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diff --git a/42974-0.txt b/42974-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f7fbc2c --- /dev/null +++ b/42974-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,14309 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42974 *** + +Transcriber's Notes: + + 1. Page scan source: + Google Books: http://books.google.com/books?id=YwYwAAAAYAAJ + (Harvard University) + + 2. The diphthong oe is represented by [oe]. + + + + + + TOILERS OF BABYLON + + + A Novel + + + + BY + + B. L. FARJEON + + AUTHOR OF + + "PERIL OF RICHARD PARDON" "GREAT PORTER SQUARE" + "AUNT PARKER" ETC. + + + + + _For life the prologue is to death + And love its sweetest flower + And death is as the spring of life + And love its richest dower_ + + + + + NEW YORK + HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE + 1889 + + + + + + + B. L. FARJEON'S NOVELS. + + * * * + + AN ISLAND PEARL. Illustrated. 8vo, Paper, 30 cents. + AUNT PARLER. 4to, Paper, 20 cents. + CHRISTMAS ANGEL. 12mo, Paper, 25 cents. + GOLDEN GRAIN. Illustrated. 8vo, Paper, 35 cents. + GREAT PORTER SQUARE. 4to, Paper, 20 cents. + JESSIE TRIM. 8vo, Paper, 35 cents. + JOSHUA MARVEL. 8vo, Paper, 40 cents. + LOVE'S HARVEST. 4to, Paper, 20 cents. + LOVE'S VICTORY. 8vo, Paper, 20 cents. + MISER FAREBROTHER. Illustrated. 4to, Paper, 25 cents. + SELF-DOOMED. 12mo, Paper, 25 cts. + SHADOWS ON THE SNOW. Illustrated. 8vo, Paper, 30 cents. + THE BELLS OF PENRAVEN. 4to, Paper, 10 cents. + THE BRIGHT STAR OF LIFE. 12mo, Paper, 25 cents. + THE DUCHESS OF ROSEMARY LANE. 8vo, Paper, 35 cents. + THE KING OF NO-LAND. Illustrated. 8vo, Paper, 25 cents. + THE NINE OF HEARTS. 12mo, Paper, 25 cents. + THE PERIL OF RICHARD PARDON. Ill'd. 8vo, Paper, 30 cents. + THE SACRED NUGGET. 12mo, Paper, 25 cents. + TOILERS OF BABYLON. 8vo, Paper, 40 cents. + + * * * * + Published By HARPER & BROTHERS, New York. + +==>_Any of the above works will be sent by mail, postage prepaid, to +any part of the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the +price_. + + + + + + + TOILERS OF BABYLON. + + * * * * * * + + + + + CHAPTER I. + + +The horse was very old, the caravan very dilapidated. As it was +dragged slowly along the country roads it shook and creaked and +wheezed, protesting, as it were, that it had performed its duty in +life and that its long labors justly entitled it to permanent repose. +The horse, with its burden behind it, had long ago given over +complaining, and, although its plight was no less woful, was +demonstrative only through physical compulsion. With drooping head, +lustreless eyes, and laboring breath, it plodded on, with many a +longing look at tempting morsels out of its reach. + +At the present moment it was at rest, released from the shafts, and +partaking of a spare meal, humanly provided, eking it out with sweet +tid-bits, not too abundant, munched from the fragrant earth. Sitting +on the ground at the back of the caravan was a man with a book in his +hand, which sometimes he read with the air of one who was in the +company of an old and beloved friend; at other times he gazed around +with pensive delight upon the beauties of nature, which in no part of +the world find more exquisite representation than in the county of +Surrey. In the rear of the caravan were lovely stretches of woodland, +through vistas of which visions of cathedral aisles could be seen by +the poetical eye. Across the narrow road was a scene which brought to +the man's mind some lines in the book he held. Turning over its pages, +he called out, in a voice not strong, but clear: + +"William Browne might have camped on this very spot, Nansie, and drawn +its picture. The resemblance is wonderful." Then he read from the +book: + + + "'Here the curious cutting of a hedge, + There, by a pond, the trimming of the sedge; + Here the fine setting of well-shading trees, + The walks there mounting up by small degrees; + The gravel and the green so equal lie, + They, with the rest, drawing on your lingering eye. + Here the sweet smells that do perfume the air, + Arising from the infinite repair + Of odoriferous buds; and herbs of price, + As if it were another paradise, + So please the smelling sense that you are fain, + Where you last walked, to turn and walk again. + There the small birds with their harmonious notes + Sing to a spring that smileth as it floats.'" + + +A practical flight of wooden steps at the back of the caravan afforded +means of getting in and out, and when the man began to speak aloud a +young woman issued from the interior of the conveyance, and stood upon +the top of the little ladder, listening to his words. + +"It is very beautiful, father," she said. "To think that it was +written nearly three hundred years ago!" + +"Yes, Nansie, in the days of Shakespeare; and it might be to-day. That +is the marvel of it." + +He fell to his book again, and Nansie, who held a teapot in her hand, +beat a retreat and resumed her domestic duties. + +A peculiar feature of the caravan was that it was commercially empty. +In times gone by it had been used for trading and speculative +purposes, by gypsies, by enterprising travellers, by venders of +basketware, by dealers in birds. It had served as mart and +dwelling-house, and had played its part in numberless fairs when they +were in fashion. Now it contained nothing marketable, and bore about +it no sign to denote that its denizens were travelling for profit; but +that, even in its old age, it was being put to pleasant use was proved +by the smoke curling from the little chimney projecting through the +roof. + +In due time Nansie reappeared, bearing two loose boards which she laid +upon a pair of low trestles, spreading over them a white cloth. Upon +this improvised table she set a smoking teapot, milk and sugar, and a +plate of bread-and-butter, cut reasonably thick. + +"Tea is ready, father." + +She ate with an appetite. Her father ate more daintily. Before putting +the food into his mouth he cut it into devices of fish and bird, which +he then proceeded to slice and carve, evidently adding thereby to his +enjoyment of the humble fare. And yet through all, whether he ate or +read or mused, there was about him a conspicuous air of melancholy. + +It was the evening hour, and the season was spring. It was a warmer +spring than usual; there was a taste of summer in the air. They ate in +silence, until the man remarked: + +"You did not hear the nightingale last night?" + +"No, father." + +"It sang for hours, Nansie." + +She nodded, and said: "I wish you could sleep as soundly as I do, +father." + +"I used to in my young days, and must be content. I am glad you sleep +well. You have other wishes." + +"Yes," said Nansie, calmly. + +"You have a fine trick of composure, Nansie. What stirs within does +not always find outward expression." + +"I take after you, father," said Nansie, in an affectionate tone. "I +have you to thank for all that is good in me." + +"It is a pleasant hearing, but it cuts both ways. Do not your other +wishes trouble you?" + +"A little; but everything will come right." + +"A comfortable philosophy, my dear child; but womanly." + +"It was mother's," said Nansie. "I caught it from her." + +"I know; and I could never make the dear mother understand that it was +inadequate for the practical purposes of life. Eventually we may be +satisfied that everything will come right, but before the end is +reached there are many turnings. The mischief of it is"--and there was +now in his face as he turned it more fully towards her an expression +both whimsical and sad--"that we carpet the turning we wish to take +with flowers of fancy which, as we proceed, fade utterly away. That is +a human experience." + +"I am human," said Nansie, and she pressed her young face to his. + +"I could laugh and I could weep," he said, responding fondly to her +caress. "In truth, my dear child, you perplex me." + +"Or," suggested Nansie, "is it you who are perplexing yourself?" + +He shrugged his shoulders affectionately, and did not reply. + +The young woman was fair and beautiful. Though cast in a delicate +mould, she was strong and redolent of health. Her face was slightly +browned, and harmonized with her brown hair and brown eyes, the light +in which was bright and tender. The man looked old, but was barely +forty-five, and on his face were signs of suffering, patiently borne. +They were dressed like persons in humble life, but with a certain +refinement, observable more in the woman than in the man. For five +evenings they had tarried on this spot. Each morning they had +harnessed the horse to the caravan, and had journeyed slowly and +aimlessly onward till noon, and then had turned back towards their +camping-ground, which lay in the shadow of the beautiful Surrey woods, +at a sufficient distance from the narrow road to escape casual +observation. The right of doing so probably did not belong to the +wayfarers, and this had disturbed the man somewhat, but he had fixed +upon the spot for a particular purpose, and up to this evening had not +been interfered with. + +"At what hour last night," said Nansie, presently, "did you hear the +nightingale?" + +"It must have been near midnight," replied her father. "At the same +time to-night it will sing again. Have you finished your tea?" + +"Yes, father." + +"Then go again to the post-office, and see if there is a letter for +me. I am growing anxious at not receiving one. You need not stop to +clear these things; I will put them away." + +She rose and stood for a moment with her hand resting lightly on his +shoulder. He drew her face down to his, and kissed her. With a bright +nod she left him, carrying with her a written order authorizing the +delivery of any letters which might be lying in the post-office for +her father. + +Godalming, the town for which she was bound, was within a mile, and +she stepped out briskly. But when she was about midway, and no one was +in sight, she made a little detour into the woods, and drew from her +bosom a picture. It was the portrait of a young man, and she gazed +fondly at it, and kissed it as fondly. Then she drew forth a letter, +and read it and pressed it to her lips; after which she replaced the +letter and the portrait, and proceeded on her errand. Her thoughts may +be thus fashioned into words: + +"I wrote to him yesterday, and I sent him a telegram in the evening, +knowing we should be here to-day. He may be absent. I hope not; I hope +he has received both. Will he write, or will he come? Will he be angry +that I have accompanied my father? At all events he knows, and he is +never unjust. Ah! if he were here with us, how happy I should be! I +love him, I love him, I love him!" + +She blew a kiss into the air. + +In less than half an hour she was in the Godalming post-office, making +her inquiry. + +"Mr. James Loveday," said the female clerk, looking at the order +handed to her by Nansie--she was familiar with it, having seen it on +each of the three previous days. "Yes, there is, I think." + +She sorted some letters and handed one to Nansie, who, after +hesitating a little, asked: + +"Is there a letter for Miss Loveday? + +"Are you Miss Loveday?" + +"Yes." + +"No, there are none." + +"Or for Miss Nansie Loveday? N-a-n-s-i-e." + +"That's a curious way to spell Nancy," said the clerk. "No, there +are none." + +Nansie lingered. + +"Or for Manners?" she asked, with singular timidity and bashfulness. + +"Mrs. or Miss?" inquired the clerk. + +Nansie's face and neck were scarlet as she replied: "Mrs." + +"None for that name," said the clerk. + +She lingered still, and said, with a kind of pathetic imploring: +"Would a telegram be received here if addressed to the post-office +till called for?" + +"Yes." + +"I sent one yesterday, and expected an answer. Is there any for either +name?" + +"No." + +"Thank you," said Nansie, and walked out of the office, and set her +face towards the caravan. + +The female clerk looked after her sympathizingly. There was a love +note in her voice, and the post-office girl had a little sweethearting +of her own on hand. + + + + + CHAPTER II. + + +Nansie walked on, turning the letter in her hand, and glancing at it +occasionally. The writing was strange to her, and on the envelope was +the London post-mark. When, at the end of twenty minutes, she stood by +her father's side, he was asleep. + +"Father!" she said, bending over him. + +He opened his eyes instantly, and smiled at her. + +"Ah, Nansie, it is you. I drop off constantly now, on the smallest +provocation from silence or solitude. But it can scarcely be called +sleep; I am conscious of all that is going on around me." He observed +the letter in her hand, and he said, eagerly, "You have one!" and took +it from her. "Yes, it is from my brother Joseph; I was beginning to +fear that he was dead." + +He opened the letter and read it, and then remained a little while in +thought. Presently he resumed the conversation. + +"You saw your uncle once, Nansie. Have you a recollection of him?" + +"Hardly any, father. How old could I have been when mother took me to +see him? Not more than four or five, I think. I had a white dress and +a blue sash, and I took him a bunch of flowers. He gave me some +sweetmeats, I remember, and a shilling. But I have no recollection of +his face. He lived in London, in a street off Whitechapel; that I +know." + +"He lives there now. Your mother never spoke to you of him?" + +"Never." + +"You should be made acquainted with the story, Nansie, while I am here +to relate it." + +She stopped the current of his speech. + +"Father, these last three or four weeks you have dropped hints which +make me very anxious; they weigh heavily upon me. I know you are not +well, but you harp upon it as if it were a serious illness. Tell me, +father." + +They were sitting side by side now, and he was smoothing her hair with +his hand. + +"I am far from well, Nansie." + +She interrupted him again, and now spoke with tremulous impetuosity. + +"You should take advice, father. You should go to a doctor." + +"There are reasons why I do not do so. First, Nansie, I have no money. +Figuratively speaking, twopence ha'penny is all my fortune. To be +exact, twenty-three shillings represents my worldly wealth. I am +afraid I have been unwise, and yet I do not see what else I could have +done. This Quixotic wandering of ours--I own it, it _is_ Quixotic--was +in a certain measure forced upon me. Poor old Fleming, who owed me +money, bequeathed his horse and caravan to me, his only creditor, and +then he died. Had he left behind him wife or child I should have +transferred to them this delightfully awkward property. Satisfying +myself that it was legally and morally mine, the idea entered my head +that a wandering tour through our lovely country lanes would +invigorate me, would put new life into me. And for a companion, who +more sweet than my own dear Nansie!" + +"There was another reason, father," said Nansie, gravely. + +"There was another reason," said Mr. Loveday, apprehensively. "I am +coming to it. It would have been useless to consult physicians. I have +consulted them again and again, and the result was always the same. A +fever? Yes, there would be a fair chance of curing it. A toothache, +a cold in the head, a chill? Yes, they could prescribe for those +ills--but not for mine. It is my old heart-complaint, of which I have +been repeatedly warned. When I was a lad it was thought I should not +grow to manhood, but I did, as you see, and married your mother, and +have by my side a dear child to cheer and comfort me. It is well to be +prepared-- Why, Nansie, crying?" + +"I cannot help it, father, you speak so solemnly." She conquered her +agitation and said: "That is not the reason I mean. There is another." + +"Concerning myself, Nansie?" + +"Concerning me, father." + +"You wish me to speak of it?" + +"It will be best." + +"So be it. I have not been always with you, Nansie, to guide and +counsel you. Worldly circumstances would not permit me. I have cause +to reproach myself. Had I been a carpenter or a bootmaker I might have +been better able to fulfil my duties." + +"No one can reproach you, father; and I, who love you with my heart +and soul, less than any in the world." + +"I thank you, child, and am grateful. At all events, something was +done; I fitted you for the sphere of a private governess, and you +obtained a situation. From time to time I came to see you, and you +seemed to be happy." + +"I was happy, father." + +"You filled the situation two years, and then the sudden removal to +another country of the family in which you were employed deprived you +of it, and threw you upon the world. You did not inform me of this at +the time, Nansie." + +"You had troubles and struggles of your own, father, and I did not +wish to harass you." + +"Your endeavors to obtain another situation were unsuccessful; the +gentleman who engaged you as governess to his children went away in +your debt; you were almost at the end of your resources. Of all this I +was ignorant until a few weeks since when I came to see you. Then and +then only did I learn what had occurred; then and then only did I +realize the dangerous position in which you were placed; then and then +only did I discover that your affections were engaged to a gentleman +whose father is a man of great wealth. My duty was clear; I had come +into possession of this legacy, and it seemed to afford a favorable +opportunity for the distraction of an unhealthy fancy-- You place your +hand on my arm; you wish to speak." + +"No, father, no," said Nansie, struggling with her feelings; in the +gathering dusk her father could not see the play of emotion in her +features; and, indeed, during this latter recital she kept her face +averted from him; "I am not yet at liberty to do so. Go on." + +"For the distraction of an unhealthy fancy," he resumed, "which might +grow into a disease--which might wreck the happiness of a life most +dear to me, I called upon you by the tie which binds and unites us--I +am not wrong, dear child, in saying it unites us?" + +"No, my dear father, it unites us now and ever." + +"My child!' I called upon you to accompany me in my wanderings, and +you consented. I think I have stated it fairly Nansie?" + +"Quite fairly, father." + +"Have you anything new to say about it?" + +"Nothing, except"--and a delicious smile played upon her lips--"except +that I love Kingsley." + +"That is not new," he said, in a tone of whimsical reproach; "it is +old. You have told me that before." + +"It is always new to me, father. And there is something else I _must_ +say." + +"Say it, Nansie." + +"Kingsley loves me." + +"Neither is that new. Apart from this I sometimes have an odd idea +that you have a secret which you are keeping from me." + +"If I said I had, it would be half revealing it. Father, time will +show." + +"That is a wiser philosophy than that 'Everything will come right.' +Time does and will show. Shall I now relate the story of your uncle?" + +"If you please, father." + +"It will not take me long. Your mother, my dear Nansie, had two ardent +lovers, your father and your uncle." + +"That was sad." + +"These are strokes of fate not to be avoided, and love, which unites, +sometimes severs. It severed me and my brother, and neither he nor I, +nor your mother, Nansie, was to blame for it. In youth we had a great +affection for each other, although our characters were dissimilar. Our +father was a poor gentleman--our family boat never floated into a +golden stream--and he gave us as good an education as we could have +gained in schools And colleges. He had a taste for books, and he +cultivated the taste in us, his only children. He had ideas, too, and +to be in his company was an entertainment. When he died he left each +of us a little money, not more than a hundred pounds apiece, with +which we were to seek our fortunes. We remained together, and in this +association we became acquainted with your mother. By that time I had +grown into a dreamer, and, I am afraid, a vagrant; your uncle was a +dreamer also, but his visions were not entirely Utopian, and he was +less of a Bohemian than I. He loved your mother passionately, and by +force of fate we were rivals. We both tried our fortunes with her; it +was not a case of one supplanting the other, but fair play on both +sides; he failed and I succeeded. Your mother was a sweet and +beautiful lady, and how I won her I know not." + +"Father," whispered Nansie, "you have a silver tongue and the heart of +a man. That is how you won my mother." + +"Well, well, child, I should be past these flatteries, but as you said +of yourself a while ago, I am human. My brother, learning that he had +lost what he would have given the world to gain, cut himself adrift +from us. He would not listen to reason, and I do not wonder at it. +When was love really reasonable? What he did he did with +determination, and all my implorings could not move him. He vowed that +he and I should evermore be strangers, and so departed, and from that +day we have not met. After my marriage I wrote to him from time to +time, but he never replied to one of my letters. It was only when you +and your mother returned from the visit you paid him that I learned he +kept a bookshop in the East of London. I see his handwriting now for +the first time in twenty years. Your mother and I constantly spoke +about him; he possessed many admirable qualities; but, were I pushed +to it, I should find it very difficult to say into what kind of a man +he would grow, except that he would be constant and steadfast in his +opinions. It was in the hope that he would soften towards me that, +when you were a child, I sent you with your mother to see him. I see +you now as you recalled yourself, in your little, white dress and blue +sash, with the bunch of flowers you were to present to him. These are +a part of a woman's innocently cunning ways, and I know it was in your +dear mother's heart that, through you, your uncle should be won over +to us. But the hopes in which we indulged were not realized. Your +uncle was true to his word. It used to be said of him as a boy that he +would die rather than break it--in which, when it becomes fixed in an +earnest nature, there is sometimes a touch of folly or injustice--and +I can recall many small incidents as a proof of his possession of this +quality." + +"But he has written to you at last, father?" + +"Yes, Nansie." + +"In a kindly spirit?" + +"Yes, I am thankful to say." + +"This is good. Is my uncle married?" + +"No. In our last interview he vowed that he would never marry, and I +doubt whether he would ever have yielded to the sentiment of love had +his heart been again that way inclined. I deeply regret it. Life +without love is at best a barren affair." + +With a sweet look Nansie raised her dewy eyes to his. He divined what, +in the darkness, he could not clearly see. + +"It must be an honorable, honest, earnest love, child. You understand +that?" + +"I understand it, father." + +"We will renew the subject another time. I am tired, and night has +fallen. It is almost like summer--the sweetest spring in my +remembrance. There is a fascination in shadows--spiritual suggestions +and possibilities which cannot occur to the mind in sunlight. The +night is dark and beautiful: + + + "'And silence girt the wood. No warbling tongue + Talked to the echo, + And all the upper world lay in a trance.' + +"Life is a dream, dear child. May yours be a happy one!" + +Then they did not speak for many minutes, and then it was Nansie's +voice that was first heard. + +"What did you say to my uncle in the letter you wrote to him, father?" + +"I spoke to him of my illness, and of you. When your mother died I +wrote informing him; but he took no notice of my letter. This time I +appealed to him. I said, if anything happened to me you would be +without a home. His answer is that you can find a home with him. My +mind is greatly relieved. Now, my dear child, we will retire." + +"I will see to the beds, father. I shall not be long." + +She ascended the little flight of wooden steps, and the next moment +a light from within the caravan was shining through one of the +windows. This delightfully primitive dwelling-house contained three +rooms or compartments. One was the kitchen, where the meals were +cooked, and, in bad weather, partaken of. The other two were the +sleeping-apartments of Nansie and her father. In each of these +bedrooms was a window with a double sash, opening up and down. + +The beds were soon ready, and then Nansie called her father. He +ascended the steps, and, pulling them up after him, made them fast. +Father and daughter were thus in a stronghold, as it were, safe from +invasion. Before entering the castle Mr. Loveday had seen that the old +horse was safe, and had tethered it by a rope to one of the wheels. +Then, kissing Nansie with much tenderness, he retired to rest. He +slept in the back room, Nansie in the front, and the only means of +ingress and egress was the back door in Mr. Loveday's bedroom. Thus he +served as a kind of watch-dog to his daughter. She, partly disrobing, +sat awhile by the open window, looking out upon the shadows. She had +much to think of--her father's illness, their worldly circumstances, +her absent lover; but her mind was as healthy as her body, and she +looked upon all things hopefully. She did not muse long; finishing her +preparations for bed, she closed the windows, and slid between the +sheets. She slept for an hour, and awoke; slept again for a little +while, and again awoke. This was not her usual habit; as a rule she +could sleep seven or eight hours at a stretch. Perhaps she was +listening for the nightingale's song. It came, and she listened in +delight to the bird of love calling for its mate; and as she lay awake +another sound reached her ears, as of a heavy body moving softly +outside. It was not the old horse. What could it be? She slipped out +of bed, and listened at the door which led from her room to her +father's. She heard his soft breathing; he seemed to be peacefully +sleeping. Presently, as she stood in darkness, she heard a whispering +voice which caused her heart to throb wild with joy. + +"Nansie!" + +She glided to the window and raised the lower sash. + +"Kingsley!" she whispered, musically, in reply. + +"You are here, my darling! I have found you!" + +"Hush! Speak softly, or you will awake my father. What a time to come! +How good you are!" + +"I received your letter and telegram, and could not rest What a hunt I +have had for you! I must speak to you, Nansie. Can't you come out?" + +"Not to-night, Kingsley; it is impossible. Oh, Kingsley, how happy you +have made me!" + +"What else do I live for? But I must speak to you, I say. I cannot +wait." + +"You must--till to-morrow morning. Listen to the nightingale. Is it +not sweet?" + +"To-morrow morning, you say. An eternity! How am I to be sure you will +not disappear before then?" + +"I shall be here, in the woods, at sunrise. Could I keep away, knowing +you were waiting for me? There--you make me say foolish things!" + +"Give me your hand, Nansie." + +She put her hand out of the window; her white arm was partly bared by +the loosened sleeve. He, standing on the spoke of the wheel, took her +hand and kissed it, and then did not relinquish it. + +"You are well, Nansie?" + +"Yes, Kingsley." + +"Quite well?" + +"Quite well." + +"And your father?" + +"He is not well, I grieve to say." + +"We will make him so, you and I. But what a freak--to live like this!" + +"It is delightful." + +"Without me?" + +"I mean now that you are here. Good-night, Kingsley." + +"A moment yet. I will wait till the nightingale has finished its +song." + +"You foolish Kingsley! It will sing for hours." + +"Nansie, I have so much to tell you!" + +"And I to tell you; but this is not the time. To-morrow at sunrise." + +"Yes, to-morrow at sunrise." He kissed her hand again. "Nansie, my +father has arrived home." + +"At last!" There was a tremor of apprehension in her voice. "Have you +seen him?" + +"Not yet. But he has sent for me, and I am going to him after seeing +you to-morrow." + +"Where will you sleep, Kingsley?" + +"I have a bed at Godalming; but I am in no humor for sleep." + +"Be reasonable, Kingsley, if you love me." She leaned forward, raised +his hand to her lips, and kissed it. "Now are you content?" + +"I should be false to you if I were to say I am. There, I have given +you back your hand. Are _you_ content?" + +"It is yours forever and ever. Good-night, my love!" + +"Good-night, my heart! To-morrow at sunrise. Mind--not a moment later! +Do not close the window yet." + +He managed to pluck some daisies, and he threw them up at her. She +caught them, and even in the dark she could distinguish the golden +tufts within their silver crowns. + +"Good-night, my love," she sighed again, pressing the flowers to her +lips. + +"Good-night, my heart!" + +She listened to the last faint echo of his footfall, and then she +sought her bed, and, smiling happily, fell asleep, with the daisies on +her pillow. + + + + + CHAPTER III. + + +Between midnight and sunrise a slight shower had fallen, scarcely +damping the ground, but sufficient to draw out the perfume of the +young flowers. The promise of spring was fulfilled, and tender bloom +peeped up in places, and in others showed itself more boldly. About +the trunks of ancient trees the sweet woodruff lurked; in sunny +hedges the "cuckoo buds of yellow hue" proclaimed themselves; the +heart-shaped leaves of the Irish shamrock were slowly unfolding; +species of wild geranium and the strangely shaped orchises were +abundant, the general commonwealth being represented by myriads of +golden buttercups. Nansie and Kingsley stood near a great hawthorn, +not yet in full bud, but already emitting a deliciously fine fragrance +born of the light rain which had fallen during the night. + +"Why, Nansie," Kingsley was saying to her, "I never suspected you had +gypsy blood in you." + +"I have none, as you know," was her response. "It was my father's +whim, for which, I dare say, if he were here and was inclined to do +so, he could give you several reasons. You can guess some of them, +Kingsley." + +"The first and foremost is that he wished to keep us apart. He has not +succeeded. I would hunt you all over the world, Nansie." + +"You must not be unjust to my father," said Nansie, "He was always +full of fancies, Kingsley, but never harbored a bad one; and you must +remember he does not know our secret yet. I love and honor him; he is +a good man." + +"Or you could not have been his daughter. Full of fancies, indeed!" +And Kingsley turned his head in the direction of the caravan. "Surely +this is the strangest that ever entered the head of man! A gentleman +and a scholar--for he is both, Nansie, and I suppose it was partly +through your breeding that I was drawn to you--to go wandering through +the land with his daughter, as though they belonged to the lost +tribes! But there is an odd pleasantry about it that tickles one, +after all." + +"You would enjoy it, Kingsley," said Nansie, with a delicious laugh, +nestling close to him; "it has really been delightful." + +"Ah, you said that last night, and I asked you, in surprise, how it +could have been, without me?" + +"And I did not have wit enough to answer you properly. Think of the +hour! I was scarcely half awake. And Kingsley, having the fullest +trust in you, which nothing ever can shake, you would not wish me to +be unhappy even when we are parted. I can think of you in a happy mood +when you are not with me, if only by looking forward to the time when +we shall always be together. It will be soon, will it not?" + +"It must, it shall, either way," he replied; "but I do not think I was +wrong in asking you to wait a little while." + +"You have done everything for the best, so far as I am concerned-- But +for yourself!" Nansie paused and sighed. + +"But for myself," he said, taking up her words, "I have done that +which is happiest and best, and that which falls to the lot of few +men." + +"Ah, Kingsley?" she said, hiding her face on his shoulder. + +"I have won a faithful heart. What more could I desire?" + +"It is sweet to hear you say so; but if your father should be angry--" + +"What then? We are young and strong and willing, and shall be able to +manage. I have friends who will give me a helping hand, as I would +give them were our places changed. New men spring up every day, +Nansie; the ladder is full of them, rising higher and higher. Why +should I not be one of them? Why should I not be fortunate--in money, +I mean; I am content with everything else--as my father was? When he +was my age he had little more than I have. See what he is now. A +power, mixing with those who bear historic names. And there are others +as he is. The old ranks are widening, new men creep in, hold their +heads high, and occupy positions of power and profit. The question +will presently be, who are the masters? No, no, Nansie, I don't +despair. I should not be worthy of you if I did. What ennobles a man? +Rank? Hardly. He can prove himself worthy of it--that is all; then he +may consider himself truly distinguished. Rank is mortal. Love is +immortal. Ask the poets. Not that they know much better than any one +else. After all, it is the heart that should be followed." + +"I have followed mine," said Nansie, looking fondly at him. + +She did not understand the drift of all he said, nor, indeed, did he +himself, nor was he aware that his speech was of a wandering nature. +He spoke enthusiastically, and sometimes he ran his fingers through +his hair; and although he did this rather perplexedly, there was no +indication in his manner of any want of confidence in himself or his +opinions. When Nansie said she had followed her heart, he kissed her +and said: + +"And I followed mine; it led me here to your side, my dearest, and I +am happy. This is the loveliest morning! The rain has sweetened +everything--for us! You are teaching me things, Nansie. I had no idea +the early morning was so beautiful. The flowers, the dew--it is +wonderful. If I were a poet I should say the earth was covered with +jewels." + +"You are a poet, Kingsley." + +"No, no; I see things through your eyes. It is you who are the poet. +But I have written verses, too. The fellows say poetry doesn't pay, +and you must not encourage me. We must be sensibly worldly. What some +of the fellows used to say was that I was prone to be discursive, but +they were not judges. Between you and me, they were a little jealous +because I could talk. Well, the gift of oratory is not a bad one--I +don't say I have it, but I am seldom at a loss for words. It may not +be a gift--it may be an art which a man may cultivate. That brings me +back to my father. He was always fond of hearing me talk. He has often +said, 'Talk away, Kingsley; you shall be in the House one day.' You +know what I mean by the House, Nansie?--Parliament." + +"I like to hear you speak of your father, Kingsley, and that he loves +you." + +"He does, sincerely. He says I am to do great things, and that all his +hopes are centred in me. Why do you sigh, Nansie?" + +"Did I sigh, Kingsley?" she asked, with feminine duplicity. "It must +be because I am overjoyed that we are together." + +"Dear girl! The reason I ramble on so about my father is because I +wish you to know him thoroughly. He is very practical--so am I. +Sentiment does not run in our family. Only he must be humored, because +everything depends upon him. He is rather proud; he has a right to be +so, being a self-made man. And obstinate; so am I. You do not know all +sides of me yet, Nansie. I have heard it said of a man who has raised +himself by his own exertions: 'Oh, he is only a man who has made +money!' Now that is an exhibition of ignorance. For a man who was once +poor to become a magnate--well, there is an element of romance in it. +Look at Whittington. My father was a poor boy; his parents were poor, +and could not afford to give him a good education. What he knows he +has learned since he became a man. That opens up the question whether +it was of any use sending me to college; whether a mistake was not +made in not throwing me upon the world, as he was thrown? He has +spoken to me of the philosopher's stone, and said he found it when he +was young. 'Make use of others,' he says, and has furnished +illustrations. 'Take a thousand workingmen,' he says, 'bricklayers, +stonemasons, carpenters, anything. They work a certain number of hours +per day for a certain number of shillings per week. So manage that +from their labor you reap a profit of half an hour a day out of each +man. That is a profit of five hundred hours per day for the organizer. +At eight working hours per day you thus put, roughly speaking, into +your pocket the earnings of sixty men out of the thousand.' That is +the way in which my father became a contractor. Bridges, canals, +foreign railways, he has made them all, and has had as many as eight +thousand men working for him at one time. And all out of nothing. But +this is prosaic stuff. Let us talk of ourselves. Your father is ill, +you said. What is the matter with him?" + +"He suffers from his heart, Kingsley; I am in deep distress about +him." + +"Perhaps he is frightening himself unnecessarily, my dear. He must +consult the best physicians. Thorough rest, freedom from anxiety, a +warmer climate--leave it to me, Nansie. It is only a matter of money." + +Nansie thought with sadness of the disclosure made by her father of +the extent of his worldly resources, and at that moment the subject of +her thoughts made his appearance. Mr. Loveday did not betray surprise +at finding his daughter with Kingsley, but she blushed scarlet when +she saw him, and Kingsley was not free from a certain embarrassment. + +"You rose before me this morning," said Mr. Loveday to Nansie. "Have +you been out long?" + +"About half an hour, father," she replied. + +"You have not met Mr. Manners by accident," he observed. + +"No, father; Kingsley and I made the appointment last night." + +"Last night! At what strange hour, then, and where?" Kingsley looked +at her encouragingly, and whispered: "Be brave. I will tell him all." + +This gave her courage. + +"The appointment, father," she said, archly, "was made last night when +the nightingale was singing." + +He allowed his eyes to rest for a brief space upon hers, and he saw +truth and innocence so clearly depicted therein that a deep breath +escaped him, as though a weight had been lifted off his heart. But +this assurance of his daughter's guilelessness was another argument +against the man who, in the father's opinion, was playing upon her +feelings. + +"Go and prepare breakfast, Nansie," said Mr. Loveday. "I will join you +presently." + +"And Kingsley?" she asked. "He will also come?" + +"We shall see, we shall see," said Mr. Loveday, fretfully. "He and I +have much to say to each other." + +"But I shall expect him," she said, kissing her father; then, with a +bright look at Kingsley, she departed. + +"It was the only way to get rid of her," said Mr. Loveday, with a look +of displeasure at the young man. "Even a father is compelled sometimes +to practise deceit in his dealings with his children." + +The implied accusation in this remark was acknowledged by Kingsley in +silence. Impulsive and wayward as he was, he was apt to resent an +imputation reflecting upon his honor. + +"But then," continued Mr. Loveday, "a father is often justified in his +deceit, especially in such a case as this, when he has to deal with a +young and inexperienced girl." + +His manner was as unfortunate as his matter, and it was impossible to +mistake his meaning; but Kingsley exhibited no resentment. + +"You are bringing an accusation against me, sir," he said. "The least +you can do is to set it forth in plain terms." + +"I will do so. Were I disposed to be lenient--which I am not, because +the welfare of my daughter is too near to my heart--I should call your +conduct rash and inconsiderate. As it is, I have no hesitation in +declaring it to be criminal." + +"I am glad Nansie is not present to hear you, sir." + +"I, also, am glad. You know as well as I do that I would not dare +to speak so plainly were she here. I should have to temporize with +her--in plainer terms, to use some of the arts you have used to +entangle her." + +"Have I used such arts to such a purpose?" asked Kingsley. He was not +accustomed to be addressed in such a manner and to be misjudged so +promptly. "You make me aware of it for the first time." + +"Use none with me; be straightforward, if it is in your power. I am my +daughter's protector, and I intend to protect her with firmness and +authority." And yet as he spoke he pressed his hand to his heart, and +looked before him apprehensively for a moment with the manner of a man +to whom a spiritual warning had presented itself. Firm and confident +as he endeavored to make his speech, he felt his powerlessness. He was +a beggar, and the shadow of death hovered over him. Nevertheless he +bravely pursued what he conceived to be his duty. "I have called your +conduct criminal. You have some knowledge of the world. In what other +words would you describe the behavior of a young man of fashion--you +see I do you justice--" + +"You do not," interrupted Kingsley, "you do me a gross injustice, as +you will be compelled to acknowledge before we have done." + +"How other than criminal is the conduct of a young man of fashion when +he makes an appointment with a pure and innocent girl such as this in +which I have surprised you? What construction would the world place +upon it?" + +"I care little for the world, sir, where my affections are concerned." + +"That is to say, that you care little for the consequences of +wrong-doing. I know, I know; it is the fashion of your set." + +"Upon my honor, sir," said Kingsley, warmly, "I cannot make up my mind +how to take you. The attitude you have assumed rather puts me on my +mettle, and though I could easily disarm you, perhaps it is as well +that I should first hear you out." + +"The attitude _you_ assume, young gentleman, is an utterly +unwarrantable one. I am speaking strongly, I admit, but I am justified +by my duty as a parent." + +"And yet, sir, I may have equal justice on my side." + +"There can be no question of equality in this matter." + +"Pardon me, sir," said Kingsley--hurt as he was, his bearing towards +Nansie's father was, if not deferential, respectful--"I thought this +was a matter of the affections." And, conscious of his integrity, he +could not help adding: "Shall your daughter be the judge, sir, between +us?" + +In Mr. Loveday's eyes this was an added offence. + +"It is an unworthy challenge, Mr. Manners. It is not difficult for an +inexperienced girl to choose between a lover and a father. Old +affections, old ties, all records of a parent's anxious care, fade +into nothingness when her heart is touched by the new love." He spoke +now plaintively, and he noted the sympathizing look in Kingsley's +face. It inspired him with hope; his voice became more gentle, his +manner more appealing. "Mr. Manners, have pity on me. Let us speak as +honest man to honest man." + +"Agreed, sir," said Kingsley, heartily. + +"My daughter is a poor girl; I am a poor man, and have been so all my +life. There is no great misfortune in this; as much happiness is to be +found in the ranks of the poor as in the ranks of the rich. When, some +short time since, it first came to my knowledge that my daughter +entertained an affection for you, there was but one course open to +me--to effect a separation between you, in the hope that time and +distance might work a healthful cure, and cause her to forget you." + +"But why, sir?" asked Kingsley, with smiling eyes. + +"You ask why? Surely you can yourself supply the answer. There is +between you a disparity which renders it impossible that any good can +spring from such an affection." + +"No, no, sir; not impossible. Pardon me for interrupting you." + +"I, as a matter of course, can form some reasonable conception of the +future that lies before my child. She is poor; she will live among the +poor; it is her lot, and not a hard one. It is only temptation, it is +only a longing for what is out of her reach, that is likely to spoil +her life, as it has spoiled the lives of many who have not had the +strength to resist. Will you help to spoil the life of a child who is +very dear to me?" + +"No," said Kingsley, fervently, "as Heaven is my judge, no!" + +"Mr. Manners," said Mr. Loveday, holding out his hand to the young +man, "you said a moment or two since that I was doing you an injustice, +and that I should be compelled to acknowledge it. I acknowledge it +now, and I ask your pardon. You have been simply thoughtless. The time +may come when, with children of your own to protect, you will look +back to this meeting with satisfaction." + +"I shall always do that, sir. And now, sir, as we are on better terms, +I may ask what it is you expect of me." + +"That you never see my daughter more; that you give me your promise +not to intrude yourself upon her, nor write to her, and in that way +help her in the task that lies before her, the task of forgetfulness." + +"A hard task, sir." + +"It may be, and all the sweeter when it is accomplished, because of +the dangers from which its performance saves her. You promise me +this?" + +"A moment, sir. If your daughter and I had been equal in +station--which we are not; she is far above me." Being more at his +ease, he relapsed now into his old manner of discursiveness. "If you +knew me better you would excuse me for flying off at a tangent. It is +a butterfly habit of mine, though I hope there is something of the +grub in me! It may be needed by and by. If, as I was about to say, +your daughter and I were equal in worldly station, both being equally +poor or equally rich, and I asked you for her hand, would you refuse +it to me?" + +"I think not," replied Mr. Loveday. "But knowing so little of you it +would be necessary that I should know more, that I should be to some +extent satisfied as to your past life." + +"And your inquiries in that respect being satisfactory," interrupted +Kingsley, "you would not refuse?" + +"My daughter's heart should decide for me." + +"Let it decide for you now, sir," said Kingsley, in a tone both light +and earnest. "No, do not take it amiss that I make this proposition, +but listen to me a moment. Hitherto I have been pretty well thrust +aside in this matter, as if I were a bit of stone, without feelings, +or something very nearly resembling a monster with them. I am quite +conscious that I am of an erratic disposition, flying hither and +thither as the whim seizes me--almost as bad, my dear sir, as your +eccentric wanderings in a caravan--but I am not at all conscious that +I have any very distinct vice in me; the explanation of which may be +that I lack strength of character, a proof that it is as undesirable +in one man as it is desirable in another. I am not speaking in praise +of myself, except perhaps in a negative way, which is not much to +one's credit. Though I may tell you, sir, that I have not unfrequently +been called a radical, and a radical is a personage. What I am +endeavoring to express is that I have feelings, and that I should +prefer rather to be happy than miserable. There is nothing +unreasonable in that, I hope." + +As he paused for a reply, Mr. Loveday, somewhat mystified, said: "No, +there is nothing unreasonable in such a desire." + +"That much being admitted," continued Kingsley, "I repeat my request +that your daughter's heart should decide for you, as you would allow +it to decide for you if you supposed me to be a poor man. And this +sends me flying off again. My father is a rich man; I am nothing but +what he makes me. If he were to turn me off, my entire worldly wealth +would consist of an inconsiderable sum of six hundred pounds, the +whole of which would be swallowed up in paying my debts. Give me +credit for frankness, sir." + +"I do. Your frankness convinces me that for your own sake, as well as +for my daughter's, it is best that you and she should not meet again." + +"But she expects me, sir, and in your company. I would wager that she +has prepared breakfast for me-- There, sir, don't turn impatiently +away; it is the fault of my temperament that I can be light and +serious in a breath, that I can mean much and seem to mean little. +This I promise. If you will allow me to accompany you to the caravan, +where your daughter is waiting for us, I will abide by your decision, +to be arrived at within five short minutes after we are together, as +to whether I shall remain to breakfast or bid you farewell. Come, sir, +I can't speak fairer." + +There was an irresistible ingenuousness in Kingsley's voice and +manner, and Mr. Loveday led the way to the caravan. Breakfast was +laid, and Nansie, busy within the dwelling-house on wheels, cried out +in the cheerfullest of voices: + +"Is that you, father?" + +"Yes, Nansie," said Mr. Loveday. + +"And Kingsley?" + +"Yes, Nansie," said the young man. "Never mind the teapot. Come out at +once; I have only five minutes' grace." + +Nansie immediately ran down the little flight of wooden steps, and +looked from one to the other of the men, both so dear to her. + +"Nansie," said Kingsley, "I said that I would tell your father all. +Forgive me; I have not done so." + +"Why, Kingsley?" + +"Because I left it to you." + +"I may speak, then?" + +"Yes." + +And now there were tears in Nansie's eyes, happy tears. She approached +closer to her father and took his hand. + +"You said last night, father, that you thought I had a secret which I +was keeping from you." + +"Yes, child." + +"I had; but I had given Kingsley a promise not to reveal it without +his permission. I have his permission now, and I will tell it." Her +bosom heaved, her lips trembled; she gazed fondly at her father. + +"Well, child?" + +"You will not be angry, father?" + +"I do not know, Nansie." + +"Father," said Nansie--her arms were round his neck, and her face half +hidden on his breast--"Kingsley and I are married." + +"Married!" cried Mr. Loveday, in a tone of wondering happiness. + +"Yes, dear, married. Kingsley thought it best to wait until his +father, who has been for some time abroad, returned home before we +made it known; but I am glad that you know it earlier--glad and happy, +my dear father. I wrote to Kingsley--I could not help it, father; I +was afraid of losing him, we were wandering about so--and he came last +night, when you were asleep. I was awake, listening to the +nightingale. Kingsley being outside and I in, we could not talk +comfortably together; that is how we met this morning at sunrise. You +will forgive us, father, will you not?" + +"Forgive you, dear child!" said Mr. Loveday, holding out his hand to +Kingsley, who took it and pressed it warmly. "What can I have to +forgive, seeing you and Kingsley so happy, and knowing that you have a +protector? It is I who should ask forgiveness of him." + +"Not at all, my dear sir, not at all," cried Kingsley, hastily. "I was +to blame for allowing you to labor a moment under a misapprehension." + +"My dear Nansie! my dear, dear child!" murmured the happy father. +Then, turning to Kingsley: "When do you expect your father home?" As +he asked the question his face became grave. He saw the difficulties +in their way. + +"He has arrived, sir. I had a letter from him yesterday, and I am +going to him, to confess all. It was partly that, and partly because +of Nansie's letter, but chiefly because I could not exist without +seeing her before I went to my father, which brought me here. But, +sir, my father is not the question." + +"What is, then, Kingsley?" asked Mr. Loveday, still very grave. + +"The question is, whether you are going to ask me to stay to breakfast +with you." + +Mr. Loveday brightened; there was something contagious in the young +man's gay spirits. + +"I invite you, Kingsley," he said. + +"Thank you, sir; I am famished, Nansie." + +Standing upon the wooden steps, she turned and gazed fondly at her +father and her husband, and as her bright eyes shone upon them there +issued from a thicket of trees a most wonderful chorus of birds. And +Mr. Loveday, quoting from his favorite poet, said: + + + "'See, the spring + Is the earth enamelling, + And the birds on every tree + Greet the morn with melody.'" + + +And Nansie, going slowly into the caravan, thought that life was very +sweet and the world very beautiful. + + + + + CHAPTER IV. + + +On the evening of the following day Kingsley arrived at his father's +house in London. It was situated in the centre of fashion, and had +been built by the rich contractor himself upon part of a freehold +which he had purchased upon terms so advantageous that, as he was in +the habit of boasting, his own mansion "stood him in next to nothing," +occasionally adding that he could find a purchaser for it at a day's +notice for seventy-five thousand pounds. He was fond of dealing in +large sums even in figures of speech, and he was to some extent +justified in this habit by the circumstances of his career. + +It was a wonderful career, commencing with nothing and marching into +millions. A poor boy, doubly orphaned and thrown upon the world before +he could stand upright, without a friend, without a penny, without +shoes to his feet, he had grown somehow into a sturdy manhood, and +when he was twenty years of age he stood six feet two in his +stockings, and could fell an ox with his fist. Therefore, even at that +humble period in his career, he was renowned among his fellows, and +held a distinguished position. No man could equal him in strength; +many tried and were laid low; giants travelled from afar to try +conclusions with Val Manners, and all met with the same fate. Had he +cared he might have developed into the greatest prizefighter the world +had ever known, and have worn diamonded belts and jewelled stars, and +become as a king among men. Newspapers would have heralded his doings +in large type; he could have travelled in state like an ambassador; he +might have exhibited himself and earned a princely income; the +aristocracy would have patted his broad back, and titled ladies would +have cast admiring glances at him. For this is the age of muscle as +well as intellect, and a bully may take rank with Homer. + +But Val Manners was not a bully, and his tastes were not for the +prize-ring. He was proud of his great strength, because it gave him +the mastery, and he used it upon needed occasions to maintain his +position; but he did not love fighting for fighting's sake. In his +early life he knew that he had biceps of steel and a constitution +which defied wind and weather; but he did not know that he had a +subtle brain and a talent for administration which were to lead him to +eminence and enormous wealth. This knowledge dawned upon him +afterwards, when he began to make successes, when he began to gauge +men and understand them. + +He commenced life as a bricklayer, and even as a boy his strength and +fearlessness were quoted, and he found himself in demand. He did not +seem to know what fear was; he could climb the shakiest and tallest of +ladders, carrying wonderful weights; he could stand upon dizzy heights +and look smilingly down. His possession of these qualities caused him +to be selected for dangerous tasks, and he was never known to shrink +from one, however perilous. All this time he earned barely sufficient +to appease his enormous appetite. He received no education, but he had +a native gift of figures. It was not till he reached his third decade +that he could read and write. Long before that, however, his +arithmetical talents had laid the foundation of his fortune. It was a +fortune made partly out of stone and metal, but chiefly out of other +men's labor. + +Chance threw into his way a small contract. A retired pawnbroker +wanted a house built in North Islington, and was not satisfied with +the estimates he received from established firms. "It ought to be done +for seven and a half per cent. less," said he, and he called Val +Manners to his aid, having had occasion to observe the calm and +skilful manner in which the young artisan went about his work. "He +does the work of two men," said the pawnbroker, "and is probably paid +for the work of one." He ascertained, upon inquiry, that this was the +case; Val Manners, working so many hours a day, was paid so much a +week. It was not that, out of boastfulness, he desired to do more work +in a given time than comrades less strong and capable than himself, it +was simply that he did his work honestly without regard to +comparisons. The pawnbroker discovered in his first interview with Val +Manners that the huge, common-looking man had a head for figures. He +put the matter of his house before Val Manners, and asked him to +prepare an estimate. The result was that Val Manners threw up his +situation, and became a master builder in a small way; the result also +was that the pawnbroker got his house built for twelve per cent, less +than the lowest of the estimates submitted to him by old-established +firms. + +In this first operation the brain power of Val Manners made itself +manifest. He worked himself, of course, and thereby saved one man's +labor; this went into his own pocket. Indeed, being stirred and +excited by this higher flight into life's struggles, he worked harder +than had been his usual habit, and may be said to have done the work +of at least two men and a half in the building of the pawnbroker's +house; and this extra money also went into his pocket. Then, again, in +the selection of men but of work who applied to be taken on, he chose +the strongest, and, being always on the spot, saw that he was not +cheated out of a quarter of an hour by one and ten minutes by another. +Thus, when the contract was finished, he was a great many days to the +good, and he found that he was richer by sixty pounds than he would +have been had he continued to be a servant. This set him thinking. + +The pawnbroker was so satisfied with the bargain that he proposed the +building of a row of houses in a poor locality. Val Manners was ready +and glad, and pursued the same tactics as before, and worked harder +than ever. The second contract being finished to everybody's +satisfaction, Val Manners reckoned up his gains. He was master of a +capital of three hundred pounds. + +From this point his career was a succession of triumphs, until his +capital amounted to a hundred thousand pounds. It was wonderful how +his money accumulated; it grew while he slept, for he often had relays +of men working for him by night as well as by day. He was a hard +taskmaster, perfectly just in his dealings, keeping to his word and +his engagements with unerring fidelity, but exacting from those in his +employ an absolute faithfulness, the least infringement of which meant +instant dismissal. It was no longer Val Manners, but Mr. Manners, the +great Mr. Manners, who had plumped into the very richest part of a Tom +Tiddler's ground open to every enterprising man, and picked and +pocketed the plums growing therein. He did not allow himself to become +bewildered by his success, but pursued his way calmly and masterfully +as regarded his own undertakings, and with a vigilant watchfulness +which frequently turned a probable loss into a certain profit. He +undertook no more small contracts; all his business dealings were now +on a vast scale, and no project was too stupendous for him to grapple +with. It was not England alone that supplied his master mind with +material to expend its energies upon; he sought abroad for contracts, +and laid railways in deserts, built huge bridges touching the clouds, +and made wonderful waterways for facilities of commerce. He became +world-renowned, and the name of Manners, the great contractor, was a +passport in every part of the globe. + +It was to his advantage that he married young, his partner being no +other than the daughter of his first patron, the pawnbroker. She was +not in any sense a remarkable person, but she had an ambition to shine +in society, and it was from her that Mr. Manners received the limited +education which enabled him, at thirty years of age, to read and +write. His ideal as to social position also grew with his wealth; but +he had tact enough to understand that it was not possible for him to +occupy a foremost position as a public leader. This, however, did not +prevent him from building a grand house in the heart of fashionable +London, nor from mixing among the best. He was not out of place there, +for he had the rare wisdom of being able to hold his tongue, and never +to speak assertively except upon the business with which he was +familiar. On those occasions he was listened to with respect and +deference, and his words had weight; he trod upon no man's corns by +expressing opinions upon matters of which he had not made himself +master; he was content that his works should speak for him. Eloquent, +indeed, was the record which, so far as he himself was concerned, he +bore about him in silence. The railroads he had constructed in savage +countries, the seas he had joined, were not these matters of history? +And he, whose constructive and administrative talents had compassed +these difficulties, became in a sense historical. Stories were related +of his great courage, of his amazing strength, of his daring and skill +in moments of difficulty, putting his own shoulders to the wheel and +showing his workmen how a thing was to be done. Women love the +personification of strength in a man; it means power, manliness, +nobility, in their eyes; and numbers gazed in admiration upon the +massive frame of the great contractor for whom no undertaking was too +vast. He was a striking figure in fashionable assemblies, towering +above all, and moving like a mountain through the packed crowd of male +and female exquisites. He only moved when he had occasion; he had not +within him that restless, fretful spirit which weakens the character +of many men; as he knew the value of silence, so also did he know the +value of repose. In all gatherings of men and women the art of +standing still with dignity and without self-consciousness is +invaluable. This art Mr. Manners possessed, so that, taking him for +all in all, he was no charlatan, trading upon false pretences. + +The day previous to that upon which Kingsley entered his father's +house, with the intention of making a clean breast of it with respect +to Nansie, Mr. Manners himself had returned from Russia where he had +been for five months superintending a railway contract for the Russian +government, which he had brought to a successful conclusion. + + + + + CHAPTER V. + + +Father and son greeted each other cordially, but after the +undemonstrative manner of Englishmen. + +"Well, father?" + +"Well, Kingsley?" + +Then they shook hands, and smiled and nodded at each other. + +"Has everything gone off well, father?" + +"Everything. The balance on the right side will be larger than I +expected." + +"That is better than being the other way." + +"Perhaps; but I prefer matters to come out exactly as I planned them. +It is altogether more satisfactory. I will tell you all about it +to-night, when we must have a long talk. I have a lot of letters to +attend to now." + +Kingsley took the hint, and, after seeing his mother, went to his +room. The first thing he did there was to take out Nansie's portrait +and gaze fondly on it and kiss it. He had parted from her and her +father in the morning, and had promised to write to her before he went +to bed. As he had an hour now to spare, he thought he could not better +employ it than in covering four sheets of paper to the girl he loved, +so he sat down and enjoyed himself to his heart's content. His letter +was full of the usual lover's rhapsodies, and need not here be +transcribed. There was in it something better than rhapsodies, the +evidence of an earnest, faithful spirit, which made it the sweetest of +reading to Nansie when she received it on the following day. Kingsley +mentioned that he and his father were to have a long talk together +that night, and that, if he found a favorable opportunity, he would +take advantage of it to make confession to his father; also if he had +any good news to communicate, he might write again before he went to +bed. And then, with fond and constant love and untold kisses, he was +forever and ever her faithful lover, and so on, and so on. Very +precious and comforting are these lovers' sweet trivialities. + +Dinner over, Kingsley and his father sat together in the contractor's +study, at a table upon which were wine and cigars. Mr. Manners drank +always in great moderation, and did not smoke. Kingsley's habits were +after a freer fashion, and his father did not disapprove. The first +hour was occupied in a description by Mr. Manners of the operations in +which he had been engaged in Russia, and of the difficulties which he +had to surmount. He made light of these, but he was proud of his last +success. + +"There were mountains to cut through, Kingsley," he said, "and Russian +prejudices to overcome; I hardly know which of the two was the more +difficult job." + +"There were dangers, father, as well as difficulties," observed +Kingsley. + +"Yes, there were dangers; you have heard something of them?" + +"I have seen accounts in the papers from time to time. You see, +father, the railway you have laid down is a step nearer to India." + +"I am pleased to hear you say that, Kingsley." + +"Why?" asked Kingsley, rather surprised. + +"Because it shows you take an interest in politics." + +"I have done that for some time past, as you know, father." + +"Yes, and it pleases me. A step nearer to India. That is so, but it is +no business of mine. It may," with a light touch of his finger on his +son's breast, "by and by be business of yours, when you are a +statesman. About the dangers? What did you read?" + +"There were pestilent morasses to be bridged over or cut through, and +there was great loss of life." + +"Quite correct; the mortality was serious; fortunately I employed +native labor." + +"But it was human life, father, whether Russian or English." + +"Quite true again, Kingsley." + +"Holding views as I do, father," said Kingsley, "there appears to me +something anomalous--that is putting it very mildly--in this last +operation of yours." + +Mr. Manners smiled good-humoredly, and nodded his head in pleasant +approval. + +"Go on, Kingsley." + +"For instance, the matter of Russia's nearer approach to India being +facilitated by an Englishman. Is not that anomalous?" + +"No more anomalous than selling Russia a few millions of our best +rifles and a few hundred millions of our best bullets." + +"Would you do that?" + +"I should like to get the contract." + +Kingsley shifted uneasily in his chair. + +"It is either right or wrong," he said. + +"Being at peace with Russia, Kingsley, it is right. Of course, it +would be wrong if we were at war with the country." + +"But we provide it with rifles and bullets and railways beforehand." + +"Quite so--in the way of business. I like a conversation such as this, +Kingsley, in which there is no need for anything to be settled. As to +the future before you, it doesn't matter to me which side you take, so +long as you become what I hope you will be. Men like myself, sprung +from the ranks and making such fortunes as I have made, generally +become Conservatives. I am neither one thing nor another, and shall +not attempt to dictate to you. But into this question of bullets and +rifles and railways let us import a little common-sense. If that sort +of trading is wrong in times of peace, every country would have to cut +itself aloof from every other country, and to live as if it were shut +up in a box. I can't express myself as well as you, but I dare say you +understand me." + +"You can always make people understand you, father," said Kingsley. + +"Yes, I have always been able to do that. They respect you all the +more for it." Here he laughed quite gayly. "Even in Russia, where I +did not know one word of the language, I made myself understood. I saw +some great people there, Kingsley, and had interviews with them. Of +course, I had a man to interpret for me, but I think I could have +managed even without him. Some of the great men spoke English, but not +a laborer I employed did. It was no more necessary for them to know +our language, than for me to know theirs. The point was that there was +work to do, and that it must be done within the stipulated time. With +a stern master over him the Russian is a good workman, and values his +life less than an Englishman. Take the pestilential ground we had to +work over. No English workman would remain there a day; the Russian +shrugged his shoulders and took the risk. Now, Kingsley, we will +proceed to matters more immediately concerning ourselves." + +"With pleasure, father." + +"As between father and son there should be as few secrets as possible. +You have some knowledge of my career; it is one I have no need to be +ashamed of, and I propose to commence with the story of my life, and +to make you fully acquainted with the secret of my rise in the world." + +Upon that Mr. Manners entered unreservedly upon his relation, and +spoke of matters in respect of his successful struggles with which the +reader is already familiar. It was not all new to Kingsley, but he +listened patiently and admiringly. + +"I think I have made it plain to you, Kingsley," said Mr. Manners, +when he had finished the recital, "that I owe everything to myself. I +make no boast of it, and I have no doubt there are numbers of men as +capable and clever as I am, only they have either not had the courage +to launch out or have missed their opportunities. Now, my lad, I am +sensible of my own deficiencies; I do not deceive myself by saying +that I am as good as others with whom my money places me on an +equality; I am a contractor, nothing more, and every shoemaker to his +last. I shall stick to mine, and make more money. If I entered +Parliament, which I could do without difficulty, I should have to sit +mumchance, and play a silent part, unless something in my own +particular line started up; and that would be once in a blue moon. Now +taking a back seat in anything in which I am engaged would not suit +me; I am accustomed to be master, and master I intend to continue to +be. If I were a good speaker the matter would be different; I could +carry all before me, though I am ignorant of Greek and Latin. When I +was a lad I did not have what you call ambition; I took a pride in +making sensible contracts which would bring me in a profit, and I +crept along steadily, never dreaming that I should ever reach my +present position. But the case is altered now, and I have a real +ambition--not directly for myself, but for you. I have no expectation +that you will disappoint me." + +"I will endeavor not to do so, father." + +"That is a good lad. You will be one of the richest men in the +country, but I want you to be something more; I want you to be one of +the most influential. I want people to say as I walk along; 'There +goes the father of the prime-minister.'" + +"That is looking a long way ahead," said Kingsley, considerably +startled by this flight. + +"Not a bit too far; it can be worked up to, and with your gifts it +shall be. I have already told you that it matters little to me whether +you are a Conservative, or a Liberal, or a Radical; that is your +affair. If you are prime-minister and a Radical it will show that +Radicalism is popular. I stop short of Socialism, mind you." + +"So do I." + +"Good. There is nothing nowadays that a man with a good education and +a long purse cannot accomplish. I have the long purse, but not the +education. I can talk sensibly enough to you here in a room, and in +fairly good English, thanks to your mother and to my perseverance, but +put me in the House of Commons and ask me to make a long speech upon +large matters of state, and I should make a fool of myself. Therefore +it is impossible _I_ could ever become prime-minister." + +"It is not every man who would speak so plainly and disparagingly of +himself." + +"Perhaps not, but I happen to know the length of my tether; I happen +to know what I am fitted for and what I am not. I don't want you to +suppose that I am making a sacrifice; nothing of the kind. I keep my +place; you work up to yours; then I shall be perfectly satisfied. I +have had this in my mind for years, and instead of making you a +contractor I have made you a gentleman. That is what other fathers +have done, whose beginnings have been as humble as mine. New families +are springing up, my boy, to take the place of the old; you, Kingsley, +shall found a family which shall become illustrious, and I shall be +content to look on and say: 'This is my doing; this is my work.' We +shall show these old lords what new blood can do." + +"Why, father," said Kingsley, laughing despite the uneasy feeling that +was creeping over him, "you are a Radical." + +"Perhaps I am, but we will keep it to ourselves. Now, Kingsley, it is +my method when I am going in for a big contract to master beforehand +everything in connection with it. I study it again and again; I verify +my figures and calculations a dozen times before I set my name to it. +That is what I have done in this affair. I have mastered the whole of +the details, and I know exactly what is necessary. The first thing to +make sure of when a great house is to be built, a house that is to +last through sunshine and storm, a house that is to stand for +centuries, is the foundation. That is out of sight, but it must be +firm, and strong, and substantial. I am the foundation of this house I +wish to build, and I am out of sight. Good. What is fine and beautiful +to the eye you will supply--that is, you and your connections, in +which, for convenience, we will say your mother and I do not count." + +"My connections!" exclaimed Kingsley. "Apart from you and my mother!" + +"Quite so. There are families of the highest rank who would not shrink +from admitting you, upon the closest terms, into their circle. Some +are tottering, and fear the fall. Old estates are mortgaged up to +their value, and every year makes their position worse. We, with our +full purses, step in and set them right, and bury the ghosts which +haunt them. There is nothing low and common about you, my boy. You +are, in appearance, manners, and education, as good as the best of +them, and lady mothers will only be too glad to welcome you. The first +thing you must do is to marry." + +"Sir!" + +"And to marry well. I have authority for saying that you can marry the +daughter of a duchess. I don't wonder that you look startled. I have +seen the young lady; she is nineteen years of age, and very beautiful. +Of course she knows nothing of the scheme. It is for you to win +her--of which I have no fears. You can make settlements upon her, +Kingsley, which would satisfy the most exacting of duchesses. The +family has influence, great influence, socially and politically. +Married to her, with your talents, your future is assured, if you have +only a fair amount of industry. I have set my heart upon it, +Kingsley." + +"There is the question of love, father," said Kingsley, in a low tone. +It seemed to him that his father had cut the ground from under his +feet. + +"Quite so. There is the question of love. You will win your way to her +heart, without a doubt." + + + + + CHAPTER VI. + + +There occurred here a pause. Kingsley did not know what to say. His +father was waiting for him to speak. + +"No man should think of marrying," said Kingsley, presently, "unless +there is love on both sides." + +"There is no occasion to discuss that point," said Mr. Manners. "As +you will win your way to the young lady's heart, so will she win her +way to yours. Wait till you see her, and meanwhile give me your +promise that you will do your best to further my wishes. I do not +expect a blind compliance; you shall go to her with your eyes open, +and if you do not say she is very beautiful you must be a poor judge +of beauty." + +"But," murmured Kingsley, "to have an affair like this cut and dried +beforehand for the man who is most deeply concerned--well, father, +there is something sordid and mercenary in it." + +"There might be," said Mr. Manners, calmly, "if the young lady knew +anything of it; but she knows nothing." + +"Yet you said you spoke with authority." + +"Quite so. The young lady's mother has been indirectly sounded, and I +spoke the truth. Listen, Kingsley," and Mr. Manners's more serious +tone increased Kingsley's discomfort. "I said I have set my heart upon +the projects I have unfolded concerning your future. I have set +something more than my heart upon them--I have set all my hopes upon +them. You are my only child, and will be my heir if everything is +right between us. You will come into an enormous fortune, greater than +you have any idea of, and by its means and a suitable marriage you +will rise to power. There are few men who would not jump at the +proposition I have made, which, plainly explained, means your coming +into everything that can make life desirable. If I were asking you to +marry a lady who was ugly or had some deformity I could understand +your hesitation. Do you still refuse to give me the promise I ask?" + +"I cannot give it to you, father." + +"Why?" demanded Mr. Manners, in a stern voice; but he did not give +Kingsley time to reply. "Listen further to me before you speak." He +took a pocket-book from his pocket, and drew from it a paper which he +consulted. "I can make excuses for slight faults of conduct, but will +not pardon an opposition which threatens to destroy the most earnest +wish of my life. You are acquainted with a person of the name of +Loveday." + +"I have the honor of his acquaintance," said Kingsley, nerving himself +for the contest which he saw impending, and considerably surprised at +his father's acquaintance with the name. + +"He is a person of no character," said Mr. Manners. + +"He is a gentleman," interrupted Kingsley. + +"That is news to me," said Mr. Manners, "and is not in accordance with +the information I have received." + +"Have you been playing the spy upon me?" asked Kingsley, with some +warmth. + +"I should require to be in two places at once to have done that. This +time last week I was in Russia." + +"Then you have been paying some one to watch me. By what right, +father?" + +"You jump too hastily at conclusions. You make a statement which is +not true, and you proceed to question me upon it." + +"I beg your pardon; but you must have obtained your information from +some source." + +"Quite so." + +"Will you tell me from whom? + +"I may or I may not before we part to-night. You refused to give me a +promise; I refuse to give you one. I might well take offence at the +imputation that I have paid a spy to watch you." + +"I withdrew the imputation, father." + +"The suspicion was in itself an offence. I have allowed you to go your +way, Kingsley, in the belief and hope that your way and mine were one, +and that you would do nothing to disgrace me." + +"I have done nothing to disgrace you." + +"We may take different views. As a young man you have had what is +called your 'fling.' I made you a most liberal allowance--" + +"For which I have always been deeply grateful, father," said Kingsley, +hoping to turn the current of his father's wrath. It smote him with +keen apprehension, for Nansie's sake and his own, that the anger his +father displayed when he first mentioned the name of Loveday should be +no longer apparent, and that Mr. Manners spoke in his usual calm and +masterful voice. + +"I made you a most liberal allowance," repeated Mr. Manners, "which you +freely spent. I did not demur to that; it pleased me that you should +be liberal and extravagant, and prove yourself the equal in fortune, +as you are in education and manners, of those with whom you mixed. You +committed some follies, which I overlooked--and paid for." + +"It is the truth, father. I got into debt and you cleared me." + +"Did I reproach you?" + +"No, sir." + +"If I am not mistaken--and in figures I seldom am--I paid your debts +for you on three occasions." + +"It is true, sir." + +"And always cheerfully." + +"Always, sir." + +"I am not wishful to take undue credit to myself by reminding you of +this; it is only that I would have you bear in mind that I have +endeavored to make your life easy and pleasurable, and to do my duty +by you. Nor will I make any comparison between your career as a young +man and mine at the same age. I am satisfied, and I suppose you are +the same." + +"I think, father," said Kingsley, "that I should have been content to +work as you did." + +"Not as I did, because we started from different standpoints. Pounds, +shillings, and pence were of great importance to me, and I used to +count them very jealously. I value money now perhaps as little as you +do, but I know its value better than you, and what it can buy in a +large way--in the way I have already explained to you. For that +reason, and for no other, it is precious to me. There are men who have +risen to wealth by discreditable means; that is not my case; what I +possess has been fairly worked for and fairly earned. All through my +life I have acted honorably and straightforwardly." + +"All through my life, father," said Kingsley, with spirit, "I shall do +the same." + +"Well and good. I have a special reason, Kingsley, in speaking of +myself in the way I have done." + +"Will you favor me with your reason, father?" + +"Yes. It is to put a strong emphasis upon what you will lose if you +cut yourself away from me." + +"Is there any fear of that, father?" asked Kingsley, with a sinking +heart. + +"It will be for you, not for me, to answer that question; and it will +be answered, I presume, more in acts than in words. I return to the +Mr. Loveday, who is described to me as a person of no character, and +whom you describe as a gentleman." + +"He is one, father, believe me," said Kingsley, earnestly. + +"Do gentlemen travel about the country in caravans, sleeping in them +by the roadsides?" + +Kingsley could not help smiling. "Not generally, father, but some men +are whimsical." + +"Let us keep to the point, Kingsley. According to your account we are +speaking of a gentleman." + +"We are," said Kingsley, somewhat nettled at this pinning down. + +"Then you mean that some gentlemen are whimsical?" + +"I mean that." + +"In what respect is this Mr. Loveday a gentleman? Does he come of an +old family?" + +"I do not know." + +"Do you know anything of his family?" + +"Nothing." + +"Is he a man of means?" + +"No." + +"A poor man, then?" + +"Yes." + +"Very poor?" + +"Very poor." + +"And travels about in a broken-down caravan, and you wish me to +believe he is a gentleman. I would prefer to take your word, Kingsley, +against that of my informant, but in this instance I cannot do so. It +would be stretching the limits too far." + +"We will not argue it out, father." + +"Very well. But Mr. Loveday does not travel alone in this caravan; he +has a person he calls his daughter with him." + +"It is coming," thought Kingsley, and he set his teeth fast, and +said': "His daughter, a lady, travels with him." + +"So far, then, my facts are indisputable. This young woman is +described to me as an artful, designing person who has used all her +arts to entangle you--because you have a rich father." + +"Who dares say that?" cried Kingsley, starting up with flashing eyes. + +"My informant. I understand, also, that some months since she +contracted secretly a disreputable marriage, and that her husband--do +not interrupt me for a moment, Kingsley--has conveniently disappeared +in order to give her time to bleed you, through your rich father. To +go through the ceremony again would be a light matter with her." + +"It is a horrible calumny," cried Kingsley, in great excitement. + +"Although," pursued Mr. Manners, exhibiting no agitation in his voice +or manner, "the circumstances of my own private life have not made me +personally familiar with the tricks of adventuresses, I have in the +course of my experiences learned sufficient of them to make me abhor +them. How much deeper must be my abhorrence now when such a woman +steps in between me and my son to destroy a cherished design which can +only be carried out in his person! I will listen to no vindication, +Kingsley. Before you arrived home to-night I had a strong hope that +some mistake had been made in the information which has reached me +concerning your proceedings. I was wrong; it is unhappily too true." + +"You received the information from an enemy of mine." + +"No, Kingsley, from a friend." + +"Ah!" There was here, even in the utterance of the simple word, a +singular resemblance between father and son. Kingsley's voice no +longer betrayed excitement, and his manner became outwardly calm. +"There is only one so-called friend who could have supplied you with +the information--my cousin, Mark Inglefield." + +Mr. Manners was silent. + +"Was it he, sir?" asked Kingsley. + +Still Mr. Manners was silent. + +"I judge from your silence, sir, that Mark Inglefield is the man I +have to thank." + +During his silence Mr. Manners had been considering. + +"I must say something here, Kingsley. I have no right to betray +another man's confidence, and you no right to betray mine." + +"It would be the last of my wishes, father." + +"If I tell you who is my informant, will you hold it as a sacred +confidence?" + +It was Kingsley's turn now to consider. He was convinced that Mark +Inglefield was his enemy, and by giving his father the desired promise +of a sacred confidence, he would be shutting himself off from all +chance of reprisal. On the other hand, he might be mistaken; and his +father might also refuse to continue the interview, which Kingsley +felt could not be broken at this point; and after all, how could he +hope to help himself or Nansie by a personal encounter with his cousin +or by further angering his father, who, he knew only too well, was now +in a dangerous mood? + +"Do you insist upon my holding it as a sacred confidence, father?" + +"I insist upon it," said Mr. Manners, coldly. + +"I will hold it so." + +"On your honor as a man? Not as a gentleman, for our views differ +there." + +"On my honor as a man." + +"You were right," said Mr. Manners. "I received the information from +your cousin, Mark Inglefield." + +"As I expected. I must now relate to you, father, the circumstances of +my acquaintance with Mr. Loveday and his daughter, and the manner in +which my cousin Mark comes into connection with it." + +"I will listen to you, Kingsley," said Mr. Manners. "Our conversation +has assumed a complexion which may be productive of the most serious +results to you and myself. I do not hold this out as a threat; I state +a fact. I am, in my convictions, inflexible. Once I am resolved, no +power on earth can move me. And do not lose sight of another thing. +Mark Inglefield is your mother's nephew, and therefore your cousin. +That I have given him the advantage of a university education, and +that I sent you both to college at the same time, is my affair. I +should have done the same by you had you been my nephew and he my son. +It was always my intention to advance him in life, and it is my +intention still. He is worthy of it. He is your equal in birth and +attainments. Therefore speak of him with becoming respect. I shall +know the exact value to place upon intemperate language in a case like +this, where the passions are involved." + +"I will do my best to obey you, father," said Kingsley, "but a pure +reputation is at stake, and I may fail in my endeavor. It was my +cousin, Mark Inglefield, who first introduced me to Miss Loveday. He +spoke to me of her, as he spoke to others, in a light tone, and I do +not know what it was that induced me to give ear to his boastings, +although I entertained a contempt for him and a doubt of his truth. +One day, while we were walking together and he was indulging with +greater freedom and boisterousness than usual--though his ordinary +habit was bad enough--of his acquaintanceship with Miss Loveday, it +happened that we met her. He could do no less than introduce me, and I +had not been in her company five minutes before I suspected that his +vaporings about her were those of a base man, of one who was dead to +honor. A true man is respectful and modest when he makes reference to +a lady for whom he entertains an affection, and the doubts I had +previously entertained of my cousin when he indulged in the +outpourings of his coarse vanity were now confirmed. I followed up the +introduction by courting Miss Loveday's intimacy, and she grew to +respect me, to rely upon me. The more I saw of her the more I esteemed +her. Never had I met a lady so pure and gentle, and it was a proud +moment in my life when she asked me to protect her from my cousin's +insolent advances. I spoke to him, in a manner not too gentle, I own, +for my indignation was aroused, and from that time he and I were +enemies. I know it now; I did not know it then. He was far too subtle +for me, and I, perhaps too much in the habit of wearing my heart upon +my sleeve, was, as I now discover, sadly at a disadvantage with him. +He showed no anger at my supplanting him, and this should have warned +me; your cold-blooded man is a dangerous animal when he becomes your +enemy; but I suppose I was too deeply in love and too happy to harbor +suspicion against one who had no real cause for enmity against me. Nor +did I consider the consequences--not to myself but to the lady I +loved--of my frequent visits and meetings with her. There is no doubt +that she was compromised by them, but she was as guileless and +innocent as myself, and it was not till it was forced upon me that her +reputation was in my hands that I prevailed upon her to take the step +which gave the lie to malicious rumor." + +"And that step, Kingsley?