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diff --git a/4304.txt b/4304.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b6ef49f --- /dev/null +++ b/4304.txt @@ -0,0 +1,15909 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Our Friend the Charlatan, by George Gissing + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Our Friend the Charlatan + +Author: George Gissing + +Posting Date: July 12, 2009 [EBook #4304] +Release Date: July, 2003 +First Posted: January 3, 2002 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OUR FRIEND THE CHARLATAN *** + + + + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo. HTML version by Al Haines. + + + + + + + + + + +Our Friend the Charlatan + + +by + +George Gissing + + + + +CHAPTER I + + +As he waited for his breakfast, never served to time, Mr. Lashmar +drummed upon the window-pane, and seemed to watch a blackbird lunching +with much gusto about the moist lawn of Alverholme Vicarage. But his +gaze was absent and worried. The countenance of the reverend gentleman +rarely wore any other expression, for he took to heart all human +miseries and follies, and lived in a ceaseless mild indignation against +the tenor of the age. Inwardly, Mr. Lashmar was at this moment rather +pleased, having come upon an article in his weekly paper which reviewed +in a very depressing strain the present aspect of English life. He felt +that he might have, and ought to have, written the article himself a +loss of opportunity which gave new matter for discontent. + +The Rev. Philip was in his sixty-seventh year; a thin, dry, +round-shouldered man, with bald occiput, straggling yellowish beard, +and a face which recalled that of Darwin. The resemblance pleased him. +Privately he accepted the theory of organic evolution, reconciling it +with a very broad Anglicanism; in his public utterances he touched upon +the Darwinian doctrine with a weary disdain. This contradiction +involved no insincerity; Mr. Lashmar merely held in contempt the common +understanding, and declined to expose an esoteric truth to vulgar +misinterpretation. Yet he often worried about it--as he worried over +everything. + +Nearer causes of disquiet were not lacking to him. For several years +the income of his living had steadily decreased; his glebe, upon which +he chiefly depended, fell more and more under the influence of +agricultural depression, and at present he found himself, if not +seriously embarrassed, likely to be so in a very short time. He was not +a good economist; he despised everything in the nature of parsimony; +his ideal of the clerical life demanded a liberal expenditure of money +no less than unsparing personal toil. He had generously exhausted the +greater part of a small private fortune; from that source there +remained to him only about a hundred pounds a year. His charities must +needs be restricted; his parish outlay must be pinched; domestic life +must proceed on a narrower basis. And all this was to Mr. Lashmar +supremely distasteful. + +Not less so to Mr. Lashmar's wife, a lady ten years his junior, endowed +with abundant energies in every direction save that of household order +and thrift. Whilst the vicar stood waiting for breakfast, tapping +drearily on the window-pane, Mrs. Lashmar entered the room, and her +voice sounded the deep, resonant note which announced a familiar +morning mood. + +"You don't mean to say that breakfast isn't ready! Surely, my dear, you +could ring the bell?" + +"I have done so," replied the vicar, in a tone of melancholy +abstraction. + +Mrs. Lashmar rang with emphasis, and for the next five minutes her +contralto swelled through the vicarage, rendering inaudible the replies +she kept demanding from a half rebellious, half intimidated servant. +She was not personally a coarse woman, and her manners did not grossly +offend against the convention of good-breeding; but her nature was +self-assertive. She could not brook a semblance of disregard for her +authority, yet, like women in general, had no idea of how to rule. The +small, round face had once been pretty; now, with its prominent eyes, +in-drawn lips, and obscured chin, it inspired no sympathetic emotion, +rather an uneasiness and an inclination for retreat. In good humour or +in ill, Mrs. Lashmar was aggressive. Her smile conveyed an amiable +defiance; her look of grave interest alarmed and subdued. + +"I have a line from Dyce," remarked the vicar, as at length he applied +himself to his lukewarm egg and very hard toast. "He thinks of running +down." + +"When?" + +"He doesn't say." + +"Then why did he write? I've no patience with those vague projects. Why +did he write until he had decided on the day?" + +"Really, I don't know," answered Mr. Lashmar, feebly. His wife, in this +mood, had a dazing effect upon him. + +"Let me see the letter." + +Mrs. Lashmar perused the half-dozen lines in her son's handwriting. + +"Why, he _does_ say!" she exclaimed in her deepest and most disdainful +chord. "He says 'before long.'" + +"True. But I hardly think that conveys--" + +"Oh, please don't begin a sophistical argument He says when he is +coming, and that's all I want to know here's a letter, I see, from that +silly Mrs. Barker--her husband has quite given up drink, and earns good +wages, sad the eldest boy has a place--pooh!" + +"All very good news, it seems to me," remarked the vicar, slightly +raising his eyebrows. + +But one of Mrs. Lashmar's little peculiarities was that, though she +would exert herself to any extent for people whose helpless +circumstances utterly subjected them to her authority, she lost all +interest in them as soon as their troubles were surmounted, and even +viewed with resentment that result of her own efforts. Worse still, +from her point of view, if the effort had largely been that of the +sufferers themselves--as in this case. Mrs. Barker, a washerwoman who +had reformed her sottish husband, was henceforth a mere offence in the +eyes of the vicar's wife. + +"As silly a letter as ever I read!" she exclaimed, throwing aside the +poor little sheet of cheap note-paper with its illiterate gratitude. +"Oh, here's something from Lady Susan--pooh! Another baby. What do I +care about her babies! Not one word about Dyce--not one word. Now, +really!" + +"I don't remember what you expected," remarked the vicar, mildly. + +Mrs. Lashmar paid no heed to him. With a resentful countenance, she had +pushed the letters aside, and was beginning her meal. Amid all the +so-called duties which she imposed upon herself--for, in her own way, +she bore the burden of the world no less than did the Rev. Philip--Mrs. +Lashmar never lost sight of one great preoccupation, the interests of +her son. He, Dyce Lashmar, only child of the house, now twenty-seven +years old, lived in London, and partly supported himself as a private +tutor. The obscurity of this existence, so painful a contrast to the +hopes his parents had nourished, so disappointing an outcome of all the +thought that had been given to Dyce's education, and of the not +inconsiderable sums spent upon it, fretted Mrs. Lashmar to the soul; at +times she turned in anger against the young man himself, accusing him +of ungrateful supineness, but more often eased her injured feelings by +accusation of all such persons as, by any possibility, might have aided +Dyce to a career. One of these was Lady Susan Harrop, a very remote +relative of hers. Twice or thrice a year, for half-a-dozen years at +least, Mrs. Lashmar had urged upon Lady Susan the claims of her son to +social countenance and more practical forms of advancement; hitherto +with no result--save, indeed, that Dyce dined once every season at the +Harrops' table. The subject was painful to Mr. Lashmar also, but it +affected him in a different way, and he had long ceased to speak of it. + +"That selfish, frivolous woman!" sounded presently from behind the +coffee-service, not now in accents of wrath, but as the deliberate +utterance of cold judgment. "Never in all her life has she thought of +anyone but herself. What right has such a being to bring children into +the world? What can be expected of them but meanness and hypocrisy?" + +Mr. Lashmar smiled. He had just broken an imperfect tooth upon a piece +of toast, and, as usual when irritated, his temper became ironic. + +"Sweet are the uses of disappointment," he observed. "How it clears +one's vision!" + +"Do you suppose I ever had any better opinion of Lady Susan?" exclaimed +his wife. + +It was a principle of Mr. Lashmar's never to argue with a woman. Sadly +smiling, he rose from the table. + +"Here's an article you ought to read," he said, holding out the weekly +paper. "It's fall of truth, well expressed. It may even have some +bearing on this question." + +The vicar went about his long day's work, and took with him many uneasy +reflections. He bad not thought of it before breakfast, but now it +struck him that much in that pungent article on the men of to-day might +perchance apply to the character and conduct of his own son. "A habit +of facile enthusiasm, not perhaps altogether insincere, but totally +without moral value . . . convictions assumed at will, as a matter of +fashion, or else of singularity . . . the lack of stable purpose, save +only in matters of gross self-interest . . . an increasing tendency to +verbose expression . . . an all but utter lack of what old-fashioned +people still call principle. . . ." these phrases recurred to his +memory, with disagreeable significance. Was that in truth a picture of +his son, of the boy whom he had loved and watched over and so zealously +hoped for? Possibly he wronged Dyce, for the young man's mind and heart +had long ceased to be clearly legible to him. "Worst, perhaps, of all +these frequent traits is the affectation of--to use a silly +word--altruism. The most radically selfish of men seem capable of +persuading themselves into the belief that their prime motive is to +'live for others.' Of truly persuading themselves--that is the strange +thing. This, it seems to us, is morally far worse than the unconscious +hypocrisy which here and there exists in professors of the old +religion; there is something more nauseous about self-deceiving +'altruism' than in the attitude of a man who, thoroughly worldly in +fact, believes himself a hopeful candidate for personal salvation." +Certain recent letters of Dyce appeared in a new light when seen from +this point of view. It was too disagreeable a subject; the vicar strove +to dismiss it from his mind. + +In the afternoon, he had to visit a dying man, an intelligent +shopkeeper, who, while accepting the visit as a proof of kindness, +altogether refused spiritual comfort, and would speak of nothing but +the future of his children. Straightway Mr. Lashmar became the +practical consoler, lavish of kindly forethought. Only when he came +forth did he ask himself whether he could possibly fulfil half of what +he had undertaken. + +"It is easier," he reflected, "to make promises for the world to come. +Is it not also better? After all, can I not do it with a clearer +conscience?" + +He walked slowly, worrying about this and fifty other things, feeling a +very Atlas under the globe's oppression. Rig way took him across a +field in which there was a newly bourgeoned copse; he remembered that, +last spring, he had found white violets about the roots of the trees. A +desire for their beauty and odour possessed him; he turned across the +grass. Presently a perfume guided him to a certain mossy corner where +pale sweet florets nestled amid their leaves. He bent over them, and +stretched his hand to pluck, but in the same moment checked himself; +why should he act the destroyer in this spot of perfect quietness and +beauty? + +"Dyce would not care much about them," was another thought that came +into his mind. + +He rose from his stooping posture with ache of muscles and creaking of +joints. Alas for the days when he ran and leapt and knew not pain! +Walking slowly away, he worried himself about the brevity of life. + +By a stile he passed into the highroad, at the lower end of the long +village of Alverholme. He had an appointment with his curate at the +church school, and, not to be unpunctual, he quickened his pace in that +direction. At a little distance behind him was a young lady whom he had +not noticed; she, recognizing the vicar, pursued with light, quick +step, and soon overtook him. + +"How do you do, Mr. Lashmar!" + +"Why--Miss Bride!" exclaimed the vicar. "What a long time since we saw +you! Have you just come?" + +"I'm on a little holiday. How are you? And how is Mrs. Lashmar?" + +Miss Bride had a soberly decisive way of speaking, and an aspect which +corresponded therewith; her figure was rather short, well-balanced, apt +for brisk movement; she held her head very straight, and regarded the +world with a pair of dark eyes suggestive of anything but a sentimental +nature. Her grey dress, black jacket, and felt hat trimmed with a +little brown ribbon declared the practical woman, who thinks about her +costume only just as much as is needful; her dark-brown hair was coiled +in a plait just above the nape, as if neatly and definitely put out of +the way. She looked neither more nor less than her age, which was eight +and twenty. At first sight her features struck one as hard and +unsympathetic, though tolerably regular; watching her as she talked or +listened, one became aware of a mobility which gave large +expressiveness, especially in the region of the eyebrows, which seemed +to move with her every thought. Her lips were long, and ordinarily +compressed in the line of conscious self-control. She had a very +shapely neck, the skin white and delicate; her facial complexion was +admirably pure and of warmish tint. + +"And where are you living, Miss Bride?" asked Mr. Lashmar, regarding +her with curiosity. + +"At Hollingford; that is to say, near it. I am secretary to Lady +Ogram--I don't know whether you ever heard of her?" + +"Ogram? I know the name. I am very glad indeed to hear that you have +such a pleasant position. And your father? It is very long since I +heard from him." + +"He has a curacy at Liverpool, and seems to be all right. My mother +died about two years ago." + +The matter-of-fact tone in which this information was imparted caused +Mr. Lashmar to glance at the speaker's face. Though very little of an +observer, he was comforted by an assurance that Miss Bride's features +were less impassive than her words. Indeed, the cold abruptness with +which she spoke was sufficient proof of feeling roughly subdued. + +Some six years had now elapsed since the girl's father, after acting +for a short time as curate to Mr. Lashmar, accepted a living in another +county. The technical term, in this case, was rich in satiric meaning; +Mr. Bride's incumbency quickly reduced him to pauperism. At the end of +the first twelvemonth in his rural benefice the unfortunate cleric made +a calculation that he was legally responsible for rather more than +twice the sum of money represented by his stipend and the offertories. +The church needed a new roof; the parsonage was barely habitable for +long lack of repairs; the church school lost its teacher through +default of salary--and so on. With endless difficulty Mr. Bride escaped +from his vicarage to freedom and semi-starvation, and deemed himself +very lucky indeed when at length he regained levitical harbourage. + +These things had his daughter watched with her intent dark eyes; +Constance Bride did not feel kindly disposed towards the Church of +England as by law established. She had seen her mother sink under +penury and humiliation and all unmerited hardship; she had seen her +father changed from a vigorous, hopeful, kindly man to an embittered +pessimist. As for herself, sound health and a good endowment of brains +enabled her to make a way in the world. Luckily, she was a sole child: +her father managed to give her a decent education till she was old +enough to live by teaching. But teaching was not her vocation. Looking +round for possibilities, Constance hit upon the idea of studying +pharmaceutics and becoming a dispenser; wherein, with long, steady +effort, she at length succeeded. This project had already been shaped +whilst the Brides were at Alverholme; Mrs. Lashmar had since heard of +Constance as employed in the dispensary of a midland hospital. + +"Hollingford?" remarked the vicar, as they walked on. "I think I +remember that you have relatives there." + +"I was born there, and I have an old aunt still living in the town--she +keeps a little baker's shop." + +Mr. Lashmar, though a philosopher, was not used to this bluntness of +revelation; it gave him a slight shock, evinced in a troublous rolling +of the eyes. + +"Ha! yes!--I trust you will dine with us this evening, Miss Bride?" + +"Thank you, I can't dine; I want to leave by an early evening train. +But I should like to see Mrs. Lashmar, if she is at home." + +"She will be delighted. I must beg you to pardon me for leaving you--an +appointment at the schools; but I will get home as soon as possible. +Pray excuse me." + +"Why, of course, Mr. Lashmar. I haven't forgotten the way to the +vicarage." + +She pursued it, and in a few minutes rang the bell. Mrs. Lashmar was in +the dining-room, busy with a female parishioner whose self-will in the +treatment of infants' maladies had given the vicar's wife a great deal +of trouble. + +"It's as plain as blessed daylight, mum," the woman was exclaiming, +"that this medicine don't agree with her." + +"Mrs. Dibbs," broke in the other severely, "you will allow me to be a +better judge--_what_ is it?" + +The housemaid had opened the door to announce Miss Bride. + +"Miss Bride?" echoed the lady in astonishment. "Very well; show her +into the drawing-room." + +The visitor waited for nearly a quarter of an hour. She had placed +herself on one of the least comfortable chairs, and sat there in a very +stiff attitude, holding her umbrella across her knees. After a rather +nervous survey of the room, (it had changed very little in appearance +since her last visit six years ago), she fell into uneasy +thoughtfulness, now and then looking impatiently towards the door. When +the hostess at length appeared, she rose with deliberation, her lips +just relaxed in a half-smile. + +"So it is really you!" exclaimed Mrs. Lashmar, in a voice of forced +welcome. "I thought you must have altogether forgotten us." + +"It's the first time I have returned to Alverholme," replied the other, +in a contrasting tone of calmness. + +"And what are you doing? Where are you living? Tell me all about +yourself. Are you still at the hospital? You did get a place at a +hospital, I think? We were told so." + +Mrs. Lashmar's patronage was a little more patronizing than usual, her +condescension one or two degrees more condescending. She had various +reasons for regarding Constance Bride with disapproval, the least of +them that sense of natural antipathy which was inevitable between two +such women. In briefest sentences Miss Bride made known that she had +given up dispensing two years ago, and was now acting as secretary to a +baronet's widow. + +"A baronet's widow?" repeated the hostess, with some emphasis of candid +surprise. "Row did you manage that? Who is she?" + +"An old friend of my family," was the balanced reply. "Lady Ogram, of +Rivenoak, near Hollingford." + +"Oh! Indeed! I wasn't aware--" + +Mrs. Lashmar thought better of her inclination to be trenchantly rude, +and smoothed off into commonplaces. Presently the vicar entered, and +found his wife conversing with the visitor more amiably than he had +expected. + +"You have seen Miss Bride already," said Mrs. Lashmar. "I am trying to +persuade her to stay over-night with us. Is it really impossible?" + +Constance civilly but decidedly declined. Addressing herself to the +vicar, she spoke with more ease and friendliness than hitherto; +nevertheless, it was obvious that she counted the minutes dictated by +decency for the prolongation of her stay. Once or twice her look +wandered to a certain part of the wall where hung a framed +photograph--a portrait of Dyce Lashmar at the age of one and twenty; +she regarded it for an instant with cold fixity, as though it +interested her not at all. Just as she was on the point of rising, +there came a sound of wheels on the vicarage drive. + +"Who's that, I wonder?" said Mrs. Lashmar. "Why--surely it isn't--?" + +A voice from without had reached her ears; surprise and annoyance +darkened her countenance. + +"It's certainly Dyce," said the vicar, who for his part, recognized the +voice with pleasure. + +"Impossible! He said he was coming in a week's time." + +Mr. Lashmar would not have cared to correct this statement, and remark +was rendered superfluous by the opening of the door and the appearance +of Dyce himself. + +"Afraid I'm taking you rather at unawares," said the young man, in a +suave Oxford voice. "Unexpectedly I found myself free--" + +His eyes fell upon Constance Bride, and for a moment he was mute; then +he stepped towards her, and, with an air of peculiar frankness, of +comrade-like understanding, extended his hand. + +"How do you do, Miss Connie! Delighted to find you here--Mother, glad +to see you." Re touched Mrs. Lashmar's forehead with his lips. "Well, +father? Uncommonly pleasant to be at the vicarage again!" + +Miss Bride had stood up, and was now advancing towards the hostess. + +"You _must_ go?" said Mrs. Lashmar, with her most agreeable smile. + +"What, going?" exclaimed Dyce. "Why? Are you staying in the village?" + +"No. I must catch a train." + +"What train?" + +"'The six forty-five." + +"Why, then you have plenty of time! Mother, bid Miss Connie be seated; +I haven't had a moment's talk with her; it's absurd. Six forty-five? +You needn't leave here for twenty minutes. What a lucky thing that I +came in just now." + +For certain ticks of the clock it was a doubtful matter whether Miss +Bride would depart or remain. Glancing involuntarily at Mrs. Lashmar, +she saw the gloom of resentment and hostility hover upon that lady's +countenance, and this proved decisive. + +"I'll have some tea, please," cried the young man, cheerfully, as +Constance with some abruptness resumed her seat. "How is your father, +Miss Connie? Well? That's right. And Mrs. Bride?" + +"My mother is dead," replied the girl, quite simply, looking away. + +A soft murmur of pain escaped Dyce's lips; he leaned forward, uttered +gently a "Pray forgive me!" and was silent. The vicar interposed with a +harmless remark about the flight of years. + + + + +CHAPTER II + + +In the moments when Dyce Lashmar was neither aware of being observed +nor consciously occupied with the pressing problems of his own +existence, his face expressed a natural amiability, inclining to +pensiveness. The features were in no way remarkable; they missed the +vigour of his father's type without attaining the regularity which had +given his mother a claim to good looks. Such a visage falls to the lot +of numberless men born to keep themselves alive and to propagate their +insignificance. But Dyce was not insignificant. As soon as his +countenance lighted with animation, it revealed a character rich in +various possibility, a vital force which, by its bright indefiniteness, +made some appeal to the imagination. Often he had the air of a lyric +enthusiast; often, that of a profound thinker; not seldom there came +into his eyes a glint of stern energy which seemed a challenge to the +world. Therewithal, nothing perceptibly histrionic; look or speak as he +might, the young man exhaled an atmosphere of sincerity, and persuaded +others because he seemed so thoroughly to have convinced himself. + +He did not give the impression of high breeding. His Oxford voice, his +easy self-possession, satisfied the social standard, but left a defect +to the finer sense. Dyce had not the self-oblivion of entire courtesy; +it seemed probable that he would often err in tact; a certain +awkwardness marred his personal bearing, which aimed at the modern +ideal of flowing unconstraint. + +Sipping the cup of tea which his mother had handed to him, Dyce talked +at large. Nothing, he declared, was equal to the delight of leaving +town just at this moment of the year, when hedge and meadow were +donning their brightest garments and the sky gleamed with its purest +blue. He spoke in the tone of rapturous enjoyment, and yet one might +have felt a doubt whether his sensibility was as keen as he professed +or imagined; all the time, he appeared to be thinking of something +else. Most of his remarks were addressed to Miss Bride, and with that +manner of intimate friendliness which he alone of the family used +towards their visitor. He inquired about the events of her life, and +manifested a strong interest in the facts which Constance briefly +repeated. + +"Let me walk with you as far as the station," he said, when the time +came for her departure. + +"Please don't trouble," Constance replied, with a quick glance at Mrs. +Lashmar's face, still resentful under the conventional smile. + +Dyce, without more words, took his hat and accompanied her; the vicar +went with them to the garden gate, courteous but obviously embarrassed. + +"Pray remember me to your father, Miss Bride," he said. "I should much +like to hear from him." + +"It's chilly this evening," remarked Dyce, as he and his companion +walked briskly away. "Are you going far?" + +"To Hollingford." + +"But you'll be travelling for two or three hours. What about your +dinner?" + +"Oh, I shall eat something when I get home." + +"Women are absurd about food," exclaimed Dyce, with laughing +impatience. "Most of you systematically starve yourselves, and wonder +that you get all sorts of ailments. Why wouldn't you stay at the +vicarage to-night? I'm quite sure it would have made no difference if +you had got back to Hollingford in the morning." + +"Perhaps not, but I don't care much for staying at other people's +houses." + +Dyce examined his companion's face. She did not meet his look, and bore +it with some uneasiness. In the minds of both was a memory which would +have accounted for much more constraint between them than apparently +existed. Six years ago, in the days of late summer, when Dyce Lashmar +was spending his vacation at the vicarage, and Connie Bride was making +ready to go out into the world, they had been wont to see a good deal +of each other, and to exhaust the topics of the time in long +conversations, tending ever to a closer intimacy of thought and +sentiment. The companionship was not very favourably regarded by Mr. +Lashmar, and to the vicar's wife was a source of angry apprehension. +There came the evening when Dyce and Constance had to bid each other +good-bye, with no near prospect of renewing their talks and rambles +together. What might be in the girl's thought, she alone knew; the +young man, effusive in vein of friendship, seemed never to glance +beyond a safe borderline, his emotions satisfied with intellectual +communion. At the moment of shaking hands, they stood in a field behind +the vicarage; dusk was falling and the spot secluded.--They parted, +Constance in a bewilderment which was to last many a day; for Dyce had +kissed her, and without a word was gone. + +There followed no exchange of letters. From that hour to this the two +had in no way communicated. Mr. Bride, somewhat offended by what he had +seen and surmised of Mr. and Mrs. Lashmar's disposition, held no +correspondence with the vicar of Alverholme; his wife had never been on +friendly terms with Mrs. Lashmar. How Dyce thought of that singular +incident it was impossible to infer from his demeanour; Constance might +well have supposed that he had forgotten all about it. + +"Is your work interesting?" were his next words. "What does Lady Ogram +go in for?" + +"Many things." + +"You prefer it to the other work?" + +"It isn't so hard, and it's much more profitable." + +"By the bye, who is Lady Ogram?" asked Dyce, with a smiling glance. + +"A remarkable old lady. Her husband died ten years ago; she has no +children, and is very rich. I shouldn't think there's a worse-tempered +person living, yet she has all sorts of good qualities. By birth, she +belongs to the working class; by disposition she's a violent +aristocrat. I often hate her; at other times, I like her very much." + +Dyce listened with increasing attention. + +"Has she any views?" he inquired. + +"Oh, plenty!" Constance answered, with a dry little laugh. + +"About social questions--that kind of thing?" + +"Especially." + +"I shouldn't be surprised if she called herself a socialist." + +"That's just what she does--when she thinks it will annoy people she +dislikes." + +Dyce smiled meditatively. + +"I should like to know her. Yes, I should very much like to know her. +Could you manage it for me?" + +Constance did not reply. She was comparing the Dyce Lashmar of to-day +with him of the past, and trying to understand the change that had come +about in his talk, his manner. It would have helped her had she known +that, in the ripe experience of his seven and twentieth year, Dyce had +arrived at certain conclusions with regard to women, and thereupon had +based a method of practical behaviour towards them. Women, he held, had +never been treated with elementary justice. To worship them was no less +unfair than to hold them in contempt. The honest man, in our day, +should regard a woman without the least bias of sexual prejudice; +should view her simply as a fellow-being, who, according to +circumstances, might or not be on his own plane. Away with all empty +show and form, those relics of barbarism known as chivalry! He wished +to discontinue even the habit of hat-doffing in female presence. Was +not civility preserved between man and man without such idle form? Why +not, then, between man and woman? Unable, as yet, to go the entire +length of his principles in every-day life, he endeavoured, at all +events, to cultivate in his intercourse with women a frankness of +speech, a directness of bearing, beyond the usual. He shook hands as +with one of his own sex, spine uncrooked; he greeted them with level +voice, not as one who addresses a thing afraid of sound. To a girl or +matron whom he liked, he said, in tone if not in phrase, "Let us be +comrades." In his opinion this tended notably to the purifying of the +social atmosphere. It was the introduction of simple honesty into +relations commonly marked--and corrupted--by every form of +disingenuousness. Moreover, it was the great first step to that +reconstruction of society at large which every thinker saw to be +imperative and imminent. + +But Constance Bride knew nothing of this, and in her ignorance could +not but misinterpret the young man's demeanor. She felt it to be +brusque; she imagined it to imply a purposed oblivion of things in the +past. Taken together with Mrs. Lashmar's way of receiving her at the +vicarage, it stirred in her heart and mind (already prone to +bitterness) a resentment which, of all things, she shrank from +betraying. + +"Is Lady Ogram approachable?" Dyce asked, when his companion had walked +a few paces without speaking. "Does she care to make new acquaintances?" + +"It depends. She likes to know interesting people." + +"Well"--Dyce murmured a laugh--"perhaps she might think me interesting, +in a way. Her subject is mine. I'm working at sociology; have been for +a long time. I'm getting my ideas into shape, and I like to talk about +them." + +"Do you write?" asked the girl, without raising her eyes to his. + +"No. People write too much; we're flooded with print. I've grown out of +my old ambitions that way. The Greek philosophers taught by word of +mouth, and it was better. I want to learn how to talk--to talk well--to +communicate what I have to say in a few plain words. It saves time and +money; I'm convinced, too, that it carries more weight. Everyone +nowadays can write a book, and most people do; but how many can talk? +The art is being utterly forgotten. Chatter and gabble and mumble--an +abuse of language. What's your view?" + +"I think perhaps you are right." + +"Come, now, I'm glad to hear you say that. If I had time, I would tell +you more; but here's the station, and there's the smoke of the train. +We've cut it rather close. Across the line; you'll have to run--sharp!" + +They did so, reaching the platform as the train drew up. Dyce allowed +his companion to open a carriage-door for herself. That was quite in +accord with his principles, but perhaps he would for once have +neglected them had he been sure by which class Miss Bride would travel. +She entered the third. + +"You wouldn't care to introduce me to Lady Ogram?" he said, standing by +the window, and looking straight into the girl's eyes. + +"I will if you wish," she answered, meeting his look with hard +steadiness and a frown as of pain. + +"Many thanks! Rivenoak, Hollingford, the address? Suppose I call in a +few days?" + +"If you like." + +The train moved. Dyce bared his head, and, as he turned away, thought +how contemptible was the practice. + +Walking briskly against a cold wind, he busied his imagination about +Lady Ogram. The picture he made to himself of this wealthy and original +old lady was very fertile of suggestion; his sanguine temper bore him +to heights of brilliant possibility. Dyce Lashmar had a genius for airy +construction; much of his time was spent in deducing imaginary results +from some half presented opportunity. As his fancy wrought, he walked +faster and faster, and he reached the vicarage in a physical glow which +corresponded to his scintillating state of mind. + +Of Constance Bride he thought hardly at all. She did not interest him; +her proximity left him cold. She might be a useful instrument; apart +from his "method," that was the light in which he regarded all the +women he knew. Experience had taught him that he possessed a certain +power over women of a certain kind; it seemed probable that Constance +belonged to the class; but this was a fact which had no emotional +bearing. With a moment's idle wonder he remembered the circumstances of +their former parting. He was then a boy, and who shall account for a +boy's momentary impulses? Constance was a practical sort of person, and +in all likelihood thought no more of that foolish incident than he did. + +"Why are you so eccentric in your movements, Dyce?" said Mrs. Lashmar, +irritably, when he entered the drawing-room again. "You write one day +that you're coming in a week or two, and on the next here you are. How +could you know that it was convenient to us to have you just now?" + +"The Woolstan boy has a cold," Dyce replied, "and I found myself free +for a few days. I'm sorry to put you out." + +"Not at all. I say that it _might_ have done." + +Dyce's bearing to his mother was decently respectful, but in no way +affectionate. The knowledge that she counted for little or nothing with +him was an annoyance, rather than a distress, to Mrs. Lashmar. With +tenderness she could dispense, but the loss of authority wounded her. + +Dinner was a rather silent meal. The vicar seemed to be worrying about +something even more than usual. When they had risen from table, Mrs. +Lashmar made the remark which was always forthcoming on these occasions. + +"So you are still doing nothing, Dyce?" + +"I assure you, I'm very busy," answered the young man, as one indulgent +to an inferior understanding. + +"So you always say. When did you see Lady Susan?" + +"Oh, not for a long time." + +"What vexes me is, that you don't make the slightest use of your +opportunities. It's really astonishing that, with your talents, you +should be content to go on teaching children their A. B. C. You have no +energy, Dyce, and no ambition. By this time you might have been in the +diplomatic service, you might have been in Parliament. Are you going to +waste your whole life?" + +"That depends on the view one takes of life," said Dyce, in a +philosophical tone which he sometimes adopted--generally after dinner. +"Why should one always be thinking about 'getting on?' It's the vice of +the time. Why should I elbow and hustle in a vulgar crowd? A friend of +mine, Lord Dymchurch--" + +"What! You have made friends with a lord?" cried Mrs. Lashmar, her face +illumined. + +"Why not?--I was going to say that Dymchurch, though he's poor, and +does nothing at all, is probably about the most distinguished man in +the peerage. He is distinguished by nature, and that's enough for him. +You'd like Dymchurch, father." + +The vicar looked up from a fit of black brooding, and said "Ah! no +doubt." Mrs. Lashmar, learning the circumstances of Lord Dymchurch, +took less pride in him, but went on to ask questions. Had his lordship +no interest, which might serve a friend? Could he not present Dyce to +more influential people. + +"I should be ashamed to hint that kind of thing to him," answered Dyce. +"Don't be so impatient, mother. If I am to do anything--in your sense +of the word the opportunity will come. If it doesn't, well, fate has +ordered it so." + +"All I know is, Dyce, that you might be the coming man, and you're +content to be nobody at all." + +Dyce laughed. + +"The coming man! Well, perhaps, I _am_; who knows? At all events, it's +something to know that you believe in me. And it may be that you are +not the only one." + +Later, Dyce and his father went into the study to smoke. The young man +brought with him a large paperbacked volume which he had taken out of +his travelling bag. + +"Here's a book I'm reading. A few days ago I happened to be at Williams +& Norgates'. This caught my eyes, and a glance at a page or two +interested me so much that I bought it at once. It would please you, +father." + +"I've no time for reading nowadays," sighed the vicar. "What is it?" + +He took the volume, a philosophical work by a French writer, bearing +recent date. Mr. Lashmar listlessly turned a few pages, whilst Dyce was +filling and lighting his pipe. + +"It's uncommonly suggestive," said Dyce, between puffs. "The best +social theory I know. He calls his system Bio-sociology; a theory of +society founded on the facts of biology--thoroughly scientific and +convincing. Smashing socialism in the common sense that is, social +democracy; but establishing a true socialism in harmony with the +aristocratic principle. I'm sure you'd enjoy it. I fancy it's just your +view." + +"Yes--perhaps so--" + +"Here's the central idea. No true sociology could be established before +the facts of biology were known, as the one results from the other. In +both, the ruling principle is that of association, with the evolution +of a directing power. An animal is an association of cells. Every +association implies division of labour. Now, progress in organic +development means the slow constitution of an organ--the brain--which +shall direct the body. So in society--an association of individuals, +with slow constitution of a directing organ, called the Government. The +problem of civilisation is to establish government on scientific +principles--to pick out the fit for rule--to distinguish between the +Multitude and the Select, and at the same time to balance their +working. It is nonsense to talk about Equality. Evolution is engaged in +_cephalising_ the political aggregate--as it did the aggregate of cells +in the animal organism. It makes for the differentiation of the Select +and of the Crowd--that is to say, towards Inequality." + +"Very interesting," murmured the vicar, who listened with an effort +whilst mechanically loading his pipe. + +"Isn't it? And the ideas are well marked out; first the +bio-sociological theory,--then the psychology and ethics which result +from it. The book has given me a stronger impulse than anything I've +read for years. It carries conviction with it. It clears one's mind of +all sorts of doubts and hesitations. I always kicked at the democratic +idea; now I know that I was right." + +"Ah! Perhaps so. These questions are very difficult--By the bye, Dyce, +I want to speak to you about a matter that has been rather troubling me +of late. Let us get it over now, shall we?" + +Dyce's animated look faded under a shadow of uneasiness. He regarded +the vicar steadily, with eyes which gathered apprehension. + +"It's very disagreeable," pursued Mr. Lashmar, after puffing a pipe +unlit. "I'm afraid it'll be no less so to you than to me. I've +postponed the necessity as long as I could. The fact is, Dyce, I'm +getting pinched in my finances. Let me tell you just how matters stand." + +The son listened to an exposition of his father's difficulties; he had +his feet crossed, his head bent, and the pipe hanging from his mouth. +At the first silence, he removed his pipe and said quietly: + +"It's plain that my allowance must stop. Not another word about that, +father. You ought to have spoken before; I've been a burden to you." + +"No, no, my dear boy! I haven't felt it till now. But, as you see, +things begin to look awkward. Do you think you can manage?" + +"Of course I can. Don't trouble about me for a moment. I have my +hundred and fifty a year from Mrs. Woolstan, and that's quite enough +for a bachelor. I shall pick up something else. In any case, I've no +right to sponge on you; I've done it too long. If I had had the +slightest suspicion--" + +A sense of virtue lit up Dyce's countenance again. Nothing was more +agreeable to him than the uttering of generous sentiments. Having +reassured his father, he launched into a larger optimism. + +"Don't Suppose that I have taken your money year after year without +thinking about it. I couldn't have gone on like that if I hadn't felt +sure that some day I should pay my debt. It's natural enough that you +and mother should feel a little disappointed about me, I seem to have +done nothing, but, believe me, I am not idle. Money-making, I admit, +has never been much in my mind; all the same, I shall have money enough +one of these days, and before very long. Try to have faith in me. If it +were necessary, I shouldn't mind entering into an obligation to furnish +such and such a sum yearly by when I am thirty years old. It's a thing +I never said to anyone, but I know perfectly well that a +career--perhaps rather a brilliant one--is opening before me. I know +it--just as one knows that one is in good health; it's an intimate +sense, needing no support of argument." + +"Of course I'm glad to hear you speak like that," said the vicar, +venturing only a glance at his son's face. + +"Don't, I beg, worry about your affairs," pursued Dyce, with kindling +eye. "Cut off my supplies, and go quietly on." He stretched out a +soothing hand, palm downwards. "The responsibility for the future is +mine; from to-night I take it upon myself." + +Much more in the same vein did Dyce pour forth, obviously believing +every word he said, and deriving great satisfaction from the sound of +his praises. He went to bed, at length, in such a self-approving frame +of mind that no sooner had he laid his head on the pillow than sweet +sleep lapped him about, and he knew nothing more till the sunlight +shimmered at his window. + +A letter awaited him at the breakfast table; it had been forwarded from +his London address, and he knew at a glance that it came from Mrs. +Woolstan, the mother of his pupil. The lady, dating from a house at +West Hampstead, wrote thus: + + +"Dear Mr. Lashmar, + +"You will be surprised to hear from me so soon again. I particularly +want to see you. Something has happened which we must talk over at +once. I shall be alone tomorrow afternoon. Do come if you possibly can. + +"Sincerely yours, + +"IRIS WOOLSTAN." + + +Dyce had come down in a mood less cheerful than that of over-night. As +happened sometimes, he had slept too soundly; his head was not quite +clear, and his nerves felt rather unsteady. This note from Mrs. +Woolstan, he knew not why, caused him uneasiness; a vague prevision of +ill was upon him as he read. + +He had intended passing the day at Alverholme, and, on the morrow, +travelling to Hollingford. Now he felt no inclination to hazard a call +upon Lady Ogram; he would return to London forthwith. + +"No bad news, I hope?" said his father, when this purpose was announced. + +"Mrs. Woolstan wants me back sooner than I expected, that's all." + +His mother's lips curled disdainfully. To be at the beck and call of a +Mrs. Woolstan, seemed to her an ignoble thing. However, she had learnt +the tenor of Dyce's discourse of the evening before, and tried once +more to see a radiance in his future. + + + + +CHAPTER III + + +Hair the hue of an autumn elm-leaf; eyes green or blue, as the light +fell upon them; a long, thin face, faintly freckled over its creamy +pallor, with narrow arch of eyebrow, indifferent nose, childlike lips +and a small, pointed chin;--thus may one suggest the portrait of Iris +Woolstan. When Dyce Lashmar stepped into her drawing-room, she had the +air of one who has been impatiently expectant. Her eyes widened in a +smile of nervous pleasure; she sprang up, and offered her hand before +the visitor was near enough to take it. + +"So kind of you to come! I was half afraid you might have gone out of +town not that it would have mattered. I did really want to see you as +soon as possible, but Monday would have done just as well." + +She spoke rapidly in a high, but not shrill, voice, with a drawing-in +of the breath before and after her speech, and a nervous little pant +between the sentences, her bosom fluttering like that of a frightened +bird. + +"As a matter of fact," cried Lashmar, with brusque cordiality, dropping +into a chair before his hostess was seated, "I _had_ gone out of town. +I got your letter at Alverholme, and came back again sooner than I +intended." + +"Oh! Oh!" panted Mrs. Woolstan, on her highest note, "I shall never +forgive myself! Why _didn't_ you telegraph--or just do nothing at all, +and come when you were ready? Oh! When there wasn't the least hurry." + +"Then why did you write as if something alarming had happened?" cried +the other, laughing, as he crossed his legs, and laid his silk hat +aside. + +"Oh, did I? I'm sure I _didn't_ mean to. There's nothing alarming at +all--at least--that is to say--well, it's something troublesome and +disagreeable and very unexpected, and I'm rather afraid you won't like +it. But we've plenty of time to talk about it. I'm at home to nobody +else--It was really unkind of you to come back in a hurry! Besides, +it's against your principles. You wouldn't have done that if I had been +a man." + +"A man would have said just what he meant," replied Dyce, smiling at +her with kindly superiority. "He wouldn't have put me in doubt." + +"No, no! But did I really write like that? I thought it was just a +plain little business-like note--indeed I did! It will be a lesson to +me--indeed it will! And how did you find your people? All well, I hope?" + +"Well in one way; in another--but I'll tell you about that presently." + +Dyce had known Mrs. Woolstan for about a couple of years; it was in the +second twelvemonth of their acquaintance that he matured his method +with regard to women, and since then he had not only practised it +freely, but had often discussed it, with her. Iris gave the method her +entire approval, and hailed it as the beginning of a new era for her +sex. She imagined that her own demeanour was no less direct and +unconstrained than that of the philosopher himself; in reality, the +difference was considerable. Though several years older than Dyce--her +age being thirty-four--she showed nothing of the seniority in her +manner towards him, which, for all its impulsiveness, had a noticeable +deference, at moments something of subdued homage. + +"You don't mean to say you have bad news?" she exclaimed, palpitating. +"You, too?" + +"Why, then _you_ have something of the same kind to tell me?" said +Dyce, gazing at her anxiously. + +"Tell me your's first--please do!" + +"No. It's nothing very important. So say what you've got to say, and be +quick about it--come!" + +Mrs. Woolstan's bosom rose and fell rapidly as she collected her +thoughts. Unconventional as were the terms in which Lashmar addressed +her, they carried no suggestion of an intimacy which passed the limits +of friendship. When his eyes turned to her, their look was unemotional, +purely speculative, and in general spoke without looking at her at all. + +"It's something about Mr. Wrybolt," Iris began, with a face of +distress. "You know he is my trustee--I told you, didn't I? I see him +very seldom, and we don't take much interest in each other; he's +nothing but a man of business, the kind I detest; he can't talk of +anything but money and shares and wretched things of that sort. But you +know him you understand." + +The name of Wrybolt set before Dyce's mind a middle-aged man, +red-necked, heavy of eyelid, with a rather punctilious hearing and +authoritative mode of speech. They had met only once, here at Mrs. +Woolstan's house. + +"I'm sure I don't know why, but just lately he's begun to make +inquiries about Len, and to ask when I meant to send him to school. Of +course I told him that Len was doing very well indeed, and that I +didn't see the slightest necessity for making a change at all events +just yet. Well, yesterday he came, and said he wanted to see the boy. +Len was in bed--he's in bed still, though his cold's much better and +Mr. Wrybolt would go up to his room, and talk to him. When he came down +again, you know I'm going to tell you the whole truth, and of course +you won't mind it--he began talking in a very nasty way--he _has_ a +nasty way when he likes. 'Look here, Mrs. Woolstan,' he said, 'Leonard +doesn't seem to me to be doing well at all. I asked him one or two +questions in simple arithmetic, and he couldn't answer.' 'Well,' I +said, 'for one thing Len isn't well, and it isn't the right time to +examine a boy; and then arithmetic isn't his subject; he hasn't that +kind of mind.' But he wouldn't listen, and the next thing he said was +still nastier. 'Do you know,' he said, 'that the boy is being taught +_atheism_?'--Well, what could I answer? I got rather angry, and said +that Len's religious teaching was my own affair, and I couldn't see +what _he_ had to do with it; and besides, that Len _wasn't_ being +taught atheism, but that people who were not in the habit of thinking +Philosophically couldn't be expected to understand such things. I think +that was rather good, wasn't it? Didn't I put it rather well?" + +Iris panted in expectation of approval. But merely a nod was vouchsafed +to her. + +"Go on," said Dyce, drily. + +"You're not vexed, I hope? I'm going to be quite frank, you know, just +as you like people to be. Well, Mr. Wrybolt went on, and would have it +that Len was badly taught and altogether led in the wrong way, and that +he'd grow up an immoral and an irreligious man. 'You must remember, Mr. +Wrybolt,' I said, rather severely, 'that people's ideas about morality +and religion differ very much, and I can't think you have sufficiently +studied the subject to be capable of understanding my point of +view'--It was rather severe, wasn't it? But I think it was rather well +put." + +"Go on," said Dyce, with another nod. + +"Well now, I'm quite sure you'll understand me. We _do_ generally +understand each other. You see, I was put into a most difficult +position. Mr. Wrybolt is my trustee, and he has to look after +Len--though he's never given a thought to him till now--and he's a man +of influence; that is to say, in his own wretched, vulgar world, but +unfortunately it's a kind of influence one's obliged to think about. +Len, you know, is just eleven, and one has to begin to think about his +future, and it isn't as if he was going to be rich and could do as he +liked. I'm sure you'll understand me. With a man like Mr. Wrybolt--" + +"Not so many words," interposed the listener, smiling rather +disdainfully. "I see the upshot of it all. You promised to send Len to +school." + +Mrs. Woolstan panted and fluttered and regarded Lashmar with eyes of +agitated appeal. + +"If you think I ought to have held out--please say just what you +think--let us be quite frank and comradelike with each other--I can +write to Mr. Wrybolt."-- + +"Tell me plainly," said Dyce, leaning towards her. "What was your +reason for giving way at once? You really think, don't you, that it +will be better for the boy?" + +"Oh, how _could_ I think so, Mr. Lashmar! You _know_ what a high +opinion--" + +"Exactly. I am quite ready to believe all that. But you will be easier +in mind with Len at school, taught in the ordinary way? Now be +honest--make an effort." + +"I--perhaps--one has to think of a boy's future--" + +The pale face was suffused with rose, and for a moment looked pretty in +its half-tearful embarrassment. + +"Good. That's all right. We'll talk no more of it." + +There was a brief silence. Dyce gazed slowly about him. His eyes fell +on nothing of particular value, nothing at all unusual in the +drawing-room of a small house of middle-suburb type. There were +autotypes and etchings and photographs; there was good, comfortable +furniture; the piano stood for more than mere ornament, as Mrs. +Woolstan had some skill in music. Iris's widowhood was of five years' +duration. At two and twenty she had married a government-office clerk, +a man nearly twice her age, exasperated by routine and lack of +advancement; on her part it was a marriage of generosity; she did not +love the man, but was touched by his railing against fate, and fancied +she might be able to aid his ambitions. Woolstan talked of a possible +secretaryship under the chief of his department; he imagined himself +gifted for diplomacy, lacking only the chance to become a power in +statecraft. But when Iris had given herself and her six hundred a year, +she soon remarked a decline in her husband's aspiration. Presently +Woolstan began to complain of an ailment, the result of arduous labour +and of disillusion, which might make it imperative for him to retire +from the monotonous toil of the Civil Service; before long, he withdrew +to a pleasant cottage in Surrey, where he was to lead a studious life +and compose a great political work. The man had, in fact, an organic +disorder, which proved fatal to him before he could quite decide +whether to write his book on foolscap or on quarto paper. Mrs. Woolstan +devoted herself to her child, until, when Leonard was nine, she +entrusted him to a tutor very highly spoken of by friends of hers, a +young Oxford man, capable not only of instructing the boy in the most +efficient way, but of training whatever force and originality his +character might possess. She paid a hundred and fifty pounds a year for +these invaluable services--in itself not a large stipend, but large in +proportion to her income. And Iris had never grudged the expenditure, +for in Dyce Lashmar she found, not merely a tutor for her son, but a +director of her own mind and conscience. Under Dyce's influence she had +read or tried to read--many instructive books; he had fostered, guided, +elevated her native enthusiasm; he had emancipated her soul. These, at +all events, were the terms in which Iris herself was wont to describe +the results of their friendship, and she was eminently a sincere woman, +ever striving to rise above the weakness, the disingenuousness, of her +sex. + +"If you knew how it pains me!" she murmured, stealing a glance at +Lashmar. "But of course it won't make any difference--between us." + +"Oh, I hope not. Why should it?" said Dyce, absently. "Now I'll tell +you something that has happened since I saw you last." + +"Yes--yes--your own news! Oh, I'm afraid it is something bad!" + +"Perhaps not. I rather think I'm at a crisis in my life--probably _the_ +crisis. I shouldn't wonder if these things prove to have happened just +at the right time. My news is this. Things are going rather badly down +at the vicarage. There's serious diminution of income, which I knew +nothing about. And the end of it is, that I mustn't count on any more +supplies; they have no more money to spare for me. You see, I _am_ +thoroughly independent." + +He laughed; but Mrs. Woolstan gazed at him in dismay. + +"Oh! Oh! How very serious! What a dreadful thing!" + +"Pooh! Not at all. That's a very feminine way of talking." + +"I'm afraid it is. I didn't mean to use such expressions. But +really--what are you going to do?" + +"That'll have to be thought about." + +Iris, with fluttering bosom, leaned forward. + +"You'll talk it over with me? You'll treat me as a real friend--just +like a man friend? You know how often you have promised to." + +"I shall certainly ask your advice." + +"Oh! that's kind, that's good of you! We'll talk it over _very_ +seriously." + +How many hours had they spent in what Iris deemed "serious" +conversation? When Dyce stayed to luncheon, as he did about once a +week, the talk was often prolonged to tea-time. Subjects of +transcendent importance were discussed with the most hopeful amplitude. +Mrs. Woolstan could not be satisfied with personal culture; her +conscience was uneasy about the destinies of mankind; she took to +herself the sorrows of the race, and burned with zeal for the great +causes of civilisation. Vast theories were tossed about between them; +they surveyed the universe from the origin to the end of all things. Of +course it was Dyce who led the way in speculation; Iris caught at +everything he propounded with breathless fervour and a resolute +liberality of mind, determined to be afraid of no hypothesis. Oh, the +afternoons of endless talk! Iris felt that this was indeed to live the +higher life. + +"By the bye," fell from Lashmar, musingly, "did you ever hear of a Lady +Ogram?" + +"I seem to know the name," answered Mrs. Woolstan, keenly attentive. +"Ogram?--Yes, of course; I have heard Mrs. Toplady speak of her; but I +know nothing more. Who is she? What about her?" + +A maidservant entered with the tea-tray. Dyce lay back in his chair, +gazing vacantly, until his hostess offered him a cup of tea. As he bent +forward to take it, his eyes for a moment dwelt with unusual intentness +on the face and figure of Iris Woolstan. Then, as he sipped, he again +grew absent-minded. Iris, too, was absorbed in thought. + +"You were speaking of Lady Ogram," she resumed, gently. + +"Yes. A friend of mine down at Alverholme knows her very well, and +thought I might like to meet her. I half think I should. She lives at +Hollingford; a rich old woman, going in a good deal for social +questions. A widow, no children. Who knows?" he added, raising his, +eyebrows and looking straight at Iris. "She might interest herself +in--in my view of things." + +"She might," replied the listener, as if overcoming a slight +reluctance. "Of course it all depends on her own views." + +"To be sure, I know very little about her. It's the vaguest suggestion. +But, you see, I'm at the moment, when any suggestion, however vague, +has a possible value. One point is certain; I shan't take any more +pupils. Without meaning it, you have decided this question for me; it's +time I looked to other things." + +"I _felt_ that!" exclaimed Mrs. Woolstan, her eyes brightening. "That +was what decided me; I see now that it was--though perhaps. I hardly +understood myself at the time. No more pupils! It is time that your +serious career began." + +Lashmar smiled, nodding in reflective approval. His eyes wandered, with +an upward tendency; his lips twitched. + +"Opportunity, opportunity," he murmured. "Of course it will come. I'm +not afraid." + +"Oh it will come!" chanted his companion. "Only make yourself known to +people of influence, who can appreciate you." + +"That's it." Dyce nodded again. "I must move about. For the present, I +have read and thought enough; now I have to make myself felt as a +force." + +Mrs. Woolstan gazed at him, in a rapture of faith. His countenance wore +its transforming light; he had passed into a dream of conquest. By +constitution very temperate in the matter of physical indulgence, +Lashmar found exciting stimulus even in a cup of tea. For the grosser +drinks he had no palate; wine easily overcame him; tea and coffee were +the chosen aids of his imagination. + +"Yes, I think I shall go down to Hollingford." + +"Who," asked Iris, "is the friend who promised to introduce you?" + +There was a scarcely perceptible pause before his reply. + +"A parson--once my father's curate," he added, vaguely. "A +liberal-minded man, as so many parsons are nowadays." + +Iris was satisfied. She gave the project her full approval, and +launched into forecast of possible issues. + +"But it's certain," she said presently, in a lower voice, "that after +this I shall see very little of you. You won't have time to come here." + +"If you think you are going to get quite rid of me so easily," answered +Dyce, laughing--his laugh seldom sounded altogether natural--"you're +much mistaken. But come now, let us talk about Len. Where are you going +to send him? Has Wrybolt chosen a school?" + +During the conversation that followed, Dyce was but half attentive. +Once and again his eyes fell upon Mrs. Woolstan with peculiar +observancy. Not for the first time, he was asking himself what might be +the actual nature and extent of her pecuniary resources, for he had +never been definitely informed on that subject. He did not face the +question crudely, but like a civilised man and a philosopher; there +were reasons why it should interest him just now. He mused, too, on the +question of Mrs. Woolstan's age, regarding which he could arrive at but +a vague conclusion; sometimes he had taken her for hardly more than +thirty, sometimes he suspected her of all but ten years more. But, +after all, what were these things to him? The future beckoned, and he +persuaded himself that its promise was such as is set only before +fortune's favourites. + +Before leaving, he promised to come and lunch in a day or two, for the +purpose of saying good-bye to Leonard. Yet what, in truth, did he care +about the boy? Leonard was a rather precocious child, inclined to work +his brain more than was good for a body often ailing. Now and then Dyce +had been surprised into a feeling of kindly interest, when Len showed +himself peculiarly bright, but on the whole he was tired of his +tutorial duties, and not for a moment would regret the parting. + +"I'm sorry," he said, in a moved voice. "I hoped to make a man of him, +after my own idea. Well, well, we shall often see each other again, and +who knows whether I mayn't be of use to him some day." + +"What a fine sensibility he has, together with his great intelligence!" +was Iris Woolstan's comment in her own heart. And she reproached +herself for not having stood out against Wrybolt. + +As he walked away from the house, Dyce wondered why he had told that +lie about the friend at Alverholme. Would it not have been better, from +every point of view, to speak plainly of Connie Bride? Where was the +harm? He recognised in himself a tortuous tendency, not to be overcome +by reflection and moral or utilitarian resolve. He could not, much as +he desired it, be an entirely honest man. His ideal was honesty, even +as he had a strong prejudice in favour of personal cleanliness. But +occasionally he shirked the cold tub; and, in the same way, he found it +difficult at times to tell the truth. + + + + +CHAPTER IV + + +In the morning he had a letter from Mrs. Woolstan. Opening it +hurriedly, he was pleased, but not surprised, to discover a cheque +folded in the note-paper. Iris wrote that, as a matter of course, she +wished to pay what was owing to him in respect of his tutorial +engagement so abruptly brought to an end. "Even between friends, one +must be businesslike. You ought to have received a quarter's notice, +and, as it is now nearly the end of April, you must allow me to reckon +my debt as up to the quarterday in September. If you say a word about +it, I shall be angry, So _no nonsense, please_!" + +The phrase underlined was a quotation from Dyce himself, who often used +it, in serio-joking tone, when he had occasion to reprove Mrs. Woolstan +for some act or word which jarred with his system. He was glad to have +the cheque, and knew quite well that he should keep it, but a certain +uneasiness hung about his mind all the morning. Dyce had his ideal of +manly independence; it annoyed him that circumstances made the noble +line of conduct so difficult. He believed himself strong, virile, yet +so often it happened that he was constrained to act in what seemed +rather a feeble and undignified way. But, after all, it was temporary; +the day of his emancipation from paltry necessities would surely come, +and all the great qualities latent in him would have ample scope. + +Plainly, he must do something. He could live for the next few months, +but, after that, had no resources to count upon. Such hopes as he had +tried to connect with the name of Lady Ogram might be the veriest +dream, but for the moment no suggestion offered in any other quarter. +It would be better, perhaps, to write to Connie Bride before going down +to Hollingford. Yes, he would write to Connie. + +Having breakfasted, he stood idly at the window of his sitting-room. +His lodgings were in Upper Woburn Place, nearly opposite the church of +St. Pancras. He had read, he knew not where, that the crowning portion +of that remarkable edifice was modelled on the Temple of the Winds at +Athens, and, as he gazed at it this morning, he suffered from the +thought of his narrow experience in travel. A glimpse of the +Netherlands, of France, of Switzerland, was all he could boast. His +income had only just covered his expenditure; the holiday season always +found him more or less embarrassed, and unable to go far afield. What +Can one do on a paltry three hundred a year? Yet he regretted that he +had not used a stricter economy. He might have managed in cheaper +rooms; he might have done without this and the other little luxury. To +have travelled widely would now be of some use to him; it gave a man a +certain freedom in society, added an octave to the compass of his +discourse. Acquaintance with books did not serve the same end; and, +though he read a good deal, Dyce was tolerably aware that not by force +of erudition could he look for advancement. He began to perceive it as +a misfortune that he had not earlier in life become clear as to the +nature of his ambition. Until a couple of years ago he had scarcely +been conscious of any aim at all, for the literary impulses which used +to inspire his talk with Connie Bride were merely such as stir in every +youth of our time; they had never got beyond talk, and, on fading away, +left him without intellectual motive. Now that he knew whither his +desires and his abilities tended, he was harassed by consciousness of +imperfect equipment. Even academically he had not distinguished +himself; he had made no attempt at journalism; he had not brought +himself into useful contact with any political group. All he could +claim for encouragement was a personal something which drew attention, +especially the attention of women, in circles of the +liberal-minded--that is to say, among people fond of talking more or +less vaguely about very large subjects. For talk he never found himself +at a loss, and his faculty in this direction certainly grew. But as yet +he had not discovered the sphere which was wholly sympathetic and at +the same time fertile of opportunity. + +Among the many possibilities of life which lie before a young and +intelligent man, one never presented itself to Dyce Lashmar's +meditation. The thought of simply earning his living by conscientious +and useful work, satisfied with whatever distinction might come to him +in the natural order of things, had never entered his mind. Every +project he formed took for granted his unlaborious pre-eminence in a +toiling world. His natural superiority to mankind at large was, with +Dyce, axiomatic. If he used any other tone about himself, he affected +it merely to elicit contradiction; if in a depressed mood he thought +otherwise, the reflection was so at conflict with his nature that it +served only to strengthen his self-esteem when the shadow had passed. + +The lodgings he occupied were just like any other for which a man pays +thirty shillings a week. Though he had lived here for two or three +years, there was very little to show that the rooms did not belong to +some quite ordinary person; Dyce spent as little time at home as +possible, and, always feeling that his abode in such poor quarters must +be transitory, he never troubled himself to increase their comfort, or +in any way to give character to his surroundings. His library consisted +only of some fifty volumes, for he had never felt himself able to +purchase books; Mudie, and the shelves of his club, generally supplied +him with all he needed. The club, of course, was an indispensable +luxury; it gave him a West-end address, enabled him to have a friend to +lunch or dine in decent circumstances without undue expense, and +supplied him with very good stationery for his correspondence. +Moreover, it pleasantly enlarged his acquaintance. At the club he had +got to know Lord Dymchurch, a month or two ago, and this connection he +did not undervalue. His fellow members, it is true, were not, for the +most part, men of the kind with whom Dyce greatly cared to talk; as +yet, they did not seem much impressed with his conversational powers; +but Lord Dymchurch promised to be an exception, and of him Dyce had +already a very high opinion. + +After an hour or so of smoking and musing and mental vacillation, he +sat down to write his letter. "Dear Miss Connie," he began. It was the +name by which he addressed Miss Bride in the old days, and it seemed +good to him to preserve their former relations as far as possible; for +Constance, though a strange sort of girl, nowadays decidedly cold and +dry, undeniably had brains, and might still be capable of appreciating +him. "Yesterday I had to come back to town in a hurry, owing to the +receipt of some disagreeable news, so of necessity I postponed my visit +to Hollingford. It occurs to me that I had better ask whether you were +serious in your suggestion that Lady Ogram might be glad to make my +acquaintance. I know nothing whatever about her, except what you told +me on our walk to the station, so cannot be sure whether she is likely +to take any real interest in my ideas. Our time together was too short +for me to explain my stand-point; perhaps I had better say a word or +two about it now. I am a Socialist--but not a Social-democrat; +democracy (which, for the rest, has never existed) I look upon as an +absurdity condemned by all the teachings of modern science. I am a +Socialist, for I believe that the principle of association is the only +principle of progress." + +Here he paused, his pen suspended. He was on the point of referring to +the French book which he had read with so much profit of late, and +which now lay on the table before him. It might interest Constance; she +might like to know of it. He mused for some moments, dipped his pen, +and wrote on. + +"But association means division of labour, and that labour may be +efficient there must be some one capable of directing it. What the true +Socialism has to keep in view is a principle of justice in the balance +of rights and duties between the few who lead and the multitude who +follow. In the history of the world hitherto, the multitude has had +less than its share, the ruling classes have tyrannised. At present +it's pretty obvious that we're in danger of just the opposite excess; +Demos begins to roar alarmingly, and there'll be a poor look out for us +if he gets all he wants. What we need above all things is a reform in +education. We are teaching the people too much and too little. The +first duty of the State is to make citizens, and that can only be done +by making children understand from the beginning what is meant by +citizenship. When every child grows up in the knowledge that neither +can the State exist without him, nor he without the State--that no +individual can live for himself alone--that every demand one makes upon +one's fellow men carries with it a reciprocal obligation--in other +words, when the principle of association, of solidarity, becomes a part +of the very conscience, we shall see a true State and a really +progressive civilisation. + +"I could point out to you the scientific (biological and zoological) +facts which support this view, but very likely your own knowledge will +supply them." + +He paused to smile. That was a deft touch. Constance, he knew, took +pride in her scientific studies. + +"We shall talk all this over together, I hope. Enough at present to +show you where I stand. Is this attitude likely to recommend itself to +Lady Ogram? Do you think she would care to hear more about it? Write as +soon as you have time, and let me know your opinion." + +On re-reading his letter, Dyce was troubled by only one reflection. He +had committed himself to a definite theory, and, should it jar with +Lady Ogram's way of thinking, there would probably be little use in his +going down to Hollingford. Might he not have left the matter vague? Was +it not enough to describe himself as a student of sociology? In which +case-- + +He did not follow out the argument. Neither did he care to dwell upon +the fact that the views he had been summarising were all taken straight +from a book which he had just read. He had thoroughly adopted them; +they exactly suited his temper and his mind--always premising that he +spoke as one of those called by his author _L'Elite_, and by no means +as one of _la Foule_. Indeed, he was beginning to forget that he was +not himself the originator of the bio-sociological theory of +civilisation. + +Economy being henceforth imposed upon him, he lunched at home on a chop +and a glass of ale. In the early afternoon, not knowing exactly how to +spend his time, he walked towards the busy streets, and at length +entered his club. In the library sat only one man, sunk in an easy +chair, busied with a book. It was Lord Dymchurch; at Lashmar's +approach, he looked up, smiled, and rose to take the offered hand. + +"I disturb you," said Dyce. + +"There's no denying it," was the pleasant answer, "but I am quite ready +to be disturbed. You know this, of course?" + +He showed Spencer's "The Man versus the State." + +"Yes," answered Dyce, "and I think it a mistake from beginning to end." + +"How so?" + +Lord Dymchurch was about thirty, slight in build, rather languid in his +movements, conventionally dressed but without any gloss or scrupulous +finish, and in manners peculiarly gentle. His countenance, naturally +grave, expressed the man of thought rather than of action; its traits, +at the same time, preserved a curious youthfulness, enhanced by the +fact of his wearing neither moustache nor beard; when he smiled, it was +with an almost boyish frankness, irresistible in its appeal to the good +will of the beholder. Yet the corners of his eyes were touched with the +crow's foot, and his hair began to be brindled, tokens which had their +confirmation on brow and lip as often as he lost himself in musing. He +had a soft voice, habitually subdued. His way of talking inclined to +the quietly humorous, and was as little self-assertive as man's talk +can be; but he kept his eyes fixed on anyone who conversed with him, +and that clear, kindly gaze offered no encouragement to pretentiousness +or any other idle characteristic. Dyce Lashmar, it might have been +noticed, betrayed a certain deference before Lord Dymchurch, and was +not wholly at his ease; however decidedly he spoke, his accent lacked +the imperturbable confidence which usually distinguished it. + +"The title itself I take to be meaningless," was his reply to the +other's question. "How can there possibly be antagonism between the +individual and the aggregate in which he is involved? What rights or +interests can a man possibly have which are apart from the rights and +interests of the body politic without which he could not exist? One +might just as well suppose one of the cells which make up an organic +body asserting itself against the body as a whole." + +Lord Dymchurch reflected, playing, as he commonly did, with a seal upon +his watch-guard. + +"That's suggestive," he said. + +Dyce might have gone on to say that the suggestion, with reference to +this very book of Herbert Spencer's, came from a French sociologist he +had been reading; but it did not seem to him worth while. + +"You look upon the State as an organism," pursued Lord Dymchurch. "A +mere analogy, I suppose?" + +"A scientific fact. It's the final stage of evolution. Just as cells +combine to form the physiological unit, so do human beings combine to +form the social-political unit the State. Did it ever occur to you that +the science of biology throws entirely new light on sociological +questions? The laws operating are precisely the same in one region as +in the other. A cell in itself is blind motion; an aggregate of cells +is a living creature. A man by himself is only an animal with superior +possibilities; men associated produce reason, civilisation, the body +politic. Could reason ever have come to birth in a man alone?" + +Lord Dymchurch nodded and mused. From his look it was plain that +Lashmar interested, and at the same time, puzzled him. In their +previous conversations, Dyce had talked more or less vaguely, throwing +out a suggestion here, a criticism there, and, though with the air of +one who had made up his mind on most subjects, preserving an attitude +of liberal scepticism; to-day he seemed in the mood for precision, and +the coherence of his arguments did not fail to impress the listener. +His manner in reasoning had a directness, an eagerness, which seemed to +declare fervid conviction; as he went on from point to point, his eyes +gleamed and his chin quivered; the unremarkable physiognomy was +transformed as though from within; illumined by unexpected radiance, +and invested with the beauty of intellectual ardour. Very apt for the +contagion of such enthusiasm, Lord Dymchurch showed in his smile that +he was listening with pleasure; yet he did not wholly yield himself to +the speaker's influence. + +"One objection occurs to me," he remarked, averting his eyes for a +moment. "The organic body is a thing finished and perfect. Granted that +evolution goes on in the same way to form the body politic, the +process, evidently, is far from complete--as you began by admitting. +Won't the result depend on the nature and tendency of each being that +goes to make up the whole? And, if that be so, isn't it the business of +the individual to assert his individuality, so as to make the State +that he's going to belong to the kind of State he would wish it to be? +I express myself very awkwardly--" + +"Not at all, not at all! In that sense, individualism is no doubt part +of the evolutionary scheme; I quite agree with you. What I object to is +the idea, conveyed in Spencer's title, that the man as a man can have +interests or rights opposed to those of the State as a State. Your +thorough individualist seems to me to lose sight of the fact that, but +for the existing degree of human association, he simply wouldn't be +here at all. He speaks as if he had made himself, and had the right to +dispose of himself; whereas it is society, civilisation, the +State--call it what you will--that has given him everything he +possesses, except his physical organs. Take a philosopher who prides +himself on his detachment from vulgar cares and desires, duties and +troubles, and looks down upon the world with pity or contempt. Suppose +the world--that is to say, his human kind--revenged itself by refusing +to have anything whatever to do with him, however indirectly; the +philosopher would soon find himself detached with a vengeance. And +suppose it possible to go further than that; suppose the despised world +could demand back from him all it had given, through the course of ages +to his ancestors in him; behold Mr. Philosopher literally up a tree--a +naked anthropoid, with a brain just capable of supplying his stomach +and--perhaps--of saving him from wild beasts." + +Lord Dymchurch indulged a quiet mirth. + +"You've got hold of a very serviceable weapon," he said, stretching his +legs before him, and clasping his hands behind his head. "I, for one, +would gladly be convinced against individualism. I'm afraid it's my +natural point of view, and I've been trying for a long time to get rid +of that old Adam. Go on with your idea about the organisation of +society. What ultimate form do you suppose nature to be aiming at?" + +Dyce seemed to reflect for a moment. He asked himself, in fact, whether +Lord Dymchurch was at all likely to come upon that French work which, +pretty certainly, he had not yet read. The probability seemed slight. +In any case, cannot a theory be originated independently by two minds? + +His eye lighting up with the joy of clear demonstration--to Dyce it was +a veritable joy, his narrow, but acute, mind ever tending to sharp-cut +system--he displayed the bio-sociological theory in its whole scope. +More than interested, and not a little surprised, Lord Dymchurch +followed carefully from point to point, now and then approving with +smile or nod. At the end, he was leaning forward, his hands grasping +his ankles, and his head nearly between his knees; and so he remained +for a minute when Dyce had ceased. + +"I like that!" he exclaimed at length, the smile of boyish pleasure +sunny upon his face. "There's something satisfying about it. It sounds +helpful." + +Help amid the confusing problems of life was what Lord Dymchurch +continually sought. In his private relations one of the most blameless +of men, he bore about with him a troubled conscience, for he felt that +he was living to himself alone, whereas, as a man, and still more as +member of a privileged order, he should have been justifying his +existence and his position by some useful effort. At three and twenty +he had succeeded to the title--and to very little else; the family had +long been in decline; a Lord Dymchurch who died in the early part of +the nineteenth century practically completed the ruin of his house by +an attempt to form a Utopia in Canada, and since then a rapid +succession of ineffectual peers, _fruges consumere nati_, had steadily +reduced the dignity of the name. The present lord--Walter Erwin de +Gournay Fallowfield--found himself inheritor of one small farm in the +county of Kent, and of funded capital which produced less than a +thousand a year; his ancestral possessions had passed into other hands, +and, excepting the Kentish farm-house, Lord Dymchurch had not even a +dwelling he could call his own. Two sisters were his surviving kin; +their portions being barely sufficient to keep them alive, he applied +to their use a great part of his own income; unmarried, and little +likely to change their condition, these ladies lived together, very +quietly, at a country house in Somerset, where their brother spent some +months of every year with them. For himself, he had rooms at Highgate +Grove, not unpleasant lodgings in a picturesque old house, where he +kept the books which were indispensable to him, and a few pictures +which he had loved from boyhood. All else that remained from the slow +Dymchurch wreck was down in Somerset. + +He saw himself as one of the most useless of mortals. For his sisters' +sake he would have been glad to make money, and one way of doing so was +always open to him; he had but to lend his name to company promoters, +who again and again had sought him out with tempting proposals. This, +however, Lord Dymchurch disdained; he was fastidious in matters of +honour, as on some points of taste. For the same reason he remained +unmarried; a penniless peer in the attitude of wooing seemed to him +ridiculous, and in much danger of becoming contemptible. Loving the +life of the country, studious, reserved, he would have liked best of +all to withdraw into some rustic hermitage, and leave the world aside +but this he looked upon as a temptation to be resisted; there must be +duties for him to discharge, if only he could discover them. So he kept +up his old acquaintances, and--though rarely made new; he strove to +interest himself in practical things, if perchance his opportunity +might meet him by the way; and always he did his best to obtain an +insight into the pressing questions of the time. Though in truth of a +very liberal mind, he imagined himself a mass of prejudices; his Norman +blood (considerably diluted, it is true) sometimes appeared to him as a +hereditary taint, constituting an intellectual, perhaps a moral, +disability; in certain moods he felt hopelessly out of touch with his +age. To anyone who spoke confidently and hopefully concerning human +affairs, Lord Dymchurch gave willing attention. With Dyce Lashmar he +could not feel that he had much in common, but this rather loquacious +young man certainly possessed brains, and might have an inkling of +truths not easily arrived at. To-day, at all events, Lashmar's talk +seemed full of matter, and it was none the less acceptable to Lord +Dymchurch because of its anti-democratic tenor. + +"Not long ago," he remarked, quietly, "I was reading Marcus Aurelius. +You will remember that the idea of the community of human interests +runs through all his thought. He often insists that a man is nothing +apart from the society he belongs to, and that the common good should +be our first rule in conduct. When you were speaking about +individualism a sentence of his came into my mind. 'What is not good +for the beehive cannot be good for the bee.'" + +"Yes, yes!" cried Dyce, eagerly. "Thank you very much for reminding me; +I had quite forgotten it." + +They were no longer alone in the library; two other men had strolled +in, and were seated reading; on this account, Lord Dymchurch subdued +his voice even more than usual, for he had a horror of appearing to +talk pretentiously, or of talking at all when his words might fall upon +indifferent ears. Respectful of this recognised characteristic, Lashmar +turned the conversation for a minute to lighter themes, then rose and +moved away. He felt that he had made an impression, that Lord Dymchurch +thought more of him than hitherto, and this sent him forth in buoyant +mood. That evening, economy disregarded, he dined well at a favourite +restaurant. + +On the third day after posting his letter to Constance Bride, he +received her reply. It was much longer than he had expected. Beginning +with a rather formal expression of interest in Dyce's views, Constance +went on to say that she had already spoken of him to Lady Ogram, who +would be very glad to make his acquaintance. He might call at Rivenoak +whenever he liked; Lady Ogram generally had a short drive in the +morning, but in the afternoon she was always at home. The state of her +health did not allow her to move much; her eyes forbade much reading; +consequently, talk with interesting people was one of her chief +resources. + +"I say with _interesting_ people, and use the word advisedly. Anything +that does _not_ interest her, she will not endure. Being frankness +itself, she says exactly what she thinks, without the least regard for +others' feelings. If talk is (or seems to her) dull, she declares that +she has had enough of it. I don't think there is any need to warn you +of this, but it may be as well that you should know it. + +"Whilst I am writing, I had better mention one or two other +peculiarities of Lady Ogram. At the first glance you will see that she +is an invalid, but woe to you if you show that you see it. She insists +on being treated by everyone (I suppose, her doctor excepted, but I am +not sure) as if she were in perfect health. You will probably hear her +make plans for drives, rides, even long walks about the country, and +something more than mere good breeding must rule your features as you +listen. Occasionally her speech is indistinct; you must manage never to +miss a word she says. She is slightly--very slightly--deaf; you must +speak in your natural voice, yet never oblige her to be in doubt as to +what you say. She likes a respectful manner, but if it is overdone the +indiscretion soon receives a startling reproof. Be as easy as you like +in her presence provided that your ease is natural; if it strikes Lady +Ogram as self-assertion--beware the lash! From time to time she will +permit herself a phrase or an exclamation which reminds one that her +birth was not precisely aristocratic; but don't imagine that anyone +else is allowed to use a too racy vernacular; you must guard your +expressions, and the choicer they are the better she is pleased. + +"As you may wish to speak of polities, I will tell you that, until a +year or two ago, Lady Ogram was a strong Conservative; she is now on +the Liberal side, perhaps for the simple reason that she has quarrelled +with the Conservative member of Hollingford, Mr. Robb. I need not go +into the details of the affair; sufficient that the name of Robb +excites her fury, and that it is better to say nothing about the man at +all unless you know something distinctly to his disadvantage--and, in +_that_ case, you must take your chance of being dealt with as a +calumniator or a sycophant; all depends on Lady Ogram's mood of the +moment. Detesting Mr. Robb, she naturally aims at ousting him from his +Parliamentary seat, and no news could be more acceptable to her than +that of a possible change in the political temper of Hollingford. The +town is Tory, from of old. Mr. Robb is sitting in his second +Parliament, and doubtless hopes to enter a third. But he is nearly +seventy years old, and we hear that his constituents would not be sorry +if he gave place to a more active man. The hope that Hollingford may +turn Liberal does not seem to me to be very well founded, and yet I +don't regard the thing as an impossibility. Lady Ogram has persuaded +herself that a thoroughly good man might carry the seat. That man she +is continually seeking, and she carries on a correspondence on the +subject with party leaders, whips, caucus directors, and all manner of +such folk. If she lives until the next general election, heaven and +earth will be moved against Mr. Robb, and I believe she would give the +half of her substance to anyone who defeated him." + +This epistle caused a commotion in Lashmar's mind. The last paragraph +opened before him a vista of brilliant imaginings. He read it times +innumerable; day and night he could think of nothing else. Was not here +the occasion for which he had been waiting? Had not fortune turned a +shining face upon him? + +If only he had still been in enjoyment of his three hundred a year. +There, indeed, was a troublesome reflection. He thought of writing to +his father, of laying before him the facts of his position, and asking +seriously whether some financial arrangement could not be made, which +would render him independent for a year or two. Another thought +occurred to him--but he did not care to dwell upon it for the present. +Twenty-four hours' consideration decided him to go down to Hollingford +without delay. When he had talked with Lady Ogram, he would be in a +better position for making up his mind as to the practical difficulty +which beset him. + +He esteemed it very friendly on Connie Bride's part to have written +such a letter of advice. Why had she taken the trouble? Notwithstanding +the coldness of her language, Connie plainly had his interests at +heart, and gave no little thought to him. This was agreeable, but no +matter of surprise; it never surprised Lashmar that anyone should +regard him as a man of importance; and he felt a pleasant conviction +that the boyish philandering of years ago would stand him in good stead +now that he understood what was due to women--and to himself. + + + + +CHAPTER V + + +So next morning he packed his bag, drove to Euston, and by mid-day was +at Hollingford. The town, hitherto known to him only by name, had +little charm of situation or feature, but Dyce, on his way to a hotel, +looked about him with lively interest, and persuaded himself that the +main streets had a brisk progressive air; he imagined Liberalism in +many faces, and noted cheerfully the publishing office of a Liberal +newspaper. If his interview with Lady Ogram proved encouraging, he +would stay here over the next day, and give himself time to make +acquaintance with the borough. + +At his hotel, he made inquiry about the way to Rivenoak, a name +respectfully received. Lady Ogram's estate was distant some two miles +and a half from the edge of the town; it lay hard by the village of +Shawe, which was on the highroad to--places wherewith Dyce had no +concern. Thus informed, he ordered his luncheon, and requested that a +fly might be ready at three o'clock to convey him to Rivenoak. When +that hour arrived, he had studied the local directory, carefully looked +over the town and county newspapers, and held a little talk with his +landlord, who happened to be a political malcontent, cautiously +critical of Mr. Robb. Dyce accepted the fact as of good augury. It was +long since he had felt so lighthearted and sanguine. + +Through an unpleasant quarter, devoted to manufactures, his vehicle +bore him out of Hollingford, and then along a flat, uninteresting road, +whence at moments he had glimpses of the river Holling, as it flowed +between level fields. Presently the country became more agreeable; on +one hand it rose gently to wooded slopes, on the other opened a +prospect over a breezy common, yellow with gorse. At the village named +Shawe, the river was crossed by a fine old bridge, which harmonised +well with grey cottages and an ancient low-towered church; but the +charm of all this had been lamentably injured by the recent +construction of a large paper-mill, as ugly as mill can be, on what was +once a delightful meadow by the waterside. Dyce eyed the blot +resentfully; but he had begun to think of his attitude and language at +the meeting with Lady Ogram, and the gates of Rivenoak quickly engaged +his attention. + +The drive wound through a pleasant little park, less extensive, +perhaps, than the visitor had preconceived it, and circled in front of +a plain Georgian mansion, which, again, caused some disappointment. +Dyce had learnt from the directory that the house was not very old, but +it was spoken of as "stately;" the edifice before him he would rather +have described as "commodious." He caught a glimpse of beautiful +gardens, and had no time to criticise any more, for the fly stopped and +the moment of his adventure was at hand. When he had mechanically paid +and dismissed the driver, the folding doors stood open before him; a +man-servant, with back at the reverent angle, on hearing his name at +once begged him to enter. Considerably more nervous than he would have +thought likely, and proportionately annoyed with himself, Dyce passed +through a bare, lofty hall, then through a long library, and was +ushered into a room so largely constructed of glass, and containing so +much verdure, that at first glance it seemed to be a conservatory. It +was, however, a drawing-room, converted to this purpose after having +served, during the late Baronet's lifetime, for such masculine delights +as billiards and smoking. Here, as soon as his vision focussed itself, +Dyce became aware of three ladies and a gentleman, seated amid a little +bower of plants and shrubs. The hostess was easily distinguished. In a +very high-backed chair, made rather throne-like by the embroidery and +gilding upon it, sat a meagre lady clad in black silk, with a silvery +grey shawl about her shoulders, and an other of the same kind across +her knees. She had the aspect of extreme age and of out-worn health; +the skin of her face was like shrivelled parchment; her hands were mere +skin and bone; she sat as though on the point of sinking across the arm +of her chair for very feebleness. But in the whitish-yellow visage +shone a pair of eyes which had by no means lost their vitality; so keen +were they, so darkly lustrous, that to meet them was to forget every +other peculiarity of Lady Ogram's person. Regarding the eyes alone, one +seemed to have the vision of a handsome countenance, with proud lips, +and carelessly defiant smile. The illusion was aided by a crown of hair +such as no woman of Lady Ogram's age ever did, or possibly could, +possess in her own right; hair of magnificent abundance, of rich auburn +hue, plaited and rolled into an elaborate coiffure. + +Before this singular figure, Dyce Lashmar paused and bowed. Pale, +breathing uneasily, he supported the scrutiny of those dark eyes for +what seemed to him a minute or two of most uncomfortable time. Then, +with the faintest of welcoming smiles, Lady Ogram--who had slowly +straightened herself--spoke in a voice which startled the hearer, so +much louder and firmer was it than he had expected. + +"I am glad to see you, Mr. Lashmar. Pray sit down." + +Without paying any attention to the rest of the company, Dyce obeyed. +His feeling was that he had somehow been admitted to the presence of a +sovereign, and that any initiative on his own part would be utterly out +of place. Never in his life had he felt so little and so subdued. + +"You have come from town this morning?" pursued his hostess, still +closely examining him. + +"This morning, yes." + +Lady Ogram turned to the lady sitting near her right hand, and said +abruptly: + +"I don't agree with you at all. I should like to see as many women +doctors as men. Doctoring is mostly humbug, and if women were attended +by women there'd be a good deal less of that. Miss Bride has studied +medicine, and a very good doctor she would have made." + +Dyce turned towards Constance, of whose proximity he had been aware, +though he had scarcely looked at her, and, as she bent her head +smiling, he rose and bowed. The lady whom their hostess had +addressed--she was middle-aged, very comely and good-humoured of +countenance, and very plainly attired--replied to the blunt remarks in +an easy, pleasant tone. + +"I should have no doubt whatever of Miss Bride's competence. But--" + +Lady Ogram interrupted her, seeming not to have heard what she said. + +"Let me introduce to you Mr. Dyce Lashmar, who has thought a good deal +more about this kind of thing than either you or me. Mrs. Gallantry, +Mr. Gallantry." + +Again Dyce stood up. Mr. Gallantry, a tall, loose-limbed, thinly +thatched gentleman, put on a pair of glasses to inspect him, and did so +with an air of extreme interest, as though profoundly gratified by the +meeting. Seldom breaking silence himself, he lent the most flattering +attention to anyone who spoke, his brows knitted in the resolve to +grasp and assimilate whatever wisdom was uttered: + +"Did you walk out from Hollingford?" asked Lady Ogram, who again had +her eyes fixed on the visitor. + +"No, I drove, as I didn't know the way." + +"You'd have done much better to walk. Couldn't you ask the way? You +look as if you didn't take enough exercise. Driving, one never sees +anything. When I'm in new places, I always walk. Miss Bride and I are +going to Wales this summer, and we shall walk a great deal. Do you know +Brecknock? Few people do, but they tell me it's very fine. Perhaps you +are one of the people who always go abroad? I prefer my own country. +What did you think of the way from Hollingford?" + +To this question she seemed to expect an answer, and Dyce, who was +beginning to command himself, met her gaze steadily as he spoke. + +"There's very little to see till you come to Shawe. It's a pretty +village--or rather, it was, before someone built that hideous +paper-mill." + +Scarcely had he uttered the words when he became aware of a change in +Lady Ogram's look. The gleam of her eyes intensified; deeper wrinkles +carved themselves on her forehead, and all at once two rows of perfect +teeth shone between the pink edges of her shrivelled lips. + +"Hideous paper-mill, eh?" she exclaimed, on a half-laughing note of +peculiar harshness, "I suppose you don't know that _I_ built it?" + +A shock went through Dyce's blood. He sat with his eyes fixed on Lady +Ogram's, powerless to stir or to avert his gaze. Then the courage of +despair suddenly possessed him. + +"If I had known that," he said, with much deliberation, "I should have +kept the thought to myself. But I'm afraid there's no denying that the +mill spoils the village." + +"The mill is the making of the village," said Lady Ogram, emphatically. + +"In one sense, very likely. I spoke only of the picturesqueness of the +place." + +"I know you did. And what's the good of picturesqueness to people who +have to earn their living? Is that your way of looking at things? Would +you like to keep villages pretty, and see the people go to the dogs?" + +"Not at all. I'm quite of the other way of thinking, Lady Ogram. It was +by mere accident that I made that unlucky remark. If anyone with me had +said such a thing, it's more than likely I should have replied with +your view of the matter. You must remember that this district is quite +strange to me. Will you tell me something about it? I am sure you had +excellent reasons for building the mill; be so kind as to explain them +to me." + +The listeners to this dialogue betrayed approval of the young man's +demeanour. Constance Bride, who had looked very grave indeed, allowed +her features to relax; Mrs. Gallantry smiled a smile of conciliation, +and her husband drew a sigh as if supremely edified. + +Lady Ogram glanced at her secretary. + +"Miss Bride, let him know my 'excellent reasons,' will you?" + +"For a long time," began Constance, in clear, balanced tones, "the +village of Shawe has been anything but prosperous. It was agricultural, +of course, and farming about here isn't what is used to be; there's a +great deal of grass and not much tillage. The folk had to look abroad +for a living; several of the cottages stood empty; the families that +remained were being demoralised by poverty; they wouldn't take the work +that offered in the fields, and preferred to scrape up a living in the +streets of Hollingford, if they didn't try their hand at a little +burglary and so on. Lady Ogram saw what was going on, and thought it +over, and hit upon the idea of the paper-mill. Of course most of the +Shawe cottagers were no good for such employment, but some of the young +people got taken on, and there was work in prospect for children +growing up, and in any case, the character of the village was saved. +Decent families came to the deserted houses, and things in general +looked up." + +"Extremely interesting," murmured Mr. Gallantry, as though he heard all +this for the first time, and was deeply impressed by it. + +"Very interesting indeed," said Lashmar, with his frankest air. "I hope +I may be allowed to go over the mill; I should like nothing better." + +"You shall go over it as often as you like," said Lady Ogram, with a +grin. "But Miss Bride has more to tell you." + +Constance looked inquiringly. + +"Statistics?" she asked, when Lady Ogram paid no heed to her look. + +"Don't be stupid. Tell him what I think about villages altogether." + +"Yes, I should very much like to hear that," said Dyce, whose +confidence was gaining ground. + +"Lady Ogram doesn't like the draining of the country population into +towns; she thinks it a harmful movement, with bad results on social and +political life, on national life from every point of view This seems to +her to be the great question of the day. How to keep up village +life?