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cousin&rsquo;s wife he quite approves of her, and he is always ready cordially
to welcome her and her husband when they can spare a week or two for a visit to
Merle, on which occasions it is unnecessary to say that &ldquo;Solomon&rdquo;
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-almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or
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-Title: Philippa
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-Author: Mrs Molesworth
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-Illustrator: J. Finnemore
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-Produced by Nick Hodson of London, England
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-Philippa
-By Mrs Molesworth
-Illustrations by J. Finnemore
-Published by J.B. Lipincott Company, Philadelphia.
-This edition dated 1896.
-
-Philippa, by Mrs Molesworth.
-
-________________________________________________________________________
-
-________________________________________________________________________
-PHILIPPA, BY MRS MOLESWORTH.
-
-CHAPTER ONE.
-
-GOOD-BYES.
-
-Autumn--scarcely late autumn yet--and the day had been mild. But as the
-afternoon wore on towards evening, there came the chilliness and early
-gloom inevitable at the fall of the year--accompanied, to those who are
-sensitive to such things, by the indescribable touch of melancholy never
-present in the same way at other seasons.
-
-Philippa Raynsworth shivered slightly, though half-unconscious that she
-did so, and turned towards the shelter of the friendly porch just at her
-side. As she moved, a hand was laid on her shoulder.
-
-"Come in, you silly girl," said its owner. "Do you want to catch cold?"
-
-Philippa had been watching the gradual disappearance of a carriage down
-the long drive, till a turn in the road suddenly hid it altogether.
-Others had been watching it too, but she was standing somewhat aloof--
-she had no special interest in the departing guests; she had never seen
-them till to-day, and might very probably never see them again. But
-something nevertheless had impressed her--the kind of day, the approach
-of the gloaming, the evening scents from the garden, the little shy
-breeze that murmured and grew silent again--there was a plaintive
-harmony in it all, and even the prosaic, measured sound of the horses'
-feet, growing fainter and fainter, and the carriage receding from sight
-while the "good-byes" still seemed hovering about, all fitted in. She
-did not seek to define what it reminded her of, or what feelings it
-awakened in her. It was just a scene--a passing impression, or possibly
-a lasting one. There is never any accounting for the permanence of
-certain spots in our experience--why some entirely trivial incident or
-sensation should remain indented on our memory for ever; while others
-which we would fain recall, some which it seems extraordinary that we
-should ever be able to forget, fade as if they had never been--who can
-say?
-
-"I was just coming in," Philippa replied, with a slight sense of feeling
-ashamed of herself. She hated any approach to what she called
-"affectation," and she glanced quickly to where the little group had
-stood but a moment before. It had dispersed. There was no one to be
-seen but her cousin Maida and herself, and with a sense of relief
-Philippa stopped again.
-
-"Wait a moment, Maida," she said. "There is really no danger of
-catching cold, and it is nice out here. It will feel hot and _indoors_
-in the drawing-room, with the tea still about and the talking. Let us
-stay here just for a moment and watch the evening creeping in. _You_
-understand the feeling I mean, I'm sure?"
-
-Miss Lermont did not at once reply. She was older than Philippa--a
-great deal older she would have said herself, and in some ways it would
-have been true, though not in all. She had suffered much in her life,
-which, after all, had not been a very long one, for she was barely
-thirty; she had suffered more, probably, than any one realised, and--
-even a harder trial--she knew that she would have to suffer a great deal
-more still, if she lived. All this, the remembrance of suffering past,
-and to some extent still present, and the anticipation, in itself an
-additional present suffering, of what was yet to come, had made her old
-before her time. Yet it had kept her young, too, by its intensification
-of her power of sympathy. It is not all sufferers who acquire this
-peculiar sympathy, nor is it the only good gift to be gained by passing
-through the fire. But Maida Lermont's sympathy was remarkable. It was
-not solely or even principally for physical suffering, though to all but
-the few who knew her well, physical suffering only had been _her_ fire.
-
-"She has a happy nature," most people would say of her, "though, of
-course, she has had a great deal to bear. I really don't think any one
-so constitutionally cheerful is as much to be pitied as nervous patients
-or _very_ sensitive people. There are, no doubt, some who feel pain
-much more than others. And then the Lermonts are rich. She has
-everything she wants."
-
-How little they knew! Maida was _not_ "constitutionally cheerful"--the
-worst side, by far the worst, of her suffering had been to her, her
-vivid consciousness of the wreck it might make of her altogether--mind,
-heart, and soul.
-
-But she had conquered, and more than conquered. She had emerged from
-her trial not only chastened, but marvellously lifted and widened.
-Intellect and spirit had risen to a higher place, and the rare and
-delightful power of her sympathy knew no limits. It unlocked doors to
-her as if she were the possessor of a magic key. Philippa was right
-when she turned to her cousin with the words "you understand."
-
-"Yes," she said, after her momentary delay--a delay spent in gazing
-before her with her young cousin's words in her ears. "Yes--it is
-fascinating to get inside nature, as it were, sometimes--to feel it all.
-I love to watch the evening coming, as you say, and I love to watch the
-dawn creeping up--even more, I think. That has fallen to my lot oftener
-than to yours, I hope, Philippa." She smiled as she spoke, so her
-cousin was not afraid to laugh softly.
-
-"I am generally fast asleep at that time, I must confess. But even if I
-were awake, I should not care for it as much as for evening. And to-day
-it all seemed of a piece. You know it is my last evening here--and I
-heard you all saying good-bye to those people who have just gone, and
-Lady Mary's voice sounded so silvery when she called back `good-night'
-for the last time. Don't you think, Maida, that there is _always_
-something pathetic, if we stopped to think about it, in farewells, even
-if we expect to meet again quite soon? One never can be _sure_ that a
-good-bye may not be a real good-bye."
-
-"Yes, I have often felt that. And the real good-byes, as you call them,
-are so seldom known to be such. Last times are not often thought to be
-last times--strangely seldom, indeed."
-
-"And yet there must be a last time to _everything_," said Philippa,
-"even to the most commonplace little details of life."
-
-They were silent for a moment or two.
-
-Then said Miss Lermont:
-
-"I hope you will come back to us soon again, dear; I should like you to
-see more of the neighbourhood and the neighbours."
-
-"I like what I _have_ seen of both," said Philippa. "Lady Mary is a
-dear little thing."
-
-"All the Bertrands are pleasant, kindly people," Maida replied. "They
-are happy people, and allow that they are so. It is refreshing nowadays
-when so many are either peculiarly unhappy, or determined to think
-themselves so. By-the-by, what a very silent man that friend of Captain
-Bertrand's is. Mr Gresham, I mean."
-
-"I scarcely spoke to him," said Philippa, adding, with a laugh, "but he
-certainly scarcely spoke to me, so I have no reason for disagreeing with
-you."
-
-"Very silent people are almost worse than very talkative ones," said
-Maida. "I suppose you are a very lively party at home, now, with Evelyn
-and the children."
-
-"Fairly so. Evey fusses a little, but she is always sweet, and we love
-having them. We shall miss them terribly when Duke comes home and they
-go to him, though I suppose it would be selfish not to be glad when he
-does. _I_ shall miss them almost the most of all."
-
-"They keep you pretty busy, I daresay."
-
-"Ye-es, but not too busy. I am so thankful not to be one of those poor
-girls who can't find anything to do. There is no doubt about what _I_
-have to do. But things are much clearer than they were, now that papa
-is better. And when Charlie is at home for good, they will be easier
-still."
-
-"We shall have you crying for work to do then," said Maida, smiling.
-
-But Philippa shook her head.
-
-"I don't think so," she said.
-
-Miss Lermont turned to go in.
-
-"Come, Philippa; we really shall catch, cold if we stay out here
-longer," and Philippa followed her into the house.
-
-"How few people understand each other!" thought the elder woman, as she
-went across the hall and down the wide passage to the drawing-room.
-"Nobody, to see her as she commonly is, would think that Philippa had
-those undertones in her character--that tenderness and sensitiveness
-that come out now and then. She seems just a very charming girl--bright
-and energetic, and full of humour."
-
-And two minutes later, when Maida was resting on her sofa again, and
-heard Philippa's voice in spite of her reluctance to return to the
-"talking," one of the liveliest in the family party, and noticed her
-quick tactful readiness to suit herself to whatever was going on, the
-contrast with the dreamy girl who had stood gazing at the darkening sky
-outside, responsive to every whisper of Nature's evening prayer, struck
-her even more.
-
-"She is very interesting," thought Miss Lermont. "I care for her
-increasingly every day."
-
-It was Philippa's first visit to Dorriford. The relationship was not a
-very near one--only that of second cousins on the parents' side. And
-the Lermonts were very rich, and almost unavoidably self-engrossed,
-though not selfish. For they were a large family party, though Maida,
-the second daughter, was now the only unmarried one left at home. But a
-constant succession of incursions from married sons and daughters,
-unexpected swoopings down or turnings up of younger brothers from India,
-or grandchildren "for the holidays," kept the house in a state of
-never-ending, active hospitality. It was accident--a chance meeting,
-that is to say, which had brought about renewed intercourse between the
-Lermonts and Philippa's family, resulting in a week's visit on the young
-girl's part.
-
-It was to a great extent a new experience to her. Her family "lines"
-were cast in very different places to luxurious Dorriford; her life,
-though happily far from an intellectually narrow one, had been passed
-amidst the restrictions of small means and many cares; her work, almost
-indeed before she had left childhood behind her, had been "cut out" for
-her distinctly enough.
-
-The next morning brought her own farewells to Dorriford and its inmates.
-
-"I have enjoyed myself so much," she said, with her usual heartiness, to
-Mrs Lermont, when it came to saying good-bye. "It really has been a
-treat to me, and it will be a treat to them all at home to hear about
-it."
-
-"Well, then, dear, I hope you will soon come to see us again," said her
-hostess, kindly. "_We_ have enjoyed having you, I assure you."
-
-"Thank you for saying so," Philippa replied. "But as for coming again
-_soon_," and she shook her head. "Some time or other I shall hope to do
-so, but not soon, I fear."
-
-"They cannot well spare you, I daresay. But after all, they could
-surely always do without you for a week. So you must pay us more
-frequent visits, if they cannot be long ones."
-
-"If it were nearer," said Philippa, "there is nothing I should enjoy
-more. But you see, dear Mrs Lermont," she went on naively, "it isn't
-only the `sparing' me. I am not so tremendously important as all that.
-It is also that we can't afford much travelling about." Mrs Lermont
-looked uncomfortable.
-
-"How I wish I had spoken of it before!" she thought. "She will perhaps
-be hurt at it now that she has said that herself. I wish I had taken
-Maida's advice."
-
-She glanced round; there was no one within hearing. She half-nervously
-slipped her hand into her pocket.
-
-"Philippa, my dear," she began, "you must _promise_ me not to mind what
-I am going to say. I--I know--of course it is only natural I should--
-relations as you are--that you have to consider such things, and I--I
-had prepared this." She held out a small envelope addressed to "Miss
-Raynsworth."
-
-"You will accept it, dear to please me? And I want you to remember that
-whenever you can come to us, the cost of the journey must not enter into
-your consideration. That must be _my_ affair. If there were no other
-reason, the pleasure that having you here gives Maida, makes me beg you
-to let this be understood."
-
-The old lady spoke nervously, and a pink flush rose to her face. But
-the moment the tone of Philippa's voice in reply reached her, she felt
-relieved.
-
-"How _very_ good of you, dear Mrs Lermont!" she exclaimed, heartily.
-"I never thought of such a thing; if I had--" She stopped and coloured a
-little, but without a touch of hurt feeling. "I was going to say," she
-went on, laughingly, "that if I _had_ dreamt of such kindness, I would
-not have alluded to the expense. But you had thought of it before I
-said anything about it, hadn't you? And of course you know we are not
-at all rich. `Mind,'" as Mrs Lermont murmured something; "no, of
-course, I don't mind, except that I think you are very, very kind, and I
-am sure they will all think so at home too."
-
-She kissed her cousin again, and the old lady patted her affectionately
-on the shoulder as she did so.
-
-"Then it is a bargain," she said. "Whenever they can spare you--
-remember."
-
-Philippa nodded in reply, though she had not time to speak, for just
-then came one of her cousins' voices from the hall, bidding her hurry up
-if she did not mean to miss the train.
-
-"She is a thoroughly nice, sensible girl," said Mrs Lermont to her
-daughter, when Maida entered the drawing-room that morning an hour or
-two later.
-
-"Yes," Maida replied. "She is all that and more. I like her extremely.
-But I do not know that life will be to her quite what one would feel
-inclined to predict, judging her as she seems now."
-
-"How do you mean?" said her mother. "I should say she will get on very
-well, and meet troubles pretty philosophically when they come. She is
-not spoilt, and there is nothing fantastic or in the least morbid about
-her."
-
-"N-no," Miss Lermont agreed. "But she is more inexperienced than she
-thinks, and though not spoilt in the ordinary sense of the word, she has
-not really had much to try her. And her nature is deeper than you would
-think--deeper than she knows herself."
-
-"Possibly so," Mrs Lermont replied. "But though you are certainly not
-morbid, Maida, I think you _are_ a trifle fantastic--about other people,
-never about yourself. You study them so, and I think you put your own
-ideas into your pictures of them. Now _I_ should say that Philippa
-Raynsworth is just the sort of girl to go through life in a
-comfortable--and by that I don't mean selfish--satisfactory sort of way,
-without anything much out of the commonplace. She has plenty of energy,
-and, above all, any amount of common-sense." Maida laughed. This sort
-of discussion was not very uncommon between the mother and daughter;
-they were much together, owing to Mrs Lermont's increasing lameness and
-Maida's chronic delicacy, and often alone. And they understood each
-other well, though in many ways they were very different.
-
-"Perhaps you are right, mother," the daughter said, "Perhaps I do work
-up people in my imagination till they grow quite unlike what they really
-are. People, some especially, interest me so," she went on,
-thoughtfully. "I feel very grateful to my fellow-creatures; thinking
-them over helps to make my life much pleasanter than it might otherwise
-be."
-
-Mrs Lermont glanced at her half anxiously. It was so seldom that Maida
-alluded to the restrictions and deprivations of her lot.
-
-"I am sure, dear, you always think of them in the kindest possible way;
-you may be critical, but you are certainly not cynical," and she glanced
-at her daughter affectionately. Mrs Lermont was an affectionate mother
-to all her children, but her daughter Maida had the power of drawing out
-a strain of tenderness of which one would scarcely have suspected the
-existence in her. Miss Lermont smiled back.
-
-"I am glad you think so, mother," she said; "all the same, I often feel
-I should be on my guard lest the interest of dissecting others'
-characters should lead me too far. As for Philippa, I shall be only too
-glad, poor child, if her life is a happy and uncomplicated one." And
-the subject for the time was dropped, though Maida's memory, above all
-where her affections were concerned, was curiously retentive. From that
-time her young cousin had her own place in what Maida sometimes to
-herself called her invisible picture-gallery; there were many touches
-still wanting to the completion of the portrait, some which no one could
-have predicted.
-
-Philippa herself, tranquilly seated in the corner of her second-class
-railway compartment, would have been not a little astonished could she
-have overheard what her cousins were saying about her--_herself_ was
-not, as a rule, the subject of her cogitations.
-
-It was a long journey to Marlby, the nearest station to Philippa's home;
-long, comparatively speaking, that is to say, for the length of
-journeys, like the measure of many other things, is but a relative
-matter, and the young girl had travelled so little in her short life
-that the eight hours across country seemed to her no trifling matter.
-She enjoyed it thoroughly; even the waitings at junctions and changing
-of trains, at which many would have murmured, added to the pleasurable
-excitement of the whole. There was something exhilarating in the mere
-fact of passing through places whose names were unfamiliar to her.
-
-"What a pretty name!" she said to herself, at one station where some
-minutes had to be spent for no apparent reason, as nobody got out or got
-in, and neither express nor luggage train passing by solved the
-enigma--"`Merle-in-the-Wold!' and what a pretty country it seems about
-here! I don't remember noticing it on my way coming. I wonder how long
-it will be before I pass by here again. They won't be so afraid about
-me at home after this, when they see how well I have managed--catching
-trains and everything quite rightly, and not losing my luggage, or
-anything stupid like that--though, I suppose, I'd better not shout till
-I'm out of the wood. I should feel rather small if my things don't turn
-up at Marlby."
-
-But these misgivings did not trouble her long; she was absorbed by the
-picturesque beauty of the country around, which was shown to its
-greatest advantage by the lovely autumn weather.
-
-"There is really some advantage in living in an uninteresting part of
-the world as we do," Philippa went on thinking; "it makes one doubly
-enjoy scenery like this. I wonder I never heard of it before. I wonder
-what those turrets can be over there among the trees; they must belong
-to some beautiful old house. Dear me, what delightful lives some
-fortunate people must have, though, I suppose, there are often
-drawbacks--for instance, in Maida Lermont's case! I wouldn't change
-with her for anything, except that she's so very, very good. It is so
-nice to be strong, and able to enjoy any lucky chance which comes in
-one's way, like this visit to Dorriford. I shall have to be content now
-with quiet home life for a good while."
-
-But home, quiet and monotonous as it might be, was essentially home to
-Philippa. Her spirits rose still higher as she knew herself to be
-nearing it, and she had never looked brighter than when she sprang out
-of the lumbering old fly which had brought her and her belongings from
-Marlby station, and eagerly questioned the servant at the door as to
-which members of the family were in.
-
-"Mamma is, you say, but not my father--and Mrs Headfort and the
-children? Everybody is quite well, I suppose?"
-
-"All quite well, Miss Philippa," replied Dorcas, the elderly handmaid
-who had once been Philippa's nurse. "Your mamma and Miss Evelyn--Mrs
-Headfort, I should say--are in the drawing-room. I don't think they
-expected you quite so soon. My master has gone to meet the young
-gentlemen on their way back from school. I don't suppose they'll be in
-for some time."
-
-"All the better," said Philippa, "so far as the boys are concerned, that
-is to say. I do want to have a good talk with mamma and Evey first."
-
-"Yes, of course, Miss Philippa, you must have plenty to tell, and
-something to hear too, maybe;" this rather mysteriously.
-
-"What can you mean?" said Philippa, stopping short on her way; but
-Dorcas only shook her head and smiled.
-
-"Philippa already! How nice!" were the words that greeted her as she
-opened the drawing-room door. "Darling, how well you're looking!"--
-and--"Evey, dear, ring for tea at once, the poor child must be
-famishing," from her mother.
-
-Certainly there could be no two opinions as to the warmth of the young
-girl's welcome home.
-
-"It is nice to be back again," said Philippa, throwing herself on to a
-low chair beside her mother, "and with such lots to tell you. They have
-all been so kind, and I have so enjoyed it; but, by-the-by, before I
-begin, what does Dorcas mean by her mysterious hints about some news I
-had to hear?"
-
-"Dorcas is an old goose," said Mrs Headfort, "and," [Page 21 missing]
-tively. "And as if I didn't realise only too fully how terrible it is,
-Duke writes pages and pages of warnings and instructions and directions,
-and heaven knows what! down to the minutest detail. If he had known
-more about the fashions, he would have told me exactly how my dresses
-were to be made, and my hair done--"
-
-"He might have saved himself the trouble as to the last item," said
-Philippa, consolingly. "You never have been and never will be able to
-do your hair decently, Evelyn."
-
-Mrs Headfort's pretty face grew still more dejected in expression.
-
-"I really don't think you need be such a Job's comforter, Philippa," she
-said, reproachfully, "just when mamma and I have been longing so for you
-to come home. Duke _didn't_ write about my hair, so you needn't talk
-about it. What he did write was bad enough, and the worst of all is--"
-
-"What?" said Philippa.
-
-CHAPTER TWO.
-
-"WHAT?" SAID PHILIPPA.
-
-"He says," replied Mrs Headfort, glancing round her--"dear me, where is
-his letter? I would like to read it to you. I must have left it
-up-stairs."
-
-"Never mind," said her sister, with a touch of impatience. Evelyn's
-belongings were rather apt to be left up-stairs or down-stairs, or
-anywhere, where their owner happened not to be at the moment. "Never
-mind about it, you can read it to me afterwards; just tell me the gist
-of it just now."
-
-"If you mean by that the most perplexing part of it, I was just going to
-tell it you when you interrupted. Duke says I _must_ take a maid. He
-says his cousins would never get over it--be too scandalised for words,
-if I arrived without one. Such a state of things could never occur to
-them, even though they knew how poor we are!"
-
-"Naturally enough," said Philippa, "even if Duke hadn't spoken of it, I
-am sure we should have thought of it ourselves. And I don't see any
-such tremendous difficulty about it."
-
-"I might have managed it in another way," said Mrs Headfort, "if they
-had invited Bonny, for then I could have taken nurse, and--well, without
-saying what wasn't true--let it be supposed that I didn't want to bring
-two servants. And nurse would really have done all I need fairly well."
-
-"But they haven't asked Bonny? And I suppose you can't volunteer to
-take him?"
-
-"Oh, dear, no," Evelyn replied, gazing vaguely around her again, as if
-by some magic her husband's letter could have found its way down to the
-table beside her. "That's just what Duke says. Bonny, you see,
-Philippa, is the crux. Bonny must not be obtruded. Duke lays great
-stress upon that, and, of course, my own sense would have told me so if
-he hadn't. Oh, no, of course I can't take nurse and Bonny, even if you
-and mamma could have accepted the responsibility of Vanda without
-nurse."
-
-"Of course that would have been all right with Dorcas," said Mrs
-Raynsworth. "I have suggested Evelyn's taking Dorcas, Philippa, but--"
-
-"It would _never_ do," said Evelyn, hastily. "I'm sure you'll say so,
-too, Philippa. That's one reason I'm so glad you've come back. Do tell
-mamma it would never do."
-
-"Honestly, I don't think it would," said Philippa. "To begin with,
-one's never sure of her rheumatism not getting bad--and then, though
-she's the dearest old thing in the world, the wildest flight of
-imagination couldn't transform her into a maid."
-
-"I was sure you would say so," said Mrs Headfort. "You see, mamma
-dear, everything is so different from all those years ago when she was
-your maid."
-
-"Dorcas herself is different, certainly," Mrs Raynsworth agreed, "and
-no wonder when you think of all she has done for us, and made herself
-into for our sakes," and she sighed a little. "But otherwise, maids
-when I was young, I assure you, had to be quite as competent as
-nowadays."
-
-"Of course," said Philippa, detecting the tiniest touch of annoyance in
-her mother's tone, "Evelyn didn't mean it quite that way. But still
-Dorcas certainly wouldn't do. It would be very disagreeable for her at
-her age to be thrown into a household of that kind, and perhaps made fun
-of by smart servants."
-
-"And besides that," said Mrs Headfort, "I don't see how you could do
-without her here; and she is so clever about the children, it is a
-satisfaction to know you have her to consult if anything was wrong with
-either of them while I'm away. I mean," she went on, with a
-half-unconscious apology for her maternal egotism, "for your sake, too,
-mamma, it lessens the responsibility."
-
-Mrs Raynsworth did not at once reply; she was thinking over things.
-
-"There is Fanny," she said; "she is a quick girl; she might be better
-than no one."
-
-"I scarcely think so," said Philippa, "and she is inclined to be a
-chatterbox. She would entertain the servants'-hall at Wyverston with
-all the details of our life here, and, of course, it would be terribly
-undignified to tell her to hold her tongue, as if we had anything to be
-ashamed of. It would seem to her that we wanted her to be untruthful--
-oh, no, it would never do!"
-
-"There's nothing to do that I can see," said Evelyn, "except for me to
-go alone. There is just a chance of Dorcas hearing of some one--a girl
-in the village--who was coming home between two places, or something of
-that kind. Failing that, I see nothing for it."
-
-"I think a perfect stranger would be worse than anything," said
-Philippa, "she would be so utterly unused to your ways, and yet--I
-thoroughly agree with what Duke says about it!"
-
-"Oh, dear," said Mrs Headfort, throwing herself back in her chair.
-"What a bother it all is! I almost wish the Wyverston people had
-continued to forget us. And yet I should be so proud and pleased if any
-good came of it for Duke, as it were, you know, through me, I mean, if I
-could make a good impression on them;" and her face flushed a little.
-
-"How could she fail to do so?" thought her younger sister to herself,
-glancing at Evelyn with fond admiration.
-
-Mrs Headfort looked very pretty, the slight additional colour
-brightening up her fair complexion advantageously. She _was_ very
-pretty, and her beauty was of the kind that bears criticising--looking
-into minutely--for her features were all delicate and regular, her
-expression sweet though far from insipid, making a charming whole,
-though, as a rule, perhaps somewhat wanting in colour.
-
-"Don't let us talk about this tiresome maid question any more just now,"
-the elder sister continued. "I've lots to tell you and ask you about my
-clothes, Philippa. You must have seen all sorts of beautiful dresses at
-Dorriford, though I'm afraid there's too little time for me to profit by
-any hints. And, by-the-by, I've not let you tell anything about
-Dorriford yet, rushing at you with my affairs."
-
-"It is so very interesting about your going to Wyverston," said
-Philippa. "It has almost made me forget what I had to tell you.
-Nothing really exciting, perhaps! But it was all so new to me, and they
-were so kind. I did enjoy it thoroughly."
-
-Some details of her visit followed--about the people she had met, and
-descriptions of the place itself--the latter made more distinct by
-questions from her mother, who had stayed there once in her young days
-long ago.
-
-"And they say--Mrs Lermont and Maida especially--that I must go back
-there before long. And oh! mamma," she went on, "about the money!
-Wasn't it kind of Mrs Lermont?" and she related what had passed between
-herself and her hostess just before she left Dorriford.
-
-"It was very kind, very kind and thoughtful," said Mrs Raynsworth,
-cordially.
-
-"I've got ever so much money over," Philippa continued. "The whole of
-Mrs Lermont's present, of course, and some of what you gave me, mamma."
-
-"You may give me back the remains of mine," said her mother, "but you
-must certainly keep what your cousin gave you for yourself, however you
-do another time. You father must certainly pay it this once."
-
-As she said the words, the door opened and Mr Raynsworth came in. He
-was tall and thin, fair like his elder daughter, and with the slight
-bend in his shoulders inevitable in one of his scholarly habits. He
-smiled brightly as he caught sight of Philippa, who started up to meet
-him.
-
-"Well, my dear little secretary," he said, affectionately. "Safe back
-again. You're not sorry to be home, I hope."
-
-"No, indeed," said the girl, "though I've been very happy. It was quite
-time for me to come home, as Evelyn is going to start off so soon. You
-would have been left with nobody at all!"
-
-"I haven't been much good to him," said Mrs Headfort, deprecatingly.
-
-"Oh, yes, my dear," said her father, with amiable condescension, "you've
-been very good, very good indeed. You did your best, and who can do
-more?"
-
-Mrs Headfort smiled. She knew she was much less clever than her
-sister, but the knowledge never roused in her the faintest sensation of
-jealousy.
-
-"And _a propos_ of my secretaries," continued Mr Raynsworth, "it's
-going to be an _embarras de richesses_. There's a letter from Charlie
-by the second post"--he held out an envelope as he spoke--"to say that
-he may be coming next week instead of a fortnight later." Philippa's
-face fell a little. Fond as she was of her elder brother, it went
-somewhat against the grain with her to think of so soon giving up the
-post of amanuensis to her father, which she had filled for the last two
-years.
-
-"So," Mr Raynsworth went on, "so far as _I_ was concerned, my dear, you
-might have paid a longer visit at Dorriford."
-
-"Or you might come with me to Wyverston! How I wish you were coming!"
-said Mrs Headfort, quick to perceive the slight disappointment in her
-sister's face called forth by her father's speech, though it had been
-made in all innocence.
-
-"I wish I could go with you," said Philippa. "I shall have nothing to
-do when you're away."
-
-"Oh, yes, dear, you will," said her mother; "Charlie will be wanting you
-all day long, to begin with."
-
-"And I want you dreadfully _now_," said Evelyn. "I am longing to show
-you my clothes and what I'm arranging about them--several things I
-couldn't fix about till you came back."
-
-"I'm quite ready," said Philippa. "I'm not the least tired," and she
-rose to accompany her sister up-stairs, but again the door opened, and
-this time two pairs of arms were thrown round her with exclamations of
-delight.
-
-"Oh, Hugh--Leonard! one at a time, please," she exclaimed, laughingly.
-
-"We're so glad you're back," said the boys together, "and we've such
-heaps of things to tell you--and to show you," added Leonard. "Are you
-too tired to come out to-night? I've got the other guinea-pig I was
-hoping for--one of the feathery kind, you know; he is such a beauty. Do
-come--"
-
-He got hold of his sister's sleeve and began tugging at her, while Hugh
-on her other side was evidently bursting with some equally important
-communication he was longing to make to her.
-
-Evelyn interposed, partly through selfish motives, partly, it is to be
-hoped, through pity for her sister.
-
-"You mustn't drag Philippa out to-night, boys," she said. "It would be
-inhuman! Don't you see she has had her hat on all day; you forget she's
-been travelling since the morning. I've been selfish enough myself in
-keeping you here all this time talking--come up-stairs with me,
-Philippa," and she passed her hand through her sister's arm.
-
-"I am really not tired," said Philippa. "Perhaps I can come out later
-to see the guinea-pig, Leonard;" but she did not resist Mrs Headfort's
-persuasive touch. The latter glanced at her once or twice as they
-slowly made their way up-stairs. Philippa's face had an absent, grave
-expression, which made her sister feel somewhat self-reproachful.
-
-"You _are_ tired, Philippa, whatever you say, and it is greatly my
-fault. It is horrid to be rushed at the moment one arrives, with a lot
-of home worries."
-
-"They are not worries in the first place," said Philippa, rousing
-herself; "I am feeling nothing but the greatest interest in your plans.
-I am only thinking it all over."
-
-"I hope you include my clothes in the `it,' then! There are some
-patterns I must decide about before the post goes out. Will you come to
-my room as soon as you've taken off your things?"
-
-"I must just peep in at the children for a moment," said Philippa, "but
-I'll come down again directly."
-
-The nursery was next door to her own room, a floor higher. For on Mrs
-Headfort's return from India with her two babies more than a year ago,
-Philippa had given up to her sister the room which had been her own
-since Evelyn's marriage.
-
-Joyful sounds from above reached Mrs Headfort's ears as she turned in
-to her own quarters--"Auntie Phil!"--"Aty, turn back!"
-
-"How those children do adore her!" thought their mother. "I'm afraid
-they won't let her go, and I really must settle about these tiresome
-clothes!"
-
-But barely five minutes had passed before Philippa appeared again,
-divested of her travelling things, bright and interested.
-
-"How did you manage to escape from the nursery?" said Mrs Headfort,
-admiringly.
-
-Philippa laughed.
-
-"I told them I _must_ come down to you; children have a great respect
-for `must' Oh, how pretty!" she went on, as she caught sight of an
-evening-dress lying on the bed; "you don't mean to say that's your old
-heliotrope! How capitally you've managed it!"
-
-"I am so glad you like it," said Evelyn, in a tone of great
-gratification. "I took it to Warder's as soon as I heard about this
-terrible visit. It is really the only thing that's quite ready. I must
-get one completely new evening-dress. Mamma and I thought white or
-cream would be best."
-
-"Yes," Philippa agreed, "anything in colour gets so quickly, known, and
-white always suits you."
-
-"And, of course," said Mrs Headfort, "I want something I can wear for a
-long time, and one can always alter a white dress. There are so many
-things to consider, you see, Philippa. Duke wouldn't want them to think
-me extravagant, and yet, on the other side, I must on no account be
-dowdy." She gave a deep sigh. "Men have no idea how difficult things
-are for women!"
-
-"It is difficult," Philippa agreed, "but your having no maid still seems
-to me the worst of it. Its hateful to depend on a housemaid's good
-offices, and even morning-dresses are so difficult to manage by one's
-self nowadays."
-
-"Yes indeed," said Evelyn; "I shall never know if I look nice or not; it
-isn't as if they were people I knew well--or knew at all. Oh, dear me,
-how I wish they had waited to ask me till Duke came home! But now you
-must help me to decide on one of these patterns, or I shall miss the
-post."
-
-The next half-hour passed quickly in discussions of the details of her
-sister's trousseau, as Philippa laughingly called it; and if the younger
-girl in her secret heart found the minutiae rather wearisome, she kept
-her feelings to herself, and was more than rewarded by Evelyn's
-increased good spirits and cheerfulness.
-
-"You don't know what a comfort it is to have Philippa back again," she
-said to her mother that evening at dinner; "I am beginning to feel ever
-so much happier about Wyverston. I shall be able to write quite
-comfortably to poor old Duke by next mail."
-
-Mrs Raynsworth glanced affectionately at her younger daughter.
-Personally these two resembled each other very closely, nor did the
-resemblance stop with their outward appearance. There was decision and
-firmness in both faces, both even more strongly marked in Philippa's
-case than in her mother's, for young as the girl still was, she gave one
-an impression of extreme reliability, and of late years somewhat failing
-health and the mellowing influence of time had softened the character of
-Mrs Raynsworth's whole personality. Her married life, though far from
-an unhappy one, had been by no means free from the undue share of
-practical cares which almost inevitably falls to the wife of a scholar.
-And that Mr Raynsworth was a scholar, in the fullest sense of the word,
-there could be no two opinions. It was from him Philippa inherited the
-intellectual side of her character, balanced by her mother's practical
-good sense, and other more ordinary though not the less desirable
-feminine qualities.
-
-In his secret heart there were times when Mr Raynsworth sighed over the
-girl's eager interest in social amusements and the daily life of those
-about her.
-
-"She almost has it in her to be a really learned woman," he would say to
-himself, and in other surroundings it is possible that his ideal for her
-might have been realised. But as things were, Philippa would have
-choked in a study had the bulk of her time been spent poring over books.
-Her lessons with her father over, or, in later years, the work she did
-for him, and that with real appreciation, completed for the time being,
-she would fly off to arrange flowers in the drawing-room, or even to
-discuss the fashion of a new dress, with as keen enjoyment as if she had
-never touched a Greek or Latin book in her life.
-
-Personally she was like her mother. Dark-haired, brown-eyed, and of a
-make and bearing suggestive of unusual vigour; while by one of those
-curious inconsistencies which abound in family likenesses, Evelyn
-Headfort resembled her father in appearance and temperament, and though
-by careful education her brain-powers had been made the most of, they
-were not above the average.
-
-One gift she possessed--the source of infinite pleasure to those about
-her--that of a very beautiful voice, and if Philippa's generous nature
-had been capable of even a passing touch of jealousy of her sister, it
-would have shown in this direction.
-
-"It is strange," she would say, sometimes, "that one can adore music as
-I feel I do, and yet have no power of expressing it one's self."
-
-And even as a little child her sweetest dreams and fancies were shaped
-and coloured by the longing to find herself in possession of the
-marvellous gift of music, a gift which she sometimes felt inclined to
-reproach her sister for not sufficiently prizing. For musical as she
-undoubtedly was, Evelyn was neither poetical nor imaginative, however
-difficult it might be to credit this when one gazed at her delicate,
-almost ethereal features and lovely, dreamy blue eyes.
-
-"One can't have everything," she would reply, prosaically enough, to her
-sister. "You're a hundred, thousand times cleverer than I, and quite as
-capable or more so, and, to _my_ mind, quite as nice-looking. You
-really needn't grudge me my voice. I only care about it because all of
-you do."
-
-But for the dissimilarity between them--possibly, indeed, to some extent
-in consequence of it--never were two sisters more heartily attached to
-each other. Never was a home less disturbed by the friction of opposing
-tastes or unrestrained moods than theirs. There was, no doubt, dormant
-intensity of feeling, depths of devotion and capacity for suffering in
-the younger girl's nature not yet gauged--potentialities which, it is to
-be questioned, if any of those about her could have understood even had
-she been sufficiently conscious of them herself to attempt to express
-them, or egotistical enough to wish to do so. But though possibly there
-was less power of sympathy with her deepest self than she had any idea
-of, there had been nothing in her life or surroundings to stunt or
-thwart her individuality. Nay, rather very much the reverse--calm and
-stillness are excellent guardians of character in certain stages of its
-development.
-
-CHAPTER THREE.
-
-"SO UNLIKE HER."
-
-The next few days were fully occupied with Evelyn's preparations for her
-visit. And here, perhaps, it may be well to explain why so apparently
-unimportant a matter as young Mrs Headfort's spending a few days with
-her husband's relations should have been looked upon by herself and her
-own family as an event of such moment.
-
-It was now nearly four years since Evelyn Raynsworth's marriage to
-Captain Headfort, and during that time two deaths had taken place in the
-immediate family of his cousin--the head of the house and master of
-Wyverston--which had greatly altered the young man's position as a
-Headfort, with regard to the future. For the deaths had been those of
-Mr Headfort's two sons, and though the large estates were not entailed,
-the family feeling of respect for the male line was proverbially strong.
-Marmaduke was an only son, and had been early left an orphan; the care
-of him in childhood and youth devolving upon relatives on his mother's
-side, elderly people now dead. They had done their duty by the boy in a
-conscientious, unemotional fashion, and had left him a small addition to
-his own little patrimony: all, indeed, that they had it in their power
-to dispose of. So, though Captain Headfort's childhood had been a
-somewhat loveless one, he remembered his uncle and aunt with gratitude--
-never so warm, perhaps, as when, at eight-and-twenty, he fell in love
-with Mr Raynsworth's charming daughter--as but for this opportune
-legacy he would scarcely have thought it possible to marry. It had
-never occurred to him in his wildest dreams, that a day might come when
-he should be looked upon as the probable heir to the large estates
-belonging to the head of his family, of which he considered himself a
-very unimportant member; he was not even disappointed or hurt when no
-special notice was taken of his marriage, beyond a somewhat formal
-letter of good wishes and a wedding present of the orthodox type. There
-had scarcely, indeed, been time for an invitation to visit Wyverston, as
-the marriage took place immediately before he and his bride left for
-India; but the news of the death of his two cousins, little more than a
-year after his own marriage, and the birth of his own son had inevitably
-altered the aspect of things, even to a man uncalculating and
-single-minded as was Evelyn's husband.
-
-"There is actually no one of the name to succeed except myself and
-Bonny," he said to his wife, when the first shock of natural concern for
-his cousins' untimely fate had somewhat subsided, "for though Louis was
-married, he had only two daughters, and poor cousin Marmaduke is now
-quite an old man."
-
-"It is very sad," said Evelyn, "very sad, indeed. Shall you write to
-them, Duke?"
-
-He hesitated.
-
-"I really can't say," he replied; "I know them so little. And, under
-these circumstances, don't you see, I rather shrink from reminding them
-of my existence just now."
-
-"I don't see that you can help writing," said Evelyn. "The _not_ doing
-so would be only too marked. And it isn't as if the property were
-entailed; it is all _actually_ nothing more to you than to any one
-else."
-
-So Captain Headfort wrote--a short, manly letter of honest sympathy--a
-letter which, however, in the months that followed, he often more than
-half regretted, though he was too generous to say so to Evelyn. For it
-brought forth no response, not even a formal acknowledgment.
-
-"No doubt," he thought to himself, "they looked upon it as a piece of
-officiousness. However, it was done for the best, and I'll think no
-more about it."
-
-Two years later saw Evelyn obliged to return to England with her
-children, for her health had suffered to some extent from the climate,
-and little Marmaduke--Bonny, as he was called--was growing thin and
-pale. She had been with her own people for several months, when at last
-the coming of the little-looked-for invitation to visit Wyverston was
-announced to her by her husband, as has been related. Nothing could
-have been more unexpected, Captain Headfort having had no communication
-till now with his cousins. He was even at a loss to explain their
-knowing of his wife's return home. And naturally he was anxious to
-respond cordially to this friendly overture; anxious, perhaps, above
-all, that no considerations of misplaced economy should prevent Evelyn's
-making her debut among his relatives with befitting dignity.
-
-Hence the sensation in the Raynsworths' family circle concerning an
-event, on the surface, so simple and commonplace. And no one, perhaps,
-of all the family party had taken the matter so deeply to heart as
-Philippa. It was never out of her head during the few days which
-succeeded her return home, and by night her dreams were haunted by
-absurd complications and variations of the theme.
-
-As to Duke's wife herself, the younger sister had no misgivings
-whatever.
-
-"Evelyn may be shy," she thought, "but she is never awkward. She can
-always be stately if occasion calls for it. And her clothes will be all
-right; indeed, she looks nice in anything, though I do wish she had some
-one to help her to put them on. Yes, it is the going without a maid
-that spoils it all. I don't know _what_ can be done!"
-
-For the previous day had destroyed the last hope of a temporary maid
-being procurable, and Evelyn, with the touch of _laisser-aller_ inherent
-in her, and which her life in India had not tended to decrease, had made
-up her mind to face Wyverston unattended.
-
-"If only you keep quite well, it won't matter so much," said Mrs
-Raynsworth.
-
-"I shall take care not to let the Headforts know, if I don't," said
-Evelyn. "I should hate them to think that Duke had married a limp,
-delicate sort of a girl, and, unluckily, I always look much more so than
-I am."
-
-"But you are not really strong yet," said her mother. "And if you do
-anything foolish out of a kind of bravado, you may really lay yourself
-up, and think how disagreeable that would be!"
-
-Philippa, who was present, glanced at her sister. She was certainly
-looking more fragile than usual. The excitement, and, to a certain
-extent, fatigue of the last few days were telling upon her, and a
-feeling of additional anxiety came upon the younger girl.
-
-"I shall really not be a bit surprised at anything that happens," she
-said, in a tone of annoyance. "You are quite right, mamma, and I wish
-you would frighten Evelyn well. She is sometimes as silly about herself
-as if she were no older than Vanda," and the laugh with which Mrs
-Headfort treated this remonstrance was by no means reassuring.
-
-This conversation took place on Tuesday--Friday was the day fixed for
-Evelyn's journey. Late on Thursday evening Mrs Raynsworth and her
-eldest daughter were sitting alone in the drawing-room, or, to be more
-exact, Evelyn was lying on a couch while her mother sat beside her.
-
-"Don't look so worried, mamma dear," said the younger woman. "I really
-am better; I don't think there is actually much the matter with me; I
-have just overtired myself a little. I shall be all right once I start
-to-morrow."
-
-"It is your going alone," said Mrs Raynsworth, despondently.
-
-Evelyn stroked her mother's hand.
-
-"How funny you are!" she said; "you didn't mind it half so much at first
-as Philippa did, and now she says nothing more about it, and you have
-begun to worry yourself. But as for Philippa, where can she be? I've
-scarcely seen her to-day."
-
-"She was out for some time this afternoon," said Mrs Raynsworth. "I
-was rather surprised at it, for she knows I am uneasy about you."
-
-As she spoke, the door opened and her younger daughter entered.
-
-"Where have you been?" said Mrs Headfort; "with papa?"
-
-"No," Philippa replied, "I've been up in my own room."
-
-"You might have stayed with me the last evening," her sister continued,
-with a touch of reproach. "And I must go to bed immediately--poor
-mamma's unhappy about my looking so ill."
-
-Philippa glanced at her critically.
-
-"I don't wonder," she said; "you certainly are not looking well. Yes, I
-think the best thing you can do is to go to bed. Let me see, what time
-do you leave to-morrow?"
-
-"Not till eleven--that's to say, eleven from this house. The train goes
-at twelve."
-
-Philippa's face grew grave.
-
-"Don't think it horrid of me," she began, "but I can't possibly be here
-to say good-bye to you at eleven, or to go to the station with you. I
-_must_ be at Marlby before then, to-morrow morning."
-
-"Well, if you're to be there, why not come to the station to see me
-off?" said Evelyn. "I shall think it rather horrid of you if you
-don't!"
-
-"I am very sorry," Philippa replied, "very sorry to seem horrid, but I
-can't even see you off."
-
-"How strange you are, Philippa!" exclaimed Mrs Raynsworth. "You
-shouldn't have made any pressing engagement for to-morrow morning. You
-seemed so anxious about Evelyn!"
-
-"So I am, mamma," Philippa replied, "but the mere fact of my seeing her
-off wouldn't do her much good."
-
-But Mrs Raynsworth still looked annoyed. She was feeling really
-anxious and concerned about her elder daughter, and was in consequence
-less calm than usual.
-
-"Evelyn," said Philippa, "do come up to bed. I'll stay with you while
-you undress."
-
-Mrs Headfort got up slowly.
-
-"Philippa is queer this evening," she thought to herself. "She's not
-very nice to mamma."
-
-"I will come down again in a few minutes," said Philippa, as they left
-the room. "I only want to make sure of Evelyn taking her medicine, and
-to prevent her going into the nursery again to-night.--What will you do
-without me to look after you," she added, turning to her sister.
-
-"There will be no nursery for me to wander into," said Evelyn, with a
-sigh, "when I feel dull or lonely, as there is here."
-
-Philippa turned quickly.
-
-"But you never do feel dull or lonely--at least not _lonely_, here with
-mamma and me, surely?" she said, with a touch of reproach.
-
-"Oh, well, no, not in the same way, of course. But there must be times
-when I feel lonely without Duke, even though I love so being at home
-with all of you. It wouldn't be natural if I didn't miss him."
-
-"No, I suppose not," said Philippa, half absently, for in her own mind
-she was thinking, "How strange it must be to care for anybody _more_
-than for one's own people! I cannot picture it to myself at all."
-
-The few minutes she had spoken of to her mother turned out thirty at
-least, for more than half an hour had passed before her younger daughter
-rejoined Mrs Raynsworth in the drawing-room. And even then Philippa
-seemed so carried away and preoccupied that her mother felt again
-slightly irritated by her manner.
-
-"Are you very tired this evening, Philippa?" she said at last; "or is
-there anything the matter? You don't seem like yourself."
-
-Philippa gave a little start.
-
-"I'm quite well--not the least tired, I mean," she said, quickly. "I am
-thinking about Evelyn; there is nothing else the matter."
-
-"You mean about her going to-morrow alone?" said Mrs Raynsworth; "I am
-not at all happy about it myself. She looks so fragile, poor little
-thing. She is not nearly as strong as you, Philippa, in any way. But
-it is always a satisfaction to me to see how fond you are of each other;
-she clings to you so. And to tell you the truth, before she and the
-children came to us, I had some misgiving as to how it would be, for you
-were practically a child when she married, and those two or three years
-made all the difference. You had come to be so thoroughly the daughter
-at home--helping your father and me. I have perhaps never said to you
-before in so many words that I have been very pleased, very gratified by
-your whole tone towards and about Evey. You have been unselfish and
-self-forgetting all through."
-
-The young girl's eyes glistened with pleasure. It was not often that
-Mrs Raynsworth--as a rule a somewhat silent and undemonstrative woman--
-expressed herself so unreservedly.
-
-"Dear mamma," said Philippa, "there isn't _anything_ I wouldn't do for
-Evelyn. And I am so glad, so particularly glad, that you understand it.
-Thank you so much for what you've said. Now, I think I will go to bed
-if you don't mind," and she kissed her mother warmly.
-
-"She must be tired, though she won't own to it," thought Mrs Raynsworth
-as Philippa left the room. "It is generally so difficult to get her to
-go to bed early," and again the feeling came over her of there being
-something slightly unusual about her younger daughter that evening.
-
-She would have been still more perplexed and surprised could she have
-seen Philippa an hour or two later in her own room. For long after the
-whole household was asleep, the girl was busily sewing at various
-articles of her attire, altering them and modifying them with the help
-of some small purchases she had made that afternoon. And when at last
-all was completed to her satisfaction, she drew out a small light trunk,
-already partially packed, which she proceeded to fill.
-
-"I think that will do," she said to herself, as she stood up and
-surveyed it with satisfaction. "With this and a hand-bag, and the
-things I'll manage to get into Evelyn's roll of rugs, I am sure I shall
-have all I need. Now I've only to write my letter of explanation to
-mamma. Dorcas must give it to her when it is quite certainly too late
-to overtake me."
-
-And half an hour later she was in bed and fast asleep, her mother's
-words having removed any misgivings she had felt as to what she was
-about to do.
-
-Mrs Headfort looked a little better the next morning, thanks to a good
-night's rest; thanks also, perhaps, to the not unnatural excitement she
-was feeling about her journey and its results. Between her
-anticipations and her regret at leaving her children, she was
-sufficiently distracted not to notice that Philippa had slipped away in
-some mysterious fashion quite an hour before the time fixed for her own
-departure. It was actually not till she was standing at the hall door,
-waiting till the luggage should be safely established on the top of the
-fly before getting in herself, that she suddenly exclaimed:
-
-"Where can Philippa be, mamma? I haven't seen her since breakfast."
-
-Mrs Raynsworth glanced round with an air of annoyance.
-
-"I have no idea," she said. "She is certainly not with your father.
-What was it she was saying last night about not going to the station
-with you?"
-
-"Oh, just that she couldn't go; she has some mysterious engagement. But
-she might at least have said good-bye first."
-
-"It is so unlike her," replied the mother. "And somehow I didn't take
-it in, otherwise I would have got ready to see you off myself."
-
-"Oh, I don't mind that part of it in the least," said Evelyn. "It's not
-as if it were a big crowded station. But tell Philippa, all the same,
-that I don't understand her going off like that. Now, good-bye, dear
-mamma, and don't worry about me. I shall be all right if I get good
-news of the children, and you or Phil will write every day, I'm sure--a
-mere word would be enough."
-
-"Yes, dear, of course we shall," replied Mrs Raynsworth, reassuringly,
-though her face had a more anxious expression than usual. "I won't ask
-_you_ to write every day," she went on, "for I know how tiresome it is
-to feel bound to do so when one is staying with people. Only let us
-know of your arrival as soon as you can, and say how you are."
-
-She stood watching the fly as it made its way down the short drive,
-waving her hand in response to Evelyn's last smile and nod. Then she
-went slowly back into the house.
-
-"I couldn't have said anything to disturb Evelyn just as she was
-starting," she thought to herself, "but I really do think Philippa is
-behaving most extraordinarily. I hope these very independent ways of
-hers are not the result of her visit to Dorriford. I wonder, by-the-by,
-if Dorcas knows where she is gone."
-
-But, strange to say, Dorcas was not to be found in any of her usual
-haunts, though one of the under-servants said she had seen her not five
-minutes before, up-stairs in Miss Philippa's room. Tired and somewhat
-depressed, though she scarcely knew why, Mrs Raynsworth sat down in the
-drawing-room with a vague intention of writing a letter or otherwise
-employing herself usefully, but contrary to her usual habits, more than
-an hour passed before she exerted herself to do anything but gaze
-dreamily out of the window, where the now fast-falling leaves were
-whirling about fantastically in the breeze.
