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- THE HUNDREDTH CHANCE
-
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-
-Title: The Hundredth Chance
-Author: Ethel M. Dell
-Release Date: June 30, 2013 [EBook #43069]
-Language: English
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-*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HUNDREDTH CHANCE ***
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-Produced by Al Haines.
-
-
-[Illustration: WITH THE UTMOST GENTLENESS HE LAID HIS HAND AGAIN UPON
-HERS. "ARE YOU AFRAID TO SAY IT?" HE SAID. Drawn by E. L. Crompton.
-(_See page_ 98)]
-
-
-
-
- The
- Hundredth Chance
-
-
- BY
-
- ETHEL M. DELL
-
- AUTHOR OF
- THE LAMP IN THE DESERT,
- THE SWINDLER, ETC.
-
-
- FRONTISPIECE BY
- EDNA CROMPTON
-
-
-
- NEW YORK
- GROSSET & DUNLAP
- PUBLISHERS
-
- Made in the United States of America
-
-
-
-
- COPYRIGHT. 1917
- BY
- ETHEL M. DELL
-
-
-
- The Way of an Eagle
- The Knave of Diamonds
- The Rocks of Valpre
- The Swindler
- The Keeper of the Door
- Bars of Iron
- Rosa Mundi
- The Hundredth Chance
- The Safety Curtain
- Greatheart
- The Lamp in the Desert
- The Tidal Wave
- The Top of the World
- The Obstacle Race
-
-
- This edition is issued under arrangement with the publishers
- G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS, NEW YORK AND LONDON
-
-
-
- The Knickerbocker Press, New York
-
-
-
-
- I Dedicate This Book
- to
- My Old Friend
- W. S. H.
- In Affectionate Remembrance of Many Kindnesses
-
-
-
-
- "The plowman shall overtake the reaper,
- And the treader of grapes him that soweth seed."
- Obadiah 9-13.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS
-
- _PART 1_
-
- THE START
-
-I.--Beggars
-II.--The Idol
-III.--The New Acquaintance
-IV.--The Accepted Suitor
-V.--In the Dark
-VI.--The Unwilling Guest
-VII.--The Magician
-VIII.--The Offer
-IX.--The Real Man
-X.--The Head of the Family
-XI.--The Declaration of War
-XII.--The Reckoning
-XIII.--The Only Port
-XIV.--The Way of Escape
-XV.--The Closed Door
-XVI.--The Champion
-XVII.--The Wedding Morning
-XVIII.--The Wedding Night
-XIX.--The Day After
-XX.--A Friend of the Family
-XXI.--The Old Life
-XXII.--The Faithful Widower
-XXIII.--The Narrowing Circle
-XXIV.--Brothers
-XXV.--Misadventure
-XXVI.--The Word Unspoken
-XXVII.--The Token
-XXVIII.--The Visitor
-XXIX.--Her Other Self
-XXX.--The Rising Current
-XXXI.--Light Relief
-XXXII.--The Only Solution
-XXXIII.--The Furnace
-XXXIV.--The Sacrifice
-XXXV.--The Offer of Freedom
-XXXVI.--The Bond
-
-
- _PART II_
-
- THE RACE
-
-I.--Husks
-II.--The Poison Plant
-III.--Confidences
-IV.--The Letter
-V.--Rebellion
-VI.--The Problem
-VII.--The Land of Moonshine
-VIII.--The Warning
-IX.--The Invitation
-X.--The Mistake
-XI.--The Reason
-XII.--Refuge
-XIII.--The Lamp before the Altar
-XIV.--The Open Door
-XV.--The Downward Path
-XVI.--The Revelation
-XVII.--The Last Chance
-XVIII.--The Whirlpool
-XIX.--The Outer Darkness
-XX.--Deliverance
-XXI.--The Poison Fruit
-XXII.--The Loser
-XXIII.--The Storm Wind
-XXIV.--The Great Burden
-XXV.--The Blow
-XXVI.--The Deed of Gift
-XXVII.--The Impossible
-XXVIII.--The First of the Vultures
-XXIX.--The Dutiful Wife
-XXX.--The Lane of Fire
-XXXI.--The New Boss
-XXXII.--Old Scores
-Epilogue: The Finish
-
-
-
-
- The Hundredth Chance
-
-
-
- PART I
-
- THE START
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
- BEGGARS
-
-
-"My dear Maud, I hope I am not lacking in proper pride. But it is an
-accepted--though painful--fact that beggars cannot be choosers."
-
-Lady Brian spoke with plaintive emphasis the while she drew an elaborate
-initial in the sand at her feet with the point of her parasol.
-
-"I cannot live in want," she said, after a thoughtful moment or two.
-"Besides, there is poor little Bunny to be considered." Another
-thoughtful pause; then: "What did you say, dear?"
-
-Lady Brian's daughter made an abrupt movement without taking her eyes
-off the clear-cut horizon; beautiful eyes of darkest, deepest blue under
-straight black brows that gave them a somewhat forbidding look. There
-was nothing remarkable about the rest of her face. It was thin and
-sallow and at the moment rather drawn, not a contented face, and yet
-possessing a quality indefinable that made it sad rather than bitter.
-Her smile was not very frequent, but when it came it transfigured her
-utterly. No one ever pictured that smile of hers beforehand. It came so
-brilliantly, so suddenly, like a burst of sunshine over a brown and
-desolate landscape, making so vast a difference that all who saw it for
-the first time marvelled at the unexpected glow.
-
-But it was very far from her face just now. In fact she looked as if
-she could never smile again as she said: "Bunny would sooner die of
-starvation than have you do this thing. And so would I."
-
-"You are so unpractical," sighed Lady Brian. "And really, you know,
-dear, I think you are just a wee bit snobbish too, you and Bunny. Mr.
-Sheppard may be a self-made man, but he is highly respectable."
-
-"Oh, is he?" said Maud, with a twist of the lips that made her look
-years older than the woman beside her.
-
-"I'm sure I don't know why you should question it," protested Lady
-Brian. "He is extremely respectable. He is also extremely kind,--in
-fact, a friend in need."
-
-"And a beast!" broke in her daughter, with sudden passionate vehemence.
-"A hateful, familiar beast! Mother, how can you endure the man? How
-can you for a single moment demean yourself by the bare idea of--of
-marrying him?"
-
-Lady Brian sighed again. "It isn't as if I had asked you to marry him,"
-she pointed out. "I never even asked you to marry Lord Saltash,
-although--as you must now admit--it was the one great chance of your
-life."
-
-Again Maud made that curious, sharp movement of hers that was as if some
-inner force urged her strongly to spring up and run away.
-
-"We won't discuss Lord Saltash," she said, with lips that were suddenly
-a little hard.
-
-"Then I don't see why we should discuss Giles Sheppard either," said
-Lady Brian, with a touch of querulousness. "Of course I know he doesn't
-compare well with your poor father. Second husbands so seldom do--which
-to my mind is one of the principal objections to marrying twice. But--as
-I said before--beggars cannot be choosers and something has got to be
-sacrificed, so there is an end of the matter."
-
-Maud turned her eyes slowly away from the horizon, swept with them the
-nearer expanse of broad, tumbling sea, and finally brought them to rest
-upon her mother's face.
-
-Lady Brian was forty-five, but she looked many years younger. She was a
-very pretty woman, delicate-featured, softly-tinted, with a species of
-appealing charm about her that all but the stony-hearted few found it
-hard to resist. She put her daughter wholly in the shade, but then Maud
-never attempted to charm anyone. She had apparently no use for the
-homage that was as the very breath of life to her mother's worldly
-little soul. She never courted popularity. All her being seemed to be
-bound up in that of her young brother who had been a helpless cripple
-from his babyhood, and dependent upon her care. The ten years that
-stretched between them were as nought to these two. They were pals; and
-if the boy tyrannized freely over her, she was undoubtedly the only
-person in the world for whom he entertained the smallest regard. She
-had lavished all a mother's love upon him during the whole of his
-fifteen years, and she alone knew how much had been sacrificed before
-the shrine of her devotion. He filled all the empty spaces in her
-heart.
-
-But now--now that they were practically penniless--the great question
-arose: Who was to provide for Bunny? Lady Brian had lived more or less
-comfortably upon credit for the past five years. It was certainly not
-her fault that this bruised reed had broken at last in her hand. She
-had tried every device to strengthen it. And then too there had always
-been the possibility that Maud might marry Lord Saltash, who was
-extremely wealthy and--by fits and starts--very sedulous in his
-attentions.
-
-It was of course very unfortunate that he should have been connected
-with that unfortunate scandal in the Divorce Court; but then everyone
-knew that he had led a somewhat giddy life ever since his succession to
-the title. Besides, nothing had been proved, and the unlucky affair had
-fallen through in consequence. It was really too absurd of Maud to
-treat it seriously, if indeed she had treated it seriously. Not being
-in her daughter's confidence, Lady Brian was uncertain on this point.
-But, whatever the circumstances, Charlie Saltash had obviously abandoned
-his allegiance. And Maud--poor girl!--had no one else to fall back
-upon. Of course it was very sweet of her to devote herself so
-unsparingly to dear little Bunny, but Lady Brian was privately of the
-opinion that she wasted a good deal of valuable time in his service.
-She was twenty-five already, and--now that the crash had come--little
-likely to find another suitor.
-
-They had come down to this cheery little South Coast resort to recruit
-and look around them. Obviously something would have to be done, and
-done very quickly, or they would end their days in the workhouse.
-
-Lady Brian had relations in the North, but, as she was wont to express
-it, they were not inclined to be kind to her. Her runaway marriage with
-Sir Bernard Brian in her irresponsible girlhood had caused something of
-a split between them. The wild Irish baronet had never been regarded
-with a favourable eye, and her subsequent sojourn in Ireland had
-practically severed all connection with them.
-
-Sir Bernard's death and her subsequent migration to London had not
-healed the breach. She was regarded as flighty and unreliable. There
-was no knowing what her venture might be, and, save for a very
-occasional correspondence with an elderly bachelor uncle who was careful
-not to betray too keen an interest in her affairs, she was left severely
-alone.
-
-Therefore she had too much pride to ask for help, sustaining herself
-instead upon the kindness of friends till even this prop at length gave
-way; and she, Maud and poor little Bunny (whose very empty title was all
-he possessed in the world) found themselves stranded at Fairharbour at
-the dead end of the season with no means of paying their way even there.
-
-Not wholly stranded, however! Lady Brian had stayed at Fairharbour
-before at the Anchor Hotel down by the fishing-quay--"the Anchovy Hotel"
-Bunny called it on account of its situation. It was not a very
-high-class establishment, but Lady Brian had favoured it on a previous
-occasion because Lord Saltash had a yacht in the vicinity, and it had
-seemed such a precious opportunity for dear Maud. He also had large
-racing-stables in the neighbourhood of the downs behind the little town,
-and there was no knowing when one or other of his favourite pastimes
-might tempt him thither.
-
-Nothing had come of the previous visit, however, save a pleasant,
-half-joking acquaintance with Mr. Sheppard, the proprietor of the Anchor
-Hotel, during the progress of which Lady Brian's appealing little ways
-had laid such firm hold of the worthy landlord's rollicking fancy that
-she had found it quite difficult to tear herself away.
-
-Matters had not then come to such a pass, and she had finally extricated
-herself with no more than a laughing promise to return as soon as the
-mood took her. Maud had been wholly unaware of the passage between them
-which had been of a very slight and frothy order; and not till she found
-herself established in some very shabby lodgings within a stone's throw
-of the Anchor Hotel did the faintest conception of her mother's reason
-for choosing Fairharbour as their city of refuge begin to dawn in her
-brain.
-
-She was very fully alive to it now, however, and hotly, furiously
-resentful, albeit she had begun already to realize (how bitterly!) that
-no resentment on her part could avert the approaching catastrophe. As
-Lady Brian pathetically said, something had got to be sacrificed.
-
-And there was Bunny! She could not leave Bunny to try to earn a living.
-He was utterly dependent upon her--so dependent that it did not seem
-possible that he could live without her. No, she could see no way of
-escape. But it was too horrible, too revolting! She was sure, too,
-that her mother had a sneaking liking for the man, and that fact
-positively nauseated her. That awful person! That bounder!
-
-"So, you see, dear, it really can't be helped," Lady Brian said, rising
-and opening her sunshade with a dainty air of finality. "Why his fancy
-should have fallen upon me I cannot imagine. But--all things
-considered--it is perhaps very fortunate that it has. He is quite ready
-to take us all in, and that, even you must admit, is really very
-generous of him."
-
-Maud's eyes travelled again to the far sky-line. They had a look in
-them as of a caged thing yearning for freedom.
-
-"It is getting late," said Lady Brian.
-
-Sharply she turned. "Mother," she said, "I shall write to Uncle Edward.
-This is too much. I am sure he will not condemn us to this."
-
-Lady Brian sighed a trifle petulantly. "You will do as you like, dear,
-no doubt. But pray do not write on my account! Whatever he may be
-moved to do or say can make no difference to me now."
-
-"Why not?" Curtly her daughter put the question. The beautiful brows
-were painfully drawn.
-
-"Because," said Lady Brian plaintively, "it will be too late--so far as
-I am concerned."
-
-"What do you mean?" Again, almost like a challenge, the girl flung the
-question.
-
-Lady Brian began to walk along the beach. "I mean, dear, that I have
-promised to give Mr. Sheppard his answer to-night."
-
-"But--but--Mother--" there was almost a cry in the words, "you
-can't--you can't have quite decided upon what the answer will be!"
-
-Lady Brian sighed again. "Oh, do let us have a little common-sense!"
-she said, with just a touch of irritation. "Of course I have decided.
-The decision has been simply thrust upon me. I had no choice."
-
-"Then you mean to say Yes?" Maud's voice fell suddenly flat. She
-turned her face again to the open sea, a glint of desperation in her
-eyes.
-
-"Yes," said Lady Brian very definitely. "I mean to say Yes."
-
-"Then Heaven help us!" said Maud, under her breath.
-
-"My dear, don't be profane!" said Lady Brian.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
- THE IDOL
-
-
-"I say, Maud, what a dratted long time you've been! What on earth have
-you and the mother been doing?" Young Bernard Brian turned his head
-towards his sister with the chafing, impatient movement of one bitterly
-at variance with life. "You swore you wouldn't be long," he said.
-
-"I know. I'm sorry." Maud came to his side and stooped over him. "I
-couldn't help it, Bunny," she said. "I haven't been enjoying myself."
-
-He looked up at her suspiciously. "Oh, it's never your fault," he said,
-with dreary sarcasm.
-
-Maud said nothing. She only laid a smoothing hand on his crumpled brow,
-and after a moment bent and kissed it.
-
-He jerked his head away from her caress, opening and shutting his hands
-in a nervous way he had acquired in babyhood. "I've had a perfectly
-sickening time," he said. "There's a brute with a gramophone upstairs
-been driving me nearly crazy. For goodness' sake, see if you can put a
-stop to it before to-night comes! I shall go clean off my head if you
-don't!"
-
-"I'll do my best, dear," Maud promised.
-
-"I wish to goodness we could get away from this place," the boy said
-restlessly. "Even the old 'Anchovy' was preferable. I loathe this
-hole."
-
-"Oh, so do I!" said Maud, with sudden vehemence. And then she checked
-herself quickly as if half-ashamed. "Of course it might be worse, you
-know, Bunny," she said.
-
-Bunny curled a derisive lip, and looked out of the window.
-
-"Did you really like 'The Anchor' better?" Maud asked, after a moment.
-
-He drew his brows together--beautiful brows like her own, betraying a
-sensitive, not too well-balanced temperament. "It was better," he said.
-
-Maud sat down beside his sofa with a slight gesture of weariness. "You
-would like to go back there?" she asked.
-
-He looked at her sharply. "We are going?"
-
-She met his look with steady eyes. "Mr. Sheppard has offered to take us
-in," she said.
-
-The boy frowned still more. "What! For nothing?" he said.
-
-"No; not for nothing." The girl was frowning too--the frown of one
-confronted with a difficult task. "Nobody ever does anything for
-nothing," she said.
-
-"Well? What is it?" Bunny's eyes suddenly narrowed and became shrewd.
-"He doesn't want you to marry him, I suppose?"
-
-"Good gracious, Bunny!" Maud gasped the words in sheer horror. "What
-ever made you think of that?"
-
-Bunny laughed--a cracked, difficult laugh. "Because he's bounder enough
-for anything; and you're so beastly fond of him, aren't you?"
-
-"Oh, don't!" Maud said. "Really don't, Bunny! It's too horrible to
-joke about. No, it isn't me he wants to marry. It's--it's----"
-
-"The mother?" queried Bunny, without perturbation. "Oh, he's quite
-welcome to her. It's a pity he's been such a plaguey time making up his
-mind. He might have known she'd jump at him."
-
-"But, Bunny--" Maud was gazing at him in utter amazement. There were
-times when the working of her young brother's brain was wholly beyond
-her comprehension. "You can't be--pleased!" she said.
-
-"I'm never pleased," said Bunny sweepingly. "I hate everything and
-everybody--except you, and you don't count. The man's a brute of
-course; but if the mother has a mind to marry him, why on earth
-shouldn't she? Especially if it's going to make us more comfortable!"
-
-"Comfortable on his money!" There was scorn unutterable in Maud's
-voice. Her eyes were tragically proud.
-
-"But, why not?" said Bunny, with cynical composure. "We shall never be
-comfortable on our own, that's certain. If the man is fool enough to
-want to lay out his money in that way, why, let him!"
-
-"Live on his--charity!" said Maud very bitterly.
-
-The boy's mouth twisted. "We've got to live on someone's," he said.
-"There's nothing new in that. I think you're rather an ass, Maud. It's
-no good being proud when you can't afford it. We can't earn a living
-for ourselves, so someone must do it for us, that's all."
-
-"Bunny!" There was passionate protest in the exclamation; but he passed
-it by.
-
-"What's the good of arguing?" he said irritably. "We can't help
-ourselves. If the mother would rather marry that bawling beast Sheppard
-than starve on a doorstep with us, who's to blame her? I suppose we're
-included in the bargain for good, are we?"
-
-Maud nodded mutely, her fingers locked and straining against each other.
-
-Bunny screwed his face up for a moment. Then: "There's that filthy
-gramophone again!" he suddenly exclaimed. "Go and stop it, I say! I
-can't bear the noise! I won't bear it! It's--it's--it's infernal!
-That's what it is!" He flung his arms up frenziedly above his head, and
-then suddenly uttered an anguished cry of pain.
-
-Maud was on her feet on the instant. She caught the arms, drew them
-firmly down again. "Oh, don't, dear, don't!" she said. "You know you
-can't!"
-
-The boy's face was convulsed. "I didn't know! I can sometimes! Oh,
-Maud, I hate life! I hate it! I hate it!"
-
-His voice choked, became a gasping moan, ceased altogether.
-
-Maud stooped over him. His eyes were shut, his face white as death.
-"Bunny, Bunny darling!" she whispered passionately. "I would give--all
-the world--to make it better for you!"
-
-There fell a silence, while gradually the awful paroxysm began to pass.
-
-Then very abruptly Bunny opened his eyes. "No, you wouldn't!" he said
-unexpectedly.
-
-"Indeed I would!" she said very earnestly.
-
-"You wouldn't!" he reiterated, with the paralysing conviction that
-refuses to hear any reasoning. "If you would, you'd have married Lord
-Saltash years ago, and been rich enough to pay one of the big men to put
-me right."
-
-She winced sharply. "Bunny! You're not to talk to me of Lord Saltash.
-It isn't kind. He is the one man in the world I--couldn't marry."
-
-"Rot!" said Bunny. "You know you're in love with him."
-
-"I know I couldn't marry him," she said, a piteous quiver in her voice.
-"It is cruel to--to--" She broke off.
-
-"All right," said Bunny waiving the point. "Find some other rich man
-then! I don't care who it is. You'll have to pretty soon. We shall
-neither of us stand this Sheppard person for long."
-
-"If I could only--somehow--make a living for the two of us!" the girl
-said.
-
-"You can't!" Again deadly conviction swept aside argument. "You're not
-clever enough, and you haven't time--unless you propose to leave me to
-the tender mercies of the Sheppard. It would be a quick way out of the
-difficulty so far as I am concerned anyway."
-
-"Of course I could never leave you!" Maud said quickly.
-
-"All right then. Marry--and be quick about it!" said Bunny.
-
-He turned his drawn, white face to the window--a face of unconscious
-pathos that often stirred his sister to the depths. Youth--and the
-gladness of youth--had never existed for Bunny Brian. Life for so long
-as he could remember had always been a long, dreary round of pain and
-disappointment, of restless nights and dragging, futile days. Only Maud,
-who shared them all, knew to the uttermost the woeful bitterness of the
-lad's existence. It hurt her cruelly, that bitterness, moving her to a
-perpetual self-sacrifice, of the extent of which even Bunny had small
-conception.
-
-She identified herself completely with him, and had so done since the
-tenth year of her life when he had come--a puny, wailing baby--into the
-world to fill the void of her childish heart. She had, as it were,
-grown up in his service, worn and sallow and thin, with the sharp edges
-of nerves that were always strung up to too high a pitch--the nerves of
-one who scarcely ever knew a whole night of undisturbed rest. They had
-told upon her, those years of anxiety and service; they had shorn away
-her youth also. Only once--and that for how short a time!--had life
-ever seemed desirable in her eyes. A brief and splendid dream had been
-hers, spreading like a golden sunrise over her whole horizon. But the
-dream had faded, the sunrise had been extinguished in heavy clouds that
-had never again parted. She knew life now for a grey, grey dreariness
-on which no light could ever shine again. She was tired--tired to the
-soul of her; and she was only twenty-five.
-
-"Maud!" Bunny's voice half-irritable, half-eager, broke in upon her.
-"See that fellow down there trying to make his nag go into the sea?
-It's going to be a big job. Let's go down and see it done!"
-
-Bunny's long chair was in a corner of the room. It was no light task to
-get it in and out of the house; but Maud was used to the management of
-it. The weight of it went in with the other burdens of life. She was
-used also to lifting Bunny's poor little wasted body, and no wish of his
-that she could gratify was ever left neglected. Moreover, the offensive
-clamour of the gramophone overhead added to her alacrity to obey his
-behests. And the day was bright and warm, with a south wind blowing
-over a sparkling sea.
-
-It would do Bunny good to go out, especially if he desired to go. It
-was not always that he would consent to do so after a sleepless night.
-But there was an extraordinary vitality in the meagre frame, a fevered,
-driving force that never seemed to be wholly exhausted. There were
-times when inaction was absolute torture to him, and Maud was ready to
-go until she dropped if only she could in some measure alleviate that
-chafing restlessness. She counted it luck indeed if these moods of fret
-and turmoil raged during the day. She was better able to cope with them
-then, and it gave the night a better chance. Poor lad! He could fight
-his own way through the days, but the long-drawn-out misery of nights of
-incessant pain broke him down--how completely only Maud ever knew.
-
-So, gladly she wheeled him forth on that afternoon of late October, down
-the hill to the sun-bathed shore.
-
-That hill taxed her physical powers to the uttermost. Secretly she
-dreaded the ascent, but not for worlds would she have had Bunny know
-it--Bunny who depended solely upon her for the very few pleasures that
-ever came his way. To the last ounce of her strength she was dedicated
-to the service of her idol.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
- THE NEW ACQUAINTANCE
-
-
-They reached the sunny stretch of parade in time to see the young
-chestnut that had excited Bunny's interest being coaxed along the edge
-of the water by his rider. The animal was covered with froth, and
-evidently in a ferment of nervous excitement. The man who rode him sat
-loosely in the saddle as if the tussle in progress were of very minor
-importance in his estimation. He kept the fretting creature's head
-turned towards the water, however, and at intervals he patted the
-streaming neck and spoke a few words of encouragement.
-
-At Bunny's request his chair was drawn to the edge of the parade, and
-from here he and Maud watched the progress of the battle. A battle of
-wills it undoubtedly was, though there was nothing in the man's attitude
-to indicate any strain. He was obviously one who knew how to bide his
-time, thick-set, bull-necked, somewhat bullet-headed, with a face of
-even redness and a short, blunt nose that looked aggressively confident.
-
-"Wonder if he'll do it," said Bunny.
-
-Maud wondered too, realizing that the task would be no easy one. The
-horse was plainly on edge with apprehension, and her sympathies went out
-to him. Somehow she did not want to see him conquered. In fact, not
-greatly admiring the physiognomy of his rider, she hoped the horse would
-win.
-
-Stepping with extreme daintiness, as if he expected the ground to open
-and swallow him, the animal sidled past, and she caught the gleam of a
-wicked eye as he went. There was mischief mingled with his fear. He
-evidently was not feeling particularly kindly disposed towards the man
-who rode him. The loose seat of the latter made her wonder if he were
-wholly aware of this.
-
-"He'll be thrown if he isn't careful," she said, half to herself and
-half to Bunny, who was watching with the keenest interest.
-
-"Hope he'll tumble into the water," said Bunny, who enjoyed dramatic
-situations.
-
-The pair had passed them and were continuing their sidling progress
-along the beach. The man still appeared preoccupied, the horse still
-half-frightened, half-mischievous. Some fifty yards they covered thus;
-then the figure in the saddle slowly stiffened. Aware of an impending
-change of treatment, the animal began to jib with his head in the air.
-An odd little thrill went through Maud, a feeling as of electricity in
-the air. It was almost a sensation of foreboding. And then clean and
-grim as a pistol-shot, she heard the crack of a whip on the creature's
-quivering flank.
-
-It was a well-earned correction, deliberately administered, one stinging
-cut, delivered with a calculation that knew exactly where to strike.
-But the horse, a young animal, leapt into the air as if he had been shot
-indeed, and landing again almost on the same spot began forwith to
-buck-jump in frenzied efforts to free himself of the task-master whose
-lash was so unerring.
-
-The whip descended again with absolute precision. It looked almost like
-a feat of jugglery to Maud's fascinated eyes. The horse uttered a
-furious squeal. He was being forced, literally forced, into the hated
-water, and he knew it, set himself with all the fiery unreason of youth
-to resist, and incidentally to receive a punishment none the less
-painful on account of its extreme deliberation.
-
-As for his rider, he kept his seat without apparent effort. He kept his
-temper also to all outward appearance. He even in the thick of the
-struggle abandoned force and tried coaxing again. It was only when this
-failed that it seemed to the watching girl that a certain quality of
-implacability began to manifest itself. His movements were no less
-studied, but they seemed to her to become relentless. From that moment
-she knew with absolute certainty that there could be but one end to the
-struggle.
-
-Some dim suspicion of the same thing must have penetrated the animal's
-intelligence also, for almost from the same moment he seemed to lose
-heart. He still bucked away from the water and leapt in futile frenzy
-under the unsparing whip; but his fury was past. He no longer tried to
-fling his rider over his head. He seemed to be fighting to save his
-pride rather than for any other reason.
-
-But his pride had to go. Endurance had its limits, and his smooth,
-clipped flanks were smarting intolerably. Very suddenly he gave in and
-walked into the water.
-
-It foamed alarmingly round his legs, and he started in genuine terror
-and tried to turn; but on the instant a hand was on his neck, a square,
-sustaining hand that patted and consoled.
-
-"Now, don't be a fool horse any longer!" said his conqueror. "Don't you
-know it's going to do you good? Go on and face it!"
-
-He went on, splashing his rider thoroughly, first in sheer nervousness,
-later in undisguised content.
-
-He came out of the water some five minutes later, a wiser and
-considerably less headstrong youngster than he had entered it, and
-walked serenely along the edge as if he had been accustomed to it all
-his life. When the spreading foam washed round his hoofs, he did not so
-much as lay an ear. He had surrendered his pride, and he did not seem
-to feel the sacrifice.
-
-"A beastly tame ending!" said Bunny in frank disappointment. "I hoped
-the fellow was going to break his neck."
-
-The horseman was passing immediately below them. He looked up, and Maud
-coloured a guilty scarlet, realizing that he had overheard the remark.
-He had the most startlingly bright eyes she had ever seen. They met
-hers with a directness that seemed to pierce straight through her, and
-passed on unblinkingly to the boy in the long chair. There was something
-lynx-like in the straight regard, something so deliberately intent that
-it seemed formidable. His clean-shaven, weather-beaten face had an
-untamed, primitive look about it, as of one born in the wilderness. His
-mouth was rugged rather than coarse, but it was not the mouth of
-civilization.
-
-Bunny, who was not easily daunted, looked hard back at him, with the
-brazen expression of one challenging a rebuke. But the horseman refused
-the challenge, passing on without a word.
-
-"I'm tired," said Bunny, in sudden discontent. "Let's go back!"
-
-When he spoke in that tone, he was invariably beyond coaxing. Maud
-turned the chair without protest, and prepared to make that exhausting
-ascent.
-
-"How slow you are to-day!" said Bunny peevishly. "I hate this beastly
-hill. You make me go up it on my head!"
-
-The slant was certainly acute. Maud murmured sympathy. "I would pull
-you up if I could," she said.
-
-"You've never even tried," said Bunny.
-
-He was plainly in an exacting mood. Her heart sank a little lower.
-"It's no use trying, darling," she said. "I know I can't. But I won't
-take a minute longer over it than I can help."
-
-"You never do anything decently," said Bunny in disgust.
-
-Maud made no rejoinder. She bent in silence to her task.
-
-Bunny could not see her face, and she strove desperately to control her
-panting breath.
-
-"You puff like a grampus," the boy said discontentedly.
-
-There came the quick fall of a horse's hoofs behind them, and Maud bent
-her flushed face a little lower. She did not want to meet that piercing
-regard again. But the hoof-beats slackened behind her, and a voice
-spoke--a voice so curiously soft that at the first sound she almost
-believed it to be that of a woman.
-
-"Say! That's too heavy a job for you."
-
-She paused--it was inevitable--and looked round.
-
-In the same moment he slid to the ground--a square, sturdy figure,
-shorter than she had imagined him when he was in the saddle, horsey of
-aspect, clumsy of build, possessing a breadth of chest that seemed to
-indicate vast strength.
-
-Again those extremely bright eyes met hers, red-brown, intensely alive.
-She felt as if they saw too much; they made her vividly conscious of her
-hot face and labouring heart. They embarrassed her, made her resentful.
-
-She was too breathless to speak; perhaps she might not have done so in
-any case. But he did not wait for that. He pushed forward till he stood
-beside her.
-
-"You take my animal!" he said. "He's quiet enough now."
-
-She might have refused, had she had time to consider. But he gave her
-none. He almost thrust the bridle into her hands, and the next moment
-he had taken her place behind the invalid-chair and begun briskly to
-push it up the hill.
-
-Maud followed, leading the now docile horse, divided between annoyance
-and gratitude. Bunny seemed struck dumb also, though whether with
-embarrassment or merely surprise she could not tell.
-
-At the top of the steep ascent the stranger stopped and faced round.
-"Thanks!" he said briefly, and took his horse back into his own keeping.
-
-Maud stood, feeling shy and awkward, while he set his foot in the
-stirrup. Then, ere he mounted, with a desperate effort she spoke.
-
-"It was very kind of you. Thank you very much."
-
-Her voice sounded coldly formal by reason of her extreme discomfiture.
-She would have given a good deal to have avoided speaking altogether.
-But the man stopped dead and looked at her as though she had attempted
-to detain him.
-
-"You've nothing to thank me for," he said, in that queer, soft voice of
-his. "As I said before, it's too heavy a job for you. You'll get a
-groggy heart if you keep on with it."
-
-There was no intentional familiarity in the speech; but it made her
-stiffen instinctively.
-
-"It was very kind of you," she repeated, and with a bow that was even
-more freezingly polite than her words she turned to the chair and
-prepared to walk on.
-
-But at this point Bunny suddenly found his voice in belated
-acknowledgment of the service rendered. "Hi! You! Stop a minute!
-Thanks for pushing me up this beastly hill!"
-
-The stranger was still standing with his foot in the stirrup; but at the
-sound of Bunny's voice he took it out again and came to the boy's side,
-leading his horse.
-
-"What a beauty!" said Bunny, admiringly. "Let me touch him, I say!"
-
-"Oh, don't!" Maud said nervously. "He looked so savage just now."
-
-"He's not savage," said the horse's owner, and pulled the animal's nose
-down to Bunny's eager, caressing hand.
-
-The creature was plainly suspicious. He tried to avoid the caress, but
-his master and Bunny were equally insistent, and he finally submitted.
-
-"He's not savage," his rider said again. "He's only young and a bit
-heady; wants a little shaping--like all youngsters."
-
-Bunny's shrewd eyes flashed him a rapid glance, meeting the red-brown
-eyes deliberately scrutinizing him. With a certain blunt courage that
-was his, he tackled the situation.
-
-"I say, did you hear what I said down on the parade?"
-
-The man smiled a little, still watching Bunny's red face. "Did you mean
-me to hear?" he enquired.
-
-"No," said Bunny, staring back, half-fascinated and half-defiant.
-
-"All right then. I didn't," the horseman said.
-
-Bunny's expression changed. He smiled; and when he smiled his lost
-youth looked out of his worn face. "Good for you!" he said. "I say, I
-hope we shall see you again some time."
-
-"If you are here for long, you probably will," the man made answer.
-
-"Do you live here?" Bunny's voice was eager. His eyes sparkled with
-interest.
-
-The man nodded. "Yes, I'm a fixture. And you?"
-
-"Oh, we're going to be fixtures too," said Bunny. "This is my sister
-Maud. I am Sir Bernard Brian."
-
-Maud's ready blush rose burningly. She fidgeted to be gone. Bunny's
-swaggering announcement made her long to sink through the earth. She
-dreaded to hear his listener laugh, even looked up in surprise when no
-laugh came.
-
-He was surveying Bunny with that same unblinking regard that had
-disconcerted her. The slight smile was still on his face, but it was
-not a derisive smile.
-
-After a moment he said, "My name is Bolton--Jake Bolton. Think you can
-remember that?"
-
-"What are you?" said Bunny, with frank curiosity.
-
-"I?" The faint smile suddenly broadened, showing teeth that were large
-and very white. "I am a groom," the horseman said.
-
-"Are you?" The boy's eyes opened wide. "Then you're not a mister!" he
-said.
-
-"Oh no, I'm not a mister!" There was certainly a laugh in the womanish
-voice this time, but it held no open ridicule. "I'm plain Jake Bolton.
-You can call me Bolton or Jake--which ever you like. Good day, Sir
-Bernard!"
-
-He backed his horse with the words, and mounted.
-
-Maud did not look at him. She felt too overwhelmed. Moreover, she was
-sure--painfully sure--that he looked at her, and she thought there must
-be at least amusement in his eyes.
-
-With relief she heard him turn his horse and trot down the hill. He had
-not even been going their way, then. Her face burned afresh.
-
-"What a queer fish!" said Bunny. "Hullo! What are you so red about?"
-
-"I wish you wouldn't tell people your title," she said. "They only
-laugh."
-
-"He didn't laugh when I told him," said Bunny. "And why shouldn't I?
-I've a right to it."
-
-He would not see her point she knew. But she made an attempt to
-explain. "He would have liked to call himself a gentleman," she said.
-"But--he didn't."
-
-"That's quite different," said Bunny loftily. "He knows he isn't one."
-
-Maud abandoned the argument then, because--though it was against her
-judgment--she found that she wanted to agree.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
- THE ACCEPTED SUITOR
-
-
-"Hark to the brute!" said Bunny.
-
-A long, loud peal of laughter was echoing through the house. Maud
-shuddered at the sound. The noisy wooing of her mother's suitor made
-her feel physically sick. But for Bunny, she would have fled
-incontinently from the man's proximity. Because of Bunny, she sat at a
-rickety writing-table in a corner of the room and penned an urgent,
-almost a desperate, appeal to the bachelor uncle in the North to deliver
-them from the impending horror. No other consideration on earth would
-have forced such an appeal from her. She felt literally distraught that
-night. She was being dragged, a helpless prisoner, to the house of
-bondage.
-
-Again came that loud, coarse laugh, and with it the opening of a door on
-the other side of the passage.
-
-"Watch out!" warned Bunny. "They're coming!"
-
-There was a hint of nervousness in his voice also. She heard it, and
-swiftly rose. When their own door opened, she was standing beside him,
-very upright, very pale, rigidly composed.
-
-Her mother entered, flushed and smiling. Behind her came her accepted
-lover,--a large, florid man, handsome in ascertain coarse style, with a
-dissipated look about the eyes which told its own tale. Maud quivered
-in impotent resentment whenever she encountered those eyes. They could
-not look upon a woman with reverence.
-
-He strolled into the room in her mother's wake, fondling a dark
-moustache, in evident good humour with himself and all the world.
-
-Lady Brian ran to her daughter with all a girl's impetuosity. "My dear,
-it's all settled!" she declared. "Giles and I are going to be married,
-and we're all going to live at "The Anchor" with him. And dear little
-Bunny is to have the best ground-floor rooms. Now, isn't that kind?"
-
-It was kind. Yet Maud stiffened to an even icier frigidity at the news,
-and dear little Bunny's nose turned up to an aggressive angle.
-
-After a distinct pause, Maud bent her long neck and coldly kissed her
-mother's expectant face. "I hope you--and Mr. Sheppard will be very
-happy," she said.
-
-The happy suitor broke into his loud, self-satisfied laugh. "Egad, what
-an enthusiastic reception!" he cried. "Have you got a similar chaste
-salute for me?"
-
-He swaggered towards her, and Maud froze as she stood. Her eyes shot a
-blue flare of open enmity at him; and--almost in spite of himself--Giles
-Sheppard paused.
-
-"By Jove!" he said. "You've got a she-wolf here, madam."
-
-Lady Brian turned. "Oh, Giles, don't be absurd! Maud is not like me,
-you know. She was never demonstrative as a child. She was always shy
-and quiet. They are not quite used to the idea of you yet. You must
-give them time. Bunny darling, won't you give Mother a kiss?"
-
-"What for?" said Bunny.
-
-He was tightly gripping Maud's cold hand with fingers that were like
-tense wire. His eyes, very wide and bright, defied the whole world on
-her behalf.
-
-"I'm not going to kiss anyone," he said. "Neither is Maud. I don't
-know what there is to make such a fuss about. You've both been married
-before."
-
-The landlord of "The Anchor" gave a great roar of laughter. "Not bad
-for a bantling, eh, Lucy? Didn't know I was to have a sucking cynic for
-a step-son. You're quite right, my boy; there is nothing to make a fuss
-about. And so we shan't ask you to dance at the wedding. Not that you
-could if you tried, eh? And my Lady Disdain there won't be invited. We
-are going to be married by special licence to-morrow afternoon, and you
-can take possession of your new quarters while the knot is being tied.
-How's that appeal to you?"
-
-Bunny looked at him with a certain grim interest. "It'll suit me all
-right," he said. "But I'm hanged if I can see where you come in."
-
-Giles Sheppard laughed again with his tongue in his cheek. "Oh, I shall
-have my picking at the feast, old son," he declared jovially. "I've had
-my eye on your mother for a long time. Pretty piece of goods she is
-too. You're neither of you a patch on her. They don't do you credit,
-Lucy, my dear. Sure they're your own?"
-
-"The man's drunk!" said Maud suddenly and sharply.
-
-"My dear! My dear!" cried Lady Brian, in dismayed protest.
-
-The girl bit her lip. The words had escaped her, she knew not how.
-
-Giles Sheppard however only laughed again, and seated himself on the
-edge of the table to contemplate her.
-
-"We shall have to try and find a husband for you, young woman," he said,
-"a husband who'll know how to bring you to heel. It'll be a tough job.
-I wonder who'd like to take it on. Jake Bolton might do the trick.
-We'll have Jake Bolton to dine with us to-morrow. He knows how to tame
-wild animals, does Jake. It's a damn' pretty sight to see him do it
-too. Gosh, he knows how to lay it on--just where it hurts most."
-
-He chuckled grimly with his eyes on Maud's now crimson face.
-
-"Now, Giles," protested Lady Brian, "you've promised to be good to my
-two children. I'm sure we shall all shake down comfortably presently.
-Dear Maud has a good deal to learn yet, so you must be patient with her.
-We were foolish ourselves at her age, I have no doubt."
-
-"Oh, no doubt," said her fiance, with his thick-lidded eyes still
-mocking the girl's face of outraged pride. "We've all been foolish in
-our time. But there's only one treatment for that complaint in the
-female species, my lady; and that is a sound good spanking. It does a
-world of good, takes the stiffening out of a woman in no time. I've had
-a daughter of my own--a decent little filly she was too. Married now and
-gone to Canada. But I had to keep her in order, I can tell you, before
-she went. I gave her many a slippering, and she thought the better of
-me for it too. She knew I wouldn't stand any of her nonsense."
-
-"Oh, well," smiled Lady Brian, "we are not all alike, you know; and that
-sort of treatment doesn't suit everybody. Now I think we all know each
-other, and my little Bunny is looking rather tired. I think we won't
-stay any longer. It means a bad night if he gets excited."
-
-"Wait a minute!" interposed Bunny. "That man you were talking about
-just now--Jake Bolton. Who is he? Where does he live?"
-
-"Who is he?" Giles Sheppard slapped his thigh and rose. "He's one of
-the best-known fellows about here--a bit of a card, but none the worse
-for that. He's the trainer up at the stables--Lord Saltash's place.
-Never heard of him? He's known as 'The Lynx' on the turf, because he's
-so devilish shrewd. Oh yes, he's quite a card. And to see him break
-one of them youngsters--well, it's a fair treat."
-
-Mr. Sheppard's grammar was apt to lapse somewhat when his enthusiasm was
-kindled. Maud shivered a little. Lady Brian smiled indulgently. Poor
-Giles! He was a rough diamond. She would have to do a little
-polishing; but she was sure he would become quite a valuable gem when
-polished.
-
-"Oh, he's Lord Saltash's trainer is he?" she said. "Lord Saltash is a
-very old friend of ours. Is he--does he ever come down here?"
-
-"Who? Lord Saltash? He has a place here. You couldn't have been very
-intimate with him if you didn't know that. Just as well p'raps with a
-man of his tendencies." Sheppard laughed in a fashion that sent the hot
-blood back to Maud's face. "A bit too fond of his neighbour's
-wife--that young man. Lucky thing for him that he didn't have to pay
-heavy damages. More luck than judgment, to my thinking."
-
-"Oh, Giles!" protested Lady Brian. "How you do run on! I did know that
-he had an estate here. That was why I asked if he still came down. You
-really mustn't blacken the young man's character in that way. We are
-all very fond of him."
-
-"Are you though!" Sheppard's laugh died; he looked at Maud with a hint
-of venom. "Like the rest of your charming sex, eh? Well, we don't see
-much of the gay Lothario in these parts. If that was your little game,
-you'd better have stopped in town."
-
-Maud's lips said, "Cad!", but her voice made no sound.
-
-He bowed in ironical acknowledgment and turned to her mother. "Now, my
-lady, having received these cordial congratulations, I move an
-adjournment. As you have foretold, we shall doubtless all shake down
-together very comfortably in the course of a few weeks. But in the
-meantime I should like to inform all whom it may concern that I am
-master in my own house, and I expect to be treated as such."
-
-Again his insolent eyes rested upon Maud's proud face, and her slight
-form quivered in response though she kept her own rigidly downcast.
-
-"Of course that is understood," said Lady Brian, with a pacific hand on
-his arm. "There! Let us go now! I am sure we are all going to be as
-happy as the day is long."
-
-She looked up at him with persuasive coquetry, and he at once succumbed.
-He pulled her to him roughly and bestowed several resounding kisses upon
-her delicate face, not desisting until with laughing remonstrance she
-put up a protesting hand.
-
-"Giles, really--really--you mustn't be greedy!" she said, and drew him
-to the door with some urgency.
-
-He went, his malignancy for the moment swamped by a stronger emotion;
-and brother and sister were left alone.
-
-"What a disgusting beast!" said Bunny, as the door closed.
-
-Maud said nothing. She only went to the window, and flung it wide.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
- IN THE DARK
-
-
-Black night and a moaning sea! Now and then a drizzle of rain came on a
-gust of wind, sprinkling the girl's tense face, damping the dark hair
-that clustered about her temples. But she did not so much as feel it.
-Her passionate young spirit was all on fire with a fierce revolt against
-the destinies that ruled her life. She paced the parade as one
-distraught.
-
-Only for a brief space could she let herself go thus,--only while Bunny
-and their mother played their nightly game of cribbage. They did not so
-much as know that she was out of the house. She would have to return
-ere she was missed, and then would follow the inevitable ordeal of
-putting Bunny to bed. It was an ordeal that seemed to become each night
-more difficult. In the morning he was easier to manage; but at night
-when he was tired out and all his nerves were on edge she sometimes
-found the task almost beyond her powers. When he was in pain--and this
-was not infrequently--it took her hours to get him finally settled.
-
-She was sure that it would be no easy task to-night. He had had bouts
-of severe neuralgia during the day, and his flushed face and irritable
-manner warned her that there was a struggle in store. She had sometimes
-sat waiting till the small hours of the morning before he would permit
-her to move or undress him. She felt that some such trial was before
-her now, and her heart was as lead.
-
-The house had seemed to stifle her. She had run out for a breath of
-air; and then something about that moaning shore had seemed to draw her.
-She had run down to the parade, and now she paced along it, staring down
-into the fathomless dark below her where the deep water rose and fell
-with a ceaseless moaning, thumping the well beneath in sullen impotence.
-
-There was no splash of waves, only that dumb striving against a power it
-could not overthrow. It was like her own mute rebellion, she thought to
-herself miserably, as persistent and as futile.
-
-She reached the end of the parade. The hour was late; the place
-deserted. There was a shelter here. She was sure it would be empty,
-but it did not attract her. She wanted to get as close as possible to
-that moaning, mysterious waste of water. It held a stark fascination
-for her. It drew her like a magnet. She stood on the very edge of the
-parade, facing the drift of rain that blew in from the sea. How dark it
-was! The nearest lamp was fifty yards away! The thought came to her
-suddenly, taking form from the formless deep: how easy to take one
-single false step in that darkness! How swift the consequence, and how
-complete the deliverance!
-
-A short, inevitable struggle in the dark--in the dark; and then a
-certain release from this hateful chain called life. It would be
-terrible, but so quickly over! And this misery that so galled her would
-be for ever past.
-
-She beat her foot on the edge with a passionate impatience. What a fool
-she was to suffer so--when there was nothing (never had been any thing)
-in life worth living for!
-
-Nothing? Well, yes, there was Bunny. She was an absolute necessity to
-him. That she knew. She was firmly convinced that he would die without
-her. And though he would be far, far happier dead, poor darling, she
-couldn't leave him to die alone.
-
-She lifted her clenched hands above her head in straining impotence.
-For one black moment she almost wished that Bunny were dead.
-
-And then very suddenly, with staggering unexpectedness she received the
-biggest shock of her life. Two hands closed simultaneously upon her
-wrists, and she was drawn into two encircling arms.
-
-She uttered a startled outcry, and in the same moment began a wild and
-flurried struggle for freedom. But the arms that held her closed like
-steel springs. A man's strength forced her steadily away from the
-yawning blackness that stretched beyond the parade.
-
-"It's no good kicking," a soft voice said. "You won't get away."
-
-Something in the voice reassured her. She ceased to struggle. "Oh, let
-me go!" she said breathlessly. "You--you don't understand.
-I--I--only----"
-
-"Came out for a breath of air?" he suggested. "Of course--I gathered
-that."
-
-He took his arms away from her, but he still kept one of her wrists in a
-strong grasp. She could not see his face in the darkness, only his
-figure, which was short and stoutly built.
-
-"Do you know," he said, "when people take the air like that, I always
-have to hold on to 'em tight till they've had all they want. It's damn'
-cheek on my part, as you were just going to remark. But, my girl, it's
-easier than mucking about in a dark sea looking for 'em after they've
-lost their balance."
-
-He had led her to the shelter. She sat down rather helplessly,
-wondering if it would be possible to conceal her identity from him since
-it was evident that so far he had not recognized her.
-
-He stood in front of her, squarely planted, his hand still locked upon
-her wrist. She had known him from the first word he had spoken, and,
-remembering those startling lynx eyes of his, she felt decidedly uneasy.
-She was sure they could see in the dark.
-
-She spoke after a moment with slight hesitation. "I shouldn't have lost
-my balance. And if I had meant to jump over, as you imagined, I
-shouldn't have stood so long thinking about it."
-
-"Sure you're not thinking about it now?" he said.
-
-"Quite sure," she answered.
-
-He bent down, and she was sure--quite sure--that his eyes scrutinized
-her and took in every detail.
-
-The next moment he released her wrist also. "All right, my girl," he
-said. "I believe you. But--don't do it again! Accidents happen, you
-know. You might have had one then; and I should still have had to
-flounder around looking for you."
-
-Something in his tone made her want to smile, and yet she felt so
-sure--so sure--that he knew her all the time. And she wanted to resent
-his familiarity at the same moment. For if he knew her, it was rank
-presumption to address her so.
-
-She rose at length and faced him with such dignity as she could muster.
-"I am obliged to you," she said, "but I fail to see why your
-responsibility should extend so far. If I had fallen over, the chances
-are that you could never have found me--or saved me if you had."
-
-"Ninety-nine to one!" he said coolly. "But, do you know, I rather count
-on the hundredth chance. I've taken it--and won on it--before now."
-
-He was not to be disconcerted, it was evident. He was plainly a
-difficult man to rout, one accustomed to keep his head in any emergency.
-And she--she was but a slip of a girl in his estimation, and he had her
-at a disadvantage already.
-
-She felt her face begin to burn in the darkness. She shifted her
-ground. "I don't see why anyone should be made to live against his
-will," she said, "why it should be anyone's business to interfere."
-
-"That's because you're young," he said. "You haven't yet got the proper
-hang of things. It only comes with practice--that."
-
-Her face burned more hotly. He was actually patronizing her!
-
-She turned abruptly. "Good evening," she said, and began to walk away.
-
-But he fell in beside her at once. "I'm going your way," he observed.
-"May as well see you past the bar of 'The Anchor.' They get a bit
-lively there sometimes at this end of the day."
-
-He walked with the slight roll of a man accustomed to much riding. She
-imagined that he never appeared in anything but breeches and gaiters.
-But his tread was firm and purposeful. Quite obviously it never entered
-his head that she might not desire his company.
-
-For that reason she had to submit to the arrangement though she felt
-herself grow more and more rigid as they neared the circle of light cast
-by the street-lamp. Of course he was bound to recognize her now.
-
-But they reached and passed the lamp, and he tramped straight ahead
-without looking at her, after the square fashion that she had somehow
-begun to associate with him.
-
-They reached and passed "The Anchor" also, with its lighted bar and
-coarse voices and lounging figures. They began the steep ascent up
-which he had pushed Bunny that afternoon. It was dark enough here at
-least, and her self-confidence began to revive. She would put him to
-the test. She would pass the gate that he had seen her enter earlier in
-the day. If he displayed surprise or hesitation she would know that he
-had recognized her.
-
-But yet again he baffled her. He tramped steadily on.
-
-She began to get a little breathless. There was another lamp at the top
-of the road. She did not want to reach that.
-
-In desperation she paused. "Good evening!" she said again.
-
-He stopped at once, and she thought she caught the glitter of his eye,
-seeking her own in the darkness.
-
-"You're going in now?" he asked.
-
-"Yes," she said.
-
-He came a step nearer, and laid one finger on her arm. "Look here, my
-girl! You take a straight tip from me! If you're in any sort of
-trouble, go and tell someone! Don't bottle it in till it gets too big
-for you! And above all, don't go step-dancing on the edge of the parade
-in the dark! It's a fool thing to do."
-
-He emphasized his points with impressive taps upon her arm. She felt
-absurdly small and meek.
-
-"Suppose I haven't anyone to tell?" she said, after a moment.
-
-He rose to the occasion instantly. "I'm sound," he said. "Tell me!"
-
-She had not expected that. He seemed to disconcert her at every turn.
-
-"Thank you," she said, taking refuge in extreme frigidity. "I think
-not."
-
-"As you like," he said. "I daresay I shouldn't in your place. I only
-suggested it because I can't see a girl in trouble and pass by on the
-other side."
-
-He spoke quite quietly, but there was a quality in the soft voice that
-stirred her very strangely, something that made her for the moment
-forget the man's dominant personality, and feel as if a woman had
-uttered the words.
-
-She put out a groping hand to him, obeying a curious impulse that would
-not be denied.
-
-"Thank you," she said again.
-
-He kept her hand for a second or two, holding it squarely, almost as if
-he were waiting for something.
-
-Then, without a word, he let it go. She turned back; and he went on.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
- THE UNWILLING GUEST
-
-
-"But, my dear child, you must appear!" urged the bride, with a piteous
-little twist of the lips. "I can't go unsupported into that dreadful
-crowd."
-
-"Oh, Mother!" Maud said. And that was all; for what was the good of
-saying more? Her mother had made the choice, and there was no turning
-back. They could only go forward now along the new course,
-whithersoever it led. "I'll come," she said, after a moment.
-
-Her mother's smile was full of pathos. "We must all make sacrifices for
-one another, darling," she said. "I have made a very big one for you
-and Bunny. He--poor little lad--isn't old enough to understand. But
-surely, you, at least can appreciate it."
-
-She looked so wistful as she spoke that in spite of herself Maud was
-moved to a very unusual show of tenderness. She turned and kissed her.
-"I do hope you will be happy," she said. "I expect you will, you know,
-when you are used to it."
-
-She spoke out of a very definite knowledge of her mother's character.
-She knew well the yielding adaptability thereof. Giles Sheppard's
-standards would very soon be hers also, and she would speedily cease to
-find anything wanting in his friends.
-
-She turned with a sigh. "Let's go and get it over!" she said. "But I
-can't stay long. I shall have to get back to Bunny."
-
-She and Bunny had spent all the afternoon and evening settling into
-their new quarters at the Anchor Hotel, and it had been a tiring task.
-The bride and bridegroom had gone straight from the registry-office
-where the ceremony had been performed to the county town some thirty
-miles distant, in the one ramshackle little motor that the hotel
-possessed, and had returned barely in time to receive the guests whom
-Sheppard had invited to his wedding-feast.
-
-Neither Maud nor her mother had been told much of the forthcoming
-festivity, and the girl's dismay upon learning that she was expected to
-attend it was considerable. She was feeling tired and depressed. Bunny
-was in a difficult mood, and she knew that another bad night lay before
-them. Still it was impossible to refuse. She could only yield with as
-good a grace as she could muster.
-
-"Make yourself pretty, won't you, dear?" said Mrs. Sheppard as, her
-point gained, she prepared smilingly to depart. "Wear your white silk!
-You look charming in that."
-
-Maud had not the faintest wish to look charming, but yet again she could
-not refuse to gratify a wish so amiably expressed. She donned the white
-silk, therefore, though feeling in any but a festive mood, and prepared
-herself for the ordeal with a grim determination to escape from it as
-soon as possible.
-
-She was not tall, but her extreme slenderness gave her a decidedly regal
-pose. She held her head proudly and bore herself with distinction. Her
-eyes--those wonderful blue-violet eyes--had the aloof expression of one
-whose soul is far away.
-
-Giles Sheppard watched her enter the drawing-room behind her mother, and
-a bitter sneer crossed his bloated face. He was utterly incapable of
-appreciating that innate pride of race that expressed itself in every
-line of her. He read only contempt for him and his in the girl's still
-face, and the deep resentment kindled the night before began to smoulder
-within him with an ever-increasing heat. How dared she show her airs
-and graces here?-- She, a penniless minx dependent now upon his charity
-for the very bread she ate!
-
-He turned with an ugly jest at her expense upon his lips to the man with
-whom he had been talking at her entrance; but the jest was checked
-unuttered. For the man, square, thickset as a bulldog, abruptly left
-his side and moved forward.
-
-The quick blood mounted in Maud's face as he intercepted her. She
-looked at him for a second as if she would turn and flee. But he held
-out a steady hand to her, and she had to place hers within it.
-
-In a moment his peculiar voice accosted her. "You remember me, Miss
-Brian? I'm Jake Bolton--the horse breaker. I had the pleasure of doing
-your brother a small service yesterday."
-
-Both hand and voice reassured her. She had an absurd feeling that he
-was meting out to her such treatment as he would have considered
-suitable for a nervous horse. She forced herself to smile upon him; it
-was the only thing to do.
-
-He smiled in return--his pleasant open smile. "Remember me now?" he
-said.
-
-"Quite well," she answered.
-
-"Good!" he said briefly. "Let me find you a chair! I don't suppose you
-know many of the people here."
-
-She did not know any of them, and as Sheppard had seized upon his bride,
-and was presenting her in rude triumph to each in turn with much noisy
-laughter and coarse joking it was not difficult to slip into a corner
-with Jake Bolton without attracting further attention.
-
-He stood beside her for a space while covertly she took stock of him.
-
-Yes, he actually had discarded his gaiters and was wearing evening
-dress. It did not seem a natural garb for him, but he carried it better
-than she would have expected. He still reminded her very forcibly of
-horses, though she could not have definitely said wherein this strong
-suggestion lay. His ruddy face and short, dominant nose might have
-belonged to a sailor. But the brilliant chestnut eyes with their
-red-brown lashes were somehow not of the sea. They made her think of
-the reek of leather and the thud of galloping hoofs.
-
-Suddenly he turned and caught her critical survey. She dropped her eyes
-instantly in hot confusion, while he, as if he had just made up his
-mind, sat down beside her.
-
-"So you and your brother are going to live here?" he said.
-
-She answered him in a low voice; the words seemed to leap from her
-almost without her conscious volition. "We can't help ourselves."
-
-He gave a short nod as of a suspicion confirmed, and sat in silence for
-a little. The loud laughter of Giles Sheppard's guests filled in the
-pause.
-
-Maud held herself rigidly still, repressing a nervous shiver that
-attacked her repeatedly.
-
-Suddenly the man beside her spoke. "What's the matter with that young
-brother of yours?"
-
-With relief she came out of her tense silence. "It is an injury to the
-spine. He had a fall in his babyhood. He suffers terribly sometimes."
-
-"Nothing to be done?" he asked.
-
-She shook her head. "No one very good has seen him. He won't let a
-doctor come near him now."
-
-"Oh rats!" exclaimed Jake Bolton unexpectedly.
-
-She felt her colour rise as he turned his bright eyes upon her.
-
-"You don't say that a kid like that can get the better of you?" he said.
-
-She resented the question; yet she answered it. "Bunny has a strong
-will. I never oppose it."
-
-"And why not?" He was looking directly at her with a comical smile as
-if he were inspecting some quaint object of interest.
-
-Again against her will she made reply. "I try to give him all he wants.
-He has missed all that is good in life."
-
-He wrinkled his forehead for a moment as if puzzled, then broke into a
-laugh. "Say, what a queer notion to get!" he said.
-
-She stiffened on the instant, but he did not seem to notice it. He
-leaned towards her, and laid one finger--a short, square fore-finger--on
-her arm.
-
-"Tell me now--what are the good things in life?"
-
-She withdrew her arm from his touch, and regarded him with a hauteur
-that did not wholly veil her embarrassment.
-
-"You don't know!" said Jake. "Be honest and say so!"
-
-But Maud only retired further into her shell. "I think we have wandered
-rather far from the subject," she said coldly. "My brother is
-unfortunately the victim of circumstance, and no discussion can alter
-that fact."
-
-He accepted the snub without a sign of discomfiture. "Is he here now?"
-he asked.
-
-She bent her head. "In this house--yes."
-
-"Will you let me see him presently?" he pursued.
-
-Distantly she made reply. "I am afraid that is impossible."
-
-"Why?" he said.
-
-She raised her dark brows.
-
-"Tell me why!" he insisted.
-
-Calmly she met his look. "It is not good for him to see strangers at
-night. It upsets his rest."
-
-"You think it would be bad for him to see me?" he questioned.
-
-His voice was suddenly very deliberate. He was looking her full in the
-face.
-
-A curious little tremor went through her. She felt as if he had
-pinioned her there before him.
-
-Her reply astounded herself. "I don't say it would be bad for
-him,--only--inadvisable. He is rather excited already."
-
-"Will you ask him presently if he would cane to see me?" said Jake
-Bolton steadily.
-
-She bit her lip, hesitating.
-
-"I shan't upset him," he said. "I won't excite him. I'll quiet him
-down."
-
-She did not want to yield--yet she yielded. "I will ask him--if you
-wish," she said.
-
-He smiled. "Thank you, Miss Brian. You didn't want to give in, did
-you? But I undertake that you will not be sorry."
-
-"Hullo, Jacob!" blared Sheppard's voice suddenly across the room. "What
-are you doing over there, you rascal? Thought I shouldn't see you, eh?
-Ah, you're a deep one, you are! I daresay now you've made up your mind
-that that young woman is a princess in disguise. She isn't. She's just
-my step-daughter, and a very cheap article, I assure you, Jake,--very
-cheap indeed!"
-
-The roar of laughter that greeted this sally filled the room, drowning
-any further remarks. Sheppard stood in the centre, swaying a little,
-looking round on the assembled company with a facetious grin.
-
-Jake Bolton rose and went to him. He stood with him for a moment, and
-Maud, shivering in her corner, marvelled that he did not look mean and
-insignificant beside the other's great bulk. She wondered what he said.
-It was only a few words, and they were not apparently uttered with much
-urgency. But Sheppard's grin died away, and she fancied that for a
-moment--only for a moment--he looked a little sheepish. Then he clapped
-a great hand upon Bolton's shoulder.
-
-"All right. All right. It's for you to make the running. Come along,
-ladies and gentlemen! Let us feed!"
-
-There was a general move, and a tall, lanky young man with a white face
-and black hair that shone like varnish slouched up to Maud.
-
-"I don't see why Bolton should have all the plums," he said. "May I
-have the honour of conducting you to the supper table?"
-
-She was on her feet. She looked at him with a disdain so withering that
-the young man wilted visibly before her.
-
-"No offence meant, I'm sure," he said, shuffling his feet. "But I
-thought--as you were being so pally with Jake Bolton--you wouldn't
-object to being pally with me."
-
-Maud said nothing. She was in fact so quivering with rage that speech
-would have been difficult.
-
-A very stout elderly lady, with a neck and arms that were hardly
-distinguishable from the red silk dress she wore, sailed up to them.
-"Come, come, Miss!" she said, beaming good-temperedly upon Maud's pale
-face. "We're not standing on ceremony to-night. We're all friends
-here. You won't mind going in with my boy Tom, I'm sure. He's
-considered quite the ladies' man, I can assure you."
-
-"Oh, excuse me, Mrs. Wright? Miss Brian is going in with me," said Jake
-Bolton's smooth voice behind her. "Tom, you git!"
-
-Somehow--before she knew it--the black-haired young man was gone from
-her path, and her hand lay trembling within Bolton's arm.
-
-She did not utter a word, she could not. She felt choked.
-
-Jake Bolton said nothing either. He only piloted her through the crowd
-with the smile of the winner curving the corners of his mouth.
-
-They readied the dining-room, and people began to seat themselves around
-a long centre table. There was no formal arrangement, and some
-confusion ensued in consequence.
-
-"Fight it out among yourselves!" yelled Sheppard above the din of
-laughter and movement. "Make yourselves at home!"
-
-Bolton glanced round. "There's a table for two in that alcove," he
-said. "Shall we make for that?"
-
-"Anywhere!" she said desperately.
-
-He elbowed a way for her. The table was near a window, the alcove
-draped with curtains. He put her into a chair where she was screened
-from the eyes of those at the centre table. He seated himself opposite
-to her.
-
-"Don't look so scared!" he said.
-
-She smiled at him faintly in silence.
-
-"I gather you don't enjoy this sort of bear-fight," he said.
-
-She remained silent. The man disconcerted her. She was burningly
-conscious that she had not been too discreet in taking him even so far
-into her confidence.
-
-He leaned slowly forward, fixing her with those relentless, lynx-like
-eyes. "Miss Brian," he said, his voice very level, faultlessly
-distinct. "I'm rough, no doubt, but please believe I'm white!"
-
-She looked at him, startled, unhappy, not knowing what to say.
-
-He nodded, still watching her. "Don't you forget it!" he said. "There
-are plenty of beasts in the world, but I'm not one of 'em. You'll drink
-champagne, of course."
-
-He got up to procure it, and Maud managed in the interval to recover
-some of her composure.
-
-When he came back, she mustered a smile and thanked him.
-
-"You look fagged out," he said, as he filled her glass. "What have you
-been doing?"
-
-"Getting straight in our new quarters here," she answered. "It takes
-some time."
-
-"Where are your rooms?" he asked.
-
-She hesitated momentarily. "It is really only one room," she said.
-"But it is a fine one. I have another little one upstairs; but it is a
-long way off. Of course I shall sleep downstairs with Bunny."
-
-"Do you always sleep with him?" he asked.
-
-She coloured a little. "Yes."
-
-"Is he a good sleeper?" He had moved round and was filling his own
-glass.
-
-She watched his steady hand with a touch of envy. She would have given
-much for as cool a nerve just then.
-
-"Is he a good sleeper?" He repeated the question as he set down the
-bottle.
-
-She answered it at once. "No; a very poor one."
-
-"And you look after him night and day?" Bolton's eyes suddenly
-comprehended her. "I guess that accounts for it," he said, in a tone of
-enlightenment.
-
-"For what?" She met his look haughtily, determined to hold her own.
-
-But he smiled and refused the contest. "For much," he said. "Now, what
-will you eat? Lobster? That's right. I want to see you started. What
-a filthy racket they are making! I hope it won't upset your appetite
-any."
-
-She had never felt less hungry in her life, but out of a queer sensation
-of gratitude she tried to eat what he put before her. He had certainly
-done his best to shield her from that objectionable crowd, but she was
-still by no means certain that she liked the man. He was too much
-inclined to take her friendship for granted, too ready to presume upon a
-very short acquaintance. And she was sure--quite sure now--that he had
-recognized her from the very first moment, down on the parade the night
-before. The knowledge was very disquieting. He was kind--oh, yes, he
-was kind. But she felt that he knew too much.
-
-And so a certain antagonism warred against her gratitude, and prevented
-any gracious expression thereof. She only longed--oh, how
-desperately!--to flee away from this new and horrible world into which
-she had been so ruthlessly dragged and to see no more of its inhabitants
-for ever.
-
-Vain longing! Even then she knew, or shrewdly suspected, that her lot
-was to be cast in that same world for the rest of her mortal life.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
- THE MAGICIAN
-
-
-"Oh, Maud! I thought you were never coming!"
-
-Bunny's face, pale and drawn, wearing the irritable frown so habitual to
-it, turned towards the opening door.
-
-"I have brought you a visitor," his sister said.
-
-Her voice was low and nervous. She looked by no means sure of Bunny's
-reception of the news. Behind her came Jake Bolton the trainer, alert
-and self-assured. It was quite evident that he had no doubts whatever
-upon the subject. His thick mat of chestnut hair shone like copper in
-the brilliant electric light, such hair as would have been a woman's
-glory, but that Jake kept very closely cropped.
-
-"What on earth for?" began Bunny querulously; and then magically his
-face changed, and he smiled. "Hullo! You?" he said.
-
-Bolton came to his side and took the small, eager hand thrust out to
-him. "Yes, it's me," he said. "No objection, I hope?"
-
-"I should think not!" The boy's face was glowing with pleasure. "Sit
-down!" he said. "Maud, get a chair!"
-
-Bolton turned sharply, found her already bringing one and took it
-swiftly from her.
-
-He sat down by Bunny's side, and took the little thin hand back into
-his. "Do you know, I've been thinking a lot about you," he said.
-
-Bunny was vastly flattered. He liked the grasp of the strong fingers
-also, though he would not probably have tolerated such a thing from any
-but this stranger.
-
-"Yes," pursued Jake, in his soft, level voice. "I reckon I've taken a
-fancy to you, little chap--I beg your pardon--Sir Bernard. How have you
-been to-day?"
-
-"Don't call me that!" said Bunny, turning suddenly red.
-
-"What?" Jake smiled upon him, his magic, kindly smile. "Am I to call you
-Bunny--like your sister--then?"
-
-"Yes. And you can call her Maud," said Bunny autocratically. "Can't
-he, Maud?"
-
-Jake turned his head and looked at her. She was standing before the
-fire, the red glow all about her, very slim, very graceful, very
-stately. She did not so much as glance at Jake, only bent a little
-towards the blaze so that he could not see her face.
-
-"I don't think I dare," said Jake.
-
-"Maud!" Peremptorily Bunny's voice accosted her. "Come over here! Come
-and sit on my bed!"
-
-It was more of a command than an invitation. Maud straightened herself
-and turned.
-
-But as she did so, their visitor intervened. "No, don't!" he said.
-"Sit down right there, Miss Brian, in that easy-chair, and have a rest!"
-
-His voice was peremptory too, but in a different way. Bunny stared at
-him wide-eyed.
-
-Jake met the stare with an admonitory shake of the head. "Guess Bunny's
-not wanting you," he said. "Don't listen to anything he says!"
-
-Bunny's mouth opened to protest, remained open for about five seconds,
-and finally he said, "All right, Maud. You can stay by the fire while we
-talk."
-
-And Maud, much to her own surprise, sat down in the low chair on the
-hearth and leaned her aching head back upon the cushion.
-
-She had her back to Bunny and his companion, and the soft murmur of the
-latter's voice held nought disturbing. It seemed in fact to possess
-something of a soothing quality, for very soon her heavy eyelids began
-to droop and the voice to recede into ever growing distance. For a
-space she still heard it, dim and remote as the splash of the waves on
-the shore; then very softly it was blotted out. Her cares and her
-troubles all fell away from her. She sank into soundless billows of
-sleep.
-
-It was a perfectly dreamless repose, serene as a child's and it seemed
-to last indefinitely. She lay in complete content, unconscious of all
-the world, lapped in peace and blissfully free from the goading anxiety
-that usually disturbed her rest. It was the calmest slumber she had
-known for many years.
-
-From it she awoke at length with a guilty start. The fall of a piece of
-coal had broken the happy spell. She sat up, to find herself in
-firelight only.
-
-Her first thought was for Bunny, and she turned in her chair and looked
-across the unfamiliar room. He was lying very still in the shadows.
-Softly she rose and stepped across to him.
-
-Yes, he was asleep also, lying among his pillows. The chair by his side
-was empty, the visitor vanished.
-
-Very cautiously she bent over him. He had been lying dressed outside
-the bed. Now--with a thrill of amazement she realized it--he was
-undressed and lying between the sheets. He was breathing very quietly,
-and his attitude was one of easy rest. Surely some magic had been at
-work!
-
-On a chest of drawers near stood a glass that had contained milk. He
-always had some hot milk last thing, but she had not procured it for
-him. She had in fact been wondering how she would obtain it to-night.
-
-Another coal fell, and she crept back to replace it. Stooping she caught
-sight of another glass in the fender, full of milk. It must have been
-there a long time, for it was barely warm. Clearly it had been intended
-for her. She put it to her lips and drank.
-
-Who could have put it there? Her mother? No; she was sure that her
-mother would have roused her from her sleep if she had entered. She was
-moreover quite incapable of getting Bunny to bed now that he had grown
-out of childhood.
-
-The house was very quiet. She wondered if the guests had all gone. The
-room was situated at the end of a long passage, so that the noise of the
-party had scarcely reached it. But the utter silence without as well as
-within made her think that it was very late.
-
-She dared not switch on the light, but as the fire burned up again she
-held her watch to the blaze. Half-past two!
-
-In utter amazement she began to undress.
-
-There was no second bed in the room; only a horse-hair sofa that was far
-less comfortable than the chair by the fire. She lay down upon it,
-however, pulling over her an ancient fur travelling-rug belonging to her
-mother, and here she lay dozing and waking, turning over the mystery in
-her mind, while another quiet hour slipped away.
-
-Then there came a movement from Bunny, and she sat up.
-
-"Are you awake, Maud?" asked his voice out of the shadows. "Has Jake
-gone?"
-
-"Yes, darling," she made answer. "Are you wanting anything?"
-
-She was by his side with the words; she bent over him. He wanted his
-pillows rearranged, and when she had done it he said, "I say, when did
-you wake up?"
-
-"About an hour ago," she said.
-
-He chuckled a little. "Weren't you surprised to find me in bed?"
-
-"Yes, I was," she said. "How did you get there?"
-
-Bunny seemed to regard the matter as a joke. "That fellow Jake--he went
-over and looked at you, came back and said you were fast asleep, asked
-what I generally had done, and if he couldn't do it for me. He managed
-very well and was jolly quick about it too. I thought you would be sure
-to wake, but you didn't. And when I was settled, he asked if I didn't
-want anything, and I said, 'Yes, hot milk', and he crept off and got it.
-He brought a glass for you too. He stuck it in the fender. Have you
-had it?"
-
-"Yes," Maud said. "But Bunny, didn't he hurt you at all? You nearly
-always cry out when you're lifted."
-
-"I didn't that time," said Bunny proudly. "I told him I should probably
-squeal, and he said if I so much as squeaked he'd throttle me. He's a
-brick, do you know, Maud. And he seemed to know how to get hold of me
-without being told."
-
-Maud's amazement was growing. The man must be a genius indeed to manage
-Bunny in that fashion.
-
-"After that," said Bunny, "he sat down by me and got hold of my hand and
-said, 'Now I'm going to send you to sleep.' I told him I never slept
-the first part of the night, and he grinned and said, 'You'll be asleep
-in five minutes from now if you let yourself go.' And I said, 'Rats!'
-And he said, 'Shut up!' So I did. And he held my hand tight and sat
-staring across the room like a mute till somehow he got all blurred up
-and then I suppose I went to sleep. I never knew when he went. Did
-you?"
-
-"No," said Maud. She had an uncanny feeling that Jake had somehow left
-his influence behind him in the atmosphere. His personality seemed to
-dominate it still. She was sure he had meant to be kind, but a queer
-sense of antagonism made her resent his kindness. She did not like
-Bunny's whole-hearted admiration.
-
-"He's a brick," the boy said again, "and do you know he's done almost
-everything under the sun? He's been a sailor, and he's dug for gold,
-and he's kept a Californian store, and he's been a cow-boy on a ranch.
-He says the last suited him best because he's so keen on the wilds and
-horses. It was out in the wilds somewhere that Lord Saltash came on him
-and brought him home to be his trainer. But he's British-born all the
-same. I knew he was that the first time I saw him."
-
-He was evidently a paragon of all the virtues in Bunny's estimation, and
-Maud did not attempt to express her own feelings, which were, in fact,
-somewhat complex.
-
-Very deep down in her woman's soul a warning voice had begun to make
-itself heard, but she could not tell Bunny that. Scarcely even to
-herself dared she admit that the straight, free gaze of those red-brown
-eyes possessed the power to set her heart a-fluttering in wild rebellion
-like the wings of a captive bird.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
- THE OFFER
-
-
-In many respects the change from their lodgings up the hill to the
-Anchor Hotel by the fishing-quay was for the better, and as the days
-went on and winter drew near Maud realized this. Bunny's room had a
-southern aspect, and it was only on dull days that they needed a fire
-before evening. It possessed a French window also, which was an immense
-advantage; for it was perfectly easy to wheel him out on to the stone
-verandah outside it, and here he would lie in his own sheltered corner
-for hours; watching the sea and the shore and the passers-by, and
-sometimes talking to the very infrequent visitors who came at that
-season to "The Anchor."
-
-He and Maud lived their lives apart from the rest of the establishment,
-an arrangement which Mrs. Sheppard deplored although she knew it to be
-an eminently wise one. Her husband, who never lost an opportunity to
-revile the girl who always treated him with the same aloof distance of
-manner, bitterly resented the circumstance that so limited his chances
-of what he styled "taking her down a peg." He hated her with the
-rancorous and cruel hatred of conscious inferiority, savagely repenting
-his undertaking to provide for her. They did not often clash because
-Maud steadfastly avoided him. And this also he resented, for he was in
-effect simply biding his time to drive her away. She was a perpetual
-thorn in his side, and he seized every chance that presented itself of
-inflicting some minor humiliation upon her. His antipathy had become
-almost an obsession, and he never saw her without flinging some gibing
-taunt in her direction.
-
-And those taunts of his rankled deep. Maud's feelings towards him were
-of a very deadly order. If she had not avoided him, she knew that she
-could not have remained. But for Bunny's sake she endured his insults
-when contact with him became inevitable. She could not be separated
-from Bunny, and she knew of no other haven.
-
-Towards Bunny, Sheppard displayed no ill feeling. He had small cause to
-do so, for the boy was kept rigorously out of his way, and his mother
-was more than willing to leave the entire care of him to Maud. In fact
-there were sometimes whole days on which she scarcely saw him. The
-change that Maud had foretold on her wedding-day had already begun in
-her. She had quitted her own world without a pang, and was sunning
-herself in the warmth of her husband's rough devotion. As she herself
-expressed it, she was getting really fond of Giles, whose brutish
-affection for her was patent to all.
-
-Maud suppressed a shudder whenever she encountered any evidence of it,
-and as a result he was always noisier and coarser in his demonstrations
-before her face of white disgust. What wonder that she rigidly avoided
-him and insisted upon taking all her meals with Bunny?
-
-In this way she avoided his loud-voiced friends also,--another frequent
-cause for offence!--all, that is, save one. That one was Jake Bolton;
-and, since Bunny had so decreed it, this man came and went exactly as he
-chose.
-
-She never raised the smallest objection to his presence, but she
-certainly never welcomed him. In fact she generally took advantage of
-his coming to leave Bunny for a space and it even became a recognized
-thing between them that she should avail herself of the leisure thus
-provided to run down to the shore for the brief recreation which was
-never obtainable in any other way.
-
-Very often she would not return until after Jake's departure, and so on
-the whole, though they met so frequently, she actually saw but little of
-him. He was Bunny's pal, and--obedient to the inner warning--she was
-firmly determined that he should never become hers.
-
-He did not seem inclined to combat this determination, but on the other
-hand he never relinquished by a hair's breadth the position he had taken
-up at the beginning of their acquaintance. It was impossible to snub
-him. He never heard a snub. He never advanced, and he never retreated.
-He simply stood firm, so that after a time her uneasiness began to die
-down almost in spite of her, and she even came to look upon him in a
-very guarded way as a friend in need. He could do anything in the world
-with Bunny, and though she was half-suspicious of his influence she
-could not deny that he invariably exercised it in the right direction.
-He had even begun to implant in Bunny a wholly novel and sometimes
-almost disconcerting consideration for herself. Bunny was more
-tractable just then than he had ever been before. It was the only
-bright spot in her sky.
-
-It was on an afternoon in late November that she went down to the shore
-during one of Jake Bolton's visits to her brother, and watched the
-fishing-fleet come in through a blur of rain. The beach looked dank and
-sodden and there were trails of mist in the air. Dusk was just
-beginning to fall, and it would be a wet night. But the air blew in off
-the water sweet and southerly, and it did her good to breath it.
-
-She walked the length of the parade twice, and finally, as the
-fishing-smacks dropped one by one into the harbour on the further side
-of the quay, turned homewards, feeling invigorated and considerably the
-happier for the brief exercise.
-
-She wondered if Jake meant to stay to tea. He did not often do so,
-only, on the very rare occasions when she added her invitation to
-Bunny's. She supposed she would have to ask him to-day if she found him
-still there when she returned. But she hoped she would not. She liked
-him best when he was not there.
-
-Regretfully she turned her back upon the heaving waters, and crossed the
-road to the Anchor Hotel. It was growing rapidly dusk.
-
-She reached the entrance, and was stretching out a hand towards the
-swing-doors when one of them opened abruptly from within and Jake
-stepped out. He was smoking a cigarette, and he did not in the first
-moment perceive her. She drew back in an instinctive effort to escape
-notice.
-
-But he stopped short almost immediately and accosted her.
-
-"Ah! Is that you? I was just wondering where you were."
-
-Her thoughts flew to Bunny. "Am I wanted?" she asked quickly.
-
-He checked her with a gesture. "No, the lad's all right. It's I who
-want you. Can you spare me a minute?"
-
-It was impossible to refuse, but she did not yield graciously. Somehow
-she never could be gracious to Jake Bolton.
-
-"I ought to go in," she said. "It is getting late."
-
-"I shan't keep you long," he said, and she noticed that it was plainly a
-foregone conclusion with him that she would grant him what he asked.
-
-She turned back into the misty darkness with a short sigh of impatience.
-
-"Walk to the end of the parade with me!" he said, and fell in beside
-her.
-
-Later she wondered why she did not lodge a more energetic protest, for
-it was beginning to rain in earnest; but at the time it seemed
-inevitable that she should do as he desired.
-
-She re-crossed the road with him, and turned to walk to the nearest end
-of the parade. They approached the spot where he had once laid
-peremptory hands upon her and drawn her out of danger. It was as they
-neared it that he suddenly spoke.
-
-"I am sorry to have brought you out again into the wet. Will you come
-into the shelter?"
-
-She acquiesced. The shelter was empty. She stepped within it and stood
-waiting.
-
-He took out his cigarette and after a moment dropped it and set his heel
-upon it.
-
-"I want to speak to you about your brother," he said. "And, by the way,
-before I forget it, I've promised to trundle him up to the Stables next
-Sunday to show him the animals. You will come too, won't you? I can
-give you tea at my house. It's close by."
-
-Maud's eyes opened a little. The suggestion somewhat startled her, and
-she resented being startled. "You are very kind," she said coldly.
-"But I don't think we can either of us do that."
-
-"I am not in the least kind," said Jake. "And will you tell me why you
-are offended with me for suggesting it?"
-
-"I am not--offended," she said, feeling herself grow uncomfortably hot
-over the assertion. "But--I think you might have proposed this to me
-before mentioning it to Bunny."
-
-"But what's the matter with the proposal?" he said. "The boy was
-delighted with it."
-
-"That may be," Maud said; and then she paused, feeling suddenly that she
-was being absurdly unreasonable. She blushed still more hotly in the
-gloom, and became silent.
-
-Jake stretched out one steady finger and laid it on her arm. "Don't
-take fright at nothing!" he said, in an admonitory tone. "If you're
-going to shy at this, I reckon you'll kick up your heels, and bolt at my
-next suggestion."
-
-She drew herself away from his touch, standing very erect. "Perhaps you
-would be wiser not to make it," she said.
-
-"Very likely," agreed Jake. "But--as you object to my mentioning things
-to your brother first--I don't see how you can refuse to listen."
-
-This was unanswerable. She bit her lip. "I am listening," she said.
-
-"And the answer is 'No,' whatever it is," rejoined Jake, with a
-whimsical note in his soft voice. "Say, Miss Brian, play fair!"
-
-She felt somewhat softened in spite of herself. "I have said I will
-listen," she said.
-
-"With an unbiassed mind?" he said.
-
-"Of course." She spoke impatiently; she wanted to get the interview
-over, and she more and more resented his attitude towards her. There
-was something of the superior male about him that grated on her nerves.
-
-"All right," said Jake. "I'll go ahead. If you will condescend to come
-up to my place on Sunday, I will show you a man--one of our jockeys--who
-was injured in just the same way that your brother is injured, and who
-is now as sound as I am. He was operated upon by an American doctor
-called Capper--one of the biggest surgeons in the world. It was a bit
-of an experiment, but it succeeded. Now what has been done once can be
-done again. I chance to know Capper, and he is coming to London next
-spring. He makes a speciality of spinal trouble. Won't you let him try
-his hand on Bunny? There would be a certain amount of risk of course.
-But wouldn't it be worth it? Say, wouldn't it be worth it, to see that
-boy on his legs, living his life as it was meant to be lived instead of
-dragging out a wretched existence that hardly deserves to be called life
-at all?"
-
-He stopped abruptly, as if realizing that he had suffered his eagerness
-to carry him away. But to Maud who had begun to listen in icy aloofness
-that same eagerness was as the kindling of a fire in a place of utter
-desolation.
-
-For the moment she forgot to be cold. "Oh, if it were only possible!"
-she said. "If it only could be!"
-
-"Why can't it be?" said Jake.
-
-She came back with something of a shock to the consciousness of his
-personality. She drew back from the warmth that he had made her feel.
-
-"Because," she said frigidly, "doctors--great surgeons--don't perform
-big operations for nothing."
-
-"I don't think Capper would charge an out-of-the-way amount if he did it
-for me," said Jake.
-
-"Perhaps not." Maud spoke in the dead tone of finality.
-
-He leaned slightly towards her. "Say, Miss Brian, aren't you rather
-easily disheartened? Wouldn't your people scrape together something for
-such a purpose?"
-
-"No," she said.
-
-"Are you quite sure?" he urged. "Won't you even ask 'em?"
-
-She turned from him. "It's no good asking," she said, her voice low and
-reluctant. "The only relation we possess who might help won't even
-answer when I write to him."
-
-"Why don't you go and see him?" said Jake. "Put the thing before him!
-He couldn't refuse."
-
-She shook her head. "It wouldn't be any good," she said, with dreary
-conviction. "Besides, I couldn't get to Liverpool and back in a day,
-and I couldn't leave Bunny for longer. And--in any case--I know--I know
-it wouldn't be any good," she ended, with half-angry vehemence.
-
-"I wish the little chap were my brother," said Jake.
-
-Maud was silent. Somehow her vehemence had upset her; she had an
-outrageous desire to cry.
-
-Jake was silent too for a few seconds; then abruptly he squared his
-shoulders and spoke with aggressive decision. "Miss Brian, a good friend
-is nearer than a dozen beastly relations. With your permission--I'll
-see this thing through."
-
-"Oh no, no!" she said quickly. "No, no!"
-
-"For the boy's sake!" he said.
-
-"No!" she said again.
-
-There fell a sudden silence. Then, in an odd voice Jake said, "Bunny
-told me--only to-day--with pride--that there was nothing in the world
-that you wouldn't do for him."
-
-She made a sharp movement of protest. "I can't take--what I could never
-repay," she said, speaking almost below her breath. "Neither shall
-Bunny."
-
-"There are more ways than one of paying a debt," said Jake.
-
-He looked almost formidable standing there in the twilight with his legs
-well apart and unabashed resolution in every line of his sturdy figure.
-
-She faced him with a sinking sense of her own inferior strength. His
-self-assertion seemed to weigh her down. She felt puny and insignificant
-before it. As usual she sought refuge in stately aloofness. She had no
-other weapon, and at least it covered the beating of her heart.
-
-"I am afraid I don't understand you," she said.
-
-"Shall I explain?" said Jake; and then, as she was silent: "Can't you
-see I'm making a bid for your friendship?"
-
-She froze at the effrontery of the words.
-
-"Oh yes," said Jake. "I quite understand. I'm only tolerated for
-Bunny's sake. Isn't that so? You're too proud to associate with a clod
-like me. But for all that--though you'll never look at me--I'm not
-afraid to let you know that I've taken a fancy to you. You've never
-contemplated such a fool idea as marriage with me, I know: but you go
-home and contemplate it right now! Ask yourself if you wouldn't find a
-husband like me less nauseating than a step-father like Giles Sheppard!
-Ask yourself if the little chap wouldn't stand a better chance all round
-if you brought him along to me! I reckon we'd make his life easier
-between us even if Capper couldn't make him walk. He's too heavy a
-burden for you to carry alone, my girl. You weren't created for such a
-burden as that. Let me lend a hand! I give you my solemn oath I'll be
-good to you both!"
-
-A tremor of passion ran through his last words, and his voice took a
-deeper note. Maud, upright and quivering, felt the force of the man
-like the blast of a tearing gale carrying all before it. She would have
-left him at the commencement of his speech, but he blocked the way. She
-stood imprisoned in a corner of the shelter, steadying herself against
-the woodwork, while the full strength of his individuality surged around
-her. She felt physically exhausted, as though she had been trying to
-stand against a tremendous wind.
-
-Several seconds throbbed away ere she could trust herself to speak
-without faltering. Then: "Please let me pass!" she said.
-
-He stood back instantly and she was conscious of a lessening of that
-mysterious influence which had so overwhelmed her.
-
-"Are you angry--or what?" he said.
-
-She gathered her strength, and stepped forth, though she was trembling
-from head to foot.
-
-"Yes, I am angry," she said, forcing her voice to a certain measure of
-calmness notwithstanding. "I have never been so insulted in my life!"
-
-"Insulted!" He echoed the word in unfeigned astonishment; then, as she
-would have left him, put a detaining hand upon her arm. "Say, Miss
-Brian! Since when has a proposal of marriage constituted an insult in
-your estimation?"
-
-He spoke with something of a drawl, but it compelled attention. She
-stopped, resisting the desire to shake herself free from his touch.
-
-"A proposal of marriage from you could be nothing else," she said very
-bitterly. "You take advantage of my position, but you know full well
-that we are not equals."
-
-"Oh yes, I know that," he said. "But--is any man your equal?"
-
-"I meant socially of course," she said, beginning to recover her
-composure and her dignity.
-
-"I see." Jake's voice was very level. "And that is why you are
-upset--angry?"
-
-"It is a very sufficient reason," she said.
-
-"Yes, but is it--as things now are? There is another point of view to
-that problem. If you had been leading a happy, sheltered life in your
-own sphere--that might have been a reason for me to hold off. You might
-with justice have scorned my offer. But--as things are--as things
-are--" he spoke with strong insistence. "Is it taking advantage of your
-position to want to deliver you from it? It's a beastly position--it's
-a humiliating position. And I gather you've no prospect of deliverance.
-Well, I offer you a way of escape. It mayn't be the way you would
-choose, but--there are worse, many worse. I'm not a bad sort, and I've
-got a soft spot in my heart for that little brother of yours. Say, Miss
-Brian, do you despise me so badly that you can't even give the idea your
-impartial consideration?"
-
-He spoke whimsically, but there was a rough dignity about him
-nevertheless which had an undeniable effect upon her. She could no
-longer spurn him with contempt, though neither could she yield a single
-inch to his persuasion.
-
-"It would be quite useless for me to consider it," she said. "I am
-sorry if I was rude to you just now, but your suggestion rather took my
-breath away. Please understand that it is quite, quite impossible!"
-
-"All right," he said. "Still you won't dismiss it quite entirely from
-your mind? That is to say, you'll hold it in reserve just in case a way
-of escape becomes essential to you. I shan't break my heart about it,
-but neither shall I change my mind. The offer remains open day and
-night just in case the emergency might arise which would make you
-willing to avail yourself of it."
-
-He took his hand from her arm, and she felt that the interview was over.
-
-Yet he walked beside her as she began to move away, and crossed the road
-again with her to the entrance of the hotel.
-
-"And one thing more," he said, as they reached it. "I have no wish or
-intention to force myself upon you, so if--to please Bunny--you can
-bring yourself to accompany the pair of us on the Sunday expedition to
-see the stud, you need not be afraid that I shall attempt to take
-advantage of your position again."
-
-The colour flamed up in her face at the few, leisurely words. He seemed
-to possess the power of calling it up at will.
-
-She stood on the first step, looking down at him, uncertain whether to
-be haughty or kind.
-
-He moved close to her, and by the lamplight that streamed through the
-glass doors she saw his frank, disarming smile.
-
-"And look here!" he said. "Don't fling cold water on that other scheme
-for Bunny that I broached to you, yet! You never know what may turn up."
-
-The smile decided her. She held out her hand to him. "But, you know, I
-couldn't--I really couldn't--" she said rather incoherently.
-
-He gave the hand a firm grip and released it. "No. All right. I
-understand. But think about it! And don't run away with the idea that
-I planned it just for your sake! I'd like jolly well to be of use to
-you. But--in the main--it's the lad I'm thinking of. You do the same!
-After all, it's second nature with you to put him first, isn't it?"
-
-"He always will come first, with me," she said. "But I couldn't--I
-can't--incur such an obligation--even for him."
-
-"All right," said Jake, unmoved. "Class it with the impossibles--but,
-all the same, think about it!"
-
-He was gone with the words, striding away down the street without a
-backward glance.
-
-Maud was left alone with the warm blood still in her cheeks and an odd
-feeling of uncertainty at her heart. She felt baffled and uneasy like a
-swimmer in deep waters, aware of a strong current but still not wholly
-at its mercy, nor wholly aware of its force and direction. She did not
-mean to let herself be drawn into that current. She hung on the edge of
-it, trying to strike out and avoid it. But all the time it drew her, it
-drew her. And--though she would not admit it even to herself--she knew
-it and was afraid.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
- THE REAL MAN
-
-
-That Sunday of their visit to the Burchester Stables was a marked day
-with Maud for the rest of her life.
-
-The Stables were situated on the side of a splendid down about a mile
-from the sea. Lord Saltash's estate stretched for miles around, and he
-practically owned the whole of Fairharbour. Burchester Castle was the
-name of the seat, an ancient pile dating from Saxon times that had
-belonged to the Burchester family since the days of the Tudors. Charlie
-Burchester had inherited it from his uncle five years before; but he did
-not live in it. He had occasional wild house-parties there, especially
-for the event of the Graydown Races. And he sometimes spent a night or
-two when the mood took him to visit the stud. But for the most part the
-house stood in empty grandeur, its rooms shuttered and shrouded, its
-stately gardens deserted save for the gardeners who tended them.
-
-Exquisite gardens they were. Maud had a glimpse of them from the height
-of the down--terraced gardens with marble steps and glistening
-fountains, yew-walks, darkly mysterious, quaintly fashioned, pines that
-rustled and whispered together. The house was securely hidden from view
-among its trees.
-
-"It used to be a nunnery," said Jake. "Its inhabitants had a chaste
-objection to publicity. It's an interesting old place, about a mile
-from the Stables. I'd like to show it to you some time. You'd enjoy
-it."
-
-"Not to-day," said Bunny quickly.
-
-Jake smiled at his tone. "No, not to-day, lad. We'll go and see the
-animals to-day."
-
-He had brought them up the long, winding private road which, though
-smooth enough, was a continual ascent. Maud had wanted to help with the
-invalid-chair, but he had steadily refused any assistance. She
-marvelled at the evident ease with which he had accomplished the
-journey, never hurrying, never halting, not even needing to pause for
-breath, untiring as a wild animal in its native haunts. She remembered
-the nickname he bore on the Turf, and reflected that it fitted him in
-more than one respect. He was so supple, so tough, so sure.
-
-Suddenly those bright eyes flashed round on her. "Say, you're tired,"
-he said, in his queer, lilting voice. "We'll have tea first."
-
-"No!" cried Bunny on the instant. "We'll do the Stables first, Jake.
-It's not time for tea. Besides, tea can wait."
-
-Jake's brown hand came over the back of the chair and filliped the boy's
-cheek. "Shut up, my son!" said Jake.
-
-Maud stared at the action. Bunny turned scarlet.
-
-Jake unconcernedly continued his easy progress. "Reckon the animals
-won't die if we don't inspect 'em till after tea," he said. "What's
-your idea, Miss Brian?"
-
-"If Bunny wishes to go straight to the Stables--" she began.
-
-He interrupted. "Bunny has changed his mind. Ain't that so, Bunny?"
-
-"I don't care," said Bunny rather sullenly.
-
-"All right then," said Jake. "Tea first!"
-
-He wheeled the chair into a great gateway that led into a wide stone
-courtyard. White-washed stables were on each side of them and at
-regular intervals large green tubs containing miniature fir-trees. At
-the further end of the courtyard stood a square, white-washed house.
-
-"That's my shanty," said Jake.
-
-It was a very plain building; in former days it had been a farm. There
-was a white railing in front and a small white gate flanked by another
-pair of toy firs. The whole effect was one of prim cleanliness.
-
-"There's a bit of garden at the back," said Jake. "And a
-summer-house--quite a decent little summer-house--that looks right away
-to the sea. Now, Bunny lad, there's a comfortable sofa inside for you.
-Think I can carry you in?"
-
-"Can't you take in the chair?" Maud asked nervously.
-
-Jake looked at her. "Oh yes, I can. But the passage is a bit narrow.
-It's not very easy to turn."
-
-"Of course he can carry me, Maud. Let him carry me!" broke in Bunny, in
-an aggrieved tone. "You make such a stupid fuss always."
-
-Jake had thrown open the door of his home. "You go in, Miss Brian!" he
-said. "Turn to the right at the end of the passage, and it's the door
-facing you."
-
-She went in reluctantly. The passage was small and dark, oak-panelled,
-low-ceiled.
-
-"Go right in!" said Jake.
-
-She did not want to turn her back on Bunny, but she knew that the boy
-would resent any lingering on her part. She passed down the passage and
-turned as Jake had directed.
-
-The door that faced her stood open, and she entered a long, low room,
-oak-panelled like the passage, with a deep, old-fashioned fireplace in
-which burned a cheery wood fire. Two windows, diamond-paned, and a door
-with the upper panels of glass occupied the whole of the further side of
-the room, and the western sunshine slanting in threw great bars of gold
-across the low window-seats.
-
-Tea had been set on a table in the middle of the room, to the corner of
-which a sofa had been drawn. There were bed-pillows as well as cushions
-on the sofa. Evidently Jake had ransacked the house to provide comfort
-for Bunny.
-
-Maud stood just within the doorway listening, dreading to hear the
-indignant outcry that generally attended any movement of the poor little
-crippled body. But she heard nothing beyond Jake's voice murmuring
-unintelligibly, and in a few seconds the steady tread of his feet as he
-entered the house.
-
-Then, while she stood listening, the feet drew near and there came a
-pleased chuckle from Bunny. Jake came squarely in, carrying him like an
-infant, and deposited him with infinite care among the cushions that
-Maud hastily adjusted for his reception.
-
-"There you are, my son," he said. "Make yourself as much at home as you
-can!"
-
-Bunny looked about him with keen interest. "Oh, I say, what a jolly
-room! What a ripping room! You're beastly lucky to live here, Jake."
-
-"Oh, yes, it's a decent little crib," said Jake. "Those doorsteps were
-just made for an evening pipe."
-
-He indicated the closed glass-panelled door. Maud went to it and found
-that the ground sloped sharply away from this side of the house,
-necessitating a flight of several steps. They led down into a sunny
-space that was more orchard than garden,--fruit-trees and grass
-spreading down the side of the hill towards the magic, pine-screened
-grounds of Burchester Castle.
-
-Jake came and stood beside her for a moment. He was being studiously
-impersonal that day, an attitude which curiously caused her more of
-uneasiness than relief.
-
-"The arbour is at the end by those apple-trees," he said. "You can just
-see the roof from here. It looks over the field where we train. It's
-sport to watch the youngsters learning to run. Lord Saltash calls it
-the grand stand."
-
-"Do you know Lord Saltash?" broke in Bunny. "He used to be a great pal
-of ours once."
-
-"Oh, that was years ago--in London," said Maud quickly. "No doubt he
-has quite forgotten our existence by this time."
-
-She spoke with unwitting sharpness, hotly aware that the lynx-like eyes
-of her host were upon her.
-
-Bunny took instant offence. "I'm sure it wasn't years ago, Maud; and
-you know it wasn't. It isn't more than two since we saw him last--if
-that. As to forgetting all about us, that isn't very likely,
-considering the mother was one of his bad debts."
-
-"Bunny!" Maud began in rare anger.
-
-But in the same moment Jake swung calmly round. "Say, Bunny, do you like
-shrimps?" he asked. He moved to Bunny's side and stood looking down at
-him. "I got some in case. Miss Brian, I hope shrimps are good for him,
-are they?"
-
-"She doesn't know," said Bunny irritably. "What's the good of asking
-her? Of course I like shrimps! Aren't we going to begin soon? I want
-to go and see the horses."
-
-"You seem to be in an all-fired hurry," observed Jake. "Left your
-manners behind, haven't you?" He took out his watch. "Half-past three!
-All right, my son. We'll go at four, Miss Brian, do you mind pouring
-out?"
-
-He set a chair for her facing the window, and sat down himself next to
-Bunny.
-
-It seemed to Maud that, seated there in his own house, she saw him under
-a new aspect. He played the host with ability and no small amount of
-tact.
-
-He talked mainly about the stud, interesting her in a subject which she
-had never before viewed at close quarters. He described various events
-in which some of his charges had won distinction, and presently, to
-Bunny's keen delight; he began a brief but stirring description of an
-attempt to tamp with one of the animals two summers before on the eve of
-one of the Graydown Races. Some inkling of the intended attempt had
-reached him, and he himself had lain in wait to frustrate it.
-
-"But how?" cried Bunny breathlessly.
-
-"I decided to spend the night in the loose-box," said Jake. "There's no
-hardship in sleeping alongside a good horse. I've done it many a time.
-I wasn't so intimate with Lord Saltash then as I am now, but I knew
-enough not to be altogether surprised when he came sliding into the
-stable-yard a little after midnight in a two-seated car and made
-straight for the loose-box where I was. The top half of the door was
-ajar, and there was a dim lamp burning in the yard, but his head-lights
-showed up everything like day. He pushed the top half right back and
-leaned his arms on the lower and said, 'That you, Bolton?' I got up and
-went to him. There was no one else about. 'I've put myself in charge
-this trip,' I told him. 'You needn't be nervous.' He grinned in a
-sickly sort of fashion and said, 'I am nervous--deuced nervous, and I'll
-tell you why. If that brute runs to-morrow I'm a ruined man.' And then
-he started jawing about some fool wager he'd made, said he was under the
-thumb of some rascally booky, and actually began to try and talk me into
-spoiling the animal's chances."