--in face of the fact that English agriculture seems to be doomed. +At Shawe, as Lady Ogram thinks, and we all do, a step has been taken in +the right direction. Lots of the young people who are now working here +in wholesome surroundings would by this time have been lost in the +slums of London or Liverpool or Birmingham. Of course, as a mill-owner, +she has made sacrifices; she hasn't gone about the business with only +immediate profit in view; children and girls have been taught what they +wouldn't have learnt but for Lady Ogram's kindness." + +"Admirable!" murmured Mr. Gallantry. "True philanthropy, and true +patriotism!" + +"Beyond a doubt," agreed Dyce. "Lady Ogram deserves well of her +country." + +"There's just one way," remarked Mrs. Gallantry, "in which, it seems to +me, she could have deserved better. Don't be angry with me, Lady Ogram; +you know I profit by your example in saying just what I think. Now, if, +instead of a mill, you had built a training institution for domestic +service--" + +"Bah!" broke in the hostess. "How you harp on that idea! Haven't you +any other?" + +"One or two more, I assure you," replied Mrs. Gallantry, with the +utmost good-humour. "But I particularly want to interest you in this +one. It's better that girls should work in a mill in the country than +go to swell the population of slums; I grant you that. But how much +better still for them to work in private houses, following their +natural calling, busy with the duties of domestic life. They're getting +to hate that as much as their menfolk hate agricultural labour; and +what could be a worse symptom or a greater danger?" + +"Pray," cried Lady Ogram, in her grating voice, "how would a servants' +school have helped the village?" + +"Not so quickly, perhaps, but in time. With your means and influence, +Lady Ogram, you might have started an institution which would be the +model of its kind for all England. Every female child in Shawe would +have had a prospect before her, and the village would have attracted +decent poor families, who might somehow have been helped to support +themselves--" + +Lady Ogram waved her hand contemptuously. + +"Somehow! That's the way with your conservative-reform women. Somehow! +Always vague, rambling notions--" + +"Conservative-reform!" exclaimed Mrs. Gallantry, showing a little +pique, though her face was pleasant as ever. "Surely your own ideas are +to a great extent conservative." + +"Yes, but there's a liberal supply of common sense in them!" cried the +hostess, so delighted to have made a joke that she broke into cackling +laughter, and laughed until failure of breath made her gasp and wriggle +in her chair, an alarming spectacle. To divert attention, Constance +began talking about the mill, describing the good effect it had wrought +in certain families. Dyce listened with an air almost as engrossed as +that of Mr. Gallantry, and, when his moment came, took up the +conversation. + +"Mrs. Gallantry's suggestion," he said, "is admirable, and the sooner +it's carried out, not merely in one place, but all over England, the +better. But I rather think that, in the given circumstances, Lady Ogram +took the wisest possible step. We have to look at these questions from +the scientific point of view. Our civilisation is concerned, before all +things, with the organisation of a directing power; the supreme problem +of science, and at the same time the most urgent practical question of +the day, is how to secure initiative to those who are born for rule. +Anything which serves to impress ordinary minds with a sense of social +equilibrium to give them an object lesson in the substitution of +leadership for anarchy--must be of immense value. Here was a community +falling into wreck, cut loose from the orderly system of things, old +duties and obligations forgotten, only hungry rights insisted upon. It +was a picture in little of the multitude given over to itself. Into the +midst of this chaos, Lady Ogram brings a directing mind, a beneficent +spirit of initiative, and the means, the power, of re-establishing +order. The villagers have but to look at the old state of things and +the new to learn a lesson which the thoughtful among them will apply in +a wider sphere. They know that Lady Ogram had no selfish aim, no wish +to make profit out of their labour; that she acted purely and simply in +the interests of humble folk--and of the world at large. They see +willing industry substituted for brutal or miserable indolence; they +see a striking example of the principle of association, of +solidarity--of perfect balance between the naturally superior and the +naturally subordinate." + +"Good, very good!" murmured Mr. Gallantry. "Eloquent!" + +"I admit the eloquence," said Mrs. Gallantry, smiling at Lashmar with +much amiability, "but I really can't see why this lesson couldn't have +been just as well taught by the measure that I proposed." + +"Let me show you why I think not," replied Dyce, who was now enjoying +the sound of his own periods, and felt himself inspired by the general +attention. "The idea of domestic service is far too familiar to these +rustics to furnish the basis of any new generalisation. They have long +ceased to regard it as an honour or an advantage for their girls to go +into the house of their social superiors; it seems to them a kind of +slavery; what they aim at is a more independent form of wage-earning, +and that's why they go off to the great towns, where there are +factories and public-houses, work-rooms and shops. To establish here +the training institution you speak of would have done many sorts of +good, but not, I think, that particular good, of supreme importance, +which results from Lady Ogram's activity. In the rustics' eyes, it +would be merely a new device for filling up the ranks of cooks and +housemaids, to the sole advantage of an upper class. Of course that +view is altogether wrong, but it would be held. The paper-mill, being +quite a novel enterprise, excites new thoughts. It offers the +independence these people desire, and yet it exacts an obvious +discipline. It establishes a social group corresponding exactly to the +ideal organism which evolution will some day produce: on the one hand +ordinary human beings understanding their obligations and receiving +their due; on the other, a superior mind, reciprocally fulfilling its +duties, and reaping the nobler advantage which consists in a sense of +worthy achievement." + +"Very striking indeed!" fell from Mr. Gallantry. + +"You seem to have made out a fair case, Mr. Lashmar," said his wife, +with a good-natured laugh. "I'm not sure that I couldn't debate the +point still, but at present I'll be satisfied with your approval of my +scheme." + +Lady Ogram, sitting more upright against the back of her chair than +before her attack of breathlessness, had gazed unwaveringly at the +young man throughout his speeches. A grim smile crept over her visage; +her lips were pressed together, and her eyes twinkled with subdued +satisfaction. She now spoke abruptly. + +"Do you remain at Hollingford to-night, Mr. Lashmar?" + +"Yes, Lady Ogram." + +"Very well. Come here to-morrow morning at eleven, go over the mill, +and then lunch with us. My manager shall be ready for you." + +"Thank you, very much." + +"Miss Bride, give Mr. Lashmar your Report. He might like to look over +it." + +Mr. and Mrs. Gallantry were rising to take leave, and the hostess did +not seek to detain them; she stood up, with some difficulty, exhibiting +a figure unexpectedly tall. + +"We'll talk over your idea," she said, as she offered her hand to the +lady. "There's something in it, but you mustn't worry me about it, you +know. I cut up rough when I'm worried." + +"Oh, I don't mind a bit!" exclaimed Mrs. Gallantry, gaily. + +"But I do," was Lady Ogram's rejoinder, which again made her laugh, +with the result that she had to sink back into her chair, waving an +impatient adieu as Mr. Gallantry's long, loose figure bowed before her. + +Constance Bride had left the room for a moment; she returned with a +thin pamphlet in her hand, which, after taking leave of Mr. and Mrs. +Gallantry, she silently offered to Lashmar. + +"Ah, this is the Report," said Dyce. "Many thanks." + +He stood rustling the leaves with an air of much interest. On turning +towards his hostess, about to utter some complimentary remark, he saw +that Lady Ogram was sitting with her head bent forward and her eyes +closed; but for the position of her hands, each grasping an arm of the +chair, one would have imagined that she had fallen asleep. Dyce glanced +at Constance, who had resumed her seat, and was watching the old lady. +A minute passed in complete silence, then Lady Ogram gave a start, +recovered herself, and fixed her look upon the visitor. + +"How old are you?" she asked, in a voice which had become less +distinct, as if through fatigue. + +"Seven and twenty, Lady Ogram." + +"And your father is a clergyman?" + +"My father is vicar of Alverholme, in Northamptonshire." + +She added a few short, sharp questions, concerning his family and his +education, which Dyce answered succinctly. + +"Would you like to see something of Rivenoak? If so, Miss Bride will +show you about." + +"With pleasure," replied the young man. + +"Very well. You lunch with us to-morrow. Be at the mill at eleven +o'clock." + +She held out her skeleton hand, and Dyce took it respectfully. Then +Constance and he withdrew. + +"This, as you see, is the library," said his companion, when they had +passed into the adjoining room. "The books were mostly collected by Sir +Spencer Ogram, father of the late baronet; he bought Rivenoak, and laid +out the grounds. That is his portrait--the painter has been forgotten." + +Dyce let his eyes wander, but paid Tittle attention to what he saw. His +guide was speaking in a dry, uninterested voice, she, too, seeming to +have her thoughts elsewhere. They went out into the hall, looked into +one or two other rooms, and began to ascend the stairs. + +"There's nothing of interest above," said Constance, "except the view +from the top of the house. But Lady Ogram would like you to see that, +no doubt." + +Observing Constance as she went before him, Dyce was struck with a new +dignity in her bearing. Notwithstanding her subordinate position at +Rivenoak, and the unceremonious way in which Lady Ogram exercised +authority over her, Constance showed to more advantage here than on her +recent visit to Alverholme; she was more naturally self-possessed, and +seemed a freer, happier person. The house garb, though decorous rather +than ornamental, became her better than her walking-costume. Her +well-shaped head and thoughtful, sensitive, controlled features, had a +new value against this background of handsome furniture and all the +appointments of wealth. She moved as if breathing the air that suited +her. + +From the terrace on the roof, their eyes commanded a wide and beautiful +prospect, seen at this moment of the year in its brightest array of +infinitely varied verdure. Constance, still in an absent tone, pointed +out the features of the landscape, naming villages, hills, and great +estates. Hollingford, partly under a canopy of smoke, lay low by its +winding river, and in that direction Dyce most frequently turned his +eyes. + +"I felt very much obliged to you," he said, "for your carefully written +letter. But wasn't there one rather serious omission?" + +Speaking, he looked at Constance with a humorous twinkle of the eye. +She smiled. + +"Yes, there was. But, after all, it did no harm." + +"Perhaps not. I ought to have used more discretion on strange ground. +By the bye, do you take an interest in the mill?" + +"A good deal of interest. I think that what you said about it was, on +the whole, true--though such an obvious improvisation." + +"Improvisation? In one sense, yes; I had to take in the facts of the +case very quickly. But you don't mean that you doubt my sincerity?" + +"No, no. Of course not." + +"Come, Miss Connie, we must understand each other--" + +She interrupted him with a look of frank annoyance. + +"Will you do me the kindness not to call me by that name? It sounds +childish--and I have long outgrown childhood." + +"What shall I call you? Miss Bride?" + +"It is the usual form of address." + +"Good. I was going to say that I should like you to be clear about my +position. I have come here, not in the first place with a hope of +personal advantage, but to see if I can interest Lady Ogram in certain +views which I hold and am trying to get accepted by people of +influence. It happened that this affair of the mill gave me a good +illustration of the theory I generally have to put in an abstract way. +Your word 'improvisation' seems to hint that I shaped my views to the +purpose of pleasing Lady Ogram--a plain injustice, as you will see if +you remember the letter I wrote you." + +Constance was leaning on a parapet, her arms folded. + +"I'm sorry you so understood me," she said, though without the accent +of penitence, for in truth she seemed quietly amused. "All I meant was +that you were admirably quick in seizing an opportunity of beginning +your propaganda." + +"I don't think you meant only that," remarked Dyce, coolly, looking her +in the eyes. + +"Is it your habit to contradict so grossly?" asked Constance, with a +cold air of surprise. + +"I try to make my talk--especially with women as honest as I can. It +seems mere justice to them, as well as to myself. And please observe +that I did _not_ grossly contradict you. I said that you _seemed_ to me +to have another thought in your mind beyond the one you admitted.--Tell +me, please; do you exact courtiership from men? I imagined you would +rather dislike it." + +"You are right; I do." + +"Then it's clear that you mustn't be annoyed when I speak in my natural +way. I see no reason in the world why one shouldn't talk to a +woman--about things in general--exactly as one does to a man. What is +called chivalry is simply disguised contempt. If a man bows and honeys +to a woman, he does so because he thinks she has such a poor +understanding that this kind of thing will flatter and please her. For +my own part, I shall never try to please a woman by any other methods +than those which would win the regard and friendship of a man." + +Constance wore a look of more serious attention. + +"If you stick to that," she said, with a frank air, "you will be a man +worth knowing." + +"I'm very glad to hear you say so. Now that we've cleared the air, we +shall get on better together. Let me tell you that, whatever else I may +fall short in, I have the virtue of sincerity. You know well enough +that I am naturally ambitious, but my ambition has never made me +unprincipled. I aim at distinction, because I believe that nature has +put it within my reach. I don't regard myself as an average man, +because I can't; it would be practising hypocrisy with myself. There +is--if you like--the possibility of self-deception. Perhaps I am misled +by egregious conceit. Well, it is honest conceit, and, as it tends to +my happiness, I don't pray to be delivered from it." + +Constance smiled. + +"This is very interesting, Mr. Lashmar. But why do you honour me with +such confidence?" + +"Because I think you and I are capable of understanding each other, +which is a rare thing between man and woman. I want you as a supporter +of my views, and, if I succeed in that, I hope you will become a +supporter of my ambitions." + +"What are they, just now?" + +"Your letter contained a suggestion; whether you intended it or not, I +don't know. Why shouldn't I be the man Lady Ogram is looking for--the +future Liberal member for Hollingford?" + +His companion gazed at a far point of the landscape. + +"That is perhaps not an impossible thing," she said, meditatively. +"More unlikely things have come to pass." + +"Then it does seem to you unlikely?" + +"I think we won't discuss it just now.--You see, from here, the plan of +the gardens and the park. Perhaps you would like to walk there a +little, before going back to Hollingford?" + +This was a dismissal, and Dyce accepted it. They went downstairs +together, and in the hall parted, with more friendliness on Constance's +side than she had hitherto shown. Dyce did not care to linger in the +grounds. He strolled awhile about the village, glancing over the +pamphlet with its report of last year's business at the mill, and the +local improvements consequent upon it, then returned on foot to +Hollingford, where he arrived with an excellent appetite for dinner. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + + +Wind and rain interfered with Lashmar's project for the early morning. +He had meant to ramble about the town for an hour before going out to +Shawe. Unable to do this, he bought half-a-dozen newspapers, and read +all the leading articles and the political news with close attention. +As a rule, this kind of study had little attraction for him; he was +anything but well-informed on current politics; he understood very +imperfectly the British constitution, and had still less insight into +the details of party organisation and conflict. All that kind of thing +he was wont to regard as unworthy of his scrutiny. For him, large +ideas, world-embracing theories, the philosophy of civilisation. Few +Englishmen had a smaller endowment of practical ability; few, on the +other hand, delighted as he did in speculative system, or could grasp +and exhibit in such lucid entirety hypothetical laws. Much as he talked +of science, he was lacking in several essentials of the scientific +mind; he had neither patience to collect and observe facts, nor +conscientiousness in reasoning upon them; prejudice directed his every +thought, and egoism pervaded all his conclusions. Excelling in +speciousness, it was natural that he should think success as a +politician within his easy reach; possessed by a plausible theory of +government, he readily conceived himself on the heights of +statesmanship, ruling the nation for its behoof. And so, as he read the +London and provincial papers this morning, they had all at once a new +interest for him; he probed questions, surveyed policies, and whilst +smiling at the intellectual poverty of average man, gravely marked for +himself a shining course amid the general confusion and ineptitude. + +At ten o'clock there shot a glint of promise across the clouded sky; +rain had ceased, the wind was less boisterous. Lashmar set forth +briskly on foot, and walked to Shawe, where he arrived in good time for +his appointment. The manager of the mill, a very intelligent Scotchman, +conscientiously showed him everything that was to be seen, and Dyce +affected great interest. Real interest he felt little or none; the +processes of manufacture belonged to a world to which he had never +given the slightest thought, which in truth repelled him. But he tried +to persuade himself that he saw everything from a philosophical point +of view, and found a place for it in his system. The folk employed he +regarded attentively and saw that they looked healthy, well cared for. + +"This must all be very gratifying to Lady Ogram," he remarked, in a +voice which struck just the right note of dignified reflection. + +"I understand that it is," replied the manager. "And to Miss Bride +also, no doubt." + +"Does Miss Bride take an active interest in the mill?" + +"In the hands, she does. She is an uncommon sort of young lady and, I +should say, makes her influence felt." + +As this was the most direct statement which the Scotchman had committed +himself during their hour together, it correspondingly impressed +Lashmar. He went away thinking of Constance, and wondering whether she +was indeed such a notable woman. Must he really regard her as an equal, +or something like it. Needless to say that Dyce at heart deemed all +women his natural inferiors, and only by conscious effort could +entertain the possibility that one or other of their sex might view and +criticise him with level eyes. Six years ago Connie Bride had looked up +to him; he, with his University culture, held undoubted superiority +over the country girl striving hard to educate herself and to find a +place in the world. But much had changed since then, and Dyce was +beginning to feel that it would not do to reckon on any dulness, or +wilful blindness, in Constance with regard to himself, his sayings and +doings. Their talk yesterday had, he flattered himself, terminated in +his favour; chiefly, because of his attitude of entire frankness, a +compliment to the girl. That he had been, in the strict sense of the +word, open-hearted, it did not occur to him to doubt. Dyce Lashmar's +introspection stopped at a certain point. He was still a very young +man, and circumstance had never yet shown him an austere countenance. + +The sun was shining, the air exquisitely fresh. Lady Ogram had not +named the hour of luncheon, but it seemed to Dyce that he could hardly +present himself at Rivenoak before one o'clock; so, instead of +directing his steps towards the lodge; he struck off into a by-road, +where the new-opened leafage of the hawthorn glistened after the +morning's showers. Presently there came speeding towards him a lady on +a bicycle, and he was sure that it was Constance. She did not slacken +her pace; clearly she would not stop. + +"Good morning!" sounded cheerfully from her, as she drew near. "Have +you seen the mill?--Come up to the house as soon as you like." + +She had swept past, leaving in Dyce a sense of having been cavalierly +treated. + +He turned, and followed towards Rivenoak. When he reached the house, +Constance was walking among the flower-beds, in her hand a newspaper. + +"Do you cycle?" she asked. + +"No. I never felt tempted." + +"Lady Ogram is having her drive. Shall we stay in the garden, as the +sun is so bright?" + +They strolled hither and thither. Constance had a glow in her checks, +and spoke with agreeable animation. For a few minutes they talked of +the mill, and Dyce repeated the manager's remark about Miss Bride's +influence; he saw that it pleased her, but she affected to put it +carelessly aside. + +"How long have you known Lady Ogram?" he inquired. + +"A good many years. My father was once a friend of hers--long ago, when +he was a curate at Hollingford." + +The circumstances of that friendship, and how it came to an end, were +but vaguely known to Constance. She remembered that, when she was still +a child, her mother often took her to Rivenoak, where she enjoyed +herself in the gardens or the park, and received presents from Lady +Ogram, the return journey being often made in their hostess's carriage. +In those days the baronet's wife was a vigorous adherent of the Church +of England, wherein she saw the hope of the country and of mankind. But +her orthodoxy discriminated; ever combative, she threw herself into the +religious polemics of the time, and not only came to be on very ill +terms with her own parish clergyman, but fell foul of the bishop of the +diocese, who seemed to her to treat with insufficient consideration +certain letters she addressed to him. Then it was that, happening to +hear a sermon by the Rev. Mr. Bride in an unfashionable church at +Hollingford, she found in it a forcible expression of her own views, +and straight way selected Mr. Bride from all the Hollingford clergy as +the sole representative of Anglicanism. She spoke of him as "the coming +man," prophesied for him a brilliant career, and began to exert herself +on his behalf. Doubtless she would have obtained substantial promotion +for the curate of St. John's, had not her own vehemence and Mr. Bride's +difficult character brought about a painful misunderstanding between +them. The curate was not what is known as a gentleman by birth; he had +the misfortune to count among his near kinsfolk not only very poor, but +decidedly ungenteel, persons. His only sister had married an uneducated +man, who, being converted to some nondescript religion, went preaching +about the country, and unluckily, in the course of his apostolate, +appeared at Hollingford. Here he had some success; crowds attended his +open-air sermons. It soon became known that the preacher's wife, who +was always at his side, was a sister of Mr. Bride of St. John's, and +great scandal arose in orthodox circles. Mr. Bride took quite another +view of the matter, and declared that, in doing so, he behaved simply +as a Christian. The debate exasperated Lady Ogram's violent temper, and +fortified Mr. Bride in a resentful obstinacy. After their parting, in +high dudgeon, letters were exchanged, which merely embittered the +quarrel. It was reported that the Lady of Rivenoak had publicly styled +the curate of St. John's "a low-born and ill-bred parson;" whereto Mr. +Bride was alleged to have made retort that as regards birth, he +suspected that he had somewhat the advantage of Lady Ogram, and, as for +his breeding, it at all events forebade him to bandy insults. Not long +after this, St. John's had another curate. A sequel of the story was +the ultimate settling at Hollingford of Mr. Bride's sister and her +husband, where, to this day the woman, for some years a widow, +supported herself by means of a little bakery. + +"I hadn't seen Lady Ogram for a long time," Constance pursued, "and +when I got my place of dispenser at Hollingford hospital, I had no idea +of recalling myself to her memory. But one day my friend Dr. Baldwin +told me that Lady Ogram had spoken of me, and wished to see me. 'Very +well,' said I, 'than let Lady Ogram invite me to come and see +her.'--'If I were you,' said the doctor, 'I think I shouldn't wait for +that.'--'Perhaps not, doctor,' I replied, 'but you are not me, and I am +myself.' The result of which was that Dr. Baldwin told me I had as +little grammar as civility, and we quarrelled--as we regularly did once +a week." + +Dyce listened with amusement. + +"And she did invite you?" he asked. + +"Yes. A month afterwards, she wrote to the hospital, and, as the letter +was decent, though very dry, I went to Rivenoak. I could not help a +kindly feeling to Lady Ogram, when I saw her; it reminded me of some of +the happiest days of my childhood. All the same, that first quarter of +an hour was very dangerous. As you know, I have a certain pride of my +own, and more than once it made my ears tingle. I dare say you can +guess Lady Ogram's way of talking to me; we'll call it blunt +good-nature. 'What are you going to do?' she asked. 'Mix medicines all +your life?' I told her that I should like to pass my exams, and +practise, instead of mixing medicines. That seemed to surprise her, and +she pooh'd the idea. 'I shan't help you to that,' she said. 'I never +asked you, Lady Ogram!'--It was a toss up whether she would turn me out +of the house or admire my courage: she is capable of one or the other. +Her next question was, where did I live? I told her I lodged with my +aunt, Mrs. Shufflebotham; and her face went black. Mrs. Shufflebotham, +I have been told, was somehow the cause of a quarrel between my father +and Lady Ogram. That was nothing to me. My aunt is a kind and very +honest woman, and I wasn't going to disown her. Of course I had done +the wise, as well as the self-respecting, thing; I soon saw that Lady +Ogram thought all the better of me because I was not exactly a snob." + +"This is the first I have heard of your aunt," remarked Dyce. + +"Is it? Didn't your father let you know of the shocking revelation I +made to him the other day?" + +"He told me nothing at all." + +Constance reflected. + +"Probably he thought it too painful. Mrs. Shufflebotham keeps a little +shop, and sells cakes and sweetmeats. Does it distress you?" + +Distress was not the applicable word, for Lashmar had no deep interest +in Constance or her belongings. But the revelation surprised and rather +disgusted him. He wondered why Constance made it thus needlessly, and, +as it was, defiantly. + +"I should be very stupid and conventional," he answered, with his +indulgent smile, "if such things affected me one way or another." + +"I don't mind telling you that, when I first knew about it, I wished +Mrs. Shufflebotham and her shop at the bottom of the sea." Constance +laughed. "But I soon got over that. I happen to have been born with a +good deal of pride, and, when I began to think about myself--it was +only a few years ago--I found it necessary to ask what I really had to +be proud of. There was nothing very obvious--no wealth, no rank, no +achievements. It grew clear to me that I had better be proud of _being_ +proud, and a good way to that end was to let people know I cared +nothing for their opinion. One gets a good deal of satisfaction out of +it." + +Lashmar listened in a puzzled and uneasy frame of mind. Theoretically, +it should have pleased him to hear a woman talking thus, but the actual +effect upon him was repellent. He did not care to look at the speaker, +and it became difficult for him to keep up the conversation. Luckily, +at this moment the first luncheon bell sounded. + +"Lady Ogram has returned," said Constance. They had wandered to the +rear of the house, and thus did not know of the arrival of the +carriage. "Shall we go in?" + +She led the way into a small drawing-room, and excused herself for +leaving him alone. A moment later, there appeared a page, who conducted +him to a chamber where he could prepare for luncheon. When he came out +again into the hall, he found Lady Ogram standing there, reading a +letter. Seen from behind, her masses of elaborately dressed hair gave +her the appearance of a young woman; when she turned at the sound of a +footfall, the presentation of her parchment visage came as a shock. She +looked keenly at the visitor, and seemed to renew her approval of him. + +"How do you do?" was the curt greeting, as she gave her hand. "Have you +been over the mill?" + +"Greatly to my satisfaction, Lady Ogram." + +"I'm glad to hear it. We'll talk about that presently. I'm expecting a +gentleman to lunch whom you'll like to meet--Mr. Breakspeare, the +editor of our Liberal paper. Ah, here he comes." + +A servant had just opened the hall door, and there entered a slight man +in a long, heavy overcoat. + +"Well, Mr. Breakspeare!" exclaimed the hostess, with some heartiness. +"Why must I have the trouble of inviting you to Rivenoak? Is my +conversation so wearisome that you keep away as long as you can?" + +"Dear lady, you put me to shame!" cried Mr. Breakspeare, bending low +before her. "It's work, work, I assure you, that forbids me the honour +and the delight of waiting upon you, except at very rare intervals. We +have an uphill fight, you know." + +"Pull your coat off," the hostess interrupted, "and let us have +something to eat. I'm as hungry as a hunter, whatever _you_ may be. You +sedentary people, I suppose, don't know what it is to have an appetite." + +The editor was ill-tailored, and very carelessly dressed. His rather +long hair was brushed straight back from the forehead, and curved up a +little at the ends. Without having exactly a dirty appearance, he +lacked freshness, seemed to call for the bath his collar fitted badly, +his tie was askew, his cuffs covered too much of the hand. Aged about +fifty, Mr. Breakspeare looked rather younger, for he had a very smooth +high forehead, a clear eye, which lighted up as he spoke, and a pink +complexion answering to the high-noted and rather florid manner of his +speech. + +Walking briskly forward--she seemed more vigorous to day than +yesterday--the hostess led to the dining room, where a small square +table received her and her three companions. Lady Ogram's affectation +of appetite lasted only a few minutes; on the other hand, Mr. +Breakspeare ate with keen gusto, and talked very little until he had +satisfied his hunger. Whether by oversight, or intentional +eccentricity, the hostess had not introduced him and Lashmar to each +other; they exchanged casual glances, but no remark. Dyce talked of +what he had seen at the mill; he used a large, free-flowing mode of +speech, which seemed to please Lady Ogram, for she never interrupted +him and had an unusual air of attentiveness. Presently the talk moved +towards politics, and Dyce found a better opportunity of eloquence. + +"For some thirty years," he began, with an air of reminiscence, "we +have been busy with questions of physical health. We have been looking +after our bodies and our dwellings. Drainage has been a word to conjure +with, and athletics have become a religion--the only one existing for +multitudes among us. Physical exercise, with a view to health, used to +be the privilege of the upper class; we have been teaching the people +to play games and go in for healthy sports. At the same time there has +been considerable aesthetic progress. England is no longer the stupidly +inartistic country of early Victorian times; there's a true delight in +music and painting, and a much more general appreciation of the good in +literature. With all this we have been so busy that politics have +fallen into the background--politics in the proper sense of the word. +Ideas of national advance have been either utterly lost sight of, or +grossly confused with mere material gain. At length we see the +Conservative reaction in full swing, and who knows where it will land +us? It seems to be leading to the vulgarest and most unintelligent form +of chauvinism. In politics our need now is of _brains_. A stupid +routine, or a rowdy excitability, had taken the place of the old +progressive Liberalism, which kept ever in view the prime interests of +civilisation. We want men with _brains_." + +"Exactly," fell from Mr. Breakspeare, who began to eye the young man +with interest. "It's what I've been preaching, in season and out of +season, for the last ten years. I heartily agree with you." + +"Look at Hollingford," remarked the hostess, smiling grimly. + +"Just so!" exclaimed the editor. "Look at Hollingford! True, it was +never a centre of Liberalism, but the Liberals used to make a good +fight, and they had so much intelligence on their side that the town +could not sink into utter dulness. What do we see now?" He raised his +hand and grew rhetorical. "The crassest Toryism sweeping all before it, +and everywhere depositing its mud--which chokes and does _not_ +fertilise. We have athletic clubs, we have a free library, we are +better drained and cleaner and healthier and more bookish, with all, +than in the old times; but for politics--alas! A base level of selfish +and purblind materialism--personified by Robb!" + +At the name of the borough member, Lady Ogram's dark eyes flashed. + +"Ah, Robb," interjected Lashmar. "Tell me something about Robb. I know +hardly anything of him." + +"Picture to yourself," returned the editor, with slow emphasis, "a man +who at his best was only a stolid country banker, and who now is sunk +into fatuous senility. I hardly know whether I dare trust myself to +speak of Robb, for I confess that he has become to me an abstraction +rather than a human being--an embodiment of all the vicious routine, +the foul obscurantism, the stupid prejudice, which an enlightened +Liberalism has to struggle against. There he sits, a satire on our +parliamentary system. He can't put together three sentences; he never +in his life had an idea. The man is a mere money-sack, propped up by +toadies and imbeciles. Has any other borough such a contemptible +representative? I perspire with shame and anger when I think of him!" + +Dyce asked himself how much of this vehemence was genuine, how much +assumed to gratify their hostess. Was Mr. Breakspeare inwardly laughing +at himself and the company? But he seemed to be an excitable little +man, and possibly believed what he said. + +"That's very interesting," Dyce remarked. "And how much longer will +Hollingford be content with such representation?" + +"I think," replied Breakspeare, gravely, "I really think, that at the +next election we shall floor him. It is the hope of my life. For that I +toil; for that I sacrifice leisure and tranquillity and most of the +things dear to a man philosophically inclined. Can I but see Robb cast +down, I shall withdraw from the arena and hum (I have no voice) my +_Nunc dimittis_." + +Was there a twinkle in the editor's eye as it met Lashmar's smile? +Constance was watching him with unnaturally staid countenance, and her +glance ran round the table. + +"I'm only afraid," said Lady Ogram, "that he won't stand again." + +"I think he will," cried Breakspeare, "I think he will. The ludicrous +creature imagines that Westminster couldn't go on without him. He hopes +to die of the exhaustion of going into the lobby, and remain for ever a +symbol of thick-headed patriotism. But we will floor him in his native +market-place. We will drub him at the ballot. Something assures me +that, for a reward of my life's labours, I shall behold the squashing +of Robb!" + +Lady Ogram did not laugh. Her sense of humour was not very keen, and +the present subject excited her most acrimonious feelings. + +"We must get hold of the right man," she exclaimed, with a glance at +Lashmar. + +"Yes, the right man," said Breakspeare, turning his eyes in the same +direction. "The man of brains, and of vigour; the man who can inspire +enthusiasm; the man, in short, who has something to say, and knows how +to say it. In spite of the discouraging aspect of things, I believe +that Hollingford is ready for him. We leading Liberals are few in +number, but we have energy and the law of progress on our side." + +Lashmar had seemed to be musing whilst he savoured a slice of +pine-apple. At Breakspeare's last remark, he looked up and said: + +"The world moves, and always has moved, at the impulse of a very small +minority." + +"Philosophically, I am convinced of that," replied the editor, as +though he meant to guard himself against too literal or practical an +application of the theorem. + +"The task of our time," pursued Dyce, with a half absent air, "is to +make this not only understood by, but acceptable to, the multitude. +Political education is our pressing need, and political education means +teaching the People how to select its Rulers. For my own part, I have +rather more hope of a constituency such as Hollingford, than of one +actively democratic. The fatal thing is for an electorate to be bent on +choosing the man as near as possible like unto themselves. That is the +false idea of representation. Progress does not mean guidance by one of +the multitude, but by one of nature's elect, and the multitude must +learn how to recognise such a man." + +He looked at Lady Ogram, smiling placidly. + +"There's rather a Tory sound about that," said the hostess, with a nod, +"but Mr. Breakspeare will understand." + +"To be sure, to be sure!" exclaimed the editor. "It is the aristocratic +principle rightly understood." + +"It is the principle of nature," said Lashmar, "as revealed to us by +science. Science--as Mr. Breakspeare is well aware--teaches, not +levelling, but hierarchy. The principle has always been dimly +perceived. In our time, biology enables us to work it out with +scientific precision." + +Mr. Breakspeare betrayed a little uneasiness. + +"I regret," he said diffidently, "that I have had very little time to +give to natural science. When we have floored Robb, I fully intend to +apply myself to a study of all that kind of thing." + +Lashmar bestowed a gracious smile upon him. + +"My dear sir, the flooring of Robb--Robb in his symbolic sense--can +only be brought about by assiduous study and assimilation of what I +will call bio-sociology. Not only must we, the leaders, have thoroughly +grasped this science, but we must find a way of teaching it to the +least intelligent of our fellow citizens. The task is no trifling one. +I'm very much afraid that neither you nor I will live to see it +completed." + +"Pray don't discourage us," put in Constance. "Comprehensive theories +are all very well, but Mr. Breakspeare's practical energy is quite as +good a thing." + +The editor turned his eyes upon Miss Bride, their expression a +respectful gratitude. He was a married man, with abundant offspring. +Mrs. Breakspeare rose every morning at half-past six, and toiled at her +domestic duties, year in year out, till ten o'clock at night; she was +patient as laborious, and had never repined under her lot. But her +education was elementary; she knew nothing of political theories, +nothing of science or literature, and, as he looked at Constance Bride, +Breakspeare asked himself what he might not have done, what ambition he +might not have achieved, had it been his fate to wed such a woman as +_that_! Miss Bride was his ideal. He came to Rivenoak less often than +he wished, because the sight of her perturbed his soul and darkened him +with discontent. + +"Discourage you!" cried Lashmar. "Heaven forbid! I'm quite sure Mr. +Breakspeare wouldn't take my words in that sense. I am all for zeal and +hopefulness. The curse of our age is pessimism, a result and a cause of +the materialistic spirit. Science, which really involves an infinite +hope, has been misinterpreted by Socialists in the most foolish way, +until we get a miserable languid fatalism, leading to decadence and +despair. The essential of progress is Faith, and Faith can only be +established by the study of Nature." + +"That's the kind of thing I like to hear," exclaimed the editor, who, +whilst listening, has tossed off a glass of wine. (The pink of his +cheeks was deepening to a pleasant rosiness, as luncheon drew to its +end.) "_Hoc signo vinces_!" + +Lady Ogram, who was regarding Lashmar, said abruptly, "Go on! Talk +away!" And the orator, to whose memory happily occurred a passage of +his French sociologist, proceeded meditatively. + +"Two great revolutions in knowledge have affected the modern world. +First came the great astronomic discoveries, which subordinated our +planet, assigned it its place in the universe, made it a little rolling +globe amid innumerable others, instead of the one inhabited world for +whose behalf were created sun and moon and stars. Then the great work +of the biologists, which put man into his rank among animals, +dethroning him from a fantastic dignity, but at the same time honouring +him as the crown of nature's system, the latest product of aeons of +evolution. These conquests of science have put modern man into an +entirely new position, have radically changed his conception of the +world and of himself. Religion, philosophy, morals, politics, all are +revolutionised by this accession of knowledge. It is no exaggeration to +say that the telescope and the microscope have given man a new heart +and soul. _But_--" he paused, effectively,--"how many are as yet really +aware of the change? The multitude takes no account of it, no conscious +account; the average man lives under the heaven of Joshua, on the earth +of King Solomon. We call our age scientific. So it is--for a few score +human beings." + +Reflecting for a moment, Dyce felt that it would be absurd to charge +him with plagiarism, so vastly more eloquent was he than the author to +whom he owed his ideas. Conscience did not trouble him in the least. He +marked with satisfaction the attentiveness of his audience. + +"Politics, to be a living thing, must be viewed in this new, large +light. The leader in Liberalism is the man imbued with scientific +truth, and capable of applying it to the every day details of +government. Science, I said, teaches hierarchic order--that is, the +rule of the few, of the select, the divinely appointed. But this +hierarchy is an open order--open to the select of every rank; a process +of perpetual renewal will maintain the health of the political +organism. The true polity is only in slow formation; for, obviously, +human reason is not yet a complete development. As yet, men come to the +front by accident; some day they will be advanced to power by an +inevitable and impeccable process of natural selection. For my own +part"--he turned slightly towards the hostess--"I think that use will +be made of our existing system of aristocracy; in not a few instances, +technical aristocracy is justified by natural pre-eminence. We can all +think of examples. Personally, I might mention my friend Lord +Dymchurch--a member of the true aristocracy, in every sense of the +word." + +"I don't know him," said Lady Ogram. + +"That doesn't surprise me. He leads an extremely retired life. But I am +sure you would find him a very pleasant acquaintance." + +Lashmar occasionally had a fine discretion. He knew when to cheek the +flood of his eloquence: a glance at this face and that, and he said +within himself: _Sat prata biberunt_. Soon after this, Lady Ogram rose, +and led the company into her verdurous drawing-room. She was beginning +to show signs of fatigue; seated in her throne-like chair, she let her +head lie back, and was silent. Constance Bride, ever tactful, began to +take a more prominent part in the conversation, and Breakspeare was +delighted to talk with her about ordinary things. Presently, Lashmar, +in reply to some remark, mentioned that he was returning to London this +evening whereupon his hostess asked: + +"When are you coming back again?" + +"Before long, I hope, Lady Ogram. The pleasure of these two days--" + +She interrupted him. + +"Could you come down in a fortnight?" + +"Easily, and gladly." + +"Then do so. Don't go to Hollingford; your room will be ready for you +here. Just write and let me know when you will arrive." + +In a few minutes, both men took their leave, and went back to +Hollingford together, driving in a fly which Breakspeare had ordered. +For the first minutes they hardly talked; they avoided each other's +look, and exchanged only insignificant words. Then the editor, with his +blandest smile, said in a note of sudden cordiality: + +"It has been a great pleasure to me to meet you, Mr. Lashmar. May I, +without indiscretion, take it for granted that we shall soon be +fighting the good fight together?" + +"Why, I think it likely," answered Dyce, in a corresponding tone. "I +have not _quite_ made up my mind--" + +"No, no. I understand. There's just one point I should like to touch +upon. To-day we have enjoyed a veritable symposium--for me, I assure +you, a high intellectual treat. But, speaking to you as to one who does +not know Hollingford, I would suggest to you that our Liberal electors +are perhaps hardly ripe for such a new and bracing political +philosophy--" + +Dyce broke into gay laughter. + +"My dear sir, you don't imagine that I thought of incorporating my +philosophy in an electioneering address? Of course one must use common +sense in these matters. Practical lessons come before theory. If I +stand for Hollingford--" he rolled the words, and savoured them--"I +shall do so as a very practical politician indeed. My philosophical +creed will of course influence me, and I shall lose no opportunity of +propagating it: but have no fear of my expounding bio-sociology to +Hollingford shopkeepers and artisans." + +Breakspeare echoed the speaker's mirth, and they talked on about the +practical aspects of the next election in the borough. + +Meanwhile, Lady Ogram had sat in her great chair, dozing. Constance, +accustomed to this, read for half an hour, or let her thoughts wander. +At length overcoming her drowsiness, the old lady fixed a curious gaze +upon Miss Bride, a gaze of benevolent meditation. + +"We shall have several letters to write to-morrow morning," she said +presently. + +"Political letters?" asked Constance. + +"Yes. By the bye, do you know anything about Lord Dymchurch?" + +"Nothing at all." + +"Then find out about him as soon as possible.--What are Mr. Lashmar's +means?" + +"I really can't tell you," answered Constance, slightly confused by the +unexpected question. "I believe his father is very well-to-do; I have +heard him spoken of as a man of private fortune." + +"Then our friend is independent--or at all events not pinched. So much +the better." + +Again Lady Ogram fell into musing; the countless wrinkles about her +eyes, eloquent as wrinkles always are, indicated that her thoughts had +no disagreeable tenor. + +"Mr. Lashmar impresses you favourably?" Constance at length ventured to +ask. + +Lady Ogram delayed her answer for a moment, then, speaking thickly in +her tired voice, and with slow emphasis: + +"I'm glad to know him. Beyond a doubt, he is the coming man." + + + + +CHAPTER VII + + +On his return, Lashmar found a letter from Mrs. Woolstan awaiting him +at Upper Woburn Place. The lady wrote in rather an agitated strain; she +had to report that Leonard was already packed off to school, the +imperious Wrybolt having insisted on sending him away as soon as he had +recovered from his cold, on a pretence that the boy ought not to lose +any part of the new term. "It is really very hard on me, don't you +think? I know nothing whatever about the school, which is a long way +off, right away in Devonshire: And it does so grieve me that you +couldn't say good-bye to the poor little fellow. He says he shall write +to you, and it would be so kind, dear Mr. Lashmar, if you could find a +moment to answer him. I know how grateful dear Len would be. But we +will _talk_ about these things, for of course you will come and lunch +all the same, at least I hope you will. Shall we say Thursday? I am not +at all pleased with Mr. Wrybolt's behaviour. Indeed it seems to me very +high-handed, very! And I told him very plainly what I thought. You can +have no idea how galling is a woman's position left at the mercy of a +trustee--a stranger too. And now that I am quite alone in the +house--but I know you don't like people who complain. It's all very +well for _you_, you know. Ah! if I had your independence! What I would +make of my life!--Till Thursday, then, and don't, please, be bored with +my letters." + +This Mrs. Woolstan wrote and posted before luncheon. At three o'clock +in the afternoon, just when she was preparing to go out, the servant +made known to her that Mr. Wrybolt had called. What, Mr. Wrybolt again! +With delay which was meant to be impressive, she descended to the +drawing-room, and coldly greeted the gentleman of the red neck and +heavy eyelids. Mr. Wrybolt's age was about five and forty; he had the +well-groomed appearance of a flourishing City man, and presented no +sinister physiognomy; one augured in him a disposition to high-feeding +and a masculine self-assertiveness. Faces such as his may be observed +by the thousand round about the Royal Exchange; they almost invariably +suggest degradation, more or less advanced, of a frank and hopeful type +of English visage; one perceives the honest, hearty schoolboy, dimmed +beneath self-indulgence, soul-hardening calculation, debasing +excitement and vulgar routine. Mr. Wrybolt was a widower, without +children; his wife, a strenuous sportswoman, had been killed in riding +to hounds two or three years ago. This afternoon he showed a front all +amiability. He had come, he began by declaring, to let Mrs. Woolstan +know that the son of a common friend of theirs had just, on his advice, +been sent to the same school as Leonard; the boys would be friends, and +make each other feel at home. This news Mrs. Woolstan received with +some modification of her aloofness; she was very glad; after all, +perhaps it had been a wise thing to send Leonard off with little +warning; she would only have made herself miserable in the anticipation +of parting with him. That, said Mr. Wrybolt, was exactly what he had +himself felt. He was quite sure that in a few days Mrs. Woolstan would +see that all was for the best. The fact of the matter was that Len's +tutor, though no doubt a very competent man, had been guilty of +indiscretion in unsettling the boy's ideas on certain very important +subjects. Well, admitted the mother, perhaps it was so; she would say +no more; Mr. Wrybolt, as a man of the world, probably knew best. And +now--as he was here, she would use the opportunity to speak to him on a +subject which had often been in her mind of late. It was a matter of +business. As her trustee was aware, she possessed a certain little +capital which was entirely at her own disposal. More than once Mr. +Wrybolt had spoken to her about it--had been so kind as to express a +hope that she managed that part of her affairs wisely, and to offer his +services if ever she desired to make any change in her investments. The +truth was, that she had thought recently of trying to put out her money +to better advantage, and she would like to talk the matter over with +him. This they proceeded to do, Mr. Wrybolt all geniality and apt +suggestiveness. As the colloquy went on, a certain change appeared in +the man's look and voice; he visibly softened, he moved his chair a +little nearer, and all at once, before Mrs. Woolstan had had time to +reflect upon these symptoms, Wrybolt was holding her hand and making +her an offer of marriage. + +Never was woman more genuinely surprised. That this prosperous +financier, who had already made one advantageous marriage and might +probably, if he wished, wed a second fortune--that such a man as Mr. +Wrybolt would think of _her_ for his wife, was a thing which had never +entered her imagination. She was fluttered, and flattered, and pleased, +but not for a moment did she think of accepting him. Her eyes fell, in +demurest sadness. Never, never could she marry again; the past was +always with her, and the future imposed upon her the most solemn of +duties. She lived for the memory of her husband and for the prospects +of her child. Naturally, Mr. Wrybolt turned at first an incredulous +ear; he urged his suit, simply and directly, with persuasion derived +partly from the realm of sentiment, partly from Lombard Street--the +latter sounding the more specious. But Mrs. Woolstan betrayed no sign +of wavering; in truth, the more Wrybolt pleaded, the firmer she grew in +her resolve of refusal. When decency compelled the man to withdraw, he +was very warm of countenance and lobster-hued at the back of his neck; +an impartial observer would have thought him secretly in a towering +rage. His leave-taking was laconic, though he did his best to smile. + +Of course Mrs. Woolstan soon sat down to write him a letter, in which +she begged him to believe how grateful she was, how much honoured by +his proposal and how deeply distressed at not being able to accept it. +Surely this would make no difference between them? Of course they would +be friends as ever--nay, more than ever? She could never forget his +nobly generous impulse. But let him reflect on her broken life, her +immutable sadness; he would understand how much she would have wronged +such a man as he in taking advantage of that moment's heroic weakness. +To this effusive epistle came speedily a brief response. Of course all +was as before, wrote Wrybolt. He was wholly at her service, and would +do anything she wished in the matter of her money. By all means let her +send him full particulars in writing, and he would lose no time; the +yield of her capital might probably be doubled. + +Mrs. Woolstan, after all, went no further in that business. She had her +own reasons for continuing to think constantly of it, but for the +present felt she would prefer not to trouble Mr. Wrybolt. Impatiently +she looked forward to Thursday and the coming of Dyce Lashmar. + +He came, with a countenance of dubious import. He was neither merry nor +sad, neither talkative nor taciturn. At one moment his face seemed to +radiate hope; the next, he appeared to fall under a shadow of +solicitude. When his hostess talked of her son, he plainly gave no +heed; his replies were mechanical. When she asked him for an account of +what he had been doing down in the country, he answered with broken +scraps of uninteresting information. Thus passed the quarter of an hour +before luncheon, and part of luncheon itself; but at length Dyce +recovered his more natural demeanour. Choosing a moment when the +parlour-maid was out of the room, he leaned towards Mrs. Woolstan, and +said, with the smile of easy comradeship: + +"I have a great deal to tell you." + +"I'm so glad!" exclaimed Iris, who had been sinking into a disheartened +silence. "I began to fear nothing interesting had happened." + +"Have patience. Presently." + +After that, the meal was quickly finished; they passed into the +drawing-room, and took comfortable chairs on either side of the hearth. +May had brought cold, clammy weather; a sky of billowing grey and +frequent gusts against the window made it pleasant here by this bright +fireside. Lashmar stretched his legs, smiled at the gimcracks shelved +and niched above the mantelpiece, and began talking. His description of +Lady Ogram was amusing, but not disrespectful; he depicted her as an +old autocrat of vigorous mind and original character, a woman to be +taken quite seriously, and well worth having for a friend, though +friendship with her would not be found easy by ordinary people. + +"As luck would have it, I began by saying something which might have +given her mortal offence." He related the incident of the paper-mill. +"Nothing could have been better. She must be sickened with toadyism, +and I could see she found my way a refreshing contrast. It made clear +to her at once that I met her in a perfectly independent spirit. If we +didn't like each other, good-bye, and no harm done. But, as it proved, +we got on very well indeed. In a fortnight's time I am to go down and +stay at Rivenoak." + +"Really? In a fortnight? She must have taken to you wonderfully." + +"My ideas interested the old lay as I thought perhaps they might. She's +very keen on political and social science. It happens, too, that she's +looking about for a Liberal candidate to contest Hollingford at the +next election." + +Dyce added this information in a very quiet, matter-of-fact voice, his +eyes turned to the fire. Upon his hearer they produced no less an +effect than he anticipated. + +"A Liberal candidate!" echoed Iris, a-quiver with joyous excitement. +"She wants you to go into Parliament!" + +"I fancy she has that idea. Don't make a fuss about it; there's nothing +startling in the suggestion. It was probably her reason for inviting me +to Rivenoak." + +"Oh, this is splendid--splendid!" + +"Have the goodness to be quiet," said Dyce. "It isn't a thing to scream +about, but to talk over quietly and sensibly. I thought you had got out +of that habit." + +"I'm very sorry. Don't be cross. Tell me more about it. Who is the +present member?" + +Dyce gave an account of the state of politics at Hollingford, sketching +the character of Mr. Robb on the lines suggested by Breakspeare. As she +listened, Mrs. Woolstan had much ado to preserve outward calm; she was +flushed with delight; words of enthusiasm trembled on her lips. + +"When will the election be?" she asked in the first pause. + +"Certainly not this year. Possibly not even next There's plenty of +time." + +"Oh, you are _sure_ to win! How can a wretched old Tory like that stand +against you? Go and make friends with everybody. You only need to be +known. How I should like to hear you make a speech! Of course I must be +there when you do. How does one get to Hollingford? What are the +trains?" + +"If you leave Euston by the newspaper train to-morrow morning," said +Dyce, gravely, "you may be just in time to hear the declaration of the +poll.--Meanwhile," he added, "suppose we think for a moment of the +trifling fact that my income is nothing a year. How does that affect my +chances in a political career, I wonder?" + +Mrs. Woolstan's countenance fell. + +"Oh--but--it's impossible for that to stand in your way. You said +yourself that you didn't seriously trouble about it. Of course you will +get an income--somehow. Men who go in for public life always do--don't +they?" + +She spoke timidly, with downcast eyes, a smile hovering about her lips. +Dyce did not look at her. He had thrust his hands into his trouser +pockets, and crossed his legs; he smiled frowningly at the fire. + +"Does Lady Ogram know your circumstances?" Iris asked, in a lower voice. + +"I can't be sure. She may have heard something about them from--my +friend. Naturally, I didn't tell her that I was penniless." + +"But--if she is bent on having you for a candidate don't you think she +will very likely make some suggestion? A wealthy woman--" + +The voice failed; the speaker had an abashed air. + +"We can't take anything of that kind into account," said Lashmar, with +masculine decision. "If any such suggestion were made, I should have to +consider it very carefully indeed. As yet I know Lady Ogram very +slightly. We may quarrel, you know; it would be the easiest thing in +the world. My independence is the first consideration. You mustn't +imagine that I _clutch_ at this opportunity. Nothing of the kind. It's +an opening, perhaps; but in any case I should have found one before +long. I don't even know yet whether Hollingford will suit me. It's a +very unimportant borough; I may decide that it would be better to look +to one of the large, intelligent constituencies. I'm afraid--" he +became rather severe--"you are inclined to weigh my claims to +recognition by the fact that I happen to have no money--" + +"Oh, Mr. Lashmar! Oh, don't!" exclaimed Iris, in a pained voice. "How +can you be so unkind--so unjust!" + +"No, no; I merely want to guard myself against misconception. The very +freedom with which I speak to you might lead you to misjudge me. If I +thought you were ever tempted to regard me as an adventurer--" + +"Mr. Lashmar!" cried Iris, almost tearfully. "This is dreadful. How +could such a thought enter my mind? Is _that_ your opinion of me?" + +"Pray don't be absurd," interposed Dyce, with an impatient gesture. "I +detest this shrillness, as I've told you fifty times." + +Iris bridled a little. + +"I'm sure I wasn't _shrill_. I spoke in a very ordinary voice. And I +don't know why you should attribute such thoughts to me." + +Lashmar gave way to nervous irritation. + +"What a feminine way of talking! Is it impossible for you to follow a +logical train of ideas? I attributed no thought whatever to you. All I +said was, that I must take care not to be misunderstood. And I see that +I had very good reason; you have a fatal facility in misconceiving even +the simplest things." + +Mrs. Woolstan bridled still more. There was a point of colour on her +freckled cheeks, her lower lip showed a tooth's pressure. + +"After all," she said, "you must remember that I am a woman, and if +women don't express themselves quite as men do, I see no great harm in +it. I don't think mannishness is a very nice quality. After all, I am +myself, and I can't become somebody else, and certainly shouldn't care +to, if I could." + +Dyce began to laugh forbearingly. + +"Come, come," he said, "what's all this wrangling about? Row did it +begin? That's the extraordinary thing with women; one gets so easily +off the track, and runs one doesn't know where. What was I saying? Oh, +simply that I couldn't be sure, yet, whether Hollingford would suit me. +Let us keep to the higher plane. It's safer than too familiar detail." + +Iris was not to be so easily composed. She remarked a change in her +friend since he had ceased to be Leonard's tutor; he seemed to hold her +in slighter esteem, a result, no doubt, of the larger prospects opening +before him. She was jealous of old Lady Ogram, whose place and wealth +gave her such power to shape a man's fortunes. For some time now, Iris +had imagined herself an influence in Lashmar's life, had dreamed that +her influence might prevail over all other. In marrying, she had +sacrificed herself to an illusory hope; but she was now an experienced +woman, able to distinguish the phantasmal from the genuine, and of +Lashmar's powers there could be no doubt. Her own judgment she saw +confirmed by that of Lady Ogram. Sharp would be her pang if the +aspiring genius left her aside, passed beyond her with a careless nod. +She half accused him of ingratitude. + +"I'm not at all sure," she said, rather coldly, "that you think me +capable of rising to the higher plane. Perhaps trivial details are more +suited to my intelligence." + +Dyce had relieved himself of a slight splenetic oppression, and felt +that he was behaving boorishly. He brightened and grew cordial, +admitted a superfluous sensitiveness, assured his companion that he +prized her sympathy, counted seriously upon her advice; in short, was +as amiable as he knew how to be. Under his soothing talk, Mrs. Woolstan +recovered herself; but she had a preoccupied air. + +"If you regard me as a serious friend," she said at length with some +embarrassment, "you can easily prove it, and put my mind at ease." + +"How?" asked Dyce, with a quick, startled look. + +"You have said more than once that a man and woman who were really +friends should be just as men are with each other--plain-spoken and +straightforward and--and no nonsense." + +"That's my principle. I won't have any woman for a friend on other +terms." + +"Then--here's what I want to say. I'm your friend call me Jack or +Harry, if you like--and I see a way in which I can be of use to you. It +happens that I have rather more money than I want for my own use. I +want to lend you some--until your difficulties are over--just as one +man would to another--" + +Her speech had become so palpitant that she was stopped by want of +breath; a rosy shamefacedness subdued her; trying to brave it out, she +achieved only an unconscious archness of eye and lip which made her for +the moment oddly, unfamiliarly attractive. Dyce could not take his eyes +from her; he experienced a singular emotion. + +"That's uncommonly good of you, Iris," he said, with all the directness +at his command. "You see, I call you by your name, just to show that I +take our friendship seriously. If I could borrow from anyone I would +from you. But I don't like the idea. You're a good fellow--" he +laughed--"and I thank you heartily." + +Iris winced at the "good fellow." + +"Why can't you consent to borrow?" she asked, in a note of persistence. +"Would you refuse if Lady Ogram made such a suggestion?" + +"Oh, Lady Ogram! That would depend entirely--" + +"But you must have money from somewhere," Iris urged, her manner +becoming practical. "I'm not rich enough to lend very much, but I could +help you over a year, perhaps. Wouldn't you rather go back to Rivenoak +with a feeling of complete independence?--I see what it is. You don't +really mean what you say; you're ashamed to be indebted to a woman. +Yes, I can see it in your face." + +"Look at the thing impartially," said Dyce, fidgetting in his chair. +"How can I be sure that I should ever be able to pay you back? In money +matters there is just that difference a man can go to work and earn; a +woman generally can't do anything of the kind. That's why it seems +unjust to take a woman's money; that's the root of all our delicacy in +the matter. Don't trouble about my affairs; I shall pull through the +difficult time." + +"Yes," exclaimed Iris, "with somebody else's help. And _why_ should it +be somebody else? I'm not in such a position that I should be ruined if +I lost a few hundred pounds. I have money I can do what I like with. If +I want to have the pleasure of helping you, why should you refuse me? +You know very well--at least, I hope you do--that I should never have +hinted at such a thing if we had been just ordinary acquaintances. +We're trying to be more sensible than everyday people. And just when +there comes a good chance of putting our views into practice, you draw +back, you make conventional excuses. I don't like that! It makes me +feel doubtful about your sincerity--Be angry, if you like. I feel +inclined to be angry too, and I've the better right!" + +Again her panting impulsiveness ended in extinction of voice, again she +was rosily self-conscious, though, this time, not exactly shamefaced; +and again the young man felt a sort of surprise as he gazed at her. + +"In any case," he said, standing up and taking a step or two, "an offer +of this kind couldn't be accepted straightaway. All I can say now is +that I'm very grateful to you. No one ever gave me such a proof of +friendship, that's the simple fact. It's uncommonly good of you, Iris--" + +"It's not uncommonly good of _you_," she broke in, still seated, and +her arms crossed. "Do as you like. You said disagreeable things, and I +felt hurt, and when I ask you to make amends in a reasonable way--" + +"Look here," cried Lashmar, standing before her with his hands in his +pockets, "you know perfectly well--_perfectly well_--that, if I accept +this offer, you'll think the worse of me." + +Iris started up. + +"It isn't true! I shall think the worse of you if you go down to Lady +Ogram's house, and act and speak as if you were independent. What sort +of face will you have when it comes at last to telling her the truth?" + +Dyce seemed to find this a powerful argument. He raised his brows, +moved uneasily, and kept silence. + +"I shall _not_ think one bit the worse of you," Iris pursued, +impetuously. "You make me out, after all, to be a silly, ordinary +woman, and it's horribly unjust. If you go away like this, please never +come here again. I mean what I say. Never come to see me again!" + +Lashmar seemed to hesitate, looked uncomfortable, then stepped back to +his chair and sat down. + +"That's right;" said Iris, with quiet triumph. + +And she, too, resumed her chair. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + + +Under the roof at Rivenoak was an attic which no one ever entered. The +last person who had done so was Sir Quentin Ogram; on a certain day in +eighteen hundred and--something, the baronet locked the door and put +key into his pocket, and during the more than forty years since elapsed +the room had remained shut. It guarded neither treasure nor dire +secret; the hidden contents were merely certain essays in the art of +sculpture, sundry shapes in clay and in marble, the work of Sir Quentin +himself when a very young man. Only one of these efforts had an abiding +interest; it was a marble bust representing a girl, or young woman, of +remarkable beauty, the head proudly poised, the eyes disdainfully +direct, on the lips a smile which seemed to challenge the world's +opinion. Not a refined or nobly suggestive face, but stamped with +character, alive with vehement self-consciousness; a face to admire at +a distance, not without misgiving as one pictured the flesh and blood +original. Young Quentin had made a fine portrait. The model was his +mistress, and, soon after the bust was finished, she became his wife. + +Naturally, Sir Spencer and Lady Ogram were not bidden to the wedding; +in fact, they knew nothing about it until a couple of years after, +when, on the birth to him of a son and heir, Quentin took his courage +in both hands and went down to Rivenoak to make the confession. He +avowed somewhat less than the truth, finding it quite task enough to +mitigate the circumstances of Mrs. Ogram's birth and breeding. The +exhibition of a portrait paved his way. This superbly handsome +creature, adorned as became her present and prospective station, +assuredly gave no shock at the first glance. By some freak of fate she +had for parents a plumber and a washerwoman--"poor but very honest +people," was Quentin's periphrase; their poverty of late considerably +relieved by the thoughtful son-in-law, and their honesty perhaps +fortified at the same time. Arabella (the beauty's baptismal name) +unfortunately had two brothers; sisters, most happily, none. The +brothers, however, were of a roaming disposition, and probably would +tend to a colonial life; Quentin had counselled it, with persuasions +which touched their sense of the fitting. So here was the case stated; +Sir Spencer and his lady had but to reflect upon it, with what private +conjectures might chance to enter their minds. Quentin was an only +child; he had provided already for the continuance of the house; being +of mild disposition, the baronet bowed his head to destiny, and, after +a moderate interval, Arabella crossed the threshold of Rivenoak. + +Of course there were one or two friends of Quentin's who knew all the +facts of the case; these comrades he saw no more, having promised his +wife never again to acknowledge or hold any intercourse with them. With +his bachelor life had ended the artistic aspirations to which he had +been wont to declare that he should for ever devote himself; Mrs. Ogram +(she had been for a year or two a professional model) objected to that +ungentlemanly pursuit with much more vigour and efficacy than the young +man's parents, who had merely regretted that Quentin should waste his +time and associate with a class of persons not regarded as worthy of +much respect. Whether the dismissed cronies would talk or keep silence, +who could say? Sir Spencer affected to believe that Arabella, when his +son came to know her, was leading the life of a harmless, necessary +sempstress, and that only by long entreaty, and under every condition +of decorum, had she been induced to sit for her bust to the +enthusiastic sculptor. Very touching was the story of how, when the +artist became adorer and offered marriage, dear Arabella would not hear +of such a thing; how, when her heart began to soften, she one day burst +into tears and implored Mr. Ogram to prove his love, not by wildly +impossible sacrifice, but simply by sending her to school, so that she +might make herself less unworthy to think of him with pathetic +devotion, and from a great distance, to the end of her days. To school, +in very deed, she had been sent; that is to say, she had all manner of +teachers, first in England and then abroad, during the couple of years +before the birth of her child; and by this instruction Arabella +profited so notably that her language made no glaring contrast with +that of the civilised world, and her mind seemed if anything more +acute, more circumspective, than women's generally in the sphere to +which she was now admitted. Sir Spencer and Lady Ogram did not love +her; they made no pretence of doing so; and it may be feared that the +lives of both were shortened by chagrin and humiliation. At the age of +thirty or so, Quentin succeeded to the baronetcy. In the same year his +son died. No other offspring had blessed, or was to bless, the romantic +union. + +Behold Arabella, erst of Camden Town, installed as mistress of a house +in Mayfair and reigning over Rivenoak. Inevitably, legends were rife +about her; where the exact truth was not known, people believed worse. +Her circle of society was but a narrow one; but for two classes of +well-dressed people, the unscrupulous snobs and the cheerily +indifferent, her drawing-room would have been painfully bare. Some +families knew her because Sir Quentin was one of the richest men in his +county; certain persons accepted her invitations because she was not +exactly like other hostesses, and could talk in rather an amusing way. +The years went on; scandal lost its verdure; Lady Ogram was accepted as +a queer woman with a queer history, a rather vulgar eccentric, whose +caprices and enterprises afforded agreeable matter for gossip. No one +had ever ventured to assail her post-matrimonial reputation; she was +fiercely virtuous, and would hold no terms with any woman not wholly +above reproach. It had to be admitted that she bore herself with +increasing dignity; moreover, that she showed a disposition to use her +means and influence for what are called good ends. Towards the year +1870 the name of Lady Ogram began to be mentioned with respect. + +Then her husband died. Sir Quentin had doubtless fallen short of entire +happiness; before middle-age he was a taciturn, washed-out sort of man, +with a look of timid anxiety. Perchance he regretted the visions of his +youth, the dreams of glory in marble. When he became master of +Rivenoak, and gave up his London house, Arabella wished him to destroy +all his sculpture, that no evidence might remain of the relations which +had at first existed between them, no visible relic of the time which +she refused to remember. Sir Quentin pleaded against this condemnation, +and obtained a compromise. The fine bust, and a few other of his best +things, were to be transferred to Rivenoak, and there kept under lock +and key. Often had the baronet felt that he would like to look at the +achievements of his hopeful time, but he never summoned courage to +mount to the attic. His years went by in a mouldering inactivity. Once +or twice he escaped alone to the Continent, and wandered for weeks +about the Italian sculpture-galleries, living in the sunny, ardent +past; he came back nerve-shaken and low in health. His death was +sudden--'failure of the heart's action,' said doctors, in their +indisputable phrase--and Lady Ogram shut herself up for a time that she +might not have the trouble of grieving before witnesses. + +The baronet had behaved very generously to her in his last will and +testament. Certain sums went to kinsfolk, to charities, to servants; +his land and the bulk of his personal estate became Lady Ogram's own. +She was a most capable and energetic woman of affairs; by her counsel, +Sir Quentin had increased his wealth, and doubtless it seemed to him +that no one had so good a right as she to enjoy its possession. The +sacrifice he had made for her, though he knew it a blight upon his +life, did but increase the power exercised over him by his arbitrary +spouse; he never ceased to feel a certain pride in her, pride in the +beauty of her face and form, pride in the mental and moral vigour which +made her so striking an exception to the rule that low-born English +girls cannot rise above their native condition. Arabella's family had +given him no trouble; holding it a duty to abandon them, she never saw +parents or brothers after her marriage, and never spoke of them. Though +violent of temper, she had never made her husband suffer from this +characteristic; to be sure, Sir Quentin was from the first, submissive, +and rarely gave her occasion for displeasure. Over the baronet's grave +in the little churchyard of Shawe she raised a costly monument. Its +sole inscription was the name of the deceased, with the dates of his +birth and death; Lady Ogram knew not, indeed, what else to add. + +Fully another ten years elapsed before the widow's health showed any +sign of failing. It was whilst passing a winter in Cornwall, that she +suffered a slight paralytic attack, speedily, in appearance, overcome, +but the beginning of steady decline. Her intellectual activity had +seemed to increase as time went on. Outgrowing various phases of +orthodox religious zeal, outgrowing an unreasoned conservatism in +political and social views, she took up all manner of novel causes, and +made Rivenoak a place of pilgrimage for the apostles of revolution. Yet +the few persons who enjoyed close acquaintance with her knew that, at +heart, she still nourished the pride of her Tank, and that she had +little if any genuine sympathy with democratic principles. Only a moral +restlessness, a perhaps half-conscious lack of adaptation to her +circumstances, accounted for the antinomianism which took hold upon +her. Local politics found her commonly on the Conservative side, and, +as certain indiscreet inquirers found to their cost, it was perilous to +seek Lady Ogram's reasons for this course. But there came at length a +schism between her and the Hollingford Tories: it dated from the +initial stage of her great quarrel with their representative Mr. Robb. + +Lady Ogram, who was on the lookout in these latter years for struggling +merit or talent which she could assist, interested herself in the son +of a poor woman of Shawe, a boy who had won a scholarship at +Hollingford School, and seemed full of promise. Being about sixteen, +the lad had a great desire to enter a bank, and Lady Ogram put his case +before the senior partner in the chief Hollingford banking-house, who +was no other than Mr. Robb himself. Thus recommended, the boy soon had +his wish; he was admitted to a clerkship. But less than six months +proved him so unsuitable a member of the establishment that he received +notice of dismissal. Not till after this step had been taken did Lady +Ogram hear of it. She was indignant at what seemed to her a lack of +courtesy; she made inquiries, persuaded herself that her _protege_ had +been harshly dealt with, and wrote a very pungent letter to the head of +the firm. Mr. Robb did not himself reply, and the grave arguments urged +by his subordinate served nothing to mitigate Lady Ogram's wrath. +Insult had been added to injury; her ladyship straightway withdrew an +account she kept at the bank, and dispatched to the M. P. a second +letter, so forcible in its wording that it received no answer at all. + +Never half-hearted in her quarrels, Lady Ogram made known to all her +acquaintances in the neighbourhood the opinion she had of Mr. Robb, and +was in no wise discouraged when it came to her ears that the banker M. +P. spoke of taking legal proceedings against her. It happened that Mr. +Robb about this time addressed an important meeting of his +constituents. His speech was not brilliant, and Lady Ogram made great +fun of the newspaper report. He reminded her, she said, of a specially +stupid organ-grinder, grinding all out of time the vulgarest and most +threadbare tunes. Henceforth, applying the name of a character in +Dickens, she spoke of Hollingford's representative as Robb the Grinder; +which, when Mr. Robb heard of it, as of course he did very soon, by no +means sweetened his disposition towards "the termagant of Rivenoak"--a +phrase he was supposed to have himself invented. "I'll grind her!" +remarked the honourable gentleman, in the bosom of his family, and +before long he found his opportunity. In the next parliamentary recess, +he again spoke at Hollingford, this time at a festal meeting of the +Conservative Club, where the gentility of town and district was well +represented. His subject was the British Aristocracy, its glories in +the past, its honours in the present, and the services it would render +in a future dark with revolutionary menace. The only passage which had +any particular meaning, or to which anyone listened, ran pretty much +thus: + +"Ladies and gentleman--ha--hum--we pride ourselves on the fact +that--ha--our Aristocracy is recruited from the choice representatives +of the middle class--hum. The successful in every--that is to say in +all the respectable branches of activity--ha--see before them the +possibility, I would say the glorious possibility, of taking a seat in +that illustrious Upper Chamber, which is the balance of our free +Constitution. May the day never come, ladies and gentlemen, +when--ha--the ranks of our nobility suffer an intrusion of the +unworthy--hum. And I would extend this remark to the order below that +of peers, to the hereditary dignity which often +rewards--ha--distinguished merit. May those simple titles, so +pleasant--hum--to our ears, whether applied, I say, to man or +woman--ha--hum--ha--never be degraded by ignoble bearers, by the low +born--ha--by the tainted in repute--ha--in short by any of those unfit, +whether man or woman--ha--hum--who, like vile weeds, are thrown up to +the surface by the, shall I say, deluge of democracy." + +Every hearer saw the application of this, and Lady Ogram had not long +to wait before she read it in print. Her temper that day was not mild. +She had occasion to controvert a friend, a Conservative lady, on some +little point of fact in an innocent gossip, and that lady never again +turned her steps to Rivenoak. + +But worse was to come. Rarely had Lady Ogram any trouble with her +domestics; she chose them very carefully, and kept them for a long +time; they feared her, but respected her power of ruling, the rarest +gift in women of whatever rank. Now it befell that the maid in personal +attendance upon her left to be married, and in her engagement of a +successor Lady Ogram (perhaps because of her turbid state of mind just +now) was less circumspect than usual; she did not ascertain, for +instance, that the handmaid had a sister attached in like capacity to +the person of Mrs. Robb, nor did she note certain indications of a +temper far too closely resembling her own. Before many days had passed, +mistress and attendant found themselves on cool terms, and from this to +the extremity of warmth was a step as fatally easy as that from the +sublime to the ridiculous. Lady Ogram gave an order; it was imperfectly +obeyed. Lady Ogram, her eyes blazing with wrath, demanded an +explanation of this neglect; met with inadequate excuses, she thundered +and lightened. Any ordinary domestic would have been terror-stricken, +but this handmaid echoed storm with storm; she fronted the lady of +Rivenoak as no one had ever dared to do. The baronet's widow, losing +all command of herself, caught up the nearest missile--a little +ivory-framed hand-mirror and hurled it at her antagonist, who was +struck full on the forehead and staggered. + +"You shall pay for this, you old hag," shrieked the injured woman. +"I'll pull you up before the Hollingford magistrates, and I'll tell +them where you got your manners. I know now that it's true, what Mrs. +Robb told my sister, that you began life as a"--Saxon monosyllable--"on +London streets!" + +Some minutes later, a servant sent to Lady Ogram's room by the +retreating combatant found her mistress lying unconscious. For a day or +two the lady of Rivenoak was thought to be near her end; but the +struggle prolonged itself, hope was seen, and in three months' time the +patient went about her garden and park in a bath chair. Doctors opined +that she would never walk again; yet, before six months were out, Lady +Ogram was down in Cornwall, taking the air very much as of old. But her +aspect had greatly changed; her body had shrunk, her face had become +that of an old, old woman. Then it was that she renewed her falling +locks, and appeared all at once with the magnificent crown of auburn +hair which was henceforth to astonish beholders. + +More than ten years had now elapsed since that serious illness. Lady +Ogram's age was seventy-nine. Medical science declared her a marvel, +and prudently held it possible that she might live to ninety. + +What to do with her great possessions had long been a harassing subject +of thought with Lady Ogram. She wished to use them for some +praiseworthy purpose, which, at the same time, would perpetuate her +memory. More than twenty years ago she had instructed her solicitor to +set on foot an inquiry for surviving members of her own family. The +name was Tomalin. Search had gone on with more or less persistence, and +Tomalins had come to light, but in no case could a clear connection be +established with the genealogical tree, which so far as Arabella had +knowledge of it, rooted in the person of John Tomalin of Hackney, her +grandfather, by trade a cabinet-maker, deceased somewhere about 1840. +Since her illness, Lady Ogram had fallen into the habit of brooding +over the days long gone by. She revived the memory of her home in +Camden Town, of her life as a not-ill-cared-for child, of her +experiences in a West-end workroom, her temptations, multiplied as she +grew to the age of independence, her contempt of girls who "went +wrong," these domestic quarrels and miseries which led to her breaking +away and becoming an artists' model. How remote it all was! Had she not +lived through it in a prior existence, with rebirth to the life of +luxury and command which alone seemed natural to her? All but sixty +years had passed since she said good-bye for ever to Camden Town, and +for thirty years at least, the greater part of her married life, she +had scarce turned a thought in that direction. Long ago her father and +mother were dead; she knew of it only from the solicitor, Mr. +Kerchever, who, after the death of Sir Quentin, gave her a full account +of the baronet's pecuniary relations with the Tomalin household. No +blackmailing had ever been practised; the plumber and his wife were +content with what they received, (Arabella felt a satisfaction in +remembering that of her own accord she had asked her husband to do +something for them, when she might very well have disregarded them +altogether,) and the two brothers, who were supposed to have left +England, had never been heard of again. The failure to discover anyone +named Tomalin whom she could regard as of her own blood was now a +disappointment to Lady Ogram; sometimes she even fretted about it. Mr. +Kerchever had it in charge to renew the inquiry, to use every possible +means, and spare no outlay. The old woman yearned for kinsfolk, as the +younger sometimes do for offspring of their own. + +The engagement of Constance Bride as resident secretary resulted no +doubt from this craving in the old lady's mind for human affection. +Perhaps she felt that she had behaved with less than justice to the +girl's father; moreover, Constance as a little child had greatly won +her liking, and in the young woman she perceived a capability, an +independence, which strongly appealed to her. Thus far they had got on +very well together, and Lady Ogram began to think that she had found in +Constance what she had long been looking for--one of her own sex equal +to the burden of a great responsibility and actuated by motives pure +enough to make her worthy of a high privilege. + +Had her girlhood fallen into brutal hands, Arabella's native savagery +would doubtless have developed strange excesses in the life of a social +outlaw. The companionship of Quentin Ogram, a mild idealist, +good-naturedly critical of the commonplace, though it often wearied her +and irritated her primitive interests, was a civilising influence, the +results of which continued to manifest themselves after the baronet's +death. On the aesthetic side Arabella profited not at all; to the +beautiful she ever presented a hard insensibility, and in later years +she ceased even to affect pleasure in the things of nature or art which +people generally admired. Her flowery and leafy drawing-room indicated +no personal taste; it came of a suggestion by her gardener when she +converted to her own use the former smoking-room; finding that people +admired and thought it original, she made the arrangement a permanence, +anxious only that the plants exhibited should be nicer and finer than +those possessed by her neighbours. On the other hand, her moral life +had from the first shown capacity of expansion; it held at its service +an intellect, of no very fine quality indeed, but acute and energetic. +In all practical affairs she was greatly superior to the average woman, +adding to woman's meticulous sense of interest and persistent diplomacy +a breadth of view found only in exceptional males; this faculty the +circumstances of her life richly fostered, and, by anomaly, advancing +age enlarged, instead of contracting, the liberality of her spirit. +After fifty years told, when ordinary mortals have long since given +their measure in heart and brain, Lady Ogram steadily advanced. +Solitary possessor of wealth, autocrat over a little world of her own, +instead of fossilising in dull dignity, she proved herself receptive of +many influences with which the time was fraught. She cast off +beliefs--or what she had held as such--and adopted others; she +exchanged old prejudices for new forms of zeal; above all, she chose to +be in touch with youth and aspiration rather than with disillusioned or +retrospective age. Only when failing health shadowed the way before her +did she begin to lose that confident carriage of the mind which, +together with her profound materialism, had made worry and regret and +apprehension things unknown to her. Thus, when old but by no means +senile, she learnt that disquiet of conscience, so common in our day, +which has nothing to do with spiritual perceptiveness, but comes of +habitual concentration on every-day cares and woes, on the life of the +world as apart from that of the soul. Through sleepless nights, Lady +Ogram brooded over the contrast between her own exaltation and the +hopeless level of the swinking multitude. What should she do with her +money? The question perturbed her with a sense of responsibility which +would have had no meaning for her in earlier years. How could she best +use the vast opportunity for good which lay to her hand? + +Endless were the projects she formed, rejected, took up again. Vast was +the correspondence she held with all manner of representative people, +seeking for information, accumulating reports, lectures, argumentative +pamphlets, theoretic volumes, in mass altogether beyond her ability to +cope with; nowadays, her secretary read and digested and summarised +with tireless energy. Lady Ogram had never cared much for reading; she +admired Constance's quick intelligence and power of grappling with +printed matter. But that she had little faith in the future of her own +sex, she would have been tempted to say: "There is the coming woman." +Miss Bride's companionship was soon indispensable to her; she had begun +to dread the thought of being left alone with her multiplying +solicitudes and uncertainties. + +Her great resource in these days was her savage hatred of Mr. Robb and +his family, and of all in any way adhering to him. Whenever she fixed +her mind on that, all wider troubles fled into space, and she was the +natural woman of her prime once more. Since making the acquaintance of +Dyce Lashmar, she had thought of little but this invigorating theme. At +last she had found the man to stand against Robb the Grinder, the man +of hope, a political and moral enthusiast who might sweep away the mass +of rotten privilege and precedent encumbering the borough of +Hollingford. She wrote to all her friends, at Hollingford and +throughout the country, making known that the ideal candidate in the +Liberal cause had at last been discovered. And presently she sent out +invitations to a dinner, on a day a fortnight ahead, which should +assemble some dozen of her faithful, to meet and hear the eloquent +young philosopher. + +Excitement was not good for Lady Ogram's health; the doctors agreed in +prescribing tranquillity, and she had so far taken their advice as to +live of late in comparative retirement. Her observant companion noticed +that the conversations with Lashmar had been followed by signs of great +fatigue; an agitated manner, a temper even more uncertain than usual, +and physical symptoms which Constance had learnt to look for, proved +during the ensuing days that the invalid was threatened with another +crisis. Acting on her own responsibility, Constance addressed a note to +Dr. Baldwin, who presently, as if making a casual call, dropped in to +see his patient. The doctor knew how to comport himself with Lady +Ogram. He began by remarking cheerfully how well she looked, and asking +whether she had settled the details of her summer holiday. Dull and +rather sullen of air, Lady Ogram replied with insignificant brevities; +then, as the doctor chatted on about local matters, her interest +gradually awoke. + +"Anything more been done about the new hospital?" she asked. + +"Oh, there are promises, but nothing really important. It'll cost far +more money than there seems any chance as yet of getting. We ought to +buy that bit of land I told you about on Burgess Hill. The price is +high, but it's a perfect situation, and I'm afraid it'll be going to +the builders if something isn't soon done." + +Lady Ogram would have purchased the site in question long since, for it +was her purpose to act decisively in this matter of the much-needed +hospital, but it happened that the unspeakable Robb was the man who had +first drawn public attention to the suitability of Burgess Hill, and +Lady Ogram was little inclined to follow where Robb had led. She hoped +to find a yet better site, and, by undertaking at once both purchase of +land and construction of the building, with a liberal endowment added, +to leave in the lurch all philanthropic rivals. For years she had +possessed plans and pictures of "The Lady Ogram Hospital." She cared +for no enterprise, however laudable, in which she could only be a +sharer; the initiative must be hers, and hers the glory. + +Discreetly, Dr. Baldwin worked round to the subject of his patient's +health. He hoped she was committing no imprudence in the way of +excessive mental exertion. It seemed to him--perhaps he was +mistaken--that talk agitated her more than usual. Quiet and +repose--quiet and repose. + +That afternoon Lady Ogram was obliged to lie down, a necessity she +always disliked in the daytime, and for two or three days she kept her +room. Constance now and then read to her, but persuaded her to speak as +little as possible of exciting subjects. She saw no one but this +companion. Of late she had been in the habit of fixing her look upon +Constance, as though much occupied with thoughts concerning her. When +she felt able to move about again, they sat together one morning on the +terrace before the house, and Lady Ogram, after a long inspection of +her companion's countenance, asked suddenly: + +"Do you often hear from your father?" + +"Not often. Once in two months, perhaps." + +"I suppose you are not what is called a good daughter?" + +Constance found the remark rather embarrassing, for it hit a truth of +which she had been uneasily aware. + +"Father and I have not much in common," she replied. "I respect him, +and I hope he isn't quite without some such feeling for me. But we go +such different ways." + +"Does he believe what he pretends to?" + +"He has never made any pretences at all, Lady Ogram. That's his +character, and I try to think that it's mine too." + +"Well, well," exclaimed the old lady, "I suppose you're not going to +quarrel with me because I ask a simple question? You have a touchy +temper, you know. If I had had a temper like yours, I should have very +few friends at my age." + +Constance averted her eyes, and said gravely: + +"I try to correct myself by your example." + +"You might do worse. By the bye--if you won't snap my nose off--I +suppose your father isn't very well to do?" + +"He's very poor. Such men always are." + +Lady Ogram lay back and mused. She had no affection for Constance, yet +felt more kindly disposed to her than to any other girl or woman she +knew. Consciously or not, she had come to feel a likeness between her +own mind and that of the clergyman's daughter; she interpreted +Constance's thoughts by her own. Indeed, there was a certain +resemblance, both mental and moral. In one regard it showed itself +strikingly--the contempt for their own sex which was natural to both. +As a mere consequence of her birth, Arabella Tomalin had despised and +distrusted womanhood; the sentiment is all but universal in low-born +girls. Advancing in civilisation, she retained this instinct, and +confirmed the habit of mind by results of her experience; having always +sought for meanness and incapacity in the female world, she naturally +had found a great deal of it. By another way, Constance Bride had +arrived at very much the same results; she made no friends among women, +and desired none. Lady Ogram and she agreed in their disdain for all +"woman" movements; what progress they aimed at concerned the race at +large, with merely a slighting glance towards the special circumstances +of its sex-burdened moiety. Moreover, the time-worn woman perceived in +her young associate a personal ambition which she read by the light of +her own past. She divined in Constance a hunger for things at once +substantial and brilliant, a smouldering revolt against poverty and +dependence. Not for the first time did she remark and study such a +disposition; the symptoms were very well known to Lady Ogram; but never +before had she met it in combination with genuine ability and other +characteristics which she held in esteem. + +"Let us talk about our coming man," were her next words. + +They talked of Dyce Lashmar. