Just two pounds and sixpence. Save as I would, that is all I could
-manage... If we had not given so much away we might..."
-
-"You are just as r-ready to give as I am, my little wife, and none of us
-regret anything we've done for the poor souls around us; but I'm sorry
-for the boys. Did you tell them?"
-
-"No, I hadn't the heart, so I played the coward and said you were
-thinking the matter over, and that you would tell them, perhaps,
-to-morrow morning."
-
-"Do you know I rather s-suspected this would be the end of it, and I
-was planning how to make the best of things. I made up a series of cheap
-trips, personally conducted, to New Brighton, and Cheshire, and Hale;
-you'll give us our l-lunch, and we'll have a regular picnic. I have some
-old knick-knacks of my schooldays at Shrewsbury, and I'll offer them as
-p-prizes for the best account of the day. You'll come with us, too, and
-we'll have a particularly jolly time.
-
-"Letters? The post is late to-night That is about the c-contract for
-swings, and this is a diocesan circular, and there is a new company
-p-prospectus--rather an irony sending it to me--but here are two unknown
-hands; let us see the news.
-
-"Now isn't this good? L3 for the playground from a Dissenter who
-c-complains I didn't call on him, and has a kind word about my hard
-work, as he calls it; and I've been often annoyed at that man for the
-things he said on Disestablishment. He may say anything he pleases now
-on a platform; I know there is a kind heart behind the words.
-
-"Will this be more money for the s-swings? Hurrah! here is an enclosure
-of some sort But what is this...?"
-
-"What's wrong, Fred? Is any one dead? Are you ill...?"
-
-"Ethel, you are an excellent m-manager."' The Vicar, very white as to
-his cheeks, and somewhat wet as to his eyes, stood on the hearthrug and
-waved his wife to a distance. "Be g-good enough to secure a commodious
-farmhouse in North Wales, somewhere between Bettws-y-Coed and Llanberis,
-for the month of August--with a little f-fishing attached, if possible.
-
-"Please sit down, Ethel, and don't interrupt. I'm sane, quite sane; much
-p-playground and domestic affliction have not made me mad. Now, where
-was I? Yes, and arrange quite a s-series of tours round by Festiniog,
-and up Snowdon, and down to Llandudno, and another to the Menai
-Straits....
-
-"You are an extravagant, d-dressy woman, Ethel, so you may get a
-n-natty walking dress and three blouses, but keep a trifle for f-fishing
-apparatus and special provisions... you are t-throttling me... then read
-it yourself, read it aloud, and... I will p-process round the table. I
-wish the boys had not gone to bed."
-
-"'Liverpool, _July_ 16, 189--.
-
-"'Reverend and Dear Sir,--It has come to my knowledge from various
-quarters that you and your devoted partner in life are doing a most
-beneficent work, both sacred and secular, in a very necessitous district
-of our great city, and that you are discharging this duty to your
-fellow-creatures at severe cost to yourselves and your family.
-
-"'My observation of life leads me to believe that none of our citizens
-live harder lives, or make greater sacrifices, than clergymen of limited
-means whose sphere of labour lies in poor parishes, and, without being
-in any sense a good man--for my whole life is a struggle with one
-besetting sin, which often getteth the victory--I have been filled
-with respectful admiration, and have wished to assist, after a humble
-fashion, in this Christian service.
-
-"'As you may have some difficulty in securing a suitable holiday for
-your family through your notorious charity--for such is the report
-concerning you--I venture with much diffidence to enclose a draft
-on London, which can be cashed at any bank, for your use, under two
-conditions, which I must charge you to observe: (i) that the whole
-sum be employed to the last penny in holiday expenses--including such
-special outfit as may be judged fit by your wife for you all; and (2)
-that you make no effort to discover the name of your unworthy friend.
-The endorsement of this draft will be sufficient acknowledgment.
-
-"'Trusting you will all have a health-giving, happy, and long holiday,
-
-"'I have the honour to be,
-
-"'Your humble servant,
-
-"'Zaccheus'"
-
-"Your voice is a little shaky, Ethel... don't wonder... such nonsense
-about me and such c-compliments to you... yes, it will be g-glorious,
-another honeymoon, and those rascals of boys, why won't they... Let us
-thank God, wife; it came from Him...."
-
-
-III
-
-"You will be pleased to hear, mater dear, that corn is up twopence a
-cental, and that the market is buoyant; that's the good of new blood
-being brought into corn. I would have been lost in medicine.
-
-"I have been studying the career of a corn prince, and it has five
-chapters. He begins a poor boy--from the North of Ireland by preference,
-but that is not necessary--then he attracts his chiefs attention, who
-sends him out to America, where even the Yankees can't hold their own
-with him, and he becomes manager of his firm. His next move is to start
-in partnership with some young fellow who has money and no brains;
-by-and-bye he discovers by instinct that corn is going to rise, so he
-buys it ahead by the cargo, and piles up a gorgeous sum--say one hundred
-thousand pounds. Afterwards he buys out Emptyhead, and becomes the
-chief of a big house with lots of juniors, and he ends by being a Bank
-director and moving resolutions at the Town Hall.
-
-"Please don't interrupt, mother, for I have not done yet. Long before
-the Town Hall level this rising corn man has gone up by stages from the
-street off Princes Road to an avenue near the Park, and then into the
-Park, and perhaps into the country, whence he appears as High Sheriff.
-
-"One minute more, you impatient mother. A certain person who will
-pretend to be nearly fifty when the corn man comes into his kingdom, but
-will remain always at twenty-five exactly, and grow prettier every year,
-will have a better set of rooms in each new house, and, at last, will
-have her own carriage, and visit whole streets of poor folk, and have
-all Liverpool blessing her. This is the complete history of the corn
-man and his mother, as it will be expounded to after generations of
-schoolboys by informing and moral philanthropists. What do you think of
-it?"
-
-"I think that you are a brave boy, Jack, and your mother is proud of you
-and grateful; if it's any reward for you to know this, I can say that
-the way you have taken your disappointment has been one of my chief
-comforts in our great sorrow."
-
-"Don't talk as if I were a sort of little tin hero, mater, or else I'll
-have to leave the room, for I'm nothing of the sort, really. If you only
-saw me at my desk, or fussing round the offices, or passing the time of
-day on corn, you would see that I was simply born for business."
-
-"Jack," said Mrs. Laycock solemnly, "you have not been without faults,
-I'm thankful to say, for you've been hot-tempered, hot-headed,
-wilful, and lots of things, but this is the first time you have been
-deliberately untruthful."
-
-"Mother, with all respect to you, I will not stand this insult," and so
-he slipped down on the floor and caressed his mother's hand. "You think
-that I've no commercial ability. Wait for the event It will be swagger,
-you bet."
-
-"I think everything that is good of you, Jack, as I ought, and your
-father did; but I know that it was very hard that you could not go back
-to Rugby this autumn and finish in the sixth, and go to Cambridge and
-study at Caius, your father's college, and get your M.D., and take up
-your father's profession and the one you loved, the noblest a man can
-live and... die in," and there was a break in the widow's voice.
-
-"Of course, mater, that is what I would have preferred, and it was a
-bit... stiff when I knew that it would all have to be given up; but that
-was nothing to... losing father. And besides, I think that I may get on
-in business and... help you, mother."
-
-"Your father had set his heart on your being a doctor, and I don't know
-whether he ever spoke to you about it, but he hoped you might become a
-specialist--in surgery, I think; he said you had the hands at least for
-a good surgeon.
-
-"It was his own heart's desire, you know, to be a surgeon, pure and
-simple, and Mr. Holman, the great consultant, considered him to be
-one of the best operators in the provinces, but he was obliged to be a
-general practitioner.
-
-"Why? Oh, because he had no private means, and he had you and me to
-support, so he couldn't run any risks; he had to secure a regular
-income; and there is something I wish you to understand, in case you
-should ever think hardly of your father."
-
-"Mother--as if I could! The very people in the street admired
-father; you know what they said in the _Morning Trumpet_ about his
-self-sacrificing life, and his skill being at the disposal of the
-poorest, without money and without price."
-
-"Yes, the papers were very kind, and his patients adored your father;
-but I am certain some of our neighbours criticised him because he did
-not make better provision for his wife and child. As if he had been
-extravagant or improvident, who never spent a farthing on himself, and
-was always planning for our welfare."
-
-"You are just torturing yourself with delusions, I am sure, mater. Did
-any single person ever hint that father had not done... his duty by us?
-I can't believe it."
-
-"One man did, at any rate, Jack, and that was our neighbour, Mr.
-Dodson."
-
-"What did he say, the miserable old curmudgeon? Did he dare to bring a
-charge against father? I wish I had been with you."
-
-"No, it was not that he said anything; it was rather what he implied;
-he just questioned and questioned in an indirect fashion, all by way
-of interest in our affairs, but left the impression on my mind that he
-thought the doctor ought to have done better for his family."
-
-"What business had Mr. Dodson to call at all and to ferret into our
-affairs, who was never before in our house? If we needed help--which we
-don't--he is the last man in this district to give it. Do you know he's
-the hardest, meanest creature in Liverpool? He'll leave a cab thirty
-yards from his house when he's coming from the station, to keep
-within the shilling limit, and he goes down in the penny 'bus with the
-working-women to save twopence."
-
-"There is a certain young corn-broker," interpolated Mrs. Laycock, "who
-walks all the way to save even that penny, and I don't consider him
-mean."
-
-"That is economy, and indicates the beginning of a fortune, which will
-be shared with a certain sarcastic mater. But Dodson is a millionaire,
-and has nobody depending on him but an old housekeeper. Certainly father
-was not economical by his standard."
-
-"Your father was most careful and thrifty," said the widow eagerly, "and
-that is what I want to explain. He had to borrow money to educate
-himself, and that he paid back, every penny, with interest Then, you
-know, a doctor cannot keep himself for the first few years of his
-practice--he only made L32 10s. 6d. the year he began--and when he
-reached L200 he did a... foolish thing."
-
-"Let me guess, mater. Was it not marrying the dearest, sweetest,
-prettiest..."
-
-"Hush, you stupid boy! And we had to keep up a certain appearance and
-pay a high rent, and we were very poor--poorer than the public ever
-knew.
-
-"Of course, the doctor had a large practice before he died, and people
-used to think he made two and three thousand pounds a year; and Mrs.
-Tattler-Jones, who knows everything, said our income was L4,000.
-
-"His last year, your father earned L1,800 and got in L1,200; the other
-L600 will never be paid; and yet he was so pleased because he had
-cleared off the last penny of his debt, and thought he would begin to
-lay something aside for your education."
-
-"But why did he not get the other L600? Could the people not pay?"
-
-"They could pay everybody else--wine merchants, jewellers, and
-car-owners--but their doctor's bill was left last, and often altogether,
-and your father would never prosecute."
-
-"And didn't father attend many people for nothing?"
-
-"No one will ever know how many, for he did not even tell me; he used to
-say that if he didn't get often to church, he tried to do as people were
-told to do there; his commandment was the eleventh, 'Love one another.'"
-
-"Did father believe the same as clergymen about things, mater?"
-
-"No, not quite, and I suppose some people would call him a heretic; but
-you and I know, Jack, that if to do good and to be quite selfless, and
-to be high-minded, pure, and true, is to be like Christ, then the doctor
-was a Christian, the best I ever saw."
-
-"Very likely he was the same sort of heretic as Christ Himself. I say,
-mater, there will be a good lot to speak up for father some day--widows
-and orphans and such like. I'm proud to be his son; it's a deal better
-to have such a father, of whom every person speaks well, than to come in
-for a pot of money. If old Dodson had a son, how ashamed he would be of
-his father."
-
-"Money is not a bad thing, all the same, Jack," and Mrs. Laycock sighed.
-"If we had had a little more than the insurance policy, then we would
-not have had to come to this house, and you would not have been in an
-office."
-
-"It's a jolly house, I think; and when the Christmas cards are stuck up
-the decorations will be complete. I wonder if the advance ones will come
-by this post? We'll see who remembers us."
-
-"That's the bell; and see, six, seven, I declare, ten to begin with!
-Here's one in a rare old-fashioned hand. I'll take off the envelope and
-you will see the name. Why, it's a letter, and a long screed, and a...
-cheque!"
-
-"Have some of those thieves paid their account? You are crying, mater.
-Is it about father? May I see the letter, or is it private?"
-
-"No, it's about you, too, my son. I wish you would read it aloud; I'm
-not... quite able."
-
-"'Liverpool, _December_ 24, 189--.
-
-"'Dear Madam,--
-
-"'Along with many others in Liverpool, I experienced a feeling of keen
-regret that in the inscrutable actings of Providence your respected
-husband, Dr. Laycock, was, as it appears, prematurely removed from his
-work and family.
-
-"'It must be a sincere consolation for his widow to know that no man
-could have rendered more arduous and salutary service to his fellows,
-many of whom he relieved in pain, not a few of whom he was instrumental
-in restoring to their families from the portals of death. Without
-curiously inquiring into the affairs of private life, many persons were
-persuaded that Dr. Laycock was in the custom of attending persons of
-limited means as an act of charity, whereby he did much good, won much
-affection, and doubtless has laid up for himself great riches in the
-world to come, if we are to believe the good Book.
-
-"'I have not, however, sent you this letter merely to express my
-sympathy, shared with so many who have the privilege, denied to me, of
-your personal friendship, or to express the admiration felt by all
-for the eminent departed. My object is different, and must be its own
-excuse. Unless I have been incorrectly informed--and my authority seemed
-excellent--the noble life of Dr. Laycock hindered him from making that
-complete provision for his family which he would have desired, and which
-other men in less unselfish walks of life could have accomplished. This
-disability, I am given to understand, has seriously affected the career
-of your son, whom every one describes as a promising lad, so that he has
-been removed from a public school, and has been obliged to abandon the
-hope of entering on the study of medicine.
-
-"'If my information be correct, it was his father's wish that your son
-should follow in his steps, and it is incumbent on those who honoured
-Dr. Laycock for his example of humanity, to see that his cherished wish
-be fulfilled. Will you, therefore, in the light of the explanation
-I have made at some length, accept the draft I have the honour to
-send--value L1,000--and use the proceeds in affording to your son a
-complete medical education at home and abroad? The thought that the just
-desire of a good man has not fallen to the ground, and that a certain
-burden will be lifted from his widow's life, will be more than
-sufficient recompense to one whom you will never know, but who will,
-so long as he may be spared, follow your son's career with sincere
-interest.--Believe me, my dear madam, your obliged and grateful servant,
-
-"'ZACCHEUS.'
-
-"Hold it up against the light, mater; it's the prettiest Christmas card
-we'll ever see.... You ought to be laughing, and not crying.... But I
-feel a little--just a tiny wee bit watery myself.
-
-"He might as well have told us his name; but I suppose he was afraid of
-a row. Zaccheus? Why, that's the man who gave the playgrounds.
-He must have a pile, and he knows how to use it; he's no Dodson, you
-bet At any rate, though we don't know him, we can say, 'God bless him,'
-mater."
-
-"Amen," said Mrs. Laycock. "I hope the father knows."
-
-
-IV
-
-"How do I know that there is something wrong, Bert? Because we've been
-married five years last month, and I can read your face like a book,
-or rather a great deal better than most books, for I'm not clever in
-following deep books, but I'm quite sure about your face.
-
-"No, I don't imagine, for you may be able to hide what you feel on the
-'Flags,' but you let out the secret at home; and that is one reason why
-I love you--because you are not cunning and secretive. Now tell me, is
-cotton down, and have you lost?
-
-"Oh, yes, Bert, I know your principle, that a man ought to bear the
-burden outside, and the woman inside the home; but there are exceptions.
-You have acted up to your principle splendidly. You have never said
-a word all these years, although I know you've had anxious times, and
-you've helped me many a time with my little troubles. Let me help you in
-yours now."
-
-"Queenie, if you want to put me to utter shame, you have taken the right
-way, for it's your thrift and good management which has given us our
-happy home, and I..."
-
-"Yes, you, Bert, you have idled your time, I suppose, and spent your
-money on dress, and generally neglected your family. For shame, sir,
-when you have done so well, and every one says that nobody is so much
-respected. Don't look like that if you love me. What is it?"
-
-"It is necessary that you be told, and I was going to speak this
-evening, but it is very hard. Queenie, when I kissed the children and
-looked at you all so happy, I felt like a... murderer."
-
-"Have you..
-
-"No, on my word of honour, I have done nothing wrong, _that_ I can say;
-neither you nor the little ones have any cause to be ashamed of me."
-
-"If you had, I would have stood by your side, Herbert, but I knew
-disgrace would never come by you; then what is it? If it's only the loss
-of some money, why, I know half a dozen economies."
-
-"It's far worse than that, wife, I fear. This will be our last Christmas
-in our dear little home, and it's all my blame, and I feel... the basest
-of men. As if you had trusted me when I had deceived you all.
-
-"You are the best wife ever man had.... I feel better, and I'll explain
-it all to you. It is not very difficult; it is so easy to be ruined.
-
-"You know we are brokers, and our business is to buy or sell cotton for
-other people, and we are responsible for them, so that if they cannot
-pay the losses, we have to find the money.
-
-"Two of our firms, which have been very kind to us, were sure cotton
-would go up--and so it ought to have done, and will in the end--and they
-bought so many bales through us.
-
-"Well, a big house, which can do pretty much as it likes, seized the
-opportunity of a fraud to rush in and upset the market, so our friends
-and many others have to face declines they cannot meet So unless our
-poor little firm can pay L10,000 at least on Monday, we must stop,
-and... all our hard work to build up an honourable name is lost.
-
-"We can scrape L4,000, and my partner and I have L1,000 private means to
-put in, and... that's all. L5,000 short
-
-"Yes, we have tried the Bank, but they can't do anything there.
-Goldsworthy, the manager, is the nicest fellow living, and his 'No' is
-almost as good as another's 'Yes'; but of course it was 'No'; we had no
-security; the cotton may go lower before it turns, and he has told us we
-must pay."
-
-"But surely, Herbert, if the big firms knew how you were situated, they
-would help you, because things would come right in a few weeks, you
-say."
-
-"Every man has to look after himself in the market But I did go to
-Huddleston, because he has given me so much advice, and wanted me to
-take an interest in the Church.... I wish my tongue had been burned
-before I crossed his room.
-
-"No, he wasn't rude--that's not his sin; he might be better if he were
-straighter. He hoped that I was prospering in business, and reminded
-me that I must not allow the world to get too much hold, and became
-eloquent on money being only a stewardship. But when I opened up my
-errand, he explained that he made it a principle never to lend money,
-and suggested that this was a chastening because we had hasted to be
-rich. He hoped that the issue would be sanctified, and... but I rose and
-left, quite sick."
-
-"What a canting old wretch!" Mrs. Ransome was very angry. "I always
-hated that man's soft sawder; he's much too pussy to be true."
-
-"He was not bound to help me unless he pleased. But what riled me was
-his religious talk; he might have spared me that at least. And if those
-operators who have knocked the market to pieces haul in L30,000, they
-will likely give L1,000 to missions.
-
-"When a man has done his level best, and been fairly prudent, and has
-worked hard, and is getting a fair connection, and everything is taken
-away by a big, unscrupulous, speculative firm, which sees a chance
-of making a pile at the ruin of half a dozen struggling firms, it's a
-little hard."
-
-"They ought to be put in jail; but they'll catch it some day;" and it
-was evident Mrs. Ransome, like many other people in her circumstances,
-found much satisfaction from the belief in future punishment.
-
-"It's apt to make one bitter, too," Ransome went on. "When I sat
-opposite old Dodson in the 'bus this afternoon--come to the penny 'bus
-now, you see, Queenie--looking out from below his shaggy eyebrows like
-a Scotch terrier, with meanness written over his shabby clothes, and
-almost heard the gold chinking in his pockets, and thought that he
-could save our home and secure my future by a cheque, and never miss the
-money--suppose he lost it, which he wouldn't if I lived--I declare,
-I could have... well, I did not feel as Christian as Huddleston would
-desire."
-
-"Bert, have you ever thought what we would do if we became rich--how we
-would send flowers to people who were not well off, and let them use our
-carriage, and send overworked teachers and clerks for holidays, and...
-
-"Help lame dogs in cotton over stiles, eh wifie? Yes, I've had my dreams
-too. I'd go in for the poor children's holiday fund, that would be my
-extravagance. But we are no better than other people. And were you never
-afraid that we would grow selfish and pompous, and mean and pharisaical,
-like Huddleston, and maybe end in being Dodsons?"
-
-"No, no, that is impossible!" cried his wife, "because, for one thing,
-we have loved, and, perhaps, Mr. Dodson never was loved, poor soul; and
-if things come to the worst, remember there is a good deal left."
-
-"There is something in that, Queenie; run over the inventory, and I'll
-check you."
-
-"First of all there is you, the truest, kindest, bravest husband in
-Liverpool....
-
-"Stop; that is your own private property, and we were to go over our
-common means; besides, the valuation is ninety per cent too high."
-
-"You be quiet And there are two children whom every one looks at in
-the street, and who are the sweetest... Nobody hears us, so it doesn't
-matter, and you know they are. Wouldn't it have been far worse if we had
-lost Reggie when he had diphtheria? Well, we have him and Maud, and they
-never looked better."
-
-"That's true, wifie; go on; capital is mounting up."
-
-"Then there's your good name, which has never been stained. Nobody says
-you are mean, or hypocritical, or unmanly, or... anything bad; and if...
-you can't pay that money on Monday, every person will know that it was
-not your fault, and that you will repay all you owe some day, if you
-can."
-
-"Yes, please God, wife, we will... You think too much of me, but go on."
-
-"We have half a dozen friends, and, although they're not rich, they're
-true; and if we have to go into a smaller house and live very quietly,
-they won't mind; they'll just come closer, won't they?"
-
-"Right again; you are getting on. We've somewhere about L50,000 working
-capital now."
-
-"We have our books and our music, and... five years of love and...
-spiritual blessings one doesn't talk about...."
-
-"One piece of property wanting, which is best of all--yourself, Queenie,
-surely the cleverest, loyalest..."
-
-"You are talking nonsense now, Bert; and are you aware that it is past
-eleven o'clock? I'll turn out the gas in the dining-room if you will see
-that the door is fastened."
-
-"Here is a letter which must have come by the last post and been
-forgotten; perhaps it's a Christmas card in advance. Let's see. Oh, I
-say, you've left me in darkness."
-
-"Come up to our room; we can open it there; very likely it's a bill.
-Well?"
-
-"I say... Queenie... no, it can't be a hoax... nobody would be
-so cruel... and here's an enclosure... letter from London bankers
-confirming... sit down here beside me; we'll read it together... so, as
-near as you can, and your arm round my neck... just a second before we
-begin... my eyes are... all right now."
-
-"Liverpool, _December_ 22, 189--.
-
-"Dear Sir,--It has been my practice, as a man engaged for many years in
-commercial pursuits, to keep a watchful and, I hope, not unkindly eye
-upon young firms beginning their business career in Liverpool. For the
-last five years I have observed your progress with much interest, and
-you will pardon my presumption and take no offence, when I express my
-satisfaction, as an old merchant, with your diligence, caution, ability,
-and, most of all, integrity, to which all bear witness.
-
-"I was therefore greatly grieved to learn that your firm may be hardly
-pressed next week, and may be in danger of stoppage--all the more
-because I find no charge of folly can be brought against you, but that
-you are the indirect victims of one firm's speculative operations. There
-is no one, I am also informed, from whom you can readily obtain the
-temporary assistance you require and are morally entitled to receive.
-
-"The only satisfaction I have in life is using such means as Providence
-has been pleased to put into my hands for the succour of people who are
-in every way better than myself, but who are in some kind of straits. I
-have therefore directed my London bankers to open an account for you and
-to put L10,000 to your credit. Upon this account you will be pleased to
-draw such a sum as will tide you over the present crisis, and such
-other sums as will enable you to extend your business along the safe
-and honourable lines you have hitherto followed. I do not doubt that
-you will repay the said sum or sums to the same account as you may be
-able--no interest will be accepted--and I only lay one other obligation
-on your honour, that you make no endeavour to discover my name.
-
-"Be pleased to accept my best wishes of this season for your admirable
-wife, your two pleasing children, and my confident hope for your final
-and large success in business.--I remain, your faithful friend,
-
-"Zaccheus."
-
-"Let us go and kiss the children, hubbie, and then... we might say the
-Lord's Prayer together."
-
-
-V
-
-"A respectable, elderly woman, did you say, Marshall?" said Mr.
-Greatheart in his room at the office; "certainly, bring her in. Very
-likely a widow wishing to get her son admitted to the Bluecoat School,
-or some poor householder in trouble about her taxes." For to this man
-came all sorts and conditions of people in their distresses, and to each
-he gave patient audience and practical succour.
-
-"You don't trouble me. If I can be of any use, nothing will please me
-better," he said, placing a chair and making a kindly fuss to cover his
-visitor's confusion. "Now sit down and tell me all about it" That was
-why the respectable poor loved him, from the Catholic Irish of Scotland
-Road to the Orangemen of Toxteth.
-
-"Is it your husband or your son you are so anxious about?"--for she was
-much agitated. "I notice that a woman hardly ever comes about herself!
-It's we men who are selfish, not the women."
-
-"No, it's neither, for I am an unmarried woman. It's about my master,
-whom I believe you know, sir--Mr. Dodson."
-
-"Samuel Dodson, you mean; I should think so! Have known him for fifty
-years--since we served our time together in Palmer's shipping office.
-What, is he ill?"
-
-"He's dead... this morning. You'll excuse me, I was his housekeeper for
-near thirty year, and... I'm a little upset."
-
-"Good gracious! No wonder. Maria Wilkins, did you say?... You may well
-be upset And thirty years with him! Tell me how this happened, for we've
-heard nothing in the city. He couldn't have been ill long."
-
-"No, sir, he was never ill at all--not what you would say proper; but
-I've seen him failin' for some time--gettin' thin like and growin'
-down--and last night he was that white and shaky, that I wanted him
-to see a doctor. But no, he wouldn't If it had been me or the girl, he
-would have had a doctor when there was nothing wrong with us, he was
-that concerned about other people; but for himself..."
-
-Mr. Greatheart nodded--indicating that Mr. Dodson's unselfish character
-was well known to him.
-
-"'No, no, Maria,' says he, 'a doctor can do no good to me. I'm a tough
-old fellow*--speaking that way to me, being long with him--'I'll be all
-right to-morrow.' But I made bold to put a glass of brandy in his room,
-and pleaded with him to ring the bell if he was unwell--he was not
-easily managed--and that was all I could do, sir."
-
-Her hearer was of opinion that from what he knew of Mr. Dodson's native
-obstinacy, Maria Wilkins had done all in the power of mortal woman, and
-possibly, more, than could have been accomplished by any man.
-
-"Twice during the night I rose and listened at his door--his face, when
-he said good-night, lyin' heavy on me, so to say--and I heard nothing;
-but when he didn't answer in the mornin' I took it on me to open the
-door. Mr. Dodson was a-sittin' up in his bed, and at the sight of his
-face I knew how it was, havin' seen death many times. My old master...
-was gone," and the housekeeper yielded to her feelings.