-
-Jake paused. He was looking at Maud as if he expected something.
-
-She looked back at him, her head very high, her eyes shining defiantly
-bright. "Lord Saltash has a double apparently?" she said.
-
-"Now, that's real clever of you!" said Jake, with a smile. "Yes, that is
-the key to the mystery, and I soon grasped it. He offered me a large sum
-of money to prevent Pedro running. Pedro was listening to the
-transaction with his head on my shoulder. I said yes to everything, and
-then I suggested that we should settle the details outside where there
-was no chance of witnesses. He agreed to that, and I picked up my whip
-and got into his car after him, and we slipped out and ran about
-half-a-mile into the Park where I stopped him."
-
-Jake paused again, still looking expectantly at the girl facing him.
-She was flushed but evidently not greatly moved.
-
-"What a thrilling recital!" she said.
-
-And, "Go on!" urged Bunny impatiently.
-
-Jake laughed a little. "I felt rather a skunk myself. He was so sweetly
-unsuspicious, till I used the cowboy clutch on him and tied up his arms
-in his own coat. That opened his eyes, but it was a bit too late. He
-was in for a cowhiding, and he realized it, scarcely showed fight, in
-fact. I didn't let him off on that account, and I don't suppose he has
-forgotten it to this day. I didn't quite flay him, but I made him feel
-some."
-
-"And you let him go afterwards?" questioned Bunny.
-
-"Yes, I let him go." Jake took up his cup and drank in a contemplative
-fashion. "After that," he said, in his slow way, "I went back to Pedro,
-and we finished the night together. But--I don't know whether having
-his rest disturbed upset his nerves any--he only managed to come in
-second after all."
-
-"And Lord Saltash?" said Maud abruptly. "Did you ever tell him what had
-happened?"
-
-"Oh yes," said Jake. "I told him the following evening, and he laughed
-in his jolly way and said, 'Well, I'm glad you weren't taken in, but I'm
-glad too that you let the poor devil go. A leathering from you couldn't
-have been any such joke.' It wasn't," added Jake grimly. "It was as
-unlike a joke as a blue pill is unlike raspberry jam."
-
-"But what became of the real man?" questioned Bunny. "Did he get clean
-away?"
-
-"Clean away," said Jake. "And now--if you're ready--we'll go and see
-the hero of that episode."
-
-"Who was the hero?" asked Maud, with a hint of sarcasm as she rose.
-
-He looked at her with a faint smile. "Why, Dom Pedro, of course," he
-said. "Come along and make his acquaintance!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
- THE HEAD OF THE FAMILY
-
-
-It was among the horses that Maud at length saw Jake Bolton in his true
-element. They were all plainly very dear to his heart. He introduced
-them as friends. His pockets were stuffed with sugar which both she and
-Bunny helped to distribute, and not till dusk came upon them did they
-realize the lateness of the hour.
-
-It was at the last minute that Jake suddenly summoned a little man who
-was lounging in the gateway. "Here, Sam! I've been telling the lady
-about your tumble and how they put you together again. It interested
-her."
-
-Sam approached with a sheepish grin. "I thought I was a goner," he
-said. "But Mr. Bolton--" he looked at Jake and his grin widened--"he's
-one of the Never-say-die sort. And the Yankee doctor, well, he was a
-regular knock-out, he was. Mended me as clean--well, there, you
-wouldn't never have known I'd had a smash."
-
-One eye wandered down to Bunny in his long chair as he spoke; but he
-discreetly refrained from comment, and it was Bunny who eagerly broke in
-with: "What happened to you? Was it your spine? Let's hear!"
-
-Sam was only too willing to oblige. He settled down to his story like a
-horse into its stride, and for nearly a quarter of an hour Maud stood
-listening to the account of the miracle which, according to Sam Vickers,
-the great American doctor had performed.
-
-Bunny drank it all in with feverish avidity. Maud did not like to watch
-his face. The look it wore went to her heart.
-
-She did not want to glance at Jake either though after a time she felt
-impelled to do so. His eyes were fixed upon Bunny, but on the instant
-they came straight to hers as if she had spoken. She avoided them
-instinctively, but she felt them none the less, as though a dazzling
-searchlight had suddenly and mercilessly been turned upon her, piercing
-straight to her soul.
-
-It was soon after this that he quietly intervened to put an end to Sam's
-reminiscences. It was growing late, and they ought to be moving.
-
-Maud agreed; Bunny protested, and was calmly overruled by Jake. They
-started back through a pearly greyness of dusk that heralded the rising
-of the moon. They spoke but little as they went. Bunny seemed suddenly
-tired, and it did not apparently occur to either of his companions to
-attempt to make conversation.
-
-Only, as they descended the winding road that led down to Fairharbour
-and a sudden clamour of church-bells arose through the evening mist,
-Jake glanced again at the girl who was walking rather wearily by Bunny's
-side, and said, "Wouldn't you like to go to Church now? I'll see to the
-youngster."
-
-She shook her head. "Thank you very much; I don't think so."
-
-"Oh, go on, Maud!" exclaimed Bunny, emerging from his reverie. "I don't
-want you if Jake will stay. I'd sooner have Jake. He doesn't fuss like
-you."
-
-"I'll get him to bed," Jake went on, as if he had not spoken. "You can
-trust me to do that, you know. I won't let him talk too much either.
-Say, Miss Brian, it's a good offer; you'd better close with it."
-
-She heard the smile in the words; and because of it she found she could
-not refuse. "But I don't like to give you so much trouble," she said.
-
-"You give me pleasure," he answered simply.
-
-At the gate of the churchyard he stopped. "I'll say good-bye," he said.
-"But don't hurry back! I shall stay as long as I am wanted."
-
-She knew that she could rely upon him in that respect as upon no one
-else in the world. She gave him her hand with another low word of
-thanks.
-
-"May I walk to the door with you?" he said, and drew Bunny's chair to
-one side.
-
-It would have been churlish to refuse. She suffered him in silence.
-
-The church was on an eminence that overlooked the harbour. Reaching the
-porch, the whole wide view of open sea lay spread before them, flooded
-in moonlight. The clanging bells above them had sunk to stillness. A
-peace that seemed unearthly wrapped them round. They stood for the
-moment quite alone, gazing out to the far, dim sky-line.
-
-And suddenly Maud heard the beating of her heart in the silence, and was
-conscious of an overwhelming sense of doom.
-
-With an effort that seemed to tear at the very foundations of her being,
-she turned and walked down a narrow path between the tombstones. He
-followed her till in breathless agitation she turned again.
-
-"Mr. Bolton!"
-
-Her voice was no more than a whisper. She was thankful that her face
-was in shadow.
-
-He stood silently, his eyes, alert and bright, fixed intently upon her.
-
-"I must ask you," she said, "--I must beg you--to regard what I said the
-other day as final. If I am friendly with you, I want you to understand
-that it is solely for Bunny's sake--no other reason."
-
-"That is understood," said Jake.
-
-She drew the quick breath of one seeking relief. "Then you will forget
-that--that impossible notion? You will let me forget it too?"
-
-"I shan't remind you of it," said Jake.
-
-"And you will forget it yourself?" she insisted.
-
-He lowered his eyes suddenly, and it was as if a light had unexpectedly
-gone out. She waited in the dark with a beating heart.
-
-And then with a great clash the bells broke out overhead and further
-speech became impossible. Jake wheeled without warning, and walked
-away.
-
-She stood and watched him go, still with that sense of coming fate upon
-her. Her heart was leaping wildly like a chained thing seeking to
-escape.
-
-As for Jake, he rejoined Bunny and squarely resumed the journey back to
-the town, without the smallest sign of discomposure.
-
-He seemed somewhat absent, however, trudging along in almost unbroken
-silence; and it was not until he laid the boy down at length in his own
-room that he said, "Now, look here, youngster! If you can't be decently
-civil to your sister, I've done with you. Understand?"
-
-Bunny turned impulsively and buried his face in Jake's sleeve. "All
-right. Don't jaw!" he begged in muffled accents.
-
-Jake remained unmoved. "I've been wanting to punch your head most of
-the afternoon," he remarked severely.
-
-"You can do it now if you like," muttered Bunny, burrowing a little
-deeper.
-
-Jake did not respond to the invitation. "Why can't you behave yourself
-anyway?" he said.
-
-He settled Bunny's pillows with a sure hand, and laid him gently back
-upon them. But Bunny clung to him still.
-
-"You aren't really savage with me, Jake?" he said.
-
-"All right. I'm not," said Jake. "But I won't have it all the same;
-savvy?"
-
-He put his hand for a moment on Bunny's head and rumpled the dark hair.
-Bunny's lips quivered unexpectedly.
-
-"It's so--beastly--being managed always by women," he said.
-
-"You don't know when you're lucky," said Jake.
-
-Bunny's emotion passed. He looked at his friend shrewdly. "I suppose
-you're in love with her," he remarked after a moment.
-
-Jake's eyes met his instantly and uncompromisingly. "Well?" he said.
-
-"Nothing," said Bunny. "Of course she's my sister."
-
-"And so you think you're entitled to a voice in the matter?" Jake's
-tone was strictly practical.
-
-Bunny's fingers slipped into his. "I'm the head of the family, you
-know, Jake," he said.
-
-The man's face softened to a smile. "Yes, I reckon that's so," he said.
-"Well? What has the head of the family to say to the notion?"
-
-Bunny turned rather red. "You see,--you're not a mister, are you?" he
-said.
-
-"Not a gentleman, you mean?" suggested Jake.
-
-Bunny's uneasiness increased. He squeezed Jake's hand very hard in
-silence.
-
-"All right, little chap," said Jake. "Don't agitate yourself! I'm not
-what you call a gentleman,--not even a first-class imitation. Let's go
-on from there! Any other objections?"
-
-"I don't want to be a cad, Jake!" burst from Bunny. "But you know--you
-know--she might have done a lot better for herself. She might have
-married Charlie Burchester."
-
-"Who?" said Jake.
-
-"Lord Saltash," explained Bunny. "We thought--everyone thought--five
-years ago--that they were going to get married. He was awfully keen on
-her, and she of course was in love with him. And then there was that
-row with the Cressadys. Lady Cressady got him into a mess, and Sir
-Philip always was an obnoxious beast. And afterwards Charlie Burchester
-sheered off and went abroad. He came back after he succeeded, but
-Maud--she's awfully proud, you know,--she wouldn't look at him, vows she
-never will again--though I'm not so sure she won't. He's sure to come
-back some day. He's such a rattling good sort, and he's jolly fond of
-her."
-
-"And the rest," said Jake drily.
-
-"No, really, Jake, he isn't a rotter. He's an awfully nice chap. You'd
-say so if you really knew him."
-
-"I do know him," said Jake.
-
-"And you don't like him?" Bunny's eyes opened wide in astonishment.
-
-"Yes, I like him." Jake's tone was enigmatical. "But I shouldn't call
-him a marrying man. Anyway, he won't marry your sister, so you can make
-up your mind to that! Any other gentlemen in the running?"
-
-"You couldn't prevent their being married if--if Maud changed her mind,"
-said Bunny.
-
-Jake smiled. "Anyone else?" he persisted.
-
-"No, no one. She never sees anybody now."
-
-"Except me," said Jake. "And I'm not genteel enough, hey?"
-
-"You're a brick!" said Bunny with enthusiasm. "But, you know, women
-don't see that sort of thing. They only care about whether a man opens
-the door for 'em or takes off his glove to shake hands."
-
-Jake broke into a laugh. "Say, sonny, what a thundering lot you know
-about women!" he said. "Anyway, I conclude I am right in surmising that
-you personally could swallow me as a brother-in-law?"
-
-Bunny's eyes began to shine. "You're the best fellow I know," he said.
-"If--if it weren't for Lord Saltash, I wouldn't say a word!"
-
-"Well," said Jake very deliberately, "I refuse to be warned off on his
-account. That's understood, is it?"
-
-Bunny hesitated. The red-brown eyes were looking full and unwaveringly
-into his. "I'm not thinking of myself, Jake," he said, with sudden
-pleading.
-
-Jake's hand closed squarely upon his. "All right, old chap, I know; and
-I like you for it. But I'm taking odds. It's ninety-nine to one. If I
-win on the hundredth chance, you'll take it like a sport?"
-
-Bunny's hand returned his grip with all the strength at his command. He
-was silent for a moment or two; then, impulsively: "I say, Jake," he
-said, "--you--you're such a sport yourself! I think I'll back you after
-all."
-
-"Right O!" said Jake. "You won't be sorry."
-
-He dismissed the subject then with obvious intention, and Bunny seemed
-relieved to let it go. He turned the conversation to Sam Vickers,
-asking endless questions regarding the American doctor and his miracles.
-
-"I wish he'd come and have a look at me, Jake," he said wistfully at
-length.
-
-"Thought you didn't like doctors," said Jake.
-
-"Oh, a man like that is different. I'd put up with a man like that,"
-said Bunny, with a sigh.
-
-"You might have to put up with more than you bargained for," said Jake.
-
-Bunny moved his head wearily on the pillow. "I don't think anything
-could be worse than this," he said.
-
-"I'm glad to hear you say so," said Jake, with sudden force; and then,
-pulling himself up as suddenly, "No, we won't get talking on that
-subject. Capper's in America, and you've got to sleep to-night. But
-you keep a stiff upper lip, old chap! I'm in with you from start to
-finish. Maybe, some day, we'll work a change."
-
-"You're no end of a trump!" said Bunny with tears in his eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
- THE DECLARATION OF WAR
-
-
-For three weeks after that Sunday visit to Jake's home, life went on as
-usual, and a certain measure of tranquillity returned to Maud.
-
-She found herself able to meet the man without any show of
-embarrassment, and, finding him absolutely normal in his behaviour
-towards her, she began to feel a greater confidence in his presence. He
-had promised that he would not force himself upon her, and it was
-evident that he had every intention of keeping his word. That he might
-by imperceptible degrees draw nearer to her, become more intimate, was a
-possibility that for a time troubled her; but he was so absolutely
-considerate in all his dealings with her that this fear of hers at
-length died away. If he were playing a waiting game he did it with a
-patience so consummate that his tactics were wholly hidden from her. He
-had to all appearances accepted her decision as final, and put the
-notion away as impracticable.
-
-Christmas was drawing near, and several visitors had already arrived.
-There was generally a short season at Christmas, during which the Anchor
-Hotel had its regular patrons. Its landlord was in an extremely
-variable state of mind, sometimes aggressive, sometimes jovial,
-frequently not wholly sober. Maud avoided all contact with him with
-rigorous persistence, her mother's protests notwithstanding.
-
-"He can't be civil to me," she said, "and he shall not have the
-opportunity of being anything else."
-
-And no persuasion could move her from this attitude. Mrs. Sheppard was
-obliged reluctantly to abandon the attempt. She herself was seldom out
-of favour with her husband, whatever his condition, and that after all
-was what mattered most.
-
-But the state of affairs was such as was almost bound to lead to a
-climax sooner or later. Giles Sheppard's hectoring mood was not of the
-sort to be satisfied for long with passive avoidance. Every glimpse he
-had of the girl, who ate his bread but disdained to do so in his company
-or the company of his friends, inflamed him the more hotly against her.
-It needed but a pretext to set his wrath ablaze, and a pretext was not
-far to seek.
-
-One day about a week before Christmas he unexpectedly presented himself
-at the door of Bunny's room.
-
-The weather was damp and raw, and a cheerful fire burned there. Bunny
-was lying among pillows on the sofa. He had had a bad night, and his
-face, as he turned it to the intruder, was white and drawn.
-
-"What on earth--" he began querulously.
-
-Sheppard entered with arrogance, leaving the door wide open behind him.
-"Look here!" he said harshly. "You've got to turn out of this. The room
-is wanted."
-
-Maud, who was dusting the room as was her daily custom, turned swiftly
-round with something of the movement of a tigress. Her face was pale
-also. She had slept even less than Bunny the previous night. Her blue
-eyes shone like two flames under her knitted brows.
-
-"What do you mean?" she said.
-
-He looked at her with insult in his eyes. "I mean just that, my fine
-madam," he said. "This room is wanted. The boy will have to go with the
-rest of the lumber--at the top of the house."
-
-It was brutally spoken, but the brutality was aimed at her, not Bunny.
-Maud realized that fact, and curbed her resentment. She could
-endure--or so she fancied--his personal hostility with fortitude. But
-his announcement was sufficiently disquieting in itself.
-
-"I understood that we were not to be disturbed at any time," she said,
-meeting his look with that icy pride of hers that was the only weapon at
-her command. "Surely some other arrangement can be made?"
-
-Sheppard growled out a strangled oath; she always made him feel at a
-disadvantage, this slip of a girl whom he could have picked up with one
-hand had he chosen.
-
-"I tell you, this room is wanted," he reiterated stormily. "You'd better
-clear out at once."
-
-"Bunny can't possibly be moved to-day," Maud said quickly and decidedly.
-"He is in pain. Can't you see for yourself how impossible it is? I am
-quite sure no visitor who knew the facts of the case would wish to turn
-him out."
-
-Sheppard stamped a furious foot. He was getting up his fury; and
-suddenly she saw that he had been drinking. The knowledge came upon her
-in a flash of understanding, and with it a disgust so complete that it
-overwhelmed every other consideration.
-
-She pointed to the door. "Go!" she said, in tense, frozen accents. "Go
-at once! How dare you come in here in this state?"
-
-Before her withering disdain he drew back, as it were involuntarily. He
-even half turned to obey. Then, suddenly some devil prompted him, and
-he swung back again. With one gigantic stride he reached the sofa; and
-before either brother or sister knew what he intended to do he had
-roughly seized upon the boy's slight body and lifted it in his great
-arms.
-
-Bunny's agonized outcry at the action mingled with his sister's, but it
-ceased almost immediately. He collapsed in the giant grip like an empty
-sack, and Sheppard, now wrought to a blind fury that had no thought for
-consequences, carried him from the room and along the passage to the
-stairs, utterly unheeding the fact that he had fainted.
-
-Maud, nearly beside herself, went with him, striving to support the limp
-body where long experience had taught her support was needed. They went
-up the stairs so, flight after flight, Sheppard savage and stubborn, the
-girl in a dumb agony of anxiety, seeking only to relieve the dreadful
-strain that had bereft Bunny of his senses.
-
-They reached at length a room at the top of the house, a bare garret of
-a place with sloping ceiling and uncarpeted floor. There was a bed
-under the skylight, and on this the man deposited his burden.
-
-Then he turned and looked at Maud with eyes of cruel malevolence. "This
-is good enough for you and yours," he said.
-
-Over Bunny's body she flung her fruitless defiance. "You drunken brute!"
-she said. "You loathsome coward! You hateful, tipsy bully!"
-
-The words pierced him like the stabs of a dagger too swift to evade. He
-was sober enough to be cowed.
-
-From the door he looked back at her, where she stood at the bedside,
-upright, quivering, a dart-like creature full of menace despite her
-delicacy of form and fibre. Again he knew himself to be at a
-disadvantage. He had not drunk enough to be intrepid. Swearing and
-malignant, he withdrew like a savage beast. But as he went, the madness
-of hatred rose in a swirl to his brain. She had defied him, had she?
-Her bitter words rang again and again in his ears. She had proclaimed
-him a drunkard, a coward, a bully! And she thought he would put up with
-it. Did she? Did she? Thought she could insult him with impunity in
-his own house! Thought he would tamely endure her impertinences for all
-time! He ground his teeth as he went down to the bar. He would have a
-reckoning with her presently. Yes, there should be a reckoning. He had
-borne with her too long--too long! Now matters had come to a head. She
-would either have to humble herself or go.
-
-He had tried to be patient. He had hoped that Jake Bolton would soon
-relieve him of the unwelcome burden he had taken upon himself. Jake
-could tame her; he was quite sure of that. But Jake seemed to be making
-no headway. He had even begun to wonder lately if Jake meant business
-after all.
-
-In any case he was at the end of his patience; and when his wife came to
-him with tears to remonstrate on behalf of poor little Bunny he hardened
-himself against her and refused to discuss the subject.
-
-As for Maud, she spent the rest of the day in trying to make Bunny's new
-quarters habitable. She hoped with all her heart that Jake would come
-in the evening so that they could move him into the room she occupied, a
-floor lower, which had at least a fireplace. But for once Jake
-disappointed her, and so the whole day passed in severe pain for Bunny
-and vexation of spirit for her.
-
-Towards evening to her relief he began to doze. She watched beside him
-anxiously. He had been very plucky, displaying an odd protective
-attitude towards herself that had gone to her heart; but she knew that
-at times he had suffered intensely and the fact had been almost more
-than she could bear. She knew that it would be days before he would
-shake off the effects of the rough handling he had received, and she
-dreaded the future with a foreboding that made her feel physically sick.
-
-Now that Sheppard's animosity had developed into active hostility, she
-knew that the situation could not last much longer, but how to escape it
-remained a problem unsolved. Her uncle had made no reply to her letter.
-She could not write to him again. And there was no one else to whom she
-could appeal. Alone, she could have faced the world and somehow made a
-way for herself; but with Bunny-- She clenched her hands in impotent
-anguish. There was only one person in the world willing to lift the
-burden from her, only one person besides herself who really cared for
-Bunny. She suddenly began to tremble. That sense of approaching doom
-was upon her again. The current had caught her surely, surely, and was
-whirling her away.
-
-Bunny stirred--as though somehow caught in the net of her
-emotions--stirred and came out of uneasy slumber.
-
-"I say, Maud!"
-
-"What is it, darling? Are you uncomfortable?" There was a wealth of
-mother-love in her low voice as she bent above him.
-
-Bunny put out a cold, moist hand. "I say, Maud," he said again, "Jake's
-a good sort. You like Jake, don't you?"
-
-"Yes, darling," she answered soothingly.
-
-He turned his head on the pillow; she could feel his fingers opening and
-closing in the restless way he had. "I like him too," he said. "I like
-him awfully. He's--the real thing. I wish----"
-
-"What, Bunny?" There was constraint in her voice, and she knew it, but
-it was a subject upon which she could not bring herself to speak freely.
-She dreaded his answer more than she could have said.
-
-Possibly he divined the fact, for he heaved a sharp sigh and said,
-"Nothing," in a tone that told her that he was very far from satisfied.
-
-But she could not pursue the matter. Thankfully she let it drop.
-
-The evening wore away. There was only one candle in the room. By it
-she and Bunny ate the supper which Maud herself had fetched from the
-kitchen. No one had time to wait upon them. The boy was still trying
-to make the best of things, and she marvelled at his courage.
-
-When the meal was over he looked at her with a faint smile under his
-drawn brows. "Look here, Maud! There's that bed in the corner. Can't
-you make it comfortable and get a good night for once?"
-
-She looked at him in surprise. It was very unusual for Bunny to give a
-thought to her comfort.
-
-"Yes, I want you to," he said. "Go and undress, and then bring your
-blankets up here! You can't sit up all night in a straight-backed
-chair, so you may as well be comfortable. Don't stare! Go and do it!"
-
-The bed in the corner was a thing of broken springs and crippled
-frame-work, but it had a mattress of straw albeit bedclothes were
-lacking. Bunny's suggestion seemed feasible, and since it was plain
-that he would not be content unless she followed it she yielded without
-demur. Her own room was only a flight of stairs away, and she had
-already fetched several things from it for his comfort. She hoped to
-get him down to it on the following day, if only Jake would come. It
-was neither warm nor spacious, but it was preferable to this fireless
-attic.
-
-She brought the blankets, and arranged the bed. "I don't think I'll
-undress, Bunny," she said.
-
-"You are to," said Bunny. "Jake says no one can possibly rest properly
-without."
-
-She was inclined to resent this assertion of Jake's teaching, but again
-she yielded. Bunny was in a mood to work himself into a fever if his
-behests were not obeyed.
-
-She went down and undressed therefore, and presently slipped up to him
-again, hoping to find him asleep. But he was wide-eyed and restless.
-
-"It's so beastly cold," he said. "I can't sleep. My feet are like
-stones. Where's the fur rug?"
-
-She looked round for it. "Oh, Bunny, I'm so sorry. I must have left it
-in your room downstairs. Never mind! Here's a blanket instead!"
-
-She was already pulling it off her bed when Bunny asserted himself once
-more.
-
-"Maud, I won't have it! I will not have it! Do you hear? Put it back
-again! Why can't you go and fetch the fur rug?"
-
-"My dear, I can't go down like this," she objected.
-
-"Rot!" said Bunny. "Everyone's gone to bed by now. If you don't get it,
-they'll be turning the room out in the morning, and it'll get lost.
-Besides, you look all right."
-
-She was wearing no more than a light wrap over her night-dress; but, as
-Bunny said, it was probable that everyone had retired, for the hour was
-late. Only a few dim lights were left burning in the passages. There
-would be no one about, and it would not take two minutes to slip down
-and get the rug. She dropped the blanket he had refused, and went
-softly out.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
- THE RECKONING
-
-
-The whole house was in silence as noiselessly she stole down the stairs.
-It was close upon midnight, and she did not meet or hear anyone. The
-place might have been empty, so still was it.
-
-The long, long roar of the sea came to her as she groped her way down
-the winding, dark passage that led to the room from which Bunny had been
-so rudely ejected a few hours before. There was no light here, but she
-knew her way perfectly, and, finding the door, softly opened it and
-turned on the electric light.
-
-The room was just as she had left it, the sofa drawn up by the burnt-out
-fire. She had collected all Bunny's things earlier in the evening, but,
-since the rug had been forgotten, she thought it advisable to take the
-opportunity of ascertaining if anything else had been left behind. She
-found the rug, pushed the sofa back against the wall, and began a quiet
-search of all the drawers and other receptacles the room contained.
-
-She had almost finished her task, and was just closing the writing-table
-drawer when a sudden sound made her start. A creaking footstep came
-from the passage beyond the open door. She turned swiftly with a
-jerking heart to see her step-father, bloated and malignant, standing on
-the threshold.
-
-For a single instant he stood there looking at her, and a great throb of
-misgiving went through her at the savage triumph in his eyes. He had
-been drinking, drinking heavily she was sure; but he did not seem to be
-intoxicated, only horribly sure of himself, brutally free from any
-trammels of civilization. He closed the door with decision, and moved
-forward.
-
-In the same moment she moved also towards the sofa over which she had
-thrown the rug she had come to fetch. Her heart was beating hard and
-fast, but she would not address a single word to him, would not so much
-as seem to see him. Supremely disdainful, she prepared to gather up her
-property and go.
-
-But as she turned to the door she found him barring the way. He spoke,
-thickly yet not indistinctly.
-
-"Not so fast, my fine madam! I've got to have a reckoning with you."
-
-She drew herself up to the utmost of her slim height, and gave him a
-single brief glance of disgust. "Be good enough to let me pass!" she
-said, in tones of clear command.
-
-But Sheppard did not move. He had been fortifying himself against any
-sudden strain such as this all day long.
-
-"Not so fast!" he said again, with a gleam of teeth under his dark
-moustache. "You made a mistake this morning, young woman; a very big
-mistake. Don't make another to-night!"
-
-Maud froze to an icier contempt. The steady courage of her must have
-shamed any man in his sober senses.
-
-"Stand aside instantly," she said, "or I shall ring the bell and rouse
-the house!"
-
-He laughed at that, a cruel, vindictive laugh. "Oh, you don't come over
-me that way! You mean to have your lesson, I see, and p'raps it's as
-well. It's been postponed too long already. There's a deal too much
-spirit about you, and too much lip too. You think I'll put up with
-anything, don't you? Think yourself much too high and mighty to
-associate with the likes of me? Think you can call me any darn' names
-you please, and I'll bear 'em like a lamb?"
-
-His voice rose. Obviously his temper was already beyond control. He
-was in fact lashing it on to fury. Maud knew the process well.
-
-It was enough for her, and she waited for no more. She stepped quietly
-to the bell.
-
-She was nearer to it than he, and she did not for a moment imagine that
-he would dare to molest her. But she had not realized the maddened
-condition to which he had wrought himself; and even when he suddenly and
-violently strode forward she did not draw back or dream that he would
-touch her.
-
-Only as his hand caught her outstretched arm did the knowledge that he
-was as utterly beyond control as a wild beast burst upon her. She
-uttered a desperate cry, and began a sharp, instinctive struggle to
-escape.
-
-It was a very brief struggle, so taken by surprise and utterly
-unprepared was she. One moment she was fighting wildly for freedom; the
-next he had her at his mercy.
-
-"Oh, you may scream!" he gibed. "No one will hear you! Now--do you
-know what I am going to do to you?"
-
-"Let me go!" she panted, crimson and breathless.
-
-He locked her two wrists together in one iron hand. His strength was
-utterly irresistible. She was as a pigmy in the grip of a giant.
-
-"I'll let you go when I've done with you," he said, gloating openly over
-her quivering helplessness. "But first you will have your lesson. I'm
-going to give you the trouncing of your life!"
-
-With the words he suddenly wrenched her round and forced her, almost
-flung her, face downwards over the sofa-head.
-
-"You've been spoiling for this for a long time," he said, "and--being
-your step-father--I'll see that you get it. Never had a good spanking
-before in all your life, I daresay? Well, well see how you like this
-one!"
-
-And therewith he pulled off one of his down-at-heel carpet slippers and
-proceeded to flog her with it, as if she had been a boy.
-
-What she went through during that awful chastisement Maud never forgot.
-She fought at first like a mad creature till she was suddenly aware of
-the light wrap she wore ripping in all directions, and from that moment
-she resisted no more, standing passive in an agony of apprehension while
-he wreaked upon her all the pent malice of the past few weeks.
-
-It was a brutal punishment, administered with the savage intention of
-breaking down the stark silence with which she sought to meet it. And
-even when he succeeded at last, even when the girl's strength went from
-her and she collapsed as he held her with a wild burst of hysterical
-crying and broken, unnerved entreaties, he did not stay his hand. Now
-was his grand opportunity for vengeance, and he might never get another.
-He did not spare her until he had inflicted the utmost of which he was
-capable.
-
-Then at last roughly he set her free. "That's right! Blub away!" he
-jeered. "I've taken all the stiffening out of you at last, and a damn'
-good job too. P'raps you'll keep a civil tongue in your head for the
-future, and give me no more of your dratted impudence. There's nothing
-like a sound drubbing to bring a woman to her senses. But I don't
-advise you to qualify for another."
-
-He put on his slipper, breathing somewhat heavily after his exertions,
-then stood up and wiped his forehead. His fury had exhausted itself.
-His mood had become one of semi-malicious elation.
-
-He looked at the girl still crouched over the sofa-head, sobbing and
-convulsed, utterly broken, utterly conquered.
-
-"Come!" he said. "Don't let us have any more nonsense! You won't give
-me any more of your airs after this, and we shall be all the better
-friends for it. Stand up and say you're sorry!"
-
-She gasped and gasped again, but no words could she utter. The hateful
-callousness of the man could not so much as rouse her scorn. Her pride
-was in the dust.
-
-He took her by the arm and pulled her roughly up, making her stand
-before him though she was scarcely capable of standing.
-
-"Come!" he began again, and broke off with a brutal laugh, staring at
-her.
-
-A flame of fierce humiliation went through her, burning her from head to
-foot as she realized that her night-dress had been rent open across her
-bosom. She caught it together in her trembling fingers, shrinking in an
-anguish of shame from the new devil that had begun to gibe at her out of
-his bloodshot eyes.
-
-He laughed again. "Well, my fine madam, we seem to have pitched the
-proprieties overboard quite completely this time. All your own fault,
-you know. Serves you jolly well right. You aren't going to say you're
-sorry, eh? Well, well, I'd give you another spanking if I felt equal to
-it, but I don't. So I'll have the kiss of peace instead."
-
-He caught her to him with the words, gripped her tightly round the body,
-tilted her head back; and for one unspeakable moment the heavy moustache
-was crushed suffocatingly upon her panting lips.
-
-In that moment the strength of madness entered into Maud, such strength
-as was later wholly beyond her own comprehension. With frenzied force
-she resisted him, fighting as if for her very life, and so suddenly, so
-unexpectedly, that in sheer astonishment his grip relaxed.
-
-It was her one chance of escape, and she seized it. With a single
-furious wrench she tore herself from him, not caring how she did it,
-found herself free, and fled, fled like a mad thing, panting,
-dishevelled, frantic, from the room.
-
-His laugh of half-tipsy derision followed her, and all the devils of
-hatred, malice, and bitter cauterizing shame went with her as she fled.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
- THE ONLY PORT
-
-
-It was a rainy, squally morning, and Jake returning from the Stables
-after an early ride, looked down at his muddy gaiters with momentary
-hesitation. Mrs. Lovelace, his cook and housekeeper, objected very
-strongly to muddy gaiters in what she was pleased to call "her parlour."
-They generally meant disaster to a clean table-doth, though Jake himself
-could never be made to see why, since he was the only person to use it
-and never noticed its condition, this should be regarded as a matter of
-vital importance.
-
-On the present occasion, Mrs. Lovelace being out of sight and hearing,
-he decided to risk detection, and, leaving his cap on a peg in the dark
-oak passage, he passed on to the room overlooking the downs and the
-distant sea in which he had once entertained Bunny and his sister.
-
-Breakfast would be awaiting him, he knew; and he was more than ready for
-breakfast. In fact he was ravenously hungry, and he hastened to hide
-the offending gaiters under the spotless table-doth as soon as he had
-rung the bell for the dish which was being kept hot for him.
-
-When Mrs. Lovelace came stoutly in, he greeted her with a smile. "I'm
-late this morning. Been having a tussle with one of the youngsters.
-No, don't put that whip away! It wants a new lash. What a cussed
-nuisance this rain is! The ground is a quagmire, and the animals can
-hardly keep their feet. Any letters?"
-
-"One, sir," said Mrs. Lovelace, and laid it before him. Then she looked
-at him searchingly. "Did you get very muddy?" she enquired.
-
-"What?" said Jake. He took up his letter. "Yes, you can take the
-cover. No, leave the coffee! I'll pour that out when I'm ready.
-Muddy? Look out of the window, my good woman, if you want to know!
-Don't wait! Time's precious, and I guess you're busy."
-
-Again he smiled upon Mrs. Lovelace, his pleasant, candid smile; and Mrs.
-Lovelace had perforce to smile back and withdraw.
-
-Jake heaved a sigh of relief, and began his breakfast. His letter,
-bearing a purple crest of a fox's head and under it the motto: _Sans
-Vertu_, lay on the table before him. He eyed it as he ate, and presently
-took it up. It bore a Swiss stamp.
-
-Jake opened it and read:
-
-"DEAR BOLTON,
-
-"I meant to winter in Cairo, and heaven alone knows why I am here. It
-is fiendishly cold, and blowing great guns. There was skating when I
-arrived, but that is a dream of the oast. We now slop about knee-deep
-in slush or play cat's cradle in the _salon_ during the day. We dance
-or cuddle in corners practically all night. Some of the female portion
-of the community are quite passably attractive, but I always preferred
-one goddess to a crowd, and she is not to be found here. Unless it
-freezes within the next forty-eight hours, I shall come back to beastly
-old England and look for her. So if I should turn up at Burchester
-within the next few days, please accept this (the only) intimation and
-have the stud ready for inspection.
-
-"Yours sincerely,
- "SALTASH."
-
-Jake's face wore a curious expression as he folded the letter and
-returned it to the envelope. It was what Bunny called his "cowboy"
-look--a look in which humour and sheer, savage determination were very
-oddly mingled. There was a good deal of the primitive man about him at
-that moment. He continued his breakfast with business-like rapidity and
-presently helped himself to coffee with a perfectly steady hand.
-
-The cup, however, was still untasted beside him when Mrs. Lovelace once
-more made her appearance, her plump face looking somewhat startled.
-
-"Miss Brian has called, sir. Wishes to see you for a moment. Shall I
-show her in?"
-
-Jake's chair scraped back and he was on his feet in a single movement.
-"Of course! Where is she? No, I'll fetch her myself. Out of the way,
-my good woman!"
-
-He removed her from his path without the smallest ceremony, and was gone
-before she could protest.
-
-In the passage he almost ran into his visitor. "Miss Brian! Is that
-you? Come right in! Snakes! You're wet. Come along to the fire!"
-
-He had her by it before his greeting was fully uttered. A man of action
-at all times, was Jake. And Maud, still panting from her recent
-struggle with the elements, found herself in an easy-chair, holding
-numbed fingers to the blaze almost before she realized how she came to
-be there. He knelt beside her, unbuttoning her streaming waterproof.
-She saw the glint of the firelight on his chestnut hair.
-
-"Thank you," she said, with an effort. "You are very kind."
-
-He looked at her with those lynx-like eyes of his. "Say, you're
-perished!" he said, in his soft, easy drawl.
-
-She smiled quiveringly at the concern in his face. She had expected a
-precipitate enquiry about Bunny, but it was evident that he had thoughts
-only for her at that moment. And she was very badly in need of human
-kindness and consideration just then.
-
-She sat huddled over the fire, all the queenliness gone out of her,
-tried to speak to him twice and failed; finally, shook her head and sat
-in silence.
-
-He got up and reached across the table for the coffee he had just poured
-out.
-
-"Drink a little!" he said, holding it to her. "You need it."
-
-She made a small gesture of impotence. Somehow the warmth and comfort
-of the room after the cheerless cold without had upset her. She still
-smiled, but it was a puckered, difficult smile, and her eyes were full
-of tears. She could not take the cup. Her throat worked painfully.
-Again she shook her head.
-
-Jake stood beside her for a moment or two looking down at her, then with
-swift decision he set down the coffee, stepped to the door and quietly
-turned the key.
-
-He came back to her with the steady purpose of a man quite sure of
-himself, knelt again by her side, put his arm about her.
-
-"You lean on me, my girl!" he said softly. "Don't be afraid!"
-
-She gave him a quick look. The tears were running down her face. She
-covered it suddenly with both hands and sobbed.
-
-He drew her to him so gently that she was hardly aware of the action
-till her head came to rest on his shoulder. His free hand, strong and
-purposeful, took possession of one of hers and sturdily held it.
-
-"It's all right," he murmured to her soothingly. "It's all right."
-
-She wept for awhile without restraint, her nerves completely shattered,
-her pride laid low. And while she wept, Jake held her, strongly,
-sustainingly, his red-brown eyes staring unblinkingly full into the
-heart of the fire.
-
-At the end of a long interval she grew a little calmer, made as if she
-would withdraw herself. But very quietly he frustrated her.
-
-"No, not while you're feeling so badly. Say, now, let me take off your
-hat! Guess I can do it without you moving."
-
-She was not in a condition to forbid him, and he removed it with
-considerable dexterity, while she still hid her quivering face against
-him with an instinctive confidence that paid a dumb tribute to the man's
-complete mastery of himself.
-
-"I'm dreadfully sorry--to have behaved like this," she whispered at
-last.
-
-"You needn't be sorry for that," said Jake. "No one will know except
-me. And I don't count."
-
-"I think you do," she faltered, and made a more decided effort to free
-herself.
-
-He let her go with a kindly pat on the shoulder. "Say, now, if that
-coffee ain't cold, p'raps you'll try a sip."
-
-He reached for it and held it to her without rising. She lifted the cup
-in both her trembling hands while he held the saucer, and slowly drank.
-
-Jake's eyes went with abrupt directness to her wrists as she did it. He
-did not speak at the moment. Only as she returned the cup he put it
-quietly aside and laid his hand over hers.
-
-"What's that skunk Sheppard been doing to you?" he asked.
-
-She shrank at the straight question "How--how did you know----"
-
-He lifted his hand and pushed back her sleeves without speaking. There
-was something dreadful about him as he regarded the bruises thus
-exposed.
-
-A quick fear went through her. "Jake," she said sharply, "that--is no
-affair of yours. You are not to--interfere."
-
-His eyes came up to hers and the hardness went from him on the instant.
-"I reckon you're going to make some use of me," he said.
-
-She trembled a little and turned her face away. She had used his
-Christian name spontaneously, and now suddenly she found that all
-formality had gone from between them. It disconcerted her, frightened
-her, made her uncertain as to his attitude as well as her own.
-
-Jake waited a few seconds; then with the utmost gentleness he laid his
-hand again upon hers. "Are you afraid to say it?" he said.
-
-"To say--what?" Her hands moved agitatedly beneath his till strangely,
-unexpectedly, they turned and clasped it with convulsive strength.
-"Yes, I am afraid," she said, with a sob.
-
-"But I asked you to marry me weeks ago," said Jake.
-
-Her head was bowed. She sought to avoid his look. "I know you did."
-
-"And you are going to marry me," he said, in a tone that was scarcely a
-question.
-
-She turned desperately and faced him. "I must have a clear
-understanding with you first," she said.
-
-"I--see," said Jake.
-
-He met her eyes with the utmost directness, and before his look hers
-wavered and fell. "Please!" she whispered. "You must agree to that."
-
-He did not speak for a moment, but his fingers wound themselves closely
-about her own.
-
-"I don't want you to be scared," he said finally. "But--that's a mighty
-big thing you've asked of me."
-
-Maud's face was burning. "I knew it isn't for me to make--conditions,"
-she said, under her breath.
-
-A gleam of humour crossed Jake's face. "I guess it's up to me to accept
-or refuse," he said. "But--suppose I refuse--what are you going to do
-then? Will you marry me--all the same?"
-
-She shook her head instantly. "I don't know what I shall do, Jake.
-I--I must go back and think."
-
-She mustered her strength and made as if she would rise, but he checked
-her.
-
-"Wait!" he said. "I haven't refused--yet. Lean back and rest a bit!
-I've got to do some thinking too."
-
-She obeyed him because it seemed that he must be obeyed. He got to his
-feet.
-
-"Poor girl!" he said gently. "It hasn't been easy for you, has it?
-Reckon you've just been driven to me for refuge. I'm the nearest port,
-that's all."
-
-"The only port," Maud answered, with a shiver.
-
-"All right," he said. "It's a safe one. But--" He left the sentence
-unfinished and turned to the window.
-
-She lay back with closed eyes, counting the hard throbs of her heart
-while she waited. He was very quiet, standing behind her with his face
-to the storm-driven clouds. She longed to know what was passing in his
-mind, but she could not break the silence. It held her like a spell
-while the clock on the mantelpiece ticked the dragging minutes away. She
-whispered to her racing heart that the moment he moved she would rise
-and go. But while the silence lasted she could not bring herself to
-stir. She was worn out physically and mentally, almost too weary for
-thought.
-
-He moved at length rather suddenly, wheeled round before she was aware,
-and came back to the fire.
-
-"Don't get up!" he said. "You look ready to drop, and you may just as
-well hear what I have to say sitting. It won't make a mite of
-difference."
-
-She raised her eyes to his in unconscious appeal. "I am afraid I have
-made a mistake," she said.
-
-She saw his smile for a moment. "No, you haven't made a mistake, my
-girl. You're safe with me. But I wonder if you have the faintest idea
-now why I want you for my wife."
-
-The simple directness of his speech touched her as she did not want to
-be touched. She sat silent, her hands clasped tightly together.
-
-"You haven't," he said. "And p'raps this isn't the time to tell you.
-You've come to me for refuge--as I hoped you would--and I shan't abuse
-your confidence. But, you know, I had a reason."
-
-He paused, but she still said nothing. Only she could not meet his eyes
-any longer. She looked away into the fire, waiting for him to continue.
-
-"Say, now," he said, after a moment, "if I make a bargain with you, you
-won't accuse me of taking advantage of your position?"
-
-She winced a little. "I wish you--to forget--that I ever said that."
-
-"All right. It is forgotten," said Jake. "I'll go ahead. We haven't
-mentioned Bunny though I take it he is a fairly big factor in the case.
-That is to say, if it hadn't been for Bunny, you would never have taken
-this step."
-
-Maud's eyes went swiftly up to his. "But of course I shouldn't!" she
-said quickly. "I thought you understood that."
-
-"I quite understand," said Jake. "I assure you I'm not taking anything
-for granted. But now--I want to put it to you--supposing the impossible
-happened, supposing Bunny were cured,--yes, it's only the hundredth
-chance, I know--still, just for a moment, suppose it! Bunny cured, able
-to look after himself like other lads. You would be married to me.
-What then?"
-
-"What then?" She repeated the words, still with an effort meeting his
-look.
-
-He made a slight gesture with one hand. "You would stick to me?"
-
-The hot colour flooded her face and neck. "Of course," she said, her
-voice very low. "That goes without saying."
-
-He bent slowly towards her. "Maud, if we ever live alone together, it
-must be as man and wife."
-
-His voice was low too, but she heard in it a deep note that seemed to
-pierce through and through her. His eyes drew and held her own. She
-wanted to avoid them but could not. They burned like the red, inner
-heart of a furnace.
-
-The blood receded from her face. She felt it go. "We--need never live
-alone," she said faintly.
-
-He held out a quiet hand to her. "P'raps not. But I should like your
-promise to that, all the same." He paused a moment; then added: "I have
-sworn already to be good to you, remember."
-
-She laid her hand in his. She could not do otherwise. He held it and
-waited.
-
-"Very well," she said at last, her voice almost a whisper. "I--agree."
-
-He let her go, and straightened himself. "It's a deal, then," he said.
-"And now for more immediate details. You've decided to marry me, and I
-gather you don't mind how soon?"
-
-He picked up a clay pipe from the mantelpiece, and knocked out some ash
-against the fireplace.
-
-Maud watched him with a curious species of fascination. There was
-something in the man's serenity of mien that puzzled her, something that
-did not go with those fiery, possessive eyes.
-
-He looked at her with a smile that was half-quizzical, half-kindly, and
-her heart began to beat more freely.
-
-"We must somehow get away from 'The Anchor' to-day," she said. "I have
-a little money. Perhaps if you would help me to move Bunny, we could go
-into lodgings again until----"
-
-"I have a little money too," said Jake. "And I will certainly help you.
-But first,--do you object to telling me what has been happening at 'The
-Anchor'?"
-
-She coloured again vividly, painfully, but he was fully engrossed with
-the filling of his pipe and did not notice her embarrassment.
-
-"To begin with," she said with difficulty, "he--Mr. Sheppard--has turned
-us out of the room downstairs. He carried Bunny off himself to an attic
-under the roof, and hurt him horribly. I was driven nearly mad at the
-time." She broke off, shuddering at the remembrance.
-
-Jake frowned. "Go on!" he said briefly.
-
-She went on with increasing difficulty. "That happened yesterday. I
-hoped you would come round in the afternoon or evening, but you didn't."
-
-"I couldn't get away," he interpolated. "Yes? And then?"
-
-"Then--in the evening--that is, late at night--" Maud stumbled like a
-nervous child--"I went down to fetch something and he--he came in after
-me, half-tipsy; and--and--he--" She halted suddenly. "I can't go on!"
-she said, with quivering lips.
-
-Jake laid aside his pipe and stooped over her. "Did he beat you, or did
-he make love to you? Which?" he said.
-
-There was a sound in his voice like the growl of an angry beast. She
-could not look him in the face.
-
-"Tell me!" he said, and laid an imperative hand on her shoulder. "You
-need never tell anyone else."
-
-She shrank a little. "I don't see why I should tell you," she said
-reluctantly.
-
-"You must tell me," said Jake with decision.
-
-And, after brief hesitation, miserably, with face averted, she yielded
-and told him. After all, why should he not know? Her dainty pride was
-crushed for ever. She could sink no lower.
-
-"He held me down and thrashed me--with his slipper. I was in my
-night-dress, and--and it was rather a brutal thrashing. Perhaps some
-women wouldn't have minded it much; but I--I am not used to that kind of
-treatment. I hope you will never beat me, Jake. I don't bear it very
-heroically."
-
-She tried to laugh, but it was a piteous little sound that came from her
-quivering throat.
-
-Jake's hand closed upon her shoulder. She seemed to feel the whole man
-vibrate behind it like a steel spring. Yet he made no comment whatever.
-"Go on!" he said, his voice short and stern. "Tell me everything!"
-
-She braced herself to finish. "He went on till he was tired. I believe
-I was wailing like a baby, but no one heard. And then--and then--he
-suddenly discovered that I was a woman and not a naughty child, and
-he--he--kissed me." She shuddered suddenly and violently. "That's
-nearly all," she ended. "I got away from him, heaven knows how. And I
-got back to Bunny. I didn't tell him everything, but I couldn't help
-him knowing I was upset. We neither of us slept all night. And the
-night before was a bad one too. That's how I came to be so idiotic just
-now."
-
-She leaned slowly back in her chair till she rested against the hand he
-had laid upon her.
-
-"Do you know," she said tremulously, after a moment, "I think it has
-actually done me good to tell you? You are very kind to me, Jake."
-
-He withdrew his hand and turned away. "That may be," he said
-enigmatically. "And again it may not. Thanks anyway for telling me."
-He picked up the horsewhip that he had flung down on entering, and began
-with his square, steady fingers to remove the lash. "You are right.
-You can't spend another night at 'The Anchor.' If you will allow me, I
-will find some comfortable rooms where you and Bunny can stay till we
-can get married. I will go up to-morrow and get a special licence. The
-marriage might be arranged for Sunday--if that will suit you."
-
-"Next Sunday?" Maud started round and looked at him with startled eyes.
-
-He nodded. "In church. After the eight o'clock service if there is
-one. Your mother must give you away. Afterwards, we will come on here
-with the boy." He glanced round at her. "He shall have this room for
-the daytime, and the one over it to sleep in. I'm sorry there are not
-two ground-floor rooms for him; but I know how to carry him in comfort.
-Of course, if necessary this room could be used as a bedroom as well."
-
-He threw down the worn lash and went to a drawer for a new one. Maud
-still watched him in silence.
-
-"Does that meet with your approval?" he asked at length.
-
-"I think you are--more than good," she said, a tremor of feeling in her
-voice.
-
-He kept his eyes lowered over his task. "I am not hustling you too
-much?" he enquired.
-
-She smiled wanly. "I am asking myself if I ought to let you do it," she
-said. "It doesn't seem very fair to you."
-
-"It chances to be the thing I want," said Jake, his fingers still busy.
-"And I reckon you won't disappoint me--won't draw back? I can count on
-you?"
-
-She rose, turning fully towards him. "You can certainly count on me,"
-she said. "But are you really sure you meant it? It isn't going to
-spoil your life?"
-
-Jake stood upright with a jerk. She met the extraordinary brightness of
-his eyes with an odd mixture of boldness and reluctance.
-
-"My girl," he said, in his queer, anomalous drawl, "there ain't a man
-anywhere in God's universe who knows what he wants better than I do. If
-I didn't want this thing I shouldn't ask for it. See?" He came to her
-with the words, and laid one finger on her arm. "Don't you know it's
-your friendship I'm after?" he said, with a touch of aggressiveness.
-"Why, I've been after it ever since that night I found you down in the
-dark alone on the edge of the parade. You were up against it that
-night, weren't you? And didn't like me over much for butting in. Do you
-know what you made me think of? A forlorn princess of the Middle Ages.
-There's a mediaeval flavour about you. I don't know where you keep it.
-But it makes me feel mediaeval too."
-
-She drew back a little, stiffened ever so slightly. Something in her
-resented the freedom of his speech. Something rose in swift revolt and
-clamoured to be gone.
-
-He must have seen her gesture, her quick, protesting blush; for he
-turned almost instantly and jerked the whip-lash through his fingers,
-testing it.
-
-A fitful gleam of sunshine suddenly pierced the clouds behind him and
-shone on his bent head. His hair gleamed like burnished copper. The
-tawny glint of it made her think of an animal--a beast of prey, alert,
-merciless, primeval.
-
-She put on her hat. "I must be getting back to Bunny," she said.
-
-"I am coming with you," said Jake.
-
-She looked at him sharply. "You will walk?"
-
-"Yes, I shall walk."
-
-She pointed with nervous abruptness to the whip he held. "Then you won't
-want that."
-
-Jake smiled, and tested the whip again without speaking.
-
-Maud waited a moment; then steadily she spoke. "You realized of course,
-that when I told you about Mr. Sheppard's behaviour of last night, it
-was in strict confidence?"
-
-Jake squared his broad shoulders. "All right, my girl. It's safe with
-me," he said. "There shan't be any scandal."
-
-Maud was very white, but quite resolute. "Jake," she said, "you are not
-to do it."
-
-He raised his brows.
-
-"You are not to do it!" she said again, with vehemence. "I mean it! I
-mean it! The quarrel is not yours. You are not to make it so." She
-paused, and suddenly caught her breath. "Oh, don't look at me like
-that! You make me--afraid!"
-
-Jake turned and tossed the whip down on the window-seat. "You've nothing
-to be afraid of," he said rather curtly. "You're making your own
-bugbear. P'raps it's natural," he added, with abrupt gentleness.
-"You've had a lot to bear lately. There! I've done what you asked. We
-had better get back while it's fine."
-
-He unlocked and opened the door, standing back for her to pass.
-
-He kept his eyes downcast as she went through, and she knew that it was
-in response to her appeal that he did so. She tingled with a burning
-embarrassment, which vanished all in a moment as he said: "Say, now, do
-you mind if I light my pipe before I follow you? Don't wait! I'll
-catch you up."
-
-And she made her way out into the fleeting sunlight and racing wind with
-a strong sense of relief. The pipe was not a particularly aristocratic
-feature of Jake's existence, but it was an extremely characteristic one,
-and it placed matters on a normal footing at once. Jake was never
-disconcerting or formidable when he was smoking a pipe. She consented
-to it gladly.
-
-And Jake turned back into the room with a grim smile on his lips, picked
-up a letter from the table, and thrust it deep into the fire.
-
-After that he lighted his pipe with the charred remnants thereof, and
-followed Maud into the open.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
- THE WAY OF ESCAPE
-
-
-The sun shone out again as they went down the hill, and the sea gleamed
-below them like a sheet of silver.
-
-"You like this place?" asked Jake.
-
-"I could like it," she made answer.
-
-He smiled. "Then I reckon you shall. Say, does Bunny know about your
-coming up here to me?"
-
-She coloured deeply. "He knew I came, yes. He did not know why."
-
-Jake was still smiling. "Guess he'll be pleased," he said. He added,
-between puffs at his pipe: "We'll make him happy between us. We'll give
-him the time of his life."
-
-She drew a deep breath. Surely no sacrifice was too great for that!
-
-They passed the church on the hill, and descended the steep road to the
-town.
-
-"There are some rooms I know of along this road," said Jake. "Kept by
-the wife of one of our stable-men. Shall we go in and have a look at
-'em?"
-
-She hesitated. "Bunny will wonder where I am."
-
-He glanced at her. "Well, look here! You leave me to see to it. I'll
-fix up something, and then I'll come on after you and we'll get the boy
-away."
-
-She met his look somewhat doubtfully.
-
-"Why not?" said Jake.
-
-She answered him with an effort. "You do understand, don't you, that I
-couldn't--I can't--accept help from you before--before--our marriage?"
-
-"Why not?" he said again. "Reckon you mean to stick to your bargain?"
-
-"Oh, it isn't that," she said painfully. "Of course--of course--I shall
-keep my word with you. But I have a little pride left--just a
-little--and----"
-
-"And I'm to humour it, eh?" said Jake. "Well, you shall have it your
-own way. But let me do the fixing for you! I know just what you want.
-It's only for a few days either."
-
-He smiled at her, and she yielded.
-
-But when they separated at length she paused uneasily. "Jake!"
-
-"Your servant!" said Jake promptly.
-
-She stretched a nervous hand towards him. "Jake, if you meet--my
-step-father, you will not--not----"
-
-"Most unfortunately I can't," said Jake. He held her hand for a moment,
-and let it go. "There! Good-bye! I won't do anything indiscreet, I
-promise you. There is too much at stake. Now you get back to Bunny as
-quick as you can! I shan't be long after you."
-
-And Maud went with a feeling at the heart of relief and dread oddly
-mingled. She knew that Jake would keep his word. There was a rocklike
-strength about him that nothing could ever shake. For good or ill, he
-would stick to a bargain, be the price what it might. But she saw him
-overriding every obstacle to attain his purpose. He would never flinch
-from possible consequences; of that she was certain. What he had said
-he would do, that he would do, and no power on earth would divert him
-therefrom.
-
-She shivered suddenly and violently as she walked. The relentless force
-of the man had in it an element that was terrible. What had she done?
-What had she done?
-
-She encountered her mother as she mounted the hotel stairs.
-
-"Oh, my dear, here you are at last!" was her greeting. "I have been so
-worried about you. Come into my room!"
-
-But Maud resisted her. "I must go to Bunny. He has been alone for so
-long."
-
-"No, dear, no! Bunny's all right for the present. I've been to see.
-He doesn't want anything. He told me so. Come into my room--just for a
-moment, dear child! We can't talk in the passage."
-
-As Mrs. Sheppard was plainly bent upon talking, Maud concluded she had
-something to say; and followed her.
-
-"Shut the door, my darling! That's right. How white you look this
-morning! Dearie, I am more sorry than I can say for what happened last
-night. Giles told me about it. But he says he is quite willing now to
-let bygones be bygones. So you won't bear malice, darling; will you? Of
-course I know he ought not to have done it," with a slightly uneasy
-glance at her daughter's rigid face. "I told him so. But he assured me
-he only did it for your good, dear. And he seems to think that you were
-rather rude to him earlier in the day. He is old-fashioned, you know.
-He thinks a whipping clears the air, so to speak. It's better anyhow
-than saving up grievance after grievance, isn't it, dear? You'll start
-afresh now, and be much better friends. At least it won't be his fault
-if you're not. He is quite ready to treat you as his own daughter."
-
-She paused for breath.
-
-Maud was standing stiff and cold against the door. "Is that what you
-called me in here to say?" she asked.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard still looked uneasy though she tried to laugh it off.
-"Not quite all, dear. But I really should go and make friends with him
-if I were you. He isn't a bit angry with you any more. In fact he has
-been joking about it, says his arm is so stiff this morning he can
-hardly use it. You couldn't possibly keep it up if you heard him."
-
-"I shall not hear him," said Maud.
-
-White and proud she faced her mother, and the latter's half-forced
-merriment died away.
-
-"Child, don't look so tragic! What is it? Come, he didn't hurt you so
-badly surely! Can't you forgive and forget?"
-
-"No," Maud said. "I shall never do either. I am going away with Bunny
-to-day. And I hope--with all my heart--that I shall never see his face
-again."
-
-"Going away?" Mrs. Sheppard opened startled eyes. "But, Maud----"
-
-"I am going to marry Jake Bolton," Maud said, her voice very deep and
-quiet. "He will take me and Bunny too."
-
-"Oh, my dear. That man!" Her mother gazed at her in consternation.
-"He--he is infinitely rougher than Giles," she said.
-
-"I know he is rough. But he cares for Bunny. That matters most," said
-Maud. "In fact, I believe he likes Bunny best!"
-
-"My dear, it's you he wants--not Bunny," said Mrs. Sheppard, with a rare
-flash of insight. "I saw that at the very beginning of things--at our
-wedding-party. He looked at you as if he could devour you."
-
-Maud put out a quick hand of protest. "Mother, please! That doesn't
-prove he cares about me--any more than I care for him. It--it's just
-the way with men of his sort. He--he has been very kind, and he is
-genuinely fond of Bunny, and--and--in fact it's the only thing to be
-done. I can't--possibly--stay here any longer."
-
-Her lip quivered unexpectedly. She turned to go. But her mother
-intercepted her quickly, endearingly.
-
-"Maud, darling, wait a minute! I haven't finished. You took my breath
-away. But listen a moment! This sacrifice won't be necessary, I am
-sure, I am sure. You couldn't marry that horsey creature. You would
-never bear life with him. You are not adaptable enough nor experienced
-enough. You could never endure it. It would be infinitely worse than
-poor Giles and his tantrums. No, but listen, dear! If you really feel
-you must go, I think a way of escape is going to be offered to you and
-poor little Bunny too. I have had a letter from your Uncle Edward, and
-he is coming expressly to see you both."
-
-"Mother!" Maud almost tore herself free, gazing at her with that in her
-eyes that was to haunt Mrs. Sheppard for many days. "Oh, why, why, why
-didn't you tell me before? When did the letter come?"
-
-"It was last night, darling. You were such a long way off--right at the
-top of the house--and I was too tired to go after you--I meant to tell
-you first thing, dear; but when I went to look for you after breakfast,
-you had gone. I am very sorry, but really it wasn't my fault. Still,
-you won't want to marry that vulgar person now, for I am sure your uncle
-means to make provision for you. He can well afford it. He is very
-wealthy."
-
-But Maud resolutely put her mother's clinging arms away from her. "Jake
-is not vulgar," she said in a voice that sounded flat and tired. "And I
-have promised to marry him. Nothing can make any difference to that
-now."
-
-"My dear! What nonsense! I will get Giles to talk to him. How can you
-dream of such a thing, you who might have married Lord Saltash--and may
-yet! There is no knowing. Maud, dearest, you must be reasonable. You
-must indeed. This Jake Bolton may be a very excellent man, a very
-worthy man, but as a husband for you he would be utterly unsuitable.
-Surely you can see that for yourself! I can't imagine what possessed you
-to entertain such an idea for a moment. It was rank presumption on his
-part to dare to lift his eyes to you. Why, my dear, if you were to
-marry him your life would be an absolute thraldom. You mustn't think of
-it, dear child. You mustn't indeed. Why, he is not much better than a
-stable-boy. And his speech----"
-
-"He has spent a good deal of his time among cowboys." Maud was still
-firmly trying to disengage herself. "His speech is more or less
-acquired. In any case--in any case--I have given him my promise. And
-you had better not let Mr. Sheppard interfere. It would be wise of him
-to keep out of Jake's way in fact. Jake knows exactly why I am prepared
-to marry him."
-
-"My dear! You actually made a confidant of that dreadful person! How
-could you?"
-
-"I wanted a man to protect me," Maud said very bitterly, "from the
-vindictive savagery of a brute!"
-
-"Maud! How can you talk so? And I am sure Jake Bolton is much more of
-a brute than poor Giles. Why, look at the man! Look at his mouth, his
-eyes! They absolutely stamp him. Oh, dear, you're very headstrong and
-difficult. I begin to think Giles had some excuse after all. Perhaps
-your uncle will be able to manage you. You are quite beyond me."
-
-Maud almost laughed. "When does he arrive?" she asked.
-
-"This evening. He has asked us to reserve a room for him." Mrs.
-Sheppard had speedily developed a proprietary interest in the management
-of the hotel. Its welfare had become far more engrossing than that of
-her children.
-
-Maud opened the door. "We shall be gone by that time. Jake's finding us
-rooms somewhere in the town."
-
-Mrs. Sheppard held up her hands. "Jake finding rooms! Maud!
-how--scandalous! How do you know--you don't know!--that he is to be
-trusted?"
-
-Maud made a brief gesture as of one who submits to the inevitable. "I
-trust him," she said, with that in her voice that stilled all further
-protest.
-
-And with the words she passed with finality out of her mother's room,
-and went away upstairs without a backward glance.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard sat down and shed a few petulant tears over her child's
-waywardness. "She never would listen to advice," was the burden of her
-lament. "If she had, she would have been happily married to Lord
-Saltash by now, and I might have had my house in London to-day. Oh
-dear, oh dear! Children are a bitter disappointment. They never can be
-made to see what is for their own good. She'll rue the day. I know she
-will. That trainer man has a will of iron. He'll break her to it like
-one of his horses. My poor, proud Maud!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
- THE CLOSED DOOR
-
-
-A way of escape! A way of escape! How often during the hours of that
-endless day were those words in Maud's mind. They pursued her, they
-mocked her, whichever way she turned.
-
-To Jake she merely very briefly imparted the news of her uncle's
-expected advent, and he received it without comment.
-
-Bunny was much more speculative. He had been somewhat carried out of
-himself by the trend of events. It was Jake who whispered to him the
-amazing information of his sudden conquest, together with a very
-strenuous injunction not to talk to Maud about it unless she started the
-subject. And Maud, for some reason, could not start it. She went
-through all the necessary arrangements for their removal as one in a
-dream, scarcely speaking at all, responding very occasionally to Bunny's
-eager surmises respecting the unknown great-uncle who had never before
-taken the faintest interest in them, or shown himself so much as aware
-of their existence. His coming did not seem to matter to her. If
-indeed he were about to offer her a way of escape, it could not matter
-to her now. The door that led thither had closed, closed in the night,
-because her mother had been too tired to seek her out and tell her. The
-irony of it! The bitter cruel irony! She dared not pause to think.
-
-Jake spent a great part of the day with them, working with a will to get
-them comfortably settled in their new quarters before the fall of the
-early dusk. After that, he remained to tea; but he devoted almost the
-whole of his attention to Bunny, who had in fact come to regard it as
-his right.
-
-He left soon after, refusing to remain for the game of chess for which
-the lad earnestly pleaded.
-
-"Not to-night, my son! Your brain has got to settle down. It's a deal
-too lively at present."
-
-He bent over Bunny at parting, and whispered a few words that were
-inaudible to Maud. Then he turned to go.
-
-She followed him to the outer door. The evening air smote chill and
-salt upon her, and she shivered involuntarily. Jake stopped to light a
-cigarette.
-
-"I shan't be coming round to-morrow," he remarked then. "I shall be too
-busy. But I'll look in on Saturday, and tell you what I've fixed up.
-Will Sunday morning do all right if I can fix it?"
-
-She shivered again. "Yes," she said.
-
-"Say, you're cold," said Jake gently. "I mustn't keep you standing
-here. But you really meant that Yes?"
-
-He looked at her, and she saw that his eyes were kindly. She held out
-her hand with a desperate little smile.
-
-"Yes, I meant it."
-
-His hand closed strongly, sustainingly, upon hers. "Guess there's
-nothing to be scared of," he said. "I'll take care of you, sure."
-
-She felt a sudden lump rise in her throat, and found she could not
-speak.
-
-"You're tired," said Jake softly. "Go and get a good night! It's what
-you're wanting."
-
-"Yes, I am tired," she managed to say.
-
-He still held her hand, looking at her with those strange, glittering
-eyes of his that seemed to pierce straight through all reserve and enter
-even the hidden inner sanctuary of her soul.
-
-"What's this relative of yours like now?" he asked unexpectedly.
-
-She shook her head. "I don't know. I've never seen him."
-
-"Think he's coming along to offer you a home?" asked Jake.
-
-Her face burned suddenly and hotly. For some reason she resented the
-question. "I don't know. How can I possibly know?"
-
-"All right," said Jake imperturbably. "But in case he does, I'd like
-you to know that you are at liberty to do as you please in the matter.
-He'll tell you, maybe, that I'm not the man for you. That, I gather, is
-your mother's attitude. I sensed it from the beginning. If he does,
-and if you feel inclined to agree with him, you're free to do so,--free
-as air. But at the same time, I'd like you to remember that if you
-should accept anything from him and then not find it to your liking, you
-can still come along to me and follow out the original programme. I'm
-only wanting to make you comfortable."
-
-He stopped; and in the pause that followed, Maud's other hand came out
-to him, shyly yet impulsively. "You are--such a good fellow!" she said
-with a catch in her voice.
-
-"Oh, bunkum!" said Jake, in a tone of almost indignant remonstrance.
-
-He held her two hands, and turning, spat forth his cigarette into the
-night; an action of primitive simplicity that filled Maud with a
-grotesque kind of horrified mirth, mirth so intense that she had a
-sudden, hysterical desire to laugh. She restrained herself with a
-desperate effort.
-
-"Good night!" she said, with something of urgency in her voice. "It
-isn't bunkum at all. It's the truth. You--I think you are the best
-friend I ever had. But--but----"
-
-"But--" said Jake.
-
-She freed her hands with a little gasp. "Nothing," she said. "Good
-night!"
-
-It was a final dismissal, and as such he accepted it. She heard the
-steady fall of his feet as he went away, and with his going she managed
-to recover her composure.
-
-There was an undeniable greatness about him that seemed to dwarf all
-criticism. She realized that to measure him by ordinary standards was
-out of the question, and as she reviewed all that he had done for her
-that day a gradual warmth began to glow in her. There was no other
-friend in all her world who would have extended to her so firm or so
-comforting a support in her hour of adversity. And if her face burned
-at the memory of her own utter collapse in his presence, she could but
-recall with gratitude and with confidence the steadfast kindness with
-which he had upheld her. She had gone to him in anguished despair, and
-he had offered her the utmost that he had to offer. As to his motives
-for so doing, she had a feeling that he had deliberately refrained from
-expressing them. He wanted her and he wanted Bunny. Perhaps he was
-lonely. Perhaps years of wandering had created in him a longing for
-home and domestic comfort.
-
-But she did not speculate very deeply upon that subject. She felt that
-she could not. There was something in the man's nature, something
-colossal of which she was but dimly aware, and which she had no means of
-gauging, that checked her almost at the outset. She found herself
-standing before a closed door, a door which she had neither the audacity
-nor the desire to attempt to open. She was even a little fearful lest
-one day that door should open to her of its own accord and she should be
-constrained to enter whether she would or not.
-
-But on the whole that talk with Jake had calmed her. The man was so
-temperate, so completely master of himself, and withal so staunch in the
-friendship he had established with her, that she could not but feel
-reassured. There was a delicacy in his consideration for her that
-warmed her heart. She knew by every instinct of her being that he would
-take care of her as he had promised. And she wanted someone to take
-care of her so badly, so badly.
-
-She was so deadly tired of fending for herself.
-
-She found Bunny in a mood of remarkable docility, and she managed to get
-him to bed without much trouble. He also was worn out after two nights
-of restlessness, and he fell asleep earlier than usual.
-
-She herself sat for awhile in the little sitting-room with a book, but
-she found she could not read. She was too tired to fix her attention,
-and the thought of Jake kept intruding itself whenever she attempted to
-do so. It was wonderful how she had come to rely upon him, knowing so
-little of him. He had always been far more to Bunny than to her.
-
-She was drifting into a kind of semi-doze, still with the memory of him
-passing and repassing through her brain, when there came the sound of a
-bell in the house, and almost immediately after, the opening of the
-sitting-room door.
-
-She started up in surprise to see her landlady usher in a little, spare
-grey-whiskered man who walked with a strut and cleared his throat as he
-came with a noise like the growling of a dog. He made her think
-irresistibly of a Scotch terrier bristling for a fight.
-
-He halted in the middle of the room, and banged with his umbrella on the
-floor, as one demanding a hearing.
-
-"Hullo!" he said. "My name's Warren. You, I take it, are Maud Brian.
-If so, I'm your Uncle Edward."
-
-Maud came forward, still feeling a little dazed. Since Jake's departure
-she had almost forgotten the approaching advent of this relative of
-hers.
-
-"How do you do?" she said. "Yes, I am Maud Brian. Come and sit down!"
-
-He took her hand, looking at her with small grey eyes that were keenly
-critical.
-
-"How old are you?" he demanded.
-
-"I am twenty-five," said Maud, faintly smiling.
-
-He uttered a grunting growl and sat down with a jerk. "I've come
-straight from your mother to talk to you. She's a fool, always was. I
-hope you're not another."
-
-"Thank you," said Maud sedately.
-
-He brought his shaggy grey brows together. "I've come the length of
-England to see you, but I haven't any time to waste. I'm going back
-to-morrow. That letter of yours--I meant to answer it, but business
-pressed, and it had to stand over. Then I decided to come and see what
-sort of young woman you were before I did anything further. I couldn't
-stand a replica of your mother in my house. But--thank goodness--you're
-not much like her. She tells me you're thinking of making a marriage of
-convenience to get away from your step-father. Now, that's a very
-serious step for a young woman to contemplate. It seems to me I've
-turned up in the nick of time."
-
-Maud, sitting facing him with her hands folded in her lap, still faintly
-smiled. The bluntness with which he tackled the situation appealed more
-to her sense of humour than to any other emotion. She realized that he
-was actually about to offer her a way of escape, but, curiously, she no
-longer felt any desire to avail herself of it. By his generous
-assurance that she was at liberty to do as she would, Jake had somehow
-managed to range her on his side. She did not want to escape any more.
-Moreover, there was Bunny to be thought of. She knew well in what
-direction his desires--and his welfare also--lay.
-
-"It was very kind of you to come," she said. "But, as regards my
-marriage, my mind is quite made up. He--the man I am going to
-marry--understands everything. I have been quite open with him. He has
-been most kind, most generous. I could not think of drawing back now."
-
-"Pshaw!" said Mr. Warren. He sat forward in his chair, his hands
-gripping the knob of his umbrella and surveyed her with growing
-disapproval. "You're prepared to sell yourself to a man you don't love
-in return for a home, hey?" he asked.
-
-She winced sharply, and in a moment her tired young face was flooded
-with colour. "Certainly not!" she said, her voice very low. "Most
-certainly not!"
-
-"Looks uncommonly like it," he maintained.
-
-"It is not so!" she said, with low-toned vehemence. "I have told
-you--he--understands."
-
-"And is prepared to give all and receive nothing for his pains?" pursued
-the old man relentlessly. "If so, he's a very remarkable young man; and
-let me tell you for your comfort, it's an attitude he won't keep up for
-long, not--that is--unless he's a blithering idiot? Is he an idiot?"
-
-Maud almost laughed. "No, that he is not! But really--really--you are
-wasting your time. If you had come this time yesterday, I would have
-listened to you. To-night it is impossible."
-
-"Why impossible?"
-
-"Because I have promised."
-
-"Tut! tut! He must release you."
-
-"He would release me," Maud said slowly. "That is just it."
-
-"Just what? Talk sense if you can!" It was evident that patience was
-not Uncle Edward's strong point. He fidgeted his umbrella testily.
-
-She looked at him with her clear, straight eyes. "That is just why I
-will not ask for my release. In fact, I--don't want it."
-
-"Don't want it! Then, young woman, you're in love with him. I've come
-on a fool's errand, and I'll wish you good night."
-
-He was on his feet with the words. Maud rose too. She laid a hand of
-half-timid restraint upon his arm.
-
-"I am not--in love with him, Uncle Edward," she said, her voice not
-wholly steady. "Such a thing would be impossible. But at the same
-time--though I can't give him everything--he shall not repent his
-bargain. We are going to be--friends."
-
-"Pshaw!" said Uncle Edward again. He gripped her hand unexpectedly,
-staring up at her with his keen eyes. "Do you know how old I am?" he
-said.
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"I'm eighty," he said. "I've seen a little of men in my time, and I've
-been a man myself. So let me tell you this! There's not a man on this
-earth who could be satisfied for long with that kind of farce. You've
-got him on the leash now. He's tame and good. But there's a ravening
-wolf inside us all, my dear, when we're thwarted, and the longer we're
-thwarted the more savage we get. You can't bring up a wolf--not the
-tamest wolf in the world--on bread and butter. Sooner or later he'll
-begin to feel a bit empty, and whine for the real thing. And if you
-still go on starving the brute till he's famished, he'll either break
-away and go elsewhere for food, or else he'll round on you one day and
-tear you in pieces. You'll be the sufferer either way. It's nature I
-tell you, it's nature. You'll have to give all or drive him away at the
-outset. There can't be half-measures with a man who is a man. If you
-offer them you must expect trouble. And remember, it's always the woman
-who pays in the end,--always the woman who pays."
-
-He repeated the words with the impressiveness of a judge pronouncing
-sentence.
-
-Maud was trembling, though she tried to conceal the fact. "And then
-there is Bunny to be thought of," she said.
-
-"Bunny? Who is Bunny? Oh, your brother, is it? And he's a hopeless
-cripple, I understand? Is it for his sake that you've hatched this mad
-scheme?"
-
-"In a great measure. You see, he and--and Jake Bolton are very fond of
-one another."
-
-"Pshaw!" the old man exclaimed. "So this Jake Bolton is to have the
-boy, with you thrown in as a makeweight; is that it? And you think
-you're all going to be happy together, do you? Never heard such a
-tomfool scheme in my life. Where does this Jake Bolton hang out? I'll
-go and have a talk to him."
-
-"Oh, please don't!" Maud begged. "He'll think I sent you. And
-really--really there is nothing to discuss."
-
-"We'll see about that," he rejoined grimly. "Seems to me it's high time
-somebody came along and interfered. Now, look here, what's your
-name?--Maud! I'm going to get you out of this mess. You shan't marry a
-man you don't love just because there was no other way out. There is
-another way out, and you're to take it. You're to come and live with
-me, do you hear? You and your precious Bunny too! And when I die, I'll
-leave you both provided for. See? Come, I can't say fairer than that."
-
-He was still gripping her hand, and looking at her with shrewd eyes
-under their beetling brows as though prepared to beat down all
-opposition. There was a look of Bunny about those eyes, Bunny in a
-difficult mood. She recognized it with a sigh. It seemed her fate to
-be continually doing battle with someone, and she felt wholly unfitted
-for it. All she asked of life was peace and quietness.
-
-"My home is a dingy one," said her uncle, "but you may be able to make
-it more cheerful. I shan't interfere with either of you. Come, now,
-you're going to be a sensible girl, hey? I'm sorry I didn't turn up
-before. But the knot isn't tied, so I'm not too late. We must explain
-the situation to the young man. Unless he's an absolute bounder, he'll
-be amenable to reason."
-
-But Maud shook her head. "I can't do it, Uncle Edward. I know you mean
-to be kind. I am very grateful. But--I can't."
-
-He rasped his throat aggressively. "That's nonsense," he said with
-decision. "Plainly the man is beneath you. You say you don't love him,
-and never could."
-
-"I am not--altogether--sure that he is beneath me," she said rather
-wistfully.
-
-"But you don't love him?" her uncle insisted, scanning her piercingly.
-
-She bent her head with an instinctive desire to avoid his eyes. "No."
-
-"Or anyone else?" he pursued.
-
-She made a small movement of protest.
-
-"Ha!" he exclaimed, in the tone of one who has discovered something.
-"Your mother hinted as much. And you think you're going to make things
-better for yourself by marriage with a rank outsider. Is that it? Is
-that it? Then take my word for it, you're going to make the biggest
-mistake of your life. And if you persist in it, I've done with you. At
-least, no, I haven't done; for I'm going straight to that young man of
-yours to tell him the sort of bargain he's going to make."
-
-He paused, for suddenly Maud had drawn herself up very straight and
-proud. "If you wish to do so, you must," she said, and her pale face
-was very regal and composed. "But it will not make the smallest
-difference to either of us. Jake has my promise. I have his."
-
-It was at this point that the door opened again to admit the landlady
-with a note on a salver.
-
-"Mr. Bolton's compliments," she said, "and will you be good enough to
-send back an answer?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
- THE CHAMPION
-
-
-Maud took the note with a glance at her uncle.
-
-"Open it!" he said. "Don't mind me!" and stumped irately to the
-bay-window and pulled aside the blind.
-
-Maud opened the note. Her hands were not very steady. The envelope
-contained a half-sheet of notepaper with a few words scrawled thereupon,
-and a short length of string.
-
-"Sorry to trouble you," ran the note. "But will you tie a knot in the
-enclosed to show me the size of your wedding finger? Yours, Jake."
-
-She looked up from the note as her uncle came tramping back. "Is it the
-young man himself?" he demanded.
-
-"It's Mr. Bolton, sir," said the landlady.
-
-"Then show him in!" ordered the old man autocratically. "Show him in,
-and we'll get it over! No time like the present."
-
-A swift remonstrance rose to Maud's lips, but she did not utter it. The
-landlady looked to her for confirmation of the order, but she did not
-utter a single word.
-
-"Get along!" commanded Uncle Edward. "Or I'll fetch him in myself!"
-
-A whiff of tobacco-smoke came in through the open door. Maud stood very
-still, listening. A moment later there came the sound of a pipe being
-tapped on the heel of a boot, and then the firm, quiet tread of Jake's
-feet in the passage.
-
-He entered. "I didn't mean to disturb you again, but I'd forgotten this
-little detail and I've got to catch an early train." He turned with no
-sign of surprise and regarded Maud's visitor. "Good evening, sir!" he
-said.
-
-Mr. Warren gave him a brief nod. Maud still stood mute, Jake's note
-with the piece of string dangling therefrom in her hand.
-
-He went quietly to her. "Say! Let me fix that for you!" he said.
-
-She suffered him to take her hand. It lay cold and quivering in his.
-He wound the string round her third finger and knotted it. Then he
-slipped it off, and took the hand closely and warmly into his own.
-
-"I hope you haven't come to forbid the banns," he said, calmly returning
-the grim scrutiny that the old man had levelled at him from the moment
-of his entrance.
-
-Uncle Edward uttered a sound indicative of intense disgust. "I? Oh,
-I've no authority," he said. "I disapprove--if that's what you mean.
-Any decent person would disapprove of the sort of alliance you two are
-determined to make. But I don't expect my opinion to be deferred to. If
-you choose to marry a woman who doesn't care two straws about you, it's
-your affair, not mine."
-
-Jake turned in his deliberate fashion to Maud. "Your uncle, I presume?"
-he said.
-
-"Yes," she made answer.
-
-His face wore a smile that baffled her, as he said: "It's my opinion
-that we should get on better alone together, though it's for you to
-decide."
-
-She looked at him rather piteously, and as if in answer to that look
-Jake slipped a steady arm about her.
-
-"What about the head of the family?" he said, speaking softly almost as
-if to a child. "Reckon he'll be wanting you. Won't you go to him?"
-
-The slight pressure of his arm directed her towards the door. She
-yielded to it instinctively, with an abrupt feeling that the matter had
-been taken out of her hands.
-
-He went with her into the passage, and they stood for a moment together
-under the flickering lamp.
-
-"Bunny in bed?" he asked.
-
-"Yes," she said.
-
-He was still faintly smiling. "You go to bed too, my girl!" he said.
-"I'll settle this old firebrand."
-
-"Don't--quarrel with him, Jake!" she said nervously.
-
-"What should I quarrel about?" said Jake. "Good night, forlorn
-princess!"
-
-His voice had a note in it that was almost motherly. She went, from him
-with a distinct sense of comfort. His touch had been so strong and
-withal so gentle.
-
-As for Jake, he turned back into the room with the utmost confidence and
-shut himself in with an air of decision.
-
-"Now, sir," he said, "if you've any complaint to make, p'raps you'll be
-good enough to mention it to me right now, and I'll deal with the same.
-I'm not going to have my girl bullied any more."
-
-His voice was quiet, even slightly drawling, but his eyes shone with
-something of a glare. He came straight to the old man, who still leaned
-on his umbrella, and stood before him.
-
-The latter gazed at him ferociously, and for a space they remained thus,
-stubbornly fixing each other. Then abruptly the old man spoke.
-
-"You're very masterful, young fellow-my-lad. I suppose you think
-yourself one of the lords of creation, good enough for anybody, hey?"
-
-Jake's stern face relaxed slowly. "I don't claim to be a prince of the
-blood," he said, "but I reckon I've got some--points."
-
-"And you reckon you're good enough to marry my niece?" snapped Uncle
-Edward.
-
-Jake squared his shoulders. "I shall make her a better husband than
-some," he said.
-
-The old man smote the floor with his umbrella. "Shall you? And has she
-told you that she's in love with another man?"
-
-Jake's right hand went suddenly deep into his pocket and remained there.
-"I am aware that she was once," he said, speaking very deliberately.
-"But that is over. Also, he was not the man for her."
-
-"A scoundrel, hey? Not a sound man like yourself?" There was a
-malicious note in the query, but Jake ignored it.
-
-"He does not count anyway," he said, with finality. "If he did, your
-niece wouldn't have come to me for protection. I believe she appealed
-to you first, but you had more important things to attend to. With me
-it was otherwise, and so I consider that I have a greater right to be
-her protector than anyone else in the world."
-
-"Do you?" said Uncle Edward. "That means you're in love with her, I
-suppose?"
-
-Jake's eyes fenced with his. "You may take it to mean that if it
-pleases you to do so," he said.
-
-The old man raked his throat pugnaciously. "It's damn' presumption. I
-tell you that," he said.
-
-"That may be," said Jake, unmoved.
-
-"But it doesn't alter your intentions, hey? You're one of the cussed
-sort, I can see. Well, look here, young man! I'll make you a proposal.
-You seem to think I've neglected my duty, though heaven knows these
-Brians have no claims on me. But I've taken a fancy to the girl. She's
-gentle, which is more than can be said for most of your modern young
-women. So you just listen to me for a minute! You're on a wrong tack
-altogether. Courting should come before marriage, not after. You may
-marry first and you may think for a time that all is going to be well
-between you, but there'll come a day when you'll wake up and find that
-in spite of all you haven't won her. And that'll mean misery for you
-both. Don't you do it, young man! You'll find the game's not worth the
-candle. You have a little patience! Let the girl come to me for a bit!
-I may be old, but I'll protect her. And if you care to come after her,
-and do a little courting now and then, well--it's not a very brilliant
-match for her, but I shan't forbid it."
-
-He ceased to speak. There seemed to be a smile in the eyes that watched
-him, but there was no suggestion of it about Jake's mouth, which was
-slightly compressed.
-
-"That's all very well, sir," he said in his slow quiet way. "But have
-you laid this proposal of yours before Miss Brian herself?"
-
-Uncle Edward made a sound of impatience. "She can think of no one but
-her brother. She'll agree fast enough when she realizes that it's the
-only thing to do."
-
-"Will she?" said Jake. "And have you put it to her in that light?"
-
-The old man coughed and made no reply.
-
-Jake went on with the utmost composure. "You offer her a home where she
-can continue to be a slave to her brother. You don't propose to lift
-the burden at all, to ease her life, to make her happy. You wouldn't
-know where to begin. You are ready and anxious to deliver her from me.
-But there your goodness starts and finishes. You talk of my damnable
-presumption." A ruddy glitter like the flicker of a flame dispelled the
-hint of humour from the lynx-like eyes. "That is just your point of
-view. But I reckon I'm nearer to her--several lengths nearer--than you
-or any other man. She hasn't brought all her troubles to you and cried
-her heart out in your arms, has she? No,--nor ever will--now! You've
-come too late, sir,--too late by just twelve hours! You may keep your
-money and your home to yourself! The girl is mine."
-
-A deep note suddenly sounded in the man's voice, and Uncle Edward was
-abruptly made aware of a lion in his path.
-
-He backed at once. He had not the smallest desire for an encounter with
-the savage beast.
-
-"Tut, tut!" he said. "You talk like a Red Indian. I wasn't proposing
-to deprive you of her; only to give the girl a free hand and you the
-chance of winning her. If you take her without, there'll be the devil
-to pay sooner or later; I can tell you that. But, if you won't take the
-chance I offer, that's your affair entirely. I have no more to say."
-
-"I am taking a different sort of chance," Jake said. "And I have a
-suspicion that it's less of a gamble than the one you suggest. In any
-case, I've put my money on it, and there it'll stay."
-
-He looked Uncle Edward straight in the eyes a moment, and then broke
-into his sudden, disarming smile.
-
-"Can't you stop over the week-end now and give her away?" he asked
-persuasively. "Her mother seems to shy at the notion."
-
-"Her mother always was a fool," said Uncle Edward irascibly. Here at
-least was a safe object upon which to vent his indignation! "The
-biggest fool that ever lived! What on earth men found to like in her I
-never could understand. Oh yes, I'll give the girl away. If you're so
-set on getting married at once, I'd better stop and see that it's done
-properly. Lucy never did anything properly in her life."
-
-"Thank you," said Jake. "You are most kind--and considerate."
-
-"Mark you, that doesn't mean that I approve," warned the old man. "It's
-a hare-brained scheme altogether, but I suppose I owe it to my family to
-see that it's done on the square."
-
-Jake had suddenly become extremely suave. "That is very benevolent of
-you, sir," he said.
-
-"I regard it as my duty," said Uncle Edward gruffly.
-
-He had never been called benevolent before, and the term was not
-altogether to his liking. It seemed safer to accept it, however,
-without question. There was an unknown element about this young man
-that was in some fashion formidable. An odd respect mingled with his
-first contempt. The fellow might be a bounder,--he was not absolutely
-decided upon that head--but, as he himself had modestly stated, he had
-some points. By marrying him, his young niece was about to commit a
-very rash act, but it was possible--just possible--that it might not
-lead to utter disaster. It was not a marriage of which he could
-approve, but the man seemed solid, and certainly he himself had no
-urgent desire to take in the girl and her cripple brother. Altogether,
-though he did not like to think that his advice had been ignored, and
-though at the back of his mind there lurked a vague uneasiness not
-unmixed with self-reproach, it seemed that matters might have been
-considerably worse.
-
-"Don't you tyrannize over her now!" he said to Jake at parting. "You've
-got a fighting face, young fellow-my-lad. But you bear in mind, she's a
-woman, and--unless I am much mistaken--she is not the sort to stand it."
-
-"I don't fight with women, sir," said Jake somewhat curtly. "I've other
-things to do."
-
-Uncle Edward smiled a dry smile. "And you've a few things to
-learn--yet," he remarked enigmatically.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
- THE WEDDING MORNING
-
-
-It was very dark and draughty in the church. Maud was shivering from
-head to foot. Her heart felt as if it were encased in ice. Now and
-then it beat a little, feebly, as if trying to break free, but the awful
-cold was too much for it. She did not know how to keep her teeth from
-chattering. Her hands lay in her lap, numbed and nerveless. She
-wondered if she would ever manage to walk as far as the dimly lit altar
-where Jake would be awaiting her.
-
-It was evidently draughty there also. The candles flickered fitfully.
-Uncle Edward was eyeing the candles with obvious disapproval. She hoped
-he would manage to suppress it at close quarters. She was sure she
-would have to laugh if he didn't, and laughter, she felt, would be
-fatal.
-
-How different this from the wedding-day which once she had dared to
-picture for herself! It was like a mocking fantasy, a dreadful travesty
-of that which might have been. Like an arc of prismatic colours it hung
-before her--the vision of that other wedding--the wedding of her dreams;
-the sunshine and the laughter and the flowers! The shining altar, the
-waiting bridegroom, his flashing smile of welcome! She saw it all--she
-saw it all!
-
-How dear he had been to her! How, unutterably dear! And she remembered
-how in those far-off days he had always called her his Queen Rose.
-
-Her heart gave a swift throb that was anguish. She stood up with a
-quick, involuntary movement. She had not dreamed that this long-past
-trouble possessed the power to hurt her so. She cast a desperate glance
-around her. This waiting in the cold and the dark had become
-intolerable. A wild impulse to flee--to flee--was upon her. The door
-was quite near. She turned towards it.
-
-But in that moment Uncle Edward cleared his throat and rose.
-
-"Here comes your precious bridegroom!" he said. "I suppose they're
-ready at last. We had better get moving."
-
-And then it was that Maud's knees abruptly refused to support her, and
-she sank down again white and powerless on the chair by the door.
-
-Jake's sturdy figure was coming down the aisle. She watched it with
-eyes that were wide and fixed.
-
-He came straight to her, bent over her. "I'm real sorry you've been
-kept waiting," he said, in his womanly drawl. "It's the parson's doing.
-He forgot all about us. And there was no fire either. I had to force
-the door of the stoke shed to light it."
-
-He bent a little lower over her, and suddenly she felt his hand against
-the icy cold of her cheek. She started back from it.
-
-"Jake, I--can't come yet. I'm so cold." Stiffly her pale lips
-whispered the words; her whole body seemed bound in a very rigour of
-cold. And through it all she still thought she could hear phantom
-echoes of that other wedding that once had seemed so near.
-
-"Where is your mother?" said Jake.
-
-There was a hint of sternness in the question. Uncle Edward answered
-it.
-
-"I'm expecting them every minute. I drove up first to fetch Maud. Lucy
-is a hopeless fool. She's never in time for anything."
-
-Even as he spoke, there came the rush of wheels on the hard road outside
-and the hoot of a motor horn.
-
-The sound as it reached Maud, seemed to galvanize her into sudden
-energy. She rose, white to the lips but resolute. "I am ready," she
-said.
-
-Jake gave her a straight, hard look, and turned without another word.
-He went back up the aisle, square, purposeful, steady, and took up his
-stand by the waiting clergyman.
-
-Maud's hand pressed her uncle's arm with urgency. "Let us go! Let us
-go!" she said. "I can see my mother--afterwards."
-
-The old man also gave her a shrewd glance, but he also said no word.
-Only as he stumped up the aisle beside her, he took the girlish hand
-upon his arm and held it hard in his gnarled fingers.
-
-They had reached the chancel steps where the clergyman awaited them ere
-the opening of the door and the sound of fluttering feet announced the
-arrival of Maud's mother. A heavier tread and a man's loud whisper and
-barely muffled laugh testified to the presence of Giles Sheppard also.
-
-Uncle Edward cleared his throat ferociously, releasing Maud's hand with
-a mighty squeeze as Jake came to her side. Then he turned with
-deliberation and scowled upon the advancing couple.
-
-Maud did not turn. Her face was white and still as the face of a marble
-statue. Her eyes stared blankly at the flickering candles on the altar.
-Had Jake lighted those candles, she wondered, as well as the fire in the
-stoke shed?
-
-She heard her mother's step behind her, but still she did not move; and
-after the briefest pause the clergyman began to read the service.
-
-It was all horribly unreal. The only thing of which she was vividly and
-poignantly conscious was the cold. She heard Jake's voice beside her,
-very calm and steady, and when her turn came she spoke with equal
-steadiness, for somehow she seemed to be imbued with his strength. But
-she was too frozen, too ice-bound, to feel any meaning in the words she
-uttered. She spoke them like an automaton, through lips that would
-scarcely move.
-
-Jake's hand, warm and purposeful, holding her own, sent a faint, faint
-glow through her; but it did not reach her heart. She thought it had
-ceased to beat long ago, and she wondered how soon he would realize that
-he was wedded to a dead woman, what he would say when he knew. For Jake
-was so essentially full-blooded, so burningly alive. He was the most
-virile person she had ever met. Standing there by his side, she could
-feel the warmth of him. She thought it was that alone that kept her
-from turning into a solid block of ice.
-
-When she knelt, his hand came under her elbow and supported her; when
-she rose, it lifted her. When the dreadful nightmare service was over
-at last, his arm was round her, and by its aid alone she stumbled
-stiffly to the vestry.
-
-The young curate who had married them looked at her with nervous
-solicitude. He had been recently married himself, and he had a
-painfully vivid memory of the agonies thereof.
-
-He set a chair for her, and Jake put her down into it. Then he stood up
-and took command of the situation.
-
-"Get a glass from somewhere!" he said to the curate. "And you, sir," he
-turned upon Uncle Edward, "don't let that man come in here! Her mother
-can if she likes, but I won't have anyone else."
-
-He stooped over Maud, looking closely into her deathlike face. He took
-her frozen hands and held them up to his lips, breathing on them.
-
-Her great eyes gazed up at him in mute apology. She felt he had begun
-to find out.
-
-"It's all right, my girl," he said in answer, "all right."
-
-And then her mother came to her, and surprised Maud at least by folding
-her close in her arms and fondly kissing her poor numbed lips.
-
-"Why, Maudie, darling," she murmured to her tenderly as though she were
-a child again, "what is it, dearie? What is it?"
-
-The words, the embrace, moved Maud, piercing straight to her frozen
-heart. She turned with a passionate, inarticulate sound and hid her
-face on her mother's breast.
-
-"My precious! My own girlie!" said Mrs. Sheppard; and gathered her
-closer still.
-
-There followed a brief, brief interval of peace while she rested in the
-sheltering arms that had not held her since her babyhood. Then she
-heard Jake's voice close to her bowed head.
-
-"Maud, I want you to drink this."
-
-She stirred uneasily, and was aware of her mother's tears dropping on
-her face.
-
-Then again came Jake's voice, quite courteous but extremely decided. "I
-am afraid I must trouble you, Mrs. Sheppard. She is half-dead with
-cold."
-
-Mrs. Sheppard gave a little sob and relaxed her hold. "Maud--my darling,
-here is some brandy and water. Will you try and drink it? Mother will
-hold the glass."
-
-But it was Jake's hand that held it, guiding it steadily to the cold,
-blue lips; and it was in response to his insistence, and not of her own
-volition at all, that Maud drank the fiery mixture he had prepared.
-
-She shuddered over it, but it revived her almost immediately. She felt
-the blood begin to stir in her veins, her heart begin to beat.
-
-"That's right," said Jake, and she saw his smile for the first time that
-wintry morning and felt the better for it. "Now, sit quiet for a minute
-or two till you feel well enough to sign the register! Mrs. Sheppard, I
-think your husband wants to speak to you."
-
-"Oh, dear!" sobbed Mrs. Sheppard. "He's always wanting something."
-
-Maud gently released herself. "You had better go to him, Mother, dear.
-You can bring him in if you like. I am quite all right now."
-
-Her eyes met Jake's as her mother tearfully departed. Something like a
-glance of intimacy passed between them. She held out her hand to him,
-and he took it and held it, so that some of his abundant strength seemed
-to communicate itself to her.
-
-"I don't want your mother to upset you," he said.
-
-She dismissed the notion with a smile. "I am quite ready to sign now.
-Let us get it over, shall we? I want to go back to Bunny."
-
-His hand relinquished hers. He turned to the table. "The sooner the
-better," he said, in a tone of cool deliberation.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
- THE WEDDING NIGHT
-
-
-It was over. Maud sat before the open fireplace in Jake's oak-panelled
-parlour, gazing into the red heart of the fire with a stunned sense of
-finality, a feeling that she had been overtaken and made prisoner by
-Fate. She was terribly tired. Every limb seemed weighted as if with
-iron fetters. She longed with a sick longing for sleep and oblivion.
-She ached for solitude and repose.
-
-Overhead she could hear Jake moving. He was helping Bunny to prepare
-for the night, by Bunny's own decree. Very soon he would come down
-again, and she would have to rouse herself and make conversation. She
-wondered wearily how she would do it.
-
-The best room in the house had been given to Bunny. Out of it led a
-smaller room in which she could sleep and be within call when he needed
-her. Jake had made every provision he could think of for their comfort.
-She felt that she ought to be very grateful to him; but somehow she was
-too tired for gratitude. And she could not concentrate her thoughts;
-they wandered so.
-
-Now it was the glint of the firelight on her wedding-ring that drew
-them. It shone with a burning, intolerable sparkle that somehow
-reminded her of Jake--and the look in his eyes when he had said-- But
-she pulled her mind up short at this point, with a sharp, involuntary
-shiver. She would not dwell on that thought. She would bury it deep;
-deep, far below all others. For she knew she would never cast it out.
-
-She clenched her hand and covered the ring from sight.
-
-The thought of Uncle Edward presented itself, and she seized upon it
-with relief. He had been with them during the greater part of the day,
-and had left but an hour before to catch the night train to town. He
-had been very kind to her, and had taken a shrewd interest in Bunny.
-Just at parting he had drawn her aside for a moment, looking at her with
-his sharp eyes under their shaggy brows with just the look of a terrier
-on the hunt.
-
-"And if at any time you should be in need of a change of air, my dear,"
-he had said, "don't forget that you've got an old uncle at Liverpool who
-wouldn't be sorry to see you--and the boy too--however busy he happened
-to be."
-
-He had meant that as an offer of help, should she ever stand in need of
-it. She had recognized that, though neither he nor she had emphasized
-the fact. He foresaw a possibility of difficulties ahead with which she
-might be unable to cope single-handed. He wanted her to know that she
-would never call upon him a second time in vain. She had thanked him
-with simplicity, and now she registered the offer in her mind. Almost
-unconsciously, she had begun already to seek for a way of escape, should
-her captivity become at any time unendurable.
-
-For a captive she undoubtedly was. She had given herself, voluntarily
-but completely, into the keeping of a man whom she felt she hardly
-knew,--a man who had shown her every consideration in his power, but
-upon whom even yet she was half-afraid to lean. Full of kindness as she
-had found him to be she knew instinctively that he possessed other
-qualities, was capable of other impulses. Something of the caged beast,
-something of the pirate on shore, there was about him. He was quiet, he
-was considerate, he was kind. But on his own ground, in his own
-element, would he be always thus? Would he be always the generous
-captor; the steadfast friend? Her heart misgave her a little. Words
-that Giles Sheppard had uttered only that morning arose suddenly in her
-memory, gibing words that sent the hot blood again to her cheeks.
-
-"Ah, he's a deep one, is Jake. What he gives with one hand he takes
-with the other and more to it. He's not the man to make a one-sided
-bargain. But he knows how to bide his time. He hasn't saddled himself
-with a penniless wife and a hunchback brother-in-law just for the fun of
-the thing. He'll be getting his own back presently, and I think I can
-guess who'll pay the piper."
-
-Bitter words! Cruel words! Flung in her face for the malignant
-pleasure of seeing her wince!