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + + +It was natural that Lady Ogram should from the beginning have suspected +Miss Bride of a peculiar interest in Lashmar. When first she introduced +her friend's name, Constance a little exaggerated the tone of +impartiality, and in subsequent conversation she was never quite +herself on this topic. Evidently she thought of the young man more +often than she cared to have it known; a sort of subdued irritation now +and then betrayed itself in her when she assented to a favourable +comment regarding him, and a certain suspense of judgment--quite unlike +her familiar attitude of mind--always marked her agreement in hopes for +his future. The old woman of the world interpreted this by her own +lights. At moments it vexed her, for she did not like to be mystified; +at others, it touched a chord of sympathy in some very obscure corner +of her being. And, as no practical problem could be put before her +without her wishing to solve it autocratically, Lady Ogram soon formed +a project with regard to these two persons, a project which took firmer +consistence, and pleased her more, the more she pondered it. + +On the appointed day, Lashmar arrived at Rivenoak. He was allowed to +spend an hour in reposeful solitude ere being admitted to his hostess's +presence. Conducted at length to the green drawing-room, he found Lady +Ogram alone. She scrutinised him with friendly but searching eye, gave +him her hand, and bade him be seated near her. + +"I have another visitor coming from London to-day; an old friend of +mine, Mrs. Toplady." + +Where had Dyce heard that name? Somewhere, certainly. He tried hard to +remember, but without success. + +"I think you will like her," pursued Lady Ogram, "and she will perhaps +be useful to you. She likes to know everybody who is, or is going to +be, somebody. She'll ask you, no doubt, to her house in Pont Street, +where you'll meet a great many fools and some reasonable people. She +herself, I may tell you, is no fool, but she has a good deal more +patience with that sort than I ever had, and so, of course, has many +more friends. She's what they call a leader of Society, yet she doesn't +grudge leaving London for a day or two in the beginning of the Season +to do me a service." + +"I seem to know her name," said Dyce. + +"Of course you do, if you ever read about what Society is doing." + +Lady Ogram always uttered the word with a contemptuous lip, but plainly +she did not dislike to have it understood that Society, in certain of +its representatives, took respectful account of her. + +"And now," she continued, "I want to tell you about some other friends +of mine you're to meet at dinner tomorrow. Most of them belong to +Hollingford, and you will have to know them." + +Very pungently did she sketch these personages. When her listener +showed amusement, Lady Ogram was pleased; if he seemed to find the +picture too entertaining, she added--"But he--or she--is not a fool, +remember that." So did the talk go on, until a servant entered to +announce the arrival of Mrs. Toplady, who had gone to her room, and, +being rather tired, would rest there till dinner-time. + +"Where is Miss Bride?" asked Lady Ogram. + +"Miss Bride has just returned from Hollingford, my lady." + +"I remember," said the hostess to her guest. "She had an appointment +with Mrs. Gallantry, who has her eye on a house for the +training-school. I suppose we must set the thing going; there's no harm +in it." + +Constance entered in a few minutes, greeted Lashmar as if she saw him +every day, and began to talk about Mrs. Gallantry's project. + +When, a couple of hours later, Dyce came down dressed for dinner, Mrs. +Toplady was already in the drawing-room. He heard her voice, a +well-modulated contralto which held the ear, and, looking in that +direction, saw a tall, dark-robed woman, of middle age, with a thin +face, its lines rather harsh, but in general effect handsome, and a +warm complexion, brightly red upon the prominent cheek-bones. Jewelry +sparkled in her hair, from her white throat, and on her fingers. As +Lashmar came forward, she finished what she was saying, and turned her +eyes upon him with expectant interest; a smile at the corner of her +lips had a certain mischievousness, quite good-humoured but a little +perturbing to one who encountered it, together with the direct dark +gaze, for the first time. Introduction having been performed with Lady +Ogram's wonted carelessness, Mrs. Toplady said at once: + +"I know a friend of yours, Mr. Lashmar,--Mrs. Woolstan. Perhaps she has +spoken to you of me?" + +"She has," Dyce replied, remembering now that it was from Mrs. Woolstan +he had heard her name. + +"Why, how's that?" exclaimed the hostess. "You never told me about it, +Mr. Lashmar." + +Dyce had much ado to conceal his annoyed embarrassment. He wondered +whether Mrs. Woolstan had made known the fact of his tutorship, which +he did not care to publish, preferring to represent himself as having +always held an independent position. With momentary awkwardness he +explained that Mrs. Toplady's name had but once casually passed Mrs. +Woolstan's Tips in his hearing, and that till now he had forgotten the +circumstance. + +"I saw her yesterday," said the lady of the roguish lips. "She's in +trouble about parting with her little boy--just been sent to school." + +"Ah--yes." + +"Very sweet face, hasn't she? Is the child like her? I never saw +him--perhaps you never did, either?" + +Mrs. Toplady had a habit, not of looking steadily at an interlocutor, +but of casting a succession of quick glances, which seemed to the +person thus inspected much more searching than a fixed gaze. Though +vastly relieved by the assurance that Mrs. Woolstan had used discretion +concerning him, Dyce could not become at ease under that restless look: +he felt himself gauged and registered, though with what result was by +no means discernible in Mrs. Toplady's countenance. Those eyes of hers +must have gauged a vast variety of men; her forehead told of experience +and meditation thereon. Of all the women he could remember, she +impressed him as the least manageable according to his method. Compared +with her, Lady Ogram seemed mere ingenuousness and tractability. + +"And, pray, _who_ is Mrs. Woolstan?" the hostess was asking, with a +rather dry insistence. + +"A charming little woman," replied Mrs. Toplady, sincerity in look and +voice. "I knew her before her marriage, which perhaps was not +quite--but the poor man is dead. A sister of hers married into my +husband's family. She plays beautifully, an exquisite touch." + +They were summoned to dinner. At table it was Mrs. Toplady who led the +conversation, but in such a way as to assume no undue prominence, +rather she seemed to be all attention to other talk, and, her smile +notwithstanding, to listen with the most open-minded interest to +whatever was said. Her manner to Lady Ogram was marked with deference, +at times with something like affectionate gentleness; to Miss Bride she +paid the compliment of amiable gravity; and towards Lashmar she could +not have borne herself more respectfully--at all events in language--if +he had been a member of the Cabinet; every word which fell from him she +found suggestive, illuminative, and seemed to treasure it in her mind. +After dinner, Dyce received from her his cue for drawing-room oratory; +he was led into large discourse, and Mrs. Toplady's eyes beamed the +most intelligent sympathy. None the less did roguery still lurk at the +corner of her lips, so that from time to time the philosopher fidgeted +a little, and asked himself uneasily what that smile meant. + +At nine o'clock next morning, Lashmar and Constance sat down to +breakfast alone. Mrs. Toplady rarely showed herself much before noon. + +"If the sky clears," said Constance, "Lady Ogram will drive at eleven, +and you are invited to accompany her." + +"And you?" asked Dyce. + +"I have work for two or three hours." + +Lashmar chipped at an egg, a thoughtful smile upon his countenance. + +"Can you tell me anything about Mrs. Toplady?" he inquired. + +"Only what I have heard from Lady Ogram." + +Constance sketched a biography. The lady had been twice married, first +in early youth to a man who had nothing, and who became phthisical; +during his illness they suffered from dire poverty and, at her +husband's death, the penniless widow received great kindness from Lady +Ogram, whose acquaintance she had made accidentally. Two years +afterwards, she married a northern manufacturer of more than twice her +age; an instance (remarked Miss Bride) of natural reaction. It chanced +that a Royal Personage, on a certain public occasion, became the guest +of the manufacturer, who had local dignities; and so well did Mrs. +Toplady play her part of hostess that Royalty deigned to count her +henceforth among its friends. Her husband would have received a title, +but an inopportune malady cut short his life. A daughter of the first +marriage still lived; she had wedded into the army, and was little +heard of. Mrs. Toplady, a widow unattached, took her ease in the world. + +"She has seven or eight thousand a year," said Constance, "and spends +it all on herself. Naturally, she is a very polished and ornamental +person." + +"Something more than that, I fancy," returned Dyce, musing. + +"Oh, as Lady Ogram would say, she is not a fool." + +Dyce smiled, and let the topic pass. He was enjoying his breakfast, +and, under this genial influence, presently felt moved to intimate +speech. + +"You live very comfortably here, don't you? You have no objection on +principle to this kind of thing?"--his waving hand indicated the +well-spread table. + +"I? Certainly not. Why should I object to civilisation?" + +"I'm not quite sure that I have got at your point of view yet," +answered Dyce, good-humouredly. "You know mine. The tools to him who +can use them. A breakfast such as this puts us at an advantage over the +poorer world for the rest of the day. But the advantage isn't stolen. +How came we here? Is it merely the cost of the railway ticket that +transports me from my rasher in a London lodging to reindeer's tongue +and so on in the breakfast-room at Rivenoak? I fancy not." + +He paused. Was it wise to hint before Constance that he had lived +rather poorly? He hoped, and believed, that she knew nothing definite +as to his circumstances. + +"Why, no," she assented, with a smile. "I, for example, have perhaps +some part in it." + +Dyce gazed at her, surprised at this frankness. + +"You certainly have. And it reminds me that I may seem very ungrateful; +I have hardly said 'thank you.' Shake hands, and believe that I am +_not_ ungrateful." + +She hesitated. Not till the hand had been extended to her for an +appreciable moment, did she give her own. In doing so, she wore a hard +smile. + +"So, this evening," went on Dyce, "I meet my supporters. Lady Ogram +gave me an account of them yesterday. Tell me what you think. May I be +myself with these people? Or must I talk twaddle. I dislike twaddle, as +you know, but I don't want to spoil my chances. You understand how I +look at this business? My object in life is to gain influence, that I +may spread my views. Parliament, I take it, is the best means. +Considering the nature of the average elector, I don't think one need +worry about the method one pursues to get elected. I won't tell lies; +that goes against the grain with me. But I must be practical." + +Constance watched him, and seemed to weigh his remarks. + +"As for twaddle," she said, "I shouldn't advise much of it in Mrs. +Toplady's hearing." + +"You are right. That would never do. I suppose that woman may be of +real use to me?" + +"Yes, I think so," replied Constance, seriously. "You are of course +aware that a man doesn't become parliamentary candidate by just walking +into a town and saying--'Behold me! Your votes!' There is such a thing +as party organisation." + +Dyce looked at her with involuntary respect. He reminded himself that +"twaddle" was as little likely to have weight with Miss Bride as with +Mrs. Toplady. + +"She knows political people?" he asked. + +"She knows everybody--or can know. I confess I don't understand why. In +any case, it'll be well for yon to have her good word. Lady Ogram can +do a good deal, here, but I'm not sure that she could make your +acceptance by the Liberals a certain thing." + +"Of course I have thought of that," said Dyce. Then, fearing he had +spoken in too off-hand a way, he added graciously, "I needn't say that +I regard your advice as valuable. I shall often ask for it." + +Constance was mute. + +"I suppose I may take it for granted that you wish for my success?" + +"To be sure. I wish for it because Lady Ogram does." + +Dyce felt inclined to object to this, but Constance's face did not +invite to further talk on the point. + +"At all events," he continued, "it seems no other candidate has been +spoken of. The party isn't sanguine; they look upon Robb as an +unassailable; _sedet in aeter-numque sedebit_. But we shall see about +it. Presently I should like to talk over practical details with you. I +suppose I call myself Unionist? These questions of day-to-day politics, +how paltry they are! Strange that people can get excited about them. I +shall have to look on it as a game, and amuse myself for certain hours +of the day--a relaxation from thought and work. You haven't told me, by +the bye, what you think of my bio-sociological system." + +"I've been considering it. How was it suggested to you?" + +Constance asked the question so directly, and with so keen a look, that +she all but disconcerted the philosopher. + +"Oh, it grew out of my reading and observation grew bit by bit--no +armed Pallas leaping to sudden life--" + +"You have worked it out pretty thoroughly." + +"In outline, yes." + +Dyce read the newspapers, and walked a little in the garden. Punctually +at eleven, Lady Ogram descended. The carriage was at the door. + +This stately drive, alone with the autocrat of Rivenoak, animated the +young man. He felt that the days of his insignificance were over, that +his career--the career so often talked about--had really begun. A +delightful surprise gave piquancy to his sensations; had he cared to +tell himself the truth, he would have known that, whatever his +self-esteem, he had never quite believed in the brilliant future of +which he liked to dream. It is one thing to merit advancement, quite +another to secure it. Yet here he was, driving with a great lady, his +friend, his admirer; driving towards the excitement of political +contest, perhaps towards a seat in Parliament, and who could say what +subsequent distinctions. Lady Ogram was not the woman to aid +half-heartedly where her feelings were interested. Pretty surely he +could count upon large support, so long as he did not disappoint his +benefactress. For the present he had no anxieties--thanks to another +woman, of whom, in truth, he thought scarcely once in twenty-four +hours. He lived at ease; his faculties were expanding under this genial +sunshine of prosperity. Even in aspect he was a man of more importance +than a few weeks ago; his cheeks had coloured, his eyes rested with a +new dignity on all they saw. + +They returned, and as Lady Ogram was entering the hall, a servant made +a respectful announcement. + +"Mr. Kerchever is here, my lady." + +"Mr. Kerchever? Indeed?" + +With an unusually quick step, the old lady moved towards the library. +There, occupied with a newspaper, sat a man whose fifty years still +represented the prime of life, a tall, athletically-built man, his +complexion that of a schoolboy after summer holidays, his brown hair +abundant and crisp, spring and stay declared in every muscle of his +limbs and frame. Lightly he arose, gracefully he swung forward, with +the bow and smile of one who knows not constraint. Mr. Kerchever +followed the law, but he also, whenever a chance offered, followed the +hounds, and with more gusto. At school and University he had won palms; +that his place in academic lists was less glorious mattered little to +one who had a comfortable seat awaiting him in the paternal office. + +"And what brings you here?" asked Lady Ogram, unable to subdue an +agitation which confused her utterance. + +"I have made a discovery which will interest you," replied Mr. +Kerchever, in a voice which sounded very strong and melodious by +contrast. + +"What is it? Don't keep me waiting." + +"I have found a grand-daughter of your brother Joseph Tomalin." + +The listener drew a deep, tremulous sigh. + +"Can't you go on?" she exclaimed, thickly, just as the lawyer was +resuming. + +"I'll tell you how I came upon her track--" + +"I don't care anything about that!" cried the old lady, with violent +irritation. "_What_ is she? _Where_ is she?" + +"Miss May Tomalin is twenty-five years old. Her parents are dead. She +lives with relatives of her mother in the town of Northampton. She has +been well educated, well brought up altogether, and has a little +income--about a hundred a year." + +Again Lady Ogram drew a deep breath. Her face was hotly flushed; her +hands trembled; a great joy shone from the transformed countenance. + +"Thank goodness!" broke from her hoarsely. "Thank goodness!" Then, with +sudden alarm, "I suppose you're making no idiotic mistake?" + +"That kind of mistake, Lady Ogram," responded Mr. Kerchever with a +tolerant motion of the eyebrows, "is not quite in my way. Indeed, I'm +not in the habit of making mistakes of any kind. You may be sure I have +taken every precaution before coming here with such news as this." + +"All right! What are you angry about? Lawyers and doctors and +parsons--there's no talking with them, they're so touchy. Can't you go +on? Here's a girl falls out of the clouds, and I'm to show no curiosity +about her! You drive me crazy with your roundabout nonsense. Go _on_, +can't you!" + +Mr. Kerchever eyed his client curiously. He was not offended, for he +had known Lady Ogram long, and had received traditions regarding her +from a time before he was born; but he could not help being struck just +now with her face and manner; they made him uneasy. + +"I will tell you everything forthwith," he resumed, "but I must beg you +to control yourself, Lady Ogram. I do so out of regard for your health. +Emotion is natural, but, now that you know the news is all good, your +excellent sense should tranquillise you. Pray let us talk quietly." + +Lady Ogram glanced at him, but nodded acquiescence. + +"I'm as cool as you are. Talk as much as you like." + +"A few days ago I had occasion to look through the lists of a London +University Calendar. My eye fell on the name Tomalin, and of course I +was interested. May Tomalin matriculated at London three years ago. I +could find no further record of her, but inquiries were easy, and they +guided me to Northampton. There I made the acquaintance of a Mr. Rooke, +a manufacturer, in whose house Miss Tomalin is resident, and has been +for a good many years; to be precise, since she was nine years old. +Without trouble I discovered the girl's history. Her grandfather, +Joseph Tomalin, died in Canada forty-seven years ago--" + +"How do you know it was Jo--my brother?" asked the listener, sharply. + +"All these things you can follow out for yourself in detail in the +papers I will leave with you. This Joseph had a brother Thomas, and his +age corresponds very well with that of your own brother Joseph. Thomas +Tomalin has left no trace, except the memory of his name preserved by +the wife of Joseph, and handed on to her son, who, in turn, spoke of +Thomas to his wife, who has been heard by Mrs. Rooke (her sister) to +mention that fact in the family history. What is more, I find a vague +tradition that a sister of Joseph and Thomas made a brilliant marriage." + +"How is it that your advertisements were never seen by these +people--these Rookes?" + +"So it happened, that's all one can say. I have known many such +failures. May Tomalin was born at Toronto, where he? father, also a +Joseph, died in '80. Her mother, an Englishwoman, came back to England +in '81, bringing May, the only child; she settled at Northampton, and, +on her death in the following year, May passed into the care of the +Rookes. She has no surviving relative of her own name. Her father, a +builder, left a little money, which now provides the young lady with +her income." + +Prom a state of choleric flurry Lady Ogram was passing into irritable +delight. + +"Better late than never," she exclaimed, "but I can't see why you +didn't find the girl ages ago. Haven't you advertised in Canada?" + +"No. We knew that your brothers went to Australia. Thomas, no doubt, +died there. The story of Joseph's wanderings is irrecoverable; we must +be content to have satisfactory evidence of his death, and of this +girl's descent from him." + +"Well, and why haven't you brought her?" + +"I saw no need for such precipitancy. Miss Tomalin has not yet been +informed of what is going on. Of course, she is her own mistress, free +to accept any invitation that may be offered her. The Rookes seem to be +quiet people, in easy circumstances; no trouble of any kind is to be +feared from them. You may act at your leisure. Here is the address. Of +course if you would like me to return to Northampton--" + +"She must come at once!" said Lady Ogram, starting up. "Would the Crows +understand a telegram?" + +"The Rookes, you mean? I think it would be better to write. Naturally, +I have not let them know your name. At first I found Mr. Rooke rather +disposed to stand upon his dignity; but a firm of Northampton +solicitors vouched for my _bona fides_, and then things were smoother. +No, I don't think I would telegraph." + +"Then go to Northampton, and bring the girl back with you." + +"If you wish it." + +"When is there a train?--Oh, there's the luncheon bell. Of course you +must eat. Come and eat. I have some one staying here that I should like +you to know our Liberal candidate at the next election." + +"Oh, so you have found one?" + +"Of course I have. Didn't I write to tell you? A lot of people dine +here this evening to meet him. Perhaps you could stay over night? Yes, +now I come to think of it, I should like you to dine with us. You shall +go to Northampton to-morrow. Write to Rooky this afternoon." Lady Ogram +grew sportive. "Prepare him. Come along, now, to lunch; you look +hungry." + +"Just one word. You are quite sure it will be wise to bring this young +lady at once to Rivenoak?" + +"You say she knows how to behave herself!" + +"Certainly. But the change in her position will be rather sudden, don't +you think? And--if I may venture--how can you be sure that Miss Tomalin +will recommend herself to you?" + +"Isn't she of my own blood?" cried Lady Ogram, in a high croak of +exasperation. "Isn't she my brother's grandchild--the only creature of +my own blood living?" + +"I merely urge a little prudence--" + +"Is the girl a fool?" + +"I have no reason to think so. But she has led a quiet, provincial +life--" + +"Come and eat!" cried Lady Ogram. "We'll talk again afterwards." + +Mrs. Toplady joined them in the dining-room, as she seated herself. +"Everybody's late to-day. Mr. Kerchever--Mr. Lashmar I want you to know +each other. Mr. Lashmar, what have you been doing all the morning? Why, +of course you had a drive with me--I had forgot ten! Do sit down and +let us eat. If everyone's as hungry as I am!" + +For all that, she satisfied her appetite with one or two mouthfuls, and +talked on in a joyously excited strain, to the astonishment of +Constance, who saw that Mr. Kerchever must have brought some very +important news. Lashmar, also exhilarated, kept up conversation with +Mrs. Toplady. It was a vivacious company, Miss Bride being the only +person who spoke little. She was commonly silent amid general talk, but +her eyes travelled from face to face, reading, commenting. + +Mr. Kerchever consented to stay over night. In the afternoon he had a +stroll with Lashmar, but they did not much enjoy each other's society; +Dyce took no interest whatever in sports or games, and the athletic +lawyer understood by politics a recurring tussle between two parties, +neither of which had it in its power to do much good or harm to the +country; of philosophy and science (other than that of boxing) he knew +about as much as the woman who swept his office. Privately, Mr. +Kerchever opined that this young man was a conceited pedant, who stood +no chance whatever of being elected to Parliament. When questioned by +Lady Ogram, he inquired whether Mr. Lashmar had means. + +"Oh, he has money enough," was the careless answer. "But its his brains +that we count upon." + +"I never heard they went for muck in politics," said Mr. Kerchever. + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +The dinner went off very well indeed. + +It was not merely her animus against Mr. Robb which supported Lady +Ogram's belief in the future of the Liberals at Hollingford. A certain +restiveness could be noted in the public mind, heretofore so obedient +to the long Tory tradition. Mr. Breakspeare's paper certainly had an +increasing sale, and an attention to Mr. Robb in public gatherings +other than political was not so sure of cordial response as formerly. +This might only imply a personal dissatisfaction with the borough's +representative, who of late had been very visibly fossilising; it would +be difficult to explain a marked reaction in Hollingford against the +tendencies of the country at large. Still, a number of more or less +active and intelligent persons had begun to talk of contesting the Tory +seat, and with these the lady at Rivenoak held active communication. +They gathered about her this evening; enjoyed the excellent meal +provided for them; inspected Mr. Dyce Lashmar, and listened attentively +even to his casual remarks. Mr. Lashmar might or might not prove to be +the candidate of their choice; there was plenty of time to think about +that; in the meantime, no one more suitable stood before them, and, +having regard to Lady Ogram's social authority, considerable from one +point of view, they were very willing to interest themselves in a man +of whom she thought so highly. Very little was definitely known about +him. He was understood to be a gentleman of means and erudite leisure, +nor did his appearance conflict with this description. Now and then +Dyce's talk had an impressive quality; he spoke for the most part in +brief, pregnant sentences, which seemed the outcome of solid thought +and no little experience. Constance Bride, observing him studiously, +often admired his grave, yet easy, bearing, his facile, yet never +careless speech. Herself in doubt as to his real weight, whether as man +or politician, she carefully watched the impression he produced on +others; on the whole it seemed to be favourable, and once or twice she +caught a remark decidedly eulogistic. This pleased her. Like everybody +else this evening, she was in good spirits. + +Mrs. Toplady, much observed and courted, but seemingly quite +indifferent to homage, watched the scene with her eyes of placid +good-humour, the roguish smile ever and again appearing on her lips. +She lost no opportunity of letting fall a laudatory word concerning +Dyce Lashmar. Her demeanour with humdrum persons was courteous +amiability almost in excess; to the more intelligent she behaved with a +humourous frankness which was very captivating. At a certain moment of +the evening, she found occasion to sit down by Constance Bride, and +Constance would have been more than human had she altogether resisted +the charm of that fine contralto modulating graceful compliments. Mrs. +Toplady had read the report of the social work at Shawe; it interested +her keenly; she could not sufficiently admire the philanthropic energy +which had been put into this undertaking--in so great a part, as she +heard, due to Miss Bride's suggestions. + +"I am glad to hear from Lady Ogram," she said, "that there is a +probability of your being in town before long. If so, I hope you will +let me have a long talk with you, about all sorts of things. One of +them, of course, must be Mr. Lashmar's candidature." + +Saying this, Mrs. Toplady beamed with kindness. Constance noted the +words and the look for future reflection. At this moment, she was +occupied with the news that Lady Ogram thought of going to London, no +hint of any such intention having before this reached her ear. + +In the course of the afternoon, Lady Ogram had held private colloquy +with her guest from the brilliant world, a conversation more intimate +on her part than any that had ever passed between them. Such expansion +was absolutely necessary to the agitated old lady, and she deemed it +good fortune that a confidante in whom she put so much trust chanced to +be near her. Speaking of Lashmar, she mentioned his acquaintance with +Lord Dymchurch, and inquired whether Mrs. Toplady knew that modest peer. + +"He is only a name to me," was the reply, "and I should rather like to +see him in the flesh. Mr. Lashmar must bring him to Pont Street--if he +can." + +"That's what I'm a little doubtful about," said Lady Ogram. "I have +been thinking it might help us if a real live lord casually walked +about Hollingford with our candidate. We have to use means, you know." + +The old lady grimaced her scorn, and the leader of Society smiled. One +thing Mrs. Toplady had learnt which interested her, that her autocratic +friend's faith in Dyce Lashmar as a "coming man" was unaffected and +sturdy. She mused upon this. Rivenoak had often supplied entertainment +to her sportive mind; now, as shadows of night were gathering over it, +there seemed to be preparing in this corner of the human stage a +spectacle of unforeseen piquancy. + +Also with Mr. Kerchever the old lady had had an afternoon's talk. Her +emotion being now more under command, she could listen to the +solicitor's advice, which dissuaded from abrupt action with reference +to Miss Tomalin. Mr. Kerchever thought it would be unwise to reveal all +the interest she felt in this late-discovered representative of her +family. Had he not better write to Mr. Rooke, saying that his client, a +widowed lady living at her country house, hoped to have the pleasure of +making her young relative's acquaintance, and would shortly address a +letter to Miss Tomalin? This course finally met with Lady Ogram's +approval; she agreed to let a week pass before taking the next step. + +Whatever the ultimate effect of her joyous agitation, for the present +it seemed to do her nothing but good. She walked with lighter step, +bore herself as though she had thrown off years, and, all through the +evening, was a marvel of untiring graciousness and cordiality. The +reaction came when she found herself at liberty to feel weary, but no +eye save that of the confidential maid beheld her collapse. Even whilst +being undressed like a helpless infant, the old lady did not lose her +temper. Even whilst gulping an unpleasant draught, well aware that she +was not likely to sleep until dawn, if then, she smiled at her +thoughts. The maid wondered what it all meant. + +Dyce Lashmar was abundantly satisfied with himself. "Am I doing it +well?" he quietly asked of Constance, somewhere about ten o'clock, and +on receiving the reply, "Very well," he gave his friend a more +benignant smile than he had bestowed upon her since the old days of +semi-sentimental intimacy. He would much have liked to talk over the +evening with her before he went to bed; as that was impossible, he +pressed her hand very warmly at leave-taking, looking her steadily in +the eyes, and said in a low voice. + +"To-morrow." + +He was greatly satisfied with himself, and, in consequence, felt +overflowing with kindliness towards all the sons and daughters of men. +One by one he reviewed the persons with whom he had conversed. How +pleasant they were! How sensible and well-meaning! What excellent +material for the formation of a really civilised State? They had +evidently been impressed with him, and, on going home, would make him +the subject of their talk. To-morrow his name would sound frequently in +several houses, always with complimentary adjunct. The thought made his +pulses throb. To be talked of, to be admired, was the strongest +incentive known to him. + +Of Lady Ogram he thought with positive affection; to the end of his +life he would revere her memory. Constance Bride he esteemed as a loyal +friend; never would he fail in gratitude to her; she should have his +confidence, and he would often seek her counsel; a good, able girl of +the best modern type. Last of all there came into his mind the visage +of a small, impulsive woman, with freckled oval face, and hair the +colour of an autumn elm-leaf, Iris Woolstan; to her, too, how much he +was beholden. Good, foolish, fidgetty Iris Woolstan! Never again could +he be impatient with her. Of course he must pay back her money as soon +as possible. Brave little creature, light-heartedly sending him her +cheque for three hundred pounds; why, there was something heroic in it. +Yes, he acknowledged himself lucky in his woman friends; few men could +be so fortunate. To be sure, it was the result of his rational views, +of his straightforward, honest method. He saw his way to do noble +service in the cause of womanhood, and that by following the path of +mere common sense--all sentimental and so-called chivalrous humbug cast +aside, all exaggerated new conceptions simply disregarded. His bosom +swelled with glorious faith in his own future and in that of the world. + +Among the guests had figured Mr. Breakspeare, looking a trifle fresher +than usual in his clean linen and ceremonial black. Hearing that +Lashmar was to spend a couple of days more at Rivenoak, he asked him to +dine on the following evening, Lady Ogram readily permitting the +invitation. + +"I say dine; sup would be the better word, for I can offer you only +simple entertainment. We shall be alone; I want the full advantage of +your talk. Afterwards, if you approve, we will look in upon an old +friend of mine who would have great satisfaction in exchanging ideas +with you. Something of an original; at all events you will find him +amusing." + +To this relaxation Dyce looked forward with pleasure. Nearly the whole +of the next day he spent in solitude; for Lady Ogram did not appear +until the afternoon, and then only for an hour. Mrs. Toplady took her +leave before mid-day. Miss Bride showed herself only at breakfast and +luncheon, when she was friendly, indeed, but not much disposed for +talk. Dyce had anticipated a growth of intimacy with Constance; he was +prepared for long, confidential gossip in the library or the garden; +but his friend briefly excused herself. She had a lot of reading and +extracting to do. + +"You have told me very little about yourself," he remarked, when she +rose to withdraw after luncheon. + +"What's there to tell?" + +"It would interest me to know more of your own thoughts--apart from the +work you are engaged in." + +"Oh, those are strictly for home consumption," said Constance with a +smile; and went her way. + +So Dyce paced the garden by himself, or read newspapers and reviews, or +lolled indolently in super-comfortable chairs. He had promised to write +to Mrs. Woolstan, and in the morning said to himself that he would do +so in the afternoon; but he disliked letter-writing, shrank at all +times, indeed, from use of the pen, and ultimately the duty was +postponed till to-morrow. His exertions of the evening before had left +a sense of fatigue; it was enough to savour the recollection of +triumph. He mused a little, from time to time, on Constance, whose +behaviour slightly piqued his curiosity. That she was much occupied +with the thought of him, he never doubted, but he could not feel quite +sure of the colour of her reflections--a vexatious incertitude. He +lazily resolved to bring her to clearer avowal before quitting Rivenoak. + +At evening, the coachman drove him to Hollingford, where he alighted at +Mr. Breakspeare's newspaper office. The editor received him in a large, +ill-kept, barely furnished room, the floor littered with journals. + +"How will that do, Mr. Lashmar?" was his greeting, as he held out a +printed slip. + +Dyce perused a leading article, which, without naming him, contained a +very flattering sketch of his intellectual personality. So, at least, +he understood the article, ostensibly a summing of the qualifications +which should be possessed by an ideal Liberal candidate. Large culture, +a philosophical grasp of the world's history, a scientific conception +of human life; again, thorough familiarity with the questions of the +day, a mind no less acute in the judgment of detail than broad in its +vision of principles: moreover, genuine sympathy with the aspirations +of the average man, yet no bias to sentimental weakness; with all this, +the heaven-sent gift of leadership, power of speech, calm and justified +self-confidence. Lashmar's face beamed as he recognised each trait. +Breakspeare, the while, regarded him with half-closed eyes in which +twinkled a world of humour. + +"A little too generous, I'm afraid," Dyce remarked at length, +thoughtfully. + +"Not a bit of it!" cried the editor, scratching the tip of his nose, +where he had somehow caught a spot of ink. "Bald facts; honest +portraiture. It doesn't displease you?" + +"How could it? I only hope I may be recognised by such of your readers +as have met me." + +"You certainly will be. I shall follow this up with a portrait of the +least acceptable type of Conservative candidate, wherein all will +recognise our Parliamentary incubus. Thus do we open the great +campaign! If you would care to, pray keep that proof; some day it may +amuse you to look at it, and to recall these early days of our +acquaintance. Now I will take you to my house, which, I need not say, +you honour by this visit. You are a philosopher, and simplicity will +not offend you." + +They walked along one or two main streets, the journalist, still +ink-spotted on the nose, nodding now and then to an acquaintance, and +turned at length into a by-way of dwelling-houses, which did not, +indeed, suggest opulence, but were roomy and decent. At one of the +doors, Breakspeare paused, turned the handle, and ushered in his guest. + +Almost immediately, Dyce was presented to his hostess, on whose thin +but pleasant face he perceived with satisfaction a reverential +interest. Mrs. Breakspeare had few words at her command, and was +evidently accustomed to be disregarded; she knew that her husband +admired intellectual women, and that he often privately lamented his +mistake in marriage; but none the less was she aware that he enjoyed +the comfort of his home--to her a sufficient recompense. Like many a +man, Breakspeare would have been quite satisfied with his wife, if, at +the same time, he could have had another. He heartily approved the +domestic virtues; it would have exasperated him had the mother of his +children neglected home duties for any intellectual pursuit; yet, as +often as he thought of Miss Bride, contemptuous impatience disturbed +his tranquillity. He desired to unite irreconcilable things. His +practical safeguard was the humour which, after all, never allowed him +to take life too seriously. + +A boy of sixteen, the eldest of seven children, sat down to table with +them. Breakspeare made a slight apology for his presence, adding +genially: "_Meminisse juvabit_." The meal was more than tolerable; the +guest thoroughly enjoyed himself, talking with as little affectation as +his nature permitted, and, with a sense of his own graciousness, often +addressing to Mrs. Breakspeare a remark on the level of her +intelligence. + +"When you come down to Hollingford," said the journalist, "I suppose +you will generally stay at Lady Ogram's?" + +"Possibly," was the reply. "But I think I had better decide which is to +be my hotel, when I have need of one. Will you advise me in that +matter?" + +Breakspeare recommended the house which Lashmar already knew, and added +hints concerning the political colour of leading trades-folk. When they +rose, the host reminded Dyce of his suggestion that they should go and +see an old friend of his, one Martin Blaydes. + +"We shall find him smoking his pipe, with a jug of beer at his elbow. +Martin is homely, but a man of original ideas, and he will appreciate +your visit." + +So they set forth, and walked for a quarter of an hour towards the +outskirts of the town. Mr. Blaydes, who held a small municipal office, +lived alone in a very modest dwelling, his attendant a woman of +discreet years. As Breakspeare had foretold, he was found sitting by +the fireside the evening was cool enough to make a fire agreeable a +churchwarden between his lips, and a brown jug of generous capacity on +the table beside him. As the door opened, he turned a meditative head, +and blinked myopically at his visitors before rising. His movements +were very deliberate; his smile, which had the odd effect of elevating +one eyebrow and depressing the other, made him look as if he were about +to sneeze. Not without ceremony, Breakspeare presented his companion, +whom the old man (his years touched on seventy) greeted in the words of +Belshazzar to Daniel: + +"I have heard of thee, that the spirit of the gods is in thee, and that +light and wisdom and excellent understanding are found in thee.--Be +seated, Mr. Lashmar, be seated. Friend Breakspeare, put your toes on +the fender. Mr. Lashmar, my drink is ale; an honest tap which I have +drunk for some three score years, and which never did me harm. Will you +join me?" + +"With pleasure, Mr. Blaydes." + +A touch upon the bell summoned the serving woman. + +"Mrs. Ricketts, another jug of the right amber, and two beakers. I know +not if you smoke, Mr. Lashmar?--Why, that's right. Two yards of +Broseley also, Mrs. Ricketts." + +Breakspeare had produced his pouch, which he opened and held to Martin. + +"Here's a new mixture, my own blending, which I should like you to try. +I see your pipe is empty." + +"Gramercy," replied the other, with a wave of the hand. "I stick to my +own mundungus; any novelty disturbs my thoughts. Offer it to Mr. +Lashmar, who might find this weed of mine a trifle rank.--Here comes +the jug. What say you to that for a head, Mr. Lashmar? A new +nine-gallon, tapped before breakfast this morning, now running clear +and cool as a mountain burn. What would life be without this? Elsewhere +our ale degenerates; not many honest brewers are left. Druggist's wine +and the fire of the distilleries will wreck our people. Whenever you +have a chance, Mr. Lashmar, speak a word for honest ale. Time enough is +wasted at Westminster; they may well listen to a plea for the source of +all right-feeling and right-thinking--amber ale." + +Dyce soon understood that here, at all events, he was not called upon +for eloquence, or disquisition. Martin Blaydes had become rather dull +of car, and found it convenient to do most of the talking himself. Now +and then he turned his sneeze-menacing smile this way or that, and a +remark always claimed his courteous attention, but in general his eyes +were fixed on the glow of the fireplace, 'whilst he pursued a humorous +ramble from thought to thought, topic to topic. Evidently of local +politics he knew nothing and recked not at all; he seemed to take for +granted that Lashmar was about to sit in Parliament for Hollingford, +and that the young man represented lofty principles rarely combined +with public ambition. + +"You may do something; I don't know, I don't know. Things are bad, I +fear, and likely to be worse. We had hopes, Mr. Lashmar, when the world +and I were young. In those days there was such a thing as zeal for +progress and progress didn't necessarily mean money. You know my view +of the matter, friend Breakspeare. Two causes explain the pass we've +come to--the power of women and the tyranny of finance. How does that +touch you, Mr. Lashmar?" + +"Finance yes," Dyce replied. "It's the curse of the modern world. But +women?" + +"Yes, yes, the 'monstrous regiment of women,' as the old writer hath +it. Look at the diseases from which we are suffering--materialism and +hysteria. The one has been intensified and extended, the other has +newly declared itself, since women came to the front. No materialist +like a woman; give her a voice in the control of things, and good-bye +to all our ideals. Hard cash, military glory, glittering and clanging +triumph--these be the gods of a woman's heart. Thought and talk drowned +by a scream; nerves worried into fiddle-strings. We had our vain +illusion; we were generous in our manly way. Open the door! Let the +women come forth and breathe fresh air! Justice for wives, an open +field for those who will not or cannot wed! We meant well, but it was a +letting out of the waters. There's your idle lady with the pretty face, +who wants to make laws for the amusement of breaking them. 'As a jewel +of gold in a swine's snout, so is a fair woman without discretion.' +There's your hard-featured woman who thinks that nobody in the world +but she has brains. And our homes are tumbling about our heads, because +there's no one to look after them. 'One man among a thousand have I +found, but a woman among all those have I not found.' Back with them to +nursery and kitchen, pantry and herb-garden! Back with them, or we +perish." + +Dyce wore a broad smile. He knew that he himself would have spoken thus +had he not been committed to another way of talking. Breakspeare, too, +smiled, but with only half-assent; he reserved his bigamous +alternative. Martin Blaydes took a long draught from his beaker, puffed +half-a-dozen rings of smoke, and pursued his diatribe in the same +good-natured growl. + +"The fury to get rich--who is so responsible for it as the crowd of +indolent, luxurious and vain women? The frenzy to become +notorious--almost entirely women's work. The spirit of reckless +ambition in public life encouraged by the sex which has never known the +meaning of responsibility. Decay of the arts--inevitable result of the +predominance of little fools who never admired anything but art in +millinery. Revival of delight in manslaying--what woman could ever +resist a uniform? Let them be; let them be. Why should they spoil our +ale and tobacco? Friend Breakspeare, how's your wife? Now there, Mr. +Lashmar, there is a woman such as I honour! 'She will do him good and +not evil all the days of her life.' A woman of the by-gone day--gentle +but strong, silent and wise. 'Give her of the fruit of her hands, and +let her own works praise her in the gates!' Mr. Lashmar, your beaker +stands empty. So, by the bye, does the jug. Mrs. Ricketts!" + +The little room contained many books, mostly old and such as had seen +long service. As his habit was when a friend sat with him, Mr. Blaydes +presently reached down a volume, and, on opening it, became aware of a +passage which sent him into crowing laughter. + +"Ha, ha, friend Breakspeare, here's something for thee! Thou art the +Sophist of our time, and list how the old wise man spoke of thy kind. +'They do but teach the collective opinion of the many; 'tis their +wisdom, forsooth. I might liken them to a man who should study the +temper or the desires of a great strong beast, which he has to keep and +feed; he learns how to approach and handle the creature, also at what +times and from what cause it is dangerous, or the reverse; what is the +meaning of its several cries, and by what sounds it may be soothed or +infuriated. Furthermore, when, by constantly living with the huge +brute, he has become perfect in all this, he calls it philosophy, and +makes a system or art of it, which forthwith he professes. One thing he +names honourable, another base; this good, that evil; this just, that +unjust; all in accordance with the tastes and words of the great +animal, which he has studied from its grunts and snarls.'--Ha, ha, +friend Breakspeare! Does it touch thee? 'Comes it not something +near?'--Nay, nay, take it not in dudgeon! 'Tis old Plato who speaks." + +"What, I?" cried the journalist, gaily. "I'm infinitely obliged to you. +The passage shall do me yeoman's service--turned against the enemy. For +it is not I who speak for the many at Hollingford, as well you know. We +Liberals are the select, the chosen spirits. The mighty brute is +Toryism." + +Only the fear of reaching Rivenoak at too late an hour constrained +Lashmar to rise at length and take his leave. + +"I hope you will let me come and see you again, Mr. Blaydes," he +exclaimed heartily, as he grasped the old man's hand. + +"Here you will commonly find me, Mr. Lashmar, after eight o'clock, and +if you bear with my whimsies I shall thank you for your company. This +ale, I try to believe, will last my time. If a company corrupt it, I +forswear all fermented liquor, and go to the grave on mere +element--'honest water which ne'er left man in the mire.' But I hope +better things--I hops better things." + +"And what do you think of Martin?" asked the journalist, as he and +Lashmar walked to the nearest place where a vehicle could be obtained +for the drive to Rivenoak. + +"A fine old cynic!" answered Dyce. "I hope often to drink ale with him." + +"Luckily, it doesn't compromise you. Martin belongs to no party, and +gives no vote. I could tell you a good story about his reception of a +canvasser--a lady, by Jove!--at the last election; but I'll keep it +till we meet again, as you are in a hurry. You have put me in spirits, +Mr. Lashmar; may it not be long before I next talk with you. Meanwhile, +I dig the trenches!" + +Ale and strong tobacco, to both of which he was unaccustomed, wrought +confusingly upon Dyce's brain as he was borne through the night. He +found himself murmuring the name of Constance, and forming a resolve to +win her to intimacy on the morrow. Yes, he liked Constance after all. +Then came a memory of Martin Blaydes's diatribe, and he laughed +approvingly. But Constance was an exception, the best type of modern +woman. After all, he liked her. + +Again they two breakfasted together. Dyce gave a mirthful description +of his evening, and gaily reported Mr. Blaydes's eloquence on the +subject of woman. + +"On the whole, I agree with him," said Constance. "And I know, of +course, that you do." + +"Indeed? You agree with him?" + +"So does every sensible person. But the subject doesn't interest me. I +hate talk about _women_. We've had enough of it: it has become a +nuisance--a cant, like any other. A woman is a human being, not a +separate species." + +"Why, of course!" cried Lashmar. "Just what I am always saying." + +"Say it no more," interrupted his companion. "There are plenty of other +things to talk about." + +Whereupon, she finished her cup of coffee, nodded a leave-taking, and +went at a brisk pace from the room. Dyce continued his meal, +meditative, a trifle wounded in self-esteem. + +Later in the morning, he saw Constance wheeling forth her bicycle. He +ran, and gained her side before she had mounted. + +"As you are going out, why shouldn't we have a walk together? Give up +your ride this morning." + +"I'm very sorry I can't," Constance answered, pleasantly. "The exercise +is necessary for me." + +"But just this once--" + +"Impossible! The morning is too fine and the roads too good." + +She sprang into the saddle, and was off--much to Dyce's mortification. +He had not dreamt that she could refuse his request. And he had meant +to talk with such generous confidence, such true comradeship; it was +even his intention to tell Constance that he looked more for her +sympathy and aid than for that of anyone else. Surely this would have +been very gratifying to her; she could not but have thanked him with +real feeling. + +At luncheon, Miss Bride was obviously unrepentant. One would have said +that it amused her to notice the slight coldness 'which Lashmar put +into his manner towards her. She had never seemed in better spirits. + +In the afternoon Dyce was summoned to a private interview with Lady +Ogram. It took place in an upstairs room he had not yet entered. His +hostess sat before a wood-fire (though the day was warm) and her face +now and then had a look of suffering, but she spoke cheerfully, and in +a tone of much kindness. + +"Well, have you enjoyed your stay with me?--You must come down again +presently; but, in the meantime, you'll be busy. Go and see Mrs. +Toplady, and get to know all the useful people you can. We shall be +working here for you, of course. Miss Bride will keep you posted about +everything." + +The dark eyes, at this moment pain-troubled, were reading his +countenance. + +"I needn't tell you," Lady Ogram continued, "that Miss Bride has my +entire and perfect confidence. I don't think I'm easily deceived in +people, and--even before she spoke to me of you--I had made up my mind +that' in some way or other, she must be given a chance of doing +something in life. You know all about her ways of thinking--perhaps +better than I do." + +In the pause which followed, Dyce was on the point of disclaiming this +intimacy; but the drift of Lady Ogram's talk, exciting his curiosity, +prevailed to keep him silent. He bent his look and smiled modestly. + +"She's one of the few women," went on his friend, "who do more than +they promise. She'll never be what is called brilliant. She won't make +much of a figure in the drawing-room. But, give her a chance, and +she'll do things that people will talk about. She has powers of +organising; I don't know whether you understand how well she is getting +to be known by serious workers in the social reform way. There's not +one of them can write such good letters--tell so much in few words. But +we must give her a chance--you and I together." + +Dyce was startled. His smile died away, and, involuntarily, he turned a +look of surprise on the speaker. + +"You mean," said Lady Ogram, as though answering a remonstrance, "that +you know all about that without my telling you. Don't be touchy; you +and I can understand each other well enough, if we like. What I want to +let yon know is, that I consider she has a claim upon me. Not in the +ordinary sense. Perhaps I'm not quite an ordinary woman, and I see +things in a way of my own. She has a claim upon me, because she's one +of the few women who have nothing of the baby or the idiot in them, and +I've been looking out for that sort all my life. If Constance +Bride"--the voice became slower, as if for emphasis--"is put into a +position of trust, she'll do all that is expected of her. There's no +particular hurry; she's young enough still. And as for you, you've got +your hands full." + +Dyce felt so puzzled that he could not shape a word. One thing was +growing clear to him; but what did the old woman mean by her "position +of trust?" How was Constance to be given her "chance?" And what' +exactly, was she expected to do? + +"Well, we've had our talk," said the old lady, moving as if in pain and +weariness. "Go back to town to-night or to-morrow morning, as you like. +Write to me, mind, as well as to Miss Bride, and let me know of all the +acquaintances you make. It's just possible I may be in London myself +next month; it depends on several things." + +She became dreamy. Dyce, though he would have liked to say much, knew +not how to express himself; it was plain, moreover, that his hostess +had little strength to-day. He rose. + +"I think I shall catch the evening train, Lady Ogram." + +"Very well. A pleasant journey!" + +She gave her hand, and Dyce thought it felt more skeleton-like than +ever. Certainly her visage was more cadaverous in line and hue than he +had yet seen it. Almost before he had turned away, Lady Ogram closed +her eyes, and lay back with a sigh. + +So here were his prospects settled for him! He was to marry Constance +Bride--under some vague conditions which perturbed him almost as much +as the thought of the marriage itself. Impossible that he could have +misunderstood. And how had Lady Ogram hit upon such an idea? It was +plain as daylight that the suggestion had come from Constance herself. +Constance had allowed it to be understood that he and she were, either +formally, or virtually, affianced. + +He stood appalled at this revelation in a sphere of knowledge which he +held to be particularly his own. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + + +It was a week after the departure of Dyce Lashmar. Lady Ogram had lived +in agitation, a state which she knew to be the worst possible for her +health. Several times she had taken long drives to call upon +acquaintances, a habit suspended during the past twelvemonth; it +exhausted her, but she affected to believe that the air and movement +did her good, and met with an outbreak of still more dangerous choler +the remonstrances which her secretary at length ventured to make. On +the day following this characteristic scene, Constance was at work in +the library, when the door opened, and Lady Ogram came in. Walking +unsteadily, a grim smile on her parchment visage, she advanced and +stood before the writing-table. + +"I made a fool of myself yesterday," sounded in a hollow voice, of +tremulous intonation. "Is it enough for me to say so?" + +"Much more than I like to hear you say, Lady Ogram," answered +Constance, hastening to place a chair for her. "I have been afraid that +something had happened which troubled you." + +"Nothing at all. The contrary. Look at that photo, and tell me what you +think of it." + +It was the portrait of a girl with features finely outlined, but rather +weak in expression; a face pleasant to look upon, and at the first +glance possessing a quality of distinction, which tended however to +fade as the eye searched for its constituents, and to lose itself in an +ordinary prettiness. + +"I was going to say," began Constance, "that it seemed to remind me +of--" + +She hesitated. + +"Well? Of what?" + +"Of your own portrait in the dining-room. Yes, I think there is a +resemblance, though far-away." + +Lady Ogram smiled with pleasure. The portrait referred to was a +painting made of her soon after her marriage, when she was in the prime +of her beauty; not good as a work of art, and doing much less than +justice to the full-blooded vigour of the woman as she then lived, but +still a picture that drew the eye and touched the fancy. + +"No doubt you are right. This girl is a grand-niece of mine, my +brother's son's daughter. I only heard of her a week ago. She is coming +to see me." + +Constance now understood the significance of Mr. Kerchever's visit, and +the feverish state of mind in which Lady Ogram had since been living. +She felt no touch of sympathetic emotion, but smiled as if the +announcement greatly interested her; and in a sense it did. + +"I can quite understand your impatience to see her." + +"Yes, but one shouldn't make a fool of oneself. An old fool's worse +than a young one. Don't think I build my hopes on the girl. I wrote to +her, and she has written to me--not a bad sort of letter; but I know +nothing about her, except that she has been well enough educated to +pass an examination at London University. That means something, I +suppose, doesn't it?" + +"Certainly it does," answered Constance, noting a pathetic self-subdual +in the old lady's look and tone. "For a girl, it means a good deal." + +"You think so?" The bony hands were restless and tremulous; the dark +eyes glistened. "It isn't quite ordinary, is it? But then, of course, +it tells nothing about her character. She is coming to stay for a day +or two coming on Saturday. If I don't like her, no harm's done. Back +she goes to her people, that's all--her mother's family--I know nothing +about them, and care less. At all events, she looks endurable--don't +you think?" + +"Much more than that," said Constance. "A very nice girl, I should +imagine." + +"Ha! You mean that?--Of course you do, or you wouldn't say it. But +then, if she's only a 'nice girl'--pooh! She ought to be more than +that. What's the use of a photograph? Every photo ever taken of me made +me look a simpering idiot." + +This was by no means true, but Lady Ogram had always been a bad sitter +to the camera, and had destroyed most of its results. The oil painting +in the dining-room she regarded with a moderate complacency. Many a +time during the latter years of withering and enfeeblement her memory +had turned to that shining head in marble, which was hidden away amid +half a century's dust under the roof at Rivenoak. There, and there +only, survived the glory of her youth, when not the face alone, but all +her faultless body made the artist's rapture. + +"Well," she said, abruptly, "you'll see the girl. Her name is May +Tomalin. You're not obliged to like her. You're not obliged to tell me +what you think of her. Most likely I shan't ask you.--By the bye, I had +a letter from Dyce Lashmar this morning." + +"Indeed?" said the other, with a careless smile. + +"I like his way of writing. It's straight-forward and sharp-cut, like +his talk. A man who means what he says, and knows how to say it; that's +a great deal nowadays." + +Constance assented with all good-humour to Lady Ogram's praise. + +"You must answer him for me," the old lady continued. "No need, of +course, to show me what you write; just put it into a letter of your +own." + +"I hardly think I shall be writing to Mr. Lashmar," said Miss Bride, +very quietly. + +"Do you mean that?" + +Their eyes met' and Constance bore the other's gaze without flinching. + +"We are not such great friends, Lady Ogram. You will remember I told +you that I knew him but slightly." + +"All right. It has nothing to do with me, whether you're friends or +not. You can answer as my secretary, I suppose?" + +And Lady Ogram, with her uncertain, yet not undignified, footfall, went +straightway from the room. There was a suspicion of needless sound as +the door closed behind her. + +Constance sat for a minute or two in a very rigid attitude, displeasure +manifest on her lips. She did not find it easy to get to work again, +and when the time came for her bicycle ride, she was in no mind for it, +but preferred to sit over a book. At luncheon Lady Ogram inclined to +silence. Later in the day, however, they met on the ordinary terms of +mutual understanding, and Constance, after speaking of other things, +asked whether she should write Lady Ogram's reply to Mr. Lashmar. + +"Mr. Lashmar? Oh, I have written to him myself," said the old lady, as +if speaking of a matter without importance. + +Three days went by, and it was Saturday. Lady Ogram came down earlier +than usual this morning, but did not know how to occupy herself; she +fretted at the rainy sky which kept her within doors; she tried to talk +with her secretary of an important correspondence they had in hand (it +related to a projected society for the invigoration of village life), +but her thoughts were too obviously wandering. Since that dialogue in +the library, not a word regarding Miss Tomalin had escaped her; all at +once she said: + +"My niece is due here at four this afternoon. I want you to be with me +when she comes into the room. You won't forget that?" + +Never before had Constance seen the old autocrat suffering from +nervousness; it was doubtful whether anyone at any time had enjoyed the +privilege. Strange to say, this abnormal state of things did not +irritate Lady Ogram's temper; she was remarkably mild, and for once in +her life seemed to feel it no indignity to stand in need of moral +support. Long before the time for Miss Tomalin's arrival, she +established herself on her throne amid the drawing-room verdure. +Constance tried to calm her by reading aloud, but this the old lady +soon found unendurable. + +"I wonder whether the train will be late?" she said. "No doubt it will; +did you ever know a train punctual? It may be half an hour late. The +railways are scandalously managed. They ought to be taken over by the +government." + +"I don't think that would improve matters," said the secretary, glad of +a discussion to relieve the tedium. She too was growing nervous. + +"Nonsense! Of course it would." + +Constance launched into argument, and talked for talking's sake. She +knew that her companion was not listening. + +"It's four o'clock," exclaimed Lady Ogram presently. "There may be an +accident with the brougham. Leggatt sometimes drives very carelessly--" +no more prudent coachman existed--"and the state of the roads about +here is perfectly scandalous"--they were as good roads as any in +England. "What noise was that?" + +"I heard nothing." + +"I've often noticed that you are decidedly dull of hearing. Has it +always been so? You ought to consult a what are the men called who see +to one's ears?" + +Lady Ogram was growing less amiable, and with much ado Constance +restrained herself from a tart reply. Three minutes more, and the +atmosphere of the room would have become dangerously electric. But +before two minutes had elapsed, the door opened, and a colourless +domestic voice announced: + +"Miss Tomalin." + +There entered very much the kind of figure that Constance had expected +to see; a young lady something above the middle height, passably, not +well, dressed, moving quickly and not ungracefully, but with +perceptible lack of that self-possession which is the social +testimonial. She wore a new travelling costume, fawn-coloured, with a +slightly inappropriate hat (too trimmy), and brown shoes which +over-asserted themselves. Her collar was of the upright sort, just +turned down at the corners; her tie, an ill-made little bow of red. +About her neck hung a pair of eye-glasses; at her wrist were attached a +silver pencil-case and a miniature ivory paper-knife. The face +corresponded fairly well with its photographic presentment so long +studied by Lady Ogram, and so well remembered by Constance Bride; its +colour somewhat heightened and the features mobile under nervous +stress, it offered a more noticeable resemblance to that ancestral +portrait in the dining-room. + +Lady Ogram had risen; she took a tremulous step or two from the throne, +and spoke in a voice much more senile than its wont. + +"I am glad to see you, May--glad to see you! This is my friend and +secretary, Miss Bride, whom I mentioned to you." + +Constance and the new-comer bowed, hesitated, shook hands. Miss Tomalin +had not yet spoken; she was smiling timidly, and casting quick glances +about the room. + +"You had an easy journey, I hope," said Miss Bride, aware that the old +lady was sinking breathless and feeble into her chair. + +"Oh, it was nothing at all." + +Miss Tomalin's utterance was not markedly provincial, but distinct from +that of the London drawing-room; the educated speech of the ubiquitous +middle-class, with a note of individuality which promised to command +itself better in a few minutes. The voice was pleasantly clear. + +"You had no difficulty in finding the carriage?" said Lady Ogram, +speaking with obvious effort. + +"Oh, none whatever, thank you! So kind of you to send it for me." + +"I wanted to see you for a moment, as soon as you arrived. Now they +shall take you to your room. Come down again as soon as you like; we +will have tea." + +"Thank you; that will be very nice." + +Miss Tomalin stood up, looked at the plants and flowers about her, and +added in a voice already more courageous: + +"What a charming room! Green is so good for the eyes." + +"Are your eyes weak?" inquired Lady Ogram, anxiously. + +"Oh, not really weak," was the rapid answer (Miss Tomalin spoke more +quickly as she gained confidence), "I use glasses when I am studying or +at the piano, but they're not _actually_ necessary. Still, I have been +advised to be careful. Of course I read a great deal." + +There was a spontaneity, a youthful vivacity, in her manner, which +saved it from the charge of conceit; she spoke with a naive earnestness +pleasantly relieved by the smile in her grey eyes and by something in +the pose of her head which suggested a latent modesty. + +"I know you are a great student," said Lady Ogram, regarding her +amiably. "But run and take off your hat, and come back to tea." + +She and Constance sat together, silent. They did not exchange glances. + +"Well?" sounded at length from the throne, a tentative monosyllable. + +Constance looked up. She saw that Lady Ogram was satisfied, happy. + +"I'm glad Miss Tomalin was so punctual," was all she could find to say. + +"So am I. But we were talking about your deafness: you must have it +seen to. Young people nowadays! They can't hear, they can't see, they +have no teeth--" + +"Miss Tomalin, I noticed, has excellent teeth." + +"She takes after me in that. Her eyes, too, are good enough, but she +has worn them out already. She'll have to stop that reading; I am not +going to have her blind at thirty. She didn't seem to be deaf, did she?" + +"No more than I am, Lady Ogram." + +"You are not deaf? Then why did you say you were?" + +"It was you, not I, that said so," answered Constance, with a laugh. + +"And what do you think of her?" asked Lady Ogram sharply. + +"I think her interesting," was Miss Bride's reply, the word bearing a +sense to her own thought not quite identical with that which it +conveyed to the hearer. + +"So do I. She's very young, but none the worse for that. You think her +interesting. So do I." + +Constance noticed that Lady Ogram's talk to-day had more of the +characteristics of old age than ordinarily, as though, in her great +satisfaction, the mind relaxed and the tongue inclined to babble. +Though May was absent less than a quarter of an hour, the old lady +waxed impatient. + +"I hope she isn't a looking-glass girl. But no, that doesn't seem +likely. Of course young people must think a little about dress--Oh, +here she comes at last." + +Miss Tomalin had made no change of dress, beyond laying aside her hat +and jacket. One saw now that she had plenty of light brown hair, +naturally crisp and easily lending itself to effective arrangement; it +was coiled and plaited on the top of her head, and rippled airily above +her temples. The eyebrows were darker of hue, and accentuated the most +expressive part of her physiognomy, for when she smiled it was much +more the eyes than the lips which drew attention. + +"Come and sit here, May," said Lady Ogram, indicating a chair near the +throne. "You're not tired? You don't easily get tired, I hope?" + +"Oh, not very easily. Of course I make a point of physical exercise; it +is a part of rational education." + +"Do you cycle?" asked Constance. + +"Indeed I do! The day before yesterday I rode thirty miles. Not +scorching, you know; that's weak-minded." + +Lady Ogram seemed to be reflecting as to whether she was glad or not +that her relative rode the bicycle. She asked whether May had brought +her machine. + +"No," was the airy reply, "I'm not a slave to it." + +The other nodded approval, and watched May as she manipulated a +tea-cup. Talk ran on trivialities for a while; the new-comer still cast +curious glances about the room, and at moments stole a quick +observation of her companions. She was not entirely at ease; +self-consciousness appeared in a furtive change of attitude from time +to time; it might have been remarked, too, that she kept a guard upon +her phrasing and even her pronunciation, emphasising certain words with +a sort of academic pedantry. Perhaps it was this which caused Lady +Ogram to ask at length whether she still worked for examinations. + +"No, I have quite given that up," May replied, with an air of +well-weighed finality. "I found that it led to one-sidedness--to narrow +aims. It's all very well when one is _very_ young. I shouldn't like to +restrict my study in that way now. The problems of modern life are so +full of interest. There are so many books that it is a duty to read, a +positive duty. And one finds so much practical work." + +"What sort of work?" + +"In the social direction. I take a great interest in the condition of +the poor." + +"Really?" exclaimed Lady Ogram. "What do you do?" + +"We have a little society for extending civilisation among the ignorant +and the neglected. Just now we are trying to teach them how to make use +of the free library, to direct their choice of books. I must tell you +that a favourite study of mine is Old English, and I'm sure it would be +so good if our working classes could be brought to read Chaucer and +Langland and Wycliffe and so on. One can't expect them to study foreign +languages, but these old writers would serve them for a philological +training, which has such an excellent effect on the mind. I know a +family--shockingly poor living, four of them, in two rooms--who have +promised me to give an hour every Sunday to 'Piers the Plowman'--I have +made them a present of the little Clarendon Press edition, which has +excellent notes Presently, I shall set them a little examination +paper--very simple, of course." + +Miss Bride's countenance was a study of subdued expression. Lady +Ogram--who probably had never heard of 'Piers the Plowman'--glanced +inquiringly at her secretary, and seemed to suspend judgment. + +"We, too, take a good deal of interest in that kind of thing," she +remarked. "I see that we shall understand each other. Do your +relatives, Mr. and Mrs. Rooke, work with you?" + +"They haven't quite the same point of view," said Miss Tomalin, smiling +indulgently. "I'm afraid they represent rather the old way of thinking +about the poor--the common-sense way, they call it; it means, as far as +I can see, not thinking much about the poor at all. Of course I try to +make them understand that this is neglect of duty. We have no right +whatever to live in enjoyment of our privileges and pay no heed to +those less fortunate. Every educated person is really a missionary, +whose duty it is to go forth and spread the light. I feel it so +strongly that I could not, simply could _not_, be satisfied to pursue +my own culture; it seems to me the worst kind of selfishness. The other +day I went, on the business of our society, into a dreadfully poor +home, where the people, I'm sure, often suffer from hunger. I couldn't +give money--for one thing, I have very little, and then it's so +demoralising, and one never knows whether the people will be +offended--but I sat down and told the poor woman all about the Prologue +to the Canterbury Tales, and you can't think how interested she was, +and how grateful! It quite brightened the day for her. One felt one had +done _some_ good." + +There was silence. Lady Ogram looked admiringly at the girl. If anyone +else had talked to her in this way, no vehemence of language would have +sufficed to express her scorn; but in May Tomalin such ideals seemed to +her a very amiable trait. She was anxious to see everything May said or +did in a favourable light. + +"Have you tried the effect of music?" asked Constance, gravely, when +Miss Tomalin chanced to regard her. + +"Oh, we haven't forgotten that. Next winter we hope to give a few +concerts in a schoolroom. Of course it must be really good music; we +shan't have anything of a popular kind--at least, we shan't if my view +prevails. It isn't our object to _amuse_ people; it would be really +humiliating to play and sing the kind of things the ignorant poor like. +We want to train their intelligence. Some of our friends say it will be +absurd to give them classical music, which will weary and discontent +them. But they must be made to understand that their weariness and +discontent is _wrong_. We have to show them how bad and poor their +taste is, that they may strive to develop a higher and nobler. I, for +one, shall utterly decline to have anything to do with the concerts if +the programme doesn't consist exclusively of the really great, Bach and +Beethoven and so on. Don't you agree with me?" + +"In principle," replied Lady Ogram, "certainly. We shall have lots of +things to talk about, I see." + +"I delight in talk about serious things!" cried May. + +But Lady Ogram's physical strength was not equal to the excitement she +had gone through. Long before dinner-time her voice failed, and she had +no choice but to withdraw into privacy, leaving Constance Bride to play +the hostess. Alone with a companion of not much more than her own age, +Miss Tomalin manifested relief; she began to move about, looking at +things with frank curiosity, and talking in a more girlish way. The +evening was cloudy, and did not tempt forth, but May asked whether they +could not walk a little in the garden. + +"This is a beautiful place! I shall enjoy myself here tremendously! And +it's all so unexpected. Of course you know, Miss Bride, that I had +never heard of Lady Ogram until a few days ago?" + +"Yes, I have heard the story." + +"Do let us get our hats and run out. I want to see everything." + +They went into the garden, and May, whilst delighting in all she saw, +asked a multitude of questions about her great-aunt. It was only in the +intellectual domain that she evinced pretentiousness and grew +grandiloquent; talking of her private affairs, she was very direct and +simple, with no inclination to unhealthy ways of thought. She spoke of +her birth in Canada, and her childish recollections of that country. + +"I used to be rather sorry that we had come back to England, for the +truth is I don't much care for Northampton, and I have never been quite +comfortable with my relatives there. But now, of course, everything is +different. It seems a great pity that I should have had such a relative +as Lady Ogram and known nothing about it doesn't it? Strange how the +branches of a family lose sight of each other? Can you tell me Lady +Ogram's age?" + +Constance replied that it was not far from eighty. + +"Really, I should have taken her for older still. She seems very nice; +I think I shall like her. I wonder whether she will ask me often to +Rivenoak? Do you know whether she means to?" + +When she came down after dressing for dinner, Constance found Miss +Tomalin in the dining-room, standing before her great-aunt's portrait. + +"Surely that isn't--_can_ that be Lady Ogram?" exclaimed the girl. + +"Yes; more than fifty years ago." + +"Do you know, I think she was rather like _me_!" + +Constance smiled, and said that there was certainly a family +resemblance. It appeared more strongly in the girl's face attired as +she now was, her neck at liberty from the white linen collar, and her +features cast into relief by a dress of dark material. Having felt a +little apprehensive about the young lady's evening garb, Constance was +surprised to find that it erred, if anything, on the side of +simplicity. Though, for several reasons, not at all predisposed to like +Miss Tomalin, she began to feel her prejudice waning, and by the end of +dinner they were conversing in a very friendly tone. May chatted of her +friends at Northampton, and several times mentioned a Mr. Yabsley, whom +it was evident she held in much esteem. Mr. Yabsley, it appeared, was +the originator of the society for civilising the ignorant poor; Mr. +Yabsley lectured on very large subjects, and gave readings from very +serious authors; Mr. Yabsley believed in the glorious destinies of the +human race, especially of that branch of it known as Anglo-Saxon. + +"He is an elderly gentleman?" asked Constance, with a half-smile of +mischief. + +"Old! Oh dear, no! Mr. Yabsley is only about thirty--not quite that, I +think." + +And May suddenly turned to talk of Browning, whom she felt it a +"positive duty" to know from end to end. Had Miss Bride really mastered +"Sordello?" + +"I never tried to," Constance answered. "Why should I worry about +unintelligible stuff that would give me no pleasure even if I could +understand it?" + +"Oh! Oh! _Don't_ speak like that!" cried the other, distressfully. "I'm +sure you don't mean it!" + +"I care very little for poetry of any kind," said Constance, in all +sincerity. + +"Oh, how I grieve to hear that!