-
-"Dear, dear! So Sam Dodson is gone; an able and successful merchant, one
-who always met his obligations, and whose word was as good as his bond;
-he had a warmer heart than any person knew. I've seen a look in his face
-at a time, and am sure that he did good in his own way."
-
-"God bless you for that, sir! but it's what I could have looked for from
-you, if I may say it without offence. And you never spoke a truer word,
-and that I can testify as has lived with master for a lifetime, and
-could tell the difference between the outside and the inside."
-
-"Ah, yes, you saw the real man, Maria; but he was sometimes... well,
-hidden from the public."
-
-"He had his peculiarities, and 'oo hasn't, I say? Now, my wages when I
-came to him was just fourteen pounds, and they're just fourteen yet; but
-every Christmas, for many a year, master slipped a ten-pound note into
-my hand. 'Put that into your bank, Maria,' he would say, 'and never tell
-anybody you've got it.'
-
-"As for food, he was aggravatin', for he would have nothing as was not
-plain, and he would check the books to a ha'penny; but if you was ill,
-why, he would bring home grapes with his own hand. We dare not for our
-lives give a morsel to beggars at the door, but if he heard of a poor
-family, nothin' would serve him but he would go and find out all about
-them."
-
-"That's my Dodson, just as I imagined him," cried Mr. Greatheart; "tell
-me more, Maria; it's excellent, every word."
-
-"Do you think he would let any person know he was givin' help? Not he;
-and he was artful, was master. Why, I've known him send me with money to
-a clergyman, that he might give it, and his words were, 'No name, Maria,
-or we part; just a citizen of Liverpool.'"
-
-"Dodson all over! shrewd and unassuming, and full of charity. Have you
-anything else to tell, Maria?"
-
-"Well, sir, I do not know for certain, and it was not for me to spy on
-my master, but I'm much mistaken if many a one in the better class
-was not the better of Mr. Dodson in their troubles."
-
-"How do you think that?" inquired Mr. Great-heart in huge delight "I've
-seen him read a letter maybe six times, and he would wipe his eyes
-through pleasure as I took it You wouldn't believe, maybe, as master
-could be like that"
-
-"I do, Maria. I declare it's what I expected. And what then?"
-
-"He would walk up and down the room, and speak to himself, and read
-another bit, and rub his hands..."
-
-"I wish I had been there, Maria."
-
-"And he would carry a letter like that in his pocket for days, and
-then he would put it carefully in the fire; but I saw him take it out,
-half-burned, and read a corner again before he burned that letter."
-
-"Maria, I cannot tell you how much obliged I am to you for coming to me,
-and giving me such a touching account of your dear master. Now, is there
-anything I can do for you in this loss?"
-
-"Lord bless me, sir, that I should have been taking up your time like
-this, and you a magistrate, and never told you what brought me! It's
-more than a month past that master said to me, 'Maria, if anything
-happens to me, go to Mr. Greatheart's office, and give him my keys, and
-ask him to open my desk. He is a good man, and he's sure to come.'"
-
-"Did he say so? That was most generous of him, and I appreciate it
-highly. I will come instantly, and shall bring a lawyer with me, a
-kind-hearted and able man. Good-bye for the present, Maria; you
-have fulfilled your charge, as I believe you have all your duty,
-excellently... excellently."
-
-"You see, Welsby," as they went up to the house, "Dodson had left his
-firm, and had few friends, perhaps none--a reserved man about himself,
-but a true man at the bottom."
-
-"So you have always said, Mr. Greatheart Well know now; my experience
-as a lawyer proves that, as a rule, a man's papers reveal him, and there
-are some curious surprises."
-
-"If you look through that safe, and note the contents, Welsby, I'll read
-this letter addressed to me. I gather that I must be executor, and
-there seems to be no lawyer; very like Dodson, very--do everything for
-himself.
-
-"Liverpool, April 15th, 188--.
-
-"Barnabas Greatheart, Esq.
-
-"My dear Sir,--You will peruse this letter after my death, and you will
-be pleased to consider it as intended for your eyes alone, since it is
-in the nature of a confession.
-
-"My early career was a continuous struggle with narrow and arduous
-circumstances, and I suffered certain disappointments at the hands
-of friends which I considered undeserved. In consequence of these
-experiences I grew penurious, cynical, merciless, hopeless, and, let me
-say it plainly, a sour, hard man, hating my neighbours, and despised of
-them. May the Almighty forgive me!
-
-"This year in which I write, a great change has come over me, and my
-heart has been softened and touched at last with human sympathy. The
-force which has affected me is not any book nor sermon, but your example
-of goodness and your charity towards all men. In spite of the general
-judgment on me, which has been fully merited, I have seen that you do
-not shun me, but rather have gone out of your way to countenance me,
-and I have heard that you speak kindly of me. It is not my nature to say
-much; it is not yours to receive praise; but I wish you to know you have
-made me a new man.
-
-"It seemed to me, however, dangerous that I should begin to distribute
-my means openly among charities, as I was inclined to do, since I might
-pass from hardness to pride and be charged with ostentation, as I had
-been once with miserliness, with sad justice in both cases.
-
-"So it came to me that, still retaining and maintaining my character for
-meanness--as a punishment for my past ill-doing and a check on vanity--I
-would gradually use my capital in the private and anonymous aid of
-respectable people who are passing through material adversity, and the
-help of my native city, so that my left hand should not know what my
-right was doing. This plan I have now, at this date, pursued for six
-months, and hope to continue to my death, and I did not know so great
-joy could be tasted by any human being as God has given to me. And now,
-to all the goodness you have shown me, will you add one favour, to wind
-up my affairs as follows:--
-
-"(1) Provide for my housekeeper generously.
-
-"(2) Give a liberal donation to the other servant.
-
-"(3) Bury me quietly, without intimation to any one.
-
-"(4) Distribute all that remains, after paying every debt, as you
-please, in the help of widows, orphans, and young men.
-
-"(5) Place a packet, marked 'gilt-edged securities,' in my coffin.
-
-"And consider that, among all your good works, this will have a humble
-place, that you saved the soul of--Your grateful friend,
-
-"Samuel Dodson."
-
-"What Dodson has done with his money, Mr. Greatheart I don't know; all
-the securities together don't amount to L5,000. He seems to have been
-living on an annuity."
-
-"His wealth is here, Welsby, in this packet of cancelled cheques, two
-hundred and eighty-seven, which go with him to the other side; and I
-tell you, Welsby, I know no man who has invested his money so securely
-as Samuel Dodson. See, read that top check."
-
-"To Goldbeater, London, L10,000. Why, the draft I got for playgrounds
-was on that bank, and the date corresponds. Curious.
-
-"Eh? What? You don't mean to say that this man we slanged and... looked
-down on was...."
-
-"Yes, Zaccheus was Sam Dodson."
-
-
-
-
-SAVED BY FAITH
-
-
-I
-
-"So you have agreed to accept seven-and-six-pence in the pound from
-Hatchard?" Oxley said in his slow, quiet manner, as he smoked with his
-two friends after luncheon at the Club. "I could not attend the meeting,
-but I hear that the affairs showed badly."
-
-"Yes, we took the sum he offered, and of course it would have done
-no good to put him in the Bankruptcy Court, as far as the dividend is
-concerned: very likely we should only have netted half-a-crown; but I
-had a good mind to refuse a composition." And in his excitement Beazley
-established himself for oratorical purposes on the hearthrug,--he had
-recently taken to municipal politics.
-
-"You mean that Hatchard has acted foolishly, and ought not to have got
-into such a hole. I suppose you are right: Tommy was always a sanguine
-chap."
-
-"Sanguine has nothing to do with it, Oxley, and I fancy you know that
-there's more than want of judgment at Hatchard's door. Of course the
-longest-headed men in the corn trade may make a mistake and be caught
-by a falling market, but that is no reason why a fellow should take in
-every friend he could lay hands on. What do you say, Macfarlane?"
-
-That most phlegmatic and silent of Scots never said anything unless
-speech was absolutely necessary; and as the proposition that a man ought
-not to cheat his friends was one no person could deny, Macfarlane gave
-no sign.
-
-"I'm afraid that it is a rather bad case," Oxley admitted with
-reluctance, "but I'm sorry for Tommy: when a man is at his wits' end
-he's apt to... forget himself, in fact, and do things he would be the
-first to condemn at other times. A man loses his moral presence of
-mind."
-
-Macfarlane indicated, after consideration, his agreement.
-
-"That sounds very fine, Oxley," burst in Beaz-ley, "but it's very
-dangerous doctrine and would cover some curious transactions. Hatchard
-knew quite well that when he was hopelessly bankrupt he ought not to
-have borrowed a thousand from Macfarlane and you and five hundred from
-me: our business losses were enough."
-
-"Had none," murmured Macfarlane to himself.
-
-"I was so angry," continued Beazley, "that I got hold of him afterwards
-in Fenwick Street and gave him as sound a talking to as ever a man got
-in this city: he'll not forget it in a hurry. You see he is a friend,
-and that makes me sore."
-
-"Can you give us an idea what you said?" inquired Oxley drily, while
-Macfarlane showed that he was listening.
-
-"Well, I said various things; but the gist was that his friends were
-ashamed of him--not about the cash, you know, but about the conduct, and
-that he was little better than a swindler: yes, I did."
-
-Macfarlane smoked furiously.
-
-"No, Oxley, he made no reply. Not one word of defence: he simply turned
-round and walked away. I suppose you think that I ought not to have been
-so hard on him?"
-
-"Well, no doubt you did what seemed right, and Hatchard has not been
-quite straight; but I now understand what I saw two hours ago, and what
-gave me a shock. You favoured him with your mind about eleven, I should
-guess? Yes: then at twelve he came out of a restaurant in Dale Street as
-if he had been drinking. That is the first time Hatchard ever did that
-kind of thing, I believe, but it will not be the last: his face was
-quite changed--half woe-begone and half desperate."
-
-"If Thomas takes to tasting"--Macfarlane was much moved--"it's all over
-with him: he's such a soft-hearted chap."
-
-"Nonsense, you're making too much of it; but I was a trifle sharp,
-perhaps: he's been very provoking, and any other man would have said the
-same except you two fellows, and the one of you is so charitable that he
-would find an excuse for a pickpocket, and the other is so cannie that
-he can't make up his mind to say anything."
-
-After which there was a pause.
-
-"Yes," began Oxley again, falling into ancient history, "he has gone off
-form a bit--the best may do so at a time--but Tommy wasn't half a bad
-fellow once: he got a study at Soundbergh before me, and he was very
-decent with it, letting me do 'prep.' in it before exams.; and I never
-counted him sidey, did you, B.?"
-
-"I should think not; I'll say that for him at any rate, there wasn't
-one scrap of humbug in Tommy: why, he was a prefect when I was in the
-fourth, and he didn't mind although a chap 'ragged' and chaffed him; he
-was the jolliest 'pre.' in the whole school. It was perhaps rather hard
-lines to slang him to-day,--I half wish I hadn't."
-
-"If Tommy got a grub-box from home every chap in Buttery's house
-knew,"--Oxley was bent on reminiscences,--"it was shared round in three
-days, and his raspberry jam was not to be despised. I hear him yet: 'All
-right, Ox., dig in, there's lots left' Now there's By les, who makes
-speeches about hospitals: he was mean if you please."
-
-"Mean ain't the word for Byles," and in his enthusiasm Freddie Beazley
-dropped into school slang, which no public-schoolboy ever forgets,
-and which lasts from generation to generation, like the speech of the
-Gypsies: "Byles was a beastly gut, and a sneak too; why, for all his
-cheek now he isn't fit to black Tommy's shoes. Tommy wasn't what you
-would call 'pie,' but he was as straight as a die. I'd give ten pounds
-not to have called him that word to-day." Freddie was breaking down.
-
-"Poor old Tommy!" went on Oxley: "one never expected him to come such a
-cropper; he was a good all-round man--cricket, football, sports, Tommy
-did well for his house; he was a double-colour man."
-
-"Do ye mind the ten miles, lads?" and Macfarlane chuckled.
-
-"Rather," and Freddie could not sit still: "he did it in one hour twelve
-minutes and was it fifteen seconds?"
-
-"Thirteen and three-fifths seconds." Macfarlane spoke with decision.
-
-"And he could have walked back to Buttery's, as if he had never run a
-yard; but didn't the fellows carry him?"
-
-"I had a leg myself." Macfarlane was growing loquacious.
-
-"Yes, and he didn't swagger or brag about it,"--Oxley took up the
-running,--"not he, but was just as civil as if he had won some footling
-little race at the low-country schools, where they haven't a hill within
-twenty miles, instead of running round Baughfell in the Soundbergh
-ten-mile."
-
-"What did old Tommy do it for?" and Freddie Beazley almost wept at the
-thought that the crack of Soundbergh had played foul: "it couldn't be
-money; he was never selfish--as open-handed a chap as ever I saw."
-
-"Wife and kids" answered Macfarlane, smoking thoughtfully.
-
-"The Scot has it," said Oxley. "Tommy doesn't care one straw for
-himself, but he wanted, I take it, to keep that dear little wife of his
-comfortable and get a good education for his boys, and so he got deeper
-and deeper, trying to retrieve himself for their sakes. Mind you, I
-don't defend him, but that was his excuse; and now Tommy has gone
-under."
-
-"Not if I can help it, boys," and Beazley's face flushed. "And I say,
-here are three of us: why shouldn't we join and--and--tighten the rope
-and haul Tommy on his feet again?" Macfarlane took the briar root out of
-his mouth and regarded Freddie with admiration.
-
-"We were all in the same house, and Tommy likes us, and we could do...
-that sort of thing when he wouldn't take it from others; and I say,
-it would be a jolly decent thing to do."
-
-"You're all right, Freddie,"--Oxley was evidently pleased,--"and we're
-with you" ("shoulder to shoulder," said Macfarlane, lighting his pipe
-with ostentatious care). "Now the first step is to let Tommy know that
-we have not turned our backs on him: my idea is that if he knows we
-three are going to stand by him he'll not throw up the sponge."
-
-"Look here," cried Beazley, "I'll go round this minute, and I'll beg his
-pardon for what I said, and I'll tell him that we haven't forgotten the
-old days among the hills, and that we know he's a white man, and... in
-fact he'll take the cup yet."
-
-"That will help mightily; and now let us make up our plans," said Oxley.
-
-And that was how three men joined in a conspiracy for the business and
-social and personal salvation of Thomas Hatchard.
-
-
-II
-
-"How late you are, Tom--eight o'clock--and how tired you look, poor
-fellow! I've been thinking about you all day. Was it very trying this
-morning, or were they nice? They ought to have been, for everybody must
-know that it wasn't your fault."
-
-"No, I don't think everybody could know that, Amy dear, for I don't know
-it myself, and some men have good reason to know the opposite. Well,
-yes, I was... rather sick at the meeting, and worse afterwards."
-
-"Did they dare to insult you, Tom? If they had had one spark of
-gentlemanly feeling they would have pitied you. Do you mean that
-they... said things? Tell me, for I want to share every sorrow with you,
-darling."
-
-"One man was very hard on me, and I didn't expect it from him--no, I
-won't tell you his name, for he behaved very handsomely in the end.
-Perhaps I didn't deserve all the sharp words, but I am sure I haven't
-deserved any of the kind words that were said before the day was done.
-But never mind about me just now: tell me how you got on. Wasn't it your
-visiting day? did... any one call?"
-
-"So you were thinking about me in all your troubles!"--his wife put her
-arm round Hatch-ard's neck--"and you were afraid I should be deserted
-because you were victimised by those speculators! Now confess."
-
-"Well, you know, Amy, society is not very merciful, and I think women
-are the crudest of all. What hits a man, if he is unfortunate, or...
-worse, is that his poor wife is made to suffer. If her husband has
-done... I mean has acted foolishly, well, say, has lost money, his wife
-is neglected and cut and made to feel miserable. It's a beastly shame,
-and I was afraid that..."
-
-"I would be sitting all alone to-day, because we are poor. Do you know,
-Tom, I was just a tiny bit nervous too, although I would not have told
-you this morning for worlds. And now I have splendid news to give you:
-our friends are as true as steel. Now answer a question, Tom, to see
-whether you and I agree about the difference between acquaintances and
-friends. Mention the names of the three families you would expect to
-stand by us in our trial."
-
-"The Oxleys, of course, wife, and... I would have said the Beazleys,
-and, let me see, yes, the Macfarlanes, although their manner doesn't
-allow them to show what they feel. Am I right?"
-
-"To a man (and woman), they all called today--the women, I mean: I
-daresay the men called on you. And they all said the nicest things, and
-what is best, they said the nicest things about you: yes, they did, and
-if you doubt my word we shall separate... do you really think I would
-chaff to-day?
-
-"Sit there, just where I can lay my head on your shoulder, and I shall
-describe everything. It was half-past two when I began to watch the
-clock and wonder whether any one would come: have other people had the
-same feeling? About a quarter to three the bell rang, and my heart beat:
-who would it be? It was nothing--a tax paper; and I began to think
-what I would have done if the same thing had happened to one of our
-friends--how I would have simply rushed along and been in the house the
-first decent minute after lunch, and how I would..."
-
-"I know you would, Pet, and that is why they did it to you. Well, drive
-on."
-
-"Exactly at eight minutes to three--oh, I know the time to-day without
-mistake--the door opened, and in came Mrs. Macfarlane; and do you know
-what she did?"
-
-"She didn't!" cried Hatchard--"not kissed you?"
-
-"Yes, she did, and a real kiss; and she took me in her arms, and I saw
-tears in her eyes, and--and... I cried for a minute; I couldn't help it,
-and it was quite a comfort. She hadn't said a word all this time, and
-that was just right, wasn't it?"
-
-"I'll never say a word against the Scots' manner again," said Tom
-huskily.
-
-"But she spoke quite beautifully afterwards, and told me of some trials
-no one knows, which they had ten years ago, and how they had never
-loved one another so much before. When reticent people give you their
-confidence it touches your heart, and we used to think her voice harsh,
-and to laugh at her accent."
-
-"God forgive me!" said Thomas: "I'm a fool."
-
-"She said: 'You know how quiet Ronald is, and how he hardly ever gets
-enthusiastic. Well, it would have done you good to have heard him speak
-about Mr. Hatchard this morning. He said...'"
-
-"Don't tell me, Amy--it... hurts; but I'm grateful all the same, and
-will never forget it. And who came next?"
-
-"Mrs. Oxley; and what do you think? We are to have their house at
-Hoylake for August, so the chicks will have their holiday. Mr. Oxley
-has been quite cast down, she says, about you, for he has such a
-respect----"
-
-"It's good of them to think about the children, but never mind about
-me."
-
-"You are very unfeeling, Tom, to stop me at the best bits, when I had
-saved them up and committed them to memory: perhaps you would get
-vain, however, and become quite superior. What do you think of your
-'kindness.' and your 'generosity,' and your 'popularity,' and your
-'straightness'? You are shivering: are you cold?"
-
-"No, no; but you haven't told me if Mrs. Beazley was kind to you: did
-she call between four and five?"
-
-"Yes: how did you know the hour?"
-
-"Oh, I.. guessed, because she... was last, wasn't she?"
-
-"She apologised for being so late; indeed, she was afraid that she might
-not get round at all, but I'm so glad she came, for no one was more
-glowing about you: I saw, of course, that she was just repeating Mr.
-Beazley's opinion, for every one can see how he admires...
-
-"Tom, you are very ungrateful, and for a punishment I'll not tell
-you another word. What is wrong? has any one injured you? Was it Mr.
-Beazley?"
-
-"Beazley said kinder things in my office to me, in difficult
-circumstances too, than I ever got from any man: some day, Amy, I'll
-tell you what he said, but not now--I cannot--and he spent two hours
-canvassing for business to start me as a corn broker, and he... got it."
-
-"It could not be Mr. Oxley."
-
-"Oxley has given me a cargo to dispose of, and I never had any of his
-broking before; and he told me that some of my old friends were going
-to... to... in fact, see me through this strait, speaking a good word
-for me and putting things in my way.
-
-"Yes, of course Macfarlane came to the office, and said nothing for
-fifteen minutes: just gripped my hand and smoked, and then he rose, and
-as he was leaving, he merely mentioned that Beazley and Oxley had become
-securities for L5,000 at the bank; he is in it, too, you may be sure."
-
-"How grateful we ought to be, Tom dear; and how proud I am of you!--for
-it's your character has affected every person, because you are so
-honourable and high-minded. Tom, something is wrong; oh, I can't bear
-it: don't cry... you are overstrung... lie down on the couch, and I'll
-bathe your forehead with eau de Cologne."
-
-"No, I am not ill, and I don't deserve any petting; if you knew how mean
-I have been you would never speak to me again. If they had scolded me I
-would not have cared; but I can't bear their kindness.
-
-"Amy, you must not send for the doctor, else you will put me to shame;
-my mind is quite right, and it isn't overwork: it's... conscience: I am
-not worthy to be your husband, or the friend of these men."
-
-"You will break my heart if you talk in this way. You unworthy! when
-you are the kindest, truest, noblest man in all the world--don't say a
-word--and everybody thinks so, and you must let us judge. Now rest here,
-and I'll get a nice little supper for you," and his wife kissed him
-again and again.
-
-"It's no use trying to undeceive her," Hatchard said to himself when she
-was gone; "she believes in me, and those fellows believe in me--Freddie
-more than anybody, after all he said; and please God they will not be
-disappointed in the end."
-
-
-III
-
-"You've got here before me, Mac.," cried Freddie Beazley, bursting into
-Oxley's private room, "and I simply scooted round. Oh, I say, you've
-broken every bone in my hand, you great Scotch ruffian: take the ruler
-out of his fist, Ox., for heaven's sake, or else he'll brain us.
-
-"Ox., you old scoundrel, read that letter aloud. Mac wasn't a
-creditor--he wishes he was this day--and he doesn't know it verbatim,
-and I'm not sure about a word or two. Stand up, old man, and do the
-thing properly. There now we're ready."
-
-_July 7_, 1897.
-
-"Dear Sir,--
-
-"It will be in your recollection that in July, 1887, I was obliged to
-make a composition with my creditors while trading as a corn merchant
-under the style of Thomas Hatchard & Co., and that they were good enough
-to accept the sum of seven shillings and sixpence in the pound.
-
-"Immediately thereafter, as you may be aware, I began business as a corn
-broker, and owing to the kind assistance of certain of my creditors and
-other friends, have had considerable success.
-
-"Having made a careful examination of my affairs, I find that I can
-now afford to pay the balance of twelve shillings and sixpence which
-is morally due to my creditors of 1887, and it affords me much personal
-satisfaction to discharge this obligation.
-
-"I therefore beg to enclose a cheque for the amount owing to you, with
-5 per cent compound interest, and with sincere gratitude for your
-consideration ten years ago.
-
-"I have the honour to remain,
-
-"Your obedient servant,
-
-"Thomas Hatchard."
-
-"Isn't that great, young gentlemen?" and Beazley took a turn round the
-room: "it's the finest thing done in Liverpool in our time. Tommy
-has come in again an easy first on the ten miles--just skipped round
-Baughfell: there's nothing like the old school for rearing hardy fellows
-with plenty of puff in them for a big hill."
-
-"Thomas 'ill be a proud man the night," remarked Macfarlane, "and his
-wife will be lifted."
-
-"What about the Hatchard securities and encouragement company? isn't it
-a booming concern, and aren't the three men lucky dogs who took
-founders' shares? Oxley, old chap," and Freddie grew serious, "it was
-you who put Tommy on his legs, and helped him on to this big thing."
-
-"Nonsense! we all had a share in the idea; and now that I remember, it
-was you, Beazley, who sang his praises that day till Macfarlane allowed
-his pipe to go out, and I had to join the chorus. Isn't that so, Mac.?"
-
-Macfarlane was understood to give judgment of strict impartiality--that
-the one was as bad as another, and that he had been a victim in their
-hands, but that the result had not been destructive of morality in
-Liverpool, nor absolutely ruinous to the character of Thomas Hatchard,
-beyond which nothing more could be said.
-
-He offered the opinion on his own account that the achievement of Thomas
-had been mighty.
-
-"You can put your money on that, Mac.," and Beazley went off again:
-"to pay up the balance of that composition and every private loan with
-interest, compound too, is simply A1. T. H. has taken the cake. And
-didn't he train for it, poor chap!
-
-"No man enjoyed a good cigar more than Tommy--could not take him in with
-bad tobacco. Well, I happen to know that he hasn't had one smoke since
-July 7th, *87. Of course he could have had as much 'baccy as he wanted;
-but no, it was a bit of the training--giving up every luxury, d'ye see?"
-
-"I wish I was Thomas the night," remarked Macfarlane. "He 'ill have a
-worthwhile smoke."
-
-"He rather liked a good lunch, and did justice to his grub, too,"
-continued Beazley. "Well, for ten years he's taken his midday meal
-standing, on milk and bread--not half bad all the same--at the Milk-Pail
-in Fenwick Street, and he wouldn't allow himself a cup of tea. You saw
-how he lived at Heswall, Oxley?"
-
-"Yes, he found out that he could get a little house, with a bit of
-garden, for forty pounds, taxes included, and so he settled there and
-cut the whole concern here. There was one sitting-room for the children
-and another for themselves, and the garden was the drawing-room; but I
-don't believe Hatchard was ever happier, and Mrs. Hatchard has turned
-out a heroine."
-
-"Tommy played up well," broke in Beazley, "and he never missed a chance.
-There has not been any brokerage lying loose in the corn market these
-ten years, you bet; and what he got he did well. Do you hear that
-MacConnell of Chicago has given him his work to do? Tommy is steaming
-down the deep-water channel now, full speed. What's to be done? that's
-the question. We simply must celebrate."
-
-"Well," replied Oxley, "I suppose the creditors will be giving him a
-dinner at the Adelphi and that sort of thing. But there's something
-Hatchard would like far better than fifty dinners. He has never entered
-the corn exchange since his failure, and I know he never would till
-he could look every man in the face. What do you say to ask Barnabas
-Greatheart to call at his office and take him?"
-
-"Oxley, you are inspired, and ought to take to politics: it's just
-the thing Greatheart would like to do, and it will please the men
-tremendously. I bet you a new hat there will be a cheer, and I see them
-shaking hands with Tommy: it will touch up two or three scallawags on
-the raw first-rate, too, who have made half a dozen compositions in
-their time. But what about ourselves, Ox.?"
-
-"Aye," said Macfarlane; "we're not common shareholders in this concern:
-we're founders, that's what we are."
-
-"I was thinking before you men came in that a nice piece of silver for
-their dinner-table--they will come up to town now--say a bowl with some
-little inscription on it..."
-
-"The very thing: we'll have it this afternoon; and Ox., you draw up
-the screed, but for my sake, as well as Tommy's, put in something about
-honour, and, old fellow, let it be strong; it'll go down to his boys,
-and be worth a fortune to them, for it will remind them that their
-father was an honest man."
-
-It is not needful to describe, because everybody in the Liverpool Corn
-Market knows, how Barnabas Greatheart came into the room arm in arm
-with Thomas Hatchard, and how every single man shook hands with Thomas
-because he had gone beyond the law and done a noble deed, and was a
-credit to the corn business; and how Tommy tried to return thanks for
-his health a week after at the Adelphi, and broke down utterly, but not
-before he had explained that he wasn't at all the good man they thought
-him, but that he happened to have had better friends than most men.