-
-"I feel as if I were waiting for something, though for what I don't
-know," she thought, and it was with a start of surprise that the clock,
-striking one, caught her ear. "Dear me, how idle I have been--one
-o'clock! Evelyn must be well on her way by this. I wonder when
-Philippa intends to come in?"
-
-Just then the door opened and Dorcas appeared. She carried a salver in
-her hand, and on it lay a letter.
-
-"If you please, ma'am," the old servant began, "Miss Philippa wished me
-to give you this at one o'clock, but not before. I don't know what it's
-about, I don't, indeed," she added, anxiously, "but I do hope there's
-nothing wrong."
-
-Her words were well intended, but they only served to sharpen the
-uneasiness which Mrs Raynsworth was already feeling. Her face grew
-pale, and her heart beat painfully fast as she took hold of the
-envelope.
-
-"A letter, and from Philippa!" she exclaimed; "what can it mean? No,
-don't go away, Dorcas," though the old servant had shown no sign of
-doing so. "If--if there is anything wrong,"--though what could have
-been wrong she would have been at a loss to say--"I must keep calm.
-Don't go till I see what it is." And with trembling fingers she opened
-the letter.
-
-For Philippa _had_ been preoccupied and unlike herself the night before,
-and even this very morning, there was no denying.
-
-CHAPTER FOUR.
-
-FELLOW-TRAVELLERS.
-
-In the meantime all had progressed smoothly with Mrs Headfort.
-
-The train was already in the station when she and her boxes found
-themselves on the platform, for Marlby was a terminus in its small way.
-It lay about an hour off the main line, and as express trains do not
-_always_ wait the arrival of small local ones, departures from Marlby
-for the junction were characterised by most praiseworthy punctuality,
-any wafting that might occur being pretty sure to take place at Wrexhill
-junction itself.
-
-But to-day the express proved worthy of its name, barely five minutes
-having been passed at the big station before Evelyn found herself
-re-established in her favourite corner of a first-class compartment,
-otherwise empty, of the train.
-
-"Now I shall feel settled," she said to herself, with satisfaction, "no
-more changes till I get almost to my journey's end. I do hope nobody
-will get in. I wish I could go to sleep and then I should feel fresh on
-arriving, and I never like to shut my eyes with strangers in the
-carriage--for one thing, one looks so silly; I've often laughed at other
-people. I wish the train would start--oh, dear,"--as at that moment the
-door opened to admit a new-comer--"what a bother!" and as she made this
-mental ejaculation the train began to move.
-
-"How rash of her!" thought Mrs Headfort, glancing at the intruder,
-whose back for the moment was turned towards her.
-
-She was a tall, slender woman, neatly but simply dressed in black, young
-too, as far as Mrs Headfort's present chances of observation could
-decide. "She looks like a maid--she must have got in first-class by
-mistake sorely," but at this point in her reflections the black-robed
-figure turned, calmly seating herself opposite Evelyn, and lifting the
-thick veil she wore, disclosed to the gazer's astonished eyes the face
-of her sister Philippa!
-
-Mrs Headfort grew pale--more than pale indeed, perfectly white--and
-uttered a faint scream. For the moment, in the confusion of ideas
-always engendered by the utterly unexpected, she really felt as if she
-had seen a ghost. It was impossible for her at once to grasp the fact
-that before her was indeed her sister, a flesh-and-blood Philippa. She
-could scarcely have been more amazed had the figure in front of her
-proceeded to dissolve into thin air and disappear! And the effect on
-the girl herself of her sister's agitation was for an instant
-paralysing. Any enjoyment she had anticipated in this _coup d'etat_,
-any thought of "fun" completely faded. She felt so terrified and
-startled at the effect upon Evelyn of what she had imagined would cause
-at the most but a start of surprise, and probably some vehement
-remonstrance, that she was utterly unable to speak. Only, when at
-length--or what seemed at length, for in reality not twenty seconds had
-passed since the new-comer had revealed herself--Evelyn's pale lips
-murmured with a gasp, "Philippa!" did her own power of utterance return
-to her.
-
-"Evey, Evey," she exclaimed, "don't look like that I never thought you
-would be so frightened. I--I thought that on the whole you'd be
-pleased."
-
-The distress in Philippa's face touched her sister. She tried to smile,
-and the effort brought some colour back again to her pale face.
-
-"It was silly of me," she said at last, "but I don't understand! Did
-you mean to come with me to Wrexhill? Oh, no, I forgot, we have passed
-it; we shall not stop again till Crowminster, ever so far away.
-Philippa, what are you thinking of?" and again her face grew very
-troubled.
-
-"Of course I know we don't stop for ever so long," said Philippa, trying
-to speak easily. "I looked it all out in the railway guide; that was
-why I wouldn't let you know I was in the train till after we had passed
-the junction. It's too late to send me back now, Evey; the trains don't
-match in the least I should have hours to wait at Crowminster, and again
-at the junction. I shouldn't get home till who knows when, and what is
-still more to the purpose," she added, but in a lower voice, "I wouldn't
-go back if you told me to--nothing in the world would make me go back."
-
-The sense of her last words did not reach her sister's brain. She sat
-staring at Philippa with more and more widely opening eyes.
-
-"Why are you dressed like that?" she exclaimed, gradually taking in the
-fact of her sister's unusual get-up. "Is it some trick you are playing,
-Philippa--some silly, practical joke? I _cannot_ understand you, just
-now, especially, when I wanted to be calm and as easy-minded as possible
-for this visit!"
-
-The reproach in her tone roused Philippa's indignation.
-
-"Trick--practical joke!" she repeated. "How can you say such a thing?
-What do you take me for?" and her voice faltered. "You are very stupid,
-Evelyn," she went on, more lightly. "You surely must understand what I
-mean to do. I am no longer Philippa Raynsworth, I am Mrs Headfort's
-maid--a very good, trustworthy girl, though rather young and not very
-experienced. So I hope, ma'am, I have made things clear."
-
-Evelyn gasped.
-
-"Phil!" was all she could find breath to say for a moment. "Yes,
-indeed," she went on, "I have been fearfully dense and stupid. I might
-have suspected something from your manner the last day or two, and when
-you so suddenly gave in about my going alone. But, oh, Phil, you are
-perfectly mad; such a thing cannot possibly be allowed. Just think if
-it were found out! What _would_ Duke say?"
-
-"Duke shall never hear of it!" Philippa replied, composedly. "It is my
-secret, Evelyn; I throw myself upon your honour never to tell
-_anybody_--do you hear--anybody without my leave. You must _promise_."
-
-"But papa and mamma?" said Evelyn, bewilderedly. "Papa and mamma,"
-repeated Philippa again, forgetting good manners in her excitement.
-"_They_ know, of course. I mean,"--catching the increasing amazement on
-her sister's face--"I mean they will know by this time. I left a letter
-for Dorcas to give mamma as soon as it was quite too late to stop me.
-In her heart I do believe mamma will be thankful to know I am with you,
-to take care of you, my poor little sweet, with your troubled white
-face. Oh, darling, do cheer up and see the bright side of it. _Its
-going to be_--nothing would make me give it up--do understand that, and
-let yourself be comfortable. Think how beautifully I can do your hair,
-and dress you, and everything, and what nice talks we can have when you
-are tired and come up to your room for a little rest. I can be ever so
-much more use to you even for talking and consulting, than if I were
-going with you as your sister. And think, if you feel ill or very
-depressed, how glad you will be to know I am at hand. And how glad
-mamma will be--why, I can write to her every day and keep her mind at
-rest."
-
-Evelyn's face relaxed a little.
-
-"But, Phil," she began, and by the tone of her voice, in spite of the
-remonstrating, "but," Philippa knew the battle was won, "but, Phil, the
-life for you--among the _servants_--you, my sister! Oh, no, it--"
-
-"It will be such a chance for studying one part of the other side of
-things as falls to very few," she interrupted. "Just what I shall
-enjoy. Why, if ever I come to write stories, as papa says I may do some
-day, think how valuable it will be to me to have actually made one at
-the `second table' myself. It will be something like a
-night-in-a-casual-ward experience."
-
-Evelyn shuddered.
-
-"Don't say such things, Philippa, it makes it worse and worse. At least
-the servants will be _clean_."
-
-"It is to be hoped so," said her sister, coolly.
-
-"But the men-servants," continued Mrs Headfort; "fancy you sitting down
-between the butler and the valet! Oh, Philippa, when papa hears of it I
-believe he will come off by the first train to fetch you himself."
-
-"He will do nothing of the kind," returned Philippa. "He will shrug his
-shoulders and say it will be a good lesson for me, and in his heart he
-will enjoy the humour of it. You can certainly trust me to keep all the
-butlers and valets in the world in their place, even though I'm only a
-lady's-maid," and she drew up her head proudly. "But seriously, Evey,"
-she went on, "I'm sure there will be nothing of the kind required at
-Wyverston; you may be pretty certain the servants will be a most
-decorous, old-fashioned set. I shall not be expected to do more than
-`speak when I'm spoken to' and `mend _your_ clothes' if you tear them."
-
-Philippa knew what she was about. She went on talking in the same
-strain till she succeeded in making Evelyn smile and even laugh, taking
-care to treat the whole affair as irrevocable--a _fait accompli_--
-knowing Mrs Headfort's mind to be so constituted that taking her
-acceptance for granted was in nine cases out of ten to insure it.
-
-An hour and more passed, Evelyn's intended opposition to the
-extraordinary drama arranged by Philippa, growing, half unconsciously to
-herself, feebler and fainter. She was feeling very tired, too, as the
-result of the agitation she had gone through, and in such conditions it
-came naturally to her to cling with childlike appeal to those around
-her. And Philippa's stronger personality made her a very rock of
-support to poor Evey.
-
-Suddenly a thought struck her.
-
-"Phil," she said, "how is it you are travelling in here? Did you take a
-first-class ticket?"
-
-Miss Raynsworth shook her head.
-
-"Oh, no," she replied; "I am going to get out at Crowminster. There is
-a second-class compartment next door. I don't suppose there will be any
-difficulty about my having come this bit of the way with you, but if
-there should be, I can pay the difference. It is much better for me not
-to stay with you: we shall get into our role more quickly if we start at
-once. I will look in at every station to see if you want anything. We
-must be getting near Crowminster now."
-
-Evelyn did not speak for a moment or two.
-
-"There is just one little thing to be settled," Philippa went on, with a
-touch of hesitation. "What will you call me, Evey?"
-
-Evey glanced at her.
-
-"Oh, Phil," she exclaimed, "it is altogether impossible. I shall never
-be able to keep it up."
-
-"Nonsense," said her sister, with a touch of asperity. "_You_ will have
-no keeping up, as you call it, to do, and as for my part of it, you can
-safely leave that to me."
-
-"I shall never be able to call you anything but Phil," said Mrs
-Headfort, plaintively.
-
-"I've thought of that," replied the young girl. "We had better choose a
-name which would not clash--I mean, so that if you _did_ call me `Phil'
-by mistake, people would either not notice it or think you had
-interrupted yourself. What do you say to `Phillis'? It would do very
-well, I think?"
-
-"I daresay it would," said Mrs Headfort, with a curious kind of
-resignation in her voice.
-
-"Of course it is a _perfect_ name for a maid," said Philippa, "if people
-didn't always use surnames. But you can truthfully say, if any one
-remarks upon it, that you've known me all my life, though I've only
-lately entered your service."
-
-"I cannot go into any explanations of the kind, whatever people say, I
-warn you, Philippa. I haven't the nerve for it. Even if my _words_
-were true, I should feel as if I were telling stories."
-
-"Oh, well, say nothing, then," her sister replied, tranquilly. "On the
-whole it will be as well, or perhaps better. But now, Evey, we are
-getting near Crowminster, and I must go back to my own carriage.
-There's only just one thing more I want to prepare you for.--Shut your
-eyes for a minute."
-
-Evey meekly obeyed; she was past the stage of any attempt at restiveness
-by this time.
-
-"Now," said Philippa, and Evelyn, looking up, gave a slight exclamation.
-
-"Who would have thought it would change you so? Where in the world did
-you get them?"
-
-The "it" and the "them" referred to a pair of bluish-tinted spectacles
-which Philippa had composedly donned.
-
-"Aren't they splendid?" she said. "Don't you remember them? They're a
-pair mamma had that summer ages ago, when she went to Switzerland with
-papa, to shade her eyes from the glare. Of course they're only plain
-glass, and very dark blue ones wouldn't have done; they look so like a
-disguise. At least, in all the sensational stories, they are always
-used for that. And real spectacles would have dazed me, for my sight's
-as keen as--"
-
-"A hawk's!" said Mrs Headfort, with a spark of reviving vivacity.
-"But, oh, Phil, the train is slackening. I wish you could have stayed
-with me."
-
-"It is much better not," said Philippa, philosophically. "Very much
-better not. We should have gone on talking and forgetting the new state
-of things. My being in another compartment is the first act in the
-play--it will help us to realise it. And now, ma'am," she continued,
-rising as she spoke, for by this time the train had stopped, "I had
-better leave you. I will come to see if you desire me for anything at
-the next station we stop at."
-
-Without the undue effort or constraint, which would have accompanied any
-complete change of tone for a prolonged period, she had managed slightly
-to modify her usual inflection of voice and manner of speaking. It was
-slower and more monotonous than its wont, with a slight suggestion of
-choosing her words, as might be done by an intelligent girl of a lower
-class with enough education to make her aspire to perfect correctness.
-
-"All right, Phillis," Mrs Headfort replied, with a somewhat pitiful and
-not very successful attempt at following her sister's lead. "No," she
-continued, with a sudden change of tone, "don't speak to me. I can't
-stand it! I will do my best to brace myself up to it, but it won't be
-easy. Perhaps it _is_ better for you to leave me alone."
-
-Philippa did not reply, except by a smile and a nod, feeling, to tell
-the truth, far less easy-minded than she looked. She was becoming
-conscious that till now she had not sufficiently taken into account
-Evelyn's peculiar unfitness for acting a part of any kind; all she had
-directed her attention to having been the mere obtaining of her sister's
-consent to her scheme.
-
-"Yet, after all," she thought to herself, as she stepped into the
-second-class compartment next door, "after all, all she will have to do
-will be very easy; there will be no acting involved. We shall hardly
-ever be seen together, and if her manner is constrained and peculiar, it
-will only be thought to be her way with servants. It isn't as if we
-were going among people who had ever seen her before."
-
-With these reflections she did her best to quell her misgivings, and
-feeling that it would be better not to let her mind dwell too long on
-her own concerns, she looked about her for a little diversion.
-
-There were two or three other occupants of the compartment, and her
-glance fell almost immediately on one of them who at once riveted her
-attention. This was a long-nosed, melancholy-eyed dachshund, whom
-Philippa's judgment, experienced in matters pertaining to his family,
-straightway mentally labelled as a "perfect beauty." In other words, as
-consistently and entirely ugly as the strictest connoisseur could
-demand.
-
-Philippa loved dogs, and in general her amiable feelings towards them
-were reciprocated. She had a very tender association with dachshunds,
-the tragic death of one such pet having been literally the sorest grief
-of her childhood, and as she gazed on her four-footed fellow-traveller,
-whose soft eyes gazed back at her in return from the seat exactly
-opposite hers, where he was comfortably established in a corner, it was
-perhaps well for her that the blue-tinted spectacles hid the tears which
-involuntarily dimmed their surface.
-
-_Never_ since that terrible day--now, what the young girl would have
-called "so many, many years ago," when the broken-hearted child had
-sobbed itself to sleep for the loss of her darling--never had she seen
-another dog so exactly like "Valentine."
-
-"Oh, you dear, dear dog," she said, under her breath, "I feel as if you
-must know me."
-
-The words were quite inaudible, but some doggie instinct must have
-carried their meaning to the brain of poor Valentine's double, for with
-something between a smile and a sigh--literally speaking, a yawn of
-regret at the interruption of his comfortable repose--the dachshund, at
-the cost of considerable self-denial, slowly lifted himself, and with
-something between a spring and a stretch, landed his lengthy person on
-Philippa's knee. Thence he lifted his reddy-brown eyes, gleaming with
-mingled pathos and humour, to her face for approval.
-
-"You dear little man, good doggie," exclaimed Miss Raynsworth, too
-delighted to remember her role, "how sweet of you to come to me! How
-did you find out I wanted you?"
-
-Suddenly a voice interrupted her. Till this moment, absorbed by the
-dog, his owner had not attracted her attention. She was vaguely
-conscious of two elderly women at the other end of the carriage, and a
-man of some kind on the same side as the dachs, but that was all.
-
-Now, glancing up quickly at the preliminary "I beg your pardon," she
-became aware of a pair of eyes, reddy-brown eyes, which might have been
-the dog's own transferred to a human face, looking at her with an
-expression in which, however, there was nothing pathetic, only kindly
-and good-humoured surprise.
-
-"I beg your pardon," their owner repeated; "I never saw Solomon take
-such liberties before.--Down, Solomon; down, sir."
-
-But Solomon demurred.
-
-"She likes having me," he said, as plainly as dog language can speak,
-with a deprecatory wag of his tail, and Philippa passed her arm round
-him.
-
-"I love him," she said, eagerly; "he is so like--one I had," her voice
-dropping a little. "Do let him stay with me. `Solomon'--what a nice
-name!"
-
-Solomon wagged his tail more energetically. For him the situation was
-quite agreeably clear; not so for his master. As Philippa glanced again
-at the young man the expression of surprise, almost of perplexity, on
-his face came home to her, bringing with it the remembrance of her
-assumed personality. The colour rushed into her face as she realised
-how imperfect was her preparation for carrying out her part.
-
-"The very first time I have had to speak to any one," she thought to
-herself, "I have completely forgotten it all! Dear me, how shall I ever
-get on? It was all your fault, Solomon," giving him an affectionate
-little hug.
-
-Solomon's master, meanwhile, was increasingly perplexed. The
-discrepancy between the young girl's easy manner and well-bred tone of
-voice, and the rigorous simplicity of her dress, which even his
-masculine eyes perceived to be not that of a lady, struck him more and
-more.
-
-"What was there to make her get so red about?" he said to himself, and
-he was turning away, out of pity for her embarrassment, when she again
-addressed him.
-
-"I am so fond of dogs, sir," she said, slowly. "I am quite accustomed
-to taking care of them."
-
-"Certainly, if you like to be troubled with him," the young man replied,
-somewhat inconsequently. He spoke with perfect civility, yet there was
-an impalpable change in his tone at once perceptible to Philippa's quick
-ears--her last sentences had succeeded in their object. Yet the
-consciousness of this was accompanied to her by an altogether
-unreasonable touch of annoyance.
-
-"He is quite satisfied already that I am a servant," she reflected.
-"Really, if beauty is but skin deep, social distinctions, or the outward
-signs of them, are far less so," and again the blood mounted to her
-cheeks, this time, however, without attracting the notice of her
-fellow-traveller, who had now opened a magazine and was absorbed in its
-contents.
-
-CHAPTER FIVE.
-
-"SOLOMON."
-
-Philippa sat quietly in her corner, one arm thrown comfortably round
-Solomon's plump little person, perfectly to that philosopher's content.
-Among the various preparations for her journey, it had not occurred to
-the young girl to provide herself with any literature. Her eyes were
-consequently at leisure to occupy themselves with anything of interest
-that might come in their way. But the country through which the train
-was just then passing was flat and monotonous; she soon grew tired of
-staring out of the window, and she dared not amuse herself with Solomon
-for fear of attracting his master's attention.
-
-Furthermore, the dachs, by this time was contentedly asleep.
-
-Philippa's eyes strayed to the end of the carriage. One of the elderly
-ladies had already followed Solomon's example; her sister, for sisters
-they unmistakably were, returned Philippa's slight glance in her
-direction with a somewhat severe look of doubtful approval.
-
-"What a forward girl!" she had been saying to herself, and Philippa
-almost felt the words.
-
-She only smiled to herself, however.
-
-"I am really going through excellent training already," she thought, and
-again she turned to the window.
-
-A moment or two later, however, some instinct, possibly merely a
-sensation of suppressed restlessness, led her to glance at Solomon's
-master, and this time she was able to do so unobserved, for maiden-lady
-number two had also closed her eyes in peaceful repose.
-
-"How ugly he is!" was Miss Raynsworth's first idea, and the adjective
-was in some sense justified, for the charm of the young man's face
-doubtless lay in his pleasant eyes, at present lowered so as he read.
-But there is ugliness and ugliness, and in the face under Miss
-Raynsworth's scrutiny, in spite of its somewhat rugged features, there
-was nothing in the very slightest degree repellent or hard. The mouth
-was excellent, the rest of the features in no way remarkable, and yet
-not commonplace or in any sense weak, and a good mouth means a great
-deal. On the whole the face was interesting, and the longer Philippa
-observed him the more inclined she felt to modify her first somewhat
-wholesale opinion.
-
-"I wonder how old he is," she said to herself; "he might be almost any
-age between twenty-four and thirty-four."
-
-Then as he turned a leaf of his magazine, she hastily glanced away for
-fear of detection. There was another motive, besides that of an ever
-ready interest in her fellow-creatures, strongly developed in the girl;
-the face before her reminded her of some other that she had seen lately,
-though when or where she could not for some time recall. She glanced up
-furtively, and at last it flashed upon her, so much to her satisfaction,
-that she could scarcely suppress an exclamation of triumph.
-
-"I know whom he is like, and yet they are as different as possible; it
-is that Mr Gresham whom I saw at Dorriford, that very silent man. And
-yet he was _so_ handsome, and this man is just the opposite. What
-curious things likenesses are!"
-
-At this point in her reflections she must have got a little drowsy, for
-which Solomon's gentle, monotonous breathing close to her ear may
-possibly to some extent have been accountable. Whether this was the
-case or not, she knew nothing more till she was roused by the slackening
-of the train, quickly followed by preparations on the part of the two
-elderly ladies for leaving the carriage, which they did with their
-various rugs and bags as soon as it drew up at a large important
-station, one of the two or three at which the express stopped on its
-northward route.
-
-Solomon yawned and looked about him, then fixed his gaze inquiringly on
-his master as if to ask: "Do _we_ get out here too?" But to this
-inarticulate question the young man vouchsafed no reply, and Solomon
-settled himself down again.
-
-"Are you not getting tired of having him?" he said to Philippa, when he
-had courteously helped the old ladies and their belongings on to the
-platform.
-
-"Oh, no, no, thank you, sir," she replied, "not at all; but," getting up
-from her seat, "I must go to see if my lady wants anything. She is in
-the next carriage."
-
-"You had better be quick," said her fellow-traveller, warningly; "we are
-going on again almost immediately, and I fancy we are a little behind
-time."
-
-Philippa managed, however, to peep in next door where Evelyn was still
-alone, apparently very comfortable and rather sleepy.
-
-"I am all right, thank you, quite right," she volunteered, before her
-sister had time to make any inquiry. "I think I must have been asleep a
-little, but I don't mind when there is nobody in the carriage."
-
-"The best thing you could have done," said Philippa, approvingly. "I
-don't think we stop again now till Great Malden, where we change, you
-know, for the local line," and nodding cheerfully she turned away, but
-not till some last words from Evelyn reached her.
-
-"It is nice to know you're next door, Phil."
-
-The girl sprang up into her own compartment just as the train began to
-move. Her former fellow-traveller, who was near the door, caught her
-arm to help her in.
-
-"You really should be more careful," he said; "there is nothing so risky
-as waiting till the last moment."
-
-"Thank you, sir," said Philippa, feeling guilty; "it was careless of
-me."
-
-She ensconced herself in her corner again, but with a sensation of
-annoyance, which even Solomon's unmistakable satisfaction at her
-reappearance did not allay.
-
-"How stupid I am," she thought to herself, "always doing something or
-other to attract notice when I should be quite unobserved!" and her
-face, as she sat staring out of the window, had lost its former cheerful
-expression.
-
-So, at least, it seemed to Solomon's master, as in spite of himself he
-glanced at her more than once.
-
-"There's something uncommon about the girl," he thought to himself,
-"hyper-sensitive, I should say, for her position--possibly she was born
-in a better one. I don't see that there was anything to hurt her
-feelings in what I said just now."
-
-But he was essentially kind-hearted, and the worried look on the girl's
-countenance, and the absent way in which she returned the little dog's
-friendly demonstrations, made him feel sorry for her.
-
-"Perhaps her mistress is down upon her, poor girl," he thought; "some
-women must be terribly tyrannical to their servants."
-
-They travelled on in silence, however, for a considerable time. By
-degrees the aspect of the country through which they were passing
-changed for the better--a little exclamation of pleasure escaped
-Philippa involuntarily as a charming view burst upon them. It was that
-of a small lake, its shores beautifully wooded, with rising ground on
-the farther side.
-
-"Oh, how pretty!" she said, quickly, though instantly checking herself
-as she remembered that she was not alone. Rather to her surprise her
-fellow-traveller responded to her exclamation.
-
-"Yes," he said, "the part of the country we are coming to now is worth
-looking at, if you've never been here before. It's rather like the
-prettiest part of Nethershire."
-
-"Oh," said Philippa, impulsively, interested at once; "isn't
-Merle-in-the-Wold in Nethershire? I passed that way last week--it was
-charming."
-
-Again the change in her tone and way of speaking struck her companion
-curiously. There was a coincidence, too, in the name she had just
-mentioned.
-
-"Yes," he replied; "it is that part I was thinking of; I know it well."
-
-But already Philippa had had time to repent her impulsiveness, and a
-slight feeling of alarm added to her discomfort--alarm at her own
-indiscretion.
-
-"I shall be telling where my own home is next," she thought to herself;
-"I really am too foolish for words."
-
-It was too late, however, to do away with the impression her
-inconsistency had produced. The young man went on speaking.
-
-"Have you seen the ruins of the old abbey at Merle-in-the-Wold?" he
-said.
-
-"Oh, no, sir, I have never stayed there," Philippa replied, but she felt
-that she was not playing her part as she should. For something in his
-manner, quiet as it was, convinced her that her companion's curiosity
-was aroused.
-
-"Oh, I thought that you knew that part of Nethershire?" he said, more
-for the sake of saying something to cause her to reply than from any
-definite motive in the inquiry.
-
-"N-no," said Philippa, "I have only passed that way. I never heard of
-the ruins."--"How I wish I had a book!" she thought to herself; "though
-he is perfectly nice, he is evidently trying to make me out I am afraid
-to speak, and I am afraid not to speak. I wish to goodness he hadn't
-had a dog with him, though you _are_ such a darling," this last with
-reference to Solomon, who, seeming to read her thoughts, poked his long
-nose affectionately right up into her face.
-
-Something in her manner made the young man conscious that his speaking
-to her caused her annoyance, and he turned his attention again to his
-magazine, greatly to Philippa's relief.
-
-"I suppose it is really a very good thing," she thought again, "that I
-have had this experiment. I had no idea I should be so utterly silly
-and without presence of mind; I really must drill myself!"
-
-For the present, however, there was no further opportunity of doing so,
-her fellow-traveller leaving her and his dog to their own devices for
-the rest of the time that had to pass till they reached Great Malden.
-At this station the sisters were to leave the main line for a branch
-one, by which an hour's much slower travelling would bring them to their
-journey's end.
-
-As they entered the large station, Philippa collected her few belongings
-preparatory to getting out and rejoining Mrs Headfort.
-
-"Good-bye, poor doggie," she said, softly, as she patted Solomon's sleek
-head; and, short as their acquaintance had been, a curious feeling of
-sadness stole over her as she caught sight of the unmistakable regret in
-the dachs' wistful eyes. His master read on till after Philippa had
-left the compartment, apparently unconscious of the farewell and of the
-girl's departure.
-
-Evelyn, by this time more or less in a fluster as to catching the other
-train without leaving her luggage behind her, or similar catastrophes,
-welcomed her sister joyfully.
-
-"Really," she said, when she found herself once more comfortably
-established for the third and last time with nothing missing or left
-behind, "really, Phil, what a splendid courier you are! I have got
-quite out of things with India, and leading such a stay-at-home life
-since I came back, and you never seem to lose your head in the least,"
-she concluded, admiringly.
-
-"I have always been stronger than you, you know, Evey," said Philippa,
-glancing affectionately at her sister, whose pretty face had just now
-the added charm of a soft flush of excitement. "And really," she added,
-"there has been nothing whatever just now to lose one's head about. To
-all appearance this little train might have been peacefully waiting for
-us all day, and, now we are here, it shows no signs of intending to
-move." Then, with a sudden change of tone--"Oh, I declare," she
-exclaimed, as at that moment a dog, catching sight of her as she stood
-at the door of Mrs Headfort's carriage, rushed up and sprang at her
-with the liveliest delight.
-
-It was Solomon.
-
-"Down, down, good doggie, be quiet," said Philippa, hastily, afraid of
-startling Evelyn. But that small piece of mischief was already
-accomplished. Mrs Headfort jumped up in alarm.
-
-"Phil, Phil," she cried, "do send him away! A strange dog dashing at
-you like that; he must be mad!"
-
-"Nonsense," said Philippa: "look at him; he's a perfect dear--just like
-Valentine; as gentle as he can be. Don't be so silly, Evey."
-
-But as she said the last words, looking round, to her horror, she caught
-sight of Solomon's owner standing, as might have been expected under the
-circumstances, but a few paces off.
-
-Could he have heard her! Philippa trembled at the thought.
-
-"And I, who had imagined he was safely whizzing off northwards in the
-express!" she reflected.
-
-Nerving herself she turned round so as to face him. His expression of
-countenance was entirely imperturbable; it told her nothing. Coolly
-whistling the dog off, he walked along the platform to the farther end
-of the train--whether to get into it, or to pass the time while waiting
-for some other, Philippa could not discover--Solomon obediently, though
-reluctantly, following him.
-
-"The dog's gone," said Miss Raynsworth, turning to her sister with a
-touch of sharpness in her voice. "He was all right, I assure you. He
-knew me again, because he travelled in the same compartment with me from
-Crowminster."
-
-"Well, you might have said so," said her sister, half ashamed of her
-fright. "I wish you'd get into your carriage, Philippa; we are sure to
-start immediately."
-
-"I'm going," the girl replied. "But _isn't_ he like Valentine, Evey?"
-
-She moved away, however, without waiting for a reply.
-
-The rest of the journey passed without incident. She spent the time in
-taking herself to task for having again lapsed into her ordinary tone to
-Evelyn, too confident of not being overheard, and in mentally drilling
-herself for the future.
-
-"It was all Solomon's fault," she said to herself, "both just now and in
-the other train. I do hope he and his master are safely off in a
-different direction. But even if they are in the train, there is no
-reason why they should be going on to Wyverston station. I shall look
-out every time we stop on the chance of seeing: them."
-
-She had plenty of opportunities for so doing. Never had a train gone on
-its way more deliberately, or come to a standstill more frequently. But
-on none of the small platforms alongside of which they drew up did
-Philippa perceive the pair of travellers for whom she was on the
-outlook. Her hopes began to rise.
-
-"I really think," she said to herself, "that they can't have come by
-this train. I daresay I am silly, but the very idea of that man's being
-in the neighbourhood makes me nervous. I am so certain he was curious
-about me."
-
-This satisfaction at her fellow-travellers' disappearance proved,
-however, premature. A station or two before that of the sisters'
-destination, lo and behold! on a deserted-looking roadside platform,
-there stood, having evidently just emerged from the train, the dachshund
-and his master!
-
-Quick as thought, Philippa, who had been glancing out half carelessly,
-drew back, retiring to the farther end of her solitary compartment. It
-might have been fancy, but she felt certain that Solomon was looking out
-for her. There was an indescribable air of alertness about him, even
-his long nose was elevated, and one of his pendent ears unmistakably
-cocked. Philippa felt almost guilty.
-
-"Poor darling," she thought, "I hate disappointing him, but I dare not
-risk it. I devoutly hope the pair are not in the habit of country
-strolls anywhere near Wyverston, for we can't be far from there now."
-
-But in what direction they bent their steps, or whether any conveyance
-was waiting for them, she had no means of discovering. Before the train
-slowly moved on again they must have left the station; no trace of them
-remained, not even a little heap of luggage awaiting deliberate removal
-by a country porter.
-
-CHAPTER SIX.
-
-"MISS RAY."
-
-In the interest of their near approach to their journey's end, Philippa
-put her recent fellow-travellers out of her mind. The afternoon was
-drawing in as she stepped out on to the platform at Wyverston; a fresh,
-invigorating breeze met her, bringing with it what she could almost have
-fancied a faint scent of the sea.
-
-"We are not very far from the coast, I know," she thought to herself,
-"but I had no idea it was such hilly country. It must be very bleak in
-winter," and the thought made her hasten to her sister to ensure her
-wrapping up before leaving the shelter of her comfortable compartment.
-
-Mrs Headfort was looking out for her.
-
-"Evey," began Philippa hastily, but in an instant corrected herself.
-"You must let me undo the rugs, ma'am," she said in the quiet tone of
-voice she had adopted to suit her new personality. "It is ever so much
-colder here than at home."
-
-"Naturally," said Evelyn; "we have been coming north all the way. Yes,
-I suppose we had better get out my fur cloak."
-
-There was no time to do so in the carriage, however. But when all their
-belongings were safely collected on the platform, Philippa hastened to
-extricate the garment in question. She had laid the bundle of rugs on
-the top of a portmanteau, imagining it to be one of their own boxes; but
-as she strapped up the roll again, the letters "M.V.G." on the surface
-beneath caught her eyes, and glancing round she noticed a gun-case on
-which was painted in white letters the name "M.V. Gresham."
-
-"How odd!" she thought; "whose things can these be? No other passenger
-has got out. And what a strange coincidence that I had said to myself
-that Solomon's master somehow reminded me of Mr Gresham at Dorriford!"
-
-"This luggage is not ours," she went on aloud, to the attendant porter;
-"has it been put out by mistake?"
-
-"It's all right, miss," said a young footman, whom she now observed for
-the first time; "it's to go up in the cart along of your lady's. Mr
-Gresham--I should say Mr Michael--always gets out at Linley and walks
-up across the moor."
-
-Philippa's heart for a moment seemed to stand still. She saw it all in
-a flash. The young man, her fellow-traveller, some relation no doubt of
-his namesake at Dorriford, was evidently an _habitue_ of Wyverston--an
-expected guest there like her sister Evelyn!
-
-She bit her lips with vexation and dismay. "To think what a fool I have
-made of myself! Was there ever anything so unlucky?" and her inward
-feelings gave a stiffness to her manner scarcely judicious under the
-circumstances, as she turned to the civil-spoken young servant, hardly
-more than a boy in years.
-
-"Will you see to those things then," she said, as she turned with the
-cloak to wrap it round her sister, already shivering with the fresh air,
-which to Philippa's stronger frame seemed pleasantly bracing.
-
-"The maid's far high-and-mightier than the lady," thought the young
-fellow to himself, as Evelyn thanked him with her usual pretty
-graciousness as he arranged a fur carriage-rug round her when she was
-seated in the brougham. And this first impression was not improbably
-communicated to his fellow-servants at the Hall.
-
-"Phil," said Evelyn, eagerly, as they drove off, "I've quite made up my
-mind already that I don't at all want Duke to succeed to Wyverston.
-It's far too bleak and cold. It would kill me; I don't know how I shall
-stand even my week here."
-
-Philippa could not help laughing.
-
-"You really are too absurd, Evey," she said, "in the way you jump at
-conclusions. I shouldn't wonder if the bracing air were to do you a
-great deal of good, and the house is pretty sure to be warm and
-comfortable. But there, now, you are tempting me again to forget whom I
-am. You really mustn't do it, Evelyn; it makes it so much harder to get
-into it again each time."
-
-"We can't sit looking at each other without speaking, and when we are
-alone together it would be a perfect absurdity to keep up the farce.
-Why, you said yourself what a comfort it would be to have a good talk
-now and then," remonstrated Mrs Headfort.
-
-"We shall have to be very guarded about it," said Philippa, gravely,
-"very guarded indeed. To tell you the truth, I do not think I realised
-how very difficult _I_ should find it to act my part consistently."
-
-"Why, you have scarcely begun it yet," said her sister. "You have had
-no opportunity of testing yourself."
-
-Philippa did not reply at once, then she said more lightly:
-
-"All the more reason for beginning it now in good earnest. Don't let us
-talk about anything personal just at present; I wish we were in an open
-carriage, this sort of country is so new to me, such a contrast with
-home. I like the feeling of the air, a mixture of moor and sea."
-
-"I think it's awfully chilly and bleak-looking," said Evelyn, with a
-little shiver. "But I always have a sort of cold feeling on arriving at
-a strange place. It may go off after a little."
-
-"It is only nervousness," said Philippa, encouragingly.
-
-"No, no," said Evelyn, "it is worse than that. If you weren't here, I
-should be most terribly homesick already. You don't know what I
-suffered, Phil, after I was married, when we went out to India, even
-though Duke was always so kind. And now, since I came back, I have
-learnt to lean on _you_ so! I am afraid I am rather contemptibly weak."
-
-"Poor little Evey," said her sister, tenderly. "You mustn't say that of
-yourself; I understand you perfectly. Physical strength has a great
-deal to do with moral strength, after all. But, oh, dear! we are
-falling back worse than ever! Now, I am not going to say another word
-till we get to the house."
-
-Evelyn was not attracted by the rather wild scenery through which they
-were passing. She leant back in her corner and shut her eyes, which her
-sister did not regret, as anything was better than going on talking as
-they had been doing. To her the look of the country was full of
-interest, and from its very novelty invigorating.
-
-"I hope I shall sometimes be able to go a good walk by myself," she
-thought. "If only I could make friends with some nice dog who would
-come with me--dogs generally like me--but, oh, dear! that reminds me of
-Solomon, he is _sure_ to be there; how shall I be able to keep out of
-his way? Dogs are so acute. What ill-fate made me get into that
-unlucky compartment!"
-
-Her reflections and misgivings, however, were brought to an end more
-quickly than she had expected. They had got over the four miles between
-the railway station and Wyverston Hall with greater rapidity than she
-had realised, and she almost started as they suddenly, or so it seemed
-to her, turned in at lodge gates, exchanging the hard high-road for the
-pleasant smoothness of a well-kept drive. It had grown much darker,
-too, for the avenue at Wyverston was bordered by massive trees of too
-sturdy growth to suffer much from the exposed situation. What manner of
-trees they were, just now it was impossible to tell--only the faint
-fragrance of the falling leaves, and their rustle under the wheels
-passing over them, told that autumn winds were already at work.
-
-Sensitive to every natural influence, however trivial, Philippa peered
-out into the dusk with a curious sense of enjoyment.
-
-"There is something ever so much more romantic about it than about my
-arrival at Dorriford," she thought. "I really feel as if I were on the
-brink of something tremendously interesting. I wonder what? I daresay
-it's all excitement! I have often had these presentiments before,
-without their leading to anything. Certainly the thought of tea in the
-servants'-hall, or possibly in the housekeeper's room--let me devoutly
-hope it will be the latter--is enough to damp any attractive
-anticipations," and suddenly there came over her a strong yearning to be
-where she was, in her own character--an instinctive revolt from the
-position she had placed herself in, however praiseworthy the motive.
-And as she sat there in silence, these mingled sensations culminated in
-a vague fear, almost amounting to terror, of what might be before her,
-of the unknown risks to which she might be exposing herself by the
-extraordinary step she had taken--risks outside herself, in no way
-connected with the completeness or incompleteness with which she might
-carry out her part.
-
-But want of courage was by no means a characteristic of the girl, and
-with the practical good sense which contrasted curiously with the dash
-of recklessness in her temperament, she now told herself that, after
-all, there was no real ground for these mental tremors.
-
-"I am actually mistress of the situation," she thought. "It _does_
-depend upon myself, and I am not afraid of breaking down once I am
-really started, for I have plenty of imagination. Rather too much, in
-some ways--if we had been arriving on a bright summer afternoon, with
-the sun shining and no feeling of mystery and gloom, I should have been
-quite in high spirits. After all, considering everything, I daresay it
-is safer for me to be rather depressed."
-
-Very grave she was, very grave, indeed, as she stood behind Mrs
-Headfort in the hall a moment or two later. She was intensely eager to
-judge of the nature of Evelyn's reception by her new relatives, but for
-the present she had small opportunity for observing anything. No member
-of the family was visible--only an irreproachable, grey-haired butler
-was informing her sister that the ladies were in the drawing-room, ere
-he turned to show her the way thither, and Evelyn, as she followed him,
-glanced back for an instant with a half-piteous, half-humorous
-expression which made Philippa feel as if she must either laugh or cry--
-which, she could not have decided.
-
-To neither inclination, of course, did she yield; she did not even
-speak, as, in her turn, she followed a younger man-servant who civilly
-offered to show her the way to the housekeeper's room, a new question
-presenting itself to her mind at the words. What sort of person would
-the housekeeper turn out to be? A great deal might hang upon this--
-everything almost, in fact; and as the vision of some housekeepers she
-had seen, stout and self-satisfied, innately vulgar in their very
-civility and obsequiousness to their superiors, rose before her mind's
-eye, again it came home to Miss Raynsworth that she had been far from
-realising what she was undertaking.
-
-A door in the somewhat dimly-lighted passage was thrown open, and as the
-footman stood aside to let her pass in, a pleasant, gentle voice met her
-ears.
-
-"Good-evening," it said, quietly; "you must have had rather a cold
-journey. You have just arrived with Mrs Marmaduke Headfort, have you
-not? Take a seat by the fire," and as Philippa murmured her thanks and
-glanced round her at the neat, comfortable little room, Mrs Shepton,
-for such was her name, went on with increasing kindliness of tone, as
-she saw that the girl seemed young, and suspected that she was
-timid.--"It is long past tea-time, of course, but I have ordered a
-little for you. I thought you would be glad of it."
-
-"I shall be very glad of it, indeed," said Philippa, looking up
-gratefully, and speaking in the slow, careful way she had determined to
-adopt, and in the housekeeper's face she read nothing to modify the
-first instinct of confidence and satisfaction drawn forth by the tone of
-her voice.
-
-Mrs Shepton was an elderly woman, with a pleasant though somewhat
-careworn face. She had "known trouble" in her time, and many details of
-her sad, though by no means uncommon little history were confided to
-Philippa's sympathising ears before her stay at Wyverston came to an
-end. And with some natures sorrow elevates as well as softens; though
-not in any conventional sense superior to her class, the good
-housekeeper was one whom no true woman, of whatever position, need have
-hesitated to call a friend. And Philippa's instincts were quick and
-keen.
-
-"She is nice, and good, and kind," she decided at once. "It will make
-the greatest possible difference to me to have to do with such a woman.
-I feel as if she were a superior sort of Dorcas."
-
-The sweet expression on the girl's face went straight to Mrs Shepton's
-heart.
-
-"There's nothing like a cup of tea to refresh one after travelling," she
-said in her homely way--there were occasions on which the housekeeper
-could be correctly dignified and "stand-off" even to the most superior
-of ladies' maids--but just now her one thought was to set this shy young
-creature at her ease. "You have come from Mrs Marmaduke's home, I
-suppose?" she went on, as she handed the tea to Philippa. "I don't
-remember rightly where it is, but it's at several hours' distance from
-here, I know."
-
-"It is in ---shire, close to Marlby," Philippa replied. "We left the
-house about eleven o'clock this morning."
-
-"Have you been long with your lady?" pursued Mrs Shepton. "You look so
-young. You couldn't have been out in India with her, surely?"
-
-"Oh, no, I was scarcely grown-up then. I have only just entered Mrs
-Headfort's service, but," she added, after an instant's consideration,
-"she has known me a long time."
-
-Mrs Shepton nodded, approvingly.
-
-"Been in the young lady's Sunday-school class, I daresay," she thought
-to herself, and aloud she added, though without any suggestion of
-inquisitiveness, "That is very nice; your mother must be pleased for you
-not to be with strangers, that is to say if--" for the seriousness of
-the girl's face, and her absolutely black attire, hinted at the
-possibility of her having recently lost some near relation.
-
-Philippa understood the hesitation and answered at once, speaking more
-quickly and brightly than hitherto.
-
-"Oh, yes, I have a mother, and father too!"
-
-"I am glad to hear it," rejoined Mrs Shepton, "but, by-the-by, my
-dear,"--the expression denoting that the new-comer had made a
-marvellously rapid stride in her good graces--"you've not yet told me
-your name!"
-
-For the first time, strange to say, it struck Philippa that this--her
-surname, that is to say--was as yet an unknown quantity. She was
-fortunately not one of those people who change colour on small
-provocation.
-
-"Mrs Headfort calls me Phillis," she said, slowly.
-
-The housekeeper looked rather surprised.
-
-"Phillis," she repeated; "that is a first name. I suppose it's with her
-having known you so long; but it was your surname I meant. It wouldn't
-do for the servants here to call you by your first name. Of course in a
-big house like this we have to be very particular."
-
-"Of course," said Philippa, rather coldly. Then recollecting
-herself--"My last name," she said, "is `Ray'--`Phillis Ray,'" and she
-smiled slightly in spite of herself.
-
-"Then `Miss Ray' you must be to every one here but myself," said Mrs
-Shepton. "There are not so many visitors among us just now as
-sometimes. There's only Mrs Worthing's maid--a very experienced
-person, much older than you; and Mr Gresham's valet, Mr Furze, a quiet
-young man, and of course he's so often here with his master that he's
-scarcely like a stranger. But when we are by ourselves as just now, my
-dear, I should like to call you Phillis; I had a sister once of that
-name--long ago."
-
-"Yes, please do," said Philippa, heartily.--"Mr Gresham, did you say,"
-she continued. "Is that a gentleman with a dog? I saw the name on some
-luggage at the station, which must have belonged to him. They travelled
-part of the way in our train--in the carriage I was in--second-class,
-but I didn't see any valet."
-
-There was a touch of curiosity in her tone, which rather surprised and
-possibly disappointed the housekeeper.
-
-"The Mr Gresham I alluded to," she said, somewhat stiffly, "has been
-staying here some time. The young gentleman who came down to-day is Mr
-Michael, his cousin. You must excuse me, my dear, if I remind you not
-to speak of your lady as Mrs Headfort, but as Mrs Marmaduke," she went
-on. "She is, of course, Mrs Headfort next to my lady, but still--"
-
-"Certainly," interrupted Philippa, heartily, "I will be careful about
-it. Thank you for reminding me, Mrs Shepton. And indeed," she
-continued, "I should be very much obliged to you if you will tell me--me
-myself--of anything you think I require advice about. I am not very
-experienced, as you can see;" and in her own mind she thought, "this is
-an excellent precaution to take. It will prevent any gossip about me
-which might not otherwise come to my ears. For I am sure this good
-woman is thoroughly to be trusted. And if the Mr Gresham here really
-proves to be the one I met at Dorriford, I must be doubly on the alert.
-It is really too strange a coincidence."
-
-Philippa's last words quite gained Mrs Shepton's heart, and made her
-slight sensation of disapproval of the young girl's apparent lapse into
-gossip concerning any of the visitors at Wyverston disappear. Her eyes
-had the kindliest light in them as she replied:
-
-"It will please me very much indeed, my dear, if you will look upon me
-while you're here as if I were in a mother's place to you; and now, I
-daresay, I had better take you to your room--the sooner you take your
-things off the better, as the dressing-gong will be sounding soon. Take
-care," as Philippa wavered a little on first getting up; "are you so
-very short-sighted?"
-
-"Oh, no," said Philippa, "I wear spectacles as a precaution;" the truth
-being that her unaccustomedness to the glasses, and the reflection of
-the firelight upon them, had dazzled her a little.
-
-"Oh," said Mrs Shepton, tranquilly. "It is best to err on the safe
-side if your eyes are at all weakly. But I should have been sorry if
-you had really feeble sight, it stands so much in a maid's way."
-
-So saying, she opened the door of the room and led the way along the
-passage to a staircase at the farther end.
-
-CHAPTER SEVEN.
-
-A SUCCESSFUL DEBUT.
-
-In all large country-houses of a certain importance, there is more or
-less resemblance in the internal aspect of things. And this Philippa
-felt conscious of as she followed Mrs Shepton up-stairs--across
-landings, down passages, and up-stairs again.
-
-"I could fancy myself back at Dorriford," she said to herself, with
-mingled sensations. "It is barely a week since I left it. What _would_
-Maida Lermont think if she could see me now? What would I have thought
-myself, if I had had a vision of the present state of things? Yet
-Dorriford is as different as possible from this place--all bright and
-fresh there, and this old house seems to _breathe_ stiffness and
-formality. I am sure Evey will be frightened if they put her into one
-of the state bedrooms. I do hope my room won't be far from hers."
-
-She was learning prudence, however, and said nothing till surer of her
-ground. And her reticence was rewarded. For just as, with some dismay,
-she caught sight of another staircase, evidently leading to some very
-upper regions indeed, the housekeeper stopped short, turning down a
-small and almost dark passage on the floor where they were.
-
-"Our own maidservants' rooms are up that staircase," said the
-housekeeper, "and also two or three for visitors' ladies' maids. But
-there is a little room close beside Mrs Marmaduke's, which my lady
-thought would be best for you. It opens into her dressing-room by
-another door--this is therefore a sort of back-way to her rooms. My
-ladies thought she might feel strange, this being her first visit, and
-with her not being very strong, as I understand."
-
-The good woman did not add that the suggestion had in great measure
-emanated from herself, however readily it had been adopted by her
-mistress.
-
-"Oh, I _am_ glad, said Philippa, eagerly. I don't mind anything as long
-as I am near her," for as Mrs Shepton opened the door of the small
-apartment intended for Mrs Marmaduke Headfort's maid, she murmured
-something, almost in a tone of apology, about its very restricted size.
-
-The housekeeper glanced at her with kindly approval, not unmixed,
-however, perhaps, with a little amusement. Philippa had spoken
-impulsively and more in her own character than she realised.
-
-"How devoted she is to her lady," thought the elder woman. "She will be
-laughed at for it, I daresay, by other servants, and perhaps it may be
-well for her not to express it quite so warmly. But it reflects credit
-on them both. Mrs Marmaduke must be a sweet young lady. It will be
-very nice if my ladies take a fancy to her, and then some day, perhaps,
-we shall be having the dear little boy here."
-
-For the premature death of the two sons of the house, and the failure of
-an heir to Wyverston, had been felt scarcely less acutely by the
-attached old servants than by the Headforts themselves. And Mrs
-Shepton had been full of eager interest in the overtures at last, though
-somewhat tardily made, to her master's cousin, now the next in
-succession.
-
-Philippa's modest luggage was already standing unstrapped in her room.
-It was evident that all the arrangements at Wyverston were punctual and
-orderly.
-
-"Through here are Mrs Marmaduke's rooms," said Mrs Shepton. "I
-daresay you will have time to get some unpacking done before she comes
-up to dress. And you must be sure to tell me of anything she wants, or
-anything not quite to her mind. There are two bells, you see," and she
-went on to explain where they rang to; "it is just as well to have one
-to up-stairs, even though you are close at hand. For this part of the
-house is rather shut out from the rest, as you see; it is a sort of
-little wing apart, and there is another to match it on the north side.