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"I married her. She is my wife." + +"You think so?" + +"Think so, father! What do you mean? Am I a man with reason, gifted +with some standard of intelligence, that I should think--which implies +a doubt--where I am sure?" + +"You are a man deluded, Kingsley, as other men have been by other +women. This woman has deceived you." + +"No, sir, truly as I live." + +"The farce would not be complete unless you protested. It is the least +you can do. All that you have said confirms your cousin's story. He +has not erred in one particular, except in what is excusable in him, +and perhaps in you. Mischief is done, but it can be remedied. An +impulsive man like yourself is no match for an artful woman." + +"I will not hear the lady I love and esteem so spoken of," said +Kingsley, with warmth. + +To this remark Mr. Manners was about to reply with equal warmth, but +he checked himself, and did not speak for a few moments. When he +resumed the conversation he spoke in his usual calm tone, a tone which +never failed in impressing upon his hearers a conviction of the +speaker's absolute sincerity and indomitable will. + +"It has happened--fortunately for others--but rarely in my life, +Kingsley, that such a crisis as this has occurred; and I regret this +difference in our ideas all the more because its consequences may be +fatal to you and may shatter hopes upon which I have set great store. +When you say to me that you will not hear me speak in such or such a +manner, because it displeases you, you behave in a manner to which I +am not accustomed. When you place yourself in opposition to my wishes +you treat me to a new experience which I do not welcome. Were I +holding this interview with any other than yourself I should have put +an end to it some time since; after that there would be nothing more +to be said on either side. I am not used to disappointments, but I +should be able to bear them; I am rather fond of difficulties because +it is a pleasure to overcome them. I am inclined to regard this +difference of opinion between us as a difficulty which may be overcome +without much trouble, if you are reasonable." + +"It is not a difference of opinion, father," said Kingsley, moderating +his tone; the interests at stake were too serious to allow him to give +his indignation free play, "it is a difference as to facts, of which +I, and not you, am cognizant." + +"I hold to what I say, Kingsley," replied Mr. Manners. "I have +received a certain statement of particulars which I choose to accept +as true; you have imparted to me certain information which I do not +choose to accept in the manner you wish. Setting aside for a moment +all question of the young woman of whose character we have formed +different estimates, I ask you, supposing you to be legally married, +what is the kind of respect you have shown me, a father who has never +crossed your wishes, by contracting a lifelong obligation without +consulting me?" + +"It was wrong, father," said Kingsley, with contrition. "I have only +the excuse to make that I loved her and was eager to defend her +reputation." + +"It is an excuse I cannot accept. And the deliberate committal of a +fault so fatally grave as this, with a full knowledge of the +consequences, cannot be condoned by the weak confession, when it is +too late to repair the fault, that you were wrong. There is a +repentance which comes too late, Kingsley. But even that I might have +forgiven had I reason to approve of your choice." + +"You have but to see her, father," said Kingsley, eagerly. "Let me +bring her to you! You will be as proud of her as I am; you will know +then that I have not chosen unworthily." + +"No," said Mr. Manners, "if I see her at all I must see her alone." + +"Give me a minute or two to consider, father." + +"Certainly, Kingsley." + +The young man turned aside, and allowed his thoughts to travel to +Nansie, and to dwell upon the beauty of her character. He knew her to +be patient and long-suffering, and that she would not shrink from +making a sacrifice for one she loved as she loved him; he knew also +that these qualities were allied to a spirit of independence which, +while it would enable her to bear up outwardly under the pressure of a +great wrong, would rather intensify than abate the anguish which would +wring her soul were such a wrong forced upon her. It would be a +lifelong anguish, and would rack her till her dying day. His father, +with his iron will, was just the man to force the sacrifice upon her, +was just the man to so prevail upon her that she might, at his +persuasion, remove herself forever not only from the presence but from +the knowledge of the man she loved and had vowed to love while life +remained. Poor, helpless, dependent, and alone in the world--for +Kingsley had an inward conviction that her father's days were +numbered--to what a future would he, the man who had sworn to love and +cherish her, be condemning her if he permitted his father to have his +way in this matter! The crime would be his, not his father's; upon his +soul would rest the sin. And then the image of Nansie rose before him, +not at first sad and despondent, but bright and sweet, and full of +innocent, joyous life; and in that image he saw a sunshine of +happiness which he and Nansie would enjoy together if he played a true +man's part in this contention. He saw also with his mind's eye the +other side of the picture in the figure of a heart-broken woman +brooding over the misery and the torture of life, and praying for +death. This sad figure vanished, and he and Nansie were sitting +together hand in hand, their hearts beating with the sacred love which +sweetens and makes life holy, and she was whispering to him that her +greatest joy lay in the knowledge that he was true to her. + +He had shaded his eyes with his hand during this contemplation. He now +removed it, and raised his eyes to his father's face. + +"I cannot consent, father," he said, in a low, firm tone, "to your +seeing her alone." + +"You have come deliberately to that determination?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"I have, father." + +"It is irrevocable?" + +"It is irrevocable." + +"I will still not hold you to it," said Mr. Manners. "It would grieve +me in the future to think that the matter was too hastily decided. You +owe me some kind of obedience, some kind of duty." + +"I acknowledge it, father. In all that becomes me to yield you shall +have no cause of complaint against me." + +"Very well. Let there be some slight pause before the final word is +pronounced. Remain here a week, and give the matter a calmer and +longer deliberation. Its issues are sufficiently important to make my +request reasonable." + +"I will do as you wish, father," said Kingsley, after a slight +hesitation, "on two conditions." + +"Name them." + +"First, that you do not invite my cousin, Mark Inglefield, here during +the time." + +"I agree." + +"Second, that you do not seek my wife for the purpose of relating what +has passed between us." + +"I agree to that also. I will not seek your--the young woman for that +or for any purpose. Are you content, Kingsley?" + +"Yes, father, I am content." + +"As you admit that you owe me some small measure of duty and +obedience, you will not object to my request that you hold no +correspondence with her until the week is past." + +"It is a hard request, father, but I will obey you." + +"There remains, then, in this connection, but one thing in respect of +your future which I think it necessary to impress upon you. As I have +made my fortune by my own efforts it is mine to dispose of as I +please. Comply with my wishes, and the bulk of it is yours. Oppose +them, and not one shilling of it will be yours to enjoy. To this I +pledge myself. And now, Kingsley, we will drop the conversation." + +Kingsley had a reason for consenting to the week's delay. He had a +hope that within that period his father would relent. It was a faint +hope, but it seemed to him that it would be criminal to let it slip. + + + + + CHAPTER VII. + + +On the fourth day of his probation Kingsley received a letter from +Nansie. No further words upon the subject of their recent conversation +had passed between him and his father; neither of them had broken +faith in respect of the promises given, and everything went on in the +house as usual. Mr. Manners passed the greater portion of his time in +looking over specifications and making calculations for fresh +contracts of magnitude; he was accustomed to attend personally to +these matters, and never left anything to chance, or solely in the +hands of any other man. It was not without an object that he requested +Kingsley to assist him in his labors during these days. He wished his +son to become sensible of what he would lose if he persisted in his +opposition to his father's wishes. With this end in view he made +Kingsley familiar with all the channels in which his fortune was +invested. Kingsley was amazed at its extent, and was also amazed at +the wisdom of his father's investments. There were no chance risks; +every shilling was as safe as human judgment could make it. He owned a +great deal of property in land upon which other men had built houses, +and the land was situated in the most thriving and most fashionable +neighborhoods; he held a vast number of government securities, and +those only of the most stable governments. Companies he had avoided, +their alluring prospectuses having no temptation for him. He had +advanced scores of thousands of pounds upon first mortgages, and not a +doubtful one among them. + +"I was never a gambler," he said to Kingsley, "but I never let my +money lie idle. I have the offer now of a great estate in the country, +which, if all goes well, I shall buy. It is in one of the best +counties, and the simple possession of it will give a man a standing +in the country which would occupy all the years of a man's life to +gain. A stroke of the pen will do it." + +Kingsley knew what he meant when he said "if all goes well," but each +kept the open expression of his thoughts to himself. On the evening +before Nansie's letter arrived, Mr. Manners told Kingsley that his +income was not less than sixty thousand pounds a year; and he added +that he was not spending a tenth part of it. + +In the solitude of his chamber Kingsley opened Nansie's letter; it had +been written from day to day, only for her lover's and husband's eyes: + + +"My Beloved Kingsley,--It is night, and I am writing in my little room +in the caravan. Father is asleep, and everything around is still and +peaceful. It is the best of all time to write to you and think of you, +but indeed you are never out of my thoughts. It is a beautiful night, +and I have made up my mind not to go to sleep till I have heard the +nightingale, so how can I employ my time better than in the way I am +doing? All the day long I have been thinking of you. 'Now he is in the +train,' I said, 'now he is so much nearer London, now he is in London, +now he is at home and talking to his father.' Of me? I could not +decide that. Perhaps you will wait till to-morrow, but I am with you +in spirit, Kingsley, as you are with me. Yes, I am sure of that, and +it makes me very, very happy. Kingsley is at home, in his father's +house. Is he really at home? My home is with you; there is no home for +me without you. How ungrateful it sounds, with my father so close to +me; but I cannot help it; it is the truth. And then this caravan--can +one call it a home? Though there are people, father says, who are very +happy in caravans--as I should be with you; or anywhere, Kingsley. +Indeed it is so; it will not matter to me so long as we are together. + +"I am writing cheerfully and hopefully, am I not? And yet my father +has been uneasy in his mind to-day. He has been speaking a great deal +of your father, and he fears that he will not approve of our marriage. +'For your sake, Nansie,' father said, 'I wish Kingsley's father was a +poor man.' Kingsley dear, I wish that too; but then your father was +once as poor as we are, and perhaps that will make a difference. I +hope with all my heart I have not done you wrong by marrying you; but +how could I help it, loving you as I did and do, and how could I help +it when you persuaded me so? Oh, my dear love, I will do all that a +woman can do to make you happy! I can do no more. To me it does not +matter how we live, but will it matter to you if your father is angry +and will not receive me? I cannot bear to think of it; my heart grows +cold, and I stretch forth my hands imploring an angel to come and help +me. But that is not needed, is it, Kingsley? and you have good reason +to be angry with me, for what I have written is almost like a doubt, +and to doubt you is to doubt that there is any goodness in the world. +No, Kingsley, I will not doubt; it would be treason to love. . . . + +"I have not written for an hour. I have been thinking, thinking, +thinking, and I should have gone on thinking, just as if I was in a +waking trance, if it had not been for my father talking in his sleep. +'Nansie, Nansie!' he called, and I went in to him, but he was fast +asleep, and his forehead was quite damp. I wiped it softly, but it did +not wake him, and he kept on murmuring my name and yours, and calling +on the angels to guard us. Dear father! we have not been a great deal +together, but he loves me truly, and I think he is reproaching himself +for not having been with me more. I could not love him more than I do, +but I might have known him better. He is a good man, Kingsley, and I +think if he had been rich he would have made a name in the world. +There! I have written 'if he had been rich.' To be happy it is not +necessary to be rich, is it, dear? Father says not. That is when he is +awake. What did he mean by saying in his sleep: 'Money is a blessing +and a curse?' Well, yes, I can understand it. It depends upon how it +is used. Oh, Kingsley, I hope your father is not very rich. By my +father's side was his favorite book, 'William Browne.' I took it away +to my room. Before I go to bed I will put it back, for it is like meat +and wine to him. More precious than those, I am sure. What are you +doing at this very moment, Kingsley? + +"There again. I have been in dreamland for an hour and more. And then, +waking up, I read a little of 'William Browne', and took my pen in my +hand to go on writing, but I did not know what to say. Kingsley, dear, +the errand you have gone upon haunts me. So much do I fear that I +hardly know what to think. Even my favorite saying that father does +not consider wisdom, 'Everything will come right,' does not comfort me +somehow. I don't know why, except it is that we are not together. +Suspense is dreadful, is it not, dear? And just now everything seems +in suspense. Oh, hark! The nightingale! It is an omen of joy and +gladness. Thank God for all sweet sounds, for all that is sweet and +good--and the world is full of sweetness and gladness. And I was +reading of it in 'William Browne:' + + + "'But the nightingale i' th' dark + Singing, woke the mountain lark; + She records her love. + The sun hath not with his beams + Gilded yet our crystal streams, + Rising from the sea; + Mists do crown the mountain-tops, + And each pretty myrtle drops; + 'Tis but newly day.' + + +"There, my dear love, I have copied it exactly, apostrophes and all, +and it seems to bring me nearer to you. How wonderful is the gift of +poetry! ''Tis but newly day.' It is day in my heart. Yes, everything +will come right. Good-night, dear love, with a thousand kisses. I send +them from my window through the night, which soon will be day. Heaven +shield you.... + +"Another day has passed. Oh, Kingsley, what joy and delight your dear, +dear letter brought to me! Your letters are the sweetest that ever +were written, that ever could be written. Heaven bless your father for +being so kind to you. How glad he must have been to see you after such +a long absence! I am sure he must be the best of men. But Kingsley, +dear Kingsley, how shall I tell you? My dear father is worse. I know +he is, although he has not complained. We sat together this evening, +watching the sunset in silence. He held my hand, and sometimes he +gripped it hard. It was because he was in pain, but he would not have +it so. He said it was because he loved me so dearly. When the sun went +down he spoke, oh, so solemnly and beautifully, Kingsley, of the +sunset of life, and said he would be perfectly happy and contented if +he knew that I was safe. 'You mean safe with Kingsley, dear father,' I +said. 'Yes,' he answered, 'safe with Kingsley.' Then I read your +letter to him--every word, Kingsley; I was not ashamed--and it +comforted him. 'He is the man I would have chosen for you, Nansie,' he +said, and then he spoiled it all by adding: 'Only, only, if his father +were not rich.' I reproved him gently, and said he must not doubt you, +but must have in you the perfect faith that I have, and he said that I +was right, and that it was only a father's fears that disturbed him. +We must not blame him, dear; we are so poor, you know, and he does not +know you as I do. I can write but a few lines now, I am so anxious +about father. Shall I receive a letter from you to-morrow? If one does +not come, I shall be sorry, of course, but only sorry, nothing more. +For you and your father must have so much to talk about, and, as you +told me so seriously, you must wait for a favorable opportunity before +you spoke to him of me. Ah, poor me! What a worry I am! But I will +make it all up to you, my dearest, in the happy days to come. Father +is calling to me; I must go. I kiss you and kiss you, and indeed there +are kisses on my lips for you only--and ah! for my poor, dear father. +Through all time to come I am ever and ever your own loving Nansie.... + +"Oh, Kingsley, my dear husband, how shall I tell you? My hand trembles +so that I can scarcely write the words. My father, my dear, dear +father is dead! + +"I look at the words I have written, and they seem to move, to live, +though _he_ is dead. I go from the page upon which I write to the bed +upon which he is lying, and I can scarcely believe that it is true, he +looks so sweet, so peaceful and calm. 'Father, father!' I call, but he +does not answer me. His spirit is with God. But surely with me, too, +surely with me! Oh, Kingsley, I feel as if my heart were breaking! + +"I do not know when his spirit passed away. We sat up late last night, +and he seemed in his usual health, but weak. He made no complaint, but +he must have had a premonition of what was hastening to him, for he +talked to me of the life beyond this, and dwelt upon it with hope and +rapture. We sat in the dark; he would not have a light. Ah, me! I must +have been blind and deaf not to have guessed that he believed his end +to be approaching when he spoke so much of you, and desired me to give +you his dear love and his heartfelt wishes for a bright and happy +life. 'With me, father,' I whispered. 'Yes, my daughter, with you,' he +answered. 'Kingsley could not be happy without you.' Ah, how glad I +was to hear him say that! It proved that he had faith and confidence +in you, and yet I might have been warned of what was to come by his +solemn voice and by his addressing me as his daughter. He had never +done so before. It was always: 'My dear,' or 'Nansie, child,' or 'My +dear Nansie.' Ah, Kingsley, if you had heard what he said you could +never have forgotten it. 'Life is a breath,' he said, 'a dream, and +its end should be welcomed with joy, for it opens the door to a +higher, holier life. Happy is the mortal who can approach that +threshold with a consciousness that he has done no wrong to his +fellow-creature.' And then he said that there should be no vain +thirstings and yearnings for knowledge that was wisely hidden from us, +but that every human being should strive to keep shining within him +three stars, faith, duty, and love. I cannot now recall all that he +said, but I know that his last dear conversation with me left me +better than I had been, and that with all my heart and soul I thank +him for his gentle teaching. + +"It was past midnight when he went to bed, and I intended then to +continue my letter to you, but he called to me before I commenced, and +asked me to sit by his side. I did so, holding his hand, until two in +the morning, and all this time he lay quite quiet and still, sometimes +opening his eyes and smiling upon me. At length he said, 'Kiss me, my +dear,' and I stooped and kissed him. Then he bade me go to bed, and, +indeed, I was glad to obey him, Kingsley, for my eyes were closing. I +awoke at my usual hour this morning, and went to him. He had not +stirred. Ah, how still and beautiful he was! I spoke to him and he did +not reply. I called louder, and still he did not speak. Then, smitten +with a dreadful fear, I placed my hand on his heart; it was pulseless, +and I knew that my dear, dear father had passed away. + +"I can write no more. I have much to do, and the last duties of love +will occupy every moment of my time. I shall have him taken to +Godalming, where I shall be if you can come to me. If that is not +possible, I shall go after the funeral to my uncle in London, whose +address you have. There you will find me. Pity me, Kingsley, and do +not leave me long alone. I have only you in the world. Believe me. + + "Ever your loving wife, Nansie." + + +Deeply shocked and grieved, Kingsley went to his father with Nansie's +letter in his hand. "I want you to release me from my promise," he +said. + +"I never release a man from a promise given," was his father's cold +reply, "and I never ask to be released from one I have made." + +"You cannot refuse me," said Kingsley, whose eyes were bedewed with +tears. + +"I do refuse you," said Mr. Manners, sternly. + +Kingsley gazed irresolutely around, but his irresolution lasted for a +moment or two only. "I must go," he said, straightening himself. + +"Against my will?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"Yes, father, against your will, if you refuse." + +"I have refused." + +Kingsley was silent. + +"It is what I will never forgive," said Mr. Manners. + +"I cannot help it, father. There are duties which _must_ be performed, +and one is before me." He held out the last page of Nansie's letter, +but his father thrust it aside. + +"I do not wish to see it. I will not see it. It is from that woman." + +"It is from my wife." + +"And you are going to her?" + +"I am going to her." + +"If you leave my house now you never enter its doors again. If you +persist in your madness I cut you out of my heart forever. I shall +have no longer a son, and for evermore you and I are strangers." + +"It is cruel--it is pitiful, but I must go." + +"You understand the consequences of your disobedience?" + +"You have made them only too plain to me, father," said Kingsley, +mournfully. + +"And you still persist?" + +"There is no other course open to me. I am a man, not a dog." + +"You are an ingrate. Go!--and never let me look upon your face again. +From this moment I do not know you." + + + + + CHAPTER VIII. + + +There are extant numerous clippings from famous writers which, coming +"trippingly off the tongue," have grown into popular favor and are +generally accepted as the essence of wisdom, but which will not stand +the test of cold and logical analysis. Hence it is that so many +familiar proverbs belie themselves. Among these popular sayings may be +classed the description of life as a fitful fever. There are few men +and women to whom this will apply; with the great majority of human +beings life glides from one groove into another with ease and +naturalness, and the most startling changes are effected without +violent strain. Poor men grow rich, rich men grow poor, the lowly +mount, the high slip into the downward paths, and one and all accept +the reversals of position with a certain innate philosophy which makes +life desirable, and often sweet, however wide the gulf which separates +the present from the past. It is something to be genuinely grateful +for; were it otherwise, existence would become an intolerable burden, +and every waking moment would be charged with pain. + +These observations are pertinent to the course of our story, in +respect of which the incidents already narrated may be accepted as a +kind of prologue. The scene changes to the busy East of this mighty +city, the precise locality being a second-hand bookshop in Church +Alley. The proprietor of this shop was Mr. Joseph Loveday, Nansie's +uncle, and that the reflections upon the shiftings in life's +kaleidoscope are not out of place was proved by words which fell from +his lips as he sorted a pile of books which he had purchased at +auction. + +"Change, change, change--nothing but change. Some drop out, some +remain, and time rolls on. I live, with a likelihood of living for +many years; he is dying, with the certainty of death in the course of +a few days. So he says in his letter, and in serious affairs he was +never given to light talk. Presently he will leave the world behind +him. What matters?" + +The question, addressed with mingled bitterness and mournfulness to +himself, aroused him from his reverie. + +"It does matter," he said. "We are not exactly lumber." + +He was a man of middle age, a bachelor, and he conducted his business +alone, without assistance of any kind, taking down his shutters in the +morning and putting them up again at night, arranging the books on his +shelves within and on the stall without, and knowing where to lay his +hand, almost blindfold, upon any volume which he or a customer +required. In this lonely mode of carrying on his trade there were +inconveniences which were beginning to tell upon him. The toilers +round about were not as a rule blessed with libraries of any value, +and although he was always ready to purchase any odd lots that were +brought to him, he picked up very little stock in this way. The +greater portion of his treasures was bought at book auctions in the +West, and whenever he attended one of these sales he was under the +necessity of shutting up his shop and taking the key with him. Of late +he had thought seriously of employing an assistant, but the difficulty +was to find one to suit both his business and his peculiarities. In +his domestic arrangements he was compelled to call in assistance. He +employed a charwoman twice a week, for half a day on each occasion, to +clean his place and set it in order; his breakfasts, teas, and suppers +he prepared himself with his own hands, and when he did not purchase +his dinner at a convenient cook-shop, it was sent in to him by Mrs. +Peeper, keeper of a wardrobe-shop in Church Alley. He looked older +than he was, and had too early acquired a stoop from poring over +books; he had blue eyes, large and shapely hands, and features +furrowed with lines of thoughtfulness. When he was not called +away to attend an auction or upon other business, he would be seen +sitting at his counter, or upon the floor, sorting books and making +lists of them, or standing at his door in slippers, wearing a loose +dressing-gown and a plain skull-cap, and with a pair of spectacles +resting generally above his eyebrows. His reputation extended far +beyond the immediate East in which his shop was situated. In the +course of his career it had been his good-fortune to light upon rare +books in the odd lots he had picked up at auction, and book-hunters +from afar would come to look over his stock of treasures. On the day +of his introduction to the reader he had been much exercised. There +was the letter from his brother, to which he had replied in terms with +which we are familiar; it had taken his thoughts to the past, and old +memories had troubled his mind; domestic and business worries were +also troubling him. The charwoman he had employed for years, and who +was now up-stairs making a noise which annoyed him, had, during the +last few weeks, generally made her appearance in a state of +inebriation. He had expostulated with her upon this new and evil +departure, but his remonstrances had not effected an improvement, and +now, as he sat musing and sorting his books, a sudden crash in the +room above caused him to start to his feet with an angry exclamation. +He calmed himself instantly, having a great power of self-control, +and, going to the staircase, called out: + +"What is the matter, Mrs. Chizlet?" + +"Only the wash'and basin, sir," replied a voice from above. + +"Oh," he said. + +"And the jug, sir." + +"Oh." + +"And the soap-dish, sir." + +"Oh." + +Then there was a pause and an ominous stillness. + +"Have you broken anything else?" he asked. + +"I didn't break 'em, sir," was the reply. "It was the cat." + +"There's no cat in the house. Come down." + +"In a minute, sir, when I've recovered myself." + +He waited the minute, and down came the woman, with a vacant smile on +her face, and a number of pieces of broken crockery in her hands, +which she let fall with a crash on the floor of the shop. + +"The cat, eh?" + +"Yes, sir, the cat." + +"Where did it come from? The sky? What is that sticking out of your +pocket? The skeleton of the cat? No. A bottle. Empty, of course." + +"Yes, sir, worse luck." + +"Mrs. Chizlet," said Mr. Loveday, gravely, "last Friday you broke two +dishes." + +"Not me, sir." + +"Well, the cat. This day week the cat broke all my cups and saucers. +If I keep you in my service, in the course of another week there will +not be a sound piece of crockery or glass in the place. Therefore I +will not trouble you to come here again." + +"We're all born, and none buried," said the charwoman, with a silly +smile. + +And having received her half-day's wage, she departed contentedly, and +made her way to the nearest public-house. + +Mr. Joseph Loveday gazed disconsolately around; it was not the broken +crockery that annoyed him, it was the disarrangement of domestic +custom. Having discharged the woman who had served him so long, it was +a settled thing that she would never be employed by him again. Where +could he find another who would serve him more faithfully? He detested +strangers, and a break in his usual habits was a great discomfort to +him. He was in a mood to exaggerate the discomfort, and in a few +minutes he had magnified it considerably. It is not from the most +important disasters of life, but from its pins and needles, that we +draw our acutest miseries. Everything had been going wrong with Mr. +Loveday lately. During the past week he had missed three books from +his stall outside, and had been unable to discover the thief. Even if +he had been successful in catching him he would have hesitated to +prosecute him, because of the loss of time it would entail. Then, Mrs. +Peeper, proprietor of the wardrobe shop, who occasionally cooked his +dinners for him, had been behaving badly, keeping him waiting an hour +and more, and placing before him food, so villainously cooked that he +could not eat it. Some change was decidedly necessary to restore the +harmony of his days. As he was debating with himself in what way the +change could be made, he raised his eyes and saw through the window a +lad standing at the stall outside, turning over the leaves of a book. +The age of this lad was twelve, and his name was Timothy Chance. + +"I might do worse," thought Mr. Loveday. The drawback was that Timothy +was a bundle of rags. + +He was turning over the leaves of the book he had lifted at haphazard +from the stall, but he was not reading it. Every now and then he +directed a furtive glance towards the interior of the shop, in the +hope, without obtruding himself, of attracting favorable attention. +Hanging on his left arm was an old open-work basket, and sitting +therein was a bedraggled hen. Mr. Loveday stepped to the shop door, +and said: + +"Well, Timothy." + +"Yes, sir," said the lad, looking up with a cheerful smile, and +speaking in quite respectable English, "here I am, back again, like a +bad penny." + +"Come in," said Mr. Loveday. + +Timothy gladly obeyed the summons, and entered. Placing his basket +with the hen in it upon the floor, he stood respectfully before the +bookseller. In classic story a goose became historical; in this modern +tale, wherein heroic deeds are not heralded by clang of trumpets, it +may by and by be admitted that the fowl which Timothy Chance set down +deserves no less a fame. + + + + + CHAPTER IX. + + +Poor and ragged as he was, the lad's bearing was distinguished by a +bright manliness--even thus early shown--which could scarcely fail to +win favor. The circumstances of his young life were singular, and +deserve, and need, brief mention. + +Somewhat less than twelve years before this day on which, in obedience +to Mr. Loveday's summons, he entered the bookseller's shop, Mr. +Loveday turned into Church Alley, after a walk he was in the habit of +taking through the markets of the East where the humble folk make +their purchases for the day of rest. It was therefore Saturday night, +and the hour was a little past midnight. In front of the pawnbroker's +shop, at the corner of Church Alley, stood the pawnbroker himself in a +state of perturbation, taking a few steps this way and a few that in +an uncertain, undecided fashion. His shutters were up, and the day's +business was at an end. He pounced upon Mr. Loveday, whose position +then, as at present, was one of authority among his neighbors, who +tacitly and willingly acknowledged him to be a man of superior stamp. + +"Ah, Mr. Loveday," said the pawnbroker, laying his hand on the +bookseller's arm, "did you see a woman running away as you came +along?" + +"Not that I noticed," replied Mr. Loveday, observing that something +unusual was agitating the pawnbroker. + +"Or a man?" asked the pawnbroker. + +"No." + +"It is altogether the most extraordinary thing," said the pawnbroker, +scratching his head, "the most ex-tra-or-di-na-ry. I never heard of +anything like it." + +"Like what?" + +"Would you mind," said the pawnbroker, "stepping inside, and giving me +your advice?" + +"Certainly," said Mr. Loveday. + +He followed the pawnbroker into the shop, and there upon the counter, +in one of the divisions used by persons who came to pledge their goods +or redeem them, lay an old shawl containing, as was evidenced by a +gentle and regular upheaving, an animate object. + +"What do you think of this?" exclaimed the pawnbroker, unfolding the +shawl. + +"A very fine baby," said Mr. Loveday, "though I don't pretend to be a +judge--and fast asleep." + +"Proving," added the pawnbroker, "that it's been well stuffed." + +"Stuffed!" + +"Had plenty to drink--got its belly full. That's the artfulness of +it." + +"The baby's artfulness?" inquired Mr. Loveday, much mystified. + +"No--of the trick that's been played upon me. Put comfortably to +sleep, satisfied, so that it shouldn't excite suspicion by as much as +a whimper." + +"But explain," said Mr. Loveday, as much in the dark as ever. "Is it +your baby?" + +"No, sir," replied the pawnbroker, energetically, "it is not." + +"Then how comes it here?" + +"That's what I'd like to know. If you'll believe me, Mr. Loveday, I'll +tell you all about it--no, not all, as much I as know myself." + +"Of course I'll believe you," said Mr. Loveday, his interest growing +fast. + +"Here am I," commenced the pawnbroker, excitedly, "all alone by myself +in the shop--well, not exactly here where we stand, but in my room at +the back there. Business over an hour ago--close at eleven, you know. +Shutters put up, and my assistant gone home. Front door left ajar, +because it's a hot night, and the gas has been flaring away. My wife +and the children all asleep up-stairs; no one to disturb me. There's a +bit of supper on the table. Mr. Loveday," he said, breaking off +abruptly, "my wife is a most peculiar woman--a most pe-cu-li-ar +woman." + +"Go on with your story," said Mr. Loveday, calmly. + +"Usually she stops up with me, and we have a bit of supper together, +especially on Saturday nights, the busiest time of the week for me. +But, as luck will have it, she doesn't feel quite the thing to-night, +and she goes to bed early. There I am, then, eating my supper and +making up my accounts. Everything very quiet, nothing wrong, as far as +I can see. I'll take my oath, Mr. Loveday, that when my assistant +wishes me good-night all the parcels are cleared away, and there's +nothing left on the counters, not as much as a pin. Well, sir, I come +to the end of my supper and my accounts, and feel easy in my mind. +Three ha'pence wrong in the reckoning up, but it's on the right side. +I put my money and books in the safe, lock it, pocket the key, fill my +pipe, and get up to come to the door to have a whiff of tobacco and +fresh air. I've got to pass through the shop to get to the street +door, and as I come up to this counter here, this bundle stares me in +the face. 'Hallo?' says I--to myself, you know--'Hallo! here's +something been overlooked;' and I takes hold of the bundle, and starts +back as if I was shot. I feel something moving inside. I come up to it +again, and open it, and there's this baby staring me in the face--no, +not staring me in the face, because it's fast asleep; but there's this +baby. How would you have felt?" + +"Very much astonished." + +"I was flabbergasted. How did it come here? Who brought it? What's the +meaning of it? While I was sitting in the back room I didn't hear a +sound, but it must have been then that the street door was pushed +softly open, and this--this _thing_ put on my counter. If I caught the +woman who did it I'd make it warm for her." + +"Perhaps," suggested Mr. Loveday, "it is done for a joke." + +"A joke!" cried the pawnbroker. "A nice joke to play a married +man--and at this time of the night!" + +"At all events you have lent nothing on it." + +"Find me the pawnbroker," retorted the distressed man, "who _would_ +lend money on a baby!" + +"Truly," observed Mr. Loveday, with grim suggestiveness, "flesh and +blood is not at a premium in this neighborhood." + +"But, Mr. Loveday," implored the pawnbroker, "what am I to do with +it?" + +"I can hardly advise you. You can't very well put it among your other +pledges, and you can't very well throw it into the streets." + +In his heart of hearts the pawnbroker, although not in the main an +ill-natured man, was for the moment mad with himself for having taken +Mr. Loveday into his confidence. If he had kept the matter to himself, +he might, failing all other ways of getting rid of the encumbrance, +have deposited it on a doorstep in such a manner and at such a time +that it could not fail to come under the notice of a policeman, who, +in the exercise of his duty, could not have allowed it to remain +there. It was a warm night, the child was strong and healthy, and was +sleeping comfortably; it could scarcely have taken cold. But this +proceeding was not open to him now that Mr. Loveday was in possession +of the particulars. + +"They wouldn't take it in at the workhouse," said Mr. Loveday. + +"Why not? They've a better right to it than I have." + +"It would have to be proved that it belonged to the parish. It is such +a queer story, you see." + +"Do you mean to say it wouldn't be believed?" + +"I can't hazard an opinion. Suppose you call your wife down, and ask +her to take care of it till you find out something about it." + +"What!" cried the unhappy pawnbroker, "I should have the house pulled +over my ears." + +Mr. Loveday shrugged his shoulders. Not that he was indifferent; the +adventure was so novel that it interested him; but he could not +exactly tell what could be done. + +"After all," he said, "it may be as I suggested, a joke. The person who +left it here will probably call for it presently. Wait awhile." + +"I must, I suppose, but I shall go crazy if I'm left alone with it. Do +a charity, and smoke a pipe with me." + +"I don't smoke, but I'll keep you company for half an hour. Before +that time the mystery may be solved." + +But though they waited up till two o'clock there were no further +developments. There they sat, for the most part in silence, and there +lay the baby in his shawl, sleeping soundly and placidly. + +At length Mr. Loveday rose and said he must go. The pawnbroker began +to implore again. + +"You're a single man; you've got no one to take care of but yourself; +I've got six children of my own to look after. Take it home with you +and give it a bed." + +"No, no," said Mr. Loveday, laughing, "I couldn't think of such a +thing. If I were a woman--perhaps; or if I had a female housekeeper in +my house. The child needs a woman's care, and your wife is at hand." + +The pawnbroker groaned. He heard a policeman's footsteps outside, and +in his despair he called him in and repeated his story. + +The policeman listened gravely, threw the light of his dark lantern on +the sleeping child. + +"I don't see what I can do," he said. + +"I give it into custody," cried the pawnbroker. + +"What's the charge?" asked the policeman. + +The pawnbroker wrung his hands. Finally the policeman departed, +recommending the pawnbroker, before he left, to follow Mr. Loveday's +advice and call down his wife. Mr. Loveday also went home, and the +pawnbroker was left alone with his new and startling responsibility. + +"I'll call in the morning," said Mr. Loveday, "to see how you've got +along with it." + +When he called he learned that nothing further had been discovered. +The pawnbroker had passed a disturbed and sleepless night; the +pawnbroker's wife was in the worst of tempers, and declared that +either she or the baby would have to leave the house. Mr. Loveday +calmed her down, and then entered into a sensible consideration of the +case. + +"So many hours have passed," he said, "since the child was left here, +that it seems more than likely that the person who placed it on your +counter has no intention of redeeming the pledge. In a few days, or +weeks, the matter may be traced; in the meantime something must be +done. I suggest that a woman be sought who, for three or four +shillings a week, will undertake the care of the child. I don't mind +bearing half the expense if you will bear the other half." + +The benevolent offer was eagerly accepted by the pawnbroker, whose +only anxiety now was to get the baby out of his house. Before the +evening a poor woman was found who consented to take charge of the +helpless bundle of humanity. Having come into the neighborhood by a +mysterious chance, the child was called Chance, to which, when or how +could not afterwards be recalled, the Christian name of Timothy was +prefixed. Endeavors were made to solve the mystery of his birth, but, +in the absence of the slightest clew, nothing was discovered. For four +years Mr. Loveday and the pawnbroker paid the expenses of the child's +bringing up between them; then, somehow or other, Timothy Chance began +to take care of himself, nursing babies bigger than himself for +mothers whose quivers were too full, and getting a bit of straw to +sleep on and a crust of bread to keep life in him. He was full of +health and strength, and willingness, and even in those early days he +developed a surprising independence which served him in good stead. As +he grew in years the task of looking after himself and obtaining +shelter and food became less difficult; he throve where others would +have starved; if he could not get crumb he put up with crust; if he +could not get straw to lie upon he put up with boards, if not boards +the earth, if not a roof the sky. From time to time he disappeared +from the neighborhood, went hopping in the season, attaching himself +to some family bent on the same errand, took service with a tinker and +went about the country, and did anything and everything to keep body +and soul together. He succeeded in a good and worthy way, and the +partnership of his boyish frame with a cheerful, willing spirit, was a +passport wherever he went, and would have carried him all over the +world. He did well for others, and better for himself, as will be +seen, although he was penniless nine days out of ten. This did not +trouble him; he was healthy, strong, and happy, and had ideas--in the +germ at present, and not by himself understood; but there they were, +working in his fertile, healthy brain, to ripen and bear fruit one day +perhaps. Such, imperfectly limned, was Timothy Chance as he stood +before Mr. Loveday the bookseller. + + + + + CHAPTER X. + + +"Just come back, Timothy?" + +"Yes, sir, just come back." + +"You've been away a long time?" + +"Seven months, sir." + +"Done any good for yourself?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Ah, you've got a pocketful of money, then?" + +"Not a penny, sir." + +"Yet you say you've done well?" + +"Yes, sir. I've worked hard, and had plenty to eat, and I'm stronger +than ever." + +"Ah, that's what you mean by doing well?" + +"Yes, sir, and I'm willinger--I mean, more willing than ever." + +At this slip of language and its correction Mr. Loveday cocked up his +ears, and took a longer look at the lad. Timothy met his gaze +ingenuously. + +"I think there's an improvement in you, Timothy." + +"I hope so, sir." + +"Where have you been?" + +"In a lot of places, sir, but most of the time in a school." + +"Oh, in a school. Doing what? Studying?" + +"A little, sir," said Timothy, modestly; "but I wasn't engaged for +that." + +"For what, then?" + +"Garden work, knife-cleaning, boot-cleaning, running of errands, +making myself generally useful." + +"And picking up scholarship." + +"As much of it as ever I could, sir." + +"There is certainly an improvement in you, Timothy. You speak more +correctly than you did." + +Timothy was silent, but his face flushed with pleasure. + +"How did you get into the school?" + +"By a bit of good-luck, sir--though it wasn't good-luck to another boy +who had the place." + +"What is one man's meat, Timothy, is another man's poison." + +"Is it, sir?" + +"So they say, and so it often happens. Go on." + +"I was in Essex, sir, looking for a job. It was half-past ten in the +morning." + +"Carried a watch, eh?" + +"No, sir, I was passing a church. But I didn't pass it. I stopped. + +"What for?" + +"There was a fight going on. Two boys, pegging away at each other like +one o'clock. The road was muddy, and they rolled over and over in it, +then got up and went at it again. When they'd had enough they ran off +different ways, and I lost sight of 'em. I was walking off myself when +I noticed something in the mud. It was a letter, and I picked it up +and looked at it. I couldn't read the address, it had been dug into +the mud so; but in a corner, in very plain writing, I saw the name of +Dr. Porter. I went into a baker's shop, and asked if they knew Dr. +Porter, and they said he kept a school a little way off. I asked them +to show me where it was, as I thought it wouldn't be a bad thing to +take the letter to him myself and ask him for a job. They showed me, +and I saw Dr. Porter himself; he was in the grounds in front of the +schoolhouse, and one of the boys who had been fighting was there too. +I gave the doctor the letter, and asked him if it was his, and he said +it was. I found out afterwards that it was a very particular letter, +and had some money in it. The boy was sent out to post it, and he got +fighting and dropped it in the mud. Then the doctor said he supposed I +wanted a reward, and I said no, that I wanted a job. Not to make too +long a story, sir, he put a lot of questions to me, and seemed pleased +with me, and he sent the fighting boy away and took me on in his place +to do the rough work." + +"How much a week, Timothy?" inquired Mr. Loveday. + +"Two shillings a week and my keep." + +"You slept there?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"And out of the two shillings a week for some months you saved +nothing? You come back here without a penny?" + +"You shall hear, sir. My clothes were pretty bad, the same as I've got +on now, and I thought I'd save as much as I could, and buy a new suit. +I did buy a new suit the week before last, but I didn't wear 'em for +garden work. Well, sir, while I was with the doctor I was very happy. +Plenty of work, but plenty to eat. He hadn't many young gentlemen to +teach, and I've found out that he wasn't well off. He had a daughter, +a beautiful young lady, not as old as I am, and she had a bit of +garden that I used to look after for her. I took a lot of pains with +her flowers, and she was so pleased that she used to give me lessons. +I can write pretty well, sir." + +"You can, eh? I'll try you presently. Go on with your story." + +"I learnt a bit of grammar, and a bit of history, and a bit of +arithmetic. It was a great bit of luck for me, but it ended badly." +Timothy paused and sighed, and his face became grave. "I used to stop +up late at night to study, and I picked up a lot. Dr. Porter seemed +always to have a peck of trouble on him, but he helped me, too, a bit, +by lending me books, and Mrs. Porter helped me as well. I was never so +happy before. I bought a new suit of clothes, as I've told you, sir. +Everything was going on swimmingly till last week." Timothy paused +again. + +"What happened then, Timothy?" + +"I went to bed very late; I'd had a good hard night of it, and I had +to get up very early to do something I wanted to Miss Emily's bit of +garden." + +"Miss Emily is the doctor's daughter?" + +"Yes, sir. I don't know how long I'd been asleep, but it was dark when +I woke up all of a sudden with a singing in my ears, and a lot of +other sounds that I can't describe. Then I heard some one sing out +'Fire!' I'm pretty quick, sir, as a rule, and I got into my old +clothes in less than no time, and ran out of the room. Sure enough, +the house was on fire. Miss Emily was crying for her mother, and Dr. +Porter was running about like a madman. I raced to Mrs. Porter's room, +and helped to get her out, and then we stood and watched the fire +burning up the house. There wasn't a drop of water except what +we could get from the pump, and that came out with a dribble. A +fire-engine came up when it was too late. By that time the house was a +mass of flames. There wasn't one bit of furniture saved, nor a book. +All their clothes were burnt, and everything they had, except what +they stood upright in. My new suit of clothes went too, but I didn't +think of that; I was too sorry for Miss Emily and her mother and +father. We had a dreadful time, and when daylight came the whole house +and everything in it was a heap of ashes. Some friends took Dr. Porter +and his wife and Miss Emily away, and I hung about, almost dazed out +of my senses. I saved one thing, though--this fowl here, and the +basket. The next day I saw Dr. Porter. 'My lad,' he said, 'I owe you a +week's wages; here's your florin; I'm a ruined man, and you must look +out for another situation.' He spoke nothing but the truth, sir; he +_was_ ruined; he wasn't insured for a penny. I wouldn't take the +florin; I told him about this fowl that I'd saved, and I asked him to +let me have that instead. 'Take it and welcome,' he said, 'and your +florin too.' But I wouldn't. I wanted badly to see Miss Emily to tell +her how sorry I was, and to wish her good-bye, but Dr. Porter had sent +her off I don't know where, so I had to come away without seeing her. +That's the whole story, sir." + +"A sad story, Timothy." + +"Yes, sir, you may well say that." + +"What are you going to do now?" + +"That's what's puzzling me, sir." And Timothy cast a wistful look at +the bookseller. + +"Take this book in your hand. Open it anywhere. Now read." + +Timothy opened the book, and with great fluency read from the top of +the page. + +"That will do," said Mr. Loveday. "You can write, you say. Sit down +there; here's paper, here's a pen. Now write what I say. 'The world is +filled with fools and bunglers, and a few clever men. A small +proportion of these clever men grow rich, because they are that way +inclined; the majority die poor, because they are not entirely +sordid-minded. The fools and bunglers grow so in a small measure from +inheritance, in a large measure from indolence and a lack of judicious +training.' Give it to me." + +He examined the paper carefully. + +"Ah! Writing tolerably good. Not a bad style; improvement will come by +industry. I think you have that, Timothy Chance." + +"I think I have, sir." + +"Three mistakes in spelling. Bunglers is not spelled b u n g e l. +Inheritance is not spelled without an h and with two e's in the last +syllable. Judicious is not spelled j e w. For the rest, all right. A +bit of arithmetic, eh?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Be ready with your pen and paper. I buy a parcel of twenty-eight +books at auction for three and sixpence; three I sell for waste-paper, +sixteen at twopence each, five at threepence each, two at fourpence, +and one for a shilling. What's the result?" + +"You lay out three and sixpence, sir," said Timothy, almost +instantaneously; he was sharp at most things, but especially sharp at +figures; "and you get back five and sevenpence. Two and a penny +profit." + +"Quite right. Anything else?" + +"The three books you sell for waste-paper will bring in something; +perhaps they're big ones." + +"Perhaps they're little ones. We won't reckon them. Anything else?" + +"You bought twenty-eight books, sir; you only gave me twenty-seven to +figure out. One short, sir." + +"That was stolen, Timothy." + +"Where from, sir?" + +"From the stall outside." + +"It couldn't have been, sir, if you had a sharp boy to attend to it +for you." + +"Ah! The question is, where to find that particularly sharp boy?" + +"He's handy, sir, almost at your elbow." Now, although these words +betokened a certain confidence and were spoken with a certain +boldness, it is a fact that there was a tremor in Timothy's voice as +he uttered them. The conversation between him and Mr. Loveday had been +strangely in accordance with his earnest desire to be taken into Mr. +Loveday's service. He had been upheld by this hope as he tramped from +Essex after the schoolhouse had been burned down, and he had hurried +back to London more swiftly than he would have done without it. + +Mr. Loveday ruminated; Timothy Chance waited anxiously. + +"I'm rather a peculiar fellow, Timothy," said Mr. Loveday, presently; +"not at all unpleasant out of business, unless you quarrel with my +social crotchets, and you're not old enough to do that yet, Timothy, +but very strict in business matters, however trifling. That fowl of +yours is beginning to crow, Timothy." + +"It's all right, sir," said Timothy, in a tone of wistful expectation, +"please finish." + +"This strictness of mine in business matters may make me a hard +master; I haven't tried my hand in that line much, as I've always +attended to my shop myself, but I will not deny that I'm half inclined +to engage a lad." + +"Make it a whole mind, sir, and engage me." + +Timothy's occasionally apt replies tickled and pleased Mr. Loveday; +they betokened a kind of cleverness which he appreciated. + +"As we stand now," continued Mr. Loveday, "man and boy, not master and +servant, we have a mutual respect for each other." + +"Thank you, sir." + +"It would be a pity to weaken this feeling." + +"It might be made stronger, sir." + +"There are numberless things to consider. If I say, 'Up at six every +morning,' up at six it would have to be." + +"And should be, sir." + +"If I say, 'Every day's work completely done, every day's accounts +satisfactorily made up, before the next day commences,' it would have +to be. That fowl of yours is crowing louder, Timothy. No shirking of +work by the excuse that it doesn't belong to the duties I engage a lad +for. You understand all this?" + +"I understand it, sir." + +"On the other hand, satisfaction given, the cart would run along +smoothly. There might be a little time in the evening for study and +reading; there might be sundry pleasant interludes which one can't +think of right off. Eh, Timothy?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"You had it in your mind?" + +"I did, sir." + +"But," said Mr. Loveday, glancing at the lad, "there is one most +important question--the question of respectability." + +"There's nothing against me, sir. You may inquire of everybody I've +worked for." + +"I mean the question of a respectable appearance. Now, Timothy, you +will not have the assurance to assert that _you_ present a respectable +appearance?" + +"Cluck! cluck! cluck?" went the fowl in the basket. + +Timothy's eyes wandered dolefully over his ragged garments. + +"If my new suit of clothes hadn't been burnt," he murmured-- + +"But they are burnt. Spilled milk, you know. The long and the short of +it is, if you can obtain a decent suit of clothes, I'll give you a +trial, Timothy." + +"Cluck! cluck! cluck! Cluck! cluck! cluck!" from the basket. A +jubilant, noisy, triumphant flourish of trumpets, to force upon the +world the knowledge of a great event. Timothy knelt down, put his hand +in the basket, and drew forth a new-laid egg. + +"The world's mine oyster, which I with knife will ope." But surely +that knife never presented itself, as it did at the present moment, in +the form of a new laid-egg. + + + + + CHAPTER XI. + + +Church Alley, in which Mr. Loveday's second-hand bookshop was +situated, was not in the most squalid part of the East, wherein may be +found horrible patches, in comparison with which the haunts of +heathens in savage lands are a veritable paradise. It was, indeed, in +close contiguity to the most respectable part of it, lying to the +eastward of the famous butchers' mart, which, in the present day, is +shorn of its doubtful glories. The alley was a slit in the main +thoroughfare, running parallel with it, about sixty yards in length, +and containing thirty-four tenements, sixteen of which were private +dwellings and eighteen places of business. In the flourishing West it +would have been converted into an arcade, and dignified with an +imposing name drawn from royal or martial records; in the toiling East +it was simply what it professed to be--an alley, very narrow, very +shabby, and generally very dark. When winter fogs lay thick upon the +mighty city they reached perfection by the time they floated to Church +Alley and settled there. Then was the darkness truly Egyptian, and +there the gloom remained, as if in proud assertion of the fitness of +things, long after surrounding thoroughfares were bright. The sun rose +later there and set earlier, and in freezing time it was a very heaven +of slides days after surrounding space was thawing. The explanation of +these unusual phenomena may be found in the circumstance that when +"weather" got into Church Alley it could not easily get out. There was +no roadway for horses and carts; between the rows of houses ran a +footpath ten feet in width. The enterprising builder who purchased the +land and designed the estate had husbanded his inches with a shrewd +eye to the greatest possible number of rents to be squeezed out of +them, and it must be confessed that his efforts were crowned with +complete success. + +"Full many a flower is born to blush unseen," and this applies to +weeds as well as flowers. Persons not acquainted with the intricacies +of the neighborhood would have passed Church Alley without noticing +it, even without being aware that there was such a thoroughfare within +hail; it seemed, as it were, to shrink from notice, and to have been +formed with a view to the enjoyment of the pleasures of obscurity, +notwithstanding that it had at one end a public-house and a +pawnbroker's shop, and at the other end a pawnbroker's shop and a +public-house. These four establishments may be said to have been the +archways to the paradise of Church Alley, and from the commencement to +the end of the year, in rain or shine, in winter or summer, lost and +wretched Peris could always be seen there, lingering at the gates. +Public-houses and pawnbroker's shops are as the very breath of life in +the East of London, and are important and degrading elements in the +education of the dwellers therein. Children from their earliest days +are familiar with them, and grow into the knowledge (which fair minds +cannot dispute) that these institutions are planted there especially +for their behoof. Brewers and distillers grow fat upon vice, and go +smilingly through the world, conveniently blind to the fact that the +richer they grow the more crowded become the ranks of those wretched +ones from whose midst our prisons are filled, and whose lives are a +standing reproach to humanity and civilization. It is not the fair +use, but the gross abuse, of a system which is here deplored. The axe +should be laid to it, despite the Moloch called vested interests, +which is set up at the least remonstrance to frighten the timid. Let +there be beer-shops and public-houses within limits, but it is +infamous legislation which sanctions and encourages (as is to be +verified to-day in slices of the East) every fifth or sixth tenement +to be either one or the other. To contend, in respect of these +hot-beds of vice, that the law of supply follows the law of demand, is +an unblushing falsehood; they are distinctly forced upon the people by +the very men who fatten upon the degradation, and who are often to be +seen upon public platforms deploring the evils of which they are the +creators. The sermons these moralists preach--to win votes, or to +prove themselves qualified for public office, or to air their spurious +philanthropy--are the bitterest of mockeries. + +Between the particular public-houses and pawnbrokers' shops which +flanked Church Alley were dotted other notable places of business. +To wit, Mr. Joseph Loveday's second-hand bookshop, to which we +have been already introduced, a sweet-stuff shop, a cook-shop, a +wardrobe-shop, and a printer's office, in which the master worked at +case and press as his own journeyman. To the small boys and girls in +the vicinity of Church Alley these shops were a great attraction, and +they patronized them generously. The wardrobe-shop, which, like the +bookshop, dealt only in second-hand goods, was as alluring to the +grown-up folk of the female sex as it was to the youngsters, and +longing were the eyes cast upon the faded silks and satins displayed +in the dingy window. A shrewd, wise woman was Mrs. Peeper, the keeper +thereof, a woman deeply and strangely versed in the desires and +temptations of the lowly female heart. A woman of attainments, too, +who might have won a name as a writer of fiction had her steps been +led in that direction. In her shop-window would be displayed a +much-worn and frayed satin dress, with a train so long as to set +female mouths watering, and to this dress would be attached the +legend, "From the wardrobe of her Royal Highness the P----ss of +W----s." The legend set afloat would go the rounds, and girls and +women would flock to gaze at the dress which had once adorned the +figure of a royal princess. At another time Mrs. Peeper would arrange +in her window several pairs of shoes, boots, and silk stockings, which +she would announce as "Direct from B----cking----m P----l----ce;" at +another time a flounced petticoat from a duchess; at other times hats, +feathers, gloves, trimmings, capes, and various items of vanity, which +she would cunningly bait with tempting legends to catch her fish. Mrs. +Peeper might be accounted somewhat of a magician, for she filled the +minds of many females with fancies which played their parts in dreams, +changing charwomen into duchesses, young girls into princesses, and +garrets into palaces. Mrs. Peeper seldom failed to land her fish, and +the royal garments would be sold at singularly moderate prices, and, +moreover, payment taken at so much per week. + +Then there was the printer, Mr. Edenborough. In his window were +displayed specimens of cheap printing, cards, billheads, handbills, +and what not, but there were clear spaces through which the children +could peep at the master printer at his work. His stock in trade +consisted of one frame, containing about a dozen cases of fancy type, +which, with three pairs of cases of small pica, comprised his +treasures in metal; there was also a rack of large wood letter for +display bills; also an old Albion press. The youngsters stared their +eyes out at him as he stood before the frame, composing-stick in hand, +picking up the types with that swaying motion of his body which the +spectators did not know was the sign of an inferior workman, for the +skilful and expert compositor, the one who has generally earned his +reputation as a "whip," keeps his body still as his hands travel over +the case; they stared the harder when they saw him lock up the chase +in which the card or handbill was inserted; and they stared the harder +still when he worked ink-roller and press, and pulled off the +impressions of the job in hand. He was rather proud of his audience, +and made no attempt to disperse them; their admiration was a tribute, +and it sweetened his labors. + +Then there was the cook-shop, in which, at stated hours of the day, +hot dishes made their appearance, smoking. A great attraction, these; +tantalizing perhaps, but at all events the youngsters had the smell +for nothing. Sometimes a stray ha'penny from the juvenile throng found +its way into the cook-shop till. Thereafter would ensue, in some +convenient nook, such a feast as Caligula never enjoyed. + +Then there was Mr. Sly, the proprietor of the sweet-stuff shop. Such +mysteries of sweetness, sticky or otherwise, but generally sticky, +were in his window, that the children, once they got there, had the +greatest difficulty in tearing themselves away. Ha'pence and +farthings--the latter largely predominating--burned holes in the +pockets of small breeches, and invariably, unless the plum-duff of the +cook-shop stopped the way, were swept into Mr. Sly's till. There was, +besides, in this man's establishment a strange and overwhelming +temptation which lured the children on, and filled them now with +visions of ineffable happiness, and now with visions of dark despair. +The exquisite feelings of Manfred were repeated again and again in +the breasts of these small morsels of mortality. In a little room at +the back of his shop Mr. Sly kept what was spoken of as a "dolly," +which may be described as a species of roulette board, the ball--a +marble--being sent spinning down a corkscrew tower till it reached the +numbers, and finally settled in its resting-place. The rule of this +gambling game was the easiest imaginable, and will be understood by +the words "double or quits," a system which, in its results, was +painfully comprehensible to the young reprobates who patronized it. A +case in point occurred at the precise time that Mr. Loveday and +Timothy Chance were talking together, and what ensued may be accepted +as an illustration of Mr. Sly's method of conducting that part of his +business. + +A juvenile of the male sex had come unexpectedly into possession of a +farthing. It had not been given to him "to be good;" he had picked it +up in Church Alley. He looked at it first in wonder and delight at his +good luck, then he flourished it triumphantly. Forthwith he was +surrounded, and far and wide the news spread that "Billy Forester had +picked up a farden." This caused the meeting to be a numerous one. +Before proceeding to discuss how it should be spent there was a +difficulty to smooth over. + +"I cried, ''Arves!'" said little Bob Bracey. + +"You didn't," said Billy Forester. + +"I did!" + +"You didn't!" + +"Look 'ere; I'll fight you for it!" + +"No, yer won't. It's mine, and I means to stick to it." + +"What are you goin' to do with it?" was asked in a chorus. + +"Spend it," said Billy. + +"In course he is. The farden's Billy's, and he's goin' to spend it. +We'll all 'ave a lick." + +Then ensued a discussion upon ways and means. + +"I think," said Billy, "I'll spend it in burnt almonds." + +This caused dismay. A farthing's worth of burnt almonds among so many, +Billy by right taking the lion's share, would go a very little way; +the majority of Billy's comrades would not get even a "lick." + +"I tell yer wot to do, Billy," said a shrewd youngster. "'Ave a spin +at old Sly's dolly, and double it." + +"Yes, do, Billy, and double it ag'in. Then we'll all 'ave a taste." + +Why they called Mr. Sly "old Sly" cannot be explained, the vender of +sweet-stuff being comparatively a young man; but it is a way poor +children have. + +Billy Forester was at heart a gambler. + +"I'll do it," he said. + +Away he marched, followed by the admiring crowd. Billy, having found a +farthing, was a hero. + +"Now then," said Mr. Sly as they flocked into his shop, "not so many +of yer. Hallo, Billy, it's you. What do you want?" + +Billy replied by crooking his thumb over his shoulder in the direction +of Mr. Sly's back room. That the gambling had to be carried on in +secrecy made it all the more tempting to the juveniles. It was +supposed by many that Mr. Sly would be beheaded if the government +caught him at it. + +"All right," said Mr. Sly, "you and me, Billy. Now, clear out, every +one of yer, or I'll shut up shop. You can wait outside for Billy." + +He hustled them out like a flock of sheep, and they clustered in the +alley in pleasurable expectation, waiting for Billy. Meanwhile Mr. Sly +conducted the hero to the little back room. + +"'Ow much for, Billy?" asked Mr. Sly. + +"A farden." + +"Only a farden! Well, never mind; little fish is sweet. 'And it over." + +Billy parted with his farthing. + +"Will you go fust, Billy?" + +"No, you," said Bill. + +"'Ere goes, then." Down the screw turret went the marble, spinning +round and round, and when it landed Mr. Sly called, "Eight. Rather a +low number that, Billy." + +Billy took the marble, spitting first in his hand for luck, and put it +in the hole at the top of the tower. + +"Twelve," said Mr. Sly. + +Billy, having won, was entitled to one half-penny's worth of +sweet-stuff for his farthing. He could choose, at liberty, +almond-rock, acid drops, peppermint-stick, barley-sugar, hard-bake, +toffee, treacle-rock, or any other sweet condiment he preferred. He +was debating what to do when the voice of Mephistopheles fell upon his +ear. + +"You've got a ha'porth, Billy. Make it a penn'orth. Go in and win." + +Billy remembered what one in the meeting had said, "and double it +ag'in." He would. + +"I'll go fust this time, Mr. Sly," he said. + +Down went the marble, and, with a long face, Mr. Sly called out +"Twenty-three. But it's to be beaten, Billy." + +He did not beat it, however, his number being fourteen. + +"That makes a penn'orth, Mr. Sly," said Billy, exultantly. + +"That makes a penn'orth," said Mr. Sly, despondently. "Make it +tuppence or nothink. Yer sure to win." + +"Am I?" + +"Sure. You'll see." + +Billy, in a kind of desperation, seized the fatal marble, and sent it +spinning down the corkscrew turret. + +"The same number ag'in," he cried. "Twenty-three." + +"A true bill," said Mr. Sly, his face darkening. "Down I go. Well, of +all the luck! Twenty-two." + +"I've won," said Billy, trembling from excitement. + +"I told yer yer would, and yer'll win ag'in if yer not chicken +'earted. Fourpence or nothink? What do yer say?" + +"I say, yes," replied Billy, in a loud tone, he was tasting for the +first time the delirious excitement of gambling and winning largely, +and his blood was in a ferment. "Fourpence or nothink. 'Ere goes." + +There did go the marble, and landed in twenty-one. Mr. Sly was not +more fortunate than before. His number was seven. His face grew darker +and darker. + +"Fourpenn'orth!" cried Billy. "Hooray!" + +"Try ag'in," urged Mephistopheles. "Eightpenn'orth or nothink! Why, +yer in sech luck that yer'd break the Bank of England. There's no +standing ag'in yer. I'm desperate, I am. I shouldn't wonder if yer was +to break me." + +Flushed with victory, and dazzled with visions of armsful of +sweet-stuff, Billy for the fifth time sent the marble down, and for +the fifth time won. He screamed out the fact at the top of his voice. + +"That's Billy cryin' out," said one of the throng outside. "He's +winnin'." + +"He'll 'ave the 'ole bloomin' shop," said another. + +"If I was Billy I'd stash it," remarked a clear-brained juvenile. "I +know 'ow it'll end. I've been there myself." + +"Oh, you? you've got no pluck! Go in and win, Billy!" + +This exhortation was shouted out, and it reached Billy's ears. + +"There," said Mr. Sly, in a tone of suppressed excitement, and +striving hard to smother his resentment at Billy's good-fortune, +"d'yer 'ear wot they say? 'Go in and win.' Yer've got eightpenn'orth, +make it sixteenpenn'orth or nothink. There was a boy 'ere last +week"--and Mr. Sly gazed meditatively before him at the visionary boy +he was referring to--"who commenced with a farden, just like you, and +he won nine times runnin'. It's nothink much at fust---a farden, a +ha'penny, a penny. It's _now_ that it begins to mount up. Yes, nine +times running he won--ten shillings and eightpence, that's wot +he got the worth of. He went out loaded. Four pound of 'ard-bake, a +pound of burnt almonds, a pound of barley-sugar, three pound of +peppermint-rock, same of toffee, and I don't know what else. I didn't +mind a bit; it did me good. That's the way to make a forchen." + +The recital of the catalogue of treasures was too much for Billy, and +the marble being insidiously slipped into his palm by the cunning +tradesman--who was quite aware that if you go on doubling or nothing +it must eventually come to nothing--Billy, with quivering nerves, +dropped it down the corkscrew turret. + +"Three!" shouted Mr. Sly. "But I might git one or two. 