-
-What is not known is that on the very evening of the great day a special
-messenger brought over to the cottage at Heswall a parcel, which, being
-opened, contained a massive silver bowl, with this inscription:--
-
-TO
-
-MRS. THOMAS HATCHARD,
-
-From Three Friends,
-
-In Admiration of her Husband's
-
-Business Integrity and Stainless Honour.
-
-July 7, 1897.
-
-and that on the first anniversary of the great day the Hatchards gave a
-dinner-party in their new house at Mossley Hill, where six guests were
-present, whose names can be easily supplied, and the bowl, filled with
-roses, stood in the centre of the table so that all could read the
-writing thereon; that without any direct allusion to the circumstances,
-or any violation of good taste, the bowl came into conversation eleven
-times: once in praise of the roses; once in discussion of the pattern
-(Queen Anne); once with reference to the pedestal of Irish bog-oak; once
-in verification of the fact that "honour" was spelt with a "u" (it was
-Freddie who, with much ingenuity, turned the search-light on honour);
-and seven times in ways too subtle and fleeting for detection. When the
-ladies left the room there was a look between the host and his wife as
-he held the door; and when the other men's cigars were fully lit, Tommy
-made and finished, with some pauses, a speech which may not sound very
-eloquent on paper, but which the audience will never forget "There's a
-text somewhere in the Bible," he said, pretending that his cigar was not
-drawing--"which runs something like this, 'saved by faith,' and when
-I look at that bowl I remember that I... was saved that way; but it
-wasn't... my faith: it was the faith... of you three men."
-
-
-
-
-THE LAST SACRIFICE
-
-
-I
-
-Firelight casts a weird enchantment over an old-fashioned room in the
-gloaming, and cleanses it from the commonplace. Distant comers are
-veiled in a shadow full of mystery; heavy curtains conceal unknown
-persons in their folds; a massive cabinet, full of Eastern curios,
-is flung into relief, so that one can identify an Indian god, who
-distinctly grins and mocks with sardonic humour, although in daylight
-he be a personage of awful solemnity; a large arm-chair, curiously
-embroidered, grows into the likeness of a stout elderly gentleman of
-benevolent heart but fierce political prejudices; the flickering flames
-sketch on the ceiling scenes of past days which can never return; and on
-a huge mirror the whole interior is reflected as in a phantasmagoria.
-
-"It is, I do honestly believe, the dreariest room in Bloomsbury, and
-one can hardly go farther," said a young woman, lying at her ease on
-the white bearskin before the fire; "and yet it has a beauty of its
-own--sober, of course, but kindly; yes, that is the word, and true. My
-room at Kensington, that Reggie and his artist friends have been doing
-up in their best style, as Maples say, does not look prettier to-night,
-nor your lovely black oak at the Rectory."
-
-"If you had got your will, Frances," answered a sister some six years
-older from the couch, "every stick of this furniture would have been
-sold long ago, and the walls draped in pale green. You are full of
-sentiment to-night."
-
-"It's the double wedding and the departure from the ancestral mansion
-which is casting shadows over my too susceptible heart and a glamour
-over this prosaic old room with its solid Philistine furniture," and
-Frances pretended to conceal her rising emotion behind a fan. "Your
-already matronly staidness, Gerty, is incapable of entering into
-such moods. It is a mercy one daughter, at least--I think there are
-two--reproduces mother, and can never be accused of sentiment--and such
-a blessing for the Rector! It is a rule, one would say from observation,
-that clergymen choose matter-of-fact and managing wives, as a check,
-I suppose, on their own unworldliness and enthusiasm. As for me,
-so frivolous and... affectionate, poor papa must have the entire
-responsibility," and Frances sighed audibly.
-
-"Are you really deceived by mother's composure and reserve?" Gertrude's
-quiet tone emphasized the contrast between her refined face and Frances'
-Spanish beauty. "Strangers count her cold as marble, and I can excuse
-them, for they judge her in society. We ought to know better, and she
-has always seemed to me the very type of loyalty and faithfulness."
-
-"Of course she is the dearest mater ever was, and far too unselfish, and
-she has been most patient with her wayward youngest daughter; but she
-is--well, I could not say that she is a creature of emotion."
-
-"You believe, I suppose,"--Gertrude was slightly nettled--"in women who
-kiss frantically on meeting, first one cheek and then the other, and
-sign themselves 'with a thousand remembrances and much love, yours most
-affectionately,' who adopt a new friend every month, and marry three
-times for companionship."
-
-"Gertrude, I am ashamed of you; you are most provoking and unjust; my
-particular detestations, as you know very well, are a couple of girls'
-arms round each other's waists--studying one another's dresses all the
-time--and a widow who marries again for protection,--it's a widower who
-says companionship,--but I enjoy your eloquence; it will be a help to
-Fred when he is sermon-making. You will collaborate--that is the correct
-word, isn't it?"
-
-"None of us will ever know how deep and strong is the mater's love,"
-continued Gertrude, giving no heed to her sister's badinage; "she cannot
-speak, and so she will always be misunderstood, as quiet people are. Did
-you ever notice that she writes her letters on that old desk, instead of
-using the escritoire? that is because it was father's; and although she
-never mentions his name, I believe mother would rather starve than leave
-this house or part with a chair that was in it when he was living.
-
-"Frances, I'll tell you something I once saw and can never forget. When
-I slept in mother's room, I woke one night, and found she had risen. She
-opened a drawer that was always kept locked, and took out a likeness of
-father. After looking at it again and again--can you believe that?--she
-laid it on a chair, and, kneeling down, prayed to God for us all, and
-that they might meet again; and then she looked at him once more, and
-put the picture in its place.
-
-"Pray God, Frances, that you and I, who are to be married on Tuesday,
-may love as she has done, once for ever; do you know I've often thought
-that Grace is the only one of us that has mother's power of affection,
-and yet we are to be married and she is to be left."
-
-"Yes, Grace is like mother, and yet I don't think mother understands her
-one bit What a wife she would make to some man, Gerty; only it would
-be bad for him. She would serve him like a slave, and he would be
-insufferable.
-
-"But there is no fear of that calamity," Frances went on, "for Grace
-will never marry. She is beginning to have the airs of an old maid
-already, a way of dressing and a certain primness which is alarming."
-
-"It passes me," said Gertrude, "how no man has seen her excellence and
-tried to win her; do you know I've sometimes thought that Mr. Lennox
-admired her; they would certainly make a perfect pair."
-
-"You are the dearest old stupid, Gertrude. Of course George Lennox
-adores Grace, as he would do a saint in a painted window; and Grace
-appreciates him because he teaches astronomy or conchology or something
-to working men in the East End. Neither of them knows how to make love;
-their conversation is a sort of religious exercise," and Frances' eyes
-danced with the delight of a mistress in her art "Why, I once did my
-best with him just to keep my hand in, and Gertrude, you might as well
-have flirted with that wretched god. I would rather have the god, for he
-winked to me just now quite distinctly, the reprobate old scoundrel."
-
-"Perhaps you're right, and Grace does not wish to marry. But it will be
-lonely in this big, empty house for mother and her when we are gone."
-
-"Dull! Gerty, you do not understand the situation. It will be a relief
-for the two of them to have this love traffic over, and no more men
-about the house. Grace simply endures it, as a nun might, and the mater
-resents any of her daughters being married. They have their programme
-fixed. Grace will visit her sick people in the forenoon, and the
-mater will do her tradesmen; in the afternoon the two will attend the
-Committee for the Relief of Decayed Washerwomen, and after dinner Gracie
-will read to mother out of Hallam's _Middle Ages_.
-
-"I'll box that creature's ears," and Frances jumped to her feet, a
-very winsome young woman indeed; "he's grinning from ear to ear on his
-pedestal at some wicked joke, or as if he knew a family secret He's an
-old cynic, and regards us as a pair of children prattling about life."
-
-
-II
-
-"My work at Court was finished a little earlier to-day, and I have done
-myself the pleasure of calling to inquire for Mrs. Leconte and you after
-the marriage. Will you accept a few roses?" The manner was grave and a
-trifle formal, but George Lennox was one in whom any woman might safely
-put her trust--tall and well built, with a strong face and kindly
-eyes--a modest and courteous gentleman.
-
-"It is good of you to remember us, but, indeed, you have always been
-most kind," said Miss Leconte, with the faintest flush on her cheek.
-"Mother is out, and will be sorry to have missed you. Will you not sit
-down, and I'll order tea."
-
-The London sun, which labours hard, with many ingenuities, to do his
-part by every home and give to each its morsel of brightness, found
-the right angle at that moment, and played round Grace's face with soft
-afternoon light She was not beautiful like her sisters, but one man out
-of a thousand would learn to love her for the loyalty that could be read
-in the grey eyes, and the smile, a very revelation of tenderness, as if
-her soul had looked at you.
-
-"Yes, mother and I have settled down to our quiet round after the
-festivities; mother needs a rest, for you know how little she thinks of
-herself; her unselfishness puts one to shame every day."
-
-Mr. Lennox looked as if he knew another unselfish person, and Grace
-continued hurriedly: "Every one thought the marriage went off so well,
-and the day was certainly perfect Didn't Gertrude and Frances make
-lovely brides, each in her own way?"
-
-"So the people said, and I know how they would look; but it happened
-that I stood where I could only see the bridesmaids."
-
-"Will you excuse me putting the roses in water? they are the finest I've
-seen this summer, and I want to keep them fresh," and she escaped for
-the moment He watched her place one dish on the end of the grand piano
-and another on a table near her mother's chair, and a yearning look came
-over his face.
-
-They talked of many things, but both were thinking of one only, and then
-it was she, In her kindness, that provoked the catastrophe.
-
-"You will come again and see mother; she misses Gerty and Frances, and
-it is very pleasant to have a talk with old friends."
-
-"And you, Grace--Miss Leconte, I mean--may I not come to visit you?"
-
-"You know that I am glad when you come, and always will be; you are my
-friend also," and she looked at him with frank, kind eyes.
-
-"Nothing more than friend after all these years--seven now since first
-we met Do you not guess what I was thinking as your sisters stood beside
-their bridegrooms in church?" But she did not answer.
-
-"Can you give me no hope, Grace? If you told me to come back in five
-years, I would count them days for the joy of hearing you call me by my
-name at the end, as a woman speaks to the man she loves."
-
-"You ought not to open this matter again" but she was not angry, "for
-my mind is made up, and cannot be changed. There is no man living whom
-I respect more; none to whom I would rather go in time of trouble; there
-is nothing I would not do for you, Mr. Lennox, except one..."
-
-"But it is the one thing I desire;" and then Lennox began to plead. "No
-man is worthy of you, Grace, and I least of all. The world counts me
-proud and cold, and I regret my manner every day, but I can love, and
-I love you with all my heart You know I can give you a house and every
-comfort of life--perhaps I may be able to bring you honour and rank some
-day; but these are not the arguments I would urge or you would care to
-hear. Love is my plea--that I never loved before I saw you, and if you
-refuse me that I will not love any other.
-
-"Do not speak yet" His face was white, and he stretched out his hands in
-appeal. "Have we not the same... faith and the same ideals? Could not we
-work together for a lifetime, and serve the world with our love?
-Perhaps I ought to have spoken years ago, but the Bar is an uncertain
-profession, and my position was not made. It seemed to me cowardly to
-ask a woman's love before one could offer her marriage, so I kept
-silent till last spring, when I saw your sisters' lovers and their
-happiness--and then I could not help telling you that one man hoped to
-win your heart Now I ask for your answer.
-
-"If you love another man," he went on, "or feel that you can never love
-me, tell me at once, Grace, for this were better for us both. I would
-never cease to love you, for we slow, cold men do not change, and if you
-had need I would serve you, but never again would I... trouble you," and
-the ablest of the junior counsel at the Chancery Bar broke down before a
-girl that had no other attraction than the goodness of her soul.
-
-Grace Leconte was the calmer of the two when she spoke, but her face was
-set like a martyr's in his agony.
-
-"I had hoped, Mr. Lennox, that you would not have followed up what you
-said in March, but yet so selfish is a woman, I am not sorry to be told
-that I... am loved by such a man.
-
-"Believe me, it is I that am unworthy. You have made too much of a very
-ordinary woman But I am proud of... your love, and in after years, when
-I find the strain too heavy, will often say, 'God has been good to me.
-George Lennox loved me."
-
-He was waiting anxiously, not knowing how this would end.
-
-"You have spoken frankly to me, and have laid bare your heart," she went
-on. "I do not see why I should be hindered by custom from telling you
-the truth also," and then she hesitated, but only for a little. "For
-years--I do not know how long--I have... loved you, and have followed
-your career as only a woman who loves could--gathering every story of
-your success, and rejoicing in it all as if you had been mine. Wait, for
-I have not yet done.
-
-"If I could say 'Yes,' I would, George--may I call you this, only
-to-day?--without any delay but I must say 'No' instead, although it may
-break my heart I can never be your wife."
-
-"What do you mean...?"
-
-"Bear with me, and I will tell you all. You know now it is not because I
-do not want to marry you--I do; I also can love, and I do not wish to be
-an old maid--no woman does. I will not pretend indifference, but it is
-not possible for me to leave my mother."
-
-"Is that all?" cried Lennox, as one who has cast off a great dread. "I
-would never ask Mrs. Leconte to part from the last of her daughters. She
-will come with you, and we shall strive to make her life peaceful and
-glad...."
-
-"Please do not go on, for this can never be. No power could induce
-mother to change her way or live with us. She will live and die alone,
-or I must stay with her. My duty is clear, and, George, you must...
-accept this decision as final."
-
-"You will let me speak to her and put our case...?"
-
-"No, a thousand times no. She must never know our secret. It would still
-be the same between you and me, but mother would fret every year because
-I had made this sacrifice. As it is she knows nothing, and will never
-guess the truth. Promise me you will say nothing; that is one favour I
-have to ask, and there is another, that... you do not call again, for I
-could not bear to see you for a little... for some years. You will do so
-much for me, will you not?"
-
-He had sat down, his head on his breast, a figure of utter dejection,
-when she laid her hand on his arm.
-
-"Things cannot end after this fashion," and Lennox sprang to his feet;
-"does not the Book say that a man will forsake father and mother for
-love's sake, and should it not be so with a woman also? What right have
-you to deny your love and blight two lives?"
-
-"Many would say that I am wrong, but my mind is made up. Do not try
-me farther, George; God knows how hard it is to obey my conscience. My
-duty, as I see it, and that is all one can go by, is to mother, and if
-I made it second even to love, I should be inwardly ashamed, and you...
-you could not respect me.
-
-"Say you understand," and her lips trembled; "say that you forgive me
-for the sorrow I have brought upon you, and let us say farewell."
-
-He made as though he would have clasped her in his arms and compelled
-her to surrender, and then he also conquered.
-
-"God keep and bless you, Grace; if I cannot have you in my home, none
-can keep me from carrying you in my heart," and he was gone.
-
-She watched him till he disappeared round the corner of the square, and
-noticed that he walked as one stricken with age. One of their windows
-commanded a corner of the square garden, where the trees were in their
-first summer greenery, and she could hear the birds singing. As she
-turned away, the sunlight lingered on the white roses which George
-Lennox had brought as the token of his love, and then departed, leaving
-the faded room in the shadow.
-
-
-III
-
-"This frame seems to have been made for our purpose, Grace," and Mrs.
-Leconte arranged in order Gertrude with her two girls and Frances with
-her two boys. "It seems only a few months, instead of four years, since
-the wedding day.
-
-"They have good husbands and happy homes. I only wish their father..."
-This was so unusual that Grace looked at her mother, and Mrs. Leconte
-checked herself. "You are going down to the Rectory, I hope, next week;
-Gertrude is always anxious to have you, and August in London is very
-trying."
-
-"Certainly; but on one condition, mother, that you go too; it would be
-such a joy to Gerty, and you must have some change."
-
-"Perhaps I will, a little later, but I never leave London in August. I
-have always been very strong, and I like a... quiet time then."
-
-"Mother," and Mrs. Leconte turned at the passion in her daughter's
-voice, "why will you not allow any of us to share your remembrance and
-your grief? We know why you shut yourself up alone in August, and now,
-when there are just you and I, it hurts me that I may not be with you,
-if it were only to pray... or weep. Would it not be some help?" and
-Grace took her mother's hand, a very rare caress.
-
-"You are a good daughter, Grace," she spoke with much difficulty,
-"but... God made me to be alone, and silent I was not able to tell
-either joy or sorrow even to your father. You spoke of weeping; do you
-know I've never shed a tear since I was a child--not often then.
-
-"When he died, my eyes were dry.... Oh, Grace, you are most like me: may
-God deliver you from a tearless grief; but it must be so with me to the
-end."
-
-"Dearest mother," said Grace, but she did not kiss her.
-
-"You are often in my thoughts, Grace," after a long silence, "and I am
-concerned about you, for you have aged beyond your years. Are you...
-well?"
-
-"What a question, mater; you know that I have the health of a
-donkey--save a headache now and then that gives me an interesting
-pallor. You forget that I am getting to be an old maid, nearly thirty."
-
-"Is it really that... I mean, do you not feel lonely?--it is a contrast,
-your sisters' lot and yours, and a woman's heart was made for love, but
-if it be so do not sorrow over-much... I can't explain myself--there are
-many in this world to love, and, at any rate... you will never know the
-sense of loss."
-
-"That is the postman's ring," and Grace made an errand to obtain the
-letters, and lingered a minute on the way.
-
-"Only one letter, and it's for you, mother. I think I know the
-handwriting."
-
-"Of course you do; it's from Mrs. Archer, George Lennox's aunt. She is
-a capital correspondent, and always sends lots of news. Let me see. Oh,
-they've had Gertrude and her husband staying a night with them for a
-dinner.
-
-"'Everything went off well'... 'Gerty looked very distinguished, and
-has just the air of a clergyman's wife. Gerty was always suited for that
-part, just as Frances does better among the painters.... I wish all the
-same they were both here, Grace, but I suppose that's a wrong feeling,
-for marriage is a woman's natural lot... that is in most cases, some
-have another calling.'
-
-"Do you know who has been staying with the Archers? Why, you might guess
-that--George Lennox; he's Jane Archer's favourite nephew, and I don't
-wonder; no woman, I mean sensible woman, could help liking him; he's
-so reliable and high-toned, as well as able, and do you know, I always
-thought Mr. Lennox good-looking.
-
-"What's this? 'You will be sorry to hear that George is looking very ill
-indeed, and just like an old man, and he's not forty yet. Are you there,
-Grace? Oh, I thought perhaps you had left the room. Isn't that sad about
-Mr. Lennox?
-
-"Mrs. Archer goes on to say that he overworks shockingly, and that he is
-bound to break down soon; he will take no advice, and allows himself no
-pleasure. What a pity to see a man throwing away his life, isn't it?"
-
-"Perhaps he finds his... satisfaction in work, mother."
-
-"Nonsense; no man ought to kill himself. Mr. Lennox ought to have
-married years ago, and then he would not have been making a wreck of
-himself; I don't know any man who would have made a better husband, or
-of whom a woman would have been prouder." And Mrs. Leconte compelled a
-reply.
-
-"He is a good man, and I think you are right, mother." Something in her
-tone struck Mrs. Leconte's ear.
-
-"Grace, Mr. Lennox used to come frequently to this house, and now I have
-noticed he never calls."
-
-Her daughter said nothing.
-
-"It was after your sisters' wedding that he ceased to call. Do you
-think... I mean, was he in love with Gerty? Frances it couldn't be. I
-never thought of that before, for I am not very observant. Nothing would
-have given me more pleasure, if my daughters were to be married, than
-to have George Lennox for a son-in-law. Can it be, Grace, that Gerty
-refused him, and we have never known?"
-
-"I am sure she did not, mother;" and again Mrs. Leconte caught a strange
-note in her daughter's voice.
-
-"Do you know, I suspect that if you had given him any encouragement,
-George Lennox would have been a happy man to-day. Is that so, Grace?
-
-"Pardon me, Grace, perhaps I ought not to ask such a question; it came
-suddenly into my mind. Whatever you did was no doubt right; a woman
-cannot give her hand without her heart even to the best of men. If it
-be as I imagine, I do not blame you, Grace, but... I am sorry for George
-Lennox."
-
-Grace wept that night over the saddest of all the ironies of life--a
-sacrifice which was a mistake and which had no reward.
-
-
-
-
-AN EVANGELIST
-
-
-His private business was lard, which he bought for the rise and sold for
-the fall--being a bull or a bear without prejudice--and with a success
-so distinguished that his name was mentioned in highly complimentary
-terms on the American market When the famous lard corner of 1887 had
-been wound up, and every man had counted his gains (or losses), old
-man Perkins, of Chicago, did justice to his chief opponent, like the
-operator of honour that he was.
-
-"No, sir, I ain't a slouch, and the man who says that I don't know
-lard is a mining expert; but Elijah Higginbotham, of Victoria Street,
-Liverpool, Great Britain, has come out on top: he's a hustler from way
-back, is Elijah."
-
-Mr. Perkins' opinion, which was a deduction based on the results of at
-least six first-class encounters, was generally accepted on both sides
-of the Atlantic, and it was conceded that what Mr. Elijah Higginbotham
-did not know about that capricious and volatile instrument of
-speculation was not knowledge. As a matter of principle he was opposed
-to gambling, and denounced it with much eloquence and perfect sincerity
-at conferences of a religious character,--warning his audience, composed
-mainly of old ladies, against the Derby,--but if this evil and ruinous
-spirit should happen to enter his market, where it seemed quite at home,
-Elijah was prepared to overthrow gambling with its own weapons, and on
-such occasions it was worldly wisdom to bet on Elijah's side. His ideas
-regarding the date of unfulfilled prophecy might be crude, but his
-foresight regarding the future of lard was an instinct.
-
-His public business was religion, and especially the work of an
-evangelist, and to this Elijah gave himself with incredible courage and
-diligence. When he was not manipulating lard or asleep, he was inquiring
-into the condition of his neighbour's soul, and none could escape him.
-It was freely told on 'Change how he had fallen on an alderman, who had
-responded too generously to the loyal toasts at a municipal banquet,
-and so impressed him with the shortness of life and the awfulness of the
-future, that the worthy man was bathed in tears, and promised if spared
-to join the Plymouth Brethren next day. Bishops of the Church, who are
-awful beings to ordinary people, and with whom some of us hardly dare
-to speak about the weather, were to Elijah a chosen prey in railway
-carriages, so that he would hunt a train to travel with one for a long
-journey, and he has been known to reduce one pompous prelate to the
-verge of apoplexy by showing before a (secretly) delighted company of
-"firsts" that this successor to the Apostles did not really know wherein
-conversion consisted, and, by not very indirect inference, that the
-Bishop was himself still unconverted. Unto Elijah belongeth also the
-doubtful and perilous distinction of having been the unwilling and (as
-he would himself say) unworthy means of stopping a London express when
-going at full speed. It was, of course, an old and perhaps over-nervous
-gentleman who actually pulled the cord and waved to the guard, and
-it was Elijah who offered immediate and elaborate explanations; but
-Elijah's fellow-passenger held a strong position when he laid the blame
-on the evangelist.
-
-"It's well enough for him to say that he was speaking spiritually, but
-he told me plainly that I was going to Hell, and not to London, and
-I put it to you, guard,"--by this time there was a large jury of
-interested passengers,--"when the only other man in the compartment
-uses language of that kind, and he much younger and stronger, whether I
-wasn't justified in calling for assistance."
-
-Quiet men, not prone to panics, just breaking upon their luncheon at the
-Club, rose and fled when Elijah sat down at the same table, knowing well
-that not only would a forbidding silence be no protection, but that even
-ingenious and ensnaring allusions to the critical condition of the lard
-market would be no protection against personal inquiries of the most
-searching character. He was always provided with portable religious
-literature of a somewhat startling character, and was in this way
-able to supply his fellow-passengers in the evening 'bus; and it was
-stimulating to any one with a sense of humour to see commercial magnates
-handling one of Elijah's tracts as if it were dynamite, and late-comers
-taking in the interior at a glance from the step, and hurriedly climbing
-to the top--willing to risk bronchitis rather than twenty minutes of
-Elijah. His conscientious opinion was that the limited number of persons
-who held his particular opinions would go to heaven, and the large
-number who did not would go elsewhere, and in these circumstances no one
-could blame him for being urgent No doubt Elijah--for indeed this was
-almost an official title--was very insistent, and had no tact; but
-then when you are pulling people out of fires, and handing them out
-of burning houses--these were his favourite illustrations of the
-situation--one does not pay much attention to ceremony or even manners.
-It was often said that he alienated people from religion, and so
-defeated his own ends; but I suppose that his reply would be that he
-left them no worse than he found them, and if it was asserted that he
-influenced no one, he very likely had some cases of success among that
-class of persons who are never utterly persuaded until they are felled
-by a blow between the eyes. Very likely he was not concerned about
-success or failure, approval or disapproval, but simply was determined
-to do his duty, which was to hold back as many of his neighbours as he
-could from going to Hell. This duty he discharged with all his might and
-with undeniable courage, and Elijah had his reward by universal consent
-in that no one accused him of canting, for he never said anything he
-did not believe with the marrow of his bones, or of hypocrisy, for he
-certainly made no gain of godliness.
-
-When Elijah entered my room one morning--his clean-shaven, heavy-jawed
-face more determined than ever--I was certain that he had not come to
-talk over the weather, and prepared myself for faithful dealing.
-
-"It is not my custom," he began, "to read fiction, and I believe that
-the more people read novels the less will they want to read their
-Bibles; but I was recommended to read a book of yours, called _The Days
-of Auld Lang Syne_, by a friend, in whose judgment I have usually placed
-confidence, and I feel it my duty to call and remonstrate with you about
-that book."
-
-Was it the literary form that he wished to criticise, or the
-substance? In either case I hoped he would speak with all frankness, an
-encouragement which Mr. Higginbotham perhaps hardly needed.
-
-"Well, I don't know anything about literature, for I thank God that my
-Bible and the _Pilgrim's Progress_ are enough for me; but I did once
-read Scott--long ago before I knew the value of time--and your book is
-certainly not up to that sample." This, I assured Elijah, was my own
-fixed and unalterable opinion, and I ventured to congratulate Elijah on
-the acuteness of his literary judgment--which compliment was passed over
-without acknowledgment--and then I pressed for his farther criticism.
-
-"What I have to say is just this, that there are characters in the book
-who ought not to be introduced to a Christian family, and views which
-are sure to injure religion."
-
-Now it happened that I had been reading that morning an interesting and
-very caustic review, in which it was pointed out that no people had ever
-lived or ever would live so good as the inhabitants of Drumtochty:
-that I had confused together the (mythical) garden of Eden with a
-Scots village; that the places were really very different in morals and
-general environment; that it was a pity that the author did not know the
-limits of true art; that what was wanted was reality, not sentimental
-twaddle, and that in short--but this is not how the critic put it--let
-the writer of fiction stick to the ash-pit in a house, and not attempt
-the picture gallery. The critic--a young gentleman, I should say--was
-very severe on my London doctor, who had taken a servant girl to his
-own house that she might die there in peace, and assured me that such
-extravagant unrealities showed my hopeless ignorance, and proved my
-unfitness to be an artist in life. Up to this point I had been much
-humbled, and had been trying to profit by every word of wisdom; but now
-I laid down the paper and had a few moments of sinless enjoyment, for
-this incident had been lifted bodily out of life, with only some
-change in names, and was the only fact in the book. A poor puling
-idealist!--yet even in my most foolish flights I had kept some hold on
-life--but here was Elijah Higginbotham sitting calmly in my study and
-suggesting that I was a realist of such a pronounced and shameless
-character that my books were not fit for family reading.