-My lady chose these south rooms, as so much warmer."
-
-They were very good rooms, rendered more cheerful than they would
-otherwise have been by bright fires. For as Philippa had anticipated,
-they were very stately and somewhat gloomy.
-
-"I am quite certain Evey would have been awfully afraid of sleeping here
-alone," she thought, but aloud she thanked the housekeeper for all her
-care and consideration.
-
-"And where shall I go, when Mrs Marmaduke is dressed and gone down to
-dinner?" she inquired, half timidly.
-
-Mrs Shepton considered. She felt quite a motherly interest in Phillis
-Ray.
-
-"You will be busy for some time arranging all your lady's things," she
-said. "I will send up to fetch you in time for supper; it would be
-pleasanter for you than coming down to the room by yourself."
-
-"The room?" Philippa repeated, in some perplexity.
-
-"Our room, of course, I mean," said the housekeeper, smiling. "Supper
-is at half-past nine. Our second-housemaid is a very nice girl, rather
-young, perhaps, for the post, but a superior girl in many ways. Her
-name is Bell--Isabella Bell, a curious first name to choose, isn't it?
-The head-housemaid is quite an elderly woman, who has been here for many
-years. My ladies think very highly of her, and,"--with the slightest
-touch of hesitation--"she expects to be treated very respectfully by the
-younger ones."
-
-Philippa laughed slightly.
-
-"Thank you for warning me, Mrs Shepton," she said.
-
-As she spoke she was already taking off her bonnet and cloak, and again
-the housekeeper felt approval of her evident alertness.
-
-"I will leave you now," she said; "you will need all your time to get
-things ready," and so saying, she went away.
-
-As soon as she had the room to herself, Philippa sat down on the little
-bed with a deep sigh of relief.
-
-"How nice it is to be myself again, even for a moment," she thought.
-"How shall I ever be able to endure the not being it for a whole week or
-more? But how thankful I am that the housekeeper is such a nice, good
-woman; how _very_ thankful! At the worst, at the very worst, if any
-really terrible complications arise, I almost think I might confide in
-her; I am sure she has nice feelings in every way."
-
-This was something to fall back upon, and indeed she required it; for
-the realisation of the presence in the house, of a man whom she was
-almost sure was the same as the "silent Mr Gresham" whom she had met at
-Dorriford, was undoubtedly appalling.
-
-"I mustn't frighten Evey about it," she considered, "but I must find out
-about him from her without betraying why. His being here and having
-seen me before, might not, after all, have mattered much; he saw so
-little of me, and when we were walking about the garden I could scarcely
-get him to speak. I wonder if he thought me very young? _I_ noticed
-him, as anybody must have done, because he is so extremely good-looking!
-But _the_ thing that frightens me is the stupid way in which I drew the
-other Mr Gresham's attention upon me in the train. One could not have
-invented anything so unlucky," but here the sound of an opening door
-startled her. "I must be quick," she thought, with a glance in the
-looking-glass, and a hasty touch at her somewhat ruffled hair, "or I
-shall have nothing ready for Evey." It was not her sister, however,
-only a housemaid with hot water, as Philippa saw, as she made her way
-through the dressing-room. A civil "good-evening," however, was all
-that the servant stopped to say, being evidently in a hurry.
-
-"Now," thought Philippa, "comes a part of my role that I shall really
-enjoy. It will be charming to make Evelyn look her prettiest, and I
-know she will wear exactly what I tell her. I do love nice clothes,"
-and with great satisfaction she proceeded to lift out her sister's
-carefully chosen "trousseau" for the occasion.
-
-She had just finished laying out on the bed the dress she had mentally
-fixed upon as the most suitable for this first evening--a sort of debut
-it seemed to Philippa, and far from an unimportant one, when again the
-door opened, this time to admit Evelyn herself, followed, or rather,
-strictly speaking, preceded by the eldest of the unmarried daughters of
-the house.
-
-"I do hope you will find everything as you like it, and do ask for
-anything you want," said Miss Headfort, as she ushered in the young
-guest. "Dinner is at eight, so you have nearly an hour still; time to
-rest a little before dressing."
-
-The voice was a pleasantly modulated one, and its tone was undoubtedly
-cordial. From the other side of the room, Philippa glanced round with
-curiosity to catch sight of the speaker. She was a tall, rather slight
-woman, in figure and bearing looking perhaps younger than her age, which
-was quite forty. But her face was not young; there were lines of sorrow
-upon it, and her dark eyes, though really sweet in expression when one
-came to see them closely, were wanting in vivacity and light.
-
-"Why," thought Philippa to herself, "she looks a hundred times more
-melancholy than Maida, and yet her life _cannot_ have been as hard--
-except, of course, for the brothers' deaths,"--with a little pang of
-self-reproach at her momentary forgetfulness, "but I do think she seems
-nice and kind to Evey," and this agreeable impression was confirmed by
-the sound of her sister's voice in reply.
-
-"Thank you; I am sure I shall be as comfortable as possible," said
-Evelyn. "Will you call for me on your way down-stairs?" she added, with
-the touch of appeal which to her sister's discerning ears told at once
-of her having "taken to" this new relative.
-
-"Certainly, if you like," was the reply, and the little touch Miss
-Headfort gave to Evelyn's shoulder as she left the room told of evident
-gratification.
-
-For a moment or two after the door closed, Philippa remained stooping
-over a trunk without speaking. It was not till Evelyn flung herself on
-the sofa and called out to her half petulantly, that she thought it safe
-to reply.
-
-"Why don't you speak, Phil?" she said. "You surely don't intend to keep
-up the farce when we are safely alone by ourselves?"
-
-"It would really be better to do so," replied Philippa, cautiously,
-glancing round at both doors before she finally emerged from the shelter
-of the big trunk, "but, of course, I won't do anything to worry you,
-Evey. I suppose there is no fear of any one coming to this room before
-Miss Headfort returns?"
-
-She crossed the floor to the sofa where her sister lay, as she spoke.
-
-Evelyn in her turn glanced round half-nervously.
-
-"You will make me too fidgety for anything," she said. "No, I don't
-think it is the least likely that any one will come; the housemaid has
-brought the hot water, I see, and the trunks are all up. And even if
-any one did come, they would knock at the door--oh, bother, there are
-two doors! I hate a room with two doors. I never know which to be most
-frightened of in the night."
-
-"This one," said Philippa, indicating it as she spoke, "leads into a
-dressing-room, and out of that again, the little room where I sleep. It
-was very thoughtful of them to put me so near you, but if you would
-rather lock the doors between us at night, _I_ have no objection."
-
-She spoke laughingly, but underneath the jesting tone there was a touch
-of slightly hurt feeling. She had been longing so to see her sister
-again, even after the one half-hour's separation; she was so intensely
-anxious to know what had passed in the drawing-room, and now here was
-Evelyn, not even affectionate, the very reverse of clinging!
-
-"Nonsense," said her sister; "of course I'm only too delighted to have
-you close by. I would like to look at the rooms," and she half sat up
-as if with the purpose of doing so, but sank down again. "Oh, I am
-tired," she said, wearily. "Get a footstool, Philippa, if there is one,
-and come and sit on the floor beside me, the way we do at home. Oh,
-don't you wish we were at home again? It's all so strange and--"
-
-"No," interrupted Philippa, her warm heart going out again with a rush
-of tenderness the very instant any appeal was made to it. "No, you're
-not to say `lonely' just when I am here on purpose to prevent you
-feeling so."
-
-She had espied a footstool by this time and drew it forward as her
-sister wished.
-
-"Now," she said, "we can talk comfortably for a few minutes; unless,
-indeed, it would be better for you not to talk at all, and rest entirely
-till you have to dress."
-
-Evelyn lay back with closed eyes; she certainly was looking very pale
-now, but what else could have been expected?
-
-"I _am_ glad I came," thought her sister, conscious that a momentary
-feeling almost of jealousy of the new cousin had passed through her. "I
-_am_ glad I came, and if she does get on well with these people, even to
-the extent of not seeming to need me, I _won't_ mind. I shall know it
-is only on the surface. What she would have done without me,
-practically speaking, I really don't know! She is about as fit just now
-to look out her things and dress herself, as a mouse to draw a train.
-And what _would_ her hair be like? It's in a perfect chaos of fluff,
-and I am certain that the Headforts wear theirs perfectly smooth and
-have no fringes."
-
-She smiled at the thought, and as she did so, Evelyn opened her eyes.
-
-"What are you laughing at?" she inquired, languidly, and as her sister
-told her, she, too, smiled.
-
-"Yes," she replied, "you are quite right. They have all three got dark
-hair, as smooth as--oh, I can't trouble to find a comparison--`as smoove
-as smoove' as Bonny says--dear Bonny! But I do think they mean to be
-nice, really nice and cordial, Phil, especially Felicia, the one you saw
-just now; she is the eldest. Perhaps I'd better not talk much--"
-
-"You had better talk in a lower voice," said Philippa; "it is less
-tiring, and safer too. All I want to know just now is that you do think
-you will be able to get on with them without much effort."
-
-"Ye-es, I do think so," answered Evelyn. "I must try to be a little
-more dignified than I am at home, and that is rather a strain."
-
-"You can be beautifully dignified when you choose," said Philippa,
-encouragingly.
-
-"It is not on the daughters' account I must be so," continued Evelyn.
-"I think _they_ would like me the better if I seemed rather childish;
-there is no affectation of being younger than they are, about either of
-them. But it is Mrs Headfort; she associates me, I feel instinctively,
-with the wife of the possible future master of Wyverston, who, she
-thinks, no doubt, should be as stately as herself."
-
-"I only hope she _does_ associate with you that personage," said
-Philippa, brightly; "it would certainly incline us to like her all the
-better. I think," she went on thoughtfully, "there is something
-beautiful and elevating in that sort of regard for one's family, if not
-carried too far. Some people call it only an extended form of
-selfishness, but at least it is not a low kind. And, after all, doing
-one's best for those nearest us is not selfishness; it is simply right."
-
-"There is something almost beautiful about Mrs Headfort herself," said
-Evelyn, "though there is something wanting, too, in her face. It is a
-little hard, and yet certainly not unfeeling; she has evidently _felt_
-tremendously."
-
-"But troubles do harden some people," said Philippa, "though often more
-on the surface than lower down. They get afraid of ever loosening their
-armour, as it were, for fear of breaking down."
-
-"How wise you are, Phil!" said Evelyn, admiringly. "I never thought of
-things in that way when I was your age. I shouldn't wonder," she went
-on, reflectively, as if she had made a great discovery, "if it were
-partly Mrs Headfort's hair that makes her look hard. It is quite dark,
-did I tell you? And when people get old, I think grey or white hair is
-so much prettier. I do hope mine will get white--mamma's is so nice,"
-and she put up her hand to her own wavy locks as if to feel if the
-desired transformation had already taken place.
-
-"Now, Evelyn," said Philippa, seriously, "leave off chattering. You may
-go to sleep for twenty minutes still; I will undertake to get you
-perfectly ready in the time that remains. I have got out nearly
-everything you will want, and you are to wear exactly what I have
-chosen."
-
-Evelyn smiled submissively.
-
-"I must just say one thing, Phil," she began again, "and that is for
-your satisfaction. I do believe the Headforts would have been perfectly
-aghast if I had come without a maid. And that reminds me--how do you
-think you are going to bear it? Will it be endurable?"
-
-"Much better than endurable," said Philippa, "but I will tell you about
-it afterwards. The housekeeper is a dear old woman. And on your side
-you must notice everything, to amuse me. I shall want to know all about
-the other people staying in the house."
-
-Then she resolutely turned away, and busied herself afresh with
-completing the preparations for her sister's evening toilet.
-
-At the appointed time came Miss Headfort's tap at the door, and in
-response to Evelyn's "come in," the eldest daughter of the house made
-her appearance. Philippa looked at her with considerable interest--a
-double interest, indeed; she was both curious to have a better view of
-Miss Headfort herself, and also most anxious to observe the effect upon
-her of the charming personality before her. Mingled with her sisterly
-pride in Evelyn, there was now what one may almost call the pride of the
-artist in his handiwork, and for both there was good cause.
-
-Evelyn had left herself entirely to her sister's mercies, and the result
-was such that even Felicia Headfort's melancholy eyes lighted up with
-pleasure at the sight of her cousin's wife, whose lovely fairness was
-shown to great advantage by the pale, blush-rose tint of her dress. Her
-naturally beautiful hair owed much also to Philippa's careful
-manipulation, all the more deft and clever in that there was not the
-slightest appearance of studied art about it--the little bow of pink
-velvet to match her dress really looking as if it had flown down of
-itself to nestle among the wavy coils. Evelyn's stock of jewellery was
-limited; for this important occasion she wore the one good ornament
-which her Duke had, with much unsuspected self-denial, gathered together
-enough money to procure for her--a string of fair-sized pearls.
-
-"My dear," said Miss Headfort, impulsively, "your dress is quite
-charming, and you do not look the least tired now. You will quite
-bewitch my father, I am sure." Evelyn smiled.
-
-"How nice you look yourself," she said to her cousin, gently stroking
-the sleeve of Felicia's soft, grey velvet bodice, for though far more
-than the orthodox term of black attire for the loss of their two
-brothers had passed, the Headfort sisters had not yet--if indeed they
-ever would discard it--worn anything but half-mourning.
-
-Miss Headfort looked very handsome in her velvet and rich old lace;
-handsomer than Philippa had expected from her former glimpse of her.
-And the two figures together harmonised from their very dissimilarity.
-The sight was gratifying to the girl's sensitive perceptions of beauty;
-but as she stood there in the background in her plain, black dress and
-disfiguring spectacles, unnoticed, and in a sense unthought of, even by
-her sister, it would be untrue to human nature, to girl nature
-especially, to say that no shadow of mortification passed over her as
-she again realised, and this time more fully than hitherto, the abnormal
-position she had placed herself in.
-
-But almost simultaneously her vigorous resolution of character, greatly
-assisted in the present case by her vivid sense of humour, reasserted
-itself. There was a considerable amount of triumph, too, in the success
-of her plan.
-
-"I do believe," she thought, "that I shall be able to carry it through
-perfectly to the--no, I won't say `bitter end'--but till the curtain
-drops for ever, I hope, for I am quite sure I shall have had enough of
-my role by then, as `Phillis Ray, lady's-maid.' Though but for her,
-goodness only knows what Mrs Marmaduke Headfort would have been looking
-like at the present moment--as to her headgear above all!"
-
-A glance of affectionate gratitude from Evelyn as she followed her
-conductress out of the room, added to Philippa's self-congratulation.
-Still more so, a word or two from Miss Headfort which caught her ears
-as, suddenly discovering that her sister's fan was still reposing on the
-dressing-table, she ran after her with it, a few steps down the
-passage--"very clever maid yours seems to be; she must--" But the rest
-of the sentence was deferred, as Evelyn turned to take the fan held out
-to her.
-
-"Poor Phil," thought Mrs Marmaduke, as she entered the drawing-room,
-with a curious mingling of pride in her sister, and regret almost
-amounting to irritation at the state of things she had brought about, "I
-really can't bear to think of her up there alone! For I do feel as if
-it were all going to be very nice, and that, but for her, I could really
-enjoy myself. So I must just try not to think of her for the time. I
-am sure it is what she would wish."
-
-And acting on this comfortable determination, she was able to respond
-with unembarrassed graciousness to the cordial, though somewhat formal,
-greeting of her host, who came forward to meet them as soon as he caught
-sight of his elder daughter's entrance into the room.
-
-And, as Felicia had predicted, the charm of Evelyn's half-appealing yet
-dignified manner, added to her extreme prettiness, did its work. From
-that moment the old man's subjugation was complete.
-
-That it was so, was from the first a source of satisfaction to his wife
-and daughters. For they were not only good, high-principled women--they
-were personally unselfish, and superior to all petty, feminine
-jealousies, and with much latent tenderness of nature, unsuspected by
-those who only judged them by the surface stiffness of manner.
-
-Christine, the second Miss Headfort, though some years younger than her
-sister, scarcely appeared so. She was less handsome in features, but so
-much brighter in complexion and colouring that at first sight she was
-the most striking; but in spite of Wyverston Manor and its traditions,
-there was a touch of the "advanced woman" about her, which showed itself
-unpleasingly in a rather obtrusive "superiority" to her dress and
-general appearance.
-
-"I am plain-looking," she was wont to inform her friends, with a certain
-pride, "and no longer young, and I am not going to pretend to be
-otherwise. And I am splendidly strong, and intend to keep my health at
-all costs, so I do not care in the least about my complexion or my
-figure. I go out in all weathers, and ignore the existence of whalebone
-and steel."
-
-But she was a very agreeable woman, nevertheless--her bark infinitely
-worse than her bite--full of real kindness of heart. And if a trifle
-dictatorial in her way of showing this, and perhaps irritatingly
-convinced that a Miss Headfort of Wyverston could "do no wrong," it was
-easy to forgive and even forget those foibles in one so ready to put
-herself aside whenever called upon to do so for the sake of others; so
-genuinely compassionate to the suffering or oppressed. She loved all
-animals, and was loved by them in return; she would have loved little
-children had she known more about them; thus with her, too, Evelyn's
-fragile and almost childlike appearance only prepossessed her in the
-young wife's favour.
-
-CHAPTER EIGHT.
-
-A MORNING RAMBLE.
-
-The party this evening was not a very large one; still, a comparatively
-small number of people is enough to be somewhat confusing to a
-new-comer, to whom they are all absolute strangers. More especially
-when the new-comer in question is in such a position as was Evelyn
-Headfort on this occasion in the Wyverston drawing-room, where, as a
-recognised member of the family, to whom honour was due, it behoved her
-host and hostess to introduce with considerable formality all the other
-guests.
-
-To all appearance she stood this little ordeal well, considerably to
-Mrs Headfort's satisfaction.
-
-"Though she looks so young," thought the elder woman, "she has plenty of
-self-possession as well as charming manners."
-
-But inwardly Evelyn had been feeling considerable trepidation, and it
-was not without some relief that she found herself and the man allotted
-to her safely on their way to the dining-room. _His_ name her memory
-had retained, though she was in a state of mystification as to those of
-most of the others. She glanced up at her cavalier. She was not
-peculiarly small, but he seemed to tower above her, and had to bend his
-head to catch some little commonplace remark which she felt it due to
-herself to volunteer, "for fear," as she afterwards confessed to
-Philippa, "he should have thought me shy."
-
-"Certainly," was the reply; "quite so," but that was all, and Evelyn's
-little feeler, which she had sent out in hopes of its breaking the ice,
-had no effect beyond that of making her wish she had left the sentence
-unsaid.
-
-Seated at table, however, where she found herself, to her alarm, at her
-host's left hand, she hazarded a second observation--anything, the
-silliest speech in the world was better than for her new relations to
-think her in any sense unequal to the occasion.
-
-"I beg your pardon," said Mr Gresham, for such was his name; and as he
-bent slightly towards her, she was struck for the first time by his
-really remarkable good looks, enhanced by a gentleness of expression
-which tended to reassure her. She laughed and coloured slightly as she
-repeated her very commonplace, little observation.
-
-"I was only saying that it feels ever so much colder here than farther
-south!" she said.
-
-"You've come from the south," he responded, with some appearance of
-interest. "Have you travelled f r to-day?"
-
-"Oh, no, not really very far," she replied. "After all, one can't
-travel very far in England; but any cross-country journey makes you feel
-as if you had--it wastes so much time, though we fitted in our trains
-pretty well."
-
-"Is your husband with you?" her companion rejoined, in reality for the
-sake of drawing her out, for he knew perfectly well that Duke Headfort
-was still in India, and likely to be there for some time. For, as the
-housekeeper had mentioned to Philippa, the elder Mr Gresham was a very
-frequent visitor at Wyverston, and intimately acquainted with the ins
-and outs of the Headfort family affairs.
-
-Evelyn started slightly.
-
-"I shouldn't have said `we,'" she thought to herself. "Oh, no," she
-said, aloud, "I'm quite alone here, and it is my first visit to this
-part of the country. It is considered very--well, I don't exactly know
-what to say--not picturesque, I suppose, but not commonplace?"
-
-"Far from commonplace. It is bleak in some directions--bleak and bare;
-but the moors are very fine, and at some seasons their colouring is
-wonderful. And the stretch of the Wildering Hills to the west is very
-imposing. You will think it so, I have no doubt, as you come from--" He
-stopped, and went on again:
-
-"Did I not understand you to say that you live in a flat country?"
-
-"Well, yes," said Evelyn, though she did not remember having volunteered
-any information of the kind. "---shire _is_ flat, certainly, and where
-we live there is no beauty except good trees. My sister," she
-continued, feeling as if she were talking very inanely, and with a
-nervous dread of letting the conversation drop, "was staying lately in
-Westshire. She was delighted with it. She said part of the route
-coming back was as pretty as--as Switzerland."--"How idiotic that
-sounds!" she said to herself.
-
-But her companion appeared rather to appreciate her remarks.
-
-"Westshire," he repeated. "Yes, some parts of Westshire are charmingly
-picturesque. May I ask what part of the country your sister was staying
-in?"
-
-"I don't know what part it was that she thought so pretty," said Evelyn,
-gratified by his interest. "The place she was staying at was Dorriford.
-It belongs to the Lermonts--cousins of ours."
-
-"Oh, indeed," said Mr Gresham, thawing more and more; "I know
-Dorriford--at least I was there the other day. I drove over with some
-friends in the neighbourhood. Your sister's name is?" and he glanced at
-her questioningly.
-
-"Raynsworth," said Evelyn, quickly.
-
-"Exactly," rejoined her companion. "I remember her perfectly. But you
-are not like each other--Strikingly unlike, even; for Miss Raynsworth is
-dark--dark and tall. I remember."
-
-An appalling misgiving seized Evelyn. He "remembered her perfectly;"
-perhaps, by no means improbably, suggested her sisterly pride, he had
-been struck by Philippa's somewhat uncommon style of beauty. Why, in
-heaven's name, had she drawn the conversation round to Philippa at all,
-the very last topic she should have chosen to talk about while at
-Wyverston? And fearful lest Mr Gresham's watchful eyes should detect
-the least trace of confusion, she forced herself to smile and to say
-lightly:
-
-"What a coincidence! I must remember to mention it to my sister when I
-go home." Then, somewhat at random, she plunged suddenly into some of
-her Indian reminiscences--a subject she usually avoided as hackneyed and
-commonplace.
-
-Mr Gresham seemed somewhat perplexed, though he listened courteously,
-but without his former interest.
-
-"I have never been in India," he said, with a touch of languor, "and I
-don't think I want to go. Were you born there? I've often noticed that
-people who were born there have a sort of liking for the place," as if
-the great empire of the east were some insignificant village.
-
-"Oh, no," said Evelyn, "we are all quite English, and I don't think I do
-like India. I am not very fond of travelling. I fear I am the lazy one
-of the family."
-
-"Your sister certainly struck me as very vigorous," began Mr Gresham
-again; "the Lermonts were talking of wonderful expeditions they had been
-making while she was with them."
-
-"Oh, why did I say I had a sister," thought Evelyn, in desperation, "and
-why did I ever give in to this mad escapade of Philippa's? I feel
-certain it is going to land us in some dreadful hobble," and
-unconsciously to herself her expression grew so tragic that Mr Gresham
-began to wonder what in the world was the matter.
-
-Just then, to Evelyn's enormous relief, came a happy interruption. A
-voice from the opposite side of the table, which was not a very wide
-one, addressed her by name.
-
-Evelyn looked up in surprise, forgetting for the moment that as all the
-guests had been introduced to her, the owner of the voice had every
-reason to know who she was.
-
-"I hope, Mrs Headfort," he said, "that my dog did not really frighten
-you to-day? He is very demonstratively affectionate when he takes a
-fancy, and he had made great friends with--with your maid."
-
-"`Out of the frying-pan into the fire,'" thought the unfortunate Evelyn;
-"this time I must brave it out."
-
-"Is your dog a dachs?" she said, quickly. "Oh, yes, I remember seeing
-him; he tried to jump into the carriage, but I wasn't really frightened,
-only startled for a moment. Is he with you here? You must introduce
-him formally, if so. I love dachshunds--our favourite dog was a dachs.
-He died--some years ago. We can hardly bear to talk of it even now."
-
-A perplexed look stole over Michael Gresham's face at her words. Was he
-dreaming? or going through one of those strange experiences familiar to
-us all, in which it seems as if we were living for a second time through
-some event, or train of events, often of the most trivial, which has
-already happened?
-
-No; the conviction he now felt that words almost similar to those Mrs
-Headfort had just uttered had quite recently been addressed to him, was
-too strong, too unmistakable to have anything of fancy about it.
-
-"By Jove," he thought, "it was the girl in the railway carriage--her
-maid--who told me the very same thing about a dachshund she had had. I
-can't make it out. They didn't seem to be talking like mistress and
-maid when Solomon jumped at them, though I didn't hear clearly what they
-were saying. There was something inconsistent about the girl from the
-first. Well, it's no business of mine." Then, conscious that Evelyn's
-eyes were still directed towards him, he threw off his hesitation and
-answered lightly:
-
-"I hope the association will not be too painful to prevent your making
-friends with my Solomon. Not that I don't sympathise in the loss of a
-dog--it's a terrible thing."
-
-"Don't let my cousin get on to dogs, Mrs Headfort, his own dogs
-especially," interrupted the elder Gresham; "he'll go on for hours about
-that Solomon of his, I warn you."
-
-Evelyn smiled gently. In her heart she was not very devoted to dogs.
-Bonny and Vanda were much more adorable pets. Nor was she anxious in
-any way to grow more familiar with the dachshund's master.
-
-"He must be rather a stupid young man," she thought, as she glanced
-across the table at Michael's somewhat rugged face. "His cousin
-evidently thinks him so, and all the better for us if he is not
-observant. And, oh! how plain-looking he is compared to this one!"
-
-For the moment, however, she had not much opportunity of admiring her
-neighbour's clear-cut features. For her host, having done his duty so
-far by the elderly dowager on his right hand, now felt free to turn his
-attention to his cousin's pretty young wife. A kindly question or two
-about her "Duke" and his doings--even more, some allusion to the
-incomparable Bonny, set Evelyn perfectly at her ease. The conversation
-which ensued, though of the liveliest interest to herself and not
-without charm for the squire himself, naturally left her orthodox
-companion somewhat out in the cold. For on his other side was placed a
-certain Miss Worthing, a person whom he would have characterised as a
-"bread-and-butter miss," whose timid attempt at breaking the silence met
-with but faint success, for all the answers that Mr Gresham
-condescended to make to her were monosyllabic and discouraging in the
-extreme.
-
-It was not this first evening that young Mrs Headfort discovered how
-much honour had been done her by her companion's animation, though as
-she rose to follow in the file of women on their way to the
-drawing-room, it did strike her that Mr Gresham's face looked bored in
-the extreme.
-
-"How I do wish he could know Philippa and she him!" she thought. "She
-would be just the person to shake him out of that silent _hauteur_, and
-I do believe he was struck by her at Dorriford. If only she were here
-in her proper character!"
-
-The rest of the evening seemed somewhat long. Evelyn was beginning to
-feel very tired, for she had really exerted herself to the utmost.
-Fortunately it was not the Wyverston habit to keep late hours, and it
-was with a feeling of inexpressible relief that she accepted Felicia's
-hint that she must not hesitate to say good-night, even before the two
-or three guests from the neighbourhood had taken their departure.
-
-"They will be going immediately," Miss Headfort added; "and," on second
-thoughts, "if you like to come away quietly with me, I will explain it
-to mamma afterwards, and say good-night for you."
-
-Evelyn thankfully took advantage of this offer, but begged her cousin to
-let her go up-stairs alone.
-
-"I can find my way quite well, and I know I shall have everything I want
-in my room."
-
-"Very well," said Felicia, kindly. "I think I can trust your maid, from
-what you say of her, to look after you properly. And our dear old
-Shepton really does love to make people comfortable, especially if they
-are relations."
-
-Nothing could have been more gratifying. And how delightful not to have
-to wait till she could write home for sympathy in her satisfaction!
-
-"Oh, Phil," she exclaimed, as she carefully shut the door of her room
-where her sister was already awaiting her. "Oh, Phil, darling, I am
-awfully sleepy, I can scarcely keep my eyes open, but I am longing to
-tell you how well I have got on. Everything has been as nice as
-possible."
-
-"I am so glad," said Philippa, warmly. "But, Evelyn dear, you must not
-talk to-night. Even I am feeling very tired. I believe I had fallen
-asleep while I was sitting here waiting for you."
-
-And Philippa, who could be resolute in little things as well as in big,
-carried her point. Half an hour later both sisters were in bed and
-asleep, and though Philippa did not know it, her care of Evelyn had
-saved herself from a disturbed and perhaps sleepless night. For Mrs
-Headfort could certainly not have narrated the events of the evening in
-any detail without repeating her conversation with both the Greshams,
-and thereby awakening much graver anxiety in Philippa's mind than what
-she had felt herself.
-
-As it was, Philippa slept soundly, her dreams being no more than an
-amusing jumble of the experiences of the day before. When she awoke, it
-was from a peculiarly absurd one, in which Solomon was seated at the end
-of the housekeeper's table, doing the honour in Mrs Shepton's place,
-with Philippa's own spectacles on his nose, assuring her that his master
-was the same Mr Gresham whom she had met at Dorriford, and that it was
-only the fact of his travelling second-class which had made her imagine
-him less good-looking than before.
-
-But though her dreams had been thus concerned with the realities of the
-preceding day, Miss Raynsworth felt strangely confused when she first
-awoke. It was daylight, though not yet very clear, for the morning was
-cloudy--so cloudy, indeed, that in most parts of the country one would
-have imagined it must be raining. The girl's eyes strayed round the
-little room, and for a moment or two she could not imagine where she
-was. Gradually things took shape in her memory, and she half started up
-in affright.
-
-"It must be late," she thought, "and of all things I must be ready early
-in the morning."
-
-But her fears were exaggerated; she took her watch to the window and
-found that it was only half-past six. There was plenty of time to get
-ready for her own breakfast at eight, and to carry in Evelyn's early cup
-of tea.
-
-She peeped cautiously through the door of her sister's room, as soon as
-she was dressed, and was pleased to see her still sleeping peacefully.
-
-"She must not get up to breakfast if she is very tired," thought
-Philippa. "Mrs Shepton was sure they would not mind her staying in
-bed, especially this first morning. But if I am to judge her by myself,
-I rather think she will wake feeling quite rested and invigorated; the
-air here must be wonderfully bracing."
-
-She had returned to her own little room, and sat down beside the window
-which she had already thrown open. It was not cold, though a fresh
-breeze, to Philippa's fancy laden with the scents of the surrounding
-moors, blew on her face gently.
-
-"Only a quarter past seven," she said to herself. "I know what I'll do.
-I will go down-stairs and have a little run, or walk, I suppose--it
-would never do for a maid to be seen running--before the breakfast-bell
-rings. I can keep away from the front of the house, for fear of
-possibly meeting any one who might notice me." With the impulsiveness
-so curiously mingled with her habit of careful consideration, this was
-no sooner said than done. Two minutes later the slight, black-clad
-figure of young Mrs Headfort's maid might have been seen making its way
-through some of the paths thickly strewn with fir "needles," among the
-woods, which at one side of the house almost extended to the walls.
-
-"Yes," she thought. "It is quite charming here, though perhaps in time
-one would get tired of the monotony of these fir-trees. If only I were
-free, and not obliged to be in to breakfast till half-past nine, how I
-would enjoy a rush across the moor beyond! I do hope I shall have some
-chance of a solitary ramble now and then while I am here. For one thing
-I will _not_ do, and that is, go out walks with the other ladies' maids
-who are staying in the house, who, ten to one, would be inviting the
-valets to accompany them. All I should want would be a--"
-
-At that instant, as if in reply to her uncompleted sentence, came the
-rush and scamper of a long-bodied, four-footed creature across the
-crackly ground.
-
-"Solomon!" exclaimed Philippa, with mingled joy and dismay. "My dear
-boy, where have you come from? And how did you know I was here?" for
-that he did recognise her and was full of delight at the meeting, was
-only too evident! He jumped up on her, he pawed her, he snuffed her,
-ending by trotting off a few paces and looking back wistfully with
-unmistakable invitation in his affectionate eyes.
-
-Half thoughtlessly Philippa followed him.
-
-"Where do you want to go to?" she said, laughingly. "Do you think I
-don't know the way back to the house?--And, by-the-by, I must be quick,"
-she added, "or I shall be too late for breakfast."
-
-But as this misgiving struck her she came to a sudden standstill.
-
-CHAPTER NINE.
-
-MINGLED FEELINGS.
-
-For there before her, as might most naturally have been expected, stood
-Solomon's master, Mr Gresham the younger. He was clad in a rough
-shooting-suit, which, even in that moment of annoyance, struck Philippa
-as becoming him better than his more civilised attire of the day before.
-
-"He is ugly," she thought, "but far from insignificant. That square,
-sturdy sort of figure has something manly about it," and as at that
-moment a slight involuntary smile parted his lips, and she caught sight
-of two rows of perfect teeth, another item in his favour was added to
-her estimate of the outer man of Michael Gresham.
-
-So swiftly, however, did these impressions pass through her, that almost
-before she realised them she felt conscious of the vivid colour rushing
-to her face.
-
-What was he smiling at?--or rather, what was he staring at, now that the
-smile had faded? Was there anything extraordinary in her appearance?
-Mechanically she raised her hand to her hair, which had indeed got blown
-out of the prim neatness which was an important part of her present
-personification, but it was not the touch of the truant locks which
-startled her fingers as they touched her face.
-
-"Oh, dear," she ejaculated, "my spectacles!" For in the exuberance of
-her enjoyment of the fresh morning air, and her sense of momentary
-freedom from notice, she had drawn them off and slipped them into her
-pocket.
-
-It was too late now to undo the mischief, if any, that had been done by
-their absence. Drawing herself together she glanced up almost defiantly
-at the young man standing motionless before her, and when she caught
-sight of the expression of his face, which from that of surprise had
-darkened into gravity, almost approaching disapproval, it was all she
-could do to keep silent.
-
-"What business is it of yours whether I wear spectacles or not? What
-have you to do with me in any possible way, I should like to know?" were
-the words she would have given worlds to utter in the excess of her
-annoyance at this new _contretemps_, heightened by her disgust of
-herself for the blushes which still remained in angry glow upon her
-cheeks.
-
-Not the least discomposed of the trio was poor Solomon. In his doggy
-way he had meant to act the friendly part of reintroducing to each other
-the two who had seemed not uncongenial companions the day before, and
-now, though no words had passed the lips of either his dearly beloved
-master or the new and charming friend who had made him so comfortable in
-the train, he was conscious that something was amiss--very much amiss,
-indeed. He stood there glancing from one to the other almost, as
-Philippa afterwards thought to herself, as if there had been tears in
-his eyes, so profound was his look of distress and mortification. She
-was on the point of stooping to restore his spirits by a little caress--
-she could not resist wishing to do so--when with a sudden gruff "Come
-along, Solomon," the young man turned on his heel, slightly raising his
-cap as he did so, and strode off in another direction.
-
-"I must go, I'm very sorry, but I _must_ go! I don't know what's making
-him so cross this morning!" said Solomon's wistful gaze, as obediently,
-but most dejectedly, he trotted away--even his tail a different member
-of society from what it had been a few moments previously.
-
-"Horrid, detestable man," thought Philippa to herself, feeling more than
-half inclined to cry, partly from anger, partly from anxiety, a good
-deal from pity for Solomon.
-
-She replaced the unlucky spectacles and soberly made her way back to the
-house, her little fit of elation completely over, feeling, indeed, as if
-all the mischievous imps in creation had conspired to thwart and
-embarrass her. To her relief, the being late for breakfast was not
-added to her other misfortunes, for by the big stable-clock, which she
-glanced at as she hurried in, she saw that it still wanted ten minutes
-to the hour, and when the bell rang she was ready to leave her room and
-come down-stairs in orthodox propriety.
-
-Mrs Shepton welcomed her with a kindly "Good-morning," placing her as
-near herself as was compatible with the etiquette of precedence so
-vigorously exacted in such formal society.
-
-The meal passed in silence, for this was one of the rules at Wyverston
-Manor--talking only being allowed at certain repasts. And here it may
-be as well to say that the girl's experiences of the manners and customs
-of the servants'-hall fell short of what her imagination had pictured.
-Thanks to Mrs Shepton's good management, the household was really to a
-great extent a model one, and so far at least as the upper servants were
-concerned, Philippa came across nothing of a coarse or jarring nature.
-The extreme reserve of her own manner she did not attempt to relax, for
-she thought she saw that the housekeeper approved of it, though she
-endeavoured to temper it by gentleness and courtesy on all occasions.
-
-"Do tell me," she said, to Mrs Shepton, a day or two after her arrival,
-"do you like the way I behave? I was never in the same position
-before--among a number of others, you know, in a large house like this.
-There is no need for me to get intimate with any one, is there? Being
-here only for such a short time; and yet I would not like to seem to
-hold myself aloof in any stiff and unusual way."
-
-Mrs Shepton's own voice had a trifle of stiffness in it as she replied:
-
-"You have no need, my dear, to be either familiar or stand-off; our
-upper servants are all of a superior class, and, indeed, the younger
-ones too are most respectably connected."
-
-Philippa in an instant saw her mistake.
-
-"Oh, pray," she said, eagerly, "pray don't think I was hinting at
-anything of that kind. I mean,"--and she could not help reddening as
-she spoke--"any sort of `giving myself airs' as it is called. I really
-want your advice and opinion as to my behaviour."
-
-The housekeeper softened in a moment.
-
-"Any one could see," she said, "that you have been brought up in a
-superior way. It is not giving yourself airs to be what you have
-naturally come to be, and no one of this house will like you the less
-for the advantages it's plain you've had--" She hesitated and stopped.
-The good woman was as little of a gossip as it was possible for one in
-her position to be, but she had begun to look for some kind of
-confidence on the young girl's part, some allusion to her home and
-childhood, to her parents and bringing up, in return for what she
-herself had already related to "Phillis Ray" of her own past history.
-For something about Philippa had almost at once appealed to her
-sympathy, and this want of response was just a trifle disappointing.
-Mrs Shepton glanced at her again. Philippa's eyes were cast down;
-indeed, the spectacles at all times made it rather difficult to judge of
-their expression. More than once the housekeeper had been on the point
-of begging her to lay them aside for a little, that she might see "how
-she looked without them." Just now, however, it was impossible not to
-notice by her whole attitude and bearing that she was somewhat anxious
-and depressed, and the elder woman's kind heart was touched; there might
-be reasons why the girl _could_ not tell her more.
-
-"I think, perhaps," she went on after the little pause of half
-expectation, "as you wish me to speak frankly, that you might join
-rather more in the conversation--at supper especially. There's that
-maid of Mrs Worthing's--I don't know her well, she's never been here
-before--has not looked at you very pleasantly sometimes, and it doesn't
-do in this world to make enemies if you can help it."
-
-Philippa started slightly.
-
-"Do you mean the one they call Miss Bailey?" she said. "I really have
-scarcely noticed her. I--"
-
-"That's just it," interrupted Mrs Shepton; "not being noticed offends
-some people more than anything you could say to them."
-
-Philippa looked grave.
-
-"Thank you for warning me," she said. "I will try to be more am--more
-friendly to Miss Bailey in future."
-
-But unfortunately the mischief was already done.
-
-"Mrs Shepton," Philippa began again, after a moment's pause, lifting
-her head impulsively, "Mrs Shepton, I know what you are thinking--that
-I might tell you more about myself, and I cannot tell you how much I
-wish I could. But there are reasons which make it quite impossible--I
-can tell you one of them--it would displease my--Mrs Marmaduke,
-exceedingly, if I explained to you how I came to enter her service."
-
-"Say no more, my dear," interposed the housekeeper, cordially. "Saying
-what you have shows your confidence in me, and that is enough. I have
-seen too much of life, and in my position one comes across stranger
-stories than you would believe, not to know that the most candid and
-straightforward people are sometimes forced, by no fault of their own,
-into positions where they can't be outspoken."
-
-"Yes," said Philippa, feeling rather guilty, though to the housekeeper
-her tone only sounded sad, "yes; that must be the case sometimes. I--
-honestly, I may say for myself that I am naturally _very_ frank. I
-would give anything at the present moment, dear Mrs Shepton, to tell
-you all about myself and my friends." She raised her charming eyes to
-the kind woman's face--charming they were, and not only so in respect of
-their undeniable beauty, but also, and in perhaps still greater measure,
-from their candid and true expression. And in spite of the intervening
-spectacles, Mrs Shepton read them aright.
-
-"I will not distrust her in any way," she thought, "whether I ever come
-to understand her or not.--There is just one thing I should like to
-say," she began again, after a little pause, "something I should like
-you to promise me--if you are in any trouble or difficulty while you are
-here, something, perhaps, that you would not like to worry your lady
-about, don't be afraid of telling me. I will give you the best advice I
-can."
-
-"Thank you," said Philippa, heartily. "I will certainly promise you
-what you so kindly ask, and I suppose it is possible, with my being so
-inexperienced, that I might make mistakes. But you don't think, I
-hope," she continued, with a touch of anxiety, "that Mrs Worthing's
-maid has taken a dislike to me? I should not like to get anybody's
-ill-will."
-
-That she had some reason for fear was evident, and it added to the
-housekeeper's sympathy for her, little as she could understand it.
-
-Her reply was not altogether reassuring; she was too honest to make it
-so.
-
-"`Ill-will' is a strong word," she said, "but I can't say that I think
-Miss Bailey likes you; that was why I gave you the little warning about
-seeming so stand-off," "I will be very careful," said Philippa.
-
-And as the days went on, Miss Raynsworth felt more and more glad to have
-had this conversation with the housekeeper, for, as she realised
-increasingly the complications to which by her rash action she was
-exposing herself and her sister, she grew conscious of many little
-awkwardnesses which she had never thought of or in the least foreseen,
-and which might have aroused the suspicion of a commoner-minded woman
-than the good old housekeeper. Among these was the fact of her
-apparently receiving no letters, the importance of which she perhaps
-exaggerated, from Bailey's drawing attention to it once or twice when
-the servants'-hall correspondence was distributed at table. In reality
-the letters she had received, under cover to Evelyn, had enormously
-added to her anxiety and caused her the greatest distress--distress
-which was all the more hard to bear as she had to endure it alone, for
-her parents charged her on no account to upset Evelyn, under the
-circumstances of her present surroundings especially, by telling her of
-their very grave displeasure.
-
-"I cannot conceive," wrote her mother, "how you ventured to do such a
-thing, so utterly to set at nought all your father and I _could_ not but
-feel at a daughter of ours placing herself in such a position. Your
-father was on the point at first of setting off, at all costs, to bring
-you back again, and it was only with the greatest difficulty that I
-persuaded him to give up doing so, by reminding him on whom the `costs'
-in this case would fall--I mean poor Evelyn and her husband. Such an
-_esclandre_ would certainly have been utterly fatal to the Headforts
-thinking well of Duke's wife or her family. We are very annoyed with
-Evelyn herself, too, for not _insisting_ on your returning the moment
-she found you were in the train, and to prevent her doing so you must
-have made an unjustifiable use of your greater strength of character and
-determination to carry out your own way. I shall say as little as
-possible to your sister till you are both home again. I am counting
-every day--indeed every hour, till this visit is over, and I only pray
-that no terribly disastrous consequences may follow on what you have
-done."
-
-It _was_ hard to bear, feeling conscious, as she did, that at least
-three-fourths of her motives had been purely unselfish, and only now did
-Philippa allow to herself that a certain love of adventure--a touch of
-the reckless impulsiveness and defiance of conventionality which Maida
-Lermont, though vaguely, had been conscious of in her young cousin--only
-now did it dawn upon the girl that these less worthy incentives had gone
-far to make up the remaining balance.
-
-"I have never meant to be wild or headstrong," she said to herself. "I
-have always thought I was almost too practical and unimpulsive. I
-planned all this so carefully and even cautiously. I never dreamt of
-papa and mamma taking it up so severely; I don't think they ever have
-been really angry with me before in my life. And after all," with a
-touch of half-humorous defiance, as she dashed away the tears which she
-dared not indulge in, for fear of her sister's discovering them, "after
-all, I do _not_ know what Evelyn would have done without me. I am
-perfectly certain she would not have got on so well; most assuredly she
-would not have _looked_ as she has done!"
-
-For Philippa's rule over her sister had been a very stringent one. Mrs
-Marmaduke Headfort was not allowed to overtire herself by walking too
-far or driving too long, by sitting up too late, or spasmodically
-getting up too early, all of which vagaries she was addicted to when her
-own mistress. Her tonic was never forgotten, nor her stated hours of
-resting curtailed. In consequence of all these precautions, Evelyn
-looked and felt wonderfully invigorated. The credit of this was
-attributed by her well-pleased hosts, and in part by herself, to the
-bracing air of Wyverston, and Philippa was too unselfish and generous to
-feel annoyed at this, though she secretly hugged herself with
-satisfaction as to what she knew had been her own share in this good
-state of things.
-
-"I don't think mamma _can_ be so vexed with me when I tell her about
-it," she thought. "She does know that Evelyn is not fit to take care of
-herself."
-
-There was really, for the moment, no crumpled rose-leaf in young Mrs
-Headfort's path. To her facile nature, in spite of her capacity for
-"fussing," it came easy to accept things as she found them. Long before
-the first week was at an end she had got used to the anomalous position
-in which her sister, and, to a certain extent through her sister, she
-herself were placed. Beyond this, she even allowed herself the
-gratification of claiming Philippa's admiration for her strong-minded
-behaviour.
-
-"I really think I have managed beautifully," she said. "I have not
-worried about you at all, Phil, and I have determined not to be homesick
-for Bonny and Vanda, though," with a sudden realisation of what she owed
-to her sister, "I'm quite sure my good spirits are principally owing to
-your being here."
-
-And Philippa felt rewarded.
-
-By this time Miss Raynsworth had begun to breathe more freely. No
-further _contretemps_ had as yet occurred. She had been most careful to
-keep out of the way of the guests in the house, more especially the two
-Greshams, for, after hearing from Evelyn of her conversation on the
-night of her arrival with the elder of the cousins, she could no longer
-deceive herself as to his identity with the handsome, silent man whose
-personality had somehow impressed her at Dorriford, and she was even
-more afraid of coming across _him_ than of again meeting Solomon's
-master.
-
-To poor Solomon himself she had more than once been obliged to be
-positively cruel, for whenever she caught sight of his tan-coloured
-person she was seized with terror lest her other travelling companion
-should be near at hand. In those days it is to be feared that the
-dachshund's belief in the stability of woman's friendship received some
-severe shocks. One afternoon in particular he happened to run against
-Miss Raynsworth in one of the back passages not far from Mrs Shepton's
-room, and the girl, thinking herself for once safe from dangerous
-observation, stooped down and patted him affectionately. No sooner had
-she done so than she bitterly regretted it, for coming towards her, but
-a few paces off, she descried his master's familiar figure. The dog by
-this time was in a state of frantic delight; at all costs she must get
-rid of him.
-
-"Down, down," she said, in a cruelly repressive tone, which poor Solomon
-would have understood even without the stern "Come here, sir," from
-Michael Gresham which followed; and as she hurried along the passage she
-could not resist glancing back over her shoulder in pity for her
-four-footed admirer. Mr Gresham was not to be seen--what had become of
-him?--but Solomon was sitting on the mat outside the housekeeper's room,
-looking profoundly miserable and feeling doubly deserted--by his master
-as well as by his friend. For Michael had shut the door in the dog's
-face.
-
-"Poor old boy," thought Philippa. "I wonder why he has settled himself
-there."
-
-For she knew that Mrs Shepton was not specially addicted to dogs. She
-liked them, she said, in "their proper place;" in other words, when they
-were entirely out of her sight and with no opportunity of jumping on
-sofas, eating rugs, or going to sleep on her best eiderdown quilts.
-
-CHAPTER TEN.
-
-"MERLE-IN-THE-WOLD."
-
-Miss Raynsworth would have been considerably surprised had she known the
-reason of Solomon's encampment in his present quarters.
-
-"I have left my dog outside," his master was at that moment saying to
-the housekeeper, "so I hope you'll be pleased with me, `Mrs Shepton,
-ma'am!'" using the rather absurd title which had clung to his old friend
-since the days when she had been his nurse.
-
-Mrs Shepton smiled indulgently. "Now, Master Michael, what would any
-one think to hear you still speaking to me like that?" she said,
-forgetting that her own way of addressing the young man was now equally
-inappropriate, "and I don't like you to think that I would be unkind to
-a poor dumb creature, especially one you are fond of. Dogs are all very
-well in their proper place! But when it comes to finding one in a young
-gentleman's bed with its head on the pillow and the clothes tucked under
-its shin, as I have seen you have Toby many and many a time in the old
-days at Allerton--well, no, I can't say but what that was going too
-far."
-
-Michael Gresham laughed.
-
-"I remember," he said, "especially once when Bernie and I stole one of
-old Aunt Serena's caps--a nightcap I suppose it must have been--and tied
-it neatly on to Toby's head with the frills sticking out beautifully all
-round."
-
-"I don't remember Master _Bernard_ ever doing anything of the kind,"
-said Mrs Shepton, with a marked accent on the name. "If there was ever
-any mischief afoot, it wasn't often it had to be laid at _his_ door."
-
-"Not _often_, perhaps," said Michael, "though I wouldn't say never. If
-there was a scrape to be got into, it was, I allow, pretty sure to be I
-who found myself in it. But we stuck to each other very faithfully in
-those days. Poor old Bernie!" and he gave a little sigh. "After all,
-it isn't his fault if all the plums have fallen to his share, and I'm
-sure I don't grudge them to him, though I would not object to a few for
-myself sometimes."
-
-A shade of distress crossed Mrs Shepton's face.
-
-"They will come, my dear," she said, affectionately patting the young
-man's hand. "Never fear; they will come, all in good time, and none the
-less sweet that you have had to wait for them, and work for them too."
-
-"Oh, bless you, don't think I mind the working," he said, lightly.
-"Life would be unbearable without it. Don't think I was grumbling, Mrs
-Shepton, ma'am, but," and he rose to his feet, as an unmistakable sound
-of scratching and whining on the other side of the door made itself
-heard, "some one _is_ grumbling, and that's Solomon. May I let him in?"
-
-"Of course, dearie; I'll let him in myself. No," as the young man was
-moving towards the door, "let me do it; I should like him to see I was
-friendly."