'Ere goes. +Seventeen! Nothink." + +Billy was sobered. Ruined and chapfallen he preceded Mr. Sly into the +shop, and thence emerged into the alley, where he related his +misfortune, while Mr. Sly, standing at the door, wiped his heated +brows, and called out: + +"Never say die, Billy. Better luck next time." + +But Billy was not to be consoled. His companions, disgusted with his +bad luck and disappointed in their expectations, fell off from him one +by one, and he was left quite alone. A few minutes ago he was a +personage, now he was nobody. He felt the fall. + + + + + CHAPTER XII. + + +Timothy Chance went from Mr. Loveday's shop with the warm new-laid egg +in his hand. By permission of the bookseller he left his one +possession, the fowl rescued from the burning schoolhouse, behind him, +Mr. Loveday saying, jocosely, + +"If it lays another egg to-day, Timothy, I shall claim it." + +"All right, sir," Timothy had replied. "It won't lay another to-day, +but there will be one to-morrow. It's a bird that can earn its own +living." + +A remark which caused Mr. Loveday to laugh, and to think: "You're a +clever fellow, Timothy. There's stuff in you." + +Nearly everybody within hail of Church Alley who was familiar with +Timothy's face was always pleased to see him, and indeed it may with +truth be averred that he had not an enemy. This pleasant fact was the +reward of his willing and cheerful spirit, which invariably prompted +him to do a good turn if it was in his power. But he had one especial +friend for whom, above all others, he had a deep regard. The name of +this friend was Teddy Meadows, a lad about the same age as himself, +and of about the same build. The liking for each other which existed +between these lads might have ripened into a firm and lasting bond of +friendship in their manhood, had circumstances been favorable. It had +commenced with a timely service which Timothy rendered Teddy some +years before. Teddy, although as tall as Timothy, was of a weakly +constitution, and suffered from lameness. One day, while crossing the +Whitechapel Road, he fell under the feet of a horse which was drawing +a loaded hay-cart, and had it not been for Timothy rushing forward and +dragging him away, he would probably have received fatal injuries. As +it was, he was much shaken, and Timothy had to carry him home. The +parents were grateful to Timothy for the rescue, and thus the bond +between him and Teddy was commenced. Teddy's father was a carpenter, +and not a bad one, and being a steady man and a capable, was +successful in obtaining pretty steady work. He had a fairly +comfortable home, and, without being able to put by much money for a +rainy day, kept his family in comfort. Their one sorrow was Teddy's +lameness and his weak constitution. + +It was to Teddy's house that Timothy wended his way when he left Mr. +Loveday's shop, not only because of his desire to see his friend and +to relate his adventures, but because he had a vague hope that Teddy +might be able to advise how he was to obtain a decent suit of clothes. +On the road he met Mr. Meadows, and he fancied that Teddy's father was +graver than usual; there were certainly signs of trouble in Mr. +Meadows's face. "Perhaps he's out of work," thought Timothy. He went +up to Mr. Meadows, and accosted him. + +"It's a long time since we've seen you," said Mr. Meadows. He spoke +absently, and did not seem to observe how poorly Timothy was dressed. + +"I've been in the country," said Timothy, "but the gentleman I worked +for was burnt out last week." + +"That's unfortunate," said Mr. Meadows. "There's more trouble in the +world than there ought to be." + +Timothy supposed that Mr. Meadows made this remark because he was out +of employment, and he did not think it right to comment upon it. From +a young lad to a grown man with a family it might savor of +impertinence. + +"I have just come back to London," he said, "and I was going to see +Teddy." + +"Were you?" The father's face brightened a little, then fell again. +"He'll be glad to see you. He has often spoken of you, especially +lately. My poor boy!" He almost broke down. + +Timothy's heart sank within him. + +"Is Teddy unwell?" he asked. + +"He is very ill," replied Mr. Meadows, turning his head. + +"Very ill?" said Timothy, with sudden terror. + +"Very, very ill." He turned his face again to Timothy, grateful for +the note of sympathy in the lad's voice, and then Timothy saw that his +eyes were filled with tears. + +"Oh, I am so sorry, so sorry!" said Timothy, unable to restrain his +own tears. "Not seriously, Mr. Meadows; not seriously, I hope." + +"Yes, seriously," said Mr. Meadows, sadly, and he laid a kind hand on +Timothy's shoulder. "But go and see him. He will be glad." And saying +this, and afraid to trust himself further, Mr. Meadows hurried away to +his work. + +Timothy walked slowly on, greatly shocked by the sorrowful news. Mr. +Meadows's voice and manner denoted that he feared the worst. The +worst? Yes, perhaps death. + +It stirred Timothy's heart deeply; a wave of sorrow was passing over +it, and he had never till this moment realized how much he loved the +young friend who was lying in such peril. His own troubles were +forgotten; he thought only of poor Teddy. + +He quickened his steps, and soon reached Mr. Meadows's house. He was +about to knock at the street door, when it opened, and a gentleman +came from the house, saying to Mrs. Meadows, who stood on the +door-step: + +"Remember--a new-laid egg." + +Timothy started, and looked after the doctor. Then he went up to Mrs. +Meadows. + +"Oh, Tim!" sobbed the woman, "my poor boy is dying!" + +"Is the new-laid egg for Teddy?" asked Timothy, in a shaking voice. + +"Yes. It is the only thing, mixed with a little wine, the doctor says, +that will keep strength in him till his father comes back from work." + +"I have brought one, Mrs. Meadows," said Timothy, sadly. "You may be +sure it is new-laid--only half an hour ago." + +"God bless you!" said Mrs. Meadows. "Come in, my dear. Teddy will be +so glad to see you!" + + + + + CHAPTER XIII. + + +In all his after-life Timothy never forgot that night he spent with +Teddy. It left upon him an abiding impression for good, and if in his +manhood he stepped out of his way to do a kindness, he would sometimes +think that he was urged to it by the spirit of his dear friend. + +Teddy was more than glad to see him; he said it was the one thing he +had been wishing for before he--, and then he stopped, and looked at +his friend with a half-wistful, half-whimsical expression on his face. + +"Before you what, Teddy?" asked Timothy, a great lump rising in his +throat. + +"Before I go to another place," replied Teddy. + +"Where?" + +"Ah! now you ask a question, Tim." He paused awhile, and added: "But +somewhere. You've been talking to mother, haven't you?" + +"Yes--and I met your father as I was coming here." + +"He was cut up, wasn't he?" + +"Yes." + +"Speaking of me?" + +"Yes. He could hardly get his words out." + +"He has been a good father--I couldn't have had a better; no boy +could. My dear, good mother, too, she will feel it. They told you I +was dying, didn't they?" + +The mournful look in Timothy's eyes was an eloquent answer. + +"It's true, Tim; I knew it before they did, before even the doctor +did. Long ago I knew I should never live to be a man. I don't +know whether I'm sorry or glad. There's Shakespeare and Sir Walter +Scott--I say, isn't 'Ivanhoe' splendid?" + +"I don't know, Teddy. I never read it. But what about Shakespeare and +Sir Walter Scott?" + +"They're dead, aren't they?" + +"Of course they are." + +"There it is, you see. It comes to the same thing. The only difference +is in being born earlier or later." + +"I say, Teddy, where did you get all this from?" + +"All what, Tim?" + +"This way of talking." + +"Wasn't I always so?" + +"Not quite so; it's new, a lot of it--at least to me." + +"Comes from reading, I suppose, and thinking a bit, like a parrot." + +His mother here entered the room, with a tumbler of wine in which +Timothy's new-laid egg was beaten up. + +"Timothy brought the egg, my love," she said; "it is new-laid." + +"Did he, now? Lift me up, Tim, please." + +Timothy raised the dying lad, and supported him in his arms, and Teddy +drank the wine and egg slowly. + +"It's nice," he said; "it seems to make me strong." + +"The doctor said it would, my dear," said his mother; "it will help +to make you well." + +Teddy looked tenderly at her. + +"Kiss me, mother." + +She took him from Timothy's arms, and for a little while the mother +and son lay in a close embrace. When she was gone Teddy said: + +"Did you bring the new-laid egg for me, Tim?" + +"I must have done," replied Timothy, more cheerfully, hailing with +hope the delusive sign of renewed strength in his friend, "because +you've eaten it." + +"But intentionally?" + +"No Teddy, not intentionally." + +"It's funny you should have had one, though, just when the doctor +ordered it for me. Perhaps you're in the egg business now?" + +This caused Timothy to laugh and Teddy to smile. + +"I'm not in the egg business yet," said Timothy. "How I got it is part +of a story." + +"Your story, I can guess. You've been away a long time. +Tell me everything about yourself, and everything that has +happened--everything!" + +"It will take so long, Teddy." + +"All the more reason," said Teddy, with a grave smile, "why you should +begin soon. Fire away, Tim. It will be a pleasure for me to lie and +listen." + +It is not so uncommon as may be supposed to chance upon a lad in +Teddy's station in life able to express himself so well. Looking round +upon the familiar faces in the gallery of art and literature, and +recognizing in this one and that one portraits of earnest workers, the +fruit of whose labors have imparted intellectual pleasure to hundreds +of thousands of men and women, one cannot fail to be struck by the +fact that it is not from the ranks of the rich and powerful that the +majority of these bright stars have emerged. It may be that the rich +have not that incentive to succeed--the spur of necessity forming part +of it--which the poor have, but the fact remains. Thus it is not +surprising to find a lad of Teddy's stamp in the squalid East, and his +weak physical frame may be set down to his intellectual advantage. + +He lay and listened to Timothy's story. Timothy spoke softly and +slowly, and when, at the expiration of fifteen or sixteen minutes, he +saw Teddy's eyes close, and judged that he had fallen into slumber, he +stopped till Teddy, after the lapse of another few minutes, opened his +eyes, and said: + +"Yes, Tim, and then--" + +Then Timothy resumed his story, pausing again when Teddy closed his +eyes again, and continuing when the dying lad was sensible once more +of what was going on around him. Now and then the mother would enter +the room, very softly, and, in obedience to Timothy's finger at his +lips, would close the door behind her and step to the bedside so +quietly and noiselessly that she might have been a pitying spirit of +air instead of a suffering mother whose heart was filled with woe. +Then would she bend over the bed, sometimes with a terrible fear that +her son had passed away; but she would raise her head and look at +Timothy with tears in her eyes, and whisper: + +"Thank God, he only sleeps!" + +Ah! in these vigils of love, kept through day and night in the homes +of the rich and poor, drawing the sick ones together until they stand +upon the eternal platform of equality, there is much to be thankful +for. If the lessons they teach were more enduring the world would be +more human than it is, and justice--not that kind of justice we seek +in wig and gown--would be dispensed more equally. + +At length the story was finished, and Teddy, awake, but growing weaker +and weaker, lay and thought over it. His voice now sometimes wandered +away, and the sense of his words was blurred by the approaching +change, but for the most part he held himself in control, and spoke +intelligently, with a full consciousness of what he was saying. + +"It was a lucky thing you got into that school, Tim." + +"Yes, Teddy, it was." + +"I always knew you were clever, and only wanted teaching. You must +read 'Ivanhoe.'" + +"I will, Teddy." + +"And 'The Old Curiosity Shop,' and 'The Cricket on the Hearth.' Oh, +how I've laughed and cried over them. Is Miss Emily pretty?" + +"Very pretty, Ted." + +"That's nice. I like pretty things--faces, flowers, and pictures. I +can shut my eyes and see them--oh, such crowds of them, disappearing +and coming up again. I am sorry for poor Dr. Porter. Perhaps you will +see Miss Emily again." + +"I hope so." + +"There was little Alice Goldsmid; she was my sweetheart"--he was +wandering now--"and she died a long, long time ago. I shall see her. +She wore a white dress and a blue necklace. Is that you, father?" + +"Yes, my boy," replied Mr. Meadows, who, with his wife, had just +entered the room; "do you feel better?" + +"Much better; oh, so much better! Give me your hand, father." He +took it and held it to his lips. "Did you hear about Timothy and his +new-laid egg?" + +"Mother has told me about it, my boy." + +"Is mother here?" + +"Yes, my dearest." + +A sudden strength animated Teddy's frame. "I could almost sit up +alone," he said; and he strove to rise. + +"You had better lie and rest, my boy," said his father. + +"But I have something to do," he said, "that mightn't be thought of +afterwards. Though if you did think of it I am sure you would do it, +because it would give me pleasure." + +"We would do anything to give you pleasure, my boy." + +"I know you would, father, and thank you for all your goodness to me. +It shall never be forgotten--never. Please help me up." + +They humored him, and propped him up with pillows. Timothy was now +sitting at the foot of the bed, and the dying lad's parents one on +each side at the head. Their hands were clasped at his back, forming a +frame for their dear one, in which he found support. + +"Mother and father," he said, "I am going to make my will." + +As he said this Timothy saw in his face the same half-wistful, +half-whimsical expression he had observed upon his first entrance into +the sick-room. The tears which welled into the mother's eyes at +mention of a will--a strange fancy to enter the brain of one so +young--almost blinded her. Mr. Meadows's eyes were tearless, but he +suffered none the less. + +"First, though, I must say good-bye to Harry and Joe and Nelly." + +These were Teddy's brothers and sisters, all younger than he. +"Good-bye!" murmured the mother. "Oh, my poor boy, my poor boy!" + +"It is right," said Teddy; "it is, isn't it, father? I shall see them +again; but after to-night they won't see me, perhaps, for a long, long +time. No, don't take your arm away, father; I like it where it is, and +mother's." He turned to each of them, and received their loving kiss. +"Tim will go and bring them up. And, Tim, don't say anything to them +about my dying; it might frighten them, and they wouldn't understand. +Tell them that Teddy wants to kiss them good-night. Not good-bye, Tim, +good-night." + +Timothy went down-stairs and brought the youngsters up, telling them +to be very quiet, as brother Teddy's head ached badly. + +"Lift them up, Tim," said Teddy. "Good-night, Harry." + +"Good-night, Teddy," said Harry. "Won't you get well soon, and have +larks?" + +"You shall have plenty of fun, Harry. Say God bless you, Teddy." + +"God bless you, Teddy." + +"And God bless you, Harry, and mind you must be a good boy." + +"I will, I will," said the little fellow. + +And so with Joe and Nelly, who kissed and bade their brother +good-night, and gave him God's blessing. + +"Would you mind, mother," whispered Teddy, "if they said their prayers +now before going to bed?" + +In obedience to their mother's directions, the children knelt at the +bedside and said their prayers aloud, Timothy, the sorrowing parents, +and Teddy himself mutely joining in the simple supplication. Mr. and +Mrs. Meadows's heads were bowed upon their breasts, but Timothy's eyes +were fixed upon Teddy's face, and a great tremor ran through him as he +noticed the dying lad's lips form the words, "Now I lay me down to +sleep; I pray the Lord my soul to keep." The solemnity of the occasion +sank deep into Timothy's heart. "He says that prayer," he thought, +"for the last time, for the last time. Poor Teddy!" + +The prayers being over, the children were taken quietly from the room. +Teddy's eyes followed their figures until the door closed upon them. +Then his lids dropped, and no one spoke until he himself broke the +silence. His voice was weaker now, and he often paused, as if to +gather strength for the words he wished to utter. + +"Harry will be just like you, father, when he is a man. He is proud of +it when I have told him. 'I want to be like father,' he has said many +times." + +"I hope he will be a better man," said the father. + +"He couldn't very well be that, eh, mother? And Nelly will be like +you, mother, but not so pretty, I think." + +Mrs. Meadows sighed. She was a buxom woman; but her best-looking days +were gone. She knew that quite well, and had always wondered at +Teddy's praises of her prettiness. + +"And now, father, about my will. You won't mind, will you?" + +"No, my boy, we will do everything you wish." + +"Thank you, father. But first, though, about what I've got a right to +do." + +"You've the right to do anything, Teddy. Only say what it is." + +"Are my books mine, father?" asked Teddy. "Yes, my boy." + +"I know exactly how many I've got--forty-seven, some of them nicely +bound. I should like Timothy to have five." + +"He shall have them, Teddy, the best there are." + +"He won't pick out the best, father; he knows they are only as a +remembrance, and I want him to have something else. Father, you must +have my desk." + +"I will keep it and cherish it, my boy." + +"There is something in it for mother--a little ivory brooch I bought +for her birthday before I was taken ill. Your birthday comes exactly +four weeks to-day, mother. I sha'n't be here; but think I give it to +you _then_." + +Mrs. Meadows could not speak. She lowered her face to the wasted hand +she held in hers and kissed it, and held her head down. + +"My other books I should like divided between Harry, Joe, and Nelly. +That will be fourteen each. You will know which to choose for them. +Father, are my clothes mine?" + +"Surely they are, my dear lad." + +"To do whatever I like with?" + +"Whatever you like, my boy." + +"I am glad of that, because there is something I very much wish to do. +Timothy is just my height, father." + +"Yes, my boy, he is." + +Timothy held his breath, divining the idea bred by the thoughtful love +of his friend. + +"Has he told you that he can get a good situation if he has a decent +suit of clothes to go in?" + +"No, Teddy; but I am glad to hear it." + +"He'll tell you all about it another time--not now, because my breath +is going. Would you believe that the only thing in the world he can +call his own is a fowl? Such a wonderful layer! That is how it was he +was able to bring the new-laid egg to me. I should like Timothy to +have my best trousers, my best coat and waistcoat, my best shirt--no, +two shirts--and my best boots." + +"He shall have them, Teddy." + +"Thank you, father. He isn't to wait for them, you know, because it is +_now_ he wants them. It would do me a great deal of good if I could +see Timothy in them with my own eyes." + +Mrs. Meadows rose, and, selecting the clothes mentioned by Teddy, told +Timothy to go into her room and put them on. "If the dear Lord in his +mercy should spare us this blow," she thought, "my darling boy can have +new ones. How thankful, how grateful I shall be if this blessing is +granted me!" + +Timothy was absent from the sick-room for a much longer time than was +necessary for him to throw off his ragged garments and get into +Teddy's clothes. It was not out of vanity, but of delicacy, he did +this, for he did not have the heart to look at himself in his better +raiment. His young life had been already full of adventures, and many +of them sorrowful ones, but this was the most mournful of them all. +Ideas with respect to Teddy's clothes were stirring in his brain as +well as in that of the mother sitting by the bedside of her dying son. +"If Teddy takes a turn for the better, I can easily get into my rags +again." He consoled himself with this idea, and he did up his tattered +garments into a tidy bundle ready for the better emergency. He prayed +that his dear friend might live. There would be little hope then of +his obtaining the situation which was offered to him, but shrewd and +clever as he was he was void of that kind of selfishness the +gratification of which entails misfortunes upon others. "If I can't +get into Mr. Loveday's shop," he thought, "I shall get something else +to do, I dare say. I shall manage to rub along somehow." He would +dearly love to obtain service with Mr. Loveday, but not at the expense +of the life of the best friend he ever had. He remained from the +sickroom so long that Mrs. Meadows had to come and beg him to return +to it. + +"Teddy is asking for you," she said. "Oh, my dear, he is sinking fast, +I am afraid!" + +"I hope you don't think it wrong of me to do this," said Timothy, +looking down upon Teddy's clothes. + +"Wrong, my dear? No, indeed not. It is to please our dear boy--and you +shall keep them even if he does get well. But I fear--I fear-- Oh, my +dear, he is the sweetest lad that ever drew breath! Never an angry +word from his lips, never, never--and I have spoken cross to him often +and often. He never answered me, never once. And now I am punished for +it, now I am punished for it!" + +It was painful to witness her anguish. + +"You must not, you should not speak in that way, Mrs. Meadows," said +Timothy, to whom came at this juncture an impressiveness of manner +which spoke well for a true manliness of spirit in the future when he +should have arrived at manhood's estate; "if Teddy knew it he would be +very grieved--it would hurt him badly. You have nothing to vex +yourself about, I know, who never had a mother to love"--and here +Timothy's voice shook. He was aware of the strange mystery attached to +his being thrust, a stranger, upon the care of strangers, and at this +solemn time it forced itself upon him with a new significance. + +"Oh, my dear," said Mrs. Meadows, "I am sorry for you." + +"I know," continued Timothy, "from Teddy's own dear lips how good and +loving you have been to him--" + +"Has he told you so--has my dear boy told you so?" + +"Over and over again; and he has said that he could never repay you +and his father for your goodness to him." + +"That came out of his own kind heart, always thinking of others, never +of himself." + +"It is true, Mrs. Meadows. He said once to me, 'I wish you had a home +like mine, and a mother and father like mine.'" + +"The dear lad--the dear, dear lad! It makes it all the harder to lose +him, all the harder." + +"It is hard--but let us go in now. He will be restless." + +"Yes, yes, let us go in. You are a good lad, Timothy, and we shall +always be glad to see you here. Remember that, my dear." + +"I will, Mrs. Meadows, and thank you." + +The mother wiped the tears from her eyes, but as fast as she wiped +them away they flowed afresh. + +The moment he entered the room Timothy saw the change that had come +over Teddy. But Teddy could still speak in a faint, weak voice, and +his eyes brightened as they rested on Timothy. + +"How nice you look!" he murmured. "Do they fit you?" Timothy nodded. +"Bend down, Timothy. That's right." He kissed Timothy. "If you get +along, as you're sure to do, you must pay me for them." + +"How can I do that, Teddy dear?" asked Timothy, in wonder. + +"By helping some poor boy, and trying to get him out of his trouble." + +"As you have got me out of mine. I promise, Teddy, faithfully." + +"I think," said Teddy, suddenly raising himself up in bed, and +speaking in a thin, clear voice, "that everything is very beautiful. +Good-night. I am very happy. God bless you, Tim!" + +"God bless you, Teddy!" + +"Mother, father, put your arms round me." + +Close, close beat the loving hearts, one growing fainter, fainter, +until, though still it fluttered, they could neither see nor hear its +pulsation. Teddy lay still for hours, for the most part with his eyes +closed; but at long intervals the lids were slightly raised for a few +moments at a time. Whether he saw anything before him they did not +know, but they knew by an occasional slight movement of his fingers, +which feebly strove to clasp the hands in which they were enfolded, +that the tide of life had not quite run out. In the midst of their +deep trouble it consoled them that he was in peace, and that it was +mercifully ordained that he should pass away without suffering; for +all through these memorable hours, which formed for them a sad and +loving memory till they themselves received the summons to eternity, a +smile rested on his lips. It was there when a linnet in a cage +down-stairs began to chirp and twitter in the early morning. Teddy did +not hear the sweet sounds; he had answered the call, and his soul was +with God and the angels. + + +"So you've got the clothes, Timothy," said Mr. Loveday on the +following day. + +"Yes, sir," said Timothy; and he told the bookseller about Teddy. + +"Ah," said Mr. Loveday, "so goes on forever and a day the mystery of +life and death, never for one moment ceasing its work. Timothy, your +fowl has laid another egg. Shall we value it at five farthings?" + +"Keep it, sir, and welcome," said Timothy. + +"No, my lad. Justice is justice, and I get it cheap. I engage you, +Timothy, as my assistant, at eighteen pence a week and board and +lodging. Satisfaction given, a rise of sixpence a week at the end of +six months; satisfaction still given, and all going along comfortably, +a rise of another sixpence at the end of twelve months. What do you +say?" + +"I am very thankful to you, sir," replied Timothy. + +"You will want to go to the funeral, Timothy?" + +"If you can spare me, sir." + +"Of course I can spare you. Friends are not so plentiful, dead or +alive." + + + + + CHAPTER XIV. + + +We return to Nansie and Kingsley. They were still in Godalming. +Nansie's father was buried, a quiet funeral, with only Nansie and +Kingsley as mourners; the horse and caravan were sold, and the loving +couple who were now to commence the battle of life in real, right-down +earnest, had taken humble lodgings for a week or two, pending the +serious question as to what they should do. Until after the funeral +Nansie had no heart to write to her uncle in London. She had thought +of acquainting him with the death of his brother, and asking him +whether he would wish to attend the funeral, but the knowledge of the +estrangement of the brothers during her father's lifetime, and a +feeling of loyalty towards her father, who, in this estrangement, had +been, in her belief, harshly treated, caused her to postpone the +writing of her letter till the last sad offices were fulfilled. There +was another reason. She feared that her uncle was a man of hard +disposition, and that his resentment against his brother might find an +outlet over the grave of the dear father she loved so well. This fear +also sustained her. An inharmonious note springing from an unkind +nature, during her days of fresh sorrow, an inharmonious note which +might have been detected even when the dear remains were consigned to +their last resting-place, would have been too painful to her to bear, +and would, besides, have been a desecration. Therefore it was that +many days passed by before Nansie communicated to her uncle the news +of his brother's death. + +Meanwhile Kingsley was busy thinking about the settling of his +affairs. He had some belongings and a little money, and it was +necessary that his debts should be paid. + +"We will commence quite free, Nansie," he said, "then we shall know +where we are, and how we stand." + +"It will be best, Kingsley," said Nansie. + +"We will wipe out the past, my dear," said Kingsley, "and commence +with a new slate. That will cost nothing, being in a sense +metaphorical." + +She did not ask him if he felt regret that he had married her; she +knew that he did not, but she would have been scarcely human had the +thought not obtruded itself. Certainly nothing in Kingsley's manner +denoted regret. He was cheerful, hopeful, confident, and, having +sufficient for the present day, felt no fears for the future. That +was probably because he had not had experience. His life hitherto +had been pleasant and luxurious, with no troubles of money to harass +him. A good education, a liberal allowance, having but to ask and +receive--these easy ways were not a good education for adversity. + +"There is a song I have often sung, Nansie, my dear," he said, +lightly, "and the burden of it is, 'never trouble trouble till trouble +troubles you.' That is the plan we will follow." + +"Yes, Kingsley," said Nansie, with a bright look; "it does not mean +that we should not be prepared." + +"Prepared!" he exclaimed, putting his arm round her waist and kissing +her. "Of course we will be prepared. Leave everything to me; and don't +have any fear that I shall miss anything." + +"Are you sure, dear?" + +"Am I sure? Well, upon my word! There is only one thing in the world I +should miss, and that is you--with a thousand apologies for calling +you a thing. So long as you are with me, with your bright eyes and +sweet face, and that pretty bit of ribbon about your neck--I love to +see you dressed like a lady; of course that will always be--so long as +we are together as we are now, it isn't possible for me to miss +anything, because my bonnie Annie Laurie is all the world to me. Then, +you know, there is a charm in change, a positive charm in coming down +a bit. There's pheasant now, and partridge and grouse, and _pâté de +foie gras_--why, I've run away from them for a cut of rump steak. +As for champagne, which I could have swam in--really, Nansie, swam +in--why, I would rather have a bottle of Bass any day. There were some +of the long walks I used to take with a chum or two. Well, we walk a +dozen miles and pull up at quite a common little inn, and call for +bitter--in the pewter, Nansie--and bread and cheese. Was there ever +anything like it? Never. The best meal I ever sat down to was nothing +in comparison. I would look at my chums, and my chums would look at +me, and we would all agree that we never ate and drank anything with +such a relish. It was true. We'll take long walks together, Nansie, +you and I, and you will say the same. I must leave you to-morrow +morning, you know, my dear, for a couple of days to settle up all my +old debts. There's the stable bill--I shall have to sell my horse--and +the jeweller's bill." + +"Kingsley, dear," said Nansie, interrupting him. + +"Yes, Nansie." + +"This watch and chain was bought of the jeweller, was it not?" + +She pointed to a pretty watch and chain she was wearing, which, with a +locket, he had given to her on the morning they had disclosed to +Nansie's father the secret of their marriage. + +"Yes, my dear," he said, gayly. + +"And was not paid for when you gave it to me?" + +"And was not paid for," he repeated, in the same gay tone, "when I +gave it to you. But," he added, "it will be before I return." + +"Don't you think, Kingsley, dear, that it would be best for you to ask +the jeweller to take it back? It will make your account lighter." + +"What?" he cried. "Rob you of my own gift! Not likely, Nansie. Well, +that is an idea to get into your head! And you call yourself +practical!" + +"I think it would be right, my dear, and I can do very well without +it." + +"And _I_ think it would be wrong, and I am certain you could _not_ do +very well without it. And the locket, too--why, Nansie, it has my +portrait in it!" + +"I should like to keep the locket," said Nansie, opening it and gazing +fondly at the handsome, smiling face of her lover and husband. + +"I should think you would, indeed. Let me look at it. Upon my word, +Nansie, it flatters me." + +"It does not," said Nansie, energetically. "You are a great deal +better-looking than the picture." + +He laughed. + +"Now it is you who are flattering; and, of course, you are only joking +when you ask me to take the watch and chain back. Don't mention it +again, there's a good girl. It gives me an uncomfortable feeling. +Every lady has her watch and chain, and I should feel that mean if I +saw you without one--well, there! don't let us talk about it. I shall +be able to pay the jeweller. You don't know half the things I've got +in my bachelor rooms; and just look at this diamond ring he wheedled +me into buying for myself. Down in the bill for sixty pounds. To think +I have never given you a ring!" + +"Yes, you have, dear," said Nansie, kissing her wedding-ring. + +"Of course, that," said Kingsley, taking her hand and kissing it, and +keeping it clasped in his; "but I mean diamonds." + +"I don't want diamonds, dear." + +"Because you are the sweetest, most unselfish little wife that a +fellow was ever blessed with. But confess, Nansie, now, you do like +diamonds, don't you? No subterfuges, you know. I am your husband, and +you mustn't deceive me. You _do_ like them?" + +"Yes, Kingsley; all women do, I think." + +"And lace?" + +"Yes, and lace." + +"That's where it is," he said, in a tone of vexation, running his +fingers through his hair. "I had my eye on a lovely ring, and such a +brooch! I asked the jeweller to put them by for me." + +"You will not get them now, Kingsley?" said Nansie, anxiously. + +"No, I can't very well, and that is what vexes me. I look upon them as +really yours, and as if I'd behaved meanly in not buying them for you. +It is really a loss, for, you see, if I had bought them when I took a +fancy to them, you would have had them, and I shouldn't have cause to +reproach myself." + +"Kingsley, dear," said Nansie, holding up a reproving forefinger, "you +are, as my dear father used to say, illogical." + +"Your dear father may have said it to you, my unreasonable darling, +because logic is not by any means a feminine quality; but he would +never have said it to me, because we men see deeper into things than +you. I could prove to you incontestably, Nansie, that it is a positive +loss that I did not buy that ring and brooch for you; but I don't want +to make your head ache." He kissed her eyes and forehead and lips, as +if these marks of affection were as powerful as any logic he could +bring to bear upon the point in dispute. "However, what is done is +done, and what we have to consider is not yesterday, but tomorrow." + +"Yes, dear," said Nansie, hailing this more sensible turn, "that is +what we have to consider." + +"And we will consider it, dearest, in a practical, logical manner." +Nansie, despite her anxiety, could not help smiling at this. "I am +sure I am thinking of it all the night long." + +(If this were so it must have been in his dreams, for he was an +exceptionally sound sleeper, as Nansie well knew, by reason of her own +mind being really disturbed by thoughts of the future.) + +"What will have to be decided is what I am fit for and what I can do, +and the thing then is," and Kingsley looked pleasantly around, as +though he were addressing an audience, "to go and do it. Yes," he +repeated, "to go and do it. You cannot deny, Nansie, my darling, that +that is the practical way to go about it." + +"Yes, Kingsley, dear," said Nansie, with fond admiration, "that is the +practical way." + +"To buy another caravan," pursued Kingsley, "and a horse, and to fit +it up comfortably with chairs and tables and beds, an easy-chair for +you, my dear, and one for me; and a little library of books, and a +piano--because there is nothing so pleasant on a beautiful evening in +the woods, when the birds have settled in their nests and all nature +is hushed and still, preparing by needful repose for the joyous life +of to-morrow; there is nothing, I say, so pleasant as to sit by +the side of a dear little wife while she plays the airs one loves +best--but I am afraid there would not be room for a piano." + +"I am afraid not, dear," said Nansie, humoring him. + +"It is a pity. If it were too warm--being summer, my dear Nansie--to +sit inside the caravan, we might move the piano into the open, where +you could charm the birds from their nests. They could not resist the +temptation of coming out to listen to the concert, and perhaps join +in. Now, that would form a pretty picture. A gifted fellow could +almost write verses on it. But it is not to be thought of, Nansie, is +it?--I mean the piano, not the verses." + +"I am afraid not, Kingsley, dear," said Nansie, into whose heart was +stealing a kind of pity--pity which had no terrors in it, but rather +nerved her to courage, and was the germ of a new teaching in her +gentle nature. + +"I think you must admit, my dear," said Kingsley, taking her hand and +patting it softly, "that the moment I perceive an idea, however +enticing it may be, is not practical, I send it to the right about. As +I do the piano. Away it goes, and I take off my hat to it with +regret." + +There was something so kindly and humorous in his speech, and in the +expressions and gestures which accompanied it, that Nansie did not +have the heart to check it or to dispute it with him. + +"We should have to do without the piano, then; but it is hardly +possible to live without music. Well, we could go to a church, or, +better still, to a cathedral. That could easily be managed, for we +could so arrange as to halt for the night near a cathedral town, and +if we were a little late starting off the next day, it would not so +much matter, our time being our own. Then, it might happen--stranger +things happen, my dear, and in discussing a matter it is only fair to +look at it from every aspect--it might happen that we hear of a +concert to be given in a hall a dozen or twenty miles away. Away trots +the horse at six or seven miles an hour--that would not be overworking +it--and we arrive in time. I run into the town or city, or perhaps we +pass through it, and I take tickets. We dress--properly, you know, +Nansie--I in my swallowtail and white tie, you in your prettiest +evening-dress, and off we start arm-in-arm. A fine evening, a pleasant +walk of a mile, a most beautiful concert which we enjoy, and then the +walk home, with stars and moon overhead, and the clouds forming a +panorama of exquisite colors in lace-work through the branches of the +trees. That is what I call true enjoyment, which, however, only lovers +can properly appreciate. Would it not be perfect, Nansie?" + +"Perfect," replied Nansie, for a moment carried away by his +earnestness and eloquence; "a heaven upon earth." + +"You can form no idea," said Kingsley, with a happy smile, "what +delight you give me in agreeing with me upon such subjects. Though I +should not say that; it half implies that we might possibly disagree +upon our views for the future. When I first saw you I knew you +thoroughly. I saw your sweet and beautiful nature in your eyes, and +they are the loveliest eyes, my heart, that ever shone kindly upon +man. 'Here,' said I to myself--Oh, you have no notion how I thought of +you when I was alone! I used to walk up and down my room, speaking to +you and listening for your answers; there are silent voices, you know, +Nansie--'Here,' said I to myself, 'here is the sweetest and purest +spirit that ever was embodied in woman. Here is one whose +companionship through life would make earth a heaven'--exactly as you +expressed it just now, my love--'and to win whom would be the most +precious blessing which could fall to a fellow's lot. I love her, I +love her, I love her!'" + +"Oh, Kingsley!" murmured Nansie, laying her face on her husband's +breast. His sincerity and simple earnestness--whatever the worldly +practical value of the words he was uttering--carried her away into +his land of dreams, and surely they were words so sweet and loving +that no woman could listen to them unmoved. + +"And if it be my happiness to win her," continued Kingsley, "I will +prove myself worthy of her." + +Nansie thought of the sacrifice of wealth and position he had made for +her, a sacrifice not grudgingly but cheerfully made, and in the making +of which he did not arrogate to himself any undue or unusual merit, +and she murmured, as she pressed him fondly to her: "You have proved +yourself more than worthy, my dearest dear. It is I, it is I who have +to prove myself worthy of you!" + +"That is not so," he said, gravely, but still holding the thread of +his dreams; "it is the woman who stands upon the higher level; it is +the man who must lift himself up to it, if he is a true man. Yes, my +darling, even when I first saw you I used to think of you in the way I +have described. Why, my dear, your face was ever before me; every +little trick of expression with which you are sweetly gifted was +repeated a hundred and a hundred times when I was alone and nobody +nigh. And let me tell you, dear wife, you exercised an influence for +good over me which I cannot well make clear to you. 'Why, Kingsley, +old fellow,' the chums used to say, 'we expected you to our +supper-party last night, and you never turned up. What has come over +you?' I wasn't going to tell them what it was that kept me away. Not +likely. The majority of fellows there, living the life we did, +wouldn't understand it, and it isn't a thing you can beat into a +fellow's head--it must come to a fellow, as it came to me, I'm +thankful to say." + +"Was there ever a man," thought Nansie, "who could say such sweet +things as my Kingsley is saying to me?" + +"To return to the caravan," said Kingsley. "I have no doubt you are +perfectly familiar by this time, Mrs. Manners, with one of my great +failings in conversation--flying off at a tangent upon the smallest +provocation; but I always pick up my threads again, that you must +admit. So I pick up the thread of the caravan we were discussing. You +have put the matter of the piano so forcibly before me--although you +are not a logician, my dear, I give you the credit of not being bad in +an argument--that it is put quite aside, not to be reintroduced. There +is one capital thing about a caravan, there are no taxes to pay, and no +rent either. If a fellow could only get rid of butchers' bills now! You +see, I know something about housekeeping. Well, but that _is_ a good +thing in caravans, isn't it, Nansie--no rent or taxes?" + +"Yes, it is," replied Nansie; "but you must not forget, Kingsley, +dear, that it is not summer all the year through." + +"Forget it! Of course I don't forget it. There are fires, +aren't there, Nansie? And don't you forget that I've been very +careful in making the caravan water-tight. We should feel like +patriarchs--young patriarchs, you know, though I've always looked upon +them as old, every man Jack of them. When you say 'in the days of the +patriarchs,' it sounds oldish--long white beards, and all that sort of +thing." + +"May I say something, Kingsley?" + +"Certainly, my love." + +"We should have to live." + +"Why, of course, my dear. Do you think I have forgotten that? What do +you take me for?" + +"Whether we live in a house or a caravan we must have bread and milk +and eggs--" + +"And butter and bacon," interpolated Kingsley. "You see, I know." + +"And clothes." + +"And coffee--black coffee, very strong, that's how I like it." + +"All these things would have to be paid for, Kingsley." + +"I suppose so--I mean, of course, they must be." + +"How, Kingsley, dear?" + +"Ah, howl" he said, vaguely, drumming on the table with his fingers. + +"That," said Nansie, with pretty decision, "is what we have to +consider." + +"Of course, of course. We _are_ considering it. Is it your opinion +that the caravan idea is not practicable?" + +"Yes, Kingsley." + +"Then away it goes," said Kingsley, with the air of a man from whom a +great weight of responsibility has been suddenly lifted; "away it +goes, with the piano, and the nice furniture, and the birds, and the +wild flowers in the summer woods. I take off my hat to the caravan, +though," he added, with a tendency to relapse, "I shall always regret +it; the life would have been so beautiful and pleasant." + +"We will endeavor," said Nansie, tenderly, "to make our life so in +another way." + +"Certainly we will, my dearest," responded Kingsley, heartily. "There +are a thousand ways." + +And yet he looked about now with a slight distress in his manner, as +though he could not see an open door. But he soon shook off the doubt, +and the next minute was the same blithe, bright being he had always +been. + +"Let us go for a walk, Nansie," he said. + + + + + CHAPTER XV. + + +How sweet are the Surrey lanes and woods, especially round about +Godalming! Innumerable are the pictures which artists have found there +and fixed upon canvas to delight and instruct. In spring and summer +peeps of fairyland reveal themselves almost at every turn. Small +forests of straight and stately trees are there, full of solemn +visions, lifting one's thoughts heavenward, and attuning the soul to +more than earthly glory. The earth is carpeted with wonders, and the +air is fragrant with subtle perfumes. The gentle declivities are +clothed in beauty, and the wondrous variety of greens and browns are a +marvel to behold. + +It was a balmy night, and the skies were full of stars. A clear pool +reflected them, and Nansie and Kingsley stood upon the rustic bridge +and looked down in silence and love and worship. + +"In the method of my education, my dear Nansie," said Kingsley, as +they walked from the bridge into the stillness of the woods, "I +recognize now one end." + +"What end, Kingsley?" asked Nansie, looking up at him in hope. + +"Nothing particular," said Kingsley. He spoke with his customary +lightness, but there was a dash of seriousness in his voice, not as +though he was troubled by the reflections which were passing through +his mind, but with a dim consciousness that something better than he +was able to accomplish might have been evolved. "That seems to me to +have been the method of it--nothing particular. Shall I try to explain +myself?" + +"Please, dear. But kiss me first." + +"Even in this kiss, my own dear wife," said Kingsley, "which, in what +it means to me, all the gold in the world could not purchase-- Ah, +Nansie, dear, how truly I love you!" + +"And I you, Kingsley, with all the strength of my heart and soul." + +"That is the beauty of it, and it is that which makes it +unpurchasable. It is my love for you, and yours for me; it is my faith +in you and yours in me, springing out of my heart and soul as it +springs out of yours, that makes me feel how inexpressibly dear you +are to me, and to know that my spiritual life would not have been +complete without you. But I am flying off at a tangent again." + +"You were speaking of the method of your education, my darling." + +"Yes, ending in nothing particular. God knows whether the fault is in +it or me, but so it strikes me just now. I have a smattering of Greek +and Latin, but nothing really tangible, I am afraid; nothing which +would warrant me in calling myself a scholar. Say that I _were_ one, a +scholar and a man, I do not see (because, perhaps, after all, the +fault or the deficiency is in my nature) how I could make a fortune +out of it. For you, Nansie." + +"I know, my dear," said Nansie, "that you are thinking of me." + +"I confess that, if I allowed it to take possession of me, I should be +more than perplexed; I should be seriously troubled. But, to go on. I +seem not to be able, except in words, to express myself or do myself +justice. For instance, I look into the stream, and see a wave of +stars. There is a poem there, and I feel it, but I could not write it. +Pitiful to reflect, isn't it? because, in our circumstances, it might +be sold for--twopence; but even that we might find useful." + +"A great deal more, dear, if you could write it." + +"If I could! There's the rub. Here, as I look around me, and at every +step I have taken, I see pictures; but I could not paint them. Now, +how is that?" + +"Perhaps, my dear," said Nansie, timidly, "it is because life has +never been so serious to you as it is now with me by your side." + +"Serious and sweet," said Kingsley; "remember that. We must not have +one without the other. The fact is, I dare say, that I never thought +of what I was to be, because I did not see the necessity of troubling +myself about it. My father was a rich man; everybody spoke of him as a +millionaire, and spoke the truth for once; and all my college chums +envied me my luck. But for that it may be that I should have applied +myself, and ripened into a poet or a painter, or something that would +come in useful now. Nothing very superior, perhaps, in any line, +because, my dear, you will be surprised when I confess to you that I +do not regard myself as an out-of-the-way brilliant fellow. But +there's no telling, is there, what may come out of a fellow if he puts +his shoulder to the wheel?" + +"Something good would be sure to come out of such a head as yours, +Kingsley," said Nansie. + +"You _will_ flatter me, my dear; but, after all, you may be right. +There are no end of clever men who were dull boys at school, and +thought to have nothing in them; though, now I think of it, I was not +at all a dull boy--rather bright, indeed, really, Nansie--and the fact +that dullards often prove themselves geniuses is rather against me. Do +you know what I've been told? That there is a lot of stuff in me, but +that I lack application; that is, the power of sticking long to one +thing. That is true, perhaps, and it is that quality, or failing, or +what you like, that makes me fly off at a tangent in the way I am in +the habit of doing. I've stuck pretty close to this conversation, +haven't I?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Notwithstanding that there are a thousand things to distract my +attention. For instance, thoughts. Such as this: that it would be a +happy lot if you and I could wander forever side by side through such +lovely scenes as this, and in a night so sweet and beautiful." + +"But that could not be, Kingsley, dear, and I am not sure whether it +would be a happy lot." + +"You surprise me, Nansie. Not a happy lot! Our being always together, +and always without worry or trouble!" + +"In course of time," said Nansie, a slight contraction of her eyelids +denoting that she was thinking of what she was saying, "we should grow +so used to each other that we should become in each other's eyes +little better than animated statues. The monotony of its being always +summer, of everything around us being always beautiful, would so weigh +upon us that we should lose all sense of the beautiful, and should not +be grateful for the sweet air, as we are now, Kingsley. We grow +indifferent to things to which we are regularly accustomed. Change +produces beauty. You are making me think, you see, and I am almost +pretending to be wise." + +"Go on, Nansie. I want you to finish, and when you have done I have +something to say on an observation you have made, change produces +beauty. Now that is a theme profound." + +"There is not a season in the year that is not full of sweetness, and +that we do not enjoy. If it were always spring the charm of spring +would be gone. If it were always summer we should lie down and sleep +the days away, and should gradually grow indifferent to the beautiful +shapes and colors with which nature adorns the world in the holiday +time of the year. Is not autumn charming, with its moons and sunsets +and changing colors? And what can be prettier and more suggestive of +fairy fancies than winter, in its garb of snow and icicle? There are +plenty of bad days in all the seasons, even in the brightest, and it +is those which make us enjoy the good all the more. In the last weeks +of my dear father's life I learned a great deal from him; it was +almost, Kingsley, as if he created a new life within me; and he had +the power, in a few words, of unfolding wonders and making you +understand them." + +"Your dear father," said Kingsley, "was a wise and good man--a poet, +too, and could have been almost anything in the artistic world he +cared to aspire to. I have no doubt of that, Nansie, dear. And yet he +was always poor, and died so." + +"It is true, Kingsley. I think it was because he lacked--" + +But Nansie paused in sudden alarm, and the word she was about to utter +hung upon her tongue. It distressed her, also, that, in what was in +her mind as to the reason of her father's worldly failure, the very +words which Kingsley used towards himself should have suggested +themselves to her. + +"Because he lacked"--prompted Kingsley. "Finish the sentence, Nansie." + +"The desire to produce, to achieve," said Nansie, in a stumbling +fashion. + +"No, Nansie, that was not the way you intended to finish the sentence. +I want it in the original, without correction or afterthought. Because +he lacked--" + +"Application," said Nansie, desperately. + +"Exactly. My own failing." Kingsley spoke gently, and as though he was +not in the least dismayed by the example of an aimless life which +presented itself in the career of Nansie's father. "Your father had +great powers, Nansie, and could have accomplished great things if he +had been industrious. But he was a happy as well as a good man. I +cannot recall, in any person I ever knew, one who was so thoroughly +happy as your father. He did harm to no man. His life was a good +life." + +"Yes, Kingsley." And yet Nansie was not satisfied with herself for +being the cause of the conversation drifting into this channel. + +"You see, my love," said Kingsley, in his brightest manner, and +Nansie's heart beat gratefully at his cheerful tone, "when a truth +comes home to a man he can, at all events, learn something from it, +unless he be a worthless fellow. When he sees an example before him he +can profit by it, if his mind be set upon it. He lays it before him, +he dissects it, he studies it, and he says, 'Ah, I see how it is.' +That is what I shall do. Your father and I, in this matter of +application and industry, somewhat resemble each other. A kind of +innate indolence in both of us. Well, what I've got to do is to tackle +it. Within me is an enemy, a bad influence, which I must take in hand. +'Come,' I say to this insidious spirit, 'let us see who will get the +best of it.' Thereupon we fall to. The right thing to do, Nansie?" + +"Yes," she replied, "but you must not reproach yourself, my dear." + +"Oh, I am not doing so," he said, quickly, before she could proceed. +"I am applying to the discovery I have made the touchstone of +philosophy. There is no doubt of the result, not the slightest. But I +don't think it is anything to lament that I seem to find a resemblance +in your father's character and mine." + +"It is something to be deeply grateful for, my dear." + +"And the discovery is made in time. After all, I am a young man, and, +as I told you, I intend to commence with a new slate. Really, I intend +to try my very best." + +"And you will succeed, Kingsley," said Nansie, earnestly. "You are +sure to succeed." + +"Now that's comforting. It gives a fellow strength. With you always by +my side, it will be very hard if I fail. But," and here he took off +his hat and passed his fingers through his hair with the +characteristic of vagueness in him which sometimes took a humorous and +sometimes a pitiful turn, but always perplexed--"succeed or fail in +what? That is the all-important question. There is no quarry in sight; +it will never do to follow a Will-o'-the-wisp. So much valuable time +lost. The very best thing, I take it, for a fellow in my position to +do, is to find out his groove and fall into it. Do you consider that a +practical idea?" + +"Quite practical, my love." + +"Yes, to find out the groove and fall into it. Could anything be done +with tools?" + +His voice was wholly humorous now, and for the life of her Nansie +could not help smiling. "And what tools?" He looked at his hands, and +stretched out his arms. "Well, all that is in the future. I was going +to remark on an observation you made a little while ago. Oh, I +remember what it is. 'Change produces beauty.' Now that struck me as +serious. How about love?" + +"I did not mean that, Kingsley, dear. Love stands apart from +everything else. The sweetness and beauty of love is to be found only +in perfection when it is constant and unchangeful. To me it is the +same as my faith in immortality. My love for you will abide in me +forever. Ah, Kingsley, do not misunderstand me, or misinterpret what I +said!" + +"I do not," he said, folding her in his arms and embracing her; "I +could never have loved any other woman than you, I can never love +another. So you see, my dear, you are not quite logical. There is one +thing in which we should find no beauty in change." + +They strolled through the woods, exchanging fond endearments, pausing +often in silence to drink in the sweetness and the beauty of the time +and scene. They listened to the notes of the nightingale, and recalled +the remembrances of the night when Kingsley came to Nansie in the +caravan. + +"I have the daisies you threw up to my little window," said Nansie. +"We listened to the nightingale then." + +Some few minutes afterwards Nansie spoke to Kingsley of his mother. + +"When your affairs are settled," she said, "do you not think that she +would help you to make a start in life? You seldom speak of your +mother, Kingsley." + +"I think a great deal of her and of my father," said Kingsley, "and I +have hidden something from you which I will tell you of presently. It +is wrong to have a secret from you, but I really did it because I felt +it would distress you. Between my mother and me, my dear, there was +never any very close tie. We had not those home ties which I think +must be necessary to bind parents and children together. Since I was a +young child, I have always been away for ten months or so every year +at school or college, and frequently in vacation I had no house in +London or elsewhere in which to spend my holidays. My father, +engrossed in his business, would be absent from England sometimes for +many months, and my mother would often accompany him. Then you must +understand that my parents are as one. What my father says is law, and +my mother obeys his instructions implicitly. She is entirely and +completely under his control, and has the blindest worship of him. She +cannot believe that he could do anything that was not just and right, +and if he says a thing is so, it is so, without question or +contradiction from her. That tells fatally against me in this +difference between my father and me. In her judgment--although she +does not exercise it, but submits unmurmuringly to his--he is +absolutely right in the course he has taken, and I am absolutely +wrong. During the last week I spent at home my mother said many times +to me, 'Kingsley, be guided by your father. For your own sake and ours +do not thwart him.' I tried to reason, to argue with her, but she +shook her head and would not listen, saying continually, 'I know all; +your father has told me everything.' I half believe if she had only +listened to me, and consented to see you, as I begged of her, that +there would be some hope; but she would not. Well, my dear, since your +dear father's funeral I have written to my mother." + +"Yes, Kingsley," said Nansie, looking anxiously at him. + +"No answer. I wrote to my father, too." + +"Did he not reply, Kingsley?" + +"He replied in a very effective manner. You know I received a letter +yesterday, which I led you to believe was from a lawyer?" + +"Yes, my dear." + +"It was not, my dear. It was the letter I wrote to my father, returned +to me unopened." + +"Oh, Kingsley!" + +"It was a blow, though I should have been prepared for it. My father +is a man of iron will, Nansie; there is no moving him, once he has +resolved upon a course. I dare say this inflexibility has helped him +to grow rich, but it is a hard thing for us. And now, my dear, let us +talk no more of this at present; it troubles me." + +They diverged into other subjects, and Kingsley soon regained his +lightness of spirits. They passed into an open glade with trees all +around. + +"A beautiful spot," said Kingsley; "and so suitable!" + +"For what, dear?" + +"For the caravan; one could be happy here for a long time. But that +castle is in the air, is it not, my love?" + + + + + CHAPTER XVI. + + +When Mr. Loveday, the bookseller in Church Alley, heard of his +brother's death in a letter which Nansie wrote to him, he fell to +reproaching himself for the small grief he experienced at the news. +The intelligence did not, indeed, create within him any profound +impression. He and his brother had been separated for a great many +years, and the bond of love which had united them in their childhood +had become weaker and weaker till it scarcely held together. It is +true that death strengthened it somewhat, but it could never again be +what it once was. The humanly selfish cares of life are so engrossing +that love which is not in evidence dies gradually away. That "absence +makes the heart grow fonder" is as false as are nine out of ten of +other sentimental proverbs. + +"Timothy," said Mr. Loveday to his new assistant, who was proving +himself a perfect treasure, "when little Teddy died you were very +sorry." + +"I was more than sorry, sir," said Timothy, becoming instantly grave; +"I was almost heart-broken." + +"Have you got over it?" asked Mr. Loveday. + +"I shall never get over it," replied Timothy. + +"Do you think that will be true all your life long?" + +"I am certain it will be, sir." + +"And yet you were not related to him." + +"No, sir; but I could not have loved a brother more." + +Mr. Loveday winced. + +"You regard that as a very strong tie, Timothy." + +"A brother's love, sir?" + +"Yes." + +"I can hardly imagine a stronger. If I had a brother I should so love +him that I think I should be ready to die for him." + +"Ah!" mused Mr. Loveday, "perhaps if my brother had died when we were +boys together, I should not be reproaching myself now for not feeling +his death more keenly." + +As a penance, he inflicted a punishment upon himself. Since he had +taken Timothy into his service his life had been easier and more +agreeable than it had been for a considerable time past. He was no +longer tormented by small worries, which, after a long recurrence of +them, become, in certain stages of mental irritation, veritable +mountains of evil. Timothy had more than one rare gift, and not one +more precious and beneficial in its effect upon others than the gift +of thoughtfulness. This, extending to the most trivial matter where +his own interests were not involved, was invariably displayed by +Timothy when opportunity offered, and it was natural, therefore, that +in his new and important position in Mr. Loveday's business and +household, it should come into play with greater force. The result was +that not a day passed without Mr. Loveday being made aware that he had +enlisted in his service a lad who seemed bent upon making everything +go on smoothly around him. Heaven only knows where Timothy picked up +all he knew; it was likely the outcome of a willing, cheerful, +practical spirit, and of one who knew how to profit by observation; +but Timothy, who had never learned how to cook, could cook a chop and +a steak and a potato to perfection, and before long could prepare more +ambitious dishes in a manner to satisfy his master's not very +fastidious taste; and Timothy, who had never passed an apprenticeship +in domestic service, could and did apply himself with skilful +efficiency to the thousand and one drudgeries of domestic affairs. +Moreover, he did his work neatly and unobtrusively. There were no +sudden noises now in Mr. Loveday's establishment; no unreasonable +breakages of crockery; and, what Mr. Loveday thoroughly appreciated, +no waste. It could not be but that Mr. Loveday noted with gratefulness +this improvement in his surroundings, and therefore, being at ease and +in rare peace of mind, the punishment he inflicted upon himself for +not taking the news of his brother's death more closely to heart was +really no light one. It was to write to Nansie and remind her, if she +needed reminding, that he had promised her father to give her the +shelter of his home. + +"My dear niece," he wrote, "the intelligence you have conveyed to me +of your dear father's death has deeply affected me--" + +He broke off here and sat, pen in hand, ruminating, with his eyes +fixed upon the words he had written. "I suppose," he thought, "that +life could not be carried on without duplicity. Here am I, for the +purpose of self-defence, where I am not openly accused, and of proving +that I am not quite a monster, calmly presenting myself in a false +light to a young person whom I saw only once in my life and do not in +the least remember. But what kind of a world would this be, I wonder, +if the exact truth were always told?" + +He continued his letter: + +"I knew that he was ill, but had no idea he was in a dangerous state, +or I should not have neglected coming to see him. However, there is no +recalling the past, and regrets, though poignant, are idle in a case +like this, where the blow that has fallen is irremediable. I do not +intend to reproach you for your neglect of a duty, which very likely, +because of our being comparative strangers, did not present itself to +you in such a light, but I feel strongly the loss of the opportunity +of attending my dear brother's funeral. Had you written to me when he +died I certainly should have come down to you, and have done whatever +lay in my power to soften your affliction." + +He broke off again and mused. "'Words, words, words,' as Hamlet says. +And yet I could almost deceive myself by believing that they are true. +I _should_ have gone down, and perhaps with something of the full +heart which I am endeavoring to express to my niece Nansie. It is a +curious way of spelling the name, but I like it better than Nancy. It +is more poetical; but there was always a vein of poetry in my +brother's nature." The tenderness in him was growing stronger, and he +found comfort in it as he plied his pen again. + +"I will not ask you why you were silent. You doubtless had your +reasons, one of which, perhaps, was that you were doubtful of me, and +that you regarded me as little better than a stranger. In this you are +not to blame, but if such a feeling exists I desire to remove it. Some +little while ago your father wrote to me of his circumstances, and of +his anxiety respecting you in the event of anything happening to him. +In my reply, I told him that you could always find a home with me. +From imperfect knowledge I gather that my dear brother left but little +worldly wealth behind him; and my principal object in writing to you +now is to convey to you the offer of my home which I made to him. +Whether we should suit each other remains to be seen, but I would +endeavor honestly to be kind to you, and if you inherit any of your +father's amiable qualities, I have no doubt that we should get along +comfortably together. I have no ties of women and children about me; +my home is a poor one, but such as it is, it is yours if you choose to +accept it." + +This was the gist of Mr. Loveday's letter to Nansie, who read it with +satisfaction. When it arrived Kingsley was absent, winding up his +affairs, and the first thing Nansie did upon his return was to give it +to him to read. + +"Did you tell him you were married?" asked Kingsley. + +"No," replied Nansie. "To tell you the truth, Kingsley, I scarcely +knew in what light to regard him." + +"He says something to that effect in his letter," remarked Kingsley, +"but it seems to be honestly and sincerely written." + +"I think so, too," said Nansie. + +"But you see," said Kingsley, "in his offer of a home--which is very +kind; I do not underrate it--he evidently looks upon you as a single +young lady." + +"I shall write, telling him that I am married." + +"It will be best; and write soon, else he might think there was +something wrong--of which, my dear," added Kingsley, rubbing his +forehead, "I am not quite sure myself." + +"What makes you say that, Kingsley?" asked Nansie, anxiously. + +"Well, my darling," replied Kingsley, "it is altogether the best to +look things straight in the face, isn't it?" + +"Quite the best, dear." + +"We have decided on that before, Nansie." + +"Yes, dear." + +"It isn't the first time I have made the remark, but that does not +lessen its force and truth. Well, then, my affairs are settled." + +"Is everything paid, Kingsley?" + +"Everything. We do not owe one penny in the world. What do you think I +discovered, Nansie?" + +"I cannot imagine, dear." + +"That I had a great deal more property than I supposed." + +"That is delightful news, dear." + +"Yes, isn't it?" said Kingsley, with a light, puzzled laugh. "When I +say property, I don't mean land. Wish I _could_ mean it, because it +would represent something tangible in the way of an income, perhaps; +and that is what we want, Nansie, don't we? An income." + +"It would be very pleasant, dear," said Nansie, with a fond look of +pity at him. + +"Yes, very pleasant; it would rub away the crosses of life." + +She recalled him to his theme. + +"You were saying that you discovered you had more property than you +supposed?" + +"Yes, that is what I was saying. And not land, as I should have liked; +but wine. Really a little stock, and of the best. Of course it would +be the best. And books, some of them valuable; and _bric-à -brac_. I +was astonished when we came to look through them. And pictures, too. I +was surprised how ever I came to buy them; but money always burned in +my pockets, Nansie. When it was there it had to be spent. Do you know +a greater pleasure, my dear, than spending money?" + +"It is a pleasant occupation, Kingsley, when one has it to spare." + +"Of course, that." + +"Do me a great favor, dear." + +"I will. Just say what it is." + +"Tell me everything you did while you were away, without--without--" + +Kingsley laughed gayly and took up her words. + +"Without flying off into side paths, eh? Keep to the main road. Is +that the great favor?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"Very good. I will try. But just consider, Nansie--only for a moment; +I will not detain you longer than a moment. Here we are, you and +I--the best company in the world, my darling--walking along the main +road. Very grand, very stately, very wide. Everything according to +regulation. It is a very long road--it generally is, Nansie--and there +is an overpowering sameness about it. My feeling is that it is +becoming tiresome, when all at once I see, on the left or the right, a +little narrow lane with a hedge on each side; at the end of the hedge, +some cottages, dotted here and there, with flowers in the windows; at +the end of the cottages some tall trees, meeting and forming an arch. +What do we do? Without thinking, we turn from the grand main road into +the little narrow lane, and the moment we do so we breathe more freely +and begin to enjoy. That is an illustration of my manner, dear. Do you +recognize it?" + +"Yes, dear Kingsley." + +"It isn't unpleasant, is it? Confess, now." + +"Nothing that you do, dear, can be unpleasant. But remember what you +said a few days ago. We must be practical." + +Nansie did not utter these words in a serious tone. On the contrary, +her voice was almost as light as Kingsley's, and as she spoke she laid +her hand upon his shoulder, and smiled with bright affection. He +kissed her, and replied with animation and decision: + +"Exactly. That is what we are going to be. So now for the great favor. +Well, I commenced by going through my property and being surprised. +Then I went to the tradesmen to whom I owed money, and said: 'Make out +your bills and send them in.' One or two inquired whether I was going +to pay. I said, 'Of course--what else?' When they heard that--I refer +to those who, to my astonishment, appeared a little uneasy about the +money I owed them--they said, 'Oh, but there's no hurry, Mr. Manners. +We will send in the account at the end of the year.' But I said, 'No; +at once, if you please.' When they came in I did not examine them; I +laid them carefully aside in their envelopes. Then I went to an +auctioneer, and gave him instructions to sell all my property. I +wished him to do it immediately--that very day, but he would not; he +said it would involve too great a sacrifice; but that was my affair, +not his. It is unaccountable that people will not do the thing you +want done in your way, but in their own. However, I hurried my friend +the auctioneer as much as I could, and the result of it all was, that +I found myself two hundred pounds richer than I had supposed." + +"How pleased I am, Kingsley!" + +"So was I. It seemed to me as if I had discovered a gold mine. Then I +sat down with a clean sheet of ruled foolscap before me, and opened +the tradesmen's accounts, and put down the figures, and totted them +up. The result was that I found I owed four hundred pounds more than I +had supposed." + +"Oh, Kingsley!" + +"It was vexing, but there it was, and there was no help for it. I went +about my affairs in the practical way, did I not?" + +"Yes, my dear; it was the only way to arrive at the truth." + +"And to look it straight in the face. I kept to the main road, but if +a view of a narrow lane had presented itself, I believe I should have +been tempted to wander a little. My dear, I paid all the accounts, and +I was left with--how much do you think?" + +"I am afraid to guess, Kingsley." + +"Something under ten pounds. Was I dashed? Did I despair? Not at all. +Said I to myself, said I--by the way, Nansie, I once came across an +old novel with just that title; an odd one, isn't it?--said I to +myself, said I, to work, to work! Something must be done, for my dear +Nansie's sake." + +"How proud I am of you, Kingsley!" + +"Thank you, dear. So what did I do? I can sketch a little in colors, +you know." + +"You can paint very well, Kingsley. When you said, the other night, +that you saw pictures but could not paint them, I knew you were wrong, +though I did not contradict you." + +"Thank you again, dear. Nothing would please me better than to be a +poor artist, with you, rich and influential, for my patron." + +"I should give you every shilling I possessed, Kingsley." + +"And you call yourself practical. Nonsense, nonsense! It is I who am +the practical one. I proved it. I bought watercolors, drawing-paper, +pencils, brushes, a nice little outfit for thirty-eight shillings, +and, Nansie, I set to work. Upon my honor, I painted a picture which I +considered not bad." + +"What did you do with it? You have brought it with you?" + +"No, my dear little wife, I sold it." + +"Why, Kingsley," said Nansie, in a delighted tone, "you have actually +already made a start." + +"I have," said Kingsley, laughing heartily. "The picture painted, I +took it out to the shops. My dear, they rather pooh-poohed it at +first." + +"They ought to have been ashamed of themselves," exclaimed Nansie, +indignantly. + +"They weren't. But I met with a patron at last. He was a stationer, +and said the picture was of no use to him. 'But it's worth something,' +I said. To be honest with you, Nansie, I was getting rather disgusted +with the whole affair. 'It's worth something,' I said. 'Two-pence,' +said the shop-keeper. 'Done,' said I, and I threw the picture on the +counter, and held out my hand. He stared at me, but I gave him to +understand that he had offered me two-pence for my picture, and that I +accepted it. He stared harder than ever and handed me the two-pence. +It is the first money I ever earned in my life, and I have brought it +home to you. The experiment was a capital one, Nansie; it taught me +something--that I am not cut out for a painter. Next to discovering +what you can do, the best thing is to discover what you can't do. +Having discovered it, turn the key on it." + +Nansie gazed at him sadly. He was speaking with animation, and there +was an excited flush in his face. His eyes were bright, and his manner +was indicative of anything but disappointment. + +"I thought then," continued Kingsley, "that I would try my friends, but +when I came to consider, I arrived at the conclusion that there was +only one to whom I could disclose my position. I went to him and made +full confession. He is an older fellow than I, and wiser. What I like +about him is that he doesn't say: 'You shouldn't have done this,' or +'You shouldn't have done that.' He hits the nail on the head. 'There +is no hope of your father relenting?' said he. 'None,' said I. 'Time +may soften him,' he said. 'Even if it does,' said I, 'there is a +problem to solve while the grass is growing.' 'You must live,' said +he, 'of course.' 'Of course,' said I. 'And you must work to live,' +said he. I assented. 