-
-When I pressed him for some evidence of his charge, he cited "Posty,"
-and spoke briefly but strongly about that unfortunate man's taste for
-alcoholic liquors.
-
-"Could I reconcile it with my conscience to introduce such a man to
-the Christian public, and was I not aware of the injury which drink was
-doing in our country?"
-
-"Mr. Higginbotham," I said, "my business was to represent life in a
-Scots parish, within limits, as I had seen it, and although I say it
-with deep regret, and hope the matter will never be mentioned outside
-this room, every Scot is not a rigid and bigoted abstainer--a few, I
-hope fewer every year, do 'taste.'"
-
-"We are all perfectly aware of that, and more than a few,"--which was
-not generous on his part,--"but that is not the question. It is whether
-you, as a respectable--and I would fain believe in spite of what I have
-read--Christian man, ought deliberately to condone and countenance this
-conduct."
-
-"Surely, sir, you do not suppose for one moment that I have the
-slightest sympathy with intemperance, or that I did not deeply regret
-the habits into which Posty had fallen! Had I known that you or any
-intelligent person would have imagined such a thing, I would have added
-footnotes, whenever Posty forgot himself, such as (1) The author deeply
-regrets Posty's conduct; (2) The author repudiates Posty's language with
-all his heart."
-
-"It might have saved misunderstanding." Elijah regarded me dubiously.
-"I would certainly not have judged that you felt so strongly from the
-book."
-
-"Ah, there you are wrong, for again and again I simply wrestled with
-Posty to take the blue ribbon; but you know one should not boast, and
-it would have sounded egotistical to obtrude these efforts, unhappily
-unsuccessful, in the book.
-
-"It is," I ventured to add with some pathos, "very hard that I should
-first of all have had to suffer from my association, even in a literary
-sense, with Posty, and then afterwards to be treated by religious and
-philanthropic persons as if I had been his boon companion."
-
-"No, no; don't put words in my mouth," broke in Elijah. "I said nothing
-of the kind; but you have not been careful to convey your own position."
-
-"Mr. Higginbotham, if I might give you a word of advice, do not meddle
-with fiction, for you never can tell into what company you may come.
-Why, I may tell you that 'Posty,' before his lamented death, used to
-haunt this room--in a literary sense, of course--and some evenings I was
-terrified.
-
-"If he were (comparatively) sober he would confine himself to the news
-of the district, and the subject of her Majesty's mails; but if he had
-been tasting he always took to theology, as Scots generally do, and then
-he grew so profound and eloquent on the doctrine of election that if you
-had come in my character would have been worth nothing: you would
-have jumped to the conclusion, not without reason, that he had got his
-refreshments here."
-
-"You will excuse me," said Elijah, who had lost his customary expression
-of cocksureness during the last few minutes, "I am out of touch with the
-market: am I not right in understanding that the Postman was never
-alive?"
-
-"Well, I'm sorry you have thought so, for it would be rather a severe
-reflection on his author; but I think he must have had some life, else
-you would not have done him (and me) the honour of so much attention."
-
-"He was your manufacture or creation, in fact done for the book; put
-it as you please--you know what I mean"--and my visitor grew impatient.
-"Then, if that be so, you could make him say and do what you pleased."
-
-"In fact, take the blue ribbon and become an example for temperance
-speeches."
-
-"Why not?" replied Elijah stoutly; "it might have done good."
-
-"Mr. Higginbotham," I said with much solemnity, "be thankful that in
-your busy and blameless life you have never meddled with fiction, save,
-I fancy, in commercial transactions; for you have escaped trials of
-anxiety and disappointment beyond anything in the markets. You suppose,
-I notice, that because a story-teller creates certain characters, he
-can do with them as he pleases, putting words into their mouths and
-dictating their marriages."
-
-"Well, naturally I do."
-
-"Nothing of the kind, sir. Once these characters are fairly started on
-their career, and come of age, as it were, they go their own way,
-and the whole of their author's time is taken up following them,
-remonstrating with them, and trying, generally in vain, to get them
-to work out his plan. Now you would say, I fancy, that the poor author
-could at least settle their marriages."
-
-"I would do so," said Elijah grimly, "if I were writing."
-
-"Unfortunately that is one of the most difficult and delicate parts of
-a poor novelist's work, and he fails as often as he succeeds. The
-man marries the wrong woman, and _vice versa_, till the author is in
-despair, and sometimes wishes he had never called such a set of rebels
-into existence."
-
-Elijah looked incredulous.
-
-"I can assure you, you never know what secret they may have in their
-past lives, or what love affairs are going on behind your back. I'll
-give you an illustration, if I may quote from very simple fiction.
-A lady wrote me, after the publication of the _Brier Bush_, that she
-believed Drumsheugh was in love with Marget Howe, and wished to know
-whether this was the case? I replied that this suspicion had crossed my
-own mind, and that I was watching events. And as you have done me the
-honour of reading _Auld Lang Syne_, you will remember that Drumsheugh
-had been a faithful, although undeclared lover of Marget since early
-manhood. Yet it came on me as a surprise; and if any one had said, Why
-did not you tell this sooner? my answer would have been, I did not know.
-If I am not wearying you, Mr. Higginbotham--I am on my defence, and I
-should like to have your good opinion--I may confess that I tried to
-arrange, in a book, a girl's love affairs, and she married the wrong
-man, one quite unsuited for her, and the result was--although this is
-again a secret--they have had many unnecessary trials. No, no, we are
-helpless creatures, we so-called authors; poor mother hens, beseeching
-from the edge of the pond and lamenting, while the brood of ducklings
-swim away in all directions."
-
-"That's all very well; and, as writing is not in my line, you may be
-right; but I have not come to my most serious ground of complaint, and
-that is the Postman's--er--judgment and future lot."
-
-"Yes," I said, and waited for the indictment u Here, according to your
-own description, is a man"--and Elijah checked off the list of my
-poor gossip's sins on his fingers--"who makes no profession of
-religion--vital religion, I mean, for theology is a mere matter of the
-head--who indulged in spirituous liquors to excess, who refused tracts,
-when they were offered, with contempt, who to all appearance had never
-known any saving change. He dies suddenly, and bravely, I admit, but
-with no sign of repentance, and this man, dying in his sin, is sent to
-Heaven as if he were a saint If that is what happened with the Postman,"
-summed up Elijah with uncompromising decision, "then I do not know the
-Gospel. 'He that believeth shall be saved, and he that believeth not
-shall be damned,' is plain enough. He wasn't saved here--no one could
-say that 'As the tree falleth, so shall it lie.'
-
-He couldn't be saved there. Yes, it may sound severe, but it is the
-truth, and there is no room for sentiment in religion; your story is
-grossly misleading, and may do injury to many precious souls."
-
-"By moving people, do you mean, to give their lives for others and to
-forget themselves?" I dared to ask.
-
-"I don't deny that it was a gallant deed to jump into the river and save
-the girl's life," replied Elijah hastily. "I appreciate that; but it's
-not by works that any one can be saved. What right had you to send that
-man to Heaven?"
-
-"Mr. Higginbotham, you are still making me the scapegoat for other men's
-acts. I was only the historian. It was Jamie Soutar and Carmichael, the
-Free Kirk minister, who held a council on the road one day, and decided
-that it must be well with Posty because he died to save a little
-child. Jamie has always been a trial to me, and a ground of criticism,
-especially because he used to cloak his good deeds with falsehood to
-escape praise instead of proclaiming them at the corners of the streets
-as the good people used to do. So little sympathy have I with Jamie,
-that before the proof sheets of the book left this room I sent for Jamie
-(in a literary sense), and he came (in the same sense), and I placed him
-just where you are sitting and spoke to him (always in the same sense)
-very seriously. May I tell you--as it will further vindicate me--what I
-said?
-
-"Thank you, sir, for your patience. 'James,' I said--for if any one
-is usually called Jamie and on some occasion you say James, it is very
-impressive--'if these sheets are printed as they stand, I'm afraid both
-you and I will suffer at the hands of the good people, and, with your
-permission, there is one passage at least I would like to amend.'
-
-"'What is it?* said Jamie quickly, but, I felt, unresponsively.
-
-"'It's where you go up to London solely to visit the poor servant lass,
-and then say you are in charge of Drumsheugh's cattle; where you assure
-Lily that her mistress had been enquiring for her, when you had just
-rated her mistress for cruel carelessness; where you give Lily twenty
-pounds as from her mistress, while it is your own money: all to cheer a
-poor dying lassie, James, I admit, but not true, not true.'
-
-"'What wud ye hev me to say?' enquired Jamie, but very drily indeed.
-
-"'Well, I have written a sentence or two, James, which I hope you will
-allow me to insert, and I am sure our critics will be quite satisfied;
-it's what they would say themselves.'
-
-"'Read on,' said Jamie, looking very hard.
-
-"'Here I am, Lily, a' the way frae Drumtochty, ane's errand to see ye--a
-matter o' five pounds outlay, I reckon, but what's that 'atween friends?
-And here's twenty punds o' ma hard-earned savin's a've brocht ye; ye'll
-pay me back gin ye be spared; an' gin things come to the worst, yir
-grandmother's honest; interest needna be mentioned unless ye insist, and
-ye maunna tell onybody what a've done for ye, except a friend or two in
-the Glen.'
-
-"'Are ye prood o' that passage?' enquired Jamie, and his tone was
-distinctly disagreeable; 'd'ye think it a credit to you or me?'
-
-"'It's safe, James, and will be acceptable.'
-
-"Mr. Higginbotham, you will have some idea what sort of men I've had to
-deal with, and will be more merciful to me when I tell you that Jamie
-walked to the door without a word and then gave me his answer: 'Ye hev
-ae Pharisee in yer book; an' gin ye want two, a'm no the man.' You can
-see yourself what a man of Jamie Soutar's peculiar disposition would
-do, if he had the power, with poor Posty, who gave his life for a little
-maid."
-
-"More than Jamie Soutar would... in fact, let Posty off"--Elijah spoke
-with some feeling--"and it's a mercy that such decisions are not in
-our hands. We must just go by Revelation, and I do not see any way of
-escape. As regards Jamie, I cannot approve of deliberate falsehood,
-and I wish to say so distinctly, but I understand and... appreciate his
-motive."
-
-As Elijah said this, certain stories came suddenly into my mind: how he
-would have a hot altercation with some man on religion, but afterwards
-would do him a good turn in business; how a young fellow had insulted
-him in a 'bus, and in a great strait, had been helped by some unknown
-person, and he always believed himself that the person was Elijah. It
-seemed to me as if the evangelist's face had relaxed a little, and that
-beneath this casing of doctrine a heart might be beating. So I went on
-with my defence.
-
-"The other judge who took upon him to reward 'Posty' in the next world
-was the Free Kirk minister, and I always regarded Carmichael as a
-heady young man, too much inclined to take up with new views, and not
-sufficiently respectful to the past But young men have generous impulses
-and I suppose Carmichael's heart got the better of his head as he
-thought of Posty giving all he had--his life--for the drowning lassie."
-
-"He would have been unworthy the name of a man, let alone a minister,"
-broke in Elijah, "if he had not admired that deed. Do you think I
-don't... appreciate the devotion of such a man? It was admirable, and
-Mr. Carmichael is to be excused if he... did go too far."
-
-So Elijah really was the "Produce Broker" who headed the subscription
-for the widows and orphans of the gallant lifeboats-men. Some had
-laughed the idea to scorn, saying that he would never give L100 to
-any object except tracts or missions. They did not know my evangelist.
-Whatever he compelled himself to think the Almighty would do with men,
-Posty had been very well off indeed with Elijah as judge.
-
-"Mr. Higginbotham," I said, taking a rapid resolution, "it does not
-matter what I think, for a humble story-teller is no theologian, and it
-matters as little what my friends of the book thought: let me tell the
-story over again in brief, and I shall leave you to pronounce 'Posty's'
-doom."
-
-"It's far later than I supposed," and Elijah rose hastily, "and I'm
-afraid I must go: the market is very sensitive at present. Some other
-day we can talk the matter over. I have no wish to be uncharitable,
-whatever people may think of me, but we must obey the truth. Well, if
-you insist--just ten minutes.... It is not by our feelings, however,
-that such things are to be decided." Elijah sat down again, looking just
-a shade too stern, as if he were afraid of his own integrity, and not
-perfectly sure that the Bible would back him.
-
-"It was Mrs. Macfadyen's youngest daughter, you remember, who fell into
-the Tochty, and Elsie was everybody's favourite. She was a healthy and
-winsome child, with fair hair and bright laughing eyes...
-
-"Blue?" suddenly enquired Elijah, and then added in some confusion, "I
-beg your pardon; I was thinking of a child I once knew, and... loved. Go
-on."
-
-"Yes, blue, about the colour of a forget-me-not...."
-
-"Hers were darker, like the sea, you know, and in her last illness they
-were as deep... I interrupt you."
-
-"People liked Elsie because she was such a merry soul: coming to meet
-you on the road, nodding to you over a hedge, or giving you a kiss if
-you wished."
-
-Elijah nodded as one who understood; yet he was a wifeless, childless
-man. Some child friendship most likely; and now, even as I glance at
-him from the corner of my eyes, his friend is putting her arms round his
-neck. Would they recognise him in the 'bus at this moment?
-
-"Her mother was washing blankets by the edge of the river, which was in
-flood, and rising, and the lassie was playing beside her with a doll.
-She was singing at the very time in gladness of hear and thinking of no
-danger."
-
-"Poor little woman!" It gave one a start, for this was a new voice,
-unknown in the lard market or the religious meeting. What had become of
-Elijah Higginbotham?
-
-"When she either stooped too near the flood, or a larger wave had caught
-her where she sat, and at the sound of a scream her mother looked round,
-and saw the wee lassie disappear in the black cauldron which whirled
-round and round within the rocks."
-
-"Ah!" groaned Elijah, visibly moved, who had spoken calmly of the
-everlasting damnation of the greater portion of the human race times
-without number.
-
-"Her mother, in her agony, cried to God to save Elsie."
-
-"She could not have done better," cried Elijah; "and He answered her
-prayer."
-
-"While she prayed, Posty was coming down the footpath behind, and he
-heard her cry."
-
-"Posty was the instrument," and Elijah rapped the floor with his stick.
-"He obeyed the Divine command within, and he cannot go without some
-reward."
-
-"He tore off his coat in an instant, and then--I suppose if you had been
-there you would have besought him to bethink himself: and to remember
-that he was a man unfit to die! Is not that so?"
-
-"Sir," said Elijah, "you do me less than justice, and... insult me. What
-right have you to ask me such a question? I have preached, and I will
-preach again; but there's a time for preaching, and a time to refrain
-from preaching. I can swim, and I have saved two lives in my time. I am
-a fool for boasting, but I would..."
-
-"I believe you would, Mr. Higginbotham"--I saw an able-bodied man
-without fear--"and I beg your pardon..."
-
-Elijah waved his hand. I was to go on to the end without delay.
-
-"It seemed fifteen minutes, it was only one, while the mother hung over
-the edge of the black seething whirlpool, and then he came up, bleeding
-from a wound in the forehead, without Elsie."
-
-"I take you to witness," declared Elijah solemnly, "that I said he was
-a brave man. Yes, he had the natural virtues, and some who make a
-profession have none."
-
-"For a few seconds he hung on to the edge to get breath, and Mrs.
-Macfadyen herself besought him not to risk his life, for he was a
-husband and father; but he only answered: 'I'll hae Elsie oot'."
-
-"They forgot themselves,--do you mark that?--both of them," cried
-Elijah. "Whose Spirit was that? Didn't they keep the commandment of
-Love, which is the chief commandment? and--answer me--can any one keep
-that commandment without grace?"
-
-It was not with me but with himself the evangelist was arguing, and I
-went on:
-
-"He came up again, this time with Elsie in one arm, a poor, little limp
-bundle of clothes, her yellow hair spread over her face, and her eyes
-closed, I was afraid, for ever."
-
-"But she lived, didn't she?" There was no Elijah Higginbotham anywhere
-to be found now, only an excited man, concerned about the saving of a
-little maid. "Excuse me, I didn't read that part about the saving so
-carefully as I ought I was more concerned about... the judgment."
-
-"Yes, Elsie was all right in a day or two, but Posty had not strength to
-do more than hand her to her mother, and then, exhausted by the struggle
-with the water, he fell back, and was dead when he was found."
-
-"What were you doing that you did not lay hold of Posty and pull him
-out?" thundered Elijah; "you seem to have been there."
-
-"Only in a literary sense," I hastened to explain, for it now seemed
-likely that the evangelist having come to condemn Posty, was about to
-take up the cudgels on his behalf.
-
-"I wish to Heaven you had been there in a physical sense; you would have
-been far more useful!" replied Elijah. "And so he died and Elsie was
-saved?"
-
-"Yes, Posty died and went to his account; that was how he lived, and
-that was how he died." And I waited.
-
-Elijah sprang out of his seat and stood on the hearthrug, his face
-flushed, and his eyes shining.
-
-"It's a pity that he tasted; I wish he hadn't It's a pity he did not
-think more about his own soul; I wish he had. But Posty was a hero, and
-played the man that day. Posty will have another chance. Posty loved,
-and God is Love; if there's such a thing as justice, it's all right with
-Posty."
-
-We did not look at one another for a full minute--a print of Perugino's
-Crucifixion over the mantelpiece interested me, and Elijah's eye seemed
-to be arrested by the _Encyclopedia Britannica_ on the other side of the
-room--a minute later we shook hands upon the basis of the Divine Love
-and our common humanity, and nothing more passed between us.
-
-From my window I could see him go along the street He stopped and
-slapped his leg triumphantly. I seemed to hear the evangelist say again
-with great joy: "It's all right with Posty!" I said, "And it's all right
-with Elijah Higginbotham."
-
-
-
-
-THE COLLECTOR'S INCONSISTENCY
-
-There were many capable men in the session of the North Free Kirk,
-Muirtown--such as Bailie MacCallum, from whom Drumsheugh bought Kate
-Carnegie's wedding present after a historical tussle--but they were all
-as nothing beside the Collector, and this was so well known in Muirtown
-that people spoke freely of the Collector's kirk. When he arrived in
-Muirtown, it was understood that he sampled six kirks, three Established
-and three Free--the rumour about the Original Seceders was never
-authenticated--and that the importance of his visits was thoroughly
-appreciated. No unseemly fuss was made on his appearance; but an
-ex-bailie, or the Clerk to the Road Trustees, or some such official
-person, happened to meet him at the door, and received him into his pew
-with quiet, unostentatious respect; and when he left, officious deacons
-did not encompass his exit, rubbing their hands and asking how he liked
-their place, but an elder journeying in the same direction entered into
-general conversation and was able to mention with authority next day
-what the Collector had said. Various reasons were canvassed for his
-settlement in the North Kirk, where old Dr. Pitten-driegh was then
-drawing near to the close of his famous exposition of the Epistle to the
-Romans, published after the Doctor's death, and sold to the extent of
-fifty-seven copies among the congregation. It was, for one thing, a
-happy coincidence that on that occasion the Doctor, having taken an
-off day from Romans, had preached from the text "Render unto Caesar the
-things which are Caesar's," and had paid a high tribute to the character
-of a faithful servant of the Crown. Some importance, no doubt, also
-attached to the fact that the Procurator Fiscal sat in the "North Free,"
-austere and mysterious, whose power of detecting crime bordered on the
-miraculous, and whose ways were veiled in impenetrable darkness, so
-that any one with a past felt uncomfortable in his presence; and it was
-almost synonymous with doom to say of a man, "The Fiscal has his eye on
-him." Perhaps it was not without influence that the Supervisor, who was
-the Collector's subordinate, with power also of official life and death,
-had long sat under Dr. Pittendriegh--the Doctor and the Collector were
-indeed the only persons the Supervisor did sit under. He had admirable
-opportunities of enlarging to the Collector on the solid and edifying
-qualities of Dr. Pittendriegh's ministry, and the unfortunate defects
-in the preaching and pastoral gifts of neighbouring ministers, in the
-intervals of business, when the two of them were not investigating into
-the delinquencies of some officer of excise, who had levied a tax on the
-produce of Dunleith Distillery not only in money but also in kind; or
-concocting cunning plans for the detection of certain shepherds who were
-supposed to be running an entirely unlicensed still in the recesses of
-Glen Urtach. It was at least through this official, himself an elder,
-that the Collector's decision was intimated to the Doctor and the other
-authorities of the North Kirk, and they lost no time in giving it
-proper and irrevocable effect The Supervisor set an example of patriotic
-sacrifice by surrendering his pew in the centre of the church and
-retiring to the modest obscurity of the side seats, so that the
-Collector could be properly housed; for it was not to be thought of for
-a moment that he should sit anywhere except in the eye of the public,
-or that ordinary persons--imagine for instance young children--should be
-put in the same pew with him. So he sat there alone, for he had neither
-wife nor child, from January to December, except when on his official
-leave--which he took not for pleasure but from a sense of duty--and he
-gave a calm, judicial attention to all the statements put before him
-by the preacher. Very soon after this arrangement the Doctor discovered
-that the Deacons' Court required strengthening, and, as a man of
-affairs, the Collector was added at the head of the list; and when
-a year later a happy necessity compelled an election of elders, the
-Collector was raised to this higher degree, and thereafter was "thirled"
-to the North Free, and the history of that kirk and of the Collector
-became one.
-
-What exactly the great man collected, or what functions and powers might
-be included in his office, were not matters Muirtown pretended to define
-or dared to pry into. It was enough that he was, in the highest and
-final sense of the word, Collector--no mere petty official of a
-local body, but the representative of the Imperial Government and
-the commissioned servant of Her Majesty the Queen, raised above
-principalities and powers in the shape of bailies and provosts, and
-owning no authority save, as was supposed, the Chancellor of the
-Exchequer. For any one to confound him with the collector of, say, water
-rates was either abysmal ignorance or, it might be, although one hoped
-not, a piece of Radical insolence and a despising of dignities. It was
-good manners to call him by his title--many would have had difficulty in
-mentioning his private name, which was, I believe, Thomas Richard Thome,
-just as the Queen's, I believe, is Guelph--and it was pleasing to hear
-a porter at the station shout, amid a crowd of tourists going to the
-Kilspindie Arms, "Collector's cab"; or Bailie MacCallum on the street,
-"Fine morning, Collector"; and one did not wonder that the session of
-the "North Free" exalted its head when this kind of thing went on at
-its meetings: "Moderator, with your permission, I would like to have
-the mind of the Collector"; and then in reply, "Moderator, my views
-practically coincide with those of the Fiscal" And there were dinner
-tables, such as old Peter MacCash's, the manager of the Muirtown Bank,
-where conversation reached a very high level of decoration, and nothing
-could be heard save "Sheriff," "Provost," "Collector," "Town Clerk,"
-"Fiscal," "Banker," "Doctor," "Dean of Guild," and such like, till an
-untitled person hardly dared to defend his most cherished opinion.
-
-As the movements of Government officials were always mysterious, no one
-could tell whence the Collector had come, but it was known to a few
-that he was not really of Scots blood, and had not been bred in the
-Presbyterian Kirk. When his hand in the way of Church rule was heavy
-on the "North Free" and certain sought anxiously for grounds of revolt,
-they were apt to whisper that, after all, this man, who laid down the
-ecclesiastical law with such pedantic accuracy and such inflexible
-severity, was but a Gentile who had established himself in the true
-fold, or at most a proselyte of the gate. They even dared to ask what,
-in the matter of churches, he had been before he was appointed to
-Muirtown; and so unscrupulous and virulent are the mongers of sedition,
-as every student of history knows, that some insinuated that the
-Collector had been a Nonconformist; while others, considering that
-this violence could only overreach itself, contented themselves with
-allusions to Swedenborg. Most of his brethren treated him as if he had
-been within the covenant from the beginning, and had been granted the
-responsible privilege of Scots birth either because in course of time
-they had forgotten the fact of alien origin in face of every appearance
-to the contrary, or because, as we all need mercy, it is not wise to
-search too curiously into the dark chapters of a man's past.
-
-Upon his part the Collector had wonderfully adapted himself to the new
-environment, and it defied the keenest critic to find in him any trace
-of a former home. It is true that he did not use the Scots dialect,
-merely employing a peculiarly felicitous word at a time for purposes
-of effect, but he had stretched his vowels to the orthodox breadth, and
-could roll off the letter "r" with a sense of power. "Dour" he could
-say in a way that deceived even the elect Sometimes he startled the
-Presbytery with a sound like "Yah, yah," which indicates the shallow
-sharpness of the English, instead of "He-e-er, he-e-er," which reveals
-as in a symbol the solidity of the Scot; but then one cannot live in
-London for years--as an official must--and be quite unscathed; and
-an acute observer might mark a subdued smartness in dress--white tie
-instead of stock on sacrament Sabbaths--which was not indigenous; but
-then it must be allowed that one in his position was obliged to be, to
-a certain degree, a man of the world. No one ever caught him quoting a
-clause from the Prayer-Book on the rare occasions when he was heard at
-his family devotions, or breaking into a riotous "Hallelujah" in the
-midst of a sermon. If misfortune had thrown him into Episcopalian or
-Methodist folds in earlier years, he had since been thoroughly purged
-and cleansed. He had a way of alluding to "the Disruption principles
-laid down in 1843," or "my younger brethren will allow me to say that
-the Disruption," which was very convincing; and on the solitary occasion
-when he made a set speech in public--for his strength lay in silence
-rather than eloquence--he had a peroration on our "covenanted
-forefathers" which left an indelible impression. It was understood that
-he spent his holidays in visiting remote districts of the Highlands
-where the people took strong peppermints in church without scruple or
-apology, and preserved the primeval simplicity of Presbyterian worship
-entire; and it was supposed that he was looking for a birthplace which
-would finally establish his position as an elder of the Kirk.
-
-What gave the Collector his supreme influence in the session of the
-Free North, and extended his sphere of ecclesiastical influence to the
-Presbytery of Muirtown, was an amazing knowledge of Church law and a
-devouring love for order. The latter may have been the natural outcome
-of his professional training, wherein red-tape has been raised to a
-science, but the former was an acquired accomplishment Dr. Pittendriegh
-remembered almost painfully that on the day of his election to the
-eldership the Collector enquired the names of the most reliable
-authorities on Church law, and that he (Dr. Pittendriegh) had not only
-given him a list, but had urged him to their study, judging from past
-experience that no man was likely to go too far in the pursuit of this
-branch of knowledge. For a while the Collector sat silent and observant
-at the meetings of Session, and then suddenly one evening, and in the
-quietest manner, he inquired whether a certain proceeding was in order.
-
-"Well, at any rate, that is how we have done here for twenty years,"
-said the Doctor, with just a flavour of indignation, and the startled
-Fiscal confirmed the statement.