-
-She had not winced. She was glad to remember that. She had turned her
-back on the man's hateful, sneering face. He had humbled her to the
-earth once, but he would never have another opportunity. Henceforth
-Jake stood between her and all the world. She had bought his protection
-at a price, and she knew it for a weapon that would never fail her. As
-to the price, she would pay him in service and obedience. It might be
-he would never ask more of her than these. Life was short, and she was
-very tired. Why should she fret herself over that which might never
-come to pass? She closed her eyes from the red glow of the fire, and
-lay still.
-
-Yet she could not have travelled far along the dim path to oblivion for
-the quiet opening of the door a few minutes later brought her back in a
-second. She started up in her chair, alert, nervous, to see Jake enter
-in his square fashion and shut the door behind him.
-
-"Don't disturb yourself!" he said.
-
-He came and stood before the fire, and Maud, sinking back into her
-chair, strove to calm the unreasonable inner tumult that his entrance
-had excited.
-
-"Are you going to sit down and have a smoke?" she suggested.
-
-He gave her a side-glance that had in it a hint of humour. "You don't
-object to being smoke-dried?" he asked, in his slow, gentle voice.
-
-"Of course I don't," she said.
-
-He took his clay pipe from his pocket and considered it. It was very
-old, blackened, and discoloured with much use. He looked at her again,
-doubtfully.
-
-An odd impulse moved her unexpectedly. She sat up again and held out
-her hand. "Give it to me! I'll fill it for you."
-
-His hand closed upon it. She saw surprise in his eyes.
-
-"You!" he said.
-
-She found herself smiling. He actually looked embarrassed, a fact which
-set her wholly at her ease. "But why not?" she said. "Is it too great
-a treasure to be entrusted to me?"
-
-But he still held it back. "What do you want to do it for?"
-
-She kept her hand outstretched. "As a small--very small--return for
-your goodness to Bunny," she said.
-
-His face changed a little. He put the pipe into her hand. "I don't
-want any return," he said. "Don't do it for that!"
-
-She coloured, but she still smiled. "Very well. It is a favour
-bestowed gratis. Where's your tobacco?"
-
-He fetched a pouch--nearly as ancient as the pipe--out of his pocket,
-and laid it in her lap.
-
-"You're not to watch me," she said, speaking with a new-found confidence
-that surprised herself. "Sit down and read the paper! I'll tell you
-when it's done."
-
-He sat down opposite to her, and took up the paper. "You'll make a
-beastly mess of your hands," he said uneasily.
-
-"Be quiet!" she said.
-
-He opened out the paper, and there fell a silence.
-
-Maud pursued her self-appointed task with mixed feelings. The tobacco
-was rank and coarse, and it smelt like mildewed hay. It was, moreover,
-nearly black, and she found herself fingering it with increasing
-disgust. She was determined however not to be beaten, and with
-compressed lips she pinched and poked the revolting substance, ramming
-it deep into the blackened bowl with a heroic determination to
-accomplish the business to the best of her ability, her feelings
-notwithstanding.
-
-"You're packing it too tight," observed Jake gravely.
-
-She looked up half-laughing, half-vexed. "I told you not to watch."
-
-He dropped his paper, and leaned towards her. "I reckon I can't help
-watching you, my girl," he said. "I've never seen anyone like you
-before."
-
-He spoke with absolute simplicity, but his directness struck her like a
-blow in the face. She lowered her eyes swiftly.
-
-"I'm sorry I haven't done it to your satisfaction," she said, in a
-small, cold voice, from which all hint of intimacy had fled. "You had
-better do it over again."
-
-She held out the pipe to him, and again the firelight gleamed golden-red
-on that new bright ring that he had placed on her finger that day.
-
-He leaned further forward, stretched out a quiet hand that grasped and
-held her own.
-
-He took the pipe from her with the utmost gentleness and laid it aside;
-but he kept her hand, and after a moment he left his chair and knelt
-beside her.
-
-She did not draw back from him, but she stiffened on the instant. Her
-breathing quickened.
-
-There followed a silence, which she found peculiarly hard to bear, and
-which she eventually broke.
-
-"Perhaps I ought to go to Bunny for a little. He will feel neglected."
-
-"He's not expecting you," said Jake. "Say,--Maud!"
-
-"What is it?" she said.
-
-She strove for composure and attained an aloofness that startled
-herself. He released her hand and began to gather up the litter of
-tobacco in her lap.
-
-"I was going to speak to you about Bunny," he said. "I've settled to
-sleep with him to-night."
-
-"You?" She looked at him in quick surprise.
-
-He was not looking at her, being too intent upon his task. The firelight
-shone red on his bent head. "Yes, I," he said. "You can sleep in my
-room. I've had it got ready for you."
-
-The calm decision with which he spoke nearly took her breath away. "Oh,
-but--but--" she began.
-
-He looked up, and she saw his frank, reassuring smile. It sent a curious
-thrill of relief through her. It was such a smile as would have gained
-the confidence of a child.
-
-"That's all right," he said. "Don't you start making difficulties,
-because there aren't any at present. I've fixed it all. You're going
-to bed to-night without any cares, and you're going to sleep the clock
-round. See?"
-
-"I couldn't sleep--away from Bunny," she said, somewhat breathless
-still, notwithstanding the comforting kindliness of his eyes.
-
-"I reckon you'll have to try," he said. "And if it's any comfort to you
-to know it, Bunny is charmed with the idea."
-
-His words sent an odd dismay to her heart. With this lightening of her
-burden, she seemed to see Bunny slipping away from her,--Bunny, who
-filled her world.
-
-Jake was on the point of rising from his knees when she laid a detaining
-hand upon his arm. "Jake," she said, with slight hesitation, "it--it is
-more than kind of you to think of this. But do you know I would
-rather--really rather--go on in the old way and look after Bunny myself
-at night? You can help me in the daytime if you will. But--but--at
-night,--Jake, please, let me take care of him at night!"
-
-There was entreaty in her voice. Jake remained beside her, his hand
-grasping the arm of her chair. Once more she was conscious of the
-warmth of the man as of a force that emanated from him. Her fingers
-closed almost beseechingly upon his sleeve.
-
-"Say," he said slowly at last, "is it for your own sake--or for
-Bunny's?"
-
-She quivered at the question. He was looking past her into the fire.
-She had a feeling that he was deliberately compelling himself to do so.
-
-"I have always mothered Bunny," she said rather piteously.
-"I--shouldn't feel easy about him if--if I were not within reach."
-
-"Is that quite true?" said Jake.
-
-"True!" she echoed.
-
-He nodded two or three times. "Is it quite true that you wouldn't feel
-easy--absolutely easy--about leaving the boy in my charge?"
-
-She hesitated.
-
-"Now, don't mind me!" he said. "Be honest! I'm honest myself."
-
-She hesitated still.
-
-He turned his head slowly and looked at her, "It's not--quite--true, is
-it?" he said.
-
-Her eyes fell before his. "Very well," she said, her voice very low.
-"We will say it is entirely for my own sake. I want to be with him at
-night."
-
-Jake was silent a moment. Then: "That's a pity," he said, "because I'm
-afraid the matter is practically settled. Of course I'd call you if he
-needed you," he added.
-
-She drew her hand from beneath his. "You have settled it between you, I
-see," she said, with a small, pinched smile.
-
-He got up and solidly returned to his chair. "Yes, that's so. I don't
-say we are going to make a rule of it. But for to-night anyway----"
-
-She interrupted him suddenly, with the vehemence of an abrupt
-resolution. "No, Jake. It must be one thing or the other. I can't
-have this discussion over again. So please understand that after
-to-night we shall return to the usual arrangement, which is far the best
-for us all."
-
-She spoke with nervous force. She was for the moment painfully afraid
-of being mastered by this man whose strength was still such an unknown
-quantity that she braced herself to test it as though she were
-challenging a giant.
-
-Jake was digging in the bowl of his pipe with a penknife, and was for
-the moment too engrossed with the matter to look up. At length,
-however, he stuck the pipe into his mouth and began to search his
-pockets for matches. He found one loose, and bent to strike it on the
-heel of his boot. She watched him with a growing uneasiness. Would he
-never speak?
-
-The rasp of the match set her nerves on edge. She rose and stood before
-the fire, very slim and straight.
-
-Jake puffed at his pipe with immense deliberation, and in a moment the
-burning match sped past her into the flames. He lay back in his chair
-with his legs stretched out, his hands in his pockets, and regarded her.
-
-She turned to him at length, meeting the untamed glitter of his eyes
-with stern composure. "Jake!"
-
-"My girl!" said Jake.
-
-She shivered suddenly and uncontrollably. He spoke as if--as if he had
-a proprietary right over her. She read ownership--and the pride of
-ownership--in his look. Abruptly she turned her back upon him. Just so
-might he look upon one of his favourite horses. It was the look of the
-master, admiring, arbitrary, possessive; and with all her soul she
-resented it.
-
-She stood a moment gripping the mantelpiece, gathering her strength.
-Then without another word she drew herself up and walked out of the
-room.
-
-She knew even as she closed the door that by strength she would never
-prevail against him. She might beat her will to atoms against his, but
-not by a hair's breadth would she thus turn him from the course upon
-which he was set.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
- THE DAY AFTER
-
-
-When Maud slept that night, it was the deep, deep sleep of exhaustion.
-All the pressing cares of the past few months, all the strenuous
-efforts, the unremitting anxieties, had culminated in one vast burden
-which had at last overweighted her strength. Against her will the
-burden had been lifted from her, but now that it was gone she slept and
-slept. No dreams pierced that intense repose. She lay without
-stirring, as though the ancient spell had been renewed and laid upon
-her.
-
-The room in which she lay overlooked the whole stone-paved length of the
-stable-yard, but no voice or stamping of hoofs awaked her. The cheery
-sounds of the coming day did not even vaguely penetrate her rest. Body
-and soul were wrapped in complete oblivion while hour after hour went
-by.
-
-There had been snow in the night, and the sun arose upon a world of
-dazzling whiteness. The toy fir-trees were mantled in it. The
-stable-roofs gleamed in a thousand sparkles.
-
-She had pulled up the blind before lying down, and the reflection lit up
-the room with an ever-growing brightness. She opened her eyes at last
-quite suddenly and stared at the oak-beamed ceiling.
-
-The next instant she turned sharply on her side, aware of a furtive
-movement in the room. Someone--a man--was on his knees before the
-grate, stealthily coaxing the fire to burn. She had a glimpse of brown
-leggings and a rough tweed suit. There were spurs on his heels that
-shone like silver. His red-brown head was on a level with the bars at
-which he was softly blowing.
-
-As she moved a flame shot up in response to his efforts and he turned,
-still kneeling, and looked at her.
-
-"Say, you've had a real good night for once," he said in a voice of soft
-approval. "How do you feel yourself this morning?"
-
-Maud, crimson-faced, searched for words and found none. It was one of
-the most difficult moments she had ever had to endure.
-
-Jake glanced at the fire, pushed the poker into it, and got to his feet.
-He came to her side.
-
-"Don't be mad with me!" he pleaded humbly. "Someone had to light the
-fire, and old Lovelace is busy."
-
-He smiled as he said it, and when Jake smiled he was hard to resist.
-Maud suddenly found the difficulties of the situation swept away. With
-Jake in a docile mood she found it comparatively easy to deal.
-
-"Thank you," she said after a moment, and with slight hesitation
-extended a hand to him. "It was kind of you to light the fire though I
-could have done very well without it."
-
-He took the hand very respectfully. She even had a faint suspicion that
-he also was secretly embarrassed. "The room faces due north," he said.
-"It had to be done, though I hoped you wouldn't wake."
-
-"Thank you," she said again, and withdrew her hand from his steady,
-all-enveloping grasp. "How--how is Bunny?"
-
-He smiled again with more assurance. His strong white teeth were very
-good to see. "He had a splendid night. I've got him up and dressed. He
-is downstairs, waiting for you to take him out."
-
-This piece of diplomacy obviously came to Jake as an inspiration. His
-smile broadened at the brightening of her face.
-
-Maud raised herself on her elbow and pushed the thick hair back from her
-forehead. "You are very good," she said gratefully. "Please, will you
-go now, and let me get up?"
-
-He turned at once to the door, but paused as he reached it. "Say,
-Maud," he said tentatively; "there's a breakfast-tray waiting for you.
-May I bring it up?"
-
-"Oh, please don't!" she said hurriedly. "I never breakfast in bed.
-Besides----"
-
-"I'll put it outside the door then," said Jake, and was gone.
-
-She heard him clatter down the uncarpeted stairs, whistling as if
-well-pleased with himself, and as she reviewed his unceremonious
-behaviour she decided to treat it with the simplicity with which he
-evidently regarded it himself. There was that advantage in the situation
-at least. His character and his conduct were wholly without
-subtleties--or so she imagined. When he dumped down the breakfast-tray
-in the passage a little later she called her thanks to him through the
-closed door as though he had been an old and intimate friend. Perhaps
-after all she had been over-fanciful the night before!
-
-She ate her breakfast with a growing sense of reassurance, dressed, and
-went downstairs.
-
-Something of an ordeal here awaited her in the form of an encounter with
-Mrs. Lovelace, who greeted her deferentially but with a reticence that
-certainly did not veil any good-will. She presented her with the
-household keys with the stiff remark that Mr. Bolton had desired her to
-do so.
-
-Maud received them with an odd dismay. Somehow she had not visualized
-herself as the mistress of the establishment.
-
-"Mr. Bolton also wished me to take your orders for dinner, ma'am," said
-Mrs. Lovelace, with stiff dignity. "He is accustomed to dine in the
-middle of the day, but I was to tell you that if you preferred a late
-dinner it was all one to him."
-
-The slight emphasis on the last word did not escape Maud, and she saw at
-once that Mrs. Lovelace could not be considered equally indifferent on
-the subject.
-
-"But of course we will dine in the middle of the day," she said at once,
-and was rewarded by a faint flicker of amiability on the old woman's
-severe countenance.
-
-"That is as you please, ma'am," she said, with less formality, and Maud
-felt that she had scored a point.
-
-She escaped from the interview at length with a sensation of relief, and
-hastened to Bunny whom she found awaiting her with some impatience.
-
-The boy was in excellent spirits. He had enjoyed having Jake in
-attendance, and unhesitatingly he let her know it.
-
-"Why, there's no trouble at all in being lifted by him," he said. "And,
-by the way, he says you're not to lift me any more. It's too much for
-you. I'm ready to go out now, but he will put me in the chair. He said
-you were to call him. He's somewhere in the stables."
-
-Bunny's fashion of expressing himself was not a diplomatic one. Maud
-did not argue the matter, but as she went in search of Jake a deep
-resentment kindled and burned within her. So this was to be the first
-consequence of her rash step--the gradual removal of Bunny from her
-care! Bunny--her Bunny--for whose dear sake she had made the sacrifice!
-
-Out in the stable-yard she came upon Sam Vickers sucking a straw the
-while he cleaned a saddle. He greeted her with a smile, and informed
-her that the boss was in one of the loose boxes round the corner.
-
-Maud followed his directions, passing down a narrow passage between
-stalls to an open stone-paved space beyond that was surrounded by loose
-boxes. Here she paused, catching the sound of voices, and uncertain
-whence they proceeded. A bony red setter came up to her and poked a
-friendly nose into her hand.
-
-She bent to fondle him, and as she did so she heard Jake speaking in a
-building close to her. She turned towards the voice with the intention
-of joining him; but, so turning, she heard the words he uttered and
-stood petrified. For Jake, albeit with the utmost calmness and
-deliberation, was speaking a language that made her blood run cold. His
-words came with a fluency and distinctness that made them all the more
-terrible. If he had been stuttering with rage, she felt it would have
-horrified her less. She stood rooted to the spot, white-faced and
-powerless, while the kindly setter fawned about her knees.
-
-She thought the soft voice would never stop. Someone had done wrong and
-was being cursed for it with appalling thoroughness. Such oaths as Jake
-uttered she had never before heard or dreamed of, and the scathing
-cruelty of his speech was like a stinging lash.
-
-No remonstrance or protest of any sort was offered in return; but after
-what seemed to her an intolerable length of time there came the sound of
-heavy, shuffling feet, and a small sandy-haired stable-lad of about
-seventeen came blundering out into the yard. His face was crimson and
-screwed up like the face of a crying baby. He sniffed emotionally as he
-went past her.
-
-Maud remained where she was. She was sick with disgust. Her whole
-being physical and mental was in revolt. She wanted to turn and go, but
-something kept her there. She stood like an outraged princess, clothed
-in a dignity that was wholly unconscious, while Despair, grim,
-relentless, forced a way to her quivering heart. This--this was her
-husband! This coarse-mouthed brute--this monster of evil eloquence!
-This was the man to whom she had fled for protection, to whose
-chivalrous instincts she had entrusted herself! Oh, what had she done?
-
-And then suddenly he came out upon her, striding forth, his riding-whip
-clenched in his hand, his brows drawn in a ruddy, threatening line.
-
-He saw her and in a moment, magically, his face changed. The cruel,
-lynx-like vindictiveness went out of it. He came to her smiling.
-
-"Hullo, Maud!" he said.
-
-And Maud shrank, shrank visibly, so that he could not fail to see; then
-drew herself together, instinctively summoning her pride.
-
-"I came to look for you," she told him, with icy aloofness. "Bunny is
-waiting to be moved."
-
-"Right O!" said Jake.
-
-He moved towards the passage by which she had entered the yard, and she
-walked beside him, very pale, very erect, yet tingling with a disgust
-that almost amounted to loathing.
-
-They went a few yards in silence, then silence became a burden. She
-spoke.
-
-"It is really quite unnecessary to trouble you. I am fully capable of
-moving him myself."
-
-He turned his head towards her. "Say, Princess, what's wrong?" he said.
-
-She quivered afresh at his tone; it had the possessive quality that she
-so dreaded--was beginning to abhor.
-
-She did not answer, and he passed on with scarcely a pause. "I know you
-can lift the boy; but it's very bad for you, and not over good for him.
-Where's the point of it anyway when you've got me at hand to do it for
-you?"
-
-"It is quite unnecessary to trouble you," she said again, "unnecessary
-and absurd."
-
-"All right, my girl," he said unexpectedly. "Call it just one of my
-whims and--humour it!"
-
-She felt herself flush. His tone--though perfectly good-tempered--had
-been almost one of command. As they emerged from the stone passage into
-the outer yard she gave abrupt rein to her indignation.
-
-"I really cannot submit to any interference in my care of Bunny. I told
-you so last night, and I meant it. He has always been my especial
-charge, and I cannot give him up."
-
-Jake's eyes were upon her, vigilant, intent, dominant. He spoke in a
-drawl that sounded to her slightly derisive. "Say, now, what will you do
-if Bunny is cured?"
-
-She turned her face sharply from him. What would she do indeed? But
-the thing was an impossibility. She put the thought away from her.
-
-"I am not discussing that," she said, speaking with a grim effort at
-calmness that cost her all her strength. "It is the present with which I
-am dealing now. I believe you mean to be kind, but----"
-
-"You don't say!" interjected Jake softly.
-
-"But," she said again, with emphasis, "it is a mistaken kindness. I am
-very grateful to you for your help, but really you must let me do my
-share."
-
-An involuntary note of wistfulness in the last words softened the look
-in Jake's eyes. He even smiled a little as he said: "Bunny being the
-only person in the world for whom you entertain the smallest spark of
-affection?"
-
-She looked at him quickly. "He is all that I have," she said, in a low
-tone of protest.
-
-"That so?" said Jake deliberately. "Well,--I'm sorry."
-
-She felt the flush deepen to crimson in her face, and she quickened her
-steps as they neared the house, longing to put an end to an encounter
-that had brought her nothing but discomfiture.
-
-Jake lengthened his stride. He looked no longer at her, but straight
-ahead with the eyes of a man who reads the future. Evidently the
-prospect was a pleasing one, for the faint smile still lingered about
-his lips. She was thankful that he had not observed that painful blush
-of hers.
-
-At the door of his house he paused and stood back for her to precede
-him; and so standing, suddenly and softly he gave utterance to the
-thought in his mind.
-
-"Say, Maud," he said into her ear, "some day--when the boy is well and
-off your hands--I'd just enjoy to see you with a child of your own in
-your arms."
-
-She started away from the whispered words, started and quivered like a
-wild thing trapped. For a single instant her eyes met his in open,
-passionate revolt; then swiftly she passed him by.
-
-Jake followed with his lips pursed to a whistle, and a certain hard
-glitter replacing the dream in his eyes.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
- A FRIEND OF THE FAMILY
-
-
-Someone was whistling in the stable-yard with elaborate turns and trills
-to the accompaniment of a horse's hoofs that danced upon the stones.
-
-It was Christmas Day, and from the church half-way down the hill there
-came the gay peal of bells. The stable-doors were all closed, and the
-yard was in perfect order. There was no one about besides the solitary
-whistler on horseback; and he, it seemed, had no intention of prolonging
-his solitude, for he was heading his horse straight for the spotless
-white gate that led to Jake Bolton's dwelling.
-
-He was a young man, with a swarthy face of undeniable ugliness that yet
-possessed a monkeyish fascination that was all its own. His eyes
-laughed out of it with a merry wickedness--odd eyes, one black, one
-grey, that gave a most fantastic expression to his whole countenance.
-They were not trustworthy eyes, but they were full of humour. He had a
-comedian's trick of working the brows above them so that his features
-were scarcely ever in repose.
-
-He sat in the saddle as one completely at home there; but there was no
-grace about him. His limbs seemed to be fastened on with wires, like
-the limbs of a marionette.
-
-Reaching the closed white gate, he stooped from the saddle, and with the
-end of his riding-switch lifted the catch. On the little finger of the
-hand he thus extended he wore a slender gold ring in which was set a
-single sapphire surrounded by diamonds.
-
-He walked his horse up the footpath to the door, and on this he beat a
-rousing tattoo, still without dismounting.
-
-During the pause that ensued he whistled a few more elaborate bars of
-his melody, and then, coming to a break, bent and knocked again.
-
-The door opened in haste as if agitated by the second summons, and Mrs.
-Lovelace, red-faced from her kitchen fire, appeared curtseying in the
-entrance.
-
-"So sorry to keep you waiting, my lord! The girl's gone to church. And
-will your lordship be pleased to walk in? We'd only heard this morning
-of your lordship's return, and we'd not hardly expected to see your
-lordship up so soon."
-
-"A merry Christmas to you, Lovelace!" said his lordship, with that most
-engaging grin of his; he leaned towards her confidentially. "Take this
-for love of me, in honour of the occasion!"
-
-He slipped a coin into Mrs. Lovelace's hand that caused her to curtsey
-again ecstatically and wish him every blessing she could call to mind on
-the spur of the moment. But he laughed easily and cut her short.
-
-"Hear, hear! But I can't stop to listen. Where's Jake Bolton? Is he
-in?"
-
-"Well, no, my lord. I'm sorry to say Mr. Bolton's gone to church."
-
-"Sorry! Oh, come, Mother Lovelace, spare my morals! I always thought
-going to church was an innocent amusement. Don't disabuse me of my
-childish fancies! But what's the good of my walking in if the boss is
-out and you are cooking the turkey? Unless you're wanting someone to
-come and turn the spit!"
-
-Mrs. Lovelace raised hands of horrified protest. "How your lordship do
-carry on, to be sure! No, no, my lord! I was only thinking that you'd
-maybe fancy a glass of my cherry brandy with the wind in the east as it
-is. I'm sure as Mr. Bolton would be wishful for me to make the
-suggestion."
-
-"I should prefer the cherry brandy by itself," said Lord Saltash, with a
-mischievous chuckle. "But I won't stay now, thanks all the same. I
-suppose he'll be back some time? I've never known Jake go to church
-before. Is he courting or what?"
-
-Mrs. Lovelace opened her small round eyes to their widest extent. "Why,
-can it be as your lordship hasn't heard?"
-
-"Heard! Heard what? Tell me quickly!" urged his lordship. "This
-suspense is too horrible!"
-
-"About Mr. Bolton's marriage, sir," explained Mrs. Lovelace, looking
-suddenly prim.
-
-"What!" ejaculated her listener. "You don't say Bolton's been caught?"
-
-"The marriage took place last Sunday, my lord," said Mrs. Lovelace,
-still looking prim but plainly enjoying her _role_ of informant.
-
-Lord Saltash slapped his thigh with a yell of laughter. "Poor old Jake!
-And who is the bride?"
-
-"Mrs. Bolton, my lord, is the step-daughter of Mr. Sheppard of the
-Anchor Hotel," said Mrs. Lovelace.
-
-"Is she though? What's she like? Pretty?"
-
-Mrs. Lovelace pursed her lips. "She is a lady, my lord,--own daughter
-to a baronet."
-
-"Oh, I say!" protested Lord Saltash. "You're cramming me!"
-
-Mrs. Lovelace looked shocked but at the same time flattered by the
-accusation. "Indeed, my lord, it's the truth!" she protested. "And her
-brother Sir Bernard Brian is in the house at the present moment. He,
-poor young gentleman, has the misfortune to be afflicted with a
-humpback."
-
-"What? What? What? My good woman, do you know what you're talking
-about?" Saltash's mobile brows came suddenly low over his eyes in a
-heavy scowl that added years to his appearance. He leaned nearer to
-her. "What?" he said again.
-
-Mrs. Lovelace paused, debating which of her statements he desired her to
-repeat. But ere she could make up her mind, Lord Saltash dropped with a
-thud to the ground. He threw his horse's bridle over the gate-post, and
-turned to enter.
-
-"Just ring up one of the stable-lads, and tell him to walk Moscow up and
-down till I come!" he ordered, his voice no longer bland, but curt and
-imperious. "I should like to see this brother-in-law of Bolton's, so
-show me in!"
-
-Mrs. Lovelace turned before him and scurried down the passage like a
-startled hen.
-
-Lord Saltash strode after--a figure of medium height, sudden of
-movement, unimposing of carriage, yet withal possessing that nameless
-something that denotes high breeding. It was said that there was a
-strain of royal blood in the Burchester family, and this member of it
-had long been dubbed "the merry monarch" by his intimates. There was
-about him an inherent arrogance that no one dreamed of resenting, so
-essentially was it a part of himself.
-
-He entered Jake's sunny parlour with absolute assurance, though the
-frown still drew his forehead.
-
-"Lord Saltash!" announced Mrs. Lovelace.
-
-And "Hullo, Bunny!" came from Lord Saltash in the same moment as he
-strode forward to Bunny's sofa with the confidence of one entering the
-presence of an old friend.
-
-Bunny's quick cry of "Charlie!" fully justified this attitude, and Mrs.
-Lovelace withdrew with a very greatly enhanced opinion of the importance
-of the Brian family.
-
-"He might have been greeting his own brother," she said to herself, as
-she trotted back to her kitchen.
-
-There was certainly no cordiality lacking in Bunny's reception of the
-visitor. He clung to Lord Saltash's hand with shining eyes upraised.
-
-"I say, what a bounder you are to have stayed away all this time! I
-thought you'd have come back long ago. Maud's married. I suppose you
-know?"
-
-"Married to Jake Bolton?" There was a peculiar intonation in the
-question. Lord Saltash was smiling as he uttered it, smiling with drawn
-brows.
-
-"Yes; and he's the best of good fellows. But I wanted her to wait for
-you all the same," said Bunny, with the candour of the confidant. "It
-was no good talking though. She couldn't wait."
-
-"How long has she been married?" Lord Saltash's tone was settling into
-studied indifference.
-
-"Only a few days," Bunny told him. "Only since Sunday."
-
-"Was it so urgent as that then? She isn't generally in such a desperate
-hurry."
-
-Bunny looked uncomfortable. "You see, it was that brute of a Sheppard
-at 'The Anchor.' The mater married him, you know. Thought she was
-going to do a good thing for us all. I think it has turned out all
-right so far as she is concerned. But he was a perfect beast to Maud
-and me."
-
-Lord Saltash nodded comprehension. "I never did think your mother was
-over-endowed with wisdom," he commented. "And how did you come to know
-Bolton? Is he a friend of Sheppard's?"
-
-"They're in the same lot, though I don't think Jake likes him. Jake's a
-good sort, isn't he?" said Bunny almost pleadingly. "He's been jolly
-decent to us."
-
-Lord Saltash was gazing before him through eyelids that were slightly
-contracted. "I believe he is quite a good sort," he said after a moment
-without enthusiasm. "And Maud? Is she in love with him?"
-
-"Good gracious, no!" said Bunny.
-
-Lord Saltash turned towards him sharply. "You're very emphatic. Why?"
-
-"Well, she isn't," Bunny asserted. "Jake knows she isn't."
-
-"Oh! And what may Jake's sentiments be?"
-
-"He's gone on her of course," said Bunny. "But he isn't nearly so pally
-with her as he is with me. Why, he even smacks my head sometimes!" He
-spoke with genuine pride.
-
-Lord Saltash laughed. "Oh, Jake's a great disciplinarian," he said, "or
-he wouldn't be where he is. But look here, does he know that I am--so
-to speak--a friend of the family?"
-
-"Yes, I told him," said Bunny.
-
-"What did you tell him?"
-
-"Told him that you and Maud were chums, and that if she married anyone
-she ought to marry you." Bunny's tone was blunt, his face somewhat red.
-
-Lord Saltash laughed again. The drawn look had wholly gone from his
-eyes. He worked his brows up and down with astonishing agility. "That
-pleased him, I'll bet," he remarked flippantly. "And so he decided to
-get married the next day, did he, and damn the consequences?"
-
-"Oh no, it didn't come off then. We had a big row with the Sheppard
-beast first; and it was after that Maud went off and fixed it up with
-Jake on her own. It was a pity you weren't there, Charlie. She'd have
-married almost anyone to get away."
-
-"Any scoundrel?" laughed Lord Saltash. "Well, old chap, do you know,
-between me and you, I'm not sure that she hasn't done better for herself
-than if she had waited for me to come along? Marriage has such a nasty
-way of taking the gilt off the gingerbread, and I must admit I always
-liked the gilt the best. Now, Jake,--good soul--prefers the stuff
-itself; in fact, I'm not sure that he isn't a bit of a beast in some
-ways. He looks it. But possibly Maud likes beasts."
-
-"Indeed she doesn't!" said Bunny, with quick warmth. "And as for
-Jake--he's a brick. I see a good deal of him, for he's taken me on at
-night now; so I ought to know."
-
-Lord Saltash got up and strolled to the window. "Yes, he must be rather
-a brick," he said, after a moment. "Doesn't Maud think so?"
-
-"No, Maud's furious because Jake won't let her lift me any more. I
-expect she is jealous," said Bunny, with some complacence. "And she
-doesn't like being bossed."
-
-"You don't object apparently?" Lord Saltash sounded indifferent, even
-slightly bored.
-
-"Oh, I'd sooner be bossed by a man than a woman any day," said Bunny.
-"Besides, Jake's a sport. I like him."
-
-"He's a gentleman," said Saltash unexpectedly.
-
-"Not exactly," protested Bunny. "He doesn't profess to be that."
-
-"My dear chap, a gentleman is born not made. Jake's sound. It's more
-than most of us can say. I wouldn't part with him for a thousand
-pounds."
-
-Lord Saltash turned from the window with a pleasant smile on his ugly
-face, and broke into a careless whistle.
-
-Bunny watched him fidgeting to and fro with a slightly puzzled frown.
-He had expected something more dramatic than this easy acquiescence to
-the ruling of Fate. He was sure in his own mind that the Lord Saltash
-of to-day loved his sister as much as had the Charlie Burchester of
-other days, and he could not understand the serenity of his attitude.
-
-"I suppose you'll wait and see Maud," he said presently.
-
-"I suppose I shall," said Saltash, with a baffling grimace. "Are you
-going to eat your Christmas dinner without visitors?"
-
-"Yes. The mater was coming, but that Sheppard bounder turned awkward at
-the last minute, and as we none of us wanted to go there, it fell
-through. They've got some show on at 'The Anchor.' We're well out of
-that."
-
-"And you consider this a change for the better?" questioned Lord
-Saltash.
-
-"Rather! I wouldn't go back for fifty pounds. Neither would Maud.
-It's much nicer up here than down by the sea, too," said Bunny, with
-enthusiasm.
-
-"I suppose you haven't been to the Castle," said Lord Saltash, coming
-back to the fire to stand before it.
-
-"No. Jake said something about taking us some day. But it's not much
-good my going. I'm such a log." The old bitterness suddenly sounded in
-Bunny's voice.
-
-Lord Saltash lightly poked him with the end of his riding-switch. "I'll
-take you round myself some day, you and Maud. I'm off for a ride now
-when I've had a look round the stables. I shall be back in an hour or
-so, in time to see the virtuous Jake when he comes back from church."
-
-He turned to the door therewith, and fell to whistling softly the tune
-to which he had entered the stable-yard a short time before. Opening it
-he glanced back to wave a careless adieu, then passed whistling out.
-
-"Well, I'm jiggered!" said Bunny. "Anyone would think he didn't care a
-jot!"
-
-Which was precisely the impression that Lord Saltash had intended to
-convey.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
- THE OLD LIFE
-
-
-That Christmas morning was like a dream to Maud.
-
-To find herself in church with Jake by her side was a circumstance that
-she had been very far from expecting, and the experience was so unique
-that it seemed scarcely real.
-
-It was by his suggestion that they were there, and he had overruled her
-hesitation as to leaving Bunny with a masterly skill that had enlisted
-Bunny himself on his side.
-
-So they had gone, like a sober married couple, as Maud said to herself,
-though the thought of Jake as her husband was somehow one that she
-invariably failed utterly to grasp. She herself found it impossible to
-give her undivided attention to the service with the perpetual
-consciousness of his presence at her side. She could not tear her mind
-from him. He came between her and her devotions.
-
-And yet he himself seemed to be wholly absorbed. Not once did those
-watchful eyes stray in her direction. He followed the entire service
-with reverence and a steady concentration that she envied but could not
-emulate.
-
-When it was over and they were walking back, he drew a deep breath and
-remarked: "That's the first time I've been in church, except for our
-wedding, for twenty years."
-
-Maud looked at him in amazement. "So long as that?"
-
-He nodded. "I used to go regularly till my mother died. After that, I
-went to sea and got out of the way of it."
-
-There fell a silence upon his words. The colour that was always so
-quick to rise in Maud's cheeks spread upwards to her forehead.
-
-It was with an evident effort that she said finally: "You haven't told
-me anything about your mother yet, Jake."
-
-He turned his head slowly towards her. "It didn't strike me that you
-would care to hear," he said, with simplicity.
-
-She conquered her embarrassment with difficulty, but her voice was
-curiously devoid of enthusiasm as she said: "I am interested--of
-course."
-
-"Really?" said Jake. "I don't know why you should be. She was a very
-fine woman, and she killed herself with hard work when my father failed
-as a farmer. That's about all her story."
-
-"Oh, Jake, how dreadfully sad!" There was quick sympathy in Maud's
-tone. She put out a shy hand to him as they walked.
-
-He took it, held it fast for a moment, and let it go. "A woman will
-always attempt the impossible," he said, "for the sake of anyone she
-cares for. You would do the same for Bunny. I saw that the first day I
-met you. I've seen it a hundred times in different parts of the world,
-and I guess it's one of the greatest things in life."
-
-Maud uttered a sharp sigh. "I don't see anything great in doing what
-one must," she said rather sadly. "It is very nice of you to admire
-women, but I expect it is chiefly because you don't understand them."
-
-Jake's frank smile appeared at her words. "I'm not disputing that most
-women need a burden of some sort," he said gently. "I guess that's just
-a woman's way. She wouldn't be happy if she hadn't one."
-
-"And yet you want to take mine away!" The words were out almost before
-she knew it. She repented them even as they fell.
-
-Jake's smile passed, and an odd, dogged look took its place. "I reckon
-that's different," he said. "You've carried too heavy a burden all your
-life. Do you know, Maud"--his voice softened though his face remained
-unchanged--"that first time I saw you, I recognized that look of
-desperate endurance in your eyes that my mother used to have? It cut
-right through me. And you were so young, which made it worse."
-
-"I don't feel young," she interposed.
-
-"I know," he made answer. "You've missed it all. But when you're
-stronger--happier--you'll find you're not so old. There are quite a lot
-of good things in the world even for middle-aged folk like you and me."
-
-She uttered a little dubious laugh.
-
-"Yes, that's so," he asserted, in that calm, confident drawl of his.
-"And that brings me round to what I've been wanting to say to you. I
-don't want to deprive you of anything worth having, but I am
-wanting--real badly--to make a sound man of Bunny as soon as may be.
-Reckon you're wanting that too?"
-
-Her heart gave a thick, hard throb. "Of course," she said rather
-breathlessly.
-
-"Yes, of course," agreed Jake imperturbably. "Well, I had a letter last
-night from Capper, one of the biggest surgeons in the world. I had the
-good luck to do him a small service, once, and he can't somehow forget
-it. Now he's coming to England in a few weeks, and he'll look me up.
-I've told him about Bunny, and he's sort of interested. Say, Maud, it
-would be a mighty big thing to let him examine the little chap and see
-what he thinks."
-
-Maud's face was very pale. She walked in silence.
-
-Jake glanced at her. "You'd be afraid?" he suggested.
-
-"I don't know," she said, in that same breathless tone. "It--it seems
-rather soon. And suppose--suppose he failed!"
-
-"My dear," Jake said gently. "Capper won't fail. He'll either tackle
-the job and carry it through, or he won't attempt it. That's the sort
-of man he is."
-
-Maud dropped back into silence. The road at this point was somewhat
-steep, and she was gasping for breath.
-
-Suddenly Jake reached out, took her hand, and pulled it through his arm.
-"All right, my girl, all right!" he said kindly. "We won't hustle any.
-I shan't say another word to Bunny on the subject till you have made up
-your mind what you'd like done. Now you lean on me! I'll pull you up."
-
-She did not want to lean on him, but for some reason she could not at
-once withdraw her hand. They mounted the hill side by side.
-
-Jake said no more upon the subject. He evidently regarded it as closed.
-As they turned in at length at the white gates, he said: "I was
-wondering if your mother could be persuaded to come up to tea if I went
-and fetched her with the dog-cart. We couldn't squeeze Sheppard into
-that if we tried."
-
-She knew that he made the suggestion solely for her pleasure, and a
-sudden warmth kindled within her.
-
-"You are good to me, Jake!" she said gratefully.
-
-"Oh, rats!" said Jake. "Being good to you is all one with being good to
-myself. I'll go then as soon as dinner is over. Now who in thunder--"
-He stopped abruptly gazing straight ahead.
-
-A momentary frown drew his level brows and passed. "Hullo!" he said, in
-a soft drawl.
-
-Maud was looking ahead too. She saw a man's figure moving towards them
-over the stones of the yard; she heard the ring of spurs. And suddenly
-she stood still, white to the lips, panting, unnerved.
-
-It could have been only for a second, that pause of hers; for at once
-she was aware of Jake's hand pushed lightly through her arm, leading her
-forward.
-
-"I guess I don't need to introduce Lord Saltash," he said. "You've met
-before."
-
-Yes, they had met before, met and parted, and the memory of it stabbed
-her to the heart. She moved forward, as it were mechanically, under
-Jake's guidance. She had known that this ordeal would have to be faced,
-but it had taken her unawares. She was unprepared.
-
-But the moment she heard his voice, his laugh, her agitation was gone.
-There was a subtle _camaraderie_ in Lord Saltash's greeting that
-smoothed the way. She remembered with a pang that it had ever been his
-custom to take the easiest course.
-
-With his hand holding hers, and his ugly face laughing its debonair
-welcome into her own, she could not feel tragic or even disconcerted any
-longer, even though with his other hand he clapped Jake on the shoulder.
-
-"So you've gone and got married, have you?" he said, his eyebrows
-working with monkeyish rapidity. "How original of you! I won't be
-banal enough to congratulate. It's such a bore to have to reply to that
-sort of thing. Let me wish you a happy Christmas instead! _Ma belle
-reine des roses, je te salue_! You are more faultily faultless than
-ever!"
-
-He made her a sweeping, cavalier's bow, and lightly kissed her hand.
-
-She laughed without effort. "How odd to meet you like this, Charlie! I
-thought you were still abroad."
-
-She was not even aware of uttering his Christian name, so naturally did
-it rise to her lips. It seemed to her suddenly that the old cruel
-barrier had been removed. Since they could never again be lovers, they
-were free now to be friends.
-
-Surely the same thought had struck him also, for his odd eyes smiled
-intimately, confidentially, into hers, ere he turned in his lightning
-fashion to Jake, standing solidly by her side.
-
-"You knew we were old friends?" he questioned.
-
-Jake's eyes, red-brown, intent, watched the swarthy, mobile face without
-the smallest shade of expression. "Yes," he said, in his slow soft
-voice, "I knew."
-
-Maud glanced at him quickly. How much did he know? Had Bunny ever
-confided in him upon the subject?
-
-But his face, absolutely composed and normal, told her nothing. He
-accepted the hand that Lord Saltash extended, looking him full and
-straight in the face. And through her mind unbidden there ran the
-memory of that strange story of treachery that Jake had once told to her
-and Bunny. Looking at the dark, keen countenance of this man who had
-once been so much more to her than friend, she tried to visualize his
-double, and failed utterly. Surely there could be but one Charlie
-Burchester in all the world!
-
-"What are you trying to see?" laughed Lord Saltash. "I carry neither my
-virtues nor my vices in my face, being long past the ingenuous age.
-Have we time to go round the Stables? Or is your Christmas turkey
-clamouring to be eaten?"
-
-Maud shot a swift look at Jake who after a momentary pause said, "I can
-go round with you now if you wish, my lord."
-
-Saltash made a quick grimace. "That's very obliging of you, Bolton.
-But don't let me interfere with your domestic arrangements! I can come
-over again later."
-
-It was then that Maud very quietly intervened. "If you care to join us
-at dinner I am sure we shall be very pleased, and you can go and see the
-stud afterwards."
-
-"What! Really?" said Lord Saltash. "Of course I shall be delighted.
-There are to-morrow's events at Graydown, Bolton, I want you to post me
-up with the latest. Sure I shan't be in the way?"
-
-He put the question directly to Jake, who replied without haste or
-hesitation: "I reckon no guest of ours could be that."
-
-There was nothing in his manner to indicate if he were pleased or
-otherwise by the arrangement. He seemed to be in a mood of extreme
-reticence, and Maud wondered as they walked to the house if she had
-vexed him by taking upon herself to extend hospitality to his patron.
-
-But then it had been the only course open to her. Surely he must see
-that! She and Charlie were such old friends; they could not begin to be
-strangers now.
-
-Yet the doubt worried her. Jake was plainly not upon very intimate
-terms with Lord Saltash. Or was it her presence that caused constraint?
-She wished she knew, but she had no means of ascertaining. She could
-only do her best, ably seconded by Saltash, to smooth over any slight
-difficulties that might arise from a situation that was certainly none
-too easy.
-
-Despite her efforts she could not fail to note that Jake was more
-self-contained, more unresponsive, than she had ever before seen him,
-and for a time she felt her own manner to be strained and unnatural in
-consequence.
-
-Lord Saltash plainly noticed nothing. Throughout that Christmas dinner
-he was just as gay, as debonair, as audacious, as he had been in the old
-days, complimented her with his usual effrontery, provoked her to
-laughter with all his old quick wit. She found it impossible not to
-respond, impossible not to expand in the warmth of his good comradeship.
-She seemed to be drawn into a magic circle of gaiety that could not
-last, that was all the more precious because it could not last. Bunny
-also was well within that charmed region. He was full of animation,
-eager, excited, even merry. She had an uneasy fear that he would pay
-for his high spirits later, but for the time she had not the heart to
-check him. She understood his feelings so thoroughly. It was so good
-to have Charlie with them again and to bury all the troubles of the
-past, so good to see the flower of friendship spring from the dead root
-of passion. so good to be on easy terms again with this man whom in
-spite of everything, she could not but regard as a kindred spirit.
-
-They had always been sympathetic. They looked upon much in life with
-the same eyes. They had the same tastes, the same intuitions, often the
-same impulses. Yes, he had shown himself unworthy. There was a fatal
-flaw in his character. He was wild, lawless, immoral; but he was her
-friend. Somehow she could not feel that anything could ever alter that.
-They had been too near, too intimate. He had become like one of the
-family. She could not regard him in any other light. He had wounded
-her to the heart, but yet, with a woman's odd faithfulness, she forgave
-him, pitied him, understood him. Only upon that one point she had stood
-firm. Her innate purity had arisen as an angel with a flaming sword,
-dividing them. She had not been able to overlook his sins and marry
-him. She had known him too well--too well. Possibly even she had loved
-him too well also.
-
-But all that was over now. The pain was stifled, the sacrifice was
-past. She could suffer herself to accept his easy friendship with no
-dread for the future. She could let herself be at ease with him once
-more, knowing herself to be beyond his reach. Once very sorely she had
-been tempted to yield to him, but that temptation could never occur
-again. Her marriage was a safe anchor from which she could never break
-free and drift out to sea. She could afford now to be kind, since
-henceforth no more than kindness could ever be expected from her. And
-it was so good to be with him again. With all his waywardness and
-instability Charlie Burchester was the most satisfying friend she had.
-He never wearied her. He always caught and charmed her mood. He was so
-rarely sensitive, so delicately alive, to every change of feeling.
-There was even something almost uncanny sometimes in the way he read her
-woman's heart, a feat for which he himself accounted by declaring that
-they had been born under the same star.
-
-It all came back to her as they sat at the same board on that Christmas
-Day. It was just as if there had never been any lift in their
-friendship. The memory of the man's passionate pleading and her own
-anguished refusal had faded into an evil dream. They were back once
-more in the old happy days of comradeship before he had ever spoken to
-her of love.
-
-Only Jake's presence held her to the present, and when at the end of
-dinner he rose to carry out his suggestion with regard to fetching her
-mother in the dog-cart she felt, as soon as the door closed upon him,
-that the old life she knew and loved had wholly returned. She and Bunny
-and Saltash were just children together, and they settled down to enjoy
-themselves as such.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
- THE FAITHFUL WIDOWER
-
-
-Lord Saltash's desire to see the stud evaporated completely during the
-afternoon. He stayed and made himself extremely charming to Mrs.
-Sheppard, who returned with Jake, very fluttered and arch, to spend an
-hour--only an hour or Giles would be so cross--in her daughter's new
-home. And when she left again under Jake's escort it was already
-growing dark.
-
-"I've got to talk business with Jake so I may as well wait till he comes
-back," said Lord Saltash comfortably, and they gathered round the
-blazing fire and sat in luxurious enjoyment.
-
-Undoubtedly Bunny had enjoyed himself that afternoon, but he had begun
-to grow restless and irritable, signs which Maud had learned to
-recognize as the heralds of a wakeful night. She wondered with some
-uneasiness if Jake would be able to manage him with his usual success.
-
-"You haven't got a piano here, have you?" asked Saltash in a pause.
-
-She told him, "No."
-
-In the old days they had sung duets together. She wondered if he
-remembered.
-
-He went lightly on. "You will have to use the one at the Castle. You
-mustn't let your talents run to seed. Come up any day, you and Bunny.
-The place will always be open to you, whether I am there or not."
-
-She thanked him for the thought. "We should love to come; I have had no
-opportunities for playing for months, not since we left London."
-
-"No?" he said. "I say, what made your mother come to Fairharbour? It's
-a hole of a place to live in."
-
-She felt her face burn in the firelight. She hesitated, and at once
-Bunny cut in.
-
-"The mother always has an eye on the main chance," he said. "And she is
-a great believer in friendship. When things look black she always likes
-to hunt up old friends and give them their opportunity."
-
-His meaning was not obscure. Maud made a quick movement of protest; but
-Lord Saltash's inconsequent laugh covered her discomfiture on the
-instant.
-
-"Poor Lady Brian! I am afraid her luck and mine are made of the same
-rotten material. It tears at a touch. But I should have thought she
-might have chosen a sounder man than Sheppard of 'The Anchor' for a
-husband."
-
-"Isn't he sound?" asked Maud quickly.
-
-Lord Saltash laughed again. "I could sell him up--lock, stock, and
-barrel--to-morrow if I wanted."
-
-She started. "Charlie! You don't mean that!"
-
-He looked at her with a gleam of mischief in his queer eyes. "Of course
-I do! 'The Anchor' belongs to me, and all that is in it. It's
-mortgaged for considerably more than its value, and I hold the mortgage.
-Did he never mention that detail?"
-
-Maud sat speechless.
-
-He stretched out a lazy hand. "It's all right, Queen Maud. He is quite
-safe so long as he behaves decently to you and yours. He's something of
-a brute-beast, I believe? Well, if he needs any salutary correction, you
-must let me know."
-
-His ugly face laughed into hers; the light in his eyes was half-mocking,
-half-tender.
-
-"It's good to know that there may be something left that I can yet do
-for you," he said. "The worthy Jake may have a stout right arm, but he
-is not a Croesus."
-
-He turned the conversation in his easy, well-bred fashion, and her
-embarrassment died down. But the carelessly uttered information dwelt
-persistently in her mind, even though she found herself talking of
-indifferent things. It was strange that all her affairs should be so
-completely--and it seemed so irrevocably--under the direct control of
-this man whom she had once so resolutely driven out of her life. Fate or
-chance had thrown them together again. A little secret tremor went
-through her. What would come of it?
-
-She had not attempted to touch the hand he had stretched forth to her.
-It had fastened upon the arm of the chair in which she sat and rested
-there. Presently she looked down at it, her eyes attracted by the gleam
-of the ring upon it.
-
-"Your own," murmured Saltash. "Violets blue as your eyes!"
-
-He moved his hand in the firelight, and the sapphire shone in the midst
-of the diamonds like a deep blue flame in the heart of a leaping fire.
-He drew a little nearer to her.
-
-"You sent it back to me," he said. "I have worn it--like a faithful
-widower--ever since."
-
-Her heart contracted with an odd little pain. "Don't wax sentimental,
-Charlie!" she pleaded, with a difficult smile.
-
-"Would you prefer me heartless?" he said; but he withdrew his hand, and
-the sapphire burned no more.
-
-They began to talk again upon ordinary topics, and the conversation
-turned upon the Graydown Steeplechase Races of the morrow. Two horses
-from the Burchester Stud were running.
-
-"Beauties they are too!" said Bunny, with enthusiasm. "Sam Vickers
-swears they'll win." He uttered his quick, impatient sigh. "What
-wouldn't I give to see 'em do it!"
-
-"Why shouldn't you?" said Saltash. "I'll take you over."
-
-"Will you?" cried Bunny, with shining eyes.
-
-And in the same breath. "No, no!" said Maud quickly. "Charlie! Why do
-you suggest these impossible things?"
-
-Saltash laughed. "I never suggest the impossible," he said.
-"Bunny--and you too--can come along in the car if you will. I can make
-him quite comfortable with cushions."
-
-But Maud shook her head. "It isn't so easy as it used to be. And he
-gets tired so soon. Really--really, it can't be done!"
-
-"Oh, Maud, do shut up!" broke in Bunny. "You jaw like any old woman!
-Of course I'll come, Charlie! When will you be round?"
-
-Lord Saltash looked at Maud with an impish expression. "I am afraid you
-are in the minority, _ma reine_. But leave it to me! I'll undertake
-that no harm is done."
-
-Maud rose suddenly from her chair. She stood upright and slender in the
-firelight. "I can't consent to it," she said with resolution.
-
-He sprang instantly to his feet. "You don't want to come?" he said.
-
-She met his challenging eyes with an effort. "Don't make things
-difficult," she begged in a low voice.
-
-"But if I got your mother to come too!" he urged. "She used to love
-race-meetings."
-
-She turned her eyes away. "Neither Bunny nor I can go," she said
-steadily.
-
-"I say I will go!" cried Bunny hotly. "I'm old enough to do as I like,
-and I won't be dictated to by anyone."
-
-Saltash turned back to him. "I'll take you one day, old chap. But the
-queen's word is law, you know. We can't go in direct opposition to it.
-Moreover," with audacious simplicity, "it wouldn't be great sport for
-any one if the queen herself did not deign to accompany us."
-
-"She'll go fast enough if I do," said Bunny. "She sticks to me like a
-leech."
-
-"Lucky beggar!" said Saltash.
-
-He glanced back at Maud. She was still on her feet, turned partially
-from him. It was evident that she did not mean to renew the friendly
-intercourse that his unwelcome suggestion had interrupted.
-
-"I must get back to my lonely castle," said Saltash.
-
-She turned then, as he had known she would. "No, don't go--why should
-you?--till--till Jake comes back!"
-
-He laughed into her eyes. "Now, don't try to persuade me that you want
-me any longer! I know the signs too well. I am going to walk down and
-meet Jake, as I must have a word with him about the animals. By the
-way, why don't you call him Jacob? The other is too frivolous for your
-august lips."
-
-There was a sting in the smiling question of which she alone was aware.
-She knew that he had it in him to be malicious at times. But she would
-not seem to notice.
-
-"Are you backing either of the horses running to-morrow?" she asked.
-
-He raised his agile brows. "But, of course I am. Who ever went to a
-meeting without putting something on? And you don't suppose I would lay
-a wager against one of my own beasts, do you?"
-
-"You always back your own before anyone else's?" she said.
-
-"Of course," he made prompt reply. "We've pulled off a good many events
-since Jake took command."
-
-"Yes," she said slowly. "He is a genius with horses."
-
-"Oh, quite useful," said Saltash carelessly. "Well, good night to you
-both! Many thanks for your kind hospitality! Don't forget the piano at
-the Castle! Come and go exactly as you like! I will give orders to
-that effect."
-
-"You are very kind," she said.
-
-But the pleasant intimacy between them was broken. She knew that her
-refusal to go with him on the morrow had hurt him. He was in a mood to
-sting at a touch.
-
-She gave him her hand with genuine regret. "Good-bye, Charlie!" she
-said gently.
-
-He took it with a gesture that made her remember that his mother had
-been a Frenchwoman. "Good night, _ma chere_!" he said lightly. "When
-thou art dreaming, think of me!"
-
-Her faint laugh had a note of bitterness. "But I never dream," she
-said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
- THE NARROWING CIRCLE
-
-
-When Jake returned at length, he entered an atmosphere so unmistakably
-stormy that he looked instinctively to Maud for an explanation.
-
-The room was lighted and the curtains drawn. She was sitting in the low
-chair by the fire doing some intricate crochet-work with knitted brows.
-There was tension in her attitude, tension in the firm compression of
-her lips.
-
-Bunny lay on his sofa, hot-cheeked, fiery-eyed, beating an impatient
-tattoo with one hand on the table by his side. On the table lay the
-presents that he had received that day, a box of paints and sketching
-block from his mother, a book from Maud, a small telescope from Jake
-himself. But he was looking at none of them. His brows too were
-closely drawn. His teeth bit viciously into his lower lip.
-
-Maud did not raise her eyes at Jake's entrance. She seemed intent upon
-her work. He came and stood beside her.
-
-"I should have been back sooner," he remarked, "but Lord Saltash met me,
-and I had to take him back to the Castle in the dog-cart."
-
-Her fingers moved very rapidly. "I thought perhaps you would dine with
-him," she said, in a voice that sounded very cold and aloof.
-
-"Not I," said Jake. "Give me my own fireside, and my clay pipe that
-doesn't go into aristocratic society!"
-
-She raised her eyes momentarily. "Are you a Socialist?" she asked.
-
-His eyes were unblinkingly upon her. "I guess not," he said, speaking
-with something of a drawl. "I've seen life--lots of it--that's all. As
-to my politics, well, I reckon they're mine and no one else's. I think
-just what I like of everything and everybody." He turned those intent
-eyes suddenly upon Bunny. "What's wrong with the head of the family?"
-he asked.
-
-At once Bunny burst into speech. "Jake, it's--it's infernal that I
-can't go to the races in Charlie's motor--to-morrow. He's offered to
-take me. Why shouldn't I go? Hang it all, I will go!" He banged his
-clenched fist upon the table with the last passionate words.
-
-Maud kept her eyes upon her work. Her hands though they moved so
-rapidly, were not wholly steady. "He is not fit to go," she said.
-
-"That's not the reason you refused!" flung back Bunny, who was rapidly
-working himself up to fever pitch. "You said No just because you
-thought Jake would be jealous if you said you'd go. You're afraid of
-him, that's what's the matter with you,--afraid of his finding out that
-you're still in love with Charlie."
-
-He broke into his cracked, painful laugh, stopping abruptly as Jake left
-the hearth and stepped quietly to his side.
-
-"Don't touch me!" he said, shrinking sharply back.
-
-Jake stooped. His face was grim. "My son, I'm going to touch you," he
-said. "I'm going to carry you straight up to bed. You've had more than
-enough excitement for to-day."
-
-"I'm not going to bed!" cried Bunny, his voice high and defiant. "I'm
-not going for hours yet. Jake--Jake--leave me alone, do you hear?
-You're hurting me!"
-
-"Afraid you've got to be hurt," said Jake.
-
-He was slipping steady hands under the boy's writhing body. Maud had
-risen. She came swiftly forward. She touched Jake's shoulder, her face
-pale and agitated.
-
-"Don't, please, Jake!" she entreated. "It does more harm than good."
-
-He did not look at her or pay the smallest attention. Bunny was already
-in his arms,--Bunny, purple with rage, waving his arms in blind
-impotence.
-
-"P'raps you'd open the door for me!" said Jake, in his slow gentle
-voice.
-
-She went to the door. Somehow it was the only thing left to do. Jake
-followed her with his burden.
-
-As he did so, Bunny ceased to struggle, realizing the mastery of the
-steady arms that bore him, and spoke; in a voice of tense hostility.
-
-"You beastly groom!" he said.
-
-Jake said nothing whatever. He carried him firmly, unfalteringly, from
-the room.
-
-Maud closed the door softly behind him, and went back to her chair.
-
-But she did not take up her work again. She sat gazing into the fire
-with wide, troubled eyes. She was beginning to realize that old
-associations, old friends, could be nothing but a disturbing element in
-her life, beginning to wish with yearning sadness that Charlie had not
-come back into it. She was tired--so tired, so sick at heart.
-
-As for Bunny, he had grown out of hand and would never be the same to
-her again. She was sure of it, she was sure of it. Nothing ever could
-be the same again in this new world that she had entered. It was a
-world of harsh realities, wherein dwelt no softening magic. The fate
-she had dreaded was surely closing in upon her. Whichever way she
-turned, she found a narrowing circle.
-
-A long time passed. She began to grow anxious. What was happening
-upstairs? Was it possible that Jake might after all lose his temper and
-visit his wrath upon Bunny's rebellious head? Would he by any chance
-make use of that frightful language which she had heard him employ only
-a few days before to a negligent stable-boy? Bunny's bitter epithet
-dwelt in her memory. Surely Jake would be something more than human if
-he did not resent it!
-
-And then suddenly she heard his square footfall on the uncarpeted
-stairs, and a great wave of agitation went through her. All her being
-quivered at the thought of him, his unyielding mastery, his utter
-confidence. Two eyes, one black, one grey, seemed to flash a mocking
-question out of the depths of the fire into which she gazed. Her heart
-gave a little quiver of misgiving that yet was oddly mingled with
-satisfaction. No, she was not wholly sorry that Lord Saltash had come
-back into her life. He was so subtly refreshing. He sounded deeps in
-her of which none other guessed. His gaiety of soul called back her
-vanished youth.
-
-Jake entered, and she turned her head, masking her embarrassment with a
-resolute effort. "Oh, Jake, come and sit down! I am so sorry this has
-happened."
-
-He pulled forward a chair and dropped into it. "The little chap is
-overtired," he said. "He'll be better left to himself for a bit."
-
-He spoke in a quiet, temperate voice. She realized with relief that he
-had not taken Bunny's bitter outburst seriously. She took up her work
-again.
-
-"He is always difficult to manage when he gets caught by one of these
-moods," she said. "And he is apt to say wild things."
-
-Jake began to fill his pipe, making no comment.
-
-Maud worked on for several seconds, still struggling against an uneasy
-feeling of shyness.
-
-After a little, in a low voice she spoke again. "Jake, I think--with
-you--that if Dr. Capper will examine Bunny and--and perhaps operate on
-him, it had better be done--as soon as possible."
-
-"That so?" said Jake.
-
-She knew that he turned his head to look at her, and a hot sense of
-discomfiture surged through her. She worked with fevered speed, as if
-much depended upon it.
-
-"Of course--of course I want him to have--every chance. I am not so
-selfish as that. But--but--the anxiety will be very hard to bear. I
-dread it more than I can possibly say."
-
-Her lips quivered suddenly. She became silent, still desperately making
-stitches that she could hardly see. She had not meant to make any appeal
-for sympathy. It had, as it were, escaped her from sheer embarrassment.
-She had never felt more utterly ill at ease in Jake's presence than she
-felt that night.
-
-He did not immediately respond though she knew that he continued to
-watch her with those lynx-like, brilliant eyes. But after a very decided
-pause, his hand, square and steady, came forth and stopped her fevered
-working.
-
-"Sit still for a bit, my girl!" he said. "Give yourself a rest!"
-
-She started sharply at his touch, but gave in at once, suffering him to
-draw the work from her hands.
-
-"Say, now," he said, "when you married me, I made myself a vow that you
-shouldn't be burdened any more beyond your strength. This anxiety you
-speak of, will it be harder to bear than to see Bunny suffering and not
-be able to help?"
-
-She shook her head. Her eyes were full of tears.
-
-"Guess you're overwrought," he said gently. "Why don't you lie down on
-the sofa? P'raps you'd get a sleep."
-
-She mastered herself with an effort. "No, thank you. I am quite all
-right. Of course Bunny's welfare comes before everything and always
-will with me. Do you know, I think I will run up to him and see that he
-has all he wants."
-
-"No, my girl, no! You stay where you are!" said Jake. "I've got him in
-hand. Don't you go making more trouble!"
-
-She glanced at him with quick uneasiness. "But is he happy? Is he
-comfortable? I never leave him for long when he is like this. Once he
-dragged himself right out of bed and on to the floor. He was worse for
-weeks after."
-
-"He won't do that to-night," said Jake.
-
-But she was not reassured. "He may. How can you tell? He can be quite
-violent sometimes."
-
-"He won't be to-night," said Jake with unmistakable conviction.
-
-"What have you been doing to him?" she said, with quick suspicion.
-
-He put a restraining hand upon her for she seemed on the verge of
-rising. "Now, don't you meddle!" he said. "The boy will be all right;
-only leave him alone! He won't come to any mischief because he can't.
-I've tied him down. No, he ain't uncomfortable," as she uttered a sharp
-cry of protest. "I saw to that before I put out the light and left him
-to come to his senses. He won't hurt, I tell you. You leave him
-alone!"
-
-But Maud was already on her feet. "How could you?" she panted. "How
-dare you?"
-
-He rose with her, still holding her. "Now be reasonable!" he said, in a
-voice of soft persuasion. "I'm real fond of the little chap, and I'm
-trying to make a man of him. He knows that all right. It's discipline
-he wants and discipline he's going to have. Don't you get interfering!
-You'll do more harm than good."
-
-"Let me go!" breathed Maud.
-
-She was white to the lips as she said it, white and desperate. Her eyes
-burned like two stars. But Jake held her still.
-
-"Say, now!" he drawled. "Aren't you a bit unreasonable? I've taken a
-lot of trouble to bring him into line. And, as I tell you, I haven't
-hurt any part of him, except his pride, and that'll soon mend. Maud, my
-girl, now don't act the fool! Don't, I say, don't!"
-
-She had made a sharp effort to wrest her arm free; but he frustrated it,
-taking her two wrists very gently but very decidedly into his square
-hold.
-
-"Let me go!" she cried again, her pale lips trembling. "How--how dare
-you hold me against my will? Jake, you--forget yourself!"
-
-He was looking at her with a hint of humour in his red-brown eyes. They
-were shining too, shining with a hot intensity, as though the leaping
-flames of the fire were reflected there. But at her words, he let her
-go very abruptly and turned from her. He took up his pipe again,
-standing so that she saw only his broad back and gleaming hair, while
-she waited behind him in palpitating silence.
-
-Some seconds passed before he spoke. And then: "All right, my girl," he
-said. "Have it your own way! I reckon he's your brother more than
-mine, and I know you have his welfare at heart. If you think it to his
-interest to go and undo him--he ain't uncomfortable, mind you! I saw to
-that--I shan't interfere either way. Do whatever seems good to you!"
-
-So he delivered himself, and having spoken sat squarely down and pulled
-out his match-box as though the matter were at an end.
-
-She stood irresolute, facing him.
-
-"Well? Aren't you going?" he said, after a moment.
-
-And still she stood, feeling the strain to be past yet not daring to
-relax her guard.
-
-Jake struck a match and held it to his pipe, looking at her whimsically
-between great puffs of smoke.
-
-"There! Sit down!" he said, after a meanest. "Leave the child alone
-for a bit! I'll go up to him myself before long."
-
-Casual as was his voice, the force of his personality reached and
-dominated her. It was certainly not of her own volition that she
-obeyed.
-
-She sat down again in the low chair before the hearth. "I know he will
-have a bad night," she said uneasily.
-
-"It won't be any the worse for this," said Jake, with confidence. "And,
-now, look here, my girl, I want to ask you something--just in a friendly
-way."
-
-Maud's hands clasped each other hard. There was no repose in her
-attitude. "What is it?" she asked, in that aloof voice of hers that
-emanated from intense shyness rather than pride.
-
-Jake was smoking steadily. The heavy odour of his tobacco filled the
-room. "I don't want to give any offence," he said. "But it seems to me
-that Lord Saltash is on a footing of intimacy with you and Bunny that
-rather points to your not knowing the sort of person he really is."
-
-Maud's eyes grew suddenly darker. She looked him full in the face. "I
-know him too well to discuss him with any--outsider," she said.
-
-"That so?" said Jake, slightly drawling. "Well, that certainly makes
-matters rather more complicated. I know him, too--awfully well,--so
-well that I shall have to request you to keep the young man at a
-respectful distance; for he certainly won't stay there if you don't."
-
-Maud sat tensely still. Several moments of utter silence passed away.
-Then, almost under her breath, she spoke. "Are you absurd enough to be
-jealous?"
-
-Jake's eyes watched her unwaveringly through the smoke. "Would it be
-very absurd of me?" he asked gravely.
-
-"Utterly." She spoke the one word with a free disdain.
-
-He bent his head slightly. "Since you say so--it goes. At the same
-time, it might be well for you to remember that Lord Saltash invariably
-hunts for himself. He is not a man that any woman can safely trust. He
-has his points, maybe, but--he is not sound."
-
-Very steadily he delivered his verdict, and Maud received it in unbroken
-silence. More or less she knew it to be true, and yet very bitterly did
-she resent its utterance. It was as if he had exposed to her the
-worthlessness of a possession which for old sake's sake she treasured
-though conscious that in itself it was without value. For she had never
-idealized Charlie Burchester. Even in the old days of close intimacy
-she had always seen the feet of clay, though in her fond woman's way she
-had sought to overlook them. It was intolerable to have them pointed out
-to her by one whom she still curiously regarded as a comparative
-stranger.
-
-She had nothing to say on her friend's behalf. Reason warned her that
-it would be useless to attempt to take up the cudgels in his defence.
-And so she sat in silence, inwardly burning, outwardly calm.
-
-Jake smoked on for several minutes, then quietly rose. "I'll go up and
-settle the youngster now," he said. "And you have made up your mind on
-the other subject? I am to write to Capper?"
-
-She did not answer for a moment; her eyes were fixed upon the fire.
-
-He paused beside her, and again there came to her that sense of warmth,
-of bodily force, that seemed to reach her from the very centre of the
-man's being, rushing out to her, enveloping her.
-
-She made a slight, involuntary movement of withdrawal. "I have said so,"
-she said.
-
-He paused no longer. "Then so be it!" he said, and walked away to the
-door.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
- BROTHERS
-
-
-"Is that you, Jake?"
-
-Outraged pride and sullen submission combined in the utterance of the
-question. The room was in complete darkness.
-
-"Yes, it's me," said Jake.
-
-He went forward into the darkness, feeling out before him.
-
-"Why don't you strike a match?" said Bunny.
-
-Jake found the bed and stood beside it. "Going to behave yourself, my
-son?" he asked.
-
-There was silence from the bed, a dogged, uncompromising silence.
-
-Jake stooped. Feeling over the boy's body, he began to undo his bonds.
-
-"Say, Bunny, I reckoned you were a bigger man than this," he said.
-
-Bunny remained silent, stiff and unyielding.
-
-Jake completed his task and stood up. "If you're wanting to tell me to
-go to blazes, you may as well say it as not," he said.
-
-"I'm not," growled Bunny. "But you've no right to treat me like a dog.
-I'm not used to it."
-
-"A damn' good hiding is what you're most in need of," said Jake, in his
-soft, imperturbable voice. "You'd learn a lot that way. There's too
-much pride in your family, my son, and it ain't always the proper sort
-of pride either. It's likely to lead you into difficulties." He paused
-a moment; then bent again, his hand moving lightly upwards over the
-bedclothes. "Say, Bunny, climb down a bit; climb down!" he said. "I
-can't get within a mile of you on that high horse of yours."
-
-There was a hint of coaxing in the words and action to which Bunny taken
-by surprise made instant almost involuntary response. With a swift,
-passionate movement, he caught the persuasive hand.
-
-"Old chap--" he said, and stopped, breaking off short.
-
-There followed a few, pulsing seconds, during which Jake's hand was
-pressed hard against a burning face. Then, very suddenly Bunny cast his
-pride wholly from him and burst into choking tears.
-
-"Little feller! Little feller!" said Jake, and gathered him into arms
-that were full of motherly comfort.
-
-He sat down on the bed, so holding him, rocking him a little, soothing
-him in the darkness that seemed to banish all barriers and link them in
-a brotherhood more close than either had anticipated before that moment.
-
-Bunny's surrender was complete and unconditional. He clung fast to Jake
-with whispered words of penitence. "I'm always like that when I feel
-bad. I've had that filthy neuralgia in my back ever since tea. It
-makes me want to bite and kick. I didn't mean to be a beast to you,
-Jake. I take back all I said. You'll forget it--say you'll forget it!"
-
-"I have forgotten it," Jake assured him. "Don't you fret now!"
-
-Bunny burrowed into his shoulder. "You're so beastly good to a fellow.
-But you're right--quite right--about the hiding. I only wish you could
-give me one. It's just that I want."
-
-"No--no!" Jake said tenderly. "I wouldn't lay a finger on you."
-
-"You would if I were sound," protested Bunny, strangling a sob.
-
-But Jake shook his head. "No, sonny, no! I was wrong. It ain't the
-treatment for a soft-hearted little chap like you. I've been used to
-dealing with roughs, and I'm rough myself. I try not to be; but there
-it is. You've sensed it, and so has Maud. But--I say it now, and I'll
-stick to it--I'll never use violence to you as long as I live."
-
-"Jake, old boy, that's rot!--I--I like you to smack my head sometimes,"
-blurted forth Bunny, still in accents of distress.
-
-Jake laughed a little. "Well, maybe, I'll do that now and then, seeing
-we're brothers." He was rubbing the head with a caressing hand as he
-spoke. "You know, I've got a sort of liking for you, little pard; and I
-want you to grow up a man."
-
-"How can I?" said Bunny very bitterly.
-
-"It ain't the body that makes the man," said Jake gently. "Physical
-conditions don't matter two cents. Reckon if you were to be a cripple
-all your days, you could still be a great man. But, please God, you
-won't be a cripple always. My friend Capper--you've heard me talk of
-him--he's coming over from the States, and maybe he'll be able to put
-you right. We'll give him the chance, eh, Bunny? We'll get him anyway
-to come along and look at you."
-
-Bunny's frail body had begun to tremble. He held very fast to Jake's
-arm. "Oh, Jake!" he whispered.
-
-"Guess it's a big proposition," said Jake. "But you've got spunk for
-anything. I'm going to send him a letter right away. Maud views the
-matter as we do. She says, the sooner the better."
-
-"Whatever made her say that?" said Bunny curiously.
-
-"She was thinking of you," said Jake. "She thinks more of you than of
-anyone else in the world. Reckon you owe her a mighty lot, Bunny. Ever
-thought of that?"
-
-"Reckon she'd be rather lost without me," said Bunny perversely.
-
-"Not for long," said Jake.
-
-"She would," persisted Bunny. "If I were to get well, she'd be glad for
-my sake, but she'd be utterly miserable for her own."
-
-He spoke with the shrewdness that years of passive observation had
-wrought in him--a shrewdness that somehow lifted him above the plane of
-ordinary unthinking boyhood. Almost instinctively Jake responded to it.
-He spoke to Bunny as though he had been a man.
-
-"She won't be miserable when she has children of her own to look after,"
-he said. "That's what she wants, and what I want too. They'll make all
-the difference in the world to her."
-
-Bunny was momentarily surprised. This was a possibility that had not
-occurred to him. "Oh, that's the idea, is it?" he said.
-
-"What's the matter with it?" said Jake.
-
-"I don't know," said Bunny. "Somehow I don't seem to realize that she
-actually is married to you."
-
-"She doesn't realize it either," said Jake rather shortly.
-
-"That's because you don't make love to her," said Bunny wisely. "Why,
-you don't even kiss her, do you?"
-
-"I haven't." Jake's voice was an odd compound of humour and
-dissatisfaction.
-
-"Why on earth don't you?" said Bunny.
-
-"You'd better ask her," said Jake somewhat grimly.
-
-"Aren't you friends?" There was quick sympathy in the boy's voice. "I
-know Maud is a bit difficult to get on with. She was very odd even to
-Charlie this evening when he wanted us to go to the races with him. Why
-shouldn't we have gone, Jake? She knew I wanted to, and she used to
-like it herself."
-
-An echo of resentment sounded in the question. Bunny had plainly not
-wholly buried his grievance.
-
-"I'll take you one day, my son, when you're stronger," Jake promised.
-"And Maud too--if she's keen. I didn't know she was. She didn't tell
-me so."
-
-"She doesn't tell you everything, does she?" said Bunny, giving him a
-squeeze.
-
-"Reckon she's half afraid of me," said Jake. "What reason did she give
-for not going with Lord Saltash?"
-
-"Oh, none. She just said we couldn't. Charlie wasn't best pleased
-about it. Charlie can be rather hot stuff when he isn't pleased."
-
-Jake uttered a dry laugh. "Did he make himself unpleasant?"
-
-"No. But he cleared out almost at once. You see, he always used to be
-able to twist Maud round his little finger--till she broke with him."
-
-Jake's arms suddenly grew tense about the slim boyish body he held.
-"Say, young feller! Will you tell me something?" he said.
-
-"Of course! If I can," said Bunny.
-
-"Just this--only this," said Jake, his voice sunk to a whisper. "Have
-you any real reason--any good reason--for believing that Maud still
-cares for this old flame of hers? Honestly now! Was there any truth in
-what you said downstairs?"
-
-"Oh, Jake, I'm beastly sorry I said it!" Bunny turned a distressed face
-upwards, pressing his hot forehead hard against Jake's neck.
-
-"All right. You needn't answer." Jake's words seemed to come from
-between his teeth. "It's what I suspected all along. It won't make any
-difference in the end, so you needn't be upset about it. I always knew
-I was taking chances."
-
-"She'd soon forget him if you started making love to her," Bunny assured
-him. "Why don't you, Jake? Why don't you?"
-
-"Ah! Why don't I?" Jake uttered again his dry, somewhat scoffing
-laugh. "P'raps I'm waiting for someone else to make the running. But
-don't you bother your head about that, my son! I shall get home on the
-straight--or perish in the attempt."
-
-He stooped, and laid Bunny gently down on the pillows.
-
-"I'll light your lamp now and leave you. Maud will be up with your
-supper directly."
-
-But Bunny clung to his arm. "You'll come back, Jake? You--you'll sleep
-with me?"
-
-"Oh, yes, I'll sleep with you--if Maud will let me." Jake's voice held
-ironic humour. "But it's a sore point, I warn you."
-
-"Of course she'll let you. She can't help herself. She knows I'm ten
-times more comfortable with you to look after me. It's jolly decent of
-you, Jake." Bunny hugged the arm a little closer. "Sure you've
-forgiven me for being such a beast?"
-
-"Shucks, lad! Don't think any more about it! We're all beasts
-sometimes, though we don't all take the trouble to be sorry afterwards."
-Jake stooped abruptly and kissed his forehead--a token received by Bunny
-with a satisfaction as great as his surprise. "Be decent to Maud,
-little chap!" he said. "Remember, nearly the whole of her life has been
-one big sacrifice to you!"
-
-"Oh, I know she's a brick," Bunny said quickly. "I'm awfully fond of
-her of course. You--I suppose you're fond of her too, Jake?"
-
-He put the question with slight hesitation, not wholly certain as to
-whether Jake would welcome it, yet oddly desirous of a reply.
-
-Jake had withdrawn his arm. He stood by the bed in the darkness, only
-dimly visible to Bunny--a square, powerful figure, of rock-like
-strength, endued with the hard endurance that springs in the wilderness
-and is the natural heritage of beasts and savage tribes, coming but
-seldom upon the sons of adoption.
-
-He did not speak at all for several seconds, and Bunny began to wonder
-if he had given offence. Then suddenly he stretched out his arms with a
-wide, fierce gesture as of one who would seize and hold in the face of
-any odds.
-
-"My God!" he said, and in his voice was a deep throb as of a force that
-rose unfettered from the very heart of the man. "I--worship her!"
-
-In the awed silence that followed the words, his arms fell. He stood a
-second or two as one in a dream striving to grip afresh the realities of
-life. Then, quite calmly he turned aside and crossed the room to light
-the lamp.
-
-Bunny, watching him, marvelled that the kindling flame revealed only the
-resolute face and steady eyes of the man he knew. For it seemed to him
-that another man had spoken in the darkness.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
- MISADVENTURE
-
-
-Lord Saltash had the satisfaction of seeing one of his own animals a
-winner at the Graydown meeting on the following day, a circumstance
-which plainly gave him the keenest pleasure. He joined his trainer at
-the conclusion of the event and warmly congratulated him.
-
-Jake was himself well-pleased. He had worked hard for the victory, and
-the horse was a particular favourite with him. But he did not betray
-any especial gratification at his patron's openly expressed approval,
-receiving it with the reticence that Maud had remarked in him the day
-before.
-
-Lord Saltash, however, seemed bent upon breaking down all reserve. He
-treated him with easy familiarity, chatted upon a thousand subjects,
-received suggestions with cordiality, and finally, when the races were
-over, insisted upon motoring him home in the open car which he
-invariably drove himself when at Burchester, and which was the terror of
-the countryside.
-
-The evening was chill and mist-laden. "With your permission we'll go
-steady," Jake said, as they left the teeming race-course behind.
-
-"What! Nervous?" laughed Saltash.
-
-"I have a wife to think of," was Jake's unmoved reply.
-
-"Oh, to be sure!" A hint of mockery ran through the words. "What an
-artful fox you were to go and get married on the sly like that! If I'd
-known, I'd have come to the wedding."
-
-"It wasn't much of an affair," said Jake. "And it had to take place at
-short notice, or I should have told you about it."
-
-"Perhaps it wouldn't have taken place at all if you had," laughed Lord
-Saltash. "You know the legend of Young Lochinvar. And--" his dark face
-screwed up into a comic grimace--"I presume you know my reputation."
-
-"Almost as well as I know you, my lord," said Jake drily.
-
-Saltash sent him a sharp glance through the gathering twilight. He was
-driving swiftly but well. "Nobody ever really knows anybody in this
-world of noughts and crosses," he observed lightly after a moment.
-"It's a queer place, Bolton. And it isn't always the fellows that
-gather the fruit that enjoy the eating thereof. Ever reflected on that
-truism?"
-
-"I reckon it couldn't apply to me in any case," drawled Jake, turning up
-his collar and settling into it with square deliberation.
-
-"Because you're one of the favoured few?" questioned Saltash.
-
-There was an unmistakably jeering note in his voice this time. A faint
-smile came into Jake's face. His eyes stared straight before him.
-
-"Maybe so," he said. "But my opinion is, if a man can't hold his
-own,--well, he deserves to lose it."
-
-Saltash laughed aloud. "It isn't always brute force that counts, most
-worthy cow-puncher. There is such a thing as brains."
-
-"You don't say!" said Jake in a tone of gentle incredulity and, in a
-moment: "Do you mind reining in a bit? We're coming to a cross-roads."
-
-"You're mighty nervous!" gibed Saltash.
-
-"It's safer," said Jake imperturbably.
-
-They dropped into silence with one consent.
-
-Saltash was obviously inclined to recklessness though he seemed for
-awhile to be trying to restrain the impulse. They shot through the
-gathering darkness with ever-increasing speed.
-
-Jake made no further protest. He sat sphinx-like, gazing straight ahead
-through the misty wind-screen. The distance from Graydown to
-Fairharbour was scarcely ten miles. Lord Saltash chose the shortest
-route, bumping through bye lanes, whizzing round unexpected corners,
-shooting uphill like a rocket, dropping down again like a thunderbolt.
-
-He drove with a skill that was in its way magnificent, but the entire
-run was a series of risks such as only the driver could enjoy.
-
-It was evident that he speedily forgot the presence of his companion,
-and Jake did not remind him of it. Perhaps he deemed it inadvisable to
-divert his attention in any way from the task in hand.
-
-For nearly a quarter of an hour of rapid travelling he spoke no word.
-Saltash was humming to himself an old tune with a waltz refrain which
-seemed to give him considerable pleasure.
-
-They were drawing near the outskirts of Burchester Park when abruptly he
-broke off, and spoke. "I want you to come up to lunch on Sunday, you
-and Maud and the boy."
-
-He spoke jerkily, almost curtly. Jake turned his head.
-
-"Have you put the proposition before--my wife?" he asked.
-
-"Oh, I asked her to come of course," said Saltash carelessly. "I didn't
-mention any particular day. Why? Have you any reason to suppose she
-would refuse?"
-
-He laughed as he said it, but there was a challenging note in his laugh.
-
-Jake passed the question by. "It is real kind of your lordship to think
-of it," he said. "I can't--of course--answer for my wife or the lad;
-but I shall be very pleased to come."
-
-Saltash made a curious sound half of ridicule, half of exasperation.
-"If she doesn't come, I shall know whose doing it is," he said, with a
-touch of malice.
-
-Jake was silent.
-
-Impatiently Saltash turned towards him. "Look here, Bolton," he said
-aggressively; "it's no manner of use your raising any objection to the
-intimacy between us. It began long before you came on the scene, and
-it's going to continue. Understand?"
-
-"Look where you're going!" said Jake. "Or else jam on the brake!"
-
-He uttered the words with a sharpness so unexpected that Saltash
-started. As a consequence, the car swerved and instantly skidded in the
-mud, jerking the wheel from his hold. In a moment they were half-way up
-a steep bank at the side of the road, and a moment after with a crash of
-splintering glass they were over, flung headlong into the roadway.
-
-"Damn!" said Jake.
-
-"Damnation!" cried Lord Saltash with violence. "It was your fault!
-What the devil did you startle me like that for?";
-
-He sprang up with the agility of a monkey, unscathed and furious.
-
-Jake remained seated in the mud. He was panting a little but his speech
-when it came was unhurried.
-
-"What the blazes did you want to drive at that preposterous speed for,
-you all-fired fool?" he said.
-
-"Eh? What?" Saltash stamped in the mud to relieve his feelings. "Do
-you dare to say it was my fault?"
-
-"I say you're an all-fired fool," said Jake, with the deliberation of
-one who has come to an unalterable decision. "You can draw your own
-conclusions from that."
-
-He proceeded to get up with an effort so obvious that Saltash's
-attention was caught. "Hullo! You're hurt, are you? Where?"
-
-"I reckon that's what I've got to find out," said Jake. "Maybe it's no
-worse than a broken head. What about you?"
-
-"Oh, I'm all right," Saltash declared impatiently. "I say, are you
-really hurt, man? Curse this dark! Wait while I strike a match!"
-
-"Curse everything!" said Jake whole-heartedly. "I wonder if there's a
-lamp not smashed."
-
-Saltash struck a match and regarded him by its flare. "Great Scott!" he
-ejaculated in dismay.
-
-For the illumination had revealed to him that which he had certainly not
-expected to see; one side of Jake's face streaming with blood.
-
-Jake strove ineffectually to staunch the flow with a handkerchief. "I
-don't know where the mischief is exactly," he said. "Somewhere above
-the temple, I fancy. Don't alarm yourself, my lord. I always bleed
-like a pig. It's my nature to."
-
-A faint grim smile drew his mouth with the words. He looked at Saltash
-with eyes of steady mastery. "Let me hold that match!" he said.
-"P'raps you wouldn't mind locating the mischief."
-
-Saltash, genuinely disturbed, complied with this suggestion, and
-discovered a deep, jagged cut on Jake's forehead.
-
-"I say, this is a bad business!" he said, as the match went out. "Are
-you feeling bad?"
-
-"Oh, not in the least," said Jake drily. "Sorry to give you so much
-trouble."
-
-"My dear fellow, I'm sorrier than you are," declared Saltash
-impulsively. "I've driven for ten years and never had a smash before.
-Here, strike another match and let me see what I can do!"
-
-It was no easy matter to bandage adequately under sock conditions, but
-Saltash was not without a certain rudimentary skill. He went to work
-with business-like promptitude, and had succeeded in securing a
-handkerchief round Jake's head with a firmness calculated at least to
-check the flow of blood when the sound of wheels warned them of the
-approach of some vehicle.
-
-It proved to be the dog-cart of a farmer known to them both who was
-himself returning from the races; and Saltash was relieved beyond
-measure to bundle Jake into the cart and see him depart for home. He
-remained with the overturned car till help should arrive from the
-Stables.
-
-Jake also was not sorry to find himself jogging homeward, unpleasant
-though he found the jogging to be. He was nearer to collapse than he
-would have allowed.
-
-He sat with his head in his hands, struggling desperately against a
-deadly sense of weakness that threatened every instant to overcome him.
-
-His companion was full of solicitude. "Whatever will your missus say?"
-he said, as they drew near the Stables.
-
-Jake roused himself. "Don't drive in!" he said. "Put me down at the
-gates! I must make myself respectable before I go in."
-
-"Lor' bless you man, if she's a woman of sense she'd sooner know the
-worst at once," declared the old farmer. "Don't ever try to hide
-anything from your wife! It don't pay. I've been married three times,
-so I ought to know."
-
-But Jake adhered firmly to his intention of descending at the gates,
-resolutely declining all further help; and there his friend left him,
-driving away with the reflection that there was sure to be someone about
-to give him a hand.
-
-As it chanced, there was no one in the stable-yard when Jake entered it.
-He staggered forward over the stones like a drunken man, his cap pulled
-forward over his face, feeling vaguely out before him with his hands.
-His brain was reeling, and he did not know how he covered the ground or
-maintained his balance. So dazed was he that he did not even realize
-that he reached the white railings before his home, and only awoke to
-the fact when he had been leaning upon them for some time.
-
-With an immense effort he pulled himself together and made his way to
-the door. Here the thought of Maud made him pause. She must not see
-him like this. Then, reflecting that she would almost certainly be safe
-upstairs with Bunny who had not left his room that day, he fumbled with
-the door, opened it, and entered.
-
-All was quiet within with the quiet of a well-ordered household. The
-passage was dimly lit. Slowly he made his halting way along it, reached
-the stairs and stopped at the foot, leaning on the banisters while he
-summoned his strength. At last, heavily, like a man in a trance, he
-began to mount.
-
-The stairs seemed endless. Once or twice he stumbled. At the top he
-slipped and came down upon his knees.
-
-"Oh damn!" he ejaculated, with weary vehemence.
-
-At the same moment Bunny's door opened, and he heard the light tread of
-a woman's feet close to him.
-
-She was coming towards him, moving swiftly, when suddenly something
-seemed to strike her. She stopped dead, recoiling as from a thing
-unclean.
-
-"Jake!" she said.
-
-He heard the frozen horror in her voice and thrust out a groping hand.
-"It's all right, my girl. Don't be scared! I didn't mean you to see
-me--like this."
-
-She drew back from him sharply, speaking no word, gazing at him in the
-dim light with eyes of wide abhorrence.
-
-"It's--all right," he said again, and with a labouring effort managed to
-blunder to his feet.
-
-She drew back still further. He saw her slim white figure standing
-before him erect and rigid against the wall. He caught the blazing scorn
-of her blue eyes.
-
-"Say, Maud," he said in confused apology, "you're looking kind of vexed.
-It wasn't--any fault of mine. It was--it was--that fool--Saltash." He
-spoke the name with difficulty. His tongue felt dry and powerless.
-"Guess I want a drink," he said.
-
-She spoke then, briefly and witheringly. "You had better go to bed and
-stay there till you feel better. There is plenty of water in your room
-if you want it."
-
-Her words were icy. He felt as if she had flung the water of which she
-spoke full in his face. And then suddenly the truth flashed upon him,
-and he uttered a laugh.
-
-"Columbus!" he said. "I believe you think I'm tipsy!"
-
-She did not attempt to contradict him. "You had better go to bed," she
-reiterated.
-
-He put up a trembling hand, but it was only to draw the cap down further
-still over his face. "I reckon I'd better," he said, and staggered past
-her to his room.
-
-The door closed behind him, and Maud turned, white and quivering, from
-the scene.
-
-"O God!" she whispered passionately. "What have I done? What have I
-done?"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
- THE WORD UNSPOKEN
-
-
-It was late that night when Mrs. Lovelace called Maud out of Bunny's
-room with a white, scared face to tell her that Lord Saltash was below
-asking for her.
-
-"He wanted Mr. Bolton first," she said, "but I told him as I didn't know
-if he was back, and then he said something about a slight motor accident
-and seemed surprised like that Mr. Bolton hadn't come home."
-
-"It's all right. He is home," Maud said. "There is no need to be
-anxious about him." She hesitated a moment; then: "Tell Lord Saltash
-so!" she said. "I think I won't come down now. He will understand."
-
-Nevertheless, after she had dismissed the old woman, something prompted
-her to go and listen at Jake's door. She was convinced in her own mind
-that there had been no accident. Charlie had seen her husband's
-condition and was anxious to know if he had returned home safely. That
-was the explanation, doubtless, and she felt she could not face him.
-
-She listened intently, but she heard no sound. Jake was sleeping no
-doubt, sleeping heavily. An overwhelming disgust came upon her. She
-turned shuddering away.
-
-Mrs. Lovelace came wheezing back. Lord Saltash had gone. Was Mr.
-Bolton all right? Should she fetch him anything?
-
-No, Maud was quite sure he wanted nothing. He was asleep and Mrs.
-Lovelace had better go to bed.
-
-But she herself remained up till long after, in dread of a summons for
-Jake from Sam Vickers or some other of the men at the Stables. Probably
-they all suspected what had happened, but she felt that at all costs she
-must prevent the shameful certainty reaching them. It was too horrible,
-too lowering to her own personal pride. Very strangely it was that
-overpowering sense of shame that first made her realize the man as her
-husband. He had dragged her into the mire, and though her whole soul
-revolted she felt with a sinking despair that she could never be clean
-again. She was bound to him for better for worse, and nothing could
-ever set her free. She was, as it were, identified with him, and the
-evil of his nature must lie upon her like a taint. There could be no
-escape for her, loathe him as she might.
-
-She lay down at last sick at heart and full of a great bitterness. Life
-was horrible, life was repulsive. Whichever way she turned some evil
-monster crouched across her path.
-
-Bunny was restless and querulous throughout the night. He was deeply
-hurt by Jake's desertion, and, though he forebore to say so, he plainly
-regarded his sister as a very poor substitute.
-
-"I shan't get up till Jake comes to see me," he announced in the
-morning.
-
-And Maud went down to fetch his breakfast with a reluctant promise to
-inform Jake of this intention if she saw him.
-
-She hoped very earnestly that she would not see him, but her hope was
-not to be fulfilled. Coming from the kitchen with Bunny's
-breakfast-tray, she almost ran into him. He had evidently just entered
-the house, and was hanging up his cap on the rack that stood in the
-darkest corner of the passage.
-
-He stood back for her to pass him. "Good morning!" he said.
-
-Her face was burning. So great was her agitation for the moment that
-she thought she must drop the tray she held.
-
-Jake evidently thought so too, for he reached out and steadily took it
-from her. "I'll take up this," he said. "I want to see the little
-chap. Do you mind going into the parlour? I shall be down directly."
-
-He spoke in his customary slightly sing-song drawl. She longed to
-refuse, but could not. With an inarticulate murmur she turned aside.
-
-In the parlour the fire burned brightly. She went and stood before it,
-striving desperately for composure. She would have given all she had to
-escape the coming interview. But she knew she could not, knew she must
-face it, listen to semi-humorous excuses, possibly a good-natured
-apology for an offence which she regarded as inexcusable, hideous.
-
-With all her strength she fought for self-control. She must make it
-clear to him, must somehow make him understand that this thing had
-raised up a barrier between them that could never be broken down, an
-immovable obstacle to all intimacy, a perpetual stumbling-block to
-friendship. He had brought it on himself and never--never--never could
-it now be otherwise. They had never been very near, but now they were
-as far asunder as the poles. No kindness from him could ever make her
-forget.
-
-She heard him descending the stairs, and braced herself with a throbbing
-heart to meet him. But she was trembling in every limb.
-
-She did not turn to greet him as he entered, but kept her face
-resolutely averted.
-
-He came in, closed the door with evident purpose, and drew near to her.
-She shrank at his coming. A quick involuntary shudder went through her.
-She stiffened herself instinctively.
-
-He spoke, in his voice a soft, half-wheedling note of remonstrance.
-"Say, Maud, it ain't--altogether--reasonable to condemn a man unheard."
-
-Her breath came short. She would not look at him. With a quivering
-effort she spoke. "I don't see any point in discussing the obvious. I
-am bound to believe the evidence of my own eyes."
-
-"Without doubt," conceded Jake. "And they testified to my being screwed
-last night?"
-
-"You can't--with truth--assert that you were sober," she said.
-
-Jake did not make the assertion. He stood considering. After a moment:
-"Do you object so strongly to the sight of me that you can't bear to
-look at me?" he asked.
-
-His tone was faintly humorous. She resented it on the instant, hotly,
-almost fiercely. It was so exactly the attitude that she had
-anticipated.
-
-"I do object--yes," she said, her voice low and vehement. "I can't think
-how you can have the effrontery to speak to me until I give you leave."
-
-"That so?" he said.
-
-There was insolence in his tone this time. She turned and faced him.
-Then she saw a large cross of strapping-plaster across his temple. She
-looked at it a moment ere defiantly she met his eyes.
-
-"I suppose you are going to make that your excuse," she said.
-
-"I was," said Jake imperturbably.
-
-She bit her lip. His utter lack of shame made her pitiless. "If I
-hadn't met you on the stairs last night, I might believe you," she said.
-
-"You're real kind," he rejoined. "As a matter of fact I didn't cut my
-head open tumbling upstairs, but I reckon that detail won't interest
-you. You'll think what you want to think, whatever I say. And p'raps,
-as you say, there's not much point in discussing the obvious. Shall we
-have some breakfast?"
-
-His eyes shone with a mocking gleam into hers. She was sure he was
-laughing inwardly, though his mouth was grim.
-
-"I shall breakfast upstairs," she said coldly.
-
-He made a slight movement that passed unexplained. "Oh, I think not," he
-said suavely. "It won't hurt you any to sit at table with me. I am a
-very ordinary sinner, I assure you."
-
-Something in his tone made her flinch. The colour went out of her face.
-She turned without a word to the table.
-
-They sat down, and he helped her to food, she knew not what. There
-followed a silence that she felt to be terrible, a silence through which
-it came to her for the first time in her experience that Jake was angry.
-She looked at him no longer, but she felt as if his eyes were upon her
-unceasingly.
-
-"What about coffee, Mrs. Bolton?" he said suddenly.
-
-She gave a great start. The coffee-urn was in front of her. She
-proceeded to pour out for him, the cup clattering in the saucer she
-held.
-
-He did not move to take it; she rose, as if compelled, and carried it to
-him.
-
-As she set it down, his hand suddenly descended upon hers. He looked up
-into her face, faintly smiling.
-
-"Maud, my girl, don't be such a fool!" he said. "Can't you see you're
-making a mistake?"
-
-She froze in his grasp. "Don't touch me, please!" she said.
-"You--I--see things from a different standpoint. It may seem a small
-matter to you, but to me--to me--" She stopped. "Let me go!" she said,
-with a nervous effort to free herself.
-
-But he held her still. "Say, now, do you think you're wise to treat me
-like this?" he said. "You've got to put up with me, remember. Wouldn't
-it be to your own interest to give me the benefit of the doubt?"
-
-"There is no doubt," she said, speaking quickly, breathlessly. "You
-haven't tried to deny it. As to--to--putting up with you--" the hand he
-held clenched convulsively--"I have a little self-respect----"
-
-"Call it pride!" interjected Jake softly.
-
-She looked at him with eyes of burning revolt. "Very well. Call it
-pride! And understand that if this shameful thing ever occurs again,
-neither Bunny nor I can stay with you any longer!"
-
-Quiveringly the words rushed out. He had goaded her into uttering an
-ultimatum that she had never contemplated addressing to him at the
-commencement of the interview and the moment that she had uttered it she
-knew that she had done wrong. The red-brown eyes uplifted to hers
-suddenly kindled. He looked at her with a fiery intensity that sent the
-blood to her heart in a wave of wild dismay.
-
-His hand closed like a steel spring upon her wrist. "So, you think
-you'll make a fool of me!" he said, and in his voice there sounded a
-deep note that was like the menace of an angry beast. "All right, my
-girl! You just try it! You'll find it an interesting experiment if a
-bit costly."
-
-"Are you--coward enough--to threaten me?" she said, through panting
-lips.
-
-"Reckon you've done all the threatening this journey," Jake rejoined,
-with a smile that made her shiver. "It wasn't exactly a wise move on
-your part, but p'raps you'll think better of it presently."
-
-He let her go, with the words, and she went back to her place, outwardly
-calm, inwardly shaking.
-
-Jake proceeded with his breakfast in a silence so absorbed that it was
-almost as if he had forgotten her presence altogether. It was never a
-lengthy meal with him. He ate and drank with business-like rapidity,
-not noticing that she did neither.
-
-Finally he rose. "I shall come in presently to see if Bunny wants to
-come down," he said. "But the little chap doesn't look up to much this
-morning. He'll have to take it easy."
-
-Maud did not respond. She sat rigidly gazing towards the window.
-
-Jake stood a moment, waiting for her to turn, but she made no movement.
-He came quietly round to her, bent over her chair.
-
-"Say, Maud, you aren't going to keep it up? That's not like you. I'll
-tell you all that happened last night if you'll listen."
-
-She made a slight gesture of distaste. Her face was white and cold as
-marble. "I would rather not hear, thank you," she said, without looking
-at him. "I would rather you went away."
-
-Jake stood up. There was no longer any suggestion of anger or any other
-emotion about him. His eyes glittered like red quartz in the sun; but
-his brow was absolutely unruffled.
-
-"Well," he said, in a very pronounced drawl, "I should have some
-breakfast if I were you, and see how I felt then. It's wonderful what a
-difference breakfast makes."
-
-He turned away with the words; she heard him go with relief.
-
-On the other side of the door was the red setter, Chops. He pushed his
-way in with a passing smile at his master, who had conferred the freedom
-of the house upon him since Bunny's advent, to Mrs. Lovelace's prim
-disgust.
-
-Jake made no attempt to hinder his entrance. He knew that Chops
-possessed privileges of friendship denied to himself. He closed the
-door upon him and departed.
-
-Chops, after a cursory glance round for Bunny, came to the feet of his
-mistress. He looked at her with soft, questioning eyes, then, as she
-made no response, sat gravely down before her and rested his red, silken
-head upon her lap.
-
-She looked down at him then. Her hand went forth to caress. He
-snuggled closer, sensing trouble, and breathed wistful greetings through
-his nose. His eyes, clear brown and full of love, looked up to hers.
-
-The rigidity went out of her attitude. She bent suddenly over him and
-kissed him, touched by the honest devotion and sympathy of those eyes.
-By the simple method of offering all he had, Chops had managed to convey
-a little comfort to her soul.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
- THE TOKEN
-
-
-"Why wouldn't you see me last night?" said Saltash.
-
-He sat on the corner of the table, swinging a careless leg the while
-under quizzical brows he watched Maud arrange a great bunch of violets
-in a bowl. The violets were straight from the Burchester frames, and he
-had ridden over to present them.
-
-Maud was plainly in a reticent mood. She had accepted the gift indeed,
-but with somewhat distant courtesy.
-
-"It was late," she said. "And I was attending to Bunny."
-
-"Bunny!" He echoed the name with half-mocking surprise. "Does he still
-engross the whole of your energies? I thought you would have been more
-occupied with Jake."
-
-She stiffened ever so slightly at his words. "I only saw him for a few
-moments," she said.