'Then,' said he, 'let us see what you are fit +for.' My own thought, Nansie, put almost in my own words. But although +we considered and talked we arrived at nothing tangible. He seemed +really more troubled than I was, and at the end of a long conversation +he said: 'Kingsley, old fellow, I can lend you a tenner.' It was noble +of him, because he must have known that there was little chance of my +being able to repay him. I thanked him, and said I wouldn't borrow in +such circumstances as mine. Then he invited me to dine with him, and I +accepted. And that, my dear Nansie, is all I have to tell you." + +He gazed round at Nansie with the air of a man who had just finished a +pleasant tale, and said: + +"Now we will talk of something else." + + + + + CHAPTER XVII. + + +Nansie wrote to her uncle before she went to bed, informing him that +she was married, and thanking him for the kind letter he had sent her. +She said nothing as to the offer of a home, because she did not +consider that it held good. Nansie single and Nansie married could not +bear the same relation in her uncle's eyes. Single, she needed a +protector; married, she possessed one. The responsibility of affairs +lay with her husband; all that it was in her power to do was to wait +and see what steps he took towards providing for their home. She could +encourage and strengthen him, but for the present that was all. To +attempt so early to assume the direction of affairs would have been an +affront to her husband's manhood, and as, out of loyalty to Kingsley, +she purposely avoided the contemplation of this contingency, she had +no idea what steps it would be advisable for her to take in the event +of Kingsley's failure. + +On the following morning she told Kingsley that she had written to her +uncle, and asked him if he would like to read the letter before it was +posted. Kingsley replied that as she must have written about him he +would prefer not to see it. + +"I have written everything that is good about you," she said. + +"That is the reason," said Kingsley. "My dear, I trust you implicitly, +and I am satisfied that you have said exactly what is right--with one +exception. You have spoken too highly of your husband. Don't shake +your head, I know it. You have an exaggerated opinion of me, or, to +phrase it better, you have formed an ideal which will not bear the +test of sober truth. But that, dear little wife, is the fate of most +ideals." + +"What you say," observed Nansie, "will apply with equal truth to your +opinion of me." + +"Not at all," said Kingsley, with fond seriousness, "you stand away +and apart from me--higher, nobler, more capable. I will not listen to +any contradiction, my dear, when I am discussing _you_. The fact is, I +have already applied the test." + +"In what way, Kingsley?" asked Nansie. + +She was learning that it was best to humor him in certain moods, which +it seemed impossible for him to avoid. + +"In this. Of course, when I first saw you I formed my ideal of you. +What it was, I think you know to some small extent, for the love I +feel and express for you is no idle sentiment. Whatever else I may be, +I am at least as true as steel to you. It is one virtue I may fairly +claim, for nothing which is inspired by you can be anything else. +Well, knowing you but slightly, my ideal was formed, and familiar +association would either destroy or establish it. My dear, I have +questioned myself, I have asked: 'Does Nansie come up to your ideal? +Is she the true woman you supposed her to be? Does she represent what +you believed--the sweetness, the purity, the nobility, the tenderness +which have sanctified the very name of woman?' The answer is: 'She is +all, and more than all, you believed her to be. There is nothing in +her that is not sweet, and true, and good. The ideal you set up falls +short of the reality.' Then, on the other hand, is the question of Me. +I do not wish to disturb you, my dear, but I fear a terrible +disappointment awaits you when you have found me out. No, I will not +allow you to answer me. You may stand up in my defence when I am not +present, but my imperfections are too apparent--now that I am brought +face to face with them--to encourage any attempt to smooth them away. +However, we are bound to each other for better or worse, and you must +make the best of me. Now address your letter to your uncle, and I will +post it for you." + +"Shall I give him your love, Kingsley?" asked Nansie, adding +hurriedly, "you are very unjust to yourself." + +"Yes, dear, give him my love, and say that I hope to make his +acquaintance one day. As to being unjust to myself, I know I am the +best judge of that." + +He went from the room, and in a few minutes presented himself again, +gloved and polished, a faithful presentment of a young English +gentleman. + +"You must wish me luck, Nansie," he said. "I am going to see what can +be done in the way of obtaining a situation. Perhaps something +fortunate will turn up." + +She kissed him and watched him from the street door walking along the +street, looking brightly this way and that for something to turn up. +He returned at six o'clock in the evening, in time for dinner. There +was a jaded expression on his face, which vanished the moment his eyes +rested on Nansie. + +"Home, sweet home," he said, passing his arm round her waist, and +drinking in her beauty with a grateful spirit. + +She knew that he had not been successful in his quest, but +nevertheless she asked what fortune he had met with. + +"None at all," he replied; "but Rome wasn't built in a day. We must +have patience. I will tell you after dinner what I have done." + +They had the pleasantest of meals, enlivened by his gayety; and when +the things were cleared away and he had lit his cigar, he said: + +"What can a man wish for more? A good dinner, the sweetest of company, +a fine cigar--it was right, was it not, Nansie, for me to keep back +three hundred of my choicest?" + +"Quite right," replied Nansie, "and very thoughtful of you. I love the +smell of a good cigar." + +"When I put them aside," said Kingsley, holding up a reproving +forefinger, "I thought only of myself. I reflected that it might be +some time before I could afford to buy more of the same kind." + +"Kingsley," said Nansie, pleadingly. + +"Yes, dear," he responded. + +"I want you to understand something." + +"Anything you wish, Nansie. Let me know what it is." + +"Only that your disparagement of yourself hurts me, dear. Knowing that +there is nothing in the world you would not do for my sake, it is +painful to me to think that you may grow into the habit of believing +that everything you do is done with a selfish motive. It is not +so--indeed, it is not so!" + +"How seriously you speak, Nansie!" said Kingsley, drawing her close to +him. "Do you really mean to say that I am not selfish?" + +"If there is in the world a man who has proved himself otherwise, it +is you, my dear," said Nansie, laying her head upon his shoulder. "Be +just to yourself, in justification of me." + +"That requires elucidation, my dearest," said Kingsley, with great +tenderness. + +"Think of the sacrifice you have made for me, a poor girl, but for +whom you would be now at peace with your parents, and in the enjoyment +of much, if not of all, that makes life worth living. How low should I +fall in your estimation if I were insensible to that sacrifice, if I +were to undervalue it, if I were to say: 'It is what any other man in +Kingsley's place would have done!'" + +"Is it not?" he asked, passing his hand fondly over her hair. + +"No, indeed and indeed it is not. I do not pretend to assert that I +know the world as you know it"--there was something whimsical in the +expression of unconsciously affected wisdom which stole into +Kingsley's face as she uttered these words--"but I know it +sufficiently well to be certain that there are few men capable of a +sacrifice such as you have made for me. What had I to give in return?" + +"Love," he answered. + +"It is yours," she said, and tears, in which there was no unhappiness, +stole into her eyes, "love as perfect as woman ever gave to man. Not +love for to-day, my dearest, but love forever; love which nothing can +weaken; love which will triumph over every adversity; love which will +be proof against any trial. But that is little." + +"It is everything," said Kingsley, "to me and to every man worthy of +the name. The sacrifice I have made--you choose to call it so, and I +will not contradict you, dear--is to be measured. Not so with love. It +is illimitable, unmeasurable. It illumines every surrounding object; +it makes the commonest things precious. How beautiful the present is +to you and to me! Could it be more beautiful if we were passing it in +a palace? That picture on the wall--a common print? No. A lovely +possession. The handsomest painting that ever was painted hanging +there--would it make the present moments sweeter, would it invest the +spiritual bond which unites us with a binding link which now is +missing? This book on the table which cost a shilling--if it were a +first edition worth thousands of pounds, would it increase our +happiness, would it make your love for me and mine for you more +perfect and complete? There is an immeasurable distance between what I +have gained and what I have lost. So let us have no more talk of +sacrifices, Nansie, dear." + +She could not find arguments with which to answer him, and it would +have been strange if she had needed them. + +"In return," he continued, "I will make the strongest endeavor not to +underrate myself, nor to prove that I am more than ordinarily selfish. +There--my cigar is out." + +She lit a match and held it while he puffed away at his weed. + +"You promised to tell me what you have done to-day," she said. + +"There is very little to tell. I did what I could, which consisted +simply of walking about, and looking in shop-windows. I went out +without any distinct idea in my mind; I thought that something might +happen, and I was disappointed. Everything and everybody seemed to be +going along nicely, and not to be in want of me. It occurred to me to +consider what I was fit for. I looked into the windows of a boot-shop. +What do I know of boots and shoes, except how to put them on my feet? +Literally nothing. The same with haberdashers, the same with grocers, +the same with jewellers, the same with every kind of shop. Then, +trades; I don't know one. Printers, engravers, carpenters, +watchmakers, and that kind of thing--you have to serve an +apprenticeship before you can hope to earn money by them. I felt like +a fish out of water. There seemed to be no groove for me, nothing that +I could take hold of. I am really puzzled, Nansie." + +"My poor Kingsley!" murmured Nansie. + +"But, there," he said, snapping his fingers, "it will not mend matters +to worry about them. _Nil desperandum_, and a fig for the world and +its cares! If only to-morrow would not come!" + +He certainly had the gift of giving dull care the go-by; and in +another minute he was the same light-hearted, pleasant-humored, +irresponsible being he had ever been, and was doing his best with his +whimsical talk to make Nansie forget the serious position in which +they were placed. + + + + + CHAPTER XVIII. + + +Some indication has been given of the success of Timothy Chance's +service with Mr. Loveday. There are men, like Kingsley Manners, who, +being suddenly thrust upon the world to shift for themselves, find +themselves plunged into a sea of difficulties, extrication from which +is impossible except by some unexpected windfall of fortune. There are +others who are so well armed for difficulties that the encountering of +them serves as an incentive and a spur. What depresses one elevates +the other; what makes one despondent makes the other cheerful. It is +chiefly a matter of early education, in which adversity is frequently +a factor for good. Partly, also, it is a matter of adaptability. + +It may be taken for granted that wherever Timothy Chance fell he would +fall upon his feet, and that he would be among the first to take +advantage of an opportunity. A hard-working, faithful servant, but +with an eye to his own interests. It is running far ahead of events to +state that when he was a middle-aged man, with a house of his own, +there stood upon a bracket in his private room the image of a hen +fashioned in gold--a valuable ornament; for the gold was of the +purest, and the bird was of life-size; and that the sense of +possession imparted a satisfaction to Timothy Chance far beyond its +value. He amused himself by the fancy that the fowl of gold was an +exact reproduction of the living fowl which he had rescued from the +fire in the schoolhouse, and which had laid an egg in Mr. Loveday's +shop on the day of Timothy's return to London. The goose of the fable +that laid golden eggs was an insignificant bird in comparison with +Timothy Chance's first fowl. There was at first a difficulty +respecting its habitation. Mr. Loveday's shop had no backyard, and for +the sake of cleanliness it could not be kept in the house. There were, +however, plenty of backyards in the immediate vicinity of Church +Alley, and to the proprietor of one of these Timothy betook himself, +arranging to pay rent in kind, that is to say (for we are approaching +legal ground), one new-laid egg per week, or, in default, its full +retail value, seven farthings. For it was not long before Timothy +discovered that he could dispose of a limited number of new-laid +eggs--the day of laying being guaranteed--to private persons at that +rate per egg. Timothy's hen was certainly a wonderful layer; during +the first thirty-one days of its tenancy of the Whitechapel backyard +it laid no fewer than twenty-six eggs, which, deducting five for +rental, left twenty-one to the good. A retired butterman, who should +undoubtedly have been a good judge, engaged to take them all at the +price above mentioned, and at the end of the month the account stood +thus: + + + _s_. _d_. + 21 rent-paid eggs at 1 ¾_d_. 3 0¾ + Less food for fowl, at the rate of ½_d_. per day 1 3½ + _______ + Leaving a net profit of 1 9¼ + + +This is a precise copy of the account made out by Timothy Chance, +on the termination of the month; and with the figures, clear and +well-shaped, before him, Timothy devoted himself to thought. His +service with the seller of second-hand books had served him in good +stead. He had rummaged out from among the stock at least a score of +books treating of fowls and their produce, and he had studied them +attentively. Some were old, one or two were of late years, and they +all pointed to one fact--that money was to be made out of eggs. Most +of the writers deplored the fact that the English people were so blind +to their own interests as to systematically neglect a subject so +fruitful. One of the treatises dealt in large figures--to wit, the +population of Great Britain, and the number of eggs by them consumed +annually; further, the number of eggs laid in the kingdom, and the +number we were compelled to import to satisfy the demand, amounting +not to scores but to hundreds of millions. Timothy's eyes dilated. One +daring enthusiast went so far as to print pages of statistics to prove +that if government took the affair in hand it could, in a certain +number of years (number forgotten by the present chronicler), pay off +the national debt. This, perhaps, was too extravagant, but the fact +remained, and appeared incontrovertible, that money was to be made out +of eggs. Here was plain proof--one shilling and ninepence farthing +made out of one hen in a single month. + +"Let me see," mused Timothy, "how this turns out for a year." + +Down went the figures. + + + _s_. _d_. + Cost of good, 365 days at ½_d_ per day. . . . . 15 2½ + Cost of fowl, say . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 3 0 + ________ + Total. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . 18 2½ + +For a moment he forgot the rent, but he remembered it before he went +into the credit side, and he reckoned it at a penny a week, which made +the total expenses £1 2_s_. 6½_d_. + +Timothy was aware that he could not reckon upon an egg a day all +through the year, but his reading-up on the subject, and the +calculations he had made, convinced him that a fair-laying hen might +be depended upon for two hundred and forty eggs during the three +hundred and sixty-five days. + +"At three-halfpence each," he mused, and set down the figures, "that +will bring in thirty shillings. Say it brings in only twenty-eight +shillings, and make the total charges one pound four, and there +remains a clear profit of four shillings for the year. Then the fowl +itself, supposing I sell it at the end of the year, is worth at least +a shilling. A profit of five shillings on one hen. On twenty, a profit +of five pounds; on a hundred, a profit of twenty-five pounds; on a +thousand, a profit of two hundred and fifty pounds." + +The figures almost took his breath away. Let it be understood that +Timothy's reflections and calculations are here pretty accurately +reported. He continued. So large a number of eggs would have to be +sold wholesale, and three-halfpence each could not be reckoned upon, +but then the rent would be much less, and the cost of food much less; +and there were other ideas floating in his mind which he could not +formulate, and about which there was no cause for his troubling +himself just at present. + +"Mr. Loveday," said he to his employer, "if a speculation is entered +into in a small way and leaves a small profit, would it not leave a +larger profit if entered into in a large way?" + +"That," replied Mr. Loveday, "stands to reason. What is your head +running on, Timothy?" + +"Eggs, sir," said Timothy. + +Mr. Loveday stared at him for a few moments without speaking. + +"That is what you have been studying books on poultry for?" he said, +presently. + +"Yes, sir." + +"Well," said Mr. Loveday, after another pause, "there's something in +eggs, I dare say. Some of the peasantry in France make quite an income +out of them; our own poor country-folk are not so far-seeing." + +"What can be done in France," said Timothy, patriotically and +sententiously, "can be done in England." + +"Don't be too certain of that," said Mr. Loveday. "They grow grapes in +France and make wine. We don't." + +"That is a matter of climate," remarked Timothy. "Fowls lay eggs in +every country in the world, and once laid, there they are." + +"To be sure," said Mr. Loveday, staring at his assistant, "there they +are." + +"Anyhow," said Timothy, "nothing can alter that what will pay in a +small way ought to pay in a large; can it, sir?" + +"The conclusion appears sensible and reasonable. I suppose you have +made something out of your fowl?" + +"Nearly two shillings in the month, sir." + +"Not at all bad," said Mr. Loveday, "not at all bad. You must take the +breed into account." + +"Black Hamburgs, sir, that's the breed for eggs." + +"Dorkings, I should say," suggested Mr. Loveday. + +"Black Hamburgs will beat them, sir," said Timothy, confidently; and +Mr. Loveday, feeling that he was on unsafe ground, wisely held his +tongue. + +Timothy had saved between five and six shillings out of his wages, and +he expended the whole of his savings in putting up a rough fowl-house, +and in the addition of a black Hamburg to his live-stock. He began to +feel like a proprietor. + +"Slow and sure, you know, Timothy," advised Mr. Loveday. + +"Yes, sir, and thank you," said Timothy. "I will endeavor not to make +mistakes." + +"We shall have you chancellor of the exchequer in course of time," +said Mr. Loveday, in a tone by no means unkindly. + +"I shall be content to earn a living, sir," said Timothy, modestly; +and rejoiced largely when he showed his employer two new-laid eggs in +one day. + + + + + CHAPTER XIX. + + +Three months after this conversation Mr. Loveday and Timothy were +standing in front of the book-shop, discussing some proposed +alterations in the stall outside upon which the more promiscuous books +were offered for sale. The weather was fine, and a bright sun was +striving to make its presence known in Church Alley; a bird in a cage +hung above Mr. Sly's shop-window was piping a song of gratitude and +welcome, and a cat, caught by a sunbeam, stood stock-still enjoying +the warmth. A young woman, neatly and plainly dressed, entered Church +Alley, and with timid, hesitating steps, gazed at the shops and houses +as she passed them, halting within a yard of the stall before which +Mr. Loveday and Timothy were talking. Timothy was explaining his +views. The new stall could be made with flaps, hanging down, which, +when rain threatened, could be swiftly raised to enclose the books. +This would do away with the old and cumbersome method of covering the +outside stock with canvas. + +"And besides, sir, it could be made to fit like a box, with a good +padlock outside, so that there would be no need to take the books out +and in morning and night. The expense would not be great, only the +timber. I can borrow tools, and make it as well as a carpenter. I +don't mind saying that a thorough good workman couldn't beat my +fowl-house." + +"There's nothing much you can't do, Timothy," said Mr. Loveday. + +"These things are not difficult, sir, if one only puts one's mind to +them. A good saw and plane, a chisel, a few nails, and hinges, and it +is done." + +"You shall try your hand, Timothy," said Mr. Loveday, and turned to go +into his shop. + +As he did so, his eyes rested upon the figure of the young woman who +had halted within a few steps of him. + +He was transfixed. Twenty-and-odd years of his life were suddenly +engulfed in a memory of the past. + +There stood the woman he had loved and lost--the woman whom his dead +brother had loved and married. + +He stood like a man in a dream, or under a spell of enchantment. All +consciousness of the present time had vanished. The past came back +again, the love which had slept so long that he had deemed it dead +awoke within him and stirred his heart. Was it joy, was it pain he +felt as he stretched forth a trembling hand. + +As if in response to that movement on his part, the woman moved +towards him, and held out her two hands with an affectionate look in +her eyes, in which there dwelt also some touch of entreaty. + +"Who are you?" he asked, faintly, recovering his voice. + +"I am Nansie," was the reply. "I recognized you, uncle, by your +likeness to my dear father." + +"And I recognized you," he said, "by your likeness to your dear +mother. How like you are to her--how like, how like!" + +"I am glad," said Nansie. "My dear father always said I was growing to +resemble her more and more. Uncle, am I welcome?" + +"Quite welcome. Come in." + +He was himself once more; and he took her hands in his, and conducted +her into his shop. + +Timothy gazed at Nansie with worshipping eyes as she passed from the +open, and stood gazing--for how long he knew not--until he was aroused +by Mr. Loveday suddenly appearing from the shop, and calling out to +him, in an agitated tone, to run for a doctor. + +"No, no," cried Nansie's voice from within, "I do not need a doctor. I +only fainted a moment, I was so tired. You don't know the ways of +women, uncle." + +"How should I," he said, rejoining her, "having so small an +acquaintance with them?" + +"But you said I was welcome, uncle?" she said, in a solicitous tone. + +"And you are." + +"You are glad to see me?" + +"Yes. Why have I not seen you before? Why have I not heard from you?" + +"I wrote to you, uncle." + +"Telling me you were married. Yes, I forgot." + +"You did not reply." + +"I saw no occasion. I thought if you wanted me you would write again, +or come." + +"Here I am, as you see, uncle." + +"I see. Wanting me?" + +"I--I think so, uncle. You shall judge." + +"You speak in a voice of doubt. Listen to me, Nansie. I may call you +so?" + +"Surely, surely. It gives me pleasure." + +"Listen, then. If there is anything in my voice or manner to cause you +uneasiness, account for it by the fact that I know little of women, +as you yourself said. It is sometimes my way--not always, and seldom +unless I am somewhat shaken. If you had informed me that you were +coming I should have been prepared. I should not then have thought, +when my eyes fell upon you, that it was your mother I was gazing upon, +and not her daughter." + +"I am sorry," murmured Nansie. + +"There is nothing to be sorry for. These reminders do a +man--especially a recluse like myself--no harm. You are turning white. +Are you going to faint again?" + +"No; I will not allow myself." + +"I have some brandy in the house. Shall I give you a little? It is a +medicine." + +"No, thank you, uncle; I never touch it." + +"What is it, then, that makes you so white? Stay. A cup of tea?" + +"If you please, uncle." + +"I am a dunderhead. Timothy!" + +No _genii_ in Eastern tales ever appeared more promptly at a summons. + +"Yes, sir." + +"Make some tea; the best--quick!" + +Timothy glanced at Nansie, nodded, and vanished. + +"That is my assistant," said Mr. Loveday; "a treasure. A man, a boy, a +girl, a woman, rolled into one. He can sew on buttons." + +Nansie laughed, and Mr. Loveday gasped. + +"Don't mind me," he said, in explanation. "Your laugh is so like your +mother's. You see, Nansie, until I grow more accustomed to you, I +shall find myself driven into the past." + +There was a deep tenderness in his voice, and she took his hand in +hers. + +"Uncle, will you not kiss me?" + +He kissed her, and the tears came into his eyes. + +"There," he muttered, "you see how it is. That is the first time my +lips have touched a woman's face since I was a youngster. Don't think +the better of me for it. What is the time? Four o'clock. Have you had +dinner?" + +"No, uncle." + +"Lunch?" + +"No, uncle." + +"Breakfast?" + +"Yes." + +"At what hour?" + +"Eight o'clock." + +"And nothing since?" + +"Nothing. I was so anxious to get to you, and I have been so long +finding you." + +"No wonder you are white and faint. Ah, there is Timothy, in my little +room where we eat--and talk, I was about to say; but we talk +everywhere. Come along." + +There was not only tea on the table, there was a chop, beautifully +cooked, and bread-and-butter, on a clean white cloth. + +"What did I tell you of him?" said Mr. Loveday, when Timothy, after +looking at the table to see that nothing was wanting, had departed. +"He knew what I did not. I never met another like him. Now, eat. Ah, +the color is coming back into your face. Have you come from the +country?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"What station did you stop at?" + +"Waterloo." + +"At what time?" + +"One o'clock." + +"And you have been three hours getting here. Why did you not ride? I +beg your pardon. No money, perhaps?" + +"Oh, yes." She produced her purse, which, before she could prevent +him, her uncle took from her hand. + +"Two shillings and eightpence. Is it all you have?" + +Her lips quivered. + +"Of course you could not ride. There is no return ticket to--to the +place you came from." + +"I was not sure of returning there, uncle." + +"Ah! I have something to hear. Or perhaps you did not have money +enough to pay for a double fare. Why, Nansie, I might have been dead, +for all you knew! You trusted to a slender chance. What would have +happened if you had not found me? Two shillings and eightpence would +have kept you till to-morrow, and then-- You have something of my +brother's thoughtless spirit in you." + +"Say, rather, of your dear brother's hope and trust." + +"I will say it if you like, but it will not alter the fact that you +have acted rashly. But I must learn how the land lies. You have a +story to tell?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"If I allow you to tell it in your own way you will stumble and break +down; will cry, and faint again, perhaps. I put you, therefore, in the +witness-box, where you are to speak the truth, the whole truth, and +nothing but the truth. Are you ready?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"No evasions, no gloss; plain and unvarnished. Deceive me once, and +you will find me a tough customer. First, let me say that I am +agreeably surprised in you. Brought up in the country I know not how, +I might have expected my niece to be a raw country wench with rough +manners and small education. I find, on the contrary, a lady who can +read and write." + +"Yes, uncle," said Nansie, with a smile, "I can do that." + +"And can cipher, perhaps." + +"I am not very good at figures, uncle." + +"Of course not--you are a woman. But languages now. French, perhaps?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"And German?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"Ah, a Crichton in petticoats. Any others?" + +"Those are all the languages I can speak, uncle." + +"And enough, too, Nansie." + +"Yes, uncle." + +"I must do your father the justice to say that he has furnished you +well. But I suppose you can't make a pudding?" + +"Yes, I can, uncle." + +"Better and better. I thought I was about to learn something. And, +now, when your father died he did not leave a fortune behind him?" + +"He died poor." + +"But you were not alone and unprotected. You had a husband by your +side. It occurs to me as strange that so soon before my brother's +death he should have written to me in anxiety about you, and should +have asked me to give you a home here in London; and you with a +husband all the time!" + +"My father did not know I was married." + +"But you were?" + +"Yes." + +"Do you mean to tell me that you were secretly married?" + +"It is so, uncle." + +"I never heard of a secret marriage the motive for which did not +spring from the man. It was your husband's wish that your marriage +should be kept secret?" + +"For a time only, uncle; until his father's return from abroad." + +"Of course--family reasons." + +"Yes." + +"The usual story. What difference would it have made if you had been +married with your father's consent and knowledge? There would have +been less duplicity in the affair." + +"Uncle, it is difficult sometimes to see how things come about. It +happened as I have told you. It might not if we had consulted my dear +father beforehand." + +"Would he have refused his consent?" + +"It is most likely." + +"Ah! However careless and unmindful my brother might have been in +worldly matters, he was a gentleman and a man of fine instincts. You +married a man beneath you?" + +"You are wrong, uncle. I married a gentleman far above me." + +"And yet you tell me your father would have refused his consent." + +"You forget, uncle. My dear father was truly what you have described +him--a man of fine instincts." + +"Well?" + +"We were poor; my husband's family are very wealthy." + +"I am corrected. The fact would have caused my brother to act as you +say, unless, indeed, the consent of your husband's parents had been +previously obtained." + +"It was not, uncle." + +"What rash folly! I anticipate your answer. You were in love." + +"Yes, uncle." + +"I am beginning to get puzzled. There is a kind of tangle here. In the +first letter you wrote to me you signed yourself Nansie. Nothing more. +When I replied to you I addressed you in your father's name. In your +second letter, acquainting me that you were married, you signed +yourself Nansie Manners." + +"That is my name." + +"You tell me that you have married into a wealthy family, and you come +to me faint and hungry, with two-and-eightpence in your purse. And I +will hazard the guess that you travelled third-class." + +"I did, uncle." + +"Explain the anomaly." + +"When my husband told his father of our marriage he discarded him and +turned him from the house." + +"That explains it; but it is bad, very bad. See what comes of secret +marriages. Hopes shattered, old ties broken, hearts embittered, +parents and children parted in anger. Had you known all this +beforehand would you have married?" + +"No, uncle," replied Nansie, firmly. It was the first time the +question had been put to her, and she could not but answer frankly. "I +would not have done Kingsley such injustice." + +"Then there has been injustice--injustice all round. Kingsley, I +infer, is your husband." Nansie nodded. "Have you come into +association with his family?" + +"I have never seen one of them, uncle." + +"Where do they live?" + +"Here, in London. You have heard of them, I dare say, uncle. +Kingsley's father is the great contractor, Mr. Manners." + +Mr. Loveday started. "Manners, the great contractor! Why, Nansie, the +man is a millionaire, and famous all the world over! You have flown +high, my girl." + +"I knew nothing of this. Before Kingsley and I met I had never heard +of Mr. Manners; and even up to the day of our marriage I had no idea +that he was so wealthy and famous. Kingsley spoke of him as being +rich, but nothing more; and, uncle, I was not very worldly-wise, and +should have thought a man with a thousand pounds rich. I should think +so now." + +"You have made no effort to see your husband's father?" + +"No; it would be useless. Kingsley tells me he is a man of iron will, +and never swerves from a resolution he has made. There is no hope of +turning him. Was it not noble conduct, uncle, on Kingsley's part to +marry me, a poor girl without a penny in the world?" + +"I am not at all sure, Nansie." He opened her purse and took out the +few poor coins it contained. "See what it has brought you to. Better +for you if your husband had a hundred a year than a father with +millions which he buttons his pockets upon. It was a rash and +thoughtless act you young people have done. There is no hope of +turning Mr. Manners, you say. Yet you are a lady, well mannered, well +spoken, well educated; and he sprang from nothing. It is well known. +But it is idle to talk in this fashion. There is a stubbornness on the +part of the ignorant which is worse than the pride of those who can +boast of high descent. The self-made man is often the most difficult +animal to deal with. Your husband could not have contemplated the cost +of what he was about to do." + +"He thought only of one thing, uncle--that he loved me." + +"And that is to serve as a set-off against all the ills of life. I +hope it may prove so. The commencement does not hold out any great +promise, that's plain. And now, Nansie, tell me the rest in your own +way. I have got the nut of the story, and a precious hard one it is to +crack." + +"When my dear father died," said Nansie, "Kingsley was in London. Mr. +Manners had just returned from Russia, and it was the first +opportunity Kingsley had of making him acquainted with our marriage. I +think that Kingsley, out of consideration for me, has not told me +everything that passed between him and his father, but I know that Mr. +Manners extracted a promise from him to remain at home for a week +before he decided." + +"Decided upon what?" asked Mr. Loveday, abruptly. + +"I do not know, uncle; Kingsley has been so worried and troubled that +it would have been unkind for me to press him upon points which really +matter very little. For, after all, Kingsley came back to me when I +called him, and is true and faithful." + +"His father perhaps pressed him to desert you and break your heart. +Rich as the self-made man is, he could not divorce you. And your +husband consented to remain a week in his father's house to consider +it! That looks ugly." + +"Kingsley did nothing wrong. He hoped by remaining near his father +that a favorable moment might come when he could successfully appeal +to him to deal more tenderly towards us. There was also the chance of +his mother's mediation." + +"Ah, there is a mother. I was going to ask about her." + +"Mr. Manners is master of everything and everybody. His lightest word +is law. Before the week was ended Kingsley received my letter with +news of my dear father's death. Where was Kingsley's place then, +uncle?" + +"By your side." + +"He came at once without a single hour's delay. He asked his father to +release him from his promise, and as Mr. Manners would not do so, he +broke it--out of love for me. This, I think, embittered Mr. Manners +more strongly against us, and he turned Kingsley from the house. I +hope you are beginning to do Kingsley justice, uncle." + +"He seems to have acted well. But go on." + +"After my father was buried, Kingsley and I were naturally very +anxious as to how we should live. Kingsley had a little property, but +he owed money to tradesmen, which had to be paid. The settlement of +these accounts swallowed up nearly every sovereign he possessed, and +we had a hard fight before us, harder, indeed, than we imagined. I +must tell you that Kingsley wrote to his parents without success. His +father returned his letter without one word of acknowledgment. If I +had thought I could do any good I would have gone to his mother, but I +felt that it would only make matters worse, if they could be worse. +What could I have expected from her but reproaches for separating her +from her son? For I am the cause of that. If Kingsley had never seen +me he would have been at peace with his parents, carrying out his +father's desire that he should become a member of Parliament, and take +a part in public affairs. Kingsley is fitted for it, indeed he is. He +talks most beautifully. And I have spoiled it all, and have ruined a +great career. I would not dare to say so to Kingsley; he would never +forgive me for it. He tried hard to get some sort of work to do; he +went out day after day, and used to return home so sad and wearied +that it almost broke my heart to see him." + +"With but a little store of money," said Mr. Loveday, "such a state of +affairs must soon come to an end." + +"We held out as long as we could; longer, indeed, than I thought +possible. We parted with many little treasures--" + +"And all this time you never wrote to me!" exclaimed Mr. Loveday. + +"Remember, uncle, that I _had_ written to you and that you had not +sent a line of congratulation upon our marriage." + +"A nice thing to congratulate you upon! But I was to blame, I admit +it." + +"It was a delicate matter to Kingsley. 'Your uncle doesn't care to +know me,' he said; and so it seemed. At length, uncle, we came to a +great block, and we truly despaired. But there was a break in the +clouds, uncle." + +"Good." + +"I am speaking of yesterday. A letter arrived for Kingsley from a +friend to whom he had written, saying that a gentleman who intended to +remain abroad for three or four months required a kind of secretary +and companion, and that Kingsley could secure the situation if he +cared for it. The gentleman was in Paris, and the letter contained a +pass to Paris, dated yesterday. We had come to our last shilling, +uncle, and this separation--I hope and trust not for long--was forced +upon us. Kingsley managed to raise a little money, a very little, +uncle, just enough to defray his expenses to Paris and to leave me a +few shillings. So last evening, when we parted, it was agreed that I +should come to London to-day, and appeal to you to give me shelter +till Kingsley's return. That is all, uncle. Will you?" + +"Yes, Nansie," said Mr. Loveday, "I will keep the promise I made to my +dead brother." + +Nansie took his hand and kissed it, and then burst into tears. + + + + + CHAPTER XX. + + +From that day a new life commenced for Mr. Loveday. It was not that +there was any great improvement in the ordinary domestic arrangements +of his modest establishment, because the reign of Timothy had +introduced beneficial changes in this respect before Nansie was made +queen. It was more in its spiritual than its material aspect that the +new life was made manifest. To have a lady moving quietly about the +house, to be greeted by a smile and a kind glance whenever he turned +towards her, to hear her gentle voice addressing him without +invitation on his part--all this was not only new, but wonderful and +delightful. Mr. Loveday very soon discovered that Nansie was indeed a +lady, and far above the worldly station to which her circumstances +relegated her; it was an agreeable discovery, and he appreciated it +keenly. He found himself listening with pleasure to her soft footfall +on the stairs or in the rooms above, and he would even grow nervous if +any length of time elapsed without evidence of her presence in the +house. Perhaps Nansie's crowning virtue was her unobtrusiveness. +Everything she did was done quietly, without the least fuss or noise; +no slamming of doors to jar the nerves, nothing to disturb or worry. + +"Where did you learn it all, Nansie?" asked Mr. Loveday. + +"It is what all women do," she replied. + +He did not dispute with her, although his experience was not favorable +to her view. Inwardly he said: "What all women could _not_ do, if they +tried ever so hard, but then Nansie had perfection for a mother." His +thoughts travelled frequently now to the early days when he loved the +woman who was not to become his wife, and it may be that he accepted +Nansie's companionship and presence as in some sense a recompense for +his youthful disappointment, a meting out of poetical justice, as it +were. + +Of all the hours of day and night the evening hours were the most +delightful, not only to him, but to Timothy, between whom and Nansie +there swiftly grew a bond of sympathy and friendship. Before Nansie's +appearance Mr. Loveday's house was a comfortable one to live and work +in; but from the day she first set foot in it, it became a home. +Neither Timothy nor Mr. Loveday could have given an intelligible +explanation of the nature of the change; but they accepted it in +wonder and gratitude. Everything was the same and yet not the same. +There was no addition to the furniture; but it appeared to be +altogether different furniture from that to which they had been +accustomed. It was brighter, cleaner, and in its new and improved +arrangement acquired a new value. There were now white curtains to the +windows, and the windows themselves were not coated with dust. The +fireplaces were always trim and well brushed up, the fires bright and +twinkling, the candlesticks and all the metalwork smartly polished, +the table-linen white and clean, clothes with never a button missing, +socks and stockings with never a hole in them. Nansie could have +accomplished all these things unaided; but Timothy was so anxious to +be employed that she would not pain him by refusing his assistance. +She had another reason--a reason which she did not disclose, and which +Mr. Loveday and Timothy were too inexperienced to suspect--for +accepting the lad's willing service. She knew that a time was +approaching when it would be invaluable, and when she would be unable +to devote herself to these domestic duties. + +The evenings were the most delightful, as has been stated. Then, the +day's labor over and everything being in order, they would sit +together in the little room at the back of the shop and chat, or +read, or pursue some study or innocent amusement. Mr. Loveday fished +out an old draught-board, with draughts and a set of chessmen, and +was surprised to find that Nansie was by no means an indifferent +draught-player, and that she knew the moves of chess, in which her +skill was not so great. At one time of his life he had been fond of +backgammon, and he taught Nansie the game, Timothy looking on and +learning more quickly than the fair pupil whose presence brightened +the home. Timothy also made himself proficient in the intricacies of +chess, and within a few months justified himself master, and gave +odds. An evening seldom passed without a reading from a favorite +author, Nansie's sweet, sympathetic voice imparting a charm to +passages from which something valuable might have been missed had they +not been read aloud. From this brief description it will be gathered +that Nansie's influence was all for good. + +Thus time sped on, and Kingsley was still absent. He wrote to Nansie +regularly, and she as regularly replied to his letters, never missing +a post. She wrote in her bedroom always, and generally at night when +the others were abed. In silence and solitude she was better able to +open her heart to her husband. To say that she was entirely happy +apart from Kingsley would not be true, but she had a spirit of rare +hope and contentment, and her gratitude for the shelter and comfort of +her new home was a counterbalance to the unhappiness she would +otherwise have experienced. + +"A letter for you, Nansie," Mr. Loveday would say. + +Taking it eagerly, she would speed to her room and read it again and +again, drawing hopeful auguries from words in which none really lay. +For although Kingsley's letters were cheerfully and lovingly written, +there was nothing substantial in them in their prospects of the +future. They were all of the present, of his doings, of his +adventures, of his travels, of what he had seen and done, forming a +kind of diary faithfully kept, but with a strange blindness in respect +of years to come. At one time he was in France, at another in Italy, +at another in Germany, at another in Russia. + +"Mr. Seymour," he wrote, "has an insatiable thirst for travel, and +will start off at an hour's notice from one country to another, moved +seemingly by sudden impulses in which there appears to be an utter +lack of system. It is inconvenient, but of course I am bound to +accompany him; and there is, after all, in these unexpected +transitions a charm to me, who could never be accused of being +methodical. The serious drawback is that I am parted from you. What +pleasure it would give me to have you by my side! And you would be no +less happy than I." + +Then would follow a description of the places they passed through and +stopped at, of people they met, and of small adventures which afforded +him entertainment, ending always with protestations of love, the +sincerity of which could not be doubted. But Mr. Loveday was never +anything than grave when Nansie read aloud to him extracts from her +husband's letters. + +"Who is Mr. Seymour?" he asked. + +"A gentleman," replied Nansie. + +"What is he, I mean?" was Mr. Loveday's next question. + +Nansie shook her head. "I have no idea." + +"Has your husband any idea?" + +"I suppose he has." + +"You only suppose, Nansie." + +"Yes, uncle, I can do nothing else, because Kingsley has never said +anything about it." + +"Surely, if he really knew," persisted Mr. Loveday, "he would not be so +silent on the subject." + +"Perhaps you are right, uncle; perhaps Kingsley does not really know." + +"If Mr. Seymour were travelling with any specific object in view, +there would be no need for secrecy. Say that he were an enthusiast, +that he had a craze, no matter in what shape, he would not disguise +it." + +"Certainly not, uncle. Mr. Seymour must be travelling simply for +pleasure." + +"Which is not a simple matter, Nansie," observed Mr. Loveday, "when a +man runs after it. I can imagine few things more laborious and less +likely of a satisfactory result. Now, Nansie, what are your husband's +duties in his employment?" + +"He does not say, uncle." + +"Do you think he has any?" + +"I suppose so." + +"More supposings, Nansie." + +"What else can I say, uncle?" + +"Nothing, my dear, and I am to blame for worrying you. We will drop +the subject." + +"No," said Nansie, earnestly, "please do not drop it." + +"Why should we continue it, Nansie?" + +"Because," replied Nansie, with a slight flush on her face, "I am +afraid you are doing Kingsley an injustice." + +"I should be sorry to do that," said Mr. Loveday, very seriously. + +"I know you would," responded Nansie, in a tone of affection, "and that +is why I want to set you right. You think that Kingsley is concealing +something from me. He is not; he loves me too well. You think that I +need some one to defend me. I do not. It is only when a person is +wronged or oppressed that he needs a defender. No one has ever wronged +or oppressed me. On the contrary, every one in the world is kind to +me--that is," she added hastily in correction, for she thought of her +husband's parents, "every one who knows me. Now you, uncle," she said, +wistfully and tenderly, "before I came here I dare say you had no +great regard for me." + +"I had not, Nansie." + +"It was only because you made a promise to my dear father out of your +kind heart, and because you are an honorable man who would not break +his word, that you welcomed me at first. And perhaps, too," her voice +faltered a little here, "because I resemble my mother, for whom you +had an affection." + +She paused, uncertain whether she had gone too far; but he inclined +his head kindly towards her, and said, + +"You are speaking justly, Nansie. Go on, if you have anything more to +say." + +"Yes, uncle, I have something more to say. That was your feeling for +me at first; but since then--I say it humbly and gratefully--I have +been happy in the belief that I have learned something for myself." + +"You have," said Mr. Loveday. "I love you, Nansie." + +"It is so sweet to me to know it, dear uncle," said Nansie, with tears +in her eyes, "that I am enabled to bear Kingsley's absence--I hope and +pray it will not be for long--with courage and resignation. And +because of that, because of the love which unites us, you must think +well of Kingsley--you must think always well of him. Uncle, he is the +soul of honor, truth, and unselfishness. When he told me he loved me, +and asked me to marry him, he did not weigh the consequences, as +nearly every other man in his position would have done." + +"He was rash," observed Mr. Loveday. + +"Would you censure him for it? Did he not behave as an honorable, +noble-hearted man?" + +"Undoubtedly. He has a worthy champion in his wife." + +"Ah, but it would distress me immeasurably to feel that you believe he +needs a champion, or I a defender. You do not know him, uncle; when +you do you will not fail to love him. I do not say that he is worldly +wise, or quite fitted yet to battle with the future, but that it is +his earnest desire to fit himself for what I feel will be a great +struggle, and to perform his duty in a manly way. No man can do more, +and, whatever may be our future, I shall love and honor him to the +last." + +"My dear Nansie," said Mr. Loveday, "say that you are partly right in +your views of my feelings for your husband; be content now to know +that you have won me over to his side." + +"I am indeed content to know it, uncle." + +"But should that deprive a man of his right to judge actions and +circumstances? We sometimes condemn those whom we love best." + +"It should not deprive him of the right," replied Nansie, adding, with +what her husband would have told her was feminine logic, "but you must +not condemn Kingsley." + +"I will not. I will apply ordinary tests. When he took the situation +with Mr. Seymour, did he know anything of his employer?" + +"Nothing; but we were in great stress, and Kingsley was compelled to +take advantage of his opportunity." + +"Admitting that. But a man must face his responsibilities, and +discharge them to the best of his ability." + +"Yes, uncle, to the best of his ability." + +"My dear, had you been a man, you would have made a very good special +pleader. To continue. What is your husband's salary?" + +A look of distress was in Nansie's eyes, and she did not reply. "I +infer," said Mr. Loveday, replying for her, "that you do not know." + +"I fear I do," said Nansie, in a low tone. + +"Tell me, then." + +"I fear, uncle, that there is no salary attached to the situation." + +"But there should be?" + +"Yes, there should be." + +"Mr. Seymour, wishing to engage a gentleman as part companion and part +secretary, must have been prepared to enter into some kind of monetary +arrangement. Whose fault is it that the arrangement was not made? I +will reply for you again. It must have been Kingsley's fault. Not very +practical, Nansie." + +"I am afraid, uncle," said Nansie, speaking slowly, and as though she +were about to commit an act of treason, "that Kingsley is not very +practical." + +"But how is a man to get along in the world," said Mr. Loveday, with a +curious mixture of decision and helplessness, "who thus neglects his +opportunities? I am speaking entirely in a spirit of kindness, +Nansie." + +"Yes, uncle, there's no occasion for you to remind me of that. But how +can you blame Kingsley? He meets Mr. Seymour as one gentleman meets +another. He is too delicate-minded to broach the subject of salary, +and perhaps Mr. Seymour forgets it." + +"No, child, Mr. Seymour does not forget it. He takes advantage of your +husband, and the consequence is that he is using a man's services +without paying for them. And the consequence, further, is that +valuable time is being wasted and misspent. Two or three weeks ago you +commenced to read to me something in one of your husband's letters, +and you suddenly stopped and did not continue. It was about money. Am +I wrong in supposing that what you were about to read was in reply to +something you had written in a letter to your husband?" + +"You are not wrong, uncle." + +"Plainly, you asked him whether he could not send you a little money?" + +"Yes." + +"And that was his reply. I can judge what it was." + +"Uncle, he had none to send. He is entirely dependent upon Mr. +Seymour." + +"Who is not liberal?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"Who is not only not liberal, but unjust?" + +"But that is not Kingsley's fault," pleaded Nansie. + +"I am not so sure. Child, child, you and your husband are like the +children in the wood, and you know their fate." + +"I should be content," said Nansie, mournfully, for a moment +overwhelmed--only for a moment; her mood changed instantly, and with +indescribable tenderness she said: "But I want to live--to live!" + +There was a new note in her voice, and in her eyes a dreamy look of +exquisite happiness which caused Mr. Loveday to wonder as he gazed +upon her. Never had she been so beautiful as she was at that moment. +In the expression on her face was something sacred and holy, and Mr. +Loveday saw that she was deeply stirred by emotions beyond his ken. + +"Nansie!" + +"Yes, uncle," said Nansie, awaking from her dream. + +"You heard what I said?" + +"Yes, uncle--but you must not blame Kingsley; you must not blame my +dear husband." + +"I will not--strongly. Only I should like you to consider what would +have been your position if you had not found me in the London +wilderness, or, having found me, if I had proved to be hard-hearted +instead of a loving uncle." + +"What is the use of my considering it," she asked, in a tone of tender +playfulness, "when I did find you, and when you proved yourself to be +the best of men? It would be waste of time, would it not? Confess +now." + +"Upon my word," said Mr. Loveday, "I should almost be justified in +being cross with you if I did not suspect that any unreasonableness in +our conversation must spring from me, in consequence of my not being +familiar with the ways of women. But you shall not drive me completely +from my point. For your sake, Nansie, I regret that I am poor. I never +wished so much to be rich as I do at the present time. You are +attending to me, Nansie?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"Has your husband sent you any money at all since he has been away?" + +"None, uncle. He has not had it to send." + +"Yet you are in need of a little?" + +She looked at him, and her lips trembled slightly; and then again, a +moment afterwards, the same expression of dreamy happiness stole into +her face which he had observed before. + +"Yes, uncle, a little, a very little. But I shall manage; I have +already earned a trifle." + +"In what way?" inquired Mr. Loveday, much mystified. + +"I got some needlework to do, and am being paid for it." + +"But in the name of all that's reasonable," exclaimed Mr. Loveday, +"where and when do you do your work?" + +"In my room of a night, uncle," replied Nansie, blushing. + +"When we are all asleep," said Mr. Loveday, with the nearest approach +to a grumble she had heard from his lips. "This must not continue, +Nansie. You will do your work here of an evening and during the day, +if it is necessary." + +"Yes, uncle, I will obey you. But--" her form swayed slightly, and she +was compelled to make an effort to keep herself from swooning--"you +must not be angry with me. I am not very strong just now." + +She brought her work down, and went on with it before his eyes, and +there was perfect harmony between them. But still, in the stillness of +her room, when her uncle supposed her to be abed, her fingers were +busy in their labor of tenderest love. + + + + + CHAPTER XXI. + + +The event which occurred in Mr. Loveday's house in Church Alley, and +which caused him perhaps the greatest excitement in his life, will be +explained by the following letter which Nansie wrote to her husband +two months after the conversation between her and her uncle narrated +in the last chapter: + + +"My Own Dear Kingsley,-- +At length I am strong enough to write to you, and it is a great joy to +me to sit down once more to speak to the beloved wanderer of whom I +think night and day. I am sure that you must be with me, in spirit, +even in my dreamless sleep. You will not be sorry to know that you are +not the only one now the thought of whom makes my heart a garden of +flowers. I have a sweet treasure--surely the sweetest that ever +blessed a happy woman--lying at my feet, and you will not begrudge me. +Oh, my dear Kingsley, if you were with me at this moment, and we were +looking down together on the lovely, innocent face of our darling, you +would think as I do, that heaven itself was shining in the little room +in which I am writing! Everything is so strangely beautiful that I can +scarcely believe I am living the same life I lived till I became a +happy, happy mother. It is not the same--it is sweeter, purer, more +precious; I seem to hear angelic music even in the silence which +surrounds me. I know what produces it. I put my face close to my +darling's mouth, and I can just hear her soft breathing. + +"You will forgive me, will you not, for not having written to you for +so long a time? I could not help it, you see. I know from your last +letter that you received the one my uncle wrote to you, and that you +would have flown to my side if you had had the means. It seems so +cruel that you should be in such straits for money. Why do you not ask +Mr. Seymour straightforwardly to pay you what he must owe you? It must +be a good sum by this time. But perhaps it is wrong of me to say to +you, why do you not do this or that?--for surely you must know what is +best to be done, and the right time to do it. It is easy to judge for +others, is it not, my dearest? I have the fullest faith and confidence +in you; and, my dear, you must not worry about me. My uncle is the +dearest friend I could have met with. He is kindness itself, and I +feel that he loves me as if I were his daughter. And I have money--not +much, Kingsley, dear, but enough--to go on with. Before baby came I +earned some, and presently, when she can crawl, and walk, and +speak--oh, Kingsley, the wonder of it!--I shall earn more. Uncle is so +good to me that I need very little; but still some things are +necessary which uncle does not understand about, and he has not more +than he knows what to do with. Then, of course, I am an expense to +him; but he never makes the least mention of that--he is too +considerate, and I know he is glad to have me with him--and to have +baby, too, although I fancy he does not quite know yet what to make of +the darling. Indeed, I half think he is frightened of her. I see him +sometimes looking at her when she is asleep with such a funny look in +his eyes that I can hardly keep from laughing. The idea of a great big +man being frightened of a little baby! But, Kingsley, dear (I would +not confess it to anybody but you), I, too, am frightened of baby a +little sometimes, when she lies in my lap, staring at me solemnly with +her beautiful eyes--the color of yours, dearest--wide, wide open, +without even so much as a blink in them. She seems to be reading me +through and through. 'What are you thinking of, darling?' I whisper to +her; and though of course she cannot answer me, I am sure that she +understands, and that I should be very much astonished if I knew what +was passing through her mind. She is going to be a very wise little +body--I can see that--and very sweet and beautiful, and a great +blessing to us. But she is that already, the greatest, the most +precious that has ever fallen to my lot. You see, my dear husband, I +look upon baby and you as almost one person; I cannot think of one +without the other, it is impossible to separate you; so that when I +say that baby is the greatest blessing that was ever given to me, I +mean you as well as our darling.... + +"I have been obliged to stop; baby woke up, and we had a happy hour +together. Now she is asleep again. She is so good, not at all fretful, +as some babies are, and when she cries (which is really not often) it +is a good healthy cry, which makes uncle say that her lungs are in +fine condition.... + +"I have been reading over what I have written, and I stopped at the +part where I speak of baby presently being able to walk and talk. Long +before that, my dear Kingsley, I hope that you will be with us, and +that we may be all living together. Do not think I am desirous of +urging you to any other course than that which you consider right, but +the happiness of our being together again would be so great! Is there +any chance of Mr. Seymour coming to England and settling down here, +and keeping you as his secretary at a fair salary? Then we could have +a little home of our own, and you could go to Mr. Seymour in the +morning and come home in the evening, and we should have one day in +the week to ourselves. It is not a very great deal to ask for, but if +some kind fairy would only grant it I should be supremely happy. +Surely, surely, the future must have something good in store for us! + +"I have told you in my letters all about Timothy Chance, and how good +and helpful he has been. Well, my dear Kingsley, until baby came I +looked upon Timothy as my knight, my own special cavalier whom I could +depend upon for service at any hour I chose to call upon him; but I +think now that he has divided his allegiance, at least half of it +going to baby. Timothy is an extraordinary lad, and uncle has a great +opinion of him. Putting his duties in uncle's business out of the +question, and putting baby and me out of the question, Timothy seems +to have only one idea--eggs and fowls. He is now the proud owner of +four fine hens, and his spare minutes (not too many) are devoted to +them. He reads up every book he can lay hands upon that treats of +fowls, and is really very clever in his proceedings. He made me laugh +by saying: 'If fowls won't lay they must be made to lay;' and he +studies up food to coax them. It is very amusing; but Timothy is so +earnest that you cannot help respecting him, and respecting him more +because he is successful. He shows me his figures, and is really +making a profit every month. He is now drawing out plans for +constructing a movable fowl-house, in compartments, each compartment +accommodating eight fowls, and capable of being taken down and put up +again in a wonderfully short time. Uncle says the plans are as nearly +perfect as possible, and that he should not wonder if Timothy made a +fortune one of these fine days. Timothy has insisted upon my accepting +two new-laid eggs a week. Uncle and he had some words about them at +first, uncle wanting to pay for them and Timothy refusing to accept +any money; but the good lad was so hurt and took it so much to heart +that I persuaded uncle to let him have his way. + +"Why do I write all this to you, dear Kingsley? To show you that I am +in the midst of kindness, and that although you have not as yet been +very fortunate, there is much to be grateful for. Remember our +conversation, my darling, and never, never lose heart. Courage! +courage! as you have said many times; and it will help you to feel +assured that there are loving hearts beating here for you, and friends +holding out willing hands. Why, if a poor, imperfectly educated lad +like Timothy looks forward to making a fortune out of such simple +things as eggs, what may you not do, with your advantages and +education? All will be well, and there is a happy future before us. + +"I am tired, and have a dozen things to do, or I would keep on talking +to you for hours. But I must really finish now. Baby sends you her +dearest, dearest love. Indeed she does. I asked her, and upon my word, +Kingsley, dear, she crowed and laughed. She is the most wonderful +thing in the world, there is no doubt of that. I kiss her a hundred +times for her dear papa, and I blow her kisses to you, and kiss them +into the words I am writing. Our hearts are with you; our dearest love +is yours. Oh, my darling! to close this letter is like bidding you +good-bye again. Take all our love, which is forever blossoming for +you. I close my eyes, and think that you are by my side; and I press +you to my heart, which beats only for you and our darling child. What +name shall I give her? + +"Good-bye, and God bless and guard you, my own dear love. + + "Your faithful, loving wife, Nansie." + + + + + CHAPTER XXII. + + +History repeats itself. The fortunes of Timothy Chance were turned by +a fire--whether for good or evil, so far as regards himself, had yet +to be proved. He was to go through another experience of a similar +kind, in which, as on the first occasion, those who befriended him +were the greatest sufferers. + +Nansie had to wait for more than a month before she received an answer +to her last letter from Kingsley. He and his employer, it appears, had +been continually on the move, and the letter which Mr. Loveday had +written to him could not have reached him. It was by a lucky chance +that Nansie's letter with the news that he was a father fell into his +hands after a long delay; and she gathered from his reply that some of +his own communications to her must have miscarried. This last letter +which she received was far from encouraging. It was in parts wild and +incoherent; the cheerfulness which had pervaded his previous missives +was missing; the writer seemed to be losing hope. + +"I am learning some hard lessons," Kingsley wrote, "and am beginning +to doubt whether there is any truth or justice left in the world." + +This was distressingly vague, for no explanation of Kingsley's moody +reflection was forthcoming. It did not even appear that he was drawing +consolation, as he had often done during his absence, from the thought +that Nansie was ever ready with open arms to comfort him. + +"Instead of advancing myself," Kingsley wrote, "by the step I have +taken, I have thrown myself back. It is a miserable confession to +make, but there it is, and wherever I go I see, not the shadow, but +the actual presentments of misery and injustice. Can any man inform me +under what conditions of life happiness is to be found?" + +As was to be expected, the letter was not wanting in affectionate +endearments and in expressions of joy at the birth of their child. "He +is miserable," thought Nansie, because we are not together. "When we +are once more united, will it be wise to consent to another +separation?" She felt that he had need for the companionship of a +stronger nature than his own, and she prayed for the time to come +quickly when she would be with him to keep his courage from fainting +within him. + +The very next day she was comforted by the receipt of another letter +from Kingsley, in which was displayed his more cheerful, and perhaps +more careless characteristics. + +"What could I have been thinking of," he said, "when I wrote you such +a strange, stupid letter as I did yesterday? I must have lost my wits, +and I hasten to atone for it by sending you another in a better and +more natural vein. Burn the first, my dear Nansie, so that it may not +be in existence to reproach me. A nice piece of inconsistency you have +married, my dear! I do not remember ever to have been so cast down as +I have been for two or three days past; but I should keep that to +myself, and not burden you with a share of my despondency. It has been +my habit always to look with a light spirit upon circumstances, +whether they were in my favor or against me; and if I am to replace +that by becoming savage and morose, I shall be laying up for myself a +fine stock of unhappiness. So I determine, for your sake and mine, and +for the sake of your dear little bairn, to whistle dull care away, and +to make the best of things instead of the worst. Here am I, then, my +usual self again, loving you with all my heart and soul, longing to be +with you, longing to hold our dear bairn in my arms, longing to work +to some good end. The question is, how to set about it, and what kind +of end I am to work for. There is the difficulty--to fall into one's +groove, as we have decided when we have talked about things, and then +to go sailing smoothly along. Yes, that is it, and we must set +ourselves to work to find out the way. I may confess to you, my dear +wife, that up to this point success has not crowned my efforts; in +point of fact, to put it plainly, I am thus far a failure. However, I +cannot see how I am to blame. If I had had the gift of prophecy I +should never have joined Mr. Seymour, but how was one to tell what +would occur? Now, my dear, you urge me to make some approaches to Mr. +Seymour with respect to money matters. Well, awkward as the position +is, I have endeavored to do so, but have never got far enough, I am +afraid, to make myself understood. My fault, I dare say, but just +consider. There is nothing of the dependent in my relations with Mr. +Seymour; he received me as an equal and we have associated as equals; +when we first met there was no question raised as to a salary, and +there has been none since. How, then, am I to go to him and say: 'You +are indebted to me in such or such a sum'? It would be so coarse, and +I do not see justification for it. If I have made a mistake I must +suffer for it, and must not call upon another person to do so for me. +That would not be consistent, or honorable, or gentlemanly. After all, +my dearest, the standard of conduct is not arbitrary. What it would be +right for Mr. Jones or Mr. Smith to do would not be right for me, and +the reverse. What is to be done, then? Having made a mistake, I am too +proud--perhaps not quite broken in yet--to get out of it in the most +honorable way I can. It is in my power to say to Mr. Seymour: 'A +thousand thanks for the pleasure you have afforded me and for the +courtesies you have extended towards me, but my time is precious, and +I must not keep away from my wife any longer.' That would be all +right, but to follow it up with a request for a loan to enable me to +get back to England would be so mean and coarse that I could never +bring my tongue to utter the words. Can you understand my position, my +darling? It is a humiliation to me to ask the question, but I am in a +cleft stick, and am positively powerless to help myself. What a pity, +what a pity that my original idea of living in a travelling caravan +could not be carried out! Do you remember that delicious evening, +dear? I should like to pass such another, and I dare say I should +commit myself again to the foolish wish that it would last forever. + +"Now, my dearest, I am quite cheerful and light-hearted, but there is +something I must tell you. I must warn you first, though, that this is +a secret between ourselves; on no account must it be disclosed to your +uncle or to any other person. Much may hang upon it--I do not know +what; I prefer not to think; but at all events I must do nothing base +or treacherous. If confidence has been reposed in me I must not betray +it. But mark what I say, dear; it is only lately that I have come to a +knowledge or a suspicion of certain things, and no hint must escape me +of that knowledge or suspicion (it is a mixture of both) to any except +yourself. + +"In speaking of Mr. Seymour you would naturally suppose that you were +speaking of an Englishman, the name being unmistakably English. But +Mr. Seymour is not an Englishman, and therefore the name must be +assumed. As to this I have no definite information, but it is so +certainly. It did not occur to me to mention to you that Mr. Seymour +was probably a foreigner, the matter seeming to be of such small +importance. He speaks English fluently, with the slightest accent; +speaks also French, German, Italian, and Russian, as to the precisely +correct accent of any one of which I am not a competent judge. I am +not given to curiosity, and have a habit of believing what I am told; +that is, I do not look much below the surface of things. Now, this may +lead a man into a scrape. + +"Were I alone, without wife and child, I should, I dare say, allow +myself to drift according to circumstances, but I am bound to consider +you. Well, then, Mr. Seymour, with whose right name I am not +acquainted, has ideas with which I am not sure whether I agree; he has +a mission with which I am not sure whether I sympathize. There are +large movements in public affairs which require deep investigation +before one finally and firmly makes up one's mind. Take, for example, +the revolutionary movement--the idea that all people should be upon an +equality, the mission to bring this about. I had better not write to +greater length upon this theme. If you do not quite understand my +meaning I will explain it more fully when we are together again. In +saying that I am deeply anxious to get back to England soon, and that +I must by some means manage it, I am thinking more of you than of +myself. Shortly before writing the letter which I sent to you +yesterday, I allowed myself to be led away by certain disclosures +which were made to me for the purpose of binding me to a certain +course--Mr. Seymour and the friends he meets and makes thinking me +ripe for it, perhaps, and giving me credit for being cleverer than I +am; and it was an amateur enthusiasm which drove me to conclusions to +which I would prefer not to commit myself--again, more for you and our +dear little one's sake than for my own. There! The confession is made; +perhaps you can thread your way through my mysterious allusions. And +now, my darling--" + +Then the letter went on, and was concluded with expressions of love +and tenderness, and occasional drifting into whimsical by-paths, in +which the nature of the old Kingsley Nansie loved so well was +faithfully depicted. + +On that evening Nansie nerved her courage to speak to her uncle about +Kingsley's desire to return to England, and her own that he should do +so without delay. + +"He is wasting his time," she said, "and cannot but feel it deeply +that I am living upon your kindness." + +"To which you are heartily welcome, Nansie," said Mr. Loveday. + +"I know that, dear uncle; but is it as it should be?" + +Without answering the question Mr. Loveday said: "Certainly it would +be better that your husband should be at some profitable work. It is a +pity, Nansie, that you did not marry a man who was accustomed to +work." + +"It is not a pity, uncle. There is no better man in the world than +Kingsley." + +"It was only a reflection of mine, my dear," said Mr. Loveday. "There +is no reason why Kingsley should not do well. But the getting back--" + +"There is the difficulty, uncle," said Nansie, looking at him +anxiously; "the getting back to London, and the commencement of a +career." + +"Well, my dear, we must do what we can. You would like to send him +sufficient to bring him from foreign lands into our happy family +circle. Understand, Nansie, that we are to live together. You have +made me so accustomed to you that if you were to leave my house you +would leave desolation behind you. I shall insist upon fair play. +Unfortunately, funds are rather low just now, but I will manage it. +Will ten pounds be enough?" + +"I think it will, uncle. It must be as a loan, though we shall never +be able to repay you for what you have done." + +"There is nothing to repay, Nansie; you have given me more than value. +Now we will shut up shop." + +"So early?" + +"Yes, if you want your husband back so quickly." He called Timothy, +and gave him instructions to close. "I know where I can sell a parcel +of books, and I must go and strike the bargain. I will take Timothy +with me. While we are gone, write to your husband, and tell him that +you will send him a draft for ten pounds to-morrow. Say, if you like, +that you have borrowed it from me; it will make him feel more +independent, and will show that he has a sincere friend in your old +uncle. There, my dear! there is nothing to make a fuss over. A nice +world this would be if we did not lend a helping hand to each other!" + +While he was gone Nansie wrote her letter, and, baby being asleep, +ran out to post it. It was long since she had felt so happy and +light-hearted. Kingsley was coming back; her beloved husband would +soon be with them. Grave troubles had already entered into her life, +but they seemed to vanish as she dropped her letter into the +post-office box. All was bright again; Kingsley was coming back. + +Returning, she related the good news to baby, and told her she must +put on her best looks to welcome her papa. "And how happy we shall be, +baby," she said, kissing the child again and again, "now and for +evermore! You see, baby, papa is never going away again; never! +never!" + +The room in which she sat was the first floor front, looking out upon +Church Alley, and she saw a little ragged girl lingering outside. +The girl looked hungry, and Nansie, with her baby in her arms, ran +down-stairs, and from the house, and gave the poor girl two-pence, +which was all the money she had in her purse. The girl scudded away to +the cook-shop, and Nansie went back to her room. + +"There are so many," she said, addressing the baby again, "so many +hundreds--ah! I am afraid, baby, so many thousands--worse off than we +are; ever so much worse off, my darling pet. For they haven't got +papa, have they? and they haven't got you! But the idea of my thinking +that we are anything but well off, when we are going to be as happy as +the days are long! I ought to be ashamed of myself, oughtn't I? You +mustn't tell papa that I ever had a thought of repining, or it would +grieve him. You must know, baby--I hope you are listening properly, +sweet, with your great beautiful eyes so wide open, and looking so +wise as you do--you must know, baby, that you have the very best and +noblest papa that a baby ever had or ever could have. And he is coming +home, and you must be very, very good, or you will frighten him away!" + +Then she sang the child asleep, and sat in the dusk musing happily +with her baby in her lap. + +Suddenly she started to her feet with a look of alarm. She smelled +fire. Snatching up her baby she ran into the rooms in which fires had +been burning, but all was safe there, and she saw no cause for alarm. +She was standing in the sitting-room looking about in her endeavor to +account for the smell when a cry of "Fire!" from the adjoining house +lent wings to her feet, and the next moment she was in the court, with +a number of people about her in a state of great excitement. As to the +cause of her alarm there was no doubt now. Tongues of flame darted +from the windows, and instantaneously, as it seemed, slid into Mr. +Loveday's, shop. Hustled this way and that, and pressing her baby +close to her breast, Nansie was so distracted that she could not +afterwards give an intelligible account of what she saw; except that +there appeared to be thousands of people thronging into Church Alley +and being thrust back by the police, that the air was filled with +flame and smoke and wild cries, that women were wringing their hands +and screaming that they were ruined, that fire-engines were dashing up +the narrow path, and firemen were climbing on to the roofs of the +houses, and that, turning faint and reeling to the ground, she was +caught by some humane person and borne to a safe house, where she and +her baby received attention. She was unconscious of this kindness for +some little while, and when she came to her senses Mr. Loveday and +Timothy were bending over her. Timothy's face was quite white, and he +was in a state of great agitation, but Mr. Loveday was composed and +grave. The people in the room were saying it was a shame that the +police would not allow him to go to his burning shop, but he, in +answer, said that they were right in preventing him. + +"What good could I do?" he said. "I should only be a hinderance. My +great anxiety was for you, Nansie, and your baby, and when I heard you +were here I came on at once. You must have received a terrible fright, +my dear. You were not hurt, I hope?" + +"No," she answered, she was not hurt, and she marvelled at his +composure. Some other person in the throng was commenting audibly upon +his calmness, and received for answer the reply from a neighbor that +Mr. Loveday must be well insured. + +"No," he said, turning to the speakers, "I am not insured for a penny." + +They were surprised to hear this bad news, and poured condolence upon +him. + +"Uncle," whispered Nansie, pulling his head down to hers, "will it +hurt you very much?" + +"That has to be seen, my dear," he replied, with a cheerful smile. + +"Not in spirits," she continued, gazing at him in pity and admiration; +"I know now what real courage is. But in your business." + +"If what I've heard is true," said Mr. Loveday, "I am being burned out +stock and block, and shall have no business left. In which case, +Timothy, you will lose a situation." + +"Don't think of me, sir," said Timothy, ruefully. "Think of yourself." + +"I shall have plenty of time to do that, my lad." + +"This is the second time," said Timothy, "that I've been burned out of +a situation. I had better not take another. I do nothing but bring +misfortune upon my masters." + +"Nonsense, Timothy, nonsense. It is the fortune of war, and we must +fight through these defeats as best we can." + +He asked for the mistress of the house they were in, and inquired +whether she had a furnished room to let. There happened to be one +fortunately on the second floor, and Mr. Loveday at once engaged it, +and assisted Nansie up-stairs. They had hardly been in the room a +moment when the landlady appeared with a cradle for baby. + +"It ain't mine," she observed; "Mrs. Smithson, next door, run and got +it for you. She's a good creature is Mrs. Smithson, and has had seven +of her own. She expects her next in about three weeks." + +Nansie sent her thanks to Mrs. Smithson, and thanked the landlady +also. + +"Oh, that's all right," said the landlady. "Mothers are mothers, you +know, and Mrs. Smithson is that fond of babies that it's my belief she +could live on 'em." In which description of Mrs. Smithson's fondness +for babies the landlady did not seem to consider that there was +anything at all alarming. "And look here, my dear," she continued, +"don't you take on. That's my advice--don't take on. The misfortune's +bad enough, but there's worse, a thousand times. I'll see that you're +nice and comfortable--and I say, Mr. Loveday, you can stop here a +fortnight for nothing, you not being insured, and being always so kind +and obliging to everybody. There's nobody better thought of than you, +and it's a pity we ain't all of us rich." + +"A great pity," said Mr. Loveday, shaking the landlady's hand, "and I +am grateful to you for your offer; but I have no doubt we shall be +able to scrape up the rent. If you could make my niece a cup of tea +now." + +"Ay, that I will," said the good woman, "and fresh, too, not the +leavings; and she'll take it from me as a compliment, won't you, my +dear?" + +Nansie nodded with a cheerful smile, and the landlady, having leaned +over the baby and kissed it softly, and declared that it was the +sweetest, prettiest picture that ever was, departed to make the tea. + +"That is the best of misfortunes like this," observed Mr. Loveday; "it +brings out the bright side of human nature. Sudden prosperity often +has the opposite effect." + +"But is it true, uncle," said Nansie, "that you will lose +everything--everything?" + +"There will in all probability be salvage," said Mr. Loveday, +thoughtfully, "worth a pound or two, perhaps; maybe less. I shall +prepare myself for the worst. Who is there?" + +This was in response to a knock at the door, and Timothy presented +himself with four new-laid eggs. + +"We will accept them, my lad," said Mr. Loveday. "How is the fire +getting on?" + +"They've got tight hold of it now, sir," replied Timothy, "and it's +going down." + +"And the shop, Timothy?" Timothy made no reply in words, but his face +told the rueful tale. "Eh, well, it can't be helped. I'll be out +presently and have a look round for myself. Yes," he continued, when +Timothy was gone, "I shall be prepared for the worst. Then all will be +profit that falls short of my anticipations. I might worry myself by +lamenting that I did not get insured, but it would do no good. Let me +get it over by declaring that it was a piece of inconceivable folly to +neglect so necessary a safeguard. The mischief is that I seldom if +ever kept a balance in cash. As fast as it came in I spent it in fresh +stock; it was a mania of mine, and I have paid for it. I shall have to +commence the world over again, that is all. Nansie, my dear, I regret +what has occurred for your sake; it will, I fear, prevent my doing +what I wished. We will not have anything hang over; it will be wisest +to speak of what is in our minds. Did you write to your husband?" + +"Yes, uncle." + +"Is your letter posted?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, it cannot be recalled. If you will give me his address I will +write to him before I go to bed, and make him acquainted with the +calamity which has overtaken us. I think, Nansie, that I have learned +something of your character since you came to me, and I give you +credit for possessing courage." + +"I am not easily daunted, uncle. We are all of us learning lessons as +we pass through life." + +"They come in different shapes to different persons, and those are +wise who can profit by experience. Some persons are overwhelmed by +visitations of trouble; to some they impart new strength and vigor. +Let this be the case with us; let us resolve not to be cast down, but +to be up and doing with the best courage we can summon to our aid. It +is a matter for thankfulness that bodily we are uninjured, and that +baby is safe and well." + +"You are a true comforter, dear uncle," said Nansie, pressing his +hand. + +"We might continue talking for hours, and could add little more to +what we have already said and resolved. Here is our good friend, the +landlady, with the tea. I will leave you together, and go and see how +things are getting on." + +"There are three houses gutted, they say," said the landlady, "yours +and the one on each side of it. It is a mercy the whole alley isn't +down." + +"It is, and I am glad for those who have escaped." + +"Don't go without a cup of tea, Mr. Loveday," said the landlady; "I've +brought up one for you. I thought you would prefer it in your own +room, my dear," she said, addressing Nansie, "there's such a lot of +gossiping going on down-stairs. Ah, that's sensible of you"--as Mr. +Loveday took the cup of tea she poured out for him--"there's nothing +like keeping up your strength. _You_ must think of that, my dear, +because of your baby. Half the neighborhood wanted to come up and see +you, but I wouldn't let 'em. If I put my foot down upon one thing more +than another, it's gossiping. They've found out how the fire occurred, +Mr. Loveday." + +"How was it?" + +"It was that new lodger the Johnsons took in last week. He takes the +room and keeps to it, and isn't known to do a stroke of work; he does +nothing but drink. There was a lamp alight on the table, and some +papers about. What does he do but upset the lamp, and then run away. +He's drinking now at the 'Royal George.'" + +"He was not hurt, then?" + +"Not him! He had sense enough to run. Not that he could have done much +good by stopping! But what I say is, he ought to be punished for it." + +"So ought all confirmed drunkards. Fires are not the only mischief +they cause. They break hearts and ruin useful lives. I will not be +long, Nansie." + +"What a man he is!" exclaimed the landlady, gazing after him +admiringly. "There ain't another like him in all Whitechapel. Don't +cry, my dear, don't cry; it won't be good for baby. With such a friend +as your uncle, everything's sure to come right!