-
-"That may be so, Moderator, and I am obliged to Mr. Fiscal for his
-assurance, but you will pardon me for saying, with much respect, that
-the point is not whether this action has been the custom, but whether it
-is legal. On that, Moderator, I should like your deliverance."
-
-He took the opportunity, however, of showing that only one deliverance
-could be given by long quotations from Church law, supported by
-references which extended back to the seventeenth century. Every one
-knew that, unlike his distinguished colleague in Muirtown Dr. Dowbiggin,
-the minister of the Free North was more at home in Romans than in Canon
-Law; but, like every true Scot, he loved a legal point, and he not only
-announced at next Session meeting that the Collector was quite right,
-but expressed his satisfaction that they had such a valuable addition
-to their number in the Collector. His position from that evening was
-assured beyond dispute; and when the Clerk of Session resigned on the
-ground of long service, but really through terror that there might be
-a weak place in his minutes, the Collector succeeded, and made the
-proceedings of the Free North Session to be a wonder unto many. It was
-a disappointment to some that, when the Collector was sent to the
-Presbytery, he took no part for several meetings; but others boldly
-declared that even in that high place he was only biding his time, which
-came when the Presbytery debated for one hour and ten minutes whether a
-certain meeting had been _pro re nata_ or _in hunc effectum_, while the
-learned Clerk listened with delight as one watches the young people at
-play.
-
-"Moderator," said the Collector, "I have given the most careful
-attention to the arguments on both sides, and I venture to suggest that
-the meeting was neither _pro re nata_ nor _in hunc effectum_, but was a
-meeting _per saltum_"; and, after referring to Pardovan's Institutes,
-he sat down amid a silence which might be felt Several ministers openly
-confessed their ignorance one to another with manifest chagrin, and one
-young minister laughed aloud: "_Per saltum_, I declare--what next?" as if
-it were a subject for jesting.
-
-"The Collector is quite right, Moderator," said the Clerk with his
-unspeakable air of authority; "the meeting referred to was undoubtedly
-_per saltum_, but I did not wish to interfere prematurely with the
-debate"; and from that date the Clerk, who used to address his more
-recondite deliverances to Dr. Dowbiggin as the only competent audience,
-was careful to include the Collector in a very marked and flattering
-fashion.
-
-While it was only human that his congregation should be proud of the
-Collector, and while there is no question that he led them in the paths
-of order, they sometimes grumbled--in corners--and grew impatient under
-his rule. He was not only not a man given to change himself, but he
-bitterly resented and resisted to the uttermost any proposal of change
-on the part of other people. What was in the Free North, when he, so
-to say, mounted the throne, was right, and any departure therefrom he
-scented afar off and opposed as folly and mischief. There are men whom
-you can convince by argument; there are others whom you can talk round
-on trifles; but whether the matter were great or small--from Biblical
-criticism, on which the Collector took a liberal line, to the printing
-of the congregational report, where he would not allow a change
-of type--once his mind was made up he remained unchangeable and
-inaccessible. He prevented the introduction of hymns for ten years, and
-never consented to the innovation on the ground of the hold which the
-metrical psalms had upon Presbyterians from their earliest days, and
-he did succeed in retaining that remarkable custom of the Scots Kirk
-by which a communicant cannot receive the Sacrament without first
-presenting a leaden token, and his argument was again the sacred
-associations of the past He did certainly agree to the recovering of
-the pulpit cushions, which the exposition of Romans had worn bare, only
-however on the assurance of Bailie MacCallum, given officially, that he
-had the same cloth in store; but a scheme for a ventilating chamber in
-the roof--an improvement greatly needed in a church which was supposed
-to have retained the very air of the Disruption--he denounced as an
-irresponsible fad.
-
-He gave much watchful attention to the Sabbath schools--"Sunday" was
-a word he abhorred--and between the Collector and the younger people
-engaged in that work there was almost constant conflict, which extended
-to every detail, and came to a head over the matter of entertainments.
-It was their belief that once a year it was necessary for the success
-and well-being of a Sabbath school that the children should be gathered
-on an evening and fed with tea and buns, and afterwards elevated
-by magic slides representing various amusing situations in life and
-concluding with a vivid picture of rats disappearing into a gaping man's
-mouth, which opened to receive them with a jerk. The fact that this
-festivity was opened and closed with a hymn in no way sanctified it in
-the eyes of the Collector, who declared it to be without any Scripture
-warrant and injurious to true religion, as well as--and this was hardly
-less important--quite without sanction by the laws of the Kirk. By sheer
-force of will--the weight of a silent, obstinate uncompromising nature,
-he brought the "treats"--very modest, innocent, if not particularly
-refined efforts to give some brightness to the life of the poor children
-in Muirtown--to an end, and in place thereof he provided, at his own
-expense, views of the mission stations of the world, with a gratuitous
-distribution of missionary literature. This was endured for three years
-with much discontent and with sudden and disorderly demands for the
-rats in place of the interesting although somewhat monotonous faces of
-Chinese Christians, and then the rebellion was organized which had so
-unexpected and felicitous a result The party of the Juniors, some of
-them approaching forty years of age, took a covenant that they would
-stand by one another, and they made their plan that upon a certain
-evening in March they would gather together their corps of Muirtown
-Arabs and feed them with dainties even unto the extent of raisins and
-oranges. They were not unconscious that oranges, on account of their
-pronounced colour, would be an offence to the Collector, and that that
-estimable man had already referred to this fruit, as a refreshment at a
-religious meeting, in terms of deep contempt; and there would not only
-be a magic lantern with scenes of war and sport, to say nothing of
-amusement, but also a sacred cantata to be sung by the children. When
-the Collector heard of the programme, he grasped the situation at once,
-and knew that in the coming battle quarter could not be given--that the
-"Reds" would be completely reduced to subordination, or that a severely
-constitutional monarchy would be finally closed. This was indeed the
-general opinion; and when the Juniors appeared before the Session to
-present their ultimatum, nothing but a sense of decency prevented the
-Free North attending in a body, and Bailie MacCallum took a gloomy view
-of the issue.
-
-"Oranges and the what-ye-call-it," alluding to the cantata, "the
-Collector 'll never stand, and ye couldna expect him."
-
-Dr. Pittendriegh was now _emeritus_3, which means that he had retired
-from the active duty of the ministry and was engaged in criticising
-those who were still in the yoke; and many pitied young Mr. Rutherford,
-brother of Rutherford of Glasgow, who had to preside over so critical a
-meeting. His prayer was, however, favourably received by both sides, and
-his few remarks before calling on the leader of the "Reds" were full of
-tact and peace. As for that intrepid man--grocer by trade and full of
-affability, but a Radical in politics and indifferent to the past--he
-discharged a difficult duty with considerable ability. For himself and
-his friends he disclaimed all desire to offend any one, and least of all
-one whom every one respected so much for his services both to Church and
-State--both the Bailie and Fiscal felt bound to say "hear, hear," and
-the Collector bowed stiffly--but they must put the work they had carried
-on in the Vennel before any individual: they were dealing with a poor
-and neglected class of children very different from the children in
-grand houses--this with some teethiness. They must make religion
-attractive, and show that they were interested in the children's lives
-as well as their souls. None of them could see anything wrong in a cup
-of tea or a bit of music; and if the Session was to forbid this small
-pleasure, he and his friends would respectfully resign the position they
-had held for many years, and allow the elders to carry on the work on
-any plan they pleased.
-
-There was a faint rustle; the Bailie gave a low whistle, and then the
-Collector rose from the table, where he sat as clerk, removed the gold
-eyeglass from his nose with much deliberation, coughed slightly, and
-waving his eyeglass gently with his left hand, gave his deliverance.
-He acknowledged with somewhat cold courtesy the generous expressions
-regarding any slight services he had been allowed to render in his dual
-capacity, and he desired to express his profound sense of the devotion
-with which his friends on the other side, if he might just for
-the occasion speak of sides, carried on their important work.
-His difficulty, however, was this--and he feared that it was
-insuperable--Christian work must be carried on in accordance with sound
-principles, by the example of the Bible and according to the spirit of
-the Scots Kirk. He was convinced that the entertainments in question,
-with the accompaniments to which he would not further allude in this
-place, were quite contrary to the sound and solid traditions which were
-very dear to some of them, and from which he ventured to hope the Free
-North Church of Muirtown would never depart. If the Session should take
-another view than that of his humble judgment, then nothing would remain
-for him but to resign his position as Session Clerk and Elder. There was
-general consternation on the faces of his brethren, and even the Juniors
-looked uncomfortable, and the Moderator did wisely in adjourning the
-meeting for a week.
-
-The idea was some kind of compromise; but no one was particularly
-hopeful, and the first essays were not very encouraging. It was laid
-on the Bailie to deal with the leader of the insurgents, for the sound
-reason that, as every class has its own freemasonry, one tradesman was
-likely to know how to deal with another. No man had a more plausible
-tongue, as was well known in municipal circles, and the Bailie plied
-the grocer with the arguments of expediency: that the Collector was an
-ornament to the Free North; that any disruption in their congregation
-would be a sport to the Philistines; that if you offended the Collector,
-you touched the Fiscal and the other professional dignitaries; that it
-would be possible to go a good way in the direction that the insurgents
-desired without attracting any notice; and that the Collector... "Well,
-ye see, Councillor"--for the grocer had so far attained--"there's bound
-to be changes; we maun be prepared for that. He's failin' a wee, an'
-there's nae use counterin' him." So, with many shrugs and suggestions,
-the astute politician advised that the insurgents should make a nominal
-submission and wait their time. Then the Councillor informed the Bailie
-that he would fight the battle to the end, although the Collector should
-join the Established Kirk, and Bailie MacCallum knew that his labour had
-been all in vain.
-
-It was the Fiscal who approached the Collector, as was most meet, and
-he considered that the best time was after dinner, and when the two were
-discussing their second glass of port "That's a sound wine, Collector,
-and a credit to a Muirtown firm. Remarkable man, old Sandeman;
-established a good port in Scotland and invented a new denomination,
-when to save my life I couldn't have thought of another."
-
-"So far as I can judge, I do not think that Sandemanianism is any credit
-to Muirtown. How any Scots Kirkman can sink down into that kind of thing
-passes me. But the wine is unexceptionable, and I never tasted any
-but good wine at your table; yet I suppose young men would prefer
-claret--not the rich claret Scots gentlemen used to drink, but that
-feeble Gladstone stuff," and the Collector wagged his head in sorrow
-over the decadent taste of the day.
-
-"I quite agree with you, Collector, but you know _de gustibus_; and when
-the young fellows do me the honour of dining with me, I let them have
-their claret: there must be give and take between the seniors and
-juniors, eh, Collector?"--this with some adroitness.
-
-"There I venture to disagree with you, Fiscal," and the Collector's face
-hardened at once. "It is the young who ought to yield to the old; I see
-no reason why the old should give in to the young; if they do, the end
-will be anarchy in Church and State."
-
-"There is a great deal in what you say, Collector; but have you never
-been afraid that if we of the old school refuse to make any concessions,
-we shall simply lose our influence, and things will be done foolishly,
-which, with our help, might have been done wisely?"
-
-"If there be one word I detest, it is 'concessions'; they are ruinous,
-both in the Civil Service and in the Church; and it just comes to
-this, Fiscal: if you yield an inch, you must yield a yard. Nothing will
-preserve order save resistance from the beginning, _obsta principiis_,
-yes, _obsta principiis._."
-
-The Fiscal recognised the expression on the Collector's face, and knew
-that it was useless to continue the subject, and so his labour was also
-in vain.
-
-It only now remained that the minister should try his hand upon this
-inflexible man, and one of the urgent duties of his pastoral office
-hindered him until the evening before the meeting. During the last
-few days Rutherford had been trying to get the key to this type of
-character, and had been touched by the Collector's loneliness. Without
-wife or child, engaged in routine year by year, moving in a narrow set
-of officials or ecclesiastics, he had withered and contracted till he
-had become a mere pedant. People spoke of his narrowness and obstinacy.
-They were angry with him, and would not be sorry to teach him a lesson.
-The minister's heart was full of pity and charity; and, so optimistic is
-youth, he believed that there must be springs of emotion and romance
-in the old man; but this faith he did not mention to the Bailie or the
-Fiscal, considering, with some reason, that they would put it down as
-a foolish dream, and be inwardly much amused. As he stood before the
-Collector's residence, as it was called in the _Muirtown Advertiser_,
-his pity deepened, and he seemed to be confirmed in his compassion.
-The Collector did not live in rooms or in a small "house as did other
-bachelors, for this would be unworthy of his position, and a reflection
-on the State; but he must needs live in a house on the North Meadow.
-The large drawing-room lay unused and empty, since no ladies came to
-the house; and of the bedrooms only three were furnished--one for his
-servants, one for himself, and another a guest-room, which was never
-occupied save by some Government official from London on inspection, or
-a minister attending the Presbytery. The Collector was eager to secure
-Rabbi Saunderson, but that learned man, of absent mind, was apt to
-forget that he had been invited. The dining-room was a bare, sombre
-room, where the Collector took his meals in solitary state and
-entertained half a dozen men to simple but well-cooked dinners, after
-which the tablecloth was removed from the polished dark mahogany, and
-the sound old port coasted round in silver slides. As the minister
-entered the dimly lit lobby everything seemed to him significant and
-eloquent: the middle-aged housekeeper with her air of severe propriety;
-the hat-stand, with no careless, unkempt exuberance of undress hats,
-shooting caps country sticks, but with two silk hats only--one for good
-weather and Sundays, one for bad and funerals; a bamboo cane, with
-an ivory and silver head of straight and unadorned pattern; and two
-coats--one for cold, one for milder temperature. His sitting-room, where
-he spent his unofficial time, seemed to the minister that evening the
-very embodiment of the man--a physical shape, as it were, revealing his
-character. There was no comfortable disorder of papers, books, pipes,
-which sets one at ease in some rooms. Everything had its place; and
-the daily paper, after having been read, was sent down to the kitchen,
-unless there was some news of an unedifying description, in which case
-it was burned. Instead of a couch whereon one could lie and
-meditate after dinner on the problems of existence, there were two
-straight-backed armchairs, one on each side of the fireplace. The
-bookcase had glass doors, and one could read the titles on one shelf:
-_The Incidence of the Income Tax, The Abolition of the Malt Duty, Rules
-for the Collectors of H.M. Inland Revenue, Practice of the Free Church
-of Scotland, Abstract of the Acts of Assembly 1700 to 1840, and The
-Elders Manual_. The Collector was reading another book of the same
-genial and exhilarating class, and the minister noticed its contents
-with some dismay, _The Authority of Kirk Sessions_; but the Collector
-was quite cordial (for him).
-
-"I am much pleased to see you, Mr. Rutherford, and should be gratified
-if your onerous duties allowed you to call more frequently; but I never
-forget that while our hours in the service of the Queen are, as a rule,
-fixed, yours, in a higher service, have no limit Do not, I pray you, sit
-there; that is in the draught between the door and the fire: here,
-if you will be so good, opposite me. Well, sir, how is your work
-prospering?"
-
-The minister explained that he had intended to call sooner, but had been
-occupied with various cases of sickness, one of which had touched him
-closely. The people were not in the Collector's district; but perhaps he
-might have noticed them: they sat before him in church.
-
-"Do you refer to a couple who have come quite recently, within a year,
-and who, as I judge, are newly married; they are interesting young
-people, it seemed to me, and most attentive, as I can testify to their
-religious duties."
-
-"Yes, the same. They were engaged for many years--a love affair of
-childhood, and they have been married less than eight months. They
-have a beautiful little home at Craigie, and they simply lived one for
-another."
-
-"I can believe that, Mr. Rutherford; for I may mention that on one
-occasion, when you touched on love in appropriate and... somewhat moving
-terms, I happened to notice, without espionage I trust, that the wife
-slipped her hand into her husband's, and so they sat until the close
-of the sermon. Has trouble come to them?" and the Collector looked
-anxiously at the minister over his spectacles.
-
-"Very dangerous and sudden trouble, I am sorry to say. Last Monday Mrs.
-Fortune was prematurely confined, and I... don't understand about these
-things; but the doctor considered it a very bad case."
-
-"There had been complications, I fear; that sometimes happens, and, I
-don't know why, often with those whose lives are most precious. How is
-she? I earnestly hope that she... that he has not lost his bride." And
-Rutherford was struck by the anxiety and sadness in the Collector's
-voice.
-
-"It was feared he might, and I have never seen any man so utterly broken
-down; and yet he kept calm for her sake. On Wednesday I stayed with him
-all the afternoon, and then I returned for the night after the prayer
-meeting."
-
-"You were never more needed, be sure of that, sir; and is there hope
-of her recovery? I pray God, if it be His will, that the young wife be
-spared. Sitting before me has given me... an interest in the case." The
-Collector felt as if he must apologise for his unusual emotion.
-
-"Their own doctor took a gloomy view, but they called in Dr. Manley. If
-there's real danger of death in Muirtown, or a radius of twenty miles,
-people must have Manley. And when he came into the parlour--you know his
-brusque, decided way--Manley turned to poor Fortune, who couldn't say
-one word, only look."
-
-"It is, Mr. Rutherford, I will dare to say, the bitterest hour in all
-human sorrow"--the Collector spoke with strong feeling--"and Dr. Manley
-said?"
-
-"'You thought you were going to lose your wife. No wonder; very bad
-case; but you're not, please God you're not. Dr. Gellatly knows his
-business. Mrs. Fortune will get better with care, mark me, immense
-care.' That's his way, you know, Collector; then Fortune... well, lost
-command of himself. So Manley went on,--'with care and skill; and
-Gellatly will see to that.'"
-
-"God be praised!" exclaimed the Collector. "How many Dr. Manley has
-comforted in Muirtown! yet all medical skill is of no avail sometimes.
-But you have said nothing of the child."
-
-"Manley was very doubtful about it--a girl, I think--and that is the
-only danger now with Mrs. Fortune. She is always asking for the child,
-which she has not seen; and so long as the news are good she is
-satisfied; but if the baby dies, it will go hard with the mother.
-Collector," cried Rutherford suddenly, "what mothers suffer, and how
-they love!"
-
-The Collector took off his spectacles and examined them carefully, and
-then he wiped his eyes.
-
-"When can the doctors be certain about the child, Mr. Rutherford?"
-
-"Dr. Manley is going again this evening, and we hope he will be able to
-give a good report I intended to call after seeing you; for if all be
-well, we would return thanks to God; and if... the child is not to live,
-there will be the more need of prayer. You will excuse me, Collector?"
-
-"Go at once, sir, and... do you mind me going with you--just to the
-door, you know? I would sleep better to-night if I knew mother and child
-were safe." And the Collector was already moving to the door as one in
-haste.
-
-"It is very good of you, Collector, and Fortune will value your
-sympathy; but there is something I called to talk about and in my
-concern about Mrs. Fortune I... quite forgot it. It's about that
-unfortunate Sabbath-school entertainment."
-
-"It's of no importance beside this trial--none whatever. Let us not
-delay, and I'll hear you on the other matter as we cross the South
-Meadow."
-
-So Rutherford was hustled out of the house in growing amazement.
-
-"Let me say, first of all, Collector, that we are all much concerned...
-
-"Who could be otherwise, my good sir, if he had a heart in his
-bosom--only eight months married, and in danger of being separated.
-Mother and child taken, and the husband... left desolate... desolate for
-life!"
-
-"If you could see your way," resumed Rutherford, after a respectful
-pause, and still harking back to the dispute, "to do anything..."
-
-"Why did you not say that before? Only tell me; and if it be in my
-power, it shall be done. May I undertake the doctor's fees, or arrange
-with the nurse--through you of course, and in any way that will be in
-keeping with their feelings? Command me; I shall count it more than a
-privilege--a duty of pity and... love."
-
-"It was not the Fortunes I was thinking of," said Rutherford; "but
-that can be left over. It is kind of you to offer help; they are not,
-however, in need of pecuniary assistance. Fortune has a good post in the
-railway. He's a first-rate engineer and a rising man. But if you cared
-to send flowers..."
-
-"I am obliged to you for the hint, and I'll attend to this to-morrow
-morning." (The invalid had a fresh bouquet every day for a month.)
-"No, I will not go in. Just present my compliments and sympathy to Mr.
-Fortune. Here is my card, and... I'll just wait for the bulletin, if you
-would be so good as to come with it to the door."
-
-"Baby's going to live too, and Manley says she will be a thumping big
-child in a few months!"
-
-"Thank God, Mr. Rutherford! You cannot imagine how this incident has
-affected me. I'll go home now, and as I cross through the dark-ness of
-the Meadow my humble thanksgiving will mingle with yours, that in this
-home it has been God's pleasure to turn the darkness... into light."
-The voice of the Collector was charged with emotion, and Rutherford
-was confirmed in his romantic belief, although it seemed as if he had
-laboured in vain in the affair of the Sabbath school.
-
-It was known before the meeting of that evening that no compromise had
-been effected; and when the Collector rose to speak, his face and manner
-charged with solemnity, it was felt that a crisis in the Free North had
-arrived. He began by saying that the subject of last meeting had never
-been long out of his thoughts, and that he had now arrived at a decision
-which commended itself to his judgment, and which he would submit with
-all brevity.
-
-"Moderator"--for the Collector's historical utterance must be given
-in his own words--"if a man lives alone for many years, through the
-providence of God, and has come almost to the limit of ordinary human
-life as set down by the Psalmist, he is apt to become censorious and
-to be out of sympathy with young people; and if I have erred in this
-respect, you will kindly assign it to the habits of my life, not to the
-feelings of my heart."
-
-There was so much gracious tenderness and unaffected humility in the
-Collector's tone that the grocer--unless roused, himself the most
-generous of men--wished to rise and withdraw the oranges instantly,
-and to leave the other details of tea and cantata absolutely to the
-Collector's decision, but was checked by the Moderator.
-
-"So far, therefore, as I am concerned, I beg, Moderator, to withdraw all
-opposition to the programme of my excellent friends, and I do so with
-all my heart; but, with your permission, I must annex one condition,
-which I hope my good friends will see their way to grant."
-
-"Whatever the Collector wants shall be done!" burst in the Councillor,
-with chorus of applause from his side.
-
-"Mr. Councillor must not be too rash lest he be caught in a snare,"
-resumed the Collector facetiously, "for I am contemplating an
-innovation. However agreeable an evening entertainment in winter may be
-to the Vennel children, it appears to me that it would be even better
-for them to go to the country and admire the works of the Creator.
-There is a beautiful spot, only some twelve miles from here, which few
-Muirtown people have seen. I refer to the Tochty woods, where are the
-graves of Bessie Bell and Mary Gray, and my condition is that in the
-height of summer our poor Muirtown children be driven there and spend a
-long summer's day on the grass and by the river. I have only to add
-that if this proposal should meet with my friends' and my colleagues'
-approval, I shall count it a privilege and, er... honour to defray the
-cost." And for the first time in his public life the Collector sat down
-covered with confusion as with a garment The Tochty excursion came off
-on midsummer day, and is now a chapter of ancient history, to which what
-remains of the "Old Guard" turn back with fond recollection; for though
-the things reported were almost incredible in Muirtown, yet were they
-all less than true. How there had been preparation in the unsavoury
-homes of the Vennel for weeks before, with the result that the children
-appeared in such spotless cleanliness and varied gaiety of attire that
-the Councillor was filled with pride, and the Collector declared that
-they looked like ladies and gentlemen. How the Collector was himself
-dressed in a light-grey summer suit, with a blue tie and a soft
-hat--this was never believed in his "Collection," but could any one have
-invented it?--and received many compliments on his appearance from all
-sides. How he had provided a barouche from the Kilspindie Arms for the
-Councillor and his wife, as chiefs of the school, and for his guests the
-Fortunes, whose baby crowed triumphantly half the way, and smiled in her
-sleep the other half; but the Collector travelled on the box-seat of the
-first break with the children--I tremble while I write--through the main
-streets of Muirtown. How the Collector had arranged with Bumbrae, the
-Free Kirk elder of Drumtochty, to supply every one on arrival with a
-pint of sweet, fresh milk; and how a quarrel arose in the end of the
-days between the town and country elders because Bumbrae gave the bairns
-a pint and a half at the price of a pint, and was never brought to a
-state of repentance. How almost every game known to children in ancient
-and modern times was played that day in Tochty woods, and the Collector
-patronised them all, from "tig" to "jingo-ring," with great access
-of popularity, if not conspicuous proficiency. How they all gathered
-together in front of the Lodge before leaving, and the Councillor--he
-has since risen to be Lord Provost--made the great speech of his life in
-proposing a vote of thanks to the Collector; and the Collector, to save
-himself from breaking down, called for three cheers in honour of the
-Councillor, and led them himself. And how they drove back past Kilbogie
-in the pleasant evening-time, and at the dispersing half the children
-of the Vennel shook hands with H.M. Collector of Inland Revenue for
-Muirtown.
-
-The Collector returned home, his heart full of peace, and went to a
-certain closet of his bedroom, wherein was a box he had not opened for
-forty years. Within it lay a bridal dress, and an unfinished set of baby
-clothes, with a needle still fastened in the hem of a garment And the
-Collector wept; but his tears were half sorrow and half joy, and he did
-not sorrow as one who had no hope.
-
-
-
-
-FATHER JINKS
-
-
-I
-
-When I give him this title, I am perfectly aware that his right to
-it was at the best very doubtful, and that the Romans at St. Francis
-Xavier's laughed openly at his conceit; but he was always greatly
-encouraged by any one calling him "Father"; and now that he is gone
-I, for one, who knew both his little eccentricities and his hard
-sacrifices, will not throw stones at his grave--plenty were thrown at
-himself in his lifetime--nor shall I wound his memory by calling him
-Mr. Jinks. My opinion, as a layman, unattached and perhaps not even
-intelligent, is of very small account, but it is that of many other
-laymen; and to us it is of no importance what the servant of the Master
-is called, whether, like my dear old friend Father Pat Reilly, who has
-brought back more prodigals from the far country and rescued more waifs
-from the streets than any man I can hear of, or after the fashion of
-that worthy man, Pastor John Jump, as he delights to describe himself,
-who attends to business all the week--something in tinned meats, I
-think--and on Sunday preaches to a congregation of "baptized believers"
-with much force and earnestness, also without money or price. Both
-the Father and the Pastor had some doubts about my salvation--the one
-because I was not a member of the Anglican Communion, and the other
-because I was not a "strait Baptist"; but I never had any doubt about
-theirs--much less indeed than they had of one another's--and of the two
-I liked... but no, there is no use of comparisons, especially as the
-Pastor, as well as the Father, has gone to the land where, doubtless,
-many surprises are waiting for us all.