-
-"What! Didn't he come to you to tie up his broken head?" said Saltash.
-"I nearly killed him, you know. But it was his own fault."
-
-"I am aware of that," Maud said coldly.
-
-"What!" ejaculated Saltash again. "Did he have the impertinence to tell
-you so?"
-
-She raised her eyes momentarily; they shone almost black. "He told
-me--nothing," she said, her voice deep with a concentrated bitterness
-that made him stare. "He was not in a condition to do so."
-
-Saltash continued to stare. "He was talkative enough when he left me,"
-he remarked.
-
-Her eyes gazed full into his. "Why should you try to deceive me?" she
-said. "Really, you needn't take the trouble."
-
-Comprehension dawned on his face. He laughed a little in an amused
-fashion as if to himself. "What! Wasn't the rascal sober when he got
-back?"
-
-"You know he was not," she said.
-
-"I know he tumbled out of the car and cracked his head," said Saltash.
-"I daresay he'd been celebrating the Mascot's victory. They all do, you
-know. But, my dear girl, what of it? Don't look so tragic! You'll get
-used to it."
-
-"Don't!" Maud said suddenly in a voice that shook. "You make me--sick."
-
-She bent her face swiftly to the violets, and there was a silence.
-
-Saltash continued to swing his leg, his lips pursed to am inaudible
-whistle. Suddenly he spoke. "Please remember that this is quite
-unofficial! I don't want a row with Jake!"
-
-"You needn't be afraid," she said, putting the bowl of violets steadily
-from her. "No more will be said on the subject by either of us."
-
-"I'm not afraid." Saltash was looking at her hard, with a certain
-curiosity. "But with my best friend tied to him for life, it
-wouldn't--naturally--be to my interest to quarrel with him."
-
-She flashed him a sudden glance. "I think you had better not call me
-that, Charlie," she said.
-
-He laughed carelessly. "I'll call you my dearest enemy, if you like.
-It would be almost as near the mark."
-
-She was silent.
-
-He bent suddenly towards her, the laugh gone from his face. "Maud," he
-said, and there was a note of urgency in his voice, "you're not wanting
-to throw me over?"
-
-She shook her head very slightly. "I can't be on really intimate terms
-with you any more," she said. "You must see it's impossible."
-
-"No, I don't," he said. "Why is it impossible?"
-
-She did not answer.
-
-"Come," he said. "That's unreasonable. What have I done to forfeit
-your friendship?"
-
-She leaned slowly back in her chair, and met his eyes. "I am quite
-willing to be friends," she said. "But--now that I am married--you
-mustn't try to flirt with me. I detest married women's flirtations."
-
-He made a wry grimace. "My precious prude, you don't even know the
-meaning of the word. Did you ever flirt with anyone in all your pure,
-sweet life? The bare idea is ludicrous."
-
-Maud's eyes held his with severity. "No, I never flirted with you,
-Charlie," she said. "But I gave you privileges which I can never give
-again, which you must never again expect of me. Is that quite clear?"
-
-He stooped towards her, his hands upon her shoulders; his dark face
-deeply glowing. "O Maud, the sincere!" he said, in a voice that
-vibrated with an odd intensity, half-fierce, half-feigned. "Dare you
-look me in the face and tell me that in marrying you have not done
-violence to your soul?"
-
-She looked him in the face with absolute steadiness. "I have nothing
-whatever to tell you," she said.
-
-He released as suddenly as he had taken her. "There is no need," he
-said. "I can read you like a book. I know that if I had been at hand
-when your mother brought you down here--as heaven knows I would have
-been if I had known--if I had guessed--you would have been ready enough
-to marry even me." He stopped, and over his ugly, comic face there came
-a strangely tragic look. "You could have dictated your own terms too,"
-he said. "I'm not hard to please."
-
-"Charlie, hush!" Sharply she broke in upon him. "That is a forbidden
-subject. I told you definitely long ago that I could never marry you.
-You know as well as I do that it wouldn't have answered. You would have
-tired very quickly of my prim ways--just as you did tire in the old days
-when you fancied you cared for me. I couldn't have satisfied you. I am
-not the kind of woman you crave for."
-
-"No?" He laughed whimsically. "Yet, you know, you are unjust to
-me--always were. I don't know that you can help it, being what you are.
-But--if it had been my good luck to marry you--I would have been
-faithful to you. It's in my bones to be faithful to one woman. However,
-since she is denied me--" he snapped his fingers with an airy
-gesture--"_je m'amuse autrement_. By the way, are you coming up to
-lunch at the Castle on Sunday?"
-
-"I?" She raised her brows momentarily. "No, I don't think so," she
-said.
-
-"What! You won't? Jake's coming."
-
-She lowered her eyes. "No, Charlie," she said firmly. "Bunny has had
-one of his bad attacks. He won't be well enough for any excitement, and
-of course I couldn't dream of leaving him."
-
-"How you do worship that boy!" said Saltash, with a touch of impatience.
-
-Maud was silent.
-
-"Look here!" he said abruptly. "Why don't you have a proper opinion for
-Bunny? I'll lend you the wherewithal. I'm quite well off just now."
-
-She looked up then with eyes of frank gratitude. "Charlie, that's more
-than kind of you! But as a matter of fact--Jake has the matter in hand.
-He knows an American surgeon--a very clever man--a Dr. Capper, who is
-coming to England soon. And he is going to get him to come and examine
-Bunny. He--it is really very good of Jake."
-
-She spoke haltingly, with flushed cheeks. Saltash was watching her with
-critical eyes.
-
-"Oh, so the worthy Jake has the matter in hand, has he?" he said, as she
-paused. "Wise man! I suppose it is no part of his plans to be hampered
-with a helpless brother-in-law all his days."
-
-She broke in upon him swiftly. "Charlie! That is ungenerous!"
-
-He laughed. "My dear girl, it is the obvious. Were I in Jake's
-position, my first thought would be to relieve you of the all-engrossing
-care of Bunny. You don't suppose he married you just to make a home for
-Bunny, do you?"
-
-She rose quickly and turned from him. "Why do you try to make things
-harder for me?" she said in a voice of passionate protest.
-
-Saltash remained seated, still swinging an idle leg. "On the contrary,
-I am anxious to make everything as pleasant as possible," he said.
-
-But there was a slightly malicious twist to his smile and his voice was
-suavely mocking, notwithstanding.
-
-Maud moved from him to the window and stood before it very still, with a
-queenly pose of bearing wholly unconscious, unapproachably aloof.
-
-He watched her for a space, an odd, dancing gleam in his strange eyes.
-At length, as she made no movement, he spoke again, not wholly lightly.
-
-"See here, Maud! As a proof of my goodness of heart where you are
-concerned, I am going to make you an offer. This doctor man will
-probably want to perform an operation on Bunny, and it couldn't possibly
-take place here. So if it comes to that, will you let it be done at the
-Castle? There's room for an army of nurses there. The whole place is
-at your disposal--and Bunny's. And I'll undertake not to get in the
-way. Come, be friends with me! You know I am as harmless as a dove in
-your sweet company."
-
-He stood up with the words, came impulsively to her, took her hand and,
-bending with a careless grace, kissed it.
-
-She started at his touch, seemed as it were to emerge from an evil
-dream. She met his laughing eyes, and smiled as though in spite of
-herself.
-
-"You are going to be friends with me," said Saltash, with pleased
-conviction.
-
-She left her hand in his. "If you don't suggest--impossible things,"
-she said.
-
-He laughed carelessly, satisfied that he had scored a point. "Nonsense!
-Why should I? Is life so hard?"
-
-"I think it is," she said sadly.
-
-"It's only your point of view," he said. "Don't take things too
-seriously! And above all, stick to your friends!"
-
-She looked at him very earnestly. "Will you be a true friend to me,
-Charlie?"
-
-He bent, pressing her hand to his heart. "None so true as I!" he said.
-
-She caught back a sigh. "I want a friend--terribly," she said.
-
-"Behold me!" said Saltash.
-
-She drew her hand slowly from him. "But don't make love to me!" she
-urged pleadingly. "Not even in jest! Let me trust you! Let me lean on
-you! Don't--don't trifle with me! I can't bear it!"
-
-Her voice trembled suddenly. Her eyes filled with tears.
-
-Saltash made a quick gesture as if something had hurt him. "I am not
-always trifling when I jest," he said. "That is the mistake you always
-made."
-
-Maud was silent, struggling for self-command. Yet after a moment she
-gave him her hand again in mute response to his protest.
-
-He took it, held it a moment or two, then let it go.
-
-"And you will consider my suggestion with regard to Bunny," he said.
-
-She replied with an effort, "Yes, I will consider it."
-
-"Good!" he said. "Talk it over with Jake! If he doesn't view it
-reasonably, send him to me! But I think he will, you know. I think he
-will."
-
-He turned as if to go; but paused and after a moment turned back. With
-an air half-imperious, half-whimsical, he held out upon the palm of his
-hand the sapphire and diamond ring which till that moment he had worn.
-
-"As a token of the friendship between us," he said, "will you take this
-back? No, don't shake your head! It means nothing. But I wish you to
-have it, and--if ever the need should arise--the need of a friend,
-remember!--send it to me!"
-
-She looked at him with serious eyes. "Charlie, I would rather not."
-
-"It isn't sentiment," he said, with a quick lift of the brows. "It is a
-token--just a token whereby you may test my friendship." Then, as she
-still stood dubious: "Here, take it! He is coming."
-
-He almost thrust it upon her, and wheeled round. She did not want to
-take it, but the thing was in her hand. Her fingers closed upon it
-almost mechanically as Jake opened the door, and as they did so she was
-conscious of a great flood of colour that rose and covered face and
-neck. She turned her back to the light as one ashamed.
-
-Jake came in slowly, as if weary.
-
-Saltash greeted him with airy nonchalance. "Hullo, Bolton! I came
-round to enquire for you. How's the broken crown?"
-
-Jake's eyes regarded him, bright, unswervingly direct. "I reckon that
-was real kind of your lordship," he said. "I had it stitched this
-morning. I am sorry I omitted to send help along last night."
-
-Saltash laughed. "Oh, that's all right. I hardly expected it of you.
-As a matter of fact the car didn't turn over as you supposed. I soon
-righted her. You were a bit damaged, eh?"
-
-Jake's eyes were still upon him. There was something formidable in
-their straight survey. "So the car didn't turn over," he said, after a
-moment.
-
-"No. If you'd hung on a bit tighter, you wouldn't have been pitched
-out. Old Harris brought you safe home, did he? No further mishaps by
-the way?"
-
-"None," said Jake. He advanced into the room, and stopped by the table.
-His riding-whip was in his hand. "I came home too dazed to give an
-intelligible account of myself," he said, speaking very deliberately,
-wholly without emotion. "My wife imagined that I was not sober. Will
-your lordship be good enough to convince her that she was mistaken?"
-
-"I?" said Saltash.
-
-"You, my lord." Jake stood at the table, square and determined. "I was
-in your company. You can testify--if you will--that up to the time of
-the accident I was in a perfectly normal condition. Will you tell her
-so?"
-
-Saltash was facing him across the table. There was a queer look on his
-swarthy face, a grimace half-comic, half-dismayed.
-
-As Jake ended his curt appeal he shrugged and spoke. "You are putting me
-in a very embarrassing position."
-
-"I am sorry," said Jake steadily. "But you are the only witness that I
-can call."
-
-"And why should she accept my testimony?" said Saltash. "Evidence given,
-so to speak, at the sword's point, my good Bolton, is seldom worth
-having. Moreover, if she had seen my crazy driving last night she might
-have been disposed to doubt whether my own condition were above
-suspicion."
-
-"I see," said Jake slowly. He still looked hard into Saltash's face,
-and there was that in the look that quelled derision. "In that case,
-there is nothing more to be said."
-
-Saltash made him a slight bow that was not without a touch of hauteur.
-"I quite agree with you. It is an unprofitable subject. With Mrs.
-Bolton's permission I will take my leave."
-
-He turned to her, took and pressed her hand, sent a sudden droll smile
-into her grave face, and walked to the door.
-
-Jake held it open for him, but very abruptly Saltash clapped a hand on
-his shoulder. "Come along, man! I'm going round the Stables. I'm
-sorry you've got a sore head, but I'm off to town this afternoon, so
-it's now or never. By the way, we shall have to postpone the
-luncheon-party til a more convenient season. I've no doubt it's all the
-same to you."
-
-He had his way. Jake went with him, and Maud drew a breath of deep
-relief. She felt that another private interview with her husband just
-then would have been unendurable.
-
-She sat down and leaned upon the table, feeling weak and unnerved. Not
-till several minutes had passed did she awake to the fact that she was
-holding Saltash's ring--that old dear gift of his--tightly clasped
-within her quivering hands.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
-
- THE VISITOR
-
-
-"I do hope as I don't intrude," said Mrs. Wright, passing her
-handkerchief over her shining forehead. "I didn't mean to take the
-liberty of calling, Mrs. Bolton, but your husband met my Tom the other
-day, and something he let fall made me think p'raps you'd be finding it
-a bit lonely; so I thought I'd come up on the chance."
-
-"It was very kind of you," Maud said.
-
-She sat with her visitor in the little dark front room in which Jake
-kept his business books, his whips, and all the paraphernalia of his
-calling. It was a bare, office-like apartment, and reeked horribly of
-Jake's tobacco; but Bunny was lying in the parlour and he had
-strenuously set his face against admitting the worthy Mrs. Wright there.
-
-It was extremely cold, and Maud felt pinched and inhospitable. The
-grate was full of shavings, the whole place was cheerless and forlorn.
-It was a room that she scarcely ever entered, regarding it in fact more
-as Jake's office than an alternative sitting-room.
-
-Mrs. Wright, however, stout, red, comfortable, did not feel the cold.
-She sat with her umbrella propped against her chair and regarded her
-stiff young hostess with much geniality on her homely face.
-
-"You do look like a princess in a cottage, my dear, if you'll allow me
-to say so," she said. "And how are you getting on? I hope Jake's a
-good husband to you. I feel sure he would be. He's such an honest
-fellow. I often says to Tom, 'Give me a plain honest man like Jake
-Bolton,' I says; 'he's a man in a thousand.' I'm sure you think so
-yourself, Mrs. Bolton."
-
-Maud, not knowing quite what to say, replied with reserve that she had
-no doubt he was. She was wondering if she could possibly offer Mrs.
-Wright tea in that dreadful little room of Jake's and if she would ever
-get rid of her if she didn't.
-
-Mrs. Wright, serenely unconscious of the troublous question vexing her
-soul, went comfortably on. "I've often thought that if it had pleased
-the Almighty to send me a daughter, Jake's just the man I would have
-chosen for her. I like them eyes of his. They're so straight. But mind
-you, I think he has a temper of his own. Mayhap you've never met with
-it yet?"
-
-She looked at Maud slyly out of merry little slits of eyes, and chuckled
-at the flush that rose in the girl's face.
-
-"He certainly never loses it in my presence," Maud said stiffly.
-
-Mrs. Wright's chuckle became a laugh. "Lor', my dear, you needn't be
-shy with me. He worships you; now, don't he? I saw that the first time
-I laid eyes on you. That was when you was waiting for him to come and
-take you in to supper, and my Tom came first. I said to myself then,
-'Ah, Jake, young man, it's plain to see where your fancy lies.' And I
-laughed to myself," said Mrs. Wright, still chuckling. "For I couldn't
-help thinking he was ambitious to lift his eyes to a real lady. Not
-that in my opinion a man who is a man isn't good enough for any woman,
-and I'm sure you think the same. And then, you know, he's that fond of
-children, is Jake. The wonder to my mind is not that he's married now,
-but that he stayed single so long."
-
-"He is very fond of my young brother," Maud observed.
-
-"Ah! Is he now? The poor little lad is a cripple, isn't he? Many's
-the time I've watched you go by my shop-window. It's the wool shop at
-the corner of East Street with one window that looks over the sea. I
-used to wish you'd drop in to buy something, my dear; but you never did.
-P'raps now you'll manage to find your way round there some day."
-
-"Thank you," Maud said. "But I so seldom go anywhere. My brother takes
-up all my time."
-
-Mrs. Wright's rubicund face took a look of disappointment, but she still
-smiled; it was a face that lent itself to smiles. "It isn't to be
-expected that he'd want to come," she said. "But I'd be very pleased to
-see you both any time. What a good sister you are to him, my dear! I
-hope as he appreciates you."
-
-Maud's heart smote her suddenly. She realized that she had been
-ungracious. "Thank you very much, Mrs. Wright," she said, with more of
-cordiality than she had yet shown. "I will try to run in some day."
-
-Mrs. Wright looked enchanted on the instant. "My dear, I'd be
-delighted! Come any time of day, just when it suits you! Tom and me,
-we live alone now. He's such a good son. He keeps a hair-dresser's
-saloon, you know, at the side of the shop. That's how we come to know
-Mr. Bolton. He comes as regular as possible every third week to have
-his hair cut. Such a head of hair it is--hair such as a woman would
-give her eyes for. It's to be hoped he'll get a little daughter some
-day, as'll take after him. Your eyes and his hair--wouldn't she be a
-picture!"
-
-Maud's geniality passed like a light extinguished. She became
-statuesque. "How soon the light goes!" she said, with a glance towards
-the darkening window.
-
-"Yes; don't it?" said Mrs. Wright.
-
-There fell a silence most unusual with Mrs. Wright. With an effort Maud
-dispelled it.
-
-"We are very much interested in the horses. You heard of the Mascot's
-victory at Graydown?"
-
-Mrs. Wright came out of her silence, shook herself together, as it were,
-and smiled again. "Now, isn't that nice for Jake? He's that wrapped up
-in the animals, and to have you interested in 'em too! Now I should be
-jealous of 'em if it was me!"
-
-It was at this point that Jake himself threw open the door and entered,
-stopping short within the room in surprise to find it occupied.
-
-Mrs. Wright laughed aloud. "There, now! You didn't expect to find me
-in possession, did you? How de do, Jake? What's happened to your
-head?"
-
-Jake advanced with extended hand. "Hullo, it's Mother Wright!" he said,
-and to Maud's amazement stooped and kissed her. "If this isn't a real
-pleasure! But what are you doing in here? My head made a hole in the
-road coming home from the races the other night, and it is still too
-sore a subject for discussion."
-
-"Now--now, Jake!" protested Mrs. Wright.
-
-"Fact!" he assured her, with the candid smile that Maud had seen but
-little of late. "But now what are you doing in here, I want to know?
-This place is like a vault. Come along into the parlour and have some
-tea!"
-
-He had not so much as glanced at Maud; she spoke suddenly, with nervous
-haste. "Bunny is in the parlour, Jake. He may be dozing."
-
-"We'll soon wake him up," said Jake,
-
-He drew Mrs. Wright's tightly-gloved hand through his arm and turned to
-the door. But she held him back, laughing.
-
-"Jake! Jake! You've forgotten something."
-
-"What's that?" said Jake.
-
-She told him amid many fat chuckles. "Why, you've kissed me, and you
-haven't kissed your wife. Come, now, that's not right, and you but just
-married. I know you're wanting to, so don't be shy! I've been a bride
-myself, and I know all about it."
-
-She would have withdrawn her hand from Jake's arm, but he would not
-suffer it.
-
-"No, no!" he said, with a careless laugh. "We don't do our kissing in
-public. Guess it isn't a genial enough atmosphere either. Come along,
-Mother! You'll perish in here."
-
-He led her from the room, still without glancing in Maud's direction,
-and drew her along the narrow passage to the door of the parlour.
-
-Maud followed with a stateliness that veiled a burning embarrassment.
-
-She listened for Bunny's voice at the opening of the door, and instantly
-heard it raised in cracked remonstrance.
-
-"Here, I say! Don't bring anyone in here! Oh, it's you, Jake! I
-thought it was Maud. I thought----"
-
-His voice suddenly ended in what she felt to be the silence of disgust,
-and Jake's accents very measured, very determined, took up the tale.
-
-"This is my young brother-in-law, Mrs. Wright, Sir Bernard Brian,
-commonly called Bunny. Well, Bunny, my lad, I've brought you a visitor
-to tea."
-
-Bunny growled an inarticulate response, and Mrs. Wright covered all
-deficiencies with her cheery chuckle.
-
-"So nice to see you so cosy and comfortable, my dear. I hope as I'm not
-intruding too much. Do you know, Jake, I don't think I'd better stop to
-tea? It's getting dark, and Tom'll be wondering."
-
-"Let him wonder!" said Jake. "I'll see you home all in good time. You
-know you always have tea when you come to see me. It's seldom enough
-you come too. Maud," for the first time he addressed her directly, and
-in his voice was a new note of authority such as she had never heard
-before, "order the tea, will you? We will have it at once."
-
-It was a distinct command. Maud's delicate neck stiffened
-instinctively. She crossed the room in silence, and rang the bell.
-
-The summons was answered with unusual promptitude by Mrs. Lovelace, who
-entered with the supper-cloth on her arm and was greeted by the visitor
-with much joviality.
-
-"How is it I never see you round our way, Sarah? Have you quite
-forgotten your old friends?"
-
-"Not at all, Mrs. Wright, ma'am," said Mrs. Lovelace, dexterously
-flinging her cloth over the table. "But I've been a bit busy, you see,
-what with one thing and another, and me time's been occupied."
-
-"What on earth are you spreading that cloth for?" here broke in Bunny,
-in irritable astonishment. "We never have that for tea."
-
-Mrs. Lovelace looked at him with dignity and hitched one shoulder. "We
-always has a good spread when Mrs. Wright comes to see the master," she
-said, in a tone that conveyed a distinct reproof for ill-timed
-interference.
-
-Bunny subsided into sullen silence, and Mrs. Wright laughed again. "I
-remember as it always used to be a heavy tea," she said. "But I don't
-suppose a young gentleman like you would know what such things mean.
-Now, I do hope you won't put yourself out on my account, Mrs. Bolton.
-It's true I'm not accustomed to drawing-room meals, never had tea on my
-lap in my life. But there, you might say as I haven't got much lap left
-to have it on. Is that sardines you've got there, Sarah? Ah, you always
-remember my pet weakness. Well, Jake, my dear, I haven't congratulated
-you yet on your marriage. I hope it's going to be a very prosperous
-one. I don't doubt as you've got a wife to be proud of, and I hope
-you'll pull together well and make each other happy and comfortable; and
-may you have your heart's desire, Jake, which--if I know you
-properly--isn't very far to seek!"
-
-"That's real kind of you, Mother," said Jake sombrely.
-
-He had seated himself near Bunny whose brows were drawn in an ominous
-scowl.
-
-In spite of the fire that roared up the chimney, the atmosphere was very
-far from being a genial one. Jake's eyes, compellingly bright, were
-fixed upon Maud, who though burningly conscious of his regard refused
-persistently to raise her own. She was bitterly resentful of Jake's
-attitude. It placed her in an intolerable position from which she felt
-herself powerless to break free. She had no desire to treat this
-impossible old woman churlishly, but somehow Jake forced her to a more
-acute realization of the great gulf that stretched between them. She
-could not even pretend to be cordial in his presence. She sat
-tongue-tied. Mrs. Wright, however, chatted on with the utmost
-complacence. She was plainly quite at her ease with Jake and she kept
-the conversation going without an effort, despite Maud's obvious
-embarrassment and Bunny's evident impatience.
-
-She made a hearty meal, urged on by Jake who presently bestowed the
-whole of his attention upon her, seeming to dismiss his wife and
-brother-in-law from his mind.
-
-"I really must be going," she declared at length, having detailed all
-the local gossip she could think of for his delectation. "You shouldn't
-encourage me so, Jake. I'm sure you'll all be tired out."
-
-"I reckon you're just the most welcome visitor that ever darkens my
-doors," said Jake, rising with her. "Now, you're not to hurry. I'm
-going to tell them to put the horse in."
-
-"No, no, Jake, my dear, don't you! I'd sooner walk. I would indeed. It
-does me good, and it's too cold to-night for driving. No, and I'm not
-going to let you see me home either. I'd know the way blindfold, and
-I'm not that nervous. Oh, there now! What's this?"
-
-Mrs. Lovelace had just thrown open the door with some pomp. She
-entered, bearing an enormous bunch of violets which she proceeded to
-present to Maud with the ceremonious announcement: "Lord Saltash's
-compliments, ma'am, and will you do him the honour to accept these?"
-
-"Oh my! How lovely!" cried Mrs. Wright.
-
-Maud said nothing. She took the violets and held them up to her face.
-
-Jake glanced at her momentarily, and thence to Mrs. Lovelace who had
-come forward to help Mrs. Wright into her cloak.
-
-"Is Lord Saltash at the door?" he asked.
-
-Mrs. Lovelace gave a start, as if something in the query surprised her.
-"No sir, the flowers was brought by a groom," she said.
-
-Jake said no more, but something in his silence sent the ever-ready
-colour flooding Maud's face and neck. She bent a little lower over the
-violets, saying no word.
-
-Mrs. Wright came clumsily into the breach. "But aren't they lovely, to
-be sure? Never did I see such beauties. And the scent of 'em, why, the
-room is full of it! Isn't that kind of Lord Saltash now?"
-
-"They have a great quantity at the Castle," Maud said in muffled tones.
-
-She held the flowers for Mrs. Wright to smell, and at the same moment
-Jake reached forth and took them from her outstretched hand.
-
-"You take 'em if you like 'em, Mother. We get more of 'em than we
-want," he said, in leisurely tones, and thrust the bouquet forthwith
-into her astonished grasp.
-
-"Oh, my dear!" cried Mrs. Wright, between dismay and delight. "But--but
-they was a present to Mrs. Bolton. I couldn't really! No, that I
-couldn't!"
-
-"Take 'em!" Jake said. He was smiling a smile of deadly determination
-and his leisurely utterance held something of a fateful quality that
-induced Mrs. Wright to hush her remonstrances and turn appealingly to
-Maud.
-
-The latter was standing erect and still with eyes of burning blue fixed
-steadily upon emptiness. She made no response whatever to her visitor's
-unspoken appeal, it seemed that she did not even see it.
-
-"It's all right, Mother," smiled Jake. "You take 'em home and enjoy
-'em. As a matter of fact, Maud and I are getting a bit fed up with 'em
-ourselves. Yes, I'm going to see you home. I'd rather."
-
-"And I'd rather not, Jake," Mrs. Wright asserted with sudden decision.
-An odd expression of sternness had come into her jolly countenance. It
-sat very strangely there. She came close to Maud, and as the girl
-extended a stiff hand in farewell she took it and pressed the flowers
-into it. "They're not Jake's to give," she said, "and I'm not going to
-deprive you of 'em. Thank you kindly for a very good tea, Mrs. Bolton,
-my dear. And now I'll wish you good-bye. If there's ever anything as I
-can do for you, you must let me know."
-
-The words, the tone, were full of kindly comprehension, a sympathy too
-subtle for outward expression. Maud looked into eyes of shining
-friendliness, and as if a sudden shaft of sunlight had caught her heart,
-her bitterness melted into something that was near akin to gratitude.
-
-She held up the violets with a smile. "Wait a moment!" she said. "I
-would like you to have some of them."
-
-She untied them with the words, divided the great bunch, and gave back a
-generous half into Mrs. Wright's plump hand.
-
-"Now, that's very good of you, dear," said Mrs. Wright. "I shall just
-treasure them violets. They'll make me think of you whenever I look at
-'em. They're just the colour of your eyes. Good-bye, and thank you
-most kindly."
-
-It was then that Maud did a thing that amazed herself, impelled thereto
-by that subtle sympathy which she had so little expected to meet. She
-bent her stately neck and kissed the red, smiling face uplifted in such
-honest admiration to hers. "Good-bye, Mrs. Wright," she said. "And
-thank you for coming. I shall try to come and see you one day--when I
-can make time."
-
-"Any time, dear, any time!" beamed Mrs. Wright. "Drop in just whenever
-you feel inclined! I'm most always there." She gave her a hearty hug
-with the words, and then, as if afraid that this demonstration had been
-too ardent, she turned and trotted to the door.
-
-"Good-bye, Jake! Good-bye! There, now, I've forgotten Sir Brian. You
-must excuse me for being so stupid."
-
-"Oh, don't trouble!" said Bunny, with ironical courtesy. "Pray don't
-come back on my account!"
-
-She looked back at him from the threshold, a very motherly compassion on
-her jolly face.
-
-"Poor little lad!" she murmured pityingly. "How sadly he looks, to be
-sure! Good-bye, then, Sir Brian! I won't come back. Now, Jake, I'll
-let you see me to the door-step--no further. The moon's up, and Tom'll
-be sure to come and meet me." She started down the passage with Jake
-behind her, her voice dwindling as she went. "I'm so glad as I've seen
-your princess, Jake. I think she's lovely. Mind you're very good to
-her! She's high born, you know, Jake, my boy; better-class than you and
-me. I never see anyone so proud and so dainty. You be kind to her, my
-lad, and see you treat her like the lady she is!"
-
-Jake's reply, if he made one, was inaudible.
-
-"Common old hag!" growled Bunny from his sofa.
-
-Maud said nothing at all. Her face was hidden in her violets, and she
-was as one who heard not.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX
-
- HER OTHER SELF
-
-
-It was on an afternoon in mid-January that Maud found herself for the
-first time in the precincts of Burchester Castle. She had heard nothing
-of Lord Saltash since his departure for town, though gifts of flowers
-arrived at regular intervals from his hot-houses; and it seemed that his
-absence was to be indefinitely prolonged. She almost hoped that it
-would be so, for though he was practically her only friend his presence
-was not an unalloyed pleasure. She felt more at ease when he was away.
-
-On this particular afternoon she had left Bunny wrapped up in his long
-chair and lying in the summer-house that overlooked the field where Jake
-was occupied in breaking in a wild young colt. The day was fine and
-unusually warm. Bunny was in a contented mood and, since Jake was close
-at hand, she did not see why she should not leave him for a space. He
-had been needing her less and less of late, and though his behaviour
-towards herself had undoubtedly undergone a considerable improvement, it
-was becoming very evident to her that he vastly preferred Jake's
-masculine companionship to her own. He was in fact so devoted to Jake
-that he would endure correction from him without a murmur, a state of
-affairs that Maud vaguely resented, without knowing why. They were such
-close allies that she often felt herself to be superfluous. Neither by
-day nor by night was her presence any longer essential.
-
-She knew that she ought not to regret this, for it meant that Bunny's
-health was very materially improving; but yet at the heart of her there
-often came a pang. She missed his dependence upon her with a poignancy
-that was very hard to bear.
-
-And so for the first time that afternoon she decided to avail herself of
-Lord Saltash's permission to use the piano at the Castle. She had an
-intense love of music and a natural gift for it which she had never been
-able to develop very freely.
-
-Charlie was musical too. Some of her happiest hours had been spent at
-the piano with him in the old days. He was an accomplished musician
-himself, and he had given her many a lesson and valuable hint. She
-sometimes thought that it was over the piano that her heart had first
-gone out to his.
-
-She did not want to recall those happy times they had had together.
-They lay far behind her with her buried youth. But the longing to make
-music was strong upon her. It had risen out of her loneliness like a
-fiery thirst in the desert, and she yearned to gratify it.
-
-And after all why should she not? Charlie was away. There was no one to
-know or care how she spent her time. It was obviously and unquestionably
-her own.
-
-Jake had wholly ceased to take any interest in her doings. He treated
-her as the most casual acquaintance. When he greeted her, he never so
-much as touched her hand. He was everything to Bunny, he was nothing to
-her; and every day it seemed to her that he drew a little further away
-from her. She had tried to make overtures more than once, but he never
-seemed to understand. He would look at her in his straight,
-impenetrable way, and pass deliberately on to some other matter, whether
-with intention or not she could never wholly decide. He had never tried
-to be kind to her since the day that she had refused to hear his
-proffered explanation.
-
-A great bitterness was growing up within her. She felt as if he had
-deprived her of all she cared for, and given her nothing in return. It
-was in part this bitterness of spirit that drove her to Burchester
-Castle that day, and, added thereto, an intense and feverish desire to
-escape if only for an hour from the atmosphere of her daily existence.
-She felt as if it were crushing out her individuality, and she longed
-desperately to be herself, her best and happiest self, if only for an
-hour.
-
-So, with no word to any but Bunny of her intention, she passed up the
-long fir avenue to the Castle with the winter sun sinking red behind
-her.
-
-The great stone building frowned upon her as she drew near. She
-approached it with a certain awe. The dark windows seemed to gaze at
-her. The massive entrance yawned to receive her.
-
-She stepped into the echoing Gothic porch, and found herself confronted
-by a massive oak door. The electric bell at the side of this, however,
-was reassuring, and she rang it without hesitation.
-
-While she waited for the door to open she amused herself by examining
-the gargoyles that surmounted the pillars of the porch,--jeering, demon
-faces that made her shiver. There was about the place an ecclesiastical
-dignity at which those faces seemed to mock. The thought of Saltash
-went through her. Saltash in a derisive mood was strikingly like one of
-these.
-
-The door opened with noiseless state, and an ancient man-servant stood
-before her. He looked at her with grave enquiry, and with a touch of
-nervousness she explained her presence.
-
-"I am Mrs. Bolton. Lord Saltash is away, I know; but he has given me
-permission to use his piano. I thought I should like to do so this
-afternoon."
-
-The old man stood back and bowed before her. "Come in, madam!" he said.
-
-She entered with a curious sensation of unreality, and found herself in
-an immense stone hall, carpeted with rich Persian rugs, and splendidly
-warmed by a great fire that roared in an open fireplace. The sense of
-ecclesiastical austerity completely vanished as soon as the door closed
-behind her. The whole atmosphere became luxurious, sensuous, Eastern.
-There were some wonderful pieces of statuary, some in marble and some in
-bronze, placed here and there, that were of anything but monastical
-design. One in particular in a niche in the stone wall caught Maud's
-eyes as she followed her guide--a nude, female figure with wings, one of
-which was spread like an eagle's pinion as though to soar, while the
-other trailed back, broken, drooping, powerless. It was a wonderful
-marble, and she paused before it almost involuntarily. The arms of the
-figure were outstretched and straining upwards, the head flung back, and
-in the face such anguish, such longing, such passionate protest as
-thrilled her through and through.
-
-The old butler paused also. "That," he said in his decorous monotone,
-"is Spentoli's _Fallen Woman_. His lordship prefers to call it _The
-Captured Angel_. A very valuable piece of sculptury, I believe, madam.
-Quite one of the features of the place. His lordship sets great store
-by it, and it is universally admired by all visitors."
-
-"It is wonderful," Maud said. But yet she turned her eyes away almost
-immediately. There was something about that mute, agonized figure of
-womanhood that she felt she could not bear to look upon except in
-solitude.
-
-The butler stumped on down the great hall, and she followed, to a grand
-oak staircase that divided into two half-way up and led to a panelled
-gallery that ran along three sides of the hall. Solemnly they mounted.
-A high oak door confronted them at the top which the old man threw open
-with much ceremony.
-
-"The grand piano, madam, is over by the west window," he said, and with
-another deep bow withdrew, closing the door without sound behind her.
-
-Maud went forward into the room. The first impression she received was
-of great loftiness. It was a huge apartment, oak-panelled, and with a
-floor of polished oak. The whole of one side of the room was lighted by
-south windows that looked out over terraced gardens to the pine-woods of
-the park. At the end was a turret in the western angle of the wall, and
-here stood the piano, full in the glow of the sinking sun. There were
-two fireplaces in the room, and in the one nearer to the piano a red
-still fire was burning. A low couch stood before it, and a great
-tiger-skin--the only rug in the whole vast place--was spread on the
-hearth. There were other couches and strangely-shaped divans in the
-room, but no chairs, and only one small table. The whole effect was
-spacious and Eastern, curiously attractive to the senses and yet
-curiously elusive.
-
-Maud went over the uncovered floor, treading lightly, with a feeling of
-having entered an enchanted land,--a feeling not wholly pleasant of
-being caught in a fairy web of subtleties from which she might not find
-it easy to escape.
-
-The whole atmosphere breathed of Saltash. She was sure that he had
-designed every elusive detail.
-
-The piano was thrown invitingly open. A French song was on the rack.
-It had the appearance of having been placed there but a moment before.
-A sudden doubt assailed her, a sensation as of having walked unwittingly
-into a trap. Some force had drawn her hither, some magnetism had surely
-been at work.
-
-The impulse came to her then to turn and go, yet she resisted it.
-Later, it seemed to her that she had lacked the motive power to do aught
-but move straight to the piano and drop onto the music-stool before the
-keys. Her hands went out to them, and suddenly she was playing, at
-first very softly, then with gathering tone as she felt the instrument
-respond to her touch, till at length all sense of strangeness left her,
-and she began to sing the little French ditty that once had been one of
-her favourites! She had never heard her own voice to greater advantage
-than in that lofty music-room. It was a mezzo, sweet rather than
-powerful, with a ringing, bell-like quality that Charlie had been wont
-to compare to the tentative notes of a bullfinch. He had always
-declared that she was afraid of the sound of it, but this was certainly
-not the case to-day. The glad notes left her lips, true and free and
-birdlike. The heart within her had suddenly grown light.
-
-The song came to an end. Her fingers began to wander idly over the
-keys. She played a dreamy air with an old-world waltz refrain, too lost
-in her trance of delight to realize what she played, and again
-half-unconsciously she was singing, as she had sung long ago before the
-gates of youth.
-
- "There has fall'n a splendid tear,
- From the passion flower at the gate,
- She is coming, my dove, my dear;
- She is coming, my life, my fate.
- The red rose cries, 'She is near, she is near';
- And the white rose weeps, 'She is late';
- The larkspur listens, 'I hear, I hear';
- And the lily whispers, 'I wait.'"
-
-
-Softly, sweetly, the notes stole through the room, wandered awhile, and
-ceased. There fell a pause, and the girl's eyes rested dreaming on the
-long dark line of pine-trees red-flushed in the glow of sunset.
-
-Then, still following her dream, she sang on.
-
- "She is coming, my own, my sweet,
- Were it ever so airy a tread
- My heart would hear her and beat
- Were it earth in an earthy bed;
- My dust would hear her and beat,
- Had I lain for a century dead;
- Would start and tremble under her feet,
- And blossom in purple and red."
-
-And then she was singing the refrain, and while she sang it she awoke.
-
- "Come into the garden, Maud,
- For the black bat night has flown;
- Come into the garden, Maud,
- I am here at the gate alone,
- I am here at the gate alone."
-
-She stopped suddenly with the conviction that a man's voice had joined
-hers in the singing of that refrain. Yet, if this had been so, the
-accompanying voice ceased as abruptly as her own. She found herself
-sitting in absolute silence, with every pulse racing, every nerve
-strained to listen.
-
-No sound came to her. The whole great chamber was as still as death.
-The fire burned red and silent. There was not so much as the ticking of
-a clock to be heard. And yet it seemed to her that eyes watched her from
-some vantage point unseen. She had a firm conviction that she was not
-alone.
-
-She controlled the curious excitement that possessed her, and slowly set
-her fingers once more on the keys. She played the old refrain again,
-singing it very softly, listening intently while she sang. This time
-she was sure--quite sure--that a man's voice hummed the air. She went
-on to the end, and suffered her hands to fall.
-
-"Charlie!" she said, without turning.
-
-There came a slight sound behind her, the click as of a spring catch.
-She looked round, and saw him standing against the high panelling of the
-wall.
-
-"What a childish game to play!" she said, with lips that slightly
-trembled.
-
-"We are all children," observed Saltash. "We may think ourselves mighty
-clever, but the fact remains. Greeting, my queen rose! I am enchanted
-to see you."
-
-He came forward, his black brows working comically, his queer ugly face
-smiling a welcome.
-
-In spite of herself, Maud smiled in answer. "But why did you pretend
-you weren't at home?" she said, in a voice of protest.
-
-He laughed as he took her hand. "But I wasn't," he said. "I motored
-down on purpose to receive you. Are you so disappointed?"
-
-She shook her head, but she still looked at him somewhat dubiously.
-"You know, Charlie," she said, "I like people to behave quite
-straightforwardly, and to tell the truth."
-
-"Heavens above!" laughed Saltash. "Why so grievously moral? Well, look
-here, let me be quite, quite honest, and admit that it was wholly by
-chance that I came down here to-day. Chance or the beneficent will of
-the gods! Call it what you will! And, my dear girl, don't be prudish
-now you are married! Remember, that though it is a state of bondage
-there are certain liberties attached that are well worth having. Now,
-you are going to play and sing to me while I smoke and admire."
-
-He turned from her and threw himself upon a low settee in the window
-embrasure. The scent of his cigarette came to her, aromatic, Eastern,
-fragrant of many subtleties. She breathed it as one who inhales the
-magic of the gods.
-
-"Now, play!" he commanded, his strange, restless eyes upon her. "Play
-as the spirit moves you! Never mind me! I am of no account."
-
-She had done it often before in the old days. It was not difficult to
-do it now, with the spell of his personality upon her. Her own spirit
-responded instinctively to the call of his. The sympathy between them
-became communion. She began to play, and, playing, lost herself in the
-music as one inspired.
-
-Saltash lay without moving, as if half-asleep. He also seemed as one
-under a charm.
-
-And Maud played on and on, seeing visions, steeping her soul in romance,
-forgetful wholly of the chain by which she was bound; forgetful also of
-her companion, or perhaps so merged in his individuality as to be
-unaware of any dividing line. It was the old, sweet dreamland that had
-always held them both.
-
-Time passed, and the red sun with it. The early dark began to fall, the
-shining visions to wane. She came out of her trance at last with a deep
-sigh, and suffered her hands to fall.
-
-Instantly Saltash sat up. "Bravo, _ma belle reine_! Your touch is like
-velvet to the senses. You have scarcely sung to me at all. But no
-matter! You have closed the gates now, and we can't go back. But
-wasn't it good? Come, be honest and say so."
-
-She lifted her eyes to his with something of her dream still lingering
-there. "It was--very good," she said.
-
-"And you'll come again?" he insinuated.
-
-The dream began to fade. With her right hand she picked out a nervous
-little air on the piano, saying no word.
-
-He leaned towards her. "Maud," he insisted, "surely you'll come again!"
-
-"I don't know," she said slowly.
-
-"Surely!" he said again.
-
-Her eyes grew troubled. "Charlie," she said, her fingers still softly
-pressing the keys, "I can't come here when you are here. I like to
-come,--oh yes, I like to come. But I mustn't."
-
-"Why not?" said Saltash. "Afraid of the cow-puncher?"
-
-She shrank, and struck a sudden discordant chord. "I am not afraid of
-anyone, but I must think of appearances. I owe it to myself. I should
-like to come sometimes and play. But--with you here--I can't."
-
-"All right," he said abruptly. "I'll go."
-
-Her eyes flashed up to his. She took her hand from the piano and gave
-it to him. "You are going to be a true friend to me, Charlie," she
-said.
-
-He smiled rather wryly. "My friendship is to take a somewhat negative
-form, it seems to me, but perhaps it will stand the strain. Have you
-heard anything yet about the American doctor?"
-
-She shook her head. "No, nothing."
-
-"And you have not laid my proposal before Jake, I gather?" he pursued,
-boldly keeping her hand in his.
-
-"Not yet," she said.
-
-"Have you given the matter your own august consideration?" he asked.
-
-Her hand began to fidget for freedom. "I have thought about it,
-Charlie. I have not quite made up my mind. But you mustn't be hurt if I
-say No."
-
-"I shan't be hurt," he said, slowly relaxing his hold so that her hand
-slipped free. "But I shall think that your love of propriety somewhat
-outweighs your love for Bunny."
-
-She flushed, and turned aside to take up her gloves in silence.
-
-He stood and watched her. "That is so like you," he said, after a
-moment.
-
-She glanced at him. "What do you mean?"
-
-He laughed lightly, but without mockery. "Your stately silences! Do
-you know I remember you best by your silences? It is there that you
-differ from all the rest of your charming sex. Other women, when they
-are misjudged, clamour for redress. You endure in silence, too proud to
-complain. I wonder if Jake has realized your silences yet."
-
-Maud stiffened a little. "I must be going," she said. "I promised Bunny
-I would be back to tea."
-
-"I'll walk back with you," Saltash said.
-
-She shook her head. "No, I would rather go alone."
-
-"Why don't you tackle the situation boldly and ask me to tea?" he said.
-
-She was walking down the long room, and he sauntered beside her, smoking
-a cigarette, careless and debonair.
-
-"I think it wiser not, Charlie," she said.
-
-He laughed. "As you will. But remember, life is short. We may as well
-enjoy ourselves, while it lasts. Did old Billings show you up here? He
-is the one respectable feature of this establishment."
-
-"Yes, he certainly is respectable," she agreed, with a smile. "But where
-were you when I came in? You didn't come through this door."
-
-He laughed again in a fashion half-mocking, half-secretive. "That is my
-affair, _ma belle reine_. Some day I may show you--several things; but
-that day has not dawned yet."
-
-He threw open the door, and they found the great hall below them ablaze
-with electric light. "I suppose I may accompany you downstairs," he
-observed.
-
-"What a wonderful place it is!" Maud said.
-
-Her eyes went almost involuntarily to the statue that had arrested her
-attention on entering. It shone from its niche with a white splendour
-that seemed to give forth light.
-
-"My _Captured Angel_ has the place of honour by night and by day," said
-Saltash. "I have been wanting you to see her, or perhaps it would be
-more correct to say, I have been wanting to see you together. Have you
-ever met your other self before?"
-
-"My other self?" She looked at him interrogatively.
-
-He made her a quizzical bow. "Have you never seen that face before?"
-
-She descended the stairs, and approached the statue. They stood together
-before it. She had desired to see it in solitude before, but with
-Saltash by her side that desire had left her. They viewed it from the
-same standpoint, in that subtle communion of spirit that had always
-characterized their intercourse.
-
-And she saw--as he saw--her own features carved in the marble, piteous,
-tragic, alive.
-
-"Poor _Captured Angel_!" murmured Saltash softly. "So fair of face, so
-sad of soul!"
-
-She did not respond. She felt as if in that recognition something had
-pierced her heart. It was like a revelation of things to come. So for
-awhile she stood, gazing upon that tragic figure of broken womanhood;
-and finally in silence turned away.
-
-He went with her to the door, but he did not offer a second time to
-accompany her farther. On the threshold she gave him her hand in
-farewell.
-
-"You will come again?" he said.
-
-She met his strange, unstable eyes for a moment and fancied that they
-pleaded with her.
-
-"Not to see you, Charlie," she said, and was conscious in a vaguely
-troubled way that the words cost her an effort.
-
-His eyes flashed her a laugh. "No, not to see me," he said lightly.
-"Of course not. Just for your own enjoyment. You will enjoy that
-piano, you know. And you can have it all to yourself."
-
-She smiled in spite of herself even against her will. "Very well," she
-said. "I will come again some day, And thank you very much."
-
-"Oh, don't do that!" he protested. "It spoils everything."
-
-She released her hand, and turned from him, still smiling. "Good-bye!"
-she said.
-
-"Farewell, Queen of the roses!" he made light response.
-
-She passed through the wide stone porch and out into the dark of the
-winter evening.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX
-
- THE RISING CURRENT
-
-
-It was very dark along the avenue of pine-trees, darker than she had
-anticipated. She almost wished that she had allowed Saltash to
-accompany her. She went as quickly as she dared in the gloom, conscious
-that it was growing late. The road wound considerably, and she could
-not see the lamp at the gates. Overhead a rising wind moaned desolately
-through the pines. They swayed and creaked as though whispering
-together. Very soon the lights of the Castle were obscured behind her,
-and she was in almost total darkness.
-
-She pressed on with an uneasy suspicion that it must be later than she
-had thought. Doubtless Jake had wheeled Bunny back to the house long
-before. Bunny knew whither she had gone, so they would not be anxious
-about her; but they would wonder why she was so late. The afternoon had
-fled away like a dream.
-
-She began to quicken her steps somewhat recklessly, but the road curved
-more abruptly than she realized, and she presently ran into the grassy
-bank, nearly falling into the outstretched arms of a fir-tree. She
-recovered herself sharply with a gasp of dismay, and paused to try to
-discern more clearly the winding of the way. It was at this point that
-there came to her the sound of advancing footsteps. Someone was
-approaching with a slow, purposeful stride that suddenly sent the blood
-to her heart in a quick wave of something that was almost apprehension.
-She stood quite still and waited.
-
-Nearer and nearer came the leisurely tread. Instinct, blind and
-unreasoning, prompted her to draw back into the shielding recesses of
-the tree with a desperate desire to escape notice. It was a footfall
-that she had come to know, and--why she could not have said--she did not
-want to meet Jake at that moment. With a very curious dread at her
-heart she stood and waited.
-
-He came to within a couple of yards of her, and stopped. "You can come
-out," he remarked dryly. "It's just you I've come along to fetch."
-
-His voice was perfectly quiet and natural, but there was that in the
-words that fired within her a burning indignation. She came forward and
-faced him in the gloom.
-
-"Why should you take that trouble?" she said.
-
-She saw his eyes glitter in the darkness, and knew that they were upon
-her with a lynx-like intensity. "I reckon I have the right," he said,
-in his slow way. "You've no objection, I presume?"
-
-Her cheeks burned hotly in the darkness. She knew that he had her at a
-disadvantage. "I am fully capable of taking care of myself," she said,
-beginning to walk on down the dim avenue.
-
-He fell into his easy stride beside her. "Is that why Lord Saltash left
-you to walk home alone?" he said.
-
-She clenched her hands in the darkness. "What do you mean?"
-
-"I think I am right in concluding that you have spent the afternoon with
-him," Jake said, in his measured tones.
-
-Maud stood suddenly still. She was quivering from head to foot. "You
-are--quite right," she said, in a voice that she strove in vain to
-steady. "I think I have told you before, Lord Saltash and I are old
-friends."
-
-"Yes, I am aware of that," Jake said.
-
-He reached out a quiet hand and took her by the arm, leading her calmly
-forward.
-
-She went with him because she could not do otherwise, but she would have
-given all she had at that moment to wrench herself free. There was no
-escape for her, however; she was forced to endure his touch, forced to
-go forward with him along a road that she could not see.
-
-He led her in silence, calmly, unfalteringly, with the utmost
-confidence. She was sure that those lynx-eyes of his could see in the
-dark.
-
-But his silence speedily became intolerable. It seemed to her to
-bristle with condemnation. It goaded her against her will into speech.
-
-"Lord Saltash has given me his permission to use the piano at the
-Castle. I did not know when I went that he had returned."
-
-"I could have told you that," commented Jake.
-
-Again her resentment rose to a flame, burning fiercely. Yet his words
-held no insult. With all her strength she strove for calmness.
-
-"I did not know of it. In any case, I do not see that it was a matter
-of very vital importance. An hour at the piano is a great treat to me,
-and I shall probably go again."
-
-"For an hour?" said Jake.
-
-This time the peculiar intonation of his voice was unmistakable, not to
-be ignored. She flung him instant defiance.
-
-"For as long as I choose. My time is my own."
-
-He was silent a moment, but she was conscious of the tightening of his
-hand. At length: "All right, my girl," he said. "But remember, my
-claim to it comes before Lord Saltash's. Some day it may happen that I
-shall put in my claim. I never have been content to be passed at the
-winning-post."
-
-Her heart quivered at the deliberate purpose with which he spoke. She
-walked on, saying no word.
-
-They were nearing the gates, and the glare from the two great lamps
-shone towards them, lighting the way. She braced herself, and made a
-resolute attempt to free her arm from his hold.
-
-"Easy! Easy!" said Jake. "We haven't got there yet. It's dark beyond
-those lights."
-
-She abandoned her effort, feeling that she had no choice. They walked
-on together silently.
-
-They reached and passed through the gates. The road stretched before
-them steep and winding.
-
-"We'll cut across the fields," said Jake.
-
-He led her to a stile almost concealed in the hedge, and here his hold
-upon her relaxed. He vaulted the rail, and waited for her.
-
-He did not offer to assist her though the step was high. She mounted in
-nervous haste to avoid his touch.
-
-But for the darkness she would have found no difficulty in springing
-down, but as it was she misjudged the distance, slipped, and fell. She
-threw out her hands with a cry, and the next moment she was caught in
-Jake's arms. He held her fast, so fast that for a few palpitating
-seconds she felt the hard beating of his heart against her own. Then,
-in response to her desperate efforts for freedom, he let her go, without
-excuse, without apology, in a deep-breathing silence that somehow
-appalled her. They walked side by side along the field-path, saying no
-word.
-
-There was a gate at the further end that led into the training-field
-below the little orchard. As they reached this, Jake paused very
-deliberately and spoke.
-
-"I reckon I've got to prepare you for a visitor."
-
-"A visitor!" She stopped in swift dread of she knew not what.
-
-"A friend of mine," drawled Jake, with an odd touch of aggressiveness.
-"You're not precisely dead nuts on my friends as a rule, I know. But I
-guess this one may prove an exception. Dr. Capper turned up this
-afternoon. I left him having tea with Bunny."
-
-"Dr. Capper!" Maud gasped the name, scarcely conscious of speaking at
-all.
-
-"Dr. Capper from the States," said Jake, unmoved. "He chanced to be just
-leaving for this country when my letter reached him, so he thought he'd
-answer it in person and look us up first. He and Bunny are fast pals
-already. He's a regular magician, is Dr. Capper."
-
-"But--but--you never expected him so soon!" faltered Maud. "Surely--he
-won't want to--to--examine Bunny yet."
-
-"Not before to-morrow, maybe," said Jake. "We can't expect to keep him
-very long, you know. He's a busy man. I've heard that people in this
-country simply tumble over each other to consult him. He could make a
-score of fortunes over here if he would. But he won't. He'll only take
-up the cases he fancies, won't waste himself over easy things. That's
-why we're so almighty lucky to get him."
-
-His easy, unhurried speech gave her time to collect herself. She forced
-her first, involuntary dismay into the background, facing the sudden
-exigency of the situation with all the strength at her disposal.
-
-"Jake," she said, "this thing has come very suddenly, but curiously
-enough Lord Saltash was speaking about it only this afternoon. If--if
-there is to be anything of the nature of an operation, he has offered to
-place any part of the Castle at our disposal. It is a very generous
-offer, and it--it would be an excellent thing for Bunny."
-
-"Then you have decided to accept it?" said Jake.
-
-His tone was perfectly quiet and matter-of-fact, but it amazed her. She
-had expected a determined opposition. Disconcerted, she paused before
-replying.
-
-"I don't think it is especially generous," Jake said, and again it
-seemed to her that he was talking to give her time. "But it might be a
-good thing for Bunny. If you like, I will go up to-night and see
-Saltash about it."
-
-He opened the gate for her with the words, and she passed through with
-feelings too mixed to bear any analysis.
-
-"Am I to go?" he asked, as he dropped back into his sturdy stride beside
-her.
-
-"Please," she said, in a low voice.
-
-His attitude was a complete puzzle to her. It seemed so utterly at
-variance with the absurdly jealous line he had taken but a few minutes
-before. But she could not ask for an explanation. The relief of
-finding him prepared to act in unison with her on this point was too
-great. She did not understand either his motives or his actions, but
-she was thankful to find that there was to be no battle of wills between
-them. After all, his motives were not of paramount importance.
-
-As they walked through the last field, she tried to banish her
-embarrassment and recover her normal composure of mien. But strive as
-she would, she could not wholly reassure herself. Nor could she forget
-the fast holding of his arms and the strong, deep throbbing of his heart
-against her own. That moment had been a revelation to her upon which
-she dared not dwell.
-
-They reached the dark orchard, and passed up the dim path to the house.
-Jake went straight up the steps to the French windows of the parlour
-from which a cheery welcoming light shone forth. He raised a hand to
-the catch.
-
-"Wouldn't it be better to go round?" Maud said.
-
-She was suddenly trembling all over in an agitation that seemed to
-possess her, body and soul.
-
-Jake did not pause. Steadily he raised the latch. "Come right in!" he
-said.
-
-The door opened, the light poured out upon them?
-
-There came to her the sound of Bunny's cracked, difficult laugh. She
-entered in front of Jake, dazzled, hesitating, uncertain.
-
-Instantly a man's voice greeted her, a quiet, casual voice with an
-unmistakable New York accent. "Ah, I guess this is the lady of the
-house. I am very pleased to make your acquaintance, madam. Mr. Bolton
-will have told you who I am."
-
-Tall and gaunt and meagre, he bent over the hand she offered him,
-holding it in a strong, sustaining clasp.
-
-She looked at him rather piteously, aware of green eyes darting over her
-with lizard-like swiftness, eyes that shone intensely in a face that was
-the colour of old ivory. She also saw a yellow pointed beard that for a
-moment prejudiced her and the next was forgotten.
-
-"It was so kind of you to come," she said, with a quivering smile.
-
-He smiled in answer, a sudden, transforming smile that warmed her heart.
-"I guess I followed my own inclination," he said. "Say, now, you're
-cold. Bunny and I have been keeping up a good fire for you. Sit down
-and make your husband do the waiting!"
-
-His manner was so kind and withal so courteous that Maud's embarrassment
-passed like a cloud. She came to the fire, pulling off her gloves and
-stretching her fingers to the blaze.
-
-Bunny accosted her with eager eyes. "Maud, he's going to overhaul me
-and see if he can do anything for me. Maud, can't he do it to-night? I
-won't sleep a wink if he doesn't."
-
-Her heart sank inexplicably. She seemed to have stepped into a new
-atmosphere that seethed with possibilities that somehow frightened her.
-She was as one in the grip of a force indomitable that hurled her
-headlong towards a goal she dreaded.
-
-She leaned upon the mantelpiece, looking towards Capper with more of
-appeal than she knew. "You are much too kind," she said.
-
-He pushed up a chair for her. "Say, now, there's no need to hustle
-any," he said. "I suspect there is no harm in my looking at the lad;
-but we don't take any further action at present. I've a lot to get
-through in this old country, and I'd just like to know right now if this
-is a case for me or not."
-
-He patted the back of the chair with fatherly insistence, and she sank
-into it with a feeling of utter weariness and impotence. It seemed
-futile to battle any longer against the torrent that bore her. She was
-as a straw in the whirlpool of Fate.
-
-"It is so good of you even to think of helping us," she said rather
-unsteadily. "Please make your examination whenever it suits you best!
-But Bunny is not a good sleeper. You will remember that, won't you?"
-
-Capper took up the cup of tea that Jake had prepared, and handed it to
-her. "Let me have the pleasure of seeing you drink this!" he said. "I
-should like to make my examination to-night, if you have no objection.
-In fact, I have come down for the purpose. My time, madam, is more
-limited than anyone on this side could ever be made to realize. I won't
-hustle you, but if I didn't hustle myself I guess I'd have to account
-some day for a waste of good material."
-
-He sat down in a chair facing her with the words, and fell to cracking
-his finger-joints one after the other with absent energy. It was a way
-he had, as Maud was soon to discover.
-
-"You have had tea?" she asked.
-
-He nodded. "I am ready to get to work. I shan't want an audience. If
-I want anything I'll let you know. But I've a very decided notion that
-my patient and I will get on best alone."
-
-Jake raised his eyes suddenly. "That so, doctor?" he drawled. "Then I
-guess I'll carry the youngster up right now."
-
-Capper looked at him with a smile, and pulled his beard speculatively.
-Bunny beamed approval.
-
-Maud drank her tea in utter silence, feeling as if it would choke her.
-
-The silence became prolonged, but she did not realize that anything was
-expected of her till Capper leaned slightly towards her, and spoke.
-
-"Have I your permission, madam?" he asked courteously.
-
-She met his keen eyes and was struck afresh by the kindly reassurance
-they held. "Of course," she said, in a low voice. "I--am very grateful
-to you."
-
-"I hope--some day--you may have cause to be," he rejoined.
-
-Jake went to Bunny's side. She saw the boy raise his arms as he bent,
-and clasp his neck. A few muttered confidences passed between them;
-then Jake's strong arms lifted the frail, impotent body as they alone
-knew how to lift. And in that moment it seemed to Maud that the beloved
-burden had been taken finally from her, and she was left to wander alone
-in a desert that was very dark and bare.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI
-
- LIGHT RELIEF
-
-
-"May I come in?" said Capper.
-
-Maud started. She had been sitting huddled over the fire for what
-seemed like countless ages, listening with straining nerves to every
-sound overhead and sometimes shrinking and trembling at what she heard.
-Jake had gone out long since to the stables, and she had been thankful
-to see him go. His very presence was intolerable to her just then.
-
-At the sound of Capper's voice she turned an ashen face. "Say, now," he
-said, in a tone of kindly chiding, "you've been scaring yourself, Mrs.
-Bolton; and if that's not the silliest game under the sun, you may call
-me a nigger."
-
-She rose to receive him, trying to force her quivering lips to practical
-speech. But she could only articulate, "I heard him cry out several
-times. Does he want me?"
-
-"Not yet," said Capper. He laid a very steady hand upon her shoulder.
-"Leave him alone for a little! He'll pull himself together best alone.
-He's got the spunk all right."
-
-She stood still under his hand, piteously awaiting the information for
-which she could not bring herself to ask. He was looking at her keenly,
-she knew; but she could not face his look. She could have been strong
-had strength been essential, but the need for it seemed to have gone.
-
-Bunny no longer leaned upon her sustaining love.
-
-"Come, now, I want a straight talk with you," the great doctor said. "I
-want to understand your point of view if you will be gracious enough to
-expound it to me."
-
-She made a pathetic attempt to laugh. "Do you think you can cure him,
-Doctor?" she said.
-
-Capper laughed too with a species of grim exultation. "Is that what
-troubles you? If that's all, I guess I can soon set your mind at rest.
-I can cure him absolutely--within three months. But I shall want your
-co-operation. Can I count on that?"
-
-His hand pressed upon her with something of insistence. His yellow face
-looked searchingly, with an odd elation into hers. She met his look
-reluctantly, and became dominated by it.
-
-"Of course you can count upon it," she said.
-
-He nodded, pulling restlessly at his beard with his free hand. "To what
-extent, I wonder? Are you keen?"
-
-"Of course I am keen," she said, almost with indignation. He stood
-silent a moment, his hand still upon her shoulder. Then, "Mrs. Bolton,"
-he said, "do you know your young brother has got a curious notion into
-his head that you don't want him to be made sound?"
-
-"Ah, but that is a mistake!" she said quickly.
-
-"Is it a mistake?" said Capper. "No, don't answer! Why should you? But
-it's curious that I should have sensed the same myself the moment I saw
-you. However, if you tell me it is not so, I shall take your word for
-it. But at the same time I think I begin to see your point of view.
-Without the care of him you would feel lost for a bit. Life might be
-rather difficult. Isn't that so?"
-
-She laughed somewhat tremulously. "I think I have always found life
-difficult. But lately--just lately--" She paused in uncertainty.
-
-"Ah!" said Capper. "Maybe you're up against it. But you've got solid
-ground to stand on. You may take my word for that, because I happen to
-know."
-
-He spoke with a kindness that went straight to her heart. Almost
-involuntarily she put her hand into his, feeling the long, active
-fingers close upon it with a sense of security that was infinitely
-comforting.
-
-"Did Jake ever tell you the foundation of our friendship?" he asked her
-suddenly.
-
-She shook her head.
-
-"It's an interesting story," Capper said. "P'raps you'd like to hear
-it."
-
-Maud was silent.
-
-He proceeded as if she had answered in the affirmative. "It was on a
-dark night in the Atlantic ten years ago. Do you remember the wreck of
-the _Hyperion_? No, maybe you wouldn't. She ran into a submerged
-iceberg and was nearly torn in two. I was knocked down by the shock and
-got jammed against a locker in the saloon. It was a case of every man
-for himself, and I was soon left to my fate. But Jake--he was working
-his way across as ship's carpenter--came back on his own to see if there
-were anyone left below, and found me, wedged there in the wreckage. We
-were settling down fast, the water was over our knees, and I told him to
-look out for himself; but he wouldn't. I cursed him for a fool, I
-remember." Capper's yellow face was strangely alight; his fingers
-gripped hers tensely. "But that didn't make any difference. He had no
-time to go and get any implements to work with, so he just set to with
-his hands and ripped and tore at the wood till at last it splintered and
-he got me free. He worked like a Titan. I've never forgotten. He got
-me out just in time, Heaven knows how. The water was above his waist
-before he'd done, and I was on the verge of drowning. But he did it, and
-more also. He grabbed me up out of that death-trap, as if I had been a
-priceless possession of his own. He dragged me upon deck and roped me
-to him because I was too damaged to help myself. And when we went down,
-as we very soon did, we sank together and we came up together, and he
-managed at last to get me to a boat. Now you'll never get him to speak
-of that episode, but it's about the finest piece of work I've ever come
-across. The man was utterly unknown to me and I to him. Yet he never
-thought of passing me by, but just kept on till he'd saved my life. Not
-a thought to his own safety, mark you. He wasn't out for that. And he
-wasn't out for reward either. When I offered him money later he just
-laughed in a purring sort of fashion and told me to keep it for some
-chap who had failed. 'We don't all of us win out on the hundredth
-chance,' he said. 'Thank the high gods, not me!' I saw he meant it, so
-of course I let him have his way. But it's been a sort of bond between
-us ever since--a bond that stretches but never breaks."
-
-He ceased to speak, ceased also to hold her hand. Maud's face was
-turned towards him, her blue eyes were intently fixed upon his. She
-said nothing whatever, and there fell a silence that was curiously
-intimate between them.
-
-Capper broke it at length. "He's been a bit of a rover, but I've never
-quite lost sight of him since that night. When I make a friend like
-that, I can't afford to lose him again. But I've never had a chance of
-doing him a service till now. He's a married man and considerably more
-civilized than he was in those days. But I have a notion that there's a
-leaven of the wild ass still in his composition. That's why I'm afraid
-you may not realize that he's gold all through--all through." He paused
-a moment, looking at her quizzically; then: "By way of light relief," he
-said, "I guess you know the fascinating story of the princess and the
-frog. She had to take the beast as he was, and even give him her pillow
-o' nights. But only when she struck at last and threw him against the
-wall did she find out that she'd caught a prince after all. I guess the
-man who wrote that story was a student of human nature. It's a comic
-story anyway."
-
-Maud was laughing. Somehow, inexplicably, the man had eased her burden.
-"I don't think you are presumptuous, Doctor," she said. "I think you
-are very kind."
-
-"It's mighty fine of you to take that view," said Capper, with a tug at
-his yellow beard. "I shall do my best to deserve it."
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII
-
- THE ONLY SOLUTION
-
-
-"Oh, Lord Saltash! So you're home at last! What a pity you didn't come
-back a little sooner!"
-
-"Am I late for anything, Lady Brian?" smiled Lord Saltash, holding her
-hand in his.
-
-She shook her head at him. "You are hopelessly late. And you mustn't
-call me that. I have renounced my title."
-
-"Really? How generous of you!" Saltash began to laugh in his easy,
-mocking way. "Lady Brian has left town for the South Coast, and Mrs.
-Sheppard is now in residence at Fairharbour. I am sorry that I was not
-at hand to escort her ladyship; but I am none the less pleased to be
-received by Mrs. Sheppard. Have I missed anything besides the
-first-mentioned privilege?"
-
-Mrs. Sheppard threw out her hands with a dainty gesture of despair. "My
-dear Charlie, you've missed--everything! Have you seen my poor Maud?"
-
-He nodded. "More than once. I make a point of seeing her whenever I
-feel so disposed. Now that she is in such safe hands, there is no
-longer any necessity to hold me at arms' length, I assure you we are on
-the best of terms."
-
-Mrs. Sheppard groaned. "Why, oh, why didn't you come back sooner? It
-would have altered--everything."
-
-He looked at her, the teasing smile still hovering about his swarthy
-face. "It would have been too obvious a solution," he said lightly.
-"Don't you know that the unattainable is always the dearest?"
-
-Mrs. Sheppard clasped her hands with a tragic gesture. "You don't
-realize--or perhaps you don't care--that she has sold herself to a man
-for whom she has not the smallest shadow of affection."
-
-"In pursuit of her illustrious mother's example?" suggested Saltash,
-with careless effrontery. "But why did you allow it? Wasn't it up to
-you to forbid the banns?"
-
-"I?" Mrs. Sheppard cast up her eyes. "Do you suppose I have ever had
-any control over her?"
-
-"I presume you had the slapping of her in her babyhood," he observed.
-
-She laughed almost hysterically. "As if I ever did or could! She was
-always so serious and quiet and determined. No one she didn't love
-could ever move her an inch. And the dear child never loved me, you
-know. Somehow we didn't touch. No, I couldn't prevent the marriage.
-Only one person in the world could have done that. Oh, Charlie, what a
-pity! What a pity!"
-
-The easy tears had risen to her eyes. She was very appealing in woe.
-
-But Saltash was apparently unmoved. He sat facing her with his odd eyes
-glancing hither and thither, the brows above them jerking continually.
-"She certainly married in the deuce of a hurry," he remarked, after a
-moment. "What made her do it, eh? I presume it was the old man? Did he
-turn amorous, or what?"
-
-Mrs. Sheppard laughed rather pathetically and dried her eyes. "Oh,
-dear, no! Giles was rather too severe. He was always willing to be
-friendly, but Maud's attitude was so hostile that at last--it was hardly
-to be wondered at--he turned against her. I was very sorry, but, you
-know, Maud always takes things so seriously, poor child, and she
-wouldn't hear of making friends when it was over, but must needs go
-straight away to Jake Bolton and offer to marry him. He was ready to
-take her at any price of course. So they settled it all between them
-with never a word to me."
-
-"But you haven't altogether enlightened me even now," said Saltash,
-recalling her with his semi-ironical courtesy. "What was this dire
-offence that Maud couldn't bring herself to forgive? I should like to
-know for my own future guidance."
-
-Mrs. Sheppard's laugh had a deprecating note. "Oh, it was only a little
-thing, quite a little thing. If she hadn't been really spoilt all her
-life, I don't think she would have thought so much of it. I blame
-myself of course. But there, what is the use? Giles is a plain man,
-and he believes in a little wholesome chastisement now and then. It does
-a woman good, he says. And I daresay he is not altogether wrong. But
-in this case----"
-
-"Oh, forgive me for interrupting you!" Rather lazily he cut her short.
-"That term 'a little wholesome chastisement'--does it mean a beating or
-what?"
-
-Mrs. Sheppard nodded with some agitation. "Yes, he gave her a whipping
-one night. It was very unfortunate, but I must say, not wholly
-undeserved. And I am afraid he had rather a heavy hand. Poor Maud was
-very much upset."
-
-"Really!" said Saltash.
-
-"Yes. He shouldn't have done it of course, but----"
-
-"He probably was not in a state to know what he was doing," suggested
-Saltash.
-
-There was a slight frown between his mobile brows, but his voice was
-suave.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard eyed him wistfully. "Poor Giles!" she murmured.
-
-Saltash uttered a sudden sharp laugh and rose. "Well, I mustn't take up
-any more of your valuable time. No doubt you are busy. You have heard
-about Bunny's prospects, I presume?"
-
-"Oh yes, they have told me about Bunny. I am sure I hope it will be a
-success, but of course I have had no say in the matter," said Mrs.
-Sheppard plaintively. "I don't so much as know when the operation is to
-be performed."
-
-"That isn't finally settled," said Saltash. "It's to be according to
-the American doctor man's convenience. I suggested that they might like
-to make use of Burchester for the occasion, and Bolton has caught on to
-the idea. Very sensible of him!" Saltash's mouth twisted into a faint
-smile. "How do you get on with your son-in-law?" he enquired
-pleasantly.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard shook her head dubiously. "I never liked him. There is
-something of the wild about him. Maud doesn't like him either. I am
-sure of that. They are complete strangers, and always will be. In
-fact, if it weren't for Bunny--" she lowered her voice--"I believe she
-would very soon desert him."
-
-"What? Really?" said Saltash, in a peculiar tone.
-
-She met his interrogation with a swift upward glance. "She would never
-stand life alone with him. It would drive her desperate. I am
-sure--quite sure--if it comes to that, she will somehow break free."
-
-"Really!" he said again, subtle encouragement in his voice.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard suddenly clasped her hands against her bosom and went
-close to him. "Oh, Charlie, I do think--sometimes--divorce is the only
-way. You know she has always loved you. And it isn't your fault you
-came too late. Charlie, if the chance were to come to you again--the
-chance to make her your wife--you wouldn't--surely you couldn't--let it
-slip again?"
-
-"Again!" said Saltash. His lip lifted a little. He was looking at her
-fixedly.
-
-She made a small nervous gesture of pleading. "You would marry her,
-Charlie, if you could. She loves you. You would never--never----"
-
-"Let her down?" suggested Saltash.
-
-His expression was utterly cynical, yet something in those queer eyes of
-his emboldened her. She placed her two hands against his shoulders, and
-suffered the tears to run down her face.
-
-"Charlie, I am wretched about her--quite wretched. Save her from that
-rough cow-herd, Charlie! Make her your own--in spite of all!"
-
-She broke down into muffled sobbing, and would have leaned upon him for
-support had he permitted it. But with gentle decision he eluded her,
-taking her hands and leading her to a chair.
-
-"Now, Lady Brian, there is no need for this agitation, believe me. For
-the present there is nothing to be done. Bunny occupies the centre of
-the stage. He won't, of course, remain there for ever, but he has got
-to have his turn. Till that is over, we can only possess our souls in
-patience."
-
-"But afterwards!" wailed Mrs. Sheppard. "It is the afterwards that
-troubles me."
-
-"Afterwards," he said lightly, "I presume it will be someone else's
-turn."
-
-"And Maud will be miserable," she protested.
-
-Saltash was silent. Only after a moment he strolled to the window and
-stood looking at the grey, tumbling waves that dashed against the
-sea-wall.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard dabbed her eyes and began to recover herself; it was
-plainly the only course. She remembered regretfully that sympathy had
-never been dear Charlie's strong point.
-
-When he glanced over his shoulder a few seconds later she mustered a
-somewhat piteous smile. "Life is very difficult sometimes," she said
-apologetically.
-
-"Oh, quite damnable," he answered, in his careless, mocking way. "But
-we've got to get through with it somehow, and with as few tumbles as
-possible. I really think I must be going now. We shall let you know
-when anything definite is settled about Bunny. Don't fret, you know!
-Take it easy!"
-
-He came back to her with the words and took her hand with a certain
-arrogant kindness characteristic of him.
-
-She looked up at him with quivering lips. "It is so good of you to let
-them have Burchester," she said.
-
-He made her a brief bow. "I serve my own ends," he said.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard rose. "And I don't know what will happen when Bunny is
-cured," she said pathetically. "He will have to go to school. And who
-is going to pay for it, I wonder?"
-
-Saltash shrugged his shoulders. "Perhaps he'll train for a jockey. Who
-knows?"
-
-Mrs. Sheppard sighed. "I can't think how you can treat everything as a
-joke. I can't myself."
-
-He laughed. "I don't chance to be gifted with a serious mind, you see.
-Besides, _cui bono_? Does worrying help?"
-
-"I'm sure it ought to," sighed Mrs. Sheppard.
-
-He laughed again derisively. "Sheer waste of time, believe me. Either
-fight or submit to the inevitable! Personally, I prefer to fight." He
-shut his teeth with a sudden click, and for a single instant his face
-was grim. But the next he was laughing again. "Good-bye, Lady Brian!
-In the name of beauty, don't fret! It can't be done with impunity,
-remember!" He pressed her hand and released it. "You've given me quite
-a lot to think about. It's been an interesting conversation. I have
-quite enjoyed it. Good-bye!"
-
-He was gone. She heard him departing, light-footed as a happy boy,
-whistling under his breath an old, old waltz refrain.
-
-Gradually a smile came into her own face as she turned to the glass to
-repair the ravages of her recent emotion.
-
-"I wonder whether he will do anything," she murmured to her reflection.
-"He isn't a man to sit still. And really, the circumstances are so
-exceptional. It is the only solution--literally the only one." She
-paused a moment, drew out a hairpin, twisted back a curl and very nicely
-readjusted it. "And when Giles is bankrupt," she added, with a little
-nod to the thoughtful gaze that met hers, "there will be a home for me
-to go to." She heaved a pensive sigh. "I am glad he knows everything,"
-she said. "There is nothing like telling the whole truth."
-
-She smiled again with more assurance, and went her way.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIII
-
- THE FURNACE
-
-
-It was on a frosty morning in February that Maud stood in one of the
-great guest-chambers of Burchester Castle, waiting with Bunny for news
-of Dr. Capper's coming.
-
-A nurse was busy in the room, and the hour fixed for the operation was
-drawing near.
-
-Bunny was full of pluck that morning. He had greeted her bravely
-smiling. Yes, he had slept like a top, thanks to Jake, who had held his
-hand half the night and scared away the bogies. Jake was a stunner; he
-was going to pay him back some day. And what a ripping room Charlie had
-given him! Was it true that there was a music-room close by? That
-would be ripping too. Maud would be able to play to him all day long
-while he was getting well. Maud was looking a bit blue this morning;
-what was the matter?
-
-She had to admit that she had passed a restless night.
-
-"Silly!" said Bunny, and squeezed her hand. "Why didn't you come and
-sleep in here? Jake could have looked after you too then."
-
-He chattered on incessantly, making her respond, compelling her
-attention, till news was brought to her of Dr. Capper's arrival, and she
-went down to receive him.
-
-She found him standing in the great entrance hall with the doctor from
-Fairharbour. He moved forward to greet her as serenely as if he had
-come upon pleasure bent.
-
-"Delighted to meet you again, Mrs. Bolton. I am just admiring this fine
-old English castle. Guess it's the sort of setting that suits you."
-
-He held her hand a moment and looked at her, but he made no comment upon
-her appearance.
-
-She faced the green eyes with an odd little feeling of shame. They
-seemed to see so much that she hid from all the world.
-
-"You are very--punctual," she said, with an effort, as she turned to
-greet the local doctor. "I hope you found the car ready at the
-station."
-
-"We were driven up by his lordship himself," said Capper.
-
-She gave a great start. "O! Has he come down? I didn't know."
-
-"He joined us at the terminus quite unexpectedly," Capper told her. "I
-have brought my assistant Rafford to administer the anaesthetic.
-Rafford, where are you?"
-
-A dark young man, with absolutely black eyes and a high, dominant
-forehead, turned sharply from a rapt contemplation of Saltash's
-_Captured Angel_, and bowed automatically to Maud.
-
-"I was just trying to make out the anatomy of those wings," he said, in
-a very pronounced American accent. "Guess it's a cute addition to the
-human frame, but I'd like to know how it's worked from the spinal column
-without an extra vertebra or two."
-
-Maud suddenly felt hysterical. She looked at Capper, who pulled at his
-beard and smiled.
-
-"Guess it's up to you to find the solution, Raff," he said.
-
-Rafford bowed again. "I'd like to make a sketch of that figure if Lady
-Saltash will permit me," he said. "It's an anatomical problem."
-
-The blood rose to Maud's pale face in a great wave. She was about to
-speak, when a voice at her shoulder spoke for her.
-
-"I am sure Lady Saltash will be charmed to do so. But I think the face
-must be excluded. That can scarcely be of any anatomical interest to
-you."
-
-Maud started. Saltash's hand gripped her elbow for a moment and
-instantly relaxed. He did not speak to her. The young American glanced
-back at the face of the statue, stared at it for a second, then looked
-again at Maud. She saw his thin black brows rise ever so slightly.
-
-"The face is certainly of interest," he said, speaking with evident
-caution; "but not, as you say, my lord, from an anatomical point of
-view."
-
-He withdrew himself with the words, seemed as it were to became Capper's
-background, while Saltash sauntered forward to offer refreshment.
-
-Capper asked for coffee and smoked a cigarette. He sat in an ungainly
-attitude by the fire while these were in process of consumption, and
-spoke scarcely at all. Maud stood near him in silence, chafing at the
-delay, yet dreading unspeakably the moment when it should be at an end.
-
-Saltash lounged smoking on a settee with Dr. Burrowes of Fairharbour,
-and chatted cheerily about local matters with one eye on the great
-American surgeon who sat cracking his long fingers so abstractedly
-before the fire.
-
-Suddenly Capper turned his head and looked up at Maud. "Where is Jake?"
-
-"He is coming," she made answer.
-
-"Coming! Why? Does the boy want him? Is he nervous any?"
-
-"He is being very brave," she said. "But of course, naturally, he is
-nervous."
-
-He nodded. "Well, I guess we needn't wait for Jake. Let's go up! He'll
-keep a stiff upper lip if you're there."
-
-He got up with the words; his bony, yellow hand closed upon her arm,
-kindly, reassuringly, confidently.
-
-The burden of her anxiety grew magically lighter. She felt immensely
-comforted by reason of that friendly pressure. She prepared to lead the
-way.
-
-Capper paused a moment. "I am going to have five minutes' talk with the
-patient," he said to Dr. Burrowes. "Will you be kind enough to follow on
-when the time is up? Raff, you can make your anatomical study right
-now, but be at my disposal in five minutes! Lord Saltash, maybe you
-will stay behind and show them the way."
-
-He made his dispositions with the calm air of a man accustomed to
-obedience; and then, his hand still upon Maud's arm, he turned with her
-to ascend the stairs.
-
-A great shivering fit assailed her as they went. She fought it
-resolutely down.
-
-"Say, you're not worrying any?" he questioned. "It seems to me that
-it's you Jake ought to be thinking about. What have you been doing since
-I saw you last?"
-
-"Nothing, nothing," she said hastily.
-
-Capper grunted. "That's a very unhealthy occupation, especially for a
-woman."
-
-She looked at him appealingly. "Oh, please, Dr. Capper, don't talk
-about me! I--I would so much rather not."
-
-Capper smiled a little. "You're a true woman. But I can't have you
-worrying to death like this. Will you believe me when I tell you that
-this operation is going to be an almighty success?"
-
-She stopped short. "Are you sure--quite sure?" she breathed.
-
-He nodded. "I am willing to stake my reputation on it. If I weren't
-sure, I wouldn't touch it. I'm past the speculating age." He led her
-gently on along the corridor at the head of the stairs. "You may bet
-your last dollar," he said, "that I shan't mush up this business. I
-never lose my patients when they're young and keen. It's the older
-ones, when they get tired, fed up with life--" He paused, and a very
-human shadow crossed his face, darkening his shrewd eyes. "That's when
-God sometimes interferes," he said. "So I'm never quite sure of the
-older ones. But the youngsters--He lets me have my own way with them.
-There's such a mighty force in what the French call _joie de vivre_."
-
-A quick sigh rose to Maud's lips. She laid a sudden, impulsive hand
-upon the long thin fingers that held her arm. "You are so good, so very
-good," she said tremulously.
-
-Capper smiled. "Oh, just ordinary, I guess. Wait till you're up
-against me! You won't like me then. I'm going to have a straight talk
-with Jake presently--about you."
-
-She gave a quick start of dismay. "Oh no! Please don't! Please don't!
-It--it's nothing to do with Jake. He wouldn't understand."
-
-"He'll understand me," said Capper inexorably. "I've a patent way of
-expressing myself that leaves no room for misunderstandings. There!
-Now I've given you something more important than your brother to think
-about. Suppose you take me to him!"
-
-She would have detained him to protest still further, but he refused to
-be detained, and she found herself compelled to yield. Very quietly he
-insisted, and she had no choice.
-
-They entered the room in which Bunny lay; and immediately a square
-check-clad figure rose from the boy's side and came forward with hand
-outstretched in greeting.
-
-"Hullo, Doc!" said Jake.
-
-Maud gazed at him in astonishment. "I had no idea you were up here.
-When--how did you come?"
-
-Jake was faintly smiling. "I came just now, by the back way, as is my
-custom. I promised to be here to give him a send-off, Doctor. Guess
-you've no objection?"
-
-"So long as you go when you're told," said Capper rather shortly.
-
-"Reckon I always do that," said Jake.
-
-"Do you?" said Capper, with his sudden smile. "That's not always been
-my experience of you."
-
-"Oh, shucks!" said Jake, turning deep red.
-
-Capper passed him by, and went to Bunny. Maud saw that he was intent
-upon reassuring him as he had reassured her. She turned away to the
-window, and waited.
-
-Jake did not join her there, possibly because his hand was tightly
-locked in Bunny's. But very soon Capper called her back to the bedside,
-and drew her into talk, keeping her there till he finally rose and went
-out with the nurse.
-
-Maud scarcely knew how she came through the next few minutes, but Jake
-and Bunny seemed to feel no strain. Jake was talking of the horses, and
-the boy's keenest interest was aroused.
-
-"And you're going to teach me to ride like you do," he said, with an
-eagerness that Maud had seldom seen in him. "I'm just mad to begin."
-
-He was picking up Jake's manner of speech in a fashion that his sister
-deplored but could not attempt to check; but no evil word had she ever
-heard on his lips, nor had she ever heard Jake use bad language in his
-presence.
-
-Like one in the mesh of an evil dream she listened to Jake's reply,
-marvelling at the easy detachment with which he made it. And then the
-door opened, and the nurse came in with Rafford. She stood up, her
-heart beating as if it would choke her.
-
-Bunny shot a swift glance around. "You'll stay with me, Jake?" he said
-quickly.
-
-"Sure," said Jake.
-
-Bunny drew a hard breath. "Hang on to me--tight, Jake!" he whispered.
-
-And Maud turned to the door without a word. He did not need her--he did
-not need her!
-
-She had a passing impression of the sympathy in Rafford's eyes as he
-held open the door for her, and then she was alone in the passage
-outside.
-
-She moved along it uncertainly, almost as if groping her way, found the
-door of the music-room ajar, and entered.
-
-A warm fragrance met her on the threshold, a sense of Eastern luxuriance
-and delight, soothing her troubled spirit as with a soft, healing hand,
-wooing her to a curious peace of mind. It was as though a misty veil
-had been drawn over her troubles, obscuring them, deadening her faculty
-for suffering.
-
-She went forward to the fire that burned so mysteriously red and still,
-reaching out her cold hands to its comfort. She had a feeling that she
-ought to kneel and pray, but somehow in that strangely soothing
-atmosphere prayer was an impossibility. Her brain felt drugged and
-powerless, and she was numbly thankful for the respite.
-
-"Come and sit down!" a cool voice said.
-
-She turned with no surprise or agitation and saw Saltash lounging on a
-divan behind her. He had a cigarette between his fingers. The scent of
-it came to her with a strange allurement. Almost mechanically she
-accepted the invitation.
-
-"Have you been here at all in my absence?" he asked, stretching a
-careless arm along the cushions behind her.
-
-She shook her head. "No."
-
-"But why not? Does Jake think I am not to be trusted?"
-
-She smiled at that. "Oh no. Jake never interferes. But--somehow--I
-haven't wanted to make music lately."
-
-"You are not happy," said Saltash, with conviction.
-
-She coloured a little. "It has been an anxious time, Charlie, and, I am
-afraid, yet will be."
-
-"You take things too hard," he said.
-
-She clasped her hands tightly together. "How can I help it? Everything
-is hard. Life is hard."
-
-"Only if you choose to have it so," said Saltash.
-
-He leaned a little forward, looking into her face. She turned her eyes
-to his with a vague reluctance.
-
-"Yes," he said. "You've got the wrong pilot on board. That's why you're
-getting dragged into the whirlpools. You'll have to heave him over the
-side if you want to ride the seas with a free helm. My dear girl, what
-a frightful mess you've made of things!"
-
-She did not resent his tone. Somehow in that atmosphere resentment was
-difficult. Moreover, her attention was not wholly given to what he was
-saying.
-
-"I had to think of Bunny," she said, after a moment, as one in search of
-an excuse.
-
-Saltash laughed. "And when are you going to begin to think of yourself?
-Don't you realize what is going to happen now that Bunny has been taken
-off your hands? You, the dainty, the proud, the fastidious, who wouldn't
-look at even the man you loved because you thought him unworthy! On my
-soul,--" a sudden tremor of passion ran through his speech--"I think you
-were mad. You must have been mad to have done such a thing. Have you
-looked forward at all? Can you see yourself a few years hence? I
-can--and it's a sight to make angels weep. Oh, Maud, my love, my fate,
-is that to be the end? I'd sooner see you dead!"
-
-His hand was upon both hers as he ended. His dark face was burning with
-a fierce emotion.
-
-But Maud only shivered, and leaning forward, gazed deep into the heart
-of the fire, saying no word.
-
-Saltash watched her, a mocking light in his eyes that shone and slowly
-died. "What are you looking for?" he said.
-
-She shook her head in silence. He threw his cigarette suddenly into the
-deep glow upon which her eyes were fixed. It leaped at once to flame,
-flame that burned ardently for a brief while, and then went out.
-
-"Are you trying to find a way out?" he asked her then very softly.
-"There is a way out of every hole, believe me."
-
-She gave him a quick glance as of one hard pressed, but still she did
-not speak.
-
-He leaned forward also, pointing to the red heart of the fire that
-glowed but never flickered. "If you have the nerve,--the pluck--to face
-the furnace," he said, "it may scorch you a bit, but it shan't consume
-you. And it would be soon over. Would you be afraid--would you be
-afraid--to face it with me?"
-
-His voice was low, stink almost to a whisper; yet it reached her, for he
-spoke almost into her ear.
-
-She sat rigidly still, gazing before her. The fragrance of the burnt
-cigarette came out like incense from an altar.
-
-He drew a little closer to her. "Maud, I am always ready--always ready.
-I am willing to offer any sacrifice. I should never count the cost.
-Nothing could be too much. I don't say any more that you are
-mine--unless you stoop to bestow yourself upon me. But I am
-yours--always--for all time. Bear that in mind--when the time comes!"
-He paused a moment; then: "Let that ring of ours be the sign and
-message," he murmured. "When you need deliverance, I will come to you
-from the world's end."
-
-He rose with the words, so suddenly that she was startled; and in a
-moment his voice calm and debonair rang across the room.
-
-"Hullo, Bolton! How long have you been hiding there? Come over here,
-and see if you can put a little heart into your wife! She needs it."
-
-Maud, her white face turned over her shoulder, saw Jake's square
-shoulders outlined against the furthest south window. He was looking
-over his shoulder also; their eyes met across the room. Then he turned
-round fully in his solid way and came to them.
-
-He was wearing slippers that he had donned for the sick room, and they
-made no sound.
-
-Saltash's lithe form straightened. He stood ready, almost on guard, at
-the other man's approach. But his face remained debonair still. There
-was even a hint of humour about his mobile brows. His eyes flashed
-wickedly.
-
-"So they've turned you out, have they?" he said, with that hint of regal
-haughtiness that usually characterized his speech when addressing an
-inferior.
-
-Jake did not answer. His eyes, red-brown and very still, were upon
-Maud. They did not leave her for a moment. They seemed to search her
-through and through.
-
-There came to her a second of deadly panic, panic that stopped her
-heart. She put up a hand to her throat with a spasmodic effort to
-breathe. And suddenly it seemed to her that she sat engulfed in the
-red, red heart of a soundless furnace. She gave a gasping cry, tried to
-rise, and fell forward fainting at her husband's feet.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXIV
-
- THE SACRIFICE
-
-
-He lifted her. She knew that he lifted her, but all her powers were
-gone. She hung, a dead weight, in his arms.
-
-Over her head she heard his voice, intensely quiet but deeper than
-usual; she thought it held a menacing note.
-
-"I'll take her to the window. Thanks, I'm not wanting any help from
-you."
-
-She felt the strength of the man as he lifted her bodily, and bore her
-across the room. He set her down upon the window-seat, supporting her
-with the utmost steadiness while he opened the window. The wintry air
-blew in upon her, and she shivered and came to life.
-
-"Don't move!" he said.
-
-The awful weakness was still upon her; she obeyed him because she had no
-choice, lying back against his arm in quivering submission.
-
-"I'm--so sorry," she whispered at length. "I--I never did anything so
-stupid before."
-
-"That so?" said Jake.
-
-She lifted her eyes with a piteous effort to his. "Please leave me now!
-I shall do quite well--by myself."
-
-"That so?" he said again.
-
-His eyes held hers with a piercing, straight regard; but after a moment
-his hand came up and rubbed her icy cheek. It was a small act, but it
-affected her very curiously. She turned her face quickly to hide a rush
-of tears.
-
-Jake's attitude changed on the instant. He stooped over her, his arm
-about her. "Say, Maud, my girl, what is it? What is it?" he said. "The
-little chap will be all right. Don't you worry any!"
-
-The old kindness was in his voice; he held her to him just as he had
-held her on the morning that she had first gone to him for help. For
-the moment she yielded herself, scarcely knowing what she did; then she
-realized his nearness and began to draw herself away.
-
-"I am foolish," she whispered, "just foolish. Don't take any notice!"
-
-"Guess you're worn out," he said gently.
-
-She shook her head, striving to master herself. "No, it's not that. It
-isn't anything. Please leave me alone for a little! I would rather."
-
-He let her go, but he still remained beside her, looking down at her
-bent dark head. She leaned against the woodwork of the window, panting
-a little.
-
-"I am better," she said uneasily, after a moment. "Please don't worry
-about me any more!"
-
-"Who else should I worry about?" he said. "Do you suppose you aren't
-first with me every time?"
-
-She quivered at the question, but she made no attempt to answer it.
-
-He went on with a restraint that was somehow eloquent of vehemence
-suppressed. "I know well enough that you aren't happy with me. It's
-not in nature that you should be. Maybe it's my fault too; maybe it's
-not. I've been a damn' fool; I know that. But even so, you've no call
-to be afraid of me. You won't come up against me if you play a straight
-game."
-
-He paused, and she saw his hands slowly clench. At the same moment she
-became aware of someone approaching, and turned her head to see Saltash
-coming towards her with a wine-glass in his hand.
-
-"Oh, that's right; you're better," he said. "Here, Bolton! Make her
-drink this! It'll put a little life into her."
-
-He gave the glass to Jake who stood a moment as if undecided as to what
-to do with it, then bent over Maud.
-
-She drew back. "Oh no, thank you! I never drink brandy. Besides, I am
-quite well again now."
-
-She made as if she would get up to demonstrate this fact, but he stopped
-her. "Take a little!" he drawled. "Lord Saltash has had the trouble of
-fetching it."
-
-"I would rather not," she said. "I would much rather not."
-
-"Let her please herself!" said Saltash sharply.
-
-But Jake's hand, steady as rock, was already holding the glass to her
-lips. She drank as one compelled.
-
-Saltash fidgeted up and down in front of the window in evident
-dissatisfaction, his ugly face full of lines. "I am infernally sorry
-this has happened," he said. "You ought to have had the stuff sooner.
-I wish I had ordered champagne. We'll have some presently. Ah, that'll
-do, Jake, that'll do! Don't force it on her, for Heaven's sake! Look
-here, you and I will clear out now, and let her rest in front of the
-fire. You'd like that, Maud, wouldn't you?"
-
-Maud murmured an affirmative.
-
-"Sure?" said Jake.
-
-She looked up at him. "Yes; but not too near the fire. And--and leave
-the door open. I want to hear--to know--" Her voice failed, sank into
-silence.
-
-"All right," Jake said quietly. "I'm not leaving you till it's over."
-
-The calm decision of his speech silenced all protest. Maud attempted
-none. Saltash shrugged his shoulders and flung round on his heel. Jake
-bent to offer a steady arm.
-
-She accepted his support in silence. There was that about him that
-would not brook resistance just then. She was sure that Saltash was
-aware of it also, for after a very brief pause he began to whistle under
-his breath and in a very few moments more sauntered from the room.
-
-Jake, very quiet and determined, led her to a settee.
-
-"I won't lie down," she said restlessly. "I want to listen."
-
-Jake was looking round for a chair. Failing to see one, he seated
-himself by her side. "I reckon this is the most respectable piece of
-furniture in the place," he observed. "Here is a cushion. Lean back and
-shut your eyes!"
-
-"I wish you wouldn't wait here," she murmured uneasily.
-
-"I've got to wait somewhere," said Jake.
-
-And then his hand descended upon hers and held it.
-
-She started at his touch, seeking instinctively to free herself, but in
-the end she yielded, lying back in a tense stillness in which she knew
-the beating of her heart to be clearly audible.
-
-What was he going to say to her? What had he overheard? What must he
-think of the agitation she had displayed upon discovering him?
-
-Her breath quivered through her parted lips. The dread of the night
-before was upon her, but ten times magnified by her present weakness and
-the thought of that which he might have overheard.
-
-But Jake sat in unbroken silence, his hand holding hers in a steady,
-purposeful grasp; and gradually, very gradually, her fear began to
-subside. He could have heard nothing! Surely he could have heard
-nothing! Surely, if he had, he would have spoken, have questioned--or
-accused!
-
-A great shiver went through her.
-
-"Cold?" said Jake.
-
-She opened her eyes. "No."
-
-His hand closed more firmly about her own. "Don't be so anxious!" he
-said. "It'll be all right."
-
-His voice was kind, she tried to smile.
-
-"Was he--was he very nervous?" she asked, finding relief in speech.
-
-"Game all through," said Jake. "Went off like a baby. Say, Maud, he'll
-be a fine man some day."
-
-"He'll never be mine any more," she said, and turned her face aside.
-
-Jake said nothing. He fell into a musing silence that seemed to stretch
-and widen to an unknown abyss between them. She closed her eyes, hoping
-that he would think her sleeping.
-
-He remained absolutely still by her side while the silence lengthened
-and deepened. She wondered for a while if ha were watching her,
-wondered if he were actually as free from anxiety on Bunny's account as
-he appeared, became finally vaguely aware of a curious hushed sense of
-repose stealing over her tired nerves. She drifted away at last into a
-state that was not quite slumber, that yet held her trance-like and
-unaware of time. She knew that Jake was beside her, never wholly forgot
-his presence, but he had ceased to have a disquieting effect upon her.
-Somehow he fitted into the atmosphere of peace that surrounded her. She
-was even dimly glad that he had not left her alone. She was tired,
-unutterably tired, but her mind had ceased to work at the problems that
-so vexed her soul; it had become as it were dormant. Even the thought
-of Bunny did not disturb her any more. Had not Dr. Capper solemnly
-declared that all would be well?
-
-So she sank into an ever-deepening sea of oblivion, unmindful of the
-hand that so surely held her own; and so that long, long hour crept by.
-
-When there came at last the opening of a door and the sound of voices
-she was too far away in her merciful dreamland to hear. She knew in a
-vague fashion that Jake's hand left hers, even murmured a faint protest,
-but she did not attempt to rouse herself. She had yielded too
-completely to the healing magic of rest.
-
-There followed a space during which all consciousness was entirely
-blotted out and she slept like a weary child, a space that seemed to
-last interminably, and yet was all too short. Then at length nature or
-conscience stirred within her, and her brain began to work once more.
-Out of a vague obscurity of dimly registered impressions the light of
-understanding began to dawn. She opened heavy eyes upon the red, still
-fire that burned so steadily, so unfailingly. It put her in mind of
-something--that hot, silent fire--but she could not remember what it
-was; something that was vigilant, intense, unquenchable, something that
-she could never wholly grasp or wholly elude.
-
-She opened her eyes a little wider, and moved her head upon the cushion.
-Surely she had slept for a long, long time!
-
-And then she caught the sound of a voice that whispered--a low, clear
-whisper.
-
-"Why don't you take her for a honeymoon, my son? It would do you both
-all the good in the world."
-
-There was a pause, and then someone--Jake--murmured something
-unintelligible. Maud raised herself slightly and saw him standing
-before the fire. His thick-set figure was turned from her. His head
-leaned somewhat dejectedly against the high mantelpiece.
-
-Capper was standing beside him, lounging against the carved wood in an
-ungainly attitude, his hands thrust deep in his pockets. At Jake's
-muttered words he turned and looked at him keenly, with eyes of
-semi-quizzical sympathy.
-
-"Say, Jake," he said, "the man who walks his horse along a hedge-side
-never gets there. The hedge has a way of getting higher, moreover,
-every step he goes. Guess being in love has kind of demoralized you.
-You'll never win out this way."
-
-Jake moved a little, straightened himself, stood squarely facing the
-great doctor. "I'm going to win out," he said; and with that very
-abruptly he wheeled round and came straight to Maud, as though she had
-called him.
-
-So sudden was his movement that she was taken wholly by surprise. He
-stooped over her and took her hand before she had time to draw back.
-
-"It's all right, my girl," he said, and she heard a note of reassurance
-in his voice. "The little chap's come through it finely. There's
-nothing to be anxious about. Capper says so; and whatever Capper says
-goes."
-
-"Guess that's so," said Capper. He remained at his post by the fire, a
-smile of keen satisfaction on his parchment face. "You shall see him
-presently; not yet, not for another hour, and then only for a few
-seconds. He's got to be kept as quiet as an infant. But I've done just
-what I figured to do. In another six weeks he ought to be learning to
-walk."
-
-"Bunny--walking!" Maud spoke the words as one dazed. The whole of her
-world seemed suddenly to have changed. It was as if she actually
-breathed a new atmosphere. She caught her breath, feeling half afraid.