--But then, of course we all have our +special interests. Yours is science, I know. I've worked a good deal at +science; of course one can't possibly neglect it; it's a simple duty to +make oneself as many-sided as possible, don't you think? Just now, I'm +giving half an hour before breakfast every day to Huxley's book on the +Crayfish. Mr. Yabsley suggested it to me. Not long ago he was in +correspondence with Huxley about something--I don't quite know what but +he takes a great interest in Evolution. Of course you know that volume +on the Crayfish?" + +"I'm afraid I don't. You arrange your day, I see, very methodically." + +"Oh, without method _nothing_ can be done. Of course I have a +time-table. I try to put in a great many things, but I'm sure it's no +use sitting down to any study for less than half an hour--do you think +so? At present I can only give half an hour to Herbert Spencer--I think +I shall have to cut out my folk-lore to make more time for him. Yet +folk-lore is so fascinating! Of course you delight in it?" + +"I never had time for it at all," replied Constance. + +"Just now I'm quite excited about ghost-worship. Mr. Yabsley doesn't +think it is sufficient to explain the origin of religious ideas." + +"Mr. Yabsley," remarked Constance, "has pronounced opinions on most +things?" + +"Oh, he is very wide, indeed. Very wide, and very thorough. There's no +end to the examinations he has passed. He's thinking of taking the D. +Litt at London; it's awfully stiff, you know." + +When they parted, about eleven o'clock, Miss Tomalin went upstairs +humming a passage from a Beethoven sonata. She declared herself +enchanted with her room, and hoped she might wake early, to make the +coming day all the longer. + +At ten next morning, Constance was summoned to the upstairs room where +Lady Ogram sometimes sat when neither so unwell as to stay in bed nor +quite well enough to come down. A bad night had left the old lady with +a ghastly visage, but she smiled with grim contentment as her secretary +entered. + +"Come, I want you to tell me what you talked about. Where is she now? +What is she doing?" + +"Miss Tomalin is in the library, rejoicing among the books." + +"She is very intellectual," said Lady Ogram. "I never knew anyone so +keen about knowledge. But what did you talk about last night?" + +"Of very many things. Canada and Northampton, religion and crayfish, +Huxley and--Yabsley." + +"Yabsley? Who's Yabsley?" + +"A gentleman of Northampton, a man of light and leading, a great friend +of Miss Tomalin's." + +"An old man, I suppose?" asked Lady Ogram, sharply. + +"Not quite thirty." + +"But married? Of course married?" + +"I didn't ask; but, I fancy, not." + +Lady Ogram flushed, and fell into extreme agitation. Why had she not +been told about this Yabsley? Why had not that idiot Kerchever made +inquiries and heard about him? This very morning she would write him a +severe letter. What, May was engaged? To a man called Yabsley? +Constance, as soon as interposition was possible, protested against +this over-hasty view of the matter. She did not for a moment think that +May was engaged, and, after all, Mr. Yabsley might even be married. + +"Then why," cried Lady Ogram, furiously, "did you begin by terrifying +me? Did you do it on purpose? If I thought so, I would send you packing +about your business this moment!" + +Constance, who had not yet taken a seat, drew back a few steps. Her +face darkened. With hands clasped behind her, she regarded the raging +old autocrat coldly and sternly. + +"If you wish it, Lady Ogram, I am quite ready to go." + +Their eyes encountered. Lady Ogram was quivering, mumbling, gasping; +her look fell. + +"Sit down," she said imperatively. + +"I am afraid," was Miss Bride's reply, "we had better not talk whilst +you are feeling so unwell." + +"Sit down, I tell you! I wasn't unwell at all, till you made me so. Who +is this Yabsley? Some low shopkeeper? Some paltry clerk?" + +The old lady knew very well that Constance Bride would never tremble +before her. It was this proudly independent spirit, unyielding as her +own, and stronger still in that it never lost self-command, which had +so established the clergyman's daughter in her respect and confidence. +Yet the domineering instinct now and then prompted her to outrage a +dignity she admired, and her invariable defeat was a new satisfaction +when she calmly looked back upon it. + +"You mustn't mind me," she said presently, when Constance had quietly +refused to make conjectures about the subject under dissuasion. "Isn't +it natural enough that I should be upset when I hear such news as this? +I wanted to have a talk with May this morning, but now--" + +She broke off, and hung her head gloomily. + +"In your position," said Constance, "I should find out by a simple +inquiry whether Miss Tomalin is engaged or likely to be. She will +answer, I am sure, readily enough. She doesn't seem to be at all +reticent." + +"Of course I shall do so; thank you for the advice, all the same. Would +you mind bringing her up here? If you prefer it, I will ring." + +Scrupulousness of this kind always followed when Lady Ogram had behaved +ill to her secretary. The smile with which Constance responded was a +ratification of peace. In a few minutes the old lady and May were +chatting together, alone, and without difficulty the great doubt was +solved. + +"I'm thinking of going to London for a week or two--" thus Lady Ogram +approached the point--"and I should rather like to take you with me." + +"It's very kind of you," said May, with joy in her eyes. + +"But I want to know whether you are quite independent. Is there +anyone--beside Mr. and Mrs. Rooke that you would have to consult about +it?" + +"No one whatever. You know that I am long since of age, Lady Ogram." + +"If you like, call me your aunt. It's simpler, you know." + +"Certainly I will. I am quite free, aunt." + +"Good. I may take it for granted, then, that you have formed no ties of +any kind?" + +May shook her head, smiling as though at a thought which the words +suggested, a thought not unpleasing, but not at all difficult to +dismiss. Thereupon Lady Ogram began to talk freely of her projects. + +"I shall go up to town in a fortnight--at the end of this month. Of +course you must have some things, dresses and so on. I'll see to that. +Before we leave Rivenoak, I should like you to meet a few people, my +friends at Hollingford particularly, but in a very quiet way; I shall +ask them to lunch with us, most likely. Shall you want to go back to +Hollingford before leaving for London?" + +"Oh, it isn't at all necessary," answered May, with sprightliest +readiness. "I haven't brought many things with me, but I could send--" + +"As for clothing, don't trouble; that's my affair. Then we'll settle +that you stay on with me for the present. And now tell me, how do you +like Miss Bride?" + +"Oh, very much indeed! I'm sure we shall soon quite understand each +other." + +"I'm glad to hear that. I hope you will. I may say that I have a very +high opinion indeed of Miss Bride, and that there's no one in whom I +put more confidence." + +"Will she go to London with us?" + +"Certainly, I couldn't get on without her help." + +May was relieved. The prospect of living alone with her great-aunt, +even in London, had mingled a little uneasiness with her joyful +anticipation. Now she abandoned herself to high spirits, and talked +until Lady Ogram began to have a headache. For an hour before luncheon +they drove out together, May still gossiping, her aged relative now and +then attentive, but for the most part drowsily musing. + +That afternoon, when an hour or two of sleep had somewhat restored her, +Lady Ogram sketched several letters for her secretary to write. Pausing +at length, she looked at Miss Bride, and, for the first time, addressed +her by her personal name. + +"Constance--" + +The other responded with a pleased and gratified smile. + +"From Mr. Lashmar's talk of him, what sort of idea have you formed of +Lord Dymchurch?" + +"Rather a vague one, I'm afraid. I have heard him only casually +mentioned." + +"But Mr. Lashmar has a high opinion of him? He thinks him a man of good +principles?" + +"Undoubtedly. A very honourable man." + +"So I hear from other sources," said Lady Ogram. "It's probably true. I +should rather like to know Lord Dymchurch. He would be an interesting +man to know, don't you think?" + +As not infrequently happened, their eyes met in a mute interchange of +thought. + +"Interesting--yes," replied Constance, slowly. And she added, pressing +the nib of her pen on her finger-nail, "They say he doesn't marry just +because he is poor and honourable." + +"It's possible," Lady Ogram rejoined, and, after a moment's reflection, +said in an absent voice that the day's correspondence was finished. + + + + +CHAPTER XII + + +Though Mrs. Toplady seldom rose much before midday, it was not the mere +luxury of repose that kept her in her chamber. As a rule, she awoke +from refreshing sleep at eight o'clock. A touch on the electric button +near her hand summoned a maid, who appeared with tea, the morning's +post, and a mass of printed matter: newspapers, reviews, magazines, +volumes, which had arrived by various channels since noon on the +previous day. Apparatus of perfected ingenuity, speedily attached to +the bed, enabled her to read or write in any position that she found +easiest. First of all she went through her letters, always numerous, +never disquieting--for Mrs. Toplady had no personal attachments which +could for a moment disturb her pulse, and her financial security stood +on the firmest attainable basis. Such letters as demanded a reply, she +answered at once, and with brevity which in her hands had become an +art. Appeals for money, public or private, she carefully considered, +responding with a cheque only when she saw some distinct +advantage--such as prestige or influence--to be gained by the pecuniary +sacrifice. Another touch on the button, and there entered a graceful +woman of discreet visage, with whom Mrs. Toplady held colloquy for half +an hour; in that time a vast variety of concerns, personal, domestic, +mundane, was discussed and set in order. Left to herself again, Mrs. +Toplady took up the newspapers; thence she passed to the bulkier +periodicals; lastly, to literature in volume. Her manner of reading +betokened the quick-witted woman who sees at a glance the thing she +cares for, and refuses to spend a moment on anything not immediately +attractive. People marvelled at the extent of her acquaintance with +current writing; in truth, she never read a book, but skimmed the pages +just sufficiently for her amusement and her social credit. In the world +of laborious idleness, Mrs. Toplady had a repute for erudition; she was +often spoken of as a studious and learned woman; and this estimate of +herself she inclined to accept. Having daily opportunity of observing +the fathomless ignorance of polite persons, she made it her pride to +keep abreast with the day's culture. Genuine curiosity, too, supplied +her with a motive, for she had a certain thin, supple, restless +intelligence, which took wide surveys of superficial life, and was ever +seeking matter for mirth or disdain in the doings of men. + +Her first marriage was for love. It cost her seven years of poverty and +wretchedness; it cost her, moreover, all the ideals of her youth, and +made her a scheming cynic. Having, by natural power and great good +fortune, got the world at her feet, she both enjoyed and despised what +seemed to her to have been won so easily. The softer emotions were +allowed no place in her nature; by careful self-discipline, she had +enabled herself wholly to disregard the unhappy side of life, to pass +without the least twinge of sympathy all human sorrows and pains. If +reminded of them against her will, she hardened herself with the bitter +memory of her early years, when, as she said, she had suffered quite +enough for one lifetime. The habit of her mind was to regard existence +as an entertaining spectacle. She had a most comfortable seat, and +flattered herself that few people could appreciate so well as she the +comedy going on before her. When she found an opportunity for +intervention; when, with little or no trouble to herself, she could +rearrange a scene or prepare a novel situation; so much the better was +she pleased, and all the more disdain did she feel for the fussy, +pompous mortals who were so easily manipulated. + +At present she had her eyes upon a personage who amused her +considerably. He answered to the name of Dyce Lashmar, and fell under +the general description of charlatan. Not for a moment had Mrs. Toplady +been in doubt as to this classification; but Dyce Lashmar was not quite +an ordinary charlatan, and seemed to be worth the observing. She meant +to know him thoroughly, to understand what he really aimed at--whether +he harboured merely a gross design on Lady Ogram's wealth, or in truth +believed himself strong enough to win a place among those grave +comedians who rule the world. He was a very young man; he had not +altogether got rid of youth's ingenuousness; if his ideas were his own +(she doubted it) he had evidently a certain mental equipment, which +would aid him--up to a certain point; in every case, he excelled in +intellectual plausibility. Perhaps he might get into Parliament; for +the amusement of the thing, she would try to help him in that +direction. On returning from Rivenoak, she had at once begun to spread +rumours of a Coming man, a new light in the political world, that it +behooved one to keep an eye on. So seldom did Mrs. Toplady risk her +reputation by rash prophecy, that those who heard of Mr. Lashmar were +disposed to take him with all seriousness. Certain of Mrs. Toplady's +intimates begged, and were promised, the privilege of meeting him. To +that end, a ceremonious evening was appointed in Pont Street. + +Meanwhile, Lashmar had called, and met with a very gracious reception. +He was bidden to luncheon on a day in the same week. On arriving, he +found with surprise that he was the sole guest. + +"I wanted to have a real talk with you," said the hostess, as she +received him in her magnificent drawing-room. "I have been thinking a +great deal about things you said at Rivenoak." + +Her fire of glances perceived that the young man, though agreeably +touched and full of expectancy, was to a certain extent on his guard. +He, too, no doubt, had power of reading faces, of discerning motives. +She did not desire him to be too facile a victim of cajolery; it would +take from the interest she felt in his ambitions. At table, they talked +at first of bio-sociology, Mrs. Toplady, with the adroitness which +distinguished her, seeming thoroughly to grasp a subject of which she +knew nothing, and which, if she had tried to think about it, would have +bored her unspeakably. But she soon diverged to things personal, spoke +of people whom she wished Lashmar to meet, and asked whether a date she +had in mind would suit his convenience. + +"I think you know Lord Dymchurch?" + +"Very well," answered Dyce, blandly. + +"I should like to meet him I have heard he is most interesting." + +"He certainly is," said Lashmar, "but no man is so hard to get hold of. +I never ventured to try to take him anywhere; he very much dislikes +meeting strangers." + +"Tell me about him, will you?" + +Dyce could speak only of Lord Dymchurch's personal and mental +characteristics; of his circumstances he knew nothing more than could +be gathered from rumour. + +"Let me make a suggestion," said Mrs. Toplady, with a flatteringly +intimate air. "Suppose you give a quiet little dinner to a few of your +friends, say at one of the restaurants. Don't you think Lord Dymchurch +might be willing to come? If I may propose myself--" The roguish smile +was lost in a radiant archness. "Half a dozen of us just to talk over +the political situation." + +Lashmar looked delighted. In reality he was seized with anxious thought +as to whom he could invite for such an important occasion. As is +commonly the case with men of great self-esteem and modest resources, +he had made friends with the poorer and less ambitious of his +acquaintances, and these were not the sort of people to present either +to Mrs. Toplady or to Lord Dymchurch. However, he knew a man pretty +well placed in the Home Office. He knew also-- + +"Would you like to ask our friend Mrs. Woolstan?" let fall the hostess, +shooting one swift glance at his busy forehead. + +"Yes--certainly--" + +"She's charming," pursued Mrs. Toplady, with her kindest air, "and I'm +sure your views interest her." + +"Mrs. Woolstan spoke of them?" + +"Oh, yes! She called here, as I told you, the day before I went down to +Rivenoak, and, as we were talking, I happened to mention where I was +going. 'Oh then,' she said, 'you'll see my friend Mr. Lashmar!' 'I told +her that Lady Ogram had specially asked me to meet you.' Of course it +delighted me to hear that you knew each other so well. I have always +thought Mrs. Woolstan a very clever little woman. And she looks at +things from such a high point of view--a thorough idealist. Do let us +have her.--Then, if I might propose another guest--?" + +She paused, as if afraid of presuming on Lashmar's good-nature. + +"Pray do! I couldn't possibly have a better adviser." + +Dyce was trying to strike his note of easy comradeship, but found it +very difficult. Mrs. Toplady had so vast an advantage of him in manner, +in social resources, and, for all her amiability, must needs regard him +from a higher ground. + +"It's very nice of you to say that," she resumed; "I was thinking of +Mr. Roach, the Member for Belper. You don't happen to know him? Oh, +that doesn't matter. He's delightful; about your own age, I think. Come +and meet him here at five o'clock on Sunday; have a talk and then send +him your invitation. He, too, is a thorough idealist; you're sure to +like him." + +Before Lashmar left the house, all the details of this little dinner +were neatly settled, the only point necessarily left uncertain being +whether Lord Dymchurch could be counted upon. Of course Mrs. Toplady +had dictated everything, even to the choice of restaurant and the very +room that was to be engaged; Lashmar would have the pleasure of +ordering the dinner, and of paying the bill. He thanked his stars again +for Mrs. Woolstan's cheque. + +On the strength of that same cheque, he had quitted his rooms near St. +Pancras Church, and was now lodging, with more dignity, but doubtful +advantage as to comfort, in Devonshire Street, Portland Place. The +address, he felt, sounded tolerably well. Only in the vaguest way had +he troubled to compute his annual outlay on this new basis. He was +become an adventurer, and in common self-respect must cultivate the +true adventurous spirit. Once or twice he half reproached himself for +not striking out yet more boldly into the currents of ambition, for it +was plain that a twelvemonth must see him either made or ruined, and +probably everything depended on the quality of his courage. Now, he +began to wonder whether Mrs. Toplady's favour would be likely to +manifest itself in any still more practical way; but of this his +reflection offered him no assurance. The probability was that in Lady +Ogram lay his only reasonable hope. On the spur of such feeling, he +addressed a letter to Rivenoak, giving an account of his luncheon in +Pont Street, and thanking the old autocrat more fervently than he yet +had done for all her good offices. + +Since his return from Rivenoak, he had not met Lord Dymchurch. He might +of course write his invitation, but he fancied that it would have more +chance of being accepted if he urged it orally, and, as he could not +call upon the peer (whose private address, in books of reference, was +merely the house in Somerset), he haunted the club with the hope of +encountering him. On the second day fortune was propitious. Lord +Dymchurch sat in his usual corner of the library, and, on Lashmar's +approach, smiled his wonted greeting. After preliminary gossip, Dyce +commanded himself to courageous utterance. + +"I have been asked to come forward as Liberal candidate for a little +borough in the Midlands--Hollingford. It's a Tory seat, and I don't +know whether I shall stand any chance, but local people want to fight +it, and they seem to think that I may be the man for them." + +As he spoke, he felt that he wore an expression new to his visage, a +sort of smile which his lips had not the habit of framing. Quite +unconsciously, indeed, he had reproduced the smile of Mrs. Toplady; its +ironic good-humour seemed to put him at ease, and to heighten his +personal effectiveness. + +"Hollingford?" Lord Dymchurch reflected. "I know the place by name +only." + +He looked at Lashmar with a new interest. Constantly worrying about his +own inactive life, and what he deemed his culpable supineness as a +citizen, the pinched peer envied any man to whom the Lower House +offered its large possibilities. + +"The idea is quite novel to me," Lashmar continued. "You know something +of my views--my cast of mind; do you think I should do well to go in +for practical politics?" + +"I think any man does well who goes in for anything practical," was +Lord Dymchurch's answer. "Stand, by all means, and I wish you success. +Parliament isn't overcrowded with men of original views." + +"That's very kind of you.--I don't want to presume upon your +good-nature, but I wonder whether I could persuade you to dine with me, +to meet a few friends of mine who are so good as to interest themselves +in this matter? Quite an informal little dinner; one or two ladies--the +Member for Belper--a Home Office man people who see things rather in my +own way--" + +He added place and date; then, with Mrs. Toplady's smile still on his +lips, awaited the response. That Lord Dymchurch would much have +preferred to excuse himself was visible enough in the pleasant, open +countenance, little apt for dissembling; but no less evident was the +amiability which made it difficult for him to refuse a favour, and +which, in this instance, allied itself with something like a sense of +duty. Lord Dymchurch had been considerably impressed by Lashmar's talk; +the bio-sociological theory and all its consequences applied alike to +his reason and his imagination; he had mused over this new philosophy, +and the opportunity of being ever so little helpful to such a man as +its originator should, he felt, be regarded as a privilege. That he +could not altogether "take to" Lashmar was nothing to the point. How +often had he rebuked himself for his incrustation of prejudices, social +and personal, which interfered between him and the living, progressing +world! Fie upon his finical spirit, which dwelt so vulgarly on a man's +trivial defects! + +"With pleasure," he replied; and, as if feeling it insufficient, he +added, "with great pleasure!" + +Dyce's lips forgot Mrs. Toplady; he smiled his own smile of genial +satisfaction, and, as his way was when pleased, broke into effusive +talk. He told of Lady Ogram, of the political situation at Hollingford, +of editor Breakspeare, of the cantankerous Robb, and to all this Lord +Dymchurch willingly lent ear. + +"I should uncommonly like you to go down with me some day. You might +find it amusing. Lady Ogram is, undeniably, a very remarkable woman." + +Immediately after this conversation, Lashmar wrote off to Mrs. Toplady, +half-a-dozen exultant lines, announcing his success No more wavering, +he said to himself. Fate was on his side. He had but to disregard all +paltry obstacles, and go straight on. + +Yet one obstacle, and that not altogether paltry, continually haunted +his mind. He could not forget Lady Ogram's obvious intention that he +should marry Constance Bride; and such a marriage was altogether out of +harmony with his ambition. If it brought him money--that is to say, a +substantial fortune--he might be content to accept it, but it could not +be more than a compromise; he aimed at a very different sort of +alliance. Moreover, he knew nothing of Lady Ogram's real intentions +with regard to Constance; her mysterious phrases merely perplexed and +annoyed him as often as he thought of them. To marry Constance +_without_ a substantial fortune--that were disaster indeed! And what if +Lady Ogram's favour depended upon it? + +But he had his little dinner to think of. He wrote to Mrs. Woolstan, +who, by return of post, blithely accepted his invitation, begging him, +at the same time, to come and see her before then, if he could possibly +spare an hour. Dyce threw the letter aside impatiently. On Sunday he +was in Pont Street, where he met the Parliamentary Mr. Roach, a young +man fairly answering to Mrs. Toplady's description; an idealist of a +mild type, whose favourite talk was of "altruism," and who, whilst +affecting close attention to what other people said, was always +absorbed in his own thoughts. Before Lashmar had been many minutes in +the drawing-room, there entered Mrs. Woolstan, and she soon found an +occasion for brief exchange of words with him. + +"Why haven't you been to see me yet?" + +"I'm so terribly busy. Of course I ought to have come. I thought of +to-morrow--but now that we've met here, and are going to dine on the +27th--" + +"Oh, I know you _must_ be busy!" conceded Iris, with panting emphasis +and gladness. "How splendidly everything's going! But I want to hear +about it all, you know. Your letter about Rivenoak only made me eager +to know more--" + +"We'll have an afternoon presently. Ask Mrs. Toplady to introduce Mr. +Roach--he dines with us on the 27th." + +To make sure of the M. P., Lashmar invited him verbally, and received a +dreamy acceptance--so dreamy that he resolved to send a note, to remind +Mr. Roach of the engagement. + +"So you are to be one of us, at Mr. Lashmar's dinner," said the hostess +to Mrs. Woolstan. "A delightful evening--won't it be!" + +And she watched the eager little face with eyes which read its every +line remorselessly: her smile more pitiless in ironic mischief even +than of wont. + +On the morning of May the 28th, Lashmar wrote a full letter to +Rivenoak. It told of a dinner successful beyond his hopes. Mrs. Toplady +had surpassed herself in brilliant graciousness; Lord Dymchurch had +broken through his reserve, and talked remarkably--most remarkably. "As +for the host, why, he did what in him lay, and Mrs. Toplady was good +enough to remark, as he handed her into her carriage, 'A few more +dinners such as this, and all London will want to know the--' I won't +finish her sentence. Joking apart, I think my friends enjoyed +themselves, and they were certainly very encouraging with regard to our +project." + +At the same hour, Mrs. Toplady, propped with pillows, was also writing +to Rivenoak. + +"It came off very well indeed, and I see that we must take serious +account of Mr. Lashmar. You know that, of course, and I didn't doubt +your judgment, but intellectual distinction doesn't always go together +with the qualities necessary to a political career. Beyond a doubt, he +is our coming man! And now let me know when to expect you in London. I +look forward to the delight of seeing you, and of making the +acquaintance of your niece, who must be _very_ interesting. How lucky +you are to have discovered at the same time two such brilliant young +people! By the bye, I have not mentioned Miss Tomalin to any one; it +occurred to me that silence in this matter was perhaps discretion. If I +have been needlessly reticent, pray say so. Of course at a word from +you, I can speak to the right people, but possibly you had rather +nothing at all were said until the young lady has been seen. Myself, I +see no reason whatever for explanations." + +As she closed this letter, Mrs. Toplady's smile all but became a +chuckle. Nothing had so much amused her for a twelvemonth past. + +Lashmar had no reply from Rivenoak. This silence disappointed him. Ten +days having elapsed, he thought of writing again, but there arrived a +letter addressed in Miss Bride's hand, the contents a few lines in +tremulous but bold character, signed "A. Ogram." He was invited to +lunch, on the next day but one, at Bunting's Hotel, Albemarle Street. + +This same afternoon, having nothing to do, he went to call upon Mrs. +Woolstan. It was his second visit since the restaurant dinner, and Iris +showed herself very grateful for his condescension. She regarded him +anxiously; made inquiries about his health; was he not working too +hard? His eyes looked rather heavy, as if he studied too late at night. +Dyce, assuming the Toplady smile, admitted that he might have been +rather over-zealous at his constitutional history of late; concession +to practicality had led him to take up that subject. In his thoughts, +he reproached himself for a freak of the previous evening, a little +outbreak of folly, of no grave importance, which had doubtless resulted +from the exciting tenor of his life recently. On the whole, it might +serve a useful purpose, reminding him to be on guard against certain +weaknesses of his temperament, likely to be fostered by ease and +liberty. + +"Lady Ogram is in town," he announced. "I lunch with her to-morrow." + +The news agitated Mrs. Woolstan. + +"Will she be alone?" + +"I suppose so--except for her secretary, who of course is always with +her." + +Iris desired to know all about the secretary, and Lashmar described a +neutral-tinted, pen-wielding young woman, much interested in social +reform. + +"Perhaps I shall come to know Lady Ogram," said Iris, modestly. "I may +meet her at Mrs. Toplady's. That would be delightful! I should be able +to follow everything much better." + +"To be sure," was the rather dry response. "But I shall be surprised if +the old lady stays long, or sees many people. Her health is of the +shakiest, and London life would be a dangerous experiment, I should +say. I don't at all know why she's coming, unless it is to see doctors." + +"Oh, I _do_ hope she'll be careful," panted Iris. "What a terrible +thing it would be if she died suddenly--terrible for you, I mean. She +ought to have some one to look well after her, indeed she ought. I +wish"--this with a laugh--"she would take me as companion. Oh, wouldn't +I have a care of her precious health!" + +When he drove to Bunting's Hotel, he had no thought of seeing anyone +but Lady Ogram and Constance; the possibility that there might be other +guests at luncheon did not enter his mind. Conducted to a private +drawing-room on the first floor, he became aware, as the door opened, +of a handsome girl in animated conversation with his two friends; she +seemed so very much at home that he experienced a little shock, as of +the unaccountable, the disconcerting, and his eyes with difficulty +turned from this new face to that of the venerable hostess. Here again +a surprise awaited him; Lady Ogram looked so much younger than when he +took leave of her at Rivenoak, that he marvelled at the transformation. +Notwithstanding her appearance she spoke in a strained, feeble voice, +often indistinct; one noticed, too, that she was harder of hearing. +Having pressed his hand--a very faint pressure, though meant for +cordial--Lady Ogram turned a look upon the bright young lady near her, +and said, with a wheezy emphasis: + +"Let me introduce you to my niece, Miss Tomalin." + +Never had Lashmar known her so ceremonious; never had she appeared so +observant of his demeanor during the social formality. Overcome with +astonishment at what he heard, he bowed stiffly, but submissively. The +autocrat watched him with severe eyes, and only when his salute was +accomplished did the muscles of her visage again relax. Mechanically, +he turned to bow in the same way to Miss Bride, but she at once offered +her hand with a friendly, "'low do you do?" + +"My niece, Miss Tomalin." Where on earth did this niece spring from? +Everybody understood that Lady Ogram was alone in the world. Constance +had expressly affirmed it--yet here was she smiling in the most natural +way possible, as if nieces abounded at Rivenoak. Dyce managed to talk, +but he heard not a word from his own lips, and his eyes, fixed on Lady +Ogram's features, noted the indubitable fact that her complexion was +artificial. This astounding old woman, at the age of four score, had +begun to paint? So confused was Dyce's state of mind, that, on +perceiving the truth of the matter, he all but uttered an exclamation. +Perhaps only Miss Tomalin's voice arrested him. + +"My aunt has told me all about your new Socialism, Mr. Lashmar. You +can't think how it has put my mind at rest! One has so felt that one +_ought_ to be a Socialist, and yet there were so many things one +couldn't accept. It's delightful to see everything reconciled--all one +wants to keep and all the new things that _must_ come!" + +May had been developing. She spoke with a confidence which, on softer +notes, emulated that of her aged relative; she carried her head with a +conscious stateliness which might have been--perhaps was--deliberately +studied after the portrait in the Rivenoak dining-room. Harmonious with +this change was that in her attire; fashion had done its best to +transform the aspiring young provincial into a metropolitan Grace; the +result being that Miss Tomalin seemed to have grown in stature, to +exhibit a more notable symmetry, so that she filled more space in the +observer's eye than heretofore. For all that, she looked no older; her +self-assertion, though more elaborate, was not a bit more impressive, +and the phrases she used, the turn of her sentences, the colour of her +speech, very little resembled anything that would have fallen from a +damsel bred in the modish world. Her affectation was shot through with +spontaneity; her impertinence had a juvenile seriousness which made it +much more amusing than offensive; and a feminine charm in her, striving +to prevail over incongruous elements, made clear appeal to the +instincts of the other sex. + +"That is very encouraging," was Lashmar's reply. "If only one's +thoughts can be of any help to others--" + +"What time is it?" broke in Lady Ogram. "Why doesn't that man come? +What business has he to keep us waiting?" + +"It's only just half-past one," said Miss Bride. + +"Then he ought to be here." She turned to Lashmar. "I'm expecting a +friend you've heard of--Sir William Amys. How long are we to sit here +waiting for him, I wonder?" + +"What do you think of Herbert Spencer, Mr. Lashmar?" inquired May. + +Dyce's reply was rendered doubly unnecessary by the opening of the +door, and the announcement of the awaited guest. + +"Willy! Willy!" cried Lady Ogram, with indulgent reproof. "You always +used to be so punctual." + +The gentleman thus familiarly addressed had grey hair and walked with a +stoop in the shoulders. His age was sixty, but he looked rather older. +Lady Ogram, who had known him as a boy, still saw him in that light. +His pleasant face, full of sagacity and good-humour, wore a gently +deprecating smile as he stepped forward, and whether intentionally or +not--he smoothed with one hand his long, grizzled beard. + +"This is military!" he exclaimed. "Are not a few minutes' grace granted +to a man of peace, when he comes to eat your salt?--And how are you, my +dear lady? How are you?" + +"Never was better in my life, Willy!" shrilled Lady Ogram, her voice +slipping out of control in her excitement. "Do you know who this is?" + +"I could make a guess. The face speaks for itself." + +"Ha! You see the likeness!--May, shake hands with Sir William, and make +friends with him; he and I knew each other a lifetime before you were +born.--And this is Mr. Lashmar, our future Member for Hollingford." + +"If the voters are as kind to me as Lady Ogram," said Dyce, laughing. + +The baronet gave his hand, and regarded the young man with shrewd +observation. Sir William had no part in public life, and was not +predisposed in favour of parliamentary ambitions; he lived quietly in a +London suburb, knowing only a few congenial people, occupying himself +with the history of art, on which he was something of an authority. His +father had been a friend of Sir Quentin Ogram; and thus arose his early +familiarity with the lady of Rivenoak. + +They went to table in an adjoining room, and for a few minutes there +was talk between the hostess and Sir William about common +acquaintances. Lashmar, the while, kept turning his look towards Miss +Tomalin. With his astonishment had begun to mingle feelings of interest +and attraction. He compared Miss Tomalin's personal appearance with +that of Constance Bride, and at once so hardened towards the latter +that he could not bring his eyes to regard her again. At the same time +he perceived, with gratification, that Lady Ogram's niece was not +heedless of his presence; once at least their looks come to the +encounter, with quick self-recovery on the young lady's part, and a +conscious smile. Dyce began to think her very good-looking indeed. Sir +William's remark recurred to him, and he saw an undeniable resemblance +in the girl's features to those of Lady Ogram's early portrait. He grew +nervously desirous to know something about her. + +Presently conversation directed itself towards the subject with which +Lashmar was connected. Sir William appeared by no means eager to +discuss political or social themes, but May Tomalin could not rest till +they were brought forward, and her aunt, who seemed to have no desire +but to please her and put her into prominence, helped them on. + +"Are you going to stand as a Socialist?" asked the baronet of Lashmar, +with some surprise, when May's talk had sufficiently confused him. + +Dyce quietly explained (a shadow of the Toplady smile about his lips) +that his Socialism was not Social-democracy. + +"For my own part," declared Sir William, "I want to hear a little more +of men, and a little less of government. That we're moving into +Socialism of one kind or another is plain enough, and it goes against +the grain with me. I'm afraid we're losing our vigour as individuals. +It's all very well to be a good citizen, but it's more important, don't +you think, to be a man?" + +"I quite see your point, Sir William," said Lashmar, his eyes +brightening as they always did when he found his opportunity for +borrowed argument and learning. "Clearly there's an excess to be +avoided; individuality mustn't be lost sight of. But I can make +absolutely no distinction between the terms Man and Citizen. To my mind +they are synonymous, for Man only came into being when he ceased to be +animal by developing the idea of citizenship. In my view, the source of +all our troubles is found in that commonly accepted duality. He didn't +exist in the progressive ancient world. The dualism of Man and State +began with the decline of Graeco-Roman civilisation, and was +perpetuated by the teaching of Christianity. The philosophy of Epicurus +and of Zeno an utter detachment from the business of mankind--prepared +the way for the spirit of the Gospels. So, at length, we get our notion +of Church and State--a separation ruinous to religion and making +impossible anything like perfection in politics; it has thoroughly +rooted in people's minds that fatal distinction between Man as a +responsible soul and Man as a member of society. Our work is to restore +the old monism. Very, very slowly, mankind is working towards it. A +revolution greater than any of those commonly spoken of--so wide and +deep that it isn't easily taken in even by students of history--a +revolution which is the only hope of civilisation, has been going on +since the close of the thirteenth century. We are just beginning to be +dimly conscious of it. Perhaps in another century it will form the +principle of Liberalism." + +The baronet heard all this with some surprise; he had not been prepared +for such solidity of doctrine from Lady Ogram's candidate, and at the +luncheon table. As for May Tomalin, she had listened delightedly. Her +lips savoured the words "dualism" and "monism" of which she resolved to +make brave use in her own argumentative displays. The first to speak +was Constance. + +"We are getting on very quickly," she said, in her driest and most +practical tone, "towards one ideal of Socialism. Look at the way in +which municipalities are beginning to undertake, and sometimes +monopolise, work which used to be left to private enterprize. Before +long we shall have local authorities engaged in banking, pawnbroking, +coal-supplying, tailoring, estate agency, printing--all these, and +other undertakings, are already proposed." + +May cast a glance of good-natured envy at the speaker. How she wished +she could display such acquaintance with public life. But the +information was stored for future use. + +"Why, there you are!" exclaimed the baronet. "That's just what I'm +afraid of. It's the beginning of tyranny. It'll mean the bad work of a +monopoly, instead of the good to be had by free competition. You favour +this kind of thing, Mr. Lashmar?" + +"In so far as it signifies growth of the ideas of citizenship, and of +association. But it interests me much less than purely educational +questions. Whatever influence I may gain will be used towards a +thorough reconstruction of our system of popular schooling. I believe +nothing serious can be done until we have a truly civic education for +the masses of the people." + +This was the outcome of Lashmar's resolve to be practical, whilst +adhering to his philosophy. He knew that it sounded well, this demand +for educational reform; however vague in reality, it gave the ordinary +hearer a quasi-intelligible phrase to remember and repeat. Sir William +Amys was not proof against the plausibility of such words: he admitted +that one might do worse than devote oneself to that question; popular +schooling, heaven knew, being much in need of common-sense reform. Dyce +tactfully pressed his advantage. He ridiculed the extravagance of +educationalism run mad, its waste of public money, the harm it does +from a social point of view; and, the longer he spoke, the better +pleased was Sir William to hear him. Their hostess, silent and closely +attentive, smiled with satisfaction. Constance, meanwhile, noted the +countenance of May Tomalin, which exhibited the same kind of pleased +approval.--Only a day or two ago, May, speaking on this subject, had +expressed views diametrically opposite. + +After luncheon, Lady Ogram held Lashmar in talk, whilst the two young +ladies conversed with the baronet apart. Dyce had hoped for a little +gossip with Miss Tomalin, but no chance offered; discretion bade him +take leave before Sir William had given sign of rising. + +"I don't know how long we shall be in town," said Lady Ogram, who did +not seek to detain him, "but of course we shall see you again. We shall +generally be at home at five o'clock." + +He had hoped for a more definite and a more cordial invitation. Issuing +into Albemarle Street, he looked vaguely about him, and wondered how he +should get through the rest of the afternoon. A dull sky hastened the +failure of his spirits; when, in a few minutes, rain began to fall, he +walked on under his umbrella, thoroughly cheerless and objectless. Then +it struck him that he would go presently to Pont Street; Mrs. Toplady +might help him to solve the mystery of Lady Ogram's niece. + +Confound Lady Ogram's niece! Her appearance could not have been more +inopportune. The old woman was obviously quite taken up with her, and, +as likely as not, would lose all her interest in politics. Here was the +explanation of her not having answered his last long letter. Confound +Miss--what was her foolish name?--Tomalin! + +And yet--and yet--there glimmered another aspect of the matter. Suppose +Miss Tomalin followed her aunt's example, and saw in him a coming man, +and seriously interested herself in his fortunes? Then, indeed, she +would be by no means a superfluous young person; for who could say to +what such interest might lead? Miss Tomalin would be her aunt's +heiress, or so one might reasonably suppose. And she was a very pretty +girl, as well as intelligent. + +Could it be that the real course of his destiny was only just beginning +to reveal itself? + +By this time, he felt better. To pass an hour, he went into his club, +read the papers, and looked, vainly, for Lord Dymchurch. + +Greatly to his surprise, he found the world-shunning nobleman in Mrs. +Toplady's drawing-room; the hostess and he alone together--it was +early--and seeming to have been engaged in rather intimate talk. + +"Oh, this is nice!" exclaimed Mrs. Toplady. "What have you to tell us?" + +"Little of interest, I'm afraid--except that I have lunched to-day with +Lady Ogram and made the acquaintance of her niece." + +"We were speaking of her," said the hostess, with very pronounced +mischief at the corner of her lips, and eyes excessively gracious. + +"You know Miss Tomalin?" Lashmar inquired, rather abruptly, of Lord +Dymchurch. + +"I have met her once," was the colourless reply. + +Dyce wished to ask where and when, but of course could not. He resented +this advantage of Lord Dymchurch. + +"She is very clever," the hostess was saying, "and quite charming. A +Canadian, you know, by birth. Such a fresh way of looking at things; so +bright and--" + +Other callers were announced. Lord Dymchurch looked his desire to +escape, but sat on. You would have thought him a man with a troubled +conscience. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +A few days later, Lashmar found on his breakfast table a copy of the +_Hollingford Express_, blue-pencilled at an editorial paragraph which +he read with interest. The leaded lines announced that Hollingford +Liberalism was at length waking up, that a campaign was being quietly +but vigorously organised, and that a meeting of active politicians +would shortly be held for the purpose of confirming a candidature which +had already met with approval in influential circles. The same post +brought a letter from Mr. Breakspeare, "Will you," asked the editor, +"name a convenient date for meeting your friends and supporters? Say, +about the 20th of this month. I am working up enthusiasm. We shall take +the public room at the Saracen's Head. Admission to be by invitation +card. I write to Lady Ogram, and no doubt you will consult with her." + +This looked like business. Dyce reflected rather nervously that he +would have to make a speech--a practical speech; he must define his +political attitude; philosophical generalities would not serve in the +public room at the Saracen's Head. Well, he had a fortnight to think +about it. And here was an excuse for calling on Lady Ogram, of which he +would avail himself at once. + +In the afternoon he went to Bunting's Hotel, but Lady Ogram was not at +home. He inquired for Miss Bride, and was presently led up to the +private drawing-room, where Constance sat writing. As they shook hands, +their eyes scarcely met. + +"Can you spare me a few minutes?" asked the visitor. "There's something +here I wanted to show Lady Ogram; but I shall be still more glad to +talk it over with you." + +Constance took the newspaper and Breakspeare's note. As she read, her +firm-set lips relaxed a little. She handed the papers back with a nod. + +"Has Lady Ogram heard?" Dyce asked. + +"Yes; she had a letter this morning, and I have answered it. She was +pleased So far, so good. You have had Mrs. Toplady's card for the +evening of the 13th?" + +"I have." + +"One of the Liberal whips will be there--an opportunity for you." + +Every time he saw her, Constance seemed to be drier and more laconic. +Their intercourse promised to illustrate to the full his professed +ideal of relation between man and woman in friendship; every note of +difference in sex would soon be eliminated, if indeed that point were +not already attained. + +"Won't you sit down?" asked Miss Bride, carelessly; for Dyce had thrown +hat and stick aside, and was moving about with his hands in his pockets. + +"But you're busy." + +"Not particularly." + +"How is our friend?" + +"Lady Ogram? Pretty well, I think, but overtaxing herself. I don't +think she'll be able to stay here long. It certainly wouldn't be wise." + +"Of course it's on her niece's account. By the bye--" Dyce paused +before Constance's chair--"where has this niece sprung from? You told +me she hadn't a relative in the world." + +"So she believed. Miss Tomalin is a recent discovery--the fruit of Mr. +Kerchever's researches." + +"Ah! That's rather amusing. Lucky, I imagine, that she is such a +presentable person. She might have been--" + +He checked himself significantly, and Constance allowed an absent smile +to pass over her face. + +"I'm afraid," Dyce continued, "this change won't be quite pleasant to +you?" + +"To me? It makes no difference--none whatever. Will you please sit +down? I dislike to talk with anyone who keeps fidgeting about." + +One might have detected more than discomfort in Miss Bride's look and +voice. A sudden flash of something very like anger shone in her eyes; +but they were bent and veiled. + +"Let us talk about Hollingford," said Lashmar, drawing up a chair. "It +begins to look as if things were really in train. Of course, I shall go +down to talk to them. Will you help me in putting my programme +together?" + +"Isn't that already done?" + +"Why, no. What do I care about their party questions? I'm sure your +advice would be valuable. Could you find time to jot down a few ideas?" + +"If you think it any use, certainly. I can't promise to do it this +evening; we have people to dine." + +Lashmar was secretly offended that Lady Ogram should give a +dinner-party in which he had no place. + +"Anyone coming that I know?" he asked, off-hand. + +"Let me see. Yes, there's Mrs. Toplady--and Lord Dymchurch--" + +Dyce exclaimed: + +"What an extraordinary thing! Dymchurch, who never went anywhere, seems +all at once to be living in the thick of the world. The other day, I +found him at Mrs. Toplady's, drinking tea. Was it there he came to know +Lady Ogram?" + +"Yes." Constance smiled. "Lady Ogram, you remember, much wished to meet +him." + +"And he dines here? I can't understand it." + +"You are not very complimentary;" said Constance, with dry amusement. + +"You know what I mean. I shouldn't have thought Lady Ogram would have +had much attraction for him." + +Miss Bride laughed, a laugh of all but genuine gaiety. + +"Hadn't we better talk about your programme?" she resumed, in an +altered voice, as though her humour had suddenly improved; "I should +take counsel with Mr. Breakspeare, if I were you. I fancy he likes to +be consulted, and his activity will be none the less for it." + +Lashmar could not easily fix his thoughts on political tactics. He +talked impatiently, all the time absorbed in another subject; and at +the first pause he took his leave. + +Decidedly it offended him that he was left out from this evening's +dinner-party. A suspicion, too, had broken upon his mind which he found +very distasteful and perturbing. Lady Ogram must have particular +reasons for thus cultivating Lord Dymchurch's acquaintance; +conjecturing what they might be, he perceived how he had allowed +himself to shape visions and dream dreams during the last day or two. +It was foolish, as he now saw plainly enough; in ambition, one must +discern the probable, and steady one's course thereby. All at once, he +felt a strong dislike of Lord Dymchurch, and even a certain contempt. +The man was not what he had thought him. + +Crossing the street at Piccadilly Circus, he ran before a hansom, and +from the hansom was waved a hand, a voice in the same moment calling +out his name. As a result of his stopping, he was very nearly run over +by another cab; he escaped to the pavement; the hansom pulled up beside +him, and he shook hands with Mrs. Woolstan. + +"Are you going anywhere?" she asked, her eyes very wide as they gazed +at him. + +"Nowhere in particular." + +"Then do come with me, will you? I have to buy a present for Len's +birthday, and I should be so glad of your help in choosing it." + +Dyce jumped into the vehicle, and, as his habit was, at once surveyed +himself in the little looking-glass conveniently placed for that +purpose. The inspection never gratified him, and to-day less than +usual. Turning to his companion, he asked: + +"Does everybody look ugly in a hansom mirror?" + +"What a question! I'm sure I can't tell you." + +Iris had coloured a little. Her eyes involuntarily sought the slip of +glass at her side of the seat, and the face she saw was assuredly not a +flattering likeness. With brow knitted, she stared out into the street, +and presently asked: + +"Have you seen Lady Ogram?" + +"Yes." + +"I thought you told me that she would have no one with her but her +secretary? Why did you say that?" + +"Because I didn't know that she bed a newly-discovered niece. It seems +that you have heard of it. Perhaps you have met her?" + +"Not yet; Mrs. Toplady told me." + +"And you take it for granted that I had deliberately concealed the +niece from you?" said Lashmar, with an amused air. "Pray, why should I +have done so?" + +"No, no, I thought nothing of the kind," replied Mrs. Woolstan, in a +conciliating tone. "Indeed I didn't! It's only that I felt vexed not to +have heard the story from you first. I thought you would have told it +me as soon as possible--such an interesting thing as that." + +Lashmar declared that he had only known of Miss Tomalin's existence for +a day or two, and had only heard the explanation of her appearance this +very day. His companion asked for a description of the young lady, and +he gave one remarkable for splenetic exaggeration. + +"You must have seen her in a hansom looking-glass," said Iris, smiling +askance at him. "Mrs. Toplady's picture is very different. And the same +applies to Miss Bride; I formed an idea of her from what you told me +which doesn't answer at all to that given me by Mrs. Toplady." + +"Mrs. Toplady," replied Dyce, his lips reminiscent of Pont Street, +"inclines to idealism, I have found. It's an amiable weakness, but one +has to be on one's guard against it. Did she say anything about Lord +Dymchurch?" + +"Nothing. Why?" + +Dyce seemed to reflect; then spoke as if confidentially. + +"I suspect there is a little conspiracy against the noble lord. From +certain things that I have observed and heard, I think it probable that +Lady Ogram wants to capture Dymchurch for her niece." + +A light shone upon the listener's countenance, and she panted eager +exclamations. + +"Really? You think so? But I understood that he was so poor. How is it +possible?" + +"Yes. Dymchurch is poor, I believe, but he is a lord. Lady Ogram is +_not_ poor, and I fancy she would like above all things to end her life +as aunt-in-law (if there be such a thing) of a peer. Her weakness, as +we know, has always been for the aristocracy. She's a strong-minded +woman in most things. I am quite sure she prides herself on belonging +by birth to the lower class, and she knows that most aristocrats are +imbeciles; for all that, she won't rest till she has found her niece a +titled husband. This is my private conviction; take it for what it is +worth." + +"But," cried Iris, satisfaction still shining on her face, "do you +think there's the least chance that Lord Dymchurch will be caught?" + +"A week ago, I should have laughed at the suggestion. Now, I don't feel +at all sure of his safety. He goes about to meet the girl. He's dining +at their hotel to-night." + +"You take a great interest in it," said Mrs. Woolstan, her voice +faltering a little. + +"Because I am so surprised and disappointed about Dymchurch. I thought +better of him. I took him for a philosopher." + +"But Mrs. Toplady says the girl is charming, and very clever." + +"That's a matter of opinion. Doesn't Mrs. Toplady strike you as +something of a busybody--a glorified busybody, of course?" + +"Oh, I like her! And she speaks very nicely of you." + +"I'm much obliged. But, after all, why should she speak otherwise than +nicely of me?" + +Whilst Iris was meditating an answer to this question, the cab pulled +up at a great shop. They alighted; the driver was bidden to wait; and +along the alleys of the gleaming bazaar they sought a present suitable +for Leonard Woolstan. To Lashmar it was a scarcely tolerable ennui; he +had even more than the average man's hatred of shopping, and feminine +indecision whipped him to contemptuous irritation. To give himself +something to do, he looked about for a purchase on his own account, +and, having made it, told Iris that this was a present from him to his +former pupil. + +"Oh, how kind of you!" exclaimed the mother, regarding him tenderly. +"How very kind of you! Len will be delighted, poor boy." + +They left the shop, and stood by the hansom. + +"Where are you going to now?" asked Iris. + +"Home, to work. I have to address a meeting at Hollingford on the 20th, +and I must think out a sufficiency of harmless nonsense." + +"Really? A public meeting already? Couldn't I come and hear you?" + +Dyce explained the nature of the gathering. + +"But I shall see you before then," he added, helping her to enter the +cab. "By the bye, don't be indiscreet with reference to what we spoke +of just now." + +"Why of course not," answered Iris, her eyes fixed on his face as he +drew back carelessly saluting. + +Though Lashmar had elaborated his story concerning Lord Dymchurch on +the spur of the moment, he now thoroughly believed it himself, and the +result was a restlessness of mind which no conviction of its utter +absurdity could overcome. In vain did he remember that Lady Ogram had +settled his destiny so far as the matter lay in _her_ hands, and that +to displease the choleric old autocrat would be to overthrow in a +moment the edifice of hope reared by her aid. The image of May Tomalin +was constantly before his mind. Not that he felt himself sentimentally +drawn to her; but she represented an opportunity which it annoyed him +to feel that he would not, if he chose, be permitted to grasp. Miss +Tomalin by no means satisfied his aspiration in the matter of marriage, +whatever wealth she might have to bestow; he had always pictured a very +lofty type of woman indeed, a being superb in every attribute when +dreaming of his future spouse. But he enjoyed the sense of power, and +was exasperated by a suggestion that any man could have a natural +advantage over him. To this characteristic he owed the influence with +women which had carried him so far, for there is nothing that better +stands a man in his relations with the other sex than settled egoism +serving restless ambition. This combination of qualities which all but +every woman worship. Mrs. Toplady herself, she of the ironic smile and +cynic intelligence, felt it a magnetic property in Dyce Lashmar's +otherwise not very impressive person. On that account did she watch his +pranks with so indulgent an eye, and give herself trouble to enlarge +the scope of his entertaining activity. She knew, however, that the man +was not cast in heroic mould; that he was capable of scruples, inclined +to indolence; that he did not, after all, sufficiently believe in +himself to go very far in the subjugation of others. Therefore she had +never entertained the thought of seriously devoting herself to his +cause, but was content to play with it until something more piquant +should claim her attention. + +Mrs. Toplady had always wished for the coming of the very hero, the man +without fear, without qualm, who should put our finicking civilisation +under his feet. Her god was a compound of the blood-reeking conqueror +and the diplomatist supreme in guile. For such a man she would have +poured out her safe-invested treasure, enough rewarded with a nod of +half-disdainful recognition. It vexed her to think that she might pass +away before the appearance of that new actor on the human stage; his +entrance was all but due, she felt assured. Ah! the world would be much +more amusing presently, and she meanwhile was growing old. + +Her drawing-rooms on the evening of June 13th were crowded with +representatives of Society. Lashmar arrived about ten o'clock, and his +hostess had soon introduced him to two or three persons of political +note, with each of whom he exchanged phrases of such appalling banality +that he had much ado not to laugh in his interlocutor's face. The +swelling current moved him along; he could only watch countenances and +listen to dialogues as foolish as those in which he had taken part; a +dizzying babblement filled the air, heavy with confusion of perfumes. +Presently, having circled his way back towards the stair-head, he +caught sight of Lord Dymchurch, who had newly entered; their eyes met, +but Dymchurch, who wore a very absent look, gave no sign of +recognition. Dyce pressed forward. + +"I hoped I might meet you here," he said. + +The other started, smiled nervously, and spoke in a confused way. + +"I thought it likely. Of course you know a great many of these people?" + +"Oh, a few. I had rather meet them anywhere than in such a crowd, +though." + +"Wonderful, isn't it?" murmured Dymchurch, with a comical distress in +his eyebrows. "Wonderful!" + +Good-naturedly nodding, he moved away, and was lost to sight. Dyce, +holding his place near the entrance, perceived at length another face +that he knew--that of a lady with whom he had recently dined at this +house; in her company came Constance Bride and May Tomalin. He all but +bounded to meet them. Constance looked well in a garb more ornate than +Lashmar had yet seen her wearing; May, glowing with self-satisfaction, +made a brilliant appearance. Their chaperon spoke with him; he learned +that Lady Ogram did not feel quite equal to an occasion such as this, +and had stayed at home. Miss Tomalin, eager to join in the talk, +pressed before Constance. + +"Have you got your speech ready, Mr. Lashmar?" she asked, with +sprightly condescension. + +"Quite. How sorry I am that you won't be able to enjoy that masterpiece +of eloquence!" + +"Oh, but it will be reported. It must be reported, of course." + +The chaperon interposed, presenting to Miss Tomalin a gentleman who +seemed very desirous of that honour, and Dyce stifled his annoyance in +saying apart to Constance: + +"What barbarism this is! One might as well try to converse in the +middle of the street at Charing Cross." + +"Certainly. But people don't come to converse," was the answer. + +"You enjoy this kind of thing, I fancy?" + +"I don't find it disagreeable." + +The chaperon and Miss Tomalin were moving away; May cast a look at +Lashmar, but he was unconscious of it. Constance turned to follow her +companions, and Dyce stood alone again. + +Half an hour later, the circling currents to which he surrendered +himself brought him before a row of chairs, where sat the three ladies +and, by the side of Miss Tomalin, Lord Dymchurch. May, flushed and +bright-eyed, was talking at a great rate; she seemed to be laying down +the law in some matter, and Dymchurch, respectfully bent towards her, +listened with a thoughtful smile. Dyce approached, and spoke to +Constance. A few moments afterwards, Lord Dymchurch rose, bowed, and +withdrew; whereupon Lashmar asked Miss Tomalin's permission to take the +vacant chair. It was granted rather absently; for the girl's eyes had +furtively followed her late companion as he moved away, and she seemed +more disposed to reflect than to begin a new conversation. This passed, +however; soon she was talking politics with an air of omniscience which +Lashmar could only envy. + +"May I take you down to the supper-room?" he asked presently. + +The chaperon and Miss Bride were engaged in conversation with a man who +stood behind them. + +"Yes, let us go," said May, rising. "I'm thirsty." + +She spoke a word to the lady responsible for her, and swept off with +Lashmar. + +"How delightful it is,". Dyce exclaimed, "to gather such a lot of +interesting people!" + +"Isn't it!" May responded. "One feels really alive here. You would +hardly believe--" she gave him a confidential look--"that this is my +first season in London." + +"Indeed it isn't easy to believe," said Dyce, in the tone of compliment. + +"I always thought of a London season," pursued May, "as mere frivolity. +Of course there is a great deal of that. But here one sees only +cultured and serious people; it makes one feel how much hope there is +for the world, in spite of everything. The common Socialists talk +dreadful nonsense about Society; of course it's mere ignorance." + +"To be sure," Lashmar assented, with inward mirth. "Their views are +inevitably so narrow.--How long do you stay in town?" + +"I'm afraid my aunt's health will oblige me to return to Rivenoak very +soon. She has been seeing doctors. I don't know what they tell her, but +I notice that she isn't quite herself this last day or two." + +"Wonderful old lady, isn't she?" Dyce exclaimed. + +"Oh, wonderful! You have known her for a long time, haven't you?" + +"No, not very long. But we have talked so much, and agree so well in +our views, that I think of her as quite an old friend.--What can I get +you? Do you like iced coffee?" + +Dyce seated her, and tended upon her as though no such thing as a +"method" with women had ever entered his mind. His demeanour was +lamentably old-fashioned. What it lacked in natural grace, Miss Tomalin +was not critical enough to perceive. + +"How nice it will be," she suddenly remarked, "when you are in +Parliament! Of course you will invite us to tea on the terrace, and all +that kind of thing." + +"I'm sure I hope I shall have the chance. My election is by no means a +certainty, you know. The Tories are very strong at Hollingford." + +"Oh, but we're all going to work for you. When we get back to Rivenoak, +I shall begin a serious campaign. I could never live without some +serious work of the social kind, and I look upon it as a great +opportunity for civilising people. They must be taught that it is +morally wrong to vote for such a man as Robb, and an absolute duty of +citizenship to vote for you. How I shall enjoy it!" + +"You are very kind!" + +"Oh, don't think of it in that way!" exclaimed Miss Tomalin. "I have +always thought more of principles than of persons. It isn't in my +nature to take anything up unless I feel an absolute conviction that it +is for the world's good. At Northampton I often offended people I liked +by what they called my obstinacy when a principle was at stake. I don't +want to praise myself, but I really can say that it is my nature to be +earnest and thorough and disinterested." + +"Of that I am quite sure," said Lashmar, fervently. + +"And--to let me tell you--it is such a pleasure to feel that my +opportunities will be so much greater than formerly." May was growing +very intimate, but still kept her air of dignity, with its touch of +condescension. "At Northampton, you know, I hadn't very much scope; now +it will be different. What an important thing social position is! What +power for good it gives one!" + +"Provided," put in her companion, "that one belongs to nature's +aristocracy." + +"Well--yes--I suppose one must have the presumption to lay claim to +that," returned May, with a little laugh. + +"Say, rather, the honesty, the simple courage. Self-depreciation," +added Dyce, "I have always regarded as a proof of littleness. People +really called to do something never lose confidence in themselves, and +have no false modesty about expressing it." + +"I'm sure that's very true. I heard once that someone at Northampton +had called me conceited, and you can't think what a shock it gave me. I +sat down, there and then, and asked myself whether I really was +conceited, and my conscience assured me I was nothing of the kind. I +settled it with myself, once for all. Since then, I have never cared +what people said about me." + +"That's admirable!" murmured Dyce. + +"I am sure," went on the girl, with a grave archness, "that you too +have known such an experience." + +"To tell the truth, I have," the philosopher admitted, bending his head +a little. + +"I felt certain that you could understand me, or I should never have +ventured to tell you such a thing.--There is Miss Bride!" + +Constance had taken a seat not far from them, and the man who had been +talking with her upstairs was offering her refreshments. Presently, she +caught Miss Tomalin's eye, and smiled; a minute or two after, she and +her companion came forward to join the other pair, and all re-ascended +to the drawing-rooms together. When he had restored his charge to her +chaperon, Lashmar took the hint of discretion and retired into the +throng. There amid, he encountered Iris Woolstan, her eyes wide in +search. + +"So you _are_ here!" she exclaimed, with immediate change of +countenance. "I despaired of ever seeing you. What a crush!" + +"Horrible, isn't it. I've had enough; I must breathe the air." + +"Oh, stay a few minutes. I know so few people. Are Lady Ogram and her +niece here?" + +"Lady Ogram, I think not. I caught a glimpse of Miss Tomalin somewhere +or other, sternly chaperoned." + +He lied gaily, for the talk with May had put him into a thoroughly +blithe humour. + +"I should so like to see her," said Iris. "Don't you think you could +point her out, if we went about a little." + +"Let us look for her by all means. Have you been to the supper-room? +She may be there." + +They turned to move slowly towards the staircase. Before reaching the +door, they were met by Mrs. Toplady, at her side the gentleman who had +been Miss Bride's companion downstairs. + +"How fortunate!" exclaimed the hostess to Mrs. Woolstan. "I so want you +to know Miss Tomalin, and Mr. Rossendale can take us to her." + +Iris voiced her delight, and looked at Lashmar, inviting him to come +too. But Dyce stood rigid, an unnatural smile on his features; then he +drew back, turned, and was lost to view. + +Five minutes later, he quitted the house. It was raining lightly. +Whilst he looked upward to give the cabman his address, drops fell upon +his face, and he found their coolness pleasant. + +During the ride home, he indulged a limitless wrath against Iris +Woolstan. That busybody had spoilt his evening, had thrown disturbance +into his mind just when it was enjoying the cheeriest hopes. As likely +as not she would learn that he had had a long talk with May Tomalin, +and, seeing the girl, she would put her own interpretation on the fib +he had told her. What a nuisance it was to have to do with these +feminine creatures, all fuss and impulsiveness and sentimentality! It +would not surprise him in the least if she made a scene about this +evening. Already, the other day, her tone when she accused him of +giving her a false idea of Lady Ogram's niece proved the possibility of +nonsensical trouble. The thing was a gross absurdity. Had he not, from +the very beginning of their friendship, been careful to adopt a tone as +uncompromising as man could use? Had he not applied to her his "method" +in all its rigour? What right had she to worry him with idiotic +jealousies? Could anyone have behaved more honourably than he +throughout their intercourse? Why, the average man-- + +His debt? What had that to do with the matter? The very fact of his +accepting a loan of money from her emphasised the dry nature of their +relations. That money must quickly be repaid, or he would have no +peace. The woman began to presume upon his indebtedness, he saw that +clearly. Her tone had been different, ever since. + +Deuce take the silly creature! She had made him thoroughly +uncomfortable. What it was to have delicate sensibilities! + + + + +CHAPTER XIV + + +Having an imperious Will and an intelligence merely practical, it was +natural for Lady Ogram to imagine that, even as she imposed her +authority on others in outward things, so had she sway over their +minds; what she willed that others should think, that, she took for +granted, they thought. Seeing herself as an entirely beneficent +potentate; unable to distinguish for a moment between her arbitrary +impulses and the well-meaning motives which often directed her; she +assumed as perfectly natural that all within her sphere of action must +regard her with grateful submissiveness. So, for example, having +decided that a marriage between Dyce Lashmar and Constance Bride would +be a very good thing for both, and purposing large generosity towards +them when it should have come about, she found it very difficult to +conceive that either of her young friends could take any other view of +the matter. When observation obliged her to doubt the correctness of +her first impressions, she grew only the more determined that things +should be as she wished. Since the coming of May Tomalin, a new +reason--or rather, emotion--fortified her resolve; seeing a +possibility, even a likelihood, that May and Lashmar might attract each +other, and having very definite views with regard to her niece, she was +impatient for a declared betrothal of Constance and the aspiring +politician. Their mutual aloofness irritated her more than she allowed +to be seen, and the moment approached when she could no longer endure +such playing with her serious purposes. + +She knew that she had committed an imprudence in coming to London and +entering, however moderately, into the excitements of the season. A day +or two sufficed to prove the danger she was incurring; but she refused +to take count of symptoms. With a weakness which did not lack its +pathos, she had, for the first time in her life, put what she called "a +touch of colour" onto her cheeks, and the result so pleased her that +she all but forgot the artificiality of this late bloom; each morning, +when her maid had performed the office, she viewed herself with +satisfaction, and was even heard to remark that London evidently did +her good. Lady Ogram tried to believe that even age and disease were +amenable to her control. + +She consulted doctors--for the form; behaving with cold civility during +their visit, and scornfully satirising them when they were gone. None +the less did she entertain friends at luncheon or dinner, and often +talked to them as if years of activity and enjoyment lay before her. +"Wonderful old lady!" was the remark of most who left her presence; but +some exchanged glances and let fall ominous words. + +On the evening when May and Constance were at the crush in Pont Street, +she would not go to bed, but lay on a couch in her chamber, +occasionally dozing, more often wide awake and quivering with the +agitation of her mind. It was one o'clock when the girls returned, but +she had given orders that Miss Tomalin should at once come to see her, +and May, flushed, resplendent, entered the dimly-lighted room. + +"Well, have you enjoyed yourself?" + +The voice was a shock to May's ears. After those to which she had been +listening, it sounded sepulchral. + +"Very much indeed. A delightful time!" + +No token of affection had a place in their greeting. The old autocrat +could not bring herself to offer, or ask for, tenderness; but in her +eyes, always expressive of admiration when she looked at May, might +have been read something like hunger of the heart. + +"Sit down, my dear." Even this form of address was exceptional. "Tell +me all about it. Who was there?" + +"Hundreds of people! I can't remember half of those I was introduced +to. Lord Dymchurch--" + +"Ha! Lord Dymchurch came? And you had a talk with him?" + +"Oh, yes. I find he takes a great interest in Old English, and we +talked about Chaucer and so on for a long time. He isn't quite so well +up in it as I am; I put him right on one or two points, and he seemed +quite grateful. He's very nice, isn't he? There's something so quiet +and good-natured about him. I thought perhaps he would have offered to +take me down to supper, but he didn't. Perhaps he didn't think of it; I +fancy he's rather absentminded." + +Lady Ogram knitted her brows. + +"Who did go down with you?" she asked. + +"Oh, Mr. Lashmar. He was very amusing. Then I talked with--" + +"Wait a minute. Did you only have one talk with Lord Dymchurch?" + +"Only one. He doesn't care for 'At Homes.' Mrs. Toplady says he hardly +ever goes anywhere, and she fancies"--May laughed lightly--"that he +came to-night only because _I_ was going to be there. Do you think it +likely, aunt?" + +"Why, I don't think it impossible," replied Lady Ogram, in a tone of +relief. "I have known more unlikely things. And suppose it were true?" + +"Oh, it's very complimentary, of course." + +The old eyes dwelt upon the young face, and with a puzzled expression. +Notwithstanding her own character, it was difficult for Lady Ogram to +imagine that the girl seriously regarded herself as superior to Lord +Dymchurch. + +"Perhaps it's more than a compliment," she said, in rather a mumbling +voice; and she added, with an effort to speak distinctly, "I suppose +you didn't tire him with that talk about Old English?" + +"Tire him?" May exclaimed. "Way, he was delighted!" + +"But he seems to have been satisfied with the one talk." + +"Oh, he went away because Mr. Lashmar came up, that was all. He's very +modest; perhaps he thought he oughtn't to prevent me from talking to +other people." + +Lady Ogram looked annoyed and worried. + +"If I were you, May, I shouldn't talk about Old English next time you +see Lord Dymchurch. Men don't care to find themselves at school in a +drawing-room." + +"I assure you, aunt, that is not my only subject of conversation," +replied May, amused and dignified. "And I'm perfectly certain that it +was just the thing for Lord Dymchurch. He has a serious mind, and I +like him to know that mine is the same." + +"That's all right, of course. I dare say you know best what pleases +him. And I think it very probable indeed, May, that he went to Pont +Street just in the hope of meeting you." + +"Perhaps so." + +May smiled, and seemed to take the thing as very natural; whereupon +Lady Ogram again looked puzzled. + +"Well, go to bed, May. I'm very glad Lord Dymchurch was there; very +glad. Go to bed, and sleep as late as you like. I'm glad you've enjoyed +yourself, and I'm very glad Lord Dymchurch was there--very." + +The voice had become so senile, so indistinct, that May could hardly +catch what it said. She lightly kissed her aunt's cheek--a ceremony +that passed between them only when decorum seemed to demand it--and +left the room. + +On the following morning, Dyce Lashmar received a telegram, couched +thus: + + +"Please call at Bunting's Hotel at 3 this afternoon." + + +In order to respond to this summons, he had to break an engagement; but +he did it willingly. Around the hotel in Albemarle Street circled all +his thoughts, and he desired nothing more than to direct his steps +thither. Arriving with perfect punctuality, he was shown into Lady +Ogram's drawing-room, and found Lady Ogram alone. Artificial complexion +notwithstanding, the stern old visage wore to-day a look as of nature +all but spent. At Lashmar's entrance, his hostess did not move; sunk +together in her chair, head drooping forward, she viewed him from under +her eyebrows: even to give her hand when he stood before her seemed +almost too great an effort, and the shrivelled lips scarce made audible +her bidding that he should be seated. + +"You are well, I hope?" said Dyce, feeling uncomfortable, but affecting +to see nothing unusual in the face before him. + +Lady Ogram nodded, impatiently. There was a moment's silence; then, +turning her gaze upon him, she said abruptly, in a harsh croak: + +"What are you waiting for?" + +Lashmar felt a cold touch along his spine. He thought the ghastly old +woman had lost her senses, that she was either mad or delirious. Yet +her gaze had nothing wild; on the contrary, it searched him with all +the wonted keenness. + +"Waiting--? I'm afraid I don't understand--" + +"Why haven't you done what you know I wish?" pursued the untuneful +voice, now better controlled. "I'm speaking of Constance Bride." + +Relieved on one side, Dyce fell into trouble on the other. + +"To tell you the truth, Lady Ogram," he answered, with his air of +utmost candour, "I have found no encouragement to take the step of +which you are thinking. I'm afraid I know only too well what the result +would be." + +"You know nothing about it." + +Lady Ogram moved. As always, a hint of opposition increased her force. +She was suffering acute physical pain, which appeared in every line of +her face, and in the rigid muscles of her arms as she supported herself +on the arms of the chair. + +"Answer me this," she went on--and her utterance had something which +told of those far-off days before education and refined society had +softened her tongue. "Will you see Miss Bride this afternoon, and make +her an offer of marriage? Are you willing? Just answer me yes or no." + +Dyce replied mechanically and smiled as he replied. + +"I am quite willing, Lady Ogram. I only wish I could feel assured that +Miss Bride--" + +He was rudely interrupted. + +"Don't talk, but listen to me." For a moment the lips went on moving, +yet gave no sound; then words came again. "I've told you once already +about Constance, what I think of her, and what I intend for her. I +needn't go over all that again. As for you, I think I've given proof +that I wish you well. I was led to it at first because I saw that +Constance liked you; now I wish you well for your own sake, and you may +trust me to do what I can to help you on. But till a man a married, no +one can say what he'll make of his life. You've plenty of brains, more +than most men, but I don't think you've got too much of what I call +backbone. If you make a fool of yourself--as most men do--in marriage, +it's all up with you. I want to see you safe. Go where you will, you'll +find no better wife, better in every way for _you_, than Constance +Bride. You want a woman with plenty of common sense as well as uncommon +ability; the kind of woman that'll keep you going steadily--up--up! Do +you understand me?" + +The effort with which she spoke was terrible. Her face began to shine +with moisture, and her mouth seemed to be parched. Lashmar must have +been of much sterner stuff for these vehement and rough-cut sentences +to make no impression upon him; he was held by the dark, fierce eye, +and felt in his heart that he had heard truths. + +"And mind this," continued Lady Ogram, leaning towards him. +"Constance's marriage alters nothing in what I had planned for her +before I knew you. She'll have her duties quite apart from your +interests and all you aim at. I know her; I'm not afraid to trust her, +even when she's married. She's honest--and that's what can be said of +few women. This morning I had a talk with her. She knows, now, the +responsibility I want her to undertake, and she isn't afraid of it. I +said nothing to her about _you_; not a word: but, when you speak to +her, she'll understand what was in my mind. So let us get things +settled, and have no more bother about it. On Saturday"--it was three +days hence--"I go back to Rivenoak; I've enough of London; I want to be +quiet. You are to come down with us. You've business at Hollingford on +the 20th, and you ought to see more of the Hollingford people." + +Whatever Lady Ogram had proposed (or rather dictated) Dyce would have +agreed to. He was under the authority of her eye and voice. The +prospect of being down at Rivenoak, and there, of necessity, living in +daily communication with May Tomalin, helped him to disregard the other +features of his position. He gave a cheerful assent. + +"Now go away for half an hour," said Lady Ogram. "Then come back, and +ask for Miss Bride, and you'll find her here." + +She was at the end of her strength, and could barely make the last +words audible. Dyce pressed her hand silently, and withdrew. + +After the imposed interval, he returned from a ramble in Piccadilly, +where he had seen nothing, and was conducted again to the drawing-room. +There Constance sat reading. She was perfectly calm, entirely herself, +and, as Lashmar entered, she looked up with the usual smile. + +"Have you been out this afternoon?" he began by asking. + +"Yes. Why?" + +"You went on business of Lady Ogram's?" + +"Yes. Why?" + +Dyce gave no answer. He laid aside his hat and stick, sat down not far +from Constance, and looked at her steadily. + +"I have something rather odd to say to you. As we are both rational +persons, I shall talk quite freely, and explain to you exactly the +position in which I find myself. It's a queer position, to say the +least. When I was at Rivenoak, on the last day of my visit, Lady Ogram +had a confidential talk with me; your name came prominently into it, +and I went away with certain vague impressions which have kept me, ever +since, in a good deal of uneasiness. This afternoon, I have had another +private conversation with Lady Ogram. Again your name had a prominent +part in it, and this time there was no vagueness whatever in the +communication made to me. I was bidden, in plain terms, to make you an +offer of marriage." + +Constance drooped her eyes, but gave no other sign of disturbance. + +"Now," resumed Dyce, leaning forward with hands clasped between his +knees, "before I say anything more about this matter as it concerns +you, I had better tell you what I think about our friend. I feel pretty +sure that she has a very short time to live; it wouldn't surprise me if +it were a question of days, but in any case I am convinced she won't +live for a month. What is your opinion?" + +"I fancy you are right," answered the other, gravely. "If so, this +rather grotesque situation becomes more manageable. It is fortunate +that you and I know each other so well, and have the habit of +straightforward speech. I may assume, no doubt, that, from the very +first, our friendship was misinterpreted by Lady Ogram; reasonable +relations between man and woman are so very rare, and, in this case, +the observer was no very acute psychologist. I feel sure she is +actuated by the kindest motives; but what seems to her my inexplicable +delay has been too much for her temper, and at last there was nothing +for it but to deal roundly with me. One may suspect, too, that she +feels she has not much time to spare. Having made up her mind that we +are to marry, she wants to see the thing settled. Looking at it +philosophically, I suppose one may admit that her views and her +behaviour are intelligible. Meanwhile, you and I find ourselves in a +very awkward position. We must talk it over--don't you think?