-
-In another moment Solomon was inside, pawing and jumping on the
-housekeeper, who did her best to hide any sign of apprehension for her
-black silk skirt. "You see he is fond of me," she said, with a touch of
-rather tremulous triumph in her tone.
-
-"Moderately so," Mr Gresham replied, eyeing the pair with considerable
-amusement, "but not as fond of you as he is of a young person who
-travelled down in our carriage the other day--third class--I always come
-third, you know. By-the-by, I wanted to ask you about her. She is Mrs
-Marmaduke Headfort's maid, I believe." Mrs Shepton looked considerably
-surprised.
-
-"Yes, sir?" she said, interrogatively.
-
-"Now, don't be stupid," said Michael, with some irritation. "You know
-very well I'm not likely to begin gossiping! But there is something
-unusual about this girl, and I cannot help feeling sorry for her. I had
-meant to speak of her to you before. What do you think of her?"
-
-The housekeeper's brow had cleared, but now a look of perplexity came
-over her face.
-
-"To tell you the truth, Master Michael, I really don't know," she said.
-"I wouldn't say as much to any one but yourself, and I would not for
-worlds betray her confidence--"
-
-"Has she given you her confidence, then?" interrupted the young man.
-
-"She has and she hasn't! She has allowed that there is something about
-her present position that she cannot explain, and as far as things here
-go she has put herself in my hands, saying how inexperienced she is, and
-begging me to advise her if I see it necessary. But beyond that, I know
-no more than you do. Perhaps,"--with a touch of curiosity--"not as
-much, if you entered into conversation with her on the journey?"
-Michael laughed slightly.
-
-"Oh, dear, no," he said, "she would have snubbed me at once if I had
-said anything but the merest commonplace--and even that was only brought
-about by Solomon's making such friends with her, which threw her a
-little off her dignity once or twice. She is a _lady_, nurse, I am
-perfectly certain of it, and that is why I am so sorry for her. The
-impression she made upon me," he continued, slowly, "was that she is
-acting a part." Mrs Shepton looked rather startled.
-
-"I don't like you to say that, Master Michael," she replied, quickly.
-"I have felt from the first that I could trust her--and now that I know
-her better, and she has, as it were, thrown herself upon me, I couldn't
-bear to go back from doing so."
-
-"You misunderstand me," said Mr Gresham, with some annoyance. "Do you
-suppose I think she's a burglar in disguise? People are forced into
-seeming what they are not sometimes, by no fault of their own." Almost
-her own words to Philippa! The housekeeper in her turn hastened to
-exonerate herself.
-
-"I took up your words wrongly," she said. "I think I feel just as you
-do, Master Michael, about the poor girl. I am doing all I can to be a
-friend to her."
-
-"I'm very glad of that," said Michael, heartily. "That was just what I
-had in my mind--to ask you to be good to her."
-
-He spoke with his usual perfect simplicity, and as his old friend
-glanced at him she said to herself: "Just the same kind heart as always!
-Well, if others don't, there's one that does you justice, and that's
-your old nurse, my dear."
-
-Aloud she said nothing in reply to his last words, and Michael, too, sat
-silent. He was stroking Solomon's soft back half absently, and
-pondering something in his mind, which the sight of his dachshund had
-recalled to his memory. Should he, or should he not say anything to
-Mrs Shepton of the curiously similar way in which both mistress and
-maid had alluded to a former "Solomon of their own."
-
-"Have you seen anything of Mrs Marmaduke?" he said at last,
-tentatively.
-
-"Miss Christine brought her in here for a few minutes yesterday,"
-answered Mrs Shepton. "Of course I had seen her before, several times,
-but not to speak to. She is a sweet-looking young lady, very, and so
-devoted to her little children. I am very pleased, indeed, that the
-family seems to be taking to her so much; Miss Headfort has quite
-cheered up over it."
-
-The tone of her words decided Michael to say no more. He could scarcely
-have related the little incident without a suggestion of something not
-altogether to the young wife's advantage, though in what way he himself
-would have been utterly at a loss to define. And the faintest
-suggestion of such a kind would have been most unfair to young Mrs
-Headfort, for if her maid had a secret--a secret of which she herself
-even was cognisant, it would be most unjustifiable to lay to the young
-lady's account any supposition of underhand dealing or subterfuge.
-
-"I think she is--Mrs Marmaduke, I mean--a nice little woman, and
-certainly very pretty. I should not say she was particularly clever,
-but I daresay that doesn't matter much in a woman if her looks are all
-right," he said, with a slight superciliousness not lost on his hearer.
-
-"Now, Master Michael, I am not going to have you beginning in that way,"
-she said, remonstratingly. "If a young lady is pretty, that's no reason
-why she shouldn't have other gifts as well. You would not like me to
-say Mr Gresham had nothing but his good looks?"
-
-Again there was just a shade of bitterness in the young man's voice as
-he replied:
-
-"Nobody could say such a thing of Bernard. He has got--well, what is
-there he hasn't got?"
-
-Michael's old nurse seemed rather nonplussed.
-
-"It was a stupid remark of mine, Master Michael," she answered. "And I
-daresay it will make it no better if I say that whatever Mr Bernard
-has, and is, there are some ways in which I could never feel that he
-comes up to you."
-
-"Mrs Shepton, ma'am, you're a silly old woman. I must be going. If I
-stay much longer you will be persuading me that my features are the most
-regular you have ever seen."
-
-"Nay, nay, my dear. I know what I mean, though I can't put it in words.
-`All is not gold that glitters,'" she added, sententiously.
-
-The proverb seemed scarcely relevant, but Michael understood the feeling
-that suggested the quotation, and there was affection as well as
-amusement in the smile with which he looked back at his old friend, as,
-followed by Solomon, he left the room.
-
-The elder Mr Gresham had that day been the subject of discussion in
-another quarter as well. He had been almost from the first very
-gracious to Evelyn, and this naturally pleased her the more as she
-gradually came to see that Mr Gresham did not always give himself much
-trouble about those with whom he might be thrown in contact. The
-attractiveness of his appearance and the invariable gentleness of his
-manner had in themselves an undoubted charm, which often made his
-coldness and indifference the more irritating to those who could not
-flatter themselves that they had aroused in him the slightest interest
-in their persons or their conversation.
-
-"I do wish you could see him, Phil," Evelyn was saying to her sister at
-the very time that Mr Michael Gresham was paying his visit to Mrs
-Shepton. "He is really so charming. Felicia and Christine tell me they
-have never seen him make friends so quickly, and I think they are very
-pleased at it. Every one thinks so much of his opinion."
-
-"Then it is no wonder if he is a little spoilt," said Philippa.
-
-"But I don't think he _is_ spoilt," returned Evelyn, eagerly. "He is so
-gentle and considerate, such a contrast to his cousin--I never saw such
-a `brusque' man as _he_ is; and if it is affectation, he has no right to
-be affected! He is so ugly, and of course his position is different in
-every way."
-
-"Then it is no wonder if he is a little spoilt," said Philippa.
-
-"But I don't think he _is_ spoilt," returned Evelyn, eagerly. "He is so
-gentle and considerate, such a contrast to his cousin--I never saw such
-a `brusque' man as _he_ is; and if it is affectation, he has no right to
-be affected! He is so ugly, and of course his position is different in
-every way."
-
-"I should scarcely think he was really affected," said Philippa; "he is
-just rather rough. But certainly," she went on, "the elder cousin is
-quite unusually good-looking."
-
-Evelyn gave a little laugh.
-
-"What is amusing you?" said Philippa, rather sharply.
-
-"Oh, nothing," said Evelyn.
-
-"When people answer `nothing' in that way, it always means something,"
-said Philippa, sententiously. "You laughed at what I said, and I want
-to know why?"
-
-"I didn't--at least, not exactly. I was only thinking--now don't be
-cross--how absurd it is! You admiring Mr Gresham, allowing, at any
-rate, that he made some impression upon you--for you are very critical,
-you know, Philippa--and he on his side entertaining me, whenever he can
-get round to the subject with his appreciation of your beauty and
-charms."
-
-Philippa reddened, and not altogether with gratification.
-
-"That sort of thing is very common, Evelyn; I don't like it. Besides
-which, it is incredible that the man should remember me so distinctly.
-We only met for one afternoon, and what chiefly impressed me about him
-was his unusual dearth of conversation. It forced me to talk, I
-remember--you know the hateful feeling of being _tete-a-tete_ with any
-one, and we were _tete-a-tete_ for some little time, in dead silence.
-No, Evelyn, he has found out one of your weak points, you unsuspicious
-little goose, not your _weakest_, but he couldn't praise up Bonny and
-Vanda, as he has never seen them. You shouldn't be so open to
-flattery."
-
-"But, indeed, it isn't flattery," said Evelyn; "he would be incapable of
-anything so coarse, and you should have a higher opinion of _my_ taste
-and perception too. All he says is in the very nicest way, really
-showing that he saw you to be--well, something out of the common, which
-you certainly are."
-
-"All the same," said Philippa, "I wish you would leave off talking about
-me while you are here, at all. It is very unwise."
-
-"I don't think so," said Evelyn. "When I'm talking about you to Mr
-Gresham, I feel quite comfortable! I quite forget about you being here,
-and think of you as if you were at home. Of course," looking a little
-ashamed of herself, "I have said once or twice: `How I do wish she were
-here!' thinking of you as your proper self, you know."
-
-Philippa looked very grave. She did not like the idea of any such
-prevarication on her sister's part, and was on the point of saying so,
-till a moment's reflection reminded her that she had scarcely a right to
-do so. So she contented herself with remarking quietly that in future
-she begged her sister to avoid all mention of her name.
-
-"I cannot promise anything of the kind," said Evelyn. "Mr Gresham has
-got interested in you now, and I am--" She stopped short.
-
-"Well, what?" asked Philippa.
-
-Evelyn blushed a little.
-
-"Interested in his interest, I suppose," she admitted, with a little
-laugh. "I cannot help wondering," she went on, "when or where, or how,
-you and he may meet again. I am sure you would have so much in common,"
-and it did not require much flight of imagination on the younger
-sister's part to see whither Evelyn's thoughts were tending.
-
-She was both touched and annoyed, the practical effect of this
-conversation being to make her wish more devoutly than ever that their
-time at Wyverston were over. Other feelings were strongly influencing
-her in this wish. For utterly unreasonable as she knew it to be, she
-was conscious of a curious resentment against Michael Gresham, whom she
-had not been able to avoid meeting--thanks generally to Solomon now and
-then, either on the moor or nearer home, for tacitly accepting her
-present personality, even while in a sense grateful to him for doing so.
-For that he had guessed some part of her secret, guessed, at least,
-that she _had_ a secret, she felt perfectly sure, and the consciousness
-of this irritated her and reacted in curiously contradictory and
-capricious ways.
-
-Fortunately, as she told herself, though here, too, her inconsistency
-came in, she had never come across the elder of the two cousins.
-Evelyn's dissertations made her doubly careful as regarded him, yet she
-had a worrying curiosity to see him again, if only she could do so,
-herself unseen. And but for an additional reason for precaution which
-reached her a day or two later through her sister, she might have been
-tempted to some more or less reckless step for the gratification of this
-same curiosity, absurd and contemptible though she called it to herself.
-
-This new danger lay in the discovery of the fact that should fate lead
-to the two Greshams laying their heads together about "Miss Raynsworth,"
-her identity with Michael's fellow-traveller would be by no means
-unlikely to suggest itself.
-
-Evelyn was full of her last piece of interesting information concerning
-Mr Bernard Gresham when she came up to bed a night or two after the
-conversation already recorded.
-
-"Philippa," she exclaimed, as soon as they were safely shut in for the
-night, "I have found out ever so much more about my charming Mr
-Gresham. His home is in Nethershire--a place called Merle-in-the-Wold--
-isn't that a fascinating name? I am sure I have heard of it before.
-Didn't _you_ speak of it, by-the-by? I said to him I was sure I had
-heard it mentioned quite lately, as such a lovely part of the country."
-
-"Oh, Evelyn," said Philippa, aghast, "do be careful. Yes, no doubt I
-spoke of it. I passed that way on my return from Dorriford. But what
-might not come of it, if you had mentioned me in connection with it?"
-"Nothing," says Evelyn, sensibly enough. "He knows my sister was at
-Dorriford, there is no secret about _that_, and he probably knows that
-you would pass Merle-in-the-Wold on your way to Marlby. You are getting
-morbid and stupid, Phil, about being found out. And no one heard what
-we were talking about, except--oh, Mr Gresham has all but asked us to
-pay him a visit, I, of course, as your chaperon, though he would have a
-married sister and her husband there, too. Phil," clasping her hands,
-"we _must_ go. It would be too lovely--we two together."
-
-"And what about a maid?" said Philippa, grimly.
-
-"Oh, I don't exactly know; I must plan something when we go home. I am
-sure I could think of some arrangement if I had a little time. I almost
-think I will send away the under-nurse--she is a stupid little thing,
-and though her wages are small, Dorcas says her appetite is enormous. I
-could get a nice _young_ maid, who would not object to help a little
-with the children, for a few pounds a year more. I am sure Duke would
-not mind, and very likely her eating less would make up the difference.
-You see, I shall have to be planning all about a house in a very few
-months now, Phil. And if the old people here really take us up, Duke
-will be so delighted that he will agree to anything."
-
-She was chattering on, when a word in her former speech recurred to
-Philippa.
-
-"Wait a moment, Evey," she said. "You did not finish what you were
-saying before. You said no one heard what you and Mr Gresham were
-talking about, `except?' Except whom--one of the Headforts?"
-
-"No--what does it matter? I was only going to say except that stupid
-Michael Gresham--he was staring at a book, as far as I remember. I
-don't suppose he did hear what we were saying. And, do listen, Phil--
-don't you see, as I was saying, once Duke has the position--almost, one
-may say, the _recognised_ position of heir, there will be things that we
-_must_ do, out of respect for the family even, like my having a--"
-
-But the latter part of Evelyn's speech had conveyed little meaning to
-her sister's brain, so startled was she by the careless announcement
-that if any one had overheard what Evelyn and Mr Gresham had been
-talking about, it had been his cousin.
-
-Had he done so, or had he not? Who could say? And what possibility was
-there of discovering the facts of the case?
-
-Philippa trembled as she realised the consequences of Michael Gresham's
-having taken in the whole bearings of her sister's chatter. No special
-power of discernment would be required, nothing but the simplest, most
-everyday faculty on his part of putting two and two together, to satisfy
-him as to the identity of Mrs Marmaduke Headfort's sister and the girl
-he had travelled with. And her trepidation was by no means selfish; she
-forgot about the disagreeables which would certainly ensue to herself if
-the strange little plot were to be disclosed, in realising the injurious
-effect it would certainly have upon Evelyn and her belongings.
-
-"Oh, Evey!" she began, impulsively, but checked herself before saying
-more. What right had she to blame Evelyn, whose words would have been
-perfectly harmless but for her own unnecessary communication to Michael
-Gresham in the train? Still more, what could be less expedient than
-now, when the mischief was done, to startle and alarm her sister, and
-effectually destroy her ease and unconstraint during the few days they
-must still pass at Wyverston?
-
-"No," she decided in her own mind. "I must think it over by myself, and
-I must face it by myself. I have got Evelyn into the danger, and I must
-get her out of it at all costs. No one must ever be able to blame _her_
-in the least."
-
-But, oh! if she could but think that Michael had not caught the sense of
-Evelyn's words--Evelyn called him "stupid;" but that he certainly could
-not be in the real sense of the word, for she had heard, even in the
-servants'-hall, allusions to the position he had gained for himself in
-his profession, but "unobservant?" Could she hope that his perceptions
-were not very keen? Many clever men were dull and slow in ordinary
-life, and by all accounts he did not shine in society. But even this
-flattering unction failed her as she recalled the keen, "interested"
-expression of his somewhat deep-set eyes, and the half-sarcastic,
-half-humorous lines of the whole physiognomy that first morning of
-meeting him in the wood--the unlucky morning when she had forgotten her
-spectacles, and in the exhilaration of the fresh air and novel
-surroundings had been far less on her guard than she now was.
-
-All this train of thought passed through her mind far more rapidly than
-it takes to describe the process, so rapidly that she had made up her
-mind to silence as regarded Evelyn, before her sister had fully taken in
-the scant attention which Philippa was bestowing on her words.
-
-"Philippa," she exclaimed, at last catching sight of the girl's grave
-face, "what are you thinking about? You are always very good at
-cheering me up when I am in low spirits, but I must say that when I am
-feeling bright and hopeful, and with good reason, you are _not_ very
-sympathising. Don't you care to hear about my plans?"
-
-"Of course I do," said Philippa, compelling herself to speak lightly,
-"but we have oceans of time before us to talk over everything in, and
-you have _not_ too much time for a good night; it is getting very late,
-and if we go on talking you will never get to sleep."
-
-Evelyn was well-trained by this time; she made but faint resistance to
-her sister's ultimatum.
-
-Of the two it was certainly Philippa who found the greater difficulty in
-getting to sleep that night, and long before the dawn broke, she was
-wide awake again, revolving in her own mind the whole tormenting
-question of what to do, and how to do it.
-
-"Or, after all," said she to herself, "might it not be safer to leave
-things alone, and do nothing?"
-
-CHAPTER ELEVEN.
-
-A COLD NOSE.
-
-Things if left alone often do shape themselves.
-
-Philippa had come to no decision as to the best course to pursue, when
-further revelations from Evelyn intensified her alarm.
-
-"Philippa," she began, the very next afternoon. "I don't understand
-that Michael Gresham, and I almost think I dislike him as much as I like
-his cousin. Of course I have always thought him rough and abrupt, but
-that he is to every one, more or less. But now there is something in
-his manner to me almost indescribable--well, not exactly offensive, that
-is too strong a word, but approaching it--a sort of tacit disapproval,
-that I really cannot stand from a young man like that, who has nothing
-whatever to do with me. I would not stand it if he were my brother; I
-feel as if I should have an open quarrel with him before long if it goes
-on!"
-
-Philippa felt cold with apprehension.
-
-"Don't talk of such a thing, _Evey_," she said; "your first visit here,
-and the Greshams such old friends of these people! Nothing could be
-more disagreeable. You don't mean to say that he has ever been actually
-rude to you?"
-
-"No, nothing actually tangible. But he looks at me, especially when I
-am talking to his cousin, in a sort of hard, questioning way, as if he
-would like to pull me up for everything I was saying. At luncheon
-to-day Mr Gresham alluded again to the visit we are to pay him. He was
-asking about when I expect Duke back, and he turned to Michael with some
-remark about the shooting--I forget what, exactly--in connection with
-our going there, and the horrid young man scarcely answered. He was as
-gruff as anything."
-
-"But that was more rude to his cousin than to you," said Philippa.
-
-Evelyn shook her head.
-
-"No, it had to do with me. I think Mr Gresham noticed it, in fact I am
-sure he did, for afterwards I saw them together as I was crossing the
-hall, and I think I heard Mr Gresham calling him a bear, or a boor, I'm
-not sure which."
-
-There was no time for more just then, as Evelyn was going out for a
-drive with Mrs Headfort, and the summons came, before her sister had
-time to do more than repeat one little word of warning, as Mrs
-Marmaduke flew off. But once she found herself alone, while
-mechanically occupying herself in arranging Evelyn's things with her
-usual deft carefulness, the poor girl's thoughts were by no means to be
-envied. Things _were_ coming to a crisis, thanks to her sister's
-innocent indiscretion and that--yes, she could join with Evelyn in
-calling him "that horrid young man"--that horrid young man's impertinent
-interference; for that he was about to interfere she felt convinced,
-though as yet he could scarcely be said to have done so.
-
-"And if," thought Philippa, "he thinks it his duty--officious people
-always think things their duty--to warn his cousins that we are acting a
-part and deceiving others, who knows what may come of it? Poor Evey
-will in one sense suffer more than I, and it will be _all_ my doing! I
-may have ruined everything for them by my recklessness and self-will."
-
-She sat down beside the window in a state very nearly bordering on
-despair. She dared not let herself cry, though to one of her
-temperament the very rarity of her tears made them the greater relief.
-
-"What can I do?" she repeated, and wild ideas chased each other through
-her brain as to the possibility of telegraphing to her mother to summon
-them home at once, or of an appeal, however repugnant to every feeling,
-to Michael Gresham to--nay, what could she say to him, without giving
-him her full confidence? and that, she scarcely felt that it would be
-possible to do. Of all men she had ever met, as far as she could judge,
-he seemed the last in any way likely to understand or to sympathise with
-the motives which had led her to act as she had done. Indeed, no _man_,
-she said to herself, could enter into all the feelings, some of them so
-apparently trivial and frivolous, which had actuated her.
-
-"And a man like him least of all," she thought. "One can see that he
-prides himself on excessive honesty and straightforwardness. No doubt
-he could be very good at saying disagreeable things from the best of
-motives, and he could be quite incapable of entering into shades of
-feeling, he is so rough. Now if it had been his cousin who was in
-question--oh, it would have been quite different! He must be so refined
-and delicate in perception."
-
-She gave a deep sigh. Her eyes turned mechanically to the window, and
-she gazed out half vacantly. The afternoon was very still, and the grey
-sky in any other part of the world would almost certainly have
-prognosticated rain. But Philippa was learning her bearings better by
-now in this northern country, where the greyness often meant nothing
-special as regarded the weather.
-
-The wind had been high the night before, and the trees almost looked as
-if winter had already come, the paths being thickly strewn with their
-discarded vesture.
-
-A little shiver passed through the girl.
-
-"It does look dreary," she thought, for her window overlooked some of
-the back premises, where no gardener's broom had as yet tidied up the
-traces of the wind's undoing. One corner of the great stable-yard was
-visible, and as Philippa still looked out, the silence was broken by a
-sound she loved to hear, the eager barking of a huge watch-dog, whom she
-had already made friends with in her rambles about the place.
-
-"I hope they are going to loose him," she thought, with interest,
-craning her neck to see what was happening.
-
-Just at that moment she caught sight of Mrs Shepton's slight and still
-erect figure, as she made her way back to the house, and a sudden
-suggestion flashed into the girl's mind.
-
-"I believe it is the only thing to do," she said to herself. "She may
-be able to ask him what I cannot and will not ask for myself," for by
-this time Philippa had learnt something of the relations existing
-between Michael Gresham and the housekeeper, though the latter had been
-scrupulously careful to avoid anything approaching to gossip about the
-young man whom she was still so devoted to.
-
-Without giving herself time to reconsider what she was about to do,
-Philippa, pale with suppressed nervousness, hurried down-stairs in hopes
-of catching Mrs Shepton on her entrance to the house. In this she
-succeeded, for in answer to her tap at the door of the housekeeper's
-room, its owner's voice replied, "Come in."
-
-"Are you alone?" said Philippa, glancing round, "and can you spare me a
-few minutes? Mrs Shepton, I am in such trouble, and I promised you to
-ask your advice, if need arose."
-
-The housekeeper glanced at her anxiously. The girl had been greatly in
-her thoughts the last few days, though she had not seen much of her, for
-it had seemed to her that she was looking ill and careworn, unless,
-indeed, her own eyes had been sharpened by the younger Mr Gresham's
-communications.
-
-"Sit down, my dear," she said, kindly.
-
-Philippa obeyed her at once. Indeed, now that she was within the
-shelter of the kind woman's own little sanctum, and felt the protection
-of her motherly tone and words, a reaction, not unnaturally, from the
-constraint she had been putting upon herself, set in. She trembled so
-that she could scarcely have stood a moment longer, and when she began
-to speak, her voice entirely failed her and she burst into tears.
-
-Mrs Shepton felt positively alarmed, but she spoke calmly.
-
-"Try to be composed, my dear," she said, still more kindly than before,
-"otherwise you will not be able to tell me what is wrong. Will you have
-a glass of water? I have some here which is as cold as ice."
-
-The girl made a little sign in the affirmative, and when she had drunk
-the water, she was able to some extent to check her sobs.
-
-"Now tell me," said Mrs Shepton, "tell me all about it. Have you had
-bad news? No, it can't be that, for I have seen you twice since the
-letters came, and you did not seem upset. Is Mrs Marmaduke vexed with
-you for anything? You must not take it so to heart, if it is that; I am
-sure she is a kind--"
-
-But before she got further in these suggestions of consolation,
-something in their nature suddenly struck her as strangely discrepant
-with the whole look and even attitude of the young girl before her. The
-disguising spectacles were discarded--the handkerchief with which
-Philippa was brushing away her tears was of the finest cambric, with a
-monogram beautifully worked in one corner--the whole pose of the figure,
-even in its abandonment of distress, was full of grace and refinement.
-It did not require Philippa's shake of the head, accompanied
-involuntarily by a faint little smile, to bring home to the housekeeper
-that Michael Gresham had been right in the opinion he had expressed as
-to the social status of his fellow-traveller, and which, on first
-hearing it, had struck his old friend as scarcely warranted.
-
-For Philippa was now completely herself, in the sense, that is to say,
-of having thrown off all attempt at appearing other than she really was,
-even while less self-controlled, more thoroughly unstrung than she had
-ever been before in her life.
-
-Yet there was something almost queenly in her bearing, as at last,
-resolutely choking down the sobs which still would rise, she sat
-straight up in her chair and looked Mrs Shepton clearly in the face.
-
-"I am going to tell you everything," she began. "I know you will be
-kind, however startled and even shocked you may feel. Mrs Shepton, my
-real name is Philippa Raynsworth, I am Mrs Marmaduke Headfort's
-sister."
-
-For a moment or two the housekeeper was too confused to take in
-distinctly the meaning of the words which reached her ears.
-
-"Sister," she repeated vaguely, while some romantic notion of
-"foster-sister," "adopted sister," or the like, floated through her
-brain. "You don't mean really--"
-
-"Yes, I do," interrupted her visitor. "I am her actual, full sister.
-You know her name was Raynsworth before she married?"
-
-Mrs Shepton nodded, waiting breathlessly for further revelations.
-
-"I will tell you how it all came about," the girl went on, "But first of
-all you must promise me to believe that it was no one's doing but my
-own. My father and mother are as vexed with me as they can possibly be,
-and Evelyn--it has been very trying for her," she was going to have
-added, but the words remained unsaid, as with a faint smile of
-amusement, which even in the midst of her distress she could not
-altogether suppress, she recalled the comfortable philosophy with which,
-once she had accepted it as a _fait accompli_, her sister had resigned
-herself to her new lady's-maid. "It has been," she went on, "I see now,
-a great risk to run for Mrs Marmaduke; if Mrs Headfort and her
-daughters suspected that we have been deceiving them, I do not know what
-harm might come of it."
-
-She glanced up tentatively at Mrs Shepton, but there was nothing
-reassuring in the housekeeper's grave face.
-
-"I can't say--" she began. "No, Miss--" and again she hesitated--"I
-can't say how it might be. They are _very_ straightforward ladies--
-practical jokes, or wagers, or things of that sort that some people
-would think nothing of, they would judge very sharply."
-
-"But you misunderstand," said Philippa, eagerly; "it is nothing of that
-sort at all. You will sympathise with my motives when you hear them, I
-know, however you may blame me for what I have done. Now, please,
-listen, and I will tell all exactly. To begin with, we are not at all
-rich, and lately, with my sister's return home with the two children--
-all three far from strong--and other things, which will get easier
-before long, just lately we have had to be very careful and economical."
-
-Then with this preface she related to the housekeeper how the idea of
-accompanying her sister had first taken shape in her mind, and how one
-thing after another had combined to make it seem both desirable and
-feasible, with but infinitesimal risk of the secret ever being
-disclosed. And by the softening expression of the kind woman's face,
-she saw that her sympathy was enlisted.
-
-Then came the recital of the really extraordinary coincidences which had
-aroused her misgivings in the direction of the two Greshams, especially
-the younger.
-
-"It is he I am so afraid of," she said, in conclusion; "though he has
-never seen me before and could not identify me as his cousin could, I
-dread him far more. Hitherto, I have managed to keep out of Mr Bernard
-Gresham's way, and we have only two or three days more here. But what I
-have just told you of this very morning, makes me almost certain that
-Mr Michael Gresham has guessed the whole, or very nearly the whole, and
-what is still worse, that in time we shall have a very severe judge--
-even now he may be speaking about it to his cousin or to the Headforts,
-probably thinking it his `duty' to do so," with a rather sarcastic
-emphasis on the word.
-
-"Not to his cousin," said Mrs Shepton. "I know enough to reassure you
-as to that. There is no great confidence between them."
-
-"They must be so very different," said Philippa.
-
-"_Very_ different indeed," said the housekeeper. "Nor," she went on
-after this little parenthesis, "do I think it likely that Mr Michael
-will have said anything to my ladies as yet. The first person," with a
-touch of importance, "he would come to about it, would, I think, be
-myself."
-
-An expression of great relief overspread Philippa's face.
-
-"Do you really think so?" she said. "That would be the very best thing
-for me. You see, you could now tell him you know the whole--that I have
-confided it to you, but," with a sudden change of tone, as another
-aspect of the affair struck her, "do you mean, Mrs Shepton, that he has
-already talked me over with you?" And as the housekeeper did not
-negative the inference to be drawn from her former words, the girl's
-face grew scarlet. "What did he say or think?" she said. "It does seem
-so dreadfully lowering! As if I were a sort of adventuress! Was he
-afraid of my letting burglars into the house? I think he must be a
-most--officious young man!"
-
-In her turn the housekeeper reddened a little, but she kept her
-self-control.
-
-"My dear young lady," she began, with a slight effort. "You must not
-think me officious for what I cannot help reminding you of--that all the
-disagreeables which you have to bear, or may have to bear as to this
-affair, are of your own causing, and," with a very slight tremble in her
-voice, "even from what you know of me, I think you might trust me not to
-talk over any girl--whatever her position--in any way that could
-possibly be objected to--least of all with a young gentleman, even if he
-were the kindest and best in the world."
-
-"Which indeed," she added to herself almost inaudibly, "Master Michael
-is."
-
-Her words brought to Philippa a quick rush of regret for her hasty
-words, as she recalled the affectionate relations which existed between
-her old friend and the younger Gresham.
-
-"Please forgive me," she said, penitently. "You have been very, very
-good to me, Mrs Shepton, and you are very good to me now, in listening
-and sympathising, instead of at once saying you must tell it all to Mrs
-Headfort, for fear of any possible blame to yourself hereafter, as many
-selfish people would have done. Please forgive me, and oh, do tell me
-what I had better do."
-
-She clasped her hands in entreaty, and the charm of her appeal went home
-to the housekeeper's heart.
-
-"My dear young lady," she began again, then hesitated. "I do wish to
-advise you for the best, but it is very difficult. I have never heard
-of such a thing. I don't think I have ever even read of anything like
-it in a story-book," and for the first time the humorous side of the
-situation struck her. But the faint smile which this drew forth soon
-faded. "I wish I were quite sure of what is right to do. I cannot bear
-concealing anything that happens in this house from my masters, and
-yet--it is not as if your parents did not know of it, and _they_, as I
-understand, have thought it forced upon them to keep the secret."
-
-For, in spite of the deception Philippa had been practising, her innate
-truthfulness had impressed itself upon Mrs Shepton. Not for one moment
-did she doubt the absolute accuracy of every word in the girl's
-narration. "I should like," she continued, "as far as I may say so
-without presumption, to say just what your own mamma would say if she
-were here and knew what things have come to."
-
-At the mention of her mother's name, Philippa's overstrung nerves gave
-way again completely. She buried her face in her hands and burst into
-fresh tears.
-
-"Oh, Mrs Shepton," she cried, "don't speak of mamma; I can't bear it.
-She has never, never before in all my life been really angry with me. I
-would do anything, humble myself in any way, rather than bring further
-trouble upon her and papa."
-
-But for the moment there came no reply from the housekeeper, who had
-started to her feet at the sound of a knock at the door, which in her
-agitation had not reached Philippa's ears.
-
-Nor had the intruder waited for the usual response, so confident was he
-of his welcome, and before Mrs Shepton could take any precaution on
-Miss Raynsworth's account, Michael Gresham was in the room, staring with
-amazement at the scene before him--amazement increased by the sense of
-the last words she had uttered.
-
-And not Michael alone--indeed _his_ presence was first revealed to the
-weeping girl by the touch of a cold nose on the hand still covering her
-face as she bent forward in her chair. For Solomon's ready sympathy was
-not restrained by any fear of intrusion; something was the matter with a
-some one he was attached to, and he must at once see to it, and offer
-all the comfort in his power.
-
-CHAPTER TWELVE.
-
-AN APPEAL.
-
-"Solomon!" exclaimed Philippa, looking up with a start, "how have you--"
-But the rest of the words died on her lips, for there before her stood
-Solomon's master, his eyes fixed on her in astonishment, not unmingled
-with concern, which latter detail, however, at the moment escaped her
-notice.
-
-Alarmed and indignant at what seemed to her an unjustifiable intrusion,
-Philippa sprang to her feet, making a futile effort to remove the traces
-of her tears. She was brushing past the young man with the one idea of
-escaping from the room, when the housekeeper, recovering from her own
-first start of annoyance, stopped her.
-
-"My dear," she began, "my dear young lady--as--as Mr Michael _is_ here,
-will you not wait a moment? Perhaps it may be the best opportunity
-of--"
-
-"I don't know what you mean, Mrs Shepton," replied the girl, haughtily.
-"I would not have come to see you if I had thought any one else--"
-
-"I beg your pardon," exclaimed Michael, recollecting himself, as he
-realised that he was the culprit.--"I will come back again, nurse," he
-added to his old friend.
-
-But now it was on him that the housekeeper's detaining hand was laid.
-
-"Stay a moment, Master Michael," she began; and acting on a sudden
-impulse, she again appealed to Philippa. "Will you give me leave," she
-said, "to consult Mr Michael about--about this difficulty, as we have
-reason to think that he knows so much already? May it not be better to
-tell him all?"
-
-Philippa turned upon her with flaming cheeks, too angry now to care
-whether the young man saw her tear-stained face and swollen eyes or not.
-
-"Mrs Shepton," she said, indignantly, "you leave me no choice. What
-you have said now is equivalent to telling everything! Say what you
-like, I don't care, but I cannot stay to hear it. And remember if--if
-Mr Gresham agrees to what I know you mean to ask him, he will do so for
-your sake, not for mine.--_I_ make no appeal to you," she ended, coldly,
-glancing at the young man, as she determinedly crossed the room and
-disappeared, closing the door behind her.
-
-The two she had left looked at each other in consternation. Then
-Michael gave a short laugh.
-
-"What a whirlwind of a girl!" he ejaculated. "What does it all mean,
-Mrs Shepton, ma'am? I suppose you must tell me now, and I suppose I've
-got to listen. But why is your young friend so furious with _me_--
-whatever have _I_ done?" and in his tone, beneath its lightness, Mrs
-Shepton perceived a considerable spice of indignation.
-
-The housekeeper, though sharing his indignation, looked ready to cry.
-
-"What have you done, sir?" she repeated. "Nothing, of course nothing,
-except that you have been very kind and considerate about a self-willed,
-headstrong young lady--for a young lady she is, as you suspected from
-the first. And never in all my life have I heard of such a wild scheme
-as she has planned and carried out. If she had fallen into some hands,
-a nice scandal there would have been! But yet," she went on, her voice
-softening, "I am so sorry for her too, for her motives were good and
-most unselfish. And when she goes home, she will have to face her
-parents' great displeasure."
-
-Michael Gresham raised his eyebrows.
-
-"I am glad to hear that," he said. "I was beginning to wonder what sort
-of people they could be to countenance such a proceeding, for this very
-moment I had come to tell you what I had grown sure of, that this most
-eccentric young lady's-maid is no other than Mrs Marmaduke's own
-sister--Miss Raynsworth." And he hastily recapitulated the various twos
-and twos which had offered themselves to be made fours of, without any
-special efforts at detection or very great exercise of acuteness on his
-part.
-
-Mrs Shepton looked considerably relieved, for the having acted on her
-impulse had already begun to frighten her a little.
-
-"I shall be glad to tell Miss Raynsworth that you had found it all out,"
-she said, "when she has calmed down a little, and then she will not be
-vexed with me. She was sure you suspected something, and that was what
-brought it all out to-day. She is terribly frightened, and no wonder!
-And yet her pride makes her angry at the very idea of appealing to any
-one--to you, Mr Michael--to keep her secret, you see?"
-
-"Yes, naturally; but what I _don't_ see is why I should be expected to
-do so. A girl who can behave so wildly, and in defiance of her parents,
-should be pulled up for it, and the sooner the better, I should say."
-
-His tone was hard; all the softness and geniality seemed to have melted
-out of his face. Mrs Shepton looked distressed. She began to feel as
-if by her appeal to him she had let the genii out of the bottle--not
-that she, good woman, would have thus expressed it--there was a look in
-her "boy's" face which she had encountered more than once before in his
-progress from babyhood to manhood, and which meant a good deal beyond
-what she was able to cope with.
-
-"Master Michael, my dear," she began, sitting down as she spoke, and
-motioning him to a seat beside her, "you don't understand. Wait till
-you hear the whole, and all that the poor, dear young lady had in her
-mind;" and trying not to seem too eager in her defence of Philippa, for
-she was not without experience in the "little ways" of the sterner sex,
-the housekeeper related with considerable detail all that she had learnt
-from Miss Raynsworth as to the home life of her family, her sisterly
-devotion and not unreasonable anxiety about Evelyn at the present
-crisis, all--down even to the little difficulties which had attended the
-efforts to find a suitable attendant to accompany Mrs Marmaduke
-Headfort to Wyverston. She drew, too, a touching picture of Philippa's
-anguish of mind on receiving the sternly disapproving letter from her
-parents.
-
-"Poor dear, I couldn't but feel for her, however rash and foolish she
-may have been, when she looked up at me so piteous-like through her
-tears, and said, `Don't speak of mamma; she has never been really angry
-with me before in my life.' It quite went to my heart, Master Michael,
-but of course that's a woman's way of looking at it, I know," she added,
-diplomatically.
-
-Michael emitted an indefinite sound, something between a "humph," and a
-"pshaw," but the lines of his face had softened; there was a touch of
-amusement, too, in his eyes as he glanced up.
-
-"She is a very silly girl," he said, at last, "and a very bad actress,
-though I don't know that I like her any the less for that.--Eh, Solomon,
-what do you say to it, old boy? _You_ saw through her from the first,
-didn't you?--Solomon is very fastidious in his friendships, you know,
-Mrs Shepton, ma'am, and he took to her at once, as I have told you."
-
-His old nurse's spirits rose. Master Michael wouldn't speak like that,
-she thought, if he was going to be hard and unsympathising, but she was
-wise enough not to show her elation.
-
-"Of course, sir," she agreed, "_silly_ is no word for it! It was
-perfectly wild, but the wilder it was, the more mischief may come of it
-if we cannot help her. That is what she is now so wretched about; she
-thought of how it might turn our ladies, here, indeed, the whole family,
-against poor Captain Marmaduke and his wife, little as either deserves
-it," for Mrs Shepton had not forgotten to exculpate Evelyn from all
-concerted share in the mad freak.
-
-Michael's face darkened a little.
-
-"I don't understand that young woman altogether," he said; "either she
-is a better actress than her sister, or extraordinarily childish."
-
-"She is quite straightforward," said the housekeeper, "but her sister
-has not allowed her to take it up deeply. She knows nothing of the
-angry letter from their home, or of all this trouble just now. And she
-has not nearly the strength of character of her sister, I am sure. Miss
-Raynsworth tells me that Mrs Marmaduke really forgets about it from
-time to time! And it must be so, or she would never have been so
-incautious. Why, it's mainly thanks to her that there's all this now."
-
-The smiles which had been lurking somewhere in the corners of Michael's
-physiognomy now made itself visible, and broadened as he caught sight of
-the dubious expression it called forth on his old friend's face.
-
-"I can't help thinking," he began, half apologetically, "of the scene
-there might be here if it all came out. I mean nothing disrespectful to
-this family, nurse, when I say that they are not remarkable for their
-sense of humour. Christine, perhaps, has the most of it, of a rather
-blunt kind, but Mrs Headfort's face would grow so long that it would
-never shorten again, and Felicia would certainly faint and be more
-melancholy than ever, if they once discovered the trick that had been
-played upon them."
-
-"Indeed, yes, sir," Mrs Shepton replied, gravely, too decorous to join
-in his smile. "It would be no laughing matter."
-
-"But what have _I_ to do with it," said Michael, reverting to the
-earlier part of their conversation. "What do you--or she--want me to
-do, or not to do?"
-
-"Oh, that is quite easy to explain, sir," replied the housekeeper,
-briskly. "It is _not_ to do that we ask of you. Just to keep her
-secret, in short, for the two or three days that remain."
-
-Michael again raised his eyebrow's.
-
-"And after that--shall I be at liberty to tell anybody who cares to
-hear? It is rather like giving the burglars time to escape; does Miss
-Raynsworth intend leaving the country?"
-
-But Mrs Shepton did not smile. On the contrary, she shook her head.
-
-"It is no joking matter, sir," she repeated, dolefully; "it is not,
-indeed. I wish I saw a clear end to it, that I do. No, Master
-Michael--of course I did not mean what you say. She will depend on you
-_never_ to betray her, I feel sure. I only mentioned the two or three
-days she will still be here, because once they are over, it is not
-likely the poor young lady or her troubles will ever come into your mind
-again--there would be no difficulty in keeping her secret after that."
-
-From behind her own spectacles the old woman eyed the young man with a
-somewhat curious expression. But he was looking down; his face was
-perfectly composed, almost stolid. Only his old nurse knew that when he
-"put on that face," it was often more as a mask than as indicating
-indifference.
-
-"I don't know," he said at last, with a slightly cynical lightness of
-tone. "I have not the very least doubt that she will keep out of my
-way--she took a dislike to me from the very first, even in the train; a
-case of natural antipathy, probably. But fate has a nasty little trick
-of meddlesomeness in these cases sometimes; just because she would
-prefer giving me the widest berth possible, your young lady, my good
-Mrs Shepton, may find herself hurled in my way some day when she least
-expects it. It is by no means improbable; once Duke Headfort is back
-again, he and his wife will naturally see something of the people here,
-and Bernard and I are often about Wyverston."
-
-"But Miss Raynsworth is not Captain Marmaduke's wife--I am quite sure
-_she_ will not want to come here again, sir," said Mrs Shepton.
-
-"Well, no; perhaps not. But there are other possibilities--Mrs Duke
-and my cousin have struck up a great friendship--I told you, you know,
-that I heard them planning a visit in which the sister was to be
-included. And I don't see why I should stay away from Merle at the best
-of the shooting for any silly girl in the world. Do you?"
-
-"Nobody asked such a thing," said the housekeeper, feeling for once
-rather cross with her adored nursling. "Miss Raynsworth would never
-dream of it--once you have given your promise, her mind, so far as you
-are concerned, will be quite at rest, Master Michael, I can assure you."
-
-"I daresay," said Michael, grimly, "once I _have_ given my promise."
-
-He was in a very teasing mood.
-
-But his words failed this time in their effect.
-
-"My dear Master Michael," said the housekeeper, with a smile, "you are
-talking for talking's sake, just to get a `rise out of me,' as you used
-to say. Of course I know it is all right, and I can assure poor Miss
-Raynsworth that the matter will be perfectly safe in your hands."
-
-Mr Gresham did not reply. He had transferred his teasing to Solomon,
-from whom he at last succeeded in extracting a growl, which made Mrs
-Shepton start. Though if the truth were told, the dachs only growled
-out of amiable condescension, understanding that his doing so would
-gratify his master, whose childishness really amused him sometimes.
-
-"All the same," continued the old woman, when Solomon had subsided
-again, "I shall be more thankful than I can tell you, when the two
-ladies are safely off. It makes me that nervous, sir, you'd scarcely
-believe it. And unless I can persuade Miss Raynsworth to stay in her
-room with a bad headache this evening, there's sure to be gossip in the
-hall; any one with half an eye could see she is quite upset; her poor
-eyes alone--"
-
-Michael looked up quickly, and this time his old friend had no need to
-rebuke him for levity.
-
-"Do you mean--" he began. "Are the--all of the servants not--not
-respectful and civil to her?"
-
-Mrs Shepton bristled slightly.
-
-"_Civil_, sir; of course they are that, at any rate when _I_ am by, and
-I don't think she ever comes much across them at other times. But
-`respectful'--if you mean behaving to her as if she were not one of
-themselves!--is the very last thing to wish for under the
-circumstances."
-
-"Of course, of course--I was forgetting," said the young man.
-
-"You may be sure _I_ would allow no disrespect to any young girl, above
-all, a stranger. And as far as our own servants are concerned I think
-it has been quite pleasant, though even I cannot stop talk among
-themselves. And the visitors' servants I know still less about; I had
-to give Miss--Miss Ray is the name she calls herself--a warning the
-other day, to be a little more chatty and friendly. There's a maid of
-Mrs Worthing's that I felt uneasy about. She's a sharp sort of person
-and inclined to be spiteful to any one younger and better-looking than
-herself."
-
-"She takes after her mistress, then. I can't stand Mrs Worthing," said
-Michael, boyishly. "The daughter is a harmless little thing--wax in her
-mother's hands, but Mrs Worthing is a bundle of worldliness, just the
-sort of woman to beware of."
-
-He had more in his mind than he thought it well to discuss, even with
-his trusted old friend. It would have required no great acumen to
-discover the great attraction of Wyverston at the present time to the
-lady in question, for Bernard Gresham was universally recognised as one
-of the most desirable _partis_ of the day. And that, not only by reason
-of his wealth and social position, but on the higher grounds also of his
-personal character and refinement of taste. And what Michael had
-overheard of Evelyn's conversation with his cousin, even one or two
-remarks accidentally dropped by his cousin himself, had shown that the
-Miss Raynsworth of Dorriford had made an impression on him, little as he
-had seen of her.
-
-"Yes," added Michael aloud, after a little pause, "you are quite right,
-nurse. Don't let the Worthings--mistress or maid--get the slightest
-scent of any mystery. And impress upon the young lady at all costs to
-keep out of Bernard's way."
-
-So saying, he got up and turned to leave the room. "You may depend upon
-me," he said, with a slight nod, and without waiting to hear the
-housekeeper's fervent thanks, he called to Solomon, who by this time had
-fallen comfortably asleep by the fire, and the two went off together.
-
-When Evelyn came in from her drive, somewhat to her surprise, no
-"Phillis" was awaiting her as usual in her room. She had shut and
-locked the door carefully, for by this time she had in some ways
-acquired caution, and then hurrying through the dressing-room, she made
-her way to the small apartment appropriated to her sister, though
-scarcely expecting to find her there.
-
-"I believe she has gone out for a stroll," she said to herself. "Phil
-is always so fond of mooning about in the dusk, and I do so want to see
-her."
-
-But her conjecture proved unfounded, for there on the little bed, with a
-shawl thrown over her, lay Philippa fast asleep. Evelyn stole up beside
-her, and stooped down to see her face.
-
-"Poor dear," she thought, "she is looking very pale, and there are dark
-rings round her eyes; I wonder if there is anything the matter! Anyway
-I won't wake her. I must wait till later to tell her of this new
-complication."
-
-So if young Mrs Headfort looked a degree less trim than usual when she
-made her appearance among the circle gathered in the hall for afternoon
-tea, it was not to be marvelled at. On her way thither, at the corner
-of the first passage, she almost ran into the arms of the housekeeper.
-Evelyn started; she was in rather a nervous mood, and it was not often
-one came across Mrs Shepton in the upper storeys. To her relief the
-housekeeper was the first to speak.
-
-"I beg your pardon, ma'am," she said, "I'm afraid I startled you. I did
-not know you had come in, and I was on my way to your--maid's room. She
-did not come down to tea, and I know her head was aching this afternoon.
-I thought perhaps she would like a cup of tea up-stairs."
-
-"Thank you," said Evelyn, with incautious fervour. "Thank you so very
-much. She is lying on her bed fast asleep, and she does not look at all
-well! But I must go down to tea. If you _could_ stay beside her a few
-minutes I should be most grateful. She may wake; if she does, please
-tell her that I can manage quite well for myself to-night."
-
-The new-comer glanced at the young lady approvingly; even the flush
-which involuntarily rose to Evelyn's face, much to her own annoyance,
-for they were standing close to an already lighted lamp, increased Mrs
-Shepton's good opinion of Mrs Marmaduke.
-
-"I will certainly say so, ma'am," she replied, quickly.
-
-"I have a quarter of an hour to spare, and I will see to her. Perhaps
-the best thing would be for her to go to bed properly. A good night's
-sleep will put her quite right, I daresay."
-
-And Evelyn, her mind more at rest about her sister, hurried off,
-congratulating herself on the lucky chance which had brought them in
-contact with such a kindly "unsuspicious" person as the Wyverston
-housekeeper.
-
-CHAPTER THIRTEEN.
-
-HERSELF AGAIN.
-
-More "good luck" was in store for young Mrs Headfort that afternoon.
-And when she went up-stairs again to dress for dinner, and found her
-sister--In bed indeed, but on the alert to jump up to see to Evelyn's
-toilet--she rejoiced that Philippa's having been asleep before had
-delayed her relating the new cause of alarm that bad arisen, till she
-could at the same time tell of its happy dispersal.
-
-This was what had happened.
-
-Allusion had been made to Mrs Marmaduke's approaching departure, and in
-her thoughtless fashion she had grumbled somewhat at the long journey,
-"all by myself in a corner of a railway carriage." And thereupon, not
-unnaturally, Mr Gresham, the elder, had offered to escort her a
-considerable part of the way; as far indeed as the junction, where, as
-will be remembered, she had, on her journey north, been startled by the
-unexpected apparition of her volunteer lady's-maid.
-
-"It is really on my way," said the master of Merle, with the
-graciousness of manner which, when he chose to exert it, was almost
-irresistible, "and as I must be home by the end of this week, a day
-sooner or later is immaterial. There are two routes, you see," he
-continued, "and your way only takes about an hour longer. So pray let
-me look after you as far at least as Wrexhill."
-
-Evelyn was aghast; for a moment or two, realising her own folly, she
-could not speak. Bernard Gresham saw her annoyance, and attributed it,
-fortunately, to a cause very foreign to the real one. He imagined that
-she was vexed at not being able to invite him to accompany her to her
-father's house and spend a night there by way of breaking his journey.
-And with what he believed to be consummate tact, he hastened to set her
-mind at rest. For though few invitations would have suited him better,
-he knew that the Raynsworths were far from rich, and thus readily
-explained Mrs Marmaduke's not suggesting what in many cases would have
-seemed a very simple arrangement.
-
-Little did he suspect what was really passing through poor Mrs
-Marmaduke's mind, and it was with some surprise that he noticed the
-still troubled expression on her face, even after he had, as he
-imagined, reassured her, by remarking that he must go straight through
-from Wrexhill, however late it was, as a new purchase of a valuable
-young horse was to travel by this train; a horse which he wished to keep
-his own eye on both at the start and on arrival at its destination.