-"Is it--is it true?" she said.
-
-Capper laughed. "Seems like a miracle, does it? Never met with a
-miracle before? Yet there's quite a lot of 'em to be seen in this
-curious old world. Maybe you'll come across some more, now you've
-started."
-
-He came quietly to her, bent and took her free hand into his. She felt
-his thin, sensitive fingers press her pulse.
-
-"I'm quite well indeed," she said in a tone of protest. "Please tell me
-more about Bunny. I want to hear everything."
-
-"My dear lady, you know practically all there is to know," he made
-answer. "Bunny is going to be one of my proudest successes. But
-there's just one thing to be arranged, I want to have him under my own
-eye for a time. It's for his own good, so I know your consent is a
-foregone conclusion. No, not yet of course. I will give him a month
-here, and then I want to fetch him up to London and keep him in a Home
-there belonging to my colleague Sir Kersley Whitton until I am able to
-discharge him as cured. Will you agree to that?"
-
-His eyes, shrewd and kindly, looked down into hers. His hand still held
-her wrist. She felt the magic of his personality, and found it hard to
-resist.
-
-But, "To take him away from me!" she said rather piteously. "Must you
-take him away?"
-
-Jake had withdrawn a little as if he did not wish to take part in the
-conversation. Capper sat down beside her.
-
-"Mrs. Bolton," he said, "I guess that young brother of yours is just one
-of the biggest factors of your existence. Isn't that so? You'd do
-anything for him, and never count the cost. Well, here's something you
-can do for him, a mighty big thing too. It'll be a very critical time,
-and I want to have him under my own eye. I also want to have complete
-control of him. I'm not hinting that your influence isn't good. I know
-it is. But, for all that, he'll do better with comparative strangers
-during that critical time than he would with his own people. I want to
-lift him entirely out of the old ruts. I want to start him on an
-entirely new footing, to give him self-reliance, to get him into good,
-wholesome habits. It'll make all the difference in the world to him or
-I shouldn't be urging it so strongly. Say, now, you promised me your
-co-operation, you are not going to refuse?"
-
-She could not refuse. She realized it with a leaden heart. Yet she made
-one quivering attempt to pierce through the ever-narrowing circle.
-
-"But the cost," she said.
-
-"It won't cost you a single cent," said Capper. "It's just for my
-private satisfaction that it will be done."
-
-Her last hope faded. She made a little gesture of helplessness. "He is
-in your hands, Doctor," she said. "I--I am much more grateful to you
-than I seem."
-
-Capper's hand pressed hers. "You will never regret this sacrifice as
-long as you live," he said, looking at her with his keen, kindly eyes.
-"I'm even ready to prophesy that you'll one day reap a very considerable
-benefit from it."
-
-But Maud's only answer was a dreary little shake of the head.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXV
-
- OFFER OF FREEDOM
-
-
-Slowly the dreary winter days gave place to spring. March came with
-gusty rain-storms that swept over sea and downs; lashing the waves to
-fury, blotting the countryside like a torn veil. March went, smiling
-and wonderful, with a treacherous graciousness that deceived all nature
-into imagining that the winter was really gone.
-
-At Burchester Castle, Bunny, lying perpetually flat on his back by the
-doctor's unalterable decree, alternated between fits of bitter
-complaining and fits of black despair. He suffered more from tedium and
-weariness than from any definite pain, and Maud found herself fully
-occupied once more with the care of him. The nurse was thankful to have
-her at hand, for Bunny was at all times a difficult patient. And to be
-in attendance upon him was Maud's greatest joy in those days. She
-watched over him with such a wealth of devotion as she had never
-displayed before, a devotion at which even the boy himself sometimes
-marvelled.
-
-Jake came and went, but he was never with him at night. The nurse slept
-in his room and Maud in the one adjoining. Jake went back to his home to
-sleep.
-
-He and Maud saw but little of each other. They met daily, but she
-avoided all intercourse with him so strenuously that only the most
-ordinary commonplaces ever passed between them.
-
-She saw much more of Saltash, though he was often away. His comings and
-goings were never known beforehand, and he never intruded himself upon
-her. Only when she went in the afternoons or evenings to the music-room
-and, propping the door wide, played and sometimes sang to Bunny, he had
-a fashion of coming lightly in upon her, dropping as it seemed from
-nowhere, and lying outstretched upon the settee near her while he smoked
-his endless cigarettes, and occasionally criticized.
-
-How he entered she never discovered; he was always there before she
-knew, and he never came in by the door. When she asked him, he would
-only jest.
-
-"Some day I will show you my secret chamber, _ma belle reine_. But not
-yet--not yet."
-
-No intimate conversation took place at these times. They were seldom
-really alone, being always within call of Bunny's imperious voice.
-
-Saltash was very good to Bunny, but his company was considered by the
-nurse to be too lively for her patient, and she would not permit him to
-stay long in the sick-room. Her orders regarding Bunny were very strict.
-He was to be kept quiet,--contented also, if possible, but always quiet.
-
-For that reason his mother's visits were also very brief. She did not
-often come to the Castle. It seemed to Maud that her plump face was
-beginning to wear a harassed look, but there never had been any
-confidence between them, and she did not like to question her. She knew
-herself quite powerless to assist in the bearing of her mother's
-burdens.
-
-During that final month of devotion to Bunny she gave herself up to him
-so completely that even her own problems grew remote and almost unreal.
-She was upon the usual friendly terms with Charlie; but he was very far
-from occupying her first attention. So absorbed indeed was she that the
-memory of their brief conversation on the day of Bunny's operation,
-together with his mad, characteristic suggestion, had faded altogether
-into the background of her mind. It seemed somehow impossible that
-Bunny could ever cease to be the centre and aim of her whole conscious
-existence, impossible that Capper and his miracles could so alter the
-trend of her life's destiny.
-
-Her feeling for Saltash seemed to be lying dormant, very far below the
-surface. She was not thinking of herself at all just then. She was too
-fully occupied. Her feeling for Jake also was almost a blank. Now that
-he no longer attempted to play any part in her life but that of passive
-spectator, she treated him without conscious effort as a comparative
-stranger. But all the time deep down in her heart she smothered that
-nameless dread of the man that once had been so active. She did not
-want to think of him; she instinctively restrained herself from thinking
-of him. She had schooled herself to meet him without agitation. She had
-thrust him unresisting into the furthest background of her
-consciousness. And now she lived for Bunny, and for Bunny alone.
-
-So that last month slipped away.
-
-April came, but no word from Capper. A faint, new hope began to dawn in
-her heart. Was it possible that the sacrifice might not after all be
-demanded of her? Was it possible that the miracle might even yet be
-worked out with much patience at Burchester? Bunny did not seem to be
-making much progress, but at least she was sure he was not losing
-ground. He did not suffer so much as formerly, though his chafing
-irritability sometimes seemed to her to be even greater than before. He
-talked incessantly of Capper, urging Jake to write to him.
-
-But Jake would not be persuaded. "Capper knows his own business, my
-son. You leave him alone!" he said.
-
-And Bunny had perforce to accept the fiat. He never seriously attempted
-to resist Jake. Their friendship was too near for that. Jake's
-influence over him was practically boundless.
-
-But he could not check the boy's fierce impatience which grew
-perceptibly from day to day.
-
-It was on a warm afternoon towards the middle of the month that Maud was
-sitting at the piano, trying to soothe him with the music he loved,
-during the absence of the nurse, when the sound of a footfall in the
-room made her turn. Saltash had been away for a few days, but she was
-half-expecting him. He never remained away for long.
-
-"Why, Charlie,--" she began, with a quick smile of welcome, and broke
-off sharply. It was Capper.
-
-Her face must have displayed something more than surprise, she reflected
-later, for his first words, albeit he smiled whimsically as he uttered
-them, were words of apology.
-
-"So sorry, Mrs. Bolton. I shouldn't have taken you off your guard like
-this, only I had a notion that being somewhat over-due, you might be
-more or less prepared to see me."
-
-She left the piano, and went with outstretched hand to meet him. "You
-at last!" she said.
-
-Her welcome was cordial, but it was wholly without eagerness. Her heart
-was beating wildly, uncontrollably. She felt suddenly cold, as if she
-had stepped into a stone vault.
-
-Capper bent a little over her hand; she saw his eyes flash over her. "I
-don't find the frog in attendance," he remarked. "Has he been shunted
-for a spell?"
-
-She felt her colour come again. "Don't you want to hear about Bunny?"
-she said.
-
-He smiled at her. "I know my own business so well, madam, that I know
-all I need to know about Bunny," he told her dryly. "The boy is just
-mad to be allowed to try his strength, and between you and me he'll have
-about the biggest disappointment of his life when he does. It won't do
-him any harm though, so don't you worry any!" He suddenly held up her
-hand to the light and surveyed it critically. "Say, Mrs. Bolton," he
-said, "what do you live on? Just monkey-nuts?"
-
-She laughed in spite of herself. "I live very well, I assure you. But
-I could never get fat. It's not my nature."
-
-He grunted and pulled at his yellow beard. "Do you realize that you've
-lost pounds of flesh since it was first my privilege to meet you?"
-
-She shook her head protestingly. "Oh no, really. It is your
-imagination."
-
-Capper shook his head also. "My imagination feeds on facts only. Jake
-is not looking after you properly. It's my belief he is treating you to
-slow starvation."
-
-"Oh indeed--indeed," she broke in with vehemence, "Jake has had nothing
-to do with me lately. I have been much too busy with Bunny, and he has
-had the good sense not to interfere."
-
-"Is that good sense?" said Capper, in the tone of one who does not
-require an answer.
-
-"Besides," she went on rather breathlessly, "it's not Jake's business to
-look after me."
-
-"I thought that was what husbands were for," said Capper, with his
-whimsical smile. "It's a fool policy anyway to leave a woman to look
-after herself, and you're just a living illustration of that fact."
-
-Her hands clasped his arm almost unconsciously. "Please--please don't
-ever discuss me again with Jake!" she begged in tones of distress.
-
-He patted her hand with fatherly reassurance and passed the matter by.
-"What are you going to do when Bunny is gone?" he asked.
-
-Her face paled again. "You are really going to take him away?" she
-said.
-
-"To-morrow," said Capper.
-
-She removed her hands with a gesture that was piteous, she said nothing
-whatever.
-
-Capper turned aside. "Maybe you'll take up housekeeping," he said
-practically. "If I dare to venture upon the suggestion, you would make
-a charming hostess."
-
-She was silent still.
-
-He glanced at her. "Say, Mrs. Bolton," he said, "I guess you'll think
-me several kinds of a nuisance; but your husband has offered me his
-hospitality for to-night. And I,--well, I have accepted it
-provisionally, that is, on the condition that he can supply me with a
-hostess."
-
-She looked at him in blank dismay. "But I sleep here!" she said. "I--I
-must be always at hand in case Bunny should want me."
-
-"Isn't the nurse in attendance?" asked Capper, with a touch of
-sharpness.
-
-"Oh, of course," she answered. "But--but----"
-
-"And how often in the night does she generally call you?"
-
-Maud was silent.
-
-Capper's hand patted her shoulder again, paternally, admonishingly.
-"Guess he could spare you for to-night," he said. "Pack your grip and
-come home! Jake will be pleased to see you, sure."
-
-She shivered. "It isn't home to me," she said.
-
-"What?" said Capper. "Not your husband's house?"
-
-The hot colour rushed up over her face. She turned from him. "Come and
-see Bunny!" she said.
-
-A few minutes later she stood alone in the music-room, gazing forth from
-the western window with eyes that seemed to search the horizon for help.
-
-Capper was occupied with Bunny. The nurse had returned, and she was not
-needed. The certainty of this was upon her, a dead weight pressing her
-down. Bunny's need of her was past forever. Duty, stark and
-implacable, was all that remained in life.
-
-Ah! A step behind her! She turned swiftly. "Charlie!"
-
-He came to her, a smile on his swarthy face, a gleam of wickedness in
-his eyes. He took the hands that almost involuntarily she stretched to
-him. "You summoned me!" he said.
-
-Something in his look warned her of danger. His clasp was electric in
-its tenseness.
-
-She stood a moment before replying; then: "I didn't so much as know you
-were in the house," she said.
-
-She left her hands in his. An odd recklessness was upon her, the
-recklessness born of despair.
-
-He laughed into her eyes. "Yet you summoned me, most tragic queen of
-the roses," he said. "You weren't so much as thinking of me, perhaps?
-Yet subconsciously your spirit cried to mine, and behold--I am here."
-
-He had drawn her close to him, holding her hands against his breast, so
-that the quick, ardent beat of his heart came to her, sending a curious,
-half-reluctant thrill through her own.
-
-She looked into his face of mocking subtleties. "No, I wasn't thinking
-of you, Charlie," she said. "I was thinking of myself, hating the life
-before me--hating everything!"
-
-The concentrated bitterness of her speech was almost like a challenge.
-She spoke passionately, as one goaded, not caring what came of it.
-
-Saltash was bending slowly towards her, still laughing, ready to take
-refuge in a joke if refuge were needed, yet daring also, warily marking
-his game. "Why don't you think of me--for a change?" he said.
-
-She turned her face swiftly aside. Her lips were suddenly quivering.
-"No one--not even you--can help me now," she said.
-
-"You are wrong," he answered instantly. "I can help you. It's just
-what I'm here for."
-
-She glanced at him again. "As a friend, Charlie?" she said.
-
-He bent his dark head over her hands. "Yes, a friend," he said.
-
-"But--" She began to tremble; the old dread was upon her, the old
-instinctive recoil, the old ache of distrust. She set her hands against
-him, holding him from her. "How can you help me?" she said.
-
-He did not lift his head. "I can't keep you out of the furnace
-altogether," he said. "But I can save you from living in bondage to a
-man you loathe. You will have to trust me--to a certain extent. Do you
-trust me?"
-
-"I don't know." Her voice was low, quivering with an agitation she
-could not repress. "Tell me what you are thinking of! Tell me
-how--how----"
-
-"I will tell you," he said, "when you have made up your mind as to my
-trustworthiness."
-
-She controlled her agitation with an effort. "Oh, don't play with me,
-Charlie!" she besought him. "Don't you see I'm cornered--desperate? Of
-course I will trust you."
-
-He looked up at her with a wry lift of one eyebrow. "Being a case of
-needs must," he observed dryly. "Well, my dear girl, the case is simple
-enough. You are ready to trust me because you must. No one else is
-under the same obligation. Everyone else--the worthy cow-puncher
-included--knows my fascinating reputation. Disappear with me for a week
-or so--we'll run away and hide--and all charitably-minded folks will
-jump to the obvious conclusion. The result will be an undefended divorce
-suit, and I shall pay the damages." His smile became a grimace. "That
-is your road to freedom, _ma belle reine_," he said. "And think on me, I
-pray thee, when that freedom shall be achieved! There are sunnier lands
-than England where lovely ladies may be wooed by wandering cavaliers.
-And surely, surely," his smile flashed forth again, "having thus made
-such atonement for past offences as lies in my power, my queen would
-stoop to be gracious to me at last!"
-
-He bent again over her hands, holding them pressed to his lips.
-
-Maud stood mute. The audacity of the suggestion seemed to deprive her
-of the power of speech. None but Charlie could ever have evolved such a
-plan. None but Charlie--who loved her!
-
-The sudden realization of his love went through her like a sword-thrust
-in her heart. She actually gasped with the pain of it. What he
-suggested was impossible of course--of course! But how gallantly, and
-withal how tenderly, he had laid the offer before her, urging no claim,
-merely--out of the love he still had for her--offering her deliverance!
-
-But she must find an answer for him. He was waiting, bent in courtly
-fashion, with that kinglike carelessness of pose that marked him out
-from all other men.
-
-She looked at the bowed head that could be poised so arrogantly, and
-suddenly her eyes were full of tears. She made a movement to withdraw
-her hands.
-
-"Oh, Charlie," she said, in a broken, passionate whisper, "if I were
-only free!"
-
-He raised his head on the instant. "But you can be free. I am offering
-you freedom. A little courage, a little confidence! Can't you face it
-with me? Are you afraid?"
-
-His voice was eager, his eyes were shining and boyishly persuasive. His
-hands still clasped hers with a pressure so vital and insistent that she
-felt impelled to suffer it.
-
-She shook her head. "No, Charlie. It isn't that. But--but--my
-promise!"
-
-"Oh, what of that?" he said impetuously. "A promise made under
-compulsion is no bond at all. You can't keep it and yet be true to
-yourself. The mistake lay in making it. But to stick to it would be
-worse than madness. Listen; Maud! You must listen! Your marriage is
-an abomination, and you must rid yourself of it, whatever the cost. I
-can see--I have seen all along--that it is an absolute violation of your
-whole nature. You shrink from the man. I believe in your soul you abhor
-him. You did it on impulse. He knows that. And you have repented ever
-since. Your heart was never in it. I think I know where your heart
-is,"--his voice suddenly softened, and his hand began subtly to draw her
-back to him. "But we won't discuss that now. It isn't the time. I am
-concerned only to deliver you. And I am offering you such deliverance
-as you can accept, a deliverance that you can safely contemplate without
-shrinking. The publicity of the thing need never touch you personally.
-You can live in seclusion till it is all forgotten. Maud, my Maud,
-won't you--can't you--trust an old friend?" His hands were drawing her
-closer. His dark face, aglow with the ardour of his quest, was close to
-hers. "You want to be free," he urged. "And--my darling,--I want you
-free, I want you free!"
-
-His voice throbbed into silence. He was drawing her--drawing her. In
-another moment he would have had her in his arms, but she held back from
-him with quivering, desperate strength. "No, Charlie! No!" she said
-gaspingly.
-
-He released her hands at once, and abruptly. With a species of royal
-indifference curiously characteristic of him, he veiled his ardour. "It
-is for you to choose," he said. "I don't take. I offer." Then, as she
-covered her face, he softened again, took her suddenly, very lightly, by
-the shoulders. "Have I gone too far, queen of the roses?" he whispered.
-"Yet he will go further still. It is that that I want to save you from.
-You must forgive me, sweet, if I seem too anxious. I am hard pressed
-myself. I want you badly enough, it's true. But that isn't my main
-reason for urging this. If you had married a man you cared for, I could
-have borne it. But this,--this is intolerable. There! I have done.
-Only remember, that I am ready--I am always ready. I shall wait for you
-by day and by night. Sooner or later--sooner or later, I know you will
-come. Don't be afraid to come, Queen Maud! I will be to you whatever
-you wish always. I only ask to serve you."
-
-Rapidly he uttered the low words, still holding her with a touch that
-was scarcely perceptible, but of which she was so vividly conscious that
-she quivered from head to foot, every nerve stretched and vibrant,
-burningly alive, chafing to respond.
-
-The wild impulse to yield herself to his arms, casting away all
-shackles, was for the moment almost overpowering. Her spirit leapt to
-the call of his, beating fiercely for freedom like a caged bird viewing
-its mate in the open sky. How she restrained it she knew not. Perhaps
-it was fear, perhaps it was that old, instinctive sense of fitness that
-had influenced her long ago. But the moment passed, and she remained
-motionless.
-
-Saltash turned aside.
-
-He betrayed no sign of disappointment. That also was characteristic of
-him. He saw no defeat in failure. He regarded it only as victory
-postponed.
-
-And his attitude said as much when after a moment or two he began to
-speak in a light and careless strain of matters indifferent to them
-both. If he had not squarely hit his mark, he was not far therefrom,
-and with that he was content. He knew her to be nearer to his level
-than she had ever been before. The Maud of old days would have viewed
-his suggestion with the shrinking horror of a spirit that had never
-known temptation. The Maud of to-day was different, more human, more
-truly woman. She had suffered, and her dainty pride had ceased to
-uphold her. He had offered himself to her in the light of deliverer, and
-as such he believed he would win her. The odds were at last in his
-favour.
-
-As for Jake, he might be formidable, but Saltash was no coward. He
-fancied that when the time came, Jake would accept the inevitable. In
-any case he was far too keen upon the chase to be deterred by the
-thought of an outsider like Jake. If any element of danger existed, he
-welcomed it. If a thing were worth having, it was worth fighting for,
-Saltash never had in any one of his rash intrigues paused to count the
-cost, and certainly it was not often that the cost had been borne by
-him. He snatched his pleasures, and he drank deep thereof; but the
-dregs he was wont to throw away. Once only--or possibly twice--had he
-ever been made to drink to the bottom of the cup. And he did not stop
-now to consider that on each of those occasions the cup had been firmly
-held in the hand of Jake Bolton.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXVI
-
- THE BOND
-
-
-"I have called him The Hundredth Chance," said Jake. "But I guess he is
-going to be a winner."
-
-He was stooping over a tiny black foal that stood with trembling legs
-pressed against its mother's flank. She was looking round at the master
-with questioning eyes. Even he was only allowed in the loose-box on
-suffrance.
-
-"You're very hopeful," said Capper.
-
-He stood leaning on the half-door, looking in upon Jake's latest
-treasure.
-
-Maud was standing with him, but slightly apart, fondling the red setter
-Chops who fawned about her knees. Chops had been unfeignedly delighted
-to see her again, and he could not desist from telling her so. She had
-bid good-bye to Bunny till the morrow, but she had made no definite
-arrangements for leaving the Castle, and even yet she was wondering if
-she might not manage to return for that one last night of her brother's
-sojourn there.
-
-Jake had received her without comment when she had arrived with Capper
-half an hour before. She fancied his manner was somewhat guarded, but
-he treated her as if he had expected her and her coming had caused him
-no surprise.
-
-Upon an ordinary occasion she would have been charmed with the sight of
-the week-old foal that Jake had brought them thither to see, but at the
-moment she was too stiff with shy reserve to enjoy it. So she stood
-apart instead while Jake talked in his soft voice to the doctor,
-striving to hide her embarrassment in murmured endearments to Chops.
-
-"Oh yes, the dam's a blood mare," Jake was saying, "the most valuable
-animal we have. She's a mass of nerves, unfortunately. We've had a lot
-of trouble with her."
-
-He stretched a fondling hand to the creature's enquiring muzzle. She
-laid her ears for a moment, but the next her tongue came out and softly
-licked first his fingers and then the wistful black face of her
-offspring.
-
-Jake smiled and stood up. "She's a good mother, Doctor. I like a good
-mother," he said.
-
-His eyes fell on Maud, bending low with flushed face over the dog. A
-momentary shadow crossed his face. He had counted upon a greater
-enthusiasm on her part. Never before had she failed to take a keen
-interest in the animals. "Reckon we'd better go in and get some supper,"
-he said.
-
-They went in. The spring twilight was falling and with it a brief
-shower that pattered awhile and was stayed. Down in the orchard the
-blackbirds were singing in a wonderful chorus that seemed to fill all
-the world with music. The scents that rose from the rain-steeped earth
-were of that wondrous fragrance that holds the senses spellbound in the
-magic of Spring.
-
-From somewhere near the open French window there came the breath of
-violets, and from a little further away, subtly mingling with it, the
-incense of wallflowers, all wet and luscious from the damp, sweet earth.
-
-"A wonderful season," said Capper.
-
-Jake smiled somewhat grimly. "A stormy May," he said.
-
-The meal was of the simplest, served by Mrs. Lovelace in her best gown
-of black sateen. Her plump face wore a pursed look of peculiar
-severity. Maud, very pale and still, at the end of the table, gave her
-a murmured greeting which called forth a very grim response.
-
-Jake was apparently at his ease, but he made no attempt to draw his wife
-into the conversation. He talked to Capper or was silent. He was still
-wearing the riding-costume with which she always associated him. She
-heard the clink of his spurs whenever he moved.
-
-Capper was very gentle with her, full of kindly consideration. There
-were no difficult pauses. To a casual observer there would have been no
-evidence of strain. Only to the girl, sitting there at her husband's
-table, a stranger, was it almost insupportable. She did not know how
-she came through the meal, nor was she aware of eating anything. When it
-was over at last, she was thankful to rise and go.
-
-She took refuge upstairs in the room that had been Bunny's, standing
-there in darkness, striving with herself, fighting desperately for
-composure. What was expected of her she did not know, whether to go or
-to remain. The impulse to go strongly urged her, but she held it back.
-There was the morrow to be thought of, the morrow to be faced, and she
-had a feeling--a dreadful, growing suspicion--that Jake was drawing to
-the end of his patience. Not that he had betrayed it by word or look;
-only he seemed to be waiting, waiting with an iron determination that no
-action of hers could baulk. She felt that if she fled from him
-to-night, she would never dare to face him again.
-
-The thought of Charlie arose within her, Charlie, careless, debonair,
-gay of soul. He had offered her his protection. Should she go to
-him--even now? Could she? Dared she?
-
-The temptation drew her, drew her. She knew Charlie so well. She was
-sure he would be chivalrous. She was sure she could count upon him.
-But his protection--what was it worth?
-
-Now that she had seen Jake, had felt the primitive force of the man
-anew, her heart misgave her. She was possessed by the appalling
-conviction that in the matter of lawlessness Jake could outdo Charlie
-many times over, if once roused. No trammels of civilization would hold
-him. He would go straight for his prey, and no power on earth would
-turn him aside, or make him relinquish his hold till he had wreaked his
-vengeance.
-
-For the first time it occurred to her that it might not be upon herself
-alone that that vengeance would fall. A great shudder went through her.
-She quivered all over, and turning crept to the bed and crouched beside
-it. She was terrified, unnerved, despairing. Her own wickedness
-frightened her, so that she could not even pray for help. She knew not
-which way to turn.
-
-A long time passed thus; then there came a step upon the stair, a
-steady, quiet step. A hand pushed open the door.
-
-"Say, Maud, are you here?" Jake said.
-
-She tried to answer him, but could not. She knew that the moment she
-spoke, she would betray herself.
-
-He came forward into the room. She saw his square figure against the
-light outside the door.
-
-"Capper has gone back," he said. "He wouldn't stay any longer."
-
-That startled her to a tragic activity. She sprang up in wild dismay.
-"Dr. Capper--gone! I--I thought he was spending the night!"
-
-"I wanted him to," said Jake. "He wouldn't. He said I was to wish you
-good-night, and thank you for your hospitality."
-
-Maud stood still, her hands at her throat. For the moment she was too
-electrified for speech. Then anger--bitter, furious resentment--came to
-her aid.
-
-"So you brought me here by--a trick!" she said, her voice pitched very
-low but full of a quivering abhorrence that must have reached him where
-he stood.
-
-"I don't know what you mean," said Jake. His voice was curt and cool;
-he spoke without the smallest evidence of indignation or constraint. "I
-never asked you to come, nor did I ask Capper to bring you. I presume
-you were a free agent so far as that goes. But since you are here there
-is not much point in running away again. It's here that you belong."
-
-The finality of his speech came upon her with stunning force. It had
-the dead level of absolute assurance. As he made it, he came forward
-into the room, and she heard the rattle of his matchbox as he drew it
-forth.
-
-She stood and waited tensely while he deliberately struck a match and
-lighted one of the candles upon the mantel-piece. All the blood in her
-body seemed to be throbbing at her throat. She had not been alone with
-him for weeks. She had never been alone with him as she was to-night.
-
-The light from the candle showed her the room prepared as for a guest.
-The chintz covers were all newly-starched, and from the bed there seemed
-to come a subtle scent of lavender. The lattice-window was wide to the
-night, and from far away there rose the long deep roar of the sea.
-
-Jake turned from the lighted candle, and pointed to a low chair by the
-bed. "Sit down!" he said. "There's something I've got to say to you."
-
-She looked at him with hunted eyes. She thought his face was very grim,
-but the dim flickering light threw strange shadows upon it, baffling
-her.
-
-He came to her as she still remained upon her feet, took her between his
-hands, and held her so, facing him.
-
-"Say, now," he said, and a hint of half-coaxing kindliness softened the
-measured resolution of his speech, "where's the sense of fighting when
-you know you can't win? You're not a very good loser, my girl. But I
-reckon it's just a woman's way. I won't be hard on you on that
-account."
-
-She drew back from him swiftly, with the old, instinctive shrinking from
-the man's overwhelming force of personality.
-
-"Oh, need we talk about that now?" she said hurriedly. "I--there is
-still Bunny to think of. It is his last night, and--and--and----"
-
-She broke off with a sound half-choked that was almost a cry. For
-Jake's hands were holding her, drawing her, compelling her. She
-realized that in another moment she would be in his arms. She set her
-quivering hands against his shoulders, pushing him from her with all her
-strength.
-
-He set her free then, with a gesture half-contemptuous. "So it's to be
-the same old fool game to the bitter end, is it?" he asked, and she
-caught in his voice a new note as of anger barely held in check. "Well,
-I reckon it's up to you to make good sooner or later. It was not my
-intention to hold you down to that bargain of ours; but if you must have
-it, you shall. I want to know when you propose to make good."
-
-She shrank away from him in quivering disgust. "Oh, never, never!" she
-said.
-
-The words rushed out almost against her will, and the moment they were
-uttered she wished them back. For Jake's eyes leapt into sudden furious
-flame, such flame as seemed to scorch her from head to foot. He did not
-speak at once, but stood looking at her, looking at her, while the awful
-seconds crept away.
-
-At last, "It's rather--rash of you to put it that way," he said, and
-there was a faintly humorous sound in his voice as though he restrained
-a laugh. "So you're not--a woman of your word after all? That's
-queer--damn' queer. I could have sworn you were."
-
-She wrung her hands hard together in a desperate effort at self-control.
-"Oh, Jake," she said piteously, "it isn't my fault that we're not made
-of the same stuff, indeed--indeed! You--you wouldn't ask the impossible
-of me!"
-
-"P'raps not," said Jake, and now he spoke in the old soft drawl that she
-knew well as a cloak to unwavering determination. "But has it never
-occurred to you that I might leave asking and just--take?"
-
-She recoiled further from him. The man's deadly assurance appalled her.
-She had no weapon to oppose against it. And his eyes were as a red-hot
-furnace into which she dared not look.
-
-"Now, listen to me!" he suddenly said. "There's been enough of this
-fooling around--more than enough. I've put up with it so far, but
-there's a limit to everything. The time has come for you to remember
-that you are my wife, I am your husband. We may not be over well suited
-to one another, as you have pointed out. But the bond exists and we
-have got to make the best of it. And so you will not go back to the
-Castle to-night. You will stay here under your husband's roof, and fill
-your rightful place by my side. Is that understood?"
-
-He spoke with the utmost decision; and Maud, white to the lips,
-attempted no reply. She had made her appeal, and he had not heard it.
-She knew with sure intuition that further resistance would be useless.
-She had staked all, and she had lost. In that moment she saw her life a
-heap of ruins, blasted by a devastating tempest that had scattered to
-the four winds all that she had ever held precious. And nothing was left
-to her. Nothing of value could ever be hers again. Only out of the
-smoking ruins there presently arose one thing--a poison plant--that was
-to flourish in the midst of desolation. Out of the furnace of a man's
-unshackled passion it sprang to full growth in a single night ready to
-bear its evil fruit when time should have made it ripe.
-
-The seed of it had been sown by Saltash. The tropical raising of it was
-the work of Jake Bolton. The nourishing of it was left to Maud. But
-the final ingathering of that bitter harvest was to fall to the lot of
-all three.
-
-
-
-
- PART II
-
- THE RACE
-
-
- CHAPTER I
-
- HUSKS
-
-
-Chops the setter was puzzled.
-
-He had been following his mistress about in his faithful way throughout
-the whole of that hot July afternoon, and he had fathomed the fact that
-she was preparing for a visitor. He even half-suspected that he knew
-who the visitor would prove to be. But none the less was he puzzled by
-her attitude. For to Chops' plain and honest mind the coming of a guest
-was a cause for undiluted joy. But it was evident that to Maud the
-advent of this one was a matter of anxiety, even almost of dread.
-
-Jake's old bedroom facing the Stables had been assigned to the newcomer.
-She had spent hours of loving care upon it, yet on this, the great day
-of arrival, she did not seem happy or by any means content.
-
-A great restlessness possessed her, and Chops in consequence was uneasy
-also. He had conceived a vast affection for his young mistress that was
-in some fashion vaguely mingled with pitying concern. She had a
-disconcerting way of weeping in private when only Chops might see, and
-he had a feeling that such consolation as he was able to proffer, though
-quite whole-hearted, was never altogether equal to the occasion. The
-tears she shed were so piteously hopeless, and even her smiles were
-hopeless too. Chops often mourned over the sadness of his idol.
-
-She had just come in from the garden with a great handful of sweet peas.
-It was a glorious sunny morning, and she had put on an old blue
-sunbonnet that had done duty down on the sea-shore in previous summers
-to protect her from the glare. She was holding the flowers up to her
-face as she mounted the steps to the parlour, and such was her
-absorption that she did not notice what Chops, following close behind,
-perceived on the instant,--the strong, square figure of her husband
-waiting in the entrance of the glass door.
-
-She was actually within touch of him before she was aware of his
-presence, and then with a great start she lowered her flowers, while
-over her face there came a look that was like the sudden donning of a
-mask.
-
-"I thought you had gone," she said.
-
-"Not quite," said Jake.
-
-He bent slightly as she entered, stretched out a hand, took her by the
-chin, and kissed her mask-like face.
-
-She endured his action with the most complete show of indifference,
-neither returning nor avoiding his caress. A faint, faint tinge of
-colour showed in her cheeks as with scarcely a pause she passed on into
-the room; that was all.
-
-"It is getting late," she observed. "I think you had better go."
-
-Jake's eyes, red-brown and shining, followed her with a masterful
-expression as she moved to the table and laid down her flowers, marking
-the queenly bend of her neck, the cold majesty of her pose.
-
-He said nothing for the moment, merely took his pipe out of his pocket
-and began to fill it.
-
-Maud went to the sideboard for a vase. Her movements were very
-measured, very stately. She did not so much as glance towards the man
-who watched her. The old quick nervousness of manner had gone utterly
-from her. She was like a marble statue endued with a certain icy
-animation.
-
-"You don't look exactly--excited," remarked Jake, as he finally stuck
-his pipe into his mouth.
-
-She smiled, a cold, aloof smile, saying nothing.
-
-He lighted his pipe, his eyes still upon her. "Say, Maud," he said,
-between the puffs, "why don't you come too?"
-
-She raised her beautiful brows a little at the question and slightly
-shrugged her shoulders.
-
-"You don't want to?" pursued Jake.
-
-Her blue eyes met his for a single instant. They were dark and remote
-as a deep mountain tarn. "Not in the least," she said.
-
-He swung round with a jingle of spurs and came to the table by which she
-stood.
-
-"What if I wish you to come?" he said.
-
-The faint, cold smile still drew her lips. She had begun already to
-arrange her flowers.
-
-"Of course your wish is law," she said.
-
-He leaned towards her, laying an abrupt hand upon hers. "Maud!" he
-said.
-
-She became still on the instant, but she did not look at him or attempt
-to avoid the tobacco smoke that curled between them.
-
-"Maud," he said again, and there was a hint of pleading in his voice,
-"why can't you be friends with me? Surely I'm not all that hard to get
-on with!"
-
-She kept her eyes lowered. The pale composure of her face did not vary
-as she made reply. "I am sorry if you are not satisfied. I thought you
-had got--all you wanted."
-
-He pulled the pipe from his mouth and laid it on the table. "Do you
-think any man is satisfied with husks?" he said.
-
-Her lip curled a little. She said nothing.
-
-He took her by the arms, not violently but with firmness. "Maud," he
-said, and there was urgency in his voice, "where's the use of behaving
-like this? Do you think it's going to make life easier, happier? Is it
-doing God's work in the world to be always fighting the inevitable? I'm
-rough, I know; but I'm white. Why can't you take me as I am, and make
-the best of me?"
-
-He had never thus appealed to her before. She stood stiffly between his
-hands. But still she did not look at him. Her eyes were upon the
-flowers on the table that lay scorching and slowly shrivelling under his
-pipe.
-
-"I really don't know what you want," she said, in a tone of cold
-aloofness.
-
-"And don't care!" said Jake, with sudden vehemence. "On my soul, I
-sometimes think to myself that if you treated Sheppard as you treat me,
-he had some reason for giving you a hiding."
-
-Her eyelids quivered sharply at the rough allusion, but she did not
-raise them. "You are rather--hard to please," she said, in a low voice.
-
-"Am I?" said Jake. "And do you ever try to please me by any chance?"
-
-A slight tremor went through her. "I give you submission--obedience,"
-she said. "You have--all that you married me for."
-
-"Have I?" said Jake. His voice was suddenly ironical. "Ah, my girl, you
-know a mighty lot about that, don't you? And have I also your
-confidence, your goodwill, your--friendship?"
-
-Her eyes flashed him a look of swift protest. "They were not a part of
-the bargain," she said.
-
-"Damn the bargain!" said Jake, with force. "If I didn't want them, what
-did I want?"
-
-Her eyes comprehended him and fell again. She said nothing.
-
-He held her by the shoulders and gave her a sharp shake as if to bring
-her to her senses.
-
-"P'raps you think I'm brutal," he said. "But you treat me as I wouldn't
-treat any brute in creation. Why do you never speak to me? Why do you
-never kiss me? On my oath, you starve me of all that's good in life and
-yet expect me to remain civilized."
-
-She made no attempt to free herself, nor did she utter remonstrance of
-any kind. If the grip of his hands hurt her, she did not show it. She
-stood in utter silence.
-
-Slowly Jake's hold relaxed. The fierceness went out of it. He stood
-for a few seconds watching her, a deep frown between his brows.
-
-"I don't seem able to get hold of you somehow," he said at length. "And
-yet it ain't for want of trying. Say, Maud, can't you be decent to me
-for a bit now the little chap is coming? He'll notice, sure, if you're
-not. Guess we don't either of us want him pestering around with
-questions."
-
-There was a species of half-grudging persuasion in his voice. He held
-her as though at the faintest sign of encouragement he would have drawn
-her into his arms.
-
-But Maud made no such sign. She stood motionless. Without looking at
-him she spoke.
-
-"I can't pretend to love you. You see,--I don't."
-
-He made a sharp gesture--such a gesture as a man might make if stabbed
-in the back. A very bitter look came into his eyes. It was as if an
-evil spirit looked gibing forth. They glittered like the red flare of a
-torch.
-
-"All right, my girl," he said, and his voice was soft and slow and
-wholly without emotion. "Then I continue my meal of husks."
-
-With the words he let her go, took up his pipe from the table, and left
-her. Mutely she watched him go. Then, as the sound of his footsteps
-died away, she sank on her knees by the table, burying her face upon the
-scorched and ruined flowers; and so she remained for a long, long time.
-
-Even the sympathy of Chops was lacking. He had followed his master and
-the dog-cart to the station to welcome the visitor for whom such loving
-preparations had been made. And he was being compelled to fly like the
-wild to keep pace with the flying wheels.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER II
-
- THE POISON PLANT
-
-
-The wheels of the dog-cart clattered back over the stone paving of the
-yard, and a wild whoop of welcome echoed through the place. A small,
-boyish figure leapt impetuously to the ground to be caught and fast held
-in Maud's straining arms.
-
-"Hullo, Maud! Hullo, Maud!" cried Bunny.
-
-He hugged her none the less ardently, hugged and kissed her. They had
-not seen each other for three months.
-
-Maud's greeting was quite inaudible; she could only hold him
-passionately close, feeling the abounding activity of his light young
-frame, and realizing with a great throb of rejoicing that the miracle
-had been wrought indeed. Bunny had been made whole.
-
-"I say, isn't it fine?" the boy cried eagerly. "I've been doing
-gymnastics and physical exercises to any amount. I can swim too, and Dr.
-Capper says I may learn to ride. Jake's going to teach me, aren't you,
-Jake? Oh, isn't it fine, Maud? Isn't it fine?"
-
-She held him a little from her, gazing at him fondly ere she gathered
-him close again. He was very slight and thin but he was taller than she
-had thought possible. The deep hollows about his eyes were far less
-marked than before, though his whole face bore that indelible stamp of
-suffering which had always made him older than his years.
-
-He gave her another hearty hug. "I'm as fit as a fiddler," he declared.
-"But I still have to do four hours flat on the floor every day. I told
-Jake I wasn't going to do it any more, but he swears he'll tie me down
-to the table-legs if I don't. You're a sport, aren't you, Jake?"
-
-He left his sister abruptly to attach himself to Jake whose threats of
-violence were plainly a huge attraction to his boyish mind.
-
-Jake thrust an arm about the narrow shoulders. "We've got to make a man
-of you somehow, my son," he said. "And Capper is very emphatic about
-keeping up the treatment for another six weeks."
-
-"Yes, and after that I'm going to school," said Bunny, with the
-assurance of a man who holds the ruling of his own destiny. "There's
-Fairhaven College up on the hill, Jake. That'll do for me. And I'll be
-a weekly boarder, and you'll take me to races on Saturdays."
-
-But Jake shook his head. "Not at your time of life, young feller. No,
-when you go to school you'll stay there. You've got to make up for lost
-time. P'raps in the holidays we'll see. But I make no rash promises.
-Now, Mrs. Bolton, what about tea?"
-
-They went within to the meal prepared in the sunny parlour with its door
-thrown open to the garden.
-
-They sat at the table, Bunny alert, excited, radiant; Jake cheery and
-indulgent, bestowing his exclusive attention upon him; Maud, very quiet
-and reserved but watching the boy with eyes of shining affection that
-scarcely left him for a moment.
-
-He had so much to tell them of this treatment and of that, how at the
-beginning of things he had found it so hard to bear, and how the doctors
-had helped him through.
-
-"They were so awfully decent," he said. "There was one of 'em--Dr.
-Wyndham, who was no end of a swell. He used to come twice a week and put
-me through the most ghastly drill that rolled me out quite flat. He
-made me think of you, Jake. He was such a chap for getting his own way.
-Somehow I never could get ratty with him, though I used to dread the
-sight of him for ever so long. He soon got to know it, and he'd sit down
-by my side, and talk in a reassuring sort of way till he'd worked me up
-to it. He seemed to have no end of time to waste, and yet he was always
-ready; used to come in with his hands in his pockets and a funny smile
-on his face, and send the nurse packing because he knew I hated anyone
-looking on. I got to like him no end. You'd have liked him too, Maud.
-He was just our sort." And there he stopped suddenly, for the first
-time gazing fully at her. "Great Scott!" he said. "How queer you
-look!"
-
-"I?" said Maud, slightly startled.
-
-Bunny was looking at her hard. He turned abruptly to Jake. "Why does
-she lock like that? She hasn't been ill, has she?"
-
-Jake's eyes went to his wife's face. He regarded her critically for a
-moment.
-
-But before he could speak Maud hastily broke in. "Bunny! How absurd!
-Of course not! I am never ill. Jake, pass up his cup!"
-
-He obeyed in silence, and she received it with a hand that trembled.
-Her face was burning.
-
-"You look better now," said Bunny. "P'raps it's the heat. How do you
-amuse yourself nowadays? Is Saltash at the Castle?"
-
-She shook her head. "No. He left on the same day that you did. I have
-scarcely seen him since."
-
-"You have heard from him," said Jake, in the tone of one making a casual
-statement.
-
-She was silent for a second or two while she poured out Bunny's tea;
-then, without lifting her eyes, "Yes," she said. "I have heard from
-him."
-
-"Where is he?" asked Bunny. "Does he write often?"
-
-"Not often," said Maud. She suddenly looked across at Jake with eyes
-that seemed to fling a challenge. "I expect you know where he is," she
-said.
-
-"He is in town," said Jake.
-
-He met her look with the utmost deliberation, and almost at once she
-looked away.
-
-"I expect he'll be going to Scotland next month," said Bunny. "But I
-hope he'll come here first. I'd like to see him. Aren't there some big
-races at Graydown soon, Jake? Won't he come for them?"
-
-"I can't say what he'll do," said Jake, pulling out his pipe. "The
-Burchester Cup will be run in a fortnight."
-
-"Oh, Jake, old chap, do--do let me see that!" urged Bunny, with shining
-eyes. "Is the Mascot going to run again?"
-
-"No, not the Mascot this time,--the Albatross. You remember him?
-Reckon he ought to carry it off if his jockey is good enough." Jake
-spoke with something of a frown.
-
-Bunny was all eagerness. "The Albatross! Wasn't he the chap you were
-forcing into the water that day you first spoke to us? Yes, I remember
-him, of course--a beauty. Who's up, Jake? Isn't he any good?"
-
-"I wanted Vickers to ride him," Jake said. "He's been training. But he
-has just broken his thumb, confound him. That leaves it to Dick
-Stevens, and I don't feel just sure of him. He may pull it off; but
-he's not like Sam Vickers. The animals haven't the same faith in
-him,--any more than I have."
-
-He got up from the table as he spoke, and went to the mantelpiece for a
-match. Bunny gulped down his tea and sprang up also.
-
-"Say, Jake, I'm coming round the Stables with you," he said. "I won't
-be in the way."
-
-Jake, his clay pipe between his teeth, puffed forth a cloud of smoke,
-and turned. "Not to-night, my son. You've got another two hours'
-floor-drill before you. You go and do it!"
-
-Bunny's face fell. "Oh, damn it, Jake! Not to-night!"
-
-Jake's hand shot forth and grasped his shoulder. "Who taught you to say
-that?" he demanded.
-
-Bunny stared. "I don't know. Lots of fellows say it. Charlie often
-does."
-
-"I do myself," said Jake grimly. "But you're not to, savvy? I mean it.
-It ain't a mite clever, my son. It's beastly ugly. And you--you've got
-to be a gentleman if you do live under the roof of a bounder. Now you
-go and do as you're told, quick march! I shall know if you don't, and I
-shall know the reason why too. Take him upstairs, Maud; and if he don't
-behave himself, undress him and put him to bed!"
-
-He would have gone with the words, but Bunny with a red face stayed him.
-"I'll do as you tell me, Jake," he said, "but I won't be managed by
-anyone else. And I'm not a bit afraid of you. See?"
-
-Jake stopped, and the old kind smile that once had been so much more
-frequent lighted his face. "That's right, little pard; you've no call
-to be," he said. "But I won't have it said that you were brought up in
-a stable. And I won't have you hanging around with the boys in the yard
-either. Our language is not your language, and you're not to learn it.
-Now go and do your duty! I'll take you round the Stables to-morrow."
-
-He bestowed a kindly pat upon Bunny's shoulder, and departed.
-
-Bunny turned round to Maud. "What's the matter with him?" he said.
-
-She sat with her face to the window, her eyes fixed unseeingly upon the
-sunlit garden. "Nothing that I know of," she said, without moving.
-
-Bunny came to her side. "But, Maud, he isn't always like that, at least
-he used not to be."
-
-"Like what?" she said.
-
-Bunny was looking at her hard. "You used not to be like this either,"
-he said. "What's happened to you both?"
-
-She gave herself a sharp shake--it was almost like a shudder
-suppressed--and came out of her reverie. She met Bunny's questioning
-eyes with a smile.
-
-"My dear boy, nothing has happened. Don't look so suspicious! There!
-Come and let me look at you! Do you know I hardly know you? You seem
-so young."
-
-Bunny pushed an arm about her neck, and gave the kiss for which she
-yearned. "You look years older than you did," he said, with brotherly
-candour. "I thought you'd get on like a house on fire when you hadn't
-me to worry you, but you look more down in the mouth than ever."
-
-"I shan't now I've got you," she whispered, clinging to him. "I've
-missed you--horribly, dear."
-
-"I thought you would," said Bunny with complacence. "I missed you too at
-first. When they gave me that beastly massage, I used to howl for you."
-
-"Was it so terribly bad?" she murmured, holding him faster.
-
-"It was--unspeakable," said Bunny. "I shouldn't have stuck to it if
-you'd been there. As it was,--well, I couldn't help myself. But they
-were awfully kind too. No one ever pitched into me for behaving badly.
-They all seemed to take it for granted that I should. And when I began
-to get better, they were so jolly encouraging. But I'd rather be
-flogged every day for a year," ended Bunny, "than go through it all
-again."
-
-"Dr. Capper didn't tell me it would be so bad," said Maud.
-
-"No. Capper's a deep one. He didn't tell me either. He laughs about it
-now," said Bunny, "and says the end has fully justified the means. He's
-rather a card, but he's a fine chap. He is coming to see us before he
-leaves England. I made him promise. He'll be off before the end of
-August." Bunny stretched himself luxuriously. "How's the mother
-getting on?" he enquired.
-
-"I haven't seen her for quite a long time. I believe she is very busy,"
-Maud said. "They have discharged some of the servants at 'The Anchor.'
-I don't believe it answers. She was looking rather worried the last time
-we met. But she didn't tell me anything, except that times were bad."
-
-"They always are with some people," said Bunny. "I suppose Jake is
-quite prosperous, is he?"
-
-"Oh, quite, I think," she said in surprise. "Of course he is Charlie's
-paid man. Why do you ask?"
-
-"He looks a bit bothered," said Bunny. "P'raps it isn't that though.
-Come along! Let's go upstairs!"
-
-He twined his arm in hers. They went up side by side.
-
-A little later they separated, and Maud went to her own room. Down in
-the training-field below the orchard a solitary horseman was riding a
-young, untamed animal that fought savagely against his mastery, striving
-by every conceivable artifice to unseat him. She paused at the casement
-window and watched the struggle, marked the man's calm assurance, his
-inflexible strength of purpose, his ruthless self-assertion. And, as
-she watched, that evil thing that she nourished in her heart opened its
-first poisonous flowers and bloomed in rank profusion. She hoped with a
-sickening intensity that the animal would win the day, and that Jake
-Bolton would be killed.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER III
-
- CONFIDENCES
-
-
-Three days after Bunny's return, Maud drove him down in the dog-cart one
-afternoon to see their mother. She herself would not go into the Anchor
-Hotel. She had never entered it since that bitter day in the winter when
-she had thrown herself upon Jake's protection, nor had she exchanged a
-single word with her step-father since her wedding-day.
-
-Her mother seemed to have grown completely away from them, and would
-seldom be persuaded to visit her daughter even though Jake himself
-offered to fetch her. She had become fretful and irritable, and was in
-a certain measure vexed with Maud who had not apparently made the most
-of her opportunities. There was no denying the fact that they were
-drifting further and further apart, and to neither of them did the
-other's presence afford the smallest pleasure. Now that Lord Saltash had
-quitted the scene, Mrs. Sheppard took no further interest in her
-daughter's doings. She strongly suspected that it was in response to
-Maud's insistence that he had gone, and she was inclined to regard his
-absence as a personal grievance against her in consequence.
-Emphatically, Mrs. Sheppard was not improved by adversity. Her looks
-were fading, and her placid temperament had vanished. Giles was such a
-trial, life was so difficult. She had always acted for the best, but
-she never reaped any benefit therefrom. In fact, Fate had never been
-kind to her, and she was beginning to cherish a grudge in consequence.
-
-Bunny was by no means anxious to pay her a visit; it was only by Jake's
-commands that he went. Maud was a little surprised to find that he was
-developing a scrupulous regard for Jake's wishes. She drove the
-dog-cart into the stable-yard of "The Anchor" and left it there with a
-promise to return for him in an hour. Then she herself wandered down to
-the shore to pass the time.
-
-The day was sultry with a brooding heat. The sea lay wrapped in mist
-like a steaming sheet of molten lead. There was no sound of waves; only
-now and then the wailing cry of a sea-gull floated across the water, and
-sometimes there throbbed upon the heavy air the paddle of an unseen
-steamer beating through that silent waste of greyness.
-
-She had no sunshade, and the glare was intense, albeit the sun was
-veiled. Half-mechanically she turned her steps towards the shelter in
-which--how long ago!--Jake had made his astounding proposal of marriage.
-She felt miserable, depressed, sick at heart. The close weather did not
-agree with her. She was limp and listless, and she could neither eat
-nor sleep.
-
-She dropped wearily down upon the seat and leaned back with her eyes
-half-closed. Her head was aching dully, as if a heavy weight pressed
-upon it.
-
-There was no one in sight. That end of the parade was little
-frequented. The gay crowd preferred the vicinity of the
-bathing-machines where a little troupe of Pierrots were making merry.
-Now and then the raucous voice of the funny man of the party reached
-her, but it was too far away to disturb her. She was thankful for the
-attraction that kept the people away.
-
-Chops lay at her feet, snapping at the flies, grave, sympathetic,
-watchful. He was feeling the heat too, but he took it philosophically,
-with the wisdom of experience. He knew better than to chafe at the
-inevitable.
-
-Half-an-hour crawled away thus in dumb oppression while the atmosphere
-grew imperceptibly thicker, gradually extinguishing the sun-rays,
-darkening the world. At length a long ridge rose with ghostly
-suddenness on that flat desert of waters and swept shorewards, bursting
-upon the beach with a startling roar.
-
-Maud started and opened her eyes. In a moment she was on her feet,
-dismayed, irresolute. One glance at the ominous sky and sullen, glassy
-water told her that a storm was imminent. She could not stay in that
-exposed place. She would not contemplate taking refuge at "The Anchor."
-Whither could she go?
-
-She began to walk swiftly along the parade, Chops pacing sedately
-behind. The Pierrots were gone, the crowd scattered. She was sure that
-in a few moments there would be a terrific downpour.
-
-Another long swell showed like the back of a swift-moving monster on the
-face of the waters. It travelled landwards with incredible rapidity; it
-burst in thunder just below her. A great swirl of surf rushed up to the
-wall and receded to rejoin the inky water. And suddenly the blast of
-the storm caught her.
-
-Almost before she realized it, she was fleeing before it down the
-deserted road. Eddies of dust rose up under her feet, and sand whipped
-up from the beach stung her face. She raced the tempest, making for the
-nearest side-road to escape the unbroken fury with which it raged along
-the shore.
-
-As she tore across to the sheltering houses there came a blinding flash
-of lightning, and instantly overhead a splitting explosion that seemed
-to shatter the whole world. For a second or two she was checked in her
-wild career. She felt stunned. Then in a sweeping torrent the rain was
-upon her, and she stumbled towards the nearest doorway.
-
-Before she reached it, however, a voice called to her, a stout figure
-came running forth with amazing lightness, and two plump hands seized
-one of hers.
-
-"Come in, my dear, come in!" panted a wheezy voice. "Why, whatever
-brought you out in such a storm? You look scared to death. Come and
-sit down in my back parlour behind the shop! It's all right, dearie,
-all right. Don't be upset!"
-
-Gasping and unnerved, Maud tottered into the little shop, groping,
-clinging to her guide. The gloom without made almost impenetrable
-darkness within. She had not the faintest idea as to whither she was
-being led. But there was no hesitation about her companion. She
-pressed her forward till a glimmer of light revealed a window in a dingy
-little room beyond the shop, and here she deposited her with friendly
-firmness upon a horse-hair sofa, making her lean against a cushion sewn
-with beads while she recovered her breath.
-
-"Don't you be frightened any more, my dear!" she admonished her.
-"You're quite safe. Trust the dear Lord for that! The wind and storm
-are only fulfilling His Will. Poor child, you're all of a tremble!
-There, let's take your hat off! And I'll get you a cup of tea, dear.
-You'll be better then."
-
-Tenderly she removed the hat while Maud, panting and spent, lay limply
-against the cushion. Chops sat pressed against her, his silken head on
-her knee.
-
-"Why, look at him! It's just as if he's trying to tell you not to take
-on," said her rescuer. "There's a deal of soul in a dog, I always say.
-Now you know who I am, Mrs. Bolton, my dear, don't you? You don't feel
-as if you're taking shelter with a stranger?"
-
-"You are--Mrs. Wright," Maud said, speaking with an effort.
-
-"That's right, my dear. I felt sure you'd remember me. Now will you be
-quite comfortable if I run into the kitchen and make the tea? Or will
-you come along with me? I often think company is a good thing in a
-storm."
-
-Maud was recovering herself. She sat up with something of her usual
-quiet demeanour, though her heart was still beating unpleasantly fast.
-"Please don't trouble to get any tea for me!" she said. "If I may stay
-till the worst is over, I shall be very grateful. But I must go
-directly it gets better. My brother is waiting for me at 'The Anchor.'"
-
-Another terrible flash pierced the gloom, and she shrank involuntarily,
-one hand covering her face while the thunder crashed above them with a
-force that shook the house.
-
-As the dreadful echoes died away, she awoke to the fact that Mrs. Wright
-was kneeling stoutly beside her, one kindly arm pressing her close.
-
-"It's all right, darling. Don't shiver so!" she murmured maternally.
-"We're quite safe in the Lord's good keeping. He won't let us be harmed
-if we trust in Him."
-
-Maud made a slight gesture as though she would withdraw herself, and
-then the comfort of that motherly arm overcame her shyness. Very
-suddenly she let herself go into the old woman's embrace. She hid her
-face on the ample shoulder.
-
-"I'm not really frightened," she whispered piteously. "But oh, I'm so
-tired--I'm so tired!"
-
-"Poor lamb!" said Mrs. Wright compassionately.'
-
-She gathered her to her bosom rocking her softly in her arms as one who
-soothes a hurt child, and whispering endearing words from time to time,
-while Maud, spent and weary, wept silently there till with the shedding
-of tears some measure of relief came to her aching soul.
-
-She forgot the storm that raged around them; she forgot that Mrs. Wright
-was a comparative stranger to her; she forgot the passage of time and
-all besides in the blessed consciousness of another woman's sympathy
-compassing her round, sustaining, comprehending, lifting her up from the
-depths of despair into which she had lately sunk so low.
-
-"There then! There! You're better now," murmured Mrs. Wright at last.
-"Would you like to talk a bit, darling? Or shall we just pretend as
-there's nothing to talk about?"
-
-h But Maud was clinging to her, as a drowning person clings to a spar.
-"You're very good to me," she whispered tremulously.
-
-It was enough for Mrs. Wright. She proceeded with boldness. "It didn't
-become me to take the first step, dearie, you being a lady like you are,
-and me only a clumsy old woman. But I've had troubles myself, and I'm
-not blind. You aren't well, dear; you aren't happy. I was afraid that
-day in the winter, and I've been much more afraid since. I was wanting
-to step up and see you again; but then I wasn't sure as you 'd want me.
-But I've thought of you often and often, and poor Jake too."
-
-Maud shivered. "Life is horrible--horrible!" she said, and there was a
-quiver of passion in the words.
-
-"Ah, dear!" Mrs. Wright held her closer. "Maybe that's because you're
-not taking things just as you should. No, I don't suppose as it's your
-fault. I wouldn't presume. But there's ways and ways of looking at
-things. And sometimes, when a girl is hurried into marrying, like you
-were, she's likely to be a bit taken aback when she comes to realize
-what it means. And it is then maybe that she gets a wrong impression of
-men and their ways which is like to interfere with all happiness. But,
-you know, dearie, men are only a pack of children. Any woman can manage
-a man if she puts her mind to it, and he'll like her the better for it
-too. But if once a man gets the whip-hand, and knows it, that's fatal.
-A spoilt child soon becomes a tyrant."
-
-"Jake is no child!" Low and bitter the words came; Maud's face was
-buried deep in her new friend's shoulder. "He is nothing but--a brute!"
-
-"Lord love me!" ejaculated Mrs. Wright. And then very tenderly her hand
-began to smooth the girl's tumbled hair. "Has he been--that--to you?"
-she said. "Ah, dear, dear, dear! And what's going to happen, I wonder,
-when he knows what you're going to give him? No, don't shrink, darling!
-There's nothing to be ashamed of. Would you be ashamed if God sent an
-angel to lay a baby in your arms? For it's just that, darling. It is
-His gift. Aren't you going to thank Him for it? The first is so much
-the most wonderful. Think, dear, think of the little wee thing that
-will cling to you, cry to you, depend on only you!"
-
-Maud was shivering violently. She did not lift her head or speak.
-
-Mrs. Wright's hand did not cease to caress and soothe. "I am right,
-dear, am I?" she asked softly.
-
-And Maud's silence answered her.
-
-Thereafter there came an interval during which the loud patter of the
-rain was the only sound. Maud's tears had ceased. She sat bowed upon
-the old woman's breast as though she lacked the strength to lift
-herself.
-
-But presently, without moving, she spoke. "I suppose I am very wicked;
-but I don't feel like--that about it. I can't. I don't want it.
-You'll be dreadfully shocked, I'm afraid. I've never spoken my mind to
-anyone before. But--the fact is--I've never felt really married to Jake.
-I don't in my heart belong to him. And that makes everything wrong."
-
-"My dear! My dear!" said Mrs. Wright. "But he is your husband all the
-same. And you--you are the one woman in the world to him. He loves you
-as his own soul."
-
-Maud shook her head hopelessly. "Oh no, indeed he doesn't! He doesn't
-know the meaning of the word. If he did--things would be very
-different."
-
-"Dear heart, that's just where you go wrong--the beginning and end of
-the whole trouble," declared Mrs. Wright. "I knew he loved you that
-night last year at your mother's wedding-party. Why, it was shining in
-his eyes for all to see. Was he such a dunderhead then that he never
-told you so?"
-
-But at that Maud raised herself. She met the old woman's eyes in the
-gloom, her own heavy with bitterness.
-
-"Mrs. Wright, that was not love," she said, "or anything approaching to
-love." She paused a moment, as though the tragic words had cost her all
-her strength; then piteously she ended, "He told me he had a fancy for
-me; that was all. So for Bunny's sake--and partly for my own--I married
-him. And now I am the slave of that fancy."
-
-"Oh dear, dear, dear!" Mrs. Wright said again. "And has he never made
-love to you at all? What a silly fellow, to be sure! Men don't know
-anything; upon my word, they don't!"
-
-"I didn't like his methods of making love." Maud spoke with growing
-bitterness. "And I never suffered them. Oh yes, I have to endure them
-now. He takes whatever he wants. But every spark of affection or
-respect that I ever had for him went out one night in the winter when he
-came home the worse for drink."
-
-"Sakes alive!" exclaimed Mrs. Wright. "Not Jake!"
-
-"Yes, Jake." Maud spoke with tragic vehemence. "I saw him, and so did
-Charlie. We both knew it."
-
-"Who is Charlie?" questioned Mrs. Wright.
-
-A faint tinge of colour rose in the girl's pale face. "Lord Saltash.
-He is an old family friend of ours. He was always Charlie Burchester to
-us in the old days."
-
-"And he told you Jake was drunk?" demanded Mrs. Wright, with round,
-indignant eyes.
-
-Maud made a gesture of weary indifference. "He didn't actually tell me
-so. I think he didn't want me to know. But he couldn't deny it when I
-put it to him."
-
-"Then, my dear, he was very grievously mistaken," declared Mrs. Wright,
-with stout emphasis. "Jake was not drunk. He never drinks. Why, look
-at the man! His eyes are as clear as the day. Oh, believe me, dear,
-you've wronged him. You've wronged him cruelly. And that's maybe what's
-brought about all your trouble. For men can't put up with injustice.
-It's the one thing they can't abide, and I don't blame 'em."
-
-She paused. Maud was listening, but not as one convinced, or even
-greatly interested.
-
-"It doesn't really alter anything, whether it's true or not," she said.
-"I had begun even before that to know what sort of a man he was. I
-heard him using the most appalling language one day. That opened my
-eyes."
-
-"Not to you, dear, surely?" urged Mrs. Wright, looking momentarily
-shocked.
-
-"Oh no, not to me. I overheard it accidentally. But," Maud shivered
-again, "I've never forgotten it. Sometimes the memory of it turns me
-nearly sick!"
-
-"Oh, dearie me! What a pity! What a pity! And he loving you so!"
-Mrs. Wright put up a very tender hand, and stroked her cheek. "Poor
-little hurt princess!" she said. "If I could but open your eyes and
-show you how much true love there is behind his roughness! You'll see
-it some day. I'm sure of that. Please God some day quite soon! You're
-tired and heart-sick now, dear. But that'll get better as time goes on.
-And if you'll take an old woman's advice, you'll tell him soon of the
-little one that's coming. It'll maybe make all the difference to you
-both."
-
-But Maud drew back sharply at the bare suggestion. "I couldn't possibly
-tell him yet. I--I couldn't tell anyone."
-
-Mrs. Wright looked at her with eyes of motherly wisdom. "You'll feel
-different--presently," she said. "I know, dear, I know."
-
-"You don't know! You can't know!" Maud's voice was strangled. She
-seemed to be striving for self-control.
-
-"I do know." Very firmly Mrs. Wright made the assertion. "Just you
-listen a minute, dearie, and I'll tell you something that I've never
-told to mortal being before. I'm only just an ordinary old woman; but I
-am a woman, and I know what it means to--love the wrong man." She spoke
-impressively, but she did not seem to notice Maud's quick start. "When
-I was a girl, I was something of a belle. It seems funny now, don't it?
-But I attracted the attention of a good many young men, and I got a bit
-uppish in consequence. My poor Tom was the best of the bunch, and I
-always knew it, though I led him a fine dance before we came to walking
-out together. And then a young doctor's assistant came to the place,
-and--well, I'll not deny it now--we was both young and a bit flighty. We
-got larking together on them roundabouts one night at a fair, and after
-that we took to meeting one another on the sly, till, to cut it short, I
-fell in love with him--very badly in love. I ought to have known
-better, of course, for gentlemen like him don't marry little farmers'
-daughters like me. But I was young and inexperienced, and I thought his
-intentions were honest, till one night I found as they weren't. I've
-never ceased to thank the Almighty that I had the strength to send him
-about his business then and there. And I got engaged to Tom the
-following Sunday, and tried to forget it all. I wasn't in love with
-him, but I knew he was a good sort; and the match pleased my people who
-weren't too well-to-do. Well, I thought I was going to be happy in a
-home of my own, and I let everything be arranged, and I deceived myself
-into thinking that it was going to be all right. And then--when the
-wedding was over--I felt, quite sudden-like, sick, just sick, to think
-what I'd done. I didn't let on to Tom. He was such a good, solid man.
-I'd have died of shame if I had. I didn't let on to anybody. But I was
-that miserable. There were times, on and off, when I almost hated him.
-And then--well, then--I began to have hopes. It didn't help me a bit at
-first, but gradually, very gradually, the thought of poor Tom's baby
-purified me. And when I'd come through my trouble and little Tom was
-born, I felt as if I had been born again too, and all my regrets were
-gone. I never had 'em any more, dear, after that. And I got that fond
-of poor Tom, he never guessed. I thank the Almighty he didn't, for the
-morning as he died he told me so simple-like that I'd been the sunshine
-of his life from the very first day he ever met me." Mrs. Wright paused
-to wipe her eyes. "Poor Tom! I was never good enough for him," she
-said. "He was such a good, kind soul, and--luckily for me--he never saw
-an inch beyond his nose."
-
-She got up with the words, dismissing the subject with practical common
-sense.
-
-"Now I'm going to get you some tea, dear, and by that time it'll have
-left off raining. See! It's getting lighter already. I'm so glad you
-came this way. Maybe, you'll come again now, and if there's ever
-anything I can do, why, you've only to let me know, and it's as good as
-done."
-
-She bent, in response to Maud's silent gesture, and kissed her tenderly.
-"Try not to fret any more, darling! Everything will come right. I'm
-sure of it. I know Jake so well. You only know the rough side of him
-at present. There's a whole lot of reserve in Jake. He won't show you
-his heart so long as he thinks you've no use for it. Maybe, he's shy
-too. I've sometimes thought so."
-
-Maud turned from the subject with a sigh. In some subtle fashion old
-Mrs. Wright's confidences had helped her, but she felt as if the matter
-would not bear further discussion. "I shall never forget your kindness,"
-she said rather wistfully. "I wish I had come to see you long ago. I
-did mean to. And then there came Bunny's operation; and after
-that--after that--I felt too miserable."
-
-Mrs. Wright shook her head in gentle chiding. "Don't ever again stay
-away on that account, dear!" she said. "And do you know I've got a
-feeling that maybe he is miserable too? Why don't you try a little
-kindness, my dear? Do now! It's wonderful what a difference to sore
-hearts a little kindness makes."
-
-She bustled away with the words. She also knew that for the moment
-there was no more to be said. Yet there was a smile on her face as she
-closed the door--a wise, mother-smile that turned its plainness into
-beauty.
-
-"Poor children!" she murmured to herself. "They'll find each other some
-day. And then--dear Lord--how happy they'll be!"
-
-She permitted herself a little chuckle as she set the kettle to boil.
-Things always came right in the end.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IV
-
- THE LETTER
-
-
-Maud drove home with Bunny after the storm through an atmosphere washed
-clean of cloud and golden with evening sunshine. She found him very
-silent, and concluded that he had not greatly enjoyed himself.
-
-She asked few questions about his visit, and Bunny did not seem inclined
-to volunteer anything, till as they reined in to a walk at the steep
-hill by the church, he turned abruptly towards her and spoke.
-
-"I told the mother you were corresponding with Saltash."
-
-Maud started a little. "Really, Bunny!" she said, in a tone of protest.
-
-Bunny's face was red. He looked at her with a species of dogged
-defiance. "I didn't mean to tell her. It just came out. I don't see
-why she shouldn't know anyway. Jake knows."
-
-"There is not the faintest reason." Maud's tone was cold. She stared
-straight between the horse's ears with eyes that were fixed and hard.
-"I don't see why it should interest her, that's all. Charlie is such an
-old friend that surely there is nothing very surprising about it."
-
-"Or anything to get ratty about," said Bunny, with a touch of warmth.
-"That wasn't what I set out to tell you; but you do jump down a fellow's
-throat so. Of course the mother didn't see anything in it. Why should
-she?"
-
-"What were you going to tell me?" Maud's voice still sounded cold but
-she forced herself to smile. She had no desire to give offence to Bunny
-who was not always easy to conciliate.
-
-Bunny considered a moment. "Well, it has to do with Charlie. You know,
-he owns 'The Anchor.'"
-
-Maud's attitude relaxed. She turned towards him. "Yes, I know he does.
-He holds the mortgage, at least."
-
-"Yes, that's it; the mortgage." Bunny's face wore a troubled frown.
-"Well, it seems that the place isn't answering and they can't go on
-paying interest. In fact, they are badly in arrears already, and he--or
-his agent--is tightening the reins and threatening to sell them up. The
-mother is pretty desperate about it, but she was very particular that I
-wasn't to tell anybody but you. She says it means ruin, and no one can
-prevent it but Charlie--unless someone came along with a little money,
-which is the last thing likely to happen. She wants you to get hold of
-Charlie; says he will do anything for you, though I don't know how she
-knows that. In fact, she went on as if it was a matter of life and
-death. Say, Maud, do you really think they are going to be ruined?
-What would happen if they were?"
-
-Bunny looked at her with worried eyes. Evidently Mrs. Sheppard had
-succeeded in impressing him with the urgency of the situation.
-
-Maud shook her head. She had not the least idea. "How much money do
-they want to tide them over?" she asked.
-
-"Rather a lot," said Bunny uneasily. "Four hundred pounds at least, she
-said. I suppose it would be no good to write to Uncle Edward? He
-wouldn't do it for the mother, I know, but he might for you."
-
-"I couldn't ask him," Maud said. "I might if it were for you or myself.
-But not for Mother. I am sure he wouldn't do it."
-
-"It's a beastly mess," said Bunny gloomily. "You'll have to get round
-Charlie, there's no other way."
-
-"I must think," Maud said.
-
-They reached the top of the hill, and she shook the reins. In sober
-silence they trotted home.
-
-Jake was in the yard when they turned in. He came to meet them.
-
-"I've had a fine scare about you," he said, as he helped Bunny to
-descend. "Were you caught in the storm?"
-
-Sam Vickers came to the horse's head, and Maud followed her brother
-down. Jake did not offer to assist her. He was wearing neither coat
-nor waistcoat, only a white canvas shirt with rolled up sleeves,
-unbuttoned at the neck and displaying a good deal of brawny chest. His
-clay pipe was between his teeth, and the pungent scent of his tobacco
-seemed even more nauseating than usual.
-
-"No, we weren't caught," Bunny made answer. "I was at 'The Anchor,' and
-Maud took refuge with that old Wright woman who came here in the
-winter."
-
-"What? Old Mother Wright?" Jake turned to his wife with a smile of
-approval. "Been having tea with her, have you? I'm real pleased to
-hear it. You couldn't be in better company."
-
-Maud stiffened a little. Somehow his approval nettled her. "I took the
-first shelter within reach," she said coldly.
-
-Bunny stared at her as though astonished at something in her tone.
-Sharply Jake turned on him.
-
-"You trot in, my son, and do your floor-drill!" he said. "You've got
-just two hours before supper."
-
-Bunny coloured and flung away. "Oh, damn!" he said.
-
-He was on the step with Maud immediately behind him when Jake's voice
-arrested him. "Bunny!"
-
-It was a perfectly quiet voice, but it was the voice of authority.
-Bunny stopped short. "Well?"
-
-"You will do an extra half-hour for that after supper," Jake said.
-
-Bunny faced round, his face crimson. "Oh, I say, Jake! That's too bad.
-I didn't mean to say it, and anyway I can't do any extra time. It's
-beastly enough as it is."
-
-"I have said it," remarked Jake.
-
-Bunny clenched his hands. "Dash it all, you can't make me!" he said,
-his voice low and defiant.
-
-"No, no, you can't." Impulsively Maud broke in, her hand through
-Bunny's arm. "It's ridiculous and tyrannical. I won't have him bullied,
-Jake. You are to leave him alone."
-
-She spoke with vehemence, carried away by a gust of indignation. But
-the moment she had spoken, she realized that she had made a mistake.
-
-Jake said nothing whatever. He did not so much as look at her. But he
-did look at Bunny hard and straight, and in a moment the boy's attitude
-changed.
-
-He unclenched his hands with a gesture half-shamed, half-deprecatory.
-"All right, Jake," he said, in a tone of sullen submission; and to his
-sister curtly, "Shut up, Maud! You always make a mess of things."
-
-With the words he pulled himself from her hold and went within.
-
-She turned to follow him upstairs, but was checked by the knowledge that
-Jake was entering the house behind her.
-
-He did not speak, but it was certainly not of her own free will that she
-passed on to the parlour instead. Angry as she was, she yet would have
-avoided the encounter had it been possible.
-
-It was not possible. Jake followed her, grim as Fate, and in
-desperation she turned and faced him the moment she was in the room.
-
-"Jake," she said, in a voice that quivered in spite of her, "I can't
-have you interfering with Bunny--punishing him--like this. It's too
-much."
-
-Jake closed the door and stood against it. The sheer brute strength of
-the man had never been more forcibly apparent to her than at that
-moment; the thick, powerful neck and broad chest, the red-brown,
-lynx-like eyes, the merciless mouth, all seemed to mock her openly,
-exulting over her, dominating her.
-
-Like Bunny she clenched her hands, meeting the straight gaze of those
-glittering eyes with the defiance born of conscious impotence. "And
-another thing!" she said. "I wish you wouldn't come into the house in
-that horrible wild West attire. You look worse than any stable-hand. I
-don't know how you can expect Bunny to be civilized with such an example
-before him."
-
-She paused a moment, but, as he said nothing, rushed blindly on, finding
-silence intolerable.
-
-"You come in at all hours in the day with your horrible clay pipe and
-vile tobacco. You behave like a farm labourer; you use hateful language
-to the men; and still you take it upon you to--to mete out punishment to
-Bunny, because he has picked up, doubtless from you, an expression that
-is a household word in your daily life!"
-
-She stopped, for Jake had made an abrupt movement as if her fierce words
-had somehow pierced a joint in his armour.
-
-He came squarely forward, took his pipe from his mouth and knocked out
-the half-burned contents into the grate. She turned to watch him,
-feeling her heart racing like a runaway engine. And, so turning, her
-eyes fell upon a letter that lay upon the table. She could not read the
-address, but in a flash she recognized the handwriting, and suddenly the
-mad racing of her heart died down, so that it did not seem to be beating
-at all.
-
-Swiftly, while Jake was still intent upon his pipe, she reached across
-the table and picked up the letter. Her fingers felt the crest on the
-back of the envelope as she slipped it into her dress. She had fallen
-into the habit of walking to meet the postman of late, but to-day the
-storm had made her miss him. She hoped--earnestly she hoped--that Jake
-had not chanced to see the letter. She was sure his eyes had not rested
-upon the table.
-
-Her heart began to beat again with great leaps as Jake turned from the
-fireplace. She felt as if she had over-taxed her strength in opposing
-him, and yet now that she had begun she must go on,--she must!
-
-But still he did not speak, and, fascinated, she stood and watched him,
-saw him thrust the offending pipe deep into his breeches pocket, unroll
-the sleeves of his shirt, and button it at the neck.
-
-Then at last he came and stood before her and spoke. "I'm sorry I've
-offended you," he said.
-
-The words were so utterly unexpected that Maud literally gasped. She
-drew back before him as if he had threatened her. There was something
-about him at that moment that made her feel infinitesimally small and
-mean. She stood silent, dismayed, ashamed.
-
-Jake was looking straight at her with a steady intentness that seemed to
-search and search her soul. There was no anger in his face. She almost
-wished there had been.
-
-He waited for her to speak, but as she did not, broke the silence again
-himself. "I know my ways are not exactly polished. I'll try and mend
-'em. As for my language, I didn't know you had ever heard me in full
-swing. You were never meant to, anyway. As for Bunny, I guess he's
-your brother, and you've a right to stick up for him if you think he
-needs it. But I give you my word of honour--my oath if you like--that
-he'll never be one cent the worse for anything I may do to him. You can
-tell him from me that if he don't do that extra half-hour, I shan't say
-a word."
-
-Maud's lips quivered. She strove for dignity in the face of
-overwhelming defeat. He had beaten her as it were with his hands behind
-him. "He won't take it from me," she said. "You know that quite well."
-
-"That so?" said Jake. "Well, I reckon he'd better go through with it
-then. It won't hurt him. It'll do him good." He paused a moment,
-then, "Are you still feeling mad with me?" he asked.
-
-Her eyes fell before his. She did not understand his tone. It held a
-note of gentleness which she had not heard since the day of Bunny's
-operation. It was almost as if he were pleading with her, striving to
-pierce through her resentment. She found it very difficult to reply.
-
-"I--don't want to quarrel with you, Jake," she said at last, with an
-effort.
-
-Jake's intent look deepened, became for a moment almost intolerable.
-Then it passed. He even faintly smiled, albeit his smile had a touch of
-irony. "All right, my girl," he said. "Don't you worry any about that!
-I like you for being open with me. It's an almighty mistake to keep
-things back."
-
-He moved to the window with the words, stood a moment or two as if to
-give her an opportunity to call him back, then, as she remained silent,
-went down the steps into the garden and passed out of sight round the
-house.
-
-Maud was left with a stinging sensation of discomfiture that was
-compounded of doubt, indignation, and shame.
-
-She was relieved to think he had not seen the letter, but she hated the
-impulse that had moved her to conceal it.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER V
-
- REBELLION
-
-
-That letter from Saltash, written in French, contained the announcement
-of his approaching return. It was at her urgent written request that he
-had gone three months before. Somehow the very thought of him at the
-Castle had been intolerable after what had passed between them on the
-day of her return to her husband. But they had corresponded ever since.
-She could not refuse to receive and answer his letters. Her intimacy
-with Charlie was like a gem with many facets. He had an adroit fashion
-of flashing it before her hither and thither till, dazzled, she wondered
-if she had ever truly grasped its full value. Sometimes it seemed to her
-that it had been cut from the very bedrock of friendship, and at such
-times the realization of the sympathy that ever pulsed between them was
-a pure joy to her. At other times, remembering the strange impulses of
-the man, his sudden gusts of passion, swift misgiving would assail her
-and she would tell herself that she was making a terrible mistake. And
-then again she would catch a glimpse of his careless, butterfly
-temperament, and her doubts would vanish almost in spite of her. How
-could she take him seriously? His gay inconsequence made the hare
-notion seem ridiculous. They were pals, no more. True, he had offered
-to help her; but, knowing him through and through as she did, he was the
-last man in the world to whom she would really turn for help. And since
-she was so sure of herself, what had she to fear? Charlie was before all
-things a gentleman. There was nothing coarse or brutal about him. In
-his own words, where women were concerned, he did not take; he offered.
-For that very reason he was the harder to resist.
-
-But she knew him to be safe. That was the foundation of her confidence.
-She had no fear of him; he had always set her at her ease. Without
-virtue he might be, yet was he not without a certain code of honour. He
-tempted; therein lay the subtle attraction of the man; but he never
-compelled. He was selfish; oh yes, he was selfish, but he was also
-strangely, whimsically kind at heart. In all her experience of him, she
-had never found him merciless.
-
-And so she did not see why she should wholly deny herself the friendship
-which seemed to her to be the only good thing left in her life now. She
-had not wanted to see him, but now that he wrote to announce his return
-she found that she was glad. The first meeting with him might be a
-little difficult, but Charlie always knew how to deal with difficulties.
-He understood her; it would not be really hard. They would be friends
-again--just friends.
-
-She slipped the letter away with a smile. He always allowed himself a
-little more latitude when he wrote in French. It was but natural. It
-meant nothing, she knew. How could anyone take him really seriously?
-His soul was as elusive as thistledown. It was only in the realms of
-music that she ever really saw his soul.
-
-He did not say on what day he would return. She wondered if Jake knew,
-wondered if she could induce Bunny to ask him without betraying any
-interest in the subject herself. She was a little afraid of Bunny. His
-shrewdness embarrassed her. It was like a microscope, discovering
-things that otherwise would have escaped notice. She did not want to
-come under that microscope very often. There were some parts of her
-existence that would not bear it. She suspected that Bunny was already
-beginning to find out. She was sure that he was aware of a lack of
-sympathy between herself and Jake, and she wished she could have kept it
-from him.
-
-With regard to her mother's affairs also, she would have been glad if
-the boy had not been drawn into the discussion. It was characteristic of
-Mrs. Sheppard to fling her burden upon the first shoulder that offered,
-but Maud was fashioned otherwise, and she wanted Bunny to throw off his
-precocities and become like other boys. The thought of his education
-was beginning to weigh upon her. She wanted to talk about it to Jake,
-but somehow she did not know how to broach the subject. She wondered if
-she should write to Uncle Edward, but hesitated to do so. Letters were
-never satisfactory.
-
-She was pondering this matter as she undressed that night when a sudden
-thought struck her--a thought that darted through her like a flash,
-leaving a shining trail of possibilities behind. Why should they not
-accept the old man's invitation and go to him for a little while? He
-would be glad to see them, she was sure; and she would be glad--oh,
-unspeakably glad--to get away for a time. Face to face with him, she
-might even plead for her mother. She would infinitely rather be under an
-obligation to him than to Charlie.
-
-The idea drew her more and more. She wondered it had not occurred to
-her before. In the end, finding it still early, she sat down at the
-table and began to scribble a hasty note. She determined that she would
-not tell Jake until Uncle Edward's reply reached her. She felt
-convinced that it would contain the invitation she was soliciting.
-
-Feverishly she penned her appeal. Would he invite them to spend a few
-days? Bunny was well, or nearly so; she herself was feeling the heat,
-and would like a change. Jake--, no, she found she could not mention
-Jake. With trembling fingers she brought the note to an end.
-
-She had scarcely finished addressing the envelope when she heard Jake's
-step on the stairs. Startled, she caught up letter and writing-case,
-and pushed them into a drawer. He seldom retired late, but she had not
-expected him so early as this. Swiftly she turned, shut the door that
-led into his room, blew out her lamp and slipped into bed.
-
-But he did not pass on to his own room. He stopped at the door of hers,
-paused a second, then quietly opened it. She heard the creak of his
-gaiters as he entered. He had a candle in one hand; he put up the other
-to shield it from the draught, and the door blew gently to behind him.
-
-Maud leaned against her pillow and watched him. Her heart was beating
-very fast. She wondered if he had heard her hasty movements of the past
-few moments.
-
-He came to her side and set down his candle. "Say, Maud," he said, "I
-saw your light go out, so I guessed you weren't asleep."
-
-Maud's eyes, blue-black and sombre, looked up to his. "What do you
-want?" she asked him coldly.
-
-He stood squarely beside her. "I wanted just to speak to you," he said,
-"and I thought if I waited to undress, maybe you'd be asleep."
-
-With the words he sat down rather heavily in the chair by her side, and
-there fell a silence, a dragging, difficult silence. Maud's heart was
-beating very fast. Had he come to talk about that letter from Saltash?
-Was he about to make a scene?
-
-His stillness began to act upon her nerves. She turned towards him
-restlessly. "Oh, what is it?" she said, veiling her doubt with a show
-of impatience.
-
-He stretched out a strong hand and took one of hers. "It's you, my
-girl," he said, and in his voice was a note of anxiety that partly
-reassured her. "You've not been yourself lately. Guess there's
-something the matter."
-
-"There is nothing the matter," she said hastily.
-
-He held her hand closely. "You've no call to be afraid of me," he said
-gently. "Maybe, I've been rough and rude at times. I've never meant
-it, my princess. I can't live up to you always; but I try,--God knows I
-try!"
-
-A sudden tremor sounded in his voice; he became abruptly silent.
-
-Maud's hand was hard clenched in his. She did not look at him; but the
-beating of her heart rose up between them--a hard, insistent drumming
-that she was powerless to control.
-
-After a brief space he spoke again, his voice quite steady and
-controlled. "Reckon you're not happy. Reckon you're not well either.
-I've been thinking maybe you'd like to go away for a spell--you and the
-boy. If so, I'm willing to manage it. It'll be a bit of a rest for
-you."
-
-He paused. The clenched hand he held had made a sharp, convulsive
-movement as if at a sudden twinge of pain. Maud lay breathing rapidly,
-her eyes fixed upon the flame of the candle.
-
-He waited a few moments; then, "What do you think of the proposition, my
-girl?" he asked.
-
-She turned her head slowly towards him. "Bunny and I alone?" she said.
-
-"That's the idea," said Jake.
-
-Her eyes met his resolutely, with a certain challenging directness. "As
-a matter of fact, I had thought myself that we might go to Uncle Edward
-for a little," she said.
-
-He showed no surprise. "You would like that?" he asked.
-
-"Yes." She spoke with instant decision.
-
-"Then go!" said Jake. He set her hand free with the words, but he
-remained seated as if he had something further on his mind. "By the
-way," he said, after a moment, "I had a letter this evening."
-
-She started. "A letter?"
-
-"Yes." Very deliberately he answered her. "I met the postman and took
-it from him at the door."
-
-"Ah!" It was scarcely more than a whisper. She shrank against her
-pillow with a gesture wholly involuntary.
-
-Jake's eyes were upon her, alert, unswerving, dominating. "My letter
-came from Capper," he said quietly. "He is coming to us in a few days;
-he wants to see Bunny again before he leaves England."
-
-"Oh, surely we needn't wait for him!" With a sudden rush the words
-came; she spoke with feverish vehemence. "If we really are going away,
-let us go soon!" she urged. "Why should we wait?"
-
-"I thought maybe you'd like to say 'Thank you' to Capper before he
-goes," said Jake.
-
-"But I needn't see him for that," she said, in growing agitation. "I'll
-write."
-
-Jake was silent.
-
-"He will very likely sail from Liverpool," she went on. "Be could come
-and see Bunny there."
-
-Jake bent towards her. "Say, Maud," he said in his soft slow way,
-"don't be upset any. If you're not wanting to meet Capper, it's all one
-to me. But, my girl, there ain't anything he could tell me about you
-that I don't know already."
-
-Her face flamed scarlet. For the moment she was furious with an
-indignation that burned intolerably. Her very soul felt on fire. It
-was more than she could bear.
-
-"Oh, go away!" she cried out fiercely. "Go, I say! Go! You make me
-hate you more and more every day--every night!" He rose on the instant.
-For a few quivering moments she thought she had roused him to anger, for
-his eyes glowed in the dimness like a slow-burning fire. And then in
-utter silence he turned away. He went into his own room, and softly
-closed the door.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VI
-
- THE PROBLEM
-
-
-"He's going to be a winner, is he?" asked Saltash, flicking the ash from
-his cigarette as he stood in the training-field with Jake.
-
-"That depends how he's ridden, my lord," said Jake dryly. "He is a hot
-favourite."
-
-"Pity you can't ride him yourself," observed Saltash, watching the
-Albatross with a critical eye as he cantered down the field. "Who is in
-the saddle? Not Vickers?"
-
-"No. Vickers is incapacitated. I have put Stevens up. He seems keen
-for the chance, though I'm not so keen to give it him," Jake spoke with
-grimness.
-
-"He ought to pull it off," said Saltash.
-
-"He ought, my lord." Jake's tone lacked conviction notwithstanding.
-
-Saltash turned. "What's the matter with the lad? You don't seem over
-enthusiastic about him."
-
-Jake flicked at a clump of nettles with his riding-whip. "I've done my
-best to shape him, but he's a bit of a cur. The animals don't trust
-him."
-
-Saltash uttered a careless laugh. "Oh, you always were an adept at
-reading the equine mind. Come along and show me the latest offspring!
-What was it you called him? The Hundredth Chance? A curious name to
-choose!"
-
-Jake's grim face relaxed to a smile. "Oh, he's in the paddock along
-with his mother. He promises to be the most valuable animal in the
-Stables. He'll carry everything before him when the time comes."
-
-"Is that why you've given him such a hopeful name?" asked Saltash.
-
-Jake uttered a brief laugh. "Even so, my lord. He carries my luck with
-him wherever he goes."
-
-"You're a queer fish, Bolton," observed Saltash, turning to leave the
-field.
-
-The paddock lay on the further side of the orchard, and here they found
-the pride of Jake's heart, a frisky black foal who kicked up his heels
-and scampered at the sight of him.
-
-"He'll take some taming presently," commented Saltash.
-
-"And he'll knock spots off any animal I have ever had to tame," said
-Jake.
-
-Saltash laughed again with nonchalant interest. "If ever there were the
-right man in the right place, it is you," he said. "Can we go back
-through the garden? I believe that's the shortest way." He spoke with
-a wary glance in the direction whither he wished to go. A white figure
-was visible on the steps that led into the parlour. "I hear Mrs. Bolton
-is away," he added, immediately averting his eyes.
-
-Jake turned in his sturdy fashion, and began to walk towards the house.
-"No, she is at home for the present," he said. "We are expecting
-Capper. In fact the lad has gone to the station to meet him."
-
-"What! Bunny? Is he really all right? Capper must be a magician!"
-ejaculated Saltash.
-
-"He is the biggest man I know," said Jake simply.
-
-They approached the house. The white figure had disappeared.
-
-Saltash chatted inconsequently, strolling along with a cigarette between
-his lips, and a confident smile on his dark face. He had come down as
-usual unexpectedly, but she was probably aware of his advent. His car
-was awaiting him in the stable-yard. He did not think she would suffer
-him to pass the window unnoticed.
-
-Yet as he drew near she made no sign. Chops came smiling down the steps
-to greet him, and he paused at once to fondle the dog.
-
-Jake paused also, but he did not invite him to enter. He stood pulling
-at the lash of his riding-whip, stolidly patient, awaiting his patron's
-pleasure.
-
-Suddenly Saltash looked up. "I believe your guest has arrived, Bolton.
-You'd better go. Never mind me!"
-
-There came undoubtedly the sound of wheels from the other side of the
-house. Jake glanced towards the gate that led thither. Saltash bent
-again over the dog.
-
-"You'd better go," he reiterated. "I won't show. Don't let me keep
-you!"
-
-Jake raised a hand to his cap and turned away.
-
-Instantly Saltash straightened himself. He uttered a low, clear
-whistle, and almost immediately Maud, clad in white, came to the window.
-He sprang up the steps in a single bound and caught her hands into his
-own.
-
-"I had your letter," he said. "Quick! When can you meet me?"
-
-Maud was gasping a little. Her face was deeply flushed. "Charlie! You
-are so sudden! I only want--a few minutes alone with you."
-
-He held her hands. "When?" he said.
-
-His eyes were gazing into hers freely, ardently; but he was laughing as
-he always laughed, ready to turn his ardour into a joke at a moment's
-notice.
-
-She hesitated.
-
-"Quick!" he said. "They are coming, and I must go. Come down to the
-orchard-gate after dinner to-night! Jake and Capper will be smoking. No
-one will know, Queen Rose. That is settled then. I shall be at the
-gate alone." He laughed under his breath, lifted her hands to his lips,
-made a wide gesture as if he would clasp her in his arms, laughed again
-as she drew back, and wheeling, sprang down the steps and was gone in a
-moment round the side of the house.
-
-Maud's cheeks were burning. She turned to meet the visitor with the
-feeling of one who has had a sudden rapid fall through space. She was
-not sure of the ground beneath her feet.
-
-She did not know how she greeted Capper, but somehow the difficult
-moment passed. She was convinced afterwards that her manner had been
-perfectly normal, for the atmosphere was quite natural and free from
-strain. In a very few minutes they were all seated round the tea-table,
-and to her relief Bunny, and not she, was the centre of observation and
-general topic of their talk.
-
-She feared that when tea was over Capper would seek her out; but he did
-not. He went round the Stables with Jake.
-
-She went to her own room to rest and recover her composure. It was true
-that she had wanted to see Charlie alone; in fact it had become
-essential to her mother's interests that she should do so. But she had
-not altogether expected so prompt a reply to her request. She wished
-she could have made some more ordinary arrangement. She wished with all
-her heart that she had had the presence of mind to veto his suggestion.
-It had never been her intention to meet him secretly and at night. Not
-that she cared personally how or when she met him. Their friendship was
-too old for that. But she did not like secrecy. Small as was the
-confidence she extended to her husband, she yet had no desire to exclude
-him deliberately from the knowledge of her doings. She did not wish to
-commit any act, however innocent, which might appear suspicious in his
-eyes.
-
-The thing was unavoidable, however, the appointment was made. She could
-not leave Charlie to wait in vain. For this once she must run the risk
-and trust to luck to bring her through. It would not be a long
-interview; she was fully determined upon that point. And she would
-never agree to another on the same clandestine lines. She must assert
-her independence, and meet him openly. Jake must learn to trust her.
-She must not suffer him to interfere with her liberty of action. If he
-were ridiculous enough to be jealous, that was his affair. She would
-not allow herself to be influenced by such an absurd attitude. She never
-questioned his doings; she must not suffer him to question hers. So she
-sought to reassure herself the while her uneasiness grew.
-
-She put on a dress of black lace when the supper-hour drew near. It
-made her look even paler than her wont, but she gave scarcely a thought
-to her appearance. Her mind was weighed down by far more serious
-matters.
-
-Even the prospect of a _tete-a-tete_ with Dr. Capper hardly disquieted
-her, and when she discovered him on the garden-steps of the parlour she
-went forward to join him without hesitation.
-
-His greeting of her was full of kindness; there was nothing
-disconcerting about his attitude.
-
-"I was just thinking about my friend Rafford," he said. "You remember
-him? And how mad he went over that piece of statuary at Burchester
-Castle? But, strange to say, it's not the anatomy that interests him
-any longer. It's the face."
-
-She felt herself colour a little. "If it bears any resemblance to me,
-it is purely accidental," she said.
-
-"Or rather, a coincidence," amended Capper. "It's a fine piece of work
-anyway. But he is nothing of a judge. Guess it's just the humanity of
-the thing that gets him."
-
-"It's rather a painful study," Maud said.
-
-"Ah, but it leaves endless possibilities. That is where the genius of
-the sculptor displays itself. Rafford saw that. 'The hotter the
-furnace, the purer the gold,' he said to me; 'if I had the naming of
-that work I'd call it _The Crucible or Seven Times Purified_.'"
-
-"What a peculiar point of view!" Maud exclaimed, almost in spite of
-herself.
-
-Capper assented. "Raff is highly imaginative. He has a very long
-perspective. A bit of a dreamer too. If it weren't for that, I should
-prophesy a great future for him. But there's no time for dreaming in
-this world. You must either hustle through or be content to stand aside.
-You can't do both."
-
-"I don't like hustling," Maud said, with a smile.
-
-He made her a bow. "No, you are English. But Raff has not that excuse.
-That's why I doubt if he ever gets there. He needs to be up against a
-thing before he considers it worth while. That's not the way to win out
-handsomely. It's the way to get whipped off the field."
-
-"Always make for the crest of the wave!" said Jake's voice behind them.
-"You may get there--some day--if you're lucky; though it's more likely
-you'll be dragged under and swamped."
-
-Capper turned to him. "Not you, Jake!" he said. "You're a born winner.
-I'm sure Mrs. Bolton will bear me out there."
-
-Jake's hand descended upon his wife's shoulder. "Mrs. Bolton doesn't
-know my capabilities in that respect at present," he remarked dryly.
-"She has only witnessed the start."
-
-Maud did not turn her head. "You are all invincible, of course," she
-said.
-
-Bunny's advent diverted the conversation. He could think and talk of
-nothing but the forthcoming races at Graydown which had been fixed for
-the end of the week, and which he had prevailed upon Jake to allow him
-to attend.
-
-Capper, though not particularly enthusiastic, was to remain for them,
-"just to see Jake come out on top," as he expressed it. It was taken
-for granted by all that Maud would go too, and she supposed she would do
-so; but she took no part in the conversation which Bunny found so
-all-absorbing. She was too occupied with the thought of Charlie.
-
-There was no need for her to talk. She sat silent and abstracted while
-the protracted discussion went on around her. Bunny had learned more
-about the animals in ten days than she had discovered in as many weeks,
-and Capper listened with amused indulgence. It all went over her head,
-and no one seemed to notice her aloofness.
-
-Bunny would gladly have sat up till late, but Jake would not permit
-this. He ordered him off to bed on the stroke of nine, and Bunny went
-without demur. He was learning to obey his brother-in-law without any
-thought of rebellion. Maud noted the fact bitterly. It was another
-proof to her of the despotic mastery of Jake's personality. He ruled
-them all.
-
-She herself rose from the table upon Bunny's departure, and as she did
-so she was for the first time conscious of Capper's critical scrutiny.
-It passed almost immediately as he sprang to his feet to open the door.
-
-"I shall have the pleasure of seeing you again?" he asked.
-
-She bent her head. "I am only going to fetch a wrap for the garden."
-
-He smiled and bowed her out.
-
-Jake was in the act of lighting a cigarette when he returned to the
-table. He proffered the end of it to Capper, and as the latter stooped
-to kindle his own their eyes met. Capper's held a question that could
-scarcely be ignored.
-
-Half-reluctantly Jake removed his cigarette and spoke. "It's the biggest
-problem I've ever been up against."
-
-Capper puffed forth a cloud of smoke. "What's troubling you?"
-
-Jake sat down heavily. "She ain't pleased--not any. Life is damnably
-difficult. I thought I was going to make her happy, but I've made an
-almighty failure of it. She used to just tolerate me in the old days;
-but now--she hates the very sight of me. The mere thought of bearing me
-a child seems to drive her clean crazy."
-
-He ceased to speak and sat bowed in his chair, his chin on his breast,
-his eyes gazing sombrely forth under bent brows.
-
-Capper was still on his feet. He stood cracking his fingers one after
-the other with meditative regularity. His eyes, very green and shrewd,
-rested upon Jake's head that shone like copper in the lamplight.
-
-There fell a silence of several seconds; then at length with another
-great puff of smoke he spoke. "Guess it's just a case for patience,
-Jake, my lad. These things right 'emselves, you know, when the time
-comes. It's wonderful how childbearing softens a woman. And you love
-her. That'll make a difference too--when the time comes."
-
-Jake did not look up. "God knows I do," he said slowly. "But you know,
-Doc--" he seemed to be speaking with something of an effort--"I don't
-fancy she knows it."
-
-"Oh, shucks!" Capper exclaimed. "She wouldn't be a woman if she
-didn't."
-
-Jake shook his head despondently. "I suppose I'm just a brute beast.
-She thinks so, and I can't show her anything different now. Maybe I am
-more flesh than spirit; but for all that she is the one woman I want,
-and none other could ever satisfy me now. But I haven't got her. Even
-when I hold her in my arms, she ain't there. And she has never kissed
-me, never once."
-
-Again he ceased to speak, and Capper pulled at his beard and said
-nothing.
-
-There fell a long silence between them through which the grandfather
-clock in the corner ticked with a melancholy beat. It was like the
-heart of a tired man.
-
-Jake's cigarette hung neglected between his fingers which almost trailed
-on the floor. His eyes still stared before him as though they saw one
-thing, and only one.
-
-Capper smoked with scarcely a pause. His yellow face was very
-thoughtful His cigarette came to an end, and he dropped it smouldering
-on to a plate. Then he turned and laid a kindly hand upon Jake's
-shoulder.
-
-"Keep a stiff upper lip, my son! I guess she's yours for the winning,
-or she will be. It's no good trying to understand a woman's moods. You
-never will do that as long as you live. But she'll come to you in the
-end, sure. Give her all the rope you can! If she hasn't any use for you
-at present, it'll come."
-
-"Will it?" said Jake rather bitterly. "I reckon I'm further away from
-winning her now than I've ever been. Once--it's ages ago--she came to me
-and cried out her troubles on my shoulder. She'd no more dream of doing
-that now than she'd dream of flying. She'd be more likely to--" He
-broke off short.