--quite +simply, and decide what is best to do." + +Constance listened, her eyes conning the carpet. There was silence for +a minute, then she spoke. + +"What did Lady Ogram tell you about me?" + +"She repeated in vague terms something she had already said at +Rivenoak. It seems that you are to undertake some great +responsibility--to receive some proof of her confidence which will +affect all the rest of your life. More than that I don't know, but I +understand that there has been a conversation between you, in which +everything was fully explained." + +Constance nodded. After a moment's reflection she raised her eyes to +Lashmar's, and intently regarded him; her expression was one of anxiety +severely controlled. + +"You shall know what that responsibility is," she said, with a just +perceptible tremor in her voice. "Lady Ogram, like a good many other +people nowadays, has more money than she knows what to do with. For +many years, I think, she has been troubled by a feeling that a woman +rich as she ought to make some extraordinary use of her riches--ought +to set an example, in short, to the wealthy world. But she never could +discover the best way of doing this. She has an independent mind, and +likes to strike out ways for herself. Ordinary Charities didn't satisfy +her; to tell the truth, she wanted not only to do substantial good, but +to do it in a way which should perpetuate her name--cause her to be +more talked about after her death than she has been in her lifetime. +Time went on, and she still could hit upon nothing brilliant; all she +had decided was to build and endow a great hospital at Hollingford, to +be called by her name, and this, for several reasons, she kept +postponing. Then came her acquaintance with me--you know the story. She +was troubling about the decay of the village, and trying to hit on +remedies. Well, I had the good luck to suggest the paper-mill, and it +was a success, and Lady Ogram at once had a great opinion of me. From +that day--she tells me--the thought grew in her mind that, instead of +devoting all her wealth, by will, to definite purposes, she would leave +a certain portion of it to _me_, to be used by me for purposes of +public good. I, in short"--Constance smiled nervously--"was to be sole +and uncontrolled trustee of a great fund, which would be used, after +her death, just as it might have been had she gone on living. The idea +is rather fine, it seems to me; it could only have originated in a mind +capable of very generous thought, generous in every sense of the word. +It implied remarkable confidence, such as few people, especially few +women, are capable of. It strikes me as rather pathetic, too--the +feeling that she would continue to live in another being, not a mere +inheritor of her money, but a true representative of her mind, thinking +and acting as she would do, always consulting her memory, desiring her +approval. Do you see what I mean?" + +"Of course I do," answered Dyce, meditatively. "Yes, it's fine. It +increases my respect for our friend." + +"I have always respected her," said Constance, "and I am sorry now that +I did not respect her more. Often she has irritated me, and in bad +temper I have spoken thoughtlessly. I remember that letter I wrote you, +before you first came to Rivenoak; it was silly, and, I'm afraid, +rather vulgar." + +"Nothing of the kind," interposed Lashmar. "It was very clever. You +couldn't be vulgar if you tried." + +"Have you the letter still?" + +"Of course I have." + +"Then do me the kindness to destroy it--will you?" + +"If you wish." + +"I do, seriously. Burn the thing, as soon as you get home." + +"Very well." + +They avoided each-other's look, and there was a rather long pause. + +"I'll go on with my story," said Constance, in a voice still under +studious control. "All this happened when Lady Ogram thought she had no +living relative. One fine day, Mr. Kerchever came down with news of +Miss Tomalin, and straightway the world was altered. Lady Ogram had a +natural heiress, and one in whom she delighted. Everything had to be +reconsidered. The great hospital became a dream. She wanted May Tomalin +to be rich, very rich, to marry brilliantly. I have always suspected +that Lady Ogram looked upon her life as a sort of revenge on the +aristocratic class for the poverty and ignorance of her own people; did +anything of the kind ever occur to you?" + +"Was her family really mean?" + +"Everyone says so. Mrs. Gallantry tells me that our illustrious M. P. +has made laborious searches, hoping to prove something scandalous. Of +course she tells it as a proof of Mr. Robb's unscrupulous hatred of +Lady Ogram. I daresay the truth is that she came of a low class. At all +events, Miss Tomalin, who represents the family in a progressive stage, +is to establish its glory for ever. One understands. It's very human." + +Lashmar wore the Toplady smile. + +"It never occurred to our friend," he said, "that her niece might +undertake the great trust instead of you?" + +"She has spoken to me quite frankly about that. The trust cannot be so +great as it would have been, but it remains with me. Miss Tomalin, it +'nay be hoped, will play not quite an ordinary part in the fashionable +world; she has ideas of her own, and"--the voice was modulated--"some +faith in herself. But my position is different, and perhaps my mind. +Lady Ogram assures me that her faith in me, and her hopes, have +suffered no change. For one thing, the mill is to become my property. +Then--" + +She hesitated, and her eyes passed over the listener's face. Lashmar +was very attentive. + +"There's no need to go into details," she added quickly. "Lady Ogram +told me everything, saying she felt that the time had come for doing +so. And I accepted the trust." + +"Without knowing, however," said Dyce, "the not unimportant condition +which her mind attached to it." + +"There was no condition, expressed or reserved." + +Constance's tone had become hard again. Her eyes were averted, her lips +set in their firmest lines. + +"Are you quite sure of that?" + +"Quite," was the decisive reply. + +"How do you reconcile that with what has passed today between Lady +Ogram and me?" + +"It was between Lady Ogram and _you_," said Constance, subduing her +voice. + +"I see. You mean that I alone am concerned; that your position will in +no case be affected?" + +"Yes, I mean that," answered Constance, quietly. + +Lashmar thought for a moment, then moved on his chair, and spoke in a +low tone, which seemed addressed to his hearer's sympathy. + +"Perhaps you are right. Probably you are. But there is one thing of +which _I_ feel every assurance. If it becomes plain that her project +must come to nothing, Lady Ogram's interest in me is at an end. I may +say good-bye to Hollingford." + +"You are mistaken," replied Constance, in a voice almost of +indifference. + +"Well, the question will soon be decided." Lashmar seemed to submit +himself to the inevitable. "I shall write to Lady Ogram, telling her +the result of our conversation. We shall see how she takes it." + +He moved as if about to rise, but only turned his chair slightly aside. +Constance was regarding him from under her brows. She spoke in her most +businesslike tone. + +"It was this that you came to tell me?" + +"Why, no. It wasn't that at all." + +"What had you in mind, then?" + +"I was going to ask if you would marry me--or rather, if you would +promise to--or rather, if you would make believe to marry me. I thought +that, under the circumstances, it was a justifiable thing to do, for I +fancied your future, as well as mine, was at stake. Seeing our friend's +condition, it appeared to me that a formal engagement between us would +be a kindness to her, and involve no serious consequences for us. But +the case is altered. You being secure against Lady Ogram's displeasure, +I have, of course, no right to ask you to take a part in such a +proceeding--which naturally you would feel to be unworthy of you. All I +have to do is to thank you for your efforts on my behalf. Who knows? I +_may_ hold my own at Hollingford. But at Rivenoak it's all over with +me." + +He stood up, and assumed an attitude of resigned dignity, smiling to +himself. But Constance kept her seat, her eyes on the ground. + +"I believe you were going down on Saturday?" she said. + +"So it was arranged. Well, I mustn't stay--" + +Constance rose, and he offered his hand. + +"Between us, it makes no difference, I hope?" said Dyce, with an +emphasised effort of cheeriness. "Unless you think me a paltry fellow, +ready to do anything to get on?" + +"I don't think that," replied Constance, quietly. + +"But you feel that what I was going to ask would have been rather a +severe test of friendship?" + +"Under the circumstances, I could have pardoned you." + +"But you wouldn't have got beyond forgiveness?" + +Constance smiled coldly, her look wandering. + +"How can I tell?" + +"But--oh, never mind! Good-bye, for the present." + +He pressed her hand again, and turned away. Before he had reached the +door, Constance's voice arrested him. + +"Mr. Lashmar--" + +He looked at her as if with disinterested inquiry. + +"Think well before you take any irreparable step. It would be a pity." + +Dyce moved towards her again. + +"Why, what choice have I? The position is impossible. If you hadn't +said those unlucky words about being so sure--" + +"I don't see that they make the slightest difference," answered +Constance, her eyebrows raised. "If you had intended a genuine offer of +marriage--yes, perhaps. But as all you meant was to ask me to save the +situation, with no harm to anybody, and the certainty of giving great +pleasure to our friend--" + +"You see it in that light?" cried Lashmar, flinging away his hat. "You +really think I should be justified? You are not offended?" + +"I credit myself with a certain measure of common sense," answered +Constance. + +"Then you will allow me to tell Lady Ogram that there is an engagement?" + +"You may tell her so, if you like." + +He seized her hand, and pressed his lips upon it. But, scarce had he +done so, when Constance drew it brusquely away. + +"There is no need to play our comedy in private," she said, with cold +reproof. "And I hope that at all times you will use the discretion that +is owing to me." + +"If I don't, I shall deserve to fall into worse difficulties than +ever," cried Lashmar. + +"As, for instance, to find yourself under the necessity of making your +mock contract a real one--which would be sufficiently tragic." + +Constance spoke with a laugh, and thereupon, before Dyce could make any +rejoinder, walked from the room. + +The philosopher stood embarrassed. "What did she mean by that?" he +asked himself. He had never felt on very solid ground in his dealings +with Constance; had never felt sure in his reading of her character, +his interpretation of her ways and looks and speeches. An odd thing +that he should have been betrayed by his sense of triumphant diplomacy +into that foolish excess. And he remembered that it was the second such +indiscretion, though this time, happily, not so compromising as his +youthful extravagance at Alverholme. + +What if Lady Ogram, feeling that her end drew near, called for their +speedy marriage? Was it the thought of such possibility that had +supplied Constance with her sharp-edged jest? If she could laugh, the +risk did not seem to her very dreadful. And to him? + +He could not make up his mind on the point. + + + + +CHAPTER XV + + +Lord Dymchurch was at a critical moment of his life. + +Discontent, the malady of the age, had taken hold upon him. No ignoble +form of the disease; for his mind, naturally in accord with generous +thoughts, repelled every suggestion which he recognised as of unworthy +origin, and no man saw more clearly how much there was of vanity and of +evil in the unrest which rules our time. He was possessed by that +turbid idealism which, in the tumult of a day without conscious +guidance, is the peril of gentle souls. Looking out upon the world, he +seemed to himself to be the one idle man in a toiling and aspiring +multitude; for, however astray the energy of most, activity was visible +on every side, and in activity--so he told himself--lay man's only +hope. He alone did nothing. Wearing his title like a fool's cap, he +mooned in by-paths which had become a maze. Was it not the foolish +title that bemused and disabled him? Without it, would he not long ago +have gone to work like other men, and had his part in the onward +struggle? Discontented with himself, ill at ease in his social +position, reproachfully minded towards the ancestors who had ruined +him, he fell into that most dangerous mood of the cultured and +conscientious man, a feverish inclination for practical experiment in +life. + +His age was two and thirty. A decade ago he had dreamt of +distinguishing himself in the Chamber of Peers; why should poverty bar +the way of intellect and zeal? Experience taught him that, though money +might not be indispensable to such a career as he imagined, the lack of +it was only to be supplied by powers such as he certainly did not +possess. Abashed at the thought of his presumption he withdrew +altogether from the seat to which his birth entitled him, and at the +same time ceased to appear in Society. He had the temper of a student, +and among his books he soon found consolation for the first +disappointments of youth. Study, however, led him by degrees to all the +questions rife in the world about him; with the inevitable result that +his maturer thought turned back upon things he fancied himself to have +outgrown. His time had been wasted. At thirty-two all he had clearly +learnt was a regret for vanished years. + +He resisted as a temptation the philosophic quietism which had been his +strength and his pride. From the pages of Marcus Aurelius, which he had +almost by heart, one passage only was allowed to dwell with him: "When +thou art hard to be stirred up and awaked out of thy sleep, admonish +thyself and call to mind that to perform actions tending to the common +good is that which thine own proper constitution, and that which the +nature of man, do require." Morning and night, the question with him +became, what could he do in the cause of civilisation? And about this +time it chanced that he made the acquaintance of Dyce Lashmar. He +listened, presently, to the bio-sociological theory of human life, +believing it to be Lashmar's own, and finding in it a great deal that +was not only intellectually fruitful, but strong in appeal to his +sympathies. Here he saw the reconciliation of his aristocratic +prejudices--which he had little hope of ever overcoming--with the +humanitarian emotion and conviction which were also a natural part of +his being. All this did but contribute to his disquiet. No longer +occupied with definite studies, he often felt time heavy on his hands, +and saw himself more obnoxious than ever to the charge of idleness. +Lashmar, though possibly his ambition had some alloy of self-seeking, +gave an example of intellect applied to the world's behoof; especially +did his views on education, developed in a recent talk at the club, +strike Dymchurch as commendable and likely to have influence. He asked +nothing better than an opportunity of devoting himself to a movement +for educational reform. The abstract now disgusted him well nigh as +much as the too grossly actual. Thus, chancing to open Shelley, he +found with surprise that the poet of his adolescence not merely left +him cold, but seemed verbose and tedious. + +Some anxiety about his private affairs aided this mental tendency. Some +time ago, he had been appealed to by the tenant of his Kentish farm for +a reduction of rent, which, on consideration of the facts submitted to +him, he felt unable to refuse. The farmer was now dead, and it was not +without trouble that the land had been leased again on the same reduced +terms; moreover, the new tenant seemed to be a not very satisfactory +man, and Dymchurch had to consider the possibility that this part of +his small income might become uncertain, or fail him altogether. Now +and then he entertained the thought of studying agriculture, living +upon his farm, and earning bread in the sweat of his brow; but a little +talk with practical men showed him all the difficulties of such an +undertaking. So far as his own day-to-day life was concerned, he felt +small need of money; but it constantly worried him to think of his +sisters down in Somerset, their best years going by, not indeed in +actual want, but with so little of the brightness or hope natural to +ladies of their birth. They did not appear unhappy; like him, they had +a preference for the tranquil mode of life; none the less, he saw how +different everything would have been with them but for their narrow +means, and, after each visit to the silent meadow-circled house, he +came away reproaching himself for his inertness. + +The invitation to Lashmar's restaurant-dinner annoyed him a little, for +casual company was by no means to his taste; when it was over, he felt +glad that he had come, and more than ever fretted in spirit about his +personal insignificance, his uselessness in the scheme of things. He +was growing to hate the meaningless symbol which distinguished him from +ordinary men; the sight of an envelope addressed to him stirred his +spleen, for it looked like deliberate mockery. How if he cast away this +empty lordship? Might it not be the breaking down of a barrier between +him and real life? In doing so, what duty would he renounce? Who cared +a snap of the fingers whether he signed himself "Dymchurch" or "Walter +Fallowfield?" It was long enough since the barony of Dymchurch had +justified its existence by any public service, and, as most people +knew, its private record had small dignity. The likelihood was that he +would never marry, and, unless either of his sisters did so, every day +a more improbable thing, the title might fall into happy oblivion. +What, in deed, did such titles mean nowadays? They were a silly +anachronism, absurdly in contradiction with that scientific teaching +which rules our lives. Lashmar, of course, was right in his demand for +a new aristocracy to oust the old, an aristocracy of nature, of the +born leaders of men. It might be that he had some claim to a humble +position in that spiritual hierarchy, and perhaps the one manifest way +to make proof of it was by flinging aside his tinsel privilege--an +example, a precedent, to the like-minded of his caste. + +Mrs. Toplady had begged him to come and see her. Mrs. Toplady, vaguely +known to him by name, would, but a short time ago, have turned him to +flight; having talked with her at the restaurant, he inclined to think +her a very intelligent and bright-witted woman, the kind of woman who +did a service to Society by keeping it in touch with modern ideas. +After a little uneasy hesitation, he betook himself to Pont Street. +Next, he accepted an invitation to dine there, and found himself in the +company of an old Lady Ogram, of whom he had never heard, and a girl +with an odd name, her niece, who rather amused him. Calling presently +in Pont Street, to discharge his obligation of ceremony, he found Mrs. +Toplady alone, and heard from her, in easy, half-confidential chat, a +great deal about Lady Ogram and Miss Tomalin, information such as he +would never himself have sought, but which, set off by his hostess's +pleasant manner, entertained and somewhat interested him. For the young +lady and her aged relative shone in no common light as Mrs. Toplady +exhibited them. The baronet's widow became one of the most remarkable +women of her time, all the more remarkable because of lowly origin; +Miss Tomalin, heiress of a great fortune, had pure colonial blood in +her veins, yet pursued with delightful zeal the finest culture of an +old civilisation. As Mrs. Toplady talked thus, the door opened to +admit--Mr. Lashmar, and there was an end of confidences for that day. + +So far, Dymchurch had yielded without much reflection to the friendly +pressure which brought him among strangers and disturbed his habits of +seclusion. These dinners and afternoon calls had no importance; very +soon he would be going down into Somerset, where it might be hoped that +he would think out the problems which worried him, and arrive at some +clear decision about the future. But when he found himself, +reluctantly, yet as it seemed inevitably, setting forth to Mrs. +Toplady's "At Home," the reasonable man in him grew restive. Why was he +guilty of this weakness? Years had passed since he did anything so +foolish as to leave home towards the middle of the night for the +purpose of hustling amid a crowd of unknown people in staircases and +drawing-rooms. He saw himself as the victim of sudden fatuity, own +brother to the longest-eared of fashion's worshippers. Assuredly this +should be the last of his concessions. + +Inwardly pishing and pshawing, he drifted about the rooms till brought +up beside Miss Tomalin. Then his mood changed. This girl, with her +queer mixture of naivete and conceit and examination-room pedantry, +decidedly amused him. Was she a type of the young Canadian? He knew +nothing of her life at Northampton, and thought she had come over from +Canada only a year or two ago. Yes, she amused him. By contrast with +the drawing-room young lady, of whom he had always been afraid, she +seemed to have originality of character, spontaneity of talk. Of course +her learning was not exactly profound; the quality of her mind left +something to be desired; her breeding fell short of what is demanded by +the fastidious; but there was something healthy and genuine about her, +which made these deficiencies a matter for indulgence rather than for +censure. And then, she was by no means ill-looking. Once or twice he +caught an aspect of her features which had a certain impressiveness; +with nature cast in a more serious mould, she might have become a +really beautiful woman. + +Just as he had found courage to turn the talk in a personal direction, +with an inquiry about Canadian life, he saw the approach of Dyce +Lashmar. A glance at Miss Tomalin showed him that she had perceived the +young politician, who was looking with manifest interest at her. +Abruptly he rose. He had thought of asking the girl to let him take her +to the supper-room, but at the sight of Lashmar he did not hesitate for +a moment about retreating. And at once he quitted the house. + +Dymchurch had never inclined to tender experiences; his life so far was +without romance. Women more often amused than interested him; his +humorous disposition found play among their lighter characteristics, +and on the other hand--natural complement of humour--he felt a certain +awe of the mysterious in their being. Except his own sisters, whom, +naturally enough, he regarded as quite exceptional persons, he had +never been on terms of intimacy with any woman of the educated world. +Regarding marriage as impracticable--for he had always shrunk from the +thought of accepting money with a wife--he gave as little heed as +possible to the other sex, tried to leave it altogether out of account +in his musings and reasonings upon existence. Frankly he said to +himself that he knew nothing about women, and that he was just as +likely to be wrong as right in any theory he might form about their +place in the world, their dues, their possibilities. By temper, he +leaned to the old way of regarding them; women militant, women in the +public eye, were on the whole unpleasing to him. But he was satisfied +with an occasional laugh at these extravagances, and heard with +tolerable patience anyone who pleaded the cause of female emancipation. +In brief, women lay beyond the circle of his interests. + +The explanation of his abrupt withdrawal on Lashmar's appearance was, +simply, that he all at once imagined a private understanding between +his political friend and Miss Tomalin. The possibility had not hitherto +occurred to him: he had given too little thought to Lady Ogram's niece. +Now, of a sudden, it flashed upon him that Lashmar was seeking the girl +in marriage, perhaps had already won her favour. The thought that +Lashmar might perchance regard him as a rival pricked his pride; not +for a moment could he rest under that misconstruction. He left the +field clear, and drew breath like a man who has shaken off an +embarrassment. + +On the way home he saw how natural it was that such a man as Lashmar +should woo Miss Tomalin. He might be a little too good for her; yet +there was no knowing. That half grim, half grotesque Lady Ogram had +evidently taken Lashmar under her wing, and probably would make no +objection to the alliance; perhaps she had even projected it. Utterly +without idle self-consciousness, Dymchurch had perceived no special +significance in Mrs. Toplady's social advances to him. The sense of +poverty was so persistent in his mind that he had never seen himself as +a possible object of matrimonial intrigue; nor had he ever come in +contact with a social rank where such designs must have been forced on +his notice. Well, his "season" was over; he laughed as he looked back +upon it. When Lashmar and Miss Tomalin were married, he might or might +not see something of them. The man had ideas: it remained to be proved +whether his strength was equal to his ambitions. + +A few days later, Dymchurch heard that one of his sisters was not very +well. She had caught a cold, and could not shake it off. This decided +him to plan a summer holiday. He wrote and asked whether the girls +would go with him to a certain quiet spot high in the Alps, and how +soon they could leave home. The answer came that they would prefer not +to go away until the middle of July, as a friend was about to visit +them, whom they hoped to keep for two or three weeks. Disappointed at +the delay, Dymchurch tried to settle down to his books; but books had +lost their savour. He was consumed by dreary indolence. + +Then came a note from Mrs. Toplady. He knew the writing, and opened the +envelope with a petulant grimace, muttering "No, no, no!" + +"Dear Lord Dymchurch," wrote his correspondent, "I wonder whether you +are going to the performance of 'As You Like It' at Lady Honeybourne's +on the 24th? It promises to be very good. If only they have fine +weather, the play will be a real delight in that exquisite Surrey +woodland. I do so hope we may meet you there. By we I mean Miss Tomalin +and myself. Lady Ogram has gone back into the country, her health being +unequal to London strain, and her niece stays with me for a little. You +have heard, no doubt, of the engagement of Mr. Lashmar and Miss Bride. +I knew it was coming. They are admirably suited to each other. To-day +Mr. Lashmar gives his address at Hollingford, and I hope for good news +tomorrow--" + +The reader hung suspended at this point. Miss Bride? Who was Miss +Bride? Oh, the lady whom he had seen once or twice with Lady Ogram; her +secretary, had he not heard? Why, then he was altogether wrong in his +conjecture about Lashmar and Miss Tomalin. He smiled at the error, +characteristic of such an acute observer of social life! + +He had received a card of invitation to Lady Honeybourne's, but had by +no means thought of going down into Surrey to see an amateur open-air +performance of "As You Like It." After all, was it not a way of passing +an afternoon? And would not Miss Tomalin's running comment have a +piquancy all its own? She would have "got up" the play, would be +prepared with various readings, with philological and archaeological +illustrations. Dymchurch smiled again as he thought of it, and already +was half decided to go. + +A copy of the _Hollingford Express_, posted, no doubt, by Lashmar, +informed him that the private meeting of Liberals at the Saracen's Head +had resulted in acceptance of his friend's candidature. There was a +long report of Lashmar's speech, which he read critically, and not +without envy. Whether he came to be elected or not, Lashmar was doing +something; he knew the joy of activity, of putting out his strength, of +moving others by the energy of his mind. This morning, his Highgate +lodgings seemed to Dymchurch, a very cave in the wilderness. The +comforts and the graceful things amid which he lived had bat all +meaning; unless, indeed, they symbolised a dilettante decadence of +which he ought to be heartily ashamed. He ran over the contents of the +provincial newspaper, and in every column found something that rebuked +him. These municipal proceedings, what zeal and capability they +implied! Was it not better, a thousand times, to be excited about the +scheme for paving "Burgess Lane" than to sit here amid books and +pictures, and do nothing at all but smoke one's favourite mixture? The +world hummed about him with industry, with triumphant effort; and he +alone of all men could put his hand to nothing. + +His thought somehow turned upon Miss Tomalin. What was it that he found +so piquant in that half-educated, indifferently-bred girl? Might it not +be that she represented an order of Society with which he had no +acquaintance, that vague multitude between the refined middle class and +the rude toilers, which, as he knew theoretically, played such an +important part in modern civilisation? Among these people, energy was +naked, motives were direct. There the strength and the desires of the +people became vocal; they must be studied, if one wished to know the +trend of things. Had he not seen it remarked somewhere that from this +class sprang nearly all the younger representatives of literature and +art, the poets, novelists, journalists of to-day; all the vigorous +young workers in science? Lashmar, he felt sure, was but one remove +from it. That busy and aspiring multitude would furnish, most likely, +by far the greater part of the spiritual aristocracy for which our +world was waiting. + +From this point of view, the girl had a new interest. She was destined, +perhaps, to be the mother of some great man. He hoped she would not +marry foolishly; the wealth she must soon inherit hardly favoured her +chances in this respect; doubtless she would be surrounded by +unprincipled money-hunters. On the whole, it seemed rather a pity that +Lashmar had not chosen and won her; there would have been a fitness, +one felt, in that alliance. At the same time, Lashmar's selection of an +undowered mate spoke well for him. For it was to be presumed that Lady +Ogram's secretary had no very brilliant prospects. Certainly she did +not make much impression at the first glance; one would take her for a +sensible, thoughtful woman, nothing more. + +After a lapse of twenty-four hours, he replied to Mrs. Toplady. Yes, if +the weather were not too discouraging, he hoped to be at Lady +Honeybourne's. He added that the fact of Lashmar's engagement had come +as news to him. + +So, after all, his "season" was not yet over. But perhaps kind Jupiter +would send rain, and make the murdering of Shakespeare an +impossibility. Now and then he tapped his barometer, which for some +days had hovered about "change," the sky meanwhile being clouded. On +the eve of Midsummer Day there was every sign of unseasonable weather. +Dymchurch told himself, with a certain persistency, that he was glad. + +Yet the morrow broke fair, and at mid-day was steadily bright. +Throughout the morning, Dymchurch held himself at remorseless study, +and was rewarded by the approval of his conscience; whence, perhaps, +the cheerfulness of resignation with which he made ready to keep his +engagement at the Surrey house. With a half smile on his meditative +face, he went out into the sunshine. He was thinking of Rosalind in +Arden. + +Lord Honeybourne and he had been schoolfellows; they were together at +Oxford, but not in the same set, for Dymchurch read, and the other +ostentatiously idled. What was the use of exerting oneself in any +way--asked the Hon. L. F. T. Medwin-Burton--when a man had only an +income of four or five thousand in prospect, fruit of a wretchedly +encumbered estate which every year depreciated? Having left the +University without a degree--his only notable performance a very +amusing speech at the Union, proposing the abolition of the House of +Lords--he allied himself with young Sir Evan Hungerford in a +journalistic enterprise, and for a year or two the bi-monthly _Skylark_ +supplied matter for public mirth, not without occasional scandal. Then +came his succession to the title, and Viscount Honeybourne, as the +papers made known, presently set forth on travel which was to cover all +British territory. He came back with an American wife, an incalculable +fortune, and much knowledge of Greater Britain; moreover he had gained +a serious spirit, and henceforth devoted himself to Colonial affairs. +His young wife--she was seventeen at the time of her +marriage--straightway took a conspicuous place in English Society, her +note being intellectual and social earnestness. + +The play was to begin at three o'clock. Arriving half an hour before, +Dymchurch found his hostess in the open-air theatre, beset with +managerial cares, whilst her company, already dressed for their parts, +sat together under the greenwood tree, and a few guests strayed about +the grass. He had met Lady Honeybourne only once, and that a couple of +years ago; with difficulty they recognised each other. Lord +Honeybourne, she told him, had hoped to be here, but the missing of a +steamer (he had run over, just for a day or two, to Jamaica) would make +him too late. + +"You know Miss Tomalin?" the lady added with a bright smile. "She has +been lunching with me, and we are great friends. I wish I had known her +sooner; she would have had a part. There she is, talking with Miss +Dolbey.--Yes, of course we have had to cut the play down. It's +shocking, but there was no choice." + +Dymchurch got away from this chatter, and stood aside. Then Miss +Tomalin's radiant glance discovered him; she broke from the lady with +whom she was conversing, and stepped in his direction with a look of +frank pleasure. + +"How do you do, Lord Dymchurch! I came early, to lunch with Lady +Honeybourne and some of her actors. We have been getting on together +splendidly. Let us settle our places. Mrs. Toplady may be a little +late; we must keep a chair for her. Which do you prefer?--Isn't it +admirably managed? This big tree will give shade all the time. Suppose +we take these chairs? Of course we needn't sit down at once. Put your +cane across two, and I'll tie my handkerchief on the third. There! Now +we're safe.--Did you ever see an open-air play before? Charming idea, +isn't it? You don't know Lady Honeybourne very well, I think? Oh, she's +very bright, and has lots of ideas. I think we shall be real friends. +She must come down to Rivenoak in August." + +"I'm sorry," interposed Dymchurch, as soon as there came a pause, "that +Lady Ogram had to leave town so soon." + +"Oh, it was too much for her. I advised her very seriously, as soon as +she began to feel exhausted, not to stay another day. Indeed, I +couldn't have allowed it; I'm convinced it was dangerous, in her state +of health. I hear from her that she is already much better. Rivenoak is +such a delightfully quiet place, and such excellent air. Did you see a +report of Mr. Lashmar's speech? Rather good, I thought. Perhaps just a +little too vague: the fault I hoped he would avoid. But of course it's +very difficult to adapt oneself all at once to electioneering +necessities. Mr. Lashmar is theoretical; of course that is his strong +point." + +Dymchurch listened with an air of respectful, though smiling, +attention. The girl amused him more than ever. Really, she had such a +pleasant voice that her limitless flow of words might well be pardoned, +even enjoyed. + +"Lady Honeybourne and I have been talking about the condition of the +poor. She has capital ideas, but not much experience. Of course I am +able to speak with some authority: I saw so much of the poor at +Northampton." + +Once or twice Dymchurch had heard mention of Northampton in May's talk, +but his extreme discretion had withheld him from putting a question on +the subject. Catching his look, she saw inquiry in it. + +"You know that I lived at Northampton, before I made my home at +Rivenoak? Oh, I thought that I had told you all about that." + +Acting on her aunt's counsel, approved by Mrs. Toplady, May was careful +not to let it be perceived by casual acquaintances that, until a month +ago, she had been an absolute stranger to her titled relative. At the +same time, it was necessary to avoid any appearance of mystery, and +people were given to understand that she had passed some years with her +family in the midland town. + +"And what work did you take part in?" asked her companion. + +"It was a scheme of my own, mainly educational. I'll tell you all about +it, when we have time. What a lot of people all at once! Ah, it's the +2.40 train that brings them. You came by the one before? There's Mrs. +Toplady; so she isn't late, after all." + +The audience began to seat itself. A string-band, under a marquee aside +from the plot of smooth turf which represented the stage, began to +discourse old English music; on this subject, as soon as they were +seated side by side, Dymchurch had the full benefit of May's recently +acquired learning. How quick the girl was in gathering any kind of +information! And how intelligently she gave it forth! Babble as she +might, one could never (thought the amused peer) detect a note of +vulgarity; at worst, there was excess of ingenuousness; a fault, after +all, in the right direction. She was very young, and had little +experience of Society; in a year or two these surface blemishes would +be polished away. The important thing was that she did sincerely care +for things of the mind, and had a mind to apply to them. + +He sat on Miss Tomalin's right hand; on her left was Mrs. Toplady. The +humourist of Pont Street, as she listened to the talk beside her, +smiled very roguishly indeed. Seldom had anything so surprised and +entertained her as the progress of intimacy between May and Lord +Dymchurch But she was vexed, as well as puzzled, by Lashmar's recent +step, which seemed to deprive the comedy of an element on which she had +counted. Perhaps not, however; it might be that the real complication +was only just beginning. + +"As You Like It," was timed for a couple of hours, intervals included. +Miss Tomalin did not fail to whisper her neighbours at every noteworthy +omission from the text, and once or twice she was moved to a pained +protest. Her criticism of the actors was indulgent; she felt the value +of her praise, but was equally aware of the weight of her censure. So +the sunny afternoon went by. Here and there a spectator nodded +drowsily; others conversed under their breath--not of the bard of Avon. +The air was full of that insect humming which is nature's music at high +summer-tide. + +Upon the final applause followed welcome refreshment. A table laden +with dainties gleamed upon the sward. Dymchurch looked after his +ladies; but the elder of them soon wandered off amid the friendly +throng, and May, who ate and drank with enjoyment, was able to give her +companion the promised description of her activity at Northampton. The +listener smiled and smiled; had much ado, indeed, not to exhibit open +gaiety; but ever and again his eyes rested on the girl's countenance, +and its animation so pleased him that he saw even in her absurdities a +spirit of good. + +"You never did any work of that sort?" inquired May, regarding him from +a good-natured height. + +"Never, I'm sorry to say." + +"But don't you sometimes feel as if it were a duty?" + +"I often feel I ought to do _something_," answered Dymchurch, in a +graver voice. "But whether I could be of any use among the poor, is +doubtful." + +"No, I hardly think you could," said May, reflectively. "Your social +position doesn't allow of that. Of course you help to make laws, which +is more important." + +"If I really did so; but I don't. I have no more part in law-making +than you have." + +"But, why not?" asked May, gazing at him in surprise. "Surely _that_ is +a duty about which you can have no doubt." + +"I neglect _all_ duties," he answered. + +"How strange! Is it your principle? You are not an Anarchist, Lord +Dymchurch?" + +"Practically, I fancy that's just what I am. Theoretically, no. +Suppose," he added, with his pleasantest smile, "you advise me as to +what use I can make of my life." + +The man was speaking without control of his tongue. He had sunk into a +limp passivity; in part, it might be, the result of the drowsily +humming air; in part, a sort of hypnotism due to May's talk and the +feminine perfume which breathed from her. He understood the idleness of +what fell from his lips, but it pleased him to be idle. +Therewithal--strange contradiction--he was trying to persuade himself +that, more likely than not, this chattering girl had it in her power to +make him an active, useful man, to draw him out of his mouldy hermitage +and set him in the world's broad daylight. The analogy of Lord +Honeybourne came into his mind; Lord Honeybourne, whose marriage had +been the turning-point of his career, and whose wife, in many respects, +bore a resemblance to May Tomalin. + +"I shall have to think very seriously about it," May was replying. "But +nothing could interest me more. You don't feel at all inclined for +public life?" + +Their dialogue was interrupted by the hostess, who came forward with a +gentleman she wished to present to Miss Tomalin. Hearing the name--Mr. +Langtoft--Dymchurch regarded him with curiosity, and, moving aside with +Lady Honeybourne as she withdrew, he inquired whether this was _the_ +Mr. Langtoft. + +"It is," the hostess answered. "Do you take an interest in his work? +Would you like to know him?" + +Dymchurch declined the introduction for the present, but he was glad to +have seen the man, just now frequently spoken of in newspapers, much +lauded, and vehemently attacked. A wealthy manufacturer, practically +lord of a swarming township in Lancashire, Mr. Langtoft was trying to +get into his own hands the education of all the lower-class children +growing up around his mill chimneys. He disapproved of the +board-school; he looked with still less favour on the schools of the +clergy; and, regardless of expense, was establishing schools of his +own, where what he called "civic instruction" was gratuitously +imparted. The idea closely resembled that which Dyce Lashmar had +borrowed from his French sociologist, and Dyce had lately been in +correspondence with Mr. Langtoft. Lashmar's name, indeed, was now +passing between the reformer and Miss Tomalin. + +"His work," said Dymchurch to himself. "Yes, everybody has his +work--except me." + +And the impulse to experiment in life grew so strong with him, that he +had to go apart under the trees, and pace nervously about; idle talk +being no longer endurable. + +The gathering began to thin. He had noted the train by which he would +return to London, and a glance at his watch told him that he must start +if he would reach the station in time. Moving towards the group of +people about the hostess, he encountered Mrs. Toplady. + +"Have you a cab?" she asked. "If not, there's plenty of room in ours." + +Dymchurch would have liked to refuse, but hesitation undid him. Face to +face with Mrs. Toplady and May, he drove to the station, and, as was +inevitable, performed the rest of the journey in their company. The +afternoon had tired him; alone, he would have closed his eyes, and +tried to shut out the kaleidoscopic sensation which resulted from +theatrical costumes, brilliant illustrations of the feminine mode, blue +sky and sunny glades; but May Tomalin was as fresh as if new-risen, and +still talked, talked. Enthusiastic in admiration of Lady Honeybourne, +she heard with much interest that Dymchurch's acquaintance with the +Viscount went back to Harrow days. + +"That's what I envy you," she exclaimed, "your public school and +University education! They make us feel our inferiority, and it isn't +fair." + +Admission of inferiority was so unexpected a thing on Miss Tomalin's +lips, that her interlocutor glanced at her. Mrs. Toplady, in her corner +of the railway carriage, seemed to be smiling over a newspaper article. + +"The feeling must be very transitory," said Dymchurch, with humorous +arch of brows. + +"Oh, it doesn't trouble me very often. I know I should have done just +as much as men do, if I had had the chance." + +"Considerably more, no doubt, than either Honeybourne or I." + +"You have never really put out your strength, I'm afraid, Lord +Dymchurch," said May, regarding him with her candid smile. "Never in +anything--have you?" + +"No," he responded, in a like tone. "A trifler--always a trifler!" + +"But if you _know_ it--" + +Something in his look made her pause. She looked out of the window, +before adding: + +"Still, I don't think it's quite true. The first time I saw you, I felt +you were very serious, and that you had thought much. You rather +overawed me." + +Dymchurch laughed. In her corner, Mrs. Toplady still found matter for +ironic smiling as she rustled over the evening journal; and the train +swept on towards London. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +For a week after Lady Ogram's return, Dr. Baldwin called daily at +Rivenoak. His patient, he said, was suffering from over-exertion; had +she listened to his advice, she would never have gone to London; the +marvel was that such an imprudence had had no worse results. Lady Ogram +herself of course refused to take this view of the matter; she was +perfectly well, only a little tired, and, as the hot nights interfered +with her sleep just now, she rested during the greater part of the day, +seeing Lashmar for half an hour each afternoon in the little +drawing-room upstairs. Her friendliness with Dyce had much increased; +when he entered the room, she greeted him almost affectionately, and +their talk was always of his brilliant future. + +"I want to see you safely in Parliament," she said one day. "I can't +expect to live till you've made your name; that isn't done so quickly. +But I shall see you squash Robb, and that's something." + +Of his success at Hollingford she seemed never to entertain a doubt, +and Lashmar, though by no means so sanguine, said nothing to discourage +her. His eye noted ominous changes in her aspect, and her way of +talking, even the sound of her voice, made plain to him that she was +very rapidly losing the reserve of force which kept her alive. +Constance, who was on friendly terms with the doctor, learnt enough of +the true state of things to make her significantly grave after each +visit; she and Dyce, naturally, exchanged no remark on the subject. + +"What do your parents say?" Lady Ogram asked of Lashmar, during one of +their conversations. + +"They are delighted. Especially my mother, who has always been very +ambitious for me." + +"But I mean about your engagement." + +Dyce had of course omitted all mention of Constance in his letters to +Alverholme. + +"They give their approval," he replied, "because they have confidence +in my judgment. I fancy," he added with a modest smile, "that their +ambition, in this respect, is not altogether satisfied, but--I have +said nothing whatever to them about the peculiarity of Constance's +position; I didn't feel justified in doing so." + +"You may tell them everything," said Lady Ogram, graciously. + +She one day received a letter from Mrs. Toplady, which gave her great +satisfaction. It seemed to re-establish her vigour of mind and body; +she came downstairs, lunched with her young friends, and talked of +going to Wales. + +"May is enjoying herself greatly; she must stay a little longer. The +day before yesterday she was at a garden party at Lady Honeybourne's, +where they acted 'As You Like It' in the open air." + +"There was mention of it yesterday in the papers," remarked Lashmar. + +"Yes, yes; I saw. And May's name among the guests--of course, of +course. I notice that Lord Dymchurch was there too." + +She ended with a quavering laugh, unexpected and rather uncanny. + +"And the much-discussed Mr. Langtoft," put in Constance, after a keen +look at the mirthful hippocratic face. + +"Langtoft, yes," said Dyce. "I don't quite know what to think of that +fellow. There seems to me something not quite genuine about him. What +is he doing at Lady Honeybourne's garden party? It looks like +tuft-hunting--don't you think, Constance?" + +Dyce was secretly annoyed that an idea of his own (that is to say, from +his own French philosopher) should be put into practice by someone else +before he could assert his claim to it. Very vexatious that Langtoft's +activity was dragged into public notice just at this moment. + +"I don't at all like the tone of his last letter to you," said +Constance. "He writes in a very flippant way, not a bit like a man in +earnest." + +Not long ago, Miss Bride's opinion of Langtoft would have been quite +different. Now, she was disposed to say things that Dyce Lashmar liked +to hear. Dyce had remarked the change in her; it flattered him, but +caused him at the same time some uneasiness. + +Inevitably, they passed much time together. On the journey from London, +Constance had asked him whether he would not like to begin cycling. He +received the suggestion with careless good-humour. At Rivenoak, +Constance returned to it, insisted upon it, and, as he had little to +do, Dyce went into Hollingford for lessons; in a week's time he could +ride, and, on a brand-new bicycle of the most approved make, +accompanied his nominally betrothed about the country ways. Constance +evidently enjoyed their rides together. She was much more amiable in +her demeanour, more cheerful in mind; she dropped the habit of irony, +and talked hopefully of Lashmar's prospects. + +"What's the news from Breakspeare?" she inquired, as they were +pedalling softly along an easy road one afternoon, Dyce having spent +the morning in Hollingford. + +"Oh, he's a prancing optimist," Dyce replied. "He sees everything +rose-colour--or pretends to, I'm not quite sure which. If Dobbin the +grocer meets him in the street, and says he's going to vote Liberal at +next election, Breakspeare sings the Paean." + +"I notice that you seem rather doubtful, lately," said Constance, her +eyes upon him. + +"Well, you know, there is a good deal of doubt. It depends so much on +what happens between now and the dissolution." + +He entered into political detail, showing the forces arrayed against +him, dwelling on the in-grained Toryism of Hollingford, or, as he +called it, the burgesses' _Robbish_ mind. + +"There's no use, is there, in blinking facts?" + +"Of course not. It's what I never do, as I think you are aware. We must +remember that to contest the seat is something. It makes you known. If +you don't win, you will wait for the next chance--not necessarily here." + +Dyce had observed that the pronoun "we" was rather frequently on +Constance's lips. She was identifying their interests. + +"True," he admitted. "Look at that magnificent sycamore!" + +"Yes; but I shouldn't have known it was a sycamore. How is it you know +trees so well?" + +"That's my father's doing," replied Dyce. "He used to teach me them +when I was a youngster." + +"Mine was thinking more about social statistics. I knew the number of +paupers in London before I had learnt to distinguish between an ash and +an oak. Do you ever hear from your father?" + +"Now and then," said Lashmar, his machine wobbling a little, for he had +not yet perfect command of it, and fell into some peril if his thoughts +strayed. "They want me to run over to Alverholme presently. Perhaps I +may go next week." + +Constance was silent. They wheeled on, without speaking, for some +minutes. Then Dyce asked: + +"How long does Lady Ogram wish me to stay here?" + +"I don't quite know. Are you in any hurry to get away?" + +"Not at all. Only, if I'm soon going back to London, I should take +Alverholme on the journey. Would you probe our friend for me?" + +"I'll try." + +At this time, they were both reading a book of Nietzsche. That +philosopher had only just fallen into their hands, though of course +they had heard much of him. Lashmar found the matter considerably to +his taste, though he ridiculed the form. Nietzsche's individualism was, +up to a certain point, in full harmony with the tone of his mind; he +enjoyed this frank contempt of the average man, persuaded that his own +place was on the seat of the lofty, and that disdain of the humdrum, in +life or in speculation, had always been his strong point. To be sure, +he counted himself Nietzsche's superior as a moralist; as a thinker, he +imagined himself much more scientific. But, having regard to his +circumstances and his hopes, this glorification of unscrupulous +strength came opportunely. Refining away its grosser aspects, Dyce took +the philosophy to heart--much more sincerely than he had taken to +himself the humanitarian bio-sociology on which he sought to build his +reputation. + +And Constance, for her part, was hardly less interested in Nietzsche. +She, too, secretly liked this insistence on the right of the strong, +for she felt herself one of them. She, too, for all her occupation with +social reform, was at core a thorough individualist, desiring far less +the general good than her own attainment of celebrity as a public +benefactress. Nietzsche spoke to her instincts, as he does to those of +a multitude of men and women, hungry for fame, avid of popular +applause. But she, like Lashmar, criticised her philosopher from a +moral height. She did not own to herself the intimacy of his appeal to +her. + +"He'll do a great deal of harm in the world," she said, this same +afternoon, as Dyce and she drank tea together. "The jingo impulse, and +all sorts of forces making for animalism, will get strength from him, +directly or indirectly. It's the negation of all we are working for, +you and I." + +"Of course it is," Dyce replied, in a voice of conviction. "We have to +fight against him." He added, after a pause, "There is a truth in him, +of course; but it's one of those truths which are dangerous to the +generality of men." + +Constance assented, with a certain vagueness. + +"Of course. And he delivers his message so brutally." + +"That, no doubt, increases its chance of acceptance. The weak, who +don't know how else to assert, themselves, tend naturally to brutality. +Carlyle taught pretty much the same thing, at bottom; but his humour +and his puritanism made the effect different. Besides, the time wasn't +ripe then for the doctrine of irresponsible force; religion hadn't +utterly perished in the masses of men, as it has now. Given a world +without religious faith, in full social revolution, with possibilities +of wealth and power dangled before every man's eyes--what can you +expect but the prevalences of a more or less ferocious egoism? We, who +are _not_ egoists"--he looked into his companion's eyes--"yet are +conscious of unusual strength, may, it seems to me, avail ourselves of +the truth in Nietzsche, which, after all, is very much the same as my +own theory of the selection of the fit for rule. The difference is, +that we wish to use our power for the common good, whilst Nietzsche's +teaching results in a return to sheer barbarism, the weak trampled +because of their weakness." + +Constance approved. Yes, their aim, undoubtedly, was the common good, +and, whilst keeping this in view, they need not, perhaps, be +over-fastidious as to the means they employed. She had for years +regarded herself as at war with society, in the narrow sense of the +word; its creeds, great or small, had no validity for her; she had +striven for what she deemed her rights, the rights of a woman born with +intellect and will and imagination, yet condemned by poverty to rank +among subordinates. The struggle appeared to have brought her within +view of triumph, and was it not to herself, her natural powers and +qualities, that she owed all? At this moment she felt her right to +pursue any object which seemed to her desirable. What was good for +_her_, was good for the world at large. + +The next morning they started at the usual hour for their ride, but the +sky was cloudy, and, as they were leaving the park, spots of rain fell. +It was not by the lodge gates that they usually set forth; more +convenient for their purpose was a postern in the wall which enclosed +the greater part of Rivenoak; the approach to it was from the back of +the house, across a paddock, and through a birch copse, where stood an +old summer-house, now rarely entered. Constance, with her own key, had +just unlocked the door in the wall; she paused and glanced cloudward. + +"I think it'll be a shower," said Lashmar. "Suppose we shelter in the +summer-house." + +They did so, and stood talking under the roof of mossy tiles. + +"What have you worked at this morning?" asked Constance. + +"Nothing particular. I've been thinking." + +"I wish you would try to tell me how you worked out your bio-sociology. +You must have had a great deal of trouble to get together your +scientific proofs and illustrations." + +"A good deal, of course," answered Dyce modestly. "I had read for +years, all sorts of scientific and historical books." + +"I rather wonder you didn't write a book of your own. Evidently you +have all the material for one. Don't you think it might be well?" + +"We have spoken of that, you know," was Dyce's careless reply. "I +prefer oral teaching." + +"Still, a solid book, such a one as you could easily write, would do +you a great deal of good. Do think about it, will you?" + +Her voice had an unusual quality; it was persuasive, and almost gentle. +In speaking, she looked at him with eyes of unfamiliar expressiveness, +and all the lines of her face had softened. + +"Of course if you really think--" began Lashmar, affecting to ponder +the matter. + +"I should so like you to do it," Constance pursued, still with the +markedly feminine accent, which she certainly did not assume. "Will +you--to please me?" + +Her eyes fell before the other's quick, startled look. There was a +silence; rain pattered on the tiles. + +"I'll think about it," Dyce replied at length, moving and speaking +uneasily. "It's raining quite hard, you know," he added, moving into +the doorway. "The roads will be no good after this." + +"No. We had better go in," said Constance, with sudden return to dry, +curt speech. + +It was evident that, in his anomalous situation, Lashmar's method with +women could not have fair play. He was in no small degree beholden to +Constance, and her odd behaviour of late kept him in mind of his +obligation. Doubtless, he thought, she intended that; and his annoyance +at what he considered a lack of generosity outweighed the satisfaction +his vanity might have found in her new manner towards him. That manner, +especially this morning, reminded him of six years ago. Was Constance +capable of exacting payment of a debt which she imagined him to have +incurred at Alverholme? Women think queerly, and are no less +unaccountable in their procedure. + +His curiosity busied itself with the vaguely indicated compact between +Constance and Lady Ogram, but no word on the subject, not even a +distant allusion to it, ever fell from his nominally betrothed, and the +old lady herself, however amiable, spoke not at all of the things he +desired to know. Was it not grossly unjust to him? Until he clearly +understood Constance's future position, how could he decide upon his +course with regard to her? Conceivably, the proposed marriage might +carry advantages which it behooved him to examine with all care; +conceivably also, it might at a given moment be his sole rescue from +embarrassment or worse. Meanwhile, ignorance of the essential factors +of the problem put him at a grave disadvantage. Constance was playing a +game (so Dyce saw it) with all the cards visible before her, and, to +such a profound observer as he, it was not unnatural to suppose that +she played for something worth the while. Curiously enough, Dyce did +not presume to believe that he himself, his person, his mind, his +probable career, were gain sufficient. A singular modesty ruled his +meditations at this juncture. + +Other things were happening which interfered with the confident calm +essential to his comfort. Since the vexatious little incident at Mrs. +Toplady's, he had not seen Iris Woolstan. On the eve of his departure +for Rivenoak, he wrote to her, a friendly letter in the usual strain, +just to acquaint her with his movements, and to this letter there came +no reply. It was unlikely that Iris's answer had somehow failed to +reach hi in; of course she would address to Rivenoak. No doubt she had +discovered his little deception, and took it ill. Iris was quite absurd +enough to feel jealousy, and to show it. Of all the women he knew, she +had the most essentially feminine character. Fortunately she was as +weak as foolish; at any time, he could get the upper hand of her in a +private interview. But his sensibility made him restless in the thought +that she was accusing him of ingratitude--perhaps of behaviour unworthy +a gentleman. Yes, there was the true sting. Dyce Lashmar prided himself +on his intellectual lucidity, but still more on his possession of the +instincts, of the mental and moral tone, which are called gentlemanly. +It really hurt him to think that anyone could plausibly assail his +claims in this respect. + +When he had been a week at Rivenoak, he again wrote to Mrs. Woolstan. +Of her failure to answer his last letter, he said nothing. She had of +course received the _Hollingford Express_, with the report of his +speech on the 20th. How did she like it? Could she suggest any +improvement? She knew that he valued her opinion. "Write," he +concluded, "as soon as you have leisure. I shall be here, I think, for +another week or so. By the bye, I have taken to cycling, and I fancy it +will be physically good for me." + +To this communication, Mrs. Woolstan replied She began with a few +formal commendations of his speech. "You are so kind as to ask if I can +suggest any way in which it could have been improved, but of course I +know that that is only a polite phrase. I should not venture to +criticise anything of yours _now_, even if I had the presumption to +think that I was capable of saying anything worth your attention. I am +sure you need no advice from me, nor from anyone else, now that you +have the advantage of Miss Bride's counsels. I regret very much that I +have so slight an acquaintance with that lady, but Mrs. Toplady tells +me that she is admirably suited to be your companion, and to encourage +and help you in your career. I shall have the pleasure of watching you +from a distance, and of sincerely wishing you happiness as well as +success." + +The formal style of this letter, so different from Iris's ordinary +effusions, made sufficient proof of the mood in which it was written. +Dyce bit his lips over it. He had foreseen that Mrs. Woolstan would +hear of his engagement, but had hoped it would not be just yet. There +was for the present no help; in her eyes he stood condemned of some +thing more than indelicacy. Fortunately, she was not the kind of +woman--he felt sure--to be led into any vulgar retaliation. All he +could do was to write a very brief note, in which he expressed a hope +of seeing her very soon. "I shall have much to tell you," he added, and +tried to think that Iris would accept this as a significant promise. + +After all, were not man and woman, disguise the fact as one might, +condemned by nature to mutual hostility? Useless to attempt rational +methods with beings to whom reason was fundamentally repugnant. Dyce +fell from mortification into anger, and cursed the poverty which +forbade him to act in full accordance with his ideal of conduct. + +He had spent nearly a fortnight at Rivenoak, when Lady Ogram, now +seemingly restored to her ordinary health, summoned him at eleven in +the morning to the green drawing-room. + +"I hope I didn't disturb your work," she began, kindly. "As you are +leaving so soon--" Dyce had said nothing whatever about departure--"I +should like to have a quiet word with you, whilst Constance is in the +town. All goes well at Hollingford, doesn't it?" + +"Very well indeed, I think. Breakspeare gets more hopeful every day." + +Lady Ogram nodded and smiled. Then a fit of abstraction came upon her; +she mused for several minutes, Dyce respectfully awaiting her next +words. + +"What are your own wishes about the date?" + +Imagining that she referred to the election, and that this was merely +another example of failing intelligence, Dyce answered that, for his +own part, he was ready at any time; if a dissolution-- + +"Pooh!" Lady Ogram interrupted, "I'm talking about your marriage." + +"Ah! Yes--yes. I haven't asked Constance--" + +"Suppose we say the end of October? You could get away for a month or +two." + +"One thing is troubling me, Lady Ogram," said Dyce, in tone of graceful +hesitancy. "I feel that it will be a very ill return for all your +kindness to rob you of Constance's help and society, which you prize +so." + +The keen old eyes were fixed upon him. + +"Do you think I am going to live for ever?" sounded abruptly and +harshly, though, it was evident, with no harsh intention. + +"I'm sure I hope--" + +"Well, we won't talk about it. I must do without Constance, that's all. +You'll of course have a house in London, but both of you will often be +down here. It's understood. About the end of October. Time enough to +make arrangements. I'll settle it with Constance. So to-morrow morning +you leave us, on a visit to your parents. I suppose you'll spend a +couple of days there?" + +In his confused mind, Dyce could only fix the thought that Constance +had evidently told Lady Ogram of his intention to go to Alverholme. It +was plain that those two held very intimate colloquies. + +"A couple of days," he murmured in reply. + +"Good. Of course you'll write to me when you're in town again." + +At luncheon, Lady Ogram talked of Lashmar's departure. Constance, he +felt sure, already knew about it. Really, he was treated with somewhat +scant ceremony. An obstinate mood fell upon him; he resolved that he +would say not a word to Constance of what had passed this morning. If +she wished to speak of the proposed date of their marriage, let her +broach the subject herself. Through the meal he was taciturn. + +Miss Bride and he dined alone together that evening. They had not met +since mid-day. Dyce was still disinclined for talk; Constance, on the +other hand, fell into a cheerful vein of chat, and seemed not at all to +notice her companion's lack of amiability. + +"I shall go by the 8.27," said Dyce, abruptly, towards the end of the +meal. + +"Yes, that's your best train. You'll be at Alverholme before ten +o'clock." + +After dinner, they sat together for scarcely a quarter of an hour, +Constance talking of politics. Dyce absolutely silent. Then Miss Bride +rose, and offered her hand. + +"So, good-bye!" + +She spoke so pleasantly, and looked so kindly, that Lashmar for a +moment felt ashamed of himself. He pressed her hand, and endeavoured to +speak cordially. + +"Shall I hear from you?" Constance asked, trying to meet his eyes. + +"Why, of course, very soon." + +"Thank you. I shall be very glad." + +Thus they parted. And Dyce, for a couple of hours, sat smoking and +brooding. + +On the morrow, at luncheon, Lady Ogram mentioned to Constance that May +Tomalin would arrive on the following afternoon. She added, presently, +that Lord Dymchurch had accepted an invitation to Rivenoak for a day or +two in the ensuing week. + +That morning, the post had brought Constance a letter and a packet. The +letter was from Mrs. Toplady, who wrote thus: + + +"Dear Miss Bride, + +"This morning I came across an article in an American magazine which it +struck me would interest you. The subject is: 'Recent Sociological +Speculations.' It reviews several books, among them one by a French +author which seems to be very interesting. When I showed the article to +Miss Tomalin, she agreed with me that there seemed a striking +resemblance between the theories of this French sociologist and those +which Mr. Lashmar has independently formed. Probably Mr. Lashmar would +like to see the book. In any case, you and he will, I am sure, be +interested in reading this article together. + +"To my great regret, Miss Tomalin--or May, as I have come to call +her--leaves me the day after to-morrow. But the advantage is yours at +Rivenoak. Please give my love to dear Lady Ogram, who I hope is now +quite well again. With kindest regards. + +"Sincerely yours, + +"GERALDINE TOPLADY." + + +Constance had read the article in question, and, immediately after +doing so, had dispatched an order to London for the French sociological +work therein discussed. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII + + +Pillow-propped at her morning studies, the humourist of Pont Street, as +she glanced rapidly over the close-printed pages of a trans-Atlantic +monthly, had her eye caught by the word "bio-sociological." Whom had +she heard using that sonorous term? It sounded to her with the Oxford +accent, and she saw Lashmar. The reading of a few lines in the context +seemed to remind her very strongly of Lashmar's philosophic eloquence. +She looked closer; found that there was question of a French book of +some importance, recently published; and smilingly asked herself +whether it could be that Lashmar knew this book. That he was capable of +reticence regarding the source of his ideas, she had little doubt; and +what would be more amusing than to see "the coming man" convicted of +audacious plagiarism? She wished him no harm; none whatever. It +delighted her to see a man make his way in the stupid world by +superiority of wits, and Dyce Lashmar was a favourite of hers; she had +by no means yet done with him. All the same, this chance of +entertainment must not be lost. + +Having gone down rather earlier than usual, she found Miss Tomalin also +studiously engaged, a solid tome open before her. + +"My dear May, what waste of time that is! If you would only believe me +that all the substance of big books is to be found in little ones! One +gets on so much more quickly, and has a much clearer view of things. +Why, no end of poor people nowadays make their living by boiling down +these monsters to essence. It's really a social duty to make use of +their work. Look, for instance, at this article I have just been +reading--'Recent Sociological Speculations.' Here the good man gives us +all that is important in half a dozen expensive and heavy volumes. +Here's all about bio-sociology. Haven't I heard you talk of +bio-sociology?" + +"But," cried May, "that's Mr. Lashmar's theory! Has he been publishing +it?" + +"No. Someone else seems to have got hold of the same idea. Perhaps it's +like Darwin and Wallace--that kind of thing." + +May took the periodical, and read. + +"Why, this is astonishing!" she exclaimed. "There's a passage quoted +which is exactly like Mr. Lashmar--almost the very words I have heard +him use!" + +"Yet, you see, it's from a French book. This would certainly interest +him. Perhaps he doesn't see the American reviews. Suppose I sent it to +Miss Bride? They can read it together, and it will amuse them." + +May assented, and the periodical was addressed to Rivenoak. + +Friends came to lunch with them. In the afternoon, they made three +calls. At dinner some score of persons were Mrs. Toplady's guests. Only +as the clock pointed towards midnight did they find an opportunity of +returning to the subject of bio-sociology. Mrs. Toplady wished for an +intimate chat with her guest, who was soon to leave her; she reclined +comfortably in a settee, and looked at the girl, who made a pretty +picture in a high-backed chair. + +"I hear that Mr. Lashmar leaves Rivenoak to-morrow," she said, +referring to a letter that had arrived from Lady Ogram this evening. "I +hope he won't be gone when the magazine arrives." + +"Indeed? He comes back to-morrow?" said May. + +"Not to London. He goes to spend a day or two with his people, it +seems. You don't know them?" + +"Not at all. I only know that his father is a rural clergyman." + +Mrs. Toplady had observed that May's tone in speaking of Lashmar lacked +something of its former vivacity. The change had been noticeable since +the announcement of the philosopher's betrothal. More than that; the +decline of interest was accompanied by a tendency to speak of Lashmar +as though pityingly, or perhaps even slightingly; and this it was that +manifested itself in May's last remark. + +"I don't think it's very common;" Mrs. Toplady let fall, "for the +country clergy--or indeed the clergy anywhere--to have brilliant sons." + +"It certainly isn't," May agreed. And, after reflecting, she added: "I +suppose one may call Mr. Lashmar brilliant?" + +Miss Tomalin had continued to profit by her opportunities. Before +coming to London, it would have been impossible for her to phrase a +thought thus, and so utter it. That easy superciliousness smacked not +at all of provincial breeding. + +"On the whole, I think so," was Mrs. Toplady's modulated reply. "He has +very striking ideas. How odd that somebody else should have hit upon +his theory of civilisation! He ought to have written a book, as I told +him." + +"But suppose," suggested May, with some uneasiness, "that he knew about +that French book?" + +"Oh, my dear, we can't suppose that! Besides, we haven't read the book. +It may really be quite different in its tendency from Mr. Lashmar's +view." + +"I don't see how it _can_ be, Mrs. Toplady. Judging from those +quotations, and the article, it's Mr. Lashmar from beginning to end." + +"Then it's a most curious case of coincidence. Poor Mr. Lashmar will +naturally be vexed. It's hard upon him, isn't it?" + +May did not at once respond. The friend, watching her with the roguish +smile, let fall another piece of intelligence. + +"I hear that his marriage is to be in the autumn." + +"Indeed?" said May, indifferently. + +"Between ourselves," pursued the other, "didn't you feel just a little +surprised?" + +"Surprised?" + +"At his choice. Oh, don't misunderstand me. I quite appreciate Miss +Bride's cleverness and seriousness. But one couldn't help thinking that +a man of Mr. Lashmar's promise--. Perhaps you don't see it in that way?" + +"I really think they are rather well suited," said May, again calmly +supercilious. + +"It may be so. I had almost thought that--how shall I express it?" Mrs. +Toplady searched for a moment. "Perhaps Lady Ogram might have made a +suggestion, which Mr. Lashmar, for some reason, did not feel able to +disregard. He has quite a chivalrous esteem for Lady Ogram, haven't you +noticed? I like to see it. That kind of thing is rare nowadays. No +doubt he feels reason for gratitude; but how many men does one know who +can be truly grateful? That's what I like in Mr. Lashmar; he has +character as well as intellect." + +"But how do you mean, Mrs. Toplady?" inquired May, losing something of +her polish in curiosity. "Why should my aunt have wanted him to marry +Miss Bride?" + +"Ah, that I don't know. Possibly she thought it, knowing him as she +does, really the best thing for him. Possibly--one could make +conjectures. But one always can." + +May puzzled over the hint, her brow knitted; Mrs. Toplady regarded her +with veiled amusement, wondering whether it would really be necessary +to use plainer words. The girl was not dull, but perhaps her small +experience of life, and her generally naive habit of mind, obscured to +her what to the more practised was so obvious. + +"Do you mean," said May, diffidently, "that she planned it out of +kindness to Miss Bride? Of course I know that she likes Miss Bride very +much. Perhaps she thought there would never be a better opportunity." + +"It might be so," replied the other, absently. + +"Miss Bride is very nice, and very clever," pursued May, sounding the +words on the thinnest possible note. "But one didn't think of her as +very likely to marry." + +"No; it seemed improbable." + +There was a pause. As if turning to quite another subject, Mrs. Toplady +remarked: + +"You will have visitors at Rivenoak next week. Sir William Amys is to +be there for a day or two, and Lord Dymchurch--" + +"Lord Dymchurch?" + +The girl threw off her air of cold concentration, and shone +triumphantly. + +"Does it surprise you, May?" + +"Oh, I hadn't thought of it--I didn't know my aunt had invited him--" + +"The wonder is that Lord Dymchurch should have accepted," said Mrs. +Toplady, with a very mature archness. "Did he know, by the bye, that +you were going down?" + +"I fancy he did." + +Their eyes met, and May relieved her feelings with a little laugh. + +"Then perhaps the wonder ceases. And yet, in another way--" Mrs. +Toplady broke off, and added in a lower voice, "Of course you know all +about his circumstances?" + +"No, in deed I don't. Tell me about him, please." + +"But haven't you heard that he is the poorest man in the House of +Lords?" + +"I had no idea of it," cried May. "How should I have known? Really? He +is so poor?" + +"I imagine he has barely enough to live upon. The family was ruined +long ago." + +"But why didn't you tell me? Does my aunt know?" May's voice did not +express resentment, nor, indeed, strong feeling of any kind. The +revelation seemed merely to surprise her. She was smiling, as if at the +amusingly unexpected. + +"Lady Ogram certainly knows," said Mrs. Toplady. + +"Then of course that's why he does nothing," May exclaimed. "Fancy!" +Her provincialism was becoming very marked. "A lord with hardly enough +to live upon! But I'm astonished that he seems so cheerful." + +"Lord Dymchurch has a very philosophical mind," said the older lady, +with gravity humorously exaggerated. + +"Yes, I suppose he has. Now I shall understand him better. I'm glad +he's going to be at Rivenoak. You know that he asked me to advise him +about what he should do. It'll be rather awkward, though. I must get +him to tell me the truth." + +"You'll probably have no difficulty in that. It's pretty certain that +he thinks you know all about him already. If he hadn't, I feel sure he +wouldn't go to Rivenoak." + +The girl mused, smiling self-consciously. + +"I had better tell you the truth, Mrs. Toplady," were her next words, +in a burst of confidence. "I think Lord Dymchurch is very nice--as a +friend. But only as a friend." + +"Thank you for your confidence, May. Do you know that I suspected +something of the kind." + +"I want to be friends with him," pursued May, impulsively. "I shall get +him to tell me all about himself, and we shall see what he can do. Of +course there mustn't be any misunderstanding." + +Mrs. Toplady had not been prepared for this tranquil reasonableness. +May was either more primitive, or much more sophisticated, than she had +supposed. Her interest waxed keener. + +"Between ourselves, my dear," she remarked, "that is exactly what I +should have anticipated. You are very young, and the world is at your +feet. Of money you have no need, and, if Lord Dymchurch _had_ had the +good fortune to please you--. But you are ambitious. I quite +understand; trust me. Poor Dymchurch will never do anything. He is +merely a bookish man. But, whilst we are talking of it, there's no harm +in telling you that your aunt doesn't quite see the matter with our +eyes. For some reason--I don't know exactly what it is--Lady Ogram is +very favourable to poor Lord Dymchurch." + +"I have noticed that," said May, quietly. "Of course it makes no +difference." + +"You think not?" asked Mrs. Toplady, beginning to be genuinely +impressed by this young woman's self-confidence. + +"I mean that my aunt couldn't do more than suggest," May answered, +slightly throwing back her head. "I have only to let her know how I +think about anything." + +"You are sure of that?" asked the other, sweetly. + +"Oh, quite!" + +May's smile was ineffable. The woman of the world, the humourist and +cynic, saw it with admiration. + +"Ah, that puts my mind at ease!" murmured Mrs. Toplady. "To tell the +truth, I have been worrying a little. Sometimes elderly people are so +very tenacious of their ideas. Of course Lady Ogram has nothing but +your good at heart." + +"Of course!" exclaimed the girl. + +"Shall I confess to you that I almost fancied _this_ might be the +explanation of Miss Bride's engagement?" + +"Miss Bride--? How?" + +"I only tell you for your amusement. It occurred to me that, having set +her heart on a scheme which had reference to Lord Dymchurch, your aunt +was perhaps a little uneasy with respect to a much more brilliant and +conspicuous man. Had that been so--it's all the merest supposition--she +might have desired to see the brilliant and dangerous man made +harmless--put out of the way." + +A gleam of sudden perception illumined the girl's face. For a moment +wonder seemed tending to mirth; but it took another turn, and became +naive displeasure. + +"You think so?" broke from her, impetuously. "You really think that's +why she wanted them to be engaged?" + +"It's only what I had fancied, my dear--" + +"But I shouldn't wonder if you were right! Indeed, I shouldn't! Now +that you put it in that way--. I remember that my aunt didn't care for +me to see much of Mr. Lashmar. It amused me, because, to tell you the +truth, Mrs. Toplady, I should never have thought of Mr. Lashmar as +anything but a friend. I feel quite sure I shouldn't." + +"I quite understand _that_," replied the listener, the corners of her +lips very eloquent. + +"Such a thing had never entered my mind," pursued May, volubly and with +emphasis. "Never!" + +"It may have entered someone else's mind, though," interposed Mrs. +Toplady, again maturely arch. + +"Oh, do you think so!" exclaimed the girl, with manifest pleasure. "I'm +sure I hope not. But, Mrs. Toplady, how could my aunt oblige such a man +as Mr. Lashmar to engage himself against his will?" + +"You must remember, May, that, for the moment at all events, Mr. +Lashmar's prospects seem to depend a good deal on Lady Ogram's good +will. She has a great deal of local influence. And then--by the bye, is +Mr. Lashmar quite easy in his circumstances?" + +"I really don't know," May answered, with an anxious fold in her +forehead "Surely he, too, isn't quite poor?" + +"I hardly think he is wealthy. Isn't it just possible that something +may depend upon the marriage--?" + +Mrs. Toplady's voice died away in a considerate vagueness. But May was +not at all disposed to leave the matter nebulous. + +"If he is really poor," she said, in a clear-cut tone, "it's quite +natural that he should want to marry someone who can help him. But why +didn't he choose someone really suitable?" + +"Poor Mr. Lashmar!" sighed the other, humorously. "If he had no +encouragement, my dear May!" + +"But he didn't wait to see whether he had any or not!" + +"What if he had very good reason for knowing that lady Ogram would +never, never, never consent to--something we needn't specify?" + +"But," May ejaculated, "surely he needn't take it for granted that my +aunt would never change her mind. If it's as you say, how foolishly he +must have behaved! It doesn't concern me in the least. You see I can +speak quite calmly about it. I'm only sorry and astonished that he +should be going to marry--well, after all, we must agree that Miss +Bride isn't quite an ideal for him, however one looks at it. Of course +it's nothing to me. If it _had_ been, I think I should feel more +offended than sorry." + +"Offended?" + +"That he had taken for granted that I had no will of my own, and no +influence with my aunt." + +"It seems rather faint-hearted, I admit." + +The dialogue lasted but a few minutes longer. May repeated once or +twice that she had no personal interest in Lashmar's fortunes, but her +utterance grew mechanical, and she was evidently withdrawing into her +thoughts. As a clock in the room told softly the first hour of the +morning, Mrs. Toplady rose; she spoke a few words about her engagements +for the day which had nominally begun, then kissed her friend on the +cheek. + +"Don't think any more of it, May. It mustn't interfere with your sleep." + +"That indeed it won't, Mrs. Toplady!" replied the girl, with a +musically mocking laugh. + +Appearances notwithstanding, May told the truth when she declared that +she had never thought of marrying Lashmar. This, however, did not +necessarily involve an indifference to Lashmar's homage. That the +coming man should make his court to her, she saw as a natural and +agreeable thing; that he should recognise her intellectual powers, and +submit to her personal charm, was only what she had hoped and expected +from the first. After their conversation in the supper-room, she +counted him a conquest, and looked forward with no little interest to +the development of this romance. Its sudden termination astonished and +mortified her. Had Lashmar turned away to make some brilliant alliance, +her pique would have endured only for a moment; Lord Dymchurch's +approach would have more than compensated the commoner's retirement. +But that she should merely have amused his idle moments, whilst his +serious thoughts were fixed on Constance Bride, was an injury not easy +to pardon. For she disliked Miss Bride, and she knew the sentiment was +mutual. + +Seeing the situation in the new light shed by Mrs. Toplady's ingenious +conjectures, her sense of injury was mitigated; the indignant feeling +that remained she directed chiefly against Lady Ogram, who seemed +inclined to dispose of her in such a summary way. Constance, naturally, +she disliked more than ever, but Lashmar she viewed with something of +compassion, as a victim of circumstances. Were those circumstances +irresistible? Was there not even now a possibility of defeating +them?--not with a view to taking Miss Bride's place, but for the +pleasure of asserting herself against a plot, and reassuring her +rightful position as arbitress of destinies. Lady Ogram was a kind old +woman, but decidedly despotic, and she had gone too far. If indeed +Lashmar were acting in helpless obedience to her, it would be the +merest justice to make an attempt at rescuing him and restoring his +liberty. + +Not without moral significance was the facial likeness between Lady +Ogram in her youth and May Tomalin. One who had seen the girl as she +sat to-night in her bedroom, brooding deeply, without the least +inclination for repose, must have been struck by a new vigour in the +lines of her countenance. Thus--though with more of obstinate +purpose--had Arabella Tomalin been wont to look at moments of crisis in +her adventurous youth. + +The clock was pointing to two, when May rose from the velvet-seated +chair, and went to the little writing-table which stood in another part +of the room. She took a plain sheet of note-paper, and, with a hand far +from steady, began, not writing, but printing, certain words, in large, +ill-formed capitals. + +"HAVE MORE COURAGE. AIM HIGHER. IT IS NOT TOO LATE." + +At this achievement she gazed smilingly. The ink having dried, she +folded the paper, and put it into an envelope, which she closed. Then +her face indicated a new effort. She could think of only one way of +disguising her hand in cursive--the common device of sloping it +backwards. This she attempted. The result failing to please her, she +tried again on a second envelope, and this time with success; the +writing looked masculine, and in no respect suggested its true +authorship. She had addressed the letter to Dyce Lashmar, Esq., at +Rivenoak. + +Nine o'clock next morning saw her out of doors. In Sloane Street she +found a hansom, and was driven rap idly eastward. Before ten she sat in +her own room again, glowing with satisfaction. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII + + +"At last," declared Mrs. Lashmar, "it really looks as if Dyce was going +to do something. I've just been writing to Lady Susan, and I have let +her see unmistakably what I think of her friendship. But I'm very glad +Dyce isn't indebted to her, for a more unendurable woman, when she +thinks she has done anyone a kindness, doesn't exist. If she gets a +place for a servant-girl, all the world is told of it, and she expects +you to revere her saintly benevolence. I am _very_ glad that she never +did anything for Dyce. Indeed, I always felt that she was very little +use. I doubt whether she has the slightest influence with respectable +people." + +It was just after breakfast, and the day promised to be the hottest of +the year. The vicar, heavy-laden man, had sat down in his study to +worry over parish accounts. When the door opened to admit his wife, he +quivered with annoyance. Mrs. Lashmar had a genius for the malapropos. +During breakfast, when her talk would have mattered little, she had +kept silence; now that her husband particularly wished to be alone with +his anxieties, she entered with an air forboding long discourse. + +"Twenty-three pounds, four shillings and sixpence," muttered the vicar, +as he passed a handkerchief over his moist forehead. "Dear me! how +close it is! Twenty-three--" + +"If Dyce is elected," pursued the lady, "we must celebrate the occasion +in some really striking way. Of course there must be a dinner for all +our poor--" + +"What I want to know," interrupted Mr. Lashmar, with mild +irritableness, "is, how he proposes to meet his expenses, and what he +is going to live upon. If he is still looking to _me_--I hope you +haven't encouraged him in any hope of that kind?" + +"Of course not. In my last letter I expressly reminded him that our +affairs were getting into a lamentable muddle. Of course, if _I_ had +had the management of them, this wouldn't have come about.--Do you know +what I have been thinking? It might be an advantage to Dyce if you made +friends with the clergy at Hollingford. Couldn't you go over one day, +and call on the rector. I see he's a Cambridge man, but--" + +"Really," cried Mr. Lashmar, half-distraught, "I must beg you to let me +get this work done in quietness. By some extraordinary error--" + +A knock sounded at the door, followed by a man's voice. + +"May I come in?" + +"There you are!" Mrs. Lashmar exclaimed. "It's Dyce himself. Come in! +Come in! Why, who could have thought you would get here so early!" + +"I chose the early train for the sake of coolness," answered Dyce, who +shook hands with his parents. "The weather is simply tropical. And two +days ago we were shivering. What is there to drink, mother?" + +Mrs. Lashmar took her son to the dining-room, and, whilst he was +refreshing himself, talked of the career before him. Her sanguine mind +saw him already at Westminster, and on the way to high distinction. + +"There's just one thing I'm anxious about," she said, sinking her +voice. "You know the state of your father's affairs. It happens most +unfortunately, just when a little help would be so important to you. +For years I have foreseen it, Dyce. Again and again I have urged +prudence; but you know your father, the most generous of men, but a +mere child in matters of business. I feared; but it was only the other +day that I discovered the real state of things. I shouldn't be at all +surprised, Dyce, if some day we have to look to you for succour." + +"Don't worry," answered her son. "Things'll come right, I think. Just +go on as prudently as you can, for the present. Is father really in a +hobble?" + +"My dear, he doesn't know where to turn for a five-pound note!" + +Dyce was sincerely troubled. He seldom thought of his parents; none the +less they represented his only true affection, and he became +uncomfortable at the prospect of disaster befalling their latter years. + +"Well, well, don't bother about it, more than you can help. Things are +going pretty well with me, I fancy." + +"So I supposed, Dyce. But your father is afraid--you know how he looks +on the dark side of everything--lest you should be incurring +liabilities. I have told him that that was never your habit." + +"Of course not," said Dyce, confidently. "You may be sure that I +haven't taken such serious steps without seeing my way clear before me." + +"I knew it! I have always had the fullest faith in you. And, Dyce, how +you are improving in looks! You must go to a photographer again--" + +"I've just been sitting at Hollingford. The local people wanted it, you +know. But I'll send you one from London presently." + +"And you assure me that there is no money difficulty?" asked Mrs. +Lashmar, with inquisitive eyes. + +"None whatever. The fact of the matter is that I am standing to please +Lady Ogram, and of course--" He waved an explanatory hand. "Things are +not finally arranged yet, but all will be smooth." + +His smile made dignified deprecation of undue insistence on trivial +detail. + +"I'm delighted to hear it!" exclaimed his mother. "It's just what I had +supposed. What could be more natural. Do you think, by the bye, that I +ought to go and see Lady Ogram? It might seem to her a right and +natural thing. And, from what you tell me of her, I feel sure we should +have a good deal in common." + +"I've thought of that too," Dyce answered, averting his look. "But wait +a little. Just now Lady Ogram isn't at all well; she sees hardly +anybody." + +"Of course I shall be guided by your advice. A little later, then. And, +Dyce, you haven't told me anything about Miss Bride. Is she still with +Lady Ogram?" + +"Oh yes. Still acting as secretary." + +"Of course you don't see much of her?" + +"Why, to tell you the truth, we have to see each other a good deal, +owing to her duties." + +"Ah, yes, I understand. She writes to dictation, and that kind of +thing. Strange that Lady Ogram should have engaged such a very +unpleasant young woman. I've seldom known anyone I disliked so much." + +"Really? She's of the new school, you know; the result of the +emancipation movement." Dyce smiled, as if indulgently. "Lady Ogram +thinks a great deal of her, and, I fancy, means to leave her money." + +"Gracious! You don't say so!" + +Mrs. Lashmar put the subject disdainfully aside, and Dyce was glad to +speak of something else. + +Throughout the day, the vicar was too busy to hold conversation with +his son. But after dinner they sat alone together in the study, Mrs. +Lashmar being called forth by some parochial duty. As he puffed at his +newly-lighted pipe, Dyce reflected on all that had happened since he +last sat here, some three months ago, and thought of what might have +been his lot had not fortune dealt so kindly with him. Glancing at his +father's face, he noted in it the signs of wearing anxiety; it seemed +to him that the vicar looked much older than in the spring, and he was +impressed by the pathos of age, which has no hopes to nourish, which +can ask no more of life than a quiet ending. He could not imagine +himself grey-headed, disillusioned; the effort to do so gave him a +thrill of horror. Thereupon he felt reproach of conscience. For all the +care and kindness he had received from his father, since the days when +he used to come into this very room to show how well he could read a +page of some child's story, what return had he made? None whatever in +words, and little enough in conduct. All at once, he felt a desire to +prove that he was not the insensible egoist his father perhaps thought +him. + +"I'm afraid you're a good deal worried, father," he began, looking at +the paper-covered writing-table. + +"I'm putting my affairs in order, Dyce," the vicar replied, running +fingers through his beard. "I've been foolish enough to let them get +very tangled; let me advise you never to do the same. But it'll all be +straight before long. Don't trouble about me; let me hear of your own +projects. I heartily wish it were in my power to help you." + +"You did that much longer than I ought to have allowed," returned Dyce. +"I feel myself to a great extent the cause of your troubles--" + +"Nothing of the kind," broke in his father, cheerily. "Troubles +be--excommunicated! This hot weather takes it out of me a little, but +I'm very well and not at all discouraged; so don't think it. To tell +you the truth, I've been feeling anxious to hear more in detail from +you about this Hollingford enterprise. Have you serious hopes?" + +"I hardly think I shall be elected the first time," Dyce answered, +speaking with entire frankness. "But it'll be experience, and may open +the way for me." + +"Parliament," mused the vicar, "Parliament! To be sure, we must have +Members; it's our way of doing things, of governing the country. And if +you really feel apt for that--" + +He paused dreamily. Dyce, still under the impulse of softened feelings, +spoke as he seldom did, very simply, quietly, sincerely. + +"I believe, father, that I am not _un_fit for it. Politics, it's true, +don't interest me very strongly, but I have brains enough to get the +necessary knowledge, and I feel that I shall do better work in a +prominent position of that kind than if I went on tutoring or took to +journalism. As you say, we must have representatives, and I should not +be the least capable, or the least honest. I find I can speak fairly +well; I find I can inspire people with confidence in me. And, without +presumption, I don't think the confidence is misplaced." + +"Well, that's something," said the vicar, absently. "But you talk as if +politics were a profession one could live by. I don't yet understand--" + +"How I'm going to live. Nor do I. I'll tell you that frankly. But Lady +Ogram knows my circumstances, and none the less urges me on. It may be +taken for granted that she has something in view; and, after giving a +good deal of thought to the matter, I see no valid reason why I should +refuse any assistance she chooses to offer me. The case would not be +without precedent. There is nothing dishonourable--" + +Dyce drifted into verbosity. At the beginning, he had lost from sight +the impossibility of telling the whole truth about his present position +and the prospects on which he counted; he spoke with relief, and would +gladly have gone on unbosoming himself. Strong and deep-rooted is the +instinct of confession. Unable to ease his conscience regarding outward +circumstances, he turned at length to the question of his intellectual +attitude. + +"Do you remember, when I was here last, I spoke to you of a French book +I had been reading, a sociological work? As I told you, it had a great +influence on my mind. It helped to set my ideas in order. Before then, +I had only the vaguest way of thinking about political and social +questions. That book supplied me with a scientific principle, which I +have since been working out for myself." + +"Ha!" interjected the vicar, looking up oddly. "And you really feel in +need of a scientific principle?" + +"Without it, I should have remained a mere empiric, like the rest of +our politicians. I should have judged measures from the narrow, merely +practical point of view; or rather, I should pretty certainly have +guided myself by some theory in which I only tried to believe." + +"So you have now a belief, Dyce? Come, that's a point to have reached. +That alone should give you a distinction among the aspiring men of +to-day. And _what_ do you believe?" + +After drawing a meditative puff or two, Dyce launched into his familiar +demonstration. He would very much rather have left it aside; he felt +that he was not speaking as one genuinely convinced, and that his +father listened without serious interest. But the theory had all to be +gone through; he unwound it, like thread off a reel, rather +mechanically and heavily towards the end. + +"And that's what you are going to live for?" said his father. "That is +your faith necessary to salvation?" + +"I take it to be the interpretation of human history." + +"Perhaps it is; perhaps it is," murmured the vicar, abstractedly. "For +my own part," he added, bestirring himself to refill his pipe, "I can +still see a guiding light in the older faith. Of course the world has +rejected it; I don't seek to delude myself on that point; I shrink with +horror from the blasphemy which would have us pretend that our +civilisation obeys the spirit of Christ. The world has rejected it. Now +as ever, 'despised and rejected of men.' The world, very likely, will +do without religion. Yet, Dyce, when I think of the Sermon on the +Mount--" + +He paused again, holding his pipe in his hand, unlit, and looking +before him with wide eyes. + +"I respect that as much as anyone can," said Dyce, gravely. + +"As much as anyone can--who doesn't believe it." His father took him up +with gentle irony. "I don't expect the impossible. You _cannot_ believe +in it; for you were born a post-Darwinian. Well, your religion is +temporal; let us take that for granted. You do not deny yourself; you +believe that self-assertion to the uttermost is the prime duty." + +"Provided that self-assertion be understood aright. I understand it as +meaning the exercise of all my civic faculties." + +"Which, in your case, are faculties of command, faculties which point +you to the upper seat, Dyce. Tom Bullock, my gardener, is equally to +assert himself, but with the understanding that _his_ faculties point +to the bottom of the table, where the bread is a trifle stale, and +butter sometimes lacking. Yes, yes: I understand. Of course you will do +your very best for Tom; you would like him to have what the sweet +language of our day calls a square meal. But still he must eat below +the salt; there you can't help him." + +"Because nature itself cannot," explained Dyce. "One wants Tom to +acknowledge that, without bitterness, and at the same time to +understand that, but for _him_, his honest work, his clean life, the +world couldn't go on at all. If Tom _feels_ that, he is a religious +man." + +"Ah! I take your point. But, Dyce, I find as a painful matter of fact +that Tom Bullock is by no means a religious man. Tom, I have learnt, +privately calls himself 'a hagnostic,' and is obliging enough to say +among his intimates that, if the truth were told, I myself am the same. +Tom has got hold of evolutionary notions, which he illustrates in his +daily work. He knows all about natural selection, and the survival of +the fittest. Tom ought to be a very apt disciple of your +bio-sociological creed. Unhappily a more selfish mortal doesn't walk +the earth. He has been known to send his wife and children supperless +to bed, because a festive meeting at a club to which he belongs +demanded all the money in his pocket. Tom, you see, feels himself one +of the Select; his wife and children, holding an inferior place in +great nature's scheme, must be content to hunger now and then, and it's +their fault if they don't feel a religious satisfaction in the +privilege." + +"Why on earth do you employ such a man?" cried Dyce. + +"Because, my dear boy, if I did not, no one else would, and Tom's wife +and children would have still greater opportunities of proving their +disinterested citizenship." + +Dyce laughed. + +"Speaking seriously again, father, Tom is what he is just because he +hasn't received the proper education. Had he been rightly taught, who +knows but he would, in fact, have been an apt disciple of the civic +religion?" + +"I fear me, Dyce, that no amount of civic instruction, or any other +instruction, would have affected Tom's ethics. Tom is representative of +his age. Come, come; I have every wish to be just to you. A new +religion must have time; its leaven must work amid the lump. You, my +dear boy, are convinced that the leaven is, though a new sort, a very +sound and sufficient yeast; let that be granted. I, unfortunately, +cannot believe anything of the kind. To me your method of solution +seems a deliberate insistence on the worldly in human nature, sure to +have the practical result of making men more and more savagely +materialist: I see no hope whatever that you will inspire the world +with enthusiasm for a noble civilisation by any theory based on +biological teaching. From my point of view, a man becomes noble _in +spite_ of the material laws which condition his life, never in +consequence of them. If you ask me how and why--I bow my head and keep +silence." + +"Can you maintain," asked Dyce, respectfully, "that Christianity is +still a civilising power?" + +"To all appearances," was the grave answer, "Christianity has +failed--utterly, absolutely, glaringly failed. At this moment, the +world, I am convinced, holds more potential barbarism than did the +Roman Empire under the Antonines. Wherever I look, I see a monstrous +contrast between the professions and the practice, between the assumed +and the actual aims, of so-called Christian peoples. Christianity has +failed to conquer the human heart." + +"It must be very dreadful for you to be convinced of that." + +"It is. But more dreadful would be a loss of belief in the Christian +spirit. By belief, I don't mean faith in its ultimate triumph; I am not +at all sure that I can look forward to _that_. No; but a persuasion +that the Sermon on the Mount is good--is the best. Once upon a time, +multitudes were in that sense Christian. Nowadays, does one man in a +thousand give his mind's allegiance (lips and life disregarded) to that +ideal of human thought and conduct? Take your newspaper writer, who +speaks to and for the million; he simply scorns every Christian +precept. How can he but scorn a thing so unpractical? Nay, I notice +that he is already throwing off the hypocrisy hitherto thought decent. +I read newspaper articles which sneer and scoff at those who venture to +remind the world that, after all, it nominally owes allegiance to a +Christian ideal. Our prophets begin openly to proclaim that +self-interest and the hardest materialism are our only safe guides. Now +and then such passages amaze, appal me--but I am getting used to them. +So I am to the same kind of declaration in everyday talk. Men in most +respectable coats, sitting at most orderly tables, hold the language of +pure barbarism. If you drew one of them aside, and said to him, 'But +what about the fruits of the spirit?'