-
-Evelyn scarcely heard what he said. She murmured confusedly something
-in the way of thanks, and then hastily changed the subject till she
-could fly up-stairs and consult her sister as to how to steer clear of
-this new and most uncalled-for complication.
-
-But up-stairs she found Philippa fast asleep and looking so ill that to
-awake her would have been cruelty of which, with all her
-thoughtlessness, Evelyn Headfort was entirely incapable.
-
-So it was not to be wondered at that when the young lady got down to the
-hall where most of the household were already assembled for tea, she
-glanced round her in trepidation, earnestly hoping that her favourite
-Mr Gresham might not be one of the company.
-
-"He is sure to begin again about the journey," she thought, "and I do
-not know what to say or what excuse to give. And I must fix the day;
-Mrs Headfort, kind as she is, does not, I can see, like people to hang
-on indefinitely, and it is an undignified thing to do. I wonder what
-Phil would advise. I am really ashamed to tell her what a fool I was."
-
-Her hopes were not realised. Both the Greshams were among the group
-standing round the tea-table, where Christine Headfort was handing cups.
-Nor did a letter, which had come by the afternoon post, and which her
-hostess begged her to read at once, help to cheer her.
-
-"I must go--_decidedly_--on Thursday," she exclaimed, impulsively again,
-as soon as she had run her eye down the few lines it contained.
-
-"No bad news, I hope?" said Mrs Headfort, senior, kindly.
-
-"N-no, not exactly. It is only that--you see, I made my mother
-_promise_ to tell me precisely how the children were," she replied, sure
-of the elder lady's sympathy, "and she says Bonny has a cold and rather
-a suspicious cough; and baby is not looking _quite_ well either.
-Whooping-cough is about, and the doctor says he cannot be quite sure as
-to Bonny till Thursday. I had already spoken of Thursday to mamma, and
-she says she is so glad I shall be back by then."
-
-"I quite understand," said Mrs Headfort, "and sorry as we shall be to
-lose you, my dear Evelyn, I agree with you that you should be on the
-spot. When my children were young I never left them if they were the
-least ill, not even to my mother's care. And it was thanks to that, I
-do believe, that they all grew up so strong, even Geoff," with a
-moment's pathetic forgetfulness, instantly followed by a deep sigh.
-"Yes," she continued, pulling herself together with the self-control
-habitual to her, "there is nothing like a mother's watchfulness."
-
-"I felt sure you would understand," said Evelyn, "So I will decide for
-Thursday."
-
-"Thursday," repeated a voice beside her; "you are speaking of your
-journey, Mrs Headfort, are you not?" It was Bernard Gresham, who had
-overheard her last words.
-
-"I can manage Thursday, I feel sure, so you may feel quite happy about
-Mrs Marmaduke," he went on, turning to Mrs Headfort the elder.
-
-His words awoke no responsive smile on Evelyn's face, and but a faint
-one on that of his hostess, who, truth to tell, was somewhat too
-"old-fashioned" in her notions, altogether to approve of this masculine
-chaperonage for Duke Headfort's charming and girlish wife. And Evelyn
-rose still some degrees higher in her estimation from her slack
-eagerness to avail herself of the young man's proposal.
-
-"To be so pretty and attractive, and yet so very discreet, is really
-greatly to her credit," thought the old lady.
-
-Another member of the group had noticed young Mrs Headfort's
-hesitation--noticed and thoroughly understood it, in a way which would
-have greatly astonished her.
-
-"What's that you're saying, Bernard?" said his cousin, stepping forward.
-"Going on Thursday? What about the big shoot that day? They're
-counting on you. The squire won't be pleased, will he, Mrs Headfort?"
-
-"Indeed, no," said their hostess, quickly, "very much the reverse, I am
-afraid." Her husband was not present.
-
-Mr Gresham glanced at Michael.
-
-"You can take my place," he said; "you can drop your work for a day, it
-will make you something less of a `dull boy';" for the younger Gresham
-had been "grinding" pretty steadily during his stay at Wyverston.
-
-"Sorry to disoblige you," said Michael, drily, "but my work has nothing
-to do with it, my work _here_, that is to say. I must be in London on
-Thursday morning; I go up by the night express to-morrow. There is no
-getting out of it," and he turned away determinedly.
-
-When Michael "looked like that," his cousin, as well as Mrs Shepton,
-knew by past experience that there was no more to be said.
-
-"Surly boor," he muttered under his breath, though the next instant
-there was a smile on his face, as he addressed his hostess.
-
-"Do you really think it would annoy the squire?" he inquired.
-
-"I am quite sure it would, as you ask me, Bernard," Mrs Headfort
-replied, decidedly, "and Evelyn would be the last--"
-
-"Oh, dear, yes," interrupted Mrs Marmaduke, eagerly. "I would not for
-worlds, Mr Gresham, have you risk such a thing for my sake. I shall be
-all right--just as right as on my journey here."
-
-In face of the want of enthusiasm with which his proposal had been
-received, there was nothing to be done but for Mr Gresham to withdraw
-it, and this he did from a mixture of motives. Few things would have
-distressed him more than to show want of consideration for the now
-son-less old squire; furthermore, if Bernard Gresham had a special
-personal foible, it was the fear of looking ridiculous, and he prided
-himself greatly on his tact.
-
-So with a little bow of unruffled composure he accepted Evelyn's fiat.
-
-"Some other time, perhaps, I may be more fortunate," he murmured, and
-mentally contrasting him with his cousin, by no means to the latter's
-advantage, Evelyn thanked him with graceful cordiality.
-
-All this was what she now had to relate to her sister.
-
-"Did you ever hear of such a lucky escape, by the skin of our teeth?"
-she concluded, with exuberant self-congratulation; and Philippa, lying
-there pale and fagged-looking after her rare fit of violent crying,
-could not but agree with her.
-
-"I don't know," she said, wearily, "I don't know what we _should_ have
-done if he had travelled with us in the same train. It would have been
-worse now for it all to have been found out than even at the beginning,
-now when we are within forty-eight hours of being safe at home! Oh
-dear, dear! I am sure I shall never want to leave it again. I wish I
-had not gone to Dorriford; somehow that seems to have begun it all. The
-meeting Mr Gresham there!"
-
-"You are too depressing," said Evelyn, impatiently, "instead of being
-delighted that I managed to get out of it so beautifully."
-
-"I don't quite see that you _did_ get out of it," said Philippa, rather
-maliciously; "as far as I understand, it seems to have been Michael
-Gresham who came to the rescue."
-
-"No thanks to him," said Evelyn; "it was very horrid and interfering of
-him. I do believe he is jealous of his cousin. And I was forgetting to
-tell you that afterwards I believe he was conscious of having seemed
-very disagreeable, for he came and sat down beside me and began talking
-far more nicely than he has ever done yet, rather as if he wanted to
-`make up,' you know."
-
-"I don't quite know why you have taken a dislike to him," said Philippa,
-listlessly. "I should think he's nice in some ways, kind-hearted
-perhaps, or else his dog wouldn't be so fond of him."
-
-"I don't know how you can judge," said Evelyn; "you have only seen him
-in the train."
-
-Philippa did not reply. She was up again by this time, and busying
-herself as usual with the preparations of Evelyn's evening attire, and
-before her sister left her, a promise had been extracted that the girl
-would not sit up till Evelyn's reappearance that night.
-
-The next day passed without event of any moment. It seemed long and
-wearisome to Philippa, for in her increased terror of discovery she
-almost exaggerated her precautions, and scarcely ventured to leave her
-own room. Late in the afternoon she was sitting by the open window of
-her sister's apartment, which looked out on the front of the house, when
-the sound of wheels caught her attention, and glancing out she saw a
-dog-cart coming round from the stables.
-
-It was hidden from view for a few minutes as it stood under the large
-porch, but the sound of voices and laughter reached her ears, telling
-their own tale, as she distinguished, "good-bye, old fellow," "too bad
-of you," and the like. And in another minute the cart drove off, though
-not so rapidly as to prevent her perceiving that one of its occupants
-was Michael Gresham; and leaning forward slightly she caught sight of
-Solomon's little brown person comfortably ensconced on the seat beside
-his master. Just at that moment the young man looked up. That he saw
-her there could be no question, for he instinctively lifted his hand to
-his cap, and Philippa, crimsoning, drew back hastily behind the
-window-curtains.
-
-"It was rather nice of him," she said to herself, "though rash. I do
-hope no one saw it. Poor old Solomon, I wonder if I shall ever stroke
-his smooth little back again!"
-
-What would she have thought had she known that the departure of both
-master and dog had been hastened by some forty-eight hours or so, as the
-only means Michael could see of putting a stop to his cousin's
-disastrous proposal of escorting Mrs Marmaduke Headfort on her homeward
-way?
-
-There are--there must be such things as "brainwaves." What had made
-Michael look up at the first-storey windows as he drove away from
-Wyverston?
-
-Philippa, as she got up from her seat by the window and began some
-preparations for Evelyn's packing, was conscious of some intermingling
-of feelings with regard to her former fellow-traveller's departure. It
-was, in a sense, a relief to know that the only person who, besides the
-kindly old housekeeper, was in possession of her secret, had left the
-place; a salve to her wounded dignity to be no longer in dread of coming
-across the man to whom circumstances had forced her to appeal so
-unwillingly. Yet, with Michael Gresham there went a certain sense of
-protection and security. Somehow or other she was instinctively assured
-that however he might blame her, he would have stood by her in any worse
-complication, had such arisen, and would have exerted himself to the
-utmost to ward off more serious trouble.
-
-"I am happier than I can express to know that we shall so soon be away
-from this place," she said to herself over and over again that evening.
-"To think that it is not now days but _hours_ only that have to pass
-before we are safe on our way home--dear home, dearest home! I do not
-care how angry my darling mother is; I do not care how shocked father
-looks; I have deserved it for my headstrong presumption; I only care for
-the delight of being safe with them again. And I _don't_ think anything
-worse can happen now, so very near our going, and good Mrs Shepton so
-on the alert." Her hopes were fulfilled. Nothing more to startle or
-alarm the sisters occurred. And if there were any remarks in the
-servants'-hall about "Miss Ray's" headache, which again incapacitated
-her from coming down to supper or joining in the more or less harmless
-gossip which went on at that sociable meal, remarks friendly or the
-reverse, Philippa did not hear them. Their early start the next morning
-was a reason too for Mrs Marmaduke's coming up to bed betimes, and when
-she congratulated her sister on her cleverness in having the boxes all
-but ready to lock, Philippa turned to her with a radiant face.
-
-"Oh, Evey," she exclaimed, "I _am_ so thankful to be going home!"
-
-"I am sure you are, you poor dear," said Evelyn, tenderly. "It must
-have been unutterably dull for you, poked up here by yourself, except
-when you were forced to--Pah! I can't think of it--_you_, my beautiful
-Phil, sitting at table with a crew of _servants_--common servants."
-
-"They were not all common," said her sister. "Some, on the contrary,
-were very uncommon. I have told you about the dear old housekeeper.
-No, as regards that part of it all, I have been really very lucky."
-
-"Don't talk of it all the same," said Evelyn. "I do not know, honestly
-I don't, how I should have got on here without you, but yet I cannot
-endure to think of it. I don't think I _could_ have stood it, even when
-every one was so nice and I was really enjoying myself, if I had not
-resolutely _determined_ to put you out of my mind for the time."
-
-"You are very fortunate in possessing any power of the kind," said
-Philippa, with some amusement at her sister's emphasising of her own
-strength of will.
-
-"Yes," said Evelyn, "it is an excellent thing to possess."
-
-"It is the thought of being at home again and rid of all this acting and
-planning and watching, that I am so happy about," Philippa went on. "I
-do really and truly feel as if I never shall want to leave mamma again.
-I don't mind if she--"
-
-It was perhaps as well that Evelyn here interrupted her.
-
-"Nonsense, dear," she said. "You will get quite different again. You
-mustn't give way to such morbid feelings, for _my_ sake even, you must
-not, or else I should always have a wretched self-reproach that somehow
-I had spoilt your girlhood--though of course it was not my doing. But I
-suppose I _might_ have been resolute and insisted on your returning, or
-even taken you back myself and telegraphed to them here that I was
-delayed."
-
-"I would not have gone back," said Philippa, stoutly.
-
-"Well, then, if it wasn't my fault, don't punish me for it by saying
-dreadful things. You shall come to Merle-in-the-Wold whenever we get
-Mr Gresham's invitation, and enjoy yourself with Duke and me."
-
-"I would not mind _so_ much if Duke were with us," said Philippa,
-doubtfully.
-
-"Of course not; there would be nothing to mind. And _some_ day, you may
-come back here--who knows?" But at this Philippa shook her head.
-
-"I cannot imagine such a thing; it has grown into a sort of nightmare to
-me," she replied, and in her heart she devoutly hoped that circumstances
-would combine to delay the invitation to Merle-in-the-Wold indefinitely.
-But at nineteen, feelings change.
-
-With every mile on the homeward road the next day the girl's spirits
-rose. And not even the constraint and unusual seriousness of her
-mother's manner as she met the travellers at the station, whither she
-had expressly come to meet them, could prevent the relief and delight of
-knowing herself at home again.
-
-"I have brought one of your hate and ordinary jackets for you to change
-at once," Mrs Raynsworth said eagerly. "They are in the waiting-room
-in a small bag with my name on. Run and put them on while I look after
-the luggage with Evelyn. I could not risk the servants seeing you in
-that masquerade."
-
-The word stung Philippa. But she knew she had deserved it, and she felt
-touched by her mother's thoughtfulness. Two minutes later she stood on
-the platform with the others, looking for all the world like the
-everyday Philippa, though a trifle paler and thinner than her wont, who
-had come to meet her sister on her arrival.
-
-Evelyn glanced at her approvingly. But by tacit consent no allusion was
-made to the transformation, or the circumstances that had led to it,
-during the drive home of the mother and daughters in the Marlby fly; and
-the elder sister, who, whatever in the way of thoughtfulness she was
-deficient in, was certainly not wanting in tact, above all, where those
-dear to her were concerned, managed to ward off any painful sense of
-constraint by her graphic accounts of her visit and its undoubted
-success, intermingled with her delight at "coming home" again, home to
-her mother and the darling children.
-
-"Bonny's cough is better, you say, dear mamma? Oh, then it _can't_ be
-going to be whooping-cough. Indeed I have never felt really anxious
-about it. I don't see how he _could_ have caught it, with all the care
-you have taken of him. I shall have nothing but good news to send to
-poor old Duke by this mail. And don't you think I am looking better? I
-feel quite different."
-
-"Yes, dear, I think the bracing air up there must have done you good,"
-Mrs Raynsworth replied, more brightly than she had yet spoken.
-
-"It is only poor, dear Phil who is looking pale," Evelyn went on,
-leaning forward to kiss her sister as she spoke. They were close to
-their own gate by this time. "Mother, dearest," she added, coaxingly,
-"I _can't_ tell you all she has been to me, nor how _beautifully_ she
-managed everything. You--you and father aren't angry with her? It was
-all out of devotion, and after all, my allowing it puts quite half the
-blame on to me. For that morning, when she came into the railway
-carriage, I was feeling so ill and weak and frightened. I was, in spite
-of all, so _thankful_ to see her, that at the bottom of my heart I could
-not send her away. Mamma, dear, _don't_ be vexed with her."
-
-The tears were coursing each other down Philippa's pale cheeks by this
-time--some were trembling too on Evelyn's pretty eyelashes. Mrs
-Raynsworth was already softened. The sight of the two, the one so
-bright and invigorated, the other so timid and evidently apprehensive of
-what was in store for her, had already done its work.
-
-"My poor, dear child," she said, gently, as she held out her hand to her
-younger daughter; and Philippa felt herself forgiven. "I can only
-hope," she said, "earnestly hope that no harm will ever come of it. I
-am quite sure I need not warn you never to do such a thing again."
-
-Philippa shook her head; she could not speak.
-
-"We need never allude to it," Mrs Raynsworth added. "Only Dorcas
-knows, and she will take care that no one ever hears of it. I cannot
-imagine,"--for after all it was impossible not to feel some curiosity as
-to how the extraordinary little drama had been carried out--"I cannot
-imagine how you managed it. But I daresay we had better try to forget
-about it and never mention it again. Your father--"
-
-"Oh! there he is," exclaimed Evelyn, "coming down the drive to meet us.
-And, yes, he has got Bonny with him. How sweet of him! Phil, do look
-at them--"
-
-CHAPTER FOURTEEN.
-
-CHARLEY'S PLAN.
-
-But as for "never mentioning it again?"
-
-Before Philippa fell asleep that night, her mother was in possession of
-every detail of all that had happened since they parted. More, for more
-of coarse than Evelyn knew, or ever would know. The younger sister was
-not one to do things by halves, and when she gave her confidence it was
-completely given. She had confided in her mother all her life, and the
-longing to do so now, even at the risk of causing Mrs Raynsworth
-increased pain and mortification, was irresistible.
-
-And it was far better so.
-
-The fact which, naturally, was the most difficult for the mother to bear
-with equanimity was that of the necessity which Philippa had felt
-herself under of appealing to Michael Gresham.
-
-"I could not have done it myself," she said; "it came on, you see,
-mamma, through his knowing the housekeeper so well. Though what would
-have happened if he had _not_ been told, I really do not like to think."
-
-"He suspected something, then, you think?" said Mrs Raynsworth,
-uneasily.
-
-"Suspected," Philippa exclaimed. "I beg your pardon, mamma, for
-repeating your words. Far more than that, he _knew_ there was something
-not straightforward about us. And the worst of it was that he thought
-poor Evey so double and insincere. Oh, mamma, I _was_ mad to do it."
-
-Self-blame disarms any kindly judge. Mrs Raynsworth could say nothing
-more to add to her daughter's keen regret. On the contrary, she gently
-stroked her hand. They were sitting by themselves in Philippa's own
-room after Evelyn had gone to bed.
-
-"We can only hope," she said again, "and, I think we _may_ do so, that
-no harm will ever come of it. I am very grateful, truly grateful, to
-that good Mrs Shepton, and I should like her to know it."
-
-"I can write to her," said Philippa, eagerly. "I should like her to see
-that I have told you everything, and I can say it all without--without
-mentioning names, or anything that would matter if by any accident the
-letter were seen. Oh, yes, as far as the housekeeper is concerned, I
-have no misgiving or sore feeling. It is that--that Mr Gresham I have
-such a horror of ever meeting again."
-
-"The one that Evelyn liked so much--who has asked you both--Evelyn and
-Duke at least," (Mrs Raynsworth interrupted herself hastily, recalling
-certain injunctions in the confidences her elder daughter had already
-found time to give her as to the "impression" Philippa had made on
-Bernard Gresham at Dorriford), "I should say, to stay with him at his
-place, the place with the queer name?"
-
-"No, I don't mean _Mr_ Gresham," the girl replied; "but, mamma, you
-need not hesitate. I know he spoke of me to Evelyn and said something
-about her bringing me--me in my proper character, of course," with a
-somewhat rueful smile. "And, if it had not been for all this, I daresay
-I should have liked to go. Evelyn says he is charming. But it is not
-_he_ I am afraid of meeting again; he suspects nothing; as I told you,
-mamma, by some lucky chance he never caught sight of me once at
-Wyverston, and at the end, you know, when there was that risk of his
-travelling with us, I strongly suspect his cousin put a stop to it on
-purpose."
-
-"That was kind of him," said her mother. "It shows you can trust him."
-
-"Oh, yes, he is a gentleman, of course, and Mrs Shepton says he is very
-kind-hearted and everything good. But, oh, mamma, I have a perfect
-horror of ever seeing him again; I felt so--so _degraded_, when I had,
-as it were, to throw myself on his mercy. You cannot think what it felt
-like," and she shivered slightly.
-
-Mrs Raynsworth did not at once answer. She seemed to be thinking
-deeply. Then she said:
-
-"Philippa, my child, it will not do any good, or undo what cannot be
-undone, for you to allow yourself to grow morbid about it. Put it out
-of your mind as far as it is possible for you; you owe it to us all to
-do so, now that there is nothing more to explain, and that all is
-forgiven. Promise me that you will try to do this." Philippa sighed
-deeply.
-
-"Yes, mamma, I will try. I know it is the least I can do when you--papa
-and you--are so very, very good to me," her voice trembled a little. "I
-will try. But do promise me, dear mamma, that if the question comes up
-of my going to Merle-in-the-Wold with Evelyn and Duke--they are sure to
-go some time or other--you will help me to get out of it? _That_ is not
-morbid."
-
-No, under the circumstances, Mrs Raynsworth could scarcely call it so,
-as nothing was more probable, almost certain, than that Michael Gresham
-would be one of the party at his cousin's. Under the circumstances,
-however, she much doubted if Evelyn's zeal for a visit to Merle would
-hold good, though this opinion she kept to herself.
-
-"I will promise never to urge you to do anything as painful to you as
-this idea seems at present," Mrs Raynsworth replied. "And perhaps,"
-with a little sigh--for unworldly though the mother was, it could
-scarcely be that Evelyn's glowing description of the master of Merle,
-and the evident "admiration at first sight" which her sister had aroused
-in him, had made no impression on the maternal imagination--"perhaps
-your instinctive dread of meeting the younger Gresham again is well
-founded."
-
-"I am sure of it," said Philippa, in a tone of relief. "And, oh, mamma,
-there is one thing we--I--should be glad of, and that is that Charley
-did not come here while we were away. Of course," (as had been the
-case) "his last letter--the last before we left--showed it was unlikely;
-but everything unlikely seems to have happened to me! And I could not
-bear him to know what I did--he would be furious."
-
-"Yes," Mrs Raynsworth agreed, "I am afraid he would be. And I see no
-reason why he should ever hear of it. We took care not to let Hugh; and
-Leonard know where you had gone. I just told them that you had gone
-away again unexpectedly for a few days. I believe they had some vague
-idea that you had been summoned back to Dorriford."
-
-And after that first evening, though with no definite _parti pris_ on
-the subject, Philippa's eccentric escapade was practically buried.
-
-Circumstances greatly helped to bring this about. For the very next
-morning came the looked-for news of Charley's definite return--a return
-"for good," as his people had got into the way of calling it. He was to
-stay at home, indefinitely at least, working at the special branch of
-literature which he had made his own, and in which his father's advice
-and experience were of great value to him, and acting at the same time
-as Mr Raynsworth's secretary, thus relieving his younger sister from
-the somewhat onerous duties of the last year or two.
-
-"Tell poor old Phil," he wrote, "that she is to have a regular
-right-down good holiday at last, to be idle and frivolous, and taken up
-about her clothes like other girls. She's not had fun enough in her
-life, and it's time she had some now. With Evey being at home, surely
-we can plan something of a change for Phil? We must talk it over when I
-get back. I have a few pounds by me that I have managed to get
-together, and I am determined to spend them on her."
-
-Philippa's eyes glistened when her mother read aloud her brother's
-letter, but though she smiled, her face was a little sad.
-
-"I know what would be best," said Evelyn, "if only we were sure of
-Duke's coming next month! I am to let Mr Gresham know whenever it is
-quite settled; then he will invite us to Merle, and on the way there, at
-least we will _make_ it the way there, Duke, and Phil, and I will stay a
-few days in London, and I shall choose two or three of the prettiest
-dresses you ever saw, for you, Phil." But Philippa did not respond to
-the proposal.
-
-"I count that I have had my holiday," she said. "I enjoyed the visit to
-Dorriford exceedingly, and I shall enjoy having Charley more than
-anything. Don't ask me to leave home again. Mamma," with an appeal in
-her voice that was new to the self-reliant Philippa, "you won't, will
-you?"
-
-"Nobody will want you to do anything you don't like, my dear child," her
-mother replied, reassuringly. "That would be a strange use to make of
-poor Charley's thoughtfulness."
-
-And Philippa's face grew calm again; she could depend upon "mamma."
-
-"Besides," said Evelyn, "you needn't work yourself up about a thing that
-may not come to pass for ever so long. Duke _may_ not get home till
-next year. And I think it's not very nice of you, Phil, to be so
-lugubrious about a plan I only thought of for your sake. You might
-understand that I would like to do something to--to make up a little, as
-it were, for all you went through for me."
-
-Evelyn's voice grew tremulous, and her pretty eyes were dewy as she
-finished speaking. In a moment Philippa was kneeling beside her--her
-arms flung round her sister in a close embrace.
-
-"Evey dear, you might understand," she whispered. "Mamma does. I have
-got nervous about it all. But don't think me ungrateful. I shall be
-quite right again soon, and it will be so nice to have Charley at home.
-He will cheer us up; he always does, and I am sure Duke _will_ get back
-before Christmas, at the very latest."
-
-Evelyn kissed her in return, and the little cloud melted. Still
-Philippa felt very glad when her brother's arrival brought a diversion
-and a still stronger certainty that the Wyverston travesty would
-henceforth be allowed to sleep in peace.
-
-How _very_ rarely, how "almost never," do things turn out as we have
-pictured them to ourselves? How the misfortunes which we foresee and
-prepare to face disappear; how wholly unexpected difficulties and
-complications weave themselves about our unwary feet till we scarcely
-dare to risk a step! "If we had but known," "if I had had any idea of
-this happening," "ifs" without end, and better disregarded.
-
-The unexpected came to Philippa Raynsworth this winter, though not
-altogether in painful guise, and she found, as so many of us do, that
-she had expended fears and misgivings in quite unnecessary directions.
-
-Charles Raynsworth was the eldest of the family, and the only plain
-member of it. He had none of Philippa's graceful stateliness, nor
-Evelyn's charm of manner and appearance, some traces and promise of all
-of which were to be found in the two younger boys--handsome Hugh and
-blue-eyed Leonard. But no one of the five brothers and sisters was more
-loved and trusted by the other four than the insignificant-looking head
-of the party. For the insignificance began and ended with his outward
-appearance; he was far above the average in every other direction;
-intellectually gifted and possessing, in addition to undoubted talent,
-the "genius" of perseverance and steady application; honest and
-straightforward like all his family, unselfish and with a power of
-sympathy unusual in a man. No wonder that "Charley's" home-coming was
-the best of good news.
-
-And for a day or two the pleasure of all being together again shed a
-rosy hue over everything. Charley was in such request that he had
-scarcely time to think. If he were not closeted with his father in the
-study, he was button-holed by his mother in the drawing-room; if he were
-not in the thick of the boys' pets--feathered, guinea-pigs, and all the
-rest of them--admiring, advising, and doing his best to make sense of
-Hugh and Leonard both talking at once, he was pretty sure to be in the
-nursery, with Bonny riding on his shoulder, or listening to Evelyn's
-maternal raptures over baby Vanda's attempts at conversation. It was
-not till he had been some days at home that he one morning waylaid his
-mother and drew her out to the front of the house for a stroll up and
-down the gravel drive.
-
-"You are not busy, are you, mother?" he said. "You have got your
-cook-interviewing and all that sort of thing over for the day, haven't
-you? I want a talk with you without being interrupted, as we always are
-in the drawing-room, and in the afternoon it is even worse. Next week I
-must buckle to work regularly; but for these two or three days I have
-been giving myself time to settle down."
-
-It was a mild day--"mild for November," as one so often hears people say
-when that maligned daughter of the year is with us, forgetting how very
-often the early days of the month are altogether charming.
-
-"Shall I get you a shawl?" Charles Raynsworth went on, but his mother
-negatived the proposal.
-
-"I am not the least cold," she said, "and if we keep at this side of the
-house it is always sheltered. What is it, dear, that you want to talk
-about? Nothing wrong?" and a slight furrow of anxiety made itself seen
-between her eyebrows. For the moment, unreasonable though it was, a
-fear startled her that possibly--_could_ it be?--was Charley going to
-tell her that Philippa's escapade had come to his ears?
-
-But her son's first words reassured her.
-
-"Don't look so startled and anxious, mother," he said, eagerly. "No, of
-course it's nothing wrong. I only want to take the bull by the horns,
-so as to prevent anything wrong coming to pass. Mother, I don't think
-my father is looking well--one notices looks, you see, dropping in among
-you all from the outside, as it were. And once the idea struck me it
-made me watch him; no, he is not what he was last year, I am quite sure
-of it. He is overdone. I can see that he has been working too hard."
-
-Mrs Raynsworth drew a long breath. This was not what she had feared,
-but it startled her. She grew rather pale.
-
-"Charley!" she said.
-
-"Don't looked so appalled, mother," he said, reassuringly. "I have not
-the least fear of there being anything seriously wrong; if I _had_ had,
-of course I should have done something else--spoken to a doctor or to my
-father himself before frightening you. But I am perfectly sure it is
-overwork only; he should have a holiday--a holiday and a change. And
-that brings me to the second head of my discourse. Phil isn't looking
-well, either. I believe the two of them have been buried in that study
-far too much and for far too long together. I should have been here at
-home some months ago, but it was impossible, so there is no use going
-back upon that. What I want now--"
-
-But Mrs Raynsworth interrupted him.
-
-"I daresay you are right about your father," she said; "but as to
-Philippa, I don't know; she has had some change this autumn. There was
-the visit to Dorriford, you know, which she enjoyed very much, and--"
-
-But in his turn Charles interrupted, fortunately so, perhaps, for Mrs
-Raynsworth was beginning to feel very guilty.
-
-"A week," he said, "a week or ten days at most--what's that? Oh, no,
-she needs much more thorough change than that sort of thing. She has
-grown nervous, mother, that is what I have noticed, for it is so unlike
-her. She changes colour for nothing and starts if one opens the door
-suddenly. No, I am sure I am right about them both, and this is what I
-want you to help me to manage. Father and Phil should go abroad
-together this winter for three or four months. They would enjoy it
-thoroughly. Phil has never been out of England, and father can take her
-over some of the old ground he knows so well. It would be new life to
-him. Phil is so intelligent, you see, and would enter into all that
-interested him," and Charley's commonplace greenish-grey eyes lighted up
-with eagerness till they looked almost beautiful. He was nearly
-breathless, as he stopped short in the path and stood facing his mother.
-
-She could not but be infected to some extent by his enthusiasm, but Mrs
-Raynsworth was eminently practical.
-
-"My dearest boy!" she exclaimed. "Yes, I agree with you; nothing could
-be more delightful for both your father and Philippa," and as she named
-her younger daughter there flashed through her mind the special benefit
-to the girl of such a complete change of life and surroundings at the
-present time; "nothing," she repeated, "could be better. But, Charley,
-you forget--the ways and means!--and your father's work. We should
-never persuade him to leave it."
-
-"He need not do so; at least, I mean to say, it need not suffer," said
-the young man. "I have gone into all that part of it already since I
-came, without my father's finding it out. He can quite well leave his
-work at its present stage to me--he said so himself. And the time I
-would give it need be no more than I could give to him if he were here.
-I can quite fit it in with my own work. The only thing father must do
-is to defer starting on his new book for a few weeks, and all the better
-if he does so. He would gather some fresh material if he was in Italy,
-and--"
-
-"But--but--Charley--there is the money part of it."
-
-Charley's fair, freckled face flushed.
-
-"_That's_ all right," he said. "You know, mother, I wrote that I had
-saved a few pounds--saved and made, I should have said. Well, to cut a
-long story short, the few pounds have turned out more than I expected.
-I have a hundred, a clear hundred, mother, ready for this scheme of
-mine. And a hundred pounds will go a long way with two people like my
-father and Phil; he knowing the ground so well, and she so economical
-and managing as I know she is. Besides, once my father made up his mind
-to go, he would no doubt put something to the hundred."
-
-Mrs Raynsworth, well as she knew her son, was greatly touched.
-
-"My dearest boy," she said again, "I cannot tell you how good I think it
-of you to have planned such a thing. But I fear your father would never
-consent to take your money--your own earnings."
-
-Charley laid his hand on his mother's arm and drew her forward again.
-It felt rather chilly standing still.
-
-"My dearest mother," he said, as they resumed their stroll, "leave that
-to me. How can you think such a thing, when you remember all my father
-and you have done for me? Stinting yourselves, and even, indirectly, my
-sisters too a little, to give me the best of educations. It is all
-thanks to that that I am now where I am, certain of earning my own
-livelihood at the very worst, and with every reasonable prospect of
-greater success. Leave it to me, my dear mother; only promise me to
-back me up when I have broached the idea with both my father and Phil."
-
-The promise was given and acted upon. For the more Mrs Raynsworth
-thought over her son's idea the more it commended itself to her. And
-the verdict of the doctor--an old friend who knew him well--whom Mr
-Raynsworth appealed to with the expectation of his pronouncing the
-proposed holiday, however agreeable, by no means a necessity, decided
-the turning of the scale. The benefit to Philippa herself was not made
-prominent, though in her heart the mother was almost as glad of the
-proposed scheme for her daughter's sake as for her husbands. But
-Charley was not without his reward. The glow of pleasure which
-overspread the girl's face at the first mention of the plan made her
-brother determine that it should be carried out, and Philippa's
-misgivings that it would be "selfish" and wrong to leave home for so
-long, and that "mamma" should profit by Charley's generosity rather than
-herself, were overruled by her father's assurance that no one except her
-brother could be as useful to him as his already well-trained little
-secretary.
-
-Circumstances in other directions too added their influence. Captain
-Headfort telegraphed his arrival by the next mail but one, and under the
-new aspect of things it became much easier to arrange for his making his
-headquarters at Greenleaves--the Raynsworths' home--with his family for
-the first few months of the year, during which his eventual plans were
-to be decided.
-
-"I _could_ not have gone away with any sort of comfort, Phil dear, you
-see," said her mother. "And as it is, I shall really enjoy the time at
-home with Charley and Duke, and helping Evelyn to settle what to do, and
-with _no_ anxiety about your father on my mind. I think everything has
-fitted in beautifully."
-
-And on the whole, Evelyn's sentiments agreed with her mother's, though
-she could not help sighing in private when alone with Mrs Raynsworth
-over the downfall of her castle-in-the-air.
-
-"I shall not care to go to Mr Gresham's in the least without Phil, even
-if he asks us now," she said, disconsolately. "I suppose I must write
-to tell him that Duke is really coming, as I promised I would. And, of
-course, I will tell him that my sister is going abroad. But ten to one
-before the winter is over we shall hear he is going to be married; men
-are just like that, even when they do fall in love at first sight, as I
-shall always firmly believe he did."
-
-"Still, anything is better than for Philippa to get out of health in any
-serious way, or to lose her spirits and nerve," said Mrs Raynsworth.
-"And there is no doubt, Evey, that that wild affair has had a strange
-effect upon her; it seems to have been almost a shock to her to realise
-_how_ wild and rash it was, and how disastrous its consequences might
-have been. I doubt very much, Evey, if she would have agreed to go to
-Mr Gresham's."
-
-"It would have been very absurd of her to have been afraid of it," said
-Evelyn, impatiently. "He never saw her at Wyverston, she allows that
-herself. And as for the other one--Michael Gresham--I don't suppose his
-cousin has him very much at Merle; they did not seem very specially
-friendly. Besides, he only saw her in the railway, and with those
-horrid spectacles on. One does not remember every person one meets in a
-railway carriage. Phil will get quite morbid if she is so fanciful."
-
-"That is why I am so glad for her to have this complete change," said
-Mrs Raynsworth, quietly.
-
-CHAPTER FIFTEEN.
-
-MAIDA AT FAULT.
-
-So, after all, the hobgoblin of a visit to Merle melted into thin air,
-as often happens with the things we dread the most. Not that, in this
-case, there was do element of disappointment to Philippa mingled with
-the very relief she was so grateful for. She had a distinct curiosity
-about Evelyn's hero, and a decided wish to see him again, and when, some
-two months or so later, a letter with the date of "Merle-in-the-Wold,"
-reached her in her wanderings with her father, she felt it undoubtedly
-regrettable that she could not, without misgiving, look forward to
-joining the Headforts in their next visit there, as her sister alluded
-to.
-
-"You cannot think what a _perfect_ place this is," wrote Evelyn. "Duke
-was not very eager to come, so soon after arriving and before he had
-settled down at all, he said. He _is_ such an old bachelor; he has
-fallen back into all his fussy methodical ways with being two years away
-from scatter-brained me. But now he is quite as much in love with it
-all as I am, and is talking of looking out for a little house somewhere
-hereabouts, if he decides on leaving his regiment. And he likes Mr
-Gresham very much; at least he says, as everybody must, what a charming
-host he is, though I don't know that he appreciates him _quite_ as much
-as I do. But he likes talking to him about Wyverston and the Headforts.
-And oh, by-the-by, the old squire has written _so_ cordially to Duke,
-as soon as he heard of his arrival. We are to go up there for a week
-whenever the worst of the winter is over, etc, etc."
-
-And in a postscript she had scribbled: "Michael Gresham is not here, and
-his cousin says very little about him. I always told you that I was
-sure they were not so very intimate. Mr Gresham has just begged me to
-say that the next time we come he hopes _you_ will accompany us, though
-he scarcely dares flatter himself that you can remember him."
-
-Philippa smiled a little as she read the last words.
-
-"Well, perhaps," she said to herself, "perhaps I may go there some time
-or other without any misgiving. It will be curious if I never come
-across Solomon's master again. He _was_ kind, after all, though rather
-gruff about it. And I am sure he is to be relied upon. But the
-_feeling_ of being there with him, knowing that he knew, and that he
-knew I knew he knew! Oh, it would be insufferable."
-
-She made a gesture as if to shake off the very thought of such a thing.
-But her nerves and spirits were fast recovering themselves. Charley's
-plan had been a grand success. Mr Raynsworth and his daughter had
-enjoyed themselves to their heart's content--nor had they been idle.
-Philippa had taken her part in all her father's researches and
-explorings, for the new book he had in view dealt largely with the
-history of the old Italian towns which they had been staying at, one
-after the other, since leaving home.
-
-Three months fled only too quickly. At the expiration of that time,
-just as they were deciding, not without reluctance, that they must turn
-homewards--for with all the good management in the world money develops
-very slippery qualities in travelling!--a letter from Cannes somewhat
-altered their plans. It was from Miss Lermont, with whom, since her
-visit to Dorriford, Philippa had kept up a regular correspondence, so
-that Maida was quite _au courant_ of her young relative's whereabouts.
-
-The Lermonts had been spending the winter, or a part of it, in the
-south, and now, by her father's and mother's request, she wrote to beg
-Mr Raynsworth and his daughter to join them in their villa for two or
-three weeks.
-
-"I do not see why we should not do so," said Mr Raynsworth, "I should
-like to see something more of the Lermonts, and the quiet time would
-enable me to arrange my papers and notes a little better than it has
-been possible to do so far. They seem all right at home--eh,
-Philippa?--and you would like a week or two with Maida?"
-
-"Very much, very much indeed," his daughter replied.
-
-So it came to pass that it was not at Dorriford, but in the sunny south
-that Philippa met again the friend she had already learnt to prize.
-
-"You are changed, Philippa," said her cousin, the first morning when
-they were strolling about in the pretty garden of the Lermonts' villa.
-"Changed somehow, though I scarcely can say how."
-
-"Am I?" said the girl, "and yet it is only six months, barely that
-indeed, since you saw me last."
-
-But she _was_ changed, and the consciousness of it made her colour
-deepen, even though she knew how much more cause for her remark Maida
-would have had, had they met before Philippa's winter in Italy.
-
-"I know, that is what makes me notice it the more. One expects to see
-change at your age after an interval of a year or two--I counted you
-scarcely grown-up when you came to us last year. But in six months!
-No, I can't quite make it out."
-
-"What is it?" said Philippa, lightly. "Am I fatter, or thinner, or
-paler, or what?"
-
-Miss Lermont looked at her scrutinisingly, which did not tend to
-increase the young girl's composure.
-
-"No," said the elder woman at last, "it is not in that sort of way so
-much--though you _are_ thinner, rather thinner, and perhaps a little
-paler. Nevertheless you have grown still--prettier," checking herself
-in the use of a more imposing adjective. "I am not afraid of telling
-you so, as I know you are not the _least_ conceited. But you have
-changed otherwise. You are not _quite_ as bright and self-reliant as
-you were--you look anxious every now and then, and sometimes you are
-rather absent. Tell me, my dear child, have you fallen in love with any
-one?"
-
-It was the greatest relief to Philippa that Maida's kindly
-cross-questioning should have turned in this direction. For even if she
-herself had thought it well to take Miss Lermont into her confidence as
-to her adventures, she was not free to do so, Mrs Raynsworth having
-bound her down to tell no one the story without first consulting
-herself. The laugh, therefore, with which the young girl prefaced her
-reply was quite natural and unconstrained.
-
-"No indeed," she said, "I can't fancy myself falling in love with any
-one unless I were very sure that the person in question had first fallen
-very thoroughly in love with me. And--I can scarcely picture such a
-state of things as that."
-
-"Naturally," said Miss Lermont. "I don't think any girl--not a girl
-such as you are, at least, dear Philippa--_can_ picture it till it comes
-to pass."
-
-Philippa hesitated.
-
-"I mean more than that," she said. "I do not feel as if I were the sort
-of girl a man is likely to care for in that way. I am not--oh, not
-yielding, and appealing, and all that sort of thing. There is something
-of a boy about me. Long ago, when I was a tiny girl, the nurses used to
-tell me I had no `pretty ways.'" Maida could not help smiling at
-Philippa's self-deprecation. But as the girl looked down at her--Miss
-Lermont was by this time established in her invalid-chair, her cousin
-standing beside her--with a certain wistfulness in her expression, it
-struck the elder woman still more strongly that Philippa _was_ changed,
-softened and somewhat saddened. Her present estimate of herself was far
-less correct now than a few months ago. "You forget," Maida replied,
-"that tastes differ as to human beings' attraction for each other,
-luckily for the peace of society, more widely than in any other
-direction. It is not every man, by any means, whose ideal woman is of
-the type which _you_ evidently think the most winning. But all the
-same, my dear child, you are much more--`womanly,' shall I say?--less
-self-confident and gentler than you were at Dorriford. _Something_ has
-changed you. Don't you feel conscious of it yourself?"
-
-"Growing older perhaps," said Philippa, trying to speak lightly. But it
-was impossible for her to be anything but genuine with Maida. "No," she
-continued, with a sudden alteration of voice, "I will not talk nonsense.
-I know that I have changed; you are very quick and discriminating to
-have found it out, and I wish I could tell you all about it. But I
-cannot, not at present at any rate. So don't let us talk any more about
-it. I do want to enjoy this delightful place and weather and _you_ to
-the very utmost."
-
-She sat down beside her cousin and looked at her with what she meant to
-be a perfectly happy smile. But somewhat to Maida's surprise the pretty
-mouth was quivering a little, and there was a suspicious glistening in
-the deep brown eyes.
-
-"My dear child!" Maida exclaimed, impulsively, her anxiety increasing.
-"Can you not--"
-
-"No, dear," Philippa replied to the uncompleted inquiry, "I cannot
-explain anything. But there is nothing to be anxious about--really
-nothing."
-
-"Only tell me," Miss Lermont persisted, "this trouble, whatever it is,
-or--"
-
-"It is quite over," said Philippa.
-
-"Or has been, then--have you had to keep it altogether to yourself?
-Have you been unable to confide in any one?"
-
-"Oh, no," Philippa replied. "They all--at least Evey and papa and
-mamma--knew about it, and _mamma_ knows everything, yes, _everything_.
-And if she had known I was to be with you, here, I daresay she would
-have wished me to tell you; at least I think she would have done, but--
-but--I am not quite sure. After all, it isn't anything very dreadful,
-only it opened my eyes to my own self-will and presumption, and I don't
-feel as if I ever could trust myself again."
-
-"Poor dear," said Maida, tenderly. "Remember it is not the `thinking we
-stand' that keeps us from falls. I am quite happy now I know that your
-mother knows it all, and whether you ever tell me the whole or not is a
-matter of no consequence. Put it out of your head, dear, and let us
-enjoy this treat--for a treat it is to _me_."
-
-"And most certainly to me, too," said her cousin, affectionately. "I
-had no idea Cannes was so charming, Maida."
-
-"It has been an exceptionally good winter, even for Cannes," said Miss
-Lermont. "Lots of people we know have been here. Almost too many
-sometimes, as I am so stupidly easily knocked up and mother has bustle
-enough at home all the year round. Now, the visitors are dropping off a
-little, but we know a good many of the so-called residents. That is to
-say, the people who have permanent houses here which they inhabit for
-four or five months of the year. By-the-by, Philippa, did you not see
-the Bertrams when you were at Dorriford?"
-
-"Yes," Philippa replied, "I did. But they are not here?"
-
-There was the slightest possible--so slight that at the time Miss
-Lermont thought her ears must have misled her--inflection of anxiety in
-the girl's tone as she made the inquiry.
-
-"Here--yes indeed, very much here," Maida replied. "Captain Bertram and
-Lady Mary, and all the five children, and an army of governesses, and
-nurses, and maids, and horses, and grooms. They are very rich, you
-know. And they have had friends visiting them or coming to be near
-them, all the time, several of whom we knew, so that has helped to
-extend our acquaintance here. Oh, yes, by-the-by, that Mr Gresham,
-`the silent man,' as we called him, is staying with them now. He has
-just arrived; do you remember him one day at Dorriford? I had forgotten
-about it, but he asked me when he called with Lady Mary, if I had heard
-from you lately, and--"
-
-Philippa interrupted her.
-
-"Evelyn and Duke have been staying with him," she said, speaking with
-studied deliberateness; "that must have reminded him of me, as Evey is
-far too fond of talking about me."
-
-She did not turn away as she spoke, and her whole manner was peculiarly
-calm, but to Miss Lermont's amazement the colour surged up into her
-cheeks, leaving them again as suddenly--she herself apparently
-unconscious, or determined to appear unconscious, that it was so.
-
-Maida felt completely taken aback. She was not of an inquisitive frame
-of mind, and was eminently unsuspicious when she had once learnt to give
-her confidence. But she was very observant by nature, and as has been
-already mentioned, in her peculiar, semi-invalid life, the post of
-spectator had often fallen to her, and she had come to feel great
-interest in the affairs of her neighbours--interest which in an inferior
-class of mind might have degenerated into love of gossip. And aware of
-this danger, Miss Lermont was specially careful to keep her concern for
-"other people's business" well within bounds, even where conscious that
-real affection and sympathy prompted her.
-
-So for a moment or two she hesitated before putting to Philippa the
-question that most naturally rose to her lips. Then an instant's
-reflection showed her that the refraining from so simple an inquiry
-would of itself suggest some possibly annoying suspicion.
-
-"Have you never seen him again, then? Somehow his manner seemed to
-imply that he knew more of you than that one afternoon's introduction,
-when he did _not_ distinguish himself by either `feast of reason or flow
-of soul.'"
-
-Before Philippa replied, her cousin _felt_ that she hesitated. Yet
-nothing could be more straightforward than her reply when it came.
-
-"I have never met Mr Gresham since that day at Dorriford," and the
-substitution of the vaguer participle for the more definite "seen," did
-not catch Miss Lermont's attention. Yet her perplexity increased.
-
-"She _did_ change colour when she heard his name and she _was_ uneasy
-when she heard of the Bertrams being here," thought Maida. "Yet I know
-she is not only truthful, but candid. The very way she told me there
-was something she _could_ not tell, shows it. Can it be merely that her
-sister has got it into her head that Mr Gresham would be a good
-_parti_, which I suppose he would be, for her sister, and that some
-hints of hers have annoyed Philippa? She _is_ almost morbidly
-sensitive, I know. I suppose it must be that."
-
-But feeling the girl's eyes fixed upon her, she hastened to reply to her
-last words.
-
-"You are pretty sure to meet him _here_" she said. "There is scarcely a
-day on which we do not see or hear something of the Bertrams. So we
-shall have an opportunity of finding out if our silent friend can talk
-when he chooses to do so."
-
-"But you have had an opportunity of that already, have you not?" said
-Philippa. "Did you not say you had seen Mr Gresham since his arrival?"
-
-"Yes, the day before yesterday, but only for a few minutes. He did
-talk, I must allow. He found time, as I said, to ask if I had heard
-from you lately. He _may_ have said something of Evelyn and her husband
-having been with him, but if so, I did not pay attention. He is
-certainly a very handsome man, and the Bertrams think everything of him.
-I suppose he is made a great deal of, and if he is a little affected
-and spoilt, it is excusable."
-
-"Did he strike you as affected?" said Philippa. Now that she had got
-over the first start of hearing Mr Gresham's name, she had pulled
-herself together and regained her composure. After all, it was not
-_Michael_; and when she recalled that quite recently she had been
-contemplating the possibility of accompanying the Headforts before very
-long on another visit to Merle, she realised the inconsistency of
-shrinking from meeting her sister's late host in the present easy and
-informal circumstances. "I don't think I can take Evelyn's account of
-him quite without a grain of salt. She seems so fascinated by him."
-
-"And your brother-in-law?" said Maida. "I always like to hear a man's
-opinion of a man, as well as a woman's."
-
-"Oh, yes, Duke likes him very much, I think," said Philippa. "He would
-not appreciate his charm of manner as Evelyn does, very possibly. Duke
-is a regular man, something of a boy about him, don't you know, a little
-too rough and ready, perhaps. Then Evelyn knows Mr Gresham better.
-She saw a good deal of him at--at Wyverston," and Philippa suddenly
-stooped to pick an innocent daisy looking up in her face from the grass
-at her feet, only to fling it down again impatiently, poor daisy!
-
-Why had she mentioned Wyverston, she asked herself; why trench quite
-unnecessarily on ground where she could not be open and communicative
-with her friend, as she loved to be?
-
-"I am a perfect idiot," she thought, and again the expression on her
-face struck Miss Lermont as unusual.
-
-"At Wyverston," she repeated. "_The_ Headforts' place. Oh, yes, I
-remember your telling me in your very first letter from home about
-Evelyn's going there. But you never said anything more--as to how the
-visit went off and if she enjoyed it. You were not very well about that
-time, if I remember rightly. I think your mother wrote and said so?"
-
-"I don't think there was much the matter with me," said Philippa, "but
-mamma was a little anxious. They will think me looking brilliantly well
-when I go home after this splendid holiday, I am sure. You were asking
-about Evey's visit? Yes, she enjoyed it very much, and it was a great
-success. She took to the Headforts and they to her wonderfully."
-
-"Then," began Miss Lermont, "but don't answer if it is indiscreet of me
-to ask, do you think the old man is going to recognise your
-brother-in-law as his heir and--to treat him accordingly?"
-
-"We don't quite know," said Philippa, "and after all, as Duke says,
-there is no hurry _to_ know. The squire is not a very old man, and he
-must be wiry to have lived through the shocks he has had. He knows
-nothing almost of Duke except by hearsay, though there is nothing but
-good to hear of him. All he has said has been to express a wish that
-Duke should give up India and settle down at home, and he worded it as
-if he meant to help him to do so. Of course we shall know more after
-they have met."