-
-"What?" said Capper.
-
-Jake sat slowly up. His eyes still seemed to be fixed upon some
-definite object. "I was going to say," he said, in a voice that had
-become peculiarly soft and deliberate, "that she'd be more likely to
-carry her troubles to Saltash. But I don't think exactly that. He's too
-crooked to hold a woman's confidence. No woman with any sense would
-trust him."
-
-He grasped Capper's hand and looked up with a curious smile.
-
-"It would be a pity to have to shoot a freak like Saltash; wouldn't it?"
-he said. "Reckon a good many women would miss him."
-
-His eyes shone red for a moment, then he uttered a laugh that seemed to
-dismiss the subject.
-
-"Come into the garden and see the moon rise!" he said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VII
-
- THE LAND OF MOONSHINE
-
-
-The dew was thick on the orchard grass as Maud ran down under the trees.
-An orange moon was rising behind them and the shadows lay deep and
-mysterious across her path. The wind blew fresh from the sea, sweeping
-the wide down, bringing relief after the heat of the day.
-
-She was trembling as she went, yet as she neared the trysting-place she
-checked herself and walked with some dignity. She did not want to
-arrive in a state of agitation. She was sure he would be waiting for
-her. She was sure, she was sure!
-
-Yes, he was there. They saw each other simultaneously, and in a moment
-he had sprung to meet her with the ardour she knew so well. Her hands
-were in his almost in the same instant. He held them closely,
-lingeringly.
-
-"At last!" he said.
-
-Rather breathlessly she made response. "Yes, but I can't stay. I want
-to speak to you--only to speak to you--about my mother."
-
-"Good heavens!" said Saltash. His hold relaxed for a second, then
-tightened again. "My dear girl, how absurdly prosaic of you to come to
-me on such a night as this and talk about anybody or anything on earth
-besides ourselves! I won't allow it and that's a fact."
-
-She laughed a little unsteadily. "But it is just that I have come for,
-Charlie; and nothing else. And I can't stay either. You must let me
-say what I have to say quickly, and then go."
-
-He drew her gently through the gate and led her to the summer-house
-close by that overlooked the down. The moonlight filtered in upon them
-through a lattice-work of leaves.
-
-"Don't tremble, _ma belle reine_!" he said. "You shall go whenever you
-will. But need we waste to-night? I will call upon you formally in the
-morning if you desire it and talk about anything you wish."
-
-She sat down with the feeling of one who moves beneath a spell, and
-after a moment he sat beside her, still lightly holding her hand. Yes,
-she was at liberty to go whenever she would; and yet she could not, she
-could not!
-
-The witchery of the hour was upon her. It was not the first time that
-they had sat thus, he and she, hand in hand, wrapped in the mystery and
-romance of a summer night. Her thoughts went back with a bitter pang to
-the old dear dream. Ah, why had she sent him from her? She had obeyed
-the instincts of her soul, perchance; but she had wrecked her life to do
-it. Why? Why?
-
-He was speaking, leaning to her, his swarthy face against her shoulder.
-"Maud, let us forget the world to-night! Never mind what brought you!
-Just remember that you are here--in the land of moonshine--with me!"
-
-She turned at his voice; she yielded ever so slightly to the subtle
-drawing of his hand. "But let me speak, Charlie!" she whispered. "I am
-so troubled. I want your help."
-
-"It is yours for ever," he made answer. "You have but to command."
-
-"That is a promise?" she urged.
-
-"My solemn promise," said Saltash. "Now--shall we forget?"
-
-His voice was full of a tenderness that stirred her to the depths. A
-piteous sob caught her throat; she put up a swift, silencing hand. "Oh,
-if I only could!" she said.
-
-"You can," said Saltash. He moved also, slid a gentle arm about her.
-"Close your eyes, dear heart, and forget all your troubles!" he
-whispered. "I can charm them all away."
-
-She shook her head. Her eyes were full of tears. "I am caught in the
-whirlpools, Charlie," she whispered back. "I shall never get away. All
-the romance is gone out of my life--for ever."
-
-"I can bring it back," he said.
-
-Her tears overflowed. She could not hold them back. "I wish I were
-dead!" she said.
-
-The arm that encircled her grew gradually tense like the tightening of a
-coil. "Come to me!" he murmured. "Listen to your own heart and come!
-What does it matter what lies behind? Put it all away from you--and
-come!"
-
-She suffered his arm, but she yielded herself no further to it. "I
-can't," she said hopelessly. "I--can't."
-
-"Why not?" he urged. "Haven't I waited long enough? Are you afraid?"
-
-She bent her head, covering her face. "Oh yes, I am afraid--afraid.
-Life is so dreadful. It is full of--terrible consequences."
-
-It had come upon her so suddenly. She had as it were stepped out of
-prison into a world of seething temptation with the passing of that
-gate. Never before had she felt so lured and drawn by that which was
-evil. The swift spell had caught her in a moment, and it held,--how it
-held her!
-
-His arms were about her. He drew her to his breast. "What do I care for
-consequences?" he whispered passionately. "Come to me, queen of my
-heart! I have been cheated of my right long enough. Yes, my right--my
-right! You have belonged to me always, and you know it. Oh, what are we
-to fight against destiny? Do you think I don't know how you have
-suffered? Do you think I haven't suffered too? All because you loved
-me--and sent me away! You will never do that again, queen of the roses.
-You have called me back to you. You are mine. Turn your face to me,
-sweetheart! There is no love in all the world like ours. How can we
-resist it? It is greater than we ourselves."
-
-But she kept her face covered, hidden low against the throbbing of his
-heart.
-
-His words went into silence--a silence that was stark and cold--the very
-shadow of Despair. It bound them both for a while; then shudderingly
-she spoke.
-
-"It is no good, Charlie. I can't do it--now. If I had known--three
-months ago--what was before me--I think I would have come. But the
-whirlpools caught me--drew me down. I realized too late--too late. I
-can't come now. I am bound--hand and foot--in outer darkness."
-
-"I can deliver you," he said.
-
-"No one can deliver me." The bitter conviction of her voice silenced
-even him. "It is what you foretold. I am a slave, and I have got to
-bear the yoke of my slavery. I shall never be free now, never as long
-as I live. I am bound to the oar by chain that--even you--could never
-break."
-
-She moved in his arms; she raised her head at last.
-
-"Say good-bye to me, Charlie!" she whispered, "and--go!"
-
-He caught her to him. He looked closely into her quivering face. "You
-love me still?" he whispered, with passionate insistence. "Tell me you
-love me still!"
-
-She seemed to hesitate as if reluctant or irresolute. She seemed about
-to draw back. And then something magnetic in his face or his touch must
-haw moved her; or was it the weird enchantment of the night? She gave
-him her lips without a word, and so he had his answer....
-
-There came the click of the orchard-gate, the sound of a quiet voice.
-
-"Come round to the summer-house, Doc! There's a fine view from there."
-
-Maud stiffened in Saltash's arms as if turned to stone.
-
-He set her free with the utmost coolness and rose. The next instant she
-was sitting alone in the chequered moonlight. He had vanished without
-sound round the side of the arbour furthest from the orchard-gate.
-
-She sat with a thumping heart, waiting. There had been something almost
-eerie in his disappearance. She knew he must be standing pressed
-against the wall by which she sat, but yet his going had been so silent
-that--even though her lips still burned with the memory of his kiss--she
-felt curiously as though the whole episode were as incredible as a
-dream.
-
-She made no attempt to move. Her limbs felt like lead. Only her heart
-raced so madly that she gasped for breath.
-
-She heard again the quiet, drawling voice. "The gate was open. Very
-likely my wife is here."
-
-A great shiver went through her. She felt suddenly cold from head to
-foot. She clasped her hands tightly together, striving with all her
-strength for self-control.
-
-There fell the tread of feet upon the grass, and Capper's tall thin form
-came round the side of the arbour. He saw her in a moment, for the
-moonlight was on her face. She stared at him with hunted eyes. Where
-was Jake?
-
-He accosted her at once. "Ah, Mrs. Bolton, so here you are! Say, do
-you think you're wise to sit here with the frogs? It's cold, you know.
-Where's that wrap you were going to fetch?"
-
-She stretched out a hand to him instinctively. "Yes, I am cold," she
-said, and her teeth chattered upon the words. "Is--is--Jake there?"
-
-Capper glanced over his shoulder. "He was there. But--Columbus!--how
-cold you are, child! You will be sick if you stay here. Come! Let me
-take you in!"
-
-He drew her to her feet; then, as she tottered, leaning upon him, passed
-a wiry arm about her. As he did so, she saw Jake come round the other
-corner of the arbour and stop upon the threshold.
-
-She turned suddenly giddy and clung weakly to Capper. He had seen; he
-must have seen! But why had there been no encounter--no challenge of
-any sort? Where--where was Charlie?
-
-She went through an agony of apprehension during those few moments. She
-thought the awful suspense would kill her.
-
-Then Jake's square figure advanced, blocking the opening. His voice
-pierced through her agitation.
-
-"So you have found her, Doc. I thought she would be hereabouts. I see
-there is a mist coming up. We had better go in."
-
-There was nothing in the words, but she shivered uncontrollably at the
-sound of them. That slow soft speech was as a veil that hid unutterable
-things. With a great effort she mastered her weakness and spoke.
-
-"Yes, it has turned quite cold. I think it is the dew. Did you come
-here to admire the view, Dr. Capper? It is one of the best in the
-neighbourhood. I often think I should like to come and camp out here on
-these summer nights."
-
-"You would want plenty of blankets," said Capper. "There is a creepy
-chill in the atmosphere that reminds one of the fall." He took his arm
-from about her, and drew her hand through it. "Come, we must go. It
-isn't right for you to take risks. A glass of wine before you turn in
-is what I should recommend."
-
-She made an attempt to laugh, but she did not feel it to be a success.
-"That is Jake's invariable remedy for all ills," she declared. "But I
-thought it had ceased to be popular with your profession."
-
-She emerged from the summer-house, holding his arm, but a new strength
-born of terrible expediency seemed to have entered into her. She moved
-without effort, Jake stepping back to let her pass.
-
-"Do admire the beauties of it before we go!" she urged. "It is so
-romantic by this light. The Brethaven lighthouse is over there. It has
-a revolving light. Do you see it?" She turned and spoke over her
-shoulder. "Jake, come and show Dr. Capper all the different points of
-interest."
-
-But Capper would have none of it. "I shan't be satisfied till I've got
-you indoors," he said. "What have you got on your feet? Nothing but
-light slippers? Say, Mrs. Bolton, you ought to take more care of
-yourself."
-
-"Oh, but I never have," she protested. "I am wonderfully strong. Jake
-will tell you that."
-
-"I think as Dr. Capper thinks," Jake said. "You ought to be more
-careful."
-
-She felt herself flush. Now that her agitation had subsided, she was
-capable of feeling resentment once more, and there was that in the quiet
-utterance that stung her.
-
-She made no rejoinder, but her face burned hotter and hotter as they
-began to walk back. She was sure--quite sure--that she had been made a
-subject of discussion between her husband and Dr. Capper.
-
-Jake walked on her other side. She had the feeling of being a prisoner
-between two warders. And she wondered if Charlie were watching with
-that mocking humour in his eyes.
-
-She set her teeth as the memory of his voice, his touch, went through
-her. She wondered with a sinking heart what she would have to tell him
-when they met again....
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER VIII
-
- THE WARNING
-
-
-Half an hour later Maud stood in her bedroom, waiting. The window was
-wide open, and the night-air blew in cold and pure, with a scent of
-dew-drenched roses and the salt of the sea behind. There was a large
-moth in the room. It had been attracted thither by the light of the
-candles, but it seemed to be dashing to and fro now in a wild search for
-freedom. She watched its futile efforts with a vague pity. But she was
-powerless to help it. Every moment it was circling closer and closer to
-the flame and would probably perish there in the end. She supposed it
-didn't matter. It was born to die in any case, and surely death was
-kinder than life. She had often thought so.
-
-If she could have chosen death in that moment instead of this numb
-waiting for an ordeal which she felt would be beyond her strength, she
-believed she would not have hesitated. This continual battling against
-a will so immeasurably stronger than her own was wearing her down. The
-bare thought of an open conflict made her sick. And that an open
-conflict was before her she felt convinced. He had not chosen to
-confound her in the presence of Capper, but she knew that the reckoning
-was only deferred. She had come to know him as a man of unerring
-justice, and she had long ceased to hope for mercy from him.
-
-Ah! She heard his step at last, and turned, bracing herself. The moth
-was flitting dizzily round and round the candle. Her eyes followed it
-fascinated.
-
-Suddenly it made a headlong dash for the flame, there came a sharp
-crackle, and then the dull thud of its fall upon the floor. A great
-shudder caught her, almost convulsed her. And in the same instant the
-door that intervened between her room and Jake's opened; and he stood
-before her.
-
-She faced him stiffly in utter silence. One glimpse she had of his
-face, and only one; for she could not look again. The red-brown eyes
-were alight with a fire that seemed to consume her even from afar. She
-stood and numbly waited.
-
-He came straight to her. "So," he said, "you have decided to make a
-fool of me, have you?"
-
-His voice was very low, but it had in it the sound as of an angry
-animal. There was something of the animal in his pose also, something
-from which her whole being shrank affrighted.
-
-Yet she was not without courage. She forced herself to a certain
-calmness. "Will you tell me what you mean?" she said.
-
-He made a slight gesture that seemed to cry aloud of a savagery scarcely
-restrained. "I guess you can do that," he said. "What do I mean? Tell
-me!"
-
-She drew back from him with an instinctive movement of recoil, but on
-the instant, as though she had stepped into a trap, his hands came out
-and caught her by the wrists. He held her firmly before him.
-
-"Tell me!" he reiterated.
-
-But she took refuge in silence. She had no words.
-
-He held her so for many seconds, and she knew that during those seconds
-his eyes remained immovably fixed upon her. She made no attempt to
-resist him. She knew beyond all question that resistance would be worse
-than useless. But she refused with mute determination to meet his eyes.
-Crush her, conquer her, as he would, he should not force his way past
-every barrier unopposed. Her submission was physical but not mental.
-She had always held back from him her soul.
-
-He spoke at length, and still in his voice she heard that terrible, deep
-menace as of a savage force that gathered and gathered under the
-thinning surface of his civilization. "I reckon you think I'm easier to
-fool than I am. Old friends must have their privileges. Ain't that so?
-And if they include a little genteel love-making, where's the harm? Who
-is to raise any objection? Not the husband who has been too big an oaf
-ever to make love to you in his life! The husband who just takes what he
-wants and leaves what's over for the lover! He should be the last
-person to interfere, I reckon. Ain't that so?"
-
-She shivered in his hold, but she spoke no word. Had they not always
-been utterly at variance with one another? How could she hope to make
-him see anything but evil now that his brutal passions were aroused?
-How could she ever attempt to convince him that he alone was responsible
-for the fact that temptation had become even possible to her?
-
-And so she stood in silence while the dreadful force of the man mounted
-and mounted, menacing her.
-
-He waited for several seconds for some response from her; then, at last,
-as she made none, he moved, drew her locked wrists behind her, forcing
-her slowly back till her face was turned up to his gaze.
-
-She felt the scorching fire of the eyes she would not meet, and in a
-moment her whole body seemed to burn in a furnace of shame. The hot
-blood stung her from head to foot, pricking every vein. Crimson and
-quivering, she hung there in his hold, waiting.
-
-"So you won't speak to me?" he said. "Won't even try to defend
-yourself? Well, maybe you're wise. Maybe explanations would do more
-harm than good. I know well enough how it is with you. You've got to
-the pitch of enduring me like a loathsome but incurable disease. You
-never reflected, did you, that in so doing you were making your own
-hell? You hate me, but you don't realize that the thing you hate is not
-me at all but a brute of your own creation. And because of that--p'raps
-it's a natural consequence--you've come to prefer another man's love to
-mine."
-
-His hold was tightening upon her; she felt herself being drawn to him,
-felt the warmth of his body like the glow of an open fire. And a sudden
-wild wave of rebellion went through her, goading her into action at
-last. She had never resisted him before; she resisted him now fiercely,
-passionately, striving with all her strength to free herself from that
-pitiless hold.
-
-"You never offered me love," she panted, straining back from him even
-while he mastered her. "Love--love--is a very different thing!"
-
-Her voice went into a gasp that was almost a cry. He was holding her
-crushed to him in a grip that nearly suffocated her. His eyes blazed
-down into hers, terrible in their intensity, cruelly, appallingly
-bright. The savage in him had leapt free of all shackles at last, and
-had her utterly at his mercy.
-
-"Well?" he said, speaking with lips drawn back, showing his set teeth.
-"And what is love--as defined by you--and Saltash? Something peculiarly
-holy?"
-
-The taunt pierced her like a knife, with a pain so unbearable that for
-the moment she was almost beside herself. For an instant she winced from
-that intolerable thrust; but only for an instant. The next with a
-furious wrench she freed one hand and struck him--struck him across his
-grim, menacing mouth.
-
-"How dare you say that?" she cried. "How dare you? How dare you?"
-
-She struck him afresh with each repetition, so stung to frenzy was she
-by that sneer. But when the sudden realization that he stood to endure
-her blows without the smallest attempt to check or avoid them came upon
-her, the spirit went out of her. She became passive again, trembling
-from head to foot, so that but for his upholding arms she must have
-fallen.
-
-"Let me go!" she whispered voicelessly. "Let me go!"
-
-He was still gazing at her, but his look had changed. His eyes still
-burned, but they no longer threatened. Rather she read in them a
-slow-gathering wonder, as of a man who has picked up some strange
-substance of which he does not know the value or properties.
-
-He held her awhile longer, and then very gradually he let her go.
-
-She drew away from him, her bosom heaving, her lips panting, and leaned
-upon the dressing-table for support. She had withstood him indeed, but
-it had cost her every inch of her strength.
-
-She did not know how she endured his silence. It seemed to pierce every
-nerve, while he still stood observing her, as it were appraising her.
-
-Then at length very slowly he spoke. "I take back what I said about
-Saltash. I see I was wrong."
-
-He paused a moment. She had made a sharp gesture of surprise, but she
-spoke no word. He went on.
-
-"I realize--now--that you do not know what love is. If you did, you
-wouldn't be so--ashamed. Maybe you never will know. It isn't given to
-all of us--not that sort. But let me tell you this! Your friendship--or
-whatever you call it--with Saltash must end. There must be no more
-letters--no more secret meetings. Saltash is not a white man. I
-believe in your own heart you know it. Trust him, and he will let you
-down,--sure."
-
-He spoke with sombre force. She heard him in utter silence, her head
-bent, still striving to call back her vanished strength.
-
-He came a step nearer to her. "Maybe you think you can hoodwink
-me--disobey me, and I shan't know. You haven't a very great opinion of
-my intellect, I guess. But--you may take it from me--I shall know. And
-if you try to deceive me, you will repent it. You wouldn't fancy life
-on a lone ranch with not a soul but me to speak to--and all the dishes
-to wash?" A grim note that was not without a hint of humour crept into
-his voice. "That's what it will mean, my girl, if you don't obey your
-husband now. I'm a man of my word, and I think you know it."
-
-He was standing close to her. She felt the vitality of the man,
-encompassing her, enthralling her. Her brief resistance was over. The
-very heart of her felt too tired to beat. He had not forcibly quelled
-her rebellion, yet in some fashion he had taken from her the power to
-rebel.
-
-He waited for her to speak, but still she could not. Only after a
-moment or two she drew back from him again and sat down in a chair by
-the table. He had delivered his ultimatum. There seemed nothing more
-to be said.
-
-She wished dully that he would go. Surely he could see that the game
-was his, that she had ceased to move or to attempt to counter that final
-stroke! Yet he still stood motionless, almost as if he were waiting for
-something.
-
-Suddenly he spoke again with an odd, restrained vehemence; she felt that
-he spoke in spite of himself. "That's a prospect that doesn't attract
-you, I reckon. You've no use for me, never have had--save once. My
-love is just an insult to you. You even call it by another name. But I
-tell you this," his voice deepened with a strong vibration that affected
-her very strangely, gripping her close attention, "whatever it is, it's
-a driving force that I can't restrain. It may be an obsession, it may
-be a curse; but there is no getting away from it. It simply is and it
-has got to be. And if any man ever dares to come between us--you had
-better mark what I say--I'll shoot him!"
-
-He spoke with a fatalism that sank deep into her soul. It was no savage
-threat, but the clear pronouncement of a man who knew exactly what he
-would do under given circumstances. And she was sure in that moment,
-absolutely sure, that no dread of consequences would deter him.
-
-She did not answer him; there was nothing to say. But there swept over
-her another dreadful wave of apprehension such as had caught her in the
-summer-house an hour before, turning her cold from head to foot. What
-would he say if he knew what had passed between them--if he knew that
-their lips had met?
-
-She pictured him selecting his weapon with the deadly determination that
-had inspired his words, saw the cruel set of the mouth, the ruthless
-glitter of the savage eyes; and she shivered, shivered uncontrollably,
-convulsively, as one in the grip of an ague.
-
-He saw the shiver; he could not fail to see it, and his attitude changed
-a little. A measure of softening came into it, even a tinge of
-kindliness.
-
-"There, you're overwrought," he said. "It's time you got to bed.
-Reckon you understand me, so we'll give the matter a rest."
-
-He turned with the words, turned in his sturdy, purposeful fashion and
-went back to his room.
-
-She did not watch him go, but she listened with straining ears for the
-closing of the door between them. It did not come to her. There was to
-be no relief from his presence that night. The door remained half-open.
-
-She sat on motionless for a moment or two, listening in a numb, hopeless
-fashion to his quiet, methodical movements.
-
-She got up sharply at length and began with quivering speed to undress,
-not daring to linger lest she should have to meet again the straight,
-unsparing scrutiny of those terribly bright eyes.
-
-Once only, and that just at the last, did she stay a moment and stoop
-over a small dark object on the floor--something she fancied she had
-dropped. But the next instant a wild fit of trembling seized her, she
-stood up again, feeling giddy, physically sick. The thing on the floor
-was the charred remnant of the moth that had fluttered impotent wings to
-escape but so short a time before. It lay there shrivelled, lifeless,
-the wings that had beaten so madly for freedom shattered and consumed in
-the flame.
-
-She caught her hand to her throat. What evil Fate had decreed that such
-things should be? Even the tiniest thread of life could not escape the
-seething whirlpool of destruction.
-
-Sick at heart, she turned and extinguished the candle that had wrought
-so cruel a doom. The moonlight shone whitely into the room. She went
-to the window and pulled down the blind; then trembling, she crept to
-bed. And the darkness covered her soul.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER IX
-
- THE INVITATION
-
-
-Saltash did not come to her on the following day, and for her own sake
-she was thankful that he did not. But the problem of her mother's
-difficulties had begun to vex her sorely. Without communicating with
-him, she knew that it could not be solved. He had given his promise to
-help her, yet somehow she did not feel the task before her to be a very
-easy one. Charlie was so curiously elusive in some respects. It was
-not always a simple matter to detach him from the whim of the moment.
-And she had many a time heard him declare that he was not a business
-man.
-
-She watched the post with nervous anxiety, but nothing came for her.
-She was relieved to have nothing to conceal, but her mother's anxieties
-weighed upon her. She hesitated to write to Charlie, but told herself
-she would have to do so if no word came from him. It was all highly
-unsatisfactory, and behind her uneasiness there lurked a deep sense of
-self-reproach, self-distrust. She had suffered him to go too far, too
-far. It might be difficult to recover a normal footing. It might be he
-was even now planning some deep game, some master-stroke to follow up
-the advantage he had gained and win her for his own.
-
-He would not succeed. He could not succeed. She would not so much as
-allow her thoughts to wander in that direction. She had been mad that
-night. There had been witchery in the very air. But now she was awake
-to the crude realities of life, awake and sane and bitterly ashamed of
-her weakness. He might plot and intrigue, but he could not overthrow
-her reason a second time. The madness had passed, and it would not
-return. But the necessity for seeing him remained, and it was an urgent
-one. She found it hard to wait in inactivity.
-
-The whole day passed without a sign from him, and her patience began to
-wear thin. Surely, surely he could not fail to keep that solemn promise
-of his! Surely he could not have forgotten--or be waiting for her to
-make the first move!
-
-She went for a walk on the down with Capper in the evening. She did not
-greatly want to go. She was a little afraid of his shrewd insight. But
-she found that she had no cause for fear. He was full of kindly
-commonplace topics, and he touched upon no intimate subject whatever.
-She returned from the walk feeling soothed and refreshed.
-
-They went through the training-field on the way back, and here they came
-upon Jake, giving Bunny his first riding-lesson. It was good to see the
-boy's eagerness, his flushed face and shining eyes. He was utterly
-fearless and even impatient of Jake's care.
-
-They stood awhile and watched, then turned and walked up through the
-garden.
-
-"He is very happy," Maud said.
-
-Capper smiled. "Jake is an A1 companion for him, Mrs. Bolton. He is
-thrice lucky to be in the care of a man like Jake."
-
-She agreed without enthusiasm. "Yes, Jake is very kind."
-
-"That's so. And he won't spoil him either. Also," Capper spoke with
-emphasis, "he'll never learn anything that isn't clean and straight from
-Jake. Guess he'll make a fine man some day."
-
-"Thanks to you, Doctor!" Maud said.
-
-"No, madam. Thanks to Jake! My part was a very small one. I am just a
-mechanic; but Jake is a driver of engines--a maker of men."
-
-Maud said nothing, and he changed the subject.
-
-They lingered in the garden till Jake and Bunny joined them; then they
-separated, Bunny, contrary to custom, attaching himself to Maud, and
-Jake taking possession of Capper.
-
-Brother and sister ascended the steps into the house and entered the
-parlour. Bunny was still flushed and excited. Life was full of
-absorbing interest to him. He had actually been off the leading rein
-most of the time,--yes, and he had cantered too. Jake said he was to go
-and have a warm bath and then do his time on the floor. It was a great
-bore, but he supposed he'd have to. What was Maud looking so sick
-about? Wasn't she well?
-
-This amiable enquiry was made just as Maud's eyes had fallen upon a
-letter lying on the table. She almost snatched it up, and then found
-with a mingling of relief and disappointment that it was not from
-Saltash.
-
-The crabbed writing was wholly unfamiliar to her. She stood gazing at it
-while her sudden agitation subsided.
-
-"Who's it from?" said Bunny, coming to peer over her shoulder.
-"Liverpool post-mark. Why, that's from that queer old codger who was
-down here in the winter, I'll bet. What on earth does he want?"
-
-"To be sure--Uncle Edward," Maud said.
-
-She opened the letter with Bunny looking on. They read it together.
-
-"MY DEAR GRAND-NIECE,
-
-"I am pleased to acknowledge your letter of the 4th inst., and I write
-to inform you that I shall be delighted to receive you and your brother
-on whatever date it may suit you to come. I am glad to hear of the
-latter's excellent progress. I presume you are capable of keeping him
-in order. You will of course be prepared to find your own
-entertainment. Should your worthy husband care to join the party by any
-chance, I have room for all.
-
-"Your affectionate uncle,
- "EDWARD WARREN."
-
-"Holy Christopher!" ejaculated Bunny. "What on earth did you want to
-write to him for? I'm not going there,--jiggered if I am! And to be
-tied to your apron-strings too,--not much!"
-
-Maud folded the letter. "I thought you might like to go away with me
-for a little," she said.
-
-He stared at her. "What! Away from Jake? Not--much!"
-
-She tried to smile. "You're not very flattering, Bunny."
-
-Bunny was still staring. "I can't think what's come to you! Jake's the
-best chap in the world, and yet you don't seem to get on with him. Say,
-what the blazes is the matter with you anyway?"
-
-She bit her lip. "I wish you wouldn't be so horribly imitative, Bunny.
-You never used to talk like that."
-
-Bunny flared up on the instant. "I'll talk as I damn' well please!
-It's no affair of yours. As to leaving Jake, I'm hanged if I will! You
-can jolly well go by yourself!"
-
-"And as to behaving like a beastly bounder, you'll apologize for it
-before you leave this room," a soft voice said.
-
-Both started violently. Jake had come up the steps from the garden. He
-walked over to the mantelpiece, searched for and found a box of matches;
-then turned.
-
-"If we were alone, my son, I'd punch your head for you. Maud is quite
-right. You've no call to talk like a cowboy. Now apologize--quick!"
-
-But Bunny stood sullenly silent.
-
-Maud turned to the door. "Pray don't trouble to make him do that!" she
-said. "I am accustomed to cowboy manners."
-
-The door closed upon her, and in the same instant Jake's hand closed
-upon Bunny's shoulder.
-
-"Go after her!" he commanded, "Catch her up, and say you're sorry!"
-
-But Bunny resisted him. "I won't, Jake. I'm not sorry. And I won't go
-and stay with Uncle Edward. There! If you send me, I'll run away."
-
-Jake shook him. "I'll be mad with you in a minute, my son. Go after
-her, do you hear? Go after her and make it up before she starts
-crying!"
-
-"She won't cry!" said Bunny incredulously. "She never does."
-
-Jake swung him round to the door. "Bunny, don't you be a skunk! If you
-don't go, there'll be trouble--bad trouble."
-
-"But it was her fault!" protested Bunny, stung to remonstrance. "She
-set on to me first."
-
-"I don't care whose fault it was," said Jake. "You're to go."
-
-Bunny writhed in his hold. "You're beastly unfair, Jake. If I do go, I
-shan't apologize."
-
-"You won't?" said Jake.
-
-"No, I won't!" There was a faint note of apprehension in Bunny's voice,
-notwithstanding its defiance. He stood up to Jake, but his eyelids
-quivered ever so slightly. His hands opened and shut in the old nervous
-fashion.
-
-Jake was holding him fast. "Think it over!" he said. "Think it over!"
-
-His voice was steady, his grip inflexible. His eyes never left the
-boy's hot face. They held a stern warning that could not be ignored.
-
-Bunny straightened himself to meet it. "I suppose you'll thrash me," he
-said. "Well,--you must, that's all."
-
-A faint gleam crossed Jake's face. It was hardly a smile, and was gone
-on the instant. "No, I shan't thrash you," he said. "Now, will you
-go?"
-
-And Bunny capitulated, struck his colours unconditionally, flung his
-arms round his brother-in-law's shoulders. "All right, Jake. I'll go,
-old man. I'll go. Don't look so confoundedly grim!"
-
-Jake held him back with one hand on his rough dark head. "Be off with
-you, boy! I'll see you later--maybe when you're in bed. Go now!"
-
-He smiled upon Bunny, for there were tears in the boy's eyes, patted him
-on the back, and turned to go as he had entered.
-
-Ten seconds later Bunny was beating a rousing tattoo on his sister's
-door. "Say, Maud, let me in--quick--quick!"
-
-He wriggled at the handle, for the door was locked, and, meeting with no
-response, beat again.
-
-"Maud, I say, let me in! I've come to say I'm sorry. Don't be waxy, old
-girl! Open the door!"
-
-There came a lagging footstep. The key turned, Bunny burst into the
-room headlong.
-
-"You're not crying, are you? I knew you weren't. There! It's all
-right, isn't it? What makes you so touchy, nowadays? You never used to
-be."
-
-Her arms held him tightly in a mute embrace. She kissed him with a
-yearning tenderness.
-
-Bunny drew back and looked at her with sudden, close attention. "Maud,
-what's the matter? Tell me what's the matter!"
-
-She was smiling, a strangely drawn smile. Not for the first time he
-became conscious of the veil of reserve that hung between them. He
-strove with it indignantly, seeking to tear it aside.
-
-"Maud, tell me, I say! You would have told me in the old days."
-
-She caught back an involuntary sigh. "You were older then, Bunny."
-
-"I wasn't!" he declared. "What rot!"
-
-"Ah well," she said gently, "things were different in those days."
-
-And suddenly there came to Bunny--Bunny who had lain and watched life so
-long that his eyes had grown tired with watching--one of the old shrewd
-flashes of enlightenment, solving the mystery.
-
-He held her very tightly, his face burning red. "Say, Maud--old girl,
-is it--is it--I know what it is!"
-
-"Don't, Bunny!" she whispered inarticulately.
-
-He kissed her with the warmth of renewed understanding. "That's why
-Jake's so beastly worried about you. Poor old boy! He's getting as
-lean as Chops. Have you noticed?"
-
-She had not. They sat down together on an ottoman near the window,
-Bunny's arm protectingly around her.
-
-"He sent me up after you in such a hurry because he was afraid you were
-going to cry," he went on. "He was furious with me for vexing you.
-Poor old Jake!"
-
-A curious little pang of resentment went through her. "You seem to think
-he is very much to be pitied," she said.
-
-"I do," said Bunny instantly. "He looks so down in the mouth nowadays.
-I saw it directly I came home. He's got a sort of hurt look at the back
-of his eyes, as if he wasn't getting on with himself. I sometimes wish
-you'd be a bit kinder to him, Maud. I'm sure he mopes."
-
-This was a point of view so new to Maud that she hardly knew how to
-regard it. Somehow it had never occurred to her that Jake could take
-her attitude to heart, Jake who trampled down all rebellion with so
-merciless a heel. She had always told herself that Jake had all he
-really wanted. That he was aware of any need of the spirit she had never
-seriously believed. Bunny's assertion brought to mind Mrs. Wright's
-kindly assurance that there was a whole lot of reserve in Jake; and for
-the first time the old woman's words recurred to her. "He won't show
-you his heart so long as he thinks you've no use for it." Was there a
-measure of truth in those words? She wondered. She wondered.
-
-"Guess I must be going," said Bunny. "I've got to have a bath. You
-might turn on the water for me like a brick while I go and undress."
-
-There was subtle tact in the suggestion. Bunny knew--none better--that
-to wait upon him was his sister's dearest privilege, and he judged by
-her sad face that it was time to change her thoughts.
-
-When he arrived in the bath-room a few minutes later, he found
-everything put ready for his comfort, and Maud waiting to turn off the
-water at his command. He was attired in a large bath towel which he
-held artistically draped about his person. He thrust a bare, warm arm
-about her neck.
-
-"Thanks, old girl. You're jolly decent to me! I don't know how I
-managed to be such a beast. Guess my temper must have got warped in its
-youth. By the way, there's a letter for you from Charlie on my
-dressing-table. He told me to give it to you when we were alone. I
-suppose it's something to do with the mother's affairs."
-
-"Oh, perhaps," Maud said; and she hoped he did not note her sudden start
-or the quick flushing of her face. "When did you see him?"
-
-"He came up the garden way this evening just before I went riding with
-Jake. You were out with Dr. Capper. He was in rather a decent mood,"
-said Bunny. "He gave me half a sovereign. Not a bad sort--Charlie."
-
-He began to emerge from the enveloping towel, and Maud turned to go.
-
-"You can stay if you like," said Bunny graciously. "I've no wish to make
-a stranger of you."
-
-But she smiled and declined the invitation. "You do better without me
-now," she said.
-
-And as the boy's small thin figure slipped down into the bath, she went
-out and crossed the passage swiftly to his room.
-
-The letter from Charlie was not on his table, but tossed carelessly on
-the bed with his clothes. She shivered at the thought that Jake, and
-not she, might have found it there. The purple crest stood out
-conspicuous on the white envelope--a fox's head with the motto: Sans
-vertu, underneath. She wondered what wild ancestor of his had designed
-the cynical device.
-
-Her hands were trembling as she tore open the flap. She was impatient,
-yet half-afraid. Her heart throbbed hard at sight of the dashing scrawl
-once so familiar and so dear.
-
-"_Ma belle reine des roses;_"--her heart throbbed a little faster. The
-old sweet name, how it brought back to her those free, happy days of her
-youth! How she marvelled now at the high, girlish pride that had sent
-him away. How cruel had been the cost of that same pride!
-
-She read on. It was a characteristic epistle, half-mocking,
-half-tender, throughout. Would she meet him again? But of course she
-would! Had she not said that he could serve her? But they would not
-risk another interruption. Would she be going to the Graydown races? If
-not, he would manage to return early and come to her by the garden way.
-They would thus be sure of at least half an hour together before anyone
-else got back. He seemed confident that she would not refuse, and she
-knew, even as she read, that she could not. She must see him somehow.
-She must somehow get back to normal relations with him. She could not
-sacrifice his friendship to that one night's madness. Besides, there
-was her mother.
-
-A trampling of hoofs in the yard below drew her to the window. She
-looked forth.
-
-It was the Albatross being led out of his stable for the evening canter.
-
-Dick Stevens held the bridle. He wore a heavy, glowering look. She
-remembered--and the memory seemed to scorch her--that morning after her
-wedding-day when she had stood and listened in petrified horror to Jake
-pouring forth terrible invective upon the lad's head.
-
-He was standing by now, watching with a frown, as though the boy's
-movements displeased him; and even as she looked he went forward and
-took the bridle into his own hand.
-
-Stevens stood aside sullenly, while he readjusted the bit with set lips.
-The Albatross nozzled against him, and after a few moments Jake's hand
-went to his pocket and brought forth a piece of sugar.
-
-Then, while the animal munched it, he turned round upon the sulky
-stable-boy and spoke.
-
-"If any harm comes to him through any damn' carelessness of yours, I
-warn you,--and I'm a man of my word--I'll leather you to a jelly, if it
-costs me fifty pounds."
-
-His words were quiet, but absolutely distinct. His right hand was hard
-gripped on his riding-whip.
-
-Stevens slunk back a step, not speaking, his face crimson and defiant.
-
-Maud at the upper window clasped her hands suddenly and very tightly
-upon the letter they held. Yes, he was a man of his word. And what if
-he kept that other promise he had made to her? Life alone on a ranch
-with Jake! Her whole being rose in revolt at the thought. She turned
-away with a shudder.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER X
-
- THE MISTAKE
-
-
-The day fixed for the race for the Burchester Cup was inclined to be
-showery. Jake was up at an early hour, and when he was gone Maud rose
-also. But she felt too languid to bestir herself very greatly. She sat
-by the open window, breathing the pure morning air, and wondering,
-wondering, what the day would bring forth.
-
-Since the receipt of Saltash's letter, she had been making up her mind.
-That she must see him alone that day was inevitable, but she had formed
-a strong determination that for the future she would put bounds to their
-intercourse. It could but lead in the one hopeless direction. Moreover,
-open friendship between them had become, owing to Jake's prohibition,
-impossible.
-
-She did not blame Saltash for what had happened, but bitterly she blamed
-herself. She had been carried away by the moment's madness. Her feet
-had slipped. But the determination to retrace that false step was
-strong within her. For Charlie's sake, as well as for her own, she knew
-that they must not go on. With fatal clearness she realized that it was
-the downward path leading to destruction. It had never attracted her
-before her marriage, that downward path. The care of Bunny had absorbed
-her life. But now that her life was empty of all but the bondage she
-hated, she faced the fact that her resolution had begun to waver. She
-could no longer trust herself to stand firm.
-
-Sitting there, drinking in the refreshing coolness of the rain-washed
-air, feeling the sweet morning chill all about her, something of that
-innate purity of hers seemed to revive. Some of the bitterness went
-from her soul. She was very, very tired; but after long meditation she
-had begun to see her way more clearly. Perhaps dimly the future had
-begun to draw her. Yes, her life was empty now. But in a little
-while--a little while-- A deep, deep breath escaped her. The memory of
-Mrs. Wright and her confident words of wisdom came to her. Her life
-would not be always a dreary wandering in a desert land. Prisoner she
-might be, but even so, the flowers might bloom around her, within her
-reach.
-
-A little tremor went through her. Ah yes, it might be there were
-compensations in store, even for her. Her life would not be always
-empty.
-
-A kind of waking dream came upon her. It was as though a soothing hand
-had been laid upon her, stilling her wild rebellion, giving her hope.
-The kaleidoscope of life was changing every day. Why should she
-despair?
-
-When she descended to breakfast, she was calmer, more at peace with
-herself, than she had been for long.
-
-She found Capper waiting alone. He gave her his quick, keen look, but
-characteristically he made no comment upon what he saw.
-
-"I am wondering how I shall catch the boat-train to-night," he said.
-
-"Must you do so?" she asked.
-
-He nodded vigorously. "Indeed I must. I have trespassed upon your
-hospitality quite long enough. And there is work waiting across the
-Atlantic that only Maurice Capper can do."
-
-She smiled at him. "How indefatigable you are! Won't it wait a little
-longer?"
-
-"Not a day!" declared Capper.
-
-And neither of them dreamed that that same work would have to wait many
-days ere Maurice Capper was at liberty to handle it.
-
-They sat down alone to breakfast. Jake and Bunny had had their meal
-long before.
-
-"There's no holding the boy this morning," Capper observed. "It will be
-a good thing now when you can get him off to school, Mrs. Bolton. He'll
-grow quicker there than anywhere."
-
-Maud looked up quickly. "You think so?"
-
-He smiled. "I have told Jake so. He, I believe, is waiting till these
-all-absorbing races are over to consult you on the subject."
-
-Maud's eyes fell. "He won't do that," she said, in a low voice. "He
-and Bunny will settle it between them, and I shall be told afterwards."
-
-"That so?" said Capper. "Then, if I may take the liberty to advise you,
-madam, I should consult them first."
-
-She shook her head in silence. How could she even begin to tell Capper
-of the utter lack of sympathy between herself and Jake?
-
-"And you really think he is fit to go to school, and fend for himself?"
-she asked, after a moment.
-
-"Do him all the good in the world," said Capper. He added kindly:
-"Guess you'll miss him some, my dear; but believe me you won't be sorry
-when you see what it does for him."
-
-"Oh no, I shall never be sorry on his account," she said.
-
-And there the subject ended, but before she left the breakfast table she
-found an opportunity to acquaint him with her decision to remain at home
-that day.
-
-He expressed regret but not surprise. "You are wise not to overtire
-yourself," he said.
-
-She became aware again of the green eyes surveying her for a moment, and
-coloured. "I--am not sleeping very well," she said, with an effort.
-
-He nodded as one who fully understood. "Take things easily!" he said.
-"Don't fret over 'em! Let the world go by!"
-
-She got up, moved by an impulse curiously insistent. "Dr. Capper," she
-said, "it--it's rather a difficult world, isn't it?"
-
-Her voice had a quiver of wistfulness in it. He reached out a hand at
-once that sought and held hers. "My dear Mrs. Bolton," he said, "we
-live too hard--all of us. That's nine-tenths of the trouble. It's
-because we won't trust the Hand on the helm. We're all so mighty
-anxious to do our own steering, and we don't know a thing about it."
-
-The hold of the thin yellow fingers was full of kindly comfort. There
-was nothing disconcerting in the shrewd green eyes that looked into
-hers.
-
-"I think you'll be happier presently, you know," he said. "It seems to
-me that two people I'm mighty fond of have got wandering off their
-bearings in the wilderness. They'll find each other presently and then,
-I guess, that same wilderness will blossom into a garden and they'll
-settle down in comfort and enjoy themselves."
-
-He pressed her hand, and released it, making it evident that he had no
-intention of pursuing the matter further without definite encouragement.
-And Maud gave him none. Something in her shrank from doing so. He was
-Jake's friend before he was hers.
-
-The day seemed very long. It was oppressive also, gleams of sunshine
-alternating with occasional heavy thunder showers.
-
-She was lying in a hammock-chair under the trees in the orchard with
-Chops at her feet when Jake came striding through at the last moment to
-find her.
-
-"Capper tells me you don't feel up to coming," he said.
-
-She barely glanced up from the book in her lap, she did not want to meet
-his eyes. "I didn't tell him so," she said.
-
-"But it is so?" insisted Jake.
-
-"I have decided not to come, certainly," she said, feeling her heart
-jerk apprehensively as she made the statement.
-
-He stood a moment in silence, then bent unexpectedly, took her by the
-chin, and turned her face up to his own. It was flooded with scarlet on
-the instant; her eyes flinched away from his.
-
-He held her so for several seconds, looking at her, mercilessly watching
-that agonizing blush, till it faded under his eyes, leaving her white to
-the lips. Then, without another word, he let her go.
-
-She heard the jingle of his spurs as he went away, and for a long time
-after she lay as he had left her, too unnerved to move. What could he
-know? How much did he suspect? She felt cold to the very heart of her,
-stricken and sick with fear. He had not so much as kissed her in his
-brutal, domineering way, and that fact disquieted her more than any
-other. Though she hated the touch of his lips she would have welcomed
-it thankfully in that hour of sickening apprehension only to feel
-reassured and safe.
-
-The patter of rain roused her to activity and drove her back to the
-house, in time to meet Mrs. Lovelace hastening forth with an umbrella to
-her rescue.
-
-"You shouldn't be sitting out there, ma'am, on a day like this," the old
-woman said. "And, lawk-a-massy, you do look bad!"
-
-Maud tried to smile. "I am not bad, Mrs. Lovelace. It's only the heat."
-
-Mrs. Lovelace pursed her lips and looked severely incredulous. "You'd
-best lie down, ma'am," she said. "I'll bring your lunch immediately."
-
-She bustled away, and Maud sank on the couch in the parlour and strove
-to compose herself. But she could not with that awful fear coiled like
-a snake about her heart. A terrible restlessness possessed her. It was
-impossible to remain still.
-
-If she could only send a message to Charlie, warning him not to come!
-But that was impossible. She knew that no message could reach him now.
-He would have to come, and Jake would know of it. Manoeuvre as she
-might, those lynx-eyes would wrest from her the secret. She knew
-herself powerless to withstand them.
-
-She made scarcely any pretence to eat the luncheon that Mrs. Lovelace
-brought her. She had never before been in such a ferment of
-disquietude. Those few awful moments of Jake's silent scrutiny had
-shaken her to the very foundations of her being. She felt that he had
-ruthlessly forced his way past her defences and looked upon her naked
-soul. And she realized that he had spoken the truth when he had said
-that she could not deceive him. He could tear her reserve from her like
-a garment and expose her most secret thoughts.
-
-She spent most of the afternoon in pacing to and fro, for she could not
-rest. Her feet were soaked with the drenched orchard grass, but she did
-not know it. Her limbs were strung to a feverish activity. There were
-times when she thought she would go mad.
-
-The hours crawled by leaden-footed. She did not know in the least when
-Charlie would come, but she began to expect him long before he could
-possibly arrive, and the waiting became a torment that chafed her
-intolerably. If he would only come soon--so that she might make her
-petition and let him go!
-
-Back and forth, back and forth, she wandered, conscious sometimes of a
-dreadful, physical sinking, but for the most part too torn with anxiety
-to be aware of anything else. And Chops paced with her in mute sympathy
-with her distress.
-
-The afternoon was beginning to wane towards evening when Mrs. Lovelace
-came forth once more in search of her--Mrs. Lovelace with prim, set
-lips, sternly disapproving.
-
-"You'll make yourself bad if you go on, ma'am," she said. "And if you
-please, Mrs. Wright is here, and I'm laying the cloth for tea."
-
-"Mrs. Wright!" Maud looked at her with dazed eyes, bringing her
-thoughts back as it were from afar.
-
-"There she is!" said Mrs. Lovelace.
-
-And even as she spoke Maud caught sight of the comfortable, portly
-figure standing on the steps.
-
-She gave a gasp that was almost a cry, and began to hasten towards her.
-
-Mrs. Wright on her part bustled down to meet her. "Don't hurry, my dear,
-don't! I've only just come. Why, how tired and white you look! There!
-Run along, Sarah, and get the tea, like a good soul! I'll take care of
-Mrs. Bolton."
-
-Her arm was already around Maud's waist; she looked up at her with round
-eyes full of kindly concern.
-
-Maud bent to kiss her. "How--good of you to come!" she said.
-
-She herself was divided between relief and dismay; but the relief
-predominated. It would not matter now if Charlie came. She would have
-to write to him on her mother's behalf. It was the only way. She
-believed she could evade Jake's vigilance with a letter--so long as
-Charlie did not write to her. The anguish through which she had passed
-had made her realize that she must not, could not, take such a risk
-again.
-
-She clung to Mrs. Wright as to a deliverer. "Thank you for coming!" she
-said.
-
-Mrs. Wright had begun to steer sturdily for the house. "Lor' bless you,
-dear, I'm as pleased as anything to come," she said. "Jake dropped in
-this morning casual-like, and happened to pass the remark as they was
-all going to the races but you. So I sent down to Tom's young lady to
-be so kind as to come and mind the shop for me this afternoon, and after
-dinner I dressed myself and came along to keep you company. I could
-have got here an hour ago, but I thought as you'd be resting, and I knew
-as Sarah would be busy."
-
-So it was Jake's doing! He had taken this step to circumvent her. Maud
-was conscious of a throb of anger against him, but her visitor's
-guileless chatter made her stifle it. Mrs. Wright was so obviously
-unsuspecting.
-
-They ascended the steps together, Mrs. Wright's arm stoutly assisting
-her. Then in the parlour she turned and looked at Maud.
-
-"If I was you, my dearie, I should lie right down and have a rest. And
-I'll give you a drop of brandy in your tea."
-
-She sank upon the sofa without protest. The reaction from those hours
-of feverish suspense was upon her. She felt exhausted in mind and body.
-
-Mrs. Wright attended upon her with the utmost kindness. She did not talk
-a great deal, for which forbearance Maud was mutely thankful. She was
-so unutterably tired, too tired even to protest against that drop of
-brandy in her tea upon which Mrs. Wright insisted.
-
-Another hour went by, but there was no sign of Saltash's coming. The
-evening was turning dark and wet. Maud lay on her sofa, sometimes
-dozing, sometimes talking abstractedly to her visitor. For Mrs. Wright
-was determined to remain till Jake returned, and briskly said so. Maud
-did not want to combat the decision. She was glad to have her there.
-It seemed that Charlie was not coming after all. Something had detained
-him. Her anxiety had spent itself, but she felt terribly weak. The
-comfort of the old woman's tender care was too great to refuse.
-
-She scarcely knew how the time went, so overpowering was the languor
-that possessed her. The rainy sky brought down an early dusk long
-before the setting of the sun. A brooding stillness hung upon all
-things through which the patter of the rain sounded with unvarying
-monotony.
-
-"Deary me! They will get wet," sighed Mrs. Wright.
-
-Slowly the heavy clouds gathered and hung! Slowly the darkness
-deepened.
-
-Suddenly Maud raised herself, sat up, tensely listened. "What is that?"
-she said.
-
-Mrs. Wright looked at her. "I hear nothing but the rain, dear."
-
-Maud broke in upon her impatiently. "Yes, that--that--that! Don't you
-hear? What is it? O God, what is it?"
-
-Her voice rose wildly. In a moment she had sprung from her couch and
-was standing with caught breath, listening.
-
-"My dearie, it's only the rain," said Mrs. Wright soothingly. "Don't
-let yourself get jumpy! There's nothing there."
-
-But Maud paid no attention to her. With a movement incredibly swift she
-reached the door and threw it open.
-
-Then indeed Mrs. Wright heard sounds, muffled but undeniable, of some
-commotion in the stable-yard. "I expect they've just got home, dear,"
-she said. "And very wet they'll be. Hadn't you better tell Sarah to
-get a nice hot brew of tea ready for 'em? Little Sir Brian will be sure
-to want his tea."
-
-But the rush of Maud's feet along the oaken passage was her only answer.
-The girl went like the wind, urged by the most awful fear she had ever
-known.
-
-The front door was open. Bunny was on the step. But she brushed past
-him without so much as seeing him, tearing forth bare-headed,
-ashen-faced, into the rain.
-
-For there in the murky twilight, terrible as a lion newly roused, stood
-Jake, gripping by the collar a struggling, writhing figure, the while he
-administered to it as sound a horse-whipping as his great strength could
-accomplish. His right arm moved slowly, with a deliberate regularity
-unspeakably horrible to behold. She had a glimpse--only a glimpse--of
-his face, and the savage cruelty of it was such that it seemed no longer
-human. Of his victim she saw very little, but of his identity not the
-smallest doubt existed in her mind; and as the sound of those awful
-blows reached her, the last shred of her endurance was torn away. She
-shrieked and shrieked again as she ran.
-
-Those shrieks reached Jake as the cry of its mate in distress might
-reach an animal intent upon its prey. He flung the prey from him on the
-instant and wheeled. He met her a full ten yards from the spot, just as
-her feet slipped on the wet stones of the yard. He caught her--she
-almost fell against him--and held her hard in his arms.
-
-She was sobbing terribly, utterly unstrung, hysterical. She struggled
-for speech, but the wild sounds that left her lips were wholly
-unintelligible. She struggled to free herself, but her strength was
-gone. In the end, her knees suddenly gave way under her. She collapsed
-with a gasping cry. And Jake, stooping, raised her, and bore her in
-senseless out of the drenching rain.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XI
-
- THE REASON
-
-
-"You've only yourself to thank," said Capper. He tugged irritably at
-his pointed yellow beard. His eyes were moody under brows that frowned.
-"You might have known what to expect if you had an ounce of sense."
-
-"Guess I always was an all-fired fool," said Jake.
-
-The great doctor looked down at him from his post on the hearth, and his
-eyes softened a little. For Jake's dejection was very thorough. He sat
-as it were in dust and ashes.
-
-"Not always, my son," he said. "But I guess you've surpassed yourself
-on this occasion. Well, it's done. She may get over it, but she won't
-love you any the better for it. It'll be up to you to make a fresh
-start presently."
-
-Jake was silent. He was not smoking. He sat with bent head and lowered
-eyes.
-
-Capper contemplated him awhile, till at length a faint glint of humour
-began to shine in his green eyes. He moved, and laid a long, wiry hand
-upon Jake's shoulder.
-
-"Say, Jake!" he said. "Don't take it too hard, man! Let it be a lesson
-to you, that's all. And the next time you want to whip a stable-boy, do
-it on the quiet, and there'll be no misunderstandings. Guess you'll
-have to sing small for a bit, but it's not a hanging matter. She'll
-forgive you by and by."
-
-"Why should she?" Jake did not move his head or respond in any way to
-the friendly touch.
-
-"Because she's that sort." Capper spoke with stout conviction. "She
-won't hold out against you when she sees you're sorry. Don't be afraid
-to tell her so, Jake! Don't hide your soul!"
-
-Jake raised his head suddenly, looking full up at Capper with eyes that
-glowed red and sombre. "You don't quite grasp the situation, Doc," he
-said. "She won't be sorry for this when she comes to herself. She
-never wanted to bear a child of mine. She loathes the very ground I
-walk on. She'd do most anything--most anything--to get quit of me. No,
-I reckon she won't be sorry any. She'll be--sort of--glad!"
-
-"Oh, shucks!" Capper's hand suddenly smote him hard. "You don't know
-women. I tell you, you don't know 'em!"
-
-"I know one!" Jake's voice was deadly calm. His eyes shone like a
-still, hot fire. "I thought I could win her, though the odds were dead
-against me. I staked all on the chance--the hundredth chance--and it's
-gone. I've lost. There's no sense in pretending otherwise. Now that
-this has happened I shan't hold her any longer, unless it's by brute
-force; and I reckon there's more lost than gained that way. And yet I
-know--I know--" his voice suddenly took a deeper note--"that where I've
-failed, no other man has ever yet succeeded. No one else has ever got
-to the heart of her. That I know."
-
-He spoke with grim force, as though challenging incredulity on Capper's
-part, but Capper made no attempt to contradict him. He even nodded as
-if he held the same opinion.
-
-"Then I guess it's up to you to find the way," he said. "There's a
-better way for all of us than brute force, my son. There is a power
-that all the violence in the world can't beat. It's greater than all
-the devils. And you'll win out--you'll win out--on the strength of it."
-
-He paused. Jake's eyes had kindled a little. He set his hands on the
-arms of his chair as though about to rise.
-
-"You get me?" Capper asked.
-
-A faint smile came over his face. "You speak as one who knows," he
-said.
-
-"I do know." Capper's voice was very emphatic. "It's not an easy world
-to live in. It's a mighty difficult one. But we've been given a compass
-to steer by--a Divine compass, Jake, my lad. Guess it's our own fault
-in the main if we fail to get there."
-
-He waited. The light was gradually growing in Jake's eyes. He had a
-speculative, half-doubtful look.
-
-"And yet you advised me to jump the hedge," he said.
-
-Capper smiled somewhat ruefully. "I didn't tell you to burst your way
-through, did I?" he said. "You didn't take it the right way, my son.
-You blundered, and it's left a nasty breach. It's not beyond repair,
-mind you. But it'll take some patience and some faith before it's all
-filled up. Set to work on it right now! You've got the materials. Use
-'em--all you know! Show her what Love--real Love--is worth! She's a
-woman. She'll soon understand."
-
-Jake got to his feet with the quiet, purposeful movement of a man who
-has work before him. He gripped Capper's hand for a moment, and looked
-him straight in the face.
-
-"I reckon you're right, sir," he said, speaking rather heavily. "I've
-made a damn' muddle of the whole show. I was nearer to her--several
-lengths nearer--in the old days when we were just friends--just
-friends--" his voice quivered slightly--"than I am now. Well, I reckon
-I must get back to the old footing. We'll be--just friends--again."
-
-He turned from Capper with the words, went to the mantelpiece and took
-up his pipe.
-
-The doctor watched him for awhile silently. There was a greatness about
-the man's simplicity that commanded his respect. There was even an
-element of the superb in it.
-
-"I take off my hat, to you, Jake," he said at length "You're a white
-man."
-
-Jake's head was bent over his pipe. He made a brief, contemptuous
-sound, and rammed it into his mouth. "We don't all think alike," he
-said. "Well, I must be going anyway. So long, Doc!"
-
-"Where are you off to?" Capper asked.
-
-He made a gesture as of one who contemplates an unpleasant task. "I
-must go up to the Castle. I said I would. I've got to tell Lord
-Saltash how the Albatross failed this afternoon."
-
-"But, man, he knows!" exclaimed Capper. "He was there!"
-
-Jake turned round. His pipe was alight. He puffed at it grimly.
-"Maybe he does. But it's my duty to tell him all the same. It may
-interest him also to hear that Stevens won't be fit for the saddle again
-for a week or two. I'd have marked the young blackguard for life if I
-hadn't been stopped." His brows suddenly met fiercely. "I'd have got
-out of him what he did it for too--though I guess I know. When a hot
-favourite like the Albatross gets left behind like that there's always a
-reason--a damn' substantial reason--at the bottom of it. Oh, it's a
-foul business," he said bitterly. "I ought to have scratched sooner
-than run the chance of having him pulled. I never trusted
-Stevens--never. I'll see him drawn and quartered before he ever rides
-another horse of mine!"
-
-"But you've no evidence?" suggested Capper.
-
-"I've the evidence of my own eyes," said Jake bluntly. "And there'll be
-further evidence presently, or I'm a nigger."
-
-"What do you mean? He'll never own it."
-
-"No." Jake spoke with a savage disdain. "He won't have the spunk for
-that. And he won't have the spunk either to take out a summons for
-assault. He'll just take it all lying down. I know. I know."
-
-He swung round on his heel to go, went as far as the door, then suddenly
-wheeled and came back.
-
-"Say, Capper!" he said, and all the savagery was gone from his voice; it
-held a note of pleading. "She'll get over it, sure?"
-
-Capper's yellow face was full of kindness. He reached forth a hand that
-gripped hard. "Please God she'll live to be the mother of your children
-yet, Jake!" he said.
-
-Jake drew a sharp breath. "God knows I don't want her--just for that,"
-he said, with husky vehemence.
-
-And then abruptly, as if ashamed, he pulled his hand free and departed.
-
-Capper's fingers sought his beard as the door closed. "You're learning,
-Jake," he said. "You're learning. Wonder how soon she'll begin to find
-out that there's another man in the place where her husband used to be!"
-
-He coiled himself down into a chair, bending and cracking his long
-fingers with meditative zest. But the frown remained between his brows.
-If Capper the man was satisfied, Capper the doctor was very much the
-reverse. He was not dismayed, but he was anxious, more anxious than he
-deemed it necessary for anyone to know.
-
-"She'll pull through," he muttered to himself once. And again: "She must
-pull through."
-
-But in his heart he knew that it was more than possible that his
-patient's life might ebb out on the bitter tide of disappointment and
-misery even when the worst danger seemed to be over. She was so lonely
-in her trouble, so piteously bereft of all desire or incentive to live.
-
-Up in the room above, Maud lay, white and still, her dark hair all about
-her, her eyes closed, an aloofness that was almost like the shadow of
-Death wrapping her round.
-
-Mrs. Wright sat by her side, very alert and watchful. It was growing
-late, but she had long ago signified her intention of remaining for the
-night. Very practical and sure of herself was Mrs. Wright. She and Dr.
-Capper were already firm allies.
-
-The night was close, and the windows were flung wide. The door into the
-adjoining room was wide open also, and a faint current of air eddied
-about the room, stirring now and again the chintz hangings of the
-old-fashioned bed, rustling occasionally the white muslin curtains at
-the window. The wash of the sea came up vaguely from the dark distance.
-It sounded like the far splashing of mighty oars.
-
-Near at hand, down in the dim garden there came sometimes the mysterious
-movements of some small creature creeping stealthily through the bushes,
-and once or twice down in the orchard an owl hooted its weird,
-half-human signal.
-
-Mrs. Wright did not like the voice of the owl. She shivered whenever
-she heard it; but Maud lay as one oblivious of all things, drifting,
-drifting, on a great lonely sea on which no sun ever rose or star shone.
-
-Someone came into the adjoining room and stood in the open doorway.
-Mrs. Wright looked swiftly round.
-
-Jake's eyes met hers, he made a brief sign for silence. Then, without
-sound, he crept in and stood against the bed-curtain, looking down
-mutely at his wife's still face.
-
-Several seconds of complete silence followed, then, quite suddenly, as
-though someone had called her, she opened her eyes wide and turned her
-head.
-
-He drew back behind the curtain on the instant ere she could catch sight
-of him, standing motionless as a statue, not seeming so much as to
-breathe.
-
-A troubled frown gathered on Maud's face; she made a restless movement.
-
-At once Mrs. Wright bent to her from the other side of the bed. "What
-is it, my dearie? You're not in pain?"
-
-Maud was panting a little. She tried to raise herself, but was gently
-checked by a motherly hand. She took and held it with trembling
-fingers.
-
-"Mrs. Wright,--please--you won't go!" she begged.
-
-"Surely not, my dear." Stoutly Mrs. Wright made answer. "I'm going to
-take care of you all night long."
-
-But Maud was not wholly reassured. She clung faster to the plump,
-soothing hand. "If Jake comes in, he--he will want to send you away.
-Don't let him, Mrs. Wright! I--I can't be alone with Jake to-night."
-
-She was becoming agitated, but Mrs. Wright gently hushed her. "You
-shan't be, dearest. Jake wants me to be with you to-night. He is very
-unhappy about you, is poor Jake. Dear knows you needn't be afraid of
-him."
-
-"Oh, how can I help it after what he did to Charlie? Did you see? Did
-you see? Is Charlie very badly hurt?"
-
-"Charlie?" questioned Mrs. Wright.
-
-"Charlie Burchester--Lord Saltash. Didn't you see what--what Jake did
-to him? Oh, it was terrible--terrible!" A great shudder shook her at
-the remembrance of what she had seen.
-
-"My dear! My dear!" Mrs. Wright leaned to her, smoothing her pillow.
-"Why, what a mistake to be sure! And to think you've put yourself out
-like this all for nothing! Dear, dear, dear, to be sure! That wasn't
-Lord Saltash, darling. Whatever made you think it was? It was just one
-of them pesky stable-boys as he was giving a jacketing to; and richly he
-deserved it, I'll be bound."
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Wright!" Maud's voice was suddenly eager. "Are you sure? Are
-you sure?"
-
-Her dark eyes, wide and beseeching, were raised in earnest questioning
-to her old friend's kindly face. She clung to the sustaining hand.
-
-"My dear, of course I'm sure. I came along behind you. I saw it all.
-It was that young dog, Dick Stevens. I know him well, never did like
-him; and I'm sure he deserved all he got, probably more. Now you
-mustn't worry yourself any longer. Leave it all to old Mother Wright
-and go to deep! Will you, my dearie?"
-
-"You're sure Charlie is safe?" Maud said quiveringly. "He--he was
-coming--don't tell Jake!--to see me to-day. But he didn't come. And I
-thought--I thought--Oh, are you sure Jake isn't listening?"
-
-She broke off in sudden terror, starting up as if she would tear aside
-the curtain. But Mrs. Wright was swift to interpose.
-
-"My dear, you mustn't upset yourself like this. It's very wrong. What
-if Jake did know? Surely he would understand. He would know that there
-could be no reason why Lord Saltash should not drop in and see you in a
-friendly way now and then. Didn't you tell me you were old friends?"
-
-"Oh, you don't know Jake!" moaned Maud. "He is so terrible--so
-terrible. He would shoot Charlie--if he knew!"
-
-"My dear!" Mrs. Wright was genuinely shocked. She threw a sharp glance
-towards the curtain. "But there is no reason! There can be no reason!
-You're talking wildly. You can't know what you're saying."
-
-Maud had sunk back upon her pillows, white-lipped, exhausted. "There is
-a reason," she whispered. "There is a reason! I love Charlie. I have
-loved him for years. And Jake--Jake would kill him if he knew. He does
-know--a little. That's why--why I am so--afraid. Oh, I wish--I wish I
-were--dead!"
-
-She ceased to speak, and a dreadful pallor crept up over her face. Mrs.
-Wright, anxiously watching, saw that she was slipping into
-unconsciousness, and across the bed she issued a sharp command.
-
-"Quick, Jake! Go and fetch the doctor!"
-
-The shadow behind the curtain vanished. Mrs. Wright reached for a fan.
-The heat was intense. The darkness hung before the window like a pall.
-And the good woman trembled a little in spite of herself. She felt as
-if the Angel of Death had suddenly entered the quiet room to share her
-watch.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XII
-
- REFUGE
-
-
-"So you've come to see your old uncle at last! Dear me, you've been a
-precious long time about it. Tut, tut, child, what a clothes-peg to be
-sure! Sit down. Sit down! You don't look fit to stand."
-
-Old Uncle Edward pulled out a chair from his dining-room table and
-almost thrust his visitor into it. Then he turned, seized a decanter,
-and poured some wine into a large old-fashioned glass goblet.
-
-"You drink this! It's good stuff--older than you are. It'll turn to
-blood in your veins, and a good thing too. You look as if you hadn't got
-more than a thin half-pint in the whole of your constitution. There!
-That's better. Don't be afraid of it! Don't be afraid of it! Take
-another dose before you start talking! I know what you women are once
-your tongues get going. Take another dose, I say! You're looking
-half-dead. What have they been doing to you? Starving you?"
-
-His grey whiskers seemed to bristle with indignation as he asked the
-question; his eyes glared at her like the eyes of a terrier on the hunt.
-Maud sat in the red velvet chair with a feeling of vast unreality. It
-was true that she was feeling almost too weak to stand, and her weakness
-imparted to her an odd desire to cry. The gruff kindliness of her
-reception made her feel like a lost child brought home to a kind but
-somewhat severe parent. She drank the wine in almost unbroken silence.
-
-Uncle Edward stood looking on, sternly critical. "So you've been ill,
-have you? I can see you have. Poor girl, poor girl! Well, we must see
-what we can do, to get you strong again. And you haven't brought your
-young brother along? How is he? Quite cured?"
-
-"Yes, quite cured." Maud put out a hesitating hand and somewhat shyly
-slipped it into her uncle's. "He is quite cured," she said, forcing a
-difficult smile. "And he would have come too--it was so good of you to
-ask him--only it is September, and the school will soon be opening; and
-it seemed a pity not to let him go at the beginning of the term. We all
-thought so."
-
-Uncle Edward grunted as if not wholly pleased. But his old knotted
-fingers closed very kindly about her own. "So your good husband is going
-to pay for his schooling, is he? That's very generous of him--very
-generous, indeed. He's a man of property, is he,--your Jake?"
-
-A quick flush rose in Maud's upturned face; she averted it swiftly. "I
-don't know. He seems to be able to do anything he likes. He--he is
-very kind to Bunny."
-
-Uncle Edward grunted again. "Well, and how do you amuse yourself, now
-that the all-important Bunny is off your hands? I suppose you play the
-busy housewife, do you?"
-
-Maud uttered a faint laugh as forced as her smile had been. "Oh no. I
-don't do anything. There is an old woman who cooks and does everything.
-I really can't think of anything that I do. Of course lately--just
-lately--I haven't been able to do things. But everything goes very well
-without me."
-
-Uncle Edward squeezed her hand and released it. "You've too humble an
-opinion of yourself, my dear. Most women get uppish when they marry. I
-don't as a rule like young married women for that reason. They think
-all the world stands still to admire 'em. But you--well, you're
-different. You and I will get on together."
-
-He smiled upon her so suddenly and so genially that she felt as if a
-burst of sunshine had warmed her tired soul. She lifted her face with a
-gesture that was half-instinctive, and he stooped at once and kissed it.
-
-"You're a very pretty young woman," he said, patting her cheek
-paternally. "At least you might be, if you weren't so painfully thin.
-You've been very ill, I can see. You're hardly fit to travel alone now.
-Why didn't you tell me? I'd have come and fetched you if I'd known."
-
-"Oh, I didn't travel alone," she said. "I had Dr. Capper with me. I
-shouldn't have come so soon but for him. He was going to the docks, and
-he offered to bring me and take care of me. He knew how dreadfully I
-wanted to get away."
-
-"And who may Dr. Capper be?" Uncle Edward demanded grimly.
-
-"He is a very great American surgeon--a friend of Jake's. He was with
-us when--when I began to be ill. And--and I have been in his hands ever
-since." Maud spoke haltingly. "He is a very kind man," she said. "I
-don't think I should have lived if it hadn't been for him. He made me
-live."
-
-"Oh, he's one of your quacks, is he?" Uncle Edward spoke with a mighty
-contempt. "Well, I thank Heaven I've never called in a doctor all my
-life, and I consider it's one of the chief reasons why I've lived so
-long. People think a deal too much about their health nowadays. The
-world is getting neurotic. Plenty of fresh air and exercise, and good
-wholesome food. That's my motto. No beastly doctors' messes for me.
-Now that man of yours, he's a healthy animal, I'll be bound. I liked
-the looks of him, and the ways of him too. A bit off-hand, but straight
-and clean. He's been good to you, has he?"
-
-He shot the question with an abruptness that found Maud wholly
-unprepared. She made an involuntary movement of shrinking.
-
-"Oh, that's it, is it?" said Uncle Edward. "He's been high-handed, I
-gather. Just what I expected. If a man doesn't make love to a woman
-before he marries her, he'll never be bothered to after. Silly fool!
-Silly fool! Still, you might have done worse. Don't take him too
-seriously, my dear! Tip him off his perch if he crows too loud!"
-
-Maud smiled her faint sad smile and rose. "I am not complaining of
-anyone, Uncle Edward. You mustn't jump to conclusions. And you mustn't
-call Dr. Capper a quack, for he has healed Bunny. Now, may I please go
-up to my room? I know you are busy, and I shall be glad to rest for a
-little if I may."
-
-"Go by all means!" said Uncle Edward. "You're to do exactly as you like
-in this house. Consider the whole show at your disposal! Come and go
-exactly as you will!" He drew her to him abruptly and kissed her a
-second time. "Be happy, my dear!" he said. "Be happy! You won't be
-young always, and there's not much fun to be had when you're
-old--specially if you're alone. But you'll never be that, please
-Heaven. You'll have your children and your children's children growing
-up around you--even when you're old."
-
-He paused, holding her, for Maud had suddenly hidden her face against
-his shoulder. "I can't look forward--like that," she whispered. "I
-often think--that I'd rather--live alone."
-
-There was a pathos in her words that bordered upon tragedy. Uncle
-Edward thrust a protecting arm about her, rasping his throat as if
-something had made it smart. "Tut, tut!" he said. "You wouldn't enjoy
-it for long. There's precious little fun in the lonely life, I can tell
-you, for I know. I sit here on a Sunday and listen to the quiet till
-even the racket of a dog-fight would be welcome. We're all the same, I
-expect; wanting what we haven't got instead of making the best of what
-we have. I should think the Almighty must smile sometimes at the very
-contrariness of us."
-
-He patted her shoulder as she lifted her head, looking at her with his
-keen grey eyes that held humour as well as sympathy.
-
-"You'll have plenty of solitude in this establishment, anyhow," he said.
-"You can soak yourself in it all day long. There's a library that may
-amuse you, but that's all I can offer in the way of entertainment."
-
-"Oh, I don't want entertainment," Maud assured him.
-
-"You're singularly unlike your mother," was Uncle Edward's comment.
-
-He did not ask her how her mother was faring, and she did not feel that
-the moment for speaking of her affairs had arrived. There was a touch
-of the formidable about the old man, all his kindness to her
-notwithstanding; and she felt too tired and ill for a difficult
-discussion. She wanted to lie down and rest for a long, long time.
-
-This visit to Uncle Edward meant deliverance to her from a yoke too
-heavy to be borne. All through her illness she had yearned for, striven
-for, this escape; and because of this intense longing of hers, Capper,
-realizing that disappointment could but retard her progress, had set
-himself to further her desire.
-
-Jake had offered no opposition to it. She had scarcely seen Jake since
-the night of the races, and not once had they been alone together. He
-had bidden her farewell that morning in Capper's presence briefly,
-almost coldly. There had not been even so much as a touch of hands
-between them at parting. He had got into the carriage after them, it
-was true, and had wrapped a rug about her knees; but he had done it
-without any personal solicitude or show of sympathy. Only at the very
-last, just as the train started, had he looked her in the face; and then
-as it were half against his will he had turned his eyes upon her.
-
-And the memory of that look had gone with her throughout the journey; it
-was to haunt her for many days with a strange poignancy. For the
-red-brown eyes had held no mastery, no passion, only a dumb misery that
-had somehow gone to her heart. Why had he looked at her like that? Why
-was he so unhappy? Had he wanted to speak to her and failed for lack of
-words? Did he blame himself at all for what had happened? Did he
-desire in any way to make amends?
-
-She had thought that to escape from his proximity would have been sheer
-relief, but now that she actually found herself free from all
-possibility of seeing him she was curiously perturbed by the thought of
-him. She had an odd little regret that she had not waved a hand to him
-as the train had borne her away. Just a friendly wave to show him that
-she harboured no resentment any longer! She might have done it, but for
-an overpowering shyness that had prevented any expression of farewell.
-Ill though she was, ill and weary, she could have made him that sign of
-friendship and been none the worse for it.
-
-But reserve had held her back. It towered between them, a barrier more
-insurmountable than it had ever been before. And behind that reserve
-her whole being crouched in fear. For she had begun to tell herself
-over and over, over and over, like a panic-stricken child, that once
-away from him she could never return, never, face again that which she
-had faced.
-
-Possibly he had begun to realize this also; possibly that was why he had
-looked at her so. Would he accept it as inevitable, she wondered?
-Would he, now that she had dragged herself free for a space from a
-bondage unendurable, be merciful and let her go altogether?
-
-There was her promise. Oh yes, there was her promise. But might not
-that promise now be regarded as fulfilled? She had striven to do her
-duty, but it had proved too hard for her. Surely he must see that now!
-Surely he could not wish to hold her any longer against her will! The
-thought tortured her. She was like a hunted creature in a temporary
-refuge all exits from which were barred. If she made a final dash for
-freedom and the open, she would almost certainly be trapped.
-
-Against her will the thought of Charlie went through her like a flaming
-sword;--Charlie who had sworn to be a friend to her--Charlie from whom
-she had not heard one single word since that awful day that she had
-awaited him in vain. No one had spoken to her of him, but that he was
-no longer at the Castle she was fairly convinced. He had, as it were,
-darted like a fire-fly into her ken and out of it again. But he would
-return. She was sure he would return. And when he came--what then?
-What then?
-
-She did not ask herself why he had gone in that sudden fashion. It was
-so characteristic of the man that she saw nothing in it. That there had
-been no encounter between him and Jake she was now certain. Perhaps he
-had gone away for her sake in order to avert Jake's suspicion. His
-complete silence seemed to point to this. But it was quite useless to
-speculate. His ways were past understanding, so vague was her knowledge
-of the motive that governed his actions.
-
-Meanwhile the problem of her mother's difficulties remained and was
-becoming more and more acute. The place had been mortgaged by Sheppard
-to Saltash's predecessor who had had a fancy for possessing the whole of
-Fairharbour; and the affairs of the landlord of the Anchor Hotel had
-been on the downward trend ever since. Occasionally a good season would
-arrest this decline for a space; but good seasons were becoming more and
-more rare. Giles Sheppard sought consolation too often in his cellars,
-and the management was no longer what it had been. Regular visitors were
-beginning to desert him in consequence, and the downward slope was
-rapidly becoming precipitous. Saltash's man of business was tightening
-his hold, and Sheppard's tenure of the place was becoming week by week
-more uncertain.
-
-All of this Maud knew. Her mother was growing desperate. Her life, it
-seemed, had been nothing but a series of misfortunes, and this
-threatened to be the greatest of them all. Giles had deceived her
-outrageously, and now that he had secured her he cared for her no
-longer, save when his frequent libations rendered him tipsily amorous.
-Something of a vixenish nature was beginning to develop in Mrs.
-Sheppard. She was no more the gentle, plaintive creature she had been.
-She had once--and only once--approached Jake on the subject of financial
-help. Maud was unaware of this. Jake's reply had been perfectly
-courteous but uncompromisingly firm. He would give Mrs. Sheppard
-shelter, if she ever needed it, but he would have nothing to do with her
-husband or his affairs. Mrs. Sheppard had turned from him with a bitter
-look that had said more than words. And since that day she had steadily
-avoided all intercourse even with her daughter, declaring herself far
-too busy to get as far as the Stables.
-
-Maud had not needed her; but none the less she was uneasy about her.
-She wished she knew where Charlie was; but she could not risk sending a
-letter to the Castle. There seemed to be nothing more she could do. She
-had begun to tell him of her trouble. He knew she needed help.
-Possibly even he might without further persuasion refrain from carrying
-matters to extremes. She had mentioned her mother to him. He must have
-understood. He would surely remember her distress.
-
-And yet whenever her thoughts turned towards him the memory of Jake's
-words awoke within her, tormented her: "Trust him, and he will let you
-down,--sure." Why had he spoken so certainly? What did he know of
-Saltash and his ways? Was it possible--could it be--that he knew a side
-of Charlie's whimsical nature that had never been presented to her? Or
-was she so blind that she had failed to perceive it? It was true that
-in the old days he had failed her, he had wavered in his allegiance.
-But he had come back. He had come back. Always she remembered that.
-And because he had come back, her heart had warmed to him again, against
-her will, against her judgment, even in spite of every instinct. He
-belonged to her; that was the thought that flashed with such a burning
-intensity through her soul, the thought that refused utterly to be
-stifled or put away. He belonged to her and to none other, trifle or
-intrigue as he might. She was his fate. How often he had said it! And
-so he would return. She was sure he would return. And when he
-came--what then? Ah, what then?
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIII
-
- THE LAMP BEFORE THE ALTAR
-
-
-Life at Uncle Edward's was as he had predicted a very quiet affair
-indeed, but Maud slipped into it very easily, with a sense of comfort at
-her heart. It had a healing effect upon her. It stilled the fevered
-unrest of her spirit. It was all so well-ordered, so methodical. It
-soothed her, gave her a sense of normality and peace. Her physical
-strength came back to her with a rapidity that surprised herself, and
-with its return she found herself beginning to look upon the world with
-new eyes, found herself able to thrust dark thoughts and problems into
-the background, found herself at rest.
-
-At Uncle Edward's suggestion, she wrote once a week to Jake. It was not
-easy to write, but when her uncle remarked that the young man would
-probably come tearing hell-for-leather across England to find out what
-was the matter if she didn't, she deemed it the wiser course to follow.
-Her letters were very brief, very formal, and the letters she received
-in reply were equally so. She was sure that they were penned in that
-cheerless little den of his that faced north and overlooked the
-stable-yard.
-
-Bunny's letters were very few and far between. He was completely
-engrossed with the thought of the new life at school upon which he was
-about to enter, and it was very plain to Maud that he missed her not at
-all. The fact had ceased to hurt her as poignantly as when she first
-discovered it. Empty though her life was, she had learned by degrees to
-do without him. She was learning day by day to endure that emptiness
-with patience, for by some secret instinct she knew that it would not be
-her portion for ever.
-
-Not far from her uncle's house, at the corner of a busy street, there
-stood an old grey church. The doors were always open, and one day she
-dropped in to rest.
-
-It was the first visit of many. The place was infinitely peaceful, full
-of silence and soft shadows. A red light burned ever before the altar,
-and there were always beautiful flowers upon it, white lilies that never
-seemed to fade. She loved to draw near and smell the incense of those
-flowers, to gaze upon their shining purity, to feel with awe that the
-ground beneath her feet was holy.
-
-She did not often turn her eyes upon the lamp that burned so still and
-red. It was always the flowers that drew her, the fragrance of them
-that comforted her soul.
-
-Once, on a golden afternoon in mid-September, she came in late and
-stayed for the evening service; and then it was that, sitting in the
-body of the church, she found herself gazing, gazing, not at the
-flowers, but at the red, mystic flame that burned unflickering before
-the altar. It reminded her of something, that still red
-flame,--something that made her want to flee away and hide. It came
-between her and her prayers. It lay in wait for her in her dreams.
-
-And yet when Sunday evening came and Uncle Edward prepared to sally
-forth alone, she put forward a tentative suggestion that she should
-accompany him.
-
-He was delighted with the proposal, and as they fared forth together,
-his horny old hand was on her arm, making her glad that she was with
-him.
-
-They sat near the door, and she was secretly relieved. In the glare of
-many lights all down the body of the church, the gleam of that one red
-light was swallowed up and she saw only the flowers. It was a beautiful
-service--a harmonious whole in which no individual note was struck. The
-man who officiated was young and very quiet, and not till he ascended
-the pulpit was she aware of anything out of the ordinary in his
-personality. It came to her then instantaneously, like a flash-light
-piercing her soul. He struck no attitudes, made no visible attempt to
-gain the attention of his audience; but it was fully his from the moment
-he began to speak. He preached, not as one delivering a discourse, but
-with the absolute simplicity of a man who speaks from his heart. "Let
-your lights be burning," were the words he first uttered, and then
-without preamble he began to talk of Love--Love Divine, Unconquerable,
-Eternal--Love that stoops but is never small--Love that soars, but is
-never out of reach. He spoke of the great warfare of the spirit, of the
-thousand difficulties holding back the soul. And he declared that Love
-was the one great weapon to meet and overcome them all. "We do not know
-the power of Love," he said. "We only know that it is invincible and
-undying--the very Essence of God." He spoke of spiritual blindness, and
-swept it aside as nought. "We may not all of us be able to believe; but
-we can all have Love. Nothing counts in the same way. However blind we
-may be, we can keep that one lamp burning in the darkness, burning in
-the desert, giving light to the outcast, and guiding the feet of the
-wanderers."
-
-It was while he was speaking thus that the lights in the body of the
-church went down and the red flame before the altar shone clear and
-unchanging in the gloom. Maud's eyes were drawn instantly to it, became
-riveted upon it. She sat with bated breath, almost as one who watched a
-miracle. And by some strange telepathy the man in the pulpit became
-aware of it also. He turned towards it.
-
-"Look at that light!" he said. "It is kept burning perpetually, the
-symbol of undying worship, undying Love. Everyone may keep such a light
-as that burning always. The spark is ours for the kindling. It may be
-placed before the Altar of an Unknown God. But none the less is it
-offered to His Glory and immortal. It is not faith or hope that the
-soul needs above all things. It is Love, the power to love, and the
-power to create love--the will to offer love perpetually before the
-Altar of Love. It is only love that counts in the long run, only love
-that survives. There may be a thousand other things around us when we
-die, good and evil, but the only thing we shall carry with us beyond is
-that lamp that we have always kept burning before the altar and never
-suffered to go out. It is no easy thing to keep it always burning in
-this world of many failures. It is bound to flicker sometimes, even to
-die down; but while we live, the power to revive it is still ours, the
-power to worship God with love." He paused a moment, turned slowly back
-to face the dim nave, and then very quietly he gave utterance to words
-that Maud was never to forget. "We all want Love, hunger for it, starve
-for it. Our lives are mere ash-heaps without it. But do we all realize
-that love is only gained by love, that we must pour out all we have to
-win it, that we must purge our hearts of all selfish desire, sanctify
-ourselves by self-sacrifice, by the complete renunciation of self,
-before the perfect gift can be ours? Love is a joyful sacrifice. There
-are people whom everyone loves. They are the people who realize what
-Love means, who give and give, without measure, not counting the cost,
-rejoicing only in the power to give, till it all comes back to them a
-thousandfold. It is then that the ploughman overtakes the reaper, for
-ploughman and reaper are one."
-
-When Maud lay down that night, those words were still running in her
-mind. That unstinted giving, that measureless pouring out, that utter
-sacrifice, were these indeed the means by which the desert could be made
-to blossom--even for her?
-
-She slept sooner than usual, but the echoes of that quiet voice still
-followed her down through the deeps of slumber, till she dreamed that
-she was back before that shining altar of flowers. And a radiance that
-was not of earth was all about her--a radiance unimaginable that was
-warmth as well as light; and looking up she saw that it came from the
-red lamp above her--the symbol of undying Love.
-
-As in a trance she waited, for the wonder of the thing held her
-spellbound. And while she waited, she became aware of someone else in
-the holy place, someone who moved stealthily, as if half-afraid. And
-turning, by the light of that revealing glow, she saw her husband with
-that look of silent misery in his eyes.
-
-It pierced her then as it had not pierced her before. She was conscious
-of an almost fierce impulse to comfort, an impulse that urged her to
-him, banishing all hesitation, all doubt. She went near to him, she
-gave him both her hands. And even as she did so, the look in his eyes
-changed. She saw a deep, still fire come into them. It seemed to be
-reflected from the red lamp above. He moved forward with her into the
-glow.
-
-And suddenly her own eyes were opened and she knew that he loved her--he
-loved her....
-
-Then she awoke with a palpitating heart and realized that it was a
-dream.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIV
-
- THE OPEN DOOR
-
-
-Not till she had been in her uncle's house for close upon four weeks did
-Maud brace herself to speak to him of her mother. She had been on the
-verge of doing so many times, but always, in his bluff fashion, he had
-managed to convey to her that the subject was not to be broached.
-
-But for an urgent letter from Mrs. Sheppard herself, she would scarcely
-have summoned the courage to break through what was almost a
-prohibition, for Uncle Edward was not an easy man to resist; and even as
-she did so, she knew with absolute conviction that her effort was
-foredoomed to failure. She scarcely knew how to make it, so
-uncompromising was the old man's attitude, and when at last it was made,
-when in desperation she forced herself to tell him of her mother's
-pitiable plight, she regretted it almost immediately so curtly was her
-information received. She saw that Uncle Edward was really angry though
-he said but little. She also saw that what she said on her mother's
-behalf made not the smallest impression upon his will. He heard her out
-indeed, but so grimly that at length, feeling that she was presenting
-the matter quite inadequately in face of his total lack of sympathy, she
-gave him her mother's hysterical appeal to read.
-
-He shook his head at first, but finally, as she pressed it upon him
-almost tearfully, he took and read the letter. Then, while anxiously she
-watched him, he tore it across and across and flung it back to her over
-the table.
-
-"Pshaw!" he said. "The woman's a hypocrite--a confounded impostor. I
-know her. You don't. Leave her alone, and let her sink!"
-
-And with that he stumped angrily from the room with beetling brows and
-fiery eyes.
-
-Maud sat very still after his departure. She had known in her heart
-that it was hopeless to appeal to him, but now that the appeal had
-failed she was utterly nonplussed. There was no doubt in her mind that
-matters were desperate. Her mother had made her realize that, and she
-felt she could not write and tell her that she could do nothing. Slight
-as was the bond of sympathy between them, still were they mother and
-daughter, and she could not fling her off as Uncle Edward recommended.
-In a fashion the old man's anger reacted in her mother's favour; for she
-was conscious of indignation on her behalf. Whatever Mrs. Sheppard's
-faults might be--and it was quite possible that insincerity was among
-them--he had no right to abuse her to her daughter. It aroused her own
-anger, and it aroused also that protective instinct which was never very
-far below the surface with her. When she rose at length, her face was
-very pale and determined. She had not wanted to write to Charlie, but
-it seemed that she had no choice.
-
-It was a still, warm afternoon in October. She went into the
-drawing-room, a stiff apartment upholstered in gold brocade, and sat
-down at a writing-table in a window-recess to write.
-
-It was the most difficult letter she had ever composed, and yet she had
-never experienced the smallest difficulty in writing to him before. She
-could not express herself freely. Words would not come. She desired to
-avoid all reference to what had passed between them on that night of
-witchery on which they had last met. She wanted to blot it out of her
-mind and heart, to address him, to regard him, as only a friend. Ever
-since that Sunday evening, now nearly a week ago, she had kept her
-thoughts rigidly from straying in his direction. Had it been possible
-she would have put him altogether out of her life. It was not possible,
-and she knew it. But it was with the greatest reluctance that she set
-herself to write to him, and her reluctance displayed itself in every
-sentence.
-
-She sat over that letter for the greater part of the afternoon, and when
-it was finished at last she felt utterly dissatisfied with it. She had
-an urgent desire to tear it up. But she could not face the writing of
-another. With a weary sigh she closed and stamped the envelope.
-
-It was then that there fell a step outside the drawing-room door, and
-Uncle Edward's discreet, elderly maidservant peeped in.
-
-Maud turned in her chair. "What is it, Martha?"
-
-Martha was about to explain, but broke off with a gasp and drew back.
-There was a muttered word in the doorway, and the next moment Martha had
-disappeared, and a man's figure stood in the opening.
-
-"Hullo!" said Charlie, with a smile of gay effrontery. "May I come in?"
-
-Maud sat for a second or two as one in a trance and stared at him. It
-was as if the afternoon's labour had suddenly taken concrete form.
-
-He did not wait for her greeting, but came lightly forward with hands
-outstretched. "Ah, queen of the roses," he said, "what a peculiarly
-unbecoming setting you have chosen for yourself! Why--why--what is
-that? A letter to me? How many times a day do you write them?"
-
-With a lithe, elastic movement, he drew her to her feet, held her a
-moment, looking at her, then bent his smiling, swarthy face to hers.
-
-"Greeting, queen of the roses!" he said.
-
-She awoke then, came out of her trance, drew swiftly back from him.
-"Oh, Charlie, is it--is it really you?" she said rather incoherently.
-"You--how you startled me!"
-
-He let her go, as always, at her desire, but with a faint, monkeyish
-grimace of disapproval. "You were always easily shocked," he said.
-"But on this occasion I assure you there is no need. I found myself in
-the neighbourhood, and thought it would be the correct thing to pay you
-a morning call."
-
-His queer eyes mocked her openly as he made the explanation. She felt
-discomfited, painfully embarrassed, and withal conscious of an almost
-desperate longing to tell him to go.
-
-But she knew she could not do that. Too much hung in the balance.
-
-"Sit down!" she said, mustering her dignity with an immense effort.
-"And I will tell you why I have been writing to you."
-
-"Wouldn't it save trouble to show me the letter?" he suggested, with
-easy audacity. "Or have you decided--now that you have had a further
-opportunity of considering my personal charms--that you really can't?"
-
-She flushed at the implied suggestion. "You can read the letter if you
-like," she said somewhat stiffly. "It is on business."
-
-She held it out to him, and he sank upon one knee to receive it.
-
-"_Merci, ma belle reine_! Do you wish me to read it in your august
-presence?"
-
-"Please!" she said.
-
-He sat facing her, and read it.
-
-She watched his mobile brows as his eyes travelled over the page. She
-saw amusement turn to humour and humour to merriment on his face. When
-he looked up at her at length he was laughing.
-
-"You write as a serf appealing to a feudal lord," he said. "Did you
-mean to write like that?"
-
-She shook her head at him gravely. "It is not a laughing matter," she
-said.
-
-"What I am laughing at is," he rejoined, still smiling with a hint of
-derision. "By the way, have you heard from our worthy cow-puncher
-lately?"
-
-She flinched sharply, before she was aware. Her whole body tingled with
-a sudden, burning blush.
-
-And Saltash laughed again wickedly. "I saw him yesterday. He was in a
-fiendish temper for some reason or other. Naturally I asked after you,
-when he was expecting you back. What do you think he said?"
-
-"What?" Maud breathed the word through lips that panted. Her heart was
-beating violently she knew not why.
-
-Saltash's dark face seemed to exult over her agitation. "He said,--you
-know his soft, drawly way--'I guess I shall go--shortly--and fetch her
-back, my lord.' I wondered if you were aware of his amiable intention.
-There was the most deadly air of determination about him. I thought you
-might like to know."
-
-Maud's face was no longer burning; she was white to the lips. But she
-turned from the subject with composure. "How did you know where to find
-me?"
-
-He laughed teasingly. "You are curiously curious, Maud of the roses.
-Don't you yet realize that I always know everything? For instance, I
-know exactly why you are treating me to this wet-blanket reception. But
-you would be angry if I told you; so I won't. I also know--" he paused
-suddenly. "Shall I say it? No, perhaps I had better not."
-
-She smiled faintly. "Perhaps it is beside the point, Charlie. Do you
-mind coming back to the subject of that letter? It is that that is
-troubling me now more than anything else."
-
-"Really?" he said. "But why should you be troubled? It wouldn't trouble
-me to see my arch-enemy in dire straits."
-
-"It is my mother I am anxious about," she said. "If Giles Sheppard goes
-under, she will go too."
-
-Saltash raised his brows in amused interrogation. "Oh, does that
-follow? I should abandon the sinking ship if I were Mrs. Sheppard. She
-has nothing to gain by sticking to it."
-
-Maud received the remark in silence. He leaned forward, his dark face
-still smiling.
-
-"Do you know I love you for that?" he said. "_Chere reine des fleurs_,
-lady of the golden silences! Do you ever say what you really think?"
-
-She shook her head. "Charlie, I am learning--very slowly--a hard
-lesson. Don't--please--make it any harder for me!"
-
-"What?" he said. "You are really going back to him?"
-
-She put up a hand to her face, almost as if she would hide it from him.
-"I don't know--yet--what I shall do. But I do know that it would be
-wrong not to go back."
-
-"_Mais vraiment!_" he protested. "Is life so simple as that? How do
-you arrive at that conclusion? Do you follow always the easy path of
-virtue?"
-
-She looked at him quickly. "It is not easy!" she said.
-
-He lifted his shoulders. "No? But it is--safe at least. And you do not
-possess the adventurous soul. You like to be--safe, _ma belle_, even at
-the sacrifice of your very heart. Do you remember that night of
-moonshine? But of course you do. Do you know that I prowled in the
-garden half the night for your sake--just in case you should deem it
-worth while to be true to that poor heart of yours? You went through a
-good deal that night, my Maud." His voice changed subtly; the
-half-scoffing note went out of it, a faint warmth of pity took its
-place. "And yet you endured it all in silence. Why didn't you break
-free and come to me? You knew--and so did he--that I was waiting,--or
-you might have known."
-
-Maud's head was bent; she did not attempt to answer him.
-
-He got up abruptly and came to her. "Good-bye, Maud of the roses!"
-
-She started slightly. "You are going?"
-
-"Yes, I am going. I have received my discharge. My faithful service is
-at end--unless--or may I say until?--that message comes to call me
-back." He bent towards her. "Even I cannot wait for ever." he said.
-"Do you know I stood by the orchard-gate in the rain for two hours on
-the day of the races? You had a visitor, and so I would not intrude
-upon you. But you, _chere reine_,--you knew I was going to be there.
-And yet you never came."
-
-She raised her head sharply, moved by something in his tone. "But how
-could I? How could I?" she said. "Besides,--Jake knew."
-
-He laughed. "Yes, Jake knew. He saw me that night of moonshine. He
-nearly challenged me. And then he changed his mind and passed on. I
-conclude it didn't suit him to quarrel with me. But what of that? He
-was bound to know some day."
-
-She clasped her hands tightly together. "If he knew all--he would shoot
-you," she said, with a sudden hard shudder.
-
-But Saltash only laughed again, and touched a wisp of her hair. "Oh, I
-don't think so, queen of the roses. I think he would have pity on my
-innocence--if he knew all. But that isn't the point, you know. The
-point is that you choose bondage with him rather than freedom with me.
-And that being so, I can only bow to your ruling. Once more--good-bye!"
-
-She parted her hands with an effort, and gave him one of them. "What
-about--my mother, Charlie?" she said.
-
-He pressed her fingers lightly. "I commend her to the kind care of her
-worthy son-in-law."
-
-She raised her eyes to his almost incredulously. "You are going to--to
-let them be ruined?"
-
-He smiled at her, flashing his strange eyes. "It wouldn't do for you to
-be under an obligation--a personal obligation--to me, would it?
-Jake--you know--Jake might object."
-
-She rose quickly and stood facing him. "Charlie, please don't jest!"
-she urged him, her voice low and very earnest.
-
-His smile became a grimace. "It rests with you," he said, "whether I
-jest my way to the devil or whether I live a godly, righteous and sober
-life for evermore. If it is to be the latter, then I am quite prepared
-to fulfil my virtuous devoirs to my prospective mother-in-law. But if
-the former is to be my portion--well, I don't think even St. Peter
-himself would have saddled himself with anyone else's. That is the
-position, _chere reine. Tu comprends maintenant_?"
-
-Yes, she understood. There was nothing complex in the situation. She
-stood looking at him her hand still in his.
-
-"Then I cannot look upon you as--a friend?" she said at last, almost
-under her breath.
-
-He smiled upon her--a sudden, baffling smile. "But ask yourself that
-question, Maud of the roses!" he said. "You will find the answer there
-in your own heart, if you seek for it."
-
-She quivered at the words, feeling the subtle attraction of the man even
-against her will.
-
-"You have refused to help me," she said.
-
-He bent towards her, his dark face glowing. "I offer you--all I have,"
-he said. "It is your own, to do with as you will. But you must take
-all or leave all. Maud, Maud," his speech quickened to sudden
-vehemence, "you love me! Why do you cling to your prison when the door
-is standing wide? Now is your time to escape, if ever. I will take all
-your cares--all your burdens. You shall be free as air. Only--now that
-the door is open--come!"
-
-"Yes. I should shut the door another time if I were you," a gruff voice
-commented behind them. "It's a rash thing, young man, to leave the door
-open when you're talking confidences. What are you doing in this house,
-I wonder? Did you come in at the door?"
-
-Both Maud and Saltash had faced round at the first sentence, she with a
-sharp exclamation, he with a laugh.
-
-Uncle Edward, his eyes very bright under the beetling brows, stumped up
-to them with the air of an old watchdog investigating the presence of a
-suspicious stranger. He rasped his throat ferociously as he came.
-
-"Who may you be?" he demanded.
-
-"I?" Saltash was laughing still, facing the situation with his hands in
-his pockets, the soul of careless effrontery. "I don't suppose you have
-ever heard my name before. I am Saltash."
-
-"Who?" Uncle Edward turned for explanation towards his niece.
-
-"Lord Saltash," she said, in a low voice.
-
-"Oh! Lord Saltash!" The old man turned back to him with a sound like a
-snarl. "Yes, I have heard of you before. You were co-respondent in the
-Cressady divorce case a few years back."
-
-Saltash laughed again with easy nonchalance. "You have a good memory,
-sir. If it serves you as it should, you will also recall the fact that
-the case was dismissed."
-
-"I remember--all the facts," said Uncle Edward, with ominous
-deliberation, "And as it is not my custom to admit men of your stamp
-into my house, you will oblige me by quitting it without delay."
-
-Saltash turned to Maud. "I am sorry you have been caught in such bad
-company," he said. "Pray explain that I came uninvited! I shall be at
-Burchester for the present. When you come back, you and your husband
-must come and dine. Good-bye!"
-
-With the unabashed smile still on his ugly face, he turned to go, moving
-with the easy arrogance of the ruling race, royally incapable of
-discomfiture.
-
-Uncle Edward followed him to the door, and grimly watched his exit.
-Then still more grimly he came tramping back. "And now to pick a bone
-with you, my niece!" he said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XV
-
- THE DOWNWARD PATH
-
-
-She stood erect, facing him. Her face was very pale, but her eyes were
-quite unflinching. There was about her a majesty of demeanour that
-might have deterred a less determined man than Uncle Edward. But he
-stood upon his own ground and grappled with the situation quite
-undismayed. He was moreover very angry.
-
-"You young hussy!" he said, bringing out his words with immense
-emphasis. "How dare you have your lover here? Thought you were safe,
-eh? Thought I shouldn't know? Oh, you're like the rest of 'em, crafty
-as an eel. What's the meaning of it, eh? What have you got to say for
-yourself?"