--what sort of look would he give +you?" + +"I agree entirely," exclaimed Dyce. "And for that very reason I want to +work for a new civilising principle." + +"If you get into the House, shall you talk there about bio-sociology?" + +"Why no," answered Dyce, with a chuckle. "If I were capable of that, I +should have very little chance of getting into the House at all, or of +doing anything useful anywhere." + +"In other words," said his father, still eyeing an unlit pipe, "one +must be practical--eh, Dyce?" + +"In the right way." + +"Yes, yes: one must be practical, practical. If you know which _is_ the +right way, I am very glad, I congratulate you. For my own part, I seek +it vainly; I seek it these forty years and more; and it grows clear to +me that I should have done much better not to heed that question at +all. 'Blessed are the merciful--blessed are the pure in heart--blessed +are the peacemakers.' It is all strikingly unpractical, Dyce, my boy; +you can't, again in to-day's sweet language, 'run' the world on those +principles. They are utterly incompatible with business; and business +is life." + +"But they are not at all incompatible with the civilisation I have in +view," Dyce exclaimed. + +"I am glad to hear it; very glad. You don't, however, see your way to +that civilisation by teaching such axioms." + +"Unfortunately not." + +"No. You have to teach 'Blessed are the civic-minded, for they shall +profit by their civism.' It has to be profit, Dyce, profit, profit. +Live thus, and you'll get a good deal out of life; live otherwise, and +you _may_ get more, but with an unpleasant chance of getting a good +deal less." + +"But isn't it unfortunately true that Christianity spoke also of +rewards?" + +"Yes, it is true. The promise was sometimes adapted to the poorer +understanding. More often, it was nobler, and by that I take my stand. +'Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. Blessed are the +peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God.' The words, +you know, had then a meaning. Now they have none. To see God was not a +little thing, I imagine, but the vision, probably, brought with it +neither purple nor fine linen.--For curiosity's sake, Dyce, read +Matthew v. to vii. before you go to sleep. You'll find the old Bible in +your bedroom." + +The door was thrown open, and Mrs. Lashmar's voice broke upon the still +air of the study. + +"Dyce, have you seen to-day's _Times_? There's a most interesting +article on the probable duration of Parliament. Take it up to your room +with you, and read it before you sleep." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX + + +"There's a letter for you, Dyce; forwarded from Rivenoak, I see." + +It lay beside his plate on the breakfast table, and Dyce eyed it with +curiosity. The backward-sloping hand was quite unknown to him. He +tapped at an egg, and still scrutinised the writing on the envelope; it +was Constance who had crossed out the Rivenoak address, and had written +beside it "The Vicarage, Alverholme." + +"Have you slept well?" asked his mother, who treated him with much more +consideration than at his last visit. + +"Very well indeed," he replied mechanically, taking up his letter and +cutting it open with a table-knife. + +"HAVE MORE COURAGE. AIM HIGHER. IT IS NOT TOO LATE." + +Dyce stared at the oracular message, written in capitals on a sheet of +paper which contained nothing else. He again examined the envelope, but +the post-mark in no way helped him. He glanced at his mother, and, +finding her eye upon him, folded the sheet carelessly. He glanced at +his father, who had just laid down a letter which evidently worried +him. The meal passed with very little conversation. Dyce puzzled over +the anonymous counsel so mysteriously conveyed to him, and presently +went apart to muse unobserved. + +He thought of Iris Woolstan. Of course a woman had done this thing, and +Iris he could well believe capable of it. But what did she mean? Did +she really imagine that, but for lack of courage, he would have made +suit to _her_? Did she really regard herself as socially his superior? +There was no telling. Women had the oddest notions on such subjects, +and perhaps the fact of his engaging himself to Constance Bride, a mere +secretary, struck her as deplorable. "Aim higher." The exhortation was +amusing enough. One would have supposed it came at least from some +great heiress-- + +He stopped in his pacing about the garden. An heiress?--May Tomalin? + +Shaking of the head dismissed this fancy. Miss Tomalin was a +matter-of-fact young person; he could not see her doing such a thing as +this. And yet--and yet--when he remembered their last talk, was it not +conceivable that he had made a deeper impression upon her than, in his +modesty, he allowed himself to suppose? Had she not spoken, with a +certain enthusiasm, of working on his behalf at Hollingford? The +disturbing event which immediately followed had put Miss Tomalin into +the distance; his mind had busied itself continuously with surmises as +to the nature of the benefit he might expect if he married Constance. +After all, Lady Ogram's niece _might_ have had recourse to this +expedient. She, at all events, knew that he was staying at Rivenoak, +and might easily not have heard on what day he would leave. Or, +perhaps, knowing that he left yesterday, she had calculated that the +letter would reach him before his departure; it had possibly been +delivered at Rivenoak by the mid-day post. + +Amusing, the thought that Constance had herself re-addressed this +communication! + +Another possibility occurred to him. What if the writer were indeed +Iris Woolstan, and her motive quite disinterested? What if she did not +allude to herself at all, but was really pained at the thought of his +making an insignificant marriage, when, by waiting a little, he was +sure to win a wife suitable to his ambition? Of this, too, Iris might +well be capable. Her last letter to him had had some dignity, and, all +things considered, she had always shown herself a devoted, unexacting +friend. It seemed more likely, it seemed much more likely, than the +other conjecture. + +Nevertheless, suppose Miss Tomalin _had_ taken this romantic step? The +supposition involved such weighty issues that he liked to harbour it, +to play with it. He pictured himself calling in Pont Street; he entered +the drawing-room, and his eyes fell at once upon Miss Tomalin, in whose +manner he remarked something unusual a constraint, a nervousness. +Saluting, he looked her fixedly in the face; she could not meet his +regard; she blushed a little-- + +Why, it was very easy to determine whether or not she had sent that +letter. In the case of Iris Woolstan, observation would have no certain +results, for she must needs meet him with embarrassment. But Miss +Tomalin would be superhuman if she did not somehow betray a nervous +conscience. + +Dyce strode into the house. His father and mother stood talking at the +foot of the stairs, the vicar ready to go out. + +"I must leave you at once," he exclaimed, looking at his watch. +"Something I had forgotten--an engagement absurdly dropt out of mind. I +must catch the next train--10.14, isn't it?" + +Mrs. Lashmar sang out protest, but, on being assured that the +engagement was political, urged him to make haste. The vicar all but +silently pressed his hand, and with head bent, walked away. + +He just caught the train. It would bring him to town by mid-day, in +comfortable time to lunch and adorn himself before the permissible hour +of calling in Pont Street. Rapid movement excited his imagination; he +clung now to the hypothesis which at first seemed untenable; he built +hopes upon it. Could he win a confession from May Tomalin, why should +it be hopeless to sway the mind of Lady Ogram? If that were deemed +impossible, they had but to wait. Lady Ogram would not live till the +autumn. To be sure, she looked better since her return to Rivenoak, but +she was frail, oh very frail, and sure to go off at a moment's notice. +As for Constance--oh, Constance! + +At his lodgings he found unimportant letters. Every letter would have +seemed unimportant, compared with that he carried in his pocket. Roach, +M. P., invited him to dine. The man at the Home Office wanted him to go +to a smoking concert. Lady Susan Harrop sent a beggarly card for an +evening ten days hence. Like the woman's impudence! And yet, as it had +been posted since her receipt of his mother's recent letter, it proved +that Lady Susan had a sense of his growing dignity, which was good in +its way. He smiled at a recollection of the time when a seat at those +people's table had seemed a desirable and agitating thing. + +Before half-past three he found himself walking in Sloane Street. After +consulting his watch several times in the course of a few minutes, he +decided that, early as it was, he would go on at once to Mrs. +Toplady's. Was he not privileged? Moreover, light rain began to fall, +with muttering of thunder: he must seek shelter. + +At a door in Pont Street stood two vehicles, a brougham and a cab. Was +it at Mrs. Toplady's? Yes, so it proved; and, just as Dyce went up to +the house, the door opened. Out came a servant, carrying luggage; +behind the servant came Mrs. Toplady, and, behind her, Miss Tomalin. +Hat in hand, Lashmar faced the familiar smile, at this moment +undisguisedly mischievous. + +"Mr. Lashmar!" exclaimed the lady, in high good humour. "We are just +going to St. Pancras. Miss Tomalin leaves me to-day.--Why, it is +raining! Can't we take you with us? Yes, yes, come into the carriage, +and we'll drop you where you like." + +Lashmar's eye was on the heiress. She said nothing as she shook hands, +and, unless he mistook, there was a tremour about her lips, her +eyelids, an unwonted suggestion of shyness in her bearing. The ladies +being seated, he took his place opposite to them, and again perused +Miss Tomalin's countenance. Decidedly, she was unlike herself; +manifestly, she avoided his look. Mrs. Toplady talked away, in the +gayest spirits; and the rain came down heavily, and thunder rolled. +Half the distance to St. Pancras was covered before May had uttered +anything more than a trivial word or two. Of a sudden she addressed +Lashmar, as if about to speak of something serious. + +"You left all well at Rivenoak?" + +"Quite well." + +"When did you come away?" + +"Early yesterday morning," Dyce replied. + +May's eyebrows twitched; her look fell. + +"I went to Alverholme," Dyce continued, "to see my people." + +May turned her eyes to the window. Uneasiness appeared in her face. +"She wants to know"--said Dyce to himself--"whether I have received +that letter." + +"Do you stay in town?" inquired Mrs. Toplady. + +"For a week or two, I think." He added, carelessly, "A letter this +morning, forwarded from Rivenoak, brought me back." + +May made a nervous movement, and at once exclaimed: + +"I suppose your correspondence is enormous, Mr. Lashmar?" + +"Enormous--why no. But interesting, especially of late." + +"Of course--a public man--" + +Impossible to get assurance. The signs he noticed might mean nothing at +all; on the other hand, they were perhaps decisive. More about the +letter of this morning he durst not say, lest, if this girl had really +written it, she should think him lacking in delicacy, in discretion. + +"Very kind of you, to come to me at once," said Mrs. Toplady. "Is there +good news of the campaign? Come and see me to-morrow, can you? This +afternoon I have an engagement. I shall only just have time to see Miss +Tomalin safe in the railway carriage." + +Dyce made no request to be set down. After this remark of Mrs. +Toplady's, a project formed itself in his mind. When the carriage +entered Euston Road, rain was still falling. + +"This'll do good," he remarked. "The country wants it." + +His thoughts returned to the morning, a week ago, when Constance and he +had been balked of their ride by a heavy shower. He saw the +summer-house among the trees; he saw Constance's face, and heard her +accents. + +They reached the station. As a matter of course, Dyce accompanied his +friends on to the platform, where the train was already standing. Miss +Tomalin selected her scat. There was leave-taking. Dyce walked away +with Mrs. Toplady, who suddenly became hurried. + +"I shall only just have time," she said, looking at the clock. "I'm +afraid my direction--northward--would only take you more out of your +way." + +Dyce saw her to the brougham, watched it drive off. There remained +three minutes before the departure of Miss Tomalin's train. He turned +back into the station; he walked rapidly, and on the platform almost +collided with a heavy old gentleman whom an official was piloting to a +carriage. This warm-faced, pompous-looking person he well knew by +sight. Another moment, and he stood on the step of the compartment +where May had her place. At sight of him, she half rose. + +"What is it? Have I forgotten something?" + +The compartment was full. Impossible to speak before these listening +people. In ready response to his embarrassed look, May alighted. + +"I'm so sorry to have troubled you," said Dyce, with laughing +contrition. "I thought it might amuse you to know that _Mr. Robb_ is in +the train!" + +"Really? How I should have liked to be in the same carriage. Perhaps I +should have heard the creature talk. Oh, and this compartment is so +full, so hot! Is it impossible to find a better?" + +Dyce rushed at a passing guard. He learnt that, if Miss Tomalin were +willing to change half way on her journey, she could travel at ease; +only the through carriages for Hollingford were packed. To this May at +once consented. Dyce seized her dressing-bag, her umbrella; they sped +to another part of the train, and sprang, both of them, into an empty +first-class. + +"This is delightful!" cried the girl. "I _am_ so much obliged to you!" + +"Tickets, please." + +"Shown already," replied May. "Change of carriage." + +The door was slammed, locked. The whistle sounded. + +"But we're starting!" May exclaimed. "Quick! Jump out, Mr. Lashmar!" + +Dyce sat still, smiling calmly. + +"It's too late, I'm afraid I mustn't try to escape by the window." + +"Oh, and you have sacrificed yourself just to make me more comfortable! +How inconvenient it will be for you! What a waste of time!" + +"Not at all. The best thing that could have happened." + +"Well, we have papers at all events." May handed him one. "Pray don't +feel obliged to talk." + +"As it happens, I very much wish to talk. Queer thing that I should owe +my opportunity to Robb. I shall never again feel altogether hostile to +that man. I wish you had seen him. He looked apoplectic. This weather +must try him severely." + +"You never spoke to him, I suppose?" asked May. + +"I never had that honour. Glimpses only of the great man have been +vouchsafed to me. Once seen, he is never forgotten. To-day he looks +alarmingly apoplectic." + +"But really, Mr. Lashmar," said the girl, settling herself in her +corner, "I do feel ashamed to have given you this useless journey--and +just when you are so busy." + +She was pretty in her travelling costume. Could Lashmar have compared +her appearance to-day with that she had presented on her first arrival +at Rivenoak, he would have marvelled at the change wrought by luxurious +circumstance. No eye-glasses now; no little paper-cutter hanging at her +girdle. Called upon to resume the Northampton garb, May would have been +horrified. The brown shoes which she had purchased expressly for her +visit to Lady Ogram would have seemed impossibly large and coarse. +Exquisite were her lavender gloves. Such details of attire, formerly +regarded with some contempt, had now an importance for her. She had +come to regard dress as one of the serious concerns of life. + +"I went to Pont Street this afternoon," said Dyce, "with a wish that by +some chance I might see you alone. It was Very unlikely, but it has +come to pass." + +May exhibited a slight surprise, and by an imperceptible movement put a +little more dignity into her attitude. + +"What did you wish to speak about?" she asked, with an air meant to be +strikingly natural. + +"Don't let me startle you; it was about my engagement to Miss Bride." + +This time, Dyce felt he could not be mistaken. She was confused; he saw +colour mounting on her neck; the surprise she tried to convey in +smiling was too obviously feigned. + +"Isn't that rather an odd subject of conversation?" + +"It seems so, but wait till you have heard what I have to say. It is on +Miss Bride's account that I speak. You are her friend, and I feel that, +in mere justice to her, I ought to tell you a very strange story. It is +greatly to her honour. She couldn't tell you the truth herself, and of +course you will not be able to let her know that you know it. But it +will save you from possible misunderstanding of her, enable you to +judge her fairly." + +May hardly disguised her curiosity. It absorbed her self-consciousness, +and she looked the speaker straight in the face. + +"To come to the point at once," pursued Lashmar, "our engagement is not +a genuine one. Miss Bride has not really consented to marry me. She +only consents to have it thought that she has done so. And very +generous, very noble, it is of her." + +"What a strange thing!" the girl exclaimed, as ingenuously as she had +ever spoken in her life. + +"Isn't it! I can explain in a word or two. Lady Ogram wished us to +marry; it was a favourite project of hers. She spoke to me about +it--putting me in a very difficult position, for I felt sure that Miss +Bride had no such regard for me as your aunt supposed. I postponed, +delayed as much as possible, and the result was that Lady Ogram began +to take my behaviour ill. The worst of it was, her annoyance had a bad +effect on her health. I think you know that Lady Ogram cannot bear +contradiction." + +"I know that she doesn't like it," said May, her chin rising a little. + +"You, of course, are favoured. You have exceptional influence. But I +can assure you that it would have been a very unpleasant thing to have +to tell Lady Ogram either that I couldn't take the step she wished, or +that Miss Bride rejected me." + +"I can believe that," said May indulgently. + +"When I saw that she was making herself ill about it, I took the +resolve to speak frankly to Miss Bride. The result was--our pretended +engagement." + +"Was it your suggestion?" inquired the listener. + +"Yes, it came from me," Dyce answered, with half real, half affected, +embarrassment. "Of course I felt it to be monstrous impudence, but, as +some excuse for me, you must remember that Miss Bride and I have known +each other for many years, that we were friends almost in childhood. +Perhaps I was rather a coward. Perhaps I ought to have told your aunt +the truth, and taken the consequences. But Miss Bride, no less than I, +felt afraid of them." + +"What consequences?" + +"We really feared that, in Lady Ogram's state of health--" + +He broke off significantly. May dropped her eyes. The train roared +through a station. + +"But," said May at length, "I understand that you are to be married in +October." + +"That is Lady Ogram's wish. Of course it's horribly embarrassing. I +needn't say that when our engagement is announced as broken off, I +shall manage so that all the fault appears to be on my side. But I am +hoping--that Lady Ogram may somehow be brought to change her mind. And +I even dare to hope that--you will help us to that end." + +"I? How could I, possibly?" + +"Indeed, I hardly know. But the situation is so awkward, and you are +the only person who has really great influence with Lady Ogram--" + +There was silence amid the noise of the train. May looked through one +window, Dyce through the other. + +"In any case," exclaimed Lashmar, "I have discharged what I felt to be +a duty. I could not bear to think that you should be living with Miss +Bride, and totally misunderstanding her. I wanted you to do justice to +her noble self-sacrifice. Of course I have felt ashamed of myself ever +since I allowed her to get into such a false position. You, I fear, +think worse of me than you did." + +He regarded her from under his eyelids, as if timidly. May sat very +upright. She did not look displeased; a light in her eyes might have +been understood as expressing satisfaction. + +"Suppose," she said, looking away, "that October comes, and you haven't +been able to--to put an end to this situation?" + +"I'm afraid--very much afraid--that we shall have to do so at any cost." + +"It's very strange, altogether. An extraordinary state of things." + +"You forgive me for talking to you about it?" asked Dyce, leaning +respectfully forward. + +"I understand why you did. There was no harm in it." + +"Do you remember our talk in the supper-room at Mrs. Toplady's?--when +we agreed that nothing was more foolish than false modesty. Shall I +venture to tell you, now, that, if this marriage came about, it would +be something like ruin to my career? You won't misunderstand. I have a +great respect, and a great liking, for Miss Bride; but think how +all-important it is, this question of marriage for a public man." + +"Of course I understand that," May replied. + +He enlarged upon the topic, revealing his hopes. + +"But I rather thought," said May, "that Miss Bride was just the sort of +companion you needed. She is so intelligent and--" + +"Very! But do you think she has the qualities which would enable her to +take a high position in society? There's no unkindness in touching upon +that. Admirable women may fall short of these particular excellencies. +A man chooses his wife according to the faith he has in his future?" + +"I understand; I quite understand," said May, with a large air. "No; it +has to be confessed that Miss Bride--I wonder my aunt didn't think of +that." + +They turned aside to discuss Lady Ogram, and did so in such detail, +with so much mutual satisfaction, that time slipped on insensibly, and, +ere they had thought of parting, the train began to slacken down for +the junction where Miss Tomalin would have to change carriages. + +"How annoying that I shan't be able to see you again!" cried Lashmar. + +"But shan't you be coming to Rivenoak?" + +"Not for some time, very likely. And when I do--" The train stopped. +Dyce helped his companion to alight, and moved along to seek for a +place for her in the section which went to Hollingford. Suddenly an +alarmed voice from one of the carriage-doors shouted "Guard! +Station-master!" People turned in that direction; porters ran; +evidently, something serious had happened. + +"What's the matter?" asked May, at her companion's side. + +"Somebody taken ill, I think," said Dyce, moving towards the door +whence the shout had sounded. + +He caught a glimpse of a man who had sunk upon the floor of the +carriage, and was just being lifted onto the seat by other passengers. +Pressing nearer, he saw a face hideously congested, with horrible +starting eyes. He drew back, and whispered to May: + +"It's Robb! Didn't I tell you that he looked apoplectic." + +The girl shrank in fear. + +"Are you sure?" + +"Perfectly. Stand here a minute, and I'll ask how it happened." + +From the talk going on he quickly learnt that Mr. Robb, complaining +that he felt faint, had risen, just as the train drew into the station, +to open the door and descend. Before anyone could help him, he dropped, +and his fellow-travellers shouted. Dyce and May watched the conveyance +of the obese figure across the platform to a waiting-room. + +"I must know the end of this," said Lashmar, his eyes gleaming. + +"You wouldn't have gone further, should you?" + +"I suppose not--though I had still a great deal to tell you. Quick! We +must get your place." + +"I could stop for the next train," suggested May. + +"Better not, I think. The carriage will be waiting for you at +Hollingford. No, better not. I have another idea." + +They found a seat. Dyce threw in the dressing-bag, and alighted again. + +"There's still a minute or two," he said, keeping May beside him on the +platform. "This affair may be tremendously important for me, you know." + +"It would mean an election at once," said the girl, excitedly. + +"Of course." He approached his face to hers, and added in low, rapid +tones, "You know the park gate into the Wapham Road?" + +"Yes." + +"You have a key. Could you be there at eight tomorrow morning? If it's +fine, take your bicycle, as if you were going for a spin before +breakfast. Miss Bride never goes out before breakfast, and no one else +is likely to pass that way." + +"You mean you would be there?" + +"If there's anything important to tell--yes. From a quarter to eight. I +shall stay here till I know the state of things. If there's recovery, I +will go back to town, and wire to-morrow to Lady Ogram that Ii have +heard a rumour of Robb's serious illness, asking for information. Do +you agree?" + +Doors were slamming; porters were shouting. May had only just time to +spring into the carriage. + +"Yes!" she exclaimed, with her head at the window. Dyce doffed his hat. +They smiled at each other, May's visage flushed and agitated, and the +train whirled away. + +In the carriage awaiting Miss Tomalin at Hollingford station sat +Constance Bride. + +"A horrible journey!" May exclaimed, taking a seat beside her. "No seat +in a through carriage at St. Pancras. Had to change at the junction. +Somebody in the train had a fit, or something--no wonder, with such +heat! But it's cooler here. Have you had a storm?" + +The footman, who had been looking after luggage, stepped up to the +carriage door and spoke to Miss Bride. He said there was a rumour in +the station that Mr. Robb, travelling by this train, had been seized +with apoplexy on the way. + +"Mr. Robb!" exclaimed Constance. "Then he was the person you spoke of?" + +"I suppose so," May answered. "Queer thing!" + +They drove off. Constance gazed straight before her, thinking intently. + +"If the attack is fatal," said May, "we shall have an election at once." + +"Yes," fell from her companion's lips mechanically. + +"Who will be the Conservative candidate?" + +"I have no idea," answered Constance, still absorbed in her thoughts. + +May cast a glance at her, and discovered emotion in the fixed eyes, the +set lips. There was a short silence, then Miss Tomalin spoke as if an +amusing thought had struck her. + +"You received that American magazine from Mrs. Toplady? Isn't it an odd +coincidence--the French book, you know?" + +"It didn't seem to me very striking," replied Constance, coldly. + +"No? Perhaps not." May became careless. "I hadn't time to read it +myself; I only heard what Mrs. Toplady said about it." + +"There was a certain resemblance between the Frenchman's phraseology +and Mr. Lashmar's," said Constance; "but nothing more. Mr. Lashmar's +system isn't easy to grasp. I doubt whether Mrs. Toplady is quite the +person to understand it." + +"Perhaps not," May smiled, raising her chin. "I must read the article +myself." + +"Even then," rejoined her companion, in a measured tone, "you will +hardly be able to decide as to the resemblance of the two theories." + +"Why not?" asked May, sharply. + +"Because you have had no opportunity of really studying Mr. Lashmar's +views." + +"Oh, I assure you he has made them perfectly clear to me--perfectly." + +"In outline," said Constance, smiling as one who condescends to a +childish understanding. + +"Oh no, in detail." + +Miss Bride contented herself with a half-absent "Indeed?" and seemed to +resume her meditations. Whereupon, May's eyes flashed, and her head +assumed its most magnificent pose. + +They exchanged not another word on the drive to Rivenoak. + + + + +CHAPTER XX + + +May awoke very early next morning. It was broad daylight, however, and +she hastened to look at her watch. Reassured as to the time, her next +thought regarded the weather; she stepped to the window, and saw with +vexation a rainy sky. An hour later, she again lifted the blind to look +forth. No sun was shining, but rain had ceased. She began to dress. + +At a quarter to eight, equipped for walking, she quietly left her room +and tripped down stairs. A housemaid met her in the hall; she asked +whether the front door was unlocked, and the servant went before to +open for her. Following a path which led to the rear of the house, she +was soon out in the park; in some ten minutes she passed the old +summer-house among the trees, and, with quickened pace, came to the +door which led into the Wapham Road. Before using her key, she tapped +lightly on the wood; from without there sounded immediately an +answering knock. Then she opened. + +"Do you know?" asked Lashmar, eagerly, as he gave his hand, forgetting +the formal salute. + +"Yes. We had the news after dinner. Mr. Breakspeare sent a message." + +"He lived for about an hour. I came on to Hollingford late, and have +passed the night at the Saracen's Head. It's to be understood, of +course, that I got the news in town just in time for the last train." + +Whilst exchanging rapid sentences, they stood, one within, one outside, +the park wall. May held the door as if uncertain what to do next. + +"You can spare me a few minutes?" said Dyce, glancing this way and that +along the public way. + +"Come in. I didn't bring my bicycle, as it's so wet." + +"Of course not. You needn't be anxious. Nobody comes this way." + +He closed the door. May was looking behind her into the frees and +bushes, which hid them from the park The sky had begun to brighten; a +breeze shook drops from the shining leafage. + +"How does Lady Ogram take the news?" Lashmar inquired, trying to speak +with his wonted calm, but betraying a good deal of nervousness. + +"I haven't seen her. She was in her room when it came." + +"I shouldn't wonder if she's sorry. She had set her mind on our beating +Robb at the poll. No one seems to know who will stand for the +Conservatives. I saw Breakspeare after midnight; he was in the wildest +excitement. He thinks it's good for us." + +"Of course you'll see Lady Ogram to-day?" + +"I shall come at lunch-time. That'll be best, won't it?" + +May nodded. Her eyes kept turning in the direction of the house. + +"How very kind of you to have come out so early!" said Dyce. "All night +I've been reproaching myself for giving you the trouble, and when I saw +the rain I didn't think for a moment you would be here. I'm delighted +to be able to talk to you before seeing anyone else. Don't you think +this event has happened very luckily? Whether I am elected or not, +it'll be easier for me to get out of my false position." + +"Why? How?" + +"In this way. During the excitement of the election, I shall find +opportunities of speaking more freely with Lady Ogram, and who knows +but I may bring her to see that the plan she made for me was not +altogether to my advantage? Miss Bride, of course, will speak, whenever +she has a chance, in the same sense--" + +"Are you sure of that?" asked May, casting a furtive glance at him. She +was boring the path with the point of her slim umbrella. + +"Do you feel any doubt?" asked Dyce in turn. + +"I really can't judge. It's such a very curious situation--and," she +added, "Miss Bride is so peculiar." + +"Peculiar?--I understand. You don't find her very communicative. But +I'm sure you'll make allowance for the difficulty of--" + +"Oh, I make all allowances," interrupted May, with her smile of +superiority. "And of course Miss Bride's affairs don't in the least +concern me." + +"Except I hope in so far as they concern me." + +Dyce spoke with insinuating humour. Both hands resting on his umbrella +handle, he held himself very upright, and looked May steadily in the +face. She, as though challenged, straightened herself and met his look. + +"I should be sorry to see your career spoilt," she said, with rather +excessive dignity. "But you will admit that you have acted, to say the +least, imprudently." + +"It looks so. You think I should have had _more courage_. But you will +see that it's _not too late_." + +Speaking, he watched her face. He saw her lips twitch, and her eyes +stray. + +"You know," he pursued, "that I _aim high_." + +Her look fell. + +"But no man can do without help. The strong man is he who knows how to +choose his helper, and at the right moment. I am at a crisis of my +life, and--it is to you that I turn." + +"I of course feel that to be a great compliment, Mr. Lashmar," said +May, recovering her grand air. "I promise you to do what I can. But you +mustn't count on me for impossibilities." + +"I count on nothing that isn't easy for _you_--with your character, +your influence." + +"Thank you, again. My first piece of advice to you is to win the +election." + +"I shall do my best. If I am beaten in this, I shall win another; you +are aware of that. Are you easily discouraged? I think not." + +He smiled at her with admiration. That it was genuine, May easily +perceived; how much, or how little, it implied, she did not care to +ask. These two, alike incapable of romantic passion, children of a time +which subdues everything to interest, which fosters vanity and chills +the heart, began to imagine that they were drawn to each other by all +the ardours of youth. Their minds remarkably lucid, reviewing the +situation with coolest perspicuity, calculating each on the other's +recognised weaknesses, and holding themselves absolutely free if +contingency demanded freedom, they indulged, up to a certain point, the +primitive impulse, and would fain have discovered in it a motive of the +soul. May, who had formed her opinion as to Miss Bride's real attitude +regarding Lashmar, took a keen pleasure in the treacherous part she was +playing; she remembered the conversation last evening in the carriage, +and soothed her wounded self-esteem. Dyce, gratified by yet another +proof of his power over womankind, felt that in this case he had +something to be really proud of; Miss Tomalin's beauty and her +prospects spoke to the world at large. She was in love with him, and he +detected in himself a reciprocal emotion. Interesting and agreeable +state of things! + +May, instead of directly answering his last question, allowed her eyes +to meet his for a second. Then she said: + +"Some people are coming to us this afternoon." + +"To stay? Who are they?" + +"Sir William and Lady Amys--and Lord Dymchurch--" + +"Dymchurch! Lady Ogram has invited him?" + +"He would hardly come to stay without being invited," said May, archly. +"But I thought you most likely knew. Didn't Lady Ogram mention it to +you?" + +"Not a word," answered Dyce. "No doubt she had a reason for saying +nothing. You, possibly, could suggest it?" + +His face had changed. There was cold annoyance in his look and in his +voice. + +"It must have been mere accident," said May. + +"That it certainly wasn't. How long will Dymchurch stay?" + +"I have no idea, Mr. Lashmar.--I must leave you. Many thanks for taking +so much trouble to bring me the news." + +She held out her hand. Dyce took and detained it. + +"I am going to stay on at Hollingford," he said, "at the hotel. I shall +run up to town this evening, but be back to-morrow. At lunchtime to-day +I shall see you, but of course that doesn't count; we shan't be able to +talk, Wednesday, to-morrow; on Thursday morning meet me here again, +will you?" + +"I'm afraid I can't do that, Mr. Lashmar," she answered with +self-possession; trying, unobtrusively, to withdraw her hand. + +"I beg you to! Indeed, you must." + +He tried the power of a smile meant to be at once virile and tender, +but May was steadily drawing away her hand; he had not the courage to +hold it forcibly. + +"We shall find other opportunities of talking about the things that +interest us," she said, moving a step back. + +"It surprises me that you came this morning!" Dyce exclaimed, with a +touch of sarcasm. + +"Then," May answered loftily, "you will be spared a second surprise." + +She turned and left him. Dyce, after watching for a moment her graceful +figure, strode in pursuit. They were near the summer-house. + +"You are forgetting," he said, "that you have left the key in the door." + +May uttered an exclamation of alarm. + +"How foolish of me! Thank you so much!" + +"I fear I must give you the trouble of walking back, to let me out." + +"Why, of course." + +They returned to the door, and Dyce again took the offered hand. + +"I shall be here at eight on Thursday," he said. "Unless it rains. In +that case, on the first fine morning." + +"I don't promise to meet you." + +"I will come without a promise." + +"As you like," said May, slowly closing the door upon him. "But don't +prepare for yourself another surprise." + +She regained the house, having met no one but a gardener. Within, she +encountered no one at all. Safe in her room, she reflected on the +morning's adventure, and told herself that it had been, in a double +sense, decidedly dangerous. Were Constance Bride or Lady Ogram to know +of this clandestine rendezvous, what a storm would break! On that +account alone she would have been glad of what she had done. But she +was glad, also, of Lashmar's significant behaviour and language. He +perceived, undoubtedly, that the anonymous letter came from her, and, +be the upshot what it might, their romantic intimacy gave life a new +zest. May flattered herself that she knew the tremours of amorous +emotion. "If I liked, I _could_ be really, really in love!" This was +delightful experience; this was living! Dangerous, yes; for how did she +mean to comport herself in the all but certain event of her receiving +an offer of marriage from Lord Dymchurch? Mrs. Toplady was right; Lady +Ogram had resolved upon this marriage, and would it be safe to thwart +that strong-willed old woman? Moreover, the thought was very tempting. +A peeress! Could she reasonably look for such another chance, if this +were lost? Was she prepared to sacrifice it for the sake of Dyce +Lashmar, and the emotional joys he represented? + +She thought of novels and poems. Browning was much in her mind. She saw +herself as the heroine of psychological drama. How interesting! How +thrilling! During her life at Northampton, she had dreamed of such +things, with no expectation of their ever befalling her. Truly, she was +fortune's favourite. Destiny had raised her to the sphere where her +powers and sensibilities would have full play. + +So it was with radiant face that she appeared at the breakfast table. +Constance and she shook hands as usual; with everyday words. It seemed +to her that she saw disquiet in the secretary's countenance--after all, +what was Miss Bride but a salaried secretary? Lashmar's betrothed might +well suffer uneasiness, under the circumstances; _she_, it was obvious, +did not regard the engagement as a mere pretence. No, no; Constance +Bride was ambitious, and thought it a great thing to marry a man with a +parliamentary career before him. She was of a domineering, jealous +nature, and it would exasperate her to feel that Lashmar merely used +her for his temporary purposes. Noble self-sacrifice, indeed! Lashmar +himself did not believe that. Best of all things, at this moment, May +would have liked to make known her power over Lashmar, and to say, "Of +course, dear Miss Bride, he is nothing whatever to me. In my position, +you understand--" + +There had been a few moments' silence, when Constance asked: + +"Do you ever hear of Mr. Yabsley?" + +Was the woman a thought-reader? At that instant May had been +thinking--the first time for weeks, perhaps--of her Admirable Crichton +in the old Northampton days, and reflecting with gratification on the +vast change which had come upon her life and her mind since she +followed Mr. Yabsley's spiritual direction. Startled, she gazed at the +speaker. + +"How odd that you should have remembered his name!" + +"Not at all. I heard it so often when you first came here." + +"Did you?" said May, pretending to be amused. "Mr. Yabsley is a +remarkable man, and I value his friendship. You remind me that I really +ought to write to him." + +Constance seemed to lose all her interest in the matter, and spoke of +something trivial. + +In the course of the morning there happened a singular thing. + +Lady Ogram rose earlier than usual. Before leaving her room, she read +in the _Hollingford Express_ all about the sudden death of Mr. Robb. +The event had kept her awake all night. Though on the one side a +disappointment, for of late she had counted upon Robb's defeat at the +next election as an all but certain thing, the fact that she had +outlived her enemy, that he lay, as it were, at her feet, powerless +ever again to speak an insulting word, aroused all the primitive +instincts of her nature. With the exultation of a savage she gloated +over the image of Robb stricken to the ground. Through the hours of +darkness, she now and then sang to herself, and the melodies were those +she had known when a girl, or a child, common songs of the street. It +was her chant of victory and revenge. + +Having risen, she went into the drawing-room on the same floor as her +bedchamber, and summoned two menservants. After her first serious +illness, she had for a time been carried up and down stairs in a chair +made for that purpose; she now bade her attendants fetch the chair, and +convey her to the top story of the house. It was done. In her hand she +had a key, and with this she unlocked the door of that room which had +been closed for half a century. Having stood alone within the garret +for a few minutes, she called to the men, who, on entering, looked with +curiosity at dust-covered forms in clay and in marble. Their mistress +pointed to a bust which stood on a wooden pedestal some three feet high. + +"You are to clean that. Bring water and soap. I will wait here whilst +you do it." + +The task was quickly performed; the marble shone once more, and its +pedestal of lustrous black looked little the worse for long seclusion. +Lady Ogram sat with her eyes fixed upon the work of art, and for a +minute or two neither moved nor spoke. + +"Who is that?" she inquired suddenly, indicating the head, and turning +her look upon the two men. + +"I think it is yourself, my lady," answered the bolder of the two. + +Lady Ogram smiled. That use of the present tense was agreeable to her. + +"You are to take it down to the green drawing-room. Carry me there, +first, and I will show you where to place it." + +Arrived at the ground-floor, she quitted her chair and walked into the +drawing-room with step which was almost firm. Here, among the flowers +and leafage, sat May Tomalin, who, surprised at her aunt's early +appearance, rose forward with an exclamation of pleasure. + +"How well you look this morning, aunt!" + +"I'm glad you think so, my dear," was the pleased and dignified reply. +"Be so kind, May, as to go into the library, and wait there until I +send for you." + +The girl turned pale. For a moment, she thought her escapade of this +morning had been discovered, and that terrible things were about to +happen. Her fright could not escape Lady Ogram's observation. + +"What, have I frightened you? Did it remind you of being sent into the +corner when you were a little girl?" + +She laughed with discordant gaiety. + +"Really, for the moment I thought I was being punished," replied May. +And she too laughed, a melodious trill. + +A quarter of an hour passed. Lady Ogram presented herself at the +library door, and saw May reading, whilst Constance Bride sat writing +at the table. + +"Come, both of you!" + +Surprised at the look and tone with which they were summoned, the two +followed into the drawing-room, where, guided by Lady Ogram's glance, +they became aware of a new ornament. They approached; they gazed; they +wondered. + +"Who is that?" asked their conductress, turning to Miss Bride. + +Constance felt no doubt as to the person whom the bust was supposed to +represent, and her disgust at what she thought the shameless flattery +practised by the sculptor hardly allowed her to reply. + +"Of course," she said, in as even a voice as possible, "it is a +portrait of Miss Tomalin." + +Lady Ogram's eyes shone; on the point of laughing, she restrained +herself, and looked at her niece. + +"May, what do _you_ think?" + +"Really, aunt, I don't know what to think," answered the girl, in a +happy confusion. "If Miss Bride is right--it's very, very kind of you. +But how was it done without my sitting?" + +This time, the old lady's mirth had its way. + +"How, indeed! There's a mystery for you both, my dears!--May, it's true +you are like me, but don't let Constance make you conceited. Go near, +and look at the date carved on the marble." + +"Why, aunt, of course it is you yourself!" exclaimed the girl, her +averted face long-drawn in mortification; she saw the smile with which +Miss Bride had received this disclosure. "How wonderful!" + +"You can hardly believe it?" + +Some incredulity might have been excused in one who turned from that +superb head, with its insolent youth and beauty, to the painted +death-mask grinning there before it. Yet the marble had not flattered, +and, looking closely enough, you saw a reminiscence of its contour in +the bloodless visage which, since that proud moment, had chronicled the +passions of three-score years. + +"How stupid not to have understood at once," said May, the epithet +privately directed towards Constance. + +"It's a magnificent bust!" declared Miss Bride, examining it now with +sincere interest. "Who was the sculptor, Lady Ogram?" + +"My husband," answered the old lady, with pride. "Sir Quentin had much +talent, and this was the best thing he ever did." + +"And it has just come into your possession?" asked May. + +"No, my dear. But I thought you would like to see it." + +An hour later, Dyce Lashmar arrived. He was conducted at once to the +drawing-room, where Lady Ogram still sat with May and Constance. + +"I expected you," cried the senile voice, on a high note. + +"I heard the news at dinner-time yesterday;" said Lashmar. "Just caught +the last train, and sat up half the night with Breakspeare." + +"I sent you a telegram the first thing this morning," said Lady Ogram. +"Had you left Alverholme before it arrived?" + +"I was in town," answered Dyce, only now remembering that he had to +account for his movements. "A letter called me up yesterday morning." + +The old autocrat was in no mood for trifling explanations. She passed +the point, and began to ask the news from Hollingford. Who would be the +Conservative candidate? They talked, said Dyce, of a stranger to the +town, a man named Butterworth, one of Robb's private friends. + +"It's Butterworth of the hoardings--Butterworth's jams and pickles, you +know. He's made a million out of them, and now thinks of turning his +energies to the public service. Robb, it seems, didn't mean to face +another election, and of late had privately spoken here and there of +Butterworth." + +"Jams and pickles!" cried Lady Ogram, with a croaking laugh. "Will the +Hollingford Tories stand that?" + +"Why not? Robb evidently thought they would, and he knew them. +Butterworth is a stout Unionist, I'm told, and if he makes another +million he may look for a peerage. Jam has not hitherto been thought so +respectable as ale or stout, but that's only a prejudice. Robb's +enlightened mind saw the budding aristocrat. Breakspeare is thinking +out an article on the deceased champion of aristocratic traditions, to +be followed by another on the blazonry of the jam-pot and pickle-jar. +We shall have merry reading when decorum releases our friend's pen." + +As his eyes stole towards May Tomalin, Dyce perceived the marble bust. +He gazed at it in silent surprise. The looks of all were upon him; +turning, he met smiles of inquiry. + +"Well?" said Lady Ogram, bluntly. + +"Who is that? Is it a new work?" he inquired, with diffidence. + +"It looks new, doesn't it?" + +"I should have thought," said Dyce, reflectively, "that it represented +Lady Ogram at about the same age as in the painting." + +"Constance," exclaimed the old lady, vastly pleased, "congratulate Mr. +Lashmar." + +"Then I am right," cried Dyce, encountering Constance's look. "What a +fine bit of work! What a magnificent head!" + +He moved nearer to it, and continued freely to express his admiration. +The resemblance to May Tomalin had struck him, he thought it probable +that some sculptor had amused himself by idealising the girl's +suggestive features; but at this juncture it seemed to him more +prudent, as in any case it would be politic, to affect to see only a +revival of Lady Ogram's youth. It startled him to find that his tact +had guided him so well. + +He continued to behave with all prudence, talking through luncheon +chiefly with the hostess, and directing hardly a remark to May, who, on +her side, maintained an equal discretion. Afterwards, he saw Lady Ogram +in private. + +"You mean to stay on at the hotel, no doubt," she said. "Yes, it'll be +more convenient for you than if you came here. But look in and let us +know how things go on. Let me see, to-morrow is Wednesday; don't come +to-morrow. On Thursday I may have something to tell you; yes, come and +lunch on Thursday. You understand--on Thursday. And there's something +else I may as well say at once; the expenses of the election are my +affair." + +Dyce began a grateful protest, but was cut short. + +"I say that is my affair. We'll talk about it when the fight is over. +No petty economies! In a day or two, when things are in order, we must +have Breakspeare here. Perhaps you had better go away for the day of +Robb's funeral. Yes, don't be seen about on that day. Spare no useful +expense; I give you a free hand. Only win; that's all I ask of you. I +shan't like it if you're beaten by jams and pickles. And lunch here on +Thursday--you understand?" + +Dyce had never known the old autocrat so babblingly iterative. Nor had +he ever beheld her in such a mood of gaiety, of exultation. + +"Go and have a word with Constance," she said at length. "I rather +think she's going into the town; if so, you can go together. She's in +great spirits. It isn't her way to talk much, but I can see she feels +very hopeful. By the bye, I'm expecting Sir William before dinner--Sir +William Amys, you know. He may be here still when you come on Thursday." + +Why Lady Ogram should be so careful to conceal the fact' that Lord +Dymchurch was expected, Dyce found it difficult to understand. But it +was clear that Dymchurch had been invited in the hope, perhaps the +certainty, that he would propose to May Tomalin. That he was coming at +all seemed, indeed, decisive as to his intentions. Plainly, the old +schemer had formed this project at the time of her visit to London, +and, improbable as the thing would have appeared to any one knowing +Dymchurch, she was carrying it successfully through. On the one side; +but how about May? Dyce tried to assure himself that, being in love +with _him_, May would vainly be wooed by anyone else. But had she the +courage to hold out against her imperious relative? Could she safely do +so? The situation was extremely disquieting. He wished it were possible +to see May alone, even for a minute. But he did not see her at all, +and, as Lady Ogram had suggested, he found himself obliged to return to +Hollingford in Constance's company. They drove in the landau. On the +way, Dyce made known to his companion Lady Ogram's generous intentions. + +"I knew she would do that," said Constance, regarding him with the +smile which betrayed her inmost thoughts. + +Because of the proximity of their coachman, they talked in subdued +tones, their heads close together. To Lashmar this intimacy meant +nothing at all; Constance, in his busy thoughts, was as good as +non-existent. He had remarked with vexation the aspect of renewed +vigour presented by Lady Ogram, and would have spoken of it, but that +he felt ashamed to do so. + +"Don't you think," asked his companion, "that everything is going +wonderfully well with you?" + +"It looks so, for the present." + +"And, after all, whom have you to thank for it?" + +"I don't forget," Dyce replied, wondering whether she alluded to the +fact of her having introduced him to the mistress of Rivenoak, or to +the terms of their engagement. + +"If you win the election, don't you think it would be graceful not only +to feel, but to show, a little gratitude?" + +She spoke in a voice which once more reminded him of the summer-house +on that rainy morning, a voice very unlike her ordinary utterance, soft +and playfully appealing. + +"Don't be so severe on me," answered Dyce, with a laugh. "I am not +_all_ self-interest." + +He added what was meant for a reassuring look, and began to talk of +electioneering details. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI + + +Lady Ogram's life had been much guided by superstition. No one knew it, +or suspected it, for this was among the tokens of her origin which she +carefully kept out of sight. Through all the phases of her avowed +belief, she remained subject to a private religion of omens and +auspices, which frequently influenced her conduct. Thus, she would long +ago have brought forth and displayed that marble visage of her beauty +in its prime, but for a superstitious fear which withheld her. On the +night before Sir Quentin's death, she dreamt that she ascended to the +garret, took the bust in her arms, and carried it downstairs. Many +years went by, and again she had the same dream; the next day her first +serious illness fell upon her, and, remembering the vision, she gave +herself up for lost; but the sign this time had less than fatal +significance. Now once more, on the Sunday night of the present week, +she seemed to enter the locked garret, and to carry away the marble. +All Monday she lived in a great dread, but at evening came the news +that her arch-enemy was no more, and behold the vision explained! + +On Monday night she dreamt not at all, being kept awake by exultation +in what had happened and forecast of triumphs soon to be enjoyed. But +her thoughts turned constantly to the graven image which she longed to +see, and, by a process of reasoning natural to such a mind as hers, she +persuaded herself that now was the moment to fulfil her desire. The +bust once brought down, she would not again dream of going to seek it, +and, consequently, it could not serve again to augur evil. Not without +tremors, she executed her resolve, and, the thing once done, her joy +was boundless. Looking on that marble face, she seemed to recover +something of the strength and spirit it had immortalised. +Notwithstanding her restless night, she felt so clear in mind, so well +in body, that the forebodings which had perturbed her since her +exhausting visit to London were quite dismissed. To-day Lord Dymchurch +was coming; to-morrow May's betrothal would be a fact to noise abroad. +She would then summon Kerchever, and in the presence of Sir William +Amys, the trusty friend sure to outlive her, would complete that last +will and testament which was already schemed out. Twice already had she +executed a will, the second less than a year ago. When in town, she had +sufficiently discussed with her man of law the new situation brought +about by her discovery of May Tomalin; but the hope which she connected +with Lord Dymchurch bade her postpone awhile the solemn signature. All +had come to pass even as she desired, as she resolved it should. To the +end she was supreme in her own world. + +When her guests arrived--all travelled from London by the same +train--she received them royally. She had clad herself with unusual +magnificence; on the shrivelled parchment of her cheeks shone an +audacious bloom; her eyes gleamed as if in them were concentrated all +the proud life which still resisted age and malady. Rising from her +bowered throne in the drawing-room, she took a step towards Lady Amys, +pressed her hand cordially--not at all feebly--and welcomed her with +affectionate words. The baronet she addressed as "Willy," but with such +a dignity of kindness in the familiar name that it was like bestowal of +an honour. Towards the peer her bearing was marked with grave courtesy, +softening to intimate notes as their conversation progressed. Scarce a +touch of senility sounded in her speech; she heard perfectly, indulged +in no characteristic brusquerie of phrase, fulfilled every formality +proper to the occasion. + +Sir William and his wife were the only people of their world who had +always seen the lady of Rivenoak in her better aspect; who, whilst +appreciating the comedy of her life, regarded her with genuine +friendship. They understood the significance of Lord Dymchurch's visit, +and, like Mrs. Toplady, though in a much more human spirit, awaited +with amusement the successful issue of Lady Ogram's scheme. They saw no +harm in it. Dymchurch, it might well be, had fallen in love with the +handsome girl, and it was certain that her wealth would be put to much +better use in his hands than in those of the ordinary man who weds +money. Lady Ogram's deliberate choice of this landless peer assuredly +did her credit. She wanted the peerage for her niece; but it would not +have been difficult to gratify her ambition in a more brilliant way, +had she cared less for the girl's welfare. Society being what it is, +they did not see how their energetic old friend could have acted more +prudently and kindly. + +At dinner there was much pleasant talk. The baronet's vein of humourous +criticism flowed freely. Walking through London streets this morning, +his eye had caught sight of a couple of posters which held him in +meditation. + +"One was a huge picture of an ox, and beneath it one read in great +letters that sixty thousand bullocks are annually slaughtered for the +manufacture of Nokes's beef-tea. The other advertised Stokes's pills, +and informed the world, in still bigger lettering, that, every minute +of the day, seven of these pills 'reached their destination.' +Delightful phrase! 'Reached their destination.' And this, you see, is +how we adorn the walls of our cities. It is not only permitted, but +favoured. I am quite sure that a plebiscite, if some more civilised +alternative were offered, would pronounce in favor of the bullocks and +the pills, as much more interesting. Yet to my mind, spoilt by +pottering among old pictures, that bit of wall was so monstrous in its +hideousness that I stood moon-stricken, and even yet I haven't got over +it. I shall dream to-night of myriads of bullocks massacred for +beef-tea, and of an endless procession of pills--reaching their +destination. I ask myself, in my foolish theoretic way, what earthly +right we have to lay claim to civilisation. How much better it would be +always to speak of ourselves as barbarians. We should then, perhaps, +make some endeavour to improve. The barbarian who imagines himself on +the pinnacle of refinement is in a parlous state--far more likely to +retrograde than to advance." + +"There should be a league of landowners," said Miss Tomalin, "pledged +to forbid any such horror on their own property." + +"I don't know that I have much faith in leagues," returned Sir William. +"I am a lost individualist. Let everyone try to civilise himself; +depend upon it, it's the best work he can do for the world at large." + +"And yet," put in Lord Dymchurch, "the world can't do without apostles. +Do you think mere example has ever availed much?" + +"Perhaps not. I would say that I don't care. Do you really believe that +the world ever _will_ be much more civilised than it is? In successive +epochs, there are more or fewer persons of liberal mind--that's all; +the proportion rises and falls. Why should we trouble about it? Let +those of us who really dislike the ox and pill placards, keep as much +out of sight of them as possible, that's all. It doesn't do to think +over much about the problems of life. Nowadays almost everybody seems +to feel it a duty to explain the universe, and with strange results. +For instance, I read an article last night, a most profound article, +altogether too much for my poor head, on the question of right and +wrong. Really, I had supposed that I knew the difference between right +and wrong; in my blundering way, I had always tried to act on the +knowledge. But this writer proves to me that I shall have to begin all +over again. 'Morality,' he says, 'depends upon cerebral oxidation.' +That's a terrible dictum for a simpleminded man. If I am not cerebrally +oxidised, or oxidally cerebrised, in the right degree, it's all over +with my hopes of leading a moral life. I'm quite sure that a large +number of people are worrying over that article, and asking how they +can oxidise if not their own cerebellum, at all events that of their +offspring." + +"Man and nature," said Lord Dymchurch presently, "have such different +views about the good of the world." + +"That," exclaimed the baronet, "is a very striking remark. Let me give +you an illustration of its truth. Years ago I had an intimate friend, a +wonderfully clever man, who wrote and published a delightful little +book. Few such books have ever been written; it was a marvel of +delicate thought and of exquisite style. The half-dozen readers who +could appreciate it cried aloud that this man had a great future, that +his genius was a jewel which the world would for ever prize--and so on. +Well, my friend married, and since then he has written nothing, nor +will he ever again. I know people who lament his fate, who declare that +marriage was his ruin, and a crime against civilisation. The other day, +I called upon him--not having seen him for ages. I found a rather +uncomfortable little house, a pretty, dull little wife, and three +beautiful children in the most vigorous health. 'Alas!' said my friend +to me in private, 'I try to work, but I can do nothing. I need absolute +tranquillity, such as I had when I wrote my book. I try, but domestic +life is fatal to me.' Now, what better example of what you say, Lord +Dymchurch? To _us_ it seems a misfortune to the world that this man +didn't live on in bachelorhood and write more exquisite books. But +nature says 'What do I care for his _books_?' 'Look at his _children_!' +That's what she meant him for, and from Nature's point of view he is a +triumphant success." + +Dymchurch seemed not only amused, but pleased. He grew thoughtful, and +sat smiling to himself whilst others carried on the conversation. + +The evening passed. Lady Amys gave the signal of retirement; May and +Constance followed; the baronet and the peer chatted for yet a few +minutes with their hostess, then bade her good-night. But, just as he +was leaving the room, Dymchurch heard Lady Ogram call his name; he +stepped back towards her. + +"I forgot to tell you," she said, "that Mr. Lashmar will lunch with us +the day after to-morrow. Of course he is very busy at Hollingford." + +"I shall be glad to see him," replied the other, cordially. "I wish I +could help him in any way." + +Lady Ogram resumed her seat. She was looking at the marble bust, and +Dymchurch, following the direction of her eyes, also regarded it. + +"Until this morning," she said, "I hadn't seen that for more than fifty +years. I would tell you why--but I should only send you to sleep." + +Her guest begged to hear the story, and sat down to listen. Though the +day had been so unusually long and fatiguing, Lady Ogram seemed to feel +no effect of it; her eyes were still lustrous she held herself with as +much dignity as when the guests arrived. She began a narrative of such +clearness and vigour that the listener never thought of doubting its +truth; yet the story of her youth as the lady of Rivenoak wished Lord +Dymchurch to receive it differed in very important points from that +which her memory preserved. Not solely, nor indeed chiefly, on her own +account did Arabella thus falsify the past; it was as the ancestress of +May Tomalin that she spoke, and on behalf of May's possible children. +Dymchurch, looking back into years long before he was born, saw a +beautiful maiden of humble birth loyally wooed and wedded by a romantic +artist, son of a proud baronet. Of course she became the butt of +calumny, which found its chief support in the fact that the young +artist had sculptured her portrait, and indiscreetly shown it to +friends, before their marriage. Hearing these slanderous rumours, she +wished all the work which represented her to be destroyed, and her +husband led her to believe that this was done; but on succeeding to the +title, and coming to live at Rivenoak, Sir Quentin confessed that he +had not been able to destroy that marble bust which was his joy and his +pride; he undertook, however, to keep it hidden under lock and key, and +only this day, this very day, had it come forth again into the light. + +"I am an old, old woman," she said, not without genuine pathos in her +utterance. "I have long outlived the few who were my enemies and spoke +ill of me, as well as those who knew the truth and held me in respect. +I fear no one. I wanted to see how I looked when I was a girl, and I +confess I am glad for others to see it, too." + +Dymchurch murmured that nothing could be more natural. + +"I was almost as good-looking as May, don't you think?" she asked, with +a not very successful affectation of diffidence. + +"There is a likeness," answered Dymchurch. "But--" + +She interrupted his effort to describe the points of difference. + +"You very much prefer the other face. That doesn't surprise me and you +needn't be afraid to confess it. May is much better-tempered than I +was, and she looks it. Did I ever tell you how she is related to me? I +call her my niece, but she is really the grand-daughter of my brother, +who emigrated to Canada." + +Thereupon Lady Ogram sketched a portrait of that brother, depicting him +as a fine specimen of the colonising Briton, breezy, sturdy, honest to +the core. She traced the history of the Canadian family, which in the +direct line had now no representative but May. Of her long search for +the Tomalins she did not think it necessary to speak; but, turning hack +to her own history, she told of the son she had lost, and how all her +affections were now bestowed upon this young girl, who in truth had +become to her as a daughter. Then, discreetly, with no undue +insistence, she made known her intention to endow May Tomalin with the +greater part of her fortune. + +"I have lived long enough to know that money is not happiness, but in +the right hands it is a great and good thing. I have no fear of the use +May will make of it, and you can't know what a pleasure it is to be +able to give it to her, to one of my own blood, my own name, instead of +leaving it to strangers, as I once feared I must.--But," she broke off +suddenly in a changed voice, "here I keep you listening to my old +tales, when you ought to be asleep. Good-night, Lord Dymchurch! +To-morrow you must see Rivenoak. Good-night!" + +For her, there was again no sleep. The weather had changed; through the +open window breathed a cool, sweet air, very refreshing after the high +temperature of the last few days; but Lady Ogram in vain closed her +eyes and tried to lull her thoughts to rest. It disappointed her that +Dymchurch, in reply to her confidences, had spoken no decisive word. Of +course he would declare himself on the morrow; he would have every +opportunity for private talk with May, and of the issue there could be +no serious doubt. But Lady Ogram's nerves were tortured with +impatience. In the glimmer of dawn, she wished to rise and walk about, +but found herself unequal to the effort. Her head ached; her blood was +feverish. Though it was a thing she hated to do, she summoned the +attendant who lay in an adjoining room. + +At mid-day she was able to descend At the foot of the stairs, she +encountered Constance Bride, who stood glancing over a book. + +"What are they all doing?" was her first question. And, before +Constance could reply, she asked "Where is Lord Dymchurch?" + +"I saw him not long ago in the garden." + +"Alone?" + +"No, with Miss Tomalin." + +"Why didn't you say so at once? Where are the others? Tell them I am +down." + +Constance delayed replying for a moment, then said with cold +respectfulness: + +"You will find Sir William and Lady Amys in the drawing-room." + +"I shall find them there, shall I? And what if I don't wish to go into +the drawing-room?" + +Constance looked into the angry face. In the book she was carrying, a +French volume arrived by post this morning, she had found things which +troubled her mind and her temper; she was in no mood for submitting to +harsh dictatorship. But those blood-shot eyes and shrivelled lips, the +hollow temples and drawn cheeks which told of physical suffering, +stilled her irritation. + +"I will tell them at once, Lady Ogram." + +Dymchurch and May Tomalin had strayed from the garden into the park. +They were sitting on a bench which encircled a great old tree. For some +minutes neither had spoken. Dymchurch held in his hand a last year's +leaf, brown, crisp, but still perfect in shape; he smiled dreamily, +and, as his eyes wandered to the girl's face, said in a soft undertone: + +"How easily one loses oneself in idle thoughts! I was asking myself +where this grew--on which branch, which twig; and it seemed strange to +me that by no possibility could anyone discover it." + +May had not a very high opinion of her companion's intelligence, but it +struck her this morning he was duller than usual. She humoured him, +replying with her philosophical air: + +"No, indeed! Yet we try to find out how life began, and what the world +means." + +Dymchurch was pleased. He liked to find her capable of such a +reflection. It encouraged the movements of vague tenderness which had +begun to justify a purpose formed rather in the mind than in the heart. + +"Yes! Amusing, isn't it? But you, I think, don't trouble much about +such questions." + +"It seems to me waste of time." + +She was thinking of Dyce Lashmar, asking herself whether she would meet +him, or not, to-morrow morning. Certainly she wished to do so. Lashmar +at a distance left her coolly reasonable; she wanted to recover the +emotional state of mind which had come about during their stolen +interview. With Lord Dymchurch, though his attentions were flattering, +she could not for a moment imagine herself touched by romantic feeling. + +"So it is," he was saying. "To waste time in that way has always been +one of my bad habits. But I am going to get rid of it." + +He seemed on the point of adding more significant words. May heard the +sound fail in his throat; saw without looking at him--his sudden +embarrassment. When the words came, as surely they would, what was to +be her answer? She hoped for inspiration. Why should it be necessary +for her to make precise reply? No! She would not. Freedom and the +exercise of power were what she wanted. Enough to promise her answer a +month, or half a year, hence. If the old lady didn't like it, let her +learn patience. + +Dymchurch sat bending forward. The dry leaf crackled between his +fingers; he was crushing it to powder. + +"Who," he asked, "is the lady Miss Bride was speaking of, in connection +with the servant's training-school?" + +"Mrs. Gallantry. A good, active sort of woman at Hollingford." + +"That scheme doesn't interest you much?" + +"Not very much, I confess. I quite approve of it. It's just the kind of +thing for people like Miss Bride, plodding and practical; no doubt +they'll make it very useful. But I have rather lost my keenness for +work of that sort. Perhaps I have grown out of it. Of course I wish as +much as ever for the good of the lower classes, but I feel that my own +work will lie in another direction." + +"Tell me what you have in mind," said Dymchurch, meeting her look with +soft eyes. + +"What I really care about now is the spirit of the educated class. +There's such a great deal to be done among people of our own kind. Not +of course by direct teaching and preaching, but by personal influence, +exercised in all sorts of ways. I should like to set the intellectual +tone in my own circle. I should like my house to--as it were, to +radiate light." + +The listener could not but smile. Yet his amusement had no tincture of +irony. He himself would not have used these phrases, but was not the +thought exactly what he had in mind? He, too, felt his inaptitude for +the ordinary forms of "social" usefulness; in his desire and his +resolve to "do something," he had been imagining just this sort of +endeavour, and May's words seemed to make it less vague. + +"I quite understand you," he exclaimed, with some fervour. "There's +plenty of scope for that sort of influence. You would do your best to +oppose the tendencies of vulgar and selfish society. If only in a +little circle one could set the fashion of thought, of living for +things that are worth while! And I see no impossibility. It has been +done before now." + +"I'm very glad you like the idea," said May, graciously. Again--without +looking at him--she saw his lips shaping words which they could not +sound; she saw his troubled, abashed smile, and his uneasy movement +which ended in nothing at all. + +"We have some fine trees at Rivenoak," fell from her, as her eyes +wandered. + +"Indeed you have!" + +"You like trees, don't you?" + +"Very much. When I was a boy, I once saw a great many splendid oaks and +beeches cut down, and it made me miserable." + +"Where was that?" + +"On land that had belonged to my father, and, which, for a year or two, +belonged to me." + +He spoke with an uneasy smile, again crushing a brown leaf between his +fingers. May's silence compelled him to proceed. + +"I have no trees now." He tried to laugh. "Only a bit of a farm, which +seems to be going out of cultivation." + +"But why do you let it do so?" + +"It's in the hands of a troublesome tenant. If I had been wise, I +should have learnt to farm it myself, years ago. Perhaps I shall still +do so." + +"That would be interesting," said May. "Tell me about it, will you? +It's in Kent, I think?" + +The impoverished peer spoke freely of the matter. He had been seeking +this opportunity since the beginning of their talk. Yet, before he had +ceased, moral discomfort took hold upon him, and his head drooped in +shame. The silence which followed--May was saying to herself that now, +now the moment had come did but increase his embarrassment. He wished +to speak of his sisters, to hint at their circumstances, but the thing +was impossible. In desperation, he broke into some wholly foreign +subject, and for this morning, all hope of the decisive step had passed. + +The day brought no other opportunity. Towards midnight, Dymchurch sat +at the open window of his chamber, glad to be alone, anxious, +self-reproachful. To-morrow he must discharge what had become an +obvious duty, however difficult it might be. + +He had received a long letter from the younger of his sisters. It spoke +of the other's ill health, a subject of disquiet for the past month, +and went on to discuss a topic which frequently arose in this +correspondence the authority of the Church of Rome. A lady who had just +been passing a fortnight at the house in Somerset was a Catholic, and +Dymchurch suspected her of proselytism; from the tone of the present +letter it appeared that her arguments had had considerable success. +Though impartial in his judgment of the old faith, Dymchurch felt +annoyed and depressed at the thought that one of his sisters, or both, +might turn in that direction; he explained their religious unrest by +the solitude and monotony of their lives, for which it seemed to him +that he himself was largely to blame. Were he to marry May Tomalin, +everything would at once, he thought, be changed for the better; his +sisters might come forth from their seclusion, mingle with wholesome +society, and have done with more or less morbid speculation. + +He had gone so far that honour left him no alternative. And he had gone +thus far because it pleased him to do a thing which broke utterly with +his habits and prejudices, which put him into a position such as he had +never foreseen. He was experimenting in life. + +May, he told himself, behaved very well. Never for a moment had she +worn the air of invitation; a smirk was a thing unknown to her; the +fact of his titular dignity she seemed wholly to disregard. Whatever +her faults he saw most of them--she had the great virtue of +unaffectedness. Assuredly he liked her; he could not feel certain that +even a warmer sentiment had not begun to breathe within him. As for +May's willingness to marry him, why, at all events, it appeared a +probability. They had some intellectual sympathies, which were likely +to increase rather than diminish. And, if the marriage would be for him +a great material benefit, he hoped that May also might profit by it. + +Lady Ogram desired their union, that was clear. That she should have +made choice of _him_, was not easy to explain, for surely she might +have wedded her niece more advantageously. But then, Lady Ogram was no +mere intriguer; he thought her, on the whole, a woman of fine +character, with certain defects so obvious that they could never be the +means of misleading anyone. She was acting, undoubtedly, in what she +deemed the best interests of her young relative--and _he_ could hardly +accuse her of having made a mistake. + +Pacing the room, he took up a review, opened at a philosophical +article, and tried to read. + +"Why does man exist? Why does _anything_ exist? Manifestly because the +operations of the energies of nature, under the particular group of +conditions, compel it, just in the same way that they cause everything +else to happen." + +He paused, and re-read the passage. Was it satire or burlesque? No, he +saw that the writer meant it for a serious contribution to human +knowledge. In disgust he flung the periodical aside. This was the kind +of stuff that people feed upon nowadays, a result of the craze for +quasi-scientific phraseology, for sonorous explanations of the +inexplicable. Why does man exist, forsooth!--To guard his lips against +the utterances of foolishness, and to be of what use in the world he +may. + +Before mid-day on the morrow, he would offer May Tomalin his heart and +hand, offer both with glad sincerity, disregarding all else but the +fact that to this point had destiny brought him. + +He thought of her humble origin, and rejoiced in it. His own family +history was an illustration of how a once genuinely noble house might +fall into decay if not renewed by alliances with more vigorous blood. +May Tomalin had perfect health: she represented generations of hardy, +simple folk, their energy of late recruited in the large air of Canada. +Why, had he gone forth deliberately to seek the kind of wife best +suited to him, he could not have done better than chance had done for +him in his indolent shirking existence. If he had children, they might +be robust and comely. In May's immediate connections, there was nothing +to cause embarrassment; as to her breeding it would compare more than +favourably with that of many high-born young ladies whom Society +delights to honour. Of such young ladies he had always thought with a +peculiar dread. If ever he allowed himself to dream of love and +marriage, his mind turned to regions where fashion held no sway, where +ambitions were humble. May Tomalin stood between the two worlds, +representing a mean which would perchance prove golden. + +So determined and courageous was his mood when he fell asleep that it +did not permit him long slumbers. A bright sunrise gleaming on a sky +which in the night had shed cool showers tempted him to rise much +before his usual time. He turned over a volume or two from the shelves +in the bedroom, seeking thus to keep his nerves steady and to tune his +mind. Presently he thought he would take a stroll before breakfast. It +was nearly eight o'clock; servants would be about and the door open. He +left his room. + +Passing a great window at the end of the corridor, he glanced out upon +the garden lying behind the house. Some one was walking there it was no +other than May herself. She moved quickly, in the direction of the +park; evidently bent on a ramble before her friends were stirring. +Better chance could not have befallen him. He went quickly downstairs. + +But, when he had made his way to that part of the grounds where May had +appeared, she was no longer discoverable. He strode on in what seemed +the probable direction, taking, as a matter of fact, the wrong path; it +brought him into the park, but at a point whence he looked in vain for +the girl's figure. This was vexatious. Should he linger here for her +return, or step out at a venture? He strolled vaguely for some minutes, +coming at length into a path which promised pleasant things. Perhaps +May had gone to the basky hollow yonder. If he missed her, they were +sure of meeting after breakfast. + +He walked towards the clustered trees. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII + + +Piqued by the uneventfulness of the preceding day, May Tomalin stole +forth this morning in a decidedly adventurous frame of mind. She +scorned danger; she desired excitement. Duplicity on her part was no +more than Lord Dymchurch merited after that deliberate neglect of +opportunity under the great tree. Of course nothing irrevocable must +come to pass; it was the duty of man to commit himself, the privilege +of woman to guard an ambiguous freedom. But, within certain limits, she +counted on dramatic incidents. A brisk answer to her tap on the door in +the park wall made her nerves thrill delightfully. No sooner had she +turned the key than the door was impatiently pushed open from without. + +"Quick!" sounded Lashmar's voice. "I hear wheels on the road.--Ha! Just +in time! It might be someone who would recognise me." + +He had grasped May's hand. He was gazing eagerly, amorously into her +face. His emotions had matured since the meeting two days ago. + +"Tell me all the news," he went on. "Is Dymchurch here?" + +"Yes. And the others. You come to lunch to-day, of course? You will see +them." + +She recovered her hand, though not without a little struggle, which +pleased her. For all her academic modernism, May belonged to the class +which has primitive traditions, unsophisticated instincts. + +"And what has happened?" asked Dyce, advancing as she stepped back. He +spoke like one who has a right to the fullest information. + +"Happened? Nothing particular. What could have happened?" + +"I have been tormenting myself. Of course I know why Dymchurch has +come, and so do you. I can't go away in a horrible uncertainty. If I +do, I shall betray myself when I come to luncheon, so I give you +warning." + +"What do you mean!" exclaimed the girl, with an air of dignity +surprised. + +"Tell me the truth. Has Dymchurch spoken?" + +"Many times," answered May; smiling with excessive ingenuousness. "He +is not very talkative, but he doesn't keep absolute silence--I hear +that you have been to see Mrs. Gallantry." + +"What do I care about Mrs. Gallantry! I've seen no end of people, but +all the time I was thinking of you. Yesterday morning, I all but wrote +to you." + +"What about?" + +"All sorts of things. Of course I should have disguised my handwriting +in the address." + +May avoided his look, and shaped her lips to severity. "If you had done +such a thing--I should have been greatly displeased. I'm very glad you +didn't so far forget yourself." + +"So am I, now. Won't you tell me if anything has happened. Won't you +put my mind at ease?" + +"I can stay only for a few minutes. There's really nothing to +tell--nothing. But _you_ must have plenty of news. How are things going +on?" + +Lashmar hurriedly told of two or three circumstances which seemed to +favour him in the opening campaign. There was now no doubt that +Butterworth would be the Conservative candidate, and, on the whole, his +name appeared to excite but moderate enthusiasm. He broke off with an +impatient gesture. + +"I can't talk about that stuff! It's waste of time, whilst I am with +you." + +"But it interests me very much," said May, who seemed to grow calmer as +Dyce yielded to agitation. "Lord Dymchurch says he would gladly help +you, if it were in his power. Don't you think he _might_ be of some +use?" + +"No, I don't. Dymchurch is a dreaming nobody." + +"What a strange way to speak of him!" said May, as if slightly +offended. "You used to have quite a different opinion." + +"Perhaps so. I didn't know him so well. There's nothing whatever in the +man, and he'll never do anything as long as he lives. You know that as +well as I do." + +"I think you are mistaken," May answered, in an absent voice, her look +betraying some travail of the mind, as if she were really debating with +herself the question of Dymchurch's prospects. + +"Do you mean that?" cried Lashmar, with annoyance. + +"I certainly shouldn't call him a 'dreaming nobody,'" replied May, in +the tone of dignified reproof. "Lord Dymchurch is very thoughtful, and +very well-informed, and has very high principles." + +"One may admit all that. All I meant was that there is no career before +him. Would anyone dream of comparing him, for instance, with me? You +needn't smile. You remember the talk we had at Mrs. Toplady's, that +evening. I know my own qualities, and see no use in pretending that I +don't.--But what are we talking about! Of course you care nothing for +Dymchurch. I know that very well. If you did, you wouldn't be here." + +He ended on a little laugh of triumph, and therewith, catching hold of +both her hands, he drew her gently forward, looked close into her face, +murmured "May! My beautiful May!" In that moment there came the +strangest look upon May's countenance, a look of alarm, almost of +terror. Her eyes were turned to a spot among the trees, some ten yards +away. Dyce, seeing the sudden change of her expression, turned in the +direction of her gaze. He was just in time to perceive the back of a +retreating figure, which disappeared behind bushes. + +"Who was that?" he asked in a startled voice. + +May could only whisper. + +"It was Lord Dymchurch." + +"I thought so. Confound that fellow! What is he doing here at this time +of the morning?" + +"He saw us," said May, her cheeks burning. "Oh, who could have +expected--! He saw us distinctly. I shouldn't wonder if he heard what +you were saying Why," she added, angrily, "did you speak so loud?" + +"Nonsense! He couldn't hear at that distance." + +"But he had been nearer." + +"Then the fellow is a sneak! What right has he to steal upon us?" + +"He didn't!" cried the girl. "I saw him as he stopped. I saw his face, +and how astonished he looked. He turned away instantly." + +"Well, what does it matter?" exclaimed Dyce, who was quivering with +excitement. "What do I care? What need you care? Haven't we perfect +liberty to meet? After all, what _does_ it matter?" + +"But you forget," said May, "that he knows of your engagement." + +"My engagement! Let him know, and let him think what he likes! My +engagement, indeed! Why, I haven't once thought of it since I left +London--not once! There'll have to be an end to this intolerable state +of things. Dymchurch isn't likely to tell anyone what he sees; he's a +gentleman." + +"I must go in at once," cried May, losing her head. "Somebody else may +come. Go away, please! Don't stay another minute." + +"But it's impossible. We have to come to an understanding. Listen to +me, May!" + +He grasped her hand, passed his other arm around her. There was +resistance, but Dyce used his strength in earnest. The girl's beauty +fired him; he became the fervid lover, leaving her no choice between +high resentment and frank surrender. Indignation was dying out of May's +look. She ceased to struggle, she bent her head to his shoulder. + +"Isn't that much better?" he whispered, laughingly. "Isn't that the way +out of our difficulties?" + +May allowed him to breathe a few more such soothing sentences, then +spoke with troubled accent. + +"But you don't understand. What must Lord Dymchurch think of +me--believing that you are engaged?" + +"I'll tell him the truth. I'll go and tell him at once." + +"But still you don't understand. My aunt wants me to marry him." + +"I know she does, and know she'll be disappointed," cried Dyce, +exultantly. + +"But do you suppose that Lord Dymchurch will stay here any longer? He +will leave this very morning, I'm sure he will. My aunt will want to +know what it means. There'll be dreadful explanations." + +"Keep calm, May. If we lose our courage, it's all over with us. We have +to deal boldly with Lady Ogram. Remember that she is very old and weak; +I'm perfectly sure she can't resist you and me if we speak to her in +the proper way--quietly and reasonably and firmly. We have made up our +minds, haven't we? You are mine, dearest May! There's no more doubt +about _that_!" + +"Miss Bride will be our deadly enemy," said May, again yielding to his +caresses. + +"Enemy!" Dyce exclaimed. "Why?" + +"Surely you don't need to be told. She dislikes me already (as I do +her), and now she will hate me. She'll do her best to injure us with +Lady Ogram." + +"You're mistaken. I have only to see her and talk to her--as I will, +this morning. Before luncheon, she shall be firmly on our side, I +promise you! Don't have the least anxiety about _her_. The only serious +difficulty is with Lady Ogram." + +"You mean to tell Miss Bride the truth?" exclaimed May. "You mean to +tell her what has happened this morning? I forbid you to do so! I +_forbid_ you!" + +"I didn't mean anything of the kind," replied Lashmar. "To Dymchurch of +course I shall speak quite freely: there's no choice. To Miss Bride I +shall only say that I want our sham engagement to come to an end, +because I am in love with _you_. The presence of Dymchurch here will be +quite enough to explain my sudden action don't you see? I assure you, +she must be made our friend, and I can do it." + +"If you do, it'll be a miracle," said May, with a face of utter +misgiving. + +"It would be, perhaps, for any other man. Now, we have no time to lose. +I must see Dymchurch immediately. I shall hurry round inside the park +wall, and come up to the front of the house, like an ordinary visitor. +Election business will account for the early hour, if Lady Ogram hears +about it; but she isn't likely to be down before eleven, is she? Don't +let us lose any more time, darling. Go back quietly, and let no one see +that anything has happened. Don't worry; in a quarter of an hour, +Dymchurch shall know that there's not a shadow of blame upon you." + +"He won't believe that story. If he does, he'll think it very +dishonourable." + +Dyce checked the words in amorous fashion, but they conveyed an +unpleasant truth, which he turned about in his mind as he hastened +towards the interview with Dymchurch. For once in his life, however, he +saw a clear course of action before him, indicated alike by interest +and by honour. He was roused by supreme impulse and necessity; seeing +him as he strode along, you might have supposed him bent on some very +high purpose, so gallantly did he hold his head, and so radiant was his +visage. There are men capable of viewing themselves as heroes in very +unheroic situations, and Lashmar was one of them. Because his business +with Dymchurch and with Constance would be distinctly disagreeable, and +yet he was facing it without hesitation, his conscience praised him +aloud. Nothing less than brilliant issue could be the reward of such +noble energy. + +Meanwhile, May had begun to retrace her steps through the little wood. +She wished to go quickly, but was afraid, if she did so, of overtaking +Lord Dymchurch. In her, too, the self-approving mind was active; she +applauded herself for having given the preference to love over +ambition. With the choice of becoming a peeress, she had bestowed her +beauty, intellect, wealth upon a man who had nothing to offer but his +hopes. Was not this nobler than any nobility of rank? The +sentimentality of a hundred novels surged within her; verses of +Browning chanted in her brain. "Love is best!" She walked a heroine of +passion. All obstacles would fall before her burning resolve. This was +living in high romance! + +She passed from among the trees into the open park and there before her +stood the man she least wished to see. He had evidently been waiting; +he began to move towards her. A score of more or less ingenious lies +rose to her tongue, instinctively; but she remembered that deceit was +not called for. Lord Dymchurch had raised his hat. He looked very +grave, but not at all ill-tempered. May did not offer her hand. After +the "good-morning," he walked beside her, and at once began to speak. + +"I find I must leave Rivenoak, Miss Tomalin." His voice was low, +gentle, not unkind. + +"Must you indeed, Lord Dymchurch?" + +"I'm afraid I must," he answered quietly. + +"I am _so_ sorry. But you will be able to see Lady Ogram?" + +"I fear not. I wish to leave almost at once." + +They were drawing near to the garden. Dymchurch paused, glanced at his +companion with sad eyes, and, his look cast down, again spoke. + +"Miss Tomalin, I came here wishing to ask you to be my wife. Only a +foolish shyness prevented me from doing so yesterday. This morning, I +know that it would be too late. Pray forgive me for speaking of the +matter at all. I feel obliged to explain myself. Perhaps I had better +make the explanation complete by saying that I saw you go through the +garden, and followed in the same direction, hoping for an opportunity +of speaking with you alone." + +May felt that a man in this position could not well have conducted +himself more kindly and delicately. No hint in look or voice that he +thought her behaviour extraordinary; he had been defeated by a rival, +that was all; his tone begged excuse for unwilling intrusion upon her +privacy. But for the hopelessly compromising moment at which he had +arrived, probably he would have given her all benefit of the doubt, and +in one way or another, would still have prosecuted his wooing. Very +nervous and confused, she made what seemed to her an appropriate answer. + +"Thank you very much, Lord Dymchurch. I had so hoped we could be +friends--simply friends. Do let me think of you still in that way." + +"Will you give me a proof of friendship," said the other, smiling +kindly, "by permitting me to tell Lady Ogram, in a note I shall leave +for her, that you have declined my offer of marriage?" + +This, thought May, was indeed a smoothing of her difficulties. She +glanced at the speaker with gratitude. + +"You will really do that? How generous of you, Lord Dymchurch!" + +"Allow me to leave you now, Miss Tomalin. I must prepare for my +journey." + +May offered her hand. Dymchurch just perceptibly pressed it, saluted +with the gravest politeness, and walked away. + +On the terrace before the house, he encountered Lashmar, who came up to +him with a glowing countenance. + +"I hoped I should find you here. Nothing could be better. Just a +moment's talk." + +Dyce had thrust out a hand, but as the other appeared not to see it, he +drew it hack again as naturally as he could. Dymchurch stood waiting in +an attitude of cold civility. + +"It's rather a delicate matter. Accident has obliged me to speak; +otherwise, I shouldn't, of course, have troubled you with my private +affairs. I wish to tell you that the engagement which once existed +between Miss Bride and myself is at an end." + +"I presumed so," was the reply, spoken with unmoved features. + +"Also, that Miss Tomalin has for some days been aware of this state of +things." + +"I took it for granted." + +"So that," Dyce continued, in a stumbling way, "you won't retain any +disagreeable impression from this morning's incident? I am very glad +indeed to have been able to see you at once. It puts an end to a +natural uneasiness on both sides." + +"I am obliged to you," said Dymchurch. + +With a bow and a look past his interlocutor, he turned to enter the +house. + +As soon as he had disappeared, Lashmar followed, and rang the door +bell. Of the servant who came, he asked whether Miss Bride was down +yet. The domestic went to inquire. Waiting in the hall, Dyce heard a +footstep behind him; he turned and saw May, who, with features +discomposed, just met his eyes and hurried away up the staircase. When +the servant returned, it was with a request that Mr. Lashmar would step +into the library. There, in a few minutes, Constance joined him. + +"You are early!" she exclaimed. "No bad news, I hope?" + +"No. But I want a little quiet talk with you. Of course it's absurd to +come at this hour. You know I lunch here to-day, and I couldn't have +gone through with it without seeing you in private. I'm in a queer +state of mind; very much upset; in fact, I never felt such need of a +true friend to consult." + +Constance kept her eyes fixed upon him. She had been up for a couple of +hours, reading in the French book which had reached her yesterday. The +same volume had occupied her till long after midnight. Her face showed +the effects of over-study. + +"Tell me all about it," she said, with voice subdued to the note of +intimacy, and look in which there shone an indulgent kindliness. + +"You have often said that you wished me well, that you desired to help +me in my career." + +"Have I not done more than say it?" returned the other, softly. + +"Indeed you have! Few women would have been capable of such +self-sacrifice on a friend's behalf. You know the law of human nature; +we always make old kindness a reason for demanding new. Again I am come +to ask your help, and again it involves heroism on your part." + +The listener's face grew troubled; her lips lost their suavity. +Lashmar's eyes fell before her look. + +"I feel ashamed," he went on, with an uneasy movement of his hands. +"It's too bad to expect so much of you. You have more pride than most +people, yet I behave to you as if you didn't know the meaning of the +word. Do, I beg, believe me when I say that I am downright ashamed, and +that I hardly know how to tell you what has happened." + +Constance did not open her lips; they were sternly compressed. + +"I want you," Dyce continued, "first of all to consent to the +termination of our formal engagement. Of course," he hastened to add, +"that step in itself is nothing to you. Indeed, you will be rather glad +of it than otherwise; it relieves you from an annoying and embarrassing +situation, which only your great good-nature induced you to accept. But +I ask more than that. I want it to be understood that our engagement +had ended when I last left Rivenoak. Can you consent to this? Will you +bear me out when I break the news to Lady Ogram?" + +"You propose to do that yourself?" asked Constance, with frigid sarcasm. + +"Yes, I shall do it myself. I am alone responsible for what has +happened, and I must face the consequences." + +"Up to a certain point, you mean," remarked the same pungent voice. + +"It's true, I ask your help in that one particular." + +"You say that something has happened. Is it within my privilege to ask +what, or must I be content to know nothing more?" + +"Constance, don't speak like that?" pleaded Dyce. "Be generous to the +end! Haven't I behaved very frankly all along? Haven't we talked with +perfect openness of all I did? Don't spoil it all, now at the critical +moment of my career. Be yourself, generous and large-minded!" + +"Give me the opportunity," she answered, with an acid smile. "Tell what +you have to tell." + +"But this is not like yourself," he remonstrated. "It's a new spirit. I +have never known you like this." + +Constance moved her foot, and spoke sharply. + +"Say what you have to say, and never mind anything else." + +Lashmar bent his brows. + +"After all, Constance, I am a perfectly free man. If you are annoyed +because I wish to put an end to what you yourself recognise as a mere +pretence, it's very unreasonable, and quite unworthy of you." + +"You are right," answered the other, with sudden change to ostentatious +indifference. "It's time the farce stopped. I, for one, have had enough +of it. If you like, I will tell Lady Ogram myself, this morning." + +"No!" exclaimed Dyce, with decision. "That I certainly do _not_ wish. +Are you resolved, all at once, to do me as much harm as you can?" + +"Not at all, I thought I should relieve you of a disagreeable business." + +"If you really mean that, I am very grateful. I wanted to tell you +everything, and talk it over, and see what you thought best to be done. +But of course I shouldn't dream of forcing my confidence upon you. It's +a delicate matter and only because we were such intimate friends."