-
-"Will that be soon?" asked Miss Lermont.
-
-"Yes, I believe Evey and he are going north very shortly after we get
-back," said Philippa. "And they are taking the boy, Bonny, with them.
-The Wyverston people have specially invited him."
-
-"I think that all looks very promising," said Maida. "You would be very
-glad for your sister not to have to go abroad again, would you not?"
-
-"_Very_," said Philippa, heartily. "It would be the greatest comfort in
-the world; even if they had to go to live in the north, it would seem
-delightful after India."
-
-"Is Wyverston a pretty place?" said Maida, but she checked herself
-almost as she said the words. "Of course you have never been there, so
-how could you know."
-
-"Evelyn thought it a fine place, a good comfortable old house, though
-with nothing very striking about it, except, perhaps, the contrast with
-the great lonely moorland, on one side at least, round about it. There
-is something very impressive about moorland--so grim and yet pathetic,"
-said Philippa, half dreamily. Her eyes seemed to be gazing on the scene
-she suggested; and it was so. At that moment, instead of the sunny
-terrace, with the orange trees in their green tubs, and down below, the
-blue Mediterranean gleaming sapphire-like in the sun, with overhead the
-deep, all but cloudless sky, she was picturing to herself the cold grey
-morning aspect of the far-stretching lands on the east of Wyverston.
-She felt the very wind on her cheek, the breeze "with a flavour of the
-sea," as the Headforts were fond of saying; she saw the tops of the
-trees in the pine woods to the left, and then emerging from their shade
-she seemed again to catch sight of the long smooth body of poor Solomon,
-ready to wriggle with pleasure at her approach. And Solomon's master in
-his rough tweed suit and honest, kindly face--yes, it _was_ an honesty
-kindly face--not far behind! What a pity--what a pity that he had come
-to think so poorly of her; there was something about the man that made
-her feel he would have been a good and steady friend. She could have
-learnt to like him. If ever--but here she was startled back into the
-present by Maida Lermont's rallying tones.
-
-"_Philippa_," it said, "for the third time of asking! The thought of
-the moors up there in that bleak north seems to have bewitched you. Has
-Evelyn such graphic powers of description, for you have never been there
-yourself? What are you dreaming about? I spoke to you three times
-without your hearing me."
-
-Philippa turned to her cousin.
-
-"I _was_ dreaming about the moors; the moors and the pine woods," she
-said simply. "It is not necessary to have seen places to think about
-them, is it I often feel as if I knew all about scenes and countries I
-have even _heard_ but little of; do you not feel so, sometimes? When I
-was little I used to fancy I must have seen places in my dreams--in real
-dreams, I mean, not daydreams."
-
-"Yes," Maida agreed. "I think I have had the same fancy. And what is
-almost as curious is the way in which the slightest association brings
-back scenes that we had practically forgotten. A word, or a touch in a
-picture, or very often with me a scent or smell, is like magic. I find
-myself recalling certain events, or remembering minutely certain scenes
-and perhaps people that I had not thought of for years and years. It
-does seem as if what we are so often told must be true--that we do not
-_really_ forget anything. But I think, dear, we must be going in; the
-sun gets very hot on this terrace. We shall drive a little later, and
-there is some plan about meeting the Bertrams--going there to afternoon
-tea, I think. So we shall probably see Evelyn's hero."
-
-CHAPTER SIXTEEN.
-
-SUNSHINY DAYS.
-
-The Bertrams were the most hospitable people in the world. Wherever you
-came across them, in London, or at their own rambling country-house, in
-a villa at Cannes, or on board a dahabeeyah on the Nile, it was all one.
-They were always delighted to see you, and uneasy till you promised to
-stay with them indefinitely, or, at least, to come to luncheon or dinner
-as long as you were within hail.
-
-And all this in spite of a constant amount of things to see to, none of
-which were neglected by her, and very far from robust health on little
-Lady Mary's part! Her Irish ancestry explained a good deal, said some,
-"Irish people are _so_ hospitable, you know," As if the virtue in
-question was an inherited quality for which no credit was due to the
-possessor. "Her kind heart," for sorely no kinder heart ever beat, had
-something to say to it, said those who knew and loved her as she
-deserved, among whom Maida Lermont was certainly to be reckoned.
-
-Yet, notwithstanding the prepossessions in their favour which Philippa
-could not but feel, when it came to the actual moment of her following
-Mrs Lermont and her daughter into the pretty drawing-room where Lady
-Mary was fluttering about among her guests and her children, the girl
-could not but be conscious of an exceeding wish that Egypt, or Algeria,
-or any other of their various haunts, had this winter attracted the
-Bertrams elsewhere.
-
-For control herself as she would, the thought of meeting Mr Gresham
-again, without even the support of Evelyn's presence, made her nervous.
-
-"Supposing--just _supposing_" she said to herself, "that he _did_ see me
-at Wyverston, or that his cousin by some inadvertence had given the
-least hint of any secret."
-
-It was a mistake to allow her imagination to dwell on such
-possibilities; but the effect on herself personally was scarcely to be
-regretted. For there was a certain timidity and wistfulness in her
-manner which had not been there before, and which, in the eyes of one of
-those present at least, added greatly to her charm.
-
-"She is even lovelier than I thought," said Bernard Gresham to himself,
-"and she has lost that touch of the girl-of-the-day self-confidence
-which jarred a little."
-
-For the first time they had met, that autumn afternoon at Dorriford,
-Philippa in her cheerful inexperience had taken it for granted that the
-handsome silent man was probably "rather shy," and had exerted herself
-to "draw him out" in consequence.
-
-Two or three other women entered the room almost at the same moment as
-the Lermonts and their young cousin. And the names were not clearly
-announced. But Mr Gresham from the farther side of the room "spotted"
-Miss Raynsworth at once, and managed cleverly to place himself in her
-way as she turned, with some little uncertainty of bearing, from shaking
-hands with her hostess. He was far too much a man, not only of the
-world, but of drawing-rooms, to run any risk of making her or himself
-conspicuous, yet he was resolved at once to take the place which he
-intended to hold while the fates left Philippa in his vicinity--that of
-a former acquaintance. So he would ask for no fresh introduction, but
-stepped forward with quiet matter-of-fact ease to greet her.
-
-"How do you do, Miss Raynsworth?" he said. "You arrived yesterday? I
-knew you were coming, as I had a letter from Mrs Marmaduke Headfort two
-or three days ago."
-
-He brought in Evelyn's name purposely, being in his heart slightly
-doubtful of the girl's immediate recognition of him, little dreaming of
-the familiarity to her of his whole personality among the guests she had
-so often watched from Evelyn's window at Wyverston! But even without
-that, she would have known him again.
-
-She looked up with her pretty, half-startled eyes, a slight pink rising
-to her cheeks, as she held out her hand.
-
-"You have heard from Evelyn more recently than I have done, then," she
-said. "Were they all well? Did she give you any `family'"--with a
-smile--"news?"
-
-Mr Gresham was inwardly triumphant. How well he had managed this first
-introductory move! Nothing could have happened better than the whole
-combination of events. Here, at Cannes, a few days would be worth weeks
-elsewhere; the life was so much less formal, the opportunities of
-meeting so much more frequent and less observed. He would have ample
-time in which to judge further of this girl, whose strong individuality,
-whose "uncommonness" had even at first sight so attracted him, _ferre a
-glace_ though he believed himself, and that not altogether without
-reason, in such matters.
-
-So he at once stepped on to the platform which his own tact, and
-Philippa's simplicity, and circumstances, the accidental isolation in
-which she momentarily found herself for one, had erected.
-
-"News," he said, pleasantly; "oh, dear, yes, any amount. The actual
-reason of my being honoured with a letter just now was that Mrs
-Headfort thought it would interest me, which it certainly does,
-extremely, to hear that she and Duke are going up to Wyverston next
-week."
-
-Philippa's eyes sparkled.
-
-"Are they really?" she said. "I had not heard of it. At least I knew
-that they were to go some time or other, but I fancied not till I--
-father and I, I should say--were home again."
-
-She was so interested that all her constraint and self-consciousness
-disappeared. Nothing could have suited Mr Gresham better. His
-superior information from Greenleaves put him in the position of being
-applied to by Miss Raynsworth, and set her and himself at once on
-friendly and almost confidential relations.
-
-He glanced round. They were still both standing, and near Lady Mary,
-who was eagerly talking to Miss Lermont, and not noticing any one else's
-movements. There were no seats close at hand, but some tempting wicker
-lounges stood just outside on the balcony, on to which opened the long
-low windows.
-
-"Won't you come outside?" said Mr Gresham. "It is crowded in here; and
-then I can glance through what Mrs Headfort says."
-
-So within five minutes of the dreaded entrance into Lady Mary's
-drawing-room, Philippa found herself seated most comfortably beside the
-very man whose presence had been the cause of her nervous misgiving.
-
-No one could have reproached Mr Gresham with "silence." He exerted
-himself to the utmost, without seeming to do so in the least; he talked,
-though not too much; he made the girl forget everything (little as he
-suspected that there was anything for her to forget) except the present
-pleasant intercourse. For he believed that all the opportunity he
-wished to obtain for himself depended upon this first _tete-a-tete_,
-and, however he might hereafter judge it expedient to alter or modify
-his tactics, he had no doubt as to the advisability of his present
-exertions.
-
-Maida Lermont, from the couch which was quickly provided for her in a
-corner of the room, started with surprise when she heard her young
-cousin's peculiarly pretty and musical laugh ring out, as some half-hour
-or so later, Philippa, followed by Mr Gresham, made her way back into
-the drawing-room, and looking round for her special friend, drew forward
-a low chair to Miss Lermont's side.
-
-"She used to laugh like that at Dorriford," thought Maida, "but it is
-the first time I have heard it here. And it is Mr Gresham who has made
-her look so bright and happy? Yet she has only seen him once before,
-and I am sure she was rather nervous about meeting him--I cannot make it
-out."
-
-But if--and this possibility she would doubtless, if taxed with it, have
-indignantly denied--_if_ any shadow of misgiving as to Philippa's
-ingenuousness momentarily crossed her mind, it was dispelled the instant
-the sweet face approached her own, as the girl said, in a somewhat low
-voice:
-
-"Isn't it nice! Mr Gresham has given me such good news of them all at
-home, especially about Duke and Evey; they are going--but no, I must
-wait to tell you all about it afterwards," and here Mr Gresham, who had
-half heard, half guessed the drift of her words, interposed with the
-gentle considerateness which marked his bearing to the invalid Miss
-Lermont:
-
-"Shall I get you a cup of tea, or an ice, or whatever you would like
-best?" he said. "I can easily bring it here--it is all in the next
-room."
-
-"Thank you, thank you very much," Maida replied. "Yes, I should like
-some tea and a sandwich very much.--And you, Philippa, you have had
-nothing?"
-
-"I will go and get something for myself when Mr Gresham brings your
-tea," said Philippa, and the young man noted her words approvingly.
-This was not the sort of girl, he thought, to care to have a man--or
-"_the_ man" would probably have more accurately described his thought--
-dragging about after her in any conspicuous way. No, there was no doubt
-of it, she was a type apart. And he smiled to himself, half
-apologetically, at the idea that, after all his several years'
-experience of society, and the caution with which he had steered his way
-amidst manoeuvring mammas and scarcely less sophisticated daughters, he
-might be about to fall a victim to the common malady--to find himself,
-if he did not take care, as genuinely in love as any Henry Hawkins of
-the people!
-
-But the very candour with which he realised the possibility, showed that
-so far he had himself well in hand. And well in hand he intended to
-keep himself. For it would be a complete mistake to suppose that this
-was in any sense a case of "love at first sight." Mr Gresham had long
-vaguely intended to marry, if--a great "_if_"--he came across the woman
-who completely satisfied his fastidious taste, and seemed likely to
-prove the realisation of his ideal. An ideal, not perhaps of the very
-loftiest, but admirable enough so far as it went. "She" must be endowed
-with all the orthodox and specially feminine virtues and graces; she
-must be refined and "unworldly"--to insure, indeed, the last
-qualification, he was prepared to sacrifice some amount of conventional
-"style" or "fashion;" that indescribable touch of finish which tells of
-a certain position in the world of the day. The very words employed to
-define it, testifying to its variability and intangible characteristics.
-
-He did not wish for any great preponderance of brains or culture. There
-were times when Miss Raynsworth struck him as having been too severely
-educated for his standard. Femininity was his _sine qua non_. So long
-as a little Greek and Latin, some notion of mathematics even, did not
-unduly harden or stiffen a woman, he would not exactly object to them,
-though any approach to obtrusive learning he strongly deprecated. But
-Philippa was too unaffected, too self-forgetful, to jar him by any such
-putting forward of her acquirements--acquirements which, in contrast
-with the real learning of her father and brother, seemed to her, as
-indeed they were, but the merest sips of the "spring." And above all,
-he was so sure of her perfect propriety--there was no slightest taint of
-"fastness" or "loudness," or any such horror, in this irreproachable
-girl, no love of eccentricity or Bohemianism, no possibility of mad
-escapades turning up in which she had taken a part!
-
-"No," thought the master of Merle, "there could be no risk--no risk
-whatever in it. Of course, people would be surprised at the marriage,
-but what do I care for that! Everybody knows," and he smiled half
-cynically; "everybody knows that my possibilities of choice have not
-been restricted."
-
-And this was certainly true.
-
-Nor would it be fair to accuse the young man of fatuity, inasmuch as he
-was little troubled by any misgiving as to his personal acceptability to
-Miss Raynsworth, should he decide to go through with his suit. He had
-every possible grounds for believing in it; he knew himself to be
-attractive and good-looking far beyond the average; he believed himself
-also to be affectionate and endowed with all the qualifications for
-making a good husband (though he did not add, "to a wife who would see
-everything through his eyes and have no will but his"); and so far--for
-this _resume_ of Mr Gresham's views of the whole situation is somewhat
-ante-dated--that is to say, as the day drew near for Philippa and her
-father to leave Cannes, he had no reason to doubt that the young girl
-liked his society, and was in a fair way to feeling still more attracted
-by him.
-
-This fortnight in the beautiful south was propitious in the extreme to
-pleasant projects. The weather was faultless, and not as hot as is
-sometimes the case, even early in the spring. The circle of residents
-and visitors, to whom the Lermonts had come temporarily to belong,
-seemed specially anxious to make the last weeks of their southern
-sojourn agreeable. Scarcely a day passed without some plan being set on
-foot for diversion or amusement in which even Maida could take part, and
-few, if any, guessed how many of these were really skilfully initiated
-by Mr Gresham, who was well aware that it would have been of little use
-to try to decoy Philippa away from her cousin.
-
-So there was no question of balls or large evening parties for the girl.
-Such would have been quite out of her father's line; nor could she have
-expected Mrs Lermont, quietly congratulating herself that such
-exertions for herself were over, to have begun again the arduous duties
-of chaperon. One exception only in this direction was made, and that
-was in the case of a large private dance on the very eve of the
-Raynsworths' departure, at which kind Lady Mary Bertram set her heart on
-Philippa's appearing. But before this there had been gaieties, or what
-seemed such to the young girl, in constant succession, and such as she
-had little dreamt of taking part in when she left home.
-
-Her letters to Evelyn described fully all that was going on, and
-Evelyn's spirits rose high.
-
-"Nothing could be better," she said to her mother, just as she herself
-was starting with her husband for Wyverston. "Now, mamma, was I _not_
-sensible when I made you get and send her those two new dresses, as soon
-as we heard of the Cannes visit?"
-
-And Mrs Raynsworth could not but agree with her. "I don't suppose it
-could ever have occurred to Mrs Lermont to give her the pretty blue
-evening-dress Phil is so pleased with, _unless_ she had arrived with one
-or two decent things. It would have been just like her and papa to say
-they had nothing but travelling clothes with them, and could go nowhere
-and see nobody. I cannot tell you how delighted I am for the poor dear
-to have some fun at last. And," she added to herself, "to see something
-of Bernard Gresham," though she dared not say this, in so many words, to
-her mother!
-
-Picnics were among the favourite amusements of the moment at Cannes, and
-picnics on the luxurious scale that these were carried out were new to
-Philippa, whose only experience of out-of-doors entertainments was a
-holiday tea-drinking in the Marlby woods, when one old donkey carried on
-his back the whole material part of the repast. After two or three of
-these expeditions she found, it is true, that they began to pall a
-little. Still, it was always a pleasure to be with Maida, especially in
-the charming surroundings of lovely scenery and weather; and, more,
-probably, than she would have allowed herself to own, never did Mr
-Gresham show to greater advantage than on these occasions. His tact was
-wonderful; without making her or himself in the least conspicuous he yet
-succeeded in giving her the feeling that she was never forgotten, that
-her amusement and enjoyment were his first consideration, and that once
-satisfied that these were insured, his own pleasure was complete. _No_
-girl, certainly no girl of Philippa's sensitive and responsive nature,
-could have been unconscious of this subtle and delicate consideration;
-to her, singularly free from vanity in any form, unspoilt and unselfish,
-there was something almost intoxicating in this refinement of homage.
-
-Spots of interest, either by reason of their own beauty, or sometimes
-from historic association, now and then indeed combining both, were
-usually chosen for the scene of the picnics.
-
-One of the last to which the Lermonts and their guests were bidden was
-given by Mr Gresham himself, and he had bestowed much thought and
-consideration upon its locality.
-
-Nor were his labours unrewarded. It proved to be one of the most
-successful parties of the season, and but for an incident which
-momentarily affected Philippa unpleasantly by recalling events which the
-last fortnight, with its sunshine and distractions, had almost ended by
-banishing from her memory altogether, the day would have been one of
-unalloyed enjoyment.
-
-The picnic was to be at an old chateau a few miles off. An old
-"manor-house," with remains of the domestic fortification necessary in
-those turbulent medieval times, would perhaps better describe it. For
-it had never been large, and now one part of it had fallen into
-picturesque ruin, while the remainder had been not unskilfully restored,
-more strictly speaking, perhaps, kept in repair, without any jarring
-modern innovations such as the French _positif_ way of looking at such
-things often introduces.
-
-The chateau had not descended to the rank only of a farm-house, for its
-owners, the bearers of a name which would at once serve to identify the
-original home of the family, still visited it from time to time. And
-during most of the year, with good-nature, not unmingled very probably
-with legitimate pride in the old, old home, they allowed any who cared
-to do so, to visit it, and wander all over the demesne and the chateau
-itself with perfect freedom.
-
-It lay, however, somewhat off the usual routes of pleasure-seekers, and
-was less known than it deserved to be. Maida Lermont had never seen it,
-and though her eyes lighted up with pleasure at the idea of a visit,
-some doubts were expressed by her mother as to whether the distance and
-the reported roughness of the roads would not make it too fatiguing for
-her.
-
-"Oh, mamma," she exclaimed, speaking for once with almost the
-disappointment of a child in her voice, "_please_ don't say so. The
-Chateau de C---is one of the places I have longed to see ever since we
-came."
-
-Philippa glanced at her affectionately. Maida's "humanness" was one of
-the characteristics that attracted her young relation to her so much.
-She never, notwithstanding the long discipline of her life, affected to
-be above or apart from the natural tastes and interests of those about
-her.
-
-"_I_ won't go, if you don't," whispered Miss Raynsworth, stooping over
-Maida.
-
-But Bernard Gresham caught the words; a slight frown, showed itself on
-his face. He was pleased--more than pleased indeed--to gratify Miss
-Lermont, whom he cordially liked and admired, but for Philippa to
-suggest giving up the expedition for Maida's sake, when she must in her
-heart have known that he had planned it all for _her_, was most
-annoying. And for the first time he mentally accused Miss Raynsworth of
-affectation.
-
-"She shall see her mistake," he said to himself, "if she takes that line
-with me. I shall throw up the whole affair if there is any risk of her
-not coming, I should have the Worthings thinking, or the mother
-pretending to think, I had got it up for them--how I do detest that
-woman! `So kind of you to look us up at once; you know we were only
-here _en passant_,' when I didn't know they were here at all, and cared
-less." But a moment after, the sound of Philippa's sweet voice speaking
-in half-appealing, half-coaxing tones to her hostess, made him glance
-round from the window whither he had turned to hide his annoyance; and
-Mrs Worthing and her iniquities faded from his mind as if they had
-never existed.
-
-"I really think, Mrs Lermont," he said, "that the risk of over-fatigue
-for your daughter can be guarded against I shall look out for a
-specially easy carriage, and we can take our time about it and drive
-slowly if Miss Lermont prefers. We shall not be at all a large party,
-and nearly all, people who know each other well--the Denvers and Maxtons
-and one or two more--the only strangers a mother and daughter who have
-just arrived, whom I suppose I _must_ invite, friends of the Wyverston
-Headforts, by-the-by," he added, turning to Philippa.
-
-But for once the name of Wyverston foiled to catch her attention, so
-engrossed was she in the question of Maida's joining the picnic.
-
-"Yes," she said, speaking with reference to the first part of Mr
-Gresham's speech, of which he felt instinctively that she greatly
-approved, "yes, dear Mrs Lermont, I really am _sure_ it would do Maida
-no harm. We should all take such care of her, and you would be there
-yourself."
-
-"Of course," said Mr Gresham, cordially, "I am counting on you and Mr
-Lermont, and Mr Raynsworth; I think the touch of antiquarian interest
-about the chateau may be a lure to him, may it not?" with a glance at
-Philippa.
-
-"I have no doubt it would be," she replied. "But I will _make_ him come
-whether he cares about the fifteenth-century tower still standing or
-not," said Philippa, laughingly.
-
-"Miss Raynsworth, Miss Raynsworth," said Mr Gresham, "you have been
-`reading up,' and you will come out with your learning to shame us all."
-
-"That would be so like Philippa!" said Maida, touching the girl's
-shoulder affectionately. "But, mother, we are waiting for your
-decision," for Mrs Lermont had not spoken again.
-
-"Silence gives consent," said Philippa, and as her hostess only smiled,
-so her reply was interpreted.
-
-CHAPTER SEVENTEEN.
-
-"RENCONTRES."
-
-Morning broke over a cloudless sky the day of the expedition to the
-Chateau de C---, the last but two of the Raynsworths' sojourn at Cannes.
-
-Philippa woke with that vague sensation of something pleasant to come,
-which in youth at least--and let us hope in a modified degree in later
-years too--is almost as familiar as its converse, that sad awaking from
-temporary forgetfulness when the memory struggles in spite of itself to
-remember "what it is that is wrong."
-
-There was only one touch of "wrongness" to cloud the girl's happy
-anticipations, and that was the knowledge that this delightful holiday
-time was so nearly at an end.
-
-"But I am not going to think about that--not to-day, at least," she said
-to herself as she dressed. "I am going for once to live entirely in the
-present."
-
-And these laudable resolutions she repeated in her light-heartedness to
-her host for the moment, Mr Gresham, some four or five hours later,
-when, already arrived at their destination, for, to avoid the heat of
-the day, they had made an early start, at his request, she was spying
-the land, otherwise the grounds of the old house, with him in search of
-the best place for _dejeuner_.
-
-He commended her resolution warmly.
-
-"And after all," he continued, "in many cases--or some, at least--
-pleasant times--I am more honoured than I can express by your
-considering to-day one of them--are only the precursors of others as
-agreeable. Let us hope that it may be so in our case. I am determined
-to get the Marmadukes over to Merle again before long, and this time I
-trust you will be able to accompany them."
-
-"I should like it very much indeed, thank you," said Philippa, "if--"
-but her sentence was never finished.
-
-Almost as the "if" formed itself on her lips, a sudden pallor crept over
-her face, and she started slightly.
-
-Mr Gresham looked up in surprise.
-
-"Have you twisted your ankle?" he was beginning to ask, when he caught
-sight of one or two of the servants who had followed in a _char-a-banc_,
-and who were now busily unpacking the provisions, just emerging from the
-courtyard, as he and Philippa passed the entrance. And one of these, a
-middle-aged woman, unexceptionable in appearance as a superior maid, to
-his surprise stopped short, as if about to accost his companion.
-
-"Miss Ray!" she exclaimed; "you here!" were the words that he thought he
-heard. And the two first, seeming so like the beginning of Philippa's
-name, would probably not have struck him curiously--the woman might have
-been a former servant of the family's for all he knew--but for the
-familiarity of the ejaculation that followed, a familiarity so
-unmistakable that he instinctively glanced _past_ his companion as if in
-search of the person to whom they were addressed, so impossible did it
-seem to him that the woman was speaking to Miss Raynsworth.
-
-But there was no one else behind or near themselves. And again he saw
-that Philippa's face was still very pale, though she walked on rather
-more quickly than before, taking not the very slightest notice of the
-person who had spoken. And she on her side, after throwing a curious
-glance in Miss Raynsworth's direction, in like manner passed on with her
-two or three companions.
-
-"Did that woman speak to you? What did she say? Is she insane?" said
-Mr Gresham, in a tone of annoyance.
-
-Philippa turned to him with a slight smile, but her lips were quivering
-a little.
-
-"She--she certainly startled me," she said. "I am afraid you will think
-I have no nerves at all. It is absurd to be so easily startled."
-
-"But she said your name, or something like it," persisted Mr Gresham.
-"What could she have been thinking of?"
-
-"I--I don't think she said my name," replied Philippa. "She must have--
-have taken me for some one else."
-
-Her companion felt strangely annoyed. There was something about Miss
-Raynsworth's manner that he could not define. In spite of her having
-been so visibly startled, she did not seem "natural," scarcely, in a
-sense, surprised at this curious incident, almost as if she were too
-absent-minded to have taken it in! Then a new and more agreeable
-explanation of her nervousness occurred to him. What had they been
-talking about just at the moment they met the woman? Yes, Miss
-Raynsworth was in the act of answering what he had said about her coming
-to Merle, perhaps that was it; perhaps, and the thought touched him with
-a certain tenderness, at that moment it had flashed upon her for the
-first time that he was beginning to care for her specially; that it was
-not every girl he would show himself so anxious to meet again; no wonder
-it was rather bewildering and startling. She was so unsophisticated, so
-free from vanity and that detestable _aplomb_ of young women in society!
-Mr Gresham felt satisfied that he had hit the right nail on the head.
-
-So though he muttered something about "impertinence," "how could any one
-make such an extraordinary mistake," his annoyance at the incident
-gradually subsided. Only for a moment or two it was in danger of
-reviving, as Philippa, shaking off her dreaminess with an effort, looked
-up quietly and inquired with perfect calm:
-
-"Who was that person? Do you know her by sight?"
-
-"I have an idea that she is Mrs Worthing's maid," he said. He wished
-Philippa had let the thing drop; its vulgarity spoilt the idyllic charm
-of the scene, and the day, and his new thoughts about herself. "I
-remember her teasing me to let the woman come--she was so useful at
-helping on these occasions, and so on. And she was walking with Lady
-Mary's servants. But what does it matter? I shall take care that you
-are not annoyed again. How _could_ she have imagined you any one but
-yourself?" with a rather forced laugh.
-
-"Oh," said the girl, reassuringly, "at the first glance one does not
-notice--dress, and that kind of thing. My _face_ must have reminded her
-of some one she knew. Do not say anything about it to any one, I beg of
-you; it would be making the maid of far too much consequence, I assure
-you. And if her mistress is a friend of yours, it might--might possibly
-lead to some annoyance."
-
-"You are far too good-natured," he replied. "However, I daresay you are
-right. It would be making the woman of too much consequence to speak of
-it to Mrs Worthing. Not that the Worthings are special friends of
-mine. I had to ask them, though we should have been more the sort of
-party I wished without them. But I agree with Michael about Mrs
-Worthing."
-
-Another shock for Philippa; somehow this was the first time that his
-cousin's name had been mentioned to her by Mr Gresham. And after all,
-what did it matter? She must get accustomed to hearing Michael Gresham
-spoken of, even perhaps to meeting him if--if her present companion were
-to become a permanent friend. It was only unlucky just now, startling,
-to have that name brought on the _tapis_ when she was already upset and
-discomposed. And to-day, when she had meant to be so happy!
-
-But she must not be so weak-minded. And with this determination--
-impelled too, half unconsciously, by the strange fascination of a
-subject she would fain avoid--she looked up at Mr Gresham inquiringly.
-
-"Michael?" she repeated.
-
-He smiled.
-
-"Oh, I forgot," he said. "You don't know the family archangel? I have
-got into the habit of imagining that you know all that your sister does
-about--about myself and my home interests. Not that old Michael is
-exactly a part of my home, except by old association. He is my cousin.
-We were brought up together, more or less, but there is not any very
-great amount of common ground for us to meet on. He is--ah, well, a
-very good fellow in his own way, but rather a bear--doesn't shine in
-society--in fact, it and he know very little about each other."
-
-"Why so?" asked Philippa. She was nervously anxious not to seem to
-avoid the subject of the younger Gresham, and even more so to prove to
-herself that she had completely mastered her uneasiness. And she was
-not free from curiosity about Michael, both as to himself and as to the
-light in which Bernard regarded him. "Are you joking," she went on,
-"when you call him `the family archangel,' or do you really mean that he
-is very, remarkably good?"
-
-"Honestly," said Mr Gresham, "I don't quite know. Good things are not
-necessarily the most agreeable, are they? Rather the other way
-sometimes. Oh, yes, Michael's very good, a model of steadiness and
-industry and all the rest of it, but not distinguished by suavity and
-charm of manner. He lives so out of things, you see."
-
-"Is he a misanthrope, then?" asked Miss Raynsworth, her curiosity
-increasing.
-
-Mr Gresham hesitated. He was a very truthful man, and prided himself
-intellectually as well as morally on his accuracy. And Philippa's
-question revived some old memories. Michael a misanthrope! Who would
-ever have associated such a word with the bright-faced schoolboy of not
-so very many years back, or the young fellow going up to college with
-everything this world can give him in the present and the future? And
-then the change; the shock of finding on his death that the father he
-had so honoured had for years deceived him and his too confiding mother,
-the clouded name, the broken-hearted widow, who had no strength to rally
-even for her boy's sake; the transference to Bernard, the son of a
-younger brother, of the inheritance which, but for his father's
-misdoings, would at least in some part have been his! No, by nature
-assuredly Michael was no misanthrope, but if circumstances had conspired
-to make him one, would it have been a thing to wonder at?
-
-But all this the elder cousin had no wish to explain to the girl beside
-him. Still he was loyal, and his face had grown graver as at last he
-turned to reply:
-
-"No," he said, "it wouldn't be fair to call him that. He's had--he's
-had troubles enough to sour him, and he's not soured. And--oh, well, to
-give him his due, he has been a bit of a hero in his time."
-
-Philippa looked up quickly. She had never liked Mr Gresham so much as
-at this moment. And some instinct told him so.
-
-"I cannot tell you all about it," he said. "He would not wish it, even
-though you do not know him. But I can give you some idea of it. He
-gave up great advantages for himself for the sake of clearing the name
-of one whom he had little reason to sacrifice himself for. _I_ think it
-was quixotry, and so do many others, except--well, yes, there was
-another element in it, the peace of mind of one very dear to him. He
-was very young; I doubt if he realised the grind of a life he was
-bringing upon himself."
-
-"Has he to work so hard, then?" the girl inquired. "If so, I scarcely
-see that he can be reproached with keeping `out of things,' as you say
-he does."
-
-There was a touch of reproach in her tone now, which her companion did
-not approve of.
-
-"Oh, as to that," he said, airily, "it's a matter of temperament, and
-personal idiosyncrasy. Many very busy men find time to mix in society.
-But Michael's a bear; there are only two individuals in the world that I
-would care to assert that he loves--individuals, not people, for one is
-a dog."
-
-"And the other?" said Philippa.
-
-"The other is an old woman," said Mr Gresham. Miss Raynsworth said
-nothing, but probably she thought the more. Something in her
-companion's manner gave her the impression that he did not wish to
-prolong the conversation in its present direction. And just then an
-exclamation impulsively escaped her. They had turned a corner sharply,
-in their progress round what had once been the ramparts of the little
-fortress, and below them lay a charming view--for the chateau stood on
-high ground, though the ascent to it was so gradual that one hardly
-realised its importance.
-
-"How lovely!" she exclaimed.
-
-"Yes," Mr Gresham agreed, "this is one of the attractions of the place.
-I wanted to surprise you--it bursts on one so suddenly," and he began
-to point out to her the landmarks of interest to be more or less
-identified from where they stood.
-
-"Don't you think," he added, in conclusion, "that this smooth bit of
-grass here would be our best dining-room? The view would give people
-something to talk about and quarrel over--no two would agree as to what
-places can be seen and what not, if other topics of conversation fall
-flat."
-
-So the stretch of old turf--as much moss as grass, perhaps, but none the
-less charming on that account--was decided upon for the luncheon. And
-after all, the day turned out a pleasant and amusing one for Philippa,
-in spite of the shock of the unlucky "rencontre." In the interest of
-talking about Michael Gresham; apart from all personal feelings in
-connection with him, she had forgotten her nervous dread of him. More
-than once during the day, his cousin's remarks about him, vague as they
-had been, recurred to her memory.
-
-"I wonder what it was he did, or sacrificed, to make Mr Gresham speak
-of him as `a bit of a hero,'" she thought.
-
-He was once alluded to in her hearing in the course of the day, and that
-was by Mrs Worthing, whom Philippa recognised as one of the visitors
-whom she had often caught sight of from her watch-tower at Wyverston.
-Mrs Worthing was the type of woman whom one is pretty sure to meet in
-any "society," using the word in the narrowly conventional sense. She
-was of indefinite age and appearance, well-dressed and well-bred, an
-affectionate though somewhat tyrannical mother, to an, for these days,
-unusually submissive daughter. There was a papa Worthing too, who
-appeared in orthodox fashion on orthodox occasions, such as his wife's
-dinner-parties and receptions, but he was a very busy man, and, apart
-from his own line, uninteresting. So when "the Worthings" were alluded
-to, it could be taken for granted that the mother and daughter only were
-meant.
-
-Aline Worthing was undoubtedly pretty, and, so far, her blue eyes were
-without the hard metallic light which was often to be seen in her
-mother's. But she was by no means a clever or original girl. Mrs
-Worthing, of better birth than her husband, came from the north, not far
-from Wyverston, and old family associations had been kept up to some
-extent between the Headforts and herself. It was at Wyverston that she
-had first met the Greshams.
-
-She spoke graciously to Miss Raynsworth when the young girl was
-introduced to her, a certain reflection of the Headfort lustre being
-associated with Mrs Marmaduke's sister. But there was a touch of
-condescension, not to say patronage, mingled with the graciousness,
-which made Philippa doubly glad that her meetings with the mistress, as
-well as the maid, were not likely to recur.
-
-"I have met your sister, I believe," said Mrs Worthing. "We were
-staying at Wyverston when she came there last autumn; her first visit
-there, you remember," she went on, turning to Mr Gresham. "It must
-have been quite an ordeal for her, without her husband too."
-
-"First visits to new relations must always be something of an ordeal for
-a bride," said Maida, quickly and rather thoughtlessly, for she detected
-the covert impertinence.
-
-"Ah, but you see, it was not exactly that," continued Mrs Worthing.
-"You could scarcely call Mrs Marmaduke Headfort a _bride_--she has two
-or three children. And, but for my poor, dear friend's terrible
-sorrows, the connection is not a very near one--only second cousin-ship
-or something of that kind."
-
-"My brother-in-law's father was Mr Headfort's nephew," said Philippa,
-quietly, determined not to be suppressed.
-
-Mrs Worthing held up her hands in smiling deprecation.
-
-"Oh, dear, dear," she said, "that is beyond me. It reminds one of
-`Dick's father and John's son.'--Aline--where is Aline?--can you unravel
-it? Aline is so good at riddles."
-
-"And I maintain," said Maida, smiling too, and absolutely ignoring Mrs
-Worthing's latter remarks, "that my cousin was certainly in the
-_position_ of a bride; possibly you are not aware, Mrs Worthing, that
-the Marmaduke Headforts went out to India immediately they were married,
-and Evelyn only came home comparatively recently."
-
-"Your cousin?" repeated Mrs Worthing. "Dear me! I am all at sea. I
-did not know you were connected with the Headforts."
-
-"Nor are we," said Mrs Lermont, "but Mr _Raynsworth_ here," with a
-pleasant glance in his direction, "is my husband's cousin."
-
-"We are getting quite into a genealogical tree," said Mrs Worthing,
-"and I _am_ so stupid at that sort of thing. I never know who people
-are or to whom they are related or anything like that. And I don't
-care. _I_ like people for what they _are_, in themselves, you know.
-Mr Worthing says I am a regular Socialist--like _your_ cousin, Mr
-Gresham--that dear eccentric Michael and his dog."
-
-"I must set you right on two points, I fear, Mrs Worthing," said
-Bernard, gravely. "Michael is not a Socialist, and his dog is not my
-cousin."
-
-Everybody laughed--even Aline Worthing. Her mother did not like it, but
-she pretended to think it an excellent joke. And Mr Gresham saw with
-gratification that the Lermont connection had "told."
-
-"We shall have no more bald impertinence from her," he said to himself,
-"but she won't love Philippa any the better for having been the indirect
-cause of a snub. I had a presentiment that these people's coming would
-somehow or other spoil the day. Even that madwoman of a maid of theirs
-daring to think of accosting Miss Raynsworth in that extraordinary way!"
-and his face darkened with annoyance as he recalled the incident which
-somehow still hovered uncomfortably about his memory.
-
-Maida Lermont, ever alert and ever kind, noticed the touch of constraint
-in the air.
-
-"What about the dog, Mr Gresham?" she said, brightly, "the dog whom you
-will not acknowledge as a member of your family? I should like to hear
-more about him--dogs always interest me, and I know few whose
-relationship _I_ should not consider an honour. Is your cousin's dog
-specially ugly or evil-minded or vulgar?"
-
-"Vulgar," ejaculated Aline Worthing; "how funny you are, Miss Lermont!
-Who ever heard of a _dog_ being vulgar?"
-
-Philippa's eyes gleamed and she opened her lips impulsively as if about
-to say something. How she longed to "speak up" for dear Solomon!
-
-Mr Gresham ignored Miss Worthing's remark.
-
-"Ugly," he repeated, meditatively. "Yes, his ugliness is his beauty. I
-don't mind that. He, the animal in question, Solomon by name, is a
-thorough-bred dachshund. `Evil-minded or vulgar'--no, Solomon must be
-acquitted of those charges. And to begin with, I never said I should
-not consider it an honour to be his blood-relation, if you remember. I
-only stated the fact--that I was _not_ his cousin."
-
-He looked up lazily, and again everybody laughed. And Mrs Worthing,
-whose good-humour had returned by this time, proceeded to amuse them all
-by various anecdotes illustrative of the eccentricity of the dachs and
-his master.
-
-"They are quite inseparable," she added. "Last year at Wyverston you
-never saw one without the other. We used to meet them coming home from
-long rambles over the moors, the dog generally a few paces in front of
-the man, both looking so solemn and--so ugly."
-
-"Mrs Worthing," said Mr Gresham, drily, "you must pardon my reminding
-you that the animal's master is my cousin."
-
-No one was quite sure if he was annoyed or not, but Mrs Worthing
-laughed. She was not without some gift of repartee.
-
-"Then," she said, "you must allow _me_ to remark that the family
-likeness is not striking."
-
-And Philippa fancied that the implied compliment was not altogether
-distasteful to her host.
-
-Aline Worthing was sitting hear her. From time to time she had made
-feeble efforts to catch Miss Raynsworth's attention--there was something
-about Philippa which attracted the weaker girl--but hitherto without
-success. She now tried again.
-
-"Do _you_ think Mr Michael Gresham so very ugly?" she said, in a low
-voice. "Mamma is always saying so. I don't think I do--there is
-something rather nice about his face. But, oh,"--as she caught sight of
-the astonishment, which an acuter observer might have described as not
-unmingled with alarm on her hearer's face--"I forgot, you were not at
-Wyverston. I suppose you don't know the other Mr Gresham?"
-
-"It was my sister who was staying there last year," said Philippa,
-evasively.
-
-"Yes, I know. Mrs Marmaduke Headfort. She is very pretty, though not
-the least like you," said the girl, simply, her thoughts already
-diverted from the consideration of Michael's personal appearance; "But
-it is so odd," she continued, "I have such a feeling that I have seen
-you before. And to-day, as soon as that visit to Wyverston was spoken
-of, I seemed to have seen you there. I suppose it is through knowing
-that Evelyn Headfort--she let me call her Evelyn--is your sister."
-
-"Perhaps so," said Philippa. Then anxious at all costs to set this
-troublesome little person's little mind at rest, she went on. "Perhaps
-Evelyn spoke about me to you. She is rather fond of doing so."
-
-"Yes, I daresay it was that," said Aline. "She did talk about you. I
-remember somebody said that she and I might be taken for sisters, and
-that made her say that her sister and she were not at all alike."
-
-"Oh, Evey," thought Philippa, "rash is no word for you!" But aloud she
-said kindly, for something in the childish creature touched her: "Yes,
-you are both so fair, and your hair and eyes are just about the same
-colour."
-
-Aline smiled with pleasure. And there was no flattery in what Philippa
-had said. She was certainly a very pretty little thing, though without
-a touch of Evelyn's charm of mind and originality.
-
-And for the rest of the day she attached herself so steadily to Miss
-Raynsworth that Mr Gresham wished more devoutly than ever that he had
-restricted his party to its original limits.
-
-CHAPTER EIGHTEEN.
-
-A TORN FRILL.
-
-The ball to which allusion has already been made, as the one gaiety of
-its kind that proved attainable for Philippa Raynsworth during her visit
-to Cannes, though a private one, was given at a hotel. And that hotel
-was the temporary residence of Mrs and Miss Worthing.
-
-It came about, therefore, naturally enough that they were among the
-guests, though they had not previously been acquainted with the givers
-of the dance. For kind Lady Mary Bertram thought it would be "too bad"
-for a young creature like Aline Worthing to be actually on the spot,
-listening to the inspiring strains, which would probably prevent her
-going to sleep, without taking part in the entertainment. So she
-arranged that there should be an introduction, followed by a card of
-invitation.
-
-Philippa had heard of the circumstance, but without paying special
-attention to it. The evening was not destined, however, to pass without
-her having reason to wish more fervently even than heretofore that the
-mother and daughter had selected some other route for their journey home
-from Italy, than that which had brought them to their present
-halting-place.
-
-She had looked forward to the ball with considerable interest and a fair
-amount of girlish excitement, which Miss Lermont was glad to see. It
-was only natural and right that Philippa should enjoy herself and should
-wish to do so. And this dance was almost a debut for her. In the
-Raynsworths' very quiet life, occasions of the kind were rare, and since
-Philippa had been really grown-up, for various local reasons the
-neighbourhood of Greenleaves had been peculiarly dull.
-
-Maida herself superintended her cousin's toilet, and the result fully
-rewarded her. Philippa had never looked better, and her total absence
-of self-consciousness greatly added to the charm of her appearance. She
-was frankly pleased with her dress, and delighted that her kind friends
-approved of the whole effect, and then she thought no more about it.
-
-"Of course I do not expect to dance very much," she said to Maida, "and
-I hope Lady Mary will not trouble herself about partners for me. It is
-not as if we had been here all the winter and knew everybody there is to
-know; it is not even as if we lived in the `world' at home, like the
-Worthings. Miss Worthing says they have found ever so many old friends
-and acquaintances here. But I shall enjoy it quite as much if I dance
-very little; it will be all so new to me, you see."
-
-She did not allow, even to her inmost self, that the knowledge of Mr
-Gresham's presence, the certainty that he would not suffer the evening
-to pass without spending as much of it as good taste would permit by her
-side, had something to do with this foreseeing philosophy of hers. And
-Miss Lermont was the very last person to hint at such a thing.
-
-"I daresay you will have quite as much dancing as you care about, dear,"
-she said, quietly, "I am sure you dance well; you have the look of it,
-and your partners will find that out quickly. Besides," with a smile,
-"you must allow something for the charm of novelty. Those other girls
-who have been here all the winter have not _that_ advantage over you."
-
-Philippa laughed.
-
-"There will be the charm of novelty for me, assuredly," she said.
-
-And then, as the Bertrams' carriage was announced, she kissed her cousin
-affectionately, promising to relate all her adventures in full the next
-morning.
-
-"I am sure she will enjoy herself," said Maida to Mr Raynsworth, as he
-came back from putting his daughter into the carriage.
-
-"I have no doubt of it," he said. "In fact she has enjoyed everything
-here. And it is all greatly due to you, Maida. I have never seen
-Philippa so bright and light-hearted in her life. And I am most
-thankful for it. She deserves to be happy."
-
-"Yes," Miss Lermont agreed, warmly. "She does indeed."
-
-And Philippa did "enjoy herself." To her the whole scene was almost one
-of enchantment, and she threw herself into it with no misgiving.
-Personally, though in her inexperience she did not realise this, she was
-a great success, and she had certainly no reason to test the truth of
-her prediction that she would be equally happy if she danced little or
-much.
-
-Mr Gresham was her most frequent partner; but from their previous
-acquaintance this seemed only natural. And he in no way obtruded the
-fact. He had no desire to make any gossip about himself or his affairs
-prematurely, and till he had entirely and completely decided that in
-Miss Raynsworth he had at last found his ideal, he would have considered
-any behaviour calling for such comment decidedly ill-judged and in bad
-taste.
-
-Nevertheless he managed to appropriate to himself a good deal of the
-girl's time and attention. And the result of the ball at the Hotel ---,
-at which Philippa's bearing and the admiration she excited fulfilled his
-best anticipations, was such as to make him all but own to himself that
-in Miss Raynsworth he had found something very nearly approaching
-perfection.
-
-The evening did not, however, pass, as has been said, without a sting of
-annoyance to poor Philippa. Among the maids deputed to attend to the
-ladies in the cloak-room was Mrs Worthing's "Bailey."
-
-On arrival, the room being crowded and the attendants busy, Philippa did
-not notice the maid's presence. But later in the evening a slight
-accident happened to her dress, a frill of which was torn. Aline
-Worthing was standing near her at the time, and good-naturedly offered
-to go with her to have it mended, and without the least misgiving, Miss
-Raynsworth thanked her, and went with her to the cloak-room, now
-comparatively deserted.
-
-"Bailey must be here; our maid, I mean," said Aline, glancing round.
-She was a little near-sighted. And at the name, Philippa's heart for a
-moment seemed to stand still.
-
-"Oh, pray don't trouble to find your maid," she said, eagerly. "Any one
-can do what is required; a few pins indeed are all that is necessary."
-
-But Miss Worthing, in the sort of enthusiasm she had conceived for her
-new friend, was not satisfied with half measures.
-
-"Bailey! Bailey!" she called, as she caught sight of her attendant at
-the other end of the room; "come quick. I want you to mend Miss
-Raynsworth's skirt!"
-
-The woman hastened towards the two girls; but as she drew near them a
-curious change came over her face, which had hitherto expressed only
-good-natured readiness to attend to her young lady's summons. It grew
-hard and almost repellent in expression, with a look in the eyes of
-something so nearly approaching insolence that it made Philippa shudder.
-Yet Bailey was not a bad or vindictive woman. She was simply one of
-her class; perhaps specially prone, as Mrs Shepton had warned Philippa,
-to jealousy of any one younger or better-looking than herself, and, as a
-not unnatural result of this, to suspicion.
-
-She smiled slightly as she addressed Aline, but the smile was not a
-pleasant one, and she seemed to avoid looking at Philippa, as if she
-wished to obtrude her ignoring of her.
-
-"Yes, ma'am," she said; "what is it I can do? Have you torn your
-dress?" and she glanced at Aline's draperies with a kind of affectation
-of concern.
-
-"No, no," said the girl, impatiently, "didn't you hear what I said? It
-is Miss Raynsworth's dress that is torn, not mine. Get a needle and
-thread and mend it as quickly as you can."
-
-"Miss--Miss _Ray's_ dress?" said Bailey, slowly; "no, Miss Aline, I did
-not understand that Miss Ray was a friend of yours."
-
-And now, almost as if indifferent whether Miss Worthing noticed her
-extraordinary manner or not, she stared hard at Philippa, with the same
-half-impertinent, half-contemptuous smile on her face.
-
-Philippa grew white; Aline grew red with shame.
-
-"Bailey," she said, indignantly, "what is the matter with you? Are you
-going out of your mind? Or have you been asleep and don't know what you
-are saying?"
-
-The maid in her turn reddened a little. She was evidently not
-accustomed to be spoken to so sharply, and it mortified her.
-
-"I did not understand," she muttered, confusedly, and she drew a thimble
-and needle-case out of her pocket. "If you will show me--" she began.
-
-But Philippa by this time had quite recovered her self-possession.
-Every nerve in her body tingled with proud indignation. Whether wisely
-or unwisely, she felt that there was but one course possible for her to
-pursue.
-
-"She shall not dare to think that I am afraid of her," she said to
-herself.
-
-And she fixed her eyes undauntedly on Bailey with a gesture of repelling
-her now offered services.
-
-"No," she said, icily. "I am much obliged to you, Miss Worthing, but I
-should much prefer one of the other maids mending my skirt," and she
-turned away and walked slowly across the room to where one of the French
-chamber-maids was standing, looking rather astonished at the little
-scene, though she had no idea what it was all about. And just for a
-moment Bailey felt staggered. _Could_ she have made a mistake as to the
-identity of this young lady and Phillis Ray, the maid, whom she had met
-and disliked at Wyverston? The very idea frightened her; what _would_
-her mistress say to her if "Miss Aline" told of her rudeness? Bailey's
-imagination was well stocked with sensational fiction; she had read of
-extraordinary likenesses, leading to still more extraordinary mistakes.
-But no, a moment's reflection satisfied her again. There were other
-coincidences--here, at Cannes, this girl was figuring as Miss
-Raynsworth, sister to Mrs Marmaduke Headfort (for Bailey knew all the
-small talk and gossip of the place already); there, at Wyverston, she
-had been the same lady's _maid_. There was some mystery, some secret,
-and Bailey's sensational novels came in handy again, as suggesting
-reasons and clues by the score. She had _not_ made a mistake.
-
-All this passed through her mind so rapidly that she was quite prepared
-with an answer when Aline, waiting an instant till Philippa was out of
-earshot, turned upon her again hotly.
-
-"Bailey," she said, "I am utterly ashamed of you. I do not know what
-has come over you, but I warn you I shall tell mamma all about it."
-
-Somewhat to her surprise, Bailey did not seem impressed by what she
-said. Aline was in general very mild and gentle, and Bailey was an old
-servant. Miss Worthing would not have dared to speak so strongly to
-her, had she not herself for once been really angry, and she was half
-prepared for something rude in reply. But the maid answered calmly
-enough:
-
-"Of course, miss, you must tell your mamma what you like. But I shall
-have something to tell her too--something that will surprise her more
-than anything you tell her of _my_ behaviour. And I take blame to
-myself that I have not spoken out before; so particular as your mamma
-has always been about you."