-
-Nor does it seem of grave concern to some of us--but here again we may
-only be displaying our own ignorance of ecclesiastical subtleties--how a
-minister of religion is set apart to his office, if so be that he is
-an educated man and does the work put to his hand faithfully. Jinks was
-priested--I think that was what he called it, but he is not responsible
-for my mistakes--in a cathedral by a Right Rev. Father in God, and he
-used often to insist that only through such a channel could the grace of
-Orders come; but when the successor of the apostles advised Jinks in
-a most kindly, fatherly spirit to cease from some of his amiable
-extravagances--he had added a bran-new chasuble to his other bravery,
-which greatly pleased his female devotees--"the dear Father do look so
-pretty in his new chalice," one of his admirers said--Jinks repaid the
-Episcopal counsel with thinly-veiled scorn, and preached a sermon which
-ran to the unwonted length of twenty minutes to show that the bishop
-was himself a law-breaker and little better than a Protestant My friend
-Carmichael, again, was ordained in the little Free Kirk of Drumtochty by
-the Presbytery of Muirtown,--that heavy body of Church Law and Divinity,
-Dr. Dowbiggin, being Moderator,--and I cannot recollect Carmichael once
-referring to his Orders but he regarded his spiritual superiors with
-profound respect, and was very much relieved when his heresy case was
-dismissed--knowing very well that if they took it into their heads he
-would be turned out of his Church without delay and deposed from the
-ministry beyond human remedy. Carmichael was in the custom of denouncing
-priestcraft, and explaining that he had no claim to be a priest; but
-he administered a ghostly discipline so minute and elaborate, with sins
-which could be loosed by him, and reserved sins which could only be
-loosed by a higher authority, that the Father would have regarded it
-with envy. And Carmichael exercised an unquestioned authority among the
-hard-headed and strong-willed people of Drumtochty which Jinks would
-have cheerfully given ten years of his life to possess in the parish of
-St Agatha's. Between the two there was this difference, that the vicar
-of St Agatha's had the form of authority without the power, and the
-minister of Drumtochty had the power of authority without the form; and,
-as no man could be personally more humble or in heart more sincere than
-Jinks, this was the weary pity of the situation for my little Father.
-
-Had St. Agatha's been in the West End, where his ritualism would have
-been accepted with graceful enthusiasm because it was fashionable--which
-would, however, have caused him much searching of heart: or in the East
-End, where it would have been condoned with a wink on account of his
-almsgiving, which would have wounded him deeply--Father Jinks had not
-been a subject of mockery and reproach. As it was Providence had
-dealt severely with the good man in sending him to the obdurate and
-stiff-necked parish of St Agatha's, where the people were anything but
-open soil for his teaching. The houses ranged from twenty pounds of
-rent up to forty, and were inhabited by foremen artisans, clerks,
-shopkeepers, single women letting lodgings, and a few people retired on
-a modest competence. The district had not one rich man, although it was
-wonderful what some of the shopkeepers gave to special efforts at
-their chapels, nor any person in the remotest contact with society, but
-neither were there any evil livers or wastrels. Every one worked hard,
-lived frugally--with a special Sunday dinner--paid his taxes promptly,
-as well as his other debts, and lived on fairly good terms with his
-neighbours. The parish had certainly no enthusiasms, and would not
-have known what an ideal was, but it had a considerable stock of common
-sense, and most people possessed a traditional creed which they were
-prepared to defend with much obstinacy. St. Agatha's parish was a very
-home of Philistinism, and, as everybody knows, the Philistines have
-always had an instinctive dislike to Catholic usages and teachings.
-
-
-II
-
-The congregation of St Agatha's were a prejudiced people, and had
-long been established in their own ways. The previous vicar, who had a
-certain fame as an orator of the florid order and rose to be an honorary
-canon, was a churchman of the lowest depths, and did things which Father
-Jinks used to mention with a shudder. He preached in a black gown, and
-delighted to address religious meetings in unlicensed places without any
-gown at all; he administered the Sacrament of the Lord's Supper once a
-month, and preferred to do so at evening service; he delighted to offer
-an extempore prayer before sermon, and never concluded a discourse
-without witnessing against the errors of the Church of Rome; he
-delighted in a three-decker pulpit, and would occasionally, in visiting
-the church for a baptism, leave his hat on the communion table where
-there was no other ornament. In his early days the music was led by a
-barrel organ, which was turned by the clerk, and later, when a large
-harmonium was introduced, the Psalms were read--the clerk leading the
-congregation with a stentorian voice--and Moody and Sankey's hymns were
-freely used. It was understood that the Canon had received a sudden call
-to the ministry while engaged in commercial pursuits, and had not found
-time for a University education--the hood which he wore at marriages was
-an invention of his wife's--and he was therefore very careful to
-correct the inaccuracies of the accepted versions, saying, with much
-impressiveness, "In the original Hebrew of this Gospel," or, "The Greek
-of Isaiah has it," although, in order to prevent monotony he would next
-Sunday reverse the order of languages and again conform to traditional
-belief. Critical persons, connected by blood with the families of St
-Agatha's and attending services there on occasion, declared openly
-that the Canon was a preposterous personage and a wind-bag; but he had
-without doubt a certain vein of genuine piety, which unsympathising
-people were apt to call unctuous, but which was, at any rate, warm; and
-a turn for rhetoric--he was of Irish birth--which might not be heavily
-charged with thought, but was very appetizing to the somewhat heavy
-minds of St Agatha's parish. While he did not allow excessive charity to
-interfere with comfortable living, and while he did not consider it
-his duty to risk a valuable life by reckless visitation of persons with
-contagious diseases, the Canon, by his popular religious manner--his
-funeral addresses which he delivered at the grave, wearing a tall
-hat and swaying an umbrella, moved all to open grief,--and by his
-sermons,--an hour long and rich in anecdotes--held the parish in his
-hand and kept St Agatha's full. People still speak of a course of
-lectures on "The Antichrists of the Bible," in which Rome was compared
-to Egypt, Samaria, Nineveh, and Babylon, and the strangers sat in the
-aisles; and there can be no doubt that the Canon convinced the parish
-that a High Churchman was a Jesuit in disguise, and that a priest was
-(probably) an immoral person. So far as I could gather, the worthy man
-believed everything he said--although his way of saying it might savour
-of cant--and he was greatly impressed by an anonymous letter threatening
-his life and telling him that the eye of Rome was on him. He had
-been guided to marry three times--possibly as a protest against
-celibacy--with cumulative financial results of a fairly successful
-character, and his last wife mourns her loss at Cheltenham, where she
-subscribes freely to "escaped nuns," and greedily anticipates the field
-of Armageddon.
-
-When the new patron, who had bought his position for missionary
-purposes, appointed the Rev. John James Jinks to be vicar of St
-Agatha's, there was a rebellion in the parish, which, of course, came
-to nothing, and an appeal to the Bishop, which called forth a letter
-exhorting every person to peace and charity. Various charges were made
-against the new vicar, ranging from the fact that he had been curate in
-a church where the confessional was in full swing, and that the morals
-of the matrons of St Agatha's would be in danger, to the wicked calumny
-that he was an ex-Primitive Methodist, and was therefore, as is natural
-in such circumstances, very strong on the doctrine of apostolical
-succession. As the last insinuation cut Jinks to the quick, and was,
-indeed, almost the only attack he really felt, it is due to his memory
-to state that he was the son (and only child) of a country rector, whose
-living was worth L129, and who brought up his lad in the respectable, if
-somewhat arid, principles of the historical High Church school, which in
-the son blossomed rapidly into the luxuriance of Ritualism. It was only
-by the severest economy at the Rectory that Jinks could be sent to one
-of the cheaper Halls at Oxford, and it was the lasting sorrow of his
-blameless life that the Rector and his wife both died before he secured
-his modest pass degree. His mother used to call him John James, and had
-dreams that he would be raised to the Episcopate long after she had
-been laid to rest; but he knew very well from the beginning that his
-intellectual gifts were limited, and that his career would not be
-distinguished. While he magnified his priestly office beyond bounds, and
-was as bold as a lion for the Church in all her rights and privileges,
-he had no ambition for himself and was the most modest of men. Because
-he was only five feet four in height, and measured thirty-two inches
-round the chest, and had a pink and white boyish face, and divided his
-hair down the middle, and blushed when he was spoken to by women and
-dons, and stammered slightly in any excitement, they called him Jinksy
-at Tommy's Hall, and he answered cheerfully; and when our big Scots
-doctor availed himself on occasion of the same familiar form of address
-he showed no resentment No one, however, could say, when he was with us
-in St Agatha's, that he forgot his position, not only as a priest with
-power to bind and loose, but also as the disciple of his Lord; for if
-any clergyman ever did, our little Father adorned the doctrine of Christ
-by his meekness and lowliness of character, and by a self-sacrifice
-and self-forgetfulness which knew no limits. He wore a low-crowned,
-broad-brimmed hat, and in winter a garment resembling a Highland cloak,
-which gave him as he imagined a certain resemblance to a continental
-abbe; and as he skimmed at all hours along our sombre, monotonous
-streets on errands which were often very poorly requited, and in many
-cases may have been quite uncalled for, he was, if you pleased to see
-him from a certain angle, a rather absurd figure; but as his simple,
-boyish face grew thinner and paler every month, and his eyes grew
-brighter and more spiritual, one's smile rather passed into the tears
-of the heart And now that he is gone, and no one in St Agatha's is vexed
-either by his chasuble or his kindness, it comes to us that Father Jinks
-followed the light given to him without flinching, and has rendered in a
-good account.
-
-
-III
-
-When Father Jinks read himself into St Agatha's, the church seemed to
-him little better than a conventicle, a mere preaching-house, and it
-was his business to change it into a place fit for Catholic worship. His
-success in this direction was marvellous. Before his death there was a
-chancel with screen and choir stalls, a side pulpit of carved stone with
-scenes from the Gospels thereon, a reredos, and an altar with cross and
-candlesticks, besides other pieces of ecclesiastical furniture of lesser
-importance and beyond the lay intelligence. There was also an organ,
-for which so many pews were removed, and a font near the door, for which
-other pews were removed, and an east window, containing the life and
-death of our patron saint, about whom nobody knew anything before, and
-for which a magnificent geometrical design in red and blue, greatly
-admired by the parish, had to be removed. The very plaster, with ornate
-pattern of roses, he had stripped from the roof, and had the oak laid
-bare; and although the walls had been tastefully decorated by a local
-firm with a mixed border on a ground of green, so fierce and unrelenting
-was the Vicar's iconoclastic passion that this also was sacrificed, and
-nothing was to be seen in St Agatha's save stone and wood. "It was
-the 'omeliest church you ever see," that excellent woman Mrs. Judkin
-remarked to me, "in the old Canon's time, with the bits of colour, and
-'im a looking down at you in 'is black gown; and now it chills your 'art
-to sit there, let alone that you're hexpected to bow 'alf the time;" and
-so Mrs. Judkin, with many of like mind, went off to Ebenezer, where
-the firmament was represented on the roof and the service was decidedly
-warm. The structural reformation (or deformation, as it was generally
-considered) was a very achievement of persevering and ingenious begging,
-in which he taxed the patron and all the patron's friends, as well as
-every old lady or ecclesiastical layman with the reputation of highness,
-obtaining a pulpit from one and a font from another, picking up crosses,
-candlesticks, stools, altar-cloths in all quarters, and being mightily
-cheered by every addition to the full equipment of this neglected
-edifice. Nor did Father Jinks ask from other people what he would not
-give himself, for he dispensed with a curate that he might repair
-the chancel, and, as appeared afterwards, he expended all his little
-patrimony on the apocryphal life of St Agatha, whose doings and
-appearance as represented on that window were a subject of derision
-to the wits of the parish. When Jinks held his first festival in her
-honour, and preached a discourse eleven minutes in length on St Agatha's
-example and miracles, an interesting correspondence followed in the
-local paper, in which it was asserted that the church, then in
-the country and a chapel of ease to the famous church of St
-Paul's-in-the-Fields, was named in the evil Laudian times, and ought to
-have been rechristened by the name of Wycliffe or Latimer in the days of
-the late lamented Canon; that St. Agatha never existed; that if she did,
-she was a Papist; that if we knew enough, we should likely find that her
-antecedents were very doubtful.
-
-This correspondence, in which my friend himself was freely handled, did
-not in the least disturb him, for the Festival of St Agatha was a height
-to which he had been working for the three years, and it was the last
-function of his public ministry. When the procession came out of
-the vestry, with a cross-bearer--Jack Storgiss, the grocer, to whose
-deformed little boy Jinks had been very kind--the banners of the Guild
-of St Agatha, a choir of six men and twelve boys in varied garments,
-Father Jinks himself with everything on he knew, attended by
-acolytes--two little monkeys on whose ingenuous countenances
-self-importance struggled with mischief--and, having marched round the
-church singing "Onward, Christian soldiers," re-entered the chancel, so
-far as outward things went, the Father's heart was almost satisfied; and
-as, in his stall, he thought of the desolation of the past he was as one
-that dreamed.
-
-If Jinks allowed himself to be proud of anything, it was of his
-choir; and when people spoke of my friend as a weakling because he was
-insignificant in appearance and a feeble preacher--he himself thanked
-God daily that he was a priest, to whom Pastor Jumps' oratorical gifts
-were unnecessary--one could always point to the choir, for the qualities
-which created and held together that remarkable body were peculiar to
-Jinks and were quite wanting in the Pastor. Three years before this
-advertisement had appeared in the _Anglo-Catholic_:--
-
-"Wanted, an organist and choirmaster, who will be prepared, for the
-glory of God and the love of sacred music, to assist a priest in
-affording Catholic worship to a neglected parish."
-
-This unworldly invitation caught the eye (and fancy) of Harold de
-Petre--his original name was Henry Peter--about whom his friends were
-much concerned because he had a small competency and would do nothing
-except work at music; because he wore a brown velvet coat and a loose
-red bow, and three ancient gems on his left hand, and his hair falling
-over his ears; and because he practised a certain luxurious softness of
-life which might pass any day into positive vice. Two more different men
-could not have been found in a day's journey, but they became friends
-at once. The priestly instinct detected at-once in Petre a gift whose
-consecration would be the salvation of a soul and an assistance to the
-Church of God; and the humility and sincerity of the little priest were
-very attractive to the aesthete. From that time the curiously assorted
-pair worked together in perfect harmony and ever-growing affection, with
-one common desire to beautify the worship and edifice of St Agatha's.
-
-In order to secure an organ Petre sacrificed one-third of his means, and
-was daily designing some improvement in his loved instrument; for her
-help he had even learned some organ handicraft, and could be seen almost
-any day toiling in his shirt-sleeves. As he watched the life of the
-Vicar, Petre began also to make many personal sacrifices, giving up
-his wine--used to spend a good deal on Chateau Lafitte--to defray choir
-expenses; teaching the piano in the more ambitious homes of the parish,
-and with the proceeds providing two tenors and two basses of distinction
-for the choir. One year he took no holiday that the altar might be
-becomingly dressed according to the season of the Church year, whether
-of joy or sorrow. Working with Jinks, a certain change even came over
-Petre's outer man; with every year he shed a gem; black velvet replaced
-the brown, and his hair became almost decorous; and one evening,
-when the two were having a lemon squash after hard work at the Easter
-decorations, Petre made a confession to his friend.
-
-"There is something I wanted to tell you Jinks," lighting his pipe
-slowly. "My name is not really Harold de Petre: it's... just Henry
-Peter. Didn't sound very artistic, you know, and I just... improved it
-in fact. Rather think that I should go back to old signature."
-
-"My own name," said the Vicar with much simplicity, "isn't a high-class
-name, and I was once tempted to change it--it lends itself too easily to
-abbreviations--but it seemed unreal to do that kind of thing."
-
-"Do you know, Father, I expect that anthem to go well to-morrow; that
-little rascal Bags took the high notes magnificently to-night I told him
-so, and he was awfully pleased: he's as keen as mustard at practice."
-
-Nothing further was said about fancy pseudonyms, but next time the
-Father saw the organist's signature it was Henry Peter.
-
-The boys in St. Agatha's choir were not angels, but they were Jinks'
-particular friends, and would do more for him than for their own
-parents. He had picked them up one by one in the parish as he
-visited--for he had no school--upon the two qualifications that each
-one had an ear, and each was an out-and-out boy. Because he was so good
-himself Jinks would have nothing to do with prigs and smugs; and because
-he did nothing wrong himself he delighted in the scrapes of his boys. It
-was to him they went in trouble, and he somehow found a way of escape.
-Every one knew who paid for the broken glass in the snowball fight
-between Thackeray and Dickens Streets, in which Bags and another
-chorister, much admired for his angelic appearance, led their
-neighbourhood; and it was asserted by the Protestant party that the
-Papist Vicar was seen watching the fray from the corner. When an
-assistant School Board master bullied his boys beyond endurance and
-they brought him to his senses with pain of body, it was the Vicar of
-St Agatha's who pled the case of the rebels before the Board, and saved
-them from public disgrace and the Police Court The Vicarage and all its
-premises were at the disposal of the boys, and they availed themselves
-freely of their privileges. Bags kept his rabbits in the yard--his
-parents allowed no such tenants at home--and his fellow-warrior of the
-snowball fight had a promising family of white mice in one of the empty
-rooms, where another chorister had a squirrel, and _his_ friend
-housed four dormice. There was a fairly complete collection of
-pigeons--tumblers, pouters, fantails; you could usually have your choice
-in pigeons at the Vicarage of St Agatha's. The choir did elementary
-gymnastics in what was the Canoness's drawing-room, and learned their
-lessons, if they were moved that way, in the dining-room. Every Friday
-evening, after practice, there was a toothsome supper of sausages and
-mashed potatoes, with stone ginger. Ye gods, could any boy or man feed
-higher than that? On Saturdays in summer the Vicar took the whole gang
-to the nearest Park, where, with some invited friends, they made two
-elevens and played matches, with Jinks, who was too short-sighted to
-play himself, but was the keenest of sportsmen, as consulting umpire;
-and on chief holidays they all made excursions into the country, when
-Harold de Petre became Henry Peter with a vengeance. And this was how
-there was no difficulty in getting boys for the choir, and people began
-to come to hear the music at St Agatha's.
-
-
-IV
-
-It is not to be supposed that Father Jinks achieved his heart's desire
-without opposition, and he verified in his experience the fact that a
-man's bitterest foes are those of his own household. He was opposed by
-the people's churchwarden, who would not go elsewhere, declaring that
-he had been in St Agatha's before Jinks was born--which was not the
-case--and would be after Jinks had gone, which turned out sadly true. He
-was harassed by "aggrieved parishioners," who declared by petitions in
-all quarters that they could no longer worship in St Agatha's, and that
-what with daily services, fine music, and decorations, the place was
-little better than a Papist chapel. His breakfast-table had daily one
-or two anonymous letters reminding Jinks of his ordination vows, and
-accusing him of perjury, insinuating charges against his moral character
-and threatening exposure, quoting texts regarding the condition of the
-unconverted and the doom of hypocrites. He was dragged before all kinds
-of Courts, this one little man, and received every form of censure and
-admonition; he was ordered to prison, and left the Vicarage one evening
-in a cab, while the choir boys, led by Bags, wanted to fight the
-officer. And when all these measures produced no effect, more
-forcible measures were taken to express the mind of the people and to
-re-establish the Reformation in the parish of St Agatha's. A leader
-was raised up in a gentleman who had earned an uncertain living by
-canvassing for the _Kings of England_ in forty-two parts, in selling a
-new invention in gas-burners, in replying to infidels in Hyde Park, and
-in describing the end of the world with the aid of a magic lantern. This
-man of varied talents saw it to be his duty--and who can judge
-another man's conscience?--to attend St Agatha's one Sunday forenoon,
-accompanied by a number of fellow-Protestants, who, owing to the
-restriction of the licensing laws, were out of employment at that hour,
-and they expressed their theological views during service in a very
-frank and animated fashion. Bigger men than Jinks might have been upset
-by the turmoil and menaces; but it shows what a spirit may dwell in
-small bulk, that this shy modest man did not stutter once that morning,
-and seemed indeed unconscious of the "Modern Luther's" presence;
-and after the floor of the church had been washed on Monday no trace
-remained that a testimony had been lifted up against the disguised
-Jesuit who was corrupting St Agatha's. Once only did Jinks publicly
-reply to the hurricane of charges which beat upon him during his short,
-hard service, and that was when he was accused of having introduced the
-confessional, with results which it was alleged were already well known
-in the district, and which would soon reduce its morality to the social
-level of the south of Ireland. A week afterwards Jinks explained in
-a sermon which he had rewritten three times: (1) That the practice of
-confession was, in his poor judgment, most helpful to the spiritual life
-by reminding us of the sins which do most easily beset us, and their
-horrible guilt before God; (2) That it was really the intention of the
-Church of England that her children should have this benefit; and (3)
-That he, John James Jinks, a duly ordained priest of the same Church,
-had power, under conditions, to hear confessions and declare the
-forgiveness of sins to all true penitents. Thereafter, he went on
-to state that he had not introduced confession as a practice in St
-Agatha's, because he had never been trained in confessional theology,
-because a confessor required authority from his bishop, and this the
-bishop would not give; and, finally, it seemed to him that any confessor
-must be a priest with a special knowledge of life, and of conspicuous
-holiness; and, as they knew well, he was neither, but only an ignorant
-and frail man, who was more conscious of his deficiencies every day,
-and who earnestly besought the aid of their prayers. This sermon was
-reported in the _Islington Mercury_, which circulated largely amongst
-us, and called forth an ingenious reply from the "Modern Luther," who
-pointed out that if Mr. Jinks had not set up a confessional box in St
-Agatha's Church, it was only because his (the "Modern Luther's") eye
-was upon him; that the confessional could likely be discovered in the
-Vicarage; that in so far as Mr. Jinks was not telling the truth he would
-receive absolution from the Jesuits, and that he very likely had already
-received a licence to tell as many lies as he saw would help his cause.
-Men, however, do count for something even in religious controversy,
-and the very people who had no belief in Jinks' doctrine could see some
-difference between his patient, charitable self-sacrificing life and the
-career of a windbag like the "Modern Luther," and no one in the last year
-of his life accused Jinks of falsehood.
-
-During all these troubled days he never lost his temper, or said bitter
-things: he believed, as he once told me in all modesty, that if he
-suffered it was for his sins, and that persecution was only a call to
-harder labour; and it appeared afterwards that he had gone out of his
-way to do a good turn to certain of his bitterest enemies. Indeed, I am
-now certain that they did not injure him at all; but one is also quite
-as certain that he was hindered and made ridiculous by certain of
-his own supporters. Certain young women of uncertain age who had been
-district visitors and carried tracts under the revered Canon, or had
-been brought up in various forms of Dissent, responded with enthusiasm
-to the Catholic Reformation. They wore large gold (or gilt) crosses, and
-were careful to use heavily crossed prayer-books; they attended early
-celebration, and were horrified at people taking the sacrament not
-fasting; they not only did obeisance to the altar, where there was no
-sacrament, and bowed at the name of Jesus, and crossed themselves in a
-very diligent and comprehensive fashion, but invented forms of devotion
-which even Jinks could not comprehend, and so scandalized the old clerk,
-who stuck by St. Agatha's, that he asked them one day during service if
-they were ill, and suggested that they should leave the church before
-things came to the worst Personally, as a close observer of this drama,
-I had no sympathy with the ill-natured suggestion that these devout
-females were moved by the fact that the priest of St Agatha's was
-unmarried, because no man was ever more careful in his intercourse with
-the other sex than my friend, and because this kind of woman--till she
-marries, and with modifications afterwards--has a mania for ritual and
-priests. This band, who called themselves the Sisters of St Agatha, and
-severely tried our unsentimental district, were a constant embarrassment
-to Jinks. They made the entire attendance at the daily services; they
-insisted on cleaning the chancel on their knees; they fluttered round
-the confused little man in the street; they could hardly be kept out of
-the Vicarage; they talked of nothing but saints' days and offices and
-vestments, till Jinks, the simplest and honestest of men, was tempted,
-for his sake and their own salvation, to entreat them to depart and
-return whence they had come.
-
-
-V
-
-The strongest and most honourable opponent the Vicar had was my other
-friend, Pastor Jump, who would not condescend to the methods or company
-of the "Modern Luther," but who was against both Jinks and Jinks' Church,
-whether it was Low, High, Broad, or anything else, on grounds of reason
-and conscience. He did not believe in creeds, whether they were made in
-Rome or Geneva, and considered a Presbyter just a shade better than
-a priest His one book of theology was the Bible, which he knew from
-Genesis to Revelation in the English Version (he also knew far more
-about the Hebrew and Greek than the Canon did), and he found his
-ecclesiastical model in the Acts of the Apostles. It was indeed the
-Pastor's firm conviction that the Christian Church had only had two
-periods of purity in her history--one under the charge of the Apostle
-Paul, and the other under the Puritans; and that if, during her whole
-history, bishops and such-like people had been replaced by Puritan
-ministers, it would have been much better for Christianity and for the
-world. His idea of a Christian was a person who knew the day that he had
-been converted, and who afterwards had been baptized; and of the Church,
-that it was so many of these people with a pastor to teach them. He
-detested Established Churches, priests, and liturgies, as well as the
-House of Lords, capitalists, and all privileged persons. His radicalism
-was however tempered by a profound belief in himself and his own
-opinions. He was fond of insisting on the rights of the masses; but
-when the working people wished to have the Park open on Sunday that they
-might walk there with their children, the Pastor fought them tooth and
-nail, and he regarded their desire to see pictures on Sunday as the
-inspiration of Satan. No man was ever more eloquent upon the principles
-of religious liberty, but he would have put an infidel into prison
-without compunction and he drave forth a deacon from his own
-congregation with contumely, who held unsound views on the Atonement The
-tyranny of the Papacy was a favourite theme at Ebenezer, as well as the
-insolence of priests; but every one knew that Pastor Jump as Pope was
-infallible without the aid of any Council, and that his little finger
-was heavier in personal rule than both Jinks' arms. When the Pastor,
-who had the voice of a costermonger and the fist of a prize-fighter,
-was carried away at a Liberation Society meeting by his own undoubted
-eloquence, and described himself as a conscientious Dissenter, despised
-by the proud priests of the Anglican Church, and next day one saw Jinks,
-thinner than ever, hurrying along the street, and concealing beneath
-his shabby cloak some dainty for a sick child, then one had a quite
-convincing illustration of the power and utility of rhetoric.
-
-Upon occasion the Pastor felt it his duty to depart from his usual
-course of evangelical doctrine, and to enlighten his people on some
-historical subject and the district was once shaken by a discourse on
-Oliver Cromwell, whom he compared to Elijah, and whose hatred of the
-Baal worship was held up for imitation in our own day. Jinks committed
-the one big mistake of his ministry by replying with a sermon on St.
-Charles the Blessed Martyr--I think he said St.--which was a very weak
-performance, and left the laurels altogether with Ebenezer. It must
-indeed be admitted that Jump exactly expressed the mind of an Englishman
-of the lower middle class, who understands the Evangelical system and
-no other, and likes extempore prayer, with its freedom, variety, warmth,
-and surprises, who suspects priests of wishing to meddle with his family
-affairs, and dislikes all official pretensions, although willing to be
-absolutely ruled by a strong man's personality. Both were extreme
-men, and both were needed to express the religious sense of an English
-parish. Jump considered the Canon an indefensible humbug, neither one
-thing nor another, and the Canon used to pass Jump on the street; but
-the Sunday after Jinks' death the Pastor, who had a warm heart in his
-big body, and testified of things he had seen, passed a eulogium on the
-late Vicar of St Agatha's, so generous and affecting, that beside it
-the peeping little sermon preached in St Agatha's by a "Father" of
-the "Anglican Friars" was as water to wine. The Pastor declared that
-although he did not agree with his doctrine, he knew no man who had
-lived nearer his Lord, or had done more good works than the Vicar of St
-Agatha's; and that if every priest had been like him, he would never say
-a word against the class. The people heard his voice break as he spoke,
-and two deacons wiped their eyes, and the angels set down the sermon in
-that Book where the record of our controversies is blotted out by their
-tears, and our deeds of charity are written in gold.