-- + +"If you will have done with all this preamble," Constance interrupted, +with forced calm, "and tell me what there is to be told, I am quite +willing to listen." + +"Well, I will do so. It's this. I am in love with May Tomalin, and I +want to marry her." + +Their eyes met, Dyce was smiling, an uneasy, abashed smile. Constance +wore an expression of cold curiosity, and spoke in a corresponding +voice. + +"Have you asked her to do so?" + +"Not yet," Lashmar replied. + +For a moment, Constance gazed at him; then she said, quietly: + +"I don't believe you." + +"That's rather emphatic," cried Dyce, affecting a laugh. "It conveys my +meaning. I don't believe you, for several reasons. One of them is--" +She broke off, and rose from her chair. "Please wait; I will be back in +a moment." + +Lashmar sat looking about the room. He began to be aware that he had +not breakfasted,--a physical uneasiness added to the various forms of +disquiet from which his mind was suffering. When Constance re-entered, +he saw she had a book in her hand, a book which by its outward +appearance he at once recognised. + +"Do you know this?" she asked, holding the volume to him. "I received +it yesterday, and have already gone through most of it. I find it very +interesting." + +"Ah, I know it quite well," Dyce answered, fingering the pages. "A most +suggestive book. But--what has it to do with our present conversation?" + +Constance viewed him wonderingly. If he felt at all disconcerted, +nothing of the kind appeared in his face, which wore, indeed, a look of +genuine puzzlement. + +"Have you so poor an opinion of my intelligence?" she asked, with +subdued anger. "Do you suppose me incapable of perceiving that all the +political and social views you have been living upon were taken +directly from this book? I admire your audacity. Few educated men, +nowadays, would have ventured on so bold a--we call it plagiarism." + +Dyce stared at her. + +"You are very severe," he exclaimed, on the note of deprecation. "Views +I have been 'living upon?' It's quite possible that now and then +something I had read there chanced to come into my talk; but who gives +chapter and verse for every conversational allusion? You astound me. I +see that, so far from wishing me well, you have somehow come to regard +me with positive ill-feeling. How has it come about, Constance?" + +"You dare to talk to me in this way!" cried Constance, passionately. +"You dare to treat me as an imbecile! This is going too far! If you had +shown ever so little shame I would have thrown the book aside, and +never again have spoken of it. But to insult me by supposing that force +of impudence can overcome the testimony of my own reason! Very well. +The question shall be decided by others. All who have heard you +expatiate on your--_your_ 'bio-sociological' theory shall be made +acquainted with this French writer, and form their own opinion as to +your originality." + +Lashmar drew himself up. + +"By all means." His voice was perfectly controlled. "I have my doubts +whether you will persuade anyone to read it--people don't take very +eagerly to philosophical works in a foreign language--and I think it +very unlikely that anyone but yourself has troubled to keep in mind the +theories and arguments which you are so kind as to say I stole. What's +more, will it be very dignified behaviour to go about proclaiming that +you have quarrelled with me, and that you are bent on giving me a bad +character? Isn't it likely to cause a smile?" + +As she listened, Constance shook with passion. + +"Are you so utterly base," she cried, "as to stand there and deny the +truth of what I say?" + +"I never argue with anyone in a rage. Why such a thing as this--a +purely intellectual matter--a question for quiet reasoning--should +infuriate you, I am at a loss to understand. We had better talk no more +for the present. I must hope for another opportunity." + +He moved as though to withdraw, but by no means with the intention of +doing so, for he durst not have left Constance in this mood of violent +hostility. Her outbreak had astonished him; he knew not of what she +might be capable. There flashed through his mind the easy assurance he +had given to May--that Constance Bride should be persuaded to friendly +offices on their behalf, and he had much ado to disguise his +consternation. For a moment he thought of flattering her pride by +unconditional surrender, by submissive appeal, but to that he could not +bring himself. Her discovery, her contempt and menaces, had deeply +offended him; the indeterminate and shifting sentiments with which he +had regarded her crystallised into dislike--that hard dislike which +commonly results, whether in man or woman, from trifling with sacred +relations. That Constance had been--perhaps still was tenderly disposed +to him, served merely to heighten his repugnance. To stand in fear of +this woman was a more humiliating and exasperating sensation than he +had ever known. + +"Do as you think fit," he added in a stern voice, pausing at a little +distance. "It is indifferent to me. In any case, Lady Ogram will soon +know how things stand, and the result must be what it will. I have +chosen my course." + +Constance was regarding him steadily. Her wrath had Leased to flare, +but it glowed through her countenance. + +"You mean," she said, "that just at the critical moment of your career +you are bent on doing the rashest thing you possibly could? And you ask +me to believe that you are acting in this way before you even know +whether you have a chance of gaining anything by it?" + +"It had occurred to me," Lashmar replied, "that, when you understood +the state of things, you might be willing to exert yourself to help me. +But that was before I learnt that you regarded me with contempt, if not +with hatred. How the change has come about in you, I am unable to +understand. I have behaved to you with perfect frankness--" + +"When, for instance, you wished me to admire you as a sociologist?" + +"It's incredible," cried Dyce, "that you should harp on that paltry +matter! Who, in our time, is an original thinker? Ideas are in the air. +Every man uses his mind--if he has any--on any suggestion which +recommends itself to him. If it were worth while, I could point out +most important differences between the bio-sociological theory as +matured by me and its crude presentment in that book you have got hold +of.--By the bye, how did it come into your hands?" + +After an instant's reflection, Constance told him of Mrs. Toplady's +letter and the American magazine. + +"And," he asked, "does Mrs. Toplady regard me as a contemptible +plagiarist?" + +"It is probable that she has formed conclusions." + +Lashmar's eyes fell. He saw that Constance was watching him. In the +turmoil of his feelings all he could do was to jerk out an impatient +laugh. + +"It's no use," he exclaimed. "You and I have come to a deadlock. We no +longer understand each other. I thought you were the kind of woman whom +a man can treat as his equal, without fear of ridiculous misconceptions +and hysterical scenes. One more disillusion!" + +"Don't you think?" asked Constance, with a bitter smile, "that you are +preparing a good many others for yourself?" + +"Of course I know what you mean. There are certain things it wouldn't +be easy to discuss with you at any time; you can't expect me to speak +of them at present. Suppose it an illusion. I came to you, in all +honesty, to tell you what had happened. I thought of you as my friend, +as one who cared about my happiness." + +"Why this morning?" + +"For the reason I began by explaining. I have to come here to lunch." + +"Would it surprise you, when you do come, to be met with the news that +Lord Dymchurch has proposed to Miss Tomalin and been accepted?" + +"Indeed," Dyce answered, smiling, "it would surprise me very much." + +"Which is as much as to say that I was right, just now, in refusing to +believe you. Do you know," Constance added, with fresh acerbity, "that +you cut a very poor figure? As a diplomatist, you will not go very far. +As an ordinary politician, I doubt whether you can make your way with +such inadequate substitutes for common honesty. Perhaps you _do_ +represent the coming man. In that case, we must look anxiously for the +coming woman, to keep the world from collapse.--Be so good, now, as to +answer a plain question. You will do so, simply because you know that I +have but to speak half-a-dozen words to Lady Ogram, and you would be +spared the trouble of coming here to lunch. What is your scheme? If I +had been so pliant as you expected, what would you have asked of me?" + +"Merely to use your influence with Lady Ogram when she is vexed by +learning that May Tomalin is not to marry Dymchurch. What could be +simpler and more straightforward? Scheme there is none. I have done +with that kind of thing. I wish to marry this girl, for her own sake, +but if I can keep Lady Ogram's good-will at the same time, I suppose +there's nothing very base in wishing to do so?" + +"You speak of 'vexation.' Do you really imagine that that word will +describe Lady Ogram's state of mind if she learns that Lord Dymchurch +is rejected?" + +"Of course there will be a scene. We can't help that. We must face it, +and hope in Lady Ogram's commonsense." + +"Answer another question. How do you _know_ that May Tomalin will +refuse Lord Dymchurch?" + +"I had better refuse to answer. You talk much of honour. If you know +what it means, you will accept my refusal as the only thing possible +under the circumstances." + +Constance stood in hesitation. It seemed as if she might concede this +point, but at the critical moment jealous wrath again seized her, +extinguishing the better motive. + +"You will answer my question. You will tell me what has passed." + +She glared at him, and it was Lashmar's turn to betray indecision. + +"You are at my mercy," Constance exclaimed, "and you will do as I bid +you." + +Lashmar yielded to exasperation. + +"I have enough of this," he cried angrily. "Go and do as you please! +Take your silly feminine revenge, and much good may it do you! I have +no more time to waste." + +He caught up his hat, and left the room. + +Passing the foot of the staircase, he saw someone descending. It was +May. Involuntarily he stopped; the girl's gesture of alarm, bidding him +be off, was disregarded. He waved to her, and she joined him. + +"I've seen them both. It's all right. Keep up your courage!" + +"Go! Go!" whispered May in fright. "Someone will see us." + +"At lunch!" + +He pressed her hand, smiled like a general in the thick of battle, and +hurried away. Scarcely had he vanished through the portal, when +Constance, issuing from the library, encountered Miss Tomalin. May +uttered an unnaturally suave "good-morning!" The other looked her in +the eye, and said in a voice of satisfaction: + +"Mr. Lashmar has just been here. Didn't you see him?" + +"Mr. Lashmar?--No." + +Gazing full at the confused face, Constance smiled, and passed on. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII + + +At the door of the breakfast-room, Miss Bride was approached by Lady +Ogram's maid, who in an undertone informed her that Dr. Baldwin had +been sent for. Lady Ogram had passed a very bad night, but did not wish +it to be made known to her guests, whom she hoped to meet at luncheon. +Of the possibility of this, the maid declared herself very doubtful; +she did not think the doctor would allow her mistress to get up. + +"Let me know when the doctor is leaving," said Constance. "I should +like to see him." + +Sir William and his wife breakfasted with the two young ladies. Lord +Dymchurch did not appear. When the others had left the room, Constance +asked a servant if his lordship was down yet, and learnt that he had +this morning gone away, leaving a note for Lady Ogram. At the same +moment, word was brought to Miss Bride that Dr. Baldwin waited in the +library. Constance replied that she would see him. Then, turning to the +other attendant, she asked whether Lord Dymchurch's note had been +delivered to Lady Ogram. It lay, she learnt, with the rest of the +morning's letters, which the maid had not yet taken up. Thereupon +Constance sought and found it, and carried it with her as she entered +the library. + +"How do you find your patient, doctor?" she inquired, in her usual tone. + +"Quite unfit to get up to-day, though I fear she is determined to do +so," replied Dr. Baldwin. "Wonderful, the influence of her mind upon +her physical state. I found her alarmingly weak, but, as usual, she +insisted on hearing the news of the town, and something I was able to +tell her acted with more restorative force than any drug in the +pharmacopaeia." + +"What was that?" + +"Mr. Robb's will. I hear on good authority that he leaves not a penny +to our hospital. Lady Ogram was delighted. It makes the field clear for +her. She declares that she will buy the site on Burgess Hill +immediately. The will is dated fifteen years ago, they say; no doubt he +meant to make another." + +"That, I am sure, was a cordial," exclaimed Constance. "Impossible for +Mr. Robb to have done Lady Ogram a greater kindness." + +After a few more inquiries concerning the patient, she let the doctor +take his leave. Then she stood looking at the outside of Lord +Dymchurch's letter, and wondering what might be its contents. Beyond a +doubt, they were of an explosive nature. Whatever his excuse, Lord +Dymchurch's abrupt departure would enrage Lady Ogram. Had he been +refused by May? Or had something come to pass which made it impossible +for him to offer marriage something connected with Lashmar's early +visit this morning? That he had intended a proposal, Constance could +not doubt. Meanwhile, she felt glad of the outbreak in prospect; her +mood desired tumultuous circumstances. What part she herself would play +in to-day's drama, she had not vet decided; that must largely depend +upon events. Her future was involved in the conflict of passions and +designs which would soon be at its height. How much it would have +helped her could she have read through the envelope now in her hand! + +There came a knock to the door. Lady Ogram wished to speak with Miss +Bride. + +It was the rarest thing for the secretary to be summoned to her +ladyship's bedroom. In the ante-chamber, the maid encountered her. + +"My lady means to get up," whispered this discreet attendant. "She +thinks herself very much better, but I am sure she is very ill indeed. +I know the signs. The doctor forbade her to move, but I durstn't oppose +her." + +"Does she know that Lord Dymchurch has gone?" asked Constance. + +"No, miss. I thought it better to say nothing just yet. Everything +excites her so." + +"You were very wise. Keep silence about it until Lady Ogram leaves her +room." + +"My lady has just asked for her letters, miss." + +"Bring up those that have come by post. I will deliver the other +myself." + +Constance entered the bedroom. With cheeks already touched into ghastly +semblance of warm life, with her surprising hair provisionally rolled +into a diadem, the old autocrat lay against upright pillows. At sight +of Constance, she raised her skeleton hand, and uttered a croak of +triumph. + +"Do you know the news?" followed in scarce articulate utterance. +"Robb's will! Nothing to the hospital--not a penny for town charities." + +Constance affected equal rejoicing, for she knew how the singular old +philanthropist had loathed the thought that Hollingford's new hospital +might bear Robb's name instead of her own. + +"But I beg you not to excite yourself," she added. "Try to think +quietly--" + +"Mind your own business!" broke in the thick voice, whilst the dark +eyes flashed with exultation. "I want to know about Lord Dymchurch. +What are the plans for this morning?" + +"I don't think they are settled yet. It's still early." + +"How is May?" + +"Quite well, I think." + +"I shall be down at mid-day, if not before. Tell Lord Dymchurch that." + +The morning's correspondence was brought in. Lady Ogram glanced over +her letters, and bade Constance reply to two or three of them. She +gave, also, many instructions as to matters which had been occupying +her lately; her mind was abnormally active and lucid; at times her +speech became so rapid that it was unintelligible. + +"Now go and get to work," she said at length, coming to an abrupt +close. "You've enough to occupy you all the morning." + +Constance had paid little attention to these commands, and, on +returning to the library, she made no haste to begin upon her +secretarial duties. For more than an hour she sat brooding. Only as a +relief to her thoughts did she at length begin to write letters. It was +shortly before mid-day when again there came a summons from Lady Ogram; +obeying it, Constance took Lord Dymchurch's letter in her hand. + +Lady Ogram had risen. She was in the little drawing-room upstairs, +reclining upon a sofa; the effort of walking thus far had exhausted her. + +"I hear that Mr. Lashmar has called this morning," she began, half +raising herself, but at once sinking back again. "What did he come +about? Can't he come to lunch?" + +"Yes, he will be here at one o'clock," Constance replied. + +"Then why did he come? It was before nine. What had he to say?" + +"He wanted to speak to me in private." + +"Oh, I suppose that's privileged," returned the autocrat, smiling. +"What have you got there? Something just come?" + +"It's a note for you from Lord Dymchurch." + +"From Lord Dymchurch? Give it me at once, then. Where is he? Why +couldn't he wait till I came down?" + +She tore the envelope with weak trembling hands. Constance watched her +as she read. Of a sudden, the shrunk, feeble figure sprang upright, and +stood as though supported by the vigorous muscles of youth. + +"Do you know what this contains?" sounded a clear, hard voice, +strangely unlike that which had just been speaking. + +"I have no idea." + +"But you knew that he had left?" + +"Yes, I knew. I kept it from you till now, because I feared you were +not well enough to bear the agitation." + +"And who," cried the other fiercely, "gave you authority to detain +letters addressed to me? What have you to do with my health? When did +Lord Dymchurch leave?" + +"Whilst we were at breakfast," Constance answered, with a great effort +at self-command. "He saw nobody." + +"Then you lied to me when you came up before?" + +"I think, Lady Ogram," said Constance, standing rigid and with white +face, "you might give me credit for good intentions. It was nothing to +me whether you heard this news then or later; but I knew that you had +passed a sleepless night, and that the doctor had been sent for." + +"You knew--you knew!" cried the listener, with savage scorn. "Did you +know why Lord Dymchurch had gone?" + +"I took it for granted that--it had something to do with Miss Tomalin." + +"Answer me in plain words, without a lie, and without shiftiness. Do +you know that Lord Dymchurch has proposed to May, and been refused?" + +"I did not know it." + +"You suspected as much." + +"I thought it possible. But the business was none of mine, and I gave +very little heed to it." + +Lady Ogram had begun to totter. She let herself sink upon the sofa, and +re-read the letter that shook in her hand. + +"He says he has a sister ill. Did you hear anything of that?" + +"Nothing at all." + +The autocrat stared for a moment, as though trying to read Constance's +thoughts; then she waved her hand. + +"Go back to your work. Stay in the library till you hear from me again." + +Constance quivered with the impulse to make indignant reply, but +prudence prevailed. She bent her head to conceal wrathful features, and +in silence went from the room. + +Five minutes later, May Tomalin entered by the awful door. She knew +what was before her, and had braced her nerves, but at the first sight +of Lady Ogram a sinking heart drew all the blood from her checks. +Encountering the bloodshot glare from those fleshless eye-caverns, she +began to babble a "Good-morning, aunt!" But the words failed, and her +frightened simper, meant for a smile, passed into mere blankness of +visage. + +"Come here, May. Is it true that you have refused Lord Dymchurch?" + +The voice was less terrifying than her aunt's countenance had led her +to expect. She was able to recover her wits sufficiently to make the +reply she had spent all the morning in preparing. + +"Refused him? I didn't mean that. He must have misunderstood me." + +"What _did_ you mean, then?" + +"I hardly knew what Lord Dymchurch meant," answered May, trying to look +playfully modest. + +"Let us have no nonsense," sounded in stern accents. "Lord Dymchurch +writes me a letter, saying distinctly that he has proposed to you, and +that you have refused him, and then he goes off without a word to +anyone. Did you know he was leaving this morning?" + +"Certainly not," answered the girl, with a bold plunge into mendacity. +"I expected to see him at breakfast. Then I was told he was gone. I +don't understand it at all." + +From the moment of entering the room, she had put away all thought of +truthfulness. This, plainly, was no time for it. As soon as possible, +she would let Dyce Lashmar know that they must feign and temporise: the +policy of courage looked all very well from a distance, but was quite +another thing in the presence of the mistress of Rivenoak enraged. +Lashmar must caution Constance, who seemingly (much to May's surprise) +had submitted to his dictation at this juncture. For a time, nothing +could be done beyond cloaking what had really happened, and soothing +Lady Ogram's wrath with apparent submission. + +"When did you see him last?" pursued the questioner. + +"This morning, before breakfast, for a few minutes in the garden." + +Better to be veracious so far, thought May. She might otherwise fall +into self-contradiction. + +"Was it an appointment?" + +"No. By chance. I never thought of meeting him." + +"And what did he say to you? Tell me his words." + +"I couldn't possibly recall them," said May, who had seated herself, +and was becoming all but calm. "Lord Dymchurch has a very vague way of +talking. He rambles from one subject to another." + +"But didn't he say anything at all about marriage?" cried Lady Ogram, +in exasperation. + +"He spoke of his position and his prospects. Perhaps he hoped I should +understand--but it was all so vague." + +"Why, then, the man is a scoundrel! He never proposed to you at all, +and he runs away leaving a lying letter behind him. Yet I should never +have thought that of Lord Dymchurch." + +She fixed her eyes on May, and added fiercely: + +"Are you telling me the truth?" + +The girl bridled, staring straight before her with indignant +evasiveness of look. + +"My dear aunt! How can you ask me such a question? Of course I may have +misunderstood Lord Dymchurch, but, if it hadn't been for what you have +once or twice said to me, I really shouldn't ever have supposed that he +meant anything. He talks in such a rambling way--" + +She grew voluble. Lady Ogram listened awhile, then cut her short. + +"Very well. There has been some queer sort of mistake, that's plain. I +should like to know what Lord Dymchurch means. Why couldn't he see me, +like an honest man? It's very extraordinary, this running away before +breakfast, saying good-bye to nobody." + +She mused stormily, her eye ever and again turning upon the girl. + +"Look here, May; do you think Constance knows anything about it?" + +"I really can't say--I don't see how--" + +"It was she that brought me his letter. Do you think he spoke to her?" + +"About me?" exclaimed May, uneasily. "Oh! I don't think so--I never +noticed that they were friendly." + +"Ring the bell." + +Constance Bride was sent for. Some moments passed; Lady Ogram stamped +impatiently. She ordered May to ring again, and demanded why Miss Bride +kept her waiting. Considerably more than five minutes had elapsed +before the figure of the secretary appeared: her face wore an +expression of proud indifference, and at the sight of May's subdued, +timid air, she smiled coldly. + +"Why have you been so long?" cried Lady Ogram. + +"I came as soon as I could," was the clear reply. + +"Now listen to me, Constance," broke vehemently from the bloodless +lips. "I'll have no nonsense! You understand that? I'll not be played +with. Deceive me, or treat me in any way unbecomingly, and you shall +remember it the longest day you live. I want to know whether Lord +Dymchurch said anything to you to explain his sudden departure?" + +"To me? Certainly not." + +"Now mind! I'll get at the truth of this. You know me! May says that +Lord Dymchurch never proposed to her at all. What do you make of that?" + +Constance glanced at Miss Tomalin, whose eyes fell. Again she smiled. + +"It's very strange," she answered, with a certain air of sympathy. +"That's really all I can say. It's impossible to have any opinion about +such a personal matter, which doesn't in the least concern me." + +"Please remember, aunt," put in May, "that I only said I didn't +_understand_ Lord Dymchurch in that sense." + +"Are you a fool, girl!" screeched the autocrat, violently. "I never +thought you so, and if he had said anything that was meant for an offer +of marriage, you would have understood it quickly enough. Either you're +telling me the truth, or you're lying. Either he proposed to you, or he +didn't." + +May caught the look of Constance turned upon her; it suggested +amusement, and this touched her feelings far more deeply than the old +lady's strong language. + +"I am obliged to remind you, aunt," she said, her cheek flushing, "that +I have no experience of--of this kind of thing. If I made a mistake, I +think it's excusable. I see that Miss Bride thinks it funny, but she +has the advantage of me in age, and in--in several other ways." + +Even whilst speaking, May knew that she committed an imprudence; she +remembered all that depended upon Constance's disposition towards her. +And indeed, she could not have spoken more unwisely. In the inflamed +state of Constance's pride, a feminine slap such as this sent such a +tingling along her nerves that she quivered visibly. It flashed into +her mind that Dyce Lashmar had all but certainly talked of her to +May--with significant look and tone, whatever his words. How much had +he told her? Lady Ogram's voice was again heard. + +"Well, that's true. You're only a child, and perhaps you said something +which sounded as you didn't mean it." + +Constance was gazing at the speaker. Her lips moved, as if in a +nervously ineffectual effort to say something. + +"Miss Bride can go back to her work again," said Lady Ogram, as if +dismissing a servant. + +May smiled, openly and disdainfully. She could not resist the pleasure +of showing her superiority. The smile had not died away, when Constance +spoke. + +"I will ask your permission to stay for a few minutes longer, Lady +Ogram. As Miss Tomalin has so satisfactorily explained her part in this +unfortunate affair, I think I had better use this opportunity for +making known to you something which concerns her, and which, I am sure, +will interest you very much. It won't take me long--if you feel able to +listen." + +"What is it?" asked the autocrat, sharply. + +"You are aware that Mr. Lashmar called very early this morning. He +came, as I said, on private business. He had something of importance to +tell me, and he asked my help in a great difficulty." + +"Something about the election?" + +"It had nothing whatever to do with that. I'll put it in the fewest +possible words, not to waste your time and my own. Mr. Lashmar began by +saying that if I didn't mind, he would be glad to be released from his +engagement to me." + +"What!" + +"Pray don't let there be any misunderstanding--this time," said +Constance, whose grave irony was perhaps somewhat too fine for the +intelligence of either of her hearers. "Mr. Lash mar behaved like a man +of honour, and I quite approve of the way in which he expressed +himself. His words would have been perfectly intelligible--even to Miss +Tomalin. Admitting his right to withdraw from the engagement if he had +conscientious objections to it, I ventured to ask Mr. Lashmar whether +there was any particular reason for his wish to be released. He paid me +the compliment of perfect frankness. His reason was, that he wished to +marry someone else." + +"And who is that?" came hoarsely from Lady Ogram. + +"Miss Tomalin." + +May had lost her natural colour. She could not take her eyes from the +speaker; her lips were parted, her forehead was wrinkled into a strange +expression of frightened animosity. Until the utterance of her name, +she had hoped against hope that Constance did not intend the worst. For +the first time in her life, she felt herself struck without pity, and +the mere fact of such stern enmity affected her with no less surprise +than dread. She would have continued staring at Constance, had not an +alarming sound, a sort of moaning snarl, such as might proceed from +some suddenly wounded beast, caused her to turn towards her aunt. The +inarticulate sound was followed by words painfully forced out. + +"Go on--what else?--go on, I tell you!" + +The speaker's breath came with difficulty. She was bent forward, her +eyes starting, her scraggy throat working as if in anguish. Constance +had stepped nearer to her. + +"Are you ill, Lady Ogram? Shall I call for help?" + +"Go on! Go _on_, I tell you!" was the hoarse reply. "I hadn't thought +of that. I see, now. What next did he say?" + +"Mr. Lashmar," pursued Constance, in a voice somewhat less under +control, "did me the honour to say that he felt sure I had only his +interests and his happiness at heart. He knew that there might be +considerable difficulties in his way, even after it had been made known +that he was free to turn his attention to Miss Tomalin, and he was so +good as to request my assistance. It had occurred to him that I might +be able to present his case in a favourable light to you, Lady Ogram. +Naturally, I was anxious to do my best. Perhaps this is hardly the +moment to pursue the subject. Enough for the present to have made known +Mr. Lashmar's state of mind." + +Lady Ogram seemed to have overcome her physical anguish. She sat +upright once more, and, looking at May, asked in a voice only just +above a whisper: + +"What have you to say to this?" + +"What can I say," exclaimed the girl, with high-voiced vehemence. "I +know nothing about it. Of course it's easy enough to believe that Mr. +Lashmar wants to get out of his engagement to Miss Bride." She laughed +scornfully. "He--" + +She stopped, checking in her throat words which she suddenly remembered +would be fatal to the attitude she had assumed. + +"Go on!" cried Lady Ogram. "He--what?" + +"I was only going to say that Mr. Lashmar might easily have thought +that he had made a mistake. Well, that's my opinion; if it isn't +pleasant to Miss Bride, I can't help it. I tell the truth, that's all." + +"And that I will have!" said her aunt, with new self-command. "The very +last word of it, mind you! Constance, why are you standing all this +time? Sit down here, on this chair. Now I want you to repeat what you +have told me. First of all, at what o'clock did this happen?" + +"At about half-past eight this morning." + +Had it been possible, Constance would have rolled oblivion over all she +had spoken. Already she found her vengeance a poor, savourless thing; +she felt that it belittled her. The fire of her wrath burnt low, and +seemed like to smoulder out under self-contempt. She spoke in a dull, +mechanical voice, and gazed at vacancy. + +"May," Lady Ogram resumed, "when did you get up this morning? + +"At about--oh, about half-past seven, I think." + +"Did you go out before breakfast?" + +"I have told you that I did, aunt. I saw Lord Dymchurch in the garden." + +"I remember," said her aunt, with a lowering, suspicious look. "And you +saw Mr. Lashmar as he was coming to the house?" + +"No. I didn't see him at all." + +"How was that? If you were in the garden?" + +May glibly explained that her encounter with Lord Dymchurch took place +not before, but behind, the house. She had a spot of red on each cheek; +her ears were scarlet; she sat with clenched hands, and stared at the +lower part of her aunt's face. + +"Constance," pursued the questioner, whose eyes had become small and +keen as her utterance grew more sober, "tell it me all over again. It's +worth hearing twice. He began--?" + +The other obeyed, reciting her story in a curt, lifeless way, so that +it sounded less significant than before. + +"And you promised to help him?" asked Lady Ogram, who repeatedly +glanced at May. + +"No, I didn't. I lost my temper, and said I don't know what foolish +things." + +This was self-punishment, but it, too, sounded idle in her ears as soon +as she had spoken. + +"But you consented to release him?" + +"Of course." + +"Now, look at me. Have you told me all he said?" + +"All." + +"Look at me! If I find that you are keeping any secret--! I shall know +everything, you understand that. I won't sleep till I know everything +that has been going on. Deceive me, if you dare!" + +"I am not deceiving you," answered Constance, wearily. "You have heard +all I know." + +"Now, then, for what you suspect," said Lady Ogram, leaning towards +her. "Turn your mind inside out. Tell me what you _think_!" + +"That is soon done. I suspect--indeed, I believe that Mr. Lashmar's +behaviour is that of a man with an over-excited mind. He thinks +everything is within his reach, and everything permitted to him. I +believe he spoke to me quite honestly, thinking I might somehow plead +his cause with you." + +"That isn't what I want. Do you suspect that he had any hopes to go +upon?" + +"I care so little about it," answered Constance, "that I can't form any +conjecture. All I can say is, that such a man would be quite capable of +great illusions--of believing anything that flattered his vanity." + +Lady Ogram was dissatisfied. She kept a brief silence, with her eyes on +May's countenance. + +"Ring the bell," were her next words. + +Constance rose and obeyed. A servant entered. + +"When Mr. Lashmar arrives," said Lady Ogram, "you will bring him at +once to me here." + +"Mr. Lashmar has just arrived, my lady." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV + + +"Ask him to come--. No! Stay!" + +Lady Ogram stood up, not without difficulty. She took a step or two +forwards, as if trying whether she had the strength to walk. Then she +looked at her two companions, who had both risen. + +"Constance, give me your arm. I will go downstairs." + +They left the room, May slowly following and watching them with anxiety +she vainly endeavoured to disguise. The descent was slow. Constance +held firmly the bony arm which clung to her own, and felt it quiver at +every step. Just before they reached the bottom, Lady Ogram ordered the +servant who came after them to pass before and conduct Mr. Lashmar into +the library. At the foot of the stairs, she paused; on her forehead +stood little points of sweat, and her lips betrayed the painful effort +with which she continued to stand upright. + +"May"--she looked into the girl's face--"if I don't come when the +luncheon bell rings, you will excuse me to Sir William and Lady Amys, +and take my place at table." + +Slowly she walked on, still supported by Constance, to the library +door. When it was opened, and she saw Lashmar awaiting her within (he +had passed into the library by the inner door which communicated with +the drawing-room), she spoke of her companion. + +"Thank you, Constance. If I don't come, sit down with the others. I +hope your meal will not be disturbed, but I may have to send for you." + +"Lady Ogram--" + +Constance began in a low, nervous voice. She was looking at Lashmar, +who, with an air of constraint, moved towards them. + +"What is it?" + +"Will you let me speak to you for a moment before--" + +"No!" + +With this stern monosyllable, Lady Ogram dismissed her, entered the +room, and closed the door. + +Then her face changed. A smile, which was more than half a grin of +pain, responded to Lashmar's effusive salutation; but she spoke not a +word, and, when she had sunk into the nearest chair, her eyes, from +beneath drooping lids, searched the man's countenance. + +"Sit down," were her first words. + +Lashmar, convinced that Constance Bride had sought to avenge herself, +tried to screw up his courage. He looked very serious; he sat stiffly; +he kept his eye upon Lady Ogram's. + +"Well, what have you to tell me?" she asked, with a deliberation more +disconcerting than impatience would have been. + +"Everything goes on pretty well--" + +"Does it? I'm glad you think so." + +"What do you allude to, Lady Ogram?" Lashmar inquired with grave +respectfulness. + +"What do _you_?" + +"I was speaking of things at Hollingford." + +"And I was thinking of things at Rivenoak." + +Lashmar's brain worked feverishly. What did she know? If Constance had +betrayed him, assuredly May also must have been put to the question, +and with what result? He was spared long conjecture. + +"Let us understand each other," said the autocrat, who seemed to be +recovering strength as the need arose. "I hear that you want to break +off with Constance Bride. She is no bride for you. Is that the case?" + +"I am sorry to say it is the truth, Lady Ogram." + +Having uttered these words, Dyce felt the heroic mood begin to stir in +him. He had no alternative now, and would prove himself equal to the +great occasion. + +"You want to marry someone else?" + +"I'm sure you will recognise," Lashmar replied, in his academic tone, +"that I am doing my best to act honourably, and without giving any +unnecessary pain. Under certain circumstances, a man is not entirely +master of himself--" + +There sounded the luncheon bell. It rang a vague hope to Lashmar, whose +voice dropped. + +"Are you hungry?" asked the hostess, with impatience. + +"Not particularly, thank you." + +"Then I think we had better get our little talk over and done with. We +shan't keep the others waiting." + +Dyce accepted this as a good omen. "Our little talk!" He had not dreamt +of such urbanity. Here was the result of courage and honesty. Evidently +his bearing had made a good impression upon the old despot. He began to +look cheerful. + +"Nothing could please me better." + +"Go on, then," said Lady Ogram, drily. "You were saying--" + +"I wish to use complete frankness with you," Dyce resumed. "As I think +you know, I always prefer the simple, natural way of looking at things. +So, for instance, in my relations with women I have always aimed at +fair and candid behaviour; I have tried to treat women as they +themselves, justly enough, wish to be treated, without affectation, +without insincerity. Constance knew my views, and she approved them. +When our friendship developed into an engagement of marriage, we both +of us regarded the step in a purely reasonable light; we did not try to +deceive ourselves, and, less still, to deceive each other. But a man +cannot always gauge his nature. To use the common phrase, I did not +think I should ever fall in love; yet that happened to me, suddenly, +unmistakably. What course had I to follow? Obviously I must act on my +own principles; I must be straightforward, simple, candid. As soon as +my mind was made up, I came to Constance." + +He broke off, observed the listener's face, and added with an +insinuating smile: + +"There was the _other_ course--what is called the unselfish, the +heroic. Unfortunately, heroism of that kind is only another name for +deliberate falsehood, in word and deed, and I confess I hadn't the +courage for it. Unselfishness which means calculated deception seems to +me by no means admirable. It was not an easy thing to go to Constance, +and tell her what I had to tell; but I know that she herself would much +prefer it to the sham-noble alternative. And I am equally sure, Lady +Ogram, what your own view will be of the choice that lay before me." + +The listener made no sort of response to this appeal. "And what had +Constance to say to you?" she asked. Lashmar hesitated, his +embarrassment half genuine, half feigned. + +"Here," he replied, in a thoughtfully suspended voice, "I find myself +on very delicate ground. I hardly feel that I should be justified in +repeating what passed between us. I hoped you had already heard it. Was +it not from Constance that you learnt--?" + +"Don't begin to question _me_," broke in Lady Ogram, with sudden +severity. "What I know, and how I know it, is none of your business. +You'll have the goodness to tell me whatever I ask you." + +Dyce made a gesture of deprecating frankness. + +"Personally," he said in a low voice, "I admit your right to be kept +fully informed of all that comes to pass in this connection. Will it be +enough if I say that Constance accepted my view of what had happened?" + +"Did you tell her everything that _had_ happened?" asked Lady Ogram, +looking him in the eyes. + +"Not in detail," Dyce replied, rather nervously, for he could not with +certainty interpret that stern look. "You will understand that--that I +was not at liberty--that I had to respect--" + +He came near to losing himself between the conflicting suggestions of +prudence and hopefulness. At the sight of his confusion, Lady Ogram +smiled grimly. + +"You mean," she said, in a voice which seemed to croak indulgence, +"that you had no right to tell Constance anything about Miss Tomalin?" + +Lashmar's courage revived. He suspected that the old autocrat knew +everything, that both girls had already gone through the ordeal of a +private interview with her, and had yielded up their secrets. If so, +plainly the worst was over, and nothing would now serve but sincerity. + +"That is what I mean," he answered, quietly and respectfully, admiring +his own dignity as he spoke. + +"We are beginning to understand each other," said Lady Ogram, the grim +smile still on her face. "I don't mind telling you, now, that I have +spoken both with Constance and with May." + +Lashmar manifested his relief. He moved into an easier posture; his +countenance brightened; he said within himself that destiny was hearing +him on to glorious things. + +"I'm very glad indeed to hear that, Lady Ogram! It ruts my mind at +rest." + +"I have talked with them both," continued the reassuring voice, which +struggled with hoarseness. "That they told me the truth, I have no +doubt; both of them know me too well to do anything else. Constance, I +understand, had your authority for speaking to me, so her part was +easy." + +"She has a fine, generous spirit!" exclaimed Dyce, with the glow of +genuine enthusiasm. + +"Well for you that she has. As for May, you had put her into a more +difficult position." + +"I fear so. But I am sure, Lady Ogram, that you dealt with her very +kindly." + +"Exactly." The smile was very grim indeed, and the voice very hoarse. +"But the things I couldn't ask May to tell me, I expect to hear from +you. Begin with this morning. You met her, I understand, before you +came to the house to see Constance." + +Dyce fell straight into the trap. He spoke almost gaily. + +"Yes; we met at eight o'clock." + +"Of course by appointment." + +"Yes, by appointment." + +"The best will be for you to begin at the beginning, and tell the story +in your own way. I've heard all my niece cared to tell me; now I give +you the chance of telling your own tale. All I ask is the truth. Tell +me the truth, from point to point." + +At the pass he had reached, Lashmar asked nothing better. He was +befooled and bedazzled. Every trouble seemed of a sudden to be lifted +from his mind. Gratitude to Constance, who had proved so much better +than her word, romantic devotion to May, who had so bravely declared +her love, filled him with fervours such as he had never known. He saw +himself in a resplendent light; his attitude was noble, his head bent +with manly modesty, and, when he began to speak, there was something in +his voice which he had never yet been able to command, a virile music, +to which he listened with delighted appreciation. + +"I obey you, Lady Ogram; I obey you frankly and gladly. I must go back +to the day of Miss Tomalin's return from London. You will remember I +told you that on that day I was in town, and in the afternoon, early, I +called at Mrs. Toplady's." + +Omitting the fact of his having told May about the relations between +Miss Bride and himself, he narrated all else with perfect truth. So +pleasant was the sense of veracity, that he dwelt on unimportant +particulars, and lengthened out the story in a way which would have +made it intolerably tedious to any other hearer. Lady Ogram, however, +found it none too long. The smile had died from her face; her lips were +compressed, and from time to time her eyes turned upon the speaker with +a fierce glare; but Lashmar paid no heed to these trifles. He ended at +length with beaming visage, his last sentences having a touch of +emotion which greatly pleased him. + +"Ring the bell," said Lady Ogram, pointing to the electric button. + +Glad to stand up and move, Dyce did her bidding. Only a few moments +elapsed before Constance Bride and May Tomalin entered the room. + +"Constance, come here," said Lady Ogram. "You"--she glared at +May--"stand where I can have a good view of you." + +Lashmar had welcomed their entrance with a smile. The voice and manner +of the autocrat slightly perturbed him, but he made allowances for her +brusque way, and continued to smile at May, who looked pale and +frightened. + +"Constance, did you know or did you not, that these two had a meeting +this morning in the park before Mr. Lashmar came to see you?" + +"No, I knew nothing of that," answered Miss Bride, coldly. + +"And did you know that they had met before, at the same place and time, +and that they came from town together by the same train, and that there +was a regular understanding between them to deceive you and me?" + +"I knew nothing of all this." + +"Look at her!" exclaimed Lady Ogram, pointing at the terrified girl. +"This is her gratitude; this is her honesty. She has lied to me in +every word she spoke! Lord Dymchurch offered her marriage, and she +tried to make me believe that he hadn't done so at all, that he was a +dishonourable shuffler--" + +"Aunt!" cried May, stepping hurriedly forward. "He did _not_ offer me +marriage! I'll tell you everything. Lord Dymchurch saw me by chance +this morning--Mr. Lashmar and me--saw us together in the park; and he +understood, and spoke to me about it, and said that the only thing he +could do was to tell you I had refused him--" + +"Oh, that's it, is it?" broke in the hoarse voice, all but inarticulate +with fury. "Then he too is a liar; that makes one more." + +Lashmar stood in bewilderment. He caught May's eye, and saw that he had +nothing but hostility to expect from her. + +"_There_ is the greatest of all!" cried the girl, with violent gesture. +"He has told you all about _me_, but has he told you all about himself?" + +"Lady Ogram," said Dyce, in a tone of offended dignity, "you should +remember by what means you obtained my confidence. You told me that +Miss Tomalin had already confessed everything to you. I naturally +believed you incapable of falsehood--" + +"Being yourself such a man of honour!" Lady Ogram interrupted, with +savage scorn. "Constance, you are the only one who has not told me +lies, and you have been shamefully treated--" + +"You think she has told you no lies?" interrupted May, her voice at the +high pitch of exasperation. "Wait a moment. This man has told you that +he came down from London in the train with me; but did he tell you what +he talked about? The first thing he disclosed to me was that the +engagement between him and Miss Bride was a mere pretence. Finding you +wished them to marry, they took counsel together, and plotted to keep +you in good humour by pretending to be engaged. This he told me +himself." + +Lady Ogram turned upon Lashmar, who met her eyes with defiance. + +"You believe that?" he asked, in a quietly contemptuous tone. + +She turned to Constance, whose face showed much the same expression. + +"Is that true?" + +"I shall answer no charge brought by Miss Tomalin," was the cold reply. + +"And you are right." Lady Ogram faced to May. "I give you half an hour +to pack your luggage and leave the house! Be off!" + +The girl burst into a hysterical laugh, and ran from the room. For some +moments, Lady Ogram sat looking towards the door; then, sinking +together in exhaustion, she let her eyes move from one to the other of +the two faces before her. Lashmar and Constance had exchanged no look; +they stood in sullen attitudes, hands behind them, staring at vacancy. + +"I have something to say to you." The voice that broke the silence was +so faint as to be but just audible. "Come nearer." + +The two approached. + +"That girl has gone. She is nothing to me, and nothing to you. +Constance, are you willing to marry Mr. Lashmar?" + +There came no reply. + +"Do you hear?" whispered Lady Ogram, with a painful effort to speak +louder. "Answer me." + +"How can you expect me to be willing to marry him?" exclaimed +Constance, in whom a violent struggle was going on. Her cheeks were +flushed, and tears of humiliation stood in her eyes. + +"You!" Lady Ogram addressed Lashmar. "Will you marry her?" + +"How is it possible, Lady Ogram," replied Dyce, in an agony of +nervousness, "to answer such a question under these circumstances?" + +"But you _shall_ answer!" sounded in a choked sort of scream. "I give +you the choice, both of you. Either you are married in three days from +now, or you go about your business, like that lying girl. You can get a +license, and be married at once. Which is it to be? I give you three +days, not an hour more." + +Lashmar had turned very pale. He looked at his partner in the dilemma. + +"Constance," fell from his lips, "will you marry me?" + +There came an answer which he could just hear, but which was inaudible +to Lady Ogram. + +"Speak, girl! Yes or no!" croaked their tormentor. + +"She has consented," said Dyce. + +"Then be off and get the license! Don't lose a minute. I suppose you'll +have to go to London for it?--Constance, give me your arm. I must +excuse myself to my guests." + +Constance bent to her, and Lady Ogram, clutching at the offered arm, +endeavoured to rise It was in vain; she had not the strength to stand. + +"Mr. Lashmar!" She spoke in a thick mumble, staring with wild eyes. +"Come--other side--" + +She was drooping, falling. Lashmar had only just time to catch and +support her. + +"What is it?" he asked, staring at Constance as he supported the +helpless form. "Has she fainted?" + +"Lay her down, and I'll get help." + +A moment, and Sir William Amys came hastening into the room; he was +followed by his wife and two or three servants. Lady Ogram gave no sign +of life, but the baronet found that her pulse was still beating. +Silent, still, with half-closed eyes, the old autocrat of Rivenoak lay +stretched upon a sofa awaiting the arrival of Dr. Baldwin. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV + + +Sir William drew Lashmar aside. + +"What brought this about?" he asked. "What has been going on?" + +Dyce, whose nerves were in a tremulous state, did not easily command +himself to the quiet dignity which the occasion required. He saw that +the baronet regarded him with something of suspicion, and the tone in +which he was addressed seemed to him too much that of a superior. With +an effort of the muscles, he straightened himself and looked his +questioner in the face. + +"There has been a painful scene, Sir William, between Lady Ogram and +her niece. Very much against my will, I was made a witness of it. I +knew the danger of such agitation, and did my best to calm Lady Ogram. +Miss Tomalin had left the room, and the worst seemed to be over. We +were talking quietly, when the blow fell." + +"That is all you have to say?" + +"I am not sure that I understand you, Sir William," Lashmar replied +coldly. Being slightly the taller, he had an advantage in being able to +gaze at the baronet's forehead instead of meeting his look. "You would +hardly wish me to speak of circumstances which are purely private." + +"Certainly not," said the other, and abruptly moved away. + +Lady Amys and Constance stood together near the couch on which Lady +Ogram was lying. With a glance in that direction, Lashmar walked +towards the door, hesitated a moment, went out into the hall. He had no +wish to encounter May; just as little did he wish for a private +interview with Constance; yet it appeared to him that he was obliged by +decorum to remain in or near the house until the doctor's arrival. +Presently he went out onto the terrace, and loitered in view of the +front windows. That Lady Ogram was dying he felt not the least doubt. +Beneath his natural perturbation there stirred a hope. + +Nearly an hour passed before Dr. Baldwin's carriage rolled up the +drive. Shortly after came another medical man, who had been summoned at +the same time. Whilst waiting impatiently for the result of their +visits, Lashmar mused on the fact that May Tomalin certainly had not +taken her departure; it was not likely now that she would quit the +house; perhaps at this moment she was mistress of Rivenoak. + +Fatigue compelled him at length to enter, and in the hall he saw +Constance. Involuntarily, she half turned from him, but he walked up to +her, and spoke in a low voice, asking what the doctors said. Constance +replied that she knew nothing. + +"Are they still in the library?" + +"No. Lady Ogram has been carried upstairs." + +"Then I'll go in and wait." + +He watched the clock for another half hour, then the door opened, and a +servant brought him information that Lady Ogram remained in the same +unconscious state. + +"I will call this evening to make inquiry," said Lashmar, and thereupon +left the house. + +Reaching his hotel at Hollingford, he ordered a meal and ate heartily. +Then he stepped over to the office of the _Express_, and made known to +Breakspeare the fact of Lady Ogram's illness; they discussed the +probabilities with much freedom, Breakspeare remarking how add it would +be if Lady Ogram so soon followed her old enemy. At about nine o'clock +in the evening, Dyce inquired at Rivenoak lodge: he learnt that there +was still no change whatever in the patient's condition; Dr. Baldwin +remained in the house. In spite of his anxious thoughts, Dyce slept +particularly well. Immediately after breakfast, he drove again to +Rivenoak, and had no sooner alighted from the cab than he saw that the +blinds were down at the lodge windows. Lady Ogram, he learnt, had died +between two and three o'clock. + +He dismissed his vehicle, and walked along the roads skirting the wall +of the park. Now, indeed, was his life's critical moment. How long must +elapse before he could know the contents of Lady Ogram's will? In a +very short time he would have need of money; he had been disbursing +freely, and could not face the responsibilities of the election, +without assurance that his finances would soon be on a satisfactory +footing. He thought nervously of Constance Bride, more nervously still +of May Tomalin. Constance's position was doubtless secure; she would +enter upon the "trust" of which so much had been said; but what was her +state of mind with regard to _him_? Had not the consent to marry him +simply been forced from her? May, who was now possessor of a great +fortune, might perchance forget yesterday's turmoil, and be willing to +renew their tender relations; he felt such a thing to be by no means +impossible. Meanwhile, ignorance would keep him in a most perplexing +and embarrassing position. The Amyses, who knew nothing of the rupture +of his ostensible engagement, would be surprised if he did not call +upon Miss Bride, yet it behooved him, for the present, to hold aloof +from both the girls, not to compromise his future chances with either +of them. The dark possibility that neither one nor the other would come +to his relief, he resolutely kept out of mind; that would be sheer +ruin, and a certain buoyancy of heart assured him that he had no such +catastrophe to fear. Prudence only was required; perhaps in less than a +week all his anxieties would be over, for once and all. + +He decided to call, this afternoon, upon Lady Amys. The interview would +direct his future behaviour. + +It was the day of Robb's funeral, and he had meant to absent himself +from Hollingford. He remained in his private sitting-room at the +Saracen's Head, wrote many letters, and tried to read. At four o'clock +he went out to Rivenoak, only to learn that Lady Amys could receive no +one. He left a card. After all, perhaps this was the simplest and best +way out of his difficulty. + +As he turned away from the door, another cab drove up, and from it +alighted Mr. Kerchever. Dyce had no difficulty in recognising Lady +Ogram's solicitor, but discretion kept his head averted, and Mr. +Kerchever, though observing him, did not speak. + +By the post next morning, he received a formal announcement of Lady +Ogram's death, with an invitation to attend her funeral. So far, so +good. He was now decidedly light-hearted. Both Constance and May, he +felt sure, would appreciate his delicacy in holding aloof, in seeking +no sort of communication with them. Prudence! Reserve! The decisive day +approached. + +Meanwhile, having need of sable garb, he had consulted Breakspeare as +to the tailor it behooved him to patronise. Unfortunately the only good +tailor at Hollingford was a Conservative, who prided himself on having +clad the late M. P. for many years. Lashmar of necessity applied to an +inferior artist, but in this man, who was summoned to wait upon him at +the hotel, he found a zealous politician, whose enthusiasm more than +compensated for sartorial defects. + +"I have already been canvassing for you, sir," declared the tailor. "I +can answer for twenty or thirty votes in my neighbourhood--" + +"I am greatly obliged to you, Mr. Bingham," Dyce replied, in his +suavest tone. "We have a hard fight before us, but if I find many +adherents such as you--" + +The tailor went away and declared to all his acquaintances that if they +wished their borough to be represented by a _gentleman_, they had only +to vote for the Liberal candidate. + +As a matter of policy, Dyce had allowed it to be supposed that he was a +man of substantial means. With the members of his committee he talked +in a large way whenever pecuniary matters came up. Every day someone +dined with him at the hotel, and the little dinners were as good as the +Saracen's Head could furnish special wines had been procured for his +table. Of course the landlord made such facts commonly known, and the +whole establishment bowed low before this important guest. All day long +the name of Mr. Lashmar sounded in bar and parlour, in coffee-room and +commercial-room. Never had Dyce known such delicious thrills of +self-respect as under the roof of this comfortable hostelry. If he were +elected, he would retain rooms, in permanence, at the hotel.--Unless, +of course, destiny made his home at Rivenoak. + +Curiosity as to what was going on at the great house kept him in a +feverish state during these days before the funeral. Breakspeare, whom +he saw frequently, supposed him to be in constant communication with +Rivenoak, and at times hinted a desire for news, but Lashmar's cue was +a dignified silence, which seemed to conceal things of high moment. Sir +William and Lady Amys he knew to be still in the house of mourning; he +presumed that May Tomalin had not gone away, and it taxed his +imagination to picture the terms on which she lived with Constance. At +the funeral, no doubt, he would see them both; probably would have to +exchange words with them--an embarrassing necessity. + +Hollingford, of course, was full of gossip about the dead woman. The +old, old scandal occupied tongues malicious or charitable. Rivenoak +domestics had spread the news of the marble bust, to which some of them +attached a superstitious significance; Breakspeare heard, and credited, +a rumour that the bust dated from the time when its original led a +brilliant, abandoned life in the artist world of London; but naturally +he could not speak of this with Lashmar. Highly imaginative stories, +too, went about concerning Miss Tomalin, whom everyone assumed to be +the heiress of Lady Ogram's wealth. By some undercurrent, no doubt of +servant's-hall origin, the name of Lord Dymchurch had come into +circulation, and the editor of the _Express_ ventured to inquire of +Lashmar whether it was true that Miss Tomalin had rejected an offer of +marriage from this peer. Perfectly true, answered Dyce, in his discreet +way; and he smiled as one who, if he would, could expatiate on the +interesting topic. + +He saw Mrs. Gallantry, and from her learnt--without betraying his own +ignorance--that callers at Rivenoak were received by Lady Amys, from +whom only the barest information concerning Lady Ogram's illness was +obtainable. Neither Miss Tomalin nor Miss Bride had been seen by anyone. + +The day of the funeral arrived; the hour appointed was half-past two. +All the morning rain fell, and about mid-day began a violent thunder +storm, which lasted for an hour. Then the sky began to clear, and as +Lashmar started for Rivenoak be saw a fine rainbow across great sullen +clouds, slowly breaking upon depths of azure. The gates of the park +stood wide open, and many carriages were moving up the drive. +Afterwards, it became known that no member of the Ogram family had been +present on this occasion. Half-a-dozen friends of the deceased came +down from London, but the majority of the funeral guests belonged to +Hollingford and the immediate neighbourhood. In no sense was it a +distinguished gathering; mere curiosity accounted for the presence of +nearly all who came. + +Lashmar had paid his respects to Lady Amys, who received him frigidly, +and was looking about for faces that he knew, when a familiar voice +spoke at his shoulder; he turned, and saw Mrs. Toplady. + +"Have you come down this morning?" he asked, as they shook hands. + +"Yesterday. I want to see you, and we had better arrange the meeting +now. Where are you staying in Hollingford? An hotel, isn't it?" + +She spoke in a low voice. Notwithstanding her decorous gravity, Lashmar +saw a ghost of the familiar smile hovering about her lips. He gave his +address, and asked at what hour Mrs. Toplady thought of coming. + +"Let us say half-past five. There's an up train just before eight, +which I must catch." + +She nodded, and moved away. Again Lashmar looked about him, and he met +the eye of Mr. Kerchever, who came forward with friendly aspect. + +"Dreadfully sudden, the end, Mr. Lashmar!" + +"Dreadfully so, indeed," Dyce responded, in mortuary tones. + +"You were present at the seizure, I understand?" + +"I was." + +"A good age," remarked the athletic lawyer, with obvious difficulty +subduing his wonted breeziness. "The doctor tells me that it was +marvellous she lived so long. Wonderful woman! Wonderful!" + +And he too moved away, Lashmar gazing after him, and wishing he knew +all that was in the legal mind at this moment. But that secret must +very soon become common property. Perhaps the contents of Lady Ogram's +will would be known at Hollingford this evening. + +He searched vainly for Constance and for May. The former he did not see +until she crossed the hall to enter one of the carriages; the latter +appeared not at all. Had she, then, really left Rivenoak? Sitting in +his hired brougham, in dignified solitude, he puzzled anxiously over +this question. Happily, he would learn everything from Lady Toplady. + +In the little church of Shawe, his eyes wandered as much as his +thoughts. Surveying the faces, most of them unknown to him, he noticed +that scarcely a person present was paying any attention to the +ceremony, or made any attempt to conceal his or her indifference. At +one moment it vexed him that no look turned with interest in his +direction; was he not far and away the most notable of all the people +gathered here? A lady and a gentleman sat near him, frequently +exchanged audible whispers, and he found that they were debating a +trivial domestic matter, with some acerbity of mutual contradiction. He +gazed now and then at the black-palled coffin, and found it impossible +to realise that there lay the strange, imperious old woman who for +several months had been the centre of his thoughts, and to whom he owed +so vast a change in his circumstances. He felt no sorrow, yet thought +of her with a certain respect, even with a slight sensation of +gratitude, which was chiefly due, however, to the fact that she had +been so good as to die. Live as long as he might, the countenance and +the voice of Lady Ogram would never be less distinct in his memory than +they were to-day. He, at all events, had understood and appreciated +her. If he became master of Rivenoak, the marble bust should always +have an honoured place under that roof. + +Dyce saw himself master of Rivenoak. He fell into a delightful dream, +and, when the congregation suddenly stirred, he realised with alarm +that he had a broad smile on his face. + +Rather before the hour she had named, Mrs. Toplady presented herself at +the Saracen's Head. Lashmar was impatiently expectant; he did his best +to appear gravely thoughtful, and behaved with the ceremonious courtesy +which, in his quality of parliamentary candidate, he had of late been +cultivating. His visitor, as soon as the door was closed, became quite +at her ease. + +"Nice little place," she remarked, glancing about the room. "You make +this your head-quarters, of course?" + +"Yes; I am very comfortable here," Dyce answered, in melodious +undertone. + +"And all goes well? Your committee at work, and all that?" + +"Everything satisfactory, so far. The date is not fixed yet." + +"But it'll be all over, no doubt, in time for the partridges," said +Mrs. Toplady, scrutinising him with an amused look. "Do you shoot?" + +"Why no, Mrs. Toplady. I care very little for sport." + +"Like all sensible men. I wanted to hear what you think about Lady +Ogram's will." + +Lashmar was disconcerted. He had to confess that he knew nothing +whatever about the will. + +"Indeed? Then I bring you news." + +They were interrupted by a waiter who appeared with tea. The visitor +graciously accepted a cup. + +"Funerals exhaust one so, _don't_ they?" she remarked. "I don't know +your opinion, but I think people should be married and buried far more +quietly. For my own part, I grieve sincerely for the death of Lady +Ogram. It's a great loss to me. I liked her, and I owed her gratitude +for very much kindness. But I certainly shouldn't have gone to her +funeral, if it hadn't been a social duty. I should have liked to sit +quietly at home, thinking about her." + +"I thoroughly agree with you," replied Dyce, absently. "You came down +yesterday?" + +"In the evening.--You know that Miss Tomalin is at my house?" + +"I had no idea of it." + +"Yes. She arrived the day before yesterday. She left Rivenoak as soon +as she knew about Lady Ogram's will. I'm very glad indeed that she came +to me; it was a great mark of confidence. Under the circumstances, she +could hardly remain here." + +"The circumstances--?" + +"Lady Ogram's will does not mention her." + +Lashmar felt a spasm in his breast. The expression of his features was +so very significant that Mrs. Toplady's smile threatened to become a +laugh. + +"It's rather startling, isn't it?" she continued. "The will was made t +year ago. Lady Ogram didn't mean it to stand. When she was in town, she +talked over her affairs with her solicitor; a new will was to be made, +by which Miss Tomalin would have come into possession of Rivenoak, and +of a great deal of money. You can probably guess why she put off +executing it. She hoped her niece's marriage-settlement would come +first. But the old will remains, and is valid." + +"Will you tell me its provisions?" asked Lashmar, deliberately. + +"In confidence. It won't be made public till the executors--Sir William +Amys and Mr. Kerchever--have proved it. I never knew a more +public-spirited will. Hollingford gets a hospital, to be called the +Lady Ogram; very generously endowed. Rivenoak is to be sold, and the +proceeds to form a fund for a lot of Lady Ogram Scholarships. A +working-girl's home is to be founded in Camden Town (it seems she was +born there), and to be called Lady Ogram House. A lady named Mrs. +Gallantry, here at Hollingford, becomes trustee for a considerable sum +to be used in founding a training school for domestic servants--to be +named the Lady Ogram. Then there's a long list of minor charitable +bequests. All the servants are most liberally treated, and a few +friends in humble circumstances receive annuities. There is not much +fear of Lady Ogram being forgotten just yet, is there?" + +"No, indeed," said Lashmar, with studious control of his voice. +"And"--he paused a moment--"is that all?" + +"Let me see--Oh, I was forgetting. Some money is left to Miss Bride; +not to her absolutely, but in trust for certain purposes not specified." + +Mrs. Toplady's smile had never been more eloquent of mischievous +pleasure. She was watching Lashmar as one watches a comedian on the +stage, without the least disguise of her amusement. + +"I had heard something of that," said Dyce, the tension of whose +feelings began to show itself in a flush under the eyes. "Can you tell +me--" + +"Oh," broke in the other, "I've forgotten a detail that will interest +you. In the entrance hall of the Lady Ogram Hospital is to be preserved +that beautiful bust which you have seen at the Rivenoak. By the bye, +there are odd stories about it. I hear that it was brought out of +concealment only the day before her death." + +"Yes. I know nothing more about it. With regard to Miss Bride's +trusteeship--" + +"Oh, and I forgot that Hollingford is to have a fine market-hall, on +condition that the street leading to it is called Arabella Street--her +name, you know." + +"Oh, indeed!" murmured Dyce, and became mute. + +Mrs. Toplady amused herself for a moment with observation of the play +of his muscles. She finished her tea. + +"I'll have another cup, if you please.--Oh yes, we were speaking of +Miss Bride. Naturally, that interests you. An odd bequest, isn't it? +She is spoken of as a trustee, but evidently the disposal of the money +is quite at her own discretion. If I remember, there are words to the +effect that Lady Ogram wishes Miss Bride to use this money just as she +herself would have done, for the purposes in which they were both +particularly interested. By the bye, it isn't money only; Miss Bride +becomes owner of the paper-mill at the village by Rivenoak." + +"I had heard of this," said Lashmar, with a brusque movement as though +he felt cramp in his leg. He had begun to look cheerful. "I knew all +about Lady Ogram's intentions. You don't remember," he added +carelessly, "the amount of the bequest?" + +"Mr. Kerchever tells me it represents about seventy thousand pounds." + +Lashmar involuntarily heaved a sigh. Mrs. Toplady watched him over the +rim of her teacup, the hand which held it shaking a little with subdued +mirth. + +"As you say," he observed, "it's a most remarkable will. But it seems +rather too bad that the poor lady's real wishes should be totally +neglected." + +"Indeed it does. I have been wondering what Miss Bride will think about +it. Of course I couldn't speak to her on the subject. One almost feels +as if she ought at all events to give half that money to Miss Tomalin, +considering the terms on which she receives it." + +"But," objected Dyce, "that wouldn't be fulfilling the conditions of +the bequest, which, I happen to know, were very specific. Really, it's +a most unfortunate thing that Lady Ogram died so suddenly, most +unfortunate. What a serious injustice is done to that poor girl!" + +"After all, Mr. Lashmar," fell sweetly from the other's lips, "her +position might be worse." + +"How? Has she an income of her own?" + +"Oh, a trifling annuity, not worth mentioning. But I didn't speak of +that. I meant that, happily, her future is in the hands of an +honourable man. It would have been sad indeed if she had owed this +calamity to the intrigues of a mere fortune-hunter. As it is, a girl of +her spirit and intelligence will very soon forget the disappointment. +Indeed, it is much more on another's account than on her own that she +grieves over what has happened." + +Lashmar was perusing the floor. Slowly he raised his eyes, until they +met Mrs. Toplady's. The two looked steadily at each other. + +"Are you speaking of me?" Dyce inquired, in a low voice. + +"Of whom else could I be speaking, Mr. Lashmar?" + +"Then Miss Tomalin has taken you entirely into her confidence?" + +"Entirely, I am happy to say. I am sure you won't be displeased. It +goes without saying that she does not know I am having this +conversation with you." + +"I think, Mrs. Toplady," said Dyce, with deliberation, "that you had +better tell me, if you will, exactly what you have heard from Miss +Tomalin. We shall be more sure of understanding each other." + +"That's easily done. She told me of your railway journey together, of +your subsequent meetings, of what happened with Lord Dymchurch, and, +last of all, what happened with Lady Ogram." + +"Probably," said Dyce, "not all that happened with Lady Ogram. Did she +mention that, instead of remaining loyal to me, as I was all through to +her, she did her best to injure me with Lady Ogram by betraying a +secret I had entrusted to her?" + +"I know what you refer to. Yes, she told me, of that unfortunate +incident, and spoke of it with deep regret. The poor girl simply lost +her head; for a moment she could think of nothing but +self-preservation. Put yourself in her place. She saw utter ruin before +her, and was driven almost crazy. I can assure you that she was not +responsible for that piece of disloyalty. I am afraid not many girls +would have been more heroic in such a terrible situation. You, a +philosopher, must take account of human weakness." + +"I hope I can do that," said Lashmar, with a liberal air. "Under other +circumstances, I should hardly have mentioned the thing. But it +convinced me at the time that Miss Tomalin had deceived herself as to +her feeling for me, and now that everything is necessarily at an end +between us, I prefer to see it still in the same light, for it assures +me that she has suffered no injury at _my_ hands." + +"But, pray, why should everything be necessarily at an end?" + +"For two or three reasons, Mrs. Toplady. One will suffice. After Miss +Tomalin had left the room, Lady Ogram insisted on my making offer of +immediate marriage to Miss Bride. Being plainly released from the other +obligation, I did so--and Miss Bride gave her consent." + +Mrs. Toplady arched her eyebrows, and rippled a pleasant laugh. + +"Ah! That, of course, May could not know. I may presume that, _this_ +time, the engagement is serious?" + +"Undoubtedly," Lashmar replied, grave yet bland. + +"Then I can only ask you to pardon my interference." + +"Not at all. You have shown great kindness, and, under other +circumstances, we should not have differed for a moment as to the +course it behooved me to follow." + +Dyce had never heard himself speak so magnanimously; he smiled with +pleasure, and continued in a peculiarly suave voice. + +"I am sure Miss Tomalin will find in you a steadfast friend." + +"I shall do what I can for her, of course," was the rather dry answer. +"At the same time, I hold to my view of Miss Bride's responsibility. +The girl has really nothing to live upon; a miserable hundred a year; +all very well when she belonged to the family at Northampton, but +useless now she is adrift. To tell you the truth, I shall wait with no +little curiosity for Miss Bride's--and your--decision." + +"Need I say that Miss Bride will be absolutely free to take any step +she likes?" + +"How could I doubt it?" exclaimed the lady, with her most expressive +smile. "Do you allow me to make known the--the renewal of your +engagement?" + +"Certainly," Dyce answered, beaming upon her. + +Mrs. Toplady rose. + +"I am so happy to have been the first to bring you the news. But it a +little surprises me that you had not learnt it already from Miss Bride, +who knew all about the will two days ago." + +"Why should it surprise you?" said Lashmar, gently, as he took her +hand. "Naturally I have kept away from Rivenoak, supposing Miss Tomalin +to be still there; and Miss Bride was not likely to be in haste to +communicate a piece of news which, strictly speaking, hardly concerns +me at all." + +"Be sure you come to see me when you are in town," were Mrs. Toplady's +last words. + +And her eyes twinkled with appreciation of Lashmar's demeanour. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI + + +Dyce walked about the room. Without knowing it, he sang softly to +himself. His countenance was radiant. + +So, after all, Constance would be his wife. One moment's glimpse of a +dread possibility that neither she nor May Tomalin benefited by Lady +Ogram's will had sufficed to make him more than contented with the +actual issue of his late complications. He had seen himself overwhelmed +with disaster, reduced to the alternative of withdrawing into +ignominious obscurity or of again seeking aid from Mrs. Woolstan, aid +which might or not be granted, and in any case would only enable him to +go through with the contest at Hollingford, a useless effort if he had +nothing henceforth to live upon. As it was, he saw Constance and +seventy thousand pounds, with the prosperous little paper-mill to boot. +He did not love Constance, but the feeling of dislike with which he had +recently come to regard her had quite passed away. He did not love +Constance, but what a capable woman she was!--and what a help she would +be to him in his career! Her having detected his philosophic plagiarism +seemed to him now rather a good thing than otherwise; it spared him the +annoyance of intellectual dishonesty in his domestic life, and put them +in a position to discuss freely the political and social views by which +he was to stand. After all, Constance was the only woman he knew whose +intelligence he really respected. After all, remembering their intimacy +long ago at Alverholme, he felt a fitness in this fated sequel. It gave +him the pleasant sense of honourable conduct. + +He smiled at the thought that he had fancied himself in love with May +Tomalin. The girl was a half-educated simpleton, who would only have +made him ridiculous. Her anonymous letter pointed to a grave fault of +breeding; it would always have been suggestive of disagreeable +possibilities. May was thoroughly plebeian in origin, and her +resemblance to Lady Ogram might develop in a way it made him shudder to +think of. Constance Bride came of gentlefolk, and needed only the +favour of circumstances to show herself perfectly at ease in whatever +social surroundings. She had a natural dignity, which, now he came to +reflect upon it, he had always observed with pleasure. What could have +been more difficult than her relations with Lady Ogram? Yet she had +always borne herself with graceful independence. + +Poor girl! She had gone through a hard time these last four weeks, and +no wonder if she broke down under the strain of a situation such as +that which ended in Lady Ogram's death. He would make up to her for it +all. She should understand him, and rest in perfect confidence. Yes, he +would reveal to her his whole heart and mind, so that no doubt of him, +no slightest distrust, could ever disturb her peace. Not only did he +owe her this complete sincerity; to him it would be no less delightful, +no less tranquillising. + +He sat down to write a note. + +"Dear Constance--" yes, that sufficed. "When can I see you? Let it be +as soon as possible. Of course you have understood my silence. Do you +stay at Rivenoak a little longer? Let me come to-morrow, if possible." + +After a little reflection, he signed himself, "Ever yours, D. L." + +Having despatched this by private messenger, he went out and took a +walk, choosing the direction away from Rivenoak. As he rambled along an +uninteresting road, it occurred to him that he ought to write to Mrs. +Woolstan. No need, of course, to say anything about the results of Lady +Ogram's decease, but he really owed Iris a letter, just to show that he +was not unmindful of her kindness. The foolish little woman had done +her best for him; indeed, without her help, where would he have been +now? He must pay his debt to her as soon as possible, and it would of +course be necessary to speak of the matter to Constance. Not, perhaps, +till after their marriage. Well, he would see; he might possibly have +an impulse. Happily this was the very last of the unpleasant details he +would have to dismiss. The luxury of living without concealment, +unembarrassed, and unafraid! + +By the bye, how would Constance understand the duties of her +trusteeship? What portion of her income would she feel at liberty to +set apart for personal uses? In all likelihood, she had spoken of that +with Lady Ogram; at their coming interview, she would fully explain her +position. + +He returned to the hotel, and dined alone. To his disappointment, there +came no answer from Rivenoak. Was it possible that Constance had +already gone away? Very unlikely, so soon after the funeral. She would +reply, no doubt, by post; indeed, there was no hurry, and a little +reserve on her part would be quite natural. + +Morning brought him the expected letter. "Dear Mr. Lashmar--" Oh, that +was nothing; merely the reserve he had anticipated: he liked her the +better for it. "I shall be at home all to-morrow, busy with many +things. Could you come about three o'clock? Sincerely yours, Constance +Bride." What could be in better taste? How else could she write, under +the circumstances? His real wooing had not yet begun, and she merely +reminded him of that, with all gentleness. + +So, in the afternoon he once more presented himself at Rivenoak, and +once more followed the servant into the drawing-room; Constance sat +there; she rose as he approached, and silently gave her hand. He +thought she looked rather pale; that might be the effect of black +attire, which made a noticeable change in her appearance. But a certain +dignity of which the visitor was very sensible, a grace of movement and +of bearing which seemed new to her, could not be attributed to the +dress she wore. In a saddened voice, he hoped that she was well, that +she had not suffered from the agitations of the past week; and, with +courtesy such as she might have used to anyone, Constance replied that +she felt a little tired, not quite herself. They talked for some +minutes in this way. Lashmar learnt that the Amyses had returned to +London. + +"For the present, you stay here?" he said, the interrogative accent +only just perceptible. + +"For a day or two. My secretaryship goes on, of course. I have a good +deal of correspondence to see to." + +On his way hither, Lashmar had imagined quite a different meeting; he +anticipated an emotional scene, beginning with forced calm on +Constance's side, leading OR to reproaches, explanations, and masculine +triumph. But Constance was strangely self-possessed, and her mind +seemed to be not at all occupied with agitating subjects. Lashmar was +puzzled; he felt it wise to imitate her example, to behave as quietly +and naturally as possible, taking for granted that she viewed the +situation even as he did. + +He turned his eyes to the marble bust on its pedestal behind Constance. +The note of scorn in its fixed smile caught his attention. + +"So that is to stand in the Hospital," he murmured. + +"Yes, I believe so," replied Constance, absently, with a glance towards +the white face. + +"What strange stories it will give rise to, in days to come! She will +become a legendary figure. I can hardly believe that I saw and talked +with her only a few days ago. Have you the same feeling at all? Doesn't +she seem to you more like someone you have read of, than a person you +really knew?" + +"I understand what you mean," said Constance, smiling thoughtfully. +"It's certain one will never again know anyone like her." + +"Are all the provisions of her will practicable?" + +"Perfectly, I think. She took great trouble to make them so. By the +bye, from whom did you get your information?" + +It was asked in a disinterested voice, the speaker's look resting for a +moment on Lashmar with unembarrassed directness. + +"Mrs. Toplady told me about the will." + +Dyce paused for a moment, then continued, with an obvious effort +indeed, but in an even voice. + +"She came to see me, after the funeral. Mrs. Toplady has a persevering +curiosity; she wanted to know what had happened, and, I have no doubt, +had recourse to me after finding that you were not disposed to talk as +freely as she wished. I was able to enlighten her on one point." + +"May I ask what point?" + +"She began by telling me that Miss Tomalin was at her house. She had +heard Miss Tomalin's story, with the result that she supposed me in +honour bound to marry that young lady. I explained that this was by no +means the case." + +"How did you explain it?" asked Constance, still in her disinterested +tone. + +"By telling the simple truth, that Miss Tomalin had herself cancelled +the engagement existing between us." + +"I see." + +Constance leaned back in her chair. She looked like one who is sitting +alone, occupied with tranquil reflection. Dyce allowed a moment to +elapse before he again spoke; he was smiling to himself. + +"How strange it all is!" he at length resumed, as though starting from +a reverie. "This past fortnight seems already as dim and vague to me as +the recollection of something that happened long years ago. I never +believed myself capable of such follies. Tell me frankly." He leaned +towards Constance, gazing at her in an amused, confidential way. "Could +you have imagined that I should ever lose my head like that, and run +off into such vagaries?" + +Constance also smiled, but very faintly. Her eyebrows rose, ever so +little. Her lips just moved, but uttered no sound. + +"You know me better than anyone else ever did or ever will," he went +on. "It is quite possible that you know me better than I know myself. +Did you ever foresee such a possibility?" + +"I can't say that it astonished me," was the deliberate reply, without +any ironic note. + +"Well, I am glad of that," said Dyce, with a little sign of relief. +"It's much better so. I like to think that you read me with so clear an +eye. For years I have studied myself, and I thought I knew how I should +act in any given circumstances; yet it was mere illusion. What I regret +is that I hadn't talked more to you about such things; you would very +likely have put me on my guard. I always felt your power of reading +character, it seemed to me that I concealed nothing from you. We were +always so frank with each other--yet not frank enough, after all." + +"I'm afraid not," assented the listener, absently. + +"Well, it's an experience; though, as I say, more like a bit of +delirium than actual life. Happily, you know all about it; I shall +never have to tell you the absurd story. But I mustn't forget that +other thing which really did surprise and vex you--my bit of foolish +plagiarism. I have so wanted to talk to you about it. You have read the +whole book?" + +"Very carefully." + +"And what do you think of it?" he asked, with an air of keen interest. + +"Just what I thought of the large quotations I had heard from you. The +theory seems plausible; I should think there is a good deal of truth in +it. In any case, it helps one to direct one's life." + +"Oh, you feel that? Now _there_," exclaimed Lashmar, his eye +brightening, "is the explanation of what seemed to you very +dishonourable behaviour in me. You know me, and you will understand as +soon as I hint at the psychology of the thing. When that book fell into +my hands, I was seeking eagerly for a theory of the world by which to +live. I have had many glimpses of the truth about life--glimpses gained +by my own honest thought. This book completed the theory I had been +shaping for myself; it brought me mental rest, and a sense of fixed +purpose such as I had never known. Its reconciliation of the +aristocratic principle with a true socialism was exactly what I had +been striving for; it put me at harmony with myself, for you know that +I am at the same time Aristocrat and Socialist. Well now, I spoke of +the book to my father, and begged him to read it. It was when we met at +Alverholme, in the spring, you remember? How long ago does that seem to +you? To me, several years. Yes, I had the volume with me, and showed it +to my father; sufficient proof that I had no intention of using it +dishonestly. But--follow me, I beg--I had so absorbed the theory, so +thoroughly made it the directing principle of my mind, that I very soon +ceased to think of it as somebody else's work. I completed it with all +sorts of new illustrations, confirmations, which had been hanging loose +in my memory, and the result was that I one day found myself talking +about it as if it had originated with me. If I'm not mistaken, I was +talking with Dymchurch--yes, it was Dymchurch. When I had time to +reflect, I saw what I had unconsciously done quite unconsciously, +believe me. I thought it over, Ought I to let Dymchurch know where I +had got my central idea? And I decided at length that I would say +nothing." + +Constance, leaning back in her chair, listened attentively, with +impartial countenance. + +"You see why, don't you?" His voice thrilled with earnestness; his eyes +shone as if with the very light of truth. "To say calmly: By the bye, I +came across that bio-sociological theory in such and such a book, would +have been a flagrant injustice to myself. I couldn't ask Dymchurch to +listen whilst I elaborately expounded my mental and spiritual history +during the past year or two, yet short of that there was no way of +making him understand the situation. The thing had become _mine_; I +thought by it, and lived by it; I couldn't bear to speak of it as +merely an interesting hypothesis discovered in the course of my +reading. At once it would have seemed to me to carry less weight; I +should have been thrown back again into uncertainty. This, too, just at +the moment when a principle, a conviction, had become no less a +practical than a subjective need to me; for--thanks to you--I saw a new +hope in life, the possibility of an active career which would give +scope to all my energies. Do you follow me? Do I make myself clear?" + +"Perfectly," replied Constance, with a slight inclination of her head. +She seemed both to listen and to be absorbed in thought. + +"From that moment, I ceased to think of the book. I had as good as +forgotten its existence. Though, on the whole, it had done me so great +a service, there were many things in it I didn't like, and these would +now have annoyed me much more than at the first reading. I should have +felt as if the man had got hold of _my_ philosophy, and presented it +imperfectly. You will understand now why I was so astonished at your +charge of plagiarism. I really didn't know what to say; I couldn't +perceive your point of view: I don't remember how I replied, I'm afraid +my behaviour seemed only to confirm your suspicion. In very truth, it +was the result of genuine surprise. Of course I had only to reflect to +see how this discovery must have come upon you, but then it was too +late. We were in the thick of extraordinary complications: no hope of +quiet and reasonable talk. Since the tragic end, I have worried +constantly about that misunderstanding. Is it quite cleared up? We must +be frank with each other now or never. Speak your thought as honestly +as I have spoken mine." + +"I completely understand you," was the meditative reply. + +"I was sure you would! To some people, such an explanation would be +useless; Mrs. Toplady, for instance. I should be sorry to have to +justify myself by psychological reasoning to Mrs. Toplady. And, +remember, Mrs. Toplady represents the world. A wise man does not try to +explain himself to the world; enough if, by exceptional good luck, +there is one person to whom he can confidently talk of his struggles +and his purposes. Don't suppose, however, that I lay claim to any great +wisdom; after the last fortnight, that would be rather laughable. But I +am capable of benefiting by experience, and very few men can truly say +as much. It is on the practical side that I have hitherto been most +deficient. I see my way to correcting that fault. Nothing could be +better for me, just now, than electioneering work. It will take me out +of myself, and give a rest to the speculative side of my mind. Don't +you agree with me?" + +"Quite." + +"There's another thing I must make clear to you," Dyce pursued, now +swimming delightedly on the flood of his own eloquence. "For a long +time I seriously doubted whether I was fit for a political career. My +ambition always tended that way, but my conscience went against it. I +used to regard politics with a good deal of contempt. You remember our +old talks, at Alverholme?" + +Constance nodded. + +"In one respect, I am still of the same opinion. Most men who go in for +a parliamentary career regard it either as a business by which they and +their friends are to profit, or as an easy way of gratifying their +personal vanity, and social ambitions. That, of course, is why we are +so far from ideal government. I used to think that the man in earnest +should hold aloof from Parliament, and work in more hopeful ways--by +literature, for instance. But I see now that the fact of the +degradation of Parliament is the very reason why a man thinking as I do +should try to get into the House of Commons. If all serious minds hold +aloof, what will the government of the country sink to? The House of +Commons is becoming in the worst sense democratic; it represents, above +all, newly acquired wealth, and wealth which has no sense of its +responsibilities. The representative system can only be restored to +dignity and usefulness by the growth of a new Liberalism. What I +understand by that, you already know. One of its principles--that which +for the present must be most insisted upon--is the right use of money. +Irresponsible riches threaten to ruin our civilisation. What we have +first of all to do is to form the nucleus of a party which represents +money as a civilising, instead of a corrupting, power." + +He looked into Constance's eyes, and she, smiling as if at a distant +object, met his look steadily. + +"I have been working out this thought," he continued, with vigorous +accent. "I see it now as my guiding principle in the narrower +sense--the line along which I must pursue the greater ends. The +possession of money commonly says very little for a man's moral and +intellectual worth, but there is the minority of well-to-do people who +have the will to use their means rightly, if only they knew how. This +minority must be organised. It must attract intellect and moral force +from every social rank. Money must be used against money, and in this +struggle it is not the big battalions which will prevail. Personally I +care very little for wealth, as I think you know. I have no expensive +tastes; I can live without luxuries. Oh, I like to be comfortable, and +to be free from anxiety; who doesn't? But I never felt the impulse to +strive to enrich myself. On the other hand, money as a civilising force +has great value in my eyes. Without it, one can work indeed, but with +what slow results? It is time to be up and doing. We must organise our +party, get our new Liberalism to work.