-
-"What do you mean, Bailey? Say what you mean, or I will go straight
-into the ball-room and bring mamma here," said Aline, beginning to be
-vaguely frightened as well as angry.
-
-"As you like, Miss Aline," returned the maid, curtly; "but--"
-
-Aline, glancing round, saw at this moment Philippa, her skirt repaired,
-coming slowly towards her. Something in Miss Raynsworth's cool and
-stately bearing at once reassured the younger girl, and afraid of the
-_possibility_ of repeated insolence on Bailey's part, she hurried
-forward to meet her companion.
-
-"Thank you so much for waiting for me," said Philippa. "I hope you will
-not have missed all this dance."
-
-"Oh, no; I don't mind," said Aline, confusedly. "Miss Raynsworth," she
-went on, "I don't know what to say. I don't know how to apologise to
-you for Bailey's insolence. I don't know what has come over her, unless
-she is going out of her mind. She was never like that before. I shall
-tell mamma about it at once."
-
-"Oh, pray don't," said Philippa. "Do not spoil the evening by anything
-disagreeable. Wait till you are in your own rooms afterwards. It is
-really making too much of it to say anything to Mrs Worthing at all,
-but still I can understand your feeling about it."
-
-It would be worse than useless she well knew to persuade the girl not to
-tell her mother, even could she herself have condescended to do so. For
-she now felt little doubt that Bailey would communicate her suspicions,
-whatever form they had taken, to her mistress; and any check from
-herself as to Aline's account of the strange occurrence would only lower
-her position.
-
-"I can't understand _her_" repeated Aline. "She really looked at you as
-if she hated you, Miss Raynsworth. Can she be confusing you with some
-one else? Now I come to think of it, she spoke of you as `Miss Ray,'
-did she not?"
-
-"Yes," said Philippa, "I think she did. I daresay she did take me for--
-for another person."
-
-"There _are_ very strange likenesses sometimes between people who have
-nothing to do with each other," said Aline, looking perplexed.
-
-But by this time they were entering the ball-room, and Mr Gresham, who
-had been waiting about the door for Philippa's return, came forward to
-claim a dance, and at the same time Captain Bertram asked Aline to make
-up a Lancers set with him. So the two girls were separated. Nor did
-they meet again, except for a hurried good-bye at the end.
-
-Poor Philippa, she would gladly have been left by herself for a few
-moments, to recover her composure and think over the disagreeable shock
-she had just received. For the brave front she had put upon it was only
-in appearance; in reality she was miserably upset.
-
-"You are looking very pale, Miss Raynsworth," said Mr Gresham. "Are
-you tired? Pray don't dance if you would rather sit quietly and rest."
-
-"No, thank you," Philippa replied. "I would rather dance," which, under
-the circumstances--"sitting out" only meaning a _tete-a-tete_ with her
-partner--was certainly true. "I am really not tired," she went on,
-"though I have been dancing so energetically as to tear my dress, you
-saw?"
-
-"That was that clumsy Delmaine's fault," he replied. "I saw how it
-happened. I was waiting to catch you as you came back from the
-cloak-room. It is all right now, I suppose?" with a glance at her
-skirts. It would have annoyed him to find himself entangled in his
-partner's torn flounces before the whole ball-room!
-
-"Oh, yes," she replied. "I got it mended by one of the maids in the
-cloak-room."
-
-The word--or was it an unconscious intuition of what was passing in the
-girl's mind?--caught Mr Gresham's ear.
-
-"Oh, by-the-by," he said, "I wanted to ask you something. Do give me
-leave to speak to Mrs Worthing about that insolent maid of hers. I
-really think she must be insane. I cannot forget about it, and I do not
-think such a thing should be allowed to pass."
-
-Philippa smiled--had Mr Gresham been more discriminating, her smile
-would have struck him as a very bitter one.
-
-"Oh, dear," she said, "I wonder at your remembering about that absurd
-thing. Surely it should be treated as beneath contempt."
-
-Mr Gresham looked dissatisfied.
-
-"You might understand," he said, speaking in a lower tone of voice, and
-with something of reproach, "You might understand how inexpressibly
-annoying it was to me for anything of the kind to happen to _you_; above
-all, when you were in the position of my guest."
-
-He glanced at her with a kind of delicate inquiry in her eyes, and the
-accent on the pronoun made Philippa's cheeks flush.
-
-"Don't mind about it, I beg of you," she said, earnestly. "Promise me
-you will not mention it to Mrs Worthing. I scarcely know her at all,
-and--and--she might not be nice about it. You have been so kind," she
-went on; "you have done so much to add to the pleasure of my time here,
-that I should hate to think it could be associated with anything
-disagreeable. Please promise me," she repeated, in conclusion.
-
-He smiled.
-
-"I am afraid I should find it difficult not to promise you anything you
-liked to ask," he said. "Well, then, we will let the matter drop. I am
-so glad, so delighted that you have enjoyed your visit here; and if I
-have in the very least added to your amusement, as you so kindly say, I
-need scarcely assure you that I am repaid a thousandfold."
-
-Then he went on to speak, in his most attractive way, of meeting again
-in England; of Evelyn and her husband; of "Charley," whom he had heard
-of and would be so pleased to meet; exerting himself so tactfully to
-talk of the things which he knew interested her the most, that Philippa
-forgot the painful shock she had experienced, or only recalled it to
-make light of her own exaggerated fears.
-
-"After all," she said to herself, "at the very worst I did nothing
-wrong, nothing really to feel ashamed of. And if--if I were ever to get
-to know Mr Gresham better--really very well indeed, I could make him
-understand it all. Even that rough, surly Michael was kind about it,
-and Bernard is infinitely gentler and less harsh judging than he. No; I
-need not be unhappy." And that night when she passed Maida's room, of
-which the door was slightly ajar, and heard Miss Lermont's voice saying,
-softly:
-
-"Philippa, dear, is that you? Have you enjoyed yourself?" she answered
-brightly, as she went in for a moment:
-
-"Enjoyed myself? I should think so. I have never been so happy in my
-life."
-
-The words and tone gave Miss Lermont much subject for thought. Was this
-to be the girl's fate, then? Was she destined to be one of the favoured
-few to whom the good things of life come almost before life has really
-begun? Was it to be a case of "true love running smooth," one of the
-exceptions to prove the rule? It looked like it. And in the eyes of
-the world--and that not of the thoroughly "worldly" world either--such a
-marriage for Philippa Raynsworth would be not only brilliant, but
-excellent in every possible way.
-
-"Yet," thought Maida to herself, "yet, _is_ he really good enough for
-her?"
-
-Forty-eight hours after the ball saw Mr Raynsworth and his daughter
-started on their journey home.
-
-CHAPTER NINETEEN.
-
-GOOD NEWS.
-
-"Well, mother," said Evelyn Headfort, one morning, a fortnight or so
-after the return of the two wanderers to Greenleaves, "I hope you are
-satisfied _now_ that it was not my fancy about Mr Gresham? I have not
-said anything hitherto about it. I thought I would wait till you could
-judge for yourself; but I am sure you have had time to hear everything
-Phil has to tell by this."
-
-"But," began Mrs Raynsworth, "if there were anything of that kind to
-tell, Philippa would be more likely to tell nothing."
-
-She smiled a little at her own rather "Irish" way of expressing herself.
-
-"Of course, mother dear," said Evelyn, with a touch of impatience. "Of
-course I know that. What I mean is, that you can _judge_. I don't
-dream for a moment that she is the sort of girl to tell even _you_ of
-the conquests she has made. But to me--and I don't suppose Philippa has
-said as much to me as to you. I have been so busy, you see, getting
-ready for Wyverston," for the Marmaduke Headforts were on the eve of
-starting for a visit to the north, "and Duke wanting me every two
-minutes--but even judging by what she has said to _me_, I feel no doubt
-about it whatever. It is in her own hands. He fell in love with her
-that first afternoon at Dorriford. I shall always say so."
-
-"Well, time will show," replied Mrs Raynsworth. She seemed slightly
-nervous, or rather disinclined to discuss the subject. But Evelyn,
-though a little disappointed, was not suspicious of there being any
-other reason for her mother's reticence than Mrs Raynsworth's extreme,
-perhaps exaggerated delicacy.
-
-"I don't know about that," she replied. "There are ways and means of
-_preventing_ `time's showing.' It does not do to be a fatalist in such
-matters, any more than in any others, mamma. If Phil chooses to--well,
-to discourage its going any further, either actively or tacitly, nothing
-is easier than for a girl to discourage a man; no one will ever believe
-there was anything in it! At least no one would ever be sure that there
-had been. I do not call that `time's showing;' _I_ should call it
-girl's perversity."
-
-Mrs Raynsworth hesitated.
-
-"I think you can trust Philippa," she said. "There is not a touch of a
-flirt or coquette about her. If she had real grounds for believing that
-any man she felt _she_ could care for, cared for her, she would behave
-with simplicity and straightforwardness, I am sure."
-
-"Perhaps she would," rejoined Mrs Headfort, "but how about what you
-call `real grounds?' Short of putting it into so many words, I doubt if
-she ever _would_ believe it, and till she did, she would be tacitly
-discouraging without meaning it, and then the `so many words' would
-never come! It is a vicious circle, when you have to deal with any one
-so fantastic as Phil." And to herself she added, "And I do believe
-mamma rather encourages it in her. They are both too impracticable."
-
-Poor Evelyn, she was feeling put out. For she had, to tell the truth,
-been putting considerable restraint on herself not to cross-question her
-sister. And she had only refrained from doing so in the hope of being
-rewarded by a good comfortable "talk over" of the whole affair with her
-mother before leaving for Wyverston.
-
-And Mrs Raynsworth understood her perfectly, and was sorry for her
-disappointment. But there was another motive for her own
-uncommunicativeness. Philippa had told her _all_ that had happened--the
-last annoying "rencontre" with the maid, Bailey, as well as the first.
-And the mother's heart was sore--sorer than she would for worlds have
-allowed Philippa to suspect. Was this miserable piece of girlish folly
-never to be forgotten? Was it to cloud her daughter's life and
-prospects always? For Mrs Raynsworth knew the world and society much
-better than might have been supposed from her present quiet and almost
-isolated life. Her youth had been spent in a very different _milieu_
-from the simple though refined home which was all that her scholarly
-husband was able to give her. And she knew how the least breath of
-anything against a girl--any, even harmless, piece of fun or
-thoughtlessness may be magnified or distorted--above all, where there is
-any element of spite or jealousy present--into grotesque, but none the
-less fatally damaging proportions.
-
-"I almost wish," thought Philippa's mother, "that I had not made her
-promise never to tell the story without first consulting me. Had she
-been free to confide in Maida Lermont, for instance, Maida might have
-found some way of telling it to Mr Gresham, simply and unexaggeratedly;
-_if_, that is to say, Maida has noticed anything on his side of what
-Evey suspects. Maida is very clever and tactful--could I write to her?"
-But this idea was dismissed as soon as it suggested itself. It was too
-repellent to all Mrs Raynsworth's instincts--as if her child, her noble
-Philippa, needed "explaining," apologising for!--not to speak of the, to
-such a woman as herself, inexpressible indelicacy of presupposing any
-special interest in her daughter, before the man in question had
-unmistakably declared it!
-
-"No," she decided, "I can do nothing. I could _speak_ to Maida,
-possibly to her mother. But writing anything of the kind, putting it on
-paper, I cannot."
-
-Perhaps she was wrong. A great many things in this often crooked life
-of ours might be put straight if people were less timorous of speaking
-out, of their doing so being misunderstood. But for many, life-long
-suffering, death of every hope, seem preferable to even the shadow of
-indelicacy. And of such were Philippa and her mother.
-
-And then again came a species of reaction to Mrs Raynsworth, much as
-had been the case that last evening at Cannes with Philippa.
-
-"I am surely after all exaggerating it," thought she, "I am letting
-myself get morbid; at the very worst there is nothing to be really
-ashamed of in what the foolish child did, and in the _motives_ which led
-to her doing it there is much to be proud of. Any man who was worthy of
-Philippa, who could rise above conventional notions of propriety where
-higher feelings called for doing so, _would_ understand and would
-scarcely blame her, though as we--as her father and I do--he might
-regret, bitterly regret, that she had been so rash. No; I will not let
-myself be unhappy about it, for there is no real reason, and Philippa
-would find out if I were so. Her intuitions are so quick and accurate.
-And, above all, _she_ must not be allowed to grow morbid about it."
-
-It would have been an unspeakable comfort to the mother to have confided
-the whole story, with its sequence of anxieties and misgivings, to her
-eldest son. But this she had deliberately decided not to do. Charley
-was so proud of Philippa; he loved to guard her from every touch of
-roughness or coarseness, as if she were too good for common life at all;
-it might be exaggerated, but it was very sweet and tender all the same,
-and his mother could not face the thought of his pain and indignation
-did he ever come to know what his sister had done, and the detestable
-gossip and comments that even now might result from it. No, Charley
-must never know.
-
-And the unselfish determination to keep her uneasiness to herself made
-Mrs Raynsworth even more consistently cheerful than usual, so that
-Philippa felt herself justified in dismissing her misgivings, and now
-and then, though rarely, for the girl knew the complexities of her own
-character and its weaknesses, when few would have suspected them--just
-now and then she allowed herself a little day-dreaming, of radiant,
-rose-coloured possibilities, whose beauty any more definite picturing
-would, to such a nature as hers, have destroyed.
-
-And some weeks passed, happily and peacefully. Evelyn and her husband
-stayed nearly a month at Wyverston, and Philippa enjoyed to the full her
-mother and elder brother's society. Little Vanda was no trouble now,
-for she was fast outgrowing her delicacy, and the weather was lovely.
-And the letters from Wyverston were cheering in the extreme; nothing
-could be more satisfactory, wrote Evelyn, than the progressing
-friendship between the squire and her husband.
-
-"They all like him, I can see," she wrote, "and who could help it? Duke
-is so good and so simple and single-minded. I feel almost certain
-something will be arranged before we leave this, so that we need never
-go back to that dreadful India again."
-
-"Is not that good news?" said Mrs Raynsworth, looking up from the
-letter which she had been reading aloud.
-
-"Excellent," said Philippa, heartily. "I wonder where their home will
-be. Does Evey say," she went on, rather thoughtlessly, for Charles was
-present, and the subject of her sister's maid was always a somewhat
-nervous one, "does she say how Berthe is getting on?" Berthe was a
-French maid whom Miss Lermont had found for Mrs Marmaduke Headfort.
-
-"Very well, indeed," said her mother, consulting the letter afresh.
-"Ah, yes, here it is: `Berthe is shaping very satisfactorily. There
-have been several inquiries as to why I had parted with--' Oh, yes,
-nothing of consequence," Mrs Raynsworth went on, confusedly; "let me
-see, what more does Evey say? `I am so extremely glad that Berthe
-neither speaks nor understands English at present. It prevents all
-possibility of gossip, and--'"
-
-"Gossip," interrupted Charley; "what can Evey mean? She--we--have no
-reason to fear servants' gossip. Surely," and he flushed a little,
-"surely Evelyn is not vulgar-minded enough to be afraid of her maid's
-talking of the simple way we live--of our not being rich?"
-
-"Charley!" said Philippa. "How can you dream of such a thing? Of
-course not; but Duke's position among his relations is a rather delicate
-one. There might be plenty of gossip about it."
-
-She felt herself crimson as she spoke; she hated herself for the species
-of subterfuge she was condescending to, and afterwards she felt that it
-had been scarcely necessary. Charley was not of a suspicious nature.
-
-Her suggestion of a natural reason for her sister's fear of gossip
-seemed to serve its purpose. Charley gave a kind of grunt of
-semi-apology to the absent Evelyn, and no more was said.
-
-But later in the day, when Philippa and her mother were by themselves,
-Mrs Raynsworth alluded again to the letter.
-
-"There are one or two things Evelyn asked me to tell you, Philippa," she
-said. "One was that, as I knew she intended to do, she managed to pay a
-private visit to that good Mrs Shepton, and to give her the little
-present I sent her. And she says she had a `charming talk with her,'
-and feels so much happier now that Mrs Shepton knows more about how it
-all happened."
-
-"I am sure _I_ was candid enough about it," said Philippa. "I scarcely
-see what more there was for Evey to tell."
-
-"Not much, I daresay. But I think too that it is satisfactory and only
-fair to you yourself, under the circumstances, that what you told should
-have been, as it were, endorsed by a member of your family. And who so
-well able to do it as Evelyn? I know for _her_ own sake, she was
-anxious to show Mrs Shepton that she had not joined you in _planning_
-the thing, though she had not resoluteness enough to stop it. And _I_
-am glad for the housekeeper to know very distinctly what your father and
-I felt and do feel about it."
-
-There was a touch of coldness in Mrs Raynsworth's tone, and a slight
-inference of reproach which her daughter's tender conscience felt to be
-not entirely undeserved. She had not answered as gently as she might
-have done to her mother.
-
-"Oh, mamma," she exclaimed. "Of course I know you are always right and
-wise, but somehow any allusion to that--that time at Wyverston makes me
-nervous and cross."
-
-Mrs Raynsworth patted her gently. Philippa had crept up close to her.
-Evelyn's letter was still lying open before her.
-
-"There is a long postscript, I see, mamma," she said. "You did not read
-it aloud, did you? Is it anything private?"
-
-Mrs Raynsworth hesitated.
-
-"It is and it isn't," she replied. "But of course Evelyn would leave it
-to my discretion to tell _you_ or not. She does ask me not to speak of
-it to your father or Charley, as Duke wants to tell them himself, once
-it is settled. Did you know, Philippa--no, I am sure you did not--that
-the Headforts have considerable property in ---shire, not far from that
-place of Mr Gresham's, Merle-in-the-Wold?"
-
-Philippa looked up with interest.
-
-"No, indeed," she said. "I had no idea of it."
-
-"Nor had Evelyn; it is natural enough, however, that she should not have
-heard of it, for it is not what agents call a `residential estate.'
-There was no house. But quite lately the old squire has bought more
-land there, and on it there _is_ a small house, a sort of good
-farm-house, which might easily be converted into a very charming little
-place. And with the increased size of the property he wants some one
-there to look after it. _This_ is what he is talking about to Duke; his
-idea is for Duke to leave the army and settle down there. They are
-talking it over busily, Evey says. Of course, Duke is sorry to give up
-his profession, but then, as the squire truly says, there is the future
-to think of--his children and--" Here Mrs Raynsworth consulted the
-letter. "`He says, too,' Evey writes, `that if Duke's future is to be
-that of a country proprietor, the sooner he learns some details of the
-business the better. That is the way he puts it, you see--half
-jokingly. But he is too kind and good to mislead us. And in many ways
----shire would suit us better at present than farther north. I shall
-get quite strong in time, no doubt, but India has tried me, and Vanda is
-not too robust either. Phil will remember what a lovely part of the
-country it is near Merle-in-the-Wold.' Ah, yes," Mrs Raynsworth went
-on, "that shows that she meant to tell you. She adds also something
-about Mr Gresham's being such a pleasant neighbour."
-
-"It does sound delightful," said Philippa, with sparkling eyes. "I do
-hope it will be soon decided about I shall have to try to forget about
-it, or I shall be able to think of nothing else."
-
-"It is not likely that we shall be kept very long in suspense," said her
-mother, "for Evelyn and Duke will be back in a week, and by that time
-they are sure to know."
-
-Even a week, however, seems to extend itself magically, if one--
-especially if "one" is young and eager--has any great reason for wishing
-it over. But the first glance at her sister and brother-in-law's bright
-faces as the familiar old Marlby fly drew up at the Greenleaves door
-told that all was right, and Philippa's heart rebounded with joy.
-
-"Isn't it too lovely, Phil?" whispered Evelyn already, as they were
-crossing the hall. "Mamma has told you what we have been hoping, hasn't
-she? I told her she might, though Duke wanted to tell papa and Charley
-himself."
-
-"And is it really settled, then?" asked Phil; "if so, it _is_ almost too
-lovely as you say."
-
-"Yes, it is settled, quite settled. Duke wrote about retiring before we
-left Wyverston. That is the only melancholy bit of it, for he has been
-so happy in his regiment, and he loves his work. It was better for him
-to do it there--on the spot, as it were--when the _family_ feeling could
-keep him up to knowing it was right. Poor old Duke! The squire did so
-understand and liked him the better for it, I could see. And I was glad
-for them all to feel that there _is_ sacrifice even in his accepting the
-position of future head of the house. And--but I must wait till
-afterwards to tell you everything. I think I shall have to talk for a
-week without stopping, once Duke lets me."
-
-They were in the drawing-room by this time, where all the others were
-waiting to receive the travellers. For the Raynsworths were
-"old-fashioned" enough to be a very united family. The comings and
-goings of any among them were of interest to the others; their joys and
-sorrows were common to all, and Duke Headfort, from his somewhat lonely
-and isolated position before his marriage, seemed at Greenleaves, for
-the first time, to learn what home life and home affections are.
-
-And even now, when his own kinsfolk had so unexpectedly made those
-friendly overtures to him, and his future position bade fair to be a
-prominent and prosperous one, Captain Headfort was far too steady and
-loyal to change.
-
-"_Whatever_ the squire does for me, and however kind and cousinly they
-all are," he said to his wife, "I can never but know that the _first_
-reason is that I am a Headfort. They thought little and cared less
-about me till fate, in a sense, forced them to do so. And I don't in
-the least blame them. It was only natural, and I am grateful to them
-now for the kind and hearty way in which they are acting. For at best
-it must be terribly bitter to them to see a stranger in their son's
-place. But they can never be to me what your people are, Evey. Your
-dear people, who welcomed me as a son and a brother, as cordially as if
-I had been a duke or a millionaire."
-
-"Far more than if you had been either one or the other," said Evelyn,
-adding, with a smile: "but then, you know, Duke, it was partly for my
-sake, because I had fallen in love with you."
-
-"Well, what is done for your sake only doubles its value in my eyes," he
-said.
-
-It can readily be imagined, in such circumstances, how _very_ good the
-good news the young husband and wife brought back seemed to the little
-circle at home. Almost indeed at first it sounded "too good to be
-true," and it was not till Captain Headfort, with the practical
-matter-of-fact grasp of things which was a part of his character, went
-on to give details about going down to see the place and settle what had
-to be done, and how soon they could take up their residence there, and
-so on, that they all began to breathe more freely and feel that it was
-_real_.
-
-"You must come with us, Phil, when we go to spy the land," said Evelyn.
-"We shall be ever so much the better for your advice and taste."
-
-And this time Philippa brought forward no excuses for not falling in
-with her sister's wishes, though Brierly--Evelyn's new home--was within
-a drive of Merle-in-the-Wold.
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY.
-
-A VISITOR IN A HANSOM.
-
-A day or two after the Headforts' return to Greenleaves, Philippa got a
-letter from Maida Lermont. The Dorriford people were now at _home_
-again, but they had travelled back by slow stages, and this was only the
-second time that any direct news of them had come since Mr Raynsworth
-and his daughter had left Cannes.
-
-Miss Lermont wrote cheerfully. She was feeling so well, she said, far
-better than "this time last _year_," and she was looking forward to
-seeing her cousin before long, though how or when exactly she could not
-say--it was more "a sort of presentiment." She gave a few details, with
-the graphic interest of touch peculiar to her, of their journey
-homewards and certain new sights and experiences it had offered. And
-then at the close came a mention of the name which, almost unconsciously
-to herself, Philippa had been looking for all through the letter.
-
-"I hear from the Bertrams that Mr Gresham has been down at Merle, but
-only for a short time," she wrote. "They will be seeing him in town
-next week when they go up. He has been very busy about something or
-other, I forget what--oh, yes, I know--some electioneering through an
-unexpected vacancy." And at the _very_ end she added: "I forgot to give
-you Aline Worthing's love, though I faithfully promised her to do so.
-They left Cannes the same day you did, but by a different route, so I
-did not see them again there, but we came across them in Paris."
-
-These two fragments of gossip did not detract from the generally
-pleasurable feeling which Miss Lermont's letter left on her cousin's
-mind. She was glad to know that Mr Gresham had been "unusually busy,"
-for--a girl's fancy is an unmanageable thing--in spite of her strong
-self-control, Philippa, at the bottom of her heart, knew that she was
-not always mistress of her own thoughts. And now that several weeks had
-elapsed since her return and his, for he had told her he meant to be
-soon in England again, and he had made no sign, not even a letter to
-Evelyn, certain painful possibilities had now and then suggested
-themselves. Had the woman, Bailey, who, for some reason or other,
-seemed to have become her enemy, had Bailey done or said something? Had
-she retailed her discovery to Mrs Worthing, and had Mrs Worthing--a
-faint sick feeling came over Philippa at this stage of her conjectures,
-and she went no further with them, for what sort of interpretation a
-coarse, vulgar mind might give to what she had done, she was at a loss
-to imagine.
-
-"She would probably say I had done it for a wager, or some hateful
-practical joke--just the kind of thing _he_ would abhor," she thought.
-
-So in addition to the satisfaction of learning that Mr Gresham had been
-unusually occupied, was that of hearing that the Worthings had left
-Cannes so quickly.
-
-"They cannot have met again," thought Philippa to herself. And her
-heart grew lighter at once.
-
-"If only," she went on thinking, "if _only_ I knew him well enough, or--
-or had any reason for telling him all about it--the whole story--_what_
-a relief it would be! And even Michael Gresham, rough and ready as he
-is, _so_ different from his cousin, once he knew the whole, was really
-kind and I don't think he looked down upon me for it. What he hated, I
-can see now, was the feeling that I was deceitful and unstraightforward.
-And Mr Gresham understands shades of thought and feeling so
-wonderfully--almost like a woman. Oh, no, it could not do me any harm
-in any real friend's opinion if I could tell it all myself in the first
-place."
-
-And perhaps she was right.
-
-"Philippa," said Evelyn, one morning, "I have ever so many messages for
-you from Mrs Shepton--dutiful regards or affectionate respects, or
-something of that kind. She was sorely put to it to find out how to
-express herself correctly, with proper respect, I mean, and yet with the
-affection she really does feel for you. She _is_ a nice woman and so
-devoted to Bonny. I only hope--" But here Mrs Marmaduke Headfort
-hesitated.
-
-"Go on," said Philippa, "I don't mind any allusions now. And I love
-Mrs Shepton. Nothing she could say would vex me."
-
-"You are wrong for once," said Evelyn. "It wasn't anything about you I
-was going to say. It was only that I do devoutly hope if ever I come to
-be--well, at the head of things at Wyverston, that I shall find Mrs
-Shepton still there. And I hesitated, because it seems horridly
-cold-blooded to think of the dear old squire's death."
-
-"Yes," her sister agreed, "it does. Still he is an old man, and of
-course he now _wants_ Duke to be recognised as his heir. That makes a
-difference. I should not think Mrs Shepton at all a lover of change.
-I daresay she will end her days at Wyverston. She has only been in two
-places in her life--first as nurse in one of the Gresham families, and
-then, after a few years of married life, as housekeeper at Wyverston.
-And her affections seem divided between the two families."
-
-"I don't think she cares much about Bernard Gresham, _our_ Mr Gresham,"
-says Evelyn. "It is Michael she is so devoted to, and that is natural,
-I suppose, as it was in _his_ family she was nurse, though she had a
-good deal to do with Bernard too--he was so much with his relations as a
-child. She told me some interesting things about the Greshams,
-by-the-by. Did you know that _Michael's_ father was the elder brother,
-not Bernard's, and that the grand-uncle--grand-uncle to these young men,
-I mean--from whom Bernard inherited Merle and all his wealth, left it
-away from Michael on purpose?"
-
-"N-no," Philippa replied. "At least I don't know anything distinctly.
-Mr Gresham, in talking of his cousin one day, alluded to his having had
-troubles, and spoke of him as having behaved very well, or very
-unselfishly or something."
-
-How clearly she remembered the very spot at which they were standing--in
-the grounds of the old chateau--when Mr Gresham had alluded to Michael!
-"A bit of a hero," he had called him, though he had added what, though
-vaguely, pleased her less, something about "quixotry."
-
-"That was nice of Bernard Gresham," said Evelyn, "for the position is a
-delicate one, and many men without his good feeling and _perfect_ good
-taste might almost have taken a dislike to Michael; the association of
-having in a sense supplanted him must be rather painful."
-
-"Supplanted him!" repeated Philippa. "I don't understand what you
-mean?"
-
-"Oh, no, of course--you know so little. It was this: _Michael's_ father
-was the elder brother, and though, by all accounts, very charming, he
-was terribly wild. He ran through all he had and half or wholly broke
-his wife's heart. He died when Michael was about eighteen, leaving any
-amount of debts. They _had_ been very well off, much better than
-Bernard's parents, who were in India or somewhere--his father, that is
-to say--his mother died when he was born, and he was practically brought
-up at his uncle's. Then his father died, just before Michael's, so the
-two young men came next, though the property was not entailed. Well,
-the old uncle was furious at the way Michael's father had behaved, but
-that would not have made any difference to Michael, whom he liked and
-respected. But he would do nothing to help to pay his dead nephew's
-debts, and Michael and his mother were broken-hearted about them. Both
-on account of the disgrace to Mr Henry Gresham's memory and also
-because some of the debts were unusually bad ones; he had borrowed money
-from all sorts of people who could ill afford to lose it, poor relations
-of his wife's, even poorer people still, whom he had cajoled by his
-charming manners. It was actual ruin to several. Michael pleaded and
-pleaded with the old uncle till at last he got into a sort of rage and
-said that for peace sake he would pay them off, if Michael would
-renounce all expectation of being his heir. And Michael _did_, for his
-mother's sake more even than for the other reasons, and he never let her
-know at what a cost his father's memory had been cleared. She died soon
-after, in comparative peace of mind. And he had to face the world
-practically penniless. He knew it; he knew the old man would keep to
-what he had said, and he did."
-
-"Did he leave Michael _nothing_?" said Philippa.
-
-"Nothing. His name was not mentioned in the will. The uncle might have
-modified it if he had lived longer, but he was very old and he died
-suddenly."
-
-"And," Philippa went on, with some hesitation, "has her--has Mr Gresham
-done nothing for his cousin?"
-
-Evelyn shook her head.
-
-"I can't say. I didn't like to ask Mrs Shepton anything that she did
-not tell, but she is a very fair, just-minded woman. She did not say
-anything about Mr Gresham--Bernard, I mean--one way or the other. But
-she said a great deal about how proud Michael is. I should think it is
-most probable that Bernard has offered to help him, but that he has
-refused it."
-
-"Yes," said Philippa, consideringly. "And then besides if--if he looked
-upon his arrangement with his grand-uncle as a compact, I daresay he
-would think it not strictly honourable to take any of his money, even
-from its present possessor. Still--"
-
-"Still what?" said Evelyn, with some impatience.
-
-"I was only going to say that I think Mr Gresham might have done--well
-_something_ to help Michael on."
-
-"And how do we know that he has not? I feel almost certain he has
-_tried_ to do so at any rate. You remember he used the word `quixotry'
-in talking to you of Michael. Ten to one he was thinking of his
-cousin's refusal to take anything from him."
-
-"Perhaps so," said Philippa, somewhat absently. Evelyn felt slightly
-irritated with her, and half inclined to blame herself for her own
-communicativeness.
-
-"Philippa is so fantastic," she thought. "Very likely she will now
-begin making a hero in earnest of Michael Gresham, and blaming Bernard
-for what he probably deserves no blame for."
-
-But she scarcely understood her sister. Philippa's thoughts were
-certainly occupied with the two men, but not exactly to the
-disparagement of the elder. She was only comparing the two in her mind
-and saying to herself how little she would have credited Michael with
-the delicacy and sensitiveness of _feeling_ he evidently possessed.
-
-"He must be almost a grand character," she thought. "And I only saw his
-roughness and hardness. I never would have thought him so capable of
-devotion as he must have been to his mother. What a hard life he has
-had! It makes it seem easy for any one to be kind and considerate as
-Mr Gresham is, when one knows how smooth things have been for him in
-comparison. Still, prosperity _might_ have made him hard and
-indifferent; it often does. And that I cannot think he would ever be."
-
-She was right--right, that is to say, so far as a large nature can ever
-fairly judge a small one. Careless or indifferent to his cousin it was
-not in Bernard Gresham to be, nor forgetful of the kindness shown him
-throughout his youth by Michael's parents. And Evelyn's belief that the
-struggles the latter had gone through were far more due to his own
-determined independence than to Bernard's selfishness or neglect, hit
-the mark pretty closely.
-
-The very evening of the day on which the sisters had had this talk about
-the Greshams, a _tete-a-tete_, in which they themselves--Miss Raynsworth
-more especially--were the principal subject of discussion, took place in
-Michael Gresham's rooms.
-
-He had dined and was preparing for an evening's study, for he was
-working very hard just then at the higher branches of technical
-knowledge connected with his profession, when the sound of a hansom
-stopping at his door made him glance out of the window with a touch of
-curiosity. For the street was a quiet one, and the neighbourhood was
-not fashionable and callers on himself were rare.
-
-But that this caller was one of such, there could be no doubt, for
-standing on the pavement as he paid the cab, Michael recognised the
-familiar figure of his cousin Bernard.
-
-He stepped back from the window with a murmur of impatience. Bernard's
-visits, though infrequent, were not flying ones, and Michael had mapped
-out his evening's work. There was no use in grumbling, however, and he
-met the new-comer pleasantly, as the door opened and the small boy who
-acted as page on such occasions announced Mr Gresham.
-
-"Lucky to find you in, Mike," was Bernard's first greeting. "I would
-have telegraphed to say I was coming, but I only made up my mind to try
-to see you half an hour ago, so I thought I would just chance it."
-
-"I am not often out in the evening," said Michael. "I don't go in for
-dinner-parties and that sort of thing, as you know."
-
-"I have missed you sometimes, however," said his cousin. "Last year I
-looked you up two or three times, don't you remember? without ever
-finding you in."
-
-"Last year I stayed later at the office. I very often didn't come home
-to dinner," said Michael, quietly. "This year it is different. I have
-work that I can do better at home."
-
-Bernard glanced round the room as his cousin ceased speaking. Michael's
-"home" was a somewhat dreary one, and somehow, though he had honestly
-meant to do his best for the man who had been all but a brother to him
-in bygone days, Bernard Gresham never realised Michael's uphill life and
-struggles without a twinge of something like self-reproach.
-
-"Are you satisfied with the berth you have got?" he said, abruptly.
-"Are these fellows--Matterson and Wheeler, I mean--treating you
-properly?"
-
-"Quite properly--quite fairly, that is to say, thanks to you," Michael
-replied, for the one thing he had accepted at his cousin's hands was a
-substantial guarantee, which in due course was to pave the way towards
-his being taken in as a working partner. "One does not look for more
-than that in business matters. I have never expected ready roasted
-larks to fall to my share; but I am quite satisfied. Once I am
-thoroughly qualified in this special department," and he glanced at the
-papers strewn on the table, "I have no doubt the permanent arrangement
-will be settled. But talking of roast larks or roast anything, have you
-dined, Bernard?"
-
-Mr Gresham nodded.
-
-"Yes, thank you, all right. I had something at my club early, on my way
-here. Have _you_ dined?"
-
-Just then there came a scratching at the door.
-
-"Yes," said Michael, as he got up to open it. "I take my meals
-down-stairs. That's one thing I can't stand, eating and working in the
-same room. And Solomon," as the dachshund walked in solemnly, "Solomon
-has dined too, but he stays behind for a nap."
-
-Bernard eyed the dog with a smile that was not all amiability.
-
-"Really, Michael," he observed, "you are too ridiculous about that
-animal."
-
-"Was that all you had to say to me?" said Michael, carelessly. He knew
-his cousin quite well enough to be sure that there was some special
-reason for his visit, a reason which it was not altogether easy to
-express, for he was conscious that Bernard was beating about the bush.
-
-"No," Mr Gresham replied, with a touch of sharpness, "it was not all.
-I want to ask your advice. But besides that, you have no reason, Mike,
-to say or to think that I am indifferent about you. I did want to know
-how you were getting on."
-
-"All right, old fellow. I have never said or thought that you were
-indifferent," Michael answered, and his smile was frank and cordial.
-"But what is it that you want to consult me about? You are not thinking
-of getting married, are you?"
-
-"I don't know," was the reply.
-
-Michael looked at him keenly.
-
-"That means, I should say, that you are," he said.
-
-In his turn, Bernard fixed his eyes on his cousin.
-
-"What makes you think so? Have you heard any gossip about it?"
-
-"I don't know if you would call it gossip or not. I have heard that you
-seemed--well, a good deal struck by some one you met at Cannes. But you
-need not mind about it; it came round to me in the most innocent way,
-though I cannot tell you how."
-
-In point of fact, Michael's informant was his old nurse, who had
-mentioned in a letter to him some allusions which Mrs Marmaduke
-Headfort had allowed herself to make, in her confidential talks with the
-housekeeper, to Mr Gresham's admiration for her sister. But no
-comments, for or against, had been added by Mrs Shepton.
-
-Bernard did not appear annoyed.
-
-"Oh, at _Cannes_," he repeated. "It is a nest of gossip about the
-English visitors, like all those places. And possibly," he went on more
-slowly, "there was some little ground for it."
-
-"Then you need not trouble to tell me the young lady's name," said
-Michael, quickly, "which, to my mind, is always preferable in such
-circumstances. But taking that for known, what is it you want to
-consult me about? How can you--" He stopped short.
-
-"Perhaps she has given you no encouragement to go further?"
-
-A shade of irritation darkened Bernard's face.
-
-"On the contrary--" he began. Then he, too, stopped short. He had no
-wish to pose as a _fat_, even to Michael. "We need not enter into that
-part of it," he said, composedly. "The thing is this, and, as you like
-plain speaking, you must not turn upon me, and call me coarse, or
-unchivalrous, or anything of that kind--the facts are these: I left
-Cannes all but decided in my own mind to--to--well, to go through with
-it. But circumstances delayed my return home, or, rather I should say,
-my return to my usual life. I was so busy about that canvassing
-business. And, on the whole, I thought it was just as well; I wanted to
-think it all over. Well, soon I was at leisure again; one day in
-London, when I was just considering how best to proceed, _not_ having
-cooled upon it, I met some people you too know. The Worthings."
-
-Michael crushed up a sheet of paper lying on the table by his hand.
-
-"Indeed," he said. "And what about that? Has Mrs Worthing not
-relinquished her hopes for the fair Aline--poor little soul--and is she
-waxing spiteful?"
-
-"She is far too clever to _show_ her spite, whether she feels it or
-not," said Mr Gresham. "And she is too cautious to state anything
-distinctly untrue. I can't make it out. With all reasonable allowance
-for her--well, spitefulness is as good a word as any--I cannot
-understand her saying what she has done, unless--unless she has some
-facts to back her?"
-
-"What did she say?" asked Michael, and he threw the ball of crushed
-paper into the fire, with a sort of fierceness.
-
-"She said--" began Bernard. Then he got up and walked up and down the
-room. "Upon my soul," he went on, "it's awfully difficult to tell. It
-was so vague--just enough to be horribly annoying and upsetting, and--"
-
-"People have no right--no right whatever--to be vague in
-mischief-making," said Michael, angrily. "And mischief-making I infer
-that it was. She spoke `vaguely' against Miss--no, I won't name her.
-Why, in heaven's name, did you not bring the woman to book?"
-
-"How could I?" replied his cousin. "Don't get so excited, Mike. By
-Jove! what a Don Quixote you are still! How could I bring her to book,
-as you say, without seeming to give credence to her hints? The very
-thing she would have liked. Of course, my only role was to treat what
-she said with absolute indifference, as an absurd mistake. I could see
-that my doing so riled her. Besides, you would not have had me let her
-see that, mistake or no mistake, I took any special interest in Miss--in
-the person concerned?"
-
-"No. I see what you mean," said Michael, consideringly. "It would have
-been very wrong, seeing that you had _not_ quite made up your mind; very
-wrong for _her_ sake." And again he eyed his cousin keenly.
-
-Bernard gave a movement of impatience.
-
-"It would have been very disagreeable for _myself_," he said. "I
-wouldn't allow that woman to think any chatter or warnings of _hers_ had
-influenced me. I don't say--candidly to you in confidence--I don't say
-but what they did, for I believe I had made up my mind to go through
-with it."
-
-"Then, upon my soul," said Michael, sharply, "I don't understand you.
-You--you care for this girl; you love her or are in love with her, and
-you would let the poisonous tongue of a thorough-going, scheming woman
-like Mrs Worthing deter you from what you call going through with it,
-when you know her motive too! By Jove! Bernard, if you are fool enough
-to play into her hands, and I see you some fine day married to poor
-little Aline, you need not come to me to complain of your
-mother-in-law."
-
-Bernard flushed crimson.
-
-"You are going too far, Michael," he said. "To begin with, I have no
-right to impute the motive you do, nor to impugn Mrs Worthing's
-truthfulness. It is possible her motives are sincere and disinterested.
-It is not inconceivable that she may have some friendly feeling for
-me."
-
-"It is conceivable that she is clever enough to make you think so,"
-muttered Michael. Then, after a moment's silence. "But, after all," he
-said, suddenly, "what _did_ she say? All through this conversation you
-have put off telling me."
-
-"You never asked distinctly," said his cousin. "I began by telling you
-it was vague--vague, and so extraordinary; so--upon the face of
-it--_absurd_, that I--I scarcely know how to make you take it
-seriously." Michael laughed, but it was somewhat forcedly.
-
-"You are really a good deal of an idiot, Bernard. But go on, the more
-absurd the better."
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY ONE.
-
-CIRCUMSTANCES.
-
-"I can't give you her precise words," said Mr Gresham. "And I don't
-think what she said was exactly premeditated. We were talking about
-Cannes and the people there--it was, in fact, the first time I had seen
-the Worthings since meeting them there, and I have not seen them again.
-Something was said about the Lermonts, and Mrs Worthing expressed her
-surprise at finding that the--the Raynsworths were cousins of theirs.
-She `had never heard of them before; who were they? it seemed odd
-somehow.' I reminded her that Mrs Marmaduke Headfort was a Miss
-Raynsworth, and that the young lady of the same name was her sister.
-And to my amazement, what do you think the woman said next?"
-
-Michael murmured something unintelligible. Bernard proceeded:
-
-"She looked at me curiously, and said, `Ah, that is just it--_is_ she
-her sister?' I stared, naturally, and then said, carelessly, `Do you
-mean that they are only half-sisters? Possibly so, though I scarcely
-think it; they are not the least like each other, however.' She agreed,
-and if no more had been said I daresay I should have thought no more
-about it. But I saw by Mrs Worthing's manner that there was something
-more to come, and so, as at the bottom of my heart I _was_ interested, I
-said nothing to turn the subject or to shut her up."
-
-"H-m," said Michael.
-
-"She hesitated, and then she began again. `No,' she said, `I was not
-thinking of their being only half-sisters, but sisters at all. There is
-something odd about that family, Mr Gresham, mark my words. I know as
-a fact--as a fact--that that girl does not always assume the position of
-Mrs Marmaduke Headfort's sister. She has been recognised as figuring
-in a very different capacity.' `What?' said I. `Mother, or
-grandmother, perhaps?' `It is no laughing matter,' Mrs Worthing
-replied; and to give her her due she was serious enough. She had been
-very anxious about it, for Aline's sake, as it appeared that the child
-had taken a tremendous fancy to--to Miss Raynsworth. And then she went
-on to say that her maid--a treasure, of course, who had been with her
-twenty years, and all that sort of thing--had seen and known that same
-girl as a servant. Where and when she did not say, and I would not ask,
-but she vouched for it. I laughed at it as an absurd piece of nonsense,
-and I am glad to believe that I quite took her in. She does not think
-she made any impression upon me. I made some upon her. I asked her on
-the face of it how such a thing was possible. She had seen the
-Lermonts--Miss Lermont above all, who is far from a silly woman--making
-much of their guest. I did _not_ say, `You have only to look at the
-girl to see how thorough-bred she is.' I thought it wiser not. I
-_inferred_, politely, of course, my surprise at a woman like Mrs
-Worthing condescending to listen to servants' gossip. On the whole, so
-far as _she_ is concerned, I am by no means dissatisfied with my
-diplomacy."
-
-"And what _are_ you dissatisfied about then?" inquired Michael, drily.
-
-Mr Gresham got up and walked towards the window, where he stood for a
-moment or two staring out in silence. Then, without facing his cousin,
-he began again.
-
-"I scarcely like to tell you; you will be down upon me for giving a
-moment's thought to it, but half confidences are no good." And he went
-on to relate the curious and annoying episode which had occurred at the
-picnic, an episode which he confessed had been emphasised to him by
-Philippa's extreme reluctance to having any notice taken of the
-lady's-maid's impertinence. "So you see," he added, in conclusion, "I
-could not help putting two and two together, when Mrs Worthing made her
-extraordinary statement to me, otherwise I should probably have sent it
-quite out of my mind, as utterly absurd and contemptible nonsense, or,
-possibly as one of those extraordinary cases of personal resemblance
-which one does come across or hear of now and then."
-
-"And why not explain it in that way still?"
-
-"I don't know," said Mr Gresham, slowly; "I really cannot say. There
-was something indefinite, unsatisfactory, in her manner."
-
-"It is surely natural enough that a girl of any refinement would detest
-to be mixed up in a scene with Mrs Worthing's maid, or Mrs Anybody's
-maid," said Michael, hotly. "A low-minded, suspicious servant! Of
-course, Miss Raynsworth treated the thing as beneath contempt. And
-after all," he went on, cooling down again, "what _can_ you be afraid
-of? What do you suppose it _can_ be but some mistake? The girl is
-_not_ a servant. Would a whole family, including the Lermonts, combine
-to pass her off as a lady if she were not one? It is inconceivable.
-Besides, Mrs Marmaduke Headfort spoke of her sister Philippa to you
-often at Wyverston. I remember hearing her say how unlike they were."
-
-"Yes," Mr Gresham agreed. "I know she did, and I had seen her myself--
-you forget--the same girl that I met at Cannes--I had seen her at
-Dorriford."
-
-"Then what in heaven's name are you worrying about?" exclaimed Michael.
-"You blow hot and cold with one breath."
-
-"I have no doubt that it is all right, practically," said his cousin.
-"She must be herself. What I dread is the possibility of some wild
-practical joke--acting a part for a wager," and here he shuddered. "Can
-you imagine anything more detestable for me? The sort of thing I could
-not stand coming up in the future about _my wife_. It would be
-insufferable."
-
-"Then why risk it? Why take any steps towards making her your wife?"
-said Michael. His tone was peculiar.
-
-Bernard Gresham's face fell.
-
-"You really think there is risk of something of the kind? you seriously
-advise me to give it up?" he said. "I had hoped you might suggest
-something, that possibly you might have found out what it has all arisen
-from, and set my mind at rest."
-
-Michael shook his head and laughed, somewhat grimly. "Not if I know
-it," he said. "I would do a great deal to oblige you, but not act
-detective, thank you, my good fellow. Do I advise you to give it up?
-Well, yes, if," and here his voice softened and deepened till its tones
-were very grave and yet almost tender too, "if you cannot entirely and
-absolutely trust a woman to be incapable of any really unladylike or
-unfeminine action, or course of action--well, yes, without such trust I
-should strongly advise you, for her sake, even more than your own, to
-give up all idea of making her your wife."
-
-Mr Gresham's face had brightened at first; as Michael came to a
-conclusion it fell again.
-
-"Ah!" he exclaimed, "the way you speak seems to describe her. She gives
-one just that feeling. You might have seen her--"
-
-"I have heard of her," said his cousin, laconically.
-
-"And yet," the other went on, scarcely noticing the interpolation, "yet,
-I am _not_ satisfied, and that's the truth of it. You don't think I
-could ask her about it--straight out, you know--do you, Mike?"
-
-"Premising, of course, as the excuse for your im--for your interest in
-the matter, that if she explain things to your satisfaction, you have
-almost made up your mind to propose to her? Well, what do you think
-yourself? How does it strike you?"
-
-"Don't be so confoundedly sarcastic," said Mr Gresham, in a tone of
-reproachful irritation. "I have come to you for advice; I have told you
-the whole thing as I would do to no one else, and--you might see I am
-very much upset. I suppose you cannot understand--a cold-blooded
-misogynist like you."
-
-"Come now, you needn't call me ugly names," said Michael, whose spirits
-seemed to rise as Bernard's went down. "I suppose we look at things
-quite differently. I don't think I _do_ understand your excessive
-uneasiness and perplexity."
-
-"Put yourself in my place," said Bernard, eagerly, "if you--" He
-hesitated.
-
-"Go on; if I cared for any one as you do for _her_," said Michael,
-"would I feel as you do? No, I would not. That's just it. It is not
-in me to `care' in that sort of way, without giving complete trust."
-
-"You don't know anything about it," grumbled his cousin. "You mean,
-then, that you think I should--"
-
-"I don't mean anything. You are you, and I am I. I am afraid I cannot
-advise you."
-
-Bernard got up slowly.
-
-"Thank you for listening to me, all the same, old fellow," he said, as
-he held out his hand. "You'll come down to Merle at Easter for a day or
-two as usual? I shall count upon you."
-
-"Well, yes. I daresay I shall, thank you."
-
-They shook hands. Michael opened the door, followed his guest a few
-steps down the staircase, and stood looking after him till the hall door
-shut again. Then he returned to his sitting-room, and there came the
-sound of the hansom driving away.
-
-"I wonder how it will end," he said to himself, and for a few moments he
-stood there with a curious dreamy expression, very unusual to him.
-Suddenly he started. The dachshund, divining something out of the
-common, had crept up to him silently, and was licking his hand.
-
-"All right, Solomon," said Michael, "all right. Many thanks for
-reminding me that I'm wasting time. That would never do."
-
-He sat down at the table, resolutely drawing his books and papers
-towards him, and set to work to get as much done in the evening as the
-long interruption had made possible.
-
-"Easter," he said to himself, when at last he stopped working and
-proceeded to "tidy up," as the children say, methodically and carefully,
-all the notes, plans, and books with which the table was spread.
-"Easter is very late this year--as late as it can be. By that time,
-nearly a month hence, surely Bernard will have made up his mind, as he
-calls it." A gesture of something almost like disgust escaped him.
-"Has he got any mind, I sometimes wonder! What can _she_ find to
-attract or interest her in him, except of course his good looks?"
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-
-Easter was so late that year, and the spring came on so rapidly, that it
-was quite confusing and unsettling to one's ideas.
-
-"Good-Friday on a positively summer day would be too much for my brain
-to take in," said Evelyn Headfort.