-
-Perhaps, however, our poor priest suffered most in some ways at the
-hands of a handful of Scots who had settled in the parish. They did not
-oppose any of his proceedings, for they never condescended to cross the
-door of St. Agatha's, and they accepted any extravagances of ritual as
-things to be expected of an Episcopalian. Nor had they, like the Pastor,
-a hereditary feud with the Anglican Church, for neither they nor their
-fathers ever had anything to do with it They were indeed inclined to
-believe that the Prayer-Book, where the officiating clergyman is called
-a Minister and a Priest alternately, is admirably suited to the English
-mind, to which the Almighty has been pleased to deny the gift of logic.
-What touched, and (almost) nettled, the little Father was the tacit and
-immovable superiority of the Scots, which made conversion impossible,
-and even pastoral conversation difficult. It was Jinks' conscientious
-conviction that he was responsible for the spiritual charge of all the
-people in the parish, and so he visited laboriously among the Scots
-schismatics, if haply he might bring them to the true faith, with
-mortifying results. Old Andrew MacKittrick seemed to Jinks' innocent
-mind a promising case, because Andrew had retired on a pension after
-keeping the books of a drysalter's firm for forty years, and now had
-nothing to do but argue. In fact, on the Vicar's first visit, the
-bookkeeper fairly smacked his lips, seeing whole afternoons of
-intellectual diversion before him; and Jinks, who was ever optimistic,
-already imagined the responsible-looking figure of the Scot sustaining
-a procession. It turned out a lamentable instance of cross-purposes, for
-Jinks was burning to prove, with all tenderness, that the Kirk had no
-Orders; while the idea that Dr. Chalmers was not a real minister and
-Archbishop Sharpe was, seemed to Andrew unworthy of discussion by any
-sane person; and Andrew, on his part, was simply longing for some one
-to attack Jonathan Edward's _Freedom of the Will,_ while Jinks had never
-heard of the book, and was quite blameless of philosophy. After two
-conferences, Andrew was sadly convinced of their futility, and would not
-waste time on a third.
-
-"Jess wumman," he said to his housekeeper, rolling himself hurriedly up
-in a plaid and lying down on the sofa, "there's that curate body at the
-door again; a've nae satisfaction arguin' wi' him, for he's no fit to
-tak' up ony serious subject Just say that a'm no feelin' verra weel the
-day, and, see here, slip ten shillings into his hand to gie awa', for
-he's a fine bit craturie amang the poor, but he's no head for argument."
-
-With Mrs. Gillespie, who kept lodgings, and was as a mother to two Scots
-bank clerks pushing their way up to be managers, Father Jinks was not
-more successful, but his discomfiture was of another kind.
-
-"Come in, come in; it's an awfu' day to be oot, an' ye dinna look
-strong; na, na, a dinna gang to Saint Agatha's, for ye ken we've a Kirk
-o' oor ain, an' a properly ordained minister, but a'm gled to see ye;
-a'm thankfu' for my ain preevileges, but a'm no bigoted.
-
-"Sit doon there by the fire an' dry yersel; a cudna manage wi' a
-prayer-book masel, but we've had mony advantages in Scotland, and it
-suits the English fouk. A hed a cousin' at married an Episcopalian,
-and she gied wi' him as long as he lived, though of course it was a
-deprivation.
-
-"'A schismatic?'--a've heard the word: they used to misca' the English
-bishops that way in the North--an' ye called to warn me. Noo that was
-kind, and, of coorse, ye did na know that a sit under Mr. McCaw; but
-Losh keep us! ye're juist dreeping; a'll get ye a pair o' the lad's
-slippers an' mak ye a warm cup o' tea.
-
-"A hed a laddie juist your age, an' ma heart warms to young men that
-are na verra strong. Say awa'; a'll hear ye though a'm in the next room.
-There noo, drink up your tea, an' that's short-bread frae Edinburgh,
-Let's hear noo aboot yer Kirk; somebody was sayin' that ye carried
-on the same antics as the Papists; but a'm no believin' that. Are ye
-feelin' warmer noo, ma puir wee mannie?" and the good woman encompassed
-Jinks with motherly attentions, but refused to take seriously his
-efforts to convert her from the Kirk to the Church. Nor did he think it
-an encouraging sign that Mrs. Gillespie pressed him to give her "a
-cry" every time he was in the street, and sent him three pots of black
-currant jam for his chest The most disappointing encounter was with our
-Scots doctor, who had looked into St Agatha's one evening in passing and
-found Jinks warning Dissenters of all kinds, among whom the Doctor found
-to his amusement that he was included of their doom if they died in
-schism. The Doctor's delight reached its height when Jinks, standing
-at his full height of five feet four, and looking more than ever like a
-dear little boy, opened his arms and invited every wandering prodigal to
-return to the bosom of Mother Church.
-
-"Jinksy"--and the Doctor laid hold of the Father next day on the
-street--"what sort of nonsense was yon ye were talking in your kirk last
-night?
-
-"Hurt my feelings"--as Jinks was explaining that he had only been
-declaring the truth, and that he did not wish to offend any one--"it
-would take three men of your size to offend me. But I say, Jinksy, do
-you ever take a holiday in Scotland? You hope to do some day. Then I'll
-give ye a bit of advice: if you ever feel a turr-murring in your inside,
-take the first train for Carlisle. Why? Because if you die in Scotland,
-you'll die a Dissenter; and then, my little man, you know where you'll
-go to"; for the Doctor's hand in humour was heavy, and his style was
-that of an elephant crashing through a wood.
-
-
-VI
-
-Next time the Anglican and the Scot met it was in circumstances where
-differences of creed are forgotten and good men stand shoulder to
-shoulder. In one room of the house a clerk's wife was seriously ill
-with influenza, and in another the Doctor was examining her husband--a
-patient, hard working, poorly paid drudge, who had come home from the
-City very ill. "My wife thinks that it's nothing but a bad 'eadache.
-Don't tell 'er, Doctor, else it might go bad with 'er, an* she 'asn't
-much strength; but I say, tell me, 'aven't I got diphtheria?"
-
-"What makes everybody that gets a sore throat think he has diphtheria?
-Well, I believe you have some grit in you, and don't want to be treated
-like a child. You have, I'm sorry to say, and pretty bad; but you have
-the spirit to make a fight, and I'll do my best.
-
-"Yes, I'll see that no one in this house comes near you, and I'll try
-to get a nurse for to-night, but they're hard to get just now. I'll come
-back with medicine in half an hour; and, look here, Holmes, mind your
-wife and bairns, and keep up your heart.
-
-"No, Jinks, you must not come into this house: it's more than influenza.
-Holmes has got diphtheria very bad; ought to have been in bed two days
-ago, but the stupid ass stuck to his work. The mischief is that I can't
-get a nurse, and he should not be left alone at night."
-
-"You, man alive, you're no fit for such work, and you would maybe catch
-it.. I know you're not afraid, but... well, it's real gude o' ye, an'
-I'll see ye settled for the night about eight."
-
-"That's the medicine, every three hours"--the doctor was giving his
-directions to Nurse Jinks in the sick-room--"and let him have some
-brandy and water when he's thirsty. Toots, Holmes, I know you could get
-a bottle for yourself, but this is a special brand for sick folk. Oh,
-yes, it'll go in the bill, risk me for that: every Scot looks after
-himself. The minister is to stay all night with you, and what between
-the two of us well see ye through.
-
-"Here's a cordial for yourself, Jinks"--this outside the door--"and for
-ony sake keep clear of his breath. If he takes a turn for the worse,
-send the servant lass for me. I may be out, but they will know where to
-get me. And, Jinks, old man, I withdraw that about Carlisle.... Ye'll go
-to Heaven from either side o' the Tweed. God bless you, old man; you're
-doin' a good turn the night...
-
-"Yes, he's much worse than he was last morning; but it's not the blame
-of your nursing: there's just one chance, and I'll try it. How do you
-know about it? Well, yes, if you must know, I am going to use suction.
-Get diphtheria myself? Maybe I may, and why should I not run the risk as
-well as you, Mr. Jinks?... It's all right, man. I'm not angry. Neither
-you nor me are cowards," said the Doctor; "neither is Holmes, and he
-must have his chance, poor chap. Yes, I would be glad of your help.
-
-"No, you will not be needed at Holmes's to-night, and you've had enough
-of it, Jinks. I've got a nurse, and Holmes is coming round first rate.
-It's all right about paying the nurse; I'll see to that Man, ye would
-pay for all the nurses in the district, if ye were allowed.
-
-"Me, I'm as fit as a fiddle. Doctors can't afford to be ill; but you're
-no the thing, Jinks. Come back to the manse with me this minute, I want
-to have a look at ye. Yon were three hard nichts ye had"--the Doctor
-dropped into Scots when he was excited....
-
-"Sir Andrew's gone, and I wish we had better news for you and ourselves.
-Don't thank me for telling the truth; no man would tell you a lie.
-... You're all right, whatever happens, Jinks," and he dropped his hand
-within reach of the Father's, on whose face the shadow was fast falling.
-
-"It will not be for some hours, may be not till morning, and I hope
-you'll not suffer much... I'll come back after the minister has left and
-stay with you till, till..."
-
-"Daybreak," said Jinks.
-
-"Doctor," Jinks whispered, during the night as they watched by his bed,
-the Scot on one side and Peter, who would allow no nurse, on the other,
-"the Scots kirk has seemed to me... as Samaria, but the Lord chose... a
-Samaritan in His parable, and you are...that Samaritan," and the Father
-looked at the Doctor with eyes full of love. Just before sunrise he
-glanced at the Doctor enquiringly.
-
-"Yes, it's no far off now, an' the worst's past. Ye'll have an easy
-passage." They passed each an arm round his neck, and each took one of
-his hands.
-
-"Till Jesus comes Himself," whispered Jinks, thanking them with his
-eyes.
-
-"O Saviour of the world, who by Thy cross and precious blood hast
-redeemed us, save us, and help us, we humbly beseech Thee, O Lord." This
-which he had often offered for others, he now prayed for himself
-very slowly. The light stole into the room and woke him from a brief
-unconsciousness.
-
-"I believe"... he said, "in the Life Everlasting," and the soul of the
-faithful servant was with the Lord, Whom, not having seen, he had loved.
-
-When the Doctor left the Vicarage, although still very early, Bags, the
-choir-boy, was on the doorstep and was weeping bitterly.
-
-
-
-
-THE PASSING OF DOMSIE
-
-
-It was an ancient custom that Domsie and Drumsheugh should dine with
-Doctor Davidson in the Manse after the distribution of prizes at the
-school, and his companions both agreed afterwards that the Dominie was
-never more cheerful than on those days. There was always a review of
-stories when the Doctor and Domsie brought out their favourites, with
-Drumsheugh for an impartial and appreciative audience, and every little
-addition or improvement was noted in a spirit of appreciative criticism.
-
-During the active operations of dinner, talk was disjointed and
-educational, hinging on the prospects of the calf crop in the school,
-and the golden glories of the past, ever better than the present, when
-the end of each University session showered medals on Drumtochty. When
-the Doctor had smacked his first glass of port, having examined it
-against the light, and the others had prepared their toddy in a
-careful silence, broken only by wise suggestions from the host, it was
-understood that genuine conversation might begin.
-
-"Aye, aye," Domsie would remark, by way of intimating that they,
-being now in an open and genial mind, were ready to welcome one of the
-Doctor's best stories, and Drumsheugh became insistent, "A'm no wantin'
-tae tribble ye, Docter, but ave never got ower that sermon on the
-turtle. Docter. Ye micht let's hear it again. A'm no sure gin the
-Dominie ever herd it" May Drumsheugh be forgiven!
-
-Whereupon Domsie went on the back trail, and affected to search his
-memory for the traces of the turtle, with no satisfaction. May he also
-be forgiven!
-
-"Toots, Drumsheugh, you are trying to draw my leg. I know you well, eh?
-As for you, Dominie, you've heard the story twenty times.
-Well, well, just to please you; but mind you, this is the last time.
-
-"It was the beginning of a sermon that old MacFee, of Glenogil, used to
-preach on the Monday after the Sacrament from the text, 'The voice of
-the turtle is heard in the land,' and this was the introduction.
-
-"There will be many wonders in the latter day; but this is the greatest
-of them all--the voice of the turtle shall be heard in the land. This
-marvel falls into two parts, which we shall consider briefly and in
-order.
-
-"I. A new posture evidently implied, when an animal that has gone upon
-its belly for ages shall arise on its hind legs and walk majestically
-through the land, and
-
-"II. A new voice distinctly promised, when a creature that has kept
-silence from generation to generation will at last open its mouth and
-sing melodiously among the people."
-
-"It's michty," summed up Drumsheugh, after the exposition had been fully
-relished, "Ye'll no hear the like o' that noo-a-days in a coonty. It's
-weel telt also, and that's important, for the best story is no worth
-hearin' frae a puir hand The corn needs to be cleaned afore ye tak it
-tae market."
-
-"The story is not without merit," and the Doctor's modesty was all the
-more striking as he was supposed to have brought the turtle into its
-present form out of the slenderest materials, "but the Dominie has some
-far neater things." Anything Domsie had was from Aberdeen, and not to be
-compared, he explained, with Perthshire work, being very dry and wanting
-the fruity flavour of the Midland County; but he could still recall
-the divisions of the action sermon given every year before the winter
-Sacrament in Bourtrie-Lister:
-
-I. "Let us remember that there is a moral law in the universe."
-
-II. "Let us be thankful there is a way of escape from it"
-
-And then Domsie would chuckle with a keen sense of irony at the theology
-underneath. "For the summer Sacrament," he would add after a pause,
-"we had a discourse on sin wi' twa heads, 'Original Sin' and 'Actual
-Transgressions'; and after Maister Deuchar finished wi' the first, he
-aye snuffed, and said with great cheerfulness: 'Now let us proceed to
-actual transgressions.'"
-
-Although Domsie's tales had never in them the body of the Doctor's, yet
-he told them with such a pawkie humour, that Drumsheugh was fain between
-the two to cry for mercy, being often reduced to the humiliation of open
-laughter, of which he was afterwards much ashamed.
-
-On that day, however, when Domsie made his lamentable announcement, it
-was evident to his friends that he was cast down, and ill at ease. He
-only glanced at a Horace which the Doctor had been fool enough to buy in
-Edinburgh, and had treasured up for Domsie's delectation at the close
-of the school year--the kind of book he loved to handle, linger over,
-return to gaze at, for all the world like a Catholic with a relic.
-
-"Printed, do you see, by Henry Stephen, of Paris; there's his trademark,
-a philosopher gathering twigs from the tree of knowledge--and bound by
-Boyet--old French morocco. There is a coat of arms--I take it of a
-peer of France;" and the Doctor, a born book-collector, showed all its
-points, as Drumsheugh would have expatiated on a three-year-old bullock.
-
-Domsie could not quite resist the contagious enthusiasm; putting on his
-spectacles to test the printing; running his hand over the gold tooling
-as one strokes a horse's glossy skin, and tasting afresh one or two
-favourite verses from a Horace printed and bound by the master craftsmen
-of their day. But it was only a brief rally, and Domsie sank again into
-silence, from which neither kindly jest nor shrewd country talk could
-draw him, till at last the Doctor asked him a straight question, which
-was going far for us, who thought it the worst of manners to pry into
-one's secrets: "What ails you, Dominie? Are any of your laddies going
-back on you?" and the Doctor covered the inquiry by reminding Drumsheugh
-that his glass was low.
-
-"Na, na; they are fechting hard wi' body and mind, an' daein' their
-verra best, accordin' tae their pairts. Some o' the Drumtochty scholars
-lived and some dee'd in the war at the University, but there wasna ane
-disgraced his pairish."
-
-"They have made it known in every University of Scotland," broke in the
-Doctor, "and also their master's name."
-
-"Ye've aye made ower mickle o' my wark, but a'm grateful this nicht an'
-content to tak' a' ye say in yir goodness, for a've sent oot ma last
-scholar," and Domsie's voice broke.
-
-"Not a bit of it Man alive, you're fit for ten years yet, and as for
-laddies, I know four in the school that'll do you credit, or I'm not
-minister of Drumtochty."
-
-"If it's the siller for their fees," began Drums-heugh, inwardly
-overcome by Domsie's unexpected breakdown.
-
-Domsie waved his hand. "The laddies are there, and the twa or three
-notes 'ill be gotten as afore, but it 'ill no be me that 'ill feenish
-them."
-
-"What is the meaning of this, Mister Jamieson?" demanded the Doctor
-sternly, for the woeful dejection of Domsie was telling on him also.
-
-"It's been on ma mind for years to retire, an maybe I should hae dune
-it lang syne; but it was hard on flesh an' blude. I hev taught ma last
-class, and ye will need to get another Dominie," and Domsie, who was
-determined to play the man, made a show of filling his glass, with a
-shaking hand.
-
-"Ye're an Aiberdeenshire man, a ken, though maist fouk hae forgotten
-that ye're no ain' o' oorsels, but div ye tell me that ye're gain'
-tae leave us after a' thae years an' a' the bairns ye've educat?" and
-Drumsheugh grew indignant "Dinna be feared, Drumsheugh, or think me
-ungrateful. I may gang north tae see ma birthplace aince mair, an' the
-graves o' ma fouk, an' there's another hoose in Aberdeen I would like
-tae see, and then I'm comin' back to Drumtochty to live an' dee here
-among the friends that hev been kind to me."
-
-"This has come suddenly, Domsie, and is a little upsetting," and
-Drumsheugh noticed that the Doctor was shaken. "We have worked side by
-side for a long time, church and school, and I was hoping that there
-would be no change till--till we both retired altogether; we're about
-the same age. Can't you think over it--eh, Dominie?"
-
-"God kens, Doctor, a dinna lik' the thocht o't, but it's for the gude
-o' the schule. A'm no hearing sae weel as aince a did, an' ma hands are
-shakin' in the writin'. The scholars are gettin' their due, for a'm
-no failin' in humanity (Latin), but the ither bairns are losing their
-share, and ma day's dune.
-
-"Ye'ill just say that a'm retirin' an' thank a' body for their
-consideration, and, Doctor, a've juist a favour tae ask. Gin a new
-schule an' maister's hoose be built, will ye lat me get the auld ane; it
-'ill no be worth much, an'... I wud like tae end ma days there."
-
-"Whate'er you want, Domsie, and ye 'ill come to the Manse till it be
-free, and we 'ill have many a night among the classics, but... this is
-bad news for the Glen, come who may in your place," and then, though
-each man did his part bravely, it was a cheerless evening.
-
-Next day Domsie left to make his pious pilgrimage, and on the Sabbath
-there was only one subject in the kirkyard.
-
-"Div ye no think, neebours," said Hillocks, after a tribute had been
-paid to Domsie's services, "that he oucht tae get some bit testimonial?
-It wudna be wiselike tae let him slip oot o' the schule withoot a word
-frae the Glen."
-
-Hillocks paused, but the fathers were so much astonished at Hillocks
-taking the initiative in expenditure that they waited for further
-speech.
-
-"Noo, Pitscothrie is no a pairish tae pit beside Drumtochty for ae
-meenut, but when their Dominie gied up his post, if the bodies didna
-gather fifty pund for him; they ca'd it a purse o' sovereigns in the
-_Advertiser_, but that was juist a genteel name for't.
-
-"A'm no sayin*," continued Hillocks, "that it wud be safe tae trust
-Domsie wi' as mickle siller at a time; he wud be off tae Edinburgh an'
-spend it on auld bukes, or may be divide it up amang his students. He's
-careless, is Domsie, an' inclined to be wastefu'; but we micht gie him
-somethin' tae keep."
-
-"What wud ye say," suggested Whinnie, when the kirkyard was revolving
-the matter, "if we got him a coo 'at wud gie him milk and be a bit troke
-tae occupy his time? What he didna need cud be made into butter and sent
-tae Muirtown; it wud be a help."
-
-"Ye have an oreeginal mind," said Jamie, who always on those occasions
-pitied the woman that was married to Whinnie, "an' a'm sure yir
-perposal 'll be remembered. Domsie feedin' his coo on the road-side,
-wi' a Latin buke in his hand, wud be interestin'."
-
-"It's most aggravatin'," broke in Hillocks, who was much annoyed at the
-turn things had taken, "that ye winna gie me time tae feenish, an' 'ill
-set Domsie stravaging the roads at the tail o' a coo for his last days."
-
-"It was Jamie," remonstrated Whinnie.
-
-"Haud yir tongue." Hillocks felt the time was short, and he had an idea
-that must be ventilated. "A was considerin' that Domsie's snuff-box is
-gey far thro' wi't A'm judjin' it has seen thirty years, at on y rate,
-and it was naethin tae boast o' at the beginnin'. A've seen fresh hinges
-pit on it twice masel.
-
-"Now, gin we bocht a snod bit silver boxie ain pit an inscription on't
-wi'
-
- Presented To
-
- MR PATRICK JAMIESON,
-
- Late Schoolmaster Of Drumtochty,
-
- By A Few Friends,
-
-it wud be usefu' for ae thing, it wud be bonnie for anither, aye, an'
-something mair," and Hillocks grew mysterious.
-
-"A legacy, div ye mean," inquired Jamie, "or what are ye aifter?"
-
-"Weel, ye see," exclaimed Hillocks with much cunning, "there's a man in
-Kildrummie got a box frae his customers, an' it's never oot o' his hand.
-When he taps the lid ye can see him reading the inscription, and he's a
-way o' passin' it tae ye on the slant that's downricht clever. Ye canna
-help seein' the words."
-
-"Gin we were thinkin' aboot a present tae a coal agent or a potato
-dealer," said Jamie, "I wud hae the box wi' the words, but Domsie's a
-queer body, an' a'm jalousin' that he wud never use yir grand silver box
-frae the day he got it, an' a'm dootin' it micht be sold fer some laddie
-to get him better keep at the college.
-
-"Besides," continued Jamie thoughtfully, "a'm no sure that ony man can
-tak up wi' a new box after fifty. He's got accustomed tae the grip o'
-the auld box, and he kens whar tae pit in his thumb and finger. A coont
-that it taks aboot fifteen year tae grow into a snuff-box.
-
-"There's juist ae thing Domsie cares aboot, an' it's naither meat nor
-drink, nor siller snuffboxes; it's his college laddies, gettin' them
-forrit and payin' their fees, an' haudin' them in life till they're
-dune."
-
-By this time the kirkyard was listening as one man and with both ears,
-for it was plain Jamie had an idea.
-
-"Ca' on, Jamie," encouraged Drumsheugh, who had as yet given no sign.
-
-"He's hed his ain time, hes Domsie, gaein' roond Muirtown market
-collectin' the bank notes for his scholars an' seein' they hed their
-bukes' A'm no denyin* that Domsie was greedy in his ain way, and gin the
-Glen cud gither eneuch money tae foond a bit bursary for puir scholars
-o' Drumtochty, a wudna say but that he micht be pleased."
-
-The matter was left in Drumsheugh's hands, with Doctor Davidson as
-consulting counsel, and he would tell nothing for a fortnight. Then
-they saw in the Dunleith train that he was charged with tidings, and a
-meeting was held at the junction, Peter being forbidden to mention time,
-and commanded to take the outcasts of Kildrummie up by themselves if
-they couldn't wait.
-
-"The first man a mentioned it tae was oor Saunders, an' he said naethin'
-at the time, but he cam up in the forenicht, and slippit a note in ma
-hand. 'He didna pit mickle intae me,' says he, 'but he's daein' fine wi'
-the bairns. Neebur, a kent that meenut that the Glen wud dae something
-handsome.
-
-"Next morning a gied a cry at the Free Manse, and telt Maister
-Carmichael. If he was na oot o' the room like a man possessed, and he
-gied me every penny he hed in the hoose, ten pund five shilling. And at
-the gate he waved his hat in the air, and cries, 'The Jamieson Bursary.'
-
-"It was ae note from one man an' three frae his neebur, an' twa shilling
-frae the cottars. Abody has dune his pairt, one hundred an' ninety-two
-pounds frae the Glen.
-
-"We sent a bit letter tae the Drumtochty fouk in the Sooth, and they've
-sent fifty-eight pounds, wi' mony good wishes, an' what na think ye hev
-the auld scholars sent? A hundred and forty pounds. An' last nicht we
-hed three hundred and ninety pounds."
-
-"Ma word!" was all Hillocks found himself able to comment; "that wad get
-a richt snuffbox."
-
-"Ye hev mair tae tell, Drumsheugh," said Jamie; "feenish the list"
-
-"Ye're a wratch, Jamie," responded the treasurer of the Jamieson Bursary
-Fund. "Hoo did ye ken aboot the Doctor? says he tae me laist nicht,
-'Here's a letter to Lord Kilspindie. Give it to him at Muirtown, and I
-would not say but he might make the sum up to four hundred.' So a saw
-his lordship in his room, and he wrote a cheque and pit in a letter, an'
-says he, 'Open that in the Bank, Drumsheugh,' an' a did. It was for ten
-pounds, wi' a hundred on tae't, making up L500. Twenty pund a year tae a
-Drumtochty scholar for ever. Jamie," said Drumsheugh, "ye've gotten yir
-bursary."
-
-It was arranged that the meeting of celebration should be held in the
-parish kirk, which in those days was used for nothing except Divine
-worship; but the Doctor declared this to be no exception to his rule.
-
-"Kirk and school have been one in Scotland since John Knox's day, and
-one they shall be while I live in Drumtochty; we 'ill honour him in
-the kirk, for the good the Dominie has done to the bairns, and to pure
-learning."
-
-The meeting was delayed till Professor Ross had come home from
-Australia, with his F.R.S. and all his other honours, for he was marked
-out to make the presentation; and every Drumtochty scholar within reach
-was enjoined to attend.
-
-They came from Kildrummie at various hours and in many conveyances, and
-Hillocks checked the number at the bridge with evident satisfaction.
-
-"Atween yesterday and the day," he reported to Jamie, in the afternoon,
-"aucht and twenty scholars hae passed, no including the Professor, and
-there's fower expected by the next train; they'll just be in time,"
-which they were, to everybody's delight.
-
-"It's a gude thing, Hillocks," said Jamie, "that bridge was mended;
-there's been fifty degrees gane over it the day, Hillocks! to say
-naithin' o' a wecht o' knowledge."
-
-The Doctor had them all, thirty-three University men, with Domsie and
-Carmichael and Weelum MacLure, as good a graduate as any man, to dinner,
-and for that end had his barn wonderfully prepared. Some of the guests
-have written famous books since then, some are great preachers now, some
-are chief authorities to science, some have never been heard of beyond
-a little sphere, some are living, and some are dead; but all have done
-their part, and each man that night showed, by the grip of his hand, and
-the look on his face, that he knew where his debt was due.