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXIII. + + +Mr. Manners, the great contractor, sitting in his study at a table +spread with legal documents and papers relating to his vast +transactions, was informed by a man-servant that a stranger wished to +see him. + +"Who is he?" inquired Mr. Manners. + +"I don't know, sir." + +"Did he not give you his name?" + +"I asked him for it, sir, and he said you did not know him, but that +he came on very particular business, and must see you." + +"Must!" + +"That is what he said, sir." + +Mr. Manners considered a moment. He had finished the writing upon +which he had been engaged, and had a few minutes' leisure. + +"What kind of man?" + +"Neither one kind nor another, sir." + +"What do you mean?" + +"That he might be a gentleman, sir, and mightn't. It's hard to say." + +"It generally is nowadays. Show him in." + +The servant retired, and, ushering in Mr. Loveday, left the room. + +"Well, sir?" said Mr. Manners. The contractor did not speak uncivilly, +for the appearance of Mr. Loveday, who was fairly well attired, was in +his favor; he might be a smaller contractor, or an inventor, or +anything that was respectable. + +"I have ventured to visit you, sir," said Mr. Loveday, without first +seeking an introduction, "upon a matter of importance." + +"My servant said upon particular business." + +"He was scarcely correct, sir. I can hardly call my errand business, +but it is no less important than the most important business." + +"It is usual to send in a card, or a name." + +"My name you will probably recognize, and I did not give it to the +servant from fear that you might have refused to see me." + +"This sounds like an intrusion. What may be your name?" + +"Loveday, sir." + +Mr. Manners did not start or betray agitation, but he looked keenly at +his visitor. He was a man of method, and had on all occasions complete +control over his passions. He recognized the name, the moment it was +uttered, as that of the girl for whom his son had deserted him. +Therefore, the name of an enemy; undoubtedly the name of an intruder. + +"It is a name with which you suppose me to be familiar?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I ask the question simply because there are coincidences, and I make +it a rule to avoid mistakes. If you come from my son--" + +"I do not, sir." + +"But you are in association with him? You know him?" + +"Only indirectly, sir. I have never seen your son." + +"I refuse to take part in mysteries. You are related to the young +woman for whom my son threw over his duty to me." + +"I am the young lady's uncle." + +"And your visit is in furtherance of an appeal from her or on her +behalf?" + +"On her behalf, but not from her. I did not inform her that I was +coming." + +"The information is of no interest to me. The appeal you speak of is +of the usual kind. It is superfluous to ask if you are rich." + +"I am not, sir." + +"Poor?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Very poor?" + +"Very poor." + +His frankness, his bearing, his aspect compelled a certain amount of +respect, and it did not soften Mr. Manners to be made to feel this. + +"Had you any hand in this marriage?" demanded Mr. Manners. + +"None, sir. Had my advice been solicited, I should have been strongly +against it. I am not going too far to say that I should not have +sanctioned it, and should have thrown in what small amount of +authority I possessed to prevent it, if your consent had not been +first asked and obtained." + +This view of the matter appeared to strike Mr. Manners, and he +regarded his visitor with closer attention; but presently he frowned; +it was as though the honor of the alliance was on Nansie's side +instead of Kingsley's. + +"I will not inquire into your reasons," he said, "except in so far as +to ask whether your brother, the young woman's father, who, I +understand, is dead--" + +"Yes, sir, he is dead." + +"Whether he made any effort to prevent the marriage? I speak of it as +a marriage, although I have my reasons for doubting whether it could +have been legally entered into." + +"Sir!" exclaimed Mr. Loveday, much astonished. + +"I decline discussion," said Mr. Manners. "I am not an idle speaker, +and I know what I mean. We will call it a marriage. It does not affect +the conduct of my son towards me. You heard my question. If you have +an objection to answer it I shall not complain." + +"I have no objection, sir. My brother knew nothing whatever of it +until it was too late to interfere. The young people acted for +themselves, without consulting a single person. It was a secret +marriage." + +Mr. Manners smiled. "Exactly. But my question is still not answered." + +"My brother would have felt as I feel, sir. Without your sanction he +would have withheld his consent, and would doubtless have succeeded in +preventing the union." + +"It would have been well if it had not taken place." + +"I agree with you, sir." + +Mr. Manners frowned again. His visitor was taking high ground. + +"Come to the precise object of your visit," he said. + +"The lamentable severance of the affectionate relations which existed +between you and your son has been productive of much suffering. The +young people have been driven hard--so hard that in the endeavor made +by your son to obtain some sort of position which would hold out the +hope of his being able to support her, they were compelled to +separate. Your son went abroad and left his wife here in England, +doubly orphaned, friendless, penniless, and unprotected. She appealed +to me for shelter and temporary support, and I received her willingly, +gladly. I will not indulge in sentiment, for I know you by repute to +be a practical man, and it may be not only distasteful to you, but it +may place me in a false light--as making a lame effort to influence +you by means of which you may be suspicious; but it is due to my niece +that I should declare in your presence that a sweeter, purer, more +lovable woman does not breathe the breath of life. She is a lady, +well-educated, gentle, and refined; and whatever value you may place +upon my statement--which I solemnly avow to be true--you must agree +that it is to the credit of your son that if he chose for his mate a +lady who was poor, he at least chose one who, if fortune placed her in +a high position, would be fitted to occupy it. Of this it is in your +power to assure yourself, and you would then be able to judge whether +I speak falsely or truly. Your son has been absent from England now +for many months, and from his letters to his wife it may be gathered +that he has been disappointed in his hopes and expectations, and it is +certain that he has not benefited pecuniarily by the effort he made." + +"He is reaping the fruits of his disobedience," said Mr. Manners. + +Mr. Loveday made no comment on the interruption, but proceeded. "The +consequence is that he has been unable to send his wife the smallest +remittance. Until to-day this has been of no importance, as I was in a +position to discharge the obligation I took upon myself when I +received her into my home. Your son's affairs abroad became so +desperate (and, in one vague sense, possibly compromising) that it was +decided yesterday between my niece and myself to send him money to +bring him home, in order that he might make another effort here to +obtain a livelihood. I am speaking quite plainly, sir, and without +ornament of any kind, and you will see to what straits your son is +reduced." + +"He is justly served," said Mr. Manners. + +"It was but a small sum of money that was required," continued Mr. +Loveday, "but I did not possess it. I had, however, books which I could +sell--I am a bookseller by trade, sir--and last evening I left my +house and place of business to negotiate the sale. Meanwhile my niece +wrote to your son that I would supply her with the means for his +return home, and that she would send him the money to-day. Upon my +return, two or three hours later, I found my house in flames. The +account of the fire, with my name, is in this morning's papers, and +you may verify my statement. I was not insured, and nothing was saved. +I am a beggar." + +"It is, after all, then," said Mr. Manners, with a certain air of +triumph, "on your own behalf that you are making this appeal to me." + +"No, sir," replied Mr. Loveday, "I want nothing for myself; I shall rub +along somehow, and hope to lift my head once more above adverse +circumstance. My appeal is on behalf of your son's wife. I am unable +to fulfil the promise I made to furnish her with the small sum +required to bring your son home. I ask you respectfully and humbly to +give it to me or to send it to her direct to this address." He laid a +piece of paper, with writing on it, on the table. "If you would prefer +to hand it to her personally she will call upon you for the purpose." + +"You have spoken temperately," said Mr. Manners, with cold malice in +his tones. "What is the amount you require?" + +"Ten pounds, sir," replied Mr. Loveday, animated by a sudden and +unexpected hope. + +Mr. Manners touched a bell on his table. A servant appeared. + +"Show this person to the door," he said. + +"Is that your answer, sir?" asked Mr. Loveday, sadly. + +"Show this person to the door," repeated Mr. Manners to the servant. + +"I implore you," said Mr. Loveday, strongly agitated. "When I tell you +that you have a grandchild but a few weeks old; that the poor lady, +your son's wife, is in a delicate state of health--" + +"Did you hear what I ordered?" said Mr. Manners to the servant, and +repeated again: "Show this person to the door." + + + + + CHAPTER XXIV. + + +From that day commenced for Nansie and her uncle the hard and bitter +battle of life. All that had gone before was light in comparison. +Without money, without friends in a position to give them practical +assistance, they had to depend upon themselves for the barest +necessities. Confident and hopeful as he was, Mr. Loveday found it +impossible to raise a new business out of the ashes of the fire which +had ruined him. + +"I must begin again," he said. + +Had any employment offered he would have accepted it, however +uncongenial it might have been; but nothing came his way. Golden +apples only fall to those who have already won fortune's favors. To +those most in need of them they are but visions. + +He was not the kind of man to waste his time; besides, he knew how +precious it was. An idle day now would be inviting even harder +punishment in the future. As the mountain would not come to Mahomet, +Mahomet went to the mountain--that is, to a newspaper office, where he +laid out a shilling or two in fourth and fifth editions, and bravely +hawked his wares in the most likely thoroughfares. The day's labor +over, he found himself the richer by nineteen pence. + +"Come now," he said to Nansie, gayly, "that is not so bad. In a little +while we shall grow rich." + +His thought was, not that nineteen pence a day would make them rich, +but would keep the wolf from the door. Strange that in this the most +civilized of countries we should snatch a phrase pregnant with terror +from savage times and savage lands. + +"The great difficulty," he said, "is my voice. Young rascals beat me +with their lungs. They ring out the news; I can but quaver out the +tempting morsels of murders and suicides. How I envy the youngsters! +Still I shall manage, I shall manage." + +Both he and Nansie had secret thoughts which they kept from each +other. + +"Three mouths to feed," thought Nansie. "It would be easier for him +had he but his own." + +"She must not think she is a burden to me," thought Mr. Loveday, "or I +shall lose her." + +He would have suffered anything to prevent a separation. Strong human +links grew out of her helplessness; he was Nansie's protector, and it +made him glad. In those early days of the new struggle she could do +nothing to help the home, which consisted of two very small rooms at +the top of a working-man's house. The fright of the fire had weakened +her, and weeks passed before she was strong enough to put her shoulder +to the wheel. Her uncle did not tell her of his visit to Kingsley's +father; silence was the truest mercy. And it happened that within a +very short time doubts of Kingsley's faithfulness and honesty rose in +his mind. The cause of this lay in the fact that from the day of the +fire no letter from Kingsley reached them. It made him indignant to +note Nansie's sufferings as day after day passed without news. + +"Do you think the letters have miscarried?" she asked. + +"Letters don't miscarry," replied Mr. Loveday. + +She looked at him apprehensively; his voice, if not his words, +conveyed an accusation against the absent one. + +"You believe he has not written," she said. + +"I am sure he has not written," said Mr. Loveday. + +"Then something must have happened to him," she cried. "He is ill and +penniless, and I cannot help him!" + +"If I had but a magic ring," thought Mr. Loveday, but he said no word +aloud. + +He reasoned the matter out with himself. On one side an innocent, +unworldly, trustful woman of the people; on the other, the son of a +man of fabulous wealth awakened from his dream. For this summer-lover, +here was a life of poverty and struggle; there, a life of luxury and +ease. To judge by human laws, or, rather, by the laws which governed +the class to which Kingsley Manners belonged, which path would the +young man choose? "It is more than likely," thought Mr. Loveday, "that +the scoundrel has made his peace with his father, and has resolved to +cast her off. But he is her husband"-- His contemplations were +suddenly arrested. Words uttered by Kingsley's father recurred to him. +"I speak of it as a marriage, although I have my reasons for doubting +whether it could have been legally entered into." What if there was +some foundation for these words? What if they were true? He did not +dare to speak to Nansie of this. She would have regarded it as base +and disloyal, and the almost certain result would have been to part +them forever. So he held his peace out of fear for himself, out of +pity for her. + +Thus three months passed. Nansie had regained her physical strength, +but her heart was charged with woe. + +"I cannot bear this suspense any longer," she said to her uncle. "I +will go to Kingsley's father, and ask him if he has received any news +of my husband." + +Mr. Loveday did not attempt to dissuade her; he thought that good +might come of the visit, if only in the opening of Nansie's eyes to +Kingsley's perfidy, of which by this time he was fully convinced. He +did not offer to accompany her, knowing that it would lessen the +chances of Mr. Manners's seeing her. + +She went early in the morning, and sent up her name to the great +contractor, and received his reply that he would not receive her. +She lingered a moment or two, and cast an imploring glance at the +man-servant as though it were in his power to reverse the fiat, but +the man looked impassively first at her, then at the door, and she +left the house. + +What a grand, stately house it was! It almost made her giddy to look +to the top. She stood on the other side of the road, watching the door +through which she had just passed; her mind was made up to wait, and +at all risks to accost Mr. Manners when he came out. She had never +seen him, but she was sure she would know him when he appeared. +Kingsley had shown her the portrait of his father, and the likeness +between them would render mistake impossible. She wondered whether it +would have assisted her to bring her baby girl, and wondered, too, how +a man so rich and powerful as Mr. Manners could have the heart to +behave so harshly to his only child. She had gone no farther than the +entrance hall of the stately mansion, but the evidences of wealth +which met her eyes had impressed her more deeply than ever with the +sacrifice Kingsley had made for her sake. A sense of wrong-doing came +to her. She should not have accepted the sacrifice. She should have +thought of the future, and should not have allowed herself to be led +away by the impetuous passion of her lover. Even the duty she owed to +her dear father had been neglected, and she had taken the most solemn +step in life without consulting him. It was too late to turn back now, +but could she not atone for the wrong she had done? If she said to +Kingsley: "Dear husband, let us part; return to your father's home, to +your father's heart, and I will never trouble you more;" would he +accept the atonement? Would he, would he? A chill fell upon her heart, +like the touch of an icy hand, but the sweet remembrances of the past, +of the vows they had exchanged, of the undying love they had pledged +to each other, brought gleams of sunshine to her. Kingsley had thrown +in his lot with her for weal and woe. She would work, she would slave +for him, and he should never hear one word of complaining from her +lips. If only they were together again! They could be happy on a very +little; she would make him happy; she would be bright and cheerful +always, and he would draw gladness from her. Their baby was at home, +waiting for a father's kisses, for a father's love. If he needed a +stronger incentive to be true and faithful, he would find it in his +child. Upon the mere suggestion of this possibility she stood up in +defence of him. No stronger incentive was needed than the ties which +already bound them together. But where was he? What was the reason of +his long and heart-breaking silence? + +She walked slowly up and down for an hour and more, never losing sight +of the door of the rich man's house. She was determined not to go away +without seeing him, if she had to remain the whole of the day. It was +a weary, anxious time, and it was fortunate for her that she had not +much longer to wait. The door opened, and Mr. Manners came forth. + +How like he was to Kingsley!--only that his face was harder, and that +all that was gentle and tender in Kingsley's face was depicted in his +father's in hard, stern lines. But the likeness was unmistakable. He +stopped as she glided swiftly to his side and timidly touched his +sleeve. + +"Well?" + +His voice was as hard and stern as his face, and if she had not nerved +herself to her task the opportunity would have been lost. + +"You would not see me when I called at your house, sir, and I took the +liberty of waiting for you here." + +He did not ask who she was, and he showed no sign that he was touched +by her gentle, pleading manner. + +"What do you want?" + +"I came, sir, to ask if you had any news of"--she stopped short at the +name of Kingsley; he might have resented it as a familiarity--"of your +son." + +"Why come to me?" + +"I do not know, sir," said Nansie, humbly, "whether I dreaded or hoped +that you might relieve me of the trouble which is oppressing me; but +you may have heard from him lately." + +"I have not heard from him." + +"Do you know nothing of him, sir?" + +"Nothing; nor do I wish to know. When he left my house he was aware +that the step he took put an end to all relations between us. I am not +a man to be turned from my purpose. He chose his course deliberately, +and set me at defiance." + +"No, sir, no!" cried Nansie. "He had no thought of that." + +"Words do not alter facts. He owed me a plain duty, and he ignored it +for a stranger. The lures you used to entangle and ruin him have +proved effectual. You led him on to his destruction, and you are +reaping what you have sown. Finish your errand." + +"It is finished, sir," said Nansie, turning mournfully away. "I cannot +doubt that you have spoken truly, and that you have not heard from my +husband. The last time he wrote to me he was in sore distress, without +means to return home. I was in hopes that I should be able to send him +a little money, but my hope was destroyed by a calamity which beggared +the only friend I have." + +"I have heard something in the same strain. You sent this only friend +to me." + +"No, sir, I did not. Do you mean my uncle?" + +"I mean him. He came to me, as you know, and asked me for a sum of +money to send abroad to my son." + +"Indeed, indeed, sir, I did not know it." + +"Which, doubtless," continued Mr. Manners, ignoring the contradiction, +"he would have pocketed, with the satisfactory thought that he had got +something out of me." + +"You do my uncle great injustice, sir. He is noble and generous, and I +honor him with my whole heart." + +"Yes, yes," said Mr. Manners, and there was a deeper sternness in his +voice, "it is among the class to which you and he belong, and into +which you have dragged my son, that honor and nobility are to be +found. I have had experience of it. Once more, finish your errand." + +"I have nothing more to say, sir. I fear to anger you." + +"Your real purpose in seeking me was to beg for money." + +"Indeed not, sir. I had no such purpose." + +"And would not accept it if I offered it?" + +"I cannot with truth say that, sir. We are so poor that the pride I +once had is broken. Pardon me if I say that I think you have no +intention of offering it." + +"I have none." + +She bowed, and crossed to the opposite side of the road; but before +she had gone a dozen yards she heard his voice accosting her. + +"It is in my mind to say something to you." + +She turned to him with a sudden hope. Had he relented? Had her +distress softened his heart towards her? A glance at his face +dispelled the hope. There was in it no sign of pity. + +"Accompany me to my house," he said. + +Bewildered and surprised she walked by his side in silence, and they +entered the mansion together. + +"You would probably like," said Mr. Manners, "to have some better +knowledge than you at present possess of the position which, by his +disobedience and unfilial conduct, my son has forfeited." + + + + + CHAPTER XXV. + + +He conducted her through some of the principal apartments, which had +been furnished and decorated in a princely style. The pictures, the +sculptures, the _bric-à -brac_ were of the choicest character. Her feet +sank in the thick, soft carpets, and her heart fainted within her as +she followed Mr. Manners through the sumptuously appointed rooms. He +paused before one, and, throwing open the door, + +"You may enter; it was my son's bedroom." + +"She obeyed him, a rush of tears almost blinding her; Mr. Manners +remained outside. She saw, not a bedroom, but a suite of rooms +luxuriously furnished; a library of costly books; rare old engravings +on the walls; a bath-room fitted up with all the newest appliances; +everything that money could purchase to make a man's life pleasant and +devoid of care. She remained there but a short time; the contrast +between these rooms and the miserable attics which she and her uncle +occupied, and to which she hoped to welcome Kingsley, appalled her. +When she rejoined Mr. Manners in the passage he led her down-stairs +and ushered her into his study. + +"You may sit down," he said. + +She was tired, wretched, and dispirited, and she accepted the +ungracious invitation. + +"I am not in the habit of boasting of my wealth," he said; "what you +have seen affords proof of it. And all that you have seen, with means +sufficient to keep it up ten times over, would have been my son's had +you not marred his career. I will not do you an injustice; you have +surprised me; I thought that my son had taken up with a common, vulgar +woman; I find myself mistaken." + +Again animated by hope, she looked up; again her hope was destroyed by +the stern face she gazed upon. + +"It is because I see that you are superior to what I anticipated that +I am speaking to you now. Doubtless my son has informed you that, by +my own unaided exertions, I have raised myself to what I am." She +bowed her head. "The pleasure of success was great, and was precious +to me, not so much for wealth itself, but for a future I had mapped +out, in which my son was to play the principal part. With him absent, +with him parted from me, this future vanishes, and I am left with the +dead fruits of a life of successful labor. Who is to blame for this?" + +She held up her hands appealingly, but he took no notice of the +action. + +"You are therefore my enemy, and not only my enemy, but my son's. With +my assistance, with my wealth and position to help him, he would have +risen to be a power in the land. You have destroyed a great future; +you have deprived him of fame and distinction; but there is a remedy, +and it is to propose this remedy to you that I invited you into my +house. Your speech is that of an educated person, and you must be well +able to judge between right and wrong. What your real character is I +may learn before we part to-day. I will assume, for instance, that you +are nothing but an adventuress, a schemer--do not interrupt me; the +illustration is necessary to what I have to say. You may be nothing of +the kind, but I assume the possibility to give force to a statement I +shall make without any chance of a misunderstanding. It is this. +Assuming that you played upon my son's feelings because of my being a +rich man, in the expectation that, if not at once, in a little while I +should open my purse to you, it will be well for you to know that +there is not the remotest possibility of such an expectation being +realized. Do you understand?" + +She did not reply in words; the fear that she might further anger him +kept her silent; she made a motion which he interpreted into assent, +and accepting it so, continued: + +"Assuming, on the other hand, that you did not weigh the consequences +of your conduct, and that you had some sort of a liking for my son--" + +"I truly loved him, sir," she could not refrain from saying. + +"It shall be put to the proof. If you love him truly you will be +willing to make a sacrifice for him." + +"To make him happy," she said, in a low tone, "to bring about a +reconciliation between you, I would sacrifice my life." + +"But it is not yours to sacrifice. Something less will do. On one +condition, and on one condition only, will I receive and forgive my +son." + +And then he paused; it was not that the anguish expressed in her face +turned him from his purpose, but that he wished her to be quite calm +to consider his proposition. + +"I am listening, sir." + +"The condition is that you shall take a step which shall separate you +from my son forever." + +"What step, sir?" + +"There are other lands, far away, in which, under another name, you +can live with your uncle. You shall have ample means; you shall have +wealth secured to you as long as you observe the conditions; you shall +not be interfered with in any way; you will be able to live a life of +ease and comfort--" + +He did not proceed. There was that in her face which arrested his flow +of language. + +"Is Kingsley to be consulted in this, sir?" + +"To be consulted? Certainly not. He is not to know it." + +"Shall I be at liberty to write and tell him that it is for his good I +am leaving him?" + +"You will not be at liberty to communicate with him in any way, +directly or indirectly." + +"He is, then, to suppose that I have deserted him?" + +"He is to suppose what he pleases. That will not be your affair." + +Indignation gave Nansie courage. "Is it to be yours, sir?" + +"What do you mean?" demanded Mr. Manners, frowning. + +"That you will have the power to invent some story to my discredit, +and that your son shall be made to believe I am not worthy of him. +That is my meaning, sir." + +"Do you think you are serving him or yourself by the tone you are +adopting?" asked Mr. Manners, rising from his chair. + +It was an indication to Nansie, and she obeyed it, and stood before +him. + +"I have not thought of that, sir; I am thinking only of what is right. +Forgive me for having intruded myself upon you, and allow me to leave +you. If your son is living--sometimes, in my despair, I fear the +worst, he has been so long absent--and returns home, perhaps you will +inform him of the proposition you have made to me, and of the manner +in which I received it." + +"That is a threat that you will do so." + +"No, sir, it is not; he will hear nothing from me. Heaven forbid that +by any future act of mine I should help to widen the breach between +you? Good-morning, sir." + +She did not make her uncle acquainted with what had passed between Mr. +Manners and herself; she simply said that Mr. Manners had refused to +see her, that she had waited for him in the street, and that she had +learned from him that he had not heard from Kingsley. + +"Did he speak kindly to you?" asked Mr. Loveday. + +"No; he is bitterly incensed against me, and looks upon me with +aversion. If I had ever a hope that he would relent towards us it is +gone now forever. Uncle, is it my fancy that you are looking strangely +at me?" + +"Your fancy, my dear," replied Mr. Loveday, with a smile which he +endeavored to make cheerful. "Why should I look strangely at you? Your +interview with Mr. Manners has unnerved you." + +"Yes," said Nansie, "it must be so. When Kingsley returns he must not +know of my visit to his father. It will make him angry and +uncomfortable." + +"I shall not tell him, my dear," said Mr. Loveday. + + + + + CHAPTER XXVI. + + +When Kingsley returns! Nansie suppressed a sigh as she uttered the +words; but the unspoken thought was in her mind: "Would he ever +return?" She flew to her baby as to a refuge and a sanctuary, but her +heart was very heavy. + +It was not her fancy that her uncle had looked strangely at her, and +he had not behaved ingenuously in his reply to her question. He had +deep cause for uneasiness, and his duty seemed to lie, for the +present, in the effort to keep her in ignorance of ominous news which +had come to his knowledge during her visit to Kingsley's father. + +On the previous day, in the last edition of the papers he sold in the +streets, he noticed a paragraph to which he had paid no particular +attention. It was simply the record of an accident on a German +railway, in which ten persons had been killed and considerably more +than that number seriously hurt. No particulars were given, and no +names were mentioned. In the first edition of this day's evening +papers Mr. Loveday read the following: + +"Further particulars have reached us of the railway accident in +Germany, but its precise cause still remains unexplained. It appears +that the train was conveying nearly two hundred travellers, of whom +ten met their death, as was stated yesterday, and twenty-three were +seriously injured. Among the dead was a gentleman of the name of +Seymour, who was accompanied by Mr. Manners, who is supposed to have +been travelling with Mr. Seymour as a kind of companion or secretary. +These two are the only English names in the list given of killed and +wounded. Mr. Manners is one of those who were seriously injured; he +lies now in a precarious state, which precludes the possibility of any +information being obtained from him which would enable the authorities +to communicate with his relatives or the relatives of Mr. Seymour. As +to the latter, however, some important discoveries have already been +made, through documents found upon his person. Reticence has been +observed in making these particulars public, but sufficient is known +to warrant the statement that, despite the English name under which he +travelled, he is by nationality a Russian, and that he occupied a +position of responsibility in a certain secret revolutionary society +whose aim it is to spread discontent and disaffection among the +working classes on the Continent." + +It was this paragraph which caused Mr. Loveday so much anxiety. There +could be no mistake that the Mr. Manners referred to was Nansie's +husband; the association of his name with that of Mr. Seymour rendered +this a certainty, and it appeared to Mr. Loveday that the personal +injuries he had met with in the railway accident were not the only +dangers which threatened him. Mr. Loveday could not immediately make +up his mind whether it would be wise to acquaint Nansie with what had +come to his knowledge. It was very unlikely that she would otherwise +hear of it, for the reason that she never read the newspapers; in the +neighborhood in which they lived an accident so remote would pass +unnoticed, and thus it would not be difficult to keep her in ignorance +of her husband's peril. Kingsley's father could not have known +anything of this when he and Nansie were together or he would +undoubtedly have made some reference to it. + +What was best to be done? That was the question which was perplexing +Mr. Loveday. To take any practical step was out of his power, because +that would entail the expenditure of money which he did not possess. +He and Nansie were living now literally from hand to mouth; the day's +earnings sufficed for bare daily food; they had not a shilling to +spare from the inexorable necessities of existence. To make another +appeal to Mr. Manners would be worse than useless; it would bring +fresh insults and revilings upon them from the stern millionaire, +whose heart was steeled against the calls of common humanity. Thus did +he argue with himself as to the good that would be done by making the +disclosure to Nansie; it would but intensify the sorrow caused by +Kingsley's silence into a torture which would be unendurable. If any +useful end could have been served by letting Nansie into the secret of +her husband's peril Mr. Loveday would not have hesitated to inform her +of it; but, so far as he could see, the distress of mind occasioned by +the revelation would add misery to misery; and, after some long +consideration of the matter, he determined to keep the matter to +himself, at least for the present. Meanwhile he watched the papers for +further information of the railway accident, but for some time saw no +reference to it. One day, however, the following paragraph arrested +his attention: + +"With respect to Mr. Seymour who met his death in the railway accident +in Germany, the particulars of which have been fully reported in our +columns, it is now certain that he was by birth a Russian, and that he +was for a number of years intimately connected with conspiracies +against law and order. The documents found upon his person were of +such a character, and were so drawn out, as to destroy the hope that +was entertained that they would lead to the detection of the members +of the secret societies with which he was associated. Great pains have +evidently been taken--probably from day to day--to do away with all +documentary evidence that would incriminate others, and this is an +indirect proof of the dangerous nature of the conspiracies in which he +was engaged. With respect to the Mr. Manners who met with serious +injuries, nothing to directly implicate him has come to light. The +strongest point against him is the fact of his having travelled for +many months with Mr. Seymour on apparently confidential relations. +Papers found in his possession lead to the conclusion that he is the +son of the great contractor, Mr. Valentine Manners, whose name is +known all the world over." + +In the following day's paper Mr. Loveday read a letter to the +following effect: + + +"Sir,--It is necessary for me to state that I have not been in any way +acquainted with the late movements and proceedings of my son, Mr. +Kingsley Manners, who is reported to have met with serious injuries in +a railway accident in Germany, nor have I any knowledge of the Mr. +Seymour with whom he is said to have travelled as companion. + + "Faithfully yours, Valentine Manners." + + +That was all. Although Mr. Loveday carefully searched the papers day +after day, he saw no further reference to the matter; it dropped out +of sight, as it were, and the faint interest it had excited in the +public mind appeared to have died completely away. The hard battle of +life continued sadly and monotonously, without the occurrence of one +cheering incident to lighten the days; and as time wore on Nansie +ceased to speak to her uncle of the beloved husband who was either +dead or had forgotten her. In her sad musings upon the question of +death or forgetfulness she did not bring the matter to an issue. Had +she been compelled to do so, she would have stabbed herself with the +torture that Kingsley was dead; for that he could have forgotten her, +and that he could be systematically neglecting her, was in her +faithful, chivalrous heart impossible. All that she could do was to +wait, although hope was almost dead within her. + +At an unexpected moment, however, the question was solved. + +It was evening. Mr. Loveday had not returned from his daily labors, +and Nansie had put her baby asleep in her cradle, and had gone out to +execute some small household duties. She hurried through them as +quickly as possible, and, returning home, had almost reached the +street door of the house in which she lived, when a voice at her back +said, + +"It _is_ Nansie!" + +The pulses of her heart seemed to stop. It was her husband's voice, +and so overcome was she by this sudden ray of sunshine that, when she +turned, she could scarcely see before her. Again the voice came to her +ears; the gay, light, happy voice of old, which expressed only joy and +sweetness, and in which there was no note of sadness or sorrow. + +"Why, Nansie--it _is_ Nansie! I was born under a lucky star." + +And still, without seeing the speaker, she felt herself drawn to the +heart of the one man in the world she loved--of the dear husband and +the father of the babe sleeping peacefully at home. + +"Oh, Kingsley! Is it you, is it you?" + +"Of course it is, Nansie. Who else should it be? But it is very +perplexing and puzzling; I don't quite see my way out of it. Tell me, +Nansie--you expected me, did you not?" + +"Yes, Kingsley, yes--for so long, for so long!" + +"No, no, not for so long. Why, it can have been but a few days since I +went away! Let me see--how was it? We had to look things in the face, +and we did, and we agreed that something must be done, and then--and +then--upon my word, Nansie, I think I am growing worse than ever; I +not only fly off at a tangent, but I seem to be afflicted by an imp of +forgetfulness. What does it matter, though? I have found you, and we +are together again." + +During this speech Nansie's eyes were fixed upon his face in tender +love and thoughtfulness. His words were so at variance with the true +nature of her position and his that she would have been unable to +understand them if love had not brought wisdom to her. There was in +Kingsley's eyes the same whimsical expression as of old, there was in +his manner the same light-heartedness which had enabled him to look +upon the future without anxiety, the tones of his voice were clear and +gay, but he bore about him an unmistakable air of poverty. His clothes +were worn threadbare, his hands were attenuated and almost +transparent, and the lines of his face denoted that he had passed +through some great suffering. He evinced no personal consciousness of +these signs, and seemed to be at peace and in harmony with himself and +all around him. + +"Are you well, Kingsley?" asked Nansie, solicitously. + +"Well, my love? Never was better in my life, and now that I have found +you, there is nothing more to wish for. And yet--and yet--" + +He passed his hand across his forehead, and looked at her in a kind of +humorous doubt. + +"Do you observe anything singular in me, my love?" + +It would have been cruel to have answered him with the direct truth. +It was from the deep well of pity with which her heart was filled that +she drew forth the words, + +"No, Kingsley, no." + +"Are you sure?" + +"Yes, dear." + +"I am glad to hear you say so, Nansie. I am the same as ever, eh?" + +"Yes, Kingsley, the same as ever; but we will not part again." + +"No, indeed! I don't intend that we shall--because, although we +have been separated but a short time, my head has got full of fancies +about this and that--foreign countries--outlandish places--strange +people--rapid journeys--accidents even, but dreams, all of them, +Nansie. They must be dreams, or I could fix them with greater +certainty. Now, you know my old way, my dear; when anything was +troubling me I used to say, 'What is the use? It won't make things +better.' There is only one wise way to look upon life--make light of +things. You remember a favorite saying of mine--it was from a song, I +think, was it not? 'Never trouble trouble, till trouble troubles you.' +And that is the way we will go through life together, eh, my love?" + +"Yes, Kingsley," said Nansie, and would have said more, but for a +sudden trembling that came over him, which caused him to cling to her +for support. + +"What is the matter, Kingsley?" + +"To tell you the truth, my dear," he replied, with a wan, whimsical +smile, "you would hardly believe it, but I think I am hungry!" + +"Hungry! Oh, Kingsley!" + +"Well, yes; such a careless, neglectful fellow as you have got for a +husband, Nansie, never thinking of things at the right moment, never +taking into account that it is necessary to eat even, until it is +forced upon him that he must eat to live. And talking of eating to +live--is there anything in the larder, Nansie?" + +He had rallied a little, and spoke with greater firmness. + +"Yes, Kingsley, plenty; come--come. Ah, my dear, my dear, with all my +heart I thank God that you are with me again!" + +"Dear wife," he murmured, and allowed himself to be led by her into +the house, and up the dark stairs to the rooms she occupied. + +But outside the door, on the landing, she whispered to him, + +"Kingsley!" + +"Yes, love." + +"There is a great happiness within. Be prepared for it." + +"There is a great happiness here"--with his arms around her. "I am +really and truly thankful." + +"But a greater within, Kingsley, my husband. Listen--our darling child +sleeps there." + +"Our darling child, our little one! Surely I have seen her in my +dreams, in which I have seen so many strange things. Ah, how I have +dreamed of you, Nansie, even during this short absence! But let us go +in, or I shall be reproached for forgetfulness." + +They entered the room together, they leaned over the cradle, they +knelt by its side, and Kingsley, lowering his face to the pretty babe +sleeping there, kissed her softly and tenderly. + +"She is very sweet, Nansie, like you. I am sure her eyes are the color +of yours." + +"No, darling, she has your eyes." + +"And your heart, Nansie. Happy little one, happy little one! We will +make her happy, will we not, dear?" + +"Yes, Kingsley." + +"But, my dear, pardon me for saying so, I am really and truly hungry. +Even a piece of dry bread would be acceptable." + +She kept back her tears, and quickly placed bread upon the table, +which he ate ravenously at first, smiling at her gratefully the while. +Very soon she had prepared some hot tea, which he drank, and begged +her to drink a cup with him. His hunger being appeased, he lay back in +his chair, his eyes wandering round the room. + +"What is our dear little one's name?" he asked; "I have forgotten it." + +"No, dear," said Nansie, "you have not forgotten it, because she has +not one yet; we call her 'baby,' you know." + +"Yes, yes," he said, "'baby,' of course, the best, the sweetest that +ever drew breath; but she must have a name, Nansie; she cannot go +through life as 'baby.' Say that when she is a happy woman she +marries, it would not do for her to be called 'baby' then." + +"We waited for you, Kingsley, to give her a name." + +"Well, then, what shall it be? But that it would introduce confusion +into our little home, no better name than 'Nansie' could be found. +That would not do, would it?" + +"No, Kingsley. Shall we give her your mother's name?" + +"My mother's? No, there must be none but good omens around her. _Your_ +mother's, Nansie. I remember you told me it was Hester." + +Then he called aloud, but in a gentle voice, "Hester!" + +"She is awake, Kingsley," said Nansie, lifting the baby from the +cradle and putting her into his arms.' + +"This is a great joy to me," he said; "I really think she knows me; we +shall be the best of friends. There is so much that is good in the +world to show her--to teach her. Now, you and I together, love, will +resolve to do our duty by her, and to do all that is in our power to +make her happy." + + + + + CHAPTER XXVII. + + +An hour later, when Mr. Loveday returned home, Nansie, who had been +listening for his footsteps, went out to meet him. Even in the dark +he, with love's keen sight, observed that something of a pleasant +nature had occurred. + +"Good news, Nansie?" + +"Speak low, uncle. Yes, good news. He has come home." + +"Kingsley?" + +"Yes, uncle. He is asleep with the baby by his side. He is very, very +tired." + +"How did it happen? How did he find you out?" + +"It must have been almost by chance. I was out making some little +purchases, when I suddenly heard a voice behind me saying, quite +naturally, 'It is Nansie!' Turning, I saw him, not clearly at first, +because I was almost blind with joy. You must be very gentle with him, +uncle." + +"I will, my dear; but there is something in your voice--gentle for any +especial reason?" + +"Yes, for a special reason, which you will more fully discover for +yourself. I am glad that I have seen you before he meets you; it will +be better that you should be prepared." + +"Prepared for what, my dear?" + +"Kingsley is laboring under an impression that he has been away from +us but a very short time. What we know to be real he believes to be +fancies. He has made no reference to his travels abroad with Mr. +Seymour, nor to the railway accident in which he was injured. He +speaks of dreams, and even then not clearly. It is difficult for me to +make myself understood--" + +"Not at all, Nansie; I think I understand. The accident he met with +has affected his memory; but it is good that he is with us now. We can +take care of him, we can nurse him back to strength and health." + +"How kind you are, uncle! Never thinking of yourself!" + +"Nonsense, my dear, nonsense! It is entirely of myself that I am +thinking, for I would not lose you and your dear ones for all the +money the world contains. That is putting a small value upon money, +though. I wish we had a little." + +In his mind was the thought, "We need it all the more now," but he did +not give the thought utterance. + +"Is he low-spirited, despondent, Nansie?" + +"No, uncle, quite the contrary. He is as light-hearted and gay as +ever, and speaks in the same sweet, hopeful strains of the future, his +anticipations of which led him into the error of--" + +She stopped short; she did not complete the sentence. Her uncle +completed it for her. + +"Of marrying you, my dear. Do not regret it; accept it as a blessing, +as it really is. Short-sighted mortals as we are to so constantly +forget that life is short, and that its sweetest happiness is to be +found in self-sacrifice--even, Nansie, in suffering!" + +They entered the room together, and found Kingsley awake. He rose when +his eyes lighted upon Mr. Loveday, and, with a bright smile, said: + +"Nansie's uncle?" + +"Yes, Kingsley," said Mr. Loveday. + +And Nansie raised her uncle's hand to her lips, and kissed it in +grateful recognition of the affectionate greeting. + +"Now," said Kingsley, to whom strength seemed to have really returned; +he held out his hand, and retained Mr. Loveday's in his as he +spoke--"now what could be pleasanter, what could be brighter and more +full of promise? Here, for the first time, we meet, and I recognize in +you a friend. Believe me, sir, when I say a friend, it is said once +and forever; it is _meant_ once and forever. I am no butterfly, eh, +Nansie?" + +"No, dear Kingsley," she replied, pressing close to him. + +He passed his arm round her. + +"No butterfly," continued Kingsley, "except in the way of conversation, +but that you will find out for yourself. I fly from one theme to +another in the most inconsequential manner. A bad habit, sir, if it +really meant anything serious, but it does not, and I have here by my +side a spiritual support"--he kissed Nansie--"which never fails to +recall me to the straight line at the precise and proper moment--as it +does now; for looking at her, I am reminded of all we owe to you. Let +me thank you in our joint names. I will not say that I hope to live to +repay the debt, because there are some debts which it is good never to +repay, and this is one. It is sometimes most ungracious to +deliberately cancel an obligation." + +"The debt is on my side, Kingsley," said Mr. Loveday, greatly won by +the returned wanderer's speech and manner. "Nansie has brightened my +life." + +"She could do no less," said Kingsley, in a tone of grave and tender +affection, "to the life of any person who has the happiness to know +her." + +Upon the invitation of Mr. Loveday, who knew, now that Kingsley had +joined them, that certain changes were necessary in their domestic +arrangements, and that Nansie could more readily effect them if she +were left alone, the two men went out for a stroll. They returned +after an absence of a couple of hours, and Kingsley presented Nansie +with a few simple flowers, saying as he did so: "Our honeymoon is not +yet over, my love." + +Presently Kingsley, who, it was apparent, needed repose, was induced +to retire to his bed. No sooner had he laid his head upon the pillow +than he was fast asleep. Nansie and her uncle sat together in the +adjoining room, and conversed in low tones. + +"It is as you say," observed Mr. Loveday, "he appears to have no +memory--that is, no absolute, dependable memory--of what has +transpired from the time he left you. I have not directly questioned +him, feeling that it might not lead to a good result, and that he is +not yet strong enough to bear even a slight shock; but indirectly I +threw out a veiled suggestion or two, and his responses have convinced +me of his condition. He has a vague impression of a railway accident +in which some person whom he knew was killed, and some person whom he +knew was injured, but he does not associate either the one or the +other directly with himself. You will not mind my mentioning +something, my dear, because in our position there must be between us +no concealment. Kingsley has no money, not a penny." + +"It is as I expected, uncle; but how did you discover it? Did he say +so?" + +"No, my dear, it came when he paused before a woman who was selling +flowers. He put his hands into his pockets, and was, I think, more +perplexed than distressed. 'Now this is too bad,' he remarked, and I, +divining, paid the woman for the flowers he selected. It is wonderful +to me how, circumstanced as he is, he managed to make his way home." + +"Providence directed him, and protected him," said Nansie, devoutly, +"and will surely smooth the path before us." + +"With all my heart I hope so," responded Mr. Loveday; "meanwhile, +until the better fortune smiles upon us, we must work all the harder, +and bring our best courage to bear upon the present." + +Their conversation was interrupted by a gentle tapping at the door, +and, opening it, they saw Timothy Chance, who had a covered basket on +his arm which he laid upon the floor, and then respectfully greeted +Mr. Loveday and Nansie, who, however, would not be content with this, +but shook hands heartily with him. + +A word of explanation as to Timothy's movements will here be useful. + +They had not seen him since within a fortnight of the fire which had +plunged them so low. When he was convinced that there was no present +hope of Mr. Loveday being able to re-establish his business, he had +looked out for a situation in the immediate neighborhood, in order +that he might be near the friends to whom he was so devotedly +attached. But his efforts were not successful; no situation presented +itself which he could accept, and as he was driven by necessity, which +knows no law, he was compelled to avail himself of an engagement in +the country some fifteen miles away, which offered itself in the nick +of time. What eventually transpired will be best related in his own +words. + +"You thought I'd forgotten you, sir," he said to Mr. Loveday. + +"No, my lad, I did not think that. My thought was that you had not +been fortunate, and that you kept away out of consideration for us." + +"Thank you, sir. You have a happy way of saying things. True, too, +because I was not very fortunate at first; but there has been a turn +in the wheel." + +"A good turn, Timothy, I hope?" + +"It will prove so, sir, if I have a head upon my shoulders; always +trusting that there are no more fires." + +"Ah," said Mr. Loveday, "we have had enough of those experiences." + +"Yes, that we have, sir," responded Timothy, gravely; "but what I say +is, 'Never despair.' I have not neglected my studies, sir, and I can +give you the Latin words if you like--'_Nil desperandum_.'" + +Timothy said this proudly, and with a bright eye. + +"Good lad," said Mr. Loveday. "It is not in you to despair, Timothy. +You are the stuff that men are made of, and will run ahead of all of +us." + +"Never so far ahead, sir," said Timothy, wistfully, "that I shall lose +sight of the best friends a poor boy ever had; but that sounds like +boastfulness." + +"Not at all, Timothy, not at all. You speak with as much modesty as +resolution. This turn in the wheel, my lad--what kind of a turn?" + +"I think, sir," said Timothy, with a gay laugh, "that you could guess +in once." + +Mr. Loveday glanced at the basket on the floor, and made a guess in +merry mood, for Timothy's blithe spirits were contagious. + +"Eggs, Timothy?" + +"Yes, sir," said Timothy, laughing again; "you have guessed it in +once--eggs. But before I tell you about it"--he turned to Nansie--"how +is baby?" + +"Thriving beautifully, Timothy," replied Nansie. + +"May I see her?" he asked. + +"Wait a moment," said Nansie, and she went to the inner room, where +baby was lying in her cradle. Returning, she said: "Yes, you may see +her; but you must be very quiet. Do not make the least noise, and +don't be surprised at what you see. My dear husband is home." + +A bright light came into Timothy's face. + +"I am glad," he said, "for your sake and baby's." + +He stepped softly into the bedroom, accompanied by Nansie, and stood +in silence for a few moments, gazing affectionately at the sleeping +child. + +"May I kiss her?" he said. + +"Yes, Timothy, but very, very softly." + +With the gentleness of a woman he stooped and kissed the child, and +then came back with Nansie to the sitting-room, closing the door +softly behind him. + +"Eggs, as you say, sir," he recommenced, taking up the business part +of the conversation where it had broken off. "You know that I had to +sell off my little stock of fowls here, so that I might get to the +situation I heard of. It wasn't a very good one, and it wasn't a very +bad one; I had to work hard, which is a thing I shall never complain +of, and although, besides my grub, I got very little a week, I managed +to save a little out of that. Well, sir, six weeks ago I had two +laying hens, and there I was established again in a small way, doing +business for myself outside the hours I had to work for my employer. +Then came a bit of good-fortune, the turn in the wheel I spoke of. Not +far from my place lives a blacksmith, and to him I've been going of a +night for a little while past, teaching him to write a bit, teaching +him to read a bit, and reading books to him myself that made him laugh +and cry. He gets fond of me and we get talking together, especially +about eggs. Says I, 'There's a fortune in eggs.' Says he, 'Is there?' +Says I, 'No doubt of it.' And three weeks ago--that is, you know, +three weeks after I had set up in business again with my two fowls--I +put it all down in figures one night, and we went into it seriously. +'It seems all right,' says he. 'It is all right,' says I. 'Supposing +you have not made a mistake,' says he, 'and that you are not being +deceived by sparks.' He was hammering away on his anvil, and the +sparks were flying up. 'Supposing that,' says he, 'and they are very +deceptive creatures--sparks--bright as stars one moment, dead as +ghosts the next, how much would it take to start the business?' +'First,' says I, 'there's the ground.' 'I've got that,' says he, 'at +the back of the forge; an acre and a half.' 'Then,' says I, 'there's +timber for fowl-houses, say enough for thirty to commence with.' 'I've +got that,' says he, 'lying idle on the waste ground behind.' 'And +nails you've got,' says I. You see, sir, I was speaking with +confidence, and rather boldly, because a voice was whispering to me, +'Here's your chance, Timothy.' 'And tools to work nails and timber +with,' says I. 'Labor will cost nothing; I should be carpenter and +builder.' 'Should you?' says he, 'and I could give you a hand. But an +acre and a half of ground and any amount of timber and nails won't lay +eggs. Come to the grip--how much money to bring that about?' 'Ten +pounds will be ample,' says I. 'I've got that,' says he, 'and more at +the back of it. Say ten pounds then.' 'Do you mean it?' says I, my +heart almost jumping out of my body. 'I never say what I don't mean,' +says he, 'though I don't always say what I do. It is agreed, Timothy, +that we go into partnership; rent of ground to be reckoned, nails and +tools to be reckoned, timber to be reckoned, and ten pounds to be +reckoned, as the capital of the firm. The sooner you start, the +better.' I think you know enough of me, sir," continued Timothy, +glowing, "to know that I didn't waste an hour. Waste an hour! I didn't +waste a minute; and before that week was over the fowl-houses were up, +not far away from the forge--because warmth, sir, is a good thing for +laying hens--and there was a stock of thirty black Hamburgs to start +with. Now, sir and Mrs. Manners, we have been in business just one +fortnight, and everything is going on swimmingly. My partner says he +never saw such fowls, and says I deal in magic; but the only thing I +deal in, sir, is common-sense. So, being fairly started on my way, and +having something good to tell, I burned to come and tell it to the +friends I honor most; and now I must go. I have to get back to-night; +but perhaps you will let me come to see you again." + +"Indeed, we shall be delighted to see you at any time, Timothy," said +Nansie, for he looked at her for an answer. "No one is more rejoiced +at your good-fortune, and at the prospect before you, than ourselves." + +"I know that," said Timothy. "Good-night, and God bless you." + +"Your basket, Timothy," said Mr. Loveday. + +"Oh, if you will excuse me, sir, it is yours, and not mine. I have +brought it for you, and I hope you will not take it amiss." And off +Timothy went, without another word. + +Opening the basket when he was gone, they took out a score of new-laid +eggs and a young fowl trussed for roasting. Tears came into Nansie's +eyes. + +"Did I not say, uncle," she murmured, "that Providence will smooth the +path before us?" + + + + + CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +The week that followed was one of great anxiety to Nansie, springing +less from the pecuniary circumstances of their position than from the +state of Kingsley's health. The privations and the sufferings he had +endured told upon him now that the excitement of the reunion with his +wife was over, and for some days he was too weak to leave the house. +He himself made light of his sickness, and would not admit that there +was anything seriously the matter with him. They made no endeavor to +impress this upon him, but he gathered it from the evidences of care +and attention by which he was surrounded. + +There was in the neighborhood a doctor of great skill, who could have +practised successfully in fashionable quarters at high fees, but who +had deliberately chosen to remain among the poor, whom he loved and +attended to with as much devotion as he would have displayed to the +highest in the land. His fee was fixed at a shilling; when this was +not forthcoming he was content with sixpence, and in many cases with +nothing, making no complaints against tardy debtors. This man was +always cheerful, ready, and willing, at whatever hour of the day or +night; and, without ostentation, he played the part of a true minister +to those who needed it most. It is pleasant to be able to limn, even +thus briefly, the character of one in whose life and career were +exhibited the noblest attributes of human nature. He and Mr. Loveday +were friends, and shortly after Nansie came to live with her uncle Dr. +Perriera was greatly attracted to her, no less by her gentle manners +than by the display of attainments superior to those among whom she +lived. When Mr. Loveday was burned out Dr. Perriera was the first to +express sympathy with him; he would also have been the first to offer +practical assistance had it not been that he was very poor, a fact +which troubled him not at all so far as regarded himself, but +frequently disturbed him when he came into contact with distress which +it was not in his power to relieve. After the fire, when he attended +Nansie of his own free will and prompting, he declined to receive any +fee whatever, and to this Mr. Loveday did not demur. + +As his name indicated, Dr. Perriera was of Spanish descent, and could, +indeed, trace his genealogical record back to the days when Spain was +first among the nations of the world in art, literature, and science. +But the dark and heavy hand of bigotry effectually scotched the fair +promise which lay before the favored nation, and with the exodus of +the Jews--to which race Dr. Perriera belonged--commenced the decay of +a mighty nation. + +On the day succeeding that of Kingsley's return Mr. Loveday called +upon Dr. Perriera, and told him of it. + +"I am greatly pleased," said Dr. Perriera; "it will be better medicine +for Mrs. Manners than the finest drugs in the Pharmacop[oe]ia." + +Then, in order that Dr. Perriera might be in possession of all +necessary information, Mr. Loveday made him acquainted with the +particulars of Kingsley's association with Mr. Seymour, following +those up with the intelligence of the strange hallucination under +which Kingsley was laboring with respect to his long absence from +home. To Mr. Loveday's surprise, Dr. Perriera showed an intimate +knowledge of the movements of the so-called Mr. Seymour, as well as of +the secret societies in the interests of which it was said that he +travelled. + +"Of Mr. Manners," said Dr. Perriera, "I know nothing. In Mr. Seymour's +transactions he was little better than a cipher, and was probably used +as an innocent decoy, or as a means to avert suspicion from the doings +of his chief." + +"How have you become acquainted with these affairs," asked Mr. +Loveday; "you, who seem to have no spare moments of time apart from +your professional offices?" + +"I have time and to spare for much," replied Dr. Perriera, smiling. "I +keep up rather an extensive correspondence with many European +societies which have for their object the advancement of science and +humanity." + +"Humanity!" exclaimed Mr. Loveday. + +"I call it by that name," said Dr. Perriera. "Were it possible that +the ends aimed at could be reached, the toilers of the world would be +undoubtedly benefited. The advocated means are frequently pernicious +and indefensible; but this occasionally arises from the fact that men +of keen intellectual power are goaded to madness by the tyranny of old +systems. However, enough of this; I think much but speak little of +such matters. I have my small part to play in the world as to the +larger and grander movements of which I can simply look on and +observe." + +Dr. Perriera called to see Kingsley, and of his own accord visited him +daily. He gave Nansie kindly hope and sympathy, but did not enter into +the peculiarities of her husband's case. With Mr. Loveday he was more +open. + +"It is a singular condition," he said. "The loss of memory is not at +all uncommon, nor, either, is its recovery; but in most instances this +loss is a total loss, time, well-known incidents, relative +circumstances, the names of friends and acquaintances, even one's own +name, being plunged for a period into absolute obscurity. But here the +loss of memory is partial, and the singular phase of it is that it +affects only those circumstances of the past which it would be +disagreeable to recall. He remembers all that is pleasant and happy in +his life, but forgets all that has brought trouble upon him. It +belongs to this phase that he is incapable of realizing the privations +of the life which seems to lie before him. His temperament is +exceptionally bright and cheerful; he looks upon the happy side of +nature, and every hopeful sentiment which passes his lips seems to +blossom into flower at the moment of its utterance. I can imagine no +happier condition of being; but in a poor man it has its grave and +most serious side." + +"How?" inquired Mr. Loveday. + +"In the fact," replied Dr. Perriera, "that it allows no room for +effort, that it affords no incentive to it, that it creates a sure +contentment even for a crust of bread, and an utter obliviousness to +what may be necessary for those who, he being the head of the family, +are naturally dependent upon him." + +"That is to say," observed Mr. Loveday, "that there is no hope of his +being the bread-winner." + +"None," said Dr. Perriera, "until there is a radical change in him; +and I confess to being at a loss as to how this can be effected." + +The correctness of the good doctor's diagnosis was verified by an +incident which did not come to the ears of Nansie or her uncle until +after its occurrence. Stronger in body, and able to walk abroad +without assistance, Kingsley soon made himself acquainted with all the +intricacies of the neighborhood; and on a certain morning he wended +his steps to the West-end of the city, and stood before his father's +house. Without hesitation he knocked and rang, and upon the door being +opened pushed his way past the astonished servant, and walked straight +to his father's study. There sat Mr. Manners, who gazed at his son +with sternness and some inward agitation which he was successful in +concealing. + +"Good-morning, father," said Kingsley, drawing a chair to the table, +and seating himself; then glancing at the papers scattered about, +added, in a tone of inquiry, "Fresh contracts?" + +Mr. Manners did not reply to the question. + +"What brings you here?" he asked. + +Kingsley had grown thinner since he last saw him, and that +circumstance and the shabbiness of Kingsley's appearance suddenly +inspired in the heart of Mr. Manners the hope that his son had come to +him in submission. + +"I was anxious about you, father," said Kingsley, in an affectionate +tone, "it seems so long since we saw each other. A son must not be +forgetful of his duties." + +"Ah," said Mr. Manners, his hope growing, "you recognize that at +last?" + +"At last!" said Kingsley, in a tone of cheerful surprise. "I have +always recognized it. I cannot recall that I have ever been wanting in +my duty to you." + +Mr. Manners stared at his son, debating now within himself what kind +of part Kingsley had come to play. There was a silence of a few +moments, during which Kingsley gazed at the familiar objects of the +room with great calmness, and quite at his ease. + +"The object of your visit?" demanded Mr. Manners. + +"I have told you, father. Are you well?" + +"Yes, I am well." + +"And happy?" + +"Yes," replied Mr. Manners, setting his teeth, "and happy. That +knowledge will hurt you, perhaps." + +"Why, no, father, it delights me. Everything, as usual, prospers with +you, of course." + +"Everything, as usual, prospers with me," said Mr. Manners, +mechanically. "Did you inquire of the servant if I was at home?" + +"No, why should I? It was my home once as well as yours." + +"But is no longer," said Mr. Manners, with a deepening frown. + +"Oh, well, no, in a certain sense," said Kingsley, "not directly, but +indirectly still my home as well as yours. There are ties which can +never be broken, and which you, in the goodness of your heart, would +never wish to be broken. I should not like to hear from any man's lips +that you think otherwise; I am afraid I should say something +unpleasant to him." + +Kingsley's cordial manner and cheerful voice would have mystified most +men with a weaker order of mind than Mr. Manners's; but although this +was not the case with the great contractor, he was certainly at a loss +to account for them. He knew that Kingsley possessed a soul of +frankness and honesty, and he could not readily bring himself to +believe that it was cunning and duplicity which had induced his son to +seek this interview. Still, for the exhibition of these qualities he +would have been, as he always was with all men, perfectly prepared, +but not for the ingenuousness with which he was now confronted. He +thought to turn the tables upon Kingsley. + +"Are you well?" he asked. + +"Quite well, father," replied Kingsley. + +"And happy?" + +"Quite happy, father." + +"And prosperous?" + +"To be quite well and happy," said Kingsley, in no spirit of evasion, +"is not that a prosperous state?" + +"You are quibbling with me," said Mr. Manners, "and I am not in the +mood, and have no time for trifling." + +"I shall not detain you long, father; you have eased my mind, and I +shall go away presently, quite contented. As to quibbling, you, who +know me so well and have been so good to me, must know that I am +incapable of such conduct." + +"I decline to argue with you. Come to the point at once. You wish to +make some kind of appeal to me. I did hope that you had come in +submission." + +"I have, father; submission in all things that accord with one's +duty." + +"With your duty to me?" + +"To you and to others who are dear to me." + +"I will not listen," said Mr. Manners, "to anything concerning them." + +"I will not force it upon you. There shall be nothing discordant +between us. But what do you mean by 'appeal?'" + +"You are here to ask for money, as those who have separated us have +been here before you." + +"Indeed, you are quite wrong. There has been, there shall be, no +separation between us. I love you as I have always done, as I always +shall love you. And they appealed to you for money! Did you give it to +them?" + +"No, nor will I to you." + +"Oh, but I need none. You have been since my earliest remembrance most +liberal to me, but you cannot accuse me of being mercenary. I should +like you to know my wife, I should like you to know and love our +child. If you are too busy for that now, we will wait; when you visit +us, which surely you will do some day, you will be pleased at the +manner in which we shall receive you; all the honor that is due to you +shall be cheerfully rendered." + +"This mockery must end," said Mr. Manners; "go! But, before you leave, +it will, perhaps, be as well for me to say what is in my mind." + +"Yes, father," said Kingsley, gently. + +"I do not know," said Mr. Manners, in a set, hard tone, "whether I +should ever have been inclined to forgive your disobedience and +undutifulness; I do not know, after what has passed, whether, you +being my son upon whom once all my hopes were centred, I should have +been disposed to once more hold out my hand to you. I think it would +not have been possible, but there may have been, at least, some remote +chance of a partial reconciliation. If there was such a chance, you +have utterly destroyed it by your conduct during the past few months." + +"What conduct do you refer to?" asked Kingsley, smiling. "You surely +are laboring under some delusion!" + +"It is no delusion," said Mr. Manners, "that you have been travelling +for some time with a person of infamous character and designs!" + +"Surely it must be, father. Does the man live? If he does, he will +disprove it." + +"I will fall in with your humor," said Mr. Manners, "and will pay no +attention to your amazing evasions; all the more amazing, all the more +inexcusable, when adopted towards a man like myself. Do you pretend +that you are unacquainted with the person who travelled under the name +of Seymour? Do you pretend that travelling in close association with +him as you did for so long a time, you had no connection with the +designs he was wishful to promote?" + +"You remind me strangely," replied Kingsley, "of something which has +been troubling me--no, I am wrong in saying troubling me, I mean that +has been interesting me. There have undoubtedly been some such designs +as you refer to, mysterious and inexplicable enough to me, but the +interesting part of the matter is, how did it ever come into my mind +that I could have been associated with them? Clearly, I must have +evolved the idea out of a too vivid imagination; because I cannot +trace the slightest actual connection between me and them. Similarly, +too, with the name you have mentioned--Seymour. How did it come into +my mind that I knew such a gentleman? Clearly, he must have existed; +and now there occurs to me a dim remembrance of a railway accident in +which a gentleman of the name of Seymour was killed, and many were +injured. How comes the knowledge of that circumstance to me? May I not +also have evolved that from my imagination? Anyway, I shall not allow +myself to be troubled by matters which I cannot directly trace, though +I cannot avoid being interested in them. But what you have said has +another bearing, as though I had done something to disgrace my name. +Of course such a thing would be impossible, and if I am indebted to +any ill-natured person for having aroused in you any suspicion to my +hurt, I make him my hearty acknowledgments without bearing the +slightest ill-will against him, because, after all, father, a serious +calumny should not be allowed to have weight unless an absolute +foundation of fact can be brought forward, as cannot be done in my +case. Man must be judged by his own actions, not by what people say of +him. You infer that this Mr. Seymour travelled to promote infamous +designs with which you suppose me to be in sympathy. What designs, +father?" + +"Republicanism," said Mr. Manners, not displeased at being brought to +the point, "Socialism, Communism, and the overthrow of existing +institutions, which are a blessing to mankind." + +"Ah, but there, you know," said Kingsley, with no departure from his +light mood, "you open up debatable matter. It is not disagreeable to +me. I was always fond of argument, although I have been accused of too +freely wandering away from one upon the slightest excuse. You condemn +Republicanism, but I think I would sooner live under a republic than a +monarchy." + +"What you say confirms the accusation I and others bring against you." + +"Not at all. I am merely expressing my view of a large matter. You +see, father, there is so much misery in the world, so much undeserved +suffering, so much compulsory poverty, such astounding inequalities in +the social condition of the people, that a fair-minded man cannot +possibly avoid wishing to remedy these ills. What are you touching the +bell for?" + +"For the servant to show you to the door." + +"I do not need him; I know my way out. Your time is valuable, and it +is inconsiderate of me to take up so much of it. Is my mother in?" + +"No." + +"I am sorry; I wished to see her. She is well, I hope." + +"Quite well. She has not a sorrow in the world. And now, for the last +time, leave the room--and the house." + +His peremptory, harsh tone had no effect upon Kingsley, who, with a +genial nod and a "Good-morning, father," left the house with a light +step. + +In the evening he informed Nansie and Mr. Loveday of his visit to his +father, and, to their astonishment, described it as one of a pleasant +character. Their astonishment was all the greater when they read a +letter which was delivered personally to Kingsley. It was from a firm +of lawyers, and was written in accordance with instructions received +from Mr. Manners. In the first place it conveyed an intimation that +Kingsley would not be allowed again to enter his father's house; in +the second place it contained a warning that if he made any further +endeavor to force himself into his father's presence, proceedings +would be taken against him for the trespass. + +"I think," said Kingsley, "that lawyers must have been invented +expressly to torment mankind; they never can put a thing pleasantly. +My father, I suppose, is too busy to write to me himself, so he told +his lawyers to do so, and they, wishing to make things as unpleasant +as possible, send me a communication couched in terms which my father +would certainly resent. Of course I shall not go to him again until he +sends for me." + +So saying, he tore up the letter and put it into the fire. + +A few days afterwards it was announced in the papers that Mr. Manners +had broken up his London establishment, and with his wife and his +nephew, Mr. Mark Inglefield, had started on a foreign tour, which was +likely to be of long duration. This paragraph was read by Kingsley, +and caused in him the first spark of resentment he had exhibited since +his return. + +"I am sorry," he said, "that my father has taken up with such a man as +Mark Inglefield. He is dangerous and coldblooded, and, I am afraid, no +friend of mine. Not that I want him for a friend, but that, being with +my father, he may say something against us. However, to use your dear +mother's saying, Nansie, 'Everything will come right in the end.'" + +With this comfortable assurance he dismissed the matter from his mind, +as was his habit. + + +And here the course of our story renders it necessary that the curtain +shall fall for a certain time. When it rises again seventeen years +will have passed away. + + + + + CHAPTER XXIX. + + +Before, however, we join the threads which link the past with the +present, we will briefly glance through the years during which +Nansie's and Kingsley's daughter grew into the beautiful springtime of +young maidenhood, and before whom fair visions rose even in the midst +of surroundings pernicious enough to poison the sweetest dreams. They +poison many, and the awaking would be sad and bitter were the home +influences with which they were from their birth familiar of a purer +and more refining nature. In judging them we judge them from our +standpoint instead of theirs, and we too often condemn where we should +pity. In respect of these influences Nansie's home shone forth a sweet +and bright example of what may be accomplished when the early training +is good. There were few poorer homes than Nansie's, there were few +lives more full of struggle, but she kept herself and those most dear +to her pure through all the bitter phases of the battle she was +destined to fight. She worked hard, and taxed her strength to the +utmost, but she never complained, least of all to or of her husband, +who should by right have been the bread-winner. The greatness of +the sacrifice he had made for her had, as we have seen, deeply +impressed her. At first, it is true, the heavenly glamour of true +love had wholly possessed her, but even then, had she known +what she learned when it was too late, she would not have accepted +the sacrifice, though her heart had been broken. Indeed, in those +never-to-be-forgotten days the actual responsibility lay not with her. +Kingsley made so light of the difference in their social positions, +and she was so entirely guided by him whom she regarded as the king of +men, that she had no idea of the extent of his father's wealth or of +the difficulties in their way. Had she been aware of these, not only +her love for Kingsley, but her practical good sense and self-respect, +would have effectually directed her not to yield to his implorings. +But these hidden from her, she followed the dictates of her heart. All +the more devoted and considerate towards him was she when she learned +the truth; all the more noble did his conduct appear in her eyes. If +reproach lay at either door, it lay at hers; if either of them had the +right to complain, it was he. In the early days of their union she had +discovered that he was deficient in those qualities which are +necessary to fight the hard battle of life even with moderate success. +Should she blame him for this? What right had she to do so? He had not +deceived her, and his prospects and education had not been of a nature +to render him fit for the cruel battle. All the more was he to be +pitied; all the more need was there that she should show him the +tenderest consideration. And she did so. Willingly did she take upon +her own shoulders the burden of the struggle, and worked cheerfully +and willingly with heaviest odds against her. From the effects of the +railway accident he never recovered, and his memory never returned to +him. Although he did little to help the home, his gentleness, his +contentment with a crust, his light-heartedness, brightened it. And so +they went on to middle age, with a full measure of love to lighten +their lot. + + + + + CHAPTER XXX. + + +At the end of seventeen years we renew our acquaintance with the +personages who play their part in this story; but before they are +reintroduced it will be pertinent to touch upon certain political +changes which had taken place in the social condition of the people +during this period. The growth of these changes had been going on for +a great number of years, and the seeds may be said to have been sown +with the advent of the cheap press. A slow growth at first, the +slender roots beneath the soil having scarcely strength to take firm +hold; but as they became stronger they became bolder, and were now +winding themselves firmly and stoutly around the roots of the old +institutions which, fixed as they had been for centuries, were in this +audacious grasp beginning to show signs of weakness and decay. There +was a time when what is known as the higher classes would have +regarded as incredibly monstrous the idea of affinity between them and +those who moved in the lower grooves. There was a time when the lower +classes themselves would have regarded as the height of effrontery the +idea of raising their eyes in any other than a timid way to the higher +classes who ruled and dominated them. That time is past, never to be +revived. There exist here and there in England instances of feudalism +almost as marked as any that can be drawn from the time that is gone. +In those places the high hand is still employed to destroy any hope of +progress among the people, but these instances are rare, and are +becoming still rarer. The penny newspaper has drawn prince and +peasant, noble and serf--for we have the latter even in free +England--closer together, and has taught the multitude that all men +and women are human alike, and that there exists in the upper grades +no divine right of power and supremacy. And, strangely enough, it is +through this very means that the higher classes have been forced to +recognize the power and the might of the lower. This new condition of +things has also been promoted by other causes than the advancement of +intelligence. The increase of population has forced upon reasoning +minds among the people the inevitable necessity of radical changes in +the hitherto existing order of things; and the scarecrow of vested +interests, which is set up by those who lay claim to them, will be +powerless to check the onward march. There are, unhappily, retarding +influences, springing from the very vices of the people, which prove +stumbling-blocks in every step that is taken or suggested. But for +these vices the victims themselves are scarcely to blame. It is not an +inherent matter, it is a matter of birth, whether one grows up with +the courtly airs of St. James's or with the degrading characteristics +of St. Giles's; and it is good to observe that there are statesmen in +St. James's who recognize the fact, and who are working honestly and +earnestly towards a better end--or, rather, not to speak +paradoxically, towards a better beginning. And yet, despite these +reflections, society perhaps never labored under greater ills than at +present. The ephemeral, vicious fashions of St. James's were never in +greater vogue than now; the cunning and vices of St. Giles's were +never more conspicuous and apparent. There was a time when much of +this, both in the higher and lower classes, was hidden, but in the +present day everything is brought to light in the conflict of +testimony which a fair-minded survey is forced to perceive. There are +cogent and powerful arguments to be adduced in justification by each +side against the other, but these are small, meandering rivulets which +but slightly affect the rolling of the grand tide. Out of this seeming +chaos good must come. It is, as it has ever been, still the fashion of +the age--even now that darkness no longer weighs heavily upon it--to +shift and evade a responsibility. Thus, the owner of a great landed +estate, in portions of which hotbeds of vice and misery can be found, +is in the habit of shrugging his shoulders when public attention is +directed to them, and of saying, in effect, "It is not my affair, it +is the affair of my agents." But this attitude, which springs either +from fear, cowardice, or indifference, can no longer be accepted. It +is the owner alone who is responsible; it is the owner and the owner +alone who thrives and fattens upon these systems, who is in justice +accountable for the evils of which he is undoubtedly the breeder; and +the attitude he assumes proves him to be unfitted for his +responsibilities. The remedy is his to apply, and if he apply it not +in time the power of doing so will be taken out of his hands. The +present opportunity is his; the future with its dark possibilities +lies before him. It is well if he take heed of this before it is too +late. Let us present an illustration bearing upon our story. + +Two years after Kingsley's return Nansie and her uncle, who +constituted the government of ways and means of the household, decided +that the rooms they occupied were too dear; they paid for these rooms +five shillings a week. They looked out for others, and decided upon +two rooms at the top of a house in a narrow court, in comparison with +which Church Alley was a paradise. This court was so narrow that the +occupants of the houses on either side could hold conversation with +each other from opposite windows. The rooms were very small, the +ceilings very low, the ventilation horrible, the sanitary arrangements +disgraceful--a description of affairs which renders it all the more +wonderful how Nansie's daughter, Hester, and how Nansie herself, could +have kept themselves pure and sweet in an atmosphere so inimical to +healthful moral and physical growth. The court--with other +thoroughfares as narrow and stunted and vicious in its immediate +neighborhood--was built upon part of an estate which belonged to a +family the head of which sat in the House of Lords. There was in the +house in which Nansie resided a cellar, politely called a basement. In +this cellar were two rooms--one back, one front. The back room had a +fireplace, but no window; what light filtered into it was filtered +through a pane of glass let into the compartment which divided it from +the front room, and as this front room itself could boast of but one +window, the light it supplied to its neighbor was of a character so +dismal and forlorn as scarcely to relieve the darkness into which, by +the laws of its structure, it was plunged. But, indeed, to call it by +the name of light was the bitterest of mockeries, not alone because of +the small play it had, but because of the dust and cobwebs which +covered both sides of the pane of glass. In this back room, however, +lived a family of father, mother, and three children, all pigging +together--there is no other word to describe it--in the narrow space +which may fitly be likened to the Black Hole of Calcutta. They had +certainly one advantage--that they could run out when they pleased and +breathe the fetid air of the court, and thence into wider +thoroughfares where the air was not vile enough to poison them. Had +this opportunity not been theirs they would have died in a week. The +social station of the head of this family was that of a scavenger, for +six months of the year out of work. His wife occasionally got half a +day's washing to do; the children were young and helpless, and the +life they all lived can be more easily imagined than described. To +describe it faithfully would be impossible in the pages or columns of +any respectable journal, the details were so frightful and vile. And +it is in no class spirit, in no spirit but that of mournfulness and +amazement, that the fact is repeated--that the virtual owner of this +back cellar sat in the House of Lords. + +The front room of the cellar was occupied by a cobbler. The window +which supplied light to his room was a practicable one, resembling a +shutter of glass, which could be put up and taken down at will; and +during the whole of the year, in fair weather or foul--except upon +those occasions, which were frequent enough, when he was drunk--the +man could be seen by passersby plying his thread and awl. Fortunately +for himself and for everybody about him, he was a bachelor. + +There were two rooms on the ground-floor, the front occupied by a +"baked-tater man," his wife, and two young children. At those periods +of the year when baked potatoes with their seasoning of pepper and +salt were not in request, the man, being a strict Conservative, was +idle, allowing his wife to accompany a friend of his, who drove quite +a roaring trade in fairly good neighborhoods with his barrow of +seasonable flowers. For this labor she was paid in coin one shilling a +day, and a share of his bread and cheese or bread and meat, as well as +of the sundry pots of beer his thirsty soul demanded in his +peregrinations. Their two children played in the gutters, being not +exceptional in this respect, because most of the children in the court +found in the gutters a veritable Crystal Palace of delights. + +The back room on the ground-floor was occupied by a large +family--father, mother, and seven children--all employed from morning +till night, and often from night till morning, upon the manufacture of +match-boxes, at the rate of two-pence three-farthings a gross. Their +united earnings never exceeded fifteen shillings, often were less. +Thus the grim effort to make both ends meet, no less than their close +and long hours of toil, rendered them white, pinched, haggard-looking, +and almost fleshless. + +On the first-floor front lived a married couple with an only child. +The man had once been a law-writer, probably not a very skilful or +capable scribe, seeing he had never been able to save a penny. +However, it was here he found himself plunged into poverty's depths +and unable to follow his calling, the muscles of his right hand being +paralyzed. The wife had become a shirtmaker, and was assisted by her +child, a girl of sixteen. Neither of these was a skilful workwoman, +and after the payment of their rent there was seldom left at the end +of the week more than seven or eight shillings to expend in food. + +The first-floor back was tenanted by a widow with two children, twins, +a little more than a year old. Being unable to find any other means of +living she had, by force of circumstances, drifted into the rear ranks +of the ballet, where she helped to fill the stage on a salary of two +shillings a night. Commencing late in life to learn to dance, there +was for her no hope of promotion in the ranks. Her lot was hard +enough, Heaven knows; but she would have found it harder, because of +the impossibility of leaving her babies every night for a good many +hours together, had it not been for the kindness of the law-writer's +wife and daughter, who often looked after them when the mother was +absent. + +In the rooms on the second floor, which were very small attics with +slanting roofs, lived Nansie, Kingsley, and their daughter. Mr. +Loveday took his meals with them, but slept elsewhere. The front attic +was used as a living-room during the day, and as a bedroom during the +night--the shut-up bedstead being sometimes occupied by Kingsley alone +and sometimes by Hester. Altogether there slept in this small house +twenty-eight persons. The frontage of the house was twelve feet, its +depth twenty feet; and it will be gathered from these dimensions how +utterly unsuitable it was in the way of health and morals for so large +a number of occupants. In this respect anything more vicious can +scarcely be imagined, and yet this house was but one of many built +upon land owned by an enormously wealthy man, one who helped to make +laws for the social regeneration of the people. Were the facts forced +upon his knowledge in the way of accusation, he would doubtless plead +ignorance of the circumstances, as others have pleaded before him; but +this convenient blindness to the truth will not serve; this convenient +shifting of responsibility is of no avail; an unfaithful steward he +has been, and an unfaithful steward he remains. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXI. + + +It was a great night at the Wilberforce Club, and the members mustered +in force. Numbers were unable to obtain admission, and the spaces +outside the room in which the club held its meetings were thronged by +working-men and lads, many of them members of the Wilberforce. These, +although disappointed at being shut out, did not give vent to their +feelings in the shape of grumbling, but good-humoredly accepted the +position, and split themselves into convenient knots for the purposes +of discussion. + +The Wilberforce was a working-man's club, similar in its nature and +aims to the numerous institutions of a like character which exist in +the centres of labor in all the great towns and cities of the kingdom. +It commenced with small beginnings, the original number of members +being twelve, who met weekly at the lodgings of one or the other for +the purpose of discussing political matters affecting themselves. A +very short time passed before others made application to be allowed to +join the band of twelve, and then the idea was formed of organizing a +working-man's club, to be called the Wilberforce. The originator of +this movement was a man of strong opinions, by trade a carpenter. He +was a ready orator, and he ruled over his followers by force of this +gift, as well as by the superior knowledge he possessed of the +movements of the age in which he lived. It may not be uninteresting to +place upon record a report of the meeting at which the club may have +said to have been born. + +By consent of a licensed victualler it was held in a room in the +"Three Jolly Butcher Boys," a noted public-house in the neighborhood. +There were some thirty persons present, all humble, earnest, +hard-working laborers in different crafts. Mr. Bartholomew, the +carpenter and initiator of the movement, elected himself into the +chair. + +"We are only a scattered body as yet," he said, "and none of us has +the proper authority to propose and second a chairman, so by your +leave--" He moved to the head of the table and seated himself. Drawing +out his two-foot rule he used it as a mace to rap the table. + +"A dozen of us," he said, rising to his feet when all the others were +seated and silent, "have been meeting for a little while past at one +place and another, with a notion that opening our minds to each other +wouldn't do any harm. That has been proved; it has done good. There +ain't one of the dozen who don't understand the rights and wrongs of +things better than he did before. Now, this was no hole-and-corner +affair, and as it's got about, and as there's a wish of a good many +others to join us, why, I say, 'Join us and welcome.'" + +There was a murmur of approval, and a general rapping of knuckles and +scraping of feet on the part of the original eleven. + +"The more the merrier, I say," continued Mr. Bartholomew. "What we are +working for, or what we are going to work for, is the general good of +all alike--in a fair way, mind! Nothing wrong, nothing violent--" + +"Hear, hear," from the auditors. + +"Everything constitutional. When my wife doesn't agree with me, I +don't knock her down, as brutes do, I argue with her; if that don't +make her agree with me, I keep on arguing with her; and if she's that +obstinate that she won't agree with me even then, I go on arguing with +her; and the upshot of it is that I fairly wear her down, and in the +end she's bound to agree with me." + +Murmurs of approval and a little laughter from the audience, with here +and there a _sotto-voce_ remark: "Bartholomew knows what he's about." + +"Now," pursued Mr. Bartholomew, "that's what I call constitutional. I +don't mean to say that I ain't open to conviction myself; but when a +man knows he's right, all that he's got to do is to go ahead--always +in a constitutional way. Now there's the government--it's right, or +it's wrong. If it's right, let it remain as it is; if it's wrong, it's +got to be altered." + +"It's wrong, that's what it is," blurted out a working-man. + +"Not so fast, not so fast," said Mr. Bartholomew; "saying it's wrong +don't make it so. We've got to find it out by argument and open minds, +constitutionally, and that ain't a thing for to-night; and it ain't a +thing that can be settled in a day, or a week, or a month, or a +year. It'll take time, because--I don't mind confessing to you my +opinion--that what's got to be done is no trifling matter; it's a +mighty matter, mates, with kings and queens, and princes and +princesses, and prime-ministers and chancellors of the exchequer, all +mixed up in it. Do you know what I call those ladies and gentlemen, +mates? I call them the frillings. The solid mass, the real body, is +here." He gave the table a great thump with his fist. + +"Bravo, Bartholomew!" from many voices. "We've got a man at the head +of us!" + +The excitement was beginning to rise. + +"You ain't got anybody at the head of you. All that sort of +thing--forming ourselves into an institution, election of officers, +and so on--has got to be done. We're just now having a little friendly +chat before dinner. Yes, mates, we are the solid body of the country, +and it has struck me for a long time past that the time has come for +us to make ourselves known and heard. I won't quite say that it's a +matter of mathematics, but it is a matter of numbers. Every man has +two arms and two legs--except those that's got wooden ones--a head to +think, and often think wrongly, mind you, a heart to love, and a +stomach to fill, which, if you don't fill, plays the very devil with +you. There's something in Coriolanus--" + +"Where's that?" cried one, interrupting the other. + +"'Where's that,' Bill?" echoed Mr. Bartholomew. "It ain't a 'where' at +all; it's a who. Coriolanus was a great general; and when the +institution is formed, which we have met to-night to form, I hope +you'll read about him in William Shakespeare; for what we're going to +have in that institution, besides other things that's got to be +settled, is books, mates." + +"Hear, hear." + +"And papers." + +"Hear, hear." + +"A little idea just comes to my mind. There's a good number of men in +the world pretty much like boxes, shut up tight, locked up tighter. +We're going to open those boxes; we're going to unlock 'em; we're +goin' to let panes of glass into 'em, that the light can be seen +through." + +"Bravo! bravo! bravo!" from all parts of the room. + +"Because, mates, don't you make any mistake. The fault doesn't lie +with the ladies and gentlemen I made mention of a minute or two ago, +it lies with us; and if we don't help ourselves--constitutionally, +mind--we can't expect anybody else to help us. _They're_ not wrong. I +don't blame 'em, much"--and there was a touch of humor in his manner +of uttering this small word which caused general laughter--"I blame +ourselves. I was saying that every man has the regulation number of +limbs and members, the regulation measure of appetite, the regulation +instincts, sentiments, and all that sort of thing, and I was going to +say, when I was interrupted, that you'll find something in Coriolanus +about the stomach which rather bears upon the point. I dare say there +are one or two in the room who'll remember my mentioning this at a +meeting before the last general election, when I spoke against the +Conservative candidate. It was a Conservative meeting, and the hall +was pretty well packed with one-siders, but the candidate--a +gentleman, mates--got me a fair hearing, and I was listened to. Yes, +you were there, and you"--pointing to two in the room who nodded +gravely. "Well, when I'd done about this Coriolanus and the stomach +business, up gets the Conservative candidate and says: 'I don't for a +moment doubt that our good friend, Mr. Bartholomew'--he knew my name; +I handed it up to him on paper, not having an engraved card--" + +"Ha! ha! ha!" from the back of the room. + +Mr. Bartholomew looked severely in that direction, and said: + +"What are you ha-ha-ha-ing about? Do you think I want to make a point +against gentlemen who carry cards? You're mistaken, though perhaps I +too was wrong in the way I put it. 'I don't for a moment doubt,' said +the Conservative candidate, 'that our good friend, Mr. Bartholomew, +who I hope one day will blossom into a good Conservative'--between you +and me, mates, that will be never." + +"Hear, hear." + +"'I don't for a moment doubt that he is right about what he says of +Coriolanus and the application of it. I don't remember the lines +myself, but I will take them from him, and I will give him an answer +in an anecdote. There was a serpent once, a regulation serpent, a +twining, slimy, creeping, crawling reptile, with head and tail, and +all other necessary parts. Now, Mr. Bartholomew knows that it is a law +of nature for serpents that in going through life the head goes first. +I don't know exactly how old the serpent was when its tail ranged +itself upon what I may call the opposition side. It said to the head: +"Look here, I ain't going to be dragged about in this manner all day +long, and all night long, just where you like to take me. I won't +stand it. It's my _turn_ for an innings; fair play is fair play." All +the other parts of the serpent joined in the argument, and the tail +was so noisy and blustering that it carried along with it every bit of +the serpent but the head. Now, it unfortunately happened,' said the +Conservative candidate, 'that this particular head of this particular +serpent was weak-minded; anyhow, it was foolish enough to say: "Put it +to the vote, and I'll stand by it. You shall decide who goes first, +the tail or me." It was put to the vote, and it was decided by a large +majority that the tail was right, and that it ought to have an +innings. "Very well," says the head, I resign." Then the tail, crying, +"Come along," took command. But, my friends,' said the Conservative +candidate, 'you don't need to be told--though perhaps it will +enlighten Mr. Bartholomew--that the eyes of a serpent's body are in +its head, and not in its tail, and that as the tail dragged its way +along it couldn't see where it was going. It got into a prickly hedge, +and when the other portions of the body felt the sting and the pain +they cried out: "What are you about?" "Oh, that's nothing," answered +the tail, working its way out of the prickly hedge, I am new to the +business, that's all; you must put up with a mistake or two--that's +only fair, you know." "Yes, yes," said the other parts of the body; +"go on, go on." He did, and came to a part of the forest where there +was a smouldering fire. Straight into this fire crept the tail, and, +maddened with pain, crept farther into it, hoping to escape, and in +less than no time the tail and the other rebellious parts of the body +were burned to ashes. The head alone remained.'" + +Mr. Bartholomew paused for a moment or two, and then said: + +"I see some of you fidgeting at your pipes. Fill 'em and smoke 'em. +We're not regularly formed, and whether we shall always be at liberty +to smoke while we're talking is a matter for you to settle by and by." + +The pipes being filled and lighted, Mr. Bartholomew went on. + +"That was the story the Conservative candidate told, and it set the +packed meeting cheering and laughing to that degree that I couldn't +get in another word, and was supposed to be settled. But the +Conservative candidate made a great many serious mistakes in that +illustration. He intended to liken the government of England, and +everybody else in it, to one single being; whether it was beast, bird, +or fish don't matter, because it won't do, mates, because it doesn't +apply. True enough there must be a head to all constituted societies, +to all forms of government, but, mates--" + +And here the speaker rested his two hands upon the table and bent +earnestly forward. + +"We who are governed have eyes; we're not like the serpent's tail--we +can see where we're going. The road is stretched before us, and our +eyes are open. The serpent's tail not only had no eyes, he had no +brains--we have, and we can judge. The serpent's tail not only had no +eyes and no brains, it had no heart--we have, and we can see and +judge, and love and suffer and enjoy with as large a capacity as those +who govern us. I don't for one moment believe that the view the +Conservative candidate took--he didn't get in, you know, mates--" + +"Ha, ha, ha!" from the audience. + +"Is the view entertained by the Conservative party, the leading +members of which are far too sensible and clever to put forward such +narrow-minded theories. But it must never be forgotten that they're in +the main looking out more for themselves and for their own interests +than for us and ours. That's human nature, and I don't complain of it; +if I did, it would be in a measure like cutting the ground from under +our own feet, because one of the objects of this meeting--the +principal object, I may say--is to look after ourselves and our own +interests, which we've got the idea has been rather lost sight of. +Now, before I come to the wind-up of my speech--it has been a great +deal longer than I intended to make it--" + +"Not a bit too long, Bart," was the general cry. + +"Much obliged, mates. Before I come to the end of it, I want to +impress one thing upon you. All over the world there are to be found +men who go in for equality, with a capital E. Some of those men are +scholars, lots of 'em clever and talented; but, mates, they've got a +warp in their minds. Such a thing as equality ain't possible. If it +was possible to establish it at nine o'clock to-night, by nine o'clock +to-morrow morning it wouldn't exist. There must be different degrees +among human beings, there must be inequalities, like the very world we +live in, which, as we've been taught in school, resembles the outside +of an orange. But our argument is--because I suppose we're pretty well +agreed upon it--that the inequalities are now too great, and require +to be rubbed down a bit. It's a difficult question, and it's got to be +treated with good sense. And now, thanking you for your attention, and +the meeting being regularly opened, we'll proceed to business." + +Mr. Bartholomew sat down amid a volley of applause, after which there +was a long silence, he being really the only practical man among them; +or, to speak more correctly, the only man who had practice in this +kind of movement, and knew how to conduct it. + +"The first thing we've got to do, you know," he said, looking around, +"is to propose a resolution forming ourselves into a distinct body. As +the chairman of the meeting, I can't propose any resolution; it is for +one of you to do it." + +"All right, chairman," said a bold boot and shoe maker, "I do it." + +"What?" inquired Mr. Bartholomew. + +"Propose it," said the bold boot and shoe maker. + +"Propose what?" asked Mr. Bartholomew. + +"That we're a distinct body," said the bold boot and shoe maker. + +"I seconds it," said another boot and shoe maker, starting up, and +sinking instantly into his chair, covered with confusion. It was the +first public speech he had ever made. + +"No, no, that won't do," said Mr. Bartholomew, "you must put it in +words--understandable words. You propose that we form ourselves into a +working-man's club. That's your proposition, ain't it?" + +"That's it," said the bold boot and shoe maker. + +"And you second it," said Mr. Bartholomew, looking at boot and shoe +maker No. 2, who faintly nodded. He had not the courage to speak +again. + +"It is proposed by Mr. Richard Chappel," said Mr. Bartholomew, "boot +and shoe maker, and seconded by Mr. William Blackmore, that we form +ourselves into a working-man's club, we being all of us Liberals, and +our chief object being the political and social advancement of +working-men generally. Those in favor of the resolution signify it in +the usual manner by holding up their hands." + +Every hand was held up. + +"On the contrary," said the chairman. + +Full half of those present held up their hands. + +"No, no, no," cried the chairman, "there must be something wrong here. +You, Stokes, and you, Manning, and you, Bill Forbes, and you, William +Blackmore, who seconded the resolution, all voted for it, of course, +and now you vote against it. You can't vote two ways!" + +Boot and shoe maker No. 2, with a white face, whispered something in a +neighbor's ear, who thereupon said: + +"Blackmore says he always votes on the contrary. He does it at home." + +"But that can't be here," said the chairman; "we must all vote one way +or the other. Are you in favor of this club?" + +"Yes," every man cried. "Is there any one not in favor of it?" + +"No," every man cried. + +"Then it's carried," said the chairman, "unanimously. Now we must give +it a name." + +Upon the face of every man present dwelt a pondering expression, the +general just interpretation of which would be vacuity. Half a dozen +put their fingers to their brows, but not one of them had a name to +propose. + +The ever-ready chairman--and be it here remarked that Mr. Bartholomew +was as good-humored as he was apt--rose and said: + +"It ain't the lightest of matters to give a fit name to such a club as +ours. I think I can suggest one." + +"Bart's the cleverest chap in the country," said one of the audience. +"He ought to be prime-minister." + +Mr. Bartholomew resumed. + +"I don't throw it in your teeth, mates; it's only a matter of reading, +and I don't doubt in a year or two that some of you will know as much +as me, and a good deal more. I don't throw it in your teeth, I say, +that perhaps none of you ever heard the name of William Wilberforce." + +They looked at each other and shook their heads. + +"He wasn't a working-man, he was a gentleman with plenty of money; +born a gentleman, and bred at college. But, mates, he was a man who +saw things with a clear eye, and a clear heart that bled at the sight +of oppression, and with a mind steadfast enough to accomplish what it +was set upon. It is to William Wilberforce that we may say we owe--not +only we, but all mankind--the abolition of slavery." + +Tremendous applause. + +"I don't know how many years this grand gentleman worked for +it--worked and fought for it. He was beat over and over again in the +House of Commons and the House of Lords, but he stuck to his guns, and +on his death-bed he had the good news brought to him that the second +reading of the Abolition of Slavery Bill was carried. He was a man, +and every Englishman is proud of him. He was a man because he worked +and fought on the side of humanity, and if any one here will propose +that our club be called the 'Wilberforce Club' I don't think he could +do a much better day's work." + +Up jumped a dozen and proposed it, and the chairman conducted the +question to an orderly issue. It was carried that the title of the +institution should be the "Wilberforce Club." Then, pioneered by Mr. +Bartholomew, other small matters of detail were discussed and settled. +Present subscription of members, one penny per week, and the first +week's subscription was paid into the hands of an elected treasurer. +Sub-committees were appointed to form rules for the guidance of the +club, and to look out for a suitable room in which to gather together. +And then the meeting broke up, satisfied and gratified with the work +it had done. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXII. + + +From the day of its formation the Wilberforce Club had prospered, and +although it could never boast of more than sufficient funds to carry +out its modest requirements, the principal of which were books and +newspapers, it had become in some sense a political power in the +district. As was right, Mr. Bartholomew, to whom its existence was +due, was elected its first president, a position which he filled for +many years; but although he was still in vigor of life, he had +resolved to retire from the office, and, in spite of all attempts to +induce him to withdraw his resignation, he insisted that it was time a +new president should be appointed. + +"You want new blood, my lads," he said; "you might as well have a king +over you as a president who reigns all the years of his life. A +stirring up of the waters is good for the people. If the new man +doesn't work to your satisfaction I will take office again, perhaps. +The vacation will rub the rust off me." + +It was, therefore, for the purpose of choosing another president that +the Wilberforce Club mustered in full force. It was bruited about, and +indeed known to some few, that there was a likelihood of the +introduction of a personal matter at the meeting which might prove +exciting and interesting. Mr. Bartholomew had found it no easy task to +keep well in hand a strong and full-blooded team such as the members +of this working-man's club. Boys with ideas, and with a fresher and +more advanced kind of education than their parents had received, had +grown to be men, and were playing their part at the club meetings and +in the social gatherings; and to this younger element the prospect of +a change in the direction of affairs was not unpalatable. Upon Mr. +Bartholomew the necessity of keeping a tight hand upon these youthful +members, whose ideas were apt to run ahead of the times, had +frequently impressed itself. + +There were two candidates for the presidency. One was Mr. Richard +Chappel, who had taken part in the initiatory meeting at which +the club was constituted. He was then somewhat of a timid orator, +but he was an apt scholar, and was now fully competent to conduct +working-men's meetings. He was fairly popular, and had many +supporters. The other candidate was Kingsley Manners, who was popular, +and a favorite with all the members of the Wilberforce Club. By some +he was considered not strict or strong enough to lead, but a good +proportion of those who entertained this notion had determined to +support him. It was not of his own wish that he had come forward for +the office. He had been proposed by a powerful section who believed +that through him it could work its own ends. The backbone of this +section were the young members, who were always ready to take a +foremost part in any agitation--such as entertainments, in the heart +of which lurked some political object: processions against, or in +favor of, some measure which was then being discussed in the House of +Commons; the right of public meeting in public places, and so forth. +These ambitious and hot-blooded members had been kept in moderate +subjection by Mr. Bartholomew, and now rejoiced in the prospect of a +president of less force of character. + +Nansie's uncle, Mr. Loveday, was also a member of the Wilberforce. He +had joined it at Nansie's solicitation, who was in anxiety lest +Kingsley, through his easy nature, should be prevailed upon to take +part in some violent movement. Mr. Loveday's reports to her had +removed this cause of alarm. + +"Kingsley does no harm at the club," he said; "it is an amusement and +a relaxation to him. He knows that he is liked by all the members, and +the knowledge affords him pleasure; and he obtains there books and +papers which occupy his mind, and which otherwise would be out of his +reach." + +Kingsley's candidature for the presidency had, however, seriously +discomposed Mr. Loveday. He saw beneath the surface, and suspected +that Kingsley was simply put forward to assist the views of others. + +Mr. Bartholomew opened the proceedings. + +"You know," he said, "what we are met to decide. This is the last +occasion--at least, for some time--upon which I shall take the chair +at the gatherings of the Wilberforce; but that will not lessen my +interest in its welfare, and I shall work quite as hard and earnestly +as a soldier in the ranks as I have done in the position of your +chief. Now, I want to give you a little bit of advice. Times are +different from when this club was first started; men and opinions are +more advanced; there is a better kind of education going on in the +land, and people who, under the old ways, would never have learned to +read and write can now do both very well. But I want to warn you. It's +a good thing to be able to read and write, but it's a better thing to +be able to profit by these advantages. Go ahead we must; the onward +march cannot be stopped; but beware of going ahead too fast. Slow and +sure is a motto I was not very fond of when I was a young man, but I +have learned its value since, especially in such movements as ours. +There is no telling what changes the next fifty years may see; in my +opinion they will be more startling than any that has gone before; but +in order that these changes shall be for the real benefit of the +people--that is to say, of us--it will be necessary to look before we +leap. Now, I am not going to particularize; I am speaking in a general +sense. There are individual instances of wrong with which I sympathize +as much as any of you can do, but I don't intend to make any such +instance a ground for general action. What we have to attend to is the +interest and prosperity of ourselves as a body. According to the +rules, you are now to elect a president for the year. You have done me +the honor of re-electing me again and again for a number of years, and +I believe I have given you satisfaction. I hope that our new president +will work as I have done--for the general good of all." + +Mr. Bartholomew having resumed his seat, a member rose to propose Mr. +Richard Chappel as president. He was duly seconded, and then another +member proposed Mr. Kingsley Manners, who was also seconded. There +being no other candidates, the aspirants for office addressed the +meeting: + +"I propose," said Mr. Chappel, "to tread in the footsteps of our late +worthy president, Mr. Bartholomew. I quite agree with him in all his +opinions, and all he has done. More haste, less speed. We have never +been in a hurry, and we have done a good deal since we started. In +elections we have made ourselves a bit of a power, and the reason of +this is that we have always seen where we were going to fix our nails; +we have not knocked them wildly about, and made holes in wrong places. +If you elect me as your president, I will do the best I can in the +office." + +"Good," said Mr. Bartholomew. + +"Good," also said and thought many of the elder members; but the +younger ones looked at each other and shook their heads. + +"Richard Chappel promises nothing," said one, starting up. + +"What do you want him to promise?" asked Mr. Bartholomew; and, as +young Hotblood could not exactly say, he sat down abashed, but in no +wise satisfied. + +"That is it," said Mr. Bartholomew; "and I should like you to bear it +in mind. I don't wish to influence you, nor to say a word against Mr. +Kingsley Manners, who is a favorite with all of us; but as a common +member of the club I am entitled, as every other common member is, to +express my opinion upon this subject. Here is a candidate for office, +Mr. Richard Chappel, who pledges himself, if elected, to govern the +club in the same way that it has hitherto been governed; and here is +one of our members jumping up and saying that he promises nothing. To +that I reply that Richard Chappel promises a great deal. He promises +to do everything that is constitutional; he promises to act for the +benefit of the club, as I have acted. If that doesn't satisfy you, I +don't know what will. Mind, I'm not saying one word against Mr. +Manners; I respect and like him, but I shall give my vote to Richard +Chappel." + +"Let us hear Mr. Manners," said a member. + +Kingsley rose and addressed the meeting. He had for some little while +past regarded this approaching event as of great importance, and had +prepared himself for it. He said he was in favor of public meeting in +all public spaces. He spoke strongly against the monopoly of brewers +and distillers. He advocated universal suffrage, and he characterized +as infamous the neglect of sanitary laws in the dwellings of the +people. The whole aim of government, he said, should be for the +benefit of the many, and not of the few. There were old-time +privileges which, perhaps, could not be suddenly abolished, but to +which, at all events, a limit should be set. He spoke for half an +hour, and the tenor of his observations may be gathered from this +brief description. When he sat down some were pleased, some were +displeased, and some did not know exactly what to think. + +"Mr. Manners," said Mr. Bartholomew, "has generalized almost as much +as Richard Chappel." + +"No," cried some of Kingsley's supporters; "there is a great +difference between them." + +"Let us hear and discuss," said Mr. Bartholomew; "it will open our +minds." + +"What does Richard Chappel say about universal suffrage?" asked a +member. + +Richard Chappel scratched his head. He had not given the subject that +necessary consideration which enabled him to reply on the instant. Up +jumped Mr. Bartholomew. + +"I like that hesitation on Richard Chappel's part," he said. +"Universal suffrage has bothered cleverer heads than any in this +room." + +"What do you say about it?" asked a bold member. Mr. Bartholomew +laughed. + +"I would give it to every man who has a right to it." + +"Every man has a right to it!" + +"No, no; there must be qualifications. The Reform Act did a lot for +us, and a lot has been done since, and a lot more will be done in the +future. There _must_ be electoral qualification. Even in our little +club here every man has not a right to become a member. The difference +between some of us is this--we agree upon the main point, but we do +not agree in the way of bringing it about. 'Go slow' is my motto." + +"Yes," grumbled one, "and die before we reap." + +"Perhaps," said Mr. Bartholomew, gravely. "But does that lessen the +value of our work, which, I take it, lies greatly in its +unselfishness? We look more to the future than to the present. We +think of our children and of the benefits they will enjoy, benefits +brought about by us who may not live to see the fruit." + +Much discussion of a similar nature followed, and it seemed likely at +one time that the result would be largely influenced by the private +wrongs of a member who had resolved to take this opportunity of +ventilating them, and had, indeed, been urged to that course by the +more inflammatory spirits. His story was not an uncommon one, and may +be narrated in a very few words. He was a working-man, of course, with +one child, a daughter whom he idolized. This daughter, to his grief +and despair, had left her home; and it was, the father said, a +gentleman who had brought the shame upon them. The man was very +eloquent in his description of the monstrous wrong. He did not know +the name or the whereabouts of the villain who had inflicted it, and +said that if he could find him he would strike him dead at his feet. +Mr. Bartholomew was too wise to prevent the father from speaking, +although he strongly disapproved of the intrusion of this private +matter into the club business; but he saw that it had been +prearranged, and was intended to influence the election in favor of +Kingsley. As a prudent general, therefore, he proposed the adjournment +of the meeting, which broke up in some slight confusion. + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +This meeting led to important results. It is by small and apparently +trivial matters that the main issues of life are determined. A fall of +rain, the plucking of a flower, the accidental turning to the right or +the left--any one of these trifling incidents is sufficient to stamp +the future with an indelible impress. + +Parkinson was the name of the man whose daughter had been tempted from +her home by the false wooing of a man in a superior station of life to +her own; the daughter's name was Mary. The disclosure of this private +wrong proved to be the most exciting incident in the proceedings of +the Wilberforce Club on the night of the proposed election, and after +the meeting broke up the grievance formed the subject of animated +discussion all around the neighborhood. To feel and express sympathy +for the father was humanly natural, but here and there this sympathy +was expressed in an unreasoning and dangerous manner, and served as a +peg--as was attempted at the Wilberforce--upon which to hang an +ominous string of hardships as between class and class. Dr. Perriera, +who had remained a firm and faithful friend to Nansie and her family, +had just listened to certain outpourings of this nature mouthed by a +trenchant demagogue to a small band of working-men and lads, among +whom, also, was Mr. Loveday. These two more intelligent of the +audience walked away together. + +"It is remarkable," said Dr. Perriera, "to note the blindness of these +ignorant orators to palpable facts. The way in which Mary Parkinson +was brought up was enough to ruin any girl. A father at work all day +and spending his nights at the Wilberforce Club. A mother dying +when her daughter was twelve years of age, and leaving as a legacy +to her child a recollection of frivolities. This was one of the +reasons--perhaps the principal one--why Parkinson spent nearly all his +leisure time away from his home. His wife had no notion of domestic +duties, was a bad cook, and either would not or could not make his +home attractive to him. Parkinson is a good and skilful workman, has +never been ill a week in his life, has never been out of employment. +This is an unusual record, but it has not benefited him. When his wife +was alive she and he between them spent every penny of his earnings; +she was fond of incongruous color in her dress, fond of mock jewelry, +fond of aping the foolish fashions of her betters. She was fond of +worse things--of music-halls and their brutalizing vulgarity. I am +well aware that it is absolutely necessary to provide amusement for +the people; without it life would be unendurable; but I have always +been of the opinion, and experience has confirmed it, that amusement +in a worse form than that provided by the music-hall could scarcely be +devised. I speak of the entertainments as a whole. There are portions +of them which are innocently amusing and healthful, but the most +popular features are those which the exponents of coarseness and +vulgarity provide. I had some opportunity of studying Mrs. Parkinson's +character, and I know that it was this coarser element of the +entertainments that attracted her. I frequently heard her singing +verses of songs which, I regret to say, were and are popular, and the +true meaning of which is an offence to decency. The mischief is that +this moral poison is at the bottom of the cup; but it is well known to +be there by everybody who partakes of it; and even when it is so +cleverly veiled that it can only be conveyed by a motion or a gesture, +this form of expression is carried away by the audience and used by +them when they sing the song in private. It is to Parkinson's credit +that he preferred the Wilberforce Club to the music-hall; but it is +not to his credit that he left the entire social education and +recreation of his daughter to one so unfitted for these duties as his +wife. I would not make life too serious, but I refuse to excuse any +person who ignores its responsibility. Parkinson allowed his wife to +take their little Mary to the music-halls, and to implant in her +nature a foundation of frivolity which has borne bad fruit; it could +not be hoped that it would bear good." + +"I agree entirely with you," said Mr. Loveday, "and if I take the +matter more closely to heart it is because of the affection which our +Hester bears for the poor girl. Mary is bright and attractive, and has +many good qualities." + +"Good qualities which needed home training," said Dr. Perriera, "and +which should not have been allowed to run wild. Bright and attractive! +Frequently a misfortune when the early education has been bad. I will +finish my argument. The orator to whom we have just listened is one of +an unreasoning class who takes into account only the faults and errors +of one side of his case. That side, in his view, is thoroughly black; +the other side is thoroughly white. Fair-minded men are bound to take +into consideration both cause and effect, and men incapable of doing +this are not fitted to lead. I am sorry that Mr. Bartholomew has +resigned the presidency of the Wilberforce; in addition to being a man +of sound, advanced opinions, he was a restraining force. Do you think +Kingsley Manners fit for the position?" + +"I do not," replied Mr. Loveday, firmly, "and I have done all I could +to dissuade him from standing for office. At times I thought I was +succeeding, but some kind of outside influence has always thwarted me. +'A man must follow his star,' he said; and he said it, I believe, with +but a vague idea of his meaning." + +"There are members of the Wilberforce," said Dr. Perriera, "who want +to use Kingsley Manners as a tool; and he, with his amiable nature, +might easily be led into a false position. His true friends must save +him from this danger, if possible." + +"The difficulty is to find a way," observed Mr. Loveday. + +As he made this remark a hand was laid upon his arm, and, turning, he +saw Nansie. From her face the beauty of youth had quite fled; sorrow +and trial had left their traces there, but her brave spirit and +cheerful endurance of long hours of toil had so chastened her that no +one could be long in her presence without being made to feel that here +was one in whom the highest attributes of fortitude, faith, and duty's +performance were manifest. The time was within a few minutes to +eleven, and Mr. Loveday was surprised to see her out at that hour of +the night. + +"Do you know where Kingsley is?" she asked. + +"No," replied Mr. Loveday. "Is he not at home?" + +"He has not returned yet," said Nansie, "and I am anxious about him." + +"I will find him for you," said Mr. Loveday. "He will come home at +once when he hears you are uneasy about him." + +"Yes, I know he will do that. I should like to see him myself, to +explain--" + +"Nansie," cried Mr. Loveday, as she paused, "something is troubling +you." + +"Yes," she answered, frankly; "I cannot tell you what it is--I do not +think I ought." + +"Where is Hester?" + +"At home, alone. She will not go to bed until her father returns." + +"But you, Nansie, are you not going back?" + +"No; I have something to do that will keep me out late. That is what I +wished to see Kingsley for--to explain it to him. Tell him I may not +be home till the morning, and that Hester is waiting for him. He is +not to worry himself; everything is right." + +"There goes a true woman," said Dr. Perriera, looking after her, "upon +an errand of mercy and goodness." + +"Do you know what it is?" asked Mr. Loveday. + +"No, nor can I guess, but I would stake my life that it is as I say, +and that you believe as I do, notwithstanding that we are both in the +dark." + +"You are right," said Mr. Loveday. "Dr. Perriera, misfortune sometimes +proves a blessing. It has been so to me. Had I been rich and +prosperous, I doubt whether it would have been given to me to know the +perfect sweetness and beauty to be found in common lives." + +"It is the fashion to call them common lives," responded Dr. Perriera, +"though here and there is a life which an angel would be proud to +live." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +Some three months after this night a gentleman was sitting with a +friend in a well-appointed house in Harley Street. The host was +a man in the prime of life, his name Hollingworth; the guest was his +elder in years, his name Manners--none other than the once great +contractor--Mr. Valentine Manners, Kingsley's father. They had dined, +and were sitting over their claret. + +Mr. Valentine Manners had long since retired from business. For many +years he had travelled the world in search of something--he knew not +what--which he had lost, and had returned home without finding it. +Part of the time his nephew, Mark Inglefield, who was to be his heir, +had travelled with him; but the younger man had made periodical visits +to England upon his uncle's private affairs, of which he had the +practical management. A fortune so vast as Mr. Valentine Manners had +amassed was in itself a business, the care of which occupied a great +deal of time. + +Mr. Hollingworth and his guest had discussed many matters, the most +important of which was a proposed marriage between Mr. Hollingworth's +only daughter, Beatrice, and Mark Inglefield, the rich contractor's +heir. The girl was barely twenty, Mark Inglefield nearly fifty; but +these disparities are not uncommon in matrimonial unions in which +money and not love is the principal factor. Mr. Hollingworth had only +one other child, a son of twenty-six, who had just been elected a +member of the House of Commons. The conversation of the two gentlemen +was interrupted by the announcement of a servant that a man wished to +see Mr. Hollingworth. + +The tone of the servant when he uttered the words "a man" was a +sufficient indication of his opinion of the visitor's standing. Mr. +Hollingworth accepted his servant's opinion. + +"Did you say I was busy?" + +"I told him so, sir, and that you could not be disturbed." + +"Well?" + +"He said he must see you, sir, and that he would come every day and +night till he did." Mr. Hollingworth groaned. "Did he give you his +name?" + +"Yes, sir, and said you would know it. Mr. Parkinson--a stone-mason, +he said he was." + +"Parkinson--Parkinson! I do not know the man, and I have not been +engaged in building. More in your way, Mr. Manners." + +His guest nodded, but made no remark; there was nothing in the +incident to interest him. + +"He has been here several times this week, sir," said the servant. + +"I remember now hearing of it, and I left instructions that he was to +put his business with me in writing." + +"He paid no attention to that, sir, but kept on calling." + +"Well, we must get rid of him somehow. A stone-mason, eh? +Parkinson--the very name for a stone-mason. My boy Dick carried his +election on the working-man's interests. A popular cry; we are +becoming very radical. Show Mr. Parkinson up. You have no objection, +Mr. Manners?" + +"None at all." + +The servant retired, and returned, ushering in Mr. Parkinson. Mr. +Hollingworth cast a keen glance at his visitor, and saw that he was to +all appearance a respectable working-man. + +"You wish to see me?" + +"Yes, sir," replied Mr. Parkinson in a respectful tone, and yet with +something of defiance. He had repaid Mr. Hollingworth's keen glance +with interest. He was calmer now than when he had recounted his wrongs +at the meeting of the Wilberforce Club; but although he was holding +himself in check, he was quite as much in earnest. + +"It seems that a personal interview was imperative." + +"It was, sir." + +"Well, I am not disinclined to listen to you. Anything respecting +politics? My son, Mr. Richard Hollingworth, has lately been returned +to Parliament in the interests of the working-man, as I dare say you +know." + +"Yes, sir, I know it. That is how I found you out, though I expected +to see an older gentleman than you." + +Mr. Hollingworth smiled. "You may do that in the course of years if I +live. Your expectation is an inexplicable one, however, and as strange +as your expression that you have found me out. Almost a crime," he +continued, still with a smile on his face, "to be found out in these +days. You have come, then, upon political business?" + +"No, sir; I have come upon private business." + +"Upon private business! A singular time to introduce it. As singular +as the question. What private business can there be between you and +me, who are perfect strangers to each other?" + +"There _is_ private business between us, sir, of a vital nature. You +will understand if you will listen to me, as you said you would." + +"Will you be long?" + +"I will try not to be, but there's a tale to tell." + +"Tell it, my friend, as briefly as you can. Will you wait?" he asked, +turning to his guest, "or shall we resume our conversation to-morrow?" + +"I will wait," replied Mr. Manners, "unless you wish to hear this +person in private." + +"I have no such wish." + +"I think it will be better, sir," said Mr. Parkinson, "that we shall +speak without witnesses." + +"Let me be the judge of that," said Mr. Hollingworth, warmly. "You +have chosen to intrude upon me at an untimely hour, and if you have +anything to say of which you are ashamed, you have only yourself to +blame for the publicity." + +"The shame's on your side, not on mine," retorted Mr. Parkinson, +speaking as warmly as Mr. Hollingworth had done, "and the blame rests +with you and yours." + +Mr. Hollingworth's hand, at this retort, was extended towards the +bell, and but for the last two words uttered by his visitor he would +have ordered him to the door. He sank back in his chair, and with some +sternness desired Mr. Parkinson to proceed. + +"I am, as you may see, sir, a working-man, and have been so all my +life. I live Whitechapel way, and this is my full name and address." +He placed an envelope on the table. "I am a widower with one child, a +daughter, just eighteen years of age. My wife died eight years ago, +and I brought up my girl as well as I could. She is good-looking, +worse luck! and can read and write. There has never been anything +against me; I owe no man a penny, and my character in my line is as +good as yours or any gentleman's in his." + +"I don't see how all this affects me," said Mr. Hollingworth, with an +assumption of weariness. "Cannot you spare me further details?" + +"I must tell my story my own way, sir, and you will soon see how it +affects you." + +"Go on, then, if it must be so." + +"If we had been let alone, my girl and me, there would have been no +occasion for me to be here now; but we were not let alone, to live our +lives our own way. We were interfered with by a gentleman." + +"Come, come, my friend," said Mr. Hollingworth, "this is mere +clap-trap." + +"Not a bit of clap-trap about it, sir. Hard, bitter truth; that's what +it is. According to the order of things, my girl would have married +one of my sort, one of her own--there were plenty after her, but she +wouldn't look at 'em--and would have had her regular ups and downs, +and gone through life respectable." + +"Oh," remarked Mr. Hollingworth, flippantly, "she has spoiled her +chance for that!" + +"It's been spoiled for her, sir. When and where she met this gentleman +of hers I've no means of saying; she's as close as wax; and it is only +by a trick--a just trick that a father has a right to use--that I've +come to some knowledge of things. But I'll tell my story straight, and +won't run ahead more than I can help. It's months ago now since my +girl run away from me, and left never a word behind her that I could +find her by." + +"In the name of all that's reasonable," exclaimed Mr. Hollingworth, +"you have not come to me to find her for you?" + +"No, sir; that's not my business here. My girl was found and saved by +an angel." + +"A veritable angel?" asked Mr. Hollingworth. He was nettled by the +tone and attitude of the man, and was disposed to resent these signs +by a lightness of manner in his reception of the uninvited confidence +that was being reposed in him. + +"What do you mean by veritable?" demanded Mr. Parkinson; and quickly +himself answered his own question. "Oh! I know; a kind of mockery of +me! The angel I mean is a woman with a name which I'll give you if you +like." + +"It's a matter of perfect indifference to me, my good man." + +"I'll give it to you, then. There are not many like her, and as I come +here alone, unsupported by evidences or witnesses, you might, when +I've done, like to find out for yourself whether I'm speaking the +truth. That would be only fair. The good angel who found and saved my +Mary is Mrs. Manners, who is something more than loved--she's +worshipped by every one who knows her." + +When Mr. Parkinson uttered the name of Manners, Mr. Hollingworth +started, and glanced at his visitor; but the great contractor made no +movement. + +"Your daughter being found and saved," said Mr. Hollingworth, "there +is a pleasant ending of your story." + +"Not at all, sir. There's been a wrong done that must be righted; and +before we come to the way of that, there's more to say. When my girl +ran away from her home I was for a long time fairly mad, and was ready +to strike both him and her dead at my feet if I had the chance. I was +as bitter against her as against him; and if I'd known what I know +now, there would have been a case in the papers, and the boys in the +streets screaming out the news. But I couldn't discover who the man +was; all that reached me was through hearsay from one of her girl +companions, who had happened to see her in the company of a man they +called a gentleman. They didn't know who he was any more than I did; +and when I made up my mind that my girl had been brought to shame, I +swore that she should never darken my doors again. A good many weeks +passed by, and my feelings against my girl got harder instead of +softer; and then, sir, the usual thing happened." + +"I understand," said Mr. Hollingworth, "as little of what you mean by +'the usual thing happened,' as I do of how the story you are telling +can possibly affect me." + +"A little more patience, sir, and it will be clear to you. The usual +thing is, that the man who wronged my child deserted her." + +"Ah!" + +"She was left pretty well shipwrecked in this big city of cruelty. +Where should she turn to? Where do they all turn to in their thoughts? +To the home they have brought disgrace upon; to the father and mother +whose hearts they have broken. But my girl was afraid to come to me. +She had somehow heard that I had sworn she should never cross my +threshold again; that I had sworn to strike her down dead if she ever +came before me again. So she hid herself and her shame, and fell into +a fever, and was close to the death I had sworn against her. I knew +nothing of it; the news didn't reach my ears, but it reached the ears +of the angel woman I spoke of, Mrs. Manners. The way of it was that, +thinking she hadn't many hours to live, my girl wrote a letter to one +whom she loved and honored, a girl of her own age, sweet, and loving, +and good, Miss Hester Manners. 'Dear Hester,' my girl wrote, 'come to +me, if only for a minute, and give me one kind look before I die. +Heaven will reward you for it.' There was more in the letter that I +won't trouble you with. Miss Hester, as was right and proper, showed +her mother the letter, and her mother, as was right and proper, said, +'My dear, _I_ will go and see the poor girl.' Heaven bless her for her +merciful act all the days of her life! She is poorer than I am by a +long way, and has had such a battle to fight as few women have, and +has fought it in a way that no other woman could. I have been pretty +much of a careless, selfish man, I can see that now; not through her +telling me of it; no, sir; but through her ways, somehow, that I've +seen so much of lately. I've been neglectful of my duty, though I've +led an honest life, which is about the best that can be said about me, +but I'm a different man now through her, a different and a better man, +I hope, than I've ever been; and if I could serve her by suffering any +pain that a man can suffer, I'd do it gladly, and thank the chance. It +was late at night when Miss Hester gave her the letter from my poor +girl, and her husband wasn't at home, but she went straight on her +errand of mercy, and remained with my child, nursing and attending to +her till daylight came; and when she went away she promised to go +again, and she did, day after day, night after night, taking her +sewing with her, for the minutes were precious, and bread for her +family had to be earned. This went on, sir, for some time in secret +without me ever knowing it, until my Mary was snatched from death's +door by this bright angel. Then, sir, Mrs. Manners began to speak to +me of my child; how she did it I can't remember, try my hardest; there +was nothing sudden, no news all at once that my Mary had been almost +dying, and nursed back to life by her; she softened my heart gradually +in a cunning and beautiful way, bringing Miss Hester with her to my +rooms, and making me feel, as the dear young lady moved about, doing +this and that for me, how happy I might be once more if I could see my +child doing as she was doing. Mrs. Manners's heart is not only a heart +of love and mercy, it is a heart of wisdom, and when she had well +prepared me, and had led up to it so that I couldn't have refused to +do the hardest task she set me, then, sir, it was that she told me all +that had happened to my Mary, and told me, in her loving, gentle +voice, that it was my duty to open my arms to the child who had been +led into wrong through her own innocence and helplessness, and perhaps +through my own neglect. She didn't put this last thought into my mind; +it came there out of my own sorrow and self-reproach, but it was Mrs. +Manners who planted the seed. I took my girl home, hoping and +believing that everything would be right, and resolved, too, to do all +I could to make 'em right. But the contrary has happened, and another +disgrace, that none of us but my Mary knew, is threatening me now. The +companions she used to associate with won't have anything to say to +her. The poor can be hard, sir, as well as the rich--I've found that +out; can be hard, and unjust, and merciless. Perhaps it was my Mary's +own fault. She went away a merry, chattering magpie, singing and +laughing, and chirruping like a cricket. She came back quiet and +melancholy, and she moves about as though she wanted to die. The only +women friends she has are Miss Hester and her mother; she's faithful +and loving to them, but often when they are gone I find her crying fit +to break her heart. Now, sir, as was natural, I tried to get out of +her the name of the man who has brought this ruin and shame upon us, +but never a word would she let slip, even to them who proved +themselves better friends to her than I was. Seeing she was so quiet +and shy, I looked out for letters; none came, and if she wrote any she +has kept it secret from me. Now, sir, with the new disgrace +threatening us that only a few days ago came, to my knowledge, I was +more determined than ever to find out the man who must do her justice. +I had never pried into the little box of clothes she brought home with +her, and that she kept always locked in her bedroom, but I thought +myself justified now in opening it unknown to her. It wasn't +difficult; it is a cheap, common box, and almost any key the size of +the lock would open it. I found no letters there, but a portrait, with +a name at the back in my girl's writing. I went to her straight, and +told her what I had done. 'Is this the man?' I asked her. She said, +'Yes,' in a whisper. 'Did he give it to you himself?' I asked. 'No,' +she answered, 'I took it without his knowing, and he doesn't know now +that I've got it.' That shows the wickedness and artfulness of the +villain--I beg your pardon, sir, for letting the right word slip." + +"Why beg my pardon?" asked Mr. Hollingworth, coldly. + +"Can't you guess what I'm coming to, sir?" + +"Indeed, I cannot; and I may add that up to this point, although I +sympathize with you in your trouble, and wish it were in my power to +relieve you, I have not the remotest idea why you have inflicted your +story upon me." + +"Is that true?" + +"As this is the last time you will have the opportunity of speaking to +me, I forgive the impertinence. It is quite true." + +"But you sympathize with me, you say?" + +"I have said so. You are yourself aware that your unhappy story is one +which many poor fathers can relate; but that does not render it less +detestable. You seem to be mistaken in me, my friend. You present +yourself here to me, and plainly, although not in the exact words, you +say, 'I am a working-man, and therefore an honest man. You are a +gentleman, and therefore a scoundrel. I credit myself with virtue; I +credit you with vice. I am a worthy member of society; you are an +infamous one.'" And now Mr. Hollingworth spoke with real dignity: "You +are absolutely and fatally in error. The pernicious views you have in +effect expressed are, I am well aware, shared by many of your class. +They are erroneous views. Among the class I may be supposed to +represent are a number of very worthy and honest persons who are +really earnest in their desire and endeavors to set right what is +wrong in society. I believe myself to be one of these persons; I +believe my son to be another; and it is you and such as you who throw +obstacles in our way. There is something too much of this parade of +exceptional virtues on the part of such demagogues as yourself. Have I +made myself clear to you?" + +"Quite clear, sir," replied Mr. Parkinson, frankly and respectfully. +He had listened with eager attention and interest to Mr. Hollingworth, +from whose speech he seemed to derive satisfaction. "And I am free to +admit that there is some truth in what you have said." + +"Really!" exclaimed Mr. Hollingworth, letting his earnest mood slip +from him. "Perhaps you are as free to admit that even among the +humbler classes such wrongs are done as you have come here to descant +upon." + +"I admit it, sir; but each wrong must be treated on its own special +ground. Had a poor man betrayed my child, I should have gone to him as +I now come to you." + +"This is beyond endurance--" + +"No, sir," interposed Mr. Parkinson, "do not summon your servants +until you hear what name is written on the back of the portrait I +found in my poor girl's box." + +"Let me hear it, then, without any further beating about the bush." + +"It is that of your son, Mr. Richard Hollingworth!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXV. + + +Mr. Hollingworth fell back in his chair, shocked and horrified, and a +panorama of years of deceit crossed his mind. If what this man said +was true, he had undoubted justice on his side. If what this man said +was true, the son in whose honor and rectitude the father had +implicitly believed had lived a life of treachery, had secretly lived +the infamous life, and had successfully concealed the knowledge from +those who held him dear. + +"When I read the name on the picture," said Mr. Parkinson, "it did not +enlighten me, and as my daughter, after her first admission, +obstinately refused to give me further particulars of her betrayer, I +should have remained in the dark but for one circumstance. I belong to +a working-man's club, the Wilberforce, which is in some sense a +political club, as all such clubs are more or less. For weeks before +my discovery of the portrait, I had not visited the club, having no +heart to mix in its affairs; but it happened that I strolled into the +club-room on the night the portrait fell into my hands. Political +matters are freely discussed there, and the effect of every fresh +election is commented upon. The evening papers contained the result of +the election which has made your son a member of Parliament, and then +it was that I saw his name in print. I took counsel with certain +friends upon whose judgment I can rely, and their advice was that I +should come direct to you. I have done so, and you will now know +whether I was justified in seeking this interview." + +He paused, and it was only after a long silence that Mr. Hollingworth +said: + +"Quite justified." Mr. Parkinson bent his head and waited. When Mr. +Hollingworth spoke again it was in a constrained voice. "I should have +preferred that your disclosure should have been made to me privately." + +"I wished it, sir," interrupted Mr. Parkinson. + +"Yes; I forgot. The fault was mine." He looked at Mr. Manners, but the +contractor's eyes were averted. Not by word or motion had he denoted +that he had been an interested listener to what had passed. "Nothing +can be decided in the absence of my son, and you must not suppose that +I shall condemn him unheard. What reparation can be made--" He could +not finish the sentence; his agitation was so great that he scarcely +knew what he was saying. + +"You would not think of offering us money," said Mr. Parkinson, in a +tone of deep sternness. + +"No, no, of course not. And yet--but I can say no more at present. +Have you the portrait with you?" + +"Yes, I brought it, expecting you to ask to see it." + +He handed it to Mr. Hollingworth, who, the moment he saw it, gave +utterance to a cry of joyful surprise. It was the cry of a man who had +been suddenly and unexpectedly released from unendurable torture. + +"You are not mistaken?" he exclaimed. "This is the picture you found +in your daughter's box?" + +"It is," replied Mr. Parkinson, gazing suspiciously at Mr. +Hollingworth. "Your son's name is written on the back." + +"I see it, in your daughter's handwriting." Mr. Parkinson could not +understand the meaning of another strange expression in Mr. +Hollingworth's face as that gentleman raised his eyes from the picture +and partly turned to the contractor. "You are satisfied that this is +the portrait of the--the gentleman who has wronged your daughter?" + +"She told me it was, and I am satisfied." + +"You lift a weight from my heart. Mr. Parkinson, this is not the +portrait of my son, nor of any member of my family." + +"I'll not take your word for it," cried Mr. Parkinson, taking, with +some roughness, the picture from Mr. Hollingworth. "Tell me, sir, +you," he said, addressing Mr. Manners, "whether he speaks the truth." + +Before Mr. Hollingworth could prevent him he thrust the picture into +Mr. Manners's hand, who, gazing upon it, recognized the likeness of +his nephew, Mark Inglefield. Mr. Manners and Mr. Hollingworth +exchanged meaning glances. + +"My friend speaks truly," said Mr. Manners, "and you might have +believed him without appealing to me. This is not his son." + +"What infamous plot is here?" cried Mr. Parkinson. + +"None of our making, Mr. Parkinson," said Mr. Hollingworth. "With all +my heart I sympathize with you." + +"I want none of your sympathy," said Mr. Parkinson, "I want justice, +and I will have it. Whoever this man is, I will drag him into the +light." In his passion he turned from one to the other with furious +looks. + +"You cannot blame the innocent," said Mr. Hollingworth, pointing to a +picture on the wall. "That is my son, Mr. Parkinson. You can trace no +resemblance between the portraits." + +"No, they are not the same men. What is the meaning of this mystery? +It shall not remain a mystery long--I swear it!" + +"Is there any reason why this interview should be prolonged?" said Mr. +Hollingworth. "If you doubt my word, and that of my friend, you can +set your doubt at rest by looking at the illustrated papers this week, +in which the portrait of my son, a newly elected member of Parliament, +will appear. It would be the height of folly on my part to attempt to +deceive you. I make this promise to you, Mr. Parkinson. If you prove +the portrait to be that of my son--who is as dear to me as your +daughter is to you--and if he has done your child wrong, he shall make +her the only reparation in the power of an honorable man." + +"I hold you to your word, sir," said Mr. Parkinson, "and if I have been +mistaken, I ask your pardon. There is, however, something more for me +to say. I am not blind; I have watched the faces of you gentlemen, and +I believe you know who this person is. I may be mistaken in this +belief, as I am in the other, according to you. Will you tell me if I +am right or wrong?" + +Mr. Hollingworth made a deprecatory motion with his hand which the +injured father construed into a refusal. Mr. Manners was motionless. + +"Very well, gentlemen," said Mr. Parkinson, with a gesture, half +despairing, half scornful, "I will take your silence for what it is +worth. But listen to me. There appears to be a double villainy in this +affair, and it shall be brought to light. In my daughter's belief, the +name of the man who betrayed her is Richard Hollingworth; and if your +son's name has been so used it has been used for a vile purpose, and +your honor is concerned as well as my own--if you will excuse a common +working-man for speaking of his honor." + +"Nay, nay, Mr. Parkinson," said Mr. Hollingworth, gently, "surely you +will not do me a further injustice!" + +"It is far from my wish, sir; but it is natural--perhaps you will +admit it--that words should escape me for which I ought not to be held +strictly accountable. Again I ask your pardon. You have met me fairly, +and I thank you for it. That is all, I think." + +"Good-night, Mr. Parkinson," said Mr. Hollingworth, holding out his +hand. "There are reasons why I should say nothing further at present. +I will make a point of calling upon you and your daughter, with my +son, if you will permit me. And if I can in any way befriend you--" + +"You can in one way," interrupted Mr. Parkinson, "and in one way only; +by helping me unmask this villain and bringing him to justice. He +has ruined my daughter's life, and I will ruin his if it is in my +power--ay, I will, though it cost me the last drop of my blood. +Good-night, sir." + +He turned to go, but stopped at the instance of Mr. Manners. + +"One moment," said that gentleman; "your visit here is at an end, and +mine is nearly so. Would you have any objection to waiting for me +below for two or three minutes? I wish to speak privately with you." + +"Will it serve any good purpose?" demanded Mr. Parkinson. + +"It may," replied Mr. Manners. "There are other wrongs than yours." + +"I don't dispute it. But I am concerned only in my own. Excuse me for +speaking roughly." + +"I excuse you readily, and may perhaps have cause to be grateful to +you. Other persons whom you honor may also have cause to be grateful +that what you had to say to this gentleman was said in my presence. +Let this assurance content you, and give me the favor of your company +when you leave this house." + +"I'll do so, sir. I seem to be struggling in a net. A little mystery +more or less won't matter much." + +With a rough bow--in which there was some native grace of manner which +well became him in his grief and perplexity--he left the room. The two +gentlemen, being alone, waited each for the other to speak; but the +silence was soon broken. + +"The man's tale is true," said Mr. Hollingworth; "of that there can be +no doubt. But I will not rashly commit myself to what may be an act of +injustice. It remains for your nephew, Mr. Inglefield, to clear +himself from the foul charge. If he cannot do so, he has played the +part of an infamous scoundrel in the use he has made of my son's name; +it is conduct which cannot be forgiven. Why, he might have ruined my +lad at the very outset of his public career! If you were in my place, +with an only son, upon whom all your hopes were set--for, although he +has a sister, a girl counts for very little--would you overlook an act +so base?" + +"No," replied Mr. Manners. A sharp pang had passed through him at Mr. +Hollingworth's reference to an only son. He thought of Kingsley, with +his bright, ingenuous face, with his eager voice, and simple, loving +ways, with his clear ideas of duty and honor. Yes, even duty, which, +in the years that were gone, he had accused Kingsley of forgetting and +neglecting, crept into his mind side by side with honor. A rash act to +marry without a father's consent, against a father's wishes; but +Kingsley was ever rash and impulsive, but never in a dishonorable +direction--never! And the step being taken, he did not flinch from its +consequences. He had thrown in his hard fortune with the woman to whom +he had pledged his faith, and had not for one instant wavered in the +course he had believed it was right to follow. Would his nephew, Mark +Inglefield, have stood so unflinchingly firm; would he have withstood +temptation as Kingsley had done? Mentally he surveyed the two men, and +a sound like a groan escaped his lips. + +"Have I pained you by my decision V asked Mr. Hollingworth, in a +solicitous tone. + +"No; it is just. My thoughts were upon another matter." + +The sadness of his voice impressed Mr. Hollingworth, and he remembered +that Mr. Manners had an only son, whom he had cast off for +disobedience. This remembrance came to him now with strange +significance. Mr. Parkinson had mentioned the name of Mrs. Manners, +and had described her as an angel of goodness. Was it possible that +some close relation existed between these two who bore the same name? + +"You had a son," he ventured to say. + +"Yes, I had a son," said Mr. Manners, "who disappointed and disobeyed +me." + +"Children have no appreciation of the sacrifices parents make for +them. I am sorry for you. I should not have spoken of him but for a +reference made by the man who has just left us. + +"Yes; he spoke of a Mrs. Manners. The name is not a common one, and it +may be--" He broke off here. "Mr. Hollingworth, it is not correct for +me to say that my son disobeyed me, and you must not suppose that he +was guilty of a dishonorable action. He was incapable of it." + +"Is he living still?" asked Mr. Hollingworth, laying his hand +sympathizingly on his guest's shoulder. + +"I do not know. I have heard nothing of him for years. We will not +pursue the subject; it is too painful, and I am waited for below. With +respect to Mr. Inglefield, your best course will be to see or write to +him. There need be no disguise. I myself shall speak to him, and shall +mention names plainly." + +"I will write to him to-night; he must know at once that his visits +here are at an end, unless he has been maligned." + +Mr. Manners found Mr. Parkinson waiting for him in the street. + +"I could not stop in the house," he said, "there is something about it +that suffocates me." + +"I intended to ask you to walk with me to mine," said Mr. Manners. + +"I will walk with you, but I refuse to enter it," rejoined Mr. +Parkinson, roughly. "You are, of course, a rich man." + +"Yes, I am rich." + +"I am poor, and I will keep my place. It would be better for all of us +if every man did the same. We can talk in the streets. It will serve +some good purpose, you said. I ask nothing for myself, mind, nothing +but justice." + +"In the sad story you have told," said Mr. Manners, "you spoke of a +woman who was kind to your daughter." + +"I did, and what I said of her is true. She is an angel of goodness, +and she saved my daughter, body and soul. See here, sir. I am not a +church-going man, and I hate sanctimonious people, but I am not a +heathen either. There's some kind of a power that made the world and +sent us into it for some purpose. I often wonder what, when I think of +things. And there's a hereafter, and I'm glad to know it. I'll tell +you why I'm glad. Because, if that scoundrel who ruined my daughter +escapes his punishment here--and I'll do my best that he sha'n't--but +if he _does_ escape it here, he'll meet it there! That's a +satisfaction to me, and the thought of it will make me religious. I'll +go to church next Sunday." + +"My object in speaking to you now," said Mr. Manners, "is to obtain +information of Mrs. Manners. I gathered from what you said that she is +poor." + +"Very poor," said Mr. Parkinson, "and that stands to her credit here, +and 'll stand to her credit in the next world--if there's any justice +there." + +"In what way does it stand to her credit?" + +Mr. Parkinson stopped suddenly to look at Mr. Manners's face, upon +which the light of a street lamp was shining. + +"You are asking close questions," he said, "and I'm getting suspicious +of people." + +"You are suspicious of me?" + +"Put it as you like. You don't know me, and never heard of me before +to-night, and I don't suppose you care a brass farthing whether you +ever hear of me again. I never saw you before to-night, and I don't +know your name even; so you have the advantage of me. You're in the +light, you see, and I'm in the dark, and here we are talking together +confidentially, with the difference that you know what you're talking +about, and I don't. Stop a bit. I see you want to speak; but I must +work off my reel first. I don't care for interruptions. You've heard +me tell my story; you've got in your mind my name, and my girl's name +and shame, likewise the name of the man I'd take by the throat if he +stood before me now and I knew it. Likewise the name of the angel +woman who saved her, and who'd stand by her--I'll take my oath on +it--if all the rest of the world was hounding her and throwing mud at +her. Likely as not you're a friend of the scoundrel that's brought +this upon us. I saw something in your face that makes me sure now he's +not a stranger to you. He was a gentleman, so-called; you're another. +I've only got your word for it that the talk you're having with me is +for a good purpose. It may be for a bad one. I've no call to trust you +that I can see. Give me a reason." + +"I find no fault with you for your suspicion of me. My name is +Manners." + +"Oh! And is the woman I'd die to serve a connection of yours?" + +"She may be. It is to ascertain whether she is that I am questioning +you now." + +"For a good purpose, you said?" + +"What I said I mean." + +"Let me have another look at you." + +Again they stopped, and again Mr. Parkinson's eyes fixed themselves on +Mr. Manners's face. He was to some extent apparently satisfied. + +"Go ahead," he said. + +"You said," resumed Mr. Manners, steadily, "that her being poor, very +poor, stands to her credit here, and will stand to her credit in +another world, and I asked in what way." + +"All right. You've got a clear head on you. In this way. She's +got nothing to gain by it. What she does is done out of pure +goodness--not only what she's done for me and my girl, but what she does +for every one who's in trouble. There isn't a face that don't light up +when she comes by; there isn't a lodging, the commonest you can think +of, that isn't brightened when she opens the door. If she was to die +to-morrow--the good Lord forbid that she should! but I'm putting it +that way to make it plain to you--if she was to die to-morrow, there'd +be hundreds of us, men, women, and children, who'd follow her to the +grave, and know that they'd lost a friend that could never be +replaced. There would be no money to pay for a stone, but she'd have +one in our hearts. God Almighty bless her and hers!" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +The earnest sincerity of the grateful man shook Mr. Manners to the +soul, and for once in his life his self-control slipped from him. He +recovered himself quickly, but the impression produced by Mr. +Parkinson's words remained. + +"You speak," he said, "of a woman and her daughter who have laid you +under an obligation--" + +"A moment, if you please," interrupted Mr. Parkinson; "I spoke of a +lady and her daughter. Mrs. Manners is a lady; we all know that, every +one of us, and we've often wondered how she found her way among us, +and how it is she is almost as poor as the poorest of us. I object to +your calling her a woman in a tone that means, if it means anything, +that she is no better than the rest of us. It's clear enough to me +that you look down on us. Well, look down. It doesn't hurt us, any +more than it's to your credit." + +"You are mistaken," said Mr. Manners, gently; "I do not look down on +you. I was once a working-man myself." He sighed as he made the +admission, at the thought that in those early days when he was +struggling and making his way up the ladder he was a happier man than +he had ever been since. + +"Were you?" exclaimed Mr. Parkinson, in wonder. "Let me think a bit. I +remember when I was a boy hearing of a Mr. Manners, a great +contractor, who was once no better than a bricklayer, and who had made +himself a millionaire by his cleverness. It may be that you're the +gentleman." + +"I am he." + +"I take off my hat to you. I'm not one of the envious ones. You made +your money fairly, I've heard, and though you drove hard bargains, you +didn't cut down wages." + +"That is true. I shall be pleased if yon will reckon it to my credit +now." + +"I'll do that--it's no more than fair. And the lady I speak of may be +a connection of yours, you say. That's interesting, though I never +thought of linking you two together." + +"She never gave you cause to suspect it?" + +"Never. If she had it would have been known and talked of. These +things get about, you see." + +"What you say makes me think all the better of her. May I proceed with +my questions?" + +"You may." + +Had Mr. Manners been inclined to reflect, in his usual spirit, under +the peculiar nature of this conversation, he would have loftily +resented Mr. Parkinson's occupation of the higher ground; but in truth +there was that stirring within him which humbled him; and it is good +to know that it humbled without mortifying him. + +"Are Mrs. Manners and her daughter," he asked, "living alone? Is she a +widow?" + +"No," replied Mr. Parkinson. "She is married, and lives with her +husband." + +"Are you acquainted with his Christian name?" + +"Yes. It is Kingsley." + +A sigh of relief escaped Mr. Manners. He was not childless, then. It +was still in his power to make reparation, or if not to make, to offer +it. The latter alternative trod close upon the heels of the new-born +impulse to atone for his harshness; the reflection intruded itself +that his overtures towards a reconciliation might be declined. Many +years had passed since there was peace between him and his son, and +during all those years he had been, figuratively speaking, rolling in +gold. So vast was his fortune that, living the life he did, he could +not spend one half of it, and every day of his existence its colossal +proportions grew. To Mark Inglefield he had made a most liberal +allowance, and Inglefield, cunning and careful of the future, had +occasionally drawn largely upon the great contractor's generosity. The +requests he made were never refused, the reasons for them never +inquired into. Mr. Manners had set store upon his wealth before he +discarded his son; it meant then distinction, fame, political power, +in which he would have a share. Kingsley's sense of right, no less +than the ingenuousness and unselfishness of his nature, would have +caused him to lay at his father's feet the honor and glory which he +would assuredly have won had he been allowed to follow the career +which, in his young manhood, had been mapped out for him. The rich +man's heart was tortured as the image of Kingsley rose before him: the +frank, laughing mouth, the bright eyes, the eager manner, smote him +now with more than the force of actual blows. Those he could have +parried or returned; not so the accusing voices from the past which +proclaimed him tyrannical, ruthless, and unjust. The manner of +Kingsley's life, as indicated by Mr. Parkinson's championship of his +wife and daughter, was an added sting to the torture he was suffering. +Kingsley and those with whom he had, without a murmur, thrown in his +lot, had borne privation and poverty cheerfully, and had won a place +in the esteem and affections of the poor people around them of which +the highest in the land might have been proud. And all this time it +had been in his, the father's, power to have lightened and brightened +their lot without in the remotest degree feeling the loss; and all +this time they had lived and labored without uttering one Word of +reproach against him whose unreasoning, dictatorial conduct had made +their life one of daily, hourly struggle; and all this time they had +made no appeal to him upon whom they had a just claim, but trod, with +courage and resignation, the thorny paths into which he had thrust +them. Well might he hide his face in his hands with shame. He thought +of Nansie, and of the surprise he felt when he first saw her--surprise +at her modesty and gentleness of manner, surprise at the soft, +pleading voice, surprise that she was a lady, fitted to grace any +position to which wealth could raise her; to grace and adorn it, and +to bring into it qualities of goodness which would have made her a +shining example amid the follies and frivolities of fashionable life. +What were the grounds of his anger against her and his son? That +Kingsley, meeting her, had fallen in love with her, and had wooed her +honorably, and that she, urged in some degree by youth and love, and +in some degree by Kingsley's confident view of the future, had +accepted him and become his wife. How, then, was Nansie to be blamed? +How had she merited the lot to which he had condemned her? And wherein +lay Kingsley's misconduct? In that having wooed and won a lady, he had +held an opinion of his father which placed Mr. Manners above the +sordid considerations of a sordid age. That surely was not a crime; +but the father and judge had viewed it as such, and had meted out a +cruel punishment. Kingsley might have acted differently; he might +have acted towards Nansie as Mark Inglefield had acted towards the +working-man, whose visit to Mr. Hollingworth had brought about +disclosures which had led--and perhaps happily led--to the +contemplations in which Mr. Manners indulged as he stood in the dark +night with Mr. Parkinson. The conversation between them had been +continued, and Mr. Manners, anxious to obtain as much information as +it was in Mr. Parkinson's power to impart, had been told of Kingsley's +connection with the Wilberforce Club, and of the project to make him +president in the place of Mr. Bartholomew. This project Kingsley +himself had relinquished, further experience of the violent views of +his partisans having convinced him that their methods were not such as +he could approve of. Mr. Parkinson, being led on by Mr. Manners, +dilated at some length on working-men's politics in connection with +Kingsley. + +"Not so easily led as you would imagine, sir," observed Mr. Parkinson, +referring to Kingsley's characteristics. "Sympathizing with all who +suffer from unjust and unequal laws, but stanch in his belief that +those wrongs can only be set right by temperate means. Mr. Kingsley +Manners has a will of his own." + +The father had already been compelled to acknowledge that. Strikingly +different as he and his son were in their dispositions, they resembled +each other in one respect; having resolved upon what they deemed right +to do, they walked straight forward, regardless of consequences. +Kingsley had done this in his relations with Nansie, and Mr. Manners +had done this in his relations with his son. But Kingsley had +sacrificed everything, his father nothing; and yet, of the two, Mr. +Manners could not help confessing that the lot of the man who had +cheerfully embraced poverty was the higher and nobler of the two. + +"And now," said Mr. Parkinson, after further questions had been asked +and answered, "I've told you all I know about Mr. and Mrs. Manners and +their daughter, and I should like to know what good it is going to do +me." + +"I do not follow you," said Mr. Manners. + +"You've been so much occupied," explained Mr. Parkinson, "in the +object you've been driving at, getting all you can out of me, and +telling me precious little to enlighten me, that maybe you've lost +sight of _my_ story." + +"I acknowledge it," said Mr. Manners. + +"I told you," proceeded Mr. Parkinson, "when we were in Mr. +Hollingworth's house, that I believed you knew who the man is who has +wronged my child. I say so again. You _do_ know him. Come, come, sir, +I've played fair with you; play fair with me." + +"If the portrait you showed Mr. Hollingworth," said Mr. Manners, "is +that of the man who has done you this wrong, I do know him." + +"Thank you for that much. I'll trouble you for his name. I don't want +any one to take my quarrels on himself; I'm equal to them, and can +carry them through. His name, sir, if you please." + +"At present I must decline to give it to you," said Mr. Manners, and +would have proceeded had he not been interrupted roughly by Mr. +Parkinson, who exclaimed: + +"That's the thanks I get! I might have known what to expect! But I'll +find out where you live, and I'll dog you like your shadow till I come +face to face with him." + +"There is no cause for you to speak to me like that. I have told you +who I am, and wished you to come with me to my house. Mr. Parkinson, +you have done me a great service, and in return I would give you all +the assistance in my power. But threats and violence will not help you +here. For the present, leave your wrongs to me; it is not unlikely I +may be able to render you an infinitely greater service than you dream +of. I ask you to trust me." + +"For how long?" + +"For a few days." + +"Have you influence with the scoundrel?" + +"I have." + +A queer smile played about Mr. Parkinson's lips. "An infinitely +greater service than I dream of," he said, repeating Mr. Manners's +words. "Of course there's but one way of setting this thing right, and +then I should lose my daughter. That's what we have children for--to +plague, or torment, or disgrace us." + +Mr. Manners laid his hand gently on Mr. Parkinson's arm, and said, "We +bring such punishment upon ourselves often. Perhaps it is the parents, +not the children, who are chiefly to blame. Good-night, Mr. Parkinson. +Here is my card; if you wish to see me you are welcome at any time. If +you do not come to me I will come to you. There is one other favor I +would ask of you." + +"Name it, sir." + +"Say nothing to Mr. and Mrs. Manners of what has passed between us +to-night; regard our interview as private, for a time at least." + +"All right, sir. It shall be so. Good-night." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +Mr. Manners had not far to go before he reached his house, but he +lingered somewhat on the road, wrapped in thought. Had what was +passing within him been revealed to any person long familiar with him, +it would have inspired feelings of wonder and surprise. In truth, a +great change was taking place in this man's nature; he was no longer +stern, self-willed, and arrogant; he was conscious of a certain +humbleness of spirit, and he yielded to its influence. His thoughts +were chiefly upon Kingsley and Nansie; what he had heard concerning +them had touched him nearly; it had, as it were, opened a window in +his soul which had been darkened all his life. But now and again his +thoughts wandered to Mark Inglefield, and he dwelt upon the contrast +between this man and his son. Kingsley so impetuous, open-minded, and +frank, Inglefield so cool, methodical, and wary; the one wearing his +heart upon his sleeve, the other keeping strict watch upon it, so that +he might not be tempted to follow its impulses to his own +disadvantage. The links which united Mr. Manners and Mark Inglefield +were strong ones, and had been forged by Mr. Manners himself. When he +discarded his son, and made up his mind to leave England, perhaps +forever, he had made certain propositions to Mark Inglefield which had +been eagerly accepted. Inglefield was to be his companion, his second +son, and was to devote himself entirely to his patron, to be as it +were at his beck and call, and subservient and obedient in all things. +That the companionship had been productive of little pleasure was +perhaps as much the fault of one as of the other. Disappointed in his +dearest wishes, Mr. Manners's principal desire was to be left to +himself, and Mark Inglefield humored him; careful ever to be ready +when called upon to perform some duty, never contradicting his patron, +never arguing with him; a willing, submissive slave, waiting for his +reward in the future. This reward had been promised him; he was to be +Mr. Manners's heir. The prospect was a glowing one, and he revelled in +it, although there were occasions when a great wave of discontent +swept over him. He was not a young man; how long would he have to +wait? Mr. Manners was his senior by twenty-five years, but his health +was perfect. It was his boast that he had never had a day's illness in +his life, and his habits were such that there seemed little +probability of his breaking down before he was a very old man. +Luxuriousness of living had no temptations for him; plain fare +sufficed for his needs. Mark Inglefield, on the contrary, was fond of +rich food and rich wines, and he indulged in them; his tastes (in +which may be included his vices) were the very reverse of Mr. +Manners's, and if he chafed under the restraint in which he was held +he was careful not to betray himself to his patron. He took his +pleasures in secret, and was not sparing of them; and it was a proof +that he was an able and astute man, cunning in device and richly +capable in deceit, that not a whisper of those doings which would have +been reckoned to his disadvantage had ever reached Mr. Manners's ear. + +"Is Mr. Inglefield in his room?" asked Mr. Manners of the servant who +opened the door. + +"No, sir," was the reply. + +Mr. Manners passed up to his own, in which the gas was lighted, and +paced it slowly in deep thought, with his hands clasped behind him. +The house was the same he had built during the time he was resolving +upon Kingsley's future and the position he was to occupy in the world. +He remembered that then he had in view a lady whom Kingsley was to +wed, and through whom he was to obtain immediate entry and recognition +into the highest circles of society. All the years that Mr. Manners +had been abroad the magnificent house had been left in the charge of +care-takers, the owner not caring to let or part with it. There was +another motive. Despite the apparent irrevocableness of the break +between him and Kingsley, there lurked in Mr. Manners's mind the +latent hope that something--he knew not what, and had not the courage +to mentally inquire--might occur which might bring them together +again. He would do nothing to bring this about, but the possibility +existed, and, for a while, was dimly recognized. Gradually it faded +into mere nothingness and was lost sight of, but by that time Mr. +Manners had become too indifferent to the making of money to turn his +investment to account. + +He had left this house with his wife and Mark Inglefield. He returned +with Mark Inglefield, having buried his wife in a foreign country. +Between her and him no mention had been made of their son from the day +of the renouncement. On that day he had said to his wife, "I will not +allow his name to be uttered in my presence." He was her master as +well as her husband, and she had grown to fear him. Whether in the +depths of her heart she had preserved some touch of that most sacred +of human attributes, a mother's love for her only child, was never +known to Mr. Manners. She obeyed him implicitly in this as in all +other matters, and even on her deathbed Kingsley's name did not pass +her lips. But now, in the solitude of his room, Mr. Manners recalled +those last minutes on earth of the woman he had sworn to cherish, and +it came to his gentler self to place a new meaning on the wistful look +in her eyes as she turned them upon him for the last time. "She was +thinking of Kingsley." He did not speak the words, but they could not +have been plainer to his sense had he uttered them aloud. + +He went up to his wife's room, the room in which he had deposited all +the mementoes of her silent life which he had brought home with him. +Her jewels were there, her desk, and an old trunk which from sentiment +she had preserved from the days of her maidenhood. In her desk he +found a bunch of keys, and one of these fitted the trunk, which now +lay open before him. He had never before looked into this trunk, and +he could not have told what he expected to find there; but what he saw +now stood witness against him. From the grave in a foreign land came +the accusation. + +Nothing of his dead wife's was in the trunk, nothing that she had worn +or that he had given her. Everything it contained had belonged to +Kingsley. Portraits, school-books, articles of dress, and many items +insignificant and worthless in themselves, but deeply precious in +their spiritual significance. Here was the mother's heart portrayed, +here the record of her inner life and sufferings, to which she had +never given utterance. All the more potent now in their silent +testimony. The proud man read in these trifles his condemnation. With +a little quivering of his mouth, which he made no effort to control, +he closed the trunk and locked it, and left the room, treading softly. + +In the passage he lingered a few moments, wrestling with an inward +urging to visit the room which Kingsley used to occupy, and which was +situated on the floor above. With something of his old masterfulness +he wheeled suddenly round, and returned to his own apartment. There, +however, the desire manifested itself more strongly, and yielding to +it he soon found himself in Kingsley's room, which he had not visited +since the day on which he had conducted Nansie thither, with the +endeavor to impress upon her the great sacrifice which she would force +Kingsley to make if she did not herself take steps to separate from +him. Here, again, Mr. Manners was confronted with accusing testimony, +for, from surrounding evidence, he saw that his wife had been in the +habit of sitting in this room, and frequently occupying it after their +son's departure. These signs of suppressed suffering, of anguish borne +in silence, could not fail to impress him; nor could he fail to be +impressed by the once familiar objects in which Kingsley took pride. +The books, the bed, the articles of taste and value, the pipes, even +some bits of jewelry--it seemed as if nothing had been removed or +disturbed. Mr. Manners was both surprised and touched; these things +were Kingsley's own, and he might have taken them and converted them +into money, which the father knew had been sadly needed. "Kingsley was +never mercenary," thought Mr. Manners, with a pitiful smile of mingled +pride and humiliation. "The soul of honor and generosity!" + +He returned again to his room, and had not been in it a minute before +he heard the sound of a step on the stairs. He threw open the door, +and Mark Inglefield appeared. + +"I hardly knew whether you would be home so early," said the expectant +heir. "Did you leave Mr. Hollingworth well?" + +The object of Mr. Manners's visit to that gentleman was, of course, +known to Mark Inglefield, who looked upon this day as the red-letter +day of his life. In the event of Mr. Manners arranging the marriage +between him and Mr. Hollingworth's daughter, all anxiety for the +future was at an end. Mr. Manners had promised to make at once a +settlement upon him which would place him above all the chances and +caprices of fickle fortune. For some time past he had found the ties +which bound him to his patron irksome and disagreeable; he was hardly +his own master; and to all the hints he had thrown out that he might +fairly claim to be placed in a more independent position, Mr. Manners +had replied: + +"Wait till you are settled." + +It was, indeed, this consideration that had impelled him to urge on +the marriage. He had as little true love for Miss Hollingworth as the +young lady had for him. She plays no part in this story, but it is +necessary to say that she was a thoroughly worldly young person, with +a full appreciation of the worldly advantage of marrying the heir of a +millionaire. In their matrimonial views, therefore, she and Mark +Inglefield were on an equality; the marriage into which they were +willing to enter was a marriage of convenience, and they were content +to leave the preliminaries in the hands of their elders. + +Mark Inglefield put on an air of anxiety as he asked Mr. Manners if he +had left Mr. Hollingworth well. He knew the exact value of his part in +the projected alliance, but he had represented to Mr. Manners that his +heart was deeply engaged, and he labored under the belief that he had +succeeded in throwing dust into his patron's eyes. Mark Inglefield had +a remarkable opinion of his own capacity and capabilities, and, during +his long relations with Mr. Manners, had grown extremely confident of +himself and his powers, and somewhat scornful of Mr. Manners's force +of character. The reason for this was that the two men never came into +collision; their opinions never clashed. This might have occurred in +the early years of their association had not Mark Inglefield tutored +himself into complete subservience to a will which he had reason to +know was imperious; but as time wore on Mr. Manners's interest in the +affairs of life grew weaker, and Mark Inglefield made the mistake of +attributing this indifference to failing mental power. Hence the +growing scorn of his patron's character, which, once respected and +feared, he now held in small esteem. + +"Mr. Hollingworth is well in health," said Mr. Manners. Mark +Inglefield detected nothing significant in the tone, and was not in +the least disturbed. + +"I hope the interview was satisfactory," he said. + +"Not entirely," replied Mr. Manners. + +This did produce some slight discomfiture in the younger man. + +"I thought," he remarked, "that everything was understood, and that it +was a mere matter of arrangement of practical details." + +"I thought so, too," said Mr. Manners. "Something else, however, has +cropped up, which needs explanation." + +"From me?" inquired Mr. Inglefield. + +"From you," said Mr. Manners. + +All Mark Inglefield's astuteness came instantly into play; no wariness +was expressed in his face, for the reason that he had complete control +over himself, and, on his mettle, was seldom, if ever, to be taken at +a disadvantage. + +"I am ready to give any explanation that may be required," he said, in +a tone of modest assurance. "Perhaps it was hardly to be expected that +an affair of such importance could be settled without some trifling +hitch." + +It was in his mind to say that the required explanation was nothing +that affected his character, but he was prudent enough to arrest the +words. No one knew better than himself that this was dangerous ground +to approach. If anything was to be said upon the point, it must not +come from him. + +"I was not prepared for any hitch," said Mr. Manners. "When I visited +Mr. Hollingworth this evening, I believed that everything would be +arranged as you wished." + +"And as you also wished," said Mark Inglefield, quickly. + +"Yes; although my interest in the negotiation was naturally less than +yours. Do not stand, Inglefield; what we have to say to each other +will occupy a few minutes." + +Mark Inglefield, with inward anxiety and a cheerful exterior, drew a +chair to the table and sat down. + +"Do you love the young lady?" inquired Mr. Manners. + +"If I did not," replied Mark Inglefield, wondering at the strangeness +of the question, "should I desire to marry her?" + +"That is scarcely an answer," observed Mr. Manners. + +And now Mark Inglefield suspected that a battle was impending, and +that something serious was coming. + +"Certainly I love her," he said. "Is there any doubt of it, and is +that the difficulty?" + +"That is not the difficulty, but it strikes me now as singular that +love was never mentioned in the course of the interview." + +For the life of him Mark Inglefield could not help remarking: + +"I was not aware that you were given to sentiment." + +"Nor am I," retorted Mr. Manners. "I have been all my life a practical +man, until lately, when life seems to have been valueless to me." + +"I am sorry to hear you say that," said Mark Inglefield, with +well-simulated sympathy. + +"The sentimental view of a question," continued Mr. Manners, "is a +view I have always ignored. I set my own course, and, rightly or +wrongly, have followed it. Whether it has brought me happiness or not +affects myself only." + +"Pardon me for venturing to differ from you," said Mark Inglefield, +thinking he saw what might be turned to his advantage; "what you +decide upon may affect others as well as yourself." + +"I am corrected; it may, and has." + +Mark Inglefield inwardly congratulated himself. Not a suspicion +crossed his mind that he and Mr. Manners, in this contention, were +mentally travelling different roads. He was thinking only of his own +interests; Mr. Manners was thinking of Kingsley. + +"May I ask," said Mark Inglefield, "whether Miss Hollingworth was +present during your interview with her father?" + +"She was present at no part of it," replied Mr. Manners. + +"Then the difficulty you refer to did not spring from her." + +"It did not." + +"Nor from you, I hope, sir?" + +"No, nor from me." + +"Surely Mr. Hollingworth raised no objection?" + +"He was not the originator of it." + +Mark Inglefield took heart of grace. Whatever grievance had +arisen--and he was too wary to demand its nature with any show of +indignation; it might lead to the idea that he himself was conscious +of something blamable in his conduct; it was by far the best to avoid +anything that savored of heat, and to maintain the attitude he had +always assumed with Mr. Manners--whatever grievance, then, had arisen +must be purely imaginary, and could be easily explained away. + +"I await your pleasure," he said, "and am ready, as I have already +stated, to give you any explanation you require." + +"The interview between Mr. Hollingworth and myself," said Mr. Manners, +his eyes fixed upon Mark Inglefield's face, in which no trace of +discomposure was visible, "was nearly at an end, when a visitor was +announced. It is not my habit to beat about the bush, Inglefield. The +name of this visitor was Parkinson." + +Not a muscle in Mark Inglefield's features twitched, although he +recognized at once the precipice upon which he was standing. + +"Parkinson," he repeated, in a tone of unconcern. + +"Do you know a man of that name?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"Parkinson! Parkinson!" said Mark Inglefield, as though searching his +memory. "No. I am not acquainted with any man bearing that name." + +"Nor with any woman?" + +"Nor with any woman," replied Mark Inglefield, coolly. "It is only +fair that you should be told what this man revealed." + +"If it affects me, certainly, though I am completely in the dark. The +person was admitted, then?" + +"He would not be denied. It appears that he has called repeatedly at +Mr. Hollingworth's house, with the purpose of seeing that gentleman, +and he refused to go away now without being satisfied." + +"As you evidently suppose me to be implicated in the revelation--I +adopt your own term, sir--he made, I am entitled to ask whether he is +a gentleman." + +"He is a working-man." + +Mark Inglefield leaned back in his chair with an air of content, +expressing in this action a consciousness of complete innocence. + +"I was really beginning to fear," he said, "that a charge had been +brought against me by one whose words would have some weight." + +"Mr. Parkinson's words had considerable weight," said Mr. Manners, +"and the tale he related was true." + +"It is not for me to dispute with you, but I am all curiosity, sir." + +"Before I recount the shameful story he related, of which you appear +ignorant--" + +"Of which I _am_ ignorant," interposed Mark Inglefield. + +"It is but right," continued Mr. Manners, ignoring the interruption, +"that I should make reference to a certain understanding between +ourselves. I refer to the promise I gave you to make you my heir." +Mark Inglefield caught his breath, and his face grew a shade paler. +"This promise, in effect, as we sit together here to-night, is already +fulfilled. My will is made out to that end." + +Mark Inglefield recovered himself. What need was there for anxiety? +The blow was unexpected and crushing, but he would prove himself a +clumsy bungler indeed if he were unable to parry it. + +"I have never had any uneasiness on that score, sir," he said. "Your +promised word was sufficient assurance. The trust, the confidence you +reposed in me cannot be shaken by false statements." + +"It is not for me to say," remarked Mr. Manners, "at the present +juncture, whether the statements made by Mr. Parkinson are true or +false; but as they stand they affect you vitally, so far as worldly +circumstances go. I do not hold myself bound by my promise if I find I +have been deceived in you. It was given to a man of honor. Prove +yourself so, and you shall not be disappointed, although some small +share of my wealth may be otherwise bestowed. But I tell you frankly +that I intend, quite apart from what you may have to say, to sift this +man's story to the bottom, and to come to the truth of it. You have +not lived with me all these years, Inglefield, without knowing that +when I announce an intention I shall carry it out to its end. Mr. +Parkinson's story, and other disclosures of which it formed the +groundwork, have deeply affected me, and may have a strong bearing +upon the small span of life which is yet left to me. I am speaking to +you openly, because the occasion demands it. Quite independent of the +wrong of which Mr. Parkinson justly complains, there are matters of +which I intend to speak to you. Shall we go into them to-night, or +would you prefer to defer their consideration till the morning?" + +"To-night, sir, to-night," exclaimed Mark Inglefield, with an +exhibition of great indignation. "I could not sleep until I have +removed from your mind the unjust suspicions which have been planted +there by a man who is an utter stranger to me." + + + + + CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + +Mark Inglefield's assumption of virtuous indignation would have been +supplanted by a feeling of veritable consternation had he been aware +of what was passing through the mind of his patron. Mr. Manners owed +it to himself, and was fully determined, to lay bare the naked truth +of Mr. Parkinson's story; but, true or false, it was of small +importance to him, in comparison with the feelings which had been +aroused within him by the description which Mr. Parkinson had given of +Kingsley and Nansie. He had promised to make Mark Inglefield his heir, +and if this man succeeded in freeing himself from the charge which had +been laid against him, the promise should be fulfilled. But he had not +pledged himself to leave Inglefield the whole of his property. There +was enough and to spare for ample provision for the son he had +discarded, and to whom now, at the eleventh hour, his heart was +turning. He had never entertained any strong affection for Inglefield. +In the early days of their association he had endeavored to acquire a +feeling of sentiment towards his nephew, in order that the alienation +between himself and Kingsley should be complete and irrevocable; but +Inglefield was not gifted with the qualities to win such an affection. +Failing in this, he and Mr. Manners travelled together more as +ordinary acquaintances than warm friends; and as time wore on the +opportunity of drawing them closer together was lost. + +"We will first," said Mr. Manners, "dispose, as far as we can, of the +wrongs of which Mr. Parkinson complains. I say as far as we can, +because I wish you to distinctly understand that I intend myself to +investigate the matter." + +"I understand so, sir," said Mark Inglefield, inwardly cursing Mr. +Manners for his obstinacy. + +"You should be glad that I have resolved upon this course. Declaring +yourself innocent, as you do, the result should more completely +exonerate you. In which case Mr. Hollingworth will doubtless adhere to +the alliance which I went to his house to-night to complete." + +"Otherwise he will not?" + +"Otherwise he will not," said Mr. Manners. "Do you wish to hear the +words he uttered with respect to you?" + +"It will be best," said Mark Inglefield. + +"Mr. Parkinson's story being told, he left the house, and Mr. +Hollingworth and I remained in conference for a few minutes. It was +then that Mr. Hollingworth said: 'It remains for your nephew, Mr. +Inglefield, to clear himself from this foul charge. If he cannot do +so, he has played the part of an infamous scoundrel.' Strong words, +Inglefield." + +"Yes, sir," said Mark Inglefield, "and that they should be used +towards me fills me with indignation and amazement." + +"Innocent, your feelings are justifiable, and you will find Mr. +Hollingworth ready to make amends. In what he said I fully concurred. +I will explain as briefly as possible the matter of which Mr. +Parkinson complains. He is a working-man, living in the east of +London. He has one child, a young woman named Mary." Mr. Manners +paused; Mark Inglefield never winced. "This daughter, it appears," +continued Mr. Manners, "has fallen a victim to the designs of a +scoundrel. She fled from her home at this scoundrel's instigation, +who, wearying of her, deserted her and left her, ruined and penniless, +to die or pursue her life of shame." + +"It is not at all an unusual story," said Mark Inglefield, apparently +listening to the narrative with great interest, "but I fail to see its +relation with me." + +"Had it not been," continued Mr. Manners, "for the kindness of a lady +who, according to Mr. Parkinson, is universally beloved for her +goodness of heart, the unhappy girl, driven to despair, would probably +have committed suicide; but this lady--" + +"Lady, sir?" interrupted Mark Inglefield, noting with curiosity a +certain emphasis of tenderness which, unconsciously to himself, Mr. +Manners put upon the word. + +"I said a lady, although she is as poor as those among whom she +lived." + +"Ah," sneered Mark Inglefield, "a piece of working-man's clap-trap, +introduced for the purpose of imposing upon your benevolence." + +"I am not noted for benevolence," said Mr. Manners, dryly; "it would +not have been to my discredit had I been more charitable in my +career." + +Mark Inglefield stared at his patron. This was a new phase in the rich +man's character, and, with his altered demeanor, for which Inglefield +could discover no explicable reason, boded changes. Still he did not +lose his self-possession. + +"Of every twenty who beg of you," he said, "nineteen are rank +impostors." + +"Possibly; but that does not affect our present business. The lady I +refer to stepped in at a critical moment, nursed the poor girl and +brought her to reason, and finally succeeded in reconciling her father +with her, who received her again in his home." + +"Ah!" thought Mark Inglefield, "Mary is at home, then. I shall know +where to find her." Aloud he said, "Why do you pause, sir?" + +"I supposed you were about to speak," replied Mr. Manners. + +"No. I was only thinking that this Mr. Parkinson was not a bad sort of +fellow." + +"Because of his reconcilement with his only child," asked Mr. Manners, +"who not only offended but disgraced him!" + +"Yes, because of that," said Mark Inglefield. + +"It speaks well for him?" + +"Yes." Almost upon the utterance of the word there came to Mark +Inglefield the recollection of the estrangement between Mr. Manners +and his only child; and now there occurred to him that behind this +story of Mary Parkinson there lay something which might be of almost +equal consequence to his prospects. All the cunning forces of his +nature took array within him, and stood on the alert for the +protection of their wily master. The affair was beginning to assume a +more serious aspect. Well, he was prepared to battle with it. + +"I am pleased to hear your opinion, Inglefield," said Mr. Manners; "it +coincides with mine." ("I was right," thought Inglefield.) "The +daughter, however," pursued Mr. Manners, "again in her home, was most +unhappy, from a cause which her father had not suspected. He set a +watch upon her, to discover the cause of her unhappiness, and soon +found that he was threatened by another disgrace. Maddened by this +discovery, he questioned his daughter, and pressed her to give him the +name of her betrayer. She refused." ("Good girl!" thought Mark +Inglefield; "stanch girl! I am safe.") "Mr. Parkinson was not the kind +of man, with this additional disgrace hanging over him, to rest +contented with the refusal, and he adopted the extreme measure of +breaking open his daughter's box, in which he found the portrait of a +man, a stranger to him. On the back of this portrait a name was +written." (Mark Inglefield smiled placidly. "I never gave her a +portrait of myself," he thought, "though she begged often for one. Nor +has she a scrap of my writing to bring against me. You were ever +prudent, Mark. You will get over this difficulty, have no fear.") Mr. +Manners had observed the placid smile, but he made no comment on it. +"It happened that the name written on the back of the picture has just +been brought into prominence, and with this double clew in his +possession, Mr. Parkinson sought, and after some difficulty obtained, +an interview with Mr. Hollingworth, in which he told the story I have +narrated to you. Are you curious to learn the reason of his desire to +speak with Mr. Hollingworth?" + +"It would be strange," said Mark Inglefield, "if I were not interested +in anything concerning a family with which I hope to be soon connected +by marriage." + +"Mr. Parkinson accused Mr. Hollingworth's son, Richard, who has just +won his election, of being Mary Parkinson's betrayer. Shocked at the +charge, Mr. Hollingworth demanded some better proof than Mr. +Parkinson's bare word, and the wronged father produced it. He handed +the portrait he had found in his daughter's box to Mr. Hollingworth, +and stated how it had come into his possession. The name written on +the back of the photograph was Richard Hollingworth." + +"In whose writing?" asked Mark Inglefield. + +"In Mary Parkinson's. But the portrait was not that of Richard +Hollingworth." + +"Whose then, sir?" + +"Yours." + +Mark Inglefield started, and could have lashed himself for this +exhibition of surprise. + +"Surely," he said, "upon such evidence you do not accuse me?" + +"I accuse no one. I must not forget to inform you that when Mr. +Parkinson found the portrait he forced from his daughter the +confession that it was that of her betrayer, who had the audacity and +the infamy to present himself to her under the guise of a friend. Mr. +Richard Hollingworth was your friend. Inglefield, I have purposely +used these two strong words 'infamy' and 'audacity.' Do you agree with +me that such conduct on the part of any man was audacious and +infamous?" + +"I agree with you entirely," replied Mark Inglefield, who, although he +felt as if he were being caught in a trap, still spoke in a calm +voice, and was busily casting about for ways and means to get out of +it. "But I repeat, you would surely not accuse--nay, not only accuse, +but convict me upon such evidence?" + +"I have already told you that I accuse no one; still less would I +convict without absolute proof. Very little more remains to be told of +this shameful story. Mr. Hollingworth, upon seeing the portrait, +indignantly defended his son, whose prospects of a public, honorable +career would have been blasted had he been dragged into the courts, +charged with a crime so vile, and he made the promise to Mr. Parkinson +that if it should be proved that Richard Hollingworth was the +betrayer, the young gentleman should make the girl the only reparation +in the power of an honorable man." + +"Marry her?" + +"That was his undoubted meaning." + +"It was a convenient promise," said Mark Inglefield, with easy +assurance. "Had the portrait been that of his son he would not have +made it. Mr. Hollingworth is a man of the world." + +"There is no need for us to discuss that point. Your remark does you +no credit, Inglefield." + +"It was founded, sir," said Mark Inglefield, in a tone of respectful +deference, "upon a knowledge of Mr. Hollingworth's character." + +"Mr. Hollingworth would not thank you for that." + +"Possibly not. Still I speak as a man of the world, as you know me to +be, and as you are yourself. A man's experience must count in such +matters. Is your story ended, sir?" + +"Very nearly. When I left Mr. Hollingworth he expressed the intention +of writing to you to-night, to the effect that your visits to his +house must cease until you have cleared yourself. You will receive his +letter in the morning. Mr. Parkinson also said something with which +you should be made acquainted. He said you had ruined his daughter's +life, and he made the solemn declaration that he would ruin yours if +it cost him the last drop of his blood." + +"He knows my name, then?" + +"He does not. Neither Mr. Hollingworth nor I enlightened him." + +"That was only fair to me, sir. My good reputation is as dear to me as +any man's. All the time you have known me there has been nothing +dishonorable laid to my charge." + +"I know of nothing, Inglefield; but then our courses have lain +somewhat apart. There should certainly, in our relations, have been a +closer confidence. However, all that is past, and it is not given to +us to recall our actions. Now that we are speaking together, openly +and frankly, there must be no reservations. I have plainly indicated +to you the course I have resolved upon with respect to the story of +Mary Parkinson. I have pledged myself to assist him in obtaining +justice, and you know that I shall keep my word. Let me tell you that +there appears to be something strange in your attitude on this +question." + +"What do you expect of me? I can afford to treat with quiet scorn the +accusation which you seem to favor against me." + +"You are still on the wrong tack--a surprise to me in a man of so much +intelligence. I expected from you something more than general +statements." + +"If you would put direct questions to me," said Mark Inglefield, who +all this time was in serious mental debate with himself, "I should +cease from unconsciously offending you. I owe you much, sir, and all +my future prospects depend upon you. Recognizing and acknowledging +this, it would be the height of folly in me to disappoint you in any +way; but, I repeat, I am in the dark as to what you expect from me." + +"You would prefer that I should ask straight questions?" + +"It is my wish." + +"I will do so. You are now acquainted with the disgraceful story which +has caused both Mr. Hollingworth and myself to assume an attitude +towards you for which we shall fully atone if we are satisfied there +are no grounds for it. You do not know any person, male or female, +bearing the name of Parkinson?" + +"I do not." + +"Do you deny that you are, directly or indirectly, connected with the +wrong of which Mr. Parkinson complains?" + +"I deny it emphatically." Mark Inglefield said it boldly, and met Mr. +Manners's gaze unflinchingly. + +"That is plain speaking," said Mr. Manners. "You must pardon me if I +widen the matter a little. It is far from my wish to pry into your +private concerns, but to some extent they affect me." + +"You have every right to inquire into them," said Mark Inglefield; and +now that he was launched on a full tide of deceit and treachery, +determined to override every obstacle and to overcome every danger, +there was nothing in his voice or manner to which the most suspicious +person could take exception. "Every action in my life is open for your +inspection." + +"The man who has wronged Mr. Parkinson's daughter presented himself to +her under a false name. She may have done the same to him." + +"I understand what you mean, sir," said Mark Inglefield, not giving +Mr. Manners time to finish, "and I declare, upon my honor as a +gentleman, that there lives not a woman in the world who can complain +of wrong at my hands. Is that sufficiently comprehensive, sir?" + +"So far as Mary Parkinson is concerned," replied Mr. Manners, "it +covers the whole ground, although it does not clear up the mystery." + +"What is it that remains to be cleared? Is not my word of honor as a +gentleman of more weight than the false statements of a shallow, +ignorant woman?" + +"You are speaking with unnecessary heat," said Mr. Manners, calmly. +"In a few hours, by a very simple process, the matter can be settled. +To-morrow morning you will accompany me to Mr. Parkinson's home--I +have the address--and there, face to face with him and his daughter, +you will be able in a moment to convince them how you have been +maligned." + +"Surely, sir," remonstrated Mark Inglefield, to whom this proposal +brought a feeling of consternation, "you do not really mean to drag +both yourself and me personally into this disgraceful affair?" + +"What can you find to object to in it?" asked Mr. Manners. "I have +pledged myself to sift the matter to the bottom, and I am not the man +to depart from my word. The course I propose is an honorable course, +and the result must be your complete vindication. At the present +moment you are under suspicion; you cannot wish to remain so. Of +course, Inglefield, I cannot compel you to accompany me. If you +refuse--" + +Mr. Manners paused, but the uncompleted sentence was sufficiently +comprehensive. Thus driven, there was no alternative before Mark +Inglefield than to cry, with great warmth, + +"I do not refuse." + +"You will accompany me?" + +"Yes, sir, willingly, as you attach so much importance to it." + +"I attach the most serious importance to it. We will start at eleven +o'clock in the morning, and will go by train. To drive there would +attract notice, which it is my desire, for more reasons than one, to +avoid. It is agreed, then?" + +"Yes, sir, it is agreed." + +"There is an aspect of this unfortunate affair," said Mr. Manners, +"which seems not to have occurred to you." + +"What is it, sir?" asked Mr. Inglefield, whose inward perturbation was +not lessened by the continuance of the conversation. + +"Think, Inglefield. I would prefer that it should come from you +instead of from me." + +"I can think of nothing," said Mark Inglefield, speaking now with +sincere ingenuousness. "So far as I can see, we have threshed it +completely out." + +"Take a moment or two to consider. I am really anxious that it should +occur to you." + +Mark Inglefield pondered, but so entirely engrossed was he by +the main issue--which now, indeed, he recognized was vital to his +prospects--that there was no room in his mind for small side issues. +He found himself incapable of wresting his thoughts from the one grand +point--how was he to avoid this personal meeting with Mary Parkinson +in the presence of her father and Mr. Manners? + +"I can think of nothing," he said, presently. + +"Then I must remind you," said Mr. Manners, coldly, "that Mary +Parkinson has your portrait in her possession." + +"True, sir, true," exclaimed Mark Inglefield. "How could it have +escaped me? And, now that you have reminded me, I believe you said +that the girl herself unblushingly proclaimed that the portrait was +that of her betrayer." He said this glibly; a plan was forming in his +mind by which he could avert the threatened danger. + +"She proclaimed it," responded Mr. Manners, "so Mr. Parkinson informed +me, but I do not think I said she proclaimed it unblushingly; I had no +warranty for saying so." + +"The expression is mine, and fits the case; she has trumped up the +story, very likely at the instigation of her accomplice." + +"If that is so he proves himself a clumsy scoundrel. Your statements +established, Inglefield, you must bring this man to justice. It is a +conspiracy to ruin you, therefore a criminal offence." + +"You may depend," said Mark Inglefield, vivaciously--his plan was +formed, and he was confident of success--"that I shall not allow this +scoundrel to escape me." + +"We will dismiss the matter for to-night," said Mr. Manners; "be sure +that you are ready at eleven in the morning. And now I wish to speak +to you upon another matter." + +"Very well, sir," said Inglefield, and thought: "What is the old fool +going to bring forward now?" + + + + + CHAPTER XXXIX. + + +"I told you," said Mr. Manners, "that the matter we have left is one +vital to your interests. The matter we are now approaching is vital to +mine." + +"I am sure, sir," said Inglefield, wondering, "anything I can do to +serve you--" + +"The truth will serve me; nothing less. How long is it since you saw +my son, Kingsley?" + +"A great many years," replied Inglefield, with a fainting heart. + +Here was another unforeseen danger threatening him, for there was +nothing of harshness or severity in Mr. Manners's voice; it was, +indeed, gentle and tender. + +"How long since you have heard of him?" + +"Nearly as long. I never corresponded with him, you know. It was +enough for me that he offended and deceived you--you, the best of men +and fathers!" + +Mr. Manners gazed at Mark Inglefield in surprise. This reference to +himself as the best of men and fathers was new to him, and from such a +quarter quite unexpected. + +"I do not deserve your good opinion," he said; "I am not the best of +men, and have not been the best of fathers." + +"Let others judge," murmured Inglefield. + +"They would condemn me, but not more strongly than I condemn myself." + +"Why do you agitate yourself, sir?" said Inglefield. "The affair is +dead and buried long ago. You have no cause for reproach." + +"It is because I have true cause for reproach that I am tortured +now. Wrongs may be buried, but they do not die. They live to bear +after-fruit." + +He leaned his head upon his hand, and a thought flashed suddenly into +Mark Inglefield's mind. + +"The past has been recalled to you, sir," he said, in a tone of false +commiseration, "in some special way." + +"Yes, Inglefield." + +"Through this Mr. Parkinson?" asked Inglefield. "Yes, through him." + +"Ah," cried Inglefield, "then these men are acquainted with each +other." + +"These men?" repeated Mr. Manners, in inquiry. + +"Mr. Parkinson and your son," replied Inglefield, somewhat confused by +the question. + +"Yes, they are acquainted with each other." + +"Then it is your son," exclaimed Inglefield, starting to his feet with +a show of passion which was not entirely simulated, "I have to thank +for the vile accusation which has been brought against me! It is he I +have to thank for blackening my character! And it is by these means +that he, after all these years, endeavors to supplant me in your +respect!" + +"Restrain yourself," said Mr. Manners, "You are doing Kingsley an +injustice. With what has passed between us he has nothing whatever to +do." + +"Then how comes it, sir," demanded Inglefield, speaking still with +violence, "that this Mr. Parkinson, this sham working-man--oh, I know +them, sir; they trade upon the term, and twist it artfully to their +own advantage--how comes it, I ask, that this Parkinson visited Mr. +Hollingworth with this trumped-up story while you were with that +gentleman? Why, the plot is as clear as daylight! I see it all. The +shameless villains!" + +"Stop, Inglefield," said Mr. Manners, sternly; "I will not allow you +to brand my son with such an epithet. Recall it." + +"At your bidding, yes, sir. But none the less am I amazed that you +should permit yourself to be duped by such a barefaced, superficial +trick." + +"How was it possible," asked Mr. Manners, "that Mr. Parkinson knew that +I was with Mr. Hollingworth when he called?" + +"How was it possible, sir? There was no difficulty in ascertaining a +fact so simple. It belongs to the deep-laid plot by which my enemies +hope to ruin me." + +"Once more I tell you," said Mr. Manners, "that the expectations I have +held out to you shall be fulfilled to your satisfaction if you clear +yourself of the charge in relation to Mary Parkinson. Be wise, +Inglefield; I am not a man to be lightly trifled with, especially at a +time like this, when you can see I am deeply moved. Whether Mary +Parkinson's story affects you or not, it is a true story; there is no +room for doubt; and the introduction of my son's name into it was not +premeditated." + +"What is it you wish of me?" asked Inglefield, seating himself +sullenly. + +"Some assistance in recalling what I learned from your lips with +respect to my son and his wife." + +"Well, sir, I am bound to obey you, though the subject is intensely +painful to me." + +"How much more painful must it be to me when I have heard that which +leads me to doubt the justice of an act which condemned my son to a +life of privation!" + +"What you have heard from Mr. Parkinson to-night, sir?" + +"Yes, from Mr. Parkinson. Inglefield, I remember that you spoke of the +lady who won Kingsley's love as an artful, designing woman. If I am +exaggerating, correct me." + +"I certainly said little in her favor," replied Mark Inglefield, +sullenly and ungraciously. There could have been no more unwelcome +topic than this, and it was broached at a time when all his attention +and skill were required to ward off impending ruin. It proved that he +was a man of infinite resource that two such blows dealt at once and +so unexpectedly did not completely confound him. + +"You must be a great deal more explicit with me, Inglefield," said Mr. +Manners. "You said nothing in her favor." + +"Well, sir, if you will have it so." + +Mr. Manners frowned. + +"It is not as I would have it; it is or is not the truth." + +"I have no intention of denying it;" and here came a cunning stroke. +"Consider, sir. Is it not natural that I should be to some extent +unbalanced by what has transpired?" + +"Yes, it is natural, Inglefield, and I will excuse much. But I must +have plain answers to my questions, or I shall ask you nothing +further." + + + + + CHAPTER XL. + + +The turn which this conversation had taken and the unexpected nature +of the disclosures which Mr. Manners had made were, indeed, surprises +for which Mark Inglefield could not possibly have been prepared. He +had entered the house in a condition of mind which may be designated +beatific. All his plans had prospered, and he had expected to hear +from Mr. Manners a thoroughly satisfactory account of the interview +between his patron and Mr. Hollingworth. The celebration of the +contemplated union with Miss Hollingworth would have been the crowning +triumph of all his scheming. From the day when he first instilled into +Mr. Manners's ears the poisoned insinuations which were to effect the +separation of father and son, success had attended him. Wary, cunning, +and most painstaking in the early years of his association with Mr. +Manners, he believed that he had so firmly established his position +that there was no possibility of his being shaken from it. Gradually +he had allowed himself to be lulled into a state of perfect +security--to such an extent, indeed, that he no longer took pains to +make himself more than ordinarily agreeable to the man upon whose word +his future prospects depended. But now, in this startling manner, and +at this unexpected time, the storm he had not foreseen burst upon him. +He did not pause to consider that the Nemesis which threatened him +was the outcome of his own evil, and that it sometimes happens that +wrong-doers themselves forge bolts which destroy them. The idea of +anything like justice or Providence did not occur to him. He was +angry, but his conscience was not disturbed. His inherent and perfect +selfishness led him straight to one incontrovertible view of the +difficulty in which he found himself. He had enemies who, nettled and +wroth at his approaching triumph, had suddenly banded themselves +together for the purpose of trampling him in the dust. It was, +therefore, a battle to the death between him and them, and, +recognizing that this was the supreme moment in his career, he +determined to stop at nothing which would avert defeat. In the heart +of this determination there lurked a ruthlessness of spirit which +would lead him to any extreme of crime and duplicity. For the unhappy +girl whom he had brought to shame and ruin he felt not one spark of +compassion; his own safety was his only consideration. As for Kingsley +and Nansie, if a wish of his could have destroyed them it would have +been breathed without compunction. + +Between Mr. Manners's last words and his response there was not a +moment's pause. Swift as lightning's flash his resolution was formed. + +"I scarcely know, sir," he said, "how to convince you that I have no +other desire than to satisfy you. I can only repeat what I have +endeavored already to make clear, that you shall have plain and honest +answers to everything you ask of me. But for all that, you must make +some allowance for my natural feelings of surprise and indignation, +that, after all these years, I find my integrity and honor doubted, +and matters suddenly and strangely revived which I thought were +settled long ago." + +"I will make every reasonable allowance," said Mr. Manners. "At +present, so far as you are concerned, I am animated by no other spirit +than that of being strictly just towards you--even though finding that +through some mischance I have drifted into error, I shall be compelled +to deprive him who is nearest to my blood of the chief portion of his +patrimony. I am ready to take upon myself the whole of the blame; but +I must be satisfied that I have not been wilfully deceived." + +"Deceived by whom, sir? By me?" + +"By you," replied Mr. Manners, calmly. "You were the first to impart +to me information concerning the lady my son Kingsley married. Your +reports aggravated the feelings I entertained towards her because of +the disappointment I experienced by my son marrying without my consent +and approval. No other person spoke to me of her but yourself, nor did +I seek information elsewhere. You cannot fail to remember the nature +of the charges you brought against her." + +"That is asking me a great deal," said Inglefield. "Do you expect me +to remember faithfully every trifling detail of circumstances which I +have not thought of for a long number of years?" + +"I do not," said Mr. Manners, observing with displeasure that Mark +Inglefield continued to fence with the most important issues of the +conversation; "but the principal of them cannot have escaped your +memory." + +"Being, as it seems to me, upon my trial--" said Inglefield, and +paused, for the purpose of ascertaining whether this statement was in +consonance with Mr. Manners's intention. + +Mr. Manners nodded, and said: + +"Yes, Inglefield. You may consider that to some extent you are upon +your trial." + +"That being the case, sir, it strikes me that you have already formed +a judgment, without hearing what I may have to say." + +"I should be sorry to think so. Tell me in what way you suppose I have +done this." + +"You speak of the person your son married as a lady." + +"Well?" + +"That is not how I should describe her." + +"Your remark tallies with what you said against her many years ago. +But I shall continue to speak of her and to regard her as a lady until +I have evidence to the contrary." + +"Have you seen her, then, lately," asked Inglefield, "as well as the +scoundrel who has brought these monstrous charges against me?" + +"You are overtaxing my patience, Inglefield," said Mr. Manners. "You +assert that you are anxious to satisfy me upon certain points which I +consider vital, and yet you take advantage of any slight word or +remark which offers the opportunity of evasion. If this opinion is +unpalatable to you, thank yourself for it. I have seen the lady of +whom we are speaking but once in my life, and on the occasion she +visited me I was surprised at the impression she produced upon me. I +expected to see a woman whose appearance would have justified the +opinion I had formed of her through your statements. I saw, on the +contrary, a lady of gentle manners, a lady of culture and refinement, +who received with dignity and respect the reproachful words I +addressed to her. She needed to be accomplished, indeed, in duplicity +and artfulness to have so successfully simulated the air of modesty +and gentleness which distinguished her." + +"You are not versed in the ways of such women, sir," said Inglefield. +"They can deceive the cleverest of men." + +"Possibly. I am waiting to ascertain whether I have been so deceived. +At present, everything is in her favor. You informed me that she was a +vulgar, showy person whose appearance in good society would bring +ridicule upon my son." + +"That is the opinion I formed of her, sir, from more complete evidence +than you are supplied with." + +"I understood that you were very well acquainted with her; intimately, +I think, you said." + +"I knew her very well, sir." + +"Intimately? You told me so at the time." + +"Yes, sir, intimately," replied Inglefield, inwardly cursing his +patron's faithful memory. + +"I am glad to be corroborated; it shows that you are speaking frankly. +You related to me a story of the arts she used to entangle you, of +your seeing through them, and escaping. Is that correct?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"As she could not ensnare you, she turned to Kingsley, and got him +into her toils. Correct me if I am wrong in my memory of these +matters." + +"I cannot say you are wrong, sir, but I will not pledge myself to the +precise words you are using." + +"I do not ask you to do so. So long as we are agreed upon the general +view I shall be satisfied. For my own part, I may say, Inglefield, +that I am quite certain I am putting it fairly. Most distinctly did +you call her an adventuress." + +"Was she not one, sir, in entangling your son because he had a wealthy +father?" + +"If that was her motive, yes, she was an adventuress; but it scarcely +accords with the character of an adventuress that she should be +content with making but one appeal to the man upon whose money she had +designs." + +"You have a very positive and decided manner, sir, from which she +might naturally infer that further attempts would be useless." + +"I cannot agree with you. Such a woman as you described would not so +easily relinquish her designs. It was all she had to depend upon. +Failing success, a life of poverty was before her. She certainly would +have tried again." + +"Surely you would not make me accountable for her actions, sir?" + +"No; I am simply arguing the question logically--not as regards you, +but as regards her. At the time she made her modest appeal my judgment +was clouded with passion; it is now clear, and the course I took does +not commend itself to me. Her uncle also made an appeal to me--only +one. He had fallen into sudden misfortune; on the day before he came +to me he had been burned out, and was not insured." + +"A trumped-up story, I have no doubt, sir." + +"Not so. A true story, as I saw in the papers afterwards. Neither in +his manners was there anything vulgar or objectionable. Although a +poor man, he was well educated, and spoke with discretion and +intelligence. Had he appealed to me for a large sum of money I might +have had reasonable grounds for suspicion; but all he asked for was +either five or ten pounds, and that was to send to my son, who was in +a state of poverty abroad. I declare," said Mr. Manners, rising, and +pacing the room in agitation, "now that I am opening my mind upon these +matters, now that I hear myself speaking of them, I cannot justify my +conduct. It was monstrous, monstrous. Had I given them a thousand +times as much as they asked for I should not have missed it. My heart +must have been made of stone!" + +"Do not distress yourself, sir," said Inglefield, with a fawning +attempt at sympathy. "You could not have acted otherwise." + +"I could. I could have acted both justly and mercifully, and so have +lightened their lot. I drove the uncle away from the house, and he, +too, never made another appeal to me. Their conduct from first to last +was dignified and independent; mine was dastardly. You see how little +disposed I am to spare myself. Let us put an end to this conversation; +I am afraid to trust myself further." + +Mark Inglefield was too discreet to offer any opposition, and too glad +to escape to put into operation the plans he had formed. With a gentle +"Good-night, sir," he was about to leave the room, when Mr. Manners +said: + +"Do not forget that we have to inquire into the treacherous story +related to me by Mr. Parkinson. You will be ready to accompany me at +eleven o'clock in the morning." + +"I shall be quite ready," said Mark Inglefield. And thus the interview +terminated. + + + + + CHAPTER XLI. + + +Being alone in his room Mark Inglefield set to work at once. The first +thing he did was to write a letter, which he addressed to Mary +Parkinson. The purport of this letter was that difficulties which had +stood in his way were fortunately removed, and that he was now in a +position, or would be in a very short time, to fulfil the promise he +had made to her. This promise was that he would marry her. +Appearances, he said, had been against him, but he would explain all +to her personally. The past had been sad, the future should be bright. +She could trust him implicitly, and it was a proof of his anxiety to +do what was right that he asked her to leave her father's house the +moment she received this letter. He was waiting for her, and would +take her away at once to commence a new and better life. She must +leave the house quietly and secretly, and no one must know of her +movements. "In a little while," he wrote, "when you are my wife, we +will either send for your father, or you shall go to him and bring him +to the home I shall prepare for you. Do not delay; there is not a +moment to lose. I have much to tell you, and I cannot rest till I see +you." Having reached this point in his letter, he was about to add an +instruction to bring this letter with her from her father's house; but +he did not write the words. "It might arouse her suspicions," he +thought. "She is sure to bring the letter." He signed himself, "Your +faithful lover and husband," and then paused again, doubting whether +this would be sufficient without a name. He could not put his own, for +the reason that she was not acquainted with it. With the boldness of +desperation he wrote the name he had assumed when he first introduced +himself to her, "Richard Hollingworth," and thought as he did so what +a fool he had been not to have assumed a name which was entirely +false. But he had not then reckoned with the future, and had not +dreamed that an exposure could ever occur. It was too late now to +repent; with all these chances against him he had little doubt that he +would ultimately triumph. + +If he could succeed in conveying this letter to her to-night all would +be well. Mary Parkinson would only be too glad to obey him, would only +be too glad to fly into his arms. She had no one else in the world to +depend upon but herself; her honor, her good name, her future +happiness, were in his hands. + +The letter finished, and placed in an envelope, at the head of which +he wrote, "Read this immediately. R. H.," he looked through his +wardrobe, and selected a suit of clothes which would in some measure +disguise him. These he put on, and then enveloped himself in an ulster +which would render the disguise more complete. Carrying the letter in +his hand, he stole stealthily out of the house, locking the door of +his bedroom, and taking the key with him. He had provided himself with +a latchkey, so that he could leave and enter the house without +attracting attention. + +"Safe so far," he muttered, when he found himself in the dark street. +When he was at a safe distance he hailed a cab, and was driven to the +east of the City, within a quarter of a mile of Mr. Parkinson's house. +He was too cunning to drive nearer. Paying the cabman liberally, he +strolled away with apparent carelessness. The next thing to be done +was to convey the letter to Mary Parkinson without any one but +themselves being the wiser. A difficult undertaking at such an hour; +he was not even sure of the house in which Mary lived. It was +necessary, therefore, he decided regretfully, to obtain the assistance +of a stranger. He arrived at the street in which Mr. Parkinson lived, +and he looked about him. A policeman passed him, but he dared not seek +the aid of a public officer. The policeman being out of sight, fortune +favored him. Wretched wayfarers who had no roof to cover them, and no +money to pay for a bed, are not uncommon in these poor thoroughfares, +and one approached him now and looked into his face. She was, alas! a +young woman, scarcely twenty years of age. He accosted her without +hesitation. + +"Do you want to earn half a crown?" he asked. + +She laughed hysterically, and held out her hand. He put sixpence into +it, saying: + +"The other two shillings if you can tell me what I want to know." + +"Right you are," she said, recklessly; "fire away." + +"Are you acquainted with this neighborhood?" he said. + +"What game are you up to?" she cried. + +"Never mind my game," he said, "but answer my questions. Do you know +these streets?" + +"Do I know 'em? Why, I was born in 'em!" + +"In which one?" + +"In this; and wish I hadn't been." + +"Never mind that. You know the people who live in these houses, then?" + +"Know 'em? By heart! And they know me--rather! Ask any of 'em what +they think of Blooming Bess." + +"Can you keep a secret?" + +"Make it worth my while." + +"Will a crown be worth your while?" + +"Depends." + +"You shall have a crown, and if you hold your tongue, in a fortnight +I'll come and find you and give you another crown. I suppose you'll be +hereabouts." + +"Unless I'm in jail, or dead! I don't much care which." + +"It isn't much of a secret, only don't talk about it to any one. You +know this street, you say, and everybody in it. Just walk along with +me, and tell me who lives in the houses." + +"That's a lot to make a fuss about," said the wretched girl, and +walked past the houses in his company, and said, here lives such and +such a one, here lives so-and-so, here's a dozen of 'em living +together, and so on, and so on. Now and again, to put her off the +scent, Mark Inglefield asked questions concerning strangers, as to +their trade, families, and other particulars. At length she came to +Mr. Parkinson's house, and said, + +"Here lives old Parkinson." + +"And who is he?" + +"Oh, one of us," replied the girl. + +"One of us! + +"Leastways, no better than the others. No more is his gal. I'm as good +as she is, any day." + +"His daughter, do you mean?" + +"Yes. Stuck up, she used to be. Not stuck up now, not a bit of it. +That's her room on the first floor, with a light in it. Afraid to go +to bed in the dark. A nice lot she is!" + +Mark Inglefield, having ascertained what he wanted, marked the number +of the house, and congratulated himself on the lighted candle. Then he +walked to the end of the street, listening to the account the girl +gave of the residents, and when he came to the end of it he handed her +four-and-sixpence, and said that was all he wanted to know. + +"You're a rum un," said the girl. She had enough to pay for a bit of +supper and a miserable bed. Late as it was, she knew where to obtain +them. + +All was silent and dark as Mark Inglefield wended his way back to Mr. +Parkinson's house. Making sure that he was alone, he stepped back and +threw a small stone at the window. Mary Parkinson was awake, for he +had but to throw another before the sash of the window was raised, and +the girl looked out. + +"Who's there?" she asked. + +"Hush!" said Mark Inglefield. "Read this." + +He had the letter ready, with a stone attached to it, and he threw it +skilfully almost into her hand. The girl retreated into her room, and +Mark Inglefield waited. He had purposely disguised his voice, fearing +that, in the excitement of recognizing it, Mary might have screamed +out and alarmed the house. He had not long to wait. He heard the key +being softly turned in the street door, and the next moment Mary +Parkinson was by his side. + +"Oh, Richard!" she cried; "is it you--is it you?" + +"Yes," he said, hurriedly. "Don't make a fool of yourself. No, no, I +don't mean that; I mean, speak low. You're a good girl; you've got +your hat on; now, let us get out of this. You thought I was going to +leave you in the lurch. See, now, how you were mistaken in me. I will +explain all as we go. I couldn't help acting as I did. My whole future +and yours, Mary, depended on it. But everything is right now, and you +will not have any reason to complain of me again. It did look bad, I +admit; but all your trouble is over now." + +He was hurrying her away as he spoke, and already they were at some +distance from her father's house. + +"Oh, Richard, Richard, it is all so sudden!" sighed the girl. "I have +been so unhappy--so unhappy!" + +"Yes, yes," he said, interrupting her, having no desire to encourage +her to talk, but you are happy now, and everything will be well. "You +read my letter, didn't you? All that I wrote in it is true. Ah, here's +a cab. Get in." + +"Shall we never part again, Richard?" asked Mary, trembling so in the +sudden happiness of this adventure that he had to support her into the +cab. + +"Never again, Mary, never again. Never mistrust me again." + +"I won't, I won't!" said the girl, and burst into a fit of passionate +weeping. + +Mark Inglefield gave an instruction to the driver, and they rattled +along at a great pace through the City. + + + + + CHAPTER XLII. + + +At eleven o'clock punctually the next morning Mark Inglefield knocked +at the door of Mr. Manners's study. They were not in the habit of +taking their meals together; this was the reason of their not meeting +at the breakfast-table. + +"Good-morning, sir," said Inglefield. + +"Good-morning," said Mr. Manners. + +Mark Inglefield was cheerful and composed, and Mr. Manners, gazing at +him, could not help thinking that he must be mistaken in suspecting +him of wrong-doing. + +"Shall we start at once, sir?" + +"At once." + +"I have been thinking," said Mark Inglefield, "of what took place last +night, and I almost fear that I laid myself open to misconstruction." + +"In what way?" + +"By my manner. I was nervous and agitated, and I am afraid I expressed +myself badly. It was not quite unnatural. The shock of finding myself +charged with a crime so vile was great. Stronger men than I would have +been unnerved. Indeed, sir, I could bear anything except the loss of +your esteem." + +"It will soon be put to the proof, Inglefield." + +"Yes, sir, and I am truly glad that I shall be brought face to face +with my accusers. When the poor girl who has been wronged sees me you +will be immediately undeceived. Let us go, sir." + +"This," thought Mr. Manners, "is innocence; I have done Inglefield an +injustice." His manner insensibly softened towards the schemer who up +till now had so successfully plotted; but this more lenient mood was +attributable only to his stern sense of justice. It was this which +induced him to say aloud, "Inglefield, you gathered from what I said +last night that it is not unlikely I may take steps to reconcile +myself with my son and his wife?" + +If Mark Inglefield had dared he would have denied that he had gathered +any such impression, but so much now depended upon his keeping his +patron in a good-humor with him that he merely said, "Yes, sir," and +waited for further developments. + +"Should this take place," continued Mr. Manners, "we shall both have +to confess ourselves in the wrong. Your mistake may have been only an +error of judgment; mine was much more serious; but that is a matter +with which you have nothing to do. If Kingsley is willing, I should +wish you and he to be friends." + +"I am ready to do anything," said Inglefield, "to please you. But may +I venture to say something?" + +"Say whatever is in your mind, Inglefield." + +"Nothing, believe me, sir, could be farther from my desire than that +you should find yourself unable to carry out your wishes. No effort +shall be wanting on my part to bring happiness to you, quite +independent of any reflection that may be cast upon my truthfulness +and single-mindedness in what I unhappily was compelled to take part +in many years ago. I waive all selfish considerations. I feel that I +am expressing myself lamely, but perhaps you understand me." + +"Yes, and I appreciate your delicate position. Go on." + +"Having, then, made this clear to you, having as it were consented to +have a false light thrown upon my actions, you cannot doubt my +sincerity when I say that you have my warmest wishes towards the +success of what you desire. But this is what I wish to say, and I beg +you will not misconstrue me. The new impressions you received were +gained from this Mr. Parkinson, whom you so unexpectedly met at Mr. +Hollingworth's house last night." + +"Yes." + +"Heaven forbid that I should step between father and son! The duty +that I once felt devolved upon me was a most painful one, but I did it +fearlessly, in the hope that the disclosures it was unhappily in my +power to make might have been the means of assisting you to the +accomplishment of your wishes with respect to your son. As I did my +duty then, fearless of consequences, so must I do it now." + +"Well, Inglefield?" + +"I repeat, sir, that the new impressions you gained were gained from +statements made by Mr. Parkinson. I have no hesitation--you must +pardon me for being so frank--in declaring him to be a slanderer. I +have no key to the mystery of the plot which, in the hands of a man +less just than yourself, would almost surely have been my ruin, and I +should be wanting in respect to myself were I not indignant at the +monstrous charge of which it seems I stand accused, and of which I am +now