-
-"Yes," her sister agreed. "But _Easter_ and sunshine are not
-incongruous. Let us hope we shall not have winter back again; there is
-still a week to Easter Day, you know, Evey."
-
-"I don't think it is likely to get cold again now; there are no weather
-prophecies of the kind," said Mrs Headfort. "Still it is well to make
-hay while the sun shines. I _think_ we shall be pretty straight by the
-end of next week. I mean to say, the rough of the work done, so that I
-shall not need to come back again till we come for good."
-
-"I _think_ so," Philippa agreed. "But you know tradespeople and
-workpeople are proverbially behind time in these cases."
-
-She glanced around her as she spoke. They were standing in what was in
-process of being converted into a drawing-room in the old house on Mr
-Headfort's ---shire property which was now to be Evelyn's home.
-
-It was a dear old place, and with great capabilities of better things;
-though hitherto it had been little more--of late years at least--than a
-large well-kept farm-house.
-
-But it was not substantially out of repair, and it was very roomy. So
-no fresh building was called for, only the removal or alteration of
-partitions and doors and such, comparatively speaking, expeditious work,
-as well as painting, papering, and general embellishment to suit Mrs
-Marmaduke Headfort's taste, and to be a fitting background to the
-well-chosen furniture of which a great part was the old squire's gift.
-A "wedding present" he called it, though coming somewhat late in the
-day.
-
-Altogether fortune was smiling on Duke and his wife. And Evelyn's busy
-little brain meant to extract more smiles from the capricious lady
-before she had done with her. It had not been only and entirely for
-selfish reasons that she had dragged her sister from home to "rough it"
-for a fortnight at Palden Grange, declaring that she could not possibly
-"manage" without Philippa's advice and practical help about everything.
-
-"Especially as Duke, you know, mamma, will be out all day. He is
-infatuated about his new work and says he has such a lot to learn, and
-he doesn't care a bit what our house is to look like. No, I _must_ have
-Phil."
-
-And Phil she had, the girl herself neither urging nor objecting to the
-plan. Philippa was perplexed and unsettled in those days. She could
-not understand Bernard Gresham's silence. For the weeks were passing,
-and the reasons for seeing and hearing nothing more of him, which for a
-time had satisfied her, were no longer in existence. Evelyn, too, was
-puzzled; half prepared to be angry with her hero, and at other times
-inclined to throw the blame on her sister's "stand-off" manner.
-
-"Though after all," she reflected, with a return to her usual practical
-common-sense, "it is very awkward for men sometimes. And in our case it
-is not as if we had a big house and lots of people staying with us, so
-that he could easily hint to me that he would like an invitation. That
-would be so _very_ marked in our case. No, the only thing is for them
-to meet again `accidentally.'"
-
-And she set her quick wits to work, and that successfully. She found
-out that the master of Merle made a practice of spending Easter there,
-usually coming down a week or so beforehand. And this year there was no
-doubt of his being there, as he had been so much away during the winter
-that various things were calling for his attention. Palden Grange was,
-as has been mentioned, only a few miles from Merle-in-the-Wold. It was
-necessary that Evelyn, as well as her husband, should be on the spot for
-some little time, to direct and superintend the alterations going on, so
-all turned out naturally, Evelyn arranging that their residence at
-Palden should include Easter-tide, _and_ her sister's company.
-
-Philippa felt as if she must resign herself to fate. She would have had
-an inexpressible horror of going out of her way or even seeming to do
-so, to meet Mr Gresham again, yet, on the other hand, any refusal to do
-what the Headforts so greatly urged would have been disobliging and
-unkind, unless she could have given the true reason for it. And that
-reason, above, all the putting it into words, seemed to her as
-indelicate to entertain as the converse. For after all, Mr Gresham had
-not literally committed himself, and everybody said, and she was always
-reading so in stories, that men were very changeable and capricious--
-even good, well-meaning men.
-
-"Far more so than women," thought the girl. "No, I must just go on my
-own way and not swerve to right or left through any thought of him.
-That is the only thing to do if I wish to retain my own self-respect."
-
-So Evelyn had her way, and here they were at Palden; here they had been
-for more than a week, as busy as bees, and nothing had been heard of Mr
-Gresham, no allusion even had been made to their vicinity to his home,
-except that one day when something had been said by Duke about taking
-Phil over to see the gardens at Merle before they left, and she had not
-replied, Evelyn had not seconded the proposal. She had indeed rather
-discouraged it, for which her sister had mentally thanked her.
-
-"Imagine our going over there, and his possibly having come home and
-meeting me like the girl in _Pride and Prejudice_--could anything be
-more horrible?" thought Philippa.
-
-And she was grateful for the sort of tacit understanding of her feelings
-which her sister seemed to show, though at the same time rather
-surprised at it.
-
-Then suddenly the aspect of everything changed.
-
-That very afternoon--the afternoon of the day on which the sisters had
-been discussing the probability of the work being sufficiently advanced
-to allow of their return to Greenleaves within a fortnight--as Philippa
-and Evelyn were unpacking some especially choice china which had just
-arrived, and which was to be carefully locked up in one of the
-innumerable cupboards of the old house till Mrs Marmaduke Headfort
-should return "for good," the young servant, who was their temporary
-attendant, appeared in the doorway with a face of some consternation.
-
-"If you please, ma'am," she began, "there's a gentleman called to see
-you. I told him you were very busy, but he _would_ come in, while I
-told you. Mr Gresham is his name."
-
-"Where is he?" said Evelyn, getting up as she spoke, for she had been
-kneeling in front of a packing-case--her face rosier than usual. "What
-room did you show him into? Not into the drawing-room, assuredly," she
-went on, with a laugh, to Philippa, "for it is blockaded with ladders
-and scaffolding, and--"
-
-"May I not show myself in?" said a voice in the doorway. "I have only
-just come down and heard of your being here," and so saying the
-new-comer came forward.
-
-He shook hands cordially with Evelyn; the circumstances made anything
-like formality impossible, yet Philippa thought she detected a touch of
-constraint in his manner as he turned to her. For the moment she had
-not leisure to ask herself if this pained or gratified her; her whole
-efforts being devoted to the maintaining in herself an entirely calm
-exterior, and this Evelyn's ready tact greatly assisted. She chatted
-merrily to Mr Gresham about the house, and the furniture, and their
-future plans, till her two companions grew completely at ease, to all
-outward appearance at least. But it was not till shortly before Mr
-Gresham left, that Philippa allowed herself to yield to the happy
-consciousness which had gilded the last days of her stay at Cannes.
-
-For it was not fancy--he did hold her hand, for a moment longer than
-conventionality permitted, and though he addressed Evelyn as he made
-plans for meeting again on the morrow, it was Philippa's eyes that his
-sought.
-
-"Yes, you must all come over to luncheon," he said, "and leave the
-packing-cases to themselves. I only wish you would come to Merle
-altogether while you are in the neighbourhood."
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY TWO.
-
-ON THE WAY TO THE FISH-PONDS.
-
-During the next few days all outward circumstances seemed to combine in
-one direction. The weather was perfect; Evelyn the most tactful of
-chaperons; Merle itself surpassed in beauty all that the sisters had
-heard of it. Their host--for such he practically was, as nearly every
-day saw them Mr Gresham's guests--quietly exerted all the powers he
-possessed to enhance the charms of his home. And Philippa lived in the
-sunshine of the present, in happy confidence as to the future.
-
-"It _must_ be all right," she told herself. Only--once or twice--an
-almost imperceptible hesitation in the young man's manner struck her, or
-her imagination, with a faint shadow of misgiving, and occasionally an
-unspoken inquiry in Evelyn's eyes startled her a little.
-
-Why did he not speak definitely?
-
-Though even as she thought this, she dismissed the question.
-
-"I should have no misgiving," she said; "I have no reason for it. It is
-only that miserable secret in the background! If he would but give me a
-chance of telling him about it; it would be so delightful to find, as I
-know I should, how fanciful and exaggerated I have been in fearing that
-a man like him would really be changed to me because of it."
-
-The opportunity was to come, as such things often do, when she was least
-expecting it. Two or three days before Easter, Michael Gresham made his
-appearance at Merle. His cousin welcomed him cordially, though, truth
-to tell, he had almost forgotten this arranged-for visit.
-
-"So you're all alone," said Michael at breakfast the first morning--he
-had travelled down by a night train--"I am all the better pleased,
-though rather surprised. You are not generally so contented with your
-own society."
-
-Bernard Gresham did not at once reply. He stooped to pat Solomon, who,
-needless to say, was in attendance; an unusual piece of amiability which
-did not escape Michael's attention, any more than the slightly
-heightened colour on his cousin's face, as he turned to reply.
-
-"Well," he began, "I did mean to ask two or three people down, but it
-rather went out of my head. I've only been here for a week, and I've
-been pretty busy looking after the Headforts. They are at Palden
-Grange; did you know? It's very rough, of course. They are getting it
-into order, so it was only common humanity to ask them to come over here
-as much as they liked."
-
-"Oh, indeed," said Michael. "Duke Headfort and his wife, of course, you
-mean?"
-
-"Ye-es," Bernard resumed, "and--her sister. She is helping her."
-
-Michael said nothing. Bernard wished he would speak, but as he gave no
-signs of breaking the silence, Mr Gresham began again.
-
-"You remember," he said, with as near an approach to awkwardness as was
-possible for him, "our conversation that evening some weeks ago?"
-
-"Yes," Michael replied, "I remember it."
-
-"I have heard nothing more," said Bernard. "I have not come across
-those people again; the Worthings, I mean. And--well, I think I've made
-up my mind to risk it; to go through with it. Fate seems leading up to
-it somehow. I was by no means sure that she was here when I came down,
-though it did occur to me as possible that she might be with her sister,
-and--I have seen a great deal of her these last few days. I cannot
-associate her with any unladylike escapade of the kind that was hinted
-at I cannot believe that there is really any risk to run. There must
-have been some absurd mistake."
-
-"And," said Michael, "you have no misgivings as--as to her reciprocating
-your--" He hesitated.
-
-Bernard smiled.
-
-"In ordinary cases that would hardly be a fair question," he said, "but
-as I have given you my full confidence so far, I think I may allow that
-that part of it appears to be all right."
-
-Michael got up from his seat, and strolled across to the fireplace.
-There, leaning against the mantelpiece, he calmly surveyed his cousin.
-"Then," he said, "I may almost congratulate you at once? You will
-doubtless allow me to do so formally as soon as possible?"
-
-"Certainly," Bernard replied. "You shall be the very first to hear of
-it."
-
-"And you intend to leave that piece of gossip at rest then?" said
-Michael, after a moment's silence.
-
-A shadow crossed Mr Gresham's face.
-
-"What else can I do?" he inquired.
-
-"Nothing," Michael replied. "Most certainly nothing; but granting that
-she is all that I feel sure she must be, if there is any truth in the
-story, anything that a man could dislike his wife having been mixed up
-in, there is _her_ point of view to be considered. _She_ will not let
-it rest."
-
-"How do you mean?" said Bernard, raising his eyebrows.
-
-"She will tell you about it herself, of course," said Michael, curtly.
-
-Bernard seemed considerably discomposed.
-
-"You had better be prepared for the possibility," Michael continued.
-"There is generally some root for gossip, however exaggerated. I advise
-you to face this for both your sakes."
-
-"You certainly are a Job's comforter if ever there was one," said his
-cousin, in a tone of annoyance. "Do you mean to say that I should make
-further inquiry, or give her an opportunity of explaining it before I
-commit myself? It would be so awkward, you see. I scarcely--"
-
-"Good heavens! no," said Michael, with angry contempt. "Would I suggest
-your insulting a woman? I am only forewarning you that if there is
-anything that requires explanation _she_ will volunteer it, and on this
-account you had better be sure of your own mind, or you may find
-yourself in a _very_ awkward position, to put it mildly."
-
-Mr Gresham's perceptions were not of the order to detect the covert
-sarcasm of the last few words.
-
-"I see," he replied, consideringly. "Thank you for the suggestion. It
-can do no harm to be prepared. But I flatter myself if any one can
-steer their way through a tangle of the kind, _I_ can do so. Thanks,
-Michael, all the same," and with his serenity quite restored, he got up
-from the breakfast-table.
-
-The expression of Michael's face when he found himself alone grew hard
-and dark.
-
-"What evil genius," he said to himself, "brought me down here at this
-crisis? I wish I were at the antipodes! I almost think I shall go back
-to town at once, but--it is just possible that, mixed up as I am in this
-affair, I may be of use to her. Heaven knows what is going to come of
-it all! That unlucky secret of hers, and Bernard's smallness of
-character! Will she be disillusioned? or does he really care enough for
-her to rise above himself? And will she perhaps spend the rest of her
-life in worshipping an ideal and never find out her mistake? Such
-things have been with such a woman." He sighed and turned away from the
-window where he had been standing.
-
-"No," he said, "I'll stay and see it out."
-
-That same afternoon, when writing in the room which at Merle was always
-considered his own, Michael heard through the open window the sound of
-voices on the terrace below. One he recognised immediately as belonging
-to Mrs Marmaduke Headfort, then a man's voice, which he supposed to be
-that of her husband; Michael had never met Captain Headfort. Himself of
-course unobserved, he approached the window. Yes, there was a third
-visitor. It was the first time he had seen Miss Raynsworth in her own
-character, and suddenly there flashed upon him the full strangeness of
-the position.
-
-"I shall have to be introduced to her," he thought. "Will little Mrs
-Headfort be equal to it? She knows at least that her sister and I were
-travelling companions, even if she has been told no more as to my part
-in it. And how will the girl herself stand it? I know how essentially
-candid she must be. I must do my best to make it as little awkward as
-possible. They have come over to tea, no doubt; I will keep out of the
-way till we meet in the drawing-room."
-
-A moment or two later his cousin put his head in at the door.
-
-"The Headforts are here, Michael," he said. "We are going through the
-woods to the old fish-ponds; do you care to come or not?"
-
-Michael shook his head.
-
-"I am not quite ready," he said; "you'll be back to tea, I suppose? You
-can introduce me to your friends then. To Miss Raynsworth and Headfort,
-I mean--Mrs Headfort of course I know."
-
-Bernard Gresham scarcely stayed to hear his reply.
-
-"All right," he said. "They're waiting for me," and he shut the door.
-
-Half-way to the fish-ponds, Evelyn's strength showed signs of giving
-out.
-
-"Duke," she said, plaintively, "if I go much farther you will have to
-carry me back. You forget that we walked here from Palden!"
-
-Duke looked intensely penitent.
-
-"Of course," he said; "why didn't you say so before, Evey, when Gresham
-proposed it?"
-
-"I didn't know how far it was," she replied. "Is it _much_ farther, Mr
-Gresham?"
-
-Bernard hesitated.
-
-"I am extremely sorry, Mrs Headfort," he said. "I'm afraid I must own
-we haven't come half-way. But of course if it is too much for you we
-had better give it up."
-
-"Oh, dear, no," said Evelyn, quickly. "That would vex me dreadfully.
-It is such a lovely day. You three go on, and I'll easily find my way
-back to Merle, and wait on the terrace for you. I shall enjoy the
-quiet, and it would be a shame to stay indoors on such a perfect
-afternoon."
-
-"Nonsense," said Duke. "Of course I'll take you back, and then I'll
-stroll this way again and meet you and Philippa on your return," he
-added to Mr Gresham.
-
-Philippa opened her lips as if about to remonstrate, but before she had
-time to speak Bernard broke in.
-
-"Don't say you are tired too, Miss Raynsworth. I had set my heart on
-showing you the fish-ponds. The woods there are in perfection at this
-time of year."
-
-"I am not tired," said Philippa, quietly. "Perhaps it is the best thing
-to do. Be sure you rest well, Evey, for there's the walk home to
-consider."
-
-"Oh, no, you must let me send you back, of course," said Mr Gresham.
-"_Au revoir_, then," and the quartet separated.
-
-Philippa and her host walked on some little way in silence. Both,
-though neither fully realised it for the other, were making up their
-minds to a decided step. For the last few days had made the girl
-resolve that if circumstances combined to render her doing so possible,
-she would tell Mr Gresham the facts of the travesty she had since so
-bitterly regretted. And if anything had been wanting to confirm her in
-this decision, Michael Gresham's arrival would have done so.
-
-But the task before her was far from an easy one. Independently of her
-own not unnatural shrinking from the subject, there was the terror lest
-in volunteering this confidence she should appear prematurely to take
-for granted any special interest in her affairs on the part of her
-companion; any right, so to say, on his side, to know all details of her
-life. How could she broach the subject?
-
-She glanced at him; he was not looking at her, but gazing before him
-with a preoccupied expression. And in some degree to her relief, just
-as she was nervously clearing her throat to begin to speak, he suddenly
-turned towards her.
-
-"We have still fully a mile before we get to the fish ponds," he said,
-"but I do not think we need walk quite as fast as we are doing."
-
-Philippa slackened her pace without speaking.
-
-"I am so glad," Mr Gresham continued, "of this lucky chance of speaking
-to you uninterruptedly." Then for the first time he hesitated.
-
-"I--you," he went on, "you must know, Miss Raynsworth, how much interest
-I have come to feel in--you, and--in all that concerns you."
-
-Philippa glanced up quickly. What was coming? His words would normally
-have admitted of but one interpretation, but something in his tone, its
-calm, almost business-like deliberateness, made her doubtful. For the
-moment she was on the point of availing herself of this preamble as an
-opening for what she had made up her mind to say. Then she hesitated,
-and while she did so he went on.
-
-"I--I am not impulsive, Miss Raynsworth. I am considerate by nature,
-and in anything involving not only my own happiness but that of another,
-I am deeply conscious that it behoves me to be doubly so. A mistake may
-be made in two minutes which a lifetime cannot undo. So you will not
-misunderstand me if I confess that it has taken me many weeks--nay,
-months--to decide upon--"
-
-There was no doubt now, he was going to propose to her, and with the
-disappearance of all uncertainty on this head, her own resolution
-revived. In her nervousness she was for the moment unconscious of the
-curious egotism of his words, of the entire absence of any nobility of
-self-forgetfulness, any touch of impassioned feeling in his manner. Her
-own generosity of character failed to realise its absence in him; her
-one uppermost impulse was to prevent him in the slightest degree from
-acting in the dark.
-
-"Stop, Mr Gresham," she said, hurriedly; "before you say any more I
-have something to say to you."
-
-She gave a little gasp; she _felt_ herself growing pale. Something made
-her look up. Instead of the expression of surprise which she had
-unconsciously expected to meet in his face, her quick instincts
-perceived a slight stiffening, a sort of indescribable drawing-back
-instead of eager protest that nothing she could say would alter his
-longing for her to hear him out.
-
-And could she have seen into her companion's mind at that moment, she
-would scarcely have believed the reflections she would there have read.
-
-"She _has_ something to tell," he was thinking to himself. "I have not
-been too cautious."
-
-And aloud he said, quietly:
-
-"As you wish, of course, Miss Raynsworth."
-
-She plunged into it.
-
-"You may remember," she began, "a little incident at Cannes which
-annoyed you at the time--naturally so--and annoyed you still more, I
-imagine, afterwards, when I refused to let you resent the impertinence I
-had been subjected to. I could not have done otherwise, as you will
-hear. I had promised my mother before leaving home to tell no one what
-I am now going to tell you, without her leave."
-
-As she spoke there was an imperceptible lightening of Mr Gresham's
-expression.
-
-"Your mother knew!" he ejaculated.
-
-"Of course," she exclaimed, too bent upon her recital to feel surprise
-at his words. "This was how it all happened." And forcing herself to
-speak with perfect calmness, she began at the beginning of the story and
-told it all, simply and without comment, only omitting the names of any
-not immediately concerned in the little drama--such as those of Michael
-Gresham and Mrs Shepton--and carefully exonerating from all shadow of
-blame in the matter her sister and her parents.
-
-When she had finished there fell a dead silence. With all her
-self-control Philippa could not bring herself to raise her eyes--the
-conflicting feelings in her mind made her almost physically giddy.
-
-Then as the silence continued, a new element began to make itself felt.
-Her pride awoke and she reared her head half defiantly.
-
-"Does he think I am going tamely to await his judgment upon me?" she
-thought to herself. "If so, he shall--"
-
-But at that moment Mr Gresham's voice at last made itself heard.
-
-"I have to thank you, Miss Raynsworth," he said, gently, "for giving me
-your confidence. You will find it has not been misplaced. You have
-done the best thing possible in telling me what you have done.
-Though--" he hesitated, "it is best to be perfectly candid," he went on,
-"I cannot but own that it is--a terrible disappointment to me to have to
-associate anything of so extraordinary a kind with one whom--"
-
-Philippa turned upon him abruptly, her face crimsoning. Something in
-his measured tone, more than in his actual words, began slowly to
-insinuate into her a strange, chill misgiving. And why at that moment
-did there recur to her memory, in advantageous contrast to Mr Gresham's
-carefully considered and gently expressed disapproval, his cousin
-Michael's stern, almost rough censure of what she had done?
-
-Before she had time to open her lips, her companion began again.
-
-"Excuse me," he said, "for interrupting you--I think you were going to
-speak. I must ask you to listen to me first. I will be perfectly
-frank. I was not _wholly_ unprepared for this strange disclosure. The
-incident at Cannes never quite left my memory, and it was followed up by
-certain remarks or hints as to something peculiar in which you had been
-mixed up, which came to my ears more recently."
-
-"How? and where?" demanded Philippa. For one half instant the thought
-crossed her brain--could Michael Gresham have been faithless to his
-trust?--but it was as quickly dismissed. Rough and rugged he might be,
-but _true_, she felt certain he was.
-
-"I scarcely know that I have any right to reply to your question," said
-Mr Gresham, "and no purpose would be fulfilled by my doing so. All
-that was said to me was very vague, so vague that I have allowed myself
-to be buoyed up by hopes--now alas! shattered--that the warn--hints I
-should say, rested on no real foundation. But do not mistake me, Miss
-Raynsworth," as Philippa again seemed on the point of speaking.
-
-"Your confidence, I repeat, has not been misplaced. I do not think--no,
-deliberately speaking--I do not think any lasting annoyance or
-ill-results need be anticipated--especially when--" But here even _his_
-self-assurance shrank from completing the sentence. "I want to say," he
-went on, "that notwithstanding all the pain and regret which I cannot
-deny I am feeling, my attitude towards you is not radically shaken. In
-time, I trust and believe, the whole miserable episode will be
-forgotten--not only by the few outsiders who may have suspected any
-mystery, but by myself."
-
-He glanced at Philippa as he spoke, expecting to detect a flush of
-grateful relief on her face. What he did see there, was less easy to
-interpret. She was no longer red, though, on the other hand, but
-slightly paler than usual, and she turned her eyes fully upon him
-without uttering a word.
-
-"I must express myself still more plainly," he said, almost as if
-addressing a child, "as _my wife_, there will, I feel sure, be nothing,
-comparatively speaking, to dread in the future. Your candour has
-disarmed my scruples, for I know I can trust that never, under any
-conceivable circumstances, could you again be tempted so to set
-propriety and--and dignity at nought."
-
-Still she did not speak.
-
-"Miss Raynsworth," he said at last, "Miss Raynsworth--Philippa," he
-exclaimed. "Do you not understand me?" and for the first time a very
-shadowy apprehension that possibly, just possibly he had appeared too
-sure of his ground suggested itself. "I--the circumstances have been so
-exceptional--I have had no opportunity so far of assuring you of the
-depth and sincerity of my feelings towards you--of my devotion. You
-must allow they have been well tested. And they have stood the test! I
-ask you now to be my wife--my happiness is in your hands."
-
-"And I, Mr Gresham," Philippa said at last, her dark eyes turned full
-upon him, "decline, distinctly and definitely decline, the honour you
-have done me." He grew scarlet.
-
-"What do you mean?" he said, for once almost rudely. "What has all this
-conversation been about, if this was what you intended? What was your
-motive for telling me all you have done? Have I offended you, and how?
-Your pride has taken fire in some unreasonable way. How can I assure
-you that the thing will not weigh further with me--that--that--I shall
-do my best to forget it? Where would you be so protected as in the
-position of my wife?"
-
-"I understand you perfectly, Mr Gresham," Philippa replied in a calm
-even voice, "though at the same time I confess that previously to this
-conversation I had lamentably failed to do so. On my side, I thank you
-for your candour, and I repeat, as decidedly as words can convey my
-meaning, that I decline the proposal you have made me."
-
-He still seemed unable to believe her.
-
-"Have you been playing with me all this time?" he said, harshly. "It is
-inconceivable. But what can be your reason for changing so suddenly? I
-have a right to ask, and a right to know."
-
-"Yes," she said, "perhaps you have, though I do not know that my reason
-will much enlighten you. It is simply this. I am entirely convinced
-that we are utterly unsuited to each other, and that in marrying you I
-should be entering upon what would prove a tremendous mistake. You do
-not, and never would, understand me; surely that should suffice."
-
-He smiled, bitterly enough. Something in her manner carried conviction
-home to him, through all the thick folds of his self-esteem.
-
-"And may I inquire further," he said, "what has thus magically caused
-the scales to fall from your eyes as regards my poor desserts? For you
-allow, you could not indeed do otherwise, that the change, however
-complete, is a very sudden one?"
-
-She turned and looked at him. There was a strange wistfulness in her
-expression.
-
-"No," she said, sadly; "I am sorry if I have caused you any pain, but I
-cannot explain anything more. You would not understand. I am very
-tired," she continued, "I do not want to go farther. Would you mind
-walking back to meet my brother-in-law and tell him I have gone straight
-home to Palden? I can find my way from here."
-
-He bowed without speaking and turned away, too absorbed by his own
-intense mortification to give much heed to her last words, or to feel
-any compassion for the suffering too plainly betrayed by her white face
-and faltering voice.
-
-The sound of his retreating footsteps on the crisp, dry path died
-rapidly away, and Philippa was alone.
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY THREE.
-
-ENDED.
-
-For a few moments the withdrawal of the intense restraint she had put
-upon herself caused all other feelings to be merged in that of relief.
-Philippa glanced round her, and seeing a moss-covered tree stump a few
-paces off, she made her way to it and sat down.
-
-Then slowly, but all too surely, crept up, one by one, the reflections
-she could not but face.
-
-It seemed to her that years had passed since Evelyn and her husband had
-turned back, leaving her and her late companion by themselves.
-
-Yes, indeed, to use his own words; "the scales had fallen from her
-eyes," and yet how almost intangible it all seemed! How little some
-people would understand the terrible and complete revulsion of feeling
-which had overwhelmed her!
-
-"Nothing," she thought, "nothing can be quite so horrible as to find
-that one has been worshipping an idol of clay; a thing which did not
-exist except in my own imagination. I have no right to feel resentful.
-Taking him for what he is, he did not behave badly. He evidently
-_meant_ to be generous and chivalrous. But the pain of it to me is none
-the less. It is far, far worse, at least so it seems to me just now,
-than to have found out that he did not care for me as I did for him, and
-yet to have kept my ideal. `Disillusionment' is horrible."
-
-The tears slowly welled up into her eyes. She brushed them away
-indignantly.
-
-"What a weak fool I am!" she thought. "If I had any strength of
-character, I _should_ be, I suppose, glad to have found it out in time."
-
-For bitterly as she was suffering, she was spared the misery of any
-wavering as to the necessity of her decision. It was done, once for
-all, done! But other considerations could not be altogether stifled,
-and Philippa was still very young.
-
-"It is so disappointing," she said, half audibly, "in smaller ways, too.
-Poor Evey, I know how she has been wishing for it, and, I am afraid,
-mamma! I am only thankful not to have let myself go further, even in
-fancy. I shall soon be able to pull myself together," and a sort of
-wave of courage and even relief seemed to sweep over her, to her own
-surprise.
-
-How was it that she was not more crushed? After all, she asked herself
-in the clearer light of her present vision, _was_ the "disillusionment"
-so entirely unexpected? Had she, unconsciously, blinded herself, and
-refused to admit the possibility of the "something wanting" in Bernard
-Gresham's character? If not, whence had arisen her constant
-self-questionings as to how her confession would be received? Why the
-doubts that _were_ there all the time? often as she had repeated to
-herself that after all she had done nothing wrong, nothing really
-calling for shame or self-abasement.
-
-But her mind was growing too wearied and confused to think out this new
-suggestion. She shivered slightly.
-
-"Oh, how I wish I were at home," she thought, "and could tell mamma
-everything! She would understand better than I do myself. It is just
-as if a door had shut in front of me and all was blank!"
-
-It was really growing cold, for the evenings were still chilly, with the
-chilliness of early spring, and the sun had gone down some time before.
-Philippa got up. How long she had sat there she could not tell, and
-confidently as she had spoken of knowing her way to Palden, she was
-really slightly at a loss, though familiar with the general direction
-she should keep to. She retraced her steps for some little distance
-till she came to a point whence another path should lead to the
-high-road. She came upon this side-path more quickly than she had
-expected, but turned into it without misgiving, and satisfied that she
-would come out at the right place, she walked on, allowing her thoughts
-to re-absorb her. In spite of herself her imagination persisted in
-re-enacting, mistily yet painfully, the events of the afternoon, till
-she almost felt that she could bear it no longer. But there came a
-diversion. Suddenly it struck her that the distance to the high-road
-was strangely long. She stopped short and looked about her. There was
-no sign of the wood coming to an end; on the contrary, the trees seemed
-thicker than before.
-
-"I must have taken the wrong path," she thought, drearily. "Indeed,
-this is scarcely like a path at all. I had better go back again, I
-suppose; I may come across the other."
-
-She turned and went on, looking about her attentively. Some twenty
-yards or so farther back, the footpath she was on joined another.
-
-"I must have gone wrong here," she said, and, though with some little
-hesitation, she turned again.
-
-But it was no use; she only seemed to plunge deeper into the wood,
-though she tried more than one intercepting path. She was growing very
-tired, and a feeling of irritation at herself added to her discomfort.
-
-"I really need not have brought this upon myself," she thought, "If I
-don't find my way home soon, there will be a hue and cry after me;
-nothing could be more odious."
-
-It was with a feeling of relief that at last she heard the sound of some
-one approaching. Scarcely of footsteps; it was more a rustle among the
-still thickly strewn dead leaves of the previous autumn, which by
-degrees grew into a patter of little feet.
-
-"Solomon!" she exclaimed, as the dog rushed at her in effusive greeting.
-
-But Solomon's appearance meant that of his master as well.
-
-"I must make the best of it," thought Philippa, as she realised this.
-"He will at any rate be able to show me the way to Palden, and if he has
-not met his cousin he need not suspect anything. I will just tell him I
-have lost my way."
-
-A second or two later, Michael Gresham came within view. He started in
-astonishment as he caught sight of the girl.
-
-"Miss Raynsworth!" he exclaimed, naturally quite forgetful of the fact
-that this was the first time he had met her in her own character.
-"How--why--are you alone?"
-
-She looked up at him. It was evident, to her relief, that his first
-sensation at seeing her was that of pure surprise. But as his glance
-fell on her white, almost drawn face, and her unmistakable look of
-exhaustion, his expression warmed into one of deep concern.
-
-"Something has happened," he thought to himself. "That mean-spirited
-fellow. Can I have made mischief when I meant to shield her? His
-clumsy vanity has done it, no doubt."
-
-But it was with matter-of-fact kindliness only that he went on to speak
-to her.
-
-"You are looking so dreadfully tired," he said. "Where are the others?
-I thought you all started together. Have you lost your way?"
-
-"Yes," said Philippa, with a kind of gasp. "Evelyn, my sister, got
-tired, and they turned back. I--I thought I could find the road to
-Palden by myself."
-
-The very incoherence of her explanation enlightened him.
-
-"Get off, Solomon," he exclaimed, in a gruffer tone than the dachshund,
-still leaping and jumping about Philippa, was accustomed to. "He has
-not forgotten you, you see," Michael went on, eager to say something or
-anything to hide his own suspicion of the situation. Then the colour
-rose quickly to his face as he realised the awkwardness of the allusion.
-
-"I should say--" he began again, but Philippa, oblivious of any cause
-for embarrassment in his words, answered, quietly:
-
-"No, the dear dog, and I have never forgotten him. But will you put me
-on my road home? I _am very_ tired," she added, faintly, though trying
-to smile.
-
-It seemed to Michael that her white face grew still whiter as she spoke.
-He half started forward fearing she was going to fall, but she pulled
-herself together again with a strong effort, and he, instinctively
-divining that she was just the sort of girl to detest anything
-approaching to a "scene," drew back quickly and went on speaking as if
-he had not noticed the passing weakness which had come over her.
-
-"You have not wandered so very far after all," he said. "Every turn in
-these woods has been familiar to me since I was a child, so I can soon
-set you right. But,"--and here he was forced to allude to her exhausted
-condition--"do you think you can possibly walk back all the way to
-Palden?"
-
-He did not in the least allude to her returning to Merle, there to join
-her friends, as would have seemed natural under the circumstances. At
-the moment Philippa scarcely realised the tact which prompted this
-omission, or rather in some unconscious way she took it for granted, as
-indeed, on looking back afterwards, she saw that she had accepted with
-tacit confidence the strong and kind support of his presence.
-
-A few minutes dexterous steering among the trees brought them out on to
-the path she had originally meant to follow, which led directly to the
-high-road.
-
-Arrived there, Michael stopped short and looked at her consideringly. A
-little colour, he was glad to see, had returned to her cheeks; there was
-no longer the ghastly pallor which had made her look as if on the point
-of fainting.
-
-"She is a strong girl," he thought to himself, "physically and morally,
-but she has been through a bad bit of experience. Disillusionment, if
-it has been that, goes hard with such as she."
-
-And disillusionment he had reason to suspect it had been.
-
-"Bernard would never have left her alone in this way, selfish as he is,
-unless he had been made to feel himself very small. As things are, I
-must risk annoying her by my officiousness; she is not fit to walk
-farther alone."
-
-Philippa was unconscious of his scrutiny. She was gazing up and down
-the road half vaguely.
-
-"Which way--" she was beginning, but Michael interrupted her.
-
-"Miss Raynsworth," he said, "you mustn't mind my saying that I really
-can't let you go all the way home alone. It is getting dusk, and you
-own to being very tired."
-
-"Very well," said Philippa, simply. "I mean--I should say `thank you,'"
-and again she smiled, and to Michael there was something more pathetic
-in her smile than if there had been tears in her eyes. "How far is it
-to Palden? Somehow I am really not as tired as when you first met me."
-
-"If you don't mind cross-cuts and skirting one or two ploughed fields,"
-he said, more lightly, "it need not be more than a mile and a half."
-
-"I should like to get back as soon as my sister, if possible," said
-Philippa. "I don't want them to be frightened about me."
-
-She made no attempt at any explanation of the complications she had
-risked. She felt now a curious but satisfactory indifference to what
-her companion thought of the whole affair, rather perhaps an
-unacknowledged reliance on the kindliness of his judgment. And when he
-left her within fifty yards or so of the entrance to the Grange, and she
-had said good-bye, with a word of thanks, she felt amazed at herself.
-
-"What am I made of?" she thought. "An hour ago I felt as if everything
-worth living for had gone from me--as if I could never trust any one
-again, or dare to believe in happiness. Is this a phase I must pass
-through? Will that terrible mortification and disappointment come back
-again blacker than ever?" She shivered as she thought of it. "Or," as
-she stood still for a moment and looked after the sturdy figure of
-Michael Gresham striding away with little Solomon at his heels, "or am I
-only extraordinarily superficial and impressionable, or"--yet another
-"or"--"is there something invigorating about that man? He does feel so
-_true_."
-
-From whatever source her new-found strength had been derived, it stood
-her in good stead that evening.
-
-Five minutes later the Merle dog-cart drove up, and Duke and Evelyn got
-down with disturbed faces, which scarcely cleared when they caught sight
-of her at the hall door, where she had purposely stationed herself to
-meet them.
-
-"I am so glad I got home first," she said. "I was afraid you might be
-uneasy about me. I have only just come in."
-
-"Uneasy," repeated Evelyn in a peculiar tone of voice, as she came into
-the house, Captain Headfort remaining behind to say something to the
-groom who had accompanied them from Merle, after a furtive and somewhat
-self-conscious glance in his sister-in-law's direction. "`Uneasy!'
-that's scarcely the word to use, Philippa, under the circumstances. You
-must know better than that surely."
-
-"What do you mean?" said Philippa, quietly, already scenting war. "Come
-into the drawing-room, there's a good fire there, and I daresay you are
-feeling cold."
-
-She had felt uncertain how to meet Evelyn; a word of tenderness or
-sympathy would have disarmed her, and she would probably have given her
-sister the fullness of confidence she had been longing to pour out to
-her mother. But Mrs Headfort's tone braced her to composure and
-dignity. For the moment, perhaps, she did not allow herself to do
-justice to the latter's natural and by no means altogether selfish
-disappointment and anxiety.
-
-"It is better," Philippa thought quickly, "as some explanation is
-inevitable, to have it out at once, and done with, as far as Evey is
-concerned. Poor Evey!" she went on to herself, with a sudden revulsion
-of sympathy towards her sister, as her glance fell on the lines of
-distress which never seemed natural on Evelyn's soft, childlike face.
-But to this sort of feeling she felt she must not yield, "Why are you
-annoyed with me, Evelyn?" she said, directly, "for of course I know you
-are so. It is better to speak plainly."
-
-"It is not candid of you to try to turn the tables in that way," said
-Evelyn, hotly. "You know perfectly why I am angry with you. You have
-behaved--you _must_ have behaved in the most extraordinary way to Mr
-Gresham, after--encouraging him as you have done."
-
-Philippa bit her lips to keep back an indignant reply, "What has he said
-to you?" she asked, composedly. "Very little," said Evelyn. "Very few
-men would have behaved as well as he has done. He only told me that you
-had insisted on going home alone, and that he was completely at a loss
-to understand you. Of course I knew what he meant--that you had refused
-him." Then, with a sudden change of tone, "Is it too late, Philippa?"
-she added, almost in entreaty, "Can I do nothing to put things right?"
-
-Her eagerness touched Philippa.
-
-"Listen, Evey," she said, almost solemnly, "and then never let us allude
-to this matter again. I cannot go into all the details of what passed
-between Mr Gresham and me. It would be no use. I doubt if _any one_,
-except perhaps mamma, would quite enter into what I feel. But I must
-just tell you this. I am as convinced as if I had thought it over for
-years that he and I are entirely, radically unsuited to each other, and
-so there is an end of it. Do believe that I absolutely mean what I say,
-and know what I mean." Evelyn's eyes filled with tears. Something in
-her sister's manner carried conviction with it.
-
-"Oh, Phil," she said, "you are a far stronger character than I, I know,
-and I must, I suppose, give in to you; you must know best. But it does
-seem such a pity--such an awful pity! And what can have changed your
-opinion of him so suddenly?"
-
-"Was it suddenly?" said Philippa, dreamily. "Some things seem to have
-nothing to do with time, and, after all, was it not,"--but here she
-stopped abruptly--"was it not," finishing the sentence in her own mind,
-"lurking there already, the doubt of him? the suspicion of there not
-being any real sympathy between us?"
-
-"Don't misunderstand me, Evey!" she went on aloud. "I am terribly sorry
-to have been the cause of anything,"--she hesitated--"mortifying or
-disappointing to him, though I daresay it will not last long," with a
-little smile. "I do him full justice, and I hope he will marry some one
-who will make him far happier than I could have done," she ended,
-earnestly, and the complete absence of bitterness in her tone was more
-convincing to her sister than anything else could have been that her
-castle in the air was doomed to no tangible existence.
-
-Of all those concerned in the little drama which had that day been
-enacted at Merle-in-the-Wold, perhaps the one the least painfully
-affected, full of sympathy though he had been for the girl whom he
-seemed fated to meet under such curious circumstances, was Michael
-Gresham.
-
-CHAPTER TWENTY FOUR.
-
-CHARLEY'S FRIEND.
-
-Two years! A very short time to the old, but not so to the young,
-especially in anticipation. That autumn day when Philippa Raynsworth
-bade good-bye to her kind friends at Dorriford, she little expected that
-twice twelve months would pass before she returned there, and had this
-period been then alluded to, it would have seemed to her half a lifetime
-off.
-
-What might not happen in two years? To her, standing at the very
-threshold of life, with every possibility before her, two years would
-have been almost like two score.
-
-Yet when, in the autumn but one following the Easter of her first visit
-to Palden, she found herself again at Dorriford, she could hardly
-believe that two whole years had elapsed since the day when Mrs Lermont
-kissed her so affectionately, and made her promise to return to them as
-soon as she could do so.
-
-She was again within a day or two of leaving them, after a quiet but
-pleasant fortnight with Maida--poor Maida, she was no stronger in
-health, possibly a shade more fragile than when she and Philippa had
-last met. But as ever, the fact of her invalidism was never obtruded on
-those about her, even, on the contrary, to a great extent ignored.
-
-They--the two cousins--had been strolling for a little, a very little
-only was all Miss Lermont was able for now--up and down the already
-leaf-strewn drive. The day was mild and calm, a typical autumn day.
-
-Suddenly Maida spoke.
-
-"Do you remember, Philippa," she said--"it has just come back to me--the
-last time you were here, our standing in the porch and watching the
-Bertrams drive away?"
-
-Philippa smiled. There was no bitterness in her smile, though it was
-perhaps a little sad.
-
-"Yes," she said, with a little bending of her head as she spoke, "yes, I
-remember."
-
-Maida glanced at her.
-
-"You are changed since then," she went on.
-
-"It is two years ago," said Philippa. "Two years may alter one a good
-deal--even less time than that--for I recollect your saying at Cannes,
-within six months of the time I was here, that I had changed."
-
-"I remember it, too," said her cousin. "But now I should express it
-differently. At Cannes you were _changing_; you seemed unsettled and
-uncertain, though in some ways matured, and--do not be hurt at the
-word--softened. But now you _are_ changed, the process is completed."
-
-"I hope for the better?" inquired Philippa. She spoke lightly, but
-there was an undercurrent of earnestness in her words, too.
-
-"To my mind, if it is not impertinent of me to give my opinion," said
-Maida, gently, "very certainly _yes_. You are just what I pictured you
-would be as a full-grown woman, though--"
-
-"Don't stop short. I like to know all you feel about me. It does me
-good."
-
-"I was going to say I scarcely saw how anything but the discipline of
-sorrow could make you _quite_ what I wanted you to be, my darling," Miss
-Lermont replied. And the unwonted expression of affection touched
-Philippa. "And I trembled at the thought. I am cowardly about
-suffering for those I love. Yet how short-sighted we are! Here you
-are, with all the softening, and mellowing, and widening I hoped for,
-done--and yet--no special suffering has, so far as I know, fallen to
-your share. Don't think me inquisitive," she added, hastily. "I don't
-want you to tell me anything you would rather not."
-
-Philippa hesitated.
-
-"I have often thought of telling you the whole history of my life during
-the six or eight months after I was last here," she said. "All my
-experiences--my personal experiences, I mean--seemed compressed into
-that time. Since then things have gone on very monotonously, though I
-have not been either dull or unhappy. You see it was so clear to me
-that it was my duty to stay at home and help papa again, after Charley
-so unexpectedly got that splendid piece of work in India. And with
-Evelyn settled at home so comfortably and no anxiety about her, things
-just settled down somehow. These last eighteen months have been most
-uneventful."
-
-"You might have varied them by a _little_ visit to us," said Maida.
-
-"Truly I could not," Philippa replied, earnestly. "The one time I could
-have come, you remember Mrs Lermont was ill and you were fully engaged.
-I have only been to Palden once--that was last winter--for ten days."
-
-"Is not Evelyn vexed with you for not going more frequently?"
-
-"No," said Philippa. "She knows I could not help it. Now, of course--
-with Charley back--I shall be comparatively free. But--I don't care to
-go much to Palden."
-
-"I think I know why," said Maida. "Has it not to do with what you have
-often thought of telling me? And _are_ you going to tell it to me?"
-
-"On the whole," said Philippa, "if you will not think me capricious, I
-_think_ I would rather not. Some day, perhaps."
-
-"As you like, dear, exactly and entirely as you like. But--if I may ask
-you something?"
-
-"Of course you may."
-
-"I would like to know--I cannot quite master my curiosity, you see, and
-indeed it is more interest in you than curiosity--I _would_ like to know
-why you refused Bernard Gresham. For I am sure you did refuse him."
-
-"Yes, I did," said Philippa, simply. "And I do not at all mind telling
-you why. It was just because I became entirely convinced that he and I
-were thoroughly unsuited to each other."
-
-Maida made a little gesture of agreement.
-
-"I should not express it quite as you do," she said. "_I_ should say he
-was not worthy of you--not that I think ill of him in any way, but he is
-simply on a different level altogether. At first, I will own to you, I
-was disappointed when I saw it was not going to be. I was `worldly'
-_for_ you, Philippa. But I saw more of him again at Cannes last winter,
-and--I lost all feeling of disappointment. Even when I thought that you
-had refused to marry out of exaggerated ideas as to your duties at
-home--even _then_ I did not regret it."
-
-Philippa shook her head.
-
-"No," she said, "home things had nothing to do with it. At the time I
-refused him there was no special need of me at home. And my parents are
-too unselfish to have allowed a sacrifice of that kind; something else
-would have been arranged. No; I have given you my full reason. But--
-how I came to find out what I did--that," with a slight smile, "is my
-secret. And my great reason for not telling you the whole story is that
-I know mamma would _rather_ I did not tell it, even to you."
-
-"She knows everything?"
-
-"Everything," said Philippa, "and she does so `understand.' And never
-for one moment have I regretted what I did. But Evey," she went on,
-"poor Evey, is still a little sore about it. She does not know _quite_
-the whole, as mamma does."
-
-"Thank you, dear, for telling me all you have done," said Maida. And
-then after a little pause: "Do you think you will never marry, Philippa?
-Has it left that feeling?"
-
-"No, not exactly," said the girl, frankly. "You see, after all, it was
-_not_ him I cared for; it was something I believed, or thought I
-believed him to be. I don't _think_ I shall ever marry, however. I
-suppose, though it sounds rather conceited to say so, that it would be
-difficult for me ever to feel quite sure I was not making a mistake."
-
-She looked down at Miss Lermont as she spoke--Maida was by this time
-indoors and on her couch again--with a half-questioning look in her
-eyes.
-
-"Don't exaggerate that idea," her friend replied, rather abruptly.
-"After all, every woman is in the same case? And remember you have not
-seen many men; your life has been to some extent isolated. Don't begin
-to think there are hardly any happy marriages. It is a trick of the day
-to talk so."
-
-Philippa's face grew rather red.
-
-"Don't snub me so severely," she said. "Put a little of my hesitation
-down to humility."
-
-Miss Lermont laughed.
-
-"Ah, well," she said. "If the time ever comes when your hesitation
-vanishes, promise to let me know at once."
-
-Philippa was to leave Dorriford the next day. That morning brought her
-a letter from her brother Charley.
-
-"I am only writing," he said, "to make sure of your keeping to your
-train. I am going up to town for a night, and will meet you at the
-junction to-morrow on my way home again. And, by-the-by, I am half
-thinking of asking a friend to stay two or three days with us. I had
-not time to tell you about him before you left home,"--for Charley
-Raynsworth had only returned from the East a day or two before
-Philippa's visit to the Lermonts--"we had so much to talk about. He is
-a civil engineer whom I saw a good deal of in India, and he came home a
-few weeks ago for good. His name is Gresham--he says he met you at
-Merle once. Do you remember him? I am sure my father and all of you
-will like him."
-
-Philippa's breath came quick and short for a moment on reading these
-words.
-
-"How strange," she thought, "that Charley and he should have been thrown
-together! `Met me at Merle'--yes, indeed--_that day_! Once I see him I
-daresay it will seem all right. But just at present I feel almost more
-self-conscious about our last meeting than about the time at Wyverston.
-I wonder," she added to herself, "if dear Solomon has been in India
-too!"
-
-There was still a little flush of excitement on her face when she ran
-up-stairs to say good-bye to her cousin Maida, whose slowly increasing
-weakness was steadily but surely diminishing the hours which she was
-each day able to spend down-stairs.
-
-"How well you are looking this morning, dear! Are you so delighted to
-go home, and not the least bit sorry to leave us?" she said, with
-half-playful reproach.
-
-"Of _course_ I am sorry to leave you, dear, dear Maida," said Philippa,
-tenderly. "I am feeling very pleased though, this morning, for I have
-just heard that Charley will meet me at the junction, and I don't think
-I had fully realised how nice it is to have him back again," she added
-in explanation, which was strictly true so far as it went. And indeed
-in her anticipation of meeting Michael Gresham again, she could scarcely
-have described her sensations as pleasurable or the reverse.
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-
-A few words from Philippa announcing her safe arrival at home, and
-ending with affectionate expressions of gratitude to her kind cousins,
-reached Dorriford the following day.
-
-Then came a blank extending over a fortnight, by the end of which time
-Miss Lermont began to fear that something must be the matter at
-Greenleaves.
-
-She was on the point of writing again to Philippa to inquire the cause
-of her silence, when a letter arrived. It was a long letter and marked
-"private," though no restrictions were placed on Maida as to making
-known to her family the news it contained.
-
-"My hesitation has vanished," were the words with which Philippa
-preluded the announcement of her engagement to Michael Gresham. "I am
-_perfectly_ happy, _perfectly_ satisfied, though it has been difficult
-for me to believe myself worthy of him. But as _he_ thinks I am--"
-
-More practical details followed. It was not a "brilliant" marriage,
-such as Evelyn Headfort had dreamt of for her sister. A life of some
-restrictions, even possibly of a certain amount of struggle, was before
-her and Michael, but a life brightened and ennobled by high aims and
-many worthy interests outside themselves, by, above all, completest
-confidence and mutual sympathy.
-
-"It seems almost ideal," thought Maida, as she finished the letter. "I
-can feel no fears or apprehensions about a marriage like that, whatever
-the world may say as to the necessity of wealth."
-
-For Maida's eyes were growing very clear as to the real estimate of
-things--she was nearing the heights where earth-born clouds and mists
-begin to melt away in the everlasting sunshine.
-
-Up to the present time, Bernard Gresham is still unmarried, not having
-as yet succeeded in discovering the flawless gem among women, to whom he
-could without misgiving entrust his happiness, and who alone would be
-fitted to shine as mistress of Merle. He now by no means regrets
-Philippa's little looked-for refusal of the honour he laid before her,
-vainly as he has endeavoured satisfactorily to account to himself for
-it. But as his cousin's wife he quite approves of her, and he is always
-ready cordially to welcome her and her husband when they can spare a
-week or two for a visit to Merle, on which occasions it is unnecessary
-to say that "Solomon" again figures as one of Philippa's
-fellow-travellers.
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