-
-Domsie sat on the Doctor's right hand, and the Professor on his left,
-and a great effort was made at easy conversation, Domsie asking the
-Professor three times whether he had completely recovered from the fever
-which had frightened them all so much in the Glen, and the Professor
-congratulating the Doctor at intervals on the decorations of the dinner
-hall. Domsie pretended to eat, and declared he had never made so hearty
-a dinner in his life, but his hands could hardly hold the knife and
-fork, and he was plainly going over the story of each man at the table,
-while the place rang with reminiscences of the old school among the
-pines.
-
-Before they left the barn, Doctor Davidson proposed Domsie's health,
-and the laddies--all laddies that day--drank it, some in wine, some in
-water, every man from the heart, and then one of them--they say it was
-a quiet divine--started, In face of Doctor Davidson, "For he's a jolly
-good fellow," and there are those who now dare to say that the Doctor
-joined in with much gusto, but in these days no man's reputation is
-safe.
-
-Domsie was not able to say much, but he said more than could have been
-expected. He called them his laddies for the last time, and thanked
-them for the kindness they were doing their old master. There was not an
-honour any one of them had won, from a prize in the junior Humanity to
-the last degree, he could not mention.
-
-Before sitting down he said that they all missed George Howe that day,
-and that Marget, his mother, had sent her greetings to the scholars.
-
-Then they went to the kirk, where Drumtochty was waiting, and as Domsie
-came in with his laddies round him the people rose, and would have
-cheered had they been elsewhere and some one had led. The Doctor went
-into the precentor's desk and gave out the hundredth psalm, which is
-ever sung on great days and can never be sung dry. After which one of
-the thirty-three thanked the Almighty for all pure knowledge, all good
-books, all faithful teachers, and besought peace and joy for "our dear
-master in the evening of his days."
-
-It was the Professor who read the address from the scholars, and this
-was the last paragraph:
-
-"Finally, we assure you that none of us can ever forget the parish
-school of Drumtochty, or fail to hold in tender remembrance the master
-who first opened to us the way of knowledge, and taught us the love
-thereof.
-
-"We are, so long as we live,
-
-"Your grateful and affectionate
-
-"Scholars."
-
-Then came the names with all the degrees, and the congregation held
-their breath to the last M.A.
-
-"Now, Drumsheugh," said the Doctor, and that worthy man made the great
-speech of his life, expressing the respect of the Glen for Domsie,
-assigning the glory of a brilliant idea to Jamie Soutar, relating
-its triumphant accomplishment, describing the Jamieson Bursary, and
-declaring that while the parish lasted there would be a Jamieson scholar
-to the honour of Domsie's work. For a while Domsie's voice was very
-shaky when he was speaking about himself, but afterwards it grew strong
-and began to vibrate, as he implored the new generation to claim their
-birthright of learning and to remember that "the poorest parish, though
-it have but bare fields and humble homes, can yet turn out scholars to
-be a strength and credit to the commonwealth."
-
-The Professor saw Domsie home, and noticed that he was shaking and did
-not wish to speak. He said good-bye at the old schoolhouse, and Ross
-caught him repeating to himself:
-
- "Eheu fugaces, Postume, Postume,
- Labuntur anni;"
-
-but he seemed very content Ross rose at daybreak next morning and
-wandered down to the schoolhouse, recalling at every step his boyhood
-and early struggles, the goodness of Domsie, and his life of sacrifice,
-The clearing looked very peaceful, and the sun touched with beauty
-the old weather-beaten building which had been the nursery of so many
-scholars, but which would soon be deserted for ever. He pushed the door
-open and started to see Domsie seated at the well-known desk, and in his
-right hand firmly clasped the address which the scholars had presented
-to him. His spectacles were on his forehead, his left elbow was resting
-on the arm of the chair, and Ross recognised the old look upon his
-face. It used to come like a flash when a difficult passage had suddenly
-yielded up its hidden treasure, and Ross knew that Domsie had seen the
-Great Secret, and was at last and completely satisfied.
-
-
-
-
-
-DR. DAVIDSON'S LAST CHRISTMAS
-
-
-Christmas fell on a Sunday the year Dr. Davidson died, and on the
-preceding Monday a groom drove up to the manse from Muirtown Castle.
-
-"A letter, Doctor, from his lordship"--John found his master sitting
-before the study fire in a reverie, looking old and sad--"and there's a
-bit boxie in the kitchen."
-
-"Will you see, John, that the messenger has such food as we can offer
-him?" and the Doctor roused himself at the sight of the familiar
-handwriting; "there is that, eh, half-fowl that Rebecca was keeping for
-my dinner to-day; perhaps she could do it up for him. I... do not feel
-hungry to-day. And, John, will you just say that I'm sorry that... owing
-to circumstances, we can't offer him refreshment?" On these occasions
-the Doctor felt his straitness greatly, having kept a house in his
-day where man and beast had of the best "What dis for the minister of
-Drumtochty an' his... hoose 'ill dae for a groom, even though he serve
-the Earl o' Kilspindie, an' a ken better than say onything tae Becca
-aboot the chuckie;" this he said to himself on his way to the kitchen,
-where that able woman had put the messenger from the castle in his
-own place, and was treating him with conspicuous and calculated
-condescension. He was a man somewhat given to appetite, and critical
-about his drink, as became a servant of the Earl; but such was the
-atmosphere of the manse and the awfulness of the Doctor's household that
-he made a hearty dinner off ham and eggs, with good spring water, and
-departed declaring his gratitude aloud.
-
-"My dear Davidson,--
-
-"Will you distribute the enclosed trifle among your old pensioners in
-the Glen as you may see fit, and let it come from you, who would have
-given them twice as much had it not been for that confounded bank. The
-port is for yourself,
-
-Sandeman's '48--the tipple you and I have tasted together for many a
-year. If you hand it over to the liquidators, as you wanted to do with
-the few bottles you had in your cellar, I'll have you up before the
-Sheriff of Muirtown for breach of trust and embezzlement as sure as my
-name is "Your old friend,
-
-"Kilspindie."
-
-"P.S.--The Countess joins me in Christmas greetings and charges you to
-fail us on New Year's Day at your peril. We are anxious about Hay, who
-has been ordered to the front."
-
-The Doctor opened the cheque and stroked it gently; then he read the
-letter again and snuffed, using his handkerchief vigorously. After which
-he wrote:--
-
-"Dear Kilspindie,--
-
-"It is, without exception, the prettiest cheque I have ever had in my
-hands, and it comes from as good a fellow as ever lived. You knew that
-it would hurt me not to be able to give my little Christmas gifts, and
-you have done this kindness. Best thanks from the people and myself, and
-as for the port, the liquidators will not see a drop of it Don't believe
-any of those stories about the economies at the manse which I suspect
-you have been hearing from Drumtochty. Deliberate falsehoods; we
-are living like fighting cocks. I'm a little shaky--hint of gout, I
-fancy--but hope to be with you on New Year's Day. God bless you both,
-and preserve Hay in the day of battle.
-
-"Yours affectionately,
-
-"Alexander Davidson."
-
-"Don't like that signature, Augusta," said the Earl to his wife; "'yours
-affectionately' it's true enough, for no man has a warmer heart, but he
-never wrote that way before. Davidson's breaking up, and... he 'ill be
-missed. I must get Manley to run out here and overhaul him when Davidson
-comes down on New Year's Day. My belief is that he's been starving
-himself. Peter Robertson, the land steward, says that he has never
-touched a drop of wine since that bank smashed; now that won't do at our
-age, but he's an obstinate fellow, Davidson, when he takes a thing into
-his head."
-
-The Doctor's determination--after the calamity of the bank failure--to
-reduce himself to the depths of poverty was wonderful, but Drumtochty
-was cunning and full of tact. He might surrender his invested means and
-reserve only one hundred pounds a year out of his living, but when he
-sent for the Kildrummie auctioneer and instructed him to sell every
-stick of furniture, except a bare minimum for one sitting-room and a
-bedroom, Jock accepted the commission at once, and proceeded at eleven
-miles an hour--having just bought a new horse--to take counsel with
-Drumsheugh. Next Friday, as a result thereof, he dropped into the
-factor's office--successor to him over whom the Doctor had triumphed
-gloriously--and amid an immense variety of rural information, mentioned
-that he was arranging a sale of household effects at Drumtochty Manse.
-Jock was never known to be so dilatory with an advertisement before, and
-ere he got it out Lord Kilspindie had come to terms with the liquidator
-and settled the Doctor's belongings on him for life.
-
-The Doctor's next effort was with his household, and for weeks the
-minister looked wistfully at John and Rebecca, till at last he called
-them in and stated the situation.
-
-"You have both been... good and faithful servants to me, indeed I may
-say... friends for many years, and I had hoped you would have remained
-in the Manse till... so long as I was spared. And I may mention now that
-I had made some slight provision that would have... made you comfortable
-after I was gone."
-
-"It wes kind o' ye, sir, an' mindfu'." Rebecca spoke, not John, and her
-tone was of one who might have to be firm and must not give herself away
-by sentiment.
-
-"It is no longer possible for me, through... certain events, to live as
-I have been accustomed to do, and I am afraid that I must... do without
-your help. A woman coming in to cook and... such like will be all I can
-afford." The expression on the housekeeper's face at this point was such
-that even the Doctor did not dare to look at her again, but turned to
-John, whose countenance was inscrutable.
-
-"Your future, John, has been giving me much anxious thought, and I hope
-to be able to do something with Lord Kilspindie next week. There are
-many quiet places on the estate which might suit..." then the Doctor
-weakened, "although I know well no place will ever be like Drumtochty,
-and the old Manse will never be the same... without you. But you see how
-it is... friends."
-
-"Doctor Davidson," and he knew it was vain to escape her, "wi' yir
-permission a wud like tae ask ye ane or twa questions, an' ye 'ill
-forgie the leeberty. Dis ony man in the Pairish o' Drumtochty ken yir
-wys like John? Wha 'ill tak yir messages, an' prepare the fouk for the
-veesitation, an' keep the gairden snod, an' see tae a' yir trokes when
-John's awa? Wull ony man ever cairry the bukes afore ye like John?"
-
-"Never," admitted the Doctor, "never."
-
-"Div ye expect the new wumman 'ill ken hoo mickle stairch tae pit in yir
-stock, an' hoo mickle butter ye like on yir chicken, an' when ye change
-yir flannels tae a day, an' when ye like anither blanket on yir bed, an'
-the wy tae mak the currant drink for yir cold?"
-
-"No, no, Rebecca, nobody will ever be so good to me as you've been"--the
-Doctor was getting very shaky.
-
-"Then what for wud ye send us awa, and bring in some handless, useless
-tawpie that cud neither cook ye a decent meal nor keep the Manse wise
-like? Is't for room? The Manse is as big as ever. Is't for meat? We'ill
-eat less than she 'ill waste."
-
-"You know better, Rebecca," said the Doctor, attempting to clear his
-throat; "it's because... because I cannot afford to..."
-
-"A ken very weel, an' John an' me hev settled that For thirty year
-ye've paid us better than ony minister's man an' manse hoosekeeper in
-Perthshire, an' ye wantit tae raise oor wages aifter we mairrit. Div ye
-ken what John an' me hev in the bank for oor laist days?"
-
-The Doctor only shook his head, being cowed for once in his life.
-
-"Atween us, five hundred and twenty-sax pund."
-
-"Eleven an' sevenpence," added John, steadying his voice with
-arithmetic.
-
-"It's five year sin we askit ye tae py naethin' mair, but juist gie's
-oor keep, an' noo the time's come, an' welcome. Hev John or me ever
-disobeyed ye or spoken back a' thae years?"
-
-The Doctor only made a sign with his hand. "We' ill dae't aince, at ony
-rate, for ye may gie us notice tae leave an' order us oot o' the manse;
-but here we stop till we're no fit tae serve ye or ye hae nae mair need
-o' oor service." "A homologate that"--it was a brave word, and one of
-which John was justly proud, but he did not quite make the most of it
-that day.
-
-"I thank you from my heart, and... I'll never speak of parting again,"
-and for the first time they saw tears on the Doctor's cheek.
-
-"John," Rebecca turned on her husband--no man would have believed it
-of the beadle of Drumtochty, but he was also..."what are ye stoiterin'
-roond the table for? it's time tae set the Doctor's denner; as for
-that chicken--" and Rebecca retired to the kitchen, having touched her
-highest point that day.
-
-The insurrection in the manse oozed out, and encouraged a conspiracy of
-rebellion in which even the meekest people were concerned. Jean Baxter,
-of Bumbrae, who had grasped greedily at the dairy contract of the manse,
-when the glebe was let to Netherton, declined to render any account to
-Rebecca, and the Doctor had to take the matter in hand.
-
-"There's a little business, Mrs. Baxter, I would like to settle with
-you, as I happen to be here." The Doctor had dropped in on his way back
-from Whinny Knowe, where Marget and he had been talking of George for
-two hours. "You know that I have to be, eh... careful now, and I...
-you will let me pay what we owe for that delicious butter you are good
-enough to supply."
-
-"Ye 'ill surely tak a 'look roond the fields first, Doctor, an' tell's
-what ye think o' the crops;" and after that it was necessary for him to
-take tea. Again and again he was foiled, but he took a firm stand by
-the hydrangea in the garden, where he had given them Lord Kilspindie's
-message, and John Baxter stood aside that the affair might be decided in
-single combat.
-
-"Now, Mrs. Baxter, before leaving I must insist," began the Doctor with
-authority, and his stick was in his hand; but Jean saw a geographical
-advantage, and seized it instantly.
-
-"Div ye mind, sir, comin' tae this gairden five year syne this month,
-and stannin' on that verra spot aside the hydrangy?"
-
-The Doctor scented danger, but he could not retreat.
-
-"Weel, at ony rate, John an' me dinna forget that day, an' never wull,
-for we were makin' ready tae leave the home o' the Baxters for mony
-generations wi' a heavy heart, an' it wes you that stoppit us. Ye'ill
-maybe no mind what ye said tae me."
-
-"We 'ill not talk of that to-day, Mrs. Baxter... that's past and over."
-
-"Aye, it's past, but it's no over, Doctor Davidson; na, na, John an' me
-wesna made that wy Ye may lauch at a fulish auld wife, but ilka kirnin'
-(churning) day ye veesit us again. When a'm turnin' the kirn a see ye
-comin' up the road as ye did that day, an' a gar the handle keep time
-wi' yir step; when a tak oot the bonnie yellow butter ye're stannin' in
-the gairden, an' then a stamp ae pund wi' buttercups, an' a say, 'You're
-not away yet, Bumbrae, you're not away yet'--that wes yir word tae the
-gude man; and when the ither stamp comes doon on the second pund and
-leaves the bonnie daisies on't, 'Better late than never, Bumbrae; better
-late than never, Bumbrae.' Ye said that afore ye left, Doctor." Baxter
-was amazed at his wife, and the Doctor saw himself defeated.
-
-"Mony a time hes John an' me sat in the summer-hoose an' brocht back
-that day, an' mony a time hev we wantit tae dae somethin' for him that
-keepit the auld roof-tree abune oor heads. God forgie me, Doctor, but
-when a heard ye hed gien up yir glebe ma hert loupit, an' a said tae
-John, 'The 'ill no want for butter at the manse sae lang as there's a
-Baxter in Bumbrae.'
-
-"Dinna be angry, sir," but the flush that brought the Doctor's face unto
-a state of perfection was not anger. "A ken it's a leeberty we're takin*
-an' maybe a'm presumin' ower far, but gin ye kent hoo sair oor herts
-were wi' gratitude ye wudna deny us this kindness."
-
-"Ye 'ill lat the Doctor come awa noo, gude wife, tae see the young
-horse," and Doctor Davidson was grateful to Burnbrae for covering his
-retreat.
-
-This spirit spread till Hillocks lifted up his horn, outwitting the
-Doctor with his attentions, and reducing him to submission. When the
-beadle dropped in upon Hillocks one day, and, after a hasty review of
-harvest affairs, mentioned that Doctor Davidson was determined to walk
-in future to and from Kildrummie Station, the worthy man rose without a
-word, and led the visitor to the shed where his marvellous dog-cart was
-kept.
-
-"Div ye think that a' cud daur?" studying its general appearance with
-diffidence.
-
-"There's nae sayin' hoo it micht look wi' a wash," suggested John.
-
-"Sall, it's fell snod noo," after two hours' honest labour, in which
-John condescended to share, "an* the gude wife 'ill cover the cushions.
-Dinna lat on, but a'll be at the gate the morn afore the Doctor starts,"
-and Peter Bruce gave it to be understood that when Hillocks convoyed the
-Doctor to the compartment of the third rigidly and unanimously reserved
-for him, his manner, both of walk and conversation, was changed, and it
-is certain that a visit he made to Piggie Walker on the return journey
-was unnecessary save for the purpose of vain boasting. It was not,
-however, to be heard of by the Doctor that Hillocks should leave his
-work at intervals to drive him to Kildrummie, and so there was a war of
-tactics, in which the one endeavoured to escape past the bridge without
-detection, while the other swooped down upon him with the dog-cart. On
-the Wednesday when the Doctor went to Muirtown to buy his last gifts to
-Drumtochty, he was very cunning, and ran the blockade while Hillocks
-was in the corn room, but the dog-cart was waiting for him in the
-evening--Hillocks having been called to Kildrummie by unexpected
-business, at least so he said--and it was a great satisfaction
-afterwards to Peter Bruce that he placed fourteen parcels below the seat
-and fastened eight behind--besides three which the Doctor held in his
-hands, being fragile, and two, soft goods, on which Hillocks sat for
-security. For there were twenty-seven humble friends whom the Doctor
-wished to bless on Christmas Day.
-
-When he bade the minister good-bye at his gate, Hillocks prophesied a
-storm, and it was of such a kind that on Sunday morning the snow was
-knee-deep on the path from the manse to the kirk, and had drifted up
-four feet against the door through which the Doctor was accustomed to
-enter in procession.
-
-"This is unfortunate, very unfortunate," when John reported the state
-of affairs to the Doctor, "and we must just do the best we can in the
-circumstances, eh?"
-
-"What wud be yir wull, sir?" but John's tone did not encourage any
-concessions.
-
-"Well, it would never do for you to be going down bare-headed on such a
-day, and it's plain we can't get in at the front door. What do you say
-to taking in the books by the side door, and I'll just come down in my
-top-coat, when the people are gathered"; but the Doctor did not show a
-firm mind, and it was evident that he was thinking less of himself than
-of John.
-
-"All come for ye at the usual 'oor," was all that functionary deigned to
-reply, and at a quarter to twelve he brought the gown and bands to the
-study--he himself being in full black.
-
-"The drift 'ill no tribble ye, an' ye 'ill no need tae gang roond; na,
-na," and John could not quite conceal his satisfaction, "we 'ill no
-start on the side door aifter five and thirty years o' the front." So
-the two old men--John bare-headed, the Doctor in full canonicals and
-wearing his college cap--came down on a fair pathway between two banks
-of snow three feet high, which Saunders from Drumsheugh and a dozen
-plowmen had piled on either side. The kirk had a severe look that day,
-with hardly any women or children to relieve the blackness of the men,
-and the drifts reaching to the sills of the windows, while a fringe of
-snow draped their sides.
-
-The Doctor's subject was the love of God, and it was noticed that he
-did not read, but spoke as if he had been in his study. He also dwelt so
-affectingly on the gift of Christ, and made so tender an appeal unto his
-people, that Drumsheugh blew his nose with vigour, and Hillocks himself
-was shaken. After they had sung the paraphrase--
-
- "To Him that lov'd the souls of men,
- And washed us in His blood,"
-
-the Doctor charged those present to carry his greetings to the folk at
-home, and tell them they were all in his heart After which he looked
-at his people as they stood for at least a minute, and then lifting his
-hands, according to the ancient fashion of the Scottish Kirk, he blessed
-them. His gifts, with a special message to each person, he sent by
-faithful messengers, and afterwards he went out through the snow to make
-two visits. The first was to blind Marjorie, who was Free Kirk, but
-to whom he had shown much kindness all her life. His talk with her was
-usually of past days and country affairs, seasoned with wholesome humour
-to cheer her heart, but to-day he fell into another vein, to her great
-delight, and they spoke of the dispensations of Providence.
-
-"'Whom the Lord loveth, he chasteneth,' Marjorie, is a very instructive
-Scripture, and I was thinking of it last night You have had a long and
-hard trial, but you have doubtless been blessed, for if you have not
-seen outward things, you have seen the things... of the soul." The
-Doctor hesitated once or twice, as one who had not long travelled this
-road.
-
-"You and I are about the same age, Marjorie, and we must soon... depart
-My life was very... prosperous, but lately it has pleased the Almighty
-to... chasten me. I have now, therefore, some hope also that I may be
-one of His children."
-
-"He wes aye gude grain, the Doctor," Marjorie said to her friend after
-he had left, "but he's hed a touch o' the harvest sun, and he's been
-ripening."
-
-Meanwhile the Doctor had gone on to Tochty Lodge, and was standing in
-the stone hall, which was stripped and empty of the Camegies for ever.
-Since he was a laddie in a much-worn kilt and a glengarry bonnet without
-tails, he had gone in and out the Lodge, and himself had seen four
-generations--faintly remembering the General's grandfather. Every inch
-of the house was familiar to him, and associated with kindly incidents.
-He identified the spaces on the walls where the portraits of the
-cavaliers and their ladies had hung; he went up to the room where the
-lairds had died and his friend had hoped to fall on sleep; he visited
-the desolate gallery where Kate had held court and seemed to begin
-a better day for the old race; then he returned and stood before the
-fireplace in which he had sat long ago and looked up to see the stars
-in the sky. Round that hearth many a company of brave men and fair
-women had gathered, and now there remained of this ancient stock but two
-exiles--one eating out his heart in poverty and city life, and a girl
-who had for weal or woe, God only knew, passed out of the line of her
-traditions. A heap of snow had gathered on the stone, where the honest
-wood fire had once burned cheerily, and a gust of wind coming down the
-vast open chimney powdered his coat with drift It was to him a sign that
-the past was closed, and that he would never again stand beneath that
-roof.
-
-He opened the gate of the manse, and then, under a sudden impulse, went
-on through deep snow to the village and made a third visit--to Archie
-Moncur, whom he found sitting before the fire reading the _Temperance
-Trumpet_. Was there ever a man like Archie?--so gentle and fierce, so
-timid and fearless, so modest and persevering. He would stoop to lift a
-vagrant caterpillar from the cart track, and yet had not adjectives to
-describe the infamy of a publican; he would hardly give an opinion on
-the weather, but he fought the drinking customs of the Glen like a lion;
-he would only sit in the lowest seat in any place, but every winter he
-organised--at great trouble and cost of his slender means--temperance
-meetings which were the fond jest of the Glen. From year to year
-he toiled on, without encouragement, without success, hopeful,
-uncomplaining, resolute, unselfish, with the soul of a saint and the
-spirit of a hero in his poor, deformed, suffering little body. He
-humbled himself before the very bairns, and allowed an abject like
-Milton to browbeat him with Pharisaism, but every man in the Glen knew
-that Archie would have gone to the stake for the smallest jot or tittle
-of his faith.
-
-"Archie," said the Doctor, who would not sit down, and whose coming
-had thrown the good man into speechless confusion, "it's the day of
-our Lord's birth, and I wish to give you and all my friends of the Free
-Kirk--as you have no minister just now--hearty Christmas greeting. May
-peace be in your kirk and homes... and hearts.
-
-"My thoughts have been travelling back of late over those years since I
-was ordained minister of this parish and the things which have happened,
-and it seemed to me that no man has done his duty by his neighbour or
-before God with a more single heart than you, Archie."
-
-"God bless you." Then on the doorstep the Doctor shook hands again and
-paused for a minute. "You have fought a good fight, Archie--I wish we
-could all say the same... a good fight."
-
-For an hour Archie was so dazed that he was not able to say a word,
-and could do nothing but look into the fire, and then he turned to his
-sisters, with that curious little movement of the hand which seemed to
-assist his speech.
-
-"The language wes clean redeeklus, but it wes kindly meant... an' it
-maks up for mony things.... The Doctor wes aye a gentleman, an' noo...
-ye can see that he's... something mair."
-
-Drumsheugh dined with the Doctor that night, and after dinner John
-opened for them a bottle of Lord Kilspindie's wine.
-
-"It is the only drink we have in the house, for I have not been using
-anything of that kind lately, and I think we may have a glass together
-for the sake of Auld Lang Syne."
-
-They had three toasts, "The Queen," and "The Kirk of Scotland," and "The
-friends that are far awa," after which--for the last included both the
-living and the dead--they sat in silence. Then the Doctor began to speak
-of his ministry, lamenting that he had not done better for his people,
-and declaring that if he were spared he intended to preach more
-frequently about the Lord Jesus Christ.
-
-"You and I, Drumsheugh, will have to go a long journey soon, and give an
-account of our lives in Drumtochty. Perhaps we have done our best as men
-can, and I think we have tried; but there are many things we might have
-done otherwise, and some we ought not to have done at all.
-
-"It seems to me now, the less we say in that day of the past the
-better.... We shall wish for mercy rather than justice, and"--here the
-Doctor looked earnestly over his glasses at his elder--"we would be none
-the worse, Drums-heugh, of a friend to... say a good word for us both in
-the great court."
-
-"A've thocht that masel"--it was an agony for Drumsheugh to speak--"mair
-than aince. Weelum MacLure wes... ettlin' (feeling) aifter the same
-thing the nicht he slippit awa, an' gin ony man cud hae stude on his ain
-feet... yonder, it was... Weelum."
-
-The Doctor read the last chapter of the Revelation of St John at prayers
-that evening with much solemnity, and thereafter prayed concerning those
-who had lived together in the Glen that they might meet at last in the
-City.
-
-"Finally, most merciful Father, we thank Thee for Thy patience with
-us and the goodness Thou hast bestowed upon us, and for as much as Thy
-servants have sinned against Thee beyond our knowledge, we beseech Thee
-to judge us not according to our deserts, but according to the merits
-and intercession of Jesus Christ our Lord." He also pronounced the
-benediction--which was not his wont at family worship--and he shook
-hands with his two retainers; but he went with his guest to the outer
-door.
-
-"Good-bye, Drumsheugh... you have been... a faithful friend and elder."
-
-When John paid his usual visit to the study before he went to bed, the
-Doctor did not hear him enter the room. He was holding converse with
-Skye, who was seated on a chair, looking very wise and much interested.
-
-"Ye're a bonnie beastie, Skye"--like all Scots, the Doctor in his tender
-moments dropped into dialect--"for a'thing He made is verra gude. Ye've
-been true and kind to your master, Skye, and ye 'ill miss him if he
-leaves ye. Some day ye 'ill die also, and they 'ill bury ye, and I doubt
-that 'ill be the end o' ye, Skye.
-
-"Ye never heard o' God, Skye, or the Saviour, for ye're juist a puir
-doggie; but your master is minister of Drumtochty, and... a sinner
-saved... by grace."
-
-The Doctor was so much affected as he said the last words slowly
-to himself that John went out on tiptoe, and twice during the night
-listened--fancying he heard Skye whine. In the morning the Doctor was
-still sitting in his big chair, and Skye was fondly licking a hand that
-would never again caress him, while a miniature of Daisy--the little
-maid who had died in her teens, and whom her brother had loved to
-his old age--lay on the table, and the Bible was again open at the
-description of the New Jerusalem.
-
-
-
-
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