going with you to clear myself. That will be a simple matter, and +I will pass it by. But, sir, if it is proved that Mr. Parkinson is +wrong in my case, if it is proved that for some purpose of his own, +and perhaps of others, he has invented an abominable story, and +committed himself to abominable statements, may he not also be wrong +in the statements he has made respecting persons whom, out of +consideration for you, I will not name?" + +"You refer to my son and his wife," said Mr. Manners. Inglefield was +silent. "I can cast no blame upon you, Inglefield. I can only repeat +that everything shall be put to the proof." + +With this remark Inglefield was fain to be satisfied; but he inwardly +congratulated himself that he had done something to throw doubt upon +Mr. Parkinson's eulogies of Kingsley and Nansie. + +They did not walk all the way to the east of London, but, as Mark +Inglefield had done but a few short hours ago, they rode to within a +quarter of a mile of Mr. Parkinson's residence, to which they then +proceeded on foot. As they drew near they became aware that the +neighborhood was abnormally excited. It was past twelve o'clock when +they reached the street in which Mr. Parkinson resided, and this was +the dinner-hour of a great many of the working men and women +roundabout. The majority of these were standing in groups, talking +excitedly of an event in which it was evident they were hugely +interested. Mark Inglefield guessed what it was, but Mr. Manners had +no clew to it. He inquired his way to Mr. Parkinson's house, and, at +the moment he reached it, was confronted by Mr. Parkinson himself. + +The man was in a violent state of agitation. His limbs were trembling, +his features were convulsed with passion, and he gazed upon Mr. +Manners without recognizing him. + +"I have come," said Mr. Manners, "in accordance with my promise--" + +"What promise?" cried Mr. Parkinson. "I want my daughter--my +daughter!" + +"It is about her I have come," said Mr. Manners, in great wonder. + +"What of her?" cried Mr. Parkinson. "You have come about her? Well, +where is she--where is she? But let her be careful, or I may be +tempted to lay her dead at my feet!" + +"I do not understand you. Do you not remember what you and I said to +each other last night? I said I would see you righted. I said I would +bring the man whom you accused." + +"I remember, I remember," interrupted Mr. Parkinson, in a voice harsh +with passion. "You made fair promises, as others have made before you! +But what does it matter now? My daughter is gone--gone! Run away in +the night, like a thief! She may be in the river. Better for her, a +great deal better for her! Stop! Who are you?" He advanced to Mark +Inglefield, and, laying his trembling hands upon him, peered into his +face. "I know you, you black-hearted scoundrel! You are the man whose +picture I found in my daughter's box. Give me my daughter--give me my +Mary!" + +Mark Inglefield shook him off, but with difficulty, and the man stood +glaring at him. Already a crowd had gathered around them; the words, +"black-hearted scoundrel," caused them to cast angry glances at Mark +Inglefield. Mr. Manners looked in astonishment at one and another, +utterly unable to comprehend the situation. + +"The man is mad," said Mark Inglefield. + +"Yes, I am mad," cried Mr. Parkinson, striving to escape from those +who held him back from springing upon Mark Inglefield, "and therefore +dangerous. What! Is a man's home to be broken up, is he to be robbed +of his only child and disgraced, and is he to stand idly by when the +scoundrel is before him who has worked this ruin upon him? As Heaven +is my judge, I will have my revenge!" + +"Come, come," said a working-man, "this violence will do no good, +Parkinson. Be reasonable." + +"If violence will do no good," retorted Mr. Parkinson, "still +struggling, what will?" + +"The truth," replied the working-man who had interposed. + +"Ah, yes, the truth," said Mr. Parkinson; "and when that is told, let +us have justice!" + +"Spoken like a man," murmured some in the crowd. + +"But what kind of justice?" demanded Mr. Parkinson. "A cold-blooded +law court, with cold-blooded lawyers arguing this way and that, while +those who have been brought to ruin and shame sit down with their +wasted lives before them? No--not that kind of justice for me! +I will have the life of the man who has cast this upon me! And +that"--pointing with furious hand towards Mark Inglefield--"that is +the monster I will have my justice upon, without appeal to lawyers!" + +"I give you my word of honor," said Mark Inglefield, appealing to +those by whom he was surrounded, and who hemmed him and Mr. Manners +in, determined that they should not escape--"I give you my word of +honor that I have not the least idea what this man means. I do not +know him, nor any person belonging to him." + +"You lie!" cried Mr. Parkinson. + +"I speak the truth," said Mark Inglefield, perfectly calm. "This +gentleman who has accompanied me here will testify to it. If I did not +suspect that this man is not accountable for his words, I would not +remain here another moment." + +"But you must," said a friend of Mr. Parkinson; and, "Yes, you must, +you must!" proceeded from others in the throng. + +"I will," said Mark Inglefield, "because I have come here for the +express purpose of unmasking a foul plot--" + +"Rightly put," shouted Mr. Parkinson. "A foul plot--a foul plot! And +it shall be unmasked, and the guilty shall suffer--not the innocent! +For, after all, mates"--and now he, in his turn, appealed to the +crowd--"what blame lies at the door of a weak, foolish girl who is led +to her ruin by the lying, plausible words of gentlemen like these?" + +But here the unreasoning torrent of his wrath was stemmed by many of +his comrades, who said: + +"None of that, Parkinson. It won't help you, and it won't help us. The +gentleman speaks fair. He says he has come here to unmask a foul +plot." + +"That is my intention, and the intention of my friend here," said Mark +Inglefield, "and, as you say, it will not help him nor any of us to be +violent and abusive. Why, does it not stand to reason that we could +have kept away if we had chosen? Does it not prove, coming here of our +own accord as we have done, that we are of the same mind as +yourselves?" + +"Yes," replied one, struck, as others were, with this plain reasoning, +"let us hear what this gentleman has to say." + +"It is not for me," said Mark Inglefield, who, although he had won the +suffrages of his audience, was not disposed to be too communicative, +"to pry into any man's family affairs, but when he makes them public +property and brings false accusations against the innocent, he is not +justified in grumbling if he is hauled over the coals. My friend here +was compelled last night to listen to charges which seemed to him to +implicate me in some trouble into which Mr. Parkinson has fallen." + +"How do you come to know his name?" inquired a man. + +"He gave it last night to this gentleman, who communicated it to me. +Besides, it has been mentioned half a dozen times by yourselves. The +charges I referred to coming to my ears, it was arranged between my +friend and myself that we should present ourselves here this morning +for the purpose of confuting them. I suppose you don't expect anything +fairer than that?" + +"Nothing could be fairer." + +"I am sorry to learn," continued Mark Inglefield, "that this man has +been wronged, and sorry to learn that trouble has come to him through +his daughter. They are both entire strangers to me. What I ask is that +he bring his daughter forward now to corroborate my statement that she +and I never saw each other in all our lives." + +"But that," said one of Mr. Parkinson's friends, "is just what he +can't do. His daughter has strangely disappeared in the night." + +Mark Inglefield turned towards Mr. Manners, with a smile of +incredulity on his lips. + +"Our errand here seems to be wasted. Let me speak to you a moment out +of hearing of these people." + +The working-men moved aside to allow the two gentlemen to pass, and +when they were a little apart Mark Inglefield said: + +"I hope you are satisfied, sir." + +"So far as you are concerned," replied Mr. Manners, "I cannot help +being. But there is something still at the bottom of this that I would +give much to get at the truth of." + +"Why, sir," said Mark Inglefield, scornfully, "can you not see that +the whole affair is trumped up?" + +"No, I cannot see that. These men were not aware that we were coming +here this morning, and even if they were it is not likely that they +would have got up this excitement for our especial benefit." + +Mark Inglefield bit his lip. + +"I am not quite right, perhaps, in saying that the whole affair is +trumped up, but undoubtedly it is much exaggerated, and more +importance is being attached to it than it deserves. You must not mind +my saying that I cannot form the same opinion of Mr. Parkinson as +yourself. It seems to me that he is desirous of making capital out of +his calamity. I have done all I could, have I not, to clear myself of +the charge?" + +"I do not see that you could have done more." + +"There is nothing more to stop for, then. Shall we go?" + +"Not yet. You may, if you wish, but I shall remain to make inquiries." + +"I will remain with you, sir, of course. It would not be safe to leave +you alone in such a neighborhood as this." + +"It would be quite safe. You forget that it was in just such +neighborhoods I passed my young days. I know them better than you +appear to do, Inglefield. The people we see about us are respectable +members of society--quite as respectable as ourselves. As to +remaining, please yourself. I do not feel at all out of place in such +society." + +"Nor do I, sir," said Mark Inglefield, with a frank smile. "It is only +my anxiety for you that made me say what I did." + +"There is another matter which you seem to have forgotten. It is in +this neighborhood that my son and his wife and daughter live, If I am +not mistaken, Mr. Parkinson wishes to say something to us." + +During this colloquy Mr. Parkinson had calmed himself greatly, and +now, followed by his friends, approached the gentlemen. + +"I should like to ask you a question or two," he said, addressing +himself to Mark Inglefield, "if you have no objection." + +"Of course I have no objection," said Mark Inglefield. "I will do +whatever I can to help you; only come to the point." + +"I'll do so, sir. Your visit here, on the face of it, seems fair and +above-board. What I want to know first is, how it happens that my +daughter had a portrait of yours in her possession?" + +"My dear sir," replied Mark Inglefield, blandly, "you are putting a +conundrum to me." + +"You don't know how she got hold of it, sir?" + +"I haven't the remotest notion." + +"How comes it that, when I taxed her with it, she confessed that it +was the portrait of the scoundrel who had brought her shame upon her?" + +At this question all eyes were directed towards Mark Inglefield. +Nothing daunted, he said: + +"That is a question it is impossible for me to answer. She must, of +course, have had some motive in giving utterance to so direct a +falsehood. My only regret is that she is not here to tell you herself +that we are complete strangers to each other. Has your daughter always +told you the truth? Has she never deceived you?" Mr. Parkinson winced; +these questions struck home. "Why, then," continued Mark Inglefield, +perceiving his advantage, "should she not have deceived you in this +instance? Perhaps she wishes to screen the man against whom you are +justly angered; perhaps she still has a sneaking fondness for him, and +protects him by throwing the blame upon a stranger." + +"I don't dispute," said Mr. Parkinson, "that you may be right. But are +you public property?" + +"I fail to understand you." + +"Are you a public man, sir?" + +"Thank Heaven, no. I am a private gentleman." + +"Your portraits are not put up in the shop windows for sale?" + +"No." + +"Then what I want to know is," said Mr. Parkinson, doggedly sticking +to his point, "how your portrait fell into her hands." + +"And that, I repeat," said Mark Inglefield, impatiently, "is exactly +what I am unable to tell you." + +"She couldn't have bought it. She must have had it given to her by +some one." + +"Well?" + +"Whoever gave it to her must know you, and you must know him." + +A murmur of approval ran through the throng. Nothing better pleases +such an audience, as was now assembled, than an argument logically +worked out. + +"That does not follow," disputed Mark Inglefield, annoyed at Mr. +Parkinson's pertinacity, but seeing no way to avoid it without +incurring the risk of reviving Mr. Manners's suspicions. + +"That's where the chances are, at all events," said Mr. Parkinson. +"You see, sir, that you can't help being dragged into this bad +business." + +"And if I decline to be dragged into it?" + +"It is what very few men would do, sir. I should say--and I think most +of those round us will agree with me--that you are bound to do all you +can to assist me in discovering the scoundrel who would ruin you as +well as me." + +Mr. Manners looked straight at Mark Inglefield. Mr. Parkinson's view +tallied with that which he had expressed to Inglefield in their +interview. + +"I will do what I can," he said, "but I really am at a loss how to take +even the first step." + +"Thank you for saying so much, sir. We are all at a loss, but I don't +intend to rest till I discover the scoundrel. You'll not object to +giving me your name and address." + +"What for?" demanded Mark Inglefield, wishing that the earth would +open and swallow his tormentor. + +"Give it to him," said Mr. Manners, quietly. + +Thus forced to comply, Mark Inglefield, with a show of alacrity, +handed Mr. Parkinson his card. + +"I am obliged to you, sir," said Mr. Parkinson. + +A possible road of escape presented itself to Mark Inglefield. + +"Who saw this portrait?" he asked. + +"No one in this neighborhood," replied Mr. Parkinson, "that I know of, +except me and my daughter." + +"It may not be my portrait, after all," suggested Mark Inglefield. + +"There isn't a shadow of doubt, sir," said Mr. Parkinson, "that it +_is_ a picture of you. I'm ready to swear to it." + +It was at this precise moment that there occurred to Mark Inglefield a +contingency which filled him with apprehension. From what Mr. Manners +had told him, Kingsley's wife had befriended Mary Parkinson, and was +doubtless in the confidence of the poor girl. Suppose Mary had shown +his portrait to Nansie, would she have recognized it? It was long +since he and Nansie had met, and time had altered his appearance +somewhat, but not sufficiently to disguise his identity. He did not +betray his uneasiness, but a new feature was now introduced that +caused him to turn hot and cold. This was the unwelcome and unexpected +appearance of Blooming Bess upon the scene. + + + + + CHAPTER XLIII. + + +The wretched girl did not come alone. A woman dragged her forward. + +"Here you are, Mr. Parkinson," said the woman. "Blooming Bess can tell +you something about Mary's disappearance last night." + +"I am ruined," thought Mark Inglefield, and hoped that Blooming Bess +would not recognize him. There were chances in his favor. It was night +when they met, and he had taken the precaution to change his clothes +and wrap himself in an ulster. To these chances he was compelled to +trust; and perhaps he could keep himself out of the girl's sight. + +"What do you know about it?" asked Mr. Parkinson, in great excitement. + +"Oh, I don't mind telling," said the girl. "Here, you! Just let go of +me, will you?" + +She released herself from the woman's grasp. + +"Do you want the lot," she asked of Mr. Parkinson, "from beginning to +end?" + +"I must know everything," he replied, "everything." + +"You must, must you? Well, that's for me to say, not you. I could tell +you a lot of lies if I wanted to." + +He made a threatening motion towards her, but was held back by his +mates. "You'll only make things worse," they said. + +"A precious sight worse," said Blooming Bess, with a reckless laugh. +"Oh, let him get at me if he likes! Who cares? I don't. But I'll tell +him what he wants, never fear. She's a respectable one, she is! When I +went to the bad, passed me by as if I was so much dirt. Wouldn't look +at me--wouldn't speak to me; holding her frock like this, for fear I +should touch it. And now what is she, I'd like to know? Better than +me--or worse?" + +Mr. Parkinson groaned. + +"Groan away; much good it'll do you. It won't bring her back; and if +it did, who'd look at her? Not me. She's come down, with all her +stuck-up pride. I'm as good as her, any day of the week!" + +"Come, come, Bess," said a man in the crowd, "you're not a bad sort; +let us have the truth, like a good girl." + +"Oh, yes, I'm a real good un now you want to get something out of me! +But never mind; here goes. It was in the middle of the night, and I +didn't have a brass farthing in my pockets. They turned me out because +I couldn't pay for my bed. It wasn't the first time, and won't be the +last. So out I goes, and here I am in the middle of this very street, +when a swell comes up to me, and says, says he, 'Do you want to earn +half a bull?' I laughs, and holds out my hand, and he puts sixpence in +it, and says, says he, 'The other two bob when you tell me what I want +to know.'" + +"Are you making this up out of your head, Bess?" + +"Not me! not clever enough. Never was one of the clever ones, or I'd +be a jolly sight better off. Then the swell asks me if I can tell him +the names of the people that lives in the street, and plump upon that +asks me if I can keep a secret. I thought he was kidding me, I give +you my word, and I says, 'Make it worth my while.' With that he +promises me five bob, and I walks with him, or he walks with me--it +don't matter which, does it?--from one end of the street to the other, +and I tell him everybody that lives in it. 'Who lives here?' says he, +and 'Who lives here?' says he; and thinks I, this is a rum game; +wonder what he's up to! But it ain't my business, is it? My business +is to earn five bob, and earn it easy; and when I have told him all he +wanted, he gives me four bob and a bender, and sends me off. What can +you make of all that?" + +"Not much," said the man who had taken her in hand. Mr. Parkinson +could not trust himself to speak, and Mark Inglefield did not dare. +"What time was it when this occurred?" + +"By my gold watch," replied the girl, "with a fine sarcasm, it was +half-past the middle of the night. Perhaps a minute or two more. I +like to be particular." + +"And that is all you know? You can't tell us anything more?" + +"Oh, I didn't say that, did I? All? Not a bit of it. Why, the cream's +to come. It's only skim-milk you've got as yet." + +"Let's hear the end of it, Bess," said the man, coaxingly. + +"That's the way to speak to me. Be soft, and you can do what you like +with me; be hard, and to save your life I wouldn't speak a word. The +end of it was this. The swell had done with me, and thought I had done +with him. Never more mistaken in his life. I was born curious, I was; +so thinks I to myself, 'I'm blowed if I don't see what he's up to;' +and when I turned the corner of the street and he thought I was gone +for good, I come back, and there I was, you know, standing in the +dark, out of sight. He walks back to the middle of the street, and +stops right before this house, and looks up at Mary's--I beg your +pardon, at Miss Parkinson's window. There's a light burning there, you +know. He's got a letter in his hand, and what does he do but pick up a +stone and tie them together. Then he picks up another stone, and +throws it at Mary's window, and it opens and she looks out. I'm too +far off to hear what they say to each other; but I suppose he says, +'Catch,' as he throws the letter up, and catch she does. And would you +believe it? A little while afterwards down she comes and takes his arm +as natural as life, and off they go together. I follow at a distance; +I didn't want my neck twisted, and he looked the sort of cove that +wouldn't mind doing it, so I keep at a safe distance, till he calls a +growler, and in they get and drive away. And that's the end of it." + +"It's a true story," said Mr. Parkinson. "When I went into her bedroom +this morning, her window was open." + +Those who had heard it gathered into groups, and discussed its various +points; some suggesting that it looked as if the police were mixed up +in it; others favoring Mark Inglefield's view that Mary Parkinson's +statements to her father were false, from first to last. Meanwhile +Mark Inglefield and Mr. Manners were left to themselves, the younger +man congratulating himself that he had escaped being seen by Blooming +Bess. His great anxiety now was to get away as quickly as possible, +and, at the risk of offending Mr. Manners, he would have chosen the +lesser evil, and have made an excuse for leaving him, had it not been +that he was prevented by Blooming Bess, whose aimless footsteps had +led her straight to Mark Inglefield, before whom she now stood. She +gazed at him, and he at her. Her look was bold, saucy, reckless; his +was apprehensive; but knowing, if she exposed him, that there was no +alternative for him but to brazen it out, he did not decline the +challenge expressed in her eyes. She said nothing, however, but +slightly turned her head and laughed. As she turned she was accosted +by Mr. Parkinson, who had joined this group. + +"Did you see the man?" asked Mr. Parkinson. + +"Did I see him?" she exclaimed. "Yes; though it was the middle of the +night, and dark, I saw him as plain as I see you. Why, I could pick +him out among a thousand." + +But to Mark Inglefield's infinite relief she made no movement towards +him; she merely looked at him again and laughed. + +"Describe him," said Mr. Parkinson, roughly. "It may be a laughing +matter to you, but it is not to us." + +"To us!" retorted the girl. "What have these gentlemen got to do with +it?" + +"We are interested in it," said Mr. Manners. + +"Oh, are you? And are you interested in it too, sir?" she asked, +addressing Mark Inglefield. + +"I am," he replied, finding himself compelled to speak. + +"That's funny. You're the sort of gentleman, I should say, that would +pay well for anything that was done for him." + +"I am," said Mark Inglefield, growing bold; her words seemed to +indicate a desire to establish a freemasonry between them, of which +neither Mr. Parkinson nor Mr. Manners could have any suspicion. + +"That's a good thing to know," said Blooming Bess, "because, you see, +I should be an important witness--shouldn't I?" + +"Very important," said Mr. Manners, "and I would pay well also." + +"You would, would you, sir?" She looked from one man to the other. + +"Allow me to manage this, sir," said Mark Inglefield. "It is more to +my interest than yours." + +Mr. Manners nodded acquiescence. + +"I asked you to describe the man," said Mr. Parkinson. + +"I can do that. He was short and fat, and his face was covered with +hair. Oh, I can spot him the minute I see him." + +Mark Inglefield gave the girl a smile of encouragement and approval. +The description she had given could not possibly apply to him. Every +fresh danger that threatened vanished almost as soon as it appeared. + +"There seems to be nothing more to stop for, sir," he said to Mr. +Manners; "with respect to this man's daughter, we have learned all +that we are likely to hear. It occurs to me that you might prefer to +carry out the second portion of your visit to this neighborhood +alone." + +"You refer to my son," said Mr. Manners. + +"Yes; and I might be an encumbrance. Whether justly or not--out of +consideration for you I will not enter into that question--your son +and his wife would not look upon me with favor if they were to see me +suddenly; and the circumstance of my being in your company might be +misconstrued. I am willing, sir, that the past should be buried; your +simple wish that your son and I should become friends again is +sufficient for me. I will obey you, but a meeting between us should be +led up to; it will be more agreeable to both of us. Do you not think +so?" + +"You are doubtless right, Inglefield," said Mr. Manners. "I appreciate +your delicate thoughtfulness." + +"Thank you, sir. There is another reason why I should leave you now. +The story that girl has told may be true or false. You must not mind +my expressing suspicion of everything in connection with Mr. +Parkinson's daughter. It is even possible that she and that girl may +be in collusion for some purpose of their own, and that they have +concocted what we have heard. I have cleared myself, I hope." + +"It would be unjust to deny it," said Mr. Manners. + +"But I shall not allow the matter to end here," said Mark Inglefield, +warmly. "I shall put it at once in the hands of a detective, who will, +I dare say, be able to ascertain how far we have been imposed upon. +The sooner the inquiry is opened up the stronger will be our chances +of arriving at the truth. Do you approve of what I propose?" + +"It is the right course," said Mr. Manners. "I was about to propose it +myself." + +"I will go then at once. In simple justice to me, sir, if you see Mr. +Hollingworth, you should tell him how cruelly I have been suspected." + +"You shall be set right in his eyes, Inglefield. If I can find time +to-day, I will make a point of paying him a visit." + +"My mind is greatly relieved, sir. Good-morning."' + +"Good-morning, Inglefield." + +Mark Inglefield, without addressing a word to Mr. Parkinson, went his +way. The conversation between him and Mr. Manners had been quite +private. Before he left the street he looked to see if Blooming Bess +was still there, but she had disappeared. + +He did not proceed to the office of any detective. Slowly, and in deep +thought, he walked towards the Mansion House; the crowds of people +hurrying apparently all ways at once disturbed him and annoyed him; it +was impossible to think calmly in the midst of such noise and bustle. +If ever there was a time in his life when he needed quiet and repose +to think out the schemes which were stirring in his cunning mind, that +time was now. The danger was averted for a while, but he could not yet +regard himself as safe. He had to reckon with Blooming Bess. + +That she had recognized him was certain--as certain as that she had +played into his hands, and put his enemies off the scent. + +"I wonder," he thought, "that she did not ask my name and address. +What a misfortune that she should have presented herself when I was in +the street!" + +He was not aware that the girl of whom he was thinking was following +him stealthily, and had never for a moment lost sight of him. + +He turned to the left, and reached the Embankment. It was quieter +there. Blooming Bess followed him. There were few people about, and he +strolled leisurely along, looking at the river. The principle of evil +was strong within him. He belonged to that class of men who will +hesitate at nothing that can be done with safety to protect +themselves. He was not bold enough for deeds of violence; his nature +was sufficiently ruthless, and he was not troubled with qualms of +conscience; but his first consideration had ever been to keep himself +on the safe side. In his methods he was sly, cunning, deceitful, +treacherous; but physically he was a coward. He had, however, the +greatest confidence in his resources. "I shall beat them all yet," he +thought; and thought, too, what a stroke of fortune it would be if +sudden death were to overtake those who stood in his path. He had +passed Waterloo Bridge when he felt a touch upon his arm. He looked +down and saw Blooming Bess. + +"Oh," he said, with no outward show of displeasure. + +"Yes," she said, with a smile. + +To strangers this simple interchange of greeting would have been +enigmatical, but these two understood each other, though socially he +stood so high and she so low. + +"Have you been following me?" he asked. + +"Of course I have," she replied. "Too good to miss. I'm in luck. I +say, you _are_ a gentleman, ain't you--a real swell?" + +"I am a gentleman, I hope," he said, with perfect sincerity. + +"I hope so too. You've got plenty of tin?" + +"Very little." + +"All right. I'll go off to the other one." + +He caught her arm. + +"Don't be a fool!" + +"That's just what I ain't going to be. Well, you're a nice one, you +are! Not even a thankee for standing by you as I did." + +"You will not be content with thanks," he said, gloomily. + +"Not likely. Want something more solid. Now, didn't I stand by you +like a brick? Just one word from Blooming Bess, and your whole box of +tricks would have been upset. But I didn't let on, by so much as a +wink. We took 'em in nicely between us, didn't we? 'You're the sort of +gentleman,' says I, 'that would pay well for anything that was done +for him.' 'I am,' says you. I say, if they'd guessed the game we were +playing there'd have been a rumpus. I want to know your name, and +where you live." + +"You don't," he retorted. "You want money." + +"I want that, too; but I want your name and address, and I mean to +have it. I won't use it against you so long as you square me." + +She spoke with so much determination that he gave her what she +demanded. + +"Mr. Parkinson knows the other one," she said; "and if I don't find +you at home when I want, I'll find him. Have you got a sovereign about +you?" + +Surprised at the moderateness of the request, he gave her a sovereign. + +"How's Mary?" she asked. + +The question suggested to him a plan which offered greater safety than +allowing her to go away with money, and perhaps drinking herself into +dangerous loquacity. + +"Would you like to see her?" he asked. + +"I wouldn't mind," she replied. + +"Come along with me, then," he said. "I'll take you to her." + + + + + CHAPTER XLIV. + + +Mr. Manners experienced a great sense of relief when Mark Inglefield +had taken his departure. The presence of that person had hampered not +only his movements, but his will. Now that he was alone, he felt +himself absolutely free. He exchanged a few words with Mr. Parkinson, +in which he expressed again his good intentions towards the distracted +father, and he spoke also to two or three other of the working-men, +who, when he moved away from them, looked after him with marked favor. +It chimed with his humor not to be known, and he was pleased that Mr. +Parkinson had not made free with his name. The reminiscences attaching +to him, from a working-man's point of view, would have caused him to +be followed and gazed at with curiosity. The name of Manners was a +name to conjure with; the great fortune he had made caused him to be +regarded as a king among the class from which he sprang, and it was to +his credit that he had amassed his wealth fairly, according to the +conditions of things. Perhaps in the not far-off future these +conditions will be changed, and it will be recognized that labor has a +right to a larger proportion of its profits than at present falls to +its lot. Meanwhile it may be noted that, despite the private wrong +which lay at the door of Mr. Manners, and which he was happily stirred +now to set right, despite the fact that in his business relations he +had driven hard bargains, his public career was one of which he might +be justly proud. Hard as were the bargains he had driven, he had not +ground his workmen down; if they did a fair day's work they received a +fair day's wage; he had made no attempt to filch them of their just +due. In contrast with many a hundred employers of labor, who grind the +men and women they employ down to starvation point, Mr. Manners stood +forth a shining example. As for his private affairs, they were his, +and his alone, to settle. Whatever changes for the better may come +over society in the coming years, the purely human aspect of life will +never be altered. There will always be private wrongs and private +injustices; and although it is to be hoped that the general +inequalities of mankind may be lessened, the frailties of our common +nature will ever remain the same. + +Mr. Manners strolled slowly through streets and narrow ways with +which, in his youth, he had been familiar, and he derived a sad +pleasure in renewing his acquaintance with the aspects of life which +characterized them. He noted the changes which had taken place. Here, +a well-known street had disappeared; rows of private dwellings had +been turned into shops; but for the main part things were as they used +to be. He searched for a certain house in which he had resided as a +boy, and, finding it, gazed upon its old walls as he would have gazed +upon the face of an old friend who had long since passed out of his +life. He recalled himself as he had been in the past, a brisk, +stirring, hard-working lad, taking pleasure in his work, eager to get +along in the world, keen for chances of promotion, industriously +looking about for means to improve himself. Between that time and the +present was a bridge which memory re-created, and over that bridge he +walked in pensive thought, animated by tenderer feelings than he had +experienced for many, many years. Once more he felt an interest in the +ways and doings of his fellowmen, and it seemed to him as if he had +long been living a dead life. The crust of selfishness in which he had +been as it were entombed was melting away, and even in these humble +thoroughfares the sun was shining more brightly for him. Such a simple +thing as a geranium blooming in a pot on the window-sill of his old +home brought an unwonted moisture to his eyes. He knocked at the door, +conversed with the woman who opened it, ascertained her position, +listened to what she had to say about her children, wrote down their +names, and left behind him some small tokens for them from one who +once was as they were now. + +"You shall hear from me again," he said to the surprised woman; and as +he left her he felt new channels of pleasure and sweetness were +opening out to him. He was becoming human. + +When he started with Mark Inglefield from his home in the west of the +city, he had formed no plan as to the means by which he should +approach Kingsley and Nansie; but after some time spent in wandering +among the thoroughfares and seeking old landmarks, he resolved not to +present himself to them until evening. It would be a more favorable +hour for what he purposed to do. Until then he could profitably employ +himself in ascertaining how they stood in the neighborhood, and +whether Mr. Parkinson's report of them was correct. It was three +o'clock in the afternoon before he felt the necessity of eating, and +then he entered a common eating-house and sat down to a humble meal. +It was strange how he enjoyed it, and how agreeable he felt this +renewal of old associations. When he had finished, he took out his +pocket-book and made some rough calculations. The poverty of the +neighborhood had impressed itself upon him, and he thought how much +good the expenditure of money he could well spare would do for the +children who were growing into men and women. He remembered the want +of rational enjoyment he had experienced occasionally in his boyhood. +He had not then many spare hours; but there had come upon him at odd +times the need for social relaxation. There was only one means of +satisfying this need--the public-house--and that way, as he knew, led +to ruin. From what Mr. Parkinson had told him, Nansie was untiring in +her efforts to ameliorate and smooth the hard lot of the wretched and +poverty-stricken; and, poor as she was, had succeeded in shedding +light upon weary hearts. If, in her position, she could do so much, +how vast was the field before him to do more! + +He made his calculations, and was surprised to find, when the figures +were before him, that he was richer than he had supposed himself to +be. In former days he was in the habit of making such calculations; +but for a long while past he had not troubled himself about them--a +proof how truly valueless his great store of wealth was to him, and +how scanty was the enjoyment he derived from it. Supposing that Mark +Inglefield justified and cleared himself in this affair of Mary +Parkinson--of which, notwithstanding all that had transpired, Mr. +Manners was not yet completely satisfied--half of his fortune should +go to the redeeming of his promises to that person in respect of the +expectations held out to him. The remaining half would be ample for +the carrying out of schemes as yet unformed, in the execution of +which, if all went well, Kingsley and Nansie would assist him. + +Issuing from the eating-house with a light step, he proceeded to make +his inquiries respecting his son's family. What he heard made him even +more humble and remorseful. Every person to whom he spoke had +affectionate words for them; nothing but good was spoken of them. They +were not only respected, but beloved. + +"If you want to know more about them than I can tell you, sir," said +one poor woman to whom Nansie had been kind, "go to Dr. Perriera." + +Receiving Dr. Perriera's address, Mr. Manners wended thither, and +found the worthy doctor, who was now a man well advanced in years, in +his shop. With Dr. Perriera he had a long and pregnant interview. In +confidence he told the doctor who he was, and Dr. Perriera's heart +glowed at the better prospect which seemed to present itself to +friends whom he honored. Forces which had long lain dormant in Mr. +Manners came into play; always a good judge of character, he +recognized that he was conversing with a man of sterling worth and +honor. + +"I have been informed," he said, "that you are a doctor of great +skill. You would have succeeded in more flourishing neighborhoods than +this." + +"I preferred to stay here," said Dr. Perriera. "Elsewhere I should not +have found the happiness I have enjoyed among these poor people." + +"But you would have been rich." + +"It would have marred my life," was the simple rejoinder. "You and I +are on equal ground, about the same age, I judge. We have not many +years to live. Of what use presently will much money be to you and me? +Men and women grow into false ideas; most of those who become rich +become slaves. Gold is their master--a frightful tyrant, destructive, +as it is chiefly used, of all the teachings of Christianity. But, +then, Christians are scarce." + +Mr. Manners hinted at his unformed schemes, and Dr. Perriera was +greatly interested. + +"What the poor and wretched want," he said, "is light, first for the +body, afterwards for the soul. Not the light of gin-shops, which are +poisonously planted by the wealthy at every convenient corner. Sweep +away the rookeries; purify the gutters; commence at the right end. +There are darksome spaces round about, in which only vice and crime +can grow; and they are allowed to remain, defiling and polluting body +and soul. There is a false, convenient theory, that you cannot make +people moral by act of Parliament. My dear sir, you can. Cleanliness +is next to godliness; that is a wiser saying; and governments would be +better employed in enforcing this than in ninety-nine out of every +hundred of the acts they waste their time in discussing." + +"What do you mean," asked Mr. Manners, "by your remark, commence at the +right end?" + +"Commence with the children," replied Dr. Perriera, "not neglecting +meanwhile those who are grown up. These children presently will become +fathers and mothers, and their early teaching bears fruit. It is +impossible to train anew firmly rooted trees, but they can be gently +and wisely treated. With saplings it is different." + +They remained in conversation until evening fell. Mr. Manners had +received Kingsley's address, and the two men were standing at the door +of the doctor's shop when an elderly man and a young girl passed. In +the elderly man Mr. Manners recognized Mr. Loveday, Nansie's uncle, +who had once paid him a visit in his grand mansion. But it was the +girl who chiefly attracted him. Her sweet face, her gentle bearing, +impressed him, but more than all was he impressed by a likeness which +caused his heart to beat more quickly. It was a likeness to his son. + +Dr. Perriera glanced at Mr. Manners, and called the girl, who, with +her companion, paused to say a word or two. + +"Is your mother well?" asked the doctor. + +"Quite well, thank you," replied the girl. + +"And your father?" + +"Quite well." + +"How is business, Mr. Loveday?" + +"So-so," said the old book-man. "I can't compete very well with the +youngsters. Their brazen voices beat me." + +He said this quite good-humoredly. + +"We must make way for the young," observed the doctor. + +"Yes, yes; but the necessity of living is upon the old as well." + +"Are you going home now?" + +"Yes," said the girl, answering for her uncle. "We have been to see +the new shop." + +"Whose?" + +"Timothy Chance's." + +She laughed kindly as she spoke the name. + +"See," said Mr. Loveday, opening a small parcel he held in his hand, +"we've been making a purchase there." + +What he disclosed to view was half a cooked fowl. Dr. Perriera +appeared to be greatly interested in this simple food. + +"How much did you pay for it?" + +"One and four." + +"That is cheap. A fat fowl, too." + +"Yes. The shop is crowded; people are buying like wildfire. Timothy +will make a fortune." + +"He has pretty well made one already. Sharp fellow, Timothy Chance, +and a worthy fellow, too." + +The girl nodded, and Mr. Loveday observed: + +"He is just the same as ever. Not a bit altered. Never forgets old +friends, and never will forget them. That come-by-chance waif is of +the right mettle. He is with Nansie now. We are going to see him. Come +along, Hester." + +"Can you guess who that young lady is?" asked Dr. Perriera of Mr. +Manners. + +"I am almost afraid to guess. Tell me." + +"Your grandchild. Have you never seen her before?" + +"Never." + +"If I had a daughter," said Dr. Perriera, "I should esteem it a great +blessing if she were like Hester Manners. She has all the virtues of +her mother, all the simplicity and nobility which distinguish her +father. She has been trained in the right school. I regard it as an +honor that I am privileged to call myself her friend. Do you wish to +proceed at once to your son's poor dwelling?" + +"I would prefer to see him alone. This friend whom my grandchild spoke +of is there; I will wait awhile." + +"It will be best, perhaps. My place is at your service. If it accords +with your desire you can remain here, and I will bring your son to +you." + +"I thank you," said Mr. Manners, "and accept your kind offer." + +His heart was stirred by hopes and fears. It went out to the sweet +girl he had seen for the first time; she was of his blood; but had he +any claim to her affection? How would her parents receive him--her +parents, to whom she was bound by the strongest links of love, and +whom he had treated so harshly and unjustly? There was a time when he +thought he could never bring himself to forgive the son who had +disappointed his worldly hopes; but now it was he himself who needed +forgiveness. The happiness of his brief future depended upon the son +he had wronged; if Kingsley and Nansie rejected him, the anguish of a +lonely, loveless life would attend him to his last hour. + +"I should advise," said Dr. Perriera, "that you wait awhile before the +interview takes place. Timothy Chance and your son's family are much +attached to each other, and it will be an act of delicacy not to +immediately intrude upon them." + +"An act of delicacy?" repeated Mr. Manners, looking at Dr. Perriera +for an explanation. + +"I have an idea," said the doctor, "that Timothy Chance has a tender +feeling for your grandchild. Whether it is reciprocated or not, I +cannot say. There is a disparity in their ages of fourteen or fifteen +years, but that should be no obstacle. I hold that in married life the +man should be some years older than the woman." + +"You have hinted that this Timothy Chance is well-to-do." + +"He is more than that. He is on the high-road to a fortune. I am +curious to see the shop he has opened. Will you come? We have time. On +the road I will relate to you Timothy Chance's story. It is, in its +way, remarkable." + +They started out together, and, with a heart gloomed by the intrusion +of this friend of his son's family, Mr. Manners listened to the +doctor's narrative. In Kingsley's eyes his money had never been deemed +of importance; Kingsley had never stooped or cringed before that +universal idol. How much less was he likely to do so now that he had +by his side a friend who could lift him from the state of poverty to +which the hard father had condemned him? Not purse-strings, but +heart-strings, would decide the issue of his heart's desire. + +Up to the point with which we are familiar there is no need to set +down here what Dr. Perriera imparted to his companion. We will take up +the thread from the time of Timothy Chance's last appearance upon the +scene. + +"Timothy has made the best use of his opportunities," said the doctor. +"From the small beginnings which I have recounted he has risen by slow +and sure steps to be, I should say, the largest poultry breeder in the +kingdom. He has farms in half a dozen different places, and it is +necessary, of course, that at stated intervals he should get rid of +old stock to make room for new. His contracts are really important +ones, and he turns over a large amount of money during the year. +Lately an idea occurred to him, which he is now turning to practical +account. Instead of selling his old stock to hotels and shopkeepers, +he believes it will be more profitable to speculate in it himself. As +a trial, he has opened a shop in the neighborhood here, which I regard +as a boon to the people. He will send so many fowls there every day, +and they will be cooked and disposed of to those who can afford to +buy. I think his idea was inspired by something of a similar nature +which he saw in France. You can purchase a whole roasted fowl, a half, +a wing and breast, or a leg. The prices are very moderate, the poultry +is of good quality, the cooking is sure to be excellent, for Timothy +is perfect in all his arrangements. Here we are at his trial shop." + +It was, indeed, a notable establishment, and, as Hester had said, was +crowded with customers. The predominating features of the shop were +light and cleanliness. At the rear of the shop were the stoves at +which the fowls were roasted, and these were cut up, or arranged +whole, upon marble slabs. The attendants were all females, and wore +light print dresses and spotlessly clean white aprons and caps; order +and system reigned, and the money was rolling in. It was an animated +scene, made the more agreeable by the pleasant faces and the civility +which distinguished those who were attending to the customers. + +"It will do," said Dr. Perriera, in a tone of approval. "Before the +year is out Timothy will have a score of such shops in poor +localities. He is made of the right stuff; his future is assured. Let +us return now, and I will bring your son to you." + + + + + CHAPTER XLV. + + +Mr. Manners sat alone in Dr. Perriera's living-room, awaiting the +arrival of his son. The last twenty-four hours had been the most +pregnant in his life; in a few minutes his fate would be decided; in a +few minutes he would know whether the years that remained to him would +be brightened by love, or made desolate by loneliness--loneliness in +which reigned a terror and despair he had never yet experienced. +Hitherto he had been a law unto himself; hitherto he had borne the +fate he had courted with a stern, implacable spirit, bearing with +bitter resolve the burden he had inflicted upon himself. There had +been no resignation in his soul to soften his sufferings, and he had +not sought the consolation which charity or religion would have shed +upon him. His heart had been as a sealed box, into which no ray of +light had entered; all was dark and desolate. He would soon learn +whether this would continue to be his fate. Some savage comfort had +come to him in the past from the belief that he was in the right, and +Kingsley in the wrong, but this would be denied to him now. The +thought had occasionally intruded itself that Kingsley would come to +him as a suppliant, begging for mercy and forgiveness; but the +positions were reversed; it was he, not his son, who was the +suppliant; it was he, not his son, who pleaded for forgiveness. + +Each moment seemed prolonged. "He refuses to come," thought the +repentant man. "I am to my only child as one who is dead. It is a just +punishment." It was in accordance with his character that he should +recognize the justice of the position in which he stood. + +When he heard footsteps in Dr. Perriera's shop he rose to his feet and +looked towards the door as a criminal might, awaiting his sentence. +The door opened, and Kingsley entered. + +His face was radiant; a tender light shone in his eyes. + +"Why, father!" cried Kingsley, and opened his arms. + +"Thank God!" + +He did not speak the words aloud; they were spoken by his grateful +heart as he pressed his son to his breast. Then he gently released +himself, and gazed with tearful eyes upon the son he had turned from +his home. + +Kingsley was much altered. His hair was grayer than that of his +father; his face was worn and thin; but the tender, whimsical spirit +of old dwelt in his eyes. + +At the present moment it was only the sympathetic chords in his nature +which found expression. + +"I knew you would come, father," said Kingsley, and at the tender +utterance of the word Mr. Manners's heart was stirred by a new-born +joy; "I always said you would come to us one day. And Nansie, too; she +never wavered in her belief that we should see you. 'The time will be +sure to arrive,' she often said to me, 'when we shall be reunited; and +when your dear father comes to us, we have a home for him.' Yes, +father, our home is yours. A poor one, but you will not mind that. It +needs but little for happiness, and we have been happy, very happy." + +"Oh, Kingsley," said Mr. Manners, "can you, can your good wife forgive +me?" + +"Forgive you, father!" exclaimed Kingsley, in a tone of surprise. "For +what? You have done nothing but what you thought was right. Indeed, +the fault has been on our side, for not coming to you. It was our +duty, and we neglected it. Father, I do not think you know Nansie as +well as I should wish." + +"I do not," said the humbled man. "Oh, Kingsley, that I should ever +have shut you from my heart!" + +"I declare," said Kingsley, putting his hand fondly on his father's +shoulder, "if any man but you said as much, I should feel inclined to +quarrel with him. Shut me from your heart! I am sure you have never +done that. I am sure you have thought of us with tenderness, as we +have thought of you. Yes, father, in our prayers you have always been +remembered. And we were content to wait your will, which was ever wise +and strong. Not like mine--but that is my loss. A man cannot help +being what he is, and I am afraid that I have been wanting in +strength." He passed his hand across his forehead, half sadly, half +humorously. "But I am truly thankful that I have had by my side a +helpmate who has strewn my life with flowers. Dear Nansie! Ever +patient, ever hopeful, with her steadfast eyes fixed upon the light +which you have brought to us now! Then, there is our dear daughter, +your grandchild, father--ah, what a blessing she is to us! You will +love Hester. Beautiful as her mother was--and is, father--with a +nature as sweet and gentle, and as trustful and confiding and pure." + +A sudden weakness overcame him here, and with a little, pitiful motion +of his arms, he sank into a chair. + +"Kingsley!" cried Mr. Manners, alarmed. "Kingsley--my dear son!" + +"It is nothing, father," said Kingsley, looking up, and pressing his +father's hand to his lips. "The shock of happiness is so great! I +scarcely expected it to-night. I was thinking of Nansie. She will be +so grateful--so grateful!" + +"Does she not know?" + +"She knows nothing of this sweet joy. Nor did I when Dr. Perriera +called me from the room. I am glad he told me as we came along. You +will remain with us a little while?" + +"We will never part again, Kingsley, if you and Nansie and Hester will +have me." + +"If we will have you! Why, father, how can you ask that? Nansie will +be overjoyed, and Hester will go wild with delight and happiness. How +often has the dear child asked, 'When am I going to see grandfather?' +Well, now her desire will be gratified. She will see you, and will +love and honor you, as we have always done, and we always shall do. +Hush! Is not that Nansie's voice I hear?" + +It was, indeed, Nansie who was speaking softly to Dr. Perriera in the +shop without. Anxious about Kingsley, she had slipped on her hat and +mantle, and had followed him. In a few hurried words the good doctor +had told her all, and she was now standing in trembling hope to learn +the best or worst. + +"Kingsley," said Mr. Manners, "if it is your wife outside, go to her, +and ask her if she will see me. Let her come in alone." + +"As you wish, father. I will remain with Dr. Perriera while you speak +to her." + +With a fond look at his father he left the room, and a moment +afterwards Nansie and Mr. Manners stood face to face. Tearfully and +wistfully she stood before him. Better than Kingsley did she recognize +what this meeting might mean to her and her beloved ones. He held out +his hand, and with a sudden rush of joy she bent her head over it. + +Had any barrier remained standing in the proud man's heart, this +simple action would have effectually destroyed it. He could more +easily have borne reproachful words, and was ready to acknowledge them +his due, but this sweet and grateful recognition of a too tardy +justice almost broke him down. He turned his head humbly aside, and +said: + +"Can you forgive me, Nansie--my daughter?" + +"Father!" she cried, and fell sobbing in his arms. + +It was a night never to be forgotten. In his heart of hearts Mr. +Manners breathed a prayer of thankfulness that the flower of +repentance had blossomed for the living, and not for the dead. Often +it blossoms too late, and then it is a fateful flower, and leaves a +curse, and not a blessing, behind it. + +But this night was not only to bear the sweet fruit of goodness and +self-denial; it was to bring forth a fitting punishment of a life of +cunning and duplicity. + +Linked close together, Mr. Manners and his children walked to +Kingsley's humble rooms, and there the old man received his +grandchild's kiss. Instinctively he was made to feel that, through all +this long and bitter separation, no word of complaining had ever +reached Hester's ears. All the brighter in his eyes shone the +characters of Kingsley and Nansie, and readily did he acknowledge that +never was nobility more truly shown. The little room in which they sat +was a garden of love. + +Nor was the old book-man forgotten. He and Mr. Manners, in one firm +hand-clasp, forged a link which even the grave would not sever. + +Timothy Chance was not with them; he had other business to see to. +What that business was, and to what it led, will now be told. + + + + + CHAPTER XLVI. + + +The clock struck nine when a knock was heard at the door. Hester rose +and opened it, and Dr. Perriera appeared. He looked round upon the +happy group and smiled; but when the smile faded they observed an +unwonted gravity in his face. + +"What has happened?" asked Nansie, solicitously. Her sympathetic +nature was ever on the alert to detect signs of trouble in her +friends. + +"Hester," said Dr. Perriera, "leave us for a moment or two. I wish to +speak to your parents alone." + +The girl retired to the inner room, and shut herself in. + +"It is best to keep it from her ears," said Dr. Perriera; he addressed +Mr. Manners. "You are as much concerned as any here in the news I have +to impart. I was not present when you and a friend came to the +neighborhood this morning to see Mr. Parkinson; but, if I am not +mistaken, you are interested in the misfortune which has fallen upon +him." + +"I am deeply interested in it," replied Mr. Manners, "and have pledged +myself to sift the unhappy matter to the bottom. But, unfortunately, +the poor girl has disappeared." + +"The truth may be made clear this very night," said Dr. Perriera. +"Strange news has strangely reached me. May I ask if this is the +portrait of the friend who accompanied you?" + +He handed to Mr. Manners the portrait of Mark Inglefield which Mr. +Parkinson had shown to him and Mr. Hollingworth on the previous night. + +"Yes, it is he," said Mr. Manners. + +"I obtained it from Mr. Parkinson," said Dr. Perriera, "and promised +that I would return it." + +"But your reason?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"If you will come with me," replied Dr. Perriera, "all shall be +explained. No, not you, or you"--Kingsley and Nansie had both risen, +in token of their willingness to assist him. "Leave the matter in our +hands. I am at present," he added, glancing at Mr. Manners, "somewhat +in the dark, and perhaps I have small right to inquire into your +motives. What chiefly concerns me, as taking what I may call a vital +interest in the poor people among whom I have passed my life, is that +a worthy man has been foully wronged, and a weak-minded girl beguiled +by the arts of a scoundrel. To right this wrong I am willing to make +some sacrifice, if only in the cause of justice." + +While he spoke, Mr. Manners, without thinking, had laid the portrait +of Mark Inglefield on the table, and Kingsley, looking down, +recognized it. A sudden paleness came on his face, and Nansie, +following the direction of his eyes, also looked at the portrait and +recognized it. For a moment or two no one spoke, and then Kingsley +whispered a few words to Nansie, and she left the room in silence. + +"Before you go with Dr. Perriera," said Kingsley to his father, "there +is something that must be said. It refers to this man, in whose +company I now learn you came here this morning." + +"Speak, Kingsley," said Mr. Manners, extending his hand to his son; +but Kingsley did not attempt to take it. "Do you doubt me, Kingsley?" + +"No, father," said Kingsley, with a certain decision in his voice and +manner which surprised his listeners, "I do not doubt you; I never +have, and I never shall. Most earnestly do I hope that we shall never +be separated again." + +"We never shall, Kingsley," said Mr. Manners, "if it rests with me. +You have no reason to trust my word--" + +"I have every reason," interrupted Kingsley, impetuously. "You have +never swerved from it; you have been always just. It is not"--and now +there was a heightened color in his face as he pointed to the +portrait--"because this man was my enemy that I regard him with +horror, but because I have grounds for suspicion that he sought to +defame the dearest, purest woman that ever drew the breath of heaven. +For me, he may pass by unscathed, though I would not defile myself by +touching his hand; but for another, whom I love and honor as an angel +on earth, I would drag his foul lie to light, and throw it in his +teeth! I have erred, but never in my life have I done conscious wrong. +What there is best in me, father, I draw from you." Mr. Manners sighed +and turned his head. "You never deceived man or woman, and you +transmitted to me an inheritance of right-doing which has been more +precious to me than gold. Answer me candidly, father. Did not this man +traduce my wife?" + +"He did; and, Heaven forgive me, I believed him." + +"And now?" + +"And now," said Mr. Manners, stretching forth his hands, "there is no +penance I would deem too great to repair the injustice I have +committed. The man who traduced you and your honored wife is no longer +my friend. Without you, my son, and Nansie and Hester, I should be +alone in the world." + +This appeal was sufficient for Kingsley, whose manner instantly +softened. He passed his arm affectionately round his father's +shoulder. + +"After all," he said, "why should we be troubled by the knowledge that +there are men living who find pleasure in base actions? Let us pity, +even while we condemn them." + +But there was no pity in Mr. Manners's heart towards Mark Inglefield. +His suspicions were revived by what Dr. Perriera had said, and the +true nature of the man seemed to be revealed to him. + +"You will return to-night, father?" said Kingsley. Mr. Manners looked +at Dr. Perriera. + +"I cannot tell," said the doctor. "It will depend upon what you +resolve to do." + +"Can I find a bed in the neighborhood?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"I can offer you one," replied Dr. Perriera. + +"Early or late," said Mr. Manners to Kingsley, "I will return +to-night." + +"We will wait up for you," said Kingsley. + +Then Mr. Manners called Nansie and Hester, and, kissing them with much +affection, departed with Dr. Perriera. + +As they walked to the shop Mr. Manners, without reserve, imparted to +Dr. Perriera the nature of the connection between him and Mark +Inglefield. The confidence was a great relief to him. Hitherto he had +taken pride in keeping his private affairs close shut in his heart, +and now that the floodgates were open a strange feeling of +satisfaction stole over him. Truly he was no longer alone. + +Dr. Perriera did not interrupt him with questions, and when Mr. +Manners ceased speaking he said: "I will not assist you to prejudge +the case. You shall hear from Timothy Chance's own lips the story he +related to me." + +"It is he, then," said Mr. Manners, "who has stirred up this matter +afresh?" + +"Timothy," said the doctor, "is one of us. He passed many years of his +life in these streets, and he is acquainted with nearly every person +round about. He knew Mary Parkinson as a child, and, sharp business +man as he is, he is keen in matters of justice." + +"Does he know anything of my intimacy with Mr. Inglefield?" + +"No; nor does he know that Kingsley is your son. It will be strange +news to him, and he will rejoice in the good-fortune of the dearest +friends he has. I bade him await my return in my shop." + +Mr. Manners was scarcely prepared to see in Timothy Chance a man who +won his regard the moment he set eyes upon him. Timothy had grown into +something more than a respectable man; his appearance was remarkable. +He was tall and well proportioned, and there was a sincerity and +straightforwardness in his manner which could not fail to favorably +impress strangers with whom he came into contact for the first time. +Being introduced, he and Mr. Manners shook hands with cordiality. +"Here is a man," thought Mr. Manners, "who, like myself, has carved +his way upwards." That fact was in itself sufficient to insure +respect. + +"Mr. Chance," said Dr. Perriera--he usually called him by the +old name Timothy, but on this occasion he considered it would add +weight to Timothy's character to address him by a more ceremonious +title--"relate to Mr. Manners what you have told me of Mary Parkinson. +It may lead to a result you little dream of." + +"Will it lead to justice?" asked Timothy. + +"It shall," said Mr. Manners. + +These two practical men immediately understood each other. + +"It saddens me," said Timothy, addressing himself chiefly to Mr. +Manners, "to see those I have known from childhood on the wrong path. +Generally these things come home to one, but they appeal to us more +closely when there is a personal connection. The lot of the poor is +hard enough, without those who should know better making it harder. I +do not speak as a class man, but as a man who is desirous to mend +social grievances. Perhaps by and by I may be able to do something in +a public way." + +"Mr. Chance is ambitious," observed Dr. Perriera. + +"Not for myself, nor from vanity, am I so. I have nothing to boast of +in my parents, for I never saw their faces. I have lifted myself out +of the evil they might have brought upon me. These things lie deep, +sir, deeper than most people consider. But that is not to the point. +This is what I have to say with respect to Mary Parkinson. I have a +poultry farm in Finchley, and I attend to my business. I am up early +and late. It happened last night that I had much to look after, and my +affairs kept me up till the small hours of this morning. Within a +hundred yards of my farm is a public-house, the Three Tuns. At four +o'clock this morning I walked from my office into the fresh air, +before retiring to rest. I do this often; it freshens me up. When I +was within a few yards of the Three Tuns, my attention was attracted +to a cab which had just driven up to the door. It was an unusual hour +for such a thing to occur. A man got out of the cab, and knocked at +the door, and after some delay it was opened. Exchanging some words +with the person who answered his summons, he returned to the cab, and +assisted a woman to alight. I did not catch sight of her face, but I +saw the man's; it was strange to me. The woman appeared to be in great +agitation, and it seemed to me that she had been crying. Presently +they entered the public-house, the door of which was closed upon them. +I got into conversation with the driver of the cab, and learned that +he had had a long drive from the east end of London, quite close to +this spot. He was to drive the gentleman back to London, he said; and +soon the gentleman came out, entered the cab, and was driven away. I +don't know why this simple adventure should have made an impression +upon me, but it did. However, I had other things to think of, and I +went to bed. I was up early, and in London here, to see to the new +shop I have opened. I was due in Finchley again this afternoon--I am a +busy man, you see, sir--and it happened that when I arrived there I +saw another cab stop at the Three Tuns. But though it was another cab, +it was the same man who got out of it, and I saw his face very +clearly. It was not the same woman, though, that jumped out, and I +knew her well. It was a poor, foolish girl, almost a child in years, +but a woman in sin, who goes by the name of Blooming Bess. Both the +man and the girl went into the Three Tuns. My curiosity was aroused; +my suspicions also. I did not like the face of the man; it was cold, +heartless, cunning. He had cast looks about him in which I seemed to +discern evil; he came from a quarter, or at least his companion did, +with which I was intimately acquainted. We don't live in the world +without learning, and I have learned something of the ways of +scoundrels. If chance had put it into my power to unmask one--and I +had a strange idea that it might be really so--I resolved not to throw +it away. I hung about the place for some time, and at length bribed a +servant to tell Blooming Bess secretly that a friend wished to speak +to her in private. Out she came in a few minutes, and I had talk with +her, and learned that the woman who had been brought to the Three +Tuns, in the middle of the night, was no other than Mary Parkinson. +Blooming Bess is a careless, reckless soul, the sort of girl who might +have grown into an honest, respectable woman if she had had fair +chances. She hadn't, and that is why she is what she is. I don't say +it as a boast that I have helped her out of hunger sometimes, and I +know she is grateful to me. This afternoon I promised her something +which I shall fulfil; she shall have the chance that has never yet +been put in her way of becoming a decent member of society. And upon +the strength of that promise she told me all I wished to know. It +seems that the man, whose name she had obtained, had come in the dead +of night to the street in which Mr. Parkinson lived. He did not know +the house, and he bribed Blooming Bess to point it out to him. When he +thought he had got rid of her, he threw a letter up to Mary Parkinson, +whom he had succeeded in awaking, and she came down to him. They went +away together, and Blooming Bess saw them drive off in a cab. She had +kept watch upon his movements. This morning the scoundrel came to the +neighborhood for the purpose of clearing himself from some kind of +suspicion which had attached itself to him in relation to Mary +Parkinson. He came with a friend." + +"With me," said Mr. Manners. + +"I guessed as much. The scoundrel professed absolute ignorance of the +whereabouts of Mary Parkinson, and had it not been for what happened +to me last night, might even now have been regarded as an innocent +man. I will not lengthen the story. Blooming Bess expressed her +opinion of the man in terms which he would not have regarded as +flattering. 'He's promised me I don't know what,' she said, 'to keep +his secret; but I know the sort of man he is. When he's got all out of +me he can, he'll throw me away like an old glove--as he'll throw away +Mary. The fool believes in him even now!' Then she told me that he had +tried to disguise himself in the night by putting on another suit of +clothes--I had observed that myself--and that if it hadn't been for +her, his villainy would have been exposed this morning when he came +here with you. These are the main lines of the story, and I determined +to bring the scoundrel to book. I gathered from Blooming Bess that the +three of them were to remain at the Three Tuns to-night, and were all +to go away together to some place or other; but where she did not +know. He refused to tell her when she asked him. However, my intention +was to take Mr. Parkinson to the Three Tuns to-night, and see what +could be done. But I have not spoken to him yet of my plan. Dr. +Perriera, to whom I have told the whole of the story, has persuaded me +to be guided by him in the affair; he has a wise head and a kind +heart, and I am satisfied that he will do what is right. The first +thing he did was to go to Mr. Parkinson and obtain a portrait of the +scoundrel who has brought Mary to shame. This I recognized as the man +who brought Mary Parkinson and Blooming Bess to the Three Tuns. Then +he desired me to wait here until he returned. He _has_ returned, with +you, sir. That is all I have to say for the present." + +"I need no further assurance," said Mr. Manners; "but you may as well +mention the name which that girl Bess gave you." + +"Mr. Mark Inglefield," said Timothy Chance. + +"It is enough. You have rendered me a great service, for which I +cannot be sufficiently grateful. I will go to this man myself +to-night, and he shall learn from my lips that his knavery and +villainy have been brought to light. I hold a power over him which I +can serviceably use." + +"Your plan is a good one," said Dr. Perriera. "It would never do to +take Mr. Parkinson to his daughter. There would be mischief done. He +has been heard to say a dozen times today, 'If I meet the villain who +has ruined my daughter, and if he will not make an honest woman of +her, I will hang for him.' You will not go alone?" + +Mr. Manners looked at Timothy Chance inquiringly. + +"Yes, sir," said Timothy, "if you will allow me, I will accompany +you." + +"I thank you," said Mr. Manners, and again the two men shook hands. + +Then Mr. Manners desired Dr. Perriera to go to Kingsley, and tell him +that he might not return till morning, and that it would be best not +to wait up for him. After which, he and Timothy set out on their +errand. + +"I will drive you," said Timothy; "I have a fast-trotting mare that +will skim over the ground." + +The fast-trotting mare being harnessed, they started off at the rate +of ten miles an hour. + + + + + CHAPTER XLVII. + + +It was closing time at the Three Tuns, and some tipplers were being +bundled out, much against their will, when Timothy Chance, entering +with Mr. Manners, called the landlord aside, and had a hurried +conference with him. The result was satisfactory. + +"They are having supper in a private room," said Timothy to Mr. +Manners, "and the landlord will take us up, unannounced." They +ascended the stairs, and the landlord, without knocking, throwing open +the door, Timothy and Mr. Manners entered the room. + +Mark Inglefield was sitting at the supper-table; by his side sat Mary +Parkinson; opposite to them sat Blooming Bess. Mark Inglefield, +looking up, with angry words on his lips at the intrusion, was about +to utter them, when, seeing who his visitors were, he fell back as if +suddenly paralyzed. His face was of a deadly pallor, his limbs +trembled, he was speechless. Mr. Manners gave him time to recover +himself, but the detected villain did not speak. He felt that +retribution had overtaken him. + +"I wish to say a word to you," said Mr. Manners, sternly. "Do you +prefer it should be said here or in private?" + +Mark Inglefield, shaking like a man in an ague, rose to his feet and +staggered to the door. + +"In private?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"In private," replied Mark Inglefield, his voice scarcely rising above +a whisper. + +"Remain here," said Mr. Manners to Timothy, "and explain to Miss +Parkinson why we have come." + +Then he followed Mark Inglefield from the room. The landlord was on +the stairs, and at Mr. Manners's request he conducted the two to +another room, saying: + +"You will not be disturbed." + +Summoning all his courage, Mark Inglefield said: + +"This is an unexpected honor, sir. Your errand is probably the same as +mine." + +"What may your errand be?" asked Mr. Manners. + +"I said this morning," replied Mark Inglefield, striving to believe +that the game was not yet lost, and that he could still continue to +deceive the man upon whom he had imposed for so many years, "that I +would find Mary Parkinson, and endeavor to extract the truth from her. +With the aid of a detective I succeeded in tracking her here." + +"Yes," said Mr. Manners, inwardly resolving to ascertain to what +further lengths in the art of duplicity Mark Inglefield would go; "was +she surprised to see you?" + +"Very," said Mark Inglefield, beginning to gain confidence. "Very much +surprised." + +"She did not know you?" + +"How could she, sir? It was a bold plan of mine, but I have hopes that +it will be attended with the happiest results. To restore an erring +child to her father's arms is a task of which I am sure you will +approve." + +"I do." + +"Perhaps," continued Mark Inglefield (thinking to himself, "What a +fool I was to exhibit any sign of fear!")--"perhaps to bring her back +to the path of virtue and make an honest woman of her--this is what I +hope to achieve. Then I could come to you, and say, 'I have done this +good action in return for the slander which an enemy dared to breathe +against me.'" + +"It would be a good action. To bring a weak, erring child back to the +path of virtue, and make an honest woman of her. Is that really your +wish?" + +"What other wish can I have, sir, with respect to Mr. Parkinson? Would +it not entirely clear me from suspicion?" + +Mr. Manners ignored the question. "She did not know you, you say. How +did you introduce yourself to her? In your own name?" + +"Of course. It would have been wrong to use another." + +"Did the detective you employed accompany you?" + +"He did; else I should hardly have found this out-of-the-way hole--in +which, sir, I am surprised to see you. But I need not express +surprise. Your decision of character and kindness of heart are well +known to me.", + +"My decision of character--yes; my kindness of heart--those are +meaningless words in your experience of me. But the past can be atoned +for." + +"You have nothing to reproach yourself with, sir." + +"My conscience answers. But it is not to speak of myself that I have +come to-night. Is the detective who conducted you here now in the +house? I should like to speak to him." + +"How unfortunate! It is but a few minutes since he left us. Had I +known--" + +"But you did not know." + +"No, indeed, sir." + +"Did you disclose to Miss Parkinson the nature of your errand?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"What was her answer?" + +"She was grateful, truly grateful." + +"Was it your intention to take her back to her home tonight?" + +"Scarcely to-night. Early in the morning, after she was calmer, and +prepared to meet her father." + +"She has a companion with her?" + +It was this question which caused Mark Inglefield to suddenly +recollect that Mr. Manners had seen Blooming Bess earlier in the day. +Up to this point he had not given her a thought. + +"Ah, yes, sir, a companion, who gave us certain information when we +paid our visit to Mr. Parkinson. It was a happy thought of mine to +take the poor girl with us; it would inspire Miss Parkinson with +confidence in me. Besides, sir, it would not have been proper for me +to visit Miss Parkinson alone." + +"Shall I call her down to test the truth of your statements?" + +"Surely, sir, you do not doubt me!" + +"I ask again, shall I call her down to test the truth of your +statements?" + +"Shall I go up and bring her down to you?" + +"In order," said Mr. Manners, "that you may have time to concoct some +story which you can prevail upon her to adopt, so that I may be the +further deceived?" + +"Sir, you wrong me," stammered Mark Inglefield. + +"Mr. Inglefield," said Mr. Manners, "let us throw aside the mask of +treachery and deceit. The questions I addressed to you were put for a +purpose. Is it sufficiently explicit to you if I tell you that you +have betrayed yourself?" + +"I do not understand you." + +"That is not true. You understand me well enough, though yet you do +not know all I have resolved upon. It is I, not you, who will take +Miss Parkinson to her father to-night. It is for you, not for me, to +make an honest woman of her." + +Then, indeed, did Mark Inglefield know that the game was up. + +"If you are determined not to believe what I say, sir--" + +"Not one word. All your statements are false--in the present, as they +have been in the past. It was you who stole Miss Parkinson from her +home last night, and the poor girl who is now with her was bought over +by you. Be thankful that you are spared a visit from Mr. Parkinson. +But for me, you would be face to face with him, and would have had to +answer for your crime. Mr. Inglefield, evil can be atoned for. For the +evil I have done in the past it shall be my endeavor to atone. It will +be to your interest to come to the same resolve." + +"Can nothing I can say convince you that you are doing me an +injustice?" + +"Nothing. So much has been revealed and made clear to me that only one +course remains open to you, so far as I am concerned." + +"Perhaps," said Mark Inglefield, in a tone which he vainly strove to +make defiant, "you will explain yourself?" + +"I will do so. You will marry the girl you have brought to shame." + +"I, sir, I! It is a monstrous idea!" + +"Knowing you as I know you now, there is indeed something revolting in +it--and it may be that she will not give you the opportunity of making +atonement." Mark Inglefield smiled scornfully. "There is a road," +pursued Mr. Manners, "out of evil, and for a little while this road +will be open to you. Turn your back upon it, and go forth into the +world, a beggar! Enter it--with a purified heart, if you can--and I +will make you recompense." + +"You will fulfil the expectations you have always held out to me?" + +"No. My promise was given to a man of honor, as I believed. I will not +bring my tongue to utter what you have proved yourself to be. But I +will give you a competence, which my lawyers shall arrange with you. +For myself, after this night I will never see you again, nor shall you +ever again darken my door. There is something more, and it may weigh +with you. For years past you have transacted certain business matters +for me. I have not too closely looked into them. Refuse the offer I +have made to you, and they shall be searched into and examined with +but one end in view--punishment. Accept it, and all that has passed +between us in connection with these matters shall be buried forever. +You will know how best to decide. I give you"--he took out his +watch--"five minutes to decide. Your fate and future are in your own +hands." + +Then there was silence. With his back turned to Mr. Manners, Mark +Inglefield debated with himself. He knew that the matters to which Mr. +Manners referred would not bear investigation, and that he was in +danger of the criminal dock; he knew that Mr. Manners would show him +no mercy. He shrugged his shoulders savagely, and said: + +"What do you call a competence?" + +"It shall be decided between you and my lawyers at three o'clock +to-morrow afternoon, by which time they will have received my +instructions. You have barely half a minute to arrive at a decision. I +am inexorable." + +"I accept your offer," said Mark Inglefield. + +"You will find Miss Parkinson in her father's home. There must be no +delay. Farewell." + +At nine o'clock the following morning Mr. Manners sat at breakfast +with Kingsley, Nansie, and Hester. There were no traces of fatigue on +Mr. Manners's face; on the contrary, it looked fresh and young. A new +and better life was before him. Mr. Loveday, the good old book-man, +kept purposely away; he would not intrude upon a meeting which he +deemed had something sacred in it. And indeed it had. Hearts that +should never have been separated were united, and love shone within +the little room. + +It was a humble meal, but the sweetest that Mr. Manners had tasted for +many, many years. Nansie's face was bright, and now and then her lips +were wreathed in happy smiles, and now and then her eyes were filled +with tears. And so we leave them. Flowers are blossoming; there is +good in the future to be done. + +It may be, also, in the future, that Hester Manners and Timothy Chance +may come together for weal or woe. Words have yet to be spoken, but in +their hearts love has already found its nest. May their lives be as +sweet and pure as the lives of Kingsley and Nansie! There will be +manna for the hungry, and light will be shed upon the dark spaces of +the East. + + + + THE END. + + + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Toilers of Babylon, by +B. L. (Benjamin Leopold) Farjeon + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 42974 *** |