-
-She did not attempt to answer him. Where her mother would have been
-loud in self-justification, she uttered not a word. Only, after a
-moment or two, she turned slowly and sat down at the writing-table,
-leaning her chin on her hand as one spent. Even so, there was an
-aloofness in her attitude that conveyed to the wrathful old man beside
-her an unpleasant sense of being at a disadvantage.
-
-He stood looking down at her, grievously resentful, striving to select a
-weapon sharp enough to pierce her calm.
-
-"I thought you were to be trusted," he said. "Goodness knows why! You
-didn't seem to have any leaven of your mother about you. But I see now
-I was wrong. You are just your mother over again. But if you think you
-are going to pursue an intrigue with that aristocratic blackguard in my
-house, you're very much mistaken. No doubt I'm very old-fashioned and
-strait-laced. But there it is. I object. I object strongly. The
-man's a liar and a thief and a scoundrel. Don't you know it, eh?
-Haven't you found him out yet?"
-
-He stopped so pointedly for an answer that she could not maintain her
-silence longer. She moved a little, turned her head slightly, without
-raising her eyes, and spoke.
-
-"I know him very well. But--forgive me, Uncle Edward!--I can't discuss
-him with you. I--I am sorry you thought it necessary to insult him."
-
-"Insult him!" Uncle Edward's anger boiled afresh. "Didn't I catch the
-hound making love to you? Here in my house where I have lived decently
-and respectably for over fifty years! Didn't I catch him, I say--he a
-well-known profligate and you a married woman? Didn't I actually hear
-him trying to tempt you from your husband and your duty? And you were
-calmly permitting it. Look here, young woman! I've been too kind to
-you. That's the fact of the matter. You've had too much liberty, too
-much indulgence, too much of your own way. You married in a hurry
-against my judgment. But--by heaven--since you are married, you shall
-stick to your bargain! You take a pen now--do you hear?--and a sheet of
-paper, and write to your husband this minute, and ask him to come and
-join you here! I won't be surety for you any longer. Tell him to come
-to-morrow!"
-
-But Maud only stiffened as she sat making no movement to comply. She
-looked like a marble statue of Despair.
-
-Uncle Edward came a little nearer to her. He was not accustomed to
-being set at nought. Most people regarded him as formidable even when
-he was in a comparatively genial mood.
-
-"Are you going to do as I tell you?" he said.
-
-She glanced up at him momentarily. "I think," she said, "we will wait
-till to-morrow."
-
-He stamped a furious foot. "Will we, indeed, madam! Well, you may wait
-as long as you please; but I tell you this: If you don't write that
-letter--instantly, I shall go straight to the post-office found the
-corner and send your husband a telegram to summon him at once. He will
-be here by the morning, if I know him. And then I shall tell him
-exactly why I sent for him. So now you can take your choice. Which is
-it to be?"
-
-He had moved her at last. Maud rose to her feet with a suddenness that
-was almost suggestive of panic. "You would never do such a thing!" she
-said. "You could not be so--so wickedly cruel!"
-
-He snapped his jaws like an angry terrier. "Oh, that would be wicked,
-would it? You have some odd ideas of morals; that's all I can say. But
-wicked or cruel, it's what I mean to do. So take your choice, and be
-quick about it! For I shan't go back on what I've said. When a woman
-starts on the downward path, she usually takes it at a run; and I won't
-be responsible. So which is it to be? Your letter or my telegram? Make
-up your mind! Which?"
-
-His manner was almost menacing. She stood facing with an awful sense of
-impotence growing at her heart. To summon Jake herself was a proceeding
-that she could not for a moment contemplate, but the bare thought of
-Uncle Edward's alternative pierced like a poisoned knife. She felt again
-that dreadful trapped feeling of former days. The liberty she had
-enjoyed of late made it all the more terrible.
-
-"I can't decide anything just now," she said at last, and she knew that
-her voice trembled painfully. "Please--please let us wait a little!
-There is really no need to send for Jake. Lord Saltash has gone, and he
-will not come back."
-
-"Don't tell me!" said Uncle Edward truculently. "Even if he doesn't,
-how am I to be sure that you won't take it into your head to go to him?
-No, my niece, I've heard too much. Why, he'd have had his arm round you
-in another second. I know--I saw. If I'd waited another three seconds,
-he'd have been kissing you. And not for the first time, I'll be bound."
-
-The hot colour rushed to Maud's face; she turned sharply aside.
-
-"Ha! That touches you, does it?" snarled Uncle Edward, with ferocious
-triumph. "I guessed as much. Now which is it to be? Are you going to
-write that letter?"
-
-It was hopeless to carry the discussion further. A burning wave of
-anger went through her, anger that buoyed her up above despair,
-stimulating her to a fierce rebellion. She drew herself to her full
-height and faced him with supreme defiance.
-
-"I will not write that letter!" she said. "I will not be forced into a
-false position. If you are tired of me, I will go. I will not stay--in
-any case--to be insulted!"
-
-And with that boldly, with the carriage of an outraged princess, she
-swept by him and out of the room, leaving him staring after her in a
-fury too great to express itself before the closing of the door.
-
-Up to her room she went, outwardly calm, inwardly raging. All the old
-hot rebellion against destiny had awaked within her. It had died down
-of late, soothed into quiescence by the peaceful solitude in which she
-had been living. But now it had sprung afresh to quivering life. Her
-freedom from bondage had given her new strength. She would not be bound
-again hand and foot, and thrust back into the old bitter slavery. It
-was too much, too much. She had her life to live. It was hers, not
-Jake's. She had a right to do with it as she would.
-
-With hands that trembled she began to pack. Uncle Edward had made it
-impossible for her to stay. If he had not set her feet upon the
-downward path, he had sped her upon it with an impetus that drove her
-irresistibly. She worked in a fever, not pausing for thought, conscious
-but of the one urgent desire to be gone, to escape--she had scarcely
-begun to think whither.
-
-No one came near her during those evening hours. The daylight waned, and
-she realized that it was nearing the dinner hour. Then suddenly it came
-to her that she could not face her uncle again. She must make some
-excuse.
-
-Her work was done; she rang the bell.
-
-After a pause Martha came to her. There was a scared look on the
-woman's face. She seemed half-afraid to meet Maud's eyes.
-
-"Did you ring, ma'am?" she enquired.
-
-"Yes." With an effort Maud made reply. "Is--is my uncle in?"
-
-"He's just come in and gone upstairs to dress for dinner, ma'am," Martha
-told her.
-
-"Ah!" Maud's heart contracted a little. "He has been out some time?"
-she said.
-
-"Yes, ma'am, a long time. He seems a bit out of temper about
-something," Martha's round eyes suddenly conveyed sympathy that shone
-out to Maud like a beacon in the darkness. "I shouldn't take much
-notice of him, ma'am," she said. "He often says what he don't mean when
-he's in one of his tantrums. He'll be better in the morning."
-
-Again that awful sense of impotence assailed Maud. She leaned her head
-against the door-post, closing her eyes for a second. What would the
-morning bring forth? The thought turned her sick.
-
-"Is there anything as I can do, ma'am?" asked Martha.
-
-"Yes." Abruptly Maud pulled herself together. A sudden resolution had
-sprung up within her. She could not face another storm such as that
-through which she had just come. Above all she could not face the
-morrow and its possibilities in this house. She turned back into the
-room, and took half a sovereign from the table. "Martha," she said, "I
-have packed everything up, and I am going away. I want you, please, to
-call a cab now, at once, to take me away before my uncle comes
-downstairs. I will write him a note while you are gone. Please,
-please, Martha, be as quick as you can!"
-
-The sympathy in Martha's eyes became a sort of tragic friendliness. "I
-knew as you wouldn't stay, ma'am," she said, "not after the way he
-hollered at you. I wouldn't myself in your place, ma'am; no, that I
-wouldn't. But you see, I've been with him so long. I don't mind his
-rough ways. I'll go at once, and thank you kindly, ma'am. It won't take
-me five minutes. But, mind you, I think he'll be sorry to lose you."
-
-"I can't help that," Maud made answer. "It is quite impossible for me
-to stay. He will know why. But I will write him a note all the same."
-
-And when Martha had gone, she sat down and scribbled two notes.
-
-The first she addressed to her uncle:
-
-"DEAR UNCLE EDWARD,
-
-"I do not think you will be greatly surprised at my leaving you. After
-what has passed, I could not stay. I am very sorry for what has
-happened, but I suppose it had to be. I wish I could thank you for all
-your kindness to me, but I know this is not the time. So I will only
-say good-bye.
-
-"Yours,
- "MAUD."
-
-The second note consisted of one sentence only, "I am going to my
-mother. Maud." And when she had written it she picked up a tiny packet
-of tissue-paper that lay beside her and dropped it into the envelope
-with the note. She addressed the envelope to Lord Saltash, Burchester
-Castle, and later she sealed and registered it, stopping at a
-post-office to send it on its way. She believed it would reach its
-destination almost as soon as he did. And that packet--that tiny object
-wrapped in tissue-paper--would convey its own message. No further words
-were needed.
-
-She herself went for the night to a small hotel in a back-street that
-was not far from her uncle's house. There would be a train in the early
-morning. She would not travel by night. Something held her back, some
-instinct she did not attempt to fathom. But she believed that Charlie
-would travel by the night-train, and she did not want to see him again
-until he had received that packet. Afterwards--well, the afterwards
-would rest with him.
-
-Her sleep was fitful and troubled that night, broken repeatedly by the
-persistent chime of a church-clock. Towards morning she slept and
-dreamed again that strangely haunting dream of the flower-decked altar
-and the red, shining lamp above. For a space she held herself aloof
-from the dream, refusing to yield to it. But at length it seemed to her
-that someone came and took her hand, drawing her forward, and she had no
-choice.
-
-Straight into the wondrous glow she went, and presently she knelt before
-those flowers of dazzling purity. The quiet hand still held hers in a
-calm and comforting grasp. She felt that she would have been frightened
-but for that sustaining hold.
-
-And then suddenly she saw that the candles also were burning upon the
-altar, knew that she was kneeling there with Jake, heard a voice above
-their heads very low and clear that seemed to be speaking to their
-hearts:--"Those whom God hath joined together, let no man put asunder."
-...
-
-And turning she found Jake's eyes upon her, alight with adoration....
-
-She awoke with a gasping cry to a seething, passionate regret. Because
-in those first wild moments she knew with an awful certainty that her
-feet were set upon the downward path, and she could never turn back
-again.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVI
-
- THE REVELATION
-
-
-The autumn dusk was falling as the Fairharbour train crawled at length
-into the station. A sea-fog hung clammily along the shore, and a smell
-of burning weeds was in the air.
-
-Maud shivered with cold and weariness as she descended to the platform.
-It had been a long, long journey. Her whole body ached with fatigue.
-
-There were not many travellers, and they had all disappeared before she
-had collected her luggage and made her way out into the dank chill of
-the station-yard where a rickety cab stood waiting.
-
-She shivered afresh as she got into it. The dampness and the cold
-seemed to penetrate to her very bones. She sat huddled in a corner.
-
-"Where to, miss?" The porter thrust a cheery face in upon her, and,
-albeit she was veiled, she shrank back with an instinctive desire to
-avoid recognition.
-
-"The Anchor Hotel," she said, through teeth that chattered in spite of
-her.
-
-She heard him give the order, and in a moment the ramshackle conveyance
-was on its way. They clattered forth over the stones into the clinging
-billows of mist.
-
-The cold caught and pierced her anew as they neared the dreary front.
-She heard the muffled roar of the sea splashing dully against the wall.
-The mist became a wet drizzle beating in through the window. She tried
-to close it, but the strap was broken. She could only draw her wrap
-more closely about her.
-
-The cab horse stumbled, and was dragged up by his driver with a curse.
-They were nearing the Anchor Hotel. She wished she had prepared her
-mother for her advent. She had not dared to do so in case--just in
-case--it should come to Jake's knowledge, though she believed that Jake
-must be well on his way to Liverpool by now, if he had not already
-arrived there. It was possible that he had not been able to leave at a
-moment's notice, and she had not dared to take the chance of any rumour
-of her coming reaching him. But now that she was so nearly at the end of
-her journey, she wished earnestly that her mother were expecting her.
-The thought of meeting Giles Sheppard, asking his hospitality, was
-hateful to her.
-
-It would not be for more than that one night. Of that she was
-convinced. Charlie would be swift to answer her summons, if indeed he
-had returned to the Castle. But he was so erratic in all his ways that
-she had some doubt on this point. If he had not returned--! But she
-could not think of that possibility. She turned from it with a sick
-foreboding. Surely Fate could not play her so hideous a trick!
-
-They lumbered on.
-
-Suddenly the light from the swinging lamp that hung in the porch of "The
-Anchor" burst across their path. The horse stumbled again, recovered
-itself, jolted on a few yards, stopped. They had arrived.
-
-Maud gathered her energies for one supreme effort though she felt almost
-too stiff with cold to move. The cabman shambled down and opened the
-door.
-
-"No one about seemin'ly," he remarked.
-
-She controlled her quivering nerves. "Perhaps you will get down my
-trunk," she said. "You can leave it in the porch."
-
-The man grumbled to himself, but proceeded to comply, she standing on
-the step to watch him.
-
-The mist was beating in from the sea. Her face was wet with it. And
-yet her dread of entering that house was such that she could hardly
-bring herself to open the swing door, debating with herself if even then
-she might not run up the hill to the house in which they had lodged a
-year before--only a year before--and obtain shelter for the night there.
-
-The darkness and the rain deterred her. Her courage seemed to have
-quite left her. In the end she turned with a species of dreary
-desperation and pushed back the heavy door.
-
-The entrance-hall was empty, vaguely lit by one flaring gas-jet round
-which the fog-wreaths curled and drifted in the draught, cold as a
-vault, and smelling of stale tobacco-smoke. The place looked bare and
-poverty-stricken, almost squalid. The rugs were gone from the floor,
-the pictures from the walls.
-
-The door swung closed behind her, and she felt as if she stood inside a
-prison. The office-window was shut, and no sound came from any quarter.
-Only through the desolate silence there came the sullen thump of the sea
-against the wall, like the waning struggle of a giant grown impotent
-with long and fruitless striving.
-
-The utter solitude of the place began to possess her like an evil dream.
-She stood as one under a spell, afraid to move. And then, quite
-suddenly, she heard a step.
-
-The impulse came to her then to flee, but she did not obey it. She
-stood stiffly waiting. Even if it were Giles Sheppard himself, she
-would meet him before she went out into the dripping dark outside.
-
-It was not Giles Sheppard. A man in a tweed suit and black gaiters,
-square-shouldered, rather short than tall,--a man of bull-dog
-strength--came suddenly upon her from the interior of the house. She
-heard the jingle of spurs upon the stones of the hall, caught one glance
-of a sunburnt, dominant face and hair that shone like burnished copper
-in the light; and then she was tottering blindly backwards, groping,
-groping for the door by which she might escape.
-
-He came to her ere she could open it, and in a moment she became rigid,
-as one fascinated into passivity. He took her ice-cold hands and held
-them.
-
-"Why, Maud! Maud!" he said, in the tone of one who would comfort a
-child.
-
-A great shiver went through her at his touch; but she stood speechless.
-His face swam before her shrinking vision. She felt sick and faint.
-
-"Snakes!" he said. "You're perished with cold. Say, why didn't you
-tell me you were coming?" Then, as still she could not speak: "Come
-along into the office! There's no one there; and I'll soon have a fire
-for you. You lean on me, my girl! It'll be all right."
-
-His arm went round her; he supported her strongly. The warmth of his
-body sent a faint glow through her. Almost without knowing it, she
-leaned upon him.
-
-He took her into the deserted office, put her into a chair by the empty
-fireplace, lighted the gas, then knelt to kindle the fire. The wood was
-damp; he coaxed it to burn, blowing at the unwilling flame, his head in
-the smoke.
-
-"Say, that's better," he said softly at length. "Now I'm going to give
-you something you'll hate, but I reckon you'll take it to please me.
-Won't you?"
-
-He still knelt beside her, but there was no hint of authority, no
-possessiveness, in his bearing. Rather there was about him a curious
-something that was almost like humility.
-
-She watched him dumbly as he pulled a small glass flask out of his
-pocket and withdrew the cork. He turned to her as he did it, and for an
-instant she met his eyes. The old hot glow was wholly gone from them.
-She missed it with an odd sense of shock. Only kindness shone out at
-her; only friendliness was in the clasp of the hand he laid on hers.
-
-"You'll take it?" he said, in his voice of soft persuasion, "It's raw
-spirit; but it's not going to do you any harm. Just a drop, and then
-I'll feel easier about you! There now, if that's not real good of you!"
-
-He was pressing it gently upon her; and she could not refuse. She took
-the flask from him and drank a burning drain.
-
-"Has it gone?" said Jake.
-
-She nodded silently, feeling the glow of the spirit spreading through
-her veins and the deadly coldness at her heart giving place to it.
-
-He smiled upon her, his pleasant, sudden smile, and took the flask back
-into his own keeping. Then he bent again to the fire, blowing at it
-persistently, patiently, till it shot up into a blaze.
-
-She watched him as one in a dream--a dream from which all nightmare
-horror had been magically banished. This--this was the old Jake to whom
-she had once turned in trouble, in whose arms she had sobbed out her
-misery and despair. This was Jake the friend into whose keeping she had
-given her life.
-
-He straightened himself again, coughing a little. She caught again the
-gleam of the red-brown eyes, seeking hers.
-
-"Better now?" he asked her.
-
-She bent her head. "Yes, I am all right now. You--you--I didn't expect
-to see you here."
-
-"Guess it was a mutual surprise," said Jake. "What brought you anyway?"
-
-Her heart gave a sudden quick throb of dismay.
-
-Actually she had forgotten the desperate resolution that had urged her
-for so long. She turned her face quickly from him. "I--came--to--to
-see my mother," she faltered.
-
-He raised his brows momentarily. "She wasn't expecting you, sure," he
-commented.
-
-"No," she felt her cheeks burning, and strove still further to avoid his
-look. "No. It--it was a--surprise visit."
-
-There fell a brief silence upon her words, and while it lasted, she sat
-in tense suspense, waiting--waiting for him to pounce upon her secret
-and drag it to the light. She dared not look at him kneeling there
-beside her, dared not meet the awful scrutiny of those lynx-eyes. Such
-was her agitation that she scarcely dared even to breathe.
-
-And then an amazing thing happened. Jake's hand was suddenly laid upon
-her knee, pressing it reassuringly. "Well," he said in his casual drawl,
-"I reckon you've come in the nick of time so far as your mother is
-concerned. Your amiable step-father has cleared out bag and baggage, and
-left her to face the music. He pawned everything he could lay his dirty
-hands on first, and the place is empty except for the old ostler who is
-serving behind the bar till further orders."
-
-"Oh Jake!" Startled, Maud turned back to him. "And what is my mother
-doing?"
-
-There was a faintly humorous twist about Jake's lips as he made reply.
-"Your mother has gone to bed in hysterics. I can't get out of her what
-exactly she means to do. P'raps you will be more successful. I came
-down this morning as soon as I got the news of Sheppard's departure, and
-tried to persuade her to come along to the Stables; but she wouldn't
-hear of it. She's got some idea at the back of her mind, I gather; or
-maybe the Stables aren't aristocratic enough. Anyway, there was no
-moving her. I've been up at Tattersall's all day. Only got back half an
-hour ago. I thought I'd look in again here, and see how things were
-going before I went home. But they haven't moved any since this
-morning, and she is still in bed with hysterics."
-
-He had not been home all day; he had received no message. The thought
-darted through Maud with a suddenness that nearly made her gasp with
-relief. He did not know of Uncle Edward's summons. And then she
-remembered that it must be awaiting him, and her heart sank again.
-
-"You're shivering still," said Jake gently.
-
-"It's nothing," she made answer. "It's nothing." And then desperately:
-"You--you didn't get--a telegram from Uncle Edward--last night?"
-
-"I?" said Jake. "No. What should he wire to me for?"
-
-She hesitated a second, then feverishly faced the danger that menaced
-her. "You--I expect you will find a message waiting for you. We--we
-had a disagreement yesterday. That's why I came away."
-
-Jake's brows met abruptly. "Hasn't he been treating you properly?"
-
-"Oh, it's not that. I--I can't tell you what it was. But--he said he
-should wire to you--to go to Liverpool."
-
-Maud's hands clasped each other very tightly. She was striving with all
-her strength for composure. But she could not bring herself to look him
-in the face.
-
-"And so you came away," Jake said slowly.
-
-She nodded, swallowing down her agitation. "I didn't want to meet
-you--like that. I didn't know what was in the telegram."
-
-Jake's fingers patted her knee gently. "And so you came back here for
-refuge! All right, my girl! You needn't be afraid. Uncle Edward may
-go to blazes. I shan't read that telegram."
-
-He stooped with the words, picked up a fragment of burning stick that
-had fallen at her feet, and tossed it back into the flames.
-
-Maud uttered a sharp exclamation. "Jake! You'll be burnt!"
-
-He looked up at her with a smile. "I guess not," he said. "And now that
-that matter is disposed of, you'll maybe like to go and see your
-mother."
-
-She met his eyes with a feeling that she could do no less. "You're very
-good," she said, with an effort.
-
-His smile broadened. "Then it's the cheapest form of goodness I know,"
-he said. "If your Uncle Edward were a little younger, I'd give myself
-the pleasure of accepting his invitation just for the sake of
-administering the kicking he deserves. However, we won't waste time
-discussing him. Are you going to spend the night here along with your
-mother?"
-
-He seemed bent upon making things easy for her. His attitude amazed
-her. She kept asking herself again and again if this could be the man
-from whom she had fled in bitterness of spirit all those weeks ago.
-
-She hesitated to answer his question. She was painfully uncertain of
-the ground beneath her feet. Almost she expected it to cleave asunder
-at any moment and reveal the raging fires that once had scorched her
-soul.
-
-But Jake did not suffer her to remain in suspense. Very quietly he
-filled in her hesitation. "Maybe you'd sooner stay here," he said, in
-his soft, rather sing-song voice. "It's up to you to decide. Guess I
-shan't interfere any with your movements."
-
-His one hand still lay on her knee. It pressed upon her a little as
-though seeking to convey something that she was slow to grasp.
-
-Her doubt subsided under the steady touch. She suddenly knew beyond all
-questioning that she stood on solid ground. Yet it was not without
-difficulty that she answered him. "I think--perhaps--for to-night--I
-will stay with her."
-
-Jake nodded with his face to the flames. "It's up to you," he said
-again.
-
-She looked at his bent head, conscious of a new distress. How was she
-going to repay him for this his goodness to her? He was trusting her
-blindly. He had refused to let his eyes be opened. For she knew he
-would keep his word about that telegram. Jake always kept his word.
-
-Her distress grew, became almost unbearable. She saw herself in a new
-and horrible light, and shrank in anguish of soul from the revelation.
-It was as if upon that downward path she had suddenly caught a glimpse
-of the precipice at the end, the cruel rocks, the dreadful fall, the
-black, seething whirlpool below. And her whole being revolted. All
-that was pure in her made swift outcry.
-
-If Jake--Jake--had climbed back to the old high ground, surely she could
-do the same! Surely she could do no less. He trusted her--he trusted
-her! How could she go on?
-
-The wild tempest of feeling rushed through her, and passed. She was
-left very cold, striving desperately to suppress a fit of shuddering
-that threatened to overwhelm her.
-
-Jake was not looking at her. He seemed unaware of her agitation. After
-a moment he took his hand away, and rose.
-
-He began to feel in his pockets, produced his clay pipe and
-tobacco-pouch; then suddenly paused. "Do you mind if I light up? I'm
-just going."
-
-"Oh, please do!" she said.
-
-He began to fill the pipe with minute care. "Don't let your mother take
-too much out of you!" he said. "Have a meal and turn in as early as you
-can! Guess you're needing a good rest."
-
-She leaned her head on her hand. "Yes. I am tired."
-
-Jake was silent again for a space. Finally he put the pipe into his
-mouth and shook the tobacco back into his pouch. Then in a curiously
-hesitating voice, he spoke. "Say,--Maud!"
-
-She gave a start, and raised her head. He was looking down at her with
-a faint smile in his eyes, a smile that struck her as being whimsical
-and yet curiously wistful also.
-
-"I just want to tell you, my girl," he said, "that you're not to be
-scared of me any more. Reckon you've had a hell of a time all your
-life, but it's to come to an end right now. For the future, you do the
-asking and I the giving. You're boss, and don't you forget it! I'm your
-man, not your master, and I'll behave accordingly. Guess I'll even lie
-down and let you kick me if it'll make you happy any."
-
-Maud was gazing at him in open amazement long before he had finished his
-astounding speech. The slow utterance, half-sad, half-humorous, was
-spoken with the full weight of the man's strength of purpose. Every
-word came with the steady force of unwavering resolution. There was a
-touch of the superb about him even with that unlighted pipe between his
-teeth. And every word seemed to pierce her with a deeper pain, pain
-that was well-nigh unendurable.
-
-As he uttered the last deliberate sentence, she rose quickly with a
-gesture of protest. She could bear no more.
-
-"Jake, you--you--you hurt me!" she stammered incoherently.
-
-He put out a hand to her. "No--no!" he said. "That was not my
-intention."
-
-It was almost as though he pleaded with her for some species of
-clemency. She was sure she read entreaty in the red-brown eyes. But
-she could not lay her hand in his. She could not--she could not! She
-stood before him panting, speechless, shaken to the very foundations of
-her being.
-
-His hand fell. "I just want you to be happy, my girl, that's all," he
-said gently; "happy after your own notions of happiness. Maybe there
-ain't room for me in the general scheme of things. If that's so,--I
-reckon I'll stay outside."
-
-He turned aside with the words and struck a match to kindle his pipe
-with the air of a man who has said his say. Then while she still watched
-him, he puffed a great cloud of smoke into the air, straightened
-himself, and made her an odd, clumsy bow.
-
-"I'm going now. So long!" he said.
-
-And so, without further parley, he left her, striding away in his
-square, purposeful fashion without a backward glance.
-
-Only when he was gone did it flash upon her that this--this--was her
-dream come true. All unknowing, wholly without intention, he had opened
-her eyes. And she knew that he loved her--he loved her!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVII
-
- THE LAST CHANCE
-
-
-"It's a cruel world," complained Mrs. Sheppard. "Nothing ever goes
-right, and no one ever thinks of anybody but themselves." She wiped her
-eyes pathetically. "I'm sure I've always tried to consider others. And
-this is the result. In my hour of need I am forsaken by everybody."
-
-"It's no good fretting," Maud said very wearily. "We must think what is
-best to be done."
-
-She realized that her mother was in her most unreasonable mood, and she
-felt herself powerless to cope with it. Yet the situation had to be
-faced, and with a heavy heart she faced it.
-
-"My dear, I've thought and thought till my brain refuses to work," said
-Mrs. Sheppard plaintively. "What is the good of it? You know as well
-as I that if Charlie refuses to help, all hope is gone. And you say he
-has refused."
-
-"Yes." Maud was stooping over the kettle that she was boiling in her
-mother's bedroom. "He has refused."
-
-"Unconditionally?" Mrs. Sheppard sent a sudden keen glance across at
-the slim, drooping figure and noted the weariness of its pose. "Maud,
-tell me! Unconditionally?"
-
-Maud remained bent. "I am not going to accept his conditions," she
-said, after a moment.
-
-"Then he made conditions?" The question came sharp and querulous from
-the bed.
-
-"One condition." Maud bent a little lower.
-
-"What was it? My child, you must tell me. I have a right to know."
-Mrs. Sheppard raised herself to a sitting position. "What was this
-condition?"
-
-Maud did not turn. "What does it matter what it was as I am not going
-to accept it," she said.
-
-"You have refused?"
-
-"I am going to refuse." There was utter weariness in her voice. She
-spoke as one to whom nothing mattered any more.
-
-"Maud! Then you haven't actually refused him yet?" Mrs. Sheppard
-suddenly flung out her arms. "Maud--darling, come and tell me all about
-it!" she urged. "There is something behind that you haven't told me yet.
-Come here, dearest! Come to me!"
-
-Maud turned an unwilling face over her shoulder. "I am too tired
-to-night, Mother," she said. "Besides, there is really nothing to tell.
-Charlie made me a certain proposal which--which I thought for a little
-that I might accept. I now realize that I can't and--and--" a faint
-quiver of vehemence crept into her voice,--"I want to forget that I ever
-thought I could. Please let me forget!"
-
-"My dear child! Do you mean that he made you a proposal of marriage?"
-The eagerness of Mrs. Sheppard's query was scarcely veiled. Her eyes
-had the look of one in search of treasure.
-
-"Yes; just that." The emotion had gone out of Maud's voice again. It
-sounded flat and mechanical. She leaned her arm upon the mantelpiece
-for support. "I ought not to have suffered it. I was to blame more
-than he. He has always been--that sort. I--haven't."
-
-"But, my dear, you have always loved each other. Why should either of
-you be to blame? The fault was certainly yours in the first place for
-sending him away long ago; but now--now----"
-
-"Now I am married to another man," Maud said.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard clapped her hands together in a sudden access of
-impatience. "A man for whom you have not the smallest respect or
-affection! A man of intemperate habits who took advantage of a weak
-moment to marry you, who has made you utterly miserable, and deserves
-nothing from you but the utmost contempt! My dear Maud, I always
-thought that you were proud and fastidious. Didn't Charlie always call
-you his queen rose? How can you--how can you--regard that farcical
-marriage of yours as binding? How can you contemplate ruining your own
-life and Charlie's also now that another chance has been given you? It
-is sheer wilful folly. It is madness. Or is it that you are
-just--afraid?"
-
-Maud shook her head. "I don't suppose you would ever really understand,
-Mother," she said. "Anyhow I don't know how to explain. But I can't do
-it--now. I thought I could. I came back because I thought I could. But
-now I am here--now I have seen Jake--I find I can't."
-
-"That is because you are afraid," declared Mrs. Sheppard, "He has
-terrorized you. But, oh, my dear, do try to break away from that! Do
-think of yourself--and of Charlie who has loved you all these years!
-One great effort--only one--and you will be free from this horrible,
-unnatural bond. I know that Charlie will be true to you. You are the
-one woman so far as he is concerned. And he--he is the one man, dear,
-isn't he? You can't--surely you can't--bear to disappoint him now!
-Think of the years to come! Think of the life-happiness waiting for you
-if you only muster the strength now to grasp it! Maud, my darling, my
-own girlie, can't you be brave just this once when so much hangs upon
-it? He will take you away in his yacht, and you will be all in all to
-each other. You will find all the good things you have missed till now;
-and this dreadful year will fade away like a dream. Oh, darling, surely
-you will make this one great effort to gain so much! The chance will
-never come again to you. It is the one chance of your life,--the last.
-How can you bear to throw it away?"
-
-"And what of Jake?" Maud spoke the words as though uttering her thought
-aloud. She was gazing downwards at the steaming kettle and the red-hot
-glow of the fire.
-
-"Jake!" Mrs. Sheppard's reply was instant and contemptuous. "He will
-marry a girl in his own station who will satisfy all his desires. You
-can't honestly imagine that you have done that, that he regards his
-marriage with you as a success! He may be annoyed at your preference,
-but he will be as glad as you are to be rid of his bargain. It will be
-the greatest kindness you can do him--if you want to be kind. You know
-you hate him from the bottom of your heart."
-
-"Mother! You're wrong!" Sharply--as though stung to action--Maud
-turned. "I don't hate Jake. He--he is too good a man--too upright a
-man--to hate. It is true I haven't been happy with him, but that has
-not been his fault. Our ideas of happiness are not the same, that's
-all."
-
-Mrs. Sheppard stared in momentary discomfiture at this sudden display of
-strength. She had not expected serious resistance in this quarter. But
-she was quick to rally her forces.
-
-"Oh, I don't blame him entirely," she said. "As you say, you are
-utterly unsuited to each other. But it is sheer nonsense to call him a
-good man. I know that he is often the worse for drink. I have seen him
-myself flogging his horses down on the beach as no man in his sober
-senses would dream of doing. He is an utter brute at heart. There is
-no getting away from that fact. He may not be a wholly bad man. I have
-not said that he is. But he is a man of violent impulses. He knows
-nothing of the refinements of life. He is a brute."
-
-Mrs. Sheppard paused. Maud was standing mute and motionless with tragic
-eyes fixed before her.
-
-After a moment or two to give her words time to sink in, Mrs. Sheppard
-continued on a note of pathos.
-
-"You may say to me that I have made exactly the same mistake myself.
-But then, I did it for you children. And it was not the whole of my
-life that I had to offer. But you,--you are young. Your good time is
-yet to come. And think, dear, think how much depends upon you! If
-Charlie dies unmarried, there will be no one to succeed him. He is the
-last of the Burchesters. And if he doesn't marry you, I am sure he will
-never marry any other woman. He loves you so devotedly. Through all
-his peccadilloes, he has always remembered you, come back to you. Are
-you going to let him be lonely always because of his love for you? He
-has laid the greatest gift in the world at your feet, dear. Oh, grasp
-it while you can! Don't let the whole of his manhood, your womanhood,
-be one long and fruitless regret!"
-
-It was the climax of her pleading. The tears were running down her face
-as she reached it, and she did not check them too readily though she
-knew that she had made an impression. Victory would not come at once,
-she fully realized. The stony immobility of Maud's attitude told her
-that. But she had laid her plans with craft. She believed that by the
-exercise of extreme patience victory might ultimately be achieved.
-
-"There, darling! You're very tired," she said, as she slowly dried her
-eyes; "much too tired to see anything in its proper light to-night. You
-must go to bed and sleep. You will see things much more clearly in the
-morning. And shall I tell you a secret?" She smiled, a wistful, loving
-smile. "Charlie will be at the Castle to-morrow afternoon."
-
-"How do you know, Mother?" Maud spoke quickly as one suddenly awakened.
-
-"How do I know? But everyone knows," Mrs. Sheppard answered vaguely.
-"The yacht is in the harbour, and they are getting her ready for a trip.
-Darling, the kettle is boiling at last. Mind how you take it off! Oh
-dear, I'm very tired. I hope I shan't end my days in the workhouse. So
-trying to have to make one's bed every day. Good night, darling! No
-tea for me, thank you. I haven't the heart to drink it. There's a bed
-made up in the room next to this. I hope you will find it comfortable.
-Good night, dear! Good night!"
-
-The words went into a deep sigh. Mrs. Sheppard sank down upon her
-pillow. And Maud turned with a set face, and prepared to leave her for
-the night.
-
-Yes, her mother's words had made an impression upon her. They had
-voiced all the doubt and turmoil in her own sad heart. But they had not
-blotted out that vision of the precipice, the rocks, and the black,
-black whirlpool that awaited her at the end of the downward path.
-
-Neither had they wholly taken from her the memory of a man's eyes,
-straight and honest and strangely appealing, that had looked into hers
-only a couple of hours before.
-
-Above her mother's warnings, above all the trouble and the tumult of her
-soul, she heard a voice within, clear, insistent, indomitable: "Love is
-only gained by love. We must pour out all we have to win it, purge our
-hearts of all selfish desire, sanctify ourselves by the complete
-renunciation of self, before the perfect gift can be ours."
-
-The perfect gift! The perfect gift! She had almost ceased to believe
-in it. But that night she dreamed that she had it in her grasp.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XVIII
-
- THE WHIRLPOOL
-
-
-"Well, Billings, you're looking as cadaverously blooming as ever. How
-do you do it, man? Did someone give you an over-dose of respectability
-in your youth?"
-
-Saltash leaned back in his chair smiling up at his wry-faced servitor
-with insolent humour.
-
-Billings, the decorous, betrayed not the smallest sign of surprise or
-resentment. It was said of him that when Saltash had once in a fit of
-anger flung a wine-glass at his head, he had knelt and collected the
-fragments and mopped up the wine before he had dreamed of retiring to
-attend to the cut on his face that the glass had inflicted.
-
-On the present occasion he made response with the utmost gravity. "I
-can't say, my lord. Shall I light the fire, my lord?"
-
-"Oh yes, it's a filthy day, typical of a filthy climate. Yes, light the
-fire, and pull down the blinds, and let's be comfortable!"
-
-"It won't be dark yet, my lord," observed Billings, with a glance at the
-clock.
-
-Saltash's eyes went in the same direction. It was not quite three
-o'clock. "What of that, good Billings? I please myself," he said. "By
-the way, you might take coffee up to the music-room. Leave it to brew
-up there! And when Mrs. Bolton calls tell her I'm out, but I shall be
-back in a very short time! Ask her to wait in the music-room, and pour
-her out some coffee! Light the red lamp by the piano, but leave the
-rest! Is that quite clear, Billings?"
-
-"Quite clear, my lord."
-
-Billings was on his knees before the fire. Saltash leaned forward in
-his chair.
-
-"Be sure you get her to have some coffee, Billings!" he said. "Tell her
-I specially recommend it."
-
-"Very good, my lord." Billings spoke with his head nearly touching the
-logs of wood he was seeking to kindle. "I quite understand, my lord."
-
-Saltash got to his feet. "I'll give you a gold watch if you succeed,
-Billings," he said.
-
-"You're very good, my lord," said Billings.
-
-Saltash wandered down the hall. He had a cigarette between his lips,
-but he was not smoking. He reached the marble statue near the grand
-staircase and pressed a switch that flooded it with light. Then he
-stood before it, silent and intent. White and wonderful the anguished
-figure shone, but it was rather a figure of death than life. Its purity
-was almost dazzling. Its very agony was unearthly.
-
-Saltash frowned abruptly and switched off the light. Then for a space he
-stood in the gloom, staring at the vague outline.
-
-Billings came up behind him soft-footed, unobtrusive. "The rose light,
-my lord, was placed on the other side according to your lordship's
-orders," he said deferentially, and passed on as if he had not spoken.
-
-Saltash glanced over his shoulder momentarily, and resumed his silent
-contemplation of the figure in the shadows.
-
-Several seconds passed. Then very suddenly he moved again, bent swiftly
-and pressed another switch. In a moment the figure was fully visible
-again, but no longer did it dazzle the eyes with its whiteness. A soft
-rose radiance surrounded it. It glowed into life, pulsing, palpitating
-flesh and blood.
-
-And the man's eyes suddenly kindled as they passed over the naked,
-straining form. "I have you now, my Captured Angel," he murmured.
-
-He stood and feasted upon the vision. Once he stretched a hand to touch
-the faultless curve of the breast, but checked himself with an odd,
-flickering smile as though he did reverence whimsically to a sacred
-element in which he had no faith. The agonized shame of the thing,
-poignant, arresting, though it was, seemed wholly to pass him by. His
-queer, glancing eyes saw only the unveiled voluptuousness of the form,
-the perfect contour of the limbs, the exquisite moulding of each full
-and gracious line. He dwelt upon them all with the look of an epicure.
-He moved again at length, drew near to the statue, reached a hand to the
-dark panelling of the recess behind. It slipped inwards noiselessly,
-disclosing a narrow doorway. In a moment he had passed through, and the
-great hall was empty; empty save for that figure of tragic womanhood,
-rose-lighted, piteously alive, standing out against the shadows.
-
-It was nearly half an hour later that an electric bell sounded through
-the silence, and Billings, the respectable, came noiselessly through the
-hall. He swung the great door open with a well-bred flourish.
-
-A woman's figure clad in a streaming waterproof stood on the step, and
-in a low voice asked for Lord Saltash. Billings stood back with a deep
-bow. "Will you walk in, madam?"
-
-She entered and stood on the mat. He took her umbrella and set it
-aside.
-
-"Will you permit me to remove your waterproof, madam?" he suggested.
-
-She seemed to hesitate, but in a moment yielded. "But I can only stay a
-few moments," she said. "Please tell him so!"
-
-"Quite so, madam!" Billings was deftly removing the wet garment. "Up
-in the music-room, if you please, madam."
-
-She suffered his ministrations in silence; only as he turned to lead the
-way she shivered suddenly and uncontrollably.
-
-She followed him up the dim hall. They approached the rose-lit statue.
-Her eyes were drawn to it. She stopped as though involuntarily, stopped
-and caught her breath as if in sudden surprise or dismay. Then quickly
-she passed on.
-
-They ascended the grand staircase in solemn procession, and reached the
-music-room door.
-
-Again Billings stood back for her to enter, but when she had done so, he
-closed the door, remaining within.
-
-The great room was dim and shadowy, heavy with some mysterious Eastern
-fragrance that hung in the air like incense. It was lighted by two red
-fires that burned without flame and a red-shaded lamp that shed a
-mysterious arc of light far away by the piano.
-
-There was a small table by the further fire, and on this a silver
-coffee-pot hissed over a spirit-lamp. A low divan--so low that it
-looked a mere pile of luxurious cushions--stood invitingly close.
-Billings deferentially led the way thither.
-
-"If you will be pleased to take a seat, madam," he said. "His lordship
-will not keep you waiting long."
-
-"Is he out?" Maud asked quickly.
-
-"He has been out, madam. He came in wet through and is changing. He
-begged very particularly that you would drink a cup of coffee while you
-awaited him."
-
-He indicated the divan, but Maud remained on her feet. The atmosphere of
-the place disturbed her. It seemed to be charged with subtleties that
-baffled her, making her vaguely uneasy.
-
-She had come in answer to a message accompanying a great bunch of
-violets that had reached her that morning. She had not wanted to come;
-but for this once it seemed imperative that she should meet him face to
-face, and explain that which she felt no written words could ever
-express. She had sent him her rash summons, and he had replied by that
-bunch of violets and the request that she would come to him since he did
-not wish to risk interruption from "_madame la mere_." On this point
-she had been fully in accord with him, and she had sent back word that
-she would come in the afternoon, just to speak with him for a few
-minutes. She had hoped that he would gather from that that since the
-sending of her summons she had repented of her madness. It would not be
-an easy interview, she was sure; but she was not afraid of Charlie. She
-hated the thought of hurting him all the more because she did not fear
-him. He would let her go; oh yes, he would let her go. He had never
-sought to hold her against her will. But that very fact would make the
-parting the more bitter. His half-whimsical chivalry was somehow harder
-to face than any fury of indignation. He had hurt her at their last
-interview, hurt and disappointed her. But yet the man's fascination
-overpowered all thought of his shortcomings. Already she had almost
-forgotten them.
-
-She stood before the fire, absently watching the servant as he busied
-himself over the coffee, till the aromatic scent of it suddenly brought
-her out of her reverie.
-
-"Oh, thank you," she said. "I don't think I will have any. I have only
-come for five minutes' talk with Lord Saltash."
-
-"His lordship particularly desired that you would take a cup, madam,"
-the man replied. "It is a very special Egyptian brew." He turned round
-with a small silver cup on a salver which he decorously presented. "It
-is supposed to be particularly pleasing to a lady's palate, madam," he
-said.
-
-She did not want the coffee, but it seemed ungracious to refuse it. She
-took the cup and set it on the mantelpiece.
-
-"It should be drunk very hot, madam," said Billings persuasively. "Will
-you be so very kind, madam, as to taste it, and tell me if it is to your
-liking?"
-
-She hesitated momentarily, but it was too small a matter to refuse. She
-took the cup by its slender handle and put it to her lips. Instantly it
-was as if a warm current of life went through her, a fine, golden thread
-of delight.
-
-She looked at Billings and smiled. "It is--delicious," she said.
-
-Billings looked gratified. "The second cup is generally considered even
-better than the first, madam," he said.
-
-"Oh, I won't take more than one, thank you," she said.
-
-And Billings retired, closing the door soundlessly behind him.
-
-Maud lifted the cup again to her lips. Its fragrance pervaded all her
-senses. It was unlike anything she knew, and yet in some subtle fashion
-it made her think of palms and orange-groves, and the strong sunshine of
-the East. It presented before her mind a vivid picture of beauties that
-she had never seen. She drank again; and again that strange sense of
-dawning bliss came to her. It was like the coming of a tropic morning
-after a long, black night. Her anxiety was magically lifted from her; a
-sensation of pure gladness, of warmth of soul and body began to possess
-her. It was like drinking in the pure essence of sunshine. All things
-seemed easy, all difficulties were smoothed away. She was sure that
-Charlie would understand and be content. Had he not promised to be to
-her whatever she wished?
-
-She drained the cup, and set it down. It seemed a little strange to her
-that her hand should be trembling as she did so; for all her misgivings
-had vanished. She had stepped as it were into a garden of delight. A
-strange, unearthly happiness was hers. It was as if her life had been
-suddenly and mysteriously filled to the brim with all that she could
-desire.
-
-The only thing lacking was music. She looked across at the grand piano
-lighted with that one red lamp, and a haunting memory came to her--came
-to her. She saw the altar and the glow of the undying flame before it;
-but the flowers--the white lilies of purity--where were they?
-
-A vague distress came to her, filtering as it were through locked
-senses, dispelling the golden rapture, dimming her dream. She moved
-over the polished floor, drawn by that red arc of light. She reached
-the piano. She stood before it. And then her dream changed.
-
-The vision of the altar faded, faded. She slipped down before the
-gleaming keys. She struck a soft, sweet chord. And with it the former
-magic took her. The sun and the orange-groves were hers again, and a
-blue, blue gleam of sea came into the picture like the last touch of
-romance into a fairy-tale. As one beneath a spell she sat and wove her
-vision into such music as she had never contemplated before....
-
-As of old, she never knew quite when he came to her. She only realized
-very suddenly that he was there. His dark face gleamed down at her in
-the lamplight. His odd eyes sent a mocking invitation into hers.
-
-Again her vision was swept away. Her hands fell from the piano, and
-were caught in the same instant into his.
-
-"Oh, Charlie!" she gasped incoherently.
-
-He drew her close, laughing at her with half-teasing tenderness. "Oh,
-Maud!" he said. "O queen of all the roses!"
-
-But she hung back from him. It was almost as if something dragged her
-back. "I--I have something to say to you," she faltered confusedly. "I
-came to say it. What was it? Oh, what was it?"
-
-His swarthy face was bending nearer, nearer. She saw the humorous lift
-of his black brows. "You have said it," he told her softly. "There is
-nothing left to say. There will never again be any need for words
-between us two."
-
-He laughed at her again with a kind of kingly indulgence. His arms went
-round her, pressing her to him, ignoring her last, quivering effort to
-resist. His lips suddenly found her own.
-
-And then it was that her eyes were opened, and her memory came back. In
-a flash of anguished understanding she was brought face to face with the
-realities of life. She knew that she had been enmeshed in a dream of
-evil delight, drawn unaccountably, by some hidden, devilish strategy to
-the very edge of that precipice that she had striven so desperately to
-avoid.
-
-In that moment she would have torn herself free, but her strength was
-gone. Her body felt leaden and powerless; her throat too numb to utter
-any protest. Her visions had all fallen away from her, but she thought
-she heard the roar of the whirlpool below. And through all she was
-madly conscious of the lips that pressed her own, the arms that drew her
-closer, always closer, to the gulf.
-
-She thought that her senses were leaving her, so utterly helpless had
-she become. An awful cloud seemed to be hanging over her,--slowly,
-slowly descending. Faintly she tried to pray for deliverance, but his
-lips stilled the prayer. Against her will, as one horribly compelled,
-she knew that she returned his kiss.
-
-And then she was lying on the low divan with Charlie beside her, holding
-her, calling her his queen, his captured angel--his wife.
-
-She did not know exactly what happened afterwards, for a great darkness
-took her. She only knew that she was suddenly lifted and borne away.
-She only heard the rush of the whirlpool as it closed over her head.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XIX
-
- THE OUTER DARKNESS
-
-
-Something was waking her. Someone seemed to be knocking on the outer
-door of her brain. She came back to consciousness as one returning from
-a far, far journey that yet had occupied but a very brief space of time.
-An inner sense of urgency awoke and responded to that outer knocking.
-As through a maze of disconnected impressions she heard a voice.
-
-"I give you ten seconds, my lord," it said. "Just--ten--seconds!"
-
-The words were absolutely quiet, they sounded almost suave; but the
-deadly determination of them smote upon her like the call of a trumpet.
-She started up.
-
-The next instant she was staring about her in utter bewilderment. She
-was lying on a deep couch in a room she had never seen before, a
-strange, conical chamber, oak-panelled, lighted by a domed skylight. It
-was furnished with bizarre Eastern luxury. The couch on which she lay
-was a nest of tiger-skins.
-
-But she saw these details but vaguely. That voice she had heard had
-made all else of no importance. It had spoken close to her, but it was
-not in the room with her, and she could not for the moment tell whence
-it had come. She could only listen with caught breath for more, listen
-with starting eyes fixed on the stuffed skin of a cobra poised on a
-small table near as if ready to strike. She even fancied for a moment
-that the thing was alive, and then realized with a passing relief that
-it had been converted into the stem of a reading-lamp.
-
-Again the voice came. It was counting slowly, with the utmost
-regularity.
-
-But it was not allowed to continue. Saltash's voice; quick and
-imperious, broke in upon it. "Be quiet, you damn' fool! If you murder
-me, you'll only be sorry afterwards. I have told you I don't know where
-she is."
-
-"You have told me a lie, my lord." Grim as fate came the answer, and
-following it a movement that turned her sick with fear.
-
-She sprang to her feet with a wild cry. "Jake! Jake! I am here!
-Jake,--come to me!"
-
-She threw herself against the panelling of the wall in a frenzy of
-terror, and beat upon it fiercely, frantically. There was a door behind
-her, but instinct warned her that it did not lead whither she desired to
-go. It was through the panelling that those sinister words had reached
-her.
-
-But it resisted her wild efforts. She beat in vain. "Oh, Jake!" she
-cried again, and broke into agonized sobbing. "Jake, where are you?"
-
-And then she heard his voice again, short this time and commanding.
-"Let her out, my lord! The game is up."
-
-"Trust a woman to give it away!" said Saltash, and laughed a cold, hard
-laugh.
-
-The panelling against which she stood suddenly yielded, slid back. She
-found herself standing on the threshold of the music-room, close to one
-of the carved fireplaces. And there, face to face with her, one hand
-thrust deep into his breeches-pocket, stood her husband, stood Jake.
-All her life she was to remember the look he wore.
-
-Saltash was nearer still, but she scarcely saw him. She went past him,
-sobbing, inarticulate, unnerved. She stretched out trembling,
-beseeching hands to the man in whose eyes she read the lust of murder.
-She cried aloud to him in her agony!
-
-"Come away! Oh, come away! Be merciful this once--only this once!
-Jake! Jake!"
-
-She reached him, she clung to him; she would have knelt to him. But he
-thrust his left arm around her, forcibly holding her up.
-
-He did not speak to her, did not, she believed, so much as look at her.
-His eyes were fixed with a terrible intensity upon the man beyond her.
-His attitude was strained and unyielding. The untamed ferocity of the
-wilds was in every line of him, in every tense muscle. Ruthlessness,
-lawlessness, savagery unshackled, fiercely eager, beat in every pulse,
-every sinew of his frame. She felt as if she were holding back a
-furious animal from his prey, as if at any moment he would burst free,
-and rend and tear till the demon that possessed him was satisfied.
-
-But she clung to him faster and faster, seeking to pinion the murderous
-right hand that was thrust so deeply away out of her reach. She heard
-another laugh from Saltash, but she did not dare to turn. And then came
-a sound like the click of a spring-trap.
-
-The tension went suddenly out of Jake. He relaxed and with a certain
-cowboy roughness took his hand from his pocket and grasped her by the
-shoulders. His eyes came from beyond her, and looked straight into
-hers. And she knew without turning her head that her own hour of
-reckoning had come. They were alone.
-
-For many, many seconds he looked at her so with a red-hot glow in his
-eyes that seemed as though it would burn its way to her most secret
-soul. She endured it with a desperate courage. If he had caught her by
-the throat she would not have flinched. But his hold, though insistent,
-was without violence. And at last very, very slowly he let her go.
-
-"I guess that ends it," he said.
-
-"What do you mean?" Through quivering lips she asked the question. She
-felt as if an icy wind had suddenly caught her. She was cold from head
-to foot.
-
-He made a slight gesture as of one indicating the obvious, and turned
-away. She saw his square figure moving away from her, and a terrible
-fear went through her. Her very heart felt frozen within her. She
-tried to speak, to utter his name; but her throat only worked
-spasmodically, making no sound.
-
-He reached the door, opened it, and then--as if he could not help it--he
-looked back at her. And in that moment with frantic effort she burst
-the bonds that held her. She threw out her arms in wild entreaty.
-
-"Jake!" she gasped. "Jake! Don't--don't leave me!"
-
-He stopped, but he did not return. There was a curious look on his
-face. He seemed to stand irresolute.
-
-She began to move towards him, but found herself trembling too much to
-walk. She tottered to the mantel-piece for support. But she still
-looked towards him, still tremulously entreated him.
-
-"Jake, you--you don't understand! You never will understand if you
-leave me now. I'm going under--I'm going under! Jake,--save me!"
-
-She bowed her head suddenly upon her hands, and stood quivering. She
-had made her last piteous effort to escape from the toils that held her.
-Nothing but a miracle could save her now. Nothing but the power of that
-love that dieth not.
-
-Seconds passed. She thought that he had gone, had abandoned her to her
-fate, left her to the mercy of a man who would compass her ruin. And
-she wondered in her agony if she could muster sufficient strength to
-flee from that evil place and snatch her own deliverance down on the
-dark, lonely shore, where no one could ever drag her back again.
-
-And then very suddenly a hand touched her, closed upon her arm. It was
-as if a current of electricity ran through her. She turned with a great
-start.
-
-Jake's eyes, very level, quite inscrutable, looked straight into hers.
-"I guess we'll be getting along home," he said.
-
-His hand urged her steadily, indomitably. He led her speechless from
-the room, supporting her when she faltered, but never hesitating or
-suffering her to pause.
-
-They came out at the top of the great, branching staircase. The hall
-below them was lighted only by the soft glow that surrounded Saltash's
-favourite statue. The hand that held Maud's arm tightened to a grip.
-They went down the stairs together, and passed the tragic figure by.
-
-As they moved down the long hall, a man stepped suddenly out from behind
-the statue, and looked after them with eyes that shone derisively. He
-did not utter a word, and his movements were without sound.
-
-Neither of the two was aware of his presence. Only as they paused at
-the outer door, Maud glanced back and saw the arc of light about the
-statue vanish.
-
-She uttered a quick exclamation, for it was as if the marble itself had
-come to life and fled from her gaze. And then she was aware of Jake's
-hands fastening her waterproof about her, and she forgot all but her
-longing to escape--to escape.
-
-A few seconds more, and she heard the heavy door shut behind them. She
-was out in the gathering darkness with Jake, and the rain was beating in
-her face.
-
-It was then that her weakness came back to her, a sense of terrible
-exhaustion that gave her the feeling of dragging heavy chains. She
-fought against it desperately, dreading every instant lest he should
-misinterpret her dragging steps and leave her. An overwhelming
-drowsiness was creeping over her, numbing all her facilities. She
-struggled to fling it off, but could not. It crowded upon her like an
-evil dream. She staggered, stumbled, almost fell.
-
-Jake stopped. "Reckon you're tired," he said.
-
-She answered him with a rush of tears. "I can't help it! Really, I
-can't help it! I--I believe I must be ill."
-
-She tried to cling to his supporting arm, but her hands slipped weakly
-away. She felt herself sinking, sinking into a black sea of oblivion,
-and knew it was futile to struggle any longer.
-
-Yet a vague sense of comfort came to her with the consciousness of his
-arms tightening around her. She gave herself to him like a tired child.
-She even feebly thanked him as he lifted her.
-
-And then for a long, long space she knew nothing. Billows and billows
-of unfathomable nothingness were over her, under her, all about her.
-Sometimes her drugged brain stirred as if about to register an
-impression, but no actual impression reached it. The things of earth
-had faded utterly away. She was as one vaguely floating in a nebulous
-cloud through which now and then, now and then, a dim star shone for a
-moment and then went out.
-
-After a time even this slender link was snapped. She went into a deeper
-darkness, and there for awhile her troubled wanderings were stayed. She
-slept as she had never slept before. It was as if for a long, long
-space she ceased to be....
-
-Out of the silence at last came a fearful dream. Out of a great
-emptiness she entered another world, a world of demon shapes and demon
-voices, of faces that jeered and vanished, a world of terrible, outer
-darkness, in which she seemed to be bereft of all things, to stand as it
-were naked and alone. She dreamed that the statue had come to life
-indeed, and behold, it was herself! In horror unutterable, in shame
-that was agony she went her appointed way,--a fallen woman who could
-never rise again.
-
-And ever a voice within seemed urging her to soar, to soar; but she
-could not. Wings had been given her, but she could not use them. One
-wing had been broken, how she knew not. Perhaps it was in beating
-against the bars of a cage. Some such struggle hovered vaguely in her
-memory, but all struggling was over now. All hope of escape was dead.
-
-Again the demon-faces came all about her, demon-hands clutched at her,
-pulling her down. And every face was the face of Charlie Burchester,
-every hand wore the ring which twice over he had given to her. And
-still she heard his laugh, that cruel, bitter laugh with which he had
-left her alone in the music-room with Jake.
-
-At last she knew that she cried aloud to die, but instantly she realized
-the futility of her prayer. There was no God to hear her in this awful
-place. And there was no Death.
-
-Yet it was then that it seemed to her that a door was opened somewhere
-very far above her, and a gracious breath of purity came down. Crushed
-as she was, over-whelmed with evil, grossly besmirched and degraded, it
-came to her like a puff of morning wind from the clean, open spaces of
-the earth. She turned her face upwards. She gasped and opened her eyes.
-
-And then all in a moment the dreadful vision passed away from her, and
-she saw Jake's face gazing, gazing into hers.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XX
-
- DELIVERANCE
-
-
-She stared at him vaguely for a space half in wonder, half in fear. His
-look was very intent, but it was without anger. She wondered hazily
-what had happened, why he was watching her so.
-
-"Where am I?" she murmured at length.
-
-He made answer very quietly, as if he had expected the question. "You
-are here in the old parlour with me. I brought you here."
-
-"Oh?" She gazed around her doubtfully. Her brain felt clogged and
-dull. "Have I been away then?" she said. "Where is Bunny?"
-
-He rose and moved across the room to the fire. "Bunny is at school," he
-said, and stooped to lift off a saucepan. "Yes, you have been away. You
-came back from Liverpool yesterday."
-
-"Ah!" She gave a quick gasp. The mists were beginning to clear a
-little. She became dimly conscious that there was something terrible
-behind. She raised herself on her elbow, but was instantly assailed by
-a feeling of sickness so intense that she sank back again.
-
-She was lying with closed eyes when Jake came back to her. He bent over
-her with a steaming cup in his hand.
-
-"Try a little of this!" he said.
-
-She looked up with an effort. "I don't think I can. Jake, what has
-happened? Am I ill again?"
-
-"Guess you'll remember presently if you drink this," he said.
-
-She drew back shuddering. "What is it? Not brandy?"
-
-"No. It's beef-tea." He sat down beside her with a resolute air, and
-she suddenly realized that resistance was useless.
-
-He was very gentle with her, feeding her spoonful by spoonful; and
-gradually as she swallowed it she revived. Her brain stirred and seemed
-to awake. Memory came crowding back. Long ere the cup was finished,
-that last scene in the music-room hung before her like a lurid picture
-from which she could not tear her gaze.
-
-Quietly Jake set aside the cup. "Maybe you'll sleep better now," he
-said.
-
-She lifted her heavy eyes to his. "No, I don't want to sleep any
-longer. Jake, you--you are not going away!"
-
-He seemed on the point of rising. She stretched out a beseeching hand
-and laid it on his arm.
-
-"Jake, I--I want to tell you something. Will you listen to me? Please,
-will you listen to me?"
-
-His arm grew tense as a stretched wire under her touch. She thought
-there was a glitter of hardness in the red-brown eyes as he said, "There
-is no call for you to tell me anything unless you wish."
-
-She sat up slowly, compelling herself to face him, "But I want you
-to--understand," she said.
-
-He laid his hand abruptly upon hers with a gesture that almost seemed as
-if he would restrain her. "You needn't fret any about that," he said.
-"Reckon I--do understand."
-
-The vital force of the man was in that free grip of his. She looked to
-see the awful flare of savage passion leap back into his eyes. But she
-looked in vain. His eyes baffled her. They seemed to hold her back
-like a sword in the hand of a practised fencer.
-
-The words she had thought to utter died upon her lips. There was to be
-no reckoning then. And yet she could not feel reassured. He did not
-look like a man who would forego his revenge.
-
-"What--what are you going to do?" she faltered at last.
-
-"I shouldn't want to know too much if I were you," said Jake, softly
-drawling. "Not at this stage anyway."
-
-His hand still held hers. He looked her hard and straight in the face,
-and she was conscious of something fiery, something elementary, wholly
-uncivilized, behind his look. There was a suggestion of violence about
-him. She saw him as a man tracking his enemy through an endless
-wilderness, breasting mighty rivers, hewing his way through pathless
-forests, conquering every obstacle with fixed determination, mercilessly
-riding him down.
-
-She braced herself and rose, drawing her hand free. Her head still
-swam, but she controlled herself resolutely. She stood before him like
-a prisoner upon trial.
-
-"Jake," she said, "I am going to tell you something that will make you
-terribly angry; but it's something that you must know."
-
-She paused, but he sat in silence, grimly watching her. She found her
-resolution wavering and gripped it with all her strength.
-
-"When I came back here from Liverpool, it was not--not to see my mother
-as I gave you to understand. It was to--to--" She faltered under his
-look, found she could not continue, and suddenly threw out her hands in
-piteous appeal. "Jake, don't make it impossible for me to tell you!"
-
-He rose also. They stood face to face. "Are you going to tell me that
-you lied to me?" he said.
-
-She drew back from him sharply. The question felt like a blow. "I am
-telling you the truth now," she said.
-
-"And for whose sake?" He flung the words brutally, as a man goaded
-beyond endurance. But the moment they were uttered he drew a hard
-breath as though he would recall them. He came to her, took her by the
-shoulders. "You take my advice!" he said. "Leave the whole miserable
-business alone! You've been tricked--badly tricked. You have appealed
-to me to protect you, and that's enough. I don't want any more than
-that. I reckon I understand the situation better than you think. You
-are trying to tell me that it was your original intention to elope with
-Saltash. Well, maybe it was. But you had given up the notion before you
-went to him at the Castle, and he knew you had given it up. If he
-hadn't known it, he wouldn't have taken the trouble to drug you. It's
-an old device--old as the hills. He's probably done it a score of times,
-and with more success than he had to-day. Yes, that makes you sick. I
-guessed it would. And that's what he's going to answer to me for,--what
-he'll ask your pardon for on his knees before I've done with him."
-
-"Oh no, Jake, no!" She broke in upon him with a cry of consternation.
-"For pity's sake, no! Jake, I can't bear it! I cannot bear it! Jake,
-I beseech you, leave him alone now! Oh, do leave him alone! You--you
-can punish me in any other way. I'll bear anything but that--anything
-but that!"
-
-Piteously she besought him, shaken to the soul by the grim purport of
-his speech. She did not flinch from him now. Rather she appealed to
-him as one in sore straits, pouring out her entreaty with all that
-remained of her quivering strength.
-
-And her words made an impression upon him of which she was instantly
-aware. His hands still held her, but the tension went out of his grasp.
-He looked at her with eyes that were no longer hard, eyes that held a
-dawning compassion.
-
-"Reckon you're the last person that deserves punishing," he said at
-length, and in his voice she fancied she caught an echo of the old frank
-kindliness. "You've been the victim all through. Reckon you've
-suffered more than enough already."
-
-She hid her face from him with a sudden rush of tears. Something in his
-words pierced straight to her heart.
-
-"You don't know me!" she sobbed. "Oh, you don't know me!"
-
-She drew herself away and sank down in the chair by the fire where once
-she had poured out all her troubles to him.
-
-He did not kneel beside her now. He stood in silence, and as he stood
-his hands slowly clenched and he thrust them into his pockets.
-
-He spoke at last, but it was with a restraint that made the words sound
-cold. "Maybe I know you better than you think. I know you've cared for
-the wrong man ever since I first met you. Guess I've known it all
-along, and it hasn't made things extra easy for either of us, more
-especially as he was utterly unworthy of you. But you're not to blame
-for that. It's just human nature. And you'd never have fallen in love
-with me anyway." He paused a moment. "I don't see you're to blame any
-for that either," he said, and she knew by his voice that he had turned
-away from her. "Anyway, I'm not blaming you. And if--if punishing
-Saltash means punishing you too--well,--even though he's a skunk and a
-blackguard--I reckon--I'll let him go."
-
-He was moving to the door with the words. They came half-strangled as
-if something within rebelled fiercely against their utterance.
-
-He reached the door and stopped with his back to her.
-
-"You'd better get your mother to join you here to-morrow," he said.
-"I'm sleeping with The Hundredth Chance to-night. He's been below par
-lately, and I'm kind of worried about him."
-
-He opened the door. He was on the point of squarely passing through
-when quickly, tremulously, she stopped him.
-
-"Jake, please--please wait a moment! I must--I must--Jake!"
-
-He closed the door again and turned round, but he did not come back or
-even look at her. There was a hint of doggedness about him, almost as
-though he waited against his will.
-
-She stood up. Something in his attitude made it difficult, painfully
-difficult, to speak. She strove for self-control. "You--are going
-to--to forgive me?" she said quiveringly.
-
-He glanced up momentarily, a grim flicker as of a smile about his mouth.
-"For what you haven't done, and never could do? It would be mighty
-generous of me, wouldn't it?" he said.
-
-She moved a step towards him. "I--might have done it. I--so
-nearly--did it," she said, in distress. "I don't deserve any kindness
-from you, Jake. I--don't know how to thank you for it."
-
-He made a sharp gesture with one hand. "If I've given you more than
-bare justice," he said, "put it to my credit! Make allowance for me next
-time!"
-
-Something rose in her throat. She stood for a moment battling with it.
-Bare justice! Had she ever given him so much as that? And he rewarded
-her with this blind generosity that would not even be aware of her sin.
-
-Trembling, she drew nearer to him. She stretched out a quivering hand.
-"Jake," she said, and the tears were running down her face. "I--will
-try--to be worthy of your--goodness to me."
-
-He took the hand, gripping it with a force that made her wince.
-"Shucks, my girl!" he said, with a gruffness oddly uncharacteristic of
-him. "That's nothing. Be worthy of yourself!"
-
-And with that abruptly he let her go, turned and left her. She knew by
-the finality of his going that she would see him no more that night.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXI
-
- THE POISON FRUIT
-
-
-It was curiously like the old days to see Jake enter the parlour on the
-following morning with Chops the red setter at his heels. But for
-Chops' delighted welcome of her, Maud could almost have felt that the
-intervening weeks had been no more than a dream.
-
-She sat in her accustomed place and fondled him. Them, as Jake passed
-her, she put out a detaining hand.
-
-"Good morning, Jake!"
-
-Her face was burning; yet she lifted it. He stood a second, only a
-second, behind her chair; then bent and touched her forehead with his
-lips.
-
-"You're down early," he said. "Have you slept?"
-
-She nodded, feeling her agitation subside with thankfulness. "How
-is--The Hundredth Chance?"
-
-Jake went to the fire. "I think he'll be all right; but I won't trust
-anyone else to look after him. By the way, here's a letter for you!"
-
-He held it out to her behind his back. She took it. Her fingers closed
-upon a crest.
-
-She got up sharply, went to his side, and with a passionate movement
-dropped it straight into the flames.
-
-"Shall we have breakfast now?" she said.
-
-"Here's another letter!" said Jake.
-
-The grim smile was hovering about his mouth; but he made no comment
-whatever upon her action.
-
-She took the second letter. "Is this all?"
-
-"That's all," said Jake.
-
-"It's from Uncle Edward." She opened it, and began to read.
-
-Suddenly she glanced up and found his eyes upon her. They fell
-instantly.
-
-"You can read it too," she said, and held the letter so that he might
-share it with her.
-
-He stood at her shoulder and read.
-
-It was a very brief epistle, written in evident distress of mind.
-
-"MY DEAR GRAND-NIECE,
-
-"Will you permit me to tender to you my very humble apology for the
-gross behaviour by which I drove you from the shelter of my roof? The
-fact that you have returned to your husband's house convinces me of the
-base injustice of my suspicions. I ought to be old enough to know that
-a woman cannot be judged by her friends. If you find that you possess
-sufficient magnanimity to extend a free pardon to a very lonely and
-penitent old sinner, will you of your charity return--for however brief
-a period--and give him an opportunity to demonstrate his penitence?
-
-"Yours humbly and hopefully,
- "EDWARD WARREN."
-
-"Oh, poor old man!" Maud looked up quickly. "But how did he know I was
-here?"
-
-"I wired to him of your safe arrival," Jake said, "in reply to a wire
-from him which I didn't read. I thought he might come posting down here
-if I didn't."
-
-"Poor old man!" she said again. And after a moment, "Thank you, Jake."
-
-He looked at her. "For keeping my word? I generally do that. Say,
-what are you going to do?"
-
-"I'll write to him," she said.
-
-He moved round to his place at the breakfast-table. "You're not wanting
-to go back then?"
-
-She hesitated.
-
-"What is it?" he said. "Money? I can let you have some if you're short
-of it."
-
-She flushed. "No, Jake, no! I think--I think I'll stay here for the
-present. I will make him understand."
-
-"Please yourself!" said Jake, and opened the morning paper.
-
-A faint sense of disappointment went through her. She had fancied her
-decision would have evoked approval if not open pleasure from him. She
-poured out his coffee in silence.
-
-As she brought it to him, he glanced up at her. "Don't stay on my
-account if you feel you'd sooner go!" he said. "I get along very well
-alone."
-
-She stiffened ever so slightly. "Thank you," she said. "I'll think
-about it."
-
-Jake fell to work upon his breakfast with his usual business-like
-rapidity. She did not attempt to keep pace with him. Somehow the idea
-that he really wished her to go had robbed her of all desire to eat.
-
-After a time he glanced across at her again. "Are you going down to see
-your mother?"
-
-She answered him somewhat listlessly. "Yes, I suppose so."
-
-"She'll have to decide on something soon," he observed.
-
-Maud bit her lip. The thought of going to her mother again was wholly
-repugnant to her. She marvelled that he did not see it.
-
-"I am sure she won't come and live in this place," she said, after a
-moment,
-
-"She can please herself," said Jake imperturbably.
-
-That was to be his attitude then. They were to please themselves. He
-had withdrawn his control over her actions. An evil spirit suddenly
-whispered to her that he would even have left her in Saltash's keeping
-had she not called to him to deliver her. She shook off the poisonous
-thought; but it had been there. He had been kind--more than kind--to
-her. She forced herself to dwell upon his kindness. But his present
-indifference was even more obvious. He was engrossed in his work. He
-had thought only for his animals. Plainly it was a matter of small
-importance to him if she went or stayed.
-
-He finished his breakfast and got up. "Well, so long!" he said. "I may
-not get back before nightfall. I have to go over to Graydown."
-
-She scarcely acknowledged his words, and he did not wait for any
-acknowledgment. He took up his riding-whip and went out. Chops looked
-round at her doubtfully and followed him.
-
-The door closed upon them. And suddenly Maud leaned upon the table and
-hid her face. This was to be her life then--the unspeakable dreariness
-of a loveless home. She had thought he loved her. She had thought!
-She had thought! And now she saw that it began and ended with mere
-kindness, and possibly a sense of duty. His passion for her--that
-fiery, all-mastering desire--had burnt itself out, and there was nothing
-left. An unutterable weariness came upon her. Oh, she was tired--she
-was tired of life!
-
-It was then that in some mystic fashion that voice which she had once
-heard spoke again in her soul. "The spark is ours for the kindling--the
-power to love--the power to create love...."
-
-Was she indeed capable of kindling this lamp in the desert? Out of
-those dead ashes of passion, could Love the Immortal indeed be made to
-rise?
-
-She sat for a long time and pondered--pondered.
-
-When, an hour later, she went down the hill to the town, the day was
-brilliant and the sky without a cloud. The sea was one glorious sheet of
-blue that seemed to stretch away limitless into Infinity.
-
-Down by the quay a white yacht rocked at her moorings. She marked it
-with a throbbing heart. Why, oh why, did he linger? She yearned to
-thrust him for ever out of her life.
-
-She reached the Anchor Hotel and entered. The bareness of the place
-smote cold upon the senses. She passed through it quickly and went up
-to her mother's room.
-
-"Oh, my dear, at last!" Querulously Mrs. Sheppard greeted her. "Shut
-the door and come in! Charlie is watching for you. He will be over
-directly."
-
-She was clad in an old pink wrapper, and kneeling before a half-filled
-trunk.
-
-Maud stood still in the doorway, every spark of animation gone out of
-her. "Mother, what are you doing? What do you mean?"
-
-Her voice sounded frozen and devoid of all emotion. Her fingers were
-clenched rigidly upon the handle of the door. She stared at her mother
-with eyes that were suddenly stony.
-
-"What do you mean?" she repeated.
-
-Mrs. Sheppard looked up at her smiling. "I mean, dear, that while you
-go for your Mediterranean cruise, I am going back to London. Dear me,
-why did I ever leave it? I have never been happy since. Fairharbour
-never suited me. I was saying so to Charlie only last night. He told
-me all about it, dear. Poor child, I hope that horrible cowboy person
-wasn't very cruel to you. I couldn't help letting out where you had
-gone yesterday afternoon. He came in only a few minutes after you left,
-and was so insistent. But, thank goodness, you've broken away. You had
-Charlie's letter, did you? I told him I was sure you would come
-directly you knew he was waiting. Dear Charlie! He really is very
-good. I quite see his point of view about the poor old 'Anchor,' and I
-really think it is all for the best. Giles is gone anyway, and I am
-released from any obligations in that direction. Charlie hated Giles
-for some reason, though I can't discover that he ever met him. Come in,
-child! Why do you stand there looking so tragic? Surely all's well
-that ends well?"
-
-Maud turned stiffly as though her limbs had become automatic. "I am
-going," she said. "I am going."
-
-"Oh, wait till Charlie comes for you, dearest! Don't be too impetuous!
-I am sure he will come immediately. He would be watching the shore from
-the yacht. Such a lovely morning for a cruise too! You will be wanting
-a few little necessaries, dear. I have put them up for you in that
-leather bag. I knew you would never think of that for yourself. I
-believe he means to take you straight to Paris, you lucky child. The
-yacht will go round and wait for you at Marseilles. Charlie always does
-things so royally, doesn't he? He has been most kind, most generous, to
-me."
-
-Mrs. Sheppard was talking into the trunk, a smile of happy anticipation
-about her lips that made her almost comely again.
-
-"Really," she said, "it is quite wonderful how things always turn out
-for the best. I only wish I had known a year ago how happy you and dear
-little Bunny were going to be. It would have saved me so much anxiety.
-When you are Lady Saltash, of course you will make a home for him at the
-Castle. And there may be just a corner sometimes for me too, darling.
-What a happy party we shall all be!"
-
-She threw a smile over her shoulder, and then suddenly turned and
-stared. The door was closed, and she was alone.
-
-Down the wide staircase Maud ran like a wild thing seeking freedom, down
-into the bare, echoing hall. But the moment she reached it, she
-stopped--stopped dead as one suddenly turned to stone.
-
-He was waiting for her, there in the sunny open doorway, a smile of
-arrogant satisfaction on his ugly face, and triumph, open triumph, in
-his eyes.
-
-He came to meet her like a king, carelessly gracious, royally
-self-assured.
-
-"Ah, Maud of the roses!" he said. "Free at last!"
-
-He reached her where she stood, rigidly waiting. He opened his arms to
-take her. And then--as though there had been the flash of a dagger
-between them--he stopped.
-
-She had not moved. She did not move. But the blazing blue of her eyes
-gave him check. For the space of many seconds they stood, not
-breathing, not stirring; and in those seconds, as by the light of a
-piercing torch, each read the other's soul.
-
-It was Saltash who gave ground at last, but insolently with a smile of
-bitter mockery. "This scene is called 'The Unmasking of the Villain,'"
-he observed. "The virtuous heroine, having descended from her pedestal
-to expose his many crimes, now gathers her mud-stained garments about
-her and climbs back again, in the confident hope that the worthy
-cow-puncher who owns her will conclude that she has never left her
-exalted position and that the mud was all thrown by the villain. Now, I
-wonder if the worthy cow-puncher is quite such a fool as that."
-
-Her face was quite colourless, but she heard his gibe without a sign of
-shrinking. Only as he ceased to speak, she lifted one hand and pointed
-to the open door.
-
-"Go!" she said.
-
-Just the one word, spoken with a finality more crushing than any
-outburst of anger! If it expressed contempt, it was involuntary, she
-uttered only what was in her soul.
-
-He looked at her, and suddenly the derision in his eye flamed into
-fierce malignancy. "Oh, I am going," he said. "You will never kick me
-from your path again. You shall tread it alone--quite alone except for
-the cow-puncher who no doubt will see to it that you walk on the stony
-side of the way. And I warn you it will be--very stony, especially when
-he comes to realize that his lady wife has been his ruin. A tramp
-across the world with Jake Bolton under those conditions will at least
-destroy all illusions as to the stuff of which he is made. And I wish
-you joy of the journey." He made her a deep, ironical bow, and swung
-upon his heel.
-
-But as he went she spoke, suddenly, passionately, as though the words
-leaped forth, compelling her. "Jake Bolton is a man--a white man!"
-
-Saltash laughed aloud, lifting his shoulders as he sauntered away.
-"With the heart of a beast, _chere reine_," he said. "For that cause
-also, I wish you joy."
-
-He went. The sun smote through the empty doorway. She put up both hands
-to her eyes as though to blot out some evil vision.
-
-And presently--like a creature that has been sorely wounded--she also
-crept away, fleeing ashamed by another door, that no one might observe
-her going.
-
-No, Jake was no fool. He saw only what he chose to see, believed only
-what he willed to believe. He had been generous to her--ay, generous
-past all understanding. But he was no fool. He had refused the mute
-offer of her lips only that morning. Wherefore? Wherefore?
-
-The answer lay in Saltash's mocking words, and all her life she would
-remember them. The poison plant had borne its bitter fruit indeed, and
-she had been forced to eat thereof. It burned her now with a cruel
-intensity, consuming her like a darting flame. But she knew by its very
-fierceness that it could not last. Very soon her heart--her soul--would
-all be burnt away; and there would be only dead ashes left--only dead
-ashes from which no living spark could ever be kindled again.
-
-No, Jake was no fool--no fool! He would not blame her, that was all;
-because she was a woman.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXII
-
- THE LOSER
-
-
-"Why doesn't Maud come back?" said Bunny discontentedly. "It's beastly
-mean of her to stay away over the holidays."
-
-"You can go to her if you like, my son," said Jake, between whiffs at
-his pipe.
-
-"Oh, I know. But it isn't the same thing. And besides, I'm not going
-to leave you alone for Christmas, so there! Say, Jake, I wonder you put
-up with it. Why shouldn't we go--the two of us--and fetch her back?"
-
-"She's better where she is," said Jake. "And as to my going away, it's
-out of the question. I'm a fixture--so long as there's anything left to
-do."
-
-Something in the last words caught Bunny's attention. He looked at him
-with sudden shrewdness. "What do you mean, Jake? What's up?"
-
-Jake was silent. He sat moodily smoking and staring into the fire. His
-chin was sunk on his chest. He looked older than his years.
-
-Bunny on the other side of the hearth gazed at him for several seconds
-with close attention. Finally he got up, went to him, slipped down on
-to the arm of his chair.
-
-"What is it, Jake, old feller? Tell me!"
-
-Jake looked up, met the warm sympathy in the boy's eyes, and in a moment
-thrust a kindly arm about the slim young figure.
-
-"Don't you worry about me, little pard!" he said. "There ain't anything
-the matter that I can't face out by myself."
-
-"Oh, but that's rot, Jake." Bunny's cheek went down against the man's
-bronze head and pressed it hard. "What's the good of bottling it up?
-'Sides, you know, Jake, I don't count. I'd die before I'd split."
-
-"Guess I know that," Jake said.
-
-He hugged Bunny to him as if there were comfort in mere contact, but he
-said no more.
-
-Bunny hugged him in return, and after a brief silence began to probe for
-the enlightenment he desired. "Why do you say Maud is better where she
-is, Jake? After all, she is your wife and no one else's, isn't she?"
-
-Jake puffed at his pipe for a few seconds as if considering his reply.
-At last, "I say it because it is so," he said. "Your Uncle Edward wanted
-her, and I reckon that's just the silver lining to my cloud. He's a
-rich man, I gather. He can look after the two of you--if I go under."
-
-"Jake! You aren't going under!" Horrified incredulity sounded in
-Bunny's voice. He leaned swiftly forward to look into Jake's face.
-
-A queer, dogged smile showed upon it for an instant and was gone.
-"Don't you worry any, sonny! I shall come up again," said Jake. "I've
-been under before, practically down and out. But it hasn't killed me.
-It ain't going to kill me this time. So long as you and Maud are
-provided for, I can fend for myself."
-
-"But Jake, what's it mean? You haven't lost money?" urged Bunny in
-bewilderment.
-
-"No. I've got a little money. There are plenty of poor devils worse
-off than I." Jake leaned his head back against Bunny's wiry arm. There
-was a fighting gleam in his eyes. "But it ain't enough to keep me
-going. If it had been, I reckon I shouldn't have waited for notice to
-quit."
-
-"Is that what you've got? Jake, you aren't in earnest! Charlie wouldn't
-be such a blackguard!"
-
-Jake uttered an abrupt laugh; his teeth were clenched on his lower lip.
-"Oh, Charlie's a blackguard all right--blackguard enough for anything.
-Don't you ever make any mistake about that! But I presume it's up to
-him to sell the stud if he feels so disposed. There ain't anything
-specially blackguardly in that. It's just his polite way of telling me
-to git."
-
-"Sell the stud! Is that what he's going to do? Oh, Jake, old feller!
-Jake!" Shocked sympathy was in Bunny's voice.
-
-Jake hugged him harder. "I hadn't meant to tell you on your first
-night. But you're such a shrewd little chap. And you've got to know
-sooner or later. Don't make an all-fired fuss about it anyway!"
-
-"All right, Jake." Bunny sounded a little breathless, but there was
-resolution in his voice. "It's you I'm thinking of. When--when's it
-going to be?"
-
-"The sale? Early in the year I expect. I haven't any definite
-instructions as to that. I'm expecting 'em every day. All I've been
-told officially at present is to cancel all engagements. Of course I
-guessed what was in the wind then. I tackled old Bishop the Agent about
-it the other day; and he had to confirm it. Ah, well!" Jake heaved an
-abrupt sigh that seemed to catch him unawares, and became silent.
-
-"P'raps he won't sell 'em all, Jake," said Bunny hesitatingly. "He
-couldn't--surely--sell The Hundredth Chance!"
-
-Jake's pipe suddenly cracked between his teeth. He sat up sharply, and
-took it out of his mouth. It fell in twain between his fingers. He sat
-staring at it, then with a curious reverence he stooped forward and
-dropped the pieces into the heart of the fire.
-
-"Yes," he said heavily. "I reckon The Hundredth Chance will go with all
-the rest."
-
-He looked at Bunny, and there was desolation in his eyes; but he gave it
-no verbal expression. And Bunny also found that the subject demanded
-silence; it was beyond words.
-
-"Does Maud know?" he asked at length, speaking rather doubtfully, as if
-not quite sure of his ground.
-
-"No. I didn't want to worry her before I need." Jake's eyes went back
-to the fire, gazing into it, dumbly troubled. "I fancy there's no doubt
-that the old man will provide for her--for both of you. That's what I'm
-counting on anyway."
-
-Bunny made an abrupt movement of impatience. "Oh, damn all that, Jake!
-What of you?"
-
-For the first time his strong language went unrebuked. Jake's eyes
-remained fixed upon the fire where burned the remains of his treasure.
-He spoke slowly, as one reading words but dimly discerned.
-
-"Reckon I shall go back to America. I shall find my feet again there.
-There's no call for you to be anxious about me. Guess I shan't starve."
-
-"Jake!" Bunny's arm went round his shoulders, gripping them hard. He
-spoke into Jake's ear, a rapid, nervous whisper. "Jake, if you're going
-to America, I reckon I'm coming too. There's no one worth speaking to
-after you. I just won't be left behind. I'll work, Jake. I'll work
-like a nigger. I won't be a drag on you. But I can't stay behind--not
-after all you've been to me. Jake, Jake, old feller, say you'll have
-me! I'm as strong as a horse. And I'd sooner starve along with you
-than be left without you. I--I--Jake, old feller, please!" He suddenly
-bowed his head upon Jake's shoulder with a hard sob.
-
-"Little pard!" Jake said, and pulled him down beside him. "Don't act
-the fool now! That ain't like you!"
-
-Bunny clung to him almost fiercely. "You shan't lose everything, Jake.
-First Maud, and then the animals, and then the home,--and--and--me too.
-You like me a bit, don't you, Jake?"
-
-"Just a bit," said Jake, ruffling the black head.
-
-"Then let me come with you, Jake! I'll do whatever you tell me.
-I--I'll black your boots for you every day. I'll do anything under the
-sun. Only don't leave me behind! I miss you badly enough at school.
-But I can't stick it--without you--altogether."
-
-"Shucks! Shucks!" said Jake very softly.
-
-He was holding Bunny in his arms in the old brotherly way. They were
-too close to one another for any boyish dignity to come between. The
-bond that linked them had been forged in the fires of adversity, and
-adversity served but to strengthen it.
-
-"I can't!" Bunny reiterated. "You don't know what you are to me, Jake.
-You've just made me. And I--I feel as if I'll all come undone again if
-you go right away."
-
-"I haven't gone yet," Jake said, in a drawl that was slightly unsteady.
-"But if it is to be, Bunny lad,--and God knows it's more than
-likely--you can do a bigger thing for me by staying back here--along
-with Maud--than if you came along and roughed it with me. You'll be the
-link between us, boy, when--all the other links are gone."
-
-He became silent, gently smoothing the hair that he had ruffled.
-
-Bunny was silent also for a space. It was as if something sacred had
-come into their communion. At last with his head still pillowed on
-Jake's shoulder he spoke.
-
-"Say, Jake!"
-
-Jake's arm tightened almost as if he would silence him, but he said
-nothing.
-
-And Bunny persisted. "Jake, old chap, it doesn't take a prophet to see
-that things aren't as they should be between you two. I'm beastly
-sorry. I know jolly well it's not your fault."
-
-"It ain't hers," Jake said, almost under his breath.
-
-"No. I guess it's that blackguard Charlie. I wish I were a man. I'd
-shoot him!" said Bunny vindictively.
-
-"I guess you wouldn't," Jake said, faint humour in his voice. "Besides,
-there's nothing to shoot him for now. He's as much a loser as I am."
-
-"What! They've quarrelled?" questioned Bunny. "Where is he? At the
-Castle?"
-
-"No. Heaven knows where he is. He's been gone for the last six weeks
-and more."
-
-"It's twice that since Maud went away," observed Bunny uneasily. "Why
-on earth doesn't she come back, Jake? She's not--not--afraid of you?"
-
-"She has been back once in that time," Jake said quietly. "She stayed
-one night with your mother at 'The Anchor.' The place is shut up now,
-and your mother has gone back to London. I thought possibly that she
-would have settled down here a bit with Maud. But she didn't quite see
-it. And it was as well, for the old uncle wrote asking Maud to go back
-to him, and she went."
-
-"Without consulting you?" asked Bunny quickly.
-
-"She didn't consult me certainly, but she knew I was willing for her to
-go." Jake spoke with a touch of restraint.
-
-Bunny raised his head and looked at him with sudden shrewdness. "Who
-did she want to get away from? You? Or Charlie?"
-
-A flicker that was scarcely humorous crossed Jake's face. "Maybe both,"
-he said.
-
-"And you--you quarrelled with Charlie?"
-
-"No. Seeing he was a loser, I let him go in peace. It was the only
-thing to do."
-
-"And he has got his knife into you on that account?" questioned Bunny.
-
-"Maybe," Jake admitted.
-
-"Then he's a low hound, and I'd love to tell him so."
-
-"Where's the use? Reckon he knows it all right," said Jake dryly.
-
-"I hope Maud knows it too!"
-
-"She does," said Jake.
-
-Bunny looked slightly mollified. "That's something anyway. Say, Jake?"
-
-"What is it, my son?" Jake's red-brown eyes looked at him with a
-tenderness that only Bunny was ever allowed to see.
-
-Bunny's head went back to its resting-place against his shoulder
-swiftly, endearingly. "Jake, Jake, old man, why don't you go back to
-her? Maybe she's wanting you--and hasn't the pluck to say so. Women
-are like that, you know."
-
-Jake was silent.
-
-"Give her the chance, Jake!" Bunny urged. "You don't know her like I
-do. She always was shy. Lots of people thought her proud, but it was
-mostly shyness. Give her the chance, Jake, old fellow! Just this one
-chance! It may make all the difference."
-
-"Think so?" said Jake.
-
-"Course I do. I know Maud. She'd sooner die than show you her
-feelings. But she's got 'em all the same. Maybe she's wanting
-you--quite a lot, Jake. You can't tell."
-
-"And maybe she's not," said Jake.
-
-"Oh don't--don't be an ass, Jake! Come along and find out anyway!
-It's--it's up to you, Jake. And there's no one else in the running."
-
-A whimsical smile touched Jake's grim mouth. "Guess that's just what
-makes it so difficult," he said. "Is anyone at all in the running? I'd
-sooner draw a loser than a blank."
-
-Bunny lifted a hot, earnest face. "Don't be an ass, Jake!" he urged
-again. "Go in, man! Go in and win! You love her, don't you?"
-
-It was a straight shot, and it found its mark. Something fiery,
-something wholly untamed, leaped into Jake's eyes. They shone like a
-flame upon which spirit has been poured. Bunny pulled himself free with
-a sound that was almost a whoop of triumph. "You silly coon! Go and
-tell her so!" he said. "I'll bet you never have yet!"
-
-And Jake uttered a laugh that was curiously broken. "You're getting too
-damn' clever, my son," he said.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIII
-
- THE STORM WIND
-
-
-"It'll be real sport to take her by surprise," said Bunny, with a
-chuckle of anticipation. "But what a beast of a journey it's been!"
-
-They had been travelling practically all day, and a black night of
-streaming rain had been their welcome.
-
-They had found accommodation at the hotel in which Maud had once spent a
-night, and having dined there they splashed through the muddy streets in
-search of their goal.
-
-They found it, a tall, gaunt house standing back in a dark, dripping
-garden, unlighted, forsaken.
-
-"It can't be the place!" said Bunny, for the first time feeling his
-ardour for the adventure slightly damped.
-
-"We'll soon find out," said Jake.
-
-They groped their way to a flight of steps and with the aid of a match
-found the bell. It rang desolately through the building.
-
-"The house is empty!" declared Bunny.
-
-But after a considerable pause a step sounded within, and a white-faced
-maid-servant opened to them.
-
-"Come in!" she said, in a hollow voice. "You're very late."
-
-"Mrs. Bolton here?" asked Jake, as he stepped on to the mat.
-
-She nodded as if in agitation. "Yes, I'll tell her."
-
-She shut the door behind them and went away, leaving them in the narrow,
-dimly-lighted hall.
-
-"What a rum go!" said Bunny.
-
-Jake said nothing. He was gazing into the shadows in front of him with
-intent, searching eyes. How would she greet him? Would she be glad?
-Would she be sorry? He watched for her face, and the first instinctive
-expression it would wear at sight of him.
-
-There came the rustle of a dress, a footfall that was light and yet
-somehow sounded weary. She came through the dim hall with a slow, tired
-gait.
-
-"Good evening!" she said. "Will you come upstairs?"
-
-Bunny's fist suddenly prodded Jake in the back. He went forward a step
-almost involuntarily.
-
-"Maud!" he said.
-
-"Jake!" She stood as one transfixed.
-
-And in that moment he forgot to notice how she looked at him, forgot
-everything in the one overwhelming thought that he was with her. He
-strode forward, and somehow her two cold hands were in his before he
-knew whether he had taken or she had offered them.
-
-"My girl!" he said, and again huskily, "My girl!"
-
-She lifted a quivering face. "Jake, thank you for coming! I--I hardly
-thought you could have got here so soon."
-
-He drew her to him and kissed her. "You've been wanting me?" he said.
-
-She nodded. "I sent for you, yes. I--I didn't feel as if I could--face
-it all--by myself."
-
-His hold was warm, full of sustaining strength. "You'll have to tell me
-what has happened," he said. "I didn't get your message."
-
-"You didn't?" She looked momentarily startled. "Then why are you here?"
-
-"I came--" he hesitated, glanced over his shoulder. "Bunny's here too,"
-he said.
-
-"Thought we'd just look you up," said Bunny, emerging from the
-background, "Hullo, Maud! What's the matter? Is the old man ill?"
-
-She turned to greet him. "He died yesterday," she said.
-
-"Great Scott!" said Bunny.
-
-Jake said nothing. He was watching her closely, closely.
-
-She kissed Bunny lingeringly, but without emotion. "He was only ill
-five days," she said. "It was a chill and then pneumonia. I nursed him
-right up to the last. He wouldn't have anyone else. In fact he
-wouldn't let me out of his sight." Her face quivered again, and she
-paused. Then drearily, "I was expecting the undertaker when you came
-in," she said. "I've had to arrange everything. The funeral will be
-the day after to-morrow. Will you come into the dining room? There's a
-fire there."
-
-She led the way to that stiff and cheerless apartment. Bunny pressed
-close to her and pushed his hand through her arm.
-
-"Say, Maud, old girl, you're ill yourself," he said.
-
-She looked at him out of deeply shadowed eyes. "No. I'm not ill; only
-tired, too tired to sleep. There is some wine in that cupboard, dear.
-Do you mind getting it out? You and Jake must have some."
-
-She went over to the fire almost as one moving in a dream, and stood
-before it silently.
-
-Jake came to her, put a kindly arm about her. "You must go to bed, my
-dear," he said. "You're worn out."
-
-She shook her head with a rather piteous smile. "Oh no, I can't go for
-a long while yet. I must get some rooms ready for you and Bunny."
-
-"You won't need to do that," he said. "Bunny is putting up at the hotel
-round the corner. And I can sleep just anywhere."
-
-She let herself lean against him. "Thank you for coming, Jake," she
-said again.
-
-She was plainly worn out, and from that moment Jake took command. He
-made her sit in one of the stiff velvet chairs in front of the fire,
-made her drink some wine, and finally left her there with Bunny in
-charge.
-
-She was absolutely docile, gladly relinquishing all responsibility. To
-Bunny she gave a few halting details of the old man's death, but she
-could not talk much. The strain of those days and nights of constant
-watching had brought her very near to a complete breakdown. She was so
-tired, so piteously tired.
-
-She dozed presently, sitting there before the fire with him, holding his
-hand. It was so good to have him there, so good to feel that there was
-someone left to love her, to think for her, so good to know that
-Bunny--though he had ceased to be the one aim and end of her
-existence--had not drifted wholly out of her life.
-
-It must have been more than an hour later that she was aroused by a few
-whispered words over her head, and sat up to see Bunny on his feet,
-preparing to take his departure.
-
-She looked up in swift distress. "Oh, are you going? Must you go?"
-
-"Yes, he must go," Jake said gently. "He'll get locked out if he
-doesn't. And the little chap's tired, you know, Maud. He's been
-travelling all day and wants a good night's rest."
-
-That moved her. Though Bunny disclaimed fatigue she saw that he had
-been sleeping also. All the mother in her rose to the surface.
-
-"Yes, of course, dear. You must go," she said. "I wish you could have
-slept here, but perhaps it's better you shouldn't. Can you find your
-way alone? Jake, won't you go with him?"
-
-But Bunny strenuously refused Jake's escort. He bade her good night
-with warmth, and she saw that he hugged Jake at parting. And then the
-door closed upon him, and Jake's square figure came back alone.
-
-He came straight to her, and bent over her. "My dear," he said, "you're
-tired to death. You must go to bed."
-
-She shook her head, wanly smiling. "It's no good going to bed, Jake.
-I'm much happier here. Directly I lie down I am wide awake. Besides,
-I'm too tired to get there."
-
-"All right. I'll put you there," he said.
-
-"No, no, Jake." She stretched out a quick hand of protest; but there
-was no holding him off.
-
-His arm was already about her; he lifted her to her feet. His face wore
-the old dominant look, yet with a subtle difference. His eyes held
-nought but kindness.
-
-She yielded herself to him almost involuntarily. "I haven't been to bed
-for nearly a week," she said. "I've slept of course in snatches. I
-used to lie down in Uncle Edward's room. Poor dear old man! He wanted
-me so." Her eyes were full of tears. "I--I was with him when he died,"
-she whispered. "We had arranged to have a nurse this morning, but the
-end came rather quickly. We knew his heart was weak. The doctor
-said--it was better for him really--that he went like that."
-
-"Why didn't you send for me sooner?" Jake said.
-
-Her pale face flushed. She turned it from him.
-
-"I didn't think--you would want to come. It wasn't till--till I got
-frightened at the dreadful emptiness that--that--" She broke off,
-fighting with herself.
-
-"All right. Don't try to tell me! I understand," he said soothingly.
-He went up the long, dim staircase with her, still strongly supporting
-her. He entered her room as one who had the right.
-
-The tears were running down her face, for she could not check them. She
-attempted no remonstrance, suffering him like a forlorn child. And as
-though she had been a child, he ministered to her, waiting upon her,
-helping her, with a womanly intuition that robbed the situation of all
-difficulty, meeting her utter need with a simplicity and singleness of
-purpose that could not but achieve its end.
-
-"You treat me as if--as if I were Bunny," she said once, smiling faintly
-through her tears.
-
-And Jake smiled in answer. "A man ought to be able to valet his own
-wife," he said.
-
-The words were simply uttered, but they sent the blood to her cheeks.
-"You--you are very good to me," she murmured confusedly. "I--ought not
-to let you."
-
-"Don't you worry any about that!" said Jake. "The main idea is to get
-you to bed."
-
-"I am sure I shall never sleep again," she said.
-
-Yet as she sank down at last upon the pillow there was a measure of
-relief in her eyes.
-
-"Now you're going to lie quiet till morning," Jake said, tucking in the
-bedclothes with motherly care. "Good night, my girl! Is that
-comfortable?"
-
-He kissed her for the second time, lightly, caressingly, exactly as he
-might have kissed a child.
-
-She tried to answer him, to thank him, but could not. He smoothed the
-hair from her temples, and turned away.
-
-But in that moment her hands came out to him with a gesture that was
-almost convulsive, caught and held his sleeve. "Oh, Jake!" she said.
-"Jake! I'm so lonely!" and suddenly began to sob--"I want you more than
-Bunny does. Don't go! Don't go!"
-
-It was a cry of utter desolation. He turned back to her on the instant.
-He stooped over her, his face close to hers. "Do you mean that?" he
-said, and in his voice, low as it was, there sounded a deep note as of
-something forcibly suppressed.
-
-She clung to him, hiding her face against the rough tweed coat. "I've
-no one else," she sobbed.
-
-"Ah!" Jake said. A very strange look came into his face. His mouth
-twitched a little as if in self-ridicule. "But, my girl," he said, "I
-reckon you'd say that to anyone to-night."
-
-"No--no!" Quiveringly she answered him. "I say it to you--to you!
-I'm--so terribly--alone,--so--so--empty. Uncle Edward used to tell
-me--what it meant to be lonely. But I never knew it could be--like
-this."
-
-"Poor girl!" Jake murmured softly. "I know--I know."
-
-The look of faint irony still hovered about his lips, but his voice, his
-touch, conveyed nothing but tenderness. He was stroking the dark hair
-with a motherliness that was infinitely soothing.
-
-She was holding his other hand tightly, tightly, against her breast, and
-it was wet with her tears. "I've been--so miserable," she told him
-brokenly. "I know it's been--no one's fault--but my own. But life is
-so difficult--so difficult. I've treated you badly--badly. I haven't
-done--my duty. I've always yearned for the things out of reach. And
-now--and now--oh, Jake, my world is a desert. I haven't a friend left
-anywhere."
-
-"That's wrong," Jake said in his voice of soft decision. "You've got me.
-I mayn't be the special kind of friend you're wanting. But--as you
-say--I reckon I'm better than nothing. And I'm your husband anyway."
-
-"My husband--yes. That's why--I sent for you, Jake," she hid her face
-lower, deeper into his coat, "if--if I had had--a child, would it--would
-it--have made you happy?"
-
-"Oh, that!" Jake laid his head down suddenly on the pillow above hers.
-He spoke into the thick darkness of her hair. "My girl, don't cry so!
-I wanted it--yes!"
-
-She moved slightly, stretched a hesitating hand upwards, touched his
-face, his neck. "Jake, it--it would make me happy--too."
-
-He put his arm about her as she lay, and gathered her close to him, not
-speaking.
-
-She was trembling all over, her face was still hidden. But she yielded
-to the drawing of his arm, clinging to him blindly, desperately.