--In this also, do you agree with +me?" + +"It is certain," Constance replied, "that the right use of money is one +of the great questions of our day." + +"I know how much you have thought of it," said Dyce. Then, after a +short pause, he added in his frankest tone, "And it concerns you +especially." + +"It does." + +"Do you feel," he softened his voice to respectful intimacy, "that, in +devoting yourself to this cause, you will be faithful to the trusts you +have accepted?" + +Constance answered deliberately. + +"It depends upon what you understand by devoting myself. Beyond a +doubt, Lady Ogram would have approved the idea as you put it." + +"And would she not have given me her confidence as its representative?" +asked Dyce, smiling. + +"Up to a certain point. Lady Ogram desired, for instance, to bear the +expenses of your contest at Hollingford, and I should like to carry out +her wish in the matter." + +A misgiving began to trouble Lashmar's sanguine mood. He searched his +companion's face; it seemed to him to have grown more emphatic in +expression; there was a certain hardness about the lips which he had +not yet observed. Still, Constance looked friendly, and her eyes +supported his glance. + +"Thank you," he murmured, with some feeling. "And, if, by chance, I +should be beaten? You wouldn't lose courage? We must remember--" + +"You have asked me many questions," Constance interrupted quietly. "Let +me use the privilege of frankness which we grant each other, and ask +you one in turn. Your private means are sufficient for the career upon +which you are entering?" + +"My private means?" + +He gazed at her as if he did not understand, the smile fading from his +lips. + +"Forgive me if you think I am going too far--" + +"Not at all!" Dyce exclaimed, eagerly. "It is a question you have a +perfect right to ask. But I thought you knew I had _no_ private means." + +"No, I wasn't aware of that," Constance replied, in a voice of studious +civility. "Then how do you propose--?" + +Their eyes encountered. Constance did not for an instant lose her +self-command; Lashmar's efforts to be calm only made his embarrassment +more obvious. + +"I had a small allowance from my father till lately," he said. "But +that has come to an end. It never occurred to me that you misunderstood +my position. Surely I have more than once hinted to you how poor I was? +I had no intention of misleading you. Lady Ogram certainly knew----" + +"She knew you were not wealthy, but she thought you had a competence. I +told her so, when she questioned me. It was a mistake, I see, but a +very natural one." + +"Does it matter, now?" asked Dyce, his lips again curling amiably. + +"I should suppose it mattered much. How shall you live?" + +"Let us understand each other. Do you withdraw your consent to Lady +Ogram's last wish?" + +"That wish, as you see, was founded on a misunderstanding." + +"But," exclaimed Lashmar, "you are not speaking seriously?" + +"Quite. Lady Ogram certainly never intended the money she had left in +trust to me to be used for your private needs. Reflect a moment, and +you will see how impossible it would be for me to apply the money in +such a way." + +"Reflection," said Dyce, with unnatural quietness, "would only increase +my astonishment at your ingenuity. It would have been much simpler and +better to say at once that you had changed your mind. Can you for a +moment expect me to believe that this argument really justifies you in +breaking your promise?" + +"I assure you," replied Constance, also in a soft undertone, "it is +much sounder reasoning than that by which you excuse your philosophical +plagiarism." + +Lashmar's eyes wandered. They fell upon the marble bust; its disdainful +smile seemed to him more pronounced than ever. + +"Then," he cried, on an impulse of desperation, "you really mean to +take Lady Ogram's money, and to disregard the very condition on which +she left it to you?" + +"You forget that her will was made before she had heard your name." + +He sat in silence, a gloomy resentment lowering on his features. After +a glance at him, Constance began to speak in a calm, reasonable voice. + +"It is my turn to confess. I, too, seem to myself to have been living +in a sort of dream, and my awaking is no less decisive than yours. At +your instigation, I behaved dishonestly; I am very much ashamed of the +recollection. Happily, I see my way to atone for the follies, and +worse, that I committed. I can carry out Lady Ogram's wishes--the +wishes she formed while still in her sound mind--and to that I shall +devote my life." + +"Do you intend, then, to apply none of this money to your personal use? +Do you mean to earn your own living still?" + +"That would defeat Lady Ogram's purpose," was the calm answer. "I shall +live where and how it seems good to me, guided always by the intention +which I know was in her mind." + +Dyce sat with his head bent forward, his hands grasping his knees. +After what seemed to be profound reflection, he said gravely: + +"This is how you think to-day. I won't be so unjust to you as to take +it for your final reply." + +"Yet that's what it is," answered Constance. + +"You think so. The sudden possession of wealth has disturbed your mind. +If I took you at your word," he spoke with measured accent, "I should +be guilty of behaviour much more dishonourable than that of which you +accuse me. I can wait." He smiled with a certain severity. "It is my +duty to wait until you have recovered your natural way of thinking." + +Constance was looking at him, her eyes full of wonder and amusement. + +"Thank you," she said. "You are very kind, very considerate. But +suppose you reflect for a moment on your theory of the equality of man +and woman. Doesn't it suggest an explanation of what you call my +disordered state of mind?--Let us use plain words. You want money for +your career, and, as the need is pressing, you are willing to take the +encumbrance of a wife. I am to feel myself honoured by your acceptance +of me, to subject myself entirely to your purposes, to think it a +glorious reward if I can aid your ambition. Is there much equality in +this arrangement?" + +"You put things in the meanest light," protested Lashmar. "What I offer +you is a share in all my thoughts, a companionship in whatever I do or +become. I have no exaggerated sense of my own powers, but this I know, +that, with fair opportunity, I can attain distinction. If I thought of +you as in any sense an encumbrance, I shouldn't dream of asking you to +marry me; it would defeat the object of my life. I have always seen in +you just the kind of woman who would understand me and help me." + +"My vanity will grant you that," replied Constance. "But for the moment +I want you to inquire whether you are the kind of man who would +understand and help _me_.--You are surprised. That's quite a new way of +putting the matter, isn't it? You never saw _that_ as a result of your +theory?" + +"Stay!" Dyce raised his hand. "I know perfectly well that you are +ambitious. If you were not, we should never have become friends. But +you must remember that, from my point of view, I am offering you such a +chance of gratifying your ambition as you will hardly find again." + +"That is to say, the reflection of _your_ glory. As a woman, what more +can I ask? You can't think how this amuses me, now that I have come to +my senses. Putting aside the question of whether you are likely to win +glory at all, have you no suspicion of your delightful arrogance? I +should like to know how far your contempt of women really goes. It went +far enough, at all events, to make you think that I believed your talk +about equality of the sexes. But really, I am not quite such a +simpleton. I always knew that you despised women, that you looked upon +them as creatures to be made use of. If you ask: why, then, did I +endure you for a moment? the answer must be, that I am a woman. You +see, Mr. Lashmar, we females of the human species are complex. Some of +us think and act very foolishly, and all the time, somewhere in our +curious minds, are dolefully aware of our foolishness. You knew that of +_men_; let me assure you that women share the unhappy privilege." + +Lashmar was listening with knitted brows. No word came to his lips. + +"You interest me," pursued Constance. "I think you are rather a typical +man of our time, and it isn't at all impossible that you may become, as +you say, distinguished. But, clothed and in my right mind, I don't feel +disposed to pay the needful price for the honour of helping you on. You +mustn't lose heart; I have little doubt that some other woman will +grasp at the opportunity you so kindly wish to reserve for me. But may +I venture a word of counsel? Don't let it be a woman who holds the +equality theory. I say this in the interest of your peace and +happiness. There are plenty of women, still, who like to be despised, +and some of them are very nice indeed. They are the only good wives; I +feel sure of it. We others--women cursed with brains--are not meant for +marriage. We grow in numbers, unfortunately. What will be the end of +it, I don't know. Some day you will thank your stars that you did not +marry a woman capable of understanding you." + +Dyce stood up and took a few steps about the floor, his eyes fixed on +the marble bust. + +"When can I see you again?" he asked abruptly. + +"I shall be going to London in a day or two; I don't think we will meet +again--until your circumstances are better. Can you give me any idea of +what the election expenses will be?" + +"Not yet," Dyce answered, in an undertone. "You are going to London? +Will you tell me what you mean to do?" + +"To pursue my career." + +"Your career?" + +"That surprises you, of course. It never occurred to you that I also +might have a career in view. Yet I have. Let us enter upon a friendly +competition. Five years hence, which of us will be better known?" + +"I see," remarked Dyce, his lip curling. "You will use your money to +make yourself talked about?" + +"Not primarily; but it is very likely that that will result from my +work. It offends your sense of what is becoming in a woman?" + +"It throws light upon what you have been saying." + +"So I meant. You will see, when you think about it, that I am acting +strangely like a male creature. We females with minds have a way of +doing that. I'll say more, for I really want you to understand me. 'The +sudden possession of wealth' has not, as you suppose, turned my head, +but it has given my thoughts a most salutary shaking, and made me feel +twice the woman that I was. At this moment, I should as soon think of +taking a place as kitchen-maid as of becoming any man's wife. I am +free, and have power to assert myself--the first desire, let me assure +you, of modern woman no less than of modern man. That I shall assert +myself for the good of others is a peculiarity of mine, a result of my +special abilities; I take no credit for it. Some day we shall meet +again, and talk over our experiences; for the present, let us be +content with corresponding now and then. You shall have my address as +soon as I am settled." + +She rose, and Lashmar gazed at her. He saw that she was as little to be +moved by an appeal, by an argument, as the marble bust behind her. + +"I suppose," he said, "you will appear on platforms?" + +"Oh dear no!" Constance replied, with a laugh. "My ambition doesn't +take that form. I leave that to you, who are much more eloquent." + +"How you have altered!" He kept gazing at her, with a certain awe. "I +hardly know you." + +"I doubt whether you know me at all. Never mind." She held out her +hand. "We may be friends yet when you have come to understand that you +are not so very, very much my superior." + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII + + +Lashmar walked hack to Hollingford, and reached the hotel without any +consciousness of the road by which he had come. He felt as tired as if +he had been walking all day. When he had dropped into an easy chair, he +let his arms hang, and, with head drooping forward, stared at his feet +stretched out before him: the posture suggested a man half overcome +with drink. + +He had a private meeting to attend to-night. Should he attend it or +not? His situation had become farcical. Was it not his plain duty to +withdraw at once from the political contest, that a serious candidate +might as soon as possible take his place? Where could he discern even +the glimmer of a hope in this sudden darkness? His heart was heavy and +cold. + +He went through the business of the evening, talking automatically, +seeing and hearing as in a dream. He had no longer the slightest faith +in his electioneering prospects, and wondered how he could ever have +been sanguine about them. Of course the Conservative would win. +Breakspeare knew it; every member of the committee knew it; they +pretended to hope because the contest amused and occupied them. No +Liberal had a chance at Hollingford. To-morrow he would throw the thing +up, and disappear. Never in his life had he passed such a miserable +night. At each waking from hag-ridden slumbers, the blackest +despondency beset him; once or twice his tortured brain even glanced +towards suicide; temptation lurking in the assurance that, by +destroying himself, he would become, for a few days at all events, the +subject of universal interest. He found no encouragement even in the +thought of Iris Woolstan. Not only had he deeply offended her by his +engagement to Constance Bride, but almost certainly she would hear from +her friend Mrs. Toplady the whole truth of his disaster, which put him +beyond hope of pardon. He owed her money; with what face, even if she +did not know the worst, could he go to her and ask for another loan? In +vain did he remember the many proofs he had received of Mrs. Woolstan's +devotion; since the interview with Constance, all belief in himself was +at an end. He had thought his eloquence, his personal magnetism, +irresistible; Constance had shown him the extent of his delusion. If he +saw Iris, the result would be the same. + +At moments, so profound was his feeling of insignificance that he hid +his face even from the darkness, and groaned. + +Not only had he lost faith in himself; there remained to him no +conviction, no trust, no hope of any kind. Intellectually, morally, he +had no support; shams, insincerities, downright dishonesties, had +clothed him about, and these were now all stripped away, leaving the +thing he called his soul to quiver in shamed nakedness. He knew +nothing; he believed nothing. But death still made him fearful. + +With the first gleam of daylight, he flung himself out of his hot, +uncomfortable bed, and hastened to be a clothed mortal once more. He +felt better as soon as he had dressed himself and opened the window. +The night with its terrible hauntings was a thing gone by. + +At breakfast he thought fixedly of Iris Woolstan. Perhaps Iris had not +seen Mrs. Toplady yet. Perhaps, at heart, she was not so utterly +estranged from him as he feared; something of his old power over her +might even now be recovered. It was the resource of desperation; he +must try it. + +The waiter's usual respect seemed, this morning, covert mockery. The +viands had no savour; only the draught of coffee that soothed his +throat was good. He had a headache, and a tremor of the nerves. In any +case, it would have been impossible to get through the day in the usual +manner, and his relief when he found himself at the railway station was +almost a return of good spirits. + +On reaching London, he made straight for West Hampstead. As he +approached Mrs. Woolstan's house, his heart beat violently. Without +even a glance at the windows, he rang the visitor's bell. It sounded +distinctly, but there came no response. He rang again, and again +listened to the far-off tinkling. Only then did he perceive that the +blinds at the lower windows were drawn. The house was vacant. + +Paralysed for a moment, he stared about, as if in search of someone who +could give him information. Then, with sweat on his forehead, he +stepped up to the next door, and asked if anything was known of Mrs. +Woolstan; he learnt only that she had been absent for about ten days; +where she was, the servant with whom he spoke could not tell him. Were +the other neighbours likely to know?--he asked. Encouraged by a bare +possibility, he inquired at the house beyond; but in vain. + +Fate was against him. He might as well go home and write a letter to +his committee at Hollingford. + +Stay, could he not remember the school to which Leonard Woolstan had +been sent? Yes it was noted in his pocket-book; for he had promised to +write to the boy. + +He sought the nearest post-office, and dispatched a telegram to +Leonard; "Please let me know immediately your mother's present +address." The reply was to be sent to his rooms in Devonshire Street, +and thither he straightway betook himself, hoping that in an hour or so +he would have news. An extempore lunch was put before him; never had he +satisfied his hunger with less gusto. Time went on; the afternoon +brought him no telegram. At seven o'clock he lay on his sofa, exhausted +by nervous strain, anticipating a hideous night. Again his thoughts had +turned to suicide. It would be easier to obtain poison here than at +Hollingford. Laudanum? Death under laudanum must be very easy, mere +falling asleep in a sort of intoxication. But he must leave behind him +something in writing, something which would excite attention when it +appeared in all the newspapers. Addressed to the coroner? No; to his +committee. He would hint to them of a tragic story, of noble powers and +ambitions frustrated by the sordid difficulties of life. The very +truth, let malice say what it would. At his age, with his brain and +heart, to perish thus for want of a little money! As he dwelt on the +infinite pathos of the thing, tears welled to his eyes, trickled over +his cheek-- + +Of a sudden, he started up, and shouted "Come in!" Yes, it was a +telegram; he took it from the servant's hand with an exclamation of +joy. Leonard informed him that Mrs. Woolstan was staying at Gorleston, +near Yarmouth, her address "Sunrise Terrace." He clutched at a railway +guide. Too late to get to Yarmouth to-night, but that did not matter. +"Sunrise Terrace!" In his sorry state of mind, a name of such good omen +brought him infinite comfort. He rushed out of the house, and walked at +a great rate, impelled by the joy of feeling himself alive once more. +Sunrise! Iris Woolstan would save him. Already he warmed with gratitude +to her: he thought of her with a tender kindness. She might be richer +than he supposed; at all events, she was in circumstances which would +allow him to live independently. And was she not just the kind of woman +Constance Bride had advised him to marry? Advice given in scorn, but, +his conscience told him, thoroughly sound. A nice, gentle, sufficiently +intelligent little woman. Pity that there was the boy; but he would +always be at school. Suppose she had only four or five hundred a year? +Oh, probably more than that, seeing that she could economise such +substantial sums. He was saved; the sun would rise for him, literally +and in metaphor. + +A rainy morning saw him at Liverpool Street. The squalid roofs of +north-east London dripped miserably under a leaden sky. Not till the +train reached the borders of Suffolk did a glint of sun fall upon +meadow and stream; thence onwards the heavens brightened; the risen +clouds gleamed above a shining shore. Lashmar did not love this part of +England, and he wondered why Mrs. Woolstan had chosen such a retreat, +but in the lightness of his heart he saw only pleasant things. Arrived +at Yarmouth, he jumped into a cab, and was driven along the dull, flat +road which leads to Gorleston. Odour of the brine made amends for miles +of lodgings, for breaks laden with boisterous trippers, for tram cars +and piano-organs. Here at length was Sunrise Terrace, a little row of +plain houses on the top of the cliff, with sea-horizon vast before it, +and soft green meadow-land far as one could see behind. Bidding his +driver wait, Lashmar knocked at the door, and stood tremulous. It was +half-past twelve; Iris might or might not have returned from her +morning walk; he prepared for a brief disappointment. But worse awaited +him. Mrs. Woolstan, he learnt, would not be at home for the mid-day +meal; she was with friends who had a house at Gorleston. + +"Where is the house?" he asked, impatiently, stamping as if his feet +were cold. + +The woman pointed his way. + +"Who are the people? What is their name?" + +He heard it, but it conveyed nothing to him. After a moment's +reflection, he decided to go to the hotel, and there write a note. +Whilst he was having lunch, the reply came, a dry missive, saying that, +if he would call at three o'clock, Mrs. Woolstan would have much +pleasure in presenting him to her friends the Barkers, with whom she +was spending the day. + +Lashmar fumed, but obeyed the invitation. In a garden on the edge of +the cliff, he found half a dozen persons; an elderly man who looked +like a retired tradesman, his wife, of suitable appearance, their son, +their two daughters, and Iris Woolstan. Loud and mirthful talk was +going on; his arrival interrupted it only for a moment. + +"So glad to see you!" was Mrs. Woolstan's friendly, but not cordial, +greeting. "I didn't know you ever came to the east coast." + +Introductions were carelessly made; he seated himself on a camp-stool +by one of the young ladies, and dropped a few insignificant remarks. No +one paid much attention to him. + +"Seventy-five runs!" exclaimed Mrs. Woolstan, addressing herself as +though with keen interest to the son of the family, a high-coloured, +large-limbed young man of about Lashmar's age. "That was splendid! But +you did better still against East Croydon, didn't you?" + +"Made my century, there," answered Mr. Barker, jerking out a leg in +self-satisfaction. + +"How conceited you're making him, Mrs. Woolstan!" cried one of his +sisters, with a shrill laugh. "It's a rule in this house to put the +stopper on Jim when he begins to talk about cricket. If we didn't, +there'd be no living with him." + +"Are you a cricketer, Mr.--Mr. Lasher?" asked materfamilias, eyeing the +visitor curiously. + +"It's a long time since I played," was the reply, uttered with scarcely +veiled contempt. + +Mrs. Woolstan talked on in the highest spirits, exhibiting her intimacy +with the Barker household, and her sympathy with their concerns. +Lashmar waited for her to question him about Hollingford, to give him +an opportunity of revealing his importance; but her thoughts seemed +never to turn in that direction. As soon as a movement in the company +enabled him to rise, he stepped up to her, and said in a voice audible +to those standing by: + +"I want to speak to you about Leonard. Shall you be at home this +evening?" + +Iris gave him a startled look. + +"You haven't bad news of Len?" + +"Oh no; nothing of the kind." + +"Can you call at six o'clock?" + +He looked into her eyes, and nodded. + +"What do you say to a boat, Mrs. Woolstan?" shouted Barker the son. + +This suggestion was acclaimed, and Lashmar was urged to join the party, +but he gladly seized this chance of escape. Wandering along the grassy +edge of the cliffs, he presently descried the Barkers and their friend +putting forth in two little boats. The sight exasperated him. He strode +gloomily on, ever and again turning his head to watch the boats, and +struggling against the fears that once more assailed him. + +In a hollow of dry sand, where the cliffs broke, he flung himself down, +and lay still for an hour or two. Below him, on the edge of the tide, +children were playing; he watched them sullenly. Lashmar disliked +children; the sound of their voices was disagreeable to him. He +wondered whether he would ever have children of his own, and heartily +hoped not. + +Six o'clock seemed very long in coming. But at length he found himself +at Sunrise Terrace again, and was admitted to an ordinary lodging-house +parlour, where, with tea on the table, Mrs. Woolstan awaited him. The +sea air had evidently done her good; she looked younger and prettier +than when Dyce last saw her, and the tea-gown she wore became her well. + +"How did you know where I was?" she began by asking, rather distantly. + +Lashmar told her in detail. + +"But why were you so anxious to see me?--Sugar, I think?" + +"It's a long story," he replied, looking t her from under his eyebrows, +"and I don't much care or telling it in a place like' this, where all +we say can be heard by anyone on the other side of the door." + +Iris was watching his countenance. The cold politeness with which she +had received him had become a very transparent mask; beneath it showed +eager curiosity and trembling hope. + +"We can go out, if you like," she said. + +"And most likely meet those singular friends of yours. Who on earth are +they?" + +"Very nice people," replied Mrs. Woolstan, holding up her head. + +"They are intolerably vulgar, and you must be aware of it. I felt +ashamed to see you among them. What are you doing at a place like this? +Why have you shut up your house?" + +"Really," exclaimed Iris, with a flutter, "that is my business." + +Lashmar's nervous irritation was at once subdued. He looked timidly at +the indignant face, let his eyes fall, and murmured an apology. + +"I've been going through strange things, and I'm not quite master of +myself. The night before last"--his voice sunk to a hollow note--"I +very nearly took poison." + +"What do you mean? Poison?" + +Mrs. Woolstan's eyes widened in horror. Lashmar regarded her with a +smile of intense melancholy. + +"One thing only kept me from it. I remembered that I was in your debt, +and I felt it would be too cowardly." + +"What has happened?--Come and sit near the window; no one could hear us +talking here. I have been expecting to read of your election. Is it +something to do with Lady Ogram's death? I have wanted so much to know +about that, and how it affected you." + +A few questions gave Dyce the comfortable assurance that Iris had not +seen Mrs. Toplady for a long time. Trouble with servants, she said, +coming after a slight illness, had decided her to quit her house for +the rest of the summer, and the Barkers persuaded her to come to +Gorleston. When Leonard left school for his holidays, she meant to go +with him to some nice place. + +"But do tell me what you mean by those dreadful words? And why have you +come to see _me_?" + +She was her old self, the Iris Woolstan on whom first of all Lashmar +had tried his "method," who had so devoutly believed in him and given +such substantial proof of her faith. The man felt his power, and began +to recover self-respect. + +"Tell me one thing," he said, bending towards her. "May I remain your +debtor for a little longer? Will it put you to inconvenience?" + +"Not at all!" was the impulsive reply. "I told you I didn't want the +money. I have more than six hundred pounds a year, and never spend +quite all of it." + +Lashmar durst not raise his eyes lest a gleam of joy should betray him. +He knew now what he had so long desired to know. Six hundred a year; it +was enough. + +"You are very kind. That relieves me. For two or three days I have been +in despair. Yes, you shall hear all about it. I owe you the whole +truth, for no one ever understood me as you did, and no one ever gave +me such help--of every kind. First of all, about my engagement to Miss +Bride. It's at an end. But more than that it wasn't a real engagement +at all. We tried to play a comedy, and the end has been tragic." + +Iris drew a deep breath of wonder. Her little lips were parted, her +little eyebrows made a high arch; she had the face of a child who +listens to a strange and half terrifying story. + +"Don't you see how it was?" he exclaimed, in a subdued voice of +melodious sadness. "Lady Ogram discovered that her niece--you remember +May Tomalin? thought rather too well of me. This did not suit her +views; she had planned a marriage between May and Lord Dymchurch. You +know what her temper was. One day she gave me the choice: either I +married Constance Bride, or I never entered her house again. Imagine my +position. Think of me, with my ambitions, my pride, and the debt I had +incurred to you. Can you blame me much if, seeing that Lady Ogram's +life might end any day, I met her tyranny by stratagem. How I longed to +tell you the truth! But I felt bound in honour to silence. Constance +Bride, my friend and never anything more, agreed to the pretence of an +engagement. Wasn't it brave of her? And so things went on, until the +day when Dymchurch came down to Rivenoak, and proposed to May. The +silly girl refused him. There was a terrible scene, such as I hope +never to behold again. May was driven forth from the house, and Lady +Ogram, just as she was bidding me take steps for my immediate marriage, +fell to the ground unconscious--dying." + +He paused impressively. The listener was panting as if she had run a +race. + +"And the will?" she asked. + +"It dates from a year ago. May Tomalin is not mentioned in it. I, of +course, have nothing." + +Iris gazed at the floor. A little sound as of consternation had passed +her lips, but she made no attempt to console the victim of destiny who +sat with bowed head before her. After a brief silence, Lashmar told of +the will as it concerned Constance Bride, insisting on the fact that +she was a mere trustee of the wealth bequeathed to her. With a +humorously doleful smile, he spoke of Lady Ogram's promise to defray +his election expenses, and added that Miss Bride, in virtue of her +trusteeship, would carry out this wish. Another exclamation sounded +from the listener, this time one of joy. + +"Well, that's something! I suppose the expenses are heavy, aren't they?" + +"Oh, not very. But what's the use? Of course I withdraw." + +He let his hand fall despondently. Again there was silence. + +"And that is why you thought of taking poison?" asked Iris, with a +quick glance at his lowering visage. + +"Isn't it a good reason? All is over with me. If Lady Ogram had lived +to make her new will, I should have been provided for. Now I am +penniless and hopeless." + +"But, if she had lived, you would have had to marry Miss Bride." + +Dyce made a sorrowful gesture. + +"No. She would never have consented, even if I could have brought +myself to such a sacrifice. In any case, I was doomed." + +"But--" + +Iris paused, biting her lip. + +"You were going to say?" + +"Only--that I suppose you would have been willing to marry that girl, +the niece." + +"I will answer you frankly." He spoke in the softest tone and his look +had a touching candour. "You, better than anyone, know the nature of my +ambition. You know it is not merely personal. One doesn't like to talk +grandiloquently, but, alone with you, there is no harm in saying that I +have a message for our time. We have reached a point in social and +political evolution where all the advance of modern life seems to be +imperilled by the growing preponderance of the multitude. Our need is +of men who are born to guide and rule, and I feel myself one of these. +But what can I do as long as I am penniless? And so I answer you +frankly: yes, if May Tomalin had inherited Lady Ogram's wealth, I +should have _felt it my duly_ to marry her." + +Iris listened without a smile. Lashmar had never spoken with a more +convincing show of earnestness. + +"What is she going to do?" asked the troubled little woman, her eyes +cast down. + +Dyce told all that he knew of May's position. He was then questioned as +to the state of things political at Hollingford: his replies were at +once sanguine and disconsolate. + +"Well," he said at length, "I have done my best, but fortune is against +me. In coming to see you, I discharged what I felt to be a duty. Let me +again thank you for your generous kindness. Now I must work, work--" + +He stood an image of noble sadness, of magnanimity at issue with cruel +fate. Iris glanced timidly at him; her panting showed that she wished +to speak, but could not. He offered his hand; Iris took it, but only +for an instant. + +"I want you to tell me something else," broke from her lips. + +"I will tell you anything." + +"Are you in love with that girl--Miss Tomalin?" + +With sorrowful dignity, he shook his head; with proud +self-consciousness, he smiled. + +"Nor with Miss Bride?" + +"I think of her exactly as if she were a man." + +"If I told you that I very much wished you to do something, would you +care to do it?" + +"Your wish is for me a command," Dyce answered gently. "If it were not, +I should be grossly ungrateful." + +"Then promise to go through with the election. Your expenses are +provided for. If you win, I am _sure_ some way can be found of +providing you with an income--I am _sure_ it can!" + +"It shall be as you wish," said Lashmar, seeming to speak with a +resolute cheerfulness. "I will return to Hollingford by the first train +to-morrow." + +They talked for a few minutes more. Lashmar mentioned where he was +going to pass the night. He promised to resume their long-interrupted +correspondence, and to let his friend have frequent reports from +Hollingford. Then they shook hands, and parted silently. + +After dinner, Dyce strayed shorewards. He walked down to the little +harbour, and out on to the jetty. A clouded sky had brought night fast +upon sunset; green and red lamps shone from the lighthouse at the jetty +head, and the wash of the rising tide sounded in darkness on either +hand. Not many people had chosen this spot for their evening walk, but, +as he drew near to the lighthouse, he saw the figure of a woman against +the grey obscurity; she was watching a steamboat slowly making its way +through the harbour mouth. He advanced, and at the sound of his nearing +step the figure faced to him. There was just light enough to enable him +to recognise Iris. + +"You oughtn't to be here alone," he said. + +"Oh, why not?" she replied with a laugh. "I'm old enough to take care +of myself." + +The wind had begun to moan; waves tide-borne against the jetty made a +hollow booming, and at moments scattered spray. + +"How black it is to-night!" Iris added. "It will rain. There! I felt a +spot." + +"Only a splash of sea-water, I think," replied Lashmar, standing close +beside her. + +Both gazed at the dark vast of sea and sky. A pair of ramblers +approached them; a young man and a girl, talking loudly the tongue of +lower London. + +"I know a young lady," sounded in the feminine voice, "as 'as a keeper +set with a di'mond and a hamethys--lovely!" + +"Come away," said Dyce. "What a hateful place this is! How can you bear +to be among such brutes?" + +Iris moved on by him, but said nothing. + +"I felt ashamed," he added, "to find you with people like the Barkers. +Do you mean to say they don't disgust you?" + +"They are not so bad as that," Iris weakly protested. "But you mustn't +think I regard them as intimate friends. It's only that--I've been +rather lonely lately. Len away at school--and several things--" + +"Yes, yes, I understand. But they're no company for you. Do get away as +soon as possible." + +Another couple went by them talking loudly the same vernacular. + +"If I put a book down for a day," said the young woman, "I forget all +I've read. I've a hawful bad memory for readin'." + +"How I loathe that class!" Lashmar exclaimed. "I never came to this +part of the coast, because I knew it was defiled by them. For heaven's +sake, get away t Go to some place where your ears won't be perpetually +outraged. I can't bear to think of leaving you here." + +"I'll go as soon as ever I can--I promise you," murmured Iris. "There! +It really is beginning to rain. We must walk quickly." + +"Will you take my arm?" + +She did so, and they hurried on. + +"That's the democracy," said Lashmar. "Those are the people for whom we +are told that the world exists. They get money, and it gives them +power. Meanwhile, the true leaders of mankind, as often as not, +struggle through their lives in poverty and neglect." + +Iris's voice sounded timidly. + +"You would feel it of no use to have just enough for independence?" + +"For the present," he replied, "it would be all I ask. But I might just +as well ask for ten thousand a year." + +The rain was beating upon them. During the ascent to Sunrise Terrace, +neither spoke a word. At the door of her lodgings, Iris looked into her +companion's face, and said in a tremulous voice: + +"I am sure you will be elected! I'm certain of it!" + +Dyce laughed, pressed her hand, and, as the door opened, walked away +through the storm. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII + + +Lord Dymchurch went down into Somerset. His younger sister was in a +worse state of health than he had been led to suppose; there could be +no thought of removing her from home. A day or two later, her malady +took a hopeless turn, and by the end of the week she was dead. + +A month after this, the surviving daughter of the house, seeking solace +in the ancient faith to which she had long inclined, joined a religious +community. Dymchurch was left alone. + +Since his abrupt departure from Rivenoak, he had lived a silent life, +spending the greater part of every day in solitude. Grief was not +sufficient to account for the heaviness and muteness which had fallen +upon him, or for the sudden change by which his youthful-looking +countenance had become that of a middle-aged man. He seemed to shrink +before eyes that regarded him, however kind their expression; one might +have thought that some secret shame was harassing his mind. He himself, +indeed, would have used no other word to describe the ill under which +he suffered. Looking back on that strange episode of his life which +began with his introduction to Mrs. Toplady and ended in the park at +Rivenoak, he was stung almost beyond endurance by a sense of +ignominious folly. On his lonely walks, and in the silence of sleepless +nights, he often gesticulated and groaned like a man in pain. His +nerves became so shaken that at times he could hardly raise a glass or +cup to his lips without spilling the contents. Poverty and loneliness +he had known, and had learnt to bear them with equanimity; for the +first time he was tasting humiliation. + +Incessantly be reviewed the stages of his foolishness and, as he deemed +it, of his dishonour. But he had lost the power to understand that +phantasm of himself which pranked so grotesquely in the retrospect. Was +it true that he had reasoned and taken deliberate step after step in +the wooing of Lady Ogram's niece? Might he not urge in his excuse, to +cloak him from his own and the world's contempt, some unsuspected +calenture, for which, had he known, he ought to have taken medical +advice? When, in self-chastisement, he tried to summon before his +mind's eye the image of May Tomalin, he found it quite impossible; the +face no longer existed for him; the voice was as utterly forgotten as +any he might have chanced to hear for a few minutes on that fatal +evening in Pont Street. And this was what he had seen as an object of +romantic tenderness--this vaporous nothing, this glimmer in a dazed eye! + +Calm moments brought a saner self-reproach. "I simply yielded to the +common man's common temptation. I am poor, and it was wealth that +dazzled and lured me. Pride would explain more subtly; that is but a +new ground of shame. I felt a prey to the vulgarest and basest passion; +better to burn that truth into my mind, and to make the brand a +lifelong warning. I shall the sooner lift up my head again." + +He seemed to palliate his act by remembering that he wished to benefit +his sisters. Neither of them--the poor dead girl, and she who lived +only for self-forgetfulness--would have been happier at the cost of his +disgrace. How well it was, indeed, that he had been saved from that +debasement in their eyes. + +He lived on in the silent house, quite alone and desiring no +companionship. Few letters came for him, and he rarely saw a newspaper. +After a while he was able to forget himself in the reading of books +which tranquillised his thought, and held him far from the noises of +the passing world. So sequestered was the grey old house that he could +go forth when he chose into lanes and meadows without fear of +encountering anyone who would disturb his meditation and his enjoyment +of nature's beauty. Through the mellow days of the declining summer, he +lived amid trees and flowers, slowly recovering health and peace in +places where a bird's note, or the ripple of a stream, or the sighing +of the wind, were the only sounds under the ever-changing sky. + +His thoughts were often of death, but not on that account gloomy. +Reading in his Marcus Aurelius, he said to himself that the Stoic +Emperor must, after all, have regarded death with some fear: else, why +speak of it so persistently, and with such marshalling of arguments to +prove it no matter for dread? Dymchurch never wished to shorten his +life, yet, without other logic than that of a quiet heart, came to +think more than resignedly of the end towards which he moved. He was +the last of his family, and no child would ever bear his name. Without +bitterness, he approved this extinction of a line which seemed to have +outlived its natural energies. He, at all events, would bear no +responsibility for suffering or wrongdoing in the days to come. + +The things which had so much occupied him during the last year or two, +the state of the time, its perils and its needs, were now but seldom in +his mind: he felt himself ripening to that "wise passiveness," which, +through all his intellectual disquiet, he had regarded as the +unattainable ideal. When, as a very young man, he exercised himself in +versifying, the model he more or less consciously kept in view was +Matthew Arnold; it amused him now to recall certain of the compositions +he had once been rather proud of, and to recognise how closely he had +trodden in Arnold's footprints; at the same time, he felt glad that the +aspiration of his youth seemed likely to become the settled principle +of his maturity. Nowadays he gave much of his thought to Wordsworth, +content to study without the desire of imitating. Whether he could _do_ +anything, whether he could bear witness in any open way to what he held +the truth, must still remain uncertain; sure it was that a profound +distrust of himself in every practical direction, a very humble sense +of follies committed and dangers barely escaped, would for a long time +make him a silent and solitary man. He hoped that some way might be +shown him, some modest yet clear way, by following which he would live +not wholly to himself; but he had done for ever with schemes of social +regeneration, with political theories, with all high-sounding words and +phrases. It might well prove that the work appointed him was simply to +live as an honest man. Was that so easy, or such a little thing? + +Walking one day a mile or two from home, in one of those high-bowered +Somerset lanes which are unsurpassed for rural loveliness, he came +within sight of a little cottage, which stood apart from a hamlet +hidden beyond a near turning of the road. Before it moved a man, +white-headed, back-bent, so crippled by some ailment that he tottered +slowly and painfully with the aid of two sticks. Just as Dymchurch drew +near, the old fellow accidentally let fall his pipe, which he had been +smoking as he hobbled along. For him this incident was a disaster; he +stared down helplessly at the pipe and the little curl of smoke which +rose from it, utterly unable to stoop for its recovery. Dymchurch, +seeing the state of things, at once stepped to his assistance. + +"I thank you, sir, I thank you," said the hobbler, with pleasant +frankness. "A man isn't much use when he can't even keep his pipe in +his mouth, to say nothing of picking it up when it drops; what do _you_ +think, sir?" + +Dymchurch talked with him. The man had spent his life as a gardener, +and now for a couple of years, invalided by age and rheumatism, had +lived in this cottage on a pension. His daughter, a widow, dwelt with +him, but was away working nearly the whole of the day. He got along +very well, but one thing there was that grieved him, the state of his +little garden. Through the early summer he had been able to look after +it as usual, pottering among the flowers and the vegetables for an hour +or two each day; but there came rainy weather, and with it one of his +attacks, and the garden was now so overgrown with weeds that it "hurt +his eyes," it really did, to look that way. The daughter dug potatoes +and gathered beans as they were wanted, but she had neither time nor +strength to do more. + +Interested in a difficulty such as he had never imagined, Dymchurch +went up to the garden-wall, and viewed the state of things. Indeed, it +was deplorable. Thistles, docks, nettles, wild growths innumerable, +were choking the flowers in which the old man so delighted. But the +garden was such a small one that little trouble and time would be +needed to put it in order. + +"Will you let me do it for you?" he asked, good-naturedly. "It's just +the kind of job I should like." + +"You, sir!" cried the old fellow, all but again losing his pipe in +astonishment. "Ho, ho! That's a joke indeed!" + +Without another word, Dymchurch opened the wicket, flung off his coat, +and got to work. He laboured for more than an hour, the old man leaning +on the wall and regarding him with half-ashamed, half-amused +countenance. They did not talk much, but, when he had begun to perspire +freely, Dymchurch looked at his companion, and said: + +"Now here's a thing I never thought of. Neglect your garden for a few +weeks, and it becomes a wilderness; nature conquers it back again. +Think what that means; how all the cultivated places of the earth are +kept for men only by ceaseless fighting with nature, year in, year out." + +"And that's true, sir, that's true. I've thought of it sometimes, but +then I'm a gardener, you see, and it's my business, as you may say, to +have such thoughts." + +"It's every man's business," returned Dymchurch, supporting himself on +his hoe, and viewing the uprooted weeds. "I never realised as in this +half-hour at the cost of what incessant labour the earth is kept at +man's service. If I have done you a good turn, you have done me a +better." + +And he hoed vigorously at a root of dandelion. + +Not for years had he felt so well in body and mind as during his walk +home. There, there was the thought for which he had been obscurely +groping! What were volumes of metaphysics and of sociology to the man +who had heard this one little truth whispered from the upturned mould? +Henceforth he knew _why_ he was living, and _how_ it behooved him to +live. Let theories and poesies follow if they would: for him, the prime +duty was that nearest to him, to strive his best that the little corner +of earth which he called his own should yield food for man. At this +moment there lay upon his table letters informing him of the +unsatisfactory state of his Kentish farm; the tenant was doing badly in +every sense of the word, and would willingly escape from his lease if +opportunity were given. Very well; the man should go. + +"I will live there myself. I will get some practical man to live with +me, until I understand farming. For profit, I don't care; all will be +well if I keep myself alive and furnish food for a certain number of +other mortals. This is the work ready to my hand. No preaching, no +theorising, no trying to prove that the earth should be parcelled out +and every man turn delver. I will cultivate this ground because it is +mine, and because no other way offers of living as a man should--taking +some part, however humble, in the eternal strife with nature." + +The idea had before now suggested itself to him, but not as the result +of a living conviction. If he had then turned to farming, it would have +been as an experiment in life; more or less vague reflections on the +needs of the time would have seemed to justify him. Now he was +indifferent to all "questions" save that prime solicitude of the human +race, how to hold its own against the hostile forces everywhere leagued +against it. Life was a perpetual struggle, and, let dreamers say what +they might, could never be anything else; he, for one, perceived no +right that he had to claim exemption from the doom of labour. Had he +felt an impulse to any other kind of work, well and good, he would have +turned to it; but nothing whatever called to him with imperative voice +save this task of tilling his own acres. It might not always satisfy +him; he took no vow of one sole vocation; he had no desire to let his +mind rust whilst his hands grew horny. Enough that for the present he +had an aim which he saw as a reality. + +On his return home, he found a London letter awaiting him. It was with +a nervous shrug that he saw the writing of Mrs. Toplady. Addressing him +at his club, she invited him to dine on an evening a fortnight hence, +if he chanced to be in town. + +"You heard, of course," she added, "of the defeat of Mr. Lashmar at +Hollingford. It seems to have been inevitable." + +So Lashmar had been defeated. The Hollingford election interested +Dymchurch so little that he had never inquired as to its result; in +truth, he had forgotten all about it. + +"I fear Mr. Lashmar is rather disappointing. Rumour says that the +philosophical theory of life and government which he put before us as +original was taken word for word from a French book which he took for +granted no one would have read. I hope this is not true; it has a very +unpleasant sound." + +Quite as unpleasant, thought Dymchurch, was Mrs. Toplady's zeal in +spreading the rumour. He found no difficulty in crediting it. The +bio-sociological theory had occupied his thoughts for a time, and, in +reflecting upon it now, he found it as plausible as any other; but it +had no more power to interest him. Lashmar, perhaps, was mere sophist, +charlatan, an unscrupulous journalist who talked instead of writing. +Words, words! How sick he was of the universal babble! The time had +taken for its motto that counsel of Mephisto: _Vor allem haltet euch an +Worte_! And how many of these loud talkers believed the words they +uttered, or had found them in their own minds? + +And how many preachers of Socialism--in this, that or the other form, +had in truth the socialistic spirit? Lashmar, with his emphasis on the +obligation of social service--was he not simply an ambitious struggler +and intriguer, careless of everything but his own advancement? Probably +enough. And, on the whole, was there ever an age so rank with +individualism as this of ours, which chatters ceaselessly of +self-subdual to the common cause? + +"I, too," thus he thought, "am as much an individualist as the others. +If I said that I cared a rap for mankind at large, I should be +phrase-making. Only, thank heaven! I don't care to advertise myself, I +don't care to make money. I ask only to be left alone, and to satisfy +in quiet my sense of self-respect." + +On the morrow, he was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX + + +"When you receive this letter, you will have already seen the result. I +knew how it would be, but tried to hope because you were hoping. My +poll is better than that of the last Liberal candidate, but Hollingford +remains a Tory stronghold. Shall I come to see you? I am worn out, +utterly exhausted, and can scarcely hold the pen. Perhaps a few days at +the sea-side would do me good, but what right have I to idle? If you +would like me to come, please wire to Alverholme Rectory. Possibly you +would rather I didn't bring my gloom, now you have Len with you and are +enjoying yourself. Above all, be quite frank. If you are too +disappointed to care to see me, in heaven's name, say so! You needn't +fear its effect upon me. I should be glad to have done with the world, +but I have duties to discharge. I wish you could have heard my last +speech, there were good things in it. You shall see my address of +thanks to those who voted for me; I must try to get it widely +circulated, for, as you know, it has more than local importance. +Breakspeare, good fellow, says that I have a great career before me; I +grin, and can't tell him the squalid truth. There are many things I +should like to speak about; my brain is feverishly active. I must try +to rest; another twenty-four hours of this strain, and the results +would be serious. In any case, wire to me--yes or no. If it is _no_, I +shall say 'so be it,' and begin at once to look out for some way of +earning bread and cheese. We shall be friends all the same." + +Mrs. Woolstan was at Eastbourne. Having read Lashmar's letter, she +brooded for a few minutes, then betook herself to the post-office, and +telegraphed "Come at once." A few hours later she received a telegram +informing her that Lashmar would reach Eastbourne at eleven o'clock on +the next morning. At that hour, she waited in her lodgings on the +sea-front. A cab drove up; Lashmar was shown into the room. + +He looked, indeed, much the worse for his agitations. His hand was hot; +he moved languidly, and seemed to be too tired to utter more than a few +words. + +"Are you alone?" + +"Quite. Len is down on the shore, and won't be back till half-past one." + +"Would you--mind--if I lay down--on the sofa?" + +"Of course not," replied Iris, regarding him anxiously. "You're not +ill, I hope?" + +He took her hand, and pressed it against his forehead, with the most +melancholy of smiles. Having dropped onto the couch, he beckoned Iris +to take a chair beside him. + +"What can I get for you?" she asked. "You must have some refreshment--" + +"Sleep, sleep!" he moaned musically. "If I could but sleep a +little!--But I have so much to say. Don't fuss; you know how I hate +fuss. No, no, I don't want anything, I assure you. But I haven't slept +for a week Give me your hand. How glad I am to see you again! So you +still have faith in me? You don't despise me?" + +"What nonsense!" said Iris, allowing him to hold her hand against his +breast as he lay motionless, his eyes turned to the ceiling. "You must +try again, that's all. At Hollingford, it was evidently hopeless." + +"Yes. I made a mistake. If I could have stood as a Conservative, I +should have carried all before me. It was Lady Ogram's quarrel with +Robb which committed me to the other side." + +Iris was silent, panting a little as if she suppressed words which had +risen to her lips. He turned his head to look at her. + +"Of course you understand that party names haven't the least meaning +for me. By necessity, I wear a ticket, but it's a matter of total +indifference to me what name it bears. My object has nothing to do with +party politics. But for Lady Ogram's squabbles, I should at this moment +be Member for Hollingford." + +"But would it be possible?" asked Iris, with a flutter, "to call +yourself a Conservative next time?" + +"I have been thinking about that." He spoke absently, his eyes still +upwards. "It is pretty certain that the Conservative side gives me more +chance. It enrages me to think how I should have triumphed at +Hollingford! I could have roused the place to such enthusiasm as it +never knew! The great mistake of my life--but what choice had I? Lady +Ogram was fatal to me." + +He groaned, and let his eyelids droop. + +"It is possible that, at the general election, a Liberal constituency +may invite me. In that case, of course--" He broke off with a weary +wave of the band. "But what's the use of thinking about it? I must look +for work. Do you know, I have thoughts of going to New Zealand." + +"Oh! That's nonsense!" + +"Try to realise my position." He raised himself on his elbow. "After my +life of the last few months, will it be very enjoyable to become a +subordinate, to work for wages, to sink into obscurity? Does it seem to +you natural? Do you think I shall be able to bear it?" + +He had begun to quiver with excitement. As Iris kept silence, he rose +to a sitting position, and continued more vehemently. + +"Don't you understand that death would be preferable, a thousand times? +Imagine me--_me_ at the beck and call of paltry every-day people! Does +it seem to you fitting that I should pay by such degradation for one or +two trivial errors? How I shall bear it, I don't know; but bear it I +must. I keep reminding myself that I am not a free man. If once I could +pay my debt--" + +"Oh, _don't_ talk about that!" exclaimed Iris, on a note of distress. +"What do I care about the money?" + +"No, but _I_ care about my honour!" cried Lashmar. "If I had won the +election, all would have been different; my career would have begun. Do +you know what I should have done in that case? I should have come to +you, and have said: 'I am a Member of Parliament. It is to you that I +owe this, more than to anyone else. Will you do yet more for me? Will +you be my companion in the life upon which I am entering--share all my +hopes--help me to conquer?'--_That_ is what I meant to do. But I am +beaten, and I can only ask you to have patience with your miserable +debtor." + +He let his face fall onto the head of the sofa, and shook with emotion. +There was a short silence, then Iris, her cheeks flushing, lightly +touched his hair. At once he looked up, gazed into her face. + +"What! You still believe in me? Enough for _that_?" + +"Yes," replied Iris, her eyes down, and her bosom fluttering. "Enough +for that." + +"Ah! But be careful--think!" He looked at her with impressive sadness. +"Your friends will tell you that you are marrying a penniless +adventurer. Have you the courage to face all that kind of thing?" + +"I know you better than my friends do," replied Iris, taking in both +her own the hand he held to her. "My fear," she added, again dropping +her eyes and fluttering, "is that you will some day repent." + +"Never! Never! It would be the blackest ingratitude!" + +He spoke so fervently that the freckled face became rosy with joy. It +was so near to his, that the man in him claimed warmer tribute, and +Iris grew rosier still. + +"Haven't you always loved me a little?" she whispered. + +"If I had only known it!" answered Lashmar, the victor's smile softened +with self-reproach. "My ambition has much to answer for. Forgive me, +Iris." + +"There's something else I must say, dear," she murmured. "After all, I +have so little--and there is Len, you know--" + +"Why, of course. Do you imagine I should wish to rob him?" + +"No, no, no!" she panted. "But it is such a small income, after all. +I'm afraid we ought to--to be careful, at first--" + +"Of course we must. We shall live as simply as possible. And then, you +mustn't suppose that I shall never earn money. It's only waiting for +one's opportunity." + +A silence fell between them. Lashmar's amorous countenance had an +under-note of thoughtfulness; Iris, smiling blissfully, none the less +reflected. + +"What are you thinking of?" he asked, gently. + +"Only how happy I am. I haven't the slightest fear. I know you have +great things before you. Of course we must make use of our friends. May +I write to Mrs. Toplady, and tell her?" + +She spoke without looking at him, and so was spared the interpretation +of muscular twitches. + +"Certainly. Do you know whether she is still in London?" + +"I don't know, but probably not. Don't you think she may be very useful +to us? I have always found her very nice and kind, and she knows such +hosts of people." + +Lashmar had his own thoughts about Mrs. Toplady, but the advantage of +her friendship was undeniable. Happily, he had put it out of her power +to injure him by any revelations she might make concerning May Tomalin; +his avowal to Iris that May had been undisguisedly in love with him +would suffice to explain anything she might hear about the tragi-comedy +at Rivenoak. Whether the lady of Pont Street could be depended upon for +genuine good will, was a question that must remain unsettled until he +had seen her again. She had bidden him to call upon her, at all events, +and plainly it would be advisable to do so as soon as possible. + +"Yes," he answered, reflectively. "She is a person to be reckoned with. +It's possible her advice might be worth something in the difficulty +about Liberal or Conservative. She is intelligent enough, I think, to +understand me on that point. Yes, you might write to her at once. If I +were you, I would speak quite frankly. You know her well enough for +that, don't you?" + +"Frankly? How?" + +"Oh, I mean that you might say we have really been fond of each other +for a long time--and that--well, that fate has brought us together in +spite of everything that kind of thing, you know." + +"Yes, yes!" exclaimed Iris. "That's just what I should like to say." + +Their talk grew calmly practical; the last half hour of it was +concerned with pecuniary detail. Her eye on the clock--for Leonard was +sure to enter very soon--Mrs. Woolstan gave a full account of her +income, enumerating the securities which were in the hands of her +trustee, Mr. Wrybolt, and those which she had under her own control. In +the event of her re-marriage, Mr. Wrybolt's responsibility came to an +end, a circumstance very pleasing to Lashmar. When the schoolboy +interrupted them, their conversation was by no means finished. After a +cheerful lunch, they resumed it on the sea-shore, Leonard being sent +off to amuse himself as he would. By tea-time, it had been agreed that +Lashmar should at once give up his expensive London rooms, and come +down to Eastbourne, to recruit his health and enjoy Iris's society, +until Leonard went back to school. The house at West Hampstead should +be their home for the first twelvemonth; by that time they would see +how things were going, and be able to make plans. Early in the evening, +Lashmar took a train for town. + +At his lodgings he found several letters; two of them were important. +Constance Bride's handwriting indicated the envelope to be first torn +open. She wrote concisely and with her usual clearness. The ill news +from Hollingford had been a grief to her, but it was very satisfactory +to see that Lashmar had reduced the Conservative majority. "You have +gained some very useful experience, which I hope you may before long +have an opportunity of using. Please send me a statement of the +election expenses as soon as you can; you remember the understanding +between us in that matter. I am soon leaving England for a few weeks, +but a letter directed as above will always reach me." The address +referred to was that of a well-known Society for Social Reform in the +west of London. + +His hand tremulous with the anger which this curt epistle had excited, +Lashmar broke an envelope on the flap of which was printed in red +letters the Pont Street address so familiar to him. Mrs. Toplady wrote +more at length; she took the trouble to express her disappointment at +the result of the Hollingford election in courteously rounded +terms--"Our dear old friend of Rivenoak would have found some apt +phrase to describe such a man as Butterworth. Wasn't she good at that +kind of thing! How I have laughed to hear her talk of the late lamented +Robb! You have the satisfaction of knowing that you got more votes than +any Liberal has done at Hollingford for many years so the papers tell +me. In fact, you have made a very good start indeed, and I am sure the +eye of the party will be on you." + +Lashmar glowed. He had not expected such words from Mrs. Toplady. After +all, Iris had given him good advice. Who knew but this woman might be +more useful to him than Lady Ogram had been? + +"Do you care for news of Miss Tomalin?" the latter continued. "After +spending two or three days with me, she grew restless, and took rooms +for herself. I am afraid, to tell you the truth, that she is a little +disappointing; it is perhaps quite as well that a certain romantic +affair which was confided to me came to nothing. A week after she left +my house, I received a very stiff (not to say impertinent) letter, in +which the young lady informed me that she was about to marry a Mr. +Yabsley of Northampton, a man (to quote her words) 'of the highest +powers and with a brilliant future already assured to him.' This seemed +to me, I confess, a little sudden, but at least it had the merit of +being amusing. Perhaps I may venture to hope that you are already quite +consoled? Remember me, I beg, to Miss Bride. Are you likely to be in +this part of the world during the holidays? If anywhere near, do come +and see me, and we will talk about that striking philosophical theory +of yours." + +Lashmar bit his lip. All at once he saw Mrs. Toplady's smile, and it +troubled him. None the less did he ponder her letter, re-reading it +several times. Presently he mused with uneasiness on the fact that Iris +might even now be writing to Mrs. Toplady. Would her interest in +him--she seemed indeed to be genuinely interested survive the +announcement that, after all, he was not going to marry Constance +Bride, but had declined upon an insignificant little widow with a few +hundreds a year? Was not this upshot of his adventures too beggarly? +Had Mrs. Toplady been within easy reach, he would have gone to see her; +but she wrote from the north of Scotland. He could only await the +result of Iris's letter. + +To the news concerning May Tomalin, he gave scarcely a thought. Mr. +Yabsley, of Northampton! + +Exceeding weariness sank him for a few hours in sleep; but before dawn +he was tossing again on the waves of miserable doubt. Why had he not +waited a little before going to see Iris? If only he had received this +letter of Mrs. Toplady in time, it would have checked him--or so he +thought. Was it the malice of fate which had ordained that, on his way +to Eastbourne, he should not have troubled to look in at his lodgings? +How many such wretched accidents he could recall! Was he, instead of +being fortune's favourite, simply a poor devil hunted by ill luck, +doomed to lose every chance? Why not he as well as another? Such men +abound. + +He had not yet taken the irretrievable step. Until he was actually +married, a hope remained to him. He might postpone the fatal day; his +purse was not yet empty. Why should he be too strict in the report of +his election expenses to Constance? Every pound in his pocket meant a +prolongation of liberty, a new horizon of the possible-- + +Two days later he was back again at Eastbourne. He had taken a cheap +little lodging, and yielded himself to sea-side indolence. A week +passed, then Iris heard from Mrs. Toplady. She did not at once show +Lashmar the letter; she awaited a moment when he was lulled by physical +comfort into a facile and sanguine humour. + +"Mrs. Toplady must have been in a hurry when she wrote this," was her +remark, as, with seeming carelessness, she produced the letter. "Of +course she has an enormous correspondence. I shall hear again from her, +no doubt, before long." + +One side only of the note-paper was covered. In formal phrase, the +writer said that she was glad to hear of her friend's engagement, and +wished her all happiness. Not a word about their future meeting; not an +allusion to Lashmar's prospects. If Iris had announced her coming +marriage with some poor clerk, Mrs. Toplady could not have written +less effusively. + +"There's an end of her interest in _me_," Dyce remarked, with a nervous +shrug. + +Iris protested, and did her best to put another aspect on the matter, +but without success. For twenty-four hours, Lashmar kept away from her; +she, offended, tried to disregard his absence, but at length sped to +make inquiries, fearful lest he should be driven to despair. At the +murky end of a wet evening, they paced the esplanade together. + +"You don't love me," said Iris, on a sob. + +"It is because I love you," he replied, glooming, "that I can't bear to +think of you married to such a luckless fellow as I am." + +"Dearest!" she whispered. "Am I ruining you? Do you wish to be free +again? Tell me the truth; I think I can bear it." + +The next day saw them rambling in sunshine, Lashmar amorous and +resigned, Iris flutteringly hopeful. And with such alternations did the +holiday go by. When Leonard returned to school, their marriage was +fixed for ten days later. + +Shortly before leaving Eastbourne, Iris had written to Mr. Wrybolt. +Already they had corresponded on the subject of her marriage; this last +letter, concerning a point of business which required immediate +attention, remained without reply. Puzzled by her trustee's silence, +Iris, soon after she reached home, went to see him at his City Office. +She learnt that Mr. Wrybolt was out of town, but would certainly return +in a day or two. + +Again she wrote. Again she waited in vain for a reply. On a dull +afternoon near the end of September, as she sat thinking of Lashmar and +resolutely seeing him in the glorified aspect dear to her heart and +mind, the servant announced Mr. Barker. This was the athletic young man +in whose company she had spent some time at Gorleston before Lashmar's +coming. His business lay in the City; he knew Mr. Wrybolt, and through +him had made Mrs. Woolstan's acquaintance. The face with which he +entered the drawing-room portended something more than a friendly chat. +Iris had at one time thought that this young man felt disposed to offer +her marriage; was that his purpose now, and did it account for his odd +look? + +"I want to ask you," Mr. Barker began, abruptly, "whether you know +anything about Wrybolt? Have you heard from him lately?" + +Iris replied that she herself wished to hear of that gentleman, who did +not answer her letters, and was said to be out of town. + +"That's so, is it?" exclaimed the young man, with a yet stranger look +on his face. "You really have no idea where he is?" + +"None whatever. And I particularly want to see him." + +"So do I," said Mr. Barker, smiling grimly. "So do several people. +You'll excuse me, I hope, Mrs. Woolstan. I knew he was a friend of +yours, and thought you might perhaps know more about him than we did in +the City. I mustn't stay." + +Iris stared at him as he rose. A vague alarm began to tremble in her +mind. + +"You don't mean that anything's wrong?" she panted. + +"We'll hope not, but it looks queer." + +"Oh!" cried Iris. "He has money of mine. He is my trustee." + +"I know that. Please excuse me; I really mustn't stay." + +"Oh, but tell me, Mr. Barker!" She clutched at his coat sleeve. "Is my +money in danger?" + +"I can't say, but you certainly ought to look after it. Get someone to +make inquiries at once; that's my advice. I really must go." + +He disappeared, leaving Iris motionless in amazement and terror. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX + + +The wedding was to be a very quiet one. Lashmar would have preferred +the civil ceremony, at the table of the registrar, with musty casuals +for witnesses; but Iris shrank from this. It must be at a church, and +with a few friends looking on, or surely people would gossip. Had he +been marrying an heiress, Dyce would have called for pomp and +circumstance, with portraits in the fashion papers, and every form of +advertisement which society has contrived. As it was, he desired to +slink through the inevitable. He was ashamed; he was confounded; and +only did not declare it. To the very eve of the wedding-day, his mind +ferreted elusive hopes. Had men and gods utterly forsaken him? In +solitude, he groaned and gnashed his teeth. And no deliverance came. + +Reaction made him at times the fervent lover, and these interludes +supported Iris's courage. "Let it once be over!" she kept saying to +herself. She trusted in her love and in her womanhood. + +"At all events," cried the bridegroom, "we needn't go through the +foolery of running away to hide ourselves. It's only waste of money." + +But Iris pleaded for the honeymoon. People would think it so strange if +they went straight from church to their home at West Hampstead. And +would not a few autumn weeks of Devon be delightful? Again he yielded. + +The vicar of Alverholme and his wife, when satisfied that Dyce's +betrothed was a respectable person, consented to be present at the +marriage. Not easily did Mrs. Lashmar digest her bitter disappointment, +which came so close upon that of Dyce's defeat at Hollingford; but she +was a practical woman, and, in the state of things at Alverholme, six +hundred a year seemed to her not altogether to be despised. + +"My fear was," she remarked one day to her husband, "that Dyce would be +tempted to marry money. I respect him for the choice he has made; it +shows character." + +The vicar just gave a glance of surprise, but said nothing. Every day +made him an older man in look and bearing. His head was turning white. +He had begun to mutter to himself as he walked about the parish. Not a +man in England who worried more about his own affairs and those of the +world. + +In an obscure lodging, Dyce awaited the day of destiny. One evening he +went to dine at West Hampstead; though he was rather late, Iris had not +yet come home, and she had left no message to explain her absence. He +waited a quarter of an hour. When at length his betrothed came hurrying +into the room, she wore so strange a countenance that Dyce could not +but ask what had happened. Nothing, nothing--she declared. It was only +that she had been obliged to hurry so, and was out of breath, +and--and--. Whereupon she tottered to a chair, death-pale, all but +fainting. + +"What the _devil_ is the matter with you?" cried Lashmar, whose +over-strong nerves could not endure this kind of thing. + +His violence had an excellent effect. Iris recovered herself, and came +towards him with hands extended. + +"It's nothing at all, dearest. I couldn't bear to keep you waiting, and +fretted myself into a fever when I saw what time it was. Don't be angry +with me, will you?" + +Dyce was satisfied. It seemed to him a very natural explanation; a +caress put him into his gracious mood. + +"After all, you know," he said, "you're a very womanly woman. I think +we shall have to give up pretending that you're not." + +"But I've given it up long since!" Iris exclaimed, with large eyes. +"Didn't you know that?" + +"I'm not sure--" he laughed--"that I'm not glad of it." + +And they passed a much more tranquil evening than usual. Iris seemed +tired; she sat with her head on Dyce's shoulder, thrilling when his +lips touched her hair. He had assured her that her hair was +beautiful--that he had always admired its hue of the autumn elm-leaf. +Her face, too, he was beginning to find pretty, and seldom did he +trouble to reflect that she was seven years older than he. + +Already he regarded this house as his own. His books had been +transferred hither, and many of his other possessions. Very carefully +had Iris put out of sight or got rid of, everything which could remind +him of her former marriage. Certain things (portraits and the like) +which must be preserved for Leonard's sake were locked away in the +boy's room. Of course Lashmar had given her no presents; she, on the +other hand, had been very busy in furnishing a study which should +please him, buying the pictures and ornaments he liked, and many +expensive books of which he said that he had need. Into this room Dyce +was not allowed to peep; it waited as a surprise for him on the return +from the honeymoon. Drawing-room and dining-room he trod as master, and +often felt that, after all, a man could be very comfortable here for a +year or two. A box of good cigars invited him after dinner. A womanly +woman, the little mistress of the house; and, all things considered, he +couldn't be sure that he wasn't glad of it. + +One more day only before that of the wedding. Dyce had been on the +point of asking whether all the business with Wrybolt was +satisfactorily settled; but delicacy withheld him. Really, there was +nothing to do; Iris's money simply passed into her own hands on the +event of her marriage. It would be time enough to talk of such things +presently. + +They spent nearly all the last day together. Iris was in the extremity +of nervousness; she looked as if she had not slept for two or three +nights; often she hid her face against Dyce's shoulder, and shook as if +sobbing, but no tears followed. + +"Do you love me?" she asked, again and again. "Do you really, really +love me?" + +"But you know I do," Dyce answered, at length irritably. "How many +times must I tell you? It's all very well to be womanly, but don't be +womanish." + +"You're not sorry you're going to marry me?" + +"You're getting hysterical, and I can't stand that." + +Hysterical she became as soon as Lashmar had left her. One of the two +servants, looking into the dressing-room before going to bed, saw her +lying, half on the floor, half against the sofa, in a lamentable state. +She wailed incoherent phrases. + +"I can't help it--too late--I can't, _can't_ help it oh! oh!" + +Unobserved, the domestic drew back, and went to gossip with her +fellow-servant of this strange incident. + +The hours drove on. Lashmar found himself at the church, accompanied by +his father, his mother, his old friend the Home Office clerk. They +waited the bride's coming; she was five minutes late, ten minutes late; +but came at last. With her were two ladies, kinsfolk of hers. Had Iris +risen from a sick bed to go through this ceremony, she could not have +shown a more disconcerting visage. But she held herself up before the +altar. The book was opened; the words of fate were uttered; the golden +circlet slipped onto her trembling hand; and Mrs. Dyce Lashmar passed +forth upon her husband's arm to the carriage that awaited them. + +A week went by. They were staying at Dawlish, and Lashmar, who had +quite come round to his wife's opinion on the subject of the honeymoon, +cared not how long these days of contented indolence lulled his +ambitious soul; at times he was even touched by the devotion which +repaid his sacrifice. A certain timidity which clung to Iris, a +tremulous solicitude which marked her behaviour to him, became her, he +thought, very well indeed. Constance Bride was right; he could not have +been thus at his ease with a woman capable of reading his thoughts, and +of criticising them. He talked at large of his prospects, which took a +hue from the halcyon sea and sky. + +One morning they had strolled along the cliffs, and in a sunny hollow +they sat down to rest. Dyce took from his pocket a newspaper he had +bought on coming forth. + +"Let us see what fools are doing," he said genially. + +Iris watched him with uneasy eye. The sight of a newspaper was dreadful +to her: yet she always eagerly scanned those that came under her +notice. Lying now on the dry turf, she was able to read one page whilst +Dyce occupied himself with another. Of a sudden she began to shake; +then a half-stifled cry escaped her. + +"What is it?" asked her husband, startled. + +"Oh, look, Dyce! Look at this!" + +She pointed him to a paragraph headed: "Disappearance of a City Man." +When Lashmar had read it, he met his wife's anguished look with +surprise and misgiving. + +"You've had a precious narrow escape. Of course this is nothing to +_you_, now?" + +"Oh but I'm afraid it is--I'm afraid it is, Dyce--" + +"What do you mean? Didn't you get everything out of his hands?" + +"I thought it was safe--I left it till we were back at home--" + +Lashmar started to his feet, pale as death. + +"What? Then all your money is lost?" + +"Oh, surely not? How can it be? We must make inquiries at once--" + +"Inquiries? Inquiries enough have been made, you may depend upon it, +before this got into the papers. Why, read! The fellow has bolted; the +police are after him; he has robbed and swindled right and left. Do you +imagine _your_ money has escaped his clutches?" + +They stood face to face. + +"Dear, don't be angry with me!" sounded from Iris in a choking voice. +"I am not to blame--I couldn't help it--oh don't look at me like that, +dear husband!" + +"But you have been outrageously careless! What right had you to expose +us to this danger? Ass that I was ass, _ass_ that I was! I wanted to +speak of it, and my cursed delicacy prevented me. What right had you to +behave so idiotically?" + +He set off at a great speed towards Dawlish. Iris ran after him, caught +his arm, clung to him. + +"Where are you going? You won't leave me?" + +"I'm going to London, of course," was his only reply, as he strode on. + +Running by his side, Iris told with broken breath of the offer of +marriage she had received from Wrybolt not long ago. She understood now +why he wished to marry her; no doubt he already found himself in grave +difficulties, and saw this as a chance either of obtaining money, or of +concealing a fraud he had already practised at her expense. + +"Why didn't you fell me that before?" cried Lashmar, savagely. "What +right had you to keep it from me?" + +"I ought to have told you. Oh, do forgive me! Don't walk so quickly, +Dyce! I haven't the strength to keep up with you.--You know that he +hadn't everything--most fortunately not everything--" + +With an exclamation of wrathful contempt, the man pursued his way. Iris +fell back; she tottered; she sank to her knee upon the grass, moaning, +sobbing. Only when he was fifty yards ahead did Dyce pause and look +back. Already she was running after him again. He turned, and walked +less quickly. At length there was a touch upon his arm. + +"Dear--dear--don't you love me?" panted a scarce audible voice. + +"Don't be a greater idiot than you have been already," was his fierce +reply. "I have to get to London, and look after your business; that's +enough to think about just now." + +In less than an hour they had taken train. By early evening they +reached Paddington Station, whence they set forth to call upon the +person whom Iris mentioned as most likely to be able to inform them +concerning Wrybolt. It was the athletic Mr. Barker, who dwelt with his +parents at Highgate. An interview with this gentleman, who was caught +at dinner, put an end to the faint hopes Lashmar had tried to +entertain. Wrybolt, said Barker, was not a very interesting criminal; +the frauds he had perpetrated were not great enough to make his case +sensational; but there could be no shadow of doubt that he had turned +his trusteeship to the best account. + +"He has nothing but his skin to pay with," added the young City man, +"and I wouldn't give much for that. Don't distress yourself, Mrs. +Lashmar; I know a lady who is let in worse than you--considerably +worse." + +The newly-married couple made their way to West Hampstead. The servant +who had been left in charge of the house did not conceal her surprise +as she admitted them. It was nearly ten o'clock in the evening. + +"I suppose we must have something to eat," said Dyce, sullenly. + +"You must be very hungry," Iris answered, regarding him like a +frightened but affectionate dog that eyes its master. "Jane shall get +something at once." + +They sat down to such a supper as could be prepared at a moment's +notice. By good fortune, a bottle of claret had been found, and, +excepting one glass, which his wife thankfully swallowed, Lashmar drank +it all. At an ordinary time, this excess would have laid him prostrate; +in the present state of his nerves, it did him nothing but good; a +healthier hue mantled on his cheeks, and he began to look furtively at +Iris with eyes which had lost their evil expression. She, so exhausted +that she could scarce support herself on the chair, timidly met these +glances, but as yet no word was spoken. + +"Why haven't you eaten anything?" asked Dyce at length, breaking the +silence with a voice which was almost natural. + +"I have, dear." + +"Yes, a bit of bread. Come, eat! You'll be ill if you don't." + +She tried to obey. Tears began to trickle down her face. + +"What's the use of going on like that?" Lashmar exclaimed, petulantly +rather than in anger. "You're tired to death. If you really can't eat +anything, better go to bed. We shall see how things look in the +morning." + +Iris rose and came towards him. + +"Thank you, dear, for speaking so kindly. I don't deserve it." + +"Oh, we won't say anything about that," he replied, with an air of +generosity. Then, laughing, "Aren't you going to show me the study?" + +"Dyce! I haven't the heart." + +She began to weep in earnest. + +"Nonsense! Let us go and look at it. I'll carry the lamp." + +They left the room, and Iris, struggling with her tears, led the way to +the study door. As he entered Dyce gave an exclamation of pleasure. The +little room was furnished and adorned very tastefully; hook-shelves, +with all Lashmar's own books carefully arranged, and many new volumes +added, made a pleasant show; a handsome writing-table and chair seemed +to invite to penwork. + +"I could have done something here," Dyce remarked, with a nodding of +the head. + +Iris came nearer. Timidly she laid a hand upon his shoulder; +appealingly she gazed into his face. + +"Dear"--it was a just audible whisper--"you are so clever--you are so +far above ordinary men--" + +Lashmar smiled. His arm fell lightly about her waist. "We have still +nearly two hundred pounds a year," the whisper continued. "There's +Len--but I must take him from school--" + +"Pooh! We'll talk about that." + +A cry of gratitude escaped her. + +"Dyce! How good you are! How bravely you hear it, my own dear husband. +I'll do anything, anything! We needn't have a servant. I'll work--I +don't care anything if you still love me. Say you still love me!" + +He kissed her hair. + +"It's certain I don't hate you.--Well, we'll see how things look +to-morrow. Who knows? It may be the real beginning of my career!" + + + + + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Our Friend the Charlatan, by George Gissing + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK OUR FRIEND THE CHARLATAN *** + +***** This file should be named 4304.txt or 4304.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/4/3/0/4304/ + +Produced by Charles Aldarondo. 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