-
-He held her so for a little space, then with steady insistence he moved
-his other hand, beginning to turn her face upwards to his own. She
-tried to resist him, but he would not be resisted. In the end panting,
-quivering, she yielded very suddenly. She lifted her face voluntarily
-to his. She offered him her lips. But her eyes were closed. She
-palpitated like a trapped thing in his hold.
-
-Yet when his lips met hers, she returned his kiss; and it was for the
-first time in her life.
-
-She slept that night in the shelter of his arms, safe from the desolate
-emptiness of her desert. And if she dreamed that she had gone back into
-the house of bondage for the sake of the fire that burned there, the
-dream did not distress her, nor did the fire scorch. Rather the warmth
-of it filled her lonely spirit with such comfort as she had long ceased
-to hope for. And the steady beat of a man's heart lulled her to a
-deeper rest.
-
-When the dim dawnlight came filtering in, Jake's eyes turned to meet it
-with a lynx-like watchfulness as of an animal on guard. There was no
-sleep in them. He had not slept all through the night. His face was
-grim and still, and there was a hint of savagery--or was it
-irony?--about his mouth. For the second time in their lives Fate had
-driven her to him for refuge. Like a bird out of the storm she had come
-to him, perchance but for that one night's shelter. Already a contrary
-wind was blowing that might sunder them forever. With the coming of the
-day, they might drift apart and meet no more at all, so slender was the
-bond between them, so transient their union. For he knew that she loved
-him not, had never loved him.
-
-His eyes grew harder, brighter. They shone with a great and bitter
-hunger. He turned them upon her sleeping face. And then magically they
-softened, grew pitiful, grew tender. For though she slept, the veil was
-lifted, and he read the sadness of her soul.
-
-His lips suddenly trembled as he looked upon her, and the irony went out
-of him like an evil spirit. Whether she loved him or loved him not, she
-was his, she was his, till the storm wind drove her from him.
-
-And she needed him as she needed no one else on earth.
-
-His arms clasped her. He gathered her closer to his breast.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIV
-
- THE GREAT BURDEN
-
-
-"By Jove!" said Bunny, in a voice of awe. "I never thought of that!
-Then--Maud--will be rich, will she? Rich as Croesus! Just think of it!
-Maud!" He drew a deep breath that ended in a whistle. "Puts a
-different complexion on things, eh, Jake, old feller?" he said.
-
-"Quite different," said Jake.
-
-He stood at the window, gazing forth into the murky atmosphere with his
-brows drawn. He looked like a man searching the far distance.
-
-Bunny glanced at him questioningly. "What does she say to it? Was it a
-great shock?"
-
-"I don't know. I think it was. She said he once offered to provide for
-the two of you, and leave you provided for at his death. But that was
-before her marriage."
-
-"And now he's gone and left her the whole caboodle! Say, Jake, what's it
-come to? Did the lawyer chap give you any idea?"
-
-"No one knew what the old man was worth," Jake said, with his eyes still
-fixed steadily ahead. "He wasn't very great at spending money. But he
-owned a large factory, and had a vested interest in several others,
-besides some thousands in other concerns. The lawyer put it down at not
-less than two hundred and fifty thousand."
-
-"Jake!" Bunny began to execute an ecstatic war dance behind him.
-
-Jake wheeled sharply. "Don't do that here, Bunny! It's not decent."
-
-Bunny stopped. "Oh, sorry, Jake! I forgot. But aren't you pleased,
-old feller? You don't look it. Or is it just decency on your part?"
-
-"I'm pleased she's got enough to live on, yes," Jake said. "I don't
-know that a whole pile is specially good for anyone. And now look here,
-young chap! I'm going back directly after the funeral--I've got to
-go--and you're to stay and take care of her."
-
-Bunny's face fell. "Oh, I say, Jake, I'd sooner come with you."
-
-"That may be." Jake smiled momentarily. "But you've got to do as
-you're told. See?"
-
-Bunny looked mutinous. "But she won't want me, Jake. She'll be much too
-busy. And this is such a beastly hole. And there's the hunting. You
-promised I might hunt these holidays. Oh, I can't stick here. I shall
-only be in the way." His eyes flashed sudden rebellion. "Can't and
-won't, Jake!" he said boldly, "so that's settled."
-
-He stood and defied Jake openly for an instant, then flung round with a
-dogged air and walked away.
-
-Jake remained motionless watching him. "Say, Bunny!" he said after a
-moment, his voice very soft and drawling.
-
-Bunny came to a stand before the fire which he poked with considerable
-violence. He did not turn his head.
-
-"Put that thing down!" The order came from the further end of the room,
-but he obeyed it.
-
-There fell a brief silence, then from his post by the window Jake spoke.
-"You can do as you like about it. You can come back with me to the
-Stables. But you'll do all your riding on a leading-string if you do.
-And if you hunt, it'll be on foot."
-
-Bunny's face flamed scarlet. "Jake, you're a beast!" he said.
-
-"Oh, I can do beastlier things than that," Jake said. "I can give you
-one hell of a time, my son. I'm dashed ingenious in that respect when I
-give my mind to it."
-
-Bunny growled something deep in his throat, and kicked the coals with a
-savage foot.
-
-Jake turned deliberately round, and looked at him, watched him with the
-utmost patience till he desisted; then,
-
-"Come here now," he said, "and have your head punched!"
-
-Bunny growled again less articulately, more ferociously.
-
-Jake left the window. The boy wheeled to meet him with the glare of a
-tiger. "Touch me if you dare!" he exclaimed.
-
-There was a faint, relentless smile on Jake's face. He took Bunny by
-the shoulders, and looked him full and straight in the eyes.
-
-Bunny stood before him for a space, with clenched hands. Then he dropped
-his own eyes sullenly before that stern regard--slowly lowered his head.
-There fell a tense silence; then: "Get on with it, Jake!" he said in a
-voice half-sulky, half-submissive. And Jake abruptly moved, struck him
-twice lightly on the side of the head. "That's for using the forbidden
-language," he said. "And that's for general fooling around. A taste of
-the leather would do you good, only I can't leather a jolly little
-cock-sparrow like you. Don't you think you're rather a fool, Bunny? I
-do."
-
-"I'm a damn' cad!" Bunny said with shaky vehemence, and pulled himself
-away with the words. "I can't help it. I don't see much of you now.
-And I do hate being left behind."
-
-He turned his back on Jake and leaned dejectedly against the high
-mantelpiece. But Jake's arm went round his shoulders, giving him a
-comforting squeeze.
-
-"Don't you know I'm trying to make a partner of you, my son?" he said in
-his soft voice. "You needn't be so mighty difficult to handle. What
-I'm on to now is more than a one-man job. I'm wanting all the help I
-can get."
-
-Bunny laid a hot cheek against his hand. "You know I'd do anything for
-you, Jake," he said. He swallowed once or twice hard and faced round.
-"Anything under the sun," he said.
-
-Jake's hand smote him the blow of good-fellowship. "I'm counting
-on--just that, sonny," he said.
-
-He turned round with the words. Someone was entering the room.
-
-"Hullo!" said Bunny. "Hullo, Maud!"
-
-He moved to meet his sister with a curious new shyness. She looked pale,
-aloof, very sad.
-
-"Jake has been telling you?" she said.
-
-Bunny nodded. "It's rather great, isn't it?" he said.
-
-She came slowly forward, not looking at Jake. "It's too great," she
-said. "I might have been glad of it once. But now--now--" She broke
-off.
-
-Jake drew forward a chair. "Reckon you'll find it just as useful now as
-then," he said.
-
-She glanced at him quickly, and a tinge of colour rose in her face.
-"Oh, I daresay we shall all find it useful," she said.
-
-Jake's expression was enigmatical. He stood up squarely, looking
-straight before him. "You'll be able to buy anything and everything you
-want," he said, "to live where and how you like; in short you'll be in a
-position to create your own atmosphere. Money is freedom; remember
-that! If you choose to buy a team of camels and trundle off into the
-desert, there's no one can prevent you."
-
-She shivered as if a cold blast had struck her, and leaned towards the
-fire. "I'm not particularly fond of the desert," she said, in a low
-voice.
-
-"Oh, you needn't go alone," Jake said. "You'll be able to buy your
-friends by the score and populate all the lonely places."
-
-There was no sound of scoffing in his voice. It was even not without a
-hint of kindliness. But she shook her head in silence.
-
-And suddenly Bunny knelt down beside her, thrusting an impetuous arm
-about her waist. "Say, Maud, he's only rotting. We'll have a ripping
-time together presently. Don't be so down in the mouth, old girl!
-There's plenty of fun to be got out of life."
-
-She smiled with lips that trembled. "I'm afraid I'm getting rather old,
-Bunny," she said wistfully, "old enough anyhow to know that money
-doesn't bring happiness."
-
-"Depends how you spend it," maintained Bunny stoutly. "Of course it is a
-downright curse to the people who hoard it--like that beast who buried
-his talent. But you can make any amount of happiness out of it if you
-try. Think of the crowds you can reach with it! That's where the fun
-comes in. Why, you reap as fast as you sow!"
-
-Maud made a sudden quick gesture. "Bunny! How curious that you should
-say that!"
-
-"Why?" Bunny opened his eyes in surprise.
-
-"Oh, never mind! It reminded me of something--something rather big--I
-once heard in a church here." Maud gently passed on as though it were a
-matter too sacred for discussion. "Perhaps you're right, dear. Perhaps
-there is happiness to be got out of it. Anyhow we'll try, won't we?
-Won't we, Jake?"
-
-There was almost a note of entreaty in her voice; but she received no
-answer. She turned sharply. Jake had gone.
-
-"Never mind!" said Bunny, quick to console. "He's busy. Letters or
-something. But you've got me. Say, Maud, you'll be able to keep the
-mother above water now. That's rather a mercy anyway."
-
-He almost forced her into the channel of his own cheery speculations
-with the reflection that if it wasn't decent at least it was wholesome.
-
-But when he looked back upon that talk with her later, he could not
-remember that she had made a single suggestion of her own, or displayed
-the smallest spark of enthusiasm in connection with the great fortune
-that had come to her. She was tired of course and sad. No doubt she
-would change her mind; but for the present she seemed to regard it only
-in the light of a new and heavy burden that had been laid upon her.
-Bunny could not understand it, but an uneasy wonder awoke and stirred in
-his heart. Was it because she was married to Jake that she felt it had
-come too late? If so--if so--well, if so, poor old Jake!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXV
-
- THE BLOW
-
-
-"Home for Christmas. Motoring from Graydown. Three cheers, Bunny."
-
-The ecstatic message stood on the mantelpiece in the old parlour above a
-roaring fire, and Jake stood in front of it, grimly patient, while the
-old grandfather clock ticked monotonously in the corner.
-
-It was Christmas Eve, still and frosty. The glass door into the garden
-was wide open so that he could hear the first hoot of a motor, and he
-was listening for it with a lynx-like intensity, a concentration that
-had in it something almost terrible. It was nearly a fortnight since he
-had left her, and all his veins were on fire at the thought of having
-her again. He yearned for her with a fierce hunger that tore at the
-very soul of him, a hunger that he knew he must suppress, crush down out
-of sight, ere he met her.
-
-Because in her desolation she had turned to him for comfort, he must not
-take it for granted that she needed him still. She had had time to
-recover, time possibly to be amazed, to be shocked, at her own yielding.
-He dreaded to see that instinctive recoil from him which he had learned
-to know so cruelly well in the summer that was dead. Those words of
-hers--"I can't pretend to love you. You see--I don't,"--still haunted
-him. And he remembered how once in bitterness of soul she had told him
-that she hated him.
-
-He clenched his hands over the memory, cursing himself for the passion
-that even now leaped so fiercely within him. She had changed towards him
-since those days; that he knew. But even though she turned to him she
-was half afraid of him still, and he dared not show her his heart. He
-must be calm and temperate, taking only what she offered, lest he should
-drive her away again. It might be she would never offer very much.
-Possibly it did not lie in her power. She had given her whole love to
-another man, and it had been crushed into the mud. It might be that it
-still lived there in quivering shame, a thing to be hidden if it could
-not be utterly destroyed. He could not tell. But he did not feel that
-his chance of winning to the heart of her was very great. It might be
-that when she came to realize the practically boundless power with which
-this great fortune endowed her, it would vanish altogether. True, he
-might put up a fight for his rights. He might insist upon his
-ownership. But--had he not already done that? And what had it brought
-him? Nothing but emptiness. The desire of the flesh was nothing to the
-aching longing of the spirit, and that could never be satisfied by such
-means. And she did not so much as know that it existed!
-
-He had dreamed once that a child might draw them together. But now--but
-now--a curiously wistful smile drew his mouth. Poor girl! She wanted a
-child to comfort her desolation. But if she had her wish, he knew that
-she would never turn to him again for comfort. His last chance would be
-gone.
-
-Someone knocked at the open door that led into the garden. He turned
-sharply and saw Sam Vickers' good-humoured countenance looking up at
-him.
-
-"Post just in, sir," he remarked. "I was comin' round so brought your
-letter along."
-
-"Oh, thanks! Come in!"
-
-Jake remained before the fire, and after an instant's hesitation Sam
-mounted the steps and entered. He was carrying a huge bunch of
-mistletoe in one hand.
-
-"Thought you'd like a bit, sir," he said, with a cheery smile. "You
-haven't got any decorations, I see."
-
-"Thanks!" Jake said again. "I don't know where you'll fix it."
-
-"Over the front door, sir, if you ask me," said Sam promptly.
-
-"Oh, no, not there, Sam! It's a bit too public. Over this door if you
-like." Jake smiled a little and began to open his letter.
-
-"All right, sir. I'll get a nail," said Sam.
-
-He departed, and Jake, with a face grown stern, proceeded to read his
-letter.
-
-When Sam returned, the letter had disappeared, and Jake was grinding at
-the fire with the poker with his head down and a deep red flush on his
-face. Sam noticed nothing. He was too much engrossed with the matter
-in hand.
-
-Mounted on a wooden chair and whistling softly he applied himself to the
-task of hanging the mistletoe at the most inviting angle.
-
-"Like a bit for your cap, sir?" he enquired, with an impudent grin, when
-he had finished.
-
-Jake made no reply.
-
-Sam threw him a glance, and found that he had turned and was standing
-with his back to the fire, gazing out before him with eyes that shone
-like two pieces of red quartz.
-
-Sam was momentarily disconcerted. "No offence meant, sir," he said,
-picking up his own cap, and hastening somewhat clumsily to conceal the
-decoration it bore.
-
-Jake's eyes came to him, regarded him for a moment fiercely without
-seeing him; then abruptly softened and took him in. "Sam," he said, "I
-trust you, and I'm going to tell you something. Shut that door!"
-
-Sam obeyed. He looked straight at Jake with sunny, honest eyes.
-"Hadn't you better think it over first, sir?" he suggested.
-
-"No." Jake held out his hand suddenly. "I trust you," he repeated, a
-dogged note in his voice.
-
-Sam's hand gripped his like a vice. "Right you are, sir," he said
-cheerily.
-
-Jake went on, as if impelled. "You remember what happened in the summer
-at the Graydown Meeting when I thrashed young Stevens?"
-
-"Quite well, sir." Sam's reply came brisk and smart. He held himself
-like a soldier on parade.
-
-"You know why I thrashed him?" Jake proceeded.
-
-"Yes, sir. Thrashed him and kicked him out, sir. I was never more
-pleased in my life," said Sam.
-
-"He's been employed at the Castle stables ever since," Jake said very
-bitterly. "I was a fool! a damn' fool--not to expose him. But Lord
-Saltash knew that he pulled the Albatross. I told him so. He now says
-that he has proof that I aided and abetted--proof enough to get me
-warned off the Turf."
-
-"Proof be damned, sir!" said Sam warmly. "That ain't a good enough
-story for anyone with a head on his shoulders to swallow."
-
-"No, Sam. You're right. And Lord Saltash knows it. I can't go to him
-and demand to see his proof because he's on the other side of the world.
-But there's no scotching a lie of that sort. It'll have spread like the
-plague long before he gets back. And meantime he has decided that
-horse-racing and breeding are no longer his fancy, and he is going to
-sell the Stud--and me along with it."
-
-Jake's mouth took a bitter, downward curve with the last words.
-
-Sam's jaw dropped. "Going to sell the Stud, sir?"
-
-Jake nodded. "Yes, before the Spring meetings. You'll be all right,
-Sam. Anyone would be glad to get you. The Stewards know you all
-right."
-
-"Oh, I wasn't thinking of that, sir. I was thinking of you." Sam's
-blue eyes were gravely troubled. "You've got a wife, sir."
-
-"My wife inherits her uncle's money. She is not dependent upon
-me--fortunately for her." Jake was speaking through set teeth. "I knew
-it was coming," he added. "I've known it for some weeks." His eyes
-suddenly glittered afresh. "It ain't a knock-out blow, Sam," he said.
-"Don't you make any mistake as to that!"
-
-Sam's eyes sparkled in response. "It's you that's the knock-out, sir,"
-he said, with eager partisanship. "He hits below the belt, but he won't
-down you that way. You're better known than I am. And no one will
-believe as you're not straight. If I was to hear any chap say a single
-word against you, why, I'd crack his skull for him. I would that--if it
-was Saltash himself!"
-
-Jake uttered a brief laugh. "No. You steer clear of Saltash! He's one
-too many for honest men."
-
-"He's a dirty swab!" said Sam, and spat into the fire with fervour. "He
-ain't fit to employ anyone except Dick Stevens and the likes of him. I
-often wondered who squared Dick that time, but it wouldn't surprise me
-now if--" He paused, looking at Jake interrogatively.
-
-But the latter's face had changed, changed magically, as though some
-transforming hand had touched it, wiping all the bitterness away.
-
-He looked at Sam with a dawning smile in his eyes. "Good night, my lad!"
-he said. "I must go."
-
-He went to the door with the words and opened it. There came the sound
-of a motor-horn without, the gay whoop of a boyish voice. Jake's spurs
-went jingling down the passage.
-
-And Sam turned to leave by the garden-door by which he had entered. He
-crammed his cap down over his eyes as he did so. "Poor old boss!" he
-said. "Poor--old--boss!"
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVI
-
- THE DEED OF GIFT
-
-
-"Oh, isn't it good to be home again?" said Bunny. "Isn't it just good?"
-
-They sat before the blazing fire in the parlour after a late supper,
-drinking Mrs. Lovelace's rhubarb wine and enjoying the glow.
-
-Maud's cheeks were flushed and her eyes very bright. She did not look at
-her husband very often, and there was that about her manner that seemed
-to suggest that she was striving against considerable odds to appear at
-her ease.
-
-"How are the animals, Jake?" she asked. "How is The Hundredth Chance?"
-
-Jake on the other side of the fire was lying back in his chair with a
-cigarette between his lips. His gaitered legs were stretched out before
-him, and eyes fixed downwards as if he were half-asleep. He did not
-stir from this attitude as he made reply.
-
-"They're all going strong. You must see them for yourself in the
-morning."
-
-His words did not seem to invite any further development of the subject.
-Perhaps he really was sleepy. Maud bent to fondle Chops who lay on the
-hearth at her feet, and asked no more.
-
-But Bunny at once plunged into the silence. He had not permitted any
-silences during supper, having plainly determined that the evening
-should not drag. He also was a little fevered in his animation, a fact
-which made Jake's absolute calmness of demeanour all the more marked. He
-had been getting quieter and quieter ever since the removal of the
-supper things.
-
-Bunny fought against this quietness, talking with a nervous excitement
-that elicited only occasional low replies from Maud and none at all from
-Jake.
-
-But it was Jake who finally at the striking of the clock broke in upon
-his insistent chatter. "Time you went to bed, my son. Say good night
-and go!"
-
-A quick word sprang at once to Bunny's lips, but Jake's hand abruptly
-gripped his knee hard and he swallowed it unspoken. He got up with a
-somewhat wry smile.
-
-"Yes, all right. I'll go. But I don't generally clear out before
-eleven, do I, Maud?"
-
-"You do in my house, whatever you do in Maud's," said Jake
-imperturbably. "Good night, my son! pleasant dreams to you!"
-
-He looked up at Bunny with a sudden, kindly smile, and Bunny bent
-impulsively to him.
-
-"Say, Jake, come and see me presently, when--when you come up yourself!"
-
-The request was proffered in an undertone with unmistakable nervousness.
-Jake looked him straight in the eyes.
-
-"All right," he said.
-
-The door closed upon Bunny, and there fell a silence.
-
-Maud sat very still, her hands clasped in her lap. But there was no
-repose in her attitude, only a dumb tension that seemed to indicate
-suspense.
-
-Jake leaned forward slowly, at length, took the cigarette from his mouth
-and dropped it into the heart of the fire. Then, without looking at her,
-he spoke.
-
-"What's the matter with the little chap?"
-
-She looked across at him quickly, from beneath eyelids that slightly
-fluttered. "Is there anything the matter with him? I didn't notice."
-
-"He was nearly crying when he said good night, anyway," said Jake.
-
-"Oh, was he! Perhaps he thought--perhaps he thought--you were vexed
-with him," murmured Maud.
-
-"Why should he think that?" Jake's eyes, piercingly bright, suddenly
-met hers.
-
-She winced involuntarily, as one might wince from the glare of a
-searchlight. Then, with a visible effort, she met them. "Jake," she
-said, "I--want to talk to you."
-
-Jake's eyes fell away from her. They went with a sombre directness to
-the fire and became fixed. "About your affairs, my girl?" he said.
-
-She hesitated momentarily; then: "Our affairs, Jake," she said, her
-voice very low.
-
-He jerked his head as if to indicate attention, but he said nothing
-further. It remained for her to proceed, and she did so, slowly, as if
-carefully weighing each word.
-
-"You have left me a free hand in the settling of Uncle Edward's affairs,
-and Mr. Craven is a very clever business man. I know Uncle Edward
-trusted him implicitly. But I should like you to know everything that
-has been done--that is, if you care to know." She paused a moment.
-"You do care, don't you, Jake?" she said.
-
-"I care for your welfare, my girl," he made answer. "Not being your
-trustee, it's not essential that I should be told every detail."
-
-"I wish you were a trustee," she said.
-
-He bent his head. "Thanks. But I don't know that I am especially well
-suited to be. It's better for you, I reckon, to have--a free hand. And
-it's a mighty lot better that you should have a man of education to
-attend to your business affairs."
-
-"Jake!" There was quick pain in her voice, pain that he could not fail
-to note. She leaned forward, stretching a hand to him across the
-hearth. "Jake!" she said again very earnestly. "Do you think
-that--that I shall ever forget--that I owe you--everything?"
-
-He took her hand, but with a curious doggedness he kept his eyes
-averted. "I guess we're quits," he said. "You don't owe me anything.
-I took my payment for all I ever gave you."
-
-There was no bitterness in his voice, no emotion of any sort. The clasp
-of his fingers was no more than kind. His mouth looked stubborn.
-
-But a strange sort of stubbornness seemed to have entered into Maud
-also. She kept her hand in his.
-
-"I take--another view," she said. "I don't think any man--has ever
-done--more for a woman--than you have done--for me." Haltingly the
-words came, but she spoke them bravely. "It's a big, big debt,
-Jake--immeasurably big,--a personal debt that can never be repaid. I
-feel--contemptible--whenever I think of it." Her voice shook.
-
-Jake's fingers closed upon hers with a quiet strength. "You've no call
-to feel like that," he said.
-
-Her hand clung to his suddenly, desperately. "You--believe in me,
-Jake?" she whispered.
-
-His face did not vary. "I guess I've proved that," he said very
-steadily.
-
-She uttered a sharp, catching sigh. "Yes--yes! That is another debt.
-But till--till that night you came to me at Uncle Edward's--I was
-never--quite--sure."
-
-"Why weren't you sure?" He put the question abruptly, with an
-insistence that demanded an instant reply. But still he did not look at
-her. His eyes gazed ever straight into the fire.
-
-Tremulously she answered him. "I met Charlie--Lord Saltash--the morning
-after--down at 'The Anchor.' He said--he said--you wouldn't be--such a
-fool. That was why I went away."
-
-"Damn him!" The words burst from Jake with terrific violence. He
-sprang to his feet as a man goaded beyond all bearing. "Curse him!" he
-said, his face gone white with passion. "May his soul rot in----"
-
-"Jake!" The name was a cry, breaking through the fierce rush of his
-fury. Maud was on her feet also. She held him by the shoulders, in a
-vital, quivering hold. "You are not to say it!" she said and her face
-was close to his, compelling him to silence. "You are not to curse him!
-A curse comes back--comes back!"
-
-She put one hand on his mouth, for he seemed on the verge of breaking
-forth afresh. She looked him full in the eyes.
-
-"You're not to, Jake!" she said. "I won't have it. You who have
-been--so splendidly generous--can afford to leave a beaten enemy alone.
-Ah,--Jake!"
-
-For his arms were round her, gripping her. The naked soul of the man
-was looking into hers. With a supreme impulse, she took her hand away
-and gave her lips to his, surrendered herself wholly to the fiery
-passion that had suddenly blazed forth upon her.
-
-But in a moment his arms were loosened. He went back against the
-mantelpiece as though he had been struck a blow between the eyes. He
-stood motionless, his mouth working but uttering no word.
-
-She stood before him, pale to the lips but not without a certain
-strength. She had offered, and he had not taken. But yet her doubts
-were set at rest. Perhaps for the first time in her life she faced him
-wholly unafraid.
-
-"So--we will leave him out of it," she said, breathing fast. "He
-has--ceased to count."
-
-Jake moved, pulled himself together. "You must forgive me," he said.
-"Maybe you'd be wise to leave me I shall be--saner--presently."
-
-She put one hand against his breast. "No, Jake, no. You're going to be
-sane now. Sit down again! Let us finish our talk!"
-
-He looked at her with the red light still smouldering in his eyes.
-After a moment he took her wrist with a grip in which passion lingered.
-"I'm trying to act fair by you, my girl," he said, with a faint smile
-that somehow touched her heart. "It seems to me you've never had a
-chance--not a real chance--all your life. What with Bunny--and
-me--and--and--Saltash"--his mouth twisted over the name--"you've been
-handicapped right and left. That's why I've sworn to myself that I
-won't interfere with you anymore. You shall have a free hand--a free
-hand. This money of yours makes it possible. Play with it, spend it,
-enjoy yourself! Be happy, my girl, be happy! I won't step in to
-prevent it."
-
-Maud's eyes were suddenly full of tears, yet she laughed. "You've sworn
-to give me a free hand?" she said.
-
-He nodded. "Sure."
-
-Her other hand clasped his quickly, pleadingly. "Then, Jake, you won't
-be angry if--if--I decide to do something that--that you may
-not--altogether--like?"
-
-"It's your money," said Jake doggedly.
-
-"Yes--yes. And--I have your permission--your unreserved consent--to--to
-do what I like with it?"
-
-Her voice quivered. She was clinging to him almost unconsciously.
-
-He stood steadily facing her. He had forced his passion down again, but
-there was tension about him still. "My girl," he said, "if you want to
-turn it all into paper and make a bonfire of it,--I shan't object."
-
-"Oh, I don't want to do that," she said, and again she faintly laughed
-though in her laughter there was a sound of tears. "I felt just at
-first--just at first--that I didn't want it. But I've got over that,
-though I've come to the conclusion that there's no fun to be got out of
-money unless there's someone to enjoy it with you. And so--and so--"
-she became a little breathless and her hands pressed his in
-agitation--"I'm making over half of it to you--by deed of gift. Please,
-Jake, please--you don't mind?"
-
-"What?" said Jake. He raised his tawny brows, staring at her for an
-instant in sheer, overwhelming amazement; then they came down
-uncompromisingly in a thick straight line above his eyes. He put her
-hands away from him gently but with the utmost decision. He turned
-himself from her and bent to pick up the poker. Then, as he stirred the
-fire, with his face in the glow he spoke briefly, almost roughly. "I
-don't know if you're joking or in earnest; but that's the one thing that
-I can't--and won't--consent to. So I reckon that's all there is to it."
-
-"Jake!" There was consternation in her voice, bitter disappointment,
-keen pain. "Oh, Jake," she said, "you can't mean to refuse--like that!"
-
-"How did you expect me to refuse?" said Jake, without turning.
-
-She answered him chokingly. "Not as if--as if--I had insulted you."
-
-He dropped the poker and straightened himself. "Maybe you didn't intend
-any insult," he said. "But you don't credit me with an over-allowance
-of self-respect, do you?"
-
-She did not answer him, for she could not. She stood fighting for
-self-control, striving to collect her scattered forces, but so
-overwhelmingly distressed that she could not attempt to withstand him.
-
-He turned round to her slowly at length. "Say, Maud," he said,
-something of the old kindliness in his tone, "we won't talk any more
-about it. Guess it's an impossible subject. You'll know me better next
-time."
-
-She struggled for utterance with lips that trembled piteously; her eyes
-were brimming with tears. Finally, with a small, hopeless gesture, she
-turned away, moved across the room blindly, found the door and
-fumblingly opened it.
-
-"Good night!" she whispered then in a voice that was scarcely audible,
-and in another moment the door closed without sound behind her.
-
-She was gone. Jake's mouth set itself in a hard, straight line. He
-squared his shoulders with the instinctive movement of a man facing
-odds. He began to feel with brutal deliberation for his cigarette-case.
-
-The rasp of his match made a short, indignant sound in the quiet room.
-It was like a sharp protest. The smell of his tobacco began to dominate
-the atmosphere. He smoked furiously.
-
-Suddenly there came a check. The cigarette had ceased to draw. He
-ground his teeth on it, turned, and spat it into the flames. It hissed
-and vanished.
-
-Then Jake abruptly lifted his clenched hands above, his head and swore a
-frightful oath that comprehended himself, the world, and all things in
-it, in one vast anathema.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVII
-
- THE IMPOSSIBLE
-
-
-"Say, Jake, are you going to spend the night downstairs?" Bunny's thin,
-eager face peered round the door with the words. He slipped into the
-room clad in pyjamas, his hair all ruffled on his forehead.
-
-Jake was sitting before a burnt-out fire. He looked round at Bunny with
-heavy eyes.
-
-"Were you asleep?" said Bunny.
-
-"No." He got up stiffly. "Just--thinking. What have you come down
-for?"
-
-Bunny glanced at the clock. "Why, you said you'd come and see me in
-bed, and it's long past midnight. I've been lying awake for ages." He
-pressed close to Jake, reproach mingling with a touch of apprehension in
-his eyes. "Fact is,--I--wanted to tell you something. But I've got cold
-now. I don't know that I shall, after all."
-
-Jake put a hand on his shoulder. "I shouldn't, my son," he said. "I
-should cut back to bed if I were you. I give you a free pardon,
-whatever it is. There! Good night!"
-
-But Bunny refused to be dismissed thus perfunctorily. "You treat me like
-a child, Jake," he grumbled. "It's not fair. I'd sooner be pitched
-into than that."
-
-Jake smiled faintly. "Well, what's the matter?" he said.
-
-Bunny's eyes gleamed a little. "It's just this. I expect you'll be
-savage, but you've got to know. Maud knows all about the Stud and
-everything. She was bound to know sooner or later, so I don't see that
-it greatly matters. But I'd no right to tell her. And I did."
-
-He ended on a note of defiance. His penitence had plainly not survived
-his long-drawn-out suspense.
-
-But Jake heard him without any sign of displeasure. "Betrayed my
-confidence, eh?" he said. "Well, I reckon that's a matter for your
-conscience, not mine."
-
-Bunny bit his lip. "You ought to have told her yourself, Jake," he
-said.
-
-Jake nodded. He seemed to be past all feeling that night. "I know that.
-But she had plenty to think of without worrying herself about my
-affairs. Anyway she knows now."
-
-"Yes. Knows you're thinking of going to America, Jake." Eagerly Bunny
-broke in. "And she's jolly sick about it, I can tell you. She doesn't
-want you to go."
-
-"Oh, doesn't she?" said Jake.
-
-Bunny seized his arm and shook it. "Jake, surely you won't go! She's
-rich enough to keep us all. She wants to share everything with you."
-
-"Oh, yes." Jake's voice was dead level. His eyes looked at Bunny, but
-they saw beyond him. "I know all about that. I know--just what she
-wants. She wants a watchdog, one that'll fetch and carry and accept all
-benefits with humility. She's lonely now; but she won't be lonely long.
-She'll have a crowd round her--a set of fashionable, gibbering monkeys,
-who will sneer at the watch-dog, the meek and patient hanger-on, the
-adjunct at every party, who lives on his mistress's smile and doesn't
-object to her kick. That's what she wants. And that, my son, is the
-one thing she's not going to get."
-
-"But what on earth do you want, Jake?" burst from Bunny, half-startled,
-half-exasperated. "You needn't be that. You never could be that. Her
-idea was to make you independent."
-
-"Oh yes, I know." Jake's mouth twisted a little. "She is mighty
-generous. She figured to hand over half her fortune by deed of gift."
-
-"And you wouldn't have it?" Bunny almost gasped.
-
-"I wouldn't touch it," Jake said, with a sound that was oddly like a
-suppressed laugh in his throat.
-
-"But why in wonder not?" Bunny stared at him as if he thought he had
-gone suddenly mad. "We've taken oceans of things from you."
-
-"That's different," said Jake.
-
-"How different? Make me understand, Jake! I've a right to understand."
-Bunny's voice was imperious.
-
-Jake looked at him. There was actually a smile in his eyes, but it was
-a smile of self-ridicule. "You asked me just now what I wanted," he
-said. "I'll tell you. I want a woman who loves me well enough to chuck
-up everything--everything, mind you--and follow me barefoot to the other
-end of the world." He broke into a laugh that seemed to hurt him. "And
-that," he said, "is the one thing I'm not going to get. Now do you
-understand?"
-
-"Not quite, Jake. Not quite." Bunny spoke almost diffidently. He
-looked back at Jake with awe in his eyes. "You think she doesn't love
-you well enough. Is that it?"
-
-Jake nodded, still with that smile of self-mockery about his mouth.
-"You've hit it, my son," he said. "We're not a pair, that's the
-trouble. She means to be kind, but I'd sooner go empty than be fed on
-husks. I didn't offer either of you that. It was the real thing I gave
-you. But she--she hasn't the real thing to offer. And so--I'll do
-without."
-
-He turned squarely to put out the waning lamp as though the discussion
-were ended, but Bunny stayed him with a nervous hand.
-
-"Jake, suppose you're wrong, old boy? Suppose she does care--care
-badly?" His voice quivered with earnestness. "Women are queer fishes,
-you know, Jake. Suppose you've made a mistake?"
-
-"Where's the use of supposing the impossible?" asked Jake sombrely. Yet
-he paused, his hand rubbing the boy's rough head caressingly.
-
-"Ah, but just for a moment," Bunny insisted. "If she loved you, Jake,
-you wouldn't refuse then to--to do what she wanted?"
-
-"If she loved me," Jake said, and stopped suddenly. He moved abruptly to
-the lamp and extinguished it. Then in the dim light that filtered
-through the blinds from a full moon of frosty radiance, he spoke,
-deeply, slowly, solemnly. "If she loved me, I would accept anything
-under the sun from her. Everything she had would be mine. Everything
-of mine would be hers. And--before God--I would make her happy--if she
-loved me." He drew a great breath that seemed to burst from the very
-heart of him. Then in a moment he turned aside. "But that's the
-impossible, Bunny," he said. "And now good night!"
-
-They went upstairs together, and parted in the passage. Bunny seemed too
-awed for speech. Only he hugged Jake hard for a moment before he went
-to his own room.
-
-Jake passed on to his. Utter silence reigned there. He lighted a
-candle, and went softly to the door that led into his wife's room. It
-was shut. Softly he turned the handle, pressed a little; softly he
-turned it back. The door was locked.
-
-Then he threw off his clothes, blew out the candle, and lay down alone.
-
-And all through the night he was listening to words uttered over and
-over above his head, like evil spirits whispering together.
-
-"I can't pretend to love you. You see--I don't."
-
-He realized now that she had been right. It was better not to pretend!
-It was better not to pretend!
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXVIII
-
- THE FIRST OF THE VULTURES
-
-
-Christmas Day was a farce in which Jake, Maude and Bunny each played
-their appointed parts with somewhat dreary zest. The brother and sister
-had drawn much closer to each other during the past fortnight in which
-they had been thrown together. The old quick understanding, the old
-comradeship, had revived between them, and on Bunny's part there was
-added to it a certain protectiveness that created a new and even more
-intimate element in their intercourse. In a fashion their positions
-were reversed. Maud leaned upon him as he once had leaned upon her, and
-his sturdy support comforted her sick heart.
-
-As for Jake, he went his way among his animals, spending his time almost
-exclusively with them during that day and the days that followed. He
-was very quiet, invariably kind, but there was about him a suggestion of
-strain behind his composure, a hint of something terrible, as of a man
-hiding a mortal wound. He never talked about the animals now, and he
-did not welcome even Bunny in the stables.
-
-"He's fretting his heart out over them," the boy said, and Maud knew
-that he spoke the truth. The thought of the coming parting with them
-hurt him to the soul.
-
-Sam Vickers knew this also, and watched him in mute sympathy. He would
-have given all he had to avert this bitter blow from the boss, but he
-could only stand and look on.
-
-It was on the last day in the year, a biting, sunless day, that he
-sought him late in the afternoon with a visiting card in his hand.
-
-Jake was leaning on the half-door of the loose-box in which was lodged
-the black colt of his dreams--The Hundredth Chance. The animal's head
-was nuzzled against his shoulder. There seemed to be a perfect
-understanding between them.
-
-But at sight of Sam the colt started back. He was suspicious of all the
-world but Jake.
-
-Jake looked round, his face grey in the failing light. "Hullo! What is
-it?"
-
-Sam came forward and gave him the card. "Mrs. Bolton was out, sir, and
-he asked for you; said he'd wait in the yard, sir."
-
-Jake bent his brows over the card. It bore a name that seemed vaguely
-familiar to him though in what connection he could not for the moment
-recall:--Monterey W. Rafford. Jake looked up. "He's no friend of mine.
-Do you know what he wants?"
-
-"Said he was a friend of Dr. Capper, sir," said Sam.
-
-"Oh, that American chap! I remember now. All right, Sam. I'll see
-him." Jake gently pushed back the colt's enquiring nose, closed the
-upper half of the door, and strode off down the stone passage that led
-to the yard.
-
-The visitor was standing under a lamp, a slim young man with a dark,
-keen face that broke into a smile at Jake's approach. He moved to meet
-him, speaking in a voice that betrayed his nationality at the first
-word.
-
-"I am very pleased to meet you again, sir, though no doubt you have
-forgotten me."
-
-They shook hands. Jake was looking at him with steady eyes. "No," he
-said, in his slow way, "I think you are the sort of man that doesn't get
-forgotten very easily."
-
-Rafford laughed. He had an easy, well-bred laugh. "Capper doesn't
-believe in me," he said. "He declares I'll never get there. P'raps
-he's right. It doesn't concern me very much either way. Anyway, I've
-given up sending sick people to sleep for the present. I'm out on my
-own this journey. How is your young brother-in-law? Cure complete?"
-
-"Absolutely." Jake was still looking at him hard. "If it's not a rude
-question," he said deliberately, "is that what brought you?"
-
-The American met his look with a flicker of the eyes that betrayed a
-hint of wariness. "It's not a rude question, Mr. Bolton," he said.
-"And it is not what brought me. I'm after art treasures at the present
-moment. To be particular, I'm after Saltash's wonder in marble, _The
-Fallen Woman_. We did a deal over that marble, he and I, in New York
-the other day. He was showing me a card-trick, and--I--spotted--the
-knave."
-
-Rafford suddenly drawled, and Jake's eyes grew brighter.
-
-"Come inside!" he said.
-
-But Rafford shook his head. "No, not right away if you don't mind.
-There's a little light left. Will you show me the animals?"
-
-Jake's right hand clenched on his whip. "Have you done a deal over them
-too?" he said, sinking his voice very low.
-
-"No. But I've got an idea," Rafford said. "I'll tell you what it is
-presently. You've got some valuable stock here, I'm told. Say, Mr.
-Bolton, you don't object to showing me round?"
-
-His smile was disarming. Jake swung round on his heel without another
-word.
-
-They went from stable to stable, inspecting one after another of Jake's
-treasures, Jake himself reciting the record of each. He began the tour
-almost in silence, speaking only words of bare necessity, but in some
-magnetic fashion Rafford broke through his reserve. His quiet
-enthusiasm reached and fired Jake. Gradually the glow kindled, the
-bitterness passed from him, he became himself in his own element, he
-opened his heart to the stranger because it seemed that he understood.
-
-It was a long inspection, and darkness was upon them before it ended.
-They came last of all to the home of The Hundredth Chance, and here with
-his favourite's nose tucked confidingly into his arm Jake told his
-hopes, his dreams.
-
-Rafford listened with a sympathy that was scarcely perceptible in his
-speech yet of which Jake was very strongly aware, or he had not so
-expanded. Later he marvelled himself at his own candour, but at the
-time it seemed wholly natural, even inevitable. By that mysterious
-force which makes men know each other as comrades even from afar, he
-recognized in Rafford the one quality that his soul demanded.
-Circumstance had flung them together for an hour, circumstance would
-part them again, but for that hour the bond of sympathy between them was
-complete.
-
-In the end he remembered again the coming loss, the crushing failure of
-all his plans, and the bitterness came down upon him afresh, an
-overwhelming burden forcing him down. He fondled the colt, and with a
-gentle hand closed the door upon him. "Yes," he said heavily, "given
-fair treatment he'll turn out a winner, but I shan't be here to see it."
-
-"What's come to Saltash?" Rafford questioned. "He seems ready to throw
-up everything."
-
-"Yes, that's him," Jake said. "But then he hasn't had the working up of
-the Stud as I have. It's nothing to him to part with the animals. They
-were no more than a pastime."
-
-"And not always a creditable pastime at that?" suggested Rafford. "I
-guess you're too straight for him, Mr. Bolton. He's a crooked devil--but
-a curiously likable one." He smiled as if at some reminiscence. "Well,
-what's your opinion? Do you think he could be persuaded to sell this
-show privately if he got a good offer?"
-
-Jake's reserve came down upon him like a mask. "I can't say. You'd
-better go to his agent, Bishop."
-
-Rafford was still faintly smiling. "I've just come from him. He
-practically sent me to you. I've just paid him Saltash's price for the
-statue. She will be on her way to America with me in a fortnight. But
-I'd like to bring off this deal before we go."
-
-"It doesn't rest with me," Jake said, doggedness in every line.
-
-"No, I know. But I'd like to feel that I've got you behind me. My
-patron would like to know that."
-
-"Who is your patron?" Jake asked.
-
-"His name is Ruse. You mayn't have heard of him, but he's quite well
-known in a good many circles--specially on our side. He has taken a
-fancy for horse-racing and he will probably drop a lot of money over it
-before he's done; that is, unless he's lucky enough to retain you for
-his trainer."
-
-A hot gleam suddenly kindled in Jake's eyes, and as suddenly died. "I
-reckon that won't be possible," he said, "Lord Saltash will see to
-that."
-
-"Saltash may not be able to prevent it," Rafford observed quietly.
-"Ruse will want a trainer, and when I tell him how your heart's in the
-job, it wouldn't surprise me if he persuaded you to keep it on. You
-wouldn't be very hard to persuade, I take it?"
-
-Jake hesitated momentarily, then passed the question by. "Is your friend
-in England?" he asked.
-
-"He will be in England very soon after the deal is completed--if it is
-completed," Rafford answered.
-
-"Won't he want to see the Stud first?" Jake's voice was quietly
-business-like. He seemed to have put all personal considerations away.
-
-"I doubt it." Rafford said. "The value of the Stud is well-known,
-and--to let you into a secret--he is mad keen on securing it. You won't
-tell Saltash that of course, or Bishop, who, I understand, is empowered
-to act on his behalf. But I think Saltash will get his price without
-much haggling. My patron is particularly anxious to prevent the Stud
-coming on the market. He is prepared to offer something better than a
-market price to make sure of it."
-
-"He must be a very remarkable man," observed Jake.
-
-"He is, sir; a very remarkable man, a man who never misses his
-opportunities. And in consequence he is on the whole very seldom a
-loser. It would be a great mistake to let him slip through your
-fingers--a very great mistake."
-
-Rafford spoke with earnestness. His dark face was alight with
-eagerness.
-
-Jake looked at him, faintly smiling. "You have an interest at stake?"
-he suggested.
-
-"Only the interest that makes me want to push a thing to success. I
-have full powers though." Rafford's face reflected his smile. "When my
-patron got news of this thing, shall I tell you what he said to me?
-Just 'Clinch!' I shall go to Bishop to-morrow, and carry oat those
-instructions, if I can, to the letter."
-
-"You won't do it in a day," Jake said. "Maybe you'd like to put up at
-my place pending negotiations."
-
-Rafford's hand came out to him with impulsive friendliness. "No, sir.
-You're more than kind, but I won't do that. I've seen the animate and
-I've seen you. That's enough. You and I mustn't get too intimate over
-this deal. You know what Saltash is. When we've pulled it off, I'll be
-delighted--if there's still time." He gripped Jake's hand hard, looking
-him straight in the face. "You've given me a real happy hour, Mr.
-Bolton," he said. "And I shan't forget it. It was mighty generous of
-you, considering you regarded me as the first of the vultures. Well, I
-hope I shall be the last. So long!"
-
-"So long!" Jake said. "I hope you will."
-
-He accompanied the young man to the gate, and watched him go.
-
-Then squarely he came back again, walked straight up the middle of the
-yard, looking neither to right nor left, went into his own house, and
-shut the door.
-
-Late that night when Maud rose to go upstairs, he came out of what had
-apparently been a heavy doze before the fire and spoke for the first
-time of his own affairs.
-
-"Bunny told you some time ago that the Stud was to be sold, I believe?"
-he said.
-
-Maud stood still on the hearth, looking down at him. The question
-evidently startled her, for her breath came suddenly faster. "Yes, he
-told me," she said.
-
-"Why didn't you tell me you knew?" said Jake. And then he saw that his
-abruptness had agitated her and leaned forward to take her hand.
-
-She suffered him to take it, but she was trembling from head to foot.
-"I didn't think--you wished me to know," she said.
-
-He bent his head slightly so that only the shining copper of his hair
-met her look. "It wasn't--that," he said slowly. "At least not at
-first. Just at first I didn't want to bother you. Afterwards,--well, I
-guess I'm an independent sort of cuss and I was afraid you'd want to
-finance me when you knew I was to be kicked out."
-
-"I did want to, Jake," she said quickly.
-
-He nodded. "I know. I was mighty ungracious over it. I've been sorry
-since."
-
-"Jake!" She stooped a little, a quick dawning of hope in her pale face;
-but he kept his head bent.
-
-"No," he said. "The answer is still No. I don't want to hurt your
-feelings any, but I can't live on any one's charity. If there's
-anything under the sun that I can do to serve you, I'll do it. But I
-can't do the pet-dog business. For one thing I'm not ornamental enough.
-And for another, it ain't my nature."
-
-He paused a moment, but Maud made no attempt to speak. Only the hope
-had all died out of her face, and she looked unutterably tired.
-
-Jake went on. "Just when your uncle died, you were feeling extra
-lonely, and--" his voice sank a little--"you turned to me for comfort.
-But I didn't flatter myself that I had become permanently necessary to
-you. I knew you never intended me to think that. I saw it directly we
-met again. You fancied yourself under an obligation to me. You were
-willing--because of that--to give me anything I wanted. But it's come
-to this. What I really want is not in your power to give, and I can't
-accept less. For that reason, I've got to live in my own house, not in
-yours. I don't want you to feel bound to live with me, I know my
-setting never was good enough for you either. You can come to me just
-sometimes, and I shall be honoured to receive you. But I'd like you to
-know that you are absolutely free to come or go. I'm not insisting on
-my rights, just because I've learnt that it doesn't make for happiness
-on either side."
-
-Again he paused, but still she did not speak.
-
-Quietly he resumed. "That brings me to what I set out to tell you about
-the Stud. There is a chance--I think it's a good one--that it may be
-kept together after all. There is also a chance--a less promising
-one--that I may be retained as trainer. If I am offered the post, I
-shall accept it. If I am not offered the post, well, I shall have to
-start again at the beginning. I shall have to rough it. So if that
-happens, you will have to go your way and I mine."
-
-He ceased to speak, and his hand relinquished hers.
-
-Maud stood up. She was no longer trembling, but she was very pale.
-
-"I hope you will get the post," she said, after a moment. "You--I think
-you would feel it if you had to part with the horses. They mean--so
-much to you."
-
-"I belong to 'em," Jake said simply.
-
-She smiled a little with lips that quivered. "Then I hope you will have
-them always," she said. "Good night--and thank you for being
-so--explicit." She looked at his bent head, stretched a hand above it
-almost as if she would touch it, then drew it swiftly back and turned to
-go.
-
-A few seconds later she was ascending the stairs, still piteously
-smiling, with the tears running down her face.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXIX
-
- THE DUTIFUL WIFE
-
-
-"Well, my dearie, this is the biggest treat I've had for I don't know
-how long. Sit you down and tell me all your news! Is it true, what my
-Tom tells me, as you've come into a pot of money? Well, there now, I am
-pleased! Put your feet on the fender, my dear! There's a cruel wind
-blowing to-day. We'll have some hot buttered toast for tea."
-
-"I hope you're not busy, Mrs. Wright." Maud clasped the round, dumpy
-form very closely for a minute.
-
-"Lor' no, my dear; not a bit. It's early closing to-day. Fancy your
-thinking of that now! And fancy your coming to see me of all people!
-Why, I feel just as if a princess had stepped out of a fairy-tale."
-
-"I don't feel a bit like a princess," Maud said.
-
-She sat down before the cheery little fire in Mrs. Wright's back parlour
-and stretched out her hands to the blaze.
-
-The old woman hovered over her tenderly. "You look like one, my dear,"
-she said. "I think it's just wonderful that you should condescend to be
-friendly with the likes of me."
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Wright, don't--please--put it like that!" Maud leaned quickly
-back, turning up a face of flushed protest. "I don't like that aspect
-of myself at all," she said. "I don't think I am that sort of person
-indeed."
-
-"I always think of you as Jake's princess, dear," Mrs. Wright
-maintained. "I don't see why it should distress you. I like to think
-of you so."
-
-Maud laughed a little. "I wish you wouldn't. And I wish Jake wouldn't
-either. Perhaps once I was foolish and proud, but really I have got
-over that now. I am very humble, nowadays."
-
-"Are you happy, dearie? That's the great thing," said Mrs. Wright.
-
-Maud stooped again over the fire. "I'm--trying to be," she said. "I
-don't succeed perhaps all the time. But--" She stopped. "Don't let us
-talk about my affairs till I have heard all yours!" she said. "How is
-Tom? When is he going to be married?"
-
-It was the signal for Mrs. Wright to plunge into personal gossip, and
-she did so with zest. But she kept a motherly eye upon her visitor
-notwithstanding, missing no detail of her appearance and general
-demeanour. There was plenty to be said, Mrs. Wright was always voluble,
-but she was not a selfish talker. She did not monopolize the
-conversation, and she never lost sight of her listener.
-
-Maud's sympathy was quite unfeigned. She liked to hear about Mrs.
-Wright's various interests, and there was a genial warmth in the
-atmosphere that did her good.
-
-"Let me come into the kitchen with you and help you make the toast!" she
-begged at length.
-
-And after a brief demur, Mrs. Wright consented. Tom was out and there
-would be no one to disturb them. She would not have dreamed of
-permitting Tom to sit down in the kitchen with Jake's princess.
-
-So to the kitchen they went, and finding it cosier than the parlour,
-decided to remain there to partake of the meal they had prepared, Mrs.
-Wright, albeit sorely against her will occupying the wooden armchair of
-state, while Maud sat close to her knees on the fender.
-
-"You're looking very thin, dear," Mrs. Wright checked her chatter to
-observe, as she put down her final cup of tea.
-
-"It's my nature to be thin," Maud said.
-
-Mrs. Wright permitted herself a more critical survey. "I wonder what
-Jake thinks," she said. "I shouldn't feel happy about you if I were
-Jake."
-
-Maud smiled faintly into the fire and said nothing.
-
-Mrs. Wright's plump hand stole down to her shoulder. "I hope as he's
-being good to you, dearie," she murmured.
-
-Maud leaned back against her knee. "He is trying to be," she said.
-"You know that the Stud has been sold?"
-
-"It really has?" said Mrs. Wright.
-
-"Yes, it really has. The animals were to have been sent to
-Tattersall's, but a man we know--an American--came at the very beginning
-of the year and made an offer on behalf of a friend of his that Lord
-Saltash's agent thought too good to refuse. He has gone back to America
-now, and no doubt his principal will make his appearance soon. The idea
-is to build new Stables nearer to Graydown. Jake is negotiating about
-some land there. It's such a pretty part, and there will have to be a
-house for him too. We shall probably be allowed to stay on at the
-Burchester Stables till it is all ready. Jake is hoping that it may all
-be done in a year, I think," she smiled again with a hint of
-wistfulness. "I think Jake is going to enjoy himself."
-
-"And you, dearie?" whispered Mrs. Wright, tenderly persistent.
-
-Maud reached up a hand to clasp hers. "I have been lost in the desert
-for a long, long time, dear Mrs. Wright," she said. "But I am just
-beginning to find myself."
-
-Mrs. Wright stooped impulsively and carried the soft hand to her lips.
-"May it please the dear Lord to guide you, dear!" she said.
-
-"He is guiding me," Maud said with simplicity. "But I've some way to
-travel yet before I reach my goal. And--it's very sandy travelling
-sometimes, Mother Wright." She lifted her face with its sweet quivering
-smile. "And there are stones too, sometimes," she said. "But--I'd like
-you to know that I've passed the worst. I've left off yearning
-for--for--the mirage. It doesn't draw me any more--at all. I've left
-it all behind me,--like an evil dream and I can never, never, never be
-deceived by it again."
-
-"My darling!" murmured Mrs. Wright very tenderly. "My darling!"
-
-Maud suddenly clung to her closely. "I'm beginning to find out," she
-whispered tremulously, "that the thing I took for a rank weed growing
-beside my path is the one flower I have always wanted in my garden.
-I've tried for ever so long to uproot it, but now--but now--I'm trying
-to make it grow. I want it--but this is a secret!--more than anything
-else on earth."
-
-Mrs. Wright's own eyes were full of tears. "I am sure you will have it,
-darling," she said. "I am sure--quite sure--your want will be
-satisfied."
-
-She kissed the quivering face on her bosom and fondled the soft dark
-hair. They remained so for a space not speaking; then very gently Maud
-withdrew herself.
-
-"Did I tell you that Bunny is allowed to play hockey this term? It is
-horribly dangerous--I went up to watch it last Saturday--but he enjoys
-it tremendously; and they say it will do him good. He is growing fast,
-getting quite a man."
-
-"I am very pleased to hear it," Mrs. Wright said warmly. "Dearie me,
-just to think of the poor little weakly thing he was a year ago! Do you
-remember that day I first looked in on you, and how you gave me them
-violets? I've never forgotten it."
-
-Maud flushed a little. "You were so good to me, and I had been so
-ungracious. I wonder you ever forgave me."
-
-"What rubbish, dear! What rubbish!" softly interpolated Mrs. Wright.
-"I loved you from the first moment I set eyes on you that night at Giles
-Sheppard's. And that reminds me. How is your mother doing now?"
-
-"She is living in London," Maud said. "I believe Giles Sheppard went to
-Canada. She doesn't seem to trouble about him, but has settled down
-quite happily in a boarding-house in Bayswater. I invested some of
-Uncle Edward's money in an annuity for her. It seemed the best plan."
-
-"I am so glad you have got that money, dear," said Mrs. Wright simply.
-
-"Thank you," Maud said. "But--you know--I could have been quite happy
-without it. At least I think I could. We should have had to emigrate.
-And I--" she smiled momentarily, "I suppose I should have been a
-cow-puncher's wife in earnest."
-
-"You wouldn't have liked that," said Mrs. Wright with conviction.
-
-"Shouldn't I? I wonder. I am beginning to think that external
-circumstances haven't much to do with happiness." Maud spoke
-thoughtfully. "Still--now I am used to the idea--I am glad to have the
-money. Uncle Edward left all his affairs in such perfect order that
-they will probably be wound up very soon now. Mr. Craven, the
-solicitor, said it was one of the simplest matters he had ever had to
-deal with, which is all the better for me. He is in a position to raise
-almost any amount for me even now." Maud was smiling again, that faint,
-half-wistful smile that had become hers. "It will be useful when it
-comes to furnishing the new house, won't it?" she said.
-
-"My dear, you will just love that," said Mrs. Wright. "And what does
-Jake say to it all? Isn't he pleased to know as you and little Sir
-Bernard are provided for as befits your rank and station?"
-
-Maud's smile became a laugh. "Dear Mother Wright, you are
-incorrigible!" she declared. "No, Jake is not over and above pleased.
-I think he has a lurking fear that I want to take him away from his
-horses and make him lead a life of elegant idleness. He doesn't guess
-how thankful I was to know that he would not have to give them up after
-all. For he loves his animals as he loves nothing else on earth."
-
-"Oh, tut, tut, dearie!" remonstrated Mrs. Wright. "And it really is
-settled for him to keep on in his present position?"
-
-"Practically settled. He says he must wait and see his boss before he
-regards it as a sure thing. Meantime, he is carrying out Mr. Rafford's
-instructions as far as possible. He has gone over to Graydown to-day
-about the building-site for the new stables. I hope he will secure it.
-It is on a southern slope. It would be splendid for the animals."
-
-"Why, you are getting quite enthusiastic!" said Mrs. Wright, with a
-chuckle.
-
-"I believe I am," Maud admitted. "I never thought so much of them till
-it seemed that we were going to lose them. I think it would almost have
-broken Jake's heart."
-
-"He don't keep his heart in the stables," said Mrs. Wright wisely, "nor
-yet in the training-field. What, my dear, you're not thinking of going
-yet? Why, it's quite early!"
-
-"Yes, I ought to be going," Maud said. "I like to be in first, to give
-him his tea and so on. He is much too polite to say so, but I fancy he
-likes it."
-
-"Of course he likes it, dear. And I think he's a very, very lucky man."
-Mrs. Wright spoke with great emphasis.
-
-Maud was on her feet. She looked down at her half-laughing. "Oh, do
-you? I wonder why."
-
-"To have such a dutiful wife, dear," said Mrs. Wright. "I hope you're
-not going to spoil him, now. It would be a pity to do that."
-
-Maud uttered a funny little sigh. "Oh no, I shan't spoil him. He is
-most careful not to take anything for granted. In fact, I sometimes
-wonder--" She paused.
-
-"What, darling?" Mrs. Wright looked up at her with loving admiration.
-
-Maud's face was flushed. "Oh, nothing very much. I was only going to
-say that I sometimes wonder if he has any real use for the dutiful wife
-after all. I try to please him, but all he seems really to want me to
-do is to please myself."
-
-Mrs. Wright rose up in her own resilient fashion. "Oh, there now! How
-like a man!" she said. "They're as cussed as mules, my dear. But never
-you mind! You'll catch him off his guard one of these days if you keep
-on. And then'll be your time. You step in and take possession before
-he can turn round and stop you. It's only a question of patience, dear.
-It'll come. It'll come."
-
-Maud smiled again as she bent to kiss her. "You're such a good friend
-to me," she said. "I'll be sure to take your advice--if I can."
-
-"God bless you, my darling!" said Mrs. Wright, with great fervour.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXX
-
- THE LANE OF FIRE
-
-
-An icy wind was blowing as Maud climbed the steep road by the church.
-It whirled down on her with a fierceness that made quick progress out of
-the question. Nevertheless, she fought valiantly against it, fearing
-that Jake would have returned before her.
-
-It was not dark. The tearing wind had chased all clouds from the sky,
-and the daylight still lingered. Ahead of her the North Star hung like
-a beacon, marvellously bright. There was a smell of smoke in the air
-that seemed to accentuate the bitter coldness.
-
-The church clock struck six as she passed it, and she sought to quicken
-her steps, she did not want Jake to come in search of her. For some
-reason she did not greatly want to tell him how she had been spending
-the afternoon.
-
-Round the bend of the road the wind caught her mercilessly. She had to
-battle against it with all her might to make any progress at all. It
-was while she was struggling round this bend that there suddenly came to
-her the sound of galloping hoofs and a man's voice wildly shouting. She
-drew to one side, and stood against the hedge; and in a moment a
-horseman dashed into view and thundered past her. He was lying forward
-on the animal's neck, urging him like a jockey.
-
-He was gone like a whirlwind into the dusk, and Maud was left with a
-throbbing heart that seemed to have been touched by a hand that was
-icy-cold. She was nearly sure that the animal had come from the Stables
-and that the man was Sam Vickers. He was not a furious rider as a rule.
-What had induced him to ride like that to-night? Something was
-wrong--something was wrong! The certainty of it stabbed her like a
-knife. What could it be? What? What? Had Jake met with an accident?
-Was Sam tearing thus madly down to Fairharbour to find the doctor?
-
-The strength of a great fear entered into her. She began to run up the
-hill in the teeth of the wind. She had only half a mile to go. She
-would soon know the worst.
-
-But she had not gone twenty yards before her progress was checked. She
-became aware of a drifting mist all about her, a mist that made her gasp
-and choke. She ran on in the face of it, but it was with failing
-progress, for the further she went the more it enveloped her like the
-smoke of a vast bonfire.
-
-The coldness at her heart became a tangible and ever-growing fear. She
-tried to tell herself that the suffocating vapour blowing down on her
-came from a group of ricks that stood not far from the entrance to the
-Stables. Some mischievous person had fired them, and Sam had discovered
-it and gone to raise the alarm. But deep within her there clamoured an
-insistent something that refused to be reassured. Struggling on through
-the blinding, ever-thickening smoke, the conviction forced itself upon
-her that no hayricks were responsible for that headlong gallop of Sam's.
-He had gone as a man going for his life. His progress had been winged
-by tragedy.
-
-Gasping, stumbling, with terror in her soul, she fought her way on, till
-a further bend in the road revealed to her the driving smoke all lurid
-with the glare of flames behind. By that curve she escaped from the
-direct drift of it and found herself able to breathe more freely. The
-shoulder of the hill protected her at this point in some degree from the
-wind also. She covered the ground more quickly and with less effort.
-
-It was here that there first came to her that awful sound as of a
-rending, devouring monster--the fierce crackling and roaring of fire.
-The horror of it set all her pulses leaping, but its effect upon her
-senses was curiously stimulating. Where another might have been
-paralysed by fear, she was driven forward as though goaded irresistibly.
-It came to her--whence she knew not--that something immense lay before
-her. A task of such magnitude as she had never before contemplated had
-been laid upon her; and strength--such strength as had never before been
-hers--had been given to her for its accomplishment.
-
-She did not know exactly when her fear became certainty, but when that
-happened all personal fear passed utterly away from her. She forgot
-herself completely. All her being leapt to the fulfilment of the
-unknown task.
-
-The last curve in the uphill road brought her within view of the red
-flames rushing skyward and curling over like fiery waves before the
-wind. Through the roar of the furnace there came to her the shouting of
-men's voices and the wild stampeding of horses. And twice ere she
-reached the gates she heard the terrible cry of a horse. Then as though
-she moved on wings, she was there in the stable-yard in the thick of the
-confusion, with the fire roaring ahead of her and the red glare all
-around.
-
-The whole stone-paved space seemed crowded with men and horses, and for
-the first few seconds the noise and movement bewildered her. Then she
-grasped the fact that only one side of the double row of stables was
-alight and that in consequence of the driving north wind the other side
-was in comparative safety.
-
-They were leading the terrified animals out through a passage that led
-to further buildings on this safe side. But the task was no light one,
-for they were all maddened by fear and almost beyond control.
-
-As she drew nearer however Maud saw that the men themselves were
-grappling with the situation with energy and resolution, and there was
-no panic among them. One--a mere lad--gripping a plunging horse by the
-forelock, recognized her and shouted a warning through the din.
-
-She came to him, unheeding the trampling hoofs. "Is Mr. Bolton back?"
-she cried.
-
-He shook his head, striving to back the animal away from her. He had a
-halter flung over his shoulder which he had not stopped to adjust.
-
-Maud took it from him, and between them, with difficulty, they slipped
-it over the terrified creature's head. Then, obtaining a firmer hold,
-the boy shouted further information.
-
-"No, the boss ain't back yet. He'll be in any minute now. Sam's gone
-for the fire-engine. He thinks the house will be safe if the wind don't
-veer. But the other side'll be burnt out before he gets back at this
-rate. We've got most all the animals out now though."
-
-"Not all?" Maud cried the words with a momentary wild misgiving.
-
-The boy yelled back again, still wrestling with the struggling horse.
-"All but The Hundredth Chance. He's gone by this time. We couldn't
-save 'im. It's like an open furnace along there."
-
-Then she knew what it was that lay before her, the task for which this
-great new strength had been bestowed. She left the boy and ran up the
-yard in the rear of that raging fire. She did not feel the stones under
-her feet. The seething crowd of men and horses became no more than
-shadows on the wall. Twice as she went she narrowly escaped death from
-the plunging hoofs, and knew it not....
-
-The heat was terrific, but the smoke was all blown away from her. She
-felt no suffocation. But when she reached the stone passage that led to
-the group of loose-boxes where once she had stood horror-stricken and
-listened to Jake reprimanding Dick Stevens in the language of the
-stables, she realized the truth of what the boy had said. It was like
-an open furnace.
-
-Yet there seemed a chance--the faintest chance--that that one loose-box
-at the southern corner, the best loose-box in the whole of the
-Stables--might yet be untouched by the devouring flames. The block of
-buildings was alight and burning fiercely, but it was not yet alight
-from end to end. It looked like a lane of fire at the end of that stone
-passage, but she could see the line of loose-boxes beyond, fitfully
-through wreaths of smoke. All the doors stood open as far as she could
-see. They had evidently taken the animals in order, and it had been the
-fate of The Hundredth Chance to be left till last.
-
-And how to reach him! It had baffled his rescuers. For the moment it
-baffled her also. She stood at the entrance to the stone passage
-looking through, feeling the stones under her feet hot like a grid,
-seeing the red flames leaping from roof to roof.
-
-Then the driving wind came swirling behind her, and she felt as if a
-hand had pushed her. She plunged into the passage and ran before it.
-
-She emerged in that lane of fire. It roared all around her. She felt
-the heat envelop her with a fiery, blistering intensity, but ever that
-unseen hand seemed to urge her. She hesitated no more, though she rushed
-into a seething cauldron of flame.
-
-And ever the thought of Jake was with her, Jake who loved his animals as
-he loved nothing else on earth.
-
-She reached that line of boxes, how she knew not. The roof was burning
-now from end to end, but as she tore past the open doors there came to
-her an awful cry, and she knew that the colt still lived.
-
-The smoke came down on her here, blinding her, but though it stopped her
-breath it could not stop her progress. It seemed as though no power on
-earth could do that now until she had reached her goal. Crouching, with
-lungs that felt like bursting, she forced a way over those last
-desperate yards.
-
-Every door was open save that one, and against that one there came a
-maddened wild tattoo. The Hundredth Chance was fighting for life.
-
-She reached the door through swirling smoke. The flames were shooting
-over her head. She caught at the bolt. It was burning hot as the door
-of an oven; but she knew no pain. She dragged it back.
-
-Again there came that fearful shriek and the battering of heels against
-the wood. The animal was plunging about his prison like a mad thing.
-She mustered all her strength and pushed upper and lower doors inwards
-at the same moment.
-
-Instantly there came the rush of hoofs. She was flung violently
-backwards, falling headlong on the stones. The Hundredth Chance
-galloped free; and she was left shattered, inert, with the fire raging
-all around her.
-
-But the deed was done, the great task accomplished. And nothing mattered
-any more. Jake loved his animals as he loved nothing else on earth....
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXI
-
- THE NEW BOSS
-
-
-What was that red light burning? Symbol of undying Love! Symbol of the
-Immortal! The Lamp that burns for ever before the High Altar of Heaven!
-
-Over the wide, sandy desert it shone, the only light in leagues and
-leagues of darkness. A great many wayfarers were drawing towards it,
-but they were very far away from it and from each other. Billows and
-billows of sandy waste stretched between. But they could all see the
-lamp. It shone like a red, still beacon, giving light to the outcast,
-guiding the feet of the wanderers.
-
-Ah, the long sandy ridges--how weary for the feet! Who could have faced
-the journey if God had not lifted up that lamp in the desert? Who could
-ever have hoped to reach the goal? Even as it was, the journey was
-long--so long, and the light so far away!
-
-Who was that speaking? Was it the Voice that had not sounded in tempest
-or fire, but only at the very last, when all other things were past?
-"Love is only gained by Love,--by the complete renunciation of self.
-Love is a joyful sacrifice,--to give and give without measure, not
-counting the cost, rejoicing only in the power to give, till it all
-comes back a thousand-fold--Love the Invincible. Love the Divine, Love
-the Perfect Gift."
-
-Surely it was Love Itself that spoke those words--Love that had raised
-that eternal beacon--Love that drew the pilgrims out of the long, dark
-night! And the sandy desert faded and became a garden where white
-lilies bloomed--lilies that faded not, such lilies as decked the High
-Altar of Heaven.
-
-There were no wayfarers here. There was no journeying for tired feet.
-Only a peace ineffable, beyond the power of words to describe. The
-lilies grew tall and white, unspeakably pure, fairer than any earthly
-flowers, dazzling in splendour, decked in holiness. Very peaceful was
-that quiet garden, with no song of birds to break the stillness, no
-whisper of fountains, no faintest echo of voices. Perfect rest was
-there, a calm as the calm of still waters, a hush that was Divine. Like
-a veil the solitude lay spread, stretching into the great spaces of
-eternity. And the lilies stood waiting, waiting, to be laid upon the
-Altar of God.
-
-How long had they stood waiting thus? Were they yet not pure enough?
-How long had they still to wait? Would the gates of that garden never
-open and the angel that served the Altar come to gather the flowers?
-Ah! Surely they were opening now! There came a waft of air, the scent
-and sound of the earth. But no one entered, and the lilies never
-stirred. Only the gates remained open, and the peace that wrapt the
-garden quivered like a filmy veil.
-
-Very far away from that quiet place someone was calling, calling. At
-first it was suggestion rather than sound, a vague murmur from the old,
-sad world so many millions of miles away. But gradually it grew till it
-seemed the echo of a cry, and at last the cry itself became
-articulate,--a cry of anguish rising from the void.
-
-"Come back! Come back! O God, send her back to me! Send her back!"
-
-The lilies were moving now. They seemed to be listening, whispering
-together. The wind that blew through the open gates rustled among their
-ranks. Someone was lost then. Someone was wanted. Someone was sought
-through the great spaces of eternity. Was it a sod that had drifted
-free too soon? Would the searcher ever find that drifting soul? Did
-the one great Bond that nought could ever sever hang between them,
-linking each to each? It was only by the drawing closer of this Bond
-that they would ever find each other.
-
-And the way back was long and dark and stormy. Other worlds were there,
-other worlds and other voices. And once there came a great sound of
-singing as of men and angels praising God before the High Altar of
-Heaven.
-
-Then the darkness of earth rushed upwards like the smoke from a mighty
-furnace, and all was blotted out....
-
-Someone was holding her. Someone was whispering her name. She opened
-her eyes upon the old world of cloud and sunshine, and knew that the
-Bond had brought her back. Through all the great spaces of Eternity he
-bad drawn her to his side. She looked into his face, and it was the
-face of a man who had suffered agony.
-
-"Thank God!" he said. "O thank God!"
-
-Then she remembered in what cause she had spent herself. "What of--The
-Hundredth Chance?" she said.
-
-He caught his breath. His lips were quivering. "He's safe enough.
-But--my girl--what made you do it?"
-
-She looked at him wonderingly. "But it was all I could do," she said.
-
-He bent his head over something that he was holding, and it came to her
-with a little start of surprise that it was her own hand swathed in
-bandages.
-
-"Oh, Jake," she said, "am I ill? Have I been hurt?"
-
-He did not look at her. "Thank God, not seriously," he said, speaking
-with an odd jerkiness. "The colt knocked you down. You were stunned.
-You scorched your hands over that infernal bolt. But the wind blew the
-fire away from you. You weren't actually burnt."
-
-"Is the fire out?" she asked anxiously. "Tell me what happened!"
-
-Jake's head was still bent. She thought that he suppressed a shudder.
-"Yes, they soon got it under. There wasn't much left to burn that side.
-It was a good thing the wind held, or the whole show might have been
-gutted. It's all safe now."
-
-Maud's eyes wandered round the panelled parlour and came back to his
-bent head. "I feel so strange," she said, "as if I had been a long,
-long journey, and as if it had all happened ages and ages ago. Is it so
-very long ago, Jake?"
-
-"About four hours," said Jake. "Dr. Burrowes has been in. He chanced
-to be passing in his dog-cart. He was on his way to a case, and
-couldn't stay except to give you first aid. He is coming back
-presently."
-
-"And you have been here with me ever since?" she said, with a touch of
-shyness. "Didn't you want to be looking after the animals?"
-
-He shook his head, gazing steadily downwards.
-
-"Have you been--anxious about me, Jake?" she whispered.
-
-"Yes." Just the one word spoken with an almost savage emphasis.
-
-"But Dr. Burrowes must have known if--if I were in any danger," she
-said.
-
-He answered her with what she felt to be a great effort. "Burrowes was
-anxious too. He was afraid of the shock for you. He thought there
-was--danger."
-
-She moved her hand a little, and in a moment, as though he feared to
-hurt her, he laid it gently down.
-
-"I am so sorry you have been worried about me," she said.
-
-"It doesn't matter now," said Jake. He reached out for a glass that
-stood on the table. "Burrowes left this for you. Can you manage to
-drink it?"
-
-He held it to her lips with a hand that was not so steady as usual. She
-drank and felt revived.
-
-Her brain was becoming more active. There was something in Jake's
-attitude that required explanation. "I am better now," she said. "Tell
-me a little more! How did I get here? Who found me?"
-
-"I found you. The Hundredth Chance came tearing out. We had some
-trouble to catch him. And then one of the boys suddenly said--" Jake
-stopped and swallowed hard--"said--said you had been in the yard, and
-must have set him free. I--got to you--just in time."
-
-"You saved me?" she said swiftly.
-
-He nodded.
-
-She raised herself, leaning towards him. "Jake! Were you hurt?"
-
-"No." He kept his eyes stubbornly lowered.
-
-"No one has been hurt?" she persisted.
-
-"No one but you." His tone was almost surly.
-
-But something urged her on. "Jake," she said wistfully, "aren't you
-glad your animals are all safe?"
-
-"They belong to the new boss," he said doggedly. "They don't belong to
-me."
-
-Her face changed a little. "I think they belong to you first, Jake,"
-she said. "You love them so."
-
-He made a sharp gesture. "It's quite likely the new boss will tell me
-to shunt."
-
-"Oh, he won't do that, Jake!" she protested quickly. "I'm sure he won't
-do that. You--you are one of the best trainers in England."
-
-His mouth twitched a little; she thought he wryly smiled. "One of the
-best blackguards too, my girl," he said grimly.
-
-She opened her eyes in surprise. "Jake, what do you mean? Are people
-saying hateful things against you?"
-
-He gripped his hands between his knees. "It ain't that I meant. People
-can say what they damn please. No, it's just my own estimate of myself.
-I'm going to chuck the animals. They've come near costing me too dear.
-I'm going to give in to you now. You can do what you like with me.
-I'll serve you to the best of my ability, fetch and carry and generally
-wait around on you till you're tired of me. Then I'll go."
-
-"Jake! Jake!" She was half-laughing, but there was remonstrance in her
-voice. "But I never wanted you to give up the animals. Why, I don't
-believe you could live without them, could you?"
-
-He gave himself an odd, half-angry shake. "I've done with 'em!" he
-declared almost fiercely. "I can't serve two masters. If the new boss
-don't chuck me, I shall chuck him."
-
-"But the horses, Jake!" she urged. "And The Hundredth Chance! You
-can't be in earnest. You--you have always loved them better than
-anything else in the world!"
-
-He winced sharply. "You're wrong! And I am in earnest. If--if you had
-lost your life over the colt, I'd have shot him first and myself after.
-What sort of brute do you take me for? Do you think I'm without any
-heart at all? All animal and no heart?"
-
-The question was passionate, but yet he did not look at her as he
-uttered it. He was gazing downwards at his clenched hands.
-
-He was formidable at that moment, but she did not shrink from him.
-Rather she drew nearer. "Of course I don't think so," she said.
-"But--but--am I first with you, Jake? Am I really first?"
-
-He made a choked sound in his throat as if many emotions struggled for
-utterance. Then, almost under his breath, "An easy first!" he muttered.
-"An easy first!"
-
-Her bandaged hand slipped on to his arm. Her eyes were shining. "Oh,
-Jake, thank you for telling me that," she said. "You--I know you didn't
-want to tell me. And--now--I've got to tell you something--that I don't
-want to tell you either--that I don't know how to tell you. Oh, Jake,
-do help me! Don't--don't be angry!"
-
-He turned towards her, but he did not lift his eyes. He seemed almost
-afraid to look her in the face. "My girl, you've no call to be afraid
-of me," he said.
-
-But there was constraint in his tone, constraint in his attitude, and
-her heart sank.
-
-"I'm so--horribly afraid--of hurting you," she said.
-
-A faint, faint gleam of humour crossed his face. "Oh, I guess I'm
-down," he said. "You needn't be afraid of that either."
-
-She tried to clasp his arm. "Jake, if--if I really come first with you,
-perhaps--perhaps--you'll be able to forgive me. It's because you came
-first with me too--a very, very long way first--" her voice shook--"that
-I was able to do it. It's because I wanted you to have what you wanted
-without--without feeling under an obligation to me or anyone. It's
-because--because your happiness is more to me--a thousand times
-more--than anything else in the world!" Her breast began to heave;
-Jake's eyes were suddenly upon her, but it was she who could not, dared
-not meet their look. "Ah, I haven't told you yet!" she said brokenly.
-"How shall I tell you? It's--it's the animals, Jake. It's the Stud!"
-
-"What about the Stud?" he said. His voice was sunk very low, it sounded
-stern.
-
-With a great effort she mastered her agitation and answered him. "It's
-yours, Jake, all yours. The new boss is--is just an invention of Mr.
-Rafford's. You--you are--the new boss."
-
-"What?" he said.
-
-He got up suddenly, with a movement that verged upon violence, and stood
-over her, she felt, almost threateningly.
-
-Through quivering distress she answered him again.
-
-"I've played a double game. I met Mr. Rafford first at Liverpool and
-then I chanced to meet him again here after--after you had refused to
-have my money. And he was kind and sympathetic and offered to help me.
-I wanted you so to have the horses. And I couldn't bear to think that
-you should lose them through me. Oh, Jake, don't look so--so terrible!"
-
-She sank back panting on her cushions. That one brief glimpse of his
-face had appalled her. He had the look of a man hard pressed and
-nearing the end of his strength. She saw that his hands were clenched.
-
-He spoke after several tense seconds. "Why have you done this thing?"
-
-She made a piteous gesture. "Oh, Jake, only--only because I loved you."
-
-"Only!" he said, and with the word she saw his hand unclench.
-
-For a moment a wild uncertainty possessed her, and then it was gone.
-Jake dropped down on his knees beside her and took her into his arms.
-
-"Maud--" he said, and again "Maud!"
-
-But no further words would come. His voice broke. He hid his face
-against her breast with a great sob.
-
-Her arms were round his neck in an instant, her cheek was pressed
-against his hair. All doubts were gone forever. "My darling!" she
-whispered. "My darling!"
-
-And through the great storm of emotion that shook Jake, she said the
-soft words over and over, holding his head against her heart, kissing
-the cropped hair above his temple, drawing him nearer, ever nearer, to
-the inner sanctuary of her soul, till at length by the shattering of her
-own reserve she broke down the last of his also. He lifted his face to
-her with no attempt to hide his tears, and in the long, long kiss that
-passed between them they found each other at last where the sand of the
-desert turns to gold.
-
-
-
-
- CHAPTER XXXII
-
- OLD SCORES
-
-
-Someone was whistling on the garden-path below the parlour-window.
-Someone had sauntered up by way of the orchard through an April night of
-radiant moonlight, and was softly whistling an old, old love-song with a
-waltz-refrain.
-
-There was a light burning in the parlour, and at the table a woman sat
-with bent head working. She did not look up as the sweet, rhythmic
-sound reached her. She worked steadily on.
-
-The waltz-refrain came to an end. There fell a step outside the window.
-A wicked, mischievous face peered in.
-
-"What! All alone, queen of the roses? Will you grant me admittance?"
-
-She looked across at him then, but she did not rise. "Come in,
-certainly, if you wish!" she said.
-
-He came in with the air of one conferring a royal favour. He moved round
-the table to her side, bent, and lightly kissed her hand.
-
-She suffered him with an enigmatic smile, scarcely pausing in her work.
-
-"And where is the worthy cow-puncher?" he said.
-
-She raised her brows ever so slightly. "Are you speaking of Jake--my
-husband?"
-
-He smiled briefly, derisively. "Even so. Of Jake--your husband."
-
-She smiled also, but her smile was wholly sweet. "He will be in soon.
-He has gone round to see that all is well. Sit down, won't you, and wait
-till he comes?"
-
-"Oh ho!" said Saltash. He sat down facing her, closely watching her
-every movement with his queer, restless eyes. "Do you think he will be
-pleased to see me?" he asked.
-
-She glanced at him. "As pleased as I am," she said.
-
-"Are you pleased?" He flung the question as though he scarcely expected
-an answer.
-
-But she answered it with serenity. "Yes, I am quite pleased to see you,
-Charlie. I have been half-expecting you all day."
-
-"Really!" he said.
-
-She bent her head. "Ever since I heard of your return to the Castle.
-It was kind of you to come round so soon. And we want to thank you--Jake
-and I--for letting us use the stables till the new ones at Graydown are
-leady."
-
-"Really!" Saltash said again. He added, "As half are already demolished
-and the other half will be pulled down as soon as the Stud goes, it was
-not much of a favour to grant. Do I understand that Jake is to continue
-in command under the new regime?"
-
-She smiled again as she answered, "In absolute command."
-
-He frowned momentarily. "A fortunate thing for Jake!"
-
-"He thinks so too," she said.
-
-He began to finger his cigarette case. "Do you mind if I smoke?"
-
-"Not in the least." She raised her eyes suddenly and fully to his.
-"Please remember that you are in the house of friends!" she said, with a
-slight emphasis on the last word.
-
-"You amaze me!" said Saltash.
-
-She laid aside her work with heightened colour. "Charlie, I have some
-rather serious things to say to you."
-
-"My dear girl," he protested, "must you?"
-
-"Yes, I must, and you must listen." She spoke with resolution. "I will
-be as brief as I possibly can, but I must speak. Smoke--please
-smoke--if you want to!"
-
-He laughed a little, leaning towards her. "On second thoughts, I don't.
-This promises to be interesting, after all. Do you know when I came in
-just now you looked so prim that I was nearly frightened quite away?"
-
-She was looking him straight in the face. "Charlie, why did you come?"
-
-He shrugged his shoulders. "Ask the needle why it follows the magnet!"
-he said.
-
-His eyes caressed her, but she steadily faced them. "I ought to hate
-you," she said. "But I don't. I think of you always--in spite of
-myself--as a friend. I suppose that is a woman's way--to be tricked and
-to forgive. Anyhow, I forgave you a long while ago. I believe I have
-even begun to forget. Charlie, I know that you are capable of a sincere
-friendship. I can't help knowing it."
-
-"You deceive yourself," he said lightly. His eyes still dwelt upon her,
-but it was with a half-tender mockery, as one who smiles at the
-make-believe of a child.
-
-Her lips quivered a little. "No," she said. "It is the truth. You are
-pleased to wear a mask--but I know--the real man. I know that you are
-often crooked in your dealings, often cruelly malicious and vindictive;
-but at the back of it all there is a man capable of big things, of
-chivalry, generosity, and honest kindness of heart. Charlie, I appeal
-to that man!"
-
-"What do you want of him?" said Saltash. And still he looked at her,
-but again his look had changed. The mockery had given place to a
-species of dispassionate curiosity. His ugly face had the odd
-melancholy as of something longed for but hopelessly lost which may be
-seen on the face of a monkey.
-
-Because of that look she suddenly stretched out her hands to him
-impulsively, generously.
-
-"I want fair play," she said. "Perhaps I don't deserve it. I haven't
-always treated you fairly. But I want you to put the past away from
-you--as I have done. I want to trust you again."
-
-There were tears in her eyes as she spoke. He held her hands hard
-pressed in his.
-
-"A dangerous experiment, Maud of the roses," he said. "But if you will
-you must. What more do you want?"
-
-She answered him quickly, pleadingly. "Charlie, you have a grudge
-against--my husband! I want it put right away--right away. I don't
-think you have the power to hurt him, but even if you had, I want to
-know that you wouldn't use it. He has always served you faithfully. I
-want fair play for him."
-
-Saltash's dark face showed a faint, twisted smile. "You certainly
-credit me with considerable generosity," he said.
-
-"He deserves fair play from you," she insisted. "You have tried to
-undermine his reputation, and you have failed. But you might have
-succeeded, although you know, as well as I do--that he is a white man."
-
-"Do I?" said Saltash.
-
-"You do! You do!" she said with conviction. "You have no right to
-cherish a grudge against him. He has done nothing to deserve it."
-
-"And how do you know that?" said Saltash.
-
-"I know him," she said with simplicity.
-
-"I see." His smile became a little more marked. "Did he ever tell you
-the funny story of my double?" he asked.
-
-She gave a great start, and in a moment her face was burning.
-
-"I see," he said again. "You needn't answer. And you tell me that I
-have no right to cherish a grudge against him."
-
-She spoke with difficulty. "He did not accuse you of anything."
-
-Saltash laughed. "Left you to draw your own conclusions, eh? Score
-number one! And after that, when he knew that I was coming home, when
-he knew that you were mine for the asking, didn't he race you into
-marriage with him before you had time to find your breath?"
-
-Her face burned more hotly. "Wouldn't you have done the same?" she
-said.
-
-He looked sardonic. "You must remember that I am not--a white man, my
-queen of the roses. My standards won't compare with his. Score number
-two then! And hasn't he baulked me at every turn ever since? When have
-I ever got back any of my own--except once when I made you see him as he
-wasn't--a drunkard, and except when one night of moonshine I held you in
-my arms and you gave your lips to mine?" His voice suddenly thrilled.
-
-She caught her breath sharply. "I was mad!" she said. "I was mad!"
-
-She would have withdrawn her hands from his, but he frustrated her. A
-gleam of mischief flashed in his eyes. "No, Maud of the roses, it was
-just--a dream. Have you never said to yourself, That was the happiest
-dream of my life?"
-
-She shook her head. "That part of my life is over--quite over. I have
-come into reality, and--Charlie--it is better than any dream. That is
-why I want all that is evil to be taken away. If Jake has ever wronged
-you, then I have wronged you. And I appeal to your kindness of heart,
-your generosity, for forgiveness."
-
-The mischief died out of the eyes that watched her. Saltash bent a
-little over the hands he held. "But why should you take that
-trouble--if I have ceased to count?" he said.
-
-"You do count," she answered quickly and earnestly.
-
-"Surely not if--as you say--it is out of my power to hurt him." There
-was a hint of banter in the words, but they held no venom.
-
-"It isn't that," she said. "I want to know that the hatchet is buried,
-that there will be no more ill feeling. Jake is his own master, and I
-know he will make his mark. But I want him to have a fair chance, free
-from all handicap."
-
-"What do you mean by that?" Saltash suddenly broke in. "I presume he is
-still a paid servant though it may no longer be my privilege to employ
-him."
-
-She lifted her head a little. "No. Jake is his own master. The Stud
-was bought with my money. It belongs to him."
-
-Saltash's brows went up. "Your money? You never had any!"
-
-"Never before last winter," she said. "I inherited a very large fortune
-from my uncle in the North. It came to me--just in time."
-
-Saltash's brows were working up and down like a monkey's. "And
-you--bought the Stud? Then all this American business was bunkum! Did
-my agent know of this?"
-
-She shook her head. "No; no one knows yet except Jake, Bunny, and me."
-
-He let her hands go abruptly, and began to pace the room.
-
-She stood motionless, watching him. "Even Jake did not know till it had
-all gone through," she said, after a moment. "I told him--on the night
-of the fire."
-
-"What did he say?" Saltash tossed the words over his shoulder. His
-dark face was drawn, almost distorted.
-
-Maud hesitated. Then: "He asked me why I had done it," she said, in a
-low voice.
-
-He paused in his walk. "And you struck a bargain with him? He was to
-let you go your own way for all time, please yourself, live your own
-life! Wasn't that it?"
-
-Her eyes fell involuntarily before the sudden fire in his. "Oh no!" she
-said quickly. "Oh no! I didn't want that."
-
-"What then?" He wheeled and came to her, stood before her. "Surely you
-didn't give him all that for nothing!"
-
-She faced him again steadily. "He wouldn't have taken it," she said.
-
-"Then--" he was standing close to her; his odd eyes gazed, deeply
-craving, into hers.
-
-But she did not flinch. "I gave it to him--for love," she said.
-
-He made a sudden movement; his features were for a moment convulsed.
-Then swiftly he controlled himself. "You--love the man!" he said.
-
-She clasped her hands together tightly. Her eyes never wavered for an
-instant from his. "Yes, I love him," she said.
-
-He flung violently away from her. "Why didn't I destroy him long ago?"
-he said.
-
-Again he paced the room with sharp, jerky movements. Suddenly he flung
-two questions over his shoulder. "That was why you changed your mind
-after sending me that ring? That was what you came to me to the Castle
-to tell me?"
-
-She bent her head. "I believe that was the reason. But I couldn't have
-told you that then. I didn't know it myself."
-
-"How long have you known it?"
-
-He was not looking at her, and very piteously she smiled. "It came to
-me--quite suddenly--in the hall at 'The Anchor' when you told me--you
-told me--that he wouldn't be such a fool as to believe in me. I left
-him without seeing him again. And then--and then--just when my uncle
-died--he came to me. And I knew that he did believe in me after all."
-
-Saltash broke into a laugh--the laugh of a man who hides pain. "It was
-my doing then! Come, you owe me something after all. But it seems I
-have been misspending my energies ever since. I thought you wanted to
-be rid of him."
-
-Again abruptly he came back to her, stopped in front of her. "And so it
-all came out on the night of the fire," he said.
-
-She looked at him, and her blue eyes shone. "Yes," she said softly.
-"There have been no misunderstandings since then."
-
-He smiled a little with twisted brows. "Do you know who was responsible
-for that fire?"
-
-She started. "No!"
-
-"A certain scoundrel named Stevens," he said. "The same scoundrel who
-pulled the Albatross at the Cup Meeting, and was thrashed for it by the
-virtuous cow-puncher. Do you know who was at the back of that
-scoundrel?"
-
-Her eyes fell before the grim bitterness of his. "Charlie!" she
-faltered.
-
-"Yes, Charlie," he said. "Charles Burchester, Lord Saltash, another
-scoundrel blacker than the first who had suffered a similar punishment
-for a somewhat similar offence from the same virtuous hands. Scoundrel
-number one won't trouble you again. I have shipped him off to
-Australia. Scoundrel number two is awaiting his orders to go
-to--another place."
-
-Her lips suddenly quivered. She put out a trembling hand. "Charlie, I
-don't believe it of you!"
-
-"Believe it or not," he said, "it's true. I'm a spiteful devil. You
-said so yourself a minute ago." But he held her hand almost as one
-pleading for clemency.
-
-She raised her eyes to his. The fascination of the man drew her,
-but--possibly for the first time--not against her better judgment. "Let
-us forget it all!" she said. "Let us be friends!"
-
-He laughed in a fashion that moved her to pity, and bending kissed her
-hand. "If Jake agrees--Amen!" he said.
-
-And then sharply, like an animal trapped, he turned towards the window
-and met Jake face to face.
-
-They stood for a moment so, confronting each other in dead silence.
-Then lightly Saltash spoke.
-
-"Caught trespassing, but not poaching!" he said. "Your wife and I have
-been settling--old scores."
-
-Jake's eyes went past him to his wife's face. She made no sign of any
-kind, save that she met the look.
-
-Jake came quietly forward. "You are very welcome, my lord," he said,
-and held out a steady hand.
-
-A gleam of surprise crossed Saltash's dark face. He took the hand,
-looking at Jake whimsically. "You are the fellow who is not accustomed
-to being beaten at the winning-post," he said. "Well, you were a bad
-starter and the odds were dead against you, but you've got there. I
-congratulate you."
-
-"You are very good, my lord." Jake's eyes, red-brown and resolute,
-looked into his.
-
-Saltash shrugged his shoulders, with a slight grimace. "The _role_ is
-thrust upon me. I wonder if I shall be able to sustain it."
-
-Something in the word reached Jake. His lips parted in a sudden smile
-that banished all the hardness from his face. His hand squarely gripped
-and held. For a second--just a second--there was a gleam of comradeship
-in his eyes. "I guess it's up to you, my lord," he said.
-
-The moment passed and Saltash turned aside, laughing with a certain
-royal graciousness that was all his own. "The odds are ninety-nine to
-one, Bolton," he said. "But you are too accustomed to that to be
-dismayed."
-
-"I put my money on the hundredth chance," Jake answered in his slow,
-sure fashion. "And I reckon I shan't lose it."
-
-
-
-
- EPILOGUE
-
- THE FINISH
-
-
-"The black colt leads! The black colt leads! He wins! He wins! He
-wins!"
-
-A great shout went up from the straining multitude as The Hundredth
-Chance, ridden by Sam Vickers, shot past the winning-post three lengths
-ahead of the horse behind. It was a sensational victory, for it was his
-maiden race, and the crowd yelled themselves hoarse over it, cheering
-and cheering again till the black colt came forth in a welter of sweat
-and foam to gather his laurels, still carrying his jockey and led by his
-owner, Jake Bolton.
-
-He bore himself proudly, as if fully conscious of the distinction he had
-won. Jake looked proud too. He stuffed some sugar between the wet lips
-as he came, and his hand caressed the streaming neck. It was a popular
-meeting, and it was plainly a popular victory, though the favourite had
-not proved the winner. Jake Bolton's name went from mouth to mouth, and
-the throng cheered him to the echo. He smiled his open, pleasant smile
-in answer. He had been looking to this moment for the past two years,
-he had worked hard for it; and his trust in The Hundredth Chance had
-been vindicated, his labour rewarded. He knew that yet greater
-victories lay before his favourite. The Hundredth Chance was a born
-winner. He would be famous.
-
-Back in the paddock a slim, boyish figure leaped to meet him. "Jake,
-he's a stunner! Let me hold him a minute, Jake! Well done, Sam! Well
-done!"
-
-Sam grinned from ear to ear as he dropped from the saddle. "Pretty
-sight, weren't it, Sir Bernard?"
-
-"Best I've ever seen!" declared Bunny enthusiastically. He led the black
-colt proudly after his jockey for a few paces, then gave him up and went
-back to Jake. "Old feller, I'm so jolly bucked," he said, hugging his
-arm, "I want to dance on my head. Do you know what I heard a chap say
-of you just now--a chap who knew too? He said, 'There goes the
-Lynx--one of the straightest men on the Turf.' It sounded just fine. I
-wanted to go and shake hands with him."
-
-Jake laughed, a quiet satisfied laugh. "Was Maud pleased?"
-
-"Oh! rather! She's going home now, said I was to tell you; said she'd
-save up and congratulate you in private."
-
-"That so?" said Jake.
-
-He disengaged himself from Bunny and went about his business, but the
-smile lingered in his eyes for the rest of the afternoon. And it was
-the smile of a man who grasps his heart's desire.
-
-There was a white house on one of the great rolling downs behind the
-Graydown race-course, a low, white house with gabled roofs and dark
-green shutters. There were woodland trees about it, and a terraced
-garden bright with many spring flowers.
-
-Behind it lay the racing-stables, also white,--model stables, the pride
-of Jake's heart. He seldom approached the house by any other route.
-But as he passed between the long, orderly buildings on that particular
-evening after his horse's victory, he did not linger. Straight to the
-house he went, and straight within, pausing only in the wide, square
-hall to threw down hat and whip ere he passed on, guided by the notes of
-a piano, to a room that overlooked the garden and the whole sweep of
-hill-side beyond.
-
-She did not hear him enter, albeit she was playing softly, a dreamy
-melody that had in it something of dawning gladness and of infinite
-hope. Only Chops, the red setter, lying by the open French window,
-looked up and wagged a noiseless welcome. Then as he reached her, she
-caught the jingle of his spurs and in a moment she had turned to meet
-him with a vivid smile of eagerness.
-
-"Oh, Jake, I am so glad--so glad!"
-
-He put his arms about her as she sat, holding the flushed face upturned
-to his. "What's that you're playing, my girl? Not a paean of
-thanksgiving!"
-
-Her eyelids fluttered under his look. She laughed faintly. She offered
-him her lips with just a hint of shyness. He kissed her, but he
-continued to look at her with an intent glitter in his eyes. "You're
-glad, are you?" he said. "Real glad?"
-
-Her arms clung about his neck. "Yes, real glad, Jake. I know you call
-The Hundredth Chance your luck. I was horribly anxious lest--lest he
-should lose after all."
-
-He smiled a little. "What if he had? Think I can't stand up to a
-loss?"
-
-She lifted her eyes to his for a moment, but they fell almost
-immediately. "No. To use your own language, I think you're just fine.
-But--but all the same, I've been saving up a little consolation for you
-in case you needed it."
-
-"That so?" said Jake. He spoke very softly through lips that were
-suddenly tender. "Well, let's imagine I'm in need of consolation! I'd
-enjoy to be consoled by you."
-
-She laughed again that faint, shy laugh, and, freeing one hand, began to
-feel over the keys of the piano, striking a soft chord here and there.
-
-Jake stood for a moment or two, then squarely bent, bringing his face on
-a level with hers.
-
-She made a slight gesture of protest, and then very suddenly, as if
-compelled, she raised her eyes fully to his.
-
-"You once told me you'd enjoy--something quite different," she said.
-
-The red-brown eyes gazed deeply into hers. "And--good land--how shocked
-you were!" he said. "You didn't view yourself as a plain man's wife in
-those days, my princess. Reckon you hated the plain man pretty badly
-for teaching you the meaning of the word."
-
-She laid one hand against his breast. Her eyes were of that intense
-blueness that comes from the heart of a sapphire. "And now," she said,
-"I love him better every day--every night."
-
-His big hand closed upon her wrist. He drew a great breath. "Ah!" he
-said.
-
-She went on, albeit her lips were quivering. "I don't need to tell you
-that, do I? You know it so well. I don't think I really need to tell
-you--of this other thing either--of this big, big gift that is coming to
-us. Oh, Jake, dear Jake, I have so hoped--so hoped!"
-
-He held her closer. "My own girl! Guess you'll be happy now!" he
-whispered.
-
-She smiled at him through tears. "No, not for my own sake,--for
-yours--for yours!"
-
-"For mine!" he said. "Haven't you given me all the world and then
-some?"
-
-She uttered a trembling laugh. "I've given you lots that you didn't
-want to take--things that have cost me nothing. But this--this is
-different. And--it's the thing you wanted."
-
-He clasped her to him almost fiercely. "My girl, I want nothing--no
-one--but you!"
-
-She clung to him with a tenseness that was passionate. "That is what I
-wanted to say to you, my darling. You will always be
-first--first--first. Dr. Capper once told me that--that my frog would
-turn into a prince some day. And--dear--he was right. You are the
-prince of my heart--for ever. I love you as--as I never thought it was
-humanly possible to love."
-
-"Maybe it's not--all human," he whispered, with lips that moved against
-her own.
-
-"You are right," she whispered back. "It is Divine. The perfect Gift.
-But it only comes to those who give--without measure--not counting the
-cost--rejoicing only in the power to give--till it all comes back a
-thousandfold--a thousandfold." Her voice thrilled, her arms clung
-closer. "I once heard a man preach about that. And at the end he said,
-'It is then that the ploughman overtakes the reaper, for ploughman and
-reaper are one.' Jake, I think that man spoke a great truth. You and I
-have done some heavy ploughing, but we are beginning to be reapers now."
-Her lips suddenly pressed his closely, lingeringly. Her tears were
-gone. "It's good to reap our own harvest, isn't it, Jake?" she
-murmured. "Yours and mine together?"
-
-And Jake answered her in his own language, his voice very soft and slow,
-his eyes gazing straight into hers, seeing her soul. "Sure!" he said.
-"Sure!"
-
-
-
-
- THE END
-
-
-
-
-
-
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